/ot/ - off-topic

I think pixielocks may actually have autism it's just that her narcissism and theatrics make her over dramatize all the symptoms she reads online for attention

Who’s tia is this

>>2312175
She does not have autism it's glaringly obvious it's some personality disorder.

>>2312175
I've never thought she was autistic in any way. I have autism and I can immediately know other autists just from the energy that they exude, and I've never gotten that from Jill. She actually strikes me as quite manipulative, something inside me tells me "don't trust her."

I've met so many Bippies in my life because they're naturally attracted to autists because they think that we're easier to manipulate. Maybe some of us are, but not me. Jill strikes me as a classic bippie: that is, she would rather have every other disorder under the sun rather than just admitting she has BPD and going to therapy for that. Other autists can chime in, but have you all noticed that since 2020 soo many bippies or narcs have started pretending to have autism because they're too ashamed to say they have BPD? It's a whole trend.

She was an edgy pre-adolescent, she used to go to loud ass skating rinks to hang out with friends, wore tight restricting clothes for the sake of her subcultures' fashion standards. When she was teenager, she was into theatre and did a bunch of school productions, she was social and had lots of friends, and she was driven by her desire to succeed. She became obsessed with lolita because of her weeb identity and created a pretty successful YT channel at the time, she was even featured on the national news. She hosted and managed fan clubs for her "new style," party kei. She has no trouble with boyfriends, because while she was accomplishing all this she had a string of relationships.

Her background is not congruent with what autism is like or how people experience autism.

She only really started to malinger once she got hooked on cannabis and stopped trying to succeed in life. One of the main symptoms of cannabis abuse is apathy and a lack of drive or willpower. Since getting hooked on weed, she's: faked having seizures on TikTok; started lying about her cushy upbringing; started saying her family neglected her; claiming that she was born with a "natural dissociation-prone personality;" she's faked having DID; and, she's all but abandoned her fashion designer dream. She's faked so much of her life, but this is only a recent trend for her. If you go back and look at her old content like her videos, her blogs, her website (which was later taken down because it contradicts all her claims of neglect and abuse), that material presents a much more honest and humble picture of her life.

Jill wants to succeed, she wants to be popular, she wants to be a fashion designer, but her dependence on drugs and her BPD stops her from achieving what she wants to achieve. Since she's in denial about both of these road blocks, she can't move forward. So, instead of looking forward, she's hyper-focused on the past. She's trying to look for external reasons (really, excuses) for why she isn't where she wants to be in life, instead of just admitting that she's her biggest enemy.

>>2312196
I think she has both

>>2312199
I thought i was the only one who saw her as having bpd, she has a lack of sense of self so she fills that hole by larping mental illnesses and multiple identities

>>2312220
Her BPD was one of the main elements of her pre-Fredericton identity actually. I think her biggest issue is that she's trapped herself in this weird quasi-identity that she no longer feels attached to. She started to believe that the persona she projected online was a real thing, not just a tool she uses to succeed.

This isn't directed at you, but something that I've noticed since the DID-arc began is that a lot of Jillfags don't know a lot about Jill from pre-2019. They don't have the same knowledge about her person or her issues as the anons that were following her since her beginnings on /snow/.

>>2312220
Anon her BPD is called out by anons all the time what are you even talking about. The anons who think she's autistic are outliers or just baiting.

Cows are extremely boring nowadays. Maybe I'm too busy and normie to keep dibs on what some weirdo online across the globe does. I just browse /ot/ and talk about random things in my life and occasionally one or two threads in /g/

>>2312279
>Maybe I'm too busy and normie to keep dibs on what some weirdo online across the globe does.
Nah, they've gotten more boring. I think it's in part because the cow boards are stagnant (and any attempt to introduce new cows seems to get redtexted) and in part because manchild behavior online has completely been normalised, so things that would have been scandalous ten years ago are no longer notable. Heather's thread is still great though.

>>2312279
I think the types of cows the lolcow gravitates to are quite boring. To me, right now the most interesting ones are on tiktok or on kiwifarms. I think another thing is that anons aren't as willing to dig around for milk. I don't get how the infinifat thread isn't one of the fastest moving threads on /snow/, but i guess it's more to do with the high amount of anachans who use this site.

>>2312242
I don't know a lot about pixielocks and I thought she was just a random bippie from the UK for some reason but this post made me realize that I've seen her in person and we have mutual friends. What the fuck.

>>2312419
Kek welcome to the club. She's my favourite cow on this whole site because I've seen her in person a few times, I'm familiar with Fredericton and I've also seen her a few times. It's crazy that you have mutual friends though, no offense to you but her friend group is so weird in itself that I can't imagine being friends with any of them.

>>2312421
Kek fortunately I don't think they're close friends of hers probably just people she met at pride or the gay bar or something. Nothing fun ever happens in this city so this is riveting for me

>>2312361
Who are your favs? The problem with TikTok cows is that you need to use TikTok to see them, and the problem with KF is that it's full of humorless low-functioning scrotes.

>>2312361
>but i guess it's more to do with the high amount of anachans who use this site.
lolcow is rife with fatties

>>2312196
People always forget about HPD. Jill and a lot of other cows are so histrionic it hurts.

I’ve been unable to stop looking at the pic of Dana’s fucked up teeth. Like I really want to understand how or why that happens, it’s been reminding me to floss more often.

I hate how spoiled Jill grew up. I know it most than likely contributed to her lazy self absorbed personality but i would be lying if i said i didnt wish i had all the opportunities she had. Her fucking mom used to buy her lolita dresses! meanwhile i had the same wardrobe since i was 14 until i turned 24. Her and Shayna piss me off so badly because they had all the opportunities in the world yet threw them all away.

>>2313565
Pretending that she had mindshattering abuse and neglect is what really gets me. I heavily lean towards DID being fake but tbe "legit" cases are people who were in child sex abuse ring who were so horrifically raped that they dissociated as young children. I think Jill just hoped and hopes to always allude to her ever changing truama orgin story but never say what it is lmao

>>2313565
Her mum seriously loves her. An example of this is that we all know Jill had a meltdown about one of her family's cats dying a little while ago: but, did you know that Louise is actually allergic to cats? The only reason she got a cat in the first place is because a friend of hers suggested that a cat might help soothe Jill's anxiety back when she was a teenager. She likes cats now, but imagine dedicating yourself to take allergy pills every day just so that your daughter might feel less anxious. I think Jill spits in her mother's face every time she starts lying about how she was neglected and abused.

>>2313656
Her mom is a prime example of bad parenting. She should have told Jill no a few more times in her life.

The radfem /snow/ thread has so much wasted potential. There are a decent amount of milky radfems around but it feels like the only real point of interest in that thread is lesbianvestigating autist nobodies who barely exist outside of tumblr.

i remembered Yukapon existed and went to see what she's up to. i wish i didn't. her thread is depressing, especially if you haven't kept up with her at all since her early weeb days.
it's hard to imagine she's making findom only fans BDSM content telling her viewers to goon and pump and empty their wallets. it's so grim, i feel a pit in my stomach. how did she end up like this?

>>2313565
The thing that gets me is that she is clearly mentally unstable despite being a spoiled and coddled her whole life. How is this even possible? I understand some mental illnesses have genetic components, but there's nothing to indicate that it's the case for her.

>>2315356
She already had a bad start at 13 with uncontrolled internet access and pedos targeting her. Didn't her mom let pedo bring her to Japan? She was abandoned by parents and abused by pedos, takes huge amounts of mental strength to grow past that and become stable

>>2315367
i guess i forgot the rest of her story. really sad to see how it turned out

Fanny has gotten pretty boring, I need some normie who lurks here to make a call out thread on her or something so bad. Just the misogynistic porn won't cut it (since people will say it's just fiction and move on), so it should include things like her racefaking and jerking off to actual FGM victims on sites like motherless. I know this is considered cowtipping and all but I just wanna see her actually receive consequences for her actions. Plus I think it would be funny to see her friends make fools of themselves trying to justify her actions.

>>2315356
I used to be so envious of her when i was younger. Now i am glad i was piss poor and ugly, her current life is just grim.

I wish i could write straight fire schizo posts like PT or Lucinda.

>angsty moid alter is back under new name
>''drag'' is back
i feel like jill did this specifically for me as a christmas gift, her jerrick drag king saga was one of my favourite and i was so sad when she offed him. I am more invested than i should in Jill's mental illness OCs

>>2315630
Lucinda's a munchie. Someone could easily copy what she's doing.

Most anons in munchie threads are munchies themselves who see themselves as more legitimate than the cows. Same with the ana threads

>>2315356
Nonna her primary milk was clubbing, taking drugs and hanging out with pedophiles all while underage. It's sadly not surprising at all.