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>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears>Known lurker>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm
General info:>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings; opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads; has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image; formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both have formally come out as bisexual>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
Last Thread Recap:>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t selling anything yet, but plans to sell bad Lazy Oaf knock offs>She got rid of the rainby bangs>2 year anniversary with totes not gay Steevie>Uses the word ‘pandemie’ and gets called out for being insensitive, but a fan claims she was just speaking French>She won’t stfu about her stims and super scary ‘restrictive’ eating disorder >Finally picks the winners of her tattoo contest. She picks questionable designs that queerbait>She receives PR from Wet n Wild and throws a bitch fit about the plastic in it>Makes a video which clearly had editing on her voice, but claims the unnatural high pitch is just a symptom of her bpd >Makes a ‘scene kid transformation’ video but looks nothing like a scene kid and instead just subjects us to horrible shilled drag eyelashes from Toshi and a badly coordinated outfit once again (but this time in black)>Anthony Padilla announces he is making a video on BPD, Jill gets her confetti cunts to beg him to put her in the video. He had already picked people to be in the video>Buys a $100 too small vintage romper, only to break it with her fat immediately
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
Cosplay Facebook Page: https://anony.link/https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://anony.link/https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/
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That's not environmentally friendly Jill.. And queenjellybeany profile pic could be mistaken as Jill's.
Listen I know this thread isn't about queen beany or whatever but "buying things to fill the void" jesus christ that's scary how she wants that to be one of the first things people see about her and she thinks it's all "cutesey uwu" I guess one thing she has over Jill is at least she's honest about her shopping addition I guess
Also agreed anon her profile picture straight up looks like someone drew fanart for Pixie
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Her first name is apparently Ellie according to her Etsy. It rhymes with jelly, so there you have it.
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jfc you guys are autistic sometimes. the cringe is unbearable, stop reaching so hard.
the deviantart she made 10 YEARS AGO has the username "jellybean009". her name is ellie. it sounds like jelly. jellybean is a real word.
is it really more believable to you that she's both found and read this thread and based her entire online identity across multiple platforms on JILL of all people than something more innocent?
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Someone immortalized the fat blasted romper in animal crossing kek
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What the actual fuck is she doing with her upper lip in her new twitter pic? She looks like a platypus
"I very much look and sound like I can be american"
What does an American look like according to Jill?
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I wonder if this is what happened between her, wendy, and jenny.
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"this is my last year of fashion school" "I'm never going back to school"
please say sike………. she's not ready to do shit
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100% bet she’s intimidating irl… Super intense, and snotty, and always squealing, and taking about herself.
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I know this pic, has already been posted, but the caption… No one thinks, you, or anyone is strange for wearing rainbows, or colourful fashion. Not that that’s fashion. But, people probably would back away because everything clashes, and you look like a fool. Especially in “ ~fashion~ “ skool. Not to mention the smug, judgemental look on her face! Is she suppose to look innocent, and intriging, in this pic? LMAO She looks so dumb with her lips slightly open like that.
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This might have already been discussed but Jillybean was in June's kawaii international episodehttps://www3.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld/en/ondemand/video/2025124/
Honestly the more she drops these autism hints the more it feels like she isn’t autistic and is just pretending like she has been with BPD, even though I was convinced
It feels like just ANOTHER thing to excuse her being a shitty person towards everyone
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Behold, her ugly ass cork board.
Can‘t even draw a straight line and calls herself an ~artist~ and ~fashun designer~
b-but anon, it's for her mental iwness, therefore she's allowed to do whatever she wants!!>>112263
In highschool all my art teachers got annoyed with students who turned in basically the same thing every time so I can't understand why her fucking fashion teachers aren't more strict about trying to push her boundaries and get her to try new things because she's literally used the same color palette on EVERYTHING.
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Jill is in NO position to talk about this because she's not a therapist or anything remotely alike, she really loves pretending she's so smart and knows what the fuck she's talking about but she clearly doesn't, I hope she gets roasted.
This is why she thinks she's a fashion designer too, she just THINKS she has the authority on anything, no wonder she got bullied in hischool.
god damn she looks. so. OLD. like mid 30's, it's fucking tragic.>>112413
oh god please let her do this so she gets picked up by actual drama channels eventually and gets eaten alive for spreading misinformation
Psychosis?????? Jillian what the fuck would you know about psychosis???????
God, I'll have to control myself to not sperg if she actually makes a video on it, it's such a dangerous symptom and usually just lands people being forcefully put on mental hospitals. I hate BPD larpers so much lmao imagine pretending to have experience or even understand something as dangerous as psychosis.
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>The photoshop job cannot be topped
She'd have to be bold enough to claim she's been diagnosed by a psychiatrist/psychologist, because dissociation is a pretty common symptom for borderlines. And a psychotic discussing their disorder without consulting an expert and taking medication is not a reliable source of information tbh.
Jillybean, please don't embarass yourself with self-diagnosing.
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I hope this is irony.
This girls lives off her parent‘s pockets; never strugglee for shelter, food or health insurance or student loans.
I don‘t believe a single word about her being ~mentally ill~. She uses this as an accessory. It‘s fucking disgusting.
people can have a lot in life and still be mentally ill. it doesn't always come from the environment, genetics and brain makeup are factors
i dont believe she's anywhere near honest, i'm just pointing that out cus it sounds like you were trying to justify her comfortable and privileged life as a reason why she can't be sick
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Jesus christ, what an asshole to repost something like that?? Who wants to suddenly see stuff like that in their feed? Her fans are all pretty sensitive people so she knows what she's doing. Not even a cursory trigger warning
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I wonder if they were actual "I need to go to the hospital or I'll die" kind of suicide attempts or if it was a "I'm crying in my bathroom with the blade in my hand then I said not today" kind of suicide attempt. They're very distinctly different and to completely sound like an asshole the latter is not an actual attempt. >>112749
It's funny that she keeps trying to push ARFID, usually when an adult has it even if they eat nothing but nuggies they still tend to be under weight since even their "safe foods" need time to adjust and get comfortable eating. But like anons said in previous threads maybe she's just drinking gallons of sugary juice and iced teas that it helped her balloon up.
Also, She needs to get her story straight, either she's ana-chan or has ARFID she can't be both since the diagnoses counteract each other.
I always forget who Colin is because he blends in with her current slave and the slave she had when she was into lolita fashion
Also, lol, good for him
Like how full of yourself must you be to make him into the bad guy? shut up jill, you're the toxic
No, I never said she's not privileged. In fact, she's way more privileged than she makes herself out to be with her disingenuous "I know I'm privileged, I am very blessed, but most of this I worked for" shenanigans. She reminds me a lot of Shane Dawson in that sense, when he'd keep reiterating how poor he is to sound ~ relatable ~
But as I was trying to say, the reason why she was so depressed over moving out was exactly her privilege, because she's a spoilt momma's girl (and there wouldn't be anything wrong with that if she hadn't grown up to be an entitled, ‘I'm the center of attention’ brat)
I seriously keep forgetting that Colin and Stevie are two different people, they're nearly identical >>112839
I think she won't claim to have that because she's in huge denial about her weight and if she called herself atypical anorexic she would have to admit that she's one of the people who's overweight and anorexic, but she doesn't want to admit she's overweight and not "thicc"
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Here's the about me. Sorry if this has been posted before but it actually seems pretty new? Maybe I'm behind but her website in general seems like it's been through an overhaul but yes she does mention how she got diagnosed and going back to what this anon said >>112787
she mentions her attempt in here and she actually did have to go to the hospital for it. She also mentions a lot of shit about her weight and eating and anorexia in here.
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This was also on the website and jesus fucking christ I don't think I've ever seen someone look so smug before
This is one of the cringiest biographies I've ever come across. Does she even earn enough to support herself from her YouTube channel? Her viewcount leaves much to desire…
Also she never mentioned that she's been definitively diagnosed as a borderline. Manifesting a few symptoms doesn't warrant you have it tf.
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oh they're so superior
This was talked about when she announced her web page is live and before that when she posted that picture. Probably 3 or 4 threads ago?
The fact her website is sitting completely useless and she didn't shorten that ridiculous biography makes me wonder if she just forgot about it.
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Yeah, I mean, being bi means you're attracted to both females and males, so why exactly would it be chaotic of two bisexuals to be in a relationship despite being of the opposite gender to each other? The tweet's supposed to be half-ironic I guess, but it just reiterates how sexualities coin you as superior or inferior when you compare yourself to others. It also implies it's somewhat special or quirky of bisexuals to like the opposite gender which defeats the whole meaning of the label itself lol
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I just realized that her weight gain coincides with Canada’s weed legalization kek
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throwing a hair edit in bc she would suit a nice brunette + she needs to give her hair a break from the constant box bleaching, dying and wearing heavy extensions
Yes it has its basis in the DnD alignment chart but it's never used that way all of the Bi people I've seen use chaotic bi are using it solely to describe how they feel "chaotic" over their see-saw like attraction of men and women. You can see that the tweet most likely means it that way too because some people genuinely think that way. >>112993
Her natural hair color washes her out too much, an ashen blonde or a lighter brown color would look better ans it would look better with her bright obnoxious style. the only way her natural hair would work is if she wore more muted colors but i highly doubt jill will suddenly be into dark academia any time soon.
That isn't what that tweet is saying at all. The tweet doesn't even refer to attraction. Bi people also don't generally refer to their attraction to different genders as something they go back and forth on, like you're implying.
Chaotic on the D&D alignment chart is opposite of "lawful." It literally refers to being outside of the expectations and boundaries. That's how "chaotic bi" is used pretty much exclusively.
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If it doesn't refer to attraction then what the hell is "gay vibes" supposed to mean? As some one who is in the bi community and speaks with other bi people I see it exclusively used for their attraction you might not use it that way but majority of the people I know do.
This is the top first result if you google chaotic bisexual. Enough infighting and lets get back to how Jill loves throwing around labels that don't fit her.
That UrbanDictionary definition is wrong. If you read the context of anyone actually using it, it doesn't match up.
If you are bi and don't understand that "gay vibes" means more than attraction, I'm not sure how to explain that to you. Thinking queer people only flock together due to their mutual attraction(s) is ridiculous. There are aesthetics, culture, community, experiences, etc that bond us together.
First of all, horrible web design, looks like dogshit
Second, "about me" pages don't literally have all about you and your life since you were in highschool, it's not helpful and aint nobody got time for that. Looks horrible for any employer too, and besides that, this just screams self centered obnoxious bitch.
I thought this was an onion ring earing lol
So glad to know her speshul chug and swallow disease doesn't stop her from eating onions dip in grease and batter lol
Apparently I can't bond with my bisexual peers because I don't understand the sheer depth of the D&D alignment chart, lol.
Some of you lot need serious help, you try your hardest to label yourselves with so much nonsense to feel somewhat special or valid
in comparison to other people. The tweet in question was not even referring to two chaotic bisexuals being in a relationship, but to how a relationship between two bisexuals of the opposite gender is so ~ chaotic ~ and, quote on quote, "nothing like a couple where both people are straight". What exactly is the big difference here, the "massive gay energy"? Do you even realize how stupid that makes our community sound?
I'm pretty sure there's nothing to misunderstand here, just accept that sexualities don't define your personality, rather it's your personality that helps you shape your morals and your understanding of your sexual orientation. It's so beyond me how people still make their sexualities something way deeper than what they just are.
Back to Jillian,>>113014
THIS should be the banner for the next thread. Just this.
Maybe to pretend she was younger in that photo thus less retarded for looking like that.
Also…uh why you putting an unblurred entire numberplate online Pixie. That site was definitely a weekend project which has now been forgotten.
I read it as an implication that bi/bi couples are so much more glamorous, beautiful and interesting than a straight/straight one, sorta riding on the coattails of the fashion and makeup industry+pop music association with gay men.
In reality it's just an opposite sex couple who desperately want to seem interesting and unique.
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Please stop derailing with this shit I come here to see pixielocks fail at life not see arguments about straight trannies being queer or whatever you're saying
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More neurodivdergent shit hinting towards autism
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This is embarassing considering how fat she is
can you imagine if she hung up the fashion channel and went full vtuber?
Honestly can't see her do it since collecting crap is her personality.
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Saged throwback to when Jill was not a fat rainbow puke.
She used to wear black.
If she was a vtuber, I bet she would make her weight closer to this than her current one kek
okay I don't understand why she keeps calling herself neurodivergent when neurodivergency is literally having one of the following: autism add/adhd, dyslexia, dyscalculia, tourette's, ocd, synesthisia, hyperlexia, meares-irlen Syndrome (if you're trying to be the most specific we will include this but even then it's iffy as it usually comes from developmental disabilities), schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. even then, these only count for the disorders if they came from birth in a genetic way, NOT ones borne from environmental factors.
She's trying to classify a personality disorder (even though i dont think any of us truly believes she has bpd)as a form of neurodivergency, which just even down to the very definition is incorrect.
she makes me laugh, im still waiting for her piss poor BPD description video, she's going to get torn apart
I think it's the opposite, she obviously has many drops in self-confidence and that's probably why she still lowkey edits her body in her photos (just not to the extreme like she used to, or else she'd be put on blast for doing it and called out on her hypocrisy after trying to spread all this body positivity shtick).
Maybe she could be planning on doing hauls or crafting videos without showing her face on camera, and adding her vtuber avatar on the side of the screen for her commentary or something. I don't think she was serious when tweeting the vtuber thing but if she really wanted to go through with the idea that would be a plan
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Just as she tried to do with the vintage seller who sold her the floral romper, she messaged a small company to get an unnecessary refund.
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i forgot that steebi existed tbh. think he gave up on his yt channel already?
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He actually just recently uploaded another really shitty video of copy paste reddit opinions but then promptly privated it.
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Are they 'hugging' her hips or holding on for dear life?
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This is not how pants should fit
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The second pic is really serving goblin ate a lemon realness
The edit on this makes her look like she has tiny t-rex arms and hands.
The VPL situation is even more confusing upon a zoom, maybe it is just bunching in the exact shape of a skimpy pair of panties.
Also love the poorly edited-in rainbow, because pixie is so gay guys
such a flaming bisexual
guys don't forget*
*her last relationship with a woman was a brief, secret disaster where she treated the girl concerned like shit but also clickbaited videos about giving her christmas gifts, which said girl never received because they split up shortly after!! The last one before that was a short teenage one which also appears to be a disaster. Her relationships with men are long and mostly smooth sailing.
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Her face is so o r a n g e. Looking like the fruit and the color. I wish she find some more flattering pants as well. She also didnt put the rainbow trail behind her arm and hip on on the right.
This picture just brings so much questions to mind.
Who the fuck would willingly post a photo that makes it look like their pad is riding all the way to the front? What's the point in "styling" this outfit with the bag if you're not going to hold it still enough to actually show it off? Did she shoop her feet smaller? How is one half of her hair faded and the other not, and if it isn't shopped, why the fuck keep that strawberry banana yogurt looking hair line/root situation? How many godawful yeast infections has she plagued herself with because she refuses to comprehend sizing and fit?
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Lmao pixie in a few years if she keeps bleaching her ratty hair and it all falls out but keeps wearing extensions.
We always make fun of her face for looking retarded but lately all her facial expressions look like she might actually really be retarded.
The outfits don’t help.
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When badly overweight people use big brain bs articles to justify their unhealthy bodies lmao
I mean, honest to God, this is bad even for Pixie. If you're trying to prove you're some sort of "fashion professional" then you should be smart enough to know
a) when things clearly do not fit, not by any respect in the term
b) when you should absolutely not post something online
Pixie, all the proof in the world that you are a total and complete hack is evident in this photo. You should take this photo down for the sake of your fake career.
Ayrt — I agree with you. I mentioned what the study might be about because she’s clearly trying to frame it like it’s at all applicable. Even if she did
have thick thighs or whatever, the study doesn’t mean what she thinks it means.
>>113604>they hug my hips like a dream
You mean 'nightmare.'>>112911
This comes across as an absolute narc. That is the only thing she should be diagnosed as but she conveniently skipped over the possibility in her WebMD diagnosis.
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they say fidgeting can burn up to 800cal/day
there are 59cal in one tyson chicken nugget
Not to be her knight in shining armor, but even people with anxiety can fidget and stim. Sometimes it's not even mental illness but simply a byproduct of some medications. Could as well be due to autism ofc, point being fidgeting is not a big indicator of autism as many conditions share this symptom too.>>113760
What do you mean? Not OP, but I also thought cameltoe is a slang used to indicate the effect clothes have on a woman's groin when they fit so tight you can see its shape
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Jesus what is happening to her fupa
oh my god look at that autistic goblin
this needs to be in the next thread pic
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why does she care more about decorating her space than actually improving her skills
this is pure autism
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Oh my god this is her comparing herself to one of her "friends" (classmates)
First of all, Jill she's not your friend, she probably just tolerates you because you're famous and she's that kind of instagram girl
. Both of you are equally narcissistic perhaps, who knows, but clout is clout. I bet she talks behind you about how much of an eyesore you are.
Second, jesus christ. That's a very big contrast between you and her. You look like a fucking toddler covered in rainbow goo. I wonder if she can actually do clothes though? who knows.
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3 things about her newest vid:
1.While it is alright to stim and I see no problem with it if it helps you concentrate, the fact that this entire unit of a womanchild is carrying toys while dressing as obnoxiously and immature as possible, standing in the corner where she can't bother anyone with her eye straining aesthetics, is very, very funny to me. She must truly be a sight to see at school, wish some of her classmates came here.
2.Her moodboard comes as narcissistic as ever. I thought that eye with the ranbow makeup was hers, until I remembered she can't makeup for dear life. It also annoys me how her moodboard has accesories and random shit like a toy house and cake, but no clothes. Wtf Jill, do you come to school to just to stim/play/have something to brag about?
3.She redesigned her 5 petal flower logo, apparently. I guess the feedback got to her, lol.
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is it just me or do those boards look exactly like the big bud press rainbow logo?
I'm going to be very honest here, I think she's better suited to be a graphic designer than a fashion designer, by miles.
From a personal experience, as a design student about to graduate:>Has good aesthetic sense>Can draw decently, can make a rough logo, good enough skills for a begginer/someone in college who is still learning>Can edit photos and videos (needs more attention to detail)>Can produce content constantly if she really put her mind into it>Brand oriented, loves consuming, loves talking about product>Her intros are kinda cool
Also>obnoxious fashion sense>self obsessed narcissist>too much into twitterisms and """"social issues"""">totes queer "uwu"
But if you really want to compare it, here's the requirements for a graphic designer student at a school located on Prince Edward Island:https://www.hollandcollege.com/programs/graphic-design-portfolio-requirements.html
When I was at fashion school people got in trouble for putting clothes on their moodboards because we were meant to design, not copy.
Also had an eyesore student who took a corner and decorated her space with it. It’s a bit obnoxious and it seemed like the more people spent time cultivating their space at the uni, the less time they actually spent there. But because their area looked full, it was like they were there all the time.
Basically, things that Jill is good for that could had gotten her a very nice career option and not be as hard for her:
Branding & Advertising
Home Interior Designer
Musician (if she continued practicing piano)
Things that she chose instead:
Home economics tier "fashion" "design" that she's not good for and does not put effort in and will fail
Jill, please, consider this. You're very good (for an amateur) at all these other things, yet you chose the one thing you knew almost nothing about and are really bad at. Why do you want to be a seamstress precure this bad? You are kinda dumb, maybe not very mentally sound, but you do have some talent hidden somewhere beneat all those peeps and bright colors. Sometimes you gotta compromise some of your hobbies (sewing) in order to see the grander picture and see what you're truly good at. All those things are still creative and very cool and free, trust me. Please reconsider Jill, leave this sewing thing in the past and get a real Big Girl Job that you'll enjoy, have less frustrations with, and you will earn a lot more than you do with youtube or whatever you're doing with this "college". Trust me, your badly sewn things don't have much future. Your parents have enough money for you to study another thing that will bear you fruit. Your future self will thank you.
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I can totally see Jillian being a really good Greeting Card maker.
she could learn and practice
only thing is that she doesn't want to and is kinda retarded
Anon you think she‘s going to be okay with:
- working overtime, unpaid mostly
- designing according to your client
- making lame shit like catalogues for aldi
- fearing your job will disappear cause of fiverr-5€-logos
- not being able to KAWIWI everything
Sorry to designfag, I have bern in thr industry, not anymore. You don‘t do your art, you work for others. It‘s neary impossible to live off comics/greeting cards/illustrations. And given Jill‘s taste is crap, guess how that will end.
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Cameltoe refers to the outline of the labia being visible, not just the general groin. You can’t see the labia, so it’s not cameltoe.
Uhm….jill… You know that you're getting graded on the clothes you design and not your workspace, right?
I picture all the other students glancing at her like " >_> " As they sew and she fiddles with plastic flowers on the wall. lmao(>_>)
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She’s sucking in lol
That has to be shopped, right ? >>114104
This is a good point, for someone super depressed and struggling she still manages to put a lot of effort into things like makeup and her work space
Thought of that possibility as well, but she didn't show any of her other classmate's feeds when mentioning them afterwards. It is cringeworthy regardless of her reasoning >>114085
Her hair looks like dyed straw
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will she show how much she edits herself too?
>>114083>I am kinda hot
If I woke up looking like this I'd cry for hours, She has all the time in the world to learn how to eat properly and cook, and being a youtuber
she surely knows of the endless youtube makeup videos so she can learn how to apply makeup. I would do something with that hair but not sure what, I don't hate the rainbow, but maybe a purple shadow root rather than just rainbow straight from the roots.
In summary: needs some work before I'd call this hot.
I would say out of that list she is good at branding and advertising. Somehow people watch her videos, that speaks to some skill in that area.
I don't think she's good at interior design personally unless she is able to do a say, dark and gothic, or chic modern, or any other design that is not an autistic special interest of hers. Doing decent work for your own special interest definitely doesn't directly translate to being able to apply that interest as a job where the requirements may conflict with your own tastes.
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According to this tweet, jilly pays over $15,000 in taxes every year
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i know, it almost looks like jil got implants but maybe she's just growing that much
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who's gonna tell her "I'm not like other girls is extremely misogynistic?
Support your sisters, Jill, not only your quirky uwu following.
Still waiting for your card because of the tattoo contest.
The thing is she could be talented at many things if she continue pursuing it and working on her skills, but she doesn't do shit, she's got a lazy ass. She cannot think as a professional for shits. Like, she continues infantilizing herself to oblivion and seeing life with her stupid self-centered childlike vision of "me and my special interests". She needs to grow up, she's just a 20something toddler at this point.>>114077
I agree with this, she will never improve because she doesn't want to.>>113990
I'm also a design fag and have been there. I think you're right. But I also feel like someone so "speshul" and dare to say "priviledged" (because let's be honest, she does have money, time, and a nice family who supports her) could live from any interest or pursue she wants. Design has so many things to it, even her kawiiwii speshul bright autism shit could be marketed if she did it well. Hell, her mom would be kind enough to plug her somewhere, who knows. She could just design cute merch or something. But oh well, this isn't going to happen anyways, so I don't think it matters.
She will continue "sewing" tents that have threads dangling out of them and try to sell them to autistic fat people. That's kinda sad, and kinda hilarious too. Can't wait for it to happen, and see her fail.
Jill, that's not a flex, that's some sad shit right there.
Left: Cute but quirky girl, might be annoying to have around, but has some sparkle in her eyes. Trying her best. Nice hair, doesn't look fried.
Right: Middle aged aunt that steals her daughter clothes and wants to be hip and cool. Her looks deteriorating by the second. Might have too many margaritas on wednesdays.
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Omfg I screamed
Does she want to join the kink community? Too bad we don‘t allow minors in it, hence 3/4 of your following has to be left out. And too bad you can‘t let only ~queer cute girls~ pad you on OF ahahahaha
OK but how do people get OF vibes off this photo? She's done more 'saucy' 'content' before.
She's too insecure to make an OF. Plus, it is more profitable for her to keep her underaged fans.
It's not this one photo that makes people think she'll go through her OnlyFans phase, it's the whole thot posting frenzy that's concerning.
And MANY insecure people start an OF because simps with a fat kink Will boost their egos up. I find it sad when girls like her end up dabbling in sex work (or even just ero-modeling) just to get validation from randos on the internet. I don't see an OF coming (yet), but if she ever were to do one, then I can't even grasp the amount of damage it would do to her mental state lmao
What tf this screams kink?? It's just waist cinching belt. no1curr that ur sOoOoO ~kInKy!!1!~ stop projecting ur shit onto her. lol If anything this pic is just more of her bawdy pawsitive bullshit, thus the showing her thighs, bc omggg rainbeee thigh highs, praise my fashion! And also her showing off that brand, that's she's been trying to get free shit from, and get to use her designs. She's not going to starting doing nasty content on of, she's too insecure, and shy. Anons, are just trying to be disgusted. Everything she does is so fake, and when she does show off her sexuality, it's for brownie points, and to make her look like a big gorl, and someone who has real confidence, which she doesn't.
Yeah, and calling herself hot followed by a photo where the focal point is her upper thighs.
I'm begging you Pixie, don't do it. Imagine her confetti club being similarly inspired and signing up. The most famous thot in the world (or at least weeb-sphere internet) Delphine can only charge $35 a month for photos of giant dildos shoved up her cooch, how much do you think your shit is worth in comparison?
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posted this pic and forgot to mention this is like, the package that she fucked up and asked for a refund with sour gummies
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Do you mean the chikin nuggie queen has never had ketchup with her mcnuggies???
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Oh jill…. nobody cares about your autistic rants about a kid's show. Your hyperfixation on precure is not funny, witty, or charming.
People liked the tokyo precure video because people really love tokyo shopping vlogs, it sells. Plus, the thumnail doesn't show your weird mamajillgenes face, only your (then, not so fried, and actually kinda cute) colorful hair. You made your brand all about you, you, you, your speshul shit, your interests, and yourself, so no one but your obsessive cancerous lardy autistic stalking fans care. It's a cult of following.
Plus do you think that people wanna see a 30-hitting-40 year old overweight toddler-looking bitch talk about a children's show? come on jill.
Lol anon…wait what does
she put on her mcnuggies? Just plain? Mayo?
Where did she even post this? Bc, it's not on her twitter, or IGs. So, facebook? with the least amount of reach? Also, anon who posted that pic originally, was there a caption? She called herself "kinda hot" on twitter, in the bathroom pics. If she is fishing for ppl, to tell her she's hawt, and thinking of joining OF, why would she post the pic on fb, of all places? lol not that i think it was really intended that way, or that she's even entertaining the idea of OF, or even posting ~spicy~ pics online. She 100% does not have it in her. She just wanted to show of the shirt, and went for the oversized t-shirt dress, and thigh highs look, imo. It's just weird that she posted the pic elsewhere, when most ppl, are on IG, and she is always sucking up to that brand, on twitter.
I agree with you on the OF idea being a reach, but the pics not being intended for fishing compliments, when it's all she ever does??? Her intentions are easy to pick apart in the way she phrases her captions alone. And what even is your idea of spicy pics, who takes a picture of their thighs to simply show off the socks or their t-shirt (?) from THAT angle? She was obviously being risqué, and it's not a matter of shaming anyone but one of stating the obvious. Many ero-models take pictures like the one in question as well, for "teasing" purposes. You can see the t-shirt sure, but barely how the thighs look on her (if anything, when she sits down they look very unflattering from the little you can see, cause they're being stretched apart by her fat since she refuses to get apparel of her size). If she wanted to just show the look she would have taken a full-body picture like always, or at least from head to knees.
It's not a scandal if she takes "sexually suggestive" pics, she's a grown up now. But people like you who try to sanctify her for no reason are probably worse off than she already is, for reasons that are anything but her stupid "three lingerie pics". Defend her when someone exaggerates the bullshit she does to make her look worse, not when someone points out something as banal as her being ~spicy~
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Her comment on Anthony's video
>>114629>not surprised you handled this with such grace and respect
But like, why? Maybe I'm retarded but what makes Anthony qualified in any way to handle discussing BPD? Like as far as I know he's just a comedian so like why the fuck would anyone expect him to discuss a personality disorder that he doesn't even have lmao
Also god huge nitpick but her fucking constant spamming of emojis drives me up the fucking wall, like it's so fucking gross hearing her talk about serious shit but then she spams like 20 fucking emojis inbetween it like "BPD is heavily stigmatized!!!! uwu owo ~~~ sparkle sparkle RAINBOW" like it's so fucking insulting and childish
On another note it's so bizarre how she talks to Anthony like she knows him??? Like he literally just acknowledged her existence once but she's acting like they're buddies or something
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She's l i v i d.
I have said this before but I will say it again:
I am currently rewatching GIRLS and Jill gives me Lena Dunham / Hannah Horvatt vibes SO fucking much. They even kind of look similar. At least Lena gets shit done. Jill will end up being a toxic
little freak like Hannah.
I love how she has to nitpick how he didn't include the origin of the name or whatever to kind of prove to him that "SEE I should've been in the video because I would have talked about this but you forgot!!!" like he literally asked you what he should talk about so if the fucking origin of the name meant so much to you you should have told him to include it
and kek at the person praising her for being in the video god I bet she's so fucking pissed
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SHE LOOKS LIKE THE RAISIN BRAN SUN
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for the love of god jill you do not know what catatonia is shut the fuck up
"do further research and don't self diagnose">self diagnoses catatonia
never change, jillian.
this is honestly the one thing she does that really hits for me. i had to watch my grandfather experience this after my grandma died and he only lasted a few months after.
it's not your 'cute' lost in space distant staring at the ceiling and feeling melancholy for a day. its some real shit and seeing her make light of it really fucking hurts people.(Blogpost)
Ironically catatonia is present in autism…
Knowing Jill she's probably confusing disassociation with catatonia so she can get ass pats for having a major ~*skawee*~ symptom of a mental illness.
I only follow this blimp of a cow on/off so I might be outdated in my info, but isn't she prescribed benzos lmao? No shit she randomly spaces out in that case.
Honestly Jill is insufferable and poorly raised all on her own but I've always thought all the meds she takes probably highly contribute with her degeneration. It seems like she was put on most in her teens and I seriously doubt she needs any of them, not even a basic ass SSRI, if she only possessed the will to go to therapy and learn some healthy coping skills. It's very clear she deals with stress and sadness via impulse purchases and eating her favorite foods. Bitch is almost like a developmentally stunted person with how her coddled, enabling upbringing left her with 0 life skills. I used to agree with the anons she must be autistic because I just couldn't fathom how one becomes like this tard woman child otherwise, but I'm starting a hard lean towards her just having a hard case of being spoiled, enabled & speshu snowflake syndrome. I mean, a teen autist, even high functioning, isn't likely to do shit like meltie about being the star actor as a teen, no? Would that not be an uncomfortable hobby for most autists growing up lmao? &At best I'd armchair she might have issues with anxiety from her mom's weird parenting, but I seriously don't think any of her "issues" need medication vs. behavioral reformation. Ofc it's easier to diagnosis shop and be handed some pills tho.
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This week’s featured Confetti Club member is this person who gave me a hearty kek with their goblin grimace fanart
But anon, the whole 37 Canadian dollar were so, so much coming from her heart.
I wish she'd use her money and influence for something good. Not queerbaiting, not BPD-baiting, just somehting good.
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I couldn’t fix her horrible makeup but think this hair color looks better on her(shitty fanart)
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The sheer cringe of her self inserting to brag about her tacky clashing clothes
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the pants in question first appear in a video September 2017
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Pretty sure that's just narc rage for not being chosen for the video Jill.
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SHE LOOKS LIKE THE NANNY FROM THE CAT IN THE HAT.
The thing about the borderline of psychosis and neurosis is true, bpd patients experience both psychotic symptoms and neurotic symptoms.
I think what she meant was that it's thought to be caused by a combination of things like, having a small amygdala and having a parent be unable to teach you how to deal with your emotions
shame she's incapable of expressing herself cogently as a bloody adult.
and knowing her, the odds are pretty good she read a paragraph that was in and figured it would make her look super knowledgeable, and make whatshisface feel bad about not having her in his BPD video.
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Well this probably explains Jill's bad brain week, her boyfriend is in the hospital and since he has ingestional blockage which could kill him. I don't know if I should feel bad or be upset that it sounds like she's trying to make it about herself.
I think I am puking, too.
It‘s not about you Jill
anf if my SO is sick in hospital, the last thing to do is 1) share the newd with the fucking world 2) call them a baby name and 3) make it about yourself.
Jesus fucking Christ, have some decency!
He has an intestinal blockage??? Like how bad is their diet, damn. You need some fiber with the tendies.
I predict some vague codependent withdrawal meltdowns.
Lmao as soon as I saw "intestinal blockage" I was like oh my fucking god it's the tinsel again, but once I realized it was about her boycessory and not a cat it became fucking hilarious; I'm just imagining steepee ravenously consuming the tinsel cos she hordes the nuggies to herself…
I imagine steepee is fully dependent on Jill and the food on the house is probably just her junk, so his diet variety is probably limited to whatever she leaves him that he can stomach. Especially if he's depressed, likely doesn't will himself to buy better meals with whatever allowance she 'pays' him
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it might be that, but since it seems that he had appendicitis, there might have been an issue from surgery that caused the blockage.
Also I'm amazed this wasn't brought up on the thread sooner since her boyfriend could've died from her negligence and stupidity.
>>115041>Implying she alone is solely responsible for the health of her adult boyfriend
He probably just said he had a stomach ache and she acted accordingly, stop nitpicking.
Jill is an idiot but she isn't responsible for Steve she's not his carer lmao
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Why does she feel the need to insert herself in American politics all the time, like I agree with her, but why do you care so much? Because it’s the “cool” thing to talk about?
That thing behind her arm had me do a double take, it looks so odd, like her arm is an inflatable pool toy.
Why the hell would you leave something skin coloured in the background like that?? She could've even just edited it out in hindsight if she didn't notice while shooting.
I don't even think I'm being nitpicky, pretty sure in her field, that kind of attention to "detail" should be a given.
Year 2 of uni pixie got introduced to mood boards/collages?
Once again though. Very images or references to fashion, fashion history, techniques and construction methods.
I can't believe this is the education shes paying for
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It's the pink chair on the left.
Ah, I see, thanks.
Am I the only one who thinks that fleshy pastel pink is a horrible colour for a (p)leather chair? It looks like it's covered in some weird skin.
At least in the video (I was only referring to the thumbnail earlier) it takes up less space and is more zoomed in so it doesn't look like her arm has a cling wrapped bulge.
Dang this thing irks me so much.
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This is kinda sad
She could get a better fashion education doing one of those 8 week online programs kek.>>115424
This is what happens when you never challenge yourself.
In case you are fully out of the loop:
She has a Borderline PD diagnosis, but people here assume she went diagnosis shopping for it.
Mainly because when she talks about what BPD is like for her on YT/Twitter it seems atypical or even contradictory to the stereotypical symtomps.
At the same time people say that what she says and her behaviour fit rather well to autism, which gets misdiagnosed as BPD a lot.
That's where that comes from.
Personally: I have BPD and even if tried to armchair, I honestly could not tell if she has it or not.
Yeah, some of the stuff she says makes no sense, but some of her behaviour does fit and there is a ton of variety in how BPD displays.
Not to mention someone can have autism and BPD, so, dunno.
The way she talks about it does however irk me out terribly, no matter if she has it or not.
This is a debilitating, life-long mental illness, not some cute quirky character trait.
Samefagging, just realised I missed to mention the important point:
She's started hinting at autism a lot after people here started talking about how her BPD diagnosis is wrong and she should get tested for autism.
It was also presumed she purposefully doesn't want an autism diagnosis because it's not as "interesting/quirky" as BPD and why get a diagnosis if you cannot milk it on social media? gag
So current theory seems to be that she lurked here and now is hopping onto the idea anyway.
jill think she’s an autist or totally BPD uwu depending on what’s popular or getting get attention, or whatever’s convenient to blame her problems on.
also sage your nonmilk guys
Why the fuck is she PETRIFIED about the election, she doesn't fucking live here lmfao >>115353>>115477
Alternate retarded opinion, but I actually think the chair is cute, I think it just doesn't fit at all in Pixie's room because it clashes really hard with the other pinks so it looks weird. Like the chair is sort of a beige/pink but everything else in her room is either really bright pink or a really really true pastel pink if that makes sense, so I think it just looks really weird compared to everything else, but I think the chair alone is fine. >>115382
$2000 a year for fucking supplies???? There's absolutely no way that's real hole shit what are they buying>>115425
She could literally get a better education for free watching youtube videos, ironic right
kinda hoping she’s going for digital yellowface and that along with >>114743
she will start to claim asian heritage
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Not her worst but also,,,, imagine wearing $350 shoes to the Michael’s. Couldn’t be me.
things that never really happened>>115580
shut the fuck up. why those shoes? what is her thought process when she puts shit on, especially her footwear choices? this outfit is tacky as shit but the shoes just…
This comes off as a lame excuse to show off yet another ootd of hers. Her style is so boring and unoriginal that she can do nothing but bait for likes now (although I can see the point >>115601
is making as well). How tf can someone who goes to a fashion school put something like this together and think it's flattering?>>115579
I don't get why she needs to remind everyone she's ~hot as fuck~, literally nobody cares. If she expects praise from people for having self-confidence, she must know just how courageous you must be to appreciate how you look in those ridiculous clothes.
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I'm no long-term lurker of this cow, can anyone tell me if Jillybean's always been this overdramatic or is this a new phase of snowflakery for her?
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(pardon the samefagging btw)
has nobody else noticed that her feet are fucking grey? or does she have tights on under non-ripped jeans?
if its the second one, WHY. if its the first one, holy fuck Jill wash your feet.
I think it might be the lighting being slightly pastel pink due to her walls and such, and it just mixes really badly with her skintone.
She has this weird gray sheen on her arms and face too, just not as much because her feet are a lot more in the shadow.
tinfoil: the person at michaels was a farmer
or you know, maybe they were just taking a photo of something and Jill happened to be in the way, like maybe in line at the checkout…
Could've been a genuine fan who was too scared to talk to her. For how often she preaches about mental health she could've at least pretended to be understanding.
Although, I doubt it happened at all
as someone with bpd it's really fucking annoying to see her act like this. BPD isn't cute.
The "psychosis" as defined by drugs.com>When stressed, people with borderline personality disorder may develop psychotic-like symptoms. They experience a distortion of their perceptions or beliefs rather than a distinct break with reality. Especially in close relationships, they tend to misinterpret or amplify what other people feel about them
Also falling into that category can be the derealization and dissociation that is common in bpd, which is what I think she probably experiences and not catatonia.
I've experienced catatonia once, due to a bad trip and it was the scariest fucking thing for both me and the people around me and I can't imagine anyone being so nonchalant and uwu about it(blog)
if pixie experienced genuine psychosis she would have made at least 3 videos about it.
Lying about mental illness isn't fucking cute jillybean.
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I don't think she realised that almost all of the comments on this post are about binge eating disorder. Not one about restrictive eating disorder…
Also we finally get a monthly favourites after 3 months, sounds like she is going back to seasonal updates though! Can't wait for the steeb mention and how his private gushy texts have been her favourite thing.
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Not sure if I should just mark as sage? But she's really been going on a rampage with relationship tweets, besides the mental health ones. What's up with that? Will she quit it once he gets back from the hospital and he loses all like-baiting value?
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didnt she say she met steve because she was in love with his then fat gf i cant remember her name just insta username hyperbol.e or some shit?
why she always gotta lie though?
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Kek, she wants to be a sexy granny so bad>>115890
she REALLY looks like Maggie here, it's incredible>>116038
watch her do some bullshit after you mentioned it here
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It's also funny nobody has posted this, but it legit makes me cringe how much she's making this stewewie disease about her, something about his writing seems off.
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lol spot the difference
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Reading their totally-not-faked DMs is so weird to me. Like, "look at how much we love each other!!!" kind of vibe.
Tinfoiling here maybe, but I feel like she saw that twitter thread going on and she wanted to self insert herself and her relationship, so she told stewiwis, who is on his deathbed, to send her those messages calling her "my love" lol
It's also weird how she has to put emojis into everything including her BPD.
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please stop inserting your bullshit into every fucking twitter post you fucking rainbow clown
>me, me, me! my bpd!! I'm mentally ill! (emoji)
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her foundation is SO, SO yellow. I can’t imagine being into fashion and aesthetics and NOT being into makeup. How can she STILL not figure this shit out?
"Im really into sustainably sourced accessories"
proceeds to show a bunch of plastic anime garbage for another several minutes
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She takes Seroquel for sleep.
she's literally been on seroquel for years and has never brought up any issues with psychosis. even in her edgy deviant art days.
i guess theres no steeb to give her uwu attention so shes gonna spout extra stupid shit
Jillian if this is a joke, this is a very bad taste joke. I guess everything about you screams tacky.
If this is "real" and you're suddenly hallucinating anime characters, I think you should get into a mental hospital asap.
But my best bet is that she's a fucking idiot and doesn't know what psychosis and catatonia truly is. Psychosis and catatonia together are very serious conditions associated with schizophrenia. And I don't think she's a schizo.
It's an ad for a canker sore/sore throat medication.
I seriously can't believe she's faking serious mental illness symptoms now. Tbh all of this has gotten worse after she wasn't picked for that BPD video, but like why isn't she faking BPD symptoms instead? This is beyond tasteless.
Jill really loves talking about BPD as if it was a cute and charming personality trait instead of a mental illness that make people insufferable, manipulative, and unable to deal with
Like, okay, these are the very big bad BPD symptoms:>Risky sex with any stranger>Risky spending behaivor that lets you with debt
And she does none of those
You could argue she cuts, she had an ED, and she's manipulative. But those can simply be part of her attention whoring tendencies, depression, and whatever else. BPD is serious as fuck and she doesn't strike me as someone who has it
I bet she just wanted to have an excuse to be shitty to people and spergs about it on the internet for pity and even more attention
You don't have to check off EVERY symptom of a disorder to have it.
Jill is an attention whore and really annoying about her mental disorders, but it's dumb to speculate and diagnose her based on what we see on twatter and jewtube.
She is probably ungodly wicked off camera, we'll never know.
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Does Steve even want her to constantly share their private conversations?
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No, but she has almost no symptoms of it. She's only ever had solid, long-term relationships with the exception of Alyssa. She has been able to keep multiple stable jobs and now is in her final year of school. She spends a lot of money on plastic garbage, but she never puts herself into financial debt. People with BPD are hyperaware of the emotions of others, and Jill has said that she can't understand other people's emotions.
She also refers to BPD constantly as something that's lifelong when BPD isn't at all. It actually has one of the highest success rates of recovery, but you need to go to specialized treatment and actually work on yourself. Jill just wants an excuse for when she's being shitty.
If she’s actually on a proper antipsychotic dosage she wouldn’t be able to to just skip it. A decent of dose of that hell drug will mean you will get withdrawals and won’t be able to sleep at all without it, even for one night.
She’s probably taking like 25/50 for sleep and low mood, a dose which does nothing for psychosis
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She really chose that snarky picture for her pass case… Why does she like that photo so much?
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Yet posted a screenshot Tweet about suicide on facebook with no trigger warnings
to be seen. TW
are meant to be for other people Jill, nobody knows about your DeviantArt relationship to even possibly be triggered
Okay, I agree that a 16 year old dating a 13 year old is odd. Dunno about how big of an age gap that is because I'm no expert, but I think at that age they would still be teens into the same kind of stuff (like shows and music) and at that age you're still dumb and childish. Plus assuming it is that deviantart ex girlfriend, dunno, it doesn't seem super bad to me? Women seem to be generally tamer and less disgusting that men, overall.
If it was a 16 year old guy dating a 13 year old girl then I would call it suspicious (maybe very weird). Otherwise, for me it is a not an ideal age gap, but not so out of the ordinary for it to be something so traumatizing that it causes you to develop a serious condition like BPD and "catatonia"
She's just a spoiled womanchild that manipulates people and throws tantrums when she doesn't get what she want, imo.
Dude imagine claiming to being soooo fucked up because you couldn't handle your deviantart
_(DEVIANTART)_ """"girlfriend"""". Did they even see each other irl?
Jill is just autistic, she needs to stop milking this fake bpd because we all know she's just a stupid ugly tacky sperg
Wth is this pearl clutching. Jill was in her obnoxious alt phase at 13 when most kids didn't have the means or parental permission to have a blue fauxhawk. When I a young teen I talked to other teens online and irl who were not my exact age? They probably liked the same dumb shit and knew of very few other "lesbians" on their weird ass island.>>116558
This. This is so laughable. The pOwEr DyNaMiCs were soooo traaaumatizing between two socially awkward angsty teens who put their whole relationship on deviantart?? Did she like try to kiss Jill but she wasn't into it because she has never actually been into girls at all?
They met irl a few times but didn’t do much, Jill didn’t like that she smoked weed iirc >>116517
They dated for a couple of months. The entire thing was displayed on Deviant art and it was Jill who broke it off then continued to say over and over that she wanted to continue being friends with Uma. There was no trauma, she literally shared that she was still a virgin and arguments with friends from school on deviantart, so there’s no way that she wouldn’t have posted her “main trauma” if it was real
Did this Uma girl ask Jillian out or was it the other way around?
Did Jillian use her dA friend to experiment with girls and then dump her?
Ya it's a huge fucking reach to act like a 16 year old girl is a pedo for dating someone 3 years younger. It's not uncommon or scandalous for freshman and sophomores to date juniors or seniors. And their relationship was mostly online sooooo… Where the hell did you people grow up who think that's inappropriate, let alone pedophilia?
It's gross to paint someone you don't know as a possible predatory lesbian stereotype because of some uwu secret trauma. Liiiiike who feels comfortable sharing their self harm scars to a huge online audience, detailing the 5 minutes they were anorexic in middle school, going off constantly about mental disorders that they don't actually suffer from, sharing personal texts with her sick boyfriend, etc. but like draws the line at vague "trauma" that has damaged her so thoroughly 10 years later? You know if something actually went down she would have made a monetized crying video ages ago. Instead of vagueposting for years to get pity. Make it make sense Jill.
Again, I agree, but saying every 16 year old attracted to a 13 year old might have pedo tendencies is crazy to me
Like, there couldn't be that much difference between them can be?
I don't think their "relationship" had anything to do with being a pedophile, even if some 16 year olds can be pedos I doubt this is the case here
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just putting this here
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has this picture from her webpage been shared before? I think it's new, right? It's on her sewing resources page.
She just wants ass pats for being a survivor of abuse. It's just another thing she's going to trivialize thinking that she's helping to destigmatize it.>>116592
Is the girl with brown hair Jill? She looks like she has a less severe from of downs syndrome poor thing really does have a very unfortunate face.
Nah, a 16 year old would probably be considered a potential (or definitive) pedo if they were attracted to much younger children. Again, it was an example how some 16-17 year olds can EVEN be diagnosed with such conditions at that age, so a 16 year old liking someone who's just three years younger than them is not absurd at all. These days a lot of kids aged 13 look years older to begin with.
All the armchairing aside, she didn't even bother adding a TW
on shit like this >>112749
which is much more descriptive compared to >>116517
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>>116617>she didn't even bother adding a TW on shit like this
because she doesn't give a fuck, she just wants attention and to look like she has been super traumatized, so by being vague she's 1.farming pity points 2.making people wonder what happened 3.making things larger than what they actually were>>116600
I don't think this picture is that cute at all. She looks better than usual because she's not doing stupid disgusting clown faces but she still has so much ugly makeup on. If she got rid of the ugly hair and makeup, then I would call it cute. But this? Just passable.
She actually used to be super cute, evidenced here>>116592
but in here (including the fact she was already somewhat alternative) she looks normal, with a normal face, and normal makeup, and the result is she looks like a cute quirky alt girl. The irony is she's trying to hard to be that cute quirky girl by appearing absolutely deranged, when she could look miles better by doing slight changes to her look. Sad shit.
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“I never see that kind of gap talked about” why does she always want to be within a minority that’s never “talked about”
She acts like not explicitly saying 13 and 16 is a “uwu big no no boy“ makes it not a touched on subject. Information is available and may not be talked about in her bubble which doesn’t equate to no one ever discussing abusive
dynamics. I would never wish something abusive
on her but she baits trauma and it’s gross.
i thought her supposed abusive
relationship was with some guy named walker from her edgy deviant art days? i remember someone supposedly called the police on him or something? that was around the time she had a teal mohawk.
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In this section of her about me she also claims to be 12 when it happened, so who knows really. She also didn’t “get to it further down the timeline” unless by that she means she blames her personality disorder on that relationship
>>116828>She also didn’t “get to it further down the timeline” unless by that she means she blames her personality disorder on that relationship
Thant's exactly what she did anon >>116517
, she calls it her "main major trauma" which is so vague since it heavily implies that the person she was in a relationship with was physically or very mentally abusive
and the main reason why she has BDP. It is possible she was in a toxic
relationship but to go as far to say that it's her main source of trauma is a very big accusation to make against the person she was dating at the time especially since most people automatically assume that sexual/physical violence occurred.
You don't get BPD from having a bad relationship at 13. Hell you could even get assaulted at 13 and have that be a traumatic experience. It's not going to give a life destroying personality disorder. For fucks sake!
This bitch is seriously starting to piss me off with this shit. Not to blog but I was in an ACTUALLY fucked up situation with an adult man at 13 online that went on for years. It's given me a ton of issues. I've also been in physically and emotionally abusive
relationships. But guess who is a functioning adult with a full time job???
Trauma is not something to make light of or milk for fucking internet attention Jillian. It's not an excuse to be a self absorbed little shit.
If she's not going to talk about what happened ever, how is that helping anyone? She could share her experience and find some healing in connecting with others with similar experiences. OR it's actually serious and private she could like……keep that to herself and therapist?? Oh wait.
who the fuck just writes this shit up on their professional site??
"hello potential employer, you need a resume? Actually, here's all my past traumas, they're pretty much the same right?"
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Has anyone ever heard her speak french? I saw her mention it quite often and I don't even watch her regularly, which may be the reason why I could have simply skipped it. But it looks all smokes and mirrors to me. If you know the basic vocabulary such as bed = lit, I wouldn't exactly call you a french speaker.
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I mean, my point we both had bad experiences around that age. I know mine qualifies as trauma because yknow actual treatment for mental health, but who knows what the fuck she's even on about. Idk why you seem to be implying 13 counts as childhood for her but not me?
The couple of people I have known with BPD through group therapy and things like that had extremely rough childhoods. Like illegal child labor or getting beaten by their mom in front of their siblings regularly or non-functioning alcoholic parents.
Like not some twee Anne of Green Gables art and piano much creative and supportive uwu bullshit. It's so fucking insulting to people who not only suffered as children but who have actively fucked up their lives as a result of not having their BPD under control.
Is she disappearing for days to spend her rent money on meth? Is she sleeping with 20 people a month? Is she spending so much money on tacky clothes and precure figures that she's in massive debt and about to get evicted? Has she broken up with Steebie 20 times for no reason because she randomly hates him and thinks he's out to destroy her?
She literally has no concept of what "her disorder" is. There should be just as many twitter meltdowns about her relationship as posts of sickening texts because people with BPD always lash out on the people they are closest to. But no, there's just constant uwu my best fwiend like >>116937
she’s pronounced many a French word incorrectly like brand names over the course of her online presence but yes she totally speaks French guys!>>116934
Also this, if she were truly able to speak French she’d have done the segment in it instead of English. Truly learning something as a first or second language when you’re young means you don’t forget how to speak it, this girl just took required second languages courses to pass high school. she speaks about as much real French as any North American who did compulsory foreign language classes.
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>"politics affect everyone"
>"(…) they just don't affect YOU"
This interaction is hilarious.
This is the kind of cowtipping that I tolerate, although I doubt it is one in the first place. >>117053
I think she's talking about people who don't educate themselves altogether because politics are either too hard or boring for them, rather than those who don't want to make a change with purpose.
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she deleted this post. Instead we get her asking to be in precure or something, idk what she's sperging about.>>116972
this is the vibe I get as well. Their relationship feels so plastic and fabricated that they must announce to the world how much they love each other to keep appareances. It's always like that. Maybe Jill is indeed unhinged behind cameras.
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it even happens in gasp
Canada! where 250k children go hungry everyday. i believe these displays of "oooh notice me! i've an opinion" demonstrate she's more an HPD than a BPD person.
pic not related but so related
Why put your professional name that potential employers and your entire fanbase full of piss babies on an onlyfans account just to follow another person?
What is her thought process around this?
Can't she use another fake name to follow Emilia since she doesn't even plan on using onlyfans? Is she retarded big time? Did the lack of nutrients due to eating too many peeps make her lose braincells?
Or is this another scheme to upload "sexy pictures" (barf) on there? What the hell
Why is she so obsessive over Emilia? Emilia if you read this please run. This isn't healthy Jill, you even have a poster of her in your livingroom. She's the epitome of an attention whoring fan for real
samefag, but inb4 she starts calling herself the biggest Emilia Fart fan, just like she thinks she's the biggest Precure fan
Like, does she want to be as fat as her too? I don't get it
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I was going to say attaching her main username to onlyfans seems unwise, but after googling "pixielocks" I see lolcow threads are the 4th and 5th results, so I guess she doesn't care at this point.
Also she may be testing the waters, the way Belle made a "joke" pornhub account before actually doing (what is basically) porn later.
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Caps because imageboard, sorry for slight OT