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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder)/Autism LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. No one has seen her alters in months and she rarely mentions her DID anymore, preferring to bring up her totes real autism for ponies and other autistic shit.
JILL RECEIVED A DIAGNOSTIC IMPRESSION, SHE HAS NEVER RECEIVED A DIAGNOSIS FOR HER DID, LURK MOAR
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herselfCurrent relevant info:
>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; she has dropped DID “as much” and now prefers to pretend she has the most severe of all autism— the rainbow autism. she’s also acknowledging her BPD again.>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree. will put videos on blast.>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; was once into drag as Villany Swells; did two shows, claimed she was being stalked when someone posted a vid to the thread, no one has seen her in drag since and she drags her own makeup from that era as the disaster it was>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower (has been saying this for years)>got engaged a few months after Sof>posts only about weddings and my little pony nowadays unless she’s grandstanding about “muh mentaw iwwness”MEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last Thread:
>>>/w/333002Last Thread:
>MLP saga really begins>posts a laughably fake switch video to remind people she has DID >>333151>Draws MLP fan art, some anons think it’s great and she wasted her life not pursuing graphic design, others know it’s garbage >10 years on YT celebrated with a collage and a shitty stream because she knows her career is in ashes now>the most BPD 10 year anniversary stream is just her quizzing people about herself like a narcissist >ranks her eras recap >>333638>trivia stream >>333724>drama video goes around calling her SA into question (for good reason) and she makes a post “please leave me alone” kek >>333879>anons call the video a self post, so does Jill >>333948>and then it’s back to pastel wedding vomit like flipping a switch (a real switch too)>also teased launching her brand for the millionth time since 2019>a wedding thread was created to quarantine the wedding shit and it went dead after a week>not milk just the tackiest shoes >>334623>remembers her MLP larp, streams cleaning her toys and calls it “parallel play”>stooped so low as to make a AITA video to try and salvage her career>lolcow went down for 2 weeks and basically nothing happened except more wedding shit>private pixie teased making her own special DID infographics to be shared to “educate” people >>335259>she went to j-fashion picnic and looked terrible >>335491>more MLP livestreams>posted an actually retarded “candid” clip of herself pretending to be autistic while watching MLP >>335660>more MLP and anons chiming in to say she’s shit at restoring Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/[ No. 336451
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Did she actually get her pinkie pie video uploaded? In the preview she kind of looked like Pastel_Cutie
No. 336454
Jill did a livestream a few days ago. I embedded it for any nonnies wanting to watch it.
>>336451As of right now, no she has not uploaded it. Looking at the screenshot, it's going to be around 01:12:47 long give or take since she had to fix it due to content ID claim. This is going to be painful.
>>336452That is a scant board. Lol
No. 336460
>>336452This screams that she's trying to go viral for a deep dive style video that was exploding a year-year and a half ago. I don't think the MLP fanbase is the niche to lean into when a fandom like that when is 99% autists, so what new information can she really bring to the table.
Other creators who were successful with the ~unhinged~ deep dive format were established media commentators who went in hilarious depth into IPs that had been forgotten or never gotten that much attention before it turned into a formula. I don't think this is going to be the viral smash she thinks it's going to be. She's so mentally stuck in the 2010s but ironically not in a way that would make her well versed on pony lore. There was a whole Netflix documentary Jillian, what do you think you have to add to the conversation?
No. 336468
>>336466To add onto this, I think the reason Jill is so infuriatingly annoying even though she's so objectively boring is because every decision she makes, every post she makes, every word she uses, every annoying habit she has, is so fucking self-masturbatory. Everything she does is like some sort of ode to a character she has decided she is in that moment, not even talking about Pinkie Pie kinning but like how she
decides she has DID and LARPed the sad, downtrodden "broken" traumatized woman she thought would fit her outlandish self-diagnosis, or now how she
decides she's autistic and now she's this sort of dweeby, hyper-excitable, dedicated to passing interests sort of woman who now is OBSESSED with MLP and always has been despite her only getting into it because she decided to watch the G4 cartoon like ten years too late and despite the fact that she giggles and teehees about how she's a hashtag Autist, she can only ever have a superficial understanding of whatever the fuck she likes because it's like she only watches 10 second tiktoks from actual autists about it, or just skims the wiki page, and then adds in her own irrelevant experiences to use as proof. This is so anti-autist behavior it almost circles back around to autistic because of how she thinks she's actually getting away with it. She's always so high-strung too, like she's afraid of her self-diagnosis mask slipping. Can't act like a regular person, must teehee like a retarded baby and mention autism every 10 seconds because that's what an autist would do according to Jill's limited understanding.
Every single thing she does is just some sort of way to reap validation for her made-up identity, it's so perverse and weird. I don't think there is a single second of her time spent
not thinking about herself.
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I got this as a recc on youtube the other day, I wonder if this is the latest retarded trend for videos? Idk could just be a coincidence.
>>336461>I don’t get why she didn’t get into this YEARS ago.Because she was on the wrong medication for years, avoiding doctors at all costs and self-medicated with weed. Notice how she's been steadily getting better at making (shitty) content in the past few months? The new meds won't fix her personality but they finally woke her up, way too late for the kawiwi trends she should have jumped on in the past few years tho.
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>>336452This is so stupid, the board connections don't even make any sense. She didn't even put effort into watching a tutorial on how a conspiracy board or a conceptual map actually work?
And in top of that adding those books only for aesthetic purposes, we can bet she hasn't done more that seeing the pictures, i swear if she's this vapid and stupid she's not capable of reading an actual book.
No. 336478
>>336452this is so weak and low effort. she really wishes she had autism, it's sad
>picture of the DSM5>girl… pls get a psych evaluationit's a fictional character. her obsession with self diagnosis is fucking creepy. she is so obsessed with diagnosing herself that it's spreading to a character she's projected herself onto. i don't really know about MLP but i thought since rainbow is her whole thing, she'd do or say something about rainbow dash. either way, this shits so tiring
No. 336479
>>336452This is so clearly for the aesthetic of caring too deeply. I bet she just printed out all of the pictures right before she sat down to film just so it could be in her background. It's so low effort the type of autistic fuck who enjoys hours long deep dives on childrens cartoons
like me wouldn't take it seriously. Everything that could have been said about pinkie pie and BPD/autism has already been said by people smarter and more organized than Jill. It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.
No. 336497
>>336479>It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.Probably the most honest Jill has ever been about herself tho
>>336491kek
>>336492I think Jill legit doesn't understand the purpose of the board, she thinks it's just throwing random pieces up for the aesthetic
No. 336499
>>336491kek it's amazing. i love how your version looks like more effort was put into it than hers does
>>336498agreed
No. 336503
>>336491I would change the "girl… get a psych evaluation" for
>girl… stop with the psych evaluationsAnd the book could be
>how to fake mental illnesses for dummies. No. 336505
>>336497Genuinely, her focusing on how Pinkie chimps out and is a self-obsessed demanding freak in one episode as a lesson for little kids on not being dramatic brats to their friends, instead of relating to Rarity’s whole arc about making it in the fashion world as an up and coming designer, is so funny.
She’s really accepted that her designer dreams are dead and her new life goal is just to be known as a super ill mentally disabled baby who owns a ton of plastic.
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Update on the Pinkie Pie vid
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Jill updated the description of the pixie_petals account.
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More tweets about Pinkie Pie video
>>336531She used to clarify it was an alter side account. She used the term sweetie alters at one point, emojis of alters who used the account, etcetera.
>>336535Thankfully there is a nona that has access and posts stuff.
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Forgot to screenshot this yesterday.
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Took me a second to realize she was talking about her child alters. Weirdo freak womanchild, she can just do coloring books without it being some weird baby larp.
No. 336550
>>336549Ntayrt, from the YouTube help center:
>Content ID is available to copyright owners who meet specific criteria. To be approved, they must own exclusive rights to a substantial body of original material that is frequently uploaded to YouTube. >Some copyright owners use Content ID, YouTube's automated content identification system, to easily identify and manage their copyright-protected content on YouTube.I embedded YouTube's video on content id since it is a bit confusing. Some more excerpts from the help center:
>Content ID claims are different from copyright removal requests and copyright strikes.>Content ID claims affect videos, but usually don't impact your channel or account.I do agree with
>>336517 that all this fuss is just because she wants it to go viral to make easy money. She doesn't give a flying fuck about MLP, she just likes it because it's trending again. Look how she doesn't talk about Bluey anymore. NPC behavior.
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>>336536She posted these tweets on her YouTube community page with the description "supremely fucking bummer update." Here is a comment she made under the post.
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>>336552Found this hilarious and sums up your point perfectly.
No. 336555
>>336536Of course she failed her brand new posting schedule. She should have planned ahead and made videos to put up on those dates to make sure she follows it but instead her plan is really to make everything last minute huh
>>336548almost like DID is a socially spread identity huh
>>336549It just means there is a copyrights issue so she can't monetize it because it's the property of someone else. Companies these days know they can't stop memes, discussions and reposts, but if they can be identified they can stop them from earning money from it while they still get the "free advertising" out of it. Typically you can see an automated link at the bottom of the youtube description to the original content (you can see it for yourself by searching up a remix of a popular song).
Sometimes it also means the video will be restricted in certain countries (usually where the copyright holder is from), but not always.
No. 336557
>>336548>>336555Transtrender demographics, hilarious that DID fakers show out in the same numbers as genderspecials at some of these places now because they’re the same adolescents whose lives are lived entirely online and they comprise their identities based off internet personas instead of real world experiences and actions, as we have seen with Jill spiraling into more and more ridiculous identity theatrics in her unemployment cave.
>>336546Did she even really like this stuff as a kid? She’s SO excited about her “inner children” seeing g3 Minty but a year ago would have had almost zero reaction to ponies, and if she owned a couple retro ponies before it was just casual buys for the general vintage toy aesthetic since that stuff was super big in some jfashion circles like fairy kei and among female anime nerds.
No. 336571
>>336551you can tell how angry she is, it's hilarious. things aren't going her way so she has to do this whole pouty "poor me" song and dance as if she can't just demonitize it if she's so autistic and passionate about it right? how about make another video in the 30 days it takes for the dispute claim to go through. that's plenty of time to work on something else…
>>336554the way her fans coddle her and enable her and act like she isn't a constant passive aggressive bpdemon who doesn't care about anything but her own appearance and ego. people are blind
No. 336574
>>336571Her fans are the exact same as her, thats why they're constantly patting her on the ass and coddling her like a precious bb. Her more sane fans all jumped ship and shitted up lolcow threads when she first started this DiD nonsense.
>>336562I miss cliff, sandwich and the slut alter. I wish she'd at least give us a moody jerrick shaved "the bodies" hair off saga or something. The other DiD fakers at least did interesting stuff with all of the alters, but Jill is too narcissistic and lame to commit.
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>>336566She won't. Yeah, it has potential to cause quite a bit of seething if she doesn't get her desired outcome. Has she ever had this much trouble uploading a video before? This obviously is pissing her off. It's not like she can tantrum it away like she usually does to get her way. How many days will she need to take off to recover from this
tragedy instead of doing what other nonnies suggested which is work on other videos?
>>336562Just not the same without emo boi. Jill never even made him a monster tab bracelet. How sad.
>>336571Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.
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>>336575Objectively dumb is expecting a notoriously strict about their IP company to capitulate and let her make money off of claiming a fictional children’s character had tiktok mental illnesses.
99% of the FIM content on YT is from the official channel, the exception being random clips and episodes that get involuntarily sent to YouTube Kids, which has super strict content and monetization guidelines. Even this massive video with many collaborators and millions of views got the same treatment. She’s completely delusional (per usual) if she thinks she’s going to be the exception.
No. 336583
>>336575>objectively dumbshowing her true colors again. maybe you're not that passionate about MLP then? (obviously she isn't, she only cares about herself and is projecting who she thinks she is onto pinkie pie) maybe just admit to yourself that this is just a cash grab attempt? do you actually love what you're doing and making? is there any passion behind this at all? not very autistic of you, jill…
it's funny how she doesn't explain why it's "objectively dumb" (hilarious set of words btw) just says "that's stupid!!!" and writes it off. this shits so funny, i love watching her seethe and be incredibly transparent about who she is
>Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.exactly, i can picture her throwing her tantrums
No. 336589
>>336586i imagine she doesn't actually care if nonnas post things from her priv itt, especially after her saying not to share the video that's thread pic right now. she just privated her acc so she could larp being a
victim, but she absolutely loves the attention. i think that's where everything she does stems from. her mom got cancer, and she became a
victim and gained sympathy. now being a
victim is the only identity she can imagine, because it's what gave her attention all throughout her formative years. she loves attention, she loves having online "bullies" because it makes her a sad, pathetic, poor little
victim.
No. 336591
>>336589it's true, people like jill love attention whether it's positive or negative and those types of people are truly sad individuals. i actually feel like whenever she's bored and not much is going on she'll purposely try to stir shit up and fabricate drama out of thin air because she wants to see us react in the thread because that's how empty her soul is. it's easy for her to start drama because she always seems to be feuding with people, like the precure fandom who hated her so she sent steebie after one of them, or commenters on her videos where she will try to "clap back" at them and post it on her twitter without censoring their names so she can get asspats by her small army of one-braincell tards and she hopes they'll go after that person. but even when nothings going on it feels like she gets bored and tries to dig shit up, like it was way after that moid made a video covering her and she randomly decided to post a ~statement~ when the thread was quiet for a few days.
it feels really clear that she thrives off of drama and it makes her feel very self-important. she's such a smug bitch, can't stand it. i agree with you about the whole
victim thing, she just wants it to look like she's being attacked when she's the aggressor. the whole "please don't share this!" thing was stupid, like she knows there's plenty anons following her priv, if she actually didn't want it posted anywhere else, then she could have just not posted it
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No. 336594
>>336593She's 25 years old and still pretending like she needs
trigger warnings for adult movies? She's so insufferable, jesus christ.
No. 336597
>>336591she really does love any kind of attention on the internet.
the way she had to reply to my comment abt uploading the video unmonetized (instead of ignoring stuff she disagrees with) confirms the fact shes a whore for attention.
she regularly looks up tweets about her and even scrolls lolcow. she lives for drama and attention and i cant believe im fueling her
(cowtipping) No. 336601
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Meaning"I will continue to smoke a shitton of weed and not monitor my use of alcohol or weed while taking several types of medications and not worry about how it's altering my state of mind."
No. 336602
>>336596(Ayrt)
Yeah, jill is extremely transparent. She probably figures this will be her Big Break video that will get pushed into everyone's algorithm because of the former relevancy of MLP and people liking unnecessary deepdives. I'm curious to see how Jill handles making a video that isn't about all about her.
Just her ~theories~ and projecting on to Pinkie Pie. I don't think she'll handle it well and she'll just end up talking about how she finds pinkie pie relatable and therefore pinkie pie has BPD and Autism and also DiD. Just like Jillian.
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>>336575More comments. If this monstrosity does get greenlighted, how much you want to bet it barely gets views? I don't foresee it being the hail mary video making Jill oodles of money. She'll never learn which is why she's a lolcow, doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. She's been doing this for 10 years but you would never know it by how she acts.
No. 336605
>>336604People who do this as a job are also, yknow, educated enough in their field to know how to avoid this degree of copyright infringement
These brain dead drooling fans need to consider that Jill is a retard and awful at her job
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>>336604Pic related. She’s so ridiculous she’s not gonna starve she’s not the sole breadwinner in her household that’s Steven and her mother. Her job is a joke. She doesn’t make enough from views because they’re in the shitter. Her money is from patreon and sponsorships. I can’t believe she’s fooling her idiot fans with this shit. With her views this low she’s probably making less than a $100 a video. Since the adpocalypse YouTubers have had to figure out ways to make decent money with videos and that’s what patreon and sponsors are for. No one is gonna watch this so this isn’t like showing up to work clocking and telling her manager not to pay her. This is more like if she clocked in went home and sat on her ass sucking on her moldy bong and telling her boss she was totes working the whole time.
If she wants to claim YouTube as her job she should know the rules and upload regularly within the those parameters and make extra shit that would copyright strikes on her patreon. So many huge well off creators make plenty from just $5 patreon memberships.
No. 336616
>>336604>"it would be like going into your job and telling the boss not to pay them that day"It would be more like going into your job and doing chores not on your own list while neglecting the ones that you should have been doing, not finishing it on time because you don't know how this set of chores works and expecting full pay when you didn't do your actual job.
>"nobody would ever do that"Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.
I think at the core Jill is REALLY expecting this video to be a smash hit and to bring in a shit ton of views and new subscribers. She's not just testing the waters but she's fully confident it will generate her a lot of money and attention. Long format videos is not her style though, the only thing Jill is good at is rambling on about me, myself and I. She's not good at making long analytical videos that require actual research so she's not gonna be able to switch her content to this long format style anyway.
No. 336617
>>336616Yeah, this is the best possible reason for why it’s so important to her that this isn’t just a pro bono little passion project that keeps up her viewer engagement—she thinks it has a shot at achieving a massive breakthrough for her view count and giving her a decent windfall of cash, unlike her usual recent videos and claims that she’s okay with her very modest view counts.
Whenever Jill makes a big deal publicly about how much she humbly loves and accepts something about herself that’s objectively mid (for instance, being fat) you can be sure she’s seething behind the scenes and desperately running circles to change it.
No. 336621
>>336604she's really acting like youtube is what pays for her rent and groceries… kek, please
complete with the crying emoji. i'll never understand her constant need to be the
victim. she loves that she has her retarded fans coming in to try and defend her poorly
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>>336618Dude there’s so many autism pony videos too. Even one that observes what mental disorder the Maine 6 could have.
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>>336451>>336604Her delusions of grandeur are at full display. She thinks she
has to monetize this because her retard deepdive will go viral. Not only is she 2 years too late but also not good at making videos.
Also compare her to a real undiagnosed autist like Quinton Reviews. He made hours and hours of Icarly because he liked it. His fans asked for more Nickelodeon deep-dives and he went viral without trying. All the hours-long nickelodeon shit he does is claimed and not monetized. In videos he's always plugging his Patreon cause that's how he gets to do his passion projects. You'd think Jill would do the same but her Patreons have been scammed enough. Quinton even spent months on a passion project with his dad about a show they liked and made no money and few views. Just because shes bad with money doesn't mean all YouTubers do things like her
No. 336632
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“Got under my skin for some reason” because even you know you’re only interested for the autism larp.
I could believe she likes MLP but this level of obsession is forced.
No. 336635
>>336632There’s a difference between enjoyment and actual passion, and she’s outright lying about this being a “special interest”—it’s a NEW hobby for her.
Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video. Poor Jillybean is going to be homeless without this one youtube video! Yeah right.
No. 336644
>>336632All her videos are always about herself, how she used to be, how she is, what she thinks of x, when she does y. She's giving herself asspats about how amazing shes is everyvideo. All her livestreams are about herself and how quirky she is.
This is one of the few videos where she has to do
any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.
No. 336647
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>>336636Her stimulant-fueled weight loss has really done nothing for her health.
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>>336636We're going to get a thrifting vlog soon as she just filmed herself yesterday. However she tries to act like she may get it out tomorrow but needs to film some more, export the data, and edit it so suffice to say it isn't happening. She needs to upload something since her last video flopped hard.
>>336644>This is one of the few videos where she has to do any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.Yup and it's funny as hell to watch. The board she threw images on is so fucking lazy but has the audacity to call it her finest work. Imagine thinking a few easy google searches equals a herculean task worth applauding. She's so damn lazy.
No. 336649
>>336632The commenter is right and that's why it's bothering Jill. It's actually easy to find people with actual hyper fixations they've had their wholes lives who post videos of it regularly for years to less than 1000 views per video. To claim a new interest is only valuable to post about if she directly earns money from it would make people with actual hyper fixations laugh.
>>336635>Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video. If that was true it would be stupid of her to gamble on making such a video in the first place. She also should have prepared "emergency" videos to post when she can't finish one in time for her schedule, because not doing so would then literally mean she can't eat that week. It's basic youtubing and she still doesn't know how to do it.
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Jill retweeted this tweet as well. Also those comments that were posted here that were responding to her community post are now gone.
No. 336685
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Update on the Pinkie Pie video. She finally edited it enough that it will be released.
No. 336696
>>336685Are people purposefully misunderstanding the comment?
It's not saying that pixie needs to know 100% of pony lore or some shit. It's just calling out the uselessness of having to monetize her regurgitation of other people already old opinions and her self inserted bs
Like???
No. 336697
>>336616> Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.Guess know we now why the anime con never mailed her back
"Here's my list of shit I can help you with but imma need $1000"
Fuck you jill kek
No. 336698
>>336696I just realized I expect these idiots to think
What am I doing???
No. 336699
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“Criticism is welcome” it never is Jill, Bffr you fight with anyone in your comments section who doesn’t lick the bottom of your shoe.
I’ve never seen someone be so defensive about their “identity”, there’s a reason why people are always calling into question her authenticity
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The video that'll change Jillian's life and make all her dreams come true may be posted tomorrow.
>>336699Rofl, she's trying to send her brain dead fans after a german fursuit maker. She's 26 years old and still trying to have other people fight these ridiculous battles for her. My god she is so fucking pathetic. She'll never leave her middle school mentality.
>>336702Don't think too hard on it. It boils down to brain rotted womanchild flinging words to sound like a
victim. Surprised she didn't throw in capitalism as part of her whinging.
No. 336706
>>336703and she gets her way again, gotta love how the loud annoying bitch who stomps and throws her weight around the most is the one who gets things to go her way. looking forward to the video being a flop, just like the rest of her channel. i bet she edited in those eyebags too
>>336704kek too right
No. 336711
>>336709Yeah, but the only men who's go by the name pixie are flamboyantly, flaming gays (which i guess would be a complement for Jill). It's a really feminine nickname, so it's weird that the male alters she allegedly has are also fine with being referred to as the pixie system. Jillian is a female name, but pixie is something a six year old girl demands you call her because she just finished watching the pixie hollow series on Disney Plus.
>>336703Her eyebags don't really even look bad. She's trying to pass this video off as so high effort and good, it's definitely going to suck and the bronies and pony autists that are still around will probably rip it apart, especially with all the complaining she did about monetization. Her simple minded fans will yas queen it to death, but i think she's going to chase off any adults with full time jobs who'd be willing to donate to a YouTubers patreon with the way she carried on, plus the fact that the video will most likely suck and be filled to the brim with "i think… Pinkie pie reminds me of me when i-" statements. Instead of you know.. actual genuine pony autism.
No. 336719
>>336714It's not cowtipping
I don't tell her she is ridiculous to give you people fodder
She annoys the fuck out of me, nothing more. I have agency over my own actions
(ban evasion) No. 336720
>>336699"disrespecting her identity" lmfao
the nerve of this grown ass woman who pretends to be a toddler (and a cat, and an ancient 30 year old man, and a dsd slut, and a transboy…) girl you're disrespecting your own identity more than anyone else ever could
No. 336723
>>336722Ah. The formula. I'll put that in my notes.
Also what name is one supposed to use if jillie doesn't tell you which ones she uses to refer to herself as in that second? Are we all supposed to develop psychic abilities to gage her vibes?
(unintegrated, ban evading) No. 336747
>>336740She's trying so hard to act like pinkie pie, also, what a bad start! It takes forever to address the subject and immediately start talking about herself in relation to the video instead of the theme.
And to the Nona who said she's copying izzzyzzz videos, you were right with the styling and tone BUT Jill doesn't appear to understand that izzzyzzz y a lot younger than her and in this case it's cringe and doesn't feel authentic at all.
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>I put a ton of love, passion, time and hard work into it, and I think it's evident when watching
She really, really wants it to go viral.
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>>336748And looked who she tagged, lol
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>>336740>>336743that massive fringe looks like ryukishi07's badly drawn rika sprite
No. 336757
>>336740god damn it I really don't wanna watch this shit. And I like stupid video essays! Hell, I even liked mlp for a really long time, AND I like alt fashion, but I still actively don't want to watch this.
The point of this blog is to say I am the perfect demographic for this video and it still looks so unappealing. I don't even wanna hate-watch it out of curiosity it looks that boring and outdated. She missed her chance with this one by a long shot. It's just not gonna go anywhere and when she ultimately fails with this video she worked oh so hard to make, she's gonna have a mental snap and go straight back to traumatized DID content.
We'll get Jerrick and Jax back for sure, or maybe a new variant because of the trauma of working kinda hard on something and it not paying off.
No. 336759
>>336740She looks stoned in this thumbnail.
>>336747Can someone summarize who and what izzzyzzz is and does? It’d be interesting to have a heads up of who Jills planning to ape in advance.
No. 336764
>>336762Does obsessively tweeting drew monson count?
>>336759She sounds stoned in the video. I'm all for 4/20 activities but if you're trying to establish yourself as a totz cereal deepdive YouTuber, either put the bong down or don't take twenty hits to the face right before you hit the record button.
>>336740Super nitpick, but why did she frame the video like this? You can barely even see the poster board wall of proof she made. It's entirely too busy looking for such a long video, even though i know most people watching 1+ plus YouTube videos usually just have it as background noise. Jill can't even autism right, I'm fucking overstimulated 3 minutes in.
No. 336767
>>336740i wouldn't call this a summary but here're some bits that caught my attention:
>around 6 mins in, reads criteria for bpd and autism. keeps repeating "don't look at me" as she lists autism symptoms.this is it nonnas, she's officially turning the wheel towards the autism larp, DID will soon be dubbed a phase that she didn't realize was a phase bc muh autism.
>00:12:00 pinkie pie "isn't the best at social situations" because she throws a party for twilight that she barely knows in ep 1.so much autism representation already kek
>wait no akshully it isn't because inviting yourself to someone's house isn't autistic>but still this is an example of her "not understanding social rules">00:12:48 unique way of walking. wow. also her party canon is her "comfort object.">00:15:03 posting a content warning for one of the loudest screetches i've heard from her in a while.>00:17:05 "it makes me so sad to see people be mean at pinkie pie or roll their eyes at her. it hurts my little heart" kek>00:17:30 episode deals with themes of jealousy and 'nasty people' and bullying. and also not being ~believed~ when you're being bullied. twilight straight up /victim blames/ pinkie.(iirc she asks if pinkie pie isn't imagining it, which imo is fair since the bully is a new character she doesn't really know yet) but of course jill would see not being believed 100% immediately as a personal attack.
>00:18:12 "the only way a pony can react when someone is straight-up gaslighting and victim blaming you as twilight sparkle.">ep 25: "party of one">00:22:45 "we see rarity shove her head in the garbage, which is a funny/random reoccuring trope. the fancy/beauty/spa loving pony constantly gets covered in garbage and slime. poor diva."for the nonnas who asked why she doesn't associate with rarity. she's a diva. but not in the way jill likes apparently.
>pinkie freaks out and becomes paranoid and rages because her friends are lying to her to avoid a party. afterwards she goes through a "mental break" and goes into a "straight-up bpd episode.">00:26:30 using did linguo. pinkie is still 'spit' on her friends, "not yet in this reality", "she can't access the part of her that believed in these friends right now." >but no it's bpd because she was just protecting herself. "we often feel things really really intensely, and there's a lot of trauma that leads to why we might react to things in interesting of particular ways.">00:29:00 her conspiracy board took her all day. keki'll stop for now. don't know if i'll finish watching it. i just really want someone to explain to me how she graduated high school with such analytical skills.
No. 336768
>>336767you beat me, i was just watching the intro it was already a painful
2:20
>this is going to be a video of me basically armchair diagnosing a pony just for funnies just for the sake the gameJillian, we saw how much this video being monetized was a big deal for you, don’t act like you have nothing to gain from it
2:45
>this video is really well researchedlater in the vide she talks about watching an icberg video about the show. Her research is watching youtube videos. As someone who’s preparing for a thesis and has to ACTUALLY do a lot of research this is ridiculous
>this is probably the most research i’ve put into like anythingthis says a lot about the work she puts on other videos (like the strawberry dress) or her education (fashion school)
3:19
>if for see reasons this is your first video of minemaking it obvious she wants to go viral
3:50
>an analysis of Miss Pikmina Dian Piei just hate it
She takes a while 4 minutes to talk about the show and not herself
No. 336771
>>336770this, and literally any mention of autism in the summaries so far, show that she has somehow
completely misunderstood what autism is. it's actually baffling. i thought she had some sort of idea what autism is, most people have met several autistic people in their life, and she wants to larp it so bad. but i've never seen her categorise what is and isn't autistic before. she has literally no idea what it is. it's like she literally hasn't even bothered googling the criteria or anything scientific about autism. she really got absolutely everything from twitter. it's actually so bad that it wouldn't surprise me she's being such an idiot about it on purpose to have people point out things she has misunderstood so she can use it as even further proof she is autistic. like "omg [crying emoji ×5) i'm so autistic i even misinterpreted the autistic criteria [skull emoji]". sage for tinfoil but what?
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>>336740from the thumbnail alone, she’s hitting shayna levels of butthole stoner eyes.
No. 336774
>>336767Somehow the thing that annoys me the most is that she's designated the friggin
party cannon as Pinkie's super important signature comfort object. If anything it should be her emotional support pet alligator.
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>>336740>>336767Kek imagine having no idea who she is. Opening this cause you like MLP. And it's a grown ass woman self-diagnosing autism for liking MLP. Keep skipping she's still going. Then you google her and find she has claimed DID, bpd, arfid etc etc etc and know she's full of shit then lol.
But I doubt any of them will listen to her self-masturbatory drivel for longer than 2 seconds.
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Can we go ahead and call the much anticipated autistic pinkie pie video a flop
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Apparently this video is suppose to be designed to be good for people who are early into the show or don't know much about it. So make what you will of that.
>>336773She reminds me of tuba tuna
>>336778Ntayrt, pretty much what I figured. She physically can't make a video without talking about herself. The only thing she's proficient in is talking about herself. What a sad existence.
No. 336781
>>336774That's what i thought she'd go with, but they all have pets so it'd fall apart. It'd make more sense to say that fluttershy is the autist becuz ~shy~ like how autism tends to present itself in girls/women, they don't know how to mask yet so they just stay quiet to not give themselves away as ND. So far, Jill seems to be using the symptoms usually presented in boys/men.
And again, ironically it'd probably make more sense to pin autism on Rarity (i do not think she is autistic) since she's the only one without a canon/fanon boyfriend, and her special interest would be fashion which she constantly devotes herself to and knows basically everything about. Her comfort object or whatever would be her scissors, she always has them with her somehow. Plus, her speech pattern is super different from the vernacular of basically every other pony including her little sister. That'd be another autist giveaway. If you wanted to give Pinkie pie a disorder for whatever reason, person adhd or something would probably fit better. Maybe assburgers lol.
(derailing) No. 336788
>>336740she's really been fully transparent about who she is during this entire saga. it's truly amazing how much she tells on herself. i already knew this video was going to be just her self-diagnosing through pinkie pie. and of course the obvious hopes that this would go viral so she could make money, because that's all this was about
>>336748>>336749delusional and pathetic
No. 336789
>>336740I just wasted an hour of my life listening to a stoned dumbass roleplay autism and learnt absolutely nothing.
>>336772I'm just so tired of people misusing the term 'special interest' (and many other terms). She even says something like it's a big special interest of hers right now which just makes it glaringly obvious that she just latches onto something for a while, makes it her whole personality and then discards it and moves on, just consuming. Special interests aren't cyclical like that.
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>>336740The view count so far
No. 336804
>>336740>undiagnosed autism is twaumatizing and makes you develop BPD and attachment disorderskekkkkk never change Pixie
This is the emptiest video essay i've ever listened to. Slow, drawn out phrases to say the same thing over and over. The only real content there is how frequently she does her weird histrionic/munchie voices, it's like her guilty conscience surfaces every now and then in the form of screams or slurred words in a baby voice.
No. 336808
>>336803This video definitely won't go viral. Forget about the stupid need to diagnose a fictional children's cartoon pony with BPD and autism for a second and the video is just objectively bad. She rambles on and on. She's boring
the video is edited in a non compelling way for the people who actually actively watch hours long deep dives. She didn't pick a good angle to shoot at and she's wearing too much pink with that obnoxious pink rainbow backdrop, which makes the video hard to look at. Her voice is annoying and she doesn't seem to know much about any of the subjects she's rambling on about. And the worst part for me personally? The absurd amount of joy she seems to have diagnosing pinkie pie with disorders that can drastically decrease a person's quality of life if unchecked. Munchausen's by proxy? More like munchausen's by pony. It's weird. She talks about pinkie pie like a mother gushing over a toddler who just learned how to talk and say 'no'. I don't understand how her fans could sit through an hour of this shit. I don't think this video will do well.
No. 336810
>>336767samefag, and because i have nothing to do besides plucking my eyebrows here we go again, apologies in advance for the wall of text.
>00:29:20 talking about 2011 fanfic lore like she was there, before saying she got it from an izzizz video.>00:31:40 s2 ep18>another allegory of bpd is spinel from steven universe, they're very similar apparently.>"many of us need to be found, we need to just get out of the toxic and unhealthy environment we were in and we just need safe, healthy people around us."what is it with zoomers and 'feeling safe'?? you're not out on the streets, chill.
>she loves "a pink two side diva. that's my favorite kind of diva.">s3 ep3 pinkie clones herself and then struggles to remember who's the original one.>00:40:55 "pinkie seems genuinely prone to dissociation and specifically depersonalisation">"pinkie goes i'm me, i'm me, or am i? i'm pretty sure i'm me. that makes me emotional as a person with dissociative identity disorder that's really sweet.">00:45:20 changes outfit, apparently battery died. pinkie pie's family is amish. talks about how pinkie's family isn't nurturing, not giving her loving feelings from a young age. (take that as you will) if poor pinkie is autistic, she wasn't getting the accommodations she needed.>00:48:10 quotes from someone that "there's no such thing as an untraumatised autistic person." implying that the majority of people with autism have trauma, she says she doesn't necessarily believe that, but the few who don't have trauma are basically lucky they had all the accomodations they needed growing up. ofc the trauma would result in a lot of other mental health issues like bpd, or attachement issues.>00:49:05 cheese sandwish is just a weirdo, no diagnosis for him.she says he might be autistic too later.
>00:51:45 s7 ep23>apparently THE episode that supports her theories>pinkie goes into paranoia and conspiracy mode because rainbow dash secretely throws away her pies that she can't tell her she hates.>"she fully splits on rainbow dash">"black and white thinking mama, splitting mama" ew>emphasis on how rainbow is a "bold faced liar" and not you know, a friend who didn't dare say she doesn't like pies not to hurt her friend.>00:55:25 "if anything is going to trigger and upset a person with bpd maybe continually lying to them to their faces and like gaslighting them hey what's going on here."you don't know what gaslighting means, stfu.
>"this would be really triggering and upsetting for anyone let alone someone with bpd and autism.">00:57:45 show portrays chocolate as if it's some sort of substance (this will come up again)>s8 ep18>1:02:56 "she was calling that thing (musical instrument pinkie's obsessed with in the episode) the love of her life like she's in deep.">"she's like me right now with ponies, she's hyperfixating.">pinkie disappears, her sister comes to pick up her belongings. jill likes that said sister has a "rock special interest." they have "different genres of autism."oh for the love of god
>pinkie is later found by her friends at a bar, "slinging back icecream like it's alcohol.">"i was really shocked when i saw this.">1:06:25 "does pinkie pie have substance abuse issues?" (kek)>"she's eaten so much chocolate she can't trust her memory" (double kek)>01:07:21 the girls apologize to pinkie for telling her to stop playing the instrument. "more often we need a super clear cut i was wRONG". a "sorry i was wrong" can go a long way "especially with autistic folks">01:08:28 "the pinkness of the pie decreases when you're mean to her"can we make this a banner
>00:08:50 the 'pinkie sense' is "an abnormal sensory experience in my neurodivergent life?">pinkie pie is the only one who can sense some things, break the fourth wall, who has two different personalities and appearances.we get it she's (you're) special
>00:09:50 she loves that she gets a different representation from the stereotype that's usually portrayed for bpd.>using what i like to call the (actual) gaslighting donald trump voice: "i just love that she's first and foremost a kind and considerate giving friend who just feels deeply and means very well, and sometimes has inapropriate reactions when she feels threatened. and her friends are willing to work with her on that and that's magical."bc it's the responsability of her friends and not her to train the bad habits away
>asks to share the video, she'd love it if this reached other pony fans. "it would be so sick if it could hit the algo" aka pls make this go viral>ends by pimping out her patreonwell, that was long and suffering. btw did the usual summary nonnas leave us? no offense, and i don't mind doing this every once in a while (i am not doing the livestreams though lol) but idk the thread feels different since the blackout.
No. 336814
>>336813Speaking of the DID, interesting how she couldn't film her regular videos without taking breaks because she would switch to a different OC or have "seizures" in the middle of it, but that didn't cause any issues whatsoever while filming this long form content video. Especially since it's about a subject that should - according to the rules she set herself -
trigger the 6 year old to come out. She supposedly couldn't even film herself talking about the doll house she got for christmas a couple of years ago without turning into her before.
No. 336818
>>336813She doesn't really need the diagnostic, she operates in spaces where you can just diagnose yourself and be
valid and if someone dares question you then they are ableist. Every time in this video she says she is not diagnosed she says it in very specific and weird ways too.
>>336814She is clearly leaving the DID thing behind, her excuse is that haters online bullied her for it so now she is more covert about it but we all know here she wants the autism larp now.
No. 336820
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Nothing too milky but she’s grasping so hard to be recognized by the algorithm to get her channel to stop tanking
No. 336821
>>336801>show introduces new and diverse species that become cherished friends of the main cast>THAT'S RACISTI can't with these people I stg. I guess they shouldn't have included them at all to keep these fuckers happy.
Thank you to the anons summarizing this. I can usually watch Jill's vids, but this is too cringe even for me. I was never huge into mlp, but I do like it a lot. I hate how the video starts out with her mocking the source material. She might had well have begun the video with "hey guys, we're looking at a stupid kids shows today, hurr hurr! I love stupid kids shows because I am a real autistic!" How does this woman keep getting worse?
No. 336824
>>336823AYRT I fully agree that she has clearly unmanaged BPD that she should get actual help for. What I mean by her now approaching a BPD phase is that she's currently very into touting her BPD and braying about it publicly whereas previously she tried to explain it away and even implied it was misdiagnosed. When she's tired of this BPD phase she'll move on to some other diagnosis and go back to hiding her
correct BPD diagnosis - same if she ends up settling on autism instead of BPD when she's done with this transitional DID/BPD/autism phase.
No. 336833
>>336820>ableist hateful losers!!!she dismisses all criticism towards her as this, it's so stupid. anybody can slap a label on themselves and if you DARE question it you're an ableist hateful loser!! i don't make the rules!
anything to get away with being a narcissistic bitch i guess. still not hiding how desperate she is for the video to go viral, she knows her channel is a failure
No. 336837
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This "Video Essay" saga in short
>Bingewatches MLP for the first time in a long time (possibly ever) >>335642>Only the basics >>336779>Have no friends to talk about the show so she plans on making a video and make money from it instead >>336120>Watches mlp youtube videos to know what kind of things to say ("research") >>336768>Have no creativity whatsoever>"I have autism and bpd. So this pony has autism and bpd." >Boring video self-inserting the entire time when it's her first video not about herself>No "essay" just lazily recounting the show and self-diagnosing >>336767>Demands to monetize her lazy ass rant when these things get claimed all the time. Throws tantrum like she would starve if she doesn't >>336604>Piggyback successful YouTubers that post nothing like her cause lazy >>336749>Obsessively refreshing her analytics >>336820Not really autistic behavior at all. Maybe just a womanchild who watched a show and made a video cause she makes videos for a living. I'd say teenagers making power point presentations of books they didn't read put more effort than this. So long for hyperfixation.
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The cope
No. 336839
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>>336820She's such a womanchild. Ten bucks she printed out the comments and keeps them in a folder.
>>336836Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.
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>>336839>Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.Jill is a relic of the past and a dime a dozen now. Whenever I see Jill's house I just think of Tay BeepBoop's home and how interesting it is. Same as her fashion. Her outfits aren't interesting nor unique. Ryan's toy Reviews was one of youtube's darlings and now he's almost 13 and his views have dwindled because his audience grew up and left his ass behind. She needs to grow up and get a real job because the gap on her resume is getting bigger by the day.
No. 336847
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>>336845Right there are so many rainbow house influencers these days. Compare her to fever dream boutique, she actually sews and upcycles vintage and thrift clothes. She's a bit of a munchie like Jill with her "chronic illness" theatrics but she is actually sustainable and actually makes stuff and sells it. Jill could take notes here but she wants to fake autism instead.
No. 336848
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>>336845>>336847The worst part is that she didn't even milk it right when she had the chance. She's been living in rainbow hellhole for 5 years and made like 3 videos about it. She's buying shit all the time but her last video was about how
she painted a shitty wall for 2 months. She could have made so much content about buying and thrifting quirky shit when it was popular. But she's so lazy and needs to post herself and her 1000000th mental health update.
Like how she has those expensive house spices collecting dust somewhere. She could have made a video all about her quirky vintage kitchen or whatever. But nah just buy more and put it in a corner and forgets about it. Even if she was really good at decorating she would be too lazy to make something out of it.
No. 336855
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Late but she postponed her patreon stream. Guess she was pissed off the video wasn't being accepted. Now she'll bitch about the aLgOrItHm being the issue to why her
masterpiece didn't instantly make her viral.
>>336837Great summary. Soph and her gf are watching MLP but I don't think fast enough for Jill's liking.
No. 336857
>>336837How much of the preview she posted (
>>336120 )did even she stick to? Also nitpick but i just noticed her chrome browser is out of date in her screenshot kek
No. 336873
>>336858>>336868Im not trying to BP, this is relevant.
Being from the biggest liberal state (cali) and knowing a fully disabled person (needs to be spoonfed and ass wiped) he gets $500 cash and $350 foodstamps and isnt allowed to have over $1000 in his bank at any time.
So if she is at all from a conservative state, if she at all wants to save money, if she at all wants a real and fullfilling life. She will not be going down the disability route. But also, after a physical and mental examination, she will be denied anyway.
No. 336876
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Jill's trying to get Jenny's attention. Lol
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No. 336880
>>336876Kek has she ever interacted with her before? She has never mentioned being a fan till now that she's larping being a video essayist lol. She's not gonna promo your essay jill. Might as well tag her in your self promo again, its obvious its what you want
>>336749Remember when she would try to self promo in h3h3's live chat and mytoecolds shit? kek get a job
No. 336882
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>>336876sorry couldn't help myself lol
No. 336883
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She's pinned the video tweet in hopes to get it to gain more traction.
No. 336885
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>>336883At the moment the video is at 10k views after 2 days of being out. Not even at 10% of her subscriber count.
No. 336887
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>>336885I just wanted to point out that it’s nearly identical to Jenny’s thumbnail.
No. 336897
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>>336887They're all copying the meme tho so it's really not that original for either of them
No. 336900
>>336897Same composition as Jenny’s
>>336593Joker having DID was claimed by his lawyer so he could have an insanity plea. He later admits he committed all the crimes and joker isn’t a separate entity.
No. 336916
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>>336883>>336887>>336900>>336905Very surprised people here don't know picrel is what Jill's is going for, down to the eyebags.
I mean fuck soyjaks especially in 2024 but I'd have thought farmers would've been familiar with this one especially as it was everywhere. Questionable choice though as this along with
>>336754 it comes off like she's making fun of it
No. 336924
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Jill talking about having issues with her eyes on her private twitter.
No. 336925
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Jill did get an interaction with XCanadensis just not over the tweet she tagged her in. Jilly Bean wants clout badly.
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>>336924Surprised she didn’t try to relate it to muh trauma like she does with her UTI’s due to Steebie’s dirty dick
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>>336926Odd she didn't pounce on the opportunity. She loves to wedge in how much trauma she's suffered. This is less dramatic than back in November of last year. She got these glasses after getting an eye exam after years of not getting her eyes checked.
No. 336935
>>336916I think most people know about the meme. But there are a billion other (more relevant) things she could have done, or even plenty of variations of the meme if she had used just 1% of creativity. But Jill didn't choose to copy the meme, she chose to copy Jenny in a super obvious manner. She literally even tagged her and is begging for her to retweet it or praise her, we know she copied Jenny specifically.
>>336931>You'd think someone with 'sensory issues' wouldn't sleep in their makeupdidn't jill even at one point claim she basically only wears makeup while filming/for content before she removes it because of her totally real autism sensory issues
No. 336943
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Translation: i got too stoned and got the munchies
No. 336944
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>>336916We know, everyone whos ever used the internet for more than 5 minutes knows this outdated meme format. The heavy eye bags are also in this selfie where shes trying to widen her eyes vs squinting them like the meme.
No. 336949
>>336943Couldn't even wait a week before copying the posts telling her to make content about buying and thrifting clothes and quirky decor
>>336847 >>336848If the reddit content farm doesn't work. And the Video Essay shit doesn't work. Surely the farmer complaints will work! Viral in no time!
No. 336951
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>>336950KEK imagine jill being told her productivity is low and she says its her lazy alter. They block twitter on her computer and she to give it back cause shes autistic. Never replies to emails cause adhd. In lunch theres no chicken nuggies and she cant cook so she tells everyone she she has
multiple eds. When she leaves 2 hours early she says she was manic from her bpd
No. 336965
>>336943I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7. Guess what happens when you get absolutely blazed multiple days in a row? Anyone want to take a guess here to help Jill out?
Answer: you get fucking BRAIN FOG I can't with this retarded bitch.
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No. 336971
>>336955>if she's copying Jenny it comes off like she's making fun of her thenI don't think it does, to me it comes across as the cheap copy it is. Jill just put pink on it and assumes that's enough of a change. It's a reflection of how shallow her work is.
>>336965>I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7The DID phase famously started just after Jill started smoking weed
>>336970>"why do i react like a cartoon person"she's giving me flashbacks to when i was a teen and weebs would be acting out anime irl and insist it was "accidental"
No. 336972
>>336960hard agree. zoomers are so terminally online they do not realize the devastating impact it has on their brain. its not adhd, its not did, its not anxiety. its constantly being inundated with texts, pictures, videos and flashy shit on a constant basis to the point their brain is under constant stress. combine that that with her being 24/7 pothead and refusing to Touch Grass (so add some isolation to the mix) shes a mental wreck.
But shes also too stupid and too thin-skinned to want to get these lifestyle changes under control
No. 336973
>>336970>also why do I react like a cartoon personIt's really almost insidious how she is constantly performing this autism LARP and making sure people
know she's autistic. She can't just do it subtly, no, she has to literally point it out
every time. You would think with all her autism research she would know why she's emulating cartoons, since it's a pretty widely recognized symptom in many autistic individuals. But no, she pretends like she has no idea why she pretends to do something so she can build the perception of herself seen through the eyes of others. It is genuinely fucking creepy. It's weird. If I think too deeply about her retarded behaviors I actually get the heebie jeebies. This bitch is so chronically empty. She has nothing at all going on inside of her head or soul. She is utterly devoid of what makes a person a person and it's really quite perverse and a tad sickening.
No. 336974
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>>336970Clip from twitter
No. 336976
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>>336974Her go-to hairstyle looks "okay" from the front, but from the side it looks like she's doin' a heckin' racial appropriation. I've never seen anyone style their hair this way before. I wonder how often her shit crashes down like this, she seemed to recognize instantly what the sound meant without having to look to check and then braced for impact. Must be commonplace.
(nitpick) No. 336981
>>336978Big reach. Same with
>>336976 anon. Something on the shelf shifted and caused a couple things to fall. It happens. She cleared heard it above her and reacted, then played it off for camera as a little joke.
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No. 336987
>>336974interesting how she barely reacts, and speaks in her silly usual voice instead of dissociating or having a panic attack or whatever when sudden noise and a crash of things heading your way would be a common
trigger in both ptsd and autism. she handled that really well for someone with ptsd/autism, baby angel therapist must've done an amazing job considering she seems to be cured of reacting to an extremely common
trigger!
No. 336996
>>336992>yet she always displays symptoms in random situations where it makes no senseBecause she is literally faking it all. What's the point in talking like there is a big conspiracy to prove, she's faking it and we all know. Plus her PTSD is about "female on female rape" (yeah fucking right KEK), and not being molested by her piano teacher. Why would she spaz out from some falling plastic knick knacks? Her fake PTSD isn't from stepping on a landmine in Vietnam kek.
>>336993Based I hope she's reading and uploads some Twitter videos of her beating her head with her fists in a autist meltie.
No. 337001
>>336999not a difficult concept to grasp, nonna. potentially "
triggering" situation happens, jill doesn't react. completely normal situation happens, jill overreacts and is "soo twaumatised you guise". no one thinks she actually has the disorders she claims, we are simply pointing out what doesn't make sense about those disorders. nonnas itt post about her "symptoms" or lackthereof all the time. like how she claims autistic sensory issues yet has always been a walking sensory overload. sounds like you're projecting something with this one. it's also not that serious, it was simply a comparison of her two latest tweets.
No. 337002
>>337001>sounds like you're projectingAnon this entire thread has been full of projecting self-diagnosers since her tiktok cake drama kek be serious. The actual
powdered milk of the video isn't that she didn't start beating walls because some toys fell on her, it's that she decided to post the video at all to appear cutesy and silly like she's clipping a video from her favorite creator.
No. 337020
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>>336985Yea Jill (picrel) you can totally pay your rent with YouTube this month. Or at all. My favorite bit is the 1k subs she earned and then immediately lost. She earns pennies with each video. She can't be this delusional
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>Wonky brain week
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Jill remembered she's larping having ARFID. Also it's palate not palette, Jillian
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>>337044When I saw this sweater I thought it was so cute and the colors, even with the black, reminded me of fairy kei and spank. She says she's not going to get it because of the black outlines and then says she'll leave it for "another pinkie pie soul." My eyes rolled to back of my head. Of course, the balloons. How silly of me to not realize.
Also, I'm not good at discerning when someone is high, like sometimes it's super obvious when Jill is filming or voicing over high but holy shit. It literally felt like she took a fat bong rip in between every cut of the thrifting portion. No way was she not blasted in the car. And she's driving like that? She definitely films while high to exaggerate the differences in the other portions in her video to really give the DID and oh so unwell impression. She was acting and talking different during the haul portion and I know she just wanted to seem like she's got so much going on, so ill, so disassociatey~. Literally just as mundane as being low energy is turned into something that coaxes concern over her. At some point she says
18:01
>Ok, I'm starting to feel my regular vibes come backNonnas literally 7 seconds later
>I don't think that the word zonked should mean you're on drugs or high, the word zonked should be able to be used just for when you're feeling zonked. I feel like people with disassociation disorders should be allowed to say zonked and have people understand they're completely soberKEEEEK. How long until she just starts to hint in her videos that she's high because she just can't help it anymore. Now "zonked" should be DID terminology? When is she going to admit the weed problem kek.
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>>337044Somewhat of a recap
>blurs view from window (finally taking notes on safety)…but proceeds to show exactly where she is parked to go to the thrift store>can’t go to a thrift store she liked because the cashier was talking about “plandemic” conspiracies while ringing her up>also can’t go to Salvation Army for reasons I assume should be obvious but aren’t to me at least lol>goes shopping at a hospice boutique and value village, she ends up buying only from the latter>references alters a few times>received a picnic basket from Mikan’s brand for her wedding gift after tweeting about it>15:00 goes from screeching at the beginning of the video to talking like Ariana grande>thinks 60s stuff and Velcro will return as trends>thinks people with dissociative disorders should be able to use the term “zonked” and not have it refer exclusively to alcohol/drugs>bought: oversized fuschia sweater, mint coloured retro-styled belt, heart-shaped candle, yellow floral coaster, candle holder, plant holder wheelbarrow + some ponies that I don’t know enough about to list>25:00 toys fall on her and she acts lively about it then suddenly talks about the supernatural and flora and then goes back to being bubbly >talks about ponies for the rest before ending videoI enjoyed the video overall, it seems like buying things and talking about it is just much more her style. Taking lolcows advice is good for you, Jillian!
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>>337072Her delusional thinking that she's not a plus-size girl anymore is bonkers. She hates her appearance so much while being obsessed with herself. A greek tragedy.
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Steve privatized his twitter
No. 337105
>>337096I wonder if he did anything "
problematic"…
No. 337109
>>337096I hate any sort of troon-theorizing because it feels like you are actively hoping for the person to troon out and thus not that much different from actual trannies.
HOWEVER, I have a feeling that he's now privating it because he's gonna come out in private and come back in a few months with poorly applied eyeshadow, wearing ill-fitting shein e-thot clothes and pumped full of anime bathtub produced estrogen going all "new gender who is this" or something. Seen this pattern too many times.
No. 337126
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>>337096His reason for privating his twitter
No. 337127
>>337075It's funny because she looks exactly the same here. Like obviously her hair is freshly cut and she's wearing makeup in the second set of pics, but she looks 100% like the exact same person, just done up and not lol
>>337079Same. It makes me want to alog every time I see it
No. 337130
>>337126Thank you.
I hate these npcs using y'all>>337128Most likely the answer. He wouldn't be able to argue the way he could before. Lol
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No. 337144
>>337136it still got monotized, so she probably doesn't care, but
does want more people to watch them which is why she is asking for opinions. If she can get their input then it is more likely those people will watch and maybe adjacent friends/content will add her to suggested videos. It's all about the algorithm. MLP:FiM is niche currently because it's outdated. Of course not that many people will see her video when there have already been extensive videos on it from years ago that are way more relevant and don't also only focus on a single character, furthering the niche audience.
No. 337146
>>337135Her fans begged her to stop with the mental illness content for years and
now she wants feedback lmao.
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I expect her to shit out more of these "video essays" just looking at the numbers. She thinks she's struck gold.
>>337144Nicely put
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>>337148How long do you think this phase will last? Longer than her DID phase?
No. 337174
>>337171She hasn’t addressed it outside of claiming that she once had zero memory of driving around her town and making purchases, and claims the driving and shopping was done by a toddler inside her brain.
It is also interesting how she mentions her alters less and less every video lately and doesn’t say who is “fronting” anymore. Before her MLP phase she used to bring up who was “co-fronting” in like every video.
No. 337197
>>337194Her buying from the salvation army would be the driest milk in the world and way less milky than her outright discarding her morals on consumption by buying a shitload of secondhand ponies. If you genuinely think the zoomer/millenial still gives a fuck about the salvation army's
problematic past and avoids it you are terminally online.
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>>337202He was on a 3 minute segment where he was talking about how it's important children under 16 are allowed to change their gender at school on the national news. I was shocked when I saw him I immediately posted sorry for not saging the first post he shocked me though
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>>337203Samefag it was on Global National evening news broadcast October 15th, around the 20 minute mark (this is with commercials, it was more precisely AFTER the midway point of the 30 minute program.)
>>337206Jill didn't show up, but it was filmed in their townhouse. It only lasted 3 minutes but I'm so high I was like "WTF" when his ugly inbred face popped up. The news segment was about a provincial election in NB, and how troons have made it all about them. I'm retarded I was so overcome by fright that I didn't even register half of what he said. But someone should be able to find the clip on the Global News app.
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>>337203He posted something on twitter about this back in September. Louise replied with picrel. Didn't screenshot at the time. Lol, figures he's such a limp dick that he hides.
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Here he is with his gross chipped nails and his inbred Habsburg nose. The news anchor was asking about how in NB, there's a thing where if a child is below 16, teachers have to send a letter home to tell the parents about it, and he was saying it's a big deal and that children under 16 should be able to "come out" as trans without their family aware of it. He had an anecdote about how he came out below the age of 16. As what, I don't know. It's funny because the NB election is mostly focused on energy prices and cost of living, but the troons are trying to make this thing the main focal point.
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>>337214Samefag just wanted to add 1 last pic of his ugly face. He's ageing very poorly. He had an unhinged ghoulish energy to him in the segment. I felt bad for the news anchor. She had to go into the Rainbow cannabis dungeon.
(nitpicking) No. 337219
>>337203holy shit
>>337211i also got that vibe when the screenshots and audio log was posted of him DMing that precure minor on twitter talking like a total freak, gave me the ick. when i read the transcript a nona had wrote (before listening), i genuinely thought it was a parody. but low and behold when i listened to it, it was absolutely confirmed to me: he's a fucking creep.
>>337206>>337207absolutely 100% the reason. there was definitely something suspicious behind it
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>>337215> Rainbow cannabis dungeonyouve perfectly described pixie’s lifestyle anon and the fact theres a strain of weed called rainbow lmfao, can this please be the title for the next thread
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>>337176Yup which is why she's going to keep making these "video essays." Makes sense considering how poorly her other thrown at the wall see if it sticks videos have been doing. I do find it funny as hell she showed the analytics and it showed average viewer watched around 20 minutes of it. Picrel, it is the second video that pops up when you type in mlp video essay. I double checked. So she does have that going for her too.
No. 337224
>>337223>what the internet did to MLP?! video>next to: pinkie pie has BPD and autism! videoIt really says it all
>>337203Jfc. Has it been uploaded to YouTube yet?
No. 337226
>>337214I feel weirded out looking at Steven dressed in all black with chipped nails surrounded by cutesy rainbow stuff talking about a serious and controversial topic like this, especially one involving minors and their education. Seriously why was he chosen to be on TV? Couldn't they interview someone less snowflakey and more professional? How did they find him?
>>337126How much hate did he get even before the video premiered on TV? Or is anon's screenshot a rerun?