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>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears>Known lurker>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm
>Frivolously spends her parents' money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos repeatedly; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings; opts for self-care rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads; is highly dependent on her mother Louise Vessey in social events, often referring to her as her "bestie" and dragging her along to Japan and NYC, and has based her choice of college in a nearby city so as to not be far from her during university>has kept a total of five relationships in over 2 years, all ending in drama; examples include leaving one boyfriend of two years for his best-friend-turned-accessory whom she "loved all along" and stringing along a girl who came out for her for clickbait in a Christmas video and to boost her LGBT status before dumping her and keeping her Christmas gifts for "not being attracted to her"; now largely just refers to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience, and posts publicly about drinking while prescribed on medications; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
In the last thread:
Jill had a stranger pay for her order at the drive thru, but then failed to then pay forward herself. Claims this was the gay agenda.
Jill goes to pride with a bi flag, despite saying she is gay. She then deletes her coming out video.
Jill moves into her town house. She immediately posts a full photo of her keys, which can be copied. She paints it a rainbow pastel vomit mess.
Her mother writes a cringe good bye moving post
She continues to spend a ridiculous amount on home furnishing, including a $500 pink microwave and a $150 chandelier
She continues to post about how scared she is of living alone
There’s a shooting in her new town
She does a massive food shop, but all of her it frozen junk food. There isn’t a single bit of produce.
She has seemed to recruit a group of weebs as her new friends and forces them to a Pre Cure marathon weekly
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2nd insta: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/?hl=en
Cosplay Page https://m.facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Old Da (very milky) https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
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I didn't want this to get lost in the last thread
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Jill being "abused" by her girlfriend is about as much bullshit as the video she made retelling her traumatic experience with a transphobe in Claire's. In reality it was just a mother saying the store is for girls, which it is, based on their own advertising.
She twists everything and exaggerates it to get attention. It's honestly pathetic to claim you were in an abusive relationship when really it was some non-serious fling at 12 years old where you were both bitches to each other like most hormonal pre/teens are and maybe had a kiss and hug at most. Jill is really fuckin bold and shameless to drag everyone through the mud (remember when she tried with Colin? IDR the details tho) instead of looking at herself because she sees herself as some sort of forever-victim and her mommy is all for it. Gross.>>679852
How many more closet gay Colin clones are left on the island before she goes through them all? Must be slim pickings for everyone to be dating Jill of all people
The way this photograph is composed is so weird.
Exactly as >>679920
He looks very young and gay, she is the granny beard, and you can tell from thread pic and this that she wants to be "boss" and these boys are just pets to her. Very strange indeed. Still straight tho Jill! You need to have intercourse with actual women to be gay
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Apparently it was Wendy's birthday and Jillian looks very off here.
That's cute shit anon, I appreciate the blogpost.
The fact is Jill makes money from being "queer" when she only dates boys. None of her fans ever question it. We stan a queer idol!!!
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Shes directly said that she doesnt touch women because shes "a bottom" when someone asked about how she fingers anyone with her talons
To be gay you have to WANT to have sex with a woman, thats what being gay is
We know she isnt ace so theres no way to explain her aversion to having sex with women (other than her being straight, which she obviously is)
Im a lesbian who finds some boys pretty, Im not bi hahah
Nayrt but they said>We know she isn't ace
So Jill not wanting to fuck a woman isn't the same case as someone who doesn't want to fuck anyone.
I get the feeling she's a pillow princess whether she's with a man or a woman so I don't think it's a very good argument for or against Jill being bi.
Even if she actually is bi I think it's pretty weird of her to be throwing it around like it's a fashion statement so it doesn't make any difference imo. She treats all her exes like complete shit as well.
read the old threads>>680880
she's definitely straight and just thinks being gay uwu is weird and different so she's latched onto it for cool points. these kweer kids are so easy to spot as fakers to anyone who's actually in lgbt community.
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Seconding getting this Tumblr shit off of here lmao
The split attraction model is literally nonsensical and both encourages avoiding addressing internalized homophobia and allows for ~uwu kweers~ like Jill to appropriate a label that's not for them.
Get out of here with your condescending "uwu sorry u can't separate romantic and sexual attraction". The two are tied for a reason.
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Obligatory first day picture
You need to be 18 to post here.>>681247
She's wearing a literal sack, but it's somehow not the worst Jill outfit we've seen. I hate that bag more every time I see though - it's so fucking tacky.
i'm really starting to believe that she wants
to look like she shops exclusively in the walmart children's section, even people who are into more eccentric fashion than "party kei" put effort into buying pieces that go together and have some sense of color coordination. the pieces she buys are overpriced for what they are but she makes everything look so cheap
do you kiss, cuddle, go on dates, or plan a life with your friends?
its entirely possible to have romantic relationships without sex, because sex isn't the only romantic aspect in a relationship. maybe its integral for yours but you can't define other peoples relationships as unromantic or purely "friendship" because they do not have sex.
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Reported to jannys for off topic tumblr faggotry
JILL ISNT INTO WOMEN
It doesnt matter that other people can be without sex, JILL IS NOT
The way she hid MG and talks about how much she missed fucking guys when she was "dating" MG proves that she didnt view it as a real relationship
Not to mention she says she is bisexual, not biromantic, which is clearly bullshit
She acts like her being into girls is some big cutesy unique thing, people who are actually wlw dont need to justify it every 10 seconds
She broke up with the two women she dated due to "not being attracted to them", why date someone youre not into if not for attention? She made money off a video of her wrapping her "girlfriends" christmas gifts, only to decide to break up with her and keep the gifts for herself
That isnt a relationship
This is a problem because she acts like being a lesbian means just holding hands with your friends and being uwu soft baby cuties, which is demeaning to genuine wlw and makes us all seem like we cant/dont have real relationships or that its just some cutie soft phase uwu uwu
saged for rant, but y'all white knights are pissing me off, saying jill isnt bi doesnt mean were saying bi people dont exist, idiot
Why is Wendy standing like that
They both look haggard and simple why did pixie even post this
Can we all just agree that Jill clearly
isn't asexual, considering she constantly talks about sex and how much she "likes peen", and shut the fuck up about whether or not asexuality exists? It's not relevant here. If you want to talk about romantic/sexual attraction, take that shit to Tumblr.
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>>681860>Don't make me draw and sculpt and shit for a year when I want to make dresses
Well uhm…It's kinda important
Does she not know that the fashion industry also covers areas where 2d drawing and design is important?
inb4 Jill suddenly backtracks and goes "omg my foundation classes are sooooo useful and I learned sooooo much about bringing my rainby kuhway dream to lyfe."
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creeping on the LO sales group and I'm pretty sure this is how they met…
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i know we say it all the time, but girl, if you're just putting your hair in an ugly bun every day just stop bleaching and damaging it! let healthy hair grow out and buy a couple kawaii rainby uguuu wigs.
nitpick but fake flowers are sf tacky imo. get some real plants for your home. i guess anything natural goes against her ugly synthetic lifestyle.
"dress from this store in the mall" and mamma mia? jill is such a basic normie at heart lmao. can't wait for her wine mom phase.
at least she's sort of less annoying in this? going to school will probably be good for her because she's going to be forced to interact with people outside of her cultish fans and family.
agreed about the fake plants. if she really wants some greenery she could go with some spider plants and devils tongues. you can basically forget these for weeks and theyll survive, plus her house seems to have good light. guess its not rainby enough for her tho
gardening is actually in right now so she could have some success with a beginners pov to gardening but na she gotta be kawiwi at all times
It made me super uncomfortable how she jokingly mentioned how Serena loves not having to share her toys, treats, etc…. yeah? Your cats are going to be super uncomfortable when you have 5 of them in one house!! They're territorial! A female cat is going to be stressed out surrounded by more territorially aggressive male cats.
Do they not piss everywhere? How do you live with so many cats?
iirc i think she mentioned the bag was like 90$*ish in a video. lazy oaf's dresses are usually between 50-80$ in rage. So she's paid at least 150$ to look like an imbecile.
*in US dollars.
unless she ends up poisoning her cat (again), all this constant talk of serena is nitpicky at best.
yeah i wish she would stop lying to herself about how her uwu pastel lifestyle is "super afforable!!1!" like yes it can be…. but not how she's doing it by any stretch of the imagination (see 500$ pink microwave)
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wait when did she get a new piercing?
i find it absolutely boggling that people still get piercings done at places like Claire's, or with those stupid, awful guns anymore.
they're way more traumatic and painful than need be, and do a lot more damage than a piercing needle.
you'd think being all alternative and having tattoos, someone, somewhere along the way would have told her what stupid decision it is. Mainly
because there's not really any way to properly, wholly sterilize those things. I know this is sperg-y, but there's no reason for those things to still be in use.
Wonder if Jilly bean ever pierced anyone during her time at Claire's?
Wouldn't be surprised if she had that since her punk days, when she actually had short hair that showed off her plugged earlobes.
I remember her reasoning for removing the plugs was that she wanted to model/do a fashion show for Angelic Pretty and they didn't allow body mods (duh, the Japanese in general aren't into that). Ironic that she took out her ~hardcore punk~ mods to keep up appearances as a ~true innocent lifestyle lolita~ only to later get permanent tattoos to prove she's ~the truest mahou shoujo fangirl ever~ it's like a never ending cycle with her.
I feel like this just exemplifies the fact that Jill really isn't creative or artistic at heart. Most artists, even hobbyists, enjoy learning more than one discipline and applying what they learn in different ways.
Anyone who was genuinely interested in design and fashion would at the very least understand that being well rounded is extremely important as an artist. It might be frustrating or annoying to not get to do exactly what you want all the time but that's just adulthood isn't it? Even the biggest designers don't just sit around making new designs and garments all day.
Oh my god, when I first saw this I thought the sofa was a neutral beige/cream colour because of how bright everything else is lmao
Its amazing that someone can make pink a neutral shade
I was thinking the same thing. Also, people who complain about foundations year are almost universally the ones who end up struggling a lot when they do get into their concentration classes, where they are expected to produce a lot of high quality work at a fast pace.
I don’t know why she’s so set on doing the fashion design thing - she’s barely interested in sewing as it is, and she’s not interested in art at all. She’s very interested in clothing and accessories though, and regardless of opinions here, she does have some sort of knack for curating a brand. It would make so much more sense for her to study business or fashion merchandising, or something related to fashion retail. She could become a buyer, and/or start an indie brand. She already has an audience interested in her taste, and it’s a much more solid career move.
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Her hair reminds me of an overripe banana
The image of her piercing the ears of a small, anxious child while dressed like a clown and doing that weird baby talk thing is like an SNL skit gone horribly wrong.
hey there little pal! sit still so I can give you some sparkly-sparkly kirakira bling!!! get ready for this BIG BOY gun! tee hee.
jill was really cute in her punk phase not gonna lie. she just seemed more free spirited
"back then" and actually seems more anal now
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>>681247>with my sweet woman
I got major queer bait vibes with that caption and, whaddya know.. that’s exactly what her fans are going for
I had that same idea the other day. She's already got a loyal following of people with her same tacky tastes, even if she was just restoring and reselling thrifted items or something she could probably have some success. It'd be a way to monetize her shopping addiction at least.
Something tells me that the business side of things wouldn't appeal to her though. She thinks the most basic "grown up" things are a big deal. Dealing with her books while trying to run a business would probably kill her.
It would probably mean nothing if it weren't Jill, but this is the same girl that has been queer baiting with her online content for over two years now. She used to tag her pics and videos with Colin as #queercouple #nonbinary #femme etc and then when he dumped her, she made a "coming out" video (even though she always made coming out/pride posts on fb since she was 14) and in that video she claims her relationship with Urma was super serious and abusive when they were 13 (hint: it wasn't) and she even claims to have dated another woman she's never revealed before (she's 99% lying because she dated three different boys for almost 6 years, even people who knew her from school/pei don't know who that "other girl" could be so she's likely making her up).
And then there's Alyssa, who Jill never truly liked/loved but strung her along and asked her to be her girlfriend, she even came out as a lesbian to her family for Jill. Then Jill hid her away against Alyssa's wishes (hint: she was chubby, not very kawewe type). Jill continued to queerbait in all her videos with titles like "What I Bought My GIRLFRIEND For Xmas" even though she never gave her those gifts and broke up with her after asking for a "break" because she "wasn't that attracted" to her. Those videos are still listed TO THIS DAY. (Reminder: Jill went out with friends on NYE and ended up sleeping with her ex-best friend's boytoy - which caused so much drama it broke up the friend group. This was only 1 or 2 weeks after the break up with Alyssa, so maybe her NYE plans had something to do with it. Also, we have now witnessed Jill fuck 3 of her "best friends" exes, all males of course.)
TL;DR Jill is a master of queerbaiting
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So is her mum coming around every other weekend now?
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There's just no way any normal parent wouldn't say "what the fuck are you wearing, please change it looks bad" at this outfit. Her mom is so overprotective she doesn't even want to tell her the truth.
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her color coordinating is getting worse and worse with each day. at least wear a pink beret Jill.
also are there scissors and materials on the back seat? is she working on another dress or smth?
What is this monstrosity , hey everyone… The clown is in town!. What is the deal with wearing the basic one dolar socks and her ugly pointy shoes?
Also why did you like the photo? Kek
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Also why does her face look so crumpled? When she does her hair like that it makes everything look really disproportionate
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Burn those shoes already .. please.
Also that silhouette is a pure blob. I wonder if she'll ever consider herself a 'big girl' but at this point you can't deny it anymore.
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Sage for OT but jillybean, the fucking Kawaii Ambassador, doesn't even follow Sebastian Masuda on Instagram.
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tried it again. my point is still proven.
so much for Kawaii Ambassador I guess.
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Sounds like she may be trying to go for her winter break
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Jesus she does not know how to take care of her stuff.
The ground is covered in dirt and cigarette butts and she’s just leaving it on the ground.
That’s also something purse thieves look for, because you can just grab it and rub.
She’s such an idiot, no wonder her stuff gets disgusting so quickly.
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Will is really making her friends watch anime with her every week?
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She’s already done that anon. When she in PEI, complained about how she felt lonely and began to wind. Obviously she backtracked by saying she “knew her friends had work, but still :(((“
Whine* sorry Auto correct got me
If she goes to Japan twice because of a show for toddlers I am going to lose my shit
She is so insufferable in the way she spends money and begs for more
Tickets to Japan easily cost $1000 and then theres all the nugget-chan money on top of that
God I hate her
what makes me the maddest about jill's faux japan obsession is that she doesn't give a shit about the culture and she doesn't try to be subtle about it.
she spent years barely working and not pursuing higher education after finishing school, you'd think someone so interested in a country and with TONS of free time to spare would, oh, i don't know, try learning the language? if she'd spent a year studying the basics of japanese, and i mean REALLY studying and putting in effort, she would've at least been able to read basic hiragana when she travelled with louise.
outside of toddler shit anime and tacky, dead jfash she doesn't even pretend to care about at this point, she knows nothing about japan. she was there for TWO WEEKS without even leaving tokyo. even if distance was an issue, say in between kyoto and tokyo, you can basically take the train anywhere in japan jill, but i guess you were too busy shoving chicken nuggets up your greasy bleached vagina to research that.
Trains in Japan aren't cheap cross country. A trip to Tokyo from Kyoto and back costs over $200-$300 (though she could buy a JR pass and travel to more cities) and is 3-4 hours. I know she wasted more money than that on clothes, but if she doesn't value Japanese traditional culture it's not worth the cost to her and that's not a reason not to go to Japan for other stuff. If she just wanted to go to shop, that's fine. She never pretended to like other stuff in the first place. Tons of rich Chinese tourists go for the same reason. She never claimed to like things about Japan outside of kawaii shit or "fashion" (unless her calling herself a lay Buddhist in the past counts) and PreCure anyway let's be real.
I'm all for criticizing her for hypocrisy and tacky clothes and fried hair choices or whatever else but it's not surprising that she didn't leave Tokyo. There's a bunch to do and it's a huge city, so staying in Tokyo isn't the problem anyway if she really did want to look at more traditional stuff.
Even if you're lazy as fuck, Hiragana and Katakana are incredibly easy to learn. If you study daily for like two weeks you can get it down. With all her free time she could easily know both as well as a few hundred kanji.
She just doesn't seem to have the motivation to really apply herself to anything. Her recent cosplays are evidence of that, even with all the time in the world they're half finished and have no real creativity or skill applied to them.
Even that though;
Jill being mildly into Japanese, liking precure stuff more than cultural stuff, and mediocre cosplays are fine… For the everyday hobbyist. It's just that Jill is a self-described "ultimate" fan of precure, fashion, etc and then gets paid and rewarded for being a typical hobbyist that makes it 100x more annoying than the average person. Most people that do pretty much the same thing as her have to support themselves and their lifestyle, but she only this lifestyle is what is supporting her. Being unhealthy isn't uncommon either, it's that she shares it to a largely young audience that makes it romanticized. It's not normal for people to be able to wallow in their things and not have to worry about too much else. She got a head start by having professional equipment and editing at her fingertips though.
lol don't worry she will never ever get tickets. Japanese concert ticket sales can be tricky even if you're in the country, you have to reserve them online (sometimes even in a ballot or draw if it's popular) and then pay and collect the tickets in a convenience store.
PLUS those machines and the procedure is usually all in Japanese so she'll never manage it. Tbh as soon as she realises it isn't just ticketmaster she'll likely give up.
Jill is the phoniest queer
ever. She's such a hetero basic bitch it hurts. Then again what do you expect from a woman with not one creative bone in her flabby garbage bag of a body.
You're saying hetero people can't be creative? Kek
I mean I agree that Jill is faking her queerness but…
You didn’t sage.>>686963
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Why does she have to be so dramatic about changing her video upload schedule, we all knew this was going to happen though, but not just a week in kek
That's why she's complaining. She's never had the opportunity to learn that failing is okay, she's never learned to manage stress properly because she's never been under real stress. Relatively speaking, this is one of the most stressful things she has been through.
Spoiling a kid gives them absolutely no real life skills and sets them up for a massive breakdown the first time they have to be independent. I don't even think this will be Jill's breakdown, either, it's not going to happen until her parents die and he's already well, well an adult. Lets be real, when she flunks out of college she's just going to fall back on her parents again. She's losing opportunities to learn how to fail without real consequences fast.
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How the cosplay is ment to look
Her content has been pure shit the last year. Nothing even remotely note worthy. She acts like she's moved to Timbuktu and is suffering culture shock, when in reality she's barely a chicken tendies toss away from the over bearing mother of hers. Such an annoying, melodramatic and attention starved idiot. At this point she needs to get the hell off the internet and get a fucking life.
20 year old woman crying about having to grow the hell up is utterly ridiculous and embarrassing. Most anons have had to grow up really fast at a much younger age without their parents assistance. Her failing this fast at adulting is so satisfying. Kek
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jfc her friends are a state
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Jill's bags are looking awful, even with a shit ton of makeup on them. Please just eat some produce and drink some water Jill
Aka the boytoy you're actually in a relationship with and not just friends with, jill?
you guys notice how when she was talking about getting wendy precure stickers she said "because they had them at gamezilla and i
am a weeb"? basically confirming the fact she buys things SHE likes for people as gifts
- I guess its further proof that her school is trash that they just end lectures early on a whim and let them have snack breaks in the middle of lectures
- she fell asleep on her first day when she only had two lectures (get your shit together Jill)
- getting heckled is crap but also she said she was listening to anime music with her window down and she looks like a clown
- she ran a red light and then just dumped her car because she was too stupid to do her parking properly and was like oh well I will just get a ticket, gotta love how little money means
- calls herself watashi
- apparently a staff member stated in front of everyone she was a youtuber and "I just want to be normal", is that why you go to scholl dressed like a clown?
- missed a day of school in her first week after a day off
the only class I ever had a break in was a 3hr, once a week seminar… and it was maybe 10 minutes. No other classes had a break because there was no need for one. Even in labs (I have science degree, so labs were standard. No scheduled breaks. You just kind of took one while you were waiting for shit to happen) there weren't real breaks.
Why do you even need a break for an hour-hour and a half class, anyways?
I honestly feel a bit sorry for her for being so out of whack just by going to a crappy college and having to take Ativan on her first day.
She said she started having a panic attack because she didn't recognize anyone, wow welcome to the real world Jill ? Cause I hope you're not gonna chose a school and a career based on who you know there cause that'd be fucking stupid.
It baffles me how she doesn't quite grasp that staying sheltered and in your comfort zone does nothing but worsen your anxiety, and that's coming from someone who always had bad anxiety and panic attacks over stupid shit, like getting lost in a city.
Taking a gap year and quitting her old job really did her no favor at all. If you suffer from anxiety let me tell you that forcing yourself to do things you're uncomfortable with will help you in the long run.
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I find it so weird that she wrote her own name on the outside of Wendy's card. I've literally never seen anyone do this before.
I feel bad for her too, but I feel like she definetly has mental health problems and maybe going to school just isn't for her. At the end of the day your health matters more anyways. She seemed to be able to handle working, even if it wasn't too much, much better. She should've just stuck with that I think honestly. I don't think going to school will be good for her health (at the moment, at least).
As someone with anxiety I know your diet, sleep, and lifestyle matter a lot. Jill's popping pills (which eventually her body will reject as they get used to them) and not doing therapy, which is a BIG NO NO with anxiety medication, she's eating grease, and she's taking naps… She isn't healthy enough to be in school right now. It would be much better for her if she just spend a few months in therapy and changing her lifestyle first. I'm glad she's trying but it honestly hurts to watch her struggle when she could get proper help.
I've got zero sympathy for her. She's done this to herself with her staunch refusal to do anything but what she wants to do. She refuses therapy because one therapist told her something she didn't want to hear.
She refused to work and get out in to the world because she, strictly speaking, didn't need to
She doesn't do anything or go anywhere outside of her self-imposed safety zone.
Instead of acting like an adult and dealing with shit, she lets something as insignificant as someone laughing at her years ago impact her.
She doesn't challenge herself. At all. If it doesn't fit her aesthetic, it doesn't matter.
Any problems she has, as ones she's caused herself. With the help of her helicopter mom, of course.
First, I'm sure her classmates were fucking shocked seeing a clown in their classes that they will have to deal with all semester. How unlucky for those souls, she feels overly distracting for any classroom environment tbqh.
There were some annoying parts to this vlog but I definitely preder this over those tacky hauls or "favies" videos. At least there's stuff happening, albeit barely. It's just a lot more tolerable but I know the hauls won't be ending anytime soon…
Also seeing her college campus and hearing some of the classes she's taking makes it feel more like a legit art college you'd find anywhere. I thought it was more rinky dink arts and crafts but it sounds similar to the local design school here. I really wish we knew more details from any anons from there? Idk everything she's shown us from the school seems like every college ever just smaller but I'm also not an arts student, I'm more academic focused so maybe art school anons could compare it to other small time art schools. I feel like I can't really judge it myself not knowing much.
-Doesn’t require a portfolio to be submitted to be accepted,,, that’s so unprofessional. SCAD doesn’t require a portfolio, and it’s like if you’re going to a art school for career then you should already have some knowledge or pieces that you can submit. Other schools do require portfolios. That’s like going to law, engineering or med school but not being qualified enough but they let you in anyway.
-In the first week of classes if you’re a freshmen, it’s common for them to let your class out early if the professor doesn’t want to start studio work that day. But they won’t let you out early every week.
- Field trips are normal but there should be exhibitions on campus too.
- The school being covered in rainbows and not cleaned up from pride is unprofessional, made or look like a elementary school to me.
- They let us have breaks depending on how long our classes are and how long we’re been talking. A 3 hour class might have a 10 to 15 minute coffee break, and a 6 hour class might have one too. Other classes only break for lunch.
- School communication and resources apps are usually used, also email before the first day of classes.
- Home room? We don’t have those in my college but maybe she meant that because they’re freshmen, they’re all in the same classes?
I go to OCADU and although they do require a portfolio.
Honestly her program seems to run similarly to any first year Fine Arts student with there being a foundation year. Art school is a bit fussy in which it matters more for what you can get out of the course rather than the difficulty of the course (also what your profs are into but I digress)
Most art classes I have found - this is from my own experience and a few from other art students in the GTA - will give breaks simply because they are trying to foster the behaviour in students as artists tend to go for forever. Plus teaching for over an hour straight is a lot (even at University of Toronto most profs will give you breaks)
Honestly though her campus being covered in chalk is really unprofessional - it being colored oddly is fine to me, I mean it is an art school things tend to be a bit more colorful - but the chalk on the sidewalk and buildings just make it look like kids go there to play, when she showed a clip from the outside I thought it was a elementary school until she said it was campus.
Also the fact her school has no online system where profs can update you is kinda strange seeing as even high schools in Canada have been implementing the system and I've never seen a uni, college or otherwise not have one.
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Kind of irrelevant but this made me laugh
Did anyone notice how low the pitch of her voice was when she was giving Wendy her presents?
Perhaps the kaweewee baby voice is just for the camera and not in actual social settings.
Or it was just a fluke.
She seems really upset by minor inconveniences, like her class being moved short notice? Accidentally running a red light? That shit happens all the time, she's going to have a really rough time. It's a bit sad how she basically can't function at a regular adult level, especially looking at how she can't balance her school schedule with her YT in orientation week
, where you basically don't do shit.
her first day was mild af, they did virtually nothing and she's acting like it was in any way stressful?? they even ended one of the lectures early???
also, fucking rofl at "i love art" followed immediately by "i've only been to one art gallery". bitch you've travelled to FUCKING NEW YORK CITY, that's filled to the brim with museums and art galleries for you to visit for very moderate fees (or even for free), you've been to Tokyo where there's also plenty of art-related activities for you to do if only you'd taken 5 minutes to do the research. "i love art" sure you fucking do.
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Jill you turned your back on therapy after 2 therapists
Hmmm. I dunno. I have severe anxiety and depression and I take sertraline, doesnt “zonk me out”. In fact it makes me feel a million times more motivated and really helps with preventing panic attacks. It’s not some drowsy “I’ll take this pill when reality upsets me because I do literally nothing to help myself”
Overall I agree. The girl desperately needs therapy but I think something like sertraline as well as therapy would transform her. (I hope that makes sense)
taking something consistently wouldn't work for Jill, she was supposed to do it before and went off her meds without consulting a doctor because she decided she felt good and didn't need them, then ofc crashed >>689650
she has had the label since she was pretty young, it has been an identifier for her through her preteen and teen phase and that is when we really develop, I don't know that she knows what her personality is or who she is without this
i take zoloft too (love her) but that’s an SSRI and is meant for daily use. what pixie pops that gets her sleepy and shit is ativan, a benzo (like xanax or klonopin), generally prescribed for situational use. you take them when you need them, ie panic attacks.
of course, as we’ve seen, pixie uses anything as an excuse to take one so it iiiiiiis a little troubling. i gotta wonder how many she gets a month.
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lol, lucky you. i love my cat but he's an asshole, knocks over all my plants.
now that i look at the pic again, what with nina being a long-haired, i hope jill (or at least louise) dusts that shelf every once in a while, or else it's gonna be filled with dust and cat hairs galore.
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possibly new outfits for moon moist girls.
Her art is really bad, like middle school level.
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Please eat something nutrional Jill
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i want to say she's retarded for leaving water so close to her open macbook but i've had my own cat knock shit and break my stuff when left unsupervised for 10 seconds and it's entirely possible this was just an unfortunate accident.
i guess this means no more videos for a while tho, which is right up jillybean's current alley.
Did she really need two entire cookies? damn, no wonder she's gaining>>691258
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So family friendly!!!
I noticed the ring on her finger in the video and I’m wondering if it’s from Steven. It’s not kitschy or tacky enough to be an accessory she bought for herself. I remember Colin also bought her a ring that she referred to as a “promise ring” and mentioned they even discussed marriage. And I don’t know if Tristan also bought her a ring, perhaps not because he dropped a lot of money on her Lolita brand gifts, but they also planned on being long term and moving to another city for her fashion school, even saying he’d live in Japan for her.
If it’s a reoccurring pattern, it’s pretty clear to see she pressures or demands long term and serious comittement from her boyfriends. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing if it weren’t for the fact that she treats them like accessories and disposes of them on sudden whims. It’s almost impressive that she’s managed to convince 3 young men to live their lives according to whatever she wants and wherever she choses, yet she’s only 20 years old. I sense major manipulation tactics (which we have proof that she was manipulative with her “girlfriends” and by constantly stealing her friends’ love interests).
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Her drawings have jumped from this to >>690878
And even though this cosplay concept drawing was done in oct 2017, I guess its still a dramatic style change.
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she's a wreck
Why would you want to embarass yourself and post about spilled soup? Remember how she video taped herself bawling over her cosplay lights? This is like that. Your reactions of being unhappy or stressed shouldn't be posted to social media the second you experience them.
Is she really this much of an attention seeking drama queen? Or is she so clueless that it's perfectly normal to post everytime she can't handle life?
It looks like that tinned 'stew' that smells like dog food. forget the brand, but I used to eat a lot of it; it's what? 1.50/can? she has more than enough money to make and eat proper food.
it's so hard to feel bad for her.
Honestly I think you're right. "Can't tell if I'm laugh-crying or just sobbing"? I know that when I was an emotionally unstable teen I would find really unfunny things funny, start to laugh, laughing turns into crying, and crying turns into full on sobbing mental breakdown. This definitely feels like something I would've tweeted during one of those meltdowns.
How long do we give her until she's completely nonfunctional, anons?
I’m actually shocked that she’s talked about starting design school for the 4 years she’s been on YouTube.. and then when it finally happens: no back-to-school art supplies haul, no “how I got into art school” portfolio video, no sketchbook flip through, no motivational study skills video, no study-with-me/draw-with-me vlogs, not even a fashion lookbook as you mentioned.
It almost makes me think she doesn’t watch any artist channels or youtubers that got into real art and design schools because she’s always trend hopping for views, yet it didn’t even occur to her that she could have filmed a back to school series this summer and gained loads of new subscribers who are also freshmen that would want to follow her school journey. It would have helped her social media engagement during her first semester and she would be finally putting out different kinds of creative content to grow her channel but no.
I guess she’s not very business savvy after all and her brand marketing success was an algorithm fluke (or Louise helped her out a lot).
anon, what you're suggesting is a well thought-out, smart strategy that would enhance her viewcount/subs, keep her active and productive by having to keep up with a regular uploading schedule (which would've also done WONDERS for her anxiety/depression, 'cause she would've had to step out of her comfort zone and learn to be responsible), and would actually align with what she makes her subs believe about her: that she's actually interested in fashion school.
and that's why it's 100% incompatible with jill, because at 20yo she's too fucking incompetent to do the fucking "job" she quit all her other real(er) jobs to do. the college she's going to isn't even real fashion school, if she'd gone to a legit art/design school we would've had a breakdown video within two days.
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Dollars to doughnuts it's this exact kind. None of this matters at all, I guess. Except maybe more proof of her totally shit diet; she likely only eats proper, non-pre made food unless her mother's there to cook for her, or if she's got friends over and attempts to make breakfast for the camera.
Her not improving in any
areas most people are more than capable of before they're 20 never fails to amaze me. Making a home made soup or stew is exceptionally easy; all it takes is time. Which she has plenty of.
Sorry for the novella, Jill's just… exceptional. Most people improve and learn with time. Not Jillian, though. She's rather swiftly regressing.
Saged for sheer stupefaction.
This is really sad… I can't imagine how her mental health might be right now that spilling soup triggered
an anxiety attack. She definitely took on more than she could bite with moving and school, ect. Hopefully this all helps he reconsider going to therapy.
Holy shit I didn't realise the convertor was THAT big hahahaha>>693035
Is no one considering the fact that this caption is just a wild exaggeration? You're all winding yourselves up over it but she could have just written this caption for attention/ to spice up the spilled soup photo. I wouldn't read too much into it guys yes Jill is a self destructive mess but she also makes bullshit embellishments for uwu quirky sensitive anxious artist points
In her room tour video she shows her portfolio in progress. It's basically pictures as ugly as this >>692477
that she has pinned up on her wall. That's as far as she ever got on it.
So everyone should care about absolutely nothing except themselves because in the end nothing matters? Excuse me, are you Jill or one of her friends? Awfully similar way of selfish thinking here.
No one is obsessed with Jill. She posts stupid content online for attention and receives it. This is all no different than watching TV and commentating on what happens. You're 'wasting' as much time as anyone else here by trying to argue against it. >>693594
Lmao I'm willing to bet the CA stands for College Artist
What is this? A callout post? Everyone does some shitty fucking things in their past, No one is exempt from this fact, but who fucking cares??? Why do you need to make an entire thread shitting on this girl? And Thank you to the person calling me an illiterate white knight, I changed my email address just for you, still not following the rules, but yknow. I'm just saying maybe look at yourselves and try to be better than… this. Because it's fucking pathetic. Interesting, you talking about being selfish, for someone who seems to lack genuine compassion for others, someone who's in a thread that made for tearing someone down? Oh yeah and you care? You care so fucking much? Mother fucker you're shitting on some random fucking girl on social media, you don't fucking care lmao you just want to bully others to make yourself feel like you have a sense of purpose, but it's all bullshit, it's shallow bullshit.. and obsessive and unhealthy and weird in the worst way(cringe)
wow what a very original and never before heard analysis of anonymous image board users, truly groundbreaking.
lube your asshole a little better before you decide to get to butt hurt next time
I just laugh when I read comments like yours honestly. Thanks for that, I needed it.
Now please get out of here.
it's 1pm almost 2 in NB right now… shouldnt u be in class or something? or are u guys taking a breakie wakie
I really hope this is someone from her college I'm laughing at the thought tbh. I'm just imagining a handful of them crowded around a laptop "ohh thatll get em!!! now jill will let us come over for precure!!!"
why do barely literate white knights always show up in threads spouting the same "hurr durr ur just jealous haterzz with no lives who are also underaged and ugly"
they're never creative, interesting, or have anything worth saying.
She's a crappy person who has used people and still uses people today without remorse. She's manipulative and selfish and shares all her life drama with the world. And exactly why are you running to the defense of this adult woman you supposedly don't know (she's not a girl)? Because people react negatively to what she does and that triggers
If shes some innocent babu angel getting 'bullied' for no reason, why are there 20+ threads about all the bs she pulls like mistreating all the partners and friends she has had? Everyone she has been friends or girlfriends with have blocked her from their life completely. Where there's smoke, there's fire. Shocker, not everyone is a nice person because they're "smiley and like pastels" kek
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… Talk about original. And I will see my way out… all the way back to my hugbox and to lube my asshole. And I don't live in Canada, it just makes me sad that you guys actually derive joy from picking on AGAIN some random fucking girl. I wanted to say something, partially because it upset me, partially because I thought it was pathetically funny? In the saddest way of course, but also because I thought it might spark someone to actually evaluate themselves and realize how fucking pointless, shallow, unhealthy yadda yadda yadda… this is? ALSO I don't think any of you are necessarily jealous or ugly. I'm assuming the MAJORITY of you are underage, because MOST of you act like children. I think people like tearing others down, it's helps them to not look so much at themselves and helps solidify not wanting to be better.. or not wanting to see the good in others. ESPECIALLY WHEN IT SUPPORTS THEIR COGNITIVE DISSONANCE(bolded that one for all yall, think ya need it) I don't actually think yall are jealous. Just miserable assholes. I never said she was a sweet angle babu or whatever the fuck. But she is human.. you know, like all of you, who have also done shitty things?? Especially in their pasts. (see back to cognitive dissonance) AND I wouldn't think any of you would deserve this obsessive bullshit either. Just asking you to please take a look at yourselves. But. I'm going now, view second sentence, bye.
I have no idea what you're on about, these threads have been great
motivation for me to stay fit, not be a manipulative bitch, have a sense of style, be cautious of what I post online, etc.
>damn I thought that was vomit at first lol
I know Jill was pathetic af but that's really a new low even for her. That shit looks like she poured that soup/stew straight on the counter to make a uwu life is so hard post. I'm surprised she didn't wrote the tweet like "I hAv e a MeNtAL b reAK dOWn" to make it even more retarded. I feel she does this to make it easier to her to leave fashion school much, much sooner than we all think and blame it on how hard it is to eat soup like an adult.
And prob after she took the pic and posted the tweet, she ate the hell out of the soup off the counter lmao
Nobody's a bigger inspiration to me than Jill. Whenever I want to stay in bed and skip college I just think of Jill and where she's now, and I get up and pack my stuff.
Jill's a terrible person, there is very little good in her. She broke up her whole group of friends like at least three times, and she forced her past 3 boyfriends to change themselves for her. Not to mention the girl that she made come out of the closet, then broke up with her on christmas because "sorry I'm not actually attracted to you lol"
How bout you actually read up on her and I'm sure you'll understand us.
It pisses me off when you get this bitch being all "uwu starving trauma lesbian artist mental breakdown!!!
Im all the things Jill claims to be, so seeing Jillian live in luxury and manipulate her friends/partners while completely taking the piss out of stuff that makes me want to die is so insulting, as it is too a lot of anons here
Sorry to blogpost but people really need to stop licking up this "uwu pastel baby girl sunshine princess uwu" bullshit, Jillian is an abusive, manipulative spoilt brat and I still have my life more together than she does
If you actually take any time to read these threads you'll see how unpleasant she is, all you need to do is look at how she treated Alyssa
saged for blogpost, wk needs to fuck off and find someone actually decent to worship
What if enjoying your life means hating on Pixie?
I don't think she is a bad person nor do I hate her but I find her antics hilarious.
Honestly, this is what gets me the most. Her parents fund her lifestyle, give in to her every wish and whim. She quit her actual job for YouTube, which she can't keep up a solid schedule for to save her life.
And yet she still has the audacity to accept $1300 dollars a month from a bunch of naive children who all think like that WK, that she's just an adowable girl who luvs pastels and rainbows, in exchange for ~so much exclusive BTS footage~ or a sticky note with their name on it.
And then she still complains about all of it like she's so BURDENED. I don't understand how anyone defends her.
Jillian needs to learn how to keep her personal information private.
She's showed everyone her flashy car, the outside of her townhouse, her school and which classes she talkes, her student ID– I doubt anyone hates her enough to actually harm her, but it's just really stupid.
You're both right, and this is common sense not to do those things, but her mom instilled none in her. Most parents teach their kids not to overshare info, esp if Jill does youtube videos, but she probably wont learn until she's robbed or something.
Anyone can break into her townhouse while she's at class at advertising she's away at a con.
i swear her bangs take an entire half of her head.
did she recut them herself? it's like a mix of Joan of Arc and a man trying to hide his receding hairline
It always stuns me how mediocre she is with makeup. Who just "swipes on" glitter eyeshadow and goes about their day? Doesn't common sense say one of those "boring calm colors" she refuses to buy should be put on the lid first, or at least some primer/foundation? Watching her pat glitter onto her veiny, twitchy eyelids made my stomach turn a little. Her whole "I don't know how to do this right please don't hate me uwu" schtick bothers me when beauty/lifestyle is supposed to be her niche and she doesn't know a damn thing about it.>>695048
This is what exactly what I mean. She has no idea what she's doing and just wants cute shit that smells nice regardless of quality, which is probably why she still supports Too Faced in the first place.
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She still hasn't shown/mentioned fixing her last tattoo's peeling/fading from this old post. Can't wait to see how she fucks this tattoo up.
She clearly has problems but all the image posted shows is that she scheduled an appointment for one tattoo 2 months from now. Her tattoos have repeatedly been discussed. Most agreed it was dumb of her to make permanent bodily changes over childish fandoms when she doesn't know for sure how her style or interest will change, but to say that choosing to do something two months from now
is her trying to cope with her current
school or personal struggles seems a bit extreme?
It clearly isn't a totally well thought out decision but Jill's coping mechanisms seem to favor forms of instant gratification like shopping, eating, drinking sugary stuff, drinking alcohol, distracting herself with anime or other things, etc.
what if shes forcing her mom to get a CCS tattoo with her
/sarcasm but id believe it
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teehee, $2k+ in the trash!! so silly and kawaii uwu
If they can afford to replace it and it was just an accident, it makes sense that they're not blaming or angry at the animal. A lot of people, once they're past the shock of having something expensive broken, would be willing to joke about the situation.
Also idk how old her Macbook is or if she could have used an upgrade anyway but if it's insured she probably gets a new one for little or no cost so it's not a huge deal since they're not poor or struggling and her YouTube fans are more than willing to sit and wait patiently for her next upload. Plus she makes a thousand or more on Patreon each month.
Probably irresponsible to let her cat sit near it and all but she's done far worse like letting them eat tinsel that almost killed them.
i don't think i have a word that could describe how much i hate those fluffy sandals
if she wanted shoes for "running the garbage to the dumpster", she could've bought some cheap sneakers from her local shoe store that she wouldn't mind getting dirty. but of course, only the most expensive for our jillian
'i have this same style of shoes from this same brand in another pattern and i don't wear them because i never broke them in. but let me order another pair of the SAME shoes but in a different pattern!'
i will never understand how her brain works. does she think that this time the shoes will magically be comfortable? what a practical purchase pixie!
Jillian is obsessed with aesthetic to an unhealthy degree. Like >>700448
says, it's all for show. Jill is the most performative person I've ever seen. She is so manic about projecting a certain image to everyone in the world that she really is devoid of anything deeper.
Imagine this, she wants shoes to "take the trash out" in, so she spends a ton of money on shoes that still fit her "aesthetic". Jill's personality is so staged that even when taking the trash out, a routine task that all of us do but probably rarely think about, it has to be presented in such a way that it's "congruent" to the rest of her meticulously constructed personal identity. If Jill were seen candidly in a pair of sweats, she'd flip because it would imply that she's a human being that isn't constantly "on stage". For Pixy, every appliance must be pastel, every food has to glisten with sugar, and even when doing chores she needs to look like a magical girl. If she didn't, her audience, or even total strangers might suspect that she is not totally 100% kawaii uguu party-kei.
Any person has multiple facets to their identity that might seem disparate or random, that's human nature. The jock football player might also love planting flower and singing showtunes.
Jill doesn't want to be a person, she wants to be a cartoon character.
Either they’re one and a half size too big or too small. see: her bunny irregular choice heels, those rainbow glitter platforms she bought in Japan (that she tried and on and bought for the ~aesthetic~), those gem boots that don’t wrap around her thick calves, and so on.
She honestly depends on her materialism / shopping addiction to be the basis of her entire channel. Monthly favorites, hauls, and unboxings are 95% of her content. And yet her fans still give her $1k a month.
Also, she keeps saying she’s in art school when she’s really at a vocational crafts school where they don’t require a portfolio for admission and don’t even provide the proper degrees for fashion design.
So let me get this straight…
Her excuse for buying these is that she needed a comfortable pair of shoes to walk around campus in. Okay, fair enough.
Except that she buys the SAME PAIR SHE ALREADY HAS just in another design.
Jillian just break in the pair you never wear like you said you were going to.
Oh well I honestly like the color block better than the confetti so that’s fine I guess.
This sounds like something that would be good to talk to therapist about because I’m sure having to project a certain image 24/7 is really rough on her anxiety!
Too bad she won’t do that. :(
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I am so confused as to what Jill is wearing in this picture. It looks almost normal. But then again, since when does she own black? Or even a black leather skirt?!
Maybe she and Maggie wanted to match?
Either way it's weird and even though we can't see it very clearly it looks to be the most flattering outfit of the year
Having secondary colors like black, grey, white, beige really REALLY help an outfit and if only Jill would fucking learn this she could look decent. That being said, the skirt definitely look too short, I wonder how many people got blinded by her peekaboo-ing the whole event.>>700971
The writing was probably for the event (my college had a similar event and wrote the same on all the Student Union mirrors).
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Jill I'm begging you please eat something fresh
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Jill's probably too new in the school to be part of this, but I wonder if she'll be there? I imagine the new students go to learn from the experience at least.
Her college does a fashion show every year, she was at the one this past spring and will most likely be at all the future ones.
Students in the fashion program have to do a small clothing line. Most students just use their friends as models, but there is also this option to get a volunteer if you want a specific body type. The 'tight-fitting clothing' thing is so the student can take your measurements accurately.
She is still in the Foundation year and not a fashion student yet, so I don't think she will be involved directly (unless someone wants to use her as a model). She will start being involved next year. First year fashion students don't do a line, they have to do a "challenge" which is always "make an entire outfit out of X material".
Here is what its like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56dE0a4R-r0
From what I understand you can do whatever you want for your fashion line (second years). You're probably graded in some way. People do all kinds of stuff; maternity line, costumes, "art" pieces, inspired by X, etc. So we'll most likely see some rainbow pieces from her…
Although personally, I can't wait to see her do the first year challenge next year. I think a year or so ago all the first-years had to design something using only burlap sacks as material, and I feel she'd have a meltdown if she can't match her outfit to her aesthetic.
The new students probably do go, but Jill won’t. It’s already clear that she’s not trying to make friends in her discipline, or working on projects in (or out) of studio with them - like most first year art students do. She’s just hanging out with her weeb friends and fucking around in her kaweewee playhouse.
It’s going to bite her in the rear, too. Even foundations year of studio art can be pretty demanding, and having friends to work on projects with/share materials/brainstorm concepts/offer critique. is pretty important for success. Especially if you’re someone like Jill who is going in without any studio art experience, and who hasn’t developed their skills in life drawing or design processes. .
It will be amazing to see her ego get blasted when her lack of creativity and shoddy construction skills will be on display and up for critique against students younger than her with real design skills.
I can’t wait for her first experience in critique period, tbh. She’s going to cry, mark my words.
I have actually been waiting for her social media meltdown over midterm critiques, it’s been a month already, shouldn’t be too long now.
That said, I’ve been surprised by how little presence she’s had online recently, it’s totally unlike the cow I’ve been following for years, maybe she has changed for the better now that she has irl friends or maybe this is a sign that she’s really struggling for the first time in her life and keeping that hidden. Either or, it’s bittersweet if this is the beginning of the end of the pixielocks saga.
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As if Jill couldn’t lurk any harder, it will be interesting to see if she is able to (a stick with it for the whole duration) and b) if her art will actually improve or if she’ll continue drawing broken bodies
Taking part in inktomber but not actually inking her drawings.
"Note: you can do it daily, or go the half-marathon route and post every other day, or just do the 5K and post once a week. What ever you decide, just be consistent with it. Inktober is about growing and improving and forming positive habits, so the more you’re consistent the better."
In FAQ the artist mentions he originally wanted it to be drawing with ink every day but that digital, colored, or other drawing is okay, because he's mostly concerned about people practicing their skills.
And we all know Jill desperately needs whatever practice she can get.
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she really is useless, isn't she? she's put out what? one or two videos in recent times. something like that.
sooo dedicated to her job. she's just started 'college'. she should have plenty of stuff to film, even if it's only her shitty, cringey vlogs where the camera's pointed up her nose half the time.
Man I almost feel bad for her actual fans who want to see more content, if a creator I liked was getting this sloppy in scheduling stuff/had a new excuse every week I'd lose interest pretty quickly tbh.
At this point the only thing Jill got going for her is generally just having better/more expensive recording equipment compared to other youtubers with the same aesthetic.
she can upload when she wants if thats her upload schedule. she used to have an explicit upload schedule: wednesday, and saturday im pretty sure. she changed it to wednesday; fair, thats ok. now she isnt even uploading regularly on wednesdays. now add the factor that shes getting paid over 1k by her fans i think a month(?) so imagine being a fan and paying for her content to be better and for it to be once a week and having it be promised to you and then it just at the last minute being rescheduled. if she said, "hey, im uploading whenever i want, thanks guys" then yea, thats her prerogative, and none of us would be like "wow, really?" but the fact of the matter is she has a schedule and gets money for it and cant meet it, despite having so much time and potential content. nobody's greedy, they are just, i guess, sad? not to mention, she is getting paid and giving them a schedule so her actually… meeting her deadline… is not "catering" to people.
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I wonder if she did this in class or if it was homework? Either way I feel like she’s probably done some of this at home. Couldn’t film a quick tutorial for designer diaries to show her followers what she’s doing and how it’s done? If you’re doing it anyways why not film it? Designer Diaries might as well be dead at this point. This would’ve been a perfect thing to showcase.
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I made up a calendar of all the dates she's uploaded in 2018. All colored dates are dates she uploaded a video, and the brown dates are shit-tier content like hauls and unboxings. She went from uploading 7-8 videos a month to 4.
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Yeah, as of four weeks ago she said she had never planned on having roommates (which is a lie, she said in multiple streams at first that she wanted to live with Jenny)
Seems to just be another pei/fredericton girl that she met through her new friend group.
I'm pretty sure she was in a pic posted in the least thread when they were all watching precure at jill's house along with her boyfriend
she has a roommate and instead of talking to each other in person they text?? entire conversations? while in the same house?
what is wrong with everyone in this part of canada
Then she could have used the word neighbor
. It's a roommate. She is just being shifty about it for some reason. Otherwise it's pretty mental to refer to a neighbor as a room mate, but maybe being self sufficient for a week has drained the last bit of her sanity.
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They never followed through? Or did it take her 6 months to respond like she’s done to other companies???
i realize this is off topic, but how can any company type like that in a professional capacity and be taken seriously by anyone that isn't Jilly Bean?
Maybe I'm just getting old and can't relate.
I can just picture how she'd email a client if she ever had any…
hai big boi!
totes got yr big, spooky order! you'll get it sometime this year - lots of self care planned! i'm just a poor widdle artsy-fartsy noobie!
No refundsie wundsies! tee hee!
That's so crazy to me. I can't imagine any of the other contenders, going by the effort put into those videos, never mentioning the contest again.
I'm probably projecting, but she seems like the kind of person who, knowing they have a lot of resources, money, and fans, decides to do something as an ego boost, and doesn't care about the results after she gets her fix of showing off how much "better" she is than everyone else.
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Seriously, plus I'm quite sure that all the other finalists at least regularly wear J-fashion. I tried to find somewhat recent outfit shots of all the other girls; even the ones that wear more of a western style seem to have a way more polished look than Jill at least.
(Just compare it to her most recent outfit shots: >>684530
I don't really care for a few of these people, yet I still think they would've all done a better/more professional/more enthusiastic job of representing Kawaii.i.
Then again I guess we all know that the contest doesn't really matter anyway, just a shame seeing that Jill is gonna be going to Japan for another tendies and kiddie cartoon trip when some of the other girls probably have a way more genuine interest in Japan/J-fashion and wouldn't be able to afford the trip themselves, unlike Jill.
>tl;dr old man yells at cloud
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I'm surprised pastel bat didn't win with how many people know of her. Or that wanna be drag queen bitch.
I guess Jill just made people vote for her tacky ass over and over.
Some tacky brand probably wants to fly her out to Toronto or New York to celebrate a new launch or test out products and advertise it all on IG or possibly vlog the experience.
These are usually all inclusive luxury trips paid by the brand to pamper the influencer and establish brand loyalty with them and their followers. Jill is asking how much she should charge them for social media or youtube exposure.
But I can't imagine any brand that wants to collaborate with her being very… top-notch or anything. Hence why I don't think she's even leaving the American continent. I'd be impressed if it were even California, let alone Europe or Japan.
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Holy shit! Her thighs look so hammy!
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Does this post correlate with any loss of her patreon backers or something?
Literal trailer trash look this time. We've had vague trailer trash looking moments recently but this is undeniable.
The fence, the hair, the clothes, the socks + pink fuzzy sandals.
Seriously Jill what in tarnation
I honestly think that either Anzu or Zekia should've won. They were the only cute ones with decent taste.
Actually, I'm surprised that Jill won instead of Anzu since they have approximately the same amount of followers and their followers are equally active.
I don't understand how she goes without posting while she is away since, well, other youtubers usually pre-record things so they can post them? Would it be that hard to have a line up of back-up videos for when something comes up? This is her full time job, why can't she take it even slightly seriously.>>707251
Not ana-chan at all but she's definitely not a healthy weight. She's fat. And we know her diet is shit, she never exercises like a healthy adult should, she rarely even makes home cooked meals… yea she's not fit at all. She's fat, I don't know why anons want to defend her poor diet by calling her a normal weight. She shouldn't be encouraged. Fatty-chans need to own up to the fact they aren't normal sized either.
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This is the description she posted for this outfit on instagram.
I guess it's good that she's finally getting over her "neutrals are sooo boring uwu" mindset, maybe school is actually teaching her something lol.>>708641
Like another anon pointed out, BMI is really lenient when it actually comes to considering someone as 'fat', but she's not healthy for sure.
In the past she said that any kind of dieting etc. puts her on a slippery slope because she struggled with EDs in the past - not sure if she's just using that as an excuse to not eat healthy, but if she honestly still does struggle so much with ED like behavior I wish she would actually seek help.
Stuffing yourself with frozen and processed food every day isn't much healthier than being slightly underweight, like she was before…
LMAO I’m underweight and I don’t think she’s fat. By no means did I say she was fit. Her diet is a joke and I can’t imagine her lifting a weight or running more than 10 meters in her life. But y’all really out here making out like she’s got rolls on rolls and is obese.
She could be slimmer and more toned but she’s not a fatty just yet. However if her diet carries on then who knows.
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And Youtube/Patreon, aka her regular 'job'?
It's clear she's excited about this and probably seems to think that this is way more important than her actual responsibilities, but in the grand scheme of things it's just one promo trip…
She doesn't even play The Sims, I could understand if her channel was focused on it at least but this is so random.
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She’s only going for three days apperently, so with travel will miss a week of school. And doesn’t seem like her mom is going
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Unless this photo is old and she’s just getting tagged in it then she may be traveling with her mom, and has possibly changed her hair again?
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This is new. Her hair hasn’t been pink and green since 2016, and she’s wearing a new top.>>709684
Her school is so relaxed with academics that it’s kind of scary. She’s only been in school for a couple of weeks and her advisor is supporting that she go travel to another country to do YouTube stuff instead of working on her studies. Even missing a day or two of class can cause someone to be backed up with work. Her teacher mentioned that she was a YouTuber during the first week. They must be happy to have a YouTube “star” in their midst.
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Her hair was pink green and blue this summer where have you been?
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Someone tell her to go to franks cafe. I feel like she’d definitely be roped into going for the aesthetic and having some kind of breakdown because Peckham is scary uwu
You know she'll just potter round carnaby and oxford street. Bet you anything she'll take photos somewhere in Kensington with all the white terrace houses (maybe she will Photoshop them rainby), but that's as far from central as she'll go. No soaking up the culture aside from the kawiwi shops. The closest shop we have to jfashion is sai sai, but Camden is probably scary too. Bet you she won't venture south of the river at all, or anywhere east.
Then again, she's nowhere near jfashion anymore, so I don't know why I'm bothering to give her lurky ass ideas.
I'm almost jealous of how easily she gets things, with so little work. Everything she puts out is so subpar, yet she gets promotions and brand deals like this thing with the Sims just thrown at her. It baffles me, I've been following since her LACE video. She was so much better back then, in terms of quality content that was actually enjoyable and nice to watch.
The production content was so much higher too. Jill, it's not too late to go back to that standard of content!
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Jill is going alone to London. I'm ready for the shitshow. >>709412
mentions, how is she able to "make this happen" (like that requires an intensive amount of work or planning on her part) but keeping up with her upload schedule with community college is too much? But also she has time to allegedly do inktober? And time to go on a shopping trip overseas for a few days? What is the truth?
I guess just making a quick post would be somewhat understandable, but I really don't get why she goes into so much detail, like mentioning the specific dates. I can't imagine that any of her FB friends would give a shit when exactly Jill's travelling?
They just don't seem to have any sense of privacy or safety, why not also mention the exact times her flights are lol.
Maybe it's a nitpick, but it bothers me how she speaks to her mom like they're bestest of friends instead of family/mother and daughter.
Also, good time encouraging your daughter to shop and do nothing of value. Why would you go to London and not try to see some of their historic landmarks or museums?
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She's acting like a shitton of people would actually come see her. Safety?
She's a joke
mama vessey is the best farmer, always keeping us in the loop>>710257
surprised she wasnt stupid enough to post a photo of her passport deets… is she… finally learning not to overshare?
She literally gave up on applying to every decent fashion school she's ever considered, despite publicly saying she was planning to attend those schools. She doesn't care about central saint martins because she didn't choose any undergrad degree that would actually allow her to further her studies in london or Japan for that matter.
She just wanted to attend a local craft school that would teach her basic entrepreneurial skills and some hands-on design practice. It's clear she doesn't see herself as an actual runway designer.
i'm a csmfag n she'd be so fuckin freaked out at what ppl at actual art schools act/look like she'd get torn to shreds just stepping in the building>>709684
she's barely even started n she's already taking time off to fuck around pretending to be relevant in london cba this bitch is never gonna get anywhere in life
Anzu doesn't have the same cult following as Pixie because she never replies with her fans or encourages them to interact with her.
Pixie knows how to engage people, even if the people she's engaging are just as trashy as she is. >>711171
CSM won't let her focus solely on her kaweewee rainbow pastel magical girl aesthetic so she doesn't care.
Jill mentioned booking a hotel, I assume if her family was living closer to London she could've just stayed with them? Her mom definitely went to visit them in England before, but I think she also went to London for business before (and got Jill a bunch of Christmas gifts).
OT but I just got reminded, a while ago I rewatched Jill's Christmas haul from last year and it's ridiculous how 99% of the things she showed have just disappeared, like that pink toy piano or most of the clothes her mom got for her - it must be a bit depressing having a daughter who changes 'aesthetics' every few months and goes through stuff so quickly lol.
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Sorry for samefag but I really can't wait to see what kind of outfits Jill plans on bringing…
Also I wonder if she'll actually bother taking care of her hair before going?
First of all, she doesn't blog. She barely even vlogs and when she does it's 0% about fashion. Influencers like Susie Bubble who attend every single fashion week and review all the shows/collections are fashion bloggers.
Perhaps going to London and brushing shoulders with people who actually work in the fashion industry might help illuminate her but knowing jill she won't even take this opportunity to network at all and probably will spend all of her time outside the sim's events either sleeping in her hotel or buying food.
This means she'll have traveled to 3 fashion capitals within less than 2 years (Tokyo, NY, London) and despite being an art student/aspiring designer herself - she hasn't even once explored any famous school campus (bunka, parsons, FIT, csm, london college of fashion) nor attended any museums or art gallery exhibitions/events. She's so far removed from any actual arts/fashion community or culture, it's despicable and pathetic that she calls herself a blogger or designer or any other variation of credible titles she tries to give herself.
London is pretty lax about what people wear.
No one actually gives a shit.
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Does anyone know who Pixie is planning on meeting in London? I assume Becki considering how much she sucks up to her, but does anyone know who else? Also very tasteful to flash your money Jill. Don’t cry when you get mugged
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Guessing Becki Connie and Kelsey
You mean the threat that is over a year old? Honestly people change and who wasn‘t a weird teen once? Caspian has been nothing but kind towards me and we are not in the same friend group nor do I have a large following.
Anways, I don‘t think Jill really cares about him now that he can‘t get her that IC discounts anymore and she‘ll hardly travel outside of London just to meet someone. Hell, I am sure she didn‘t even care in the first place, why would Jill need discounts when she has pateron money?
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Oh brother. More fat acceptance bullshit. It's not hard to take care of yourself, move around and still eat the foods you love.
Jill is just a lazy slob.
Has Jill’s face always looked like this? I read that people that binge and purged have enlarged salivary glands. I don’t know exactly what to look at though
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so a munchie huh?
Jills outfit is not the worst I´ve seeen though. She´s finally wearing something that she got from Japan wow
this edit on her face is hilarious, who are you kidding Jill>>713270
Feels like a miracle that Jill hasn't jumped on the fake chronic illness bandwagon with the rest of these idiots
Oh shit I forgot, sorry. I'm such a fool (not saging in pt give me bad habits I think)>>713248
That coat is awful af, looks like wet dog hairs.
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I like that Jill didn’t even use the big mirror to take a picture lol.
She looks like a grumpy old woman.
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Is Jill channeling Emilia Fart? Because you’re not iconic Jill
That coat is £80 and she still plans on visiting Irregular Choice and Lazy Oaf so I have a feeling she has much more than £200 like it was speculated.
I’m excited for this, it’s like a mini version of the Japan trip.
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She’s out with Becky and Kelsey
She looks almost the same age as her mom lol>>714166
Is the fuzzy jacket and all of awkward posing to hide how hammy she's gotten, holy shit
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She is massive holy hell
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She really needs to learn how to match colors. The fanny pack perfectly blended in with her shirt and gave her a freaking PEEP blob silhouette.
Honestly if you're bored (and you're on this website, let's face it) watch this again. It's sad how much better she looked a year ago, even though she was still a hot mess.
She has literally never worn or shown 99% of these things. Why does her mom indulge her so much? Does she not like having money? Does she want a permanently stunted daughter that expects hundreds to thousands to be spent on her for things she will never use? Jill is so hopeless, it's almost sad.
Good god. Is this one she uploaded? She doesn't look even close to that Lardy in this >>713977
Or in fact anything she's uploaded lately
I get what you’re saying anon but I still think that’s a bit of a reach. I’d say it’s like wearing a plaid skirt - some people might think of a school uniform but it’s generally pretty safe and socially acceptable to wear.
That dress is one of the better ones Jill has, honestly.
i think this is the same outfit as >>707090
that is one hell of a difference