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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder)/Autism LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. No one has seen her alters in months and she rarely mentions her DID anymore, preferring to bring up her totes real autism for ponies and other autistic shit.
JILL RECEIVED A DIAGNOSTIC IMPRESSION, SHE HAS NEVER RECEIVED A DIAGNOSIS FOR HER DID, LURK MOAR
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herselfCurrent relevant info:
>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; she has dropped DID “as much” and now prefers to pretend she has the most severe of all autism— the rainbow autism. she’s also acknowledging her BPD again.>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree. will put videos on blast.>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; was once into drag as Villany Swells; did two shows, claimed she was being stalked when someone posted a vid to the thread, no one has seen her in drag since and she drags her own makeup from that era as the disaster it was>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower (has been saying this for years)>got engaged a few months after Sof>posts only about weddings and my little pony nowadays unless she’s grandstanding about “muh mentaw iwwness”>Kills off first ever alter OC (Jerrick)MEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: "Fused" alter that used to be Jill's co-host. Fused because his BPD symptoms were therapized. Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to conveniently hold all her BPD traits which have magically disappeared since he's fused. Entire personality was being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it. >Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.>Seb: Emoji unknown. 26, "Cool dude." Masculine and a grown-up version of jerrick but a younger version of cliffe. Came about when Jerrick fused and is supposed to protect Jill from self harm. Struggles with trich and likes cutting hair. Has a romantic relationship with Steve. Last Thread:
>>>/w/336444Last Thread:
>Jill tries posting the pinkie pie video and it keeps getting disputed >>336537>youtube comment tells jill to upload the pinkie pie video without monetization and jill calls it "objectively dumb to do" >>336575>jill continues retweeting tweets that make her feel like her weed use is justified >>336601>jill flips when someone else gently accuses her for not being passionate about ponies and posting the vid unmonetized >>336632>livestream cleaning ponies >>336636>pinkie pie video finally goes up >>336740>thrift with me video >>337044>steve was on a 3 min segment on local news talking about gender shit in school. looks like a pedo in contrast to the rainby house >>337239>jill does scootaloo and starsong pony cosplay with sof >>337528>hair dying and trich video >>337616>pumpkin carving video with steve. steves neck is painted black for no apparent reason >>337937>jill gets a po box >>338124>jill seethes about an election in a country she doesnt live in, uses it as an opportunity for wake n bake >>338277 >another pony cleaning livestream >>338392>talking about pony characters video >>338429>pinkie pie vid his 100k views and jill promises to make a pt 2 >>338432>jerrick's twitter account gets privated, last tweet is from march 27 >>339401 >"the truth" video where she kills off jerrick and replaces him with a "chill dude" named seb >>339744Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 Now Private (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsTwitter #4 - Private ("Seb" alter):
https://x.com/theworldwidesebBluesky -
https://bsky.app/profile/pixielocks.bsky.socialCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok Now Private:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/[ No. 339823
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this really doesn't look like crying to me
No. 339824
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twitter reply to her 'the truth' video
>i get jealous really easily
jealous of…yourself? the narc is strong with this one
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Here's a tweet from Jill's secret account for Sebastian. It shows a screenshot of a note(?) where she herself has written something her therapist supposedly said to her about Sebastian.
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More tweets from Sebastian account. Kinda risky making jokes about autism, being undiagnosed.
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Another one, where Jill has sent herself memes and is reacting to them and then replies to herself reacting to her own memes. Insane level of cringe.
No. 339831
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Meet Sebastian.
No. 339834
>>339827Is this a fucking AI chat therapist??? Is this what Jillian means with "going to therapy".
>>339830Whenever she wants to try and prove that her alters are totally real she does shit like this. She has done the same with every alter so far.
No. 339837
>>339831So "Seb" is just Jillian with greasy hair and glasses, got it.
>>339824What level of delusion is this? How can she be jealous of an alter hanging out with Steven?
No. 339839
Just so that it's here for any anons that want to read it, here's the link to the recap of the first half of the video
>>339768 and another anon said that she'd upload the recap of the second half once this thread was made. Hopefully she sees this thread and posts it soon.
>>339834I'm trying to figure out what app she's using, it's definitely one of those scuzzy BetterHelp clones, but I'm not sure which one.
>>339831She looks so ugly. Now that her lips are starting to shrink from age from the chronic cannabis abuse, and her hair is starting to thin from constant bleaching, she looks more and more like a malnourished Seth Rogan. She probably reeks like him too. Seriously, zoom in on the photo and look at her hairline and you can actually see the strands of her hair shrinking and breaking.
No. 339849
>>339839>>339768Hello, I'm here with the other half of the recap. Thanks again to the
nonnie who sat through 30 minutes of that video for us o7. This part of the video is all of the Seb lore
34:30 You can see the BPD rage in her eyes as she stares down the camera and says "I definitely fucking have DID" in case she hasn't said it enough. Today (the day of recording) her symptoms were so bad that she got lost in a parking lot because she was so "dissociated", then had to sit in her car and ground for 45 minutes.
36:30 Goes back to her notes. Blames society on her "shame and fear" around her DID. Continues to talk about how she felt safest following the same structure that other DID content creators did so she would feel
valid.
37:45 She ends this portion of the video and comes back a week later with a different outfit, glasses, and no makeup. She says that Seb is around while she's recording.
39:11 A graphic pops up on the screen showing which parts of Jereick went into Jill and which parts went into Seb. Says that when her voice is high and "squeaky" that it's usually Sunny, not Jill. Tbh her handwriting is hard to read, but here's what I could read.
Jerr: masc + fem, severe BPD symptoms, desperate to be seen/heard, copes through music, asexual (sex repulsed), SH
Jill: feminine, more chill and grounded (while Sunny remains the crazy cringe girl), business focused, SIB, in love with Stevie (yes she wrote that down)
Seb: masculine, sensitive boy, fear of abandonment and BPD symptoms, desires to be seen and heard, copes through music, dysphoria (milder), deeply romantic and longing, in love with Stevie, trich
40:04 Clutches her pearls and says "oh my God, I did not think I would still be struggling with [self harm] at 26". Recalls when she was filming her Jill Meet the Alters video that something felt "unnatural" about her and where she fit in the system. She was detached from reality at that time.
41:10 Sunny split from Jill after the ISSTD Mcclean drama because she "can't be a dissociated happy little clown cartoon character person and have people take you seriously". Meanwhile, Amber holds all the trauma and the "bark bark, let me go yell at an institution" so Sunny can be the "hyper autism, open stimming, happy happy, no volume control" alter. Jill says she is so grateful that there is no limit to how much joy and happiness she has the ability to feel. It feels like the ISSTD stuff happened 5 years ago and is a horror that has been looming over her her whole life.
43:53 Seb came around November of last year. More Twitter screenshots from April 19.
First tweet: "Too scared to tell jill's friend group I absorbed one of their friends"
Second tweet: "It's so weird and sad that the last two gifts people got for him he like half existed for. Bro was fading away pixel by pixel into the aether and could not appreciate a keychain. Why is this making me so sad"
Jerrick's fusion took from October to March, Seb's split took a few days in response to Jerr beginning to fuse.
45:33 Starts getting into how she visualized Jerr's fusion in her inner world. In the inner world main home where Jill checks in with Cliffe every night, Jill started seeing a dark hazy figure out the window that would get closer every night. Doesn't know how to describe it without it sounding like something out of Scooby Doo. Still is dealing with internalized ableism because people don't take DID seriously. Also started seeing crackly visions of Cliffe with hair, screen changes to a speed drawing of Seb. He looks like a mix between an emo boy and a shonen character. Dark fluffy hair, pale skin. Jill originally thought he was a surfer guy, like Jude from 16. Jill needed it because she's been more stressed since Sunny's split (since Sunny took all her manic happiness away from her). Seb feels like younger Cliffe/older Jerr.
50:05 More Twitter screenshots. Seb calls Cliffe "papi". Looks like Will Wood. Says they cut their bangs because it's like Seb's bangs. Jill feels more like a girl after Jerr's fusion. Seb feels like "a guy who was born a guy in the brain of a girl". Seb wants to be seen and heard and "real in the real world" with friends and family and a Twitter account. Jill starts blushing like a fujoshi while talking about Seb and Stevie's romantic relationship.
54:37 Screen changes to a bunch of face claims/inspo pics for Seb. Seb is a hopeless romantic who loves music, has more "quiet BPD". Seb struggles severely with trich. Another Twitter screenshot from December 22: "Here to pound omelettes lift weights and cut my hair impulsively". Jill also reminds everyone again that she is diagnosed by a doctor.
58:00 Momtage of Seb's tweets from the past year. I'm not gonna write all of it here. Lots of shitposts and breakfast cooking pics. One tweet has a content warning for food. Seb and Sunny are friends. Stevie calls him Sebaby.
No. 339850
>>339823For someone who worked in a few school plays you would think she'd be better at acting.
>>339824This is Tumblr levels of stupidity. You could even use Tumblr logic against them and say that Steve didn't consent to dating one of Jill's alters or an open relationship. It could be considered forced cheating, grooming or worse when Jill "switches" into Seb, Ramona, Berry or whoever the fuck when they're on a date, flirting, or sex since the rest of the system didn't consent to being romantically or sexually involved with him. She's so stupid.
No. 339861
>>339859bpd retards like jill don't learn from their mistakes and grow because they misinterpret that is "giving into" haters. shes gonna double down on the DID aka talking to herself and making sockpuppets and never reveal how often she smokes nor how strong the strain is.
cant believe she thinks sitting in the car or ground for 45 minutes is a sign her shit is real. no, in the real world thats the sign of addict - phone and energy drink addiction counts.
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>28:27If you want to make memes.
Just imagine being able to make money from home (regardless of the amount) from dedicated followers who'll watch anything from you. Imagine wanting to be seen as the most traumatised person ever instead of chilling and making cutesy diy projects and the occasional anime review. Sometimes I wish I could kick her ass outside without a phone.
>>339858No I feel like you're onto something nonna. Haven't heard of cherry in a while too.
No. 339904
>>339858cherry isn't just mentally ill, she's mentally
disabled which makes jill's influence on her even worse
No. 339906
>>339903But
nonnie, visiting her mom recently was just sooo traumatic. kek her life is so dull that she really has to come up with a new OC to larp. But hey Steve gets his BPD girlfriend to roleplay as some fag for his porn addicted self.
No. 339920
>>339903that’s why no one other than kids or adults with a vulnerable mental state believe her shit. you cant "fuse" with an alter then squirt another one from your ass.
>>339911that will only happen when grows up, gains a little introspection and step away from social media. with cows, their biggest enemy is themselves.
like, her life as a homebody is so dull boring and monotonous that she overreacts to every little things that falls outside her norm. as much as covid tried to normalize homebodies its not. thats her real issue, her social anxiety. weed wont help itll just make it worse.
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The comments on her videos are always so insane.
>>339858For me the easiest explanation is that she got tired of pretending to be an angsty emo boy and all the problems it came with, so she had to kill it in the name of "healing" because she sees herself as "recovered from BPD". So now instead she wants to be a "uwu cutesy gay boi", something that Steven may find more palatable.
No. 339929
>>339926All she does is lie. Every single thing she says is a lie. Even lying about things that are extremely obvious, such as saying she's been doing tons of therapy when she does not go to therapy. She does nothing but lie, that's it.
Every ounce of this boils down to BPD, being a liar (that goes hand-in-hand), and an intense desire to not be an adult. That's it. No autism, no trauma, no DID. Lying, BPD, spoiled rotten failure to launch loser.
No. 339940
>>339926She, like a lot of gen z,uses "dissociating" as a replacement for "spacing out". I'm guessing what actually happened was she got a head rush or something leaving the parking lot, maybe she's still a nervous driver and has some anxiety, so she decided to park and chill on her phone a little bit. 45 minutes of scrolling later she looks up and is shook to notice she just spent a bunch of time scrolling. She can't remember what she just looked at, because it was all bland meaningless slop the algorithm spoon fed her. This becomes a "dissociating and DID switching episode" in her head, because she's a drama written and
doesnt realize all this stuff is literally just a common experience.
>>339849> Continues to talk about how she felt safest following the same structure that other DID content creators did so she would feel valid. She's still not getting that the "other DID content creators" are also all fakers. This kind of thing is one of many reasons underage shouldn't be online, they see some idiot on tiktok and think thats a normal depiction of an illness or whatever. However, most young people are growing out of this now, not doubling down like she is.
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She’s so embarrassing, begging people to follow her new alter on Bluesky
No. 339955
>>339952This is so embarrassing it's disturbing. When you watch the video and see her post atrocities like this it's clear she craves friendship. Posting like this is just like binging sugar, she can't resist spilling and self-image crafting through social media because she has made an empty life. She was bemoaning how keeping this secret was actually so much worse and how she just wanted to tell people. This accomplishes two things, lets her catch up of her shit larp and allows her to harvest attention.
>8:30>I will say, I wonder if anyone guessed that Jerrick might have fused because he suddenly was just not online at allLike this is next level fart huffage. How skewed is her fucking day to day if this is what she occupies herself with? How does she expect people to realize or even care? Why do your DID personalities need a social media Jill???
>>339848>>339862Not only that, but it allowed her to hype up the pity around her keeping quiet and finding it oh so hard to just talk about herself at length for an hour like she usually does anyway.
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>>339952I only took a glimpse towards Seb's bluesky account and all I saw was more autism larping and Jillian doing everything she can to copy Steven's interests in a very maladjusted way. So she did kill the mean emo alter that hated Steven to create a new guy that Steven could hold conversations with so she could be jealous of her own self hanging out with her own boyfriend. Lol.
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>>339971Couldn't get tickets to see MCR this time
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>>339976It also looks like a faked overreaction on her part. I don't think anyone could laugh at themselves sending memes through different accounts unless it gave her faker larper bliss. Or she's super high and can't tell reality from fiction anymore.
>>339887>>339858Too bad she killed Jerrick just when Wicked, the infamously green and pink movie, recently premiered. Imagine the tiktok videos she could had made if she revived him.
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even her followers dgaf lmao
No. 339998
>>339994Yeah she's obviously skinwalking Steeb or her ideal male partner with "Seb", I think even just naming the OC "Seb" is very close to "Steve", what is so insane is how first the OC was a convenient way to hide her BPD spergouts when Steeb didn't act the way she wanted and she was discarding him, then because she knows what she's fucking doing she conveniently hides the development of the new OC who actually likes Steve so she can beat the "DID is just a cover up for her BPDemon lack of identity and BPD sperg outs" when, in reality, it's so obvious what her perogative is.
Also the fact she made her dad alter gay is so fucking weird, not even going to go into
that. She's genuinely mentally ill and she needs fucking help, but sadly she won't help herself because her type of illness isn't the poor, helpless OOWOO traumatized innocent
victim kind of illness. It's the insane BPDemon malingering attention seeking kind.
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>>339946>Has this ever been explicitly stated?Yes, this has been long since established.
No. 340023
>>339849Kek today I learned I have did cause I forget where I parked sometimes.
I know it won’t happen but with the apparent friction between her and Louise/the family I wonder how big the melt down would be if little jillybean wasn’t invited to Christmas this year
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why can't she fuse all alters already?
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>>340041>>339823>>339831It's so funny that people her age are achieving real normal adult things. Her brother especially! Meanwhile she's announcing a new OC at 26. Like oh my god congratulations to your new quirky alter on twitter Jillian.
Pic related to another jillian narcissism classic. She knows she's a faildaugther
No. 340050
>>340009Nitpick but steebie's pose on the left is so annoying. Why did he pose like a mildly retarded man, straighten your goddamn back and and stand like a
man, you're not a cool model in some teens' magazine. He's so unappealing i feel confident in saying even deathfat Pixie was way above his league.
No. 340055
>>340054But nona how dare her best friend get engaged before she did? And celebrating it? Jillian just HAD to say something KEK. How dare people not notice those other things that she's
also not doing.
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On November 22 I was looking at Jill and Stevie’s Bluesky and noticed them following this DID faker and screenshotted it just because I found it odd for them to be following someone with very few followers and figured it might be relevant some day. Of course it ended up being another Jill roleplay account, I should’ve known kek.(sage this nonmilk)
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What does she mean by this?
No. 340062
>>340057to be this self-pitying and simultaneously self-aggrandizing is really astonishing. i guess this is the point of the LARP, as many nonnas have said before. first you partition off DID as the most super serious trauma. then, you do whatever it takes to convince yourself that you have DID, so now when you RP as one of your OCs, everything you do is automatically tragic. there is no level of hardship you shouldn’t appropriate and equivocate with your own suffering, because DID means you have it worst of anyone, right? notice yourself on some live laugh love carpe diem ass trip leading up to the holidays? oh honey, that’s cancer-kid levels of heartbreaking, you have DID! no, don’t spare a thought for anyone else who might be going through anything worse, think of yourself and all that you’ve been through. seriously, it’s mind-breaking to see someone feel sorry for themself, for feeling happy? what the actual fuck
No. 340069
>>340041>>339952How is she not killing herself after the psychic damage this would bring to anyone by the sheer force of cringe?
Is it really that difficult to make some online friends to respond to your shitty memes and retarded tweets? This is even more proof of how low has Jillian fallen, she can't even find random people to talk with.
No. 340074
>>340057Pure unadulterated selfishness. She is so far up her own ass it’s almost unbelievable. How much happier would she be if she stopped trying to paint her life as a tragedy? If she ever gets over herself she’s going to be so angry at having wasted all this time trying to find a reason for her unhappiness (again it’s Jill, she is the reason).
Jillian you’re unhappy because of you, because you make choices to be the worst version of yourself and you know it! And instead of taking steps to be happy and grateful for what you do have, you find reasons to shit on everything or destroy it so you can shrug, claim you tried, and disavow any responsibilities. You’re lazy, selfish and mean, grow the fuck up already.
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Talking about ponies but it feels like something someone should say to her
No. 340081
>>340079Does she know she can sperg about the mental wellbeing and trauma of ponies without being a chronic attention seeking malingerer? And here
>>340057 does she know she can write out her angsty feelings without pretending to have a billion people in her head? She lauds herself as being a creative but her malingering munchie business is counterintuitive to the image of a creative that she loves to present herself as. Like genuinely she's such an empty person. Normal internet dwelling straight women pour all of this drive into writing fanfiction and shipping characters together or whatever and maybe they grow out of it and end up amateur, or professional, authors. It must be so exhausting needing to have every interest and like relate to you and revolve around yourself. Like holy shit that is hell.
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>>340079Weird that she thinks this, considering.
No. 340083
>>340082That's how the fucking diagnosis works though
These people i stg
No. 340084
>>340082I wonder if the drama was that mama vessey finally figured out that anyone who believes jilly's tall tales also believes that she must have been horrifically
abusive or neglectful to allow such heinous things to happen to her kid that she started having fictional people live in her head. so now we have the "it wasn't that bad" era to placate her mom.
No. 340085
>>340082She agrees with this because her original story that she doesn’t have significant trauma is true, and her subsequent scrambling to get internet credit by claiming to be a
victim of repeated egregious childhood sexual abuse is all bullshit.
No. 340101
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>>340057poor jerricka didn't even get to plan for christmas
No. 340113
>>340086>She goes hard on this topic because she knows nothing fucking happened. that's absolutely it too, she doubles down so hard because it's this huge act in an attempt to make herself the biggest
victim in the room all while trying to be as vague as possible knowing nothing fucking happened and she's full of shit. her malingering ass
wants to think that someone yelling at her once or twice as a kid was the worst thing that ever happened to her and she wants everyone else to think that something absolutely terrible happened to her because she was uncomfortable once. she lives in a little rainbow dungeon smoking weed all day acting like her entire world revolves around her LARP, spends all her time trying to prove everyone wrong to the point of making multiple accounts to interact with herself and acts like she's so misunderstood because people rightfully criticize her nasty behavior. she's a spoiled fucking brat and if she can't have it her way she throws a tantrum and goes above and beyond over it. if she was as messed up as she says she is, none of the above would be even relevant to the conversation because people with the debilitating disorders she likes to claim aren't the ones doing this shit. the absolute hubris
>>340102kek, too real nona. that's seriously true
>>340101next threadpic please also
>poor jerricka didn't even get to plan for christmasjfc nona KEKKKK
No. 340135
>>340101Please next thread pic kek
>>340102This, she has no respect for people that have gone through worse because everything has to be about herself
No. 340216
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>>340209why is she nailing vintage ponies to a wall? the ponies look terrible and she looks high.
No. 340236
>>340216>>340222She grew up with parents who let her do anything and bought her anything she ever wanted. They may not help her now, but she never learned to save up money or not to buy every single thing she wants.
All the shit she gets into is about buying random shit (expensive or not). All she knows is consoom. She absolutely did not think twice before buying or wrecking those ponies. She's a spoiled child and doesn't think anything twice.
No. 340238
>>340209>>340233>>340216It's an odd choice she probably made while high. It's not even a shelf, it's an ugly hook.
>>340222The "restoration" itself was terrible but I wonder why didn't she buy/thrift a simple wall mounted shelf for her ponies to be properly displayed on? She's damaging her walls by randomly sticking shit everywhere so there's no excuse as to why she couldn't just pick a shelf. She could had even done a diy video on it like she used to with other furniture.
Deep down I know she wants to look crazy and or autistic doing this but all I can see is someone not taking proper care of a collection she's supposedly obsessed with. Same thing with the peeps plush she hasn't mended yet.
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>>340216This looks stupid. How many ponies is she going to put up on hooks?
No. 340470
>>340439>None of this gives ‘special interest’Someone with a special interest in ponies would take care of them and properly display them instead of nailing them to a wall as a photo prop. She's very transparent, she may like ponies but her only real interest is herself.
>>340438>This looks stupid. How many ponies is she going to put up on hooks?Didn't watch the entire video because of the extreme cringe Jill emanates but I'm assuming it'll be the entire wall so she can take photos in front of it. I think it's not so much an aesthetic choice but something she's doing so people can go "omg is she autistic lol???" so she's probably going to sacrifice a lot more vintage ponies in the future.
No. 340478
>>340237The difference between her and the dandelion girl is that at least this girl is somewhat credible and knows how to display things better than Jill. Again Jilian's just copying others for her own benefit. A "pony wall" would had look better and more credible if she instead drew a bunch of pony fanart, framed it, and added the toys somewhere. Or she could had printed a huge wall vinyl sticker of pinkie pie. This is stupid.
No. 340542
>>340497I wasn't going to watch the video because I find her too unbearable 99% of the time but your comment made me go back and take a peak, and good fucking grief, you hit the nail on the head.
The BPD, the narcissism, and the drugs are wrestling each other for control of the wheel the entire time. It's a hard watch
No. 340556
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and none of this applies to Jill.
No. 340557
>>340556it's funny seeing this shit because to me it's one of the things that gives her away as a faker the most (asides from the fact she's beyond obvious and terrible at faking). retweeting some quick overview that some retard carelessly highlighted just to highlight it because jill is constantly seething no one believes her LARP asides from the LARPers kek. the more she tries to prove it to everyone and act like "gotcha!" the more pathetic and tryhard she looks. imagine scrolling twitter all day trying to convince everyone of all the make believe illnesses you have and how it's oh-so hard to deal with all of these symptoms while tweeting at the same time as her 10th dissasociation of the day is happening. this bitch is so stupid
>>340542>>340552kek i have a hard time watching any video where jillian is speaking but i might have to watch at least a bit based on what you nonas are saying
No. 340582
>>340478>>340552>dandelion girl isn't even autisticSorry for slight OT but she's a good comparison to Jill, there's no record of dandelion girl being autistic from what I know nor is her collection that out of hands. She stated in a video from just a few months ago that she had 473 (leave or take a few, I don't remember the exact number) crayons, 400 of which came from briefly opening a PO box. She didn't even make it past 100 on her own, and crayons don't take a lot of space. You can literally buy packs with over 100 crayons in them, so she owned less than a pack before being gifted them from social media.
She's a perfect example of a girl being creative and fun about a silly little collection - unlike Jill who claims (one of her veeery many) autistic special interest obsession is peeps… but she has a handful of items at most. Crayon girl doesn't tie it to autism or a mental illness, she doesn't use excuses like that. She built a social media profile and stayed likable and popular based on this small niche. Jill is just such a failure in comparison, failure at social media and at even faking autism.
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Was thinking "what is Jill going to do with all of Jerrick's clothes now?" But then I remembered that most of her clothes were stolen from Steven's, and that makes me believe that taking his clothes and hobbies from him was always the goal for Jill. Now I wonder if Seb will continue being the green alter with maybe a different shade of green or if he'll wear the atrocious green wig and knitted sweater Jillian made. And if he's getting a friendship bracelet as well.
No. 340618
>>340592It's so funny that you can tell she wanted to go all out with the trans Jerrick shit. Tranny, DID and autistic was THE trifecta of tiktok fakers
But she looked so awful, fat, and older than her age. The teenage fakeboi shit is for teenagers for a reason. She never committed to this cause she's too insecure about looks. But you know damn well she desperately wanted those fake LGBT points
No. 340642
>>340625>tries to allude that her constant UTIs from sex are due to sexual trauma from being raped as a childOh god I almost forgot about this. It's so obvious she read about this without understanding
why it happens and claimed it anyway. I wish her dumbass followers recognized this but of course they didn't
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>>340625Don't forget that she claimed to have suffered neglect as a baby, Says that her fake autism made non-traumatic things seem traumatic and has alluded to csa a lot, while having publicly defended actual pedos on her social media.
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now she has trauma from hair cuts? guess she needed to step up her totes real trich larp
No. 340708
>>340673I could understand forceful pushing of a tampon when you’re not relaxed
triggering a flashback, but penetration from a moid when you are relaxed not doing the same. Regardless, she’s a dumbfuck. She tastelessly believes her having experimented with her girlfriend in the same age group as her is in any way comparable to heinous rape that WOULD result in DID, like the molestation her peers faced from her pedophile piano teacher.
No. 340731
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>>340722how are you this gullible? if what she says is true then her whole family is autistic
No. 340738
>>340708I'm sorry if this gets read as spoonfeeding request, but am I right in thinking Jill keeps contradicting herself all the time? I'm fairly sure all of the following statements have been claimed by her:
>She did NOT have childhood trauma (that caused DID)>Implied her DID wasn't due to trauma, but her being some kind of "sensitive dissociative autist" who can therefor get DID without trauma and later in life (as a teen instead of a child)>Her DID was caused by trauma as a teenager, implied to be traumatic sexual abuse>The trauma happened for months and she was unable to speak or do anything against it>She DOES have early childhood trauma, which is sometimes implied or even directly stated to to be "CSA">Implied her family was terribly abusive towards her>Her DID was implied to be caused by early childhood trauma>Loves and is close to her family, even based an alter on her own dad>Berry alter split when 4-6 years old, implying that's when sexual abuse happened to her>She can't even use tampons due to trauma and "hellish flashbacks">She loves dick too much to be a lesbian>Veronica alter (aka Jill herself) is a slut/sexy plaything/whatever she called it who loves sex and flirtingI legit can't keep track of all of her fictional lies anymore. But I guess that's her plan, to say and allude to whatever benefits her in the moment and to later pretend she totally didn't say or mean that and it was really something else. Only to them switch the "something else" to another new thing, and then another…
No. 340741
>>340731I assume this is an old tweet of hers but want to comment on it anyway because it’s so indicative of how clueless and social media rotted she is. EVERY family has “crazy echolalia” because that’s how humans work. She’s so sheltered and all these “peer-reviewed autism!” chicks talk to each other and unofficially diagnose each other by all agreeing they share the bullet point traits of ASD, meanwhile if they pulled their heads out of their asses they’d see that literally the entire world fits such vague criteria.
Every single healthy happy family has inside jokes and songs and sound bytes and little quips they do to pass the time, ease boredom, and break silence—it’s how the human brain works and is why humming, whistling, and singing are known to be completely normal things people have done to amuse themselves while waiting around or working or doing something slightly boring, since the dawn of time. Cultures around the world have shared songs for things like washing and making clothes, harvesting food, all sorts of things during which we get a little bored and want to chat and hear familiar sounds and use another part of our brain to be more occupied and engaged. We’re so linguistic our brains are like sponges for sound by nature—all of us, and it’s why very linguistic creatures like parrots and dolphins behave and respond similarly.
She’s made autism not only into astrology but also into a way to pathologize every aspect of her life. Imagine making your whole brand that you’re the most tragic, unique, special person ever, who has a get out of jail free card for completely squandering your life, and your story is just that you didn’t like experimenting with your middle school girlfriend, and you collect toys and sing little tunes while smoking pot on your couch all day.
No. 340743
>>340690KEK
>>340741Like you said, she just has to pathologize every single normal thing to make her LARP make sense. For example, getting a haircut can make people nervous, but she takes that normal experience and turns it into "so very autistic I am afraid of change because autism and also did I mention my trich? She seems to get a very weird enjoyment out of talking about her performance and caricature of an autistic/mentally ill individual and misusing therapy/medical lingo.
No. 340747
>>340731Does she think that getting songs stuck in her head and singing them is echolalia? Because as far as I know that's not it
>>340716Adding to this, she lives in Canada where a lot of people are left leaning and like another anon said, hair dressers are trained to deal with people's hair, no matter if they're queer, homeless, mentally ill, autistic, etc. Like I cannot imagine any hair dresser refusing to cut some gay person's hair unless they were super right wing leaning (also dumb because a lot of hair dressers are gay themselves).
And, at the end of the day, she's just a girl in a spicy straight relationship that larps autism, she has no real issues or needs that for example an schizophrenic or low functioning autistic person getting a haircut would have, other than wanting to play with toys (like she did in the classroom but she called that "stimming") and wearing rainbow colors so she can feel special, unique and vulnerable. If staying still is an issue I think most hair dressers can accommodate that. For me "queer and autistic friendly place" means "quirky and sad failed adult friendly place" and it would not be any different to any other salon other than the walls being painted rainbow and having trans flags everywhere. So there's literally no point to any of that kek. Vidrel is how I imagine said hair salon to be kek all these places are super predictable. It's all for show.
No. 340763
She has stated that she used to be fine with going to the hairdressers but moved town and now has anxiety about finding a new stylist (and added some bs about autistic people not being good with change etc of course). I do agree with
>>340752 though.
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Jill is going to do drag again
No. 340808
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>>340676didn't know it was a video
No. 340815
>>340804KEK no way, flashbacks to when "Jerr" was always getting gigs for drag shows just to quit last second. Obviously these half assed events that are probably made by people who are just as big of cows as Jillian wouldn't put research or just wouldn't care at all to see if the person they're hiring actually has a track record of preforming at events, but surely they actually would want to host an actual event? It's not even like that one MCR steven universe performance was good either, she just flopped around with no energy because she hadn't actually choreographed and prepared most of the dance and wasn't used to moving around so much.
The weed and nuggies stop her>>340808As someone with bangsThose bangs are too long. Usually when you get bangs like the ones she has, you're supposed to cut them a little shorter than you want since they grow relativley fast compared to other parts of the hair. She's going to have to get them cut in a week like
>>340810 this
nonnie said. The pastel colors also make the shaping look weird and I wish she'd go for a semi normal hair color at least.
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New post on her community page. Looks like the new video might be a Christmas vlog. I wonder if she filmed her hair appointment for her larp. The "hair salon fear" is such bullshit. She's gotten her hair professionally dyed and styled at the salon throughout her life with no problem bc she doesn't have autism. She's so stupid to play around with did/autism larp when her years of documentation and openness about her anxiety says otherwise. She's forgetting her mom's facebook posts, too.
No. 340838
>>340829>>340209>everypony>shoe horned mlp stickerYou can buy rare vintage toys. You can keep shoe horning it into pumpkins and xmas and shit. You're only making it more obvious that you were NOT doing this few before.
It's not about how many times you say you have the interest. It's about aspie loyalty and dedication… And you cannot buy that you lolita poser.
No. 340843
>>340837- left some of the overwhelming cluttered decorations in the the box because it's "less overwhelming". Your whole house is overwhelming.
- To be sustainable she keeps using things that she has, repairs things if broken or turns them around. Will add one or two new things a year.
- Has a video of Serena smacking the ornaments on the tree, which is out of character. I hope those aren't breakable for the cat's sake.
- " I have the easiest job in the world where I get to decide all my hours and what I do and what I fill my time with" but the way her brain works thats means that's she's always doing something that relates to youtube or posting to social media. I guess being a malingering piece of shit stoner is apart of the job. IT really racks in the views.
- Made a granny square lesbian flag blanket for her friend which has been taking up a lot of her time along with the Pinkie Pie script.
- Keeps singing "That's what I love about Christmas" and calls it echolalia. The 20 mlpfim episode's song are "so stimmy".
- Has been really into retrobriting and restoration so she wants to make her things UV friendly especially the retro ponies. But she wanted to see the ponies's sides and cutie marks and didn't want to put them on a shelf or dessert plates. She was nervous how it was going to look. Surprisingly, the ponies aren't nailed to the wall- But are floating on wires connected to the wall with tape and tack.
- Started washing her face everyday and loves feeling fresh and clean. Has a "sensory issue" of the water dripping down her arms. And got 7 dollar wrist bands for her "sensory needs". Or you can just wash your face in the shower/tub or deal with the water like everyone else does. Uses whatever skincare brand is cute and not expensive. Is not loyal to any specific brand, which isn't bad for your face's skin barrier at all
No. 340845
>>340808Damn she's an ugly little gremlin. Shave it all off, get a wig and start all over again Jill, its the only way.
>>340805I'm so assblasted she's going to butcher a sailor mars cosplay. I figured she'd go for sailor moon or sailor Venus if anything.
>>340818I think its because she has small earlobes that are more "attached" to her head than other people. I remember a piercer telling me about this before but i forgot how they explained it. I wish she'd take them out because she's reminding me of those old 2010 crusty stoners who smell like old B.O and stale cornchips.
No. 340846
>>340843kek threads back there were jokes about her not showering and now she dedicates a section of her video about how she
actually LOVES showering. Even with fake autism!
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>>340843Whoops, didn't mean to post the video twice. Sorry everybody.
No. 340852
>>340837Christ her house is so dank looking despite all the bright kawiwi colours. It's so DARK in there.
Also fuck her for pretending to have all these sensory issues suddenly. Someone who can play with yarn, pom poms, consistently cut and dye her own hair, deal with the smell of weed constantly and the absolute retinal burn of colours she has plastered throughout the house? No, bitch. It's clearly a facade to get internet points but it shits me off more than almost any other thing she's done.
No. 340863
>>340843This woman is so bored.
She reminds me of a dolphin or a parrot or something trapped in a too-small enclosure that ends up compulsively spinning and pulling out its feathers. She literally gives me the same energy, it makes me feel so uncomfortable.
No. 340873
>>340863that is perfectly analogy for her life, hell the majority of fake nice influencers on social media. she can pretend all she wants she lives a happy life but we know its all bullshit from steve's reaction and distance from her, her hair
trigger bpd reactions when people don't believe her DID act or if something inconveniences her, and her retarded need to sprinkle clinical terms into every mundane thing she does. shes socially and emotionally deprived from being in the cannabis rainbow dungeon for so long with only using her phone to engage with the outside world.
No. 340879
>>340876She seems particularly unwell in this video. She's doing the constant thing of shaming herself, questioning her actions and what she's doing, flipping between self-amused and self-shame constantly and rapidly. She is NOT well, and if you actually listen to what she really says? She is not actually OK with it, and knows what she's doing is wrong. When she launches into her "I have the easiest job in the world" thing, that is not a humble brag, she is shaming herself. Mentally unwell and under stimulated parrots pull out their feathers, and under stimulated BPD bitches pull out their hair.
Jill. Get. A. Job. You are literally doing this all to yourself, and the worst part is: YOU KNOW IT.
No. 340885
>>340861The DID larp is funny because the characters are ridiculous, she even wears costumes. Also DID is not scientifically proven and has a whole faker community around it. With autism is just offensive. She plays a version of autism that implies that she is all of a sudden pretty much disabled and very high needs, and we have proof it's a complete lie.
>>340876>>340879Jill cannot survive a real 9 to 5 or a "real" job in any capacity. And not because of the totes real autism or DID, but because she is a whiny self-entitled spoiled child woman. She would ask for a million acommodations and she would cry ableism on twitter daily.
No. 340888
>>340886100% half her issues would go away if she had an actual life with requirements of regularly going out into the actual world and existing for long periods of time around somewhat normal people, which is why she was way more normal in high school and did fine with full time study and theater and a part time job.
It’s honestly indicative of her poor character that she’s used this massive amount of free time to do nothing of use for herself OR anyone else. I know a LOT of people in charity work and have learned that pretty much every empty nest housewife with free time on their hands ends up becoming an actual activist (not posting shit on Twitter) and hard worker in some volunteer field like doing manual labor to help the less fortunate. Jill has gone all these years twiddling her thumbs about how tragic she is while sitting on a rainbow throne.
No. 340899
>>340837I don't know how to do it, but can someone
please make a .gif of the weird movement she does from 13:17 - 13:24? That was some of the weirdest thing I seen from her in a long time. Why does she upload stuff like this? Doesn't she ever feel embarrassed or ashamed for herself?
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>>340899you can use gifrun.com
No. 340902
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>>340900>>340899made an extra one kek
No. 340909
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>>340902jill when she doesn't get what she wants
No. 340911
>>340843>Started washing her face everyday and loves feeling fresh and clean. Has a "sensory issue" of the water dripping down her arms. And got 7 dollar wrist bands for her "sensory needs".I'm going to flip a table, just how many perfectly normal things to experience must she pathologize before her braindead followers realize she's a faker? Even if they think she's '
valid' for ~surviving~ the stupidest shit ever, surely at some point they'd have doubts???
>>340900>>340902>>340899>Doesn't she ever feel embarrassed or ashamed for herself?She probably thinks that makes her look more autistic, when it reality it just highlights how obnoxious and annoying she is. She's the kind of person that randomly shouts in a store when she's excited about a product like a poorly educated child and you want to strangle her because you just want to shop in peace.
No. 340916
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>>339983She had to kill Jerrick. If you go back through the old threads when her DID saga began, there's a lot of examples of the deranged shit she'd post there. I think she finally realized, albeit too late, that posts like these could seriously impact her reputation and her income. The account that she used to roleplay as her Jerrick OC was just filled with vile, putrid shit like picrel, her negative mean-spirited behaviours and cruel malicious thoughts on full display without the rainbow facade.
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>>339849Late reply, I know, but I wanted to screen cap the graphic displayed at 39:11 and post it here just for archival purposes. I'll also transcribe what's written because the handwriting is sort of messy.
Jill:>Feminine>General personality is more chill & grounded (this "level" now lives in Sunny)>Business focused>SIB>In love with StevieJerrick:>Masculine & feminine>Severe BPD symptoms>Desperate to be seen/heard.>Copes through music>Dysphoria (major)>Asexual (sex repulsed)>SHSeb:>Masculine>Sensitive Boy>Fear of abandonment & BPD symptoms>Desires to be seen/heard>Copes through music>Dysphoria (milder)>Deeply romantic and longing lol>In love with Stevie>Trich!From this graphic, it looks like Jerrick and Seb share a lot of the same features like being a convenient excuse for her BPD-esque behaviours, an infantile need for attention, & listening to music. It seems like Jill just retconned Jerrick to make her OC more politically correct to cover her ass from the Twittards that make up the majority of her audience. I assume that she was wary of getting into hot water with the gendie crowd for having a troon alter, so instead of a TIF, Seb is a man. She's also decided that this character should no longer hate Stephen, conveniently after his proposal to her. I don't really understand the difference between Jerrick's
desperation to be seen/head versus Seb's
desire to be seen or heard, nor do I understand how Jill can seriously think that she's a "business-focused" person.
What the hell does "SIB" mean? I looked it up on UrbanDictionary and it gave me "sweaty itchy butt," but I don't think that that's what Jill meant. Or at least I hope that's not what she meant. No. 340921
>>340900Someone needs to put
> lolcow.farm timeOn the left and turn this into a banner
>>340909When lolcow.farm is down kek
No. 340923
>>340917It's a medical terminology short form for 'Self-Injurous Behavior'.
Source: I'm a support worker for people with extremely low functioning autism and this is something that doctors put in their charts. So … lol
No. 340924
>>340917Seb
>Desires to be seen/heardInadvertently affirming her attention-whore behavior
>>Dysphoria (milder)Yeah the dysphoria is just being upset that she's fat, it's milder now because she lost some weight through Wellbutrin kek
>In love with StevieYep, this identity is no longer asexual and repulsed by Stevie because he finally proposed and gave her what she was passive aggressively tormenting him over kek.
This fucking retarded loser bitch.
No. 340925
>>340917>>340916Will Seb tell people to go "suck a cock" on social media as well?
>nor do I understand how Jill can seriously think that she's a "business-focused" person. Here's the thing anon, Jill is business focused but her other 6 alters excluding Cliffe The Accountant are not, so when she transforms into a cat all the business grind in her mind disappears. And since all 6 alters are fighting to come out all times she ends up doing no business at all. Kek
No. 340926
>>340917I like the fact that she put a ! after trich as if it's just a cutesy quirky thing. Lol. Thank you for the transcription. She thinks she can get out of the hole she made by using a "loophole" but in reality it's just her digging a deeper hole by doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome. Insanity.
>>340923What I'm thinking too especially when you put into context Jill making that tweet from last year supposedly hitting herself.
No. 340927
>>340923What it probably means: low functioning autistic people that hit themselves when they have a meltdown
What Jill wants it to mean: cutting herself, self harm
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of course she loves anything that validates her larp. my god make it stop
No. 340947
>>340945Lurk more. There is no trauma. She has been throwing shit at the wall and just seeing what sticks since the very beginning. From the top of my head, she's claimed: that she experienced severe sexual and physical abuse as a child in her parents' home; that she was sexually abused over DeviantArt; that her piano teacher inappropriately touched another girl but that she was more traumatized than her; that hitting a deer with her cow traumatized her. That's just what I can remember off the top of my head, there's way more that she's spewed out in the past.
It might be a good idea if someone goes through all the threads and links every post she's made that gives background on her "trauma," just so that it's all compiled into one post. A lot of the OP for the threads is dedicated to her alters, but not a lot of it is devoted to her past milk besides the last thread recap portion. It's been like 3 years since her DID saga began, and so much has happened since then.
No. 340949
>>340947>That's just what I can remember off the top of my head, there's way more that she's spewed out in the past.>It might be a good idea if someone goes through all the threads and links every post she's made that gives background on her "trauma," just so that it's all compiled into one post. Agreed. What I can remember from all her contradictory trauma claims is this:
>She had no trauma, splitted alters naturally >She had no trauma, splitted alters because she thinks autistic people are more prone to DID>She has vague trauma, sometimes is severe and only she knows what happened, other times she knows people think her trauma is not as severe but then she says even the smallest things cause traumaAs for what things caused it:
>Her basement >Her dA ex gf>A girl getting groomed by her piano teacher (but not her)>The car accident with the deer>Her hometownFeel free to add more
No. 340951
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Time to see if she says anything dumb enough to note from her live today.
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>>340951- Opens the stream by saying she freaked out a little (over the haircut) because she can't do any of her normal styles but she loves it.
- Different parts are reacting to it differently. "All that hair had to go". Hopes her hair grows and carefully bleached the roots. Knows that she has a bowlcut if it's not styled right then squawks out an annoying noise.
- Says her last haircut was awful and lopsided. The one she got to also help with growth and said she loved about a year ago. Says this haircut is "very gender" and almost a pixie-cut. Scared her hair doesn't pineapple anymore.
- Was contacted by another youtuber for a pony collab so that video along with the wrapping Christmas presents video should be the last videos of the year.
- Mixes her dyes in mason jars and the styling brush keeps annoyingly clinking up against the glass, which isn't irritating to her as a larping autist. Adds a bit of purple to her pink dye to cancel out the orange tones because "when you bleach hair it's a little bit yellowy".
- Blabs about dnd sessions and how she has a character named eros who's a drag queen.Yaps about mlp and the second part of the Pinkie Pie video.
- The rest of the stream is her and her audience being annoying while she dyed her hair. I somehow forgot that Jill's fans are just as obnoxious and desperate to stand out as her. One of them being extra special as a pansexual pagan in polycule.
- Jill's does the "scooby doo" four color hair thing again but with hot pink and golden yellow on one side and teal and mystic magenta on the other.
- She will be away for the remainder of this year's Saturdays (presumably at her parents' house) but might stream for one of them.
>>340954Maybe she did name herself after pixie sticks, but I remember her saying in one video long ago that she put a bunch of cute nouns together in a list and came up with Pixielocks. I think that was in one of her first Q and A videos.
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>>340957>>340958I always thought she had ripped off her name from "Lady Lovely Locks and the Pixytails"
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>>340958Thanks for the quick rundown.
>Was contacted by another youtuber for a pony collab so that video along with the wrapping Christmas presents video should be the last videos of the year.Wonder who she got to collab with?
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>>340958She literally does have a bowl cut lmao she looks like that crazy bitch from the movie the Empty Man.
Man there’s no way to save that hair. Jillian just shave it off and start all over and wear wigs. The fact this dumbass doesn’t realize putting her dried straw like hair in a bun causes breakage and worsens its condition. Even if her bowl cut was long enough to put in a bun she could not afford to do so without further hindering growth and worsening breakage
No. 340999
>>340958The autism friendly salon really gave her the coconut head bowl cut.
>>340957It only looks good when its styled a certain way. It looks like she asked for a wolf cut but the salon didn't know how to do it and also didn't realize wolf cuts only look good when your hair is curled/is curly.
No. 341009
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>>340958>Says her last haircut was awful and lopsided. The one she got to also help with growth and said she loved about a year ago.Wait, this haircut which looks similar to the one she got last year except with bangs? Unless I'm confusing something, why the rewrite all of a sudden?
>>340972I know, it hurts how she's so pigheaded. No matter how many tantrums she has the truth is her hair needs a break. Why she's so fixated on it being her real hair is a mystery to me especially since no one gives a fuck about people wearing wigs.
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>>341009Continuing, here's the haircut she got last year. I also like the fact that in that tweet she shows the before pic of last year only. She only showed the back so I took a screenshot of one of the clips after she got the cut to try to show the front.
No. 341019
>>341009Maybe I took what she said about the last haircut out of context? Maybe she meant that it was awful and lopsided because it was so damaged from chemicals and heat because the haircut looks fine in
>>341011Or she's lying and changing her opinions around again because of BPD.
No. 341026
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>>341003It's been 6 years of rainbow hair and she's been doing unconventional hair colors since high school. She's too immature to let it be a "phase".
At most we could get blonde but she's too attention-starved to ever go back to brown.
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>>341026damn, imagine what could had been
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>>341033Her natural color suits her better than bleach blonde. I couldn't find a photo of Jill with longish hair in this style but it looks so healthy here.
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>>341019>Or she's lying and changing her opinions around again because of BPDWhat she is doing. I think it's hilarious she can't put her hair up in her "signature style."
>>341034Completely agree
>>341038She desperately needs self-awareness. I sometimes want to insert the horrid laugh track used by sitcoms in certain clips of hers. It feels appropriate since she fancies herself to be a main character.
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>Severe neglect/abandonment when children need closeness and protection is horrifying when-
Except that didn't happen to her.
No. 341076
>>341066Louise and her dad need to call her out on this garbage already. She lives such a sheltered, privileged existence with parents who
enable dote on her and have supported every frivolous endeavour she has ever tryfailed. Any wonder their attention has shifted to their grateful son.
No. 341079
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>>341066>>341075The neglect they endured was beyond cruel. Her parents should be ashamed by their conditions they were in. Not even 50 gifts! Hopefully Jill will one day recover
No. 341081
>>341076I wish Jill would go on a podcast or something and get asked about all the things she's claimed. Not even in a call out way, give her the benefit of the doubt and politeness of assuming it's all true and sincerely ask "Jill you've mentioned your family was terribly
abusive to you as a child, how do you think that has affected you? And without going into details what was the nature of the abuse, was it physical or verbal…?". Give her the attention she wants.
No. 341086
>>341066she seems slightly aware of her bpd, but like the rest of them, selfishly tries to play
victim instead of growing tf up
No. 341091
>>341088Yeah really typical BPD behavior honestly. A lot of those who get diagnosed try to use it as an excuse for poor behaviors, or to play up the melodrama of their life, or they ignore it and claim they’ve done nothing wrong and actually have some other condition like autism. Jill doing all of this and acting like she’s the world’s biggest helpless
victim despite just having “you’re an overdramatic asshole” condition is so textbook. I mean it’s literally just a term given to people who are huge crybaby dickheads who mess up their life and other people’s lives with their antics yet Jill wants us to believe she’s truly a paragon of tragedy and empathy.
>>341079So sad to witness abuse, neglect, and abandonment this severe. This should be spoilered for the graphic scenes of torture and abuse. How shocking she isn’t already in a famous TV documentary like those kids who grew up chained to radiators or kidnapped and kept in a basement. Clearly this is evidence that Jill is so severely neglected beyond anything normally imaginable, no wonder her mind shattered into ten dozen Japanese cartoon children and several gay men to cope.
(armchairing) No. 341100
>>341094She never goes into the specifics of her "trauma" with her parents but she has gone into specific trauma when talking about a
toxic relationship with an older girl. Not being able to listen to certain songs or go downtown in her charlottesville. Before she claimed she was traumatized she spoke openly about her anxiety, self harm, depression, eating disorders and even mentioned that her mom had cancer (probably without her permission).
Over the ten years she's been on youtube, she's mentioned how spoiled she is and how much she loves her family and how much her family cares about her. She's said that she was abusived heavily as a child starting from a young age but didn't say what kind of abuse it was. Could it be that Jillian has limits to her lies and doesn't want to claim that her family physically/verbally/sexually/etc abused her because she's afraid of being confronted by them? She doesn't realize that most people who have been abused by their family go no contact as soon as they can while Jillian is clearly still in her family's lives.
It's crazy that her parents didn't shut that shit down asap, as her claiming that they abused her could ruin their livelihoods. Even Jill linking her last name and showing her family in videos and posts could ruin things for them.
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>>341101Don't forget how her parents were evil baby abusers.
No. 341113
>>341111She always implies and tries to get the idea out there cause she wants the attention so bad. But never goes into the neglect because her parents would distance even more.
For "autistic" she's so insanely manipulative with shit like this. Tweeting vague shit to get people to feel sorry for you. But vague enough to play dumb when mom calls you. Such calculated shit and she does it everytime
>>341094>>341097Exactly, it's not the expensive dress.
She was best friends with her mom and they spent every single second together. She was coddled and praised and got everything - even niche imported expensive shit. That's how insanely close they were.
This wasn't a neglectful parent buying something to "make up" for it. Your sweet mom knew you so well and followed your insane weeaboo thing to get you the only thing you couldn't get (yet). She was close and crucial in your upbringing and supported every thing you liked or did. Now you shame her with neglect accusations and act like buying a dress doesn't mean you weren't abused. You weren't abused. And you clearly didn't deserve that dress you ungrateful bitch.
No. 341122
>>341120>why else would she suddenly switch over to the child who is not showing open mental illness online and can't be bragged about.I see what point you're trying to make, but this happened AFTER Jill started claiming her mom was a terrible
abusive parent who gave her long lasting trauma from the age of infancy, and after publicly becoming addicted to weed. It's just hurtful and insulting to be lied about, especially if it's as serious as child abuse.
Even IF there was abuse and her mom accepts Jill talking about it to some degree, if her mom is not the abuser she should rightfully be angry Jill is framing it as if she is the one who did it.
And if her mom really IS the terrible infant abuser asshole Jill insinuates she is, then it's confusing Jill is even still in contact with her to begin with. She can't even listen to certain songs without trauma
triggering, but she happily stays in contact with her abuser?
And why the hell WOULD anyone brag about their child faking mental illness (I'm sure the parents know it's fake and don't buy into it), why would they be proud when they don't approve of their daughters public weed addiction? It's straight up embarrassing for any normal person.
No. 341124
>>341101>I'm pretty convinced her main "neglect trauma" she refers to is when her mom had cancer.And her mom
LIVED! She's alive
right now! If Jill was neglected AND her mother died,
maybe she'd have some claim to that trauma, but her mother is
currently, as we type, alive and thriving. Jill is grasping at straws to justify her bullshit as anything but Beautiful Princess Disorder kek
No. 341126
>>341125stop trying to justify jill's antics. there is no proof that in any way indicates louise is a narcissist. she is quite the opposite. the only bad thing she has done to jill is enable her, which i understand because she wants to believe her child and do what she thinks is best for her. most likely jill got pissed off for her mother not being there for her (because she had cancer, she was disabled), and she discovered her and her sick mom got attention from being ill. jill is like any other child who went through mild trauma at a young age and got attention from it (divorce, sick parent, grandparent died, whatever early childhood trauma that is relatively common), and then decided they could use that for the rest of their life when they mount to nothing. she's always thought of herself as special for being quirky and "different", yet she got nowhere in life compared to others her age, so she uses illnesses to pretend for herself that she's actually done much more than just be a stoner larping illnesses to avoid responsibilities. venusangelic had an
abusive narcissistic mom. this is the type of person you (and jill) are comparing louise to. you sound like jill or a jill fan when you try to argue her mother was "probably a narcissist/
abusive" based on absolutely nothing. it's also not uncommon for parents to make mistakes and not be perfect in every area, and that doesn't make them
abusive.
No. 341137
>>341133>>341126Louise is the smothering type of narcissistic, you don't remember her hoping on lolcow to defend her precious jillybean and trashing her exes with her? Or the fact that until Jill turned out to be a dud she basically just ignored her son. Read the old threads. Jill and her mom had this weird
toxic codependency, Louise just isn't malicious.
(armchair) No. 341143
>>341081longform, unedited content like podcasts is literally jills nightmare. sage for tinfoil but i would bet 100% of the reason she hasnt already had the "idea" to have a podcast is because she then loses her control over this extremely complex story she's spun up. having to talk WITHOUT responding to a livestream chat would be impossible for her to not drop the larp/have massive holes in her claims.
podcasts are uber trendy, everyone has had or currently has one, (including albinwonderland who jill is known to skinwalk). it's on her radar and she'd still never do it.
it would truly be the milkiest day in jillhistory to pull apart something longform and unedited
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>>341125Just because her daughter turned out to be a shitty person it doesn't mean that Louise is an
abusive narc mom. Stop pathologizing everything.
>>341126A big part of it is also Jillian's own personality and life choices. That's something parents don't always have a choice on. Sure, Louise didn't want her kid to get bullied and tried to support her as much as she could, Jill was a sensitive kid with big dreams. There's thousands of supportive mothers like that out there and their kids become well adjusted happy adults. There's a reason why her brother didn't turn out like she did and that's because he never asked for attention on the internet nor tried to change his identity multiple times for online woke points. I could also mention he never wanted to be a walking rainbow but even people with colorful hair can be well adjusted unlike Jill.
Maybe lot of anons itt may not have siblings themselves because as someone who has a very shitty sibling it's pretty obvious here that this will never be entirely her parent's fault. Some people just choose to be terrible on their own.
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Present wrapping video coming this weekend.
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watch her change aesthetics, from a decora video lol(namefagging)
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>>341222>>341230>>341223So she diagnosed everyone but mom. Never cared for brother or dad. But now that she doesn't get along with Louise they're all innocent tism babies like her. Right after visiting them too? She's rewriting her childhood again, shamelessly… If we follow all the new lies post mcr.
>Jillian and her brother were autistic>There was so much neglect growing up >Dad is autistic >Evil Louise with cancer doesn't get the mentally ill get-out-of-jail card>So who else would be the evil neglectful parent?Right? Whether on purpose or not, that's what all her dumb lies add up to.
No. 341244
>>341215Not sure if the summary anon(s) will come and do their thing but I usually sit through her christmas wrapping videos every year and this year has been the most obnoxious one she has put out so far. She mentions her alters veronica and sunny being out and then starts repeating "cute cute cute slay slay slay" on non stop. It's painfully obvious she's larping autism because of the random meows and how much she repeats random sounds. She never did that before in any video.
She also mentioned her dad is about to retire. I wonder what kind of drama that'll cause.
No. 341245
>>341215Sorry to double post but it's also interesting how she says her brother has an actual job and an actual house (unlike her). Steven wants to pierce both his ears and often steals Jillian's clothes (I don't think Jill is that happy about that). Jillian mentions how she's happy that Steven found his style in the past year (literally what style?) so she gifts him a black and white checkered sweater that would had fit Jerrick before he got eliminated. Mentions letting herself "cheat" from buying fast fashion by buying from dead stock stores. Also mentions something about unmasking but who knows what the fuck she meant.
As for presents, she's giving her grandparents handmade knitted things, her brother gets a gingerbread ornament and ARFID recepy book, her dad gets some paper and ink, everyone else I'm too lazy to list.
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>>341245Screenshot of the sweater and transcript.
>>341246Accurate
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>>341244Sorry for the late recap.
- Jill uses mostly pastel wrapping paper and gift bags more suited to her than for others and passes it off as sustainable. She calls a box with classic christmas colors ugly.
- Didn't want to give out names of her friends for privacy reasons and "not being dumb"
- Went shopping with her mom for wrapping paper a month ago.
- Got neon crayons for a child that's in her life and was going to keep them but decided not to.
- Says that she's a blend of people and has on some of her OC bracelets on.
- Told Steve to go downstairs in the basement and plug his ears since she's wrapping his present and filming it.
- Crocheted slippers for her Grandmother but they look like they don't have the grips on the bottom so they look slippery. That's extra dangerous for an elderly person.
- Made a binder of recipes for her Brother because he apparently has arfid now. While wrapping his present she says her brother has a real job and a real house which sounds like a self-burn.
- Her Dad is retiring soon.
- Brings up echolalia and masking because of autism larp. Won't stop making annoying sounds and saying that's what I love about Christmas.
- Gushes over Steve like he's not ugly, irritating, and creepy. He also wants to pierce his ears.
- Doesn't buy clothes from places like winners/marshalls/tjmaxx expect for gifting. Rarely buys from dead stock stores because sustainability and calls it harm reduction. Acts like she cares about not wanting excess clothing items to go into dead stock. It's harm reduction to her because she didn't want to thrift a gifted sweater or order online.
- Has a big friend group of ten people all around the same age but she never posts pictures with anyone but Sof who she sometimes calls by her screen name. This "big friend group" hardly posts her. Just when Jill finally has friends again she hardly mentions or posts them.
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>>341215KEK she's seething about the brother posting. She's always so obvious about lurking everything mentioned here she brings up days later
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Clipped some of her faker shit for those who don't watch her. Her aspie cosplay is shameless. The larp in motion is worse than her tweets to me. Especially cause she had none of these symptoms till fucking 25.
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I went back to her first Christmas video cause her new one sounded so phoney. Apperantly now that she's not the golden child she's soooo close to her brother. Even when her presents are about her and not interests of him lol.
Added the binder thing cause it's a common meme among tiktok fakers/munchies. In case someones not familiar. Every single thing Jill does come from those circles btw.
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She chose wrapping paper with grids for her brother and dad (not subtle). And she acts like she has to be so precise or she will meltdown. Compared with old Jill who literally didn't give a fuck kek. Thanks nona for mentioning how she wasn't like this
>>341244 She indeed wasn't lol
No. 341270
>>341253>Has a big friend group of ten people all around the same ageThe most pathetic part about this is knowing that these people are the same ones that talked shit about her behind her back and were posting on here. Sof was the only one that got caught, but if Sof was doing it you know know they were all doing it. I think that whole fiasco is when I realized that Jill is truly a pathetic loser. Imagine your "best friend" coming on a gossip site and shit-talking you for God knows how long, and you still forgive her and act like nothing ever happened. Jill is so spineless.
>>341266>>341265>>341264Seeing these comparisons is so strange. She was so different back then. Even just the sound of her voice and her inflection has changed so much since she's gotten hooked on cannabis. She can barely string together a sentence now, her brain is too fried to do anything but repeat the same thing over and over again.
No. 341272
>>341222She also at first says the gift is for "personal reasons" that she shouldn't disclose and then of course goes right ahead because it just suits her larp so nicely.
>>341257>>341264The funniest thing about it is she always uses terms incorrectly to suit whatever she is doing. Repeating a phrase you find funny/witty/quirky is not the same as echolalia.
No. 341274
>>341265>Apperantly now that she's not the golden child she's soooo close to her brother. Didn't she mention something about liking the same things as him now or making an alter resemble him?
>>341272>Repeating a phrase you find funny/witty/quirky is not the same as echolalia.That's what I thought. I still don't know what tf echolalia is supposed to be but it's definitely not repeating words on purpose nor singing.
No. 341279
>>341261No, she won't. They will still be upper middle class for their area. Cutting back on Christmas presents won't even be a thought to them due to a (slightly) decreased income. If they get her fewer presents, it's only because of the distance growing between them, not money.
We've already seen this a bit with when Louise got Jill a used iPad for Christmas. Could you imagine Jill five years ago getting a USED present?
No. 341294
>>341274She literally hadn't mentioned him in years and now that she's the most distant to her family ever she starts claiming they are super close. She has never claimed that, as you saw in the previous videos and as you'd know reading the threads. She has never been like this about him I don't know why acting obtuse.
>>341285She never mentioned him or was close to them. Louise was a huge part of her life, trips, hobbies even social media. Her brother and dad were basically never mentioned in comparison.
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pixielocks made a guest appearance on a video about bronies
https://youtu.be/_uNuC-sFHz0 No. 341303
>>341299If anyone doesn't want to watch Jill's clip here's a summary:
- Jill shared "what it's like to be in the brony community as someone who's neurodivergent". I don't know why you would want to be apart of a fandom full of creepy men who are infamous for sexualizing children's media and making it violent. Shoehorning neurodivergence in too.
- Jill shares her experience of what it was like "growing up as someone who was socialized as a girl/as a afab person" which is a dumb thing to say because being a girl and saying the you're non-binary for internet points has nothing to do with liking my little pony. She stated herself that she didn't grow up with my little pony but became a part of the fandom at 14.
- Apparently her friends (who were all nerdy teenage boys) were all watching my little pony. Knowing the males in the fandom, it was probably for the gore or they were being degenerate. I can't see a teenage boy genuinely liking my little pony out of wholesome interest.
- Has something to say "about the neurodivergent experience and autistic perspective" because of course she does. She says that she "didn't have the words to describe it at the time but it was definitely a special interest." and says that pretty cure "is enmeshed in her soul at this point".
Her autism larp is somehow more annoying than her pretending to be non-binary or have did. I can't wait for her to backpedal and pretend that she didn't say or do anything wrong. She doesn't realize that being on the internet for 10 years is proof that she's a faker.
- Says that "being an autistic kid and engaging in a special interest" while coming across gore my little pony videos "to soothe and regulate" (she doesn't finish her sentence because she cuts herself off but was probably going to say is traumatizing/scary). And says that she already knew about videos like cupcakes because the guys that got her into my little pony would joke about it but she used to be "very very sensitive" to jumpscares and gore. Says that it extends to not just kids but her as an autistic adult (because she has to talk about herself somehow) and being jumpscared by pinkie pie "would be very bad for her".
- Doesn't know if the people who made my little pony gore videos should be to blame for children coming across them and that everyone needs to make sure that everything is safe for kids to be on the internet today. Like she wasn't mentioning her sex life or called sex work real work in her videos years ago knowing that children are apart of her audience.
- Brings up fake stimboards on tiktok that would help her/autistics to relax and then jumpscare them. Says that stimboards are "things that autistic people look at to help regulate or seek comfort".
- "Hopefully all together we can build a safer internet." Ironic coming from her.
No. 341305
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>>341303Video clip of Jill's part
No. 341309
>>341304Doing my best not to a-log but christ is she testing me. Autistic adults already don't get taken seriously but she wants to swoop in and claim it for what? Internet brownie points?
You're not autistic Jillian. You're just a useless, burn out stoner. I want someone to call her out so badly, but unfortunately with the hug box the internet autism
faker community has become, it would just be an onslaught of ~self diagnosis is
valid~ bullshit.
No. 341310
>>341299>>341303>How bronies TRAUMATIZED the internet>me me me me my fake autism, autism this autism that>MY autistic experience and MY autistic perspectiveno one cares jillian holy shit they're watching a video because they actually like MLP not so they can get a sample of what it's like to be in your proximity
>>341305i don't like watching videos of her talk because she's obnoxious so i rely on summaries, but i flipped through this and it's obvious she didn't know what to say. like a kid who didn't do work for their school presentation so they just start rambling about whatever
No. 341312
>>341305Is she seriously implying someone who's autistic can get traumatized from a jumpscare? Her idea of autistic people is so offensive, being autistic doesn't make you this precious fragile little baby angel. Also she keeps rewriting her story to fit in her supposed special interests and her autistic narrative and she obviously gets away with it because she is doing it in a clip of someone else's video so nobody knows her.
>>341309I usually try to not get angry while reading threads because there is no point but she makes it really hard honestly.
No. 341327
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She's such a annoying bitch.
No. 341341
>>341335Ayrt. Hence the 98%
Ofc not everyone is a sperging retard but the overwhelming majority on social media is the autistic stereotype. Being a collector and being "IN the community" i would say are two different things. And ofc jill jumps on the latter because she don't know how to shut the fuck up and just enjoy a hobby. She need to BE the hobby.
Very bukowskiesque of her kek
Also, did she ever get the glamlite strawberry shortcake collab or are the
PrObLeMaTiC in some way? I feel like if she got the $170 one we never would have seen the end of it
No. 341355
>>341352For me this is odd because she's not autistic enough to watch the old shows and not autistic enough to collect friendship is magic ponies. A true autist would either stick to one thing or another, or collect and watch everything. The pony wall is so fucking empty and stupid too because she obviously made it to look autistic but more than autistic it looks retarded. At this point it all feels like bait.
And also it's very funny how she never stuck her precure shit to the wall, her original "special interest", no, those get shelves of course. I hate how she only got into ponies this year then pretends she has been in the pony fandom since forever. God she's weird.
No. 341363
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This is embarrassing & no wonder her mom wants to distance herself from Jill
No. 341364
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She retweeted this because she kins pinkie pie and wants to be a cringe theater kid like the girl in the video.
No. 341372
>>341369soooo I thought at first it was just the sound a horse hoof makes, but it might also be the brony faggot term for masterbation. so mlp porn shit.
….in other words, instead of being a fucking adult, jill whats to show her mom how bad her internet brainrot. she wants to take pride in being the family loser I guess
No. 341375
>>341363>>341365Well she publically said her "gift" for her brother is a binder with recipes for people with ARFID. Which is a rare thing usually in autism. So she's never being close to him till now that "his" (
Jill diagnosed) ARFID is useful for her autism LARP.
Can you imagine the family dynamic now that she's doubling down so hard on her fake illnesses? From a completely regular chick to MLP video essays cause she's she's suddenly autistic at 26. No wonder she has a miserable time with her family.
No. 341378
>>341372>in other words, instead of being a fucking adult, jill whats to show her mom how bad her internet brainrot. she wants to take pride in being the family loser I guessHer family are unwillingly sitting there looking at a video about fetish pony content and creepypastas while Jilly salivates at her totes special autistic ponytuber feature. Meanwhile her brother is talking about normie things like owning a house and having a job. No wonder no one likes her anymore.
>>341370>this is so fucking hilarious how she just got into mlp and already has to be the mostest, biggest authority on the subject.Kek this, this may be a new record on the matter too. She has always pretended to be an authority on anything she lays her grubby hands on but the pony thing happened so quick. And she's not autistic either.
No. 341386
>>341363Why the fuck did she want to share that dengerate term with her mom?
Sexualizing a children's show about ponies gives off pedo furry vibes.
No. 341392
>>341389Yeah, that's what's the weirdest thing to me, wasn't she constantly abused/neglected by her parents? Like, first off, why would they give a fuck about something as minuscule as her likes and dislikes if they don't love her? Second, why would she want them to know anything about her "hobbies" let alone anything sexual related to them? It's idiotic of her because this is yet another thing that shows how fake she is.
By the way she keeps posting random shit, I think she will always be this type of micro-"influencer" That's basically always getting hate-watched and that has a dedicated group of 3 to 4 autists paying for her to keep posting online.
No. 341398
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>>341392>I think she will always be this type of micro-"influencer" >that has a dedicated group of 3 to 4 autists paying for her to keep posting online.This is definitely the case kek. It's already a thing. I don't even think she'll do anything about her "brand" either. Picrel is something she retweeted from a fan for example.
No. 341400
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>much transparency and nonverbal social cuesThe autistic pony larp is the most obnoxious she's been in ages. I'm tired of this liar.
>>341392>Yeah, that's what's the weirdest thing to me, wasn't she constantly abused/neglected by her parents?Agreed with your entire post but I wanted to highlight this the most. She was never neglected, her mom has always been caring and always been there for her even when she got tattoos and piercings. She defended her from bullying at school and let her dye her hair. Her mom spends time with Jill just to watch her on the family TV talking about ponies. They go to concerts and trips together. At this point it's clear there was never any kind of neglect, she thinks that any lack of constant fawning or attention is neglect, she thinks that any kind of critique or lukewarm comment means someone hating on her, and she has zero self awareness and is childish as fuck. Let's pretend for a moment that her dad and brother never gave her the same attention that her mom did, that still doesn't mean she was neglected. Louise got cancer and Jill wasn't the center of attention once, that is still not neglect. She will keep lying and lying about a traumatic past that never happened and she will lie more about herself in the future. She has no remedy anymore, this is who she is.
And I will say it again.
Lack of constant attention and fawning isn't neglect. She's confusing the two. She loves to be the center of attention everywhere she goes, so any person showing her mild disinterest =
abusive. That's why she stole Steven from Maggie. She's a terrible person full of lies and theatrics.
No. 341426
>>341409>And Jill knows this, since she planted that suicide note knowing her mom would be concerned enough to react.This, a neglectful parent wouldn't care about her the way Louise did. Same way that Louise helped Jill when she had her ED phase. Same way Louise accepted her when Jill came out as bi/pan. And the way she always supported Jill in dressing alt and bought her expensive clothes whenever she changed styles. I could go on and on.
I know plenty of people whose parents didn't give a crap if they got thin, hurt, were gay, or wanted to kill themselves; they would get beaten and yelled at instead. Jill had it easy.
>>341400>the autistic urge to over-explain yourself in attempt be transparent with your intentionsShe only wants to over explain herself in an attempt to make people believe her lies. Talking about her "alters" for the 100th time is not going to change anyone's mind. Funny how she never has really talked about her "trauma" in a way that would be transparent or believable.
>inadvertently raising suspicions of your honesty because in similar situations nonverbal social cues typically sufficeIt's not because of "social cues", Jill. It's because you have a history of lying. Being high all the time and not understanding shit as a consequence doesn't make someone autistic.
No. 341427
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It has only recently begun but I'm already tired of the autistic pony larp. I'm tired of her pretending to be an expert on everything. I'm tired of her going from "I may be autistic" to "I'm 100% autistic and this is my true identity". I hate the pony wall. I hate the "pinkie pie has bpd and she's literally me" larp. I hate how she had to chose ponies because of how autistic males associate themselves to the pony fandom and how she only ever copies autistic male traits. I hate that her mom had to watch that degenerate video on the family TV, I only watched snippets of it and there's gross stuff in there. I hate that she considers herself a pony fandom authority when she's a literal who. I hate that her stupid video got so many views and fuelled her narcissism, it was only after getting those views that it all ramped up. I hate the pony wall and how everything she gets into is turned into a photo op because she actually doesn't care. She was never truly into ponies, and there's no autism diagnosis. I don't know how someone can lie this much to make themselves feel special and unique. I'm waiting for this dopamine rush to die out and then who knows what else she'll attach to. Just saying, it's very suspicious how after some precure fans on twitter bullied her out of the fandom she had to search for something else to positively latch on, a true autist wouldn't had care or changed their fixation so easily.
I wonder what's up with her personal account as well. I hope the nonna that follows her there can give us an update.
No. 341445
>>341440You don't think this is her way of saying she was neglected
>>341111 ? She makes it vague enough so people like you give her the benefit of the doubt about straight-up lying kek.
No. 341477
>>341427>I'm tired of her pretending to be an expert on everything. I'm tired of her going from "I may be autistic" to "I'm 100% autistic and this is my true identity".i agree it's so fucking annoying. she's straight up claiming autism now. i wonder when that will get old and she'll have start claiming something else. the munchie laundry list is insane, what hasn't she claimed at this point? lying about your entire self must be so exausting, makes sense why she latched onto DID so hard because she sees it as her get out of jail free card for any of her millions of discrepencies. i'm annoyed that now anyone can just claim autism and self-dx themselves, it's insanely obvious that jill doesn't have it. autists don't rotate hobbies and throw them away when it no longer benefits them, they're pretty consistent with their interests and aren't superficial about it either. the only thing she was
actually diagnosed with is BPD and it's a shame she can't just accept that's what her real issue is. a lot of her behavior is consistent with that accurate diagnosis
>Just saying, it's very suspicious how after some precure fans on twitter bullied her out of the fandom she had to search for something else to positively latch on, a true autist wouldn't had care or changed their fixation so easily. this pony stuff was old as soon as it begun and it's been dragged out way too much because jill loves to double down on everything. she knows she's a fake so she tries extra hard to prove to everyone it isn't the case because she can't just back down and be humble about literally anything. it's funny seeing her talk in that recent video, she clearly has no passion for anything besides larping and self-inserting. i agree with you that it really is timed funny with the fact that the precure fandom absolutely hates her kek. never forget her sending steebie to be a creep in a minor's DMs, that was insane. makes sense how she suddenly latches onto ponies now, she's so desperate for validation
>>341440she's intentionally vague because she always wants people to think the worst when it's hardly anything. just like how she was acting like some crazy shit was going down in her life and anons were speculating all sorts of drama and then she posted a long ass video a week later rambling "me me me" about how there's a new alter that split with another alter. surprise surprise. she's constantly implied that absolutely terrible things happened to her when it's clear she was spoiled rotton and had a waaaay better life than the awful shit she likes to claim
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pure projection
No. 341517
>>341363She has a moid's sense of humor. She never grew past the nlog high school mentality. And even if her mom somehow has a similar sense of humor, it's still fucking weird to introduce her to sexual terms if she can avoid it.
>>341507Anyone have an idea how much she made from this video? I don’t really get the whole youtube analytics thing.
No. 341525
>>341477I was an early guesser that she'd start DID faking and I truly believe that she will continue on to munching chronic fatigue and EDS. I've been surprised she hasn't started already but at the latest I can see it happening in the year after the wedding and when the constant changes to her DID/autism shit aren't working to gather attention and reframe her behaviour to Steve anymore. I fully believe the DID and every big alter change has been due to an argument between them based on her typical BPD behaviour. When that's fully tired out between them, she'll pivot from calling her greened out retardation "dissociating" to fatigue and exhaustion. She'll breadcrumb using the emerging link between EDS/hypermobility and neurodivergence. She'll tie her refusing to leave the house and be productive into the fatigue. She'll claim weed has been her only form of medicine and relief. And it'll all only go downhill from there.
Of all the cows and personalities I've followed for years, Jill is the most appallingly self absorbed and narcissistic. Like others point out, the way she's so endlessly amused by herself, being her own special interest is the closest she'll ever get to being autistic.
No. 341536
>>341508this is so cringe. why does have to pathologize everything.
>>341531>she never saidwhy the fuck would I believe anything she says?
No. 341546
>>341531Jill isnt clear and that is intentional so that she never has to explain where all of her mental illnesses come from, and can continue to jump on attention whoring train after train without ever having to prove or explain the "how"s or "why"s. But I'm personally over the whole, "we don't know for sure because of how vague she is, so we have to be careful in how we approach it" thing. That isnt how real life actually works at all. If you say something stupidly vague, usually you get nailed to the cross and crucified about it, until you're forced to clear things up-not people tripping over themselves to delicately evaluate you, coddling you even when you arent around via policing their own tones about you.
Because Jill intentionally hints to having to a rough childhood, I will rightfully assume that her mother was actually a shitty parent. Because that is what Jill is intentionally and directly implying. It doesnt matter if I see proof of all the good things her mother has done. Jill has never come out and said that her mother never did anything wrong, therefore, she is completely fine with people assuming the worst of her own mother. I am only giving Jill the validation for her true and real abuse that she both craves, and deserves. Her mother was terrible, and Jill was abused. Until Jill herself says that that isnt true (which will destroy her whole
victim façade if she does), Jill's parents were neglectful and
abusive, and that's why Jill have 57 mental illnesses. Shame on her useless selfish
abusive parents! I hope her siblings someday share their HARROWING accounts about all the abuse that they too surely endured
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No. 341561
>>341550thank you, this was exactly what I was trying to say. I was annoyed that
>>341400 was claiming this was Jill's claim when it's not. she keeps it vague on purpose so no one will question her but instead the anons here write fanfic trying to dissect every vague thing she's ever said and why she should be cancelled because of it.
there's plenty to hate Jill for and no need to keep her thread on the front page when she's doing nothing but tweeting about pinkie pie. all it does is lead to baseless speculation and fanfic
No. 341562
>>341558Kek, I hope Jillian becomes a fitness influencer, that would be hilarious on camera, specially if she's working out with a binder on.
I don't think she has the consciousness enough to actually workout with a meaning and not because she wants to be a skinny legend in 2 weeks like in those weird Asian videos about losing 30 kilos in 2 weeks by barely moving.
No. 341574
>>341558does she really mean she needs to see fat dorks exercising, because last I checked fitness has been getting pretty good at inclusiveness.
oh right, this is jill. and seeing fit people getting vitamin d and having slim bodies
triggers her.
No. 341575
>>341567>>341574It's even weirder how she doesn't know there's not only obese people making workout videos, but there's also at least an influencer/model (that I know of so far) with literal downs syndrome that's being promoted by sportswear brands for women.
I honestly hope she's just baiting for likes and re-tweets because anyone would need to be fucking blind to not see stuff like that online, specially since she's permanently online.
No. 341593
>>341564Nah that only validates her 'transmasc neurodivergent' larp. She's a pudgy overweight woman no matter how much she wants to larp as anything but.
>>341558Miss autism forgot routines are an essential part of autism kek.
No. 341599
>>341561i feel you misinterpreted anon's comment badly. I read it more as we know jill never had a traumatic childhood and entirely lied about the whole thing to rationalize her DID act. What we know about jill is her spoiled need for attention and the things shes said about her family including her brother thats tinged with weird jealousy. Even the stuff she says about Stevie is weird. We know her mother was there for her the entire time. So its leading anons to believe jill is using whatever time period she thought she got less attention as neglect for her act. thats how I read it, not that 'jill said this and that'.
>>341558whether the outcome is positive or negative, autists are known for planning and sticking with a routine and investing a alot of time into planning one right? i mean human beings are creature of habits overall but jill is still outing herself here, because I feel this is another way to talk about herself instead of acting planning something.
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Seb doesn’t even have “his” own narrative voice, Jill is incapable of committing to the LARP, they are indistinguishable.
Also, Talking Heads sperging but David Byrne specifically made nonsensical noises so that the audience would pay more attention to the instruments they were playing, and maybe because he’s actually autistic and not just playing pretend unlike her. David Byrne didn’t use his autism as an excuse to stop him from achieving any of his creative endeavors and has lived a very successful and inspirational life.
No. 341606
>>341558The more I think about this the more I realize she's only saying this because of the drag queen gig thats coming up soon, somehow saying she's LGBTQ soup adjacent may make her feel more "legit" than if she just accepted she's yet another bio queen. She only ever mentions seriously working out when she's about to put up a show and she killed Jerrick the alter that was supposed to be the transmasc drag alter kek. I remember the Jax alter working out too but she hasn't touched Arcane ever again even though it's been popular this year with a new season (a true autist would had been happy about this).
>>341582This and her snowflake request is very easy to simply google but she likes the attention and is lazy to Google it herself kek. Any work out routine would suffice anyway, women like building muscle too sometimes.
Has she even asked her other female alters what would they feel if her body looked 'transmasc' though? What if Berry switches in and she can't work out anymore? Think about sandwich. Maybe find a cat working out routine Jill.
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I don’t have proof, but I do not remember picrel being Stevie’s bluesky description when I checked around a month ago. Who is he trying to lure into his dungeon?
>>341558It’s odd that she posted this from the Jill account when it sounds like it should be a Seb thing, then posted a thread of emotionally immature rants like Jill, on the Seb account. Which reminds me,
>>340917It’s pitiful that the list of ‘Jill’ traits is so short and even more devoid of substance than the others. She compartmentalizes her traits into her OC’s until there’s nothing left.
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pretty ironic retweet coming from her….
No. 341625
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>>341621>I'm a dungeon masterOk so the first thing you will assume is that he plays D&D
>But I also play D&DThen he would be stating the same thing twice, so that means that the first thing indicates another meaning of dungeon master. I hope this makes sense to you now
>>341604From all the musicians she could had obsessed over she had to pick one that is famously a self diagnosed autistic
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>>341604>kindaI understand no one wants unannounced visits but this 'kinda' part makes it hard to believe that it even affected her at all and she sucks at friendships
No. 341628
>>341627She really just uses all these OC accounts to be snarky after pigeonholing herself into a public persona where she’s declared herself to practically be a saint.
>>341621It’s a BDSM joke and is an extremely common one in the dnd community since like half of dnd players are in kweer bondage polycules. He got it from other people and it’s widely known what it means. He likely doesn’t actually have a sex dungeon besides being relegated to his basement cave but still wants to come off as queer and kinky and funny.
>>341604>compares self to Morrissey Insane self-own
>vintage photos of gay men kissing as her aesthetic and shiny new identity as if she could ever remotely relate to men who were violently murdered, died in droves from AIDS, couldn’t legally marry, and so on, meanwhile she is living comfortably as an engaged heterosexual female No. 341639
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>>341636Taking horrible care of her health in a few years has aged her from manic pixie girl type to white trash mother of 3 who lives in a trailer.
No. 341648
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>>341604Stay classy, Jillian Amanda Vessey.
>>341623"My Peter Pan syndrome makes me more qualified."
>>341634It amuses me more that she proudly uses stuff like this as if it's definitive proof that her ocs exists. It's so stupid but makes me laugh hard. Imagining this stupid bitch high and acting like she's creating the Mona Lisa. She probably shows Louise all this garbage while sporting a shit eating grin. Lmao.
No. 341656
>>341604>I cant ignore how cunty shes being over christmas nor how much David looks like stevie…>>341607kek what if this is referring to the cannabis rainbow dungeon running joke we have here….or being with jill is like being in a dungeon. he is her tard wrangler after all.
>>341618anon, you don't have to get mad because someone has the audacity to disagree with you.
No. 341666
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>>341604>No one is allowed to stress me out!Kekk
>>341656She's seriously such a cunt every year around Christmas kek
>>341631She's so transparent because what she always resorts to is her rainbow emoji -I'm such a good person I never do anything wrong- fake positivity persona but then ignores the few people that still like her and shit talks everyone behind their backs. It's ok if she didn't like that her friend wanted to sleep over (maybe the friend was worried about her, who knows) but then instead of being nice (like she claims she is) she's still being a cunt about it on public kek, this is why people end up disliking her, because she could simply resolve things privately but can't be arsed to do it that way. Or then she sends Steven to her rescue kek
No. 341667
>>341631She couldn't handle the hate that the Jerrick account generated from all her vents so she had to make a new one on Bluesky, she should come clean about this shit already and admit that she wants to be a bitch in public without hurting what is left of her already dead reputation, but whatever kek, let Seb be the BPD boyfriend skinwalking alter I guess
>>341645She's not even remotely self hating enough to be ftm so she would not gain anything from watching a ftm work out vs looking up "how to lose weight tutorial for overweight women" on youtube, but she's a snowflake that loves claiming to be LGBT kek, she's never going to change
No. 341677
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another pony for the pony wall
No. 341703
>>341604man she really thinks listening to the top 10 most popular songs in more than one music genre is enough to pretend to be a different person
jerrick liked mcr and muse but she doesnt like mcr anymore bc her mommy got mad at her so jerrick died
No. 341719
>>341707She’s worded things differently many times both to imply different stories and even timelines of when abuse occurred but check out
>>225212 for a good example, in her Veronica alter video she claimed she was “raped for months” as a child and developed the “Bimbo” alter Veronica to “enjoy it and take it.” She also says in that video “I was forced to be this fuck-able play thing when I was getting out of elementary school” to imply this happened when she was around 10-11, even though her relationship with Uma was midway through middle school.
No. 341723
>>341720She's very transparent in that tweet. If you go back to those threads early in the year it's clear she only used the situation to make herself look like a mourning
victim. She doesn't really care
No. 341767
>>341758she couldn't host a (perhaps) concerned friend because she rather be high and making collages for herself and her alters and sending herself memes through her million social media alter accounts. she never cared about her uncle's death to begin with kek.
if her life is lonely and miserable it's all her fault, it's ok to say no to a friend but she really is a bitch to them for no reason.
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>pinkie pie's psychologist
kek what?
does anyone still have access to her account?
No. 341787
>>341785 i remember when she edited this very image as a quirky bingo and got roasted by a couple people pointing out how tone deaf it was, and as usual, she played
victim "omg i didn't know any better thank u for educating me heart emojis"
No. 341803
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Sailor Moon drag show is this Friday.
No. 341826
>>341810this. you can't combat the denigration of women with more denigration, even if women are reclaiming it
>>341772I know this "pony psychologist" thing is just a joke but it feels so iffy coming from Jill. she may actually think she's more capable of diagnosing animated characters than an actual psychologist could (and kek I don't think psychologists would bother to be frank). it's the way she keeps implying how she knows more about her mental illnesses than actual doctors. like she really thinks she's an expert deep down. she's still angry at McLean too.
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>>341826What's interesting is the creator of fim implied Pinkie Pie has adhd, but not autism. Maybe she would know this if she was a real fan. Whole stupid video and one tweet from the actual creator disproves everything she said.
No. 341845
>>341836Speaking of the point in
>>341826 about Jill thinking she knows more than actual professionals, it’s funny how she misdiagnoses a ton of standard ADHD behaviors, like being loud and annoying, as autism. Sure, AuDHD is a thing, but quite frankly Pinkie doesn’t fit any of the autism-specific criteria outside of vague stuff like “she has really strong interests” which applies to every single character in the show due to the theme of MLP and cutie marks, and it being a cartoon for kids. Annoying in-your-face people don’t really have a lot to do with autism but on her graph Jill indicates that it shows she’s autistic.
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>>341853Reminds me of this. You might as well just say "i love big pharma and live on tiktok"
No. 341888
>>341880All this stuff gets pushed by big pharma. I was a newcomer to tiktok/instagram, I definitely don't have any of these disorders, and it was crazy how much of this content was being targeted at me despite my never clicking on it or showing any interest in it. All the accounts say stuff like "do you like eating food? That's actually a sign of adhd!" It's on purpose and it's targeted at easily influenced people.
It will be interesting to see all the adhd/autism influencer accounts disappear once big pharma advertising gets banned in the US. Mark my words
(blogposting) No. 341893
>>341885It's literally "X comorbid with Y", if your psychiatrist is on that same tiktok level, look for a new one.
Some comorbidities are common, but inventing a new shorthand term for it sounds very iffy and reeks of "how can I call this so it'll fit in my social media profile without breaking the character limit"
Inventing new labels when there are recognized existing ones - ADHD and Autism, just seems as attention-seeking as the superstraights invening new gender and sexuality labels to seem speshul. Reeks of a performance from 5 miles out.
(derail) No. 341901
>>341895The funny thing is there's no "stalkers". Just check Facebook/Instagram/TikTok and someone from all the people who assisted may have uploaded something, like normal people that attend public shows do. She can't run from people recording her when she's giving a public performance. Or you know she could simply not perform at all.
It would be 100% different if someone recorded her in her everyday life. That's a no no. But at an event she's willingly putting a show on? It doesn't matter if the person recording is a farmer, an enemy, a friend, a fan, some rando, or not. If you're performing for the public, your performance will get critiques and it will be put out there, it's like she only wants asspats without compromising for something she's supposedly passionate about.
I understand being paranoid, it's uncomfortable when people point cameras at you, but drag is a performance, and she's not some mysterious anonymous artist performing only for a select audience with no cellphones allowed. If she's doing drag gig, she needs to suck it up. She barely even does them anyway.
No. 341902
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Group photo of the show
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>>341902I also found a clip of Jill's performance.
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>>341902she looks terrible
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She posted a flyer about the show on her drag Facebook page. I edited out the name of the person who liked it.
No. 341909
>>341903Time to be an autist nitpick but damn she literally has NO choreography whatsoever. That Jonas Brothers song is SO easy to ad lib to, and I'm saying this as someone who has no experience in dancing. She doesn't even lip sync correctly ffs. Has she ever even heard the song before?
Even in these 30 seconds she gets SO many queues handed to her on a silver plate like
>"I fell" and "going under"You could easily do a drop motion. Jill just struts back and forth and flails her arms.
>"Hold myself back"Just act like you're being pulled back, which she almost tried(?) but failed at timing or executing
>"High heels, red dress"Just empathize your clothes, lift your leg up high to show your shoes and grab or motion to your literal red dress
>"Gotta catch my breath"She gets extra excited and jumps up and down instead of acting like she has to catch her breath.
Her lopsided bow is bugging me too. I genuinely think this is Jill's worst performance ever, it's so trashy and the costume so bad that even me as a "hater" thought she'd do better.
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>>341903Nothing more queer than a straight woman dancing to the fucking Jonas Brothers at an "LGBT" bar. Bisexual but engaged to a man and never attracted to her supposed gfs. Eyeliner bigger than usual so its drag! The jokes write themselves ffs
No. 341919
>>341905Nonnas have already said how bad she looks, but god couldn't she find a better wig?? I'm sure even a shitty costume store bought one would look better.
>>341906Note how she's okay with using an account she supposedly shared with someone who's 'dead' kek
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>>341910>Nothing more queer than a straight woman dancing to the fucking Jonas Brothers at an "LGBT" bar. KEK this got me good
>>341909Agreed, she can't even do this shit right. Worst performance so far and I wasn't expecting much to begin with
No. 341927
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>>341905wait so THIS is the character she's supposed to represent? wow Jillian magical girls really are your special interest, indeed, kek
No. 341928
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>>341903comparing her to this other girl makes her performance seem abysmal. not going to post the moids because they're ugly and piss me off, everything is in the night club's instagram
No. 341937
File: 1736013435306.mp4 (5.38 MB, 720x1280, 1000003137.mp4)
Another clip
No. 341938
>>341937I wonder if she fell down dramatically at the end like with every other "drag" performance she's done
Other anons are right, this is abysmal, even for her. It's giving drunk older woman at her friends wedding.
No. 341945
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Start of the performance clip which then leads into this
>>341903 clip.
No. 341947
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No. 341950
>>341945Poor Jillybean looks so anorexic from her bootleg ozempic and super serious ARFID food restriction and memory issues that render her only able to eat vegetables and go entire days without food. Thankfully her transmasc workout regime will help her put weight back on since she is wasting away.
Also interesting to see her sew the same one crappy thing she makes every time again.
No. 341955
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She's really feeling herself. Reminder this her fourth performance. First two were at all ages events and third was at the college she graduated from. This is the first 19 plus event.
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>>341947I didn't know what a "pixel whip" was so I looked it up and it's a $125 string of fibre optics lmao
No. 341966
>>341945When she flops on the floor she looks like a dying bug, kek.
>>341947>I whipped this costume together in like a day and a halfIt shows, I'm sure everyone else noticed too.
No. 341969
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>>341948shittiest last minute costume bow I've seen her make in recent years.
>>341953looking like a yassified momo statue.
>>341937all her movements look made up in the spot and her leaning on this canvas like that irks me. i know this painting isn't high art or anything but she looks stupid af and she could had damaged it with her sped moves.
No. 341973
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>>341945wow, incredible. every single performance of hers has consisted of: tossing her wig around constantly, moving with no direction like a drunk idiot, and flopping around on the floor like a dying cetacean. such performance, so much artistry.
No. 341974
>>341947>>341972I also don't understand how she can be proud of rushing this costume when she had time to do more. That circle skirt
>>341951 looks awful.
>>341947>I am so full of love and art and community and slayuwuHer fake positivity is embarassing. Talk about having low standards. She will always be a big fish in a pond.
>>341902 this shit is nothing to be proud of.
(emoji) No. 341977
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>>341928it's a low bar but this girl is also better than Jill, or at least she's trying to do something entertaining and not aggressively flailing around like a beached seal. still cringe though.
No. 341986
>>341985>>341955I don't get why she made the skirt so long when
>>341927Clearly has a shorter skirt.
And her shoes were supposed to be red, not black.
No. 341987
>>341986>>341937She's chubby and carries most of her weight on her legs. She probably thought making a huge skirt with a huge petticoat underneath would make her legs seem skinnier in comparison. But her brilliant designer mind didn't consider everyone else would wear the actual sailor moon skirt instead of her weird half ass shit
>>341928 >>341977
>>341945 No. 341989
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>>341986The skirt is supposed to be pleated but nope miss fashion expert can't even do that.
>>341937I really hate the way she throws that fucking whip around while prancing around like a retard. She was very close to damaging that painting. And why are the floor tiles so fucking dirty? Why is everything she does so minimal effort inside such shitty places?
No. 341993
File: 1736050850658.mp4 (16.99 MB, 720x1280, 1000003154.mp4)
This is the opening to the show. While Jill is in it, you can't see her too well because of the angle. Figured I post it anyway.
>>341969>All of her moves look made up on the spotShe thinks she's "professional" enough to wing it. While not the full clip, notice how in the clips she isn't engaging with the audience. She touches her wig a lot because she doesn't know what to do with her hands/know what move to do next. Her unceremoniously flopping on the ground with the weak ass leg kicking, if you can even call it that, is hilarious. She needs to work on her leg strength 'cause it's bad. The whip part is lazy af and just throws it around without any thought to direction. I can't wait for her to upload the full performance. Jilly Boo Boo will be riding this high for a while. I hope to god she does more.
>>341973Excuse you, she's a
professionalTM. Lol, she's a one trick pony.
>>341980I think it's the attitude and smug af look on her face combined with her mediocre moves.
>>341981And probably spammed Louise with pictures and videos
>>341989>I really hate the way she throws that fucking whip around while prancing around like a retard.It's because there's no rhyme or reason for the motions of the whip. If she didn't have it, she'd be touching her wig more. She's essentially a oversized toddler playing with a ribbon.
No. 342000
>>341993Even in those small seconds she's in, you can tell she's attention whoring (in a group of attention whoring drag queens no less) and AGAIN touches her hair while 'dancing' with no real rythm or direction.
>>341994>that’s not even how you use a light whip. It’s meant to be wrapped and twirled to look like electricity moving around you to the beat of the musicWow she can't even do her fucking research right kek. I had no idea what those whips were. It looks cool when done right.
No. 342006
>>342001Jill the sustainability queen could had also thrifted them.
>>341989Kekk I'm sorry I can't get over how bad her whip action is. Literally just some idiot flailing shit around. Pitiful.
No. 342008
>>341993There's something so gross about "drag queens" shaking their asses while dressed up as highschool aged anime girls. Jill's skirt is the only one that's not pleated.
>>341989That light whip is a waste. I guess she figured that since she didn't have the bangs with straight hair, red shoes, a back bow, or other things that would make for a good accurate cosplay she decided to use a prop to try to make it look good. If the ugly men weren't there, she'd stick out more.
No. 342020
>>341951>>341952lopsided and shaky badly drawn makeup, lopsided lazily made bow, an inaccurate cosplay that has a big bow in the middle just like every recent cosplay of her does, everything is so ugly. how can she consider herself an expert on anything when she sucks this much, even when she's allegedly doing the things she loves?
>>342018>I have no idea why Jill latched on to fashion so much, she has no eye for aesthetic and she's too lazy to make anything work.because she only cares about things that make her stand out, this is why she's a youtuber, why she desperately wants to be a drag queen, and why she dresses in rainbow colors. unfortunately dressing alt =/= being good at fashion, something jilly never had enough self awareness to understand.
>>342017sometimes I wonder if sof only invites jillian to these events out of pity or because she knows jillian is a retarded lazy idiot that can make anyone else look better in comparison lmao. at some point sof will see how much jill drags her down though.
No. 342026
>>342014I say that my favorite reaction gif would be her flailing her legs while on the floor, kek.
>>342022I honestly can't believe Jill is still hanging out with Sof even after knowing that she's a farmer, I accept your tinfoil and put it on as well, I think sof noticed how slow was her thread and gave us a treat kek.
No. 342028
>>342026Jill continued to be Kate's friend and even send her physical mail even after Kate was outed as a farmer
I honestly don't know if she's ever had a real friend besides her mom
No. 342035
>>342033>Jill is definitely her DUFF, and she's probably aware of it too because she used do the same thing to others.If you mean Jill, I think she still does that. Every 'jfashion' event she attends is full of people that look worse than her. I don't think she is aware that Sof is doing the same to her though.
>>342028Jillian can't handle friendships and most, if not all of it, is her own fault.
No. 342055
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>>342037If you're talking about Sof, she screenshotting something from Jill's tiktok with her profile picture showing. Here's her youtube (which she deleted after being exposed as a farmer) with the same profile picture
No. 342070
>>341994>>342000That's really neat and would have worked so much better. She really is a special case of useless.
>>342020>because she only cares about things that make her stand out, this is why she's a youtuber, why she desperately wants to be a drag queen, and why she dresses in rainbow colors.Yup. She desperately wants to be famous but only wants the positives not the negatives that come with the territory. She also thinks she's god's greatest gift to humanity so she should just be bestowed it without putting in the work and effort. It was extremely obvious when she did the first drag performance and her online write up included "having DID." She thought it would be her hook.
>>342026>I say that my favorite reaction gif would be her flailing her legs while on the floor, kekSame. I laugh so damn much every time. She reminds me of a turtle on its back.
No. 342071
>>342067Checked some other video of hers and she does the whole "hello everyone it is __" thing, the same way that Jillian does.
>She doesn't mention Jill much despite them being "friends"That's for the best. I wouldn't latch in any shape or form to Jill. They have a weird friendship dynamic for sure.
No. 342078
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>>342020>>342035Both are right. Jill is vapid and did the DUFF thing for years. Sof is now doing it to her, which she deserves. She's posted everything about her since middle school. She's had very few real friendships let alone women who aren't her mom. Remember when Maggie ditched her so she tried making the moonmist girls then they ditched her for Maggie? Wendy even went to the same college and was never mentioned again.
Maggie was her only real friend and they were inseparable. But she had to fuck her ex bf and ruin it forever like the unstable demon she is to other women. She deserves to be Sof's DUFF. She doesn't even realize she is one this time.
No. 342079
>>342074>She's obviously a creative person that wants to make things and the "vocabulary" she has is pink garbage and ponies.What vocabulary should she have then? Soap? You're much too kind
nonny. She has 0 creativity in her, and she only latches to things that are flashy and unimportant. If she wanted to do more with her life she would have, mommy is a photographer and it's not like art was a foreign concept in her family. Think for a sec why she didn't stick with music, theater or drawing. She could go take a pottery class at her college right now if she wanted to. IRL creative people with careers watch popular media too and they don't chose ponies and mental illnesses as subjects. The way she spends a lot more time making collages and fanarts for her alters than making a cosplay for a drag show is telling.
No. 342080
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>>342073ask and ye shall receive
No. 342086
>>342055Personally I still take it with a grain of salt, it's such an incredibly easy screenshot to fake even with minimal editing skills. I still very much
hope Sof is with us though kek
No. 342090
>>342080Ah yes the autism impersonator hand flappies that everyone with tiktok and Instagram reels suddenly does this year and never before in their life because they were so “high masking” and are now experiencing “unmasking skill loss.” Any time you see someone do this in public and they’re not profoundly retarded (as in global mental delays, low IQ, throwing tantrums like a child, the type who can’t do basic tasks and hits other people and bashes their head on the wall) they’re a cluster B faker who saw autism memes online and is acting them out to validate their own neurospicyness and hoping people notice it. Jill’s only condition is being a massive attention whore with a
victim complex over her failure to launch.
>>342078Damn Jill is a blimp now compared to this. Funny how she was so eager to claim she lost all the weight she gained.
No. 342091
>>342080this is honestly so fucking offensive. sage for blog but i know many autistic people who have been diagnosed since childhood. one of them is the most stereotypically autistic person you can imagine, and even she doesn't do the hand flailing thing. jill has never done it before recently either. she only does it because it's the most stereotyped "stimming" autists do, but it's typically seen in autists with intellectual disability. about 2/3 or so of autists have intellectual disability (you just don't really meet these people irl or online because, you know, intellectual disability/high needs). if she were autistic (she's not), she would be a high functioning (no pun intended) autist, but she always goes for the low functioning IQ-below-80 type of autistic traits. and coincidentally, she has every single autistic trait that exists a well. if she were to get evaluated, she would get a full score on every single question because she's trained herself to fake by reading up on the criteria. idk why she doesn't just get a diagnosis, it would be fairly easy to fake. but i guess she doesn't have to spend money on it when people on the internet think self diagnosis is 100%
valid because "no one
wants to be autistic!"
(blogging) No. 342092
>>342086i agree. i think it was likely faked, but deleting her channel is
sus. i remember jill (and sof too, i think?) did unfollow each other on instagram when it happened, too. and jill was vagueposting about it. idk how she got the news, if she really doesn't lurk, she still has people in her life who do it for her. anyway, if sof isn't a farmer, i think she's just in a
toxic relationship with jill. jill has claimed that sof is her favourite person (bpd) and it's probably fucking impossible to communicate with jill about anything without her being a
victim. considering sof's own claims to be neurodivergent and chronically ill, she probably empathises with jill and believes her out of principle like people with her type of personality do. i imagine you'd have to be that type of person to tolerate jill anyway.
No. 342097
>>342074>pop culture she observed and participated in growing upNot really. Back in the 2000s and 2010s it was extremely common to DIY clothes and accessories for alt fashion. Premade cosplay, especially from Aliexpress and similarly shitty places, was really looked down on, anyone in the cosplay scene would be expected to make at least part of their own costume, including Jill. There were whole communities on Tumblr and Livejournal dedicated to collecting and sharing resources and tutorials for every level of crafter and every niche j-fashion imaginable. If she wanted to make her own stuff, she would have.
She does want to be part of a community, but only if she's the specialest of them all.
No. 342101
>>342096I'm confused about that because I know Sof was a confetti club member but didn't know she was obsessed with Jill in that way that long ago.
>>342086>I still very much hope Sof is with us though kekSame, kek.
No. 342106
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>>342074if she's such a creative person why does she do everything half assedly and in such a bad "I don't know what I'm doing" way? creativity comes with effort and I think a real creative person would research the things they're creative about. why else would she incorrectly use a whip other than to be a flashy idiot? being a newbie and not having the right technique or vocabulary is not enough of an explanation.
No. 342109
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>>342010>>342026there, I'm amazed at how looking at this up close you can tell she's doing the exact same things she has done on previous gigs kek
No. 342113
>>342108>She just refuses to develop. She wants the attention buy not the actual work.Watch her say something like "I'm too autistic that's why I can't be better at things" when we all know it's pure laziness and weed smoking what is making her lag behind
>>342106Stacy shadow dancer vs Becky attention seeker kek
No. 342119
>>342080Why does she want to be a low functioning autist so badly I don't get it. Some anons say it's because she wants to have an excuse for being a failure to launch but I don't think she is that aware honestly.
>>342116I am 100% convinced that Sof and other friends talk mad shit about Jillian behind her back. They are all acommodating to her and such sweetie angels when in her presence I'm sure. Honestly even if they are fake and two faced I can imagine they must put up with so much of her shit I can't even blame them.
No. 342120
>>342096>>342101Sof and Jill probably didn't meet until she moved to New Brunswick. Anon probably meant that Jill posted everything about herself since middle school and we've seen her middle school seld take more pictures with friends than highschool, college and current Jill.
>>342109She looks so stupid. I can't wait for her to drop this "I'm a gay autistic neurodivergent afab person with a DID system of multiple alters interested in drag" and embrace being a basic upper-class white girl instead of some super special oppressed individual just like all the other girls in her friend group.
No. 342125
>>342123100% correct. Jill has been unhappy with her failures for years but doesn’t know how to get past them and change, because that takes actual incredible skill and nonstop work (like actually working on the fashion brand she promised forever—it’s life-consuming full-time work and effort, and she got so overwhelmed by one set of pin orders she vowed to quit). The “I’m so tragic and special” isn’t ONLY for others, although it is very much about attention, views, validation, adoration, and pity. But it’s also, really, for her, alone in her plastic princess palace, cutting herself. It’s so she has something to tell herself about why didn’t become an actual designer or anything. Even when a friend got engaged before her and she was seething in self-conscious narc bitterness, she had to somehow make it about that she didn’t get engaged first because she accomplished just as much by surviving and brushing her teeth or whatever. She literally can’t cope with her own popped ego unless she convinces herself she’s a mentally retarded
victim of child rape.
No. 342128
>>342106Does anyone know if she even watched sailor moon? I'm not one of those people who believes you need to watch the entirety of an anime in order to cosplay a character you think is cute but at the very least read the Wikipedia to get a feel for them. Mars uses a bow and arrow…
Did she just get this whip because she knew her drag routine and cosplay were both absolute dog shit and she needed something to cover it up?
No. 342131
>>342109>>342110She looks out of breath and like it's hard for her to get up / down and move. Why does she expose herself like this? It's depressing
>>342125If she was a real passionate and creative autist she would hyper focus on building her brand and she would be sewing non stop even before she went to NBCC. But nope… all her minimal efforts are always going in different directions, if she didn't smoke so much weed and dropped drag and the alter larp she would have way more energy and time to focus on what she always said she wanted to do (let's be honest she does have the time but she doesn't manage it well).
No. 342140
>>342106Yeah, she's also 26 and did theater, cosplay and dancing shit in cons since forever. The fact she's not good in any of it says a lot about her work ethic.
>>342096No, as in we know she's barely had friends cause in middle school/high school/college she barely mentioned friends and rarely more than once. Her main friends in high school was a simp, the guy she dated and the guy she cheated on him with lol.
>>342086the wk and is getting out of control. she deleted her channel and many other self posters have been caught the exact same way for ages.
No. 342144
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>>341937The way she just slaps the floor with the whip at about the 20 second mark in the clip here…
No. 342146
>>342140
>Yeah, she's also 26 and did theater, cosplay and dancing shit in cons since forever. The fact she's not good in any of it says a lot about her work ethicExactly. She got worse at everything and she's far too young for the decline to be normal. She should be at her peak right now. This just makes me think those decent enough cosplays she wore as a teenager were primarily worked on by someone else, and they let Jill come in and sew a bow on. Much like how a parent will do the bulk of the work in making a cake, but let their 4 year old who licked the spoon and added in (too much) sugar take full credit. Only far less cute.
It almost makes sense why she's larping autism and DiD. She's a dud in every sense of the word. Can't even call her a jack of all trades because she's mediocre at best in everything she touches.
No. 342149
>>342148Sad to see "kawaii leader" Jillian Vessey degrade this much.
>>342144Kek
No. 342181
>>342179She mentioned not liking CCS either.
The only reason she chose Precure is because it has a very small fanbase and she can pretend to be an expert in it. There are no end of Sailor Moon superfans, so it's not unique enough.
No. 342188
>>342187I feel like it also fits Jill’s ego to go “actually my haters online are so crazy they fabricate evidence just to spite me!” but that would involve such an onion of layers of unnecessary effort and chance for no reason, ans it’s not like any of us have any reason whatsoever to have it out for Sof.
It’s a bit like when someone filmed her public drag performance and she called them a stalker for it because it suited her ego better to accuse them of being an insane criminal, rather than someone in her area who happened to be able to go to the show she advertised and also finds her funny to laugh at.
No. 342193
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>>342179>>342181Yeah, being too lazy to get into sailor moon or sakura card captor (even after already buying sakura card captor shit) and being too contrarian to like madoka is the OG Jillian bullshit. She didn't even watch that much pretty cure shit either. Entry level at everything always.
No. 342203
>>342193Damn, i remember when these pics first dropped and everyone made fun of how frumpy and fat she looked. Now she's basically a mini-moon.
>>342177At this point it probably causes her physical pain to go shop for clothes because the size tags are oppressive (she can't squeeze into a medium and self soothe anymore.)
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>>342193She even got the flower card tattooed on her. I’m shocked we’re not getting munchie mlp tattoos from this larp.
No. 342222
>>342216This I found super stupid because she got that tattoo without really liking Sakura. She got it only for the aesthetic because the "I'm a magical girl fan" thing was also a larp that she copied from others.
I'll be real I don't think she has the money to invest on tattoos anymore and mommy isn't going to pay for it. She didn't get the strawberry tattoo she said she would and even though I would love to see a stupid pony tattoo on her, I know she won't do it. Do her "alters" ever hate her for having tattoos that don't fit their aesthetic? That may also be one of the
very stupid reasons why Jill hasn't gotten anything new in a while.
No. 342268
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>>342080Jillian Vessey you are a nasty cunt. I hope you never live this down.
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No. 342292
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>>342286Went back and looked, not great but not terrible. Prob was for the best she didn’t get it kek. I wonder if she ever gave the winners their prizes tho
No. 342295
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She updated her cover photo on her drag facebook. All four performances.
No. 342302
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>>342301The bpd flavor is only 10 calories. The other flavors are around 200-220. She would be stupid to not drink the lesser calories versions. The full sugar monsters are so sweet your jaw spasms idk how she does it.
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>>342299I wanted to see a Meet the Alters for Jax too, since Jill kept her battle jacket. Or maybe she made a new one. Jax seems to be closer to punk Jill than Jerrick is. Was. Since he's dead now.
No. 342306
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>>342305The myspace angle and clear filter but still looking like that… Such a shame she doesn't get high and film cringy tiktoks like this anymore.
No. 342342
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Has Jill had anymore "hitting herself" autism fits or did that go away when jerrika the emo autistic alter died?
No. 342371
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She uploaded the whole performance yesterday on her drag Facebook. I had to compress it. Enjoy.
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>>342371The accompanying screenshot.
No. 342387
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>>342374One of them tries to give Jill money and she never turns towards them to even notice they were trying kek. The whole thing was very embarrassing, but that made me actually cringe.
No. 342388
>>342371did anyone else see she just flung the money on the floor like it was another prop for her “drunk auntie lip syncing during the holidays” routine? surprised but then not so much because she’s so spoilt and has her parents to bail her out so she doesn’t need to care about tip money.
god this is just so so bad. it’s not even good in like any way at all. i don’t know how anyone related to her can pretend this is a good performance. it’s embarrassing for everyone tbh she needs to stop bragging about this kekekek
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>>342386Damn. She really has no creativity left.
>>342372>Slaylor MarsStfu Jill.
>>342378She looks like a retarded toddler but I'm sure she thinks that's a compliment.
>>342392Please do nonna, I've been wondering if she's going to show her Christmas presents at all.
No. 342398
>>342397Reasons she picked the song:
- she thinks it's different and cool to pick a song by a man when most of them would sing songs by women
- it's a song from her childhood that lots of people would sing along with
- it mentions wearing a red dress, and Sailor Mars is the red senshi
No. 342413
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>>342392Summary:
- Doesn't know what to do with her hair. Keeps wetting and drying it when it's styled and calls it unsustainable for her life.
- Practiced for three days to prepare for the drag show and legs are very sore.
- Admits she does drag once or twice a year and says it stresses her out.
- Calls Sof her bestie, might post a short of her perfomance.
- Says her fight or flight was less bad but before her other performances it was "debilitating panic attacks".
- Did one number where the second one was optional, which she say as a "disability accommodation for her" bc it's always about her.
- Apparently she gets nervous after she performs and it causes panic attacks. Muchie larp incoming. She's performed onstage multiple times and never showed symtoms of post-performance anxiety. She's always proud and super happy with herself after a drag show, cosplay completion, play whatever. Lying bitch will probably claim she was "masking" her anxiety then.
- Brings up canceled shows bc ptsd-attacks and calls people who recorded her in a public place freaks bc they were "harassing" her when they didn't interact with her at all. Such a
victim. She announced where she would be, like she always does.
- Her holiday was half good but the other half was ptsd. Ptsd from what?
- Has a cover on her surger so the cats can't eat the surger threads so she's doing that right, but she still has that tinsel wall up.
- Her grandparents have been in and out of the hospital.
- Made her sailor mars costume in a day and a half because she had other looks planned but they weren't Sailor Mars enough and went on Christmas Break at home (She's always on break. She hardly does anything for youtube and is only self-employed).
- Thought the pixel whip would look cool bc of Mars powers and is too lazy to go downstairs and it from her bag. Some of the strands were flashing really fast but there were other flashing lights so "It's not like an epileptic person would've been there anyway" way to be inclusive of serious disabilities Jill.
- Louise got her strawberry shortcake bedsheets and other homegoods Steven got her the pony and a mlp:fim role playing game.
- Wants to do a what I got for christmas stream and a year in review or life update. Also an updated house tour.
No. 342415
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>>342413Thank you for summarizing. I clipped the part where she talks about the performance, her only having one song being a "disability accommodation for her" (jfc), talks about the cancelled shows one which people being "freaks," and finishes with her talking about how often. She makes an obnoxious clicking noise at the end, beware to headphone users especially. Let me know if there are other parts you nonnies want clipped.
No. 342428
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>>342427Freddy Frills meetup pic
No. 342438
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>>342427Of course she made a bracelet for her new OC Sebastian.
No. 342444
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>>342423Most likely because her "friends" are into it.
>>342430>Arfid, trouble eating, overstimulation, weedAgreed, she really needs to quit for a while. She has no sense of normal for her body. She's constantly inundating it with caffeine and her crappy womanchild. She doesn't want to get ahold of herself so she's stuck in this stupid ass negative feedback loop. I think it's hilarious she wants people to believe she practiced that "routine" for 3 days. Her stamina is horrendous. Twenty-six fucking years old and would rather be a cyberchondriac. What a waste of a leg up in life. Life has a sense of humour.
>>342437I wonder if she'll start larping that she has lipedema a la GlitterandLazers?
>>342438Embarrassing. Wonder what ever happened to that OC she teased with a bracelet during Valentine's day?
No. 342448
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Current views. I added the Pinkie video to show it's still steadily getting views.
No. 342462
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>>342444Not during Valentine's but when she was making the Pripara cosplay. Probably because it's red is why and her wanting a ring at that time. Thread 75.
>>342457Grabbed the pic. It showed the letters V and A. There's an E in there too but not sure about the letter in-between.
>>342458Not looking forward to more video essays on cartoon characters.
No. 342474
>>342413>Her holiday was half good but the other half was ptsd. Ptsd from what?Kek, what an insufferable bitch. Probably because the focus has been on her grandparents' health. Jill can't compete with actual health issues. Also her mom probably told her to eat her vegetables but Jilly boo boo can't with her totally real arfid. Her family is most likely checked out when Jill prattles on about her issues and just say that's nice dear. She gets pissed when people don't fall all over her like when she was a tween/teen.
>Thought the pixel whip would look cool bc of Mars powers and is too lazy to go downstairs and it from her bag. Some of the strands were flashing really fast but there were other flashing lights so **"It's not like an epileptic person would've been there anyway"* way to be inclusive of serious disabilities Jill.*Mask off. She doesn't care unless she can weaponize it. She never gave a CW either on her video. She whined about psf yet does this. Fucking hypocrite. Inclusive only if it personally benefits her.
No. 342524
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>>342523Just noticed the same thing. Picrel is the post that points it out. I can't remember for sure if Jill posted the image on her Twitter, it could have been sourced from that if she did.
No. 342528
>>342524Samefag, I just checked the past thread and I found her post from when she announced it:
>>336748 and I didn't see the published bit like in this photo
>>342521 so maybe this was a selfpost on 4ch?
No. 342532
>>342530it's not a
confirmed selfpost. it's still possible it is since she's been known to go on 4chan. i wouldn't be surprised one way or the other.
No. 342536
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No. 342552
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>>342521>>342530both screenshots are completely different, the one in that thread does not match with the one posted on twitter. not sure how else they would get something with the word "published" on it
>>342536next thread pic please
No. 342555
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>>342550>>342552Sorry, they looked the same at first glance, but she didn't self post. Here's the actual pic
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/status/1872756712404635688 No. 342582
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No. 342583
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>>342582She posted these pictures on insta too. I just grabbed what she wrote.
No. 342588
>>342583Jesus fucking Christ, Jill, it's a fucking HAIRCUT. IT'S NOT THAT DEEP.
But I'll give her this: it's a nice haircut and she looks good.
No. 342596
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>>342582Jillians only real creative talent is catfishing 20 pounds off herself in pictures.
No. 342597
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>>342582>>342583>The style is also very genderRight, a style popular on women in the 1960s is soooo queer and trans of her. It's just a flipped bob.
No. 342600
>>342599She looks younger because she filtered and shooped herself to hell. She does not look like this lol. Faking her face and body is just one more pathological lie for the pile.
>>342598They're so disgusting. I wish she'd at least put something in them. The gaping holes creep me out
No. 342609
>>342583this made me kek out loud, it reads like a parody of a stereotypical annoying wokie
>>342582I see some nonas like it, and this may be controversial but imo she's too fat for hair that short. It looks ok for cropped photos but it makes her body look plumper and frumpier when you see her whole body
No. 342610
>>342596the power of filters. its killing me how stevie has been pretty much the same body type this entire time, in part because he has a job that requires walking and standing (does he drive to work? bike?). I wonder if he watches what he eats compared to jill. shes so sedentary that all the energy drinks and eating fueled by munchies from being high 24/7 kist turn into fat. I have to keep reminding myself shes not even fucking 28 yet (right?! shes 26 right?). she looks like she parties alot kek
>>342583stop whining and making a mountain out of a molehill jill kek always trying to be oppressed
No. 342611
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>>342582In the basement wearing the sweater she got Steve for Christmas.
No. 342620
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Jill remembered she had a bluesky.
>>342613>>342614Plus always taking pics in black and white clothing. Her views are so dated.
No. 342622
>>342589I don't really wanna play into her wording, but I think that's who Jill "really is." I feel like the persona we see in this livestream
>>342427is the real Jill. A self-absorbed, narcissistic, painfully and destructively self-conscious stoner who could possibly be a fun hang sometimes just because she can be funny and witty. I think this Jill is the one that Stevie is in love with. I think this Jill is really sarcastic and does not sincerely and in earnest love the things she loves and actually looks down on it all. I know that's kind of hard to describe, but it's a trait I know all too well with the BPDemon in my own life. They don't really love anything. They actually think everything is stupid. But Jill definitely gives me big millennial-stoner energy (being one myself) and I just see it all in her so much. She's ultimately just an idiot and she knows it. She reveals it in this stream.
No. 342623
>>342583Imagine asking a random woman where she got her haircut from and she hits you with the "I have PSTD, autism and trichillomania. Queer. Non Binary. Feeling gender haircut". Like the fuck? Except in this case, no one asked… She's just putting out there like that.
>>342611Oh my god she looks so smug in these. You put on a male sweater, you look fine. Most women look the same when they were these. Nothing "gender" to eyefuck yourself about
No. 342631
>>342622>could possibly be a fun hang sometimes just because she can be funny and witty. I think this Jill is the one that Stevie is in love with. I agree with this. But this "fun" Jill is not for everyone, I think a lot of people wouldn't tolerate the other side of her antics (the splits, the babying, the attention whoring) even when she's fun and happy and silly sometimes. So it's all about looking at the half glass full when it comes to this type of person. I think Steven gets tired of her a lot, too. Personally, I would get tired of the alter stuff pretty fast even if she's a fun girl to hang around, sadly I think Steven encourages that.
>>342611Male is when you do a dreamworks smirk kek.
No. 342633
>>342632>But again, I think that Jill that plays the TTRPGs is the real Jill, and the one that that Stevie's in love with, the one that's a silly fun-loving unserious stoner and can possibly be herself in the moment.I hope so tbf. Even someone so unauthentic as she is (with 12 different alter personas no less) may let herself be fun in those moments. I surely hope so. I sometimes wonder if she's simply mirroring Steven though.
I think Jillian is just lost at life and doesn't like anything she used to like, and things she forces herself to do because it's part of her "brand" like drag, sewing and cosplay aren't necessarily things she actually loves and this is why they give her anxiety. My wish for her is to evaluate what she really wants to do and who she really is and put things into a balance before the end of her 20s.
No. 342636
>>342620How the fuck is a DnD dice Tower a "sensory ick"? Just roll them on a table ffs. Or there are DnD branded leather/pleather dice bowls to keep them from rolling away. She really never knows shit about what she claims to have interest in, and/or just needed an excuse to post her totes real autism tomfoolery.
This autism LARP arc of hers is my least favourite. It just feels like one huge piss take on actually autistic people and has somehow made her even more insufferable. I found her entertainment and mildly grating at times up to now, but at this point she just shits me off. I cannot wait for the inevitable call out and fall of her delusional little kawiwi empire
No. 342639
>>342637She can work out with youtube videos for free so I agree with that but in my opinion there's nothing wrong with making workouts more fun. Maybe there's some other similar Miku thing she can find online for free though? Or get a second hand ring fit adventure somewhere.
>>342635So many influencers make a career out of thrifting and hauls that I think she should just go back to that.
No. 342640
>>342605It was her BPD probably, she couldn't have normal pricing she had to the be most special and stand out and unique to get all the looks and attention.
>>342633 So are the newfags flocking here or did this thread forget that she is literally lying about being a CSA
victim and recording herself mimicking developmentally disabled people. Faking seizures. Lying about hallucinations. You can come back from that. You think she can have any kind of future with decades of her life recorded for the public to see?
>>342635 Nah I bet Jill is the type of BPD that would get insanely jealous of her baby getting attention from her mom and Steve. Besides she is the baby and does gross ddlg loli shit for Steve.
>>342636 I hope her offensive autism larp is what destroys her. It's like The Ringer level of evil.
No. 342645
>>342636>>342640I agree, the autism larping and the whole Veronica video where she calls herself "a fuckable plaything" really get on my nerves. Those are just on a whole new level of offensive. With the DID everyone can just laugh it off because even professionals are uncertain about it, and the BPD is just obvious atp. But mimicking real struggles for funsies is just evil. Unfortunately she won't get any real backlash because her circles just give asspats and would never fakeclaim and also believe self diagnosing is
VALID. If anyone accuses her of faking she will brush it off or call it ableist and run to Twitter
No. 342648
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>>342620why was this response deleted? It made a fair point
(take it to meta) No. 342676
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Jill has posted a clip from her drag performance in the YouTube shorts. Specifically the part where she rummages around her bag to finally get out the pixel whip and then uses the pixel whip for a bit.
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>>342677The best part is when she smugly stated she was getting the police involved because supposedly the recording anon got into it with her. Where's the papers, Jillian? It's almost like you made up the whole event just because people were laughing at you on an internet forum board. She's the freak. All we do is hold up the mirror. This pic made me lol.
Consequences will never be the same >>342679Exactly this. Wants to be famous but can't handle people laughing at her. She's such a cry-bully.
>>342681>At this rate, she'll be rocking a buzzcut 3 years from now. Her hair is doomed to be brittle, dry/damaged, and just break-off for as long as she keeps dyeing it. She will always have horrific split-ends.She can only blame herself. Imagine being this pigheaded.
No. 342688
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>>342582>>342681Unfortunately, she will keep doing some variation of rainbow hair forever so she can pretend to be 20 still, mildly attractive, real influencer with real brand deals, having a real fanbase (rest in piss confetti club, she makes memes about herself now), friendships, ugly cosplayers back home trying to clout chase her, still finishing college not a failure yet etc.
She peaked insanely early in life so she will remain trying to be prime Jillian forever. And prime Jillian was nothing special. She doesn't wanna grow up and actively rejects it in any form. It's no surprise she wanted to "get back" into lolita for a bit. GROW UP.
No. 342691
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>>342690Your probably right cause she barely has any references and everytime a farmer guesses where shes getting her oc shit from its always the most obvious thing ever eg arcane and drag race shit
No. 342700
>>342684you havent seen that many then. hers are very tame.
>>342685>ip account infokek there are no accounts here? theyre just saying anything hoping something sticks because that doesnt compare to the amount of info social medias giant keep on everyone
>>342688the real reason why I want jill to grow tf up is because the fatter and older she gets, the act will become even more cringe. she wears her insecurities on her arm like a wristband, and seeing someone past 30 acting this way will be too embarrassing and pathetic
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>>342700> the real reason why I want jill to grow tf up is because the fatter and older she gets, the act will become even more cringe. she wears her insecurities on her arm like a wristband, and seeing someone past 30 acting this way will be too embarrassing and patheticShe should go minimalist like Mina Le did. I think she’d get a lot of views for that.
No. 342722
>>342708Jill isn't attractive, interesting or knowledgeable enough to pull this off. She should just go back to her maximalism weeb shit.
>>342713Tbh i think the reason she went so far off the deep end is because she can't simply shop her way into getting attention like the good ole days. If Louise was willing buy Jill a bunch of crap now like when she was younger, Jill would probably drop all of the alter and DiD shit. Jill is addicted to attention but she's not talented enough to command it naturally. She's forced to manufacture it.
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No. 342736
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>>342722Spot on
>Jill is addicted to attention but she's not talented enough to command it naturally. She's forced to manufacture it.Probably a source of anxiety
>>342731I'm cackling imagining her as a who.
>>342732Agreed
No. 342740
>>342726I thought that the point of the lingerie worn over regular clothes was supposed to look relaxed or sexy and not like she tried to fix the casing that was keeping her sausage-like body in place.
>>342582She really likes this ugly cloth styled over her regular clothes, in this picture it looks painfully small.
No. 342752
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>>342748I did a little digging. SHEIN differs from Aliexpress because they can curate their items to have a slightly higher quality, however, DHGate does work with a lot of the same warehouses and works more like Aliexpress. Meaning, she is paying for SHEIN quality, but at inflated prices because she went through a company that focuses on higher-quality wholesale. However, they do offer a hiked price for people wanting to buy a wholesale item in single units hence the $32.
She's so hellbent on looking like she doesn't buy SHEIN quality, but she is buying SHEIN quality. She's just buying it without the name attached when what she's really doing is buying a lingerie set at a 3-7x the cost. Unless she didn't buy it off of DHgate which is also possible. Amazon carries it too and so do a couple other stores.
No. 342757
>>342752>SHEIN differs from Aliexpress because they can curate their items to have a slightly higher qualityThey're the same shit quality anon. Don't fall for bullshit made up by people wanting to justify why their shit is better than others' shit.
Also, the DHGate screenshot wasn't Jill's but from an anon to show Jill bought cheap shit. Maybe start your "digging" with checking who posted what exactly.
No. 342762
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>>342752She should stop lying to herself and return to being a consoomer that buys fast fashion and film hauls and what not.
>>342392The only Christmas gift she showed from her mom were some strawberry shortcake bed sheets. Would be funny if she didn't get anything else from her.
It's around 39:17 but she also says "the baby inside is happy" referring to her alter being happy about the gift.
No. 342770
>>342767I actually meant that they are all from the same factories and I left that out somehow. Move on and stop infighting about it. They all come the same place, but just like a different anon said, they can
customize meaning
curate a slightly higher quality. Doesn't make it any better or really "good" though.
No. 342779
>>342726That one
nonny was right tosay she’s to fat for short hair. That haircut makes her look 40 kek
No. 342792
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Community post from YouTube. Same pictures she's been spamming on other social media sites.
>>342785Jill also does not maintain a balance. She goes hard at the get go. She gets angry when you point out how out of control she is.
>>342791If you recall, she was at first dumping some of the ponies just in soapy water calling that restoration.
No. 342807
>>342427>>342792The way she's clinging into these pictures with her styled hair like we don't know she's in frumpy clothes and unbrushed hair 24/7
>>342427 >>341677
>>340676She's been in a bun for years now cause shes so lazy, now that it's super short it will just be this
>>342596Most of her "work" is doing nothing burger livestreams and she always looks like shit (and has nothing to talk about). She looks like a slob most of the time and that haircut she's smiling so smug about won't change that
No. 342808
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>>342792Comment from under the community post. Please god no.
>>342796The makeup and the hair is making her look older, not in a good way. Imagine if she had on those round glasses she bought last year.
No. 342822
>>340101This is a good choice. Ngl the comic one makes it hard to find her thread unless you're reading the name of the thread. Or something with
>>340958 >>342812Does she have a cowlick? That's the only reason people really start that far back.
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No. 342873
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>>342839Did she say that to Steve? Lol, Jerrick moment.
No. 342874
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She changed the pinned tweet to her haircut. It was previously the tweet about the Pinkie Pie video. How long is she going to milk this haircut she got back in December? Does she literally have nothing else to talk about?(repost)
No. 342876
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She might be seeing another therapist. In the what's your real opinion about cows thread, an anon >>2346346 claims to have seen her at a therapy place. Take it with a grain of salt, but it could explain why she's so quiet as of late.(tinfoiling)
No. 342886
>>342876I wonder what made her go back to real therapy. Family pressure to do something about her made up diseases? Stevie getting sick of the retarded act? Needing to do something new for attention to spice things up? I guess we'll see soon enough. She always lies and tells on herself on her videos anyway
>>342877Watch her post a new ugly selfie in two days just because of this post.
No. 342901
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>>342884I hope Jill's new enabler therapist is prepared. Things didn't go so well for Jed and now anyone who looks him up will know what a quack he is to encourage a made-up illness in a pathological liar like Jill. Jedidiah Mathews is the therapist who enabled the infamous Happy DID Diagnoses cake.
No. 342906
>>342876I hate this DID faker shit, especially when it comes in the form of a wall of text. It's a bunch of word vomit garbage not even worth paying attention to. I hate when Jill interacts with that one @documense smile emoji avatar person on xitter because together they come up with the most egregious things to say.
I saw that one anon mention she found her at the therapist office. You unfortunately linked it wrong, here's the post
>>>/ot/2346346 No. 342918
>>342917What the fuck is with BPDemons and LARPing disability. Pretending to have a "disability" is like fucking catnip to bippies they just cannot fucking resist the Ultra Forever
Victim status of being disabled. It's fucking sick. Fuck Jill's fugly, fat lard-ass. Stupid witch-nosed ugly bitch. You are not fucking disabled your mommy just kissed your ass into the fucking stratosphere as a child and thus you have no talents or accomplishments. All this soulless bitch wants is to do nothing and be all the more a special snowflake for it. I genuinely fucking hate this cunt. Fuck her.
No. 342922
>>342919bet my left tit the majority of these disability-larping young girls are just like jillybean and don't have a diagnosis from an actual qualified health professional and expert in their "condition," much less have attempted some sort of a well-rounded care plan. these bippie larpers forget that even with an actual diagnosis "on paper" it does not automatically make you disabled. it can be a qualifier of disability only if it is debilitating to your life to a certain degree. so dumb.
>>342911"Everything has changed" WTF is this ominous sounding ass title? i knew this jill phase was coming but it still pisses me off.
No. 342923
>>342920Oh, she absolutely has BPD. It's the one thing she has, and it's the one thing she will never treat.
>>342922Lots of them have doctor shopped or used those services to pay for autism/ADHD diagnoses where they tell everyone they have it. You're right that probably close to zero of them have any sort of paperwork that actually says they're disabled, though.
No. 342926
>>342917"I'm technically disabled :D :D :D"
Might as well embrace being a pathetic loser I guess.
(emoji) No. 342927
>>342911"Obviously I have like, an actual health team and actual people that work with me directly."
Except for the fact that you don't? You use AI chatbot therapy, you use telehealth to manipulate your way into being able to purchase prescriptions (like Felix, I'm certain), you abuse nasal spray, marijuana, and medication.
You don't do anything except lie.
No. 342932
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>>342917>"I'm technically disabled smiles in dupers delight"That "technically" is key. She's testing the waters again. First they were just RTs about autism, then tweets claiming to be, then throw away lines in her videos, now she's "technically" fucking disabled. She's always pushing how far she can take it. Disgusting manipulator. Also she's huge.
No. 342933
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>>342917clip anon if it's not too much to ask could you please clip the part at 17:38 where she screams "MENTAL ILLNESS" over and over? i would make a gif but that obviously wouldn't have the screaming included kek
>>342931also a good clip to have
No. 342934
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>>342911She had it so fucking easy. Upper middle glass parents and internet popularity in the tumblr age to cultivate fans. She could have shit out any cheap kawaii products and had a better income than now. Nobody wants to hear her high ass on a podcast with her fiance whose close to checking out mentally kek. She is the laziest cow in the pasture.
No. 342935
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>>342917She should apply for disability since she’s so disabled.
No. 342937
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>>342929If she was actually autistic she would devote her life to her "interests". She barely has a job and does it from home. Big townhouse, no roommates, in bed all day munching, bf cleans the cat vomit. The dream scenario. She could dedicate herself to make clothes 24/7. Other creators with real adult responsibilities do lots of pieces for fun. And they often have less years doing it than her. All the free time in the world and can't do autistic shit? She made 1 my little pony video and thinks shes disabled
>>342934Good thing mommy got her that iPad. She uses it every two months for amazing designs like this. Totally couldn't have made this in a napkin in 5 minutes. Amazing.
No. 342944
>>342937Her sewing projects are so well fabricated that you can't tell that she sewed them herself. Good for her!
>>342917Jill is the type of person that people would HATE if she was a mainstream basic youtuber instead of this cute rainbow "queer pansexual" girl claiming to be disabled and having did when she clearly doesn't. When you look basic and do shit like this, you get cancelled and your wrongdoings are forever a mark on your internet presence. But when you look and act like her with dyed hair, piercings, and say that you're queer/trans, people don't recognize when you do something wrong. Probably bc they're afraid of being called a ableist homophobe. I remember when she said "I would call myself a lesbian if I wasn't dating someone with a dick" although she had clearly enjoyed being with the guys that she dated before and was insensitive towards Colin being a they/them. Calling herself non-binary bc she has a intersex alter (Veronica) and gay alters (Cliff and Sebastian) would be seen as queerbaiting. Acting like she was gay right after Colin dumped her was atrocious. If she looked and acted like a straight cis woman her fans would've hated for her saying things like that.
No. 342947
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>>342911>300 hours on FaluluSure, Jilly. Picrel is around the 23:51 mark. She may make a cure Marine cosplay to go with Sof's cure Blossom but not enter the competition since she's mad at the con. She's bitter af.
>>342913Finally took the plunge. It'll be interesting how far she'll go now that she's in Munchausen territory. Will she want to get those coveted medical toys like all the other munchie girls?
>>342935Kek, the whinging alone about the procedures would be gold.
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>>342951Kek you're so right. She's digging her own grave with this and she loves every second of it. From DID cake to
technically disabled. Theres no return from this. The internet is forever and she's claimed too many things for them all to be true.
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>>342911she talks about her 2025 new year's resolution list around the 23:46 mark
>>342938kek thanks anon No. 342957
>>342937This girl and her creations are so cute. I like that she made something for her mom too.
Jill could do similar content like that, but honestly I don't care if she does or not. I don't think she would.
>>342917I don't know about others in this thread and their definitions but for me being "technically disabled" isn't fun or something to be glad about. I don't want to blog but I have someone dear to me that due to a physical condition that developed over time they are what you maybe would call technically disabled and because of that they live an excruciating painful life. Being "technically disabled" is hard because you live in the edge of not being normal enough to have a normal life and not having it bad enough that others may understand your condition and offer help.
I'm not even offended anymore at anything Jill says, I know she's larping and she's been going at it for a while now so I'm not surprised that someone who is completely able bodied like her could say something like that. It's been years living a lie and playing with toys in the classroom and doing weird munchie things and claiming conditions without the proper assessments. Everything she says she has she always says with joy and delight. I'm just speechless, she really kills all credibility with how happy she is to be seen as ill. It's weird.
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>>342911“Disabled”
oh would you ever
fuck off, jillian. what a disgusting excuse for a person. with really shit hair.
>>342934“try to stick to daily routine”
if you have to TRY you are not autistic, hope that helps (watch her read this and fabricate some more complete and utter bullshit about why her “autism” is different guise!1!! it manifests differently for our speshul wittle jiwwybean because fuck meeting ANY of the diagnostic criteria ig)
No. 342959
>>342947>she's mad at the con. She's bitter af.Big fish in a small pond mentality. She can always go to another con. It's honestly pathetic and Sof is unironically mogging her in everything Jill thought made her own self special.
>>342913Girl claims to be disabled despite doing shit like this
>>342371 just weeks ago. Like, what? Make up your mind.
But of course the smol bby pansexual nonbinary bio drag queen weeb with multiple personality disorder would claim to be technically disabled. Jill is nothing but a bored, lazy straight woman that smokes weed, has childish outbursts, and is going to get married to a creepy ass guy. Her life is sad but not in the way she wants it to be. I really wonder what's happening in her mind whenever she says stuff like this.
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I think no one posted the echolalia mention
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>>342371>>342917>Jillian says she's "technically disabled" in her video Ah yes Jillian you're totes sooper disabled for reals. Real autism disability hours. Just look at how she dances like a stupid womanchild in front of tons of people, a truly hashtag disabled slay moment.
this is all sarcasm if it isn't clear enough. She looks and acts retarded, just not in the way she wants to be.
>>342962I'm so fucking tired of her saying she has echolalia. She thinks repeatedly saying "slay" is echolalia. Having a word or phrase stuck in your mind and overusing it is not echolalia. The "slay" one is particularly infuriating and pathetic to me.
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>>342934>>342954Side to side comparison. These are way too similar, did she not accomplish anything last year? Also kek at her planning to make a podcast that never happened.
>>342961I'm just waiting for her to make up some alter with a real disability. That would be the bottom of the barrel. How good can you have it on life that you decide to larp disability? It's frustrating because you can tell she has never been through real hardships, people usually don't want to be disabled.
No. 342966
>>342964Jill identifies as queer while being in a straight relationship, has the short weird hairdye bowl haircut, does porny "drag queen" shows where she gets paid money to dance like a slut (she's bad at it, but that IS the point of drag), thinks she's nonbinary, identifies as having diagnoses of serious mental illness and developmental disorders (remember when she had a DSD kek). Everything she does has been documented for years so we know it's all lies.
I honestly don't understand why she isn't a publicly known lolcow by all the big commentator youtube channels, she's a walking gendie stereotype and a gold mine of cringe content to use and ridicule.
No. 342969
>>342965I'll try to transcribe it since it's hard to read.
2024
>Upload to youtube at least weekly!>Monthly calendars & wallpapers 4 patreon>Try to stick to daily routine>Start selling handmade fashion & accessories >Re-do & re-fresh & re-launch website!>Say yes to more collabs & opportunities >Start pixietalks podcast>Create cosplay & convention content again2025
>Main focus: Launching online store aahhhhh>Secondary focus: Wedding dress etc…>Fitness goals>Updated house tour?!>Video essays>Reach out to collab!>Personal plans>Fashion shows X2>Take more pics with pals!>Communicate internally>Therapy slay>& continue to re-wire our nervous system >Uploading regularly -> also 2 insta!!>Health goals!>Prepare 4 wedding omg>Hair growth & maintenance >Manage my inboxes & emails>Mediating… often! No. 342981
>>342897I think
nonnie meant Jill gets the dopamine rush from getting attention as the biggest fan ever, not from actually enjoying the content. Which is true and people have said that for years, way before she started her DiD larp. It's just easier for a teenager to get away with that behavior because they're still learning how to human.
>>342929
>What's interesting to me (and also obviously infuriating) is that she is directly explaining that she didn't follow through with some of her resolutions (the most notable one being the fucking fashion brand) because she is disabled and cannot expect to accomplish things the way non-disabled people doThis is also something that's been repeated in this thread for years. This whole DiD/Disabled nonsense is just her trying to cover her ass and protect her delicate ego from reality. And reality is: Jill just isn't that talented or unique. Everything she does can be easily replicated by someone younger than her with less free time and family support. I'd call her a jack of all trades, but she's barely even mediocre at most of them. She was an average piano player and dropped that once it stopped getting her attention. She couldn't make a decent Lolita coord to save her life, so she dropped that once people pointed it out. She probably tried applying to real fashion schools in Canada but couldn't hack it, so she went to her arts and crafts college and was still the worst designer of the bunch. And as we all know, she never ended up making her brand because again, she doesn't have any designing/seamstress talent.
The only thing she's been consistent with is cosplay at her local convention, but now that Sofia dethroned her, she'll probably end up slowly dropping cosplay as well and fully lean into her disability larp. If she does still do cosplay she'll make sure everyone knows just how hard it was for her because she's so disabled and "lost her abilities"(grandma's arthritic fingers can't sew Jilly Bean up another decent cosplay)
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>>342911I normally think Jill is cute despite everything but this is difficult to watch. She needs to drop this agressive soylennial drag makeup, it has never suited her and she looks like she's stuck in a 2014 time capsule.
>Muh nervous system Saying "Nervous system" has to be included in the diagnosis criteria of munchies by internet because they
all repeat it. All that nervous and chemical talk (fake btw, mental illness is
not chemical imbalance) is cringe, it's like she's consciously avoiding any real reflection by dumping it on her body. Her job is navel-gazing in front of a camera and she's not even good at it.
>>342944>But when you look and act like her with dyed hair, piercingsBeing agressively artsy is a cover for deranged, perverse behavior for many if not most professional eccentrics. Luckily for her and women around her, Stevie is too gay and her dirty secret is BPD malingering, nothing sexual or criminal. But it's the same phenomenon
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>>342995I honestly hope she never grows it out. I'm sick and tired of the poop bun + bandanna combo.
>>342996She thinks repeating slay or other zoomer/meme sayings is echolalia, she thinks dancing is a stim, she thinks being afraid of a haircut is fear of change. She is a dumbass who imitates autism by learning through tiktok and twitter. She doesn't care to learn it correctly.
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>>342962>>342987You are so right about how similar to faking Tourettes it is which is fitting cause Tiktok Fakers love DID, Autism and Tourettes. Could be another diagnosis she wanted or could grift later
Insisting she has less common symptoms like echolalia and arfid is so obvious. She can't just be something. She has to have the most rare and quirkiest and snowflakiest of all autism cases. Doesn't fit main criteria, completely functional her whole life but also has uncommon symptoms her family would have noticed when she was a kid
No. 343004
>>342982>the reality is that there are so many people who have conditions that impact their life enormously, but not “enough” to qualify for any kind of support>she has no idea what disability restricting her capability really looks like.I agree with your post.
Not even her mom getting cancer again could teach her what being physically ill, exhausted, and unable to work is. She's very lucky to have working legs and arms, a healthy body despite the weed/alcohol/shitty diet, no chronic pain and no chronic illness. And yet, she wants to be disabled because it absolves her from feeling like a failure. Even if she truly was mentally ill in the way she says she is, she's clearly still able to get a part time job like she has before. She just wants an easy home bound life with no worries and for Steven to become her caregiver.
No. 343010
>>343002I wish she would just admit she just supremely
insecure. I feel thats the problem with a lot of tiktok fags and the chronically online. she lived online for a long ass time so shes constantly comparing herself to people who have no bearing on her life but shes convinced they do
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>>343006>>343009I think she's bigger in the "pls notice my 2 pound weightloss" haircut pictures
>>341009 og pic was from around 2022. IMO you can see her back is twice as big and way less hair kek