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previously a punk kid who became a pansexual buddhist lolita lifestyler>quit because of bullies and LACE drama (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxz0QVfggik [DL][Archived Copy])>history of self harm, ED and severe anxiety>has a legitimate shopping problem which she justifies by making an ungodly amount of haul videos>broke up with 2-year boyfriend to date their best friend (and her other best friend's ex) whom she 'loved all along' and 'makes her believe in love at first sight' (Who broke up with her)>can't participate in jfashion communities because 'muh rules & restrictions'>creates her OWN japanese street fashion called Party Kei>Went to Japan to prove to herself she wanted to study fashion design>was basically a two week shopping spree>home again and struggling to keep up with making videos>quitting her jobs to follow ~dream~ of being a fashion designer in Japan>still lying about making 'enough money to pay rent' (while asking Louise for $$) and about being supportive to her followers>interviewed by cbc.ca about internet popularity in her basement room>"would call herself lesbian if she wasn't dating someone with a dick">started streaming on younow for money>Colin broke up with her, now dating girls only through tinder>Got a tattoo of her cat after getting told her wand plan was a bad idea and throwing a fit about it>Full time youtuber now>Got into a crappy fashion/design school close to mommy>Currently dating normie girl >Keeps crying about YouTube demonetization because she can't fund her shopping and sugar addiction >Says she's pagan/a witch but won't talk about it because apparently people are touchy about religions>Dumped new girlfriend after several-months-long lesbianism obsession.> Jill told her girlfriend of two months "I'm not attracted to you. I don't want to lead you on". Used her for clickbait and continued to talk about exes all the time in front of her gf and her family. Now posts depression memes >Entered a Kawaii Contest to win another trip to Japan, is a finalist>Got a magical girl tattoo on her thigh and knowingly used copyrighted music in her video. >Quit two of her medications>Currently posting a lot about sex & Drinking>Is going to New York for her bday and is planning a meetup>Party-Kei facebook group empire collapses>Makes a cat house using non pet-safe materials>New York Meet being held by nobody's and on a Monday>charging $60 a pop to be breathed on by the chosen one, Jillian.>Posted Valentine's Day lookbook; mom helps film (including ass-shots) instead of stopping this atrocity>Piss hair has arrived and it's every bit as terrible as you think>Made an itabag and failed to make it tacky like it's supposed to be>"Exposing my Past" video is essentially Louise "bragging" about Jill being so smart>Bought the SugarpillxLTS collab set, whined about broken eyeshadows and got a replacement palette sent to her, still did review with broken palette>Plans on making a dress for her NYC trip/birthday despite her constant lack of completing other sewing projects she has started/planned>Has posted publicly twice about shit mental health and needing to take a break, still refuses to take care of herself properly>>>/pt/108478>>>/snow/93376>>>/snow/25169>>>/snow/154765>>>/snow/215023>>>/snow/258245>>>/snow/271275>>>/snow/285759>>>/snow/303929>>>/snow/318441>>>/snow/338259>>>/snow/358781>>>/snow/375960>>>/snow/393066>>>/snow/408269>>>/snow/428929>>>/snow/445432>>>/snow/455122>>>/snow/477079>>>/snow/490876
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Make the thread yourself if you want a specific pic used
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ok but this person's not wrong>>515615>>515640>>515641
i dont get why it matters since she looks like trash in all of them, but im sorry i fucked it up for y'all anyway
This. The one people requested was old as shit, at least this one is somewhat relevant. But honestly who gives a fuck, it's just one thread picture. These fill up pretty fast anyway.>>515646
A callout post and the following chimpout would be delicious. How has Jill been transphobic, though?
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It's less expensive than a palette you'll use once.
I don't think there was a reaction to it (it and a few related tweets got maybe a like each?), but then again Jill or her stans lurk here anyway so I'm sure she'd reference it in a stream or video soon now that it's been posted.
But I'm not particularly sure where she's been transphobic? I've seen posts here from months ago where Jill had an opinion about drag hurting the trans community, but I haven't seen anything in recent times that really sticks out. Otherwise, the twitter user's spot on about Jill doing all this problematic
shit and her followers turning a blind eye, but when anyone else does it it's suddenly this big issue and they're a terrible person for it.
There has actually been major evidence of Jill being transphobic in her famous quote “I would *~totally~* be a lesbian if I wasn’t dating someone with a dick” which implies the whole gender=genitals thing, which invalidates a lot of trans people (both trans men and trans women) due to genital reconstruction being incredibly expense and difficult, also (I believe) can’t be done until later in the transition. And this is coming from Jillybean who believes “*~Clothes have no gender~*” or “every colour is unisex” you get the idea.
Sage for SJW knowledge sperg
that's hardly 'major evidence' even by sjw standards. just sounds like someone who has no idea what they're on about, so normal Jill. >>515783
'non-binary' is not a thing it's just transtrender bullshit, so can't really fault her for that.
I noticed right away >>515452
when I was watching her new video about her casually talking about a lot of stuff thats been happening in the threads as well. Especially with how unicorns were a normie trend for awhile
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Louise follows Jill on Twitter and interacts with her a lot. I'm surprised she isn't more concerned with her daughter's depression posting
Savage but true.
When Jill was talking about how horrible her therapist was in the past Louise was just agreeing with her and supporting her in her views, instead of letting her know that maybe it was just one shitty experience and that she should try again.
Seriously, I think it's quite irresponsible that Louise apparently hasn't tried to stop Jill from just randomly quitting her meds or seeking therapy again or something. I know that Jill is an adult, but I think most parents would try to talk with their children about that stuff, no matter the age.
She definitely follows this thread.
In a way, I have some small respect for her in that regard, as instead of calling her jill-stans to come over here and whiteknight (which they'd definitely do, knowing them) or her ignoring it completely, she takes at least a small bit of the criticism here and mentions it/takes it to heart.
She still has numerous problems, but at the very least she has a small amount of self awareness, which is better than half the cows here.
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Huh. Remember when we talked about how bloody horrific this cow looked? Well she’s at Jill’s party. When two cows meet
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She wants everyone to believe she's bilingual so bad
It's so weird how she tries to flaunt her French skills like it's something exotic and special. I'm not Canadian myself, but I assume that many, if not all, Canadian children would study French to some degree in school considering it's one of the country's official languages.
My pet peeve about Jillian is how she spends all her time telling her audience about her skills instead of actually practicing them. "Oh yeah I speak French and watashi am totally learning Japanese minna!!!!" She could be making good progress on learning Japanese if she actually studied instead of watching anime. Or she could, I don't know, practice her fucking sewing skills? But I suppose bath bombs and makeup hoarding are more important than self-improvement or leading a fulfilling life.
I know it's required in all of the Eastern provinces, I grew up in Ontario, and you had to take it up until either grade 9 or 10; after that you could opt out if you wanted to.
I seem to recall someone telling me when I moved to Alberta that it wasn't required, given how far it is from Quebec, but I could be wrong. I'm in BC, now, and I've never heard any of my friends with kids mention French…
Google could solve it, whomever's curious enough.
I'm in Ontario and it's required to take French from grade 4-9 and you can be in French immersion if you like. Knowing French isn't that special, most kids take it for the bilingual degree you can get. Also you can't work any government jobs without knowing French and English.
Moreso we speak Quebec French…. Some teachers will teach you France French but generally you can't really use this French outside of Canada without getting some weird looks.
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i love you anon thank you for bringing this picture into my life
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She has hamster cheeks
When is she gonna stop with the whole 'wearing glasses cos they're so cute lolz' thing?
They make her look awful.
Honestly what facial expression is she even making ??
Also the yellow hair with the in coming black roots…girl you need help
Small nitpick, but that blue fuzzy scrunchy doesnt even go with the outfit.
That's a nasty trailer trash blonde looking mess.
Forgot to sage.
No the purple shampoo is to get brassiness out. This is straight up yellow, which CAN look good on some people. But not JIll, she somehow doesn't seem to know how to make anything look good.
ALso what is that lopsided pout she is doing with her mouth, it looks like she's trying to get something out of her teeth. That thick ass line of lipstick on the one side makes me want to vom.
Also, chiming in from the prairies to say we were only required to take french until grade 7, but there were immersion schools as well up to grade 12. I also want to add that Jill is almost definitely pretending to be ~multi lingual~. That one time she mentioned accidentally saying Japanese words (I think it was "sou") while talking to friends is such a fake, weeby thing to do. I am close with people who speak three languages fluently and that literally NEVER happens to them. Jill is just a try hard.
sage for long dumb post
Pressed powder is more for mattifying, absorbing oil and preventing shine. Because it's heavier than loose powder, if you use it to set foundation you have a much higher chance of creasing and looking cakey. It's one for setting your t-zone if you're oily, but in areas like the under eyes and smile lines where foundation tends to crease, using a heavier product is just going to make the problem worse.
To combat the creasing, she needs to use a fine loose powder and apply it with a damp beauty blender. This will help the powder meld with her skin instead of sitting on top of it like a mask and creasing up whenever she moves.
She also needs to moisturize her skin before applying foundation, it goes a long way to prevent creasing.
I don't agree actually. I'm fluent in 4 languages and sometimes I'll forget how to say something in one and end up using the word from another language. It does happen.
Jill is a total weeb though and fluent in nothing but English so I can't really forgive her for this kek.
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what did she mean by this?
also I just listened to a bit of her last stream and she got fanmail from a viewer who apparently actually started seeking therapy/treatment for her depression because she was inspired by how happy Jill is, pretty ironic lol
I never knew her in real life but I used to be obsessed with fetsu Chan and so did jill so we started talking, probably like 5 years ago?? She was into Lolita at the time and made videos of her sewing in french.
she just used to say stuff in passing like about girls with dicks so I guess more transphobic than homophobic ??
she said more but I don't wanna put words in her mouth as I don't remember exactly what was said and in the context but she came across like one of those straight girls that thought all lesbians loved her.
We had alot of mutual friends (some rl ones) and no one that was friends with her back then still speaks to her so that says alot
pixie can afford her clothes though , also materialism is rampant all over.
i think you're wrong in any case. jfashion does attract many people who are outwardly like that. a lot of normies are exactly the same, just not as expressive. fuck, lame and onion don't dress weird and they are more jill than jill is.
Anon, I don't know what kind of people you've met, but I can assure there are plenty of people in jfashion who are fully functioning, have reasonable spending habits and can easily support themselves and their hobby. They're just not as vocal nor attention seeking as Jill or rest of snowflakes.
Besides, Jill doesn't do jfashion, she's inspired by it at best.
Be honest kids, a lot of young people were/are drown to jfashion because they have mental issues and see it as a way to stand out and be unique and fill the lonely void in their heart with material possessions, especially the ones who gain followings.
Also calling people normies makes you sound just as ~speshul~ as jill.
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Ha! Bulbous is the way to describe it.
How come we didn't get a video on the puke daffodil hair?
I would be very surprised if Jill actually likes Jackie Aina or continues to watch the rest of her channel besides the recent too faced review.
Jill supported Jeffrey Starr well after the racism allegations came to light and she stills stans h3 after the same thing . Both of them have publicly used the n word and she’s obviously fine supporting or defending that. She’s also posted anti-sjw things for years, tries to shade pc culture or “call out” culture. That’s probably what other anons meant by Jill’s casual transphobia too, always making sly comments about the binary that probably rubs her sjw fans the wrong way.
Recently in a stream one of her fans was complaining about racial issues (like uwu why is everyone mean to white people now uwu so intolerant) and Jill agreed that “everyone should just get along” (as in stop calling out white people and bringing attention to white supremacy basically).
And 80% of Jackie’s videos, especially recently, are about exclusion of poc in the makeup industry, or her generally ranting about being a black woman, loving her black man, celebrating black love and beauty etc etc
So I honestly don’t think Jill truly watches her or is a fan because any subject matter that doesn’t directly benefit Jill (like pretending to be a independent queer artist with gay struggles) is too profound, triggering
or boring for her (or you can sum it up by saying it’s ~bIg BoY sPoOkY~ aka not to her interest).
I bet you anything Jill can count the amount of black people she’s met on one hand (not including her trips to Montreal or New York) and she’s never mentioned watching other black you tubers, never mentioned listening to any kind of black music etc.
Now before anons come for me, I’m white but I find it interesting how it took Jill almost 4 years posing as a progressive-inclusive-artsy public figure type to finally acknowledge black creators and pander to their audiences. She’s a bad pseudo-sjw.
Didn't she say after the one time she went for her Japan trip that going to a salon was "too expensive?" Jill is the kind of person who avoids spending money on necessities so she can spend it on more frivolous stuff. You know when she lives in her own she's only going to eat instant noodles and frozen tendies, because why spend money on boring FOOD when you could use it to buy more lacy oaf and too faced?
I knew a girl like this. She avoided paying her car insurance and drove illegally so she could use the money for clothes and makeup instead.
You nailed it, that's Jill all over. She couldn't give a shit about anything outside of her very limited range of interests/things that fit her aesthetic.
It's also funny considering that high-profile fashion designers generally keep up to date on social and political issues and research a huge range of topics for their collections, and then there's Jill who never cares to look into anything other than children's anime and new clown shit to buy.
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"Got some betties, some boops, some goofs and gaffs, some romps"
she tries way too hard to emulate other YouTubers. First it was Jeffree, then Drew, and now h3h3. How long until she tries and forces herself into one of their streams?
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It’s so awful I wanna die>I’ve been liking this one band since grade 5>this other band did a concert and played songs only Hashtag True Fans™️ will get and I am Hashtag True Fan™️
I had to give up on the video after the True Fan™️ shit because I don’t think I could handle her talking about anime.
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Be prepared for more ~gay obnoxious jill
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Sage for nitpicking but I cringe at her constant use of this word
Pixielocks is the new ForeverKailyn for me to be honest.
How dependent she is on her mommy, how clueless she is in regards to the world, her make-up and clothing hoarding, her having the taste of an actual child, making a big deal out of every Starbucks and Michael's trip, tweeting about every stupid TV show she watches… Even though Jill constantly tries so hard to stand out and attention whore with her ~quirky fashion~ she's really just a stunted basic white girl, amazing.
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Someone said something about this in the last thread, but apperently she does filter out specific words from her comments, so it’s impossible for us to see most hate comments
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I saw this and thought of Jill kek
I'm visibly cringing at work. She had never shown to care or support drag Queens, and now this? She'll join the group of obnoxious underaged drag fans who know nothing about drag or gay culture outside drag race.
And why would you start on season 8, but not season 1? At least season 2?? Dumb cunt
This is a new screencap though. The video is her newest one and the time it was posted was a few minutes after 5.03 PEI time, and she also uses Bell. When you scroll through her twitter media it isn't there either.
Seems legit, though I wouldn't put it past her to self-post something similar
Wonder what her ex thinks of>makin vids and breakin hearts
As the bio on facebook
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Guess this is you too?
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So Jill just won the kawaii leader contest..
Oooh boy, I hope this will be another era of glorious milk.
I mean come on, she seems to be too fucking depressed/tired/'overworked' to even regularly post her low effort YT videos right now, she's truly ideal for such a position lol.
I hate that this actually happened but I can't say I'm surprised at this point, considering how big of a mindless zombie mob of followers she has. Now we get to hear her sperg on about being a kawaii leader and
a full-time Youtuber and how hard it is.
Now, who's up for taking bets on how quick things will go sour?
Look at the bright side anon, this title means absolutely nothing to anyone in the real (fashion) world.
Sure Jill will brag about it any chance she gets now, but anyone with a brain can see that she clearly has grown out of J-fashion and has no genuine passion for it. I think if Kammie had won she would've actually done something with this since she cares about J-fashion, but for Jill this is just another ego boost. I don't think she actually gives a shit about spreading kawaii culture, she wants to be the person that always stands out the most.
Jill just happens to have a fanbase of 12 year olds that have nothing better to do than vote for their idol every day, of course she'd win in a popularity contest like this.
It's just because she's the last person who deserves a free trip to Japan.
Her first Japan trip was so milky partially because she wasted so much of her and her mom's money simply to go eat burgers and buy clothes halfway across the world.
I know the title doesn't mean shit. I just don't think she deserves the spoils that come with it.
oh nice, more shit that she will never use again!
videos like this really show how spoiled she is, it would have been nice if someone more grateful would've won, but I guess that's just how life is
Has she actually posted anywhere about her winning? I just looked on her twitter and there's no mention. Even Pastelbat said congratulations to her? Does Jill really care?
Pretty sure it's Japanese judges that have the final word.>>518617
a new era of milk that's for sure.. I almost wouldn't be surprised if she decides to further put off college because she'll be ~soo busy~ with travels to japan and the meet ups in New York/UK will blow her ego out of the water.
Yeah I was wondering if it had to be something like that because Jill getting the most votes make zero sense.
Even though she said in the video that she got the most votes haha you wish jillian
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She posted this in response to the post about it on the facebook group
What's really sad is the amount of people taking this so personally. >>518532
"I hate that this actually happened" >>518544
"I hate everything"
The people who are pointing out how funny it is that she doesn't even wear jfashion and just had a legion of twelve year olds spamming votes for her aren't salty. That's the lolcow I know. Not the "wahhhhhhh I can't believe she won I hate this there must have been vote manipulation"
I personally think her winning is a blessing, I really hope there will be another Japan trip lol.
I mean the whole competition and title are meaningless, Jill doesn't even seem that excited for it herself. No one outside of the Jfashion community even knows about it so it's not like she's giving a bad reputation to it.
I wonder if her mom would go with her again? She seems incapable of traveling by herself
Also wondering if she'll suddenly start acting like she cares sooo much uwu about Japanese indie designers again, I hope she buys as much tacky crap as last time lmao
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Does that mean that we will see her on this Show? What exactly is she going to do there? Will be her mom allowed to be on her side all the time?
Idk but I'm lowkey excited about that because she seems to be overwhelmed by the easiest tasks so I'm ready for complaining and being totally overdramatic all the time. I hope she has to eat food that she is ~scared~ off lmao
99% sure she's going to crash, burn, and then make a twitter post/ half-assed youtube video about bringing mental health advocacy to the ~~kawaii~~ world's eyes. Then she'll probably say she needs "only a week" break from the internet for said mental health, which might turn to her regretting her decision publicly and extending her break to 2+ weeks.
I mean if she can't handle making 2 youtube videos a week as her "job" how tf is she going to handle all the PR that comes with having the (albeit really small and insignificant) role in the kawaii international world? She's gonna have to at least actively keep up with Jap fashion and promote it, isn't she?
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why is she so obsessed with comparing herself to Sharpay Evans now? I've never watched high school musical but isn't she just the typical rich ditzy blonde girl? why would a grown adult aspire to be like such a character from a kids movie lol
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It's almost as if Japanese people dont want to watch a weeb kek
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Kind and humble lol
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I thought the tinfoils about her reading these threads was just a meme but she keeps making this comparison after someone posted >>494381
here and it's so… idk. weirdly specific and not applicable? (she looks nothing like the actress) Spo I find it hard to believe it's just a coincidence.
Didn't know not wanting her already-massive ego to be fed with with a contest win = taking it personally. As others have said, the contest doesn't mean shit, but Jill's not one to be humble about anything and there were other people that could've used this wisely. Aside from that, this will bring in good milk and can't wait to see what bullshit happens when Jill actually has to do something.
But on another note, now that she's won this, is it gonna affect her going to school at all? I feel like if she has to take trips to Japan often, it won't sit well with some of her teachers.
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Can she do a day without spending money
What benefit would Kawaii.i have lying about who got the most votes though? If it were someone else they would have just had another person to feature thus more views from their audience.
I think Jills fans are young and really active online. She would reblog stuff about people setting alarms to vote and all that, so they probably wanted mama jill to notice them and had time to just go ham with votings. I follow a lot of the other contestants and Jill seemed the most active about asking people to vote, especially on Twitter
Kawaii leaders don't actually have to do anything after their role on the show is over, nor do they really get any perks aside from a free, very short trip to Japan. I think the trip is like 3 days and you're filming the whole time so you don't hbe a lot of free time. And yeah, they're going to make her do "cultural" things that she doesn't care about at all and probably eat food that isn't just a plain cheeseburger or tendies.
I think she thinks this is going to catapult her to fame or make her some kind of idol in Japan. Nobody remembers the past leaders at all and they've been running the contest for years. There were four leaders I think last year and nobody gave a shit about any of them except kelly, and that's only because she made a spectacle of herself with the AP fiasco.
It seems like anything that's better than filming with a potato webcam and using Movie Maker transitions is considered great quality, simply because that's the usual standard for most J-fashion videos on Youtube.
Jill really lucked out with getting good equipment from her mom lol.
Can confirm, I participate in multiple j fashion communities and no one gives a shit about this title or competition
It's been a joke for awhile, especially when Kelly Eden won
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This is getting ridiculous she doesn't wear jfashion any more.
Yeah I feel like none of the other contestants besides Anzu would embarrass themselves, but I was hoping anzu or jill would win so we could see them embarrass themselves on television.
But then again that really furthers stereotypes about dumb western foreigners. Jillian is perfect for perpetuating those stereotypes
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That's probably just a sign that you're still a beginner Jill
They released a few different barbie shapes (tall, short, thin, curvy) and this is in fact a curvy one. She has wider hips and thighs than a normal Barbie, but I agree it just looks completely normal. Not even much thicker arms or a rounder face.
Sage for toy collector chat
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>gets a NY trip for her birthday
>pissy that she doesn't also get another Japan trip
Well she's right, she can't be mad. She has the NYC trip and KS event anyway, and I'm sure her friends are gonna really enjoy being there without Jill being her usual suffocating self. Imagine all the Japanese food they'll get to enjoy now!>>519426>Jill>responsible
Unrelated, but whenever someone calls Jill a "h3h3 stan" or supporter or whatever they sound so insufferable. Yeah they said the wrong thing once or twice and that makes them racist for today's sjw culture standards, yeah I get it. I hate racist people too. Can't we just enjoy shit in peace too though?>>518854
God she doesn't even try to hide her self posts anymore>>518723
Wow so speshul with her fast fashion, ugly makeup, shitty aging face, fried hair, great sewing skills, a great role model.
The saddest thing is that she doesn't care. She doesn't even wear jfashion.
I'm saging this.
Maybe she thinks we will become her friends or something lmao
Also it's pretty funny how she's constantly pushing this ~I hate dramu & internet bullying uwu~ shit yet she spends her time lurking here and watching YT drama channels
I don't have a problem with h3h3 or their podcasts in general, it's just that Jill admittedly stans shitty people like Tana Mongeau and Jeffrey Starr for the longest time.
Jill is a bad person with poor judgement of character > jill likes bad people with poor judgement of character (not saying the h3 couple are bad people, just speaking generally).
She's an hypocrite then
That's what irks me the most about her and how she's just doing everything (including calling drag race transexist but then watching it) for fame points and to be "in".
This is the second or third article about jill in the "pei" section of the CBC website. There was that article about her reaching 50k subs on YT and now this. And I remember Louise trying to get her another interview with cbc when her first dollar store job asked her to change her blue hair so she quit. They were going for the 'workplace discrimination' angle.
And then there was that article about Louise paying $8k for a catio last summer.
All because Louise is friends with these journalists or someone else with executive powers over at CBC PEI.
every time she says 'lewk' i want to scream
also she said that the shirt is 'a lil bit baggy' but tbh, it looks sorta tight to me (so does the skirt, i can see how uncomfortable she is in this 'lewk'
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Am I seeing things or can you see her underwear/tights when she is lifting that dress up?
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I’ll admit this outfit wasn’t /that/ bad (besides making her look like a literal rectangle) but oh my god, the yellow accents in the shirt really bring out the patchiness in her hair and the garish color>>519595
wouldn’t be surprised if it’s Kate since it’s already confirmed she lurks here
I want to grab her and scream at her that serotonin isn’t the only neurotransmitter that affects your mood and depression but then she’d have to actually learn something and she’s too lazy for that.>>519573
Skinny fat my ass, this is full on fat. Just because she isn’t an obese landwhale doesn’t mean she’s not fat.>>519422>friends>implying that she has another friend besides Jon
The clothes all seem like the cheap knockoffs you find on taobao or Aliexpress. The owner of the store seems problematic
in their own ways but I suppose it makes sense that cows would stick together.
They have a party kei line but Jill made up party kei and doesn't have shit to show for it. Too funny. The pink top with the blue skirt was actually cute for me but still looks bad on her.>>519556
This. How does she get 50K plus views? She'd beyond annoying.>>519588>Right now she's ready for anything (meaning a man or women)
Meaning she wants anyone who will enable her, give her attention and willing to be used for youtube views.>>519626>Keep saying she loves scaring people with her aesthetic?
They're scared because you're so cringy, Jill.
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I don't understand how louise is okay watching her daughter talking about not caring if she is getting dick or pussy just as long as she is getting some
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is it just me or is she looking more and more like lena dunham
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yeah Jill really looks like the typical 'weird aunt' character in this vid lol
some anon like three threads ago pointed out that jill dresses super edgy but only listens to the most basic pop music ever. and jill has been talking about st vincent ever since nonstop! because uwu indie artist. its so fucking annoying she brings her up every stream, picture, video, when you can just tell she just listened to one of her albums for the first time ever. ITS GOOD YEAH, WE'VE BEEN KNEW, JILL. so goddamn annoying and predictable from her.
muh im the bigges mcr fan ever (2 mainstream so now she never mentions them) –→ muh im the biggest muse fan ever –→ muh im the bigges joy division fan i wear their tshirt on every photoshoot -→ muh im the biggest st vincent fan ever uwu —→ whatever dumb thing she'll be obsessed for 2 weeks and drop as she always does
I just about keeled over because not only does Jill not have the faintest idea of what is actually involved in fashion design, she acts like she's some authority on sewing and fashion with an established brand and following. She's never so much as taken the time to follow through making a mock up of one of her unoriginal, mediocre designs. Who even calls themselves a fashion designer with no portfolio to display their skills or ideas? Kek
I need deets on this. Is there a thread anywhere?
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It's basic artscow shit.
>>519588>went off of birth control, but realised she 'wasn't gay' and so went back on
this is actual full retard, who taught her that birth control had anything to do with orientation or that straight girls remain permanently on the pill/lesbians don't due to their sexuality…
>-said she didn't date until she was 15. um what about your abusive girlfriend she had at 13??
???? not only did she date that 'sketchy' older girlfriend of hers (apparently), but also she had a two year relationship with her punk boyfriend Walker before dating Tristan when she was 15
why the lie tho?
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OT but can we just appreciate the complete degeneration of Jill’s hair in the past year? The shit she does now is how most girls wear their hair to sleep and she thinks she’s a fashion influencer
i think the art's legit, with the brand owner actually drawing the different wands and patterns…what i find crappy is the branding itself, using the awkward stock photo models and an obvious supplier is so tacky.
that said, jill's style in general could really benefit from purchasing from small artists/indie creators that fit her aesthetic and bringing them to prominence/reviewing them honestly. but she won't do that, bc all she cares about is overly expensive brand name crap
It's bad because it looks cheap and poorly made and it's ass ugly
Damn anon stage for shit taste
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Jill: watches a few episodes of drag race
Jill needs to try and stop being a “sexy clown”.
Pls tell me that she didn’t flash us on purpose..she knew that the dress is see-through and even she edits her vids, so??????
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ngl, I think she looks really cute on bottom right. Like, her dropping the glasses is already a huge improvement for her, considering them do not balance her face out, they make her nose look bigger and her, more granny-ish. Jill, if you wanna look cute with glasses, pick a smaller one. Could even be those cat eyed glasses in pastel pink to fit her aesthetic.
Anyway, I think that she would look really cute with this "rockabilly pastel" look, idk? I don't even know if that is a thing.
Oh, look, when I googled it, Jill showed up! lel
Anyway. Vintage dresses tend to look really cute on curvier women. Like, imo, Jill is looking kinda curvy on the bottom right pic, it's all about know how to dress for your shape.
She could keep the colorful hair like the first pics on my attatched image while dressing all pastel, like the pics on the right. And then she would be sexy, as she wants.
Well, I can dream.
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it doesn't even matter at this point, her hair is so fried and broken that short of getting an actual pixie cut (kek) nothing will make it look decent. within a week it will be back to her gross, oil-slick top bun because it's too greasy and damaged to wear normally.
…am I the only one that finds it weird that she's saying her huge pink fluffy coat that she "thinks is from h&m" was sent to her po box??
That honestly sounds like a lie go get around the criticism of not supporting (Western) fast fashion, but it seems so sloppy. I know her fans would probably send her some shit like that but, coats like that aren't exactly cheap to ship, and they just happened to get her size. Sure, Jill.
I'd die laughing if she got knocked up before starting college. Kek
Sage for rant
honestly tho, good on her for finding someone who likes her despite her shit personality, lazy, greasy-haired self.
Too bad for her fans that really wanted her to be full on lez.
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low key conspiracy theory:
she never had an eating disorder, her teeth are just shitty cos she doesn't brush them and all the peeps.
so she's completely selfish and self-centred in bed, too, to the surprise of no one.
Alyssa dodged a bullet.
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I remember in her recent closet tour video she shows a pink, sparkly sweater and said she got it at a thrift store. I have the same sweater, it's from H&M made in 2016. Of course she lies about shopping at H&M.
Jill shopping at a thrift store? LOL
That's a joke in itself, with the amount of money she drops on LO, there's no way she'd go thrift shopping.
She should just admit that she buys from them
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I doubt she thrifts either, she probably pretends to to seem "quirky"
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jill was known to photoshop the shit out of the pics though. she wasn't skelly and
that "unnatural" figure she had was likely the product of her mother photoshopping her pics to make her seem smaller.
she might really have an ED but i don't think we'll ever know for sure. just like she could
(DOUBT) be a real lesbian but we can't know. or how she might actually have been abused by her ex gf. but we literally won't ever know because jill lies and exaggerates about even the smallest things in her life. ie: changing her sexuality every other week, attention whoring her mental illnesses, her ever changing "style", her pretending to be unaware of people she copies her "style" from etc etc. you never know whats real thing with jill and whats just a trendy phase for her.
not trying to fight with you thought, just bringing this up itt for those unaware of her past cow behaviour. i'm sure most people do believe she had an ED, i'm skeptical though.
Excuse you anon, she thrifted that dirty looking purple sweater 2 years ago
She keeps buying clothes that she never wears for more than a few weeks. It's kind of ridiculous, it would be justifiable if her entire wardrobe was thrifted but she drops 80-100 dollars on a t-shirt and wears it a few times at most.
Of course she has to take her mum to Japan. "I was gonna go on my own but then I remembered I luurve my mum uwu"
How is Jill gonna live away from home if she can't even spend three minutes away from her mother?
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This shit is so annoying. Chrissa doesn't handmake her stuff she gets it from factories in china, I've seen her speak about it. So of course jilly has to come defend her pal cuz she got free shit and since she's obsessed with annika Victoria and she only ~shops ethically~ now. Fucking retard
It's really sad how much Jill puts getting money/free shit before being honest and genuine.
Just like with the Zaful shit, she didn't even care that they are actual scammers and acted like the quality was great even though some of the stuff looked like it was made of tissue paper and ripped/broke a couple days after she got it.
No? She wasn't? She was a notorious brandwhore. Are you thinking of someone else? I can't think of a single lolita coord she's EVER done that included thrifted pieces. She almost exclusively wore Angelic Pretty and BTSSB, besides her shoes from bodyline or Dream V and that old Anna House dress that she kept around forever since it was her first dress.>>520164>>520154
There really aren't that many thrift stores in PEI. There's a value village, mission something and another large uncurated family used clothing store. Her friends who live in Halifax have given her some cute stuff and her fans also send her thrifted items to her PO box, but I seriously doubt Jillian regularly goes to that terrible value village and finds anything that can be added to her wardrobe. All her nice thrifted things were sent to her as gifts. >>520171
She doesn't have any irl friends that aren't john. The "friends" she speaks of are girls that idolize her that she met at local cons and meetups. She only started calling them "friends" when Colin dumped her ass and she was desperate for company. That's when she invited Kenzie to drive 4 fucking hours to visit her house for the first time.
Before that Kenzie was just this chick she saw at conventions and took pictures with in fairy kei at a harajuku walk. Stacey openly calls herself jill's biggest fan and even begged her to start a blog together years ago (right before she made the pixielocks blogspot). Wendy has been ass-kissing hard since she met Jill as well. That's her three "friends" that she only recently adopted when she realized the theatre and lbgtq community both hate her. Colin was both a theatre and queer kid so that was probably the final nail in the coffin for her socially.
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Does she even know what reincarnation means. Kek she's so stupid. It's hard to beileve she speaks French when she doesnt even understand english
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She's rly trying to be a sjw
Yknow I could care less but still the same time…isn't the point of drag gay men dressing up as women? Just as drag Kings are often gay women dressing as men? And if you are into that style of makeup as a cis woman does that really count as drag? It honestly feels like it's white women who watch RPDR and want to be totes queer and appropriative too uwu
Saging my somewhat ignorance
While I think >>519869
is understandable, there is a strong idea that modern American drag culture has historically been a safe space for gay men and trans people, especially poc, as a reaction to being expected to be super macho.
Some people think including cis female drag queens is an attack on that culture, in the same vein as straight people being seen as slowly "inavding" gay clubs and treating them like a human zoo/a place to hide from creepy dudes. Which is understandable, but dismissive of queer women, transwomen and women in general who experience sexism and who want to express that and confront stereotypes and expectations through drag.
TL;DR It's complicated, being a few episodes in to tv friendly RPDR (in a later season that doesn't throw around slurs like confetti like the earlier ones) is maybe not the best time to become a Twitter warrior over a thing you have no real knowledge of. Especially when you are probably straight.
I kinda agree with >>521093
Drag is an outlet for gay men to express themselves. You could ask 10 queens their reasons for doing drag and you ours get 10 different reasons. Rupaul talks about doing Genderfuck - being provocative and pushing the boundaries of what is expected of men. Whereas some other queens talk abut their drag persona as a separate entity that they perform as. Some do it because they enjoy dressing like an exaggerated female stereotype.
Jill is just bandwagoning her flavour of the month cause without doing any actual research (as usual). It’s her typical “I am an Ally of this thing because it’s cool!” bullshit without understanding the actual root of the issue.
holy shit this video slayed me
I was only able to skip through it because it got too painful after a few seconds, I can't believe how cringey all of her fans are
it's just like when a thot cosplayer has a lot of followers, all of her fans are just greasy neckbeards so you can't even be jealous of their popularity because it's just too depressing
Jill may have a bunch of subscribers and win stupid contests and stuff but then you realize that the only people who admire her are… like this lol
She’s backing the wrong horse if she thinks supporting these deluded idiots makes her part of the social justice in-crowd. I didn’t realize bioqueens felt like they were so oppressed like this which is cringeworthy by itself, but it’s so telling that transmisogynistic jillybean would attach herself to the imagined oppression of straight women wearing too much makeup rather than learning about any genuine issue that gay/trans people face.
Do you guys think she’d start doing drag? I thought this was going to go further into insulting gay best friend/her saying “werk” too much territory, not that she’d immediately glom onto the hot mess that is the bioqueen/faux-queen community.
Tell to obnoxious, poser and attention seeking cow like Stella Rose St. Claire who claims to be a female drag queen but she's just your run of the mill snowflake with a shitty unoriginal clothes line. She'd be good friends with Jill, especially since they love to act like they are oppressed and do things for the sole purpose of e Fame. What desperate morons. Seriously I don't understand how Tumblerinas like Jill even function when everything about them is completely fake, redundant and predictable asf.
Sage for rant and massive sperg
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I think I saw something about her school doing HSM3 too. And we all know about how upset she was when didn't get the lead in marry Poppins and then proceeded to claim that all the other theater kids were jealous bitches that bullied her out. >>521107
Yeah they literally drove almost 5 hours to see a purebred cat show lol louise likes purebreeds the same way she likes cars. She simply would never allow an adopted domestic cat inside her home. Apparently they both volunteer at the shelter on a regular basis according to Jill. First of all, I don't think it's true or else we'd hear Jill at least casually mention going to the shelter on twitter or in vlogs sometimes. And if louise actually cared enough to volunteer at the shelters, they would definitely consider adoption and she clearly couldn't be that "allergic".
Also there's a difference between someone like myself who's "allergic" meaning I get the sniffles when I meet a new cat for the first time but with my own cats I just need to groom them and keep their litter boxes cleaned daily to subdue my allergies. On the other hand, there's my mother, who's ordered by her doctor to stay away from cats and dogs, or else she'll have regular asthma attacks if she lives with them.
If louise can live with four long haired cats (who are not hypoallergenic as they try to claim) then it's clear allergies are not an issue. She clearly just looks up exotic breeds like, oh, siberian forests cats that are known to have fur under their paws to survive the harsh winters in Russia. She then made a reservation with a breeder in Ottawa which meant poor Quinny had to fly 2+ hours alone to his new home in PEI. Adopting from their local shelter would just be so much simpler.
people who go to breeders make me sick. even more so when they try to come up with excuse after bullshit excuse.>>521207
christ, she's pathetic. is she unaware of community theatre? or is she just aware enough to know she'd never get anything other than a background part outside of high school?
She definitely could have continued theater. She met Tristan and Colin through theater, even did a play with Tristan. And Colin's ex-girlfriend Gillian (the one who was friends with Jill) continued at their local college which offers a professional theater program.
She's just jealous that the entire community socially rejected her. During a time when she wore full lolita and actual jfashion coords to school every day and demanded all the lead roles.
Remember this is the girl that brags about being a "piano child prodigy", "top student in art class", "top student in french class", "i speak japanese", "i'm a fashion designer". You can only imagine how annoying she was towards everyone else. I suspect they had good reason to mock her.
The mocking was mostly online, on facebook from what I remember. You're right, it was during the grease production, and i'm not from your school so I really don't know most of the details. But iirc there was quite a few kids posting indirect or passive aggressive posts about her, some of them might have actually been more direct, and it got to the point that Tristan and her mom were openly telling them to lay off Jill. She had a minor breakdown over it especially because some of them were mocking her youtube channel which was brand new at the time, and some were commenting directly on the channel or her pixielocks page.
In any case, i'm like 99% sure that's what Louise and Jill were talking about in the recent video. But even then she stayed throughout the mary poppins musical, so maybe that's when she was "bullied out" idk.
Was she the best at everything at y’all’s school? Like is she actually fluent in French? Is she a piano prodigy? Do you know anything about her so-called “abusive” relationships, the two she had before Tristian?
Also, I believe you, but other anons probably won’t because they like to scare milk away. Do you have like a yearbook with a picture of Jill in it for proof? Or something else that could help give you credit?
I wasn't actually in her grade… but no from what I remember she wasn't great at everything. I actually enjoyed her company in Juniour High, but I didn't hear of anything with the abusive relationships or anything of that nature. She went out with another friend of mine during Grade 8 or 9 he was actually really nice, and still to this day is a cool dude, from what I understand they're still friends. However, other than him I'm pretty sure he was her first boyfriend, she didn't have anyone before that. I wouldn't say she's fluent (because our french education system here sucks balls), but she spoke a lot to me about wanting to drop out of french, and how much she hated it. When she got to highschool and I was still in junior high she basically just dropped me as a friend. We weren't close, but we knew each other well enough. And had actually went to the extent of not responding to me just asking how it was going in HS. I don't actually know if I got the year book during her time there… I purchased it my last year due to the fact that I'm broke and couldn't purchase it every year. But, I'm honestly not fake. I live on PEI, and I've known Jillian since Grade 7. She actually used to be super sweet and genuine, and when I was alone she hung out with me during one of the first days because I didn't have any friends yet. After going to HS she changed completely.
Her "first boyfriend" in grade 8 or 9 was Walker right? He's been mentioned in this thread before so don't worry.
At one point Jillian did claim he was oppressive towards her and forced her to adopt his interests, taste in music etc (hence her "punk" phase) and then she moved on to her jfashion/lolita lifestyle after the breakup set her free I guess.
But she also defended him when his roommate accused him of animal abuse. Her and Louise publicly said they couldn't believe it because he was such a sweet boyfriend (?) which contradicted her claim of his forceful or abusive nature.
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Louise is going with her again
Do you know about her lesbian relationship when she was around 13? That one was also allegedly abusive. >>521286
Okay to be fair going to another country by yourself is pretty scary and I’d want someone to go with me if I were in her shoes. Plus, as women, we should know the dangers of traveling alone especially in a big city. Though I agree her attachment to her mom is actually pretty creepy.
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Hey, so I did hear about the relationship at 13. Don't think it's true… at all. The only one I can think of is this one girl that I'm friends with they used to be really close in like Grade 8. She was how I met Jillian… however I don't think they were abusive? Or even in a relationship? What do I know. Anyway yall, here's my proof.
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Yearbook pictures are always awful, but she could have at least bothered doing something with her hair.
The whole lesbian relationship was only two months long I think. She wrote about it some in her deviantart journals, but she never actually alluded to any abuse. Pic related is what she wrote about this girl, I had taken the screenshot a few weeks ago but never posted it because I wasn’t sure if it was milky.
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You've just added fire to the flames my friend.
I have a quick question about her interests, when did she go weeb? Was it in her punk phase? I remember seeing a shot of an anime poster in her room and some cosplay but was she as obnoxious as she is with it now? The tattoo was a huge leap.
Also has anyone nicknamed the rainbow Jillmobile that is her car?
>>521404>has anyone nicknamed the rainbow Jillmobile that is her car?
lol anons are so extra with the questions when islanders are providing milk>>521406
nayrt but many people stay loyal to their middle school friends simply because of how long they've had a bond together, you tend to cling to those people because it's rare to still have friends from preteen or early teen years.
we had her go over the top when the car was "keyed" so it's shown that people don't give a shit.
Also thanks for coming along. While these threads tend to focus on her outward appearance and weight, it's interesting to hear about her outside of the internet.
Final questions though so to put the ED deniers to bed, did you know Jill when she was going through the worst of it? Also is she as quiet as other islanders have said she is irl nowadays or has youtube given her a confidence boost?
If you want to reply to someone particular, just click the post number on their post and it’ll be added to your reply.
Are you afraid of what Jill will think of you associating yourself with us? Even if you’re not here to shit talk her, she really hates these drama boards.
When did she stop regularly showering? Does anyone ever talk about how nasty her hair looks?
I'm suggesting you mean when she "left the lolita community" (if not that point please let me know), No I wasn't around then, she had ditched me just before. Hmm, I also think it depends on what situation she's in. If she's with friends she tends to be very loud, but like I said all during HS she was pretty private, quiet, and kept to herself. Because of this everyone thought she thought that she was better than us. That's why she didn't have a lot of friends during then, she came off as unapproachable. >>521424
Also thanks for the tip, I had no idea how. I'm not really that afraid of if Jillian finds out. However, this Island praises her quite heavily, and their backlash is what I fear most, which I hope I don't get. She used to describe her hair as straw-like in HS because of all the damage thatit had undergone. It's much healthier then it was.
why cant she take a friend though?
the first time i went abroad was with my gf when i was 18, its not a big deal
good point kek
with japan the second coming surely louise is going to have to pay to go again? like shes been before so its not like shell get lost???
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here, theres only one really visible but its def a sh scar
Yeah she's definitely confirmed that it was self harm scar. She brought attention to it a while back.>>521425
I think this anon >>521421
was asking about her "severe" eating disorder phase which supposedly happened before lolita and her relationship with Tristan. She's talked about her parents or her therapists forcing her to stay in a mental institution for ED because she wouldn't eat for days. I believe she said this was during end of elementary or beginning of middle school. She also said her abusive lesbian relationship (possibly with your friend?) was a major cause for her mental downfall and subsequent self harm/eating disorder. She explains all of this in a video she titled "self harm" not too long ago just before her last tattoo.
She's also claimed that middle school was the darkest and hardest times of her life and included traumatizing experiences like her first gf, first bf, and when she saw muse live?? apparently something to do with her middle school friends staying in a hotel room and something traumatic happened. Sorry if this is all vague, she mainly just alluded to it.
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She was hospitalized in May of 2012, from the sound of it for her ED (Just due to the limiting of time online, not sure if they would do that for self harm)
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It seems like just before this she had her blood tested, may have been the reason she was hospitalized, also might account for why she’s scared to get it tested now
Found her abusive gfs deviant art, idk if its been posted beforehttps://gorgeousmorning.deviantart.com
she was definitely dating jill in 2011; jill was 13 and she was 14/15
looked though the journals and it seems they had a really regular breakup then stayed friends after??
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Based on this, if they were in a relationship it seems as though they were keeping it a secret (first post, age 15 when Jill would be 13, and says she is single). Looks like either Jill was avoiding contact (trying to use a deviant art journal to get her to contact her), or they were just into DA? I think that must have been the point where some shit went down though because of her commenting that her parents don’t trust her/won’t let her hang out with people. Fourth post seems like a sort of apoligy, then fifth is admitting she wasn’t a healthy part of the relationship.
She later lists Jill as an ex in an future post, and does bring her up in a sort of passive way (doesn’t sound like they were really hanging out but somewhat still friends, she didn’t have negative feelings toward her it seems)
Who knows how it went down. It’s possible Jill didn’t want to lose friends and just got along for the sake of now alienating herself, or that she didnt realize it was an unhealthy relationship until she didn’t have a healthy relationship. We’ll never really know
they were dating, theres stuff there literally saying they were
and they still hung out for months after breaking up and called each other best friends
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jill doesn't sound great in this relationship either
as an abuse survivor it fucks me off to see people label nothing as abusive
oh my god thank you for adressing this. i never believed that for a second. a few threads back some sperg anon(s?) were saying she was abused by her first gf and that she was "totally" a lesbian but that the experience hurt her too much to date women for a very long time.
its good to know that all of that were nothing but sperg fantasies. thank you for clearing this up. i hope it never gets brought up again. jill has only dated women twice in her lifetime, and both have been totally meaningless short relationship that she milks for attention and nothing else, pls stop believing when she claims to be a lesbian every six months.
to curious anons, heres the fanfic>>486371
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I don't think anyone would judge her for the relationship if Jill didn't push the whole "my abusive ex lesbian girlfriend :'(" so much.
It seems like Jill just didn't enjoy being with a girl/that particular girl much and it seems like it was like any other wishy-washy teenage relationship; which is fine if you don't claim that your ex was abusive.
As another anon mentioned I was also verbally and physically abused in a past relationship and it was such a damaging experience for me, it just irks me when someone like Jill says her ex was abusive just because their relationship was a little rocky.
(Though that seems to be a recurring pattern with her, her talk about how she "forgot" that she had depression until Colin left her was just as painful.)
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Who is Meka? Could this be the confetti club member who keeps sending Jill fan mail, the one who admitted she had a crush on her? I haven’t seen her name mentioned yet in these threads yet, but I could be wrong.
Saged if I missed something and this is old news.
original deviant art link anon here, I've literally gone through everything
there were a couple of messages where pixie was subtly threatening more self harm because of said gf, seems like they were both dramatic and edgy which made the relationship unhealthy
if someone was that awful and abusive while you were dating you wouldn't continue to be best friends for months after the breakup
abusers try to keep you any way possible and jill seemed perfectly happy to stay
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Hey guys, it's me again. So I did a bit of digging for you and found Uma's FB. Her and I have never met, but I do know of her. Both Jillian and Louise have commented on her past photos.
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Gay pixie woe is me posting is back
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Sage for OT/blogposting;
I can see why she’d get picked on. I did drama/theatre in high school she seemed like the kind of actor who didn’t have a lead role so they would “upstage” and make themselves the center of attention no matter what. It ticks everyone off lol.
Now I know next to nothing about grease so her character could be a main but I’m not sure!
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guess they're all too busy having fun in Japan without Jill huh
2014….if I recall correctly that's when she held a tea party in her basement right?
I haven't been fb friends with jill in years but I do remember those pictures.
I wonder what Uma and Walker both think of jill casually using their relationships for pity points and offhand mentioning their ~abusive power dynamics~ on social media and in videos with her huge follower count.
That being said, they're both adults now and are likely better adjusted than Jill so it's best they ignore it and continue on with their lives.>>521958
What do you think of Jill's recent "relationship" fiasco? You can read about it in this thread >>>/snow/445432
her poor ex-girlfriend's sister actually came on the board to clarify the details, she was so pissed with Jill's mistreatment of her sister.
To be fair, it was clearly just a rebound after Colin, but that's preciously what was so cruel about it. Jill used her for gay brownie points, clickbait videos and pictures, without ever showing her face and then later claiming she "wasn't attracted to her". Just awful, awful stuff honestly.
Just curious if this surprised you at all, though i'm assuming you don't know Alyssa. Do you think Jill went after this girl (who never had a relationship before but was bicurious) simply because she was rejected from her queer friend group? For example, she used to really like that other alyssa girl who later became Emery/Emerson but then suddenly stopped hanging out with that entire friend group. Is that the reason she resorted to tinder to find a "lesbian relationship" with a normie girl she barely knew and quickly dumped?
>>521912>if someone was that awful and abusive while you were dating you wouldn't continue to be best friends for months after the breakup
…that happens often, though, because of a lot of internalized BS after the fact and usually an inability to see the abuser as bad even after the break-up. a lot of the times, the gravity of the abuse might not sink in until way after the fact
not saying this is the case with jill and the old gf, just saying a blanket statement like that is kind of ignorant.
what is this context
and kek at the thought of anyone ever calling jill a dyke
I've been abused
and I was referring to her situation only + how dramatic their breakup was, if it was abuse she would have left, not kept coming back
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This is her amino, with her other social media
Sage because cc talk
Right, okay time to start answering!>>522061
Yes Tristan, Jon, and Colin were all in this play with her.>>521973
And yes, I actually did hear about the fiasco, however I did not hear about Jillian mistreating her or about the sister's posts so I'll give my thoughts before responding on that. This girl seemed to be a rebound to me. The funny thing is Alyssa is actually a friend of one of my close pals and he showed clear hesitation when we spoke about it. From what I heard Jillian was just very controlling and always wanted to be cutesy about everything. I actually have tinder installed, before I got a boyfriend, and this was just recently after I got it so the settings werent situated yet, so it said I liked both sexes and I found her on there. She got tinder the moment she came out that her and Colin broke up, so the fact that it happened so quick shows it was a rebound. Also the thing with Emery (I also went to school with them), and they were always a drifter. Their original friends before they moved here were in Moncton or w/e and so when they went back to university/college they were back with their friends. So the friend group was essentially temporary from what i understand.
Let me make it clear that she wasn't as big in MP as in Grease. >>522076
Most of the cast told me they were hesitant around her becaue she seemed to dislike most of them.
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Sexy clown outfit
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I think we're probs getting a dolls kill haul
that harness top looks so cheap
lmao at all those loose strings
You'd think she'd at least wear high quality wanna be raver/s&m style clothes and not this cheap crap. Watch her start dressing like a club kid! Michael Alig watch out!
Kek if she's wants be ~*younique*~
try listening to Bjork and mimic her fantastically wild ensembles! At the least
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Jill commented on Venus Angelics newest video about being scared of getting fat
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None of them have posted to insta about the trip, but Tracy has had a few Facebook posts (Jill hasn’t interacted with any of them), and Tracy got posted to the Spank insta. Looks like all of the girls going are who she hung out with on New Years? So she probably is feeling sad about missing out now
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I know we compare Jill to Kammie a lot but I wanted to bring attention to another bright dresser. Kate Hannah doesn’t try to disguise her fashion as “kawaii” or “jfashion” because it’s not, she actually gets her hair dyed professionally, and she wears a lot of the same brands as Jill (lazy oaf, dolls kill etc.). She also is a fashion designer and her designs do leave a lot to be desired but at least she’s going out and making things instead of sitting on her ass and whining about ~muh serotonin~
I was in a 2 year long abusive relationship and even after I worked up the guts to finally end it with him, he and I still talked for 5ish months because I was so codependent and he had torn me down so much I clung to him in a weird way I can't even fully understand.
Not proud of it, but not everyone handles trauma the same way. Just because someone else didn't go no contact right after an abusive relationship ended doesn't mean they weren't in an abusive relationship.
Ok yall are kinda derailing because let's be real for a second
Do you actually think Jill was "abused" by these people? whether it was uma or walker, it seems clear she was being a melodramatic teenager, she's still dramatic about her breakups and exes even as an adult and clearly can't handle intimate relationships very well as she's so controlling.
No one has done anything to her. She just shit talks her exes. We've heard her use that tone even about Tristan and Colin despite them being absolute saints as boyfriends. She's just bitter about every relationship.
Sage, but best part of this video is around the 2:20 mark when they start to sing 'Beauty School Dropout' to her. The song is basically about an angel who tells her she is terrible at beauty school so see needs to drop out and go back to high school.
I think we know this will be her in a year, just "fashion" school, and it will be farmers telling her to quit.
I think you’re both strong, that’s not the message I was trying to convey at all
Yes but we’re talking about Jill’s relationship
If she was actually being abused by Uma, she wouldn’t stick around in the way she did - she was still being like “aw we are such besties!!! I love your hair so cute uwu!!” and actively seeking Uma after being told (by Uma) to give her time + leave her alone, not to mention Jill started dating again like a month later
The point was that the abusive gf story sounds like bs
Well, def not feeling sorry for her. I bet all of them saved money for this trip and we all know that Jill could have gone too if she would use her money more wisely aka not buying every crap that she doesn't need while ~saving up for college~.
On the other side I don't think that Jill would be somebody that I would like to have on my side during a trip? I mean judging by her last Japan visit it would be such a drag for everybody if you are with one person that is a super picky eater and just there for the ~aesthetics~ and not actually seeing cool stuff and visit places that are not clothing stores. So I guess they will def have more fun without her tbh.
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Wow this really seems to confirm that Jill just made up the 'abuse' shit, gross.
Uma just seemed to be heartbroken after Jill left her for Walker and maybe said some desperate things but as other anons have mentioned pretty much any teenager does. I feel like maybe she asked Jill for a suggestive picture or something before and Jill felt uncomfortable so to her it was sexually abusive, she's constantly going on about how triggering
the anime 'Citrus' is for her currently because of this ~awful past relationship uwu~.
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Not going to SS it all, but there's a lot of journals Uma posted soon after the breakup with Jill commented basically wanting her to be happy and over it so they can hang out as normal - this journal was about a halloween party Uma had decided she was going to go to despite the breakup.
I know they were young, but it seems real emotionally dense/insensitive to expect someone whose heart you've just broken to be happy and friends with you IMMEDIATELY AFTER shit has gone down. I feel like Jill has always been awful at relationships and treating people like things/accessories.
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Jillian sliding onto Venus' latest video explaining her hospitalization
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Why is Jill so lazy and gross? I can understand wanting to take a small break after filming for 20 minutes, but she’s acting like she just spent several gruelling hours doing something Actually productive and is entitled to a break
Jill's comments there seem weirdly manipulative, imagine being that manipulative at only 13. I can't imagine typing/thinking like that when you're just a kid wtf
All the overly cutesy pastel vomit types are most definitely sociopaths in disguise
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She posted on ig about photoshopping her hair yellow and now wants to keep preaching about mental health for more views.
She is seriously the worst person to give any advice on this matter…>>522402
I mean this pretty much just shows that at this point she's a NEET shut-in loser living in her mom's basement, it's nothing to be proud of.
She's so fucking manipulative. I guarantee this is exactly how she broke up with Walker, Tristan and Alyssa too. I mean, with Alyssa we literally already had confirmation. She left Uma for Walker and then Tristan for Colin. She's fucking gross. I know this happened when she was 13 but she continues to do this "falling out of love" act at her convenience like with Alyssa recently.
Anons here say they feel bad for Jill because she "genuinely loved" Colin but I call bullshit. The reason she was so shook over that break up and still isn't over it is because she wasn't given the time to leave at her convenience when she found someone new. But she was definitely hinting at moving on with her "I'm confused" fb posts and saying she would be a lesbian if she wasn't dating someone with a dick. She was definitely going to leave him sooner rather than later but he took the initiative and she couldn't handle it.
Methods to cope with mental illness? She can’t even do it herself
What’s she gonna tell them? Eat peeps, watch anime, don’t do anything productive and sleep all day to cope? She’s so fucking stupid
Also she probably left Alyssa to pursue Jon
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she copes by eating too much, sleeping all the time, and living in her mom's basement… idk about the rest of the internet but I don't exactly look at her and think "wow, she's got it all, how can I be like that?!" kek
I wouldn't call her a sociopath for being like this at 13, I was pretty much the exact same way at that age and so were a lot of other kids I knew at that age. It's immaturity more than anything, they're still learning how to handle complex social situations but they're too selfish to do it gracefully.
That being said, the fact that she still acts like this is the most telling thing. It's one thing to be shitty at relationships at 13, But another thing entirely to continue it into adulthood without thinking that anything is wrong. She's an overgrown teenager who doesn't want to grow up. That's what I personally can't stand about her.
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Still pushing the ~*Super Gay*~ shtick even after claiming that she’s a) Bi and b) primarily attracted to men
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I can’t believe no one has posted her diabetus peeps birthday cake
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So edgy n ~queer
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She's so lonely and yet she doesn't make the effort to leave the basement
People like venus way more than they like her now and venus has really suffered in some awful ways and you know Jill can't let anyone be "more" than her in any way>>522430
To me it just feels like she is piggybacking off of Venus's last video here, she didn't mention this ahead of time and just magically decides to do this again after Venus did hers, it's pretty disgusting, why is everything a competition with her
so is Jill's new thing 'sexy alcoholic clown' now? wtf
her whole ~teheh I'm so depressed I have to use alcohol to cope but I'll randomly go off my meds because I'm ok uwu~ shit is really pissing me off
like sure go ahead if you want to be an irresponsible idiot but at least don't preach about it to your impressionable young teenage fans
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that fupa kek
me that she knows meds help her but she'll let herself run out and not do anything about it
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More unnecessary purchases
I agree. When I first started suffering from depression as a young teenager neither my parents nor I really knew what to do so we just tried to do all of those things that lift your mood for a little while, but in the long run it didn't change my condition at all and only actual therapy was able to help me.
I mean yeah I guess it's nice that Jill is trying to be all supportive and stuff but I think this video can only help people who don't have depression and only get sad/anxious once in a while.
Also that style of shorts are not meant to be so tight… you can see her underwear line in the FRONT dear lord
samefag sorry but this is so bad
>>523217>nb4 someone thinks those sausage squeezing socks actually makes her look cute.>>523275
Self-care is just a small part of recovering from depression. Self-care is supposed to keep you from not showering for a week straight, to make sure you get an adequate amount of nutrition, and to not be wallowing in your own filth. Jill does all of these things and doesn’t make an effort to not do them so idk why the hell she thinks she’s an authoritative figure on all things mental-health.
Something I noticed she left out (based off of anon’s summary, I don’t think I can stomach to watch the actual video) is exercising. She mentioned going for a walk but that’s really more for fresh air. Exercising does make a difference imo, it’s not the cure for depression but it makes you feel like you accomplished something that most normal, non-depressed people are too lazy to do.
>>523275>>Find media that you can relate too in a healthy way. Don't watch sad things, only things that make you happy
Imo this is the piece of advice that shows how little she challenges herself.
It's not good to wallow, you shouldn't lock yourself in a room and listen to nothing but radiohead when you feel sad, but equally when you're depressed or anxious one of the most important things is to learn how to react to ~triggering
~ things normally. You need to be able to hear or watch something sad without that spiralling you into further depression. Negative emotions aren't bad, they're a normal part of life that you need to learn to work through, not ignore and avoid. Bad things will happen in your life, that's one of the only certainties. When you find it harder to deal with those things you need to expose yourself to them in order to learn how to cope.
Honestly I think this is the main cause of why Jill is so intolerable, at least for me. She is so, so sheltered and immature yet she likes to look worldly and wise. She can't deal with "negativity" to the extent that it's actually preventing her from growing up, and her family enables her so she never has to.
While animals can definitely be an amazing benefit for depression and anxiety, I just can't condone adopting a cat or dog or what have you solely because you expect it to make you feel better.
I mean, not only do I love my cats dearly and do the absolute best I can by them, and the knowledge that they depend on me to go out to ensure I don't run out of food or litter or treats, to keep toys about and play with them, cuddle and love on them and so on… even just the knowledge that they depend on me keeping my shit together for their sake is the only motivation I have some days.
But if some dumb, selfish shit up and brings a living being home in lieu of actually legitimately dealing with whatever their issue is? Well, you hear so often about how animals wind up neglected, underfed, unsocialized etc., and I can all too easily see that happening to one of these little twits who treat Jill's word as some sort of gospel.
Service and farm animals aside, I find it repugnant at best when people get pets as 'things' and/or ornaments as the main motivator.
Do it the right way, and take some proper steps before bringing home something that requires a commitment of time, emotion, money and resources for up to a decade or more.
/rant fueled blogging. The way too many people see and treat animals makes me far too angry and sad.
What does that even mean!?
And when will Jill stop pretending to be bi.
Lmao someone like that has better things to do than self post. She's trying to give an example of someone who does "rainbie kawaiii" stuf that isn't disgusting like jill.
Jill could be into absalutly anything and still be just as disgusting. Stop thinking it has somthing to do with j-fashion
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Awwww poor bby so misunderstood, lol
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I found some cringey comments and made a collage for you all!
Btw depression doesn’t go away just because you don’t have time for it lol, that’s the kind of shit old people say to dismiss mental illness.
Someone somewhere must have said something about her video haha>>523545
It’s not but Jill literally has everything she needs to get her mental illness in a better state. Imagine those struggling with depression and anxiety and couldn’t afford to pay for their meds anymore even though they want to take them? Then there is Jill who chooses not to take her meds, get any help and lay around all day — not Everyone has the luxury to wake up Whenever and laze around. A lot of people have bills, school and work that they have to think of, Jill doesn’t.
No, but she definitely has the resources to get professional help and chooses not to. And acts like she has it all figured out when in reality she is sleeping and taking baths all day.
Circumstances can also bring on or worsen mental health issues. If her issues aren't cause by difficulties in life, then she obviously needs professional help to sort out whatever is going on with her.
Drinking water and washing her face isn't real treatment. It's so irresponsible to be a role model and act like it's ok to just practice uwu self-care instead of seeking real treatment for your issues, especially if you are barely able to function and do your job.
How is she going to survive college? Routine and structure can definitely help with depression, but moving away from home when she can't be apart from her mom is a huge change in and of itself.
I seriously doubt she can do the actual adult bare minimum self-care you need to survive. Cooking, buying groceries, sticking to a budget, maintaining an apartment, and taking care of a pet while also balancing school all seem way beyond her capacity when she has so few responsibilities that she struggles to fulfill right now.
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>>523542>let me brag about my life constantly but also don't you dare forget i'm sad!! i've got mental illness so don't stop feeling bad for me!!!
lol shut up jill
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maybe…things would be better…if you took your fucking meds? have you thought of this yet, jill?
What hell does that girl think is fat if she's calling jill skinny?
jill is honestly lucky she attracted so many delusional fans to follow her.
I take issue with Jill's stance on therapy because she has both the money and her father's insurance to pay for any therapist of her choice. Apparently PEI does have terrible mental health services but she regularly drives to Halifax for shopping sprees so she could easily have monthly/bi-monthly or even quarterly therapy sessions with a therapist of her own choosing.
Tons of people across Canada have barely any access to mental health services if they're from low income families without insurance because publicly-funded mental health care is practically non-existent in most provinces and have unbelievably long wait-lists. But she has the luxury to shop around for some of the best practices offered on the east coast but of course she pretends yet again that she's somehow oppressed into being mentally ill.
This is why her entire depression/anxiety shtick is nonsense. I can literally understand being so anxious you can't even face people in your life, but when I was incapable of leaving the house most days and started quitting my jobs and putting off my education, that's when I begged my family to help me afford a few therapy sessions. My dad couldn't even pay upfront so the therapist agreed to a trade (he did some free advertising work for them). Sorry to get all bloggy, but besides the fact that Jill did have an emo phase with the cutting or bulimia, I think she has taken full advantage of her middle school melodrama to identify with issues she has no clue about at this stage in her life. And that is why she needs to start seeing professionals again, they need to assess her current mental stability and whether she should still be taking the same meds at all since dosage is often updated after a few years depending on weight change and other factors.
She's so entitled, irrelevant and clueless asf. The last person I ever had the displeasure of knowing like this was my spoiled asf rich ass only child ex boyfriend who claimed he had severe depression and never got diagnosed by a doctor and much like Jill his parents fussed over him so much so that I believe they were his real issue. He would get so bitchy when I would tell him to get a proper diagnosis of his bs depression. No wonder I dislike Jill, even more know than previously.
Sage for blog
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She's always gotta be the ~biggest fan of something
imo her reason for not taking them was incredibly stupid too
"I'm feeling happy now uwu", like of course, that's what the meds are for?? you can't just think that 'oh I'm totally fine now and it's not because of the meds at all', like if Jill had that little faith in the meds in the first place why even take them?
this stuff just makes me really angry
Even if it's only monthly, monthly sessions do help. But she's not going to because no one is going to push her into doing it. >>523942
This is stupidly common like >>523949
said. It's a stupid cycle where you think you're "ok" then you stop, hit a low and start again. She's lucky to have that safety net of her parents to catch her when that low might hit.
And just because you know how to use google doesn't mean you can read a few symptoms and then self diagnose.
Everything she listed is NORMAL ADULT FEELINGS jfc. It doesn't mean it's clinical anxiety, depression, or real mental health issues. Not something to label yourself with for pity points.
I was misdiagnosed at 14 with borderline personality and bipolar.
It wasn't until I was almost 30 I was given a proper diagnosis. PTSD. Anxiety. Depression. Night terrors etc.
Imagine my surprise that unlike 15+ years ago, my new meds are actually helping. Have been recommended for various sleep study programs, counselling etc. I'm still a wreck sometimes, but, most of the time, I'm functional.
These idiots are turning mental health in to a fucking joke.
I was just browsing Kelly Eden’s latest thread and saw something interesting>>520825
It’s nothing too milky, just speculation that a WK had a very similar writing tone to Jillian. Which fuels speculation that she does lurk on here.
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Who’s ready to see Jill detained at the border?
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Jill confirmed alt-right neo nazi
Sage for OT, but I’m sure she’s using it in a way like they were used in AOL chats where you “cyber-hug” a user with three parentheses.
Or she’s dense and thinks it’s a new quirky way to tweet.
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Does pixie even have any goals in life beyond being a uwu famous fashion designer ~~
from the age of about 13 to about my mid-20's, I bleached, dyed, and rebleached my hair. Up to every other week. I didn't care for it, other than conditioning the hell out of it after a bleach job, and routinely shaving it all off and starting again.
Maybe that was my saving grace from being a scarecrow?
She should try it. Or, take care of her shit before it falls out.
even almost 20 years ago when I was (mis)diagnosed, they weren't supposed to assign such disorders to anyone under 18. Nor were they supposed to prescribe high dosages of antidepressants, because of the high risk of suicidal ideation.
They do and did it anyways. Cuz handing out potentially lethal pills lines their pockets. What do they care?
Not all psychiatrists. But too many.
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the comments are fucking killing me. someone mentions how fat shes gotten and the jill police show up and threaten to find the person. person doubles down and then confetti club say they're inciting a riot.
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Apparently he was too nice cause she seems way to chill about this
lol irl at the part where she apologizes to her mom about ruining the towel and brad was like "wait, how old is she..?"
i know he's too nice for it to be shade. but its such an honest reaction to this womanchild.
lol the fat comment has been removed now
It's incredible how triggered
everyone got about that
I can see why Jills "quirky" attitude may seem cute when you watch one video, but it becomes so repetitive.
What happened to the anon that made videos?
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it's weird because she already has, if you look at transcripts even from this thread >>519588
she's stated things like >went off of birth control, but realised she 'wasn't gay' and so went back on [birth control]>Admit she has gay phases, but that she's not a lesbian.
and her obnoxious shit about preferring penises (surprised her more sjw fans aren't upset about that since she's always saying anyone with a penis is a man/a straight relationship so by extension implying mtf aren't really women/gay)
but of course she can't ever stick to one identity because she doesn't have one, just just morphs into whatever she thinks will get her the most attention. so now she's a queer lil rainbaby again.
Oh put a sock in it — there are so many unsaged posts and this is the one you want to single out?
I’d say Piggylocks suits her, but that’s an insult to pigs.
Sure, if you only see people as walking genitals.
Which I guess she does…>"would call herself lesbian if she wasn't dating someone with a dick"
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sage for old milk, but she's already done this. parading her relationship w/ colin as super queer bc he was "genderqueer", pic related
a bunch of people in the comments of the pic called her out on using that caption while in an obviously het relationship
I'm more inclined to agree with other anons who've said they thought the only reason she's so hung up on losing him is because he broke up with her, and not the other way around.
Partners, pets and friends are accessories to her. Maybe one day she will grow up and actually realize that her being immature, selfish, shallow isn't a good look.
sage for OT and no milk; https://twitter.com/i/moments/972216811239497728
claire's is "going bankrupt" whatever will our jillybean do now
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Her new hair. She's looking more frumpy than usual kek
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This person included pixie in her international women's day post..I'm speechless how does jillybean contribute to society in any way? How does is basement dweller who is selfish inspirational?
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She has updated her Insta bio.
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I'm so sick of her playing the abuse narrative.
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It's a nice dye job thankfully, but man yellow does not suit her skintone at all. She'd look so much cuter with a natural hair color, and doing unnatural colors at the bottom, but obviously that's not ~quirky kawaii~ enough for her.
thanks for making me check out what the last girl looks like. Jill, if you want to do rainbow hair, THIS is the way to do it! It looks amazing. All the colours are blended to compliment each other and she is rocking it.
after jills horrendous bangs i never thought rainbow hair could look this good
i mean, i guess considering what she's going for it's a success? the roots look so much better, i'm glad for that alone.
she's probably going for yellow because it's cartoony. honestly this colour cant look good on anyone. lemon drop, more like piss drop
The hair looks good and healthy surprisingly. Healthier than usual, anyway. However, her face is horrifying without all the Facetune and photoshop.
My mom had the texture of her hair ruined from a bad bleach job. I can imagine Jill’s hair feels awful from her repeated bad bleach jobs. I wonder what the hairdresser used to keep her hair from looking so crispy.
Whats wrong with her face??
She looks ROUGH jfc
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Looks like jillybean is getting overwhelmed about moving away from her mum.
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Here’s a fan giving her “advice” to not move out. Can’t wait for the official announcement that she wants to just “take a another “gap year” because she’s so overwhelmed being a kawaii leader” or some other bullshit
louise needs to like distance herself from jill more and push to make a life outside the family home
it’s not healthy to be “bff love ya cute mum” when you’re trying to leave, the only reason im finding moving away easy is the fact that i have a life outside my mum so i dont like need her anymore?
tbh i think louise is just as irresponsible as jill sometimes for allowing/encouraging this
she should say like you can choose not to go to college but if you dont youve got to get a job and pay rent, its so frustrating to see her live at home for free at 20
>>525378>my suffocating cave of loneliness
holy shit in my entire life I've never heard anyone talk about moving out like this, she clearly has some kind of issues
also isn't she going to live with her friend? it's clearly not just generally about being alone but just about not being with her mommy anymore
I think she's just incapable of having meaningful friendships, in the past she often said that the only people she even spent time with were her mom and Tristan/Colin
so unless she finds some new boy toy at college she probably doesn't care about meeting people there lol
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She's a mess
Damn, we thought she looked bad here, but compared to what she's wearing now this is actually a good look. >>525173
It looks better than before, but I wish she'd just choose a flattering and cute colour. The brown brows are definitely an improvement though.>>525185
I usually talk about how weird and codependent Jill is with her mum, but this is actually pretty cute.>>525378>>525381
Moving out would be really good for Jill though - it would force her to be independent and I think it could be really good for her (unless she goes all neckbeard nest on her new place which I can see happening bc of her hoarding and laziness). Sorry to blog post, but I moved out when I was 17 and it was a great experience; you'd've had to pay 20 year old me to go back to living at home with my parents. >>525459
I had friends who still lived at home by choice (vs financial reasons/familial obligations) and I never understood it! I'm going to assume these are the type of people who need their parents to make important phone calls for them still.
Exactly what I was going to say. I've seen some younger 17-18 year olds be nervous about moving to bigger cities alone but first of all, Jill is not moving to a big city. She's moving two hours away from home by car. Louise will probably visit her every fucking weekend. Still unbelievable that she passed up schools in Toronto or Montreal for this exact reason and is still complaining about being "far away" from mom.
When I was 18 I couldn't wait to sign my own lease and finally do my own groceries, even if depression and social anxiety was a factor. She also seems to forget the actual privilege of being able to afford living alone, like 9 times out of 10 people's first living situations are either terrible dorms, several roommates or living with a significant other and struggling to afford even that.
It's amazing that she turned around this exciting opportunity into a self-fulfilled prophecy of ~muh depression & loneliness~ and we're still 6 months away from the move. She could easily plan to find a therapist in her new town, join some community or college clubs, extracurricular stuff, maybe even get a part time job again or do some volunteering. Whatever she needs to do to make her experience positive. To me, her constant complaints about leaving the nest shows that she has no true ambitions and is spoiled to her very core to the point that she's sees nothing for herself in the future beyond her comfortable maritime life.
The dye job looks great. Her face is terrifying though. How is she only 20 years old??
Watch her have it up in a bun in less than a week.
she looks healthier here than she does now tbh>>525531
it will be in a bun cos she doesnt shower, only bathe. I feel bad for the person who washed her hair there, it has to be nasty and grimey
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>"help I'm scared of leaving my mom's basement because my mom is my only friend"
>"don't worry, my best friend/roommate is leaving because she gets more views than me on youtube, it'll be fine"
jesus christ jill. buying bananas alone is the exact same as doing it with your moms except you gotta use your money.
don't get me wrong, i was scared when i moved out and i even cried, just bc i feared the unnkown. but i was also excited and looking forward to my independance. its not like phones and skype dont exist. get a grip jill
I can't believe a 20 year old woman is this domestically challenged…how embarrassing! How the hell do you not know how to grocery shop being that old? Her mother has mollycoddled her to the point of mental retardation and nearly wipes her ass for her. Can't imagine what a shit show her first big spooky wooky grocery big boy shoppy trippy
is going to be like.
No, I base it on the fact I both have anxiety/depression and am in a student society at uni that helps struggling people integrate into uni life, but I didn't want to mention it because blog. The biggest factor we have in people dropping out is isolation and loneliness. We have to convince a lot of first years, especially those with mental health issues, that living in a privately rented apartment with a couple of housemates is very different to living in halls and that they should try to stick it out. Even though there are more people in halls, it can be a very isolating experience for introverted people, especially if you have the bad luck of being placed on a floor with only normie party animals. It's more like living alone, hence the comparison.
and to be completely honest, her taking the easy path because of her mental illness will not help her. Being mentally ill does not give you a doctors note for life. She needs to do these things precisely because they are more difficult for her than they are for everyone else. She will never get over her anxiety issues if she doesn't. Living with complete strangers for the first time was awful for my anxiety, but ultimately that exposure therapy (for lack of a better term) has done me far more good than harm in the long run.
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The big reveal!
my mum is pretty manipulative and has fucked up my relationships because of it, she made me 100% reliant on her when I was young and acted like she was god
tbh I can see that happening to make jill the way she is
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The hair color and dress color are really giving me Tinkerbell vibes.
I'm not a seamstress so I cant comment on the construction at all. I'm pretty surprised by the aesthetic of it though, its pretty different from her usual style
I had to go look at trashmouths original comment to see the context and
>trashm0uth_this lowkey gives me moana vibes and i love it 💕💕
Why did she shop her legs? It’s such a shame, her ankle looks off, like at an odd angle?
Like she doesn’t need to shop her photos,embrace your body Jill please
Ugh… I want to be glad she's actually sewing, but this honestly just looks cheap, nor is the design particularly original to make up for that. Jill really just should not aim to become a fashion designer. She's clearly not suited to it in pretty much every possible way.
Anyway, this speculating about Louise strikes me as dumb. We really don't have any reason to assume she's manipulative or anything like that; in fact, it's probably kind of an unfair assumption to make, especially since we've only ever heard and seen that Louise is a nice person. I really don't think it's anything deeper than Jill being the spoiled result of an upper-middle class upbringing. Louise is probably has good intentions but ended up spoiling her daughter and making her kinda codependent. Happens all the time.
jill, my guy, if you REALLY wanted this to work you could've gone for black heels instead. something that's not so tacky and bright to deflect from the garbage that is this dress.
like honestly, i can see this sorta working…if this wasn't jill.
It can be six years if it's on-and-off sewing and she just hasn't tried to improve her skills, but then again this is Jill we're talking about. The only sewing she really has done and/or improved on was what was necessary for her cosplays, and she still didn't make the skirt for her Cure Whip cosplay right.>>526051
I'm surprised the glitter boots are still intact tbh. Glitter shoes aren't well known for holding up well from what I've seen, and Jill has used these in snow several times already, so I'm surprised they aren't as fucked up as the other pink boots she has.
Speaking from my own experience going to art school, I've never seen a case of a first year student isolating themselves by living alone and off campus turn out well. Even the handful that were well off enough to live alone in later years almost always opted to live with one or more classmates just to have someone around with a shared experience.>>525958
How someone can consider themselves an up and coming fashion designer while showing off a circle skirt and babby's first princess seam bodice with no sleeves or discernable neckline with pride is beyond me.
I guess it's better than her not sewing at all. But I doubt she'll feel humbled by the experience and want to push herself more.
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I have no idea what the concept was meant to be here. What was she going for? She looks like one of those flower walls at a craft store. It would have been a cuter design if the flowers were clustered at the bottom and faded out to the top or something like pic related, but having them spread apart so evenly looks silly. Not to mention the entire thing looks cheap. What a fashion designer though amirite?>>526148
As much as I've been hearing this, this sentiment doesn't seem to be true in my area. I'm American and I know plenty of people in their 20's who still live at home. It's starting to become really commonplace for people to wait a while to move out, I think.
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Yeah the first thing I had to think of were those fake squares of grass with flowers on them, but even those look nicer lol
I wish she would've put more smaller flowers & picked higher quality ones, from a distance these ones might as well be candy wrappers she stuck on there
I really do hope she wears this to the NY meet so we can see that mess in high quality
You know sage exists on 4chan too, right?>>526148
That's not true in my experience. I think by the time you hit your mid 20s or graduate, people expect you to be moved out though.
That dress is literally the color of vomit, and where's the neckline? This looks like she just added princess seams to a bodice block, slapped on a circle skirt and called it a day.
Actually, I think that's exactly what happened.
The funny thing is a lot of people who are so proud of leaving early come right back after they graduate, but people who leave later seem to stay on their own. Blogpost, but I've generally seen older people genuinely calling it the smart path but other college students being condescending.
To bring it on topic, I don't understand why Jill buys such cheap materials when she's not hurting for money. She also picks difficult stuff for newbies to work with, like cheap slippery satin and that stretchy shiny pink fabric. No wonder it takes her so long if she's wrestling with cheap shit while not having a good foundation on construction.
>>526148>People in this thread probably haven't met anyone who still lives at home and is going to a CC because they generally work full/ part time to pay for school.
What are you talking about? Plenty of poorfags follow these threads and that's precisely what's so frustrating about Jill wasting her financial resources when she doesn't need to work and can afford top schools in Canada. No one would care if she went into community college straight out of high school, for example if she wasn't sure of her career path or were truly a frugal person. In fact, half of the island attends their local CC including her HS classmates, Colin, and Louise is even an alumni.
Jill is just lazy, she isn't held back by anything.
>Graduated high school 2+ years ago>Has never had a full time job>Every part time job has been the same minimum wage cashier/clerk position>Has known she wanted to be fashion designer since middle school>Never taken any sewing classes>Never prepared any portfolios for actual design/art schools>Is going to waste 9,750$ on tuition for a sub-par education simply because that school is closest to mommy>Complained and nitpicked the programs at every renowned fashion school as an excuse not to move out>Used Colin as a legitimate excuse as to why she hasn't left home yet
She's literally a trustfund kid laying around in her family's money all day making excuses as to why she doesn't have to do anything with her life.
i don't understand why everyone here is acting like the fact that jill still lives at home is one of the biggest reasons she's a degen. there are a lot of reasons but imo that's not one of them?
blogpost but i'm starting grad school and still live at home? my family lives really close to a university town, why would i move out and spend a ton of money on rent that i could save to put towards a house or something when i'm done school? just bc people in the west think you have to move out at 17 and kill your parents before you're ~*~truly independent~*~? obviously this isn't exactly the case for jill because she isn't going to school OR working OR paying any bills as far as anyone can tell but god damn
It's not JUST the fact that she lives at home. It's also combined with the fact that she isn't in school, was working part time only, and is now only doing youtube. She's not working, she's just laying around in her parent's basement all day complaining about how depressed she is. Also add in the fact that her parents help her out with money while she spends so much on hauls and yeah, she is a degenerate. For example when her parents gave her $900 for her car so that she would be able to go to an anime convention in another province and spend a bunch of money at lush and sephora.
It's like you guys are purposely missing the point just so you can take it personally and get offended.
i was mostly just referring to all the anons who were making it sound like the biggest reason jill is fucking weird is because she's 20 and lives at home, ie. "moving out at 17 is what NORMAL people do!!!!!!"
you gotta acknowledge the fact that she doesn't contribute to the household/actually work/pay for her own shit half the time/leave her damn basement before it's degen behaviour
eh, i guess it's a matter of opinion. i live in canada, so i know the societal norms, but i don't rly see it as being seen as less mature? i'm also asian tho and so is a large chunk of my social circle and we tend to have more of a family-oriented, communal living situation than most gwailos. that means everyone who is an adult contributes and pays for shit however.
at the end of the day, jill and her living situation are childish because jill is childish and refuses to do adult things like work a regular job and pay bills and go grocery shopping on her own, and half the reason this thread exists is because she's a womanchild. her living situation just adds to it.
If she worked hard I'm sure she could, but I think some part of her knows
she's lazy as fuck, which is why she aimed super low for her college applications (also so she could be closer to mummy obviously)
jill and hard work aren't really compatible concepts lmao. just for shits and gigs i looked up the admission requirements for the Ryerson Fashion School in Toronto and the undergraduate program admission process alone would be WAY over jill's head. you need a resume, an essay, and three portfolio pieces in three different categories they have outlined (sewn garment, styled outfit for a fashion magazine, illustration of an original garment, fashion event and a few more). https://www.ryerson.ca/content/dam/admissions/Assets/programs/Fashion_Design_Guidelines.pdf
i don't think they count cosplay contests as fashion events
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tbh I don't think Jill even plans on finishing school
sounds like she'll just focus on YT more instead of actually working on college stuff, so I'm sure sometime down the line she'll say that she has to quit college because YT is her true career uwu and she already knows all the stuff they try to teach her college anyway or something lol
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Why is she scared to go grocery shopping by herself when she's fine going to Michaels everyday and wasting her money??
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I guess he didn't get around to deleting this comment in her bday outfit kek
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I really don't know anymore.
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this looks like a Photoshop fail to me? That curve doesn't look natural
This makes me sad
The purple hat doesn’t go with anything in that outfit either? Like there’s no purple in anything else??
definitely looks like a sloppy photoshop job
she typically does all of the post-production on her photos after her mother takes them for her and almost always liquifies to make herself appear slimmer but wow this is fucking sloppy work.
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so this is her idea of looking 'sexy', huh…
Nothing about this makes sense.
Who pairs what looks like a cutesy 'bunny' beret with a plastic bondage bra and schoolgirl plaid skirt? And on top of that, a mesh shirt that is super ill fitting (what's with the really long sleeves?)?.
It looks like a horrid sexy schoolgirl outfit attempt. Plaid skirts are already ugly/juvenile, the one she picked to wear is even worse and makes her look like a potato
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Nb4 my autism but here’s some points of shotty PS craftsmanship
this outfit wouldnt be /that/ bad had she wore the "bralette" under the see through shirt, a solid colored skirt to match the beret…
but still ugly
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Dropped pic like a retard
The worst part is that she doesn't even design anything herself, so far her videos were 'shopping at Ikea', 'making this cardboard thing I saw on Facebook' and now 'using this pattern from a craftsstore to make a basic dress'.
In Jill's world anyone who uses coloring books is a designer lol.
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I'm no seamstress but what in tarnation is with that zipper
Interfacing could have stopped so many of the issues and the handmade flowers would have been much nicer.
She wants to be a designer but doesn't want to take the extra steps to make a piece actually impressive.
There is just so much in here that is "how do you want to be a designer but don't know, don't care and don't want to make the effort to find out about?"
School isn't going to make her any more of a designer than she already is if it just comes down to lazyness.
honestly if she put effort forth, this could have been a really cute piece. if she hand sewed the flowers and used an invisible zipper… jesus christ the dress didnt even fit properly
the plastic flowers look hideous. small fabric flowers that were handmade would have made this piece something to be proud of.
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this is common sense, sewing 101 type stuff
She's so fucking lazy. I would never post a video like this. It's honestly so embarrassing. I'm embarrassed for her.
She took so many shortcuts, used the excuse that she's a beginner (but she has won several costume contests in the past and she def didn't deserve them if this is the quality of her work), and that this was just for fun and practice. When things are for fun and practice that's the best time to try out more difficult techniques or work on things you're struggling with.>>527084
Jill's either not listening or doesn't have a clue what that person was trying to say to her.
Inb4 called a whiteknight but
Idk if this (or many of her other projects) are worth critising? Jill’s sewing is shit. Absolutely. But she’s a starter so it’s not that weird to be getting such ugly garments from her in these basic shapes (circle skirts, basic t shirts, ect). Jill doesn’t know anything about sewing. Certainly not enough to be able to design a dress and sew it. There is a possibility she might have better sewing projects in mind but can’t execute them due to the fact she doesn’t know how to.
That being said I believe she probably thinks she can sew. If anything that’s what I’d criticize. Not just that the garments are ugly. The delusion. It’s also worth pointing out that most people who go to fashion design school can’t sew. Knowing how to certainly helps but most don’t. How good Jill will be at her “dream job” will depend on her ability to design, not sew. Though she never shows anything purely design. I wonder why.
She most likely didn't use a zipper foot. You get that kind of gaping when you use a regular foot to sew a zipper.
She pisses me off so bad. This project doesn't take how ever many weeks she took, it's 3 days max even for a beginner, especially because shes following a commercial pattern.
Im self taught too and this isn't shit you need to go to school for. It's info that is provided in the manual for the sewing maching or you can find with a quick google search.
She's claimed to sew for six years and won enough costume craftmanship awards to be in the intermediate category. She's not a beginner. She just knows her quality is beginner level and that's why she also keeps entering contests at novice level.
And you do have to be able to sew to be a designer. You don't get to just go straight into design, more often than not you work for a designer before you get to be one which means you have to be able to pattern and sew.
As someone who is self taught and has been doing it as long as Jillian supposedly has - her excuse is kinda crap, if she just watched some tutorials and spent more time on it she'd be doing pretty good… Most people are self taught until they pursue it as a career.
Especially as >>527098
said she claims to have won awards and her cosplay don't look half as bad despite being hella more complicated. This is pure laziness on Jillian's behalf
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snowflake on snowflake hate is always gold
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holy shit I'm a sucker for 3D flower dresses and this is just offensive
I mean she used an existing pattern so the only 2 things she had to worry about were finding nice fabric for the dress and finding high quality fake flowers
you can get amazing quality fabric flowers on taobao for quite cheap and it would've made such a huge difference
if she went for something more lavish like pic related and just went full on flowery meadow the concept could've been quite cute, but these sparse few plastic flowers… disgusting
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Last years outfit she made for reference.
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when does jillybean come to NYC again? i am tempted to abandon all my dignity & lurk outside the neon coated tourist trap that is dylan's candy bar just to get a glimpse of this swamp queen #lewk irl. the shade makes it look like she has hepatitis esp. w/ the yellow hair. ugh. i live.
jesus jill, maybe sew something more than once a year to 'flex' your creative muscles.
if this was your first project id be more accepting, but it isnt. so now youre just lazy? cheap plastic flowers? really? not even bothering to look into basic sewing shit? sounds more like someone who wants to run a cheap storenvy shop rather than becoming an actual designer.
the more she posts, the more i lose hope in her becoming a functional adult.
sage for useless rant
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Dumb thing that's bothering me that only yall would be nitpicky enough to entertain: the s in designer is upside down :(
I don't know about her drama, but I have to agree with her comment on Jill's video kek.
Anyone can see that dress isn't well sewn. How on earth do her calves think this remotely looks good?
>>527090>How good Jill will be at her “dream job” will depend on her ability to design, not sew. Though she never shows anything purely design. I wonder why.
She has no concept of design outside of her fantasy of "fashion designer" which, in her mind, consists of sewing solo in a little apartment above her street level independent shop. She's mentioned this as her "dream" many times before, she doesn't even grasp that she would need to hire a team to support her business and what the costs of operating would look like. She imagines that her online sales will be enough to support her career until retirement. Oh yeah, and her other very realistic dream was to be on project runway, which she'll "definitely apply for" after college and will be "very good on the show" because of her online following? I promise you she's said all of these things.
She never plans to work under another designer or for any company period. There are no internship opportunities at her college and no fashion networking in that town yet she doesn't care because she couldn't even see herself needing those opportunities. Do you remember her full time youtube vid announcement? She literally said "I might never have to work for anyone ever again".
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I find it so funny that she favourited this like she sure as hell doesn't think this way about her own behaviour
Kek omg I can't help but rant rn because of all the ridiculous things I've heard her say over the years about actual fashion schools and yet has the nerve to upload THIS???
Her mother even flew out to Montreal with her to see Lasalle and drove out to Halifax to visit NSCAD, yet Jill found things to criticize about every damn school. I'm convinced it's because those schools focus on technical design and practical experience for the workplace. All of those schools have end-of-year fashion shows that are actually acclaimed and attract the local press, leading to job offers or continuing to Master Degrees at prestigious US/UK schools. They demand workplace or coop experience during their last year. THIS IS TOO MUCH WORK FOR JILL because she doesn't see herself being a true professional, she just wants to make crafts in a fucking basement, which explains all her laziness in every single project.
>jill regularly drives out to Halifax for shopping hauls and conventions>complains it's too far from home for college>complains it takes too much time and is too expensive (because it's an actual university)>complains the design program doesn't teach the kind of design she wants>complains it's textile-based (wtf)>complains the jewelry/accessories program is focused on metalsmithing (wtf does she think jewelry is)>complains about the interdisciplinary foundation year (that she desperately needs)
>vid related: the quality of design in the undergrad fashion show vs Jill standards
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I know Jill does that because of showing her selfmade crap at special events like her birthday etc BUT I just remembered the thing about her prom (?) dress that she made for this also special event and after that she said that it wasn't well done and therefore she hated it.
Even though I don't see Jill progress a lot in the near future, she will mostly likely have the same feelings towards this mess >>527065
and this >>527117
. I would practice like crazy to make it look decent as possible or at least work with fabric that isn't that hard to work with when you are at Jills level of sewing and you know that you will look back at those photos in a few years and think: Fuck, what a mess.
Idk but just don't get it, it feels and looks like she only sews one piece per year and calls it a day.
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samfagging but this is the prom dress I was talking about
Yeah she mentioned it in a stream a while ago, I think she really disliked the skirt and never wore the full outfit in Japan (no idea how she thinks the shirt was any better).
I think she ended up disliking the prom dress too.
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She had both an esty and storenvy during her princess phase that was called 'pixie & cherie'. I think she abandoned them when she got signed to maker studios because of their spreadshirt partnership? Anyways afterwards she had spreadshirt and now redbubble I think.
So she's been making a profit from her youtube audience since day 1. The only difference is that her old stores had crafts and accessories for lolitas whereas now it's just generic merch.
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example of a headpiece she sold on storenvy
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why is she charging so much for that headpiece??
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Good lort, when she starts complaining about how long it would've taken her to handmake flowers to sew on the dress, I was rolling my eyes so hard. It reminded me of Erin from Project Runway - she made intricate little things to sew on her designs on the show and they were given 24-48 hours to create pieces, meanwhile Jill whines about how making basic craft flowers would take too much time. Girl, if you don't want to put in effort to create quality things, you're in the wrong field.
She starts acting like she's going so ~over the top~ by sewing extra things onto her dress, like… many designers do this. Jill, you are not special for adding designs to a dress.
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When I see this mess, pic related is all I see… I'm pretty sure I made this reference to The Loved Ones before but it's just too accurate lmao
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you can only have so much milk to laugh at until it becomes depressing
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More confirmation of her drinking alone possibly??
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This Jill saga is taking unexpected turns.
Full blown alcoholic 'sexy' clown drag queen when?
Even though the whole '''bio queen''' thing seems oddly fitting for her since she said before she craves attention and just wants to look as obnoxious/clown like as possible, maybe then she'll finally stop pretending that her style is 'kawaii'/J-fash related at all.
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She's not sticking to her schedule this week what a surprise
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Possible nitpick but you can see the mint still in her hair yikes even a professional can't save her
Where? Under the scrunchy? That could possibly be reflective lighting from the mint scrunchy itself.
I'm not really sure though. I haven't seen enough photos of her new hair yet
Poor Jill really is attention desperate and the worst part of its the fact she gets support from her idiotic followers for her shitty behavior. Kek What is her need for so much attention to the point that she publicly embarrasses herself for it? She must have some mental illness to behave like this. She really does remind me of Simply Kenna.
Sage for rant
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Wait…correct me if I'm wrong, but didn't Jill see drag as problematic
at one point?
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>two weeks ago she had never seen rpdr. >week later she's claiming to be in love with drag queens and shit. >day later, she's back to her so quirky and gay persona even though she has already admitted she's not a lesbian and leans more towards men partners multiple times.>as of today, she's already a drag queen wanna be.
she's so predictable it hurts. she can't just watch a show or listen to an album and shut up. she needs to feel like she's the most special and realest fan ever. just like her "budhist phase" or the "lesbian phase", the punk phase, the ita phase the anime girl shtick etc etc etc… this drag queen phase is going to be so god damn cringy and try hard. i'm already barfing. lacey noel teas, she's not going to get anywhere in the drag scene, just going to get laughed at and start her MUA phase or whatever.
God every plain basic white girl on the internet is obsessing over rupauls dragrace and suddenly wanna be drag queens now, and gets all offended when "omg people dunt respect meh as a dragqueen" even though drag isn't just putting bad makeup on and going YAAAS QUEEN HONEY SPILL THE TEA SIS WERK at any given moment no matter the context… God we all like dragrace, its not special and it doesn't make you quirky and it doesn't magically make you lgbt.
You're right, Jill loving dragrace is absolutely predictable.
I saw a comment on her video when it was released that I feel like this was addressed towards, it's not there anymore though but the fan called her out on that shit, it's long since deleted though>>528736
yikes, if she gets into drag, she'll go full out.
i'd love to see her try and do the makeup LOL