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No. 307737
Intro taken from old thread
>>303924Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical stateLatest thread: Goes to see barbie movie, complains about male fans in precure, talks about how she's healing from her love-music-angel-baby therapist who changed his name, location and wiped his internet presence after escaping the Jilliverse gravitation pull.
Claims to have a dress design copied from shein and anons predict this will be a reason she claims when she ultimately gives up on her own store.
August patreon (no recap in thread):>>304896
Skipped 6 years of my life vid:>>305604
Black content creator (pinksugarfairies) chased off the internet whilst Jill plays innocent:
>>306399Daily vlog w/ j-fashion meet-up with a wild steve appearing and many anons notice their body language:
>>307191Horrible "drag" performance at Jills former design hobby collage:
>>307426 New drag persona: Pixie Daydreams
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>>307738Upcoming video & thread:
Gyaru transformation
Sept patreon vid soon
>this pic made me cackle so it's getting another go around. Let me tell ya, I have the most dissociation, the best dissociation——my angel therapist, he's a real great guy, highly respected, he tells me, Jillian, you're the best at having dissociative identity disorder. No. 307753
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I feel like I see Jill’s future when this Reddit post from a year ago.
No. 307754
>>307748>>307740Yeah, I wanted to go with something really inflammatory and beyond over the top as we know she & multiple of her real-life associates reads here and her worst nightmare is to get cancelled. I'm hoping she digs herself in deeper by trying to explain her oh-so-innocent position further
>>307744you're in charge of making the next thread. You got this champ I believe in you
No. 307757
>>307754I agree with you nona, Jill herself used exaggerations to create drama and to be a
victim. And to my knowledge, only her treatment of black creators was treated somewhat seriously by her snowflake audience. Nothing wrong imho with some inflammatory title, we can use mental jilness next time, she will milk her mento issues as long as she can. Thank you for the new thread <3
Speaking of mental jilness - in previous thread she mentioned new fusion that coused her nightmares. Do you think she fused with someone from official cast or this is again some 'unknown fragment' ? As usual, her fusions/new alters are announced when there is some heat around her.
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No. 307767
>>307766They're both so insufferable.
>hurdur I'm a rich YouTuber who has too much free time and I don't know what to do with it even though there's millions of small ways I could volunteer said free time into something useful but I'm too much of a narcissist to think of doing anything that'd benefit anything other than me.No wonder Jill has been firmly up his ass for years. That's her kinfolk
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No. 307797
>>307783Her description of "romantic" love being close family and friendship being more distant family, I mean…no, that is not what romantic love is. Not at all. She just described close family and more distant family and relates that to how she feels about her friends, imo close friends can be like family for sure but romantic relationships are emphatically not. Your partner shouldn't feel like a relative…
I guess she crosses the line with the "little" shit just like anon's reddit post.
No. 307798
>>307797samefag, obviously I am not trying to dictate how people feel love but, that is a bit off right?
The feelings for a partner are
extremely different and uncomparable to those you have for family. Though we've all seen their "roommate" dynamic on camera, which might explain why she doesn't understand what romance means. I wonder if she has ever actually felt romantic love, I guess that is not actually possible for narcs since their true love is thyself
No. 307807
>>307800yup what's milk is her long-winded explanation of something really banal, the eternal soliloquy of speshul Jill
>>307806yeah, partners and spouses literally are immediate family though
No. 307808
>>307807Thats what happens when you get married yes but it is not in the same vein as how Jill said it herself. She was relating bio family (like how she said friends are cousins)
Put on your reading glasses, it's fucking weird and she already has a weird incest thing with drew as another anon pointed out
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>>307783Jill does realize that the BPD favorite person thing is just a major red flag on her end right? Almost all BPD bitchs have the black and white thinking and any small slight from their FP automatically makes them the most hated person in a BPD brain because of the black and white thinking. If I was Jill's friend I would hate to be called that because it just makes it more difficult to be able to critique her or bring up uncomfortable conversations that require setting boundaries. Image attached is from a phycological study on people with BPD and how if affects their relationship with their "favorite person".
No. 307816
>>307739devastated my meme didn’t make the thread pic; honoured it’s made you laugh that much
>>307783we’ve been tinfoiling that Steebie will be the one to cheat and leave.. but what if it’s Jill? if she is leaving breadcrumbs to hint that she feels the same type of way for friends as she does for her partner… hmm. big tin foil because she never leaves her cursed rainbow house but this is suspicious even for her. either way; i can feel the breakup coming in my bones. maybe we’ll get it for christmas if we’re all extra good (or shortly after because let’s be real here, she wouldn’t let the breakup happen before christmas because then she’ll miss out on presents)
No. 307819
>>307816my bet is on early 2024, maybe after valentine's day. Steeb has to leave now that she's increasingly insufferable and that he might be more and more aware he can't ride on her coattails.
the "getting better and fusing" wellbutrin saga may be due to him putting pressure on her to stop devolving into more of a fat slob baby. i can't imagine her turning on him because he's all she has, she might do that when he dumps her though.
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>>307820Recap: Jill is using a shit camera (her phone?) and it's really pixilated.
0:00: Standard intro and excuses as to why she's late and making nightmarish mouth noises. Youtube app updated and she doesn't know how it works now. Heart mug full of coffee
~revving up the vibe machine…
02:41: cat belly and I don't know if it's matted or not.
04:20: someone asking her a cosplay question about how her cure sky headband was made. Surprise- it's on a headband.
05:56 It's Jill and Sunny apparently as she's being clumsy and knocked over the wig. She just seems high - glazed eyes and all.
06:44: Shows off her drag headpiece fromher latest show which includes an open pair of kids scissors, pin cushion w/ pins & watercolour wheel on a head band.
10:20: Close up of cat for those who like to analyze her cat ownership skills
11:10: "I've been saying weird things with like a thick comical Boston or New York accent"
11:36: The cat is trying to get into the ribbon basket to chomp on ribbon & thread. If you need help snickers blink twice!!
14:20: Drag show info: afternoon show at her design school during their opening week/ first week back. Her and M(?) both design school alumni did drag and Bella Tofana her cosplay partner and "bestie extraordinaire"
15:47:Excuses about her falling over "it's an anxiety thing!!" my leg's just like buckle…
17:20: Behind the scenes of her brand/shop launch. "I don't want to show to much and like, get peoples hopes up…" States that she's designed, decided on quantities and first launch items (so drop shipping and TEMU items)
For someone who's saying their excited and ready, she sure as fuck doesn't look it.
Hoping for first drop in November in time for chrsitmas shopping period.
19:53: design ideas - Openly stated that all designs may not happened. All will be handmade and now all she has to do is: "I just have to decide on the thing, pattern it out for multiple sizes and just start doing it"
Talks jewelry, polymer clay, pronoun - label text kandi bracelet.
24:20: Wants to make autism necklace but want to wait till she has the actually diagnosis.
"It would be drippy as hell…"
29:54: gross close-ups of her drag make-up
31:33: "Shout out Welbru-slay"
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>>30782131:50: Last drag show where she almost cancelled "and people were fucking literally stalking her" The rage in the 'fucking' is real and I bet thats what Steve get's to interact with everyday.
32:02: "with malicious intent" Oh my god Jill we've traced the malicious intent and it's coming from inside your house!!!
More talk of drag and why she came back to it
41:00: latest vlog and chat arse patting her about the ups and down. Talks about fronting indicators and her bracelets.
44:00: more DID bullshit
48:11: Precure
51:42: Pixie health kick!! SHE'S DRINKING WATER AND EXERCISING GUISE.
52:58: Wants to do a video about her med change because wellbru-bru is everything.
20 minutes of talking about young kid shows with her chat (Toddler - early primary school age bracket shows)
1:07:41: back to talking about Wellbutrin and side effects:hot flashes and ability to regulate body temp.
1:12:57: video ideas: crochet session
another 20min of inane conversation and nothing of gossipy lolcow importance.
1:27:57 Fin
I rate this months patreon vlog 4/10.
No. 307838
>>307789>>307796Immediately thought FP meant "fuck person" like a fuck buddy friend with benefits kind of thing and nearly threw up
>>307837The real point is just that Jill worded it in a very shit and confusing way that doesn't make sense
No. 307846
>>307783Jill, Steve is not going to marry you.
I swear some anons here are retarded autists with zero critical thinking skills. Do everyone a favor a shut up and lurk.
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No. 307875
>>307870An autism necklace is normally silicon in whatever shape chosen that people chew on to cope with whatever Stim they say they have
It was developed mainly for children and then these retarded adults autists claimed them as a necessity and a badge of honor
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Be careful which tweets you like, Jill blocked me even though I never directly interacted with her lol
No. 307979
>>307965>>307971It's literally like this. You know how she just expected the mclean people to watch every single video she's ever made? girl has to stalk every person who interacts with her because she is so paranoid and she expects that from everyone. what is it going to take for her to realize she's not important? the funniest thing about her
toxic positivity is that she's not even trying to make other people feel better, she's excusing her own actions constantly and that's it. you know how there's so many quotes about how people who are struggling being the most kind? Well she isn't struggling with shit, and she's only kind to herself. And it's barely kindness. It's just enabling.
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No. 307999
>>307997Reading this kind of thing and just everything Jill has been doing, after listening to a woman who experienced a life full of abuse and trauma so bad that it could reasonable induce the kind of dissociation that DID has, genuinely makes me mad. She's cosplaying the lives of people that experienced such horrific trauma it's hard to listen to. But somehow SHE is actually the biggest
victim in every case.
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Cow crossover
No. 308015
>>308011Oh I loved the terrible Jerrick to Jill tiktok he chose to use for Jill
time stamp 00:48 - 01:57
Currently 6hours posted, multiple comments about Jill and sitting at 6.7k views w/ 579 likes.
No. 308028
>>307997I feel bad for people with BPD who want to get better and have to live with this condition. Because I know how hard it is to get hurt like that constantly despite your best efforts to be better. But Jillian is never getting better, so retweeting this just looks vile and self pitying. She's so desperate to be a
victim.
No. 308029
>>308003And if you want to be a cool smart
nonnie just visit lolcow.farm
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>>308011I love reading the comments on these videos just to know I'm not alone in what I think. Besides the random "omg I have actual DID and…." comments there's some very good points to be made. There's a few about pixie already in there.
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She probably got high, forgot to upload and watched bear in the big blue house and steven universe all day
No. 308052
>>307998only the larpers. for most people who actually have it: you couldn't waterboard their diagnosis out of them anywhere they can't be completely anonymous. they might tell close friends, a spouse, or family members at most, but some people don't tell anyone but their doctors, because they'll either be seen as crazy/dangerous or associated with the LARPer circus and suffer discrimination a result.
the drama goes deeper than that, though: for over 20 years there have been concentrated attempts by larpers to demedicalize DID and remove it from the DSM, because it's "perfectly natural and not a disorder", and it's done serious harm to how DID is perceived by the public and by medical professionals and makes it much harder for actual patients to get diagnosed and treated.
it's only getting worse now that every e-girl like jill is claiming to have it and making a massive circus out of it, but thankfully she's probably too retarded to start any major movement like the astareas web incident
No. 308053
>>307997The fucking audacity. I’d like to hear her say this to a burn
victim’s face.
No. 308076
I really don't doubt Steebie is getting fed up with her at this point. When they started dating, she seemed to have big goals she was working towards - Going to fashion school, trying to start a brand, building up a youtube channel, etc. But all those things have flopped and she's just sort of stagnated. All she does is bitch about mental illness online and take 5 months to create anything and when she does, its crap like day of the week bracelets and painting more ugly rainbows on their house. The future with her seems bleak, I'm sure. Who wants to commit to someone long term who only wants to be on a downward spiral, only wants to worsen, only wants to become less sufficient and independent? Who could see a prosperous and viable future with that?
Now, he is a loser piece of shit too, the kind that wanted to mooch off Jill's own "success" to further himself, and now he can't even do that. He played the caretaker role for awhile when the DID shit came to fruition but you can see by his body language in that last video that it's gotten stale for him. What really does Jill have to offer him? He coddles her and plays pretend for her all day to feed her narcissism and need for attention but what does he get out of it? Sex with a fat retard and living in a house that burns your retinas at every corner?
No. 308093
>>308070Kek I remember this too. She really said she has precure on 24/7. I just wouldn't be able to live in that clown house.
>>308076>>308077Jillian truly is the best cure to laziness, a true cautionary tale.
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>>307737can't believe we made to thread #69 nonnas. This is truly a funny number moment. I'm so proud
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>>308099It's incredible, the more time passes, the more her previous outfits look better on her than her toddler larp fashion nowadays.
No. 308116
>>3081055:21
>was formed this year>"i like my little pony and vocaloid">shows pictures of jill when she was a child with a my little pony plush and a vocaloid poster(?)so is she implying that sunny has been here all along clearly by proof of the pictures or is sunny a new character? which one is it, jilly
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>>308105the dislike ratio
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I don’t want to do this
>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her
>she’s giving quirky tiktok pickme girl energy (you know that one tiktoker who does the “emily and oliver” pickme skits? yeah. that.)
>”i’m excited” x5
>hyping herself up for the video. still acting quirky but like a “younger/kid” version of herself?
>Sunny has filmed with Jill before but “Jill is far away” and “not really holding her hand right now”
>”wow” the phone really can’t recognise her, this is cRaZy. she can’t believe how weird it is to see herself in her reflection looking all like “do do do do do”
>seizure warning
>”no clean confetti club intro today” (since when?)
>oof. Jill already outs herself by saying she’s already done a Meet The Alter for Sunny on Tiktok but that it was “her first time existing in the world” with a text correction on screen that says “she means posting online lol” (Hinting that Sunny has existed for a while like all her other alters and it’s totally not made up as she goes)
>Sunny split off in March “when did that big hairy thing happen?”
>she’s really annoying. lots of hand movements and baby talk. saluting the camera and playing with her hands. it’s too much.
>she doesn’t want to read the questions because it’s “super static” and she just wants to ramble and someone else can put together the video later “tee hee she’s not going to like that”… (we get it, you’re quirky and hyper).
>”hi, hi, hi-hi, hi.” generic introducing herself. Sunny formed this year, “there’s a video on this channel called my response. it’s very dramatic btw. that’s the reason i exist”
>2 alters ended up splitting off from the March trauma. Sunny is there to keep the faith in human-kind and to remember what joy feels like
>And Amber formed to “be the, like, rawr teehee”
>Sunny is the internal protector and Amber is the external protector
>she loves her own analogy of “will to live vs rawr”
>Sunny has been very frequently “co-conquers” since she formed.
>Sunny is a 14yo, uplifting protector who is normal and doesn’t feel bad things (idk what that means)
>”that’s the thing about DID you can just be a guy who doesn’t feel that bad”
>She loses the larp and “disassociates” for a minute. Text on screen says Sunny doesn’t think about this stuff often and that’s why this happened. She comes back giggling saying she doesn’t know what happened but that she “walked off the plank in her mind then came back” (ok?)
>Questions are going to get answered now but she’s “not going 123. this isn’t a spelling bee” (sure, it’s definitely not because you just realised you can’t keep this shit up without multiple prompts)
>She reiterates that she’s 14 and something to do with when Jerr split and Jax split. Jax sucked up some memories from Jerr’s mental age and that’s why Jax is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but still edgy?
>Sunny is similar in the way that she is the same as Jax but for Jill instead of Jerr. and that’s why Sunny is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but not edgy? (idk. I think she’s trying to say Jerr has been around for 10+ years and Jax is split from him while Sunny is split from Jill and she’s retconning it to give a reason why everyone’s the same age suddenly)
>Sunny is sooo clumsy and likes MLP and Vocaloid and likes to XD
>(ok this parts actually really sad at the 5 minute mark) she’s just saying that Sunny is like a time capsule of Jill when Jill was 14 and unapologetically being a dorky cringe weeb who likes 14yo stuff. She shows a bunch of pictures of herself cosplaying and being happy with friends at conventions when she was a kid. it’s obvious she is trying to hold onto those good memories by pretending to still be that person with the Sunny larp.
>lots of hand movements and silly voices.
>Sunny is “loud and nerdy and clumsy and a good friend who likes to be sweet maybe and all of those things so beebatibeepitybapitiboo” (we fucking GET IT JILL, MOVE ON MAN, COME ON)
>Sunny gets along with Flora so well because they’re both “interjects” (fictives) of Precure characters
>”hehe that’s right it happened again hehe”
>Jill herself is also basically a precure interject at this point. Jill is just Cure Marine (her words, not mine)
>Precure has been her whole life this year because of the 20th anniversary so it was only a matter of time
>She tried to look like herself for the video with the yellow colour scheme but says that there isn’t a drawing of herself yet like how all the others have but that she has this drawing of herself in magical form (see pic attached)
>she’s the same height as Jill and Flora and has long blonde hair. Made a picrew of herself
>she loves monochromatic collecting.
>There is a Cure Sunny but she is nothing like her. Sunny is more of a genetic Precure character rather than a specific one (this was the moment I realised she is embodying Dylan Mulvaney for her personality and talking mannerisms and now I hate it even more)
>Sunny is a yellow-cure soup and a she/her girly. but unlike Flora, Sunny has magical powers inside her brain
>Jill is here now with a post-edit voice overlay explaining how “non human alters” work. TLDR she would be hospitalised or dead if she couldn’t have non-human alters for her brain so no one is allowed to question her less-logical/fantastical bullshit. It all comes from a place of logic and survival. (thanks jill. very cool)
>She will not stop moving her hands and body. It’s so distracting. Something about inner worlds
>the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet” (interesting… hinting at her fall from grace as a big-youtuber to this thing she currently is maybe?)
part 2 coming. the body was too long to post.
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>>308118part 2
>halfway through now. she’s making a map of her inner world. it kinda looks like a bad NeoPets map>Jill found Sunny in the inner-world in an anime glass birdcage where Jill went into the birdcage and found a tree then went down some secret spiral stairs in the birdhouse and that’s where Sunny lives and plays in the grass (it’s gotta be meth. genuinely had to pause the video to laugh for a few minutes) >Sunny doesn’t spend a lot of time in the inner-world. Sunny is usually “out and crap” but goes to the inner world to meet everyone and that’s where she met Flora >Sunny and Flora’s friendship is interesting because they didn’t know about each other for almost a month and that is interesting because they’re so similar. She doesn’t know what the purpose was. >Storytime about her discovery and birth: “okay so everything’s on fire, metaphorically, ha ha ha ha. trying to cope with a crazy thing that I never thought would happen then (popping sound effect and she pretends to cry like a baby. she then cackles maniacally like it’s the funniest thing she’s ever said) >”and that’s how i was born.” Jill was the first to figure it out because she thought something was funky, and felt a new feeling, a tickle in the air >Jill writes things down and does science experiments and THEY were confused at first because THEY thought Flora has fused because the Sunny and Jill combo feels similar to the Flora Jill combo >Jill brings the woohoowoohoo to the Jill/Flora combo and Sunny is always woohoowoohoo so it’s an augmented woo hoo when they’re co-con >Sunny and Flora are very different. She made a venn diagram of Sunny/Flora/Jill. 14:30 time stamp. >Flora couldn’t handle the March stress and that’s why Sunny formed. Flora is a sensitive and soft grandma who couldn’t weather the storm and had to go inside for that and Jill was like “oh, where’s my will to live?” (Sunny is laughing her ass off at this) >If Flora is a soft flower petal then Sunny is a strike of lightning >one thing Sunny is struggling with is the ability to mask and can’t read rooms well and can’t read between the lines and needs things to be explained really directly to her and doesn’t get jokes and things she says goes over people’s heads (very subtle and sensitive autism hinting. might be hard to spot) >Sunny’s interests are precure, MLP, Vocaloid, and Steven Universe. She is the alter who contains all of the Brony power >she loves anime and SMASH, mentions Mario is a special interest (subtle) and loves J-pop which she says is just precure music. >”as a very traumatised mentally-ill brain and person just trying to get through life and cope, when you find something that is guaranteed to put you in a positive headspead that works every time you’re going to incorporate it into your daily life” (this was all about why she is SO obsessed with precure and why she has so many precure alters) >she loves anime dances and doing anime dances and cosplay and karaoke and Just Dance >she’s very social with no anxiety and boulders through life. >if you take Jill and take out the insecurities and the caring-about-what-people-think and the attempting-to-not-be-cringe, that’s sunny. “I don’t give a fuck. Let’s watch My Little Pony. Fuck you. Do precures say ‘fuck you’? yes. this one does” >Sunny doesn’t use social media a lot so she doesn’t know what to talk about except pre-cure because precure runs her life. But she is doing fashion design and blogger shit. That’s a precure lifestyle if she’s ever heard of one >cumming over the “adult season” of precure. >”bestie” is coming over in 2 hours to watch pre-cure power up so she has to go >she’s loud. she likes j-fashion, decora, monochromatic, she even hates the pink in her hair clips and she’s sorry for the “wah wah baby being born joke” >she’s been around so much so she thought she’d say hello. Amber would never want to do this, apparently there are a couple alters where an intro video wouldn’t be within their personality wheelhouse >But Sunny loves this crap and loves to live >she JUST realised she didn’t do Q&A question but if anyone has them, ask them in the comments. sorry if some of the sentence structures don’t make sense, sometimes I paraphrased and sometimes I just wrote out what she was saying.
but anyway that’s enough internet for me, i’m going outside.
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>>308118>Sunny has magical powers inside her brain >the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet”Sunny was made as a response to that professional making a DID presentation with her in it right? This is giving me flashbacks to Chris’ curseyehameha…
No. 308128
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>>308120>glass dome from Utena??? Is she talking about Anthy's greenhouse? The one that is shaped like a bird cage to symbolize, in short, that Anthy is trapped in a suffocating situation with seemingly no way out? okay Jill
No. 308135
>>308131larp rule #1: dissociative amnesia only exists when it's convenient!
ever notice how underage alters miraculously never have controversial opinions that could damage their "hosts" reputation? they'll use exaggerated speech like a parody of a child, but never ever make any mistakes, or be wrong about anything, or be edgy, or meaningfully disagree with any of the "hosts" established stances? how they always seem to be either supervised or perfectly compliant with their "caretakers" wishes?
have you ever met a child or teenager that was fully compliant to whatever their babysitter asks, never says anything stupid or controversial, and never does anything inconvenient?
No. 308136
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>>308128The birdcage is anthy’s rose garden, the giant tree and staircase describes the duelists arena. Can someone tell jill to get original ideas?
LOL
No. 308144
>>308120wait wasn't flora a magical girl witch or something too? I remember she made "magical mc n cheese" as flora in an old thread kek. And also something about her being based on japanese shit.
I predict she will eventually merge both of them and she will name the new alter "sunflower" or something.
>>308118>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her kekkkkk of course she has to highlight this to feel more legit about her larp
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>>308121>sunny is an autistic loud brony and also very youngjfc…
No. 308151
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'tism discourse ft jill not even trying to hide the crumbs
No. 308157
>>308131>I couldn't even imagine telling my loved ones I hear voices and am other people and them not putting me in a mental ward. Her loved ones have to be at their wits end kek.This is what happens when you have absolutely no disclipline and get away with everything for your whole life, like the confidence to go online and upload videos of all this shit attached to your name with the assurance it will have no negative consequences. Most people would end up sedated in an asylum if they acted like this, especially in recent past for women where far less deviant behaviour (like simply being disagreeable) would get you lobotomised or locked up for life.
Though I think she's careful to avoid talking about suicide or self harm since that is guaranteed to be intervened, she opts for a very high volume of "harmless" bullshit.
Imagine if these threads end when someone finally has enough and she's strapped to a bed in a padded room for decades. Like really I can't imagine acting this way with such confidence, in public and documented all over the internet, but here we are.
No. 308166
>>308151It's irritating for her to make shit up, when if she really was educated on autism at all, she'd know having all of the symptoms is kind of rare? that's literally why it's called a spectrum. Also talking about high-masking or low-masking when the community is kind of about, how about no masks? not to mention with this DID thing its literally an identity that you use TO mask so it's just an extra layer of what the fuck. i'm still of the camp that jill is mentally ill, just not in any of the cute ways she thinks she is. She might and probably does have BPD but notice how she keeps minimizing talking about that or admitting to those symptoms because it's not as cute or quirky? DID is so she can blame other people for her shitty behavior and autism is so she can excuse it by 'teehee i cant help it! im autistic!'
she'll never claim a disorder that she couldn't make cute. See narcissism, sociopathy, schizophrenia. only reason she admits to BPD at all is that she's so happy that she has at least SOMETHING diagnosed to brag about.
No. 308168
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>>308164i'm pretty sure she took these terms from other DID larpers themselves, they even have a "wiki" dedicated to this where they all take the terms from to make their larp more legit.
picrel is an example from it,
https://pluralpedia.org/w/Main_Page (obviously every single term has a sooper special flag)
the DID larper community is pretty big nowadays
No. 308170
>>308165All those things are stuff that she already liked prior as herself so it makes no sense to pretend it was an alter all along. Sincerely, what hobbies does she have left for "Jill" to have? Everything seems to be distributed now.
>>308168Holy… just how deep the rabbit hole goes?
No. 308171
>>308168Samefag but
>Pluralpedia>Anime girl iconCome the fuck on lmao they make it so obvious
No. 308176
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>>308170the DID larp community has been around for quite long (thread from 7 years ago on "multiple systems":
>>>/snow/109130 , from 5 years ago on DID youtubers:
>>>/snow/663556 (with newfags blogposting about their totes legit DID diagnosis))
>>308171>>308174it's interesting how the icon looks very 2007 but the wiki has only been around since 2020 (it's a splinter of a shitcord DID-related bot, shitcord suprisingly has a lot of DID-related user-created bots like PluralKit), did the author trace some deviantart rando's first anime girl drawing?
apparently only a drawing is enough for multiple people to "split off" an entire alter of someone. but unlike Jill, you don't even need to pretend to go under ~extreme life-changing~ trauma to form an alter nowadays, since the consensus is now that "plurality" can be "non-disordered" and anyone that disagrees is a "sysmed" (analogous with "transmed/transmedicalist/truscum" in the tranny community).
No. 308177
>>308156I feel like her family has long since stopped watching her videos, just as most of her fans did. It was cute when they got to see her life and her progress in accomplishing goals, but at this point, they're probably just shaking their heads and thinking what a shame it is that she turned out this way much like the rest of us. You can tell people around her at this point kind of approach her with pity and hopeful support, in the hopes that maybe a good day or fun opportunity provided by them will make her wake up, snap out of it, and decide to rejoin normal society again. I think the making the wedding dress thing is an example of that. But instead of it inspiring Jill to get back into fashion and sewing, it was a blip on her radar and she went right back to obsessing with herself.
Everything people do for her or invite her to now just turns into additional ammunition for schitzo babble stories. It'll all just be about her and how one of her sides said or thought this about it. or she'll say something about it traumatized her further. Nothing is saving her, nothing is bringing her out of it. So I assume at this point, they can't even muster the courage to turn on her videos anymore. All of this might have been cute as a teenager, but she's a grown adult who's supposed to have a job and be out living her life by now. Probably far too depressing for them, watching her never ending self obsessed spiraling.
No. 308179
>>308128Yeah that’s the one she showed in her video. Kek, so the place she’s free to be a magical girl in her head is a fucking cage?
>>308144No according to her new headcanon Flora can’t transform to a magical girl. While Sunny has a magical girl form. But they’re both from precure magical girl characters. So I don’t really get it.
No. 308183
>>308181Yeah all of her alters are younger than her except bald man. She is obsessed with infantilizing herself.
>>308179In the video she acts like she doesn't even remember where the glass cage is from, honestly I don't think she has completed any other magical girl anime besides precure. She has a very shallow knowledge and never really mentions any specific scenes or characters of any of them
No. 308222
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>>308168>>308176I'm sorry but this website is like, absolute bonkers to me kek. This sounds fake as fuck
I feel like I just took a look at the tip of an iceberg
No. 308228
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Can she be so for real. Tell me you’ve never had real problems without telling me you’ve never had real problems.
No. 308232
>>308228Which "DID specialist" on YouTube us she talking about? What snippy comment? Lmao
Real talk but I find hard to believe any mental health "professional" on YouTube, Instagram or TikTok ever
No. 308236
>>308228What Jill doesn't realise is that while she is the center of her own world, she isn't the center of others. Those ~DID specialists~ see her as a statistic one way or another. If they look at her claim of having DID on surface level and believe her or don't believe her she's still just some random girl on the internet that's at best a minor data point unless she became a serious patient of theirs. She shows her lack of scientific literacy also by acting like the "betrayal" was some official statement by DID professionals that she's a fake without ever psychologically assessing her when it was so informal they could pull examples from internet influencers they never spoke with.
If she's a serious patient of any psych then video or no a professional is going to put her through the ringer to be sure she has it and not something else. And if she managed to convince them she had it they'd undergo treatment as if the video never happened even if they'd watched it ten times. If she had been used in a real study as an official faker that study would need to be revised but she wasn't used in anything of the sort so nothing would need to be updated. She's the one taking her own inclusion far more seriously than anyone else is.
No. 308239
>>308236It was laughable when she and Steebie were mocking how the McLean presentation had its references at the end and that the doctor moved past quickly, and like neither of them have probably ever had to write a paper or give a presentation that required references in their lives lmao
She truly has no idea what academic discussion looks like
No. 308253
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Any day now Steve will come out as trans
No. 308254
>>308121I feel like this alter specifically is made to bite back against any and all critique. If anyone calls her out from anything from being racist to being cringe, she can hide behind this "sunny" exterior and play the role of an unassuming child/tween who doesn't care and only wants to have fun. She can be as cringe and as narcissistic as she wants because that's what this character is so no one can fault her.
I think her age is a common age when you start really missing your childhood and reminiscing about when you felt carefree and didn't care about liking cringe stuff like PreCure and other baby shows. The amount of hate she gets since DID reveal has probably made her want to hide behind that "cringe" title more and more now.
No. 308258
>>308253>born male >dating a female >”my christian family tried to send me to conversion therapy” …huh? to convert you from what? as far as you present to outsiders, you’re a straight white cisgender male. there’s literally nothing to convert.
either get the fuck out of the closet and have something real to complain about or shut the actual fuck up steve.
No. 308280
>>308253I'm anon who posted
>>308077 and yep, he does have stress from his religious family life. So I wouldn't be surprised if he grits his teeth every time Jill talks about how so super special and mentally ill and fucked up she is from her childhood when her parents have supported her and loved her in every endeavor, from her hobbies to her supposed gender/sexual identities.
No. 308281
>>308253See is Stevie a prisoner in Jill's rainbow home for real? Like his family are completely unaccepting of being gay, bi, queer etc so he needs to find someone else to move in with before he can leave?
Aside this makes Jill's imaginary aboos that
triggered DID even more offensive, since if this is true Stevie genuinely had an unsupportive/oppressive family (even supporting conversion therapy alone is a massive red flag)
No. 308286
>>308222yes, none of this shit is based on anything and it's not the cool kind of "not based on anything" either like magic is.
i've met some of these larpers online and they even pretended to have totes real romantic relationships going on inside their heads. what happened to just going on a nice date with yourself without having to rationalise it with shit like "ackchually i'm dating another person inside my head, i'm NOT a lonely loser freak"?
No. 308288
>>308281That's probably it. Though even if he can't afford to rent by himself he could probably find a roommate. Meaning that he's probably comfortable enough with the situation he's in, or he's still under Jill's influence one way or the other.
Not defending his troon ass obviously, but sometimes it's just easier to deal with a shitty living situation when you come from so much worse.
No. 308292
>>308273They/them non-binary shit is the modern equivalent of gay men coming out as bi before they they feel confident enough to admit they only like dick.
He’s either a troon or a faggot. He’s always gave fag vibes but I wouldn’t be surprised if his big issue with his Christian family is he’s a gross porn addict seeing as he’s only dated fat white women and is into age play shit. A lot of “queer” types consider their paraphilia as part of their sexual identity and lump it in as something that would make them not straight even though those factors are not related one bit. It’s just a reach to be the most speshul and least straight.
No. 308314
>>308288If women leaving
abusive relationships can get back on their feet so can a scrote. He’s got no excuses. if he’s worried about rent he can go to a women’s shelter and they’ll probably pay it because Canada will always take a knee to trannies.
No. 308315
>>308292It's not the same because the vast majority of male they/thems are literally just straight men who want to get in with the woke queer crowd, preferably without any effort. But they're "straight white cis" so they have to convince themselves and others they're totally some spicy form of queer and not just an evil oppressor.
It wouldn't surprise me if he says he's trans because of the porn addiction.
No. 308319
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And please tell us, you stupid bitch, what makes you think that weed isn't having these negative effects on you? Have YOU ever worked with such a clinic? No? You don't even go to therapy, ever? You aren't even being seen by a psychologist? No? Are you giving dangerous unsolicited advice that should only be given by a qualified practitioner? Are you doing harm in your fake "community?" Yes?
No. 308329
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You are telling on yourself every single day, Jillian.
No. 308342
>>308319 Saged for same fag. But her claiming to be well versed in marijuana use in people with people with autism/did/etc while simultaneously saying nothing of substance, not referencing her research and her only basing her "well versed research" on just her personal experience. God, she is an idiot.
If Jill does happen to have autism she is definitely not the smart kind.
No. 308350
>>308346I had the same reaction, it was offensive as fuck. She doesn't even have a diagnostic, hasn't even started to fucking treat the supposed autism and wants to say that she self-medicates with weed. Insane.
>>308348Autists can have very poor reactions to substances, this is honestly the worst advice ever
>>308341She has never talked about CCS afaik but yeah she has figurines
No. 308351
>>308340Weed slows people’s cognitive/executive function, lowers their energy levels and capability of completing complex tasks, increases paranoia, and amps up most sensations and perceived sensory input. All of this is the opposite of helpful for most autistics.
But if she’s perpetually high I can sure see why she thinks she has autism now based off bullet point lists and tiktoks.
Like she says, the weed doesn’t even make her high, guis! So her slow thinking, strange behaviors, low executive function, perpetual desire to rest, junk food cravings, anxiety, reclusion, and repetitive sensory seeking must totally be all autism… not her being stoned out of her mind.
No. 308385
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>>308319>am versed inSure you are, Jilly. I forgot watching kids shows while stoned is considered important research. Please cite Dr. Bluey and Dr. Bear next time in apa format.
>>308329She should say that into a mirror, while not eye fucking herself, a minimum of five times a day or whenever she decides to show her
intellect on twitter. Kek
>>308342B-but her personal experience is all that matters, nonita! Her and Steve fancy themselves as intellectuals therefore any thing they say holds merit more than people who spent years working/researching in the medical field like that icky dumb dumb Matthew. I mean they're
queer tm and care so much about the community. So that has to count as credentials too.
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>>308319>>3084009/10 angel baby therapists recommend this leading brand over competitors
No. 308416
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>>308410I also want to know what does it even mean when she talks about treating her undiagnosed autism kek, is weed like pic related then?
No. 308445
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Did anyone post this yet? Sorry if I missed it, but here is Jill talking about how she considered taking testosterone.
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No. 308483
>>308448It's her one true gift though
nonnie. Making everything, no matter how small or trivial, about god's greatest creation, herself! I love how dramatic she is especially when you remember the bathroom incident at the restaurant during her trip to see MCR. Seriously makes me laugh at how angry she was.
>>308450She really thinks she's a princess doesn't she? She never gives and only seems to take. Pathetic. Also who voluntarily airs out this type of information? She's so fucking weird.
>>308451Not anymore. Jill decided to take the horny posting account and rebrand it instead of making a new one because she didn't want to start from scratch with little followers. Ego and what not. I don't think she ever cleared it of the horny posting tweets either which wouldn't surprise me because Jill can't be assed to purge the old tweets.
No. 308488
>>308450didn't even bother throwing a bunch of paper towels on top i bet.
and if you have multiple litter boxes it takes at least a few days for the cats to ressort to not use them (been there) so that means that neither of them bothered to clean them in 2-3 days.
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No. 308492
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>>308281The rainbow prison is just a place for him to experiment with his sick fetishes and that's why he invited sof to age regress in there the other day. Judging by the situation, he does have a roof to stay but doesn't even like Jill anymore. Better than being homeless or repressed in a Christian house I guess. The day he finds a better roommate he'll dip out.
>>308450>He cleaned cat pissI think what happened was that the house smelled like cat shit and piss and Steven had to come home to that, then he had to become the only responsable adult in the house to clean this mess that Jillian's cats made since she's busy smoking weed and being a baby. Like how the fuck can you just, let your own house smell like cat piss? No wonder this dude is so tired of her.
>>308491Jillian pregnant saga when
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No. 308496
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Back to tossing out breadcrumbs for her super bad ED. None of us get to forget that Jillybean has the most trauma ever.
No. 308498
>>308450i keep coming back to this because we have insight into what steve is fed up with, sounds like she doesnt help out with cleaning at all. and given how cunty she is, i bet she throws a fit when he asks for chore assistance
>>308491stoner munchies. hunger pangs my ass.
>>308493we get it jill. you miss your childhood and teenhood because youre a an absolute failure of a responsible mature adult.
No. 308499
>>308496Idk, as far as I know, sleeping won’t let you feel hungry, specially if you ate at least once during the day, it’s not like she’s a starving child that hasn’t had a meal in days, and I’m sure she has plenty of fat to keep her alive for a while.
Plus, if she doesn’t have any insulin problems, which she would’ve mentioned if she had them, she surely would’ve applied to get that one medicine that makes people stop feeling hungry and shit. I wonder why she hasn’t tried getting it yet, it’s a seemingly quick solution for her obesity problem and it would give her new things to show on camera like
>~*•.How I put my injection of the morning after brefast.•*~Or some bullshit like that for her attention whoring.
No. 308501
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>>308500You might be onto something here kek. This is going to be Jill someday.
No. 308516
>>308456way too much time free in her hands that she could had used to do something more productive
>>308485KEK you're so right, can't even do that shit anymore. I remember how mad she got about people not respecting her emojis or whatever and now, well, it doesn't matter anymore does it. Making huge deals out of nothing as always.
>>308494She's old but only for the tiktok crowd she hangs out with, because all those larpers are dumb teenagers.
If she had hobbies or interests more appropiate for her age, and a better social circle, things would be different. She doesn't need to stop watching cartoons, just do something that doesn't make her feel "old" like larping as a 14 year old online and age regressing
No. 308524
>>308519I love how it all boils down to "my childhood was magical and my adulthood isn't." Yes, like literally every single other human being that has ever lived past the age of 20. But most people adapt and embrace their adulthoods and try to make something of themselves. She is too stupid to even realize just how pathetic her strategy is. She doesn't realize that she is just a complete loser. This is LOSER behaviour. I can't wait for her to get over and start to realize that more and more. Opting out and being a munchie layabout stoner is what being a loser is. This is what a hobosexual is. A million relationship reddit threads have been written by a million Stevies writing about a million Jillians.
LOSER.
No. 308532
>>308529Smoking weed around cats can also make them anxious and cause them to pee outside of their boxes
>>308531I just don't believe it happened tbh. Like you said she is well enough off that her freezer is stuffed with tendies for her food sensitivities (aka toddler palate) that there's no reason she couldn't eat anything else in the house and had to make herself choke down an apple
No. 308538
>>308526>This is what annoys me the most about Jillian. She claims to have one of the worst Childhood-Trauma based mental illness ever (so bad that many don't even think it's real) yet she screams how wonderful her childhood was.This exactly! She never had to endure anything truly traumatic. All her trauma excuses are definitely not the cause of a mental illness like DID is where people have to had been absolutely terrorized to develop it. What's her excuse then?
Also, there's nothing preventing her from making her current life a better one. Adulthood isn't easy but it's not as bad when you have a supportive loving upper middle class family like she has. They coddle her and enable her so much and never push her to do anything and so many people would kill to have a nice family like that to help them out as much as they do for her. There's nothing preventing her life from being "magical", nothing but herself and her own vices. But I guess with "magical" she means "being the most special little snowflake in a small town", like, girl, get over it already. She's fucking her own life so much without noticing how good she could have it if she stopped fucking around. One day mommy and dad won't be there to support her and it'll be her demise if she doesn't stop with the learnt helplessness and the weed smoking.
No. 308539
>>308496Ohhh noooo 3 hours without eating? wowwww poor bwaby jwilly how can she ever recover? She's starving omg someone help her!!
In all seriousness though 3 hours being hungry is like, NOTHING lmao. I'm talking about regular life adults, sometimes you're busy and shit happens and you have to eat later, big fucking deal! She's acting like she can't drive herself to a mcdonalds to buy her precious mcnuggies like wtf? kek. Or just fucking buy delivery like any fucking normal lazy ass would do instead of complaining about it on twitter kek
The screenshot posting is so fucking dramatic too like… this girl doesn't know what not being able to afford a meal is like, not with how much her family coddles her.
And if her being picky is such an issue, just… don't buy apples? Buy shit you actually eat… I'm just laughing so hard at her sobbing at an apple. Bitch you're such a fucking fatass lmao. Whatever, I don't like apples either and yet I wouldn't cry eating one and if I was hungry, I would simply shut up. I'm just baffled.
No. 308551
>>308496I don't think they are hunger pangs, god imagine witnessing this in person. a visibly overweight person complains of "hunger pangs" for three hours and then tweets about it while eating an apple and crying. it's more likely she has problems with her uterus or just actual digestive problems. she never goes long enough without food to experience hunger pangs, I only eat a few times a day (not much appetite, don't worry I am a normal bmi) and have never experienced them. Or like this anon
>>308545 said maybe she is malnourished and needs to eat some beans and lentils.
No. 308554
>>308496>ARFIDKek, your taste buds are fried because of the amount of fat, sugar, and salt consumed on a daily basis due to a over processed food diet.
>Sobbing while eating an appleIf it was caramel covered or candied, she'd be able to gobble it down no problem. Bet she eats her strawberries with sugar on them. I feel like this an attempt to squash any criticisms about her diet because she tried eating healthier but she can't because she has this totally real ARFID problem. Healthy food doesn't give off the dopamine like tendies do for her.
>>308526Exactly why she's so maddening. She wants to have her cake and eat it too. She's vile.
No. 308566
>>308496>>308491It's funny how she's posting it like
>I'm so special I get 6 times more extra long pain, woe is merather than then come to the conclusion that maybe that's not what's going on with her then. Maybe jill is just mistaking period/pms pains for hunger, it happens and it makes it harder to eat because you're not "really" hungry but you think you are yet eating doesn't make the "hunger" go away. It also tends to consistenly happen for a few days like she says, and it specifically tends to makes you wake up super early or in the middle of the night, and it can make you emotional and crying over an apple so all the symptoms check out kek
No. 308567
>>308491>>308566Honestly I think most of her issues stem from a hormone imbalance which could be rectified by going sober and eating well. Munchie would never though
An overweight, well fed woman waking up in the middle of the night with nausea and stomach pain sounds 100% like a uterus thing since the stomach and uterus can feel like the same area. I get "stomach" pain during my period so it's a no brainer. Wonder why she hasn't considered that like how is someone experiencing 0 food shortages feeling "hunger pains"
No. 308572
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Girl be so for real.
No. 308579
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Imagine seeing a privileged obese person sobbing while eating an apple.
No. 308605
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All of Jill's stories about her life end with Stevie or her mom taking care of her while she wails about fight or flight
No. 308608
>>308605>Hungrygate>Full enough to functionThe way she writes honestly comes off as a parody.
>All of Jill's stories about her life end with Stevie or her mom taking care of her while she wails about fight or flightShe's so codependent on others it's scary.
No. 308613
>>308605Grains and wheat get processed as sugar in the body, which then
triggers more sugar cravings, leading to an endless feedback loop of craving those types of foods. PSA to nonas here, if you are struggling with overeating and excessive cravings, focus heavily on getting the recommended amount of protein and fiber per day through things like eggs, meats, tofu, and vegetables BEFORE diving into grains and heavily processed foods. There are added fibers in the things she mentioned, but vegetables and fruits will leave you feeling more full and will curb ghrelin better, the hormone that makes you feel "hunger". Having a balanced diet will also help your gut bacteria, which positively affects your whole body.
No. 308630
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>>308579Kek
>>308619Same vibes as the Shel Silverstein poem called Sick.
No. 308638
>>308636The day she ever has a real medical ailment will be the happiest day of her life so far, imagine munchie Jill having something real to complain about that she didn't make up or cause herself via diet/drink/drugs/etc
>>308605wtf science even is this, fattie needs to ram her stomach full of bagels before she can function? As anon
>>308613 pointed out grains are the last thing you should be eating if there are actual digestive issues, it's just filler food
No. 308639
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So one of Jill's friends got a message on curiouscat about being friends with a racist, according to Jill this is a maliciously attack from someone on lokcow because we're targeting precure lmao. This bitch wants to be oppressed so bad.
No. 308643
>>308639>"MY hate forums"you're not that special jill
>"i'm an anti-racist, good person"weird how you have to say it out loud because your actions of cancelling a black creator and spreading dangerous misinformation about drugs and mental disabilities say otherwise
>"they target every single thing that is good in my life to try to take it away"Genuinely what does she mean by this? AT least on lc anons actively want her to get healthier, drop her porn-addict bf enabler, make actual creative content again, get off the weed and sort her life out. The worst thing lc's done is someone filmed her public drag performance, which if she was confident and happy with it shouldn't be a problem.
No. 308644
>>308630Kek, good job nonna.
My vote for the next thread pic.
No. 308650
>>308639>Targeting "my Precure friends"Why would anyone here care about these literally nobodies. No1currs about what some random adult children on Twitter have to say about anything.
The person asking this shit in curious cat to her nobody mutuals must be someone insane from her own circle. Typical of twitterfags. Remember how Sof posted her here too? Better be aware of your "friends" Jilly Bean.
No. 308651
>>308639>They want to take anything goodLike what? The weed that is actively ruining your life? The larp that you keep insisting is totally real? The codependence on Steven and your family?
>>308645I agree. It's like she's urging people to not think and just listen to her. Big narc vibes
No. 308659
>>308639>Anyone with a working brain knows I am passionately anti-racistoh my god the lion the witch and the audacity of this bitch, bffr. i actually don’t even think it’s accurate to say “jill cancelled a black content creator”, because what she did was actually so much more self-important and still equally racist. basically, psf was fed up with the community as a whole, and taking a step back from it for the sake of their own mental health. jill was just one of many factors that led to psf making the videos explaining why they wanted to leave the online mental health community, and rather than sitting the fuck down and listening to a black person tell her “i feel like you overstated how close our relationship was so that you could tokenize me as your black friend, when i only saw you as a mutual”, she blasted her fragile hurt feelings on twitter. to say that jill cancelled psf gives jill too much credit, really. no one cared about the initial drama because it was all performative to begin with. jill doesnt have any investment in the epileptic community, and if she did, she’d know that people prone to photosensitive seizures already take measures to ensure their own safety. newer versions of iOS even have the option to dim flashing lights in the accessibility features. but the point of telling psf off for flashing light content was never really to protect or defend vulnerable epileptics, the point was just to peer police. and frankly, a lot of white people’s “passionate anti-racism” is just passive liberal wokeism that’s wholly confined to social media engagement and virtue signaling. it’s telling that racism is considered a ‘life-ruining’ accusation to these people, because it demonstrates exactly why black content creators like psf do get unfairly peer policed in these circles: they have the power to level LiFe rUiNiNg accusations of racism, and so, white people will rush at the first opportunity to check them for any minor transgression of woke etiquette. this happens all the fucking time in “progressive” spaces, because people who are used to wielding their privilege just don’t know how to give it up. that’s straight up what psf was calling jill (and others) out on in their videos, and because jill was only in it for the performance and virtue signaling, she started crying loudly about it. i think that psf probably deleted their socials because they were just fed up and chose to focus on real life, not because they felt like jill’s loud fragility would actually cancel them, but it still is worth noting that psf’s platform was far smaller than jill’s.
to put this all another way: of the people i know who have devoted enough of their time and energy to anti-racist action to the point of passion, none of them would respond to someone they considered a friend in the way that jill responded to psf, i.e. putting her own hurt feelings first instead of taking a moment to think, ‘hey, i saw this person as a friend and they feel tokenized by me, maybe i should reevaluate how i treat them?’
also as an aside, whoever sent that curiouscat in the first place needs to stop being so passive and shady. if you actually know someone who’s friends with jill and you want to confront them about her behavior, take it up with them directly, don’t be a little bitch
(bffr on cap essayposting newfag) No. 308660
>>308659>jill was just one of many factors that led to psf making the videos explaining why they wanted to leave the online mental health community, and rather than sitting the fuck down and listening to a black person tell her “i feel like you overstated how close our relationship was so that you could tokenize me as your black friend, when i only saw you as a mutual”, she blasted her fragile hurt feelings on twitter. >but the point of telling psf off for flashing light content was never really to protect or defend vulnerable epileptics, the point was just to peer police.This, exactly this. You got it right nonna.
>and frankly, a lot of white people’s “passionate anti-racism” is just passive liberal wokeism that’s wholly confined to social media engagement and virtue signaling.This is very true in Jill's case because she really never cared in the first place. All she does is plastic, fake, just for clout.
>>308654Yep. She made a huge deal out of nothing like the drama queen she is.
No. 308663
>>308639she very well could have left it at the second tweet. don't engage with the hate. but instead she sent three separate tweets, two of them completely about herself and unintentionally promoting kf and lc again. she should follow her own advice and stop bringing up
her gossip forums before her mutuals find this shit, read through it and start re-evaluating the type of person jill really is.
No. 308664
>>308663but
nonnie! She told her fans to stay away from the big scawey lc/KF threads so of course they will blindly listen.
No. 308674
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>>308639checked the cc message and the anon does specify pixielocks.
No. 308679
>>308662>When she begged her followers to donate to charities on her behalf?Kek I forgot about this, she has no class
>>308664It's both funny and unsettling when narcissists think people will follow whatever they say just because they said so
>>308674The way they speak just sounds very twitterfag-ish to me. I don't think this has anything to do with her "scary hate forums" like she says kek. I'm sure a lot of people she befriends talk about her behind her back, it's been proven even. Plus it doesn't take too much for people in her SJW circles to be
triggered.
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>>308630Looks like foodie beauty acts like pixyteri.
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Bluey/cocomelon brain rot is real. I mean seriously.
How did it even crack, at your large , your grubby butterfingers cannot grasp onto an IPad like they used to.
No. 308701
>>308700you'd think she would worry about it because
a) she has BPD
b) she allegedly has a neurological disorder that makes you forget hours of your life so a normal person would worry about hurting family/friends/etc
but the thought doesn't even cross her mind. she has decided she is the best person in the world and that's it, every action she does goes through a magical girl color and kawiwi colored lenses so everything she does is automatically good. I've never seen a BPD person being so enabled to the point they entirely ignore any toxicity they might cause to others through their actions and convince themselves they're the kindest and nicest. I hate to armchair but it really does border narcissism.
No. 308714
>>308661Brb gonna search about thought termination, I didn't know there was a phrase for it. It's exactly how online circles work, cultish, it seems to be less effective now as everyone sees through the bullshit but there was a time where this "follow the leader" thought policing was so prevalent, about 2015 to 2018. We see it more recently with
trans women are women and (now defunct, nobody believes this either now)
sex work is work like if your way of explanation is a catchphrase and "don't question me or you are a nazi-level hater" your shit is probably propoganda
Anon got banned
>>308659but they were right about the
toxic "community" politics Jill was working within there
No. 308717
>>308700For all the dread she supposedly feels, she has never admitted to doing or feeling wrong, she's always the one being wronged according to her own
victim self.
She really is convinced that she is a good person no matter what she does and the best in the world too. No self awareness at all. No self reflection. She's even gotten mad at people for wanting her to take accountability. The tantrums she makes when her worldview is challenged are very telling too.
>>308713It's super creepy to me how only one alter has autism and only one alter has BPD, I don't think that's how it works.
>>308714Kek I agree, idk why that anon was banned besides using "they" instead of "she". It's cringe but it's not the first essay we get inside these threads like, everThat anon got things very spot on anyway, too bad for the pronoun usage idk No. 308721
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>>308717Samefagging but I'm also reading about thought termination now like
>>308714 and
>>308661 and it really reminded me of how Jill acted in that tweet. It's creepy af. She should get screened for narcissism.
It's stuff like this and the things she lets others see through the cracks of her fake possi façade that creep me out about her the most.
>>308718Fair
No. 308724
>>308718>already redtexted by farmhands for pointless, milkless blogpost>proceed to blogpost >”it costs me $0 to use they/them pronouns”Can ex-Pixielock fans that are twitterfaggots stop coming here or at least integrate better, christ on a cross
>>308683Because she’s too fucking full of herself. She thinks people will simply take her word as gospel and can’t fathom why someone who at one point was interested in her content has begun to no longer condone her insane behaviors.
No. 308725
>>308722She probably sees it as "omg the main character did wrong, just how they have wronged me too!" And then everyone hugs and things are hunky dory again. She can't learn adult level things from the media she consumes if she can't even process basic lessons right. Bet she blames her lack of empathy on DID and "autism" instead of taking any accountability of any sorts
>>308690This just makes me think that Jillian is 100% gonna start "dating" her alters once she breaks up with Steven from the "trauma" of having broken up and it will be a totes real DID relationship inside her head
No. 308728
>>308726>she'll be a good person and loved by her peers by default.That's why her mom shouldn't have over protected her and over hyped any achievement she ever has had. According to them she was bullied at school but that could had been from just being a weird insane speshul snowflake girl and she should had learnt that not everyone will love you, some people might even despise you, but you still need to move on and have accountability. She didn't learn any empathy and she will always be a
victim. Bullying is never okay, but in this case I wonder what really actually happened, BPD people are way too sensitive and can take any slightly mean thing as bullying.
No. 308732
>>308674Ofc she would brush this off as muh forum bullies but I would bet it’s one of that girl who deleted’s fans. She wants to just brush everything off as forum gossip but that girl directly said shit about her that was negative and
valid to her audience. She will never take accountability in anything she does it’s always just oh I’m an angel who has never done anything worth apologising for they make stuff up because I am the nicest sweetest angel. No one is never in the wrong that’s not how life works and it’s just further proof of her narcissism that she thinks this way.
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Dunno if this has been posted before, but she is apparently back to being an H3 fan. Live chat from the latest members only livestream yesterday.
No. 308745
>>308739Did she ever stop? She loves drama
>>308743Idk, her mom seems normie and oblivious enough. If Jill wanted to be better she would.
No. 308748
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>>308713NAYRT
bpd also has "identity disruption" and is included under the theory of structural dissociation (same theory that's used in modern medical literature to explain DID, picrel).
as a result it's extremely common for people who have BPD to mistake their emotional disregulation and unstable personality for actual alters. BPD also has attention seeking features, and can commonly be a cause of munchies, so many BPD sufferers will self-diagnose with DID because it's the "worse" disorder and has enough symptom overlap with BPD for them to get away with it.
if you look on tumblr twitter and tiktok you'll notice a LOT of did fakers either claim or previously claimed to have a BPD diagnosis, and later "upgrade" to DID.
No. 308756
>>308748Tried googling this out, came across websites talking about DID, and
knowing how bpd is myself this just feels more confusing than helpful in trying to understand the disorder / healing from it. I bet Jillian went on a rabbit hole herself and was dumb enough to believe it all.
No. 308757
>>308756it's actually really sad.
online DID faker groups tend to have a kind of cult mentality where everyone feeds into each other's symptoms (real or imaginary) and discourage recovery. and it's really common for people with BPD in particular to get sucked in because enough BPD symptoms can be skewed to sound like DID symptoms.
then instead of getting help (CBT, DBT) for their BPD, they just go deeper and deeper into the alter larp.
>>308752there's lots of essays (google "identity disturbances in bpd) but to simply things:
1. a person with BPD's sense of identity is nebulous, and their identity tends to be based heavily on external validation– it's very common for borderlines to alter major parts of their personality or demeanor to try and imitate their FP, idols, or loved ones, or suit what they think these people want.
taken out of context, it can be easy to mistake these distinct "phases" as having been "alters/previous hosts" rather than a personality disorder causing their personality to change over time.
2. to kind of explain the chart: EPs are like emotional states (an ANP is a fully functioning personality. notice how BPD only has the one, and DID is the one with multiple of those). These emotional states are also found in regular PTSD, often present in response to
triggers in the form of flashbacks and panic.
in the case of BPD, these are usually related to attachment and "splitting" (meaning, when someone with BPD does a 180 shift in opinion on someone or something in response to a perceived slight). these shifts can also be easily mistaken for different "personalities" when taken out of context, particularly if you're surrounded by people telling you that these normal BPD symptoms are actually signs of DID.
in jilly here's case, i suspect it's a combination of munchies/attention seeking and the fact she probably feels that if it's just BPD, she's obligated to work on herself, but if it's DID, recovery would be "impressing her true selves", and she can even excuse people of ableism for even suggesting it.
but i have seen a sad amount of people with BPD who got sucked into the DID-larp cult, wasted years and worsened their legitimate BPD symptoms in the process, and had to work twice as hard to get better when they finally snapped out of it. mostly teenagers, too.
(BPDfag armchairing) No. 308760
>>308748AYRT, that's very interesting. I did know people with BPD experience identity issues and tend to feel like they don't know who they are (since they also experience dissociation), but going from identity issues to having 7 different personalities is a very big leap, so that's why I think Jillian just doesn't want to believe that the negative parts of her personality are still Jillian.
>>308757It almost makes it seem like they consider BPD boring and since there is so much stigma around it they don't want to be perceived as bad people so they reject it in favor of something more "fun". Truly depressing. It is a very legitimate and destructive mental illness so it makes sense that denial will make everything worse.
No. 308761
>>308757>>308752So I actually know a bit about this because my older sister has BPD and has several different personas, a lot like Jill's. Basically, people with BPD have no stable, immutable sense of identity - they always feel "hollow" inside. They try to fill this hollowness with caricature-like personalities - defined by fashion, music taste, voice, attitude, etc. - that have stable emotions. BPD makes you feel like your emotions have complete control over you, so it feels good to have personalities that have simple, neatly defined emotional and behavioral ranges. Because a person needs more than one emotion/attitude, they have to create several different personas. Notice how Jill's alters only have one emotion associated with them, and they create control in Jill's life:
>Jerrick will never be pushed around. >Flora will never be angry. >Berry will never be accountable. >Cliffe will never be overwhelmed. >Veronica will never be insecure. >Sunny will never be anxious. Each personality represents an area of control over Jill's life that she wishes she had, but refuses to work for. BPD people subconsciously believe that "normal" people float along on a cloud of happiness and bliss. That's why Jill thinks she becomes "normal" when she smokes weed and gets euphoric and high. I think that's also why half of her alters have the near-identical personality of "carefree and young and lovely and blissful and excited about life!" Because she doesn't have that anymore, and hopes to delude herself into becoming that girl again.
(armchairing) No. 308763
>>308761I guess since you talked about your sister I'll talk about my own experience with BPD and feeling like "you're not yourself". Back when I was a young teen and my BPD symptoms started to appear, I didn't know what the hell was happened to me. It was like my emotions suddenly took a massive toll on my psyche and my still not fully developed mind thought I either was possessed or something very wrong was going on with me. Since I didn't know shit, I started thinking "maybe this is another person inside me" because of how much mean shit I would say to myself in my head + depersonalization, and although I never larped like Jillian does, whenever I got bad it really felt like something else was taking control of me. Hell, even recently I had a relapse and it felt like that again. Luckily, I was 13 in 2008, and TikTok didn't exist back then, and I moved on eventually by myself. Fortunately enough I've never had an identity crisis or tried to copy anyone in specific (besides trying different fashion styles that I saw online).
Whenever I see Jillian I see a woman with BPD gone very wrong and towards the opposite direction of healing. You're supposed to confront these bad parts of yourself, understanding that you're not only hurting yourself but also others in the process. Jillian could learn to be a full fledged adult accepting all her bad and good parts but instead she chose to divide them even more, she cannot understand that this is her and she needs to take accountability, she will keep hurting others as long as she keeps seeing herself as a perpetual
victim. BPD has great remission rates as long as you put in the work and go to therapy, but she can't listen to anything that doesn't validate her larp and this is unfortunately what will keep her always in this state. I'm not sure if I feel sad but being her must be miserable and not in the way she thinks she is. I have no pity.
(blogposting) No. 308774
>>308760AYRT: that's precisely what it is. BPD is stigmatised, and if you publicly have it, you're expected to be well managed and in recovery, because you're either declared an informal ambassador for the disease, or people just expect you to be
toxic.
whereas in the DID online fad space, recovery is a "personal choice" rather than an obligation, and while DID is stigmatised in real life, online it just makes you Unique and a Special Poor
Victim.
if you're trying to maximise clout, attention, and pity, claiming you have DID is the obvious choice over admitting you have bpd.
(bpdfagging)