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No. 336444

Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder)/Autism LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. No one has seen her alters in months and she rarely mentions her DID anymore, preferring to bring up her totes real autism for ponies and other autistic shit.

JILL RECEIVED A DIAGNOSTIC IMPRESSION, SHE HAS NEVER RECEIVED A DIAGNOSIS FOR HER DID, LURK MOAR

>Early Years:

>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules"
>gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs
>known lurker
>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years
>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events
>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization
>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm
>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself

Current relevant info:
>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; she has dropped DID “as much” and now prefers to pretend she has the most severe of all autism— the rainbow autism. she’s also acknowledging her BPD again.
>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree. will put videos on blast.
>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them
>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; was once into drag as Villany Swells; did two shows, claimed she was being stalked when someone posted a vid to the thread, no one has seen her in drag since and she drags her own makeup from that era as the disaster it was
>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state
>privated her personal twitter due to bullying
>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures
>her friend sof got engaged
>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower (has been saying this for years)
>got engaged a few months after Sof
>posts only about weddings and my little pony nowadays unless she’s grandstanding about “muh mentaw iwwness”

MEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".
>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.
>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.
>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.
>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".
>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.
>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.
>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.
>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.
>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".
>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.

Last Thread: >>>/w/333002

Last Thread:
>MLP saga really begins
>posts a laughably fake switch video to remind people she has DID >>333151
>Draws MLP fan art, some anons think it’s great and she wasted her life not pursuing graphic design, others know it’s garbage
>10 years on YT celebrated with a collage and a shitty stream because she knows her career is in ashes now
>the most BPD 10 year anniversary stream is just her quizzing people about herself like a narcissist
>ranks her eras recap >>333638
>trivia stream >>333724
>drama video goes around calling her SA into question (for good reason) and she makes a post “please leave me alone” kek >>333879
>anons call the video a self post, so does Jill >>333948
>and then it’s back to pastel wedding vomit like flipping a switch (a real switch too)
>also teased launching her brand for the millionth time since 2019
>a wedding thread was created to quarantine the wedding shit and it went dead after a week
>not milk just the tackiest shoes >>334623
>remembers her MLP larp, streams cleaning her toys and calls it “parallel play”
>stooped so low as to make a AITA video to try and salvage her career
>lolcow went down for 2 weeks and basically nothing happened except more wedding shit
>private pixie teased making her own special DID infographics to be shared to “educate” people >>335259
>she went to j-fashion picnic and looked terrible >>335491
>more MLP livestreams
>posted an actually retarded “candid” clip of herself pretending to be autistic while watching MLP >>335660
>more MLP and anons chiming in to say she’s shit at restoring

Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featured
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main): https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/
Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter): https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Twitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica): https://twitter.com/pixie_petals
Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie
Second Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks
(Past) TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay
(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page #1: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/
Facebook Page #2: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Threads: https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocks
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com
Drag Facebook page: https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/[

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No. 336446

hope anons are happy with this, i felt the og gif spoke for itself and was happy to further spread it since she so kindly requested people not to share it

No. 336451

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Did she actually get her pinkie pie video uploaded? In the preview she kind of looked like Pastel_Cutie

No. 336452

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>>336451
Here’s her board

No. 336453

>>336452
So how much of this did Miss Severe Pony Autism actually pull from her brain and how much is from the wiki

No. 336454

Jill did a livestream a few days ago. I embedded it for any nonnies wanting to watch it.
>>336451
As of right now, no she has not uploaded it. Looking at the screenshot, it's going to be around 01:12:47 long give or take since she had to fix it due to content ID claim. This is going to be painful.
>>336452
That is a scant board. Lol

No. 336458

>>336451
Jill sticks to schedules like Amberlynn Reid sticks to diets - neither can last longer than a week!

No. 336459

>>336452
>nothingburger memes
>nothingburger screenshots
>retarded reference to "cupcakes" meme
>retarded random comments
>unnecessary books about drag and kawaii shit, completely unrelated to whatever the fuck she was trying to do
>clearly fabricated composition to show new consoom toy she bought
>one (1) retarded picture she made
Is this really better than just doing arts and crafts? I'm starting to believe she may have never graduated from high-school by the way her own thread has told her how autism works and how she just doesn't have the reading comprehension to just take notes and act, she must've sucked so horribly at acting that it's no wonder how she's such a frustrated waste of space.

No. 336460

>>336452
This screams that she's trying to go viral for a deep dive style video that was exploding a year-year and a half ago. I don't think the MLP fanbase is the niche to lean into when a fandom like that when is 99% autists, so what new information can she really bring to the table.
Other creators who were successful with the ~unhinged~ deep dive format were established media commentators who went in hilarious depth into IPs that had been forgotten or never gotten that much attention before it turned into a formula. I don't think this is going to be the viral smash she thinks it's going to be. She's so mentally stuck in the 2010s but ironically not in a way that would make her well versed on pony lore. There was a whole Netflix documentary Jillian, what do you think you have to add to the conversation?

No. 336461

>>336452
Not knocking her getting into ponies because idgaf but MLP friendship is magic was wildly popular when it was airing I even watched a season back then and again Idgaf about ponies. I don’t get why she didn’t get into this YEARS ago. ALBinWonderland which I could’ve swore was an inspiration to her even used to make MLP videos back then. Even the girl that shoeonhead tried to skinwalk was a huge MLP fan back then and made videos and even attended MLP themed cons. These are all women with similar quirky styles and tastes. I don’t get how she discovered this now in 2024 and now that being autistic is en Vogue and not cringey. That is wild to me.

No. 336466

>>336452
It's amazing how annoying and eyeroll-inducing just this shitty evidence corkboard is and she's not even in frame. I literally let out a sigh reading all this. This video will be for absolutely no one other than Jill, who is most definitely using this entire opportunity to use as proof of her super real and not fake or mimicked autism. Fucking snoozefest.

No. 336467

>>336461
Yeah, MLP was huge back in the day. It’s like she looked up what people considered autistic back then. I actually was a huge fan shortly after it blew up and the amount of dudes gathered in a anime convention pony panel was crazy lol. I think it’s funny that she used that XCandensis fun fact on her corkboard.

No. 336468

>>336466
To add onto this, I think the reason Jill is so infuriatingly annoying even though she's so objectively boring is because every decision she makes, every post she makes, every word she uses, every annoying habit she has, is so fucking self-masturbatory. Everything she does is like some sort of ode to a character she has decided she is in that moment, not even talking about Pinkie Pie kinning but like how she decides she has DID and LARPed the sad, downtrodden "broken" traumatized woman she thought would fit her outlandish self-diagnosis, or now how she decides she's autistic and now she's this sort of dweeby, hyper-excitable, dedicated to passing interests sort of woman who now is OBSESSED with MLP and always has been despite her only getting into it because she decided to watch the G4 cartoon like ten years too late and despite the fact that she giggles and teehees about how she's a hashtag Autist, she can only ever have a superficial understanding of whatever the fuck she likes because it's like she only watches 10 second tiktoks from actual autists about it, or just skims the wiki page, and then adds in her own irrelevant experiences to use as proof. This is so anti-autist behavior it almost circles back around to autistic because of how she thinks she's actually getting away with it. She's always so high-strung too, like she's afraid of her self-diagnosis mask slipping. Can't act like a regular person, must teehee like a retarded baby and mention autism every 10 seconds because that's what an autist would do according to Jill's limited understanding.
Every single thing she does is just some sort of way to reap validation for her made-up identity, it's so perverse and weird. I don't think there is a single second of her time spent not thinking about herself.

No. 336470

>>336467
mlp-fim is trending in china right now too for some reason so it could be tiktok algo influence as well.

No. 336471

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I got this as a recc on youtube the other day, I wonder if this is the latest retarded trend for videos? Idk could just be a coincidence.
>>336461
>I don’t get why she didn’t get into this YEARS ago.
Because she was on the wrong medication for years, avoiding doctors at all costs and self-medicated with weed. Notice how she's been steadily getting better at making (shitty) content in the past few months? The new meds won't fix her personality but they finally woke her up, way too late for the kawiwi trends she should have jumped on in the past few years tho.(off-topic)

No. 336475

>>336452
This is so stupid, the board connections don't even make any sense. She didn't even put effort into watching a tutorial on how a conspiracy board or a conceptual map actually work?
And in top of that adding those books only for aesthetic purposes, we can bet she hasn't done more that seeing the pictures, i swear if she's this vapid and stupid she's not capable of reading an actual book.

No. 336478

>>336452
this is so weak and low effort. she really wishes she had autism, it's sad
>picture of the DSM5
>girl… pls get a psych evaluation
it's a fictional character. her obsession with self diagnosis is fucking creepy. she is so obsessed with diagnosing herself that it's spreading to a character she's projected herself onto. i don't really know about MLP but i thought since rainbow is her whole thing, she'd do or say something about rainbow dash. either way, this shits so tiring

No. 336479

>>336452
This is so clearly for the aesthetic of caring too deeply. I bet she just printed out all of the pictures right before she sat down to film just so it could be in her background. It's so low effort the type of autistic fuck who enjoys hours long deep dives on childrens cartoons like me wouldn't take it seriously. Everything that could have been said about pinkie pie and BPD/autism has already been said by people smarter and more organized than Jill. It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.

No. 336480

>consumes a shit ton of LARPing DID media
>ZOMG GUYS I HAVE DID!!!
>surrounds self with gendies
>OMG… I'M NOT REALLY A WOMAN!!! I'M A THEY/THEM. JILL IS MY DEADNAME!!!
>starts watching MLP FiM and projects personal experiences onto the wacky horse
>GUYS………. I HAVE BPD BTW
>BUT ALSO BECAUSE I'M DOING THIS I'M AUTISTIC!!! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME DO YOU BELIEVE ME??? I'M AN AUTIST!!!!!
Why does this bitch do this shit? She literally cannot stop thinking about herself for even a millisecond. All of the anons itt saying she could totally start over and reboot her internet career is an idiot, the best course of action to correct her life would be to just work a dead-end wagie retail job just like her porn-addicted "huswife". She needs to be around normies and not retarded internet weirdos. Every little thing is just a massive cry for attention. How the fuck do the people in her life even tolerate her. I'd want to blow my brains out if I had to withstand her retardation.

No. 336490

>>336452
She printed out the cover of the DSM-V instead of scanning the page about BPD or even copying some bullet points from Wikipedia. It’s like a metaphor for her shallowness.

No. 336491

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No. 336492

>>336475
right, like … the point of the string is supposed to be to connect information pieces. it isnt supposed to be one line like that, it's a large web … if a connects to b and b to c and then c to d but a has nothing connecting it to c or d or even e which is connected to d it isn't a thought board it's just a bunch of shit on a coark board. cool prop, jill, it's absolutely soulless.

No. 336497

>>336479
>It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.
Probably the most honest Jill has ever been about herself tho
>>336491
kek
>>336492
I think Jill legit doesn't understand the purpose of the board, she thinks it's just throwing random pieces up for the aesthetic

No. 336498

>>336491
Brilliant. Early but next tread pic please.

No. 336499

>>336491
kek it's amazing. i love how your version looks like more effort was put into it than hers does
>>336498
agreed

No. 336502

>>336499
I probably spent more time finding an image of her making the same fave as drew monsoon than she spent on her entire board

No. 336503

>>336491
I would change the "girl… get a psych evaluation" for
>girl… stop with the psych evaluations
And the book could be
>how to fake mental illnesses for dummies.

No. 336505

>>336497
Genuinely, her focusing on how Pinkie chimps out and is a self-obsessed demanding freak in one episode as a lesson for little kids on not being dramatic brats to their friends, instead of relating to Rarity’s whole arc about making it in the fashion world as an up and coming designer, is so funny.
She’s really accepted that her designer dreams are dead and her new life goal is just to be known as a super ill mentally disabled baby who owns a ton of plastic.

No. 336507

>>336505
It's doubly funny because Rarity's element is generosity, which is something self-centered Jillian is physically incapable of.

No. 336508

>>336505
But anon, she's said her brand is finally launching soon! Like it was in 2023, 2022, 2021, 2020, 2019….

No. 336509

>>336505
it's funny to me because the only people who shit on rarity are bronies who hate her personality. way to align with freaks who want to fuck animated horses, jilly.

No. 336511

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Update on the Pinkie Pie vid

No. 336512

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No. 336513

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No. 336514

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No. 336515

>>336511
>>336512
>>336513
>>336514
I kind of hope the video still gets claimed after all of the tweaking kek.

No. 336517

>>336515
For real. Also if this is her totally real and true autistic special interest just take the L for monetization and upload it as a passion project. Plenty of creators upload videos that can’t be monetized and just hype up their patreon in the video and the description. Isn’t she also a part of the youtube membership program? She should just appreciate getting extra eyes on her videos from any MLP fans. It really just reads as her trying to go viral and make a quick buck.

No. 336519

>>336511
i'm not a youtube geek so i'm not sure but her video being claimed just means it won't be monetize right ? She makes like 20k views, is it so much money that it's worth multiple editing ?

No. 336520

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Jill updated the description of the pixie_petals account.

No. 336525

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>>336452

SANDWICH?

No. 336530

>>336519
>her video being claimed just means it won't be monetize right ?
Correct, you can see in her screenshots that it says it's NOT a copyright strike and it won't affect her channel. She just can't monetize it

No. 336531

>>336520
what was it before? did it mention DID and she removed it or something interesting?

No. 336535

>>336520
Could an anon with access to this account archive it in full and post? I was to read all of her tweets.

No. 336536

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More tweets about Pinkie Pie video
>>336531
She used to clarify it was an alter side account. She used the term sweetie alters at one point, emojis of alters who used the account, etcetera.
>>336535
Thankfully there is a nona that has access and posts stuff.

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No. 336538

>>336509
It makes sense because Jill is a giant woman hating pickme lol. She probably doesn't relate to rarity for the same reasons bronies dislike her.

No. 336539

I hate YouTubers because they can’t make ”passion projects” without whining about monetization.

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No. 336541

>>336539
Jillybean needs all the money she can scrape together for her totally magical rainbow wedding. But she'd probably do better if she just took the L and asked people to donate to her patreon instead

No. 336542

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Forgot to screenshot this yesterday.

No. 336543

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No. 336544

>>336543
>five people in one space with DID
Holy fuck this is getting ridiculous if it even exists it's so rare I'm just fucking stunned by these liars

No. 336545

>>336542
>>336543
>depersonalization, derealization, dissociative amnesia are overlooked
>omg im not in DID spaces that you for explaining
LMAOOO talking about it as if DID is a subject matter instead of a supposed illness you have. i am so sick of these larpers and hope that anyone who claims DID/system bullshit can be openly mocked online one day

No. 336546

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Took me a second to realize she was talking about her child alters. Weirdo freak womanchild, she can just do coloring books without it being some weird baby larp.

No. 336547

>>336546
Anon archive her private Twitter and post a link!!! I want to sift through her 8k posts!!!

No. 336548

>>336544
I guess it was a terminally online gen z wedding and they only invited that kind of person kek

No. 336549

>>336530
doesn't that mean that the problem is the content violating youtube's standards? like swearing or something?

No. 336550

>>336549
Ntayrt, from the YouTube help center:
>Content ID is available to copyright owners who meet specific criteria. To be approved, they must own exclusive rights to a substantial body of original material that is frequently uploaded to YouTube.
>Some copyright owners use Content ID, YouTube's automated content identification system, to easily identify and manage their copyright-protected content on YouTube.
I embedded YouTube's video on content id since it is a bit confusing. Some more excerpts from the help center:
>Content ID claims are different from copyright removal requests and copyright strikes.
>Content ID claims affect videos, but usually don't impact your channel or account.
I do agree with >>336517 that all this fuss is just because she wants it to go viral to make easy money. She doesn't give a flying fuck about MLP, she just likes it because it's trending again. Look how she doesn't talk about Bluey anymore. NPC behavior.

No. 336551

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>>336536
She posted these tweets on her YouTube community page with the description "supremely fucking bummer update." Here is a comment she made under the post.

No. 336552

>>336551
She's apologizing to her audience for not getting paid for the views? Like girl your audience doesn't care except for the retard troglodytes who think it means the video will get baleeted by youtube. GET. A . REAL. JOB!!!!

No. 336554

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>>336552
Found this hilarious and sums up your point perfectly.

No. 336555

>>336536
Of course she failed her brand new posting schedule. She should have planned ahead and made videos to put up on those dates to make sure she follows it but instead her plan is really to make everything last minute huh
>>336548
almost like DID is a socially spread identity huh
>>336549
It just means there is a copyrights issue so she can't monetize it because it's the property of someone else. Companies these days know they can't stop memes, discussions and reposts, but if they can be identified they can stop them from earning money from it while they still get the "free advertising" out of it. Typically you can see an automated link at the bottom of the youtube description to the original content (you can see it for yourself by searching up a remix of a popular song).
Sometimes it also means the video will be restricted in certain countries (usually where the copyright holder is from), but not always.

No. 336556

>>336543
>people focus mainly on alters as identities instead of the other symptoms
>omg teehee I had no idea that OTHER people did that because I don’t read anything from DID posers online!
Kek wtf, the deflection. She knows this describes her to a T and we know she got her whole identity from obsessing over DID faker shit on YouTube and Twitter. Now she’s pretending she got it from out her own ass and is the most legit DID patient ever, as if she hasn’t been running twittard LARP accounts all along to imitate other roleplay imitators.

No. 336557

>>336548
>>336555
Transtrender demographics, hilarious that DID fakers show out in the same numbers as genderspecials at some of these places now because they’re the same adolescents whose lives are lived entirely online and they comprise their identities based off internet personas instead of real world experiences and actions, as we have seen with Jill spiraling into more and more ridiculous identity theatrics in her unemployment cave.
>>336546
Did she even really like this stuff as a kid? She’s SO excited about her “inner children” seeing g3 Minty but a year ago would have had almost zero reaction to ponies, and if she owned a couple retro ponies before it was just casual buys for the general vintage toy aesthetic since that stuff was super big in some jfashion circles like fairy kei and among female anime nerds.

No. 336558

>>336554
tired and worn down?? rest and recover???? jesus christ

No. 336559

>>336558
Tired and worn down for lying and smoking so much weed.

No. 336560

>>336520
Good thing all of her alters now love pinkie pie too. What a real and legitimate disorder.

No. 336561

>>336560
You would think Jerrick would be absolutely malding and BPD crytyping because Jill likes MLP and Pinkie Pie and it gives him "dysphoria" since he's such a stereotype of a TIF with BPD, but noooo the tranny OC is perfectly happy with the pony shit.

No. 336562

>>336561
Jerrick is dead at this point. What a shame, he was my favourite

No. 336565

>>336544
There was a big regional anime con in my area this year that had a panel on DID and the audience was full of DID fakers

No. 336566

>>336551
>My only option
You could just upload it unmonetized. What an entitled little shit. Hasbro doesn't fuck around, I hope it stays in claim purgatory.

No. 336569

So like… what happens if one of the alters fronts all day and Jilliebean can’t remember her own wedding?

No. 336570

>>336569
This will never happen because she's already given up the LARP atp but it would be delicious milk.

No. 336571

>>336551
you can tell how angry she is, it's hilarious. things aren't going her way so she has to do this whole pouty "poor me" song and dance as if she can't just demonitize it if she's so autistic and passionate about it right? how about make another video in the 30 days it takes for the dispute claim to go through. that's plenty of time to work on something else…
>>336554
the way her fans coddle her and enable her and act like she isn't a constant passive aggressive bpdemon who doesn't care about anything but her own appearance and ego. people are blind

No. 336574

>>336571
Her fans are the exact same as her, thats why they're constantly patting her on the ass and coddling her like a precious bb. Her more sane fans all jumped ship and shitted up lolcow threads when she first started this DiD nonsense.
>>336562
I miss cliff, sandwich and the slut alter. I wish she'd at least give us a moody jerrick shaved "the bodies" hair off saga or something. The other DiD fakers at least did interesting stuff with all of the alters, but Jill is too narcissistic and lame to commit.

No. 336575

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>>336566
She won't. Yeah, it has potential to cause quite a bit of seething if she doesn't get her desired outcome. Has she ever had this much trouble uploading a video before? This obviously is pissing her off. It's not like she can tantrum it away like she usually does to get her way. How many days will she need to take off to recover from this tragedy instead of doing what other nonnies suggested which is work on other videos?
>>336562
Just not the same without emo boi. Jill never even made him a monster tab bracelet. How sad.
>>336571
Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.

No. 336576

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>>336575
Objectively dumb is expecting a notoriously strict about their IP company to capitulate and let her make money off of claiming a fictional children’s character had tiktok mental illnesses.

99% of the FIM content on YT is from the official channel, the exception being random clips and episodes that get involuntarily sent to YouTube Kids, which has super strict content and monetization guidelines. Even this massive video with many collaborators and millions of views got the same treatment. She’s completely delusional (per usual) if she thinks she’s going to be the exception.

No. 336577

>>336575
Kek she is so upset. Ideally she could have just released this video if she actually cared about her fans. It kinda looks bad. It won't even be an enjoyable watching experience for the viewers since she's fucking chopping and screwing it to evade the strike. Even though she's betting on this going viral and trying to be a low rate izzzyzzz, she could have just uploaded it and made more lower effort/smaller videos to try and compensate, even though it's not the same. Just seems lazy. Anything to fuel the tendies and weed addictions. I genuinely feel like she thinks this is her big mealticket.

No. 336578

>>336575
>>336576
I really admire her ability to never do any research on anything she does, then go all out swinging in her trend hopping, then get Jerrible when things end up not working out. In these situations maybe she should have a few videos to upload just in case she can't make money off of one video? She's so retarded, just make some crafting tutorials or fuck it do more wedding videos.

No. 336579

>>336562
I miss Jerrick too. We never got to see a meet the alters video from Jax or Amber.

No. 336580

>>336576
This context is interesting, thanks for explaining nonna. I can't imagine youtube will want a video on the kids section about how this cartoon character suffered such unfathomable torture and sexual abuse as a foal that it caused her to split personalities.

No. 336581

>>336580
Idk why Jill thinks cartoons for kids need to have dark themes. Remember when she hoped Wonderful precure would cover animal death?

No. 336582

>>336575
>"that would be objectively stupid"
Jill it is objectively stupid to make a video in a format you've never used before, to capture an audience you don't have without even researching what changes come with it, and to not have secured paid sponsorships after decades of doing youtube and having it be your job and then to do all this when you've set a new schedule for yourself so you let down your audience by not posting anything because you can't keep what you promise

No. 336583

>>336575
>objectively dumb
showing her true colors again. maybe you're not that passionate about MLP then? (obviously she isn't, she only cares about herself and is projecting who she thinks she is onto pinkie pie) maybe just admit to yourself that this is just a cash grab attempt? do you actually love what you're doing and making? is there any passion behind this at all? not very autistic of you, jill…
it's funny how she doesn't explain why it's "objectively dumb" (hilarious set of words btw) just says "that's stupid!!!" and writes it off. this shits so funny, i love watching her seethe and be incredibly transparent about who she is
>Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.
exactly, i can picture her throwing her tantrums

No. 336584

>>336575
At this point why does she give a fuck? Is she hurting for money or is she trying to stroke her ego, pick a lane. This attitude is why YouTube is hard to watch overall. God forbid people make videos about stuff they actually like and don’t care if it makes money (cause they have a day job).

No. 336585

>>336575
It'd actually be the smartest thing to do for her autism larp, but because Jill is retarded and not autistic, she thinks its dumb. YouTubers always start the videos they know won't get monetized off with either a sponsorship (jill could never) or asking people to sub/donate to their patreons to make up for it. I'm sure the leftover confetti club psychos will gladly give Jill their paychecks for her luke-warm, shitty takes. I feel like she's just scared to get ripped apart by pony autists and lolcow because both populations will be able to tell she's just trend hoping and will rip her apart. She already tussled with the precure fandom and lost. Stevie probably wont DM a tranny brony to defend his fiancee's honor, he'll just DM them to flirt.

No. 336586

>>336444
>>336535
its actually really easy to gain access to this account. i dont even follow her main but i requested the priv just for fucks sake and she accepted me for some reason. i doubt she even polices whos allowed to follow that account?

No. 336588

>>336581
it's because she wants shows to portray traumatic things she can claim to have so she can make another alter based off of that media, but she's too pea brained to be able to watch a show intended for adults that might have big and confusing elements like subtext! how will wittle jill– i mean berry - understand such complicated things if not being told through animated kids shows?

No. 336589

>>336586
i imagine she doesn't actually care if nonnas post things from her priv itt, especially after her saying not to share the video that's thread pic right now. she just privated her acc so she could larp being a victim, but she absolutely loves the attention. i think that's where everything she does stems from. her mom got cancer, and she became a victim and gained sympathy. now being a victim is the only identity she can imagine, because it's what gave her attention all throughout her formative years. she loves attention, she loves having online "bullies" because it makes her a sad, pathetic, poor little victim.

No. 336590

>>336589
common HPD L

No. 336591

>>336589
it's true, people like jill love attention whether it's positive or negative and those types of people are truly sad individuals. i actually feel like whenever she's bored and not much is going on she'll purposely try to stir shit up and fabricate drama out of thin air because she wants to see us react in the thread because that's how empty her soul is. it's easy for her to start drama because she always seems to be feuding with people, like the precure fandom who hated her so she sent steebie after one of them, or commenters on her videos where she will try to "clap back" at them and post it on her twitter without censoring their names so she can get asspats by her small army of one-braincell tards and she hopes they'll go after that person. but even when nothings going on it feels like she gets bored and tries to dig shit up, like it was way after that moid made a video covering her and she randomly decided to post a ~statement~ when the thread was quiet for a few days.
it feels really clear that she thrives off of drama and it makes her feel very self-important. she's such a smug bitch, can't stand it. i agree with you about the whole victim thing, she just wants it to look like she's being attacked when she's the aggressor. the whole "please don't share this!" thing was stupid, like she knows there's plenty anons following her priv, if she actually didn't want it posted anywhere else, then she could have just not posted it

No. 336593

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No. 336594

>>336593
She's 25 years old and still pretending like she needs trigger warnings for adult movies? She's so insufferable, jesus christ.

No. 336596

>>336585
Actually an excellent point that she’s turning her attention from Precure to MLP right now because her giant ego about being the biggest best Precure fan was bruised by other members in the fandom not liking her, among other things, just like when she dropped lolita. She only really likes things where she can feel like the big fish, which is also why she got repeatedly frustrated with cons because she needs to win everything AND be in charge, and it explains why she didn’t care about MLP when it was actually popular.

No. 336597

>>336591
she really does love any kind of attention on the internet.
the way she had to reply to my comment abt uploading the video unmonetized (instead of ignoring stuff she disagrees with) confirms the fact shes a whore for attention.
she regularly looks up tweets about her and even scrolls lolcow. she lives for drama and attention and i cant believe im fueling her(cowtipping)

No. 336601

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Meaning"I will continue to smoke a shitton of weed and not monitor my use of alcohol or weed while taking several types of medications and not worry about how it's altering my state of mind."

No. 336602

>>336596
(Ayrt)

Yeah, jill is extremely transparent. She probably figures this will be her Big Break video that will get pushed into everyone's algorithm because of the former relevancy of MLP and people liking unnecessary deepdives. I'm curious to see how Jill handles making a video that isn't about all about her. Just her ~theories~ and projecting on to Pinkie Pie. I don't think she'll handle it well and she'll just end up talking about how she finds pinkie pie relatable and therefore pinkie pie has BPD and Autism and also DiD. Just like Jillian.

No. 336604

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>>336575
More comments. If this monstrosity does get greenlighted, how much you want to bet it barely gets views? I don't foresee it being the hail mary video making Jill oodles of money. She'll never learn which is why she's a lolcow, doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. She's been doing this for 10 years but you would never know it by how she acts.

No. 336605

>>336604
People who do this as a job are also, yknow, educated enough in their field to know how to avoid this degree of copyright infringement
These brain dead drooling fans need to consider that Jill is a retard and awful at her job

No. 336607

>>336604
She acts like uploading unmonetized videos is completely unheard of. I sub to plenty of youtubers who have patreon exclusive content because of subject matter or copyright. It's so telling that she won't upload a version on patreon and is now acting like she and Steve are going to starve and be out on the streets if she doesn't monetize one fucking video. It's actually insane, it's like throwing a tantrum that Disney or Taylor Swift won't let you monetize their content. You're not special Jill.

No. 336608

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>>336604
Pic related. She’s so ridiculous she’s not gonna starve she’s not the sole breadwinner in her household that’s Steven and her mother. Her job is a joke. She doesn’t make enough from views because they’re in the shitter. Her money is from patreon and sponsorships. I can’t believe she’s fooling her idiot fans with this shit. With her views this low she’s probably making less than a $100 a video. Since the adpocalypse YouTubers have had to figure out ways to make decent money with videos and that’s what patreon and sponsors are for. No one is gonna watch this so this isn’t like showing up to work clocking and telling her manager not to pay her. This is more like if she clocked in went home and sat on her ass sucking on her moldy bong and telling her boss she was totes working the whole time.
If she wants to claim YouTube as her job she should know the rules and upload regularly within the those parameters and make extra shit that would copyright strikes on her patreon. So many huge well off creators make plenty from just $5 patreon memberships.

No. 336611

Between her not being being able to monetize her brain dead pinkie pie commentary and her pony toys rusting out the ass I hope she's discouraged enough to drop the autism pony hyperfixation larp.

No. 336612

Sage because I can't find proof but didn't she leave her 'strong kind beautiful' tattoo video un-monetized because she wanted to have the Doremi theme playing and said she loved Toei animation so much she didn't mind?
I read the vid description and flicked through the transcript (cannot bear to watch her atm) but couldn't find anything to confirm this. I'm so sure I remember this tho

No. 336615

>>336601
God jill is such a pothead. For her to retweet this she has to be really fucking into her weed, so much so that she doesn't care about her public image and sees her weed use as part of her personality. She should just stop the mental (j)illness larps and become a full time weed content creator instead

No. 336616

>>336604
>"it would be like going into your job and telling the boss not to pay them that day"
It would be more like going into your job and doing chores not on your own list while neglecting the ones that you should have been doing, not finishing it on time because you don't know how this set of chores works and expecting full pay when you didn't do your actual job.
>"nobody would ever do that"
Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.

I think at the core Jill is REALLY expecting this video to be a smash hit and to bring in a shit ton of views and new subscribers. She's not just testing the waters but she's fully confident it will generate her a lot of money and attention. Long format videos is not her style though, the only thing Jill is good at is rambling on about me, myself and I. She's not good at making long analytical videos that require actual research so she's not gonna be able to switch her content to this long format style anyway.

No. 336617

>>336616
Yeah, this is the best possible reason for why it’s so important to her that this isn’t just a pro bono little passion project that keeps up her viewer engagement—she thinks it has a shot at achieving a massive breakthrough for her view count and giving her a decent windfall of cash, unlike her usual recent videos and claims that she’s okay with her very modest view counts.
Whenever Jill makes a big deal publicly about how much she humbly loves and accepts something about herself that’s objectively mid (for instance, being fat) you can be sure she’s seething behind the scenes and desperately running circles to change it.

No. 336618

>>336604
Why is she acting like she'll go homeless if she doesn't monetize this stupid video? She's never even had a consistent uploading schedule, this was supposed to be the first video in her new schedule. And now she probably thinks her acting like a toddler and throwing a tantrum is justified because "she's autistic"

No. 336619

>>336618
I'm tinfoiling that she's upped her consoomerism and needs more secondhand pony money.

No. 336621

>>336604
she's really acting like youtube is what pays for her rent and groceries… kek, please
complete with the crying emoji. i'll never understand her constant need to be the victim. she loves that she has her retarded fans coming in to try and defend her poorly

No. 336622

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>>336618
Dude there’s so many autism pony videos too. Even one that observes what mental disorder the Maine 6 could have.(derailing)

No. 336625

>>336615
it's ridiculous how she clings to weed when it's obviously doing her far more harm than good. so many of the problems she claims to have would improve if she just put the bong down. if she doesn't ease up then a decade from now she's gonna be practically fused to her couch

No. 336626

>>336604

If she doesn't upload this she's gonna lose a chunk of her remaining enablers, the comments seem fairly divided (unless its retarded nonnies cow tipping left and right). She's doing too much complaining and showing her true colors. The longer she drags this out, the longer she'll expose herself as one of those assholes who just make hour long incoherent rants about media they don't understand for cash, and not a True and Honest ponyfag/autist.

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>>336451
>>336604
Her delusions of grandeur are at full display. She thinks she has to monetize this because her retard deepdive will go viral. Not only is she 2 years too late but also not good at making videos.
Also compare her to a real undiagnosed autist like Quinton Reviews. He made hours and hours of Icarly because he liked it. His fans asked for more Nickelodeon deep-dives and he went viral without trying. All the hours-long nickelodeon shit he does is claimed and not monetized. In videos he's always plugging his Patreon cause that's how he gets to do his passion projects. You'd think Jill would do the same but her Patreons have been scammed enough. Quinton even spent months on a passion project with his dad about a show they liked and made no money and few views. Just because shes bad with money doesn't mean all YouTubers do things like her

No. 336632

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“Got under my skin for some reason” because even you know you’re only interested for the autism larp.
I could believe she likes MLP but this level of obsession is forced.

No. 336633

>>336627
>itt we have people applauding Quinton Reviews' dogshit content
This is truly a testament to how hard Jill's youtube "career" has fallen.

No. 336634

>>336632
Why does she even lie about paying her rent with her youtube money? That shit is not paying rent for a townhouse in the current Canadian economy.

No. 336635

>>336632
There’s a difference between enjoyment and actual passion, and she’s outright lying about this being a “special interest”—it’s a NEW hobby for her.
Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video. Poor Jillybean is going to be homeless without this one youtube video! Yeah right.

No. 336636

Jill livestreamed cleaning ponies again.

No. 336638

>>336635
Seriously, if YouTube was paying for her groceries and rent, then she would make more than one video every blue moon, and if she was really 100% obsessed with shit that wasn't herself she would be able to make content nonstop and it wouldn't make her feel tired.

No. 336640

>>336601
This actually makes me kind of mad, I live in a place that decided to do the nice hand holding and enabling of drug users and now there are large amounts of people overdosing and dying on the streets in public places. This shit actually does have consequences.(blogging)

No. 336642

>>336636
Called it in last thread. The 'vintage' in these ponies is just her new excuse to consoom. Wish she'd admit that she just likes pink sparkly shit like a ton of women and stop pretending with the substainability bullshit.

No. 336644

>>336632
All her videos are always about herself, how she used to be, how she is, what she thinks of x, when she does y. She's giving herself asspats about how amazing shes is everyvideo. All her livestreams are about herself and how quirky she is.
This is one of the few videos where she has to do any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.

No. 336647

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>>336636
Her stimulant-fueled weight loss has really done nothing for her health.

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>>336636
We're going to get a thrifting vlog soon as she just filmed herself yesterday. However she tries to act like she may get it out tomorrow but needs to film some more, export the data, and edit it so suffice to say it isn't happening. She needs to upload something since her last video flopped hard.
>>336644
>This is one of the few videos where she has to do any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.
Yup and it's funny as hell to watch. The board she threw images on is so fucking lazy but has the audacity to call it her finest work. Imagine thinking a few easy google searches equals a herculean task worth applauding. She's so damn lazy.

No. 336649

>>336632
The commenter is right and that's why it's bothering Jill. It's actually easy to find people with actual hyper fixations they've had their wholes lives who post videos of it regularly for years to less than 1000 views per video. To claim a new interest is only valuable to post about if she directly earns money from it would make people with actual hyper fixations laugh.
>>336635
>Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video.
If that was true it would be stupid of her to gamble on making such a video in the first place. She also should have prepared "emergency" videos to post when she can't finish one in time for her schedule, because not doing so would then literally mean she can't eat that week. It's basic youtubing and she still doesn't know how to do it.

No. 336662

>>336632
> I actually don’t care about my little pony. I’ve been caught…
> I don’t know why this comment got so under my skin…
She’s upset because after her flippant response she realised how real it sounded and is afraid other people will read the honesty in it.

No. 336666

>>336632
I legit can’t believe it Jill actually had me a little with the DID thing I just thought having a giant thread dating back to teen years documenting and judging your life would be bound to make anyone go crazy and want to adopt other personalities to hide from the real one that caused people to hate consume her stuff. But the autism Pony larp is really throwing me off! I said it before but MLP was super popular even during the time when she first started YouTube I feel like FIM didn’t start losing momentum in popularity until at least 2018. So to have 10 years to get into pony lore and to only be open about it on the 10th year is just wild. If I was autistic I’d be offended at everyone tryna copy my flow kek. This would make me REEEEEEE

No. 336667

>>336666
Also the whole wanting to be monetized thing would work if she actually did care to be monetized. I watch a YouTuber named Kenniejd who does deep dives on whatever show she is hyper fixated on a lot of times she says at the beginning of the video she is 9/10 getting demonetized HENCE why she seeks out sponsorships so she doesn’t have to rely on YouTube which is wishy washy about demonetization. In that time she was researching for that video she should’ve been researching brand deals if she desperately needs YouTube to pay her bills. Also doesn’t she have patreon? Isn’t the whole point of YouTubers making Patreon accounts was for instances like these?

No. 336668

>>336667
>Kenniejd
>deep dives
>hyper fixated
She's a normie who talks about movies while doing her makeup and laughing at her own jokes every 5 seconds but ok.

No. 336676

>>336668
thats the term she used okay

No. 336683

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Jill retweeted this tweet as well. Also those comments that were posted here that were responding to her community post are now gone.

No. 336685

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Update on the Pinkie Pie video. She finally edited it enough that it will be released.

No. 336686

>>336683
Kek, every once in a while people from every social media platform will go to bat for NPD, but ultimately they enjoy diagnosing everybody else with narcissism too much to really give a shit. Very fitting for Jill's brand of activism. Could this be a sign that she's going to diagnose herself with something else and have an edgy phase?

No. 336687

>>336686
Why do these people always want to diagnose themselves with Cluster B disorders?

No. 336690

Wanted to check in with the comments on her community post and it seemed that she removed every single comment that didn't give her dick a big stroking

No. 336695

>>336685
Unless she’s exclusively using stills or fan art it’s going to get copyright clapped in some capacity. Can’t wait for the meltdown. How she still has fans that are this sycophantic at this point is nuts.

No. 336696

>>336685
Are people purposefully misunderstanding the comment?
It's not saying that pixie needs to know 100% of pony lore or some shit. It's just calling out the uselessness of having to monetize her regurgitation of other people already old opinions and her self inserted bs
Like???

No. 336697

>>336616
> Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.

Guess know we now why the anime con never mailed her back
"Here's my list of shit I can help you with but imma need $1000"

Fuck you jill kek

No. 336698

>>336696
I just realized I expect these idiots to think

What am I doing???

No. 336699

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“Criticism is welcome” it never is Jill, Bffr you fight with anyone in your comments section who doesn’t lick the bottom of your shoe.
I’ve never seen someone be so defensive about their “identity”, there’s a reason why people are always calling into question her authenticity

No. 336701

>>336699
she's out of her damn mind, i hate how passive aggressive she always is. criticism has never once been allowed to her, she's made that very fucking clear. i hate when she posts these things, she's begging her fans to go fight for her

No. 336702

>>336699
Her identity? How? Is MLP part of her identity now? All she does is use her made up disorders as a shield for any sort of criticism whatsoever. Her only identity is Jillian Vessey, except it's an all consuming void of self obsession. It's completely insane how much she loves herself for absolutely no reason.

No. 336703

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The video that'll change Jillian's life and make all her dreams come true may be posted tomorrow.
>>336699
Rofl, she's trying to send her brain dead fans after a german fursuit maker. She's 26 years old and still trying to have other people fight these ridiculous battles for her. My god she is so fucking pathetic. She'll never leave her middle school mentality.
>>336702
Don't think too hard on it. It boils down to brain rotted womanchild flinging words to sound like a victim. Surprised she didn't throw in capitalism as part of her whinging.

No. 336704

>>336699
She's upset because she was called her literal name and not Their Royal Madame Lady (& Sir) Five Petal Pixie Collective. This bitch is ridiculous. She has never once had someone tell her to shut the fuck up and grow up. Not a single time in her life. Perpetual child.

No. 336706

>>336703
and she gets her way again, gotta love how the loud annoying bitch who stomps and throws her weight around the most is the one who gets things to go her way. looking forward to the video being a flop, just like the rest of her channel. i bet she edited in those eyebags too
>>336704
kek too right

No. 336707

>>336699
Jillian is your literal name. Pixie is a nickname/persona that you made for yourself. Pixie is more feminine of a name than Jillian. You're not non-binary because you had short hair at 13 and think there's alters inside your head who refer to themselves as male. It's just as dumb as her saying that Veronica is non-binary/intersex but is a bimbo stereotype.

No. 336708

>>336683
>narcissism is a disability therefore they deserve disability rights
>Jill loves this concept

No. 336709

>>336707
>Pixie is more feminine of a name than Jillian.
Lolwut? Jillian is literally a female name.

No. 336710

>>336699
>reeee someone called me by my name that I recently admitted I don’t even want to change and that if given the chance I would only change my middle name
>this invalidates muh IDENTITY
Oh my god who the hell cares.

No. 336711

>>336709
Yeah, but the only men who's go by the name pixie are flamboyantly, flaming gays (which i guess would be a complement for Jill). It's a really feminine nickname, so it's weird that the male alters she allegedly has are also fine with being referred to as the pixie system. Jillian is a female name, but pixie is something a six year old girl demands you call her because she just finished watching the pixie hollow series on Disney Plus.

>>336703
Her eyebags don't really even look bad. She's trying to pass this video off as so high effort and good, it's definitely going to suck and the bronies and pony autists that are still around will probably rip it apart, especially with all the complaining she did about monetization. Her simple minded fans will yas queen it to death, but i think she's going to chase off any adults with full time jobs who'd be willing to donate to a YouTubers patreon with the way she carried on, plus the fact that the video will most likely suck and be filled to the brim with "i think… Pinkie pie reminds me of me when i-" statements. Instead of you know.. actual genuine pony autism.

No. 336714

Ahoy!
I'm the fur covered cringe King from the comment jillie beany weeny didn't like.

I was almost expecting her to send her rabid goons after me but so far nothing has happened yet. Maybe they're busy trying to find my address to do or some shit, who knows.
Not like anything this big toddler can say to me that will make me shit my pants or anything. I'm not scared of someone who encounters a small call out and throws a whiny bitch fit over it.
Doing what you're passionate about without being financially compensated for it is ridiculous and nobody would ever do it? I do that, Jillian. I barely get paid pennies for my work but I'm still doing it after 10 years because I love it. You're not special.
She wants to call ponies her special interest but hasn't even watched the whole show. I've watched the entire thing back to back like 16 times. I'm active in the fandom. We can smell money grabbing counts from a mile away. Nothing she add is new, she has new ideas, she adds no weight to the conversation. The only she adds is old theories, chewed up and spit out just shit her self absorbedness all over it. Her behavior is pathetic.
How do you do YouTube for 10 years and still don't know how to get around monetizing issues. Maybe she isn't that good at her job and should look for something new. Maybe soap.(personalityfagging/cowtipping)

No. 336716

>>33670
You'd think she would choose a gender neutral name for "the system" like Alex, Sam, Jordan, Dylan, Blair, or Avery. If she wanted to be quirky, she could go with Kai like everyone else. She just wants to call herself non-binary for brownie points and Creepy Steven does the same.

No. 336717

>>336716
>You'd think she would choose a gender neutral name for "the system" like Alex, Sam, Jordan, Dylan, Blair, or Avery.
Are we really going to nitpick what name she gave her retarded OC personality roster? Are we seriously making fun of her for not being "non-binary" enough? Kek come on now.

No. 336719

>>336714
It's not cowtipping
I don't tell her she is ridiculous to give you people fodder
She annoys the fuck out of me, nothing more. I have agency over my own actions(ban evasion)

No. 336720

>>336699
"disrespecting her identity" lmfao
the nerve of this grown ass woman who pretends to be a toddler (and a cat, and an ancient 30 year old man, and a dsd slut, and a transboy…) girl you're disrespecting your own identity more than anyone else ever could

No. 336721

>>336703
Chat is it disrespectful to someone's identity to call them the name they use to refer to themselves?(learn to sage)

No. 336722

>>336721
Yes but only if you also imply that starting to like ponies a few months ago doesn't mean it's part of your personality

No. 336723

>>336722
Ah. The formula. I'll put that in my notes.
Also what name is one supposed to use if jillie doesn't tell you which ones she uses to refer to herself as in that second? Are we all supposed to develop psychic abilities to gage her vibes?(unintegrated, ban evading)

No. 336725

>>336723
I would assume you're meant to use the name she most recently showed as using for herself when signing something: >>336537

No. 336726


No. 336727

>>336702
I think she means the fact someone called her Jillian instead of Pixie. Which is ironic because she said Jillian is both an alter and the host, and she doesn't respect her own identity enough to make it real by changing her legal name. She wants to have a special name online, but doesn't want to actually have to use it around normal people. What a pretentious poser.

No. 336728

>>336723
Tbh it's weird to refer to her with her real name when she doesn't even mention it in her videos and you're not her friend or anything. Youtubers have usernames for a reason

No. 336731

>>336728
It was obviously intended to be rude, but the funny part is Jill having a total freakout and using therapy/LGBT activist language to describe someone being slightly bitchy to her online, kek.

No. 336732

>>336728
Cows get called by farmers all sorts of variations their names. Jill/pixie/jillian/jilliebean are all handles, so doesn't matter.

No. 336733

>>336728
Are we not supposed to call people the names they introduce themselves as???

No. 336735

>>336728
You must be 18+ to post on this site.

No. 336736

>>336728

Her name is public information and the commenter waa doing it because everything about Jillian is ridiculous.

No. 336737

>>336717
She opens herself up to this sort of criticism tbh. Jerrick is supposed to be an edgy teen boy and Cliff is just a regular gay guy and not a flamboyant fem one. Makes no sense for the entire system to have such a feminine name they all go by. What actual edgy 15 year old boy would want to be known as pixie? Jill is so narcissistic she can't even larp correctly because she can't think outside of herself for ten seconds. She's gotta be the most boring DiD larper out there, no wonder her views suck. She's bad at everything she does, it's almost impressive.

No. 336738

>>336687
Because it's the ultimate sooper oppressed edgelord LARP where they can act out as much as they want and still claim to be uwu misunderstood by everyone.

No. 336739

>>336728
>Tbh it's weird to refer to her with her real name when she doesn't even mention it in her videos
I don't think it's weird, it's like if pewdiepie would flip someone off for calling him Felix. It's their names, they have longtime fans who know their names and it's the normal way to refer to a person. I actually think it's weirder to refer to an influencer by their username. And Jill is open with her DID host name still being Jillian so she does go by it on the regular

No. 336740

The Pinkie Pie Personality Paradox (Video Essay) is now up.

No. 336741

>>336740
just tried to watch but the intro is so terrible an unprofessional I can't do it. will be waiting patiently for a nonna to summarize

No. 336742

>>336740
kek haven’t even watched yet and I’m already laughing, my girl did a soyboy face for the lulz but it doesn’t do anything but make her look mentally challenged. I hope it goes viral just to watch her get btfo by pony spergs. Can’t believe we get to watch her get bullied out of a fandom again for the third time.

No. 336743

>>336740
How high she was styling that fringe? Still trying to crawl back into lolita community, I see.

No. 336744

>>336740
god fucking dammit jillian how hard is it to wear wristcuffs correctly is she trying to dress shitty on purpose?

No. 336745

>>336740
Oh holy fucking fuck those bangs. That looks like an inflated bread roll glued to her head. What is that??

No. 336747

>>336740
She's trying so hard to act like pinkie pie, also, what a bad start! It takes forever to address the subject and immediately start talking about herself in relation to the video instead of the theme.
And to the Nona who said she's copying izzzyzzz videos, you were right with the styling and tone BUT Jill doesn't appear to understand that izzzyzzz y a lot younger than her and in this case it's cringe and doesn't feel authentic at all.

No. 336748

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>I put a ton of love, passion, time and hard work into it, and I think it's evident when watching
She really, really wants it to go viral.

No. 336749

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>>336748
And looked who she tagged, lol

No. 336750

>>336749
KEK like Jenny Nicholson gives a flying fuck about MLP in 2024.

No. 336751

File: 1728327359873.png (Spoiler Image,123.88 KB, 227x395, RikaOG_(1).png)

>>336740
>>336743
that massive fringe looks like ryukishi07's badly drawn rika sprite

No. 336752

>>336748
She's delusional if she thinks that flaming garbage of a vid is going viral. I don't think there's a venn diagram here that big of people who want 1) an MLP video 2) in 2024 3) diagnosing a pony with BPD and autism 4) made by Jill. That's a minuscule audience.

No. 336753

>>336740
huh what a shit and uninteresting thumbnail, she had so many extra days and still didn't bother to make anything good

No. 336754

>>336740
>"or should i say hello… everyPONY! short snort laugh please don't leave"
If Jill's targeting actual mlp fans that's a shitty "joke" and makes it seem like she doesn't ever interact with the fandom… because it's an actual normal phrase from the series that people do use a lot for fun. And laughing at it and acting as if it's a bad joke makes it seem like she actually looks down on mlp fans for using it. It's such a bad choice of words. It immediately alienates mlp fans, and makes her seem like she doesn't actually care for the series or the fandom.

No. 336755

>>336749
As anons have said, Jill is REALLY banking on this bringing in a ton of money for her

No. 336756

I love how completely obviously not autistic Jillian is. Like literally 0 fucking percent, not even remotely autistic, no matter how much she desperately wants to be. WHY? I will never know. But this is not autism. Just pure retardation.

No. 336757

>>336740
god damn it I really don't wanna watch this shit. And I like stupid video essays! Hell, I even liked mlp for a really long time, AND I like alt fashion, but I still actively don't want to watch this.
The point of this blog is to say I am the perfect demographic for this video and it still looks so unappealing. I don't even wanna hate-watch it out of curiosity it looks that boring and outdated. She missed her chance with this one by a long shot. It's just not gonna go anywhere and when she ultimately fails with this video she worked oh so hard to make, she's gonna have a mental snap and go straight back to traumatized DID content.
We'll get Jerrick and Jax back for sure, or maybe a new variant because of the trauma of working kinda hard on something and it not paying off.

No. 336758

>>336740
>'intro' is over 6 mins of rambling about how excited she is and how this is a special interest of hers, but she doesn't want to say she's autistic for sure u guys, just 'suspected' (aka covering her ass.)
Can't wait to see a literal nobody who is neither a doctor nor an actual autist to tell us all about autism.

No. 336759

>>336740
She looks stoned in this thumbnail.

>>336747
Can someone summarize who and what izzzyzzz is and does? It’d be interesting to have a heads up of who Jills planning to ape in advance.

No. 336760

>>336759 izzyzzz usually makes deepdives on different topics even as silly as charlie the steak, but she's pretty appealing and engaging and clearly does a lot of research into origins and niche facts like in her mlp video. I watched Jill's and she said nothing of value or anything diehard mlp and pinkie pie fans don't already know, but she did keep blurting "heehee don't look at meee" when listing off the criteria for autism which was so annoying.

No. 336761

>>336636
Videos you can smell.

No. 336762

>>336748
>>336749
Has she ever regularly mingled with niche internet "celebrities" of her own caliber? I find it odd how she has consistently begged for attention from youtubers that are leagues above her in terms of subscribers and engagement. She basically tweets incessantly about herself for her retarded followers to give her asspats and validation but she never reaches out to content creators at the same level as her kek. It's quite admirable just how transparent she is in all that she ever does while still insisting on maintaining a facade of authenticity.

No. 336763

I watched the video. She didn't make any sort of argument at all that Pinkie Pie has BPD or autism. She just described how exuberant and joyful Pinkie is. Because as normal people know: traits are not diagnoses. Pinkie had a solemn and restrictive childhood, despite being a hyper and exuberant person. Now that she's on her own, she's able to fully express herself. THE END.

No. 336764

>>336762
Does obsessively tweeting drew monson count?
>>336759
She sounds stoned in the video. I'm all for 4/20 activities but if you're trying to establish yourself as a totz cereal deepdive YouTuber, either put the bong down or don't take twenty hits to the face right before you hit the record button.
>>336740
Super nitpick, but why did she frame the video like this? You can barely even see the poster board wall of proof she made. It's entirely too busy looking for such a long video, even though i know most people watching 1+ plus YouTube videos usually just have it as background noise. Jill can't even autism right, I'm fucking overstimulated 3 minutes in.

No. 336765

>>336743
I thought she was channeling shayna tbh

No. 336767

>>336740
i wouldn't call this a summary but here're some bits that caught my attention:
>around 6 mins in, reads criteria for bpd and autism. keeps repeating "don't look at me" as she lists autism symptoms.
this is it nonnas, she's officially turning the wheel towards the autism larp, DID will soon be dubbed a phase that she didn't realize was a phase bc muh autism.
>00:12:00 pinkie pie "isn't the best at social situations" because she throws a party for twilight that she barely knows in ep 1.
so much autism representation already kek
>wait no akshully it isn't because inviting yourself to someone's house isn't autistic
>but still this is an example of her "not understanding social rules"
>00:12:48 unique way of walking. wow. also her party canon is her "comfort object."
>00:15:03 posting a content warning for one of the loudest screetches i've heard from her in a while.
>00:17:05 "it makes me so sad to see people be mean at pinkie pie or roll their eyes at her. it hurts my little heart" kek
>00:17:30 episode deals with themes of jealousy and 'nasty people' and bullying. and also not being ~believed~ when you're being bullied. twilight straight up /victim blames/ pinkie.
(iirc she asks if pinkie pie isn't imagining it, which imo is fair since the bully is a new character she doesn't really know yet) but of course jill would see not being believed 100% immediately as a personal attack.
>00:18:12 "the only way a pony can react when someone is straight-up gaslighting and victim blaming you as twilight sparkle."
>ep 25: "party of one"
>00:22:45 "we see rarity shove her head in the garbage, which is a funny/random reoccuring trope. the fancy/beauty/spa loving pony constantly gets covered in garbage and slime. poor diva."
for the nonnas who asked why she doesn't associate with rarity. she's a diva. but not in the way jill likes apparently.
>pinkie freaks out and becomes paranoid and rages because her friends are lying to her to avoid a party. afterwards she goes through a "mental break" and goes into a "straight-up bpd episode."
>00:26:30 using did linguo. pinkie is still 'spit' on her friends, "not yet in this reality", "she can't access the part of her that believed in these friends right now."
>but no it's bpd because she was just protecting herself. "we often feel things really really intensely, and there's a lot of trauma that leads to why we might react to things in interesting of particular ways."
>00:29:00 her conspiracy board took her all day. kek

i'll stop for now. don't know if i'll finish watching it. i just really want someone to explain to me how she graduated high school with such analytical skills.

No. 336768

>>336767
you beat me, i was just watching the intro it was already a painful

2:20
>this is going to be a video of me basically armchair diagnosing a pony just for funnies just for the sake the game
Jillian, we saw how much this video being monetized was a big deal for you, don’t act like you have nothing to gain from it
2:45
>this video is really well researched
later in the vide she talks about watching an icberg video about the show. Her research is watching youtube videos. As someone who’s preparing for a thesis and has to ACTUALLY do a lot of research this is ridiculous
>this is probably the most research i’ve put into like anything
this says a lot about the work she puts on other videos (like the strawberry dress) or her education (fashion school)
3:19
>if for see reasons this is your first video of mine
making it obvious she wants to go viral

3:50
>an analysis of Miss Pikmina Dian Pie
i just hate it

She takes a while 4 minutes to talk about the show and not herself

No. 336769

>>336754
Totally makes it obvious what a casual she is and that she’s completely new to the fandom which is laughable given that she’s trying to pose as a pony autist.
>>336758
>mentions that she has no proof she’s autistic
>still makes the video about that she wants to be autistic and misuses autism-specific terms to refer to her new hobby anyway

No. 336770

>>336740
At around 8:30 she’s already criticizing the autism diagnostic criteria by saying that only autistic children really have significant difficulty making and maintaining friendships and sharing in others’ interests and feelings because “have you been to a ren faire?” …As if being able to interact within very limited specific social spaces is evidence of autists doing well socially. She needs to just shut up if she doesn’t know what she’s talking about and stop trying to lecture like she has any authority here. Clearly she also doesn’t like that point because she’s always been social.

No. 336771

>>336770
this, and literally any mention of autism in the summaries so far, show that she has somehow completely misunderstood what autism is. it's actually baffling. i thought she had some sort of idea what autism is, most people have met several autistic people in their life, and she wants to larp it so bad. but i've never seen her categorise what is and isn't autistic before. she has literally no idea what it is. it's like she literally hasn't even bothered googling the criteria or anything scientific about autism. she really got absolutely everything from twitter. it's actually so bad that it wouldn't surprise me she's being such an idiot about it on purpose to have people point out things she has misunderstood so she can use it as even further proof she is autistic. like "omg [crying emoji ×5) i'm so autistic i even misinterpreted the autistic criteria [skull emoji]". sage for tinfoil but what?

No. 336772

Ffs I've been living and breathing MLP since 2010 (because yes, some of us do really have a special interest in it and will call you out on your shit Jillian) and even I couldn't stand to watch more than 6min of that video
She been putting out empty ramblings for like three years at this point, it's a miracle her channel is still alive

No. 336773

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>>336740
from the thumbnail alone, she’s hitting shayna levels of butthole stoner eyes.

No. 336774

>>336767
Somehow the thing that annoys me the most is that she's designated the friggin party cannon as Pinkie's super important signature comfort object. If anything it should be her emotional support pet alligator.

No. 336775

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>>336740
>>336767
Kek imagine having no idea who she is. Opening this cause you like MLP. And it's a grown ass woman self-diagnosing autism for liking MLP. Keep skipping she's still going. Then you google her and find she has claimed DID, bpd, arfid etc etc etc and know she's full of shit then lol.
But I doubt any of them will listen to her self-masturbatory drivel for longer than 2 seconds.

No. 336777

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Can we go ahead and call the much anticipated autistic pinkie pie video a flop

No. 336778

>>336777
It's was basically
>pinkie pie
>anyways I think I'm autistic lol

No. 336779

File: 1728346926996.png (163.82 KB, 720x786, 1000002529.png)

Apparently this video is suppose to be designed to be good for people who are early into the show or don't know much about it. So make what you will of that.
>>336773
She reminds me of tuba tuna
>>336778
Ntayrt, pretty much what I figured. She physically can't make a video without talking about herself. The only thing she's proficient in is talking about herself. What a sad existence.

No. 336781

>>336774
That's what i thought she'd go with, but they all have pets so it'd fall apart. It'd make more sense to say that fluttershy is the autist becuz ~shy~ like how autism tends to present itself in girls/women, they don't know how to mask yet so they just stay quiet to not give themselves away as ND. So far, Jill seems to be using the symptoms usually presented in boys/men.

And again, ironically it'd probably make more sense to pin autism on Rarity (i do not think she is autistic) since she's the only one without a canon/fanon boyfriend, and her special interest would be fashion which she constantly devotes herself to and knows basically everything about. Her comfort object or whatever would be her scissors, she always has them with her somehow. Plus, her speech pattern is super different from the vernacular of basically every other pony including her little sister. That'd be another autist giveaway. If you wanted to give Pinkie pie a disorder for whatever reason, person adhd or something would probably fit better. Maybe assburgers lol.(derailing)

No. 336782

>>336771
She thinks autism is when you're too annoying for people to want to be your friend, so clearly it isn't that she's insufferable, just autistic

No. 336788

>>336740
she's really been fully transparent about who she is during this entire saga. it's truly amazing how much she tells on herself. i already knew this video was going to be just her self-diagnosing through pinkie pie. and of course the obvious hopes that this would go viral so she could make money, because that's all this was about
>>336748
>>336749
delusional and pathetic

No. 336789

>>336740
I just wasted an hour of my life listening to a stoned dumbass roleplay autism and learnt absolutely nothing.
>>336772
I'm just so tired of people misusing the term 'special interest' (and many other terms). She even says something like it's a big special interest of hers right now which just makes it glaringly obvious that she just latches onto something for a while, makes it her whole personality and then discards it and moves on, just consuming. Special interests aren't cyclical like that.

No. 336790

>>336789
Also… she has no actual job. She can spend more time on stupid hobbies than other people because she does not do anything all day.

No. 336791

>>336749
the people she tagged don’t even make media theory videos. Idk who the third one is but the other two just make niche content DEEP DIVES. I feel like she misunderstood the type of video essay she was even making. She’s not doing one of those: unhinged recaps of the entirety of blank. It’s a theory about a pony having a personality disorder. Why would any notable video essayist ever want to acknowledge this.

No. 336792

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>>336740
The view count so far

No. 336793

>>336792
Long-form youtube videos like this are not really everyone's taste. Could be a lot of her fans prefer the 20 minutes ones and MLP is also very specific. I don't think everyone that follow her likes MLP or even Pinky Pie as she's the most annoying one in FiM. Unless this gets posted elsewhere by people sharing it, I don't see it organically getting close to her usually numbers.

No. 336794

>>336789
She wishes she had Jenny Nicholson flavor autism so fucking bad

No. 336799

File: 1728371756891.png (296.86 KB, 1031x320, whoopsie we did a cringy.png)

>>336740
same energy

No. 336800

>>336779
>Apparently this video is suppose to be designed to be good for people who are early into the show or don't know much about it.
So, for herself. Jill is new to the series and she doesn't know much about it.

No. 336801

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No. 336803

>>336801
If she doesn't get the booming view count she's expecting on this video, there's no way her lazy ass is going to spend the time and energy putting together more long form videos. We've already seen the burgeoning bitch fit over not making money off these things, it's just not going to happen.

No. 336804

>>336740
>undiagnosed autism is twaumatizing and makes you develop BPD and attachment disorders
kekkkkk never change Pixie
This is the emptiest video essay i've ever listened to. Slow, drawn out phrases to say the same thing over and over. The only real content there is how frequently she does her weird histrionic/munchie voices, it's like her guilty conscience surfaces every now and then in the form of screams or slurred words in a baby voice.

No. 336806

Nothing about this qualifies as a "video essay" it's just an hour of rambling. All she does is pick some moments from random episodes and says "This is like a symptom of autism and bpd!" which any retard under the sun could do. Yeah, the ponies have different personalities, good job pointing that out and just twisting it to inflate your own nEuRoDiVeRgEnT ego

No. 336808

>>336803
This video definitely won't go viral. Forget about the stupid need to diagnose a fictional children's cartoon pony with BPD and autism for a second and the video is just objectively bad. She rambles on and on. She's boring
the video is edited in a non compelling way for the people who actually actively watch hours long deep dives. She didn't pick a good angle to shoot at and she's wearing too much pink with that obnoxious pink rainbow backdrop, which makes the video hard to look at. Her voice is annoying and she doesn't seem to know much about any of the subjects she's rambling on about. And the worst part for me personally? The absurd amount of joy she seems to have diagnosing pinkie pie with disorders that can drastically decrease a person's quality of life if unchecked. Munchausen's by proxy? More like munchausen's by pony. It's weird. She talks about pinkie pie like a mother gushing over a toddler who just learned how to talk and say 'no'. I don't understand how her fans could sit through an hour of this shit. I don't think this video will do well.

No. 336810

>>336767
samefag, and because i have nothing to do besides plucking my eyebrows here we go again, apologies in advance for the wall of text.
>00:29:20 talking about 2011 fanfic lore like she was there, before saying she got it from an izzizz video.
>00:31:40 s2 ep18
>another allegory of bpd is spinel from steven universe, they're very similar apparently.
>"many of us need to be found, we need to just get out of the toxic and unhealthy environment we were in and we just need safe, healthy people around us."
what is it with zoomers and 'feeling safe'?? you're not out on the streets, chill.
>she loves "a pink two side diva. that's my favorite kind of diva."
>s3 ep3 pinkie clones herself and then struggles to remember who's the original one.
>00:40:55 "pinkie seems genuinely prone to dissociation and specifically depersonalisation"
>"pinkie goes i'm me, i'm me, or am i? i'm pretty sure i'm me. that makes me emotional as a person with dissociative identity disorder that's really sweet."
>00:45:20 changes outfit, apparently battery died. pinkie pie's family is amish. talks about how pinkie's family isn't nurturing, not giving her loving feelings from a young age. (take that as you will) if poor pinkie is autistic, she wasn't getting the accommodations she needed.
>00:48:10 quotes from someone that "there's no such thing as an untraumatised autistic person." implying that the majority of people with autism have trauma, she says she doesn't necessarily believe that, but the few who don't have trauma are basically lucky they had all the accomodations they needed growing up. ofc the trauma would result in a lot of other mental health issues like bpd, or attachement issues.
>00:49:05 cheese sandwish is just a weirdo, no diagnosis for him.
she says he might be autistic too later.
>00:51:45 s7 ep23
>apparently THE episode that supports her theories
>pinkie goes into paranoia and conspiracy mode because rainbow dash secretely throws away her pies that she can't tell her she hates.
>"she fully splits on rainbow dash"
>"black and white thinking mama, splitting mama" ew
>emphasis on how rainbow is a "bold faced liar" and not you know, a friend who didn't dare say she doesn't like pies not to hurt her friend.
>00:55:25 "if anything is going to trigger and upset a person with bpd maybe continually lying to them to their faces and like gaslighting them hey what's going on here."
you don't know what gaslighting means, stfu.
>"this would be really triggering and upsetting for anyone let alone someone with bpd and autism."
>00:57:45 show portrays chocolate as if it's some sort of substance (this will come up again)
>s8 ep18
>1:02:56 "she was calling that thing (musical instrument pinkie's obsessed with in the episode) the love of her life like she's in deep."
>"she's like me right now with ponies, she's hyperfixating."
>pinkie disappears, her sister comes to pick up her belongings. jill likes that said sister has a "rock special interest." they have "different genres of autism."
oh for the love of god
>pinkie is later found by her friends at a bar, "slinging back icecream like it's alcohol."
>"i was really shocked when i saw this."
>1:06:25 "does pinkie pie have substance abuse issues?" (kek)
>"she's eaten so much chocolate she can't trust her memory" (double kek)
>01:07:21 the girls apologize to pinkie for telling her to stop playing the instrument. "more often we need a super clear cut i was wRONG". a "sorry i was wrong" can go a long way "especially with autistic folks"
>01:08:28 "the pinkness of the pie decreases when you're mean to her"
can we make this a banner
>00:08:50 the 'pinkie sense' is "an abnormal sensory experience in my neurodivergent life?"
>pinkie pie is the only one who can sense some things, break the fourth wall, who has two different personalities and appearances.
we get it she's (you're) special
>00:09:50 she loves that she gets a different representation from the stereotype that's usually portrayed for bpd.
>using what i like to call the (actual) gaslighting donald trump voice: "i just love that she's first and foremost a kind and considerate giving friend who just feels deeply and means very well, and sometimes has inapropriate reactions when she feels threatened. and her friends are willing to work with her on that and that's magical."
bc it's the responsability of her friends and not her to train the bad habits away
>asks to share the video, she'd love it if this reached other pony fans. "it would be so sick if it could hit the algo" aka pls make this go viral
>ends by pimping out her patreon

well, that was long and suffering. btw did the usual summary nonnas leave us? no offense, and i don't mind doing this every once in a while (i am not doing the livestreams though lol) but idk the thread feels different since the blackout.

No. 336811

>>336810
>btw did the usual summary nonnas leave us?
Jill is boring and we have multiple anons saying this video was a complete snooker, I wouldn't doubt that the usual summary anons just got bored.

No. 336812

>>336810
Thanks for the confirmation that she legitimately understands actually nothing about autism and gets everything off shallow, meaningless social media memes. It’s at the point it’s genuinely offensive.

No. 336813

>>336812
she's pivoting from the biggest did larper to the biggest self diagnosed autism larper. i wonder if she will spend the money and time getting diagnosed for it, adult screenings are pretty expensive here.

No. 336814

>>336813
Speaking of the DID, interesting how she couldn't film her regular videos without taking breaks because she would switch to a different OC or have "seizures" in the middle of it, but that didn't cause any issues whatsoever while filming this long form content video. Especially since it's about a subject that should - according to the rules she set herself - trigger the 6 year old to come out. She supposedly couldn't even film herself talking about the doll house she got for christmas a couple of years ago without turning into her before.

No. 336818

>>336813
She doesn't really need the diagnostic, she operates in spaces where you can just diagnose yourself and be valid and if someone dares question you then they are ableist. Every time in this video she says she is not diagnosed she says it in very specific and weird ways too.
>>336814
She is clearly leaving the DID thing behind, her excuse is that haters online bullied her for it so now she is more covert about it but we all know here she wants the autism larp now.

No. 336820

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Nothing too milky but she’s grasping so hard to be recognized by the algorithm to get her channel to stop tanking

No. 336821

>>336801
>show introduces new and diverse species that become cherished friends of the main cast
>THAT'S RACIST
I can't with these people I stg. I guess they shouldn't have included them at all to keep these fuckers happy.

Thank you to the anons summarizing this. I can usually watch Jill's vids, but this is too cringe even for me. I was never huge into mlp, but I do like it a lot. I hate how the video starts out with her mocking the source material. She might had well have begun the video with "hey guys, we're looking at a stupid kids shows today, hurr hurr! I love stupid kids shows because I am a real autistic!" How does this woman keep getting worse?

No. 336822

>>336767
>"she can't access the part of her that believed in these friends right now."
I'm calling it now, using DID terms to describe autism/bpd is how she'll handwave away her "I have DID" phase when she's fully moved into this approaching "I have BPD/autism" phase. If BPDs/Autists switch into different alters too then her showing off her supposed alters for a few years doesn't have to mean she has DID anymore, now it can actually mean she has BPD/autism! Just like how her brief schizophrenia phase included hearing voices which then got neatly folded into her DID LARP when she settled on pretending she had that instead.
Though nonna "splitting" is an actual BPD term, it describes how a person with BPD will suddenly either worship or demonize someone or something with no inbetween, with these states being easily interchangable. Although I wouldn't be surprised if Jill is planning on acting like BPD splitting and DID splitting are the same to let her transition between LARPs soon.

No. 336823

>>336822
Why are we acting like she doesn't have BPD, it's like the only thing she's actually been diagnosed with and is probably the entire reason she's even on this munchie LARP bullshit.

No. 336824

>>336823
AYRT I fully agree that she has clearly unmanaged BPD that she should get actual help for. What I mean by her now approaching a BPD phase is that she's currently very into touting her BPD and braying about it publicly whereas previously she tried to explain it away and even implied it was misdiagnosed. When she's tired of this BPD phase she'll move on to some other diagnosis and go back to hiding her correct BPD diagnosis - same if she ends up settling on autism instead of BPD when she's done with this transitional DID/BPD/autism phase.

No. 336825

>>336801
In what twisted fucking world would this bitch be an authority to speak on racism towards black people, natives and Nepali people?!? What in the world are these people consuming to have such shit takes???

No. 336826

>>336824
Ayrt, I see where you're coming from now. Honestly though I really don't think she will ever have the courage to own up to her BPD shit, definitely not after retroactively claiming her BPD was just an alter and then coming out with a video saying her BPD has officially retired. There is no way this bitch will ever go back to it. She's headed straight towards autism, but is entertaining BPD without outright saying so because BPD can have overlapping symptoms with autism.

No. 336828

>>336818
yes that's true but she might be committed enough to do it like she did for DID which is harder to disprove.

No. 336829

>>336820
her admitting that she hasn’t gotten new comments in over 3 months before this is killing me. Bro are u keeping track of the names of people who comment? Like she rlly only was accessing people in her echo chamber. Most successful channels are dealing with the opposite, people are watching the videos but not subscribing. The only people who consistently watch her are the other people who think they have DID. Her channel is completely dead.

No. 336832

>>336826
She just acts like her BPD is in remission, which is a possible thing but requires tons of therapy and work she definitely has not done. You can see in the video she talks about the negative traits and then justifies and excuses them, or talks in this patronizing "baby neurodivergent angel" speak she often does.

No. 336833

>>336820
>ableist hateful losers!!!
she dismisses all criticism towards her as this, it's so stupid. anybody can slap a label on themselves and if you DARE question it you're an ableist hateful loser!! i don't make the rules!
anything to get away with being a narcissistic bitch i guess. still not hiding how desperate she is for the video to go viral, she knows her channel is a failure

No. 336835

>>336833
She acts like she's a limping, hand-tucked, drooling spastic the way she keeps calling people ableist. I don't know a single actually physically disabled person that whines as much as she does and those people have real jobs.

No. 336836

>>336803
She will blame the lack of views on YouTube censoring her creativity with the copyright strikes instead of the fact that her video is boring

No. 336837

File: 1728425287875.png (322.07 KB, 622x464, jill when the MLP reference is…)

This "Video Essay" saga in short
>Bingewatches MLP for the first time in a long time (possibly ever) >>335642
>Only the basics >>336779
>Have no friends to talk about the show so she plans on making a video and make money from it instead >>336120
>Watches mlp youtube videos to know what kind of things to say ("research") >>336768
>Have no creativity whatsoever
>"I have autism and bpd. So this pony has autism and bpd."
>Boring video self-inserting the entire time when it's her first video not about herself
>No "essay" just lazily recounting the show and self-diagnosing >>336767
>Demands to monetize her lazy ass rant when these things get claimed all the time. Throws tantrum like she would starve if she doesn't >>336604
>Piggyback successful YouTubers that post nothing like her cause lazy >>336749
>Obsessively refreshing her analytics >>336820
Not really autistic behavior at all. Maybe just a womanchild who watched a show and made a video cause she makes videos for a living. I'd say teenagers making power point presentations of books they didn't read put more effort than this. So long for hyperfixation.

No. 336838

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The cope

No. 336839

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>>336820
She's such a womanchild. Ten bucks she printed out the comments and keeps them in a folder.
>>336836
Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.

No. 336842

>>336838
"ME ME ME! I'M SO GREAT! I'M SO GOOD AT EVERYTHING I DO! I'M SO INTERESTING! ME ME ME ME!" - the most boring person you've ever met

No. 336845

File: 1728432499093.png (1.43 MB, 775x888, taybeepboop.PNG)

>>336839
>Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.

Jill is a relic of the past and a dime a dozen now. Whenever I see Jill's house I just think of Tay BeepBoop's home and how interesting it is. Same as her fashion. Her outfits aren't interesting nor unique. Ryan's toy Reviews was one of youtube's darlings and now he's almost 13 and his views have dwindled because his audience grew up and left his ass behind. She needs to grow up and get a real job because the gap on her resume is getting bigger by the day.

No. 336847

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>>336845
Right there are so many rainbow house influencers these days. Compare her to fever dream boutique, she actually sews and upcycles vintage and thrift clothes. She's a bit of a munchie like Jill with her "chronic illness" theatrics but she is actually sustainable and actually makes stuff and sells it. Jill could take notes here but she wants to fake autism instead.

No. 336848

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>>336845
>>336847
The worst part is that she didn't even milk it right when she had the chance. She's been living in rainbow hellhole for 5 years and made like 3 videos about it. She's buying shit all the time but her last video was about how she painted a shitty wall for 2 months. She could have made so much content about buying and thrifting quirky shit when it was popular. But she's so lazy and needs to post herself and her 1000000th mental health update.
Like how she has those expensive house spices collecting dust somewhere. She could have made a video all about her quirky vintage kitchen or whatever. But nah just buy more and put it in a corner and forgets about it. Even if she was really good at decorating she would be too lazy to make something out of it.

No. 336849

>>336847
Jill should do videos of her redecorating her house and giving it a “refresh” then selling old decorations on Depop/sponsored store. There’s your content for the next 6-12 months.

No. 336851

>>336848
Collection videos could actually be pretty enjoyable from her. Especially if she knows interesting facts like real autists do about stuff they collect. Come on jill, show us your autism! I wanna know who produced every precure wand, what year it was, and a list of every different version that exists and which ones are best and why

No. 336854

Jillian trying to pass off any newly sparked interest is so deeply bdp coded. She just doesn't want to admit it. Yes, Jillian. Your bpd makes it seem like this new thing is your entire being. That's what it does. She is a dolphin jumping from one thing to the next. He "special interests" have been so many loosely related things that she will forget about after 3 months. I thought her most important thing was doremi? No? Oh right it's pretty cure… No Steven universe…no irregular choice…nope it's her own fashion kei…. Nope it's sustainability… Or was it diy furniture stuff? Rainbows? Drag? Was it pripara? Mlp? I've never heard of an autistic person switching their super hyoerfocused special interest so many times in just 10 years. My autism has made me obsessed with one specific anime and one specific band for the past 17 years…(ban evasion)

No. 336855

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Late but she postponed her patreon stream. Guess she was pissed off the video wasn't being accepted. Now she'll bitch about the aLgOrItHm being the issue to why her masterpiece didn't instantly make her viral.
>>336837
Great summary. Soph and her gf are watching MLP but I don't think fast enough for Jill's liking.

No. 336857

>>336837
How much of the preview she posted ( >>336120 )did even she stick to? Also nitpick but i just noticed her chrome browser is out of date in her screenshot kek

No. 336858

>>336845
> She needs to grow up and get a real job because the gap on her resume is getting bigger by the day.

You make a good point. Unless she actually finds a way to make sustainable income through YouTube (ie. ditch any one of her current LARPs - DID/sustainability come to mind), how is she ever going to find work? I mean, it's not entirely out there to assume she's angling for the disability pension, but what is the likelihood of that even happening? It's pretty hard to get approved for disability where I'm from but idk about Canada. And since she'll be getting married, won't that affect her income, if she ever successfully grifted her way into it?

No. 336859

>>336839
>the ableist freakshow
pretty ableist to use that word, isn't it? jillybean should call out this person for using such ableist language with a dark history. but she won't, because she's being supportive of her.

No. 336861

>>336859
I think she deleted the frekshow comment. I hope someone called her out or she just wanted to evade getting called out

No. 336865

>>336749
Have any of the people she tagged here responded to her?

No. 336867


No. 336868

File: 1728479797236.jpeg (1001.79 KB, 1125x1652, IMG_3530.jpeg)

>>336858
You can’t even get disability if you’re married. It’s also not a lot of money either.
https://nbmediacoop.org/2021/07/19/new-brunswicks-household-income-policy-forcing-persons-with-a-disability-to-live-alone/

No. 336869

>>336865
I doubt any of the youtubers she tagged will watch it, at most they will click on it, skim through the entire video by 3 or 4 clicks, then compliment her via twitter. Most likely what will happen is they won't respond because who of average IQ wants to watch some stoned bitch rant about herself and kin a fucking pony.

No. 336873

>>336858
>>336868
Im not trying to BP, this is relevant.
Being from the biggest liberal state (cali) and knowing a fully disabled person (needs to be spoonfed and ass wiped) he gets $500 cash and $350 foodstamps and isnt allowed to have over $1000 in his bank at any time.
So if she is at all from a conservative state, if she at all wants to save money, if she at all wants a real and fullfilling life. She will not be going down the disability route. But also, after a physical and mental examination, she will be denied anyway.

No. 336874

>>336873
She’s from Canada lol. I used to be from a conservative province and got disability. They just pay incredibly poorly and have rules that make zero sense

No. 336876

File: 1728501067281.jpg (191.29 KB, 720x1641, 1000002552.jpg)

Jill's trying to get Jenny's attention. Lol

No. 336879

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No. 336880

>>336876
Kek has she ever interacted with her before? She has never mentioned being a fan till now that she's larping being a video essayist lol. She's not gonna promo your essay jill. Might as well tag her in your self promo again, its obvious its what you want >>336749
Remember when she would try to self promo in h3h3's live chat and mytoecolds shit? kek get a job

No. 336881

>>336879
Bitch what morals. Her grandiose morals of being a narcissist leeching off of her mom?

No. 336882

File: 1728504143967.jpg (293.01 KB, 720x905, what_is_going_on.jpg)

>>336876
sorry couldn't help myself lol

No. 336883

File: 1728506676656.png (306.09 KB, 720x498, 1000002554.png)

She's pinned the video tweet in hopes to get it to gain more traction.

No. 336884

>>336883
That stupid pin board irritates me because it is purely a prop she made for the video but serves no actual investigative purposes.

No. 336885

File: 1728506880960.png (102 KB, 662x257, 1000002556.png)

>>336883
At the moment the video is at 10k views after 2 days of being out. Not even at 10% of her subscriber count.

No. 336886

>>336883
Kek, you can tell she's way too proud about the thumbnail.

No. 336887

File: 1728507740193.jpeg (212.54 KB, 1125x330, IMG_3536.jpeg)

>>336885
I just wanted to point out that it’s nearly identical to Jenny’s thumbnail.

No. 336890

>>336887
She is skinwalking Jenny but covered in pink glitter throw up.

No. 336891

>>336883
The only way that video is going viral is if she gets negative attention like people using it to make fun of her self-diagnosing shit. Video is not good enough to be shared for other reasons. But she has the thinnest skin and would crumble if she got a few mean comments. She should actively not want people to see it lol.

No. 336896

>>336874
Oh shit i have a friend in canada on disabilty and she is suffering financially.. kek jill is for sure doomed if she expects to do disability then. Makes you wonder if she will even actually get married to steve

No. 336897

File: 1728525912958.jpeg (59.69 KB, 540x405, IMG_2389.jpeg)

>>336887
They're all copying the meme tho so it's really not that original for either of them

No. 336898

>>336884
but… but it took her a whole day to make!!

No. 336900

>>336897
Same composition as Jenny’s
>>336593
Joker having DID was claimed by his lawyer so he could have an insanity plea. He later admits he committed all the crimes and joker isn’t a separate entity.

No. 336902

>>336593
>does a single "video essay"
>"I want to Analyze so I can Discourse!"

No. 336905

>>336887
pretty tacky to copy a youtubers content style and their thumbnail and then go begging for their attention and retweet

No. 336907

>>336887
So she thinks pinkie pony is bpd but can't recognize her own extreme bpd behavior. If I was Jenny I'd legit be weirded out and scared.

No. 336908

>>336885
The “(Video Essay)” is sending me, no one really has to clarify that with longer runtime videos. But maybe it’s supposed to be a sign that she’s so autistic that she doesn’t know how to make a youtube caption after 10+ years and just accidentally recreated the same deep dive meme format thumbnail because that’s how autism works.

No. 336909

>>336820
Looking back at her recent videos it's so funny how she made that "Reddit stories" video because she thought it would get recommended to people, but it's her least watched one. It's almost like making generic content for views doesn't work, and making a video about an actual topic (ponies) will get recommended to people who like that topic. It's common sense

No. 336916

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>>336883
>>336887
>>336900
>>336905
Very surprised people here don't know picrel is what Jill's is going for, down to the eyebags. I mean fuck soyjaks especially in 2024 but I'd have thought farmers would've been familiar with this one especially as it was everywhere. Questionable choice though as this along with >>336754 it comes off like she's making fun of it

No. 336918

>>336916
Everyone knows what she’s referencing we just don’t care because even normies use soyjaks.

No. 336922

>>336887
She isn't even skinwalking her, not everything is a larp of someone else.

No. 336924

File: 1728582430355.png (249.67 KB, 720x1292, 1000002565.png)

Jill talking about having issues with her eyes on her private twitter.

No. 336925

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Jill did get an interaction with XCanadensis just not over the tweet she tagged her in. Jilly Bean wants clout badly.

No. 336926

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>>336924
Surprised she didn’t try to relate it to muh trauma like she does with her UTI’s due to Steebie’s dirty dick

No. 336927

>>336926
>>336924
Is she actually retarded? I know she munchies every single thing that happens t her but… Yes, obviously it takes some time to adjust to your new prescriptions. Yes you will get headaches. Are you seriously trying to milk this!? Literally just go downstairs and tell your fiance about it why are you attention whoring such a mundane thing

No. 336928

File: 1728584850913.jpg (643.86 KB, 828x1351, 1000002569.jpg)

>>336926
Odd she didn't pounce on the opportunity. She loves to wedge in how much trauma she's suffered. This is less dramatic than back in November of last year. She got these glasses after getting an eye exam after years of not getting her eyes checked.

No. 336929

>>336928
Kek, she's trying to hide her extra chins.

No. 336931

>>336928
You'd think someone with 'sensory issues' wouldn't sleep in their makeup. That crusty eyeliner is making my eyes itch

No. 336933

>>336925
>r/Ultraleft
>u/DogPenis8833
The internet was a mistake

No. 336935

>>336916
I think most people know about the meme. But there are a billion other (more relevant) things she could have done, or even plenty of variations of the meme if she had used just 1% of creativity. But Jill didn't choose to copy the meme, she chose to copy Jenny in a super obvious manner. She literally even tagged her and is begging for her to retweet it or praise her, we know she copied Jenny specifically.
>>336931
>You'd think someone with 'sensory issues' wouldn't sleep in their makeup
didn't jill even at one point claim she basically only wears makeup while filming/for content before she removes it because of her totally real autism sensory issues

No. 336943

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Translation: i got too stoned and got the munchies

No. 336944

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>>336916
We know, everyone whos ever used the internet for more than 5 minutes knows this outdated meme format. The heavy eye bags are also in this selfie where shes trying to widen her eyes vs squinting them like the meme.

No. 336945

>>336943
Rofl, agreed and she still hasn't finished it go figure. Remember when she trying to pretend she was working 9-5?. She sucks at sticking to any schedule even if she makes it up.

No. 336947

>>336944
this looks like that love live kotori meme face.

No. 336949

>>336943
Couldn't even wait a week before copying the posts telling her to make content about buying and thrifting clothes and quirky decor >>336847 >>336848
If the reddit content farm doesn't work. And the Video Essay shit doesn't work. Surely the farmer complaints will work! Viral in no time!

No. 336950

>>336943
Maybe she just doesn't find making videos fun and engaging anymore, a normal office job would be better for her so she could be held accountable and get to see real people on a daily basis.

No. 336951

File: 1728630145727.png (90.41 KB, 275x203, jill faking retardness to get …)

>>336950
KEK imagine jill being told her productivity is low and she says its her lazy alter. They block twitter on her computer and she to give it back cause shes autistic. Never replies to emails cause adhd. In lunch theres no chicken nuggies and she cant cook so she tells everyone she she has multiple eds. When she leaves 2 hours early she says she was manic from her bpd

No. 336953

>>336943
What do Gen z even mean when they say "dissociating"? I feel like they're just talking about being sleep deprived or having a head rush or something. Can somebody translate zoomer?

No. 336954

>>336953
for some reason they all think not being able to focus or their attention wandering = dissociation, they use it for everything. i’ve even seen them claim that just being very involved in an activity like reading or playing video games is dissociation.

No. 336955

>>336918
>>336935
>>336944
Okok vibes the square is I but normie me this: how is invoking this meme supposed to be taken? At best it's "wow so interwebz" for real late normies and maybe intended to signal she doesn't take herself too seriously. But like soyjaks aren't flattering and if she's copying Jenny it comes off like she's making fun of her then as Jenny's thumbnail doesn't invoke the meme.

No. 336956

>>336943
i would also dissociate if i left the house for the first time in a year tbh

No. 336960

>>336953
It means their attention span is ruined from watching tiktoks and instead of stopping using social media they pretend to have adhd and DID

No. 336965

>>336943
I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7. Guess what happens when you get absolutely blazed multiple days in a row? Anyone want to take a guess here to help Jill out?
Answer: you get fucking BRAIN FOG I can't with this retarded bitch.

No. 336968

>>336965
her problems source from her mother enabling her psychotic pageantry. it got worse with her internet fame and now that all eyes are on her she is convinced that she is a misunderstood star. she has legit problems and should be going to unit 9, too bad that sector shut down and they are throwing them in hills now to hangout with timoon, etc. fucking jillian dude. she needs actual help.

No. 336969

>>336951
lol, where does she work? don't tell me its in charlietown

No. 336970

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No. 336971

>>336955
>if she's copying Jenny it comes off like she's making fun of her then
I don't think it does, to me it comes across as the cheap copy it is. Jill just put pink on it and assumes that's enough of a change. It's a reflection of how shallow her work is.
>>336965
>I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7
The DID phase famously started just after Jill started smoking weed
>>336970
>"why do i react like a cartoon person"
she's giving me flashbacks to when i was a teen and weebs would be acting out anime irl and insist it was "accidental"

No. 336972

>>336960
hard agree. zoomers are so terminally online they do not realize the devastating impact it has on their brain. its not adhd, its not did, its not anxiety. its constantly being inundated with texts, pictures, videos and flashy shit on a constant basis to the point their brain is under constant stress. combine that that with her being 24/7 pothead and refusing to Touch Grass (so add some isolation to the mix) shes a mental wreck.
But shes also too stupid and too thin-skinned to want to get these lifestyle changes under control

No. 336973

>>336970
>also why do I react like a cartoon person
It's really almost insidious how she is constantly performing this autism LARP and making sure people know she's autistic. She can't just do it subtly, no, she has to literally point it out every time. You would think with all her autism research she would know why she's emulating cartoons, since it's a pretty widely recognized symptom in many autistic individuals. But no, she pretends like she has no idea why she pretends to do something so she can build the perception of herself seen through the eyes of others. It is genuinely fucking creepy. It's weird. If I think too deeply about her retarded behaviors I actually get the heebie jeebies. This bitch is so chronically empty. She has nothing at all going on inside of her head or soul. She is utterly devoid of what makes a person a person and it's really quite perverse and a tad sickening.

No. 336974

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>>336970
Clip from twitter

No. 336976

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>>336974
Her go-to hairstyle looks "okay" from the front, but from the side it looks like she's doin' a heckin' racial appropriation. I've never seen anyone style their hair this way before. I wonder how often her shit crashes down like this, she seemed to recognize instantly what the sound meant without having to look to check and then braced for impact. Must be commonplace.(nitpick)

No. 336977

>>336976
ntayrt but she just has a headband on?

No. 336978

>>336976
My first thought was that she staged it

No. 336979

>>336969
She hasn't had a real job since she moved to New Brunswick.

No. 336980

>>336977
correction nona, she has a headband on AND she's fat

No. 336981

>>336978
Big reach. Same with >>336976 anon. Something on the shelf shifted and caused a couple things to fall. It happens. She cleared heard it above her and reacted, then played it off for camera as a little joke.

No. 336982

>>336974
I soooooo hope all of that fucking broke

No. 336983

>>336970
>>336851
Interesting.

No. 336984

>>336981
she probably just moved her foot or something that set off a little earthquake through the floor since she's quite heavy and that was enough to make an item fall and drag other items with it

No. 336985

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No. 336986

>>336926
>>336943
>dis makes me angy
>breakie, foodie, AGAINIE.
this is some of her most egregious baby talk yet. Againie is literally the worst and peak Jillianese. I always thought she was age regression adjacent seeing as Steve was the one more into it and she's just a woman child but this seems explicitly like some roleplaying full on age regression shit she slipped in.

No. 336987

>>336974
interesting how she barely reacts, and speaks in her silly usual voice instead of dissociating or having a panic attack or whatever when sudden noise and a crash of things heading your way would be a common trigger in both ptsd and autism. she handled that really well for someone with ptsd/autism, baby angel therapist must've done an amazing job considering she seems to be cured of reacting to an extremely common trigger!

No. 336988

>>336987
You cannot be serious nitpicking how she didn't spaz out and start slamming her head into a wall because some plastic fell onto the floor.

No. 336989

>>336988
yes, when she has to wear her sunflower lanyard to pick up the mail a few metres across her door because of how incredibly disabled she is, i can. it would also be a completely normal, if not expected, reaction for someone with the disorders she claims. yet she "dissociates" because she's filming a thrifting haul.

No. 336990

>>336989
Okay but we know she's a huge liar so why are we still getting incensed about it? Like are we here to laugh or are we here because we really want to see this bitch commit to her bit and start beating walls? Kek

No. 336992

>>336990
why are we in this thread, nonna, if not to make fun of the cow and point out her failings? she never displays a symptom even in scenarious her claimed disorders should have, yet she always displays symptoms in random situations where it makes no sense.

No. 336993

>>336990
i definitely want to see her take the autism larp all out and beat walls. I want her to larp being mentally challenged to make her autism more believeable

No. 336995

>>336990
>Like are we here to laugh
Yes and it would be incredibly funny if she filmed herself beating the wall or some other thing embarrassing herself. Literally look at the OP image, is not hilariously full of secondhand embarrassment

No. 336996

>>336992
>yet she always displays symptoms in random situations where it makes no sense
Because she is literally faking it all. What's the point in talking like there is a big conspiracy to prove, she's faking it and we all know. Plus her PTSD is about "female on female rape" (yeah fucking right KEK), and not being molested by her piano teacher. Why would she spaz out from some falling plastic knick knacks? Her fake PTSD isn't from stepping on a landmine in Vietnam kek.
>>336993
Based I hope she's reading and uploads some Twitter videos of her beating her head with her fists in a autist meltie.

No. 336997

>>336996
Tardnonny, stop reeeeing. The op was sarcasm

No. 336998

>>336996
are you new to this thread, nonna? this is what we do here, we point out her hypocrisy and inconsistencies. it's literally what we always do. why the wk? also it's normal for autists to react to loud and sudden sounds, and she claims to have been physically assaulted, so it would be normal to react to fast moving things.

No. 336999

>>336998
It's not whiteknighting to say that "she's not reacting to falling plastic by shrieking and crying and vomiting, which is the most common symptoms of autism and ptsd (citation needed)" is literally just common sense because she just doesn't have PTSD or autism. To expect her to actually put effort into her LARP is giving angry moralistic newfag behavior, sorry. You cannot tell me the "actual" autists itt would literally scream and cry if some plastic toys fell on them from a height of like 3 feet kek.

No. 337001

>>336999
not a difficult concept to grasp, nonna. potentially "triggering" situation happens, jill doesn't react. completely normal situation happens, jill overreacts and is "soo twaumatised you guise". no one thinks she actually has the disorders she claims, we are simply pointing out what doesn't make sense about those disorders. nonnas itt post about her "symptoms" or lackthereof all the time. like how she claims autistic sensory issues yet has always been a walking sensory overload. sounds like you're projecting something with this one. it's also not that serious, it was simply a comparison of her two latest tweets.

No. 337002

>>337001
>sounds like you're projecting
Anon this entire thread has been full of projecting self-diagnosers since her tiktok cake drama kek be serious. The actual powdered milk of the video isn't that she didn't start beating walls because some toys fell on her, it's that she decided to post the video at all to appear cutesy and silly like she's clipping a video from her favorite creator.

No. 337003

>>336985
oof, average time watched is only a little more than 1/4th of the total video time, embarrassing, however somehow still longer than i expected people to watch her stoned ableist rambling

No. 337005

>>336970
So she has enough merch from a show she's been into for a couple of months to film an entire collection vid? How sustainable!

No. 337010

>>337002
Tbh, she herself is her favorite creator, kek.

No. 337013

>>336974
It is so disturbing just how amused with herself she looks at the end.

No. 337015

>>336974
What stands out as odd to me is the fact that she does not immediately seem worried for items that involve one of her "special interests". Even a normal collector would likely have more of reaction to their merch potentially being damaged, let alone someone autistically obsessed with it. Perhaps that is reading too much into it but it is what I noticed

No. 337017

>>336985
COPE! Girl your video has 15k views. Humblebragging with a screenshot of your personal analytics to show "its doing SO good actually!!" is emberassing. Being the top 1 video out of your last 10 videos means little when your channels literally dead lol. Any other youtube would be like "hey thanks for 50k views!" but she can't so she has tu bend over backwards to show how amazing she's doing (she has 200,000 subscribers, she's not).

No. 337020

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>>336985
Yea Jill (picrel) you can totally pay your rent with YouTube this month. Or at all. My favorite bit is the 1k subs she earned and then immediately lost. She earns pennies with each video. She can't be this delusional

No. 337027

>>337015
My thought as well, she doesn’t give a fuck about this junk and that’s why it’s not secure to begin with.

No. 337028

>>336974
Where are those things even at? A separate shelf rihht on top of her or something? She didn't even lean on the shelves, it looks like steeb or someone let the stuff fall on her from a higher point.

No. 337031

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>Wonky brain week

No. 337033

>>337031
just say you got real fukin stoned and/or drunk and stayed up waaay past your bedtime rotting your brain on twitter

No. 337037

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Jill remembered she's larping having ARFID. Also it's palate not palette, Jillian

No. 337039

>>337037
> Xitter condemning eating disorders not for being destructive and horrible, but because the ED might be racist

No. 337040

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No. 337041

>>337020
These are known to be completely wrong, so maybe don't site these lol



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