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No. 192544

Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks.

>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~

>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears, she now looks like an overweight clown.
>Known lurker.
>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.
>Has a youtube channel with an insonsitent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.

General info:
>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.
>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.
>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent.
>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise
>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.
>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without futher medical advice.
>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.
>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers
>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.
>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her mayor trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.
>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.
>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).
>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.
>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything yet, but plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.
>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.
>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, and pretending she can only eat one type of food.
>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s 5 different alters living inside her head with some other being “fragments”. So far we have:

>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, signs with a snake emoji

>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, is new to social media, signs with a flame emoji
>currently unnamed 6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting”, talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji
>currently unnamed 35 year old alter who is male and cleans, cooks, etc. Adult shit that she doesn’t even like doing herself. Certifiably too old for social media, but his emoji is a club.
>Flora: just a "fragment" who is not just a carbon copy of cure flora, but is all the positive cures, and is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom.
>Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. No further info.

Notable stamps from last thread
>>188956 Jill shares a photo of her as a young child, obviously it's proof she's always been neurodivergent
>>188969 stevie gets her an ice cream maker so all of her ocs can gain weight as quickly as jilly and she tags all of dissociatwt with it
>>188986 pretending to be a did expert on a random tiktok
>>189227 from here, a series of jerrick he/him 14 tiktoks about Melanie martinez
>>189286 Anon finds Uma, Jill's deviantart girlfriend
>>189332 Jillian spreads kindness like confetti and has disaster.clown run off tiktok
>>189394 more old milk involving uma
>>189453 Jill's friends don't mind smoking with a minor
>>189515 Jill is getting emdr, it may cause integration. DID speed run underway. if emdr doesn't work she'll try mushrooms or ketamine >>189519
>>189522 smoking weed really helps with her undiagnosed autism, and so do chew toy necklaces >>189923
>>189762 pixie and stevie holiday special. They decorate gingerbread houses. Stebies is communist themed. Jill is turning into the moon emoji.
>>189894 anons take note of possible future tourettes saga
>>190058 stevie is really into trans rights
>>190418 mama vessey buys Jill a toy house made for literal children, the toy makers ask for a picture of her little one playing with it, but it's Jill. >>190425
>>190801 her 35 year old alter is too old and doesn't get social media… >>191009 her ocs all age differently… >>191241 and all have Favourite magical girl animes
>>191251 Jill criticizes drag queens for not being eco warriors >>191415 Jill wants to do drag
>>191696 the simpsons truly predict everything
>>192197 what "we" got for Christmas drops, she reveals cherry clossom emoji alter is called flora (but not exactly a copy of cure flora), she's making her cousin's wedding dress, gets a bunch of useless (to her) kitchen equipment, slimes, and a fidget spinner. She buys herself gifts under the guise of them being for her alters, big surprise. She bought jerrick some earbuds and promptly lost them at a piercing studio. and finally we get to see her switch on camera. Tune in from around 21:15.
>>192232 meet the alters coming soon
>>192260 someone is falling for it. Everything according to keikaku.

Last thread: >>188928

Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featured
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks
Twitter 2: https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay
Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem?
Facebook Page: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://anony.link/https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/

No. 192545

No. 192547

thank you for the new thread, this pic is beautiful

I cannot wait for the new episode of 'full dollhouse full of alters - 5 and counting!'.
I want to see sandwich alter and the trauma behind it.

No. 192549

Kek I love the cat shit on the wall. Good job anon

No. 192550

Thirty year old man alter who does the cleaning really isn’t pulling his weight, such a background character

No. 192554

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This is really interesting as it implies that Stevie is putting his foot down in some capacity about what Jill buys, which is odd because it’s her house. But then again it could be Stevie trying to keep her shopping addiction in check

No. 192556

Sounds to me like Stevie is putting more money in than her? Given she has no job & no one pays for her patreon anymore and her YouTube is dying… I guess he pays for everything now.

No. 192558

Yeah all the people in the previous threads who were going on about him using for free rent etc forget that he’s the one with the job while she manages to maybe a video a month that doesn’t even crack 500k views.

I get the gross feeling that she wrote it in an ‘uwu daddy is letting me pick out something cute’ (I threw up in my mouth writing that, soz nonitas)

No. 192559

I also read it like this. "Permission" makes her seem more childlike which is why I think she phrased it like that.

No. 192560

Great job OP!

No. 192561

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I've never heard of these things before so forgive me if there's some new version of them that I don't know about but it looks like Jill is going to have to fork out a huge amount if she wants the entire set.
Imagine spending approx. $500 (USD no less which would be more in Canadian dollars) because your spice rack broke….

No. 192563

$500 for a spice rack that will probably remain as just decoration and not even get used. Does she even need any spices at all for her diet of tendies?

No. 192564

has anyone else noticed the old man alter (the "♣" emoji) is a club suit? aka… confetti club? that can't be a coincidence. apologies if someone else pointed it out
this would be THE biggest pain in the ass to use in a kitchen. you're paying easily $600CAD for something that is an inconvenience. can't wait for her to buy it and then the baby alter comes out and she touches the stove and gets Ouchies or some bullshit

No. 192567

That's practically one month of her Patreon. She's quickly becoming one of those cows that show off their shitty spending habits, can't wait for her parents to cut her off and she complains about not having enough money for bills but miraculously has enough to buy a pretty cure figure.

No. 192569

This is so dumb, I wouldn't able to tell the spices apart if all looks like pastel houses, plus she doesn't even cook

No. 192573

They’re cheaper on eBay. I already found one going for $140.

No. 192576

She made a shitty house for her cat and loves doing random painting diys, but going to a thrift store and building a little roof on a shelf and painting some tins would be way too much effort. She's definitely better off spending hundreds of dollars on something she won't realistically use, except for maybe storing weed.

Mama Vessey probably appreciates Steve as he is probably literally feeding her, especially after waking up from drunk comas. The Instant Pot and other kitchen appliances would be really helpful gifts for a young woman who should be learning to take care of herself.

But you know, she has crippling mental illnesses and can only eat nuggies. Could it be the 6 year old was fronting all along!?? Does she have a sandwich fragment because that's all she knows how to make?

Just…idek what to say. Her gay bf is about to troon out but in the meantime is playing along with the ddlg caretaker role. Maybe to make himself seem more "womanly"? I saw some dysfunctional ass couples living together in my early 20s but yikes. At least there aren't screaming matches or abuse (that we know of.)

No. 192577

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so I finally finished skimming through the last few threads and don't think anyone has touched on this yet, but another one of jill's cousins posted this comment in her "coming out as did" video. definitely a different cousin than the skinwalker rainby bangs one that's getting the wedding dress, but I wonder what this one means by going through "similar" things… trying not to tinfoil too hard about it lol

No. 192578

>he’s the one with the job
He worked on Roblox games with a group of internet friends and it's not even clear if he ever made money from that.

No. 192580

I feel bad for her if she's suffering from some sort of genuine mental health problem and has to resort to talking to Jill about it.

No. 192581

either the cousin genuinely went through some shit or munchie tendancies runs in the family. Based on the last name is this mama Vessey's side of the family or is she like a realy distant cousin?

No. 192585

I don't think she means DID but something more normie like depression.

No. 192589

The skin walker cousin is marrying a Martin…(don't post family members)

No. 192591

No he actually has a proper job, just involving Roblox indirectly kek
We went over it either last thread or the one before, this shit is going at the speed of light with all the did milk

No. 192595

I think someone just decided that he must have a real job because time passed and a job listing existed. Is it relevant anyway? I doubt they are relying on his income for survival, she just want to emphasize that she asked permission.

No. 192600

A screaming match where Jill was abusive then ran away is how she supposedly discovered the Jerrick alter, I get the impression that they do fight but it’s always Jerrick uwu not Jillian so she isn’t responsible

No. 192603

>A screaming match where Jill was abusive then ran away is how she supposedly discovered the Jerrick alter
That just sounds like typical mask off bpd rage tbh

No. 192604

Jerrick alter was developed to out trans and her boyfriend.
Prove me wrong

No. 192610

He literally posted on Twitter that he got the job and what it was

I think you’ve cracked the code

No. 192611

Steve is bi, jill drops the lesbian tag and goes bi. Steve becomes non binary, Jill needs to too. Steve gets a nose piercing, so does Jill. Steve is close to trooning out, Jill makes up an alter who is a trans.

She copies a lot of things he does, and it really just shows her BPD more than anything. She must be better than steve all the time, it must be exhausting.

No. 192619

I really don’t know how Steve does it. At this point it has to be for free housing or some kind of humiliation fetish, surely.

No. 192624

Maybe he stays with her because if he tries to leave or mentions leaving Jill will go full bpd "I'll kill myself if you leave me" mode.

No. 192631

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How are these comparable? For a second I thought she was comparing to trans activism which would’ve made sense but no it’s gay marriage. Jill, you’re trying to capitalize on being mentally unwell at BEST! At worst your full of shit and encouraging others to dive off the deep end with you and advocating for nonsense recognition of “systems”, whatever that means.

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No. 192633

She really is just over analyzing everything she’s ever done huh. This was literally the way people were talking back them, hyperbolic takes on typical teenage angst. Hell it was common when I was in school for people to cry over their hair after school break because they werent allowed to keep the unnatural colors. This isn’t special.
Jill, touch grass, I’m begging you!

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No. 192638

NTA: What scares me a lot about jill and people like her is the fear of them becoming psychiatrists, therapists, counselors etc. I can imagine them either diagnosing to easily or gatekeeping an illness and just fucking people up lol. I doubt jill will ever work in the mental health department, I doubt she will ever work full stop. Just claim the disability benefit once all of her onine shit dries up when people finally see through her bs or they get sick of her.

No. 192639

The whole "I change my personality with my hair" is something all quirky girls said back in 2012 thanks to Ramona Flowers… Not DID

No. 192640

Instead of overanalyising everything she should just lose weight and stop being a dumb bitch

No. 192641

>DID = being homosexual


No. 192642

>What scares me a lot about jill and people like her is the fear of them becoming psychiatrists, therapists, counselors etc.
This is exactly what happened with trans shit and why her therapist is bad.

No. 192644

They always, always, always use homosexuality for their own benefit.

No. 192645

She should be lucky she was even allowed to fuck with her hair. I remember my mom having a fit just because I asked for highlights as a teen. Jill has been so coddled her entire life. She really thinks some phase she had at 13 or whenever has a life-changing meaning.

No. 192648

She could get this at a thrift store for 5 bucks, literally, I have a very similar set. But that would require moving her huge body out of the house. She lives in a small town in Canada, kitschy as fuck, and she never bothers to thrift for anything.

No. 192653

The Avon ones are a whole lot cheaper like by 80% and you're right should could literally just thrift them, everytime I walk into a thrift store I see these. But Jill seems like one of those people who doesn't like "affordable" things.

No. 192659

Right? She'd rather buy a dinky yet expensive drawer from Ikea and cover it in washi tape or something than find a piece at a thrift store and actually put work into making it pretty and fit into her clown house. But as far as I can tell she doesn't even use her own money, so why would she care about being frugal?

No. 192661

before mental illness she used to collect the thrift store ones. but small town full of her clones im sure they buy them up before her.
5:10 minute mark for spice house

…i never liked her but i miss singlet jill

No. 192666

>before mental illness
>i miss singlet jill

the fact that I literally agree with you here…… we are truly in the darkest timeline. and i'm positive that the worst is somehow yet to come

No. 192670

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Either last thread or the thread before there was an anon wonder why Jill censored her feet in the cat tower video - I was rewatching the "Sewing, Shopping, and Behind the Scenes! Pixievlog 1" video today and Jill shows her feet at 11:25 and says she has weird feet

No. 192673

There's nothing weird about them. They look like normal fat feet.

No. 192676

this seriously pisses me off to no end i wanna a-log so bad. yes jill someone telling you that you’re not 5 people in one body and are literally fucking insane for making everyone act like you are is the same as homophobia. straight ass bitch

No. 192681

looks like her second toe is bent on each foot

No. 192682

it's not too uncommon, my brother has it. The sad thing is that I don't think Jill is naturally predisposed to be massive. I mean, some people are, I knew a guy whose whole family were butterballs with stubby fingers and toes, massive bones. It was p gross but maybe they were part orc, I have no idea. But Jill's limbs, fingers, and toes suggest she is piling tons of fat onto a bone structure that can't support it. She's really going to hurt herself if she doesn't get her weight under control.

No. 192683

She said in her assumption video from like 2019 that she doesn't have weird feet anymore. This peeps slipper shot was from a vlog long before that video. So, I guess she got them fixed?

No. 192690

A lot of women censor their feet on social media these days because of foot fetishists, so I imagine Jill is doing it for the same reason. Preemptively "protecting" herself as a means to lay claim to a perceived victimization. As if anyone would use her as an object of fetish

No. 192696

When people say Jill is bpd is that Bipolar Disorder or Borderline Personality Disorder?

I had a friend with Borderline in highschool who was very similar to Pixie. Constantly changing her interests based on who she was dating/new trends. Always acted like a child. She also was very cute and skinny in highschool then ballooned way up when she stopped going to school.(unsaged blogpost)

No. 192698

What kills me is even this Jill is somewhat tolerable. I actually like her title and end cards and if she put more effort into design, I think she could of had a decent sucess.

No. 192699

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So I was just watching one of my comfort youtubers swell entertainment do a video on this stupid new meal kit called squareat and I absentmindedly scrolled through the comments just to see fucking Jill larping autism as hard as she can. I was so desperate to a-log and tell her to go be a munchie elsewhere. The meal kits come in literal squares of compressed shit that are done after like 30 seconds in the microwave. Why have an adult alter who does the cooking and cleaning when you can order a hundred dollar meal kit and get a freeze dried square of brussel sprouts?

No. 192700

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I find it interesting that she ignores this question about therapists not providing a diagnosis when we know she likely doesn’t have a valid medical diagnosis either

No. 192701


BPD almost always means Borderline Personality Disorder, which is what Jill has.

No. 192702

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more of Jill doing what she does best, larping

No. 192703


It's sounding more and more like the narratives that trans identity has taken on. So weird. What's next? Otherkin rights?

No. 192710

There was a blog on tumblr dedicated to her feet I came across years ago. Can’t find it because of tumblr search sucks now a days, if it’s even there anymore.

No. 192737

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-29 with Windchill is nothing. Especially since it's a 30 second walk. I'm Canadian too and I have to check the mail daily no matter the temp because people keep stealing our boxes.

The fact she mentions this package makes me wonder if a video is in the works.

No. 192739

Bitch I used to walk to school everyday in -40
Why is she bragging about being so disgustingly lazy.

She's chronicly on twitter she tweets from the moment she wakes up till she sleep and eats in between
Yet she can't be bothered to do anything else. Keeping up with faking mental illness must be so draining that it takes up all her time and energy that she can't go get a package.

No. 192741

assuming she travels to Japan when borders reopen, do you think any brands would likely still want to do videos with her?

No. 192742

Would she still be able to fit into any Japanese clothing brands in a year or two? Maybe she should do a haul at Lion-do in Sumida.

No. 192743

Nonnie, she's too big kek.

No. 192744

She has borderline, lurk past threads. And sage your shit.

No. 192745

Why does she bring her dumb larp onto other people's videos? Fucking gross

No. 192746

I hope her shit gets stolen. It's probably the wigs she ordered too.

No. 192747

I doubt she will ever go back to Japan, that rainbow prison is too strong.

No. 192758

She's not going to go to Japan anymore, she's changing her whole aesthetic and is moving forward from the "kawaii uwu anime" thing and is now doing whatever the fuck "fagrod" is. I think this is all her way of trying to be more edgy without ruining her pretty pastel image

No. 192760

weird as fuck that she said 'autistic' instead of 'neurodivergent' or 'disabled'. Maybe she thinks being autistic is acting like an infant, because of her ageplay shit. Like why would autistic people be the only ones needing quick microwave meals? It's so frustrating too because she doesn't have a clue what living off disability would be like, most of them don't have loaded parents to buy them $10 asparagus square meals. What the fuck? I know a lot of autistic people can't work regardless so unless they're a sugar baby or live with rich parents, they'd never be able to live the kind of frivolous lifestyle that pixie does.

No. 192764

>this was definitely jillian writing
>calls it “jillian-jerrick activity”
you stupid bitch, which is it????

No. 192768

Glad I’m not the only one who thought that. She says it’s both, and then precedes to explain why it’s not. The only thing she manages to keep consistent is her inability to be consistent

No. 192775

This such a weird nitpick. Whenever it gets below -20 nobody wants to go out.

No. 192779

Yeah nobody cares that you also live in Canada nona, -20 is cold, Jill is lazy. Those two things aren’t mutually exclusive

No. 192781

it's just a way to force Stebie to go get it for her

No. 192794


this pisses the hell out of me. literally the longer this larp goes on the more and more i get offended. autism literally exists on a spectrum and she continues to group people with autism again and again in one fucking category. some people with autism can cook perfectly fine without issues. others cant even operate a microwave. shut the fuck up jill, stop acting like you know anything. you don't have autism.

No. 192795

She said in her latest stream that she has been told by 3 doctors to get checked out for autism. But its a 3,000 or something price tag which she won't do. Rightfully so.

It sounds like those doctors know she wants more diagnosis and they want more money off of her. Someone even kinda told her off in the stream for using the phrase special interest multiple times because she's not diagnosed.

No. 192798

She was willing to burn $1000 on her retard diagnosis letters but now $3000 is just “too much”? I think she knows they won’t give her the results she wants. I’m autistic myself and once you’ve seen plenty of autistic people you have a radar to know what to look for.

No. 192800

you're fucking WRONG nonna! EVERY autistic person loves rigid schedules, bright neon baby colours (for stimming DUH!!!) eating the same 2 meals, and wearing the same outfit daily!!!
It's so stupid too. So she gets diagnosed with autism… what now? She doesn't need any services, she doesn't have any outward issues, why does she need it? She wants to (or, will) spend 3k on a few pieces of paper that let her LARP the most common symptoms to an audience that is starting to think she's nuts, online.

Hell, if they're dumb enough to believe she actually has autism, they're dumb enough to be fooled by a fake confirmation letter… why doesn't she do that? She already kind of did that with the whole DID reveal which was literally just a diagnostic impression LOL

No. 192801

It’s also developmental and they require you to give them what you excelled at and where you were behind. I’m not going to share what mine were (because she reads this thread kek)

No. 192805


the majority of people seek an autism diagnosis to get school accommodations, to get an IEP and better conditions or modified classes. autism 90% of the time doesn't quality for disability–at least in the US. so she has nothing to gain from a diagnosis of autism except to brag to twitterfags and place more etsy chew toy orders.

neurological treatments/physical therapy for autism are usually before a child is 18 and still developing. jill - although she denies it - is an adult female and therefor her full frontal cortex is matured already.

No. 192806

The 3000$ thing makes me mildly suspicious. Typically you shouldn't have to pay if a legitimate doctor thinks there's a issue and gives you a direct referral for an assessment. (Granted, the provincial healthcare system might be slightly different in her province.)
I personally read that as those doctors or therapists offhandedly mentioning that she does potentially exhibit some symptoms and her running with it.

No. 192811

2000-3000$ is pretty standard for a an adhd/autism assessment. the assessment usually covers both. wait times can be 6-8 months and the assessment itself can take a long time as well.

though most people get diagnosed without this assessment because autism really isn't as invisible as people think it is and will usually have a professional do a short assessment along with observed behaviors without the patient knowing and will tell them outright. all the experiences I've known with getting the diagnosis came from people who weren't fishing for it or had no clue they were retarded

No. 192831

OT but right after watching some of Jill's videos to catch up, I was recommended this video in the sidebar LOL(derailing)

No. 192833

Greentext is free.

No. 192849

to get diagnosed with ADHD (in america) all i had to do was fill out a questionnaire and go through a few psych sessions. they wouldn't diagnose me right away because the medication is highly stigmatized, but, none of this 3k dollars shit. i'm not sure how the process is for autism but i would assume similar. Isn't the biggest criteria an inability to read faces? I really don't feel like an autistic person, who is usually highly resistant to change, would be so interested in consumerism, redecorating, and fashion trends. Actually, considering a symptom of BPD is changing your identity all the fucking time, wouldn't it stand to reason that having BPD and autism would be incredibly unlikely? Just speculating here. I thought she said she would've gotten her autism diagnosis with her did assesment…

No. 192851

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>be anon
>find out that former jfashion youtuber pixielocks has gone off the deep end
>split personalities, autism LARP, the whole nine yards
>decide to watch some of jill's old videos
>just catching up.jpg
>look at the sidebar
>see recommended video

No. 192856

Dude, if you go on YouTube and type in “the downfall of pixielocks” you get her DID diagnosis video. Kek

No. 192857

I'm not talking about America or YOUR experiences. I'm talking about canada. specifically eastern Canadian resources for autism.

You're stereotyping autism (just like jillian) and deciding what is and isn't autistic. You can have autism and be a consumer and like fashion and decorating. That has nothing to do with social behavior and interaction.

The reason jill doesn't have autism is because she is completely fine functioning and coping with the world like a normal person. She can communicate with people and express herself properly.
The reason she thinks she is autistic is because she is immature and childish. obsessive and self-absorbed. She likes children's things and bright colours and wants to live in a fairytale. And somehow associates her own personality and symptoms of BPD with the current stereotypes of female autism.

No. 192860

Autism is a spectrum though, and is not just limited to social interactions. Before they merged Asperger’s into ASD, Asperger’s was the less severe autism in simple terms and those with Asperger’s have okay social and language skills. I know quite a few people that have been diagnosed Asperger’s and only diagnosed as autistic, and those with severe autism are the ones that struggle more. If that makes sense. Or you could just Google it.

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Holy shit you're right

No. 192869

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sage for autism

No. 192885

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Jilly bought another plastic toy. She's been buying shit ever since she "came out"

No. 192886

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Guess what? It's for her weed cause she's such a STONER AND QWIRKY

No. 192892

>weed is not cute of glamorous
Glamorizes cute weed container. The constant back and forth of her with making a statement but immediately posting the opposite is making me feel like she’s actually getting insane. Zero selfreflection.

No. 192894

Sorry I sat on my phone. What’s the pass word to delete posts?

No. 192895

girl youre lucky you didnt butt upload a selfie

No. 192896

Idk how to even work this site I’ve been lurking for years and recently posting here and there. It’s so hard even with the rules. Off topic but you guys seem cool as heck. I’m glad I didn’t upload anything more.

I can’t wait to see this wedding dress though. Do you think she will secretly have someone help her or pay someone to do it?(don't use emojis/ emoticons)

No. 192898

Is she trying to keep her family friendly image by putting the disclaimer or have enough people told her that it makes them uncomfortable when she mentions weed? She claims to be woke and all of that but she still doesn't CW/TW her posts where she mentions drinking or smoking which are things that actually trigger people who've dealt with abusers who utilized those substances.


No. 192904

Jill is that you(hi cow)

No. 192905

I adore this, anon

No. 192908

This is so gross, actual japanese girls use those things to play or store candy or whatever… She has no shame, plus this whole "LOL DUDE WEED XDD" is getting very very tiring at this point. She really thinks she looks cool smoking weed but she's honestly so pathetic.

No. 192911

>>192908 Agreed.Even if she was going to collect precure toys anyways, her using it as drug storage makes it even weirder. It just shows how much she owns it to own it, has it to have it. If she had it as a collector's item she would be having it as decoration. Everything she does is just thinly veiled consumerism; if she had wanted a fun container there are 100s of DIYs she could even make into a video. But no. Buying a plastic children's thing is what she decided to do….

No. 192913

So don’t smoke it underage, except Jerrick who she claims is a totes real underage boy can and does smoke it and she the owner of the body knows that and is fine with that. Either he isn’t real and there is no problem or he is real and you have to act like he is Jill, Christ. Sage because it’s not Jill but it seems like dissacociaDID is in hot water over some art of minors and the excuse is that she has alters who are minors, so not long I guess until these fakers roam into actual pedo territory using oh well mentally that alter is the same age as the victim as an excuse, maybe that’s why she made Jerrick asexual

No. 192914

>>192913 frankly i think making jerrick asexual was for the much simpler reason of having an easy out in regards to steve. can't get into any hot water about your gay boyfriend and the teen boy you pretend to be if the oc is ~ muh sex repulsed frum mad trauma of having a piano teacher who molested other girls (but not you, he was always so warm) ~ or whatever

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>>192911 samefag
I was curious if it was an expensive collector's item or something but it seems not, similar ones are going for ~10 USD, are fairly small, and seem to come with other toys. picrel, examples on the right.

No. 192916

Not that it matters but that's from her second trip to Japan so she didn't buy it any time recently

No. 192937

I would avoid validating anything Jill says or suspects about her mental health, nonny. I don't think she's anywhere on the spectrum. It's pretty clear she has no idea what's going on inside her own head. I really think her only problem is being an uber-munchie. She's collecting diagnoses like she used to collect clothes, merch, etc.

No. 192939

It's especially pathetic knowing that a big chunk of her current major issues would stop if she spent a few months completely sober. Paranoia, bad sleep schedule, depression, low energy, overeating and obesity, delusions… Wow, I wonder why all of these things have gotten increasingly bad over her years of being high and drunk nonstop.

No. 192940

shes so strange w her tw and cw. like she used to tw all things mental health (i.e. bpd) - which is one thing - but now since shes "destigmatising" and becoming a mental health acc she never does anymore (cus shes copying the other accs around her.) sage for tinfoil but it makes me wonder what other things like that she'll do to be the most woke chronically online mental health conniseur.
also does anyone know if jill is roped into steebes commie act? if so where tf is the praxis she is so selfish even by a capitalistic standard

No. 192951

My point is that BPD can be associated with frequent changes of personality/identity, wheras autism is associated with a dislike of change. So to me, a resistance to change wouldn't allow for stuff like constant redecorating, changing with fashion trends, buying new shit all the time. I'm sure it could happen, but these things seem opposed to me. Every year we look back she's a completely new brand of crazy, it's not even terribly consistent. Only consistent thing is her having zero self awareness and burning thousands of dollars on useless shit.

No. 192952

she's putting weed in a kid's toy when she supposedly has a kid alter, but don't do weed if you're underage!! does she hear herself?

No. 192959

She has been supposedly co fronting with the six year old in tik toks where she sounds very drunk and regularly “Jerrick” is openly high and or drunk, if this stuff was real then Jillian is regularly giving drugs and alcohol to minors, I wonder why the larper community don’t have issue with that since they claim the alters are real people

No. 192960

>I wonder why
They know they're all LARPing and guilty of the same or similar offenses. If they called her out it would open a can of worms for them.

No. 192961

she says that she's constantly co-fronting so non of her alters are ever fronting by themselves. I think she only said that to get out of all of the possible allegations that she lets minors drive, drink, and smoke. I don't know how she keeps getting away with this when she keeps placing red flags with every single post she makes.

No. 192966


sage for tinfoil and blog, nutrition fag here, but imo i feel like so much of her downfall has come from poor diet. all your hormones are made in your gut and all jill's threads have always documented how she eats a diet of starch and sugar. even in japan, she was eating at 711 and tgi fridays.

her mental instability very likely could come from her gut, subsequent hormone imbalance, which she has neglected for years. now that she's entering her mid twenties, she no longer has the benefits of youth to bounce back. thats why we're seeing this fast weight gain, depression, & low energy that she calls "disassociating" even tho its her fucking body malfunctioning and crying out for nutrients and minerals.

plus, its pretty clear to me she has a gluten sensitivity seeing her weight gain in the gingerbread house video.

if jill were to ever try a low fodmap/low inflammatory diet and focus on eating healthy (which, suprise jill, is more ethically sustainable than muh sustainable fabrics and muh sustainable dollhouse!1!) i guarantee she would snap back to how she looked in 2016 and have SIGNIFICANTLY better mental health. too bad she's probably too deep in twitterfag's HAES movement to even consider eating one (1) asparagus.

No. 192968

Yet magically Veronica and the older male alter are total boomers when it comes to being able to use the internet, a six year old can do-con and drive but a 21 year old can’t co-con and use Instagram

No. 192971

sandwich is becoming my favourite of her alters/fragments. knows when to keep quiet unlike the pushy little, Jill and Flora having to beat the child down when it tried to make an appearance in this most recent video.
Jerrick is a gossipy needy bitch and Veronica is her gateway to Onlyfans, sandwich knows their place. Excited to see the introduction video, I’m putting my money on Jill making it like her old lookbooks.

No. 192975

I don't know how this would make you feel, but sandwich is a cat alter and she let her little name it… She revealed it in her patreon stream and her 30 year old alter is called Clifford as well. But that was a slip up name reveal.

No. 192978

Honestly can’t tell if this is a joke or legit, can anyone do a summary of her stream

No. 192983

sandwich is a WHAT

No. 192985

please tell me you screen recorded the stream nonnie

No. 192988

I’m screaming.

No. 192991

So Jillian pet plays and age plays too… I'm terrified. The implications of her acting like a cat… Creepy lol

No. 192992

SANDWICH IS A CAT? I was down with the idea of them being the peep pillow but their Jills fursona?

No. 192993

>her 30 year old alter is called Clifford.
God I hope he's also a big red dog and she has two fictives.

No. 192998

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This is complete tinfoil but the artist Grace Gogarty rescued a pregnant cat recently and named the only surviving kitten Breakfast Sandwich and I can't help but think Jill named this alter after this cat if it's true that the alter is a cat. Her ig is @little.tunny. Jill doesn't follow her ig but I'm not on other social media so didn't check those. It's such a distinct name for a cat so it would be an incredible coincidence if there was no connection. Grace's art also happens to be very colorful and whimsical and very close to Jill's usual aesthetic.

No. 193003

Could be, but Jill also has plush peeps called sandwich and panini so she's just reused a name.

No. 193006

Literally who. If Jill doesn’t follow this person, why would she be skinwalking their cat?

No. 193010

>>193006 NTA but videos of breakfast sandwich regularly go semi-viral on tiktok, with how online jill is it isn't unreasonable to assume she's seen at least a couple of them. the cat has wobbly cat syndrome (cerebellar hypoplasia) and so walks around very flailingly/very poor coordination. additionally sandwich is just a very specific name for a cat.

No. 193028

I'm with this nonnie, Gogarty is pretty popular and I constantly see sandwich tiktoks even tho I only follow them on twitter. On the other hand, Sandwich isn't as uncommon a name for a cat as you might think

No. 193031

this is either the dumbest tinfoil in Jill's thread or you're right on the money. Time will tell

No. 193035

What a dumb tinfoil

No. 193036

Sage for blog and tinfoil but I have had a few cats in my life and really like vocal cats and when my cats have vocalised I have responded by mimicking them, sometimes when a cat has nuzzled me and purred I have done it back, I don’t think I am alone in this behaviour nor do I think it’s that odd, has Jillian been doing this also and decided that it’s her being co con with a cat as opposed to a behaviour that other cat owners display

No. 193041

No. 193042

and the cat thing is at 50:10. Enjoy

No. 193046

>"The fragment showed itself when I first moved out here."
>"I felt like a street cat with no home.”
>"You know those bodega cats that have the comfort to sleep in the chip asile in a store, yeah, i didn't feel that."
(I'm paraphrasing all of this)

She really doesn't understand basic human emotions and feelings does she?

No. 193049

I'm surprised she didn't make a reference to the Metric song "Lost kitten" since she keeps referencing them kek

No. 193056

i was sorta hoping she would keep up the J theme with the names by naming him like John or something… not fucking Clifford

No. 193058

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First ten minutes are precure sperging. She takes one sip of coffee and is super hyper. She talks about a cure who gets magically cures of her illness "just emdr'd it outta her"

She talks about herself doing emdr for a minute after. There's gonna be many many many sessions, "which trauma you wanna start with?" in reference to each session being based on a different trauma. Also jerrick will probably be fronting for most of the sessions bc "he holds most of the trauma", claims there are no downsides to emdr "except retraumatising myself teehee" she cuts the emdr talk in case that's upsetting for anyone.

"having a plural informed therapist is a game changer" immediately gets distracted. "guys I get so distracted lol"

She's going to stop-animate her opening sequences? Talks about starting crochet projects and not finishing them.

>Im obsessed with carrots ever since they added them in animal crossing

carrots are cute because they're Easter themed, thinks about all the carrot memorabilia she'll be able to buy soon

>18:00 more autism fishing, shows a picture of her in tweety pie overalls. She has a tweet Keychain and plush in the photo too. It's her special interest. "and now I have precure all over my leg"

doesn't like to use the phrase special interest outside of cozie stream but she's had three doctors be like "you should get that checked" won't talk about being autistic until she's diagnosed.

>autism diagnosis is $3800, her did "diagnosis" was 2000 or 2200.

>you can totally self dx autistic and call something a special interest

Only started talking about did once she had been diagnosed because she didn't wanna be wrong

>I suspected bpd and they were like yes

>I was liked uh osdd thing and they were like "DID stamp"

>and my father, bless his heart, during all this has been like "hm, I appear I'm, fucking autistic as hell"

>parents don't really get did but they're supportive

>I thought I was just extreme bpd and gender fluid, and age regressing

"how can you both love life and want to die?"

>jerrick holds all the problematic bpd traits

>they all fronted for different answers during the mid

>sorry I'm just a nerd on all this [did] stuff, I guess this interest is…. Special

I'm 28 minutes through nonnies is this helpful to thread

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No. 193060

Bruh I used to love Jillian until I noticed she started on this DID trend but reading through this thread she's been hella ableist and sus from beforehand, the thing is if she had a BPD diagnosis the identity crisis thing would be under identity disturbance with the BPD no actual qualified doctor would say she has DID??? Also DID doesn't even have any validity and that's why professionals don't believe it exists. They believe it's either a form of extreme BPD identity disturbance or people making up symtomps to have someone care about them can be seen in many diagnosis not just BPD and sometimes for autistic people it's copying what you see in media and I don't have to explain how bad TikTok is to you lot, first time posting here but honestly I'm so fucking surprised, glad there's actually still some sane people on this Earth if I have to hear another you're classist or ableist for telling someone that DID isn't real or that you don't have a disorder without a diagnosis I'm going to flip(lolcow.farm/rules)

No. 193061

Now she's also hyper and disctacted? Is she going for ADHD larp as well?? There's no help for this woman..

No. 193062

you're not supposed to put your email, retard

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>someone once said I moved like Shane Dawson and I was co-conning jerr and nothings ever cut so deep. Tone indicator joking.

(yes she says that out loud)

Someone asks how her witchcraftery is going. She says she sucks and has been super lazy with it. "gets distracted" by her flower toy again (I think she does this when she wants to change the subject kek)
>I'm just really into branding right now!!!

>sometimes I'm not thinking sweetly and that's when flora comes in

>she's technically a fictive, autistic systems are more likely to have fictives

>is going to save for the autism diagnosis "or get it checked out whatever"

>compares fictives covering up trauma to her having precure shit tattooed over her self harm

>50:00 a fan asks about the animal fragment

>her alters all have ages and personalities and ways they drive the car, except little ofc

>one of my fragments is cat like, doesn't front, doesn't have interests or thoughts it's just meow meow.

>it comes from moving and not feeling like she'll fit in, like a stray cat.

Her friend came over and saw her in idk sandwich mode. She had to explain it wasn't pet play. Her friend says ya that makes sense I've literally seen you get on the floor and meow at your cats.

>she screams, do I do that? Have I really done that?

>has another fragment? Alter? Who is around 8-10, doesn't say anything, "idk if she's mute or non verbal, she hasn't given me a name yet" has been trying to learn sign for her. She can't even open her mouth.

She has an inner world, it's not humungous, there's a house, a back yard, and field. She made it in Sims. Also made it out of Lego. It may be featured in the Christmas vid she doesn't remember. It's reminiscent of her parents house.

No. 193068

>sometimes I'm not thinking sweetly and that's when flora comes in
lucky Jill. The rest of us just have to deal with it when we're depressed or suicidal. Like what?

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Tacking on the inner world shit, she's also gonna make it in animal crossing.

>it's just how we coooope

>how is it the same every night? That's not regular dreaming.

>I've had different inner worlds throughout my whole life and hadnt realised, makes a rat face

From 1:06:00 she mentions Mr protector man. He's a little bit like her dad. A little bit like Sasha velour.

Jerrick wants tattoos. She's open to it on her other arm. He wants a la dispute lyric and a snake, or a snake around a lime bc lime green is his obsession. Or a snake in an ampersand. But Jill kinda wants an ampersand too because it's a symbol of plurality.

>jinx from arcane is did

January is a big trigger month for jerrick, but he's been working out.

>they've been using an app to text each other (saw in dissociadid's video) she wakes up every morning and checks the app for messages from her parts.

>nicknamed her little "little baby smalls" (because it's Emilia farts cats name)

She will reveal the littles name soon, and will treat her like a mom treats her six year old kid.

>I think we're gonna stay co-con online, that's a rule, is going to make a rules list (???)

>says it's not easy to control co-con

>it's just been Jill this whole time which is epic.

>veronica fronts when there's a party says she was upset when a drag show was cancelled

>when you wanna be a hoe but the world says no

Her protector "cli-" plays dnd with stebie

>she always thought she just had trouble paying attention to movies, but it was the did guys

No. 193072

wow an inner world? is she trying to copy the wonderland system? or is this a common thing in the did community?

No. 193073

Hey daniround2003 learn to integrate

No. 193074

>a little bit like her dad. A little bit like Sasha velour.

Imagine this. Horror movie material.

No. 193076

>He's a little bit like her dad. A little bit like Sasha Velour.
How is this not just conflating things she enjoys and wants to feel like they belong to her or part of her identity? Perhaps I’m reading way too much into it but RPDR Season 9 (where Sasha Velour appeared) premiered in ‘17. Is this a “new” persona then? Are her personas just amalgamations of things she likes? And she gets to tack new facets to them as soon as she gets interested in something? Jill, you can just enjoy things, they don’t need to define you

No. 193077

Samefag, sorry! I’d love to hear her define Sasha Velour. People project all of these things into these public figures, it’s hilarious. You’d think if someone would be aware of that, it’d be her, I bet she doesn’t like when people do that to her

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No. 193082

Plot twist: his name is Shayna Clifford

No. 193083

>Are her personas just amalgamations of things she likes?

No. 193088

>She will reveal the littles name soon, and will treat her like a mom treats her six year old kid.
so, just how Drew Monson talks to his child characters when he has a monologue?
I just can't, so she has a rainbow house inside her mind too? How does that even work? Sounds exhausting. Kinda reminds me of Tulpas lol
Kek anon just make your own Precure inside your mind

No. 193091

Only fans saga when? Tinfoil but Her YouTube career doesn’t seem to be following the trajectory she thought it would, she tries to stimulate views and more revenue with this mental health direction, when that fails though she can always let Veronica front so as not to taint her brand but have an alternative revenue stream in the form of onlyfans. She’s willing to get tattoos and permanently alter her body to accommodate this and before anyone chimes in she’s just larping, yes that’s my point. All these “alters” exist to allow her to do shit she thinks wouldn’t otherwise be acceptable from her and her rainby brand, she’s just using it as an out for doing the things she wants to do (buying a bunch of plastic shit, wearing black, getting edgier tattoos). It’s so fucking stupid and she’s clearly mentally unwell (or constantly intoxicated) but not in the fun free from expectations way she wants to be. Really wish she’d log off, it’s sad to see her wading into the deep end just for internet validation.

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someone told her it would be okay if she switched during streams and she said that will be after her alter intros…so she can control it? she just admitted it.

No. 193108


>She has an inner world

>It's reminiscent of her parents house

this is called having memories. the majority of people imprint their childhood home and see it in their dreams. this is neurotypical, jill.

No. 193109


absolute kek that this thread predicted the old man was gonna be a drag queen. nonnas, you're all psychics.

No. 193114

The ‘inner world’ shit is DID101, dissociaDID did a sims video way back of her inner world house and all that crap years ago

No. 193120

>she wakes up every morning and checks the app for messages from her parts.
are the alters texting while she sleeps? how??? telepathically?

No. 193122

tinfoil, but one of the alters is werewolf

No. 193124

How much longer until she’s in a committed relationship with her alters and rapes her elderly mother?

No. 193125

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kek someone on twitter asked about the weed habit causing depersonalization

No. 193126

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Found Pixie under a rant from Bobo (fellow DID influencer), who was replying to DissociaDID's new Q&A video.

This means Pixie's actively following DissociaDID, who's the mother of all this misinformation on the condition.

It'll be funny compare her alter intros to those of DissociaDID's.

No. 193135

>literally shaking rn
These people talk like they're joking with twitter memes.

No. 193147

The fuck lmao, this is just extreme roleplaying
If she clearly misses her mom so bad she can totally go back you know… She's so dumb

No. 193148

I doubt it is a joke for them honestly. They all are special snowflakes and they all talk like that

No. 193150

>Alcohol is worse
Then why tf do you keep drinking bitch?

No. 193157

Jillian come on, you are drunk on weekdays constantly and keep talking about how the people at the liquor store know you well, also you can’t just make up that weed doesn’t do something to you

No. 193164

Can the alter who can’t open her mouth please front so I can get some peace from the utter crap that pours out of Jillians mouth
Is she going for co-morbid adhd and autism because suddenly liking tweety pie doesn’t qualify as an autistic special interest, they have to be long lasting, for example her peeps phase and crayola phase also do not count because they were so fleeting

No. 193168

She literally mentioned it before, saying the villainy account was for both male alters and that one or both was a drag king/queen? i don't know where she said that, but people weren't just pulling it out of their ass.

No. 193169

So she's literally admitting that not only is she drunk 24/7 but also it causes dissociation. Bet she hasn't said a word of this to her 'sweetheart therapist!'

No. 193171

See that's what I'm thinking. She doesn't have special interests, she has phases, maybe hyperfixations. Still, ADHD is probably too 'mainstream' for her, but makes more sense than autism. That being said, ADHD with brain damage messes shit up, and I'll be damned if she doesn't have at least a little brain damage for all the drugs. When is mommy dearest gonna throw this bitch in rehab?

No. 193173

I am willing to bet she lied in her DID assessment about her consumption of alcohol and weed, there is no way they would diagnose her with a dissociative disorder if she is in an altered state the majority of the time

No. 193174

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Listening to her talk adoringly about her "little" alter is honestly extremely pathetic. It sounds like a mom gushing about her little daughter. Same with Jerrick. Not saying Jill should ever be a parent, but this instinct is very creepy when she's turning it in on herself… I remember in her most recebt full fledged video Jill "said" to Jerrick "you can do whatever you want with your blanket," and her tone was very weirdly maternal. Am I losing it, or is this apparent to others?

No. 193177

Her face is SO bloated and her eyes are practically swelling shut - put down the booze and drink some water for gods sake. Christ she's looking rough - and it’s her all own doing.

No. 193181

Do any of you ladies know if it's a breach of contract/patient confidentiality if a therapist keeps track of their patient's social media. I have a feeling that she probably lies and omits a lot of info to her therapist. Because smoking weed and drinking alcohol daily is not healthy in any capacity.

No. 193183

Definitely. I know it's like this with teachers, so probably therapists too, but you can't add teachers on social media until you graduate, at least in the case of highschool. any relationship w a therapist above acquaintances is extremely frowned upon.

No. 193189

Thanks for linking this. It is a fucking TRIP watching the currently livestream then clicking back to that first 2019 livestream. She's easily gained 30lbs and her voice has deepened hardcore since then. I feel like this bitch has hypothyroidism / a goiter that's going woefully overlooked in all of this. Someone please try explaining that voice change (deepening) and weight gain otherwise.

One thing is for sure: she's fully mentally ill, but as I've said a million times - it's BPD. It's literally JUST BPD. Nothing more.

No. 193193

>Her YouTube career doesn’t seem to be following the trajectory she thought it would
That's because she's retarded and can't do shit

No. 193195

It definitely is. Therapists have to assume everything you tell them is true, because it's your responsibility as a patient to tell them what you want help with. If you lie to them you're just wasting your time/money

No. 193198

Tinfoil - but could the fact that the “Confetti Club” attracted such mentally awkward people - mostly females and troons - maybe have exacerbated her descent?

She didn’t attract the audience she wanted - because she herself was just as awkward/ lazy/ and ultimately as stunted as these people that worshipped her for years?

But she chose not the correct herself for fear of sudden backlash from her primary fans.

Again - huge tinfoil. But the steep drop off in CC threads has shown that base audience, has all but bailed on her.

No. 193203

This was partly her fault. She gave the illusion that Confetti Club had open membership when it was only ever her. Eventually even those hyperspergs caught on.
I sometimes wonder what happened to the they/them from Alaska who got a bunch of fb members to pitch in for that expensive purse for Jill only for Jillybean to toss it in the back of her work room's closet with the rest of the shit she didn't consider kawaii.

No. 193204

What bag?

No. 193205

It was a tacky Betsey Johnson bag, vid related.

No. 193206

The voice change can be written off as her pretending to be more masculine to go along with her new guy OCs. As for the weight gain, she eats like shit, doesn't exercise, and is an alcoholic. She'd be much bigger with her lifestyle if she had an untreated thyroid condition for 2+ years.

No. 193211

Can't be this bag, she still uses it. Even showed up in her gingerbread decor vid.

No. 193213

She has a few Betsey Johnson bag vids and I can't remember which one it was now.

No. 193214

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it was this ugly ass toaster bag. i don’t think she’s ever used the bag, i wonder if she sold it

No. 193216

>spends insane amounts of money on herself
>all plastic shit and tacky as fuck
>loves it

>gets gift from die hard fans

>clearly hates it
>never uses
>bag was either resold/ regifted/ or collecting dust in a closet

What an ungrateful hog.

No. 193234

This is why I don't get- the toaster bag is cute, not my style at all but I can see someone quirky like her using it, specially if she's someone into pastel looking house appliances or whatever. And her fans did it for her. Why is it that unless it is something that fits her wishlist, she doesn't appreciate it?
The difference between that pic and this thumbnail >>193205 is very big. She looks indifferent with the toaster bag. That's sad. Her fans did care a lot about her.

No. 193245

OT/NTA but how cringe is that bottom post.
"..if i'm not pursuing integration there's no reason for it to go on my medial record so they won't diagnose me."
Like no shit, what would be the point if you don't want to get better? Obviously these therapists have seen straight through this person. I hate that Jill has/is trying to normalise this behaviour even more and the mental illness is quirk shit. But I am somewhat relieved that obviously there are still some good doctors out there that won't fall for this shit

No. 193246

>Her friend came over and saw her in idk sandwich mode. She had to explain it wasn't pet play. Her friend says ya that makes sense I've literally seen you get on the floor and meow at your cats.
>she screams, do I do that? Have I really done that?
She also said immediately after that she was probably intoxicated at the time. How lovely.

No. 193254

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we got a semi shout out from jerrick. also,
>a life that is clearly not fulfilling you
projecting much, jill? because it seems your life is so unfulfilling you had to make up some imaginary friends to cope with your pathetic life

No. 193255

KEKK that's very much a shout-out anon lmao
What about her though, why doesn't she stop being a cunt?

No. 193259

I love a good shout-out.

No. 193261

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using Twitter or TikTok isn't any better kek, it's just a website sis. Also Lolcow and reddit isn't just dedicated to shitting on her, it also has forums for specialized interests get OVER YOURSELF Jill and take your own advice!

No. 193264

It's that she thinks this "Jerrick" stupidity is covering for anything that's hilarious. It's just you, Jill. Always will be.

No. 193267

She has the most annoying personality ever. Why does she keep squealing and shit, it’s like she’s permanently stuck in her middle school anime phase.

No. 193268

The DID larp is entertaining or whatever but just how can she be happy being so one dimensional that every minute personality trait is a different person? It's so fucking boring to be like, "I'm into rainbows! …and that's about it!" and to be into any other fashion or aesthetic is too jarring so you have to make an excuse. She's spiralling so hard and I'm half concerned, but I don't know if someone even recovers from this shit. Her therapy is actively making her worse. Like having a quarter life crisis is normal, but this? This is beyond fucked

No. 193270

But jill.
I am autistic.
You are my special interest.
I've been here since 2014.

No. 193271

Holy shit you are not disabled you stupid fat fuck. You should wake up everyday thankful you’re ablebodied and stop treating your body like a sack of shit.

No. 193272

“Disabled” fuck off Jillian, you have never been disabled, I’m sick of these kids who have nothing but money and privilege deciding they want more attention so they take all of these things away from marginalised people, so many of these did fakers are rich little white kids who want to have an alter who lets them cosplay a person of colour or a disabled person, it honestly makes me wish something bad would happen to this cow so she could experience and see that disability isn’t some fun game where she can sit on her arse and eat tendies, buy toys and get smashed every day, I hope she ends up locked up in a ward as a result of her stupid attention whoreing, I bet she would be magically cured so fucking fast, worked for her totally real ED

No. 193274

this nutjob should never be a parent

No. 193276

So are we placing bets on an EDS or a FND saga next to cement her “disability”

No. 193282

Did anyone notice in Jillian’s response (to a guy on tik tok) that her knuckles are so dark? I saw this with amberlynn reid too. It could be a sign of diabetes or etc. I doubt she seriously checks up on her other mental health. I’ve had in the past doctors prescribe me medicine without blood tests for psychiatric meds.. but I usually always get blood work constantly. Does she even realize how detrimental blood work is to check and see if other things are wrong? She can die from diabetes if not managed.

I honestly get so infuriated to a point where I can’t sit still when I see her fat face. I usually don’t bully people unless they truly deserve it. I have bpd and i feel like a lot of her isn’t bpd. It has ruined my life. Mental illness isn’t a joke.. health isn’t a joke. She deserves to be put in a psych ward for wanting and faking these illnesses. She shouldn’t be allowed to drive. I hope karma catches up to the bitch. She’s an awful person. And I hate how she gets any ounce of attention. I wonder if her parents are concerned about her swelling up like a macys day parade balloon so quickly.

No. 193283

Also I’ve noticed how she picks and chooses her hate comments and what she responds too. It’s literally only her responding to the hate comments so she can deflect them and make herself look good and get sympathy points. One day the hate comments will be too much for her and she will probably just turn off her comments or do the limited access or censor words thing. She’s ridiculous. Needs to be held accountable and get off the freaking internet. If I go to hell for bullying this bitch.. man she freaking deserves it. Idc.

Psychotic piece of shi..(samefagging)

No. 193286


She's barely posted anything this week and you unmedicated bpd anons are seething, chill out. You're just making her look sane in comparison.

No. 193287

bpd samefag this is not your blog

No. 193296

Nta, I see nothing wrong with her posts. Slow times are normal, chill.

No. 193299

She has more tik toks on her DID tik tok, not super milky but her acting is terrible, she really acts like she thinks she is a hot fuckboy when she is pretending to be Jerrick

No. 193307

i couldn’t even tell she was supposed to be jerrick in her tik toks

No. 193308

Post the webms lol

No. 193310


Not sure how to embed TikToks, but in this video she refers to black and white as “boy style”, so anyone who said she pretends to be a boy so she can wear something other than pastels was right on the money

No. 193329

Unpopular opinion, but Jill really fits the criteria for an ADHD diagnosis. She can't seem to finish anything (any video series she's ever promised, her "fashion" show), she has hyperfixations (Crayola, Peeps, Precure, collecting Magical Girl wands) and she's incredibly impulsive but also can't be bothered doing anything.

Not sure if those criteria also fit the definitely accurate BPD diagnosis though. I'm an ADHDfag, so I could just be not understanding BPD properly.(armchairing)

No. 193330

I'm still waiting for her to finish that "crocheted version" of a killstar or whatever knit sweater. I know she never starts or completes anything, but I'm hoping that when she lurks here and reads this that she told everyone quite publicly what she intended to make that she actually attempts it. I love her artistic disasters.

No. 193331

Maybe she was working on an art project or something but her fingernails are fucking filthy in this TikTok.

No. 193345

That's true, it's like even if she has BPD traits, she doesn't have the trauma for it. I'm also an ADHD fashion school dropout so i can see some similarities, and this disorder is associated w parental drug use, which idk if her family has but crazy does seem genetic there. She'd be so less hatable if she had even an ounce of self awareness. Blaming your failures on 'lol multiple personalities!' is so irritating. I remember the last time we could even pretend to respect her was her bpd diagnosis video or whatever, but it's been downhill from there. There's nothing quirky or pitiable about just stewing in an illness and making no attempt to improve other than self medicating with tons of drugs. Still, there isn't a single part of her youtube career that wasn't steeped in some kind of lying, whether it be her income, age, measurements, etc, and now her mental health. It's far past being funny now. First time i ever heard of her is when she was self-posting on cgl despite clearly being a teenager.

No. 193348

She called herself disabled? Pixie BIID phase coming next guys!

No. 193357

Also an ADHDfag
I've seen psychologists talk about the mental impact of covid pandemic and lockdowns. Its very stressful especially to those who have never been through anything worse.
Long term stress and traumatic events can effect the brain the same way adhd effects the brain.
She never used to be like this especially before covid.
She's this bad because she's always had bpd so it's not like she had any healthy coping mechanisms and she just went harder into it after being detached from her coddling family and being stuck inside in a shitty small town.(armchairing)

No. 193359

>Long term stress and traumatic events can effect the brain the same way adhd effects the brain.
She never used to be like this especially before covid.

Her nosedive was absolutely triggered by the pandemic change of lifestyle, no doubt about it. She can buy as many diagnoses as she wants but it's simply pandemic+booze+weed+meds and being surrounded by people who enable all your most ridiculous behaviours.

No. 193368

god damn, does she not realize how weird it is to constantly make fun fact videos about yourself like this? The level of self importance. I get that when you're on TikTok all day you forget how to act like a normal person but its so weird to step back and look and how self-involved she is. Even if she did have DID, you can be mentally ill and not talk about all your amazing quirks all day long.
Also there's something so punchable about the smug persona she pulls when she pretends to be the jerrick alter. And when she laughs at the guy for suggesting having taxes in their inner world- girl you claim to have a whole ass house in your head, how much more ridiculous would taxes be? I don't get the point of recording yourself being so self involved and cunty while also begging everyone to cater to your made up illness

No. 193381


yeah i thought it was weird too. if you go to the video she stitched, the OG tiktok is pretty clearly making fun of the absurdity of inner worlds of overly-complex DID larpers/ the wonderland system, or at least it was just made as a bit and not to be responded to like another fucking fun-fact Q and A sesh, but she can't help herself can she?


fellow ADHDfag, she def doesn't have it if she's never exhibited these traits until recently, especially if it's only been this bad post-covid. I feel like the pandemic and its elements of like, stress and isolation has made a lot of undiagnosed peple realize they're neurodivergent or have a mental illness that went unnoticed/ masked, but on the flip side it's led to a ton over overdiagnosing and inaccurate self-dxing. we've all seen how it is on tiktok with a mass influx of people suddenly having these symptoms they'd never even related to before, but the majority are probably just stressed out in a way they've never experienced before and it's easy to be influenced by the media you consume. surprisingly there's a lot of commonality symptom wise between ADHD, BPD and autism which is why they all often are mixed up and misdiagnosed, so i can see a lot of bpd traits of hers that are similar to dumbass/ lazy/ obsessive adhd bullshit i've done, to an extent. tbh in Jill's case it's likely just the same ol bpd she's always had, but because it feels ~different~ now in the weird covid era and because she's a huge baby with a feeble easily malleable mind that overconsumed dissociaDID content at the same time, she's overconflated it (in typical bpd fashion) and is confusing having a normal, multi-faceted human mind with each personality trait being an entire new person… or drag queen…. or fucking bodega cat i fucking guess

No. 193384

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ill believe it when i see it jillybean

No. 193402

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yep. disgusting.

No. 193403

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'can you tell i just filmed a what i got for christmas by all the C R A P everywhere?'

nice $500 haul of crap.

No. 193405


I realize this post is from yesterday but is Jill being roasted on Reddit too? Does anyone have a link?

No. 193406

She was called out for her DID cake and a few other times on r/fakedisordercringe but the Mods usually take down posts about her since showing username is against the rules. Redditors are quite aware of her antics outside Lolcow.

But I did a quick google and found this: https://www.reddit.com/r/fakedisordercringe/comments/rad2lm/good_to_see_that_pixielocks_is_encouraging_people/(this is an imageboard)

No. 193411

No. 193415

wtf why does she look like this? Wash your damn hands jill, this is gross (face is gross too but not the worst part)

She's turning into a bridge troll.

No. 193425

It’s the filthy hands touching her open mouth for me

No. 193432

Can you guys post screenshots of the important bits please? this is an imageboard

No. 193436

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Jill have you considered not waking up at 1pm and actually doing something productive and fulfilling during the day so that “Jerrick” doesn’t front at night because you’re miserable and drank/smoked all day?

No. 193438

this larp in so embarrassing.

No. 193461

How do her hands even get that gross? My hands have never been that gross, not even working at a warehouse or a garden. Like how does that even happen?

No. 193462

It's almost like it's completely normal for people experiencing low moods to be awake at night ruminating in self hatred. She really thinks she's special?

No. 193468

>cutting back here
She shouldn’t be drinking AT ALL. Her alcoholism is one of the main things making her fall off the fucking deep end LARPing.

No. 193471


sometimes my fingers have looked like this after i've taken off cheap black nail polish cause that shit stains my cuticles

No. 193472

I have the mental image of her quickly throwing on a beanie and cheap black nail polish to cosplay Jerrick then hastily taking it off to cosplay another alter, when she has those wigs she mentioned is she going to act like she is doing a low budget one woman show at all times hastily changing costume

No. 193475

I only drink on holidays, so I wouldn't even know what a normal amount would be. Like once a week? And she's doing this like, daily I assume. What the hell…

No. 193481

Once a week sounds alcoholic(derailing)

No. 193485

Nah there's definitely dirt under her nails. She's nasty

No. 193487

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it could be hair dye stains

No. 193501

Maybe if she’s binge-drinking every week which is likely. I think a person having a beer on a Friday each week doesn’t compare so much. She really shouldn’t be having mind-altering substances though if she claims to have this and is also on meds. I’m sure it just exacerbates things.

No. 193506

why hair extensions and not a wig? the black and green extensions are going to be so obvious in jillian’s rainbow hair

No. 193508

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No. 193522

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No. 193524

You have to be over 18 to post here I'm pretty sure.

No. 193525

one drink a week isn't bad, a whole bottle of rosé a week is pushing it. It depends more on how quickly she consumes it since it can be equivalent to pounding back a twelve-pack of cheap beer.

A part of me hopes that it's just a track she'll add on to a already established wig (like what professional cosplayers do) but knowing Jill she's not doing that and instead is going to make her self look as trashy as possible.

No. 193526

Dont worry, I'm 27 and live with an alcoholic brother.

No. 193527

Girl, stop.

No. 193531

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Looks like the alter video will probably come out this week, she’ll only pick questions that give her asspats or make her larp seem more ~unique&special~

No. 193534

watch her shove it under her toque using it as "emo bangs"

No. 193535

> questions for Jill (me)

Isn’t the point of her dumb emoji sign offs that we’d know who was typing? She constantly uses 15 emojis in each tweet, why can she not stick with the emoji sign offs at all. She literally harassed a tik tok account for deleting her comments about the sign offs, yet she never fucking uses them

No. 193536

Definitely agree that that's what she'll do. Black beanie covered in cat hairs with scraggly extensions poking out as bangs

No. 193537

I wonder how she found this fourm, if we're to believe she's not just a sock puppet.

Is Jill just crying about internet haters to her family members and collecting asspats?

No. 193538

>She literally harassed a tik tok account for deleting her comments about the sign offs, yet she never fucking uses them
kek true

No. 193541

So weird to start off with the "host" like, bitch we already know you. Get to the cringe already.

No. 193548

Is anyone else a little confused? I found a video of her on her instagram talking about her elderly mother, how can she be Jills cousin? She seems more likely at that age to be an aunt. I think this must be fake and the faker is missing a few brain cells.

No. 193549

She could be a cousin of her mother’s or something, not necessarily a first cousin of Jill.

No. 193550

She keeps treating Jillian like an alter when she isn’t, she is the host, the real person who was born and the alters are just supposed to be facets of, it’s concerning how detached she is from herself, she keeps giving all the strong emotions and interests to alters, at this point if you look at all she has assigned to alters who is Jillian, her therapist should actually be working on that, she is clearly suffering from depersonalization not DID just like a lot of people are because of the pandemic

No. 193551

I've snooped and yeah, jills mum and this Rosie person have different parents.

No. 193559

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If cutting back is a weekly bottle of wine she is “savouring” then it’s safe to assume she was drinking multiple days in a week, she should not have been diagnosed with this disorder if she was honest about her alcohol consumption, I can only imagine how often she smokes weed

No. 193560

She just doesn't know who she is or what she's supposed to be anymore. She really thinks being Jillian = rainbows. Being Jillian is just being herself… She's so dumb.

What a drunktard…

No. 193561

Lest we forget her nickname “drunkielocks” and the strange New Year’s Eve incident where she was drunk and lost her friends, she couldn’t do her meet-up without having a drink, she has had a pattern of heavy drinking for years at this point, there is no way she consumes weed in a healthy way if you look at how she treats everything else, she does everything in excess, isn’t that a hallmark of BPD

No. 193563

Yeah she lost some friends because of alcohol. How can she be blind to all her faults and then invent other ones? Like… Her shit is so easy to fix. Stop drinking, do workouts, get real help. Yet, she's doing everything to complicate this shit with fake diseases…

No. 193565

What girlfriend is she talking about here? Was she seeing deviant art chick in real life? Is this another person or just imagined one?

No. 193566

Oh no anon, she has explained that she actually has the kind of BPD where she doesn’t destroy friendships. Every time that happened it was definitely the other person’s fault. I’m sure it’s the same with alcohol. She only has the fun and quirky kind of alcoholism, not the kind that fucks up her life or relationships. Totally unrelated.

No. 193567

didn't she have 2 irl girlfriends back to back during that saga? i thought there was another girl.

No. 193572

having drinks with friends once a week is normal. are you 12

No. 193574

I would agree with this and I think the friends thing is key, that latest tweet is her savouring a bottle alone watching a kids cartoon so it’s clear she drinks alone, in the gingerbread house video it didn’t look like Steve was drinking with her either and again the tweet about waking up crusty and hungover and Steve saying she was beautiful, he was already up and clearly not also hungover(learn2sage)

No. 193575

Nta but then again, not being able to not have that weekly drink is an issue. Pixie has had a messy past with booze, that's just a fact.

No. 193576

Does she think this is cute? Drinking is not an aesthetic and being an alcoholic is pathetic

No. 193577

I'm in a state of utter disbelief that people love or even tolerate someone like Jill. I know people who are true gems - intellectually, "spiritually," artistically - and a couple of them have really struggled to find support during difficult times. These are people with jobs, advanced degrees, volunteer work… people who have been generous and kind to others.

It's shocking that a leech like Jill seems to find people to provide whatever she needs so easily. How does she do it?

No. 193578

My question is, is she scaling back on her drinking because of that person asking her about it and her admitting it does make her dissociate and then the speculation on the thread that she has never dissociated she is just in an altered state far too often, I also feel like to cope she is probably going to smoke even more to compensate for the gap in her life

No. 193580

Why do these cows always favour the most sugary alcohol when they spiral? It’s always Rosè or Moscato or Truly, etc. No wonder they all balloon up fast - drinking is always part of the ‘aesthetic’

No. 193584

jesus, can you please learn to sage and punctuate your run on sentences?

No. 193585


yeah youre right. what pixie is doing is unhealthy. out of context "drinking once a week makes you alcoholic" sounds like something a kid or shut in would say.

No. 193587

The alcohol debate in this thread is one of the most embarrassing by far. Are you guys all like 16 and I didn't realize it?

She's not being unhealthy. She's being normie as fuck, but acting like a 16 year old that thinks it's badass to have a "cheeky drink" during the week.

This is fucking ridiculous people, move on. For once I'm gonna say she's just being a NORMAL 23 year old in this sense. It's not that deep. I think she's an everyday stoner which too is normal, but maybe no when you "have" a disassociative disorder. . .

No. 193589


considering her rapid weight gain, drinking an entire bottle of rose in one sitting once a week, every week, probably isn't the best choice health-wise.

but yeah this convo is stupid.

No. 193590

She should cut back on her drinking but some things like losing your friends on a night out aren’t as big of a deal as anons make them out to be

No. 193591

Exactly. That's a pretty "normal" drunk-as-fuck night out experience, which is pretty fucking normal for a chick her age when that happened. I'm guessing those that are alarmed by it are either really young or have never been drunk / hung out with drunk friends.


No. 193592

If she’s drinking/ getting drunk by herself like Shay then that’s at least somewhat of a concern. She should just stick to being a social drinker like most people are.
Don’t come for me I’m 28 this year kek.

No. 193593

This latest discussion stinks of yanks who don't know how to have a good time.

No. 193594

Normie as fuck adult is a glass of wine with dinner or a night out with your friends. Jill is binge drinking alone like a teenager and falling asleep in her clothes and makeup. She is already drunk when her friends arrive at her home and is often drinking alone not socially. It’s relevant to the thread because of her DID claim and how it affects that. No legit therapist would diagnose a dissociative disorder knowing she does this. I smoke weed and that’s fine but she seems to be self medicating with it not just smoking recreationally to enjoy herself. I would bet she uses alcohol as a cope in the same way. The main issue is she is frequently creating scenarios where her memory would be foggy then claiming she totes dissociated and became a cat.

No. 193596

I am like 99% certain she is lying / exaggerating about the alcohol just to sound like a normie-as-fuck 30 year old mom.

No. 193597

You call drinking a whole bottle of wine alone in your room fun? I can't believe you guys are defending that shit kek, you must have a miserable life too(infighting/derailing)

No. 193601

You act like people don't do this anyway with a movie and some food. A wine bottle has like 4-5 glasses tops. Smaller ones, about 3-4 depending on how much you fill a cup. Boomers drink bottle after bottle too. She's fine.

No. 193605

Doesn’t feel like a coincidence that in a lot of her pixiesystem tiktoks she sounds drunk. Or that Jerrick smokes weed/is “fronting” when she smokes weed.

No. 193610

No, but I would call having a few drinks while watching a film or engaging in a hobby fun, as she mentioned. Her cocktail of drug use and the fact that her local liquor store owner knows her are fair game to point out, but anons above are acting like being drunk once or having a few drinks makes her an "alcoholic". That's hilarious.

>you must have a miserable life too

Go relax and have a drink, nonnie. You sound like you need it.

No. 193611

And she can't smoke and drink because..

No. 193612

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The latest "put a finger down" video from Jill.

No. 193613

Maybe you should go to a therapist. I can have fun without drinking

No. 193614

can the alcoholics itt stop sperging? no one really gives a shit what your personal opinion of "normal" drinking is. the only reason people are even bringing it up is because jillian claims to have a dissociative disorder yet is constantly zooted and/or hungover and you simply cannot properly assess mental health in that state.

No. 193615

She said no to the looking at a screen to front point but she literally described it as passing a phone around before. She really should invest in writing out her whole OC plotline in a journal like that one anon suggested. This is just sloppy.

OT but it sure is funny watching all the alcoholics ITT try to convince themselves and others they are the normal ones kek

No. 193616

I bet she only posted about her inner world because her livestream got released on here and exposed it. I feel she would of made an entire video unveiling it on her youtube.

No. 193617

too many unmedicated bpd alcoholics on this site

No. 193620

She can, she is an adult. The problem is that it alters your perception, sense of time and can make memories of that time fuzzy. She said herself that alcohol causes her to feel dissociative. A psych will not diagnose you with a dissociative disorder unless you are sober experiencing these things. Experiencing them drunk or high is normal. Lowered inhibitions also make you act differently than when you are sober. I am sure everyone in the thread can agree they have said or done things when drunk or high that they wouldn’t sober.

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she looks terrible. how does she watch these videos and go “yep that looks good enough to post on the internet!”

No. 193622

Yeah no shit go draw some x's on the back of your hands and highly wrong about the DID and weed/drinking. She's not an alcoholic anon. There's a difference between her and a dude who can't get up in the morning without a drink.

No. 193624

It’s not her anon it’s grimy boy Jerrick! look at the shirt kek

No. 193625

NTA but you do realize that majority of alcoholics are the people who function normally while drinking every single day. Jill can't even do that as proven by her lack of YouTube videos. Drinking once a week isn't alcoholism but drinking a full bottle of wine every day is. Smoking weed everyday is also harmful to the body and the way the brain functions. You don't need to WK Jill just because you feel personally attacked by this conversation.

No. 193627

No white knighting of Jill here, it's just funny seeing 16 year old shut ins call normie drinking "alcoholic"

like reach more, chomos.(infighting/derailing)

No. 193628

You're throwing a fit because people criticize a cow's behavior. Maybe you're 16

No. 193629

Nonnies posting from the pub, quit your sperging. It ain't cute posting while being drunk kek

No. 193630

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jill letting us know she’s starting emdr next week; yall ready for the asap integration?

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also implying charlie/penguinz0 is into agere cuz he has a dogbed kek, how disgusting

No. 193634

Why is Jill projecting her fetish on others?

No. 193635

God why can't she leave other content creators alone

No. 193636

>Jerrick wants tattoos. She's open to it on her other arm. He wants a la dispute lyric and a snake, or a snake around a lime bc lime green is his obsession. Or a snake in an ampersand.

So a question related to this livestream. She claims Jerrick fronts often, correct? or is co-host? Has Jill ever showed an interest in lime green?

Forgive me if it's dumb asking this, I only recently got into Jill's drama and am still rereading old stuff. It's a fucking riot.

No. 193637

I thought that agere was some kind of new japanese fad until I realised it meant age regression.

No. 193643

She does know that Charlie lives w his gf and she probably bought the tent for the dog anyway right?

No. 193644

Im taking Latin and was confused, bc agere is a basic verb in Latin

No. 193646

I just think Jill doesn’t care and she just wants to fuck him.

No. 193648

she did a jem and the holograms halloween look awhile back of the main villain who’s whole thing is being edgy and lime green but still rainbow vomit. i think she chose lime green because it’s one of the only colors that work with both ‘kawaii’ style and uwu goth

No. 193651

Oh fucking hell, she's trying to replace Drew with Charlie. I hope she's prepared for rejection.

No. 193652

Because she’s become a lazy slob, and uses this DID larp as an excuse for her weight gain, disregard for her hygiene, and general lack of self maturity.

She’d rather roleplay online than actually grow and develop as a normal person hitting their mid-20s.

No. 193654

I'd love to know how many content creators have her blocked or muted. She's so creepy.

Adults don't drink super often, tend to be too busy working and taking care of their home and having the income to actually do real things with friends. You sound young, like a teenager, if that's what you imagine adulthood will be like. Jill has literally shown us she starts drinking before noon many days. She has made posts about her at 10am being tipsy. How tf is that normal? You regularly drink before noon, too? We've seen her drunk by 1pm. That's pathetic.

No. 193655

It's a dog bed. Is she this fucking stupid?

No. 193657

I think it seriously depends on where you are, in a lot of places in Europe its kind of normal to have a glass of wine with dinner once or twice a week. Especially on a Sunday if they are christian.

Maybe because Jills grandparents are from the uk it might have been a normal thing for her to see and she's replicated it. But we also know that addiction and mental illness is quite prominent on her mothers side so maybe we can't exactly trust culture on this one.

But all in all, she doesn't seem to be full on promoting alcoholism so let her fuck up her own body on her own terms.

No. 193660

i mean she has a history of ED, she probably hates her body so i bet it all just sort of blends together for her. hard to differentiate when everything is potatoes, you know?

No. 193661

I just don't buy this narrative. It's anons reading too into shit or otherwise not knowing what it's like to be 23.

I agree she should probably get it together if she's gonna get in control of her "mental illness" but it's also been kinda "nice" to see Jillian act somewhat fucking normal.

No. 193662

Kek get the fuck out of here with the “you don’t know what it’s like to be 23” shit - quit watching The Virgin Suicides on repeat.

This isn’t normal behaviour for someone that spent years preaching self care and inclusiveness . Her life didn’t turn out exactly how she dreamed in such a short time - and instead of putting in the effort to learn from life, she’s hopped a Tik Tok trend and is now faking a serious and very rare mental condition.

No. 193664

daydrinking & being constantly high aren't normal or healthy behaviors at any age, anon.

No. 193666

Why is she so dumb? Do you think Charlie's video in the girl faking Tourettes made her start watching him or was it Steve that turned her on to him.

>It's anons reading too into shit or otherwise not knowing what it's like to be 23.
Usually people around 23 see people going out and getting drunk every week as losers anon. Most people in north America get all of their party phase done by their early 20s and if they continue to go out every weekend into their mid 20s they see them as pathetic. I'm already 25 and my peers would see someone like Jill and call her a washout.

No. 193667

Can we seriously stop it with the OT in-fighting. Most anons seem to agree that, wether or not it's "normal", Jillian's frequent - potentially near constant - consumption of weed and alcohol is not ideal for her. An entire bottle every week being 'cutting back', frequent day-drinking to the point of drunkedness, and frequent waking up hung-over in yesterday's clothes and make up, liquor store employees recodnizing her. Who cares what you think of the abstract behavior, if you think it's normal or not, it clearly is having negative effects on her. If mental illness and addiction run in her family, that's all the more reason that uncautioned drug & alcohol use isn't the best move.

No. 193669

Thanks anon. Is there a link to part 1 of this playlist?

No. 193673

Jillian the word you are looking for is ageplay. And no, not everyone is a creepy disgusting piece of shit like you. The way she talks to other YouTubers disgusts me.

No. 193674

>NTA but you do realize that majority of alcoholics are the people who function normally while drinking every single day.
The fuck, that's unhealthy.

No. 193675

>faking a serious and very rare mental condition
Just say fictional.

No. 193676

Like anons predicted she now wants tattoos for her other alters. Every fad she has had, she has tattooed on herself. It's pathetic.

No. 193677

No one gives a shit about semantics anon

No. 193681

Of course the liquor store employees remember her. It’s a small town and she looks like rainbow puke. Hard to miss.

No. 193683

damn, like only one person said drinking once a week was alcoholism and you derail. Sounds like whiteknighting to me. There are people who drink every night after their full time job and I consider those people to be alcoholics, but you guys just don't wanna admit to it. She's always conveniently "dissociating" while drunk or high, or even hungover. drinking once a week being her cutting down is literally all the evidence we need to prove she's a drunk idiot. Not to mention she's doing this while both alone and unemployed?

No. 193684

These other anons are retarded, drinking to the point of getting drunk multiple times a week, especially when it’s not even socially, means you have a problem with alcohol. You don’t need to be drunk 24/7 and unable to function to be an alcoholic, you just have to be abusing the substance unhealthily, which she clearly is. The real test is whether she can go without it, and considering that she’s ‘cutting back’ seems to imply she can’t.

There’s nothing abnormal with having a few drinks after work or during dinner - trust me I’m Australian, we know how to drink - but drinking to the point of getting drunk as often as she does isn’t normal or healthy. You can have a wine or two without getting blitzed, and I hope for her sake that she is recognized that she’s slipping into unhealthy patterns and does change it

No. 193688

Yes. She's said multiple time on her streams, that her favorite colors are lime green, yellow and pink.

You can find the videos in question through here: >>193041

No. 193690

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Replying to days old I know

>are any of you vegan?

>none of us is vegan but Jill…. Is very very strict about sustainability, so no fast fashion, so we all abide by that

??? Ok

No. 193691

Her nails are disgusting - just full of grime.

No. 193695

I can't even click to reply to it, those nails make me so sick. When it comes to the drinking, don't care. Imagine how some of you will feel when you hear about drinking in Korea/Japan. This >>193631 is fucking foul. How pornsick do you have to be to literally think someones dog bed must be for pretending to be a child or some other weirdo shit like that. I'd say she needs help but it's her help along with the attention that comes along with it that's gotten her here in the first place.

I wish she'd at least lose some weight. That anon who pointed out how she has a closet full of clothes she can never wear again was so painfully right, I can't help but think of it every time I see her now. Even if she WANTED to go back to doing cute content and fashion related things, she couldnt because 1. her clothes dont fit and 2. online shopping when you're heavier I think is more difficult too. Brands don't always make bigger sizes-especially Asian brands which used to be her bread and butter. Whatever she does buy will probably be too embarrassing to attempt putting on while filming. So that just leaves thrifting. Maybe she could do a thrift with me? I just want her to go back

No. 193696

Here you go, and these are her younows that were public.
Maybe these links can be put in the next bio?

No. 193697

Her doing a weightloss series could potentially revive her channel and she could definitely integrate mental health recovery into it. No matter how bad your mental illness is, wanting to get better is up to you at the end of the day. Plus it's sustainable so she can wear her clothing again, and look like her alters kek

Agree with the alcohol/weed usage, everyone in their 20s I know uses it but can still go to the gym and maintain a job etc, let's not blame the substances shall we

But I think she has the same mindframe as Shayna or Amberlynn, it seems like a common theme amongst lolcows

No. 193698

I know
>infighting bad
but anon.. you know your 25 year old peers would view spending your free time on a website like this as just as washed up and childish as daytime drinking? just admit you hold your cows to higher standards than you do yourself.(bait)

No. 193701

Weight loss is incredibly stigmatized in the corner of kawaii fashion community that she used to cater to though. Talking about weight loss in those groups can get you a warning/ban for "uwu triggering content" so she'd have to bank on grabbing a new audience.

No. 193703

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The shirt she's wearing is from a schizophrenic tiktoker (@xoradmagical). His content is alright, but everything Jill touches becomes kinda suspicious on her part.

No. 193708

I wonder when she got the shirt. Before or after her diagnosis, I mean. In her did coming out video she goes on a little tangent "the reason I wanted this diagnosis on paper, no matter what it was, did, ptsd, bpd, HISTRIONIC, SCHIZOPHRENIA" so I wonder if she made a stop at schizo before hopping back on the train and getting off at did

No. 193709

This is so ugly and very unlike her. All for her mento Illnes larp crap I guess

No. 193711

This is such a dumb bait. Reported.

No. 193712

She posted recently about dying hair extensions green and black. Knowing her she did it without gloves. Since she dyes her hair with lighter colours that dont stain hands as well. Forgetting black hair dye stains everything very very well. So her hands are going to look horrid for a good while. Its not like she will put effort in to scrub the stains away.

No. 193718

Regardless of what color she uses, not wearing gloves is super retarded.

No. 193722

There was a time when she kept complaining about having "auditory hallucinations" but then never brought it up again. I think you're right.

No. 193723

Maybe she realised it wouldn't be so easy to get diagnosed with schizophrenia at 23, and it looks it's not hard to get DID diagnosis if you find special place for it..

No. 193724

not that anon but my best friends sister got diagnosed with schizophrenia at 23 and we believe it was due to smoking weed. Not saying Jill has that but humans are developing illnesses at earlier and earlier ages sadly.

No. 193727

i dont think it was dumb it was actually a good point imo it probably just struck a nerve. also 23 is still early twenties and most people ARE still drinking and partying every weekend because they are usually straight out of college. Not defending Jill but I just think its dumb to call someone a loser because they have fun by partying and they are only 23. so weird.

No. 193728

I’m tired of seeing Jill in her signature rainbow poo bun. She looks like shit with her hair like that. I can’t wait until she blames her alters for dying her hair a natural colour.

No. 193743

>>193727 thing is, she's not partying, it's often just her drinking while sitting around in her own home, not even her boyfriend she lives with joining in, and it's not only on the weekends. and fresh out of college party-drinkers went to college, instead of sitting on their asses playing pretend and lying for attention.

No. 193751

Saged because not Jill related but I saw a tik tok earlier where this girl was just sobbing and distraught. The reason was because she has decided to start HRT for her male alters but she herself doesn’t want the effects. She was crying because she is going to force herself to go through a puberty that she doesn’t want and make permanent changes. It’s insane, these larpers are just hellbent on doing anything other than getting therapy for DID and integration. They would rather permanently alter their bodies in ways that will negatively effect their mental health over getting real treatment. I thought the jokes about Jill doing things for the alters were a reach and just a joke but the more I see of these larpers the more I think it could happen. They are very extreme.

No. 193755

I don’t see how it was bait. Most ppl here, myself included, are in some way mentally fucked. I do use these ppl to feel better about myself, yes. Nona was just spitting the truth.

No. 193756

What in the fuck? How would any dr sign off on that. Did she just lie to get hormones or something? They really need to do background checks and review medical history on these people before putting them on HRT.

No. 193764

Sadly as Jillian has proven if you have the cash to splash then you can find a doctor who will sell you what you want. That’s how any of these larpers who are “professionally diagnosed” are getting the diagnosis.

No. 193769

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Anon, I'm fully aware that being on anonymous image boards for fun means that there is something off about me. I'm they type of anon that shits on the ones that claims to be Stacy's in /ot/ because all of us here are losers to some capacity. I just find it annoying that someone is genuinely WKing Jill because they feel personally attacked that Jillian is exhibiting unhealthy habits that they do.

Also posting this since I'll probably catch a ban.
Jill's going to be extra annoying once this movie comes out.

No. 193771

Oh god what the fuck no.
Out of all the cows Jillian is making it the hardest for me not to a-log

No. 193776

Off topic but you barely even need to talk to a dr for hrt in the us anymore just sign a form saying you know what you're doing. There's websites where you can literally do a ten min skype call and mail order the drugs

No. 193785

Why would a fictional character from capeshit impact her fake disease in any way?

No. 193789

buckle up gals, the plot of Moon Knight will be: "Marc Spector, a mercenary who suffers from dissociative identity disorder, is drawn into a deadly mystery involving Egyptian gods with his multiple identities, such as Steven Grant."

No. 193796

OK but like, that character is LARPING their other characters and willfully so, so I guess yeah, it will be quite representative of the DID Community.

No. 193797

How is this browsing cows on this website
any different than a woman reading a celebrity gossip magazine? Lol
Oh please. Jillian is the type of person to say “vegan is too restrictive for me cuz it triggers muh ed” when in reality she just likes eating tendies.

No. 193799

If you’re in the US you can just walk into Planned Parenthood and get prescribed cross sex hormones after one consultation. I’ve heard it’s incredibly easy in Canada too, so let’s hope for Jill’s sake that she doesn’t let her Jerk LARP lead her into anything more permanent than another shitty tattoo.

No. 193804

Steve transitioning (if that happens) might actually make her get prescribed for hormones. But honestly if your physical health is bad, HRT is going to exacerbate it. Balding, bloating etc. My friends on T who do sports glowed up, but the twitterfags who took it… not so much.

No. 193805

I hope this movie doesn’t represent DID. If it does then I hope the characters are awful people. Kek

No. 193807

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Wow, can you just imagine. Hm.

No. 193808

As if every other munchie or spoony have issues keeping up the facade.

No. 193810

i mean, all jillian needs to do is claim that her alters fused after extensive therapy. then she can continue her life as normal again. if she can lie about being diagnosed with DID, then she can lie about the treatment too

No. 193818

Imagine posting and planning to post a bunch of content about it. Almost like it’s a brand and trend being capitalized on. Not to mention that if she’s supposedly turning into a child (and experiencing dissociative episodes) shouldn’t she get rid of the booze and weed? Not to mention driving!? So either; larp or she’s putting herself in danger and dangerous situations with no one monitoring her and should be in a facility? Like… are you also underage? Are you randomly switching out? Make it make sense. What’s the bet the answer is she only ever co-fronts and the weed/booze always only ever triggers of age alters. I just don’t get this shit.

No. 193819

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Jill I don’t even think that’s a bpd episode, I seriously think you have terrible emotional regulation if not finding something you want at the grocery store sets you off so badly

No. 193822

If she fuses can she say she isn’t to blame for any of the stuff on the forums. Jerrick cuts, has an ED and is mean. Veronica is hyper sexual and could be blamed for stuff like mystery girl and the New Year’s Eve incident. She can blame every problematic thing on an alter then when they are fused and gone just Jillian is left who did none of this.

No. 193825

She’s just trying so hard to go for that autism diagnosis
>I had to screech autistically at the supermarket because they didn’t have the one ingredient of that one brand I always buy! Uwu
>It’s just that there was a change of plans! My routine got ruined!! Uwu
She’s so transparent.

No. 193832

Is 23 too old or too young? I was almost diagnosed w schizo when i was 15 just because i sometimes got dizzy staying up late and that was literally it. You'd be surprised what people will get diagnosed with when psychiatrists want your money.(blogpost)

No. 193834

again i dont know why anons are thinking anyone is saying drinking twice a week = alcoholism. it's 24/7 with jill. at least often enough that she's hungover every morning and claims its 'uwu dissociating'

No. 193835

she's just becoming that middle age lady who screeches if anything at the store is slightly off. bet she was asking to see the manager.

No. 193836

shes not even popular enough to get cancelled so idk what she's on about. all she would have to do is stop talking about the did shit and people wouldn't even bat an eye or, yeah, just 'lol i integrated!'. She's lied about her age, income, weight, etc. She has no evidence to believe lying about her health again would actually do anything. She's a total lost cause.

No. 193841


Middle aged alter named Karen when?

No. 193845

You're here too? I think double space anon is a nuisance.

No. 193855

So what Jerry is saying is that Jill has at least a year or two left of being fake before she’s found out.
Also love the irony of her saying that being caught lying would be her ‘throwing away her whole online life and credibility’ when she’s literally in the process of doing that right now. This DID saga wouldn’t even be so I bare able if she was attempting to larp early Dissociadid or MultiplicyandMe and being educational or whatever, but instead she’s spiraling down the tik tok munchie rabbit hole and becoming a parody of a real person.

It really is concerning that she’s supposedly seeing a therapist and whatnot, yet she’s very clearly exhibiting signs of untreated bpd

No. 193856

Uh-oh! Playing a bit daring there Jill. Let's see what happens in the next two years kek.

No. 193857

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She even admits it herself kek.

No. 193858

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>"Why would anyone fake a mental illness?!"
>"Do they think it'll make them poupular?!"
<Jill posing with a cake about diagnosis
<Makes all of her social media about her new exciting condition
<Stops making her usual content to post about her new special condition

No. 193870

But we're not saying she's not mentally ill, it's just not in the kawaii way. People with bpd definitely make up personas for attention

No. 193873

She really have to have the most STIGMATISED diagnosis. It was BPD for a hot second and now DID is on top, so of course she has to have it. I wonder what will be next when DID fades out again.

No. 193875

She is baiting this so hard, she clearly wrote the post wanting someone to say it was an autistic meltdown. She wants validation and she can show all this afterwards as say see, I was behaving autistic all along uwu.

No. 193877

I can just picture her reading articles about ASD and taking notes for later breadcrumbs to sprinkle around on social media.

>“easily rattled by last minute changes in plan”

>check! uwu

No. 193882

She is definitely studying up for the tests to get the outcome she wants. The diagnostic process still relies so heavily on stereotypes that if you have bad intentions you can fake it. Any Canada anons do they interview people who know you as well as talking to you directly? Not that she will have trouble with that if they do, just needs to take Steve the yes man. I have no doubt that once she raises the funds she will get the diagnosis with ease.

No. 193883

Exactly like she did for DID kek and then has the audacity to act shocked that people would think that

No. 193885

Don't autistic people have some differences in their brainwaves and you can see that during an EEG? Jill is definitely neurotypical, she can't fake that.

No. 193887

God she is actually so ableist in her approach to this autism larp. She really wants to reduce it to buying lots of toys and having a tantrum when she doesn’t get her way. Her view on autism is so simplified and obvious. Can’t wait for every time she is shitty to someone and has a hissy fit at someone for her to blame autism. Oh I’m not being a bitch to you by talking like a bitch, it’s the autism. I don’t understand tone and social queues, I’m not nasty.

No. 193888

They do but most countries don’t actually run that test they just talk to you and someone you know. A lot of autistic people are misdiagnosed because they don’t offer the scan. The diagnostic criteria and the questions they do ask often fit a very narrow view of autism. Her mimicking the stereotype of a male child with autism will actually be beneficial to her because that’s what the tests favour.

No. 193889

Not familiar with the Canadian process, but wouldn't they interview someone who knew her as a child, like one of her parents, instead of her boyfriend?

No. 193890

Someone who works with special kids once told me that it was more nuanced than that

No. 193891

Why do I feel like accepting DID into the mainstream will break society as much as troon shit did?

No. 193892


No. 193893

She always gets like this when she doesn't get what she wants like the spoiled brat she is

No. 193894

This was honestly so close to self awareness

No. 193895

I’m Canadian, older than Jill and was diagnosed with ASD after two years of therapy. Therapist told me there are people who try to fake it (for disability $) and wanted to make sure I wasn’t misdiagnosed. They didn’t speak to any of my family members or boyfriend at the time. It really does feel like Jill is studying the behaviour and planning out how to use it to excuse shitty behaviour.

The only positive is this might lead to a professional catching her lying. Imagine they go along with her bullshit and then say something like “while you definitely have mental health issues, I don’t believe you’re on the spectrum”. She would throw a tantrum and be like “See?? I’m having an autistic meltdown REEE!!”

No. 193899

We're slowly moving to a place in a lot of countries where you're no longer able to hold people like Jill accountable for anything. They'll always be able to shift blame to someone else and they'll be told they're brave for doing it.
This is especially damning. It's not for attention, but she just dies of joy when they call her brave!

No. 193901

If that happened she’d just cry about it on Twitter and then drop the therapist in favour of a more affirming one. Jill doesn’t want to get better so she has no reason to stick with someone who’s not telling her what she wants to hear.

No. 193913

I think you cracked the code, nonnie. Jill's retirement plan is most likely getting autism bux.

No. 193918

Ah, so Jill is one of those folks that "abuse the system" that you always hear about it. Right, I get it now. My tax dollars, hard at work here, folks. Wonder when ol' Jilly is gonna go on pogey (unless she already is).

No. 193929

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can all the retards itt who were sperging about how jill was just acting like a “nOrMaL 23 yEAr oLD!!!1” shut the fuck up now kek she was drinking alone every single day and is still getting blitzed by smoking weed constantly. i wonder how the baby alter acts when she’s stoned out of her mind.

No. 193930

I thought the anons were saying if she drank a bottle of wine over the weekend that would be normal for her age, we didn’t have confirmation she drank every single night (I stopped reading the drink sperging pretty quickly though so I could be wrong). The more concerning part of this is she’s still smoking weed constantly, that’s not going to help any of her supposed ‘dissociation’ symptoms.

No. 193939

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Girl being stoned all the time and never leaving the house doesn’t sound like a “full life”

No. 193949

does she not realise the way she phrased this makes it sound like she's replaced her alcohol addiction with a weed addiction…

like no offence but replacing alcohol with more weed is not an improvement whatsoever

No. 193950

This tweet is such a cope

No. 193956

Man, she's just going to keep getting bigger and bigger at this rate. She already has the same amount of chins as ALR.

No. 193963

>lots and lots of weed
No wonder she lost touch with reality. Considering her bad eating habits she should be careful about not getting a heart attack, there's studies that link weed addiction with a higher chance of heart attacks and strokes.

No. 193973

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For everyone who guessed she posted this in hopes of idiots suspecting an ASD diagnosis and enabling her larp, you are right on the money

No. 193974

This was already posted upthread. I hate how gleeful she sounds about purchasing her next diagnosis. Saving up for an eval, really? Like if this was actually serious, wouldn't her parents gladly help pay for some if not the whole thing? Isn't she constantly buying stupid shit anyway and easily spends $3k over a few months? If there's usually a backlog of people waiting to be tested, why not sign up for an evaluation with Dr. Feelgood and save money up during the wait time, if money was even an issue for her?

It's all so sus.

No. 193977

So I guess this confirms she is drunk in all those tik toks where she sounds drunk. She was drunk in the story of her friends finding out about the cat alter too. Some of those tik toks you can see she is going for her being co front with the little kid. She really is just getting drunk and high and claiming her shift in behaviour is DID kek this is hilarious.

No. 193978

I’m really curious why she wants the official diagnosis so bad. She’s already in therapy so she should be getting help, and at the same time being assesed by the therapist? I get it’s peobably for internet points but it confuse me anyway.

No. 193979

I’m Canadian too but I was diagnosed as an early teen. It’s not just stereotypes like freaking out about change but it’s also developmental. Like I said a while ago, I can’t share too much on what mine are because I don’t want Jill to take my experiences since she reads the thread.

No. 193982

Autistic women have it hard enough, fakers like Jill who use the male symptoms just make it harder to actually get doctors to recognize the way autism actually presents in women. Fuck you, Jill.

Someone posted the exact video you are talking about last thread, go back if you want to see the full discussion on it >>191842

It's become a running habit in these threads for people to post without reading literally anything. It's been happening constantly lately

No. 193987

Star of Moon Knight died today. Jill is gonna find a way to make it all about her as soon as she hears.

No. 193992

I live in southern US so I don't know what it's like where weed is legal, but do people act like it's normal? I mean, you're still inhaling smoke, and there's still risks. Everyone knows at least one person who is constantly high on it. Like, i know there's more benefits to it than tobacco but it can still fuck you up in certain ways.

No. 193996

wasn’t she in a psych ward as a teen for her fake “anorexia” ? I get autism often presents differently in girls/women and masking is a thing but if she really was neurodivergent you’d think it would have been picked up on back then, especially if she was monitored practically 24/7. if it had a big impact on her life as she’s starting to lay the breadcrumbs for that shit would be hard to miss

No. 193997

It’s definitely less crazy than media has led people to believe, it’s about the same level as alcohol.The main thing that makes it relevant here is that it can make you dissociate. It’s fact that it causes dissociation, derealization and depersonalisation. Things Jill did not claim to experience before she started smoking. My tinfoil is she started smoking, experienced dissociation, googled it, found content on DID. She said she binged that content. She can’t have people one upping her and believes she is very traumatised. She is very attracted to attention other people get for things and thinks she is entitled to it too. Voila Jill thinks she has DID because she is very special in her mind.

No. 193998

They probably asked her in passing at her eval this time if she has been tested for other stuff in the past and she latched on to it. It’s a normal question for the setting but Jillian is chronically online and obsessed with mental health content.

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It really depends from person to person, those who believe that you can't become addicted to weed and find it to be a "cure all" (ie Jill) are usually the people who start developing yearly bronchitis and ignore their smoking habit as the main factor. But the average weed smoker knows that there are risks involved and know how to smoke in moderation.

Latching on to what you're saying. If this is the shit she always has on all day no wonder she thinks she's the most mentally ill person in the world.

No. 194004

In the PNW and it's no different than anywhere else I've lived. Obvious smokers like old hippies and skateboard kids are going to look and sound like stoners no matter where you are.

It's very much normal in the sense that no one is pearl clutching when there's a dispensary on every other corner. Most people use it discretely at home or vape or take edibles. In certain jobs, I understand using daily for stress or pain relief but the vast majority of adults are not getting high 24/7. Tons of people use CBD topically or through supplements snacks and drinks regularly to get all of the benefits without the high and you can pick up a CBD soda or seltzer at the corner store without ID. Of course Jill couldn't just take some CBD gummies everyday to deal with whatever she is attempting to deal with by smoking all day.

There's no reefer madness and the crazies are most likely on meth or actually mentally ill and hallucinating the way Jill romanticizes. I'd love to see her try living out of a tent or her car with no money or resources though!

No. 194006

Here in Canada where it's fully legal, it is treated as very normal. For a regular person, Jill's behaviour here would be pretty normal, especially at her age.

But in the context of someone having extreme issues with disassociation - having THE disassociation disorder - it's fucking ridiculous. She has either been lying to her therapist or he's a fucking fake, because any proper psychologist or psychiatrist would have immediately forced her to stop smoking weed with whatever medication she's on.

This is all pretty much the biggest indicator that this is all a LARP, in my opinion. Sorry Jill, you have BPD and anxiety like the fucking rest of us, get over it.

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