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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears, she now looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an insonsitent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent. >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without futher medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her mayor trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything yet, but plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, and pretending she can only eat one type of food.>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s 5 different alters living inside her head with some other being “fragments”. So far we have:
>Jerrick or Jerrica: 13-16 year old emo guy, signs with a snake emoji>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, signs with a flame emoji>6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting”, talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji>a 35 year old alter who is male and cleans, cooks, etc. Adult shit that she doesn’t even like doing herself.>Sandwich alter and cherry blossom alter who is a weeb.
Some bullshit about "singlets">>186881
Tells people to leave her alone>>186877
An anon notices she always uses the sob emoji when she's fuming>>186900
She retweets and replies to a post about "anti-fakers" as if she wasn't faking it herself>>186913
New alter drops with the name Veronica>>186919
The alter is clearly just her being a horny bitch, no trauma needed>>186932
Disgusting webm with her pretending to be sexy, the camera is angled so it looks like her boobs are bigger>>186935
Someone tells her she moves like shane dawson>>186955
Weird evening with friends>>186980
Gross (you can see her special snowflakes here)>>187017
The girl who deleted her comments talks back>>187065
Jill can't let it go and continues being a bitch>>187138
She gets more views on tiktok because of her saggy tits>>187255
New video, she has cat shit on her walls>>187258
Overfed obese cats>>187263
She sits on the ground full of cat litter>>187366
Veronica is "new to social media" -literally how?->>187373
Her cherry blossom is a weeb alter kek very predictable>>187404
Takes an ugly ass selfie with her "precure heart">>187431
Another "put a finger down" video>>187572
Blames her lack of skills on DID>>187585
Says she's already improving after getting her diagnosis>>187641
Forget Jerrica exists>>187646
Says she has "thickened her skin">>187679
Gross whiteknight who also comes to the thread to be autistic (Not worth even giving her more attention)>>187709
Jillian knows the whiteknight though>>187712
Steven makes a "communist" gingerbread house (cringe as fuck)>>187806
Jokes about giving herself some hairbands for some reason>>187837
She doesn't take her makeup and looks gross as fuck (WARNING: BARF)>>187908
Another dumb Jerrica tiktok>>187895
Says every alter has a different way to be drunk, I say she's an alcoholic if she drinks this much>>187950
Talks like a baby to her cats, it's cringe, she was probably very drunk.>>187922
Says she's co-fronting when she talks like a baby
Last thread: >>>/w/185184
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Twitter 2: https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://anony.link/https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/
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Is this related to Jill? I saw some people tagging her, probably for the "aesthetic" or lack thereof though.
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Jesus, maybe the reason she never gets anything done is because she apparently needs to use 6 different color markers to write one word?? Like I know you need to post everything you do on Twitter to feel valid
, but damn, they're just some notes.
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It's weird that she's only posting the positive things of her DID after her "diagnosis". It's almost as if she romanticizes it and only sees it as a benefit rather than a debilitating disorder. But #disocaltwt am I right?
Yeah she doesn't mention the "constant dissociation" and crying anymore. Actually, she's saying that she feels better now.
Almost like, gasp! almost like she's faking it.
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I’m sorry but Jill, you have had a FUCKING YEAR TO PUT THIS COLLECTION TOGETHER PROPERLY! Why the fuck do you need ANOTHER 3 MONTHS?!
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jillian in the comment section of some college student pretending to be a did expert. literally none of these words make any sense
It's a bit sickening how obviously false and lovebomby it is>Jillian: wakes up a drunken disaster on the sofa>Stevie: Wow! So beautiful!>Jillian wants an ice cream maker/Stevie wants a low effort gift>Stevie: My angels! (referring to her multiple personalities and not his children like you would assume seeing that tag)
I can't fault her for falling for this shit since she is still only 23 which is well within the "youthful regrets" age, but it's still awful to have a pandering enabling scrote like that. Anyone who truly cared would not enable her downfall like this, you want to see people you love improve their health, career, mental health, skills, not the opposite.
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It very much seems like a low effort gift from Stevie as a way to please all of Jill’s ocs. Jill doesn’t seem to mind because Stevie is playing into her DID larp
sage for slight irrelevance
honestly, i fucking hate steve. he seems so fake and disgusting and any man who uses 'they/them' are just distancing from the privilege males receive.
he uses jill (as much as i dislike her) for free emotional support, sex, free housing, probably does not even pay for food.. and she's happy he gets her an ice cream maker? i wish she'd get a wake up call. so many men play up the effeminate thing to seem unthreatening.. to get into womens pants.
i don't see steve as this victim
, this closeted gay man (and even if he was, i don't care, he's a leech).
he just reeks of "i don't care as long as i get pussy and free food" dudebro attitude but cover it with pastel colors and fake gender bullshit.
>Jerrick: you fucking wish I was your girlfriend>also Jerrick: is fine with being called "one of his angels"
I don't like him either, but I doubt Jill can offer emotional support when she's so into herself.
Yeah I don’t think it’s fair to say he’s using her, when she can barely manage to post content once in a blue moon, meanwhile he actually has a job and helps her edit. He’s not a victim
for sure, but the man must have the patience of a god to put up with Jill’s shit.
It’s worth noting that when they got together he was a normal looking fuckboy, and then she assimilated himself into her rainby hellscape and dyed his hair and changed his clothes so she could use him as a fashion accessory. They’re both as bad as one another, they’re a perfect match
sage for literal tinfoil but the only way this is possible is if you're a victim
of MK Ultra. Even the concept of alters came from their mind control programming which shouldn't be something to be proud of.
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Same fag, confirming Steve does actually have a job. So if anything, Jill is milking him since he likely contributes to her rent since she barely posts anything anymore
>>189058>his dream job’ working for some Roblox thing
Sounds more like he's making Roblox worlds than an actual job… I don't even play Roblox and even I know making Roblox games is easy even for a kid
Did he ever go to college at all?
I cringe everytime she posts the hashtag #dissociatwt it's so fucking obvious shes doin this for attention
Also>All your parts
Sounds like fucking ddgl or some shit
Don't you dare insult Rachel like that, she doesn't deserve to be compared to a horrible munchie like Jill
also a damn random reach to bring her up at all lmao
so the only thing they have in common is their inability to properly sew and being on youtube?
but one of them is a decent person, while the other is definitely not and basically pissed their chance away of ever becoming one
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Her estimated earnings over the past few months. There’s no way she can be affording to live on her own
Is Jerrick's entire personality supposed to be… green? There are cartoon characters that are less one dimensional. She is so wildly uncreative.
Thinking about it, I'm pretty sure this is to avoid crossing her wires later on. Easier to remember which alter likes what when they only like one kind of thing each.
From my understanding, he’s not in
the program, he’s working for the people running it. He tweeted a little while ago about Roblox servers being down and him not being able to go his job. >>189185
She literally said it was due to Covid testing reasons nonnie
, not everything is that deep
They probably are spliting up for the holidays because jill won't be able to see steve's family without getting overly "triggered
." he mentioned that they were extremely religious - she probably can't even be in the same room with them cause they will trigger
her when they politely question how she can be a 14 year old trans boy/
KEK, at her senseless censoring (("Mlanie M
rtinez")). What a fat fucking idiot. She looks so greasy here as well, would it kill her to take a shower or brush her hair before she posts? I know she's got an uwu trans boi in her head now, but dear god…
Is she trying to talk like peridot?
Also "I have boundaries" do you really you talk about your UTIs but suddenly your trauma with a girl you were still friends with after breaking up so you can ride dick instead is too much to share? God I wish Uma caught wind of this and said something because Jill can ruin her life just by dropping these insinuations. She doesn't realize how dangerous of a game she's playing when so much of her life was online.
Does Uma actually know about any of this? I feel like she must have heard something over the years as pixie always refers to their past relationship as abusive
publicly in videos etc. but to go as far as to accuse her of some form of sexual assault or harassment and the cause of her DID is a whole different thing than just complaining about an ex.
I really wanted to give Jill the benefit of the doubt because there was still the possibility that something actually fucked up could have happened in her childhood to cause major trauma that we all didn't know about, but this?? Really??
I'm aware it'd be wrong to try and contact Uma, if anything if she doesn't know it's probably for the best that she's spared from the bs, but I can't help but wonder what she thinks or even if she's aware of what's happening.
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Wtf, she looks like a crackwhore
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She doesn't look 14, 16, hell she doesn't even look 23… She looks like a drunktard alcoholic who is being delusional and over reacting.
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Just trying to hold all the fat
What the hell is wrong with her skin? (aside being an obese alcoholic)
Did she intentionally pick an ugly filter?
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I think she must've explored the possibility of "recovered memories" with her quack and thankfully realized it would ruin her relationship with her family, so she's gone back to the DeviantArt romance arc as her main trauma. >>189234
Jill definitely shares genes with Shayna somewhere along the line, their behavior (self destructive dedication to being a cow, lack of self-awareness) and appearance is too similar.
I mean she is hurting someone, she names Uma, we all know her name and old socials, at no point has she been cryptic, she isn’t from a large community either she is from an island, Im surprised her audience hasn’t gone and harassed her yet honestly. She also really hurt mystery girl, she made her come out to her family while using her for clout then dumped her in a pretty brutal way. She put Colin on blast to her audience after their breakup. She doesn’t have friends for long because she hurts people all the time, she isn’t harmless, she is actually very abusive
to those around her.
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looking like nikocado avocado
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Jillian in one of her deviantart journals said Uma's full name so just a Google search of Uma Doucette will link to her Facebook page, she's seems to be doing well. Also, this is really irrelevant so sorry but just wanted to say: Uma's pretty hot lol. She seems to have her own furniture refinishing business? In Halifax. Sorry if I did anything wrong I 99% lurk
I don't know if this is relevant but I found this old Deviantart account from a Canadian who mentions a list of friends someone has including a "Jill" and lists Uma as one of her favorite authors, I can't tell if it is
Uma but if it is it might be interesting reading. https://www.deviantart.com/suchafakebutwhatever/posts
The timeline of these journal posts just about lines up with Jill's last journal posts on hers, early 2012 is the most recent for both.
Same, although I can objectively echo the anon who said Uma is way out of Jill’s league.>>189296
I think she’s been cryptically referencing her “abusive
teenage relationship” for years, so I don’t think she’s on this bullshit solely as an excuse for Mystery Girl and her non-existent queerness. This predates that iirc. But it’s 100% gonna be her excuse going forward. Like how can anyone judge her when she was abused so bad her brain split? U monsters uwu crying emoji.
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It is her. Check the comments on this post.
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Some hints on who the family member coming for Christmas that Jill doesn't want to interact with might be. What is Louise's maiden name? Who wants to guess that it's the "brother from Edmonton?" Also, I am surprised to learn she has two other siblings. They make it seem like it was just her and our girl Sam.
An actual artsy queer woman vs what ever the fuck Jill is.>>189296
100% even before she was doing this DID larp she would mention her old relationship with Uma and how apprehensive/excited to date a girl again. But now Steve is going to troon out so now she'll use the excuse of "transphobia" if anyone says their relationship isn't WLW.>>189301
Anon it's already been stated in past threads from a tweet that Jill wrote that the family member she's beefing with is a cousin that's going over to PEI to visit her boyfriend and thought she should see family on her way. Jill only beefs with women.
Oh my god, she's so freaking attractive. Jill could never. She doesn't desrve someone as shitty as Jill, never did.
Seriously, Jillian is just another hetero bitch, I'm a 100% sure. Imagine calling your ex gf a rapist just because you're repulsed by women and not actually attracted to them. Imagine calling another girl predatory when they were just probably normal teens. I don't trust Jill, she overreacts and always changes her entire persona to suit her needs.
Her name is Uma and she's my crush pls respectjust kidding but wow she's very very cute, just what my lesbianism ordered
Jill is seriously so ugly compared to her, not even when she wasn't this obese and out of shape kek. But yeah her skin is so saggy and ugly and she's probably jealous that Uma is pretty and succesful. I fucking despise Jillian more every day that passes lol
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I just came across this old pic of her and she used to be so pretty. Sad to look at what she's become
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when you realise Uma gave us the best cow we’ve ever had by simply existing as a hot lesbian and minding her damn business(back2twitter)
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Jillian really looks like a piece of uncooked melting pizza dough and she wants to blame her trauma onto others when looking at the mirror must actually be the most painful thing to do everyday. Her skin and fat is so saggy that she needs to even hold her own fucking face rolls. Truly sad, and I am happy to see everyone else around her thriving while she rots into mediocrity.
Wtf, why is she happy about this?
She harassed this girl enough into deleting her account
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sage for no contribution but my husband gave me the idea to turn jill into an anamorphs with her sandwich alter
my sides anon>>189328
I don't even mean this to… well, be mean, but i don't think she's ever been in the realm of pretty? I mean i don't think she's horrible and had something what someone might call "cute" about her, but there's always been this mister bean-esque quality about her to me.
sage bc i'm lame
This irrationally pisses me off? That person literally did nothing other than have a differing opinion to Jill, they actually backed up their facts with research (that was actually fucking linked) but all the did tik tok fakers like Jill took it as a personal assault to them because they were calling out the bullshitters and the shoe fit.
Sage for rant, and only saying ‘they’ because I literally couldn’t tell if they were a guy/girl
She’s an ugly rainbow clown, of course she had to make the naturally pretty girl feel miserable.>>189351
This behaivor isn't okay, she's being a bully. I bet all her WKs just flooded this person's tiktok and this is what we're seeing… some kind of weird revenge? The owner had all the rights to delete Jills unwarranted comment. What a piece of shit. Cancelling soon?
shes turning into foodie beauty is crazy. trauma dumping online, then telling people they can't comment on it whatsover except she turns off comments and chantal blocks people. I don't get it. If its that triggering
.. just close the app? you don't have to be on tiktok.. its not like she's running a business page.
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A few people got mad about her tweet
>>189367>""silencing"" (deleting comments on your own content which everyone has a right to do and Jill does herself…often) people is bad>That's why it's good that girl's account got deleted
No, you're just a bully and still
were checking back on this person otherwise how would you even know she got deleted? Obsessed.
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Oh shit, that actually got quite a bit of likes compared to all of the people giving ass pats. Maybe people are starting to notice how obvious she's being with the larp.
Pic kinda related but it seems like people she watched for inspiration are starting to distance themselves from her. (Taken from her DID coming out tweet)
It looks like the top person privated their account and the bottom one deleted their account since I can't see a tag for her reply.
Probably speaks more to the unstable emotions of fake DID-ers but that's to be expected.
Remember when she posted about how much she hates drama and how youtubers are praised for being mean and disguising it as “spilling the tea”
How far she’s come.
>>189367>its not okay to post blalant misinformation
That's what you do all the time bitch? I don't get it. Just because she didn't agree with people using emojis for their DID larp?
Where, tell me where, show me a single professional paper that says using emojis has any correlation with DID. I'm waiting Jillian
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>I DIDNT DO ANYTHING I SWEAR -crying emoji- I JUST LAUGHED AT HER ON MY PUBLIC TWITTER IN FRONT OF MY ENTIRE FANBASE
Crying emoji strikes again, what a fucking sick individual
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Bullying? I wasn’t bullying! This big meanie deleted my comments and was spreading misinformation and all I wanted to do was inform them uwu~
God I've waiting so long for this dumb bitch to get called out by her commenters and how she digs her hole deeper being a self righteous retard and doubling down on her lack of self awareness is just chef's kiss
. Hope there's more to come, in the past she'd always run and hide from the tiniest hint of conflict so seeing her actually be challenged by people is so refreshing
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Obviously very old milk but I compiled a few screenshots regarding the Jill-Uma situation which I think clarifies things. She mentions Uma in journal posts amicably through 2011 and early 2012, at which point both of them stopped journaling on DA. Uma doesn't list Jill in her list of best friends in early 2012 and the other screenies are self explanatory, tiny image dump coming up.
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Reply to same journal; Jill was worried about ruining her great friendship by becoming romantic, spoiler alert they did indeed ruin the friendship by becoming romantic. Lots of sperging from Jill about dying alone which I omitted from the sc.
But nonnies, you're forgetting about mspec "lesbians" who basically preach straight man = lesbian. I can see Stevie do sht like that with Jilly's being supportive qweeer multigenderspecial or smth.>>189332
Wow, she really like being a bitch, eh? I wonder, as the time goes by and more people eventually calling her out, would she be able to keep up with bullying them out of social media.
She’s really playing stupid huh? Like she doesn’t know that siccing her stupid fans and other DID larpers after this rando didn’t get them mass reported and then autobanned. She’s really going to play that card?
Jill people don’t have to leave your comments intact on THEIR content. You delete shit all the time, a lot of people do or disable comments when they don’t want to engage with volatile individuals such as yourself. But most people don’t have so many followers or followers prepared to white knight them to the extent of getting someone banned off a fucking platform. Get over yourself already, you aren’t mega uwu special or oppressed. Just accept your basic hetero white woman status and go. At this point your just turning yourself into a joke. A fucking sandwich? Super special identifier emoticons? Twitters for your trauma personifications? Come on, it’s just silly at this point. Id think it was all satire if not for the passive aggressive cry laughing emoji.
Why does she always want to be part of communities that done even like her? She just shoehorns herself onto them. Why this need to be loved and admired by others? It's not like she wasn't loved by her mom. It comes across as narcissistic.>>189420
I'm just happy she's showing her true colors now. The more she behaves like an asshole, more reason to cancel her by her own fans. Never stop Jillian, keep at it
, she's gonna read this and start claiming ehlers danlos lmao
Seeing how her mother had cancer, she has a higher probability of having to deal with cancer herself in the future.
And I know she was just a teen but was she really using that as a way to get pity from her girlfriend?? God
>>189440> but was she really using that as a way to get pity from her girlfriend?
That's typical bpd narc bitch behaivor lol
0 empathy, using other's pain as their own, vitimizing, etc
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Didn’t see this capped but I might have missed it. Imagine hanging out with your friend pretending to be five different people, I’d think she was legitimately psychotic and be deeply concerned. Instead Jill’s just like it’s fun uwu times!
Wild these alters never interacted with those friends prior to diagnosis lmao like how do you take your own larp seriously
I feel almost as much second hand embarrassment for the anons who unironically think Jill's boyfriend or therapist are the cause of this and not carefully picked and groomed enablers by this retarded woman child. Jill's only trauma is and always has been that she was so spoiled and coddled that facing the real world is impossible for her now because she's so fucking immature. I'm not even sure I believe she has bpd, it seems more like her general immaturity and lack of growth via non coddled life experiences is being confused for bpd symptoms when in reality she simply has a lot of cross over.
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Smoked Shisha together i think
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Anon with the screenshots, that was in response to some sperging. I cut out most of the teenage sperging since it was less relevant (and this in particular is quite embarrassing and tone deaf considering Jill's mom had cancer?) but she was only 13 so I can forgive it.
She seems ironically more thoughtful and intelligent at 13 than now (not in picrel though)
oh my god, Jill surely took quantum physics too seriously at school. Though, I guess she might have predicted which turn her life would take after all.
(Also, so much graphic descriptions, jesus…)
In my area, this always meant to just hang out and do something. Play video games, go to the mall, watch movies, talk. Didn't matter what, just meant that you were doing something with others.
Of course, it's Jill, though. So it could very well mean smoking. But that word doesn't necessarily mean that.
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She's been very active on these did researchers accounts. And actually this girl is friends with that disaster.clown account that got banned. The girl is genuinely trying to educate people on this disorder and obviously Jill is trying to get as much as information she can to make it look real. I saw some of her videos and she's actually calling out people like her.
I've also been noticing she's comenting on others did accounts, like "Alexwithabeanie", like the day she mentioned something about some kind of therapy, it was the same day this girl mentioned it on her account, she's really just collecting info from her TikTok binging.
It's odd how she predicted this. And I know it sounds horrible but I wouldn't put it past her to develop liver cancer at a young age. It seems like she's been drinking since she was underage (if "jerrick" being used to getting drunk is anything to go by)>>189475
She has autism so any DID diagnosis should be null and void. The amount of autistic people who had "DID" I've met is way too high and majority of the time it was them making OCs because they couldn't handle IRL friendships.
Doesn’t BPD itself stem from trauma or some degree of abusive
upbringing? I remember anons calling bullshit on the diagnosis for that reason when she first announced it.>>189459
Well considering she apparently follows Jill on Instagram >>189485
I wouldn’t be surprised (nor would I blame her) if she lurks here. That’s one hell of a personal cow.
Bpd can come from your family, and so does Hpd and Npd
She clearly has a crazy aunt lol
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Whoever predicted the speed run was correct, didn't expect her to get bored of DID so fast
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Can't wait for her to deal with Ket cramps and UTI problems.
Renal saga when?
>>189521>don't get high just normal>Is Jill
Your normal is not what other people think are normal.
Gonna be a long post analysing Jill.
Samefag as DA screenshot anon, while it was incredibly cringey going through her old journals it did change my mind about Jill's perception
of trauma. While no actual trauma by a normal person's standards exists, the way she describes reacting to everything suggests she over-emotes and over-reacts to everything and I'm sure her own over-reaction could be traumatic even if the events weren't.
For example, some of this wss vagueposted or written in a spergy teenage way so it's easier to summarise rather than screenshot:>First five minutes of phone calls with certain people (Uma? or a boyfriend?) her teeth are chattering and she's shaking>mentions of crying herself to sleep>casual suicidal ideation>casual mentions of family seeing self-harm marks she'd just made >A mention of a visit to a school counsellor a few months before (so still 13) which resulted in her vomiting, crying, and then falling asleep for a few hours there (very toddler-like reactions)>The massive spergout at the thought of kissing Uma since as you can see from the caps it was not a sexual relationship. Based on what I can pick up from those journals (a bit unbearable to read them so I skipped around a bit) the relationship was 2 months at the max. >Jill did a subjournal of mentioning a song that was in her head and then a new song now, basically suggesting she was over "it" being the nothing relationship they had. Uma replied to this sorta confirming she understood the meaning. This was still summer 2011 so the "relationship" was done and dusted already by then.>She mentions phone calls with Uma and reposts surveys Uma did all through 2011 and early 2012 and then makes the pixielocks DA in early 2012, and it seems all the DA journal relationship is over.>It was an in-person friendship with movie trips, hanging out, phone calls etc hence her being afraid of losing that, not sure what exactly happened since it's all emoposting and vagueposting, but maybe they weren't attracted to each other and it fizzled out? >Hard to tell but we know Uma is an actual lesbian now where Jill has been cishet ever since, so you can take a guess at what happened.>When Jill talks about "friendship trauma" I think she means this: her best friend who said she'll never leave her and then them starting to drift apart after a failed attempt to romance each other>Jill may have even initiated the romance part with a note referred to in the comments of Jill's "worried about ruining relationship" post, so is partly to blame>I can surmise from her journals that she cannot cope with anything, over-reacts to everything, almost certainly has a personality disorder (bpd, histrionic, maybe npd) >The way she experiences events is traumatic even if the events themselves are commonplace>So when she thinks of past traumatic events she has an incredibly magnified version of them that she personally experienced, full of crying, vomiting, shaking, self harm, worries and all the rest. If something goes wrong it feels like the end of the world. She really is someone who needs to be coddled just as Mama Vessey did, but the reality is the world is not filled with kind people ready to walk on eggshells and have 15 hour conversations before their every interaction with Jill, thus: Trauma ensues
If I was her therapist I'm not sure what action I would pursue here, but enabling the DID thing doesn't seem like a smart one. She can't really be coddled or sheltered any more than she already is, so how do you address the over-reactions? It really is a case of simply walking on eggshells and over-discussing everything and that is obviously incredibly tiresome for most people who have their own lives to manage. If you don't do that you're an "abuser" "source of trauma" and she is incredibly personally offended.
That'a my take from adding the DA journal behaviour to her current behaviour, it most certainly is a pattern which has not been dealt with, addressed, or improved and in that some munchie diagnosis or other similarly huge event was predictable.
Anons here predict her very well and it's because this behaviour has never actually been helpfully addressed. It'd be great if EMDR actually worked for her since as discussed above, in her mind these traumas (es experienced by her) are enormous and actually do need to be addressed. But how to address her terrible coping strategies and over-reactions? She will keep getting re-traumatised unless she learns how to improve her coping strategies since it's actually her reactions to things that cause the trauma in the first place.
Great analysis nona, it really does put some of Jills behavior in perspective.
Her therapist definitely shouldn't encourage her to indulge in the DID stuff like that. I think it would be best if her therapist actually confronted her with some of the things you stated, such as her emotional reactions to events magnifying the trauma. Then convince her to work on breaking out of those patterns with CBT or something, before addressing the DID. The thing is that Jill herself would never let that happen and if a therapist doesn't tell her what she wants to hear she will 100% go shopping for another therapist who is willing to enable her. That's how she arrived at the current one iirc.
There's also the factor of Jill pretty much basing her entire personality on mental illness. I don't think she actually wants to work on the underlying habits and patterns because she would have no sense of identity left without all the mental illness stuff. Which is in turn pretty typical of BPD, although I don't mean to armchair too much.
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Good summary, although the relationship seemed to be just under six months not two months max. March to August. Sorry if its hard to read, I suck at collages. But here are some edgy caps from just before and after a possible breakup happened.
Post 1: Jill is upset and harming herself because Uma said she didn't think the relationship would survive past the summer break. I think this caused a break up. Kek.
Post 2: Jill writes an edgy poem about abuse and love. Uma comments with confusion, gets no reply. Thinking this was after the breakup, hence why Jill doesnt reply to her.
I missed all that, it's hard to get through her old journals so thank you for the additional caps!
I think the anon who found photos of Uma renewed my interest in trying to figure out what happened. It's strange to go from "I love you so much" in March to these vaguepost fights over nothing by August, if Jill has the kind of reactions I think she does off-screen I think it'd be very hard to have a relationship with her. Uma also seems rather emo herself (I wonder if she was the person in this journal? >>189295
That person seems to have a lot of resentment and the timeline lines up, but maybe it was an RP account because the reference to Remus (as a male) is confusing when the person with username Remus was a female from their friend group as far as I could see)
My current theory is that Uma didn't realise all Jill's sperging was completely sincere and she really does massively overreact to absolutely everything, so she kinda went into it as a, what seems to be, calmer individual (based on Uma's journal) and wasn't ready for it all to blow up in her face like it did. Jill genuinely needs to address how she communicates and deals with problems rather than leaning into it and saying yes, my small problems I blew up into huge ones in my mind are
*real traumas* which caused me to split personalities
when the root of it all is not being dealt with.
Jill absolutely needs to go to dialectical behavior therapy, which was specifically made for people with borderline. I went for 6 months (don't have BPD but it was still useful) because it teaches you so many ways to handle your emotions and thoughts, you learn coping mechanisms and how to spot toxic
thinking patterns. And then move onto CBT. Any good therapist would recommend this to her instead of indulging in this DID bullshit
samefag but I've also gone through EMDR for trauma stuff. It absolutely wrecks your shit because you basically relive your trauma and talk it out with your therapist. Whenever I'd have an EMDR session, I'd be emotionally dead the rest of the day, sometimes into the next day. Again it was very useful imo but I doubt she has the willpower to stick at it because it is fucking hard. "yass zaddy rip my thoughts open and stitch them backup" if her experience is like mine she'll be rocking back and forth on the floor crying and drooling.
sorry for blogpost but trauma work is actual WORK you have to put effort in and like everything else Jill's had to put effort in, I don't see her sticking to it. It's a commitment. Go to DBT Jill
Is the "certain blonde girl" she's referencing known? I'm curious as to why the memory of this person would "trigger
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from her likes
Is anyone else grossed out about how she spoke about EMDR? "rip my thoughts apart" idk it sounds gross>>189519
Lmao ketamine Jillian? Why do I need to see this so bad>>189521
What a retard
Gosh, can you be more entitled than this lol
Nobody has the time to coddle people for ever, it's up to them to put themselves back together
Probably the gender neutral zaddy at the start.
> yes daddy, rip my thoughts open and stitch them back together 😍
Sounds like a Shayna medfet post, where she thinks it’s super sexy but really her tweet is just super cringe and off putting.
I thought jerrick was asexual and underage? Weird that there’s so much sexually suggestive bullshit being posted to his Twitter.
While seeing her old, overdramatic blog posts does put her "trauma" into perspective, it also just further exemplifies how totally and completely out of touch and egocentric she is.
Trauma responses are complex and as gross as social media mental illness culture is, there is a bit of truth in how there is no blanket qualifier for what can and cannot create a trauma response.
However, Jill makes her issues everyone else's problem. If she was truly traumatized by her online teenage fling, fine. However, she constantly ramps it up, and has even alluded to her experience being sexual assault. Being a voice in the mental illness community uwu doesn't mean you have to have had the worst trauma known to man.
This is about Jill's ego, not her illness. This is why I will never have any sympathy for her despite how sad her downward spiral is. She doesn't care about anyone or anything outside of being the most special at whatever thing she's into at the moment. Problem is that she's not particularly smart, interesting, or engaging so it's never going to work out for her - so being a trainwreck is the only option left.
I had to kek at this as well bitch ur 13
I can’t fathom she actually went through with this DID shit. I always took it for silly sperging of the nonnies here that Jill is hinting on bring a twamatized system but she did it kek
Like she has to live a lie and convinced herself and everyone around her?? She can’t even keep the lore straight on Twitter, i feel like some pieces are still missing for the whole picture.
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Kek at jolly retweeting this. Iirc op is the same gal from shaynas thread whose ass she was kissing a whole back and calling her mom.
>resilience or death
So with k, the doctors use a light dose and they sit with you during the high and talk through whatever is causing triggers
for whatever traumatic event. With shrooms, it’s more for anxiety and depression and it’s just a micro dose. It’s like taking kratom but does a better job. These options aren’t limited to people that aren’t functional in society, it’s for people that struggle in general. You could argue that Jill probably really needs this because maybe shrooms might give her a sense of empathy and realize the world doesn’t revolve around her
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>>189576>>189627>complex, repeated, prolonged trauma>dead
Louise I beg you snatch the bitch already
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You really struggle with your eating Jill
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>blurry to the point of no return. string of emojis
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lol, is this not the girl account?Given that 'Pixie' is the one who owns the YouTube channel and refers to herself as a magical girl on her YouTube bio and uses she pronoun, did she get her OCs confused again?
Whenever I see her using the fucking emojis I cringe so bad.
Also blurry? from what, alcohol?
I really hate when retards do that kek>>189728>im not a girl
fucking making me alog super bad right now
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It was in response to a twitter account calling Pearl from Spongebob plus sized.
sage for tinfoil but part of me wonders if jill is doing this blabbering to herself to "prove" her """diagnosis""" to her parents. It seems more aligned with npd or bpd that she would be doing extra larping when alone if it means her parents or brother might be hearing her through the wall.
seems like she's in her old basement cavern too. i used to have a ceiling paneled just like that, it doesn't suppress any acoustics. im sure they can hear her.
She looks like a moonfaced marshmallow, just the fact her 13 year old self mentioned stress eating and getting fat in her sperg and here Jillian is, looking visibly several sizes larger than her boyfriend.
I'm guessing they do not eat together since he looks about the same as in that Barcroft video from 2 years ago. Also someone is gonna need to recap this video since it's nearly 40 minutes long.
She is out of fucking control. She has gone way the fuck over the edge. I honestly can't bear to watch her anymore, because every movement and facial expression she makes now is just so contrived and put on. This is BPD gone way, way, way the fuck out of control. I do NOT know how Steve can stand to be around it. I am honestly getting fucking triggered
watching her. God, so gross and disturbing. This girl is toast.
Jesus fucking Christ… i feel like this video perfectly illustrates everything that enrages and terrifies me about social media bubbles and the ideas that emerge from them…
On one side, You’ve got a girl who has attributed her perfectly normal adult experience to a rare and high-contested debilitating illness, and is getting asspats online for her completely delusional world view, fuelled by 11-14 year olds on tiktok who believe they are the experts on mental illness. Who’s life has been made exponentially better by living in a capitalist country, and whose existence is fuelled by social media, tech which would not have been possible under a communist regime.
And she’s sat right next to a man who is actively spousing equally delusional bullshit about communism!
WHILE THEY ARE MAKING CRAYOLA-BRANDED GINGERBREAD HOUSES!
Import to note, that under communism the extravagance of a decorated house would be a definite no-no… not to mention the fact that it’s from CRAYOLA!!!!
And all this is set in a house that looks like it came from the fever-dream of a toddler with hoarding tendencies…
This is absolutely bonkers to me! Ligit insane. This is so disconnected from the realities of being a human being in a functioning society…
Urg… this prob counts as a-logging, but fuck it
Good point, but it's also interesting that Jillian immediately guessed that he's going to make a commie house.
How much does Stevie talk about communism in his daily life?
For a couple who are oh so concerned about recognising their privilege and calling out oppression, it’s pretty fucking rich to actively promote the flag of the Soviet Union, a state which is responsible for the deaths of thousands of individuals through famine, labour camps, and outright genocide. Seriously. Fuck them.
And even then she can't make those believable. She's been falling over her own DID lies even before her 'diagnosis'.
Like not keeping her story straight and picking and choosing incorrect symptoms to badly display
He's probably growing them out because of his ~laydee feelz~
Also, he reminds me of an even faggier Idubbbz. They almost have the same face. Disgusting, Steeb.
Is she actually bleeding followers? I've been trying to see her numbers on Socialblade since it seems like she gained more followers on Twitter. >>189801
He's hitting all the red flags of a guy that's going to transition soon. Growing out hair and nails, wears baggier clothes to feel smaller and feminine, even the way he talks he has a similar voice to every MtF that puts in minimal effort in their "transition"
Yeah basically what the other anons said, it's the new trendy thing among lefties and wokies to pretend that communism (or socialism, among the more intelligent ones) is the answer to all that's wrong in the world. It ties together consumerism and black and white thinking nicely, so perfect for social media.
Plus, it's all online so nobody ever has to do anything about their "communism" other than pretend to support the concept while safe in the knowledge they will never live under communist rule. There is even a movement to try and pretend China is wonderful despite the concurrent news stories about people being disappeared or arrested for critiquing the police or government on weibo.
Also some tranny crossover as well, again no worries about actually living under a regime which disallows homosexuality or deviant expression of any kind. Perfect beliefs for sheltered nerds to have and in line with what we know about incel-lite Stevie.
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No he’s massively grown out his hair, before he used to have short hair (even last year his hair was relatively short) but he has grown it out a lot this year. If this picture from earlier this year is anything to go by (where he basically looks like a lesbian) I definitely think he’s just going to troon out by next year
Christ the baby voice in this is even more unbearable than usual >>189806
Oh yeah he’s giving boymoder vibes for sure
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I'm truly shocked at the amount of weight her face has gained since her last video. Why doesn't anyone step in and tell her? That can't be good for her health.
Drag mocks women yet women are RPDRs primary audience. I’m sure Steve will get over it.>>189821
She’s morphing into that Emilia Fart character.
Or will Jill break of up with she/her Stevie if they transition since I doubt she could handle anyone in her life getting even an ounce more attention than her.
Maybe her trauma came from her mother having cancer since her mother would've gotten more attention than Jilly bean and triggered
her self-harm 13yo boy alter to develop
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she's so annoying
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Holy shit - that cannot be just straight weight gain. Maybe she was put on new meds. I don’t have any experience with any psychiatric meds but i’m sure i’ve read a lot of them can cause moon face (anti-psychotics in particular I think?) Blog but I have had experience with other meds that cause moon face though. I’ve had to do several courses of high dose steroids (including 5 days of IV hydrocortisone) for an autoimmune condition, and while I avoided a lot of the other side effects, I got hit with moon face pretty hard.
It looked more jarring on me at the time because I’d lost weight with the extended period of illness and went away after a few months, but with jill because she’s already fat I think maybe that’s masking it a little. It’s just the actual distribution of fat that’s making me think maybe it’s meds related - the roundness and fullness of the sides of her face especially. sorry for sperging kek
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jill retweeting another larper whingeing about criticising ‘fakers’
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They are such a stereotypical twitter "queer" straight couple it's unbelievable
>>189799>For a couple who are oh so concerned about recognising their privilege and calling out oppression
Being really frank here, I doubt they even know what oppression is.>>189807
Twitter people pretending to be communist to be cool make me cringe so fucking hard. It's beyond disgusting and distasteful.
I agree, I thought of prednisone. My aunt was on it for awhile and got moon face. She was so embarrassed about it but (like you) she was skinny everywhere else. It sort of gave her a BJD look. Obviously I wouldn't wish that side effect on anyone though
Jill looks … not good. The makeup is really accentuating it though.
Yes, her face shape definitely gave me that vibe. Prednisone can cause varying weight gain depending on the condition, stomach, ankles, face, anything can be affected.
However, I strongly feel if she was physically unwell, had a chronic non mental illness or autoimmune disorder, she would be claiming the 'disabled' label wayyy harder and complaining about the many side effects constantly & it would 1000% be in her bio. If you remember back to how she acted for attention when Stevie was ill, or on DA when referring to her mums cancer, you can imagine the extremes she'd go to if it was HER who was in that position. On the plus side she would probably have less time & energy to spend making up mental illnesses for herself as she would have to monitor her physical condition and actually start taking care of herself…
dear god, did anyone catch the tourettes larping that happened 2 seconds after that bit? 13:20ish. please. i cant be the only one who physically cringed.
>"a DoOrKnOb!!">"shhh">"no secrets"
who wants to bet the uwu baby alter has tourettes?
sage for tinfoil, but in the clip you can see her turn the other way and laugh after shushing herself, then jut and dip her head forward while saying "no secrets." it is extremely alike to what i've seen tourettes larpers do on tiktok…the sudden head movements, the loudness.
tourettes saga when
Holy shit how is it possible to visibly gain that much weight in such a short time? Even if she only eats garbage, it usually doesn't happen THAT fast. Does she have hormone issues or something?
Also lmao they are barely responding to what the other said besides some nods or short laughs, even if they ask questions. It's like watching two people talk to themselves.
>>189849>I'd rather have dozen of able bodied people pass off as disabled, than have one disabled person die in poverty, because they couldn't prove their disability.
No disabled person is going to die, because they aren't instantly validated for bragging about their disability on social media lmao.
Also most of the healthcare systems are build in such way, that servers actually disabled people and help them to get better support. If you're missed by them your disability is borderline non-existant and propably isn't life threatening.
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noticed a chew toy on her necklace. These are made for babies to help them to learn to use their teeth, but are also used for autistic kids, who will otherwise chew through table legs. They have also become a trend among autistic women lately.
She's basically just presenting as autistic already, so prepare to hear about her diagnosis soon.
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Jilly reminding everyone that she's mentally retar- I mean, "mentally 14". Why is she letting someone who's "mentally 14" drink, and presumably drive (to the liquor store)?
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Christmas 2019-Christmas 2020-Christmas 2021
The size difference between 2020 and 2021 is fucking insane.
This time last year I really thought she wouldn't get any bigger, just maintain her new obese self because to get any bigger than that would mean not only making consistent poor choices but actively overeating every day.
I suppose the weed and alcohol have helped tremendously.
Jillian please tell us more about your supposed ARFID.
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local ana-can here, people "with eating disorders" (slightly self conscious but somehow also narcasissti and attention seeking) who "recover" usually do balloon from average or thin to incredibly fat because they lean in to shitty fat acceptance tards and see being big as a way ti get attention the same way as being small was. then once they're fat it's too upsetting to consider that they don't like being whales. picrel bc it's Jill in another year when she decides to medically transition and becomes even grosser
>>189933>I'm 14-16 -blush emoji-
Jillian you are not. You're fucking 23. And you yourself are posting sexual "horny" content on your own twitter. So what the fuck?
Why is she like this? I'm so fucking angry. Is anyone mad about this too? It gives me unreasonable rage that she's pretending to be a minor and then call out others when it comes to DDGL triggers
when she herself is like this. Like this makes 0 fucking sense
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tic faker saga soon
This is so stupid and ageplayer-ish>>189933>Someone: "Hey, could you please tag stuff related to ddgl, it makes me uncomfortable">Her: UMMMM IM LITERALLY A MINOR??? (she's not)
I bet she's fishing for this retard diagnosis too so she becomes "uncancellable" and everyone feels bad about critizicing her. I'm so tired.
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She literally doubled in size
i am autistic and was given one of these when i was ~10, they're shit. really only useful as an at home fidget to redirect chewing impulses away from objects (constant snacking isn't a good alternative to shirt sleeves) and because they get linty, dirty, ect very fast, and have to be washed right away or else they get a bad breath odor if you chewed it without a perfectly clean mouth. they taste bad, too, and i barely touched the one i was given because it was so fucking embarrassing; to be visibly autistic is to actively invite bullying. sage for blog posting and no contribution but i share this to illustrate just how much her having one is obviously for the hashtag aesthetic of being restarted in a kawiwi "uwu" way
i can just imagine her suckling it and picking a cat hair off her toung and then asking stevie to wash it for her bc it smells lol
How can she make her old overweight self look even smaller in comparison?>>189954
>>189951>customer or business partner
I doubt she’ll ever run a business at this point. When is the last time she did any kind of work on her brand? She’s dropped the whole idea in favour of 24/7 mental illness LARPing.>>189954
I’m with the anons who theorise that finishing school is what caused this decline. She doesn’t want to be an independent functioning member of society with adult responsibilities. Pretending to be severely mentally ill and disabled gives her an excuse to do nothing all day while still getting a ton of attention.
Actually that retweet was even dumber than I anticipated since they didn't even bring up the extremely widely discussed issue of people with invisible illnesses and disabilities, especially women, being ignored by doctors, the whole thing was basically fakers are good because??? social media is mean!!!
You know you're full of shit when you miss the major talking point all actually ill people have had to deal with and constantly discuss with each other.
sage but it is possible she has ARFID. The side effects can include obesity, as the thought of eating anything else (in Jill's case, healthy food) can be triggering
. Her mom even called her out about it during the Japan trip as she could only eat fried western food.
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If she wanted to go the physical munch route that would actually be a pretty easy avenue, kek. Type 2 diabetes isn’t exactly *~glam~* tho
I once worked with a greasy incel looking guy (he seemed nice though, I didn't really talk to him) who only ate mcdonalds for some reason, no joke soon after he got cancer at aged about 21 or something.
I don't know what happened to him since we only worked at the same place for a couple months, but eating the same shit item over and over is terrible for your body.
Also in Jill’s case she is extremely privileged and managed to shop around and paid for all of this out of pocket, in countries where you pay for healthcare real disabled people die all the time because they just don’t have money like Jill does, in countries where it’s free we have issues with waitlists being incredibly long and fakers junking things up and taking appointments really does slow things for people who really need it, I don’t know anyone disabled (blog but myself included) who thinks all this self diagnosis screaming online is a good thing, people co-opting our struggles and making us a laughing stock online does make things harder for us in the real world, the only people who spout this nonsense are fakers who want to scream about how valid
they are everywhere and talk over real disabled people and make us a laughing stock, it’s disgusting
It just makes no sense to me that she's suddenly doing these characters and ticks. We've been watching her for years, wouldn't they have been evident before
? Maybe one thing could have sprung up out of nowhere but there's no way she suddenly presents with multiple visible "disabilities".
Pretending to be autistic is so fucking offensive. It's obvious she's never been to an autism center and met actual autistic people. Actual autistic people exist outside of the internet and it's not all hand flapping and coloring books. Fuck you, Jill.
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I really don't understand how anyone can be "kawaii in a retarded way" for starters kek
You either are kawaii or not and she clearly isnt
The most "kawaii girl" she has been was a looooooooong time ago
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There’s nowhere in those texts it would’ve been grammatically correct to use gendered pronouns, you fruitcake. It would’ve either been her name, or ‘you’ if speaking directly to her.
Also there’s multiple pronouns in there ffs
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Twelve years??? Jill you started this larp, AT BEST, 2 years ago when you started consuming DissociDID’s content because you were trying to protect her against Trisha, someone who you now resemble to a T
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she looks cute here without the excessive clown makeup
>>190039>i think that drag kind of loses context when straight kweer women try to make it their culture and community.
Agreed, Jillian being a prime example, an hettie girl who is desperate to look gay>it makes more sense when you look at it as something that came from gay men whose sexual identity was historically repressed into derogatory feminine caricature.
I also agree, but also remember this comes from the idea that female=bad, any femenine attribute men could have was linked to females so the root of it is misogyny>if you’ve ever met a gay man who grew up in a country where it’s still illegal to have gay sex, or even just from the hood where it fucking sucks to be gay, then it makes more sense.
I know it does, but then, why would any male dress as a female if their entire enviorment is conservative? Imagine if a closeted gay male was seen wearing a wig and a dress, even if that's the only way to live their homosexuality in peace, it just makes them look like a tranny or a deviant. Drag queen shit will never not be mockery for me.
Anyways, going back to Jillian though, is it me or is Steve also into drag queens? Was him the one that gave Jillian the idea of drag queens? Or what? Otherwise why does he have long hair and disgusting nails and that "about to troon out" look
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Sorry I mean June, damn. Feels like she couldn't of gained so much weight in such little time
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I'm sorry about how shitty this looks. I need to find a better way to make collages… graphic design is not my passion.
Anyway, a quick look through Steve's Twitter likes makes it pretty obvious he's going to fully troon out soon.
God this will be such a shit fest when steewie troons out. Jill on one side acting like a tard and then steve being your typical twatter commy troon kek. Next year will be great and full of milk straight outta Jill's rainbow hell. >>190062
Isn't health insurance covering the costs of it in Canada? How much would this shit cost for him?
It's from last year when they reunited, they had a family reunion last year
also I was just pointing out: she looks better and thinner, not saying that it's recent.
Lol, he'll call oppression if she doesn't>>190058
God this gives me the chills, it's like a tickling shitfest waiting to happen.>trans women experience blablabla far higher than cis women
Can troons not? this is fucking disgusting
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For those who have the pleasure of not knowing, the "My Coconuts" song is a disgusting song by Steeb's fellow tranny Kim Petras, about his moobs. Sooooo not a fetish though!
￼>I also agree, but also remember this comes from the idea that female=bad, any femenine attribute men could have was linked to females so the root of it is misogyny
eh, this is my bad because i was focusing more on the trauma-solidarity side of things. drag doesnt exist just to look ridiculous, it’s supposed to be camp and playful but beautiful (eye of the beholder tho). if reviving over-the-top hair/makeup trends from old hollywood stage makeup, or 80s glam, or whichever era, reads as inherently mocking women it’s bc the broader culture chews up women’s style and makes a constant mockery of it as a way to demean women and punish us for aging
like, if a gay man or a gyaru in japan wants to do a wild take on their vision of a basic white chick, and they’re clearly trying to make it look good according to a certain style metric, am i supposed to be offended about ‘appropriation’? lol
>why would any male dress as a female if their entire enviorment is conservative? Imagine if a closeted gay male was seen wearing a wig and a dress, even if that's the only way to live their homosexuality in peace, it just makes them look like a tranny or a deviant.
yeah idk i cant speak to why any gay dude in that situation would do that either. prolly be more likely to just watch drag race for the vicarious thrill while maybe wearing mom’s heels and mascara in secret, or otherwise move somewhere where there’s community to go out in a wig and a dress even knowing it makes them a target of a militant police force, so they can throw the first brick at stonewall or whatever, so that decades later all us homos can join the military while wearing our pride month edition rainbow ikea buttplugs ethically manufactured in factories running on oil personally frakked by ru paul. the possibilities are endless. in egypt if you join the military they check your butthole to see if it has ever been penetrated, and you and i spend our free time refreshing a thread about a 23y/o small town canadian sensitivity-troll who exemplifies the truly batshit self-victimizing copes that emerge from an alienated youth spent building a public persona on toxic
internet hugbox culture & subsequently having the majority of your income and social interactions contingent on constantly performing this 2D consumption-driven strong beautiful kind kawiwi character. i never said anything on this gay earth was good nonnie
i just think drag’s different from blackface
you know when i think about it it might be for the best when i catch a ban for this post. log me off sweet farmhand
Obesity is more rare in AFRID, hell one of the indicators of the illness is weight loss due to the person avoiding most foods. Especially since the texture of all foods become mushy from chewing. Jill's just a lazy slob that over eats, over drinks, and smokes too much weed. >>190016
I can't be the only one who finds it weird that she suddenly had therapists from the time she was five right? It's shitty but I wouldn't put it past her to lie about it so it seems like her story is more believable.
Paging Pixielocks, please read the MTF thread for more information on what's about to happen because it won't be pretty. Transwidow in 3, 2, 1…
She needs to find a new boyfriend ASAP because this activity suggests their relationship is doomed.
Men generally troon out for a very specific reason: to fuck men in a more socially approved way, transing out is miles more deviant than simply being gay, but since Stevie is internet poisoned and ex-religious he will believe it is the superior option.
Maybe it’s indirect. Maybe he wears her underwear.>>190058
He liked a tweet defending that disgusting troon who made a memorial for the École Polytechnique massacre all about himself. Fuck him.
sage for medfagotry, but while people in restrictive eating recovery are definitely prone to developing a different eating disorder (binge eating), the weight gain is also usually because they completely fucked up their metabolic system. Their body was in survival mode for so long, so now even regular amounts of new caloric intake is not being given up by the body, it’s all retained.
Great examples are the majority of contestants from “The biggest loser.” Even those who started a healthy diet with consistent low intensity exercise couldn’t keep the weight off, because they lost it all too quickly. Losing 100-200 pounds in 3-5 years is healthier than losing it in months.
But my bet is that Jillian has just traded one eating disorder for another
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this sounds like a scene from a horror film kek
I mean if you actually go to a drag show it's apparent that it's harmless fun and self expression, not men claiming "this is what women are like actually." When the ball scene was poor black and brown people decades ago, it was an opportunity to transform into their ideal selves that they could realistically never be because of economic and social factors. Like a poor person that would never realistically be a CEO competing in an executive realness category and wearing a powersuit. There are plenty of documentaries on yt and there's even Ryan Murphy's revisionist history via Pose.
I've been female my whole life and have never been to a drag show and felt like my gender was being mocked or attacked. It's a similar energy to what going to anime cons used to be like. Sometimes it's fun to dress up and actual effort and talent used to be required before you could buy everything on Amazon.>>190039
Thank you for putting this more succinctly. But while gay men a misogynistic, drag inherently isn't because while men and troons have been the center of it, it has never been exclusively limited to them. The number of people in these threads who seethe over drag like it's exclusively privileged men dressing up as women to mock them is like…so confusing to me? RPDR does not define drag.>>190073
Please use your ban time to learn how to break up sentences because holy shit.>>190097
I would feel worse for mama Vessey if she didn't bring all of this on herself. Parenting is hard, but don't spoil and indulge a child the way you do a pet. Because this is the end result.
fuck the sexist unoriginal disgusting shitfest that drag is and always will be. men dressing up as important historical women figures and famous women to mock them isn't any different than regular ol' sexism.
i hope jill leaves steve. i don't like her but a woman sticking by the side of a troon is a horror story.
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i guess the 14yo alter is an alcoholic too
Jillian be like>I'm a minor don't interact!
Also Jillian>Lol alcohol and weed (posts horny shit)
She can't keep the lies straight
i’ll be a good nonnie
and keep it to myself but god>trans women experience gender based violence FAR more than cis women
is really making me want to a-log
She used the wrong TW
too, alcohol is more triggering
for a lot of people because of abusive
people in their lives using their alcoholic tendencies as an excuse. But of course Jill won't see it that way because she loves day drinking wine on a Tuesday.
I don't know if this is her taking it too far and being a bitch about it on purpose after being asked to tw
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waaaaah you corrected me
Samefag, >But while gay men are misogynistic, drag inherently isn't
You sound like the cognitive dissonance queen, drag artists are gay men. How can gay men be misogynistic but drag artists who are all gay men not be? Nobody thinks of drag kings when they think of drag. Drag is gay men's misogyny on steroids, complete with "fishy" as a compliment for a semi-passing result.
It's a giveaway she TW
: Food to a mention of wine
like she thinks it's a food group. Alco confirmed.
I'm literally bleeding out of my vagina I've had since birth and don't have a twitter account, but love how anyone who disagrees with anyone here is automatically a troon. It's snowflakey as hell to cry about muh misogyny in something you have surface level knowledge of. I'm not even claiming drag is some high, holy art form, just that it's not explicitly for men and has never been about mocking women.
Just because shitty misogynists exist and get famous on some sad neoliberal gay franchise tv shows, that's not representative of the whole subculture. It's like assuming all cosplayers are pedo pandering sex workers because Belle Delphine happened.
That ain't me. Saw it and was amused.
That's a very ableist answer from an "un-dx autist"
was taking what you said literally and correcting you. Typical autist behavior. But you wouldn't know it jilly because autism to you is all coloring books, baby talk, flapy hands and chew toys.
You forget about the real life communication barriers and dilemmas real disabled people actually face.. even online
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Photo of anon desperately caping for gay men who aren't even reading this imageboard.
Hey so I’m the person in the screenshot. Not cow-tipping or expecting praise, I’ve never posted anything I’ve said to Jill on here.
Tl;dr, she blocked me for genuinely trying to say the thing about the pronouns, because she was actually wrong, and I guess she took offense to it even though I didn’t intend any.
Sorry if this is against the rules, it just really rubs me the wrong way that she blocked me (I don’t actually care about that itself tbh) after her saga with the tik toker who dared to delete her comments(cowtip)
maybe steven is the dark horse pick for opening an onlyfans in 2022 kekkk>>190233
you fucking retard lol
Sorta offshoot comment but no pronouns about her
, spread kindness like confetti to her
, don't talk about nsfw topics to her
teen oc, but teen oc can post nsfw topics, so on and so forth. She can call herself female on her she/they account but others can't.
Her statements only apply to her
therefore granddad didn't use any pronouns. The world literally begins and ends at Jill.enjoy your ban for cowtipping
If you know gay men are misogynistic, then why do you say this with so much confidence:>privileged men dressing up as women to mock them is like… so confusing to me? RPDR does not define drag.
Men have always been more privileged than women based on sex alone. Even in the past I imagine gay males used drag as a way to cope and imitate women because of how much they were compared to one in a pejorative way. While historicaly, women are also part of drag, drag kings were a way to imitate privileged men.
It might had been "better" in the past (somehow according to your words and personal research) but RPDR really does define the state drag queen is in right now. It's a new wave promoting brainrot (just look at Jillian). Most of them are mysogynistic and I bet in the past they were too. Plus I am an adult human female, am I not allowed to have an opinion about men imitating a weird version of my reality? I think I should have the option to at least comment on it if it makes me visibly uncomfortable that men are trying to act like me. I know LGB solidarity is good and all but you are excusing gay men way too much, when they can also be sinister and womanhaters.
Steve feels more like a caregiver and a roommate that has to entertain a retarded toddler 25/7 but this toddler is actually a 20something womanchild, and thus resulting in him trooning out because he also wants to be a capitalistic "communist" attention whore
Speaking of that, I doubt people in communist countries even have the means to make gingerbread houses. Or they would be taken away.
This angers me like you have no idea. Fucking hate troons thinking they're the real victims
. I wish women could kill all trannies.
She won't even put a TW
for her disgusting daddy kink mentions because she's a"mInOr" let alone use the correct one for anything else. She's a fucking idiot that can't see past her own nose.
I'm sure she was like
1.Have the normal kind of dissociation (aka staring at walls when sad)
2.Watch dissociative youtubers
3.Copy their behaviors to seem legit
4.Steve the retard: omg she's totes not faking it!!
Steve is a communist femboy so of course it is easy for him to fall for brainrot.
>>190218>I'm literally bleeding out of my vagina I've had since birth
Doubt.jpg>It's snowflakey as hell to cry about muh misogyny in something you have surface level knowledge of.
What, womanhood and the mockery of it? I think we all have plenty of experience with it>It's like assuming all cosplayers are pedo pandering sex workers because Belle Delphine happened.
That has been the case for almost a decade though, before Belle Delphine even.
I also find it extremely sensitive how she deletes comments and blocks others but dare anyone else do the same and she gets so sensitive.>>190224>But you wouldn't know it jilly because autism to you is all coloring books, baby talk, flapy hands and chew toys.
Kek, exactly. She thinks being a retard is a free membership for a womanchild fun club. What a dumbass.
even the lgbt community hates drag race, the only ones who don't are either 1) misogynistic gay men or 2) "spicy straight" or bisexual women who just want brownie points. in some cases, drag can purely be performance, like someone playing a persona that has nothing to do w female stereotypes, but that's just not typical on rpdr. they not only mock women, but gay men mock trans people, mock different races, etc. i've never met a single trans person who supported the show considering it's full of slurs and ru paul is just. actually the worst.
sage for derail i guess but how can someone even defend this. it's not even an 'ew trans people' thing, because 99% of drag queens are cis gays who think pretending to be women, esp of different races, is hilarious.
>>190292>lumping bi women in with straights>caring about trannies
I was about to suggest we call the next thread the sobbing emoji edition but realised that’s already the case. She’s worse than tess holiday using the clown emoji as a ‘I’m seething but pretending to be unbothered’ tell.
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Not kind of awful, exceptionally awful. Rachel Zoe, is that you? Anyone who lived through that era and wants it to come back in any capacity is fucked in the head. I know everyone loves dunking on fat people anonymously online because they feel personally attacked that no one is calling their pancake ass thicc but can we not go back to this?
Jill is gross because she puts her foot down on not taking care of herself because mento iwwness. It's not going to be easy for her at her current size and doubling down on being a lying scammy asshole to pretend to have an eating disorder, unless she was honest about obviously overeating or being on meds that cause weigh gain.
Maybe Jill senses the pro-ana wave returning with the 00s comeback and wants to double down on being the most sick in a different way.
I don’t know about people on the lower functioning end of the spectrum but most people who are high-functioning enough to go undiagnosed until adulthood would be far too embarrassed to wear something like that openly. There is a subset of people who do like to advertise their autism in that way, but in my experience they rarely need
to stim in public and the accessories are more performative than utilitarian. With Jill it’s 100% performance and LARPing as a lower-functioning person (if she’s even on the spectrum at all).
>>190342>in a few years i think the body pos movement will have dried up a lot more
Bodi posi led right into the prostitution/onlyfans movement so I think when people realized their "curves" were being liked and praised only for fap material it lost its allure.
We will definitely see heroin chic back and to stay.
That was cute nonny
merry Christmas to you too!
Didn’t the description of that chewing toy say something that eating something every time you need a sensory trigger
is to be avoided? Okey jill give it a try! I could imagine her always sitting there with a bag of candy because muh sensory uwu stimuli!!!
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I forgot that she also claims to have Trich on her laundry list of conditions, I wonder if that will change though when she pays for an autism DX, trich qualifies as neurodivergent because it’s a compulsive disorder, I think she will claim it’s co-morbid
I’m not saying that I think she has it or is valid
in that way just that it does officially fall under the umbrella (a couple of things you wouldn’t expect fall under the umbrella like dyslexia for example), my theory on why she even claimed it in the first place is that whole saga where she put neurodivergent in her bio and people got angry at her, I think she just googled what qualifies then tried to apply one to herself and it’s far far easier to claim than autism. Sage for blog but I actually have it and I do not believe that she does (I also don’t qualify it as neurodivergent personally), it’s not something you just develop all of a sudden there would have been signs since she was very young, it can be co-morbid with autism but just in the same way as most things can be, there is no correlation between the two it’s just coincidence when someone has both
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why is she so obsessed with this guy?
oh jesus she’s signing her comments with her stupid emojis from her main account now. I don’t know why i’m surprised but it’s just so cringe inducing. Spend some time with your family at christmas you insane womanchild >>190393
Why would dyslexia be a surprising thing to consider neurodivergent? It’s a learning disability.
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Oh fuck off Jill
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Yeah but Jillian takes out literal toys in front of class and starts playing with them. Then she's surprised that she gets bad grades… Lmao>>190394
Seriously how is this guy not disgusted and creeped out? Tinfoil but I think she completely lost it now. She has 0 self awareness on how this could be creepy for Drew Monson. She's probably more attracted to him than Steven now and wants to date him that's why she's doing this shit. Pro tip Jillian, he's very gay and this is not the way to approach any YouTuber or public figure. Specially not when you look like a psycho clown who is mean on Twitter to everyone else but your lovebombed Drew. And specially not someone who fakes a bunch of mental illnesses and seems emotionally unstable.
That applies to her as well kek
She's not a fucking professional>>190418>Got us
I thought Jerrica didn't like this type of stuff? Since she's edgy and all.
Also wtf she's 20+ and she's getting children toys to play with?
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so it’s for the 6 year old? did all her alters get different gifts?
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>>190418>>190425>buying a toy set at 23>your parents getting you the rest of the set>seeing the card that calls you "a little one">making multiple tweets about it
why isn't she embarrassed at any of these steps ?
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It’s a $200 dollhouse lol she’s never known anything but a cushy life
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I know Jill's dream of being a seamstress is kinda over so why doesn't she make soaps or something? Like, craft videos. And then she could stacymax and stop being a retard maybe? But I'm asking too much. Anyways for someone who loves cute crap her gingerbread house is shit, look at this made from soap 100% better
Her recent 'LOL IT'S ALL MY DID' thing is so depressing, stuff that you can tell she genuinely enjoys (like Precure) is all just her DID now it's like she doesn't consider herself a full person and has to put anything that she likes into alter categories.
There's nothing wrong with liking dollhouses Jill, but you have to accept that the one you bought is meant for children.
she's using the strawberry emoji ie. the the 6yo alter is speaking, so that's who the gift is supposed to be for
She has basically never expressed interest in dolls… Does she realize you can just enjoy toys / playing without claiming you're 6 or have DID? She's so out of touch.
Knowing the inside of this dollhouse is going to get full of dirty cat hair and litter dust makes me shiver. What a waste of money.
>>190454>I have the serious suspicion that Jill larping DID and low functioning autism is a cover for being an ageplayer/into DDLG.
Same here, I keep having this inner thought that she's an ageplayer.
When she was into collecting magical girl stuff I didn't mind it because she was still living with her parents and she was just a dumb girl and it isn't as unusual as you think to collect anime shit. But she retweeted that one questionable outfit that looks ddglish with the strawberry emote, and also said steven tucks her in bed. And dunno, more weird ageplayer shit.
It's getting weirder. I know adults can also like shit like doll houses but they don't act like Jillian does. They don't pretend to be a baby or a toddler, they don't have "minor" "6 year old" alters, they don't want to relive their childhood this hardcore, they don't dress like she does and carry a teething toy on their neck as if it was jewlery to chew in front of others.
She really thinks having DID/autism is a free pass to never grow up and it's quite scary. This is why she had to invent a fake traumatic situation because apparently traumatized people never grow up in her eyes. I dunno. She's not getting the therapy she actually needs. She's digging herself into this situation. I don't know how she could recover tbh
genuinely, yeah. especially with how she responded to a tweet here (old and uncreamy milk. just the usual jill passive aggression) >>189933
i really would not be surprised. and with how much she's denied in the past having (had) a younger audience, I'm scared for if the DID-tard larp falls through and the hypothetical where she starts catering to that
niche/audience.. ddlg has become disgustingly common, (incest porn and the sexualization of youth in general, unfortunately.) especially among scrotes and people trying to cater to them. it makes me sick that the enjoyment of childhood and childlike ideas could be twisted so disgustingly by someone i watched when i was a young teen. though, i wonder if she knows how to be subtle about it from her time in lolita.
I don't think she's as subtle as you might thing.
And that lolita Jill we knew is long dead.
She'll probably be jacking off to being called a little one due to her ddlg larp
As a doll collector, though not of dollhouses and miniatures, I do own a few items and am familiar with them - there's a huge difference between what adult collectors will buy and this set does scream children's
. Adult miniature dollhouses have insane, to scale details and are usually in more traditional colors (the usual colors you'd see in a period house, cream, gold, reds and browns with small patterns on the fabric) so the lack of detail of the house and furniture, plus simple colors clearly suggests it's for toddlers, hence the well-meaning note from the supplier.
It's more enbarrassing for the supplier to be inadvertently involved in a mental illness larp/fetish, but you can't control what your customers do with your items nor how they choose to promote them to their audiences. They might now unfortunately see a small uptick in adult babies buying their items and jerking off to them
she had those puppies surprise toys she collected, and always made a big show of her magical girl wands from that vintage shop in japan.
she has a remarkably short attention span when it comes to her obsessions (those, peeps and crayola spring to mind) that it probably points away from autism. i’m not autistic but aren’t ‘special interests’ meant to go beyond a couple of months. I also thought they were meant to be surely about consumerism and more about facts and learning but pixie is so shallow in everything she does it doesn’t surprise me.
Yeah, the note she got about being a "little one" creeps me out in her context. I know the brand meant well and the sculptors or whatever aren't even aware of ddgl but the way Jillian takes it out of context is so fucking creepy.>>190503
It's funny because she was somewhat doing that before in her magical girl phase, collecting second hand stuff. Although, when it came to other things like lolita she always bought it from the website.
This time, she had to of course show us the price tag of the dollhouse. Mommy would never buy her something second hand, it has to be expensive as fuck in the name of "sustainability".
Can we stop chalking every retarded woman child thing Jill does up to bpd?
I seriously don't understand why anons here even humor this, as if bpd wasn't just the first diagnosis fatty went doctor shopping for. Outside of being an emotionally immature womanchild with no depth she has no real symptoms of bpd
She said it’s her favourite brand and she already owns the kitchen set and Louise bought the house and living room set which she didn’t have so she must have brought it up so it’s not just the $200 house it’s the living room set as well. >>190427
It’s way more cringe if you look at the website, they only sell things for actual babies, it’s not a store that sells other stuff or is remotely aimed at a collector demographic, it’s all baby toys and clothes and has the word infants on the home page and deals on baby onesies so the owners likely genuinely thought it would be cute pictures of an infant playing with the toy
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Sage for samefag but they literally sell potties, Louise must have lost her mind going on this site and spending big bucks on an adult
Her mom has always been an enabler and always gone out of her way to do things for Jillybean, all the extra curricular activities she could want, showered with praise in these activities and told she is the best, all the gifts she wants, her own car, inpatient before her ED got remotely bad, purebred cat to be Jill’s emotional support animal, buying her expensive niche fashion and supporting all her interests, taking her to see muse multiple times because she likes them, getting tattoos together, being dragged to Japan and doing only what Jill wanted to do , whenever there is a disagreement she backs Jill 100% and says the other person is bad and jealous. Louise bends over backwards for this brat and always has done, her claiming a disorder that comes from childhood abuse and sharing that post about how sometimes it’s the things you didn’t get that cause trauma is insane, she gets everything she wants and complete unwavering support
Yes, anon, because she's a spoiled and emotionally immature woman child. Just because someone has some symptoms that a certain disorder exhibits doesn't mean they necessarily have that disorder. Realistically, her "self harm" and "eating disorder" were the most overplayed things ever, she does not have turbulent relationships or trouble keeping partners outside of her being a selfish brat who needs to be the center of attention, and even her "substance abuse" - despite it no way being good or acceptable and clearly a maladaptive coping technique, is pretty fucking normal for her age/social group. Her only real fear of abandonment we've witnessed seems to stem from anxiety that's caused purely by being incredibly sheltered, or tantrums over her wounded ego. She picks up and adopts hobbies and things which she needs to be the best in because she was always praised and sheltered by her mother/family, never having to face consequence and never having to be challenged or grow or develop. Not everyone has to have a specific personality disorder to exhibit these traits. Even when she was leaning hard into trying to come off as queen of bpd, she couldn't cough up even a handful of fake symptoms. The most bpd thing she does is treat the people around her like shit on a dime drop, and again, that's hand in hand with her being a spoiled shit who has never known anything else. Her life and behaviors has been laid out infront of us time and time again, the only way I can even fathom a psych giving her the label is if her/her family over played shit as we've seen they do. Not to mention we don't even know that she actually received that diagnosis from an actual psych, considering how she's gone about the "did" diagnosis now lmao. She has such a boner for this shit as a way to cope with why she's not as special and perfect as mommy raised her to believe, why is it suddenly believable she legitimately has bpd when everything else has all been a larp?
only things of value in her magical girl collection are the ojamajo and few sailor moon wands she has, I don’t remember anything else of real rarity. Some are broken/damaged as well.
This doll house is gross though, why not get sylvanian families at least they have some class to them.
fucking hell. And after all that she goes and backstabs them by claiming they abused her to a point her sense of self shattered to pieces.
Why is this kind of behaviour acceptable?
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it's really distinctly a toddler toy for toddlers, it's unsettling that her mom got this for her and plays into her ddlg delusions this hard… >A stunning feature in the kids room or nursery, this very special toy is sure to delight.>Embrace your child’s inner interior designer.
it would've been way less weird to get a retro one, either a really fancy Victorian one (there are enough handmade ones on etsy if she really cares about the sustainability larp that much) or something second hand like Polly Pocket or Barbie that at least you can play off as 'this is a brand I grew up with and I still enjoy collecting these', idk why Jill had to go for the creepiest option possible
This toyhouse is really pretty and impressive but it really isn't something you should get as an adult. I know adults can get into miniatures too but they don't literally look like a toy for toddlers like this one does. Is it nice and artistic and well made? Probably, but seeing a small girl playing with it solidifies the fact that it isn't for an adult.>>190647>Polly Pocket
Jillian had a Polly Pocket branded crossbody bag if I remember well.
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Why do I feel like she searched for dollhouses to play with as a "6 year old" and this is why she mentioned Melanie Martinez that other day? Because her song is called dollhouse. I feel like this is oddly related. Also the toy house is sold out.
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There's no other way to put it, this is some age play shit. These toys are for young kids. And the fact she had to show the note calling her a "little one"… Very creepy.
Are her alters really an excuse to double down on her consumerism?
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Like come on this doesn't even look like a collectors item, this 100% looks like a toy
Her ddlg followers bought 'em I bet>>190570>I actually hope she reaches out to him someday
0% chance she hasn't already used both her accounts to spam his DMs
At times I wonder if her mom coddles her so much because something awful really did happen to Jillybean and her mother wants to keep her safe and content because of guilt of not protecting her child proper.
But then I remember it's Jill who put her every fart onto social media and if anything did really happen, everyone would know already.
>>190664>her mom coddles her so much because something awful really did happen to Jillybean
The "suicide note at 11" and "ED and self harm" seems to be this. Nothing more nothing less.
I also cut and made suicide notes at 11 and no one bought me a fucking toddler dollhouse worth $200 at 23 though. That, and I don't have alters kek
Possibly! Suicidal ideations are actually pretty common around that age, the reasoning for those ideations is pretty common as well. Jill could have been bullied excessively like other kids her age and not known how to deal with it, which is reasonable. But on top of that she had a mother who coddled beyond the normal extent which probably caused more confusion in young Jill's mind. and then when her mom got cancer and was possibly in and out of hospitals; she possibly wasn't getting that same extent of unadulterated smothering praise like she was used to. Like her dad and her brother were probably treating her like a normal person but that wasn't enough for Jill, she needed to be the center of attention. hence why dark/cutting/bpd/did/ Jill exist. It's all for show she needs attention to be validated.
Even though I don't believe she has DID I do believe when she said her main cause of trauma was her not getting enough attention, because technically for her that's true.
Saged for sperg and armchairing.
>>190425>HER LITTLE ONE IM 23 I JUST HAVE DID LOL
Sooooooo is she confirming that she plays with these toys when she's feeling she's a 6 year old? because that… pretty much is ageplaying>>190679
Next time make sure you check your facts before commenting, you dumb nonnie
Lmao fuck no, everything from her "suicidal ideation", "cutting" and "eating disorder" were incredibly common for the trends/era she was into and very clearly overplayed. She was on DA early which was a hotspot for angsty artsy misunderstood larps doing these things an had friends in artsy groups who would also gravitate towards that. Most likely this was also around the age she started getting more backlash from her peers for being spoiled and selfish..
I agree with the anon that says the closest thing she could've had to trauma is that when her mom got cancer, attention was no longer focused on just Jill. Also it's pretty clear her mom giving attention would be a side effect of her mom having had cancer and realizing how precious/short her life could be, and not any trauma Jill had. I also find it hard to believe Jill properly understands even to this day what her mom having survived cancer meant/the severity of it, considering what a rude, dismissive and selfish little bitch Jill was about it when it came up in vlogs with her mom.
Jill is what happens when your child leads a privileged life with no direction, no responsibility, no growth, and is told everything else must be wrong and she is perfect. Her hoarding is a result of her trying to fit in or be popular by buying her way in because she was spoiled her whole life, never needing to work on or develop much social skills. She's one of the most transparent cows in the history of LC, honestly
They were flexes too, part of what made that era of social media so toxic
was people would post pictures of their cuts and get a ton of attention and validation, you could edit it black and white with a song lyric on there and it would be a hit, people would post about suicidal ideation and get a ton of attention which made people romanticise it more, pro ana was the same way, people would take all kinds of thinspo pics in black and white and people ate it up, a lot of people did it for attention, which isn’t to say they weren’t messed up in the head because there is something wrong with people like Jill who go to such extremes for attention, if you wanted to create popular posts in those alt circles that was the easiest way
Sip, 100%. It's the same thing as how it's trendy to have mental health disorders on tiktok with youth now, or whatever the heck this shit is. Many of those kids will remember this moment of their lives and cringe, but it doesn't mean they had significant trauma or a bad life. Most of them probably just have too lenient or doting parents like jill. Jill early on began using the internet as a place to escape and receive attention/asspats, where she also had more control over her image and could block out people who did not align with her ideal me-me-me world. The did larping now is just a continuation of what she's always done, but ramped up due to a combination of factors (and largely avoiding having to face the fact it's time to be a grown up and that she is not as special and perfect as she spent her whole life being deluded to believe). The fact that she has never worked on any skills, never applied any self discipline, never developed proper social skills/boundaries, etc, is all coming out to bite her in the ass, and she's coping with it retardedly because she's never had to learn proper ways to handle that either. The continued avoidance, coping and enabling will only make things worse as time goes on. And it's not because of some secret hidden trauma, she's just never had to be uncomfortable for a single moment of her life, so she's trying to escape from doing something uncomfortable like real self reflection and growth. And if people keep humoring her stupid shit, it will just get worse and worse for her. She wants an excuse, any excuse, not to face the facts and also gain attention. That's her infatuation with these larps, and that was her infatuation with "suicidal ideation" "self harm" and "eating disorders".
The only thing Louise did was have cancer which likely traumatized Jill because the attention was not on her during that time. That's literally all it fucking is, and ANY therapist would be able to determine that from a goddamn mile away. Jill was a BPD narc since birth, I am certain of it. She does not have real trauma, she has BPD trauma, and Louise's cancer is it.
End of goddamn story.
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jillian made another tiktok about her alters. on the question that asks “who’s the one who only fronts for food and snacks” she says no one does. so wtf is her sandwich fragment there for? did she already forget about it?
What happened to the pixie alter? I thought pixie and Jillian were different identities?
Did she forget or did they integrate already
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Here's the tiktok
she said in the comments that he "is old and doesn't get social media" or something.
at one point she says Jerrick "despises the body" lmfao
What confuses me is that she said none of them "bark(?) at DID fake claimers" (if I heard that right) but does that mean people like her who pretend to have DID or people who tell her they know she's a faker? if it's the latter she literally will go to their page and antagonize them like she did to that one former fan so idk how she can get off claiming that but…then again she's already claiming to have a severe mental illness she definitely doesn't have so Idk what I expected
Porkie needs to stop>>190768
I so desperately hope she can’t find anyone willing to give her that autism diagnosis, in the case she’s actually going for that. What she’s looking to get is absolutely of the type that would have been discovered MUCH earlier on in life, not way past 20. I’d hate if the system continues to prove to be as fucked as she is
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she's really starting to give off Phoebe Tickner vibes
It's extremely common for autism and ADHD to be diagnosed later in life for women. But you don't go from completely functional and neurotypical with years of documented behavior to chewing on a plastic necklace and pretending to spaz for the camera.
But just like with BPD, it's easy enough for her to spin her behavior and passing interests as "hyperfixation" and her mom and Steebie are more than happy to go along with her delusions and corroborate all of her "symptoms." She can also point to her weed and alcohol abuse as a form of self medicating from her uwu horrific trauma and not knowing how to cope with her unique and special brain wiring.
Especially when she seemed to fall apart after leaving home, though it's not like Louise was literally planning out youtube upload schedules and merch drops and or managing her social media comments for her. This shit is so infuriating. There are people who actively struggle in their day to day lives who will never get a diagnosis or proper treatment while she gets a free ride indefinitely with this munchie saga.
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KEK life expectancy in Canada is like 80+ years, I really don't think anyone besides small children would call 35 'old'.
Also does she think it's normal for people over 30 to just not 'get' social media or what??
I mean even if that alter didn't understand social media, why would she not mention him, since she made it sound before like he was the one driving and doing the dishes and whatever?
I mean in this video it was only Jill fronting, right? It's not like she was switching to Jerrica for every other question? I really don't get this LARP anymore.
No one should be willing to diagnose select alters, if she wants it then it’s all the alters or none of them, they all supposedly use the one brain. It would be physically impossible (if her did was even real kek) for it to only be select alters. I don’t think she wants Veronica the sexy alter to have it and so far Jill can’t go a tik tok without “stimming” but Veronica doesn’t, Jerrick wears a bottle opener necklace sometimes wow so edgy but doesn’t wear a chew necklace like Jill or do the stims like Jill does either. The way Jill fake stims it would be hard to distinguish it from the behaviour of the child alter because she isn’t acting like a real child her larp is overplayed and cartoonish so hard to tell if the child alter is supposed to have autism. We haven’t had info about male adult alter so jury’s out on that one.>>190773
What makes that alter not being able to use social media more absurd is she is is picking and choosing what alters retain things, like Jerrick is 14 and can drive
Though I see now that my previous wording was less optimal - what I meant was that the type of autism she seems to be faking leans more toward what is typical of those on the mid-lower end of the spectrum, who thanks to this get their diagnosis earlier on. How long you're able to compensate for it /usually/ correlates to functionality.
Which only makes me more interested to see what her explanation (reads excuse) is this time around.
Final diagnosis: clusterfuck
My thoughts exactly, further proof they're OCs to roleplay with>>190803
Yeah, she shouldn't be chosing alters. Also, still kekking at her saying 35 is internet illiterate. There are people over 30 all over social media doing whatever.>>190798
Yeah she always picks up and choses whatever is more convenient. She only has the symptoms she wants and everything else simply does not apply to her.
She probably thinks that they're outliers and that the average person over 25 is actually too stupid to use social media. Even though majority of influencers are in their 30's.
We all know that the "adult" alter will be just a charactachure of what she thinks an adult man looks and acts like. Jill even knows this which is why she doesn't "show" him.
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>>190973>Jillian is a husk of what she used to be.Oof
Not sure what she means with that age range either. Does it mean Jerrica is sometimes 14 and sometimes 16? Or she hasn't set on an age for her OCs yet?
This is wild. Thanks for giving a name to whatever it is she is doing.
I am surprised her family isn’t committing her. Seems like no one, including herself, wants her to get better.
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Reading older threads for fun… Some stuff about Jillian referring to herself as a man (jokingly) when she was a teen, makes me wonder if she gained inspiration from going through her old threads. Anyway, the irony of this being so true…
not nessicarily. DID would be essentially, such extensive trauma that a single identity/self doesn't develop, (and iirc its clinically agreed that after that point, additional significant traumas can cause the already broken mind to fracture more/new alters from trauma once did is had) so in most legit seeming cases there's usually the "host" (alter who fronts the most / the one that all of the alters pretend to be to keep things running) but they aren't nessicarily the same for the entire lifetime of the person, re: additional trauma causing alters to exist in different ways.>>191009
'little' is a term some people say that cgl creeps took from DID people and 'age regressors'. no matter the truth to that, a lot of people online who talk about DID use the word to describe child alters and hold significant contempt and disgust for ageplayers and general weird kink shit. i wish, even if only for her obvious gross undertones, she would get the boot from the community of other larpers.
sage for being somewhat OT. but i wanted to share this to show that even within the chronically online social sphere she's weird and gross.
none of this sounds remotely like a diagnosis that would be on the DSM today. "oh yeah this person has multiple personalities and the personalities age except some of them don't!!". she sounds like a 12 year old who lies to their classmates for attention, except it's not endearing or understandable because she's well into her mid-20's.
what's so wrong about scratching your worldbuilding itch by having OCs, jill? i guess for zoomers and millenials it's not special and yoonique enough, you actually NEED to "be" what's obviously a bunch of tik tok OCs do not steal?
>>191078>she sounds like a 12 year old who lies to their classmates for attention, except it's not endearing or understandable because she's well into her mid-20's.
You totally reminded me of this Japanese phenomenon that happens to teens, it's called chuunibyou.
"Japanese colloquial term typically used to describe early teens who have grandiose delusions, who desperately want to stand out, and who have convinced themselves that they have hidden knowledge or secret powers. It translates to "second year syndrome" (i.e., middle-school second-year), and has been called "eighth-grader syndrome" in English-speaking countries."
They often also LARP as having double personalities too. This is a real thing that happens but they also made an anime about it (this scene is infamous because the character pretends to have another personality but then is busted).
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jill bothering some small artist with 7 followers to tag for spoilers
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so veronica was frozen in time for 9 years, then decided to have a 21st birthday this year? what? i wonder what “trauma” she had at 14 to create a sexy 20 year old alter. losing her virginity maybe?
So at 13 years old she felt she needed to be a 20 year old thot in order to survive? And in what situation did she need to be both a (trans for some reason) masc boy as well as a hyper feminine adult woman, what life situation could have possibly called for that at 13?
Does she even think about what she’s saying? I feel like she needs to make a fucking excel spreadsheet of all her claims or something so she can keep her story straight.
Omg the audacity of this bitch. To SURVIVE! Survive WHAT Jillian?? A loving home and family? A low crime rate country/province? A very LGBT accepting country and its people?
Survive is for those kids who get kidnapped and kept by their abusers for years, it’s for people who grow up being literally bombed and never knowing when death is coming.
I seriously want to slap this bitch and I bet that’s the most violence she’d ever experience in her life.
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i fucking hate how she calls her alter “little one”. gross ddlg language.
The idea of her splitting at 14 into a thot and
an edgy transboy and then talking about maturity we felt we needed to survive
makes her sound like a trafficking victim
(actual activity at that age: posting cute photos online and starting to get into Lolita/jfashion) >>191150
Is it the baby alter or is the alcohol, weed and prescription medicine making her pass out in the middle of the day? A mystery.
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No one can convince me that this isn't just them playing DD/lg
(Also peep Steve's contact name)
god so off topic but im loling so hard… rip furry anon>>191134
except she didn't "have that alter at 14" she's making all this shit up and didn't actually experience having any of these "different people" living in her brain, she heard about DID like 6 months ago and decided to make all this up for epic cool special points… maybe the story she tells herself is that she remembers having "i wanna be a sexy lady" feelings at that age, yknow, like every girl does, and that was actually "the alter" forming or something idk. it's all so dumb tho and she doesn't even sound like she believes herself.>>191176
every single thing happening in this image makes me want to vom jesus these people are a mess
Kek Steve just hides sleeping pills in her widdle ones baby food so he can have a few hours to bone his side piece or watch tranny porn. Just puts some toddlers creation in front of her so she thinks she lost time.
Jk kek this is a retarded joke.
mental illness can be contagious among girls. Like in 2012 a town full of girls convinced themselves they had tourettes and had full on tics: https://edition.cnn.com/2012/02/03/us/new-york-students-illness/index.html
Maybe she's actually blacking out/hearing voices after spending so much time on DID tiktok.
Jillian if you're reading this it's not too late. Take a break from the internet and see if the voices go away.
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Loving, caring gift from father.
i really hate this attention seeking retardation where people screenshot their own messages/comments/searches etc to post like haha look how funny and quirky and totally organic… guarantee 100% of the time they do the screenshotted thing with the intention of posting it, i know because i had this stupid phase when i was like 16 on tumblr. it's so heavily obvious and cringe. she had a little weed nap and woke up like "ohemgee i can post about this and make it about muh super cute did" gross
also feeling like it's only a matter of time before steebie fully troons out or at least goes full femboy, im putting money on some icky selfie on jilliham's accounts featuring steeb in thigh highs, both of them wearing something matching or something
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Her ocs all have favourite animes
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Feeling blendy again
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so rich coming from Jillian>>191242>blendy
But why would a 15 year old male or whatever be interested in playing with a fucking dollhouse?>>191241>magical girl raising project
Of course she likes edgy trash
Also does the "little" (eugh) like jewelpet, while the weeaboo japanese one likes sakura? why is this so stereotypical
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Do you think she's purging? There's something really unsettling and off at how prominent her jowls are in both photos. Also once again dumbass doesn't know how tech works so it gives her "euphoria" to be validated in her DID.
She's overweight, has a round face, and isn't a teen anymore.
It isn't that deep.
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Don't forget her ED was most likely also a fabrication, she shooped her lookbook photos thinner and even then would barely look underweight picrel when jill claims she was sooper spooper anachan
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Her facial features occupy so much more of her face when she's normal weight, they are so small and hidden now.
I know she shooped too but if you look back at old videos she does have bigger eyes and smile than whatever is happening now. I don't get why her parents just…play into it and buy her toddler toys instead of intervening? She needs help from people who aren't enablers.
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It was a fabrication
>never actually underweight >self admitting bad skeletor photoshop>did it for mommy's attention finally calmed down after hospitalization
>claimed to be recovered from anorexia for years for attention and clout while pretending she didn't have a binging issue>recently admitted to never actually being diagnosed with anorexia >going for a ARFID diegnosis because it sounds less disgusting than BED and an excuse to explain why she only eats peeps and tendies
The jerrick oc has anorexia though according to her though
I don’t think it had anything to do with her virginity because she was a virgin when she dated Tristan and talked about their mutual agreement to not have sex at the time because he was two years older than her. Walker and Uma were also slightly older than her, but obviously she was not sexually active with them since she remained a virgin until her late teens.
She probably lost it to Colin around the age of 18 when she started making posts that referenced her sexual activity.
I’m not saying it’s impossible that she experienced sexual trauma at a young age but it does seem inconsistent with what she’s posted over the years. If Veronica is supposed to be hypersexual and she was formed at 13, isn’t she implying that she was required to be v sexual as a young teen ~to survive~. That’s a very dark and dangerous narrative to make up.
If she was sexually traumatized at the same age where she called her mother her bff and was hospitalized by her parents, wouldn’t Louise have sued or denounced the other teens that abused Jill?
Instead, we know that Jill posted about Uma and Walker coming around her family home and/or knowing Louise. Years later, when Walker’s roommate accused him of animal abuse, both Louise and Jill publicly came to his defence and were shocked at the accusations. Clearly then, they were not aware of him having any history of abuse?
I am begging Jill to familiarize herself with her own lies pls.
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“ Someone with ARFID doesn’t eat enough calories for their bodies to work properly. In kids, this can lead to delayed weight gain and growth. In adults, ARFID can not only cause dangerous weight loss, but it could also keep them from being able to maintain basic body functions.”
She’s only going for this because those with autism and tend to struggle with this. If she does get diagnosed with it, she’s going to refuse treatment because a dietician is going to tell her how to eat better to get the nutrients she needs.
One, learn to sage if you don't have milk.
Two, I doubt it's because of some random vlogger. Claiming ARFID is very common among munchies with poor health and poor eating habits/self control, especially ones LARPing a suwuper speshul brain disorder that absolves them of responsiblity for anything they do without impacting their ability to actually do it. Autism, ADHD, "neyrodivergent", ect are what these people will claim they have, but not even pretending to have any of the struggles of a developmental disorder or learning disability or whatever, other than being obnoxious and selfish. It's another line of defense to make it socially inappropriate to call them on being fat, unhealthy, and having done it to themself.
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NTA but Jill didn't start mentioning a possible ARFID diagnosis until after Rachel's video was posted. She's a fan of their channel so she probably watched the video and got the idea.
It's a bit of a slap in the Face for her to claim it when in the video Rachel was talking about how she gets revolted with the idea of eating to the point she lost ten pounds.
there are overweight people with for real ARFID who just stuff themselves with shitty high-calorie food and never stop being hungry because their bodies are so malnourished
not that this is Jill, she’s just an attention seeker, but it is a clinically documented thing
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jill wants to do ‘more’ drag this year, yikes! (but looking forward to the milk) ignoring the discussion about drag here, does she realise it’s more than doing some pastel bullshit makeup? Has she ever done an actual drag performance in a club? highly doubt it kek
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Jill the only thing that stopped you from doing more art stuff is the fact it wasn’t getting you the attention you wanted
>>191401>there are overweight people with for real ARFID who just stuff themselves with shitty high-calorie food and never stop being hungry
This is Jill, I promise she has probably not even eaten some mashed potato or beans or anything resembling nutrients in months. It's easy to feel starving when you literally starve the body, could be a major contributor to her ballooning up especially now her children's nuggie diet is getting approval from her enablers.
I eat a limited diet and am slim and healthy, it needs to have basic staples like pulses, potato/veg, milk, cheese, some meat, like I'm pretty sure she is not even covering the basics because if she did she wouldn't feel hungry. And it seems Stevie and her don't eat nor sleep together so she's just bingeing, drinking etc on her own every time.
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yea I agree with ARFID theory, screenshot from 4 years ago, guess it finally caught up to her huh
I don't mean the body in a weird DID way, just a third person kinda way >>191428
Spreading mental illness like confetti!
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Found Jill on another mental health munchie channel (https://www.youtube.com/c/LivingWellwithSchizophrenia
) simping her ass off. It's interesting to find these and make connections with what content she consumes and how it ends up in her own OTT updates on her life.
“15 minute work out for you mental health”
Kek as if Jill is even working out, why even watch the video and thank them for it if she’s not even going to do it
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Make sure you have some booze ready for March 5th this year because Jill is going to be extra insufferable
She could literally copy this exact title and make a pointless video, which her munchie fanbase would adore.
I think she's planning new videos for this year, since she's going for the mentally ill market now.
Kek @ the fact she was sitting there googling DID awareness day, was probably dying for a reason to post about it even more. Can't wait for the video!!
The screenshot of her profile really gets me though. It wasn't necessary to include, because none of your followers were going to think you'd lie about the date. I feel like she's actually super calculating on Twitter and is trying to expand her reach to gain more DID weirdo followers. Also does she not get tired of typing all those emojis?
tinfoil but- tbh I wouldn't be surprised if she was already aware of this way before starting the DID larp, and took it into consideration when deciding to go down this route.
just like the 'coincidence' of having 5 personalities and the 5 petal flower brand thing.
Jill is obsessed with appearances/image, she wants to be the most special biggest personality no matter what she gets into.
maybe when she first started consuming DID content 2 years back she saw that DID awareness day was the same date as her birthday, and either consciously or subconsciously had this just be another reason why she decided to start the DID larp. of course now she's acting all surprised about it, 'uwu what a coincidence teheh!!'
Stop spreading misinformation, it's a real mental illness. Just because some dumb tiktokers fake it for likes doesn't mean it doesn't exist.>>191511
DID can be really hard to diagnose bc the person is not aware of their different alters, and when they have amnesia they just think they're forgetful or it is normal to not remember everything. Some people go to therapy for years before the therapist realize they might have DID.
Don't believe anything what Pixie says about DID because she doesn't have it and makes up facts as she pleases
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She wants to take hormones now?
Also, she said that January is a big trauma anniversary month for her. Sure, Jill. Whatever you say.
She's fucking dumb, why will she start T when she's a hyper femme she/her woman? Just because one of her alters is a FtM? Does she even talk with her therapists about these things or does she just lie to him so she gets what she wants?
Though it would be hilarious to see her start taking T and regretting it as soon as her voice starts dropping.
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Oldfag moment but would it be about the new years party drama from a couple years ago? She was more hypersexual around that time
Maybe she's hinting at when her sexy veronica alter developed for her traumatic backstory roleplay
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You're not gay, Jill.
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New tiktok of “Jill getting distracted by the little’s toys” vomit
The toy is filthy and covered in cat hair like everything else in her rainby hell house and she sounds drunk in the middle of the day as per
God no. Substance abuse aside, kids are a lot
of work and responsibility and she’d tire of it pretty much immediately. That baby would end up being raised entirely by Louise and only taken out by Jill for the occasional photo op.
I disagree that Jill wants to have a child, though. IMO she wants to be a permanently spoiled child herself, just one who can also smoke weed, drink alcohol and have sexywexytimes uwu
Someone post the Webm please>>191593
Now that's a big tinfoil lmao. You made me super kek anon, this narc would never be a good mom. She just loves to be a womanchild. She only cares about herself.
This. She doesn't want a child, she wants to be the child forever while still having a ho/pothead/alcoholic era. Sexy baby is pretty close, more like drunk baby who wants to fuck and pretend to be 14 and 21 online sometimes.
Also I love how it's completely normal for a 14-16 year old and a 21 year old to have responsibilities like school or work and these "alters" are just fine with getting fucked up all day playing with baby toys.
How long until she starts T, grows a patchy scraggly neckbeard, slathers drag makeup all over it, and posts constantly about how hard it is to be an oppressed nb transmasc with extra dysphoria from her fem DID alters?
Given that Steebie is also trooning out as we speak, probably not that far off.
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More plastic. Just more excuses to not work on her shopping addiction
This is one pair of cheap plastic stick-on earrings for all 30 of Jillo's hastily constructed others, anon. She might be a branding genius.
Although you're right, she's never going to follow through.
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Lol she needs to rebrand because her original intro/outro sequences make references to kawaii and mostly crafts… that she'll never make videos about again! For all the whiteknights that were crossing their fingers she would make non-mento illness content again, this is your sign kek.
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Directly responding to lolcow
I look SO SAD LOL yeah this is why I thought the worst thing that happened to me was in my early teens eyebrow raise
surpriseeee big smile
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Definitely seems like another direct response to those assuming she's gonna date different people using her system alters as an excuse. Not sure if I believe her saying she won't as it feels like she's been trying to 'proove' that she actually likes Stevie constantly recently, it doesn't feel genuine.
But her alters are different people nonnie
, so they’d be monogamous with their partner and Jill would be with hers
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Correct me if I’m wrong, but didn’t she claim that she didn’t remember her big scwary twauma because of DID amnesia???
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imagine this retarded clown telling you her name is pixie kek
She's constantly processing her hair. If she ever let it grow out and dropped the rainby vomit dye jobs, her normal growth would come back.
It could be her diet and maybe meds, but yeah bleaching one's hair is a surefire way to make it fragile.
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I came to see if anyone else had pointed out but she’s dropped the “/they”, has she finally gained a tiny piece of sense or maybe just forgot about her larp
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I still doubt she would actually fully troon out, but this clown has been trending on DID tiktok and we know Jillian eats all the tiktok shit up no matter how insane so it's not totally unlikely. This is clearly just a battle of them trying to out special each other so she's gonna have to come up with something soon. I just wish she would get more creative with her larps at this point. A trooning out saga would be too predictable and boring imo.
That video put me in a state of minor shock. What the fuck. The end must be near. So she's going to go on hrt despite not wanting to because there are a bunch of trannies living in her head. And she becomes visibly upset at the thought of going through the "wrong puberty" or whatever. And she can't just… go to therapy instead (assuming her DID is real lmao)?
Jill is such a flop. This nutcase is so dedicated to the lie she'll go on T to convince people. All Jill does is throw on an ugly beanie and sometimes use corresponding emojis in tweets.
Right?! If patient is coming to a psych for gender issues and then tells how she really doesn't want to do it but her imaginary friends, who control her body want to do it, shouldn't they take her in for to a psych ward to calm down.
I have friends, who have since then started to transition and they bitch all the time about how they have to go through psych visits and lie about how they feel, so they'll get the hormones.
I honestly don't understand, why is there a community about trying to bypass these safety measures, just so you can make choices you can't undo faster.