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No. 663556

Discuss cows with poor acting skills pretending to have Multiple Personalities or DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) for views.

Videos will usually include:
>Switching personalities on camera in every video
>Awful acting
>Meet all 20 of my personalities that just happened to come out on camera
>Presenting incorrect "facts" about Dissociative Identity Disorder
>Clickbait titles on "serious" issues
>Talking about childhood abuse in an insensitive manner

Here we can share YouTubers hopping onto this trend of faking mental illness for views.

No. 663557

Relocating these from the thread suggestions thread.

Skip to 11:18 to see this one talking about an account of horrific child abuse with a huge grin on her face

No. 663558

Video from OP

No. 663560

Oh like that Autumn bitch. Whay ever happened to her? She get caught lying finally?

No. 663562

>>663557
The part where she says "What has no arms and no legs and has to crawl to move? A snake" with a MASSIVE grin on her face after telling someone's child abuse story, even if it isn't true, is horrifying.

No. 663595

Is the entropy system legit? It's all kind of hard to believe

No. 663601

>>663595
Mixing fakeboi snowflakeness and fake "DID"? Doesn't seem very real to me.

No. 663670

I love going through and finding DID videos for some quality cringe content. People pretending to be "little" alters are my favorite, video related

No. 663731

>>663670
Just admit you're into DDLG at this point

No. 663765

Didn't know this was a thing at all. It's really discusting that people would use such serious mental illnesses as a way to gain attention and to even monetize it on Youtube. wow

No. 663799

There was one girl who did this that I used to follow, maybe two years ago she was only 16 and she made videos about BDSM and these sort of videos too. One of her 'alters' was a puppy and another was a toddler and those were the ones she made 'educational' BDSM videos as. One day her entire channel was just gone. Wish I remembered her names.

I think most of these girls who say they have DID actually have Borderline.

No. 663808

>>663799
Sounds like she was pretending to have a mental illness as a vehicle for her pedophilia/beastiality fetish, pretty sickening. She really made BDSM themed videos as a "toddler"?

No. 663856

>>663560
she's still around and still as fake as ever. to me, she is the proto-flake in this mess.

https://autumnasphodel.com/tag/multiple-personalities

No. 664051

Does anyone have any experience or knowledge in DID (if you believe it is true that is ) she talks about "the inner world" and these "memories" she has. it moves so slowly and I find this one of the most unbelievable of her videos…

No. 664082

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>>663799
Eek! Dont arm chair them into a different mental illness. They're just bad actors who want attention lol.

No. 664101

>>663595
One of her alters is from that Netflix show Sense8, so. You be the judge, I guess, anon.

No. 664119

>>664051
sage and sorry to blogpost but yeah, i have experience with DID and memories/innerworld is an actual phenomenon but its similar to delusions/psychosis. obviously its not real, its just something that a mentally ill/traumatized brain comes up with, although i am extra skeptical of people who claim they have an extremely elaborate innerworld like she does. most commonly its more like a house or dinner table, as opposed to these huge worlds these snowflakes try to make it seem like.

the most unbelievable things/redflags in these attention-seeking videos are the "nooo i dont wanna switch!" and "i feel like a switch is happening" and "oh i see a switch happened" bullshit that takes place in >>663557.

No. 664130

I'm gonna be like last anon and blogpost a bit, but I've had moments of complete dissociation during extremely stressful times while I was trying to cope with my newly developed PTSD a few years ago and the alter shit is BS. I don't think these people realize your mood is constantly changing ever so slightly and they just chalk it up to "I'm switching." lmao

there are some people calling themselves plural systems and genderfluid that fit the criteria for these as well. i can't find the video anymore but the one with Doug McDonald / VanguardVivian / incantatricks driving in his car and basically just flips his hair to the side and suddenly has a lisp. Then there was a later video of him at home and he was back to normal saying he's a boy now.

maybe OT mostly because they aren't a YTer but seeing this thread reminded me of FreyasSpirit, someone with 104 headmates and counting https://archive.fo/o/962og/https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/18mRSv23gzFcxfF8h0qEb95ibZU3r6AG7EJUEuRXv5OU/edit%23gid=0

No. 664160

Thanks for the thread, anon!

>>663560
I used to watch her videos routinely for a bit while I did stuff around the house. She basically eventually made a video about "was I talking my DID?" And she says the answer is "yes in addition to no". She took the route instead now of being holier than thou, very angelic holistic type, basically what she was trying to pass "iris" off as in her introduction video. She then went on to make videos under the channel name elle stone, in a very deliberately-trying-to-look-casual blog style.

I found her autumn asphodel channel video about her mother one of the most interesting tbh. I don't buy the DID train at all but I bet she has some legit issues obviously. She will always be pioneer cow of this shit for me.

Is anyone familiar with multiplicityandme? I have watched a decent few of her videos and a tv appearance and she seems like a nice woman but I'm not as familiar with her as with the others.

No. 664165

>>664051

First of all, oh gosh this thread, I've been waiting for this. I try not to blogpost too much.

I'm diagnosed with DID and the first time I heard of an 'inner world' was in therapy as part of an exercise to calm down that inner world, as part of the very essence of how it's like living with DID is that your mind is constantly in turmoil of different opinions and moods. You have to figure yourself out, and it's a painful and long process.

The "I don't wanna switch" thing is total bullcrap. Switching most often does not feel like anything, and it's not like some magical posession moment out of a fantasy novel. These people are bringing dissociative disorders to the mud even more. This pains me because there's already so many doctors out there who doubt dissociation's excistence. There are so many people who struggle to get the kind of treatment they need and just hang on somehow and not make everyone's business to know they have a dissociated personality.

I'd also say 99% of people with DID would not call their dissociative parts different personalities or DID a multiple personality disorder. These are not correct terms in the medical world or correct terms to describe the disorder's mechanism.


The final thing that makes me doubt every single person who has filmed their alters, is that it's impossible to do so. Also the 'alters' itself seem pretty fake. The most common type of dissociative parts is a child part who might or might not remember traumatic events. I'd say in most cases child 'alters' are a crucial part of living with this disorder. Some people might be able to trigger a switch on purpose, however you can't choose which personality is active like that. It's not acting, it's automatic. And dehabiliting. Some people are, or have learned to be very aware of their alters, and can describe them better than others but they can't just choose them yet alone film them. Most likely your parts or alters wouldn't even be aware that the camera is on and just do whatever they like, some might strongly disagree with being filmed. But most importantly you can't just catch your switches on camera unless you film yourself 24/7 in different situations. If they have such strongly different personality parts they would most likely be in a bad state, anxiety, depression and suffer from amnesia quite often. That's how DID feels. Not "oh no I feel a switch is coming".

I hope these disrespectful kids just stop utilizing other people's disorders for views or sympathy. Guess it's easy to pick up DID from a sea of disorders because it sounds oh so cool and edgy. Too bad you can't act it.

No. 664190

I'm so excited for this thread tbh. I've been watching the videos of some of these people for a while and they're absolutely ridiculous.

>>664160
Oh man multiplicityandme is one of the worst, imo. All of her "alters" are sexy emo boys and iirc two are married to each other…? The idea that these "alters" interact with each other is totally ludicrous to me, it's more like all these chicks have OCs and no one to roleplay them with.

No. 664195

>>664190
I watched this chick's "alter introduction" video and on the side was recommended that weird ass dude who has a fetish for disabled kids interview with two of these tards. The interview itself is quite long and boring imo

No. 664207

>>664160
Multiplicityandme is probably legit. I found her off a BBC documentary that basically followed people that had been sectioned or were coping with mental health issues a few years ago, she evens had the trailer on her channel I think.

I do generally agree that her alters basically seem like a bunch of emos but I find it unlikely she could fake the medical screenings and shit so ehhh.

No. 664211

>>664207
Anon you do realise how easy it is to trick doctors when it comes to mental health, right?

No. 664213

This was the first ever DID video I saw years ago. It's someone interviewing her childhood friend. She comes to the conclusion that she acts that way because she was abused as a child around the same age as one of her "alters" is.

Then I started watching that Autumn Asphodel weirdo whose "alters" were just Mary-sues who wore different makeup? I thought back to the documentary and it made me wonder if the woman from the doc was genuine and AA was making fun of a genuine disorder. There was no doubt that that bitch was fake, I only watched to cringe and see when she'd eventually have to admit to it.

What do you guys think?

No. 664231

>>664165
Himezawa?

You've made a few German-to-English errors.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 664239

>>664195

i see these vids pop up every once in a while and i'm glad i'm not the only one who is sketched out by them. there's something real unsettling about that guy.

No. 664275

>>664211
They literally did brain scans with her and analysed them, I think she may actually have a video on it. The fact that she is also being picked up for documentaries would suggest that you know… there is something going on there. It's one thing to fake/over exaggerate part of it and another to do the entire thing fully.
I do think that she is partially playing up the entire thing but at the same time since you know… that's exactly what YouTube is lmao.

No. 664492

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Oh my god, this thread has reminded me of a horrifying cow that I have stumbled upon tumblr. Pic very much related.

It's a 20 years old MTF that claims to have multiple personalities, each with retarded animu chibi character, own mental illnesses and even catchprases.
You can see the autism in whole display here:
https://cooler-north.com/private/144107613651/tumblr_o6xb8gRXYY1sunp9h#post

Notice how the 14 y/o alter is obsessed over sex? The tranny posts their terrifying nudes on the side blog of the underage character - warning NSFL
https://west.cooler-north.com/tagged/me#results

The tranny is very much adult, mind you. They ran diaries and 1000 side blogs as each of the alters.

Small picdump incoming

No. 664494

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>>664492
mentioned above underage alter

No. 664495

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>>664492
>>664494
A sideblog of the underage alter

No. 664497

>>663670
I'm laughing so fucking hard at these

No. 664499

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>>664492
>>664494
>>664495

An example of the horrifying nudes posted on said sideblog. NSFL. There are also plenty of disgusting dick gifs below.
https://west.cooler-north.com/tagged/me#results

No. 664500

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>>664499
>>664495
>>664494
>>664492

Cooler North takes pics of himself as the alters and (as I mentioned above) also blogs as them. Their alters have retarded writing quirks out of bad anime.
Example above.

No. 664506

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>>664500
>13 Heterosexual Female
>Personality: Attention Seeking, Bratty, Manipulative, Possessive
>Key Phrase: I Use

Yeah, sure, that's a normal way of seeing 13 y/o girls…

No. 664516

>>663560

he's trans

No. 664535

>>664500
why are all of the sentences written like this? so many question marks? it's really retarded to read?

No. 664577

Basically went down a rabbit hole looking into stuff like this and chances are the majority of these people fall into the 'tulpa' categories or of the like. The whole community is basically a mess

No. 664772

>>664119
>>664165
thanks for giving your opinions anons,
This video here is also complete bullshit I already know.

Is it even fucking possible to have your alters behave like this and all go to the journal and follow the rules and write to eachother?? also how does one just "discover" a new alter and end up with like 30 ???

No. 664905

I’m happy this thread finally exists! I hope it does well.
Searching for actual information on mental disorders has been more polluted than ever because of these types. Somehow I find it the most hard to believe that people who experienced childhood trauma so severe that they have DID would be so diligently running multiple blogs and vlogs about their condition. Not to mention the “systems” that aren’t trauma-based like??? No doubt y’all are mentally ill but DID aint it…more like Maladaptive daydreaming whilst autistic.

No. 664908

Sage cause not a youtuber but there was a very popular autistic FTM DID (or something) sufferer on Tumblr. I talked to them a few times and it seemed real. I guess. Maybe I'm just gullible or too nice kek

No. 664953

>>664908
Don't be too gullible anon. Sybil was a faked/manipulated story. it's not a real thing.

No. 665005

Someone had some tea to spill about multiplicityandme in high school/college. Where are them?

No. 665016

>>664908
Harsh truth but when someone is trans and DID, then they're probably not both.
Those are like the two most popular, ~cool~ attention-seeking "disorders" (quotation marks not because I don't believe in them, but I don't believe people on dumblr) on tumblr so that's usually a critical hit to the story

No. 665027

>>664190

Oooh yes I remember now. Her two older alters are husbands and her kid alter is their child. And she has a random cringe alter who is like an American celebrity dream boy with an American accent. I can't watch her videos much to be honest because all of her acts except the cockney guy make my physically cringe. Her husband has also pointed out that they still have sex when she is one of the guys because he is bi himself so he has a "lovely relationship" with the guys.

>>664213
I remember this doc. Definitely a very ill woman, it made me sad how much of her life she had just… lost. There was a hot minute in the doc where they introduced some satanic panic if I remember correctly?? But other than that it's a decent watch.

No. 665504

I didnt think of screenshotting, but Cooler North posted an explanation or whatever and apparently deleted that, 'cause it ain't here no more
Nothing interesting tbf, but the "ask me questions" part made ma laugh. No one cares dude

No. 667597

>>664772
(>>664165 here)
It does seem like it could be rfake. I am from Europe so our therapy system and my experience' might vary slightly. However there is NO way this girl would be in such a good touch with her personality parts without therapy. And the goal of therapy for a person with DID is ALWAYS to get in touch with your alters so you can integrate them. What this community is doing is just focusing on how different their alters are and how they wanna live as a multiple. It's kinda like Pro-Ana for Dissociative personalities, snowflakey, possibly fake and first of disrespectful to people who are fighting for years to get an integrated personality, to live safe and solid life. Some people might find out about their alters from something they've written to a diary, and letters, e-mails or messages they've sent. This can provide a good chance to have a written down discussion with your alter. It's important to recognize and keep in touch with your alters in any way you can. But it does seem near impossible to me the alters would all know about the diaries, recognize their names and be willing to write to them. DID is a whole lot more random than that, and most likely many alters will not agree with the idea of co-operation so easily. Also it puts me off when people call themselves hosts. I'm not a fucking hostel, I am a SINGLE person living with a fragmented sense of self and trying to cope with it.

No. 667740

>>664905
>No doubt y’all are mentally ill but DID aint it…more like Maladaptive daydreaming whilst autisti
I fucking died reading this

No. 667890

>>664497
>I’m a cisgender male
>feel free to hate me for some reason
>but I’m gay as fuck

This a fakeboi lol@whut, when will they learn that no “cisgender male” whose born a male would ever refer to themselves as a “cisgender male”…. they just say “male” or don’t even mention male bc it should be obvious. What’s the purpose of this?

This is by far the cringiest “meet my alters” vid, thank you anon.

Multplicityandme is the worst out of the lot imo and encoured others to make those stupid fake videos.

No. 674306

Anonymous now No. 674303

As someone who also has a legit dissociative disorder, reading this thread just made me feel angry. It's sickening how someone could glamorize or romanticize DID as if it's some cool new trend like Microblading eyebrows. This is someone's deepest struggle being faked for entertainment purposes. True DID is not easy to cope with. It's downright terrifying at times and so confusing. Imagine blocks of your time is spent doing things you don't remember doing and going places you don't remember being at before. You're literally questioning your entire existence and reality every second of the day. You have to blindly rely on eye witnesses to tell you what you did, said, where you went, how you behaved… You have so much trauma and broken pieces in your past that you become a bucket of broken pieces yourself. It's not fun. It's not cool. It isn't trendy. It's life-shattering and incredibly difficult to live with. That's what these assholes need to hear. My mental illness is of the most severe and difficult to treat. It shouldn't be a form of entertainment to the masses, whether real or fake. This entire concept in this thread and all the cows mentioned in it are only further stigmatizing an extremely misunderstood and devastating mental illness.

I can't just announce I have a dissociative disorder to people without them immediately thinking of Hollywood fear mongering films like Split and Sybil. I'm not dangerous. Nothing about any piece of me is going to harm anyone. We aren't always manic psychopaths who go off on rampages terrorizing everyone in their path because we are ill. I wish this trend would die. First, anxiety disorders are glamorized and then depression and schizophrenia and now this. Thanks, Hollywood. Ya ruined ma life.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 674363

>>665027
yeah i highly doubt multiplicityandme is fake tho, she's seeing an expert of did for therapy and he's appeared in some videos/docs that she was in. ive been following her for a while because did is a very interesting disorder imo, her story holds up. she used to be very vocal on tumblr about ppl faking did and how it's impossible to have it without childhood trauma. i don't think she's a cow

No. 674679

Isn't DID highly controversial in the psych community?

No. 674698

>>674679
like any other thing there are people who think it's not real, but ime in psych classes it's talked abt as a real thing and it's in the DSM, i wouldn't say it's controversial. more like a few ppl being very vocal about it

No. 674864

>>664497

>my fictives tend to come from creepypasta

>hilarious fake "cisgender male" voice

No. 674990

Autumn asphodel and her bf broke up, but more jarringly, she has changed her eyebrows.

No. 689687

I found this girl named Katie McDonald who has 24 different alters. One of the alter's name is Null, described as a databank kek. Another is named Glitch, who has a stutter. 5 of them are "littles" basically stereotypical toddlers.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tbz2YwK2OMw Here's a video of some of the littles opening their Christmas gifts.
She's fooled her mom and girlfriend into believing her or at least play along since most other videos where she's around more people she's always the host, Katie. The only time she switches away from home on vacation is in her parents' car or around her younger siblings.
She started off her YouTube channel pretending to be some British guy and quickly realized it wasn't ~unique~ enough.

No. 690119

>>664492
oh god theres so many "systems" like this on tumblr. just search did system and its a goddamn landmine

No. 690282

switch caught on camera–meet my alter!

No. 690285

Thigpen and Cleckley, two American psychiatrists, studied an unusual case of multiple personality. This case study introduces the behaviors of Eve White, Eve Black, and Jane, three distinct and contrasting personalities residing in the same woman. Gives background information about the case, and includes interview scenes with a psychiatrist eliciting each personality. Shows the patient after recovery and a psychiatrist discusses the possible etiological and therapeutic factors in the case.

No. 690308

>>663560
>>663856
god i remember watching her in 2009 and cringing so hard. I can't believe shes still around

No. 690361

>>690285
The "Eve Black" personality seems like the personification of a Lana Del Rey song or something. Even the narrator describes her in a weirdly poetic, cinematic way:
>"Lovable, lying, scampish, little harlot. Shrewdly deceitful, but without real malice. She forever carries disaster, lightly in each hand"
What the fuck is this? Lolita? Lmao. What a clinical, scientific evaluation. /s

No. 690429

>>690285
Didn’t she later admit to lying about the whole thing? She just wanted to kill her daughter and cheat on her husband

No. 690569

Imagine being this bored with your life. Why don't these people learn something productive instead of living their lives as a lie with horrible, obvious acting? Don't they have jobs or hobbies…?

No. 690620

>>690569
They live for attention. Unless said career or hobby involves getting it, they don't care.

No. 714241

not sure if this girl has been posted on lolcow before but thought someone might get a laugh out of her sad content. she was in one of shane dawson's sociopath videos for like 5 seconds and made a 20 minute long video after not posting for an entire year on how shane is using her content to make money kek.

anyway i found this little gem on her channel and it was cringe. 5 minutes of her dying some hideous hair extensions and a few seconds in the middle where she pretends to "switch" lmao

No. 714259

>>690282
All these "DID Switch Caught on Camera" videos have the same formula. Normally talk, "disassociate" (AKA thinking about what they're going to say next so there's a slight delay in the flow of speech,) then put on their little DID act.
Her "disassociate pause" was so hesitant and the emergence of her "alter" was so forced. The only change was more influxion in her speech and talking fast.

No. 714265

Yeesh, just discovered this thread and it's gold. Going down this YouTube rabbit hole now

No. 714295

Saw something about multipersonalityandme having a baby recently I want to see more information I find that really interesting omg

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>>714295
Huh, you're apparently right

No. 716306

I have diagnosed DID by multiple doctors including a neurologist and haven't been able to relate to any of these people, its so theatrical. maybe mine isn't as extreme but I just take them as borderline out the ass

No. 716311

I have diagnosed DID by multiple doctors including a neurologist and every time I see things like this in text or otherwise its so theatrical. ask me anything otherwise, my experiences are vastly different than these people. I suffer from severe dissociation and partial amnesia(don't blogpost)

No. 716313

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>>716306
double post

No. 716326

>>716311
did you dissociate and forget you already posted

No. 716345

>>714295
her baby is all over her tumblr and instagram. she even made a q&a on her youtube recently where she talks about being a mother.
i genuinely believe that she has DID tho. she's not nearly as theatrical as other cows on this thread and her story consistently holds up. she's not a cow.

No. 716366

>>664497
You didn't post the best one. Peep the badly drawn oc art for her little rp character at 4:05. That fucking lowered voice and style of talking is hilarious.

>>716326
I laffed

No. 717451

>>663556
this was cringe from start to finish and is known for self diagnosing.
this creature also has it's own thread on here.

No. 717527

>>716366
>>717451
Living in a hovel seems to be a theme.

No. 720314

>>664772
this shitty video reminds me so much of that pro-ana fuckery a few years back. girls who glamorize and fake having a mental illness are always doing this type of summer camp bullshit.

No. 729614

>>664190
I actually know this girl, ( as does a close friend of mine) does anyone want me to discuss her? or is this old news? she was in a docu on the BBC and was on goodmorning britain ( popular TV show in the UK), what is worrrying is that she is training to be a psychotherpist ( she has a BSC hons in psychology) and was post grad in 2015/16 so I expect she will be let loose on patients, she was no dx by the NHS, she was dx by a specalist miles away from her hometown and he obviously had ulterior motives. what is worrying is one youtube vid she was switching alters when she was driving ( one of her alters is 8 years old), when people mentioned the dVLA as 8 years old cannot drive , she pulled it, if anyone is interested I will spill some tea.
basically she is full of BS loves the atten her husband is nearly as crazy as she is and loves the facts that one of alters is a horny males as he Bisexual and looks like a twink, she changes clothes and make up for each alter. she does have a talent for faking accents tho and is a good singer. The most worrying part is that she will be soon be treating people with mental health issues ( she got sacked from being a basic carer and tried to sue them) I have interacted in with this cow and she acts normal, it is only on youtube and interviews she pulls this crap. her docu was full of lies. anyone interested?

No. 729619

>>664207
nah NHS did not believe her she payed a private psych to get her DX. Her family is furious as she implies she was abused by her dad ( yet spends christmas etc with her family while saying she never speaks to her family who she lives about 10 miles away) obvs her family was furious and her dad begged her to set the story straight)

No. 729624

no one in her uni ( she studied psych) knew of her bullshit and she was in student housing and the doc who dx her is shady DID expert meaning her needs patients, her' abusive' parents paid for her to see private after the nHS did not fall for her lies.

No. 729638

sorry for non sage and spelling I have a cluster headache what pisses me off is that I know someone who was on track to be a lawyer, had therapy for DID which unstabled her and now she is unemployed and did thigs like strip naked, urinate in the street, sleep with random men and got sectioned, this girl was gang raped and her mother blamed her for her baby sister death ( she was about 3 years old at the time). she went from being a trained lawyer and is now stuck in the NHS system which seems to have made her worse, so it annoys me as she is someone that does deserve therapy and she had no name for her alter, she wakes up in prison cell or hospital and NO she is not a drinker or abuses drugs sorry for not saging usually just read here. and forgot to sage.I also have a cluster headache so cannot concentrate but I will spill some tea when I am better. Jess would make a great actress and she was good in drama at school and was often chosen, she lives in an affluent area which I happen to live in, and everyone knows each other, the local comp is rated very highly due to the area, If she wants fame and attention she could go on the x factor or pursue acting. her husband knew her since she was a child and she slipped up in the doc, saying she was scared of men and spurned them ( they are childhood sweethearts) so was she spurning MEN in at age 11 when they met and dated at around 13 and been together ever since?) Some people found it a laugh, but since In a way I lost a close ' friend' to this illness it infuriates me.

No. 729657

>>729638
Wow never post again because that was a wall text of incoherent blogging nonsense. Do you have low IQ or is it just DID

No. 729706

>>729614
You definitely don’t know this girl as so much of that was not only bullshit but incoherent bullshit too. If you follow her shit you’ll know she’s currently being treated on the NHS for trauma therapy. She’s never once implied her father abused her but that’s she’s faced CSA from an unknown source and her job sacked her because they discriminated against her after she was on the morning program. No one likes a bullshitter. Take your drama and shit spelling elsewhere.

No. 729864

>>729614
yes please keep going, ignore >>729706 as we are CLEARLY a place for drama.

>>729638
just… don't post? don't blog about your headaches, at any rate.

No. 729943

>>729614

I’m a mate of the husband. Knew him at school and met his missus a few times. That’s why I know what you’re saying is bullshit.
Firstly dipshit the program was called This Morning. She and her sides still hang out with uni friends since they lived together. One of her uni mates even lodged with them both until last year.
She’s two miles up the road from her parents and they weren’t the ones to abuse her so that’s all your made up bullshit. And her and the Mr didn’t get together until he was 18. I remember it.
And you mean Llantarnam comp is highly recommended and known to the area? It was knocked down to built houses on several years ago you cretin and if it taught you it’s clear now why it got smashed to rubble. And what part of this shit hole of a town is affluent? If you call their terraced house living it up I’d hate to see your shoe box mate.
So no, no one wants your bullshit tea. It’s a strange show aye, but she’s a genuine lass and there are plenty of other cows to pick apart here.

No. 729994

Ehm, does anyone else find it strange that suddenly everyone knows this girl or is friends with her or with her husband? Suspicious.

No. 730051

>>729994
it's almost like

someone

might be lurking

No. 730076

>>729994
This tbh. The post above yours would have almost seemed like a valid defence if it wasn't completely laced with a little bit too much profanity and like they took it way too close to home

No. 730084

>>729994
i'm not any of these anons and don't know her irl but if you've followed her on social media and actually watched her vids you'd know most of this is fake.
the kid alter is not allowed to drive, she pulls over when she feels a switch coming on and if it's the kid she doesn't drive.

also she did work as a therapist for a while, she's on maternity leave right now. seems that she was a good therapist. i don't see why it's "dangerous" for her to be one? she's got a routine set up with her alters and it's not like they're the ones doing the therapy?

idk it's just frustrating that jess would be discussed here as she seems to be genuine and not a cow. there are plenty of did fakers out there that we could talk about

No. 730086

>>729614

You are obviously one of Jess friends, if i did not know her, why did you agree with me that she lives up the road from her parents? she was no dx on the NHS, No one as ever seen her switch in real life only put on accents which she is very good at. I am not going to say where I live obviously. A lot of youtube vids have been pulled. she has her ' supporters' and you are clearly one of them. so i got ' this morning' and good morning britain mixed up. she was sacked the before that interview that is why she said she works as a receptionist on that programme, if you knew her, you would know that her job was to check in on the vulnerable. She is faking her DID nonsense, she probably changed her story as I mentioned earlier her dad was pleading with her and her family was angry. I mentioned she still visits them which is why I knew her dad abusing her was Bullshit. You are clearly a fan of hers. I just hope she is never allowed to ' treat' vulnerable people.

No. 730096

>>730084
Most cows are not let loose on vulnerable people. I lot of her videos got deleted and when people mentioned the DVLA OFC she is going to say her child alter is not allowed to drive. She deleted a lot of her vids and took a break from social media for a while, then went back and dis some damage limitation. So you are saying she is good psychotherapist? I doubt that. I never knew she was pregnant and I pity that poor kid if she switches. As Jess she is nice and I never said anything bad against her character I am just annoyed over her faking this DID. The other anon was clearly angry and abusive towards me the fact that he/she are so pressed about it makes me wonder who it is.

No. 730109

>>663765
This is what DID really looks like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2atzoaA2NI Some of these youtube DID even have a pateron FFS.

No. 730113

Most of this thread is attention seeking females. I wonder if they will be like the fake boys and suddenly just stop/delete their accounts

No. 730183

>>730096
when was she supposedly called out and subsequently deleted her vids? i've been following her for about 2 years now on youtube, tumblr and insta and haven't seen that happen. i'll admit it. i like her content and i think did is a really interesting disorder.
i'd like to see some proof of what you're saying because from where i stand jess seems legit. also you seem to think alters are evil or something? they all love the baby and take good care of her which you would know if you had looked at her social media recently. her baby and thoughts about parenting with did is all over it

No. 737510

what do you guys think about that interview on medcircle that seems to always be showing up in the yt recommended feed lol it seems more convincing than a lot of the others but i just get skeptical when they're able to "switch" so easily into their alter on cam. they always seem like an adult acting as a child, there's just something off about it that doesn't have me convinced lol

No. 737555

I'm not quite convinced DID even exists yet? The only people I've ever known or seen that claim to have it are drama feeding, attention seeking cunts. Seems to me like they just convince themselves they have a problem that makes them "better" than other people struggling with mental illness. Like multiple personalities? I don't know, something is wrong with these people and they deserve help as much as anyone else but I'm not sure it's what they say it is? I admit I am basing my opinions solely on those that I have known and seen on youtube or social media but bloody hell… I want to be open-minded but this DID business is so strange to me.

>>737510
She seems sort of genuine but I feel like people who say they have DID are also just really well-trained manipulators much like narcissists. They know exactly what to say and how to carry themselves to benefit them the most.

No. 737825

>>730086
The “we’re back” video goes over some stuff about her job and getting fired. I remember her posting on her tumblr years ago about the Sun article only saying “receptionist” because she felt they downplayed her work on purpose. She was working 7 days a week and the receptionist position was only on weekends. She was fired after the sun article was published despite them never mentioning her other role. I’ll try and dig up the old post on her page although she did delete that too after her first YouTube channel smh so I’m not sure if it’s still there.
She’s also a manager at her support job now so she can’t be all that bad at what she does.

No. 739250

one of the reasons i think that DID isn't even a thing at all is because literally no movement exists to run these fakes off the internet like they did with pro-ana. maybe there just isn't enough people faking this supposed illness for attention? when they say bullshit like how they see their disorder as a "superpower" its like the epitome of glamorizing or romanticizing a mental illness and yet nobody calls them out on it lol.

No. 739484

>>739250
I think that's part of why some of those who say they have DID do it. They know there's not enough information out there about it and they know people won't question it for fear of becoming an asshole in that situation. If someone does call them out they can use their "illness" against them easily for pity points from others who are most likely uneducated and trying to be as PC as possible.

No. 781325

I have been officially diagnosed with DID by the NHS and have watched a lot of these people I believe jess is legit but most are fakers and it annoys me so I was thinking of creating a YouTube channel to seriously discuss DID I am not anywhere put together as these youtubers I struggle daily and am in long term therapy with the goal of intergrating would u like me to do this and if so what would you like to see I can't "switch " at will and have server amnisia hope to hear from you thankyou(Absolutely no one cares.)

No. 781367

Jess was subject to a child in need conference ' A child in need' meeting can quickly end up being a ' Child at Risk' so of course her alters changed and she suddenly developed new alters and her other alters matured, she made sure none of her fake alters would ever put the baby at risk. She has no real psych history, when the NHS shooed her away she got dx by her private DID specialist, That wat she could ask her GP to a referral. If you know Jess, you would know that they closed down the East and West teams into one team and as a results there are less Psychs, nurses etc. They are not worried about Jess as they know she is faking but not a danger. Hopefully she will close down her channels and concentrate on the baby and grow out of all this.

No. 781387

>>739250
I know someone with actual severe DID and it’s not actually outward personality switching at all. Amnesia is a key aspect of DID because your personality becomes fragmented by amnesiac dissasociation. Oftentimes she’ll just trail off mid-convo and it seems like her mood changes noticeably, but that’s it to outsiders. None of her “alters” (which dont really announce themselves) are ever named by her or announce themselves. It’s definitely real, it’s just more akin to PTSD which severely fragments your experience and makes it “multiplied” than YouTube DID.(for you too, no one cares)

No. 781392

>>781387
Also I didn’t even tell that she had DID before she told me like 5 months later and the way she describes it is totally different from YouTube DID people. I just thought she had PTSD for various reasons(what part of "no one cares")

No. 781560


No. 781586

>>781560
If someone is under the CMHT and they fall pregnant a ' Child in Need. conference is held. This is to see if the mother needs extra support etc. These conferences can turn into a ' Child at risk' whereby her child and her parenting skills would be under scrutiny. Jess is no dummy, her alters behaviours have changed and matured and rather convenient she has new / split alters who ALL LOVE THE BABY. The area where Jess lives has reduced care due to NHS slashing the funding. Instead of 2 MHT in a small area, there is now only one. They are trying to make it as close to Community recovery Teams. Only people in crisis gets help, then gets discharged. There is a specialist therapy place for patients with severe BPD. These people are only sent there because they cannot functional in life. By that I mean In and out of hospitals, no job, self harming, no close friends, interpersonal difficulties, stress on the family etc. It is a last resort, It is extremely unlikely like one anon said jess has therapy for her CSA, while according to the same anon, she is able to hold down a responsible job, graduate and lives a good functional life. Why would G**A Therapy service that only accepts patients that are non functioning accept Jess? makes 0 sense. I have met Jess and she comes across as completely normal, The only time anyone has seen her switch is on YouTube Vids. She had a great interest in Drama/singing when she was younger. I find her switches on you tube cringy, but she does have a good singing voice/ good at accents and comes across as very likeable. She should have stuck to Drama Now that she is married with a child, I just hope she concentrates on that. There is no way she will risk her child for fake DID persona. With regards to her father, she talked about 'suing him' but never went into detail. Her father had no idea until about a year later this caused some fall out with her parents. Lots of vids got deleted and now she is all friendly with her father again. Her 'Husband' is a bit off and rumours are he is bisexual. TBH I find her tedious and I predict she will drop this you tube nonsense.

No. 781590

>>781325
most people with DID cannot switch at will for a youtube vid. My advice to you would be to stop watching these vids and seek help with your therapist. DID is dramatized on youtube for views. Most DID sufferes like another anon said just come across like they have amnesia and act confused. This would not make an interesting youtube vid. It is NEVER a good idea to mention any mental illness on Social Media.

No. 781779

>>781586
you're misinformed… jess doesn't have any new alters, she's had the same 4 ones forever - Jake, Jamie, Ed and Ollie. They haven't changed overnight when she got the baby. They've all stayed the same except for ed, who has been calmer since a long time before she even got pregnant. Even when he was acting out he loved children tho.
It's not a rumour that her husband is bi, he is very open about it and i don't see how it's relevant to anything.
youre allowed to not believe that shes sincere but at least get your facts straight if you're going to scream it from the top of your soap box.

No. 789432

>>781586
Sauce? I’ve watched her and her system since her original channel and she’s never made a video on suing her family? She’s never talked about family and has stated that’s her personal life. Also if you know her in real life does she know you’re saying all of this stuff about her? You seem intent on finding an issue without a source other than “going to school” with her. Were you one of the bullies in her most recent documentary?

No. 798946

I found this website/ thread after watching someone of those youtubers, to see if there was any info online about how obviously fake they are. The comments under those videos are sickening too. Not only do you have misinformation spread, but people are believing it, which is just making this diagnosis even more misunderstood.

I’m not diagnosed with it, but I do have a history of child abuse/ trauma, so that I understand. And do have a friend who was diagnosed with it (and a couple of people who I have known long term, and suspect this might be the case for them too).

None of these people are on social media. They’ve had life long struggles with relationships, employment, substance abuse, memory problems, stability. Even with my friend who was officially diagnosed, I never heard her refer to “alters”, or ever heard her refer to any kind of an official “switch”. She had therapy and said she was integrated, but sometimes I wondered, because mid conversation she’d suddenly present differently. It wasn’t some kind of official “switch”, which is why when that girl on Medcircle “brought out” her “alter” Minnie, it raised a red flag for me.

Honestly, I’ve never seen this diagnosis accurately portrayed on tv or movies, or YouTube. Those fake videos just make me sad and angry. The people who actually have this disorder are struggling in real life with complex PTSD, depression, anxiety, identity confusion, memory problems, relationship problems. The people living with this, particularly if they aren’t in therapy or haven’t found a therapist who understands, are just regular people, struggling day to day. You probably wouldn’t even know it, unless you were familiar with someone is real life who has this, it’s really not theatrical like you see on YouTube; these phonies parading a cast of characters for attention. It’s just not like that in real life.(blog)

No. 799007

For such a rare disorder there sure are a lot of people in here that claim to have DID or know someone who does.
A quick google search shows a recent study claiming approx. 1% of women in the US have been diagnosed with this disorder. And apparently they're all in this thread.

No. 799104

>>799007
Between those being like:
>X girl is totes legit guys! I'm not X girl by the way, I'm just one of her many white knight alters, tee hee!
And those seeking validation with their awful blogs…that thread is a mess and not a entertaining one. Autosage when?

No. 799194

Well 1% is 1 of every 100 people in the general population, so that makes it over 3 million in the US. And it’s 11% among people who were severely abused. Considering that child emotional, sexual and physical abuse spans all socioeconomic & ethnic groups, chances are, we all probably either know, or have common across, people who have this disorder. And boys are victims of abuse too. Let’s not forget, men aren’t as likely to seek help for mental health issues. They oftentimes struggle on their own, fall into substance abuse, get incarcerated, etc. But there are men with this too.

But at any rate, if we know someone, they probably are more like Lilian Nattel (the woman who wrote Web of Angels), and not these youtube actor-scammers.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 799244

>>799194
No one cares and DID isn't real

No. 799257

>>799194
you know Sybil wasn't a true story, right

No. 800229

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHRVxNDIHPo
oh wow a Betty Cooper from Riverdale alter "fictional introject"

this weirdo has a thread of their own too >>>/snow/412346

No. 800865

>>663799
I know exactly who you're talking about, i saved the meet the alters video she made.

I thought i was going crazy, i couldn't find the channel or anything, i remember the channel name was something like nixie or something like that. Caitlyn (i dont know how she spells it)

The last video i remember seeing before the channel vanished was titled how to change your own diaper as a little, relating to ddlg.

No. 801461

>>664497
realstream news?

No. 801655

>>800229
These people should just go into acting. The switch where the alter comes out and immediately announces being a lesbian is ridiculous.

No. 801987

>>801655
If you go to her thread, she recently got a God awful Danny devito tattoo all over her thigh lmao

No. 802513

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Somehow didn't see this thread earlier. I've been going down the DID rabbit hole which seemed to pick up some traction again on YouTube ever since that Autumn Asphodel chick.

I've been lurking the DID subreddit and some other forums and am getting more of an impression that those forums have a lot of teenagers posting and faking DID.

>>Noppera-Bo:Host

>>Bunny:Singing Little
>>Shade:Shadow Teen/"Host-Apparent"
>>Kenshin:Fiery Warrior
>>Paladin:Cold Warrior
>>Stringress:Sensory Collector
>>Tech:Structural Analyst
>>Wolf:Wild Gourmand
>>Gemini->>Black/White/SPAZZING!:Abstract >>Comedian
>>Void:???
>>Fluff:Winged Cat
>>Draka:Dragon-Girl
>>Gekko

>>*Void will likely only be quoted.


I don't know how some of those posters expect to be taken seriously when they claim to have Mary Sue Alters that came straight out of Tumblr.

No. 802521

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Some of the sigs are full of cringe. Here is one poster which had MLP type alters in his siggy.

No. 802525

>>801655
I love that she captions her eyes scanning right as “dissociating” instead what it really is: inventing a memory and one of its most obvious tells lol

No. 802526

I used to be massively interested in DID before tumblrinas because of the MK Ultra thing, SRA, etc but can't watch these youtube people be all like OMG WATCH ME SWITCH 100 TIMES ON CAMERA!!!1

Anyway, for those who DO follow this shit on YT or elsewhere, do any of them talk about how other DID people glamorise DID on the internet (kinda like how EDs can be glamorised)?

I was listening to a true crime podcast and the hosts mentioned how there's been a rise in people claiming DID since it's been featured more in films and on tv.

Youtube link related. New film Rupert, Rupert & Rupert, a COMEDY about a guy with DID. Looks like a fun mental illness to have.

>>802521
The way they describe their ~alters~ reminds me of Pokemon cards or Top Trumps. It's really weird watching docus of people who're elderly or middle aged who claim DID. It's so different from these kids who have a wardrobe for every ~alter~

No. 802531

>>802526
There is this person who has a channel and who talks about the experience of dissociative identity disorder. They made a video reminding viewers that the disorder comes from trauma and seems aware that people are glamorizing it.

I think this YouTuber in particular seems genuine because at one point he even vlogs his experiences while being admitted to some kind of psychiatric facility. I think it's this very same YouTuber that seems to be in some sort of relationship now with Disociadid, the girl who is featured in the OP and one of the ~OMG switches caught on camera~ YouTubers. I'm really not sure about her, not sure if she's for real or faking for views.

No. 802553

>>802531
Thanks, anon. I'll watch some of his vids.

No. 802719

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIYaReBG-uasj_yxptDQCNQ/videos

this girl Hannah Lussenden used to post videos of her switches and videos of her alters filming. it was very cringy stuff. i think she like moved out of her parents with her boyfriend halfway across the country and then they broke up because she was camming or some shit. it was entertaining. though i don't believe any of her stories or that she has did.

No. 802727

>>802531
NONE of these people are “real” anon. they’re all attention whores claiming an illness that literally doesn’t exist.

No. 802738

>>802727
Everyone's entitled to their opinions, however personally I am inclined to believe it exists. It's in the DSM-5. I am a nurse and I've seen it only one time. Interesting like this anon >>802526 says, the only time I've seen it was an old person. Just like this anon said, she didn't have special clothes or whatever.

No. 802749

>>802738
anon i respect your opinion as a medical professional, but being in the DSM isn’t necessarily proof that it exists. plenty of things that were in previous iterations of the DSM have been removed altogether. if it really is real, i think it’s even rarer than stated in statistics because the shit just doesn’t add up for 95% of the people publicly claiming to have it. thus far i’ve seen literally only one case i thought was possibly true and that’s of an elderly woman who paints canvases in different themes under all her different personalities. but the average person claiming to have it seems way too ridiculous to take seriously especially when they insist on making it their entire identity in online spaces

No. 803148

>>802749
NTA but the existence of munchies doesn't mean fibromyalgia/cystic fibrosis/etc are fake, it's way more likely that they're ripping off a real disease like spoonies do than inventing a whole new one from scratch.

They're not that clever.

No. 819579

>>803148
That's not even comparable. DID is not a physical condition and if you think it's a real mental illness you're delusional.



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