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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and has been majorly struggling to maintain the LARP.
>Began her lolcow run over 5 years ago as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears or acknowledges. She now looks like an overweight clown, and has abandoned j-fashion entirely.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent.>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise.>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day smoking weed. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without further medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her major trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill ‘started her own brand’, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything, but planned to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning (and faking) stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics,pretending she can only eat one type of food (and acting like an anachan on one of her twitter accounts). Currently saving up for her autism diagnosis, but it's over $3000>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s a constantly growing number of alters living inside her head with some of them being “fragments”.
MEET THE ALTERS:>Jerrick: 14-16 year old emo boy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Claims to be sex repulsed and anti- eating disorder, but follows or posts things involving either, signs with a snake emoji>Jax: 19 year old girl who speaks with a Brooklyn accent, and types with one too, which is normal. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane/LoL), and Spinel (Steven Universe), which goes against typical DID lore/logic. Is going to get seriously into drag. Signs with a test tube emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 21 years old, has a twitter where she posts tiktoks using the voice of a popular e-bimbo, and retweets twitter sexworkers. Potential onlyfans saga incoming. signs with a flame emoji>currently unnamed 6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting” (incl. when smoking or drinking), talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" Kind of like her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Certifiably too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. Last seen>Flora: just a "fragment" who is not just a carbon copy of cure flora, but is all the positive cures, and is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom.>Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. Is a cat! Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city.>piano emoji: ??? Silently added to her tiktok bio.
Stamps from last thread:>>210167
Jill tells us of her incredible ability to switch when she needs to make a video. Ask jerrick anything. >>210184
jerrick ugly >>210188
and wears dog tags telling the world "he's the persecutor" >>210190
ugly new pixielocks banner>>210204
they just work so well together uwu>>210267
more fucking picrews>>210427
may livestream drops>>210433
here's her drawings of her alters>>210539
may livestream summary>>210635
>>210636 pics of her cousin's wedding dress mock up>>210746
so her drag debut is coming. Officially booked. Her dragsona is villainy swells, and is a "collaboration" between Jax, jerrick, and veronica..? Oh and will be singing or lip syncing other friends from Steven Universe. Hot.>>210842
angel therapist is moving. Boo hoo. Anyone got a recommendation? >>210884
she's so upset that therapist is leaving she switched and even her babby alter came out >>211067
jerrick's patreon meet the alter video drops. >>211389
summary here >>211430
full video embedded on YouTube here >>211460
"jerrick's sketches" fashion sketches that don't fetishize binders at all>>211735
people can't make fan art that doesn't make Jill happy>>212280
Jill explains the activities each of her alters do..? >>212646
tiktok singing video. Sorry I mean vocal stimming. >>212645 >>212896
pushing the lesbian thing with veronica >>212904
villainy drag ugly>>213434
alter cliffe was named after some street where a bunch of dispensaries are. >>213568
she wants to relapse on seventy bajillion things she's never done >>213682
someone call the Canadian dmv this bitch driving and blacking out and buying toys while pretending to be a toddler>>214378
jill is knitting a blanket where every color represents an alter switch>>214751
don't forget she's neurodivergent >>215287
and also a bimbo
Last thread >>>/w/210035
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Twitter 2: https://twitter.com/villainyswells
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Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/
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she’s full of rage because she had to send 1 email and clean her house. no wonder she couldn’t keep up her sunshine and rainbows personality if she’s set off this easily.
Having to stick her face into an oozing rotpocket? No, no she doesn’t. I’m hoping that her well established love of penis gives her a relatively painless out before it comes to that. In the meantime she’s feeding into the “lesbians can love dick” lie though and fuck her for that.>>215654
There were no real consequences. People who already hated her had even more reason to, but everyone else handwaved it away like nothing happened.
In twitter and tiktok culture any “non-man loving non-men” can call themselves a lesbian and since neither of them consider themselves men, that applies to them. By that community’s standard she is
a lesbian. Anyone who wants to call her LARPing ass out will have to challenge this narrative and will probably just get drowned in a torrent of genderfluid.
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looks like her next video is called “reviewing my old sewing projects (from before fashion school!)”. honestly i feel like she had no improvement, and possibly even regressed a bit.
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she’s holding up her cure flora dress in the pic. i feel like this is much nicer looking than anything she put out during her sewing classes
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Lurking her thread like
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She looks like the witch from howl’s moving castle
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Wtf is that thumbnail.
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I'm sure someone else has already pointed this out, but OF FUCKING COURSE Jerrick is named after a drag queen lmao.
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This whole Drew Monson thing has gone from weird to funny for me. She just doesn't know when to give it a rest.
Didn't her mom do most of the work on her cure flora dress? >>215780
No, it works because they forget to eat through out the day then binge 2000+ calories at night.
t. former fattie
Is this not embarrassing as hell? Bitch is 23. Just damn. >>215849
I wonder if she realizes he's way off in the corner, cropped?
At least she's wearing something that fits.
Anyways, I think most of her older cosplays were okay. They were better than most first or second or third projects. She definitely was overreacting with certain things (I personally believe a cosplay being sweated in for 8+ hours doesn't need to be completely lined but thats just me) I think her actual reaction to things were extremely played up. I agree with anon >>215690
Her Cure Flora was her better creations and her fashion line graduation projects couldn't hold a flame to this. It's not SSS but it's still her better work.
Did she not say at one point that, that was actually sewn by her grandma or mom and then slowly started to claim it as all her work? Or was that just our speculation?
Either way it would make a lot of sense if her one decent sewing project was not solely by her kek
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The joke tells itself…
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KEK, any time i see trisha paytas i always think of pixie. they are one in the same
also ???? wtf is this alcoholic tweet????
Her weight gain between calling Trisha out and the DID diagnosis video is nuts. >>216085
So she knows she looks like shit at least? Or did she not get what that line means? Kinda depressing to think about her and Steve both getting blackout and greened out just to stomach being around each other.
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I can’t believe no one has posted this yet.
her tik tok is out of control
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Spot the difference
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Is she backtracking on the lesbian thing after >>212896
? That would be funny. If Stevie goes full she/her she'll probably pick it up again.
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how does she keep getting worse. i can't believe i've been watching her saga since the lace drama…
I don't know how to use this website at all so I'm sorry if I'm doing this wrong but I would like to confirm that that is, infact, my reply and I'm an avid lurker of this thread and am, infact, not a fan of Jill
I used to be but I just,, avidly hate her now and I'm tired of her whole "Veronica's a lesbian and cliffes gay" when she's just?? A bi woman wanting to feel special
This, basically. She has only treated women like shit or like a source of trauma. No real love. She only loves dick, like she said. I can't believe more people aren't outraged at her use of the word lesbian when she isn't one, even more so in this thread.>>216176
No problem, you're ok! I think more than being gross she wants to prove the world she's totes a lesbian but all her comments so far have been "IM A LESBIAN LOL BIMBO POWER UWU" rather than "I love women, I feel things towards women". Very telling that she only wants the label. She's worse than Trisha lmao.
Twitter bisexuals are the absolute bane of my existence and despite my reply stating "I mean this in the kindest way" I, infact, did not and just wanted Jill to hear me out on the fact that the word didn't mean what she thinks it means instead of blocking me and saying I'm harassing her poor horny alter
Now I have one of her bisexual followers in my Twitter replies being weird as HELL(don't touch the poop)
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>>216160>"I identify as a woman that loves women!"
No you don't, you're a monger for dick and just like men use women until they aren't useful anymore. She likes the idea of lesbianism more than being an actual lesbian. One of her twitter feinds tried to ass kiss and give her a pass but based lesbian put her in her place.>even tho I'm bi
straight to the gulag
no one cares if you are or not and you're essentially cowtipping right now so I'd suggest you stop while you're ahead.
Also based on your Twitter replies I can tell you are going to get ripped to shreds once people look at them so I'd also suggest not outing yourself like this.
Don't out yourself nonny
, be careful out there
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PoV: you're a marshmallow peep
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fuck didn’t even see that shit the first time why are all twitterfags like this
just like some anons have mentioned, how come most of her OCs have the same interests? so far we know that "jill", "jerrick" and "veronica" are all into drag and drag queens, why does she need all these extra characters if all of them are essentially the same exact thing? why didn't she at least try to make them a bit different so she's at least a tad more believable>>216176
don't fill in the email space with your actual email, either leave it blank or write "sage", and try to blend in so stop mentioning that you're the "twitter lesbian". good luck out there anon and i hope for the sake of your sanity that this thread won't tear you a new one
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begone, scrote sympathizer
There's a level of cowery in going to an anonymous imageboard where every post says anonymous
on it and then going out of your way to namefag or otherwise identify yourself. It's definite attention-seeking. Nobody cares who you are, newfags.
we have a lot of new lukers/contributors in here compared to other threads and i completely get why - its satisfying to see jill's audience come to terms with her behavior after so long. but, for all new lurkers, we don't cowtip – lolcow isnt an army sent after jill
nonna, your feelings about jill's lesbian and gay larp are valid
, but don't interact and report back here. we observe, and we let the cards fall without interference
It’s yet another example of hill over complicating things to feed her own ego and not for a second be able to admit to any short comings. It would be 100% fair and valid
if she just straight up said she designed her old cosplays and had help from a relative to actually make them. She was a literal teenager with no formal training, no one would be expecting expert level cosplays
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More than a passing resemblance
sewing fag here
you can see how obviously above her level some parts of the dress are. Those skirt scallops are near perfect but the waist bow looks like babby's first home ec project. She likely made that bow and maybe some accessories but not the main dress.
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These mental gymnastics are getting out of hand
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It was pretty easy to find. All of the pins she’s saying her “little” pinned are 2 months old and under an album titled “Vintage & Nostalgia”. She’s such a fucking liar, and shit at covering her tracks/keeping her story straight.
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She needs to give it a rest.>>216440
She either blames autism or DID for her lack of skills and immaturity even though there's plenty of mentally ill people who do way better than she does.
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She posted this screenshot to twitter. So she's playing at Flourish Festival, in front of an actual crowd. I hope we get footage from a random attendee filming by chance.https://www.flourish-fest.com/lineup
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so these are supposed to be 2 separate people, yet they make the same retarded lip pout in their selfies?
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Either this is a farmer or an insanely weird coincidence.
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Samefag, her fucking bio on there.
You'd think someone with a disorder that comes from extreme, severe, repeated childhood trauma wouldn't want to flaunt it as a first impression.
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In Jill's drag prep vlog she mentions that they are "three afab non-binary pals all preparing for their first drag gig together". Sophia does have they/them pronouns on her Instagram. And her most recent post as "Bella Tofana" and doing drag practice definitely leads me to believe that she actually is the same person as the "B" Jillian mentions practicing drag with her. And also, confirmed the "M" from the flourish line-up is the same as the woman in Jillian's vlog. Same tattoos.
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This is literally confirmed to be Jillian after Alyssa and Uma. She needs to stop roleplaying as a lesbian. Steven being a troonbian doesn't count.
do you nonas have actual DID from getting beaten as children or something?
I know you're being hyperbolic or "ironic" but damn, those are some authentically deranged takes.
Not that anon and not to advocate for violence but Jill is definitely the result of coddling and helicopter parents, a cautionary tale if there ever was one.
People need like a
dose of reality at some point in their lives to not be like Jill. You can't tantrum your way out of every problem.
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Putting these two examples together makes the situation seem very dire indeed. A nobody pretending to be quirky and interesting vs an adult who actually does professional shit. I am starting to think Jillian might indeed be mentally challenged due to low IQ and a lot of weed usage. I can't fathom anyone professional describing themselves like this, she truly dug her own grave thanks to internet brainrot.
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I think Jill still sees everything as high school and this is her quirky project to show to the class.>Pre-sale Festival Passes: $60 (May 9th - June 11th)>Full Price Festival Passes: $80 (June 12-15th)>We encourage applications from candidates who are gender non-binary; women; Black, Indigenous, and/or People of Colour; LGBTQ2S; people with disabilities; people from other equity-seeking groups; and people living at the intersections of the above.
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On second glance, Jill seems to fit in with the others in the drag category.
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This is the "featured cow" from one of the old confetti club threads years ago. I guess she became irl besties with her idoru pixie after all
Wow ‘drag’ has officially lost all meaning and become just another thing that boring white girls adopted, like the word gaslighting.
I’m still stuck on the fact that those photos were her literal promo shots and she ‘couldn’t be bothered with nails etc’? Peak lazy. I can’t put my finger on why she looks so awful in that photo, is she hitting out her bottom jaw?
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Sofia is also skinwalking the slut alter of Pixie kek
in pixie's birthday video, she is with her fakeboi playing pixie quiz
There is nothing clear about that, they look like functional shoes.>>216867
Looks more like a plain straight girl who only knows how to do basic makeup. Jill is too Jill to look that clean without pretending it's a whole new person living in her head. Unless it's geriatric Cliffe who is used to simpler times finally getting back into drag kek.
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we need this to be edited into Jillybean.
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Sorry I am no artist but I had to
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Why does she keep doing her makeup like this?? Awful.
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Nonbinary simply means you don't adhere to the binary view of gender in society (men vs women) so you don't want to be put in either of those cases. Transgender subscribes to the binary view of society as they want to be seen as one or the other. They are actually almost opposite concepts… Except for the fact they view gender as a performance rather than linked to the body you were born with.
Even tho I'm not one to be pedantic, it's been a huge pet peeve of mine to see people throw those labels with each other when it doesn't make any sense.
Sorry for the dwelve in the ultra special flake language
I think ironically she is making sure to use afab every time so people know she is female because the alternative makes her dysphoric. Her pointing out that her friends where afab like that is actually problematic
. She said that she is nonbinary because of DID no? Which is very odd and doesn’t make sense. If she gets cured of DID will she no longer be nonbinary.
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It's interesting to me how even though she doesn't post on Instagram often, all of the DID tags are notably absent, nor are they in her bio. Is Instagram not as woke and enabling as Twitter/TikTok/YouTube? Or is she hoping any Insta-only followers can be kept on the side for when this inevitably blows up?
How the fuck is this drag, this is her regular makeup but with a few more details and she wears shit like this all the time. No padding, no corset, no stage presence. >>216972
Hilarious anon, the drawing of Jill is almost endearing.
Imagine being a child at a park, having fun, maybe you're playing in the sandbox, or watching tiktoks idk whatever kids do, you start to hear loud thumping, the clicking of cheap beaded jewelry, and heavy breathing, you turn around and to your horror see Jillian (or rather, her ddlg child alter KEK) and she heaves out "WANNA COLOR?!!" shoving down her corporate artstyle bodyposi and trans representation magical girl coloring book next to you.
Nightmare fuel, sage for my autism I couldn't help it
Every time I see the name, I read it as ‘smells’
Next up, Porkielocks Smells
This basically lmao. I don't even like drag and even I know her effort is zero to null. Imagine comparing herself to someone who has dedicated their lives to a craft like this for years and has to spend not only money but also time on elaborate costumes and wigs. Without inserting my actual views on drag onto this, you gotta admit that performing in front of an audience, actively being entertaining, and having layers and layers of expensive shit on top is quite a hassle and she really is not ready for this. She thinks painting her grimy face and being greasy is all it takes when she herself admitted she can't work on her special "3 drag queens one human" routine without having a meltdown. Not even when this is her very current special interest. She's not going to make it, I'm sure she will half ass this crap for a while and then never try to perform again, but somehow she will still call herself drag queen all her life.
Just knowing how much she half asses everything is fucking sad.
She really pollutes everything she touches, from looking below average in lolita, or making her own "Japanese fashion" while living in bumfuck Canada and then not commiting to it, to pretending to be a full-time YouTuber, to not being able to even kickstart her own brand, having multiple webpages and accounts that she barely uses then leaves forever, calling herself queer/lesbian while being painfully straight, being an irresponsible cat owner, larping as autistic and mentally ill, etc etc etc.
But for me one of the worst examples is how much she thinks she's a legit fashion designer when absolutely nothing she ever does is related to it. She hasn't sewn or drafted new designs in months, she can't even make her own "drag queen" costumes, she's basically a nobody and barely can call herself a hobbyist seamstress. Whenever I look at her, I'm like "is this really all it takes to be a fashion designer"? Maybe some things simply weren't meant to be.
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The level of second hand embarrassment is off the charts
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for you, nonnatella
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Jillian has ascended clownhood.
I agree, Steve coming out would be a dream come true for Jill. She will feel more valid
calling herself queer and she still gets dick and doesn’t have to do anything and if she doesn’t want to sleep with him then oops guess asexual Jerrick is fronting oh well.
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Trans flag in Steve's twitter name, coming out confirmed?
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Self awareness is the first step to recovery Jill.
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Woe is me! I have to lay in bed all day because life is sooooo hard and I'm just soooo traumatized!
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I second this tinfoil. Could also explain why Jil- I mean "Veronika" has been posting about being a ~lesbian~. And when she was called out for it, she doubled down on being a "Woman who loves women"
Her bimbo-sona is probably acting this out with Steebie behind the scenes kek she's already used to transformation all her boyfriends anyway
I think so too. After he comes out publicly Steve will probably start posting ‘lewd’ selfies to fish for compliments from chasers and handmaidens and Jill will further ramp up the DID LARPing in response. I expect we’ll be seeing a lot more of bimbo Veronica, but I think there’s also a chance that she’ll swing in the other direction instead and double down on the asexual dysphoric trans teenager thing out of disgust. It’s not uncommon for gfs and wives of AGPs to distance themselves from womanhood after watching their husband morph into an insulting, oversexed caricature. In any case I wouldn’t be too surprised if Steve starts an OnlyFans before she does.
I hope for her sake that Jill breaks up with him. If he breaks up with her first (to “live his best life as his authentic self”) then she’s really going to spiral. Worst case scenario they stay together and start grooming vulnerable young people in their orbit into a ddlg polycule.>Come safely age regress at our happy fun rainbow house, we have weed and alcohol! PS don’t tell ur parents uwu>>217583
Will Veronica be the dominatrix or will we get a new alter for that? Born of the trauma of her therapist abandoning her of course.>You can’t run away from me in a miniskirt and stilettos!
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Just to add her caption and a cringe commenter that's probably closer to her reason for posting it (the song is from moon knight). I'm sure she's trying to imply "waking up as someone else is so hard uwu" like what happens in the show, on top of the woe is me.
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I can't decide if being a fly on the wall in their house would be hilarious or extremely depressing.
So many People have this mentality now that either your family accepts/approves of every aspect of your life or they are ~toxic
~ and need to be cut out completely. It's unhinged and really sad. Now everyone is complaining about how lonely and sad they are. Well, retard, if you didn't block everyone who didn't align perfectly with you then you wouldn't be sitting alone in your room with no friends.
Your parents can still love you while not supporting your lifestyle. It can be hurtful but that's just the way it is. Family is really the most important thing you will have in your life and it's vile for either side to cut each other off because of political or moral views (To a certain degree, obviously.)
nta but she says that she has so many "identities and so many fucking genders" inside herself that she is def not cis.
Words are meaningless.
I agree. I think no one likes Jillian. Alyssa's family also didn't like her. She's too much of a bad influence.>>217626
I think you're right. She's not a stable person to date, even more nowadays. She wants to be a kid forever and play dollhouse. Literally. Not only with her real dollhouse toy but also with her entire home. The alters are the dolls.
Well, that isn't trans then, she's just larping as trans and trying to grab another special label for herself. I'm tired of her faking so many identities for clout. And then bastardizing them and not understanding the struggle who actually have problems go through like autism for example
. It must be painful for her to not be part of a minority I guess. This is why she wants the fucking spotlight so much. Very fucking funny that it's pride month and her being a spicy straight she still wants attention so she labels 3 different "queer" labels on herself. I'm tired.
If you're family is abusive
then that's obviously a different scenario, dummy. That's not what my post was about.
Jill would never, she's been so careful since racist-14-year-old saga.>>217583
I 100% believe she will or is already aiding in him trooning out. That headband pic on her birthday was very
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>>217707>"bro, what if you made a huge hoodie that could fit around a large boulder" (22 mins in)>"umm.. like that famous one in Australia- anyway"
uh oh, does she mean Uluru? the same one where laws needed to be made to ban idiot white tourists from climbing it and taking photos there due to how spiritually and historically significant it is to the local aboriginal people that it belongs to?
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look what I just found on that ig photo she posted. Looks like she's just copying and pasting the same response verbatim to every follower that asks? She probably anticipated people calling her a hypocrite.
Honestly I don't even blame her for this canned response. The people calling her out for doing "racist clown makeup" scream tiktok brainrot. Just say she looks ugly in it if you want to booly her in the comments kek.>>217723
Lmao trannies stay losing! Jill loves these amorphous communities like DID and uwu twans because she doesn't have to change anything about herself or prove anything to join them and collect ass-pats!
The people calling her out are cow tippers
Even tiktok zoomers aren't that annoying anymore
I feel like could make the connection of Jill stating that the makeup look is based in a racist practice in her apology then continuing to do it repackaged as "drag" makeup as something to bring up since "she wants to do better" - there were comments under the last vlog she did the head shots for asking the same thing that she deleted/filtered out. Since a lot of her actual fans want to make sure that they can defend Jillybean being the "perfect, non-problematic
neuro-divergent angel baby" they probably want her to explain why it's okay now, but it wasn't before
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Please please please leave your poor cats out of your retarded trauma larp Jill
I'm not surprised she thinks this due to being a terrible pet owner.
Sorry Jill but it's actually pretty normal to not want to treat your cat like a baby 24/7.
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Sorry, late, June summary to have saved
>>Someone is currenting staying with them>>She's going to have Steve or someone film the drag show>>Show is in the middle of the day>>Songs will be Other Friends from Steven Universe and House of Wolves by MCR>>Show has to be all ages appropriate so she has to keep it from being "too horny" or "too sexual">>Might have Steve film her practicing in a studio owned by a friend instead of at the actual performance to post instead>>Steve and Jill's 4 year anniversary is June 12th>>Steve says he "has something planned">>"This is my first pride month officially identifying um as like a trans person […] yes, I used to be just like 'well I'm nonbinary' but I didn't feel like- I know there's- now I'm like okay, there's so many identities and so many fucking genders and so many things in my brain. Like definitely not cis.">>Says she's scared of thunder>>Always needs something playing in the background so she doesn't have to be "alone with her thoughts">>Talking about precure and possibly making a poll asking how people found it and to see how many found it through her - "It's not cocky to say I love this series and I talk about it so much because I do because I have mental illness and I- it's my favourite thing">>Says she loves Madoka Magica and can "write many essays about it" and it's impact on the magical girl genre>>Stopped watching one season of precure (healing good) because they magically healed a character's chronic illness with magic>>Freaking out about the thunder and lightening, was just screaming obnoxiously a lot>>Says thunder is a trigger for her, might switch because of it>>Goes to find the alter switch blanket, says her house is messy so she doesn't want to show it>>Says the tassels remind her of a character from Touhou, calls Touhou "niche">>Wants to continue doing the blanket for anther like 12 inches
She was just talking about her snuggie, joked about how it is just a big hoodie, then started talking about making the worlds largest hoodie>>217949>>218006>>217964
Cowtipping refers to interacting with the cow in any shape or form as to effect the production of milk.
"5. Do not alert a subject to their thread or take any other action to lead them to lolcow.farm (cowtipping).
5.1 Do not contact a subject's family.
5.2 Do not use lolcow.farm to organize a crusade against a cow (not your personal army).
5.3 Do not brag about or announce having personal contact or interactions with a cow."
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>>218250>Says she loves Madoka Magica and can "write many essays about it" and it's impact on the magical girl genre>Stopped watching one season of precure (healing good) because they magically healed a character's chronic illness with magic
isn't that a subplot of madoka
You're right, it wasn't aimed at men specifically but they have
taken the fandom over, mostly troons, which is unfortunate. Trannies absolutely love Madoka for some reason and co-opted it for themselves. Thus why there is now connotation between the two.
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Maybe steebe will convince her to do the klingon blackface makeup too, she can just decide it’s not racist like her clown makeup
>>218250>they magically healed a character's chronic illness with magic
She's such an annoying fake fan, I watched this season with a girl I babysit and that isn't what happened. She had a byogen (whatever they're called) inside of her which was causing her to be mysteriously ill and always in and out of the hospital even though they can do nothing for her, once daruizen left her body, he left with the byogen and she was healed because her body was no longer being used as a host for him.
I wonder honestly if she's even ever finished any precure seasons, I remember back when she talked about it more, she'd get stuff wrong a lot and her fans corrected her and she'd pretend like she knew all along kek.
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I mean… Madoka is pretty aimed towards otaku men, it's girly yeah but so is most yuri/moe anime, the OP shows her in weird fetish gear and theres a ton of lewd official merch. Sage for ot
Its just interesting that you keep track of everything she does, even all of her posts or anything she does irl.
You are a fan, right?
Otherwise you would have some actual hobbies?
At least you're honest.
I hate these uppity holier than thou anons who aren't capable of self reflection, especially when they have likely done much worse, they just haven't had a camera on them for years.
I started following Jill's threads years ago. And for a long time, I didn't hate her. I thought she was an annoying, spoiled brat but harmless. She was just some girl trying too hard to be unique and spent too much on stupid hauls. But it's when she spiraled down the mental illness hole that she started to make me hate her. I'm not going to blogpost but for everyone who has gone through abusive
or traumatic situations, it's just really cruel to see someone who had a perfect life try to pretend to be a victim
in order to feel special. I also happened to meet an actual narcissist IRL that put some things in perspective. She reminded me of Jill in a lot of ways and I realized that Jill must be so much more of a nightmare in RL than we could ever know. A person who doesn't live in the real world and throws tantrums when they don't get their way and steps on everyone around them then cries victim
when everyone gets fed up. These kinds of people are worthless assholes in society who contribute nothing, never take responsibility, and shit everything up. These threads hold Jill accountable and we know it must piss her off that there is a whole crowd of people not kissing her ass when she views herself as the center of the universe. She deserves to be knocked off her high horse.
Here's the deal: that shot is only in the opening for a few seconds and it's meant to bait people. It's not even in the real show. It's like no one here has watched it.
Again, want to see a real magical girl anime aimed towards men? Watch Uta~Kata, that shit came out one year before Madoka and had a shit ton of fanservice while the OG Madoka had basically none in anime standard. You're seriously denying the fact a lot of madoka merch and shit was aimed towards women back then too.
Pixielocks probably likes Madoka now because it's getting increasingly popular between troons nowadays and doesn't want to be left out. Plus, you have no idea how many male degenerates are into Precure and have massive collections of it. If anything, it's creepier for her to like Precure because it's aimed at little children and she takes the message of the show out and makes it into extremely fake positivity mental illness shit. Madoka was at least aimed at mature audiences to begin with.
>>218350>>they magically healed a character's chronic illness with magic
I'm sure she got this take from Twitter just like she got the "Madoka is not real magical girls" take back then.>I remember back when she talked about it more, she'd get stuff wrong a lot and her fans corrected her and she'd pretend like she knew all along kek.
Kek this. Plus she started her wand collection because she wanted to skinwalk someone else.
>>218373>Jill's mad the characters illness is cured because she would kill to have a chronic illness for extra oppression points
god you're so right kek>>218407
So dressing like a retard clown and larping mental illnesses is normal? Bizarro world.
To me, this site is more like watching the stock market. cows either go totally bat shit, dry up, or apologize. sometimes a combination. It's bad because usually the cows don't have a breakdown where they realize how shitty they've been to other people, but there's always a hope somewhere. The ultimate goal I'd have for this thread is that Jill either goes so off the deepend she loses all of her following OR she actually apologizes for faking mental illness, her sexuality, and stalking people. It gets pretty close to either of those extremes, but never quite. Being a farmer is a little bit self destructive, but the wash of relief you feel when people come to justice is kind of addicting. Unfortunately, that means no more milk, but it's not like we'd ever get to a society where there aren't more cows.
Sorry I struck a nerve jesus, it's fine for you to like it, I'm not even saying liking it means you have masculine tastes, its just a lotmost
moe/yuri anime is aimed towards otaku adult men who like "innocent" teen girls. It's blatantly obvious to tell what kinds of anime are aimed towards men and what isn't. I know men are into precure, they love to take things meant for little girls kek. But that literally has nothing to do with madoka being targetted towards male otaku, not gonna continue the magical girl derail after this
Whiteknighting aside, this anon told a bit of the truth. We seldom see how she looks or behaves outside (and I mean outside
outside, with grass and trees and cars) and in a normal environment to know if she looks and acts as shitty in that circumstance as in her videos and online. I don't doubt she's a lot more inhibited around normal people, she gives me that theater/art kid energy, who, at my school, always started drama between each other but never willing to say so much as a word to anyone normal. Also Greater Internet Fuckwad theory in action; she's more likely to go off and be rude to someone online, especially knowing she has the clout, than she would offline where most people wouldn't know who she is. All of this is just to say that I don't think she is BPD or any other buzzword mental disorder that lolcow likes to throw around, mainly because it was another diagnosis she was desperate to achieve, like DID and autism, and tried to explain away her lack of symptoms by calling it 'quiet BPD'. Somebody in /ot/ a while ago mentioned that she acts like a 'normal' twenty-something Atlantic Canadian and that we were missing this context, and quite frankly I think a lot of Jillian's online behaviors can be chalked up to the fact that she's spoiled and slightly immature and probably recognizes that she has a dying audience
Context is>Normal people
Friends, conventions, and fans do not count. These people are inherently under her sphere of influence and are going to be enablers or people she feels more 'powerful' than; it's also a more 'controlled' environment than, say, a grocery store, and we don't regularly see these events occurring. She mostly records in her home. I never disagreed with the fact that she's annoying, but being annoying is not indicative of having a severe 'mental illness' like BPD. Also wanted to mention that the 'normal twenty-something Atlantic Canadian' thing was in reference to her drinking habit IIRC, which a lot of anons in earlier threads thought was a sign of her alcoholism or whatever.
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Ah, but she might've done it off screen. I mean, she said herself on tickle tockle "I need to be the most visibly queer mentally ill person at the grocery store."
If you genuinely believe she's got BPD, then I have a bridge to sell you. Again, attention-seeking and acting like a narc doesn't mean she has a personality disorder. Some of you are sounding like Big Pharma in calling every annoying thing that Jillian does a symptom of a severe mental illness. You're just giving her more ammo to believe that she's s00per s1ck in believing her claim.>>218592
In what way? Has she lost a house or filed for bankruptcy? Has she been hospitalized for hurting herself recently? Or do you agree that she has the so-called 'quiet BPD' that she claimed instead? Self-destructive doesn't mean squandering her YouTube audience, kek>>218598
Almost like BPD is routinely misdiagnosed in patients, especially women, where diagnoses such as PTSD or autism would be a better fit. If Jill doesn't have the 'trauma' to develop DID, how does she magically have the trauma to develop BPD? Do you actually think she has either syndrome?
>>218571>People saw pics her mom took of her where she looks like a pink hobo in public
If you mean that photo of her looking like she's walking off to clown college with baggy pink trousers on, that photo still haunts me kek. The fact she claims to not be doing #clowncore anymore and listed not wearing baggy clothes as one of the reasons why, while still dressing in baggy clothes.
Idk about delusional-chan who is convincing themselves she's perfectly normal and lovely offscreen, have they seen her Tweets about scream-crying and whatever? If anything she's far worse offline.
I deleted and reposted. But to your point, you have to be an actual newfag to believe a damn word Jillian says. I don't recall her ever posting a diagnosis, but even if she did get one, do you realise how easy it is to obtain? Have you met any of the munchies on lolcow + KF? Also, Big Pharma isn't tinfoil, it's the actual term for large pharmaceutical companies.>>218610
You have to be samefag for posting almost within the same minute and calling my reasonable disbelief of Jillybean's 'BPD' tinfoil. BPD is genetic, but the catalyst is trauma. We already have precedence for the fact that she pretends to be severely mentally ill, why is it so hard to believe that she is pretending to have BPD as well? And notice how she hasn't been sperging out over it lately, almost like she dropped it for DID instead kek. I bet you're one of the munchie retards from r/fakedisordercringe who shits on DID-fakers while having a ''''true and honest'''' mental disorder yourself, if you're wk'ing Jillian this hard>>218612>Reddit spacing
Not any of these anons (I am >>218612
but not the anons above) but medfagging and debating about mento illness is technically against the rules on lolcow, you can't diagnose someone over the internet so it's a pointless debate.
Also this thread is active so several anons will post in a short timeframe.
It's active because there was a wk earlier being a sped and everyone wanted to tell them to shut up. Otherwise there hasn't been that much milk for the thread to move very fast. But I agree with your point that you can't diagnose cows with anything. However>debating about mento illness
is nullified by the nature of this thread. We can't actually verify whether or not Jillian has DID, I can't see why an exception is made for the retards that keep hammering on about her t0Tez R3aL BPD. I've seen too many people say Jillian has it just because she acts like a tard on Twitter like this mong >>216528
and it all reeks of newfag. She might be bitchy in real life to her fans, but we don't know if she actually behaves like that around normal strangers. Reiterating Greater Internet Fuckwad Theory here. Even if she is as bitchy as she is online, that still doesn't mean she's got BPD. We have all the evidence that she is and has been coddled and catered to by her parents to suggest that she's spoiled, but the actual tinfoiling starts at people insinuating her parents were neglectful enough to cause 'trauma', because they buy her lots of gifts or whatever kek.>>218634
Nobody says nonno here, 'oldfag'. If you have been around for as long as you say you've been, then you'd know not to Reddit space, even if all of the newfags in this thread are doing the same thing
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God I hope this video just shoots her in the foot for being contradictory for her own larp and just what the clinical ideas of DID are. I need someone to ask how she is sure that Jerricka is going to be the one fronting during the performance
Fuck off back to reddit, 'friendo'.>>218648
What's the worst thing she's doing? Dressing like rainbow vomit? You'll find 10 pixies if you spend a day on any college campus. Dancing? Plenty of zoomer retards make TikToks in public. I guess everyone who dresses alternatively and every mongoloid on TikTok is BPD too kek and Kelly Ronahan must
have an actual blood disorder because she managed to pick her legs enough that she got both of them amputated. You'd make a killing as a psychiatrist KEK
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Every time you post, you change it then delete the first post and post again kek like every single time
Also I am >>218646
and not >>218647
But everyone disagreeing with you is samefagging right? Wk gtfo.
but how is me saying Jillian is a liar, a womanchild, and not believing in her BPD being a wk? Newfags probably wouldn't know this, but if we had gone back a year or two most nonnies in this thread would agree with me that Jill doesn't have BPD
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Can confirm, I left my PC on all day and this has been going on all day with someone double posting.
is the only thing between the infighting
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She mentions feeling FOMO about conventions. Do we think she'll ever cosplay again? I think she is far too lazy at this point. Also the post about her meds made me think she's probably been sleeping all day long the past 2 days.>>218671
so much infighting today jeez>>218644
hold up. didnt she claim only jill and flora know how to knit/sew/do art all that stuff on a livestream? does this mean that suddenly all the alters have an skilled artistic ability they're gonna use to 'express themselves'? or is she suggesting that only jill and flora will be doing creative projects to express all the alters? cmon, larp is getting lazy here.
tbf you could say the same thing for both users if the infighting spergs spaced out their posts enough>>218673
ironic considering how much she spends on plastic crap. what does she even take meds for anyway? i don't think meds exist for did or personality disorders
I think flora is a full alter now?>>218720
People leave tabs open anon
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I’m still waiting for Cliffe, who remember is supposed to be pic related, to do anything other than chores and errands. You’d think the actually successful famous drag queen would be the one expressing himself or at least helping the others to do so, but all he does is pay bills. Also I looked him up and according to Wikipedia the real guy calls himself genderfluid and uses she/they pronouns, yet Jill has repeatedly called Cliffe a man and calls him he. Uh oh.
Any bets on how long it will take her to retcon the whole factive thing?
I'm not sure if we'll ever see jill cosplay again. With her fashion "degree" there's no room to show up with a bad cosplay. There are plenty of people who go to animaritime with no fashion degree at all, tiers above her in skill. And some who went to the exact same school as well who are far more talented.
If I were jill I'd be embarrassed to show up at these cons again honestly. How many friendships has she ruined in these circles already? Never mind the embarrassment of both her DID larping and how she presents herself right now. She'd be smarter to stay home, no one wants to see her nor cares about her at these cons anymore aside from her little cluster of "friends". Even when she did attend before she showed up for maybe an hour or two, napped half the time in her hotel room, competed and threw a fit if she didn't win. So what's the point?
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Every time she tweets this "uwu I just love friendship and rainbows" shit all I can think of is that tweet where she told a minor to suck her cock
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She keeps putting her name in that AI photo generator and nothing relating to her comes out and it's just sad to watch. Does she genuinely believe she's famous lmao?
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Wow. The delusions and cope run deep. It would irritate me but the fact she looks like a fat clown dressing like a toddler makes me laugh. Sure Jill, god gave you mental illnesses to counter balance your ahem
hotness. No it can't be your own fault for having gained weight and stunted reasoning; it just has to be a higher power. The only logical response.
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LOL nonna jillian has always been obsessed with herself, picrel
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Is this actually possible? I can't keep up anymore
It's only possible in the DID larp community. Honestly, anything she says is probably actively encouraged by the DID larp community.
It's very obvious all these people are faking it and have arbitrary rules.
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steve is looking more and more like a tranny
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he couldn’t even fix his chipped nail polish before their 4th anniversary
oh, so she only wears the sunflower lanyard when its convenient for her to larp as disabled, huh? funny how she will "wear it out to fetch the mail" but not in a public place like this bridge. >>219827
kek @ no ring in sight. sorry jill, maybe next year?
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"we saw u from across the drag show and really dig your vibe. we just want to let you know our kweer rainby homie-womie is a kink and agere safe space if u ever want to visit uwu"
Like most men he probably doesn’t properly wash his hands after going to the bathroom. You just know there’s some nasty shit under those nails.>>219862
Steebie scouting out the audience while Jill wiggles her mcnuggies on stage. I wonder if she’ll advertise that she’s an influencer at the drag show.
Looking at his nails it's no wonder Jill always had those UTI's
Also what the hell is her bracelet about? So she knows what day it is when she's not working and every day just blends together?
She put those day of the week bracelets together a while ago to help with her dissociation>>219936
Anon's tinfoiled from a tweet steve made about their four year anniversary having a big surprise (plus it being pride month) that he would propose
It’s just chipped polish nonna, log off occasionally.
It’s funny how the DID Show magically disappears when she’s preoccupied doing real life things and not being chronically online. No mention of switching, no clown make up or weird ass outfits (outside of her norm), she even has normal coloured eyebrows
iirc she said something about rings in a livestream awhile ago and her voice went up several octaves
as the anon described, when she mentioned their promise rings from years ago, and how Stevie doesn't wear his because it doesn't fit (iirc) so it is on her mind rather than being simply random marriage baiting from anons
Look at his hand in this one >>219826
though, it looks necrotic. I think the stats went around at the start of the pandemic and the vast majority of men only wash their hands when they go for a shit, (so, once a day) no other time, so agreed with all the anons grossed out by his nails
I would argue that most men don’t even wash them then. Most men seem to only wash their hands when they’re visibly dirty or sticky.
I also wasn’t onboard with steve trooning out because jill would never share the relationship spotlight with someone but these latest photos scream ‘scrote doing the bare minimum’ tim costume so I’m preparing to be wrong. That coupled with his silence on social media sets the stage for a big ‘come back announcement’ reveal.
Picaroons has the exact opposite aesthetic from Jill. You walk in there and you're going to find 30+ y/o men with undercuts + man buns wearing 2014 hipster attire and shitty flannels… and then you have these two.
For fucks sake Jill go to the gay/"queer" bar or something! At least Steve would have liked it
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the way she interacts with herself is too much
this might sound blogpost-like but i think everyone can relate, especially if they wear or have ever worn alternative clothes
i look nothing like I did in middle school. i dont know who does. its a fucking stretch to pretend that who you were in middle school is a different person entirely.
it might be worse that a part of her still is her middle school self as if she never grew up
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2.That's in very poor taste after all the massacres going around.
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she wants to be on drag race so badly, why is she so self important? she barely sews and can't act for shit.
It's just pitiful that this straight girl wants to be a drag queen this much.
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adding these two because they're extremely retarded.>The mentality that supporting “local drag” is an add on to supporting queens from TV is just really patronizing.
I'm sure she just wants to be as important as the ones on TV.
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her trauma larp is so disgusting, this just makes me think of when she all the sudden couldnt put in tampons without ptsd even though in the past we all saw the bowl of open tampons that she just left out in the open in her bathroom during that room tour or whatever
Her obsession with her younger self is gross. Especially paired with her self infantalization and this nasty bullshit >>219539
It's so fucking insulting to anyone who has experienced CSA that she's so enamored with the idea and obviously jealous that's something she didn't experience.
it's good she has made her first ever critique of creepy scrotes - aside from the pedo piano teacher thing - but the tone of this is all wrong, like it almost sounds like they wish they were still getting catcalled? >sees bimbo in the username
well that explains it, that is
how op intended it.
This is so fucking disgusting. She could have retweeted this without comment and I would have let it slide because, while worded in that zoomer tiktok mwental hwealth way that I hate, it's a really upsetting but true fact. I’m sure many anons here have memories of being catcalled while they were underage. I’m from a country with school uniforms and every girl I know has an experience being targeted when walking home from school or on the bus and wearing it.
But rather than share it silently jill has to act like she’s the only girl to ever get catcalled at all, especially the only one to get catcalled while underage, and it was so bad it added to the horrible trauma that caused her made up mental illness.
these kind of pretends to read the rest while i'm typing
posts are so cringy.
Her truama is something most girls have gone through
Jfc she needs a real therapist
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Umm anyone else see this?
Imagine being this triggered
by the way an anon formatted their post, sorry I sent you in a tailspin by writing the post as I was reading the text, hope your day improves
the "guess non of us ate or drank" part makes me think she's gonna larp an ED to lose weight. Maybe she finally got tired of being fat, but instead of losing weight healthily she's trying to go extreme for sympathy points and to prove how mentally ill she totally is.
Oh it’s worse than that anon, she implied she was smuts Jerrick for multiple years, her whole alt phase.>>220492
“Frequent fainter” am I crazy or has she literally never brought this up before and if it were true she definitely would have. Is this just another classic case of when a narcissist introduces a new thing about them but pretends it has always been that way. Also fuck off equating being an idiot on purpose with what anyone with a physical illness experiences, just eat a sandwich and don’t exercise hungry and dehydrated you dumbass.
Wouldn't you kind of have to "go non verbal" if you're unconscious?
She really is out here trying to be the most mentally ill, isn't she? But without having to give up any of her cushy life.
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Groan. Get ready for being a “drag queen” to take over her personality even more it seems.
>>220605>Muh "toxic lolita community gave me ED"
I wonder if she'd show off her skelly shoops as "proof" it's been an on-going problem. Along with the "you can be fat and anorexic too insert clapping emoji
I love how she did some little fasted at-home workout for her ED LARP that she’s doing in desperation to lose weight because she genuinely can’t stand how hideously fat she’s become, and she’s so out of shape she immediately got sick and threw a huge baby fit acting like she was ill and perishing and could barely survive it without Troonvie saving her and acting like her nurse.
Biggest spoiled drama queen, no wonder she’s fat, just like every other hamplanet who acts like the world is ending if they work out for 30 minutes or don’t eat for a few hours.
True, you know she's making shit up though. Unless her blood pressure is super high or something>>220620
Kek. Jerrica is anorexic but then there comes Jillronica and she eats twice the nuggies her body needs (eating for two!) because she has to keep her body thicc, otherwise how is she going to feel like a sexy clown. Kek. Then Cliffe eats some porridge or some shit since he's a geriatric 35 year old man.
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"I really value being kind"
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i'm still a newfag but i had time so i wrote up a summary, hope it's adequate
> working on some crochet sleeves with her cat on the desk, grooming itself all over the yarn
> shows a lapse of drawing her designs: she says the style changes halfway through and its a "clear switch" between jerrick and flora
> an OC writes "hello" on the screen before erasing it to signal her totes real switch
> showing off the sweater, "it looks JUST like the sketch honestly"
> she's making a slouchy sweater to wear with a belt and fishnets, calls it an androgynous
> the sweater is meant to be worn with a binder (despite it having a wide neck which would show straps?)
> does an ad for vitamins, says she is trying to be more healthy "especially in the body"
> a friend from college gave her advice on changing a gold belt buckle silver. jill wanted to dip it in acetone to wash off the gold, but says she was just "making up science". her friend told her to sand it off with sandpaper but she chose to spraypaint it
> when she shows the outfit on a mannequin, that persecutor dogtag necklace is included
> says she wants to put in more effort with her drag makeup, not just sit down and say "that looks like drag" when shes done
> transitions to a q&a and makeup GRWM
> says jill and jerr are fronting, "we are blended because we just woke up"
> "do you have to summon the right alters to work on projects?" she says she has to wait for them to come to the front, and that it means she has to take longer on videos because she cant force it to happen. she tries to trigger alters to the front when she needs them… retells her story about being in japan for kawai.ai and talks about working at claires to give examples
> "do all adult alters know how to do makeup?" she says she has no idea, but they all have muscle memory for makeup and sewing but might not all know specific skills
> claims her tiktoks with a sunflower drawn on the center of her face was her baby personality attempting makeup
> "veronica likes to make horny tiktoks… thats art, right?"
> says she has a lot of responsibilities that come before her alters doing art, like commissions and sponsorships
> "have you noticed skill differences between alters?" yes, she absolutely CANNOT work unless jill is around
> "there's some finesse [in her old work] that makes it very clear it's homesewn, whereas now after college i can make things that are more like 'oo this could be in a store!'"
> "i have never contoured, and my face is so very moonlike…" reprimands herself for wanting to be a drag queen but not contouring
> "do any other alters do drag?" she has established 'teams', like for with group project.
> calls herself a bouncy ball, kek
> brings up current online arguments about drag being sexual, says "sometimes at drag show there will be boobies"
> veronica comes out at parties to be "the embodiment of if you had several glasses of wine", says veronica just doesnt care about haters and is a diva and slayyys
> brings up her 3 character combo fictive, says her drag performance will use a song by one of those characters (spinel?)
> calls her child OC "baby smalls"
> most of the other questions are repeat questions about what art her alters do and questions about differences between alters, boring and jillian just repeats herself over and over
> says its unusual to switch for no reason, forgetting temporarily about how fast she replies during conversations she has with herself on twitter and the moment she "switched" midsketch earlier in this video
> talks about what happens if jill isnt fronting during the performance, she's trained all the alters including the little but is scared of what might happen (bombing onstage, kek) since she is "just a passenger"
> cliff loves drag but doesnt want to perform, hes more of a fan
> she hopes she can post footage of the show, but needs to ask if it's okay. if not, she'll film the rehearsal in a dance studio
> "i've accidentally been training to be a drag queen my entire life" because she cosplayed and went to fashion school
> talks more about the pressure she feels to be a sweet and peppy persona. when she felt the "bad feelings" she says are coming from jerr, she felt ashamed and scared of not being positive and happy, or of her negative borderline traits. she hopes drag will help jerr 'feel like a person again'
> "i wasn’t drawn to alter egos because i wanted everything to be perfect pixielocks, and anything that slightly deviated from it would mean i wasn't a rainbow girl anymore"
> says the drag event being all ages "took a lot of stuff off the table". she wanted to do will wood but decided it wasnt family friendly
> finishes her makeup and outro
writing this made me realize how much she truly repeats herself, she loves hearing herself talk especially when it's about herself. anyway enjoy
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here's her drag outfit.
>>220672>Also the little alter never came out when Jill worked at Claires or the candy store. Very convenient.
She's either stoned or drunk when she comes up with her plots. Love to see how her mind formulates this shit. I'd still be disappointed despite not expecting much.>>220686
I love you, nona. I don't have the patience to listen to her nonsensical babbling. Usually just hear "na na na na" like in Charmless Man by Blur. Kek. Thank you for the caps.
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Here's her plans for drag makeup. She traced her face and made herself slimmer.
The fact that she’s constantly inserting these “watch for these very real switch moments!!!!” Just shows she has no desire to pretend to integrate her OC’s into a functional adult life, she’s using it as pure clickbait and puts more work into proving its real than she does showing her audience how to take care of their mental health.
Not that any of that is real. but she’s always played this all off as being a mental health warrior in order to disguise her narcissism. I’m pretty sure that’s how this all started.
ngl I haven't watched her videos in a while, but holy shit, this was so bad, imo in some of her ramblings it sounded like she was trying to revisit some 'significant' events in her life (Japan, Kawaii.i, college, etc) while making sure to edit the DID larp in so no one who came upon her past could question her. "I wasn't normal you guys, I just somehow didn't realize I had someone else in my head!!!"
And then she had the gall to go on about how she hates lying. And pretend to be embarrassed about that one time she felt soooo bad because she felt she had lied to a friend by exagerating a story. Disgusting.
Btw not to nitpick anon, you did a great job that I could never do, but you forgot the part where she says that "she believes in kindness you guys, it's always been so important to me to be the kindest happy little rainbow blablablah"
Damn if I didn't want to puke before this would be it.
She mentioned that Jax is a fictive made up of 3 different characters whereas she'd only mentioned 2 before (Jinx from Arcane and Harley Quinn) and that one of the songs she was performing was one of Jax's character's songs. She previously mentioned one of the songs she was going to be performing is The Other Friends which is sung by Spinel from Steven Universe so I guess that's the other character.
I reckon the hearts on the cheeks in the drag makeup mockup >>220698
are a reference to Spinel's gem. Fucking cringe.
What website, and how certain is this information?>>220679
I think she herself knows she's clinging to her rainbow persona too much. She knows she could be something else than the rainbow girl. In fact, she always has been changing styles so much, she might as well not be the rainbow girl! She used to be a simple lolita girl, and then a girl who simply wore whatever she wanted in pastel and pink/blue tones. She wasn't the rainbow girl until much later when she forced it to be a part of her personality. I wish she understood this, and understood that the few OG fans she has left always liked her for her hauls, not because she was "the rainbow queen" or whatever. Honestly, from all the people discussed in this website I thought she was going to be the one to get better in no time, but she's truly going through a dark path where she's really trying to convince herself that she's doing better while doing worse. I hope it doesn't take too long for her to realise that she needs to stop.
go film it for us please>>220712>it sounded like she was trying to revisit some 'significant' events in her life (Japan, Kawaii.i, college, etc) while making sure to edit the DID larp in so no one who came upon her past could question her.
This is something that pisses me off a lot. Why is she suddenly being a revisionist of her own life just to fit in DID larp shit?>>220703>The fact that she’s constantly inserting these “watch for these very real switch moments!!!!”
It's even funnier because they don't look real at all lmao. She puts 0 effort in but wants everyone to believe her.>>220708
i don't think there's any merit to this person's claims, it seemed like they were just butthurt that i called jillybean a good example of a person with BPD malingering DID because it made her feel better about herself and got her more attention. the person themselves seemed very mentally unwell from their post history so it's possible they felt attacked because my description of jillian was similar to them, idk.
the website was reddit. pls don't be mean to me i have autism :((:()
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Here's the sketch of Jer
as Villainy Swells
Wasn't her performance today or soon-ish?>>220764
There was that piano emoji
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I really didn't think Jill could come up with a name for the little more babytalkish and cringe then little / little one but baby smalls really takes the cake
It's highkey ableist even. Infantilizing disabled groups is incredibly demeaning.>>220753
Drawing herself skinny is very telling about how she really feels about her body.
She is retelling the kawaii international story differently, before she said it was flora who did the taping.>>220776
Hyper empathy is something you can have with autism but it isn’t uwu or nice at all it’s actually a negative trait because you just let people fuck you over. >>220799
I am also an autist capable of lying and if anything I find it easy because my facial expressions are so neutral the majority of the time. Saged for blog.
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I'm shocked she actually finished her Killstar dupe, it looks like hogshit and she obviously couldn't figure out how to use chain stitches to replicate distressed knitting. She decided to use cold shoulders in their place. Crocheted clothing is so stiff and cardboard like, not drapey and comfortable. The whole thing is acrylic, meaning it's unbreathable to wear, makes you sweat and will pill instantly under the arms and anywhere friction happens. Funnily enough, when you knit or crochet using mass produced acrylic yarn, it's still referred to as fast fashion by the community because it's gonna end up in a landfill after not having a long enough lifespan to warrant being that ugly. I'm excited to see the abomination on her and have been since she brought up attempting it. Why doesn't she try to be good at anything? Even one, easy thing?
Kek at her Emma Blackery larp.
I really couldn’t care less, but the fact that she’s actively calling herself a drag queen and acting like an authority on drag because she’s watched RPDR is the absolute epitome of basic bitch white girl. I don’t fault her for getting into actually preforming herself, since it’s fairly on brand for her being a theatre kid and doing the performance things at cons, but the way she’s going about it is so cringe. You’re not a drag queen Jill, you’re at best a wannabe bio-queen
That chick's puffed out cheeks are so fucking triggering
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I love how in this she say drag is "something for jerrick to feel like a person"
Like this bitch is so narsasstic she can't let her other fucking part of herself have something, Jill still has to be the best at it
Show is this Sunday afternoon.
The problem is, its in a tiny bar with a tiny performance space, so anyone filming has a risk of being figured out by Jill.
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Where is the hourglass jill?
Bitch where. So delusional.>>220825
I agree 100%, she hasn't even performed yet but somehow she's a know-it-all now. Just like with autism, DID, lolita, sewing, etc. It's so annoying.
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I can't find the posts about her claiming to be stolen from, but I have this for anyone able to find them and complete the collage. It's like she has no idea that somewhere down the fashion chain, an actual knitwear designer produced the math and pattern to create this piece, likely over a long period of time with plenty of trial and error, then has to do tech editing to make the pattern possible in a large array of sizes. So it's fine for her to copy someone else's work but not the other way around? God I love that she finds no joy in completing something, or learning something new. It's justice.
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Kek what was this bitch ever made that looks store bought?
How the fuck is she calling herself a drag queen if she's yet to perform, not even ONCE?>>220942
KEK thank you nonna!
Doesn't she claim to be on a bunch of meds? If they are for what she says she has, you're not supposed to drink alcohol while taking them because the combo can legit kill you.
Posting drink pics reeks of self diagnosing confirmation.
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Gay people are being threatened with actual acts of violence in the US Jillian. Now's not the time to make it about you.
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>>220996>I am partially 6
oh my fucking god…
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She’s literally calling herself trans lol
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She’s not trans????
I can't keep Jill's stories about her meds straight.>years ago said she got something for BPD>drinks too much alcohol and says she self-medicates with weed
Like if we're being real and she got some antidepressants (SSRIs), they are horrible with alcohol and could have caused her weight gain because they increase appetite. Same with some meds against schizophrenia. But if she's actually taking meds while drinking and getting high, she'd be having some really bad side effects.
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Hold on, so now she’s claiming a suicide attempt in Jan 2019?? What was she doing around then?
Jesus. This is the dumbest string of tweets I have ever seen.
How the actual fuck is the term AFAB now considered offensive by the group who invented it because the correct word, “female”, was deemed too offensive.
It was a stupid term to begin with. As if people say - “I was assigned 10 fingers at birth, but the doctors just made their best guess and I actually have 11. It’s not true to say that humans have 10 fingers, because some people have 11, some have 9 - therefore, I doctors can only guess as to how many fingers each person has. And I’ve decided I have 11.”
Ntayrt, istg they are so bored with their queer
life that they need to have conflict to bring spice back into being queer
. It's middle school level drama. Pathetic.
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So you admit Jill, you admit you are stoned daily and very obviously binge drink daily too. More proof she paid for someone to say she had DID or very conviently left out that she drinks and smokes during her DID assessment
>>220998>She’s officially fucking lost it. Why would anyone bring their kids to see a mentally diseased woman who claims she’s “partially” a 6 year old little girl?!
If you've ever had contact with severely mentally ill people at work or elsewhere, you'd know they would not be first choice to entertain your children. The thing Jillian larps, which is delusion, is a big problem when dealing with vulnerable people even if the delusional person is otherwise harmless. Like if you don't know your age, size, weight, profession, what day it is, what happened to you yesterday or last month, etc etc you cannot be in a position of responsibility over vulnerable people. I wonder if the online rainby mentally ill community have ever had a real job or any life experience? Because if they had they'd know that not only will they not be humoured, in the real world mentally ill people are a liability - a world that's unkind to people with even slight impairments, then you get narcs like Jill thinking they can flail around and pretend to be 6 and still enjoy a full, adult life with a home and partner. She's really insufferable to be larping debilitating conditions as an "entertainer"
The woke goalposts keep moving, whatever was correct and woke last year is now offensive, I think people use AGAB (assigned gender at birth) now since specifying you were "assigned female" is now offensive, the whole thing is peak retardation since the vast majority of people are either male or female, whether your baby has a penis or not takes 0.1 seconds to check and is not "assigned" but observed with your eyes, but I digress.
Jillian got on the woke train so she needs to keep up with their retarded terminology.
This is so out of pocket, if you tried to kill yourself would you buy merch of the bridge you were going to jump off? She definitely only bought this shirt so she can bring up that lie and brag about how ill she is or she already had it and was inspired to say this. Also this is a fucked up response to someone asking a silly fun question, if someone replied to her like this she would flip out about how triggering
and inappropriate that is. It’s like that SpongeBob meme where he cuts across someone speaking with “I lost something once”.
If she didn't jump, that's not even a suicide attempt. Wtf.
There's a difference between being about to attempt but deciding against it and actually going through with it and failing.
God this pisses me off.
Nah, I wouldn't deny that going to a bridge with the intention of jumping is a pretty serious thing to be doing. If she just strolled down the bridge while singing and then later claimed she wanted to jump, well that would be attention-seeking. Ideation is still serious and I don't doubt she does a fuckton of crazy stuff behind the scenes.
Canadafags, does anyone know if this is the same bridge her closeted troon took her for a walk on their anniversary? Because that would be a bit fucked up
I never said that what she did isn't serious.
It absolutely is. Suicidal ideation is horrible.
But it's not an actual attempt and equating the two diminishes what dealing with a failed suicide attempt is like.
If you get asked by a medical professional if you've attempted suicide, this kind of thing wouldn't count because there is a difference between ideation and actually going through with it.
Her acting like they are the same thing is in such bad taste.
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sage of ot & i only use twitter to check on her insane antics but…. is it just me or is it weird to see her following a 14, esp when she larps as a child
I get you now, you were referring to her choice of words in the Tweet, which I agree was inaccurate or misleading to what we can presume actually happened, which is more ideation than a literal attempt.
She loves to casually misuse words for greatest drama.
Fredericton fag here. Pretty sure its the same bridge (matching color/shape). Known as the 'walking bridge' because its the best way to get across the river (that divides the town in half) by foot. Iirc she lives within walking distance of it, and it would drop them off on the edge of downtown where they went to eat (of course they could have parked close by too).
If he knew it as suicide bridge, it would be VERY fucked up to take her there.
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Unless she tried to do this she's just an attention whore. God it's like all of you forget how much of a liar and snowflake she is. She's even posting it on Twitter while wearing a shirt of the bridge for god's sake.
I've depressingly stared down bridges as well thinking if I should jump or not. Nothing happened. It's not a suicide attempt.
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lets hope the biggie fans don't see this
Rather disgusting of her to imply this while wearing merch of all things. She reaches a new low every time with trying to out larp everyone as most speshul mentally ill womxn ever
. She probably won't feel shame years later looking back on this. >>221185
Her doublespeak is obnoxious and shows how cunning she tries to be.
Lord, give me the strength to not a-log… How fucking stupid is she really if she thinks it would be appropriate or acceptable to walk around in that shirt and tell everyone how she totes tried to off herself haha she's so hilarious and edgy!!! lol so random!!1! did you know I have voices in my head?
This bitch clearly has never experienced the devastating effects of someone close to her attempting or worse, and it shows.
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and yet she wants to larp autism and sensory issues so badly, even though we know from her style history and the ugly shit she crochets that she has no issue with textures or things being uncomfortable. Lolita is not autism friendly due to itchy wigs and heavy petticoats etc, rainbow vomit is an assault on the senses… she’s such a bad actress lol
And wtf does a binder have to do with being a drag queen
? They’re all about exaggerated female proportions and shit, why is she so set on inserting herself into this subculture that she has nothing to do with and yet doesn’t even have the ounce of respect necessary to actually follow their guidelines? She’s so obnoxious
don't know how it works in canada, but i kinda wish she'd get arrested for driving after smoking weed. like it doesn't need to be serious, just a regular police check up, but have her car immobilized so her mom would have to come get her. maybe that would wake louise up a little.>>221211
how the fuck can you be trans AND nonbinary/genderfluid at the same time?? this makes no sense, how can her followers accept this bullshit?
If I didn't know any better and saw that tweet out of context I'd seriously assume she's some altright groyper trolling as pretending to be gay or trans.
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she's literally starting to sound like this
We don't know exactly what medications she is on. But certain medications mixed with alcohol can definitely be lethal. That's how my mom died.>>221212
Reminds me of those fragile uwu girls who would post their bruised legs on tumblr for attention kek
The more I read about her makign all these serious mental health claims and none of her family reacting; the more I tinfoil that she's talked to them about it for like "her new post college branding for youtube" or spun it in some way like that>>221211
So who's the host? Cause most DID has the 'core personality/host' and then all the alters around it who with treatment intigrate right? She really does have to be the most special; I wonder if someone will call her out on that
That was my point, highlighting once again that she has thrown herself into something she doesn’t understand and is making up her own Jill version of things as she goes and acting as an authority as per.>>221211
What the hell is her therapist doing, no wonder he is leaving because Jesus. This is so unhealthy that she is retreating further into her fantasy world and making Jillian an alter. That’s not correct, Jillian is the person and the alters are supposed to be fragments of Jillian. All combined they should just be Jillian not some chimera. She is only going to get worse as her sense of self continues to fragment more like this. A trend in DID tik tok has been people saying they are “front stuck” as a certain alter i.e that alter is out for a prolonged amount of time and they are stuck unable to change. I could see her sense of self getting so bad that she decides to be front stuck as an alter for a while because she doesn’t understand who Jillian is anymore.
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Jill we know you’ve treated your pets as accessories since the day you got them. There has been many instances where you have put your cats in danger such as smoking around them, leaving out things for them to chew on DESPITE A CLOSE CALL WITH NEKO and even leaving toxic plants in areas they could easily access. You do not put your cats first
She ups the emoji usage when she's angry. It's weird how passive aggressive it makes her messages sound even though she's trying to make it not seem that way by covering it in rainbow glitter bullshit.
Also>Stickers is rag doll so that's just his primordial pouch.
Most cats have a primordial pouch and they don't look like a soccer ball from a bird's eye view. Your cats are obese Jill, stop lying about putting their care above yours.
Cat's health aside (even though yes that's the most important) I wish she would FUCKING STOP with the "I am so caring" "I am so kind" "I am so insert positive trait
Pisses me off so much. You are none of those things, and nobody talks about themselves like that Jill, STFU.
I think so too lmao>>221259
I doubt her cats are healthy at all. They're fat as fuck. Oh but she tooootally ~never lies~ right. She's a retard who LARPs mental illnesses for clout anyway, her pets should be taken from her.
It isn't very good AND stephen was there also recording using a real camera + tripod - but I wanted to see it live and also make sure you girls got to see it unedited before anyone else.
Something I noticed was that she didn't have the little spinel diamonds like shown here >>220698
, but maybe I just wasn't looking hard enough. "enjoy"
Thank you for this.
Welp. Remember when she got annoyed for not getting the main role in grease? She can finally get all the attention she wants on stage on a one-man show. Good because she looks like a clown and is an attention whore so of course she would turn to drag. I rather see her rolling around like in this video and be active and perhaps lose some weight than everything else. But who knows.
You’re an absolute doll nonny
She looks less fat than I was expecting and more confident too, (Still very funny and amateur though, don't get me wrong, big dancing in the bathroom vibes from this)
I think Jerrick is the real Jill and that's why she's now calling Jillian an alter, putting all my bets on final fusion being a spicy version of Jerrick.
how is this even considered a performance, let alone artistic? as anon >>221389
pointed out lipsyncing is so low skill.
this barely feels like a performance, she just looks retarded.
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The fucking dog tag
It's not even fucking dancing. It's the typical "stand and point" that the worst drag queens employ.
Also - what the fuck is drag about this? Who is this even for? Who wants this?
At least she doesn't look SO fat. I guess I'm kinda disappointed about that. Still looks totally retarded, though.
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Bless you, nona. I appreciate you doing this. Seeing the sweater dress in motion made me realize the cold shoulder arms mimic Peridot's limb enhancers.
Bless, Nona! I nominate you for contribution of the year. She’s as bad as I thought she’d be and somehow less embarrassing? I’m perplexed.>>221420
The mismatched greens and the shitty yarn are infuriating. They all look atrocious but she looks less hideous than her friends. What are those eyebrows they’re sporting? Did the clown in yellow use oatmeal to cover its brows?
the bpd gang
skinwalking each other?
Thank you so much for actually filming this>>221420
Wow the yarn looks gnarly in that lighting
My thoughts exactly, she somehow can be just fine performing in front of an audience and rolling on the ground, somehow she's not mentally ill enough for that.>>221420>PIXIE SYSTEM>PROSECUTOR>PROTECTOR
This shit will never stop being funny to me lmao. GIRLBOSS GATEKEEP GASLIGHT
Thank you for getting this!!! I'm surprised she can move around that much without getting winded. >>221420
the short hair doesn't look that bad imo. without the clown make up and a dark color it would be better then her rainbow mess she has now.
oh my god absolutely LEGENDARY NONA thank you for getting this
i've been to quite a few drag performances and what makes them exciting is how over the top it is, i dont really see how this can be considered drag aside from the makeup…the outfit and hair is just kind of alt, not really massive or camp or anything. the dance isnt that crazy either…and the end is supposed to be a death drop or something but she just raises her leg? eh.
this is just jill's evolution of her anime dances on stage from years ago, its just another means of socially acceptable attention seeking performance that is neither great nor entertaining - just lukewarm.
The one on the left is Sofia the skin walker who was a featured member in the old Confetti Club threads and the one on the right is one of the girls she went to college with, attended her wedding and shaved her head>>221433
anon my sides holy shit
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For me, it's this dance move
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all i can think about
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thats a compliment to her
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are you guys really calling this "good"???
Thank you you nona you are my queen.
I don’t know shit about drag but everything about this just feels like a cosplay event at an anime convention>>221420
Picrel made me wonder if shes introducing herself to people at this event as Jerrick. Imagine going to a bar to watch a drag show and you see some short overweight white woman with a badly pitched down voice refer to herself as Jerrick then get on stage and perform a TikTok POV to a song from a children’s TV show
the "dancing" that bruised up her knees was just her acting like a toddler throwing a tantrum? >>>221472
the whole performance wasn't bad, but it wasn't good - it is a thing you would do when you are just goofing off with your friends. Considering she "loves" drag, I expected more than a lip sync and point with some retard flair thrown in
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literally performing mental illness in front of an audience
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the end. she literally died.
oh my god it's so cringe, i'm getting second hand embarrassment>>221496
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Who wants to bet the person who tipped her was Stevie because Jillybean was having a narc meltdown
maybe she's testing the waters for a way to get more tips onlyfans saga maybe?>>221527
imagine tipping a "drag queen" like her lmao
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someone paid + tipped for this shit
It helps if you warm up the glue stick before hand, some of the grubby queens on drag race have done that in the show by licking it, there is some who lick their brushes as they go as well, she is mimicking something she saw as per.>>221526
It’s a big thing, it’s tragic and pathetic that she got a single bill because tipping at drag shows is so well established as a thing you do. Usually you would get multiple one dollar bills, her getting a singular five reeks of Steve to me which is even more pathetic.
My take is different although it may be retarded
, I saw it as “Jerrick” taking the POV of the character singing the song and “persecuting” Jillian’s other alters (or maybe IRL friends?) It’s a weird song to try and wrap your head around for a drag number, I figured it must have some super speshul DID significance to her and her Jerrick persona
, maybe that's why she kept the other characters talking, they're her alters.
Drag is a lot of different things. Doesn't have to be a comedy/sexy based act, some only do serious acts. Sure some acts are humping the ground, but some 'sing' Celine Dion, some do musical numbers, some do standup, etc.
Women can do it, but it's only really good if they go full exaggerated drag, otherwise what has changed? There is a 'bio queen' (woman) in Jill's province who does it so well you'd think she was a regular male drag queen based on body shaping, hair makeup, etc. Jill was just a boring girl with facepaint.
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This is all I can see
>>221544>she's malding so hard at others having friends and having a normal life that she dies.
I wouldn't give her so much credit. She probably just thought "I like steven universe, I like spinel, I'm edgy and have mento ilnes luvx, I'm going to dance to this">>221553
>>221554>So how much are we betting that this is her one and only drag performance, even though she’ll keep calling herself a drag queen?
Totally. She'll do it once or twice per year at most.>>221565
She just looks like a crazy tumblrina on stage tbh. Tiktok cosplay level.>>221577
I want people to toss coins in her face.>>221582>Like these moves aren’t dynamic, just weird psycho flailing.
This lmao. I thought she would be better because of how she used to be a theater kid. I guess not.
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It's not "sus", this channel used to have the "shit pixie says" video, if you lurk enough. How is it sus to not want her underaged fans commenting under that video? I would be pissed off if I was the uploader. I'm thankful anon recorded it for us.>>221559>is it too late to ask for someone to upload a webm? The vid is age restricted
Are you underaged perhaps? The video says it was restricted due to community guidelines. Probably her or some fan reported it.
Anyway, here's the webm. I downloaded and converted it.
I mean it's sus of Pixie or Steve to report it, since the video was private but not
age restricted before, it means they clicked it specifically from this thread
She does answer this in >>220670
She says she has "teams" and that she told everyone in the system. It's so fucking comical, I can't believe anyone could ever believe this is real. It's so over the top and stupid.
>"We have, like, soft little teams. There's Jerr and Veronica and Jax; and then there's me and baby smalls and Flora - and then there's Cliffe, who's like the angel who helps us all with paperwork and, like, writing down the time and the date (laughs obnoxiously)"
At around 21:30>"So your system's working behind the scenes, very covertly, to protect you and not even let you know that you are multiple. So, you know, the parts come in here and there and help with passive influence, it's a lot less likely to have, like, a full switch for no reason. Like, I'm thinking when I did Mary Poppins in high school, like, can you imagine if I just suddenly was like 'what's going on, I don't care about this' - you would have to have a trigger for that, right, but now that we are diagnosed and our system is, like, very much talking to each other and our head is, like, very chattery all the time - which did not used to be quite the case, it was more like an internal dialogue of two and now sometimes it's like five folks all screaming. I don't know, all I can do is really hope and prepare and, like, we tried to have the little teams thing going, so even if we're co-con, like, everyone knows what's going on so we are preparing Veronica, Jax, Jerr, and I all with the choreo and performance and stuff everyone in the system is aware, even the little. We explained it in, like, very soft small terms but it's still a worry I have because I don't freaking- I don't have full control. Like I'm just a passenger in this van like everyone else's so yeah, the teamwork group project scenario is what we're trying to do to help prevent like baby smalls coming out and My Chemical Romance is playing and she's just like [screams]."
>>221728>"So your system's working behind the scenes, very covertly, to protect you and not even let you know that you are multiple. So, you know, the parts come in here and there and help with passive influence, it's a lot less likely to have, like, a full switch for no reason.
That's just called being normal KEK there's no epic mithos about just doing your daily stuff>Like, I'm thinking when I did Mary Poppins in high school, like, can you imagine if I just suddenly was like 'what's going on, I don't care about this'
Probably because she was overwhelmed, this is again pretty normal. It's not some magical woowoo switch in her head>we are preparing Veronica, Jax, Jerr, and I all with the choreo and performance and stuff everyone in the system is aware, even the little. We explained it in, like, very soft small terms
I love the tiny laugh from the nonnie
at 1:03 kek
Cliffe existing just to do paperwork is never not funny.
Like imagine for a moment DID shit is real and you're the alternate personality of some fat clown bitch who just makes you do paperwork all the time and nothing else
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