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>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears>Known lurker>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm
General info:>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads>Has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image>Formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both came out as bisexual, but now Stephen is nonbinary and pansexual - the same fate as one of her other exes who became nonbinary after dating her…>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t selling anything yet, but plans to sell bad Lazy Oaf knock offs>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact.>She won’t stfu about her stims and super scary ‘restrictive’ eating disorder
In the last thread…>Still posting cringeworthy Tiktoks, including, but not limited to, thirst traps and BPD awareness.>Keeps posting on Twitter about her chronic UTIs but won't go to the doctor.>Changed her pronouns to she/them/him/any, but gets offended if anyone refers to her with female pronouns.>Told a minor to suck her cock. >>162725>Started a new twitter page for her "drag" persona Villiany Swells.>Followed a lot of DID Youtubers on her drag Twitter. >>162869>Celebrated her 3 year anniversary with her they/them partner, Steebie.>Changed her preferred name to Pixie instead of Jillian.>Got Colourpop PR. Tried to convince herself and her followers that Colourpop is sustainable.>Cherry picks what is sustainable and what is not.>House is still super dirty with cat hair everywhere.>Visited with her mom.>Made a YouTube video on what it means to be neurodivergent. Was recieved poorly, and she ended up deleting the video. >>157620>Still doesn't understand that BPD is not neurodivergency. Mental illness =/= neurodivergent.>Keeps insisting she hears multiple voices in her head.>Started doing her makeup in a new (and unfortunate) way.>Admits her and Steeb don't sleep in the same bed. >>157990>Goes to a J-fashion meetup and doesn't even wear any J-fashion.>Designed a dress in collaboration with ShopMyViolet
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Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/
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Samefag but I wanted to grace the thread with this nightmare screenshot.
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Is it sad that I've been in this thread so long that I'm legit starting to get upset that this was what pixie looked like a mere four months ago. This was cute. I felt a pastel mod era on the horizon. I felt a semblance of taste forming. And then,
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>it's Jillybean's first day of kindergarten!
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Here is a semblance of what the dress might look like on a thinner model. This obviously isn't the finished design but I don't understand why they changed the ruffled sweetheart neckline. It would have been much cuter. The finished product, construction-wise, looks so much cheaper in comparison.
jillany, what I don't understand here is why you'd design a fit and flare silhouette, insist that you keep it oversized, wear the belt in the official release photos and then not cinch the belt.
Or tie it up that high on your chest when your boobs and waist are lower?? Please I am begging you
ruffling takes time. shitty lace that you can just tack on with a running stitch doesn't.
based on the quality of other MV 'originals' (literally the most basic patterns, done in 'quirky' fabrics) they're not using a high-quality team of in-house 'sewists' and I would be genuinely surprised if they had any in-house staff doing the work & were not just outsourcing it to the nearest L.A. slave labor factory. If MV is really using 'ethical' labor processes then you think that would be something they brag about on their site, but there is zero mention of where these clothes are being made on any of their promo material. My guess is that sweatshop labor by undocumented immigrants is definitely involved (LA is notorious for it, ffs) but Jillian knows there's no way to confirm that, + can justify her dress being The Most Expensive item on that website by preying on people's sense of moral obligation.
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Extremely ironic coming from the queens of glamorizing and using their mental illnesses as a shield for their shit ass behavior.
Also unrelated side note, does anyone remember when Jill stated in her body posi video talked about cutting off people who promoted unrealistic beauty standards? And yet she’s besties with the queen of pedaling plastic surgery and lying about it to her underage fans? Or did I just imagine that?
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kek is this his inspiration when he created villainy?
of course jill doesn't have an original thought in her mind.
Major nitpick but she really shouldn't try to sell a product if her armpit hair is in the awkward growth period it just looks so weird and patchy.>>164111
She has no sense of irony does she? Her using those emojis when she's saying not to villainize mental illnesses has an alter called "villainy swells". She needs to get off of TikTok because all its doing is giving her brain rot.
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Grabbed from her last video and it looks like her body is really starting to deteriorate from all that weight
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She looks better than Jillian in this dress…
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Is she talking about Shane Dawson? and doesn't mention his name because she's afraid of getting cancelled?
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Any clue who it might be? a lot of comments mention a "he"
also>you're the ray of sunshine everyone needs
Lmao if they only knew
I‘d guess Drew, he still gets comments daily & she’s a huge fan
(Slightly creepy sometimes imo)
If its dissociadid that would be extra funny because she's a DID faker just like Pixie.
She used to be obessive about her and yes still follows her IG
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Saged because its old now, but this was from her new face new pronoun video. The yellows brows look fucking awful wtf, you can see every hair and its making me want to vom. Also why would you put on that much makeup just to cry it off at your therapists?
even if she is “fat and ugly” like Jill, she still looks better and isn’t insufferable to listen to>>164361
it’s extra creepy because he looks just like her brother lol>>162456
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You would probably be right on your theory, especially when she posts shit like this.
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From who Jill? Your 5 min relationship with that girl online???
Not like the other girls everyone, evil girls hurt me!
she mean her deviantart relationship and maybe this forum? And the kid who called her a lesbian once at school?
uwu such trauma my personality is splitting everyone!!! It sounds more like critique of any kind = deep trauma for Jilly
and women are more likely to say something about all the shit she does.
>>164563>my trauma comes from other women
Yeah, and who convinced you of such thing? Your degenerate male therapist and faggot male boyfriend?
What a fucking nlog pickme. Oh shes totally not like other girls, thats why she has to paint her face like a shit eating retard and make up a new "male" persona who tells others to eat cock. But no, women are the problem. I fucking hate this insufferable cunt.
She's so comfortable with men, that's why she speaks so highly of her dad and brother. Oh wait.
Anyway, if her mom's parenting (and you could mistake her for being raised by a single mom the way she exclusively mentions her bff mom describing her upbring) resulted in this, it was some kind of fucked up and it's own kind of abuse. Setting her up to think really highly of herself whole she publicly spirals.
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but anon, her therapist is a lgbt icon who uses he/they pronouns!
Honestly? I feel like she's doing all of this not just for attention but to cope with weight gain.
Ugly makeup? it attracts attention to the face away from her belly.
Sudden hate of her female body? because she gained weight on her boobs.
Wanting a binder? because she isn't used to being so big. and so on.
100% agree, and adding:
Male/nb pronouns? can't be an ugly woman if you're not a woman
Desperate for a trendy diagnosis? Need an excuse for suddenly feeling insecure that makes it "not my fault, it's just who I am" so she doesn't have to admit she has flaws
Thirst trap tiktok? Trying to get external validation to make up for now feeling insecure about her body
it's so obvious her weight gain has taken a massive toll on her confidence and made her feel less womanly
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Good find anon he looks like he smells like grease
It might be that one since he also offers video calls, which iirc was Pixie's first session.
Are both linked people FtM? They kinda look it. It might explain why Jillian is suddenly a they/them/he if her therapist is trans. That one specializes in working with lgbt and Indigenous
which will be mighty useful for Jillian as a cis straight white woman who's only trauma was her brief online relationship with a woman
Checks out if true. Trannies are so miserable that they try and manipulate anyone into becoming trans if they can.>>164674
Of course she's a shitty friend.
The Lee Thomas one is definitely a female, looks like a typical ~he/they nonbinary transman~
Stel Raven's more ambiguous imo but the trans stuff focus is a giveaway, also his face, while I guess passing, has that type of softness to the features. Combined with the greasy raggedness that's part of what T does to women, I think it's pretty safe to assume FTM for this one too.
Funnily enough, from what Jill has said about her therapist I always got the vibe he was trans. In no way can I see her spill her guts to an actual man, and her descent into he/they funhouse hell further fortifies this. Also, trans in most cases is social contagion just like cutting and other self-destructive behaviours. Very few trans people today are what we'd call genuine. Jill is a stunning example of ROGD and how easy stuff like this takes root in someone with a loose grip on their identity. It's always just been all surface with her. She lacks emotional depth. This is why I actually believe she has BPD, but she needs help to work on strengthening her sense of self and help her integrate all parts of herself into a coherent whole that she connects with and recognizes as her self, in order to form a sense of identity and stability. Instead, she is encouraged to think she has different personalities and to split her fragmented sense of self up even further, and to try and identify out of even basic, core identifiers of who she is such as her very tangible, physical sex. It's horrifying to watch her descent. She needs actual help.
>>164647>I help clients understand how their present struggles can be impacted by past trauma and realities of oppression
If this is her therapist, then it definitely sounds like what anons have been saying about her being pushed into a trauma narrative by her therapist is true. This one also actively peddles “trans-affirmative” care (including referrals for cross-sex hormones and surgery) which in Canada translates to “Hey, ever felt uncomfortable with sexism or gender roles? You’re definitely trans! Here, try this binder”.>>164704
Her biggest mental health question is probably finding out where all this supposed trauma is coming from and gender stuff would be a trendy, easy solution that wouldn’t alienate her mom. She can’t very well accuse her parents of child abuse when she’ll probably have to move back into their basement once she can’t afford the rent on her nightmare clownhouse anymore.
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Her super duper special therapist is a specialist apparently, which fits with the DID angle of things
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Maybe search for "DID therapist fredericton" or "BPD therapist fredericton"
Also it doesn't suprise me if fredericton therapists are unprofessional. Take a look at this: https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/new-brunswick/fredericton-psychologist-suspended-1.5993567
Either way, imagine specializing in DID, something so controversial that scientists can't even form a concrete opinion on. Sounds like a scam, even worse if the therapist has pronouns and is being too friendly to Jill. No therapist should be this friendly.
Anon, not to WK but most people don't show symptoms of schizophrenia until their 30s it's the people who have it during childhood that are outliers.
My issue is that Jill is pretending to be a schitzo and is further harming the DID community she "cares" about by pushing the stigma that you have to be schizophrenic to have multiple personality disorder which was "proven" to be false a few years ago. That is if you even believe DID is even real, which i personally don't. She's just having severe brain rot from too much TikTok and a "therapist" that doesn't hold her accountable.
Well we have to remember that she claims to have a "scary" mental illnesses >>154949
that she's keeping private. With her dropping all these hints and keeping the "neurodivergent" label she's probably going to say she's schitzo but didn't want to disclose the information too early like she did when she officially said that she had BPD. She may be an open book that over shares but she really does know how to manipulate people that are willing to fall for it.
Schizo anon here, but you are correct, but the age skews slightly lower. Most people start to experience it in their late 20's with it really beginning to appear in late 20's to early 30's. I was unfortunate enough to have early onset schizo, but mind is genetic through my father's side.
I've experienced literally each kind of hallucination over the years so watching her LARP it all, it's clear she's never experienced literally any of it. Jillian is the only cow I have 0 hope for and actively root against because this shit is INSANELY damaging. People who have a legit diagnosis of being schizo get stigmatized for the rest of their lives. Doctors no longer believe you, you watch your loved ones begin to distrust you, you turn on yourself because you loose sight of which way is up and which way is down. It's fucking disgusting what she's doing and I pray to God one day she gets hers.
Sage for schizo sperg.
Thanks for the info, that sounds absolutely grueling and I'm sorry for how deeply it's impacted your life and relationships.
The way she treats symptoms that are devastating to the lives of of people who suffer from them like some cutesy flashy accessory makes me so livid I almost feel like I'm shaking. Aside from animal abusers, she's the only cow who elicits such a visceral response from me. This isn't even the first time she's implied she's had hallucinations and she always portrays it as something silly and/or bright and fun.
Not to cow tip, but just in general if someone ever made a callout video giving a comprehensive explanation of how problematic
and damaging her ~mental health advocacy~ actually is, it would be a massive weight off my chest.
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Seems pretty likely to be this guy.
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While cow tipping is a no, I really do appreciate the few people who are constantly hounding her for an apology.
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Her new tiktok is atrocious. Was it a style choice to have one side of her makeup be higher than the other side? Hence the eyebrows and liner on the right side. She just looks like she cant see with all that eyeliner. I get that its clowncore but she looks like she just got done doing a circus show.
And the failed stars in the blush.
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Posting said tiktok for posterity
>What are your most common comments?? One I almost put was “HEY BARBIE” #kawaii #alt #rainbow #clowncore #kidcore #partykei #drag #kawaiigirl
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This person lmao
Reply to her post about IC PR
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saw this reply earlier looking at the thread. now it's only visible if you go to the account who posted it
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looks like people's dresses are coming in the mail. it's looking rough…what an awful fabric choice.
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The unevenness of her makeup irks me so much. And the flower on the end of her nose is off-center
Jill probably recieved it packaged more neatly, and hasn't worn it before because even she probably doesn't like it (I feel like she would have sperged about it on her socials more if she did, she seems strangely quiet about it, especially this being her first ReAl CoLlAb in "her workfield").
That said, yeah, horrible cheap fabrics, I don't think the gingham fabric colours work with it at all, neither together, the waistline is fucken off, and this dress is something a complete beginner at sewing could make and do a better job at. But that would be an unfair statement about Jill, because Jill could never.
Maybe a fake leather belt would have looked better, or at least some good and fitting interfacing. And interfacing for the front part would have been a must. The lace at the neckline looks cheap and not cute at all.
The fabric also looks like it hasn't either been washed before they made the dresses or it's just not possible to iron it properly, which is strange, because cotton is one of the easiest fabrics to iron. I also don't understand why there is spandex in the fabric, you don't need that if it should have a loose fit. And the seams just look wrong, they are wrinkled as hell and the creases everywhere.
10 cm more in length and a proper, wider seam, better fabric, maybe a viscose lining and better skills would have made the dress look less cheap. For someone who has been educated in that stuff it's not good at all, but I've seen a lot of bad sewed and designed things from "professionals".
You don't have to sew for years to get better results, this is just laziness mostly at the ironing (yes, sewing without ironing isn't possible) and designing part and every beginner cares more about the pieces they make.
I know she was genuinely thin before, as her facial features are a lot bigger/face completely different, but how did she suddenly appear way shorter also? Did she used to lengthen her photos?
I would cry every day if I looked like >>164384
When I used to look like that left image. Most anas who survive it end up learning how to eat properly and maintain a healthy weight (count calories, calm attitude about food, try and eat semi-reasonably) but we all know she just binges on tendies while watching Youtube on maximum volume.
Samefag, mfw you open the firrst ever lolcow Jillian thread where she looks 40000 times better than now and there's comments like "bitch looks about 40" "her face looks so punchable"
Man were people spoilt in 2015. She seems so cute and likeable then.
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Here's an old one from 2015. Even though she's a lot slimmer, she's very bottom-heavy (butt and legs) as OP pic and the clown college pic shows, so gaining weight means she ends up looking enormously short and dumpy when seen in full. She tends to shoot from waist-up for Youtube and Twitter and such so we don't see it, I think she's a lot heavier than we realize at the moment.
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damn she got a trump dump
where did you find it anon?>>165611
She's not that pretty, she can look weirdly too much like her mom at times. But with the right grooming and style she can be very cute and adorable looking, sadly she isn't going on that route anymore. She needs to learn how to make blended smoothies with iced fruit and spinach, it's literally as easy as throwing a portion inside a blender with some low fat milk and drinking it up.
I think her "dysphoria" "catatonia" and "dissociation" is just her bad attempts at coping with weight gain… she isn't used to being this big after having an ED. This is why she goes from "I'm so sexy with my big boobs" to "I hate my big boobs I want a binder". She's just too dumb to understand where this issue comes from and to woke and impressionable so she thinks she has 10+ new mental illnesses and personas when all she could do is lose some weight the healthy loving way
Her mom has a bit of a goblin face but I think at her age she has a good sense of style for sure. She looks professional and well put. I wonder how she looked like when she was Jill's age.>>165672
Imagine eating food just to match your aesthetic… that's so fucking dumb. Jillian needs to eat better. I mean, she loves strawberries, peaches and cherries right? Bananas? Oranges? surely that's better for her than fast food
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Ok no shoes but didn’t she harass Colour pop to send her shit?
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Jillian should just go for fast fashion again, she's a narcissistic consumer and needs her fix and I'm tired of her pretending to care.
Also buying from aliexpress resellers is still buying fast fashion lmao
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an unboxing of her dress
Yea i think she means you gotta be careful to not buy aliexpress stuff you buy on depop
There are tons of stuff you can get second hand for sure but she doesn’t really want to research small businesses that are ecofrirendly and sustainable or?? I’m sure there are who would fit her aesthetic
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btw this is how this big boobed chick looks like. No wonder she doesn't want to show her face lmao
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and she retweeted another ugly fatty to make herself look good
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first thing I thought of when I saw those cheeks.
From what I can spy on the left>craft college>post secondary education
I assume nothing from there would be considered university level? It's more for 16+?
On the right>pincushion inches from fluffy cat's head>another pincushion on the far left
Stay being a great pet owner, Jill!
Then there's those chunky low-iq "paintings" she made on the top right. And finally Jill posing in the middle with her new troll/gremlin makeup.
I thought she hated San Rio/wasn't a big fan or is this just her showing interest since other members of the pastel rainbow vomit alt style are showing interest?>>165789
I thought everyone was hopping on the Jill hate train for the dress but seeing it being unboxed and how stiff the fabric is made me realize that it's deserved. It looks like the same material as a cheap bed sheet.>>165793
You say that as if those aren't the only types people who don't hate watch her.
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I low key like Jill’s original pocket design better, because it doesn’t stick out so boldly
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and another one
Ignoring her face and random arm gesture, she actually looks good (bodywise, for her size) in this. I think if it's matched with natural haircolors and (obnoxiously) old fashioned surrounds it kinda works? It's just too much when they already have a rainby room and rainby hair/makeup.
Still not worth $120 though. Maybe $40 at most.
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fits her better but the dress is made of such a starchy cotton it drapes all wrong and is loose and bulky in weird places… the bodice also comes up weirdly high, I don't understand why they wouldn't go with a fitted bodice like picrel
It definitely seems like it was designed to keep production costs as low as possible. I get that it's more expensive because it's ethically made but for $140 most people would expect a decent quality dress, not one that looks like a home economics project.
Nitpick but it also doesn't look like it would be very durable so it's not very uwu sustainable if it can only be worn a few times.
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What happened to her other twitter account?
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think you're blocked, it still shows up for me
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>four outfits with one dress
She looks like a retard, twirling around…
no wonder she thinks she must make a whole new personality to dress in black lmao
Yep, dress is practically see through.
Sewing nonettes is it particularly difficult to line a dress like this? I feel like it would’ve been an inexpensive addition.
She is 100% affected by it.
She passive aggressively responded to a YouTube comment explaining she didn't wear J-Fashion to a J-Fashion meet up because she's too fat for Japanese clothing now
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I swear she looks and acts like a retarded toddler
If you go to their website you'll see the rest of their original pieces are also abysmal. They use the absolute cheapest shit. Jill's dress is like a godsend compared to everything else.>>166258
That comment about how she finally found something in a thrift store that fits her was pretty sad. She has a gaping consumerist hole in her heart after quitting fast fashion (not because she cares about the planet, but to appeal to her woke fans) So she goes to the thrift store a LOT to get her fix only to realise the clothes don't come in her size because 20 years ago people weren't eating tendies hallucinating precure characters on the couch all day.
I usually lurk instead of comment but that shit really stood out to me. The subscription sounds like a great investment to make in her brand and it would actually be contributing to a good cause and make her seem more authentic and earnest about the whole thing…
But she really said she can't afford it.
I fucking can't. She's spent a shitload of money on ridiculous niche products to sustain her fangirl energy and she thinks a $400 subscription for ethical fabric is too much and somehow not worth it?
Girl, wtf.(reddit spacing)
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Anon, her dress is not a godsend compared to whatever the store has. Granted, the bar is low, but all of the dresses here look better quality in terms of construction, style and material. Her design doesn't seem that original either. She could have done better research and tie in her aesthetic better.
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Even if her outfits were actually well coordinated, her hair & makeup would 100% ruin them.
Having a neutral hair color and natural makeup would make her outfits a lot more bearable.
Or if she really wants to stick with the rainbow hair, I wish she'd take some inspiration from picrel and at least put it up and instead go with more pastel colors/only focus on a few per outfit.
It's not even a style I'm fond of, but I do think there are ways to make it look somewhat more appealing.
Either way, she needs to stop with the fucking makeup. It looks like a mix between drag and some awful face paint they'd do for kids at a party or zoo. It's impossible to make that shit look good on anyone.
I wish that she'd realize that showing some restraint in some areas would improve her 'aesthetic' a lot.
Currently she's just assaulting the human eye with super saturated garish rainbow colors in every single department, it's impossible to focus on anything when there's so much shit going on.
At this point it really does feel like she's doing the clown makeup to distract from the weight gain, like she's making herself look horrible on purpose so she doesn't have to think about the fact that she would probably feel a lot better if she just worked on her body a bit.
Love how she has to have the zippers open on the white shoes.
What the hell is she doing with her face that seems so different in the past couple of years (which's only gotten worse) that she didn't use to? I'm sure the makeup doesn't help, but whatever is going on, it's genuinely disturbing.>>166261
It's not hard to sew at all, feel like it would take maybe half- to a day to make, even a day feels like an overstatement..
>>166349>a mix between drag and some awful face paint they'd do for kids at a party or zoo
Nailed it, I couldn't figure out what it reminded me of and it's this. Like a child getting face paint to look like a tiger or something. She lacks the artistic skill and attention to detail to pull off complex, avant-garde makeup styles especially just out of the blue like this.
It takes years to practice to make unusual makeup look good. She just got out the facepaint kit and went for it.>>166360
You could definitely knock together this particular dress in a few hours at home. The factory staff would've taken far less time.
>>166258>First look isn't horrible, switch out the shoes and add some tights/socks and I think it could possibly work on someone with better makeup >Second look's yellow t shirt clashes with pretty much everything and makes it look like she's only wearing one strap, also jelly shoes are awful especially with socks.>third look has WAY TOO MANY CLASHING THEMES, I think it could work if she went for a business casual look with the blazer but the shitty jelly shoes, clown wig and the blazer being too big for her just makes her look like a little girl wearing her mom's clothes>Why the rinestone shoes? Half of these outfits wouldn't be nearly as awful if Jill didn't pick the most random shoe choices possible.
The dress is awful all in all but the way she styled her outfits definitely didn't help.
Saged for outfit rant.
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found pixie's therapist on their villany swells twitter account after pixie liked some tweets of theirs.
sorry for shit crop & sage for not milk
She accidently name dropped her therapist in a live stream a few months ago. "Jed". I don't have the actual video though, sorry.
Google brought me to this likely canidate https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca/therapists/jedediah-wilson-counselling-services-fredericton-nb/788192
Sage for psychology sperg, but he specializes in Internal Family Systems therapy, which uses a lot of the same language and concepts associated with DID (personalities, protectors, trauma holders, etc).
If Jill is being treated with IFS therapy, I could definitely see her mistaking it for a DID treatment and assuming that her therapist suspects DID, but one of the major tenants of IFS is the belief that everyone has different "personalities" with different roles in their thoughts and behaviors.
>>166560>I also work with individuals in the LGBTQIA2S+ community.
I preferred the trans boyband member someone posted before, (he seemed to align better with Pixie's claims too)
what even is the end of this? IA2S+?
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>IFS is talk therapy in which you work with a therapist to identify and understand the specific sub-personalities or families that make up your internal mental system. Once you identify these parts, the therapist will help you acknowledge your feelings about these suppressed emotions, learn how to release these feelings so you are freer to address the actual problem, and ultimately find more positive ways to manage conflicts on your own. The therapist may suggest certain tools to help you do this, such as relaxation exercises, visualization, keeping a journal, and creating a chart that illustrates the relationship between Self and the different parts of you.
Yeah, this therapy has nothing to do with DID… she's the one making it about DID>>166560>Hello! My name is Jed, I am a private Licensed Counselling Therapist Candidate here in New Brunswick. I work with young adults and adults who have experienced trauma, grief, dissociation, or are struggling with intense emotions, or who may have been diagnosed with a personality disorder. I also work with individuals in the LGBTQIA2S+ community. I also often see couples where there has been a breakdown in trust or communication.
>The treatment methods I use the most include a blend of Internal Family Systems, Cognitive Behavioural Therapy, Dialectical Behavioural Therapy, Clinical Counselling Hypnotherapy, and Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing Therapy (EMDR).
>Years in Practice: 1 Year>Year Graduated: 2020
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This is the therapist, he checks off all of the points Jill was talking about. She probably went since he specialized in dissociation and DBT but since he's a councilor and not a therapist he can't tell her what she's thinking is wrong.
On another note she's really hamming up the trans narrative isn't she?
Has anyone noticed how she keeps using therapy to get worse and get ""validated"" about how much of a ""trauma victim
"" she is instead of addressing how she has been the abuser to many of her friends and exes?
I almost miss the time when she used to fake being a lesbian. Now she has to fake having multiple personalities, faking her "trans" stuff, and faking having only the good sides of BPD… she's such a liar and a faker, she always has used fake labels to her advantage.
The only label that ever fit her was being a lolita and cosplayer… and even then that was so underwhelming>>166606
How so? he looks male to me>>166563
Could you please explain what is the difference between IFS and DID? and why is Jillian confusing both on purpose? I mean, she uses the term NEURODIVERGENT to her own advantage and only explains minimal cherry picked information about BPD to everyone, so it makes sense she's using this therapy to fake DID as well>>166616>I'm in all black and a binder
So… just her but wearing different clothes?
Can't believe she goes like that in public
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So basically you like therapy now that you have a therapist that tells you what you want to hear and feeds in your delusions so you don’t have to deal with the real world?
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IFS is a therapy and DID is a disorder, both of which are based on the concept of having "multiple personalities" that work together to protect you from trauma. I don't think Jill is confusing them on purpose necessarily, but she might think she's being treated for DID when IFS isn't actually related to DID. IFS essentially says that everyone has subpersonalities that are parts of the whole person and that's normal.
It's hard to explain, but here's an IFS diagram.
nta and never heard of this therapy type before, but if Jill is really misinterpreting IFS as confirmation of multiple personality disorder, it would be evident that this method should be avoided in easily susceptible patients. She's clearly missing the point entirely.
Also if it's him and he's in his first(!) year(!) of counselling it would explain how he's fucking things up this badly. She needs a more experienced therapist, not a counseller in training.
Not to be offensive but it seems odd to casually bind your breasts on a whim to dress more masculine as opposed to feminine? Ive never met anyone that binds for shits and giggles. If not done properly, can’t binding cause complications(pain etc)? Pixie doesn’t seem like a responsible enough person to be aware of that or aware of how problematic
it is to fake boi for trans clout? Idk. Feels uncomfortable to me.
they only make your breasts sag if you're wearing them regularly - i know "trans men" who bind once or twice a month and don't experience any sagging. but given that she's also wearing one at LEAST a size too small (probably 3) i wouldn't be surprised. her tits already seem to sag like hell but i suppose that's because half their size is from weight gain/fat and not actually breasts tissue.
i also know a lot of trans men who put considerable effort into loosing weight / building muscle to look more like men, so if she really does think she's experiencing dysphoria, i would expect her to start working out or at LEAST eating a vegetable and some protein. but she isn't and she knows it's just a lie to fit in to the woobie doobie online spaces. i miss the term "mogai" and "quilt" from 2010s tumblr because it made it obvious who was chronically online and delusional, and who was just regular delusional.
note- "trans man" used to describe females who say they want to be men and then proceed to continue looking and acting like girls , trans men used to describe females who put some amount of effort into the charade.
at this rate she's going to start a fat fetish onlyfans where she calls herself a femboy and then promotes it to her underage fans. lol.
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Don't worry guys, he's a kink ally
i refuse to believe this is fucking real lol. your therapist, sorry, counselor
should not be condoning your fetishes which most likely include you retraumatizing yourself by pretending to be a raped baby or some shit
ewwghhghgh. This makes me recoil in disgust. Who the fuck can be kink allied. Like, imagine saying you support scat and vomit etc for woke progressive points. This shit is gross.>>166799>if she was a dude at that weight
Here's the deal: she doesn't want to be a dude. She has this stupid idea of becoming an "emo teen boy" and this is why she dresses the way she does. She could just, you know, dress a bit more edgy on wednesdays without having to wear a binder. But no, she CHOSE to want to be a stupid fakeboi for attention. I honestly hate her.
Oh my god. That is fucking gross.
If I go to therapy I would want to go to solve all my fucking issues.
Like, imagine having a patient or client or whatever that comes up to you and says "I like to pretend that I'm raped and abused for sexual satisfaction". Wouldn't you want to actually help them get better??? You will just accept that this person might have some deep issue or maybe is mentally ill and that's why they like that weird shit?? and not questions stuff???
Like, isn't that your job as a therapist? To help solve these issues?
So basically you now pay 200 bucks to get praised and "yass queen"-ed? Ugh. This is so fucking stupid.
honestly a lot of genderspecial millennial + gen z afabs just want to be some idealized/fetishized/fantasy version of a (usually emo or pastel or some other ~aestheric~ teenage boy)
like this is coming from someone who is also a trans man (not that any of these people actually even want to be or be seem as men. it's kind of pathetic, and pixie is one of them.)(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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So her brother only exists in her life, when she’s at home
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I find the post she made immediately after that hilariously fitting.
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She makes it sound like a mug like this is too flamboyant and feminine for her to use.
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Holy crap, this shit is see through
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Just speculating, I wouldn't be surprised if her mommy got her a mug like this before or something similarly cringey, but lately Jill just seems to hate being referred to as a woman (even though she claims that she/her pronouns are still OK?).
So maybe her weird af gender-larp includes pretending that she can only use 'gender neutral mugs', otherwise she'd get triggered
As the other anon pointed out, I'm sure 99% of the mugs they own are just plain shit she could be using instead, but just a plain mug wouldn't be stroking her giant ego enough, so she had to go with that one instead?
Well that's the thing with Jill, she is a cis woman that dresses, acts and looks like a cis woman, she still wants to enjoy all her 'hyper feminine' girly shit, but at the same time she seems really hung up about pronouns lately because those are an easy way to seem 'more special' without actually having to change anything about herself or her lifestyle.
The whole mug thing would make more sense if she at least claimed to be fully non-binary, only using they/them pronouns, but she straight up said before that any pronouns are fine, so why would she get triggered
by a gendered mug/need a gender neutral mug anyway?
I really don't know tbh, this whole woke Twitter act she's pulling lately is just incomprehensible, especially since she's pretty inconsistent & bad a it.
There aren't even any gendered words on that mug for it to be
could be what she's referring to? Starting to think she has a low English reading/writing ability and simply does not understand things>no idea what neurodivergent means, slap it on the bio anyway>Make a video about how you're neurodivergent, delete when actual neurodivergent people shoot you down, never mention it again or apologize>item containing no gendered words is gender neutral (also is clearly a joke item!) >sorely misunderstanding her therapist's (it's a counseler not a therapist also!!) methods and imagining it means a DID diagnosis when it's just a way to help patients analyze their behavior
>>166985>So maybe her weird af gender-larp includes pretending that she can only use 'gender neutral mugs', otherwise she'd get triggered
Lmaooooo fucking Jillian
Also of course her mother would had bought her that mug and nothing for her son because "SHES THE FAVORITE"
She thinks wearing black means he's a guy now lmao
this is the brainrot from living in a rainbow pink house. She thinks only women can wear pink and only men are edgy. Sad.
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Louise posted this photo. Is this what I think it is?
Yes, that is a bong.
No wonder she's stupid now.
Louise really posting these retarded looking creepshots, she's almost like an honourary farmer at this point.
She must have some thoughts about this recent therapy-induced glowdown of her daughter's.
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No wonder her cats are so fucking dirty and there's dust and hair all over her place.
It also makes you think:
All the times she has said she disociates, has catatonia, or says she can't move:It's probably weed.
No wonder she has no braincells left.
wasn't she stupid about having her cats around in one of her diy videos when painting something before? paint fumes are toxic
for cats too. of course that incident with one of them choking on her stupid plastic streamers wall decoration before.
iirc years back she posted something about her cat eating her pizza which is also dangerous food for them.
I'm surprised she hasn't gotten one of them killed yet with how irresponsible she is as a cat owner.
(this is also completely ignoring the fact that she's gotten her cats from breeders even tho that's inherently shitty)
>It's probably weed
. . . and she should have been able to figure that out a long time ago.
I love weed, I'm an ex "all day every day" smoker, but the second it starts fucking with you, you give it up.
It's clearly fucking with Idiot.
She claims to dissociate yet smokes weed????
Cannabis can literally cause dissociation????????
He's not an actual therapist so he can't really tell her anything. He can give strong suggestions but that's about it.
Jill needs an actual psychologist especially since she's said that she's been on the same dose of antipsychotics and antidepressants since she was a teen. I don't know if that's been updated but it's something that definitely needs to be looked into especially if she's adding weed and alcohol to the mix.
She drinks, she does weed, she takes meds that haven't been adjusted in a long while, she takes too much woke cool-aid and goes to a wack "therapy". Plus she doesn't eat well.
I'm not suprised why she's the way she is anymore>>167178
You know she isn't responsible with her weed usage. This is why she has gotten worse, like any other irresponsible weed user tends to do. It is a contributing factor.
Who knows what else Jillian does when cameras aren't present.
Was this taken at her parents place? If so then it's probably the brother's or dad's bong. I feel like Jill would only own kawaii bongs. I find it interesting that the whole family probably smokes.
It's irresponsible that a cat is so near to that but at least that area is well ventilated. Hopefully the cats are kept inside while toking.
sage for speculation
>has a shit diet that provides no real nutrition, consumes a bunch of garbage with refined sugars + food additives
>in combination with those, takes meds which may or may not have been properly adjusted
>gains weight because of all those things, starts feeling shitty about herself because she clearly has body image issues, exacerbated by the fact that a lot of her life revolves around her appearance and how she is perceived by others, especially since her job is being a 'social media personality'
>additionally feels sluggish all the time, so just takes random naps in the middle of the day & has a messed up sleeping schedule
>probably doesn't get enough sunlight
>whenever she is awake she just seems to watch morons on YT talk about 'mental health' so her mind is constantly filled with it, probably starts believing she suffers from a bunch of this stuff because she hears about it so much
>otherwise seems to just consume/surround herself with infantile shit, nothing that would properly challenge her mind
I really do think that she would start feeling a lot better if she just tried fixing or improving these things in any way
anyone would feel like crap under these circumstances, but I guess having a healthy responsible lifestyle wouldn't be exciting enough for her woke twitter fans
also her bf/family/'therapist' humoring all that shit as super serious mental health issues are clearly making the problem a lot worse
she has always been incredibly annoying to me but I would genuinely like to see her improve and get better, this is just depressing
>>167466>it's just weed
Ofc opiates would be worse and you will most likely be normal when you cut down smoking but doing so often in a bad mental state can really strengthen your symptoms and add few new ones. The negative symptoms of weed are often underrated and it's just stupid. Weed paired with that mockery of a therapist is clearly not doing her any favors. >>167488
Thanks for letting me know, anon.
She does NOT deserve any sympathy thrown her way. She's larping severe mental illnesses, therefore making a fool out of neurodivergent+traumatized folks and since she's in the public eye more than she should be, other people will start assuming suffering people are just attention-seeking dumbasses like her. She is FULLY aware of what she's doing, she would just do anything for attention and right now it seems to do the trick, eventhough she's always updating her larping game to get her fix.
I really hope the worst for her.
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she literally just doesn't understand developmental disorders at all, huh?
She really out here implying autistic folk's brains develop slower
than neurotypical people and therefore you can get trauma at a later date, and still get your DID imaginary personality points. She treats this like a card game and if she shuffles the cards just right she can rewrite history (and the very meaning of disorders and mental illnesses) to fit her narrative. >If I claim autism does that make my DID claim more or less realistic?
Fuck you Pixie. Never mind the fact many autistic people are academically more successful than neurotypical people, why not shill the concept they are "slow" as long as if suits you. Develop at a different pace my ass. I hate how she acts like the authority when all her knowlege is gleaned solely from other Youtubers and Twitter attention seekers.
>>167558>She treats this like a card game and if she shuffles the cards just right she can rewrite history (and the very meaning of disorders and mental illnesses) to fit her narrative.
Exactly! She must be so disappointed she started oversharing on the internet way before she knew she would pretend to have trauma/mental illnesses or a non-neurotypical brain altogether. Nobody could have known she was a coddled, spoiled rotten and overall bitch if she hadn't done that so now she's trying to rewrite her past as best she can while trying to find "loopholes" in mental health.
I'm sure she's already coming up with excuses like "hey guys remember when I took a 4 day break from social media when I was 13? Yeah that's because something really terrible happened in that lapse of time but my darling confetti club never knew because trauma is really sneaky like that!"
the whole fucking point of nomenclature like neurodivergent and neurotypical is to specify that they don't develop at a "different pace" but that they develop DIFFERENTLY.
FFS this shit is just annoying
THANK you! Has she never heard of dissociation outside of muh uwu DID alters? Dissociation is a common occurrence for people with everything from autism and ADHD to personality disorders to fucking depression. If you're emotionally unwell or you're mentally overwhelmed, that's one of the brain's go-to responses, shutting down in order to protect itself. It is awful when it happens but it is in no way what Jillian tries to make it out as. Yes, a really bad episode can put you in a catatonia-like state while it lasts. Yes, weed increases the likelihood that you'll experience both dissociation and mood disorders. Yes, Jillian is a piece of shit shopping for diagnoses and trying them on like the kawaii fashion she's grown too fat to fit in. And her counselor is validating this shit, and her family does nothing to stop it.
Jfc this is despicable
lmao what a cunt.
Jill pls learn to at least be slightly more subtle, she's straight up acting like she's at a store and asking the shop assistant if she should get ASD because it'd go well with her DID.
as others pointed out, the OP is not asking about DID, it's clearly supposed to be a discussion about how autistic people experience dissociation.
so, good job Jill, not only is she making this all about her and her own shitty larp, she's also shitting on autistic people at the same time.
also why is she not asking her bff uwu counselor about this? kek
She's really out here trying to justify her "disorder" by adding autism to it.
It's not going to work jillybean, you vlogged yourself since you were an awkward 13 year old, most autistic 13 year olds did not do theater to be the center of attention, have a bunch of friends and dress up (nicely) in multiple aesthetics.
You're just a giant baby who can't cope with being an adult. Stop lumping yourself in with people who suffer from neurological and mental disorders, you're doing them a disservice.
No not really, autists even tend to have higher IQ than average people but struggle with social aspects with some added poor physical coordination skills. Just like with any random human they can also be retarded at the same time due to some other disorder, but autism by itself isn't that kind of delayed retardation.
Jill is clearly neither one, just a spoiled coddled woman who doesn't know how to cope with getting fat and being below average in talent.
>>167533>you have to have trauma before 6-9
Yes Jillian, you have to have trauma like that for DID to form. No, being autisitic has nothing to do with DID.
Missinformation, again. I'm pissed.
She's a narc, she will step on anyone and anything to get her way. Including autistic people. She will continue labeling as slow, or as she said once… retarded.
She's projecting her stupidity onto autistic people. She needs to go down.
I have no sympathy about her spreading misinformation and clearly seeking attention in terrible ways. At the same time I do hope she gets real help and makes better choices in the future.>>167625
This is a huge misunderstanding of what autism spectrum disorder is. Since the DSM-5 was released in 2013 (you may be thinking specifically of Asperger’s from the DSM-IV) the diagnostic criteria are having a social communication impairment and restricted/repetitive behaviors beyond what would be expected of same-aged peers and starting from a young age. I’m also not sure where that stat is from but I’ve done considerable training and research around ASD and have never heard that. Yes, there are rare savants and individuals with high academic skills but low social skills, but having an intellectual impairment and/or difficulty with executive functioning is common (among other areas of need). Some may need PT/OT but there’s often no motor component.
Individuals with ASD are often emotionally/socially delayed but I’m not sure that would have anything to do with processing trauma differently. From my understanding the young age criteria is more related to brain development timelines but this is much further from my area of expertise. Either way this is clearly diagnosis shopping in the worst way.
Apologies for off-topic content.
Jill's understanding of mental illness and disorders only extend to whatever traits may get her attention and clicks on social media, so of course she would disregard all other aspects and latch onto the most simplified description of autistic struggles (in her case, one step away from calling them retarded) in the hopes it would benefit her. The same way her understanding of neurodivergent is only as deep as "brain different" and therefore she can apply it to any and all brain differences as she pleases.
The worst thing she could do from here is start pretending to be retarded (further than her natural idiocy entails) to back up her claims of arrested development (just nobody look into her teenage years which will conflict wildly with any current claims)
I think she should just shut the fuck up. She's not a professional, she has no training, going to "therapy" and searching for new diagnoses on google doesn't give her enough knowledge to talk about mental health to anyone. She should shut the fuck up already.
My theory is that since she got a lot of positive attention on her "self harm" video she just wants to make new videos about mental issues but she comes off as stupid and cherry picks information.
tbf, yeah i was thinking more of the asperger dsm-iv/now level 1 high functioning autism.
Surely even Jill isn't dumb enough to claim autism other than high functioning… is she?
I wish I had a definitive answer but I doubt there’s any research in this area. A quick google search just shows dissociation associated with ASD but nothing about DID. DID is so controversial on its own I doubt there’s much out there. ASD itself would complicate things in terms of diagnosing anything as lines can be so blurred (e.g., it’s often difficult to determine if secondary issues are caused by ASD or a comorbidity). But given Jill’s background and how specific this is it really seems like she’s trying to fit multiple diagnoses together to get that DID label she so wants.
I’m glad that at least it seems like her counselor won’t diagnose her with DID based on what she’s asking.
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More performative anger from jillybean. Why the fuck is she even upset at this?
It wasn't ocean100, it was a guy who works there who was paying to promote the post. I clicked on the link and he's a stand up comedian apparently? I'm in an entirely different part of the world and the ad still ended up in my feed which I thought was odd.
In his discussion with people complaining about this he's not even anti trans at all and he says he was only stating the truth.. that years ago trans people were in hiding and now as a parent you have to tell kids. He even has he/him in his bios. He's a tard whose hated by both sides now kek
I think Jillian is confusing herslef and everyone around her, with these concepts
Dissociation, which means:>Dissociating is the experience of detaching from reality. Dissociation encompasses the feeling of daydreaming or being intensely focused, as well as the distressing experience of being disconnected from reality.
which feels like extreme detached daydreaming or out-of-body experiences, and can be present in depression or anxiety
Dissociative Disorders, which means:>Dissociative disorders are characterized by an involuntary escape from reality characterized by a disconnection between thoughts, identity, consciousness and memory.
Which encompases Depersonalization disorder, Dissociative Amnesia and Dissociative identity disorder
And Dissociative identity disorder:>Formerly known as multiple personality disorder, this disorder is characterized by alternating between multiple identities. A person may feel like one or more voices are trying to take control in their head. Often these identities may have unique names, characteristics, mannerisms and voices. People with DID will experience gaps in memory of every day events, personal information and trauma. Women are more likely to be diagnosed, as they more frequently present with acute dissociative symptoms. Men are more likely to deny symptoms and trauma histories, and commonly exhibit more violent behavior, rather than amnesia or fugue states. This can lead to elevated false negative diagnosis.
I'm not an expert though so yeah don't quote me.
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I think you are right. I wonder if she'll ever go back. It will honestly probably never be the same>>167943>tranny flag>crayons
lmao ohnononono KEK
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this is midly gross
Water cooler means a casual chitchat conversation you might have by the water cooler with a colleague. She's triggered
that this person was going about their day as normal instead of crying about the online response to that "offensive" lukewarm boomer take.
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the irony of jill agreeing with this…….
She collaborated with a glorified taobao reseller that happens to make a couple of random items, probably in an LA sweatshop with undocumented workers. At the same time, she feels personally attacked that her ugly and useless dress goes against everything she pretends to care about.
She could put her illustrations or designs on thifted clothing or do thrift flips and focus on ootk pieces, but she took the first quick cash grab to seem like a legitimate artist and bb brand who needs to eat.
If she actually felt confident in her understanding of garment construction or alterations upcycling could be a fun way to profit from her shopping addiction. And could get away with charging obscene prices too. But then she would have to learn and like, try.
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I don’t get it at all since when is nb trans? It’s not deciding for a gender basically so complete opposite? Even the genderspecials are confused about their made up shit
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she's fake woke and fake sustainable, of course she does not care.
I hope she becomes vegan tbh
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Oh honey what is this…
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I'm honestly a bit speechless, she keeps reaching new levels of atrocity
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This looks like one of those fake DID "meet my alter" videos…
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Woof. This drama is still going on, and somehow Jilly is getting ratio'd in her own comments section
What a pathetic response from Jill; that's not cute on you
when called out for her absurd misuse of terminology by actually neurodivergent people
Pretty sure she means "diagnosed", "Dx" is an abbreviation for "diagnosis", so I suppose "dxd" = "diagnosed".
I'm not sure if "dxd with…" is something that's popular with Tiktok/Twitter zoomers, I've never seen the term used that way either.
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Just checked the video, Jill isn’t getting any support here. I really hope this is what gets her cancelled. 19 likes to 1 on her own video is really bad.(Cowtipping)
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Studying DID as much as possible to try and shoehorn herself into DID dx. Side note I'm pretty sure this is a person that has treated multiplicity and me
she literally spends all her time consuming mental health content for her ongoing larp, doesn't she?
i wish she'd focus on some hobbies honestly. i remember her mentioning d&d at some point - maybe a social hobby like that could help lift her from her current weird mental health obsession. idk i just feel like she has the freedom right now to try new things and make potentially inspiring content about stuff her audience might enjoy, stuff like cute crafts & fashion content, gardening or diy or honestly anything, and yet she is choosing to broadcast this current bullshit to her followers instead. if she cares so much about mental health, why not curate an online space where she can upload relaxing content that offers some comfort to her followers (many of whom are also struggling with mental illness)
sage for sperging & there's no point in even getting mad about this, but damn its just frustrating watching her behaviour atm
I really agree anon, and I think there's a bit more to it.
She hasn't been diagnosed with schizo/DID because either her or her shitty psych have some idea of the possible devastation that can cause.
I'm sure it's similar in Canada, but when you are diagnosed with psychosis, DID, schizo, or any mental illness where your sense of reality is augmented, there is no way to get the diagnosis overturned. That's it, you're labeled with that for life. No doctor will overturn that diagnosis because of the liability, and those are very serious conditions to have on your record.
I might have several prestigious degrees, but my doctors still talk over me and don't believe me because they see my diagnosis and deem my struggles "unreal" or a fabrication.
Maybe Jill realizes the seriousness of it, or maybe her psych does, but one of them has to understand that if she is diagnosed with something so serious there is no walking it back.
Anon that's cool and all but Jill isn't seeing a psych. He's a year one councilor wich means that he can't diagnose shit and he hasn't been in the field long enough to recognize bullshit from fact.>>168766
It's sad too see but your right. She seems like the kind of person who needs deadlines in order to actually do anything. That's probably why she's Dx fishing so she can try to get disability pay.
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the beanie just makes her look like gypsy rose.
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She went to a parade today and didn't do the bird nose flower thank God. And the lashes are an improvement, the white eyeliner is still hecka chonky and I imagine if she actually had sensory issues that shit would of driven her mad. But I'd say this looks kinda nice in comparason to her other looks.
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Put some boning in that dress and/or add actual straps Jill. Using sewing pins to pin it to your bra is not a substitute.
she honestly looks better than this pic>>168797
but what pisses me off is that these are taken like, a day appart kek.
I didn't know what this anon meant until I checked the picture again and realized jillian intentionally took pictures next to RAinBow flags and road markings to show how gey she is
Although I agree she looks better than usual here, one solid hair color and slightly softer makeup instead of white paint lines seems to help.
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Op of the photos cut the caption but she was at a pride parade in what she is calling “baby drag”
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Why does she keep posting such nightmare fuel selfies, it has to make her feel bad about herself
Words of a narcissist: I got SO MUCH LOVE it was electric
Everything is always about her and what she "gets" nothing about the presumably actually gay people at the parade, just larping Jill, the only person that matters
This isnt drag. Espsically as she basically wears it everyday. She retweets afab drag queens. She knows how much work goes into it. Shes just to lazy to do actual drag.
Incoming jill making a substyle while having no respect for whay its inspired by like "party kei". But now its baby drag
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based on the fact she used to be really into Emilia Fart (still is?) and she posts a lot of very unflattering pics of herself/does hideous makeup etc, she could be trying to imitate that a bit
Phoebe Tickner vibes. She too is so insecure about being a fat straight woman that she turned into a totes nb kweer mentally ill disabled artist posting unflattering selfies of herself so no one can shoot her down for being fat and ugly cus that's ackshully the point, silly!
On topic: Jill's makeup is atrocious. It makes her look like a melted Divine wax figure.
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She really put a tw
for this joke about the ugly stuffed flower bracelet>Those will never die, you can literally pry those from my frigging hands in my literal casket>(Laughing) trigger warning for death mention, but I love those flowers
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be warned, this one is particularly obnoxious
I've said it before and I'll say it again: despite being one of the least "problematic
" cows, Jill entices a rage in me like no other. It's as if she's the embodiment of having a "face you want to punch", except it's every aspect of her and not just a physical thing.
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was watching mytoecold's new video and i scroll down and the first comment i see is jill. god she's insufferable.
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every woman has the right to not remove body hair but it seems like such a weird choice to let your armpit hair grow out like that and display it publicly when the rest of the aesthetic is so unnatural and cartoony and deliberate and orchestrated.
It seems like Jill will go the extra mìle for anything that can be achieved and managed immediately like make up, hair and clothes but forgoes normal selfcare that requires long term maintenance such as diet, fitness, weight, hygeine and below the neck grooming.
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Maybe Jill knows she's a clown and is just attempting to own it at this point? It's just so embarrassing, if she ever grows out of this phase I don't see how she could look back on things like these without great shame.
She's probably just lost and in crisis now that she lost the only structure she had for the last few years. She's not a successful full time youtuber anymore. She's not a fashion student anymore. She's too ashamed of her collection to share it and this mass produced ageplay potato sack dress is the only way she can keep the delusion going in her mind that she's a successful designer.
I can't imagine she has any big projects on the horizon. She graduated months ago and has done nothing but collect illnesses, pronouns, and "baby drag."
Like she is probably going stir crazy binging drag race and online shopping to distract from the fact that she has no focus, real actionable goals. And yet still feels entitled to have a roof over her head, endless tendies and shopping sprees. She's not slick switching her shopping addiction to secondhand clothes.
i think it's both because it's hard to watch someone "harm themselves" and because of second-hand embarrassment.
She keeps getting worse by her own doing despite people pointing out why/how and she keeps not listening and consequently gets worse, just like everyone said. It's like watching a toddler who's too dumb to understand that putting the fork in the toaster is a bad idea so it starts crying when you try to take away the fork.
Then she is also getting worse in style and looks while acting like she's hot shit despite lacking really basic knowledge. So even the people who liked her style are disappointed because it's so bad now that they don't get inspired by it any more.
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Says the person who regularly says shit like "tikky tokky" and other babytalk dribble.
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what the fuck, why is her skin so yellow
How many layers of irony are we at here where she doesn't realize she's exactly the type of person they're talking about. And that other recent reply where the girl was like don't do fast fashion generic designs
and Jill just launched…exactly that, but agreed.
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The hashtags she used for this pic on Instagram really add to the level of ick
jfc before zooming in/reading the caption I thought this was badly done fanart of her
her entire face looks airbrushed on and the combination of the wig and background is so garish
The photo looks so gross, I can almost smell it. Plus the yellow foundation and the badly done overdrawn lips. Is she having a prolonged mental breakdown with this shit? No sane person would make themselves look like this, wtf.>>169394>>kidcore
Oh god, she really is inching closer to ddlg shit, isn't she. Nasty ass.>>169401
Trannies aren't real women and sex work isn't real work. Do you know where you are?
this caught me off guard when I saw it on instagram. I literally jerked back from my phone screen in disgust.
Jill, if you're going to overline your lips and take photos of it, at least take pics from angles where it isn't obvious you've overlined your lips kek they look so crusty and disgusting. And that stupid pout makes it even worse.>>168426
First Kelly Eden with The Midnight, now Jill with Owl City. Why do these clowns insist on ruining good music?
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She literally looks like a grandma with no teeth, there is noooo fucking way she would be attracted to someone like this irl, she really just thinks she’s super hot shit
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Anons are right about her just spending money on pointless shit at this point since being a fashion designer is just too hard for poor jillybean
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holy shit she's really just referring to herself as a man now? I thought she'd at least only stick to the "uwu I'm a queer genderless nonbinary bean!" shit but this is a bit much.
so let me get this straight, she's spending half of her day online now pretending to be a baddie thot bimbo clown drag kween, and then she spends the other half pretending to be a 'man' which entails wearing black, hiding her rainby hair under some ugly beanie and not putting on any makeup?
it honestly feels like she only created this man-persona so she'd get away with not wearing her ugly clown facepaint and clothes 24/7.
is just being a regular woman that sometimes wears a lot of makeup and sometimes doesn't wear any makeup too boring for her? kek
either way she's slowly reaching 'deranged' territory. I wonder how Jill from 4 years back or so would feel about her current self.
did you mean tickletok?
I potentially kind of feel bad for her. She now barely mentions her relationship with her mom. If she is a narcissist as a result of being raised by one, there is no way her mom is taking this phase well if she was sad at her having short blue hair at 13 or whatever. Those weird creep shots vs her previous extravagant heavily co-shooped shoots with long Karen essays anbout how special her daughter is kind of seem to confirm that. It's probably hard to have a parent who was previously obsessed with you for most of your life barely hiding their disgust for you. Not that it excuses her behavior, it's probably another reason why she is so arrested, tendie exclusive, and unable to move forward.
nitpick but the massive forehead really adds to the drag look. a little contour wouldn’t kill.
literally with the hairband she looks like every bald queen without their makeup.
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god this is bullshit
jill, entertaining the fact that this is an actual problem for you (instead of, yknow, just having a regular afternoon slump like the rest of us) – the solution is literally to just plan something so that youre out and about doing an activity at 3pm, instead of just lazing around the house 'dissociating'. if she had an actual job this wouldn't be a problem for her, she wouldn't have the time to ruminate on all this shit .
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bitch you aren't dissociating, you're experiencing something completely normal which most humans experience at some point.
this really just goes to show that the only people she interacts with are other whiny little mental sickness larping troons like herself.
it would do her so much good to go out and spend time around people who aren't her age, just older actually normal functioning adults, she'd realize that shit like an afternoon slump isn't something special.
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I have a theory that this "character" is just for the days that she doesn't want to put the effort in to "be" the Pixie persona. Like, most women who don't want to wear makeup and style their hair just don't, Jilly. They don't turn into he/hims if they don't feel like wearing a dress today. It must be exhausting to be her.
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Katie found a way to make Jillian's trashy dress look even trashier.
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apparently jill "completely loses control of her limbs sometimes"
What kinda nightmare patient self harms during a session?
If the patient whipped out a knife or something they should quietly leave the room and call security, I think if someone is engaging in harm
of any kind with an unwilling person present it's a security issue if anything, not a therapy issue.
Starting to think Jill is worse than we all think and this is her "best" side she shows the internet. Like Stevie just walks in sometimes and she's self harming while pretending she has uncontrollable limbs and doesn't know what she's doing.
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After seeing this photo I really feel like Jill is being openly “trans” in hopes of one-upping Steebie
I'm guessing she's become fixated on her eyebrows, judging from >>169869
Her left brow is looking a little bit wonky. I bet you her trich is out of convenience since she's been growing fond of tumblr/drag brows lately. This would make it so she no longer has to glue them down and maybe eventually shave them.
I have wondered if it’s an elaborate excuse for her hair looking like shit from over processing and her needing hair extensions because it’s thin as a result, she has claimed before her hair just doesn’t grow longer than this when in reality she has a chemical cut, she is really in denial. Having more hair does make it worse so again, extensions would be triggering
. The majority of people don’t have it extremely enough for it to be really visible like most people you would just assume they have thin head hair and say you pull arm hair, unless you are unusually super hairy it’s not super visible
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Jill uploaded this on her insta… do you think this is Steve's body? It doesn't look like hers or am I going crazy?
Her legs are enormously more chunky than that, either Stevie or she went wild on the shoop.
Theory: Stevie's trooning out after too much tranny porn and it might explain her recent descent into madness
Samefag, if you look at this annoying gif, Jill's hands and elbows look different, so I think it's him
(Samefag as >>169923
to be clear)
Anons you're all blind it's literally just Jill, you can see part of her tattoo on the arm holding the phone. It's a mirror selfie so it's flipped.
She's just contorting and shooping herself to make it look like she isn't a total hambeast.
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What you should see there is the bottom of a rainbow though.
I present for the consideration of anons, the suspicious image overlaid with Stevie's hands from one of his shit youtube videos
come on anon, her body, if it even is, looks like that of a man in this photo, and like >>169936
said the hands in this pic look like Stevie's. Maybe he has a tattoo of his own that may match hers, I have seen couples do that lol
Paging this anon when the troon saga begins.
Jill is very bottom-heavy with thick legs and thighs, how do you explain the proportions in that image which are more fridge/apple shaped
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it’s clearly jill, you can see her precure tattoo under the tights in the other photo she posted
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She's gone crazy with the editing and angles then since this is also her, and her recent videos look the same as this.
>>169879>methodically and deliberately waves her arms around like a psychopath/ABDL
Honestly, stimming is not even close to whatever the hell she does. She just does crazy shit and plays with toys and that's not stimming at all, that's just being a retard
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This is how the skirt looked on her four years ago.
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It's Jill. Look closely and you can also see the precure tattoo under the tights. Its flipped, remember. If you look where I circled and where the arrow is pointing, you can see the bottom of the heart
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this is so fucking stupid
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also kek at this
Sage for ot but seeing the people at the protest, there were only like 2 asians at that actual protest.
I don't know why there wasn't as much backlash when the ShoePalace in the area opened up, vs a small business. There also isn't any backlash for any of the shitty, anime knockoff stores that keep popping up despite the fact that I feel like downsizing Japanese culture to anime only is more damaging, but I digress.
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Jill ordered eco-friendly boxers for herself, apparently
Just had a look at the mokuyobi.com website and it's not that bad. Just colour blocked clothing made locally, nothing J fashion. The name is just a quirky attempt at marketing. Why are people offended by the smallest things these days?>>170061
so many women wear mens boxers, definitely not needed to be shared but it was definitely for uwu queer internet points
if you do a little research into it, "kawaii" is a legitimate and intentional cultural export from Japan, especially in the late 2000s to mid 2010s, + the business is legitimately handmade. worlds more ethical than anything she's made. i follow their socials and when they opened up shop there they received backlash and iirc made a donation to asian American charities?… someone really needs to cancel pixie herself to get it through her thick skull that wokie culture is just second wave tumblr puritanism and equally as bullshit
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Can someone explain this?..
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That's 100% what it was for. She doesn't even need to share this especially since she's not going full fake boi but she just wants ass pats.
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Jill you seriously can’t be that fucking lazy to not sweep up a massive dirt pile on your floor yet you have the energy to take a photo of yourself. This makes me fucking mad, this isn’t *~catatonia~* or *~dissociation~* this is just fucking laziness Jill
first off, wtf that pile of dust is huge. I get that they have long haired cats so it must accumulate quickly, but still, this can be easily avoided if you just clean regularly.
also this makes me think that Jill is just incapable of feeling shame or embarrassment.
I guess her appearance lately and mental illness glorification already proved as much, but it seems to apply to showing off her dirty surroundings on social media as well. any reasonable person would get rid of the dirt before taking a picture.
lastly, condolences to all my fellow nonnies who enjoy wearing dark clothing, according to Jill's logic we must all be trans men kek.
everything looks so fucking mismatched, she really just randomly throws all her black stuff together and thinks that's 'manly' when it's all clearly women's clothes.
also those clear jelly shoes were an awful choice, I thought she had disgusting zombie feet at first glance.
we all saw it coming but it still made me kek
Jillany Shrinks will be her weight loss persona name, with shrink also being a nod to her appropriating every disorder under the sun
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I wonder if she’ll redecorate a corner or room in her house with a muted or darker palette as a selfie space for her masculine
drag persona, since the highly saturated rainbow eyesore doesn’t exactly fit the edgy vibe. Maybe this was all an elaborate plot by Steebie to reclaim a tiny bit of territory in the basement, even if he still has to share it with Jillainy on occasion.
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Is she insinuating that she normally only wears g-strings? Because my mind didn’t need that mental picture
are you schizophrenic nonnie
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An anon previously posted this in full but i just HAVE criticise her fucking terrible choice of foundation colour, does she not realise how yellow it looks on her or does she just not care? Also I’m guessing she think her gross ass moustache is oh so very queer and drag looking
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What an absolute dumb fucking bitch why is she saying that it's okay to workout in a binder?
This is so f*
*ing irresponsible… yikes.(it's okay to use bad words)
ftm's do exercise in their binders (like when they go to the gym)
but apart from that, she shouldn't be giving advice if she clearly doesn't know what she's talking about, she has no clue how binder sizing works
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How is she destigmatising anything, she just uses her supposed illnesses of which only one is diagnosed as an excuse to do what she wants to others and get away with it, if anything her actions just confirm the negative things people think about bpd i.e that it makes you abuse others then play the victim
and do anything for attention regardless of how it affects others
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she’s at a drag show
what about this is drag?
i see that shes wearing a binder but there are no attempts at exaggerated masculinity , in fact she even has her hair in her usual style and not the beanie tuck thing she usually goes for. like yeah shes done drag makeup but what is that adding to the look?
its just stupid. shes dressed as her regular self but edgier.
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I didn't even know that she was wearing a binder it just looks like she's wearing just a crop top.>>170695
Don't most "qweer" clubs have it that all the bathrooms are gender neutral? Why is she so proud over something so minimal and not as woke as she thinks it is?
Countdown to Jill getting raped in the men's toilet saga
(going to hell for this but don't use the fucking men's toilets, Jill, not every man is a cucked incel like your Stevie)
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Looking like a cheap MGA doll is not drag…
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>makeup look that I could convert from my spooky aesthetic to my rainbow aesthetic
I don't get what she was even trying to accomplish
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Why the fuck is she talking like she's already sloshed. She sounds like that Hanna Barbera cartoon dog with the massive jowles.
Depending on the crowd at the venue she might actually be safer in the he/they bathroom than the she/they one since all the creeps go to the latter.>>170773
JFC Jill. Is her mom on Twitter?
Is that a real question? Why do women raised under patriarchy hate themselves for being women to some extent, hmm.
Her live in bf being gay and/or preferring trannies and openly being addicted to porn might have something to do with it.
I amazed at how she embraces all of the red flags in her life and runs from any suggestions of productive or healthy change. She acts like she couldn't be a lazy shithead who does nothing but shop and pretend to be a HYPER QWEER OPPRESSED NEURODIVERGBTQ designer and influencer while actually being a boring-ass short, straight, fat white woman. Yet she still wants to have a cushy privileged lifestyle because that's all she knows being spoiled as shit.
She could easily churn out low effort fashion content that aligns with her "morals", but this is the direction she went in. "I'm actually very mentally ill from deviantart and searching for my identity via imitating social media drag queen makeup and pretending my gay bf loves me" Kei
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I swear this will be her in a less than a years time
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Imagine that in five months we will look at the right pic and say something similar. She keeps finding new lows.
I do think that she looks sightly slimmer now tho it might be the binding in action
>>171049>a moldy can't
You ok nonnie
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this pose is so fucking forced and unnatural. it does make her looks skinnier than she is but at any other angle shes ten times bigger. she has always photoshopped her body and played with angles but its specially annoying now cause she's becoming even worse about it.
pic related, this was jill pic from five
years ago. the recent one makes it seem like she's still a similar shape as my pic, which is bullshit cause she gains 10 pounds every six months.
This is depressing. We had no idea it would ever get this bad.
2016 Jill… I'm sorry
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Fuuuuuck is it bad that i kinda miss rainbow banged Jillian?
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This Jill had the chance to make it somewhat big. She had her own brand going on and I always thought that at this point she had also a visual concept that you could easily sell to the confetti fags, so while making countless videos about kawwiiwi fashun and such, she could've sold her own merch and whatnot and have a really good income imo.
Picrel was imo her best phase. I know the bangs are botched but the colour scheme was the most pleasant to look at. Pic from before she went to fashion school.
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kek I was just gonna say the same thing nonnies.
I miss picrel Jill, sure she made some questionable choices when it came to makeup and outfits and she had her flaws, but her look was still pretty natural, she was cute in a 'quirky tumblr girl' kind of way and her outfits were wearable and inoffensive for the most part, I hate this stupid unhinged clown phase she's in now.
Hard disagree this was a good look. I'm not saying she has never had decent looks but this era was not it. Clinging to the rainbow bangs when she could have elevated her look even temporarily going all blonde.
Things are just so much worse by comparison. And was it practical when she insisted on miniskirts in the middle of Canadian winter? She was a mess but at least she had her parents' stability rub off on her at home. This rainbow clown phase is just the ultimate conclusion of unchecked Jill left to her own devices in a whole ass house with minimal responsibilities.>>171229
An example of how she does not understand color at all.
can you believe this is the same person>>171298
rainbow bangs were ugly imo
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Ironic for Jill to retweet this when she's the one with the bigger platform out of all her friends.
You mean she full names them wherever she can and could very possibly doxx them because she is so careless? Annoys the shit out of me when she's like 'this is just Wendy Sc*
t if she was a blanket' stop full naming people Jill, the fuck????
I'm one of the anons you replied to and trust me, I've been following her since the first thread here and I definitely used to shit on her badly dyed rainbow bangs and her having her ass out in winter kek.
I think she'd look nicest with a natural/neutral hair color, but the rainbow bangs phase just seemed the most consistent with her 'brand' and overall aesthetic, even if it's not one that was perfect by any means.
Honestly it probably helped a lot that she still had day jobs back then, a) because she actually had to interact with normies outside of her family and b) because it meant her outfits had to be somewhat appropriate for work.
Back then she wasn't great at coordinating outfits, she never dressed that well for her body shape and she definitely needed to start incorporating more neutrals to balance out the rainbow/pastel statement pieces, but she was going in a decent direction.
I can see why she had fans back then, "hauls" is clearly where she excels at content wise kek. She'd mostly keep quiet about politics or social issue and just focus on buying stuff so she could just show off items, it worked out best for her even if it was easy to make fun of her for shopping too much.
She at least seemed somewhat interested in drawing back then, even if she wasn't great at it, I wish she would have focused more on improving that & other creative skills.
She's clearly awful at the whole fashion design thing and doesn't have a future in it, she should've stuck to learning to design more stuff like those confetti club badges she sold before.
TLDR; if she had kept going in the direction she was heading back then and just improved on a bunch of different aspects I think she could've done decently, but at this point all hope seems lost.
>>171359>She'd mostly keep quiet about politics or social issue and just focus on buying stuff so she could just show off items, it worked out best for her even if it was easy to make fun of her for shopping too much.
Not any of the above anons but I've been around since her lolita days too. Her style was always a trainwreck and her personality was utter shit back then too but like others have said she had a lot more going for her. Remember when she got flown out to sims camp by EA after making a couple sims videos designing that nightmare townhouse? Her channel was doing well.
I think there was a time where a lot of us genuinely saw some kind of potential in her so we really thought she could do more with her content than just shop, that's why we criticised her for the excessive hauling. We knew she was bad at fashion design but she hadn't been to school yet so we thought she'd either improve or get destroyed by it and move on. Instead she went to that hugboxy craft college, completely stagnated, made sustainability and mental illness her whole personality despite caring about neither of those things where she can't profit, gained even more weight and decided to troon out/ do 'drag' to compensate for it. >>171360
I agree. If she stuck to being just another straight white fashion/lifestyle vlogger with a quirky style she probably would've done well but now I think she's too far gone. The fashion design thing didn't work out and that's okay, but now she's forced herself so far into a rainby totes quirky qweer body posi uwu box that she can't even wear black without pretending to be a man, let alone work on herself. Just listening to her talk is grating because she has to put on a million fake totes neurodivergent voices when we all know she can talk normally. I think she's past the point of no return because her mentally ill totes body posi sjw fans will probably turn on her for any kind of attempt at self improvement.
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I still think yellow hair suited her the best, no bangs. Just long wavy hair. Thought it really complimented her outfits and makeup. But understandably, yellow is a bitch to take care of so I see why she got rid of it. Blonde would probably have a similar effect and she could still have rainbow strips in her extentions so it wouldn't be completely normie.
It's actually puzzling now that you anons point this out. She really should have made it. She had everything going for her, youtuber personality-wise. She was quirky, chipper, wore cute clothes, traveled to Japan, shopped in interesting shops…If she kept up the vlogging thing, I almost feel like that would have been her golden ticket into stable influencer stardom. but somehow she jumped off the tracks and went straight into all this mental illness attention whoring shit.
This is a trap that I notice other youtubers fall into too, actually. Once they start pandering to the woke, their channel shutters shortly after. They can't haul anymore because having a lot of clothes is bad now, they can't show normal clothing brands because its non-ethically sourced "fast fashion", they cant show too much makeup/pr packages because that's causing too much waste-a channel takes off thanks to fashion and then crashes and burns into just revolving around the person which 10 times out of 10, they're boring because all they do is sit at home all day. Which apparently gives them plenty of time to just start hallucinating problems to make them appear more interesting. Tragic.
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I was looking at her Socialblade/Graphteon for stats on her Youtube and Patreon and man…
>YT subs beginning of the year: 243k>YT subs now: 241k
>Patreon subs beginning of the year: 202>Patreon subs now: 160
So not only has she been stagnating all year, she's actually been going down in numbers.
She keeps claiming this is her job but puts no actual effort or work in at all anymore.
Most of her online presence now is posting on Twitter about how mentally ill she is or making shitty Tiktoks, but neither of those actually benefit her when it comes to earning money since she's awful at redirecting any traffic towards the sites that make her money.
You can tell she has lost her passion for it (though I don't think she was ever passionate about Patreon in the first place), she has no clue what kinda videos to make anymore.https://socialblade.com/youtube/c/pixielockshttps://graphtreon.com/creator/pixielocks
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brown hair ruins her. i think black hair looked nice on hair on that one video that used to get reposted all the time. but she was skinny and dressed better on that vid so maybe thats why she looked nice and not the color. we'll never know.
>>169508 These photos look like she has more of a yellow tone, I wouldn't even say neutral. She wearing pinks, but I've not seen pinks look good on her without her adding a filter to harmonized everything to her skin tone. >>165591
Even here, you can see on her arm especially, that she is more gray/yellow, than actually pink. Probably why she keeps doing the clown stuff, she can't even tell what looks good on her, so throw it all together instead. Even the OP photos shows how gray/yellow she is. >>164089
Maybe it's her diet lately, idk, but scrolling and looking hard at the photos, she's filtered to be pink, but without filters, she's not that pinky. She needs hints of purple to be added to her pinks in order for them to look good at all.
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Is this supposed to be proof of her thrich?
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More proof her therapist is making her mental health worse and encouraging her bad behaviours
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"please be patient"
it's been a year, they HAVE been patient jill. does she not understand that interest dwindles quickly and showing something you made years ago is way less interesting to the viewers, especially when your brand is your own contemporary life
Also let's not forget that this is her main job, as she always claims herself.
She barely films other videos & she makes almost no Patreon exclusive content so it's not like she's constantly being distracted by other projects.
If she just sat down and did this job 8 hours per day, 5 days per week for a couple weeks, how long could it really take her to finish the video of her collection?
Even those Youtubers that do the really well researched 1-2 hour videos with high production value usually take less time to release their content than this kek.
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What's up with the lipstick lately?
We're never going to get the video, at this point she already wore one of her dresses out so it's probably already stained. Also if you're going to cowtip don't make it so obvious. >>172283
She's serving kid that drank all the kool-aid at a party with that lip makeup. Also her blush makes her look like she has rosacea.
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Oh, now she's doing this annoing cartoonish mouth thing a la bonbibonkers…
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This is from last week, but more stoner pixie saga. LOL
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Also… I love that part of why she created this new acct and persona so she could talk abt ~drugs~ and ~drinking~ bc she wouldn't be able to do that on her uwu innocent sunshine and rainbeees pixielocks accts.
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Aaaand more fangirl Drew Monson ass kissing, and neurodivergent larp jfc
"search for a completely normal thing that happens to everyone with long hair but I swear to god its a sign of being mentally ill">>172479>talking about weed with multiplicity&me
she's such an idiot, she's legit becoming a weed schizo.
She's unbearable>cool folks using cannabis as the wonderful medicine it is
Not all drug use has to be medicinal, and they are clearly not cool folks to be flooding the house with weed. However they are probably equally annoyed with the noise of a baby crying in their house.>>172482
When you're on your last nerve and self diagnosing morons are trying to diagnose a very obvious sign of stress which everyone goes through. If anything they sound bipolar, not neurodivergent, to be swinging from "intense joy" to anger in a second, or like I said it could just be being on edge, since that's a perfect description of what exhaustion feels like.
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Idk about Canada but in the US it's ridiculously hard to get on disability, and even then you don't make much. She still has yt income and patreon and her parents are probably paying her rent. Or she could even be a trust fund baby since I accidentally discovered when trying to buy plants last spring that Veseys is a nursery and garden supply company based in PEI.
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Nope, he works in IT. A quick Google search of his name (it was in jills q&a with her mom) brings up this prom article about their marriage and other people that met at prom on PEI.
kek anon, her family name is spelled with a double s.
(you aren't the only one who thought about that. i have bought seeds from Veseys', they are from PEI but they have nothing to do with jillybeany)
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cats can easily jump up on the table… hope there isn’t anything toxic to cats in the arrangement. she’s already nearly killed one of them by letting it eat things it shouldn’t.
This is what I've been banking on. Remember in her neurodiverse video she talked about how a lot of the conditions can warrant a disability pay. She's shopping for a mental illnesses that'll let her sit at home with the "disabled" lable slapped onto her. She's probably also doing it so she can speak for (over) the disabled community too. >>172697
I hope when she says that it's out of the way it means that she moved them after the picture because if not one of her cats is going to get very ill.
Exactly, we're in the middle of a pandemic and everyone is in a bad place right now. Not just because "boohoo everything is closed" but so many people lost jobs, had to be inside for so long, and their family got sick with the virus, etc. There's so many stressor factors.>>172622
I agree with this. I honestly think she legit loves drag right now though, that's her current obsession, so this is why she wants to be "male" to give credit to her "bio drag" persona. I hope this fucking trend of hers dies off. I rather have a peep and crayola obsessed jillian than whatever the fuck is going on right now. She also treats mental illness like a hobby.
"wEed iS a wOndeRfuL mEdIciNe"
also jillian>has completely lost it due to weed
Also, not wanting weed smoke near a baby is completely normal. Why does she have to make EVERYTHING about herslef?
It's lisianthus and safe for cats. My cat knows better than to jump up on tables, but who knows what goes on in this house.
Tbh the weed issue sounds pretty stupid. Like they could just tell their neighbor we have a baby and can smell your weed, close their windows and the weed people could also smoke inside with their windows closed. Twitter did not need to get involved but it's a DID larper so here we all are.
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jill confirmed there’s lilies in the flowers. god, she really doesn’t give a shit about her cats.
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Saged for not being Jill but her (ex) friend Wendy managed to work on this over summer break while Jill did absolutely nothing?
Not saying it looks good, because her project obviously needs work. But keep in mind that Jill is finished with college while Wendy is in her 2nd (?) year?
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i feel like this tweet was made as a result of pixie doing this shit in Izzzyzzz replies constantly kek>>172482
She's doing this in Drew's replies too
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Livestream was supposed to be today at 12, she sent this an hour before… shes done hardly anything for weeks, and the one day she needs to do something she bails out.
I think it was last stream (July 28th) but she spent like a good twenty minutes going off topic and acting really excited about a noise she could hear in her ear. She thought it was an 'auditory hallucination', it was just water… ugh
good grief, could you imagine if she had a regular job? 'sorry, can't come in because i'm a bit fidgety and don't like too much noise'
'you haven't been in for a week. you're fired'
'waaaaaaah muh ableism!!!!!!1'
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She literally is just hungover. It looks like she had friends over yesterday to play games. What an absolute dumb bitch.
Does she even have any fans at this point? What is this bullshit? Several people I follow are autistic and they still do videocall meetings and phone calls WFH etc, or post chatty IG stories, claiming you can't even babble on livestream because uwu sensory overload when you wake up in your own damn house with no unusual things to trigger
sensory overload (which usually happens outdoors in an unfamiliar environment based on, again one of the many autistic people I follow's description)
The thing where she was hoping
to be having an auditory hallucination, geez. She really is a munchie.
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i think we're going to witness a crackhead jill saga very soon
What a hot mess. It’s like she’s trying to appeal to every possible cross section of internet users at once, in place of any real personality - drag, drugs, six different conflicting pronouns, shitty makeup, pastel everything, mental illness…
She’s having an identity crisis, she doesn’t want to be a chubby, sexless pastel Peeps addict anymore.
That's true but it's really a red flag that she's starting to show more symptoms of BPD after
going to the specialist counselor. I wouldn't be surprised if he's implanting false memories like a lot of the new age "every mental illness is valid
" counselors have been doing.
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