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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ “diagnosis” with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks. The number of alters keep pilling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who rage-quitted due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as the creator of the Confetti Club, a group of skinwalking fans that wear “Party-Kei” style, a weeaboo fashion she invented and no longer personally wears. She currently looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>Extremely sensitive.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Very notorious attention whore. Always overstates her abilities in a delusional way and barely puts any effort. >Runs a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating most of her fans.>Has multiple inconsistencies in her DID story and lore. Will change or forget key details about her trauma origin story or her alters. She also tends to deny the bad parts of her mental illnesses.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special. Thus, results in obvious faking.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- items, including clothes, makeup and other shit for any new trend she gets into. Nevertheless, she still is a big consumer of plastic crap and will cut corners whenever possible.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of things to show off how much she had spent (as a brag). >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise. She’s also a massive attention whore and very self-centered, never listens to others and only cares about her own faked struggles. Disregards any criticism as “hate”.>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, and her fans are steadily unfollowing her.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without further medical advice. Other questionable “self-care” and “mental health” content has been noted.>Thinks having an enabling counselor = actual therapy. Said counselor quitted and moved provinces only 1 year after treating her and givng her the DID diagnostic impression. Jillian continues to lie and fake all kinds of symptoms to prove she’s sick, slowly transforming nto a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies on the matter so much so that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets that dare question her and act passive-aggressive about it on Twitter. Will also e-bully anyone she doesn’t like or goes against her ideas.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image. Somehow, all her male exes end up looking like the current aesthetic she’s into at the moment of dating. >Has claimed that her DeviantArt Ex-girlfriend she kept in amicable contact with for a while after breaking up “abused her for months”. Said claim has been proven false.>She now claims every abuser of hers has been female, even though she has heavily mistreated her past two girlfriends. She broke off with her most recent ex girlfriend, Mystery Girl, around Christmas 2018, because she “was no longer attracted to her”. She kept the Christmas presents that she would otherwise would had given her, to herself.>Her previous friendships almost always have end up in drama. Rumors of her sleeping with the guy that one of her ex-friends liked at a New Year’s party have circulated. Besides that, she has also said in a video that she stripped in front of Steven and his ex-girlfriend Maggie at some point in a get-together. Even her fans found this weird.>Formerly identified as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her. Steven is currently hinting to a very obvious MTF transition despite having a christian family, which will prove beneficial to Jill, since she wants to roleplay being a lesbian very bad.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother and her partners. Will interact with content creators she likes in a creepy, harassing way. >Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience. Recently started tagging posts with the age regression hashtag. >Jilly started her own brand, 5 petal flower, months before graduating from her glorified canadian craft school. She plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs despite her work being labeled as “inconsistent” by her teachers because she was mostly distracted with stim toys found on her sewing table. The only work she has produced so far was a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items and a cheap looking bridal dress for her cousin.>Very irresponsible pet owner. Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel hanging around on the floor, the cat almost choking to death. She still keeps this choking hazard where the same cat can reach it for years after the incident. Never seems to clean her pet’s space, you can see cat shit and cat fur all over her house in her videos and selfies. >She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, wearing a t-shirt that reminds her of suicidal ideation, and pretending she can only eat one type of food. Pretends she “never lies”, “doesn’t understand sarcasm” and other autism/neurodivergent LARPing on Twitter. She wants to be mentally ill very bad and will often spread misinformation about it on her socials.>Uses her alters to hold at least one of her personality traits or past times instead of realizing she can be a normal and full-fledged adult woman with hobbies and emotions. Will defend using emojis to sign off as each alter, to the point of harassing others off platforms if they don’t agree with her usage. She also talks in third person to herself while pretending to be an alter on her DMs, twitter, and on picture captions, calling herself “handsome” or “pretty”.>Will claim as many labels as possible, some of them are: Queer, lesbian, nonbinary, FTM, pansexual, emo, rainbow, intersex, fashion designer, magical girl, full time youtuber, neurodivergent, autistic, BPD, DID system, witch, kawaii, drag queen. In reality, she’s just a spoiled dumb girl.>Has been consuming a lot of alcohol and weed in a questionable way, anons wonder if her dissociation is merely caused by substance abuse. She bragged about the liquor store knowing who she is. She pushes weed as a magical cure-it-all for adults and children on her twitter full of underage fans.>Recently got into bio drag queening, changed her twitter description days before her first performance even went live. Danced like a crazy woman to a Steven Universe and a MCR song on her first performance. She’s now fully accepting the drag queen label with a lot of self-importance and yet again overstating her abilities with barely any experience.>Ran over a deer on July 2022 and while originally saying she had no trauma from it, milked the accident dry for pity points, calling it a “near death experience” and claiming “multiple ptsd symptoms” from it. Might create another alter from the whole experience.
MEET THE ALTERS:
>Jillian: Actual person, but calls herself an alter for the heck of it. Hates being called “Jilly”.>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Signs off with a snake emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, calls herself a lesbian (even though she’s dating a man), she is a “protector of sexual trauma”, says she had to become a fuckable bimbo because she was “raped for months”. Signs off with a flame emoji.>Babby Smalls (nickname): Actual name unknown, talks and acts like a baby. Proof that Jillian is into age regression. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Sings off with a strawberry.>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" Kind of like her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. >Flora: A “fragment” slowly morphing into a real alter, and a carbon copy of cure flora / other positive precure characters. She is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Jax: 19 year old girl who speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Signs with a test tube emoji. >sandwich emoji: Cat alter, represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>piano emoji: ??? silently added to her tiktok bio.>another age regression alter: ??? mentioned to be “far away” but present.
**Note: The DID saga officially starts in >>>/w/176591
LAST THREAD STAMPS>>229366
Makes a cutesy icon for her mental illness>>229406
Emailed her potential new therapist, will do more EMDR>>229568
She's passive aggresive to people on twitter again>>229628
Her mom sets up a little weed smoking area for her very special little girl>>229654
Fans question the cutesy DID logo>>229659
Dumb tiktok #1 (smoking weed)>>229892
Dumb tiktok #2 (dancing to a system of a down song)>>230408
Gets blocked by someone she was harassing, says she was "calmly pointing out inconsistenccies" and "the inability to receive criticism is wild">>230416 The deer car accident happens>>230421
Photos of the car, says she passed out when she saw the damage (she didn't)>>230423
"Currently experiencing trauma" while tweeting>>230450
Daddy comes pick her up, acts like a baby>>230457
This was Steven's car>>230546
Says it occured in daylight (also acts concerned for the deer)>>230637
More pics of the car>>230642
Says she "could totally had died">>230691
Says it's fun she will get to hunt for new cars with mommy>>230837
Cringe interaction with Drew Monson>>230838
And another cringe interaction with Drew Monson>>230922
Has a tranny flag on her window>>230948
Is happy her followers consume her content in marathons>>230958
Pretends to be an animal empath towards the deer she killed>>230991
Booked a therapy appointment to talk about the car accident>>231128
Says she's not splitting any other alter from the car accident>>231198
Does some witch LARP because she ran over a deer>>231231
Jeb (her angel therapist) follows drag queens>>231243
Some more info on the therapist>>231244
Awful poetry by the therapist reveals he's only 26>>231247
Also he's a they/them>>231298
Flora alter talk>>231356
She reviews the fashion from incoming barbie movie>>231369
Dumb tiktok #3 (moaning loud)>>231372
Dumb tiktok #4 (healing inner child)>>231381
Duet with the DID ageplayer she's been having contact with recently>>231392
Talks about certain "forums" with dissociaDID>>231436
Her school has her on the main page>>231440
Comparison between the ugly wedding dress and some of the work from one of her classmates>>231470
More ugly wedding dress>>231474
Says she's clean from cutting>>231576
She fights someone on twitter yet again>>231577
More twitter fighting>>231581
And some more twitter fighting>>231589
Some gross tweet about her contact lenses>>231614
Her patreon is at an all time low>>231617
Her youtube also loses a bunch of followers>>231636
Comparison on how it was before>>231687
Some shit about kirby swallowing her>>231690
Some embarassing shit about Smash Bros>>231729
A youtube comment she failed to delete>>231764
Says she has PTSD symptoms while smiling to the camera>>231791
Looks crusty for tiktok>>231803
She uses crochet as ~therapy~>>231815
Full crusty pic>>231984
Dumb tiktok #5 ("villainy fun")>>232017
Dumb tiktok #6 ("rare cliffe-tok")>>232018
She explains some shit about her rainbow house being therapeutic>>232128
The wedding dress with no sleeves in motion (must see)>>232380
Dumbt tiktok #7 (teen pictures larp)>>232452
She was safe at a mcdonalds after the car accident>>232514
Something about Demi Lovato being problematic>>232611
Finally said goodbye to her angel therapist>>232652
Thunderstorm ptsd larp>>232823
New Jerrick pic is sensory overload>>233002
She's "MEGA SWITCHY" with "EXTRA PTSD SYMPTOMS" after the crash>>233174
Says the ER should have videogames in it>>233175
"Just landed another drag gig" (not her totally looking for it)>>233177
Another fucking gross picture of her>>233296
She uses the #ageregression #didlittles and #sfwagere hashtags on tiktok>>233448
Dumb tiktok #8>>233451
Dumb tiktok #9>>233592
Something about tiktok being a cesspool>>233593
Her eyebrow sweat is transphobic and ableist apparently>>233623
Says she's "nonverbal" after the car accident>>233705
Got an electric scooter from Steven's parents>>233727
She struggles to keep up with messages because of the car accident (even though she continues to post shit)>>233730
She uses a chewing autism stim toy outside>>233736
Dumb tiktok #10 (mind you, she's currently "experiencing ptsd")>>233760
"Finds" nice footage of her persecutor alter Jerrick>>233776
She checks her ptsd and DID symptoms every few hours>>233809
Something about not being able to use emojis while sending emails>>233819
Punchable crying face>>233820
Says she can feel things artistically because she does drag>>233821
Believes Will Wood's song says Jillian in it (it doesn't, she's not special)>>233867
Retweets something about Chris Chan>>233931
Photo of her brother resurfaces>>233946
Talks to herself on twitter>>233956
Comparison pic of Jill's crushes + her brother>>233997
New drag banner>>234036
Dumb tiktok #11 (some shit about the car accident)>>234042
Dumb tiktok #12 (some shit about the car accident)>>234221
Summer vlog with car accident shenanigans + wedding dress + a troon friend>>234229
Serenity Sam makes an appareance>>234231
She has Steven registered as wife in her phone>>234322
Passive agressive comment on her youtube>>234332
Some gifs of closeups of the dress>>234352
She texts her mom about the car crash>>234353
She text steven about the car crash>>234412
She's keeping an eye on Will Wood allegations>>234416
Closeup on the details of the wedding dress>>234437
Mentions a new age regression alter>>234547
Fandom drama and more accusatory Jillian>>234695
Some more comments on her youtube video>>234739
Responds to a random tweet about drag queens not wearing blush, says she has "amnesia">>234740
Says she has a DID alter just for physical fighting>>234767
Says having DID sucks>>234790
More "DID sucks" shenanigans>>234914
She's angry about Will Wood (and also mentions MUSE getting into NFTs)
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Twitter (Main): https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks
Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter): https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Twitter #3 (“Veronica” alter): https://twitter.com/xcherrybombica
Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie
Second Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks
(Past) TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay
(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page #1: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
Facebook Page #2: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com
Drag Facebook page: https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/
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Posting this from last thread too
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Posting the fixed DID timeline:
>27th Jun 2020 - Jill is seeing a therapist who she calls sweet >>102779
The therapist is later not mentioned again, but they presumably parted because she couldn't fish for a diagnosis.>2nd Jul 2020 - she says she stims >>103656>12th Aug 2020 - claims she has a chronic illness that makes her change her voice >>108915>15th Aug 2020 - says she is catatonic >>109293 >>109343>October 2020 - Jill writes in her about me on her website that she was left with lasting clinical trauma from a relationship she had at 12/13 with a person 3 years older >>116828>28th Nov 2020 - Jill talks about suicide and seeing a new specialist soon (angelbabe) >>122902, >>122876
If you read around the posts I linked, you can already see anons speculating she is doctor shopping and started talking about dissociation a lot more, influenced by following dissociaDID.>2nd Dec 2020 - she contacts angelbabe and says he specializes in dissociative disorders >>123683>5th Dec 2020 - new video drops and anons again notice her voice changes >>124420>21st Dec 2020 - Jill claims to have severe dissociation/depersonalization >>127350>30th Dec 2020 - starts seeing angelbabe therapist >>129368>18th Jan 2021 - she retweets DID stuff >>133146>30th Jan 2021 - removes - then puts back - "Neurodivergent" from her Twitter bio. >>135273 >27th Mar 2021 - Steve comes out as Nonbinary and Pansexual with they/them pronouns >>142715>8th Jan 2021 - she confirms Steve was the one who researched and found angelbabe >>132524>9th Jun 2021 - she describes self as "bisexual she/her bimbo with BPD and structural dissociation type two" >>155092>11th Jun 2021 - her therapist suggests EMDR >>155452>16th Jun 2021 - says she prefers the name Pixie and uses any pronouns >>156046, >>156843>25th Jun 2021 - Jill makes a video about neurodiversity being more than just autism and adhd, says that she has many symptoms that BPD can't explain >>157267, she faces backlash and deletes the video >>157430, >>157339 >reupload of the trainwreck vid >>157620>27th Jun 2021 - Villainy account is made >>157503, anons notice it follows a ton of DID accounts>29th Jun 2021 - buys a binder >>157849>28th Jul 2021 - talks about angel therapist on twitter, calls him a LGBT icon >>164616>5th Oct 2021 - big mental health appointment she paid 1000$ CAD for that lasted 150 minutes >>175804>13th Oct 2021 - appointment with angel therapist, presumably a full questionnaire psych testing >>176932, angel therapist is NOT a psychiatrist, results in 2-3 weeks >14th Oct 2021 - Jill approves somebody else's factive of her >>176994>27th Oct 2021 - makes a video about sensory issues, BPD and dissociation >>178976>28th Oct 2021 - gets "encouraging results" >>179174>11th Nov 2021 - presumably gets the diagnostic impression paper >>181386>12th Nov 2021 - DID Diagnosis cake >>181714>12th Nov 2021 - her full psych eval results are DID, PTSD, BPD, GAD and EDNOS >>181730>21st Nov 2021 - DID diagnosis video >>183927 where she holds up the infamous diagnostic impression >>183956>22nd Nov 2021 - drops the bomb she thinks she has autism too >>184113>Jill says she was referred to a psychiatric clinic where two other doctors diagnosed her >>182001 but angelbabe was the one who administrated the MID >>181861
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So the Will Wood drama is that he exchanged creepy/horny messages with an 18 year old while he was 27, sure that makes him a loser and a creep but twitter is so obsessed with their unwashed guys being pure angels and if they aren't, they get cancelled. I bet Jill is getting sick of playing by the rulebook and wants to let Jerrica out.
The fact she brings her DID constantly on the internet and steven but not her parents says a lot about her larp.
Also, I thought alters had to "switch in" whenever they pleased? specially around trauma? she did say that she remembers trauma inside her own house, shouldn't she be jerrick around her parents 24/7 then? Also remember she didn't even want to be called Jilly anymore and threw a fit.
reminder that she said Melanie Martinez was triggering
to her did even after it was all debunked. She's such a pick me straight girl.
So we're all supposed to believe she was raped for months while showing off her hypervigilant and loving family that most people would dream of? I'm not saying its not possible as men are disgusting, but god damn, out of all the people asking for proof. She has some nerve slapping down a heart emoji at the end of that.
tbh the Melanie Martinez rape situation mirrors some of Jill's story and I wonder if she's plain stealing it from it. The girl who accused MM also has BPD and releasend her album just days before the accusation began circulating. I'm not sure how reliable of a narrator she is.
In my opinion MM is indeed gross in plenty of proven ways besides a rape accusation, there's the whole pedopandering shit and how her primary fanbase is teens and preteens, but same could be said for Jillian and how she's slowly incorporating ageplaying into her content. I don't doubt a second that MM did shit we might never be able to prove, but so does Jill. Stripping naked in front of a friend + her (ex?)boyfriend is very fucked up for example.
She also just doesn't give a shit about lying for attention and has always wanted the attention in the first place. Lying about sexual assault isn't super
common, but it happens often enough and she has never shown to have any morals that would put it past her.
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not sure it was posted before
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Hill claiming she “doesn’t bring up her DID much” is the funniest thing I’ve read today. Especially given that she’s one of the tards that squeal if someone points out that it’s a covert disorder and drawing attention to it completely defeats the purpose. I guess that only counts when she’s around her parents who know full well that she’s only suddenly started acting like this. She brought a fucking cake for crying out loud, don’t try to act coy now Jillian. >>235312
So she’s implying that actively dissociating is the better option? What a moron. In other words, “I was getting myself worked up, but now I’m high and don’t care as much”
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I wanted to say the same, but this screenshot could have been taken later
I still fully believe she ditched Louise and didn't want to talk anymore
I'm pretty sure she did get the charger, but where tf was she going to charge it in the middle of the highway? 90 minutes later when we see her texting Steebie she's at McDonalds and probably plugged in. That's where the cops took her after they towed her car.
I have no doubt she was probably at like 40% and just being melodramatic and/or avoiding her mum but c'mon
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I don't think this Steve twitter interaction was posted, kek
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Im sorry all I see is this
kek very in theme with the OP picture>>235395
wait a second… is that maggie?
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After doing a little bit of digging it’s shown that Maggie follows Steve and Wendy. Interestingly enough neither Wendy or Maggie are following Jill. Pic related is Maggie posting about Stickers which is interesting because I wonder if Maggie is visiting Steve while Jill is out or in the house larping as an edgy teen?
It’s a testament to Jill’s BPD that despite introducing Wendy and Maggie to each other, they are still friends while Jill seems to have gone through one to two cycles of friends in the 4ish years Wendy and Maggie have known each other.
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Check this though
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Also this one is fun, she says she was just thinking about the past
She sees blank expression on that cat but I see a war veteran, that cat's seen some things>>235445
What level of awkward is it to visit the house of a couple where you only get along with one of them and don't even follow the other? She's Steve's ex right? So weird. Idk how this would even logically happen but I guess the house is big enough Jill can sulk in another room?
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I did some lurking too
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The last part of that thread. Is ava/fawn4u someone who knows Jill or Steve too?
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yes it’s maggie, she posted this selfie >>235395
on her twitter account
While looking for tweets about Jill, I found a thread where Maggie mentions having anxiety over being "featured in a hate forum just because she knows someone". Apparently photos of her and Jill at a con wound up here and it freaked her out.
So while I would love for her to come here and spill the tea, I doubt it would happen.
She's mutuals with one of the girls who gets posted in the e-girls thread a lot who is also an admitted farmer so I wouldn't doubt she reads here a bit.
Her following is also full of lolicon artists and ddlg kaliacc/milady shit.
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Jill trying to cancel someone for liking lolishit is even funnier now.
Spoiler for erotic loli art, sorry for shit quality I didn't want to make a collage since there was 3 in a row anyway.
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Not really milk but I thought it was funny she bought the exact same pajamas? that Jill got for her birthday a month after she did kek>>235762
Her following is literally 75% loli artists with a ton of ddlg nsfwtwt and agere accounts, along with the babytalk she does it's obvious she's ddlg, which makes me wonder if steve is as well. I'd make a collage but it's just her whole account so theres no point
>>235766>I'd make a collage
Please do it, some people here (like me) don't have twitter to lurk>along with the babytalk she does it's obvious she's ddlg
Huh… well she hangs out with steven a lot, and steven said to another girl "come to my house as a safe space to age regress" or something like that
Taking a photo that includes you because you happened to be next to someone they wanted to take a photo of isn't stalking. Her twitter makes her seem like a cow herself tbh. Always thought she seemed innocent but I guess not>loli porn, edtwt, using japanese name for some reason, agere, overreactions, constant posts about drama, and ddlg mutuals
How does someone mature in reverse?
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I am kind of amazed this circle of drama queens managed to find each other in fredericton lol
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Original pic is in thread >>>/snow/616989
yeah she looked directly into the camera kekam being retarded and cant figure out how to link the original post soz
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Kek I definetely remember this thread. Also… wait a minute, this fabric in this cosplay's skirt… is this the same fabric she used for her cousin's wedding dress?
She never went to shoplifter school, never look directly into a camera lol
Amazing you can see jill side-eyeing her even in this low resolution
It’s really pretty shocking seeing old pictures of Jill, it took me a minute to recognize her. She actually looks cute here, which makes what she’s doing now even more sad. I don’t think she realizes how much her drag/clown-core makeup ages her.
It’s the same type of fabric, but I think she got a different color for the wedding dress. The fabric on the wedding dress looked more pink than this does. Plus, unless she grossly overestimated how much fabric she was gonna need, I doubt there was enough left over to just pull from her fabric stash for the cousin’s dress.
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Lolita and Rainbow-era jill had so many autistic nitpickers that would even self
post other equally as tacky influencers. They've just quieted down in the DID era since she got bored of being "muh fashion expert".
samefag i stand corrected the loli/ddlg is disgusting coomer levels she obviously has internet brain rot and her new appearance just hides it >>235824
how can you say this and not realize you sound like a parody or an actual babbling retard, just not the kind she’s pretending to be
Nah. The thing is she's getting worse nowadays, but even then she was pretty insufferable. I think anons were mad that she always said she was super good at lolita and cosplay but looked bad for those communities standars.
It's like how she's calling herself a drag queen now when she has only turned up to one show in an outfit that doesn't convey the "drag queen flair" at all.
sounds like every stoner ever.
shes not autistic shes a drug addict
Good lord Maggie looks so much better now, she doesn't look MtF anymore. I know she doesn't like the site but if she ever comes here and spills milk it'd be wonderful.>>235766
Stephen just HAS to be into DDLG. The chances of both Maggie and Jill being into it separately aren't that slim, but combined with the fact that he has admitted to having a severe porn addiction + he's clearly a cumbrained redditor + interacted w/ that Sofia Mehlitz tweet (the girl he said can "age regress at our house any time!") makes me 110% think that he's the one getting them into this. Men like him are always into shit like that and being called "daddy" etc, there's no way
he didnt stumble across it during his porn addiction. You know damn well he's fucked Jill when she's larping as the baby alter. autistic tinfoil, but maybe she keeps getting UTI's because he makes her wear a diaper
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God Jill please please PLEASE do a jump split at your next drag performance
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In her "I gained weight" video (picrel) she said she was well over 150 lbs, she's 5'1 from what I remember so thatd put her around a 29 bmi give or take, that was three years ago when she was way thinner, I'd honestly say her bmi must be in the late 30s now.
Sage for weightsperging kek, sorry I couldn't help myself.
Anon, this is clearly Veronica. Jill would never wear lingerie!
(Saged for stupid joke)
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You can ignore BMI and just look at photos of her
Maggie’s twitter account may be the trooniest thing I’ve ever seen from an actual woman. IRL Kikomi must be Steve’s type, or maybe it’s somehow contagious.>>235870
Steve actually likes the eye-searing interior of the rainbow clownhouse because the whole thing is one big googoo gaga age regression ‘safe space’ for his DDLG fetish.
Steve is using Jill’s aesthetic and e-fame to groom girls, or would at least like to. I always got the impression that Steve’s an opportunist and a leech who wanted to be a professional YouTuber himself but has given up on that after his own channel failed to get off the ground, so now he’s living vicariously through Jill. Jill came with an audience of young, mentally ill/autistic/genderspecial weeaboo girls with childish interests, some of whom lived locally. It’s like shooting fish in a barrel.>Having a hard time? Come age regress at our house! We have weed, booze and you can even hang out with your idol!
The DID thing has limited Jill’s reach among normies but probably intensified it with terminally online TikTok zoomers who might be more open to living with a so-called glitter family than with their own parents.
I hope I’m wrong about this.
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It's a bit tinfoily but something I screenshot earlier kinda?? backs it up a bit, these are the people in Jill's orbit, very vulnerable people. And, assuming this person is telling the truth Jill pretends
to have a backstory like this which would make vulnerable folk trust her.
idk if this person follows pixie, it was in response to the will wood drama which pixie waded into.
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It was in reply to this person, was this brought up ITT? I don't recall it.
Nah, I’m sorry. Catatonia isn’t a fucking joke, Jill. You get hospitalized for that.>>235801
The tattoo comment is 100% vague tweeting about Jill, I’m honestly living for someone in her immediate circle praying on her downfall. This loli edtwt weirdo seems more up Steve’s alley anyway.>>236077
Anyone who is buying the Will Wood Groomer story about the themby adult woman who legally sold him OF content is hilariously sheltered.
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While I agree that the situation is fucking stupid, now that WW has made a public statement Jill is straight into attacking the ‘victim’ on Twitter, who from their tweets is clearly not in a great way because they’re being harassed online by Stans.
Good thing she made sure to switch accounts before donning her pitchfork
Imagine larping as a sa victim
and going after someone with no proof just because you like a scrote's corny music. She always has the option to keep her mouth shut and just say these things offline. If you actually knew how vile men can be after experiencing sa you would not go on twitter with this take, you would be highly suspicious of all men and take their deflections with a grain of salt. Once again Jill outing herself only to look like an asshole
someone correct me if i’m remembering wrong, but hasn’t she accused uma as being predatory due to their age gap in their relationship? so a 26 year old scrote pursuing an 18 year old is a-ok, but her relationship with uma was abusive
She's such a fucking hypocrite, it's so hard not to fucking a-log right now.>>236182
Tinfoil but I feel like she's jealous of actual victims
, reminds me of when Soren (another DID and trauma faking cow) would sperg out on actual victims
iirc she said Uma was 16, Jill 13.>>236230>Tinfoil but I feel like she's jealous of actual victims
100% this. She has to go fracking through her own memories to find anything remotely traumatic, and then she carefully curates what and how she publicly shares it to make it seem worse than it is. She even went so far as to explore the theory that autism can move the age threshold for DID. And then of course she jumps at any opportunity to label anything she currently experiences as "traumatic."
She absolutely wishes she'd experience(d) actual trauma.
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I can't begin to imagine being so comfortable in life that your main pastime becomes creating problems for yourself.
Here in the timeline anon mentions how she named the 3 year gap relationship as a traumatic experience >>235144
on her bussiness site "about me"
I want to alog but i’ll just be content with the fact that Jill lives in a hell of her own creation, one that will bite her in her own doughy ass one day. How disgusting she is that she searches out and publicly attacks somebody who is (at least meant to be) a victim
of the same thing she claims gave her irreparable trauma. Pig.
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hate to break it but if i'm remembering this decor screams louise. if i'm correct this is Louise's study, (back when Jill was using her mom's mac to edit things/her moms equipment). it's shown in pixie's "lets design my house in the sims" video or whatever that was. Yeah, don't for a second think jill could design something that cohesive
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Yeah the manipulative scrote pretended to be uwu so upset that his censored nude was shared (everything painted over in black, you just see his chest and his gormless expression) not like all men are exhibitionists and send people unprompted nudes at the drop of the hat. So his fans are running with that as an excuse to attack the themby. He was very creepy and weird in the messages so I think her feeling bad about it is valid
, but of course Jill has to side with the white man as usual
There's a very good point here, afaik the deviantart relationship was mostly online and not sexual, and the age gap was 13/14-15, it was more like a year and a half or something.
With will wood, it was also online but mostly entirely sexual and will bailed when it got personal and the themby wanted emotional support. Lots of nudes shared, onlyfans etc. And a 8 year age gap.
Jill accuses Uma of "repeated rape" in a video despite that categorically not happening, the themby didn't accuse him of rape or sa, only grooming, her accusation is actually lesser than Jills and with a lot more evidence.
Jill: jumps in to attack the victim
when Will comes out with 'it's all real, but I'm innocent lol' statement. She is a massive hypocrite.
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Samefag, just so you get an idea of the kind of person will is, this is what his manager and best friend put out as a statement kek
Will's statement was a lot more professional but I bet his real response was more like his buddy here.
Spoiler for slight offtopic but 'people jill stans'
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funny how she posts this right after it’s mentioned that she can’t keep any of her friendships
This is so dumb>>236478>>236475
As much as I hate men I also would never side with the they/them woman in this situation. She's as much of an idiot.
>>236481>If someone being mean to you is the worst thing that has happened to you consider yourself lucky
Applies to Jillian and all the relationships she has fucked up>Furthermore, you're delegitimazing am entire class of people who had suffered from real abuse
This is literally Jilly when she pretends to have trauma
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Nah fuck this
MPD was changed to DID to reflect a better understanding of what the disorder is meant to be– meaning the psyche is fragmented or splintered. You're not multiple people in one body, you're a shattered personality that split off apart cope. Fuck off with your bullshit Jill you have no idea what you're talking about.
What I think is happening here is she doesn't understand the actual disorder and thinks having DID is having different hobbies and ways to interact with people depending on her mood. Hence why she wants calls it multiple personalities.
Or, it could be that with "personality" she means characters, she's interpretating different characters like a theater kid would.
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"Look at the tiny me sob emoji
" is this how a 14 yo edgy boy talks
Jill wondering how to subtly age up Jerrick to 18 after finding out her favourite musician is into freshly legal edgy they/thems>>236182
She claims all her abusers (plural!) have been women. Men are harmless baby angels in her eyes.>>236486>try not to let those friendships go because of silly trivial things like me gossiping about you
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I'm going to try and transcript this>Put a finger down if you feel empty without a strong intimate connection with someone and are quick to evaluate potential connections
Says "nope" with a disgusted face>Put a finger down if you become quickly fixated on a person that you have developed that connection with and feels like you finally found what you have been looking for your whole life and don't think anything is wrong with them as a person
Shakes her head in a "no" gesture, disgusted face again, maybe even upset>Put a finger down if you find yourself ignoring a lot of your responsibilites and interests and prefer to focus on their interest and personal identity
Says no with her head again, has a disbelief face (like saying "omg I would never")>Put a finger down if you often find yourself waiting or scheduling a time around when they can text, call or hang out with you
Makes a slight disgust gesture with her mouth, then tries to recall if she has done it, then accepts she has done it, but shakes her head in a "maybe sometimes" way>Put a finger down if you have gone into panic or crisis mode fearing you will lose them if you feel an energy shift even a little bit
Looks at the distance and closes her eyes, probably thinking of being sad about someone leaving her. Slight "nod" gesture.>Put a finger down if you find yourself increasingly intense, anxious, irritable, or even angry if too many minutes or hours pass where you have not been in touch with them
Writes at the bottom: "This used to be a daily problem but not it's only if it's really abnormally long periods. At first she looks sad and accepting, but then she looks like "but I worked through it, so I'm proud", slight smile. Doubts if she should put a finger down.>Put a finger down if you find yourself imagining life without them somehow and thinking that you would rather die
Already says "no" with her head before letting the woman finish, she's incredibly upset at this question, continues to say no. Makes a surprised face when the woman says "die". Laughs a bit as in "I can't believe people actually do that">Put a finger down if you find yourself running away or ignoring them when they're distant to see if they chase after you
Says she used to do that but not anymore, smiles. Goes to the camera and say it. She does not put a finger down.>Put a finger down if someone has broken up with you and you have felt the dispair so deeply you have either attempted to kill yourself, rumminated on it for weeks, or you have taken an extended absence for work
Does a "thinking about it" gesture, then only nods when she mentions the extended leave from work>Put a finger down if you have to recreate yourself after relationships with this people end, because you formed your whole sense of self around them and you don't know who you are anymore
Wants to put a finger down for a second, then disapproves, looks away like "why would anyone do that"
Made a collage of her faces, every row represents a question.
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Show her this graph
Jill and I are in the disabled communities on Tiktok: it is fascinating to see how quickly she claims hot words that have gone viral from other autistic creators. All of sudden she's the one experiencing it, just to support her future autism diagnosis.>necklace stim toys>nonverbal>catatonia
I think I could even link the viral videos she is snagged catatonia from, it was on my fyp around 2 days ago
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samefag, I have no concept of time, this was posted a day ago, with her mentioning catatonia only hours after
also if my partner tried taunting me and was trying to get me to play smash while I was having a catatonic episode?? just seems wildly insensitive and impossible
This is why it's so important that this stupid bitch doesnt claim non verbality or catatonia. Not talking for a while doesn't meant you have these issues. This autistic guy clearly has a high level of autism and saying "do you want to play smash" would simply not register to him.
I know being into smash is generally seen as autistic but come the fuck on. It's not the case.
Another thing that pisses me off is she has always been normal and well adjusted, and if she was truly catatonic or non verbal these issues would had definitely come up in the past and Louise for sure would had talked about it.
She really wants to be autistic for some weird reason plays up shit with her attention seeking theater kid antics. But for sure the only "catatonia" she will ever experience is smoking weed and being baked as fuck. This is super insensitive of her.
She has some stuff going on that could pass as BPD symptoms, however, she just revealed in that tiktok she basically has almost no abandonment issues, which is a key part in BPD. Most times she has felt bad were because her ego was bruised, and her ego is very easy to get bruised. Check this NPD criteria:
1.Grandiose sense of self-importance
2.Preoccupation with fantasies of success, power, or beauty
2.Belief that one is special and unique
3.Need for excessive admiration
4.Sense of entitlement
5.Lack of empathy
6.Exploitative behavior towards others
7.Arrogant and haughty demeanor
8.Strong feelings of envy
Doesn't this sound a bit too much like Jilly?(Armchairing)
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To be frank as more time passes, she seems to fit more and more into the NPD criteria while also having some BPD traits. She could be what people call a "borderline narcissist". Here's some info on ithttps://www.choosingtherapy.com/bpd-vs-npd/(armchairing)
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Posting this too.
Tinfoil: Jill keeps saying such things because there's more people angry at her and likely to find these threads and call her out or make a twitter thread about her. If that happens, she can go back to these tweets and tiktoks and tell her fans she is unjustly attacked.
She did the same thing with her DID diagnosis: omg remember how I tweeted about being dizzy and losing memory?
I really don't feel as bad for the autistic male as I feel bad for the mother. She looks exhausted, I've seen this look in this type of mothers with mentally unwell children before.
Jillian doesn't understand how good she has it. She would never, ever suffer or have to experience what this mother or her son have. Her claiming catatonia is just so devoid of empathy and respect. And also, she's posting on Twitter and making TikToks with her supposed catatonia, that would simply not be possible.
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The person she's responding to is 22.
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Oh she absolutely has BPD. It explains everything to me.
That, and "affluenza."
Except that half the time she doesn’t even remember to use her own emoji system >>236559
iirc the first time (and pretty much only time until recently) she mentioned catatonia was right after thistrippiehippie did a tik tok about her catatonic states that she suffers from as a result of her seizures. I remember clocking that Jill had suddenly plucked it out of her ass not more than a day later
Nonna you’re far more obnoxious than someone who asked a simple question and forgot to sage, go back to Twitter if you want to feel special(dont reply to the tranny)
It's the schizo tranny moid, nonnie
, don't reply to it.
Her parents just magically don’t notice and it’s covert despite the first “switch on camera!!!” she had in that Christmas vid being incredibly bizzare. For any that don’t remember she zoned out and started moving weirdly and babbling “girly, girly wirly, girly wirly wooo”, it looked like some kind of episode you would 100% realise something was wrong.>>236508
Only she isn’t and hasn’t been getting treatment for BPD? She was setting up the DID, getting the diagnosis then getting EMDR. Has she posted anything about DBT or anything similar? She also said she is off her meds and just uses her miracle cure weed now.
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dang, so we’ll never get to see sandwich and piano?
“Berry” ofc because she was all of a sudden breadcrumbing that she totally loved strawberry shortcake as a kid and it’s a potential special interest.>>236658
I mean if sandwich is a real cat then surely it can’t speak human language or use a phone kek. Imagine the disgusting pet play opportunities.>>236658
If it’s Veronica the sexy slut alter does she wear a strap to peg hentai lover Steve as a simulated futanari.
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Is this the same sof as pic related, the confetti club skinwalker? If so, they really
want her at their house.>>236643
Don’t forget them being colour-coded, especially coming from someone who’s had rainbows as a huge part of her personal brand for years.>>236644>>236649
I want to see her explain the difference between Jerrick (a trans guy in a female body) and Cliffe (a cis guy in a female body). Are trans ‘males’ somehow different from ‘cis’ males, in a way that’s unrelated to their bodies? You’ve manoeuvred yourself riiight up to that hornet’s nest, Jill, now kick it! Go!
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Damn, great catch, from looking at the profile I think it's the same Sof just changed her @
This. Jilly is really trying to have it all>loving stable childhood home>attentive loving parents>very involved/close relationship with mom
yet still>was never reported by family to have any sort of DID episodes growing up/young adult>no family has ever been concerned that she may have autism, which has never once interrupted her k-12, jfashion career, traveling and vlogging, college experience>is having "catatonic episodes" yet her helicopter mom hasn't taken her to get seizures/etc. ruled out?
Make it make sense. The second I saw the video of her showing off her sunflower lanyard to go to her fucking mailbox I knew we would get to this point
What the fuck. I would never want to get advice from her. She always pretends to pbe a knowledgeable person but she knows jack shit. When has she sold any commission or done any sewing work besides the wedding dress and the Chinese knockoff shit? She hasn't been doing it "for years"
Also, her pretending to be nice while pretending to know shit is fucking creepy.
Kek, it proves she doesn't know how to write characters for shit. They're so basic and one faced. They don't feel like real humans, let alone real personalities.>>236649
So she's claiming to be…
Gay, trans, intersex, nonbinary and lesbian?
Kek what the fuck, she wants all the labels
>>236652>They're nonverbal and stuck on trauma
Wut lmao. The sandwich alter is her moving away from home and the piano one is her being around her piano teacher (even though she said she didn't get molested or whatever). She's lying, she's not creative enough.
Also how threatening or dangerous would it be to tell people the name of the smallest OC? It's not like she's real. She's only saying this self victimizing babble and using the wrong terms on purpose for pity points
>>236694>Healing doesn't work that way
Yes you're right>I am disgusting
Yes you are
Also what the fuck. They REALLY want her at their house. Possible grooming and threesome shit? Why else would Steven AND Jillian sound so fucking creepy and lovebombing towards her?
Oh my fucking GOD KEKKK YOURE SPOT ON
Is this why Jax has a "brooklyn accent"? KEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Didn’t she claim that Jax formed to be a social protector for Jerrick’s drag performance??
She’s so full of shit claiming she was experiencing “major trauma” at any point this year when she’s been documenting her every move. Nothing has happened to her except maybe her therapist getting a new job.
“Jerrick as a teen”
so… he’s not a teen anymore? She’s not even doing the bare minimum to keep her OCs straight
The way she worded that makes it sound like she resents Steve for watching Arcane instead of paying attention to her. >>236780
Jaxx formed when she she was getting called out for being racist. Apparently being held accountable for her actions in the past was super scary and twamatic.
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She really thinks she's the protagonist in an anime.
I love being prophetic. I also only just realized he said >>236694
"no matter the occasion", jesus fucking christ>>236786
Can't wait until Jill goes back on it and we get Sandwich slamming his "paws" on the phone screen leading to powerful tweets like "239sdkfnvnx,,,,zzzzzz" and "mmmjsdjjeeeeevvvvvv2" and the like. I know it's probably not true but the implication of the fucking cat alter being a trauma holder is hilarious to me - it's an introject of that cat that nearly died from her tinsel and it was SO traumatizing that she split, guise!
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He doesn’t like you Jill jfc how is she not embarrassed to tag him in shit every other day and have him never respond
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honestly not that important but louise interacts with the villany acc
why Jax has braids! Lol I figure she is basing her alter on three villain characters considering she probably decided to huffily accept that “I must be the bad guy! They’re demonizing me publicly online!”
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You left out the best part! Jax is “character salad”! Because that’s definitely the best way to describe a piece of your psyche fracturing due to severe trauma!
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i feel like this is kinda a tinfoil so i'll sage, but this is in her likes (under a pile of replies to her healthy friendship tweets)… one more hint towards the ddlg steeb arc perhaps?
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Louise is not following the Veronica acct
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>>236940>I'm the main character and you have to like me
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Back to typing in the Brooklyn accent as Jax for the first time in a while. It kinda reads more Southern to me though
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She's so ugly and unhinged now. And she really thinks she's "showing the haters" with this low effort shit. There's nothing to admire about her, the frontal lobe in her brain is turning to mush thanks to weed and she will soon be too retarded and narcissistic to understand anything.
Right? Maybe the accuser has autism or is naturally dissociate-y or whatever excuse Jill came up with to make any minor ‘trauma’ into a huge deal.>>236887
There will likely be more accusations sooner or later. He seems like the type.
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Don’t like talking about it? She won’t shut up about it, Christ. All the alters have autism plan conformation though.
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She really doesn’t hide how much she’s lurking here
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the larp is jills excuse to fulfill her joker era
so that's her basically admitting she knows what she's doing, and saying she's gonna do it anyway?
she's certainly pandering more to us than she is to her actual fans these day kek
put a finger down >>236627
fashion collection when?? Jillian nobody cares about your OCs I promise you
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She radiates jumpscare energy.
since that one nonnie
said her blush looks like two huge pimples i can’t not see it, actually gross asf
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MOOOM, she's doing that tongue thing again and I don't know if she's supposed to look "sexy" o it's her character mark because it always looks the same! >>236627
Also, OT for autism but she had 5 OC at first, as her "5 petal flower"… Now, they're 7 like the rainbow but none of them is orange?? (You know, ROYGBIV) Fake fan!
(or maybe she's reserving it for a new character, I'm so excited!)
I feel like it's a rule with mental illness fakers that everything has to be "extreme" or "severe" or any other adjective to make other people believe that the person is struggling so much and is so sick and has a life that no one else could ever imagine.
Every single thing she says and does feels like an attempt to prove herself. I don't think that people with real debilitating mental health issues have the luxury of worrying about whether people online believe them.
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not milk, just thought her interacting with this tweet is weird since she's been implying that her "little" is autistic with all muh speshul interests, booty shorts are pretty sexual to associate with a 6 year old
She still quoted and rt'd that account on her other two though, both on pixielocks and the Jerrick one>>237122
I hope having the whole Jax wig and shit means that meet the alter video will come out soon, I can't wait for an entire video of her making a bad accent while pretending she's three fictional characters at one
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(Apologies for the giant add tweet button) At this point I think Jill is just going back and trying to align her new OCs with old pictures of herself to make her DID more authentic. Jokes on you Jill, we know this shit is all made up because you never acted like this in your Lolita/Party Kei days
"Just did thoughts" it's hilariously sad to watch her portray what she thinks DID people do with their alters like wtf
If Jill genuinely claims for her trauma to have happened at a young age, then it's weird how happy she is to go back to that young age in photos without an "triggering
Jilly you flaunting your idealistic youth past isn't doing what you think it is. Also kek at her that she thinks her braids at the time somehow proves
Jax's existence. Jilly, put down the phone, weed, alcohol, and go have normal interactions with people in public settings away from your rainby creep house. >>237371
She's grasping at straws to prove her larp. As if no other person as a teen experimented with hair colors/clothing styles. Nope, just Jilly 'cause she so special
precisely. She has yet to show any proof of not having a good life at any point. Her whole last video showed how happy she was to be back in her hometown. Its insane how demanding she is of others to accept her horrible DID but all she does is talk about her oc's like they're romantic interests with how self obsessed she is. Its so embarrassing watching her pretend like she's shocked to see herself younger like she doesn't have a an album of emo pictures queued up purely for DID proof.
Drawing her characters in a cutesy art style does absolutely nothing for her SA survivor image but she is so gleeful that some people have bought into it, she'll def be ready to open up her DID merch by this fall kek
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On a real note though she and Stephen give off major creep vibes. I wonder what other gay guys in Fredericton have to say about him.>>237367
Jax is any young girl (whether real or fantasy) that Jill thinks looks cool. Jill thinks roller-skating is cool, but since Jill doesn't skate anymore it's relegated to the Jax character. A lot of Jill's "alters" seem to contain traits/skills that she was
good at but isn't anymore (alongside traits that she wishes she had.) Probably a reflection of her self-dout
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It’s nice to see a long term fan actually call her out for exactly what she is doing, larping DID because she’s too afraid to do something other than being all rainby and pastel. This comment got 28 likes which is also pretty telling
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Comment in question with a brave WK galloping to aid their queen!
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Also skimmed through the newest video's comments and saw that Mommy had left a comment. It's so weird to witness her family being aware of this whole scam.
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decided to go check out this comment. looks like jill got lazy and forget to scrub the comments after a while, so it's not just a sea of her rainby supporters anymore. look at how many people aren't buying her shit anymore.
This is NOT true. She doesn't just sit around and LARP DID… She also smokes up!
Also… no mid-20 year old I know has this many photos of themselves at age 13-16 to post one every other week…. I think she works backwards: she finds old photos of herself then develops a story/character around those old photos (rather than inventing a character and then finding proof later).
Nah I don't buy this
There's so much in her larp that says she doesn't really think she has it like how long it took her to get her alter videos out because they were more artistic than representative for her and how she is literally lying about trauma
If she were just going off shit we know happened then maybe but her lying about this tells us she knows she needs the trauma to have DID but doesn't and instead of logically thinking it's something else, she lies about the trauma
She's an idiot but I don't think she's genuinely stupid
Samefagging cause I left out the important part otl
In these dumb ads fake DID communities there are subsets who claims to have DID with no memory of their trauma and they call it something else. Like they say "I have trauma I just blocked it out and now I have DID and I'll never remember the trauma" and somehow that flies
If Jill believed she actually had did, she'd claim to be one of those people with repressed trauma instead of lying about what the trauma is because she never had trauma in the first place
yep because she wants to be special and part of that is having the worst trauma
more than anyone else.
The amount of likes on all of them too. She's losing all her actual supporters and she's going to keep digging the whole deeper until she gets called out by a bigger "did influencer" and it becomes a trend to make commentary videos about her and her fake did,sounds insanely specific but I have seen this happen so many times.
starts to panic, and claims it was all a bpd episode. She's never going to recover from this and she has ruined every aspect of her social media job and its fucking insane.
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Wow she REALLY stopped patrolling the comments on the Veronica video. And the fact that this comment has likes is concerning…
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No way is this going to look good
Her family most likely doesn't buy into it but enables her because like us, they see it as a phase. No doubt she's probably that relative/family member that gets gossipped/shittalked about, especially after that disaster of a dress she made, her constant weed use she doesn't even bother to hide, and general lulzy bullshit like trying to do her DID larp IRL before backing out after realizing how embarrassing it is ("Oh, my alters are just shy!"). Kek, Vessey-clan probably had a fun time at the wedding with Jill's minor attention seeking antics. Though, I think they believe it's a lot more harmless than it really is. Mama Vessey probably does reach out to jill to let her know that she's there for her, but Jill's dick self either ignores her, lies to her, or brushes off her attempts at help.
But this all just my retarded saged tinfoil.
The trauma lies didn’t ramp up to this extreme until after
angel therapist left. I don’t know why but I feel like this detail is important.
Except the detail is incorrect
She's always claimed sexual assault trauma even with Angel therapist
Louise is for sure a coddling mother. Jilly never had the fault for anything in her life, it's always been others. No wonder she's this delulu and narcissistic.
I also think Jilly does not understand that whatever her mom chose to provide for her (money, gifts, a house, a car) is in fact, a choice both parents make willingly and could take away at any moment, she sees them as an extension of herself and an unlimited supply. "Of course they will give me the shit I want and never say no to me!", this is very much a narcissistic trait. She sees them as means to obtain stuff and doesn't really care as long as they enable her. Same with Steven, since everything Steven has (including his dick) is hers and can't have his own space (but her alters can!)
In any case I don't see anyone in her life slowing down or giving her any kind of limit, not really. Anyone who dares have a boundary when she's present is ~toxic
~ according to her, just look at her ex friends. And also, look at how magically her newer 0 backbone enabler friends are ~the best in the world~ because they never dare question her. Narcissists never learn.
>>237743>She's mentioned her "inner world" multiple times. She said she wanted to make it in the Sims but never did, surprise surprise.
Is her weed usage so bad that she can't even play the sims? Bruh. Just what the fuck happens in that house? Does she only smoke weed, watch anime, ageplays, eats peeps and fucks Steven 24/7? Her life is absolutely so low effort.
Her and Shayna are proof that weed in the wrong hands can turn into irresponsible usage and could ruin your life… They mirror each other a lot, and I'm sure the ddgl onlyfans saga with the clown face and fat rolls is closer than we think.
She just that self obsessed>>237712
This, tbh it seems less that she wants to actually do content of any kind and more like she just gave up and wants easy views. DID is a popular trend people are outraged by so there's that. Her hauls were so low effort and she got a lot of views, but she self imposed to not go back to that, what a shame.
This is absolutely perplexing to me because just like many cows out here in this website, they read any advice or opportunity areas we point out and they never do shit or change for the better, they always seem to get worse and worse and CA us "haters" while also just lurking all the fucking time kek>>237641
Typical narcissistic trait of course. Kek
I'm writing one right now, only half way through the video right now, sorry. Will have it up soon, nonnies. Didn't mean to upload a pic, woops
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Apologies for stale milk, but could one of the nona's who've hit a deer with her car comment on the bloodless road and front of Jill's car?
It sounded like she sent that photo to her mom immediately. And she tweeted that it died on impact. Did she drive down the road away from the body? Did she wipe down her car before taking a photo?
Is it possible to kill a deer on impact without any blood?
Sorry for bad pic and stupidity
The deer don't blow up nonny
. Usually just some hair and residual ick on the vehicle. But even then it isn't guaranteed carnage, even on the road. Most deer get dragged to the ditch after a hit and you wouldn't know anything happened.
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August Stream Summary - Included a lot of direct quotes because there were just a lot of things that were worth sharing directly from her mouth. If there are any errors, sorry, there was no CC this time which was really annoying. She's not always clear speaking, for my hearing anyway. Plus I like to watch at 1.5x - 2x speed because her voice and screeches are just too much to deal with for a whole hour kek
>>Drinking a kid's juice box all stream (feels very ddlg / agere to me)
>>Talking about how her tattoos didn't hurt too bad but when it does start to hurt, she pretends to be a magical girl (also said it "might be a DID thing" - "it's a magical girl- like they get wounded in battle […] I can take a little bit of pain so I deserve to wear the crest of the precure [laughing]"
>>Makes offhand comment about becoming more flexible and stronger lol relates it to magical girls, again
>>Hasn't had her songs confirmed yet for the drag show she signed up for
>> It's "the big festival of our city" and it's at the end of a parade on a "big stage outside"
>>The songs are supposed to be "Bubblepop Electric" by Gwen Stefani and "Like a Girl" by Lizzo
>>Her two friends who had performed the same night as her before both booked a different event while Jill got booked to this one instead
>>Talks about wanting to sew some drag looks but has just been "on a crochet kick"
>>Says she finds crocheting more relaxing than sewing
>>"I definitely want to do some elite sewing things"
>>"Crochet is very stimmy […] I've been struggling a lot since the car accident" Pronounces it like "ack-i-dent", though.
>>Jill and Cliffe recorded stuff for the video about the car accident
>>Wanted to get that video up this weekend but "It is so emotionally… hard to edit. So.. Wednesday. Shooting for Wednesday now."
>>"I've been thinking this, I have been feeling lately like I am finally- Like this is the most free and authentic and, like, just, like, unfiltered me that I've ever been online, I think, ever. And it's really wonderful"
>>Talking about when Jill, Jax, and Jerrick being co-con the other night and says they are all a "combination" then says "I think that's why we'll sign tweets with like 3 to 5 emojis because it's like I don't know who I am but here's all the people I can feel in the room, ya know?"
>>Going to Montreal Aug 30th. Seeing MCR on Sept 2nd. Meeting her mom there so they can have a "mommy and child trip".
>>Has been looking up choreography for her drag show from Tik Tok kek
>>Feels like drag is "for sure what I should be doing"
>>Really excited to be on stage again since her theater days
>>Says it's like being a DIY Idol - "I'm gonna be a little star, I'm gonna be a little star"
>>Talking about her progress on learning to do a split, says she's getting lower and lower and she's "going to stamp the ground" (fucking gag)
>>Admits her "drop" during the performance was just a "theater fall" and laughs about it, "It was not a drop, it was a fall, that was so funny"
>>Mentions there has been drama in the local drag community with a huge smile, she's not involved but just loves to watch
>>When Flora fronts or is co-con, she feels relaxed and reassured
>>Says Flora lives in a separate building in her inner world and that she didn't know all of the other alters until recently, had them all meet so they were "on the same page" That's so dumb kek
>>"Now there is only one part that we don't know where she is but we know she exists. And she's non-verby. Anyways."
>>Wants to make an animal crossing version of her inner world
>>Jax has a "very strong and very questionable accent"
>>Jerrick is the "most problematic" alter but is "very far along in his recovery"
>>Is currently on a waitlist for a new therapist
>>Has a lot of schizo friends
>>Said "I love learning about every single different mental illness and disorder and condition" because, she says, you're only alive for so many years so you are likely to meet people will most of them - also she likes following people with all different conditions
>>"Sorry I'm so annoying. Um- No I'm not, I'm sweet! Stop being self deprecating"
>>Their car insurance isn't giving them as much money as they think their car is worth. Says they are getting like "70% of a good amount of money"
>>Might get the same exact car but in green, same year and everything. Laughs because "it'll be cuter" and sticks out her disgusting tongue
>>Steve has been using the electric scooter to go to and from work even though they got a rental car
>>Says her appetite has been "like bye" since the accident - at the end of the day she has "some chomps" and "must plan the chomps of delight carefully for they are rare and to be savoured"
>>The state of her office is apparently very messy, particularly the closet, says everything is in the wrong places and is just all mixed together, wants to organize it soon
>>"My whole life IS a visual stim, and I realized that just this past year. I need control over my environment."
Picrel is the chair she painted to use during her Pixie Daydreams drag debut
Thank you for the summary nonnie
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>Says she finds crocheting more relaxing than sewing
She has never ever liked sewing and it shows. She should focus on crochet, try to make crazy crochet art or even drag queen outfits etc if she wants to take it seriously of course. I'm glad her school friend reached this skill to her and that she finds it enjoyable and is willing to do it, but she lacks so much more. I just hope she reflects and maybe takes this path instead of the weed addicted ddgl mentally ill onlyfans shit she's hinting out. I hope she does her research into all kinds of textile materials, makes better stuff, learns more skills and maybe pursue a textile art career instead of being terminally online. In an ideal world, if she expands upon this skill and becomes great, she could even do crocheted shit for actual drag queens and sell it.
But I'm probably asking for too much out of a narcissistic weed addicted bitch. She could still turn her life for the better, just saying
>>237853>>The songs are supposed to be "Bubblepop Electric" by Gwen Stefani and "Like a Girl" by Lizzo
This booking is for the "pixie" drag persona right? The one with the crayon pic or whatever? Why is she picking a song about fucking and a girlpower song? Is Veronica the one performing?
>>"I've been thinking this, I have been feeling lately like I am finally- Like this is the most free and authentic(…)>> (…) that's why we'll sign tweets with like 3 to 5 emojis because it's like I don't know who I am (…)
Yeah real authentic
Surely someone severely traumatized by a car accident would not want to get the exact car in a different color. The interior and exterior would be identical and any person with real trauma would not be able to associate that car with anything but their accident. Everything she says and does reveals this is all a LARP so obviously.
Also convenient that mentioning the interests of her alters doesn’t trigger
a switch while she’s live-streaming! The only time they make appearances is in premeditated video segments. The audacity in everything she does makes me want to a-log
Blogpost but I knew someone who got in a car accident that should
have killed her but she walked away without a scratch (she hit a moose, which is WAY larger than a deer and almost always kills) - she only buys that model of car now because she trusts it 100% to protect her life; it's not totally unheard of. Also it was Steve's car, not hers, so he probably just wants his old car back since he doesn't have any "trauma" with it.
Unless Louise is buying HER a car and not replacing Steves, which would be hilarious
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Tiktok showing the rainbow makeup is up, (this is after wiping it). She mentions at the start about copying some other artists who make makeup remover "stamps". I know one in particular on the platform said she keeps all hers. Will jill be hoarding and scrapbooking dirty makeup wipes now too?
Understandable, anon. That perspective makes sense. I wouldn’t credit Jill with using that logic, or any for that matter. Kind of assumed it was for Jill since green is Jerricka’s color lol >>237932
Sorry to hear that nona, hope you’re doing better. I agree that the insurance chat is bratty. After all, her parents got her a house so I have no doubt they’re funding the rest of her life.
>>237906>Unless Louise is buying HER a car and not replacing Steves, which would be hilarious
You know this is what's happening>>237934
Post the goddamn webm bitch
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NTA but damn, it's literally not a big deal. If you are so bothered, you could have done it yourself, no? Anyway, here's the video.
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Also she posted this, as well.
enough infighting jfc this thread is not about either of you>>237941>single use makeup removing wipes
wow, so sustainable jill!
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So many things wrong with this. >She still obviously supports Shane>Why the fuck is she sending the oddly sexual video to her mom?
That whole tongue flick thing is so weird and gross. It's close to cam cow territory.
That’s one of the grossest things I’ve had the displeasure of imagining
> >>Talking about when Jill, Jax, and Jerrick being co-con the other night and says they are all a "combination" then says "I think that's why we'll sign tweets with like 3 to 5 emojis because it's like I don't know who I am but here's all the people I can feel in the room, ya know?"
This just proves how far from actual DID Jill’s made up version of it is. She’s literally just a BPD tard with no concrete sense of self (literally one of the hallmarks) who bounces from mood to mood and doesn’t always feel aligned with the character she’s created for herself. How any therapist didn’t hone in on that is absolutely beyond me, her last shrink has a lot to answer for given that he’s actively allowed her to detach further from the reality of her (actual) disorder and sink more and more into her delusions and coping mechanisms. I know that therapists can’t control what people do, and let’s face if he’d tried Jill wouldn’t have kept seeing him, but fucking hell it’s a good thing he’s not practicing anymore
It’s strange to me how often she brings up her tattoos and the focus is how painful they were and how tough she is. Like she isn’t heavily tattooed, she has four and it’s been a while since she got her last one. She is really clinging on to the pain aspect in a weird bragging way for some reason, she keeps bringing it up. Reminds me of the gross shit men say to tattooed women about how they must be kinky and looking for that kind of attention because they clearly like pain because why else would they get tattooed.>>237865
She is definitely not eating all day to put on a show, getting high, getting munchies and bingeing on bad foods. She even justifies them being bad foods because oh it’s so rare she has to have stuff she likes and savours uwu because she eats so infrequently it’s special.
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>>237958>wow, so sustainable jill!
yes, I've seen makeup artist use actual fabric to do this, I hope that she will start doing this too
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>>237853>>Talking about how her tattoos didn't hurt too bad but when it does start to hurt, she pretends to be a magical girl (also said it "might be a DID thing" - "it's a magical girl- like they get wounded in battle […] I can take a little bit of pain so I deserve to wear the crest of the precure [laughing]
So authentic yet another story she can’t keep straight? Probably saw people call her out for her sad scars she exaggerated
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Sooo she posted this on her @pixieelocks tiktok and I really thought she was going to talk about anything important but she's just (badly) painting some ugly sandals
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The ugly paintjob. Also, she's wearing socks with sandals. I know this isn't a big deal in jfashion but it looks soooo fucking ugly and tacky on her, specially with the age regression feeling from the carebears tights. It's not like she wears jfashion anymore either.
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Also, more DID revisionism on this one, making her old pics into DID larp
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DAE think she looked so cute with short hair? I think she looked so nice here; even the blue is a nice color. I feel like yellows/pinks/reds just don't fit her very well
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there hasn't been a newsletter for i think about a year? last one I remember was talking about her five petal flower brand.
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Is the ex pretty? that would explain things>>238358
she said this right after the brother stuff kek
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says her instagram is still performing well (geee I wonder why, none of her DID larp is over there) and also it's her youtube 8th anniversary
it's also such weird wording, "venting"? even if she was toxic
, I would simply not vent to my mother about my brother's ex, maybe just casually mention it but that's it.
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Jill is one of those fat people who’s constantly inhaling junk yet claims she’s living off a single raisin per day, isn’t she? I’d be surprised she doesn’t have an alter to blame for the bingeing, but that would mean admitting she binges in the first place.>>238357
Yet another evil woman from her past. I wonder how this one wronged her, other than by dating her brother of course.
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also, sorry for using a twitter viewer website (I don't have an account) but she's interacting with sof yet again, something about bpd? maybe some anon with twitter can check it out better
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some other random shit:
she has been thinking of uploading shorts (also said she hates them on her feed)
also she's cocnstantly in front of her tv
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ok last random assortment of tweets now:
1.Misgenders a fucking mouse lmao (she probably never watched this show)
2.Replies to someone as "me and my alters" (probably something insufferable, I hope someone can check it out)
3.Someone made a whole youtube video called "Which DID YouTubers Would Win in a Fistfight?" With her in it. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AmkufdNLvk
4.She walks around naked in her house (bad mental image)
5.Tells sof she will always tell her she loves her when she needs it (more lovebombing/grooming?)
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I went and checked it, here are their interactions.
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Forgot my pic, no one with "sof" in their username is in Jill's twitter friend list from July tho and we know she had an old account
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If this is Sofia Mehlitz from the Confetti Club then she has been orbiting Jill for 4+ years. Pic is the OP from an old CC thread.
Another fun tidbit from the CC thread summaries:>Bonnie, an autistic land whale, exposes the group to porn, and gets banned. She is now back under the name Veronica.
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Ayrt, interesting you mention family emeshment because I've been reading about it recently. It's still not completely clear to me how it works, or how it applies to Jill fully, but I see some key things here.
how dare you! jerrick is NOT jill and therefore is a valid
mtf brave slaying qween! really though, she probably spouts all that nonsense to them to the point where they just ignore her. not defending drag, but it's become a gay cultural export so much that women treat it as an aesthetic which just makes gay men hate us more. too bad more women don't become drag kings and make fun of men with it like men do to us.
Not even close to the first time someone is saying this in her threads but jesus christ is she delusional. No one who is mentally ill, and especially no one whose mental illness is one that is marked by inconsistent behavior leading to an inability to maintain jobs and relationships, periods of time loss and amnesia would call being openly mentally ill a gift.
In the real world, people with mental illnesses are stigmatized heavily - keeping your mental health issues a secret is a key part of survival for those who are trying to life some semblance of a normal life.
She’s also not even trying to get the community to take her seriously, because she’s once again just inserted herself among the top tier of whatever community she’s latched onto and acts as if she’s put in the work to be there.
Saged for blog, but there’s one well known bio queen in my town’s drag community, but she put in the work and assimilated to her stage character (which she only occasionally performs in) by starting out as a backup dancer in drag shows and working her way up for years. She’s taken seriously in the scene because she’s actually put in the hours to become part of the community, rather than just calling herself a drag queen on social media. Jill is also in for rough waters because a large part of local drag communities despise drag race because it took drag mainstream and let in people like Jill and made certain queens the face of drag. She’s really biting off more than she can chew if she tries to muscle in on a bitchy community
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Something I don't get: why does Jill jump right into different communities that historically have very drama-driven people and certain rules to follow, does some bullshit that will clearly not fly for most members, creates drama herself, and YET she expects others to love and accept her?
Like… Does she believe actual drag queens (not her friends) will see her pretending to be one of them and just accept her like that? Does she think drag queens are stupidly nice enough to just not call out her constant bullshit? Does she think they're idiots that won't see through her female-to-male-to-female bullshit, specially knowing most of them are actual gay men? What is she actually thinking?
This same shit happened with lolita and cosplay too. Somehow she manages to piss off everyone and then pretend to be uwuinnocent all along. And tbh, if a drag queen suddenly came here to bitch about her I would laugh.
Posting this because sure why not. This is the "who would win in a fistfight" DID shit she was mentioned in, by the alexandrite system (thats a fucking troon right?)
Video has chat reply so maybe worth checking it out
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crossposting from the drawboard thread on /ot/ because I think it's neat
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There are definitely successful female drag queens, but like >>238462
said, the women who are accepted are the ones who are devoted to the artform and part of the community already. Not the "spicy straight" girls who watch an episode of Drag Race and decide to call themself a drag queen.
Jill won't be well accepted because she's just shoehorning her way into the community without putting in the work like she always does. She probably thinks she'll be fine because she has a following, and I'm sure some queens will suck up to her to take advantage of that, but to most she'll just come off as an entitled newbie the same way any instagram twink would.
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so she's changing her finsta to a drag account… could she really not just make a new account or just use her main for this??
Damn guess we can all armchair now lol
Adding "I would never dx uwu it just sounds like it owo" girl sit down you are the most unreliable POV main character ever
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>>238573>"I would never dx uwu it just sounds like it owo"
kekkkkk, seriously who the fuck does she think she is>>238576
"OMG NOOOOO MY CUTE CAR WAS SOLD OUT NOOOOOO MY CAR MUST BE AESTHETIC OR ELSE IT WILL GIVE ME TRAUMA!!"
What the fuck…
Did she had to call herself out like this? kek. Fucking womanchild
Also so jarring that she looks better in those old pictures than whatever the hell she's going to upload more. Why would Jerrick want to use such a girly account… oh yeah I remembered, because they're just original characters that she can manage to her own will.>>238579
It's also very stupid, like… why would buying a car in a certain colorway prevent her trauma? Kek. Inb4 she buys a shitty car just because it's pink
Why would you want a car that showcases how rarely you clean the damn thing? She's too lazy for basic upkeep so anything with colors is gonna look like garbage
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>>238595>I'm a freelance fashion designer
If it's impractical and literally won't work where she lives, why the fuck does she want to get it? this sustainability kawiwi larp is too much
Probably more like Molly or one of her old weeb friends. It would be classic Jill to frame them as toxic
attention seeking friends who were like totally copying her.>>238577>Perpetually adolescent
You're an adult though Jillian. Like no amount of stating otherwise in your social media bios will stop time. You're getting older and fatter by the second, deal with it.
Nitpick because I guess it's "smart" marketing but I always side eye people who turn personal accounts into some unrelated business venture to make themselves seem like their new business endeavor has a following. Because it's too much effort to like idk post relevant content consistently and build an audience while also promoting the business on your main account.
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>a very balanced diet
who the fuck is she fooling? she’s fatter than ever
>>238613>flora made mac n cheese!!!
First of all, cringe. Flora is a japanese anime character, therefore should know how to cook shit like miso soup instead. Second, Jilly we all know this was your fatass cooking a fatass meal. You don't eat healthy like, ever.
Absolutely stupid shit lmao
>>238595>I’m a freelance fashion designer and youtuber creator
First of all, biiiiiitch where?!
Secondly, Jerrick isn’t either of those things, why would he/they reply with that on his account >>238624
Please learn reading comprehension nonna, she’s just speeding about wanting it, she’s not getting it >>238577
I don’t understand why Jerrick who is supposedly a perpetually emo angsty teen is 100% on board with everything decision Jill makes. Why would ‘he’ not have just made his own account on his own accord ages ago and promoted it on his Twitter? If he’s his own person, why would be care about being linked to Jill’s following? If he cares about Instagram, why is it only suddenly now that Jill has started using hers again and not before now?
Make it make sense Jillian. Imagine how much an actual wannabe edgy teenager would absolutely hate how she micromanages everything
KEK>>238636>Secondly, Jerrick isn’t either of those things, why would he/they reply with that on his account
She just treats the other jerrick account as her own venting / unnecesary talk twitter account>Make it make sense Jillian. Imagine how much an actual wannabe edgy teenager would absolutely hate how she micromanages everything
If I was Jerrica I would simply rebel and fuck her shit up. Who knows, maybe I would simply delete her entire personal twitter too.
The fact that all the shit the alters do is within reason of what she sees as reasonable is a dead giveaway
The "sex worker" should be doing all kinds of wild shit especially considering how weird the relationship with Steve is
Wtf even is cliff he's just in there to exist and have her say "not all my alters are uwu special"
I think she was probably sub tweeting Maggie or one of her many
ex-friends. IDK why that anon assumed the cousin when Jill has quite a bit of people she probably hates because they didn't coddle her. >>238648
Honestly amazed that she hasn't bit the bullet and posted more risque pics on the veronica account. She already posted her whole ass on the Pixie account what's stopping this "alter" from taking front and posting nudes?
Also it’s not even her car? She wrecked Steve’s car and should be getting a replacement for Steve who is having to go to work on an electric scooter. She seems to feel not a shred of remorse for totalling someone else’s car which uwu they were sharing. Also with the scooter she says her fat lazy ass has never used it, it’s clearly too much effort standing up and she will only use a car despite bragging about being an eco goddess for having the scooter. She doesn’t even need a car, where is she going? The drive-through and shopping, not to wk Steve but he has a job he needs transport to. >>238627
Kitchen witch is a branch of witch these stupid white kids playing pagan have invented. They do their magic through the medium of cooking kek. It’s like a weird twee cottage core thing where they use kitchen herbs and out intention in the cooking and other stupid bullshit.
B i t c h, look in the mirror
Her hypocrisy is so fucking hilarious
This. Don't teens these days find this abusive
and wrong, too? A 14/16 year old teen interacting with a 23 year old ageplayer and forcing him to do drag. Kek, yikes. Real Jerrick would had cancelled her already.
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As an ex anachan I don’t understood why non ed related accounts are adding a trigger warning
for food now, on edtumblr/edtwt a food tw
would essentially be telling you to scroll so you don’t see food and get the desire to stop restricting… right? Not sure why she’s saying she’s be mindful of eating disorders when one of her fake woke followers could probably spin this interaction into her being proana
Of course she talks about it with no makeup on so that audience knows this is a super serious video, despite the fact she's cackling, and making light of her BPD at the end.
She actually switches from sounding triggered
to perfectly okay to triggered
again while she explains how this has caused her to go "non verbal" for 10 minutes a day and stops her from eating her fat filled macaroni cheese.
Interesting to note as well even in the video she tells us the accident happened during a very clear day, but by the end claims the sun was going down (before 9 PM) and how she was so scared that her ultra femme looks would surely entice highway rapists as she waits for help.
I can understand how hitting a deer is a scary experience for sure, I’ve had close calls with deer in rural areas but if you’re paying attention to the road you can see them before they enter the road and you can slow down in time. Any person with half a brain understands this. She clearly wasn’t paying attention while driving which resulted in a deer having to be destroyed.
The thing that makes me the most mad is that she doesn’t even seem to feel bad for ruining Stevie’s car. I had accidentally rear ended someone in an exes car and ruined it and I felt so GUILTY for so long and insisted and helping him pay for a new car. Jill is just trying to find an aesthetic cute car for her mental illness and doesn’t care about anyone else.
Milking it all the way I see>>238696
Why is she tagging her own video as a reasource for mental health? She is in no way qualified to give advice.
samefag sorry- she says she was freaking out because she doesn't have a part to deal with the car accident. Thats odd she has all the parts needed to deal with severe ongoing childhood trauma, but not a quick on impact car accident. She goes on to say she didn't really switch during it and pretty much handled it as herself, which is "a sign of healing". Wow, healing so fast since her diagnosis and she didn't even need her DID to handle something mildly upsetting! She's a medical mystery. Jill, your larp is falling apart.
She also adds that the insurance is not enough for a new car but she's going to manage by finding another "crusty little beater". She totally changes her tune based her audience its so funny to watch. On youtube she's a poor sustainable artist who's overcoming her DID and on twitter she shamelessly flaunts her overspending, endless resource to her parents money looking at dream cars, and is constantly having DID episodes.
I'm losing it over the fact that she keeps referring to this as a Near Death Experience.
Bitch, you were not even injured! You were conscious the entire time! Yes, I get that it's an upsetting thing to happen, but at NO point were you near death?? lmao
Poor steebiebeebie was just scared that the evil police would shoot jilly if she started babbling like a retarded 3 year old. Everyone knows that rich young white girls with 5 different twitter accounts are the main target of police violence. ACAB uwu
Good thing all the helpers were men, imagine the trauma if a nasty evil woman stopped for her
that would've been the most reasonable time for her to play dead and do a DID switch on camera, when her body was at a physiologically heightened state. Instead she just randomly giggles at her characters in all her latest videos when she's perfectly happy and not triggered
. It's irritating how bad she is at this
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Kind of surprised she liked this comment
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Kek. I'm guessing more people are starting to wonder why everything it traumatic to Jill.
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most likely a response to this thread that I was compiling kek. sounds like cowtipping the more I look into it, but here you go anyways
>>238797>I hope you remember this in five years and feel sick to your stomach
This is so fucking absurd to me I had to laugh. You're not being bullied, Jillian, this isn't like someone's shoving you in a dumpster behind your high school and then in five years regretting being such a douche, this is someone on the internet criticizing you. but ofc she's totally an uwu victim
of their evil evil behavior and of COURSE they'll atone for daring to criticize her. Just tell people to fuck off instead of being passive aggressive, Jillian, you can do it
A special attachment to animals, but an even MORE special attachment to tinsel which would, and nearly has, killed her
"I hope you remember this in 5 years and feel sick to your stomach."
Jill is so passive-aggressive. I feel like she's gonna be the one regretting everything in 5 years though.
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. . . and I just want people to stop faking.
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Literally this kek
Jillian pretending to be a mental health advocate and skillful or knowledgeable enough to advice others is not only a big mistake but also something simply disrespectful to people who 1.are real victims
seeking help 2.have years of experience and degrees in the mental health department. She thinks she can just show up and do this shit, it's ridiculous.
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wdym nonna? jill crashed steebies car with the deer. jill hasn't had her car "cherry" in months, i'm pretty sure she scrapped it for parts. i remember her mentioning it somewhere else but im not in the mood to spoonfeed
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Louise's comment on the video
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Jillian is pretending to have an eating disorder again as part of her WW obsession. She started creeping back into the LARP shortly after getting into his music. I have no doubt this song served as her inspiration. WW is clearly an influence based on her frequent tweets of ass kissing and lyrics. Not to mention her styling for Jerricka copying his (the “quirky” earrings, stripes, checkers, etc.) and the fact that Will’s songs are the audio for most Jerricka tiktoks. Jerricka is her WW skin-walking character the same way that Jax is a Jinx bootleg and Cliffe is a clone of a drag queen she likes. I suspect the horrible jaw jutting was her trying to mimic his face kek
No surprises since she has zero creativity or sense of identity.
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i’d like to think some people would call her out or ask questions in some way regarding that holes in the narrative. But then i’ll see smth like this and lose that faith. There are still people who look up to her and view her as an influencer in a POSITIVE way. I don’t know if that will ever change unless she does something absolutely unhinged and unforgivable
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hold on, you're right. cherry is jill's car, that's the volkswagen with the rainbow stripe. cherry was scrapped back in march. steebie's car "boi" was the one that jill took on the trip >>230421
(you can see it's his bc it's the 2 door hundai) and that's the one that she crashed with the deer. we don't know why she scrapped her og car (imo it's probably due to negligence & forgetting basic car maintenance). sorry for the confusion lol
God there's so much content here but my favorite parts are>Dramatic explanation of how the car totally might have exploded at any second, like she's in a Michael Bay film>Her explaination of "fainting" in which she lowers herself into the ground and then gets back up a second later
I also love the catastrophizing about how she thought she was going to have to sleep in a ditch you guys!!!
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It kinda matters cause visibility is largely a deciding factor in who can have responsibility for an accident, especially when it comes to animals like this
If it was daylight she should've seen the deer coming and only wouldn't have if she'd been driving distracted or even under the influence of that devil lettuce she loves so much
Yeah Thats what I was trying to say
The fact that she's changing her story so much about minute details is on par for her but still suspicious almost like she's trying to make it out like there was no possible way she could have reacted in time to avoid it
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would you believe someone like this who happily talks about a car accident?
wow, so edgy and retarded, fatter than ever too>>238906
bitch old ladies call their backs crunchy too, this is fucking normal. Also wow, so anorexic, eating fucking chocolate raisins>>238910
read the thread, she does say it was getting dark but it's clearly in the middle of the day.
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she looks so happy about it
Exactly this kek. It was always meant so you didn't break your fast or whatever.>>238613>>238884
She seems extremely insecure about her eating habits lately.
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also is it me or does it look more like she's casually vlogging this and filming for content?
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one last gif, some shit steven said
She is the main character
. Instead of truck-kun, it's deer-kun and he helps you understand your mental illnesses
The giddiness to attention whore is down right creepy. Sometimes I feel like I am watching a caricature and not a real woman. >>238937
Because slapping on labels that don't align to how you really are is better than being a boring
*non-special* straight woman
. Basically costume play for these idiots especially since words have lost their meanings.
It's literally the best thing that has happened for her larp in ages, she is ecstatic>>238918
Don't the cops check if you're drunk or high when you have an accident like this, or is hitting a deer so common they don't bother?
Am I the only one who read her comment bringing up that Jill had no physical harm done to her as a subtle dig/due to other people in comments not being sure if she was harmed?
Like I unironically feel like this was Louise's way of saying "it wasn't that bad" and probably also thinks Jill is being dramatic AF but is too doting to ever admit it bluntly lmao
No, she said it was “safer to wait at McDonald’s at night” and the morons in this thread took that to mean she was claiming it happened in the middle of the night.
The police clearly didn’t suspect she was under the influence, so saying so is just tinfoil speculation that goes round and round in circles. She’s a dumbass, but hitting animals happens all the time, even if she was distracted or whatever it doesn’t really change what happened
Jill's fans are cows too. They just have
to mention their own experiences when she talks about hers. But I like that their accidents are worse, it must make her jealous.
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This is what he asks her to say and do when the police comes? Fucking creepy enabling tranny
Proof right there that he actively encourages this shit, she wasn't wearing the lanyard but put it on because of him, and then he encouraged her to tell the cops she's mentally ill (for why, she comes across like any other woman when she's talking)
She will not recover while he's there, he's like a feeder but for mental illness. muchausen by proxy.
this is the strangest turn in jill's saga for me. its clear steven is not a victim
of jill's insanity but a downright enabler of it. this thread has basically confirmed he's into ageplay, encourages people to agere at his home, etc. saging for tinfoil but I think, honestly, his ego is fueled and his dick is made hard by the fact that he has to "caretake" jill and that he is some unsung hero for doing that. he might claim being a troon but its a core patriarchal belief that women are helpless little babies and that the man must lead - which is exactly what they show in these screenshots. jill, scared and unsure what to do, stevie remaining calm and directing her from afar. they might call themselves uwu qwueer but when theyre in an emergency situation that calls for them to respond and act quickly, they fall perfectly into the stereotypical male/female gender role dynamics.
does anyone else remember too when jill did her cake announcement, that steven tweeted something along the lines of "thank you all for supporting her thru this"? it rubbed me strangely back then, it felt vaguely like he was taking some very mild accountability/responsibility in that situation and was 'pleased' at how people were responding to his perfectly crafted mentally ill agere baby.
as these threads roll on, i cant help but feel more and more bitter and grossed out by steven. i think his perversion has seeped so deep into his brain. his trooning out reminds me of the brainrot of chauvinist 4chan men who have beat their meat to tranny porn so many times that their neuropathways desire it so much and they start to think that they, themselves, are trans.
Honestly I was generally under the impression that Steve was just an oblivious door mat for the most part until recently, the way he talks to her is so strange, especially because it’s not how he speaks irl in any of the videos he’s been in previously.
Sage for blog, but as a fresh adult straight out of an abusive
home and relationship, I briefly fell into the ddlg scene (judge away, It’s not s something I’m proud of) because I craved the approval of an ‘authority’ figure. Long story short, Steve 100% talks exactly like guys in that scene, the creepy ones who have no ‘off’ mode and expect you to away be submissive to them.
The fact that Jill willingly shares their messages as if they’re normal conservations shows that it’s pretty much their standard dynamic, she’s the helpless damsel and he’s her protector
Yeah jill will never get better even if she wanted to with him around reminding her she's supposedly fucked in the head at every turn and somehow different than everyone else. Jill obviously plays a big part in her own demise but it's interesting to know both Steve & her therapist has such a big part in tricking her into thinking there's something wrong with her.
The amount of love he gives her when she's performing sickness is interesting to me. Do you think he's as loving when she's stable? It makes more sense now why she texted him she was dissociating and in a crisis.
Now you point it out I definitely see the "daddy" dynamic here where he's explaining things to wittle pixie, as if she's a child, the mental illness stuff just gives him more to lord over her and more ways to "help" which she often references in Tweets. >>238985
I dislike this very much but I think you're absolutely correct here.
Nah, as a narcissist this dynamic is good for her. He dotes on her and tells her she is special and different to other people. She loves being a victim
and he feeds that. Nothing is her fault in his eyes and he feeds any new delusion or whim she has. It’s a symbiotic relationship. They will both just keep making each-other worse and worse as they feed off of each-other, it’s a match made in hell.
Kek. Yes. Really makes you think>>238960
Kek, it might be true, how is no one else talking about this?>>238971
Ew, this is so fucking creepy
if it wasn't for the fact she got introduced to Steven from Maggie she would had dated someone less brainrotted and probably would had remained more normal. No DID or Autistic larp
Reminder that Steven was the one who chose her angel therapist for her too
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I’m still wondering how Steven even knew the DID enabler therapist in the first place, especially since (according to an anon in the previous thread, I’m not super clear on the timeline) Jed wasn’t even a real LCT yet when he started seeing Jill (pic related). He can’t have had many patients before Jill. Where did Steve find him?
You don't seem to see a lot of crime and shit so I'll let you know that high energy people can act fucking weird when around cops, guilty or not
And even if she didn't act that way, it's still a larp and her precious stebie is complicit so of course he's going to suggest this
Hon you're not reading what I'm saying
Guilty of anything or not, high energy people get worked up over just about anything in high stress environments
It's like test anxiety even when you're well prepared and above average intelligence it's just the brain overclocking and the person overreacting
Police are high stress. She's high maintenance. She's gonna spazz.
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Did pixie really.
Jill's been real stupid playing up her mento illness in context of the crash, iirc an anon posted that in Canada having DID would basically make them take your license if you report it, and if you don't report it, you're liable to have insurance refuse to cover things if/when they find out after an accident happens. I speak from experience, sorry for blog but it's even worse where I live, there's restrictions and extra costs for keeping your license for anyone that has 2+ of the mental ilnesses on their list of "potentially affects driving", even if you're not medicated for it and no matter how mild it presents (the list includes autism, depression, anxiety, adhd, etc). I wouldn't be surprised if Canada has a very similar system, maybe less strict, but DID and everything else she claims is way more severe and should be grounds for suspending her license if it was real. >>239063Maybe through roblox kek
Lol I guess nonnie
thinks any rainbow flower is pixie's territory and pixie's only time to touch grass
and with "we" she means her alters, not her and steven KEK>>239084
This, she has no struggles whatsoever so she has to make up some new ones herself
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>during a heated conversation whe my DID & BPD flicp a little switch making me completely unaffected while the other person is enraged emoji emoji emoji
with steven universe music too. Click to play
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I think she DOES have split personalities - not that she has DID, but that it lets her fly her BPD flag and be like "i can't control it!!" She can shut down any conversation she doesn't like, she can blame all her problems on "someone else", I know it's been said a million times but jesus christ she needs therapy
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>>239115>Never serious arguments only:>Political grievances>Talking about politics and war and general for "too long"
Gotcha. So she can be sanctimonious on twitter and harass and dogpile strangers for made up problems and perceived slip ups. But don't discuss politics, which can have real life consequences for tons of disadvantaged groups! Or war, which ruins and ends lives, destroys historical monuments and arifacts, economies, and infrastructure, that's tooooo scawwy and could make Jill switch into a child!
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more jerrick larp + enablers on the comments (with a fake as fuck reation)
"jerrick hasn't been here all day this will be a suprise"
He's not real wtf lmao. Also, Jilly you did this 100% on purpose, you KNOW your OC is green, you were waiting for your enablers to comment how ~jerrick like~ this filter is and you acted surprised on top of that kek.>>239114
So she never lets people talk ever? what a bitch
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Imagine opening your DMs and seeing this unhinged shit
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why the fuck does she make this licking face to her mother?
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This. None of them are good. She gives me the same literal shit eating grin as Divine. I'm sure she wants to be as gross as this complete degenerate. And yes, this drag queen ate dog shit.
>>238696>I benefit from others doing the same
I promise that in all of her years of Peeps tea posting she has never needed warnings to avoid being hurt by looking at pics of food, come on Jill>>238935
He completely comes across as a stunted reddit troomer with his twitter interactions and the fucking communist ginger bread house he bought, and also >>238971
is creepy as shit. He's completely coaching her to use her fake disability lanyard and play up her mental illness
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Sorry for my non-contribution but I am reading Jennette McCurdy's book and this paragraph just reminded me 100% of Jill. She is. literally just a narcissist pothead.
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This TikTok is from the last day of July but it’s just now getting traction. Jilly your toddler isn’t cute and clever, you’re just absorbing hot TikTok lingo from a horny post.
she means her and her alters silly nonny
. stebie has a scooter. jill and co need the car to drive to the weed and tendie store
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Saging for nonmilk, Jill calling DID beautiful and magical has also been a huge red flag and she keeps proving shes such a fraud. Post had just reminded me of jill doing this shit
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#based anon igmmd was fantastic# Her deadbeat BF also being named Steven gives me keks, hopefully not foreshadowing a schizo-chan arc >>239062
late nitpick but she said in one of her vlogs where she showed Cherry off that she got it professionally painted/detailed which I thought was ridiculous for a college student especially the fairly detailed colorful design i assume it was really expensive
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Why does she use this filter so much?
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Jill is having a bitch fit over someone questioning why her spam insta suddenly changed. Maybe start a new account from scratch rather than hijack your existing followers and expect them to go along with completely different content then jilly.
Bonus points for the comments being “so hurtful” even though no one even said anything remotely mean
>>239515>person says she watched her videos>you probably followed me when I was a teenager
Jillian definitely has a hangup about not being a teenager anymore with how often she mentions it, maybe having an ageplayer ddlg boyfriend isn't helping. She could look the same as then by simply giving up the weed and booze and eating better, it's not like she has any actual
medical condition preventing that. Such a spoiled brat. What's funny as someone who has actually been chronically ill, she has the energy to make videos, tiktoks, argue online every day, throw her self around on stage in heels for her drag performances, extreme makeup etc, actually ill people haven't got the energy to get out of bed, put makeup on, make a video - or anything - all her problems are by her own making and could be solved in a month or two.
But we are supposed to feel sorry for her with all her "changes and challenges"
What losses or changes though? What happened this year?>hit a deer with Steve's car, got some money back from insurance and is getting a new car>enabling therapist is leaving
vs>cousin's wedding and she did her dress>happy family reunion>she got her first drag gig
Literally nothing else happened this year aside weed and DID larping and some people calling her cringe on tiktok.
All these people keep saying they liked her old content better - it must be a coordinated hate campaign to make her feel bad! It can’t possibly be that people liked her old content better
She’s only 24, too. That’s still very young. I’m not on TikTok, does the culture there villify people over 20? I have to wonder who she’s hanging out with if she feels insecure about being in her early 20’s.
I watched some tiktok drama videos yesterday as background music and the scene is so…petty. It's a lot of high school tier drama and people being cancelled for the most trivial things that no one in real life would care about (like being bitchy to somebody in DMs, teens are nowadays raised that you can never commit wrongthink or be mean or you get deleted from the internet).
Same with twitter, a lot of "neurodivergent minors" telling people that if you're over 18 you're a creep and don't belong in fandom spaces. There was a warning about a zine circulating recently how people in their 20s shouldn't be drawing teenage characters because that's creepy. Jill mostly hangs out in these artsy and mental illness spaces so she probably sees that on a daily basis as well.>>239530
Pretty much this. I remember being a kid and seeing teens as adults, and being 14 and seeing 20 year olds as older mature people but at the time no one was policing people on deviantart and tumblr. The worst case were "fandom moms" who wanted to use their authority as adults to preach to others about ships.
Stuff like this is why I doubt her victim
stories she spins, she is so thin skinned. There is no way she would have lived through what she claims and be as functional as she is. Because she is functional, she claims she is extremely unwell but she lives a much more normal life than the majority of disabled people. She has her own home, she drives and she just spends her days online, doing her little hobbies or doing “errands” which just consist of getting herself little treats. She doesn’t have any support needs in reality. Like literally go through categories for that stuff. She can go out alone (even on long extended trips like going home), she manages her own money and stuff is in her name, she drives, she doesn’t have any physical limitations mobility wise, she can use the bathroom and wash independently, she can cook and feed herself just fine. She is so damn sensitive like has she ever been bullied even because she interpreted this so extremely. Does she understand what someone being harsh to you actually entails.
Not to mention the fact that she’s never shied away from talking about her struggles with mental illness/ED/self harm etc, and yet it’s only within the last 12 months or so that she’s flippantly talking about being a rape victim
. Absolute bullshit to think that she wouldn’t have so much as mentioned childhood traumas over the many years she’s been online
Yeah that’s why DID is such a popular larp, because there’s an inbuilt contingency for inconsistency and shittiness, because you can blame it on an alter or being dissociated, plus it’s ‘proof’ that your twuama is soo much worse than others.
The fact that Jill manages to be inconsistent and dumb even by youtuber larp standards is hilarious though, she’s literally on par with the 14 year olds with fucking DreamSMP “systems”
I'm derailing but the therapist talk is all very speculative. I'm assuming her therapist is just progressing in his career. Jill doesn't receive real CBT or DBT, she was just doing talk-therapy with a councillor. In NB, if you have an MA you can be a councillor and a PHD is for psychologists. Her councillor obtained his credentials from a for-profit online university in one of the least educated provinces of Canada… it's no wonder the quality of Jill's care seems to have left her more prone to escapism (talk therapy really is just going 'mhmmm' and giving helpful advice you know they wont follow). He probably is just bad at his job.>>239529
Does Jill have friends older (like 4-5 years?) than her? When people don't have older friends they end up afraid of getting older. It's telling that Jill only hangs around people her age or younger than her, like if she really knew a few 35-year-olds she would surely realize there's more to your 30s than taxes.
She has a filter over the whole photo>>239603
A year or two of this wouldn't do that. You need 10+ years in the same house, same room, to get that level of yellow and it doesn't evenly distribute like this. Don't be this dumb.
Nothing will wake her up. She’s a narc and thrives and getting attention from her pitiful meltdowns. She’s probably enjoying the nonnas her worrying about her because that’s all she wants uwu poor sickie jilly.
I remember she commented on a TikTok like a year or two ago empathizing with people who would intentionally hurt themselves as children for attention.
I don’t think she’ll go the full physically ill munchie route because she’d sacrifice a lot of freedom which would be inconvenient for her shitty lifestyle. I’d think also Louise might get more involved if she became physically ill because it’d remind her of her own cancer trauma.
With the mental illness larp she comes off as she’s doing a silly phase with her shiny new personalities rather than the reality that DID is a fucked up rare disorder that only effects the deeply disturbed and survivors of the worst abuse possible. So I honestly think her family doesn’t really take her seriously and think she’s quirky and eccentric.
Unironically should wear that kind of makeup and not the attrocity she's into nowadays.>>239515
All narcissists have something in common: their ego get bruised easily and this is the most hurtful shit they go through in their lives, when someone opposes them. They go insane. So when people are actually having common sense and calling her out, she takes it as the worst and most insulting thing.
>>239515>I am 24
I thought jerrick was a "perpetual teenager"? kek, good to know her OCs were just a project all along.>such hurtful things
She literallyh didn't say anything, wew.
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oml was her breakdown crying TikTok because she got covid
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>>239614>I was relieved her mom put her foot down and made Jilly go smoke in the shed alone far away from the other cats.
Wait, you're so right. I didn't see it before but you are right. Before she was smoking in the cat patio that her mom built for herself and the cats, but then her mom conveniently put an uwupink desk outside the garage for her to smoke her brains out. I thought this was enabling Jillian, but the more I think about it it's just Louise putting up with her. That's the same impression I get with her comments on the videos, she's trying to nicely tell Jillian to fuck off.
`>All these people keep saying they liked her old content better - it must be a coordinated hate campaign to make her feel bad! It can’t possibly be that people liked her old content better.
She really doesn't understand why someone would like her old content better huh>>239521>Jillian definitely has a hangup about not being a teenager anymore with how often she mentions it
>>239530>I've noticed teens nowadays think anyone over the age of 20 (mostly women unsurprisingly) should be doing taxes, going to work and raising kids
That's fucking sad and misogynistic. It's the same shit a boomer would say kek. You're still young in your 20s, your life doesn't end there.>It's a lot of high school tier drama and people being cancelled for the most trivial things that no one in real life would care about (like being bitchy to somebody in DMs, teens are nowadays raised that you can never commit wrongthink or be mean or you get deleted from the internet)
Geee I wonder why, they're being raised by people who coddle them a lot. Everyone is special, everyone is nice. Fuck this shit.
Sad thing is, EVERYONE acts like this nowadays, so we're probably doomed and will have to get used to it and live in real life with these extremely think skinned freaks for life. I'm tired of this infantile society.>There was a warning about a zine circulating recently how people in their 20s shouldn't be drawing teenage characters because that's creepy.
That's retarded>>239534>Stuff like this is why I doubt her victim stories she spins, she is so thin skinned.
I agree, it's probably some narc ego bruising, there's no other way.
EMDR is pseudocience anyways>>239580
thanks for the insight on those degrees anon
yeah wasn't the house a thing to cure her depression or something? it only made it worse imo>>239638>reiki healing livestreams
this is such bullshit lmao>>239642
I don't get it, does "covid stuff" mean she got covid or that she's afraid of getting it?
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here you go Jill now can we move on
the child voice is so fucking creepy>>239670
yeah she's pretending to be the child alter, look att the stawberry emoji in the top right corner
She sounds physically ill. Not mentally ill.
How long until the diabetes diegnosis.
She needs to see a real doctor not her enabling therapist or "healing livestreams"
Ah yes, let me grab my camera and record an aesthetic tiktok to quickly grab proof of my child alter being autistic…
Mental illness is something that creates you problems in your life and annoys you, not a funny personality quirk.
Ntayrt, I think it's Jilly using her Flora
voice and "helping" Berry
with lining up the beads. As referenced here >>239637
, "she has a warm loving grandma vibe". It hurts my head because this all just reminds me of Robert Downey Jr's role in Tropic Thunder. Convoluted, unnecessary, and overall stupid.
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well here's why she had those sweat covered pits in previous videos
>>239738>Does she think it’s a get out of jail free card or something?
That’s exactly what she thinks. It makes her feel justified for acting like a child, because that’s how she views autistic people, and let’s her off the hook for things like not working, barely making videos, not replying to friends (which she’s always saying she does), not keeping up with her fashion “career”, and any other part of her life she might be ashamed off. Instead of working on herself, addressing her shortcomings and learning to deal with life like every other 20-something, she’s convinced herself that she has a free pass to act the way that she does and not feel guilty.
That’s Jill’s biggest hurdle, the fact that most of this larp she’s on is to convince herself more than anyone else (the rest is for attention obvs). She’s clearly deeply unhappy with her life, likely due to genuine depression, and in order to cope she’s invented reasons for why it’s okay
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this is so fucking gross
Frightening dreams for others: family accident, relationship problems, being chased, etc..
Frightening dreams for Jill: facing consequences for her DID larp
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>>239638>>joking about the body keeps score
not to a-log but wow fuck you Jillian. This is a book specifically written for survivors of rape and incest, blog but my guidance counselor gave it to me in high school because my dad molested me and imagining her reading the testimonials in it and using it to ‘study’ her LARP makes me sick
It does run in families so she is definitely using her cousin as an excuse to say she definitely has it as well. >>239740
The thing is even if she was autistic and this was genuine she would be incredibly high functioning and diagnosis at this point would do nothing for her. No matter how much she lies she can work a normal job or put in more effort and make money, she doesn’t need to access services. There is a big push on tik tok of adults getting diagnosed but to be blunt if it doesn’t and hasn’t affected your life then it’s a waste of money and resources. It’s rare but the only time it really makes sense is if you were neglected and it did effect your life just no one cared and we all know that is in no way the case for Jilly. If she was autistic and had any kind of needs it would have been caught and her needs would have been met already. So even if she were autistic it would still just be a piece of paper for her to wave at people that isn’t meaningful.
>>239738>Why does Jill want to be autistic so badly?
If you check >>235144
she was already talking about stimming in 2020 and there are posts by her how much an autism evaluation would cost. She could possibly drop 1000-3000$ trying to get diagnosed, she kept researching but it's much harder to find a hack licensed psychiatrist than a hack therapist.
I wonder if this is all about her parents.>mommy, daddy, I am mentally disabled so you can't stop sendning me money! I literally can't work a normal job!
I don't want to believe this is all due to social contagination from twitter and tiktok making neurodivergency special and Jill wanting to be the most special person.
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i would love an exorcism for my autism
but it sounds like jill could use one too. considering the reiki healing livestream was so beneficial for her
>>239738>She’s been in and out of psychiatric care since she was a kid, none of them picked up on it?
Purely anecdotal (and bloggy) but this is quite common with women who were diagnosed as adults. People do pick up on the fact that something is wrong but the girls are misdiagnosed, drugged and/or dismissed as difficult, attention seekers etc. If Jill were smarter she could easily claim her BPD is a misdiagnosis.
The thing that makes her whole autism LARP so clearly fake to me is the fact that she’s suddenly claiming all the most obvious stereotypical traits, like she’s going down a checklist. She’s putting on a show of the kind of behaviour you see in people who do
get diagnosed as children. All of a sudden she doesn’t understand metaphor and picked up a bunch of stim habits that she can’t help but practice in public. These are not things you get worse at over time, even undiagnosed. It’s clearly an act.>>239820
Same, that sounds like what you’d say if you suspect something but haven’t had it officially confirmed. I wonder which one started identifying as autistic first.
I can't specifically say for Canada, but while women do get misdiagnosed all the time an autism diagnosis won't be handed to you so easily. Most normal, sane doctors would like to avoid diagnosing patients with something they don't have and Jill didn't even manage to get a real diagnosis for DID. Even if Jill forced her mother to cooperate in the fake story, I can only see it happening if the doctor is tired, has no time and doesn't worry about being accussed of giving a healthy person a ticket for disability money.
Jill would have to spend at least 3 hours pretending to be autistic while the psychiatrist interviews her and has her do some basic tests, and the way she talks in that tiktok is so gross to me.
With her amazing acting skills, she will definitely get a free lecture from a decent psychiatrist on why faking (fake) mental illnesses and (real) mental conditions is bad.
Honestly, I really hope she isn't constantly playing being mentally ill irl because that can't be good for the brain, it has to be at least exhausting.