File: 1698380004599.png (1.44 MB, 932x1186, 1698288048337.png)
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state
Last thread:>September Patreon vlog >>307820 and recap >>307821>Jill retweets something comparing her mental illnesses to third degree burns >>307997>Ablaze features Jill in a thumbnail >>308011>Meet the Alters: Sunny video is posted >>308105 and summary >>308118 highlights: Sunny split off due to the McLean drama, is the "internal protector," and "doesn't feel bad things">Jill has been betrayed by the institution and stopped respecting certain professionals due to the McLean drama >>308228>Jill gives her input on using weed to explore DID and says it's actually way better for PTSD and GAD and autism, instead recommending fucking ketamine >>308319>Jill continues to talk about how disgusting her home is with cat piss covered floors >>308450>Jill wakes up with hunger pains >>308491 manages to eat an apple which is really hard because of ARFID >>308496 later diagnoses herself with a stomach ulcer >>308572 thankfully Stevie to the rescue >>308605>Someone messaged a friend of Jill's calling them out on being friends with "white racists like pixieeelocks". Jill is convinced this is all coming from "her" hate forum and she is "passionately anti-racist" >>308639>More autism breadcrumbing about not wanting to shower >>308795>Jill works ("works") a vague 9-5 schedule and can't believe how much fun it is teehee >>308820>FINALLY posts her costume college collection >>308825 including edited out blood >>308931>Jill is very concerned with her new fav Ethan from H3 getting a tattoo from a convicted killer and what this could do for his reputation (crying emoji) >>308988>Jill fights with someone about autism labels because she's truly the voice of her generation >>309030 During her fight, someone posts a cap of Jill tweeting from 3 seconds ago >>309227>Jill logs off of Tiktok and can't believe it actually helps her mentally >>309108>New video about upcoming changes >>309114 and summary >>309117 Claims she is going to begin livestreaming once a month for members on Youtube, worked super duper hard on pixel badges >>309177>Jill claims she was raped in her bedroom and specifies it was a woman who did it >>309238 Anon summarizes the info on her only known gay relationship >>309407>Really leaning on the ARFID thing lately >>309614>October patreon livestream >>309617 and summary >>309621>Jill makes Stevie check her voice mail for her >>309669>New video spending an hour dunking on her past make-up >>309710 summary >>309861>Jill demanding frogan explain everything about the Gaza-Israel war >>309746 which she deletes after being called out >>309749 but not her others >>309797 and later insults someone for doing exactly what she did >>310135>Jill continues to get into fights with people, this time about using adblockers on Youtube >>309817>Tells someone "You will go to therapy and come to us apologizing" for insulting her on twitter >>309889>Jill figured out the secret to exercise is to watch tv or listen to music during it >>309920>Youtube stream uploaded by anon >>309972>Implies she was neglected as early as infancy which is why she has no coping mechanism >>3099872>Jill is excited a former high school classmate is on Drag Race who is autistic and succeeding in her field (seething with jealousy) >>310162>Jill pretends she has pica now >>310203 and still saying she has trich >>310432>More UTIs >>310416>Posted on Instagram with a "normal" photo, using fashion tags and not a single mental health tag >>310443>Veronica changes her fronting indicator to something more "diva" >>310509 after Jill blames her on ruining an electronic >>310431>Gyaru video >>310714 Anons note that Jill seems to be showing off less of her mental jillness in this video, possibly to promote to her Instagram where she never discusses DID or autism
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/
(used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main): https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/
Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter): https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Twitter #3 (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica): https://twitter.com/pixie_petals
Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie
Second Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks
(Past) TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay
(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page #1: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/
Facebook Page #2: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com
Drag Facebook page: https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/
thank you nonnie
, this is a good thread !!!
File: 1698407106957.jpeg (2.68 MB, 2530x1411, IMG_2552.jpeg)
Now why the hell is she grabbing her boobs like that? She really is going for hooker rather than gyaru
File: 1698409520973.jpeg (668.1 KB, 2048x2048, 67BFCD4A-9BD3-4A7B-B3B5-595F35…)
In what world is this gyaru
I guess she’s pushing them together to make them look bigger. Clearly Veronica is co-con here.
Is gyaru trendy again? Or is she trying to get Steeb’s attention back after The Picnic Incident? Both? Probably both.
Ganguro isn't problematic
when you're an Asian woman pushing against the beauty standards that everyone should be pale and delicate and demure
Should white/western gals wear ganguro? That's more of a debate but to act as if the entire subculture is problematic
when it's about pushing against norms in a society that she isn't even part of is so stupid
File: 1698420305699.jpeg (53.54 KB, 452x678, IMG_1438.jpeg)
She’s giving more Mimi than anything else
File: 1698430732287.jpeg (106.27 KB, 406x600, IMG_0271.jpeg)
Why can’t zoomies just wear cute gal clothes and call it a day? They all end up looking trashy and can’t piece together why.
the main issue with zoomers is that they view everything expect
racial stereotypes as being racist/x-fishing/whatever or x, y, z race washing(like when black women wear wigs). it's also super trendy to hate on japan for being racist because most tiktok zoomers are tankies and the CCP is trying to replace japan as part of their "chinese dream plan"(this is actually real and not tinfoil and i feel bad for the chinese for having to deal with this shit). tiktok zoomers also view wearing eyeliner and tanning as racist.
I meant debate in the sense that the whole point of ganguro was to push against these light skinned norms present in Asia that are not present in the west, so it isn't really acting as counterculture here but as part of what's encouraged for women. A lot of people care about the origins of jfashions since a lot of them exist to push back against beauty standards or cultural norms, but if you are wearing what IS a beauty standard in your country, it could be said that you aren't really participating in the spirit of the jfashion (which again is another debate altogether)
Sorry for the sperg lol I just don't want what I said to be misconstrued because I don't think anyone wearing ganguro is racist
File: 1698447351221.jpg (77.05 KB, 720x502, FOJAV.jpg)
Armpits of the internet. Lol stay mad
File: 1698453686520.jpg (196.4 KB, 720x1156, JAV.jpg)
File: 1698453765331.jpg (435.13 KB, 720x3146, KAOFYMYB.jpg)
The way they are competing over who is the most delicate and triggered
, jesus wept.
notice how actually delicate and triggered
people conceal it because you're making yourself a victim
to draw attention to it, it's always the 200lb narc bullies talking about how SenSitiVe they are while they lunge around screaming and shouting at everyone.
lurching out of your seat and screaming is actually the opposite of what you would do in a jump
scare clue is in the name bitches, it shocks you and makes you jump, they really spend all day acting out at 100% emotional expression and are so coddled they have never been in a situation where hiding your feelings was the safer option - which is actually more common than their behaviour since most people aren't coddled and pampered. So funny that they think anyone believes their shit.
True TrAumatised behaviour to act out constantly, conceal nothing and broadcast and document it all on the internet as well with zero fear of consequence or reprisal.
She has truly found her people.
Because you don't, you hack. You purposely say shit and then when questioned, you scream about PIPEDA and not having to prove so. You don't understand privacy because your whole damn life has been an open journal. You don't give a damn until someone starts questioning. You're not like your mom or even your funky aunt because you choose to be creatively bankrupt. You chase the high of the current trendy thing instead of carving out your own niche but that would require actual work and dedication. But please, keep collecting labels like stickers because nothing can ever be your fault, you're perfect
. Slightly off topic but bring back little miss sense of strong justice Amber. I wanna laugh at another dumb tiktok. >>310929
Part of her cycle. Her narcissism demands for her to be viewed as important and knowledgeable, even if she knows squat. >>310947
Only because it affects her bottom line. Jill will always bend the rules to what suits her.>>310953
The mental jillness of proving you totally have something by ham fisting it into normal mundane occurrences. The hypocrite bleats about not using words learnt from tiktok but shamelessly does it herself.
File: 1698493092906.png (1.05 MB, 663x874, bkei gyaru.png)
>>310919>it has zero to do with black people
You are actually retarded if you unironically believe this.(derailing/bait)
Not that it's impossible to have arfid and enjoy vegetable soup, but it seems very unlikely as mixing textures in general tends to set off those specific sensory issues, and cooked vegetables put into broth get into mushy territory too easily and any foods that are mushy or unpredictable are almost universally disliked by people with arfid.
I'd be curious about what past foods she's posted about eating are like with her new arfid claims. It might seem like it's not very serious compared to other stuff she's faking since it's not trauma related but arfid can greatly negatively affect social life, obviously physical health, and those things in turn can cause additional mental health issues like depression, lonliness, anxiety, shame, low self-esteem, etc.
She's never once posted about how she's afraid of hanging out with new friends because they're going to want to eat at some point and then she'll be forced to explain her disorder that means they can't go to fun restaurants together and being cooked for is more complicated, or how she's anxious about how her inability to eat most foods will affect her dating life when so many people feel like they can't explore new foods if their partner won't. It's not a disorder easily hidden from others. And she complains about every small issue she has constantly so if she was dealing with arfid her whole life we would've heard about it before.
The last paragraph, she has never cared about inconveniencing others, what about when her cousin got married and she went into a sulk and "switched" to jerrick (so a black beanie and angri) while spending time with her family.
And based on her own descriptions she is constantly having massive mood swings witnessed by Stevie and likely her friends. So she wouldn't care about being the weirdo only eating nuggies, she'd revel in it like how she proudly proclaimed she had a "panic attack" in front of a small group of students doing a haunted house >>310942
Which would have been alarming for those strangers, in case she was actually learning impaired or disabled and would have been genuinely traumatised rather than just doing it for lols.
So I don't doubt the arfid but I do doubt the vast majority of her claimed illnesses and disorders.
File: 1698522729301.jpg (166.23 KB, 720x1168, AYAFB.jpg)
File: 1698522928608.jpg (146.08 KB, 719x957, Kek.jpg)
File: 1698523004238.jpg (152.97 KB, 720x1196, Round of applause.jpg)
File: 1698523099953.jpg (242.28 KB, 720x1724, JSU.jpg)
File: 1698524286468.jpg (58.91 KB, 720x371, Okt.jpg)
Didn't see this before but follows her sperg about the haunted house.
Yeah maybe it's because you're all fakers, first person gives away that they think DID makes them "interesting" like are they fakeclaiming the rest of humanity kek? >>310979
I thought she woke up in the afternoon? She has a normal sleeping pattern now or just the usual scramble to interact and claim she does whatever the other person does
So nobody even jumped out at her in the student haunted house she had a "panic attack" in? It was just a dark room.
it's amazing more people from Jill's past and present don't come here and talk shit because every new detail is insufferable
File: 1698535332080.png (3.6 MB, 1280x1280, IMG_6594.png)
samefag but it’s too funny not to post it
File: 1698537981709.jpg (152.56 KB, 720x1185, On.jpg)
File: 1698551681905.jpg (180.64 KB, 720x1103, Sc.jpg)
Alright nonnies video with Stevie incoming. >>310987
Probably afraid she'll """ruin""" them.
Goes back to this (samefag) >>310946
They are in a position where they feel safe disclosing their illnesses to the world, quite literally, and anyone who is not wearing their problems as a badge and telling every stranger about it couldn't possibly have said problem. They can't conceptualise the fact not everyone has a safe and supportive family/friends/colleagues nor could take the risk of being outcast by family/friends/workplace which could leave them homeless, at the worst. But nah, these bitches are the only people on the planet who get anxious, dissociate, space out, have emotions etc because unless you advertise it with a neon sign and make it your whole personality it isn't "real"
File: 1698587254533.webm (1.25 MB, 576x1024, 1662177015462.webm)
>I-I'm an uwu sensowwy baby, afwaid of the dark.
Last year at an MCR concert.
Probably doing this for Steebie’s ddlg kink.
“Awh, poor widdle baby scared of the dark. Daddy will get you ice cream instead.”
File: 1698608880514.png (1.98 MB, 1700x1590, 1593121995172.png)
>I saw your comment nonnie…
File: 1698612872953.jpg (51.55 KB, 720x391, IOYKHBTA.jpg)
Close up of face but missing lipstick
File: 1698613078988.mp4 (10.97 MB, 1280x720, Full-transformation.MP4)
Here's the end result for Stevie. Warning: Jill screeches quite a bit so proceed with caution.
That is a gay man.
That is a trannie.
There is no sexual chemistry between these people at all.
Yeah, it seems strange that she's such a h3 stan. Funny because in one of her recent patreon livestreams, she said she liked Brittany Broski but then quickly added "but I don't agree with some of the things she's said." Maybe there was some drama I missed, but as far as I'm aware Brittany is very libfemmy and "woke"? Jill goes so hard for Ethan who does something problematic
practically every other day, but has to add a disclaimer for a relatively inoffensive female creator, typical pickme shit.
File: 1698634479452.jpg (151.73 KB, 720x855, Stop.jpg)
Jill needs to stop bleaching her hair and calling this trichotillomania.
File: 1698634789964.jpg (41.18 KB, 720x264, PR.jpg)
File: 1698636529453.png (664.51 KB, 774x763, Screenshot 2023-10-29 232851.p…)
jill's clothes fit him better than her kek>>311066
giving dylan mulvalley or whatever that troon's name is vibes ew
youre giggly because your high stop lying.>>311058
they represent who she really is. but shes too far into their did fake persona to drop it because it makes her money>>311062
dear god. she needs to ditch the rainbow hair shit because her hair is practically dead at this point
They are both so ugly, and Steve is looking like a real troon now. That guy is only using Jillian as a front and will become even more degenerate from this point onwards.>>311077
People who are fat and have bpd usually come off as that, even if their partner is equally trashy. He stays no matter what for his own weird male degen troon fantasy reasons, and she probably thinks nobody will love her ever again. It's a weird exchange. But narcissistic people usually hate themselves like that.>>311078
Honestly very sad to see what bleaching, coloring and straightening your hair since 12 can do for you. She needs to let it go for the sake of her own hair's health. A bit worried about her if I'm honest. I hope she invests in a good wig and not just cosplay stuff, but I'm just wishful thinking. She could also just give the excuse that an alter shaved her hair so she can regrow it.
She did, and she was also very clingy. I think she still hates how much weight she gained and she got insecure because Steve is skinny and was wearing her clothes. She feels attracted to the skinny androgynous sickly looking type, that's why Jerrick exists. She cannot look remotely masculine and you could see that when she dressed up like Steve, she looked very uncomfortable because his clothes are very tight on her.>>311080
She should ditch it, brown hair looks good on her. She won't though, she is so attached to colorful hair she would have an identity crisis. She cannot stand to be boring or normal in any way.>>311090
I think she no longer cares about any of the alters that aren't kawiwi and sweeties, we haven't seen Jax, Jerrick, Cliffe, and Amber in a long while.
File: 1698687847184.jpg (100.61 KB, 720x604, Lol.jpg)
File: 1698687902578.png (30.46 KB, 535x339, point.png)
Get a job.
File: 1698688095400.png (19.78 KB, 670x182, lololol.png)
She's lurking hard.
File: 1698688170270.png (17.96 KB, 426x164, sofaliar.png)
lol Sof don't act like you weren't literally caught participating in this. I don't often defend Jillian, but you are NOT her friend.
same with dying her hair, wearing tons of jangly jewelry, wearing itchy handmade acryclic crochet stuff, caked on makeup, false eyelashes, long fake nails, and the countless accessories she always piles on. Not to mention whole her overstimulating rainby house that is a nightmare of sensory issues. Bright clashing colors, the stench of cat piss, clutter, and knicknacks everywhere making it feel claustrophobic. I can see why Jill was tempted to larp as autistic (she clearly thinks that autists are basically giant children that are never held accountable for their actions, which appeals to her as a cluster B clusterfuck), but damn is her entire life, personality, hobbies, interests, and behavior a terrible fit for pulling it off.
I think her "sensory issues" are just being fat and clothes not fitting her.>>311105
They probably have sex but only because Steven is a degenerate.
This really isn't that milky but since you asked, dear nona, I will deliver. Both of these are from her most recent livestream, shoutout to the anon who uploaded this for us.
Timestamp where she says she watched the H3 podcast's 7 hour subathon: 58:00
Timestamp of her mentioning Brittany: 1:18:35
And a transcript of what she said exactly:>"Do you like Brittany Broski?" I enjoy her, I do enjoy her. She has said some things that I do not agree with, but whenever she's a guest on podcasts or shows and channels and stuff I watch she is always funny.
Living rent free. Stay mad across platforms, Jillian.>>311211
Exactly why she resorted to fucking facebook. She's mad this thread won't placate her. She's so transparent. Literally cannot comprehend why anyone would not automatically give her praise and validation since her parents, mostly Louise, blew so much smoke up her ass from day one. She hasn't learned a damn thing over the years and it shows. She's getting more thin skinned as the years tick by.
File: 1698714265615.jpg (101.46 KB, 720x605, H.jpg)
File: 1698714573126.jpg (229.17 KB, 1080x884, 20231030_211112.jpg)
"Remember to touch grass" kek, that's rich coming from the queen of being chronically online
File: 1698714819564.jpg (327.2 KB, 1080x867, 20231030_211341.jpg)
I get that this shit probably gives you a god complex Jill, but this is not a healthy relationship to encourage your audience to have with you
>>311224>afraid of sleeping
Since when? She is now afraid of the dark, and sleeping as of this week.
Also all the people she interacts with are just as insufferable as her, how the hell does someone describe drinking a hot chocolate in such a creepy way and also act like it's unusual; "rubbing my little feet together" "honk shoo my heart out" they really make everything sound so repulsive in their bid to be quirky>>311225
She literally never logs off for ten minutes, even watches 7 hour streams >>311216
I swear her compulsive lying is getting worse by the day.
File: 1698716485985.png (96.46 KB, 1188x378, twoface.png)
Scrolling through this person's twitter is so creepy lol They are absolutely obsessed with Jill
File: 1698719796758.jpeg (88.73 KB, 640x1136, 7105B0AE-C65C-47F1-BC2D-9BA3D5…)
This is just a sad woman who is too fat.
File: 1698723021593.jpg (46.87 KB, 720x297, Y.jpg)
We really need to start compiling a list of all the things she claims to be triggered
by. Off the top of my head I thin she is scared of sleeping, the dark, thunderstorms, phone calls, emails, going outside and her neighbours.
Yet somehow while she was at school she was able to do Youtube & have part time jobs, travel and do public appearances all the time - but now she's scared of her own shadow?
When you phrase it like that it totally sounds like something she could use to bolster her DID claims.
"I am not pretending or deluding myself, it was a different alter!"
Her DID really does just seem to be a coping mechanism for her because he changed and got worse and can't comprehend why.
Do you have caps of that?>>311233
What is social contagion>>311268>going outside and her neighbours
On the other hand, she was also upset that random strangers on the street weren’t smiling at her or saying hello when she went out on that one bicycle ride.
File: 1698778749402.jpg (341.56 KB, 720x2416, AD.jpg)
Late, but I hate how she has to do a quirky pose. Looks stupid and out of place.>>311229
Cherry has been around. She has said that Jill is a special interest of hers. She has mentioned that she just recently got an autism diagnosis. >>311268
Some off the top of my head: nervous about meeting new people, and gets mad if people assume it's Jill they are talking to instead of asking who they are talking to. This whole shtick is an attempt to explain why she hasn't "made it" and that it isn't her fault because you see she has so much against her.
File: 1698788017470.jpg (215.02 KB, 720x1886, 6T.jpg)
File: 1698790543687.jpg (162.81 KB, 720x1105, Ohmygod.jpg)
File: 1698790890016.jpg (128.04 KB, 720x824, WTT.jpg)
File: 1698798999966.jpeg (601.88 KB, 1170x1159, IMG_6259.jpeg)
Jillian, certified electrician.
I don’t buy it, I think it’s just more LARPing. She does her research to mimic actual victims
. Trauma survivors often have a fear of the dark and a fear of being home alone, usually due to either the idea of being alone because they were traumatized alone or have catastrophic thinking
translation: Some parents took their baby trick or treating for free snacks (I only learned people do this like an hour ago, the gall) and said baby put treats back in the bowl due to being a baby.
She misgendered the baby and nearly said Happy Birthday when they left because her brain is fried from weed. Stevie used to be on trick or treating duty but left her to do it on his own today for some reason.
a retardedly entitled question deserves a dumbass writing a novel about themselves. >>311305>>311309>>311311
she really has to rely on a man to handle basic social interactions because shes soooo ficking stoned all the time
File: 1698851404951.jpg (302.24 KB, 720x2510, Obnoxious.jpg)
File: 1698871393625.jpeg (76.49 KB, 1125x318, IMG_2353.jpeg)
Her 6teen cosplay makes her look like those grandmas with a pixie cut. >>311359
That’s just an average chronically online zoomer for you.
File: 1698906541478.jpeg (631.34 KB, 1125x1489, IMG_5353.jpeg)
That stood out to me too, especially since (from what I can tell) the character is always wearing a crew neck top and never shows cleavage. Did she really not have a single normal pink t-shirt? Veronica strikes again!
File: 1698943461110.jpg (126.87 KB, 720x814, O.jpg)
Added the OP tweet so it made sense.
File: 1698943541043.jpg (235.16 KB, 720x1586, T.jpg)
File: 1698943804710.jpg (118.28 KB, 720x810, S.jpg)
"DID is when you have thoughts"
These people are delusional
File: 1698961808782.jpg (197.55 KB, 720x1007, Scr.jpg)
watch her claim that she does herself experience the super rare special blackouts
, but for everyone else dw you're still valid
DID uwu if you don't get those
File: 1698966859509.jpg (212.64 KB, 720x1666, Screenshot_160954.jpg)
Found the tweet which is located in thread 50. Here is some examples in her diagnostic video as well as the one you described. I don't see her out right saying black out. Looks to me like she dances around the word.
For once she is right, obviously you shouldn't be fighting often but working together to communicate and overcome issues is a basic ingredient of a relationship, on the other side you have all the people who can't express themselves or resolve issues and ghost and do hookups.
But I do notice an emphasis on things being resolved in her
direction versus the other person's, of course because she is a bully
The jerrick tweets really read like the exact same bullshit transwomen write about their "female experiences" of imaginary period moodswings or overwhelming urges to spin in a frilly dress, so dumb and farcical, the idea that you just switch to a toddler without warning but also are in control enough to shop for and buy and assortment of treats.
She probably realised she'd lose her license if she kept this shit up so stopped mentioning it.
She talks as if she's barely conscious and can't string two words together and then films hours of videos talking about herself. I think she has had no experience meeting or seeing actually severely mentally ill people, which happens if you live in a city and or do customer service because she should know what she "experiences" is nothing like what actually happens to someone when they've truly lost it. Claiming to be losing days and not knowing her name and shit, just utter lies. If you actually felt like that your life would be a living hell and you wouldn't be holding down your youtube, twitter and tiktok brand accounts and sponsorships etc. If stevie suddenly left you'd see all this learned helplessness vanish and she's be bossbabing it up within days.
File: 1698977252137.mp4 (11.95 MB, 1088x1920, 85954188.mp4)
So I searched through the threads and found a nonnie
a tiktok pointing out Jill saying "it's a pandemic and I pay rent now". I trimmed it to that part and slapped the screenshot of the date it was posted at the end. Not definite proof but interesting.
one thing we can be certain of now: she must not have much money left after paying rent, and some nonnas have pointed out earlier than her rent shouldn't be too high in her area too.
there's no way she's not buying precure because of the sustainability bullshit, since it's her 'special interest' and all that.
File: 1699024830418.jpg (296.31 KB, 720x2354, 1919.jpg)
the way she's just like >pink + pink = fit
drives me mad. Why not try something like, complementary colors? Why not wear a blue sweater and blue shoes (the same
shade, Jill) with a pink dress and a necklace that features both colors? Why does everything have to be the same goddamn color? The sweater she chose looks like vomit. >>311475
I agree, it actually suits her
It's honestly sad and ridiculous how much she wants to mimic trauma victims
. If she was that scared why did she post those tweets? She always does this kind of shit
File: 1699033308679.png (818.44 KB, 942x333, Capture.PNG)
Just a reminder of how that jacked used to look, mind you she got it thrifted so it shows how gross her house and herself are.
File: 1699055063545.jpg (75.03 KB, 720x493, 231103.jpg)
File: 1699055135923.jpg (258.34 KB, 720x2181, 64039.jpg)
Because she stoned out of her gourd 24/7 and is lazy as fuck
I am surprised she’s not on the adhd trend given a lot of her self induced weed side effects imitate adhd symptoms.
(I say this as someone with adhd who struggles with getting dressed and putting outfits together.)
I would also say for her being in alt fashion with only a handful of things that still fit her making a cute outfit must be a struggle. She’s probably too fat for like 80% of her wardrobe and just can’t accept it. If she were to cry to mama vessey about it I bet she would give her the cash to get a new body positive wardrobe of stuff that actually fit her but that would involve coming to terms with being a fatass.
Don't be silly nonnie
, us normies just can't comprehend how difficult things are in Jill's "dissociate-y" brain. We can't expect her to simply get up in the morning, look in her closet, and put an outfit together. Since she's the most mentally ill person ever, even something as simple as going to the bathroom or getting dressed in the morning requires careful planning. Also, she's stoned out of her mind all day, every day.
>>311518>Let us have fun
So DID is fun and games now?>>311517
Ok this actually looks nice, but the jacket needs to go into the trash.
My thing is like… why doesn't she just throw it out? Or buy something that looks similar? Surely she can't be rocking that sweater out in public, it looks like she washes it in her dirty bong water with how brown it is and I KNOW the Fredericton water is NOT that hard. Like what is the point of keeping a ratty thrifted sweater like that? I know it's a nitpick but god damn look at the way it looks greasy in the light it looks like a rat's fur after its bath.>>311516
That's my thought too, like if YT only caters towards Shorts and all you're a YTber… it makes sense to start making Shorts then… They're arguably the easiest to make as well since they're shorter and require less work.
To me it seems like she is trying to be her old self again, probably because it's hitting her financially to keep the mentally ill clown aesthetic and content, the fans have been dropping like flies and there are a lot of former fans commenting that they miss her old content or that they dislike her now>>311518
Magical thinking now added to the extensive and nonsensical list of symptoms I guess
File: 1699068319118.png (639.63 KB, 709x898, tweet.png)
A photo translation of her second tweet.>>311539
If it wasn't obvious I made it obvious for you & all the other sperg-chans.
File: 1699078147059.png (1.19 MB, 750x1334, 1692976844122.png)
She claims shein copied the collab dress. Original post >>306219
Small-time wannabe influencers are always quick on claiming someone is copying them when they're using generic molds and fabrics they got from China with equally generic silhouettes and patters. I have to admit the idea is very similar, but both dresses are so generic in color and shape and Sheins is different enough to just as well be coincidence. If I'm gonna give her benefit of the doubt I could perhaps say that someone related to Shein or whatever factory they order their stuff from could have seen her picture in passing and gotten some inspiration from it.
Though, if you look at both pictures for a little bit I could totally see how it feels like a copy if you had been the creator, a friend or a fan.
Right, we saw what Jill’s and the other graduates’ final collections looked like. The school has no standards for admission and no standards for graduation. I’m sure that someone who really works at it can learn some valuable skills and become successful after attending this (or any) school, but since there are no standards the diploma doesn’t mean anything.>>311522
But are you a professional fashion designer? I don’t think so! You probably combine pieces of clothing that look nice together and make sense for your local weather conditions like some pleb, not like a tru professional like Jill.
Yeah, often without a diploma you just don't get the same chances as people who have one, even if you have the same skills.
So someone who is sufficiently self taught to work professionally, might just want an official "stamp of approval" so to speak.
And a quick and easy program like this would be the better choice then, compared a longer and more hardcore program at a more expensive place.
But as someone said, Jill could've gone to a better school and she certainly would've needed the education.
I remember her being all excited in a vlog that she now knows to use a special ruler for perfect 90° angles.
Nothing wrong with learning that there, but it shows how little technical knowledge she had when she went into this.
She really just couldn't let go of her environment and ego.
It's a shame because I think at least at the time, there was a chance she would've grown in an environment that'd challenged her more, even if that environment had just been her moving out on her own sooner, maybe moving in with a friend and just doing YT for a bit.
Currently though I think any challenge would just break her even more.
I am usually very much for taking things slowly and gently, but I do wonder if the extra time she spent at home after school (1 or 2 years I think?) just made things worse because it fed more into her dependence?
Maybe she wouldn't have crashed as badly if she had taken the plunge earlier.
Watching her videos in 2017/2018 helped me while dealing with some stuff and seeing everything she was and had fall apart over the last 3 years just sucks.
I know this was discussed after the original post was made but I still can't get over how DISSIMILAR they are, and how revealing the post Jill made about this is.
The differences:>square neckline vs. sweetheart-ish neckline>empire waist vs. belted at natural waist>ruched 3/4 sleeves vs. sleeveless>dusty rose large-check gingham vs. baby pink solid fabric
accents that Jill's has that are not on the Shein dress: >blue and yellow tie straps>lace trim on the neckline>blue and yellow belt loops>matching baby pink circle belt
accents that the Shein dress has that Jill's doesn't have:>the entire SLEEVES! with elastic ruching at the shoulder and the little flared sleeve opening at the elbow>darting in the bosom to make it fit better (looks like Jill might have tried to do this but it's way too low and wide)>the large-check gingham pattern all over the dress that Jill's doesn't have
And now for the similarities:>blue gingham pockets with daisies on them>pink knee length dress
The way Jill says "I knew this was inevitable," as if her designs are so groundbreaking and novel that fast fashion companies are just lining up to see what she puts out so they can rip it off, the delusion.
Both gingham and the five-petal daisy design are trademarks of the 1960s designer Mary Quant, so if you ask me Jill stole it from her first.
File: 1699132838512.jpg (212.11 KB, 720x1746, 3.jpg)
File: 1699132917001.jpg (197.08 KB, 720x1278, Jsuj.jpg)
True. If anything, a fashion stylist seems more like her natural lane, but then again, for how long she's been a fashion influencer, she is really, really bad at styling herself.
But even if she had learned that skill, I feel like she would be too egocentric and caught up in her own style and preferences to style anyone else appropriately.
She'd just choose what she would want to wear.
Heck, she's probably doing that on herself too. Just choosing what she wishes would look stylish on her and deluding herself into thinking it looks good irl just because it looks good in her imagination.
I always felt like Jill wished she could skip the grind of the fashion design industry and just go right to being the big boss who doodles dresses that her underlings put together for her while she gets to take all the credit on the runway
(I know this isn't realistic, but it's what you see in movies, and I 100% believe Jill actually thinks thats how the industry works)
>>311613>"Didn't you say bangs cause your 'tism to flare up?"
"Yes, but these bangs are different because I said so, so kindly shut the fuck up 13 heart emoji's
He featured her in a video some years ago, maybe she's hoping he'll notice her again? Or at least doesn't wanna ruin her chances in the future.
I am personally unaware of any drama he's had/is having, but I think someone as chronically online as her wouldn't miss that stuff?
Just when i thought Steve couldn't get any more terrifying.>>311062
She needs to shave that fried shit off and go back to a natural hair color.>>311546
These two dresses are extremely different, Jilly. Shein didn't copy her.
She will never see anyone that doesn’t validate her larp. Like other Canada anons have said she could get that autism test done for free but have to be put on a waitlist and would most likely get stamped neurotypical so she’ll avoid it at all costs. I’m guessing whoever she shopped for that costs 3k-4K will probably give her what she wants but internet mental health culture validates self diagnosis so she’ll probably lean into that until whatever house of cards she has built from that larp crumbles.
Besides past confirmation of her parents still helping her financially her leaning into the DID/autism larp plus saying she’s outright disabled kind of makes it seem like she still gets some kind of financial help from her parents. Her diving into the larp doesn’t help her YouTube and patreon revenue so why does she continue to get worse and worse if she’s not getting anything out of it besides attention? I guess it justifies her forcing Steven to do clean up all the cat piss but it also just comes off as “uwu mommy and daddy I need handouts cause I’m so sicky”.
Like a week ago she was trying to hunt down some shitty overpriced precure plastic compact to purchase so I wouldn’t say she’s on an extremely tight budget. She likes to larp as a poor starving artist and that’s been her schtick since she lived with her parents. It was an old thread where she called herself a starving artist while living with her parents too so anytime Jillian says money is tight it needs to be taken with a grain of salt
So glad Jill is here to talk about mental health diagnostics since she must know so much more than professionals.
I don't know if she's being willfully ignorant or is so isolated that her ego really has her believing that she knows everything.
This is so dumb and harmful of Jill to perpetuate. There is a HUGE difference between spiritual/religious belief and magical thinking, so insisting that they're acktshually the same is going to prevent people who need help from getting it. It's the difference between someone coping with their fear of flying by saying a quiet prayer before the plane takes off and someone who tears out all of their eyelashes wishing for a promotion at work.
It's so duplicitous of her to be OBSESSED with mental health while constantly shitting on psychology/medicine as a field as if she's so much smarter than doctors. Does she really think that every religious person who goes to the doctor gets "magical thinking" put in their chart?
File: 1699215892053.jpg (118.06 KB, 720x780, 105.jpg)
everything about this but especially her roots.
she's such a slob
There is nothing kawaii about this thumbnail wtf
Inb4 Jill's pill addiction
Honestly it's just because she wants to defend herself and her totes real (and not magical thinking) DID.
Watch her mention witchcraft again soon. Even though she hasn't mentioned it for months.
File: 1699246998895.jpg (65.82 KB, 720x530, Screenshot_202.jpg)
Gives off try hard edgy vibes. I hate how she thinks meds alone will magically fix her. She's allergic to working hard. >>311729
One trick pony besides general laziness.>>311727
Agreed. Jill wants the ultimate shield and it shows. It's disgusting how she views all of this. It's all just shiny toys for her to use when it suits her needs.
This video is sad. Honestly, it's sad to hear someone talk like this. 25 and already totally committed to excusing her way out of life.
Like I know how this is gonna sound but: would it kill her to try getting into a fitness routine, going to the gym and learning to run or take part in fitness classes, eat a healthy and nutritious diet, cut down on weed? Why not those things? Why drugs? I don't fucking get it, I really don't. This is one of the more depressing videos to me.
File: 1699293071938.jpg (117.45 KB, 720x775, K.jpg)
File: 1699293168381.jpg (43.12 KB, 720x263, DBS.jpg)
And way to completely not understand / purposefully misrepresent "the assignment."
Get a fucking job challenge. Do that challenge.
The way she wore that ratty jacket the immediate video after it was brought up in this thread, the way she says in the video "I will go insane if another person claims I'm taking a disorder" (hinting at this board, again), the way shes been tweeting shit like this more and more often. She is lurking HARD, and she's signaling it.
Hey, if the "me me me mental health" content isn't getting enough numbers, at least she can pretend like it is by glazing through this board and commenting about it on her twitter alt, right?
File: 1699304653813.jpg (418.59 KB, 720x2530, 40315.jpg)
File: 1699379958335.jpg (172.92 KB, 720x1520, Pica.jpg)
File: 1699380074990.jpg (251.9 KB, 720x1940, Stfuyddb.jpg)
File: 1699380228812.jpg (108.51 KB, 720x784, Ys.jpg)
I just find it fascinating how she has to insert herself in everything.
File: 1699380472444.jpg (200.61 KB, 720x1196, Sure.jpg)
File: 1699380560002.jpg (164 KB, 720x978, Stop.jpg)
File: 1699384395864.jpg (350.37 KB, 1080x2022, Screenshot_20231107_190953_X.j…)
She's posting again about getting married, and again about gold bridal jewelry. I don't get her thing about gold jewelry since she looks very pinky-cool toned to me. Wouldn't silver be the normal choice for someone with her complexion?
File: 1699384460196.jpg (456.22 KB, 1079x1282, Screenshot_20231107_190947_X.j…)
More marriage posting, she's not very subtle is she
File: 1699388899584.jpg (257.54 KB, 720x1527, Wkc.jpg)
She's on a wedding sperg. Wonder what caused it?
Cannot match pinks for shit lmao.
Seeing photos like this might hurt her psychologically since she’ll never be that size again.
File: 1699390449546.png (1.21 MB, 1746x879, how the hell.png)
saging for no milk, but how the FUCK does this double-chinned ass technicolored-pig manage to pull a skinny twink emo boy like him?
Isn't this the opposite to autistic people?>>311836>I need an alter without afrid
…but how would that even work. Sounds stupid to begin with.
File: 1699396448841.png (623.82 KB, 763x612, fujocouple.png)
It's this fujos-larping-as-gay-men couple. They don't seem to be friends with Jill but they are friends with Sof and her partner Oliver.
autists can use sarcasm. doesnt matter in regards to jill because completely normal other than being a stoner. >>311834
twitter is where people go with friends and pretend theyre having a conversation with others when its really an excuse to talk about yourself. >>311861
sounds like a personal problem if you took their comment literally. its just jarring how she got fatter over the years. i guess work keeps him busy and active with a routine….and chores that jill doesnt want to do.
Lots of guys like him like chubby alt girls, it's a very common combination imo>>311868
Some autists like to be in a small group of three or four people because they can just not talk and still be social. Not saying Jill is like that, we have seen how she is around big groups, her birthday vlog for example.
File: 1699402456237.png (107.97 KB, 189x306, notstraight.png)
This is not the body language of a man into any kind of girls.
My guess based on absolutely nothing is that Stevie likely grew up with a manic, spastic mother and was her caretaker. He just seems to withstand Jill's craziness like it's nothing. He should consider a career in care-taking because it seems to come incredibly naturally to him (in a good way).
But I'm sorry - he just isn't a cis-gendered hetereosexual man. I am sorry that he likely hasn't had the space in his life to truly explore and access that part of himself, but it's just obvious. There's a reason why Jillian would be thinking "my partner doesn't really love me." I'm sure he does love her, but in what way?
File: 1699404814871.png (569.14 KB, 1115x551, 0001.png)
Everyone needs to go back to this video and watch this scene and tell me if all isn't revealed there.
pls I don't want to know this jill. This also is kinda fueling anon theories they don't fuck that often because how are you remembering specific details from "the last time" if you are fucking frequently? Anything you do frequently just goes into the memory jumble or simply doesn't get remembered at all, "dissociatey" "time jump" jill out here remembering asking for brita filtered water specifically
I mean she also just makes up a story of how she also did <whatever the person she's replying to did> so this could be adib and there is no brita filter
This is very cringey when your repulsive gay moid (btw I am lgbt, the repulsive and gay are unconnected statuses kek) hasn't gone anywhere near proposing to you. How are you planning your wedding.
offtopic but dreronayne and her very obviously gay mexican moid got engaged on halloween, I think her and Jill have interacted before, so she probably saw that, they did a nice photoshoot on a pirate ship
File: 1699431597768.jpeg (586.02 KB, 1125x1117, IMG_5423.jpeg)
Gangly skinny guy + obese quirky girl is like THE standard alt couple, at least where I live. Maybe they’re becoming less common now that most of the men are fat too but for as long as I can remember it was practically the norm.>>311911
What’s weird to me is that he’s so cold and distant to her in public while in private he massively enables and babies her. He doesn’t just run errands for her but IIRC even tucks her into bed and shit. Granted most of this we heard from Jill so it’s possible she’s lying, but she has shown texts between the two of them where he infantilises her and reminds her to put on her autism lanyard before the scawy powice arrive, for example. He also invited Sof to come age regress at their house unprompted. If he’s truly sick of Jill & co.’s shit and wants to date other men instead he has a strange way of showing it.
IMO he’s not fully homosexual and likes girls who do age regression/IRL loli shit (like his ex) but he’s sick of Jill and her narc bullshit specifically, which is understandable. I think that if he leaves Jill for someone else, it’s more likely to be another uwu sexy baby weeb girl than a man. Maybe a fakeboi. He really strikes me as a “straight with extra steps” relationship kind of guy.
"I want this cardigan back"
Jill you know damn well your arms would tear that thing in half
File: 1699445297987.jpeg (228.68 KB, 828x1624, IMG_6561.jpeg)
Late asf for this but this bitch can’t ever be original, her gyaru makeup is just copied from this girl but godforbid anyone else creates pockets that look like flowers
Wow, as much as I don't care or even like gyaru makeup, this looks very cute. for a second I thought it was a picture of Jillian and I thought "wow she improved overnight" kekkk>>311944
I see, so maybe that's why Jillian is so desperate to show Steven that she wants to get married. It's so sad.
File: 1699476151921.jpg (116.07 KB, 720x755, Jjj.jpg)
File: 1699476256160.jpg (190.64 KB, 720x1079, K.jpg)
Intro: Standard fare and talking to cat, complaining about the cat hair everywhere and her mobile freaking out when trying to film in horizontal.
02:50: Gave herself bangs (wolf-face framing and all they do is cast dark shadows on her face) and Stevie mentions that Cliff was going to give her a talking too "He's bald. He's bald and he supports me" Maybe Cliff was Jills perfect boyfriend all along
04:14: only on her third coffee of the day at noon
05:08: Youtube changing somethings about live streaming "…because it looks different. I don't like when things are different that makes me angry"
07:01: Already started Christmas shopping and she's very, very, very excited about it. Wants to do a gift wrapping video but says she's always busy creating the gifts and wants to do bead jewelry.
09:41: Secret santa in her friend group.
Discussion on what she's received previously (jellycats) and ordering items for her friends (so much for the secret part of secret santa)
Extended discussion on what she's getting everyone (and too be honest it all just sounds like cheap crap whilst she's expecting the moon & the stars)
17:20- On her third coffee and states that her body has been like disregulated and like fight or flighty which means her digestive system is has just been like (does the black woman "oh no she better don't" face and finger wiggle)
18:44- has an emotional support water bottle.
19:43 "It's technically for kids and it has a goddamn sippy cup" It's just a normal kids water bottle with a folding straw so I don't know why she called it a sippy cup other than to infantilize herself.
Talking about gifts for her dad & stevie. Brother update: he has a cat and is single and she talks about him for a while too.
Talking about travel as someone in chat mentioned a trip to New York and Jill just started ranting about all the places she's been with her mom
Talking about florida man and areas she'd like to travel in america
32:32- SHE'S GOING TO REVISIT LOLITA. I can't wait to see how she's going to retcon her previous online self and wanted to make sure the dress fit.
I forgot to add that everyone in the chat told her not to have 3 cups of coffee on a empty stomach and that she go and eat something (she doesn't)
32:32 - onwards is all lolita. I don't know much as so if anyone can comment on what she's talking about with her co-ord would be awesome (still has stuff from body line and dream-v) Talks about her experience with the online communities
38:58 BPD talk about fashion
44:35 Starts feeling "soupy" so I guess that's the max of Jills attention span and ability to reflect on her previous behaviour in real time.
Cliff is in the house to suppor her.
Stevie made her watch Friday Nights at Freddys stuff even though she doesn't like scary stuff
54:28: drag queen talk about womanhood as someone mentioned trixie & katya
56:32 Back to bluey kid show toys
57:17: Closet cleaning out but keeps putting it off as there's so much other important stuff to get done.
1:02:57: Talking about holiday food and chatting with paterons.
No mention of her clothing line or online bead jewelry for people to buy which was meant to be coming out before Christmas.
No doing vlogmas even though her paterons suggested it and it would get her massive view numbers.
Her behavious is like when a drug addict knows they have a score on the way so they get super productive before they get that sweet, sweet hit.
File: 1699491483275.png (1.75 MB, 1014x1456, Screenshot 2023-11-08 at 7.48.…)
holy shit nonas. her coord is horrible, unsurprisingly. I'm not surprised its a barely passable taobao brand dress she's borrowing from someone else since there's no way in hell she's fitting into most big name brand dresses nowadays. Everything about this image is making me crack up. The FILTHY mint bag (only brand item, points for trying) + the not at all matching mint socks, the shitty white Bodyline blouse, AND she says she's going to be wearing those ugly ass heart heel mules that definitely don't match the pink in her dress and definitely are not good for lolita….not even that natural color wig can save her. She was always ita and always physically incapable of matching colors, but this is just a shitty half-baked beginners coord, the kind of thing a fifteen year old would cobble together to go to her first meetup. For a ~jfashion influencer~ this is absolutely shit tier (as usual, thx jill). i cannot wait to see the trainwreck this video is going to be.
File: 1699491886150.jpeg (8.28 KB, 202x249, images.jpeg)
>>Brother update: he has a cat and is single and she talks about him for a while too.
File: 1699492008421.png (11.37 KB, 652x103, desc.png)
god she is so fucking lazy
The purse is meant to be MINT? That's disgusting>>312006
I wonder if he thinks she's pathetic in his head or if he's truly drunk the koolaid and believes she would be this all powerful woman if her ~uwu disability~ wasn't stopping her
Yeah that purse needs to be thrown into the trash, burando or not. It looks so disgusting, it's not even mint anymore, would it kill for her to at least try and get some of the dirt removed from ANY of her items?
Supposedly she was romantically interested in Maggie first (lmao sure Jill) but then fell for Steve. Then Veronica came out, stripped down to her underwear and started making moves on Steve because she “knows how to get what she wants”. Her own words.
I miss Veronica. We need more Veronica. Pls Jill, I’m begging you.
File: 1699551502716.jpeg (1008.89 KB, 1170x1999, IMG_6510.jpeg)
Her cat alter is still alive and well folks
File: 1699565925267.png (51.95 KB, 453x419, therapy.png)
But let's be clear: Jill wouldn't know about any of that because she doesn't go to therapy.
Wasn’t she at one point claiming that the DID “diagnosis” was a huge surprise and not something she was expecting at all? How is it surprising if you’ve been suspecting a dissociative disorder all along?
I think she may have been angling for a more ‘mild’ osdd diagnosis to begin with and build upon to get to DID eventually, but once she got a doctor’s note that said DID on it (nothing resembling a diagnosis, mind, just a paragraph that says “patient reports these symptoms”) she decided to run with it.
yep, that is exactly what she's said, both of those. did and osdd are more or less the same thing, she said she suspected osdd in her diagnosis video (i think, might have been a different video), and in the same video says she was shocked to be told she has did because she thought it could be "just" schizophrenia or something, and that she was glad it was horrible traumatic and highly inconvenient disorder instead of medically treatable schizophrenia (also she was on anti-psychotics so it's bullshit anyways). she's so full of shit and can't keep up with her own lies and explainations. she said she was shocked to seem "totally legit guise, i could never self diagnose because i was so shocked" while also admitting to playing with the thought of having an almost identical disorder, conveniently after having watched a lot of did content on youtube, which she also has admitted to. she even talked shit about trisha paytas for faking did, which imo was an obvious troll/parody of the online representation of did, while jill herself portrays an even more unrealistic image and "switches" in the same way. at least trisha was genuinely not well mentally at some point, but jill can't fathom that people who genuinely struggle don't act cute and composed.
File: 1699605311512.jpeg (230.5 KB, 500x600, apdreamheart.jpeg)
what the hell did she do to that bag to make it this filthy
the DSM 5 is a manual, not a test.
the actual test for evaluation has metrics that can filter out fakers with pretty high accuracy.
there's no way she's really been evaluated, unless her doctors know she's faking it and haven't told her yet. munchies patients generally aren't told when the doctors know they're faking, because they'll just leave treatment and shop for a new one.(redditspacing, medfagging)
Ah yes, the lady who’s TRAINED to KNOW when people are LYING!!1
Yet the part of the paper she showed was literally just a description of Jill’s own reported “symptoms”. Patient reports hearing voices, having five distinct personalities, etc. There was nothing about anyone else’s observations or opinions. For all we know the next paragraph was like>Patient is full of shit. I can tell because of my professional lie detection training and also she’s just a bad liar. Now that’ll be $1000, thanks.
I’m sorry I keep banging on about this but the sheer audacity of this lie just blows my mind.
File: 1699647525985.jpg (63.6 KB, 902x559, Screenshot_20231110_125011.jpg)
There was an observation of her "fluidly moving amongst these personalities during her clinical interview, changing the pitch/tone of her voice as well as her body language". She showed this to try and strong arm that these clinicians totally saw her real DID switches and confirmed it. Not the case. You got to be careful how you write about malingers and since she put on a show, they wrote it down. But regardless this was not the confirmation Jill pretends it is. As for the lady, she had another person with her because she did not have the qualifications yet to do it solo. Nothing wrong with this as this is common with students in training. I don't know about her extent in criminology training is as I remember she just had a certificate but I think Jill just played that up to make it sound more serious. Not bashing the woman because she had the drive to actually get herself licensed unlike lazy ass Jill who doesn't have the passion for what she supposedly """loves""". But yes you are right Jill conveniently blurred the more crucial details as she probably could not at all spin these details in her favor. Classic munchie trick. Kek. I would love to see Jill try to get an autism diagnosis. It would be extremely interesting what she would use as evidence in her self-report part and if she'd bother to include the clinicians thoughts/observations in the flex.
>>312076>munchies patients generally aren't told when the doctors know they're faking, because they'll just leave treatment and shop for a new one.
I think her angel baby therapist knew she was faking, hence changing location and changing his name online to cut all ties. So this checks out.
She's pretty obvious about it like anyone who has followed her for more than a day can see nothing is consistent and nothing adds up.
File: 1699651811372.jpg (198.72 KB, 720x2082, Bangs2.jpg)
sage for blog, but when i got tested for things, i also had a paper saying "the patient meets criteria for the following diagnosis:", and it included things i was not diagnosed with, but had one or more symptoms of. you can meet criteria for a diagnosis without having said diagnosis. if enough criteria is met, and you can come with good examples to explain how it affects you, it typically concludes with something like "the patient meets the abovementioned criteria, and therefore fits [diagnosis]", which is what she should've shown. i get it's not done the same way everywhere, but i find it strange that some sort of summary that explicitly states did is assumed/suspected isn't what she chose to show.(blog, medfagging)
I think it should also be mentioned again how quickly she received her "diagnosis"
Iirc she got the diagnosis in several months, which isn't typical for most severe disorders, especially not DID. She also says she won't get an autism diagnosis cause it's "too expensive" but that DID one would've been just as expensive if not worse, and her finances were better back then, yes, but not enough for that diagnosis to be done properly
it seems like she does everything to make herself look 40 by juxtaposing a really young immature style and expression with her matronly body and face, she looks ridiculous in this picture.
i agree with you guys though, those bangs are an improvement
It was the MID test, which is available online (ie Jill could practice), and it was administered to her by angel therapist, who is in no way qualified to do so. Access to the analytics tools to interpret the MID results are locked behind sending your credentials to the author of the test, but it allows in-training students to request them so who knows if ol' Jeb bothered with it. She failed the test outright anyway, as it begins with "How often have you experienced these symptoms while not under the influence of drugs or alcohol
". Afterwards, she went to a place where you can pay to get a paper that says you have X thing, which normal people use to get accommodations at their place of employment. The shrink there was just a psychology resident, who had a traineeship of 9 months in something that included forensics 10 years ago, but no related experience whatsoever.
He was also genderspecial, a drag queen and apparently into witchcraft. Red flags galore. Plus his bio says he specialised in trauma even though he was a complete newbie with practically no experience. Maybe that’s normal in the mental health world, I don’t know, but it feels very wrong to me. I don’t think vulnerable traumatised people should be going to some woo-woo newbie counsellor. I mean, Jill has zero trauma and a super supportive family and look what happened with her.>>312123
The most interesting thing to me, though, is that she said Steve introduced her to him. Did they meet in real life or did he find him online? If the latter, what was he searching for? Most of Jill’s supposedly mind shattering trauma only “unlocked” after she started seeing Jed so why would Steve be shopping for an inexperienced counselor with special interests in trauma and dissociation, on behalf of his girlfriend who he knows
only started “experiencing DID symptoms” after bingeing DID influencer content for a year? I think Steve holds more responsibility for this shit than we give him credit for.>>312122
Anyone who mentally regresses into a six-year-old when they hear ducks quacking or see a crayon should be in an inpatient facility for their own safety and that of others.
of course not nona, because according to >>311613
its only Fake Bangs that bother her, not the sensation of literally anything constantly touching her forehead throughout the day. gosh, get your lore right.
extremely telling. if anything she should be in treatment/rehab for her alcoholism and weed addiction. with no phone or access to internet>>312099>you can meet criteria for a diagnosis without having said diagnosis
it reminds of how you can have symptoms for the common cold, the flu, rsv or covid but additional tests are needed to ascertain which one. jill dipped out early because she got what she needed for her online persona and really only need a fancy paper to convince dumb little girls. >>312076
i guess that makes sense, especially to avoid a shit storm. not to mention i don't really hear it much in the news either. >>312108
wait what nasal spray?
I have a hard time believing the stuff Jill says he said
At the same time, if this was his first trial run as a therapist and he was later confronted by peers that pointed out all his mistakes with Jill's care (and they see how it came and bit angel therapist in the ass) then it makes sense he left the therapy field after realizing he's not cut out for it
File: 1699720271214.jpeg (578.7 KB, 828x1339, IMG_4190.jpeg)
I wonder if her past self would be disgusted
File: 1699720325125.jpeg (718.57 KB, 828x1395, IMG_4191.jpeg)
Also I love her need to remind everybody she was an ex Ana-Chan when she looked way better.
What’s the point of trigger warning
her Twitter followers when the picture is on full display. Quite a performance just to share some pictures you obviously still like Jill
>>312141>Trigger warning>It's a person with a healthy BMI
She should trigger warning
her normal photos since overeating is also an eating disorder
File: 1699725287182.jpeg (504.49 KB, 828x1382, IMG_4193.jpeg)
File: 1699726535897.jpg (159.28 KB, 1251x773, angeluwu.JPG)
he's still practicing though and seems to be proud of his extensive experience with BPD, PTSD and DID (aka just munchie jill). he just moved to another province. sage bc not directly about jill and i removed the details even though they are public, but imo people sseeking actual help deserve to know that jedediah wilson of alberta, canada
is an incompetent quack who should not be practicing
The EMDR brag along makes me wanna gag
What an unethical prick
File: 1699729313019.jpg (273.11 KB, 720x2761, J.jpg)
Nta but here's what he is offering, taken from his website. >>312155
If he sounds this annoying online, imagine how he sounds in person along with his body language.
File: 1699730360676.jpg (105.41 KB, 360x1122, JMW.jpg)
His introduction. >>312151>Recovery oriented
Well I laughed out loud at that. Sorry, I only glanced the first time at it and actually read it now. His pontificating makes my eyes glaze over.
But agreed, he shouldn't be practicing.
File: 1699730846195.jpg (192.07 KB, 720x1637, JW.jpg)
>>312158>I don't get to see what happens next
I do wonder if he keeps a tab on Jill.
>>312156>ages 6+, teens, adults
If a psychologist claims to be able to work with any age group and anyone for almost everything, then that means they're not good
at anything at all
File: 1699735651367.jpg (169.82 KB, 720x1349, K.jpg)
File: 1699735768414.jpg (129.48 KB, 720x789, What.jpg)
File: 1699735911019.jpg (83.29 KB, 720x449, Applause.jpg)
File: 1699736005579.jpg (62.51 KB, 720x416, Shut the fuck up.jpg)
Intriguing nonna, just be careful.>>312156
I would NOT go there for couple's therapy. Wtf.>>312165
Doing more autism research I see. Idk this is very suspicious.>>312166
Earworms are not echolalia. She's doing a disservice to people with real problems.
File: 1699738148130.jpg (58.18 KB, 720x407, 1-142811.jpg)
Mental jillness at it's finest
File: 1699743176169.jpg (203.11 KB, 720x1110, 20231111-155210.jpg)
Next livestream date and time
File: 1699764860467.jpg (26.78 KB, 683x240, Screenshot.jpg)
? She's in her less crispy era. >>312153>She is a pre-teen/teenager in these images and an adult now, comparing her child body to her adult body.
She reminds me of Sarah with her obsession over youth. She needs to let it go and accept aging. >>312149
Rolling my eyes over this. Make it any more obvious these are just general interests, Jillian. Also I know this has been discussed before but why is she using Pixie instead of Jill? I thought that was suppose to be the name of her 'system'? I guess more rewriting history. Also kek at Amber being into Muse, and Cliffe and Jerrick being into fashion. >>312165
You don't stop learning after you graduate from school, Jill. Not that you truly retained anything from your arts and craft college. Hate to know what she's 'learning' and from what 'sources'. >>312172
Wouldn't surprise me if she was researching autism more. Stupid when she could actually use that time to get better at her craft but why do that when she can have a shiny excuse instead of working hard.
File: 1699765216198.jpg (133.53 KB, 720x926, Screenshot_20231.jpg)
>Baseline is anxious ptsd wreck
Your baseline is entitled punchable larper
says the stagnant porkening womanchild who has an excuse for everything. has she ever posted about anything that's not pink plastic ? i have never witnessed any kind of intellectual curiosity from jill and can't imagine her caring about anything especially if it's something foreign to her or difficult. the only people who agree to believe her are terminally online munchies who themselves have lies to sell.
she's just a useless hole of spoiled narc monstrosity and emptiness. no talent, no passion, just easy pleasures and me me me.
Doctor once told me that for some people it can apparently can feel kinda like being a bit high and comfortable.
I think what she is trying to say though is, that in a sweet moment she can dissociate and therefore let go of the bad stuff temporarily.
But it kinda sounds like she might just be mixing up dissociation with just…feeling distracted and comfortable?
(Since she does have BPD I don't just wanna go ahead and assume that she doesn't ever actually dissociate tho.)
she invested too much effort and credibility into the lies to admit to them, and got too comfy being an uwu mentally ill baby who can't be responsible to ever choose to do normal adult things that are hard. sadly i don't see her evolving.>>312181
, it is steeb who'll get accused of being an abuser all over twitter and youtube if he ever tries to leave BPD jilly. why do you think he sticks around now that she's fat annoying and her channel has tanked
Not if he troons out first!
Do it, Steve! You know you want to.
File: 1699812413440.jpg (153.58 KB, 720x1495, Steve.jpg)
Trying to convince people they still love each other I see>>312217
Honestly if he transitions she will want him to stay even more because she can fulfill her totes lesbian queer fantasy
File: 1699821850478.jpeg (Spoiler Image, 129.93 KB, 1600x1066, 2691CF56-C08F-41C5-96EE-6E5117…)
KEK that would be so funny, but this>>312220
Would be even more hilarious if that was really what he’s trying to do.
Jillian is basically the rock of the 127 hours movie, Steeb is the moid and cutting his hand (trooning out) is his only way out, but only if Jillian doesn’t want him anymore.
File: 1699823001518.jpg (161.01 KB, 720x1218, She live.jpg)
File: 1699823553120.jpg (108.19 KB, 720x1196, Screenshot_20231112-205101.jpg)
Jill's doing a livestream rn, it seems like non members can watch it. Nothing too interesting except that she drinks monster every second day and "atoms" by flossing.
File: 1699837299269.mp4 (15.22 MB, 1088x1584, Mlz678945.MP4)
She's supposedly doing a gift wrapping video, loses train of thought, calls it a brain zap, later calls it a metaphorical brain zap, then says why did I dissociate, and lastly calls it thought withdrawal.
for real, every time i watch the news i feel guilty for having it so easy, despite mental illness, while this bitch just keeps on sperging about her "horrible horrible" ptsd.
people are dying jill.
File: 1699839173819.jpg (136.88 KB, 720x959, computer.jpg)
She got asked about doing more gyaru videos, talked about doing videos diving into different jfash styles, would be fun to do another gyaru subculture video because it is so varied and diverse. Picrel upgraded the computer 4 days ago because the old one was so old, and talks how it only had photoshop, final cut, and bridge on it.
What gives me the ick is everything in her house being stained. Everything white is kinda off, pastels look dull and greyed, I used to think it was the lighting but…it isn't a lighting issue, is it? /vomit
That poor lolita bag that was once mint or aqua…I've had nightmares about it since the assault on my eyes.
File: 1699848087374.mp4 (15.2 MB, Car trauma.MP4)
Talks about driving, may see return of the rainbow bangs, her traumatic car accident on the highway, lastly talks about her anxiety and driving.
File: 1699850707286.mp4 (11.54 MB, 1088x1472, Mp43468.MP4)
Talks about damage and trich
File: 1699850984794.jpg (232.57 KB, 720x1859, 2_213458.jpg)
Some other stuff I didn't record, sorry, but Jill needs to see the optometrist.
File: 1699851564177.jpg (132.85 KB, 720x986, 12648.jpg)
Jill physically tenses up when parents yell at kids and the store is hard for her because everything is loud.
File: 1699856803139.jpg (93.05 KB, 720x960, Screenshot_20231113-062343.jpg)
Samefag, but for another example of Jill claiming normal things are disorders. In the live she says she can't sit down and watch large amounts of content, then says it must be PTSD.
File: 1699899970774.jpeg (585.74 KB, 1170x955, IMG_6872.jpeg)
Jill buying new computers but once again can’t donate to black creators lol. Every time someone calls her out for her past racist behavior and to donate to make “reparations” she says she doesn’t have money…unless it’s for computers or merch she wants.
Part of why it’s annoying when people say the only thing wrong with her is BPD. This bitch is absolutely has raging NPD to match, it’s why she’s never made a serious attempt on her life and subsequently has never been to an inpatient psych facility. I don’t want her dumbass to die, but it’d be great if she was forced to do some time inpatient. No smartphone, no Twitter, no weed, no 3+ super sugary coffees daily, no monster energy drinks, no emotional support Stevie except for maybe the 30-60 min of visitation and a couple phone calls.
I bet Jill would cry enough and be angry enough at being “locked up” that they’d booty juice her and send her to seclusion at least once. Honestly wish she’d get sent to one just to shed some light on how awful inpatient psych facilities are for suicide attempt victims
and anyone struggling with suicidal ideation but she’s likely never going to end up in one of these facilities because she’s a narc pretending she is everything but a narc.
>>312309>ShAred (emoji emoji)
like she really thinks she's Jesus for hitting the Retweet button.
I think that was an upgrade not a whole new imac based on the transcript about working on an external hard drive, if it was new her whole 150gb harddrive wouldn't be full already. But point being she is not poor and this is the weakest "allyship" ever like don't even bother replying girl, your retweet isn't worth shit.
File: 1699973496831.jpg (146.89 KB, 720x811, -074852.jpg)
File: 1699973640493.jpg (148.63 KB, 720x998, Nlo.jpg)
Every time she says brain zaps I have the same thought. You can tell she just reads about things instead of experiencing them because of how she talks about her supposed symptoms. She really needs to stop analyzing all her behavior for signs of illness and just live her life, she’d probably start feeling better. Not that she wants to feel better, she wants to be queen victim
and that’s what she’s working hard towards.
This is such a rude reply like well actually I slay in boxers
when the person has expressed discomfort in them. I wish more people would tell her to fuck off with her useless replyguy spam.
What are the odds Jill actually swaps the DID/autism larp for a more solid trans/enby larp to be the main focus? She gets to be the biggest victim
, stay in the LGBTQA2S+ club, and she doesn't have to be a recorded retard on paper or actually do therapy (which could harm her in the future), no one can question her identity and she can "discover" more about her gender at any point by claiming she's nonbinary gender fluid. It's also super trendy to be trans at the moment, and she wouldn't even need to take hrt or surgeries because it's all "valid
" in the trans community. Heck she could literally invent her own genderidentity and make a flag for it herself and it would still be seen as valid
! I'm surprised she hasn't pushed it harder and instead went the autism route.
File: 1699981394504.png (150.35 KB, 388x620, response.png)
This is just otherworldly.
"You focus too much on yourself."
"Oh? Me me me me me me me me me me me me me!"
What the fuck
File: 1699981724761.png (10.92 KB, 429x96, response2.png)
like wtf - what is this reading comprehension? How is this a response to what that person wrote? This is INSANE. Jill must be in the midst of a BPD episode.(sage)
The person she’s replying to is saying she’d rather die than wear women’s underwear again, i.e. that she prefers men’s underwear, despite being female. “Not biologically predisposed to feel comfortable in boxers” means not having a dick and balls.>>312375
The trans community has a clear internal hierarchy with “afabs” and especially unmedicalised “afabs” at the very bottom. Jill always needs to be The Best at everything and this competitiveness would inevitably compel her to take irreversible steps like taking testosterone and getting a mastectomy. There’s probably still some sense of self-awareness and self-preservation in her that’s telling her that getting too involved in trans stuff is a very bad idea.
Jill also does not have a dick and balls so she is entirely missing the point by saying she "slays" in boxers, if she wanted to be slightly less useless she could recommend a brand/style which doesn't have a dick pocket or whatever kek. There are ones that are just like loose shorts for example. (idk anything about menswear and I refuse to start) >The trans community has a clear internal hierarchy with “afabs” and especially unmedicalised “afabs” at the very bottom
Very much so, it's transwomentranswomentranswomen in 100pt font and then at the bottom in 12pt font it says "trans men" she will never be the star of the show in that community.
She claims to like the dick pocket but I doubt she means it, it’s probably just a nonbinary/whatever she claims to be breadcrumb. Everyone! Remember I’m not cis! Gender euphoria amirite fellow kids?
If Steve troons out
and starts skinwalking her or his ex
I think Jill will revel in the ~lesbian vibes~ for five seconds but she’d quickly sour on the whole thing when he starts sucking up all the praise and attention in the room.
It wasn’t nice it was passive aggressive as fuck. Just cause she wasn’t outright hostile doesn’t mean she’s being nice. She even punctuated it with her usual passive aggressive bitchy emoji.
Just because you don’t see it doesn’t mean it’s not there.
File: 1700061148688.jpeg (925.09 KB, 1170x1461, F02E9D7E-EE5E-41B5-87C6-E1E60D…)
lolita video coming soon
>>312376>No ur actually right
Jill is so much wiser than the rude commenter and knows to see a valuable message through a harsh delivery >I was in a well meaning quest to fix myself
"bellybutton gazing" ? but that would be narcissistic and complacent. it was actually an outright quest through the unknown, bc everything jill does is heroic.>that's not a thing you do all at once and then you're healed>it is a constant ongoing part of life
the "no results" part of her achievements isn't due to total jackshit inaction, weed, junk food, and social media. it's because she's so traumatized yet so brave she takes on an invincible behemoth of agonizing suffering everyday. normal people wouldn't understand.>losing myself in it
what you would call an overdose of good faith and hard work from Jilly. the volume of effort she had to expend crushed her spirit.>PTSD making me nonfunctional>i didn't suuuper have a choice
Jill is a tragic character, always dignified and selfless, going above and beyond for truth and moral excellence, yet she has no agency within the cruel mechanism of the universe : she is destined to be crushed by the ineluctable hand of fate. here the latter euphemistic quote shows her stiff upper lip despite the depths of her trauma>it is nice to engage with my interests more
this grueling emotional and spiritual work left her little time for the trivialities of life, but don't worry she's now back on twitter 24/7.
ego count : I x4, myself x3, me x3, my x1.
File: 1700083746471.jpg (25.39 KB, 640x640, XXL_p0192485623.jpg)
Wait, that's her natural nail color? that can't be. They look like some ugly sheer nude nail polish. Kind of a gray-brown-beige color like picrel. If those are her natural nails then I'm concerned.
>>312432>it's because she's so traumatized yet so brave she takes on an invincible behemoth of agonizing suffering everyday. normal people wouldn't understand.
She needs to get this quote printed on a t shirt, it would immediately be the best thing she's ever done. She really believes this too, just don't ask her to describe her trauma because there is nothing. >Jill is a tragic character, always dignified and selfless, going above and beyond for truth and moral excellence, yet she has no agency within the cruel mechanism of the universe : she is destined to be crushed by the ineluctable hand of fate.Nonnie
you really have a way with words, another t shirt contender.
File: 1700084000890.jpg (193.23 KB, 577x865, 9_20200724153942_10121731_larg…)
Can't believe this is the same person. (taken from https://www.lightandvision.com/blog-post/my-awesome-daughter
). She had so much brand gifted by her mom, wtf.
File: 1700084150792.jpg (122.7 KB, 720x815, Kek.jpg)
File: 1700084326210.png (649.68 KB, 484x608, jill.png)
not lolita but holy shit. She used to look healthy. What happened.
File: 1700085426132.jpg (145.14 KB, 1626x715, media_F--69zoa4AAgbrN.jpg)
I know broken record but it drives me nuts that she's using yellow undertone foundation. Makes her look jaundice to me.>>312448
Nails looked stained to me. The right pinky (our left) looks normalish compared to the other nails. Either way this looks bad in the photo. >>312452
What a flashback. I wish she'd go back to doing the simpler makeup as I think it flatters her better. Same with hair too. Remember though she was so traumatized during this time.
There is a chance lolitas will tear her apart (or maybe I hope they will)>>312453
Jill stop lying on the Internet.>>312455
She used to be really cute, I always thought she had a cute face but now you can really tell she is unhealthy.
theyre giving fungal nail infection
File: 1700143418293.jpg (168.26 KB, 720x1038, J.jpg)
>>312500>Of course you are gonna think you have the worst mental illnesses and all the physical ailments if having the wrong prescription it's "fucked up your eyes very badly". She must have been coddled to shit all her life. If she feels nervous it's "fight or flight", if she feels a little overwhelmed it's "a meltdown", if she forgets what she was going to say it's "dissociation" and now she is in an emergency because she ignored previous symptoms of needing to change her prescription.
Exactly, she has to exaggerate everything, including not having money for glasses. She definitely does.>>312499
This, vertigo has to do with something else in the ears, doesn't it? Not sure. But it's not something to apply to having the wrong glasses. What she has is called being dizzy. And it happens all the time. To everyone. Sigh, what a tortured soul.
Yeah, she just thinks vertigo is synonymous with dizziness/lightheadedness, which it's not. She probably just has eye strain (Jill, please add a blue light filter app on your computer/phone, it will help a bunch).
Vertigo is horrendous, and you're lucky if you can sit up at all. It has to do with ears/balance and the world spins harshly around you. No way you can walk without falling over or puking. Impossible to /write/ anything.
File: 1700158762772.jpg (168.31 KB, 1080x909, Screenshot_20231116_131842_Chr…)
Yeah she is definitely conflating vertigo with dizziness. But this proves that jill uses word that she doesn't understand and applies it to herself.
She more than likely just has a common headache associated with the wro g prescription.
File: 1700167057877.jpg (250 KB, 720x1878, Vertigo.jpg)
Yes. Can be common amongst plumbers and mechanics to experience vertigo due to the nature of their work. Typically you get it because the ear crystals get stuck in a semicircular canal. Fun fact: the vestibular system (balance) is attached to your cochlea aka the snail shell structure that has to do with hearing. If you have vertigo, your eyes will give it away and that is what you are looking for when performing the dix hallpike test. The epley maneuver is then administered which should provide relief. TLDR: Jill is a dumbass who thinks using the term vertigo instead of dizziness sounds more dire. In your own words Jillian, stop using terms you learned from tt. It's cringe as shit.>>312522
Lol how telling and agreed.
File: 1700169769815.png (944.35 KB, 966x613, poor bag dear god.PNG)
I really wanted to believe that mint bag in >>311995
just looked like that because of the lighting but jesus christ how do you get to this point??
Her face, holy cow this is bad.>>312530
Part of mental jillness is not getting her lies straight nor caring that she is getting her lies straight as she will lie to cover up her previous lies even if it sounds stupid.
File: 1700173575771.mp4 (11.97 MB, 1280x720, End result.MP4)
Here's the end result if anyone just wants to see that part.
File: 1700177228265.png (474.4 KB, 609x582, Screenshot 2023-11-16 152727.p…)
The coord is pretty awful but with just her makeup and regular bangs I think she genuinely looked the cutest she's looked in years.
Another issue is just that the dress itself is crappy and doesn't really suit her skintone.
Her foundation is so fucking yellow though>>312546
Man… How did she devolve this much?
Vertigo isn't the same as being dizzy from smoking pot. Vertigo is a medical condition, read up thread.>But go off
Go back to twitter.
File: 1700178294289.jpg (102.52 KB, 960x720, Definitions Vertigo is the tru…)
People do commonly confuse dizziness, a non-specific term, with vertigo but vertigo is a whole different animal. Anyways I wouldn't put much weight in what Jill says because she exhibits typical malinger behavior and over dramatizes her symptoms. The whole emergency room cry was just for asspats and to be perceived the most ill.(derailing)
File: 1700181326183.jpeg (44.74 KB, 589x590, IMG_0443.jpeg)
Lookin like a cabbage patch doll.
File: 1700185085792.jpg (134.01 KB, 720x1195, Friendlier.jpg)
File: 1700185270171.jpg (114.82 KB, 716x705, War.jpg)
Cliffe really needs to step up his game, first he didn't make sure Jill's glasses are fine and now Jill is crying over math and taxes on twitter! Get a grip man!
I really want to know which traumatic event created Cliffe, was it having to count to further than ten?
the character assassination of Cliffe>>312573
She's doing Cliffe like she did Colin and Tristan
I can't get over this fucking moon faced goblin pronouncing it "lol-ita">>312571
Settle down nonna it's far from perfect but it's an improvement. Just like her latest weird attempt to cover up that five-head.
According to Jill cliffe and sandwich formed from moving into her townhouse. Even though her house is supposed to be super triggering
and traumatic, so she should have been happy to leave.
File: 1700232018025.jpeg (247.29 KB, 2150x1242, IMG_8186.jpeg)
The soft makeup suits her much better than the harsh makeup she always does. She looks her age.
File: 1700232821288.jpeg (1.02 MB, 1242x1131, IMG_8196.jpeg)
Then versus Now
They're both bad coords, she's just fat now lol
There's a reason she got dragged so hard on BtB back in the day bc she showed up with a handful of burando bought by her mom and acted like she was an authority on lolita
File: 1700239001973.png (647.87 KB, 1440x1785, Screenshot_20231117_113509.png)
Not the original anon, but that's incorrect. Vertigo caused by an ear issue is BPPV. >There are two types of vertigo, peripheral and central vertigo.
>Peripheral vertigo is due to a problem in the part of the inner ear that controls balance. These areas are called the vestibular labyrinth, or semicircular canals. The problem may also involve the vestibular nerve. This is the nerve between the inner ear and the brain stem.
>Peripheral vertigo may be caused by:
>Benign positional vertigo (benign paroxysmal positional vertigo, also known as BPPV)
Certain medicines, such as aminoglycoside antibiotics, cisplatin, diuretics, or salicylates, which are toxic
to the inner ear structures
Injury (such as head injury)
Inflammation of the vestibular nerve (neuronitis)
Irritation and swelling of the inner ear (labyrinthitis)
Pressure on the vestibular nerve, usually from a noncancerous tumor such as a meningioma or schwannoma
Central vertigo is due to a problem in the brain, usually in the brain stem or the back part of the brain (cerebellum).
>Central vertigo may be caused by:
>Blood vessel disease
Certain drugs, such as anticonvulsants, aspirin, and alcohol
Tumors (cancerous or noncancerous)
Vestibular migraine, a type of migraine headache
Pic related is part of a study linking cannabis to vertigo.>https://journalotohns.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s40463-021-00538-6#:~:text=Cannabis%20use%20was%20associated%20with,in%20symptoms%20following%20cannabis%20use.
There are plenty of places you can look this up. Everyone needsv to stop kneejerking at Jill and actually know what the hell you're talking about.(we get it, weed bad)
Correlation ≠ causation
What you linked isn't even a study, it's a meta-analysis of 48 studies. It also found a correlation between weed and having HPV but we all know smoking won't give you HPV(derailing)
File: 1700245151330.jpeg (1.05 MB, 1170x1840, IMG_6960.jpeg)
She so dramatic
File: 1700245296624.jpeg (733.09 KB, 1170x1691, IMG_6961.jpeg)
Make me feel special poll
anon that has nothing to do with the fact that vertigo isn't a single condition. >>312604
i think the real issue is weed as something that's 100% harmless in every way is based on weed that has much much less concentration than it does today. it's the same as when people cite that ancient civilizations drank beer all the time when the beer they drank was <1% alcohol not 4%+. weed people are so triggered
when you mention anything about weed, like in the shay thread there were CHS and CUD deniers.(derailing)
why defend grown men watching a little girl tv show>>312619
some blue checkmark is upset oh no
File: 1700269465580.jpg (Spoiler Image, 367.83 KB, 720x2299, Otolith organs.jpg)
So does that mean he'll wear non-black clothing now? Kek>>312598
The main problem is Jill is crying about vertigo on twitter and still tweeting despite supposedly having this issue. She tweeted her head hurt so bad she could barely see the screen after an hour of working. It's a similar issue to when she supposedly was having a panic attack yet keeps on tweeting. It feels disingenuous as well as attention seeking. She supposedly has been having issues for a couple of weeks which if true, is not good. Also would love to know if she told the receptionist this when scheduling although I will say nice advice from Sof about getting put on the cancelation list. Experiencing vertigo regularly (as in constant) is bad and not normal. If you are experiencing this constantly while smoking, stop smoking. Also nonnies knee-jerk react to Jill for two reasons: she talks about all her issues on twitter rather than seek out true help (also her giving health advice despite not getting help currently and not a professional is not good) and has a known history of being dramatic. Think of it like the boy who cried wolf. You burn out good will fast. Spoilered pic because about the otoliths so nonnies who are over this do not suffer.>>312606
Jill you need better coping mechanisms and stop getting into twitter fights. >>312607
>>312624>It's a similar issue to when she supposedly was having a panic attack yet keeps on tweeting. It feels disingenuous as well as attention seeking.
Agreed, it's fucking stupid>Experiencing vertigo regularly (as in constant) is bad and not normal. If you are experiencing this constantly while smoking, stop smoking.
Seriously. It's not helping her at all. She's not responsible, she's getting worse, and she needs to stop thinking it's a cure-it-all for everything. Again, nothing wrong with smoking, it's just stupid that she keeps doing it in such an unhealthy way. > she talks about all her issues on twitter rather than seek out true help (also her giving health advice despite not getting help currently and not a professional is not good) and has a known history of being dramatic.
>>312624> Also nonnies knee-jerk react to Jill for two reasons
I understand that but we shouldn't be fighting misinformation with more
misinformation simply to prove jill wrong. It's embarrassing. I don't even care about her weed smoking but I was more annoyed that anons were so set on claiming they know what vertigo is, when it's not just a single condition. You can say jill doesn't have vertigo for legitimate reasons you listed, but the moment we start making it about jill being wrong, we start to act like her. I've been sick of this kind of attitude in the thread for a while. Anons need her to be wrong so much they make shit up. We need to stop that.
It’s not like Steven Universe taught anyone anything kek other than dancing = sex and everything can be solved with a hug.
Jill just needs to get her head out of her ass.
File: 1700323001319.jpg (195.95 KB, 720x1168, 1.jpg)
She used to shoop herself thinner during her lolita days so this is probably what she actually looked like>>312652>formed from repeated sexual abuse>unaffected by current/past trauma
These two statements can't coexist
File: 1700325909330.jpg (34.85 KB, 537x399, l5ryyq0eso091.jpg)
these people cannot be real.
>>312660>I am an autistic mentally ill adult
LOL LMAO she said it, kek even.>>312606
What was even about the tweet that triggered
her so much?
Get off Twitter, you fucking retard.
Touch grass and get a job. Look at your fucking self. Jesus Christ.
File: 1700333769195.jpg (27.82 KB, 1000x1000, 2b8c42b37b343a80dea7a930618244…)
I've never heard of the musician she mentions and a few different people come up on image search but there is a bald guy who dresses in black and looks a lot like this? A bit creepy if it's based on him that closely
File: 1700341612595.jpg (387.56 KB, 720x3822, Amber.jpg)
Previous info on Amber. My favorite part of the McLean trauma was Jill screaming it was unethical and malpractice then writing she was looking into legal action just to walk that back a little later.
The only alter I care about is Sandwich. WHERE'S THE CAT, JILLIAN??
But fr, this is batshit crazy.>>312452>>312652
I can't with this. We have solid evidence of her mother adoring her and Jill claiming sexual abuse in the same thread. This will be super blogposting and I'll silently take my ban, but I'm a CSA survivor and one thing I always struggle to explain, is why I don't have pictures of me between 4-12 (the years I was being assaulted). I can't imagine being so loved and protected by your mother and be so spoiled to claim being a neglected kid… because the only way to be assaulted repeatedly, is growing up basically alone.
I can't hate her, but god she makes it hard not to!!(unsaged blogpost)
I'm so sorry anon, it's a valid
blogpost because this is exactly why her abuse larp is so offensive.
this probably makes me a bad person, but i'd like to see her get into a real bad situation just once just so she knows what real trauma feels like.
she'd probably just go even deeper into her self centered larp, but it might be worth it for the 2% chance she realises what she's been asking for and shuts up forever.
Idk, she’s similar to Shayna in the sense that both of them fantasize about going through horrible shit and both of them post those fantasies on the internet as if it was something normal to do, but if for some reason any of these two cows had to go through anything similar to these fantasies they post about, I honestly think they just wouldn’t exist on the internet at all.
I just don’t really understand what’s Jillian’s plan, like at all, what’s in there for her after everyone believes in her stories? Just more attention can’t be the true goal, like come on, that would be really pathetic.
File: 1700370505385.png (892.59 KB, 1190x824, Screen Shot 2023-11-19 at 1.00…)
They had a meltdown and deleted a bunch of stuff today because of people calling them out so some posts are taken down but they used the phrase "annoying autistic people" and then picrel for the one about men
She awkwardly avoids using pronouns for these three but not for any of the others. Jerrick is supposed to be trans, Veronica was at one point supposed to be intersex but the four year old? Maybe it’s nothing, maybe it’s another breadcrumb.>>312698
I just want her parents to call her out for lying and stop supporting her ass. It would be the worst thing that ever happened to her, but also 100% her own doing and fully deserved.>>312699
Her mom having cancer could also have been legitimately traumatic to a normal person but the only time it was brought up (by Louise herself) Jill seemed annoyed at the reminder and shut her down immediately. It really seems like Jill’s takeaway from that situation was that she, Jill, was the victim
for not being the centre of attention for a bit. I think she has enough self-awareness to know that making her mom’s illness about memememene would be a bad look. Better to just make some shit up.
File: 1700384836930.jpg (185.73 KB, 1080x1440, 317946302_665664508267445_5627…)
yes, its him. he's in a band called the correspondents and "cliffe" is literally just identical to this dude
File: 1700388091488.jpeg (594.3 KB, 1170x1178, 1697473651163.jpeg)
Don't forget Jill also implied she was severely abused and neglected as a baby. This whole trend of "my parents were super loving and supportive and some unnamed abuser caused my trauma" is very common with DID larpers, despite the fact that statistically if a child is being severely abused the chances of it being a stranger are incredibly small. And afaik Jill has never mentioned being in daycare, or babysat as an infant so idk how the fuck she could have been abused by someone who isn't her parents.
so in a nutshell:>>312649
pixie: jill's public persona>>312650
jer: her remaining teenage angst, hates her body (but totally not what girls that age experience all the time because she needs the trans points)>>312651
old man: whenever she wants to be an adult and get her shit together (probably why he doesn't front very often kek)>>312652
jill when she's horny. doesn't front often either, might be because of the meds? also i might not be an expert, but i'd tend to think that someone who can't live without sex might not actually be over their trauma.>>312653
emo teen but edgy instead of sad>>312656
berry: childhood nostalgia>>312657
flora: might not be a cure but she's the kind of girl she wishes she were imo. she's soft spoken, dainty and girly but in a cute way, where jill is just loud in every way possible.
basically jill's cottagecore fantasy>>312658
sunny: another ideal self imo. except this time she's just that bit closer to jill in that she's loud and excitable, but at least she doesn't care what people think. she wishes she were that girl who can just have fun with her cringe weeb interests without fearing being judged by the world at large.>>312659
amber is probably yellow just like sunny because both characters were created at the same time, and jill just couldn't decide what she wanted: whether she wanted to explode all over twitter because of the mclean situation, or put her fingers in her ears and play "lalala i don't care" with sunny. we know what happened after: she released both, probably so she could continue raging with amber, yet have sunny to prance around with when she wanted to get away from the drama. (if she's completely unnafected by mclean, she doesn't have to answer DMs about it after all!)
Doesn't her mom follow her social media accounts? Why doesn't she care that Jill could be acusing her of abusing a baby? That's a serious allegation. >>312733
Yeah Steve is 100% into little girls if you pay attention to who he follows and interacts with online. It's extra disgusting considering how Jill is pretending to be sexually abused as a little kid as per her tweets in the past. It's like they both have a baby r*
fetish.(don't self-censor, this isn't twitter or tiktok)
File: 1700422489130.jpg (188.75 KB, 720x1172, Mn.jpg)
File: 1700425308731.gif (4.14 MB, 300x100, 70.gif)
I refreshed and refreshed and refreshed just to find it again for you anon. There are also a couple of new Jill ones now
File: 1700426419425.gif (1.68 MB, 300x100, 52.gif)
I love this one so much. If you want to look at the banners, it's just lolcow.farm/banners. No description but date of when the banner added is there. There are some nice new ones of Jill like the happy retard diagnosis cake is there and Jill dressed as Veronica pounding on the table with friends just to name some plus this beauty.(derailing )
File: 1700445865026.jpg (100.13 KB, 720x678, 919041.jpg)
The way Jill dismissively says "yeah but that was for cancer" pisses me off in that video. Her mom went through a very scary health crisis that could have very well killed her. She probably felt drained most days back when she was going through it, but there's no way she'd let anything happen to her kids. What a slap to face; the lack of respect towards her parents but particularly her mom is pathetic. Jill is a massive cunt.>>312743
Not sure how much she truly pays attention to Jill's videos. I still am under the impression her mom thinks she's in a phase and will grow out of it.
File: 1700453152888.jpg (931.01 KB, 2340x1080, Screenshot_20231120_005546_You…)
New Ablaze video and look who's there!
He says he wants to do a deepdive about her and mentions her cake fiasco and the McLean drama… the fact she's in the same video as Gabbie Hanna and Elphaba, is pleasantly ironic.
Yeah she used to say he's half Sasha Velour and half her dad. I tinfoiled a long time ago that she was adding elements of Jed to Cliffe, which must have crept him out if he knew about it (it was shortly before he bounced). Funny that she made it canon. I don't remember if she mentioned this musician as Cliffspo before, but it's very creepy how she just copied this guy's appearance 1:1. >>312755
A piece of art!
She’s demanding to know the personal information of minors who where smart enough to not broadcast information like that to fucking strangers on the internet, but revealing their info against their will is totally not doxxing guys!!
Its just that Jill got targeted (again? By children?) and if she doesnt get this info it’ll totally traumatize her guyz
File: 1700498253721.jpg (129.68 KB, 720x986, 231120093248.jpg)
File: 1700498384045.jpg (362.53 KB, 720x2575, 231120093622.jpg)
So funny to see her thinking she's the biggest Precure fan. It's the narcissism and the need to stick out in a small irrelevant island.
File: 1700502777086.png (440.86 KB, 1100x585, muhgender.png)
so which is it, jilly bean? to be a girl or not to be?
File: 1700503212135.png (319.72 KB, 485x415, theHUMANITY.png)
>>312659>willing to do anything to protect our safety, reputation, humanity
File: 1700538304629.jpg (151.86 KB, 720x897, 20204332.jpg)
File: 1700583737809.jpg (80.28 KB, 720x441, Pkpk.jpg)
Don't encourage her anon I bet shes taking notes. 1 seizure now scheduled for if Stevie tries to split up with her >>312875>Speak the fuck up
I don't think influencers, artists whatever have any need to "speak the fuck up" since it is ~News~ which is ~everywhere~ like people can just read the news, your personal activism actually is irrelevant. However amusing for Jillian to retweet this while not even doing any personal activism.>>312852
It might be that betterhealth or whatever online therapist company, they are known to be sketchy. I saw some screenshots on Twitter where they even rig the test you take online before signing up to give everyone a much higher trauma/anxiety score than they actually have. Imagine if the root of her "trauma" claims was that rigged test.
Also her financial safety knowledge is pretty poor, you should never accept a cheque in case it bounces, if they billed her bank or card they should refund the same way. I would not be surprised if the cheque either bounces or never arrives.
the only youtuber promo type service ive seen her talk about using is hello fresh. i think itd be milky if she tried using betterhelp to replace her angel therapist like >>312880
Sandwich is the only hashtag valid
alter for me, kek. just kidding, don't take this seriously please
File: 1700598855004.png (25.41 KB, 448x203, sandwich.png)
File: 1700602661659.jpg (143.09 KB, 720x1017, 21143434.jpg)
Take this as you will
File: 1700622258215.jpg (96.96 KB, 720x710, 11294449.jpg)
You'd think she would be checking statements>>312895>>312897
To be fair what else does she really have going on? She's not sewing or working on her brand.
Who does Jill have more contact with, suburban normie moms or degenerate twitter ageplayers? The answer is ageplayers, anon. Don’t forget that this is the woman who saw a dog tent in the background of someone’s video and excitedly asked if it was for age regression.>>312916>a company mistreated me omg tea I’m peeing my pants!!>is it the company that is infamous for mistreating people?>yes!!
The tea is already cold, Jill.
I'm gonna assume she actually canceled but they never put the cancelation through, since they are known for sketchiness I woudn't be surprised if there was some double confirmation you had to do to cancel which most would miss, or they don't let you remove the card details. They should see on their system she never logged on again so at best it's shitty business practices to charge for a service you know the client attempted to cancel and isn't using.
She should really check her statements like how do you miss a $40 charge going through for two years, I can understand missing it for a few months but two years. Hope she doesn't shop at Temu since they are known for adding dodgy charges to your bill too.
File: 1700666338519.jpg (529.19 KB, 720x3610, Start.jpg)
File: 1700666635310.jpg (155.35 KB, 720x1028, Map thingie.jpg)
Posted backwards by mistake but it goes this retweet first >>312945
then the you're gone gone >>312943
and then the shocked and disgusted >>312944