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No. 74104

Previous Thread: https://lolcow.farm/w/res/59471

>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~

>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears
>Known lurker
>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm

General info:
>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her
>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise
>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings; opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day
>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers
>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads; has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion
>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image; formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both have formally come out as bisexual
>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not

Last Thread Recap:
>finally posts both parts of her gaudy and increasingly cluttered rainbow home
>participates in the 6% DOKIDOKI runway show at Otakuthon 2019 with a piss-poor outfit of her own creation
>begins fashion school
>makes a hour-and-a-half long guide video about every single Precure season despite her anime videos being the least successful ones on her channel
>poor bastard Steve gets a kawaii new hair color reminiscent of Jill's past kawaii-fication of her ex-boyfriend Colin
>posts a deep video discussing her diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, claiming to mimic accents and emotions due to it instead of blatantly copying other YTers' personalities and content like Jenna Marbles and Emilia Fart
>posts video about what she claims is the worst panic attack she's ever had in public; both her and Steve are seen to be super sheltered in their individual experiences
>is featured in a Hooked on the Look video
>latest video is body-positive video where she claims to no longer photoshop pictures, has let go of clothing that no longer fits and embraces her weight; posts photo of herself in lingerie to boost the body-posi message

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No. 74115

I loved that video. She looks damn good imo and I want that lingerie. She also explained why she wore it which I think is very inspiring. Fat women exist it’s time we accept all body types and move tf on

No. 74116

I 100% agree

No. 74119

At least sage your fake conversation between yourself.

No. 74120

Chill out anon, she would've proved the same point by wearing a swimsuit. The lingerie wasn't necessary and could probably get the video demonetized if it wasn't already.

No. 74121

You guys are really miserable I’m the one who wrote the first post and someone wrote that afterwards. Is it that hard to believe that there is more than one person with differing opinions than you? Also who cares? Swimsuits and lingerie are the exact same shit just different material also do you really care of it gets demonetized because clearly she doesn’t. You guys can’t give anyone credit for anything your edginess has to come first. It’s a cute video you don’t have to like Jillian to admit that sheesh.

No. 74122

Idk, seems like you're insecure and not as body positive as you might think if you only use the angled mirror trick to show off your body while sucking in/stretching your arms up. I mean it doesn't entirely work since she still looks stumpy and fat, but it's disappointing that she tries to sell it as "fat but in the way that's still acceptable uwu" instead of being straight forward.

No. 74123

Wear lingerie to the beach and see how that goes for u

No. 74124

to ruin my expensive lingerie with salt water and sand? Nah I’m good.

No. 74125

Same anon also you and I both know that most bikinis and basic lingerie like she was wearing are practically identical save for the material. You’re just choosing to be daft on purpose lol

No. 74126

The content about being body positive is important. However, I can't help but feel that the way Jill went about this was leaning a bit more on selfish reasons.

Sure she gained weight, but she isn't exactly a weight that strangers on the street would constantly scowl at if she were seen eating, nor does she seem like she often gets harassed in person. The internet is one thing, and personal pressure is another, but idk… the good messages seemed to be regurgitated from what she absorbed from other youtubers and then relayed in a typical, self absorbed Jill fashion. She was very careful to only show herself off in a very flattering way, which defeats the entire point of the video she was trying to make? (Which was supposed to be: being your natural self is ok and that your physical 'faults' are human instead of things that need to be fixed and all that- instead it was all about how good SHE felt now, which is fine, but the whole tirade at the end about changing the world because she wanted to spread how happy she was didn't exactly tie together.)

I'm probably not wording this well right now, but there was just a lot of me me me and muh hardships in this, which, while EDs don't discriminate, is very hard to take seriously when she is so privileged. The vid seemed to be a narrow lens that was designed to garner her more sympathy as opposed to changing the world for the better. Yeah, someone's personal history with weight stigmas matters, but at the same time her video comes across in a very… 'I want attention' way more than being a part of an actual movement.

No. 74128

i definitely know what you mean but i think it just came off that way because she's kind of a narcissist. she was definitely contorting her body still which to me is sad more than anything else because she's still in denial about "loving" herself at this weight

No. 74129

She still bases way too much of her current self image of who she was as a skinny alt kid/lolita getting close to a decade ago. Of course that shit is formative, but also get a grip, very very few adult people have the same body type or eating habits, disordered or not, that they did at fucking 13.

It's incredibly self serving, self absorbed, and annoyingly preachy the way she goes about "discovering stuff" that is just basic common sense and acting like she has special insight because of her special journey when she has relatively common issues but has been coddled, sheltered, and spoiled to the extreme.

No. 74130

I live a few blocks away from her, and have some friends that went to the same high school as her.

According them with she’s always been stuck up, rich kid.

No. 74131

Talk about credit, it's one more in a long line of videos made by others doing the exact same thing: accepting themselves for who they are, ED history or not. If that's Jill's perogative, that's fine and more power to her, but she's not special for it. We'll just learn to disagree on the message it sends and put it at that.

No. 74133

You're completely missing the point that they aren't "basically the same thing". Even if they cover the same spots". Kinda like how if a child wore lingerie in a picture it's borderline/actual CP where a kid in a swimsuit isn't. Get a grip.

Not related, inb4 Jill gets in trouble with coppa related stuff and cries about how it's "just sooo hard to be a little baby yootoober right now"

No. 74138

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What is a strawman?

They aren't even skimpy, however she is wearing suspenders and they are red which are both stereotypical Sexy Underwears so I'm not sure it can be exactly compared to swimwear. It seems more like an effort to prove to us on lolcow and the people in her comments that she has a Nice Body Actually so here is me posing in Sexy Underwears to prove it.

Notice how how she put super long clips from emilia fart and some guy before showing herself in lingerie, so she looks better than the messes she placed before her.
This isn't body positivity in the traditional sense, more like Pixie trying to prove a point to her haters while intentionally looking as glamorous as she can manage.

No. 74142

The thin suspender belt looks odd. Don't they usually add more material to the plus size versions of them? The rest of the set fits her fine but then the little belt isn't flattering

No. 74144

Her body actually looks really good here, she clearly does have a nice waist/shape and just never dresses for it
but oh boy the makeup is just so clowny plus whats the point of a suspender belt when its just flapping around like that?

No. 74155

I think her body would look very good if she just started to tone herself and exercise, and wore clothes that fit her, but after all it's Jill we're talking about so it's not going to happen. Imagine the shit she would get from her fat fans if she actually got a grip of herself, quit being lazy and started to work towards a healthy body? She would get eaten alive by those who think that trying to be healthy is an eating disorder. There really is nowhere for her to go other than getting fatter after she released this video.

No. 74156

or …stay the same?

No. 74162

nayrt but do you really think someone who has been constantly gaining weight for the last year and a half is going to suddenly maintain a specific weight?

No. 74168

Her body would look good if she was normal in health, but absolutely isn't. She has ED, so this isn't a good body, it's a sick one.

No. 74177

She does not have an eating disorder

No. 74178

Thank you, that's exactly what her video came across as. You worded it perfectly.

No. 74179

Her whole body positivity shtick is fake af she just wants people to coddle her for eating enormous amounts of tendies and garlic fingies and tell her it’s ok to balloon 50+ pounds in such a short while. It’s just confirmation for the cult that you can neglect yourself but it’s only a problem until you can’t fit lazy oaf anymore

No. 74182

The tons of sweets and crap she eats, she very probably can have an ED.

No. 74187

This. I think she's cute and looks nice in her lingerie but that's not the real issue. She can't be in a good mental or physical state if she's relying so heavily on junk and comfort eating that her weight changes this rapidly, and if she doesn't adjust her habits, it won't stop. An inactive lifestyle fueled on sugar and tendies is disastrous for someone already prone to mental health issues.

No. 74207

Eating like shit isnt an ED its called being fat. Jill clings onto her 'eating disorder' past when in reality she she experienced disordered eating for a while and her mother took her get help before anything serious happened. Her 'eating disorder' is a way for her to validate her choices surrounding food and mental health now while continuing to get asspats from her fans. She knows that by publicly discussing her 'eating disorder' she wont get called out for weight gain and is in a position to manipulate the weight gain as a way to get positive attention and validation from her shitty diet choices.

No. 74210

Jill has a REALLY hard time saying the word fat. Did anybody else notice in the video how the word was said quicker than other words and said softer?

No. 74212

I mean who really enjoys calling themselves fat even if they are okay with their weight? it’s like realizing your ugly you aren’t gonna say it with big confidence because the word has hurt and hatred behind it. If that’s the weight she wants I just hope she can maintain it in a healthy way.

No. 74214

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The entire weight gain video is pretty much directed towards us. None of her *~confetti club~* members probably give a shit about her putting on weight.

Video is literally just her rambling for 15 minutes. Boring as usual.

No. 74216

Sage for nitpick but does her bra seem a bit big in the cups or is that just from her not standing up straight?

No. 74220

The cups are too big, but I also think they're a bad shape for her. A demi cup would probably be more flattering.

No. 74239

Definitely too big in the cups, when I saw it front-on the bigger cups made her look more in proportion than she usually is, then from other angles you see she's not actually filling the bra

No. 74241

unless you’re her personal healthcare providers, it’s fucking retarded to make definitive statements like this. you don’t actually know this for a fact, so don’t state it like it is one.

No. 74242

The amount of weight she has gained in the last year is not finel. Idk why people are trying to say it's ok.

I'm also really disgusted by her eating habits. There's no reason to be eating so much processed crap.. She has no fruit or vegetables in her diet which problem explains a lot of her health issues.

No. 74244

Sorry not sorry but I don't think she really had an ED. She was like one of those tweens who "stopped eating" for a couple weeks then asked her mom to hospitalized her. That's it. Then she gained weight. Plus she was photoshopping herself at her smallest weight (which wasn't even underweight).

No. 74248

She was also a child with a child body and metabolism at the time so was probably even shorter than she is at the moment so being under 100lb is actually not crazy at all, 100lb isn’t unhealthy for someone her adult height

No. 74250

wasnt she diagosed with 'disordered eating' rather than a specfied ed anyway? 'disorder eating' isnt medically the same as having an ed

No. 74265

What I think is the most confusing is that she said this now out of all times. I feel like her weight gain was a conversation topic a few months ago, that has died down more or less besides the occasional mention. The way she filmed the video felt less like a body positive video and more of a video defending her weight gain towards her audience. Lately most of her videos have felt this way; where she films a video defending some aspect of herself to her audience or trying to gain sympathy from her audience over some aspect that is disliked about her. I wonder if it's due to the view drop lately. Two years ago she used to get about 60-70k views per video but there's been a huge drop and now I see most of her videos being around 30-50k. However, the view drop doesn't translate to her mental health videos, which always seem to do pretty well.

I think this goes pretty well with what >>74126 said. I almost feel like she's doing these less for attention. Once again, the video didn't really feel like a body positive video at all, of course I may have taken it in wrong but still. I dont know… something about it just feels genuine yet disingenuous at the same time. I think she might have had good intentions with the video but…. it almost felt like another grab for the spot light since nothing crazy is happening in her life (like Moving out, getting a boyfriend, having a relapse, or being on some sort of tv show thing ((of course minus hooked on the look but that isn't that big)) or going on a trip). I'm not sure..

No. 74269

This is how I feel, this whole thing was so performative. Exactly like she's using this as a way to show people she's not as fat as she looks when she wears her unflattering pastel potato sacks. Why else would she be using mirror tricks and lingerie?

And obviously lacy red lingerie with suspenders is a lot more sexual than a swim suit, what world do you all live in.

No. 74271

I feel bad for Jill, her insecurity is mind-blowing. She has NO identity of her own,she is reminding me of Barbie Ferreira hardcore in Euphoria. Kek

No. 74273

I also feel like she put the suspenders on to help distract from how blobby her midsection looks. Why else would they be on and not attached to any legwear? lmao

Kinda feel bad for the anons saying she looks good and had good fat distribution or whatever, it's easy to look curvy from the angle she shot/the mirror. I guess her following is young and autistic enough to buy it and that's good enough for her

No. 74276

What kind of annoys me about this video is that this weight isn't natural for her. It's not like she was restricting and trying desperately to hold onto a weight which is to low for her to realistically maintain, then started eating a balanced diet, correct portion sizes and gained to a weight that was right for her. In the year and a half shes been eating processed food, to much of it and probably not moving around as much as she should to reach the weight she is now.

No. 74279

I feel like this "I like who I became" bullshit is more to convince herself than to convince us. She's fully aware she let herself go. Nobody can gain this much weight and enjoying it. However it's easier to claim body positivity than to switch to a balanced diet with sport. Her confetti club is stupid enough to support her about this way of thinking so we can only be sure it' going to be worse and worse… How sad it is to be like this when you're this young. Reality is going to hit hard when she'll turn 40 and obese.

No. 74293

No. 74296

I can't get over her putting the peep in the coffee

No. 74297

'twenty nine teen'

No. 74299

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No. 74300

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>>74293 even her school desk has to be rainbow pastel vomit

No. 74301

Call me nuts but I freaking hate how she parades around calling design school "fashion school" it sounds so sophomoric and an attempt at name dropping that she's a fashun designur. I say this as a former apparel design student who graduated with honors. Can't stand pretentious untalented morons who try to glamorize a very complex discipline like apparel design. It's more than just wearing fast fashion, having a hoard of brightly colored sewing notions and read horse shit fashion magazines. It's draping, pattern making, fashion sketching, design concept, textiles and design, principles of fit, fashion history,studying silhouettes and cut, merchandising and marketing. I could go on and on about it. But as a professional tailor, I really find Jill comical and a pathetic excuse for a design student when she really is a talentless and pretentious hack.(nobody cares)

No. 74303

ngl the thumbnail gives me the same ddlg vibes that i got from the hooked on the look video with her and steve

No. 74304

Ok, just watched it and I actually liked this video more then her other ones lately. I thought it was nice to see her in a real sense. It felt less like a show and less disingenuous than her other videos. Maybe thats just me though

No. 74307

you sounds more pretentious than her anon

No. 74308

Lol agreed, sage your blog, fashion anon, no one cares that you graduated ~with honors~

I had hoped to never again see peeps tea/coffee and yet here we are

No. 74309

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aw man my dough

No. 74310

I dont understand the whole 'I have bad eyesite' thing, like she has glasses why doesnt she wear them??

No. 74313

They are clearly very high prescription glasses as well, I assumed she wore contacts most of the time but if that’s the case why can’t she see she should be able to see perfectly fine

No. 74314

>>74313 in her defence, glasses don't always perfect your vision if you have a high prescription. It's possible she couldn't see brown on brown even when wearing contacts.

No. 74315

why cant she properly clean her face..

No. 74317

Kek at how cluttered her desk is vs. the practical and decently organized desk across from her’s.

I was a fashion major who graduated top of my class as well. You sound like an asshole.

No. 74318

Sage for rant. It’s jarring seeing her work space compared to the one next to it, I don’t imagine most people have the money to throw at it like she does like who takes a plant for that, also noticed how her hanging stuff encroaches on the person next to hers space and her garbage can is just on their desk. It’s also funny seeing her skill level being less than Mikan Mandarin who isn’t perfect and I am not a big fan but she is going to bunka but had no prior sewing experience. Jill has spent most of the programme making one skirt that she messed up with and mikan in less time with no prior skill made a skirt and is now making a tailored matching jacket. It’s tragic how someone with no prior skill got into Jills dream school she used to say all the time she would go to and has blazed past her all while uploading way more frequently than her (mikan actually did this same video idea two weeks ago) even despite how gruelling the hours are at Japanese schools and the fact the course isn’t in her native language. She has allowed her laziness to sabotage her, she has the money to do so much more than she does and ends up doing far less than people who have to work for the money to achieve these things.

No. 74320

Her desk is a mess. That's some sloopy teenager bullshit. Her outfit is garbage. and she seems so immature here. Also, shilling Emilia fart again? why is she so obsessed with that fat ass?

No. 74324

because she's a queen

No. 74325

You sound insecure neophyte anon. Kek You probably sew cosplay tier shit like Jill to be so ass blasted by my post.

No. 74326

okay, maybe I misheard but I thought she had only been working on the skirt for 7 weeks which is a little over a month. I have no knowledge for how long it takes to sew these types of things so 7 weeks sounds like a random number. Is that like generally slow to make clothing pieces?

Also agree with how cluttered her desk is. It's hard to work in an environment like that, if it is taking her a while to work that has to be part of it, because you can't get work done in an environment like that

No. 74330

God no, not for a skirt like that. But for her arts and crafts college it makes sense, the curriculum is not intended to prepare students for the actual industry (a month turnaround would be considered slow unless she had to grade the pattern for different sizes herself).

No. 74333

7 weeks is a lot closer to 2 months and that is a pathetically slow amount of time to make one incredibly basic garment.

No. 74346

Real fashion programs would have you make that in about a week (if you're in that class every day), around a month if you're there once a week. That's including drafting the pattern for it.

I don't know if her school is just trash or she's just too busy decorating her desk to do actual work.

No. 74355

>>74346 (lmao the desk part has me rolling because its too accurate)
ayrt: oh shit i had no clue. i also didn't think about the fact that she goes to the same class every day for what? i think she said six hours. that makes a lot of sense. also if skirts are like an incredibly easy garmet to sew like…. didn't she literally mess up on part of it too? like lmafo,

i guess when you put it into perspective how in the world is she going to have a fashion boutique if it takes her that long. i dont know if it's just me but she always talks about her dream of becoming a fashion designer but besides going to school i feel like she's making no other strides towards opening a shop and having a business.

(also why is she sewing the pockets down so far? not only are they tiny so they couldn't actually hold anything but also, they're literally on the end of the skirt that will flutter, not on the part close to the hip where they would normally be, i dont understand her choice in that)

No. 74358

nitpick but why does she have bangs if shes just going to push/pull them back.. she looks so much better when they are just down & covering her forehead

No. 74373

Especially when she has made how many skirts over the years and still she messed up the lining and the hem looks raggedy

No. 74389

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her new twitter bio

No. 74390

little category a and category b i think

No. 74393


No. 74396

oh god….

when will jill learn that bpd is not a personality trait.

No. 74397

It's never a good sign when people do this. A mental health diagnosis is supposed to indicate the treatment you should pursue so you can live a normal life, not your new identity to put on display and use to publicly explain away negative behaviors.

No. 74400

They do this when they're about to upload shit content or go MIA for extended periods and want to be excused for it lol.

No. 74402

It is sort to jill. It's got personality in the name~

No. 74405

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do I have to say it again, Parsons?

No. 74407

Lol why are y'all so salty at someone rightfully pointing out that fashion design is actually an intensive major that covers a lot of subjects and skills and requires a ton of effort and study while Jill is over here breaking a sweat over making a skirt with zipper and facings in 7 weeks.

No. 74413

Seriously too many obnoxious anons trying to humble brag about their bullshit fashion designer credentials when no one gives a damn about that shit here.
Doubt anyone with any actual education from Parsons would waste their time on this dumpster fire of a site. Trashing Jill is the only reason we are here. Jill's sewing skills are shit. 7 weeks to make an elementary skirt? Kek Her school is a joke.

No. 74414

Emilia Fart never attended Parsons anon.

No. 74415

did you even look at the screenshot

No. 74418

Yes, because going to a well known school means that you are 100% well adjusted and have never had any interest in yt personalities or been on the internet or really done anything outside of Very Important Studies and living an Extremely Normal Life. Stop infighting. At least anons bringing up what *~*~fashion school*~*~ really involves is related to Jill and her last video.

No. 74420


No. 74423

It bugs me that she took a potted plant to her class, like I understand making you work space your own but it's temporary once the semester is over she's going to have to unpack and clear out all her shit. Also the fact that one of her cats is so over weight just shows that she's not taking good care of them. when she was living with her mom all the cats seemed to be in a healthy range but now stickers looks like a ball.

No. 74426

It honestly wouldn’t surprise me if both Steve and Jill were both feeding Stickers, which shows their lack of communication. It also doesn’t help that he probably whines for food and after being fed and the other feeds him again because they just want the cat to shut up. This wouldn’t be surprising considering Jill would lock Neena out of her room when she cried because she was lonely (which was the whole reason she got stickers)

Neena probably knows she doesn’t need that much food since she was raised with Jill’s mom who probably was the main feeder of the cats and knew to only feed them once or twice

No. 74474

not to sound like a wk but how do we know what she eats daily? like does she post all her meals on insta stories/snapchat and I’m just missing it? all I know is she likes peeps and tea/coffee one time she showed eating garlic pizza things but that doesn’t mean she eats that all day everyday right?

No. 74475

There's been posts and her talking about what she eats, like she posted her grocery cart and it was full of frozen foods and bread pretty much. I'm sure she doesn't eat crap all the time but let's face it, between her probably poor diet and the fact that she's most likely sedimentary (always talking about being "sooo sleepy" after school) it's not hard to see how or why she gained weight.

No. 74484

sage for kinda irrelevant but holy fuck its so sad to watch her old videos. she seemed so much healthier and cuter back then. this video and the dreamy girl unboxing video she looks SO much better and healthier in.

No. 74489

Is it me or ever since she's gotten fatter, her voice has changed almost entirely? She sounds almost deeper and when she laughs it's this hearty cackle that comes out. Having all that weight around the neck affects the vocal cords, right?
It's even more evident watching her older videos. Your voice between being a late teen and early 20 something doesn't usually change that much.

saged in case it's already been discussed

No. 74492

shit that's rough fam.

No. 74493

holy shit, this looks banner-tier

No. 74496

I am guilty of watching her older videos cause they were honestly not too terrible and she seems a lot better in them in terms of like sanity? Her styling is still iffy but I still liked her choices back then, nowadays it’s just not so easy to swallow

No. 74510

She's older and not a teen anymore, it's not that deep sis.

No. 74513

Serena dreaming of the catio at 2:09. Imagine going from having actual access to the outdoors to being trapped in this dirty pastel dungeon. Knowing you'll never again have fresh air; you'll be breathing Jill's tendie farts until you die.

No. 74514

I thought she was more igneous, anon.

No. 74523

I chuckled

No. 74537

This, and let's also not forget her going on trips to Japan and getting burgers and tendies instead of, you know, trying local cuisine. Any adult that travels to a completely new culture just to go to American style restaurants and order kid's menu trash is clearly not somebody who eats well at home.

No. 74540

who gives a fuck what she eats? posts like this make up 99% of the content of every PULL thread about a weeb who goes to japan. especially kenna and momo. colour me suspicious but this is such a weeb ass thing to nitpick. ~but muh preshus culture~

No. 74542

Calm yourself, anon, they’re backing up the fact that her palate and diet are garbage.

No. 74553

yeah except that’s been mentioned literally 288373828 times already. we get it. jill is fat, jill eats like shit, i’m asking who the fuck actually cares anymore and how it’s even relevant to mention at this point. might as well post that water is wet.

No. 74558

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looking at this time line, she isnt working every day on this. It seems to be the final project of the class that you do step by step as you go. She put in 36 hours in this though, so its still bad.

Since the dates are not evenly spaced out she likely has due dates of certain steps to keep them going while doing other projects and classes.

No. 74559

does anyone know where to watch Jill's patreon livestreams? iirc there was a playlist on YouTube but I can't find it, did Jill get them deleted?

No. 74561

File: 1575417711502.png (1007.76 KB, 984x686, skirtwork.PNG)

Since the school project she got 95 is also the skirt, it shows that it is a project that has multiple grades on it.

looks like
waist is 86 cm/32.9 inches
hipline is 150 cm/ 58.1 inches
length is 40 cm/15.7 inches

I dont want to continue the pointless comments about her weight however it is important to see what has to be her honest waist measurement.

No. 74565

she looks so full of sunshine in this video. maybe it's the yellow hair further convincing me, but her facial expressions are so varied and genuine.

No. 74570

Her rainby hair ages the fuck out of her. And she also wore simpler less eyesore types of things

No. 74590

Jill never found out about them - an anon linked to their own private youtube upload of the streams. Go through past threads for the links. The videos are hidden so you can't just look them up on youtube

No. 74830


The sound of her bragging about her "20 inch waist" plays softly in the background

No. 74853

No wonder everything takes her so long to complete, she probably wastes hours trying to make all of her notes pastel and ~kaweewee~ instead of practical and efficient. That and with all her pastel garbage cluttering up her space, she probably has to move a ton of junk around and off surfaces every time she has to actually do work.

No. 74869

it's insane to think how basic entire skirt was and to take seven weeks to do it from bottom to top it's embarrassing. I'm pretty damn sure most anons including myself have done home ec projects that were more complicated than that from scratch in junior high. Kek

No. 74876

You know what, with measurements like that maybe she should just go all out and make a plus sized brand, cater to all the fat weebs who can't even fit a single leg into a Japanese brand skirt. Her fanclub is already full of overweight people and body posi marketing is popular now. She could actually make good money.

No. 74878

She can make one skirt in 7 weeks, so unless she's selling each skirt for like 3K, she isn't gonna make a profit doing that.

No. 74881

she can harp on about how its DESIGNED in canada while quietly ignoring that its made in china, just like her precious Lazy Oaf does

No. 74893

I support this even though I know all the designs will be shit since we all know Jilly bean has no idea how to coordinate colors or choose flattering silhouettes. The confetti cunts will fight over to get a piece of their qweens own personal brand and weep over their $20 budget

No. 74949


She should've started this years ago. If she wasn't such a lazy ass she could be making a bunch of money from selling clothing and stuff online. Her followers will gladly spend their money and she can get the stuff made in China. With some research she could surely find a company to help with the logistics and technicalities. But no.. instead she chooses to throw away her/her parents' money by going to that shitty college achieving nothing. She is just so lazy!! She should be aware of how gullible her audience is but the longer she waits, the more she's gonna lose them as she's already passed her peak in popularity.

No. 75046

No. 75047

File: 1575837323631.jpg (441.99 KB, 1122x680, jilltat.jpg)

No. 75048

File: 1575837521744.jpg (690.38 KB, 1366x768, pixietatt.jpg)

>>75047 this was her original design for that tat

No. 75049

This thing is an affront to God and mankind

No. 75051

I dig her hair like this tbh, the sideswept bangs are nice in her
I def thought the regrowth was a headband oops, but that would be cute
That tattoo is uhhh huge, wow

No. 75052

This is the weirdest choice of a tattoo. Anybody THAT obsessed with a location needs to find another hobby honestly. This is usually the type of stuff jock dudes in the US get as a fist tattoo idea.

Her hair looks like it's a lot shorter in this screencap and with the bangs it fits her very well

No. 75056

I really, really hope for jill that she never outgrows her kaweewee phase because otherwise she has a H U G E problem with those tacky ass tattoos that will be soon over her whole leg and arm …

No. 75060

Her design is so much better than what the artist did. Should have gotten it somewhere bigger like her back or thigh. The artist made the castle look like a bunch of uncircumcised penises.

No. 75065

having a giant wrapping tattoo on the front of your forearm is such an odd placement - but it does speak to the ‘i have to be the biggest fan of this’ mentality jill has I suppose…

No. 75070

Kek at the swan's bumpy neck and the blotchy coloring on the rainbow…

No. 75072

Damn how much money did this bitch pay to look this stupid? Tattoos on women look so trashy and cheap. Kek You would think a toddler scrawled all over her body judging by the poor composition and sizing of her shitty body graffiti. I'm convinced Jill has the IQ of a potato to think this garbage is attractive on the body.(derailing)

No. 75073

> Tattoos on women look so trashy and cheap

Doesn't specifically apply to women.

No. 75078

It specifically looks worse on women than men.

No. 75079

File: 1575849534697.png (1.1 MB, 1914x1080, Screenshot_2019-12-08-17-41-19…)

T !

I'm actually pretty surprised how soon she got this tattoo, her first video about it was in October, saying she likes to wait a year before deciding and that she has "no idea when she'll get this one."

I think the text would have looked cool, but it's already a lot at the same time.

No. 75080

Work on your internalized misogyny, anon.

No. 75081

Misogyny? No. Just plain old fashioned sound judgement. Obviously people have extremely low class standards for what is attractive today. Jill is no exceptions to the rule. Walking around with garbage graffitied on your body is completely unattractive. It's unnatural and cheap looking. Deny it all you want anon it's facts.

No. 75082

I agree that tattoos are trashy. But they're not more trashy on women than men. That's the misogyny.

No. 75084

go home tradthot

No. 75085

Tradthot? You sound like a complete moron anon.

No. 75086

fingers crossed this is part of a multilayered ARG where jill announces that she’s started to transition into a boy

No. 75088

this girl is barely 22 with the ugliest fucking giant tattoos already. jfc, these are not good life choices. She could have gotten a tshirt of that stupid design. why a tattoo??

No. 75090

this is suck a nitpick but why does she ALWAYS leave orange out of the rainbow?? She does in literally everything and it looks so unfinished without, such an ~art student~

No. 75091

Because orange isn't kaweewee I guess
I agree and noticed that too though, especially with her "rainbow" wall

No. 75092

IMO, the tattoo is kinda cute, it would have been better as a thigh piece but it does fit her aesthetic well.

Lol, thanks for the good laugh anon.

She's probably stuck on her pastel phase thinking, almost every one who's in to pastel dislikes orange since it becomes a skin tone when you desaturate it.

No. 75093

File: 1575867042707.png (870.84 KB, 714x754, jill_eyeliner.png)

Between Shayna and Jill, I can't figure out why cows think covering half your eyelid in black eyeliner is a good look.

>>anons own dislike of tattoos is "facts" apparently
Tattoos are fine, anon, people are allowed to decorate their body how they want jfc you sound autistic
It's only trashy when they are done poorly like Jill's sloppy ass "sleeve"

No. 75094

Idk when it's in a rainbow it's fine? That and Jill doesn't use pastel tones for her rainby shit all the time anyways. A creamsicle orange would be fine and wouldn't look like a skin tone

No. 75096

File: 1575869182661.jpg (299.98 KB, 2896x2896, 20191209_002443.jpg)

Her eyeliner is so uneven at the beginning. And it was thicker than usual. I couldn't imagine leaving the house with uneven wings.

No. 75098

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This baffles me, why would Jill go to a Youtube Class? She’s been doing this long enough, the only reason people are less interested in her content is because she barely posts since she’s lazy and has a “boo hoo I struggle making videos because I’m a special snowflake~ please give only ass pats in the comments

No. 75099

File: 1575878039697.png (5.77 MB, 3360x2100, Screen Shot 2019-12-08 at 11.5…)

Some things never change

No. 75100

I don’t think attending a class even if you consider yourself a professional is a useless endeavor…such a weird nitpick.

No. 75101

I’m pretty sure anon is just trying to point out Jills work ethic. We all know she’s completely lazy with her content and only posts unnecessary hauls and tours of her hoard and screeching about her ‘problems’’. She doesn’t exactly post anything exciting or creative so she’s not going to use whatever they tell at this workshop or whatever

No. 75120

Why would Jill trust someone with a huge black coverup in their arm to tattoo her anyway? She really needs to branch out to other artists

No. 75122

Its just a blackout tattoo. I feel like more people are getting them now. Not really my cup of tea but just saying it was probably intentionally supposed to look like that.

No. 75124

Just wait until we get another video that’s like “CAT EMERGENCY STORY TIME” where Stickers almost dies because Jill cares more about her kaweewee decorations than her poor cats. It’s so evident that Jill only sees her pets as accessories as she would of sent Serena back home when she realised the poor cat was lonely without her brothers. But instead Jill decided to get ANOTHER FUCKING CAT because she was selfish and put HER wants and needs over her cat

Sage for angry sperg

No. 75164


Jill, please stop this! You know not what you are doing!

No. 75172


Considering that she goes through aesthetic phases every couple of years, I'm not sure how well these are going to age on her.

Wtf is that thing below the castle? Is that a spaceship?

No. 75179

she said in her video it’s a UFO. i thought it was an outdoor grill lol

No. 75194

my guess is she's bad at drawing a proper line and doesn't bother removing it; draws extra until it's straight. such an arteest

No. 75207

has she ever been interested in aliens or UFOs? seems such a random thing to put in her tattoo.
Like, all the other aspects of the tattoo fit well into the the concept of the 'rainbow valley', but just makes the UFO seem wrong even more since i don't think she's ever mentioned she's into that

No. 75209

the tattoo is meant to be Prince Edward Island and they have a history of UFO stuff there, like the pnw and bigfoot

No. 75210

File: 1575975249658.jpg (80.83 KB, 800x535, rainbow-valley-2932951_large.j…)


The UFO is one of the rides/attractions at the old theme park her tattoo is for, pic related

No. 75235

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No. 75238


This is, without a doubt, her worst tattoo yet. And they're all dumb as fuck.

Why the hell would she put this on such a prominent place on her body? This would suit a toddler's souvenir t-shirt. Just… why, Jiilian? Why?

No. 75239

That better be a bouncy castle seeing how wobbly the towers are.

No. 75240

>>75235 I don't understand why Jill doesn't go to a better artist. She has the money.

No. 75248

But Helena darling is kaweewee! just look at her parlor! jillybean can't possibly go into a spooky, edgy tattoo shop!! and travelling tl another kuhwhyee place would be too scawwy!!

No. 75250

Not a tattoo person in the slightest, but is it just me or does the shading look extra shitty? Especially on the swan and castle

No. 75255

what is going on with that super thick line on the right tower in the back? the lack of full saturation on some of the parts and the scratchy black makes me sad. the flowers are tragic and it looks like there's an oops line next to the pink petal at the bottom. are ppl so excited about getting a new tattoo that they don't look at it or what.

not just you and the fact you can pick up on that not being a tattoo person says a lot about how bad this is. those fucking castle windows look like black ghosts ffs.

No. 75261

Is it supposed to look like a kid's drawing with all the uneven wobbly lines and the poor shading and the juvenile subject matter?
Very atrocious. I've also never heard her mention this place.

No. 75267

File: 1576022482354.png (403.83 KB, 484x497, baby.png)

Jill is always topping her own worst choices with even worse ones.

No. 75270

I think the problem is jill keeps going back to helena for every piece she gets, despite the fact that she’s never getting anything that helena seems particularly skilled at (her profile seems to mostly be pet portraits and traditional flowers.) I’ve always though that jill’s fixed cat was a fairly okay tattoo, but that was within the artist’s comfort zone. getting her to do a colourful but traditional floral piece and not ugly ass anime girls would yield much better results.

No. 75281

That tattoo is pure shit. No denying that Helena is a crap artist. But I mean really now Jill! That hideous garbage she's paid that Helena broad a fortune to ruin her body for nothing I can't imagine how poorly these tattoos are going to age as Jill continues her expansion into land whale territory size wise. You would think her stupid mother would tell her to find a better artist elsewhere. I mean honestly now.

No. 75299

File: 1576047564026.jpg (1.05 MB, 1048x1347, Screenshot_20191211-065634_Ins…)

This is one of her pieces from her instagram. You can instantly see the quality difference because she is comfortable with that style. Instead of whatever 'style' jills tattoos have.

You dont go to a textile designer for an oil painting. Why go to a tattoo artist who tattoos in a different style than what you want.

No. 75304

extreme tinfoil but maybe she knows her tattoos are shit and this is some extra form of self harm?

No. 75308

I really don’t think Jill is this big brained anon. If anything I think she gets these tattoos on impulse at worse and at best she gets these to show off how she’s the biggest fan of whatever garbage anime shit she likes. That no one can be a bigger fan than her because they will invalidate how the anime helped her in her ~*scwarwee dark timez*~ and that’s why she got the tattoo to show she recovered.

No. 75309

Jill is such a perfect example of think before you act, just because you know a local tattoo artist doesn't mean you should get any and all tattoos from that person considering that people specialize in different genres. Its literally why they have a portfolio you can look through to see their strong suits but shes in her twenties just slapping down anime fanart and her own janky doodles. Which probably stems from always having had money so she never has to think about it all that hard before throwing a couple of thousands out the window, she just has a staggering amount of buyers remorse that is conveniently attached to her skin cause she cant let them collect dust in her closet like the rest of the shit she buys and never mentions again.
Never learn jillybean

No. 75310

File: 1576052825963.png (277.72 KB, 502x501, 8745847093.png)

Regarding Jill mentioning Rainbow Valley before: It used to be the name of her 'band' (which obviously lasted for a very long time kek) about 3~4 years ago back when she was still way more into the manic pixie dream girl stuff, I think she mentioned it in a couple YT vids before but I can't remember which ones.

No. 75317

i’m sure those guys were super happy to be playing in a band that, from name alone, would probably be mistaken for a children’s animated show from the 70s

No. 75324

She seems to choose the placement of her tattoos based on where they will be most visible to other people. She got her thigh done and has been wearing the shortest of skirts to always show it, same with the cat tattoo and wearing short sleeves.

It would make a lot more sense to pick spots where the shape fits well, but she's obviously getting tattoos for the sake of everyone else seeing them. A choice that will bite her in the BPD ass someday

No. 75366

This girl is 16 years old and so talented compared to Jill at 20 plus years old kek

No. 75372

no you aren’t, fucking mong

No. 75391

Your stuff is just as garbage, now piss off.

No. 75398

How autistic do you have to be to make such an obvious self post? Serious question

No. 75407

Hateful ugly ass fat cunts lmao obviously you have zero talents to speak of.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 75409

You're unremarkable and too young for this board

No. 75412

File: 1576158570283.png (2.72 MB, 1622x1162, Screen Shot 2019-12-12 at 8.49…)

lmao nice photoshopped pattern on your pants, now stop self-posting.

No. 75429

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No. 75431

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No. 75432

How is she STILL wearing those disgusting shoes? This look is an absolute mess and she looks as clueless as her Confetti Club members who have legitimate mental disabilities. The cheap accessories, the beret worn like a chef's hat, the cheap unicorn, the bulky silhouette, it's all horrible.

No. 75436

lol I like how she pulled out a few "jfashun" pieces that she usually doesn't wear, but namely the expensive stuff like 6% and the AP bag to I guess try and one up her backwater "comm" even if it all still looks super cheap

also is she wearing a wig? Will bet anything she is wearing the hat like that because she couldn't be bothered to trim the bangs

No. 75441

at least its all the same shade of pink this time…?

chefs hat made me snort

No. 75444

Let the boots fucking die already jfc this girl will hold onto then just cause of the brand. Also she said it’s snowing, how does she grow up in Canada and still not know how to dress for the weather? There’s no inner layer underneath that cheap coat and tulle dress and she’s got no tights on. The AP bag looks like it’s a kiddie purse cause she’s ballooned so much this year omg

No. 75454

thanks i hate it

No. 75456

jfc censor those nailbeds anon

No. 75476

It's been said before, but this seriously gets me every winter with Jillian. Skirts and bare legs in snow and ice cold temperatures? At least her weight gain will help towards keeping her warm.

No. 75482

I don't see the big deal. A lot of girls in cold regions do this, especially when going out.

No. 75499

Yeah, it's stupid but it's not unique to Jill at all

No. 75520

File: 1576276564116.jpeg (642.69 KB, 750x987, 1564270271335.jpeg)

Yeah looks like this wig

No. 75567

No. 75569

File: 1576363238185.jpg (625.48 KB, 1366x768, witch.jpg)

>>75567 this is how jill defines herself

No. 75570

>>75569 she said she's very devoted to being a witch

No. 75571

Just watch the whole video and give a recap. You don't have to give a play-by-play.

No. 75573

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No. 75574

File: 1576364079984.jpg (80.72 KB, 294x339, jillv2.jpg)

>>75573 her jowls are looking worse

No. 75575

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No. 75576

Does she really see herself as an advocate of social and environmental justice? I guess arguing with a customer at Claire's once and calling herself almost lesbian counts?

No. 75577

all of the vibes they put out together in this video make me feel like they're about to break up. you heard it here first folks

No. 75580

christmas is basically secular at this point why is she even saying that they’re totally not christians u guise!!! also jill fuck off you’re not some new-ager neopagan you just like the aesthetics of being a witch because of your magical children’s animes

No. 75583

they said it took them three days to decorate what the fuck>>75567

No. 75586

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Kek. Why does she insist on putting clow cards out every time she does something “pagan”? For one, they’re not divination cards and even in the show they’re Chinese in origin and not pagan. Oh but I forgot, she’s a #1 witch stan.

No. 75588

I could be wrong but I think when they started releasing physical versions of the Clow/Sakura cards as merch, there was a booklet that came with a set you could use for fortune telling. She's probably basing her use of the CCs on that, but I doubt she has the booklet and would be able to understand it.

Proofreading must not be her strong suit, cuz that's not how you spell "atheist".

No. 75589

nta, but they're for chinese fortune telling

No. 75590

Plenty of witches or whatever spiritual diviner bullshitters use eastern divination methods like I-Ching. Jill shoehorning Cardcaptor shit into her witch shit is dumb as shit and immature like everything else she does but not unheard of if your only argument is that it’s chinese. Jill’s not the first I’ve heard using CCS cards like that.

No. 75591

do you think jill actually knows anything about neopaganism apart from owning crystals (most of which looked like opalite, which is man made) lighting candles (that have to be pink peeps yankee candles, rather than something like beeswax) and burning sage (which as far as i can tell is from some native american cultures and never had roots in actual paganism) or is this purely for her retarded aesthetic?
>t. interested in human pre-history

No. 75592

Just looking at this thumbnail is exhausting.

No. 75598

i meant the leaflet you can get explains how to do the chinese fortune telling.

No. 75600

It's a gimmick for the anime, let's be real honest. The CCs were a mix of West and East magic in the series and fit right in with Japan's obsession with fortune telling, so they'd work in the realm of IRL fortune telling if one were weeb enough to actually go to that length to use them like Jill does.

The booklet did apparently get a fan translation online, so it's possible Jill's found it and uses it for reference.

No. 75609

That laugh is scary lmao. This is what Steve hears everyday?

No. 75611

File: 1576393450230.jpeg (151.52 KB, 310x526, 32B2A39B-92B4-430A-83B6-7E2DDE…)

Pic of Jill from a confetticlub member’s instagram. Cropped the others out since it didn’t seem relevant for this thread

No. 75614

They're like overgrown, obnoxious theater kids playing house. The amount of completely useless plastic shit she's crammed into that poor house is both depressing (for the environment) and mind boggling. Also lmao at Jill pretending to care about the environment while wearing a polyester novelty pusheen sweater that can be worn for about a month a year while revealing countless polyester pusheen plushes and figures that she literally forgot she purchased.

No. 75616

It’s so strange to me, at certain points Steve looks like he wants to end his life and other points it’s like he lives for the attention. I honestly don’t wish anything bad on them but I kind of want to see them break up for jills epic meltdown 2.0

No. 75618

Anon please stop being retarded and concern trolling, polyester is actually 2 times more environmentally friendly than cotton.

No. 75620

losing my shit Jill cannot even spellcheck her own thumbnails

No. 75622

recycled polyester can be more sustainable than cotton, however Jill isnt purchasing products made with recycled polyester, she doesnt even fucking care. Which seems to be the point the anon is making, Jill talks out her ass about her world views and anything that makes her seem smoft and conscious when she has always been doing the complete opposite, her plastic mansion makes her “muh neopaganism” even more laughable.

No. 75624

Recycling plastic into polyester also ends the recycling process, creates microplastic that gets into the air and water forever, and ultimately makes fabric that's going to sit in landfills for thousands of years, which I dunno, think is ultimately more harmful than cotton that takes a lot of water to grow and process, but is otherwise a better textile in every way. Yeah, I'm concern trolling. Enjoy your greenwashed H&M plastic bottle clothing anon, you're really fighting the good fight.

But thank you for seeing my real point that she pretends to practice some rinky dink religion cofounded by a white woman named Starfire in order to have the most obscure, most aesthetic, most "woke" religion possible that shoehorns in social issues and the environment. Even though she regularly says and does completely hypocritical shit holed up in her plastic rainbow hoarder nightmare house and lives comfortably from taking money from her mentally ill fans for producing barely any content.

No. 75630

Even textiles aside the sheer amount of needless plastic and consumerism drowning that house is nuts. So much cheap crap probably made in factories where the workers aren't paid well and the items pollute the earth, just way more than any normal person buys, yet she claims to be into a religion about being woke and environmentally conscious. I wish she would at least stop bringing up plastic waste or fast fashion as issues when she continues to show off these horrific habits.

No. 75652

kek the way steve winces every time she shouts and yells and does that awful cackle. Even Stickers couldn't handle those awful sounds.

No. 75657

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Mfw Jill fucking screams into the microphone

No. 75696



No. 75719

legit I can’t tell if he actually likes pixie, tolerates her, or secretly despises her. he seems to enjoy her company when she’s toned down the sperg and acts normal, but when the childish part comes out he tenses up and gets a look in his eye like he craves death

No. 75720

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Steve, you really don’t have to stay if you don’t want to.

No. 75722

Steve tries WAAYYYY too hard, and I hate how Jill laughs at his bad attempts at being funny. Some of his shit is funny, but he should seriously tone it down and let it come naturally, but I quess he's too attention hungry to do that.

Her poser altar was kind of cringe, and I really hope she doesn't leave the candles unattended or in a place the cats can get to, since that whole house is a huge fire hazard.

No. 75726

he reminds me of a gay idubbbz. the voice and mannerisms are eerily ian

No. 75727

God I usually don't mind Jill's videos much and I never comment on these threads, only lurk, but this video is absolutely insufferable. The audio keeps peaking from how loud she's screaming and her cackle laugh sounds so fake and painful to listen to. I can't do it with this one.

I find the more she channels Jenna Marbles (and it's usually in videos with Steve, trying to mimic that Jenna/Julian dynamic) the more insufferable she gets. She reacts the same way as her but instead of doing it in a normal tone she screams at the top of her lungs. Ffs she even scared the cat

No. 75731

Oh man, you're pretty spot on now that i watch him more

No. 75742

>>75726 he's trying to be like julien imo (as in jenna's boyf)

No. 75770

Oh my god, fuck off Pixie are you kidding me?!? You're complete fucking fake-ass poser.

No. 75771

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That jacket is so tacky.

No. 75772

Why does she do the rainbow eyebrows and then put her bangs up instead of just…keeping her rainbow bangs down?
Also would it kill her to do her hair in a style that isn't just a bun? It's one thing if you're pounding around or sewing but it seems to be her go to hairstyle now.

No. 75774

julien acts more like a child and jenna acts like a mom because thats their weird dynamic.
but steve and jill look like they're competing for the camera's attention even if steve looks like he wants to die kind of like idubbbz. its this weird unwillingness to be there while trying to directly vie for attention with his actions and sad attempts at humor that ian also uses.

No. 75775

I thought you were being a bit harsh and then I watched the video. Jill sounds like an overeager garbage disposal whenever he says the slightest dumb thing.

No. 75776

>it seems to be her go to hairstyle now

Anon, that's been the only thing she's done to her hair for years.

No. 75777

Her roots came back through again pretty fast.

No. 75790

She admitted she washes her hair like once a week-every two weeks so she probably pulls them up to hide how filthy greasy her hair is.

No. 75791

dry shampoo exists though. I hate how all these greasy cows do not realize how easy it is to use dry shampoo. you can be a disgusting grease ball but dry shampoo literally fixes it. your hair that is kek

No. 75800


God, the way she screamed at her poor cat in that moment. Poor thing was totally scared.

No. 75822

listen steebie you are a very cute little twink I promise you that you will be able to find a financially secure sugar daddy no problem. no squealing girlfriend or plastic rainbow hell necessary, if what you're after is free rent my friend

No. 75850


Dry shampoo is terrible for your hair/scalp and feels disgusting and is disgusting. She needs to bathe.

No. 75853

Saging for obvious reasons but shampooing your hair once a week is totally fine. Just make sure you still wash and condition in between.

No. 75890

>claiming to be neopagan
>in that plastic nightmare of a house
I finally get how you weebs and costplay/sewing people feel when she does something utterly stupid in regards to that. She’ll literally do the bare minimum to larp being a pagan or a fashion designer and end up with an insulting altar (not even really necessary for being a pagan - wasn’t she claiming to be wiccan last time?) or a at a diploma mill making a skirt every 6 months.

No. 76010

No. 76013

>>76010 Jill says around the 12:20 mark that you shouldn't ever get mods for the phases you go through…but your tattoos Jill..

No. 76030

The photoshop game is strong in that thumbnail

No. 76031

Dude, I'm freaking tf out.
She's keeping those candles SO close to the shitty flammable fabric, nobody in their right mind would have an altar, or even Christmas candles, that close to an open flickering flame. I won't even go into how there's no sense of knowledge about paganism but ffs Jill at least make it look like you use this shit for more than a 30 second clip in a video.

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Do I even need to point out the irony here? Jill you live in a plastic hoard with impulse brought clothes that you can’t fit into because you live on a diet of fast heavily processed food which is heavily packaged (not saying vegan is the only way to be sustainable, you can still eat meat and whatever). Not only that but you seem to drop the ~eco friendly sustainability~ gig whenever it just gets too hard for you. I understand not everyone can do it over night but she seems to drop it and pick it up whenever she wants to be trendy~ or show off

No. 76133

same also her saying she's really dedicated to BEING a witch was so telling. you shouldn't worry about a cool-sounding identity marker until you've really explored what your actual beliefs and preferred practices are, if at all. It's like saying i'm really passionate about being an artist!

No. 76224

>person makes an effort to do things that actually massively reduce carbon footprint, land use, pollution, plastic waste, still gets judged
>Jill decides to buy some new gauges in metal instead of plastic while still collecting thousands of literally useless sweatshop produced plastic items “Wow I’m literally the same as you OP!”

No. 76237

No. 76238

can lazy oaf even be considered fast-fashion? their stuff is all pretty good quality and pretty expensive.

No. 76239

Yes it is fast fashion

No. 76240

Its all made in China by underpaid children out of cheap plastic fur anon, where is the difference other than price?

No. 76243

You know, I'm sure some anons have said it before but I honestly wouldn't care as much if Jillian didn't pretend to care about fast fashion/what's "eco friendly"? Does she do it because of backlash or to fit in? Or does she do it for selfish reasons bc she wants to be a fashion designer? Either way it's not genuine, and if someone is going to be half assed about it then maybe it's better to not pretend to care? Like let's be real even if she stops shopping at these places, it's not gonna stop her from buying cheap plastic made in China precure toys lol

No. 76244

>BDP made me aware of my fast fashion consumption
Jill I hate you so much it’s unreal. What does this even MEAN?

No. 76245

Pretty sure her "idol brand" 6%dokidoki makes at least their accessories in china/with cheap labour so uh…..yeah let's be real this won't last. Or she just won't show off or talk about the "unethical" purchases she does make

No. 76246

She will insert her mental illness at any fucking chance. There's no way she doesn't have aspergers or something similar.

No. 76250

She has like three 6%dokidoki items because she can't fit into their stuff. I don't think not buying from them is going to be a problem for her.

No. 76256

>Does she do it because of backlash or to fit in?

Yes. Years ago when she did hauls from H&M and Forever21 and places like that, she eventually said that she wasn't going to show her purchases from those anymore because of the criticisms she got for shopping at fast fashion places. She obviously still shopped there, she just didn't flaunt it anymore. It's all about appearances.

No. 76261


True. In one of her videos she said she "thrifted" a pink sweater. But I can tell she got it from H&M.

No. 76263

It's pretty easy to find fast fashion brands in thrift stores now, unless you mean it was a sweater that came out most recently.

No. 76264

do you not know that stuff in thrift stores is originally from other stores

she did address that and said she would buy them secondhand but is working on it.

t b h this is the only thing I find milky about her these days. I can accept that she is trying to do better and probably genuinely cares about ethical consumption as that is a bit of a hot topic, but I don’t understand the need to force the bpd meme into literally everything. It makes no sense in this context….what does bpd even have to do with this? Is there a correlation? when she said that I was expecting a half assed justification of her thought process in the least but she just kept going.

No. 76266

"I'll just buy it second hand!" God she's retarded. Just because -her- money isn't going directly to the company or whatever doesn't mean she's not still taking part in the "fast fashion machine". It being sold in mandarake or depop doesn't even matter. She still lives in a hoarder house of plastic and cheap shit. And I agree that it wouldn't be as bad if she just….didn't pretend to care in the first place.

No. 76274

Yeah I don't get why she has to namedrop bpd specifically when it really isn't relevant. If she said she was thinking about her consumption or morals while in treatment/therapy or something it'd make sense rather than 'my bpd lol' with no context.

Honestly I can't really knock her for buying secondhand anime merch or fast fashion clothes that are already out there. The whole issue with fast fashion is the constant buying and discarding of perfectly good things, so naturally a lot of the old stuff ends up in thrift stores. If nobody buys them they end up in landfill.
Jill said she wants to shop more ethically rather than directly buy sweatshop goods, not that she wants give up everything she likes and become another beige zero waste clone.

If anything, her talking about waiting for certain collabs and things to come up secondhand rather than buying them new means she's learning to be more mindful of the things she wants and forgo the instant gratification, which is huge for someone like her who used to shop on impulse and always had to be the first person to get every new thing, only for it to get lost in the hoard and never seen again. I hate to wk but this is a positive change for her no matter how you slice it.

No. 76294

Or she could just like…not buy shit she doesn't need. Plenty of her peers don't have endless disposal income and have to be mindful of spending because that's just a basic adult human thing.

But keep on patting her ass for doing the bare minimum sometimes while building her entire online personality since she was a young teen on constant consumerism. Randos on the internet going easy on poor jiwwian and giving her a chance to learn and grow have gotten us to this place where she bpd flails and acts hysterical and persecuted because she can't keep up with her lies and bullshit about caring about the environment. Or educating herself on literally anything that isn't children's anime and her youtube feed.

No. 76296

She's like someone who lived on McDonald's becoming vegan overnight and being preachy about it while listing all of her favorite chickenless tendies. You can tell she still loves all of the plastic shit, and pretends that the secondhand anime or jfashion market doesn't indirectly support the original run of the merch she justifies as ok because it's secondhand.

Buying the lastest lazy oaf item a month after it comes out indirectly from someone else is just creating another step in the shipping chain, more packaging and a larger carbon footprint, while lazy oaf still gets the sale and continues to churn out more shit. What is critical thinking?

No. 76300

> Plenty of her peers don't have endless disposal income and have to be mindful of spending because that's just a basic adult human thing.

Who cares? You could say this for anyone. She does have disposable income so she can do whatever she wants with it. Should we really go down the “other people don’t buy things they don’t need because they can’t so you shouldn’t either” road?

Larger carbon footprint how? Regardless of if Jillian buys the lazy oaf or not they will be manufactured and end up in landfills. The pieces already exist. They aren’t going anywhere. But if it is bought one (1) time from LO and sold to Jane, who sells it to Jill when she’s bored of it, it has a smaller footprint. It has a longer life because it stays in circulation between at least two people, more if Jill sells it when she’s bored of it.

Thrifting and secondhand has always been one of the more sustainable methods of consumption, especially when it comes to fast fashion and children’s toys which would ordinarily be donated and disposed of. Just because Jillian is doing it doesn’t mean it’s bad.

No. 76301

What the anon means about a "larger carbon footprint" is the shipping of the item if she buys it from depop. ie., the fossil fuels used to drive to a post office to send the package and to deliver/ship it, the paper and cardboard used to package the shipment itself, ect.
Versus, not buying at all lol or simply going to a thrift store, where it's fairly unlikely to find high end brands anyway. (Though consignment stores do exist…)

Not anon but I understood the point being made

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No. 76304

I wish she would address that she has a privileged position in this stuff, those leggings she name dropped over the fast fashion leggings are $68, a huge amount of people can’t afford to drop that on anything let alone one pair of leggings, it’s all good for her to slam a tank top that costs $6 but people are poor Jill they might only have that much and all of the shops she gave a promo are expensive for lower income people. It’s also problematic the view of oh well those people can go to the thrift, so many of these bitches are raiding thrifts for anything good and buying a ton, some of them for their Depop shops. I remember she did that “thrift flip” which was basically taking a plus size item of clothing and making it smaller, this is a trend and honestly it’s also an issue, plus size people have less on offer in the thrift to start with.

No. 76314

Honestly, good for her. What bothers me though is that she still clearly has this weird need to acquire new stuff she really has no need for, be it clothes or toys or whatever. What's the point in buying sustainable clothing if they get barely any use because she has so many already?

No. 76322

It's all lip service. You can't be like "omg I'm so done with fast fashion because like ethics!!!" And in the same video say you're having a more difficult time with anime merch. Does she think her precious anime toys and goods are handcrafted by well paid artisan plastic sculptors and carried across the ocean by carrier pigeons?

And then defending that by saying no one is perfect and having to give up everything at once would be too uwu hard. Please forgive her for the one tshirt she bought at the mall this year, it made her feel gross!

She hasn't touched on her need to hoard all of this shit in the first place. It's really fucking disingenuous to build a channel on hauls and all of the crap your fans and mommy give you money to buy, and then handwave all of that away in one video, say you wanted to keep it a secret to avoid scrutiny, and then don't say anything of substance besides "fast fashion is bad, mmmkay? Make sure you buy the plastic consumerist goods you crave secondhand, it will totally make a difference."

She's full of shit and tired of being called out as you can see in >>76303
This is classic pixie, deny and spin everything to make herself look better while not fundamentally changing at all. It's a lot easier to stop buying fast fashion when you can afford more sustainable options for shit like leggings and underwear and you already have more ill fitting, tacky garbage clothing than you can wear in a lifetime.

No. 76334

wow she's so wise now

No. 76339

She did speak about that a little bit, that everybody is at a different place financially and geographically so you can't expect everyone to be able to buy things ethically. I do agree that thrifting is a joke now, with all the vintage sellers going in and getting anything worthwhile and thrift stores catching wise and pricing products higher. It can be super time consuming and be just as/more expensive as buying new from the mall.

No. 76341

I thought it was really convenient for her to make this video now that she already has so much shit in her house and every surface filled with cheap, chinese crap. I bet that she's going to change her aesthetic in a year or two and then she'll just go back to fast fashion and buy new furniture and things. I also bet that she's going to buy cheap, unethical materials for her clothing line if she ever starts one

No. 76356

exactly! she’s brought enough plastic and clothes to last a normal human a lifetime, and now she’s done that it’s time for her to become a cool eco warrior witch until her spooky bdp rears it’s head and she becomes an industrial goth - and then she’ll HAVE to have a new wardrobe right!?

No. 76407

Her demeanor is this video is VERY Gabby Hannah -esqe. Ew

No. 76423

Speaking on that really doesn't do much. Like she throws in a disclaimer about how it can be harder for different people based on budget and location, but then goes on to demonize fast fashion, act like it's the worst thing ever, and goes as far as to split her closet in two.

If she got most or all of that stuff secondhand, unless it was produced very recently by a brand with a lot of transparency, she has no idea where it's from or how it was made, yet she literally states that that is the case.

If she's relying on people in her yt comments to inform her and spitting out some half baked ideas about being a better consumer that she can't even follow through with herself, yikes. She encouraged so many people to buy shit like her and calling it "self care" or whatever. Now that she took one community college class and chilled the fuck out on buying everything she sees online, she thinks she's credible enough to give out shitty, nonsense advice about buying new releases secondhand after a month or so? How does that work, Jillian?

No. 76425

I can also see that Chrissa Sparkles dress in her "sustainable" half of the closet, and I'm pretty sure she gets her clothing/materials manufactured in china like pretty much everyone else.

No. 76504

One of the bloggers she mentioned is this Cora girl, which I do find funny because she talks a lot about sustainable jfashion while wearing plastic made in China accessories and also that fugly chrissa sparkles dress

No. 76788

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New insta pic. This is such an awful photo of her.

No. 76789

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No. 76791

Why can't she ever relax her face? Everything is always pulled in some direction or another. No wonder she has such intense lines at her age.

No. 76792

Whatever she's doing with her lips makes her look super derpy here, I'm kind of shocked she was okay with publishing this.

No. 76795

Has to ensure her new tattoo is on show ofc, that pose makes her look like a tank, facially she looks like a goblin, it’s for business but literally who will want to work with a rainbow goblin who didn’t fix her roots for her headshot, that might seem nit picky but it’s a professional photo she should be using for a decent while you would think she would make some effort

No. 76796

Baga Chipz? I love Baga Chipz!?

No. 76800

did her mum also shop her head smaller or has her weight really shot up recently (more than it had already I guess)

No. 76810

I highkey hope this is a joke Because This picture is awful for a business profile

1. The pursed lips and lowered chin makes it look like she is being nonverbally condescending. As if her rich dad just told one of his employees that they can't talk to his little girl that way.

2. The crossed arms are a big NOPE as well. She seems standoffish and almost defensive from doing it. Honestly she probably thought it was a power move. But it's the complete opposite

3. This whole photo gives me "rich 4th grade bully" vibes

No. 76815

Finally the outside matches the inside - a spoiled conceited asshole with no taste who thinks she's a "boss lady"

No. 76824

I was thinking that as well. Both her facial expression and the crossed arms are huge no's for any business.

No. 76826

wait… is Jill hispanic? I feel like I've never noticed this before but this picture makes it stand out a lot??

No. 76827

No, she's as white as they come.

No. 76832

Pretty sure she’s of English ancestry.

No. 76877

Where is her neck tho

No. 76881

anon pls

No. 76906

Maybe pixielocks watched this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Daww_1hEI3U and she got the idea of being substainable there. She also made a second part this year, she looks like a Jill fan. But she seems nice.
Jill also emailed lazy oaf around that time in 2018.

No. 76909

hell no. the way she's pursing her lips make them look a bit bigger & i imagine color tweaking made her kinda orange here. but she's white as they come

No. 76922

i know it's not, but it looks like her head is photoshopped ONTO the body. even the bangs look weirdly out of place

No. 76935

kek anon it's the lips

No. 76940

Honestly…? I kind of see what you mean. It's in the eyes and nose and the way she's doing her lips.
Her head looks really fucking wide, I think it's because her eyebrows are too short and arched way too much for her head shape.

No. 76942

Is it just me or do her shoulders looks super wide here?

No. 77009

Kinda sorta see it but I think it's just the kawayy chola styling and pose

t. hispanic

No. 77010

Wow you guys are sad.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 77012

everyone can see your email, might want to delete the message buddy

No. 77018

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still definitely blatantly supporting gabbie hanna

No. 77024

idgi, is it bad that Jill liked a post of someone owning up to saying something insensitive/gross?

No. 77025

nah the content of the tweet is fine (i personally don’t buy it but w/e)

the main issue among many that people have with gabbie hanna is that she called her best friend getting raped “rape drama” and continued to support/hang out with her rapist etc, said some really vile disgusting things to her friend about it. she also tried to manipulate her teenage fans in dms over this situation and sent personal info about other people to them i think? not sure

anyway the fact that jill is still publicly supporting her is gross, but especially considering she paints herself as an abuse victim.

No. 77027

No. 77028

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>>77027 I can't believe she's using that awful picture of herself for her website

No. 77029

Surprised she isn't trying to charge money for the tutorials too

No. 77035

They're probably not that good or not anything beyond what you could find googling specific sewing terms. She added the disclaimer if you don't get how she takes notes or explains things, you can just google it kek.

Her "sustainable" products being available on her website seems like a crazy pipe dream with her work ethic. Like almost a year after doing a thrift flip hand painted t shirt challenge, frannerd/Fran Meneses(sp?) is just now opening an online shop with handprinted designs on thrifted tshirts that are about $50 a pop.

She has patreon exclusive content, makes weekly videos, and has had her own online shop and freelance illustration business for years, so it's a difficult undertaking even for someone really productive with a good head on her shoulders.

It's also so wild to me that after all of her fast fashion crocodile tears, she's jumping right into enamel pins like those also aren't mass produced in factories in China with no oversight and heavy metals and toxic chemicals involved. She would be better off not yelling about how sustainable and uwu earth friendly she's going to be from now on if she can't handle being called out on hypocrisy like at all.

No. 77037

>to celebrate the beginning of my eco-friendly business, I will be manufacturing 300 pins with labor outsourced to China.

No. 77038

>>77027 can someone sum the video?

No. 77044

Why is she claiming she had no resources to learn how to sew before community college? All she did at home was watch youtube. She spent all her money on rainby plastics. I'm sure everything she is learning is already on the internet or in a free ebook file somewhere. You're just lazy, don't pretend it was anything else.

The way she keeps saying her and Steve are doing this together makes me think he has to hold her hand for her to get anything done. Now she's going to buy bulk of her own merch and maybe slap a few bows on a fraction of them? She badly wants to be trendy by being eco friendly but she can't even go into a thrift store unless it's to ~upcycle~ a plus size shirt to fit her. Her whole brand is owning rainbow clothes her fans can't afford, good luck with transferring that to a humble, earth loving, handmade shop when she can barley package pins.

No. 77054

Good God she looks so fat,dumpy and haggard here. This website is going to be a total money grab for this oinker. More cheap garbage to peddle to the Cuntfetti Club autists.

No. 77055

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Retardation is not a virtue Jill.

No. 77057

>‘I want to make sewing tutorials that are accessible’
Except your notes are literally the complete opposite of visually (at least) accessible. Tiny multicoloured font, in long unbroken paragraphs, on a white background in a sans serif font? People are going to struggle to read that. Her commitment to rainbyness is becoming detrimental, cannot wait to see how terrible her ‘brand new super special branding!’ is.
Aware this is a nitpick but I am a dyslexicfag as well as a designfag

No. 77058

Why is she not wearing a shirt?

No. 77061

for as much as yall hate pixie yall really live and breathe all her shit lmfao

yall act internet therapists/psychs n shit and acting all high n mighty. some yall fr whole ass adults with full time jobs and yall bitching n moaning over some girl on the internet. sad ass people, probably neckbeards too(yaaas queen fr fr)

No. 77062

and what exactly are you doing with your precious time? lol move on, no need to wk anon

No. 77068

That fucking thumbnail choice I swear. Also not surprised she brings up her personality disorder right at the very end.

No. 77069

I get it that Jill’s mum wanted to change her middle school bedroom into a new room, but Jill’s old bedroom at home is completely changed. It’s a buttload of neutrals with some hints of pink and rainbow sprinkled in there for Jill, ofc. Totally opposite from Jill’s rainbow pastel sparkly decor. It’s a wee bit sad that it’s changed so much. Looks like Louise was extremely glad to have her out of that basement room and wanted to keep no hint of Jill there. Jill’s BPD truly is that bad for her room to be so….strict in decor. Totally trippy.

No. 77070


Yo, she posted her class notes online. Isn't that illegal? Most colleges will kick you for sharing notes.

No. 77072

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Her website is down. Did anyone archive it?

No. 77075

This is Jill’s arts and crafts college that let her have several days off school and let her into the fashion course over actual hard working student’s because she was an influencer

No. 77076

>Isn't that illegal?

Lmao what. No.

>Most colleges will kick you for sharing notes.

No they won't.

No. 77077

She said she's not launching it publicly til January 4th, anon
It's not up yet

No. 77082


I honestly found this video disturbing.

She's been on a complete downward spiral ever since she moved out of her parents' house, but it's gotten so bad lately that I wonder if whatever she's taking for BPD is just fucking her up more. (I personally don't buy into the idea that she actually has BPD, which, if true, means she obviously shouldn't be taking anything for it.)

I mean, yeah, she's still a greaseball, but wtf is with that insane eyeliner, and sitting there with just her bra on??? And her growling into the camera about wanting better grades (as shown in the screencap)??? Her appearance and demeanor was just unsettling.

Creepy as fuck.

No. 77085

I think it's illegal to post professors' teaching materials like slideshows, tests/quizzes from previous sections, etc. My uni threatened expulsion if you were caught posting things like that. Basically they don't want course-specific content to be public.

Afaik it's fine for Jill to post basic how-tos like how to make basic blocks, dart manipulation, etc. But like >>77075 said, Jill's school seems to give no fucks about her actual education as long as she keeps attending and advertising them.

No. 77087

>that cute layout with the gremlin that runs it pasted over it

No. 77092

Two bras, she says she is wearing a sports bra but visibly had a push up bra on underneath, that’s why she looks more chesty than usual. She seems to be trying to be more sexy

The styling of that couch is actually nice whilst having the cute hints, some neutrals in her place would really elevate it

Also Jill wash your hands, under your nails are filthy

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okay also can we talk about this tweet and how she goes anime but deadass it's half american cartoons?

No. 77099

Who was the anon who called it? She’s definitely going for that uber confident thicc sexii clown aesthetic. Except Jill is built like a teletubby and dresses like an actual blind toddler on acid
Lol at her picking cure marine. She’s fictional but at least she’s 1000x more fashionable and can actually sew better than our fashun deziner qween

No. 77101


What do her patreons pay for?

Their name in the end card (when she remembers it)?

No. 77107

Her emailed out newsletter which is just 4-5 sentences and some pictures she's already posted on instagram, and she used to do monthly streams, but I don't think she has in a while.

No. 77114


No. 77142

im choking at 'built like a teletubby'

No. 77161

is she meme'ing?

No. 77172

Of course she's latched onto Spinel. So many people are pushing it as a ~super accurate~ BPD depiction. Heavy eye roll.

No. 77175

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lmao that awkward posing to show all her kawiwi tattoos

No. 77180

honestly she’s really good at projecting this kawiiwii white trash aesthetic. Badly done garish tattoos, tacky bathroom decor, and soaking in what appears to be window cleaner. I really do hate her tattoos, they’re just too large to be cute and I thought the general rule when it comes to cute shit is that small is better or something

No. 77184

The artist she goes to isn't known for cute work, and you can tell. She uses such heavy black lines, and it causes her tattoos to look awful because you can't get the lightness and level of detail required to make it cute and whimsical.

No. 77185

I get the feeling she wants a tattoo like Laura Anunnaki's tattoos, but she's too stupid to understand if she wants a kawaii tattoo she needs to go to an artist who specializes in that style.

No. 77190

I thought she was large back when she went to Japan the first time, but I just happened upon one of those old vlogs and she was so skinny compared to now

No. 77191

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at this point if she got something of this caliber, itd look so out of place among her shit tattoos

No. 77197

I can't wait until lazy ass manic panic hair with 3 inch roots and terrible hipster tattoos are out of fashion for good.

No. 77201

I mean, it is. But it's a super accurate depiction of toxic BPD people and the harm. Like Misaki from Welcome to the NHK (Which I'm also surprised she hasn't latched onto, being canonly diagnosed with bpd, but i guess it's not pink enough.

No. 77217

Why did she get every one of her tattoos on the same side of her body?? Most people with a lot of tattoos at least try to balance them out. It’s so bizarre that they’re all on her right side.

No. 77220

because qcknd only has them on one side maybe? jill started getting tattooed after discovering her and took her tattoo content as gospel so it would make sense especially if ~bpd~

No. 77221

Because she wants to be able to force them all into one photo like this.

No. 77275

i wish she'd follow qcknd's tips about good artists, styles and colours that'll last. oh well, now she's stuck with pastel shit that'll fade in five years

No. 77340

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She really is basing her whole personality on being ~mentally ill~

No. 77343

wtf, this is so cringe

No. 77346

It’s such a BPD thing to do to make everything about ~muh BPD~. Way to go jill. Boring and sad at every turn.

No. 77362

Norma bates and Elsa? How though. Elsa is turbulent emotionally because she has a superpower she doesn’t understand then it’s resolved

No. 77363

This list is actually hilarious, it’s very short but contains to name a few Norma Bates, a woman who drives her son mad, hates other women and is hinted at having an incestuous relationship with her son, Dennis Reynolds from its always sunny, a comedic caricature of a psychopath, carrie’s mom from Carrie, an evil abusive religious zealot, Annie from misery, you know the woman who imprisons a man, breaks his legs, bunny boiler. For someone who claims BPD people aren’t abusive or bad maybe choose a different list Jill

No. 77373

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She posted pic related a couple months ago on Twitter too, does she just spend all her free time looking at 'funny' BPD memes and looking for cartoon characters with BPD so she can feel just as ~quirky & lovable~ as them? kek

No. 77389

honestly everyone with bpd seems to do this, its a way to make it all about how they are such an ~uwu victim~ when 90% of 'bpd memes' is stuff literally everyone experiences

No. 77393

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Jill's website is up - https://www.pixielocks.ca

No. 77395

What are the chances that she ordered exactly 300 pins so some people are going to get B grade items?

No. 77396

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Did you know she has bpd? She hardly mentions it.

No. 77397

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No. 77398

her website is live. the about section is so lulzy. https://www.pixielocks.ca/about

No. 77399

>>77398 However, genetics may have not exactly been on our side in the mental health department- I guess we’re just so gifted with stunning looks that god had to hinder us in some capacity (that's my brother and I on the right. Absolute icons of 2005.)

Looking back, there were definitely clues in my earlier years, but it was around age 12 that I started to really struggle with my mental health. My mother discovered a journal of mine that had what was basically a suicide note written in it and that was what kicked off my long journey with mental illness and psych visits. At age 12-13 I experienced an abusive relationship that I would discover in my twenties (hi) did actually leave me with lasting clinical trauma, but we’ll get to that fun mess later down the timeline!! :)

I also came out to my mom as bi/lesbian questioning (who knows anything ever !!!) at 13. She was sweet, and accepting, and treated all my romantic partners over the years the same.

No. 77400

>>77399 I won’t sugar coat it, middle school was pretty much hell. Honestly hell sounds

pretty warm and cozy compared to the musty ass bathroom floor tiles in the 7th

grade girl’s room that I would hide in to avoid social interaction- particularly with

food. I fought a pretty gnarly battle with anorexia and bulimia and honestly still have a lot of issues surrounding food- but

in middle school I was starving myself

and purging so much I was underweight

and really not okay. I could NOT eat food

in the cafeteria, I could barely stand to be

in the cafeteria or anywhere around food in public. My mom helped me to stay fed and nourished by picking me up almost every day at lunch and bringing me home to eat- I love you mom.

In my final year of middle school (which is Grade 9 in my school system), I had my first suicide scare. I was driven to the hospital, admitted to the psych ward, and had the privilege of receiving a full psych evaluation. After a few hours of bizarre tests and questions, I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and told I had several traits of Borderline Personality Disorder, but not enough to diagnose (plus I was only 15).

This was also the point in my life I was finally put on medication! HALLELUJAH <3 They put me combo of seroquil and celexa, which have worked CRAZY AMAZING I am even still on today! (Just higher doses lol).

No. 77402

She was older than 12/13 during that 'abusive' relationship, it was all on her old deviantart

No. 77403

>My fashion sense at this point was definitely shifting from purely I-want-to-bone-Gerard-Way
What the fuck, that comes across so gross

>total slanderous lies

Hi Jill

No. 77404

I can't believe she thinks anyone would give a shit about this or want to see it on a professional site. It makes her seem completely mentally stunted and batshit crazy. Here she is trying to build a clothing brand and what she presents about herself as a creator is "Once I had anorexia! I've gotten a bunch of diagnoses! I love medication! Middle school was SO HARD!"

No. 77406

Imagine having to look down and see that every day. Christ.

No. 77408

Yikes. The about me is so unprofessional. What even is the mission of her site? Blogging? Networking? Attracting munchie fans? Because if it's for business (and honestly finding fans who aren't pathetic) it'll turn a lot of prospectives off…

Also the site is crap on mobile.

No. 77410

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Its crap on pc too, the text overlaps itself and the photos

No. 77413

note how she's also pushing the whole ~i was underweight!! narrative even though that's been debunked so many times by numbers that she provided.

No. 77416

The way she phrased this makes it sound like she absolutely did not have an ED, but instead hated the food the school served so she had to guilt trip momma to let he come home for lunch.

No. 77420

This is a clusterfuck. The sewing resources pictures is even worse. It's hard to focus on anything when there's a million colors. Being a rainbow retard is more important than anything else of course.

No. 77424

Yeah, no wonder, this is a shitty wix website. Did she pay for this shit? So unprofessional. She certainly could find enough money to pay a profesionnal to build her a (good) website, but no, she had to do it by herself… Looks like a teen's tumblr, that's awful.

This "about" section is so unnecessary and cringy…

No. 77425

Aren’t her brother and dad both professional computer techs

She also skirts around the fact she was a child with a child’s body, so the height to weight is different because you change throughout puberty like for example you would have boobs and more ass and hip after if you were afab which obviously weighs something and if you were amab you would become broader and gain muscle mass

No. 77436

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pretty sure its just your computer anon

No. 77440

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It seems broken in all different ways.

Is it normal for wix site? It's supposed to be easy for nontech people to set up and how hard can be to display bunch of paragraphs with floating images?

No. 77442

> The cheese-grater-like rigour of internet hate and total slanderous lies that come with being a Youtuber definitely shaped me as a person throughout these years
omg guys that’s us! also nothing in these threads is a straight up lie, more like speculation at most. you only think it’s so bad because we’re right pixie

No. 77443

I just…the lack of self awareness to describe in detail your entire cringey puberty on your ~professional branded website~ and then crying about her identity being shaped by internet haters? Bitch, where? Did they encourage you to be more obnoxious out of spite? Though I guess all those meanies on the internet were right about fast fashion.

No. 77447

Lmao for real? Oh yeah Jill we totally made up the fact that you completely treated a girl you were dating as clickbait, only to dump her for another dick cause your so totally QWEER! What about your completely authentic starving artist persona when you still suck on your mommys money teat and trick your followers into believing you’ve made it on your own? Or how about pushing eco friendly values without actually participating in them by buying mountains of plastic garbage for your horde? 1 video doesn’t excuse thousands of dollars of toys or fast fashion. Sage for rant but like she has the self awareness of a ball of lint

No. 77451


website is not responsive, literally made only for desktop. looks like she tried to heavily customize a pre-made layout on Wix which is a terrible, awful idea. unsure if it's Wix but the HTML is done in an old-school Myspace fashion

also the sticky social sidebar on the homepage links to the Wix socials. unfortunate. don't know if that's removable.

No. 77454

Listing your medications is so fucking cringe

No. 77491

Her sewing resources is a joke. I think I was more well versed in basic sewing as junior high kid in home ec. Kek You literally can go to AMAZON and order books on beginner sewing fundamentals and sew better than Jill. Her page is lazy ASF and her biography is beyond attention starved. Lame.

No. 77504

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Saging for autism but the fact that the world ‘privilege’ is smaller than the rest of the text is sending me into a fit. I’ve opened the site a couple of times on mobile and it’s broken in a different way each time. I couldn’t actually click on any of the tutorials or the images weren’t loading.

No. 77510


>tfw you see jill wearing a fucking slayer t-shirt

No. 77524

It’s odd because the only music she talks about liking back then is stuff like muse and mcr, but she was “punk” but wore metal shirts? Not to gatekeep but, I mean wasn’t she only “punk” to impress her then boyfriend and she has claimed since that he was abusive and controlled her to make her dress that way and whatnot but now she is back to acting like it was her interest, it’s so hard to keep up with what version of the story she is now claiming is truth like as someone else pointed out her deviantart has proof on it that she is now lying about when her abusive lesbian relationship uwu was

No. 77525

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I'm 1000% sure that she only wore it for the sake of aesthetic and not because she actually listen to slayer. Can you imagine jill sitting at home while having "angel of death" on full blast lol. Just like now, she only does everything for the visual aspect and not because she connects with the objects she surrounds herself, no matter if she was the one to choose to wear this t-shirt or her bf or idk who. She is the personification of those starter packs for each phase she had lmao

No. 77526

I have the theory that Jill wanted to have a brand story/a little bit about how her brand started, but couldn’t help but make it all about herself. She probably did this because she has no actual items that define the brand except for China manufactured pins. Like I get having a slightly personal touch to your brand to make it relatable to consumers, like if you were inspired by a nostalgic memory or your culture. But Jill isn’t making bpd anime clothes for ex emo kids, so it’s completely unnecessary

No. 77547

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Kek found the reason she probably can't sell or paywall her sewing resources, besides them being completely bare bones. She sourced all of her images from other websites. Instead of making a simple BRANDED UWU graphics in photoshop or illustrator, she literally just saved random diagrams from across the internet.

No. 77550

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>Graphic design is my passion!
Also Jill:

No. 77557

Anyone else notice how Jill literally acts like she's the only person who ever want to "design school"? It's so cringy. I know more than a few of her autist viewers have done so as well and to more accredited schools. just laugh at her level of self-importance. Where does she really get off thinking she's that skilled at sewing? Seriously you can find tutorials on YouTube that are way more helpful than any of the crap she's posted that is nothing but generic rubbish.

No. 77559

Why is she posting about this online let alone on her sales website, and not on a private / anon blog. Does she really think this is ok or normal behavior? She doesn’t need to broadcast this stuff. I sure hope her therapist isn’t condoning this.

No. 77576

But anon. She has BPD. She has to overshare everything probably because she read that on some wiki article about personality disorders.

No. 77595

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But Anon, she's such an accomplished seamstress!

> (…) I leafed through patterns and internet articles, DeviantART tutorials, and 360p Youtube videos to try to pull together a project.

> Here you will find my various notes from weekly sewing and pattern classes in addition to my own personal research (and sometimes opinions… oops!)
> my own personal research

If I'm correct she has not ever worn green satin mess out? Yet it's two spots in her portfolio.

To me it seems like she has no clue how to format text for a web page. Which is hilarious, because it would probably display perfectly ok, had she not tried to do it her way.

No. 77596

Not to mention that one of these is a drawing with some paint swatches and crayons to look ~artsy~ and another is a sweatshirt that redbubble or a similar site printed for her.

No. 77618

Even worse is that she doesnt have anything current, the swatch photo must be her school project >>74561 but beyond that she hasnt actually made anything in a year. Not to mention it isnt focused on anything, you cannot tell what she is trying to sell when its a really just the last 9 pics of stuff she kinda had a hand in not a sense of her strongest work.

No. 77619

she says shes so comfy and inlove with her body yet draws herself so so much smaller? Its sad

No. 77625

it’s because she doesn’t even realize how fat she’s truly gotten.

No. 77653

I think she wore it to prom one year.

No. 77654

You're thinking of the pink shiny mess she made for prom. The green dress was made for her birthday outfit/to go to the confetti club meet but she had a change of heart and never wore it.

No. 77668

Every single part of it just screams 'baby's first website', it looks like some grandma who pursues sewing as a hobby wanted to finally start using the internet too lmao.
It's embarrassing that this is supposed to be her professional site, especially since she always goes on about being such a super special artistic designer.

Also am I crazy or hasn't it been like 2 years or something since she first started talking about having her own website??
I remember seeing an earlier version of this which looked almost exactly the same quite a while ago, glad to see she's been working hard on it lol.

No. 77673

Right? It's more like the only work she has ever done and not a sentence of what she tries to show here. It's mix of everything and super confusing for someone who doesn't follow her.
Which makes me wonder, why there are no pins, didn't she mention designing them?

Grandma kei is no longer just a fashion!
I think you're right, she put something similar, but took it down quick. It was just a home page and link to her shop, but it doesn't seem like she put much work into that page since. My theory is, the only reason Jill wanted a website is to convice her fans that she's successful and professional, that's why there's more info about her mental illnesses than what kind of work she actually does.

No. 77720

I just can't believe this. I kinda thought she was getting more real but it seems like she's regressing now.
When is the real world gonna hit her??? Is she really just gonna stay coddled and delusional forever?

No. 77731

as long as mommy and daddy stay rich, yes she will

No. 77789

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No. 77790

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No. 77791

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No. 77793

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Still plugging Gabbie. Someone even pointed out how problematic she is in the replies, but ofc Jill doesn’t care

No. 77802

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i feel like Jill's whole twitter is a bit of a mess with the whole Gabbie hannah and i mean…….. "Ojamajo BPD"

also she recently retweeted this tweet and to be honest I just…..
I mean although I don't inherently disagree with the message the tweet brings across, just seeing her tweet this seems so bad because it's only promoting these unhealthy coping mechanisms. She's constantly jumped from self harm, to disordered eating, to drinking (back in the older days), to overspending and now covering her body with fugly anime tattoos. It would be one thing if she did this and was just a regular fashion blogger but the content she posts lately and the things she talks about lately make her feel like she's trying to brand herself less as a fashion designer and more as a healthy lifestyle influencer (which she is clearly not living in a healthy lifestyle). To retweet something like this, especially now when her youngest fans will be extremely active to get updates on her pins and see if she liked their posts about them ordering said pins, honestly just rubs me the wrong way. Especially right now as youtube promotes "children seeming content" of which Jill fits perfectly into, this pedestal she puts herself on as she creates hypocrisy by preaching fast fashion surrounded by a plastic hoard of toys and trying to eat correctly while constantly indulging in her peeps tea honestly just makes me tired.

and after her website launch, it only sheds a larger light on the fact that she really is still just a kid, always asking "stevie" for guidance as she tries to be a "uwu fashun blogger". I wish she would look at the responsibility that comes with being an influencer with young followers who are just as impressionable and sensitive as Jil is herself, and maybe use more than one braincell to think before she posts

No. 77804

th-this is about the Mama Mia movie

No. 77805

>>77802 jill is a mess alright but it's a meme, not that deep

No. 77811

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hey its ayrt and i've never seen mama mia so i had an r/woosh on the fact that this was a meme. apologies for the autism & going deep as fuck lmao

however: I do think my point still stands. I feel as though she has been a bit preachy. Her last few "chat" videos seem to be almost like she is trying to put herself on a morally high ground. She does a lot of fancy talk on how she is a "Fashion Designer" at her "Fashion School" with her new "Business" website and I mean good on her for trying but…..

She putting a toddler's bedroom decoration on as a part of her outfit. (Which, once again, can be going against her whole fast fashion 'boycott' as it's a mass produced children's toy.)

No. 77813

Jill has always been a huge hypocrite anon. It’s easy to hide flimsy good values behind a mountain if you make it rainbow and put sparkles on it. And let’s face it Jill doesn’t even know what professional really means. Look at her so called headshots look at her 2007 blogspot I mean professional website whoops. If she was actually serious she’d learn to bend around things while still keeping parts of her aesthetic but since it’s Jill no everything has to scream her

No. 77886

Poor Jill attention starved idiot always labeling herself with bullshit labels for the sake of seeking attention. Kek She's really pathetic. It shows.

No. 78255

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I’m going to be interested to see how she explains her reason for dressing like a fugly clown over dressing in a flattering style

No. 78258

>>78255 she's going to use this as an excuse to talk about how she had a totes ~SCARY ANA BODY~

No. 78260

WOWWWWW HOW EXCITING! The best way to start a new decade is rehashing the last one and reposting outfits and photos that have been online for years! What fresh content!!! Can't wait!

No. 78262

Hoping she'll give some deets about that abusive relationship in middle school

No. 78281


hopefully she will tell us what her fave slayer album is, including her top 3 songs from them.

No. 78295

Very excited to hear how she switched styles so much because she's ~totes borderline~

No. 78296

This is peak narcissism. Like her excessively long, TMI website bio, no one wants this. It doesn't make her seem professional or like a "real youtuber" or someone who is serious about fashion. It amazes me how she gets through life being both so self absorbed but sooo lacking in self awareness.

Also what evolution? She had an alt band tee phase, an ott lolita phase, and then has been an increasingly larger and larger uncoordinated rainbow mess ever since. Such growth.

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No. 78315

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>>78314 her bangs are so weird she looks like she has a bowl cut

No. 78318

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>>78314 we already knew she was one of those people who showed off her cuts, but here's another example. She said her mum took this photo..

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new intro

No. 78322

>>78320 not the poster, but I assume its a Gabbie Hanna reference?

No. 78323

jfc, I always give those who sh their thighs a slide as far as judgement goes because that is where people do it to hide it. But this cow is wearing short shorts when they are still very visible? And she's chosing to show it on a public platform? Complete attention cry. No sympathy for that bs.

No. 78326

Soooo, why didn't she show anything from her larme-now??? I watched this through 2x speed and waited several minutes while she gabbed waiting for a pic to show????

Also, her bashing her lolita phase is so dumb. That is where she started and was her bread and butter to beginning her YouTube career. She probably down-played it because she couldn't milk "woe-is-me" from it like she could her ms years. Pretty dumb. Own up to your fashion choices if you're going to make a whole ass video.

No. 78329

If it wasn't for "lullita," she wouldn't even have a platform. She only got an audience because of her hauls with mommy's credit card. Acting as if it was a terrible thing is hypocritical.

No. 78330

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Jill thinks she looks the same as she did at 16, did the same pose too.

Like similar yes but it feels maybe 10-15 years different not 5.

No. 78331

It’s probably to dance around the fact she became a cow in the lolita community by joining the “lace” movement which was an anti-bullying campaign started by anither cow who was salty people where calling her out, said cow is still Jills friend who dramatically quit the western lolita community very publicly after declaring they were all evil then came back after a while because she is an attention whore who missed the attention kek

No. 78333

Whatever she picked up that popping/clicking shit she keeps doing with her mouth, it's fucking gross and annoying.
Also talking a lot about being "so angry" in her younger years like….you grew up spoiled and upper middle class as fuck, the fuck was there ever to be angry about? I don't like to just assume about people's lives and upbringings but come on.

No. 78335

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No. 78336

it legit looks like a mullet now

No. 78337

Her bangs are so wide and then she tucks her hair behind her ears and it just extends the illusion. It's awful.

No. 78338

What's the context for the Kyary Pamyu Pamyu comment? Did she do something ~problematic~?

No. 78340

At 28:55 she says she was into otome and ppl compared it to larme, but she is saying it is otome.

People are canceling her now because of old comments she made about one of the kids who was her backup dancer. She made jokes about being his bf and wanting to be his wife, and the kid was like 14 ish. But also she was dating men around that time so it seems like jokes that were fine at the time that aged badly now that it was "found" again.

No. 78341

Why is she acting like muse is an obscure band from the uk and explaining who they are as if they aren’t a huge mainstream group, her acting like they are off the wall hardcore and obscure really makes me question if she ever actually listened to any of the other bands she mentioned. She vaguely addressed the shoop but man I wish she would address why her face, legs and feet look super fucked up in all the lookbook pictures

No. 78345

None of the other bands she mentioned are obscure either really

No. 78346

i find in genuinely hard to look at her face in her old shoops - it’s something about how big her smile is compared to her head i think. really creeps me out.
also - did she only put her ‘punk’ phase pictures in the thumbnail so it looked like she’d done a complete 180 in style recently? I guess she’s talked about that less but she spent a lot of time talking about roughly 3 years of her fashion and completely skipped over anything post lolita

No. 78351

Not to sound like that guy but Is muse much cooler in North America and a band worth bragging about listening to? In the UK when they were at their peak they were played on all the pop radio shows, incredibly mainstream and normie, everyone here has heard of them. I don’t know how to phrase it but I would consider them a bit old for Jill, they were on the cooler side when plug in baby dropped but that was what, 2001, how old was Jill then, to me it’s more a band someone in an older age group would like, not to say someone younger can’t like them it’s just odd to see someone younger act like they are/were hardcore obscure when that is not at all true

No. 78354

Jillian: -farts-
Jillian: I think its a BPD thing!!

Calm down Jill not everything is because of BPD, its normal to have interests. 80% of preteens in the world have put posters on their wall. You're not special for decorating.

No. 78357

Not really no. Muse is/was played on the radio here too.

No. 78361

Watching Jill talk about lolita is so eyeroll worthy. She could have worn lolita without making it her entire lifestyle, you know, like most people do. But god forbid she is like most normal people with a niche hobby, after all she was skinwalking other lolita youtubers and wanted the clout that comes with it.
The problem isn't that she decided to not make it "her whole world", she basically had the mindset that if she wasn't going to be a super popular and famous and loved lolita youtuber like milkyfawn and peachier then it wasn't even worth being into the style at all anymore, which is sad.

No. 78369

Everything about Jill is so try hard poser. She really does favor herself as some original and quirky type. Fact is she's so mediocre and unoriginal.

No. 78374

she's hollow and empty and tries to compensate with a loud and "grandiose" aesthetic.
basically this video was her showing how she has no identity besides the things she wears.
jill is a more spoiled and curated version of abby from /snow/.

No. 78378

I agree anon. I know it's typical for kids to change their style as they grow up, but went from one extreme to the next which is somewhat bizarre. She becomes manically obsessive over whatever trend she's latched on to. I can't say if it's a side effect of the BPD but she has this desperation to her where she just has to label herself and fit into some box to have validation. She can't just enjoy alt fashion like a normal person, it's indicative of something psychologically problematic for her. I fell bad for Jill, she definitely registers as mentally ill in my observation of her.

No. 78384

Sage in case this is dumb, but I'm currently knitting together all the photos she showed. Worth noting is she put a trigger warning, saying the self harm picture was just scars, but am I the only one who feels like they look pretty new?

No. 78386

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Part 1 of 5.

These aren't in perfect chronological order, I'm sorry. The app I used jumbled them for whatever reason. They are a close approximation though.

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Also,apologies for the garbage quality of some of these, I screen grabbed and cropped on my phone so.

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No. 78389

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The first picture in this one, she called herself out for the (terrible) photoshop, but was also terribly sure to impress upon us just how very very sick and sad she was.

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Alright,thats done. Jesus it took me too long. Kudos to whoever else managed to sit through that video, it was mind numbing.

No. 78391

Next thread pic. She's never looked more autistic.
She's always cut her bangs in that bowl shape, eh? Why doesn't she just get them trimmed by a professional? Most stylists offer to do it for free if you're a regular.

No. 78395

The last picture in the first row here is honestly a good look. It suits her better than both the pastel/hyperfeminine stuff and the full-on tomboy punk look.
Her Lolita era in >>78389 and >>78390 looked nice, too.

No. 78396

>>78384 they're fresh. She had an old insta where she would proudly show off fresh cuts.

No. 78400

i really like that picture of her but current Jill's facial features are almost entirely swallowed by fat. Her weight gain has made such an unfortunate difference to her face.

No. 78406

How badly shooped is this goblin? Kek frightening image.

No. 78408

That and heavy makeup.
She literally looks like someone with a growth disorder in this photo.

No. 78497

She used to be so cute, the grunge look suited her way better than the current kawaii shit.

No. 78505

I've always thought she should do rockabilly (but, like, do it well, none of this party kei rainby bullshit). Her current gaudy tattoos still sort of work, and rockabilly tends to be relatively flattering on all types. She could still be brazen with her hair, but keep it one colour.
Wishful thinking, though.

No. 78507

>>78387 All the 3 pictures on the right row look realy good on her imo. She shines a lot and looks authentic.

No. 78512

Seriously, she looks genuinely good in the top right picture. Her smile is kind of horse faced in the middle right, yet it's still got this awkward charm to it that makes it endearing. She could easily return to that if she lost weight and dropped the rainbow vomit. She just doesn't have the face or body to work with the pastel doll aesthetic, the punk aesthetic is far more flattering.

No. 78516

christ she actually used to relax her face when she smiled and it looks 10000x better. i dont understand why she pulls her eyebrows up so much when smiling it makes her look so fucking manic and unnatural

No. 78528

The delusion in this moment was real. She looks like an awkward teen in most of these photos because she was one, but she has to latch onto the one flattering photo and claim she still looks exactly like that!!!1 While being on camera and having the original photo she in no way currently resembles onscreen side by side. How very.

No. 78532

God she's fucking unbearable in this video.
Yeah no neurotypical person has ever hung up various posters of a band they enjoy or decorate their place with an aesthetic they like, only super special BPD people do that lmao.
Also ok we get it you were so sick and sad when you were younger, totes not like she's overcompensating by constantly mentioning it cuz she actually didn't look that spoopy at all.
I've never met another person her age who's that stuck in their teenage years still, it's very weird.

No. 78534

Omg I know anon! How pathetic for a 21 year old fully grown woman to be so fixated on her adolescent years which are far gone. Jill makes it sound as if her teen years were so abusive and traumatic for her which is total bullshit. She's been nothing but an over privileged self goofy ass bitch her whole pathetic life. Truly embarrassing. I can't believe people watch her retarded videos, she's so delusional. Get the fuck over it Jill you're nothing unique, special or talented. Just a lame, obese land whale with a false sense of self.

No. 78541

It’s also dumb because she is acting this way about three muse posters when a lot of alt teens basically wallpapered their whole walls with the pages of kerrang

No. 78566

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Is it just me or does it look like these plugs are fake? You can see the end of her ear inside the holes….

No. 78576

yea it looks off to me. no shadow like high gauge earrings usually have.

No. 78578

Those look like metal screw on tunnels which have always a bigger face/lip than the hole. I think what you're seeing is actually the backing on the other side.

No. 78597

she just keeps getting worse and she's only 21. kawaii infinifat lewks when?

No. 78606

If they’re real, she better not be planning on going much bigger, and hope they don’t get torn. There’s not much lobe left on the bottom.

No. 78629


Whoa, I don't follow this thread and was just scrolling by, but I assumed this chick was like 35.

No. 78634

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just a wrong angle

No. 78647

You're not the only one anon.She looks like a used up old hag. Not a good look.

No. 78656

This is a nitpick but I hate her eyeliner. Everything is this pastel rainbow vomit and then you got that big, dark, badly drawn eyeliner.

No. 78672


Welcome to western Jfashion, rainbows and pastels are ruined with clown makeup.

No. 78694

Surprised she hasn't blamed BPD as the reason why she wanted to become (i.e. wear the skin of) milky fawn and princess peachie.

No. 78700

I hate it so much ugh, i feel like it use to look alright but in her last video it just looks like big black blotches on her eyelids.

No. 78706

She will never admit that she copies a real person, just her kawiwi anime characters who totes also have BPD.

No. 78746

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Maggie was at Jill's house

No. 78785


Do we care? They've been friends for a while, so this isn't surprising?
(unless I forgot about a falling out or something)

No. 78810

Yep you forgot about the supposed falling out. It seemed that Maggie was done with Jill

No. 78819


Maybe she's there for Steve?

No. 78824

There was no real evidence of a falling out. Pretty sure Jill just doesn't hang out with anyone now that she's got a live-in boytoy.

No. 78838

Maggie and steve used to meet up at like 2am together and hang out after leaving Jill's. Jill also used to call Maggie her bestie and then dropped her suddenly. It's a lil milky Maggie is at Jill's.

No. 78839

Wonder if Steve is cheating on jill with Maggie, just seems kinda sus like you never see pics of the two together, just Maggie using her house/cats for I guess aesthetic points? It's weird. Betting this pic was taken while Jill was at school

No. 78848

Maggie was also working out and lost a tonne of weight/go in shape, so I'm sure that didnt go down well with Jill

No. 78876

Who cares. Yall are just jelly of her u should focus on loosung weight because ur so mean and nasty . Jillian is so nice(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 78879

idk how leading a girl on for months, fucking your best mates man, faking abuse and bullying people all your life is 'so nice' but go off

No. 78882

Fucking your best mates man like what, thrice?

No. 78918


I feel like it used to be smaller, and now she makes the wings really big so her eyes are more in proportion to her face as she continues to gain weight.

I used to do the same thing when I was a little heavier because I felt like it made everything look better. Could be the same thing, but with all of those bright colors, it looks especially bad.

No. 78972

anyone else feels like her background music is super annoying?and she didnt change it for almost few years

No. 78999

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Jill being woke on twitter

No. 79000

Funny when you consider she pops pills like they are smarties

No. 79016

Maggie had a post like a month ago about how her friend hyped her up to buy a skirt and Jill was excited in the comments ("yay you got it!"), they've been hanging out/been friendly for a while, if there was a fall out.

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