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No. 176591

Previous thread: >>>/w/164089

>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~

>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears
>Known lurker
>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm

General info:
>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her
>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise
>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings
>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day
>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers
>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads
>Has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion
>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image
>Formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both came out as bisexual, but now Stephen is nonbinary and pansexual - the same fate as one of her other exes who became nonbinary after dating her…
>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t selling anything yet, but plans to sell bad Lazy Oaf knock offs
>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact.
>She won’t stfu about her stims and super scary ‘restrictive’ eating disorder

In the last thread:
>Still gaining weight from consuming a steady diet of "safe foods"
>Going to therapy every week with a "specialist" that encourages her histrionic behavior >>164720 >>166605
>Claims to have auditory hallucinations >>164730
>Admitted to chewing on Steve's arm for sensory reasons >>165058
>Customers started recieving their dresses from Jill's collab and the material and quality were terrible >>165345
>Started wearing a binder >>166616
>Has been smoking weed and drinking heavily, even though it's ill-advised for people on SSRI's >>167141
>Claims autisitic people's brains don't develop at the same rate as ND people's brains >>167533
>Says she "completely loses control of" her limbs at her therapy appointments >>169832
>Did an interview with a small website about how she is "destigmatizing mental health" >>170648
>Steadily losing patrons >>171606
>Still hasn't done a video on her final school runway collection >>172187
>Been doing absolutely horrendous makeup >>172283
>Did a poor review of the Met Gala outfits, didn't know who Marsha P. Johnson was >>173809
>Admits to burn out >>174105
Had some sort of psychology-related appointent >>175651
Said her childhood piano teacher was a pedophile, as always made other people's trauma about herself >>175857
>Said she was going to email her "abuser", said her life was stolen from her >>176080

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Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/

No. 176592

New video

No. 176594

samefag sorry this thread is kinda shit i was in a rush

No. 176595


She is watering her fucking plants with a peri bottle- what is used to clean your ass or other private parts after surgery, childbirth, etc


No. 176598

God bless you anon I made a thread but you beat me to it, you thread its much better than mine, good job

No. 176604

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I mean yes, it could be used for that, but those style of bottles can have many uses. Just search "plant watering bottle" on amazon and you get a ton of relevant results.

No. 176605

honestly its weird to me how…normal she is in this video. a little annoying sure but nothing like she is on her twitters.

No. 176606

she definetely seems more normal than the stupid disgusting antics she's recently been into, but don't be fooled, it's still jillian we're talking about

No. 176612

The person Jill is sending the care package to has a DID YouTube.

No. 176621


This is kind of unsettling. Bobo is one of the DID YouTubers who was taken advantage of by DissociaDID. She has 15k subscribers and says in the unboxing video that she’s a big fan of Jill. Jill goes through friends like toilet paper, and here she just started talking to Bobo and sent her this huge gift, with a note that she asked Bobo not to read on camera. (Hmm, whatever could she have written? /s) Even if you think DID isn’t a real disorder, Bobo really seems to be genuinely mentally ill and it’s fucked up that Jill is already transparently kissing her ass and digging her claws in so she’ll have some kind of street cred when she unveils her own DID diagnosis. For someone supposedly so well-versed in ~twauma~, wtf is with this imbalance of power move, Jill?

Link to the vid in case embedding doesn’t work (new at this).

No. 176624

She’s almost exclusively interacting with DID people on Twitter now days (when she’s not talking to herself). For the most part, the people that have cutesy names and accounts for their “systems” seem like they all live in their own deluded fantasy land of mental illness, so it makes sense that Jill would be following suit

No. 176625

its funny to me, a few weeks ago someone brought up how great of a vlogger she was and how she might have ben able to actually take off as a creator and now she puts out a blog kek

No. 176631

I'm sorry.. this is just weird.. How much has pixie interacted with fans in the past? Never. This almost feels like Pixie is either putting her foot in the door in the DID world or is fangirling over severely mentally ill people. It just feels so off

No. 176632

She is definitely fangirling over the mentally ill. Which is just odd. She seems to always want her favourite content creators to be mentally ill. It's weird

No. 176633

samefag- but its the fact that she's buying her way into these friendships/alliances thats making it weird. Expensive Pusheen merch, a nice backpack- she could've just done one sweet homemade gift but no she just piles on expensive gifts. Its the same thing with her showing off her $1,000 wasteful medical bills. To her spending the most money means she wins the munchie olympics

No. 176634

gives me creepshowart vibes the way she has to buy friends

No. 176638

All the stuff she is giving is her old left overs. The backpack was from a lucky pack, she had been trying to unload it for literal years. She is sending someone some of the tat she keeps on hoarding.

No. 176639


True, but it’s still “buying” her way into people’s affections. Bobo says in the unboxing vid that she just started talking to Jill, yet she’s the one Jill chose to send all this stuff to? Jill already has acquaintances and fan girls local to her who would probably be glad to receive her trash. Suss.

No. 176651

Anon has a point about Jill going through friendships very quickly (one of the only things that makes her bpd diagnosis valid, but Jill will never admit to it because it makes her look like an asshole. I wouldn’t be surprised if Jill drops her as soon as she gets her DID diagnosis or is using Bobo’s experiences to make it seem like she has legit DID. Also wouldn’t be surprised if Jill drops her because she finds her too unnerving and mentally ill for her liking, and tries to befriend another DID personality who she likes better

No. 176673

This also happened a while back when we said "oh she should make piano videos" and she made a piano video. She lurks here so hard, otherwise why would she call herself a clown?

No. 176676

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Has anyone thought about how Jillian seems more histrionic than bpd/npd? it checks out. Especially because she's becoming more sexual/flirty.

Histrionic personality disorder is basically like "chronic attention whore syndrome", they compulsively will do anything and everything for attention from people, even negative attention. They are very shallow & gullible people, prone to lacking self esteem and a sense of self and have very shallow relationships that they exaggerate.
Like they'll make a new friend and immediately be like 'OMG BESTIEEE I LOVE U SO MUCH UR MY BFF 4EVAAAA' and we are seeing this happening in real time.

I feel like Histrionic people come across as more extremely immature and self destructive (in their desire for attention), whereas narcs are like these evil black holes who actively suck people dry and move onto the next victim. Jillian doesn't have that extremely over inflated ego, but a chronic need for attention and praise from others.
She reminds me more of someone with Munchausen's syndrome, just this unquenchable thirst for attention for it to always be about 'memememememememe focus on ME, MY needs, MY wants, I'M the one HURTING, I'm the one who NEEDS your love and attention, ME".(armchair)

No. 176677

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Samefag, here's more about HPD.(armchairing )

No. 176681

Yes, but not wanting to armchair I haven't mentioned it. A lot of cows fit HPD better than any other cluster B.

No. 176683

i really dont think so. shes not that extreme.
can we move on from hpd now. this is fucking stupid

No. 176688

Has anyone noticed how after the backlash from the "neurodivergence" video she made (and never apologized from) she's now doubling down on having mental illnesses and she's trying to prove it with an expensive brain scan?
It's like, she wants that scan so no one tells her she isn't neurodivergent anymore… instead of learning from her mistakes and apologizing

I don't know, if people can talk about how much NPD she is or BPD or autistic, then maybe she could also be HPD. As long as she doesn't go to a real therapist no one will really know

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No. 176696

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Jill you are a straight female clown

No. 176699

People on this thread have literally called her a narcissistic retard but you draw the line at hpd?

No. 176702

Proof of Jill's perpetual state of banality. Sad attention starved idiot. Send her hetero fat normie ass to Africa with this gender fluid bullshit and watch her head implode when no one outside the US and Canada give a fly f*ck about her first world gender bender retardation all these stupid Westerners create for themselves to compensate for how mediocre and uninteresting they really are.

No. 176704

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Your screencap is hard to read so I condensed it. Idk what it means though.

No. 176705

>Sad attention starved idiot. Send her hetero fat normie ass to Africa with this gender fluid bullshit and watch her head implode when no one outside the US and Canada give a fly f*ck
I actually want to see this lmao. Just standing there looking like a clown retard while everyone else just doesn't give a fuck. Her problems are so made up.

No. 176706

NPD is more extreme than HPD for the reasons anon mentioned. I honestly would not rule it out, she does lack empathy but she doesn't seem to be using people or abusing them on purpose. Jillian is just an attentionwhore but I doubt she has bad intentions.
Someone like Lori Cerda seems more NPD than Jillian tbh, she uses people and moves from victim to victim. Who knows.

No. 176721

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Old school lolita judging Jillybean.

No. 176722

She looks like a spergy mental patient. Lmao

No. 176723

The saddest thing is I don't even want to hatewatch her anymore.

No. 176729


Jill has been my favorite cow for years, up until this neurodivergent larp. I don't think I can hate watch her anymore either. I turned off this newest video when she was making baby babble noises to herself while looking at scrunchies and talked to the seller in a ~fUnNy VoIce~ when buying the pink camisole. I am surprised she wasn't also forcing herself to flap her hands for show but I guess she had to hold her camera.

I think she is determined to show everyone in public that yes, she actually IS a retarded toddler. Her coddling Jill is partly to blame, but I wonder what her mom thinks about all of this shit.

No. 176731

How has she obtained the figure of a gender bent Ethan Ralph?

No. 176733

I noticed this too, most of the people there seemed to be looking at her like oh god not her again, I wonder if she asked this person if it was okay to film them and upload it because they really don’t look pleased

No. 176740

The way she's out of breath in every clip of this video is alarming

No. 176743

Jill became one of her confetti club members
>making a nuisance of themselves in public
>nobody likes them, not even other alternative/outcast types

No. 176749

No, you didn’t Jill? You changed your Twitter bio and made a video saying ‘idk call me any pronouns lol’. That’s not ‘coming out’, that’s being intentionally vague and wishy-washy so that if you decide to change your mind you don’t actually have to take back anything

No. 176760

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Are people really making alters out of Jill? Also kek "I'm flattered".

No. 176762

noone is out there making alters based on you jill, but if there is you should really question the kind of fanbase you've cultivated that are happy to model their fake alter egos after you, nevermind the fact that they're mimicking a real person.
who am i kidding though she probably loves this shit because it feeds her insane ego

No. 176763

I don't think literally anyone has done this to her? Plus hasn't Jill been skinwalking for the past few years anyway? It seems like she just really wants to try and use the new DID terms she's learnt online.

No. 176765

>I'm actually flattered most of the time
Most of the time? How do you not realize you've FUBAR'd your life and need to make a change if something like this happens to you more than once?

No. 176767

OK, help me understand this.

If a person has DID, they 'split' into these different 'personalities'. These 'personalities' are different facets of the person.

How can one 'split' into another person's personality? Am I overthinking this? is it just mental illness loves?

No. 176768

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So all the gross stuff about having a UTI a d being weirdly sexual is okay on your main account for your online(arguably real life self), but not your emo larp acc? Ok Jill

No. 176770

>is it just mental illness loves
yeah pretty much

some people claim to have fictives, ie alters that are literally a fictional character. a lot of ex tumblr types heavily relate to certain characters i guess so instead of saying 'oh i love [x character]' they decide that they literally are that character, and they'll make an alter of them.
although frankly i have no clue what an introject is, reading too much into DID lore & terminology makes my brain hurt

No. 176771

Because this is her 13 year old “alter” probably

No. 176774

Can't wait for her 13 year old alter to claim sexual harassment if someone discusses sex stuff while at the same time posting sex stuff herself on her main account.

No. 176784

Thanks for trying to break it down. Having 'comfort characters' are all the rage now, but I doubt it is legit enough for Pixiellian Swellies. What surprises me is that she doesn't have a fursona (yet). Making a fursuit would be the type of project she would take on. Ugly, expensive and obnoxious plus would hide her hefty girth.

No. 176788

I can almost guarantee she didn't ask permission. She never does, based on a few interactions with her. She just assumes everyone always wants to be on her channel.

No. 176791

But she's okay with sharing sexual bullshit with her actual 13 year old followers on her main? What an hypocrite Jillian is.

No. 176796

Why is she ok with hard kink/porn accounts interacting with her Pixielocks account? Aren't a lot of her fans really young?

No. 176807

anon, it's only a matter of time and tendies. the furries will groom her sooner or later

No. 176834

Been saying this for months now. And it gets hilarious the longer it goes on.
I'm so glad I don't know wtf any of this shit means.

No. 176835

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No. 176836

Who let grandma out of the nursing home?

No. 176838

Is this the earliest onset dementia in history?

No. 176842

do these people realize… if you're THIS mentally ill, just get off the fucking internet? Its that easy. Seriously if your life is this complicated its time to live simpler.

No. 176847

komaeda did it earlier

No. 176848

But anon! If Jill isn’t on the internet how will she get the daily ass pats she needs for doing the bare minimum???

No. 176855

They don't see it as mental illness most of the time. They think it's good and natural, and normal. They think they're being their "true selves". Not something that should be treated and changed. But of course she'll expect others around her to change to fit her new worldview. I wonder what Steve's side of this looks like.

No. 176856

thank you for making a gif of that part, it really cracked me up.

that whole part of the vlog was awkward, it's so strange to see Jill interact with (semi) normal people.
if I was selling my clothes there and Jill commented on stuff in that weird frog/elderly person(?) voice, and then started jumping around like that… oof.
she sure makes an effort to appear special needs these days.

No. 176866

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She looks so scary, jesus.

No. 176867

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Jill you litterally shopped for a pushover super woke therapist who’s only had a year on practice and has done nothing but enable your delusions instead of challenging you to become a better person

No. 176868

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I have never seen a Youtuber with this amount of asspats for doing literally nothing of value and acting so fake and transparent, but maybe I just don't follow enough retard influencers kek

No. 176894

She'll never do that imo. She only clings to things like mental illness, gender stuff, and sexual, orientation because well-meaning people give her sympathy for it all. No one actually likes furries outside of other furries and most normal people are ppenly hostile toward them. She wants the most ass-pats so the mento illness faking is natural for her.

No. 176896

Lol at the fact that if you actually read the entire thread Jill latched onto, the OP has actually had shit happen online by weirdos in discords RPing as them etc.

But naturally, Jill has to make it about herself, and kind of dismiss part of the actual point in saying ‘she’s usually flattered’. If she’d read the whole thread, she would’ve seen this posted by the OP when they were speaking to systems about the issue

No. 176897

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Samefag, forgot to attach the screenshot like a dumbass

No. 176899

All this fucking cringe psycho babble, and for what? Jill and all these weirdos need a new hobby. Literally anything else will do.

No. 176900

as a side note if anyone wants me to make a gif out of jillian's videos just say the word lol

No. 176901

holly brown vibes

No. 176902

This is absolutely so cringe.
Of course therapy would had not "worked" for her because whenever she was told about her faults or things she should reflect on, she got offended and told them off. Like that one therapist who told her to think why she had the need to dress like she does. I think that therapist had good intentions for her to self reflect.
But this bitch just wants ass pats, and that's exactly what she gets from her disgusting ass 1-year practice councelor now. I bet she manipulates him and he just enables her. Disgusting.

No. 176903

>you are a celeb
narcissism levels went up I bet

No. 176908

You mean the only therapist she saw before this kek, the dumbest thing is that she says she was supposed to receive treatment related to her ED from that therapist, they literally have to ask you about that stuff because it’s very relevant

No. 176909

I’m pretty sure she had the therapist who diagnosed her w bpd before this quack too. Wonder what Jill found wrong with that one

No. 176911

Maybe she already knew she wanted to have kawiwi alters back then, DID larpers have been a thing on Youtube for a while and that was her main platform

No. 176914

the way this is framed (being ok with it on her pixie acct) makes it seem like she's gonna claim she has sexual trauma right? if this is her teen alter?

No. 176916

Nah I doubt it. Seems like this kawiwi alter shit is just a new thing for her.

No. 176917

she honestly seems deranged, who is supposed to believe that shit?
if she just didn't want to see nsfw stuff (for any reason) it should be the same for both accounts, like is she seriously trying to imply that the black clothes account is a different 'version' of her?
especially since she's still also calling herself a "baby drag human" on that account, isn't this just supposed to be her 'drag king persona'?
I have no clue about these multiply personality larper freaks on Twitter, is it normal to have one of your 'alters' also be your drag personality (not like Jill even does drag anyway…)?

No. 176927

The tinfoiling about her being a munchie might have some ground to it. She commented this on a munchies tik tok about openly having the disorder(post screenshots)

No. 176928

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No. 176929

Someone make this a banner kek

No. 176930

It was a school phycologist that diagnosed her and she was seeing a school counselor for a while afterwards. She was also talking about how much she loved that councelor and how amazing they were.

One look at her socials shows that she's developing inappropriate relationships with her councilors since she views them as close friends rather than a professional she's seeing to fix her mental health. She needs a real therapist if she ever wants to get better.

No. 176932

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looks like we gotta wait another 2-3 weeks for the DID reveal

No. 176933

Literally why would it take that long to go over a psych analysis? I know some anons think the brain scan is tinfoil, but maybe that has something to do with the timeline? Otherwise, this sounds like horseshit.

No. 176934

Skimming this, in her thrift hall she gets some dinky little candle holder because it's 'five petal flower shaped' and I just had the thought she made her brand something so vague not only cause she can't be bothered putting effort into it, but so she can snatch up more shit to feed her shopping addiction and claim it reminded her of her brand so she 'had to guysssss'

No. 176935

>this time with my regular fave angel therapist.
First of all, ew. Secondly, is her counselor even qualified to hand out diagnoses? What is this shit?

No. 176936

I honestly think toktok really was a slippery slope for some lolcows, they get ideas of new personalities and appearances to larp for attention, and it all seems to move much faster than when they relied on Youtubers to skinwalk/larp. That combined with cheerleader Steve and her therapist Yass Kweeening all her brainfarts and we have this Emilia Fart DID Trans Clown creature in less than a year.

No. 176943

I've never seen another one of these DID larpers with a drag persona but it could be an easy way for her to ID as Totally Male without fully coming out as DID (or faking it anyway) like. easier to say this is your drag persona than your DID persona. I have a feeling she'll come out later and say she found herself through drag and realised she actually had DID the whole time

No. 176944

So she knows she's a munchie?

No. 176981

That part is believable to me. Sorry to blog a little but when I was getting a diagnosis I didn't hear back from my neuropsych until nearly a month after I went in for testing.
I'm guessing it has more to do with doctors having tons of other shit to do and not a, omg my twisted mind is so traumatized and complex that it takes weeks to understand, thing.

No. 176993

Yeah not to wk, but medical shit takes forever, it’s not like it’s a high priority case or anything

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No. 176995

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No. 177008

it's funny to me that these people think they have an "introject" of Jillian but it's really that they're acting like a tumblrite. Jillian's voice is the same as Milo Stewart's. Pretty much anyone from Tumblr. I don't know why they all sound like that but they do. this "etc circus" person has a personality that's an obnoxious Tumblr clown and they call it pixie. kek.

No. 177009

The best part of the candle holder is you could see the visible grime in it and that it needed cleaned and she just popped it on the shelf, I wonder if she cleans anything she thrifts before use because a lot of the stuff is disgustingly filthy

No. 177011

For the next symptom of Jill's tiktok brainrot, she's going to "develop" tics. Calling it now.

No. 177012

if she keeps going down this path I feel like I'm gonna have to stop reading her threads despite following her lolcow antics for years.
all this mental health clownery is just rotting my brain, this has got to be the most pathetic bunch of adults I've ever witnessed…
aren't you supposed to grow out of having imaginary friends when you're 8 years old or something? how is Jill so much more immature now than when she first started doing Youtube?

No. 177023

Funny that Pixie hasn't even officially started her DID larping yet and she already has these crazies in her mentions. Good luck trying to police the new followers you get from hereon in…

No. 177026

The internet was a mistake.

No. 177027

People who put DNIs in their bios are complete fucking idiots and are opening them selves up to be triggered by people who hate them.

I'm curious to what the rest of the comments are. If the bottom one is any indecator Jill seems to be the only person giving ass pats while everyone one else is rightfully sceptical since munchies tend to be narcs with extra steps.

If she struggles with depersonalization so much and so often why not get off all social media that uses her corporal form as a selling point? i did that and it helped significantly will all aspects of my mental health especially the depersonalization. She really just needs to step off-line for a while and find a real therapist

No. 177036

She’ll never leave the internet because it’s her only source of income it seems like, and she also needs it to run her “brand” I’d imagine. Also, she’s extremely self obsessed and I doubt she’d be able to handle it. She thrives off the attention of literal strangers, most of which are munchie spergs.
>>176995 god the cringey tone indicators are the icing on the cake

No. 177041

…I don't get it. This person has multiple personas/imaginary friends and Jill is one of them?

No. 177043

bingo nonnie

No. 177049

Being a fan of someone isn't special enough so now the person you admire is either "gender goals" or a source of gender envy, or for extra special points it's one of your multiple personalities. It's the evolution of Tumblrbrain fanfics/fandoms with added attention seeking and wokeness.

No. 177053

Having the dni be sexual content on a drag account is pretty strange because it’s a very adult space, I mean she herself wore a harness and was drinking at an 18+ drag event, a lot of the jokes made are of a sexual or adult nature, if this drag king persona is her uwu little boy alter then why is she in the club drinking wearing something inspired by fetish wear and a binder which is underwear

No. 177060

I don't really understand what they're discussing, but what is a factive?

No. 177064

I'm not ready for Tourettesielocks

No. 177071

Anon, she doesn't need help or a therapist. She needs a day job and to have her router unplugged for a couple months. In fact, she would benefit from getting as far away from her current enabling therapist as possible.

No. 177073

"Similar to a fictive, a factive is an introject based on a real person, either historical or currently living. It is another word for a factual introject."

basically these people are pretending that they have DID/multiple personalities, and one of those personalities happens to be based on a real person

it's just an unfortunate evolution of tumblr kinnie culture and finding internet 'celeb' randos #relatable tbh

No. 177092

has Jill ever publicly displayed any remorse or guilt for anything? like of all the cows, she has to be the least empathetic. I think that pisses me off more than anything. anything bad that happens is "muh mental illness!" and never a decision she made, and even if she took responsibility, she'd make it look like she was right all along.

No. 177099

Holy fuck what is this retarded DID larp with all these terms and shit

No. 177100

>has Jill ever publicly displayed any remorse or guilt for anything?
Nope, can't think of a time she has

No. 177102

I'm going to be honest anon I don't even want to read what she's saying anymore, I'm just skipping these things and just paying attention to what other people in this thread say. She's just so annoying and stupid now, it's infuriating. Imagine next year how worse she'll get.

No. 177103

i don’t think she has. her ~neurodiversity~ video was pretty controversial, and she just deleted it without ever apologizing for it. she even continues to insist that she’s neurodivergent because she has trich, which isn’t even a condition that causes neurological differences. she just can’t admit she’s wrong.

No. 177107

This reminds me of when she was a lolita and caused the LACE drama because she wanted to "eNd bUllYiNgggg" (more like wanting to be THE voice of all lolitas… see a pattern here?)

No. 177115

I guess we have something to be glad for, imagine this creature being a Lor-like Lolita spokesperson.

No. 177123

Lor also styles herself like a clown and believes in a bunch of retarded titok shit, but she at least stops short of the DID enby larp cringe Jill has embraced so wholeheartedly

No. 177131

>I'm just skipping these things and just paying attention to what other people in this thread say.
This has unironically been how I've gotten through her threads since she started fashion school, anon. Otherwise I'd just be constantly banned for a-logging

No. 177133

>I am pretty well-versed on system stuff
Yeah bitch go say that to the face of any serious therapist (not a ~LGBTQIABC+ gender validating uwu~ one), or any psychology student really and they'll laugh you in the face. Also if a rando told me they identify as me as one of their identities and split to me I would tell them to fuck off wtf.

No. 177137

>I am pretty well-versed on system stuff
Imagine her, sitting on her dirty couch full of cat fur and mcnuggie crumbles, full clown makeup´and histrionic outfit, saying this with a straight face to some rando on twitter. All while knowing the only """degree""" she has is a shitty diploma she got from a half-assed, badly sewn collection of bargain-tin clothes at an arts and crafts sewing club class for losers. Imagine thinking she has any say on a field where people spend literal years studying, doing research and writting papers on the matter.

She needs to quit larping. Enough is enough. But she won't. She will get worse. This DID fandom saga is ridiculous, imagine being part of a fandom where the thing you must do is roleplay as a severe mentally ill person. But she believes these delusions herself. This is so fucking sad.

No. 177141

What is she going to do got work ever? she got a useless degree in 'fashion' that she wont get hired for anywhere

No. 177149

The thing is she could still be hired in many places, in many ways, I know people who don't even have sewing degrees or certificates or whatever and are very succesful because they just know how to sew things. She could also be self employed as well and earn money that way. I just don't want her to read this thread and give her ideas on how to actually use her useless degree, just out of spite. Plus she just doesn't want a job, she's too "mentally ill", I'm not going to do the research for her. I'd rather see her continue being miserable.

No. 177158

How could she possibly be making enough money just from Youtube? Her shitty video barely get any views…

No. 177161

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the persons new names for their jillian alter.

No. 177162

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heres them as "pixie"

No. 177165

Surely it should be super uwu ~triggering~ that they dared to ask for ‘fem’ name suggestions for their Jillian role play, since she’s totes an enby now and it’s bullying to call her a she.

She can’t even keep her own story straight

No. 177168

Calling it now, Jill will animorph into Phoebe Tickner within the next 3 years.

No. 177169

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Picrew in question

I thought the Confetti Club was an incredibly cringy fanbase that Jill must be embarrassed of but this is at another level, and the worst part is that she’s actively pandering to them. Imagine when conventions start back up and she runs into one of these loons in real life.

No. 177177

I’d bet money on her claiming that the disgusting lip smacking she used to do all the time was a tic lmao

No. 177179

What in the actual fuck
Please this is getting out of control, very horrorcow-esque now
Like imagine wanting to larp as Jillian, a fucking clown loser, and then Jillian being like "OMG CUTE -emoji emoji emoji- I SUPPORT" like this shouldn't be real, she's obviously being fake nice holy shit?

No. 177180

Oh god don't give her ideas.

No. 177182

Get off the internet!

These people spend way too much time online and not enough in the real world.

No. 177185

Her narc ass is loving this, people are idolizing her and making her into a fictional character, an idealized version of herself. It's scary as hell to a normal person but to someone who is obsessed with herself it must be invigorating

No. 177192

We're definitely hitting creepy/horrorcow levels now, there's something very odd about someone larping as you right in front of you and talking to you while doing it?? Just stalkery and odd. And she isn't even an official DID loon yet, there will be more of them.

Surely cultivating a desirable audience is integral to being an influencer or celebrity of any kind? Why cultivate this?!

No. 177205

hot take: what if this person is just an elaborate troll?

Like think about it, creating an insulting alter of her because she can't say no because that'd be ableist. She also can't say anything bad about it because it'd come off as ableist/hypocritical. I mean their PFP is a literal clown.

Sage for dumb tinfoil.

No. 177212

Honestly this is so easy. Having normal, well-adjusted fans would call her out on her shit (and some have, in the past). But now she's surrounding herself with yes men who enable her delusions. A lot of these people don't have any concept of boundaries, so that could be potentially dangerous if she meets one irl, but right now they're all seperated by screens and may continue to be for awhile. I genuinely do not believe that Jill is very smart, so I don't think that this is some grand plan that she's devised, I just think that she's spiralling and is genuinely mentally ill (just not in the kawaii way that she thinks she is)

Ngl That would be hilarious if it were the case, but after reading the confetti club threads and seeing the freaks that have been following her for all these years I doubt it

No. 177214

As much as that would be hilarious, after reading through this persons account I don’t think it is. They also claim to have an ‘introject’ of Olivia Rodrigo.

The funny thing is, that person has ‘endos DNI’ in their bio. After googling wtf that meant, I realize it was referring to “endogenic systems” ie. people who claim to split later in life not due to childhood trauma. Even though Jill is currently shopping for enough childhood trauma to justify her bs, it’s funny to me that she’s exactly what most of the DID community shuns as being fake (as if 99% of all of them aren’t)

Sage for DID sperg

No. 177215

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poor jillian. it must be so hard having your family call you by your birth name instead of pixie.

No. 177217

she has it so easy at home. I wish she knew what true trauma is. Imagine being called Jillian and seething about it. Gross human being, gross beyond words.

So Jillian is "endogenic" or whatever, but like… if that fan person is larping as jill, does it mean it also has jillian's second personality or whatever? god this goes deep into the retard rabbit hole

No. 177219

At this point why is she not committing herself to a mental institute? It’s obvious she’s off her god damn rocker and happy about it! Every week things get more fucked it. It’s embarrassing to watch.

No. 177224

That's the issue with the internet it's really hard to tell when some one is being genuine or deeply rooted in irony that it just comes off as genuinely unhinged. But this person comes off as genuine with the correct use of the tone indecators and the weird rambling.

She acts as if she's not femme presenting 90%. I hope her parents see just how much she's gone down hill or they just pretend to be blind to how gross she's become.

No. 177227

I think her parents will just think it's just one of those fads of her like lolita was or some stupid shit for her youtube channel… like, I don't think her parents are the smartest people either

No. 177231

This is a good sign, her family members are being realistic. Perhaps they'll be enough to pull her out of this foolishness.

No. 177247

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picrel is what she said just a few months ago when she first announced she wanted to be called Pixie now.
either she doesn't care that much what she actually gets called and she just plays this up for pity/oppression olympics or she is just getting increasingly unwell if it suddenly makes her that uncomfortable.
her "sweet baby angel uwu" therapist sure has been helping a lot either way.

No. 177250

But didnt she say she didnt mind her parents calling her jill in a video? In the follow up of the "coming out" video i think. Like, if she really wants to go ahead with this she should just make it clear to them and not go vent on Twitter as if theyre the ones wrong here for doing what She told to them to. Im sure theyd go along with it anyway

No. 177268

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No. 177274

so is she debunking the DID theory? now i’m thinking she might have gotten tested for autism, especially since she has talked about stimming in the past and seems to have hyperfixations

No. 177275

Ma'am…uh, isn't this whole persona devoted to the days she's too exhausted to be Pixie?

No. 177281

Isn’t this just extra special DID?

No. 177290

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She's been posting a lot of shit like this lately. Do you think people in her personal life are rightfully questioning her or do you think she's just coming on to here to see us talk shit about her?

No. 177302

Surprisingly hes one of the few cows who doesn't activity read up on bunself. Wouldn't want to hurt xer precious wittle feelings and need even more therapy

No. 177311

>normalize loving me
Jikes this narcissism is unreal

No. 177346

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Pixie ghost wrote this(don't post irrelevant content)

No. 177349

Does this have any actual relevance to jill

No. 177361

KEK this is pretty irrelevant but I can imagine her "coming out" as something problematic after she's completed building her narrative

No. 177367

I can see it relating to her that post diagnosis (autism or DID) she'll use it as an excuse to forgive her past actions or any future ones, not that she doesn't so that already by ignoring the problem till it gets buried in enough of her useless woke tweets

No. 177369

We've hit peak "using unrelated illness as excuse for being a shithead" and I can't even tell if this is satire.

I can imagine Jill using her alters and imagined trauma as an excuse, should any callout videos appear.

No. 177398

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No. 177428

Saging since this really doesn't include milk, I never imagined I could be so genuinely angry at someone existing the way they do (excluding abusers and other gross people) Jill and all these other DID people online who bastardize the illness literally deserve to eat shit. It is a real illness but absolutely the fuck not does it come from a fucking dA relationship. That's not how that shit works. You don't just get to choose your alters, they are not aesthetic, fucking hell they are not even remotely akin to fiction characters. Fuck out of here with that. The internet has truly rotted these fuckers brains. We all know damn well if Jill comes across someone who actually has DID irl and shows symptoms she'd flip the fuck out.

No. 177447

If someone on the internet is making you this angry then it's time to take a break anon

No. 177459

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No. 177462

Jfc how can you not know that and not care? Hope she’ll start eating a vegetable now.

No. 177468

What eat disorder? Chicken nugget addiction?

No. 177471

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How did she not know that she was diagnosed with that??
Here are some examples of it but obviously there are more things which fall under that umbrella term, I'm pretty sure a medical professional would have an extensive discussion with her about this if she was diagnosed with one of those?

No. 177486

Ok i'm sorry, but what am i missing here? She didn't know she had an eating disorder?? She's constantly mentioning it. In the gaining weight video, in the Photoshop video… Or did she tought that having an ED meant only losing weight and since she's getting fatter that meant she was "cured"? I'm genuenly so confused(sage)

No. 177500

"Omg, I forgot to mention I'm sick in this other really unique way guys! Add it to the pile!"

No. 177512

She didn’t realize that ‘eating disorder otherwise specified’ was her diagnosis itself, she assumed she was just diagnosed with ‘an eating disorder’ and I guess presumed that was what they listed all EDs under, rather than a specific diagnosis itself

No. 177515

Every time these cows say they are willing to recover they arent.

No. 177521

that's an awfully charitable interpretation given that we're talking about someone whose entire identity centers around being the uwu sickest

No. 177523

Basically she is so stupid she didnt realize that EDNOS is her diagnosis. For years she was saying she had anorexia as a teen when we all know she was never that skinny and never clued in until probably googling it recently.

No. 177532

it's the obvious interpretation, hard to see how you could read it otherwise

No. 177535

The strangest thing about her ED saga is when she basically said that Tristan agreeing to going out with her cured her, maybe telling on herself as a narcissist, they often hurt themselves to get the attention they crave

No. 177549

This is hilariously sad.
I feel that it was inappropriate for the phycologist to tell her all the things she was (possibly) diagnosed with with out going in to what about her meets the criteria. It makes sense that that's her ED diagnosis since she went from "spoopy" ana to over eating calorically dense foods. Now she wants the excuse of eating like shit by saying she has texture issues when most people who genuinely have texture issues are under weight since eating food grosses them out.

Do you anons think that she'll make a video about her mental health assessment she paid money for or will she just push it under a rug because she didn't get the diagnosis she wanted?

No. 177552

Did she not also say in a vid recently that she just woke up and didn’t care / didn’t have an ED anymore?? So she’s claiming she had one this whole time but literally said that she just stopped one day?

No. 177558

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Jillian be like

No. 177561

so like her retarded ass didn't understand the diagnosis that her doctor gave her, but still milked it to no end, saying she was a poor uwuskinny anachan and always mentioning how much she suffered from her ED but like, she never dared to ask for clarification? until now that she can actually milk it for being "uwu special eating disorder" type? godddddd she's disgusting.

>I thought the doctors were just saying "I don't know"
jillian doctors are not as retarded as you think they are

No. 177618

What a bizarre woman. I just don't understand it. Her life is perfectly fine. She has no physical ailments, no traumatic experiences that limit her abilities or cause deep conflict anywhere. There's just nothing. And yet she continues to relentlessly collect all these things that are supposedly wrong and harp about them every chance she gets. "Well it turns out I have THIS now!" and then every day she'll mention how she has it and how it makes her life so hard now, meanwhile absolutely nothing had actually changed.

She'll throw herself into others conversations going "Well for people like us who have this-" hard-ignoring that she isnt actually apart of that group. It's not weird feeling? She feels nothing doing it?? At this point it wouldnt shock me if she co-oped an amputee's struggle. One day she's going to forget where she put her keys and start hashtagging and making graphic explanations for dementia. It's not like anyone who actually had it could fight back, they wouldnt even remember that she tweeted it.

No. 177635

I think she has spent so much time making up traumas that she's genuinely deluded herself into thinking they were real. She's spent so much time pretending to be sick in the head that she's actually making herself sick in the head in some way.

No. 177637

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No. 177638

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I guess?? But good job everyone, you really found the guy

No. 177643

There was a second guy posted that anons thought it was, who looked more like the one on the right iirc

No. 177644

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Preferred pronouns out of drag are He/Him, Pixie, can't believe you'd disrespect someone like this /s

(Seriously though her therapist is male so why is she comparing them to a drag persona? Risky!)

No. 177657

She was very thin anon. Not spoop levels but very thin before her lolita phase. She did have anorexia.

No. 177662

Because he’s trans lol

No. 177663

god her relationship/obsession with her therapist is beyond disturbing. and therapist with even an ounce of competency would shut that down right away. imagine having someone walk in, claim they have bpd, and then make no effort to set counselor/client boundaries with them

No. 177664

>>177657 this has been discussed a million times but she wasn't even underweight. She gave us her stats.

No. 177668

y’all seem to forget that you can have an eating disorder/atypical anorexia at any size lol. its the patterns of behavior that matter and not her actual stats

No. 177673

Her low weight photos are all shooped to hell and back, she was at most mildly underweight. And she’s certainly made up for that now, she’s the size of a fucking bus.

No. 177675

Yes anon, that’s the whole point. She was diagnosed with EDNOS likely because she didn’t meet the underweight threshold for anorexia nervosa, but apparently didn’t understand what that meant and thought ED = anorexia.

No. 177676

that's not even her therapist. her therapist is jed. how tf are some of you putting in so much effort into scouting for info to make these posts and not even keep track of the milk?

No. 177683

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she photoshopped herself anorexic. she was never underweight
>neck flexing
>obvious and bad shoop

dont forget her look book still exists

No. 177684

go back

In all seriousness though, although ED can be diagnosed in any size, she was the one to say that she was so uwuskinny back then when honestly most of the shit she posted was photoshoped as hell. Check some of the first threads, you'll see.

No. 177685

>god her relationship/obsession with her therapist is beyond disturbing.
it is. No professional counselor goes this far and personal.
Now if she only knew she's being groomed, now she would have actual proof of why she's fucked up, not via imaginary abuse.

No. 177687

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Recent news story relevant to Pixie, doctors are finding people with no previous Tourettes are developing it suddenly after watching TikTokers with it (or pretending to have it)

Her psychologist should be considering the fact she is an influencer with heavy use of social media, and may be affected by social contagion, but they must just prefer the paypacket they're getting from her frequent "affirming" sessions with her "angel therapist"

No. 177697

This is the oldest video on her channel. Look at her just wasting away, so smol, so thin and fragile.

Obviously you can have EDNOS without being underweight, but she looks like a completely average teenager. She doesn't look sickly in any way, her skin is fine, I'm sure her hair looked as healthy as it could when it wasn't dyed. There are ways to appear sick, especially with an ED/restricted eating without literally just being skinny and she looks completely healthy and average. Though I'm not sure of her timeline with dating Tristan and at what point he magically cured her with male attention.

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No. 177701

you guys are forgetting that she comes from atlantic canada where everyone is obese kek. but jokes aside, even though she looks normal for a teenager here, in pei she could stand out a bit more because an average person is in fact heavier there than in other provinces (except like nunavut), per government data. even her dainty uwu kawaii fairy girlfriends were all fat. not saying that jill was really deathly skinny, but she had some grounds for exaggeration, which is normal for her anyway.

No. 177705

>>177701 if she was unusually skinny compared to her peers but again this doesn't mean she was or was seen as "deathly thin".. i wouldn't be surprised if she had or thought she had a somewhat unhealthy body image esp in regards to food but she isn't any better now, perhaps worse, even. there's nothing morally wrong with being fat but but the way she treats the only way to "recover" from restrictive eating disorders is by eschewing any thought of bodily health and nutrition (though now she uses those same behaviors to prop up her 'neuodivergent' autism-lite larp….) is just obnoxious and dangerous.

No. 177706

>>177687 someone i know has been observing this; it's likely a modern occurrence of mass psychogenic illness. (stuff like dancing plague in the middle ages) more common among high-stress groups, probably showing up again bc of a combination of pandemic stress and misinformation spread through tiktok, basically they think it's possible and their mind is stressed to they manifest it into happening. in most cases after being told what it was it goes away after a couple months. my own little brother thought he had them for a bit.

No. 177707

samefag and i forgot to say but i think this is relevant to jillian because while she isn't stressed she is basically wasting away in her own literal and psychological filth and probably is genuine in her behaviors and it's pathetic and sad. i'd pitty her if she was less harmful and annoying

No. 177714

This is probably fueled by narcissism but I think it's possible Jill (and other munchies) have actual issues wrong that they don't want to admit or get treated. Maybe because of the social stigma (such as narcissism or BPD). They know they're sick tho, or at least that their life sucks as a result of being sick even if they won't admit that's why, so they adapt to more accepted mental illness instead to project there's something wrong with them & treat that to feel good, rather than the real issue, maybe.

I think a big part of it is control tho. Especially with Jill. She's always been sensitive to critiques and now she's latching into mental illnesses that can "excuse" her flaws. We've definitely entered an age where not tip toeing around someone's mental illness is considered a bad thing, and even worse if you suggest they try and work on it and get better. She's protecting herself.

She is also attempting to project how good a person she is by bending over backwards and being a doormat to the whims of these lunatics by never explicitly saying anything is bad or good. She won't outright say that kinning her is annoying and disgusting, she'll only hint at it in a kind way that makes her appear unthreatening. The same behavior she now expects from others around her, because she is mentally ill and as thus cannot be hurt, or you are a bad person.

Jill is pretty particular about how people view her. To the point of making a second Twitter to showcase and separate something that anyone else would just see as a normal part of a whole person, not a separate personality. She exposes a lot of personal things online as well and really seems to tie her self esteem to how she presents herself to others. I think she would benefit a lot from being removed from the internet and taught not to value how she's perceived, not in a "I don't care what other people think" way, but more of a "I don't need to be seen at all" way. She needs to not value attention. She should focus on her own personality & her relationship with her bf and family, and stay as far away from parasocial relationships as possible. Start dressing normal and lose the clown makeup as well. She's spiraling so quickly.

No. 177726

She just has privilegedwhitegirl-ism.

Her life is so easy she tries to spice it up with anything that comes her way to construct any other identity that her actual beige boring ass one.

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No. 177842

the thumbnail startled me, she looks awful

No. 177843

The contrast between these two is horrifying

No. 177847

File: 1634756107645.png (3.04 MB, 1920x1080, jillroom.png)

I could give her makeup a pass if she stopped doing that fugly clown mouth and the white on her nose.

Video Summary:
>talks about the virtues of secondhand furniture
>says its hard to find furniture that fits her aesthetic
>oftentimes she's bored and paints, says it's therapeutic and comforting
>"upcycling" her brother's nightstand for her office
>says her anxiety is so bad that she doesn't even want to go onto her porch to sand her nightstand
>interrupts her boring video to do a function of beauty advert
>says function of beauty has been the only thing to fix her hair, even though her hair looks frizzy and damaged, laughable
>also keeps smacking her lips during the advert
>says she wants to paint the drawer psychedelic 70's inspired
>says she turned this "leisure project" into work by filming it, calls it girlbossing, "they/them bossing"
>puts a purple ceramic flower-shaped handle for the drawer
>does a desk tour
>stevie bought her a kid's toy that's shaped like a rainbow, for stimming/decor (don't worry though its sustainable!!!)
>talks about how she likes a lot of lights on
>says she'll light a candle (but she says the candle she has by the desk hasn't been lit yet?) to keep herself working (on what Jill? Your fake diagnoses?)

No. 177851

One thing that struck me in how she contradicts herself is right after she said she was 'too anxious to be on her porch' she follows it up with saying she's 'so shy' also her function of beauty sponsor, like every other time she's done it, she's basically brushing the very end of her actual hair and then the extensions she wear

Her repaint of the dresser drawer reminded me of those corkboards she painted for college

No. 177853

As someone who likes pink and cute shit, waking up to see that would make me think I woke up in a funhouse or some serialkiller clown's room. There's nothing aesthetically pleasing about it whatsoever and in fact it's slightly eerie.

No. 177855

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She looks like a wood puppet with a broken blinking eye mechanism.

When she said that she was doing a "water marble" i was expecting something like this, the drawer just looks messy. I'm glad she's doing more diy things but damn she needs to practice.

No. 177856

psychedelic 70s is one of my fav aesthetics it'll be a laugh to see how Jill fucks it up

No. 177859

>>says her anxiety is so bad that she doesn't even want to go onto her porch to sand her nightstand

I wouldn’t want to go outside looking the way she does, either.

No. 177865

kek thats exactly what I was thinking.

No. 177866

The contrast between her hair extensions in the ad read and the way her hair looks in the DIY footage is tragic, it’s very scammy to me that she hides her real hair for the fob ads every time

No. 177873

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Is anyone else noticing Jill’s double chin coming in? I wonder is she’s stress eating for her “anxiety”. I hope she gets well soon.

No. 177875


I'll give her this - aside from the fucking stupid white stripe down the nose, the eyebrows, and those overdrawn lips . . . her makeup looks fucking amazing in this video.

No. 177879

Aside from nose, lips and eyebrows, so you mean her eyeshadow? She still looks like the result of a children's facepainting session

No. 177880


Her lip colour is nice, I love the blush, and the eyes are just perfect. I friggen loathe Jill but I'll give a compliment where it's due.

No. 177884

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Is she trying to get Steve to buy this big fuck off candle for her? What happened to being a boss babe who was totally paying for her town house? Also this candle is like $60-$80

No. 177889

can see it clear as day anon. her posting <1 a month just makes her rapid weight gain look even scarier. jill if you’re reading this the point of no return/skin removal surgery is coming fast if you don’t get it under control now.

No. 177895

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sad shit. Could be worse though

No. 177898

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squid game looking house

No. 177899

Anon she looks like a clown drag queen, I think she looks tragic. Natural makeup suits her better.

No. 177900

>since I missed on strawb whatever set….. emoji emoji

Bitch what happened to your "girlboss" energy? kek. Why the fuck is she treating steven as a money bank, it sounds like a little child asking for a toy to mommy. Disgusting, disturbing, classic narcissit jill. Also Jillian is the same piece of shit that loves to consooom only that she now does it in a fake "sustainable" way.

No. 177902

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If I close my eyes I think of 2015 jillian. But then I open them, and see this double chin fatso

No. 177903

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please someone help her put the fork down

No. 177906

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I'm going to post these two gifs side to side… note how she's not only heavier, but also looks uncomfortable with her body

No. 177907

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No. 177909

Even her hands are chunky now, the shoulders and hands in this versus the old clip really are telling. She looks like moving is uncomfortable for her.
This is what happens when you are surrounded by enablers.

No. 177910

damn she was cringe back then too but she used to be so cute

No. 177913

I can see it, Anon. Not just the excess weight but Jill’s obvious discomfort. Even in the video she brought up her anxiety and not being seen on camera with out makeup. Confident people do not do these things.

No. 177915

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stop acting like she wasnt unbearable back then too. she was
>bullied out of lolita
for a reason

rainbow bangs doki doki kawaii ambassador confetti club fb group was her best era (lolcowing included)

im sitting and waiting for her to give in and go full 600lb autism DID munchies soon.

No. 177924

homegirl took that pisces shit to a whole new level. she actually looks like a fucking fish here.

No. 177940

no wonder she's too """shy""" to even go out on her own porch now, anyone would be embarrassed to go out like that…

she straight up says "my anxiety is literally so bad that I don't want to be perceived on my porch", yet she goes on about how much therapy is helping her??? she seems worse than ever before

also her solution to this seems to be… just moving to a place that isn't a townhouse? is she just planning on becoming a giant rainbow toddler hermit?

No. 177941

Aw hell nah she put cardcaptor sakura cards on her altar. I wonder if she's ever met anyone who's actually serious about all that witchcraft and spirituality stuff? Would love to hear THAT conversation.

No. 177943

I think that's one of those spice houses/storage containers she was talking about in her like thrifting/spend the day with me vlog; I would love to know how much Stevie/behind the scenes shopping she does, a shopping addiction like she probably has doesn't just go away on its own, especially if it's tied to her mental health, which barely seems there at the moment

I was watching back her thrift flip video (when she was still living with her parents) and I wonder if the stress of being away from her mom so long is what's making her lose it, she knows she 'needs' to be an adult, her brother is probably successful/on his own and (major tinfoil coming up) I could see her dad putting his foot down that once she's moved out she shouldn't move back home unless she has to, and lousie coddling jill as her 'precious baby girl' in jills mind if she gets 'sick enough' she could go back, hence her making comments about her anxiety and not being in a townhouse anymore and diagnosis shopping

No. 177957

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wonder how the rest of her family feels about this lol

No. 177963

lmao what? how dare someone you personally dislike decided to spend xmas with their own family am i right
pretty sure most people have members of their family that they don't get on with but the whole point of christmas is that its only once a year so you grin and bear it

No. 177975

I’m assuming that this is Christmas at her parents’ house (can you picture Jill hosting a family Christmas party at her nightmare clownhouse?) and they invited this “nasty” family member themselves, since she didn’t mention anything about them being unwelcome. Do her parents not know that making her interact with this relative is detrimental to Jill’s mental health?

I bet it’s an aunt or uncle who once made fun of her fashion sense or something.

No. 177978

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It's one thing to be an obnoxious rainby weirdo, it's another thing entirely to be this and suddenly gaining weight like Phoebe Tickner. Simplest solution: pick one, Rainbow clothes/hair or big and bodyposi. Clearly she can't handle being looked at for both anymore.

No. 177994

Tinfoil but it feels like Jill has been hamming up the clown core since she started gaining weight. She's trying to draw the attention away from her weight gain. If she dresses like a batman villain people will comment on that more than they would her corpulent body. If she ever develops a healthy relationship with food and starts losing weight we might see her wearing regular outfits again. But that's just hopeful thinking.

No. 177997

We are legit just a year or two away from nightmare clown ALR.

No. 177998

She's copying Emilia Fart who basically did the same thing.

Don't be surprised if her future videos will switch to doing outlandish rainby things in public places and vlogging about her every thought like YT is her therapy diary.

No. 177999

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Kek I was just about to post that she’s copying Emilia. Right down to the center part and hilarious makeup. I think she’ll start covering her double chin soon with a scarf.

No. 178002

It's an instant gratification thing too. Weight loss takes a lot of time and effort, but doing crazy shit to your hair/makeup/clothes (body mods too, eg Charms) is immediate. They can temporarily feel better because they're doing something to 'fix' their low self esteem without putting in any work.

No. 178007

>she straight up says "my anxiety is literally so bad that I don't want to be perceived on my porch", yet she goes on about how much therapy is helping her??? she seems worse than ever before
this lmao

Unrelated but I once met a /div/ reader on 4chan who was a schizo and she would read tarot with sakura card captor cards. She was admitted to a psych ward more than once.

No. 178008

You know she should be addressing her shopping addiction and weight gain in therapy but instead she just takes selfies

No. 178009

I feel like her parents spent so much money on her, for her to have her own house, that if she moves back they'll be upset at her.
Plus she just likes being able to fuck stewie whenever she wants to, do you think she would give that away? I'm just waiting for when she moves out into a smaller place or something. She'll freak the fuck out and it'll be really sad, to move away from her "dream house". But honestly she can't continue paying that rent without her parents, and her parents could potentially pull the plug anytime.

No. 178010

This sounds so entitled
I bet she's an eyesore for that person too.

No. 178011

>can you picture Jill hosting a family Christmas party at her nightmare clownhouse?
I can, but it isn't a pretty picture tbh lol

No. 178012

Emilia fart is so disgusting, I feel disgusted whenever I have to see her.

No. 178014


me me me me fuckin me me me me ME it's all about ME, how dare someone have to interact with ME maybe I'M the fucking disgrace in this family, trying to rule with all my fee fees.

God, imagine having Jillian infecting your family connections.

No. 178025

>It's an instant gratification thing too. Weight loss takes a lot of time and effort, but doing crazy shit to your hair/makeup/clothes (body mods too, eg Charms) is immediate.

I was thinking this yesterday. Adding more glitter to her increasing bodysize and paying thousands for enabling therapists, and brain tests, rather than simply eating less, moving more and not absorbing up 100% mental illness, drag and trans content online, and then wondering why you think you're a trans drag mentally ill person.
It's actually so simple - so much more than all this shit - to work on her physical health and self help with her (what are actually mostly) minor issues. She went the worst, most convoluted path away from fixing the problem which is clearly bad habits, overeating, and internet addiction.

No. 178027

Imagine getting an angry email from your clown relative because you dared to accept the invitation Jill's mom/dad sent for them to attend Christmas dinner.
Narcissism off the charts. This is the second "angry email" she's Tweeted about recently, previously suggesting she's going to email her ""abuser"" aka deviantart girl she briefly dated at 13. Her shitass therapist clearly suggested this in some way or another and it's a truly terrible idea.
>solve problems by sending poison pen letters

No. 178028

Imagine Jill waddling up to you at 1pm or whenever she usually wakes up: it's time for fucky wuckies! and you trying as hard as possible to think of more attractive people, while getting it over with as soon as possible

No. 178029

Wonder if it’s the same email and she’s milking that vague talk for asspats and reassurances. Maybe this relative did something truly heinous but it very well could just be that they commented on her clothing once and she took it really hard… so hard her sense of self fractured and now she can only be goth while disassociating into a 13yo boy on Twitter.

No. 178031

Feebs is a munchie icon. Jill simply can't compete.
tinfoil but yeah, it wouldn't be surprising if she's keeping it vague so that her audience connects the dots between her relative and >muh trauma.

No. 178036

God I miss her. Phobes please come back so we can laugh at you.
Doesn’t she always use the ‘I’m so bad at sending emails it gives me anxiety’ excuse for why she’s so shitty at replying to professional opportunities. She can’t shoot back a simple email to a business but she can write an insane person rant to send to a relative she’s gonna see in person.

No. 178045

honestly hope it's autism that she's been tested for - her trend of hyperfixations and mirroring others, disassociation and stimming all fit perfectly. she needs to drop the DID shit

No. 178057

This is very ironic too because not to long ago Jill was saying how anxiety inducing receiving and replying to emails is to her. Is she sending out these emails never expecting people to rightfully send her an angry or upset email back? She's so self absorbed that she doesn't even realize that her actions effect more people than just herself.

It's shitty if she is doing that because she keeps wanting to co-opt other people's traumas or just make up traumas so she feels justified for being a bitch.

No. 178063

Maybe she's trying to bait them into an upset response, so she can omit her insane email that prompted it, and say look how abusive they are!

No. 178090

Why would Jillian have the need to send some random family member an email if the christmas party is probably going to be organized by her parents at her parent's house?

Why does Jillian have to send emails to people she doesn't like if she's oh-so terrible at responding to business emails?

No. 178092

Just dont get how you can go to therapy and continuously come out worse. I will never be convinced that she's actually talking to a licensed therapist. There's just no way to me. It's probably just some gender positivity fucking flaming faggot quack selected from a pool of "queer friendly" delusion feeding spaces that sits there and "uhm hum!"s everything suggesting even more ideas for how munchies can continue to play the victims.

Wishing that family member the absolute best of luck tbh, they'll be needing it. Because jill is honest to god the most determined victim I've ever seen. She WILL find a way to insinuate that you traumatized her. Hopefully this acting out aggressively sending an email will reach her mothers ears and maybe make her realize just how out of control Jill has gotten.

No. 178094

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i was just thinking the same thing. there is no way in hell steebie is still attracted to her in any way, shape or form. she's changed so much and for the worse in every aspect.
picrel what he got vs what he is now stuck with kek

No. 178096

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bitch lookin like a budgie nowadays

No. 178098

He's not a licensed therapist, he's just a certified counselor. There's a major discrepancy between the two professions since as a councilor he can't practice psychotherapy. Which is probably why Jill is going devolving since her therapist isn't allowed to force her to critically think.

No. 178102

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Not invited by her parents and Jills bff mom is a-okaying the email…

I would LOVE to have access to Jills emails/letters to these “abusers”.

No. 178103

i find it interesting that all of her supposed ‘abusers’ are women..

No. 178105

>There's just no way to me. It's probably just some gender positivity fucking flaming faggot quack selected from a pool of "queer friendly" delusion feeding spaces that sits there and "uhm hum!"s everything suggesting even more ideas for how munchies can continue to play the victims.
don't forget it was steven who recommended him to jillian too.

No. 178108

This has big “my father will hear about this” energy”.

It’s probably just some cousin Jill’s age that she never got along with. Clearly nothing serious, since yknow her mum isn’t stopping her from coming. ‘Emailing my grievances’ is such a fucking weird thing to say/do. Just have a conversation with the person you absolutely nut job

No. 178110

>emailing my grievances to smooth things over

Yes, writing aggressive emails to people is a great way to "smooth things over" Jill.
Also would love to see these emails, but I think we can imagine what form they might take based on her Tweets.

No. 178117

So her successful relative in Vancouver who has a bf is only coming to town because she wants to meet him and his family? Yeah ok Jill lol.

No. 178118

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KEK imagine being Jill's relative though:
So you're her aunt or cousin or something and haven't seen that part of your family in a while. You think you might as well take the opportunity since you are visiting your new boyfriend for Christmas anyway and he happens to live in the same town.

Out of nowhere, you get an email from this niece/cousin you barely know. It's a deranged rant talking about how much you hurt her feelings and traumatized her years ago, you probably don't even remember the incident. (I assume that relative either made some comment regarding her fashion choices or maybe her like for magical girl cartoons/weeb stuff, maybe remarking how it seems a bit childish.)
Confused, you end up looking at her Facebook page or easily find her other social media and see that in just the few years since you've last spoken to her she devolved from 'quirky Tumblr weeb girl' to an obese rainbow they/them smurf that whines about how mentally ill she is all day on Twitter.

I mean Jill publicly states that she is too scared to go out on her own porch, that bitch shouldn't be trying to draw attention to herself by sending out cringe emails like that lmao.
You just know that relative is gonna share this around her friend circle and Jill is gonna become their new laughing stock.
If I was the relative I'd be sure to throw shade and make subtle hints at all the stuff that might trigger Jill when she shows up for Christmas.

No. 178119

She just has to dramatize everything anon. A simple task turns into the most traumatizing shit ever.

No. 178130

I also think Jill takes advantage of the fact that to outsiders everything is vague. I truly believe if Collin breaking up with Jill wasn't so public she would also try to project them as "abusive" as well.

Listen I get it, I have annoying aunts as well that I resent. But as an adult if they spoke to me now like they spoke to me when I was younger I would just curse them out. Not write a dumbass email telling them how they hurt my feelings when I was 9.

No. 178131

Thank fucking god she never leaves her house and social bubble. The outside world will eat her alive.

No. 178137

File: 1634901095157.png (811.21 KB, 611x874, vi.png)

I think you guys were right about this being her 13 year old "trauma" alter

No. 178143

What the fuck is wrong with her neck?

No. 178144

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I’m no shoop expert but is this image not heavily edited?

Also the comments on it are so cringe

No. 178156

I imagine she probably does. she probably keeps baiting Steve by saying that he's her first non abusive partner but if they were to break up he would suddenly become a shitty boyfriend. She runs a pattern to where she was always a victim never a perpetrator.

She always had a slight Milo Stuart quality to her…

It might be the ground next to her hips and waist is lighter and smoother than the ground right next to it. It kinda looks like baby's first Photoshop job with how odd and out of place it is.

No. 178164

jillian you look like a lesbian aunt in that picture

No. 178166

File: 1634923489315.png (971.46 KB, 930x654, poop.png)

this is such a bad photoshop job

also jillian just because you want to act rude and """"masculine"""" it doesn't mean you are a boy lmaoooo

No. 178169

As if women can’t flip of someone or… idek. I really wish she’d stop this nonsense and just embrace being a women. What happened to her spicy booby and booty shorts from earlier this year where anons thought she’d get an OF

No. 178170

She gets more attention from her new special boy Twitter and when she reveals all her head mates/alters/fractives/different interest twitters maybe one of them will release an OF!

No. 178192

anon how could you forget the male piano teacher that didn't molest her!!!

No. 178198

she always knew he was too warm and friendly

what a way to make other people's trauma about yourself, jillian

No. 178233

Not to mention minimize it. Yes Jill, I’m sure the kids he molested would agree with just how ‘warm’ and ‘friendly’ he was jfc

No. 178299

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this line here makes it obvious she liked her face in one photo and then tried to splice it onto a diff picture but she didn’t line it up right it is so obvious kek

No. 178338

There’s been news articles about an increase of women with tics due to social media and I really feel that every issue Jill thinks she has is fake and forced by her shitty consumption of mental illness porn on the internet. She might depressed but she’s really just a coddled brat that needs constant asspats.

No. 178356

Ahhha I didn't even notice that, there's an entire triangle happening. It's such a bodgejob she looks genuinely mutated here, the original probably looks much better.

No. 178404

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pixielocks and drew monson

No. 178405

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No. 178406

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she has spam accounts on her videos

No. 178407

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I think she changed something with her caption because it now says:
>Happy Christmas Birthday Thanksgiving Samhain to me…?????!!!!!

No. 178408

File: 1635043175448.png (249.74 KB, 610x498, poop.png)

Oh no she's larping with picrew icons now

No. 178412

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Jill no one was fucking jealous of you, no one wanted to be around you because you threw tantrums when you didn’t get the lead role and your narc mom fed your delusions of being better than everyone. Also fuck off with the whole “the only one whose gotten anywhere” you just larp as a mentally ill nb while dressed like a fat deranged clown because your fashion degree got you no where because you went to a hack school

No. 178416

>villain origin story
get over yourself, you're not ebil n scawwy, jillian kek

No. 178470

I bet she can't even pronounce Samhain

No. 178476

I would hardly describe being a low tier youtuber as "getting anywhere in life"

No. 178477

Saged for same fag but something tells me Jill is the type that thinks that affording a big townhouse and having more disposable income = having your life together and unless all of her former classmates are lazy what she is implying sounds classist.

No. 178485

Not just her account, it’s a platform wide issue atm

No. 178504

What Jill considers having her shit together:
>A place to live away from parents
>Going to therapy
>having a YouTube job
>Clown makeup

What is actually having her shit together:
>A healthy living environment
>A therapist that holds you accountable when you want to trigger yourself
>a stable job that isn't reliant on other people's disposal income
>An understanding that dressing to draw attention is a form of self harm (especially if you claim to have anxiety to the point that you can't leave the house)

Also some one who actually has their shit together wouldn't call it a "villain origin story" only someone who's mentally unhinged would.

No. 178514

Agreed except for this point:

>An understanding that dressing to draw attention is a form of self harm

Head to toe black burglar costume and a balaclava or it's self harm. I think overeating to the point she clearly does combined with clown makeup is self harm though, it depends what you qualify as "attention drawing" fashion/makeup.

No. 178517

Funny. So being an obese clown who larps mental illnesses is now considered succesful?
Let's see, she got ass mad because she didn't get the (main) role she wanted. Out of all these people in this video, who were in her highs school theatre class, which one could be the most succesful? Names are all there. In fact let me list the ones featured on this (publicly available)video.
>Alexandra Smith
>Aiden Gallant
>Emma Doucette
>Philip Udaloy
Can someone dig the names and see who's actually more succesful than this rainbow failure? She can't even "go out without feeling anxiety" and she thinks she's hot shit. Lmao

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