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No. 325508
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower>currently making a falulu cosplayMEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 14-16 year old emo trans guy. "He mentioned feeling 17." Was labeled as being a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". A protector that likes yellow. Basically just Flora, but hyper.>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also a protector that likes yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last thread:
>>>/w/322787Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 325515
>>325508Kek love the op pic
Nitter for those who need it:
https://nitter.poast.org/ No. 325516
>>325509This is the best she has ever styled herself, she looks cute!
She hasn't changed the drag profile pic she supposedly hates a lot for her YouTube icon though.
No. 325517
Current meet the alters:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".
>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.
>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.
>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.
>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".
>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.
>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.
>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.
>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.
>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".
>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.
No. 325518
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There’s so many toxic lolcows that love Sanrio stuff LOL. Stereotypes exist for a reason.
No. 325519
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No. 325531
Thank you for making the new thread anon!
I recently found this study from 2021 about imitative DID and the case studies in it remind so much of jill kek. They found 6 BPD women out of a group of 85 with DID that didn't meet criteria and pulled them in for interviews. All of the girls in the study are like mini-Jills and it's a hilarious read.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8134744/>Participants discussed their dissociative parts, their names and features, exhibiting neither avoidance nor fear or shame. On the contrary, they seemed to draw pleasure by smiling, showing excitement and eagerness to produce more examples of their unusual experiences. At the beginning of the interview, Karina was very enthusiastic and said, “My heart is beating so fast, as if I were in fight-or-flight mode.”>Four participants were openly disappointed that their DID diagnosis was not confirmed. They doubted if their descriptions were accurate enough, or they challenged the interviewer’s understanding of the symptoms.>Two participants in this study (Dominique and Karina) tried to present ‘alternate personalities’ and they actually announced this would happen, so that the interviewer did not miss them. Later on, they could relate to what happened during the alleged switch (no amnesia), maintaining the first-person perspective (I was saying/doing).>Participants in this study often used clinical jargon (e.g., flashbacks, switches, and feeling depersonalized) which indicates they had read about dissociative psychopathology or received psycho-education. However, they often had lay understanding of clinical terms. A good example in this study was having ‘flashbacks’ of neutral or pleasant situations which had once been forgotten. No. 325536
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Someone also did procreate art of Jill in her dress. Looks like they took some creative liberties on the face.
No. 325540
>>325539It's also interesting that all the girls in the study had actual diagnosis and were working with professionals. The therapists they saw encouraged the behavior and in 4-5 of the cases were the ones who suggested the diagnosis to the girls.
The only girl that was happy to find out that she did not have DID was glad because it meant that she didn't have horrible trauma. Her therapist was PUSHING her to find and uncover trauma that didn't exist.
Angel Baby therapists are everywhere, and they are a menace.
No. 325543
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Shein sucks but… Jillian started her whole "brand" out of mommy buying her expensive Japanese clothes. her entire shtick was expensive mommy gifts and toys and expensive mommy trip to Japan. nowadays that she cant be so transparent about being a spoiled rich kid anymore she has moved into buying expensive retarded decor for the house mommy got her. shes still a retarded consoomer, she just focuses on toys and shit for the rainbow dungeon.
who gives a shit about her opinions on buying anything, EVER? the late disclaimer of "I'm sorry if shein is your only accessible option" like she gives a shit. she never had to buy fake shit in her entire life she just added that tweet to pretend to understand what poors buy
No. 325545
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>>325544exactly. the criticism shes always been getting is that she talks out of her ass about shit she doesn't know about. i guess shes still mad mommy spent so much money on her lolita larp but no one took her seriously. now shes changing the story kek.
No. 325555
>>325543>Culture What culture? The culture of mommy buying you shit from Asia?
>What happened to consooooming>>325549>>325552Both of these things are correct
No. 325563
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Stream on YouTube tomorrow.
>>325524>This entire thing really is just a BPD "reliving cringe childhood" phase.Agreed. She's trying to recapture the times where she was considered special.
>>325545She will forever mald over this.
No. 325567
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No. 325575
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>>325574Yes, Sof is going as Laala and Jill is going as Falulu.
No. 325576
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>>325574Yeah looks like the character’s curls aren’t complex enough to warrant such effort in the wig. Maybe a slight flip with a hair straightener idk.
No. 325579
>>325567>Wig styling is going amazing!!Meanwhile
>Wig looks like garbage>She's using garbage materials to style it>She breaks shitWhy aren't sof and steven tired of her shit?
No. 325580
>>325543Be the change you want to see, Shein and Temu are in the top 5 most downloaded apps like…people need to stop buying from them if they don't want Shein to completely replace every other fashion outlet. Of course they will sell things people are looking for and buying. The problem is the economy, everything doubled or tripled in price in 4 years (except wages, and the job market is dire, people often searching and applying for 1-2 years for a basic job) and unsurprisingly the girlies can't afford retail shopping anymore.
Jill is a bit out of touch to be criticising this really. People should buy secondhand, thrift or upcycle but that does require effort, time, taste, and sewing/fashion skills and it's unreasonable to expect the majority to have all that. If people can't afford a $40 tee they are gonna spend $3 on Shein, them's the breaks.
Jill should really research this thoroughly rather than judging, she could actually post an insightful video for once analysing the economy, the economic need to shop second hand and upcycle, and the contrasting huge increase in consumers puchasing direct from Chinese slave labour brands like Shien, where often the clothing only has a few wears in it, and how this affects the fashion and retail industry as a whole. Free video idea Jill.
No. 325581
>>325580no one needs knockoff j-fashion clothes, nonna. shein is especially wasteful because their $3 shirts will fall apart after two uses, instead of just getting one of better quality at the thrift or saving up to buy a $30 shirt of good quality in a clothing store. $40 really isn't that much for a shirt, shein and online shopping has rotted your brain and concept of garment prices. cool clothes is not a human right. by all means, jill is privileged, but she even specified that it's not about people who can't afford more (i doubt anyone who can access shein and shop online with shipping and taxes can't afford buying second hand at a thrift or charity store…), this is not a stance unique for jill. everyone knows fast fashion, and especially shein/temu, is horrible, but people who shop for specific styles and usually only do so to follow trends always use the "b-b-but they don't have the clothes i like in normal stores!!!" instead of just realising it's not a human right to buy from the worst of the worst. shein isn't even that cheap anymore, especially not if you buy anything but basic white t-shirts. jill's (and others') channel grew because she could afford clothes others could not, now they buy shit quality child slave labour clothes instead of enjoying other's content or appreciating the work behind garments.
(derailing) No. 325586
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She’s calling out some girl for saying the guy that stole her credit card is “retarded”. People freaking out in additional screencaps. This is retarded because she’s yet again inserting herself in convos that have nothing to do with her.
No. 325589
>>325580>she could actually post an insightful video for once analysing the economyPlease no, I don't think I could handle this
All of the "Jill discusses Real Issues" videos actually hurt my brain with her ignorance and stupidity. I'm not confident this woman knows what the economy even is. Please stop suggesting these.
No. 325600
>>325598It just makes people sound immature and uneducated imo. Like the people I've met irl who use it are the kind of people who haven't read a book since high school. I don't think most people who use those words are actually being ableist or homophobic or anything. They just sound dumb to me
Jillybean is always contradicting herself when it comes to her values and she usually only ever cares about something when it directly affects her. I wonder if she's only freaking out about retard because she's self-diagnosing as autistic now
No. 325603
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>>325586Love the one suggesting you should say idiot when that's an even older slur for mentally disabled people kek
No. 325611
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>>325508Here you go Jillian. Since you are so opposed to the word.
No. 325614
>>325602Back when "Sunny" first formed, Jill tried to use the fact that we call her a retard here on lc as evidence that she has true and honest autism. She loves taking it personally because it validates her autism larp.
>>325603Of course, Jill always calls people "deranged," "unhinged," "crazy," and "idiotic" when they call her out on her bs, so it's only a matter of time before that gets her cancelled in her self-policing chronically online circles.
No. 325618
File: 1714272253232.mp4 (4.26 MB, 1280x720, uti.MP4)
Clip from Jill's stream. She talks about UTIs and PTSD. Be warn if you are a headphones wearer as she does get loud towards the end.
No. 325619
File: 1714272500626.mp4 (11.14 MB, trich.MP4)
>>325618She talks about trichotillomania.
No. 325620
File: 1714272728113.mp4 (2.4 MB, 1280x720, sarcasm.MP4)
>>325619Talks about being bad at discerning sarcasm lately and her mom coming over to visit.
No. 325621
File: 1714272854823.mp4 (10.86 MB, 1280x720, sarcasm II.mp4)
>>325620More sarcasm talk. Being around friends who are pretty literal.
No. 325625
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If any
nonnie wants something clipped, let me know.
>>325622Not sure. I only skimmed the transcription page so I was not paying very close attention. I'll look a little harder later. Picrel is the description.
No. 325628
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>>325623I think she must have read about how CSA
victims get UTIs and decided she wanted to be a
victim too. But she didn't realize the UTIs are from the physical act itself, not the trauma. 2024 Craft college fashion show was tonight. Can't find the student work on their website though.
No. 325640
File: 1714288257089.mp4 (17.64 MB, 1280x720, new overlay.mp4)
Jill says she made the layout
No. 325642
File: 1714288827983.mp4 (11.54 MB, 1280x720, copyrighted.mp4)
Beware: Jill makes a loud gasping sound in the beginning. Apparently her other stream got copyrighted due to in her words shittly singing Vocaloid. I grabbed a copy of the transcript so I'll look to see if there's more things to clip.
No. 325646
>>325613So "loser bitches" is fine but not "retarded and gay"? Come on
>>325614>Of course, Jill always calls people "deranged," "unhinged," "crazy," and "idiotic" when they call her out on her bsIt's yet another instance of her not applying the same values she has for others to herself. She can tell "suck a cock" to a teen with no accountability but don't you dare use the word retarded in her presence
No. 325647
>>325618Why is she so happy about getting UTIs and having PTSD? "ITS A TRAUMA THINGGGUWU" it could be anything else like poor hygiene or Steven's dick but she has hold on into "ITS A TRAUMA THINGGGGGGGGGUWU" with the most obnoxious high pitched voice.
>>325619Again getting happy about her own trauma signs or whatever. I do believe she used to pull out her hair based on some pictures where she has bald spots but she also said cutting her splitted hairs was trich so who knows.
>>325620>Omg I just noticed you're joking I'm so bad at noticing sarcasm lately uwuThat's not how autism works
>>325640If she made the background then that was a completely wasted opportunity to make a video or post about it. She usually posts this stuff on social media congratulating herself.
No. 325663
>>325658Any medical professional worth their certification would never diagnose anyone with a dissociative disorder if they weren't sober
>>325659Being high makes it impossible for most people to have/follow an actual conversation, so they will miss jokes or details, but they are prone to agreeing or just laughing along, so they don't think they're missing anything until they're actually made to pay attention. This is what is probably happening to Jill when she thinks she's dissocating - she's just spacing out and when someone makes her come back to earth, she doesn't know what they were talking about
No. 325667
>>325511Funny that you bring up Doctor Spaceman, at 12:15 in
>>325509 she mentions she watched Sarah's corset video twice in preparation to make her own corset. I'm assuming she means this one
>>286512 No. 325683
File: 1714364082570.mp4 (17.75 MB, wig.MP4)
Volume warning. Jill talks about wig styling. Jill says she used a tester wig.
No. 325684
File: 1714365197267.mp4 (4.24 MB, 1280x720, rip.MP4)
>>325683Shows steamer head that melted
No. 325685
File: 1714365533459.mp4 (16.68 MB, 1280x720, echolalia.mp4)
Talks about echolalia.
No. 325686
File: 1714365705662.mp4 (13.36 MB, 1280x720, monster.mp4)
Talks about her daily monster energy drink and how earlier this week she drank 2 in 1 day. Says she's 26 and needs to start caring about her body.
No. 325692
>>325685“Getting used to Echolalia originals” thats… not how that works..? The whole echo literally means your echoing something you’ve heard, how could it be “original.” Its not a freestyling session
And she keeps forgetting autistic people with these tendencies just do them, its not something you try out/“GET USED TO”, she’s being so obvious that she knows nothing and that this is just all an act
No. 325694
>>325686>Says she's 26 and needs to start caring about her body.Only now? Kek a bit too late Jill
She said the same thing when she was 23
No. 325699
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>>325686What the fuck is this b screaming so much for? God she's annoying
No. 325704
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>>325695I think she referenced this art and changed some things around.
No. 325708
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>>325706No it's literally a screenshot from the video kek. Here's another one.
No. 325718
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Some Jill tweets I didn’t see posted yet. She’s riding really hard on the autism thing
No. 325719
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>>325718The irony of this after what Jill posted after Sof announced her engagement
No. 325724
>>325719Typical bpd attention whore split shit. Of course she wants friends who make her feel important because how dare Sof (her favorite person) steal the spotlight from her.
>>325718It really disgusts me when she comes up with the "im blendy and dissociative todayuwu" shit. Interesting that these posts now go on the private account though. "Waaaaaa:c" shut the fuck up. And she ain't autistic if there's no diagnosis.
No. 325728
>>325724I wouldn't even trust her with a diagnosis, she would do anything in her power in order to get a precious golden ticket to being an asshole and receiving asspats for doing so.
And doctors are so ready to coddle losers like her that she would get her diagnosis even though she's clearly not an autist, she was never an autist and she will never be an autist no matter how much she studied autistic people.
No. 325744
>>325658Pls don't bring your astrology in here girlie, starsigns aren't real. But you're right about all her "symptoms" being caused by weed (and energy drinks, and alcohol) she would hate to detox because then she'll just be a healthy person with no special sicknesses to talk about
>I want Steven to lock her in the bathroom and make her detox the weed and alcohol.That would be her first real trauma and she would rinse it for a decade, but let's be real this man has zero backbone and probably never even raises his voice with her. Absolute panderer. Imo mommy vessey is the only one brave enough to intervene, because Jill always rageposts and vagueposts when she spends time with her or afterwards.
No. 325747
>>325719This really just comes off as so petty and passive aggressive especially after her Facebook post. Did she ever publicly congratulate Sofia? If not that's not very "making friends feel important and loved" of you Jillian.
>>325741It's not her first effort since she made the pixel art emotes for her members. But it is odd that she didn't gloat about making it. Like you said she probably mixed assets and she's not claiming it just in case one of her fans stumble on the originals.
No. 325749
>>325728It’s a huge issue that people like Jill study the disorder they want to be diagnosed with and then show up saying a huge list of all the “correct” things. It’s always been a phenomenon, but post-internet is now insanely common in all kinds of malingerers, histrionics, hypochondriacs and the like.
She did this for her DID “diagnosis” after watching DID creators extensively and deciding to make her own OCs.
Quite frankly the biggest and most obvious red flag is her constant jargon usage for day to day normal human behavior. She’s overexcited to fit everything she does into diagnosis boxes even though it doesn’t match up with the list she’s trying to present.
No. 325754
>>325749Let us not forget her abandoned schizo breadcrumbing too. I think it's very telling how she fixates on these disorders that normie people might fearmonger about (DID, schizophrenia, autism) that have no viable solution (like a BPD/NPD can go to therapy and try hard enough and eventually no longer meet the qualifications for that personality disorder). DID, as debated as it is, can have the alters "fuse", as that is pretty much the endgoal of getting treated for DID, however it has reached total meme status now with retarded middle schoolers coming up with retarded rules for this disorder like it's some kind of DnD LARP group or something, so now the rules say she can be born with DID and be a split personality schizo forever because "being multiple is
valid!!!!". But because the general internet public realizes how retarded the "I was born with multiple personalities" shit is, it's obvious she is wanting to give up the DID LARP for autism because with DID, if she acts like a retarded bitch people will hit her with the "go to therapy" IE, "get rid of your treatable disorder (because it's possible)". The idea that she could solve her problems does not please Jill. I bet in a few months or by the end of the year she will fully abandon the DID LARP and come out and say she was actually JUST autistic the entire time. Autism = get out of jail free card because there is no viable cure for autism.
Tl;dr, Jill is not satisfied until she can have a foolproof excuse to not grow the fuck up and shape up.
(tinfoiling) No. 325757
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>>325747 adding picrel. this was 6 months ago.
>>325756 i think she definitely was the breadwinner at the start of their relationship because stevie was struggling to get hired in his field after graduation. Now he seems to have been employed full time in retail for a minute now (he mentioned being a retail manager when he was messaging that cure flamingo teenager on twitter) and does occasional gig-work in his field. some nonnies seem to think their situation is the same as it was 6 years ago but in reality her earnings have plummeted while his have risen.
No. 325761
>>325748>when the patreon bucks tap out.Man this is what I don't get. She did pretty well on Patreon by doing almost absolutely nothing. What a comfy life she had.
Then she had to ruin it with her DID shit, constant twitter fights, and not being able to keep up with her content. So much so that now Steven works retail just to keep HER afloat without her having to move a finger. She really thought it all would work out but she ruined her chances so hard and has yet to prove she has potential to do anything else but jack shit.
No. 325777
>>325686She needs to start caring now because she’s 26 and drinks 50 monsters a week and not because of the huge amount of weight she’s put on? Why does she insist on acting like a spoiled rebellious teenager when she’s almost 30? I don’t know a single woman that isn’t a developmentally arrested gendie who is addicted to monster/soda/junk food at 26, even the most mentally ill women will kick sugar and energy drinks past like 20 if they’re not working night shifts. It’s such moid behavior
>>325769Let’s not start this who’s an artist and who’s not infighting, she makes stuff regardless and it’s usually either ok or shit
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people itt need to recognize that pixel art is a million times easier than normal art. picrel is from the same person. besides jill's pixel art is not even any good.
No. 325791
>>325783Exactly as
>>325786 said, those women are likely hustling kids around every day or work an actual job. A good amount of women above 30 watch what they eat/drink because they’re not 18 anymore and diabetes is a real thing. I think an overweight 26 year old without a job saying “wow I need to watch my health and stop drinking multiple monsters a day” is insane, I feel like that’s something she should’ve realized a long time ago and before the weight piled on, not to sound like an anachan. Knowing Jill she’ll probably read this and claim she didn’t know monsters were bad due to autism or some dumb shit
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>>325797Not that I think Jillybean actually made these but there are tons of premade pixel art palettes online, like picrel from
https://lospec.com/palette-list. She wouldn't have had to come up with that on her own.
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>>325757I totally buy that jill made these and the pixel house herself. It's really not that complex and if you look closely the lines are wonky and asymmetrical. It's easy to roughly copy some cute art but "make it your own" and she does have SOME art skills.
Look at her own face emotes. What the heck are those ears? Does she have two sets of them? Is the pink blob supposed to be ear hair coming out of her loooong ears? And what is that hair shape, it's so ugly and misshapen! It looks super beginner-level and little details like where she "clumps" up the lines proves it's not made by a true pixel artist but was winged by an amateur.
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>>325819This was the tweet the person replied to that Jill retweeted the reply.
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>>325822Always does in one way or another. Says she has a hard time discerning sarcasm yet understood this was a joke.
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Maybe she isn't the one to be breaking this stereotype. She is so un-self-aware it's crazy…
No. 325875
>>325866Wait so she's trying to make a video to dispell the stereotype that all people who dress in pink kawaii fashion are "mentally I'll Sanrio lovers"… But mental illness and kawaii pink stuff is her entire brand?
It makes me think she might just hate Sanrio (also based on how she treated the wet n wild pr package) or dislikes someone who likes Sanrio and doesn't want to be lumped with them. Another case of wanting to be the most special snowflake ever, not at all like those unhinged Sanrio bpd retards of course.
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I literally googled “bpd sanrio” and found Jill kek.
>>325875I think so too. Sanrio stuff is so massively popular that my friend at hot topic says it’s their #1 seller. Jill will essentially kick herself out from the kaweewee community with this video.
No. 325888
>>325881She should’ve opened the video with
> hi lolcowLukewarm defensive take, she says a whole lot of nothing and essentially just runs cover for
toxic behavior (just because they’re cute or like cute things doesn’t mean they don’t have bad days too). She’s also back to claiming to be neurodivergent somehow, bread-loafing autism. Maybe it’s just not my taste but she could’ve made this video half as long and actually written a script to keep it succinct and to the point rather then using it as an opportunity to discuss how she’s not at all
toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad day. As if being judged for our worst days isn’t a fair assessment on compatibility in a relationship.
No. 325895
>>325888>using it as an opportunity to discuss how she’s not at all toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad day. Kek as always it's just Jillian inserting herself in shit she doesn't know anything about to make herself look good again
>>325894This. Why the need to manipulate her audience this much? She must be scared shitless of everyone finding her thread.
>>325893She wants to be Izzyzz or whatever she's called so bad
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>>325881Yeah its just jillian talking about herself with a very nonsensical explanation in the middle about b&w anime andrainbow anime profile pics (had to leave that out or this wouldve been so much)
No. 325930
>>325929The examples she gives for toxicity are also super benign. Like people have falling outs all the time, people whinge about friends/family, none of that is
toxic. If she’s trying to say that people mistakenly think those are
toxic behaviors it’d make sense but instead she’s just using those as a cover. Real
toxic behavior is threatening at its weakest and physically harmful at its worst. Things like stealing, getting into physical altercations, shouting obscenities to get someone to stfu, lying needlessly about the dumbest shit or lying about someone in an attempt to undermine them. None of what she described struck me as
toxic.
No. 325958
>>325941Or that maybe her self absorbed mental illness content is what drove everyone away.
>>325944She has no idea how good she had it tbh
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YouTube vid views
>>325888>how she’s not at all toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad dayHaving a bad day? What a piss poor excuse. This must be part of the garbage she spews to get herself out of trouble instead of taking accountability for her words and actions. She's pathetic.
>>325929Kek, these are great,
nonnie. Really showcases Jill's priorities. The only real subject she can talk about is herself. How incredibly boring. She has no real intellectual curiosity.
>>325960Life isn't going the way she expected. Remember according to Jill's mom, Collin was intimidated by Jill's
ambitions. Yeah real ambitious daughter you got there, Louise. Larps as the main character in an anime at 26 years old. Real impressive.
>>325961Spoiled brat told she was special since day one therefore always thought she would be hand given opportunities. Shocked when she needed to put effort in so cue the hard spiral into where she is now. She's going out with a whimper.
No. 326007
>>325993She's like a snake eating its tail like the narcissism isn't even covert at this point
>reacting to toxic hello kitty girls knowing full well she fits into that stereotype>cosplay vlog>reacting to teen me talk about aging and alt fashion2/3 videos are talking about herself and her fashion/asthetic, when it isn't even particularly unusual in 2024, this type of fashion pretty much became mainstream past about 2018 with egirls/gamer girls and then tiktok girls. Imagine having a reasonable size audience and this is all you can muster up to share with them, just you navel gazing about your fashion, and on Twitter navel gazing about your "fascinating" mostly weed induced mental health issues
No. 326011
>>325993She's just so late to the commentary/drama YouTube bandwagon, the only ones that must be making money are the people talking about animation cows, or the clearly autistic YouTubers talking about some retard like that one faggot obsessed with Chris Chan.
Everyone is so careful about what they post on the internet nowadays that she's honestly the few people with lots of followers (more than 1000) that still overshares online.
No. 326025
>>326019She stood out because she lived on a tiny island in a town of about 35K people (which is the biggest one on the island) so it was so easy for her to stand out there
Once she started the confetti club and realized that 99% of them could cop her style just by going to their local mall, she pivoted to her sustainability arc
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Sage for no real milk from her private account but her retweeting in favor of age regression and “unmasking” her totally real and legit autism.
No. 326109
>>326108Samefag, just saw this
>>326092 but she's not being subtle at all. She throws away old personalities/jillnesses and focuses on the shiny new ones like they're toys. I give it til the end of this year.
No. 326131
>>326108Iirc she has multiple child OCs but also says that as Jill she “age regresses” to various ages. So essentially she thinks she’s always some form of toddler or tween, which is really her big issue. She needs to focus on how to view herself as a fully fledged adult, not on how to “unmask” her nonexistent autism.
ASD fakers like her are so obsessed with the idea of “unmasking” because it means they can start mimicking all the crap they read online with an excuse for why none of the symptoms match them before they read about it. Jill has always done whatever the fuck she wanted with zero shame, she has nothing to unmask but sure is eager to throw on a disability lanyard and start doing stimmy hand flappies.
No. 326142
>>326112Channels like hers really are a dime a dozen and they're the plague. Very few med professionals are worth watching on YouTube, let alone someone like Jill that doesn't know what the fuck she's talking about. She really thought her larp made her special and that people would flock to her to watch her pretend to be different color coded OCs. Because if she herself can't be special enough she can be even more so if she larps 15 more rainbow kids. Large fish in a pond type of shit.
>>326092It tells you a lot that now her retard takes are behind a locked account. Weak ass.
No. 326161
>>326157Binkieprincess gaslit people into believing "age regression" has pure intentions. She was pushing the "it's not a sex thing" but she was selling baby porn LOL. Now all these retards like Jill that watched her youtube etc believe they're not harming anyone.
>>326160Yeah, Jill is so niche not a lot of people know who she is anymore. Most of her relevancy comes from cringe comps and precure adjacent videos. A fate fitting for a spoiled brat.
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>>326142>She really thought her larp made her special and that people would flock to her to watch her pretend to be different color coded OCYup, she was delusional enough to believe this would be her shtick for everything. She's floundering hard because she built this up in her head as the end all beat all. It didn't pan out the way she wanted despite her going hard right away with the diagnosis impression. Now she's trying her hand at autism since it's the new trend as well as doubling down on having trichotillomania. She's desperate not to be another flash in the pan.
>It tells you a lot that now her retard takes are behind a locked account. Weak ass.It does. She needed her hugbox to stay her hugbox. She would lose her shit if she didn't have at least one hugbox. Why she feels confident posting those takes as well as stupid photos like the thread pic. It's genuinely pathetic how fragile her ego is.
>>326145Just like her larps, she misses the mark. Fantastic.
>>326160Poetic for a loser who threw away every chance she was given on a silver platter. I'm still holding out hope that the con will bring an excellent meltdown. Please let her try her hand at the smash competition too.
No. 326201
>>326195ntayrt, the point is that if you're capable of "masking," then you're so high-functioning that you're not really autistic. When you meet someone who has autism it's immediately apparent that they have it, even if they're not a "drooling retard." You can tell from their speech, their expressions, walking on their toes, talking too loud, just the general "off" vibe. "Masking" is something that's been made up by boring white girls who want to feel special and reveal that they have secret autism. It's the new fake bisexual. Being overstimulated in loud public places, not liking certain sensations, having passions and interests that others don't find interesting, liking things a certain way, and not understanding every joke are all normal human things and don't mean you have super secret hidden autism.
No. 326205
>>326203Must depend between countries, I'm also a millenial and here we had a very clear separation between aspergers and autism; autism was when you were a drooling retard, aspergers where when you were a little "off" basically. You are more or less normal but you also tick some of the points that would point towards autism. It really fucked a lot of people over when they turned autism into a whole umbrella term because not only do we have people like ones ITT misunderstanding what high-functioning means but also fakers that abusing said misunderstandings to their benefit in one way or other.
I'll take my ban for derailing, but really some of you are as insufferable as Jill with your preconceptions.
No. 326208
>>326205ayrt it's funny because for me aspergers was considered the more severe one, and people didn't really use autistic very often and generally it was meant to mean you're a nerd genius.
Now it seems to mean "very slightly quirky or awkward white woman" which is a fun change. There was like 2-3 years where autism and adhd awareness was useful and genuine and now it's just watered down to meaninglessness.
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She edits herself so much and it’s so obvious
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>>326213She posted this image on both YouTube and insta too. I grabbed the descriptions since no need to repost same image. Incoming new video.
>>326234Agreed. She will never admit she's a fraud because she doesn't want to be held accountable for her actions. She does all this mental gymnastics to justify her nasty and lazy behavior. She's in too deep at this point and the panic is there.
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No. 326292
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YouTube streaming tomorrow.
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I found this comment under her community tab announcement promising a new video this weekend. Thought I would post it because I got a laugh out of the "been healthier in a lot of ways".
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>>326292>parallel playWould it kill her to stop using these types of words that are clearly made to describe children's behavior?
For adults it's "being alone together" a term that's old as fuck, but of course she needs to make sure everyone participates in her ageplay fetish.
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Probably still mad no one replied to her email too. Kek
No. 326322
>>326293She’s always saying she’s getting better and healthier but she’s been steadily going downhill for years.
>>326307>>326309It’s both. Autistic adults don’t talk about doing “parallel play” any more than non-autistic adults do (unless they’re infantilising themselves).
No. 326331
>>326319Funny how she's still talking to this Katie retard even after the racist comments the retard made. If only to spite and mald over McLean even though no one cares anymore.
>>326329Kek. Can't help but think this is a direct response to the anons itt asking her to make more short content.
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>>326336Omg right,
nonnie. The monster in her hand really makes it funnier. Can't talk/plead her way out of a bad diet. She can pretend she's eating healthier but her body knows. Can't fool her body with her shit eating habits.
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>>326354This is not the same person kek
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>>326336Over a sinus issue
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>>326362Talks about fighting headache with monster energy drink as she already drank some water.
No. 326364
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>>326338Clip of Jill retelling the story of Stevie telling her to go outside.
No. 326366
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Jill talks about stopping theater after senior year and how her anxiety was starting to get worse.
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Close up of wing
No. 326372
>>326362A sinus issue she caused by having a genuine addiction to nasal spray, that she has been clearly warned about but chooses to disregard and abuse like any ol' addict.
Loser.
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>>326329Full title of the video
>>326376Wings are for the Falulu cosplay for the con.
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>>326319>the McLean Disasterthis makes it sound like some kind of catastrophic event where people died kek
No. 326417
>>326415Agreed 100%
>>326413I really don't see this "she's trying to look asian" tinfoil at all, like, I don't see it.
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No. 326437
>>326433>the meanie tiktok kids were bullying herKek this, she really failed to mention that part. "I grew out of it" my ass
>>326421>And shitKawaiiness mask fell off
No. 326441
>>326438Lmao is she lurking?
>>326426>Asian is when fat white girl wears eyeliner and poses for the camera Kek.
No. 326459
>>326453They as in Jillian and Steven
>>326454True she has to eat for 6 other people in he body kek
>>326450Kek I also agree it looks delicious, it's the kind of dessert you should only eat once a year or once in a lifetime though, specially considering she already eats a shit ton of sugar
>>326448Yeah I can't believe the only way to make her come out is by offering huge milkshakes kek
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No. 326487
>>326477Her mindset sucks. No wonder she's in this nose dive. So does that make Stevie ancient then?
>>326479Exactly. She also makes her friends go to her place. Has she even been to Sof's new apartment?
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Jesus Christ she has no room to talk about bad styling
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>>326517It's just ironic, specially because she says that she graduated from fashion school but somehow hasn't been able to actually sell clothes that she has made herself nor she hasn't been able to launch her collections.
Here's something to help you out,
nonnie, I know it can be difficult to understand irony and sarcasm when people have conditions like yours.
>https://www.clinical-partners.co.uk/for-adults/autism(bait ) No. 326527
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Literally what chronic illness jill
No. 326553
>>326550She's just a perpetual
victim, there's people who are 40, 50, etc that are doing way better than she is body wise because they don't sit and rot all day
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Now she has fancy silverware to eat her tendies with
No. 326574
>>326572I'll never not get mildly creeped out when she refers to "her parts" especially in context of other people like this is a really gross sentence
>all our friends and family knowing our parts for years nowFor nonnas in different locations, private parts = genitals is a worldwide thing right? Like it just sounds so wrong to me (britbong)
No. 326576
>>326573Jesus what a waste of money, it looks like the kind of cutlery that used to come with lunchboxes in the early 2000's, just because something is vintage doesn't mean it's fancy, it's just old, specially now that everything from the early 2000's is considered vintage, and it shows.
I'm pretty sure she could've gone to any store and bought something similar, she could've used that as an excuse to leave her rainbow hovel and visit another city even.
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New community post
No. 326607
>>326604>>326587we are supposed to believe she lives off youtube alone but her channel has been dead for years and she doesnt even care. shes always tweeting about being a content creator but to whom? she lost her entire audience and uploads irregularly about shit her audience already said they don't want (eg DID shit)
shes not living paycheck to paycheck like she claims. theres no urgency in any of this. cant even google whats the best day to upload. why care about your dead career of 2 years if mommy is paying the bills anyway? exactly
No. 326613
>>326607She makes money (that we know of) from Youtube (past/present), Patreon ($600 a month), occasional youtube live, previous savings account (probably empty by now) and very occasional sponsorships. Plus Stevie's job, which probably does most of the heavy lifting.
It's not /impossible/ to live like that, she'd just need to drop spending (which we've seen evidence of), and having parents help with any emergencies/big purchases. Her rent was originally just under 1k, and while it has most likely jumped up, it's probably still cheap because of the area (cheap side of town). That being said, she is probably just breaking even. No way she is putting money away like she used to brag about doing.
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Samwfag dropped pic like a tard
No. 326640
>>326635I don't think that's the case, as she has mentioned in the past that her landlord was OK with them painting everything so long as they paint it back when they move. Right?
Though I'm also sure Louise owning it is possible.
No. 326652
>>326639>Jill is lower-upper class, not middle class.Put down the pipe, anon. Jill lives in Fredericton, AKA, crack capital of New Brunswick. She is not living a lower-upper class life (what does
lower-upper class even mean kek). From what she shows us online, it looks like her and Stephen are financially under-educated young adults that make poor money choices (e.g.,: her $60 kawaii desu silverware set) that hold them back from improving their economic situation. From what I gather, her boyfriend is the one that brings more disposable income into the home based on full-time retail manager position (I can't remember which thread now, but when Jill was arguing with Precure teenagers Stephen sent a voice-note to one of them where he claimed he was a retail manager). He hasn't updated his LinkedIn profile with the job information, but he has logged-in recently enough to change his pronouns to "they/them" which points to him using LinkedIn as recently as ~2020 (I think this is when he "came out" as non-binary). The average pay-rate for retail manager is ~$25/h in NB (as found on
https://ca.indeed.com/career/retail-manager/salaries/New-Brunswick) or about <$2500/month after taxes assuming his work-schedule is 30h/week as normal in that field. All together, they probably have a household income of ~$30k-40k/year.
Her rent when she first moved in a few years ago was ~$1000 (as mentioned here
>>326613 ) so over the course of the last few years, it's probably only gone up <$300, since there was a rent-increase cap in 2022, and in 2023/2024 the highest rate for rental increase was 7.3% (
https://globalnews.ca/news/8704728/nb-tenants-landlords-rent-increase-cap/ &
https://thisisnewbrunswick.ca/landlord-raise-rent/), with most landlords opting to raise rent by ~5% per year before COVID-19. Recently, there have been talks about increasing that rental cap (something like 14% over 2 years). With that information in mind, since she moved into the apartment about 4 years ago, we can assume her rental rate has increase to about $1250 [assuming her initial rent was 1000, [1000 + (1000 x 0.073) + (1000 x 0.05 x 2) + (1000 x 0.07)]. It could be possible that her rent was increased to as high as $1350/month or that the landlord didn't raise the rent at all since she's moved in. I'm unsure if she pays for her hydro usage, but most places in NB will ask that the tenant pays their own hydro bill (but not the heating bill) so that could be an additional $100-200 per month. From an outsiders perspective, it looks like Jill and Stephen are stuck in their current apartment because of financial constraints; the rental market around them has significantly outpaced their income (not just in their local area, but across the country) in the years they've been living there, so now they can't afford to move out of their apartment or find a new one unless they want to take in other roommates, or move back in with their parents in PEI.
With this in mind, she earns just about half her assumed monthly rent via her Patreon alone (she makes $7656/year through Patreon). So at the very least, she has the means to cover her half of the rent (assuming her and Stephen split it) every month just from one source. I'm unsure how to gauge how much she makes from ad revenue on her Youtube channel. She's unemployed, so I assume the rest of the money that she makes from her online activities goes towards her spending money. Since in NB an individual has to make more than ~$35k/year on an online venture or a hobby for that to be taxed, I don't think Jill has to pay anything on her Patreon revenue or her other online revenues. Jill has mentioned that she hasn't filed her tax returns in the past, but assuming she has filed this year she'd also be making about ~$260/year on her carbon tax benefits at the very least. She could be receiving more tax benefits like the NB Low Income Tax Reduction (LIR), but that would be dependent on whether she has to file the money she makes from her online ventures as taxable income. All this to say that Jill seems to be just making enough to afford her rent, her marihuana habit (She may drive to nearby Indigenous reserves to buy cheaper weed there, but I'd guess she spends at least $200 a month on weed from what she's uploaded re: her smoking habits in the past), her Monster energy drink habit (In NB, they are often sold as a 2 cans for $6+tax deal, so assuming she drinks 2 a day that's already $48 dollars a week), and perhaps some groceries. I assume Stephen pays for more things in the home.
Taking all that into account, I think it's safe to say that Jill as an individual is not "lower upper class." Besides what I've highlighted in my post, there are other cultural signs that point towards them being working-class people that are bad with money. One of the more obvious ones is throughout their relationship, they've never vacationed anywhere. They've gone back to their home province of PEI a few times, but never went on a national or international vacation once. Not even to Cuba, a popular choice for Canadians for its affordability. Most financially secure people in their late 20s would have taken a couples vacation by this point in their relationship, they've been together for nearly 6 years and they have never, to my knowledge, traveled anywhere together besides back to visit their parents in PEI. Another point is the clothing; to me, it looks like Jill hasn't bought new clothes in a long time. She's often sporting some hideous Walmart branded blanket-sweater in her more candid content, and it looks unwashed. Besides clothing that she wears, the clothing material she chooses for her fashion projects is often cheap and of poor-quality as pointed out by other anons in previous threads.
[redacted: doxxing. Do not post people's employment information, especially if you are tinfoiling it and not even sure to begin with.]
(heretofore unmatched levels of autism and doxxing) No. 326655
>>326652Nona, I…
>silently bows, while gently weeping and doffing my cap to youIf the copypasta thread is still going on OT I think this is a worthy addition
No. 326656
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>>326652Cliffenona laying down the tax law
No. 326663
>>326652This was incredibly insightful. The mod needs to cool it with their retarded and unfunny redtexts itt holy fuck faggot why leave an annoying redtext on this amazing post. You are not funny.
Anyway thank you anon. This bitch genuinely needs to get a real fucking job. They'd be in a slightly better financial decision if she got a fucking job and took anons' advice itt and updated her algorithm approach to posting. But no, being a chronic attention whoring fatty with a made up mental illness is just too tempting to her retarded ass.
No. 326666
>>326652>Not even to Cuba, a popular choice for Canadians for its affordability.To be fair I don't think Jillian cares about vacationing anywhere that isn't the US or Japan.
>Freaky DeakyKek this is funny because it both looks like a name that Jillian would pick + Steven can get freaky sometimes.
No. 326668
>>326666Kek I saw this post deleted 3 times I'm hoping this is your final editI remember her mentioning on her Twitter that she's saving for a Japan trip in 2025 or 2026. It's still weird that she's never vacationed anywhere with her boyfriend, even when she was going to Montreal for that concert last year she took her mum instead of him. Maybe it's because he can't take much time off from work because without his income they're fucked, but still it's weird they've never gone anywhere together. You'd think after 6+ years they would have at least gone to Toronto or Montreal for a weekend getaway.
>Steven can get freaky sometimesI'd argue that he's a freak in general. No normal well-adjusted 27 year old man sends 30 dms to a 14 year old Precure stan trying to brainwash her into thinking his girlfriend is a good person. That's creepy freak territory.
>>326667She lives in a unit of a townhouse, or terraced house in Brit-talk, but she rents it so it could still be considered an apartment
No. 326677
>>326652Damn nonners nice break down and excellent find. Wonder what the exact nature of the business is and if there's a business loan?
>Freaky Deaky Inc.Remember Jill talked about how busy Steve was? Well this does provide an explanation. It can also explain why Jill feels so behind.
No. 326687
>>326683Nobody is saying she
needs to go to Cuba, we're just pointing out that if she was wealthy like
>>326639 was saying, surely she would have travelled
somewhere for a vacation with Steve, not just to a popular Caribbean all-inclusive resort, but even just to the nearest large city outside NB. Going to Cuba in Canadian culture is super normal, it's the cheapest destination for Canadians, most times it's even cheaper than domestic travel. To us, the fact she's not travelled
anywhere in 5 years besides back to her parents' house and to Montreal for one weekend for a concert, that's a little bit weird and indicative of financial problems.
>>326679>>326677>Freaky Deaky Inc is a weird sex companyI'm thinking the same thing. The only thing that throws me off is the rhyming bit, it sounds really childish, so either it's supposed to be a cutesy sex company or maybe it could be some sort of toy company given Steve's background in that industry.
(more cuba autism) No. 326690
>>326688Kek sorry my bad I just wanted to be clear for others
>>326689It could be a lot of things, I guess we'll just have to do more investigating into it. Either way I'm 90% sure it's legit because the address listed for the corps matches up with what we already have for Steve based on old threads
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>>326693Tweets regarding new video
No. 326719
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“For no reason”
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>>326722this probably; searched her username on Twitter
No. 326729
>>326719What dispelled rumors jill?
Was it the diagnostic impression you lied about and called a diagnosis? Was it lying about, exaggerating symptoms and making yourself the spokesperson of autism? Calling your own parents child abusers? Did you finally prove your DID personalities are totes real people? If so I'd genuinely love to be proven wrong about every rumor, just direct me to all the millions of proof and evidence you claim to have posted!
No. 326741
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>>326719she literally told someone to choke in their sleep over precure drama. she says worse shit than lolcow about her. these are precure arguments with teens, imagine how ape shit she gets about real criticism
No. 326744
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Views on newest video
>>326738She's just driving herself insane with her obsessive need to control how she is perceived. Maybe she should go for a bike ride.
>>326739On the nose. Jill likes to figuratively throw her weight around. It also helps that Jill has sycophants willing to attack on her behalf, and downplay her words and actions.
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>>326744She’s self aware that her vid is flopping but doesn’t seem to understand why her viewership as a whole tanked
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>>326693I can’t believe the whole drama was her forgetting that plastic melts. Anyway, her not being adept at wigs, or not being able to match those really advanced molded wigs people make now is not a bad thing. I hope this doesn’t come off too nitpicky but those curls look terrible. Sure they’re in a curl formation but they have no volume at all. She should have prioritized the volume and not the curls. The curls aren’t even perfect ringlets or specifically curled drills. She agonized over the perfect curl and settled with saying “ah this is falulu in human life” (the shit she says 19:23-19:41). I think she realized how underwhelming it was and went with that to cover her ass and not have to restart. But with this character it doesn’t seem to make sense to have perfect ringlets. How is she gonna get any volume?
No. 326757
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>>326745From the wig video
No. 326767
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>>326754Between the sad wig and the knitted wings this cosplay is already a failure.
No. 326769
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>>326720she cares about the world but want to order several pounds of pearls from some random website? Why not leave the dungeon and go outside? take a walk? save a poor delivery driver the pain of carrying all her shit?
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>>326765It's actually two boomer words for crazy. Bananas was used as slang for crazy too. So essentially crazy crazy. I always find it funny when she adds shit like this
>>326757 in her videos. It's obvious she's trying to get asspats.
I now have I'm cuckoo for cocoa puffs stuck in my head. Thanks, Jill No. 326793
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>>326779This mess of costume is just an excuse for her to pig out on shopping for more unnecessary plastic shit. She’s over embellishing this already busy design like her fellow cow Sarah spaceman.
I hope she doesn’t enter in any competitions because she’s just gonna have another breakdown at the realization that she has no talent.
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>>326804>>326826She could have gotten easy money/views but she loves being contrarian too much. She just HAS to be above everyone else. Now she barely gets sponsorships let alone PR. Way to sabotage your career for an ego trip.
She punches air everytime she remembers this for sure. 2020 jill had no idea how irrelevant in 2024 she would be
No. 326870
>>326807I don’t mind giving her ideas like that because she’ll never use them, it’s too much effort. The only people who might benefit from the suggestions we give here are pixielocks-adjacent content creators who hatefollow her and I personally think it’s hilarious when people who may have started out as fans or copycats surpass her.
>>326869I forgot that she outright told her followers not to buy the product, damn.
No. 326871
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In her likes, sage for not adding new milk. I just find it hilarious that she identifies with this.
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Not very interesting but seems like Jill is trying to super subtly hint to Steve to propose already, under a tweet about this cool fantasy type proposal thing.
No. 326907
>>326869Looking back at this is absolutely hilarious.
>>326902Back then she did say she didn't know why they had her address kek
No. 326909
>>326869I never saw this at the time, what a rude and absurd response to getting free PR
>Aktually you wrapped it in plastic so I don't want itYeah maybe because makeup products need to be sanitary, the main reason plastic is used in packaging.
>>326902Right they didn't just google her address, she applied at some prior point.
>>326888This is giving bridezilla nightmare, have they not discussed this? These hints are getting worse. idk what about her life says thriving and should make this permanent with a ring. Canada anons can inform if she is entitled to disability benefits or something if she's married? Or he has some legal responsibility over her (as a carer or similar)? Considering the whole 18 personalities munchie larp happening at the same time there must be some technical reason she wants to be married.
No. 326910
>>326909>>Aktually you wrapped it in plastic so I don't want itHilarious considering all the sugary drinks she consumes, all the plastic beads she buys online, and how she makes others buy her plastic stuff so she can still pretend to be sustainable
>This is giving bridezilla nightmare, have they not discussed this?I think she's just super Jealous of Sof getting married first kek.
No. 326918
>>326916yeah, it’s not worth it; I live in Atlantic Canada and cannot legally have more than two thousand in my bank account or my disability funding get cut.
Jill would only be making 500-600 dollars every two weeks if she was a single adult living on her own;
if she has a partner or living with family it’s only 200-250 every two weeks.
No. 326923
>>326888Yikes
>>326905She already had a friend and her cousin beat her to the alter. Now Sof, her so called bestie, is getting married. Jill is not old but she's put all this pressure on herself to achieve things at certain ages and getting older without those achievements while her friends/family are making strides is making her spiral harder. Why she's leaning into the mental jillness as it helps placate her. I'm sure she really thought she'd be married by now and have her own house.
>>326909She talked about it in either a vlog or live stream he supposedly said he'd marry her but wanted to save up money so the wedding wouldn't be """sad""". I suspect the hints and her desperation will only worsen as Sof's wedding day draws closer.
>>326910Agreed. The Facebook post was peak jealousy.
No. 326938
>>326936It’s what he deserves.gif
Never forget that he initially tried to be a YT personality too, but his channel flopped because he has nothing to offer except boring vlogs about being a porn addict. I’m convinced he got with her in large part to ride her coattails to e-fame. He actively enables and encourages the DID/autism/age regression LARPing. I also vaguely remember Jill alluding to the separate bedrooms being his idea and I bet it’s because he doesn’t want her to see what kind of porn he watches. Steve doesn’t deserve sympathy.
No. 326949
>>326933Kek.
>>326936When was this picture posted again? It takes me back
>>326923>he supposedly said he'd marry her but wanted to save up money so the wedding wouldn't be """sad""". Then if this is true she needs to stop pressuring him or else he will completely call it off
>I suspect the hints and her desperation will only worsen as Sof's wedding day draws closer.I agree. She can never not be the center of attention
No. 326958
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No. 326961
>>326958Wow so sustainable
Hilarious that she basically confirmed
>>326779Only allieexpress or other cheap consumer sites would suggest random ass shit like this at your checkout
No. 326967
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>>326958>>326963And a new alter. Va-e-something. Guess this one's red.
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>>326966samefag, yeah, it's basically a store that buys wholesale products off of ali. but don't worry, they have highly trained person to check the lead contents!
No. 326973
>>326958So is Jax dead?
>>326971This. Probably a new OC called Valentina.
No. 326989
>>326938>I’m convinced he got with her in large part to ride her coattails to e-fameReminds me of Kelly Eden and Phi, she did the same thing of a flop Youtube channel, which made a stark comparison to how popular Dre was (shocker, you actually need to be interesting and likeable to gain followers and fans)
Also saw similar happen with an artist I follow with 100k+, she made some fan-turned friends a few years ago who got like 200 followers from the connection and eventually turned on her. It's funny when cloutchasers flop so hard.
>>326949>he supposedly said he'd marry her but wanted to save up money so the wedding wouldn't be """sad""". >Then if this is true she needs to stop pressuring him or else he will completely call it offTo me that sounds like it was never on, who uses the word sad to describe a wedding they want to be part of? People can semi-elope for like 5k with an officiant, photographer and two close friends, scenic background etc. It doesn't need to be a huge party and cost 40k, couples who are genuinely excited to be together don't care about how small the wedding is since it's supposed to be a personal thing. The reality is the shine wore off and he doesn't even want to share a bed with her.
No. 326998
>>326988Veronica was always purple.
Jill/rainbow, Berry/also rainbow, Flora/pink, Amber/yellow, Sunny/bright yellow, Jerrick/green, Jax/teal, Cliffe/blue, Veronica/purple. These were the only ones that got colors.
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>>327003Lol at the cat hair by the Amber bracelet.
No. 327005
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>>327001Decided to look through threads and found picrel. Looks like Jillian, Jerrick, and Berry are the bracelets missing but there's a new *~mysterious~* alter bracelet. Bitch is never growing up. Don't worry about it because Jill changes the rules every time she opens her mouth. She can't keep up with her own narrative despite being the one who made it up. Terrible fucking liar.
No. 327007
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Still retweeting shit from Jamie.
No. 327008
>>326998I never got the difference between Jax, Jerrick and Amber. They're too similar imo.
If someone can explain please let me know lmao.>>327005It's funny to see what alters are currently in rotation kek. Last time she teased an alter/fusion, it was through a cryptic picture of her bracelets on her page, and yet again we all fell for it. She wants us to wonder, she wants people on Twitter asking questions, she loves this type of attention.
No. 327013
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>>327008My thought process is she couldn't fit them all on the rack. Probably deliberately made sure the Jerrick one was missing because she knows emo boy is a fan favorite so people will ask and because she said before that emo boy rarely fronts.
>Last time she teased an alter/fusion, it was through a cryptic picture of her bracelets on her page, and yet again we all fell for it. She wants us to wonder, she wants people on Twitter asking questions, she loves this type of attentionYeah she wants people/thread to be buzzing about the totally new alter. Her views are terrible so time to roll out a new alter to try and kick up engagement. She tweeted this yesterday and in conjunction with the the stupid rack pictures I can see her trying to entice people to watch her crappy videos. Jillian is nothing but predictable. How's the website coming along, Jill?
No. 327022
>>326975Inb4 she claims that awful Valentine’s drag look she did as ‘proof’ of the new alter. I bet she was spawned from the trauma of Steve not proposing on Valentine’s day.
>>327008Jerrick is when she’s grumpy and emo, Jax is when she’s manic in an edgy way and Amber is when she wants to be a tough girl who fights people. Jerrick’s too emo to fight and Jax is too MPDG, so she had to invent Amber to fantasise about punching the McLean people. Conveniently for Jill, the violent alter never seems to come out when she’s physically around other people, or really at all beyond that one time she was filming TikToks alone in her room. She’s so lucky that none of the half dozen erratic personalities she shares a body with ever get her into any significant trouble!
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>>327011she had merch before, pins, designs, collabs, etc. shes just lazy and gives up on things quickly. she also doesn't have an audience to sell to anymore. keep in mind the confetti club flakes thread has been dead four years now…
No. 327025
>>327023>She had merch beforeI get what you mean, but atp I don't think merch would work for her because like you said, she doesn't have a fanbase left kek. But I still think she could do well if she started selling her shit on eBay or Depop or other craft sites. Jill's issue is she wants to drop this lux designer brand so she won't do anything until that happens, even though it's never gonna happen anyway. She could at least get $5 a piece for custom beaded bracelets because hers are quite cute and well put together if she sold them locally in her city. She's just too lazy and good for nothing.
>>327013I love my cat but I'd never let them up on the table where I eat. It's really gross knowing how dirty Jill is. I can just imagine the stink of her house, like stale cat piss and musty-ness from never opening any windows. With cats with long fur like that, you just know they have shit stuck to their assfur that they're rubbing on that table cloth.
No. 327028
>>327013>Probably deliberately made sure the Jerrick one was missing I think the one missing is Jax, not Jerrick. Also where did she get the name Jerrick from, was that ever disclosed by her? It's such an ugly loser emo bully name, at least it fits kek
>>327022Kek I still don't get why Amber needs to be a thing. Like, is it a circunstancial "alter" only made to post about McLean on Twitter? She needs to combine her with the others already, make Amber and Jax into the ultimate Ramona-esque girl kek. Though I might be misremembering but I do think she might have had a Ramona part that fused or whatever the fuck inside her.
No. 327029
>>327022>I bet she was spawned from the trauma of Steve not proposing on Valentine’s day.Totally lmao. I also think she's using the red "drag" look as an excuse. In any case, Veronica is a hashtag
problematic alter that nobody likes so might as well be replaced by Valentina or whatever.
>>327023Lmao just earlier today I was remembering how she said a year or so ago that she wanted to do more arts and crafts including glass blowing. That didn't happen, did it. Kek.
No. 327030
>>327029All the shit she constantly talks about doing never comes to fruition. Like.
>Glass blowingThat's never going to happen. Unfortunately she never goes outside to figure out how to even do that. She could very well do a "come with me to my crafty college and let's try a pottery class" type of short content/vlog or similar but she ain't smart enough tbh. Or "come with me to the thrift store let's see what we can make" I don't know, anything is better than her current "let's film my shitty twitter takes" that no one cares about. Everyone followed her for the fashion hauls and vlogs, no wonder she's flopping, she said it herself. It's too late to make her videos relevant, she lost everything she had.
I also feel as if it would be better if she ditched Fredericton, Steven, and moved away to a bigger city with better opportunities. But that ain't never gonna happen, she's too chickenshit.
No. 327031
>>327028It has to be Jax, since there's a blue star bead. In this pic
>>327005 Jerrick's doesn't have that, Jax does.
No. 327032
>>327003>>327004It's so convenient that all of her alters work together and want to wear these and cooperate to communicate things even though they had basically zero therapy post-diagnosis
DID fakers really think everyone else is as stupid as they are, huh
No. 327033
>>327032Yes! Don't you watch maho shojou? All the very different colors/personalities get along!!
Because this is mental jillness.
No. 327034
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>>327029A red coded probably in drag "Valentina" alter? Another Drag Race inspired OC?
(sage your shit) No. 327036
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She needs to lay off the weed
No. 327038
>>327036>When do the stages of grief end for an event that never will?Kek what an insufferable drama queen, come the fuck on Jillian. I wonder what that phrase even means to her.
Also, not remembering something is literally the most normal thing ever, she's always pathologizing every single thing.
No. 327054
>>326891She has publicly and loudly defended men accused of pedophilia on her Twitter. Gotta do some digging but there are plenty of caps. She must either hate women or get jealous of
victims because she always defends men in situations like this, even if they have nothing to do with her.
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No. 327066
>>326891Male precure fans I think
>>327023Why did she waste her time and money on her mental OCs instead of creating more shit like this? Too late all her relevancy is gone
No. 327082
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>>327036man that really sucks she should write her feelings into pic related
No. 327088
>>327086She’s clearly dropping bread loaves of suppressed trauma memories. That’s what her entire DID has been hinging on.
Honestly I can’t wait until the angel baby therapist “groomed” her into thinking she had DID saga when this whole house of cards inevitably collapses. But that won’t happen until one of her enablers leave her. Either mama vessey cuts her off or Steven dumps her
No. 327090
>>327071Maybe because you are looking for actual trauma.
Jillian says she is sensitive and what we consider mild things are trauma inducing issues. Her "more dissisociativy than the other girls" post. So, eg, someone posts a negative comment about her.. it spirals into a meltdown.
You know what BPD does……
No. 327099
>>327036its so cringe seeing a full blown pothead addicted to energy drinks act like the world is attacking her to the point of having "memory issues"
her life is boring af because she wastes 90% of it online and that means no meaningful memories are being made. online addiction already causes memory problems on top of her lifestyle choice. so its just jill being a hypochondriac munchie again
No. 327100
>>327041Any psych worth anything would never give out a dissociative order diagnosis to someone who isn't sober (or close to it)
>>327093>Cherry, feel free to steal them first so Jill looks like the copycat.lmao you got me with this, nona
No. 327107
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She soft launched a return to lolita on her FB but she didn't seem to post this anywhere else given no one else is talking about this
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>>327107The fit in question
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No. 327133
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No. 327137
>>327136It's from 2009
Amazon.com/dp/
B00321OR8K
Crazy Like Us: The Globalization of the American Psyche
No. 327152
>>327132Pretty sure it was the one he made when Jill was aggro about being gossiped about on LC, in the video he was just wking her and denying that she was fat and annoying. I think he deleted a few weeks after he uploaded it because we made fun of him and he knew it was just bringing more ex-fans to LC to see his gf's train wreck in real time.
>>327133One thing I noticed is that these photoshoots take place in the basement, which I thought Jill mentioned before that the basement is Steven's area of the house? It seems like he can't have anything in that rainbow hellhouse.
>>327141>It's cuteIt looks like something off the clearance rack from Forever21 that you'd pick up in 2015 for $15. The construction is poor and the idea is so 10 years ago. She has no real sense of fashion or style besides "wow it has rainbow it must be cute now I will wear it!" and I think it's from living in hicktowns all her life where the main style is black Roots jogging pants and old t-shirts with moth holes. I swear Jill could upload any article of clothing that she made and her wks itt would praise it for being amazing just because she has a shit track record.
No. 327166
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>>327133Accompanying video.
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Current views
>>327107>>327108Nice find, nonita.
>My first lolita dress I have owned since quitting the fashion forever ago>I cried a lot>Perfect for my first dress backIt begins
>>327110She's a one-trick pony so I expect lots of bemoaning of how nasty the community was at the time while conveniently leaving out how terrible her behavior was. Bonus if she films herself being teary eyed and talks about how she was changing people's lives back then. She is always the
victim and don't you fucking forget that. Lol. Favorite quote from that video is still non-fluctuating waist of 20 inches. Still get a good laugh out of that one.
>>327174Jill's number one fan is Jill after all.
No. 327191
>>327190She's really trying to have her cake and eat it too by acting like BPD is gone but DID is real.
Like if she decides to split and create a new character, that's pretty antithetical to her claim that she is healed from trauma.
I didn't watch the whole video, but does she even address the fact that BPD emotional hypochondriasis would align with her suddenly having DID?
No. 327193
>>327166Its honestly so funny to see her in videos where she has no neck but then her edited pictures magically have no appearance of a double chin and her features are sharp instead of the doughy trolls doll reality. Nonnas have to be playing obtuse to not admit she is
heavily editing these days and feeling herself so much because of it, she just grew up with photoshop and knows how to edit without looking like a meitu monstrosity.
No. 327200
>>327190watched the video, she's literally done no healing aside from switching meds and blaming her symptoms on DID now. She basically says she only cuts because of Jerrik.
also talks endlessly about having done therapy when it's been almost a year since she's done any, this is sad
No. 327205
>>327190I remember she used to whine and cry about BPD being a chronic life long disorder which she said made her speshul and neurodivergent. She got backlash for calling herself neurodivergent but not say bpd is permanent.
It’s crazy she claims to be cured of something she insisted would be a lifelong struggle. She really didn’t like that bpd stigma I guess that’s why she pretends to be autistic and fake DID cause those are heckin wholesome disorders to her
No. 327209
>>327190Is anyone else gonna do a recap? If not I'm gonna write one up because I feel like this video will be deleted for some reason. She already changed the video name.
>>327196It's her go-to video topic. 8/21 videos posted in the last 6 months are videos with her as the main theme where she just talks ad nauseum about herself.
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No. 327219
>>327190Recap of video 1/2 >Can BPD Be "Cured?" 5 Year Therapy Update by Pixielocks, posted 26 May 2024This is a 30-minute video so the recap is a bit long, sorry if I put too much information in it but I just wanted to document it so that other anons that don't want to waste 30 minutes of their lives can know what she's rambling about.
>0:00-0:30Jill starts by explaining that she is downstairs filming in her living room because she finds it hot and wants to be around the AC because she's a fat sweaty hog.
>0:30 - 1:20She's smiling and giddy talking about how May is BPD awareness month and that she wants to give us an update on her BPD as it'd "be a really important thing to put out there because a lot of things that I said in my first diagnosis video … were kind of wrong?!?! The truth is more hopeful!" She smiles again before clarifying that in the past she said that BPD was a forever-disease and couldn't be cured, when she says this she speaks in a very confused affect to highlight how "wrong" her previous assertions were, things that she thinks are wrong today.
>1:21 - 3:15Explains her interpretation of BPD as "on the borderline of things that you're born with and the things that environmentally happen to you." She then claims that the providence of her BPD was trauma: "trauma caused my BPD, along with being born susceptible to that kind of thing." She claims it's possible to "totally" heal from BPD through therapy. She clarifies, again with a wide smile, that she still meets the diagnostic criteria for BPD. She wants to make this video as an update for us because she didn't like how her first video seemed too doom & gloom, and that she thought personality disorders couldn't be cured but through "trauma healing" it's possible, she says "you can heal from BPD" while shifting her eyes from side to side like a stereotypical liar.
3:16 - 7:30
Apologizes to her audience about her past beliefs, she thought that she was "stuck with this, and [I] just had to learn cope with it: and it is coping, it is coping, but [I] can cope over and over again until [I] no longer get that initial reaction to cope with it … it's so freeing," she reveals while smiling and introducing the real topic of the video: listing the nine traits of BPD and how she suffers from them. She wants to do it this way to avoid confusion with co-morbid disorders, which she lists as: DID, BPD, PTSD, GAS, EDNOS," and she flails her hands upwards in an exaggerated shrug before saying "and
PROBABLY autism!" She says that the identity confusion part of BPD is not applicable to her as she fakes a laugh. She says it's important for her to identify which behaviours arise from which mental disorder, as it helps her "de-escalate" herself to "nip it in the bud." She wishes us a happy "BPD awarness month," with a smile while shifting her eyes away from the camera talking about how stigmatized the illness is today. She mentions that some people think BPD is "
toxic girlfriend syndrome," which I think is more revealing about how Stephen's family and friends respond to Jill's behaviours.
With someone so egoistic, whenever she brings up a negative point it makes me think that she only brings it up to dispel what others may have said against her. Why else would she mention something negative about herself? Whenever Jill reveals something negative, it's usually a charged statement aimed at her detractors. She then likens BPD to exhausting heartbreak. She moves on to the 9 criteria after this.
7:31 - 13:20
She begins with the
fear of abandonment, it's still there but it "waxes and wanes with alter activity, with splits and fusions, throughout the year." Herself, Jillian, "has different levels of struggling with BPD symptoms dependent on recent fusions." She's "definitely" better with it as time marches on, and she's able to trust people around her more to never hurt or leave her. She was "fresh out of something turbulent and
triggering" which she alludes to as abandonment and people being turned against her, when she was first diagnosed which influenced her outlook. With a smirk she says that it's easy "to hurt people" and push them away. The way to alleviate fear of abandonment is "therapy," according to Jill which she says with another laugh and glance away. She says she has done "
SOOO much therapy, specifically with parts that struggled with BPD" and she lists the therapy types she's participated in as: DBT, CBT, EDMR. She claims that "some of it [the fear of abandoment] is environmental" and that her current friends tell her often how much they love her so she feels like they won't leave her. She reaches out to friends, "not often," to ask if they hate her and justifies it as her "BPD acting up." She relates to us a story about how a month prior she was "down a well" with BPD obsessively thinking about a person, claims that some of her friends also suffer from BPD. In the past she has frequently unfriended people and leave groupchats and cut off friends preemptively to avoid abandonment. She ends this segment off by telling viewers "not to look at her," because she "hasn't been working out."
>13:21 - 15:03This segment is about unstable relationships, she claims that this criteria no longer applies to her because she's had the same friend-group for years and that she's been in a romantic relationship for 6 years and her BFF from middle-school is still her BFF. She's proud that she's been able to keep people in her life this long. She claims that her DID makes friendship confusing for her friends, because she does acts hypocritically sometimes, makes plans and then falls through on them, and sometimes her friends can talk to Jill about sex but other times she'll get angry at them. She gets angry when her friends are confused by her "DID behaviours" and so she blocks them on Facebook.
>15:05 - 18:46This segment is about unstable self-image. She originally thought that she was the opposite of the common BPD stereotype re: shifting perceptions of self, because she has known "exactly who [I am], exactly what [I'm] about, there's a lot of people around me my age that don't know what they wanna do with their life, but [I'm] about fashion, and culture, and art, and colours, and alternative - blahblahblah
Yes she says blahblahblah and I still feel like that! I just understand that that's me as Jillian, within the Ferrero Rocher of my heart." She goes on a diatribe about how it's reductive to say that alters split from a "core" person, but that she feels like the "captain of the ship." She struggles to parse her thoughts before settling on the phrase: "We may not be all one person, but we all only have one life, 'kay? Multiple parts, multiple people, multiple alters - one life, and I'm in charge of leading our life!" She claims that as someone with DID and BPD she is secure in her self-image as it relates to her DID alters. She asks the audience if it's weird to have DID while having a good grasp of who she is, she "is a person with DID." She's gone through "all the grieving stages,"
Is she talking about the DID cake? of DID and know all her alters are working together to run her life.
No. 327220
>>327219Recap of video 2/2>Can BPD Be "Cured?" 5 Year Therapy Update by Pixielocks, posted 26 May 2024>18:47 - 20:40She begins by claiming that her impulsiveness has dramatically improved over the past few years, bar from a few moments of poor choices in coping. She "freezes" whenever she wants to do something self-destructive, which she claims is a new mental illness: catatonia. She still gets impulsive urges to make mental illness go away. She goes on a interesting tangent here and asks her audience
"why is it when people know too many mental health terms, they're faking it and they're just obsessed with mental therapy?" perhaps alluding to common criticism she receives here, but she answers herself by screaming that she's learnt all the mental health buzzwords through therapy. She's nervously laughs and says that people that "weaponize therapy words" are just applying what they've learned in therapy to their day-to-day lives.
>20:43 - 23:40She begins with a request for sensitive viewers to skip ahead if they want to avoid hearing discussion of self-harm and self-injury. She still struggles with self-harm on and off, and she says it's hard to be online while talking about self-harm as she doesn't want to share that part of her life online. She says that she's a BPD advocate so she doesn't want to be dishonest with her self-harm issues. She claims that it's very dependent on her alters. She's tried different coping mechanisms, and she's been talking to therapists to resolve self-harm for over a decade. She justifies struggling with self-harm as a 26 year old due to her alters that are 14 and 16. She says that she doesn't do it at 26 - no, it's her alters that struggle with self-harm! She claims that DID is her primary diagnosis, and she says "if I didn't have DID, I wouldn't struggle with self-harm … middle-school is one switch away, and that whole headspace and era is right there, but that's what therapy and integration is for."
>23:41 - 24:55This segment is about mood-swings, which she says aren't applicable to her due to her DID. She says she's her mood is either very manic or very depressed, and very rarely is she ever just neutral. She screams that she's been working on this in therapy for over a decade. She's "happy happy happy, most of the time" while still struggling with negative mood crashes for a day. She's "stoked about the truth," she "loves the frogs, loves the leaves, is very stoked about things" for some reason, I have no idea what she meant by that.
>24:56 - 26:22She's never struggled with chronic feelings of emptiness, she sometimes have afternoons where she's a "weird blend of parts," but it's never long-lasting. Nor has she struggled with explosive anger
kek sure, Jill and claims it was never an issue for her. She thinks she's more "chill and adaptable" now compared to 5 years ago. She had a little list of the 9 BPD symptoms for this video, but she only wrote down 7 on the list and she forgot the other 2 so now she's switched to using her phone to recite the rest.
>26:23 - 28:30She finds it pertinent to mention that her medication switch to Bupropion last year was good for her, as with her last medication she was experiencing a lot of paranoia, especially about her cats dying. She thinks that this was a mix of medication-induced paranoia and BPD fear of abandonment. She had more anxiety on Seroquel. She claims a lot of her improvements were from BPD diagnosis and therapy, as well as DID diagnosis 'through a specialist"
Doesn't that specialist no longer work in the field and moved across the country?.
>28:31 - 29:30She wanted to make this video to help other people struggling with BPD by rambling about herself for 30 minutes. She hopes to eventually not meet criteria for diagnosis in the future. The video ends.
No. 327223
>>327190>New video about how Jillian has conquered the personality disorder she clearly still struggles with in her daily life.KEK
Tbh I know remission is possible, but she has put in 0 work. I usually am invested in her antics but this one, I ain't even going to entertain it. She still has full blown untreated BPD, just look at the jealousness she has towards Sof. Someone in remission wouldn't even feel the need to make a video like this.
No. 327225
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>>327174>>327166Lmao I agree, she's trying so fucking hard. Hilarious
>>327208My thoughts exactly kek
No. 327243
>>327220this could have been a diary entry.
she talks a lot about how helpful therapy is without pursuing it herself. And
>>327204 therapy is mostly online nowadays, there's no need to even leave the house.
No. 327249
File: 1716779701745.mp4 (10.08 MB, intro.mp4)
Jill decides to do an update video on her bpd, BPD awareness in May, healing update, you can heal from BPD, there's hope.
No. 327250
File: 1716780082408.mp4 (17.83 MB, tgs.MP4)
Apologizes for past belief, lists of what she says she has (probably autism), talks about which behaviors arise from which mental disorder so this is the "nip in the bud" part, toxic girlfriend syndrome, bpd to heartbreak.
No. 327251
File: 1716780548067.mp4 (18.73 MB, FOA.mp4)
Fear of abandonment, you know what helps: therapy, so much therapy according to Jillian which she rattles off a list of therapy she has gone through, talks about current friends and things she did in the past. Ends with the don't look at me part because she hasn't been working out.
No. 327252
File: 1716780888089.mp4 (6.91 MB, 1280x720, urs.mp4)
Unstable relationships, Jill talks about her relationships and why this doesn't apply to her, talks about her DID and relationships and why this complicated things, ends with talking about angry by confusion and blocking on fb
No. 327254
File: 1716781287398.mp4 (16.28 MB, self image.MP4)
Self image, knows who she is, blahblahblah part, talks about DID and how not just one person but have one life, talks about DID and BPD and secure in self image, grieving stages, how all the alters work together to run her life.
No. 327255
File: 1716781734040.mp4 (8.31 MB, 1280x720, impulsive.MP4)
Impulsivity, how it improved, the rant "why is it when people know too many mental health terms, they're faking it and they're just obsessed with mental therapy?" leads to Jill talking about learning buzzwords in therapy, weaponize therapy words to they're applying what they learned in therapy in their day to day lives.
No. 327256
File: 1716782466252.mp4 (16.37 MB, self harm.MP4)
Self harm. Spoiler: it's not her it's her alters who struggle with it. This has her talking about having DID as her primary diagnosis. I also have the mood swings portion in here. Not applicable due to her DID. Extremes and very rarely neutral. She's happy, happy, happy most of the time. Has the capacity to feel joy but it is all over the place.
No. 327257
>>327249>>327219her mental health fanfiction is insane. years ago when she wasn't a mental health channel it was understandable that her audience didn't know she was full of shit. but now that her channel is munchie central anyone that watches her and has gone to therapy knows shes just making shit up.
if only she went to therapy instead of reading social media posts. the way she describes mental illnesses are all according to her own made up definitions, never by real medical shit. like how she claimed with a straight face bpd was neurodivergency. now this. bpd remission is a thing, always has been, she just said it wasn't curable originally for the "feel bad for me" factor. the fact that there is not a pill to cure it doesn't mean its harder than bipolar or schizophrenia (that require life long medication). it means if she sticked to therapy for real she would have gone into remission a long fucking ass time ago. stick to painting walls and making ugly clothes I promise no one is learning anything from your shit
No. 327258
File: 1716783119231.mp4 (16.2 MB, cfoe.MP4)
Chronic feelings of emptiness. Jill says didn't struggle with chronic feelings of emptiness (just weird afternoons that didn't last long) nor with explosive anger. More chill and adaptable now. Also have the part about meds, which ones didn't help and which ones help now. Improvements were from BPD diagnosis along with therapy, as well as DID diagnosis "through a specialist".
>>327219>>327220Thank you
nonnie for the recaps as you did all the heavy lifting. ♥
No. 327276
>>327274Not gonna blog, just gonna say catatonia can come from many mood and psychiatric disorders, like bipolar and depression. Catatonia that's comorbid with schizophrenia is just the hardest to treat with the lowest chance of success.
I do want to point out her description of catatonia isn't correct. It's not "freezing" and the check for catatonia from professionals focuses more on the patient blindly following orders with no regard to physical safety. She, again, is just using psych terms with no real understanding
No. 327300
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>>327223>Someone in remission wouldn't even feel the need to make a video like thisImo it's just for Jill to weaponize. In a lot of her twitter slap fights, she references her videos claiming """she already addressed it""". There's nothing substantial, e.g. actual proof, and mostly just her saying she's whatever. Her word is trash. Jill is an unreliable narrator.
>>327243>she talks a lot about how helpful therapy is without pursuing it herselfEasier to larp than to go through the efforts of truly changing her behavior. She doesn't see a problem with her behavior; she has a problem with how others react to her bad behavior. Always making excuses.
No. 327347
>>327340She’s been claiming catatonia for a while now, mostly for when she’s zoned out after smoking weed. She also breadcrumbed schizophrenia before fully committing to the DID saga when she claimed to have auditory hallucinations in one of her Patreon vlogs iirc. I think she settled for DID in part because it’s much less “settled” and taken less seriously than something like schizophrenia, so it’s less likely to lead to any kind of actual
consequences treatment.
The way she claimed that BPD is incurable in her older video also fits this pattern. She wants a doctor’s note to excuse her behaviour that also relieves her of any responsibility to try to get better (or responsibilities in general). BPD being incurable would mean that everyone must put up with her bullshit or else they’re being ableist. Now that she’s latched onto more trendy labels she claims her BPD is healing because she wants praise and to distance herself from the BPD stigma, but she’s only doing this after having monkey branched onto new mental health conditions. Now she’ll blame those conditions for her behaviour and her failures and again, anyone who calls her out on anything is just being ableist. Bonus points for autism being genuinely incurable yet also existing on a spectrum that allows her to claim it without engaging with actual mental health professionals in any meaningful way.
No. 327355
>>327352Deep down she knows he'll say no kek. I think she's generally aware that Steven doesn't like her and that their relationship is dead. No happy couple in their mid-20s sleep in separate beds. I think whenever she posts about engagements and marriage it's just her egoistic impulse to show others that she CAN get married. It's sort of like the one fat kid from middle school that always bragged about being able to do cartwheels at recess even though they never actually did one; Jill wants other people to
believe her relationship is happy, successful, and evolving because in truth it's sad, dysfunctional, and stagnant.
No. 327356
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The cope, kek
No. 327363
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>>327356>I just hit 26 and after 3 years of doing nothing but sitting on my huge hog ass in my dank rainbow dungeon and smoking weed all day everyday and drinking 3 Monsters a day, and for some reason my body hurts. It happened so suddenly.God, I loathe her. She has no self-awareness at all. She got a bike a few months ago as a gift and she's yet to ride it anywhere. She hasn't exercised in years. She's gained 70-90lbs since she moved off of PEI. She has such an unhealthy lifestyle and it clashes so much with her rainbow desu 2013 sense of style.
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>>327382she thinks her lazy ass would get that from doing so much art? she only posted drag again when farmers pointed out she forgot about it. same with the cosplay shit. she only lifts a finger for us, not her fans or herself. there no consistency or reason for her "art". she simply responds to the lolcow post that bothers her the most at any given time.
she thinks so highly of all the mediocre shit that she does… its crazy
No. 327396
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Viewstats from her wig video. I think its too soon for the bpd one.
No. 327398
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>>327396i checked the subscriber statistics from the entire last year. its been stagnant for months and months now.
No. 327402
>>327365She is absolutely going to LARP mobility issues at some point and will probably get a wheelchair that she’ll paint rainbow and crochet cozies for.
>>327382Ehlers-Danlos syndrome saga incoming!
No. 327409
>>327356ankles: fat ass not walking enough
wrists: clutching phone in rage all day
there, found the causes for you.
No. 327453
>>327300As someone also diagnosed with bpd…. She knows that most symptoms only appear at the end of your 20s…right?"im healing from bpd uwu" noy pure not. You're showing more symptoms and your bpd is telling you, you're normal
This bitch honestly. As someone that supposedly "knows" so much about her own mentaljillness she knows shit about fuck. Just the amount of contradictions in the first 20 minutes
No. 327460
>>327458 bcuz that's
toxic girlfriend syndrome, and she is wholesome! For a mental health "creator" she sure likes stigmatizing certain shit (when she is not busy misrepresenting other)
No. 327492
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Looks like Jill is complaining about her sinus problems on her private xitter account based on these replies
>>327402>Ehlers-Danlos syndrome saga incoming!I'm expecting this too and the theatrics will be over the top
No. 327494
>>327492>i would maybe talk to a doctor? see if it could help?kek this poor person doesn't know jill only takes medical advice from jill for years and years now
shes gonna keep huffing her retarded nasal spray shes addicted to and smoke the weed shes addicted to and ingest the bland foods and energy drinks shes addicted to. any mild discomfort makes her suicide bait publically kek.
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>>327492All of her problems are literally caused by 1 thing but she’ll keep pretending smoking weed is making her better so she can keep larping as a retard
No. 327522
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No. 327541
>>327524they say POD service which is basically a factory that prints these designs en masse on various physical goods like blankets or whatever, so no, I doubt they meant that. people can also just join her patreon to get all of them I'm assuming so she doesn't have much incentive to sell them as digital backgrounds separately. (if anything, she'd use this as a point to plug her patreon.)
that said, there are definitely suppliers that are better at their "sustiness" so I wonder how much work she's actually put into this kind of thing.
No. 327542
>>327541>>327522Print on demand is basically a waste of time, like in a $150 rug sale you get $15 crazy margins like that. It's passive income but still massively overcharged and customers will think you received that $150 which creates a weird dynamic of like pretending you are not being robbed blind by the service.
Those services have existed for decades and always been shit.
No. 327543
>>327494>any mild discomfort makes her suicide bait publicly kekEspecially if it is something she doesn't want to give up like the nasal spray. Grade A tantrum over the nasal spray. I'd like to think she'd have a nuclear meltdown if she was told to give up the energy drinks.
>>327522>Procrastinating editing this weekend's vidI hope it's not another studio con vlog.
No. 327546
>>327545People think that using words like "store", "shop", "patreon" etc. will make the algorithm show people your post less. No idea if it's true but it's very common among artists in my experience.
>>327522Maybe I'm naive but isn't print on demand as sustainable as it gets? Every item only gets made exactly once as requested by the customer. No waste unless there's a misprint. Everything made in the exact quantity that's needed. Whats not sustywustyuwu about that?
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>>327543>>327547stebie already told her to stop drinking monsters and she acted like it was cute instead of advice. I stand with tinfoilers who said mom told her to quit weed when she visited for the mcr concert. cause she was suicide-baiting immediately afterwards. mom dissaproved
something. also how
abusive to tweet this after a disagreement with your elder mom who'se always followed you on social media
No. 327573
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Why are you like this Jill? The cringe.
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No. 327603
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>>327581>>327599>>327600i 100% guarantee its because in drag race rupaul adores and references the "curtain dress" from gone with the wind. she so retarded she doesnt realize its impressive because the dress is really good, not that its "from curtains".
she has a drag race alter and thought she could be in drag race Canada, shes a fangirl.
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Sage for Cherry posting, but her edgy green alter (who’s totally not based on Jerrick) just split another edgy green alter named Jax. I find the whole thing so fascinating, because I just know Jill is seething that this girl is copying her OCs, but she really can’t do anything about it because calling it out would make her a fakeclaiming ableist.
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No. 327633
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No. 327636
>>327632I'm working on a recap right now for all you nonas
>>327600I think she's using "I made it from
curtains!" as like a "I'm so good at sewing I can work with even curtains!" subtle brag or something. Or maybe it's just to get people to click on her video thinking "wtf curtains??" but it doesn't work on either level because curtains are just one big chunk of fabric?? It's the same as working with a panel of fabric kek it's not that cool or experienced.
No. 327644
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>>327632Recap of video>Making a Dress from Curtains in ONE WEEKEND! by Pixielocks, posted 2 June 2024This is a 20-minute vlog-style video about how she spent the weekend that she made her curtain dress. It's not the most interesting but I'll try to recap interesting bits.
>0:00 - 0:50She starts by introducing the vlog and talking about all the interesting projects she's been up to that weekend, which she lists as: sewing, cooking, getting beautiful
vintage cutlery (I think she means the ugly Japanese stuff she got a while back), dance practice, and illustrating her Patreon wallpaper. She's filming by holding her phone and her camera is very shaky and reminds me of a TikTok video.
>0:51-2:10She films her sewing process in her sewing room. Her friend gave her the curtains ages ago but Jill was waiting for her "skills to be at a place where [she] can casually whack out dresses for [herself]." She wanted to do a small project for herself after "months and months and months" of working on her cosplay outfit.
>2:11 - 9:44She mentions another reason for creating the dress now is because her and "Stevie"'s anniversary is approaching and they have a "little trip and a little fancy date." I think this is a subtle nod at farmers tinfoiling about how they never take any trips. I assume the trip is going to be within an hour of Fredericton. Besides that interesting bit, the rest of this segment is just her creating her dress and talking about her process. I'm not a seamstress so I can't say if she does it well or not.
>9:45 - 10:59She gives us some shots of her wearing the dress and twirling around and striking poses on her backyard deck. She describes her dress as "flirty and flattering," and finds herself putting it on at home while she does chores because of how comfortable it is.
>11:00 - 11:32She is very obviously high in this part of the vlog where she models the dress in her basement. She laments that there were "a couple years where this big pink backdrop was unused." She then declares that she "Loves being a diva. Slay." She realizes her shoes are full of cat bite marks.
>11:33 - 14:30This segment, again filmed on her phone, is about the process of photographing herself and creating the dress photo where she's floating in air. She brags that "everyone on Twitter was complementing [her] core strength" after posting a short video of the process. She shows us the editing stage of the photo. She transfers a photo of her head from one photo onto another, something she claims she does "all the time." She's quite good at photoshop.
>14:30 - 16:20A 2-minute interlude of playing with her cat.
>16:21 - 17:46She starts practicing for her anime convention dance routine. This time she's "gonna do it this time, [she's] not gonna have a breakdown on the floor. The rest of the segment is her dancing on 2x speed. She questions why she's "struggling" with the routine and practices the routine with the music at 75% speed. She thought she was gonna do better than she did and commits to practicing it more.
>17:47 - 19:23She walks the viewer through her preparation of a pasta dish. From the way she holds and uses her knife, I don't think she cooks very often or she just never learned how to cut things with a knife. She originally got the recipe from Hello Fresh, but after she cancelled her subscription to the service she saved the recipes they sent to her to continue making them on her own. She says she makes this pasta dish all the time, it's just pasta, cream cheese, bell peppers, beef, baby spinach, American marble cheese, tomato sauce, Parmesan, and a lemon.
>19:24 - 20:30This segment shows the viewer how Jill designs her monthly wallpapers from Patreon, she plugs her Patreon before ending the video with a shot of her editing it. Credits roll.
No. 327650
>>327641I think you might be overthinking this nonna. Making clothes out of bedsheets, curtains, and table cloths is common thing novice seamstresses do. A lot of sewing YouTubers do it too. It’s a good chunk of material that’s cheap so if you fuck the consequences aren’t as bad as cutting into a brand new bolt of fabric.
I think she should just admit she doesn’t like sewing as much as she claims she does because there are other content creators pumping out sewing videos and projects at much faster pace than she is and those people seem to genuinely love the craft.
She’s made the classic bpd mistake of attributing her entire identity on to one of her many hobbies.
No. 327658
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Views on videos
>>327642>Like it is so irrelevant now, people make short content about stuff like this all the time and it's not the heavy hitter "wow" thing she might think it is anymoreJill's refusal to move on from her old format and adapt is making her more irrelevant. This probably would have done better as short content but Jill loves to hear herself talk.
>>327644Thank you. Seems like she was padding out the video for more ad revenue.
>She wanted to do a small project for herself after "months and months and months" of working on her cosplay outfitCan't wait to see what this "months and months and months" of work on her cosplay looks out.
No. 327668
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>>327644>She brags that "everyone on Twitter was complementing [her] core strengthkek she really did think she was a gymnast for the feat of leaning on a chair
As for the curtains thing anons are debating about, doesn't it all track back to the original MPDG, one of the first things she does in the plot is make playclothes for all the kids out of curtains
No. 327685
File: 1717422313151.jpg (1.04 MB, 3131x3547, 1000024069.jpg)
Anyone else catch the bottles by her door around 15 minutes in? Thought it was three but maybe seems like four in the second pic
>>327632 No. 327686
>>327685I think they're for decoration
nonnie, like she had them at whatever time and because they're pink and white she decided to keep them.
No. 327690
>>327685Do you even know what they are? They don't look like vodka, those are tall-tall. Smirnoff is the only red label vodka she'd have access too and they don't look like that, so it doesn't really matter if no one can see. Also she's an adult, it doesn't matter if she drinks. Some people collect old empty bottles too for decoration like
>>327686 said they might be for
No. 327695
>>327692That's what I suspected.
>>327694They probably grab it when they decide to do a run
No. 327709
>>327699Ah yeah, I figured something like that but if she can just put it in the bin there's no way they'd take a trip for a few dollars.
>>327707To be fair it's marriage month everywhere. Not sure why you think it's Japan specific.
No. 327710
File: 1717446609490.png (39.53 KB, 174x155, shoes.png)
are these the shoes from her Japan trip that barely fit? around 11:25 she mentions that her cats have been chewing on on the bottoms apparently
No. 327719
>>327707lol outing yourself as a weeb if you think June is only marriage month in Japan
>>327632Her touching on so many topics with a title like that feels unnatural. She should have just made a video on the dress, people like timelapses of the process like that and it's good background content. But maybe I'm sour because I'm over blog content that positions itself as one thing when it's a week in the life of the poster doing 10 boring things and 1 interesting thing
No. 327741
>>327735The paint is also all scratched already too.
>>327738Either Jillybean must have the most special chair or steeb didn't let her turn the plastic dining set into a preschool set.
No. 327748
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She’s making a new flag, and I’m getting flashbacks to when she tried making LACE in the lolita community.
No. 327751
>>327748i feel like this marks an entire new era of crazy from jill lmao
also feels like this is a roundabout way to say jill herself was never queer, but jerr is trans and veronica is a bi sex-pest and that's why they're queer as a collective group
No. 327754
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>>327748Her constant need to be the most special person in the room at all times is so exhausting. Remember when she was the most sooper spooper unique lesbian because she was also HYPERFEMININE unlike those gross icky butches? Her endless need to shoehorn herself into groups she doesn't belong is even more exhausting.
No. 327761
File: 1717516933399.jpeg (335.08 KB, 828x787, IMG_6558.jpeg)
>>327748Samefag but the other 2 posts underneath it
No. 327766
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>>327760>>327756She’s too afraid of going viral again for claiming queer while being in a straight relationship
No. 327767
>>327748Why not just claim it’s a personal flag, explain its personal symbolism and let people who can relate use it? Why claim it represents everyone who is queer (spicy straight) and DID (munchies) and is for everyone when that is very obviously bullshit.
Just comes across as a cynical cash grab, like she’s trying to take advantage of other munchies and get them to give her money for what literally looks like her brands branding. Maybe she’s trying to recreate the feeling she had when she “created” party kei, she desperately wants to be relevant and a household name.
No. 327769
File: 1717517998173.jpeg (335.77 KB, 750x561, 1509047237798.jpeg)
>>327766>>327748>>327754adding to this kek. the one month she was gay she also got her car keyed for being gay. like immediately got hatecrimed.
shes addicted to lying. all her trauma has always been made up
No. 327772
>>327761damage control to deflect any sort of criticism. she changed the colors "a bit" to be pastel because it's her flag, she wanted it to be suited to HER tastes
by researching, she means she was desperately trying to look through some flag wiki to get inspiration on how she can make a flag her own. she's not a part of any "community", she just needs labels and asspats to make herself feel more secure. the mental gymnastics to explain away what she's actually doing here… she's ridiculous
No. 327786
>>327748>my queerness is directly tied to my dissociative conditionSo only your OCs are "queer" and also by implication your queerness is "directly" part of a mental illness (y'know the reason being gay used to be illegal and is still illegal in some countries…because it's categorised as a mental illness)
Well, that's one way to go viral.
No. 327789
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No. 327796
File: 1717539358549.jpg (1.62 MB, 1284x2129, IMG_9135.jpg)
>>327789the catfishing 30 pounds lighter kek. is she honest about anything?
No. 327808
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>>327658Already changed the title of her new video
No. 327815
>>327808This is the second time I've noticed she's changed the video title within a day or two, it's kind of weird but if
>>327809 is right it's more pathetic that she feels the need to game the algorithm to try and capture some of her audience. A Youtuber with 227k subscribers shouldn't need to do this to get more than 5% of her subscribers to watch the video.
No. 327830
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>>327644>She says she makes this pasta dish all the time, it's just pasta, cream cheese, bell peppers, beef, baby spinach, American marble cheese, tomato sauce, Parmesan, and a lemon.I decided to look into the meal she prepared because I was interested in seeing the caloric content and price of the food she regularly consumes. I found most of the ingredients that she uses in the video, but if I couldn't find the exact ones I'd choose the cheapest option. Picrel is the total price after taxes for her pasta dish from either the Walmart of the Superstore near her. She spends a lot of money on this pasta dish, it's $45-$55 for one meal.
For the nutritional content, if you combine the total calories for everything and the nutrients you're left with a pasta dish that contains roughly: 3700 calories, 171g of fat, 260g of protein, 280g of carbohydrates, 3000mg of sodium, and 1150mg of cholesterol. I did this analysis by looking up all the ingredients she used, looking at their nutritional labels, and then combining all the info. I imagine they'll both eat this casserole over the period of 2-3 days, for one of their meals per day. Let’s say Jill and Steven split this dish: they’re both getting 1850 calories each from this one pasta meal. No wonder she is a huge fat ugly hambeast and her homo boyfriend is getting pudgier by the day. Jill seriously needs to learn how to stop overeating like a diabetic pig and start eating vegetables. 1 bell pepper and a few leaves of baby spinach isn't enough to save her from the insane cholesterol, sodium, and fat content she consumes on a daily basis.
(derailing) No. 327835
File: 1717586943038.png (402.03 KB, 1426x1008, pasta.png)
>>327830She definitely did not use the entire bag of pasta or the whole blocks of either cheese. Looking at the recipe online, she would have a few leftover ingredients, although I think it's funny it calls for 6tbsp of cream cheese, and she absolutely did put an entire block in.
(nitpicking) No. 327864
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She updated her patreon with the new banner and picture.
No. 327871
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>>327864This is more accurate.
No. 327872
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Totes anonymous
No. 327874
>>327871kekk
>>327872Lmao. Always lurking.
No. 327880
File: 1717620922698.png (480.92 KB, 720x1158, stream.png)
Live streaming this Friday
No. 327881
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>>327872>>327879Yeah about that anonymity
>>327878Kek spot on
No. 327882
>>327830anon lmao it's not that expensive especially for food for two, sounds like you don't cook yourself. food is just expensive in general now. pasta expands massively when cooked, even a fatty like her didn't need the whole bag of pasta. it's also the cheapest thing in her dish (relatively). she didn't use all the cheese either. the only expensive thing is the beef. all the other ingredients else last over the course of several days/meals or longer.
that being said it is an insane calorie bomb. i'm shocked at her using both cream cheese, marbled cheese, drenched with an insane amount of parmesan cheese, and beef? her fatass can't just make a nice seasoned tomato beef pasta with parmesan on top? if she eats this all the time no wonder she's so fucking big, her tastebuds and arteries are clogged with grease. her idea of "healthy foods" is probably this. eating 2 lbs of cheese and pasta every day isn't healthy, even if you cook it yourself. adding a cup of lettuce and a single bell pepper doesn't cancel it out
(continuing the derail) No. 327902
File: 1717651383811.png (2 MB, 1400x1450, sof_laala.png)
Apologies for janky collage so as not to spam multiple images but here are some progress pics Sof (Jill's bestie of the moment) has posted of her Laala cosplay over the past month as comparison to Jill's Falalu progress. She appears to have made another entire cosplay shortly before this one for another convention (AEX).(derailing )
No. 327909
>>327888Didn't she temporarily block or at least unfollow her awhile ago, they had a little tiff iirc.
Cherry is so good at emulating Jill I have to double check the screenshots posted here (also I think some anons reply thinking Jill posted it)
>>327902Derail Janny-chan is right here in this doesn't seem relevant to Jill
kinda seems like it's someone she knows stirring the pot like it's not mindblowing. Just generic cosplay.
No. 327918
>>327914She went to a craft college with a decent professional portfolio. I would say scores ahead of whomever was in her class. AND THE BITCH STILL FLOUNDERED.
While on the subject, she is from a financially decent family and had professional collabs.. why did she go to a local craft college with her ego? We've seen videos, she isn't suffering from social anxiety.. was she a bad student and couldn't get into a more prestigious design school? I hear Canadian unis actually do take grades and test scores seriously.
No. 327919
>>327918>>327914Another thing is that we're talking about a 26 years old woman that has the support of her family and even a moidslave that pays for the bills and goes buy the food, cleans and so on.
Yet she still couldn't actually do anything interesting at the craft school, meanwhile her classmates did some nice designs and finished their collections
I think it only makes sense when anons get annoyed at other anons praising Jillian for pretending to be a functional adult while she's larping a mental illness as she consumes weed and energy drinks like a moid.
No. 327920
>>327918>was she a bad student and couldn't get into a more prestigious design school? I hear Canadian unis actually do take grades and test scores seriously.It's possible she sent in her portfolio to the top fashion schools closest to her and they all rejected her. That or she just had really average grades in HS.
>>327919It's funny when the WK's praise her doing basic shit. Shayna is the same age, cleans and cooks.
No. 327922
>>327918In Canada, university and college are two different things. University is for degrees, college is for diplomas. What most likely happened is that she either got rejected from any university program for fashion that she applied for, or the more likely option: she chose a cheap and easy community college because she knew the standards were lower and she could do less work. It's really easy to get into universities here, all you need is a grade point average of 70-80% in your last year of high school and most universities will accept you. I don't think she
wanted to go to design school, I think she just wanted to
something because something is better than nothing.
>>327919For real. It gets so tiresome seeing anons say shit like "oh she is just recylying all those empty wine bottles!" or "oh she is chopping a vegetable that's growth!" because that's what Jill wants; to do the bare minimum and get praised for it. Acting like a 26 year old making pasta is some sort of accomplishment is insane and it's part of the reason why she'll never do anything worth while in her life, because she's so accustomed to doing the bare minimum in anything that she does, she has no idea what it's like to go above and beyond. Shayna is a weird annoying person sure but at least she can actually clean up her apartment and make herself some dinner.
No. 327924
>>327923Foundation year was required for everyone (which she was obviously tilted about at the time, she didn't think she needed to do it). Some people were able to skip it in the past (for example, those who already had Fine Arts degrees), but it was changed to be strictly required well before she applied. You don't need anything other than okay HS art class drawings to get into simple college programs. No one needs to take time off to build one, it's not an actual fashion school.
>>327918She only went to this school because it was in a small town close to home, and she had been in the town for the anime con before, which made it comfortable and easy. Moving to a large city was too much effort/pressure for her. She was most likely hoping learning the basics would be enough to launch a career. But you need to put a lot of time and creative talent to launch an independent business. Big cities aren't for everyone, and that's fine, but her problem is she keeps pretending her program was a big fashion degree, when she obviously struggled to create impressive pieces. She could have learned everything through youtube videos, and skipped on the boring art foundation/history classes.
No. 327925
>>327918Even then, didn’t she get special treatment due to her status as an influencer? She’d get extensions on assignments, and her end collection wasn’t too good, technically speaking, in comparison to a lot of her classmates.
She only chose going to a community college rather than a university because she wants to be a big fish in a little pond, and because big cities seem to freak her out (looking at the New York trip). She’s really sheltered and wouldn’t be able to handle being outside her bubble for too long.
No. 327967
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No. 327968
>>327967Imagine having such a deep brainrot that you have to make references to the shit that fucking up your brain instead of thinking something mildly normal.
Seriously this whole genderwoo shit should be considered an addiction like porn addiction.
No. 327982
File: 1717821061688.mp4 (8.07 MB, moving away.Big T.MP4)
>>327964Thanks. Jill talks about moving out of her parents house which includes the 6 year old inside comment.
No. 327983
File: 1717821708180.mp4 (7.5 MB, 320x570, trichotillomania.mp4)
>>327982Bleaches just roots. Repair and strengthen hair journey. trichotillomania.
No. 327986
File: 1717830912164.mp4 (13.62 MB, 320x570, nasal spray.mp4)
>>327983Talks about nasal spray addiction because of allergies being bad. Side note: let me know if there's anything else you nonnies want clipped.
No. 327998
>>327967I think the one thing I hate that jill does is that she still has this "normies vs weirdos" mindset that most people grow out of at the age of 13, except she applies it to her current mental States. She did the same thing when she first got "diagnosed" with DID; going around calling people singlets and insinuating that they would never "understand" her struggles as a person with multiple.
Like literally less than 2 years ago she was calling autistic people slow, now that she thinks she has autism suddenly neurotypicals are unimportant and "cis-gendered of the brain"
No. 328001
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No. 328005
>>327991Because she is hellbent on acting like what she THINKS autism is.
>>327967 What a disgusting person. Fuck your fetish and stop trying to make our disorders and struggles a new woke trend.
No. 328010
>>328003You've been redtexted like 5 times for this please hit enter after you reply to a post so: >>post# ENTER then your reply>>328001Jill is the worst type of stoner. To think with how much she smokes, she could easily do cannabis reviews and shift to stoner content but she acts like weed is "medicine" not just another shit drug kek. She's in denial about the health effects of cannabis because she's in too deep with her dependence on it. In almost every video she's uploaded in the last 6 months there's at least one portion of the video where she is visibly high. I can tell in a few years when she finally gets off the drugs she's gonna remember very little of this life period that she's wasted.
>>327967Why do troons have to make every single thing about being a troon and they don't realize how retarded it sounds. "Oh being retarded is the transgender of the brain!!" like what the fuck are you even saying. I think that's why Jill likes the DID so much, because you can "be" any identity you want. It kind of reminds me of those transracial people.
No. 328026
>>328010>"Oh being retarded is the transgender of the brain!!"I kekked so fucking hard
>I think that's why Jill likes the DID so much, because you can "be" any identity you want. It kind of reminds me of those transracial people.Bingo. It's the transracialism of mental illnesses with added tumblr/tiktok flare.
>>328012>Bitch wants to be a troony toon so bad because she sees all the attention and special treatmentThis. It's ok for her though because her "alters" are "not cisgender" or whatever.
>>328019Most people would be embarrassed to admit they're immature like that, but I guess it's not the case for little Jilly Bean who wants to be a baby forever. I wonder if she ever heard herself.
No. 328116
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Her using her own narc pride flag is hilarious to me.
No. 328117
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>>328116She’s acting like people come at her for no reason when she makes serious claims and people are asking for it to be backed up considering she’s been documenting every second of her life online since she was 12.
No. 328118
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Not milk but the reason why Jill was at her mom’s house last was to meet the new cat Louise bought.
No. 328135
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>>328118Looks like she got a haircut while visiting at her parents' house too. Didn't she make a big deal last year getting her hair cut at a salon? Also no more rainby bangs lol
No. 328138
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>>328135KEK the back one looks just like her classic cryptid picture
No. 328143
File: 1718147374772.jpeg (2.53 MB, 2560x2560, 1645209362142.jpeg)
>>328135She looks rough in both. How fat she was makes sense cause shes been doing every trick to look skinnier for years now. But fatter or not she looks unhealthy and sickly. Pic for reference, shes been looking divorced since 23. Is the monsters diet THAT bad?
No. 328144
>>328135this might sound weird but her forehead looks ROUGH. Like far too many wrinkles, especially considering her age.
Jill, you seriously need to stop with the energy drinks and shit diet.
No. 328148
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>>328135Last year's haircut tweet
No. 328149
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>>328148And the tweets prior trying to play up how "scared" she was to go to the salon. Forgot how punchable she was acting and bit surprised she didn't try to play up this trip. Is she going to grow out her bangs now?
No. 328159
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She’s reliving her McLean freak out
No. 328161
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sage for possibly unrelated milk but another known cow posted an instagram carousel announcing they’re back from a ‘3 year hiatus’ and one of the images was jillian’s rainbow vomit did flag. Forgive me for not remembering the full saga but I believe they were run off the internet for faking being homeless/and or an abusive relationship and being an overall grifter and munchie, jilliebean is constantly lowering the bar for her unstable orbiters
No. 328166
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Current views
>>328116Hilarious and cringe. She has to shoehorn in her terrible flag somehow. I would love it if she got it tattooed on herself or make a shitty sticker version which she slaps on her cane and/or wheelchair if she decides to go down that path.
>>328117Lol, DARVO. Nobody makes her divulge personal information, Jill does that freely of her own accord. The twat wants to have it both ways and still have the authoritative on who can do what. Nasty girl.
>>328159Rich coming from her. Jill is not a clown, Jill is the entire circus. Still find it funny she retweets from these people but makes sure that they don't @ her. Make it anymore obvious what you're doing, Jilly Willy.
>>328160Same,
nonnie>>328165I find it so amusing to watch when she breaks her own larp. She's a terrible actress and constantly is improvising.
No. 328177
File: 1718201570871.png (3.12 MB, 1932x1290, yumi.PNG)
>>328166Oh you just know she fell off because those views are comparable to Yumi King's.
(off topic) No. 328188
>>328187diagnosis in most cases can be helpful in getting treatment, but she doesn't want to get better. you can really only say 'i have xy' as an excuse w a curable/treatable illness if you're not trying to get better. she thinks being chronically online is the same thing as being in therapy hence saying shit like 'omg with therapy my bpd is gone!'
diagnosis is a pain in the ass to go through just to get an excuse for bad behavior, but if you're jill without any real problems, it's like a fun activity you can do or something. i still want to gag when i think about her bragging about how much it cost for her to get her did assessment. who does that? peak narc behavior
No. 328210
>>328187reminds me of
>"bad people go to therapy to learn not how to cope, but to learn how to control and abuse others using the same methods"That's Jill in a nutshell, even though she doesn't fully know it herself. She reads about DID and autism so she can larp it, but in her mind she's just "researching" it. That's why she posts dubious things like "can't do haircut because autism" but she's failing to understand WHY those autists don't like haircuts so she makes wrong assumptions and uses the wrong symptom like "messed up rountine". And the few times she accidentally gets the right symptom her past behaviour disproves her claims anyway.
No. 328231
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Hasn't posted much but here are some of the responses to
>>328135 she responded to the phoniest one. i tinfoil she only posted the before picture expecting people to say "Omg you've lost so much weight!!". But no one really cared that she lost some pounds. It's also hysterical that when she insisted "omg I forget to eat all the time. I had an ed once!" etc was at her heaviest last year
No. 328246
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>>328231>>328234Yeah she was fishing for someone to comment on
how different she looks as if she went through a huge transformation. She also got the same cut she got last year with the only difference being she has bangs now. It makes her comment
"the difference a year and a good haircut can make" even funnier. I think she's just trying to delude herself into thinking she looks different therefore she really does look different.
No. 328261
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after all the not so subtle hints to steve, he finally proposed!
No. 328262
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>>328261cringe reddit humor from steve in the replies
No. 328267
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>>328262another picture from steve’s twitter
No. 328270
>>328267Top kek, so everyone was right that she went fucking ballistic in jealousy over Sof and then pulled the obvious BPD skinwalker move of desperately pouncing to copy her, pressuring Steebie to get engaged ASAP and rapidly making the dress for her planned occasion.
BPDfags seriously can't let their friends have anything, Jill just HAD to panic leap at this move after her public bitching about how envious Sof's engagement made her with that stupid image about how people should celebrate others over things that aren't typical milestones. Of course it was all posturing and she just wants all the attention and celebration to be for her, and desperately wanted the milestones Sof was achieving.
No. 328273
>>328261excited to watch this trainwreck happen in real time
>>328262absolutely retarded
No. 328275
>>328261>>328262It's gonna be so funny when in a few months they realize an engagement won't fix a broken relationship. She's obviously a "band-aid baby" type of person.
Does anyone think they will actually make it down the aisle? I've seen this bpd shit IRL before and they never do.
No. 328277
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>>328275I think it will be a shoe0nheadxPreg situation where the ring was meant to shut her up.
>>328261Looks like the ring is on sale right now for $300usd.
No. 328282
>>328261I guess their families will finally be in the same room
>>328280>>328277Jewlr is notorious for having cheap settings that allow gems to fall out easily. Lots of reviews online of people losing them and the company just shrugging.
No. 328285
>>328264Weirdly these engagement pics make it look like he’s backing away from that (it’s no longer trendy within his circle maybe). It seems more like a shut up ring situation or maybe a bribe to get her back to sanity.
>>328261Awh, do all her OCs like the ring and want to marry Steve? How do they feel about this cutesy girly aesthetic? Are they going to have to have multiple ceremonies color coded to each of her personalities? Where’s the DID angle she loves to inject into everything?
No. 328286
>>328284eh, they're poor. I think the ring is cute and appropriate. I also think that she is really lucky to have Steebie.
I also think we'll never hear about DID ever again after this. She finally got what she wanted, what need does she have to LARP anymore? This is gonna be an interesting chapter that's for sure.
No. 328288
>>328277Her cheap ugly ring really adds to the feeling of this being an impulse decision. They couldn't have spent time saving up for something better quality that will last the years because Jill only started planning this when Sof got engaged and Jill started crying and pissing herself in jealous rage.
>>328286You're joking. You think she's going to act well-adjusted because she got a ring? Kek. There's also no "finally" here, she only started thinking about marriage out of recent jealousy of Sof, whose accomplishments always make her throw fits, like at their last con.
No. 328291
>>328261>>328267The ring is ugly and not what she wanted, she clearly wanted the precure rings, and something tells me that they were both planning this for a while, but steeb is too busy being retarded to overshare like she did.
I'm guessing she just couldn't get the precure ring because she's too fat as you can see in the second picture with her obese ass full of cellulite coming out of the too short tacky dress.
I honestly just hope they never reproduce, Jillian is too much of a mess to take care of a child.
No. 328302
>>328286My first reaction was also “finally some semblance of normalcy” but this is Jill. It seems like maybe her enablers are trying to gently course correct her but it’s not working because she’s so dense. Now it seems like they’re just giving her what she wants in the hope she’ll calm down.
This could mark the beginning of the end of her DID larp at least. Unless this engagement stunt doesn’t result in the attention and accolades she feels she’s due, in which case I hope we get some juicy OC drama to laugh at.
No. 328306
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>>328261Let's fucking go! She finally got her wish but this feels more like a monkey paw.
>>328262Seriously, Stephen? He looks like icuckkk here.
>>328275I've seen one that has and it was as much as a shit show as you can imagine. It's a toss up.
>>328280Hard to say. Sof was looking to buy so Jill could make one to try and one up. Remember she has
wedding dress experience kek
>>328292Ntayrt, agreed. She probably asked her mom when she went to her parents' house.
>>328304It really does. I'm leaning towards the tacky wedding because Jill needs that dopamine rush. It would be hilarious if she livestreamed it too.
No. 328307
>>328261LOL this is hilarious! You just know he did it because she was in his ears after seeing others get proposed to.
Ya got picked Jilly Bean! LMAO.
No. 328308
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>>328306Samefag, she posted pics on insta because ofc she did. Here's the caption.
No. 328309
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>>328261Bridezilla incoming
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No. 328312
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>>328309>>328311She's been engaged a few hours and is already making it her personality. She should look at pic related! man everything she posts is a COPE
No. 328315
>>328286She is lucky to have steebie. Everyone needs an abdl ageplay tranny in their lives to do the dishes and pay the bills. And you would be surprised, nothing really changes after marriage. You get the rush of the big day that goes by in a blur but then it's just back to normal routine. Unless there's some specific reason they need to be married (like how people do it to be on their partners health insurance plans in the US) nothing is going to change. She will get her spotlight and dopamine hit then be back at her attention seeking bs.
>>328296 kekkk
No. 328320
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We're getting a video
No. 328321
>>328261>>328262I'm surprised that he lost so much weight since the last time we saw him. His face in particular has that anorexic look to it. Jill is so poor at planning for the future because she's only cognizant of the past. She doesn't seem to think straight - she's marrying the first guy she had an adult relationship with, the first guy she's lived with, that screams immature and not ready right there. She's broke because she hasn't work in years, has him paying all the bills in the shared townhouse, hasn't worked in years, now isn't the time for her to get married because she's in the perfect position to get
stuck in a marriage with no way out. She hasn't grown at all in 6 years, the only thing she's accomplished in those 6 years was receiving a diploma from a 2 year program from community college.
>>328270It's crazy how good you summed the events up kek. There's a reason Sof used to post on LC. Jill is a creepy weird freak, I have no doubt that she really did get pissed off that her friend was getting married and started with her bippie bullshit.
>>328277It's weird because I never thought of Steven as the type of guy that would give her a $350 dollar ring. Both of them come from middle-class families, a ring in the low $ thousands range wouldn't have been hard for them to buy. If the engagement was well-planned by Stephen, he probably would have talked to his family about it and gotten some $$ to buy a nicer ring. I always had the impression that Steven's family didn't approve of his choice of partner, so he might not have told his family of his plan. Or maybe he just knows Jill has cheap tacky taste and wanted to please her.
>>328320I'm guessing she's gonna try and shift her content for the next few months to focus on her engagement and wedding planning. It might be an attempt for her to rebrand again and distance herself more from the DID community. Somehow I feel like the DID saga is in its twilight years. It's unlike Jill to have a saga this long, usually she gets bored of whatever retard shtick she's on after 2 years.
No. 328323
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decided to swing by the thread(wow, 75?! I was here at 5…how youve grown Jill) after the announcement. Hopefully she is indeed making her own dress and it will almost definitely be based heavily on the Sailor Moon Dress they offer, even better if she makes it to Japan to rent the dress for a shoot, I’m sure she can shove herself into it. Congrats Jill, wonderful to see your delusions come into fruition. II hope to god you pop a baby out your vag and call it Flora.
No. 328331
>>328289Agreed it's very pixielocks, so I guess it's a win for her? It's def not a win for me though kek.
>>328288I agree, feels pretty impulsive to me. So uh, now that Steven is going to be married to her, are they finally going to sleep in the same bedroom or is Steven going to be a basement dweller forever?
No. 328333
>>328304Really, it's honestly quite sad how the pictures are so obviously posed, like promotional pictures for a stock photo album with ugly proposal pictures.
Not only Jillian dressed like a gross toddler with her jelly shoes and tacky dress, they both look extremely out of place and like they just don't belong together kek, he wore the only black clothes he has clean that don't even match because one is too gray and the other is darker, greasy ass hair and retarded undershirt makes him look like he tried to follow a pinterest guide on how to dress like a model and followed it with a budget of 15 dollars and a pebble.
You would think that it would've been a cute moment between a couple and maybe a selfie or something because of the excitement, but their relationship is so boring that even an engagement is just used to make boring content for a dead channel.
No. 328338
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Place your bets
No. 328340
>>328308Does it feel like she's jumping the gun a bit with the tenses, like
>we're getting married>bride to be>pastel/alternative weddingHe only just proposed, it's not possible anything is booked yet and those tags/phrases refer to something happening soon like next week kinda soon.
No. 328342
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>>328338Place your bets
a) Her wedding dress is ugly as shit. Just like her cousin's dress. Jill is just really untalented at sewing.
b) Her wedding dress is waaay better than her cousin's dress. Meaning Jill could have done a better job but her bpd ass didn't want to. The cousin who admired her got fucked over for no reason.
c) She gets "help" from someone like her early cosplays and it looks nothing like something she's ever made
No. 328347
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No but like, are the stones representative of her alters??? The colors literally match up. Purple for Veronica, green for Jerrick, pink for Jill and Flora, yellow for Sunny, and aqua for Jax or Cliffe?
No. 328349
>>328348I have to add
>inb4 he wears a dress with JillianAnd
>Jillian changes her clothes a bunch of times during the wedding No. 328356
>>328347Yes I'm pretty sure it's her alters
>>328342Her dress is going to be 100% better because of course
No. 328357
>>328340She's just that eager and desperate
>>328355This
No. 328359
>>328338This is going to be such a shitshow.
Next question is will her alters conveniently all behave for the wedding, and she has no problem not “switching” into a child or cat (despite previously pretending to black out and/or have seizures that randomly force her into a different mind) or will she intentionally project and blame her own desires on the OCs? Like wedding anxiety panic attacks will be her “age sliding,” fighting with Steebie will be Jerrick, attention whoring with some ridiculous gimmick during their first dance will be Veronica co-fronting etc.
No. 328361
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>>328304>>328340fingers crossed they follow through for the milk. especially if jill rushes it to one-up sof. kek
No. 328362
>>328360now that you mention it… Who is she going to invite to these parties? She has no friends… she talks to Sof andout of hate and skinwalking.
All this retarded rainby ring and photos for social media but no actual friends for bachelorette party etc.
No. 328363
>>328362That's a good question, I wonder if she will just be like an MLM freak and text old friends to see who decides to put up with her shit as she acts out as much as she can.
Or maybe she will just play barchelorette party at her home with her alters while steeb goes out with friends or even coworkers.
No. 328367
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>>328366Jill always overcompensates, I hope they both break bank for this wedding. Specially to outdo Sof. She'll invite randoms and larp like the main character as she always does.
Then they're gonna be actually broke, in a shitty marriage and all they will have to show for it is a wedding youtube video with low views. Kinda hyped now, cows grow so fast!
No. 328373
>>328367>in a shitty marriage and all they will have to show for it is a wedding youtube video with low views.Kekkkkk
>>328371Once the wedding is over she's going to make an alter that is always a bride so she can relive the moment over and over and feel special.
No. 328375
>>328360A home made dress because they can't afford an actual one, which is beyond depressing. The cheap ring proves it. The party will be miserable. Can't imagine she can afford a lovely venue with decadent dining. Her bachelorette party will likely be a repeat of her usual parties which revolve around everyone playing trivia games about her and her shitty personalities. I dont think they have enough money for much of an after party either, let alone a honeymoon oh god.
After the wedding is over, if they're booked staying anywhere nice, rest assured that the place will have 2 separate beds in which once again, as per usual, the two will sleep separately with steevie not touching even an inch of her.
>>328371They will marry and then wake up the next day crushed with the realization that not only has nothing actually changed, but now they're both just disgustingly in debt.
No. 328376
>>328360adding to this, she will have a mental breakdown bc she has no idea the consistent and dedicated planning going into a wedding (even with a planner and coordinator) she’ll want it big and extravagant but shell procrastinate/“have a catatonic episode”. she’ll complain about planning a wedding with mental illness and how no one has had a more difficult time than she has. the only way it’ll get done is when her mom takes over.
perhaps a new alter will be created who will be the bridezilla so she is released of all culpability. it will be made after attending sofias wedding due to trauma lol
No. 328377
>>328361>the sound a motorcycle makes when it revs upSo…revving?
>>328360This sounds pretty accurate to me.
>>328366>The Vesseys pay for itI suspect Momma Vessey offered up a cash sum to help pay for it hence the proposal coming now after so many years, and the announcement coinciding with a visit home, haircut and photoshoot
>>328367She looks great here, I know she was 15 but her face is the same, she just needs to drop the long list of bad habits and addictions and go for a walk every day (never gonna happen) and she could look like this again (never gonna happen)
No. 328389
>>328279Why the fuck would you ever be jealous of this fat retard and her tranny bf
nonnie…cmon now
>>328261This is so fucking funny Jesus Christ I can’t believe after months of dropping obvious desire to be proposed to on her Twitter she wants to play the whole “ummm omg we’re getting married?? I’m so surprised!” She doesn’t care how pathetic she looks, she in all her bpd-fueled rage cannot help but want to be married like the other tard women she orbits
No. 328394
>>328393I’m a burger
nonnie so I wouldn’t know about that in Canada, but if that were true I feel like she would be sperging about it constantly and referring to him as her husband and would’ve posted about how she’s uwu married and other shit? She would take any opportunity at all to gush about le married lyfe even if it is before an actual wedding together. She is embarrassingly predictable and unstable as fuck, Steven must be legitimately needing a beard. I’m also tinfoiling here but considering the engagement tweet was posted 2 minutes after it was posted I’m wondering if Jill herself posted it since we know she lurks
No. 328403
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In case any nonnie was wondering
No. 328404
>>328403KEK this doesn't make sense at all
>>328393Is this actually real? Are they under common law?
No. 328406
>>328403>The little girls I pretend to be sometimes that live in my imagination world are gonna become my husbands daughters! Let's celebrate!She sounds so deranged at times. She is so weird. Her demented LARP is gonna be featured in this wedding. Flora and Berry can be the flower girls, Jerrick can be the ring bearer, Cliffe is Steven's best man (because Steven is afraid to socialize with other scrotes), Amber, Jax, and Sunny could be the maids of honour, and good old harlot Veronica the wedding singer!
>>328400>I don't understand what he sees in her.The thing you have to realize is that guys like Steven really wanna be
cool. Guys like Steven come from small towns in the middle of nowhere, and they're sheltered and naive, proud, yet insecure. Guys like Steven don't have many friends, they don't have many hobbies, they interact with the world in this vapid shallow way and no matter how good they say they are at "reading people," they really don't have a clue about other people. Guys like Steven are always uncool, and they hate that. Steven sees in Jill his chance to be cool. She's lamer than he is, she even gets off on being immature and lame. Guys like him love girls like her, because they know it's easier to feel strong and cool after getting into a relationship with a bippie and witnessing her freak episodes and outbursts. He gets to roleplay as some cool dark mysterious stoic trope when he takes care of her. Even if he acts progressive to try and seem "cool" (as twitards sees it) online, we all know he's just another pornbrained failmale: he wants to be the man of the house, he wants to have power over Jill, he wants to be the traditional man like his father is, because that's how he was raised. They're both parasites but in different ways.
>>328404Common law relationships aren't marriages. Basically if a couple lives together for a few years, they can file for "common law" status to get tax benefits and legal recognition (i.e., they'll be allowed into your hospital room), but it isn't a "marriage" in the legal sense. You can breakup anytime without divorcing. Jill and Stephen were living under common law status for the last 4-5 years, now they're engaged to be legally married.
No. 328412
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I knew she picked this ugly ass ring herself. No way Steven would surprise her and the engagement itself was pre planned. She had probably nagged him death on it too. It’s obvious this was not a spur of the moment thing that was of Steven’s own volition. This reeks of Jillian’s manipulation and whining just because her friend is getting married too.
No. 328413
>>328411This anon
>>326652 did a good recap, but I don't think Jill is poor or anything. She can obviously afford to sit at home all day scrolling TikTok and getting stoned. I don't think she wants to be poor, I think her and Stephen are the middle-class type to think that they are poor because they don't know real impoverished people, especially considering Steven's commie LARP. I'd guess they maybe bring in 50-60k a year into the household. I don't think they're poor or anything, but they're definitely stuck. They can't move out of the townhouse they're in because the rents have outpaced their funds. They seem stuck where they are, doing the same thing in and out.
>>328412Her ring is so ugly. It's just such a busy mishmash of tacky garbage. Another anon here posted that you can customize the ring with cubic zirconium, but it still looks cheap as hell.
>It’s obvious this was not a spur of the moment thing that was of Steven’s own volitionI don't doubt he wants to marry Jill. He's riding the lifestyle and he's comfortable, there's no doubt he wants to lock in on this shit relationship so that he can continue with his degeneracy without judgement.
No. 328415
>>328403Wait did she just admit Steve and Cliff were in a romantic relationship. So she pretends to be a man and pegs him. Is this what keeps Steve around. Plus the little girl roleplaying.
>>328411 right she is incredibly privileged. She just doesn't have to get a job like the rest of us.
No. 328416
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Video supposedly coming out tomorrow. Can't wait to see this
>>328403 in motion.
>>328412It only made sense. Jill is way, way too controlling. It's only going to get worse from here on out. She's also put another pic not included earlier up from their engagement on Twitter. She's probably going to keep spamming photos to keep the focus on her. As other nonnies pointed out, she's making this her personality. Even after the wedding is done she'll still talk about the wedding and show pictures.
No. 328426
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>>328417Perhaps this is a reach and I know Alb didn’t invent this pose and maybe it’s generic but it looks like Jillian copied it since she doesn’t have an original thought in her head. This would be her ideal scenario too since Alb’s husband is a troon she can lesbian larp to her heart’s desire.
Jillian and Steven’s photo looks like a cheap knock off this one.
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>>328417>>328426Bouncing off of this
possible reach, it's a generic pose, but it did reminded me of sof's post. Since it's Jill it's hard for me to ignore the possible bpd skinwalking hopping outta her.
No. 328446
>>328445Jillian could do better, steeb should just rot in his parent's basement watching porn, but Jillian could get herself a real moid or an actual person (a woman) to date, specially since her parents seem to be extremely open minded.
But no woman is going to put up with Jillian's bullshit, still, she could just stop being retarded and get actual help for her BPD so she could get a real relationship.
It's never going to happen but in general I think Steeb is winning while Jillian is wasting her time in as many ways as possible, she's doing anything in her power to never be a real person.
No. 328460
>>328446Jill doesn’t want a genuine relationship with another woman. She’s as heterosexual as it gets.
>>328452She’ll make Steve and her mother do the hard bits, and the handful of times she picks up the phone herself she’ll claim it was Cliffe co-fronting or whatever.
I get bad vibes from Steve too. In my opinion Jill is self-centered and manipulative but in the way small children are self-centered and manipulative, like she never emotionally matured past that stage where kids throw tantrums and play the
victim because mum wouldn’t let them have ice cream before dinner. She isn’t intelligent enough to be a good manipulator and is extremely transparent. Anyone with an above room temperature IQ can see right through her and the only reason anyone humours her is to stave off tantrums, no one is actually taken in by her.
Steve, though, strikes me as someone who’s playing the long game. He encourages her self-infantilisation and plays into the mental illness LARP despite knowing it to be false (e.g. “I have seen the diagnosis”). Clearly he gets something out of playing caretaker for a woman with a supposedly debilitating mental illness that sometimes turns her into a four year old, or else he wouldn’t be doing this.
>>328453Jill’s whole identity revolves around being hyperfeminine and UwU to the point where she pretends to have multiple personality disorder to explain away any unladylike behaviour. There’s no way she’d ever do something as “masculine” as propose.
No. 328463
>>328403I vote Jill’s response here should be part of the next thread pic because this is seriously one of the most deranged things imaginable. Their marriage is supposed to be Steve marrying an assortment of imaginary preschoolers and elementary school girls who Jill roleplays as, but the marriage is also him adopting them as his wife-daughters?
The two of them are legitimately unhinged.
No. 328466
So now that she's going to ruin her life by marrying Steven, what are some predictions to make here? Obviously she's not going back to her mom anymore or dating anyone better and the coddling and infantilization will continue.
>>328462Kek if only. That day autism nor DID will exist in her body
>>328463Agreed
No. 328469
>>328447Did you forget how he invited someone over to their house for ageplay stuff? He's into it
nonnie.
>>328465 Idk he was very encouraging about the DID stuff and he got caught on camera lying saying there was an official diagnosis and he has seen it in person (there is no real diagnosis just the impression paper she paid for). So he is all for the larp. The question is why, is it for his kinks or did he hope it would bring back Jills youtube money.
No. 328474
>>328468made me kek so hard. hope he has individual speeches for each one he was proposing to. its a surprise she didn't make him get a ring for each oc. she must have been a bit pissy if he didn't say "will you marry me" multiple times to address all of them.
>>328469thats a fair point too. seeing them interact on video at all gives me the image that she's feeding him what to say, or if not at least he's being pressured into fighting for her honor on twitter, kek. i also always got vibes that she was his "cover" but i think i also remember that both of their families heavily dislike their chosen partners. the fact that he's now "engaged to cliffe" as well was pretty funny to me, seeing as how an older gay bald guy is way more along the lines of who he'd actually want to be with. but i also don't think the kink thing is crazy to imagine either, they're both really weird about that stuff. she knows nobody else is gonna tolerate her larp and he knows nobody else is gonna go along with his weird kinks, some sort of weirdo trade off or something
No. 328484
>>328476Nah I can’t stand her voice and mannerisms so I only read recapnonnies’ summaries of her videos.
>>328479She has suggested before that other members of her family are on the spectrum, particularly her dad.
>>328480Jerrick is supposed to hate Steve so of course she’s not going to mention him here. She’ll pull him out when she’s angry with Steve for whatever reason, though.
>I never wanted to marry you in the first place! No. 328487
>>328486I know she's making everything herself but she doesn't have a job other than youtube. this is coming from someone with experience planning a wedding.
>>328483I think she will make friends do shit for her under the guise they'll be bridemaids. Sof's wedding will take a backseat while Jill's planning is all anyone talks about in the discord server.
No. 328491
>>328476we're like 30 people at best, I hope she thrives with those extra 30 views kek
>>328482man it's going to be a disaster isn't it. their wedding decorations are going to look like a child's birthday party. they might as well host their ceremony on mcdonalds.
No. 328492
>>328476That's not what happens kek. We've been hate-watching her since the very beginning of her YT career and she's still declined and become nothing with or without us.
>>328479I'm gonna try recapping it now just wanted to throw it out there in case someone else is gonna post it.
No. 328497
>>328482>according to Jill in the video the wedding is in 2 years and she'll be making the dress, decorations, baking and decorGod this is going to be so funny to watch.
Either she makes a dress as bad as the one she made for her cousin, and looks awful on her wedding day, OR she makes one that is actually good because she cares when it's her own big day and her cousin has to watch her get married in a good dress wondering why hers wasn't nearly as good
No. 328500
>>328479Recap of video
>WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!!! by Pixielocks, posted 16 June 2024This is a 25-minute video so the recap is a bit long, sorry if I put too much information in it but I wanted to be thorough.
>0:00 - 1:24The video opens with text over a landscape that describes the scene as “June 2024, PEI.” She flashes short videos of her eating a doughnut, looking at flowers, and looking at her mum’s cat. She opens the video on her mum’s cat prison balcony. She isn’t wearing a bra and by 0:20 she flashes the audience with a shot of between her breasts. She celebrates that she’s in PEI for a “little visit,” so she wanted to create a vlog to document it. She “gossiped,” but clarifies that she defines gossiping “is just talking,” with a friend from middle school earlier that day. She’s visited her aunt in her new house, and her grandparents.
>1:25 - 2:08Jill is trying to seductively lie in front of her mother’s flowering bush while she pulls down on her frazzled and nappy garment to try and hide her huge hog stomach. In this shot you can see more of her breasts, I wouldn’t wear this kind of clothing without a bra personally. There’s fat exploding from her arms and shoulders. Jill sadly declares she’s lost the pink competition to the bush and pulls a duckface in anger while she walks away. She adds about more footage of her mum’s new cat, and her and her mother start putting together a Lego themed puzzle.
>2:09 - 4:24It’s the Monday portion of the vlog, she starts her morning watching anime before going for a drive where she reminds the audience that this month is “Stevie and I’s sixth year anniversary on June 12th,” and that it was Steven that booked this trip for them so that Jill’s mum could take anniversary pictures for them. They ended up going to a local art gallery and cafe called Dune’s (
https://www.dunesgallery.ca/index.html ) to to check out the gardens there. Then, she tries to go visit the beach where she and Steven had their first date, but it was blocked off so she went to a different beach. She ends the day by visiting her grandparents with her mum.
>4:25 - 6:04This is the Tuesday portion of the vlog. She starts the vlog by filming a cat perched on Jill’s makeup table rubbing its mouth into all the open makeup. A random Troon makes an appearance at 4:20, she says that the Troon is her middle-school friend named “Molly.” She then cuts to her shopping in a Value Village while her mum finished a photoshoot nearby. She “really needed to find a pair of shoes to transform for my cosplay,” and after she finishes looking her mum brings her a local bar called the Churchill Arms (
https://www.churchillarms.ca/ ) to buy Jill her “favourite food,” chicken korma, a curry-type dish from South Asia. Her aunt and grandma come over for a visit, her grandma seems nice I feel bad for her. Jill gets ready for the photoshoot, she pulls another duckface at 6:00 as it seems like it’s the only pose that doesn’t make her seem homely and big.
>6:05 - 8:19It’s time for the photoshoot. Jill’s mum drives both Jill and Steven to the place. Steven’s lost a lot of weight since last year, but he looks pale and sallow like he’s sick. Interestingly from 6:06-6:07 you can see his demeanour and face shift when he realizes the camera is on him. Again, at 6:52-6:54 you can hear the voice that Steven uses around other people, it’s deep and phoney compared to the one he uses when he’s in Jill’s videos. Jill’s mum starts taking photos of them, she calls her daughter “Pixie.
>8:20 - 9:59This is the engagement part where Steven proposes. Jill’s mum helped him stage it. Interestingly, you can see Jill smiling like a madwoman while her back is turned to him. The whole proposal seems very artificial based on the way Jill reacts. It seemed like they were just recreating the proposal for Jill’s mum, not that it was the first time. Steven’s proposal is as follows:
>I love you so much, it’s been 6 wonderful years, and I wouldn’t change anything and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Pixie, Jillian, all of the above, every part of you, I’m asking you to be my wife.She jumps up and down and accept his proposal, then they embrace and kiss. The whole thing seemed really cringe and pathetic and I would kill myself if I was in Jill’s shoes in that moment. After she accepts his proposal, she looks towards her mother for approval while shaking her head which her mother matches with a “congratulations!”
>10:00 - 12:20“I finally got proposèd too, I am engaged” Jill exclaims in the stupidest way. Sweat drips from her forehead at 10:40, highlighting her failing health and poor reaction to standing up for more than 10 minutes at a time. Jill reminds us that “she was suspicious,” and her friends were texting her about whether it had happened yet. Jill’s apparently been suspicious for a month since Steven had asked for her ring size. At 11:20, Steven takes the opportunity to talk to some high school girls and ask about their prom. She ends the segment by explaining she and Steven are going to a cottage for the next bit with a pizza in the back seat. She says she “feels dissociative in a happy where” and feels shocked by the engagement.
>12:22 - 13:59For their romantic post-proposal date, the first night they spend together as fiancés, they eat a pizza which Jill “devoured already.” She’s excited because the cottage they’re staying at has internet. Jill opens her favourite wine and cooks s’mores in the cottage’s oven. Her family must have a long history with going to this cottage, because in the guest book she shows us a previous entry her mum filled out in 2019 at 13:50. One of the entries that Jill’s mum left in this cottage’s guest book reads as:
>Friday, Jillian arrives. She lives in Fredericton now. She is attending NBCCD to study Fashion Design. She’s 21 now! Giles is 24, just graduated with a Bachelors Degree in Computer Science from UPEI in May 2019. He got an awesome job at [redacted] 3 weeks before her graduated. Nice to see his hard work and education propel him into his career so quickly! He lives 3 minutes away. Jillian makes her living through her Youtube channel PixielocksI thought it was weird that Louise would write something so personal in a rental cottage, so maybe this belongs to the family or a family friend. I also thought it was funny that you could sense her genuine pride in her son’s accomplishments unlike her feelings towards Jill. Jill also leaves a note in the guestbook, her message is seen at 13:59.
>14:00 - 14:39It’s Thursday now, she’s high as a kite and she’s put marshmallows into her coffee instead of cream or sugar. Today they’re heading back to NB.
>14:40 - 17:50Jill wants to sit down and do a chitchat while she paints her nails. She laments she wore $10 press-on nails to the photoshoot. She’s talking about getting married and how “surreal in a positive way” the experience was, her brain is in “memory downloading mode.” She think its normal to feel “numb” like that after happy events. She brags about sharing her proposal on Facebook and Twitter. She brags about her proposal post “blowing up” on Twitter and how happy it makes her. Her and Steven are planning a fiancé Q&A video.
>17:51 - 21:50A couple FAQs she wants to answer is that:
>The wedding is in 2026>Jill loves the idea of being engaged for a while and she doesn’t want to rush anything.>Jill is gonna be doing a lot of labour, making the dress, decorations, decor, invitations, etc., because she is “artist designer driven” because she’s a “designer and party planner.”>Her best friend (the one that got caught gossiping about her on LC and posting hate comments) is gonna get married next year so she’s excited to plan out the weddings together.>She’s gonna try hard to not turn her YT channel into a wedding channel.>She did find the ring herself. Last time the two talked about marriage a year prior, they talked about how much $$ they’d need to save for the marriage, and she found this one on a site she’s bought from before. It’s the same site this anon ( >>328277 ) mentioned. Jill shifted her eyes back and forth when she mentioned it. She customized the ring herself. It is 14 karat yellow gold.>21:51 - 23:50Jill believes that her wedding will cost under $10k because with “all of the crafting” she’ll do, and all the “sweet friendship and family elements” that the wedding will have. She talks about how well-planned Steven was to plan out the proposal how he did so that she could be blogging. Interestingly, she was the one that chose the location. For some reason she’s happy about it and doesn’t seem to take it as lazy on Steven’s part. Jill likes the fiancé feeling, she “wants to extend it for at least 2 years.” She’s planning to have the wedding on PEI. She keeps talking about how excited she is for the wedding.
>23:51 - 26:43Jill ends the video with an excited clap and reiterates how happy she is and says she can’t wait to make wedding planning vlogs, married life vlogs. She considers herself “a sweetie, a considerate and loving person,” but she does understand she’s “an interesting catch” and that being with someone with DID like her can be hard as she her personality, name, identity, could all change. At 24:50 she reveals for 6 weeks she thought she was asexual. The video ends with her talking about how she'll always come back to the proposal video to help her when she dissociates.
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Cherry continues to out-crazy Jill, now by planning to buy the same or similar ring as a… promise ring between her alters. Girl. She desperately needs the psych ward.
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>>328502That cherry girl gives off massive stalker vibes, Jill should block her at this point.
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Picrel made me kek, on top of embodying the 'woman taking pic' meme she's channeling her inner Foodie Beauty.
>>328315Yeah their 'marriage' (if it ever happens) will change nothing. It'll keep Jill reliant on her caretaker/butler and this would make her vulnerable if she had a kid (worst case scenario, poor child) but she's too infantile for that. If she was edgier she'd call children 'crotch spawn' or 'fuck trophy' because she's constantly trying to be the smallest kid in the room. Stevie gets nothing out of marrying her and she most likely harrassed him until he accepted, it's almost always women who push for marriage (for stability/a family) but in this case Jill is trying to act like she has
any kind of intimacy and normal couple life. Sad
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>>328500Thank nonita! Anyone wanting to see the actual moment go to 01:19. I had to compress it so quality suffers.
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>19:16 i'm a person that uses discord now (barf)
>20:42 and i also don't care about DIAMONDS!!1!1
>21:33 it's 14kek yellow gold made of pink tourmaline, the yellow one is also tourmaline (it's not), peridot, and simulated stones
>engagement ring
>simulated stones
The Crayola zirconia set in genuine gold is simply the cherry on top of the shit taste sundae. Steinven so generously gifting her an item from clearance comprised of a miserly 50% gold, a $21 center stone, and the $9 single crumb of citrine is so on brand for Pickme. If you're broke just say that
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>>328479>>328500Rofl, this was pure cringe. I especially loved that she was trying to act like it was Stephen's idea. Mhmm sure, Jillian.
>She brags about sharing her proposal on Facebook and Twitter. She brags about her proposal post “blowing up” on Twitter and how happy it makes her.How transparent. She really wanted to one-up Sof. She will be flying high for a while. She's going to be so insufferable and smug. Great combo for shit to go wrong.
>Her and Steven are planning a fiancé Q&A videoShe's really going to milk this for all its worth. How awkward will it be? Like the last time they did that partner with DiD Q&A?
>>328501>I'm not shocked that Jill chooses to talk so much about the wedding and her dissociation issues and not her actual fianceIt is all about Jill. Stephen is just a background character that only chimes in to show how great the mary-sue is. What a great relationship dynamic.
>>328504Kek. I always think of the FB quote "I'm going to manipulate the fuck out of you and you will eat it up" when I look at this thread. Yeah nothing is going to change except what's on paper.
>>328505I feel the same way. It's so fucking bizarre.
No. 328531
>>328524lmao
>>328525that's only because she wants to feel special because steven wasn't fucking her as frequently I guess
No. 328533
>>328520>How transparent. She really wanted to one-up Sof. She will be flying high for a while. She's going to be so insufferable and smug. Great combo for shit to go wrong.>She's really going to milk this for all its worth.Agreed. Also just want to say she really looks like Margo in that picture kek.
>It is all about Jill. Stephen is just a background character that only chimes in to show how great the mary-sue is. What a great relationship dynamic.KEKKK
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>>328506man that expression she makes right before she's getting proposed to is so fucking gross.
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>>328535She has this fucking light yagami evil mastermind expression through all the video lmao. The smugness is so fucking real. Everything was planned by her and Steven is just there kek. The narcissism, man.
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>>328536posting this as a gif too because I love how Louise just kindly ignores her kek.
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>>328537and this is the exact moment if anyone wanted to see it like this. this shit is so fake
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they made it all look so white trash despite the place being fairly pretty and her dress being decent. There's something about it that I can't pinpoint, I guess Jillian and Steven just lack class like that. Also did anyone else notice how she kept fixing her dress out of her ass all the time? kek I made a gif out of that too.
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>>328542The dress is just so ugly to me for a proposal and Steven's outfit is abysmal, fucking waiter at a cheesecake factory tier
also here it is her flappy flappy stimmy stimmy kawiwi arms + getting her dress out of her ass
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>>328545posting this too because it's unintentionally hilarious kek
>>328534I know right. How convenient
>>328546Agreed, the more I see the dress in motion the less I like it. The chest area looks ugly as fuck. Her makeup is so ugly and outdated too like you say, so many influencers are opting for a softer, glowy look but she's still doing harsh ugly rainbow colors on her eyebrows and looking like a washed out millennial when she's only 26.
>you cannot convince me this was not planned by her bippie rage to get some attention back on her now that the DID shit isn’t news and her friends are making actual milestones in their lives and not feigning being mentally ill.big agree, 100%.
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>>328536She’s so fucking transparent. Hope marrying a porn rotted mood is worth the trouble kek.
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>miraculously
>implying this wasn’t all intentionally set up
She’s lurking so hard
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She didn’t make the original post but retweeting it is still weird, I’d be so creeped out if I was Sof rn
No. 328564
>>328555>>328556While I did feel some genuine anxiety from Stevie before the proposal, Pixie's reaction is all but sincere. No surprise, no emotion, just a fake joy she just luckily caught on camera, oh how unexpected. Also agreeing with
>>328555, the fact she makes a point to ruin Stevie's surprise by insisting she knew it would happen is just needlessly cruel. She is unable to let people enjoy themselves, she has to make it about her, and only her. Let's see her trying to outperform Sof's marriage now
No. 328569
>>328539>>328555Yeah she already know everything that was coming. A more genuine Jillian reaction would had been screeching and flailing her arms and jumping and acting obnoxious. Too composed for someone who supposedly has DID and autism.
>>328552It's incredible how she made it with her measurements in mind and she still looks like shit in it
No. 328570
>>328565>Does she think her fans and followers are legitimate speds?Let's be honest, they're not the sharpest tool in the box
>>328567>I think it’s fucking hilarious in all her BPD stupidity that she thinks people are going to watch this and believe this was totally unplanned and a big surprise for Jill and not actually her doing lolKek. The BPD really does make a bitch delulu.
No. 328574
>>328508Actually quite expensive still considering it's mostly fake
>>328525She was likely testing it out as an "identity" and also withholding Stevie's pegging for manipulation reasons
>>328535nightmareish, this angle, the expression
>>328537Both of them have such impish gremlim vibes
No. 328580
>>328577She said he asked for her ring size and a month before their anniversary said that he was really anxious but for a good reason and she would find out in a month
Obviously Jill knew what was going to happen and she's been begging for a ring for years (since she also said she literally sent this one to Steebie at some point and he saved it) but I don't think she actually sat down and planned this. She just knew because what else would it be?
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>>328551"Just as planned"
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For someone whose whole brand is being kawiwi, she really is fucking gross looking.
>>328581Kek perfect
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>>328585this is the face of someone who "miraculously caught on tape" her own wedding proposal, totally not planned at all I swear
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>>328590Like, even before when she's getting ready, you can tell she's very amused by herself and probably already knows what's going on. All the details are
sus. I can't believe it, the older she gets, the less sane and the more ugly and narcissistic she is. She literally looks middle aged while acting like a retarded diva womanchild. This is the ugliest proposal video I've ever seen in my entire life, inside and out.
No. 328597
>>328540>they made it all look so white trashJill is wearing a cloak of fabric she made out of curtains from Value Village with the same cringe hairstyle she's had for 3-4 years or more with bad makeup while anorexic stig-figure Steven is dressed how he thinks "cool" people dress. I mean, a black button-up shirt with black skinny jeans (yet the two blacks fabrics are different tones so they don't match) and 2 year old gym sneakers in 25+ degree weather and the first two buttons of the shirt are purposefully opened to reveal his wife beater because that's so obviously what all the cool guys are wearing now (and
not anachronistic and out of style at allll). They're white trash 100%.
>>328592What I first noticed from the two pictures side by side is that Sof and her troon at least have skin colour. It could just be the edit on the photo Sof uploaded, but you those two look like normal well-adjusted people with lives. Meanwhile, Jill and Steven look like they just crawled out of a cave and don't know what the sun feels like. Whenever Jill or Steven are in direct sunlight, I realize how pale and sallow they both look. I think that can tell us a lot about how often these two go outside.
>>328593Nobody here is defending Steven we all hate him and think he's a retarded enabler in the same caliber as Jill, we just think it's funny that he's gonna be stuck with someone as annoying and disturbed as Jill because we like to see them suffer through each other.
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made a small collage in case anyone wants to use it as a threadpic (or add it to the next one)
No. 328606
>>328593I think Steven is better than Jill.
He'll figure it all out one day.
No. 328620
>>328581Thread #76 All according to kek-kaku
Or keikaku~wu
My vote for next thread pic
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>>328620>>328605added, hope it helps