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No. 143253

Previous thread: >>>/w/127283

>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~

>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears
>Known lurker
>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm

General info:
>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her
>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise
>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings
>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day
>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers
>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads
>Has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion
>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image
>Formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both came out as bisexual, but now Stephen is nonbinary and pansexual - the same fate as one of her other exes who became nonbinary after dating her…
>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t selling anything yet, but plans to sell bad Lazy Oaf knock offs
>Uses the word ‘pandemie’ and gets called out for being insensitive, but a fan claims she was just speaking French
>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact.
>She won’t stfu about her stims and super scary ‘restrictive’ eating disorder
>She receives PR from Wet n Wild and throws a bitch fit about the plastic in it
>Makes a video which clearly had editing on her voice, but claims the unnatural high pitch is just a symptom of her bpd
>Anthony Padilla announces he is making a video on BPD, Jill gets her confetti cunts to beg him to put her in the video. He had already picked people to be in the video.
>Buys a $100 too small vintage romper, only to break it with her fat immediately
>Gets her fans to attack a small business owner with a similar cardigan design, despite the fact that Pixie designed her cardigan way after.

In the last thread…
>Pixie claims she has "severe dissasociation/depersonalization" >>127350
>Calls some random girl on Twitter a classist asshole for saying you should buy expensive perfume >>128227
>NEW VIDEO! It's shitty Christmas arts and crafts… after Christmas has passed. Horray! >>129197
>Pixie sees a shrink, thinks she has to write a trauma narrative >>129368 >>130464
>Fashion collab with "Kawaii streetwear brand" My Violet, claims it's ethical when it's VERY likely not. Also terribly done instructional document. >>131054 >>131328
>Twerks. Sexiness ensues! >>131406
>Steve in hospital. >>132736 >>132737
>Anons notice Pixie is using gender neutral pronouns for Steve… >>132743 >>132750
>Pixie begins retweeting random DID garbage >>133146
>NEW VIDEO! Morning routine. Advertises razors that come with individual blades - anons think it's a bad move. HAS to point out that she has a lamp for SAD. >>134361 >>134373 >>134406 >>134536
>Pixie celebrates her 10 year "traumaversary"… meaning, 10 years since her online relationship with a girl on DeviantArt. >>134893
>Rages at Toei Animation (Animation studio that made PreCure, her 'tistic fixation show) for being transphobic, or something >>134914
>Goes on random mental health site searching "complex trauma", posts about it to Twitter saying "don't look at my tabs!" >>135173 >>135246
>Removes - then puts back - "Neurodivergent" from her Twitter bio. >>135273 >>135427
>Steve posts about his homosexual behaviour. No, seriously. >>135981
>He also makes a tweet about front-line hospital workers about Jill. >>136248
>Pixie buys from Colourpop, despite them being unsustainable >>137990
>NEW VIDEO! It's about "trans discrimination at Toei Animation". Explicitly states that precure is one of the most important issues that she wants to "stand up" for. >>138140 >>138147
>Horrifying, horrifying pictures. SFW. >>138294
>Pixie retweets some dumb shit about why she calls Steve "my partner". >>138669
>Another user, "meyoco_", creates flowery cardigan. Pixie (and her fans) think Pixie has copyright of the design; Pixie dirty deletes after realizing she's dumb as hell. >>138712 >>138714 >>138722 >>138890
>Steve likes tweet about being nonbinary. >>138991
>NEW VIDEO! It's about Kawaii Monster cafe shutting down. >>139018
>Pixie says she's sapphic. Lesbians everywhere rejoice! (Not.) >>139443
>Lists some of her alleged disorders in a tweet - trichitillomania and BPD "with structural dissociation". Says this makes her neurodivergent. >>140134 >>140178
>Equates dissociation to daydreaming… >>140693
>NEW VIDEO! It's about her daily routine… again. Claims she has a new video coming up about a "mental health breakthrough" >>141882
>NEW VIDEO! She paints shoes. Terribly. >>142418
>Uses the phrase "personal neurodiversion" (what?) >>142553
>Steve comes out as Nonbinary and Pansexual with they/them pronouns, successfully fulfilling Pixie's dream of having a "queer" relationship. You heard it here, folks! >>142715
>Pixie breaks her phone filming. >>142820
TL;DR: Anons suspect Steve is now nonbinary, and they were right. Anons suspect Pixie might claim having DID. Pixie whines about transphobia on Twitter. Pixie has barely started finishing her collection for her arts and crafts college.

Old Threads:

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Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
Cosplay Facebook Page: https://anony.link/https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://anony.link/https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/

No. 143262

kek love the OP picture

No. 143273

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She seems to have started the house skirt and a crop top out of that pink fabric. Can't tell if the pink fabric draped over the rack is actually meant to be something too. The fabric looks like extremely cheap cardboard either way. Her collection is going to be hideous I can't wait.
Also, her cats look like they've never been brushed in their life.

No. 143275

The size of those cats

No. 143279

Thanks for making a new thread love the op picture choice kek

No. 143282

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The pink fabric draped over is the skirt to her weird "shower-curtain-inspired dress". You can see the top piece on a hanger on the side of the rack.
She doesn't have a single outfit done and she has how many months left? Maybe 2?

No. 143285

sage for ot but why are all BPD-chans obsessed with having a white cat

No. 143287

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Did you guys see her comments on Zendaya's dress(met gala 2019). As if she has any leg to stand on, her designs are wonky as shit.

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Second pic cuz I didn't know if I could post two photos in the same post

No. 143289

Looks like the garden trellis dress is somewhat there too. I'm wondering if she will use petticoats for her designs.

No. 143295

So PrOFessiOnuhL

No. 143338

Her acting like the design of this dress wasn’t intentional. Doesn’t have to be her taste but good god her school couldn’t teach someone to design for anyone let alone zendaya!

No. 143341

wasn't the theme of this met gala 'camp'?? being ugly and gaudy is literally the point

No. 143342

Yes, lol her dress was Cinderella inspired in the original tale of Cinderella she makes her own dress. which is why there are imperfections. It is intentional.

No. 143345

Bitch like you could do any better with your seams flying in the wind

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And yet the only dress she has posted on her own “professional clothing designer” social media accounts has all these nasty frayed edges lol Jill really can’t back up any shit talking that she does

No. 143355

Exactly! This is just one more reason she isn’t even remotely close to becoming a designer OR having any knowledge of fashion design. Her school is a flop and she is talentless.

No. 143359

The utter gull, nerve, and audacity of this colorblind circus monkey to think she has a leg to stand on saying this shit.

No. 143367

lol never be allowed because no one that goes to her arts and craft camp would be able to make anything like it

No. 143382

To be fair, I don't think the visible stitches were planned: if they were, they wouldn't have used basting thread. I believe that it is a last minute alteration done by the stylist to accentuate the bust, which could be due to Zendaya losing some weight between fittings. They are still just barely visible, and the only option for an alteration on the fly without extensive deconstruction of the piece.

Anyways, this is just one more example of how little Jillian actually knows about behind the scenes work in fashion.

No. 143400

Although this is plausible, the dress was hand sewn. Having a hand sewn Cinderella dress is an impeccable touch if wanting to really utilize the fairy tale plot line. This entire look was meticulous and thought out due to the fiber optics inside to light up the dress. I highly doubt any designer at the met gala (let alone Tommy Hilfiger, the particular dresses designer) would allow something to go out that was less than their idea of “perfect”. The issue is pixie doesn’t read nor understand this. Everything about the dress was intentional….down to zendaya leaving a glass slipper behind.

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No. 143428

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not the ~cleavage~. barf.

No. 143429

kek at the messy dye job on her forehead

No. 143431

Why are the whites of her eyes so blue? Did she edit them?

No. 143432

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Blue scleras are a thing, I've seen a few people with ones just as blue in real life. It could be edited but I don't know why anyone would want to fake having thin collagen layers in their eyes?

No. 143433

Probably just where she’s edited it to enhance the colours in her hair

No. 143444

she edits every single one of her pics colours. there is no way her hair is that bright irl. let's not be stupid

No. 143516

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Made me kek how she liked almost every comment on her shoe crafting video if you scroll down, except for this one with good and basic advice

No. 143545

She’s such a conceded bitch who can’t take advice or constructive criticism on anything. I wonder how she even manages in her art and craft school? Surely they have to be having discussions and critiques on their work, but maybe not since Jill hasn’t improved during her time in the program. I imagine her teachers hate her.

No. 143557

It’s probably a hug box, it’s not like the entry requirements are remotely high (no portfolio needed) nor do they have any reputation to uphold, there is no way any of her teachers are paid enough to care enough to argue with this goblin nor will they likely have the kind of prestige where churning out crappy students could negatively impact them professionally to be blunt

No. 143566

Please learn to sage your fucking posts, you’ve consistently posted without sageing anything you say for weeks.

Also that’s not even true about the portfolio, if you go on their website they do require a portfolio for admission. I don’t think they did when she entered 3 whole years ago but ever since then they’ve required one.

It would be hilarious if she had anything to do with that though because of her talentless minions taking up space in the programs

No. 143567

Didn't Jill do like a general foundation arts and crafts course before getting into Fashion? It makes me think she didn't have any portfolio at all and had to do a course just to build it up. Did she even do any art or anything in High school or was she just a theatre kid?

No. 143568

>suspicious at anon's level of intel

Are you one of her coursemates? Please dish, if so.

No. 143569


One google search worth of material is suspicious level of intel? It says directly on the site you need a portfolio anon

No. 143576

Even her followers attack anyone in the comments who remotely criticize her, it’s no wonder where they get it from. She can dish out all this hatred for brands and fellow youtubers but she can’t even stand to acknowledge her own followers trying to give her useful advice

No. 143588

something i still don't understand is how jill doesn't even entertain the idea of pursuing more education or getting relevant experience after graduating from her arts and crafts camp. surely that certificate could help her get a foot in the door with a high quality fashion program in montreal or toronto, where she'd initially wanted to go. or at least get some hands on experience in an alterations shop or under some local designer, while shitting out occasional dresses to auction off for her confetti club on the side. i just can't believe she really thinks the 2 year, 4 days a week, certificate program which only makes you create like 4 garments (outside of her "collection" she only made pants, skirt, shirt and a beret, if i recall correctly) is going to equip her with all the skills she needs to start her own design house off the bat? i've been trying to give her the benefit of doubt, but she just keeps proclaiming that she is approaching her very last final days of schooling ever and how she's going to be a "free woman". idk maybe her still being this naive at 23 and after 2 years of "fashion school" shows how sad the quality of instruction is at that college

No. 143594

because she doesn't want to leave her cushy rainby house in hicktown new brunswick where all her "friends" are, she was reluctant to move far away from her mom/enabler, what makes you think she's capable of moving to a bigger city even further away from louise? also if she transferred to a better school she would realize just how unskilled she actually is, at her arts and crafts community college she's probably the best one there/the most "famous" person in town, she wouldn't even compare in cities like montreal or toronto

No. 143601

at some point she was taking of getting into no less than Bunka, I guess she eventually realised she didn't have the skill level

plus as >>143594 said, she'd much rather be a big fish in a very small pond

No. 143607

it makes sense that she obviously wants to outshine everyone around her, but i wonder what her plan is even in the long run? maybe she doesn't want to move or go to japan anymore, but she still wants to be a small established designer. i can't imagine that her ego would be so fragile that she couldn't handle letting her narcissism take a step back in favour of working on technical skill to achieve genuine improvement. she is either really stupid, or has no real interest in fashion beyond looking at kawiwi pictures of japanese models and hoarding forever 21 (or now i guess thrift store) crap

No. 143608

i wish she still had ambitions to open a boutique at least, she used to say she wanted to open a boutique like spank, she would be better off doing this since she seems to have an affinity for collecting random pastel crap, maybe she could open a curated shop or something rather than try to sew lazy oaf knockoffs

No. 143611

If Jill even… gets to Bunka, I doubt she’ll have a good time. How come every foreign bitch who’s gone there sucks ass to an extent? Some idiot named Sakimichan went on an islamaphobic rant and well…

Do I even have to mention bird nose?

No. 143620

sage your fucking post

No. 143622

She can't take basic advice for shit cause she sees it as a personal attack, kek

No. 143623

It didn't require one before when she got in though

No. 143624

She's probably scared of being 100% on her own, plus if she went to a real fashion college she wouldn't be the most speshul skilled popular and "famous" snowflake there is. And she can't deal with rejection/not being the total center of attention.

What a sad life to live, if anything, she should tackle the fact she doesn't know how to live without attention for even one second in theraphy. Not her """"catatonia"""" kek. It would do her wonders, but oh well. What a womanchild.

No. 143626

>i wish she still had ambitions to open a boutique at least, she used to say she wanted to open a boutique like spank, she would be better off doing this since she seems to have an affinity for collecting random pastel crap, maybe she could open a curated shop or something

As a former fan, I honestly would love to see this.
She has an affinity for decoration, graphic design, collecting stuff, thrifting and crafting. I would love to go to a store with her aesthetic, but like, I wouldn't in my life fly to PEI to go see it lol.
I wish she wasn't "sustainable", I know she's a plastic hoarder but at least I liked when she used to do her hauls and see what she got. I know she got a lot of flack for that here though. If only anons knew how she's fakewoke now…

No. 143633

Jills in fashion design which is a 2 year course that requires either a one year FVA from the same school or other documentation that shes had one year of post-secondary education and yes it asks for a portfolio but they ask for work even a sped could do. I think Jill fucked up doing an FVA foundational year with them rather than taking a one year course in something that could actually help her before she started her two year FD thats literally only gonna result in a single garbage diploma that will not help her anywhere in life outside of minor trite hobbies she wont hold onto forever.

No. 143648

Its funny to think about besides a few of those monetized trips she hasn't traveled anywhere and never actually looked for local fashion. She only went to Otakuthon as a guest and likely didnt explore Montreal much, she has never been to Toronto. Only been to some local cons that she seemed over. The biggest thing she has actually done is go to New York but she didnt use it to look at local fashion either she got the same junk she could have online.

She only is into fashion as a job because she can make easy money scamming her viewers, she was never serious about it.

No. 143652

Anon she was clearly into fashion and has been for a long while, or maybe fashion is too specific, she’s been into aesthetics. Her real problem is she won’t get out of her own way, she already thinks she knows everything there is that she needs to know so what does she have to learn?

Her main scammy attribute is her woke bullshit about sustainability. She’s clearly not into it beyond how her fans respond.

She would’ve been better off doing hauls and exploring fashions and aesthetics but she stagnated because she found a niche that got her the attention she wanted and called it a day. It’s kind of sad because she did seem to really enjoy stuff and then around the time she changed her intro (from the cute gummy opening) she just seemed to start phoning it in.

Now she’s a woke idiot who thinks having a mental illness makes her so speshul and uwu kawiwi. She’s like nails on chalkboard.

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She's already becoming holier than thou since she went to a craft college for fashion. She needs to understand that she could've easily made amazing cosplays before going to school but she's a lazy slob that doesn't do any outside education. If she actually did that sht might have been able to go into a more prestigious school by building a proper portfolio.

(She claims to be an amazing designer when creators like Angela Clayton and Micarah Tewers are leagues better with out proper schooling)

No. 143678

These are quite literally just leather gloves with a fucking heart cutout. It's embarassing that she thinks she needed to go to fashion school in order to create something "of this caliber". I guaranteed anyone with at least an ounce of sewing skills could make these using free youtube tutorials and patterns online.

No. 143679

Yeah, anyone could make these with sewing skills, but Jill would make them and they would end up looking like a hot mess. I imagine so many loose threads and messed up fingers. She can barely make a shitty lazy oaf knock off, I don't think she could make gloves. Maybe mittens would be more her speed…

No. 143686

sage but it pisses me off that she sees these vw gloves and relates them to fucking precure of all things, also when has she ever worked with leather at her shitty ~FaShUn~ school?

No. 143688

See, the thing is, she isn't into fashion like you'd like to believe.
Being into fashion is knowing VW is an icon of fashion. Being into fashion is traveling to where fashion happens. Being into fashion is understanding fashion brands. Being into fashion is more complicated than whatever she's doing.

What she's into is looking like a clown and screaming for attention. She probably got the dream of being a seamstress from lolita and cosplay, and this is also why she wanted to have a store in Japan (kek). She was never seriously into it. This is why she sees some VW gloves and the only thing she can think of is precure, like the womanchild she is.

No. 143689

Hint: animal products are never sustainable, Jillibean.

No. 143695

You’re so right anon, she should have left this shit as a hobby if she wasn’t ever going to take it seriously.

Why did she never run an online store with curated fashion she enjoyed? With her YouTube money and her mom supporting her it probably wouldn’t have even been hard or out of her price range.

Have to wonder she sees herself going in the future with this? Does she honestly believe her skills have improved enough to start selling? Has she even ran an online store prior to this or is her churning out unlined bag dresses really where she plans to start?

Jill really embodies the hubris of humanity.

No. 143699

She did had an online store when she was like, 16-17 and was into lolita. She selled hotglued garbage and couldn't keep up with orders kek. So it doesn't really count.

No. 143703

Does anyone remember the headband that was children’s mini craft pompoms hot glued to a bulk bought eBay hairband and the price was way higher than it had any right to be kek

No. 143706


"Embodies the hubris of humanity"

Kek, Jill sucks and is a poser but come on with the purple prose, this is lolcow, you pretentious turd. Are you in your first year at college?

No. 143708

I always wtf hard at the anons who think she has any talent/interest in fashion or design whatsoever, she clearly doesn't and very transparently chose this path because she thought it makes her speshuful and superior in some way (same way she tries to be the "very best super fan" with things).

She doesn't have any genuine enjoyment from these activities and literally just wants asspats/validation/attention, that's also why she goes for what's the most gaudy and loud vs anything aesthetic or cohesive in her appearance. There's no point in wanting her to channel her inner "creative bean" into a more refined or profitable version of these things, because she has none.

It's so clear to me any kind of "talent" she claims to have (sewing, art, theatre, music, whatever) were things she showed mild interest in, in her youth and got some kind of positive feedback for, and now only likes the positive feedback/attention aspect of those things. She doesn't actually enjoy the activities themselves nor does she have interest. If she had to be alone long term with no one around and no one to show anything she wouldn't give two fucks about any of this stuff. She would never do any of it just because she likes it; she doesn't authentically like any of it. Her love for the attention/validation it brings is being conflated with love for these things.

She's emotionally and mentally stunted from being coddled/spoiled her entire life and as a result has never developed a real self or personality. This is also why she comes off "bpd" or whatever. She lacks the emotional development, sense of self, etc that you typically see in bpd. Her "abuse" of others is also due this lack of emotional development. I can see why a shrink diagnosed her with it, because her+her mom probably lie/exaggerate her past/"past trauma/self harm" and don't realize themselves what the actual root of her issues are: that she needs to face the real world and learn proper coping mechanisms to combat the complete lack of them she has from being so extremely coddled/spoiled.

I can't even feel like I'm armchairing at this point, this should be so obvious to literally anyone who even occasionally glances at her threads. Like you don't need to be nice, anons, having everything in her life severely sugar coated is exactly what got her to this womanchild state.

Jill was abused, in the sense that spoiling your kid as thoroughly as she was/is should be considered a form of abuse with how maladapted it makes them when they need to face the real world. All of her problems, anxiety, everything, stems from her lack of life experience/never being made to face reality. She would need some rehab tier cbt away from all the enabling things in her life to ever have any hope of an actual, healthy future the way anons are thinking of. There's literally no reason for her to change, there's nothing to force that change, she's gonna be a woman baby her entire life.

No. 143711

i always wondered if she was genuinely ever interested in precure, i wouldn't be surprised if she doesn't actually like the shows and just latches onto the cutesy aesthetic

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after we mentioned it, jill now loves peeps again

No. 143714

Drinking wine with a peep on it while eating a huge slice of carrot cake… she can't keep using the former ED excuse for her shit diet.

No. 143721

I don't think so. I think she is in the sense that she's so stunted something childlike like that might be on the level of what she can almost enjoy, as she's never grown past that. But I personally don't think she even knows what actual enjoyment other people have is, because she's never grown enough to experience it. I think SHE thinks she enjoys these things, even if all she really likes is the attention/validation. She has no basis of reference to understand this about herself, so self awareness of it as her issue is impossible. Outside of validation/attention, her sperg into mental illness/self diagnosis may be in some way her attempt of "figuring this out". I say that very loosely because like I said, she's too stunted to be capable of comprehending the actual problem.

I like to imagine it like how when you have a weird nonsense nightmare, the nonsense things in it often a way of your subconscious trying to process some kind of stress in your life. Ie. When they say having a dream about your teeth falling might indicate you're dealing with self esteem issues or whatever. Her mental illness reaching might be her mind trying to point out her stunted development, and her trying to understand it. Unfortunately it's completely overshadowed by her love for that spoiled-coddled reward/praise shit, so it will lead no where but to more wrong diagnoses, virtue signaling and attempts at pushing it as an excuse to avoid working on anything.

She's not a "full fledged person". She can't fully like fashion. She can't fully like precure. She can't fully like anything. She never learned how and stuck herself in this enabler hug box environment that will never teach her, because she also has never learned how to work for or follow through with anything.

No. 143723

damn she's been drinking a lot lately, no wonder her face has been ballooning up

No. 143729

let's be glad that the carrot cake at least is providing her only source of vegetables in her diet

No. 143768

She started having an interest in precure after she started skinwalking some girl, this is also where the rainbow bangs come from if I can recall well? Please some anon confirm this.

No. 143769

You wrote a very big wall of text kek but you're absolutely right.
>Jill was abused, in the sense that spoiling your kid as thoroughly as she was/is should be considered a form of abuse with how maladapted it makes them when they need to face the real world.
This. This is the only abuse I would ever think she has passed through.

No. 143770

God that's disgusting in so many ways

No. 143786

Yes her name is kamiepomeranian on ig. And Jill absolutely stole the girls aesthetic, popularized it amongst her community then claimed it as her own. If recall correctly Kami doesn't even follow Jill but Jill follows kami

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yikes. this is clearly what jill wants to be, but never will be.
i've been so disillusioned with jillian thanks to her raging on social media and to lolcow. i can't believe that when i first saw her on youtube, i actually thought she was nice and original and felt like this is the kind of person you'd want to be friends with.

No. 143799

Holy fuck, I've followed kammie for a while but didn't connect the two because kammie is so polished. I think kammies first post with rainbow bangs was in 2015/2016 whereas jill got them in 2017… Don't think jill has ever said who inspired her

No. 143802

To be fair, I don't really think rainbow bangs is an original concept, rainbow hair has been a thing for like forever so someone getting rainbow bangs doesn't exactly require some stroke of genius.

What is suspicious though is that Jill follows her and has never mentioned it as far as I'm aware. Like considering kammie is pretty noticeable in that whole kawaii (if you can even fucking call it that at this point literally anything slightly colorful is considered kawaii now) style then just be honest if someone else inspired you.

No. 143836

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holy fuck (her personally written "autobiography" on her website). did she seriously write stunning looks? also why does she insist on airing out all her mental health history on the internet

No. 143837

samefag. forgot to sage

No. 143842

Funny thing too is Kammie actually owns (?) (works for?) minty mix too. A place you can easily buy wig that look like Jills hair and would save Jill all the trouble with the dye and her roots showing all the time.

No. 143858

her autobiography has been discussed multiple times in previous threads

No. 143864

not to wk jill, but are half of the anons in this thread autistic? this would explain why a lot of her obvious jokes and sarcastic remarks (even if they are shitty) fall flat on some of y'all

No. 143891

IDK anon, it does read as very sarcastic but in the context her saying that they're mentally unwell (we all know that jill thinks she's the poster child of BPD) but hot actually sounds like she's being genuine but is just being hyperbolic.

Thinking it over I don't think Jill has ever admitted to feeling that she's ugly, even when she explains her past "ED" she always made it sound that it stems from a place of anxiety rather than from feeling unattractive. I could be wrong, but with a narc mom making her feel pretty and special I wouldn't put it past her thinking that she's runway model material.

No. 143897

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sage for derail from jill; but her best friend from her “cosplay group” (& model in her fashion show) jenny blew up in the last 2 years of knowing & hanging out with jill. maybe it’s something about being around jill that fucks ppl up, i’m truly surprised steve isn’t 300 pounds yet.

No. 143902

Ngl, I think she looks pretty cute.
If anything, this makes it even more apparent that Jill could present herself so much better if only she were willing to dress in a way that compliments her figure.
It just baffles me how unflattering her outfits are most of the time, considering presenting herself well is pretty much her job.

No. 143903

Wtf anon she looks like a hippo

No. 143906

what did she look like before?

No. 143907

File: 1617620882041.jpg (519.86 KB, 1988x2048, 32336808_236595437109511_63173…)

>>143906 in the pink wig

No. 143910

>obvious jokes and sarcastic remarks
She has 0 sense of humor, I could barely call anything she says funny. The kinds of jokes she makes are distasteful.
I mean, too bad she became fatter because she was very cute before but she still looks very cute now. At least she knows how to dress herself. Hoping she dumps jill and loses weight (if she wants to).

No. 143912

Kek I love how you can see two average and kinda cute girls and then see jill being a fucking goblin

No. 143923

tbh it's the maritimes. everyone there is fat and they have the highest obesity rates in canada. if you check out her con vlogs or previous threads where she has posts full body pics with friends, you can tell that a lot of them are overweight

No. 143946

She's overweight but not obese, which is in the limit of being healthy. It deffinitely matches XIX century beauty standars of her etnicity XD like eastern european or bittish lady from a few centuries ago.(no XD'ing allowed)

No. 143960

There’s no way she isn’t obese.

No. 143962

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No, beauty standards were never this large, that is a myth perpetuated by fat women and men who like fat women. Variability in figures seen as the ideal for beauty standards were generally influenced by eminent members of society; Emma, Lady Hamilton is a pretty good example of a fuller figure than generally idealized in the 20th century who was widely seen as desirable in her time, she is much smaller than >>143897. Renoir was laughed at for being a weird coomer when he painted The Large Bathers and etc in the 1880s.

No. 143975

Seriously. These girls are closer to the Venus of Willendorf than the Crouching Venus. kek

No. 143996

She's clearly morbidly obese anon. You might wanna look into getting some new glasses.

No. 143997

Agree with all your points anon, but the large bathers was painted by Cézanne, not Renoir

Sage for art sperg

No. 144028

No. 144063

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How the hell did she fuck up the name little twin stars.

No. 144072

because she doesn't actually like sanrio lol I think she even said so at some point herself that she doesn't, probably because it's not uwu speshul (even though liking precure isnt either and she got into it from following several fairy kei girls on tumblr who did, like peachie)

No. 144077

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No. 144117

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Shut the fuck up Jill, the precure shit you watch has exclusive white/light skinned girls 95% of the time, save for the occasionly lightly tanned girl people cream themselves over while screaming “representation!!!!!”

No. 144118

Omg no don’t start with this race sperging

No. 144121

sage for replying to this old unrelated post. I'm pretty sure the reason jillian even knows about precure is because of princess peachie. Princess peachie is another youtuber who used to make a lot of videos about lolita fashion and sweet lolita. Peachie is a fan of precure and other kid's shows and I wouldn't be surprised if jill skinwalked her a little back in her early lolita days. I'm also pretty sure Jill drew fanart of her, posted in one of the other threads, but I could be wrong.

No. 144123

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No. 144130

Wow pixie is like so wOkE calling out the white people in lord of the rings.

No. 144132

I don't even know why Steve bothered showing her LOTR honestly. There's no way she was gonna enjoy it. Does she even enjoys or cares about anything he likes?

No. 144170

Yeah I know, it's also referenced in the article here >>144028
>A similar subject later appeared in a series of paintings by Paul Cézanne.

No. 144192

You just know if Steve talked shit about Precure or any of the magical girl shit she makes him watch Jill would lose it

No. 144194

File: 1617829064120.png (515.39 KB, 1874x831, pixielocks.PNG)

No. 144200

My girl Lashawntere over here knows what’s up

No. 144201

Hahahahaha I love even more that Pixie was trying to look woke and special and a black lady called her out for being a fuckin' moron

(The real problem with LOTR is there's literally two female magical elf characters and no other references to females until the Hobbit series)

No. 144215

>so many white people
But she's white herself, the fuck?

No. 144216

Of course she skinwalked Peachie, she loves skinwalking youtubers (Like she does with Emilia Fart). The least she does is copying their mannerisms, which is creepy, autistic and retarded in itself.

No. 144217

>Does she even enjoys or cares about anything he likes?
I doubt so considering only 10% of the basement is for steve to live in lmao
Although she did pretend to get into star trek in halloween, she suddenly was "such a fan", and now we hear nothing about it kek. Stevia shouldn't even had bothered showing her shit if she never cares.

No. 144220

File: 1617835877242.png (55.54 KB, 587x595, aaaa.png)

That black girl is right.
Also, funny how even though precure is also about friendship and character driven, pixie can't see how LOTR might be similar (or gasp perhaps better). She's just used to consuming the equivalent of fast food trash in media. Bright colors, uguu kawaii moe shit, in your face childish dialogue, everything served in a rose tinted plate for you to swallow whole. She has 0 critical braincels in her immature brain. I know LOTR is not for everyone, of course, but she's acting like a fucking 5 year old toddler by being bothered by the race of the actors and saying how boring it is to stevie after just 15 minutes (less than a third of the movie). Like… jesus woman could you please enjoy something not catered to your tastes for once? You know, something people you care about might want to show you? And sit through something that isn't rainbow colored garbage?
Kek exactly. Stevie just has to sit down through his daily dose of precure torture. Imagine living in a house where everything is bright all the time and there's anime girls screaming at every second… jesus christ

No. 144221

On a work computer (oops) so can't screenshot, but Jill screen-capping her tweet three times to make a tweet calling her out was a little much, oof.

No. 144222

File: 1617836249130.jpg (473.08 KB, 1503x2689, 1599275006341.jpg)

Lmao I imagine this unbathed autistic fatass womanchild that smells like burnt sugar and fat rolls sitting on her small ass couch looking all deathfaced and saying like a toddler "noOoOoOoo this is soo boring stevieeee, put on 3 more hours of precure NOW"

No. 144226

File: 1617836553514.png (159.33 KB, 591x467, aaaa.png)

>Jill screen-capping her tweet three times to make a tweet calling her out was a little much, oof.
YEAH, it was too much period. Autistic levels of harassment, actually.
Like, imagine the SEETHING that took place because a black woman called her out lmao. She gets so angry whenever someone criticizes her or corrects her. God, what a sight to see.
Imagine screencapping the thing 4 different times… god this is CWC levels of insane. She's the one clearly throwing the tantrum lmaooo.

No. 144229

Thank you anon for posting, and also the other person calling this women fake for trying to "start shit". Jill needs to learn to take crit, and the girl made a good point too about LOTR being made during a time of war, so people didn't wanna see it, I had never even thought of it even though I used to sperg on Jill's precure level over LOTR.

No. 144239

She cant process any media thats not brightly coloured and made for children. So she went down the fake woke route to make herself feel smart.

isn't precure like 99% white people or light skinned anyway?

No. 144249

It’s set in Japan, they’re mainly japanese

No. 144250

Does Jill not know what the word tantrum means? A dig at her intelligence is far from it especially when she does nothing but prove the other person right. I bet if the hobbits in LoTR wore rainbow outfits she would be more into it.

No. 144261


Inb4 Jill gets cancelled by her woke followers for tone policing a black woman lol

No. 144279

I can't stand people who go off on their partner's interests. She makes a big fuss about loving her partner, but she doesn't even take the time to understand his interests, or at the very least not talk shit about it. Meanwhile, the house they share is only full of the things she likes. Does he even like Precure? If I recall, he only watches it to placate her. She might have to look for a new accessory soon if she's gonna treat her boyfriend like this.

No. 144282

>Stevie living in a house which is 95% tailored to suit Jill's obnoxious interests
>Hey babe want to watch a movie I like
>It's Lord of the Rings, that obscure unpopular movie series
>Oh poo, Steve! I can't believe you'd make me watch this!
>desperate to find some woke way to dismiss his interests
>The actors are *white*, Steve.

She's literally insufferable.

No. 144283

nah she seems to be a normie. if she was a troon or some nb queer maybe but on the twitter scale jill is more oppressed.

No. 144285

Jill is one of the few cows I frequently wish to see people actively call out and am always disappointed. She surrounds herself so thoroughly in her hug box victum mentality and backpedals/runs if there's even a whiff of things going against her. Plus her weird fanbase will blindly believe and defend anything to do with her; probably because most of them lack the awareness or mental capacity to have any actual opinion on anything themselves

No. 144292

It's funny, she literally has a house decoration that says "Learn about your friend's brains!" but she can't even learn about her friend's interests lmao. I guess it doesn't go both ways, it has to be about her.

No. 144303

rofl based

No. 144304

This woman calling her out is right and of course she screen caps the comments , totally not virtue signaling her retarded followers after her. Jill has lived in a bubble her entire life. it's insufferable

No. 144308

File: 1617883293118.png (253 KB, 509x406, 1521855240749.png)

Jill: complains about too many white people

Jill when she meets a black person:

No. 144318

even so, asia has a major anti-black, skin whitening problem, but jill wont talk about that

No. 144327

is… is she petting her!?

No. 144331

god this photo is a fucking classic

No. 144346

>>144327 touching her braids

No. 144348

tbh there's something a little suspect about the account calling her out, going through the tweets she's pretty pro white in her posts. And super into Zack Snyder movies?

However, the imagery of Pixie ignoring a black voice so she can sound Super Woke is pretty great. She is literally the walking billboard of ultra liberal fake woke person it's hilarious. Way to stomp all over a black voice Pixie.

No. 144352

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Can't imagine dating someone and not even having an open mind about their interests.
Lord of the rings was released months after 9/11 and was pure escapism.

No. 144353

Is anyone on twitter correcting her for this or celebrating her bafoonary?

No. 144425

This picture should be on a textbook, can't believe how discriminatory it looks

No. 144432

This pic aged even worse than I expected it to, looks like it's from the 50s

No. 144479

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Something about her makeup, hair, expression and the general ridiculousness of the setting reminds me of vaudeville performers, like she’s about to burst out in a jazzy tune with the kind of ‘comedic’ lyrics that age really, really badly.

No. 144494

It has been over a month since the last livestream and I was getting kind of pissed.

But she released an update video and Jesus, she has had an odd month. She hasn't replaced her phone since it drowned in the piss bin so its more difficult to navigate n such, and both her and steves cars are in for repairs or dead. She seems to be making good progress on her dresses and her mum is going to be the photographer for her collection shoot in may.

Why does she and Steve both have cars? No wonder she was complaining about lack of money after her first year of college. I feel like any normal person would of sold the less efficent car and have the person who was out all day get the bus (before pandemic) I doubt Jill has even been on a bus so she would probably be disgusted by the idea even though its probably more eco friendly than having two fucking cars!

No. 144495

>Reeee Jillybean doesn't have to take the bus like I do!!!!
You sound like a bitter stan and the car thing is such a nitpick compared to the fact that she just flakes on everything she does. Sorry you're poor. Jill complains about money the same way all rich kids do - shocked that she has to actually spend money on uwu boring unfun things like bills and food - and because she knew she could get her little rainbow autism brigade would feel bad for her and not unsub despite getting minimal content.

No. 144497

Sounds like a Jilly bean herself.

She didn't seem to complain about money until her second year of college, and if steve didnt have a job for like two years why would he need a car?

I'm allowed to bitch, this is a bitching site. Get over yourself cow.

No. 144506

Could you sound more sheltered and privileged jfc. Jillian is rich and reacting the way that rich kids do! Yes, that's the whole reason she has several threads. Financial security has made her a complete dumbass unable to function in life.

No. 144509

you mention her complaining about having lack of money AND having cars as if their parents don’t pay for them, and as if Jill didn’t blow all her money on dumb plastic shit when she moved out

No. 144516


yikes, nta, but it's reasonable for both of them to have cars tbh. they both live in a small city in the middle of nowhere and come from outside the province. it's not like they are a married couple with common budget. steebie is paying for his own car, parents' money or not. new brunswick isn't some densely populated state with impeccable transit

No. 144526

NTA either and complaining about people having cars must be the weirdest nitpick I've seen so far in these Jill threads lmao. Who cares? People need to drive places separatedly. Even married couples in my 3rd world country rather have a car for their own needs and schedules. It's practical and I would understand not wanting to take the bus if you already have a car yourself (Jill's car might had been a present from her mom I think). Like, imagine if you were Stevie and had to depend on Jill to drive around… I would off myself, she's already an asshole when it comes to Stevie's personal space.

No. 144540

File: 1617989457083.jpg (232.65 KB, 1809x1363, jilly.JPG)

another appearence of baby jilly

No. 144570

The creator of this should see Jill's fashion now

No. 144591

That's for the 2020s edition

No. 144616

>Awful fashion trends
>Everyone looks good
>Jill looks 1000x better than now

No. 144622

>awful trends
Besides Jill I think the other two look fine?

No. 144626

I guess the one criticism you could give over the car thing is Jill seems to drive everywhere and to places that are walking distance whilst preaching being an eco warrior, for summer she could even get a kawiwi bicycle and brag about being eco and help her health and she could use it for going places that are just out of easy walking distance but biking distance

No. 144642

I don't care about the car sperging but because you guys are on it, I just looked up places in proximity to her house: From their house to King's Place (bus-stop, fast food) is about 5 minutes, house to the nearest market/grocery is about 5 minutes, house to arts-and-crafts-college-campus is a mere 8min, and house to Sobeys (grocery) is a 16min walk. She lives no more than a 6 minute walk to every downtown art store, bar and fast food joint. If she really wanted or needed to go to the mall for some reason, bus fare is like $2.75. Not only that, but if she wanted to visit her mom she could take the Maritime bus to go from Fredericton to Charlottetown.
If ANYONE doesn't need a car, it's pixie.

No. 144648

We are talking about Jill here. The same person who complained that she had to walk a block and a half from her car to a convention center. 8 minute walk for her mind as well be 4kilometer marathon.

No. 144658

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No one's calling her out for how she didn't even ATTEMPT to match the print across the seams, so I guess I have to. I know this is just a prototype, but it looks so bad… and yet, she's getting ass pats for 'clean piping'. just goes to show you how little her fans actually know about/care about sewing.

No. 144668

that looks absolutely hideous. no one would wear that irl except jill in her rainbee lunacy

No. 144687

I don't understand the red gingham with the clouds, but I don't see any real issues with the pattern matching for the cloud material

No. 144690

In the middle the clouds are cut off.

No. 144691

this is so friggin ugly, clown clothes for a clown girl

No. 144692

Godh I can’t wait for her to open a shop and actually having to deal with customers. Future milk will be delicious.

No. 144699

A bike would be incredibly easy to match to her aesthetic, too. She could paint it in various pastel colours, get a white basket to decorate with ribbons and fake flowers, etc. It also fits very well with the whole sunny home-and-garden, picnics in cheery flower meadows lifestyle she’s been trying to push for a while despite probably spending most of her time eating tendies in front of her tv.

No. 144702

This is too ugly for words, and it’s not fashion in any way, shape or form. But it’s perfect for all the colorblind, AliExpress-obsessed adult baby clown fetishists that follow her on Twitter - at least she knows her audience!

No. 144705

plus she could loose some of that chicken tendie weight

No. 144708

Right? Even Jill looked cute in a 2010 tumblr girl way.

No. 144710


This looks like some Toy Story Bo Peep inspired thing.

No. 144712

You need new glasses anon, she's a horrific photoshopped creature in that picture.

No. 144715

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Reposting this because it's easy to forget what she's trying to make

No. 144719

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I needed to put the two next to each other to compare what she's trying to make here. Because she's already completely deviating from her 'sketch' here.

- Why the piping, she doesn't show the piping on her sketch.

- The bodice on her sketch looked to be a solid blue, and it seemed she originally wanted the cloud to go into the design along the hem.

- Impossible to tell from here but is she even doing the cups? Is the piping going under the cups? It's going to look so strange and make it seem like the cups are floating?

I didn't really expect her to actually follow her garbage looking sketches for her ugly outfits but this is a whole new form of lazy.

No. 144754

so, you can see the outline of the cups on the bottom, and the piping is going straight through them. She changed it to a two piece cup instead of a four for some reason? I think the saddest thing is that she actually made her original design worse. Maybe she doesn't understand pattern alterations at all. That would explain a lot. She manages to match the cups, honestly one of the harder things to do, but not the side seams? This wouldn't have been a problem at all if she had stuck to a solid color in the first place.

No. 144757

is she too retarded or too lazy to pattern match? what kind of "fashion school" would let you get away with such a sloppy piece, it's embarrassing to look at.

No. 144760

I guess it’s supposed to be the dress third from the left, but what’s the pink fabric? There’s no pink fabric anywhere on the dress in the picture…

And what is the fourth girl from the left wearing? A garden fence? So many questions…I’m looking forward to seeing her try to make that wearable, though, lol.

No. 144767

You're right, I didn't even see that before. Why would she have the piping go through the cup, that's going to look awful

No. 144784

She's said before the fourth one is based off a trellis and it will be worn over something like a skin colored bodysuit.

No. 144790

When is this all supposed to be finished by?? Sorry tried to find it in the previous thread but gave up.

No. 144806

I think this must be the inside of the dress since in her uh illustration, the inside is gingham. Hence the piping. Is the fabric printed on both sides? Would explain what we're seeing here.

No. 144807

Also she is showing it upside down, I can see the cups appear on the edge of the photo where it cuts off. The scissors are close to where the waistband should be, for reference.

No. 144840

She livestreamed yesterday. The only notable thing to come out of it was that she talked about wanting to do Drag.

No. 144849

Cool, can't wait for her to look even more outrageous and act even more obnoxious.

No. 144884

She had that phase before when she watched rpdr. Unfortunately drag requires actual effort and skill so we can count on her debuting as a drag performer right after she opens a little boutique in Tokyo.

No. 144895

queen or king?

No. 144896

She’s already basically in drag…

No. 144904

Most colleges end at some point in May, so I'd say a month or maybe a little longer.

No. 144918

Nope. If you look at the pink part, it's obvious that the pink section is the lining, which will get flipped under. I wonder if gingham was somehow too expensive so she used it for piping instead.

No. 144926

Do you realize where you are?

No. 144933

go back to twitter faggot

No. 144961

That post was from 9 days ago lol leave it to a bunch of retards to try and find a way to derail the post.

No. 144983

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She's really going to try drag isn't she? God she's going to start it and say her drag persona is her alternate personality or some shit.

No. 144985

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Emn i think it is female impersonation?

No. 144986

She really tracks down some of the most stupid opinions on Twitter and sincerely retweets them.

No. 144989

I do look forward to hear getting roasted by seasoned drag-doers. She can’t even do her eyebrows, not sure why she feels like she belongs in the drag community.

No. 144991

Probably because her eyeliner is bigger than everyday make up. I mean I obviously understand the temptation to dress up or do extreme make up but it just misses the point if it’s not a man doing. I doubt she’ll do drag king since she’s so uwu hyper feminine. Jill you can experiment with out of the box make up without putting a label on it.

No. 144992

The opening of Jill's first room tour when she lived at her parents was word for word exactly the same as Peachie's.

That was only the tip of the iceberg, she wanted to skinwalk her hard.

No. 144998


There are female drag queens that are extremely talented. But what they do is something jill couldnt. The amount of extra work that goes into their drag compared male drag queens. She will fail big time get ripped apart and blame misogyny

No. 144999

new video

No. 145000

this video is a legit gold mine

No. 145005

>Age regression
Kek ok Jill. The real world fucked her up so much that she needs a bag full of plastic dollar toys to keep her from floating away into being a normal person.

No. 145006

Dafuck is wrong with her voice now. Too high pitched.
Also can't believe she has a bag just for dissociation or whatever.

No. 145007

High pitched clown voice for a clown

No. 145009

>>144999 she says that she needs lip smackers so she can remember her memories…

No. 145010

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It's just a bunch of toys lmao
She said she keeps one of these in her class so she can play and threaten her friends lmao
Imagine being in class with her… so fucking annoying

No. 145011

I don't think she has trauma at this point. I think she's literally retarded in the special ed way. I think there's something wrong with her.

No. 145013

File: 1618259850100.png (513.29 KB, 766x394, jill.png)

It's weird having to see this helium high pitched adult toddler talk about baby toys wearing a bdsm-ish bra that doesn't fit at all. The absolute state of Jillian.

No. 145014


Someone please release me from this degenerate version of reality. I want the fuck out.

No. 145015

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God imagine going to class with this bitch, I would off myself

No. 145017

>>144999 she also suggests people should keep band aids in their kit in case they get boo boos (self harm)

No. 145018

This girl will literally try anything to cope, but go to therapy.
And to top it off with a Function of Beauty sponsorship too? lol anyone with frizzy, dry ends, stay far away from this brand.
Also, someone PLEASE make a gif of her when she whispers "i fucking love these" at 8:20 KEK

No. 145019

Oh no anon that's where your wrong, she does go to therapy its just that her therapist plays into her delusions and doesn't make her critically think about herself.

No. 145021

Is no one going to mention that she was inspired to make the video because of Multiplicity And Me, who is a DIDtuber…? Considering she's talked about ~structural disassociation~ and shit…

No. 145022

i still can't believe that this 20-something year old woman is falling for the did youtube scam. and what's happening with her voice in this video? is this an early sneak peek into one of her alters?

No. 145023

anyone else feeling like we’re gonna get some kind of new ‘coming out’ vid from jill, like ‘i’m autistic’ or ‘i’m an age regressor’ or something? she seems to be leaning towards a New Trendy Diagnosis.

also side note but her voice sounded fucking crazy in this vid

No. 145029

Yes. It’ll be “meet my alters; lesbian jilll, baby jillybean, boss bitch Jillian, Jim my gay alter”, or some fucking obnoxious shit like that.

No. 145030

Do anons think she actually takes these out in public and uses them?

She talked about how she’d had this bag set up for a while but she seemed surprised and confused about every other item.

No. 145032

We need a banner of this and at the end lolcow.farm should fade in above her clapping hands
If there's a crafty anon out there reading this please make it happen

No. 145033

Damn she really admitted that she plays with the beanie babies feet like a baby rattle when she’s watching kiddie anime on the couch….then said “oops we are getting personal today”

No. 145036

She's really… Trying to be something special in that video

(It's really anxiety inducing with all that unnecessarily forced movements and that voice, the duck is it always changing within that one video… She don't have issues, she induces those issues in others)

No. 145038

I know lolcow kinda generally thinks her bpd is a misdiagnosis for autism or something but this video is pretty convincing as a manic episode. The fast strange talking, "sexy" bra top, and overly animated gestures are all classic mania

No. 145041

there's no way that this ISN'T her baby alter.

No. 145044

she says she does it on class lmao

No. 145045

File: 1618270119462.gif (5.22 MB, 520x293, Whats_In_My_Panic_Bag_CUTE_ITE…)

No. 145046

File: 1618270348040.gif (2.05 MB, 520x293, Whats_In_My_Panic_Bag_CUTE_ITE…)

No. 145047

Sorry for blogposting, actually autistic here, but I can't believe a grown adult would carry around a million stim items. I keep a silky ribbon in my pocket and that's all I need. Frankly, being clocked as autistic in public is embarrassing; how can she be anything but exaggerating for the attention?(no1curr)

No. 145049

File: 1618270620780.gif (8.13 MB, 520x293, Whats_In_My_Panic_Bag_CUTE_ITE…)

No. 145050

File: 1618270752024.gif (7.9 MB, 520x293, Whats_In_My_Panic_Bag_CUTE_ITE…)

No. 145052

Can someone do a TLDR;? I watched 30 seconds and her voice is too much.

No. 145053

She acts like a retard and plays with toys for 10+ minutes

No. 145054

her face and mannerisms remind me so much of that jazz troon. i bet she is practicing in front of a mirror how to appear the most queer, she looks like a parody.

No. 145055

It's one thing to make your mental health a personality trait but this caricature she's playing is painful to watch. It's insulting to everyone who's actually autistic or whatever she's trying to be. She isn't neurodivergent, she's just fucking retarded.

No. 145057

I found it hilarious when she mentioned her mum and Steebie saying “give her something so she stops freaking out”. God it must a nightmare to live her, I was seriously questioning why Steebie still lives with her, then I remembered the free board

No. 145058

I swear it’s fucking infuriating because this bitch has the nicest supportive parents and probably the smoothest childhood one can ask for.

I’m not going to argue about her anxiety and depression she may have experienced cause it’s a chemical imbalance, but if she’s gonna try and claim shit like trauma and DID (trauma of WHAT? Her online gf from 10 years ago that did … something?) I’m going to lose it.

Those people are addicted to their “coping mechanisms” and just creating new fictional disorders to excuse spending $$$ on junk toys.
Jill you’re an adult. Let’s say you do want a stimmy toy for your anxiety or whatever, just get ONE that can fit in your pocket, not a full ass bag of obnoxious toys you find at the cash register that are aimed for kids. Fast fashion and ecology my ass.

No. 145059

I can't believe it either, i grew out carrying my tangle with me at like 12 cause that shit was embarrassing. I could not imagine carrying a bag full of plastic shit. Even just a string hanging off a jumper is enough to stim wtf.
Jill needs to stop this bullshit and get real help, her audience is so young and is going to think it so quirky to play with stupid shit just cause you are feeling a little anxious.

Sorry to take this to a rant and kinda blog, but my hatred for this girl grows everyday with the bullshit she keeps pulling. Someone needs to give her a reality check.

No. 145060

If that moment ever comes it’ll just cause her more twauma that she can make a video and cash in on.

No. 145065


I hate to say it, but once she looses her mom she’s gonna fall apart. Just like Chris Chan, and Pixy, little missy is gonna loose herself and nobody will be able to save her. Hopefully someone snaps her out of this mess before she does because idk if she knows this but, people with future plans are wayyy cooler than a rainbow aesthetic.

No. 145068

If she wants to be a retard so bad then maybe she should get sterilized.

No. 145071

Imagine waiting in line at the grocery store, and you notice a badly dressed overweight woman in front of you has nothing but bags of frozen chicken strips in her cart.
Then, you hear her already labored breathing start to increase rapidly.
Suddenly, she pulls out an ugly bag and unveils a fist of rubber worm-like toys.
She starts flailing them, loudly slapping them against the chocolate bars in the checkout isle.
You think that the situation couldn't possibly get more awkward; people are staring in the adjacent checkout line, and even the cashier has slowed her scanning to look up at the commotion.
But then, it DOES get worse, because she pulls out a small beanie baby and begins to rub it against her face, all while humming loudly and softly petting the bag of tendies in her cart.

You decide the package of panty-liners in your hand can wait, and you exit the store promptly.

No. 145072

This is golden

No. 145073

yeah that's one of the things I don't get even if the girl did do something to Jill most of the disorders she claims to have stem from years of abuse not just one traumatic occurrence.


No. 145074

What do you have fucking flashbacks to, Jill? It's so insulting to people who have actual trauma for her to throw around words like this.

No. 145075

Seconded, perfect banner material.

No. 145076

Thanks gif anon for blessing us with this retardation. Her makeup looks neat for once in these clips, which I presume is why she thinks she's a drag queen now

No. 145077

This is a really obnoxious """stim""" it seems like she's just using her fake illnesses as an excuse to be a fat, bullying baby in public
>Er Jill do you mind not hitting me with your toy I'm trying to work
>You ableist bitch! I will report you! I will cancel you!
>Oh, er, ok Jill moving away

No. 145085


"She isn't neurodivergent, she's just fucking retarded."

The quote to summarize this chick's entire life.

No. 145087

it looks neat but it feels like an odd caricature inhuman face, like plastic lol

No. 145088

…who the fuck stims like this? I know several autists and not one flails shit around like that, it’s embarrassing

No. 145089

she's just annoying and wants to bully people and wants attention

No. 145095

File: 1618297112760.gif (1.46 MB, 300x100, babyjill.gif)

here you go

No. 145096

If you call attention starved clown makeup "neat" then… sure…

No. 145097

Aha thank you anon, it's perfect.

No. 145104

As if one look at her pastel vomit aesthetic didn't give you a hint that she's some form of retarded.

This. Let's pretend she does bring the fucking bag of toys out in public on the regular, how much you wanna bet she forgets half the shit that's in there and only whips out the toys when she wants to attentionwhore in public as some technicolor trainwreck.

No. 145115

Good lord

No. 145116


she saw sia's movie and took it seriously it seems

No. 145117

I love this so much. Beautiful Anon, simply beautiful

No. 145119

I am slightly curious as to what her "trauma" is/was. She seems to live a very coddled protected life.

No. 145124

at this point we just need her to make a video on it to see what kind of fucked up stuff she claims to have.

No. 145125

Her trauma is searching for diagnoses on Webmd

No. 145147

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“No I’m not diagnosed with ASD!” Yet.

No. 145151

So she acts like she has autism but wouldn’t this give you bad sensory overload if you did have it like everything is incredibly bright and she chose things with a strong smell. Everything all together colour wise was too much for my eyes and I’m not neurodivergent.

No. 145155

Jill: I have trichotillomania!
Also Jill in her function of beauty ad: This is the healthiest my hair has ever been!
Lol what?? Does she pick at her arm hair or something for ~self harm~? At least she didn't claim catatonia in that gaudy list. Unless that's just a symptom of her dissociation. She's seriously insane. I can stand and giggle at the terrible fashion and the pseudo sustainability, but her diagnosis shopping addiction is what pisses me off.

No. 145159

The older I get, the more I am starting to realize I’m probably autistic.

Jill is just retarded.

No. 145168

It's funny because this isn't the first fan to think she's autistic. She really needs to see a real shrink so she can get a second opinion on her diagnosis.

No. 145175

Same anon kek

No. 145183

I can hear how insufferable she is in that gif

No. 145190

The way she talks about the feet of the rabbit and uses them like a rattle is really unsettling. Is she into ddlg stuff? And really willing to expose her young audience to that?

No. 145192

when will jilly realize that she's really just a coddled narc

No. 145194

>did you know that beanie babies are not actually thousands of dollars
>this [second-hand stuffed bunny from ebay] was like $30

No. 145195

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spotted a wild pixie on this Swell Entertainment video about Deadly Illusions. She's going suspiciously hard for the DID'rs

No. 145196

good to know she's spending that patreon money on the necessities~

No. 145211

thankfully I guess that isn't DID and maybe she has tics with anxiety, but even if she is officially diagnosed by an actual psychiatrist, it does feel like she exaggerates the symptoms in her videos and social media. in her rare serious videos, you never see her exhibit these overblown traits, even without edits. The only reason to even believe her is that BPD can sometimes cause people to exaggerate stuff for attention, which is her entire brand at this point. Is she lying? Probably not. Is she exaggerating and making a mockery of herself and others? Yes. Do any of those disorders classify someone as neurodivergent? No! And she should take that shit out of her social media because it is extremely misleading and hurtful.

No. 145215

I don't know what kind of googling she did to come up with "secondary structural dissociation" but wow is her narcissism showing. Jillybean can't just have regular ol' BPD dissociation, no it has to be super special and unique and twauma based!

No. 145223

Well if you do google it, it's supposedly incredibly normal with a lot of different illnesses, she just thinks that she's special because she found the term. Literally every mental ill person 'dissociates' in that they have a depressed side vs an outgoing public face but she calls attention to it for brownie points. I don't know, I guess this is tinfoiling, but did she have a bad relationship with her dad? because there's no way this trauma was from that brief online relationship or her mom.

No. 145237

she saw her dad in a vlog and said she loves him so i dont think they have a bad relationship.

No. 145244

It's sad how Pixie attracts actually ill people with actual disorders while larping as someone with a disorder. Notice no sympathy in her reply, she views it as a competition, so of course reels off her diagnoses instead.

No. 145246

She seemingly has a very close relationship with all of her immediate family, the christmas present wrapping videos she’s put out have some examples iirk.

No. 145260

File: 1618393015488.jpg (36.94 KB, 640x412, wholesome-soft-meme-heart-meme…)

It's perfect nonnie thank you mwah

No. 145293

she’s only said good things about her dad (the incident where he gifted her a rotary cutter unprompted, helped her with the lights in her cosplay along with her brother, and tried to help her with her European microwave all come to mind), but her interactions with him have always seemed distant to me. Thinking back to Christmas gift wrapping videos, his gifts always seemed to be less thoughtful (imo), and also in her brand name reveal video (at around 2:20), she includes a clip where her dad is asking her about her brand’s name, and she completely ignores him (her mom has to ask her if she heard him talking to her).

No. 145301

Yeah it's really fucking shitty that she just listed off all of her diagnosis when the person simply asked if she was autistic. she seems almost angry in the reply as if she was offended that the fan thought she could be autistic. That's pretty ableist Jilly-bean.

Knowing Jill she probably hates her dad for something dumb like he wanted her to have a realistic standard for life and wouldn't feed into her narc delusions.

No. 145344

The mental illness she is claiming to have would develop from her father raping or beating her at a very young age. Not from being "sort of distant".

No. 145347

Well researched video on why the brand Jill keeps sponsoring isn't good. There's also a mention of how much unnecessary extra trash it creates.

No. 145360

Sorry, saying you care about the environment while eating only chicken nuggies is like saying you care about the homeless and not bating an eye at them.
Jillibean your sustainability is SHIT if you keep on eating animals and their products.

No. 145378

File: 1618460423807.jpg (275.97 KB, 1080x1587, Screenshot_20210414-211900_Chr…)

imagine commemorating your graduation from community college with a tattoo. and i thought class rings were tacky enough…

No. 145379

why is she getting a tattoo over an iron burn? it'll just heal in a few months at best or a few years at worse, if it's 2nd degree. its not permanent.

No. 145385

she just wanted to mention that she was going to get a class tattoo for her arts and crafts course, in the form of a stupid dramatic story that no one cares about

No. 145387

Right, this is how she tells every story
>random boring thing
>second random boring but bonus, narcissistic thing
>presented like exciting news

Also not that hard to not burn yourself on an iron, or treat it with cold water/ice so it doesn't scar. Talking enthusiastically about accidental self injury to her audience of sensitive pastel babies seems inappropriate.

No. 145389

I dislike Jill's munchie tendencies and deem them highly disrespectful overall. However, you never really know if someone was sexually abused as a child. It doesn't have to be her father, it could have been an uncle or teacher, or something else negative could have happened. On the one hand she might have alluded to it somehow, but on the other, we really just might not know. So I'm just curious to hear the reason why some anons don't deem it plausible she experienced something very traumatising when she was younger. Not meant to start drama or defend, I'm just genuinely curious

No. 145397

You have to fully heal before you can tattoo over a scar so she should wait that long anyway if that is her intention. You can’t tattoo over a fresh scar, a lot of doctors and artists recommended a minimum of a year after getting the scar many recommend way longer, it’s dangerous because the texture of the skin of a newer scar isn’t compatible with the process and you could bust it open and make it worse. Some artists also just don’t tattoo over scars because you need to know the trick to it because it’s not the same as doing it on regular skin. It’s concerning that Jill has tattooed over scars in the past and doesn’t know any of this though it seems her go to artist is irresponsible and just does whatever she asks even though it’s not what she specialises in (which shows in her tattoos in how off they are)

No. 145404

That sounds more like it's Jill's problem and the dad wants to be involved but she clearly has a favorite parent, her "cool friend mom"

No. 145405

Plus aren't peeps overprocessed garbage inside plastic containers?

No. 145406

>>145389 Jill is a chronic oversharer. She's spoken at great lengths about her 'trauma' and has never alluded to csa. Your point stands true, just not in this case.

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