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No. 319202
copied from the last thread
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical stateMEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 14-16 year old emo trans guy. "He mentioned feeling 17." Was labeled as being a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". A protector that likes yellow. Basically just Flora, but hyper.>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also a protector that likes yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last thread:
>>>/w/316686Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 319207
>>319205thanks for the thread and to you other
nonnie for posting the video ! the thumbnail alone makes me think she at least subconsciously wants to sabotage her channel and future brand deals. or the bpd makes her so immediate satisfaction oriented that a few moments of tea and excitement are chosen over long-term stability
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>>319205 pixie finally spilled the superrrrrrr interesting tea about betterhealth !!!1! (sarcasm tone indicator)
literally a video about nothing. at 9:50 she almost took responsibility (in a very doomer way) but instead she was rewarded for her negligence and incompetence so she avoids any responsibility in the matter!!
she signed up for betterhelp and doesnt remember it in may 2020, a few months into covid altering a lot of facets of life but she didnt talk mention that at all, only vague stuff abour ~being in college and being so traumatized~, because its all about her why would she talk about something that affected other people too?
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>>319212Her face looks stupid. Like a grandma showing off her lip injections, the lip pushing continues to not be a good look.
>>319214Every little thing in her life needs a special medical title. I didn't realize her journey to the disability check would be this mundane.
No. 319220
Meet the alters is still outdated, here's the new one.
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".
>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.
>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.
>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.
>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".
>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.
>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.
>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.
>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.
>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".
>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.
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>>319214the way this larper googles medical terms for everything she does but hasn't seen a therapist in years… just from last thread
>grind teeth? BRUXISM!>fatty diet? AFRID>eat shit? now its PICA>damaged hair? THRICH>drunk and high? AMNESIA>no tendies as a kid? PSTD>dance? STIM>no friends? AUTISM>UTI? CSA symptom>HSM fan? AUTISM>wear wig and cleavage? HYPERSEXUAL>bpd mood swings and no real identity? DID No. 319237
>>319236exactly. its not like a dentist told her it was that. everything she "diagnoses" is webmd shit she finds. she doesn't see a doctor or psychiatrist because they would know shes full of shit and her "symptoms" are just too much weed.
no wonder she tried betterhelp instead and got "amnesia" kek
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Picrel but more breadcrumbs that she's just embarrassed about what she's posted in the past few months. Some industrious anons should work on archiving her more ludicrous tweets before she inevitably wipes her various Twitter accounts after the DID saga concludes.
>>319251Well that's not what Jill typed but alright.
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>>319235Maybe see a doctor you absolute munchie!? What’s the bet it’s weight gain causing her blood pressure to sky rocket or one of the medications she’s unnecessarily been prescribed having side effects?
Why she posts this shit online when it could be a symptom of a serious problem makes it seems like she really wants something debilitating to happen to her.
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>>319205full recap for did larp documentation purposes
>opens the video by hyping "a pretty juicy tale that ive been excited to talk about">better help reached out to jill asking to sponsor her in 2018, she never responded because she did not know 100% if it was trustworthy and good because her audience is "vulnerable" people 1:31>she signed up for 1 month on her own to investigate and spent around $250 cad >she got charged for the 2nd month slightly before the 1st month was over>gives a big disclaimer that "i have a disorder that causes memory problems" 2:18 "i was experiencing traumas, i was moving my house, i was splitting, i was struggling all over the place. a lot of these memories are hazy.">basically takes the most fence sitting stance that she's not making an "accusation against better health but is in no way an endorsement/advertisement">says this billing issue was a "CRAZY thing in my life that just BLOWS my MIND">actually hilarious moment at 3:24 where she acknowledges that even a person without memory issues or amnesia would have trouble keeping track of their subscriptions (kek, jill)>finally goes back to the story. gets charged for 2nd month before 1st month is over. says she "believed" she cancelled the subscription before being charged. customer service promptly gave her a refund immediately for the 2nd month.
>flash forward to fall 2023, she is getting audited by the CRA so she is digging back into her old statements >admits to not having good bookkeeping of her bills and her automatic charges for adobe, sound, etc>finds in her paypal that she's paid over $1k to better help since 2018 >checks her account to see if she had used the service any time over the last 5 years and didnt remember>basically says she didnt know what happened. she got charged for 3 sessions by accident in 2020 (shows a screenshot amounting to $780, not 1k). she says it "smells like alter activity">dupers delight smile at 6:16 "its very possible i could have" (referring to another alter receiving the therapy)>contacted better help customer service and said she hoped they would be understanding because she is so mwentally will. the subject title to her email is "I need help" picrel>note that she signs both of her customer service emails from Jillian, not pixie, even in 2023>blames not seeing the charge on being in college and losing her mind>customer service just immediately apologizes, since the charges are over 3+ years old, they offer to mail her a physical check for the incorrect billings.>they make a mistake, they say it will now be through wire payment >they called to verify her info for the wire and she didn't pick up the phone for 2 weeks straight. she admits she just doesn't answer any phone calls>she then got refunded once she picked up the phone>ends the story calling it her own fault yet also calling it hot tea & gossip
>13:50 looks off camera with another dupers delight smile saying "that HAD to be me" (suggesting she was so mwentally jill that one of her alters had those therapy sessions)>says the moral of the story is the "true hidden harms and implications of DID, there should be no reason why i dont remember $1k charges of therapy. i really dont think this was better help's fault" 14:30>14:53 "people often say that people who use conditions like BPD/DID/Autism to get away from responsibilities and blame it on something else or not take your responsibilities for your actions…but my memory as a result of my DID makes me so much more willing to be like 'that was probably me'." No. 319280
>>319274huh, no wonder she was so excited to share this. by finding a surprise recurring charge she can tell everyone that it was totally her DID and an alter was taking therapy without her knowing -
maybe. and that "maybe" is exciting for her shill
No. 319281
>>319274What a pointless video, she has no one to blame in this situation other than herself. If her 'DID' is so bad she doesn't notice multiple payments leaving her account for years shouldn't Steve or her Mum be looking after her accounts? What's to stop an 'alter' from randomly spending another $1,000?
My personal tinfoil is she didn't join betterhelp to 'investigate', she was fully aware of the controversies and wanted to take advantage of the fact there are unlicensed therapists on there who would diagnose her with whatever she wanted.
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>>319263couldn't help myself
No. 319286
>>319285 this is true artistic genius,
nonnie. Jill could never!
No. 319288
>>319274interesting, if you compare the 3 dates she was billed, you can see its around some events that nod to the did larp
first billing: may 13 2020
>>91913 5 days prior she puts out a video bitching about her bpd
>>92341 4 days prior tweets about disassociating
>>92392 3 days prior comments in support of diassociadid, and this is when the thread really starts to pick up on the breadcrumbing
second billing: june 10 2020
>>99851 1 day after this appointment she launches 5 petal flower, which many nonas have speculated on as the first did breadcrumb
>>100595 4 days after this appointment she pushes a youtube video live. sadly no nona recapped at the time so not sure what it was, but its privated now. wonder why its privated.
third billing: july 8 2020
>>103649 4 days prior, she puts out a video with assumptions that breadcrumbs autism and did. mentions of stimming, childhood trauma, mental breakdowns
>>104266 1 day prior tweets about having "awful brain"
>>104422 day of appointment she announces 5 petal flower on youtube
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>>319288whoops, dropped the pic from jills video
No. 319290
>>319285holy shit
nonnie this is brilliant
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>>319274> 14:53 "people often say that people who use conditions like BPD/DID/Autism to get away from responsibilities and blame it on something else or not take your responsibilities for your actions…but my memory as a result of my DID makes me so much more willing to be like 'that was probably me'."But she didn’t take responsibility. Taking responsibility would be recognizing she can’t be responsible for her finances and having someone else on the account to keep an eye on it because her mental illness prevents her. Responsibility isn’t shifting the blame to the company she grifted.
Her real mental illness is being a high functioning retard given how she doesn’t know what words like “responsibility” means.
No. 319304
>>319274>"people often say that people who use conditions like BPD/DID/Autism to get away from responsibilities and blame it on something else or not take your responsibilities for your actions…but my memory as a result of my DID makes me so much more willing to be like 'that was probably me'."Yeah that just sounds like someone trying to blame everything on memory issues and "much alter did this". Taking 0 responsibility as always.
Her mentioning her totes real amnesia is funny because for someone with "amnesia" she surely remembers a lot of shit.
>>319214>Can't chew hard foodsNo more vegetables for Jilly I guess.
>>319285This is very good idk why mods banned it. Make it next thread op please
No. 319309
>>319274So she admits she may well have used their services and therefore the billings could have been genuine, but wants her money back anyway? She didn’t mention even asking her alters if one of them used the service even though most of them supposedly have great communication. What’s to stop her and other DID larpers from swindling other online services by claiming it was an alter who scheduled that session / took that course / watched that movie and therefore they, as the host, shouldn’t have to pay for it?
If Jill truly believed she had alters, I don’t think she would have demanded her money back. She knows she didn’t use their service and so feels confident requesting a refund but threw in the amnesia bit to make it fit with her DID claims, because she knows we’d call her out on it otherwise. I don’t think she realises how much this could bite her in the ass. She herself said Better Help is very litigious, yet she still handed them a video where she admits she possibly did use the services they refunded her for.
No. 319310
>>319309The fact that she’s even making an entire video on it, the fact she even brought up alter involvement and a possibility of having used it… Bizarre. Totally comes off as if she knows for a fact she’s used the services plenty & as we know her wallet’s hurting right now. Her phrasing is just awkward. All her videos lately have been vapid click-baity bullshit. She knows betterhelp is a hot topic in online “mental illness spaces” (???) and it makes her seem like she has more experience in treatment than she really does. Losing money to forgotten subscriptions is obviously an extremely common and mundane operator error and I truly can’t imagine that’s beyond her. She’s a very dissonant creature, acting like a retarded toddler for coddles and attention while being an entitled deceptive bully.
Lately it just feels like she’s been doing a disturbing sort of fan-service for lc, constantly modifying her behavior as any fluke or flaw is mentioned on here. It’s getting creepy. She is never not self deprecating. Watching anything she shits out now is just submitting yourself to a constant stream of her either trying to prove nothing to nobody who cares or pleading with you to agree that she is, in fact, insane.
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>>319309>I don’t think she realises how much this could bite her in the ass. She herself said Better Help is very litigious, yet she still handed them a video where she admits she possibly did use the services they refunded her for.They most definitely would have a record of any appointments and their duration, therapist etc if there were any, so what she says in this video doesn't count as proof over their records.
>>319285The
make it about yourself and
prioritise male pain (and mine) are my favourite parts, idk why you got banned since fanart/edits are generally allowed in Jill's thread
>>319232Isn't teeth grinding something crackheads do? Kinda suggests she should lay off the everything (meds, weed, coffee, alcohol, energy drinks every day)
She has really nice teeth imo and fucking them up will potentially cause her permanent hassle.
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>>319310nta but so true. "confetti club" era jill was different. she used to post her friends, outfits going out, collin dates, future plans. now shes lonelier than ever. selfies always on her kawaii hellhouse. always obsessively responding to farmers. she doesnt even wait. old pixielocks lurked but not this blatantly. must be boring high and alone while stevie works.
pic related from mild influencer to one of the worst cows
No. 319314
>>319274The way Jillian treats moving out as this super traumatic event really shows how spoiled she is. So many people are kicked out by shitty parents and have to fend for themselves, or have trauma from moving into bad neighborhoods or homeless shelters. And Jill thinks it's traumatic to move out of her parents house to a bug townhouse in a nice area with her boyfriend, with her parents totally supporting her. It's just such a privileged way of living and she still thinks she had this horrendous and
abusive upbringing.
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>>319316>nothing but accomodatingAnd I'd like to add that this is 100% because of her status as an ""influencer"", since she said they had reached out to her previously. Among other things, BetterHelp is notorious for overcharging, continuing to charge without notice after cancellation/free trial, and putting already vulnerable people through awful hoops to attempt to get a refund, and some people don't get refunded at all. The fact that the charges were 3 years old, afaik way past any buyer protection laws, and that not only it was super easy but they
chased after her (calling her for 2 weeks?!) to make sure she got a refund, for a service she "doesn't remember" if she used or not, imo is solely because they treat influencers differently than regular customers, as they are known to do. So she comes off as stupidly privileged, while acting like getting VIP treatment from a scummy company makes her a
victim somehow.
No. 319327
>>319316Nonny she's sooooo mentally ill, how could she possibly be financially responsible? It's not her fault! Taking 5 mins to log in and check you bank statements is hard!
>>319319Because of this the video actually comes off seeming more positive towards BetterHelp, even though this would not be the average experience.
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>>319329Her changing the lyrics from “I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like” is interesting because it just reminds me of her inability to admit any fault whatsoever at any point. Unlike the narrator of the song (Grace Kelly by MIKA) she would never admit she is actually seeking that attention, would never admit her morals depend on how much approval she gets. But the song is a dead ringer for her behavior. Pure poetry.
>>319333She chopped the dress with scissors to make it shorter and didn’t hem it. Very professional seamstress of her. Forever painstakingly ensured that the garish smudgy cutter’s-coverup special-interest-evidence is visible.
No. 319337
>>319329The lighting of this photo is dogshit and the colors are clashing like crazy. She has big black soulless eyes like Shayna does kek
>>319274She genuinely believes being incompetent makes her disability LARP more believable, because in her fucked up mind only disabled and mentally ill people screw up shit like this, which is unbelievably insulting. The fact that she forgot to cancel her bills for a therapy website and not Adobe is perfect for her uwu so mentuwwy ill bullshit hence the video. If it was something else she probably wouldn’t have made this shit
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>>319329I can’t get over her face do yall see this?? It’s giving troll baby
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>>319306ayrt, this is true, i didnt realize it was for the whole month and assumed mistakenly the appt was on the day.
regardless its interesting that the beginnings of the DID larp breadcrumbing correspond with the time period of these appointments. if you go back and read those threads you can see that her hinting gets so overt and she starts calling did "a chronic health condition" even just 1 month after the last better help charge. just a strange timeline is all
>>108915>>319344i see it too
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>>319316It's actually a new subscription,
>>319289she signed up for one month in 2018, cancelled in 2018 and then subscribed again in 2020 for three months, I suspect she genuinely did not use the services in this time. But seems like she cancelled after three months and then came back nearly 4 years later to get a refund for it.
This is why there is usually a small refund window in normal commerce, it's possible that it just magically started charging her out of nowhere in 2020, but the usage pattern looks like she did it. It's a common thing in retail where customers will find some old item they bought a year or two ago, and take it to the store to try and get a refund for their well-used items for some extra cash, it seems like this to me. I have no idea why she tried to advertise this as crazy hot tea when it's just her scrounging for a refund.
No. 319362
>>319310For me it comes off as this:
Making "tea" videos being critical of betterhelp has been trendy for a while, though nowadays I see more youtubers accepting sponsorships again. She wanted to hop on the bandwagon but her mundane situation was so boring that she tried to put a spin on it and failed. Her life is so boring and she thinks she's so special that she believes anything will be amusing to her viewers and that's just not the case at all
No. 319363
>>3193521.this is not what arfid is kek she's just picky
2.that food looks so greasy and cheesy will probably cause diarrhea
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>>319352>Self-diagnose autism and ARFID>Consume strictly beige food, energy drinks and coffee>YEARS since moving out>make retard proof recipe of cheese and pasta noodles>Self-congratulate yourself on beating your self-diagnosed ARFID…i wonder if she realizes why no one but herself reacts to her never ending pity parties. not even her mom or stevie humour her anymore
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>>319364But nonnie, she added spinach to it too. She may notice but doesn't care as long as she gets one person to give her attention. Her need to be praised for every little thing she does has to be grating especially at her big girl age.
>>319274>admits to not having good bookkeeping of her bills and her automatic charges for adobe, sound, etcShouldn't have Cliffe been helping with that since he
loves doing taxes.
>ends the story calling it her own fault yet also calling it hot tea & gossipShe's so boring and this nothingburger made her excited. Pathetic especially how she won't take responsibility but I expect nothing less.
>>319285I ♥ this so much. I know this is early but next thread pic, please.
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>>319368And she added cheese to this? Easily hitting 1000-1200 kcal a portion at that point. That's close to her TDEE.
(nitpick) No. 319379
>>319376Weed and getting fat. It's hard to really style yourself when you're unhappy with your body, even more so when you've gotten to fat for most of your wardrobe.
I know it's been said many times before by others, but I'm surprised she hasn't doubled down and joined the Fat Acceptance/Fat Liberation movement.
No. 319387
>>319379Because Jill thinks she will lose the weight eventually. She has said things over the years that indicate this. From when she first gained 10-15ish pounds and was talking about watching PreCure on the treadmill to her saying Jerricka has anorexia, she is hopeful that she loses the weight one day.
>>319380She has probably gained about 50-60lbs. She is short and stocky, but she is basically unrecognizable from who she was 5 years ago. Gaining a pound per month would put her at 60ish pounds of weight gain, and there's no way Jill isn't eating at least an excessive 3600 calories each month.
No. 319396
>>319205So she’s the
victim bc trauma & amnesia when this would never be an issue if she’d just check her bank every so often
I mean how privileged do you have to be to ignore your income only to also play pretend you have multiple personalities and heavy amnesia
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>>319424I read it the same way too so you're not alone. I still find it funny she was asking for recipes for cooking broccoli. She acts like cooking vegetables is hard. Then again little miss toddler palate supposedly had to look at a picture of a chicken burger while eating one her mom made her. Having taste buds blown out from consuming too much sugar, salt, and fat does make eating healthier food harder. She reminds of a family friend who has a palate of a toddler and will complain if the dish isn't a sodium bomb. Apparently to him salt is "flavor".
No. 319434
>>319424>>319432I’m with both of you, the way she worded it seems suspicious.
>having more control over how foods are prepared and less pressure try things That’s real childhood abuse, being given healthy meals and encouraged to eat vegetables. Jillian is so brave uwu for smothering everything she eats in cheese. That’s totally something someone with an eating disorder would do btw, add hundreds of calories to a dish for no reason.
Some people starve Jill. Your problems are not real and your life is not hard.
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Wonder what prompted this?
No. 319470
>>319469Oh thank god I thought she’d somehow figured out I took screenshots and blocked me.
She probably picked another fight with precure Twitter and they’re finally retaliating?
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first thing that shows up when you search for pixielocks on twitter, this user has been tweeting about her lately and her saying the n word. might be why?
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>>319478anyone following her priv who knows what this is about?
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>>319479This is all that’s been posted in regards to her mental state
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>>319352>>319432>>319368>>319469jill tries justifying how she has ARFID cause no one believes her. gave specific examples, blamed family ofc and how shes curing it herself. she ends up looking faker than ever and goes private in shame. classic!
No. 319485
>>319432so is texture just not a thing for her that she thinks a magic recipe could change how an autist felt about a no-go food? i know it's a larp but any normal autist wouldn't focus on making herself like foods she hated, she'd find the food she liked. why focus on making yourself like broccoli when you could sub it for another green you did like? pointless waste of time and energy. if she were real this is why therapy exists, to stop misguided efforts.
also she's claiming autism but what she's describing comes across as not liking veggies when cooked by a boomer maritimer (aka probably boiled beside a lump of meat). and that's not abuse unless she'd like to personally claim the entirety of atlantic canada is filled with evil mommy abusers despite them likely literally not having access to many spices until quite recently (and even then, spices are more expensive over there and harder to find the father out from a big town or immigrant area) and not considering that she's currently cooking modern canadian/american food found on pinterest whereas her parents had passed down recipes and local cookbooks of their time which were more bland overall. if she payed attention to the other kids in her school she'd have noticed others discovering recipes online and suddenly liking veggies.
but nope, gotta claim your mom abused you cause she cooked food like a normal woman for her area
No. 319491
>>319480Thank you. Not seeing much except interested in the
talked to my momma feeling slightly less insane for now. Guessing she blew up over something.
No. 319492
>>319478Knowing twitter, it’s most likely going to be retarded nonsense only zoomers care about, but I genuinely hope that a doc on her is still made. I’m so ready to see how Jillian reacts to yet another realization that most communities really don’t want her.
>>319453Kek thanks for the laugh nonna.
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>>319498Update on 5 Petal
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>>319506Talking about Wellbutrin
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>>319508Jill was traumatized in 6th grade because her class was watching Coraline.
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>>319509If these are her baseline
triggers, it’s no wonder Jillian is super duper traumatized.
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>>319498she said she is currently working on a project for a "drag thing" and showed this wig
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>>319517its all really low effort compared to how she described it. these are the graphics she said took so long to make. watching the full stream it just seems like shes pretending she had a lot of projects and hobbies we didn't knew about. but it all looks put together in a day or two.
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>>319517sorry for essay-length post but I think she really did love to sew/work on garments in the past. When she was a teenager she seemed to sew often and experiment and DIY her own garments and accessories (as seen in her lookbook.me era). She was creative and resourceful with her spare time and was fulfilled. What she was putting out could be considered impressive for her age but she never progressed beyond this. I think moving to Fredrickton and going to gay rainbow macaroni art college burst her bubble because her previous life of being the most special quirked up famous person in PEI gave her a false image of her potential and skill. She finally went to a college in a big town that is full of people just as special as her and even moreso. She went from making amateur stuff in her bedroom as a teenager and getting insane asspats from her parents and people online who will only ever see this stuff in a photo, to actually having professional teachers who will look at her work up close and criticise her for once, and having people her own age around her to actually compare her skill level and uniqueness to. She was clearly humbled during college and humility is not something Jill can take on the chin and learn from. There is no way she could be wrong and anything that goes wrong couldn't possibly be her fault so she pulled a Hail Mary and got balls deep in the Mental Jillness LARP. "If only it weren't for these wretched mento illnesses I would be a successful fashion designer boss babe by now! This is the only thing in my way and it's not my fault!"
She doesn't want to sew because she can't live up to the image of the famous fashion designer she believes she should have been by now and deserves to be. She built her brand on fashion and wanting to be a fashion designer and the title of "fashion designer" is too sparkly and romantic to give up. She has been writing a check she can't cash for years and she feels entitled to success.
I think the writing was on the walls back before she went to college in 2017 when she had the New York meetup. She gassed up the green birthday dress she made and said she would wear it and felt really chic and legit about wearing her own design to such a big event but the risk of people being able to see it up close and the risk of candid photos she can't control was too much so she chickened out.
Fashion Designer is what she wants to be known for without the work and without the vulnerability of opening herself up to criticism or comparison to peers her own age.
She is the same way with her piano playing. She talks about it being precious and wanting to keep it to herself to protect it because she doesn't want it to be "taken away". I think the fear of "loss" is not the fear of the skill disappearing but the fear of the title of "skilled pianist" being taken away because of failing to live up to it. The standards for being considered "skilled" increase as she gets older and she knows she hasn't kept up.
She does this with cosplay competitions too. She will never compete in the appropriate category relevant to her years of experience and number of past wins she has in Novice. She knows that after a decade of competing in cosplay contests, her work can still only make waves in Novice. She won't compete unless she knows for sure that she will place because she can't risk her identity of being a great cosplay maker especially now that she has 10 years experience and is a fashion graduate. Every single cosplay is on par with her first cosplay (Cure Flora) and that is too shameful to allow people to notice.
Jack of all trades, master of none.
She wants to keep up the facade of fashion designer and keep delaying the launch of her brand again and again. There is a large chance that if she launches, she will fail and the dream is over and she "loses the title". The longer she delays it, the longer it stays a dream and the failure doesn't get a chance to happen. She cannot facilitate having her image be challenged on any level because she doesn't have the chops to uphold it and keep it from crumbling should that happen.
Announcing you're going to do something and that "big things are coming" gives you almost as much dopamine and satisfaction as you would get from actually having done it so there's less incentive to actually do it because you already got the high without the work or laying yourself bare to reviews or opinions.
She will continue to ride on the high of her achievements as a teenage fashion designer who had potential for as long as she can because she can't confront the fact that her skill level did not increase in proportion to her age. She breezed through the beginner levels and decided early on, based on that alone she was destined for greatness. However, maxing out the beginner level is like hopping over stepping stones but you can't skip along very far until you hit the beginner skill ceiling and breaking through that ceiling and progressing to the next set of levels is like leaping over an ocean and she isn't prepared to thanklessly grind the XP needed to tackle those difficulty spikes. She has been sitting still in the safety of the tutorial stage for years and doing all she can to prevent people from noticing.
She cannot sew because she cannot give the world indisputable proof that she is nowhere near where she should be.
TL;DR Tweeting is as good as sewing. She gets the same amount of satisfaction from tweeting about being a fashion designer and telling people "big things coming" as she would from actually doing them. She can enjoy the glamour of calling herself a fashion designer without having her work or identity challenged because they can't criticise you if don't give them anything to criticise.
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some recent likes on twitter from when she privated her acc. also liked a lot of posts about forgiving past mistakes, everyone has done something wrong and what matters is your growth, people wanna have a moral highground for holding you accountable, etc. which i tinfoil is related to this
>>319478 No. 319528
>>319493>>319495>>319497on the topic of the steve relationship problems tinfoil: i don't think anyone mentioned this on here at the time but i thought it was really peculiar that she never mentioned anything about steve in her christmas haul video. we know she visited steve's family and had dinner with them over the holidays for the very first time in their entire 5+ year relationship but there was no mention of it in this christmas video or any mention of anything activities or celebrations over the holidays with him at all. she also didn't show or mention any gifts she had received from steve. in her present wrapping video she showed a really thoughtful gift she made for steve so they weren't "not exchanging presents" or anything.
i think this christmas was the first christmas she and steve didn't do a decorating video or anything together.
No. 319546
>>319522She was never good at sewing. She half assed everything and got by with mediocrity. I don’t think Jillian has legitimately tried anything. She thinks she’s hot shit because of her internet fame and retarded fan base. Now that she has to actually try and put effort into stuff she knows she can’t do shit so playing retard sickie munchie antics has been her shield to avoid growing up and actually trying.
She shouldn’t have gone to craft school she should’ve tried to go to a legitimate fashion school and learned proper techniques but that’s not instant gratification for Jillian.
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No. 319550
>>319548Legitimate fashion school would’ve put her in her place a lot faster tbh. Especially with the required foundational year. She would’ve instantly realized that field wasn’t for her. Craft school held her hand way too much and let her graduate when her performance was completely unacceptable and fail worthy. If she had gone to real fashion school she would not have made it past the first semester and would have learned her lesson. She’s destined to make soap and ugly merch since she doesn’t want to put any effort into anything.
Even accomplished seamstresses are humbled by real sewing classes because of the truth depth of the craft.
I don’t think Jillian has any potential to accomplish anything especially since she’s surrounded by enablers who make her think mediocrity is a special skill. Deep down she probably knows that too and so pretending to be a retard with a bunch of imaginary friends seems to be her safe zone. But how long is this con gonna last?
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>>318695Remember this? Video dropped and Swoop wanted people to talk about Gypsy Rose and Munchausen (Gypsy's ex has autismand claims DID). I can only imagine our dear Jilly realizing it wasn't to highlight her super special mental jillness, but to talk about a literal child being abused and a murderer with DID. Lovely.
(learn to sage) No. 319580
>>319571>>319573sage for nitpick but i think the fact that she has not said a word about the gypsy rose case as a self proclaimed survivor of extreme trauma and mental health advocate speaks volumes. but it makes sense, she doesn't actually care about mental health or abuse
victims, and talking about gypsy rose who seems relatively stable now will highlight how ridiculous her own claims are. also, we all know she hates other women and is definitely jealous a female abuse
victim is getting attention. in before she lurks here and tweets something adjacent to "i've wanted to talk about grb but i feel like maybe that's what we all should stop doing and let an abuse
victim live a life without constant media attention. i myself know how hard it can be to be a public figure with complex trauma [heart hands emoji]".
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Jillian is the personification of lame and corny "aesthetic" Pinterest quotes. I'm honestly surprised she hasn't tapped into this kind of stuff more, most people who do these are self centered and do them for themselves.
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>>319538>>319585>>319517>>319550>>319562Imagine this but with her ugly logo, she could even base them on her alters. Jerrick soap would be monster scented, Flora would be roses and cherry blossoms, Etc. missed opportunity
>>319585100% she could be doing shit like this for redbubble but she's even too lazy for that
>>319528It's almost valentine's and yet she's just now uploading Christmas hauls? Lame. She usually already had a valentine's look book up at this time of the year or something to do with Steven but she's too busy smoking weed all day nowadays
(stop) No. 319595
>>319547because children having a phase where they'd wear the same thing over and over is obviously mental illness kek
also why do I feel like jilly wasn't even one of those kids
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>>319517She completely removed the option to do simple passive income things such as redbubble with the holier than thou sustainability grandstanding she did. When she first came out as "sustainable" and "quitting fast fashion" she went balls to the wall with it and was immediately pompous and vicious to other people and companies that didn't immediately catch up to her new standards (picrel). She was a sustainability nazi when it was convenient.
She has backpedalled a little since then (she showcases fast fashion and other mass produced stuff she received in her christmas haul and doesn't pipe up about sustainability).
She may have quietly pulled back a bit when it comes to her consumption but there is absolutely no way she could get away with profiting off of unsustainable print to order technically "unethical" products via the likes of redbubble.
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>>319597She could have come up with her own cute version of Plushie Dreadfuls for other mental illness larpers or something similar on that plushie website Kaya/toxictears uses. Not saying consumerism is a good thing, but she obviously doesn't care about it so it's hilarious she screwed herself out of being able to cash in on any of her trends without actually handcrafting items or sourcing ethical and expensive.
https://avidplush.com/plush-toys/plushie-dreadfuls/>>319599Also while still wearing makeup to this day which I presume uses plastic packaging/shipping materials and child-mined mica unless she's springing for expensive indie brands that somehow don't use any plastic packaging or shipping materials on top of sourcing ethical pigments.
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No. 319619
>>319612This is so weird. This is one of two different scenarios. One, posting about mental illness is more important than posting about her relationship, so she is choosing to do that for internet points. OR there is trouble in paradise. I don't normally believe there is relationship issues from breadcrumbs….but this is unlike her. She used to freak out over valentine's day.
Or maybe she is just keeping their relationship off the internet. Would be a smart move.
No. 319632
>>319625Man, anytime this cow or Shayna do something outside of crackhead baby chic at least one anon chimes in with "s-she looks good here". No… She doesn't. She just looks like she gave .002% more effort than usual. Teen Jill would throw up and scream if she saw what she grew up to be.
>>319621She's been larping as a fashion designer for half her life and this is the best she could do for Valentine's? She never could style herself nicely. Tbh idk how she even got her following. All of her cords have always been mediocre at best. Being an upper middle class white girl will get you far in this life..
No. 319634
>>319621God it looks like she has a five o’clock shadow.
Those shoes are on their last breath. Flat as fuck cheap wig, obvious shoop yet she couldn’t edit out her jowls, and she bursting from the seams of that garment she didn’t make.
Usually moids that partake in drag and don’t sew manage to still wear quality garments and are better at selling an illusion of exaggerated femininity. Yet Jillian as a biological woman fails immensely by having no makeup skills, wig styling ability, or even being able to flaunt her alleged sewing skills. She looks like a cheap trailer park woman stealing her daughter’s clothes.
I am bothered mostly at all the half assed shortcuts she tries to hide with blatant photoshop. I want to see the unedited version.
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>>319630i think you're right, actually. sage for autism but leftmost pic is an outlining of the shadow, middle pic is the shadow outline perfectly matching her arms, and third pic is my best attempt at making the outline sit as accurately as possible on her body. it's hard to tell because of shit quality but her chest is tilted the complete opposite direction of her shadow counterpart, so she's probably done something there, maybe to look slimmer. legs are a bit slimmer/straighter than the shadow, if anything the shadow would look less curvy than the actual real legs. hips also are a bit more boxy (probably normal hip dips) in the shadow. the light source seems to be coming from the left and seems centered/eye height, so i don't think it should have a significant distortion other than the shadow being bigger than the actual person, but i might be completely retarded though. art/photography nonnas feel free to correct me.
No. 319636
>>319625This look is horrendous, chaotic, and doesn't have any sense to it
Gingham with clown makeup and bizarre hearts on her head? She just threw up on herself
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No. 319649
>>319596This will never not be funny to me. The whole scolding for daring to send a fucking influencer collab makeup was such peak performance. I especially loved the howling over sending it directly to her rented townhouse as if that's somehow illegal to send it to her place of residence. I could be remembering incorrectly, but I don't remember her having a p.o. box during this time which would make it even more stupid. One of her best showing her whole ass and shooting herself in the foot moments.
>>319621I despise the background colour she chose. She doesn't pop out.
>>319628>She'll never learnCycles like it's groundhog day
>>319641The crystal hearts I can remember using on crafts I did as a kid at home and at school. Good times. I like that she's gluing the crystal hearts on both the gloves and fake nails. Nitpick but I hate how the gloves look. A band at the end would look better otherwise just looks unfinished. Reminds me of when she didn't line that pom pom jacket. It screams "good enough".
No. 319652
>>319621Why does her chest look so huge in this? She looks like a rooster trying to puff up its chest to attract hens. I noticed her anterior pelvic tilt right away in these photos. Her ideas are always so boring. "What's a good idea for a Valentines look? I know! Hearts! That totally hasn't been done before!" She's creatively bankrupt. This is the hundredth time we've seen her in gingham. We get it Jill, you like gingham. Use a different pattern for once.
>>319645The shoes are huge and falling off of her feet. Why even keep old shoes like this if they don't fit you well and they're falling apart?
>>319649>I despise the background colour. She doesn't pop out.Hard agree. Jill has always had a problem with choosing appropriate background colours. At this point, I think she chooses colours that will blend into her outfit or wash it out on purpose to hide the poor construction, fit, and look of the outfits she posts.
>>319641She spent all that time on an outfit she can wear once a year on Valentine's day. I don't get her MO, it's like she focuses all her time and energy into the smallest most inconsequential things. She did all that for one badly shot and badly edited photo op?
No. 319653
>>319612it throws me off when she talks bpd vs her did stuff, she turns bpd into a shallow nothing of being hot and texting exes like how her veronica is supposed to represent sexual trauma minus the trauma. or i guess "jer" the kid with bpd who is now "growing out of it"
for it being the disorder she supposedly has, she barely mentions the actual turmoil of living with it. even the stuff that wouldn't make her look bad. meanwhile she'll wax poetic about how did affects every little embarrassing thing she does
>>319610oh they're disgusting yes, but her fanbase probably has a huge overlap with the types who'd buy the penny dreadfuls if they looked cuter and jilly is essentially monetizing collecting mental illnesses anyways, just minus the merch because of her own short-sightedness. like you say, they represent her perfectly kek
>>319621>a slay has been cookedmore like overboiled
>>319641i'm sure all those plastic hearts were necessary and ethical right jill? or no, i'm sure it's actually 100% recycled materials right? not new mass produced hearts found online or at dollarama.
i love how moralistic she gets about shit she doesn't care about to look good because she wouldn't know what being decent actually entails
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>>319621I am begging you to lay off the rose wine jill. Popping care/of sugar pill vitamins cannot combat this haggardness.
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No. 319675
>>319621the gloves don't watch with anything. or the dress doesnt match with anything. this is a nice attempt, but the problem is jill is a brat who thinks her attempts are gold standard professional. this isnt as put together as well as she thinks.
>a slay has been cookedits so painfully obvious she isnt queer by any stretch of the term. just some average straight white term who bastardized drag lingo from watching too much "reality" drag tv shows
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>>319677>I think if they had really broken up she'd be a lot more distraughtBased on how she reacted to her mom's cat dying, her deer collision, and so on, I can imagine the dramatics if they actually broke up. Would be wall to wall vagueposting about being devastated, suicide threats, worst thing imaginable happened, threats to nuke her whole social media presence, 14 minute artistic interpretive video of her crying, etc
>>319692REM means deep sleep dreaming, she just thinks it means literal rapid eye movement aka eye twitching. Someone needs to start making up illnesses just to see if she claims to have them.
I personally have Clown Aversion-Magnetism which is when I spontaneously (Magnetism) put on a clown nose and frilled collar, I don't even remember doing it, then when I see myself in the mirror unexpectedly I pass out due to Clown Aversion (it's a very difficult disorder! Super rare!)
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>>319697I feel like it might be too embarrassing to admit right out the gate if it happened since she's been openly marriage-baiting for the past year or two and has been gushing about their perfect relationship for so long. Not sure if she is smart enough to realise it would be a disaster for her to cause him trouble publicly over a break-up because what he has seen and lived in behind closed doors could bury her if he dares speak. But also the vagueposting and liking
sus things might just be her lashing out over a fall out or writing on the walls that he's getting ready to break it off.
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Jill has been posting more on her insta. Probably trying to get another sponsorship like she did with Nerds Canada.
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How her views are faring on the Better Help Video.
No. 319705
>>319692>>319697yeah i think she does think REM is anytime your eyes move around quickly/twitch
this is almost as funny as the
bruxism tweet, i hope this webmd/1st year bio undergrad "info" arc never ends. it's funnier the more she diagnoses herself. can't wait for the fibro/hEDS arc kek
No. 319706
>>319705She's going to end up diagnosing herself with a thousand things at this point. Most special rainby baibyy sickie person ever in the world
>>319657Did she buy herself flowers like Miley Cyrus lol
>>319697I think the bad stuff between her and Steven started last year at the time when he got sick and she had to clean her own house and her own cat's puke by herself, then Christmas happened, now we're here
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Is this the "rapid eyelid movement"? God damn that shit is so fake
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>>319716topkek she looks like an absolute sped, and not the kind she'd want to be associated with
>>320803>expecting people to be positive 24/7 is too much>but i expect people to 100% coddle and be positive towards the moids of the fandom>>320806>>320808>it was vaguely worded>literally plain english about two-faced individuals whose thing is being overly fake positivemethinks a hit dog hollers
>>320810wait, so if this person is only associated with negativity in her mind, how is that not her seeing someone as "horrible"?
>>320812amazing that she can't keep her lies straight for even 30 minutes, let alone fake being decent
>>320814>blocking people after i blast them is a neutral act, why can't people see that?!?!?!most delusional cow
No. 320818
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She locked her twitter down. The precure twitter user featured here
>>320810 is calling her out at the moment.
No. 320832
>>320812Drama hungry ass bitch
>>320803Using her DID as an excuse as to why she's mean and shitty to people I see KEK. Lmao even. This is so transparent of her. That threat at the end is so chef kiss. What an idiot.
>>320806She feels so called out, kek.
>>320808Well it's like only she can be multifaceted, because she always treats everyone else like shit when they make a mistake or criticize her. Positivity and kindness my ass, she only says this to save face.
No. 320836
>>320815>wait, so if this person is only associated with negativity in her mind, how is that not her seeing someone as "horrible"?That's the thing only her and her very special DID makes her multifaceted, the rest of us poor mortals are horrible people if we ever dare point out all the hypocrisy, lies and shitty behavior about her
>>320817This lmao
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sage for not pixie but girl PLEASE shut up. the dickriding is impressive, if only she did it for shit that matters and not fucking pixie saying slurs, regardless of how long ago it was. people absolutely were calling out white people for saying the n word, you just don't know any black people or have any black friends.
No. 320853
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>>320838She unlocked her twitter
No. 320855
>>320853Correct me if wrong: this is the first time someone’s pulled the hair touching photo out when calling Jill out. At least to my memory. There’s so much they could go after her for not just the racism. Especially the fake positivity and passive aggressiveness. The semi recent of her having her fans go after someone (who may have been a farmer).
A precure fandom vs Jill war I didn’t expect but it’s been a long time coming. Doesn’t help she’s clearly in a BPD fit from not getting proposed on Valentine’s Day or Stevie deciding to wait until the weekend to celebrate. a total self destruction is a foot.
>>320848Cherry needs to watch herself.
No. 320861
>>319692It's called nystagmus, Jill. Sorry but it doesn't make you special.
>>320803She knows she's fake positive as fuck and it's hilarious how she reveals it. C'mon, stop with the fake sob emojis and let your horrible side - I mean, your BPD alters and protectors out, isn't this what you made them for?
No. 320866
>>320853>I've made two videos about thisShe acts like those were made in good faith. Those videos were made not to apologize but to be used as a way to exempt herself of future criticism. The only thing she was sorry about was getting caught with bad behavior. It would be different if she actually was trying to better herself. Problem is time and time again she keeps engaging in bad behavior. She has never changed but slapped a new shitty shiney coat of veneer over herself.
>>320852Guess she's never heard of forgive but not forget assuming forgiveness was even given in the first place. Just because one "apologizes" doesn't automatically cancel out the action. Perfect example of a weaponized "apology". As for Cherry, Cherry is a stan and in her blind admiration for Jill will attack on cue. Unless Jill does something drastic to her which causes her rose tinted glasses to break, I doubt she'll stop being a stan.
>>320853>You weaponized it because you dislike me is wild broAs if your "apologies" weren't made for you to weaponize. Sit down and shut up, Jillian Amanda Vessey.
>>320855>a total self destruction is a footShe's spiraling at the moment and agree that she's self-destructing hard. Something obviously happened which she made perfectly clear by her tweeting about talking to her mom and temporarily locking her account down.
>>320858Nonnie, didn't you know that no one was held accountable back then in ye olden caveman years of 2012-2013? Everyone was just willfully ignorant. Lol. She really reached hard on that one. Wonder if her arm hurts from all that reaching? Cherry should think about what she is putting on her twitter especially since she wants to open up her own shop.
>>320859>Jill, sweatie, everyone can see the post, you didn’t say unpleasant… you intentionally censored it to get around the whole “I’m a pure nice cinnamon roll uwu who would never” act and told someone to die.Exactly. Why censor something unless you want to hide behind plausible deniability.
>>320860Always assume with Jill that if she can try and fake it, she will try and take it. Essentially she's shameless and nothing is beneath her. She's pathetic.
>>320862She very well could know, since she has admitted to googling lots of medical things besides possibly Stevie telling her what the pharmacist told him and possibly a leaflet attached to meds talking about possible but not all side effects, but chooses to frame it in a specific way to make it look more distressing. Mental jillness is all about garnering the most attention whenever and however she can.
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>>320864Nope. No yet at least. She did retweet an ass pat tho. They are really trying to use the fact OP is a minor to discredit any thing she is saying. As if that affects or changes anything. It’s all Jill, she’s just pointing it out. Any adult or child can do that.
No. 320868
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No. 320872
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(off topic/no context)
No. 320879
>>320848>they used it as a buddy term>in 2013do they know obama was elected in 08? people were ignorant but not that ignorant back then
>>320867i didn't know that invalidating someone's feelings about disliking fake people was being nice kek
>>320868this feels like the tale of narcissus, except it's for a fake skinny version of yourself. also this looks like something a 12 year old would post to deviantart, and not in a cutesey "inner child" way, but in a "you've just started drawing and you're talented for your age" way
>>320876jill is the only person in the world with justifiable excuses for her bad actions obviously
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No. 320892
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Jilly was posting on her emo boi account when she was having her meltdown a few days ago. Angst posting Will Wood of course.
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Ominous
No. 320894
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Raged about grandma again.
No. 320922
>>320868>>320868Sunflower fusion is coming soon everyone
Funny how she draws herself as two thin magical girls hugging each other while having a meltdown over people calling her mean as if people can't scroll down and see the call-out if themselves. I'm sorry this is so hilarious lmao.
>>320867The way she retweets any praise right after any arguments sickens me, actual narcissist behavior.
No. 320936
>>320867If that twitter user is a minor then it's 10 times sadder that Jill is unblocking her and getting super angry. Imagine being a 26 year old and screaming at a teenager over the internet instead of just blocking them and not engaging at All.
>>320894She really is so selfish lmao. Her grandmother was in the hospital and her response is to post about how mean and evil she is online to thousands of people because she made a joke. I bet if Jill had to go to the hospital for feeling sick she'd never shut up about how terrible and traumatic it was and would throw a for if her relatives posted about it online the way she does with her family.
No. 320942
>>320887I believe the relevant posts for the source of Jill saying it would be
>>194351 and
>>194370. Last one should have the tiktok but I'm on mobile rn so I can't check if it is the correct one. She has later retconned her stance on trauma
>>194443 and as we've seen lately is pushing hard the new truth of her having experienced severe abuse as a child but yeah she originally seemed to try to avoid claiming severe childhood trauma.
No. 320968
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saging since this is about a quote but i think we need to worship this daisy cinnamon guy(self posting)
No. 320975
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I don’t know who she’s fooling anymore with this. The only mental jillness that isn’t a LARP is the bpd
No. 320979
>>320975Doesn’t she have DID isn’t that a condition decide to cope with emotional turmoil subtly? Why isn’t she switching and shutting up and posting about crayons or walking on all fours meowing?
She’s almost 30 and sending an army of retards to attack a bunch of teenagers. Does she see she can’t be a
victim in this situation?
No. 320980
>>320971>>320967>>320964Shut up stupid fat ugly jillian. I know you’re always lurking and posting. You can’t help but come on here and try to correct everybody.
I’ll take my ban now but I know for a fact it’s her.
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New vlog, I'll have the vlog embedded in the next post.
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>>320990Serenity Sam probably makes Jillian majorly jealous kek. She's everything Jillian wants to be - quirky, eccentric, creative, peaceful and loving, an actual performance artist, free-spirited, thin. Sam seems to genuinely love her life, whereas Jillian clearly hates hers and probably can't stand to be around someone who seems so effortlessly joyful and free.
Also, Sam talks openly about her sobriety journey and I'm guessing it makes Jillian really insecure because she knows deep down she has multiple substance abuse issues that she refuses to confront because it's more fun to spend all day high and drunk. Louise survived cancer and Sam beat addiction, I'm guessing their conversations are really deep and meaningful and Jill hates that she's not anywhere close to being the sickest, most traumatized, or most interesting woman in the room.
No. 321013
>>320848N word has never been used as a buddy term by Black people about white people and white people don't get to use it that way for the most obvious reasons a 7 year old should be able to grasp. Backtracking and lying is not a good look, like this "have a bad sleep"
>>320838 The fact she reads an obscure confession about horrible people and falls over herself trying to justify it is so telling, like how do you see that as being relevant to you unless you self identify as horrible?
I agree with this anon's tinfoil
>>320817 like I think she even made that outfit especially for the imaginary proposal. She always goes on a random online shitfighting spree when someone doesn't do what she wants them to.
No. 321018
>>320975>”flashbacks” from a YouTube video>”unsafe in my own body” from a YouTube video She’s upset because she was publicly humiliated. That’s the correct terminology: upset and humiliated.
She doesn’t have to act like she knows what it’s like to actually experience flashbacks or feel physically unsafe because of acute trauma involving violence and legitimate danger.
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>>320848She deleted the tweet, kek
>>320975Poor ickle Jilly couldn't get her way by threatening to sue (ha), her cronies using the review bomb tactic on a hospital to discredit, and trying to discredit as well as possibly having licenses revoke from the professionals involved in the seminar via that dumbass petition being shared (plus her kissing up to those two weirdos who she hasn't retweeted or talked to in a while). Although to be fair, she's only raging about it because it was brought up. While it was a wound to the ol' ego, she's obviously angry about something else as the last sentence is more telling. She's wanting to lash out and the precure drama gave her a perfect excuse. She's predictable like
>>321013 wrote.
>>320985She's constantly trying to work in more stuff as well as rewrite at the same time. She doesn't keep track as she uses convenient excuses to try and smooth over the inconsistencies. Remember this picrel gem?
>>320990Interesting and very well could be one of the reasons why she's been having a shit week.
No. 321031
>>321024Big T? What does she mean? Transition, trauma, testosterone? Sometimes she's too cryptic for her larp
>Interesting and very well could be one of the reasons why she's been having a shit week.As long as she doesn't blame Serenity Sam for any of her trauma we're good
>>321018>She’s upset because she was publicly humiliated. Yep, and it's even worse with her narcissitic tendencies going on, that ego must be so wounded. This is also why she's so quick to respond to any perceived beef just to defend herself even though NO ONE directly mentioned her in the precure confessions tweet. For her, people talking about her in a way that isn't sunshine and rainbows equals deep PTSD trauma, but that's what happens when she posts retarded ass shit like the DID cake video, obviously people will see and will use it however they want, it's public shit.
>She doesn’t have to act like she knows what it’s like to actually experience flashbacks or feel physically unsafe because of acute trauma involving violence and legitimate danger.Because she doesn't know what that feels like and probably never will. How convenient that she's exoeriencing PTSD symptoms right after her rage induced shit flinging tantrums. I'm pretty sure those "symptoms" are nothing but hatred and violence followed by her smoking weed or drinking alcohol to "soothe herself".
No. 321034
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Every time I see a close up of her in natural lighting with no makeup I can't help but wonder why she looks so sickly. Her lips always look kind of blue and discolored and her skin looks like she's a drug user. Can smoking weed and eating frozen nuggies really make you look like a corpse
No. 321037
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>>321031She has issue with a family member going by a screenshot (picrel) posted back in thread 43.
>>321030A bit off topic but I can't seem to find that presentation by Dr. Matthew Robinson. I may be searching incorrectly, but I wanted to double check something.
No. 321038
>>321037>can't seem to find that presentation It's been privated. It's technically here
>>287833 and here
>>290251 but the former says the video has been privated and the latter requires a log-in.
No. 321048
>>321038I had a feeling. Thank you,
nonnie. I wanted to see the references page and see how Jill was cited. Always have to cite everything you use including social media. Immortalized in freaking APA format. Never thought of it when it was happening. Seriously the funniest shit and she can't even place the blame on those damn annoying haters. Amazing. I have to wonder though considering the current circumstances if Amber will make an appearance. I would love to see another self-righteous video similar to the response video to the McLean presentation. She never knows when to shut up and absolutely revels in browbeating people. Anything is possible.
No. 321051
>>320922>Sunflower fusionKek, probably. Hope she intended to call the new oc "Sunflower" and can't now because you posted first
>>320967I think the issue is unlike Jill, you're actually (and I don't meant this to be mean) autistic and don't get that she was implying she was mad her grandmother was sick yet the first thing on her mind was that she lost weight. Her tweet is directly related to the tweet before it, another person mad that when a woman in their life was ill they were still thinking about their weight and losing more.
I'm pointing this out more as extra (and organic) proof Jill isn't autistic, her sense of humour is totally lost on true autists
>>320975Why would PTSD involving the hospital situation result in her feeling unsafe in her own body lol? Keep on reading off those possible symptoms of all the disorders you're larping Jill, one day you might say one even your audience can't ignore.
Also isn't Sunny supposed to actually be out for these situations? Thought that was her point, why's there coincidently only Jer posting when she's upset?
>>320988>full-time artistIMO a bigger lie than the DID
>>321034Yes, the smoking causes oxidation and there aren't any antioxidants in the body to counteract any of it. Plus in general not getting enough nutrition always makes your skin trash, your body will prioritize your organs over your skin which is why you'll start to look sick even before you get there. It's part of the reason anorexics look so shocking, their organs are certainly in pain but it looks worse on the outside initially
No. 321054
>>321037Wowie, the NERVE of someone showing up to a family gathering to meet their whole family for a celebration when they jilted on of those family members who made such a big deal out of it and was So Deeply Hurt they couldn't even tell them to their face to not talk to them and now has to send a cowardly passive-agressive e-mail to say they're unwelcome in their own family because of some clearly overblown fault.
The NERVE.
No. 321057
>>321037>How dare my family be happy and celebrate Christmas together while I'm here larping an emo kid? How dare they show up I need to be the center of attention!Kek I love when stuff that she wants to add to her trauma backfires and makes her look spoiled
Also I think it was debunked in that thread that the aunt she hates is Serenity Sam
No. 321060
>>321037I wouldn't be surprised if Jill pulled that of her ass after seeing posts about people not being in contact with their families for the holidays. I don't think she realizes the OP is talking about
abusive / neglectful family members, not some random aunt she has beef with because they probably told her no.
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>>321057Yes. I wonder how long Sam is staying?
No. 321062
>>321051>Why would PTSD involving the hospital situation result in her feeling unsafe in her own body lol?It's funny because she treats it as if she was put in a state run mental hospital in a third world country and not just briefly mentioned in a video. I would know, a friend of mine has been to one.
>Also isn't Sunny supposed to actually be out for these situations? Yep but "Sunny" in reality just comes out when her mood is good enough, otherwise her emo bpd rage has to be represented by Jerryboy. The thing is, these characters are simply representations of her range of emotions and self image, not really a way to protect her from her so called "PTSD symptoms" and btw she wouldn't be tweeting in that moments if she really had them.
No. 321064
>>321061>She invited herselfNot really, the thing she's describing is not what inviting oneself means
>>321060>I don't think she realizes the OP is talking about abusive / neglectful family members, not some random aunt she has beef withYeah I would know, I have an
abusive person in my family and I've been blamed for him not showing up in family reunions because I'm there, so I much rather not show up so he can enjoy himself. But this is just an example of why her "
abusive family" drama is fake as fuck, maybe it's just me but real abused people don't demand a central spot in the middle of the family reunion like she does, some simply and quietly just go through it alone. That's why holidays are hard, not because a random family member made you upset by calling you jillybean or talked about getting thinner in the hospital. Also, she gets presents from them still. Some people get jack shit.
(blogposting) No. 321069
>>319509All the nonnies replying to this are missing a crucial fact, and it’s that she said she was already a traumatized child at this age. Which means she’s once again trying to pretend she’s a CSA
victim or possibly a
victim of abuse from her family. So fucking bleak and disturbing honestly
No. 321074
>>321068Well I meant if she really considers the diagnostic impression enough evidence or is convinced her diagnosis is
valid why is she seeking validation for it from strangers on internet. Similarly she couldn't handle McLean finding her behaviour atypical for DID even though they didn't say she doesn't have it. It's funny for me the diagnosis she claims isn't enough for her.
No. 321093
>>321070Luckily for Jill she has no trouble talking about her trauma whatsoever
>>321079I don't understand how she can pretend to be a sustainable queen who uses mostly repurposed thrift store clothing but then show off her fabric stash like that
No. 321106
>>320989She makes a "smoothie" in this that is just 2.5 cups of berries, some water, and a splash of milk. She truly just lives on sugar.
She also used Buyee (the worst shopping service lol) and Mercari Japan for the first time, and now she's excited because it's easier to buy secondhand merch than she thought. Bitch, your entire identity is collecting anime figures from Japan. How embarrassing is it that she's just been buying from overpriced western resellers this whole time?
She's also so high in 90% of this video.
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I think Louise and Sam look stunning here.
>>321061Didn’t Jill say some relatives from her dad’s side are from Alberta? I wonder if it’s someone from there.
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Maybe I'm being dumb but I don't remember her insta mentioning DID before.
>>321113Makes sense. I do think
>>321105 is right that regardless she still doesn't like Sam. Imo Jill really only likes Jill. She probably hates that cousin-chan got married first despite cousin-chan thinking the world of Jill.
>>321083I expect nothing less. She's always had an unhealthy distorted view of herself.
>>321102Probably a firm believer in what's yours is mine and what's mine is mine. Part of me wants to think he doesn't want to be on camera because of that one vlog where he arrives to the jfash meeting and shown ignoring her and not reciprocating the hug back. Still odd she didn't show even a snippet of him.
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>>321123Tried searching other threads to see if this pic has been posted. If it has then I apologize.
It’s Jill and Drew I mean her brother
No. 321129
>>321106Even more embarassing since she started out as a lolita, people had been buying shit with shopping services for a while already back then.
Also the moment she said shipping was $6 I knew she'd gotten crap for her friend lol. She admits herself she thought the bag was pass-case sized. And even though she wants to buy second-hand only, carbon-print from shipping is a thing. So sustainable of her to not think about that.
I wouldn't give a shit if she wasn't larping as a ~sustainability qween~, but for someone who supposedly cares so much she never seems to learn anything at all, or even use her brain for a minute.
No. 321131
>>321113Wonder what set it off, tinfoiling it's politics and her assuming Americanisms or the aunt called her out in some way. Probably mad they're more conservative (not realizing how conservative and white-focused her own province is like many Atlantic kids) or something. An assumption yes, but online slacktivism types are such sheep that they'll start fights over differences in opinion constantly and make shows about how "unsafe" they feel about someone who doesn't even hate them. Maybe they didn't vote for a lefty premier and she's decided it means they're homophobic or something ridiculous since she doesn't know Canadian politics but probably knows a bit of American stuff from the internet. Many imagine Canadian conservatives as a Trumper or other American stereotypes and think conservative party = anti gay or something even though even though gay marriage was forcibly legalized across the provinces almost 20 years ago. Abortion and gay marriage are two points that aren't up for debate here but you'd be surprised the amount of retards that do on both sides of the isle.
I just feel like it's related to politics just since she isn't acting out super ptsd and trauma around this person but it's not like her stories ever make sense so I could be way off-base. It could literally have been her being upset she was rightfully chewed out for being a selfish jerk dying her hair in someone else's bath
>>321123 and is still going "idk what the big deal is" because she wasn't the one who cleaned it up
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No. 321140
>>320989the least uninteresting part of her vlog is the precure haul. She wants to escape consoomerism but it's all she can do kek. It's the same when she praises herself for organizing her fabric she doesn't use, she doesn't want to design anything she wants to cosplay being a designer/artist.
The DID larp is going away so fast, she doesn't even say who it's supposed to be
I felt unproductive this week but thanks to her i feel like a girl boss.
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sage for slight ot but sof did a drag show recently and it is miles better than jill's make up and costume. what i think is weird though is that jill will like her tweets but never retweet them and rarely, if ever, comment, even though sof often retweets jill's stuff despite not being as active online as her. when sof posted a video on her cosplay, jill commented on the youtube video, but never retweeted it. isn't it kind of weird how she doesn't want to promote her bestie's work when she has an audience with the same interests?
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>>321145no idea if she sewed the outfit herself but it is much more put together regardless. can't help but think jill never publicly shows her support because she's afraid she'll lose followers to her. kind of weird for her bestie not to publicly support her in these traumatising times for jill though. not a single comment of support from her, not a single retweet of the precure drama.
No. 321152
>>321145>>321146Why are anons saying this shit looks nice? It's all cheap looking, and I know Jillian's ugly (obvious) imitation of this outfit looks like burning trash, but that doesn't make this shit any better.
>>319621Jillian must be seething and trying to pick fights because she knows she's too many kilos bigger than sof, and that she will never be able to lose weight and look less obese if she keeps her shit diet and lazy lifestyle. Drag is just how she wishes she could lose weight.
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>>319641>>319621jack of all trades master of none. "fashion" school jill vs her skinwalker cosplayer friend. jills drag is bedazzled gloves and old dress she bought… even the makeup is better and she performed unlike jill because of her "stalkers"
calls herself a full-time artist, graphic designer, cosplayer, drag performer, content creator but this is her "art"
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No. 321162
>>321139yeah so funny how she has been using "I" until now when Dr Robinson is mentioned, suddenly she remembers the DID larp and now she's like "we"
>I never got a response, apology or redactiongood. These people are professionals. They're not in the business of entertaining terminally online drama hungry people like her.
No. 321174
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>>321157How much you want to bet she never even looked through the resources she virtue signaled.
>>321162Exactly. He knows that someone like Karenlocks is just looking for something to use against him. The best course of action is to not engage with the wo/manchild. Not like this is his first rodeo. I do wish I could see her email to him. It would probably make me laugh hard.
>>321163It's amazing how much is under certain parent companies. Reminds me of Ma Bell before the gov stepped in on that particular one.
>>321165Even if the gigs Sof is doing are just the ones at the all ages events, at least she's out having fun while little miss "full time artist" spends her nights obsessing over twitter fights.
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>>321174Honestly the only reason I'm posting these is because "like. if the arfid girlies can breakup with their safe food breakie sams you can literally cope Tyler" annoyed me. She loves to woke scold despite being the queen of cherry picking. The lady doth protest too much.
>>321176Unless the replies are kissing her ass, probably doesn't want to read them.
No. 321182
>>321174>>321179kekkkkk nonna, thank you for checking these out, this is so funny.
>>321157If she really cared that much about war
victims, she'd donate money to relief organizations instead of importing plastic from Japan. They're always saying that even $10 a month helps out a lot.
Come on, Jill, they'll probably even send you a thank you card that you can brag about on twitter!
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>>321182More so when you realize she made that tweet before posting the alters video the next day and later doing the youtube livestream. In the alter video, Jerrick is holding a green monster. While in the livestream, she admitted to drinking a monster a day while drinking a zero ultra white monster which got clipped. I remember her talking about wanting to be sponsored by monster in that same livestream but no clip sadly so no evidence to back up my claim. Still she spends a nice amount on monsters. Quite hypocritical to be lecturing others on what they can give up while holding/drinking a monster. The jokes write themselves.
No. 321213
>>321181>breadloafingmade me lol because she’s so unsubtle with it it’s not even breadcrumbing
>>321162Yeah these people are used to insane people emailing them
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Jill may want to take a look at this. Also Dale Yale stepped down but Schaffer and Jett are still there.(racebaiting)
No. 321235
>>321158why not just wash her hair under the tap and avoid her hair in the shower? who takes a cold bath in the middle of the canadian winter? this sounds like an elaborate lie. sounds like she just soaks in the dirty bath water scrolling on twitter to pretend she's clean to her parents who have probably asked her to take a "proper shower" while there. she is randomly get defensive about not showering and is claiming to bathe instead much like our other cow shayna. jilly is the queen of a hit dog hollering after all
>>321163of course a slacktavist wouldn't offer any proactive solutions, just "sacrifices" to show how much they care kek. or a lack of sacrifice
>>321174 in her case
>>321185it's also funny to be brand loyal to monster of all brands when there are thousands of energy drinks out there. i also wonder if she came up with jer's colour story by copying a can of monster, since monster is part of their aesthetic and she is a brand whore
>>321228still goes to civilians and hospitals
the ones still around. it's the unfortunate reality that war profiteering happens to all donations in times like this, pretty much regardless of the side or conflict. but we don't need depressive war talk, we're here to laugh at a fat did/autism/etc larper
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>>321184I think you're thinking of Max Keech
>>313072 with the racist allegations
>>321215Exactly. Jill knows this would have looked bad had she posted it on her main. She's a coward through and through so it's only fitting she'd blame an alter as Jillian is
perfect. Plus she barely uses the Jerricka account except for the occasional rage like whinging about her ~fatphobic~ grandma and it no longer has the along the line of "alter of pixieeelocks" text with the link to her main in bio. I doubt any of her stooges who follow her on that side account care. They for some reason like being her attack dogs which is extremely embarrassing since majority are in their 20's acting like they haven't aged a day passed middle school. I wonder what Jill thinks of Keffles and Vaush getting eaten alive by their own? Since she tried to ride off of Keffles coattails with that lolcow slander video and no longer watches Vaush. She did say she was afraid of being canceled.
>>321235>since monster is part of their aesthetic and she is a brand whoreI'm surprised she never had Jerricka wear a monster tab bracelet.
No. 321244
>>321242>no longer has the along the line of "alter of pixieeelocks"Damn this larp is so going to die this year.
Also true with the monster bracelet. She's a "full time artist" and monster is her special interest so why hasn't she done it yet
>>321157She's so performative it's not funny. She could be doing art for Palestine and raising funds but all she does is fight teens on Twitter and draw her OCs being lesbians. She's still an H3H3 fan even though they're pro war. Whatever Jilly you're coddled and don't know shit, sure.
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Sure Jill
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She wants a gold sticker
No. 321249
>>321247>"4 day ptsd-flashback autism meltdown from hell"man she is just so blatantly lying about this serious shit. Interesting how in the middle of her ptsd autism meltdown she was perfectly capable of tweeting both happily and normally about others and her own videos, as well as making serious activism posts - almost as if everything was fucking normal and she wasn't actually in the middle of a serious mental health crisis. I bet her period is coming up in a sec and she thinks her normal pms is now a heckin'
valid ptsd autism uwu meltdown. I hope some mind-dead follower of hers convinces her filming her "rocking back and forth, hitting herself and uncontrollably vocalizing" is a great idea and to put in on youtube, dying to see her larp it all out.
No. 321250
>>321247>PTSD flashback induced autism from hellIt can't be just anxiety and weed usage, no. It has to be PTSD flashback inducing autism from hell.
It's safe to say that she's now 100% "autistic" in her eyes and has no problem identifying as such online.
No. 321252
>>321249>her filming her "rocking back and forth, hitting herself and uncontrollably vocalizing" is a great idea and to put in on youtube, dying to see her larp it all out.Please for the love of god make it happen. I pray to the sky so she actually has the balls to do it. The fake seizure video isn't enough kek.
>Interesting how in the middle of her ptsd autism meltdown she was perfectly capable of tweeting both happily and normallyYeah for someone who takes a 24hr "mental health day" everyday you would think that if she was having PTSD symptoms OR an autistic meltdown she wouldn't be online this much these past 4 days like she says. It's so funny when she blocks and unblocks people in the middle of those meltdowns too.
But anyway, autistic meltdowns aren't good, they're terrible. I don't think she thinks they mean what she thinks they mean. I can't even start to fathom the way that an autistic meltdown + PTSD symptoms would feel like together. She just loves lying so much it's impressive her fans still believe her.
No. 321254
>>321244Nonnie there’s no validity at all to claiming h3 is “pro war”. There’s a lot of annoying shit that comes out of that podcast but they are very vocally pro Palestine. Funnily enough after this whole h3/pedo vaush thing Jill hasn’t said a single fucking thing about how disgusting vaush is, and I suspect she doesn’t care. She’s so fucking quick to dogpile any retarded random internet drama but she remains quiet on this one. I wouldn’t be surprised if she and steebie are lolicons
>>321247I hope one of her retarded fans or orbiters in the precure space that keeps track of all her bullshit lies notices that she’s blatantly identifying with having autism now and calls her out on it. God I fucking hate her so much kek
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>>321265>uncontrollably vocalizingYeah more like yapping. Like. What does she even mean with vocalizing? She makes every sound worse than it is. I hope she vocalized like one if those loud as fuck monkeys. "OOOH OHHH IM JILLIAN IN STIMMING OOOOH"
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>>321270Wait Nonna, remember when she made a video and she was
>stimstimstimstimstim-That's what she's probably "vocalizing". I don't remember which thread it was, I'm sure it was some tiktok video or something.
No. 321273
>>321248I highly doubt she hasn’t been to a mcdonalds since October. Everyone can tell that she’s just talking about boycotting to look more “virtuous,” just like how she always brags about how “sustainable” she is even though her house is filled with a bunch of random crap. We can see right through it, especially when the way she tweets about it, like how she does in
>>319596 , is so laughable you have to wonder how her fans can just play along.
No. 321274
>>321273We all know she's lying about those mc nuggies, she can never stay too far away from them
>>321272Kek this! remember how she made a whole ass TikTok page just to post DID content? Kek it really never took off did it
No. 321275
>>321247Just once again reminding people that she started mentioning hitting herself after an autistic
nonny described the behaviour on thread and things that made her less believable. At least try and be less obvious that you are reading Jillybean.
No. 321276
>>321275Everyone knows real autists make soap, take the hint already Jill!
Inviting all my fellow autist nonas to make up lies about autism here for a while to see of Jill takes the bait kek
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>>321275Just to make the proof a lil easier to find
No. 321281
>>321280>No wonder Stevie follows trans camwhores online and ignores her all the time. He does?? Sorry for the request but I don't have twitter so please
nonny post a screenshot for posterity
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Jill asks not to be tagged in these types of posts yet she still retweets from Jamie.
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>>321289Yeaaaah. Hopefully you figure it out sooner than later, Jilly.
No. 321291
>>321290samefag but, I have no doubt that Stevie proudly tells everyone when asked, "we don't believe in marriage, it's a religious social construct, and our love has nothing to do with the government!"
BTW: how did Christmas go with the Clarkes, Jilly? Oh? It didn't? How am I not surprised.
No. 321298
>>321294>>321296 i truely believes she does it on purpose to make herself seem more abused and traumatised to her followers.
she is laying out all the bread crumbs of having meltdowns/ptsd/panic attacks/hitting herself/rapid eye movement seizures/did switches/etc. her whole life and steve isn’t there to help? mum isn’t there to help? friends aren’t there to help? see! she is sooo abused and abandoned, she has suffered her whole life and the brave girl has learnt how to “self sooth” (as she keeps saying) because she keeps hinting that no one else cares enough to sooth her. this fucking nonsense in turn leads to her whole shtick of “you don’t need trauma to be traumatised/have ptsd and did”. she is so traumatised from not being the main character in everyone’s life, and in her reality that is leading to all her mental health issues getting worse. and if something somewhere doesn’t make sense or she contradicts herself? well that’s because she is sooo mentally ill so take that as even more proof.
she has achieved the ultimate checkmate of mental illness gymnastics that i think it’s impossible for her to get out now.
her friends and family ARE going to abandon her, make no mistake, but it’s not because she has always been mentally ill, it’s because she wants to be. and she’ll do and say anything to achieve that and push everyone away because then she can truely be the sickest and most mentally ill with no support group. because then and only then, in her mind, she wins and gets to be Queen B of the mental health fandom (what she has always tried to do with every fandom she joins).
it’s a really unfortunate self-fulfilling prophecy we’re all watching happen in real time. it’s fucked.
No. 321302
>>321284>With peace and love uwuDramawhore
>>321294That's easy
nonny, she either:
1. Is lying and nothing happened
2. Is not around Steven
3. Is unimportant to Steven
>>321298Agreed.
No. 321308
>>321247larps autism 2 years but only mentions symptom
after farmer mentions it? jill you convinced us! you are autistic. the broccoli tweets showed you have ARFID too. could u larp down syndrome now? other tiktokers haven't gotten to it yet!
No. 321313
>>321283so is this not her trying to cancel him in her eyes?
she's tweeting out (retweeting same thing) that a professional seminar is being held in part by someone who she directly associates with unprofessionalism, harm, and exploitation with the end goal of this post being that the entire community should disregard his work on the subject and this seminar. She's reweeting this to her audience, and this callout is being done in a way that is directly linked to their academic career, which isn't just some job you can get back. It is the actual end of your work life.
Also what an actual joke, I hope these fakers get another round of shit for diluting the actual "lived experiences" of people with DID. Also these babies don't realize that their perspective doesn't mean dick shit in some conversations about a disorder they have. You don't always listen to the perspective of the delusional about their disorder, you have to be objective or that's how you get the nutters running the nuthouse
aka WPATH and the trans industry kek No. 321315
>>321249>Interesting how in the middle of her ptsd autism meltdown she was perfectly capable of tweeting both happily and normally about others and her own videos, as well as making serious activism posts - almost as if everything was fucking normal and she wasn't actually in the middle of a serious mental health crisisHow she portray this feels like a bad parody. That infamous fake seizure tiktok she made showcased how terrible she was at acting. I for one especially liked the part where it shows she was holding the phone in her hand while filming it. She was quick to delete that one but thankfully a webm was made before she could dirty delete. Wish someone took a screenshot of the comment section.
>>321252>Please for the love of god make it happen. I pray to the sky so she actually has the balls to do it. The fake seizure video isn't enough kek.You and me both. I want to know if it looks the way I envisioned it in my head.
>>321252>I don't think she thinks they mean what she thinks they mean.I agree. The way she peppers well more like hamfists in the jargon shows she has no idea what she's doing. I think the best way I can describe it is it feels like she's using the jargon like one uses a thesaurus to sound smarter. It's for sure clunky sounding.
>>321297What I was thinking it too. It makes sense she'd show the flowers but not mention the flowers were from him. She's so passive-aggressive. What a delight to be around.
>>321298Nicely worded. She's crazy not to see this but I guess when you're so far into the void, you can't see what's in front of you. It really is messed up and the truth is she can't blame anyone but herself.
>>321313Best rule to live by is to not engage in life ruination tactics just because your feelings got hurt. You invite this shit in and it will bite you in the ass. Jill probably thinks because she's not being tagged and she is instead just retweeting means she isn't really "canceling" him. She just bringing "awareness". I do believe the reason could be she intends to throw back of a cereal box scribbled with crayons diploma mill Jamie under the bus if things go sideways. She always has to have a patsy waiting in the wings.
No. 321317
>>321305Is this one of the not real autism things that we want Jilly to copy? Or is this legit. Sorry I can't tell. Well if they truly are like that I hope she takes notes to "self soothe".
>>321308Kek this
>>321313>She's reweeting this to her audience, and this callout is being done in a way that is directly linked to their academic career, which isn't just some job you can get back.Since she's a dramatic vengeful narcissist that only cares about herself I'm pretty sure that she would not care if Dr Robinson did not get any other chance at talking about DID anymore. It's always me me me no matter who affects it. She lives in delusional land and since she got a mediocre degree at a mediocre school where she had to be "accommodated" a lot, for her it's just easy to discredit someone's life long career and not get any shit for it. She's a "full time artist" that does nothing and thinks she will always have an opportunity at her brand succeeding. She's confident no one will ever try to cancel her because she acts so "uwu I'm nice" on Twitter despite a lot of people starting to doubt her. She takes those comments where they call her an angel too seriously for her own good.
>>321315>I think the best way I can describe it is it feels like she's using the jargon like one uses a thesaurus to sound smarter.That's exactly it, and she sounds even more dumb an unaware when age does it.
>What I was thinking it too. It makes sense she'd show the flowers but not mention the flowers were from him. This.
No. 321322
>>321320Yep, spot on
>>321321That's my personal tinfoil, things aren't nice since Christmas and maybe he spent the day with Maggie instead kek. Lots of people break up on valenties
No. 321325
>>321146This is similar to her Valentine's outfit, definitely some subtle competing happening between these two
>>321247I honestly can't tell whether these Tweets are her or her actually autistic skinwalker, this is the kind of thing that person Tweets and even the writing voice is off for Jill
Also her autism breadloafing is SO BAD like anyone who is melting down isn't sitting analysing it like "wow I am so glad I only exhibited symptom A for 33 seconds and symptom B for 9 minutes, what an improvement"
No. 321326
>>321324These are genuinely autistic, the fact that people don't know about these but instead think "stim stim stim" is
valid because she saw it on tiktok proves the point (not saying you think that lol)
(derailing) No. 321343
>>321331that's why it's a spectrum disorder. i think it's a bit silly of anons to generalise autism into certain traits when some autists do the opposite of those stereotypical traits (e.g. some people never want physical contact, others want it all the time and have trouble with understanding boundaries regarding it). but i agree with some anons pointing out jill only ever mentioning things that have become buzzwords on tiktok or medical jargon she doesn't understand. the fact she said "uncontrolably vocalising" instead of just explaining it like an confused autistic person would (e.g. "i couldn't stop making sounds, like whimpering, and i don't know why, it felt like the only thing that could help in the moment" idk kek) says a lot. it's weird how she always knows the medical term for something the first time she ever brings it up, when a lot of people who recieve diagnosises in general aren't educated enough on what their symptoms are or mean, and usually the person treating them will focus more about the patient explaining their symptoms the way they experience them with their own words, rather than telling the patient "you have [jargon]", because it can be confusing and usually isn't even necessary for the treatment. everything she knows is taken from google. she never goes "my therapist taught me that x actually is y, and that happens because z", she just says "i have/experience x".
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>>321344I'm tacky enough to like Betsy Johnson purses but seriously Jill? You're into fashion and she's your favourite designer? Not any brands you wouldn't just find at your local Winners? Maybe I'm off base here but the brand doesn't seem like something someone actually super into fashions would say was top tier would it be? I'm sure there are plenty of better quirky designers who are also actually sustainable too.
>>321370Fast fashion isn't just any bad for the environment brand… Her follow up here isn't the worst definition but it's embarrassing she's not actually defining it well despite making this a huge virtue signaling point
>>321369Jill actually use skills to avoid being lazy and buying in store? Kek, the audacity to imply our sustainability queen would ever actually do her part to be sustainable about her fashion
No. 321375
>>321370Jill: I really love betsy johnson! she is one of my favorite fashion designers wow!! smiley face
also jill: they make way too many of these so called “designer” products so there’s always so much waste from the excess and it’s so bad for the environment. Ugh gross!
No. 321377
>>321362>Just because you utilize a middle man doesn’t make it more ethical. I wish she’d just buy the purse and not make everything into a Wow i’m a really good strong person for not giving into such temptations.The way she acts like that's a loophole and somehow will cancel out the bad just shows she doesn't care. Like you said: buy the damn purse Jillian and shut the fuck up. Her doing this song and dance is even more moronic when she uses stuff like the little plastic colorful beads and those crystal gem hearts. Did she check that those were "ethically sourced"? Rhetorical question aside, it's just all around dumb.
>>321363Did she ever get around to getting another P.O. box? I know she has talked about it but can't remember if she got one.
>>321369It would be a cute idea but remember when she said she wanted to make her own tripp pants? Yeah she's way too lazy despite constantly spouting she's a fAsHiOn DeSiGnEr. Bit of a off topic, but has she ever used that pom pom jacket besides for that Pixie Daydreams drag queen photo?
No. 321391
>>321383NTAYRT but 'fast fashion' explicitly refers to companies that are putting out new shit every day. It feels weird to call collabs fast fashion, considering all the shit people probably had to go through to design the thing, get the copyrights, whatever. The entire industry goes by microseasons these days putting out stuff super fast, but not all of them are on the level of shein, forever 21, and H&M. The term very explicitly refers to this model where things are made fast and cheap, even moreso than the rest of the industry.
LVMH is a luxury brand putting out things made in horrible conditions of poor quality but you wouldn't really call them fast fashion, same with most of those other luxury handbag companies.
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>>321308mosaic down syndrome looks like a munchie's dream. I wouldn't be surprised if she ever claims to have it kek
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>>321344Price and some pics of the bag. She needs to not virtue signal every time. It's obnoxious especially her commenting I could never.
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>>321395Samefag, here's the conversion since my dumb butt forgot to add it to the collage.
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>>321416Stevie's birthday is coming up too
>>321418Forgot to mention I'm using this instance atm nitter.esmailelbob.xyz.
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Didn't she say blocking was a "neutral gesture" for her? She's so vindictive
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>>321404if she buys from a proper used store or facebook/kijiji from someone who actually bought it with the intention to use it it's fine, the problem is a lot of sustainability larpers still buy the branded products on launch. They just buy it from scalpers on depop on launch day then pat themselves on the back instead of acting like a normal person and just hoping they come across it later down the line. They end up pushing the scalper's market which directly supports the companies anyways, plus an unethical fuck on top of that.
>>321416lol, everyone shits on her for not actually making anything and suddenly she's got a burst of "passion" to make her own dress from scratch. Also ten bucks says by "pattern drafting" she means cruising the internet for free patterns that look nice on skinny girls. Can't wait to see how this turns out
>>321424>unhinged dweeb weirdolove how aggressively normie jill is when it comes to actual weirdos, let alone disordered peeps. Also aggressive, aggressive like jeez Jill we get it, you cross the road when you see a downie walking towards you
Also picrel is from her twitter, she posts these sorts of fluff but I haven't seen a single donation link or anything actionable for Canadians ("call your 'rep'!" with no links nor information for who Canadians should call in her retweet). Also it's all retweets with not even a line of commentary from her so less effort than literally anything else she platforms and no attempt to add relevant info nor comment on her own actions. It feels so disgusting to see her retweet these stories as if she contributed to a toddler getting food when she's just sitting there getting high, angrily tweeting minors who dared dislike her, and reweeting toddler shows to get mad at more children. She put more effort into telling us that she's totally not going to buy the stupid peeps bag than anything Gaza-related which is just mindlessly shared.
No. 321429
>>321343This is a really good point, the first time she becomes aware of a symptom or describes it she always uses medical terminology. I get googling symptoms is a thing but most people with various illnesses and disorders don't even know (insert blah)
is a symptom. From my couple of things which I won't post about because blogpost and not trying to give Jill ideas, some things I thought were perfectly normal for many years and then found out were not after recovering and talking about the symptoms (physical illness) and other things I've observed in myself and family for decades and not realised were like glaring adhd symptoms until I saw tiktok explainer videos about them or Tweets or whatever. Generally you will not be hyperaware of a symptom, immediately google it, find out the terminology and then immediately use said terminology, it's very much as you said where it might either be unnoticed completely, or you know it's weird but just describe it in your own words. This is the most clearcut way to prove Jill's performative munchieness imo since she has
never come at it from the perspective of either awkwardly describing it in her own words or simply just thinking it's normal.
No. 321431
>>321355I follow/read many autistic nerds across tech, science and collectables (I love reading nerd knowledge and sperging) and Jill is so out of her depth kek she has no idea. The way they deepdive to like level 1000 of some topic within a relatively short timespan because they are genuinely fascinated, I've never seen this girl go past like level 1 on her "interests" even precure, it's clear she just watches as kawaii wallpaper and doesn't actually care about it.
Jill calling her casual consumerism "special interests" is always amusing after witnessing true autists in action. Even the "oh I'll just buy it in 2 years" like no once you mix consumerism with special interests it's going into debt so you can collect your shit, and also having a side gig in reselling said shit. She's honestly terrible at every aspect of this larp.
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Jillian virtue signaling but only using her money for herself. She reposted this go fund me but didn’t donate, yet 30ish minutes ago she’s talking about needing to buy something for herself. She wants all of the credit for being virtuous, without actually doing anything to help.
No. 321444
>>321443No you're completely right. Why is she replacing an entire thing when changing the screw is very easy to fix? Is there something I'm missing? This ain't sustainable kek. She needs to just end the larp already.
>>321440Every single spoiled virtue signaling person on Twitter is like this right now. They think retweeting something is enough activism and of course they will not donate. If they donated they would post it and never shut up about it.
No. 321449
>>321446I made that statement specifically mentioning buying it online because it
is that easy when you buy it
online. They’re also dirt cheap so if you’re as helpless as jillian you can blindbuy screws at the approx size for pennies.
No. 321456
>>321453she literally says she could do it by hand but it's 15 meters and that's a pain in the ass when all you're missing is a specific foot for your machine.
the screw is probably a weird size and specific to the machine. presser feet aren't that expensive anyway nor are they that big/as worthless as a bag that will break in 4 months. plus then she has an extra foot if that breaks or whatever. idk this feels like a nitpick, the real thing is that she never donates to any of the fundraisers she boosts
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No. 321464
>>321431Nonnie you sound like you have Jill’s concept of what autism is like. There are plenty of well-adjusted autistic people who hold back on spending every dime they have on plastic shit even if it is their special interest. Can we please stop with this infantalizing shit
>>321457Oh fucking brother. She’s so fucking corny. She could easily ask her family to not gift her shit so their money isn’t going to support companies that aren’t sustainable or whatever, but she doesn’t. She could literally specific to them to only buy her secondhand things but she clearly cannot live without her glorious polyester and plastic
No. 321478
>>321429It's also especially unlikely to notice weird things about yourself when you're not actually around other people to show you what "normal" is. And even then you're more likely to think they're the weirdo and not you
>>321443>>321444Less things are available in Canada online so she's probably going to actually have to go to a hardware store for the screw if she's even aware of how to fix it. Or is so terminally online she doesn't realize things are available in stores here when google doesn't bring results so buys whole parts if things are broken (local canadian stores aren't usually indexed so you might not be able to google for what you need, you need to individually check stores). You have to know a bit more about what you're doing in Canada sometimes cause there isn't always a specialty store with what you exactly need, especially in smaller towns. It's not terrible, it's just not as easy to find things as it is in America where you have more shops and online stores too. Less populace means less specialty items though so it is totally possible she checked and the only possibility she has is the full part, I just suspect Jill doesn't want to bring the foot to Canadian Tire and go through all the screws manually to see what fits. I've never had an issue finding odd screw types at hardware stores so I'm suspicious. It would be make more sense if the foot itself broke and she couldn't find a new one, screws? Not so much. I think she just googled then gave up.
>>321457You'd think for all her virtue signaling her friends and family IRL would be aware of her "ethics" lol. Usually when someone is actually like her they put a stop to presents the moment they're an adult (or teenager) and people will accommodate that with donations or ethical gifting (thrifted, handmade, only useful items, etc) or the celebrations don't include presents at all. I've never heard of someone itching to get their blood gifts from someone else if they cared kek. At this point it seems Jill makes lists of things she wants someone else to get their hands dirty buying while she looks good and doesn't think about the children in mines and actual sweatshops on the other side of the planet.
BTW, how's that child-mined makeup doing for you Jillybean? Afghan children's sweat, blood, bodies, and tears really make the reds pop don't they? So convenient virtue signaling lefties wearing makeup don't care about silly things like mica primarily being mined by little children because their bodies can fit in the mountains better. True effort is showing off all the things you're not going to buy instead of making a lifestyle change away from consumerism
No. 321482
>>321478If she imported a big ass european microwave just because it was pastel colored all the way to Canada I would think she could easily find some small piece for her pedal and fix it herself. But she's useless and loves buying shit so I think this is just a way to satisfy that shopping addiction kick because "she really really needs a new one for reals". She's not the smartest tool in the shed so tbh buying it might be better. She's way too incompetent even for a single screw fix
>and people will accommodate that with donations or ethical gifting (thrifted, handmade, only useful items, etc) or the celebrations don't include presents at all. I've never heard of someone itching to get their blood gifts from someone else if they cared kek. At this point it seems Jill makes lists of things she wants someone else to get their hands dirty buying while she looks good and doesn't think about the children in mines and actual sweatshops on the other side of the planet.This.
Tbh, most people nowadays don't really go all the way with sustainable living since it has become yet another fad copied by tiktok trends, but they do at least tell their close ones about it and then include small instructions like "please only handmade things" etc. But Jillian has never stopped consuming, she just keeps finding "loopholes" to satisfy the itch, as if implicating other people somehow means she's free of sin. She does it all the time. Let others do the dirty work for her, meanwhile she can claim sustainability and call herself a responsible small artist.
In any case, I hope her mom buys her the bag and then has a small pep with her. Recently all the Louise visits and presents haven't been free of charge and rightfully so. When her bday comes up, we'll see how it goes, and if she has a meltdown, it will be very funny. No material possession can satisfy her sad life.
But hey if she just dropped all the facade and admitted she can't follow along and just bought herself the fucking bag, then things wouldn't be so complicated for her would they.
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>>321482If she weren't such a mega consumer the one bag wouldn't even matter. Also better to buy the singular bag than routinely giving money to Monster energy drinks (picrel).
Also I'll be honest, I trusted Jilly (my fucking mistake there) that she at least got the fast-fashion/ethics part right about Betsey Johnson but I now did a quick search and guess what?
She is explicitly NOT fast fashion but COMPETING with it, at worst you could say on the ethics scale is they are sketch because they aren't transparent but have not ever been implicated in any scandals. Wtf Jill!
https://directory.goodonyou.eco/brand/betsey-johnsonhttps://www.nytimes.com/2012/12/20/fashion/reinventing-betsey-johnson.html (source about not being fast fashion - next post includes relevant screenshot)
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No. 321497
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>>321484>>321486there's one line in a nyt article that she's "competing in the era of fast fashion" and you think that means she's running a green enterprise? the line is in reference to big brands VS her being an independent designer, not how ethical her production is. her shit is definitely made in sweat shops in some poor southeast asian country. you don't need to find fault with everything Jill says.
anyway, to stay on topic, Jill posted her cooking
No. 321511
>>321490I wonder if she realized a well adjusted 25 year old would feel guilty asking their parents for something so expensive. How old are her parents now? 60s or 70s? She should be thinking about how to pay them back in gifts
>>321504We’re fucking nitpicking her eating carrots now? Can ana-chans chill
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>Stimmimg>>321425If I read correctly it looks like the instance nitter.poast.org is using a bunch of real accounts, including permanently suspended accounts, instead of tokens. If this is the case, then any instances that use real accounts should be good and I'll try to compile a list of ones that do. I'll still keep my eyes peeled for other alternatives.
No. 321519
>>321514> hey guys don’t forget I think I’m autistic, guys being autistic is when I flap my hand, because I think I’m autistic and therefore I’m autistic, because hand flap, I mean stimstimstimWe get it jill, you want to be autistic and think that if you say stim enough in any context everyone will get the hint and call you autistic so you can point at them and say “see everyone thinks I’m autistic”.
In short: stop trying to make “I’m autistic” happen. It’s not gonna happen!
No. 321522
>>321513You can be thin and learn how to cook healthy meals, not cook the shittiest day 1 of using a kitchen meal and say "I love cooking" like Jillian does
But she probably posted that because we criticized the cheesy grease pasta too
>>321498I'm with you with the munchie arfid larp tbh
>>321521Like clockwork
>>321519Yeah the more she mentions it the more fake she sounds
No. 321527
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>>3215231. Drop fake activism.
2. Make soap.
3. ????
4. PROFIT
(soap posting) No. 321540
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Jill liking more new alter posts on her @pixie_petals account.
>>321497>"I love cooking">No oil, fat, or lard.>1/2 cup of machine-diced red peppers that have been burned.>Single chicken breast that has not been pounded for even cooking.>Charred and burned spices, most of which stuck on the pan beneath the food which it's supposed to be seasoning.I just
know Stephen had to soak that crusty pan before he scrubbed off all the wasted spices/herbs that cemented onto the cooking surface because of the lack of oil. Notice that she only made a meal for herself. Stephen doesn't get to have any of her slop. He was probably cursing her under his breath.
>>321538>You have all faithfully told this woman to make soap for 5 years.Actually most of us believe it's just one autist, we call her soap-chan for reference. Usually she is told to shut up for sperging about Jill making soap, but sometimes I think her comedic timing is quite funny.
No. 321545
>>321497I wasn't thinking BJ was an ethical choice for fashion, more just pointing out that Jill is just randomly guessing and shoving words out there while "educating" her audience. Not all shitty brands are fast fashion and sweatshops are a specific type of hell. But also it's probably best not to claim something uses sweatshops on a brand account when they've yet to be implicated in it unlike most other brands. Like it was a good guess on Jill's part, but as a "sustainability influencer" it's not a good look. She should have just said mass-produced but she just had to word vomit further without knowing anything
>>321514If she stims when she's super happy why hasn't she stimmed on camera yet? you'd think jer and sunny would be all the time from being overwhelmed and happy respectably
>>321527It's much harder to take Jill seriously when we have a genuine, well-meaning autist in this thread
>>321540wonder if anons were right about there being something up with her and stevie so now she's inventing a new persona to punish him (look what you made happen! the trauma!)
No. 321550
You know, I've been wondering.
In years of her sending emails to her abusers, did NO ONE actually take their time to reply what a selfish, immature, manipulative, coddled, narcissistic lazy ass she is?
How fucking dare she, uninvite relatives from celebrations with their entire family on her account, how dare she dredge up possibly decades-old bullshit no one gave a singly fuck about just to make them feel bad about her? How dare she, cowardly dump it into their inbox and run away and sit twiddling her thumbs, instead of actually confronting people and having a discussion with them?
Sorry, that's an irrelevant thing since the mail thing happened a week ago, but I have been wondering about this and how bullshit her behaviour is. If someone actually dared to call her out right back, would it bring some sense to her, or would she just throw up even more narc rage?
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View count on her newest vlog.
>>321540God please no more freaking alters. She doesn't even try with the ones she already has. Probably thinks it will help her views. Only so many times she can go to that well.
>>321546Exactly
nonnie. It's so obvious but Jill wants to pretend everyone will just blindly accept her bullshit.
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>>321542>>321538Admittedly she could make very cool colorful handmade soaps BUT ONLY if she doesn't chicken out and actually learns about the real stuff behind it. Not just the melt and pour process, but also the type of swirly layered cold process soaps that actually have nice oils in them. But since she loves doing "research" on "topics that interest her", I won't tell her how that works.
(soap derail) No. 321554
>>321550>Would being called out for her bad behaviour bring some sense into her?No, anon, it wouldn't. Historically, Jill has failed to learn anything from her poor choices and behaviours in the past. She is very vindictive and it is easy for her to hold onto grudges for long periods of time. She is classless, uncouth, and dim-witted in her egoist rage. She has a pattern of striking down individuals only when they are weaker than her or unable to respond: for example, only after her former piano-teacher-pedo was caught molesting other girls did she feel the need to "clap back" and send him an enraged email, even though she claims that he was
always a creep towards her. It was only when other people turned on him first did she feel the need to contact him and reprimand him, partly because she couldn't stand the idea that other people could claim to be his
victims but she could not. It's a similar pattern to how she attacks people on Twitter; she only attacks people that have smaller followings than her, or organizations that she already knows wont respond e.g., the psych association that included her in a video once. She would never dream to directly attack a larger social media personality; for example, she was dogpiled in the H3 podcast a few weeks back for being a loser, and instead of making a huge video/tweet about how "
toxic and mean" the H3 podcast fandom is she just bitched about it in the podcast chat and then left the stream. She knows that her
victim card only works within the context of the echo chamber that she has developed for herself, whether that be with her followers or with her immediate family or friend circle. I think the only time in recent memory that she has apologized for her past actions is when she made her short response video re: the photo of her touching a black girl's hair. Even then, it was obvious through her tone and demeanor in that video that she wasn't so much remorseful as she was fearful of the possibility of her fans turning on her. She will only ever apologize when the weight of her actions directly threatens her shit career and possibility of making money.
>>321553Soap-chan I love you but please keep the soap posting to a minimum of like 2 or 3 posts per thread.
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>>321553Samefag I think she could also go back to making pins too as those are trendy as well. DID larp pronoun alter pins would be so popular in her circle (barf) but at least she would be doing something other than smoking weed and fighting people on Twitter I guess
No. 321556
>>321550>If someone actually dared to call her out right back, would it bring some sense to her, or would she just throw up even more narc rage?Only narc rage of course, then she would call them
abusive and send even more hate emails their way while blocking and unblocking multiple times a day
>>321554>she was dogpiled in the H3 podcast a few weeks back for being a loser, and instead of making a huge video/tweet about how "toxic and mean" the H3 podcast fandom is she just bitched about it in the podcast chat and then left the stream>She knows that her victim card only works within the context of the echo chamber that she has developed for herself, whether that be with her followers or with her immediate family or friend circle.Yep and I'm just waiting for her to do a very big fuck up so a youtuber can pick up on her and make a funny video out of it
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>>321555This picture made me want to check on her website, but when I searched it up I realized that she had blanked the website and it's not empty (see picrel). Is this a new development, or did she remove her website contents some time ago?
No. 321563
>>321540I know for a fact that soap-chan is a collaborative effort.
>>321549Jill’s hobby is Jill. Fashion, cosplay and vlogging are just excuses for Jill to showcase herself. She claims to be a fashion designer but never designs anything meant to be worn by other people, only herself. This DID farce is a natural escalation of her self-obsession because it allows her to do nothing but talk about herself herself in third person and sell that as “content”.
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>>321562Samefag just to say her other websites are still up: picrel is from her blogpost (
https://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/) and I found a redbubble-esque website (
https://pixiethreads.myspreadshop.com/). I'm still confused that her main website was blanked, I meant to ask in my original post if anybody else can access it or if it's just me having technical problems.
No. 321566
>>321554That anon you replied to, but like. If not a single one of her family members called her out on her shit, I really have zero faith in them. They fully deserve to have that
toxic bitch in their midst if no one is willing to step out to her. That would be the exact reason she can call out her family on being
abusive or possibly even committing csa as she hints. No one ever sad no to her. No one ever rebuked her petty claims, so she can freely accuse everyone of anything.
If anyone ever did, and she just concealed it… Well. That makes her a huge bitch even more. Throwin her immediate circle under the bus so they can serve as fodder for her Oh So Traumatic Childhood without ever actually having to admit what type of trauma it was and who actually caused it (as far she implicated her father and one of her aunts as I know)
Just. Does no one in her family will to step up to her? She paints them as
abusive manipulative liars who tortured her since she was a child, she even sends passive-aggressive emails to them claiming the same, so makes it known she's blaming them.
We live in a digital age. Everyone's family is online, everything is traceable. Why does she keep doing this? Why would nobody come forward and tell it like it really is, if even just to defend themselves from her slander?
No. 321567
>>321566Kek anon not trying to be mean but your post reeks of newfaggotry, you need to lurk more and go back to read Jill's old threads to grasp Jill's neurotic sense of self-importance and grandiose self-image. Jill is a creepy coddled munchie diagnosed with BPD who malded that she wasn't getting enough attention throughout her mum's cancer treatment: she has no shame and doesn't care whom she throws under the bus, whether that be past lovers, old friends, or even members of her immediate family.
>We live in a digital age. Everyone's family is online, everything is traceable.I've often wondered whether or not her family sees the things she posts online. Part of me believes that she has her immediate family blocked on the accounts where she posts more diabolical information, e.g., her twitter accounts. I tinfoil that that's why she seems to speak so freely there when she bashes her family and insinuates that they abused her growing up.
No. 321568
>>321567Again, that anon. Not a newfag, I even found the lolcow through serching Jill and been followimg her for years.
I just keep wondering, how can she claim all these outlandish terrible things with no one of her family caring she paints them as abusers and rapists or whatever.
Perhaps, I am a bit more tune into the online world, but she has lived her entire life online, connected her real full name to it, connected her entire close family to it, dragged her extended family into it. Real names, real faces, real people.
And yet I am still at disbelief that no one is willing to set things straight or call her out for anything she says.
Perhaps, I am idealistic. Perhaps the culture in canada where she lives is different from where I am from. But if anyone finds that one of their family members is spreading lies about them, connected to their actual names and identites, why won't ANYONE step up to it?
To me personally, it seems like either her family doesn't really care about their image. Or that they're yielding to her, an influencer with a dead platform, because they still believe they should coddle her. Both of which is not a correct way to response to anything that she does when talking about her family.
No. 321570
>>321568nta, it could simply be that it's not worth the effort and drama that would come from calling her out. The leaps in logic and mental gymnastics she would make in that kind of confrontation wouldn't lead anywhere and she most likely wouldn't learn anything from it. It could also be that family members have brought up Jill's social media to Louise and she asks them to just leave her be for the sake of peace, there are way too many stories out there of mothers letting their favorite child get away with anything for the sake of peace and perceived "family happiness".
I used to know someone that is VERY similar to Jill, and calling her out on her bullshit would never lead to any positive outcome because she was so convinced of her own narrative that she would change how entire conversations actually happened in her head. The only time Jill would learn anything would be if a bigger channel called her out so she would have more eyes on her.
No. 321571
>>321570Tbh I see that as the only possible response. That it's not worth it. because Jill will never fucking see how much damage she does, by slandering her entire family.
Again, I may be idealistic. But I wish something could be done with it and with her until something entirely bigger than her is involved. Because sure, she deserves to be dragged by the biggest toppest dogs of commentary or whatever channels. But her family just needs to tell their truth and be left alone. They're just people. And being dragged into this and implicated in various abuses… is just nothing that anyone ever deserves.
No. 321573
>>321568I don't believe Jill has ever actually sent an email to someone who has "wronged" her
Her parents and other family members that she says stuff about are part of a generation that don't compulsively check social media. There is a big chance most of them don't even have twitter or they don't follow her. My mom has never asked to follow me on twitter even though we both have it. And if they do see any of her retweets or posts about abuse, it's easy enough for her to say that's for ~awareness~ or whatever
No. 321588
>>321584Also how we've never seen her donate to these donations she's retweeting
She's blatantly performative
No. 321592
>>321563>I know for a fact that soap-chan is a collaborative effortthe real soap-chan was the friends we made along the way
>>321564it's very unsurprising Jill used to be into wiccan stuff but gave it up (now watch her bring it up again as a special interest 5 min after lurking…)
No. 321593
>>321592Good point, I haven't seen any Wiccan shit in ages
Inb4 she remembers which alter is Wiccan and lets them front (I think it was flora?)
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No. 321622
>>321621So helpful to get makeup tips from someone who doesn't perform, doesn't do drag or cosplay regularly (or at all), doesn't do makeup professionally or at least knows how the makeup looks outside to take selfies cause she doesn't go out.
like wow thank you jill, you do the same makeup and photoshoots alone in your rainbow dungeon and photoshop it to death. such expert advice!
No. 321629
>>321622this post is entirely inoffensive and you're nitpicking worse than the
nonnie who was mad she ate carrots
No. 321641
>>321621Not saying she isn't right, but honestly how would she know? Her drag and other looks don't involve her painting on a new pair of eyebrows as far as I can tell. She keeps entering herself into conversations as if that's what will prove herself as an expert instead of actually doing anything.
inb4 her next "drag" "look" involves her drawing on fake pink brows for the photos and she manages to roll her lazy ass out of the house to some amateur drag night within the next month to "prove us wrong" (then again, the few things she doesn't steal from the thread are involve leaving the house and improving herself so maybe not the latter part kek)
(nitpicking) No. 321660
>>321644She’s done tutorials on how she does her rainby brows and doesn’t use a glue stick. Her drag makeup is abysmal and horrible so I don’t think she knows what she’s doing and this is just another instance of Jill wanting to be the authority of something she hasn’t mastered or even deeply practiced to just feel special. She can’t let anyone forget she does drag even though she hasn’t in a long time.
Also she hasn’t been able to match her foundation shade in her entire YouTube career. The most basic of basic makeup skills. Still rocking that yellow foundation and never learning. She never would pick anything from being theatre kid because she was too busy crying about getting bullied and always thinking what she thinks is right is objectively correct answer and anyone that corrects her is a bully meanie hater.
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No. 321698
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Stevie's birthday is today.
No. 321707
>>321621Licking the fucking glue stick is way nastier and less effective than just rubbing the glue on the back of your hand for a second. Wouldn't a professional drag queen like Jill know that licking the glue stick is just a meme? she'd probably get bullied behind stage if a real drag queen saw her doing that shit.
>>321690She won't do OF because she's still itching for the approval of her parents and wants to be seen as an innocent baby girl more than she wants to be seen as sexy. Momma Vessey would be disappointed, and tbh I don't think she'll put up with as much as say, Shayna's parents will.
No. 321709
>>321690nah, regardless of what libfemrot will claim, most women wouldn't actually choose porn unless they were groomed into it from a young age. I think jill is old enough that she'd feel genuine shame from it still since the "everyone can open an onlyfans" is more of a recent thing, her time was all about not "slutshaming" but still seemed to get that porn was an exploitative industry regardless. And on the sex topic, I find that her drag itself is seemingly sexless, not even the look of a burlesque chick using drag for the work and her "sexual" alter has yet to be anything but sexless too. At most you could describe her as drunk looking. I think that not only is she a normal woman in regards to porn, she's also not exactly a sexual person either. Sure she can put on drag and say "slayyy" all she wants, but she still looks and acts like a child playing dress-up
>>321700he's so going to troon out and it would be in Jill's best interest to break up with him before he becomes an untouchable troon if she wants to make any claims about him. a quick scroll of his twitter shows him retweeting troonshit propaganda, thirsting over male star wars characters (beyond his pinned post of anakin), and cock jokes. I'd be surprised if they have sex tbh, he seems like he's coming to the realisation that he's not actually all that into women (or has started the "omg I'm actually so queer" stage of trooning out). He's a enby anyways, it's only a matter of time, no male troons ever stay satisfied once they start itching at the fetish. I've only ever seen female enbies detransition
No. 321721
>>321716Don't be dense, people are speculating based on her own cow behaviour, they're not acting like gross moids expressing who they want to see naked.
Jill has literally used the words "fuckable plaything" about herself, why wouldn't her sex obsessed Veronica alter start an onlyfans?
No. 321751
>>321750I don't really feel bad for him, he works, he drives and probably has friends, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have a hard time finding someone to let him stay in their home for a while until he makes enough money to rent a place.
At this point he's with Jillian for whatever reason he may have, but he's a man, so I doubt it's because of abuse of any kind or because he can't support himself, if anything, Jillian has shown the internet how useless she is and how he surely does everything around the house, he's literally an independent moid in a first world country from said first world country that can literally go anywhere he fucking wants.
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No. 321809
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>Honest
Reminded me of when Jill posted about wanting a magical lying meter to totally prove she isn't a liar.
No. 321812
>>321809>openly plural >addict>they/themChrist, what a nut. Can't believe this thing is a therapist.
On topic, I'm dying to know what happened on valentines day. There was clearly some drama.
No. 321813
>>321800She's always wearing the most mainstream "alt" brands herself…is this a humble brag about having more money than other folks because she can afford $80 lazy oaf (also fast fashion) over $30 shein knockoffs?
Because she would never wear something vintage or this interesting…she doesn't really thrift any of her clothing and we all know she hardly makes anything for herself. And when she does it's always a basic skater dress with some appliques thrown on. The way she sees herself is so separate from reality.
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>>321800>>321813What she thinks she looks like vs how she actually looks.
She has never worn anything similar to the stuff on the left. In fact, she has never even looked like that once. She's delusional. What she wears looks as cheap as any other shein bitch out there. She can't even do this larp right.
And she doesn't even own anything 60s-70s vintage either.
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>>321837Exhibit A. She posted this one before the Jill/Jer one.
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>>321836There you go,
nonnie No. 321843
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Hmm… Stsevie's Twitter bio no longer mentions being an "intern for @pixielocks"
No. 321844
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>>321843samefag but just wanted to post this pic again because I think it told a whole entire fucking story.
No. 321858
>>321843Well that's trouble in rainbowland confirmed. I think he's been distancing himself from her since the time it was proven Jill's "diagnosis" wasn't a diagnosis and he had publicly embarrassed himself saying he had seen said non-existing diagnosis papers.
Tinfoil based on his troonery and porn addiction, but it could be possible that he's trying to get Jill go into an open/plural relationship. He has the perfect excuse of saying dating her is already dating multiple people, so Jill can't really object to that part. Maybe all this "lesbian" art Jill is posting is her hoping to get a mutual girlfriend with Steve so she can finally prove she's totes really gay for women?
No. 321876
>>321856That's why I said it depends on when she got sober.
>>321853The other kid is Louise's gifted one now. Jill is the trwaumatized stoner burnout. Jill has been slowly falling out of her mother's favor for a while, and I also think she's pretty far out from where her mom is, and Jill probably used the car crash as an excuse to not drive out unless she feels like it.
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https://nitter.poast.org/For people who use nitter
No. 321893
The clip of Stevie talking about Jill's
diagnosis >>256469 always makes me laugh. I'm interested in whether she'll vlog a bit of her party and/or video her making her dress at a
professional level like she did the Cure Sky cosplay. I want more dumb gifs like her making the Jill and Jerricka peep kiss.
>>321876She was raging a bit during her Christmas stay. Probably doesn't help her mom wants her to smoke outside.
>>321891Nta, just want to write if you get a message saying something like pick a different instance just refresh.
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Wow people weren't kidding when they said Steven follows a bunch of tranny and DID accounts. Saw it on nitter
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>omg my male autism: electricity
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Also the Jerrick account has been delegated as the place to post angsty song lyrics. Notice the post on the 12th of February when she was having a meltdown
No. 321924
>>321898"follow my main" "backup account" means it's a spam account of someone's main porn account, I got one on instagram who liked my pictures from three different accounts attached to their main porn account with that "backup account/second account" in bio.
the "backup" accounts get banned for spamming likes and comments (my images are posted months ago so I don't even know how the pornbot found them) so they use them to promote while protecting the main account. So even worse than following trannies, he's doing the most desperate male activity of following porn bots kek
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Has this been posted before? The "I want everyone to be successful" is so iffy.
No. 321928
>>321927Wtf. He must be lurking
>>321891I hope it gets rejected. The focus of the picture isn't even precure
No. 321933
>>321926She just is trying to clout chase because she went to high school with Denim. We all know she doesn't care about anyone else's success but her own
>>321927Lmaooo
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>>321927He’s following that tranny that was photographed with the goon troon and Mr Beast’s tranny friend.
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No. 321967
>>321956It’s telling that Stebe can’t even have a birthday for himself and everything has to be shared with jillybean, it’s pathetic and I don’t understand how he isn’t tired of everything focusing on jillian to some degree. I don’t feel bad for him, I just wish he would stop being a doormat because the milk from jill would be full fat if he
triggers her narc rage by setting boundaries (and breaking up with her)
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>>321967Can we get this with Jill, Steebie and maybe her mom?
No. 321975
>>321908>>321911It's not so much that we feel bad for him, but rather it's just so bizarre to see how much he has changed to conform to Jill's aesthetic. Vidrel is an example of how Stephen used to look and behave in early 2020. He seems much more self assured, less tired, more masculine, and more himself than the shell of Stephen we see today. Jill's histrionics and general insanity has seemed to take a toll on all of her former boyfriends, eventually moulding them into her idea of the ideal boyfriend. It's like she takes pleasure in removing their identities and assuming them into her own sense of self. It's why they can't have friends over, can't go out without her, can't decorate their shared spaces, can't have their own birthday parties, etc.
>>321956I had to check her twitter post to make sure but in the fourth picture on the table in the background you can see a can of Monster's Zero Ultra energy drink (the flavour in the white can). I can tell it's a Monster energy can because I drink 3 every week and I just know it nonnas. I thought she was giving up Monster?
>>321966My question is does Stephen even have friends? We know rather little about Stephen compared to our knowledge of Jill, and a lot of the stuff we do know is filtered through Jill's narc tendencies. I imagine that Stephen has become so codependent on Jill for so long that he doesn't have any IRL friends outside of her friend circle, so who else is supposed to attend his birthday party besides Jill's friend group? And when Jill invites her friends over, it's clear that she is to be the centre of their attention as the best hostess in the world.
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>>321957>>321958It really does when you notice the beads she has out. So guess they're going to make friendship bracelets or something.
>>321962She's not thoughtful nor does she compromise. It's all about her all the time. Wonder if we will be blessed with dress pics soon?
>>321967How I feel too,
nonnie. Him telling her no would piss her off badly.
>>321975Nice catch. Lol, no, she's addicted to monsters. She has at least one a day. There's no way she'd give up her undergoo. By the way looks like either oreos or chips ahoy by that monster.
No. 321987
>>321923I mean it could be Louise she clearly doesn’t like Jilly smoking and makes her go out to the shed to do so when she is there. I could see her not wanting Jill who is baked constantly and a daily smoker around Sam potentially
triggering her. It’s not legal in the uk so you do encounter it now and then but to a way lesser degree than that and people aren’t just doing it openly. I could see a tantrum situation where Jill has been told not to bring that around Sam and her refusing to go because it’s muh medicine for totally real DID.
No. 321990
>>321985>but consider the fact that Steve is a coomer who even wants his own bedroom to watch porn alone at night When was this established? I thought it was still pretty much up in the air why they sleep separately, except for them - since Jill's DID "announcement" - now claiming that it's because Jill screams and trashes around at night because of "trauma"?
Not saying this to defend Steeb, I just can't stand it when anons mix up facts and fanfiction based on their hatred.
No. 321992
>>321954The average farmer is a retard shut in. They only use social media to lurk on cows accounts.
>>321956She's so insufferable. Maggie can easily steal the greasy troon right back from Jill's grubby hands by simply treating him as an adult human with his own interests. It'd be funny if she's invited and all we see in the background is the two of them exchanging looks as Jill screeches about her 50/11 alters. He'll probably just invite Maggie out to actually celebrate his birthday when Jill passes out from a DID weed coma.
>>321963Jill is a grown woman who doesn't need all the pastel decorations and crap. Wasn't Steve's birthday last week or something? Imo their birthdays aren't close enough for a joint party, especially since it seems like they didn't do anything on Steve's actual birthday. This is basically just Jill's birthday party, and Steve will be there too. The very least she could do was get a star wars cut out and stuck it in a corner somewhere, to show that she actually considers what he likes.
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Roller skates are top shelf, but Steve’s shoes are relegated to a tiny portion of the bottom shelf lol
No. 322007
>>321992Maybe at this point Steven already celebrated by himself with his friends but Jillian still needs to have the joint party for some reason. I don't feel like Steven wants this at all and the way Jillian is decorating and putting herself on the front
oof it all comes off as annoying
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>>321971I’m extremely proud of this.
No. 322023
>>322006You're making it sound like you ARE Steve lol
>>322015He's already an enby, so hrt next?
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Looked at her patreon and saw this. Not a member so I can't get the full message sadly.
No. 322025
>>322018Mmm perfect
chef's kiss. This is a good edit…
>>322022Stephen's life is go to work, get home, make dinner, clean house, clean cat's litter boxes, run errands. That's his whole life. I think the only way he copes is smoking copious amounts of weed like Jill does. I'm not sure if he's permafried like she is, but I doubt Jill does anything around the house besides smoke, makes picrews of herself, and talk to herself. I assume Steve browses Grindr on the side when he's at work for troon points.
No. 322028
>>322018Immaculate, anon. I love that you left in Louise’s scarf haha You picked the perfect photo for Steve, he looks dejected
>>322023> You're making it sound like you ARE Steve lolThis comment is so funny
You ladies in this thread have such good senses of humor
No. 322043
>>322036Thanks. Hope she was nice to her parents when she visited.
>Pixie (Flora & Jill)Kek
>>322041I expect nothing less. Something funny I keep seeing the happy retard diagnosis cake in lieu of the birthday cake.
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Updated bio on pixie_petals.
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I've never posted on this before (so sorry if I did something wrong) but I saw Jill in the chat of Friday's H3 episode with no one acknowledging her and got weirded out by her comments
No. 322056
>>322051You didn't do anything wrong nonna. You gotta love Jill's unrelenting love and support for H3, even after his remarks vis-a-vis Israel/Palestine conflict. I don't mean to bring up that debate here, I just find it funny that Jill is so anal about promoting all of this Israeli boycott stuff and pro-Palestine content when Ethan from H3 has been in hot water recently surrounding his controversial pro-Israel rhetoric. She is all for cancelling other people for disagreeing with her viewpoints; just not the people that she likes.
>>322052In high school Jillybean was running a lolita blog, taking part in anime conventions and competing in cosplay comps, she took a trip across the world to Japan, she ran a successful YT channel that got 100k+ views per video. Now, as a 25 year old, she gets high every day all day and pretends to be a 4 year old while slowly destroying her liver with Monster energy drink. SAD!
>>322036>"I'm traveling back to NB from PEI."I wonder why she didn't mention her trip to PEI? Jill could have made a fun roadvlog or something, but like always she wastes every opportunity to be fun or creative.
No. 322057
>>322047>>322045I wonder what kind of trauma a coddled priviledged person like Jillian could develop out of nowhere. Love the "patchwork heart" thing btw, trouble in rainbowland for sure
>>322056Pretty sure her trip to PEI was just a way to run away from Steven for a while, I'm assuming at least
No. 322070
>>322057 Yeah the username is… interesting, she just missed the chance to use a broken heart emoji to maximise the breadloafing
And she didn't mention the trip, for someone that loves telling us everything she does no matter how minimal, it's weird that she didn't mention travelling to PEI
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>>322057>trouble in rainbowlandLooks like Sunny ran away.
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>>322071Also possibly related, but she made a weird comment about how some of her alters need to abuse substances in order to front.
No. 322073
>>322072Claiming DID really is her cover for antisocial behavior. Raging bitch? DID. Sloppy alcoholic? DID. Lazy dopehead? DID. Can’t work? DID.
Guess she’s reaping what she sows. Don’t want to put in any effort, why should anyone else.
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steeb dmed that teenager who made jill freak out and melt down on twitter when it was happening apparently
No. 322088
>>322084"Pixie's mental health treatment" as in, "no she does not receive any amount of mental health treatment at all and is at the point where she doesn't even actually leave the house. She is also addicted to different substances at this point and as such doesn't even see a real doctor because she was likely fired by her last doctor due to nasal spray and medication abuse"
The way Stevie talks. What a fucking creep.
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>>322084second half of screenshots
No. 322091
>>322088They don't about her mental health liberally but her entire channel is for said mental health??? Dude is so creepy like what is he trying to offer the kid beefing with Jill?>>322090
This just in: teens are retarded but that's ok because they're kids and not almost 30 like Jill and Steeb.
No. 322097
>>322092I agree with your sentiment. Why is he sending a voice memo? What the fuck is his logic here? Oh boohoo Jilly is upset. Tell her to block and grow up, Steven. Him engaging in this stupid feud is unneeded and screams creepy/manipulative.
>>322094How bad are her tantrums for people to just choose to pacify her instead of telling her to get over herself?
>>322096It is. They need to both log off.
No. 322098
>>322084He talks like a customer service agent trying to confront a teen online, for his girlfriend who’s literally an adult and should be embarrassed to beef with a teenager and should handle her own.
Fucking freaks, the both of them.
No. 322104
>>322084Maybe it’s a tinfoil hat but it’s probably true: Jill probably guilted him to do this ngl. At least a good olde “steeeviieee they are being mean to me!!”. So he did it. Generally he keeps out of this sort of stuff when it happens (to memory unless I blocked something out).
This whole thing is uncomfortable as fuck. I am giving this kid a pass, she’s a Twitter tard and all but she’s the only person who’s ever bothered to call Jill out and didn’t back down. want to hear the voice note though, can’t believe she didn’t post it. That’s just weird.
>>322067 Something is up and their relationship is totally dead in the water. If anything the weird messages to Twitter tard kid was a last ditch effort to appease Jill while things fall apart.. or maybe the straw to the camels back.
No. 322105
>>322099I agree this is absolutely bizarre and inappropriate from him. And not what a supportive partner should be doing in this situation at all, which would be encouraging Jill to block this person and spend less time online. She has terrible boundaries (from a work/life balance perspective) and can't ever decide whether to use her platform for professional or personal reasons.
The concern trolling thing ("Are you doing okay?" from Steve to) is especially so weird. The mature thing to do here is to not engage, not try and guilt this teenager into feeling differently about an online celebrity they don't even know.
No. 322107
>>322089 Jesus fucking Christ what a weirdo.
He acts like they are such mature adults and the 17 YEAR OLD is being childish and unreasonable when the one that can't handle criticism, resorts in online attacks from her rainby goons and sends her partner to defend her from a fucking child is Jillian.
I do think Steebie is a moron in his own right, but this was def something Jillybean asked him to do. He doesn't care that much about her at this point, anyways, so I really doubt the initiative was his.
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