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No. 267937

Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.

>Early Years:

>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules"
>gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs
>known lurker
>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years
>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events
>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization
>has prior history of severe mental illness in the forms of ED and self-harm
>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself

>Current relevant info:

>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now
>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree
>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them
>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous
>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state;

MEET THE ALTERS:

>Jillian: Actual person, but calls herself an alter for the heck of it. Hates being called “Jilly”. Says she can't hear her "brain folk" when she's experiencing trauma, Jillian is the only one who fronts in those situations, defeating the whole purpose of having alters and having DID.

>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Signs off with a snake emoji.
>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, calls herself a lesbian (even though she’s dating a man), she is a “protector of sexual trauma”, says she had to become a fuckable bimbo because she was “raped for months”. Signs off with a flame emoji.
>Berry (Nicknamed “Babby Smalls”): Talks and acts like a baby. Proof that Jillian is into age regression. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had its name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Signs off with a strawberry.
>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes. The emoji is a club.
>Flora: A “fragment” slowly morphing into a real alter, and a carbon copy of cure flora / other positive precure characters. She is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom.
>Jax: 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”. Signs with a test tube emoji.
>sandwich emoji: Cat alter, represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Sneakingly revealed in a vlog. Jillian has bracelets and necklaces with the names of her alters, and this name appeared alongside them in a row of alter names. Note that Jillian’s second name is actually Amanda. Turned out to be the other “far away” age regression alter that uses the piano emoji.

**Note: The DID saga officially starts in >>>/w/176591

Last thread:
>We start off with some pics from Jill's last drag show. The crowd does not look amused. >>261723, >>261732, >>261735, >>261764
>Jill tells us about her "special interests" >>262517
>Halloween special featuring The Incredible Impending Troonie is posted >>262996
>Steve takes a social media break >>263187
>Jill is trans according to Jill >>264256
>Jill celebrated her one-year diagnostic impression anniversary >>264405, >>264406
>Jill is still complaining about that one therapist who didn't totally coddle/enable her >>264618
>Patreon livestream >>264619 and summary >>264637
>Jill makes her mental illness her entire personality >>264895
>Bobo calls out Jillybean (you go girl) >>265482
>Stevie comments on Vangelina's twitter >>265648 guess we won't be getting that callout vid
>Jill… uh Jerrick claims ptsd flashbacks due to allegedly being assaulted in her childhood bedroom >>265692
>Jill but with glasses AKA Cliffe makes an appearance >>265855
>"THE PEE PEE SHADOW" >>266575
>Jerrick has tampon trauma >>266634
>Jill can't believe she got backlash for the DID cake >>266745 Nor can Steve >>266891
>Due to her crippling alcoholism, Jill has likely drank broken glass >>266821
>Mommy buys the super oppressed and underprivileged Jill a new computer >>266967
>Jill interacts with creepy DDLG DID woman >>267326
>DID & Relationships Q&A video is released- this full fat milk puts on full display Jill's wild BPD tendencies. Steve is not having it. His body language says he is no longer buying the LARP and overall sick of her shit. If you haven't seen it, I fully recommend giving it a watch >>267595

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No. 267949

Thanks for the thread, anon. Perfect thread pic for the times. I'm sure they are fucking seething over this. But Stevie doesn't seem like an idiot, so I'm sure it's all giving him something to think about at night.

You know, alone, in his own bed in his own room, in his kawaii prison.

No. 267956

ive said it once i'll say it again steebie looks like dasha from red scare these days. so delicate and waiflike.

No. 267960

>>267595
At 17:20 onwards on the video they discuss the possibility, that a child alter would switch out during sex and both shake violently and keep denying it, going even so far to say it would make no sense. But if one would be a victim of childhood sexual abuse, as is often stated with cases of DID this would be kinda understandable problem. The sexual encounter in adulthood would trigger sexual trauma and bring forth the child-part who was abused and as such got stuck in this personality limbo.

I think this line was kinda telling about her supposed trauma. She says in the same video, that she was kicking about in her sleep, when she slept with her mother in the same bed as a 5-year old, but completely denies this kind of connection.

Once again Jill has successfully avoided an awkward, disordered part of her supposed disorder she's larping.

No. 267962

do we still need a vid recap post or has everyone basically seen it, or seen enough

No. 267963

>>267962
A recap would be awesome, I haven't had time to watch it and a full break down would be greatly appreciated.

No. 267964

reposting some of the responses at the end of the last thread:

>>267595
fucking kek at Jill pretending to have a panic attack when Steve was having chest pains at 8:16.
The mental visual of these two screaming at each other with Jill giving up half way when she realized she couldn't make it about her is a gift. She truly can't not be the center of attention even to other's detriment.
Steve gave the most half assed yes when Jill asked if Cliff the Accountant helped him through it.
He seems incredibly stifled throughout that entire segment. He looks like he's dying to say something, he keeps covering his mouth and laughing in disbelief. Wonder if he's going to break this year

>>267796
idk he seems miserable unless they're reciting some meme they both enjoy.
He looks so flat and disappointed when she cuts him off or makes those half truth half joke comments.
Jill just looks around impatiently when he has anything to say, she rarely actually looks at him while he speaks. Just waiting for her turn to blab again like a 5 year old. If you compare old videos with Steve it's night and day.
She said something like "sometimes I love you sometimes I hate you" and Steve makes this shocked face and Jill says "not you" in this terrible baby voice. This guy is probably getting thrown around emotionally every day if we saw all that in the span of 40 minutes. Her whole house, social media "brand", relationship is about her and her string of diagnoses. I'm exhausted just watching it
>>267802
she also said she can't fully "dissociate" if she has stimulus (which can be another person according to her) keeping her preoccupied in the room at night. Why the fuck would she self-induce dissociation at night? You mean sleep Jill? She has no idea what that word means

No. 267965

>>267964
More from the last thread:

>>267595
Just watching his body language and visual clues tells you a lot
>completely opposite fashion, dark clothes and covered hair
>Nods and shakes his head a lot
>presses his lips together a lot which is a classic "holding back response/words" expression
>not a lot of eye contact, gazes at the floor or elsewhere a lot, even when she's looking at him he's staring at the floor

He's checked out and just sorta biding his time like other anons say. The body language is so nervous and awkward for a couple, they act like classmates who met yesterday for the first time. I do think trooning out is on the horizon with the excessively covered up clothing (uwu i hate my boy body) the long nails and hair, and the look directly at the camera at the question about borrowing his "masc" clothing. Anons noticed he likes troonshit on twitter too.

>>267875

sage for tinfoil, i honestly think he's staying because the alternative is going back home where he will be more restricted. being in jill's home, there's a little more freedom but she very badly wants him to integrate into her lifestyle. i just rewatched their valentine's day q&a last night and it seemed like he didn't necessarily mind doing matching outfits for occasions, but she has a habit of constantly asking him to incorporate something of hers into his outfit as well, which he often declines.

i think that he probably expected more freedom moving in with jill, but ended up in another constricting environment – and with that, in this new video, he's wearing the entirely black outfit as his own subtle rebellion against the rainbow vomit house. he could leave, yes. but where to? at least here he's sharing rent in a decent sized unit. i think he'd rather be patient through this until he can find a place where he's better off to express himself fully without jill's influence (and inane screeching + cutting him off + attention hogging)

>>267869
When Colin dumped her she spoke poorly of him on her social media which has a following, she has become even more unhinged since then. The level of things she is willing to lie about is off the charts at this point. I would honestly be worried about slander and what are you supposed to do when she has created this perfect shield, how could he fight that. He is witnessing her first hand invent CSA and indirectly accuse someone she used to date of rape. If she took it poorly which she definitely would she could ruin his life. That might sound excessive but her whole DID ark is her inventing these fake abusive situations and assigning people she knew as abusers retroactively.

No. 267967

>>267962
>>267963
I've never done a recap before but I have time to start working on one now, it'll take a bit because it's a 45 fucking minute video and I'm not watching 45 minutes of spastic narcissistic clownery sober.
But if another anon beats me to it, thats fine too

No. 267978

>>267967
First ever recap. Part 1. Strap in because it's so messy, sorry. I really tried to keep it coherent but the video is all over the place and so much happens…

>"hello confetti club this is Jill and Steevie again" Jill does obnoxious jazz-hands while Steevie sarcastically repeats "again" but then awkwardly tries to turn it into a joke

>Jill takes over talking and gives us the basic intro of what the video is going to be about. ie. Twitter QnA DID couple edition
>I'm 30 seconds in and Steevie looks fucking done already, awkward sipping of yellowish thick drink, kinda looks like he's trying not to roll his eyes every time he looks at Jill but I might be reading into it
>Jill continues "…wanted to do some questions and stuff and get some perspective from someone who, like, isn't me, about my brain" more jazz hands around her face (Steevie gives a quick look at the camera, pulls his lips together and kind of like, raises a quick eyebrow at the camera… I'm definitely not reading into it, I think these little weird passive aggressive looks are going to happen a lot from Steevie so I wont go into details, but I'll mention it every time it happens, but it's basically the same look I'd give a friend when I want someone we both hate to shut the fuck up and stop talking. It doesn't look good)
>40 seconds in, Jill starts talking in a weird voice saying she wishes people would take her seriously, another weird look from Steevie
>Jill introduces Steevie as "the roommate" before quickly correcting herself
>1st question, TLDR version: "does Steevie's role change depending on who's fronting?"
>Steevie answers "Yes the role does change. If Jill is fronting thats my PARTNER. If Berry is fronting, thats a child and I AVOID" (no mention of other alters)
>Steevie mentions he checks out whenever the baby is fronting. Jill corrects him and says he doesn't "check out". Steevie jumps back in and says he just co-exists near her (I know anons think he is into DDLG but this seems like he wants nothing to do with BabyBerry's bullshit imo)
>Steevie says Jill is perfectly capable of taking care of herself. lmao.
>Jill goes on a rant to say how they are like any other nurodivergent/nurotypical couple. "One of you might have a bad day but you know, you, like, take turns" (another weird look from steevie) "Sometimes I feel like I am taking care of you" (Another weird look)
>Steevie chimes in "if I get back from like, a 12 hour shoot, and I can't do anything, yes you generally help me out"
>Jill interrupts him by saying "Yes. I make suppie… I bring you little foot baths sometimes… I make you coffee" Steevie is just shrugging and awkwardly repeating "yeah" in a high voice.
>2nd question TLDR: Did Steevie know you had DID before you did?"
>Steevie says "yes, super early on." Jill goes back and fourth in SHOCK saying "yes" "no" and "what" and he just dismissively says "Yeah I've told you this before"
>He continues "we would have subject matters… of great importance… the subject matters of which you would then forget" and glares at her while she does this shit-eating "whoopsie" face. (yikes.)
>He continues by saying they would have arguments while Jill giggles and flails around next to him. He continues with "The tea. what tea. people finding out we have arguments" Jill keeps flailing around and screaming NOOO while Steevie makes fun of… Jills fans? By putting on a sarcastic sad voice and saying "BUT THEY'RE SO PERFECT TOGETHER"
>They both wind it back and try to explain how Jill would be upset over something, and Steevie says "Jill we talked about this, then you would be like evil voice with scrunched fists NO WE DIDN'T" (another yikes. he clearly has a lot of great opinions about her)
>3rd Question, TLDR: "does steevie tend to act differently with each part" (steebie already has a shit-eating grin before the question is even finished being said)
>Jill answers and says he doesn't change. He corrects her and says he changes some things. She backtracks for a bit then and Steevie sadly says "Jerric doesn't like affection" (that was actually really sad to listen to) then he says he "stays as far away as possible from him haha just kidding"
>They both go back and fourth a bit on this one. Jill puts on a bunch of dumb voices and answers on behalf of Steevie a lot and he mostly stays quiet and nods and doesn't look at her. Its uncomfortable.
>4th question, TLDR: "What was Steevie's initial reaction"
>Jill answers again and asks him if it was when Jerr was out this one specific time, he corrects her and says the first formal introduction was Cliffe. She says "oh yeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.. that was…" Steevie interrupts and says "unpleasant."
>Jill explains it was an emergency and not an ideal situation to be meeting Cliffe. They both look very uncomfortable.
>Steeve explains he "was having a medical crisis and then Jill had a panic attack because I was having a medical crisis and then Cliffe swapped in and then you suddenly weren't having a panic attack and I was like…. interesting…."
>Jill goes into great detail about Steevie's medical crisis and how Steevie was screaming which triggered Jill's PTSD and she started screaming. Then Cliffe swapped in after about 2 minutes of her screaming
>She asks if Cliffe helped, and he shrugged and said "yeah? i think so?"
>5th Question: do Jerr and Cliffe steal Steevie's clothes"
>Jill is bobbing up and down and clicking around her head while Steevie deadpans the camera and says "yes."
>Jill tries to say how "they borrow each other's clothes and it's symbiotic as opposed to…" Steevie interrupts and says "parasitic" and she starts screetching and flapping her hands
>There's some back and fourth about each other's style choices and interesting tidbit is Jill mentioning Steevie's "awesome haircut" that he's teasing the audience with and he goes REAL quiet and says he isn't ready for that yet, and she says "thats valid" (troon hinting?)
>6th question to steevie "how have you grown in your journey of self expression since dating pixie"
>His journey isn't intertwined with hers but he mentions how living alone has allowed him to express himself more because living at home he did not have freedom to express himself. "So now I'm able to dress the way I wanted to dress in high school and be who I wanted to be. B.A.R.B.I.E" Jill looks like a fat, smug grandma and keeps bobbing her head around all over the place then screetches like a bird
>Jill says "BE WHO YOU WANNA BE BARBIE THEM" then they both passively aggressively talk shit about Steevie's family and how "individuals" will say that Steevie is going to get infected by the kawaii
>Jill interrupts "INFECTED BY MY FASHION"
>He says he has been wearing what he wants for 5 years now and that Jill doesn't control his aesthetic in any way. Jill interrupts again and screams "I TRY… SLASH J. SLASH… SLASH J. SLASH H J"
>She screams and giggles and flails a bit while trying to say how she just tries to help and he tries to say in between her outbursts that he "stand up for himself" (the irony is comical at best and just sad at worst)
>7th question "does steevie have any advice/tips on supporting someone with DID?"
>Jill answers again and goes on a huge rant about how to treat someone with DID. Steevie looks bored and doesn't look at her the entire time she answers for him.
>She asks him what he thinks, then keeps talking for another minute over him. He still looks bored.
>Steevie finally gets to talk and mentions something about boundaries and remembering boundaries for each personality. And something about speed signs in school zones. (idk I've been listening to this shit for 16 minutes)
>Jill goes on another minute long rant, basically repeating herself.
>8th question "What happens when you're fucking and the alter switches from Jill to Berry"
>they both make a grossed-out face and make fun of the question. Then say that has never happened and probably never would and that intimacy would stop if it ever did happen.
>Steevie says that any kind of switching during intimate moments almost never happens and that they have a very healthy and intimate relationship
>Jill says she had a PTSD flashback during sex once and they stopped and talked it out
>9th question "How do headmates feel about sharing a room with steevie"
>When Jerr and Berry were revealed, Steevie stopped sleeping in the same room as Jill full-time. But he says he got his own room before that because he has a sleep disorder that makes it hard to sleep in the same bed as someone else…. "depending on circumstances." (Jill gives him a weird look this time)
>When Jill is out, they cuddle before bed then go to their own rooms.
>They cope and seethe about how "actually having your own room is actually so good for a relationship"
>Text above Jill's head says that she is losing grip on fronting (tinfoil but maybe because this is the longest she has gone all video without screetching and actually having to listen to him talk, so she now just checks out when it's not about her?)
>She fully checks out and starts talking about the cats and eggs and bacon.
>Jill fronts again "i was going to say a whole thing… where did it go"
>"OKAY YEA YEA YEA…. i like to breakdance in my sleep" (ngl, this one got me. I laughed so hard at that)
>Jill talks about herself for another minute. Something about being a squirmy baby and nightime is best time for her system. And another human next to her doesn't allow her to communicate with herself properly.
>Steevie says interrupting Jill at night would be like interrupting an AA meeting.
>Jill says her mind is like a projector playing the sims when the "round table" talk is going on in her brain.

I don't know girls. I'm only halfway through. I'm trying. If this recap seems all over the place it's because the video is all over the place… part 2 coming soon

No. 267979

>>267965
>i think that he probably expected more freedom moving in with jill, but ended up in another constricting environment – and with that, in this new video, he's wearing the entirely black outfit as his own subtle rebellion against the rainbow vomit house. he could leave, yes. but where to?

i thought the same thing when i first watched them, very well put nonnie !

No. 267982

>>267978
part 2. fuck me dead… where was I?

>Oh yea. More coping about how great having individual bedrooms are. The first time they slept together Jill punched a wall in her sleep.

>They go back and fourth a bit more about sleeping and bedrooms, more screetching from her, he "sees weird stuff in the walls"
>question 10: What tells does each alter have that gives away to Steevie about who is fronting
>Jill answers again and says he can't tell. Steeve scoffs at this.
>Jill backtracks and says he can tell when it's Jerr and he can tell when it's Berry. "But the thing about Berry is that when she is out, I'm not as co-con" (wait what? doesn't this go against everything she's ever said about Berry fronting?)
>Steeve answers he can tell when it's Jerr because "it's very void of tone". He looks very awkward and uncomfortable.
>They talk about how Steeve doesn't want to be the friend that is always asking if Jill is okay. Then they talk about Jill's ex BF and how he would always ask her if she's okay? And about Jill's mum not realising her daughter is switching in and out all the time
>They have things set up for if she's non-verbal.
>Gibberish for 2 minutes about how she can't talk when she's too blendy and co-con.
>(It's still going. fuck me. she never shuts up. I've been here for 3 minutes waiting to type something new)
>Jill questions Steeve about "how can you tell when it's Ronnie/How can you tell when it's Cliffy"
>Steeve moves away from her when she mentions Veronica. He also says Cliffe turns into Velma and suddenly can't see without glasses (So Jill pretends to be blind whenever she is Cliffe?)
>Jills talks about Cliffe's personality for another 2 minutes. Steevie says "think Spock". He looks bored (me too buddy)
>Jill asks "How can you tell if it's Jax"
>Steevie gets a pained expression on his face and says he can't tell whenever Jax is out.
>Jills says she thinks Jax is very different from her but says that everyone around her tells her otherwise
>"In my head she has a very specific accent and voice and I assumed thats what she sounded like when she was out and talking"
>Jill says she was mortified at the idea of having people hear her talk like Harley Quinn so she kept Jax hidden for so long
>Steevie says "it's an interesting one… it's like a combination of a lot of…. traits"
>Jill talks about Jax being a protector for Jerric and says that Jerric doesn't understand that he can't be monotone when he talks to people and that "Jerr doesn't mask very well" (Jerric has autism apparently. So Jax takes over for Jerric when Jerric is being too autistic)
>Steeve looks done.
>Jill mentions something along the lines of people think Jill is just pissed off whnever Jerric is fronting. And that people don't understand the way Jerric communicates (i can't stand this anymore)
>Jax split off after someone accused Jerric of being rude earlier this year (but didn't she just say she was hiding Jax for a long time? I can't keep anything straight)
>She keeps talking about Jax being "devil emoji" evil as opposed to "gun and bomb emoji" evil. "She is like wine glass emoji and car emoji… NOT LIKE DRINKING AND DRIVING BUT UHHH" (insert joke about Jill crashing her car here)
>Steeve mentions that she didn't talk about Berry's tells. Jill replies "goo goo ga ga" and does her screetchie laugh
>Jill says she isn't goo goo ga ga, but that "berry will do this thing where her hands are like, up here" and she tucks her hands under her chin and rubs them together like an evil villain and burps a lot
>question 11, full unedited question this time: !!! do different alters have different ways of bonding with steevie? just curious from one system to the next, esp since we have a hard time with letting different alters than our host front when around our friends"
>Jills says she feels the commenter on that, and says even though her friends are so lovely and give her multiple gifts for each alter, that her parts are still too shy to say anything back to them.
>Jill puts on a bunch of funny voices and rants about how she isn't comfortable announcing to her friends whenever someone new is fronting
>Except Cliffe, Jax and Veronica
>Steevie still looks bored. Hasn't said much in a while.
>Jill talks about bonding with Stevie, and how she hates movies while movies are his whole personality and his entire life. "Especially Star Wars, Marvel, Action, Classics. Classics. Maybe that's why Cliffe formed to survive functioning as an adult and living with you"
>They mention DnD and Stevie says he is the best dungeon master. And to follow his podcast "thats not real yet….. yet" (New Stevie podcast coming soon)
>Stevie says he enjoys watching movies with Cliffe, playing Smash Brothers with Jill, and the occasional story reading to Berry.
>Jill acts a little weird/young and says "YEAHSS story time is the best" in a baby voice and smiles creepily at the camera while Steevie talks and Jill just keeps batting her eyes at the lens and curling in on herself. It's very bizarre.
>I didn't hear a single word Stevie said. Jill was scaring me for a whole 2 minutes.
>Stevie says he likes drinking with Veronica.
>They talk about Veronica being a sexual party girl and imply that they do weird non-consensual sexual shit together whenever she's out
>Jill breaks character to say in a singsong voice "OH Spongebob. Spongebob. Patrick. Patrick" This is unprompted. Idk. She says Babysmall and Jill love spongebob the most.
oh this got weird.
>Stevie says in a VERY soft and gentle voice "do you wanna do one more?"
>Jill replies back like a baby "YEAA lets do one more last one!"
>Jill says "THIS ONE'S PERRFEECCT" (like Rarity from my little pony?) and looks shocked at the camera like she didn't know what happened.
>Question 12. "Whats the funniest interaction Stevie has had with one of the alters"
>Jill answers and asks if he is thinking what she is thinking because it brings her great shame.
>Jill says something about Jax and the ginger incident. Stevie deadpans the camera again
>Stevie is in the kitchen cooking happily, tries to tell the story
>Jill interrupts him to describe in detail the ingredients that goes into nachos
>Stevie goes back to the story. It takes fucking ages for him to say he was about to put spices in the beef when "Jax emerges, completely unprompted as usual"
>Jill's screeching laughter erupts again
>Jax asks to help. Stevie tells Jax to tend to the beef while he does something else. When Stevie turns around Jax is fucking up the meal by adding a huge scoop of ginger to the pan
>Steevie ends with "Going back to the other question, Jax's tell is not taking any responsibility"
>Jill and Stevie go back and fourth with this for a long while like it's the funniest shit anyone has ever heard.
>They had to dump out the dinner and Stevie cried.
>They end the video by featuring a confetti club member called Boobigoblin on twitter who drew art of PixieDaydreams and VillainySwells. It looks about how you'd expect.
>They thank each other for being the crabbiest of patties and Stevie calls Jill gelatinous.

Thanks for reading. I'm never doing that again.

No. 267985

>>267982
Oh you brave, brave soul. Go rest your weary ears and recharge over some peeps tea.
Thank you for the summary Nona, I might have to watch it to see the body language between the two.

No. 267986

>>267978
the stuff about how he always stays away from the little and "checks out" is giving very kingcobrajfs fuck sickos and chimos vibes… ie; he's overstating how gross and icky he thinks ageplay/pedo shit is because hes actually into it. overall it seems like steebie only stays in this situation cuz it keeps his dick wet, gives him a place to stay, and he has a lot of time to himself to consume porn. even though his relationship is shit, it's all about the coom for him, as long as his gf keeps goo gagaing around him and doing weird sex shit with him, he will stay satisfied. he may find the baby shit annoying in that he actually has to take care of jill in those times, but it definitely still gets his rocks off or he wouldn't be staying around.

No. 267987

>>267985
thank you, it was rough and I am so tired

>>267986
at first i would have disagreed with you but he was bringing up Berry even when she didn’t and the way he acted towards her near the end has me seriously reconsidering my first take of “i think he wants nothing to do with the berry bs”
I think you’re right. That first display he showed slipped pretty quick. If he can’t even pretend to dislike/not care about an alter for 45 minutes, imagine what actually goes on when there’s no cameras

No. 267991

>>267982
>weird noncon sexual shit with Veronica
ex fucking scuse me there are so many things wrong/unhealthy about this is if Veronica really is the "sexually traumatized alter"

No. 268000

>>267978
Steevie was screaming which triggered Jill's PTSD
Why would that trigger Jill’s ptsd? She was supposedly SA’d as a kid, just wasn’t in a war zone or held up at gun point, nor does she have any medical trauma
>Steevie says that any kind of switching during intimate moments almost never happens and that they have a very healthy and intimate relationship
This makes absolutely no sense as someone who has supposed sexual trauma! What do you even have alters for then?!

rants about how she isn't comfortable announcing to her friends whenever someone new is fronting
>Except Cliffe, Jax and Veronica
Except that a while ago Jerrick was gushing about how great it was to make friends and hang out with Jill’s friends…

No. 268003

>>267978
>When Jerr and Berry were revealed, Steevie stopped sleeping in the same room as Jill full-time. But he says he got his own room before that because he has a sleep disorder that makes it hard to sleep in the same bed as someone else…. "depending on circumstances." (Jill gives him a weird look this time)

the fact that "jill stopped fronting" in the middle of this portion shows she doesn't like that he chooses not to sleep in the same bed as her and was trying to take the attention away from the topic. there's definitely more to that

No. 268005

>>267978
>>267982
It really does sound like Steebie has contempt for Jill at this point, which is the ultimate sign that a relationship has run its course. And who could blame him - even reading this summary (ty nonnie) is exhausting. Imagine having to come home from a 12-hour workday and have to deal with this shit. May as well just stay at work.

No. 268006

>>268005
If you watch any Jillian video, this is the one. I'm actually surprised she even uploaded it because it very, very clearly shows everything wrong with her, all the holes in her larp and relationship, and I have no doubt that this is the final nail in the coffin of her and Steebie's relationship.

No. 268007

>>267978
>But he says he got his own room before that because he has a sleep disorder that makes it hard to sleep in the same bed as someone else…
is he autistic then? that would explain a lot.

No. 268008

>>268000
her ptsd is not getting enough attention. kek.

No. 268009

>>268007
As an insomniac with the same problem with sharing beds, it's probably not autism, don't feed the delusions of these people

No. 268010

>>268003
methinks Jill is actually crazy insecure about the possibility of Steve cheating. The little alters may have been her way of spicing up their relationship but, it ended up backfiring and only further pushed them away from each other because while Steve gets his little alters he still has to deal with the other alters who're just Jill's BPD personified. Adding onto the exhausting performance of dealing with the DID shit, Jill knows there's a strong possibility that she's gonna have to downgrade from the place she's in or move back home, but instead of looking for a real job she still wants to play influencer… Leading to Steve having to work 12 hours a day as the sole breadwinner, she's not consistent enough with her upload schedule for me to believe it can cover their basic needs. I'm not trying to WK Steve, but having a munchie BPD gf who doesn't do shit around the house and might have you become homeless or shack up at her parents' because she refuses to be an adult and get a job just sounds shitty. I think the death knell for their relationship'll be when their lease is up rather than the trooning out saga.
>>267991
Jill going the "some SA victims become hypersexual" route, if her lie were true their sex-life would be an absolute mess. She keeps trying to have her cake and eat it too, either you have debilitating trauma and your life is difficult because of it, or you don't Jill. I hate this, "Well sometimes stuffs hard but for the most part my life is sunshine and rainbows despite my twauma uwu"

No. 268012

>>268007
Autism, believe it or not, is not the main reason behind all disordered behaviours. It's weird that he has sleeping issues and the first thought is "must be autism!" It's probably just issues falling asleep next to the gelatinous whale that smells like cheap weed and Peeps-tea farts all night.

No. 268013

>>267986
I think they had preplanned discussing berry to be honest. Stevie has already said he reads here and during the lolcow videos he was eager and kept repeating about us lying and having no proof. His eagerness and shit eating grin when it came to talking about how he interacts with berry seemed aimed at us.

No. 268014

The way Jill and stevie get so defensive over having separate beds is so weird. If it's really that normal and healthy why would you have an entire tangent about it?

No. 268015

>>268007
>>268003
Honestly? She's overweight, maybe it's uncomfortable. + maybe she snores loudly

No. 268017

>>268014
It's also creepy how she's just staring at herself in the viewfinder throughout that whole part. It's true for the whole video but it's just creepy during that part.

No. 268018

>>268007
Wtf does autism have to do with that? You criticize Jill for thinking normal things means she's disordered and then imply this normal guy has a neurological disorder

No. 268019

So basically, it's been confirmed Jill just uses her very serious DID as a way to avoid responsibility. They should have kept this video in the drafts, it's too obvious Stevie can't stand her anymore. When they first started dating Jill has a fairly promising future, but now he's working 12 work weeks and coming home to a fat crazy lady who can't even cook a meal or hold an adult conversation. Bleak. But, he's getting is rocks off, so I guess he's happy for now. It'd be hella inconvenient for him to move now, and she'd probably make him out to be worse than the Devil if the breakup wasn't mutual. Would be a milky saga though.

No. 268020

>>268018
autistic males often have issues sleeping in the same room as other people they don't like. you can find studies on this.

No. 268021

>>267978
Damn anon you deserve an award for that kek
I apologize for the shitty screenshots in the thread pic I didn’t think it would be used but I am honored.
>>268000
The logic of her never fronting during sex when she alluded to sexual abuse and supposedly dissociates when Steve asks her a mild question about their sleeping habits doesn’t make sense at all.
And it’s ridiculous that she would be embarrassed to tell her friends who’s fronting, the only people directly interacting with her in person, but she has no problem telling the whole internet every time she has a little blendy switch.

No. 268024

>>268021
She is “embarrassed” because she can’t act for shit or make it believable so it’s just cringe kek. She just doesn’t have the balls to do her play acting in front of more people.

No. 268025

>>268020
Pretty sure everyone would have an issue sleeping in the same room as someone they don't like
What I want to know is if he feels slightly threatened by her. As anons have said, her BPD can make her vindictive and unstable and there's also her using past people in her life as excuses of trauma. I wonder if he doesn't trust being in the same room with her for whatever reason, especially if she uses alters to get away with shit
(Not that he didn't bring this upon himself)

No. 268026

>>267991
So he is fucking Veronica? Even though she is supposedly by their own words an entirely different person to Jilly. Isn’t that cheating? Maybe the anon who said he wants to be poly and this is her version of allowing him to do that while only fucking her was right.

No. 268028

>>268020
Are you serious anon of course people don't like sleeping with someone they don't like

No. 268029

This video is on track to get more views in two days than the jacket video posted two weeks ago. Jill knows exactly what shes doing by making DID content for money.

No. 268034

>>267978
Thanks so much for this excellent and detailed recap anon, I like how you went into the body language and interaction in your descriptions, since there is definitely a lot going on in that video
>He continues by saying they would have arguments while Jill giggles and flails around next to him. He continues with "The tea. what tea. people finding out we have arguments" Jill keeps flailing around and screaming NOOO while Steevie makes fun of… Jills fans? By putting on a sarcastic sad voice and saying "BUT THEY'RE SO PERFECT TOGETHER"

Holy crap…the resentment

No. 268036

>>268034
>>267978
>Jill looks like a fat, smug grandma and keeps bobbing her head around all over the place then screetches like a bird

ily anon

No. 268037

>>267982
>The first time they slept together Jill punched a wall in her sleep.
Haha holy shit
>and says even though her friends are so lovely and give her multiple gifts for each alter
The dudley comparison is holding up strong
>Jill talks about bonding with Stevie, and how she hates movies while movies are his whole personality and his entire life. "Especially Star Wars, Marvel, Action, Classics. Classics. Maybe that's why Cliffe formed to survive functioning as an adult and living with you"
The resentment part two.
>They talk about Veronica being a sexual party girl and imply that they do weird non-consensual sexual shit together whenever she's out
Wow sounds very healthy and normal
>oh this got weird.
>Stevie says in a VERY soft and gentle voice "do you wanna do one more?"
>Jill replies back like a baby "YEAA lets do one more last one!"
God this is creepy af

>Thanks for reading. I'm never doing that again.

Thank you for your service anon, that was very enjoyable

No. 268038

>>268037
The marvel thing is weird because she talks on Twitter about liking marvel? She just said how they had gone to see black panther and she liked it and she wouldn’t shut up about moonknight. She also did that Star Trek costume. So what’s the truth does she hate his interests or does she like them. Why would she lie about this it’s so odd.

No. 268039

I really wish I knew how to video edit because the whole scene with Jill disassociating and Steebie trying to get back into the convo . . . so fucking much unintentional hilarity can be seen in Steebie's responses and body language there. A man truly breaking down before our very eyes. Someone please get to editing that stuff.

Steebie, my dear, do you see yourself? Do you see HER?

No. 268045

>>268043
That’s useful info but my main confusion comes from her saying both that she likes these things and that she hates them. Is she going to the movies and pretending she likes it then also later when she gets angry at him saying she hates his interests.

No. 268046

>>268039
that part SENT ME, it’s so clear he’s experiencing second hand embarrassment and jillian gets (rightfully) shamed back into “fronting” herself again

No. 268047

"And that's why I assumed it was just BPD!"

. . . and there's where you should have left it, retard, because every single thing discussed and displayed in this whole entire video is JUST BPD. Manic-mode BPD at that.

No. 268051

I’m pretty sure her bpd ass was dysfunctional as shit and in the early days she’d claim to forget their arguments to get away with things or rehash the behaviors she didn’t like him having.
And dumbass Steven believed her googled mental illness where person forgets shit and found dissociative disorders and assumed it was Jillian upon seeing them instead of realizing that she just a really shit person and partner.
Also he looks like a burglar and she looks like a fat unwashed older woman. It looks like he’s hiding a mullet under the hat and it looks like shit.

No. 268053

Like, is Steevie just extremely impressionable and gullible having grown up in a super religious home? Because you'd have to be completely mentally deficient to fall for any of this. It's so sad, honestly.

No. 268055

recap anon back again after a good sleep, I'm glad you all enjoyed the greentext and it wasn't too incoherent.
>>268006 said it perfectly, if you are going to watch any of Jill's videos, let it be this one. I know it's so long but it is the perfect video that so accurately represents Jill and her personality and gives such an in-depth look into the grim reality that is living with her. I'm so shocked she uploaded it.
Give yourself 45 minutes this weekend to watch it before she realises how repulsive and awful it is and takes it down

No. 268059

so I couldn't understand the haircut thing. Did he get a haircut or was it a joke?

No. 268060

>>268007
Considering Jill's non existent sleep schedule, toddler diet farts and the fact that she'd be on her phone acting a twat - I'd develop a sleep disorder too. She would be the most obnoxious sleep mate, her BPD wouldn't let you sleep till she fell asleep first.

No. 268066

>>268059
i honestly think he just doesn't like what he did to it. what's the point of covering it with a hat if you don't tuck it all in? look at the thread pic, some of it is still left out. it's probably the top part that came out fucked somehow

>>268053
i'm >>267869 anon, i was refreshed that stevie went to school for journalism, so i really doubt he's genuinely 100% sure jill has DID. i think a part of him wants this to be true because he genuinely loved her in the beginning, but as more time goes by there's no way he's not observing her behaviour, mentally taking note and asking himself questions which could explain his body language and passive aggressiveness in the video.

he's a weirdo for sure but i don't think he's entirely lobotomised.

No. 268069

>>268047
>>268051
100%. This video is a perfect example of a relationship where one person is bpd as absolute fuck, and the other is walking on eggshells. No wk tho, he's still creepy.

Jill is so bloody excited and enthusiastic whenever she talks about her adorable mental illness because she thinks she has finally found a way to avoid any accountability for anything, ever.

No. 268074

>>268069
She is a rotten, conniving person. One day, she'll try her con on the wrong person and find out why her type never gets ahead in life.

No. 268077

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sorry for the autistic fan art but I couldn't help myself

No. 268081

>>268066
>what's the point of covering it with a hat if you don't tuck it all in?
Wait, what? Are you going around with your hair tucked into your hat?

No. 268083

>>268055
ok i'll bite. gonna watch this one even though her voice is so insufferable. i just know she'll end up taking it down. i watched the veronica mta video and i could hardly handle that one, she talks about mental health in such a cloying way.

No. 268085

>>268077
replace "ok honey" by "again ?" and it's perfect

No. 268087

>>268083
I only watched it because Steve being so awkward about Jill's mental illness larp is hilarious. That part where she pretends to dissociate and he keeps talking to her like normal and then he realizes she's pretending to be a retard again and he has to act like she's super traumatized and can't talk

No. 268088

>>268083
im really trying to get through it but steebe is just coming off so agressive and angry and like another anon said the berry stuff is so forced. he literally sounds annoyed and says like its been practiced
>so when jill is fronting, thats my partner … if berry is fronting … thats a child.
i also feel like im being solicited by a couple whos about to tell me their poly now. whole thing is just off vibes. they both are talking about all of this with so much copium it's legitimately weird. she just said suppy.

No. 268090

recap anon left out the worst/best part that jill said im actually shedding a single tear
>yknow, you're gonna be the little spoon when its cliffe

No. 268091

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>>267937
It's not bpd. This is my DID mature adult man alter and not me litteraly stealing the personality of everyone around me

No. 268092

>>268091
When mirroring to be likable by others goes too far

No. 268093

>>268081
He’s purposely trying to hide his hair for a bit so it would make sense for that anon to think he should of tucked all his greasy hair into the beanie.
By the way it looks it’s probably a butchered mullet.

No. 268094

>>268053
He desperately needs friends
To show him how normal people act and him going from strick christian household to flamboyant queer is not him overcoming his past religious trauma but actually putting himself in the same environment with a different theme.

He made a mistake outing himself as a good little Christian boy who will wholeheartedly beileve in whatever anyone tells him. He's the perfect combination of victim and enabler for manipulators like jill

No. 268095

I'll read through recaps and thread comments later to clip accordingly.

No. 268096

>>268091
That's actually creepy, she got the glasses and everything. Jill why

No. 268097

>>268091
Big bpd energy

No. 268098

Didn't jill say cliffe is also partially based on her dad and a drag queen? She's so creepy putting irl people into her ocs

No. 268099

>>268090
i figured i’d leave out the parts that a lot of other anons already covered in other comments but you’re right, it’s fucking golden. so many milky moments I couldn’t capture in words were left out, i was either laughing my ass off or staring at the screen with utter contempt. the video has to be experienced first hand to truly appreciate it

>>268094
big true. i keep going back at fourth between loathing him and feeling sorry for him. He is the perfect recipe to be a lifelong victim and I feel bad for that, but he’s also a commie sympathising grown-ass man who has the ability to see fact from fiction and get real help but just doesn’t.

No. 268101

>>268091
This is so weird after she said she turns into Cliffe to watch movies with him, imagine
>Hey Jill wanna watch a movie
>Yeah one sec
>Jill puts on matching black beanie and sweater
>k I'm ready
>Jill makes faux-serious commentary as "Cliffe" during the movie

No. 268102

>>268101

That's what makes the DID larp so fake. Her alters don't come out during sex, she's co con most of the time and can bring alters out for movies

No. 268104

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She hasn’t replied to this or any other comments that aren’t overwhelmingly positive yet.

No. 268106

>>268104
Sounds like a farmer trying to sound legit concerned, some of the stuff they mentioned has been said here.

No. 268107

>>268104

If it makes the commenter feel any better, Jill isn't mentally ill

No. 268109

>>268106
we're all taking in the same amount of information, nona, farmers and jill stans are both gonna touch on some of the same topics

No. 268110

>>268091
This makes me concerned for her social life to be honest. Is Steve the only male she associates with to the point that's the only way she can imagine a male presenting? All her other friends are female are they not? Even all the drag "friends" in her community are female if I recall correctly.

No. 268111

>>268104
Good point on this person's behalf that these idiots faking this shit ignore– people who have to live with those who suffer from SMI suffer as well
It's not fucking roses but you wouldn't believe that looking at how Jill portrays herself she couldn't even get him to the doctor without making it about herself

No. 268112

>>268110
the only male friend i remember her having on PEI was the gay guy john who trooned out (and is a "lesbian" now or at least bi which is weird as fuck honestly?). i think most male "friends" jill has became her boyfriends/she fucked. she's just that kind of serial monogamist.

No. 268113

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In the video when Jill is speaking for steebie and recounting his panic attack at 8:27 and explains how it triggered a "PTSD flashback", and as a result Jill is also screaming and crying, she says "I realize this is not working" then quickly corrects herself and says "or we realize this is not functioning, we can't both be in crisis" and gestures in a way that implies she actively switched to Cliffe. Just thought that was interesting…

No. 268115

>>268106
Not every concerned person on the internet is a farmer

Or everyone who dares to criticize Jill on their public account is a cow tipper.
I'm referring to other
>omg stop cow tipping posts made here

It's rediculous to imagine every non delusional person came from here. It's something alot of you anons have in common with Jill is thinking every meanie is out to get her.

No. 268119

Is Steebie working as a photographer these days? I thought he was with Jill for the money but it looks like he is supporting her now. Or why else would he be working on a 12 hour shoot?

No. 268125

>>268047
How is mania a symptom of BPD? I thought it was just a symptom of bipolar? I'm trying to google but it's not pulling up anything

No. 268129

Holy fuck Jill stating Steve met Cliff during his own medical emergency isn’t proof of DID. It’s proof of a spoiled brat who’s never had to support someone else. Remaining calm while someone else is panicking isn’t DID. She’s a fucking psychotic shit show. I truly can’t believe helping Steve while he’s in pain is a way to prove to the world she’s so special and has a grown man living inside of her. Good god.

No. 268132

>>268125
Mania is a possible symptom of BPD

No. 268133

>>268087
Wasn't that the part where he cracked up laughing, too? I hope he drops some milk here when the time has come.

No. 268140

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>>268132
Sorry, could you show me where? Everything I'm pulling up says the opposite

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No. 268144

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No. 268145

>>268140
I am embarrassed to take this obvious bait, but the manic we describe in BPD is not the same thing as a "mania" you see in bipolar. If you 've ever known a BPD person, then you know this state well. "Manic" is not the clinical term for it, but it's probably the best description we've got.

BPD people "turn." You can see the change in their entire demeanor. They become testy, irritable, extremely excitable, exaggerated, and over the top. They are also very agitated and sensitive and fixated on the words and emotions of others.

Jill displayed all of that in this video. I think it comes from a place of extreme anxiety in her, and it comes out in a performative nature.

So don't get it twisted. We are not describing bipolar mania as you know it. It's just a good description of whatever that state is. That state is very similar to a bipolar mania.

No. 268146

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No. 268147

>>268145
How is what I posted bait? I actually did want to learn about BPD manic behavior but I was just confused when I couldn't seem to find anything. Is it my fault I'm not an expert on personality disorders like other farmers are?

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No. 268151

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No. 268152

>>268147
Dw anon they went overboard @ you and it's not common knowledge
you can still call it mania the DSMV is a lil wonky with the criteria you're fine

No. 268153

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No. 268154

>>268148
Because fear of clowns is more common (and more justified) than you think Jill

No. 268157

>>268150
>what are your pronouns?
>we have DID so we use plural pronouns

… bitch literally you could have just said they/them and called it a day. there was absolutely no reason for you to bring up DID. be normal for five seconds, i'm so serious

No. 268158

>>268145
>I am embarrassed to take this obvious bait,
You're clearly overjoyed to be given an opportunity to sperg out and show your superior knowledge of your special interest kek.

No. 268160

>>268025
>>268028
i mean it's physically impossible, not like you're thinking. and like as in romantically. i didn't make it up, it's a real thing. autistic males sometimes can't share dorm rooms and stuff because of it.

No. 268164

>>268038
I think it's more, she's casual about liking Marvel shit but Steve wants a 5 hr discussion on capeshit where he talks about the writing, cinematography, acting, etc. Jill isn't capable of having the sheer autism to go on 5+ hour spiels about shit let alone listen to someone else drone on about it.

No. 268165

>>268113
>if only you knew how bad things really were
kek steve's reactions are meme material, this was such a stupid move on jill's part

No. 268171

>>268113
jill looks like a thumb

No. 268173

>>268151
Howtf did she do all that and manage to stick her tongue out TWICE in a seven second video

No. 268174

>>268153

How tf did the alters just come back after a diagnosis? It wasn't even a traumatic event. This person just brought their OCs back for attention

No. 268175

>>268160
Autism is still not the only thing that would cause that so stop sperging

No. 268177

>>268093
At about the 12 minute mark he scratched the side of his head and it looks like the side of his head is shaved. I’m guessing since Steve is from a conservative upbringing he’s probably a bit insecure regarding attention grabbing ‘extreme’ looks so possibly doesn’t want Jill’s fans/us judging his hair.

I wonder how much him getting clued into these threads thanks to Jill has affected how he is on camera. His “I’m ready for my interrogation” line at the start was telling

No. 268181

>>268175
Yeah a lot of normal couples of separate bedrooms for sleep reasons

No. 268182

>>268113
Wow, she looks like a blob fish in this cap

No. 268183

>>268149
Not sure if it's because I haven't seen her stuff in a while, but she looks worse. Maybe it's shit make up and the shitty way she put that wig on.

No. 268184

>>267978
>>267982
30mins in Jills talking about Jerrick and Steve looks like he’s about to start crying. He seems legit hurt that she’s so dismissive of him and that a part of her hates him. As much as she wants to pretend the parts aren’t her, they are.
What did he do that she’s so resentful of him for, that he thinks he deserves her ire like that?
And jerrick is just her but without the YouTuber personality. Like she wants us to really believe she’s that keyed up ALL the time? No Jilly, it’s ok to be emotionally exhausted and just check out and take a breather. Being a positive hyperactive clown is an exhausting act to keep up constantly and it’s not necessary. You can be your stupid loud and goofy self without apologizing for moments where you just couldn’t give less of a shit.
This is sad because they’re both struggling with their identities in a bubble. Get off the internet and find activities that actually reflect your values and goals as a goddam fully realized person! Steve you can be a man that likes dresses and long hair, man and woman are objective words; liking dresses doesn’t make you a woman, you are a man that likes dresses (Or insert whatever asinine sexist stereotype you think it is that makes you not a full male).
And finally, fetishes are a choice! At any moment you can both disengage from fetish practices that don’t align with your values or are harmful to the relationship or self, this includes porn consumption!
It was really weird to watch this, Jill is so caught up in looking at herself in the viewfinder half the time it’s like she forgets steve is even there. It must be an exhausting living situation, no wonder he’s working twelve hour days. Works probably a joy in comparison.
The weeds definitely not helping either of them either, especially with Jill’s balance of mind seeming so directly related to her making videos. It’s like the only way she can relate to herself and the lack of motivation from the weed has probably destroyed that linchpin for her, I wonder how well this DID reveal lines up with her weed and abandonment of interests. She just sounds deeply depressed and unmoored from reality.

No. 268185

>>268184
This video shows really well how she isn't interested in Steve, but in what he can give her (relationship status, validation). Having the option to "turn into Jerrick" gives her an excuse to be mean to him, knowing some BPD people they say that hurting someone who loves you gives you such a strong emotional reaction and attention that it's addicting.

No. 268186

>>268184
Also don't forget her ruining dinner by dumping a large amount of ginger within a span of just 30 seconds. I don't like stevie, but he looked genuinely hurt by this and the way he laughs about it now seems to come from a place of pain. Seems like rather than saying "Idk if i really want nachos tonight" jill chose to "switch to jax" and ruin it for stevie and not take any responsibility.

No. 268187

I wish Jill would get into mbti shit. With how she treats her ""DID"", it would probably be perfect for her to obsess over next kek.

No. 268189

>>268185
That’s what it pinged me as too. When did her mom do chemo and all that? It seems like maybe during some formative growth period she was left alone to deal with her emotions and just couldn’t work it out. Maybe that’s why her brother seems so well adjusted but Jill struggles? She needs someone to tell her up front to cut shit out. She’d benefit so much if she just took the criticisms of her loved ones seriously and tried to change and stop hurting them.

>>268186
Ouch, yeah that was awful. She couldn’t even just eat something else if she had no interest? What’s the bet when Steve got angry she was like “fuck you! I was just trying to help!”? Sounds like there’s a lot of eggshells in the pixielocks household.

No. 268190

>>268186
I've never met anybody who would intentionally ruin good food, especially now with the rising costs of everything.

No. 268193

>>268190
People who don't think about the price do this kinda shit
Shows how spoiled rotten jill really is

No. 268194

>>268186
I honestly feel bad for him. And I'm sure he's only staying to be her caretaker and support because he hasn't come to terms yet with the fact that this is all a big show to her.
Thinking that if he leaves she would get worse and he'd feel the guilt of not only that but Jill would turn and probably be awful to him and blame anything bad that happens to her on him.
Because that's what she does. It's what she always does and still does. She can't go 2 minutes without go
>Muh PTSD

I think in reality she would probably get better on her own. The times she made the best content and was better put together and doing well for herself were the times she was most alone.

No. 268196

A lot of anons pity Steve (understandably), but in his video defending Jill from lolcow and Vangelina he seemed a lot more confident, differnet than the defeated mood in their Q&A

No. 268197

>>268196
In my opinion, most of that confidence seemed to stem from his determination to prove us wrong and that he's totally not a ddlg creep who is emotionally cheating on his gf. Once the dust had settled on that panic fest he just resorted back to usual miserable state.

No. 268200

>>267937
>>268197
Yeah I agree. I think people like Jill and Steeb really get into that "us against the world mentality". It makes them feel like their relationship is something worth fighting for. But when things are calm again, I think he sees that it's really bleak.

No. 268201

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>>268177
>>268093
>>268081
He uploaded a tiktok that shows what his hair looks like under the hat (sorry, i don’t know how to upload webms)

No. 268202

>>268201
I mean it doesn't look great but I've seen way worse and it's not inherently fem so idk why he was so secretive during the q&a

No. 268203

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>>268201
Oh he's def trooning. This isn't just a breadcrumb, it's the whole loaf

No. 268204

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>>268203
Full vid

No. 268205

>>268203
>>268204
God this is so fucking embarrassing. Prepping for the inevitable implosion like christmas dinner

No. 268206

>>268203
It’s fully not normal that every guy Jill dates slowly becomes genderqueer, right? Surely it not just a coincidence since she’s into normal straight/bi dudes. How is she treating these guys that make them desperate to conform to her wants

No. 268207

>>268204
>change the gender of your voice
Sure, get surgery and years of vocal training and then you have a tiny chance to sound natural
>>268206
I think it's the other way, maybe they are doing it to provoke her or not be attractive to her

No. 268215

>>268153
44 and still roleplaying ? damn

No. 268222

>>268201
He looks like a random dude you'd see at a gay club kek

No. 268224

Tinfoil: they have separate bedrooms because of Steve’s porn addiction.

No. 268228

>>268094
this. growing up fundamentalist makes a person compatible for this kind of abuse. he is falling into another belief system based on something completely intangible, and the power is held by one person.

No. 268234

>>268224
seems like more than a tinfoil to me, i thought we all assumed that kek. thats what i always assume when my girl friends live-in boyfriends "sleep on the couch cuz its better for his back".

No. 268241

>>268234
I got the impression that a lot of anons were giving him the benefit of the doubt and treating his ‘condition’ like a real medical issue, plus blaming Jill. No doubt Jill is insufferable to be around at all times but Steve strikes me as the kind of coombrained moid who’d rather watch tranny porn than be intimate with his girlfriend, and IIRC the porn addiction was a factor at the beginning (or even before?) their relationship, long before Jill devolved into the insane clown blob we see now. I wouldn’t be surprised if Steve preferring porn to Jill was a catalyst in this whole DID debacle.

No. 268246

>>268241
>>268234
Can you tell me in which video he mentions his porn addiction? It seems kinda fucked up to me to even confess to something like that on social media which your family can see (at least Jill's family).

No. 268248

>>268246
i'm fairly sure it's this video posted on his own channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywgIFKIQZYE

sorry i don't have time to post the clip right now, but maybe another nona can

No. 268251

>>268248
What a trainwreck of a person, thanks for the link. Totally dating Jill for the youtuber lifestyle

No. 268254

>>268201
He's SO close to trooning out, I can feel it in my bones kek. That ugly greasy haircut is only one step away from becoming a real transbian uwu.

No. 268273

>>268187
Astrology would be even better. Jill please show us your natal chart and become an astrology witch lady.

I hope a new pagan witch alter is “discovered” cause that would be truly entertaining.

No. 268276

She did claim to be pagan though right? I think she had a rainbow altar, at least a few years ago

No. 268278

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>>268276
i gotcha: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CqUKEtEAwF0&t=473s about ~8:03 she talks about her altar. she says she follows the "reclaiming religion or practice of witchcraft". i do remember her saying she was pagan at some point but she doesn't say it here.

No. 268282

File: 1669499020227.webm (19.33 MB, 1280x720, Clip1.webm)

I'm working on the rest of the clips but here is a couple. Thank you to all nonnies for posting recaps and timestamping.

No. 268283

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>>268282
Question 1

No. 268285

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>>268283
Question 2

No. 268297

>>268282
you’re the hero we need but not the one we deserve. thank you nonna

No. 268307

>>268278
from altars to alters, sad!

No. 268328

>>268248
After watching this, at the risk of sounding white knitey:
If Steevie troons out, it will honestly be the most logical, understandable troon-out ever. Getting to grade 6 thinking that everyone had a penis? That seems like the most perfect recipe for a future troon ever. He really does seem like he is one. And you know what? I'd totally accept that.

No. 268331

>>268328
i really think this boy is gay and his weird fundie upbringing and socialization with jill and her kweer krew has only messed him up more. hes not an "enby" or trans or any other sexuality and gender bullshit except a gay male. hes practically flaming. but because of western societies fall i guess he will end up a "lesbian" in a relationship with another "woman" because just being gay normally isn't cool or woke enough these days. i would almost feel bad for him if he wasn't a degen coomer.

No. 268333

>>268331
I think we can at least agree that he is quite sexually confused.

No. 268338

>>268331
He's so extremely gay it's palpable through a screen. I hope he doesn't troon out cause he's a very attractive man imo (admittedly I have bad taste and like fruity looking fags), but would be an absolutely atrociously ugly woman.

No. 268341

>>268338
I find him attractive as well but never wanted to admit it kek
Gay or not he could do much better than jill

No. 268348

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>>267978
>3rd Question, TLDR: "does steevie tend to act differently with each part" (steebie already has a shit-eating grin before the question is even finished being said)

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>>268348
>4th question, TLDR: "What was Steevie's initial reaction"

No. 268350

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>>268349
>5th Question: do Jerr and Cliffe steal Steevie's clothes

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New video tomorrow

No. 268362

>>268359
What a milky week. She's just going to keep making herself look worse and worse kek. I'm enjoying this.

No. 268363

>>268359
keep digging yourself a bigger hole Jill. There's nothing you could say about the "congrats you were sexually abused" cake that would make it seem less insane. Its great watching material though

No. 268370

>>268359
Either it's gonna be a full rant or she's gonna announce her self-diagnosed autism either way my bones are ready for the vitamin d

No. 268392

>>268338
>very attractive man
Whereee he is so average

No. 268395

>>268392
Samefag, also find his smile revolting for some reason, I think it's those creepy online male vibes coming out. When he troons out and starts posting weird shit on Twiter you will all see. Guy is a freak, no normal guy would sit back and smile while his girlfriend fabricates 7 personalities from thin air including a child and a cat. He humors her bullshit to a concerning level and that gives away some degeneracy in him. Like a feeder or something, it's really creepy

tl;dr love yourself anons

No. 268399

>>268359
>being such a twittertard you can't even differentiate edgy chan humor from other terminally online retards larping: the video
God, it's like she's speed running videos that make her look bad.

No. 268405

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>>268350
Recap by:>>267978
>6th question to steevie "how have you grown in your journey of self expression since dating pixie"
>His journey isn't intertwined with hers but he mentions how living alone has allowed him to express himself more because living at home he did not have freedom to express himself. "So now I'm able to dress the way I wanted to dress in high school and be who I wanted to be. B.A.R.B.I.E" Jill looks like a fat, smug grandma and keeps bobbing her head around all over the place then screetches like a bird
>Jill says "BE WHO YOU WANNA BE BARBIE THEM" then they both passively aggressively talk shit about Steevie's family and how "individuals" will say that Steevie is going to get infected by the kawaii
>Jill interrupts "INFECTED BY MY FASHION"
>He says he has been wearing what he wants for 5 years now and that Jill doesn't control his aesthetic in any way. Jill interrupts again and screams "I TRY… SLASH J. SLASH… SLASH J. SLASH H J"
>She screams and giggles and flails a bit while trying to say how she just tries to help and he tries to say in between her outbursts that he "stand up for himself" (the irony is comical at best and just sad at worst)

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>>268405
>7th question "does steevie have any advice/tips on supporting someone with DID?"
>Jill answers again and goes on a huge rant about how to treat someone with DID. Steevie looks bored and doesn't look at her the entire time she answers for him.
>She asks him what he thinks, then keeps talking for another minute over him. He still looks bored.
>Steevie finally gets to talk and mentions something about boundaries and remembering boundaries for each personality. And something about speed signs in school zones. (idk I've been listening to this shit for 16 minutes)
>Jill goes on another minute long rant, basically repeating herself.

No. 268407

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>>268406
>8th question "What happens when you're fucking and the alter switches from Jill to Berry"
>they both make a grossed-out face and make fun of the question. Then say that has never happened and probably never would and that intimacy would stop if it ever did happen.
>Steevie says that any kind of switching during intimate moments almost never happens and that they have a very healthy and intimate relationship
>Jill says she had a PTSD flashback during sex once and they stopped and talked it out

No. 268408

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>>268407
>9th question "How do headmates feel about sharing a room with steevie"
>When Jerr and Berry were revealed, Steevie stopped sleeping in the same room as Jill full-time. But he says he got his own room before that because he has a sleep disorder that makes it hard to sleep in the same bed as someone else…. "depending on circumstances." (Jill gives him a weird look this time)
>When Jill is out, they cuddle before bed then go to their own rooms.
>They cope and seethe about how "actually having your own room is actually so good for a relationship"
>Text above Jill's head says that she is losing grip on fronting (tinfoil but maybe because this is the longest she has gone all video without screetching and actually having to listen to him talk, so she now just checks out when it's not about her?)
>She fully checks out and starts talking about the cats and eggs and bacon.
>Jill fronts again "i was going to say a whole thing… where did it go"
>"OKAY YEA YEA YEA…. i like to breakdance in my sleep" (ngl, this one got me. I laughed so hard at that)
>Jill talks about herself for another minute. Something about being a squirmy baby and nightime is best time for her system. And another human next to her doesn't allow her to communicate with herself properly.
>Steevie says interrupting Jill at night would be like interrupting an AA meeting.
>Jill says her mind is like a projector playing the sims when the "round table" talk is going on in her brain.
>Oh yea. More coping about how great having individual bedrooms are. The first time they slept together Jill punched a wall in her sleep.
>They go back and fourth a bit more about sleeping and bedrooms, more screetching from her, he "sees weird stuff in the walls"

No. 268409

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>>268408
Next 3 will be heavily compressed due to length, sorry for the crappy quality.
>question 10: What tells does each alter have that gives away to Steevie about who is fronting
>Jill answers again and says he can't tell. Steeve scoffs at this.
>Jill backtracks and says he can tell when it's Jerr and he can tell when it's Berry. "But the thing about Berry is that when she is out, I'm not as co-con" (wait what? doesn't this go against everything she's ever said about Berry fronting?)
>Steeve answers he can tell when it's Jerr because "it's very void of tone". He looks very awkward and uncomfortable.
>They talk about how Steeve doesn't want to be the friend that is always asking if Jill is okay. Then they talk about Jill's ex BF and how he would always ask her if she's okay? And about Jill's mum not realising her daughter is switching in and out all the time
>They have things set up for if she's non-verbal.
>Gibberish for 2 minutes about how she can't talk when she's too blendy and co-con.
>(It's still going. fuck me. she never shuts up. I've been here for 3 minutes waiting to type something new)
>Jill questions Steeve about "how can you tell when it's Ronnie/How can you tell when it's Cliffy"
>Steeve moves away from her when she mentions Veronica. He also says Cliffe turns into Velma and suddenly can't see without glasses (So Jill pretends to be blind whenever she is Cliffe?)
>Jills talks about Cliffe's personality for another 2 minutes. Steevie says "think Spock". He looks bored (me too buddy)
>Jill asks "How can you tell if it's Jax"
>Steevie gets a pained expression on his face and says he can't tell whenever Jax is out.
>Jills says she thinks Jax is very different from her but says that everyone around her tells her otherwise
>"In my head she has a very specific accent and voice and I assumed thats what she sounded like when she was out and talking"
>Jill says she was mortified at the idea of having people hear her talk like Harley Quinn so she kept Jax hidden for so long
>Steevie says "it's an interesting one… it's like a combination of a lot of…. traits"
>Jill talks about Jax being a protector for Jerric and says that Jerric doesn't understand that he can't be monotone when he talks to people and that "Jerr doesn't mask very well" (Jerric has autism apparently. So Jax takes over for Jerric when Jerric is being too autistic)
>Steeve looks done.
>Jill mentions something along the lines of people think Jill is just pissed off whnever Jerric is fronting. And that people don't understand the way Jerric communicates (i can't stand this anymore)
>Jax split off after someone accused Jerric of being rude earlier this year (but didn't she just say she was hiding Jax for a long time? I can't keep anything straight)
>She keeps talking about Jax being "devil emoji" evil as opposed to "gun and bomb emoji" evil. "She is like wine glass emoji and car emoji… NOT LIKE DRINKING AND DRIVING BUT UHHH" (insert joke about Jill crashing her car here)
>Steeve mentions that she didn't talk about Berry's tells. Jill replies "goo goo ga ga" and does her screetchie laugh
>Jill says she isn't goo goo ga ga, but that "berry will do this thing where her hands are like, up here" and she tucks her hands under her chin and rubs them together like an evil villain and burps a lot

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>>268409
>question 11, full unedited question this time: !!! do different alters have different ways of bonding with steevie? just curious from one system to the next, esp since we have a hard time with letting different alters than our host front when around our friends"

No. 268411

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>>268410
Last one
>Question 12. "Whats the funniest interaction Stevie has had with one of the alters"
>Jill answers and asks if he is thinking what she is thinking because it brings her great shame.
>Jill says something about Jax and the ginger incident. Stevie deadpans the camera again
>Stevie is in the kitchen cooking happily, tries to tell the story

No. 268412

>>268328
Please go back to whatever mentally ill twitter hole you came from.

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No. 268421

>>268392
He looks like the human embodiment of a limp noodle. It's not often you come across a man so soy who hasn't trooned out yet.

No. 268436

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>>268415
Does she flash her underwear in this? Jeez, wash your hair

No. 268437

>>267937
>>268349
God this is attrocious. Why can’t she just say she woke up startled because he was screaming, anyone would understand that. This need to turn everything into ptsd is just ridiculous. I feel bad for Steve, if he ever has a heart attack and Jill is the only one around he knows he is gone.

No. 268438

>>268437

Going to Jill about any mental / physical problem sounds like a nightmare, she immediately makes it about her ptsd and DID. Steve can't have a medical emergency without Jill reminding him she has DID

No. 268450

>>268409
>Jill talks about Jax being a protector for Jerric and says that Jerric doesn't understand that he can't be monotone when he talks to people and that "Jerr doesn't mask very well" (Jerric has autism apparently. So Jax takes over for Jerric when Jerric is being too autistic)
The way she treats autism like a quirky little costume to play around with is so gross, I absolutely hate her.

No. 268451

>>268436
How many times has she flashed now? Put on some pants ffs

No. 268464

>>268451
I didn’t think it was on purpose before and that she was just too fat for that skirt but then she just keeps doing it, it’s really weird. I don’t get the look either like it’s an old woman’s night dress someone probably died in but she has styled it like she wore it outside? Like she has makeup and jewellery on and the cardigan over top. Please tell me she didn’t wear this look out.

No. 268465

>>268451
I think it might be shorts but she's so fat they look like underwear. Hoping anyways. The tiny white speck peeking from under her shirt looks like it could be a drawstring.

No. 268476

>>268451
It's weird because you don't look for it, everything is pastel pink and then you get a flash of intense red that people will notice. She should have seen it in editing.

No. 268479

>>268450
>jerrick being monotone = autism
Has Jill ever met an autistic person in her entire sheltered life

No. 268483

>>267982
> Maybe that's why Cliffe formed to survive functioning as an adult and living with you

thats so awful.

No. 268485

so she just forgot flora exists then? i didn't catch a single mention of her in the video.

No. 268491

>>268414
“I don’t remember who it is” why is she supposedly dissociating while filming tiktoks? How does any of this trauma response shit make sense if she’s always doing it over the most mundane things?

No. 268493

It's out

No. 268494

>>268493
i've got a free twenty minutes, i'll recap it

No. 268499

The autism cakes are tacky, but autism is a developmental disorder someone is born with so I can see why a person being disganosed would be happy to have an explanation. DID is a trauma disorder, it's causedby extreme neglect and abuse. Who tf would respond to finding out they were super traumatised and abused as a child by going "yay cake time!!"?

No. 268500

repostfag
New video
> States being waitlisted for a "couple months" for evaluation.
> Really big stressful "multi hour, multi worksheet psychological evaluation"
> personally suspected OSDD and PTSD
> "Didn't expect DID diagnosis" Despite reporting it in her diagnostic impression, and referred to her alters with sophisticated detail and terms referring to DID. (youtube did)
> Doesn't state the diagnostic tests administered.
> Wasn't "just stamped with DID", November of 2021 received all of the results back for DID, PTSD and "all of the old diagnosis that were re-instated, borderline, GAD, ED."
> "Having the information that you have DID is live changing, there is no way for it not to be."
> Mentions the journals and how it changes the way she saw her life.
> posted it on her facebook first.
> describes the guilt for "feeling two faced" and that posting it on Facebook helped that guilt.
> "A lot of psychologists heavily suggested me to get tested for autism."
> They ruled out ADHD but suggest autism, apparently they had a DID specialist but not an autism specialist.
> "People took issue with the fact that I got a cake."
> She goes into her personal branding with parties and cake and that it's her brand, so it was fine for her to get a cake.
10 minutes out.
> Begins Defense. "We were extremely overwhelmed with the world and me … know(ing)!"
> "Not celebrating the disorder, the ptsd, I am not glad that I have DID, But going through your life not knowing, … danger, it was dangerous for me not knowing." on and on.
> Relieved it wasn't "schizophrenia."
> Mentions wanting to live with DID efficiently but "Not in a final fusion way."
> Mentions that BPD was not something that described her symptoms, then showing a diagram displaying that BPD can develop into PTSD, then DID.
We're all aware that DID has an age range for developing, right? Anyone else find some research referring to this sudden BPD to DID pipeline? Something tells me it's a trend of malingering. just a hunch.
> "This diagnostic interview was not free" Mentions that in Canada the free healthcare didn't extend to this, and it was thousands of dollars. The autism one is more expensive. "Diagnosis is a privilege"
imagine going through a doctorates for someone to say that
> Mentions the interview and diagnostic process involved going through trauma on scales.
Most of these diagnostic tests have scales to heavily detect malingering, though some more than others.
> Mentions someone might've known, and the journal entries of her saying she had "multiple personalities" but that's also common language for people struggling with BPD.
20:00

No. 268501

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>>268493
From the comment-section

No. 268502

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>>268493
Stevie came to give his support.

No. 268503

It really shows how jill sees DID. She felt immediate relief and happiness to the point she wanted to bake a cake and post online because she sees DID as a cute, fun personality trait she can post about on tiktok

No. 268505

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>>268493
She's preparing for getting rid of couple of alters when the need comes. This just shows how she's planning these kinds of moves before hand.

No. 268506

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>>268493
She's personally policing the comments with Stevie answering within minutes to slight disagreements.

No. 268507

>>268498
Something that makes these larpers look so fake to me is how anti recovery they are. She wants to live with DID her whole life? A supposedly crippling mental illness that means you can’t live a normal life. No legit person would want that.

No. 268511

>>268506

Stevie and Jill being cunts towards someone who's actually diagnosed with a disorder is fucking hilarious

No. 268513

>>268500
Kek I just hate her so much thanks to this
Did she show a screen cap of her "diagnosis"? Or does she know an impression is bullshit and was smart enough not to show it again
Fuck celebrating something like this people who have a real example of DID suffer and would not celebrate but Jill wouldn't know that she has perfect DId where everyone is happy and gets along and functions fuck you Jill just fuck you

No. 268514

I just skimmed video in thumbnail and oh my god the labor is starting to outweigh the benefits in this gay boys larp for free rent

No. 268515

>>268500
>Really big stressful "multi hour, multi worksheet psychological evaluation"
That's just standard procedure for everyone? Usually there's a questionaire with over 100 questions aside the interview

No. 268516

>>268493
I am unlike Jilly autistic so maybe I am wrong but isn’t the autism cake a joke. Why is she acting like this is a common serious coming out practice? I shouldn’t be surprised when she clearly from the Jerrick comments thinks we are humourless robots. Look at the phrasing on the original autism cake, the recipient of the cake isn’t the one who made it. It’s a cake you make for a friend as a joke you are also in on not a method of delivering the news you were raped as a child.

No. 268518

>>268516
It was most definitely a joke based on the "congrats on the sex" clip, 4chan just took it and turned it into a "congrats on the autism" shitpost.

No. 268520

>>268500
The didn’t expect DID thing is so stupid, Jill you posted the impression and we all read it. It said multiple times that you were self reporting alters and telling them about it. Part of what makes this larp so entertaining to me is how bad she is at lying and how stupid she is constantly contradicting herself.

No. 268521

>>268506
"Spread kindness like confetti"

No. 268524

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No. 268525

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No. 268528

>>268525
Mikan did what at Jill’s birthday dinner??

No. 268531

>>268528

This is a reference to a quote Tati Westbrook said in her video about that James Charles drama.

No. 268536

>>268528
When and how did they meet? I thought they just followed eachother on twitter. When cows collide.

No. 268539

>>268516
>>268516

yes, "congrats on autism" cake started as a joke

No. 268540

>>268528
I have no idea what dramageddon is but it's obviously a reference to that. Jill lives in Canada and Mikan in Japan there's no way they met irl

No. 268549

>>268493
Still clinging to my tinfoil that she tries to get views with negative attention.

No. 268551

>>268493

>”if I ever didn’t smile back at you, if you got a weird message from me, I ever changed my tone fast, if I ever said one thing one day and then the opposite the other day, here’s what’s going on”


Aka
>if I’ve ever been mean to you, manipulated you, lied to you, or pretended not to remember mean things I’ve said to you, then it’s not my fault.

No. 268553

>>268501
I want to alog so badly, she logic is flawed as fuck. "Relief from mental illness" is exactly the same as getting treatment for a physical illness. But to her "relief" is using it as a personality trait on twitter rather than actual meds or treatment.

No. 268572

So I live in new Brunswick and through medicare if you are referred through a family doctor you can get a diagnosis and it's partially covered so she would at most be spending $500 maybe if she went through it that way. If she didn't go that route it only costs $190 an hour to get a diagnosis/screening process through a private psychiatrist so she that doesn't add up that her diagnosis would be thousands of dollars. The wait-list is accurate though.

No. 268574

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>>268572
I appreciate your input anon, but she posted this bill, she paid for some lenghty test privately

You have a timeline here: >>235144

No. 268575

>>268524
So like… did they all watch PPG growing up? Did Jill teach them all the song? Did they have to practice this?? How do they make tiktoks together??? She is so retarded I can't handle it

No. 268576

>>268572

I can confirm. & also from nb

I was taken away by force by the system at 6. And since then everything has been paid for me. Weekly therapy sessions. EDMR sessions. Meds. Official diagnosis.

I stress just thinking about that amount she's paying. I honestly thought healthcare was completely free here but ig not?

No. 268577

EMDR* not EDMR sorry

No. 268583

>>268576
kek i think you might be the only person from new brunswick who thought that.

No. 268588

>>268500
> "Having the information that you have DID is live changing, there is no way for it not to be.”

It can be live changing for people with autism because they could’ve been stuck thinking they’re only a little different, wondering why they dont fit in.
You don’t just write off a bunch of separate identities, huge memory gaps, becoming a cat, faux seizures; if that was truly your life the diagnosis wouldn't be the changing shit

No. 268590

>>268574
I wish people would call her out for this specifically. Does it not sound like a brag? Most people posting medical bills are crowdsourcing or complaining, i don't see people post about it in this context. I'm not saying that any country's healthcare system is perfect, but from what i understand, she paid out of pocket because it wasn't necessary. If she needed it, she could've gotten it covered. but she literally bought a did diagnosis and i just cannot see it any other way? And she never even addresses the impression stating that she DESCRIBED having multiple personalities. doesnt sound like an 'omg i had no idea!!!' situation at all.

No. 268592

>>268500
BPD developing into PTSD. is it not the other way around? I swear all of her info is from grifters on youtube.

No. 268593

>>268493
kek. we all knew that she lurked, but the fact that she's been addressing us specifically over the past few months, trying to get us to "understand" her is weird. she doesn't even address most of our "criticisms" lmao

No. 268595

>>268503
For the record: she did not bake a cake. No one baked it for her or anything. She herself went straight to Superstore and purchased the cake and SHE HERSELF had the Superstore staff add the writing to it.

Somehow it just makes is so much sadder.

No. 268597

>>268593
Yeah, this arc of "addressing the haters" is so weird. The only thing she's really doing is proving to anyone sane, that she's sheltered, has 0 concept of money, shame, and how healthcare works especially when it comes to mental health. Jill you paid for all this out of pocket for no reason, most people who want a diagnosis want it for 3 things: it's debilitating enough that they need some form of help, for work reasons, or attention. Getting an official diagnosis, that is legally recognized, comes with a lot of headaches and sacrfice she doesn't realize because twitter brainrot has her believe it "legitimizes" her larp.

No. 268602

>>268595
Even sadder: the staff didn't even write the text (and they don't use gel icing, they use buttercream), it's her handwriting and she bought one of those Betty Crocker icing pens

No. 268604

>>268595
Actually she bought it from the store, filmed a tiktok buying it, bought tube icing and added the congratulations message in herself. Anons did some analysis at the time, and that store doesn't use that kind of icing on their cakes, plus the handwriting matches hers.
Sad either way, but for anons who watch this thread less avidly there's the facts

No. 268605

>>268604
That just makes it even sadder!

No. 268621

>>268604
She should’ve wrote “congrats on duping a money hungry psychiatrist on your moms dime” but I guess that would’ve taken up too much space

No. 268664

>>268576
It's possible that since you were a minor that needed to be removed by the state they gave you the therapy for free. They do that here in the states for kids in the foster care system that were removed due to abuse.
>>268593
To be fair reddit and fake claiming call out videos also posted about her.

No. 268670

>>268500
I cannot wait until DID is finally widely exposed for being created by offending pedophiles and traffickers so I don’t have to see these horrific grifts anywhere anymore

No. 268683

>>268415
So she put this nice top and beaded necklace on but didn't even bother to put on pants? Stay classy Jill

No. 268687

I really don't even think the cake thing is a big deal at all. It's just a damn cake.

What I think is strange is her refusal to be vulnerable and actually share her trauma despite making so much of her online presence about the aftermath of it.

She called this video "personal," but was it? She perpetually hides behind masks and pastels and social media veneers.

She wants to essentially monetize herself and continue to focus on this DID thing, well, one would think she'd be forthright and actually share her experiences. I'd think that would help with healing and being more honest so that people will connect with you.

The ways she exclaims that she owes no one an explanation is just exasperating and it makes it hard for anyone to take her seriously as a result.

No. 268702

>>268687
Genuine fax. The shared experience of trauma with fellow fans or randos should be more relatable than "meet my alters" videos that completely goes against the point of the condition??? How is Jerrick protecting you if everyone "knows" him?????

If she wanted to share her OCs, she could have kept it simple and been like "I have a handful, a boy, a girl, older man, young girl, etc, but you know what? That's not the important part, it is what happened to me & how I am growing from it."

But this is Jill's fanfic and her MarySue-ness is more important than relatability.

No. 268709

>>268572
nb fag & psyc major. psych evals are usually 10+ hours, over multiple sessions in private practice. the bill from Jill's tweet looks like it's from a private practice, I've never persoanlly seen anything like that in the public system for mental health, not a bill, certainly not one that expensive.

I also believe in a past video somewhere she mentioned her family doctor is still in PEI? Either way in you're in NB you're aware of the medical crsis we are in and it wouldn't be easy for Jill to get a family doctor or referral from one in this province. Paying is the way to go if you want a diagnosis quickly (still months of waiting tho).

No. 268713

>>268604
Oh that's fucking hilarious

>>268551
>if I’ve ever been mean to you, manipulated you, lied to you, or pretended not to remember mean things I’ve said to you, then it’s not my fault.
This is literally all she wants to fill her diagnosis-dex for, she wants to be able to do whatever she wants at the expense of others and be shielded from any criticism forever.

No. 268717

>>268500
>Relieved it wasn't "schizophrenia."
Wow. Way to go being a mental health advocate, buttercup! Fuck her so much. Is schizophrenia too scawy for her? Not cute enough? Too stigmatized? Can't play with shitty person cosplays and flounce around with zero accountability and blame on herself?
I may be a schizo, but at least I am not Jillian. Thank god.

No. 268718

>>268717

if someone is struggling for real they will accept any diagnosis if it means they will get proper help and medication to treat their disorder. Jill is disgusting. i wish DID wasn't made up disorder among creators, beacuse she would be exposed long time ago, but other creators are like "don't throw stones in glass houses"

No. 268721

>>268718
Some sufferers do legit want a specific disorder and will be upset if they don't get it and that's normally a symptom of something in its own right like in this case Jill's BPD
She was trying to match the symptoms she'd read for DID and was hoping the practitioner wouldn't think it's one of the many other things her fake symptoms could match up to

No. 268722

>>268717
She was probably happy she got the one that didn't require strong medication to be manageable kek she wants a fun OC larp not anti-psychotics

No. 268730

>>268718
What boggles my mind is that even if DID is real, it is also heavily stigmatized and life-ruining. Possibly more difficult to manage than schizophrenia as well, because there is no apparent cure for it. At least psychosis you can numb down with meds, what the fuck do you do when you're a different person suddenly? It seems so much scarier to me (if it's real) than my own diagnosis. But of course Jill would want something like that.
Glad she found a trendy area to put on her grift. Glad she can now larp her ocs and never have consequences for any of her actions.
Besides, having schizophrenia would have meant she'd need to give up her precious weed and she can't do that!

If I sound bitter, it's because I am. I don't think I ever hated her more than for that one little comment.
Go buy yourself another cake to stuff down your gullet, you absolute disgrace of an advocate.

No. 268733

>>268730

I thought that was fucked up, too. I guess in her brain schizophrenia is too "crazy" and not cute enough for her social media empire.

No. 268736

>>268730

years ago i have read facebook posts of person with DID. let's be real - she could lie for attention too, and at the beginning people accused her of lying, but she eventually kind of convinced us that she has a problem, she did not ask for money, so let's assume that whas she said was true. she couldn't keep a job, she was changing jobs and moving places and getting boyfriends and break up with them and she didn't remember anything and had to piece together what she was doing before. she lived in USA and had limited possibilites to get help, can't remember, but she was too mentally ill to keep up with treatment, she would have to be locked up in mental hospital so she doesn't move away and stops therapy.

No. 268738

>>268730
She kind of showed her hand that she didn’t want something curable by saying she doesn’t want fusion and intends to “have DID” lifelong. The medication thing too there is no meds for autism either, ADHD meds are stimulants so taking them when you don’t need them messes you up. It’s all so convenient.

No. 268740

>>268730
She’s happy because there’s no conventional treatment or medication for it. Who wants to run the risk of being put in some facility or being prescribed antipsychotics just for some social media trendhopping? Schizophrenia is real and devastating. DID as she “experiences” it isn’t. Getting a fake diagnosis of a fake disorder by a bunch of quacks who don’t care about the patient beyond seeing that their check clears was by far the safest option. She was dropping schizophrenia breadcrumbs before settling on DID (“auditory hallucinations”) so I’m sure she did some rudimentary research on it, saw the potential ramifications of a diagnosis and noped the hell out of there.

>>268738
Exactly.

No. 268741

>>268740
It’s been discussed before but I also wonder if her being on anti psychotics for other reasons factored into ruling out schizophrenia. Because surely that would have an effect on that if she did have schizophrenia even if that wasn’t the aim of the medication. Speaking of schizophrenia has she ever mentioned the guy she invited to her party again. Incredibly weird to invite him to a party when they had never met before just because he has schizophrenia and then never mention him again.

No. 268743

>>268741
She still wears his merch when she’s in boy mode. That guy is still pretty fucked from schizophrenia and sometimes goes off the rails on his TikTok. It’s really sad to watch tbh and she’s never in his comments

No. 268749

I doubt this is relevant, but in Shining Nikki (dress-up mobile game suitable also for adults, it has adult themes), there is one designer named Jax who is apparently sharing a brain (in a DID way) with another designer, Yuka. Jax is punky, tough, and likes metal, garage band stuff, while Yuka is soft and shy, preferring cute clothes and lighter colors.

I personally thought she and Yuka were girlfriends/soulmates, but a little digging suggests that isn't canon. Since I found out, I can't stop wondering if Jill stole the name from this fictional character. It's spelled exactly the same, and Shining Nikki is a pretty popular mobile game for people interested in fashion or just kawaii stuff. The plot is rather crazy, I think the writing is actually good & at times sophisticated.(derailing)

No. 268752

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>>268749
this is Jax cuddling Yuka.
idk I like them better as wlw girlfriends, so I just ignore the DID suggestions

No. 268758

>>268752
I mean, could be that she's heard of this while browsing stuff to watch on Youtube about DID, but I think she'd mention the game, if she was a fan of it.

What she's shown us as depitctions of Jax, she's more like copy of Jinx from League of Legends-universe.

No. 268760

>>268752
Oh yeah I remember reading "Jax" and thinking of the character.
Conveniently Yuka (did she change it to a western name to avoid the cultural appropriation shit, or because it'd have been too obvious?) is all shy and wears soft/cosy pastely stuff too.
(I too like them better as girlfriends kek nonna)

No. 268762

>>268749
Is this game related to Love Nikki? She did a sponsorship for them before.

No. 268763

>>268758
yeah, I know, I was just remembering how that other DID YouTuber got most of her alters and ideas from some weird book, and I wondered if Jill had come across this "source"

No. 268764

>>268762
yeah, it's the sequel? prequel? I just started playing a month ago to relieve uni stress. They are doing a Sanrio collab rn, which is cool

No. 268790

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Apparently Veronica and Jill "talked" about onlyfans

No. 268803

>>268790
If she's pretending she's got a minor in her head then OF in any capacity is disgusting cause Thats "technically" the body of a minor who could confront at any time catch up with your larp Jill

No. 268804

>>268709
Idk how things work in Canada but in the US I've always been strongly recommended to fill out forms so that all my docs and records will be able to get info from each other for a more thorough picture of my health/history. Sorry if I missed someone saying this before, but she definitely refused to consent to her old family doctor be in contact with any future mental health professionals, because a doctor who has known her her entire life with regular care and contact with her parents would shut down the idea that she's "always" shown signs of "DID" real quick. Wonder if her parents realize this.

No. 268814

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No. 268817

>>268814
did she just forget about her entire party kei era?

No. 268818

>>268814
her fans are some of the most brain dead creatures jfc

No. 268819

Trying to wrap my head around how she smokes weed to "feel normal" while dropping autism breadcrumbs. I've never smoked weed, but I am another high-functioning autist and it just doesn't make sense to me because one of the WORST parts of having autism is the brain fog that makes you completely useless when it's at it's worst. I would pay the amount of money Jill pays to get a diagnosis to make it go away. So how the fuck would weed make her feel normal? Wouldn't it make all the symptoms worse? It only makes sense if she had ADHD, if anything at all.

No. 268825

>>268819
slight blog but i have adhd and i smoke weed (usually sativa) because it fortunately helps me feel more energized and motivated to do normal things like cleaning. I’ll sometimes smoke indica to combat the appetite suppression that my medication causes. I don’t think jill smokes weed for that tho. Not like she has any ND in the first place but the reasons she’s claimed for smoking weed are ptsd i’m pretty sure. Which is a whole other thing. Using weed or any drug to numb yourself out to your problems and trauma is actually not good or therapeutic. Perhaps Jill doesn’t know that tho.

No. 268828

>>268790
right, because her DID is special and her parts can just go to her and ask for permission - funny that she never mentions alter doing anything against her will. Veronica would just go and fuck random people and go to parties, and then Jill would woke up in random place or finding some nsfw pics on her twitter. there is no harm coming onto her as the consequence of having terrible disorder, funny…

No. 268831

>>268828
And they conveniently started doing it the moment she got the "diagnosis"

No. 268844

>>268493
My God just SHUT UP. Just shut the fuck up.

No. 268846

>>268493
This is the video that it autoplayed to after that one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoZ4lA_nG44

I feel like this is a really interesting one to listen to after that. I also feel like all of my theories about Jill's relationship with her mom can be fully seen here. SO fucking interesting. DID and PTSD my mother fucking goddamn ass, Jill, you fucking psycho.

No. 268857

>>268817
Cliffe actually invented partykei for the youtube revenue, so Jill doesnt remember it. He's been a marketing agent and the brain behind the brand this whole time.

No. 268859

Back to this video (because it autoplayer there): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hA7Ds0T8MDw

At 4 minutes in, in the words of DISSOCIADID herself, in Jill's own video: "if repeated trauma happens before the ages of 7 to 9, and there is not a very healthy attachment to the primary care-giver, amnesic walls can go up between these parts…"

Fucking WHERE Jill? F A K E R.

Jillian Vessey is a DID FAKER.

No. 268875

>>268825
I know a lot of anons have brought up that the weed use has probably made her believe she has DID, but I’m surprised no one has mentioned that some people who smoke weed, especially those who have actual ptsd have mentioned it bringing up repressed memories. I wonder if while getting high, that’s why Jill thinks she has alters, because she’s just remembering a part of her life and assigning it to an alter. I definitely think that the weed abuse + bpd sense of justice for those who have wronged her has made her think she has DID

No. 268877

>>268875
If having memories her brought up by weed has somehow convinced her she has other people living in her head that take over causing her to essentially black out but still walk around and interact in ways that don't fit who she thinks she is then she should probably go back to that schizophrenia diagnosis
She doesn't think she has did. If she did, she would have to be also fucking brain dead because this isn't a disorder you can mistake having. DID doesn't come out of nowhere and it always has negative connotations. She's a liar. Don't cope for her.

No. 268878

>>268500
>personally suspected OSDD and PTSD
Didn't she say originally that she was shocked that she saw ptsd on the list because she didn't think her trauma was that bad? I'll look for the clip later when I got time.

No. 268890

>>268752
>>268749
I've played this since it came out, aren't these 2 completely different characters? They're roomates with heavy undertones of being girlfriends. Not outright stated they are dating (it's a chinese game, so I'm not really sure they could blatantly do that) but it's painfully obvious they are. I've never heard the theory they're sharing a brain, is that just something lost in translation?

No. 268891

>>268875
repressed memories are a psychology meme.

No. 268893

>>268817
I doubt it, and it's purely by virtue of >>268500 via this bit:
> She goes into her personal branding with parties and cake and that it's her brand, so it was fine for her to get a cake.
I avoided this yesterday, but it's the excuse of justifying it as being her "brand" that makes it even more ridiculous. Sure, she's glad to have a name for the mental illness you're dealing with, that's great! But imagine someone legitimately suffering with the experience of having DID or bipolar OR schizophrenia getting the full diagnosis and someone else goes "I brought you a cake! Happy Diagnosis Day!". Everyone knows a colorfully decorated cake implies celebration, which Jill acknowledges via her "brand", but refuses to accept that there's dissonance between her intent and what the public immediately sees. I could see >>268501 as her acknowledging in a way that not everyone would view her cake with the same intent as she did, but considering that >>268506 shows her and Stevie actively disregarding someone's honest disagreement with eyeball emotes… she doesn't mind being an ass about it.

No. 268897

>>268859
Oh my god, how can she drop that and say also that she had wonderful parents who are unrelated to the trauma or abuse. what?

No. 268899

On the topic of DID, I searched DID symptoms yesterday because I was interested in the similarities with how celebrities have different personas at different times (aside from Hollywood and the ones who probably have DID due to actual repeated CPTSD) anyway this was an interesting article.
https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/the-british-journal-of-psychiatry/article/dissociative-identity-disorder-out-of-the-shadows-at-last/8E2884FA8669A9A64790E5C47AD72DC7
In short, there are two theories about DID. One that it's basically a munchie thing made up by fantasists, and secondly that it's real and of course as a result of very severe childhood trauma and or sexual abuse. Every article about DID mentions that as the cause, and the article posits that DID may be present in 1.5% of the UK population at some point in their lives, and therefore should be a more commonly recognised mental disorder. It emphasises heavily the link between childhood trauma and DID throughout the article.
It also makes the point that people who have DID usually have a differently formed brain due to their CPTSD. So it can actually be proved as real by a brain scan since all DID patients have this differently formed brain.
>Jilly gets a brain scan
>It's perfect(medfagging)

No. 268901

>>268899
Don't get this thread started on if DID is real because it's ridiculously easy to argue that it ISNT real based entirely on the fabrication of these alters and if these alters are actually genuinely different "people" or just personality disassociating etc etc etc
Don't fall down the rabbit hole because it's endless and this thread gets derailed easily
Jill is faking and we don't need a brain scan to know that. The diagnostic impression is damning enough kek

No. 268902

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No. 268904

>>268901

I'm actually inclined to believe it is real but is not displayed in the way online attentionseekers do it, which is just LARPing their ocs. It's a matter of compartmentalising your feelings and memories, and is usually concealed by the person as this article states, I was thinking about personas and how people might view past experiences differently based on which mood/persona they are adopting at that moment. So you might get two or three very different versions of the same event due to how people compartmentalise memories and feelings. And of course this type of compartmentalising is going to be very common in people with a complex trauma history.
But in summary: childhood trauma can actually be proven with a brain scan, not that we need one to know Jill is full of shit.

No. 268905

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No. 268928

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tinfoil but, is our little bird finally leaving the nest? he looks like he's growing some very characteristically male mosquito bites from taking estrogen. steeby "science is heckin awesome" boobs saga when?

>>268370
you called it nona

>>268395
steven absolutely has those vibes. every man who enables batshit behavior from a woman is doing it to fulfill a fetish. no matter how "fem" steven presents, he will always be a limpdicked coomer obsessed with controlling women or having the illusion of it. this reminds me of a pseudo-incel i knew that did ageplay and BDSM shit with his super emaciated girlfriend publicly in high school. poorly trying to be "dominant" and "attentive" to her needs, way too much PDA, calling her princess (barf), constantly giving her drugs. she was very obviously unwell and high 24/7. also, she carried around a ratty stuffed animal, daily, to every single class. he was a dealer and i bought weed from her for a year until i moved away. kek

No. 268935

Isn’t the whole part of having a dissociative identity disorder is that you CANT remember what your alternate personality is doing? Are we to believe that her teenage boy alter suddenly shows up and is like oh fuck I’m so upset and traumatized but wait I need to log into my personalized twitter account that my other personality made for me- so thoughtful. Now I can be my true and authentic self. Actually having this disorder would be hell on earth. You’d literally go to bed one night and wake up in line at a grocery store with a cart full of shit you are allergic to or something or doing 90 on a highway having no idea where you are going. I can’t believe Jill makes money or has fans larping as a completely made up disorder. ( or what she thinks it would be like ) in her most recent video, coupled with massive amounts of self proclaimed dupers delight, you can just see the failed theater kid acting the entire way through.

No. 268942

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>>268878
Here I'll have the addressing criticism clips soon

No. 268949

>>268935
I mean she at one point claimed it was Jerrick for years that would mean Jill lost years of her life and was just fine with it at the time.

No. 268955

>>268878
How could you think this and also tell the diagnosing doctor something, that makes them diagnose you as having PTSD?

No. 268957

File: 1669718861183.webm (6.43 MB, 718x404, Clip1.webm)

>>268493
First clip and using recaps from >>268500 so you all know what's on the clip.
> States being waitlisted for a "couple months" for evaluation.
> Really big stressful "multi hour, multi worksheet psychological evaluation"
> personally suspected OSDD and PTSD
> "Didn't expect DID diagnosis" Despite reporting it in her diagnostic impression, and referred to her alters with sophisticated detail and terms referring to DID. (youtube did)
> Doesn't state the diagnostic tests administered.
> Wasn't "just stamped with DID", November of 2021 received all of the results back for DID, PTSD and "all of the old diagnosis that were re-instated, borderline, GAD, ED."
> "Having the information that you have DID is live changing, there is no way for it not to be."
> Mentions the journals and how it changes the way she saw her life.

No. 268958

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>>268957
> posted it on her facebook first.
> describes the guilt for "feeling two faced" and that posting it on Facebook helped that guilt.

No. 268959

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>>268958
> "A lot of psychologists heavily suggested me to get tested for autism."
> They ruled out ADHD but suggest autism, apparently they had a DID specialist but not an autism specialist.
> "People took issue with the fact that I got a cake."
> She goes into her personal branding with parties and cake and that it's her brand, so it was fine for her to get a cake.

No. 268960

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>>268959
> Begins Defense. "We were extremely overwhelmed with the world and me … know(ing)!"
> "Not celebrating the disorder, the ptsd, I am not glad that I have DID, But going through your life not knowing, … danger, it was dangerous for me not knowing." on and on.
> Relieved it wasn't "schizophrenia."
> Mentions wanting to live with DID efficiently but "Not in a final fusion way."
> Mentions that BPD was not something that described her symptoms, then showing a diagram displaying that BPD can develop into PTSD, then DID.

I'll have the last clip out in a little bit. Just taking a short break.

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Guys, have I fully lost it or is she saying YUP total shock and then NOPE not a shock at all totes knew put myself on the wait-list? It wouldn't surprise me if losing my mind is my punishment for trying to sit through a video of hers again… might have missed it being talked about, but I really got thrown for a loop here

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>>268960
There's one more after this one, miscalculated.
> Mentions the interview and diagnostic process involved going through trauma on scales.
> Mentions someone might've known, and the journal entries of her saying she had "multiple personalities" but that's also common language for people struggling with BPD.

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>>268965
Final clip
>She's commonly criticized for and it's been a point that has been used against her in many ways saying she's romanticizing, glamourizing, and celebrating having a really severe form of PTSD
>She feels like being in her 20s is it's like she's a baby adult, she's been an adult for like 5 years and feels like a 5-year-old adult
>Just trying to learn to communicate and work through life and make content and be accepted and be allowed to exist

No. 268970

>>268963
It was a big shock, but she was hearing voices, so it wasn't like a surprise, but then she got stampeded with DID, which was a big shock.

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>>268963
Hearing voices is way more schizophrenia than how people report DID. Auditory hallucinations aren't actually in the criteria and are a strong sign of other dangerous disorders.
What pisses me off the most is picrel. This is how DID affects people. It's not a fun and quirky room, you're not buddies with all your alters. It's distressing and terrible and autonomy robbing.
She would have had these things happen to her. I've been rereading threads and not ONCE does she ever even slightly mention someone being unfamiliar or these disassociations. Two whole weeks in Tokyo, a foreign and stressful environment, and nothing? Fucking liar.

No. 268978

>>268976
The whole thing about different alters being these seperate characters with each possessing a consistent sense of self is such bullshit. It's literally only present in the stories of these fakers. Sibyl being the starting point of this fad and it now continuing through social media.

The scientific material on this disease talks about individuals shattered personality, that the patient is unable to encompass fully and as such may feel weirded out by some parts of their own thoughts and feelings.

It's not about different people living inside your head. It's just you and your thoughts and your inability to recognize them as your own.

No. 268983

>>268957
I still can’t get over the fact that she supposedly got diagnosed with something that major within a few months. It took me over a year to get a fucking carpal tunnel diagnosis. All the other major DID-tubers have said that it took them years of psychiatric treatment to get a diagnosis, iirc MultiplicityandMe said it took her something like 7 years and going through the Pottergatr centre who specifically specialize in dissociative disorders and trauma

No. 268994

>>268983
Reminder that she only showed the diagnostic impression. And even then, doctors would avoid diagnosing a young person with DID after so little time- what if it impacts their drivers license or job? Schizophrenia is a different story since it needs to be treated asap and is better researched.

No. 268997

>>268963
>It was a shock
>It wasn't a surprise

Her desperation to prove it wasn't all pre-planned is clashing with her story about how there were totally signs all along! And we have someone who can't keep their story straight for a minute. She communicates for a reaction, not to impart information, so what she wants people to think and how she wants people to react guides everything she says, which is why it's all so contradictory. She is never simply expressing herself, recounting an experience, or whatever every word she says is manipulation of some kind.

No. 268998

>>268963

I think she was shocked she could BS her way into a legitimate diagnosis lmao

No. 268999

>>268965

>I was going to get a cake for myself, no matter what the outcome was


I'd love to see Jill's "I don't have DID" cake.

No. 269007

>>268994
Nta but adding that Jillian purposefully only showed the section of the diagnostic impression with what she reported and censored out the actual findings. I honestly find it amusing she thinks that no one has ever seen a diagnostic impression or even written one. Fyi Jillian, I don't care about the actual findings, just find it hilarious you cherry pick health information to show to the world yet screech you don't have to prove anything.
>>268999
Fucking cake. Why am I slightly disappointed she didn't bake it or have an alter bake it?

No. 269011

I just can't wait to see the level of cringe Stevie feels inside once he finally escapes this bullshit. I can't believe he's been able to make this far as it is.

No. 269012

>>269011
It will be so easy for him to leave once he feels like it, he can blame it on her acting crazy online and "just now finding out" that she was faking the disorder this whole time

No. 269014

>>269012
dude has such an easy out because he can say that she was gaslighting him the entire relationship. Her "forgetting" important arguments, constantly saying that it's an alter that ruined so many things around the house, using Jerric as a way to put him down. I usuly don't believe the posts men make on the BPD exs reddit but Jill is reading exactly like a post I would see on there.

No. 269025

>>269011
He should shack up with Maggie tbh. It’s not like he doesn’t have her house keys.

No. 269026

>>269011
>I just can't wait to see the level of cringe Stevie feels inside once he finally escapes this bullshit.

The man is trooning out, he posted a tiktok duet about troon voice changing and may even have tiddies already >>268928
So like… out of the frying pan into the fire for this man. The troon cult is far more depraved and insidious than the mento health munchie crowd Jillian is part of.

No. 269027

>>268976
No doubt if her DID were real, Cliffe and Jerrick would either try to kill themselves or constantly flipping their shit inadvertantly harming Jill in the process. You cannot tell me a male especially a teenage boy would just be comfortable suddenly finding themselves inside an adult female's body. Steve himself would look a lot more distressed and tired if he had to deal with Jill constantly blacking out and shifting into actual different people while working 12+ hours, this whole saga would be a lot darker than she realizes if it were real instead of the depressing larp it is.

No. 269036

not trying to wk for steve but i don't think he has titties from trooning, i genuinely think if there's any titty (i don't see it) it's from weight gain LOL, look at the thread pic – at least in his face you can see he's a lot thinner, in the second set of photos his face is wider and, to me, seems to have a bit more chub to it. i wouldn't be surprised if being around jill and eating the same food as her, plus the same amount, led to him putting on pounds.

No. 269039

>>268966
>5 year old adult

What the christ

No. 269064

>>269027
i’ve always thought this. All the alters exist within her own lines of moral, jill’s morale. Ultimately never doing anything without jill’s final say. There’s no torment there’s no danger, all her alters are her friends and they all get along wow! Even some of the DID tubers have touched on the fact that there’s an alter who is actively harming everyone else in this system, it’s so convenient that Jill never has any major issues in that regard. Jill needs to wake up with a shaved head and pretend jerrick did it during a black out. That would at least show some commitment to the bit… there’s never any altar conflict or actual trauma issues stemming from the disorder she claims to have. It’s all just. So convenient.

No. 269092

It's also convenient that All the alters match Jill's style / aesthetic, never harm her body, always get along and never inconvenience her or do anything Jill wouldn't do.

No. 269105

>>269092
Especially when you consider that everything Jill/her alters do is online, yet it’s all perfectly brand safe and above board. Veronica isn’t posting explicit thirst traps and sliding into people’s DMs. Even when Jerrick claps back at people on Twitter it’s never bad enough to actually be as horrible as a pissed off teenage boy online would be. No one posts anything that Jill hasn’t approved

No. 269113

>>269105
that's because jill can't actually make up anything that someone else would do

No. 269121

>>269105
>it’s never bad enough to actually be as horrible as a pissed off teenage boy online would be
hey now, let's not forget when she – i mean jerrick told that child to suck her dick kek

No. 269157

>>268588
Sage for blog (my apologies nonnies plz don't ban me) but I can understand that an official diagnosis can be life changing. I'm a CPTSD-chan, and my diagnosis brought me a lot of clarity and it was comforting to know I wasn't losing my mind completely at the time. But it was NOT something I would ever celebrate with a cake, for fucks sake. It was either get help, or die.

I find it so disturbing and so blatantly FAKE that Jill can celebrate this debilitating disorder in any way. DID takes severe, repeated abuse over time to develop. She has TikTok DID, cosplaying her OC's and manipulating her mostly child audience. She is vile through and through.

No. 269161

>>269157
While the whole thing is tacky and tone deaf, it would have been at least slightly better if she had just posted the picture of the cake. But she had to have a photo shoot, gleefully posing with the cake. She didn’t “Jojo Siwa it” and let the object speak for itself, she practically had a maternity shoot to announce her diagnostic impression

No. 269168

It's really telling how Jill sees mental illness that she would compare it to jojo siwa coming out as gay

No. 269169

>>269168
I was about to say this lmao. Is she implying being gay is like having a mental illness, or is she implying mental illness is a personality trait and nothing more?

No. 269194

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I used to be an anon that though Jill would do well in graphic design and i want to formally retract my statement.

No. 269199

>>269194
100% zero waste? Presumably she bought the materials though which contributes to manufacturing waste unless she thrifted it or repurposed it. Might be a weird nitpick but she wants to act like an authority and holier than thou.

No. 269202

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>>269194
>what are values

No. 269203

>>269194
We all know Jill has shit taste in clothes and a complete lack of understanding when it comes to coordinating something that isn't an eyesore, but I also know that there are plenty of people that share her views on rainbow vomit. I can see people buying some of the items she's made here and potentially rake in some income but she smokes like a chimney and thus lacks any and all motivation, hard work, and discipline.

Keep fucking it up Jill.

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No. 269205

>>269194
No j-fashion mag, or and magazine printed EVER, has been this damn hard to read. How are you a giant consumer who's been doing this online influencer shit since your preteens and still so bad at it?

No. 269212

>>269204
Damn does she still lurk? Cause we've been going off on her supporting will wood after that controversy lol
Also fuck that rupaul unpopular opinion the show is shit as is "cis" women are smart enough not to apply because they know the whole show exists to mock female bodies and femininity fuck off jill

No. 269217

>>269203
There were people willing to buy that collaboration dress she did with that company even though it wasn’t ethically/sustainably produced, wasn’t cheap and was visibly low quality. Her fans would definitely buy whatever she makes (rainbow soaps, even!) but like you said, that would require effort on her part, and leave less time for Berry googoo gaga time or Cliffe’s crosswords or whatever.

No. 269221

>>269204
Who deemed him not the bad guy and where? Was it himself, the predatory man? I feel bad for Steve she said she shuffles his music every night. It’s like Guantanamo bay only you don’t get to listen to Metallica you have to bear this shit kek.
>>269204
Only Afab person? There was literally a trans dude in it. Does she actually watch this show or is it just another thing she lies about being interested in for some bizzare reason.

No. 269260

>>269204
my head fucking hurts, why is she talking about non binary ppl when the original tweet was about cis women ? Who is she acusing of being nbphobic ? Is woman a slur ?
her profil picture is so ugly i hope she changes it quickly

No. 269265

>>269217
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No. 269270

>>269265
Sage for retardation but this made me lol nonnie

No. 269272

>>269204
Prepared to drop him my ass. She was bending over backwards in Twitter to come up with a reason over why he couldn’t possibly be as bad as the ‘victim’ claimed. I read the accusations and they were garbage, but for someone who is in the performative woke Twitter-sphere like Jill it should’ve been enough that there was any accusation. If it was someone she wasn’t a stan off she’d have used it to demonize them. Fucking hypocrite.

There weren’t women on drag race because it was always a gay male space originally before the fag hags invaded and decided to commodify drag. Strangely enough a cis woman competing in a female illusion competition might just have an unfair advantage

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No. 269276

>>269274
big headed and ugly?

No. 269280

>>269204
Why is she trying to pick a fight with this person? Victoria is a cis woman, she’s not non-binary. Besides, Jill has repeatedly referred to her friends as “AFAB non-binary,” so she’s kinda throwing stones in glass houses with that tweet

No. 269284

>>269204
It's hard to decipher the wokesplaining here, but I think she's criticizing RuPaul's drag race for having nonbinary men but not non-binary women on the show. Like there have been drag queens on that were non-binary but they were all men. So basically she's mad that they aren't pretending hard enough that non-binary people are genderless, though she obviously isn't either

No. 269296

>>269204
>>269204
this is gottmik erasure

No. 269309

>>269194
FRUiTS would never

for real though nonnies, my eyes hurt. brb fabricating blind alter

No. 269310

>>269204
>>269221
>>269260
>>269280
>>269284
She's only concerned about the persona and not the person underneath. I had to look it up (I'm not a RPDR watcher, don't bite me) and apparently this Victoria has in-drag they/them pronouns along with she/her, while outside of drag it's only she/her.

No. 269314

>>269310
Maybe I’m wrong and that’s acceptable in the drag community, but it seems kind of offensive a cis woman to create a character to play as a marginalized person, but then be “jk I’m cis” out of drag. I know most of you hate drag queens, but they all just dress up as women, they don’t say “actually my character is a trans woman”. It just doesn’t sit right with me to try to collect LGBTQ labels for the hell of it when they don’t apply to you. Like Jill claiming to be pansexual when she only likes cis men.

No. 269321

>>269314
Firstly non binary people aren’t marginalised for being non binary and it’s fine and fits into the logic of drag because men pretend to be a marginalised identity all the time (women). Also if men can pretend to be women why can’t a woman pretend to be non-binary

No. 269323

>>269310
That is wild. What is the point of a nonbinary persona? I don't understand drag as a whole even except for in cases of musical theater. to me, there's just a very very thin line between drag and mocking women to the point where most of it is kind of insufferable even if you are lgbt. like it would be fine to me if it were just crossdressing but instead it has to be dressing up specifically like a bimbo which I don't think is for men to reclaim since they have never and will never experience being treated like one.

No. 269328

I'm so sad about jax not having a brooklyn accent. I was looking forward to hearing Jill attempt it

No. 269330

I find it very funny how she keeps going on about this cis women in drag topic, does she have beef with local drag queens who called her out? You'd think she wouldn't touch this topic because it would distance her woke audience.

No. 269333

>>269314
It’s offensive for a woman to dress up as a misogynistic caricature of a woman because when she takes off the costume she’s… still a woman?

>>269330
All her local drag friends and organisers of the events she’s performed at are women. It would be hilarious if she pissed off the local male drag queens but I think it’s more likely she spends too much time in online drag spaces and keeps running into misogyny there. Her audience is practically 100% female too so maybe they secretly see she has a point, even if they have to twist themselves into pretzels to talk about it. I’m surprised Steve is putting up with this heretical denial of “afab privilege”.

No. 269336

>>269314
>cis
go back to twitter please

No. 269346

>>269202
"Why use values, when you have all of these saturated colors!?"

No. 269350

>>269265
she could use her own fat for the soap, but then who would want to use that soap

No. 269353

>>269217
>>269265
>>269350
for the love of god don't let her make soap, she'll make it wrong and someone will burn their skin with the un-disolved lye

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No. 269369

>>269363
She can’t even type out a simple “a hurricane came through” because she’s so used to over describing every little thing that happens to her to make it sound worse than it is. She literally lost the ability to make a normal sentence with her larp

No. 269372

>>269369
That predated her larp nonna, she’s just a retard by nature

No. 269373

>>269372
True kek

No. 269381

>>269363
Go charge your phone Mcdonalds or in your car. I'd like to see Jill in a real situation or have actual problems for once. The worst thing that has ever happened to her is what, online gossip which will always happen because she can't live without instant validation for just existing. Sits at home every single day and can't even be assed to make content. Still waiting for her to apply for disability kek.

No. 269383

>>269372
At the risk of sounding stupid since I don't use Twitter, pretty sure it says this tweet is from today?

No. 269386

>>269383
Anon is talking about Jill acting and typing like a retard, not the tweet

No. 269387

>>268718
>if someone is struggling for real they will accept any diagnosis if it means they will get proper help and medication to treat their disorder. Jill is disgusting. i wish DID wasn't made up disorder among creators, beacuse she would be exposed long time ago, but other creators are like "don't throw stones in glass houses"

It's almost just exactly like they're a bunch of grifters. Honor amongst malingering con artists I guess.

No. 269389

>>269194
>I used to be an anon that though Jill would do well in graphic design and i want to formally retract my statement

Don't feel too bad nony, it's not your fault she's a lunatic clownfaced narc. Too bad Jill is trying to monetize her larp in the age of social media. She definitely has a face for radio.

No. 269392

>>269386
Don’t call her a retard that’s what she wants she will even pay three grand for that kek.

No. 269395

>>269392
why does she hate LC ? we've been saying what she wants for years lel

No. 269399

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No. 269402

>>269399
it'll last her like a decade because she uses it maybe once a year kek

No. 269407

>>269399
I was hoping she wouldn’t be able to charge her phone and she’d actually have to interact with Stevie and be in the real world for a few hours.

No. 269410

>>269399
pointless tinfoil but I feel like she uses that smiling devil emoji often when she gets away with something, ie bossing around her emotional support doll Stevie to do her work for her even when she has no real job. Dupers Delight.

No. 269416

>>269407
she wouldn’t have to, remember? If Jill doesn’t have her escapism in the form of 24 hour access to Twitter, she’ll just switch into boring old Cliffe and go watch Star Wars with Steevie

>>267982
>Maybe that's why Cliffe formed, to survive functioning as an adult and living with you"

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No. 269460

>>269446
I hope she does some kind of cute beginner level project instead of just showing how to make a scarf. Or worse, doesn’t including any project at all and only shows how to start, how to do rows of double crochet, and then ends the video. There are a million Crochet For Beginners videos out there, but if she showed how to make hearts, stars, flowers, etc., that would fit with her brand instead of making the video somewhat random.

No. 269461

>>269416
i know that's hypocritical of me to say this, as i spend too much time online myself, but does she even do anything on the internet other than read tweets all day? god what a nightmare
>>269460
i wouldn't raise my hopes up if i were you, nonna

No. 269510

>>269410
The sad thing is that Steve likely had to find a way to access his phone/computer for legitimate work reasons and she probably couldn’t even be assed to tag along with him to the coffee shop so she just sent her phone with him

No. 269544

>>269446

>got all my work done


>films 1 video


How did Jill ever deal with working a full time job?

No. 269622

>>269194
this is probably just an on-trend thing since at any given moment something is on-trend but it makes me think of a poor man's ita.toys and i wouldn't be surprised if she saw and was trying to rip her off

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No. 269669

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No. 269674

>>269670
"ME! OMG ME! Lookit how adorable and funny I am! OMG am I not just the best? Me me me me me!"

No. 269709

>>269667
i didn’t know this was in the DSM-5 for DID: Gaining a level of self confidence and self love that you never felt was possible before via your lifelong chronic trauma induced disorder.. wow that’s really cool! I’m glad jill’s intense trauma disorder helps her love herself more. what a nice symptom!!!!

No. 269710

>>269673
Legitimately a bad outfit, she is clueless.

No. 269741

>>269673
This seems so awkward for tiktok. It was just sooooo slooow. She needed to either make it quick and do transitions for each new piece, or save up outfits and do a bunch of characters at once with a simple transition between outfits. The way she was so unsure about how to build the outfit made it really awkward. When people have “options” in Build An Outfit tiktoks, they already know what they’re gonna wear, the “decision” is part of the script. Jill seemed to actually not know what to wear and didn’t seem to preplan the outfit at all. Not to mention it was just a pink and blue outfit that didn’t read as Little Twin Stars

No. 269742

>>269667

It's bizarre how Jill talks about DID. She makes it sound like a dun, quirky time where all your OCs are living together and having fun like a sitcom and makes your life so amazing and fun. And of course it boosts her already massive ego

No. 269743

just catching up on the threads and my new tinfoil is that jill created cliffe in an attempt to please steve cos she knows he's gay kek. that comment about creating cliffe to deal with living with him had me taking pause. i hope he grows the balls to leave someday. i don't like the guy but he seems to only be insufferable by association tbh. she's a horrible influence in general and i can't imagine living with her

No. 269744

>>269742
almost like gasp she doesn't have it and is faking the whole thing and didn't even do any research?

No. 269747

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>>269673
She doesn't even like Sanrio!

No. 269749

>>269673
no wonder her tiktoks get no views, who's gonna watch a 3 minute tiktok with no music, awkward silences, no transitions, and a fat clown in a shitty outfit?

No. 269750

>>269670
Is this just a high person reacting to a video of her being high? Would this be funny for anyone but her? She is seriously obsessed with herself

No. 269757

>>269399
>stevie took it to a coffee shop
She didn’t even go with him? don’t tell me she stayed home alone and just napped or something. her sedentary lifestyle gets me so agitated omg>>269399

No. 269769

>>269757
No wonder she's obese, she just stays home putting on makeup and pretending she's different people on tiktok while Steve does all the chores

No. 269784

>>269673
Couldn't even make it past a minute and I'm older than her. How are her z00mer fans supposed to watch this all?

No. 269786

>>269544
Were her past jobs full time? I don’t actually remember.

No. 269795

>>269673
I find it so jarring when she is trying to be all sweet and cute and uwu after she's shown how nasty she can be on twitter.

No. 269796

>>269786
I believe at Claire’s she made it to keyholder, but I think that’s the only time she has (or came close)

No. 269799

>>269673
I made it to the part where she screeched and kept saying THIS IS FUN. Jesus fucking Lord God. Her mannerisms and way of speaking is so forced and phony, almost like a children’s television show presenter (like REALLY small kids) and it’s mega off-putting. Her outfit was predictably retarded.

No. 269800

>>269673
i know anons are shitting on the video but i kind of liked it. She's doing pastel fashion content without DID shit, that's what i followed her for

No. 269802

>>269800
reminded me of the good ol' days. i wish she was better at styling but this was the most normal content we've gotten in a minute

No. 269825

>>269800
She lost all her sense for fashion even though there was not a lot to begin with. There’s nothing cohesive in this outfit, it hurts looking at it. But you’re right, at least there’s no mention of mento illness for once

No. 269836

>>269673
I honestly think she's colorblind. the mint beret looks SO dingy next to the blue satin. not to mention mixing a felt hat with lingerie…

No. 269850

>>269673
It annoys me that she has a lot of nice individual pieces but has no idea how to style any of them
I know jfashion is often ott but there has to be some kind of cohesion, she looks like she rolled around the floor of a Claires covered in glue

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No. 269856

>>269800
The outfit is ugly as sin, the editing is absolutely shit, but at least she's not talking about her alters… So I guess, for current year Jill this could be considered an okay video.

No. 269857

>>269853
It's like she's subtly trying to push the DID mental health shit away cause she realizes it's losing subs lol

No. 269860

>>269800
the bar is in hell

No. 269869

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No. 269871

>>269869
>i want to be lazy on the weekend
she really wants us to think influencer is a full time job hun

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No. 269878

>>269869
Influencer? Who are you influencing? With your tiny little plastic home stuff sponsor?

Also you can stop this any time Jill, just get a 9-5 job, nobody is forcing you to be a low profit youtuber.

No. 269882

>>269869
Didn't she just get a brand new computer? Sage for nitpick but you'd think she'd get better equipment for her totes full time job, a computer that cannot run Photoshop properly is certainly not suited for video editing kek

No. 269884

>>269882
Yeah this kind of confuses me because apple's design is all about making things easy for the casual consumer, and while their devices are pricey they're usually flagship tier. Unless she did have to go for a budget option

No. 269888

>>269869
The weekend doesn’t mean anything when you sit on your arse all day all week long. Why is she talking like she works a 9 to 5 like a normal person while really she leeches off others.

No. 269895

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No. 269899

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No. 269903

>>269899
cringe. one of her followers had to tell her how to do her job? jill get a real job already you suck at this

No. 269905

>>269896
Can a nonnie who knows how to crochet well give a breakdown for those of us with no knowledge of it? Was her advice good or correct?

No. 269913

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No. 269915

>>269905
God its as awful as you can imagine..
It takes ages to get to each step, halfway in and shes finally starting the second row
70% just her talking about irrelevant things and herself (gonna need recap anon for that, too much bs for me)
Shows how to do a slip-stitch, the chain, single crochet & a double crochet before unraveling it all
She made a circle too but it was just quickly glossed over

No. 269918

>>269896
i'm only five minutes in, but she doesn't even understand yarn types, and she incorrectly said that yarn numbers correspond to their width in millimeters. this is a beginner trying to teach and it's embarrassing.

No. 269919

>>269896
she really liked the twin stars fit
she looks so fucking deranged in this

No. 269920

>>269896
God, nobody wants to hear you blab on, Jill. Other tutorials are short and focus on the basics, not "yeah if you do this you can do anything" which is too broad for beginners. She should have done a calming tutorial focusing solely on the hand work and doing multiple rows, not her face. This could have turned into a weekly series of doing small projects and having her audience progress with her. But she's too lazy for that.

No. 269927

>>269905
I had to watch it on 1.5 speed, but she made two major mistakes: first at 10:02 by telling people to do an extra chain stitch IN THE BASE CHAIN for turning before they start their first single crochet stitch, and then at 13:06 she basically made it seem like turning chains were optional (“for double crochet I’ll often add two… I think it creates a little bit of a nicer square edge over here.”). If you’re free handing something, then yeah that’s fine to add a turning chain in the base chain, but that’s gonna screw you over big time if you’re working from a pattern. The turning chain is already going to be built into the number of chains the pattern requires, so if people read a pattern that says “chain 15, single crochet in second chain from hook” and they add an extra chain like Jill says to, it’s gonna throw off the number of stitches per row.

Besides those two glaring mistakes, the rest of the tutorial was mediocre at best. She didn’t show how to increase or decrease, nor did she show an actual pattern (most patterns don’t use those symbols she posted). She explained every stitch by saying “yarn over, pull through” which wasn’t very helpful. If I were a complete beginner, I’d have to rewatch the double crochet part multiple times to see what loops she was pulling through since she didn’t tell the audience to yarn over and pull through just the first two loops before yarning over again to pull through the last two loops.
Also the Magic Circle superiority bothered me. Crocheting in the round without using the Magic Circle technique isn’t incorrect like she made it out to be. Depending on what you’re making, NOT using a Magic Circle could be a better choice since the Magic Circle technique leaves a visible seam.

I’d give the tutorial a 5 out of 10.

No. 269937

>>269896
Very much comes across as a beginner not fully understanding what she's talking about.
One thing that stood out to me is that she said she feels her background gives her some knowledge on different yarns, but then lists some pretty basic information as if it's special (what will melt, what will pill).
She also starts out the video saying you basically only need single and double crochet to do most things (not a crocheter, so not sure if that is accurate) but then in the middle of the video introduced a third stitch, and showed how to do it, which seemed odd and unplanned.
I don't hate the idea of Jill doing something like this (I actually feel her cutesie language, and style pairs well with something like this), but like most things she does it's sloppy, and half-assed. She could have looked up the names for things like turning chain beforehand, instead she edits it in via text after, which again comes across as low effort.
Short, concise, videos with big yarn/hooks to clearly see everything is popular for a reason. You tend to watch these videos over and over again as you're practicing. A longer video means more difficult to get back to the section you wanted to rewatch.
If any anons are looking for good tutorial videos, check out bella coco instead.

No. 269957

>>269896
this might be the first video she's done without the reality tv style Who's Fronting marquee or w/e

No. 269968

>>269957
If Jill is clever she'll make half of her videos with no mention of DID, so she can memoryhole the whole thing at some later point while still having an active looking channel

No. 269971

>>269957
well anon she only switches when its perfectly planned out with all the costumes ready. She actually had an activity to engage in

No. 269979

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No. 269981

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>>269896
Comment I found

No. 269982

>>269981
A-log all of her fans the cancer is spreading its an act of mercy

No. 269995

>>269979

Her obsession with living like a child is so fucking weird. Especially with the weird flashing and sexual innuendos

No. 269996

>>269979
does she know this is basically about her. why is she retweeting this LMFAO. What’s this taste in my mouth…. tastes like metal. like iron. Little bit irony

No. 269997

>>269979
same anon ^ nvm i read the tweet wrong but sorry anon im illiterate. But still it’s ironic in a because she’s not productive, her whole day is ipad and snack time

No. 269998

>>269979

>u are miserable and hungry and overworking


is this not the same person who said the only work she need to do this week was film a video ad make the thumbnail? She's so lazy, no wonder she gave up on the 5 petal fashion brand

No. 270001

>>269927
Nonna, the magic circle doesn't leave a seam as long as you work in the round instead of ch1 slst to join rows. It's the same for the other methods, the main difference between them is how tight you can make the hole at the top. The method she shows is not the best way to do magic circle imo, it's easier but you can't make the hole super small if you're working tight like for amigurumi (her tension is super loose).

Overall, the video shows she's not really that knowledgeable about crochet and it would be pretty useless for a beginner since she doesn't show how to follow a pattern or where to find good patterns. She doesn't even demonstrate a small project a beginner could do (a flower coaster would have made sense). She says she's not really good at teaching, so then, why make a tutorial?
I don't think the extra chain was an error, because she's not working from a pattern, but she doesn't mention this like anon said and also importantly she doesn't mention which stitch to work into after the turning chain. She's leaving things out that she thinks are obvious, but that aren't obvious to a 'total beginner'. She talks about liquid-stitch but she doesn't show the product or demonstrate how to use it.
The explanation she gives for blocking makes me think that she doesn't check her gauge before making garments. Basically you need to wash a swatch of your yarn/pattern so that you can make sure it will fit accurately. Because yarn relaxes in the wash so the fit will be different after washing (or does she not wash her clothes…). She doesn't mention this at all, she only says it's to make pieces (like coasters) lay flat.

She talks about a lot of projects she's made, but she doesn't show most of them. And why the fuck does she pronounce gyaru like "djeearu"?? At 25:43.

She does mention DID at 14:55, she says frogging (unravelling) is useful for when parts take over to try to help and their tension is all wrong. Hopefully clip-anon can post this part (and the "djeearu" kek).

No. 270015

>>269981
That person sounds like a minor. This is really the kind of influence she wants to have on her younger fans.

No. 270078

Anyone have her December Patreon Livestream yet?

No. 270082

>>270001
Hm all the patterns I’ve followed that used Magic Circle had the slip stitch seam, so I just assumed that was standard. Good to know.

I still stand by my statement that Jill was wrong to say Magic Circle was the “correct” method, though. I know Magic Circle vs Slip Knot is one of the great crochet debates, and if she only wants to show Magic Circle because that’s what works for her, that’s fine. But for Jill to say the Magic Circle the correct way to crochet in the round is just a straight up lie. There is no correct way, it’s personal preference (I know a lot of amigurumi artists who hate the Magic Circle). I know this might seem stupid to non-crocheters, but she’s spreading misinformation while trying to act as an authority figure to teach others, and that should be highlighted

No. 270086

>>270082
>she’s spreading misinformation while trying to act as an authority figure
Sic semper erat et sic semper erit.

No. 270096

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Took a break from Jills threads to see she keeps going full retard mode. Pic related cause it made me think of her

No. 270140

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She’s so obsessed with herself. And not in a self empowering way, in a totally lacking in awareness narcissist brat way.

No. 270157

>>270140
Agreed, and the DID has increased the self obsession tenfold. She treats the alters as different people, but even if we play devil’s advocate and say her DID is legit, all the alters are still just different parts of Jill. Obsession over Jerrick is still self obsession. Pre-DID she was self obsessed to a somewhat unhealthy level, but now it’s completely spiraled and is starting to move into worrisome territory. I know she won’t, but she really needs to seek help

No. 270165

>>270157
The scary thing is she sought out “help” and it made it worse. I don’t think she could responsibly find help on her own or with her group of enablers.

No. 270180

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No. 270181

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No. 270184

>>270180
>deliberately ugly
coping as usual i see!

No. 270197

>>270184
My only milkmas wish is that she decides to travel for the holidays and some normie calls her ugly kek. She'd be assblasted enough to blog about it on twitter.

No. 270211

>>270181
I like how strong her larp of this alter is. It's pretty much just a deadpan facial expression and a lazy bun.

No. 270216

File: 1670230622756.webm (2.15 MB, 718x404, Frogging.webm)

>>270001
>She does mention DID at 14:55, she says frogging (unravelling) is useful for when parts take over to try to help and their tension is all wrong.

No. 270220

>>270181
>gets called out on tiktok for autism-fishing but never actually getting a diagnosis
>angst altar now has all of the stereotypical autism traits that are popular atm
I would love to see how she explains Jerriks complete 180 personality change to pander to this. Especially comparing it to the first few videos of Jerrik where he is nothing like this

>>270216
>all I see is her odd choice in phallic jewelry for a hands-only shot lmao

No. 270221

>>270220
>phallic jewelry
kek anon, idk how you saw it like that but now I can't unsee it

>>270216
I forgot to say this in my post but tension really only gets messed up if you're e.g. particularly anxious (it gets tighter), or even more likely in this case if you're drunk/high, one could wake up the next day and notice how fucked up last night's crochet was. Or she could be using the wrong hook size partway through (if you're lazy and don't keep note of what you used, that can happen) and ofc it's play-pretend that it was the alters all along. Her video was incredibly lazy, just talking about things and not showing them (she couldn't even be bothered to do picture inserts for 99% of what she talked about), it was really bad.

No. 270222

File: 1670235759533.webm (7.82 MB, 540x960, jerrik_uhHEY.webm)

>>270181
>>270220

here's an early video of the same altar. If you told me this was someone explaining their DND lore I would believe you

No. 270226

>>270180
> deliberately ugly
> using the type of baby face filter that gives you a whole new cuter face

pick one

No. 270256

>>270165
I heard self aware and professionally diagnosed narcissists say therapy does not cure their narcissism simply because therapists are not supposed to tell you you're wrong. They can help rationalize situations for you, but in therapy, you are essentially a victim of your mental illness. Telling your narcissistic abuser to go to therapy can sometimes make narcissistic abuse worse, because they'll use their therapist's words on the persons they are abusing.

No. 270264

>>270222
Kinda funny how the larp always changes. This TikTok was earlier in the year and "jerrick" says he and Steve are friends. But now in Jill's video she says jerrick hates Steve. Same with Cliff and Veronica Are they just fuck buddies with Steve not in an actual relationship? Is Jill that jealous of her own OCs that she doesn't let them date her partner?

No. 270267

>>270140
Idk if she's so gone she doesn't realize how cringey of a look this is. Especially with RTing pictures of her self with captions like "omg so cute!". Popular online personalities don't do that, they know people read their page for entertainment or inspiration.

No. 270270

>>270211
I love that Jerrick specifically knows how to to do that kind of deliberately messy bun too. Firstly, why would he bother, and secondly, teenage boys with short hair (which canonically he has) don’t know the first thing about doing even a simple pony tail, let alone a messy bun. This is such a dumb nit pick, but bare with

No. 270287

>>270270
Jerrick is supposed to be a ftm tranny though. Idk why everyone says he's a teenage boy

No. 270301

>>270270
>canonically
I love it when anons talk about her did like a fiction, it's her lore

No. 270304

>>270264
Any time the negative symptoms of her BPD appear she calls it Jerrick fronting or co-fronting, she has even confirmed this herself saying that Jill has basically no BPD downsides and Jerrick has them. So when she experiences BPD splitting and decides she hates Steebie or acts like a piece of shit to him she now says it’s just because her alter ego hates him.
No wonder Steve is so obviously unhappy (besides his poorly concealed interest in being her DDLG caregiver as seen by him saying he avoids Berry, then later in the same video starts sweet talking and coddling Jill when she begins acting like a small child). Imagine having such an extreme BPD trainwreck girlfriend who goes from telling you to get off her because she hates you, then starts giggling and baby talking like it didn’t happen and pretending she’s 5 and should immediately be forgiven and spoiled like a baby, then proclaims she’s a sexy drag queen, then says she hates you again, all on the same day.

No. 270307

>>270287
I swear to god the anons itt are some of the worst cowfags on this site because they'll always twist or distort what Jill says in an attempt to draw out and prolong the milk or to make it more entertaining and no matter how many times anons correct them they still do it anyway. It gets annoying as fuck.

No. 270312

>>270256

I don't think that's the main issue. There are plenty of cases where therapists can point out flawed thinking, irrational behavior, and even damaging behavior in the person.
For example, there is therapy that can be done for borderline personality disorder (also a cluster B, like narcissistic personality disorder) that centers around correcting thought patterns and reducing self destructive and problematic behavior, as well as increasing empathy and understanding other people's experiences (instead of creating your own internal - often incorrect - reality).
The issue with narcissism (and really any issue people face) is that in order to change you have to understand your behavior is harmful (either to yourself or others or just your goals generally), be willing to change, want to change, and put the actual effort in.
Borderline personality can be managed, and symptoms lessened, but it takes a level of self awareness and effort plus a lot of time.
Narcissists just aren't interested in this, and are so wrapped up in themselves and their own ego it would utterly destroy everything they've built to even admit that they might need to change.
They are far more likely to blame absolutely everyone around them, rather than consider for a single second that they're the actual issue. There are a couple of cases of narcissists who actually wanted to change and were able to get therapy to do so but it's so rare it's not even worth considering a possibility because in 99.99% of narcissists it will never happen.
And, if they're a malignant narcissist then therapy may just arm them with terminology to invalidate and gaslight their victims. Successful therapy is the result of the patient coming forward with knowledge that something is wrong and needs to change - try forcing anyone into therapy and see how successful it is.
Therapists can help guide you and point out where you might be off base or may benefit from thinking of things in a different way (even if they don't necessarily tell you you're 'wrong'), but it's a two party exercise. When one is unwilling to change, it won't do anything and may just make them worse if they have malicious intent.

No. 270318

>>270312
To tack on as well to get it back on topic - Jillian is in the same boat. She's not likely to get better (at least anytime soon) because she doesn't want to. Acting this way gets her attention, she has many people enabling her, a long history of people around her enabling her, including her mom, her boyfriend (for now), twitter followers, etc. She is surrounded by an echo chamber and blocks anyone who hints she may need to knock this shit off and grow up. It's the classic recipe for a lolcow, and she's always been this way.

No. 270323

>>270180
Her stretched ears always look really weird to me, like they stick out more than anyone else’s I’ve ever seen.

No. 270328

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Jill retweeting this from the townhouse her mom pays for is hilarious

No. 270337

>>270328
While also not working, with no intention to work, with more clothing and plastic bullshit than anyone in her peer group, and also with no intention of having a child? SO like what's even the point of saying that? It doesn't apply to her.

No. 270342

>>269896
The way she pronounces "gyaru" as "jar-oo" at the end. how is her japanese pronounciation that shitty if she took personal japanese lessons?

No. 270343

>>270342
Kek she literally went to Japan and butchered shit there bitch just doesn't want to be anything but cute I'd almost bet she mispronounces things on purpose

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No. 270359

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>>270358
Lol, I love how people are tired of her bs

No. 270363

>>270358
Wtf is this about? What demons?

No. 270364

>>270358
I love how sometimes she forgets about her did larp and makes a sarcastic bitchy comment as Jill. I thought that was supposed to be Jerrick's thing

No. 270368

>>270358
Why is she being all snarky and taking this personally? Idk what show or game op was talking about, but it clearly had nothing to do with Jill in the slightest. Just because Jill likes monochrome that doesn’t mean every critique of a monochrome color palette is an attack on her. And the other posters are right, making everything and everyone in hell red is visually straining and it does show a lack of creativity

No. 270369

>>270363
Hazbin Hotel or whatever by VivziePop. Figures Jill would defend it. Most of the show seems to revolve around the fun gay bois instead of the daughter of the devil. Which could have been a cool ass plot

No. 270374

>>270358
God this girl needs a damn job

No. 270432

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No. 270449

>>270078
there you go nona

No. 270452

>>270432
Meanwhile I've got my dog treat advent calendar from Costco die jealous Jill
Fr tho how much money does she waste literally every day it's insane

No. 270457

>>270358
>>270369 LMAO JILLS DEFENDING HAZBIN HOTEL? The same show by someone twitter absolutely despises??? She never fails to show her actual ass

No. 270459

>>270449
thank god that fucking gingham hair band top knot is in the wash, it makes her look like gypsy rose more than she already does whenever she wears it

No. 270478

>>270449

The stream just started and she's already talking about not eating all day. She's so desperate for attention and asspats

No. 270480

>>270304
>besides his poorly concealed interest in being her DDLG caregiver
tinfoil, what if they have this weird DDLG roleplaying going on but Jill is committed to pretending she doesn't remember Berry's interactions with Steve, and Steve is dumb enough to think she actually doesn't remember what her alters do with him and pretends like he avoids Berry to Jill, but they both know they have this sexual pseudo-pedo relationship

No. 270481

Jill says in the livestream her brother wants to have kids someday. I wonder what her reaction would be to that considering how desperate she is to be a 4 year old

No. 270483

>>270287
>Idk why everyone says he's a teenage boy
Because in leftist circles like Jill are in there is no real difference. To them ftm IS a 100% legit boy, who is just stuck in a female body. They literally believe this. Jill was then stupid enough to also make up Cliffe who is supposedly a gay cis male while still in her female body, but her dumb contradictions are nothing new. Or maybe she genuinely thinks all gay men are "secretly trans".

No. 270489

>>270481
Outwardly she would pretend to relish in being the “fun aunt” but inwardly she’d be seething about no longer being the baby of the family and having to share her parents’ attention. If Jill is ever going to do something truly drastic to herself, it will be after her brother has a baby girl.

No. 270492

>>270483
You don't know what you're talking about. Trannies used to try to pass and now there's the new phenomenon of 16 year old "gay" ftms that still wear makeup and skirts, like Jerrick. So it makes no sense to say Jerrick wouldn't know what a ponytail is

No. 270495

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Why did instagram explore jumpscare me with Steve's mug and why is he on a "crypto groyper" page

No. 270507

>>270492
>You don't know what you're talking about
More like I don't know what you're talking about, I'm not the other anon I said nothing about a ponytail or wearing makeup and only commented on why people treat Jerrick as a boy

No. 270510

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>>270495
Full on troon face tbh, barf major. It’s really only a matter of time.

No. 270515

>>270495
This seems shady as fuck? What's the context?

No. 270518

>>270495
hes so dashapilled

No. 270519

>>270515
It's the most recent video on that account. He's responding to another video about an article on chickens wearing VR to emulate living "free range". All he says is "they're putting the chickens in the fucking matrix" or something along those lines.

No. 270521

>>270495
Is that actually Steve? All these troons in “boymode” look the same to me.

No. 270522

Hey just a PSA, Jill's DID larp is like that show Lost. The writers were making it up as it went along so it was full of plot holes. She's doing a local theatre production for teenagers allowance.

No. 270535

>>270522
Lost was not full of plot holes you just need a high IQ to understand what happened.

No. 270536

>>270535
Sure thing kid.

No. 270551

>>270536
it's a meme, you dip.

No. 270566

What's Stevie's Tiktok?

No. 270570

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Merry milkmas

No. 270571

>>270570
Finally, an alter drawing she actually resembles. If you told me she was bald underneath that hat I’d believe you.

No. 270573

>>270570
Break out the bald cap Jill, I fucking dare you

No. 270574

>>270570
>primary protector
>formed less than 4 years ago
she can't even follow the formula for this shit. god she's stupid.

No. 270578

The “trauma” he formed out of is her moving out on her parents dime I can’t even

No. 270579

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No. 270580

>>270578
Hang on though she said that’s why she developed sandwich? She said she felt like a stray cat when she left home. Has she developed two alters from moving out of her parents house as an adult? Not just moving out but moving out in a good normal way on good terms with her family. She didn’t get kicked out she moved away to college years after her peers did.

No. 270584

>>270570

Only Jill would think moving out of her parents home as an adult to live in a place her mom pays for is super traumatic

No. 270585

>>270580
>>270584
moving away from your super supportive, loving and understanding family at your own pace is totally awful. wouldn't wish it on anyone, really /s

it could be genuinely upsetting to move away from your mom if she's your best friend bu calling it a genuinely traumatic experience, as in big T Trauma instead of little t trauma, is a big fucking slap in the face for people who have it way worse off.

No. 270590

>>270570
Daily reminder that Jillian does not have any real trauma, she does not have DID, and is just a spoiled loser with BPD.

No. 270591

>>270307
I've been feeling the same way anon. Too many times I see blatantly wrong shit here and anons just running with it. Jillian is embarrassing enough on her own kek we don't need to create soy milk. The reading comprehension ITT is so unbearably low. I also notice certain summary anons adding in stuff she didn't actually say and its getting annoying. That's why it's so important to write up direct quotes from her. She can't whine about us making fanfiction if the retarded shit is word for word from her kek we don't need to give her any excuses to discredit us.

>>270481
She would have a hard time handling her family fawning over a baby and wouldn't be able to accept no longer being the "baby of the family". She'd cry trauma and abandonment issues; she'd have a whole fucking tantrum over it.

>>270578
I hate middle class kids and their need to be a victim when they can't even take care of themselves. All over tiktok and before, on tumblr. Real traumatized and/or impoverished kids are forced to be grown up very young, some of us even had to take care of our parents as a child. Fuck Jill and her rich, coddled upbringing.

No. 270593

>>270591
>She would have a hard time handling her family fawning over a baby and wouldn't be able to accept no longer being the "baby of the family". She'd cry trauma and abandonment issues; she'd have a whole fucking tantrum over it.

I honestly feel like her even bringing that up is the start of a tantrum over it. I know this is hardcore tinfoil and I realize that she has stated the opposite, but I really do think that deep inside, Jill probably does want to be a mother, considering that family is the one thing that actually seems to matter to her. I believe she says the opposite because I am imagine Stevie has said "no kids" and it wouldn't be possible with him anyway, so she doesn't allow herself to dream of it. But, I dunno. I think the fact that she has even brought up her brother wanting kids, and the post the other day about "gen z women not having kids" is kinda telling.

Again, hardcore tinfoil but the next few years will be interesting to observe.

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No. 270595

>>270570
By “he formed when we moved out on our own” she means… she sometimes had to act like an adult and do standard adult shit like make phone calls and go grocery shopping kek. Wow what unique DID trauma splitting alter fronting that almost no one else on earth goes through or understands. My god she is totally full of herself and has zero empathy for other people whatsoever. Literally every human being on earth has things like a worksona or the cringey millennial idea of “adulting” or whatever, all words for how everyone has to fucking suck it up and go through the motions of independent adult life and coping with boring and tedious tasks.
Her problems are just narcissism, being sheltered and spoiled and overemotional. In typical BPD form she’s dramatizing completely normal human experiences like being multifaceted, having phases, and having to put on radically different sides of yourself to deal with life.

No. 270597

>>270449
God it's just too fucking much. You can summarize this whole video with, "lookit me, lookit how adorable I am! I am just so fucking adorable! Can you believe? I'm just SO ADORABLE."

That's it. That's the video.

No. 270610

>>270591
yes I'm with you on the reading comprehension thing. When I've brought it up ITT before I got anons telling me I was 'taking Jill's side' by saying she has a point about the fanfiction. The point of lolcows is to fucking document the cow's actions not blatantly make shit up. It also gets annoying when people mix stuff up that is literally in every summary thread (when Berry and Flora would constantly be confused). Wish anons would read the thread/summary a little before posting

No. 270620

>>270570
I'm crying, this loser really made a pretend surrogate gay dad alter because she wasn't mentally prepared to move into a house her parents are paying for. My God, Jill is a loser. I'd say her parents did her a huge disservice because of how badly she's coping with the fact that she has to be a responsible adult now, but her brother is fine. She must have been a dud all her life, and just hid it with rainby fashion and edgy haircuts.

No. 270630

>>270307
>>270287
>>270483
i think those anons are also criticizing the tranny community. trannies think they're stuck in the wrong body and it's not like jill's imaginary man trapped in a girl's body experienced female socialization.

No. 270657

>>270507
What's wrong with you. I never said anything about people treating Jerrick like a boy

No. 270659

>>270570
why is cliffhanger wearing victoria secret pink merch

No. 270661

>>270659
Because he's supposed to be the faggot alter and that's what Jill thinks faggots are like. How progressive.

No. 270663

>>270659
It’s one of the two black shirts she owns

No. 270674

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Glasses over nose

No. 270676

>>270674
This looks like one of those shitty background paintings in a wes anderson movie and not in a good way

No. 270678

>>270620
Speaking of fan fiction, I know it’s always repeated here, but have we ever gotten any confirmation that Jill’s parents pay for/put money towards her rent? I know it’s assumed because she barely works

No. 270683

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No. 270688

>>270683
Why she’s talking about not turning in an assignment because it was difficult like that somehow makes her cool is beyond me. It’s not cool, it was a stupid move. Even if her project was really bad, any amount of points is more helpful than a zero. If she’d literally give up when things got hard in school, there’s no way she was ever going to be able to have a fashion line

No. 270698

>>270688
Kek nonnie I did the same shit I was one of those lucky weirdos that got As without trying I don't wanna say Jill is the same level but I have and also know tons of other people (particularly during uni) who literally ignored certain projects they didn't want to fuck with solely cause their grades could afford the hit

No. 270709

>>270570
can't wait to see steve jobs come back to life praise

No. 270710

>>270570
The grift is so real. Since when have we shifted from OCs being called alters? What type of extreme trauma could she possibly have to even make DID a possibility in any context for her, she’s going straight to hell.

No. 270714

>>270678
There have been instances where Jill's mum has posted publicly on Facebook about paying portions of Jill's rent, I don't have the caps but it has been confirmed at various times that her parents pay for portions of her rent at least at some times.

No. 270732

>>270480
This is so crazy is believable

No. 270733

>>270570
Looking forward to Jill pretending to be digitally illiterate as the ancient old man she thinks a 35 year old is

No. 270734

>>270714
Hopefully some anon posts caps as proof because I have no memory of this. I definitely assume her mom is paying her rent, though, because she barely works enough to have pocket money, let alone afford that whole townhouse. But without proof, it's still just a theory. I even scrolled through Loise's Facebook but couldn't find anything. If any anon can find them, they should definitely be linked in the next thread summary, please.

No. 270738

>>270683
Sofia Mehlitz' tranny ftm girlfriend watches as her cat eats paper. awesome. why does Jill attract people who straight up neglect their cats, herself included

No. 270740

>>270683
>>270698
Even community college would be a lot more difficult than the arts and crafts bs she did, weve all seen the work she did (or lack there off) and how much better the rest of her class was

It’s the equivalent of bragging about cooking an egg but jill ofc sees it as some scholarly achievement

No. 270745

>>270683
no way this arts and crafts tier “assignment” gave her a mental breakdown is she not embarrassed

No. 270748

>>270740
What makes it really crazy is she goes on and on about how it’s her dream and something she is obsessed with yet the second it requires effort she bails. She can’t even be bothered for her supposed dream job and life, she puts no effort into any part of her life. I wonder how much she guilt tripped them into not penalising her for not doing work, didn’t she get extensions as well because she didn’t meet deadlines.

No. 270770

>>270748
Come to think of it I wonder if she came up with a majority of this to avoid deadlines. She’s that kid in elementary school who had the most outrageous excuse, except now it’s 2022 and you can’t question people when they say they’re severely mentally ill.

No. 270785

>>270570
ib4 she wears steebie's skin and eats the rest

No. 270790

>>270748
>She can’t even be bothered for her supposed dream job and life, she puts no effort into any part of her life.
That's the thing though, does she even need to put effort into her life? With the enablers she's surrounded with she probably has it all in her mind. I mean, she's got: 1: her dream house (even if paid for by mom and dad), 2: a live-in boyfriend (regardless of if he's staying by choice or not), and 3: her career as an influencer/"fashion designer" (even if she can barely make anything and her fans are dwindling).
Somewhere deep down though, she's probably self aware enough to see it's all fake, and that's where the seething comes from.

No. 270793

>>270683
>menty b
God i hope she experiences real struggle some day

No. 270803

>>270734
That and her weed/booze habit isn't cheap, she's probably wasting 150-200 a month if she's smoking everyday.

No. 270809

>>270734

In a previous thread (27) there was a post from her mom saying Jill was going to pay for it by herself. And an anon said they looked up the listing and it was just under 1k a month at the time. (a reminder, while she keeps calling it a town house, its basically an apartment on the cheap side of town, she shares at least one wall with a neighbour)

The rent has probably gone up a bit, and her patron has dropped from $1700 to $600 (not including youtube/sponsorships), but it's technically still possible to afford it if she split with Steevie who probably has a full time job. She doesn't buy as much expensive plastic/clothes as she used to.

No. 270813

>>270809
Nonnie, please. Her Patreon money is not enough to split rent and pay for daily weed and booze consumption on top of basics like utilities, food, streaming services, etc. Like maaaybe that could be possible for a responsible person on a strict budget, but we're talking about Jill here.

Even if she isn't posting huge plastic hauls, she always ends up exposing her spending habits usually through some offhand tweet. If she has knowledge of, for example, the bougie ass dollhouse her mom bought her last year, she's obviously shopping for pricey crap online on a regular basis.

No. 270839

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Can't wait for the altar Jill forms from the trauma of people refusing to call her pixie

No. 270842

Tinfoil:
I feel like part of the reason as to why Steebie is afraid to leave is because they’re common law. That’s just a fancy term for couple that isn’t married but in Canada they get most of the perks married couples have. Depending on the relationship I’ve seen common law couples fight over property and alimony.

No. 270843

>>270839
She made different accounts for each of her alters. According to her own rules, this is Jill’s account. People shouldn’t assume they’re talking to Jill on Jill’s account? And she hasn’t been going by Pixie, she’s been making all kinds of different fronting indicators so people use whichever alter’s name

No. 270844

>>270843

she's probably throwing a tantrum because stevie or her mom called her Jill instead of pixie lmao

No. 270845

>>270844
It was someone she was fighting with on twitter

No. 270848

File: 1670447697141.jpg (203.46 KB, 1080x1007, Screenshot_20221207_211323.jpg)

>suspected tism

I'm amazed that Jill hasn't just fully self diagnosed herself with autism.

No. 270849

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No. 270851

>>270849
can y’all please post context like even the smallest bit. what am I supposed to get from this

No. 270852

>>270849

>I know you like arguing on twitter but I don't


lmao what? She loves drama and fighting with people

No. 270853

>>270849
Manipulation at work

No. 270856

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No. 270857

>>270856
Is this one of her irl friends? Also she’s such a bitch, just communicate with people instead of passive aggressively tweeting. Or does autism cause you to be an assholr

No. 270858

She treats her friends like shit, then uses jerrick / autism as an excuse.

No. 270864

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No. 270865

>>270848
I mean, she already has. She blames her suspected autism for acting rude. The fact that she blames it on autism, means she sees herself as autistic already, you wouldn't blame stuff on something you're not even sure about. In her head, she is already diagnosed. The way she calls it "the 'tism" too like annoying non-autistic people who really wanna be autistic suddenly call it on tiktok. Just disrespectful, and people suddenly wanna be autistic sooo bad because they don't have to say they're autistic and deal with the bad sides of it, they can just say "i've got the 'tism lol uwu"

No. 270873

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No. 270880

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>>270856
Alright, sorry this is a mess. Looks like this whole argument transpired over Jill's friend getting her twitter account penalized >>270873 and her friend calling Jill Jill/Jillian and Jill getting angry over being called Jill/Jillian.

No. 270882

>>270880
idk if this is an asshole thing to say but i feel like if you need extra tone indicators for every single thing a person says then maybe don't butt into a conversation. not everything is a warm fuzzy conversation and if you can't handle that then don't speak. it's okay to like. step back if you don't know wtf is going on, because now you look fucking stupid

No. 270884

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No. 270885

>>270873
"Me me me me me me me me it's all about ME all the times ME just look at ME PLEASE JUST FUCKING LOOK AT ME I'm so special I'm so amazing it's all about me at all times just look at me and how adorable and amazing and special and different I am just me me me me ME ME ME." Nothing Jillian says translates to literally anything else. I hate her more every day.

No. 270886

>>270884

Imagine being a grown woman having a meltdown because people won't call you pixie

No. 270887

>>270857
I believe this is that Chelsea girl from PEI? her old boss? the one who taught her how to smoke weed? pls correct me if I am wrong. Her now deleted twitter account was in the threads a while ago but I can't be bothered to find it.

No. 270888

>>270887
I hope it was her, because that chick was like a virtual pitbull. Ready to attack anyone at any time. Only a matter of time before it was levelled against Jill.

No. 270890

She literally starts all her videos with “hello confetti club, it is Pixie. This is Jill” and now she’s acting like she doesn’t go by Jill and only uses Jillian just to start drama with people in her life. I don’t know how a single person can stand to be around her.

No. 270893

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No. 270894

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No. 270901

>>270894
sorry nonns but this is actually funny

No. 270908

>>270901
Stevie is getting brave showing his rapey troon side like this

No. 270918

>>270856
Sweet love bombing Jilly! The only way she knows how to navigate a conversation is manipulation. She hates knowing someone is currently upset at her and knows it'll make her look bad. Simply stop caring about your public image.

No. 270922

>>270848
>>270894
Ew, gross. They deserve each other.

No. 270923

>>270901
Troons and TRAs GTFO

No. 270930

>>270856
Why the fuck aren't they doing this privately I don't understand the point of doing this shit publicly at all

No. 270938

>>270894
Gross. Rape apes do as they do, tho. Troons gonna troon. He will make an especially ugly TIM

No. 270942

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No. 270947

>>270893
Holy shit. Why are two grown women subtweeting each other like a bunch of middle school kids? With a woman like that as a role model to Jill during her formative years no wonder she's a narc.

No. 270949

>>270884
>virgin "Pixielocks"
>fakes being severely mentally ill
>is just a bpdchan
>tried to make shitty party city tier cosplay
>eventually gave up because lazy and inability to sew
>has a loving supportive family
>hated by the farms
>lies about being harassed by farmers
>always getting in twitter slapfights
>backs away from them cause she can't the heat like a bitch

>CHAD Pixyteri

>is actually mentally ill
>now is the farms beloved KING
>was once beloved idoru queen
>has a shitty narc mom
>was infact fucked with by cowtippers
>overshares everything on facebook
>doesn't listen to anyone unless they asskiss her
>despite all the crazy, is still the same beloved queen farmers remember
>still buys cosplays and wears them
>having the occassional photoshoot she visibly enjoys
Only one person really deserves to be called "pixie".

No. 270962

>>270949
fun fact but pixielocks stole her name from a more popular lolita pixie-late who is from the uk (where pixie is used as slang)

No. 270983

>>270942
Why the fuck would you tweet about what you assume is a recent suicide? Why would you think out loud that its a suicide at all? God, she is so gross. Jill, get a fucking diary.
And that "I'm sorry you had to witness that", all she witnessed were police cars, surprising that didn't trigger her totally real car crash PTSD.

No. 270994

>>270942
I see the Logan Paul fictive is developing on nicely

No. 270997


No. 271007

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>>270856
>You hurt me by calling me Jill instead of Pixie
I'm absolutely begging this girl to pull her head out of her own ass, get a personality that is not self-victimisation, and learn some empathy for others.

No. 271013

>>270894
Nice misogyny there, troonbie

No. 271015

>>270890
>>271007
I love how she desperately wants to be called "Pixie" as a 260 pound 25 year old

No. 271042

>>270848
>"why do people always call us Jill when they argue with us"
Becuase they aren't arguing with a group of imaginary people that don't exist, they are arguing with the adult woman named Jill. Maybe if you had been autistic you would have taken it literally and understood that using one single name refers to that one single person, instead of using your non-autist skills of reading between the lines and assuming referring to Jill somehow means refers to a whole group of people not named Jill. If you're going to fake a disorder you can't be this sloppy, you have to consistently fake the symptoms Jill.

No. 271044

>>270894
>>270901
Classic troon move of sending rapey threats, on a post about remembering women who were victims of violence.

No. 271046

Wonder what's got Jilly bean so angry? She seems on the more aggressive side lately. Feels like she's getting some kind of push back from her parents (possibly Steve(?)), and blaming all her negative traits on Jerrick (maybe Jax too) isn't working as smoothly as it once did. Considering her latest sperg out with why do people always call us Jill when they argue with us, I'm going to guess she's pissed at her parents. She's also bringing up certain previous criticism such as inconsistent and is raging over those still. She's spiraling in my opinion and trying to soothe her crushed ego. It'll be interesting to see the Cliffe video.

No. 271047

>>271046
Her spirals are always so funny to read about because it's always the most banal shit imaginable. I imagine that the holiday season stress is beginning to get to her/her family. I wonder if she'll buy gifts for people instead of buying cannabis for herself. A part of me believes that she'll expect different gifts for every alter and then get angry when Stephen or her parents don't wanna fork up the cash for them.

No. 271048

>>271047
She did expect gifts for eveey alter last year and does the same this year

No. 271053

>>271048
I can’t lie Steve pulled it off well when he got her the one gift of the ice cream machine and was like oh babe it’s for all the alters they can make their fav flavours. Not a chance I would be buying this spoiled bitch a gift per alter especially when she keeps upping the number of alters.

No. 271064

>>271048
She expects people to buy gifts for her made up personas, oh my god she is so entitled and spoiled.
Steve be like "I bought a double mastectomy for Jerrick so he can be his true self, and a suitcase for Cliffe where he can carry his adult bills and receipts. Cat food for Sandwich of course, it's minced up dead mice, enjoy babe. And here's a pacifier for Berry so I can watch her suc- I mean so she can self-sooth while playing with crayons"

No. 271068

I just wonder when she’ll eventually get too lazy and bored of the larp to keep on with it. Right now it’s her magic golden ticket to superiority above all her larpy friends and she’s suddenly found a way she can act all holier than though and le grand high victim.
Will she ever give it up?
Maybe she’s doomed to making mediocre ‘content’ forever…

No. 271069

>>270942

Jill's major trauma this week:

>not being called pixie


>seeing police searching for someone who might have committed suicide


How does she ever survive such a painful existence?

No. 271070

>>271068
I mean she is probably pretty lazy with it currently, I think she struggles to keep it up at her parents place because she is used to being alone all day. Steve works all day so she can just do what she wants and lie about it later or send a little text now and then saying whatever she wants. If she does go out it’s not like people at the Starbucks drive through give a shit or need a performance. When she was home at her parents place before she mentioned just doing that stuff alone in her bedroom at night so she wasn’t larping for her family during the day.

No. 271071

>>271046
>Considering her latest sperg out with why do people always call us Jill when they argue with us, I'm going to guess she's pissed at her parents
I'm sure her family, having watched her literally since birth know the DID larp is 100% bullshit. Part of her Tweet rant mentioned only calling her Jill if you "know" it's Jill and not OC #17 so it does imply she's possibly angry her family see through her shit and know it's all Jill.

No. 271072

>>270848
Gtfo with the suspected tism jill, this is the most obvious bpd sperg it baffels me she’s still trying to pretend she doesnt have any bad bpd traits

Can’t even accept how bitchy she’s being, it wasn't her intention after all the other person just got mad over jill saying lol. Her entire apology is deflection and “it wasnt my fault”

No. 271075

>>271072
Not to mention an autistic person would be SO unlikely to ever look, act or live anything like her. Even the colours give me a damn headache sometimes. But anything for a powerlevel, right?

No. 271076

>>271071
>>271046
Her subtweeting rant was about her friend she was getting in a fight with posted up thread, not her family. I don't think her family had ever even pseudo 'argued' with her lmao, she's too coddled.

No. 271079

>>271076
There is speculation about that MCR trip she did with her mom but I feel like Louise is the kind to gently suggest something then Jilly hulks out. She would lose her shit entirely if mommy tried anything remotely aggressive. They probably tread on eggshells because they know she self harms to lash out at people.

No. 271082

>>270884
>>270942
Poor Jill, not getting enough attention. She really thought she’d done something with this DID shit but maybe she’s realizing that other people aren’t willing to play pretend with her.
Is anyone else getting narc rage vibes? she angry people won’t do what she wants so tries to frame it with the troon argument of “deadnaming” without calling it that because as we all know deadnaming troons causes them to spontaneously combust and anyone that does such a thing should be publicly flogged. Maybe she thinks “deadnaming“ her should have been met with more defense and reverence.
Then she sees emergency services on a bridge searching for what looks like a jumper, was it the same bridge she said she was contemplating committing suicide from? Was it a little teehee attempt to remind those close to her that it could’ve been her and they need to do more to protect her fragile identity?

No. 271083

Autism literally doesn't have anything to do with how you read tone through text. Why is that such a meme with tiktokers? Even the idea of that is fucking retarded. Autists have problems with interpreting non-verbal communication like body language and tone of voice, not fucking reading and comprehending text. If you can't tell when someone is being sarcastic or something through text, that's not autism, that's just you being genuinely stupid.

No. 271099

>>270848
>blames being a self-centered dickhead on undiagnosed autism instead of her already diagnosed cluster B personality disorder, BPD, which is an official way of saying she has such a disastrously terrible personality and is so moody, full of herself, and quick to point fingers and perceive others’ actions as attacks and then retaliate destructively to those imaginary attacks, that she needs to be medically sedated to keep her in line
Her coming up with autism as a new additional way to make herself look like a perpetual victim and absolve herself of responsibility or any negative personality traits or blame is also BPD behavior.
Autists would be more likely to take statements at face value and accept the basic logic presented in them, instead of trying to read secret emotions between the lines like she is doing and blaming on autism for no good reason.

No. 271105

>>270894
Do troons just spend all day on Twitter looking for anything even remotely terfish to harass women? Can't wait till Steve drinks so much Kool aid he chops his dick off, gets depression and 41 percents himself.

No. 271109

Why even say "suspected tism" at all or for that matter waste thousands for a diagnosis? Obviously she has already made her own decision and will likely hulk out (privately, since she wants to larp as an autist so bad, she'll never admit she officially isn't) and pretend she got the dx anyhow.

No. 271116

>>271105
I think you're reaching way too much. The original account is the premier of the province they're in, so a very public figure/account that he either follows, or the post was recommended to him (they live in the same city). Steve is just attempting to troll the triggered anti-troon guy (honestly, one of his better jokes).

No. 271125

>>271082
>was it the same bridge she said she was contemplating committing suicide from? Was it a little teehee attempt to remind those close to her that it could’ve been her and they need to do more to protect her fragile identity?
I was thinking about that too. Her posting that is actually triggering content. That's why the news doesn't talk about completed suicides because there's an uptick when they do. Jill probably posted that as a way to make her family feel bad but all it does it makes her audience worry.

>>271099
Funny how she also doesn't have the negative autism traits, she only has the "cute" ones that make her quirky.

No. 271130

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Currently she's doubling down hard on the DID larp

No. 271134

>>270880
>Instead of factual
As in her >suspected tism
she only every responds to anything extremely emotionally and defensive. Which is what got her in this situation and she knows she fucked up so it's at the other emotionally manipulative end of love bombing
"uwu ur my only friend pls don't hate me after I hurt you. Don't forget I only did it because you hurt me in the first place I'm the real victim here"

No. 271139

she should go back to japan

No. 271140

>>271139
why? not only is there a language barrier so she can’t tell everyone she meets about how special she is and how deep her DID lore runs (and we all know she never learned japanese), but japan’s mental health understanding is not great so she’d be even more of a laughing stock for “””stimming””” in public or “””switching””” on the subway whilst surrounded by drunk salarymen just trying to get home without this weird foreigner getting up in their grill

No. 271144

>>271140
sounds funny. she should go

No. 271145

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Someone tried to let Jill know that posting about a potential suicide was a shitty thing to do.

No. 271146

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No. 271149

>>271146
she's so fucking insufferable. not everyone is a hater, jillian, you're just sensitive. maybe you should listen to criticism for once and get your head out of your ass. this is just such a bad look. adding a heart emoji doesn't make you right

No. 271150

>>271146

why tweet about it if not for attention? It's not like the person who might have jumped is a friend or family member

No. 271154

>>271146
>influencer
she wishes lol

No. 271156

>>271154
Also- 'jerrick' isn't an influencer- Jill is. God she honestly is SO BAD at this larp. Its actually embarrassing.

No. 271158

>>271130
"epic zinger" The narcissism! I don't think she finds anyone as hilarious as she finds herself. If she ever gets married it will either be to herself or she'll be one of those bridezillas that turns it into a year-long event all about her.

No. 271160

>>271130


so she just sits around filming and watching videos of herself all day? She needs a hobby

No. 271170

>>271146
God I fuckin hate this fat bitch and I'm praying for the day she pisses off someone IRL with her DiD larp and gets the clown makeup smacked off her smug face.

I'll take my a-log ban but Christ on a cracker girl, read the fucking room. If my loved one killed themselves and I went on Twitter and saw jellybean tweeting about how ~traumatized~ she is, I'd lose it. She's such a narcissist little shit, I'm glad her downfall is going to be slow and painful.

No. 271172

>>271160
Her whole goddamn life is a hobby. Bitch needs a fucking job.

No. 271177

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>>271146
They've 'tried this same reach before' but she still hasn't learned from it. She is so reactive that she can't step back from any critique and judge its worth independently. If you see a random suicide it's not really your place to be 'grieving,' that term isn't really applicable to a random nobody that you know nothing about (in fact she was the only one who mentioned a suicide, for all we know it could have been a drowning rescue-case but then she couldn't get the sad trauma points for something like that). She dramatizes everything in her life, even experiences that aren't her's.

No. 271189

>>271145
This reads like a farmer trying to disguise themselves ("God bless"). Stop doing this.

No. 271192

>>271150
>>271150
Even if she wanted to tell just her friends about it, she could have done so in twitter circle. She wanted ass pats because poor Jilly Billy got her ego crushed slightly and wanted to reassure herself that she's the most unique person ever to live. Gross, Jillian.

No. 271194

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No. 271195

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>>271194
Video is 01:01 long.

No. 271201

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>>271130
More tweets stemming off the journaling tweet.

No. 271202

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No. 271203

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No. 271204

>>271194
I really like sparklypinkfairy, a feminine woman with pink hair who insists on being called anything but a woman

No. 271213

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Steve replying to a tweet from Vangelina.

No. 271219

>>271201
straight white women are so BORED. This is hard to read, but they really believe this larp.

No. 271220

>>270894
He's seriously making a joke on a day where 14 women were murdered by a man? fucking hell. Steve and jill are both garbage spoiled shit holes.

No. 271242

>>271201
Hold up, this Ichigo person is UPSET that her psychosis went away???? Having psychotic episodes and hearing voices isn’t a good thing, that’s not something you should miss!!!

No. 271248

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No. 271250

>>271248
Twitter discovering that literally every generation comes in thinking x is old and then says shit like this when they reach x its called being a dumbass kid with no concept of time

No. 271256

>>271177
It also doesn’t make sense to report back about a possible suicide to your audience who’s either mentally ill or obsessed with mental illness. I don’t get the rules for being a MH influencer. Anything goes but if you call her by the name she was using up until last year you’re a monster. Why the fuck is everyone supposed to appease her? It’s a circus

No. 271265

>>271213
My retardedly optimistic tinfoil is that Vangelina and Steebanie talk shit about Jill together. Wishful thinking, I'm sure.
Very disappointed that Vangelina didn't make that video, anyway.

No. 271266

>>271130
>>271201
We are reaching levels of self fellating that shouldn’t be possible

No. 271270

>>271177
I remember ages ago she (jerrick) posted a joke about suicide/killing herself like the day before another DID larper offer themselves and she was posting about how devastated she was etc. I replied pointing out her joke that was literally the tweet before (long before I found this thread, don’t spear me) and she had a bitch about it. Maybe stop saying stupid shit online Jill and people won’t have issues with it?

No. 271273

>>271265
honestly it would be a lot better if another channel were to pick up the video. if vangelina had made a video after the whole mess that happened, jill wouldve just used it as more ammo to claim shes being targeted by crazy stalkers who want to hurt her mental health or whatever, and that would've most likely negatively impacted v's channel. if a channel who is wholly disconnected from jills internet sphere were to make a video about her, however, i think it'd be slightly harder for jill to just dismiss it as a vendetta thing

No. 271277

>>271265
>very disappointed that some literal-who-retard didn't regurgitate milk already documented on the farms and presented it to a wider audience of retards for money and didn't cause more mass migration of newfaggotry to lolcow
anon, pls

No. 271278

>>271277
Imagine Jill's mom paid Vangelina to shut up lol

No. 271287

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Decided to look at how her videos are faring. She needs to add drama into her lousy DID larp if she wants views. Not very exciting that all of her OCs alters get along and protect each other. Jill waited way too long to release the meet the alter videos. She's so bad at doing her supposed job/s. Can't produce videos consistently and isn't trying to book drag shows to promote herself even if the shows are just sign up events. Her grandiose view of herself is what's holding her back. You got to start somewhere and at the bottom before you get to the top. She's delusional. The recent tweets of her whinging over calling her Jill not Pixie is middle school tier embarrassing. I also have a feeling Cliffe is going to talk about the haters in some way. Wonder how she'll top the Flora video in terms of throwing her parents under the bus.

No. 271288

>>271146
It's funny how she's always trying to put the blame on Jerrick when she wants to be mean in public. "Wasn't me, it was my evil second personality!!!"
But ok then, let's tinfoil and say this isn't Jill at all and she is all sweet and bubbly all the time and would never lash out like this. Why would she then not freak out when she sees Jerrick acted like a cunt to her followers and valid criticism? At the very least it's damaging HER, not Jerrick's, brand. Why doesn't she apologise to people? Or at lest get her adult persona Cliffe to do it for her?

No. 271293

>>271146
so jerrick remembers conversations jill and the other alters have but jill doesn't remember which videos "her alters" took on her phone?

No. 271294

>>271273
Kek I had forgotten about the totes real stalker, seems this stalker is just as lazy as Jilly bean funny that.
>>271288
It’s also funny because she was slagging media that depicts DID that way so hard and now is doing exactly the same thing. Are evil alters not a thing and those shows are bad Jilly or is Jerrick the uwu tortured villain Hyde to your Jekyll, can’t have it both ways.

No. 271295

>>271293
She is always so hasty scrambling to insert herself into stuff other people say about their condition and make it about herself that she just forgets her lore completely.

No. 271301

>>271144
ayrt, actually you’re right kek

No. 271302

>>271293
She’s trying to hint that she has deeper more hidden and traumatized alters. It’s a teaser for potential new OCs on the horizon, so people need to hyper analyze every single facet of her personality in order to help her isolate one that is her totes new alters she’s only recently realize exist! We should all feel so privileged to witness and participate in her mental illness, she’s just so special you guys. Truly one of a kind in her trauma and coping mechanisms.

No. 271308

>>271287
It does say a lot that her DID vids get more views than her crafting ones. I assume a lot of people who don’t know her see a woman in rainbow claiming to have a controversial mental illness and want to watch the freak show.

No. 271317

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>>271195
Jill what happened? I thought we cover those eco/environmentally friendly plastic, party decor. Did not one of your cats almost die because of them, and you cover them for that reason. I guess aesthetics won over the life of one of your many accessories.

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>>271317
Only Jill would put a kitschy plastic door-bead-thing on a flat wall and call it interior design.
>>271242
That Ichigo weeb is probably closer to a stalker than Jill realizes. Jill's more concerned about her fat performance photos posted here than of a psycho follower that dressed up as her with excessive gore for Halloween and copies her every move. Now that's creepy.
>>271287
Her views have fallen drastically over the past two years; she used to average 60k+ views per video, some big ticket videos like home renovation and decor would get more than 100k. I wonder how her views would turn around if she released more videos about decoration and remodelling. Especially since her house is in desperate need of new paint. A renovation series could be a good way to turn her failing career around.

No. 271342

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No. 271343

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>>271342
Jill really does hate being perceived as anything that's not a cis woman.

No. 271348

>>271195
>Work from home
Jill, you film one video a month. Go outside for 15 minutes instead of carrying a disco ball to each room.

>>271343
It's a compliant to be called a tranny? Kek

No. 271350

>>271343
wouldn't surprise me if she really didn't believe in trans shit deep down, but loves to claim she's every invader zim species social media cooks up for asspats.

No. 271363

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No. 271372

>>271363

>is being insulted


>Omg this is so validating for my drag


what?

No. 271374

>>271317
it’s amazing she hasn’t moved past the over cluttered crap with a million different colors on her wall after her designer arc. Most people her age have moved past that stage either through maturity or with the popularity of minimalism in 2022. I find it bizarre she claims to have some eye for design that’s worth purchasing or paying attention to when she’s had zero growth, uniqueness, or at the very least “aesthetic” house or wardrobe to admire like most influencers. It’s all a bunch of plastic bright color toys or tacky easter egg clothes.
I know people are allowed to like ugly things and still be likable influencers, but at least they have the self awareness that it’s not cute it’s just personal preference. But Jill truly thinks her style is praise worthy and that she’ll be a well renowned artist riddled with mental illness. I can’t wait for someone to knock her off her pedestal

No. 271379

>>271342
> the nose highlight expanding making the nose look wider
> cheek cut so hard it just looks like a 5 o’clock shadow
> literall dirt visible in her white eyeliner
> blush right next to nose making her look ever more bloated and greesy

She thinks being called a man is a win when it just showcases how horrendous she is at drag

No. 271383

>>271379
Right? Poor troll probably genuinely thought she was a man just off of how bad her makeup skills really are. Someone's who's been at it as long as her should have decent skills but it looks like baby's first trip to Sephora threw up on her face.

No. 271391

>>271363
Ngl, Mr. Redpill is based for being able to call her out like that

No. 271393

>>271374
Before she’s talked about redecorating to have a more ‘mature’ danish pastel aesthetic but of course like so many of her ideas it’s gone to the ideas graveyard to die

No. 271394

>>271391
Pretty sure Mr Redpill is Stephen in the other room trying to take out some anger. Way too on the nose to be real.

No. 271396

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>>271342
What those lips do?

No. 271400

>>271363
This is clearly a cope and she is seething because why is so going on about it this much if she doesn’t care. We all know Jilly doesn’t actually want to look like a man at any point and is aggressively feminine.

No. 271426

>>271379
My favorite game whenever anons repost her tiktoks. Check her eyeliner. It's almost never filled in or the lines are wonky as shit, it's so bad you can even notice in literal potato quality.

No. 271435

>>271363
Why would she reply to this? A professional would just block and ignore. Her newest hyperfixation is making drama.

No. 271437

>>271396
Eat kek

No. 271455

>>271394
>>271437
lol sometimes i love this thread

No. 271470

>>271363
>if someone said "u have a cock" to me i'd be ELATED
These people are so pathetic. Maybe we were too quick to judge lobotomies, perhaps they did some good. Bring them back fr.

No. 271474

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No. 271478

>>271474

Sure Jill, THATS why your views are so low. People just aren't watching YouTube anymore. Couldn't possibly be your abysmal uploading schedule and insufferable, lazy content.

No. 271493

>>271474
Nice misogyny from the person she's replying to with the shane dawson's ex from ten years ago like she has no personality of her own, even a whole decade later.

Pixie and Stevie interact in such an internet poisoned way it's impossible to tell the difference between them, she's one manic fit away from simply spamming suck my weiner 100 times on the jerrick account

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>>271342
>>271343
>>271363
>"I'm not bothered"
>Spergs on twitter
>Proceeds to talk about the dumb twitter slapfight on facebook
Jfc Jillian how much fucking attention do you need?

No. 271502

>>271474

Maybe the reasons Jill's views are so low is because her videos aren't good. Most of them are her malding over drama, the DIDb larp and occasionally the fashion videos people subscribed for in the first place

No. 271503

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>>271500
>14 likes on twitter
>despite being verified and having how many followers?
>7 comments on "muh FB drag account"
>4 shared it
>30 likes
Bleak. She really has the audacity to wonder why her YT numbers are low when her engagement on other SM accounts is equally shit.

No. 271506

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>>271502
>Most of them are her malding over drama, the DIDb larp and occasionally the fashion videos people subscribed for in the first place
She literally thinks she's god's greatest gift to humanity and therefore people should just give praise, attention, money, and gifts because she exists. It's frustrating how she had an audience but throw that away just to play stoner munchie and whinge over the most trivial things. She has to be very insufferable to be around since she constantly changes how you need to interact with her. I don't know how anyone has the energy to be around her for more than a few hours, if even, at a time.

No. 271517

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No. 271521

>>271517
It's a bit of a reach but why if Jill & Stephen are so strapped for money you'd think they'd shop at value-stores rather than top-tier expensive grocers.

No. 271528

>>27151

these 2 actually leave the house to go shopping?

No. 271530

>>271521
It's probably to buy Plan-B after he DDLG'd Berry or something. that shit can't be bought at Dollarama you know

No. 271534

>>271506
I think it really bothers her because lately she's been referring to herself as an "influencer" more. Vlogs and lifestyle generally dropped off on youtube and people are only interested in the lives of hot rich people on Instagram. Right now the most popular content online are tiktok spectacles and crazy stunts, video game/hobby essays, outrageous bait titles (like mr beast) that actually happen in the video etc.
She doesn't do anything entertaining, she just talks about herself.

No. 271542

>>271521
do you consider loblaws top tier? they're more midrange. it's not like it's metro or something.

No. 271543

>>271506
It's probably why Steven needs his own room and she doesn't talk about her mom as much tbh. I think her friends hang out with her because she has a house, alcohol and they can smoke weed inside while watching TV. Outside of that her life must be lonely. Maybe that's why she made up all of those OCs, because she alienated all her IRL friends by being an insufferable twat.

No. 271562

>>271534
I think she sees herself as some kind of YouTube veteran up on her high horse above all the newbie tik tok influencers, while also simultaneously seething that she’s not one of them. The stupid thing is that she absolutely could be big on tik tok, she came in with an established fan base and a niche aesthetic to help her stand out. But she’s so preoccupied in giving herself the praise of someone who is succeeding, without actually doing the work. And she knows it too, deep down. That’s why she’s so miserable at her core, but doesn’t want to admit that she needs to actually work to change her behaviors

No. 271592

>>271248
Kinda ironic considering she makes her 35yo alter act like a clueless boomer kek

No. 271607

>>271506
Not to mention YouTubers have an expiration date, (almost) all creators know that and the smart ones have a plan for what to do when their popularity has peaked. She started YouTube eight years ago, except for the lucky 0.1%, content creators don’t stay consistently popular for a decade. It doesn’t matter if she maintains a regular upload schedule, or transfers completely to tiktok, her time as an “influencer” is up. The switch to DID content was just the final nail in the coffin.

No. 271620

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Steve is definitely a gay troon. We knew this, yes, but further confirmation.
Top pic is from his likes. Bottom is just an example of Steve's current inspiration/taste in men kek

No. 271623

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No. 271624

>>271620
Come on, Steebie come out of the closet on Jill’s channel. Everyone will applaud you./

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No. 271645

>>271631
punchable

No. 271655

>>271630
A-log her entire dumbass audience

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No. 271660

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No. 271661

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No. 271669

>>271661
I thought she walked back the Veronica intersex thing after finding out intersex isn’t a gender. Or is she a trans woman now. If she’s intersex (I know she’s not real but speaking as if she’s an OC) then she would still be a woman….so what gender euphoria unless she is really saying that Veronica is Kikomi irl

No. 271670

>>271630
That red hair statistic is literally some bullshit that DissociaDID made up, and hasn’t ever actually been proven. Solid proof that these DID ‘influencers’ are actively doing harm and spreading misinformation.

>>271661
That doesn’t even make sense to her larp? Why would her ultra fem slutty alter love someone saying she openly looks like a man dressed as a woman? I swear Jill would yass queen any assumption about her alters as long as it was affirming her diagnosis

No. 271673

>>271661
>[Veronica pegging Steve tinfoil intensifies]

>>271669
It would be great if the ridiculously stereotyped bimbo alter that sexually harasses people turns out to be a transwoman, and the type who loves having a girldick at that. Jill please please make this happen, it will get tons of views I swear. Just look at Dylan Mulvaney! You can call Veronica’s strap-on a Barbie rod or something, totally on brand.

>>271670
She does seem to affirm every weird headcanon her followers have about her alters no matter what. Has she ever said “no actually so-and-so wouldn’t like that”? I know it’s all one big attention grab but surely her followers get things wrong about her OCs sometimes?

No. 271677

>>271661
>>271669
She is such a fucking idiot with a base level understanding of things. Intersex conditions are incredibly varied like thousands of types it’s not just oh you look like a woman but you have a dick. Read a book without pictures once in your life Jillian especially before spouting stuff like this. The most common form of intersex is hormonal, having visible external difference to genitals isn’t super common and again it’s incredibly varied the odds of you being just visibly a woman but with male genitals are so low. A lot of people even with genital variation don’t discover this stuff until puberty because it’s not remotely like what they show on tv which will be where all her knowledge comes from. You wouldn’t be a chick with a dick you would be something like chick with a vagina with no opening and one internal testicle, dumbass.

No. 271681

>>270449
Do anons still want a summary?

No. 271682

>>271630
Damn she’s gotten FAT. What happened to losing 30lbs? She put her scale on the carpet when she weighed herself cause goddamn she so portly she has no neck and chipmunk cheeks.
Also why is that the only outfit she’s been wearing lately besides her other alters’ “uniforms”?

No. 271683

>>271681
Yes please

No. 271688

>>271660
she really thinks liking different genres of music makes her mentally ill

No. 271691

>>270449
>is drinking water, coffee and orange juice (orange juice because she hasn’t eaten all day)
>asks if it’s okay for her to talk about Christmas since some people have ‘literal trauma from looking at a Christmas tree’
>her friend group has 8 people and they are doing secret Santa. The only people she is buying gifts for are stevie, her mom, her secret Santa. She is making gifts for the rest by crocheting and sewing
>mad arm warmers for an internet friend because they were going through something (similar situation to bobo perhaps)
>talked about stevie’s niece (who she calls her niece) and how she has a rainbow haired doll who she called Jillian
>had a ‘mental illness moment’ when she saw peeps nail polish and also said she forgot to add peeps to her special interests chart
>Jennifer needs a wash (the large yellow peep hasn’t been washed since she moved in)
>jump cut at 26.42 ??
>said that flora said that she is very productive on short days because she stays in the room where the sun is and organises her day around that
>video plan list: digitising her wardrobe (like in clueless but she hasn’t seen it and she didn’t know the main character is called Cher)
>says her fashion content does worse than her personal content but she will keep making both
>other video ideas: do I really have DID? (But then says she wants to cool it on controversial videos), Cliffe meet the alter
>Jerrick comes out when there are problems with technology
>her computer was too old to redownload photoshop so she had to get a new one but LUCKILY stevie was selling his old MacBook on Facebook marketplace so she just got that (did not say if she bought it from him or just took it)
>other video ideas: ‘is lazy oaf fast fashion?’ (Since they updated their sustainability and ethics page), the art of mending, Christmas cookie competition with Stevie, system update and recent integration (Amanda has integrated already??)
>will be doing a pompompurin look
>shows covers of her old sketchbooks, in one there is a poem that starts with ‘my sweet androgynous love’ kek
>another video idea is painting a mural in her house
>talks about Jax’s accent and someone in chat says ‘maybe you’re just bad at doing the accent’ KEK
>Cliffe has a little bit of a British accent
>someone said ‘my voice sounds different in my head’ and then Jillian goes ‘are you plural or are you singular because maybe that’s just a thing, maybe that’s a neurotypical thing too’
>talks about how she’s a bad actor and mentioned that people say she is larping when she can’t even role play in dnd
>’jerrick just sounds like me in my head… his voice sounds like the body’s voice, that’s what I mean by that’
>says she needs to go because her tummy sent her a ‘you need to eat warning’

No. 271692

>>271691
>she forgot to add peeps to her special interests
She is so bad at larping autism she forgot her own "special interest", aka the thing that is on an autists mind 24/7, is all they want to do and talk about, that they intensely like and care about. She "forgot" about it? Girl please.
>talks about how she’s a bad actor and mentioned that people say she is larping when she can’t even role play in dnd
Yes Jill and that's why we know you're faking it, because you are truly a bad actor.

No. 271693

>>271692
And she’s already shamelessly using autism terms for herself even though she says she just “suspects” autism. If she did get an assessment at this point I would doubt it just like her self-reported DID.
She thinks every single thing she likes is a special interest even though a lot of her phases, if they were in line with any medical term, would be more like hyperfixations. She had a short lived obsessive peeps phase and then it died down into something more normal. That hyperfocused “this is my new identity now” consumerist style hopping is the type of thing that’s seen really often in BPD, too, which is clearly the core issue here.
Her having a chart of a dozen hobbies, styles, and products she’s liked throughout her life isn’t really anything like an autistic special interest. It’s just her interests.

No. 271694

>>271691
>asks if it’s okay for her to talk about Christmas since some people have ‘literal trauma from looking at a Christmas tree’

Ofc christmas is too triggering but no problems with speculating and bringing up suicide every chance she gets

No. 271696

>>271691
She is bad at acting yet she did musical theatre for years and was salty she didn’t get the lead role that time? She also brags about it and has an inflated sense of how great she was so what is it Jilly do you suck at acting or do you suck at musical theatre?

No. 271697

>>271691
Being bad at acting doesn’t preclude her from LARPing DID, she’s just bad at it. Which is why she won’t do it in public around people who know her.

No. 271704

>>271691
>someone said ‘my voice sounds different in my head’ and then Jillian goes ‘are you plural or are you singular because maybe that’s just a thing, maybe that’s a neurotypical thing too’
Being mentally ill is not the same as being neurodivergent! There are very specific conditions that count as neurodivergent, and neither DID nor BPD are on that list. She and Stevie used the same language in their DID partner video, I don’t get why no one is calling her out on this. Especially people who actually are neurodivergent. Jill is certainly mentally ill to some capacity, but she’s neurotypical

No. 271709

>>271630
Will never get over just how confidently random people on Tik Tok pull "facts" about one of the most controversial and least researched diagnoses in psychology out of their asses.

No. 271717

>>271704
She was called out on it ages ago, before even the DID diagnostic impression IIRC? First she tried to say that BPD counts as neurodivergence, then she claimed she has trichotillomania which apparently counts, somehow. After getting too much pushback she removed it from her bio but clearly she’s never stopped coveting the label for herself. If anyone were to call her out now she’d reply that she suspects she has autism and self-diagnosis is valid yada yada.

No. 271721

>>271717
At this rate it’s fair game for her to become an information source for any disorder under the guise of self diagnosis. It’s absolutely insane. Where does it stop? How is it possible she went from no diagnosis growing up with helicopter parents to what, now 5? Jill, you have bpd and you’re obsessed with self victimization and finding the most unique identity. That’s it. This is all on par with people taking pictures of their self harm cuts 10 years ago. It’s a pissing contest. Calling it now, she’ll drop a majority of this when severe mental illness aestheticism loses its shine. This stuff isn’t going to stick around in 4 years, the internet moves too quickly. Glad to see her document this phase inconsistently so boldly though.

No. 271722

>>271660
Jill hyping up Demi Lovato, who has diagnosed bipolar disorder yet refuses to treat or accept it, is insanely ignorant to me.
Demi Lovato also just partnered with and promoted Gaia, a company that promotes anti-semitic conspiracy theories about lizard people by David Ike. David Ike is a notorious racist & bigot who claimed to be a God.
LOL.
Is Jill this clueless or does she just love shouting out and supporting problematic queens?

No. 271723

>>271722
She just doesn’t care lol.

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No. 271739

>>271722
She is a hypocrite, she loves a messy drama whore. She said herself she loves drama videos. She has been an unironic Trisha paytas stan for years and she loved Shane Dawson. She uses Veronica as a shield, oh it’s not Jill that loves daramwhores it’s Veronica!

No. 271740

>>271737
Using an alter as an excuse to talk shit about people and vagueposting yet again. It’s so transparent what she is doing.

No. 271741

>>271728
any anon cares to summarize? I cant sit through her uninformed opinions

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No. 271743

>>271728
Oh I'm sure this is going to be just riveting and deeply insightful.

No. 271744

>>271728
She's been putting out more videos lately. Wonder why?

No. 271746

>>271728
I hate when she does this voice the fucking most. It's so painfully fake.

No. 271756

>>271744
Trying to exit her flop era and post weekly (tinfoil is that her mom told her to get off her ass and work)

No. 271757

>>271728
Put that thing (tongue) back where it came from or so help me

No. 271759

>>271728
does this retard really think she has any authority to be speaking on this in any way? may i remind you of >>270674

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No. 271764

>>271744
She’s trying to get views back. In the newest vid (the AI one) she was heavily patting herself on the back for uploading “consistently” and said she wants to make more videos about popular topics that are being gossiped about.

No. 271765

>>271764
nta so she's making videos discussing topics she has no authority on, how thrilling. She'd be better off going back to her old style of kawaii fashion and hauls, unless it's because she no longer lives with mommy and daddy so they can't buy her all the things she wants anymore.

No. 271767

>>271728
I know her main concern is keeping the weekly upload schedule, but this seems so random. She’s not a visual artist, this has nothing to do with her brand. While the Barbie review video wasn’t well executed, it at least made sense since it was about fashion. This seems like she’s just picking a trending topic to try to be relevant and come up in search results

No. 271775

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>>271728
she just rephrases what other people said on tiktok

No. 271776

>>271764
Can't wait for the tea spill video arc it's about time she leaned into her innate toxicity

No. 271782

>>271776
Fuck Vangelica for leading us on kek. It’ll happen on its own though and it’ll be more satisfying that way

No. 271785

>>271782
nta I've wanted to make my own video but it doesn't carry the same weight from an unknown channel vs a well established one with many subscribers because otherwise she would just say it's another "hater" from lc which BTW a lot of us are former fans that dumb fuck

No. 271790

>>271744
everyone YouTubers make more money during holiday months (Adsense month) which is why they do vlogmas etc.

No. 271878

>>271767
There’s so many easy video ideas she could do in the lead up to Christmas that would actually be on brand, like a crochet gift ideas tutorial series or whatever. But she’s just got to insert herself into ever conversation

No. 271911

>>271736
PUT YOUR TONGUE BACK IN YOUR MOUTH JILL GOD DAMN IT

No. 271924

>>271764
Patting herself on the back for churning out the most garbage low effort content, classic Jillian.

No. 271960

>>271764
If she got her information from tiktok why should she be informing people on YouTube since it’s “dying”?

No. 271971

>>271924

Even at her peak pre-DID, I couldn't give a shit what she has to say about hot button issues. All I ever cared about was her clothing hauls and uwu cute thrifting.

>>271924

No. 272006

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Sounds like she just greened…

No. 272007

>>272006
Still curious which meds she's taking

No. 272008


No. 272009

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>>272006
And what better way to cure it with more weed!

No. 272010

People who have a legitimate serious mental illness and forget their pills require hospitalization or conservatorship. This is a very serious thing to joke about if you're actually sick.

No. 272011

>>272010
Usually missing your meds makes you pretty sick and your head hurt, aside from psychological stuff. Your body on a high dose gets used to the amount you take so when you're off it, it throws things out of wack. that's why when people go off anti-depressants, they usually gradually lower their dose. I can't imagine her psychological meds work well in combination with weed? that doesn't sound right.

No. 272024

>>272006
Really? Marijuana symptoms are a "really unpleasant" part of the "did experience"?

No. 272027

>>272009
WTF? Waxy flexibility is a schizophrenia symptom.

No. 272034

>>272027
It's a symptom of Catatonia which is a feature of schizophrenia but not exclusive to it. It's been thrown around in the did mass hysteria for a while now. DissociaDID was one of the first to mention it ages back.

No. 272049

>>272009
the way she relies too much on stroonvie is creepy to me. Specially when you add the DDGL layer they seem to have.

No. 272051

>>271736
wow she has the most punchable face kek
>>271728
did she really need to make that stupid face in the thumbnail? it's also obvious that she made this video just to be relevant. News flash jilly no1curss about this topic anymore. She's the least trustworthy person to talk about art too. Since she's not even an artist.

No. 272083

>>272006
I can tell how mentally ill she is by the way she prioritizes giving a play by play of her dissociation, a condition that would keep you from being lucid enough to interact online. It’s really pertinent to her recovery that she give her munchie Twitter followers a log of her self reported symptoms. Because you know, she’s definitely trying to “integrate” and get better, as a responsible mental health influencer. /s

No. 272086

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No. 272089

>>272083
Samefag but this got me thinking. I think it’s a valid criticism that would be well accepted across the internet that it’s not okay to be a self proclaimed “mental health advocate” and not make any clear steps to better yourself as someone with a supposed rare trauma disorder. Everyone and their mom knows what it’s like to be mentally ill to some extent, we don’t need any more awareness online. It’s not beneficial in any way to drone on about your symptoms to your followers who probably follow you for fashion lifestyle content in the first place. If you’re getting sponsored on YouTube, you’re running a business, not a live journal feed. it’s time to edit that shit down. Even if people disagree that it’s oversharing and self-obsessed, it’s agreeable that not trying to integrate your oc’s is not an appropriate recommendation to your followers. Anyone who will successfully recover from mental illness and wants to help others succeed knows you can’t make your illness your online brand for the world to see. If you are not discussing it in a clinical manner, but instead as quirky oc’s that must be validated as real people by your followers (as Jill does), you do not need to be discussing it online. Worse than that, I think she is guilty of advising against recovery to some extent. I know that’s not necessarily what she says, but she has in the past validated non-integration. Not to mention the weed and alcohol consumption without any asterisks around the importance of her doctor giving her the okay. So far, non-recovery seems to be her plan of action for herself. The mysticism she plants about the super crazy voice and mannerism changes makes it clear she will fuel the shock and praise that DID gets from her followers for as long as possible. For someone who supposedly had DID since childhood, she sure is constantly surprised by her own symptoms like it’s brand new to her. She’s will continue to be in recovery limbo for as long as she can, which includes discussing trauma, dissociation, and suicide casually and frequently. Not to mention signing up your partner to be your forever caregiver who’s clearly depressed themselves.
All that said it’s all a croc of shit and doesn’t really matter, but if Jill were larping any other real illness like suicide idealization/self harm/ depression (you know, the less aesthetic ones) she would be advocating for people to not change their behavior or get treatment they actually need under the guise of mental illness positivity. She might defend that she goes to therapy, but unless they’re actively working on getting rid of these characters or stopping her from dissociating (all lies- I’m speaking as according to her) she’s just paying to talk to someone to fill her narc supply. I’m tired of her pretending like her life isn’t a total bpd circus. But I think her flying monkey followers defending her are even more crazy, how could someone miss that many red flags. There’s some very valid criticism to be made that I think most people online would agree with unless they’re in whatever Twitter cult Jill’s in.

No. 272096

>>272049
He tucks her into bed, feeds her, runs baths for her, gets weed for her, apparently manages her medication and after the car crash he was the one who reminded her to put on the “please be patient I have autism” lanyard that she doesn’t need before interacting with the police. He infantilises and enables her and I have a really hard time feeling sorry for him no matter how badly “Jerrick” treats him. Hell if my boyfriend got off on treating me like a baby and I was already faking multiple personality disorder I’d also come up with an alter to tell the creep to fuck of sometimes.

No. 272097

>>272086
Well we know why she’s been getting fatter nonnies. She’s eating for SIX!

No. 272098

>>271691
>Jerrick comes out when there are problems with technology
Late but why is Jerrick the IT guy? Kinda seems funny to me. Obviously can't be Cliffe kek

No. 272099

>>272006
>>272027
>>272034
Can you imagine Jill just standing in the middle of their house playing pantomime and Stevie having to awkwardly get them to bath, so they can stop their larp episode?

No. 272106

>>272086
This is beyond sad
>weed makes me normal
Who knows what she thinks is "normal" as a baseline
>changing OCs mid-snack is sharing
You are eating and idk? having different feelings while eating which means a second person is?the state of her life. The fact she has money, family, friends, fans online, good health, and is still this self-destructive

No. 272108

>>272106
Samefag, 133 likes on that one about eating food with yourself is "sharing"
What is there to like about that. It's just incredibly sad and I always think if she is still doing this in 20 years she will be completely alone and unloved, just another crazy lady. She's coasting off the extended teenhood she's currently in (via teenage OCs and general overtly childish behaviour and appearance) but this will start to fall apart in 10 years or less. And at her current rate of self destruction I don't see recovery in her future. She's one of those lolcows who get worse and worse and eventually become horrorcows imo.

No. 272112

>>272086
Sounds exactly like how my friends and I would when we roleplayed in the chat as preteens, I'm not even exaggerating it's like a trip to the past. I know it's been said ad infinitum but she's so fucking bad at making this larp even slightly genuine.

No. 272120

>>272011
Not to mention you don't even feel that shit until you miss it for several days. At least my personal experience with antidepressants is that it takes me ~3 days to realize something is up. She just feels so much like that one girl in school that would just randomly pretend to be "crazy O.o" when she didn't have attention for 0.5 seconds, talk about how she hears voices and missed her "meds" so now her evil side is coming out. She's just fucking BPD but saying she has DID means her shitty behavior can't be changed because it's neurological and not behavioral so she gets a free pass
>>272096
>Hell if my boyfriend got off on treating me like a baby and I was already faking multiple personality disorder I’d also come up with an alter to tell the creep to fuck of sometimes.
I raise you: Jill saying "Jerrick" hates him to his face

No. 272122

>>272120
It depends on the dose she's taking, but this sounds way more like weed/alcohol+awful diet and health than just med related.

No. 272130

>>272120
missing one day of effexor can really fuck you up. I tapered carefully and it still fucked me up

very curious what meds she is on though. and what they are for.

No. 272133

>>272130
No idea about now, but she mentioned seroquil and escitalopram in the past

No. 272134

>>272010
sis it's not that dangerous to miss one day of meds. calm the fuck down, your jill hate is making you sound deranged

No. 272136

>>272089
Oh for sure. The current state of internet "advocates" as a whole is just people confusing advocacy with indulgence.

No. 272137

>>272120
This retarded blogging is getting too much. No one cares how your anti-depressants personally affect you or your inability to realize there are many different psychiatric drugs in existence, some of which act differently to the specific anti-depressants you take.

No. 272139

>>272009
If she truly needs this level of care then what does she do when Steve is at work, presumably he works full time. Either she can live independently or she has support needs and is an uwu baby that can’t look after herself. It’s already tenuous that berry is apparently a real child yet they leave her home alone constantly.

No. 272141

>>272010
If a medication could fuck you up that badly from not taking it for a day it probably wouldn'tve been prescribed in the first place

Serious outcomes normally happen a few days to a week of missed doses once the drug is out of your system is when your system goes into shock.
>>272006
Jill is exaggerating and trying to show off how very real and serious her condition is because if she doesn't take her meds her mental illness which is so severe even with meds will get so so much worse. She's trying to prove that she is sick to everyone. Like those kids who show off how many antidepressants they've been on and how high of a dose it is just to prove they are the most mentally ill person in the world

Jill can go back to this tweet to be like: I NEED my meds look what happens when I don't take them.
but you could also say junkies need their street drugs because they suffer withdrawal when they don't get their fix

No. 272142

>>272141
>Like those kids who show off how many antidepressants they've been on and how high of a dose it is just to prove they are the most mentally ill person in the world

Are the anons here blogposting about there depression and medication as if they're the only legitimately depressed people and everyone else including Jill is faking

No. 272143

>>272108
There's probably many chicks in Jill's highschool graduating year that have kids. Maybe a couple of kids. Husbands. There's chicks pursuing their master's by this age. Chicks that have already succeeded in their careers. Left their province for bigger and greener pastures. Chicks with mortgages and who know how to ride an airplane alone.

Every single aspect of this is about wanting the "extended teenagehood." Every single aspect of this is about wanting to be the "most special" person to ever come from her hometown. It's about not wanting to grow up, not wanting responsibilities. And I ultimately maintain the tinfoil that she simply does not want to become her mom and doesn't respect her mom - because she views being a mom as being a failure, especially in the artistic sense (which is funny because her mom is very successful in the arts and in general - literally living the dream in all respects). I could go on and on about this tinfoil. But Jill's simply looking for a way to eschew responsibility, because that's what it always fucking is, and it's because she doesn't respect her mom, and is also envious of her.

No. 272144

>>272143
sorry for same-fagging but - this can all be pretty clearly seen in the fact that she sees her mom as "just a mom" ("my silly, stupid mom") and not as the successful woman in the arts that she is. Jill definitely thinks she's better, more special, much smarter, much more talented, yet ultimately has nothing to show for any of that. It's interesting.

No. 272145

>>272141
Do we even know what Jill is on? If she’s on something she doesn’t need it’s very possible she’s having issues with a single missed dose. Or the amount could be the issue, even ibuprofen has rebound side effects if you take too much often enough. Hell if she’s not smoking enough weed or over sleeping she could feel exactly what she’s describing.
That’s the problem with Jill’s mental health issues. There probably is a legit reason why she feels like shit but she’ll never work out what it is because it’s masked by so many bad lifestyle choices.
If she truly wanted to get better she’d eat healthier and start exercising, get off the weed and her ass and go outside. She doesn’t want to get better though, as other anons have mentioned, she wants to stay ill so she can be forever babied or alternatively she’s in deep denial about her choices that have led her to this steep health decline.
At any moment she could do something to improve herself but she won’t. She’s going to hit 30 and have big regrets about the negligence she’s treated herself with. At which point she’ll either blame everyone else as per usual or actually take action, which she could do right now by quitting the fucking weed and doing anything else besides fixating on her mental health.

No. 272150

>>272141
>If a medication could fuck you up that badly from not taking it for a day it probably wouldn'tve been prescribed in the first place
I'm not gonna blog as to not add more stupidity to this thread, but sometimes the only medication that works has side effects anyway. You and your doctor have to decide if the benefits outweigh them. Then you either deal with it like an adult and do your best to avoid the situations that will trigger said side effects (for example keeping track of when you took your meds, having a balanced diet, avoiding some other drugs and alcohol etc) or you whine about it like a little bitch to anyone who will listen.

No. 272152

>>272145
Missing a day of your medication can (for some people) make you feel out of it, spacey, emotional, physically sick and dizzy, and cause brain zaps and migraines, among other things. It’s not unreasonable that she legitimately did miss a day and felt like shit, it’s a normal thing that happens. As someone said above, her mentioning it was just a way to ‘prove’ that she’s really mentally I’ll because she’s on medication, in the same way a teenager thinks it makes them some sort of manic pixie dream girl

No. 272157

>>272152
withdrawal from SNRIs after one missed dose can be this severe. But I think SNRI is not typically taken at night. Stevie should not be responsible for reminding her and she is greatly exaggerating the language she's using to talk about it, making it sound like she has schizophrenia or like her meds help her alters communicate, kek "screaming at my body"

She was probably greenin'

No. 272164

>>272133
She had said before that she stopped her meds and was just smoking weed so I wonder. I feel like if she was taking anything heavy she wouldn’t have been able to hold back from bragging about it and showing it off as proof of how ill she is. She told us about past meds and brags about even the slightest thing if she was on some fucked up hard meds we would know. Idk seems suspicious to me, maybe she just had to spend a couple of moments sober and couldn’t hack it. She herself has said she is an all day every day stoner I could imagine being sober being weird if you are used to being inebriated 24/7.

No. 272169

>>272150
I was talking about hospitalization. If a medication is serious enough to require hospitalization after a missed dose than she either wouldn't be prescribed it or would be living in a care home.

No. 272170

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Imagine being stuck at home all day with Jill in a snowstorm, rip stevie

No. 272171

>>272164
I could be wrong, but I think it was mentioned a few threads ago that after the "only medicate with weed lol!" phase, she did go back to perscription medicine. Iirc she had a meltdown and was grateful to steebie for going out of the house to get her medication because she didn't want to leave.

No. 272174

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>>272171
She has a few tweets about feeling super bad when she misses 1 seroquil so I'm gonna guess it's that

No. 272176

>>272170
Uh oh she accidentally said she’s a year older than she is. Inb4 she claims it’s a new alter forming

No. 272179

>>272174
Damn as a seroquel anon she really got the shit end of the side effects if missing one dose really did fuck her up this bad kek

No. 272181

>>272179
Why doesn’t she change meds if missing one fucks her up this bad?

No. 272193

>>272181
Probably because she doesn't want to put in the work of finding a medication that helps without the nasty side effects

No. 272194

>>272170
I thought it said "make soap" for a split second kek, sorry kawaii soap nonny.

No. 272214

I know we are all different but I work with a guy that's Bipolar/schizophrenic. The man takes lithium to be able to function. If he missed a dose once, it does nothing major, especially a daily. She's either too fragile to exist, or lying.

No. 272215

>>272214
I'm also bipolar and I take Seroquel. If I miss a day I can't sleep as well, a little bit of nausea too if I don't eat as much. But that's it. It only gets bad if you miss like 4 pills in a row, then the side effects are bad. She definitely is lying. Or it's the amount of weed she's smoking that's affecting her.

No. 272216

>>272181
Why anything with Jill? Why fucking bother.

No. 272221

>>272174
her incessant need to mention every single time she misses her meds for a (1) day

You’d think someone with DID would be used to not keeping up with daily chores..

No. 272261

>>272164
Tinfoil but since she has bragged about her medications in the past and specified their names, maybe she isn’t even taking anything for mental health but it’s instead a medication for her physical health but acts like it’s for mental illness. However this is tinfoil

No. 272262

>>272261
Samefag, just saw she talked about seroquil so never mind

No. 272263

>>272179
>>272181
>>272214
Could it be because she might be taking a high dose? Not discounting that she could be lying of course. But if I forget my antidepressants 1 day I get very nauseous and shaking because I'm on the highest dose.

No. 272271

>>272263
Anons have discussed in the past months how since she doesn't tweet about therapy anymore, she isn't visiting any doctors (presumably). And it would be bad if she just kept taking the same high dose for years without changing, according to her twitter she tried to stop seroquil in 2018 but went back to it and was still taking it 2020.

No. 272294

Is there a reason this thread has turned into a blog for retards to talk about their own irrelevant personal experiences with medication? Pretty enlightening as to the motivation for many of you in following Jill though.

No. 272295

>>272294
Because they’re trying to prove her obvious lying retard.

No. 272296

>>272294
The past 4-5 threads have seen a massive uptick in unintegrated Jill fans. It was already bad before but now there are tons of newfags who learned of this site from Jill's own video. Naturally the overall quality of discussion has totally dropped. I wish we could have hell week again.

No. 272297

>>272294
I’m annoyed by it too. It’s just paragraphs sperging out.

No. 272298

>>272295
Someone blogging about their personal experience with meds doesn't "pRoVe" anything. It's just a very transparent excuse to blog about how you take psych meds and have such an interesting mental illness that is totally more real and debilitating than Jill's. But you don't overshare like her, of course. No one cares and the rest of us are not retarded and therefore can tell when she is lying without your unfortunate life story.

No. 272299

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'I just love ME'

No. 272310

>>272112
Exactly what I thought of. I used to do roleplays on AIM/Yahoo chat where i'd play different people. friends were aware. But now Jill is doing this IRL and taking it seriously. I dunno why zoomers cant tell reality from this fake bullshit. She's just going to keep getting fatter and fatter for 2023.

No. 272311

>>272299
Not very inclusive if your other alters, Jillybean

No. 272312

>>271760
>slutty little muppet girl
Fags are so sexist, it's insane they never get called out.

No. 272313

>>271734
>shirt covered in cat hair

No. 272316

>>272299
>>272311
kek right?
>i love being me
I guess Pixie is only an “us” when she’s picking fights.

No. 272318

>>272299
>content creator friends
who? the other DIDfags and mental illness larpers?
>I love being me
Jfc shut the fuck up narcissist you're obese, do shit for attention, and smoke weed every day to evade the reality of being a nobody.

No. 272319

>>272027
>WTF? Waxy flexibility is a schizophrenia symptom.
she just wants every single disease in the world.

No. 272320

>>272310
Zoomers are the same people who think the only person who can play a gay character is a gay actor. It’s hard for them to distinguish fantasy from reality.

No. 272328

>>272144
kek i imagine this anon as jill's mom venting on jill's thread because she's too afraid to stand up for herself

No. 272329

>>272328
Would be funny if true but alas - no, it's just me reading way too much between the lines of their interactions. No one seems invigorated by my theory but I am pretty goddamn certain of it being the case. They might like to project a super healthy relationship to the world, but I think almost all the issues stem from their unhealthy, competetive relationship.

No. 272341

>>272329

It's not a bad theory, but I don't think the strain comes from competitiveness. I'm sure her mother is conflicted because she doesn't want to hurt Jill's feelings by trying to point her towards a more profitable career, but no parent wants to sit by and watch their kid fail either. Supportive parents want to help their child succeed and have a good career (like her parents have). Jill just keeps shooting herself in the foot, and her views/patreon numbers show that. Her parents aren't dumb, they have to see the 'Youtube path' as a dead end and Jill is just being lazy. That must cause a lot of strain.

No. 272343

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Surprised no one’s posted it yet, looks like the Cliffe video will be up soon

No. 272345

>>272343
Something tells me we're going to get the obligatory british alter that every white woman has. another tells me it's going to be a laughably bad gay man stereotype. from what we've seen, no shot it isn't.

No. 272346

>>272343
When I first scrolled past this I thought it was a screenshot of Steven.

No. 272347

>>272343
Nitpick but why is she flaring her nostrils so hard

No. 272348

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>>272346
kek what are the ethics of someone with DID having an introject of their partner I wonder

No. 272349

>>272343
Can’t wait to see her badly roleplay a gay man from Rupaul’s drag race. Absolutely hilarious how her pretending to be a lesbian for the aesthetic and clout years ago despite literally never once being interested in actually having sex with a woman, has now warped so far she’s doing this shit and pretending she has a bonafide older gay drag queen who lives in her head, fucking kek.

No. 272355

>>272343
She deadass made a grey, minimalist backdrop for this video I'm laughing so hard, how can anyone think this is involuntary.

No. 272357

>>272348

am i crazy or is that a harry potter candle?mug? behind her? very sus for someone who is thinks that j k rowling is basically the antichrist

No. 272362

>>272098
jerrick kins peridot from steven universe. peridot is the most techy gem and according to fans is autism coded rofl

No. 272363

>>272355
Just seeing this screenshot alone really drives home how fucking stupid this all is. Do you think we're fucking retards, Jill? You really made a grey background for your 35 year old dude OC? I can't even with this. I honestly never wanna hear the term "DID" again because this is so fucking retarded I just… I dunno, it's breaking my brain. Seriously.

Jillian: go join a fucking theatre troupe or something. Do something, anything. Stop being such an idiot.

No. 272365

>>272357
I stg it’s just a mug wearing glasses which is even funnier. Cliff’s special interest: being a man, wearing black, and wearing glasses. So deep, much trauma, Jill.

No. 272367

>>272365
The fact that Steve said this alter can’t see without his glasses is hilarious to me. She is larping a 35 year old gay man doing the Velma where’s my glasses bit until she dons her no prescription fake glasses. It’s so absurd. Also that makes no sense since Jillian wears contacts that correct her vision already, why doesn’t she just say cliffe can’t wear contacts and wear her real glasses.

No. 272368

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Of course Jill wants to do what the child is doing

No. 272372

>>272343
This is gonna be sooooo funny. I am looking forward to watching her trying to act like a gay man… I wonder if the surface level knowledge of rupaul's drag race is going to come in handy for this kek.

No. 272374

>>272368
Who the fuck sees a child on the neighbor's porch and then decides they want to be just like them? God she's so insane. I would not raise my hypotetical kids anywhere near her.

No. 272379

>>272368
>>272374
It's not milky or insane to want to build a snowman because you saw someone else doing it. At most, she's typing like a retarded teen but that's nothing new.

She has so much actually milky behavior, I don't know why people revert to sperging about mild shit like this

No. 272405

>>272367
doesnt she have like a super strong prescription anyway?

No. 272407

>>272348
Does she not remember she told everyone white walls are a big trigger for her? When she went back home she said white walls triggered her and that’s why she painted everything so colorfully in the townhouse to remind herself she “wasn’t there anymore”. So an alter that isn’t a persecutor really picked out the one corner of the house that has white walls to film in, when that’s a known trigger? And stayed in that stark white place for at least an hour without it causing any ptsd symptoms?

No. 272421

>>272368
Building a snowman in the winter is sick and disturbing behavior ladies

No. 272422

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People are noticing the sus corner staging

No. 272423

>>272372
do you think people will be pissed at her if she gives him a "gay lisp"?

>>272421
It's obviously a part of her DDLG larp, everyone knows wanting to have fun in the snow is child behavior.

No. 272427

>>272348
huh I never realized she might be skin-walking steve

No. 272434

>>272422
Kek what kind of response is that? I hope she deletes that tweet because that's embarrassing.

No. 272437

>>272423
>>272421
>>272379
Idk she clearly wants to be a child here. I don't trust her.

No. 272438

>>272422
why tf does she need to match her house to her "aesthetics" even

No. 272439

>>272368
>i want to make a little snowman for our front door so bad
then go fucking do it then instead of staying on twitter for life??? but that would require going outside and putting in a little bit of effort. jfc.

No. 272441

>>272368
What the fuck happened to keeping the child alter off of the internet?

No. 272442

>>272427
She has said Cliffe is partially based on her dad and I have to wonder if her parents know that and how they feel about it. Not just her dad but her dad spliced with a drag queen to make it her dad but gay, it would creep me out big time if I was him.

No. 272448

>>272439
That's what bothers me about her, she could just go out and take a picture of a snowman she made, that's it, she has the snow, she has the hands and legs, she probably has some tacky scarves laying around for her to put them on the snowman.
Yet she's too baked 24/7 to get up and just do that, it's so easy to just write what you want to do and never do it, and people still follow her online because nobody seems to have any sort of standards, like come on, how entertaining could it be to read whatever this cow writes and retweets all of the time? She's not even funny, all she does is wait for someone to say something sightly negative about her so she can chimp out at them.

No. 272455

>>272422
so… she just said that she triggered herself to switch to another alter and that is so quirky and fun? what?

No. 272465

>>272442
Pretty sure she only used her dad as an example because he’s the only grown man she associates with who actually acts like an adult

No. 272470

>>272448
>it's so easy to just write what you want to do and never do it
This is exactly why she frustrates me so much. She comes up with a million ideas of things to do, tells us about it, and then never does it because she got validation for just the idea itself. Also she is aware of this because she has talked about it in a live.

No. 272473

>>272427
A big part of BPD is not understanding your own identity so people with the disorder tend to chameleon to the personalities around them. In Jill's case it seems to be mostly whatever series she's watching at the time and steve.

No. 272475

>>272407
did she really say that ? she made a fucking 180, she used to say that she's not "too old to dress colorfull" but now it's because she has a child in her mind. She can't JUST like colors, this HAS to be linked to trauma. How fucking exhausting is it to invent new horror stories everyday to justify your every action ?

No. 272479

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Whenever I see people online claiming to age slide with DID it's always to a younger age, they never seem to age slide into being middle aged or elderly. Very coincidentally they're usually into ddlg

No. 272489

why are people speculating about what cliffe is gonna act/sound like? we've already seen him when he did the phone case ad read in her Flora meet the alters video >>259873

No. 272508

>>272489
Because Jill retcons her own lore whenever she feels like it

No. 272511

>>272489

Remember when we got that Flora video and suddenly she spoke like an ASMR video, even though she was 'around' with Jill in a lot of other videos? It was a surprise because she really felt the need to force the idea that Flora was totally different from the other alters.

No. 272512

>>272479
So the whole thing with stevie trying to defend himself for not having sex with berry means jack shit bc now jill is also soms a 6yo?

Think she’s also aiming for the autism = mentally a child again

No. 272518

>>272479
This is what happens when you don't kick the marijuana dependence in your early/mid 20's. This is so pathetic.

No. 272519

>>272345
If she comes out with a British accent, I am going to laugh my whole way to Fredericton where I'm gonna smack this absolute fucking retard square in her goddamn clown face.

GROW THE FUCK UP, JILLIAN. Jr. Highschool was a long time ago, girl.

No. 272520

>>272479
>sometimes I really feel and function like 16
unintentionally describing bpd again lmao

No. 272536

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What's this breakdown from, being called Jill instead of pixie again?

No. 272538

>>272437
nta but it sounds like your jill hate is literally blinding you. it's a snowman. it's not that deep.

No. 272539

>>272479
She’s rewriting her story again. In the DID coming out video she said not feeling her age was a clue that she actually had DID. She was dismissing it as BPD age regression, but it was actually Jerrick coming through when she felt like a teen and Berry coming to the front when she felt like a child. But now history had been rewritten and it was really Jill age sliding as an alter all along. If anyone’s keeping track of all the times Jill’s changed her story, here another one for you

No. 272541

>>272536
I wonder if this shit is true. How the fuck has she not got a noise complaint by now if so, you literally share walls with other people and you know damn well they're separated by plywood

No. 272543

>>272541
pretty sure they live in a detached house last i checked

No. 272544

>>272541
Idk where you live nonnie but you'd be surprised what people put up with in the spirit of minding their own damn business

No. 272547

>>272544

Hell yeah, usually better to err on the side of minding my own business. You never know when your neighbor might be next level crazy. Like a DID LARPing narc. God Jill's got to be 1000 times more awful in person.

No. 272556

>>272541
Any sensible person would take a look at jill, instantly make the deduction she'd create a months long vendetta against any neighbor who reported her for noise, probably record them, harass them, etc and would come to the conclusion that it's probably best to ignore her.

No one wants to deal with that kind of crazy.

No. 272588

>>272543
When did you "check" weirdo? It's always been a townhouse.

No. 272589

>>272588
saw some picture ages ago, must have been someone else's. don't be an asshole

No. 272591

>>272539
It’s absolutely hilarious to me that she assigns certain traits or hobbies to her alters, and then shortly after she takes them for herself because she can’t risk her own alters being any more special than she is. Absolutely mental

No. 272595

>>272589
It’s been a known fact she lives in a rainbow vomit townhouse for years. Keep up.

No. 272605

>>272595
Gotta love the newfags getting angry when they're wrong.

No. 272609

>>272536
There are women who were sex trafficking since they were goddamn children who don’t even scream bloody murder like this from flashbacks. What the hell does she think she’s gone through that could even elicit this response? Jesus fucking Christ she lives for this LARP

No. 272611

>>272609
And to share such deep traumatic responses on her Twitter to a bunch of strangers every day like she’s reading a grocery list. Why does everyone need to know?

No. 272614

>>272489
She also did a small intro video on her tiktok which sounded completely different than the phone case ad. She opened it with "good evening", tried to sound like a 45 yr old gay man and smacked her lips about 50 times. She also flared her nostrils the whole time in that one too.

No. 272621

>>272536
wow she really bases all of this shit out of movies, huh? I agree that newfags oversharing ITT is annoying but while I'm not condoning it at the same time I understand why her bullshit makes you want to a-log because this shit is frustrating, you just want to reach your arms through the screen and try to shake some sense into her. So much of the shit she claims are just movie stereotypes exaggerated for viewers to understand what the characters are going through, and she is acting like she was in a fucking warzone as a child.

No. 272622

Wtf was stevie doing while Jill was apparently screaming and having a flashback?

No. 272624

>>272622
Jerking off to tranny porn, obviously

No. 272630

>>272622
she probably wasn't screaming, because that would be too embarrassing for her. she's too embarrassed to larp in public, so i doubt she would scream like that with neighbours being able to hear. stevie was probably at work or something

No. 272632

>>272536
She seriously LARPs her mental illnesses like she's copying a bad Lifetime movie. Unless you are genuinely in a position where you would be forcibly institutionalized, it's not this constantly dramatic. One of the reasons movies and tv always suck at accurate portrayals of mental illness is because 99% of the time, it's incredibly mundane.

But no, Jill is constantly having flashbacks and screaming and going catatonic and whatever else she can think of to prove that she's so insanely sick but also thriving in her rainby home.

I don't think there's another cow who exhausts me as much as her, I'm almost in awe.

No. 272636

>>272632
sage for blogposting, but idk, as someone who's also a bpdchan and cptsdchan (i've experienced actual csa, neglect and physical abuse unlike jill tho) i actually am physically unable to move during bad episodes, and my feelings make me want to kill myself every time i experience something slightly negative. that being said, i literally wouldn't be able to tweet about it and i wouldn't want to either. the only case where i would tweet abt it, is if i had absolutely no one to vent to, which jill certainly has. it's really weird for her to have to broadcast every single thing she experiences instead of actually dealing with it. she feels a need to "prove" her mental illness, and by doing so, proves that it's really not as serious as she makes it out to be, because how the hell are you able to be so insanely active online if you're constantly having breakdowns and not being able to move? i might never get an education or a job because my disorders cripple me. meanwhile, jill is living a privileged life and still complains about not being privileged. it comes off as "white guilt", but like, with mental illness instead. obviously she has no "white guilt" considering her racist past kek. she's a failure in life, but she doesn't want to do anything about it or admit to just not being as special as she thinks she is, so instead it HAS to be because of illness caused by someone else, despite her being perfectly able to change things.(unsaged blogpost)

No. 272637

>>272630
Wanna bet she just smoked weed again, greened out feeling horrible about how pathetic her life is, and just slapped the trauma card on it when she came by

This is why i hate how she’s promoting using weed for her problems. substances can make all those small insignificant sad thoughts feel a lot more intense and you’ll only keep bringing yourself down, espc when you keep telling yourself that more fucking weed will be the solution

No. 272638

>>272636
There's still time for you to delete this retardchan.

No. 272641

>>272556
"Any sensible person" You don't live in bad areas I can tell because it's not like you only have to worry about violence when sending a noise complaint they could start a harassment campaign right back at you and falsify claims to the police

No. 272644

>>272536
So we just add this to symptoms she totally has that her helicopter parents never noticed or did anything about whilst living in the same house. Alongside her being made into a fuck toy, weird seizures and her becoming Jerrick apparently for years. There’s just no way like we all know they put her in inpatient for way less and got her help very quickly in the form of seeing a psych, medication and a therapy animal. I just can’t believe that she has episodes where she dissociates entirely and loses her voice from screaming so much and her nervous doting mother did nothing. If it was this bad would Louise have even let her move out to live alone in the first place. Say what you want about her parents but the second they thought she had mental health problems they got her professional help and took all the correct steps and where attentive.

No. 272645

>>272636
Can’t wait for the day newfags stop coming to post unsaged blogs about their totally real and legit FotM mental illness. No one cares, thread is not about you.

No. 272646

>>272645
just saying not every single thing about jill has to be false, retard. mental illness is real but as soon as jill says something no mental illness ever is real unless you are literally insane committing violence and need to be locked behind bars

No. 272647

>>272644
agreed they did what would normally be the right thing, but it seems jill wanted attention more than help. obviously there's something wrong with her, like en elevanted ego and extreme need for attention, but atp her parents have just been indulgent in her histrionic behaviour. she doesn't need to be coddled at her big age, she needs a reality check from the people close to her

No. 272648

>>272646
that's not what you're saying at all.

No. 272653

>>272646
Sage mother fucker learn to fucking sage when spouting your bullshit ffs

No. 272665

>>272646
I don't think a single person here has denied that mental illness exists or that none of her "symptoms" are things that people actually experience.

In fact, most of the frustration that is being voiced comes from the fact that mental illness is real and serious and people like Jill do real damage to the mentally ill.

No. 272666

>>272647
Unfortunately you can only treat HPD and NPD if the patient can accept that about themselves. Jilly never will she can’t handle even the slightest pushback and a therapist who isn’t just being her bestie. Had she actually been suffering from what they thought they were getting her treatment for she wouldn’t be like this now. Hell even if it’s just BPD that can be treated but she won’t admit it’s negative in any way and lies saying she has “quiet” BPD so she can’t be properly helped. Denial is a hell of a thing, the main thing standing in the way of her getting actual help is herself.

No. 272667

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Since no anons have mentioned it yet the Cliffe video is coming out today

No. 272668

>>272667
>this is a collage that inspired my OC, I'm so mentally ill

No. 272669

>>272667
I thought you hated Steve’s interests like Star Wars Jilly.

No. 272678

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>>272667
That’s judge doom from Roger Rabbit. Kek