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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears, she now looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an insonsitent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent. >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without futher medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her mayor trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything yet, but plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, and pretending she can only eat one type of food.>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s 5 different alters living inside her head with some other being “fragments”. So far we have:
>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, signs with a snake emoji>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, is new to social media, signs with a flame emoji>currently unnamed 6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting”, talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji>currently unnamed 35 year old alter who is male and cleans, cooks, etc. Adult shit that she doesn’t even like doing herself. Certifiably too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. >Flora: just a "fragment" who is not just a carbon copy of cure flora, but is all the positive cures, and is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. No further info.
Notable stamps from last thread>>188956
Jill shares a photo of her as a young child, obviously it's proof she's always been neurodivergent>>188969
stevie gets her an ice cream maker so all of her ocs can gain weight as quickly as jilly and she tags all of dissociatwt with it>>188986
pretending to be a did expert on a random tiktok>>189227
from here, a series of jerrick he/him 14 tiktoks about Melanie martinez>>189286
Anon finds Uma, Jill's deviantart girlfriend >>189332
Jillian spreads kindness like confetti and has disaster.clown run off tiktok>>189394
more old milk involving uma>>189453
Jill's friends don't mind smoking with a minor>>189515
Jill is getting emdr, it may cause integration. DID speed run underway. if emdr doesn't work she'll try mushrooms or ketamine >>189519 >>189522
smoking weed really helps with her undiagnosed autism, and so do chew toy necklaces >>189923>>189762
pixie and stevie holiday special. They decorate gingerbread houses. Stebies is communist themed. Jill is turning into the moon emoji. >>189894
anons take note of possible future tourettes saga>>190058
stevie is really into trans rights>>190418
mama vessey buys Jill a toy house made for literal children, the toy makers ask for a picture of her little one playing with it, but it's Jill. >>190425>>190801
her 35 year old alter is too old and doesn't get social media… >>191009
her ocs all age differently… >>191241
and all have Favourite magical girl animes>>191251
Jill criticizes drag queens for not being eco warriors >>191415
Jill wants to do drag>>191696
the simpsons truly predict everything>>192197
what "we" got for Christmas drops, she reveals cherry clossom emoji alter is called flora (but not exactly a copy of cure flora), she's making her cousin's wedding dress, gets a bunch of useless (to her) kitchen equipment, slimes, and a fidget spinner. She buys herself gifts under the guise of them being for her alters, big surprise. She bought jerrick some earbuds and promptly lost them at a piercing studio. and finally we get to see her switch on camera. Tune in from around 21:15. >>192232
meet the alters coming soon>>192260
someone is falling for it. Everything according to keikaku.
Last thread: >>188928
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This is really interesting as it implies that Stevie is putting his foot down in some capacity about what Jill buys, which is odd because it’s her house. But then again it could be Stevie trying to keep her shopping addiction in check
Yeah all the people in the previous threads who were going on about him using for free rent etc forget that he’s the one with the job while she manages to maybe
a video a month that doesn’t even crack 500k views. >>192554
I get the gross feeling that she wrote it in an ‘uwu daddy is letting me pick out something cute’ (I threw up in my mouth writing that, soz nonitas)
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I've never heard of these things before so forgive me if there's some new version of them that I don't know about but it looks like Jill is going to have to fork out a huge amount if she wants the entire set.
Imagine spending approx. $500 (USD no less which would be more in Canadian dollars) because your spice rack broke….
has anyone else noticed the old man alter (the "♣" emoji) is a club suit? aka… confetti club?
that can't be a coincidence. apologies if someone else pointed it out>>192561
this would be THE biggest pain in the ass to use in a kitchen. you're paying easily $600CAD for something that is an inconvenience. can't wait for her to buy it and then the baby alter comes out and she touches the stove and gets Ouchies or some bullshit
She made a shitty house for her cat and loves doing random painting diys, but going to a thrift store and building a little roof on a shelf and painting some tins would be way too much effort. She's definitely better off spending hundreds of dollars on something she won't realistically use, except for maybe storing weed.
Mama Vessey probably appreciates Steve as he is probably literally feeding her, especially after waking up from drunk comas. The Instant Pot and other kitchen appliances would be really helpful gifts for a young woman who should be learning to take care of herself.
But you know, she has crippling mental illnesses and can only eat nuggies. Could it be the 6 year old was fronting all along!?? Does she have a sandwich fragment because that's all she knows how to make?
Just…idek what to say. Her gay bf is about to troon out but in the meantime is playing along with the ddlg caretaker role. Maybe to make himself seem more "womanly"? I saw some dysfunctional ass couples living together in my early 20s but yikes. At least there aren't screaming matches or abuse (that we know of.)
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so I finally finished skimming through the last few threads and don't think anyone has touched on this yet, but another one of jill's cousins posted this comment in her "coming out as did" video. definitely a different cousin than the skinwalker rainby bangs one that's getting the wedding dress, but I wonder what this one means by going through "similar" things… trying not to tinfoil too hard about it lol
No he actually has a proper job, just involving Roblox indirectly kek
We went over it either last thread or the one before, this shit is going at the speed of light with all the did milk
I think someone just decided that he must have a real job because time passed and a job listing existed. Is it relevant anyway? I doubt they are relying on his income for survival, she just want to emphasize that she asked permission
A screaming match where Jill was abusive
then ran away is how she supposedly discovered the Jerrick alter, I get the impression that they do fight but it’s always Jerrick uwu not Jillian so she isn’t responsible
Jerrick alter was developed to out trans and her boyfriend.
Prove me wrong
He literally posted on Twitter that he got the job and what it was >>192604
I think you’ve cracked the code
Steve is bi, jill drops the lesbian tag and goes bi. Steve becomes non binary, Jill needs to too. Steve gets a nose piercing, so does Jill. Steve is close to trooning out, Jill makes up an alter who is a trans.
She copies a lot of things he does, and it really just shows her BPD more than anything. She must be better than steve all the time, it must be exhausting.
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How are these comparable? For a second I thought she was comparing to trans activism which would’ve made sense but no it’s gay marriage. Jill, you’re trying to capitalize on being mentally unwell at BEST! At worst your full of shit and encouraging others to dive off the deep end with you and advocating for nonsense recognition of “systems”, whatever that means.
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She really is just over analyzing everything she’s ever done huh. This was literally the way people were talking back them, hyperbolic takes on typical teenage angst. Hell it was common when I was in school for people to cry over their hair after school break because they werent allowed to keep the unnatural colors. This isn’t special.
Jill, touch grass, I’m begging you!
before mental illness she used to collect the thrift store ones. but small town full of her clones im sure they buy them up before her.
5:10 minute mark for spice house
…i never liked her but i miss singlet jill
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Either last thread or the thread before there was an anon wonder why Jill censored her feet in the cat tower video - I was rewatching the "Sewing, Shopping, and Behind the Scenes! Pixievlog 1" video today and Jill shows her feet at 11:25 and says she has weird feet
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So I was just watching one of my comfort youtubers swell entertainment do a video on this stupid new meal kit called squareat and I absentmindedly scrolled through the comments just to see fucking Jill larping autism as hard as she can. I was so desperate to a-log and tell her to go be a munchie elsewhere. The meal kits come in literal squares of compressed shit that are done after like 30 seconds in the microwave. Why have an adult alter who does the cooking and cleaning when you can order a hundred dollar meal kit and get a freeze dried square of brussel sprouts?
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I find it interesting that she ignores this question about therapists not providing a diagnosis when we know she likely doesn’t have a valid
medical diagnosis either
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more of Jill doing what she does best, larping
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-29 with Windchill is nothing. Especially since it's a 30 second walk. I'm Canadian too and I have to check the mail daily no matter the temp because people keep stealing our boxes.
The fact she mentions this package makes me wonder if a video is in the works.
Bitch I used to walk to school everyday in -40
Why is she bragging about being so disgustingly lazy.
She's chronicly on twitter she tweets from the moment she wakes up till she sleep and eats in between
Yet she can't be bothered to do anything else. Keeping up with faking mental illness must be so draining that it takes up all her time and energy that she can't go get a package.
She said in her latest stream that she has been told by 3 doctors to get checked out for autism. But its a 3,000 or something price tag which she won't do. Rightfully so.
It sounds like those doctors know she wants more diagnosis and they want more money off of her. Someone even kinda told her off in the stream for using the phrase special interest multiple times because she's not diagnosed.
you're fucking WRONG nonna! EVERY autistic person loves rigid schedules, bright neon baby colours (for stimming DUH!!!) eating the same 2 meals, and wearing the same outfit daily!!!>>192798
It's so stupid too. So she gets diagnosed with autism… what now? She doesn't need any services, she doesn't have any outward issues, why does she need it? She wants to (or, will) spend 3k on a few pieces of paper that let her LARP the most common symptoms to an audience that is starting to think she's nuts, online.
Hell, if they're dumb enough to believe she actually has autism, they're dumb enough to be fooled by a fake confirmation letter… why doesn't she do that? She already kind of did that with the whole DID reveal which was literally just a diagnostic impression LOL
the majority of people seek an autism diagnosis to get school accommodations, to get an IEP and better conditions or modified classes. autism 90% of the time doesn't quality for disability–at least in the US. so she has nothing to gain from a diagnosis of autism except to brag to twitterfags and place more etsy chew toy orders.
neurological treatments/physical therapy for autism are usually before a child is 18 and still developing. jill - although she denies it - is an adult female and therefor her full frontal cortex is matured already.
The 3000$ thing makes me mildly suspicious. Typically you shouldn't have to pay if a legitimate doctor thinks there's a issue and gives you a direct referral for an assessment. (Granted, the provincial healthcare system might be slightly different in her province.)
I personally read that as those doctors or therapists offhandedly mentioning that she does potentially exhibit some symptoms and her running with it.
2000-3000$ is pretty standard for a an adhd/autism assessment. the assessment usually covers both. wait times can be 6-8 months and the assessment itself can take a long time as well.
though most people get diagnosed without this assessment because autism really isn't as invisible as people think it is and will usually have a professional do a short assessment along with observed behaviors without the patient knowing and will tell them outright. all the experiences I've known with getting the diagnosis came from people who weren't fishing for it or had no clue they were retarded
I'm not talking about America or YOUR experiences. I'm talking about canada. specifically eastern Canadian resources for autism.
You're stereotyping autism (just like jillian) and deciding what is and isn't autistic. You can have autism and be a consumer and like fashion and decorating. That has nothing to do with social behavior and interaction.
The reason jill doesn't have autism is because she is completely fine functioning and coping with the world like a normal person. She can communicate with people and express herself properly.
The reason she thinks she is autistic is because she is immature and childish. obsessive and self-absorbed. She likes children's things and bright colours and wants to live in a fairytale. And somehow associates her own personality and symptoms of BPD with the current stereotypes of female autism.
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Holy shit you're right
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sage for autism
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Jilly bought another plastic toy. She's been buying shit ever since she "came out"
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Guess what? It's for her weed cause she's such a STONER AND QWIRKY
Is she trying to keep her family friendly image by putting the disclaimer or have enough people told her that it makes them uncomfortable when she mentions weed? She claims to be woke and all of that but she still doesn't CW/TW
her posts where she mentions drinking or smoking which are things that actually trigger
people who've dealt with abusers who utilized those substances. >>192894https://lolcow.farm/info
So don’t smoke it underage, except Jerrick who she claims is a totes real underage boy can and does smoke it and she the owner of the body knows that and is fine with that. Either he isn’t real and there is no problem or he is real and you have to act like he is Jill, Christ. Sage because it’s not Jill but it seems like dissacociaDID is in hot water over some art of minors and the excuse is that she has alters who are minors, so not long I guess until these fakers roam into actual pedo territory using oh well mentally that alter is the same age as the victim
as an excuse, maybe that’s why she made Jerrick asexual
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I was curious if it was an expensive collector's item or something but it seems not, similar ones are going for ~10 USD, are fairly small, and seem to come with other toys. picrel, examples on the right.
I would avoid validating anything Jill says or suspects about her mental health, nonny
. I don't think she's anywhere on the spectrum. It's pretty clear she has no idea what's going on inside her own head. I really think her only problem is being an uber-munchie. She's collecting diagnoses like she used to collect clothes, merch, etc.
shes so strange w her tw
and cw. like she used to tw
all things mental health (i.e. bpd) - which is one thing - but now since shes "destigmatising" and becoming a mental health acc she never does anymore (cus shes copying the other accs around her.) sage for tinfoil but it makes me wonder what other things like that she'll do to be the most woke chronically online mental health conniseur.
also does anyone know if jill is roped into steebes commie act? if so where tf is the praxis she is so selfish even by a capitalistic standard
sage for tinfoil and blog, nutrition fag here, but imo i feel like so much of her downfall has come from poor diet. all your hormones are made in your gut and all jill's threads have always documented how she eats a diet of starch and sugar. even in japan, she was eating at 711 and tgi fridays.
her mental instability very likely could come from her gut, subsequent hormone imbalance, which she has neglected for years. now that she's entering her mid twenties, she no longer has the benefits of youth to bounce back. thats why we're seeing this fast weight gain, depression, & low energy that she calls "disassociating" even tho its her fucking body malfunctioning and crying out for nutrients and minerals.
plus, its pretty clear to me she has a gluten sensitivity seeing her weight gain in the gingerbread house video.
if jill were to ever try a low fodmap/low inflammatory diet and focus on eating healthy (which, suprise jill, is more ethically sustainable than muh sustainable fabrics and muh sustainable dollhouse!1!) i guarantee she would snap back to how she looked in 2016 and have SIGNIFICANTLY better mental health. too bad she's probably too deep in twitterfag's HAES movement to even consider eating one (1) asparagus.
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This is complete tinfoil but the artist Grace Gogarty rescued a pregnant cat recently and named the only surviving kitten Breakfast Sandwich and I can't help but think Jill named this alter after this cat if it's true that the alter is a cat. Her ig is @little.tunny. Jill doesn't follow her ig but I'm not on other social media so didn't check those. It's such a distinct name for a cat so it would be an incredible coincidence if there was no connection. Grace's art also happens to be very colorful and whimsical and very close to Jill's usual aesthetic.
I'm with this nonnie
, Gogarty is pretty popular and I constantly see sandwich tiktoks even tho I only follow them on twitter. On the other hand, Sandwich isn't as uncommon a name for a cat as you might think
>>193041>>193042>"The fragment showed itself when I first moved out here.">"I felt like a street cat with no home.” >"You know those bodega cats that have the comfort to sleep in the chip asile in a store, yeah, i didn't feel that."
(I'm paraphrasing all of this)
She really doesn't understand basic human emotions and feelings does she?
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First ten minutes are precure sperging. She takes one sip of coffee and is super hyper. She talks about a cure who gets magically cures of her illness "just emdr'd it outta her"
She talks about herself doing emdr for a minute after. There's gonna be many many many sessions, "which trauma you wanna start with?" in reference to each session being based on a different trauma. Also jerrick will probably be fronting for most of the sessions bc "he holds most of the trauma", claims there are no downsides to emdr "except retraumatising myself teehee" she cuts the emdr talk in case that's upsetting for anyone.
"having a plural informed therapist is a game changer" immediately gets distracted. "guys I get so distracted lol"
She's going to stop-animate her opening sequences? Talks about starting crochet projects and not finishing them.
>Im obsessed with carrots ever since they added them in animal crossing
carrots are cute because they're Easter themed, thinks about all the carrot memorabilia she'll be able to buy soon
>18:00 more autism fishing, shows a picture of her in tweety pie overalls. She has a tweet Keychain and plush in the photo too. It's her special interest. "and now I have precure all over my leg"
doesn't like to use the phrase special interest outside of cozie stream but she's had three doctors be like "you should get that checked" won't talk about being autistic until she's diagnosed.
>autism diagnosis is $3800, her did "diagnosis" was 2000 or 2200.
>you can totally self dx autistic and call something a special interest
Only started talking about did once she had been diagnosed because she didn't wanna be wrong
>I suspected bpd and they were like yes
>I was liked uh osdd thing and they were like "DID stamp"
>and my father, bless his heart, during all this has been like "hm, I appear I'm, fucking autistic as hell"
>parents don't really get did but they're supportive
>I thought I was just extreme bpd and gender fluid, and age regressing
"how can you both love life and want to die?"
>jerrick holds all the problematic bpd traits
>they all fronted for different answers during the mid
>sorry I'm just a nerd on all this [did] stuff, I guess this interest is…. Special
I'm 28 minutes through nonnies is this helpful to thread
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>someone once said I moved like Shane Dawson and I was co-conning jerr and nothings ever cut so deep. Tone indicator joking.
(yes she says that out loud)
Someone asks how her witchcraftery is going. She says she sucks and has been super lazy with it. "gets distracted" by her flower toy again (I think she does this when she wants to change the subject kek) >I'm just really into branding right now!!!
>sometimes I'm not thinking sweetly and that's when flora comes in
>she's technically a fictive, autistic systems are more likely to have fictives
>is going to save for the autism diagnosis "or get it checked out whatever"
>compares fictives covering up trauma to her having precure shit tattooed over her self harm
>50:00 a fan asks about the animal fragment
>her alters all have ages and personalities and ways they drive the car, except little ofc
>one of my fragments is cat like, doesn't front, doesn't have interests or thoughts it's just meow meow.
>it comes from moving and not feeling like she'll fit in, like a stray cat.
Her friend came over and saw her in idk sandwich mode. She had to explain it wasn't pet play. Her friend says ya that makes sense I've literally seen you get on the floor and meow at your cats.
>she screams, do I do that? Have I really done that?
>has another fragment? Alter? Who is around 8-10, doesn't say anything, "idk if she's mute or non verbal, she hasn't given me a name yet" has been trying to learn sign for her. She can't even open her mouth.
She has an inner world, it's not humungous, there's a house, a back yard, and field. She made it in Sims. Also made it out of Lego. It may be featured in the Christmas vid she doesn't remember. It's reminiscent of her parents house.
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Tacking on the inner world shit, she's also gonna make it in animal crossing.
>it's just how we coooope
>how is it the same every night? That's not regular dreaming.
>I've had different inner worlds throughout my whole life and hadnt realised, makes a rat face
From 1:06:00 she mentions Mr protector man. He's a little bit like her dad. A little bit like Sasha velour.
Jerrick wants tattoos. She's open to it on her other arm. He wants a la dispute lyric and a snake, or a snake around a lime bc lime green is his obsession. Or a snake in an ampersand. But Jill kinda wants an ampersand too because it's a symbol of plurality.
>jinx from arcane is did
January is a big trigger
month for jerrick, but he's been working out.
>they've been using an app to text each other (saw in dissociadid's video) she wakes up every morning and checks the app for messages from her parts.
>nicknamed her little "little baby smalls" (because it's Emilia farts cats name)
She will reveal the littles name soon, and will treat her like a mom treats her six year old kid.
>I think we're gonna stay co-con online, that's a rule, is going to make a rules list (???)
>says it's not easy to control co-con
>it's just been Jill this whole time which is epic.
>veronica fronts when there's a party says she was upset when a drag show was cancelled
>when you wanna be a hoe but the world says no
Her protector "cli-" plays dnd with stebie
>she always thought she just had trouble paying attention to movies, but it was the did guys
>>193071>She will reveal the littles name soon, and will treat her like a mom treats her six year old kid.
so, just how Drew Monson talks to his child characters when he has a monologue?>>193072
I just can't, so she has a rainbow house inside her mind too? How does that even work? Sounds exhausting. Kinda reminds me of Tulpas lol>>193068
Kek anon just make your own Precure inside your mind
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someone told her it would be okay if she switched during streams and she said that will be after her alter intros…so she can control it? she just admitted it.
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kek someone on twitter asked about the weed habit causing depersonalization
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Found Pixie under a rant from Bobo (fellow DID influencer), who was replying to DissociaDID's new Q&A video.
This means Pixie's actively following DissociaDID, who's the mother of all this misinformation on the condition.
It'll be funny compare her alter intros to those of DissociaDID's.
The fuck lmao, this is just extreme roleplaying>>193108
If she clearly misses her mom so bad she can totally go back you know… She's so dumb
Can the alter who can’t open her mouth please front so I can get some peace from the utter crap that pours out of Jillians mouth >>193058
Is she going for co-morbid adhd and autism because suddenly liking tweety pie doesn’t qualify as an autistic special interest, they have to be long lasting, for example her peeps phase and crayola phase also do not count because they were so fleeting
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Listening to her talk adoringly about her "little" alter is honestly extremely pathetic. It sounds like a mom gushing about her little daughter. Same with Jerrick. Not saying Jill should ever be a parent, but this instinct is very creepy when she's turning it in on herself… I remember in her most recebt full fledged video Jill "said" to Jerrick "you can do whatever you want with your blanket," and her tone was very weirdly maternal
. Am I losing it, or is this apparent to others?
Thanks for linking this. It is a fucking TRIP watching the currently livestream then clicking back to that first 2019 livestream. She's easily gained 30lbs and her voice has deepened hardcore since then. I feel like this bitch has hypothyroidism / a goiter that's going woefully overlooked in all of this. Someone please try explaining that voice change (deepening) and weight gain otherwise.
One thing is for sure: she's fully mentally ill, but as I've said a million times - it's BPD. It's literally JUST BPD. Nothing more.
Tinfoil - but could the fact that the “Confetti Club” attracted such mentally awkward people - mostly females and troons - maybe have exacerbated her descent?
She didn’t attract the audience she wanted - because she herself was just as awkward/ lazy/ and ultimately as stunted as these people that worshipped her for years?
But she chose not the correct herself for fear of sudden backlash from her primary fans.
Again - huge tinfoil. But the steep drop off in CC threads has shown that base audience, has all but bailed on her.
This was partly her fault. She gave the illusion that Confetti Club had open membership when it was only ever her. Eventually even those hyperspergs caught on.
I sometimes wonder what happened to the they/them from Alaska who got a bunch of fb members to pitch in for that expensive purse for Jill only for Jillybean to toss it in the back of her work room's closet with the rest of the shit she didn't consider kawaii.
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it was this ugly ass toaster bag. i don’t think she’s ever used the bag, i wonder if she sold it
This is why I don't get- the toaster bag is cute, not my style at all but I can see someone quirky like her using it, specially if she's someone into pastel looking house appliances or whatever. And her fans did it for her. Why is it that unless it is something that fits her wishlist, she doesn't appreciate it?
The difference between that pic and this thumbnail >>193205
is very big. She looks indifferent with the toaster bag. That's sad. Her fans did care a lot about her.
OT/NTA but how cringe is that bottom post.
"..if i'm not pursuing integration there's no reason for it to go on my medial record so they won't diagnose me."
Like no shit, what would be the point if you don't want to get better? Obviously these therapists have seen straight through this person. I hate that Jill has/is trying to normalise this behaviour even more and the mental illness is quirk shit. But I am somewhat relieved that obviously there are still some good doctors out there that won't fall for this shit
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we got a semi shout out from jerrick. also,
>a life that is clearly not fulfilling you
projecting much, jill? because it seems your life is so unfulfilling you had to make up some imaginary friends to cope with your pathetic life
KEKK that's very much a shout-out anon lmao
What about her though, why doesn't she stop being a cunt?
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using Twitter or TikTok isn't any better kek, it's just a website sis. Also Lolcow and reddit isn't just dedicated to shitting on her, it also has forums for specialized interests get OVER YOURSELF Jill and take your own advice!
I am autistic.
You are my special interest.
I've been here since 2014.
Unpopular opinion, but Jill really fits the criteria for an ADHD diagnosis. She can't seem to finish anything (any video series she's ever promised, her "fashion" show), she has hyperfixations (Crayola, Peeps, Precure, collecting Magical Girl wands) and she's incredibly impulsive but also can't be bothered doing anything.
Not sure if those criteria also fit the definitely accurate BPD diagnosis though. I'm an ADHDfag, so I could just be not understanding BPD properly.(armchairing)
That's true, it's like even if she has BPD traits, she doesn't have the trauma for it. I'm also an ADHD fashion school dropout so i can see some similarities, and this disorder is associated w parental drug use, which idk if her family has but crazy does seem genetic there. She'd be so less hatable if she had even an ounce of self awareness. Blaming your failures on 'lol multiple personalities!' is so irritating. I remember the last time we could even pretend to respect her was her bpd diagnosis video or whatever, but it's been downhill from there. There's nothing quirky or pitiable about just stewing in an illness and making no attempt to improve other than self medicating with tons of drugs. Still, there isn't a single part of her youtube career that wasn't steeped in some kind of lying, whether it be her income, age, measurements, etc, and now her mental health. It's far past being funny now. First time i ever heard of her is when she was self-posting on cgl despite clearly being a teenager.
Also an ADHDfag
I've seen psychologists talk about the mental impact of covid pandemic and lockdowns. Its very stressful especially to those who have never been through anything worse.
Long term stress and traumatic events can effect the brain the same way adhd effects the brain.
She never used to be like this especially before covid.
She's this bad because she's always had bpd so it's not like she had any healthy coping mechanisms and she just went harder into it after being detached from her coddling family and being stuck inside in a shitty small town.(armchairing)
>>193357>Long term stress and traumatic events can effect the brain the same way adhd effects the brain.
She never used to be like this especially before covid.
Her nosedive was absolutely triggered
by the pandemic change of lifestyle, no doubt about it. She can buy as many diagnoses as she wants but it's simply pandemic+booze+weed+meds and being surrounded by people who enable all your most ridiculous behaviours.
god damn, does she not realize how weird it is to constantly make fun fact videos about yourself like this? The level of self importance. I get that when you're on TikTok all day you forget how to act like a normal person but its so weird to step back and look and how self-involved she is. Even if she did have DID, you can be mentally ill and not talk about all your amazing quirks all day long.
Also there's something so punchable about the smug persona she pulls when she pretends to be the jerrick alter. And when she laughs at the guy for suggesting having taxes in their inner world- girl you claim to have a whole ass house in your head, how much more ridiculous would taxes be? I don't get the point of recording yourself being so self involved and cunty while also begging everyone to cater to your made up illness
yeah i thought it was weird too. if you go to the video she stitched, the OG tiktok is pretty clearly making fun of the absurdity of inner worlds of overly-complex DID larpers/ the wonderland system, or at least it was just made as a bit and not to be responded to like another fucking fun-fact Q and A sesh, but she can't help herself can she?>>193329>>193357
fellow ADHDfag, she def doesn't have it if she's never exhibited these traits until recently, especially if it's only been this bad post-covid. I feel like the pandemic and its elements of like, stress and isolation has made a lot of undiagnosed peple realize they're neurodivergent or have a mental illness that went unnoticed/ masked, but on the flip side it's led to a ton
over overdiagnosing and inaccurate self-dxing. we've all seen how it is on tiktok with a mass influx of people suddenly having these symptoms they'd never even related to before, but the majority are probably just stressed out in a way they've never experienced before and it's easy to be influenced by the media you consume. surprisingly there's a lot of commonality symptom wise between ADHD, BPD and autism which is why they all often are mixed up and misdiagnosed, so i can see a lot of bpd traits of hers that are similar to dumbass/ lazy/ obsessive adhd bullshit i've done, to an extent. tbh in Jill's case it's likely just the same ol bpd she's always had, but because it feels ~different~ now in the weird covid era and because she's a huge baby with a feeble easily malleable mind that overconsumed dissociaDID content at the same time, she's overconflated it (in typical bpd fashion) and is confusing having a normal, multi-faceted human mind with each personality trait being an entire new person… or drag queen…. or fucking bodega cat i fucking guess
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ill believe it when i see it jillybean
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'can you tell i just filmed a what i got for christmas by all the C R A P everywhere?'
nice $500 haul of crap.
She was called out for her DID cake and a few other times on r/fakedisordercringe but the Mods usually take down posts about her since showing username is against the rules. Redditors are quite aware of her antics outside Lolcow.
But I did a quick google and found this: https://www.reddit.com/r/fakedisordercringe/comments/rad2lm/good_to_see_that_pixielocks_is_encouraging_people/(this is an imageboard)
wtf why does she look like this? Wash your damn hands jill, this is gross (face is gross too but not the worst part)
She's turning into a bridge troll.
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Jill have you considered not waking up at 1pm and actually doing something productive and fulfilling during the day so that “Jerrick” doesn’t front at night because you’re miserable and drank/smoked all day?
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it could be hair dye stains
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one drink a week isn't bad, a whole bottle of rosé a week is pushing it. It depends more on how quickly she consumes it since it can be equivalent to pounding back a twelve-pack of cheap beer. >>193487>>193506
A part of me hopes that it's just a track she'll add on to a already established wig (like what professional cosplayers do) but knowing Jill she's not doing that and instead is going to make her self look as trashy as possible.
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Looks like the alter video will probably come out this week, she’ll only pick questions that give her asspats or make her larp seem more ~unique&special~
I wonder how she found this fourm, if we're to believe she's not just a sock puppet.
Is Jill just crying about internet haters to her family members and collecting asspats?
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If cutting back is a weekly bottle of wine she is “savouring” then it’s safe to assume she was drinking multiple days in a week, she should not have been diagnosed with this disorder if she was honest about her alcohol consumption, I can only imagine how often she smokes weed
She just doesn't know who she is or what she's supposed to be anymore. She really thinks being Jillian = rainbows. Being Jillian is just being herself… She's so dumb.>>193559
What a drunktard…
Oh no anon, she has explained that she actually has the kind of BPD where she doesn’t
destroy friendships. Every time that happened it was definitely the other person’s fault. I’m sure it’s the same with alcohol. She only has the fun and quirky kind of alcoholism, not the kind that fucks up her life or relationships. Totally unrelated.
I'm in a state of utter disbelief that people love or even tolerate someone like Jill. I know people who are true gems - intellectually, "spiritually," artistically - and a couple of them have really struggled to find support during difficult times. These are people with jobs, advanced degrees, volunteer work… people who have been generous and kind to others.
It's shocking that a leech like Jill seems to find people to provide whatever she needs so easily. How does she do it?
considering her rapid weight gain, drinking an entire bottle of rose in one sitting once a week, every week, probably isn't the best choice health-wise.
but yeah this convo is stupid.
Exactly. That's a pretty "normal" drunk-as-fuck night out experience, which is pretty fucking normal for a chick her age when that happened. I'm guessing those that are alarmed by it are either really young or have never been drunk / hung out with drunk friends.
No, but I would call having a few drinks while watching a film or engaging in a hobby fun, as she mentioned. Her cocktail of drug use and the fact that her local liquor store owner knows her are fair game to point out, but anons above are acting like being drunk once or having a few drinks makes her an "alcoholic". That's hilarious.
>you must have a miserable life too
Go relax and have a drink, nonnie
. You sound like you need it.
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The latest "put a finger down" video from Jill.
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she looks terrible. how does she watch these videos and go “yep that looks good enough to post on the internet!”
No white knighting of Jill here, it's just funny seeing 16 year old shut ins call normie drinking "alcoholic"
like reach more, chomos.(infighting/derailing)
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jill letting us know she’s starting emdr next week; yall ready for the asap integration?
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also implying charlie/penguinz0 is into agere cuz he has a dogbed kek, how disgusting
>>193071>Jerrick wants tattoos. She's open to it on her other arm. He wants a la dispute lyric and a snake, or a snake around a lime bc lime green is his obsession. Or a snake in an ampersand.
So a question related to this livestream. She claims Jerrick fronts often, correct? or is co-host? Has Jill ever showed an interest in lime green?
Forgive me if it's dumb asking this, I only recently got into Jill's drama and am still rereading old stuff. It's a fucking riot.
Because she’s become a lazy slob, and uses this DID larp as an excuse for her weight gain, disregard for her hygiene, and general lack of self maturity.
She’d rather roleplay online than actually grow and develop as a normal person hitting their mid-20s.
I'd love to know how many content creators have her blocked or muted. She's so creepy.>>193627
Adults don't drink super often, tend to be too busy working and taking care of their home and having the income to actually do real things with friends. You sound young, like a teenager, if that's what you imagine adulthood will be like. Jill has literally shown us she starts drinking before noon many days. She has made posts about her at 10am being tipsy. How tf is that normal? You regularly drink before noon, too? We've seen her drunk by 1pm. That's pathetic.
I think it seriously depends on where you are, in a lot of places in Europe its kind of normal to have a glass of wine with dinner once or twice a week. Especially on a Sunday if they are christian.
Maybe because Jills grandparents are from the uk it might have been a normal thing for her to see and she's replicated it. But we also know that addiction and mental illness is quite prominent on her mothers side so maybe we can't exactly trust culture on this one.
But all in all, she doesn't seem to be full on promoting alcoholism so let her fuck up her own body on her own terms.
I just don't buy this narrative. It's anons reading too into shit or otherwise not knowing what it's like to be 23.
I agree she should probably get it together if she's gonna get in control of her "mental illness" but it's also been kinda "nice" to see Jillian act somewhat fucking normal.
Kek get the fuck out of here with the “you don’t know what it’s like to be 23” shit - quit watching The Virgin Suicides on repeat.
This isn’t normal behaviour for someone that spent years preaching self care and inclusiveness . Her life didn’t turn out exactly how she dreamed in such a short time - and instead of putting in the effort to learn from life, she’s hopped a Tik Tok trend and is now faking a serious and very rare mental condition.
Why is she so dumb? Do you think Charlie's video in the girl faking Tourettes made her start watching him or was it Steve that turned her on to him.>>193661>It's anons reading too into shit or otherwise not knowing what it's like to be 23.
Usually people around 23 see people going out and getting drunk every week as losers anon. Most people in north America get all of their party phase done by their early 20s and if they continue to go out every weekend into their mid 20s they see them as pathetic. I'm already 25 and my peers would see someone like Jill and call her a washout.
These other anons are retarded, drinking to the point of getting drunk multiple times a week, especially when it’s not even socially, means you have a problem with alcohol. You don’t need to be drunk 24/7 and unable to function to be an alcoholic, you just have to be abusing the substance unhealthily, which she clearly is. The real test is whether she can go without it, and considering that she’s ‘cutting back’ seems to imply she can’t.
There’s nothing abnormal with having a few drinks after work or during dinner - trust me I’m Australian, we know how to drink - but drinking to the point of getting drunk as often as she does isn’t normal or healthy. You can have a wine or two without getting blitzed, and I hope for her sake that she is recognized that she’s slipping into unhealthy patterns and does change it
Yes. She's said multiple time on her streams, that her favorite colors are lime green, yellow and pink.
You can find the videos in question through here: >>193041
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Replying to days old I know
>are any of you vegan?
>none of us is vegan but Jill…. Is very very strict about sustainability, so no fast fashion, so we all abide by that
I can't even click to reply to it, those nails make me so sick. When it comes to the drinking, don't care. Imagine how some of you will feel when you hear about drinking in Korea/Japan. This >>193631
is fucking foul. How pornsick do you have to be to literally think someones dog bed must be for pretending to be a child or some other weirdo shit like that. I'd say she needs help but it's her help along with the attention that comes along with it that's gotten her here in the first place.
I wish she'd at least lose some weight. That anon who pointed out how she has a closet full of clothes she can never wear again was so painfully right, I can't help but think of it every time I see her now. Even if she WANTED to go back to doing cute content and fashion related things, she couldnt because 1. her clothes dont fit and 2. online shopping when you're heavier I think is more difficult too. Brands don't always make bigger sizes-especially Asian brands which used to be her bread and butter. Whatever she does buy will probably be too embarrassing to attempt putting on while filming. So that just leaves thrifting. Maybe she could do a thrift with me? I just want her to go back
Her doing a weightloss series could potentially revive her channel and she could definitely integrate mental health recovery into it. No matter how bad your mental illness is, wanting to get better is up to you at the end of the day. Plus it's sustainable so she can wear her clothing again, and look like her alters kek
Agree with the alcohol/weed usage, everyone in their 20s I know uses it but can still go to the gym and maintain a job etc, let's not blame the substances shall we
But I think she has the same mindframe as Shayna or Amberlynn, it seems like a common theme amongst lolcows
I know >infighting bad
but anon.. you know your 25 year old peers would view spending your free time on a website like this as just as washed up and childish as daytime drinking? just admit you hold your cows to higher standards than you do yourself.(bait)
Weight loss is incredibly stigmatized in the corner of kawaii fashion community that she used to cater to though. Talking about weight loss in those groups can get you a warning/ban for "uwu triggering
content" so she'd have to bank on grabbing a new audience.
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The shirt she's wearing is from a schizophrenic tiktoker (@xoradmagical). His content is alright, but everything Jill touches becomes kinda suspicious on her part.
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Anon, I'm fully aware that being on anonymous image boards for fun means that there is something off about me. I'm they type of anon that shits on the ones that claims to be Stacy's in /ot/ because all of us here are losers to some capacity. I just find it annoying that someone is genuinely WKing Jill because they feel personally attacked that Jillian is exhibiting unhealthy habits that they do.
Also posting this since I'll probably catch a ban.
Jill's going to be extra annoying once this movie comes out.
Oh god what the fuck no.
Out of all the cows Jillian is making it the hardest for me not to a-log
How is this browsing cows on this website
any different than a woman reading a celebrity gossip magazine? Lol >>193690
Oh please. Jillian is the type of person to say “vegan is too restrictive for me cuz it triggers
muh ed” when in reality she just likes eating tendies.
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Wow, can you just imagine. Hm.
Imagine posting and planning to post a bunch of content about it. Almost like it’s a brand and trend being capitalized on. Not to mention that if she’s supposedly turning into a child (and experiencing dissociative episodes) shouldn’t she get rid of the booze and weed? Not to mention driving!? So either; larp or she’s putting herself in danger and dangerous situations with no one monitoring her and should be in a facility? Like… are you also underage? Are you randomly switching out? Make it make sense. What’s the bet the answer is she only ever co-fronts and the weed/booze always only ever triggers
of age alters. I just don’t get this shit.
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Jill I don’t even think that’s a bpd episode, I seriously think you have terrible emotional regulation if not finding something you want at the grocery store sets you off so badly
If she fuses can she say she isn’t to blame for any of the stuff on the forums. Jerrick cuts, has an ED and is mean. Veronica is hyper sexual and could be blamed for stuff like mystery girl and the New Year’s Eve incident. She can blame every problematic
thing on an alter then when they are fused and gone just Jillian is left who did none of this.
She’s just trying so hard to go for that autism diagnosis >I had to screech autistically at the supermarket because they didn’t have the one ingredient of that one brand I always buy! Uwu>It’s just that there was a change of plans! My routine got ruined!! Uwu
She’s so transparent.
So what Jerry is saying is that Jill has at least a year or two left of being fake before she’s found out.
Also love the irony of her saying that being caught lying would be her ‘throwing away her whole online life and credibility’ when she’s literally in the process of doing that right now. This DID saga wouldn’t even be so I bare able if she was attempting to larp early Dissociadid or MultiplicyandMe and being educational or whatever, but instead she’s spiraling down the tik tok munchie rabbit hole and becoming a parody of a real person.
It really is concerning that she’s supposedly seeing a therapist and whatnot, yet she’s very clearly exhibiting signs of untreated bpd
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She even admits it herself kek.
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>>193807>"Why would anyone fake a mental illness?!">"Do they think it'll make them poupular?!"
<Jill posing with a cake about diagnosis
<Makes all of her social media about her new exciting condition
<Stops making her usual content to post about her new special condition
I’m Canadian, older than Jill and was diagnosed with ASD after two years of therapy. Therapist told me there are people who try to fake it (for disability $) and wanted to make sure I wasn’t misdiagnosed. They didn’t speak to any of my family members or boyfriend at the time. It really does feel like Jill is studying the behaviour and planning out how to use it to excuse shitty behaviour.
The only positive is this might lead to a professional catching her lying. Imagine they go along with her bullshit and then say something like “while you definitely have mental health issues, I don’t believe you’re on the spectrum”. She would throw a tantrum and be like “See?? I’m having an autistic meltdown REEE!!”
We're slowly moving to a place in a lot of countries where you're no longer able to hold people like Jill accountable for anything. They'll always be able to shift blame to someone else and they'll be told they're brave for doing it.>>193858
This is especially damning. It's not for attention, but she just dies of joy when they call her brave!
I think you cracked the code, nonnie
. Jill's retirement plan is most likely getting autism bux.
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can all the retards itt who were sperging about how jill was just acting like a “nOrMaL 23 yEAr oLD!!!1” shut the fuck up now kek she was drinking alone every single day and is still getting blitzed by smoking weed constantly. i wonder how the baby alter acts when she’s stoned out of her mind.
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Girl being stoned all the time and never leaving the house doesn’t sound like a “full life”
does she not realise the way she phrased this makes it sound like she's replaced her alcohol addiction with a weed addiction…
like no offence but replacing alcohol with more weed is not an improvement whatsoever
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For everyone who guessed she posted this in hopes of idiots suspecting an ASD diagnosis and enabling her larp, you are right on the money
This was already posted upthread. I hate how gleeful she sounds about purchasing her next diagnosis. Saving up for an eval, really? Like if this was actually serious, wouldn't her parents gladly help pay for some if not the whole thing? Isn't she constantly buying stupid shit anyway and easily spends $3k over a few months? If there's usually a backlog of people waiting to be tested, why not sign up for an evaluation with Dr. Feelgood and save money up during the wait time, if money was even an issue for her?
It's all so sus.
Autistic women have it hard enough, fakers like Jill who use the male symptoms just make it harder to actually get doctors to recognize the way autism actually presents in women. Fuck you, Jill.>>193751
Someone posted the exact video you are talking about last thread, go back if you want to see the full discussion on it >>191842It's become a running habit in these threads for people to post without reading literally anything. It's been happening constantly lately
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It really depends from person to person, those who believe that you can't become addicted to weed and find it to be a "cure all" (ie Jill) are usually the people who start developing yearly bronchitis and ignore their smoking habit as the main factor. But the average weed smoker knows that there are risks involved and know how to smoke in moderation.>>193998
Latching on to what you're saying. If this is the shit she always has on all day no wonder she thinks she's the most mentally ill person in the world.
In the PNW and it's no different than anywhere else I've lived. Obvious smokers like old hippies and skateboard kids are going to look and sound like stoners no matter where you are.
It's very much normal in the sense that no one is pearl clutching when there's a dispensary on every other corner. Most people use it discretely at home or vape or take edibles. In certain jobs, I understand using daily for stress or pain relief but the vast majority of adults are not getting high 24/7. Tons of people use CBD topically or through supplements snacks and drinks regularly to get all of the benefits without the high and you can pick up a CBD soda or seltzer at the corner store without ID. Of course Jill couldn't just take some CBD gummies everyday to deal with whatever she is attempting to deal with by smoking all day.
There's no reefer madness and the crazies are most likely on meth or actually
mentally ill and hallucinating the way Jill romanticizes. I'd love to see her try living out of a tent or her car with no money or resources though!
Here in Canada where it's fully legal, it is treated as very normal. For a regular person, Jill's behaviour here would be pretty normal, especially at her age.
But in the context of someone having extreme issues with disassociation - having THE disassociation disorder - it's fucking ridiculous. She has either been lying to her therapist or he's a fucking fake, because any proper psychologist or psychiatrist would have immediately forced her to stop smoking weed with whatever medication she's on.
This is all pretty much the biggest indicator that this is all a LARP, in my opinion. Sorry Jill, you have BPD and anxiety like the fucking rest of us, get over it.