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No. 229290
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for .
She accepted her ~life changing~ “diagnosis” with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks. The number of alters keep pilling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears. She currently looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating some of her fans. General info:
>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- items, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends. Nevertheless, she still is a big consumer of plastic crap and will cut corners whenever possible.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of things to show off how much she had spent (as a brag). >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise. She’s also a massive attention whore and very self-centered, never listens to others and only cares about her own faked struggles. Disregards any criticism as “hate”.>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, and her fans are steadily unfollowing her.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without further medical advice. Other questionable “self-care” and “mental health” content has been noted.>Thinks having an enabling counselor = actual therapy. Said counselor quitted and moved provinces only 1 year after treating her. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets that dare question her and act passive-aggressive about it on Twitter and her videos.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, including the claim that her DeviantArt Ex-girlfriend “abused her for months”. Said claim has been proven false.>She now claims every abuser of hers has been female, even though she has heavily mistreated her past two girlfriends. She broke off with her most recent ex girlfriend, Mystery Girl, around Christmas 2018, because she “was no longer attracted to her”. She kept the Christmas presents that she would otherwise would had given her, to herself.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her. Steven is currently hinting to a very obvious MTF transition despite having a christian family, which will prove beneficial to Jill, since she wants to LARP being a lesbian very bad.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother and her partners. Will interact with content creators she likes in a creepy, harassing way. >Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower, months before graduating from her glorified craft school. She plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs despite her work being labeled as “inconsistent” by her teachers. The only work she has produced so far was a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items and a cheap looking bridal dress for her cousin.>Very irresponsible pet owner. Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel hanging around on the floor, the cat almost choking to death. She still keeps this choking hazard where the same cat can reach it for years after the incident. Never seems to clean her pet’s space, you can see cat shit and cat fur all over her house in her videos and selfies. >She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, wearing a t-shirt that reminds her of suicidal ideation, and pretending she can only eat one type of food. Pretends she “never lies”, “doesn’t understand sarcasm” and other autism LARPing on Twitter. She wants to be neurodivergent very bad and will often spread misinformation.>Uses her alters to hold at least one of her personality traits (specially the bad ones) instead of realizing she can be a normal and full-fledged adult woman with hobbies and emotions. Will defend using emojis to sign off as each alter, to the point of harassing others off platforms if they don’t agree with her usage. She also talks in third person to herself while pretending to be an alter on her DMs, twitter, and on picture captions, calling herself “handsome” or “pretty”.>Will claim as many labels as possible, some of them are: Queer, lesbian, nonbinary, FTM, pansexual, emo, rainbow, intersex, fashion designer, magical girl, full time youtuber, neurodivergent, autistic, BPD, DID system, disordered eating, suicidal, kawaii, drag queen. In reality, she’s just a spoiled dumb girl dating a man.>Has been consuming a lot of alcohol and weed in a questionable way, anons wonder if her dissociation is merely caused by substance abuse. She bragged about the liquor store knowing who she is. She pushes weed as a magical cure-it-all for adults and children on her twitter full of underage fans.>Recently got into bio drag queening, changed her twitter description days before her first performance went live. She danced to a Steven Universe and a MCR song.MEET THE ALTERS:
>Jillian: Actual person, but calls herself an alter for the heck of it. Hates being called “Jilly”.>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Signs off with a snake emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, calls herself a lesbian, is a “protector of sexual trauma”, says she had to become a fuckable bimbo because she was “raped for months”. Signs off with a flame emoji.>Babby Smalls (nickname): Actual name unknown, talks and acts like a baby. Proof that Jillian is into age regression. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Sings off with a strawberry.>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" Kind of like her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. >Flora: Currently just a "fragment" and a carbon copy of cure flora and other positive precure characters. She is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. Is a cat! Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city.>Jax: 19 year old girl who speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane/LoL), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Signs with a test tube emoji. >sandwich emoji: ??? is probably a cat alter.>piano emoji: ??? silently added to her tiktok bio.Stamps from last thread:
>>223204 Supportive interaction with her dad
>>223394 Some "switching live on footage" shenanigans
>>223396 She follows some diaper wearing ageplayer on tiktok
>>224041 More weed tweets
>>224119 Her official video on her first drag performance
>>224226 Ugly as sin graphic with pronouns for each alter, Veronica uses male pronouns too, might be "intersex"
>>224358 Gets emotional over a supportive comment that enables her LARP
>>224536 Talks in 3rd person about herself, does the same retarded tongue face she always does
>>224843 Complains about tattoo pain
>>225207 Veronica alter video drops, says she was raped for months and that made her become a Bimbo
>>225420 Veronica video
trigger warnings>>225621 Her fans can't possibly be this retarded
>>226053 Some negative comments on her video that she failed to delete
>>226201 She's "embarassed of her fictives"
>>226209 She wants to be in a SBSK video
>>226315 Fans call her out for stripping in front of her friend and steven, she backtracks
>>226411 July patreon livestream
>>226439 Drag queen graphic thing
>>226454 Fights with a psychology student that tells her diagnostic impressions aren't diagnosis
>>226534 Therapy didn't work for shit
>>226507 Someone said she had an autistic face
>>227023 Age regression + DID larp
>>227199 """mental health advice""" including listening to podcasts lmao
>>227455 More sexual shit in her twitter account
>>227644 Anon cowtips her deviantart ex, she says Jillian is overstating the abuse
>>227789 Another nice interaction with her dad
>>228007 dumb tiktok #1
>>228011 dumb tiktok #2
>>228068 dumb tiktok #3
>>228178 Being an hypocrite about drugs
>>228337 She looks unhinged and fat in this picture
>>228347 A twirly spinny jillian pic
>>228371 Wears her autism larp to her cousin's wedding
>>228700 She literally had 6 months to make the ugly wedding dress
>>228502 Doesn't like being called "jilly" by her family because of DID larp
>>228611 The ugly wedding dress drops
>>228612 Seriously look at this shit
>>228754 THE twirl.gif
>>228753 Some ethical clothing bullshit (she's not fooling anyone)
>>228781 The skinwalking cousin looking like an off brand Jilly
>>228782 The skinwalking cousin doing some pole dancing kek
>>228909 Nice advice from an anon
>>228994 Wears the shirt that reminds her of suicidal ideation around her parents, still talks to herself in 3rd person
>>229070 dumb tiktok #4
>>229071 Anons talk about if she flashed her bare ass or not
>>229072 dumb tiktok #5 (bare ass ?)
>>229113 She gives advice to impressionable tranny kids on tiktok and twitter
>>229145 dumb tiktok #6 "how to look more masc"
>>229182 Jillian and her spinny spin dress
Last thread:
>>>/w/226507Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/Twitter:
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocksTwitter 2:
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay (Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem?
Facebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_cFacebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Moonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 229308
>>229291The DID saga officially starts in
>>>/w/176591, if I went through all the old threads I'd label the interesting parts but I don't think it's too interesting.
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While we were waiting for a new thread to be made, she created a logo for her DID system. I’ll just let it speak for itself
No. 229385
>>229366How long is "forever" since she only cooked up her DID plan in 2021 after getting her quack yass kween humoring therapist?
Found some fortunetelling anons while looking for the exact timeline:
>>167554Anon predicts a future DID larp in connection to Jilly claiming to have delayed development (no evidence of this) and therefore the integral childhood trauma needed for DID could occur later on
>>176080Jill talks about the trauma she dug up in therapy and anons immediately predict it will be the Deviantart girlfriend, a preduction which came true recently with that Veronica video (though incidentally in that video she says she hasn't talked about this in therapy, so who knows what trauma she could refer to in the initial Tweet)
>>176631Jill befriending DID youtubers/tiktokers
>>176867Anon mentions how Jill's therapist does nothing but enable her delusions
Looking back at this, it's unbelievable that Jill sees all this commentary (because we know she lurks, and it's posted on Twitter too) and instead of reflecting and improving, just workshops it into more ways to get attention.
>>176676Anon here got redtexted for armchairing histrionic personality disorder, but I do think they're onto something.
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She found a new DID "angel babe".
No. 229447
>>229445Iirc even Jill tweeted about it shortly after the reveal
>omg 5 petals and 5 alters? We are so perfectSomething like that.
No. 229542
>>229505It’s true of virtually anyone that has mental health issues that they aren’t properly ready to accept. You can’t help someone who isn’t willing to help themselves, which is why it really doesn’t matter what a therapist tells Jill at the moment, because she’s buried herself tit deep in her delusions and any negative opinion of it from a third party will only ever be someone that doesn’t understand etc etc. Hopefully she will start to wake up and smell the bullshit eventually but I don’t foresee it happening just yet while she’s still favorable in her echo chamber.
The issue with therapists is that it’s super easy to just not go anymore. She’s an adult, there’s nothing to force her if she decides she doesn’t want to
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The passive aggressive emojis are beyond childish at this point. Also, nobody talking directly to you is going to be using any other pronouns other than you and your. Grow up.
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Jill’s mum enables/has given up about her copious weed smoking. Idgaf if it’s legal there, having your mum set up a sad little smoking table for you outside of her home is just sad
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Jill responding to people pointing out problems with her logo
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Not exactly milk but it is ironic that Jillan had retweeted this
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>>229628Seems like she smokes weed every day just like a regular smoker, bet that she reeks too. I'm glad that Jill's mother set clear boundaries on where she can smoke. Do you think it's likely that she would get cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome like Shayna in the future?
No. 229680
>>229677Read all of this
>>229291 we are not going to spoonfeed you all of that
No. 229691
>>229654>>229682What she means is "ignore any inconsistencies and anything that invalidates my larp". Rules for thee but not for me. Jilly you ain't slick and it's embarrassing how easy it is to see through this poorly managed larp.
>>229628>>229651Wonder how much Jilly is using to "function"? She couldn't give it up for a week because then she'd have to be sober answering questions like her fashion designer career.
No. 229733
>>229726It is. And even when she’s not raging at commenters she’s been sharing more “cute” anecdotes of how she mistreats people close to her. DID gave her an out for all of her more
toxic personality traits.
No. 229735
>>229574AYART: no worries,
nonny! You art/collage anons are a blessing truly.
>>229628Goddammit Louise. You're half the reason she's so fucked up, you enabler.
>>229677I myself had to go back through all the threads from the last few years because her change gave me absolute whiplash when I saw her again. She is definitely a cautionary-whale for spoiled, entitled, internet-brain-rot kek
No. 229754
>>229628you would think that a parent who's had cancer wouldn't support their child smoking, period.
If you're going on a family vacation, just pack some gummies Jill. Not have your mom setup a place for you to OD on dopamine daily and then make stupid shit on Tiktok
No. 229760
>>229659"guys i smoke weed! aren't i just the craziest and quirkiest!! did i mention i smoke weed?"
>>229568this made me realize Jill is just a modern day Dolores Umbridge
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>>229760>this made me realize Jill is just a modern day Dolores UmbridgeYou must not tell lies,
nonnie No. 229892
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more spinny spin
No. 229912
>>229908>>229894KEK
>>229896I have no idea where she's shopping to find dresses that short, with basically no shape and in pastel colors. They either look like dresses for kids or shirts/tunics for taller women
No. 229941
>>229406I would love to see her go to a regular, qualified psychologist who has seen people with DID or some sort of real trauma-related dissociation disorder and get called out on her bs.
Doubt she'd see someone who would let that happen though since she seems to think that therapy is only for coddling and validation.
No. 229943
>>229853Precure Umbridge and the Great Identity Crisis
>>229884AYART, it wasn't a typo, I definitely meant it! It's all I can think of when I see our large 'tards like her, Shayna and Luna. Absolute cautionary-whales.
>>229894This is the stupidest thing I've seen all year and I love
>>229908 for that gif. Dear God she is so cringy but boy does she fit in on TikTok
No. 230009
>>229908>>229894god bless you anon i just let out the ugliest cackle
>>229961more like System Of A Down's am i right
No. 230188
>>229894This is nitpicky but the black dress under the pink dress to give it a tiny bit more length is ugly and clashes with her shirt. If it’s too short why doesn’t she use her sewing skills and add a ruffle or something. She could have also done this with the blue dress that she wore to the wedding that is also too short. The second she bends over everyone is going to get a full show.
>>230161Isn’t she five foot?
No. 230348
>>230334u gotta type in the number and jillian vessey when u search it on ur browser, thats the easiest way i find em
(sage for ot, just tryna help bc i have trouble finding them right away too)
No. 230355
>>230163I think you’re mistaken, the first time she wears that particular dress was in 2020 advertising her March Favorites video
>>230188She never stood up in the 2020 video so I can’t prove it, but just from that tiktok it looks like the black is part of the original dress. It moves like it’s sewn to the pink dress, and it’s a pink/black plaid pattern so that would make sense
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She does the same thing, maybe not blocking (?) but def deleting comments of criticism.
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She needs her license taking away if she’s passing out and blacking out over being ok after hitting a deer. It can be scary, but grow up and deal with it like an adult.
No. 230426
>>230416>>230421Watch her make a new alter out of this. Also shouldn't she be doing her DID schtick now?
I hope this is a wake up call for her parents and or they take away her car because if she wants to be consistent with her larp she shouldn't be driving.
No. 230432
>>230430This. In these
>>230421 she sounds eloquent and uses the "I" pronoun no problem. But as soon as someone asks about trauma, she switched to "we"
>>230423 No. 230450
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With her "dadda."
>>230448Can you imagine how funny it would be to claim something was traumatizing you but you still went into the emoji keyboard of your phone to spam flowers and rainbows?
No. 230454
>>230430its because she was probably experiencing something kind of scary for the first time and forgot to intergrate her larp. Responding to scary accidents like a relatively healthy person is first nature for her and she totally just gave herself away with this in one swoop. Not just with the "I" and "we" fail but the fact that she immediately went to twitter, is completely coherent (no 5 year old babble typing) and clearly nobody in her family is worried about her going into a coma from the horror. She's clearly trying to document all this as proof of DID ("I passed out when I saw the damage") but she's so stupid to think anyone actually as mentally ill as she describes herself to be would be making 2 hour car rides by themselves and giving an immediate play by play of her current trauma to absolute strangers.
Sorry for ramble, I can't stand this bitch and I love watching her mess up the larp right after trying to knock someone else down.
No. 230455
>>230421I'm confused, the last I recall her car was like an annoying bright colored cutesy car, like a volkswagon bug or something back when she was in school. Did she have to trade it in or did I miss a chapter?
>>230423would the alter designed to handle this shit not literally be Cliffe, since he's the straight-laced boring one that handles big scawy "adulting" situations? You could even stretch it to say Flora could help soothe her "trauma" because she's the one that frames things in a positive light or whatever. like I'm sympathetic to how traumatic it is to get in any kind of car crash and especially hitting an animal on top of it but god i just know this bitch is going to milk the fuck out of it and this tweet blatantly being crafted to fit a potential new storyline is proof. what do we think, deer ghost fursona alter? another tougher more protective magical girl fictive? actually I'll stop here I can't believe I'm even typing out or entertaining her delusions like even as a joke
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>>230455interesting she never mentioned it
No. 230467
>>230464It’s an excuse for a new alter, sillygoose
>>230428Car crashes are scary but it’s such a reach to call an accident of this type “traumatic”. I’m going to resist blog posting but tons of people are in crashes like this and while it’s scary and can certainly ruin your day/week, it’s not traumatic in the way that being in a serious wreck where you come to and you have dead/seriously injured loved ones in the passenger or back seat. Or you yourself are injured. Honestly I’m glad she’s okay but of course she’s being so damn over dramatic kek
No. 230474
>>230469It was also the DID creator Jill featured at the end of her “My First Drag Show” video that was upset by the comment, so of course Jill had to get involved. It seems like she
really wants that person to notice her for some reason
No. 230479
>>230457It was mentioned a few treads back in one of patreon streams that she didn't have her red car anymore. I imagine that it was because she didn't do the maintenance for it.
>>230467not to WK but any type of car crash can be traumatic especially one where an animal appears out of no where. But Jill for sure is going to milk it for all that she can to gain pity points from all her peers.
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>>230447She just needs to design a new rainbow colored OC that can turn into a car then. Will sign off with a deer emoji.
>>230454>Responding to scary accidents like a relatively healthy person is first nature for her and she totally just gave herself away with this in one swoop. This. Thanks for pointing it out.
No. 230508
>>230486I hate this generation and their hate for women and their reproductive rights so much. Who cares what a random woman who doesn't want to have kids say, she's kinda right. Jillian has no reason to blast her off on Twitter when she's a very big example of a selfish person in all areas of her life and definitely should not reproduce for the sake of children and human kind.
It also pisses me off the fact that she now believes she's an authority figure in the DID larp world so much that she's now investigating others and their DID larp inconsistencies. This grown ass adult woman should use her time to learn how to sew instead of having arguments on the internet and perhaps do some self introspection because the lack of self awareness is incredible.
No. 230516
>>230515I agree, she truly wants to be the only shinning star of the show. This will bite her in the ass later when she realizes she's too old to appeal to TikTok kids anymore and she'll be like those child actors that grew up to be miserable, broke, crazy, and irrelevant. Her late 20s and early 30s will be awful to her since she seems to believe any older than 34 and you're geriatric and no fun. This is why she clings on too hard to the pixielocks persona and 5 out of 6 alters are younger than her, she doesn't want to grow up.
I also think the only person who was ever not a doormat in her life was Uma. She labels anyone who dares stood up to her BPD shit with the abuser label, even though they were right, like that one therapist she hated, her ex friends who removed her out of their lives, anyone with a critical thinking skilled brain in her YouTube comment section, and some of her family. Actually I wonder if the reason why her mom and dad go along with her delusions is because they don't want to be labeled
abusive by her and become stranded. She's so damn sensitive and mean at the same time.
No. 230517
>>230516That therapist didn’t even call her out is the crazy thing, just dared to ask her about the way she dresses when treating her for a condition that is about your image and she has held onto that for years. It was a completely normal and above board standard line of discussion when treating an ED. So you don’t even have to call her out you just have to displease her one time by doing something normal and she will call you
abusive for ten years kek.
No. 230519
>>230517Wait. So you're telling me that the therapist wasn't even rude or anything, just asked a normal question? Has she seriously been overstating what other people say and changing everything to look like a
victim for years?
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>>230522I'm not sure if this is the exact highway she was on (her parents live on PEI right?) but in any case this is how Canadian highways commonly look, especially in bumfuck nowhere places. Even in deer-populated areas, the woods go right up to the road. I've never seen highway fences like you describe.
I do wonder how much of a role her 24/7 weed smoking had on her reaction time in this situation, however. Perhaps she also worries Stevie will wonder the same thing.
No. 230533
>>230519Nope, Jilly was just enraged someone asked about how she dresses. In ED treatment that is standard to cover because some people dress to
trigger themselves which ofc is bad. She was also pretty young and a
trigger for someone that age experiencing an ED can be puberty changing your body and not being ready so wanting to remain small. So if you dressed in a childish way that would be brought up. Jilly was emo and we all know that community online was
toxic and promoting self harm and romanticising ED’s. Basically the therapist was just doing her job, therapy isn’t supposed to be fun yass queen slay but that seems to be the only therapy Jilly will tolerate. She won’t ever improve through therapy because she won’t let it be hard or questioning.
No. 230544
>>230528>& then when something like this happens they only think of themselvesAs a city-dwelling britfag, hitting large animals with your car is not a normal thing to happen here (we don't have large wild animals in the uk and a lot of the green land is farmland anyway where the larger animals can't escape from, the wild animals are rabbits and owls and shit) so I just put my reaction down to cultural differences, but I do find it weird when people say they hit a large animal and then never mention what happened to the animal or express sadness about it. I would be extremely upset to have killed an animal, and even if it jumped away I'd still be worried about it. She just posted about the damage to the car? Her uwu larp falling apart as ever.
>>230540>>230530Anons have actually said a few times if her mental state is as bad as she said it is, she shouldn't be driving, but I'm gonna say it's the weed and her generally being in her own world that caused this, her reaction times will be shit. The thing is, if it wasn't just bad luck and was due to weed brainfog, she stands a chance of hitting an actual human when driving and should get off the road. We don't know for sure ofc but signs point in the direction of her driving while not clearheaded.
No. 230545
>>230530Since she says she was in the middle of her trip and was taken to a mcdonalds, I think this happened somewhere between Sackville and Moncton maybe. There's a national park nearby and the roads look similar to her pic.
>>230544I live in a forest area, I've seen does crossing smaller roads and usually people's reaction is "aw, poor thing". The thing that's weird to me is calling 911 since her car wasn't on fire and she wasn't injured, but might be cultural differences. Usually there's car-towing and "help on the road" services that you should call instead, not sure if she'll get some kind of ticket or penalty for that crash.
No. 230546
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>>230541>>230528>>230518She's truly a saint, how did we never come up with such a genius idea?
This looks like it happened in the open and not in the middle of a forest so I bet it was weed and low reaction speed in the middle of the day.
No. 230548
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>>230547Also rejoice sandwich stans, he is back.
No. 230553
>>230546i am holding back so much right now. once again, how can you not see an animal in the road? it sounds like you overdo your weed intake and tiktok intake and it's your attention span -which only works in 15 second burts- that would make you not be able to see an animal in the road. if you can't see animals/objects in the road get glasses or give up your license. This just reminds me of how she "blacked out" with the little and drove to walmart. holy shit she cannot be driving on the road. she is a danger to us all.
also lol, can't wait for her furry alter in commemoration of the deer.
No. 230573
>>230565You can tell no one in this thread lives in the countryside. Deer are stupid animals and it's not uncommon to see dead ones on the side of the road who got hit by cars. It doesn't have to be an 18 wheeler for it to be killed. When you're going fast on those roads the collision is more than enough to kill.
Jill sucks but the outrage here over her not giving a Twitter funeral to a stupid animal is beyond stupid.
No. 230582
>>230565Deer absolutely are dumb enough to run onto the road and get killed, they don't know how to check if there's incoming traffic. If you hit a deer in a highway speed it will either die on spot or be so badly injured it will die shortly or should be tracked down and put down for ethical reasons as it will not recover.
>>230545From my Northern Europe point of view you are supposed to call 911 if you get on any sort of car crash. You should get yourself to a hospital to be checked just in case, you might have hit your head or might have a neck injury from the whiplash movement etc etc. I don't know about Canada but to me she FINALLY did something right and responsible kek, must have been Cliffe co-fronting or something
No. 230583
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Trying to do a little research on medical exemptions for driving in Canada and found this (from medical fitness report in New Brunswick)
Full form is here:
https://www.pxw1.snb.ca/snb7001/e/1000/CSS-FOL-78-9282E.pdf No. 230585
>>230553I hate her ass but I live near deer and someone I know hits a deer every few months it's super common.
Yes she's the type to drive inebriated but deer genuinely do just run into the road. The stat in my American state is literally that around 1 in 40 drivers will hit a deer in their life
No. 230588
>>230573It’s such a common occurrence where I live the county hires contractors to haul them away. Sometimes I’ll see multiple bodies laying there and a company truck just loading them up one by one.
If any nonnies are concerned about her car it will be reimbursed with insurance.
No. 230591
>>230590Seriously, I swear half the anons to foiling about hitting an animal either have never driven in their lives, or have never left the city. We don’t have deer, but in Australia it’s super common to hit kangaroos and wallabies because they’re dumb too and shoot out in front of you.
Any kind of car accident can be traumatic, especially given that she was in the middle of nowhere alone, so I’ll give her that. But I definitely think she’ll be milking this, probably use it as a reason to become even more of a hermit because she’ll be too traumatized to driver anywhere etc
No. 230598
>>230591Yeah, as an Alberta fag and former BC fag - deer are retarded animals that get hit by cars every single day. They usually sprint off into the woods so you don't know what happened to them, but it's most likely that they die after their shocked flight.
Stevie's car, however, is likely totaled.
No. 230602
>>230524>I feel like regular twitter Jilly would spam crying emojis and say something about how life was unfair to the poor animal or something because of her uwu sustainable magical girl persona. This. Unironically the crash made her mor eloquent than ever because she's not hiding behind an uwucute persona
>>230528>This is probably a weird take but I get such a distrust from people who put such emphasis on how much they care for animals & then when something like this happens they only think of themselves?? Kek she should had taken a pic of her crying over the dead animal she ran over to show how ~empathetic and sustainable~ she is
No. 230609
>>230600Not special enough. He also has severe PTSD from the incident and cars are a
trigger - He cannot be in or around them. He's also gay and does drag and his drag name is Bambi uwu
No. 230616
>>230600KEK
>>230607Lmao this.
If she was blacking out due to trauma, why was she taken to a McDonald's instead of the hospital? Someone blacking out after a car accident means something happened to their brain, it's no joke. But instead, she eloquently started posting that she was okay on Twitter even using the "I" pronoun (didn't change it until asked about DID shit). Also no sign of empathy for the animal until much later. kek she's such a goddamn stupid liar
No. 230634
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I know damn well her new Deer trauma alter will look like this.
I feel like someone with DID shouldn't have a licence. What if the young child comes out? Jerrick wouldn't know how to drive. It's convenient that she never switches during these times but she can't get through a single youtube video without it happening
No. 230637
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Car crash pics and Jilly relating to a rainbow cat, perfect time to do that
No. 230640
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>>230638Notice how there's several meters of flat grass and this was in the middle of the day, she reacted too slow to hit the brakes. You can look at the highway on google street view, the visibility is really good.
No. 230642
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No. 230646
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No. 230658
>>230654>>230655Nobody cares, stop seething so hard at other anons and shitting up the thread because you got
triggered.
No. 230669
>>230665Yeah, didn't she say her parents are not the alters' parents anyway?
>>230667She was completely uninjured, and the deer was killed. Hope that helps.
No. 230670
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>>230638Bad luck, it's going to be rough finding a replacement in this car market.
No. 230679
>>230675Tbh, she might be able to afford to lease a car. Better than buying for her situation. Like
>>230677 said, but at least she could maybe get a new one and hope to not fuck it up. Some people do better on leasing, even if it can come at a higher end cost, but I don't think she has a choice unless she wants a shitty civic for like $1200.
No. 230683
>>230675One more deer autism moment plz.
Deer aren’t stupid, they just have a difficult time visually registering the speed at which cars travel.
Mary Roach writes about this in her book Fuzz.
No. 230686
>>230628you're right about the hitting the deer>hitting the breaks. I was in a life threatening car accident because of someone hitting the breaks for a deal. spoiler, they still hit the deer, and they nearly killed me behind them in the process.
>>230642she pisses me off to no end. it doesnt even look like an airbag deployed- so at the most jill probably just got jolted forward really hard. the windsheild is in tact and you can see from
>>230638 that the hood can still be opened/propped up from its hinges. she was honestly far enough from the deer to be shaken, but not killed. this tweet is just way outta line to those of us that, yanno, broke their collarbone.
No. 230689
>>230675It will depend on if the car was in Steve’s name or his parents and how well it was insured. Hopefully he has good insurance and will get a pay out but who knows. Hopefully Jill was insured, although I’m guessing she had to be for Steve to let her take it that far.
If it wasn’t well insured/Jill wasn’t covered, her parents will probably have to bail her out by replacing the car.
A deer accident isn’t really Jill’s fault, and I’m going to guess that if she was really acting out of it or unhinged, the cops would have given her a sobriety test and since she wasn’t jailed I’m guessing she wasn’t driving high. Most likely it’s just some bad luck and hopefully Steve doesn’t have to suffer for it.
Personally I think the DID larking is online and maybe with her parents as an excuse for her not to work, but I doubt she’s tried to get accommodations or anything with it since that would likely result in stuff like her license getting pulled. I’m guessing her parents are hoping she’ll grow out of it and act like an adult in a few years.
No. 230691
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No. 230692
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No. 230737
>>230731It feels more like she's bragging tbh, she's going
>look at this! Look! Look! Isn't it craaaaaaazy?! Look at the messed up car! This happened to me! The way she keeps talking about this makes her sound like either someone who has never gone outside or someone that doesn't seem to have any close friends or relatives to talk about these sorts of things. TL;DR: she desperately needs a diary.
No. 230757
>>230737Yeah, it just feels played up in a strange way that doesn't fit her supposed response and the way she is tweeting about it.
>>230642 her response made me laugh she really pulled an "ACTUALLY I could have died if it was a different situation"
No. 230762
>>230737>>230748I agree with this too, she went from actually being scared to being so excited about being in the spotlight yet again. Narcissitic people looove that shit, anything to be the center of attention they will take it and boast about it more and more.
This mirrors the coming out as DID stuff she did too, instead of being concerned and sad about an accident she's just excited about this shit.
No. 230786
>>230785This would be amazing.
Also she is lucky the police couldn't tell that she was high.
No. 230837
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No. 230838
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Jilly needs to stop creeping on Drew.
No. 230852
>>230704This car better be for Steve and not for Jilly and Louise is buying it for Steve out of guilt. If the solution is Jilly gets a new car and Steve is left hanging I swear to god.
>>230837For anyone who doesn’t know “/gen” is a tone indicator it means she is being genuine. Tone indicators are for autistic people who struggle to convey tone, they can just tell you the intended tone to avoid misunderstanding because something might read as harsh when that’s not their intention. Jilly is definitely going to use it to get away with being a passive aggressive cunt though just like she uses her emojis when she is raging. So it’s another autism breadcrumb.
No. 230878
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Troon saga when??
No. 230922
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>>230917You want a dumb video where she's just asking about how to plant/propagate another Sedum Burro's Tail from her current one. Here!
No. 230948
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Imagine being this obsessed with yourself
No. 230958
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she remembered that she’s supposed to be empathetic
No. 230960
>>230958Yesterday you were saying animals should just get little neon wests lol
I think she genuinely enjoys the lolcow attention but also wants to prove herself to online "haters" while at the same time ignoring what everyone says about her smoking and drinking too much, for the DID she probably genuinely believes she is mentally ill and ignores criticism on that.
No. 230984
>>230468>>230597Late to the party but I say car alter which transforms into a giant deer robot, tranformers-style.
The giant robot thing can earn her some weeb points back.
No. 231020
>>230838it's funny because he's shaded her so many times in his videos
>>231014she doesn't have the self control kek
No. 231023
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Thought I'd see how many times Drew has talked to her. Once in 2021 which was posted in an old thread, and then this one in summer of 2019, kek. Once from each of his accounts
No. 231025
>>230958"I'm so heartbroken that I took the life of an animal"
Ok Jill, what about all the lives' of the chickens, cows, pigs, and whatever other meat you stuff down your maw so excessively to the point you're obese? You don't feel heartbroken over those lives?
The level this woman-child is disconnected from the food she eats is wild. Highly doubt the food she eats is from ethical farms, either, and you can't call her out on it because then you're "Food shaming someone with an eating disorder" I can't.
No. 231075
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>>231025Based anon
Vegan alter when
No. 231095
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>>231069Kek
>>231030This is Kikomi, anon! The very first FTMTF trans gurl
No. 231097
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>>231095One more for the newfags so we can give them context on why we call Jillian kikomi.
No. 231110
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Let's not forget this one anon
No. 231111
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No. 231128
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No new alters. gotta keep the five petal image even though Jill only really puts effort/uses her "alters" when she needs to have a temper tantrum when thing doesn't go her way and when she isn't getting any from Steven nor attention from her imaginary boyfriend Drew.
No. 231133
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>>231128A sign that Jill might work towards
fixing her DID?
No. No. 231141
>>231133>>231128She has been making OCs and "forcing herself to split" all this time though. She rather split a new alter out of listening to Steven Universe songs than getting in a car accident.
This just tells you everything you need to know about her DID larp: no trauma, only makes alters out of media she consumes and whenever she gets into a new show. The steven universe, drag race, precure anime, emo songs, bimbo tiktok and strawberry shortcake inspired alters are 100% examples of this. Why else did she rush into making a new alter after watching the Jynx cartoon?
No. 231157
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>>231156Sad thing is EMDR is disputed to actually work by some doctors.
No. 231158
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>>231156So true. This is something that has been disccussed months prior and something she's 100% going to do. She'll say she got fixed by EMDR and thus the DID saga will end. She had it all planned all along.
No. 231160
>>231157Lol yeah forensic psych fag here EMDR is not commonly brought up in professional circles and/or teaching because when it comes to really destructive mental disorders, it's preferred to utilize, you know, actually reputable therapeutic treatments
Like sure it works for a group of people but DID is already heavily contested to exist in its own right. And even if DID is authentic, that doesn't mean EMDR is authentic for a treatment with its lack of scientific backing. Just cause rebirthing worked for a couple kids back in the 70s-90s+ doesn't mean it's viable and also not a dangerous treatment and just because some therapists fucked their patients and saw improvement doesn't mean it's actually ethical. Treatments are scrutinized rigorously for good reasons. Hocus pocus shit isn't widely accepted in psychology because it's a field Thats already said to be pseudoscience by a lot of people in the STEM community.
For this girl to already be hinting at "healing" with EMDR is sus as hell. Especially because she's only been with this new therapist for less than a month if I remember correctly. Trust me, if EMDR could actually magically fix fucked up people with a few clicks, everyone in the practice would be using it.
No. 231166
>>231160So you're telling me that Jilly…
>Has DID, a condition that is extremely controversial and desputed to even exist in the professional worldAnd also
>Goes to EMDR, a type of bogus therapy that is classified as pseudosciende by some doctorsAnd no one questions if this shit she's doing is real?
No. 231169
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>>231160>Lol yeah forensic psych fag here EMDR is not commonly brought up in professional circles and/or teaching because when it comes to really destructive mental disorders, it's preferred to utilize, you know, actually reputable therapeutic treatmentsActually, what's your opinion on this? She said this recently. She also said a criminal psychologist approved of the "diagnosis"
No. 231173
>>231169An impression is normally what I see being used by a therapist/psychologist who doesn't want actually diagnose or wants a second opinion or wants to send them to someone who can actually make a solid diagnosis. Honestly, impressions are brought in with the tag line "bruh I'm really not sure tho"
To quote: "enough information to make a working diagnosis but the clinician wishes to indicate a significant degree of diagnostic uncertainty” (DSM-IV-TR, American Psychiatric Association, 2000).
And also having a forensic psychologist on for a civilian diagnostic impression is… weird? I'll be honest, most people in my realm of study are not working with civilians or civilian agencies. Forensic psychology specializes in criminal/deviant abnormal psychology. You'll see them working in law enforcement, or criminal rehabilitation, or support for
victims of career crimes like sex trafficking, or even just as expert witnesses for cases. I'm not saying for certain that she couldn't have a forensic psychologist on the team but… idk, I've never seen it being a calling for people in this field unless they're working on a thesis or a study and need people who fit specific diagnostic criteria. So it's also sus but it's "possible" in the sense that I can't rule it out without knowing circumstances.
No. 231174
>>231169Samefag cause tiny addition–
The forensic psychologist could have been a friend of her working therapist that was brought in because he had a relative degree of uncertainty and the forensic psychologist had a more extensive background in DID than him. So not wanting to check a box without a good source. But I still don't see a forensic psychologist being like… "okay with this? Not that the diagnosis isn't sound in some way, but that it's a civilian therapy setting and a civilian diagnosis setting. It'll be fundamentally different than what this person is used to in the forensic field according to severe trauma (cause we still don't know if Jill has any) and reason for diagnosis.
No. 231176
>>231175Lol bitch that is not how psychology works
If Thats the only reason they brought in the forensic psych person with a
limited session for diagnostic impression, then there's no way. It takes weeks to months of working with deviant persons to learn when they're lying or when they're not through conversation only. The only way you could know before meeting someone is looking at their entire record and hearing the lies. This isn't poker and this isn't mind reading. Even if this guy was brought in to find the lies, they would need way more than a few sessions.
And honestly THIS is why DID is debated. Because it's hard to tell when someone is lying if you don't have some sort of evidence to say contrary to the lies. When the lies are about voices in the head, it's even murkier. Do you know how easy it is to take this shit? Switching and disassociating, a fucking toddler could do it with enough visual learning. Some people are better at it than others and some people get lucky and find bleeding heart therapists that want to be sympathetic instead of actually helpful. It's sad shit.
No. 231180
>>231177Forensic fag. Gonna avoid arm chairing, and just leave it at the holes in her diagnostic
impression and the fact that her therapist didn't actually transfer her to a DID specialist tells me a lot about that authenticity of the diagnosis itself. Hell, he didn't even try to get her some sort of medication (from what I remember) to help with the horrifically debilitating symptoms of DID that she doesn't seem to have cause she never talks about them. I'm not sure how the Canadian mental health care system works, but rare, severe, and abnormal mental disorder like DID is normally transferred to a genuine specialist instead of someone that would've needed a forensics specialist to "make sure she's not lying".
No. 231198
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Kek
No. 231205
>>231198goddddddddddd she's so fucking insufferable, no fucking way everyone mentioned the dead deer and this bitch starts larping some empathy down to posting fucking stupid emo lyrics.
>Might have a small funeral at our altar.BITCH YOU KILLED THE DEER RIGHT THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HIGHWAY, no praying will bring the fucking deer you ran over back, what an idiot I swear
No. 231208
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>>231198>~guys dont forget what a special and spiritual empath witch I am~deer killer.
No. 231210
>>231198So the 35 year old geriatric social media illiterate man and the emo boy are more concerned about killing a deer than the ditzy dumb bimbo and the age regression baby alter? Go figure, I guess women and children are less empathetic than men in her little head I guess. They should be affected more, or is she implying that they're stupidly narcissitic and wouldn't care?
It really makes no sense. An edgy emo teenage boy would probably make fun or the deer or something too. Specially if "he" wears suicidal thought inducing clothing around the family lmao.
No. 231224
>>231147She was saying how you don't need to merge to "heal" and existing as a unique special system should be encouraged, you're right, I'd never think she'd swap to "healing".
I don't think it's hard for her to keep the act up, but maybe her relatives mocked her or her parents talked to her about getting a job. Or the car wrecking had some consequences money wise.
No. 231230
>>231211Yeah I have to agree, I am majorly disappointed in Jerrica character.
I hoped something more Jake Munro-ish. But ofc I should've known she is too lazy put any effort to her twitter roleplay.
No. 231231
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>>231229I am looking again, please forgive me anon but I am lazy as shit and stupid for not saving screenshots back then. I remember seeing a photo of Jeb (her therapist) with some drag queens and possibly being tagged / referred to as friends, but I can't find it again rn. It might have been on the facebook of the drag friends. Here is a screenshot that shows that this drag queen Diamonde,
who weirdly enough also performed at the event (Flourish Fredericton 2022) Jill did her "drag debut" at tinfoil hat is tingling, follows both him and his husband. Their accounts are both private but their drag friends' aren't. I also bookmarked the drag ig account "jerephilwee" for some reason so you may be able to find something there too.
I hope it's okay to share their usernames since Jeb sounds cow-ish himself and they're locked anyway. Plus Jill is the one who doxxed his name publicly, and Jeb posted publicly about marrying Chris iirc. But in case newfags see this, please refrain from contacting them.
As for him being into witch/pagan shit, Jill tweeted that herself (she was bragging about it), it's in a past thread somewhere. I don't know if Sasha Velour is into witch stuff, he is 35 years old like Cliff and idk how old Jeb is, but in any case I would still be creeped out if I was this therapist and my client suddenly had a personality with the same hobbies as me. Hopefully this is enough information for better anons than me to dig around if they want to.
No. 231233
>>231231Sorry, samefag, there's a 2019 photo on his husband's public photography account that I'm 99% sure is of Jeb in drag. Idk if it's relevant to post, since he soon won't be cow-adjacent to Jill anymore
though at the same time I don't have much sympathy for harmfully incompetent therapists. If it's him, he deleted his drag account (@the_vera_strange). Either way, the husband does headshots for drag queens and posted photos from drag shows. Was Jill into drag before meeting this therapist?
No. 231239
>>231231>I would still be creeped out if I was this therapist and my client suddenly had a personality with the same hobbies as meIt’s what he deserves.gif
>>231237What if angelbaby has DID too and one of his alters identifies as a criminologist? The plot thickens!
No. 231243
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>>231231>angel therapist is also a criminology psychologist>jillian might be lying about how many people gave her a diagnostic impression and not be 5 or 3 but just one>he might had given this diagnostic impression to her because Jillian asked for ithmm.
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>>231243Also, he has written poetry about fucking and being destructive in a relationship. BPD?
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Also interesting he calls himself male in 2018 but now he's a they them. Since he does drag, maybe he means "them" as two separate entities.
No. 231257
>>231139>She lurks so hard it’s actually hilariousI feel like the case for many cows, the anons in their thread are more like a real fanbase versus the asskissers on Instagram and Youtube, they can't tear themselves away from all the honest insights.
>>231147>Which probably also says a lot about how much she and Stevie actually interact if she’s had no problem (and even had fun) keeping up the DID since November while living with him, but after a week at her parents she hints at healingOh shit, you're right. He strikes me as someone who refreshes hot-transbabes.com hourly but doesn't actually converse with her like a normal person would. I think also being surrounded by people who are similar to you is genuinely good for the mind too, as it's a reminder there's nothing "wrong" with you, judgement from others makes it easy to think your natural traits are problems.
>>231198This is sweet, a bit better than joking about animals wearing high vis vests which is what she did at the time kek
I actually think she will fuse into Jerrick, like she chose Jerrick to express kindness here rather than Pixie which she also refers to as an alter. This might be the most convoluted rebranding in Youtube history.
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She's still sperging about the deer but wanted to cap the "Flora" alter stuff. She definitely is one of those people who see a character and decide to emulate them (voice, personality, clothing, etc). Y'know something a child does but usually grows out of.
No. 231306
>>231293Holy shit this is a good counter argument to her saying her diagnosis is legit.
The therapist didn't become a LCT until months after she started seeing him as well.
>>231298Why is she mentioning the very chirpy and positive Precure characters she wishes she could emulate right after saying she laughed at the dead deer? What?
Is her Precure character somehow edgier than this?
>>231198 I thought she would be mourning for days or so, what a whiplash
No. 231313
>>231298She doesn’t /actually/ believe others will believe this, does she? I know she’s a narc and the universe revolves around her - obviously, but still…
Can’t help but wonder much of her love for precure is forced and how many hours spent watching and thousands of moneys for merch, just so she can use it as a sparkly front. I’d hope it’s at least partially genuine
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just an interesting fact that i just noticed, she has the dress & it's corset thing already half made in the background of the july patreon stream, so I think she had been working on it way before the day before actually. not sure if in the end the design was partially from the bride or not though
No. 231342
>>231336>>231339Can we not give her more ideas for new labels? Even if she had ADHD or autism she doesn't need us to give her more ideas for her to call herself ~neurodivergent~ when she's grasping for that label as hard as she can ONLY because she wants to be trendy and quirky like all the other Twitter and TikTok fakers out there. EVEN if she was diagnosed, do you think anything would change? Do you think she would better herself and work on improving? Maybe strive towards being a more responsible adult despite a condition like that?
No. She would only plaster the phrase "diagnosed neurodivergent" all over social media, film awful tiktok videos tagged #neurodivergent, and brag about it on Twitter saying "LOOK GUYSE I TOLD YOU SO, I WAS ALWAYS NEURODIVERGENT!!!! ACCEPT ME INTO YOUR CLUB!!!!". Just like with BPD, she somehow won't have the bad traits, she will only show the fun teehee kawaii so speshul ones and will never learn a thing.
No. 231347
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>>231339Jill loves fishing for every mental disorder and even then her self-analysis didn't have that, because she doesn't have it in the slightest way.
No. 231350
>>231336>The way it has always looked to me is that Jill starts projects and is excited and it’s shiny and new and then she works for a bit and gets bored then leaves it alone until it has to be done then she crunches.Look. I have ADHD myself, and the way you describe it, yes that indeed does happen like that. I've been there multiple times. But, thing is, as long as Jillian doesn't have a
real diagnosis (and not just a diagnostic impression by a 27 year old dragqueen therapist) we shouldn't just assume she has something as delicate as ADHD or Autism. Some years ago we had a problem in this thread when everyone started calling her autistic and asked her to get checked for her own sake, and now look at her, she's over exaggerating some autistic symptoms that she probably read from a random fake and gay internet website just to have proof that she has autism when everyone called her out for using the label neurodivergent incorrectly. Everything she does is super fake and you know it. She's infuriating and will not seek help.
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>>231243I went back in the threads, digging for that medical bill she posted on twitter (anons assumed she paid for a full psych eval + electroencephalography which can be used to help with "neurodivergent" diagnosis), but I didn't find it. Instead I found that she went to that test with her angel therapist? I never heard of this practice. But that explains her claims.
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>>231356I'm not going to watch this shitshow, so I trust a nice
nonny will bring a summary and fun screenshots of this crap.
Meanwhile she posted this highlight of her video on tiktok.
>that moan at the start of the clip followed by disgusting noises…Is she this desperate for attention? Why the fuck did she chose this clip with the overtly sexual moan for her tiktok page where a bunch of kids follow her? Or is this her new strategy so more people watch her videos since sexually suggestive content is all over the platform? Gross
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>>231369she also posted this "healing her inner child" tiktok with the same outfit and called it healing art.
No. 231381
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She also did a duet with the creepy diaper wearing ageplayer girl about the whole situation mentioned here
>>230408This is the original video because I couldn't only upload it unless it was extreme potato quality to lolcow:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie/video/7122638316171709701 No. 231392
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This is a comment from Jill on a dissacociaDID tik tok where she is talking about how someone from her personal life was posting about her and she didn’t know. The interesting part is that it indicates Jilly lurks on DID and fake claiming forums. Not very uwu spread kindness like confetti of her.
No. 231416
>>231356Love how Jill says she is a fashion designer, despite just barely passing fashion school.
She calls the first outfit "very 80s" despite neon coming into fashion in the 90s. She even shows the Barbies that the look is based on which are from the early 90s. Idiot.
No. 231426
>>231369Her moan is not that sexual. Stop being weird.
I do find it funny she says the outfits are immaculate when they're shot from a distance and you can barely see most of the detail. She didn't even notice the stars on the bellbottoms until the end.
No. 231429
>>231347 no surprise cause jill is such an attention whore, but ive noticed plenty of others in the DID community openly state they won't yell out their other diagnoses and
triggers. Meanwhile jill just screams out HERE'S EVERYTHING I HAVE PLEASE VALIDATE ME
No. 231433
>>231427Nta, I don't see it as a nitpick. If she actually spent her time at school learning about basic fashion design history, trends, and concepts, instead of doing jackshit on the internet for attention and playing with toys on class, then she would be a more legit fashion designer. Bu she can't even sew, she has no interest besides moaning on camera and spewing random shitty observations to create a semi coherent commentary on something she pretends to know about. Listen to this tiktok again
>>231369 , she says "-moans loudly- YES, NEONS AND DENIM, AAAAAAA" literally anyone with 2 braincells could make the same conclusions. We can criticize her as much as we want for pretending she cares about fashion besides buying tacky clothes for herself. She really doesn't give a fuck.
No. 231436
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Dunno if this has been noted yet but she's in the main page of her craft school
https://nbccd.ca/ No. 231440
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just a small reminder, this is jillian's wedding dress vs two graduation collection pieces from one of her NBCCD classmates.
No. 231466
>>231440Every time I see those construction paper pieces sleeves, I want to colour them neon orange and have her guide either traffic or planes. It just highlights how she put absolutely no foresight about how it would drape and look. The comparison to her classmate's work shows how bad Jilly is at designing and sewing. Worst part is this was
commissioned. I really hope it wasn't that much.
No. 231468
>>231339…And she still hasn't, kek.
That could be described as a symptom of ADHD, in the same way you could say being sad is a symptom of depression.
But just like you can be sad and not be clinically depressed, you can display behavior that could look like ADHD to someone whose never actually experienced or understands it, while not actually having any connection to it in context.
I'll take my ban for no1currs blog post but as someone who suffered much of their youth from the more severe effects of ADHD and BPD, I seriously hate you bitches sometimes. (Not you, specifically, anon, I'm just being dramatic and generalizing).
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Just because no one has brought it up yet, the sleeves weren’t even sewn on. They attached with a single snap
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No. 231482
>>231470I really really hope the
commission wasn't that much and her cousin decided to splurge on the honeymoon instead.
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>>231466>>231470They look like flags hanging off her arms. I wouldn’t even call them sleeves, honestly.
I know I’m probably nitpicking but the fact that a ~graduated fashion designer~ couldn’t even be bothered to google how to draft cold shoulder sleeves and instead went for some first-time cosplayer’s “easy five minute sleeve hack” is baffling to me.
Obviously real wedding dress designers don’t use commercial costume patterns but even that would’ve been a huge improvement over what she ended up doing. Only a few minutes worth of searching brought me pic related, McCall’s 4997 or M2004 from The Vault Collection. It’s out of print but still available from multiple sources.
No. 231488
>>231484>>231486I don't think she used this pattern. She's missing so many elements. I think she is just referencing fairy/renaissance wear and it's just ugly. There's no reason to try to hunt down what pattern she
might have used because there's so many similar ones that aren't even a part of the cosplay collection, but have the same silhouette through other vendors.
No. 231532
>>231470is this a screenshot from a video? kek please post the gif this is hilarious. I want to see her twirling once again.
>>231484>I know I’m probably nitpicking but the fact that a ~graduated fashion designer~ couldn’t even be bothered to google how to draft cold shoulder sleeves and instead went for some first-time cosplayer’s “easy five minute sleeve hack” is baffling to me.It's not a nitpick, it's legit critizism and it enriches this thread. Just because some bitch says its nitpicking doesnt meant it is.
>>231521>the bride looks like someone came over and just yanked the sleeves off her dress. Tear away male stripper clothes vibes.KEK
>I would love a more knowledgeable anon to give us an estimate on how much the materials for this project would cost.Same here actually
No. 231533
>>231381>>231356>>231474I love how we're so done with her that we're actively ignoring these things lmao.
I particularly find the whole "dueting with an ageplayer and defending her honour as a DID system" super milky.
No. 231542
>>231532idk fabric prices in Canada, but the fabric choices are all on the cheap side
-Satin (if acetate/bridal it costs more however)
-sparkle organza
-satin ribbon
-chiffon for the overdress
My guess is somewhere around the $100 region for the fabric, bearing in mind it is cheaper fabric, however you still need to use a lot of fabric to make a full-length dress.
No. 231576
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Jilly Willy is in a mood.
No. 231581
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>>231577I cackled hard at
stop trying to go viral and do your job.
No. 231589
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>>231577The
misspeak is telling viewers to look up rule 34.
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>>231586Meant to post this picture.
Forgive me No. 231602
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Why does she try to be quirky and relatable in this way, don't raise your chances for an eye infection lol
No. 231605
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>>231593I really don't get the context of anything and I won't humor these DID retards, but for what I can tell here, Jillian is inserting herself into this shit because she wants to be a big voice of reason in the DID community, hence why she's being this annoying atm.
No. 231614
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>>231356She has 6000 views on this video after a day, that is basically dead for somebody who has 233k subscribers.
No. 231617
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>>231614Her youtube numbers aren't looking spicy either, especially considering she lives in a house and spends a shitton of money.
No. 231618
>>231614>>231617Big
oof. Not even deing a video about the fashion styles in an big popular upcoming movie from a big popular franchise is going to save her.
No. 231624
>>231621When someone is given everything for basically free, like her, they do not understand how good they have it and how it could be taken away at any moment. She's now facing the consquences.
People subscribed to her because she was a cutesy girl into japanese fashion, went to japan, etc. She was fun and innofensive enough to just want to watch and be like "oh wow that's cute, I like this skirt and I like those earrings, nice haul!" etc.
No one but her tiny dumb twitter bubble cares about DID, no one finds it entretaining or fun, specially not if she's talking about being raped for months and acting so weird in front of a camera. She also looks older and off-putting with that makeup. Drag stuff might be "in" right now but not everyone likes it. Her mask is slipping off and people are figuring out she's not the "nice girl" they thought she was. There's also the fact she hyped up her brand and her fashion collection and never delivered, she will never post it anyways, so why be subscribed. She will continue clowning around and this will be her ultimate demise.
No. 231625
>>231623She could have jumped so easily on the Mina Le grift
>upper middle class girl picks random topic and rants about it while being out of touch with normal peopleYoutube is full of woke essayists who try to find deeper political meanings in mundane cartoons too. The swap to DID feels more like she doesn't want money, but she wants more attention and wants to be a wannabe Trisha Paytas.
No. 231636
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>>231615>>231614From thread 25 kek, havent scrolled through it all though so it probably got higher than this because this is right as she made a patreon. Also, it's depressing to look at old threads and see how far she has fallen, jesus.
No. 231644
>>231581>>231577I have the feeling Jilly is an active farmer on other threads, she slips into
100% involved in someone else's drama mode too quickly. Amusing also she's using the Pixie account for this and not even bothering to tack on an emoji to signify which of her OCs is posting, after claiming Jill/Pixie hates gossip and Veronica loves it.
No. 231648
>>231631you make a good point about marrying stebie - if they marry and he does troon out like this thread predicts and goes forward with surgeries or hormones or whatever else troons need to transition, that cost is going to fall on the BOTH of them and they both take on any debt that comes along with it. when you get married its not just uwu im so in love, you literally have to split your assets unless you have a prenup.
stebie will either be dead weight to jill's bank account or vice versa. to be fair its most likely vice versa, since he seems to have a job, and jill watches youtube and tweets all day.
No. 231666
>>231470I literally gasped at the fucking snap in the armpit. Like…. I'm an amateur seamstress. I do it for fun. I don't have any kind of proper schooling or degree, but even I know that this is extremely improper and novice. There are so many other ways to do detachable sleeves that aren't a technique a mom would use for her kid's Halloween costume. And this is a WEDDING DRESS, the most important dress you'll wear in your life for most people.
Idk why I'm so pissed off at a snap when the whole dress is a partycity disaster, but it's just so lazy to the point of being offensive. I have no doubt that if this poor woman payed for this monstrosity it was likely a $1,000+ price tag. You can charge out the wazoo for a custom wedding dress, which are overpriced to begin with just because of the occasion.
No. 231670
>>231666>I'm an amateur seamstress.So is Jill. She absolutely needs to fucking remove the phrase "fashion designer" from her repertoire, because it's not even remotely close to the truth, nor does it even mean anything.
She is a hobby seamstress. That's it. That's all. I am fucking sick of seeing her use the term "fashion designer." It's as much the case as her having DID.
No. 231687
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1. Jill
2. Jerrick
3. Veronica
4. Baby Smalls
5. Cliffe
6. Flora
7. Jax
8. Sandwich
9. ?
Either she's counting the piano emoji she's never mentioned on Twitter before, or she's teasing a new deer alter.
No. 231702
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>>231690Nice, I can use this picture now!
No. 231706
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>>231690I feel extremely autistic that I made this but here's a comparison for those who don't know the characters she's talking about
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>>231687>"This game is like a stime for us"The thing about people with
Faux-tism is that when they don't have a specific trait they will just create one. I'm remembering when jill used to try and force stimming habits by buying stim toys now i guess she gave up on that and started faking her own stims.
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>>231722Sorry for deleting (I wasn't sure if it was relevant or not) but I legit think some of them must be previous fans. This one with the ladybug icon really doesn't feel like a farmer to me.
Also she links her own links on the veronica video, not the alter's
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From Tiktok. Jill you do not have PTSD, you may have had negative experiences in the past, you may even have trauma, but you do not have fucking PTSD
No. 231757
>>231750how can a car accident
trigger her ptsd. is she saying her actual trauma came from car accidents?.. forgive me if i just don’t understand ptsd but i feel like usually someone would be
triggered by something similar to the original trauma. Why is she even driving in the first place by that logic. This shit makes my head spin.
No. 231770
>>231757literally this makes no sense she could maybe be in a bad mental place after the crash, that happens sometimes to normal people, but how does it
trigger her supposed sexual trauma ptsd
No. 231791
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Clearly still very traumatised and suffering from PTSD due to running over a deer
No. 231793
>>231791Ew god, so much for experiencing "trauma"
Can you post that ugly selfie too?
No. 231799
>>231791I don't know why but the x on the tip of her nose is making me cackle.
>Clearly still very traumatised and suffering from PTSD due to running over a deerI get the initial shock and some hesitation to drive (being more cautious all around) but PTSD after all her little tweets during that day showcasing she was okay? Yeah hard no. She's sloppy as hell especially since she has that excited tweet about looking at cars. She outs herself better than anyone.
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Why can she never just have a hobby? Not everything has to be therapy or relate back to mental illness. Thats literally not even how “art therapy” works anyway, at best she could say she’s using crochet to cope with the stress
No. 231805
>>231803this
is actually really relaxing though and helps destress. Sorry it's not a hobby you like, anon.
No. 231810
>>231805Anon's comment is
valid, she wasn't complaining about the hobby but that Jill has to make everything about mental illness. She could just say "relaxing a bit by crocheting!" but she made her whole social media existence about illness.
>>231719Thread pic worthy, great work kek
No. 231811
>>231805I have no problem with crochet (I love it in fact) but for her it isn’t a hobby, it’s
art therapy. It’s just more of her having to be super special. Crocheting to help you relax doesn’t count as art therapy, you need to be working with an actual art therapist
No. 231814
>>231644It follows the pattern where she admits to negative personality traits by blaming them on a specific alter, then suddenly feels free to openly indulge those traits and forgets to keep up the alter pretense. Everyone keep saying it but it’s so insanely obvious that this whole DID thing is just an outlet for the parts of her personality that don’t fit her carefully curated rainbow uwu persona.
>>231666Lmao same. Somehow that snap bothers me more than half the other shit she’s pulled in the last year, which is really saying something.
No. 231818
>>231805I agree that it is a
valid way to relax. But anything that comes out of Jillian sounds very pretentious. It's the way she words shit to look like an attention whore.
>>231811>Crocheting to help you relax doesn’t count as art therapy, you need to be working with an actual art therapistThis pretty much, she has no idea what she's talking about, once again.
No. 231829
>>231750Does it qualify as a bad car crash if you are completely physically unharmed. Blog but I have been in a crash that left me with a concussion from being hit in the head and I don’t think I would qualify it as bad because I was otherwise fine. Was she even checked by a paramedic because it doesn’t seem so, seems like she was completely fine and it wasn’t that serious hence the cops just taking her to McDonalds.
>>231825She has shown it before like Cliffes one tik tok appearance was filmed in there, it was pretty sparse then and she seemed to be using just half of it. Raises the question again where do Steve’s clothes go when Jill uses all the closets.
No. 231830
>>231825I can assure you she had to show her Jerrica's closet in the background to assure that "He" is a totes real person with a very curated aesthetic… Like her entire larp. Funny how the only consistency she has shown so far, is the one traits she's been known for: a rainbow gurl.
I wish she stayed with the 5 petal/5 alters canon, or 7 rainbowy alters max, but she had to take it to the top and after a year of therapy with her sweet baby angle therapist, instead of melting/fusing/integrating like any normal DID larper does, SHE SPLITTED (with no trauma to justify her split, at least DissociaDID fake a suicide attempt to re-cast her characters).
No. 231851
>>231841i'm sure this joke has been made before but i can't unsee it
big jillyfish
No. 231900
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>>231803Huh. I wonder if she saw this post with advice on art in the last thread
>>>/w/228909 but instead of taking it as professional advice she's going for the "how can I victimize myself for attention and pity points" route? She always spins everything to her own liking
No. 231941
>>231650I think they'll break up within a few years, with Stebie dumping her. Dating Jill probably seemed fun in the beginning when she was a Big Youtuber and going to fashion school to study to get a proper design job, but all of it fell apart and Jill keeps getting mentally worse and worse. Now he also has to deal with her "alters" who aren't even into him, if your partner is open about not finding you attractive at all that would hurt a lot (assuming he does love her).
When it happens Jill is gonna end up somehow twisting it into her being abused by him. Perhaps she'll say he's a pedo for being with her as a minor alter and it left her traumatized kek. Before the breakup they'll probably "suddenly realize they're polyamorous" and try to go poly for a while, either as a trio or Stebie will be allowed to fuck others.
No. 231951
>>231870>Like didn’t Jill steal him from his ex? Might have to do with that too.I honestly think Jillian is very manipulative and gross for doing this. She probably saw Maggie, a girl who dressed in similar fashion to her, and then saw Steven (who looks like her previous exes), and decided she would look like a better partner with him. She befriended her to get with Steven and not because she legit wanted her friendship. She pretended to be a nice and positive friend towards her like she does with everyone, but it's always a facade. She stripped in front of them and no wonder Maggie dropped her out of her life. Who knows what other shit she did to her.
This is what happens when you give everything to a spoiled child and never say no to them: they do this shit. And I'm sure this is not the first instance this happened.
No. 231962
>>231951Another thing I just remembered: Pixie befriend Maggie at the same time that she was "dating" Mystery Girl (Alyssa), and then dropped her not very long after. You can search it on previous threads, at that point some anons even thought that Jillian's mystery girlfriend was Maggie because they sometimes appeared together on their respective Instagrams. Alyssa's identity was revealed sometime later.
So the whole "I'm not attracted to you anymore" thing Jillian said towards Alyssa probably was said because 1.She wasn't useful anymore to her image 2.Shes simply not attracted to women, and most importantly: 3.Steven was already on her radar
Steven does look like every other male ex she has had so of course she would drop the girl for this moid
No. 231963
>>231900Was just gonna say this.
>>231903I think she likes anime but in a very casual way, definitely not in the sperg special interest way that she wants to. She even gets shit wrong about precure sometimes
No. 231984
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Villainy fun from last night with a sprinkle of Jax in this
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>>231356Late I know but I just can't for the love of god fathom how someone who looks like this and does this shit can pretend to be a real fashion critic and give her opinion on youtube as a "fashion designer". She has no credibility and her commentary is so stupid and below average too. My god this is beyond delusional
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>>231984Grabbed it off of twitter, here's the tags she uses on tiktok. Emo tag got cut off.
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>A rare Cliffe-tok. Everyone take good care in this heat.
Kek
No. 232018
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Jilly's explanation for her rainby colored house. Can't just casually like anything. It must be exhausting.
No. 232050
>>232018Whenever she expands on her DID lore I feel like I'm reading the story of a Sonic OC made by a 2001's teenager on deviantart.
>if we ever had a white living room I think it would cause dissociation Come on, what? The organized living room with harmonic colors won't kill her, maybe all it will do is show her that living like a real adult with real responsibilities is too much for her lazy ass.
No. 232058
>>231951A key thing about her manipulation as well is that she said that the first time she met Steve and Maggie she told Steve that she was trying to date Maggie. Jill's a fake bisexual for moid attention.
>>232018>our next placeWith what money? Is she making enough passive income with old youtube views? I highly doubt that her parents would pay for a new house when her brother bought a home for himself not to long ago.
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>>231989She trying to look like the orange Doodlebop but in green?
No. 232106
>>231984I wish she would just drop the DID shit and do drag. It would still be bad, but maybe less embarrassing.
>>232017no tongue? maybe it is a different personality
No. 232107
>>232019This is about the third time that she’s hinted at her trauma taking place in a white room and that white walls
trigger her. But hasn’t she always lived in colorful places?
No. 232128
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>>231470Already brought it up, but it truly deserves to be seen in motion. Nothing risqué in this video, using a spoiler in case some aren’t interested in more wedding dress sperging. I just cannot get over how little effort Jillian put into making it.
No. 232162
>>232146They both indicated previously that “Jerrick” steals Steve’s clothes. I could see some bits like that shirt she wears and never buttons up that doesn’t look like it could button up.
>>232058She even went as far to say she didn’t remember his name or anything the first few times they met because she was only interested in Maggie. Almost like she was negging him and acting poorly towards him on purpose as part of the manipulation.
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forgive me anons if this has been brought up before, but I was browsing an early thread (#4) for nostalgia reasons and saw this post. hilarious looking at it now considering our current saga
No. 232281
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>>232267You inspired me to finally sit down and make a DID timeline, apologies for the wall of text.
>27th Jun 2020 - Jill is seeing a therapist who she calls sweet >>102779>2nd Jul 2020 - she says she stims >>103656>12th Aug 2020 - claims she has a chronic illness that makes her change her voice >>108915>15th Aug 2020 - says she is catatonic >>109293 >>109343>21st Dec 2020 - Jill claims to have severe dissociation/depersonalization >>127350>30th Dec 2020 - starts seeing angelbabe therapist? >>129368>18th Jan 2021 - she retweets DID stuff >>133146>30th Jan 2021 - removes - then puts back - "Neurodivergent" from her Twitter bio. >>135273 >27th Mar 2021 - Steve comes out as Nonbinary and Pansexual with they/them pronouns >>142715>9th Jun 2021 - she describes self as "bisexual she/her bimbo with BPD and structural dissociation type two" >>155092>11th Jun 2021 - her therapist suggests EMDR >>155452>16th Jun 2021 - says she prefers the name Pixie and uses any pronouns >>156046 >>156843>25th Jun 2021 - Jill makes a video about neurodiversity being more than just autism and adhd, says that she has many symptoms that BPD can't explain >>157267, she faces backlash and deletes the video >>157430 >>157339 >reupload of the trainwreck vid >>157620>27th Jun 2021 - Villainy account is made >>157503, anons notice it follows a ton of DID accounts>29th Jun 2021 - buys a binder >>157849>28th Jul 2021 - talks about angel therapist on twitter, calls him a LGBT icon >>164616>5th Oct 2021 - big mental health appointment she paid 1000$ CAD for that lasted 150 minutes >>175804>13th Oct 2021 - appointment with angel therapist, presumably a full questionnaire psych testing >>176932, angel therapist is NOT a psychiatrist, results in 2-3 weeks >14th Oct 2021 - Jill approves somebody else's factive of her >>176994>27th Oct 2021 - makes a video about sensory issues, BPD and dissociation >>178976>28th Oct 2021 - gets "encouraging results" >>179174>11th Nov 2021 - presumably gets the diagnostic impression paper >>181386>12th Nov 2021 - DID Diagnosis cake >>181714Tl;dr: This could have been cooking since 2020.
While reading old threads I also remembered how she defended shane dawson a lot and her dress was made in Kosovo, and Serbia and Kosovo have factories with exploited immigrants that often end up in the news here in the balkans, lmao small world No. 232305
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>>232128thank you for censoring the faces, also holy shit
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>>232298I couldn't find any info, maybe she vaguetweeted about it. Enjoy this gem meanwhile, I think we can all see that COVID + finishing uni + tiktok + trisha drama sent her on the DID trip lol
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>>232281I guess this needs a little addendum for stuff I missed and stuff she revealed later, feel free to add stuff nonnies
>Jill later reveals on twitter that the moment she finished school she had to full power focus on her mental health, this led her down this path and in the summer of 2020 she starts consuming more mental health content and tweeting about it>October 2020 - Jill writes in her about me on her website that she was left with lasting clinical trauma from a relationship she had at 12/13 with a person 3 years older >>116828>28th Nov 2020 - Jill talks about suicide and seeing a new specialist soon (angelbabe) >>122902, >>122876If you read around the posts I linked, you can already see anons speculating she is doctor shopping and started talking about dissociation a lot more, influenced by following dissociaDID.
>2nd Dec 2020 - she contacts angelbabe and says he specializes in dissociative disorders >>123683>5th Dec 2020 - new video drops and anons again notice her voice changes >>124420>8th Jan 2021 - she confirms Steve was the one who researched and found angelbabe >>132524After cake reveal:
>12th Nov 2021 - her full psych eval results are DID, PTSD, BPD, GAD and EDNOS >>181730>21st Nov 2021 - DID diagnosis video >>183927 where she holds up the infamous diagnostic impression >>183956>22nd Nov 2021 - drops the bomb she thinks she has autism too >>184113>Jill says she was referred to a psychiatric clinic where two other doctors diagnosed her >>182001 but angelbabe was the one who administrated the MID >>181861It would be worth adding posts and proof what angelbabe therapist's qualifications were an how he's a newbie with a past in the drag scene, but I don't wanna make this too long.
>>232318>>232298Sweet therapist was apparently inoffensive but not what she wanted, the threads and Jill are less active over summer where she didn't mention therapy anymore and then she starts shopping for a DID diagnosis and Steve helps her find angelbabe therapist. She confirms here
>>181861 that she has been working with angelbabe since December, the other tweets on the timeline line up with this.
No. 232331
>>232328One more thing, after reading all this I find the story of the official diagnosis even more sketchy.
>angelbabe suggested EMDR before she was even diagnosed with anything other than BPD>he refers her to a specialist to make the diagnosis since he isn't qualified>since Jill wasn't referred by a normal doctor she pays 1000 CAD>the professional appointment is only the first part and lasts 150min, which is too little if they were testing her memory, doing an IQ test, an interview and the 200 questions for analysis>the second part is angelbabe giving her the MID questionnaire on his own, this is not part of the professional stuff, if he's not a licensed psychiatrist how can he be part of her diagnosis?>all Jill gets out of this is the diagnostic impressionAnd that's my 2cents of too much autism.
No. 232333
>>232332if she's
missing information she should let someone else do it.
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I'm so sorry, this is fucking hilarious
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>>232331Don’t forget what was actually shown in the diagnostic impression.
It was only what she reported to him; she told him she had 5 different personalities, that she was hearing voices in her head that were distinctly other people but that she knows they arent “outside of her.”
With as only observation being her fluidly switching between multiple alters & changing voices during the testing.
Blurring the rest, the DES-ll results, a self report test measuring dissociation/memory loss etc. Bc??? Probably would’ve made her lies too obvious seeing as how she already can’t keep up with the way she experiences these things
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She's at 20k views with this tiktok. Haven't looked at comments. You know Jilly is getting her dopamine hits.
No. 232410
>>232380We all know the views are thanks to the Eddie Munson's audio, right?
>>231989Here's my question: If that's supposed to be Jerrica and Jax (?), why is she moving and lip synching EXACTLY like during her drag show, were she was supposed to be Jillian? I mean, her movements aren't typical of a 14-year-old boy, her expression, even her ducking tongue biting, are the classic dance moves made by a cisgender female white woman in school musical theatre. That jump by the end? Come on, Jillian!
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Sage for unbridled autism but I just couldn't help myself
No. 232442
>>232364>>232407I like how you don't even have to dig deep, but just watch her own diagnosis video where she says "yeah I don't have an actual diagnosis". Then when you read these threads and the timeline, you notice she was eyeing this since summer of 2020 and trisha paytas pulling this stunt and the person who diagnosed her barely has experience, she developed an unprofessional friend relationship with him, and THEN HE QUIT and decided to move to another city. Clown town.
>>232441Saved if anyone asks about her official diagnosis, based
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Why she was at a mcdonalds
Also responsing to that bees girl that was found in an earlier thread to obsessively defend her on tiktok iirc
No. 232460
>>232459Yeah, she says here
>>230546 it happened during daylight and the pics of her car getting towed are in the daylight as well, at most it was in the afternoon?
No. 232465
>>232463Unless im incorrect abt her living in Fredricton the drive shouldn’t have been more than 4h even with the worst traffic.
She just has to milk the accident and make everything super scawy
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Jill proclaims her love for Demi's nonbinary song, gets warned that Demi is a zionist
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>>232519It's just twitter users trying to outwoke each other and then misgendering Demi lol
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No. 232666
>>232563Except she didn’t say that, anons are just reading into things that aren’t there again. Jill does enough retarded shit without having to make things up
>>232652Kek the thread pic potential nonna
No. 232739
>>232694no one liked her back than either. she was chosen as kawaii ambassador because of her following. shes met with kawaii icons and they kind of just cringe and be nice to her on camera
she has never had potential she just had an expensive camera when she was a teenager and started a youtube channel during the 2010s peak of youtube
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new jerrica pic, where do i even start lmao, the burnt chia pet wig or the questionable photoshop job?
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No. 233003
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>>232984the sleeves just remind me of Peridot, one of the steven universe characters she's supposedly took as inspiration for Jerrick. Also, this character is heavily pushed by the fandom to be autistic.
No. 233006
>>233002>we've been MEGA SUPER SWITCHY coping with extra PTSDJilly, playing as different skins for the same character in smash doesn't mean you're switching in real life OR coping with PTSD kek
On that note, if I was to larp a mental illness like this, I would definetely learn to main different smash characters. Maybe my edgy altersona could be Lucario or some shit. This just proves she's extremely lazy and probably chose the Koopalings ("bowser jr") because they're the same character without their moveset being distinct. If I was an edgy autistically retarded emo guy into smash I would probably wouldn't use something as goofy as the koopalings, but whatever.
No. 233007
>>233002Jillian right after the accident
>no trauma I'm fine!!!!Jillian after not getting enough pity points
>OMG IM SWITCHING I HAVE SO MUCH PTSD PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME ATTENTION AAAAAAAAAA No. 233009
>>233001Hard agree. Her poor mother (even though she raised the leech) has to deal with enough without Jill flaunting the fact that Louise DARED to get cancer and the affect it had on Jill. Plus, a family member with cancer is far too pedestrian and commonplace for Jilly, she needs enough special points to hang with the CSA
victims.
>>233003Don’t validate her anon, that’s what she’s going for
No. 233027
>>233005>Having that kind of following during the golden age of YT pure wasted potentialEven outside of active lolcows like Jilly, there have been so many people I've observed who've accrued a following on Youtube or Instagram that then dropped off the face of the planet, I wonder how useful a following actually is since so many people squander or abandon them.
And then even for the ones who utilise their following in the art and weeb communities, then they screw over their kickstarter backers or whatever and late deliver, under deliver or just scam them.
I think the pressure of thousands of people interacting with you every day must switch off some vital parts of your brain because so few people actually correctly use their followings to improve their life, rather than let them go to waste in some way.
No. 233041
>>233002If she had “extra PTSD symptoms” (not how that works btw and lowkey kinda offensive), she wouldn’t be having fun shopping for new cars with mummy. Just the thought of a car would freak her out if she was actually dealing with PTSD from the accident
>>232654What’s up with her and thunder storms? Since when is that “
triggering”?
No. 233137
>>233041>If she had “extra PTSD symptoms” If she had extra ptsd symtpoms she wouldnt be posting on twitter, editing pictures, and making new tiktok videos. Even an ounce of bad anxiety is enough to make you not post online and want to be in bed for hours until it passes. PTSD doesn't make you jump from OC to OC and wear different outfits in a manic way. It's so obvious she's doing this for attention and what she's doing is offensive to everyone with just a small fraction of actual trauma. Unfortunately she will continue thriving in the current twittersphere because for them, saying clearly faked bullshit like this is #
valid.
>(not how that works btw and lowkey kinda offensive)This, exactly.
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so quirky owo
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>>233177She really looking like kikomi now
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>>233205>>233177it makes me so fucking disgusting looking at her, even more seeing the shit she says to be ~quirky~ I've never felt so disgusted at a woman before, no one is as vomitive to me and the worst thing is, she does look like a fucking man in this picture. She looks like an ugly nightmare clown.
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This was posted to her "multipetalpixie" tiktok account yesterday. The caption is ":) some soft small time vibes for you 🌸🌈 #agere #ageregression #didlittles #sfwagere"
Kek.
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>>233174OT but there is game consoles in some hospitals?
what does her reply even mean
No. 233333
>>233307I don't want this to be a subject of OT infighting but age regression is actually more of a self soothing technique to relieve stress more than it is a legitimate form of therapy. Using it in therapy is actual bullshit because that's a time where you need to act like an adult and talk about your issues not just flail around and baby speak about how you're sad.
Though we need to keep note of the SFW agere because that reeks of her slowly worming her way into a ddlg label. Why would she feel the need to differentiate when age regression is supposed to be a nonsexual thing? That's the whole point of this
>>231381 post since the girl Jill stitched videos with was arguing with some one who said that age regression was inherently a kink thing.
No. 233359
>>233307>>233333I know nothing about age regression in any form except what I’ve learned from accidentally scrolling past the Shayna thread too slowly. Does nonsexual/“therapeutic” age regression involve pet cages too? Because Jill knows all about that aspect and has openly joked about it:
>>193631Who am I kidding, of course she and Steve are into it sexually (never 4get
>>202356). The only reason she’s keeping up the pretense of it being sfw is because openly pedopandering doesn’t fit with her brand, and it’s only a matter of time until that changes.
No. 233364
>>233334People go to the ER for things like getting stitches. It can't wait until you get a regular appointment, but it's also not super serious so you'll likely have to sit around and wait for hours. In that case you probably would like to play some games to kill time…
Although it might be a better investment for hospitals to actually pay staff so you don't have to sit around for 2 hours because a single doctor and nurse are in charge of ALL the patients.
No. 233390
>>233381alters literally don't work like that. it's a larp but that's not why. alters in DID don't just pop up randomly to do kawaii fun shit or show up for quirky interviews and then leave. they appear when the host would otherwise be
triggered to prevent them from reliving trauma. tiktok is damaging your brain, anon.
No. 233420
>>233410There’s no point discussing the validity of DID here, you’ll just signal the rage-sperging from other anons.
I think Jill’s biggest issue is that she 100% buys into her own hype. In her mind, nothing that she’s doing could be questionable, because she’s the one that’s doing it and she’s super duper legit you guys. I genuinely don’t think she thinks far enough head, outside of the occasional blatant bread crumb dropping, to realise any contradictions in her actions. She’s more and more stuck in her own reality that what she convinces herself is real, is. Like the fact that she’s a ‘drag queen’ now, she was calling herself that and put it in her bio long before she even did a public outing or really even any kind of content in ‘drag’, all because she manifested the idea of it being true so therefore it is. She’s genuinely deluded.
No. 233424
>>233333>I don't want this to be a subject of OT infighting but age regression is actually more of a self soothing technique to relieve stress more than it is a legitimate form of therapy. You can play with slime or stress toys without trying to become a dumb little baby. You can build legos, play games, be happy, etc for a little bit like ANY ADULT would do and then continue on with your life. I swear to god, only imature people think you never do anything fun involving toys when you're an adult. Hell, buy some playdoh and make some goopy cake or whatever. But don't pretend to be a child. That's fucking creepy.
The "pretending to be a child googoogaga" was never necessary.
No. 233427
>>233315Children's hospitals, not adult ones.
>>233364>In that case you probably would like to play some games to kill time…Then bring your own goddamn switch or tablet and play games there, don't be an annoying cunt like Jill and ask for such thing in the ER where actual people with actual problems are.
No. 233431
>>233390Sure but Jill herself has said multiple times that she would black out and wake up surrounded by toys that had been played with and that was actually a
trigger to her getting diagnosed. In her own lore she has established the child alter plays with toys, she got her mom to buy that stupid expensive dollhouse for that reason.
No. 233432
>>233431Apologies for same fag but if you remember in her Christmas haul she was showing that dollhouse and claimed the child alter was being
triggered by it and trying to come out because she was excited.
No. 233434
>>233410I agree with you. I think DID is just a trauma response to some extreme
trigger, so much that you forget the whole situation after, because your high alert lizard brain flight or fight response activates so you obviously forget afterwards. There must be something in the brain that gets stimulated while the rest doesn't so you act differently in the moment to perserve your own safety. It's not a roleplay.
Jilly and the other DID larp cunts though, they really are taking a serious illness like this and making OCs and wanting to be special even though this bullshit is clearly faked.
No. 233437
>>233431>>233432yes, but anon implied in her first post that jill would be doing that if it was
real instead of larp. not that it doesn't fit her stupid lore. i agree that she's a moron who can't even keep her story straight.
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speaking of, when did she get diagnosed with PTSD?
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~so switchy and full of ptsd~
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>>233451This video is so disgusting to me it makes me so angry kek. Imagine showing picrel what she looks like in 2022.
No. 233520
>>233451That crochet outfit. The poorly done rainbow. She looks like she was forced to crochet an outfit for herself because she outgrew everything else and can't afford new clothes with her $500/month Patreon money.
>>233452She absolutely looks like she's in her 30s, not 24.
No. 233543
>>233524Fam, the ER is for extreme emergencies. Aka, people are dying and need a doctor asap. People who almost drowned, people who fell from the 4rth floor, people who are almost freezing to death, people who were in a life threatening car crash (a lot of blood involved) etc. It's far from a normal hospitalization. In that moment you, or your close ones, don't want to play videogames OR hear someone playing them. All your belongings are taken away because you're minutes away from being dead.
People who tried to commit suicide also enter in ER. Because it is an extreme emergency. But the point here is: Jillian is making it onto a quirky uwu thing, and she made it look like a fun trip to the hospital. Please learn to read first.
No. 233558
>>233518I don't get it. What was wrong with this
>>233506 picture to begin with?
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>>233558I don't see anything wrong with that outfit either, she looks very well put together. Some of her earlier outfits were really hit and miss and she never learnt the difference between warm and cold colors but I think this one in particular is cute. I think anons back then were mostly angry at her creating dumb drama and overstating her abilities.
No. 233589
>>233583To be frank, even though I know she could had turned out better if she wasn't that terminally online to begin with, even back then she already had the right elements for a recepy for disaster. It was just a matter of time is she would actually become a clusterfuck or not… but the way it is going now I am sure it is clear that she's not chosing to get better. Her mom and aunt are pretty similar to her and turned out far more normal (as far as we know) than her because they eventually chose a healthy way to cope. She's just becoming crazier with age… and small brain is soon going to cement itself into adulthood. Her personality and way of thinking is not going to change that much (willingly, at least) after she turns 25. And more mental illnesses start appearing after that age.
What I'm trying to say here is… wow. I can't believe how much wasted potential and how much of a different life she would have had if she didn't chose to be like this. Because she clearly never learnt anything, ever, and continued going on with her delusions. Sad shit.
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Dancing like a retard for tiktok is her job now
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>sweat is transphobic and ableist now
wut
No. 233597
>>233593 I saw the tiktok she commented this under around the time it was first posted and I wish I had a screenshot to back this up, but at the time of my viewing it and lurking the comments her "apology" about the brow called the bead of sweat "mean" or "rude" or some shit. She
changed it to make it about both "transphobia" and "ableism" and then couldn't even stop there and had to screenshot the comment and post it to twitter. So clearly not about the sweat kek. It's such a performance. How could you make your faggy theater kid LARPing any more obvious?
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She acts like she was in a horrible wreck. She hit a fucking deer, like move on dude you weren’t even injured
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>>233589We know she started the whole mento illness saga because she finished school (bottom tweet for source). She'll have to cope with being an adult eventually, and I hope the coping won't be ddlg with Steve.
No. 233699
>>233687>Thankfully the man in my situation lived and I’m so thankful.Wrong, men deserve to die. You had one job
nonny.
No. 233700
>>233653KEK
>>233654I agree with this
>>233657>Was she changing clothes five times a day. Or, realistically was she just on a downer because she fucked her final collection. This lmao
>>233656Manifesting so this narc bitch goes homeless and all her rainbow shit gets burnt away
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No. 233720
>>233708It was on channel 'truly'. I just checked the channel again and the video is gone from it now.
Maybe they fucked up the upload and will re-upload again soon with the actual transformations?
No. 233721
>>233711I'm curious, how is real mutism vs what jillian probably thinks it is?
I seriously think Jillian has no idea what she's talking about but no one is stopping her at all, and that's extremely concerning. Are they going to let the clown honk forever?
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She always has dumb excuses to not reply to messages, yet she's always terminally online.
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Is this the car she crashed?? I thought she was super traumatized, but she's just showing more plastic shit she bought
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tagged as:
>#pixelchix #mybirkin #kawaii #pastel #kidcore #retrotoys #kawaiifashion #toycollector #pollypocket #carebears #y2k #early2000s #nostalgia #childhoodtoys #innerchild #drag #dragthing #afabdrag #afabdragqueen #dragartist #dragqueen
No. 233755
>>233724this is her original hooked on the look appearance from November 2019 but seems to have just been put into this compilation.
vid rel, the original solo upload.
No. 233759
>>233727You've literally been making tiktoks shaking your blubber nonstop.
>>233755When this came out I was ripping on her for how fat and ugly she looks in this kek. How has she gotten so bad that this video looks moderate
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No. 233770
>>233760"I just found footage!"
you recorded it yourself motherfucker
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>>233707>>233712I think you guys are confusing it for a mobility aid scooter when she's probably talking about this kind of scooter. I know we're so used to munchies e-beging for mobility scooters but Jill hasn't been leaving breadcrumbs of having a chronic pain illness (yet).
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No. 233782
>>233778being non verbal and mutism are different, non verbal is yet another autistic breadcrumb from Jilly; meaning when an autistic person (or with other ailments, like recovering in hospital) is not communicating/speaking despite being cognizant. So her lipsynching on tiktok would not be in line with being "non-verbal" as it's still a form of communication.
She probably thinks nornal lulls in the day when you don't feel like speaking are "going non-verbal" the same way being spaced out after waking up is "catatonia" or daydreaming is "dissociating" like literally everything is a symptom to this girl
No. 233783
To me it sounds like Jill is too lazy to use the scooter and steve is using it everywhere after the car crash. Also notice how she didn't make any more tweets about a new car (yet).
>>233773>>233757Electric scooters are actually decently cheap compared to similar shit.
No. 233788
>>233785Friend that is not normal (outside of normal teenage sulking) you are just describing what being autistic and going non verbal is like. Being overwhelmed or burnt out is a
trigger for that and if you mask hard you can push through and talk even though you don’t want to and it affects you negatively. Women are usually better at masking and pushing through because society only really accepts boys as children so girls are forcibly socialised into “acting more normal” i.e masking. That’s why so many women are undiagnosed and many get diagnosed as adults. A fact that this goblin will use to her advantage.
No. 233796
(forgive my autism babes maybe it has been said already) I feel like the root of Jill's problems is her perfectionism. Idk what shit her psychologist heard that made him diagnose her, but…
I remember a few years back watching her house tour and thinking MAN I would literally go insane in a house like this. What about the days when I'm feeling sad or edgy or some other shit?? I would want to tear all of the lovey dovey rainbow shit down immediately. Ah, I guess I'm a Jerrick then.
So basically Jill wants to be the perfect pretty kind fairy cutesy girl with a pink defined aesthetic with NO negative emotions. She wants it so bad that she'd rather create other alters and be a mentally ill weirdo than actually acknowledge that she is, in fact, a human being and not an anime character. She wants to be a girly girl and not a person. I do think she BELIEVES she has DID and isn't larping consciously.
Jill = everything that she likes about herself, positive emotions, fake kindness, femininity
Jerrick = everything she HATES about herself: every tiniest bit of what she perceives as masculinity in herself, anger, sadness, basically any negative emotion she has. That's why they're allegedly co-con a lot - because Jill is actually a person that is not 100% feminine or masculine. Jill + Jerrick = actual Jillian Vessey in all of her cringe and complexity
Veronica = horny. That's it. Her normal branding and clothing style has always been so infuriatingly infantile that it must've just worn her down. She's a horny 23 year old woman who wants to be sexy and not dress or act like a cringe nerdy anime girl SOMETIMES
No. 233809
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No. 233835
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>>233821I was a little press x to doubt on him saying jillian in a song (never heard this guy before) but he in fact says Gillian, Judy and Julliard variously across three songs. I wonder if she tags him so often her name entered his subconscious
No. 233837
>>233818Oh fuck you're right. That's a stim chewing necklace
>>233819Wow what an attention whore.
No. 233838
>>233836Do it
nonny speak your mind!
No. 233844
>>233760Even without the context of this being her made up alternate personality this is a weird thing to post.
>Person believed to be a dangerous asshole pets animal and leaves sleeping woman alone! Maybe they’re not so bad after all!Like what are these persecutor types expected to do otherwise, attack anything in sight? Being nice to an animal for five minutes doesn’t prove someone’s not
abusive. Even worse because this is her and she documented this herself to post online later, it’s not even a candid moment.
>>233768Even her designated asshole alter has to be rainbows and uwu. NO part of her can just be shit. This is “I have BPD but none of the bad bits that everyone hates about people with BPD” all over again but with an imaginary personality invented with the express purpose of sequestering all her shitty bits.
Coming soon to the Fredericton drag circuit, Jill’s original performance of
Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde but Mr Hyde is Very Nice Too Actually No. 233864
>>233705“Us” did they buy it for the both of you Jilly? Or did they buy it for their son and you just assume everything is yours including his car which you took and totalled. Does he have a single thing that is his? The whole house he lives in is hers and full of her stuff and decorated how she wants. Idk how he doesn’t go mad.
>>233862We still never solved the mystery of where Steven actually sleeps though. The main bedroom is Jill’s, the spare bedroom is her sewing room and she took over the basement for her supposed business and photoshoots. Does he just sleep on a bed in the corner in the basement filled with her crap?
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>>233864I went to search if she ever tweeted about the basement and found another one of her fake
trigger stories
No. 233868
>>233867That was literally her bedroom? Is she saying she was
triggered constantly all the years that was her bedroom? She still stays in the room when she visits her parents too. Also if it’s the smell of wood then how was she spending all that time getting stoned in that shed this time she went back and was fine.
No. 233871
>>233867I vaguely remember tere was a point where she claimed that she got
triggered by her own bathroom bc that's where she self-harmed or something. At this point everything is a
trigger for Jill
>>233730Oh no! She left the house without her sunflower lanyard! How will people know she's special?? Oh, but it's OK, she's upgraded to a cutesy chew toy that she can gnaw on to prove to those around her that she's the ultima-tard.
No. 233890
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How offensive, Chris Chan's pronouns are "she/her raped his own mother"
No. 233898
>>233867>>233776Everything being a
trigger + having to check for
triggers all the time sounds like she had some super big trauma growing up when that's not the case kek.
No. 233899
>>233868>>233867>>233897guys she was clearly
triggered by all the hardships of being a teenager in her room! god!
No. 233900
>>233864>Idk how he doesn’t go mad.Have you forgotten
nonny? Stevie is a commie, so he's fine with it
No. 233905
>>233867>~omg a guy broke up with me I'm gonna go cry in my own upper middle class cutesy room in the basement~Grow up. You never had any hardship. Your parents gave you a whole room in the basement for you to decorate to your liking. You don't even describe a bad putrid odor like some basements have. It's just wood. If this was remotely true, then precure and your other rainbow pink shit would
trigger you since this was in your basement too. To this day, tinsel curtains don't
trigger you even though your cat almost choked on it. You're an idiot.
No. 233912
>>233776>>232654>>233890I live in a Mexican city where there's narco violence, gunshots, kidnappings and you can't go out after certain hour of the night. I've been living in the same city for years since I was like 8. Thunder and fireworks remind me of gunshots. I saw someone getting kidnapped once. My mom was almost shot once. Yet I'm strong enough to not say I'm
triggered everyday all the time. She really has no idea how privileged she is, living in a safe part of Canada with loving parents who provide for her. She has to invent new
triggers for shit that never happened to her.
No. 233916
>>233912That’s the most laughable thing about all this. She lives in such a safe and stable place she has to make up
triggers because she’s BORED and wants ATTENTION. lol how pathetic.
No. 233927
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>>233867Are you telling me she gets
triggered because of this princess bed
No. 233931
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Going through an older thread and holy shit. How can she claim to be this traumatized when she grew up like this.
No. 233932
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Also she will never look like this ever again.
No. 233943
>>233927You’d think if the smell of her old room is a
trigger for her so then would be the all pink cutesy aesthetic room, yet she’s clearly had no intentions to distance herself from that in her new place
No. 233946
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Good lord Jillian, make a friend outside of your own head
No. 233949
>>233934omg anon
>>233931That will wood guy looks like her bro, so both guys she obsesses over, will and drew look like her bro. Totally normal
Is that Jill? Her expression lacks the full narcy smugness we see now. But yeah getting spoiled at christmas well into your teenagehood (and obvious calmness and happiness in their expressions) screams "
abusive childhood that caused multiple personalities to form"
No. 233956
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>>233949Samefag, image self explanatory
No. 233970
>>233867I would get more
triggered by the smell of dust, cat fur and cat shit in every corner of her house.
No. 233976
>>233867This is low-key offensive or disrespectful towards her parents who provided everything for her, gave her a good chunk of the basement for herself, spoiled her rotten, etc.
>>233760"My DID is so special I don't even have the bad parts of this traumatic mental illness uwu"
No. 233989
>>233987That's a
valid question, but come on anon
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No. 234002
>>233987In a lot of cases parents and family are involved, because parents are the figure of power in your childhood home. "My parents' basement
triggers me" sounds a lot more omnious than "my old room
triggers me"
No. 234005
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Unrelated but this is what I saw when I searched her in google just now
No. 234007
>>234006anon said
>Tbh I dont think this logo looks bad.and yes, thats a logo inside a banner.
No. 234019
>>234017So you think Uma raped her for months?
What's up with the WK today?
No. 234022
>>234019I feel like some anons really need a reminder that she herself has claimed she's been raped multiple times over the course of a few months and had to become "this plaything" for another girl/woman. Even if you want to give Jill the benefit of doubt, she implies it happened in her own house, in her own room with a girl 3 years older than her (>>232328), this all supposedly happened when Jill was 12-13.
The thing is, Jill was already active on deviantart at the time and wrote public journals and she stayed in amicable touch with that person going by facebook posts 3 years after that. They had a falling out but her ptsd thing implies her parents didn't know/care assaults were happening when she had a guest over in their own house and Jill had 0 social pressure to stay in touch with that girl but did post some friendly comments anyway. Knowing how her she seems very open to her mother and her parents guaranteed that she has everything taken care of, this makes 0 sense.
No. 234030
>>233987It's mix of her being vague and the fact that DID is formed due to long term abuse/neglect from any parental figure. She needs to have some sort of issue with her family in order for her DID story to make sense.
>>234017I honestly think that Jill was probably having "cyber sex" with Uma in the deviant art chat. She probably told one of her friends and they probably told her "wow that's rape! Why was an older teenager talking about sex with you!?" and Jill just ran with that narrative.
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No. 234075
>>234042Is she serious? So now that she's blitzed off her ass she "almost died" when in reality she didn't even have a slight injury from the crash and sat around at a McDonald's waiting for her dad. Didn't even need to be seen by a paramedic on scene.
Anything for attention I guess
No. 234076
>>234075it always upsets me the most when she contradicts herself. first it was a scary crash during the day then it was at night, now it's a near death experience. this is all documented by
her herself. it's ridiculous.
No. 234091
>>234025yes, that is my feeling. She may not have been tortured or whatever anons here claim is the base level of what gives people an ounce of claim to trauma, but I think whatever happened to her - be it her mother's cancer, her relationship, or something else she hasn't shared - left the impression of trauma or abuse on her and affected her to the point of where she is now. Which, again, doesn't explain the DID stuff, but it does link up with the BPD. I wish she would focus more on that than the DID because I think clinging to the DID just sinks her further into her own illness and gives her less of a chance of recovery.
Basically if you thought you heard a bunch of gunshots and were scared for your life, only to find out later it was fireworks, it doesn't erase that you were scared for your life. We don't know a lot about her early childhood so it's hard to say beyond her vague mentions of "I was a happy child I loved rainbows."
>>234037 And to link to this even more, she's moved from "that was scary" to "I almost died." I can absolutely see her blowing something out of proportion and having it affect her when to anyone else it's nothing. Attention seeking or not, it stands out.
No. 234093
>>234091See
>>234022This all came from Jill's mouth if you read these threads, all documented on video and in screenshots. I don't belittle somebody's trauma but she is throwing out a serious and disgusting accusation against an innocent woman.
No. 234101
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>>234037''The many faces of Pixielocks''
No. 234106
>>234036>almost diedliterally where
>>234091anon I'm
>>233912 and I think this is:
>Basically if you thought you heard a bunch of gunshots and were scared for your life, only to find out later it was fireworks, it doesn't erase that you were scared for your life. is kinda retarded
No. 234109
>>234091>I think whatever happened to her left the impression of trauma or abuse on her and affected her to the point of where she is nowShe never said she had trauma before. She was always a happy and semi normal person until recently. It wasn't until DID became trendy that she started this whole bullshit. Remember at first she said her DID just "formed with no trauma" but then spinned it into what she is saying now.
BPD and NPD traits are something that you can have since early childhood. But I am not a doctor. I know, however, she has always been a spoiled kid, always wanted to get her way, and has always lied and done shit for attention. It's documented. Her ex friends and classmates know this too. She always wanted to be the #1 and the most special. Obviously, she needs to be the most traumatized too to be the #1 DID youtuber. You're blowing things out of proportion and over complicating things when she's just a dumb lolcow who is too sensitive to deal with rejection and criticism so everything for her comes off as an attack and therefore a reason for trauma, because this lolcow has never learnt how to deal with real life thanks to being always surrounded by enablers that gave her absolutely everything she wanted and defended her from anyone who dared critizice her. Go to the first thread she had. Louise immediately came here to defend her saying her kid was a nice girl etc. Jilly has always been a
victim in her own eyes and will never grow out of self infantilization because she doesn't know how to be anything else. Sorry to break it to you but you're giving her false trauma story too much credit, when she and Louise are the source of a lot of pain for many people out there.
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Kaweewee Kween !
No. 234185
>>234182*Two beautiful autistic transwomen who fell
victim to trauma and online harassment
Ugh, I can't even joke about this sarcastically.
No. 234192
>>234091Thank you for being a voice of reason in this thread and not letting the "oh my god stop WKing!!!" responses shut you up.
It baffles me that people will claim jill isn't mentally ill to somehow discredit her. The DID is obviously made up but no sane person larps as a schizo.
No. 234193
>>234192She pretends to be ill for attention on the internet, look at how she handled the deer crash. The officer saw no problem with her and took her to a fast food place, she snaps out around family too, it's all for show. She made neutral sounding tweets shortly after the crash and handled the situation, only later did she start with
>Omg I almost died>when I look at my cats I think of that deer…>Omg lol I can't believe I was in a car crash what am I doing>i am literally going nonverbal and am experiencing traumaMental illness would have made her act irrationally and would have harmed her. She is perfectly sane, just seeks attention.
No. 234201
>>234198>rapid weight gain It happened over the course of 4 years since she moved away from home. People don't have to be mentally ill to get fat just because mommy isn't cooking for them anymore.
>self harmWhere? When she was a teenager? After that she just vaguely tweets about cutting and shows no wounds or scars. She openly shows her arms and legs and midrif.
>craft an entire narrative of alternate personalitiesWelcome to DID twitter, wking newfag. She can't even keep up with her stories and just makes some new rules up. In December she claimed she has no trauma, she was just special and dissociating since birth.
No. 234213
Wait so she's doing a vlog where she's like "I ALMOST DIED IN A CAR CRASH" soon? And showing the ugly cousin wedding dress she made? Wew…
>>234162Kekkk.
No. 234216
>>234198This, she has been spinning the narrative around way too much about something she initially said she had no trauma from and that she was totally okay.
>>234204She was saner in those older threads though. Nowadays she just sits around and smokes weed, explains the anxiety/depression/weight gain.
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>>234221Our queen has made an appearance
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Steve's contact is so funny considering he never made a move to propose even when Jill hints at it. I need a marriage saga in her life, I know it will be a glorious train wreak
No. 234239
>>234228I fully believe people can hide their trauma. It's extremely bizzare with Jill because she claims this illness that does require near constant childhood torture and decided to first show any effects of it a year ago. Why did it have almost no effect on her earlier and only start debilitating her now that she's 23?
Also in the vlog she just posted she talks about her childhood and family like a Hallmark movie. Most people don't even have that many family members let alone ones that all seem to love her so dearly despite. Everything.
No. 234242
>>234239Doesn't help either she's been in communities like Lolita where she would've benefited just as much from outting this trauma to her followers
It didn't occur to her to fabricate this shit until it was NECESSARY for her larp otherwise we would've heard about to way sooner in pity-appropriate eras
No. 234259
>>234221@ 12:41
>bro.. is this a plural character… he has two faceswhile referring to a fucking ugly strawberry figure, everything has to be about her
No. 234265
>>234229She looks awesome. I'd love to chat with her.
>>234216Also add on watching copious amount of DID/mental illness/neurodivergent tiktoks/media besides the excessive amount of weed/alcohol she does. She sits all day brain rotting herself.
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This comment is so passive aggressive about the crash. I know that Jill vets her comments so I wonder if she just glossed over it or if she thinks that it's not making fun of her newly curated "trauma eras"
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>>234250>I can’t believe she actually said “I’m good at making stuff” while admiring the wedding dress. There is so much wrong with that sentence, I don’t even know where to beginbruh…….. the delusion is real
No. 234349
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>>234347also this is when she "switches"
No. 234351
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>>234349and this is her talking about her "near death experience"
No. 234353
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>>234352Steven's messages
>breathing and dissociating -takes selfie-kek
also
oof… wife? there's no way steven hasn't trooned out to her in private yet. I'm sure steven is living as a troon now.
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not to derail the car drama but jill's response to one of her angel sweeties being accused of grooming by twitter and tiktok
tldr of the twitter thread , its an ~autistic transmasc sexworker~ who met will wood when they were 18, they became mutuals and ww bought photos of this person once before saying he felt weird and them trying to be just friends. they sexted on and off until covid when this person started drinking and asking him for comfort which he was bad at giving, theyre calling this grooming bc of the fan/celebrity power dynamic i guess. the op is 21 and will wood is 28 in current day if anyone is wondering
i really hope we get a full meltdown from jill over this in the next few days. "switching" to post about how triggered she is and replying to herself on both accounts comforting eachother, connecting this back to her own cyber rape story, and ofcourse asking how this could POSSIBLY happen when shes already been through sooo much twauma recently. or better yet just struggle to justify why she can still like this guy while trying to placate her retarded fans who need to know pixielocks would NEVER support a groomer who victimizes young trans neurodivergents. either will do
No. 234414
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>>234250>>234259So many little insufferable moments. I keked when she would gratuitously show off her tattoos. Like when she was petting her cat and showed off her cat tattoo, and when she was talking about ufo homes and showed the respective tattoo. Not to mention the nails on chalkboard narration or unbearable screeching in the toy store when she was given that cardboard display to really drive home how much she was “””co-fronting”””. Or constant showing of her day of the week reminder bracelet shit.
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>"I did proper eyelets…flower shaped eyelets are you kidding me"
These eyelets are in fucking backwards. She tried to pass off a mistake as "flower shaped eyelets".
No. 234429
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>>234417This is the profile pic of the he/him who got "groomed", (their thread is top result if you search his name on Twitter) I think Jilly has a chance with Will if she jumps in his DMs based on this
spoiler for offtopic
No. 234432
>>234322>Bella JenkinsWhy is a deranged bitch like that who murdered hamsters even watching Jill?
Gross
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>>234416As much as I wish she did put them in wrong, I think she used these (from michaels)
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she's slowly introducing a second little to the roster, could be the piano emoji alter?
No. 234447
>>234332I can’t believe she’s proud of it. It would make sense for it to be a rush job because she was focused on her drag outfit, and look like trash for that reason, but then wouldn’t she be even a little embarrassed? She could easily refuse to do a video on the dress “out of respect for the bride’s privacy” or something, but it seems like she actually wants to show this off. How was she ashamed of her final collection but not this?
>>234333Maybe it’s a good thing that this is a wedding dress because if anyone were to wear it more than once, let alone try to wash it, it would fall apart. Can you imagine the bride rolling up to a bridal dry cleaner with this thing?
>>234399Has Jill ever admitted to being shitty to anyone in her life? It’s always others who’ve wronged her. If this damages her relationship with her parents she will blame it entirely on them. Even if she backpedals on the DID roleplay she will blame them for enabling her or something.
No. 234480
>>234429Whoever will wood is should be cancelled for pulling himself off to a gross scrote.
>>234353Steve stop enabling your clown of a girlfriend , she totalled his car and all he can do is say ‘I hope your ocs can use the power of teamwork to get through this’.
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>>234036>i almost diednice BPD, sweaty
No. 234511
>>234352Lol here we see her confirming it was nowhere close to being night time? 2 hours when i gave a 3/4h estimate
Nevermind the unscratched windshield showing how little danger she was in
No. 234515
>>234221>Video starts with Jill and Flora co-fronting, showing off the wedding dress she made. She compares it to a cake multiple times>Says "I'm good at making stuff", seems very proud of the 3-layer dress>Packs up for the road, we get a glimpse of Jerrica's pile of black clothes covered with fuzz and cat hair she's taking>Cousin is on the dad's side of family. There's also a big family reunion for the first time in about ten years. Granny's 80th bday>She loves to visit PEI, esp. in summer>Shows one of the cats in a stroller. Other family members also fawning over cats. Catio>Sunday, wedding day. She says she did "sort-of-kind-of-not-drag" make up>Mentions pro photographers at the event, "There are a ton of beautiful photos of the dress", says she'd love to do a video just about it>Monday. She went thrifting with "our" mom and "our" auntie Sam>Tuesday. Jerrica woke up. Jerrica was out most nights>Wednesday. "Me, _my_ mom and _my_ aunt" went to their cottage prepare for bday>Has a copy of the cottage in her mental inner world>Puts up Adam Lambert cutout for granny kek>"There is certainly something that runs in my family that makes us have, like, such severe aesthetics">Crocheted four flower coasters for the gift>Sam vibing. Granny loves purple and checkers so that's a theme. I love her>Sunday. She hangs out with her bestie Molly, they both make a joke some farm's mascot is plural because it has two faces>Monday. Goes to a toy store, owner shows her some item, "oh my god it looks like what I did for my fashion collection">Took a "system date trip" to an art gallery. Says she's "a nerd about futuro homes">Car accident. "It's definitely, uh, definitely shaken up my PTSD symptoms a lot"; "On the way home I, uh, fully almost died chimp screech">Calls it a near-death experiencePretty mundane vlog, but constant bits of her making everything about herself, her plurality, her work, etc.
No. 234541
>>234515idk if that's just me but isn't it a bit weird to sperg so much about your childhood home and its surroundings blablablah being so ~*~magical~*~ and shit
like, there's nothing wrong with loving your hometown, but this seemed a bit extreme to me?
No. 234545
>>234515“Near death experience”
My car lost control on black ice on the Seward highway and my car rolled and ended up in the ditch with my door squished against a tree.
Yeah, I was spooked to drive for a while but I didn’t go on about muh PTSD to everyone that would listen, jesus
No. 234547
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Some private twitter drama
No. 234548
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>>234547Unrelated but the foot fetish comment is funny to me
No. 234638
>>234492>This learned helplessness shit drives me up the wall.Same.
>no consideration whatsoever for her mom's feelingsThis is something I noted too. The way she expressed herself looked like a toddler looking for mommy. This could had mortifyed her mother and she did not think about this. This shouldnt always be about her.
>in fact she WANTS her mom to be scared and worry about her.This is the last piece of the puzzle for me.
This is something she grew up with, she has been doing this since she was a child. She always wanted mommy to worry so she came running to her aid. This is how attention became equal to love to her. Because mommy always came running towards her whenever she needed anything. It's not that she had some ~awful trauma~ like she says, she learnt from a very young age to pretend to be super hurt so mommy would give her love and hugs.
It checks out.
>Mommy has cancer and can't give love to jillian = no trauma, but it does make her upset that her mom was away>Makes a "sucide letter" at 11 for mommy to find (lets be real this is kinda obvious), mommy comes to her aid and becomes afraid of her dying>Cuts because it's trendy, mommy finds out and takes her to therapy>Starves for a few months because it's trendy, mommy rushes her to the hospital>Gets bullied on lolcow, Louise comes and defends her daughter (Jillian probably was like 'omg mommyyyy they're bullying meeeeeee')>EtcLouise is doing her job as a mom although she can be a coddling, infantilizing, enabling mother. But now that I know how Jillian learnt to be helpless on purpose, it all makes sense on why she's now larping a very bad and traumatic mental illness. She's 100% doing this for attention like she always has been doing.
No. 234640
>>234513>“Phone about to die”….proceeds to be fine taking selfies and texting Steve an hour ans twenty minutes later. Is that her trying to whip up more fear and danger? This is what I mean, she learnt to be helpless and do this shit for love and attention with her mother so now she thinks she can do the same with her audience.
The fact she left her mom mortyfied but continued talking to Steven is just so vile to me.
No. 234651
>>234438>new child alter? ah yes you mean BambiGiving me soren flashbacks.
>>234541She can't keep her story straight at all. How can a childhood home be magical and also sooo
triggering at the same time.
>>234547God I hate how passive aggressive she is when e-bullying people. Uwu I mean noooo harm I'm just a pure little angel, right after being insanely accusatory
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>>234221One crazy Christian and oh oh jill not respecting somebody’s dead name??
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These made me laugh.
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lmao even in her own larp she cant give jerrick space, she always has to be the center of attention
No. 234761
>>234751I thought alters were born, not designed. Kek. Thanks for pointing it out.
Very fucking funny that she now brands herself fully as a DID youtuber. I hope everyone unsubscribes from her channel because this manipulative bitch has the nerve to say they "subscribed for all her content not just fashion" kek
No. 234762
>>234739Imagine saying "my amnesia made me forget to put on blush", this is so ridiculous. Just say it was an honest mistake and go.
>>234760Imagine how someone who is supposed to be based on Jinx from league of legends would feel if she saw she basically has no space for herself in this twitter accocunt. Also… why would a teen guy ages 14-16 share his account with a crazy offbrand drag queen.
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No. 234786
>>234740Girl when we’re you ever in a physical fight? Seriously, when? I wanna see the receipts! But trying to be calm for a moment, she’s once again proving she doesn’t understand DID lore and is just making up her own rules. A “physical protector” isn’t an alter designed to beat people up.
>>234767She literally wished for it! She practically begged for that diagnosis coming into the session saying she had 5 people in her head. Not to mention her obsession with DID creators before her diagnosis. And must we bring up the celebratory cake? I do believe she’s mentally ill (and probably had a hard day) but not with DID.
No. 234827
>>234791I'm actually curious about her brother. she never seems to mention him, and i didn't watch the vlog but he doesn't make an appearance does he? I don't want to just bash him for no reason in case he's just some normal guy, but just based on how he looks
>>233956 he kinda looks like the type of greasy scrote that's capable of some weird shit. Maybe when they were younger. This is a complete tinfoil obv, I don't think we know much about him at all but it just seems odd that Jill is so close with her immediate family but never seems in contact with her brother at all.
No. 234831
>>234790She should not be drinking that much coffee for starters
Also kek for Trisha in the recommended
No. 234840
>>234831Honestly this
Literally anytime someone who harps on their mental disorder bullshit like anxiety or wtv brags about drinking coffee is just wanting attention anyone with anxiety knows better by now than to have such shitty habits
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>>234827don't read into it. I think he just doesn't entertain her larp/coddle her the same way their parents do
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>>234885I'll be that one anon.
If her ddlg phase ever happens, I'll bet 20$ she gets off to the idea of not only having a "daddy" but, having an older brother figure that coddles her tooSage my nsfl retarded tinfoil.
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she's angry about muse doing nfts
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>>234914also idk if this was posted yet
No. 234925
>>234918>>234914god she's obnoxious. she's liked muse since basically the dawn of time. now she needs to pretend to be all uwu rainbie baby and have an edgy-desu fake personality like all the shit
she already likes. this must be so fucking tiring. did no one tell her that you don't have to stick to one single aesthetic and you can actually enjoy
multiple things? she's just been bouncing between personalities impulsively so long that she forgot that being yourself means just that. she's never been "herself" just whatever was going to get her attention.
No. 234989
>>234740Jill: uwu pure rainby persona I cry when I think of my cats dying
Also Jill: I am mean and fat and wanna beat you up
No. 234995
>>234918>only the DID baddies stan MuseWho's gonna tell them that Muse's been mainstream for a while now?
Not even trying to be edgy, I've just known about them for about 15 years from a friend and I never gave a fuck kek
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>>234221Shoutout to this bit of the vlog where she is clearly on the toilet in a rest stop (so a public toilet) and filming herself for some reason.
No. 235019
>>234443sorry, I'm just retarded and had a dyslexia moment.
youtube comments with lolicon pfps just threw me into a blind rage kek.
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>>234412She’s using her main account to ask for more proof. She’s fucked herself if this gets fully proven.
No. 235104
>>235057I don’t have enough information on the Will thing to have an opinion but Jillian’s response confirm she’s, at the very least, a fucking despicable person and a hypocrite; “believe
victims unless this conflicts with the people I like”. I’d love to see her reaction if someone were to ask her to provide further proof of her abuse claims.
I will not a-log, I will not a-log…