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22 year old "family friendly pet mom" Youtuber, her creepy controlling mother, and her obsession with her new found sobriety.
Previous thread: >>>/pt/692844
The basics:> Taylor is a notorious animal hoarder known for collecting 40+ rare and exotic pets and manhandling/mistreating them for the sake of her Youtube channel which has over 1 million subscribers. Many pets have died in her care, many more have fallen ill due to her neglect or disappeared after "rehoming" them. Fails to give proper enclosures for many of her pets, including overstuffing fish tanks, keeping her kittens locked in the bathroom, and her mouse and hedgehog in the closet.> Jonny Craig, who has very recently become Taylor’s ex and has moved in with his dad in NY state, was the frontman of the band Slaves and is most well-known for being an outspoken abusive junkie. He got Taylor into drugs and she became a heroin addict, but stated that she used a variety of drugs. She left sober living after rehoming around 12 animals to be “back with her animals” living at her mom's house, her animals all seem to be crammed into one room.> Taylor loves to throw pity parties for herself and dodge around the real issues when faced with criticism about her husbandry, hoarding, and hypocrisy. She can never keep her stories straight and will tell outright lies only to contradict them hours later. Her fans are sycophants who only encourage her.
Facebook (private:) https://www.facebook.com/Taylor.Nicole.Dean
List of all Taylor's pets:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1QNUksDcQk_cqLTkTFTiPjP2pCGBQgORyCesIIqvZ2Zs/edit?pli=1
Requires update of new frog, tarantula, crabs dying and all the fish outside of the 150 “rehomed”
Stats of Taylor’s pets and history:https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1e8bakM4GHa2J1y4qwYsB-T0jSpN5uWCI_q0dv-odij4/htmlview#
New milk:>Has not mentioned her boy crush Oscar lately, maybe because of his child >>692859>Hasn’t brought up her EDS since getting out of rehab >>692973>Used to abuse gabapentin but thinks she can probably start using it again >>693514>Summary of her new “feeding all my pets video” >>694063>Forgot the names of her new crocodile skins >>694207>Being just as weird “nOt lIKe oTheR gIrls” IRL >>694338>Wants to criticize people for things she’s done in the past (bringing a snake to an event) >>694729 >> 694890>Tried meth once >>694833>Taylor being self-aware and giving decent advice (wrong timing in relationships) >>695267>Does not have anything to do with Jake (rehab guy) anymore >>695462 >>695472 >>695526>3 months sober post >>696315>Mama Dean making weird comments about a 30 day sober soup when Taylor is celebrating 90 days >>697199 >>697215 >Has nightmares about Jonny >>697650>Has Hap C >>698172>Her new tattoo/start of sleeve, a “delicate, more humanly medusa” with snakes whose bodies vanish into thin air >>698756 >>699452 >>699499
> Recent Known additions to the hoard of animals: new fish >>698406> Recent Known Deaths:> Recent Known “Rehomed”: confirmed in addiction video >>694095
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General Pettuber Thread:>>>/snow/831551
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lmao tbh I kinda love the thread pic. thank you for making a new one.
In other news, Taylor has been reading from Shayna's Big Book of Crappy Excuses. First she couldn't upload her scheduled video because she had to go get a tattoo instead, then she couldn't upload her already-delayed video the next day because one of her friends maybe was possibly doing drugs without her
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Lol I dont know who made this but its hilarious
Anytime this stupid bitch steps foot outside of her house, someone is relapsing lol.
>>goes to concert… close friend relapsed>>goes out with dick bro and “rehab friends”… subs are missing, no longer in sober living and a bunch of people living there relapsed.
She is starting to get a little too predictable. Also funny how she found another “friend” who is “scary and manipulative” like her ex Jonny…hmmm.
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This was supposed to be posted on last thread
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She defended her awful heart tattoo as well before she admitted she hated it after a few months.
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Taylor thrives or flounders depending on what other people think of her.
If people hate her tattoo she will feel like shit. She just takes it as a personal attack that her tattoo is subpar. Objectively it isn't a great tattoo but if you like it you shouldn't give a shit.
If you claim your tattoo is amazing.Taylor wanted to humble brag.
Since Taylor gets triggered
about us pointing out flaws in her tattoo: the right eye (left from our POV) looks kind of wonky and the eyebrow is shorter than the other eye.
So much for two years worth of thought.
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The shading on the nose and philtrum is way too dark, to the point that they’re as dark as the lips are. Makes it look like some deviantart drawing of a satyr. Pic related.
hmm. was he in townnear her area?
i dont follow him on twitter. has he been quiet?
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Let’s see how this goes.
right before she posted that, I noticed she hadn’t been sperging for almost a day, which isn’t like this cow. I thought maybe she’d relapsed or died. So, tinfoil, I think she’s the one who relapsed and is spitballing it into a huge lie about a friend. Why is an unstable addict going out to clubs (whether she’s seeing a show or not) in the middle of the night? Hope this isn’t the case though.
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Here's an example of a good tattoo of a snake lady but knowing Taylor and how impulsive she is there's no way she'd be able to sit still on a 6 month long wait list to get tattooed by a good artist. Guess she's doomed to getting shitty tattoos for the rest of her life.
Not for nothing but that sounds more like a JC thing. IMO, these other guys are just a game to get a rise out of him. Not a wn and I hate JC, but this bitch likes to trigger
people for some reason. This post is definitely manipulative. And there are a lot of relapses happening around her and way more than the usual.
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Am I crazy or does the tatt deadass look like james charles in the face
“No working veins”
This bitch is literally retarded. No wonder she had to be homeschooled because she couldn’t even finish regular high school. She is truly and an idiot.
Yeah it goes way off the face and looks like it was gone over a few times. Oof
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Shit I meant to sage AND attach this, my bad
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just for clarity:
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She’s already shown that it is indeed the 90 day NA tag.
I really don't get the shading on this piece. So every inch of her skin is flat except for the absurd amount of shading on the underside of her nose and philtrum.
I kind of feel bad for the artist- but she also should've known she was NOT skilled enough to pull this off. This is gonna follow her for a while, especially once Ms.China White lashes out in build up humiliation and obliterates her ass.
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She admits she is insecure of there being "a joke on my arm forever" and that she doesn't know what good tattoos look like.
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Is this true tattoo anons?
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Gurl you messed up, This Tattoo is nowhere near professional. If you don't know what a good tattoo looks like maby you should stop getting them until you do. Her tats are mickey mouse shit, there's far better quality if your willing to pay and look for them.
So apparently this artist is a nobody who has never done people as tattoos. Kek.
She also pulled a Taylor looks wise, fit to fat.
What the fuck? when you close up on it, it looks even worse. She really should've researched the artist's work beforehand, or better yet, make a list of possible candidates and check their work and rep, but nah, because muh impulsiveness.
The eyes are uneven, the lower lip is too big and out of proportion with the face, that chin line makes it look like she's pouting, and the hair is hilariously scarce and thin.
I saw the artist's ig and this is not something she's skilled at. It's mostly flowers, plants in general, and basic shapes. She's drawn human faces before but they look amateur-ish. It also explains why the hands look like that. It would've been better if she went to an artist who actually knows how to draw people and then maybe go later to this artist to add flowers and shit for detailing. It just looks really basic and without much thought put into it in general, which I think is both Taylor's AND the artist's fault, because the tattoo artist should've been more honest with herself about her skills. >>700659
And it looks nothing like this lmao.
Holy shit, it's worse up close. The shading in the philtrum and lips is childish, the lips look like someone did them with a sharpie. The lower lip juts out like a chin.
The blood vessels or whatever around the eye sockets look dreadful, like a child trying to be edgy on deviantart.
Just really disappointed with she and her stans considering this good work. It's not. The artist clearly isn't at the level of doing pieces like this yet.
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I’m like 99% sure that she’s wearing her day one and 90 day chip. Totally skeptical on the dry skin claim though. If you had literally zero veins in a arm the arm would look like shit.
Yeah I don't think she realizes that people who have permanently collapsed veins (they can heal and start to work again sometimes) have bad circulation because of it and just looking at her hands and feet when we see them she doesn't have bad circulation in the slightest (they would be blueish).
Also people who kill off most/all their larger veins in their arms can have VERY serious complications due to it such as their arm slowly "dying" due to lack of blood flow. Eventually those people will most likely lose their arms/legs. It's not an edgy thing to brag about and clearly not the case in her situation.
She really doesn't seem to ever be able to accept that there are people who've been through this shit for longer than her and can see right through her bs
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Last part of her reply to the tattoo criticism. I love how she moralizes about not bringing up people's children while simultaneously bringing up that person's child all in the same sentence
She's really out here comparing insulting a kid's looks/intelligence to someone pointing out issues with a tattoo she had full control over.
Yes, insulting your ugly tattoo is totally the same as someone's kid, Taylor. Wow.
this just goes to show she is very weak minded and should not be online.
really? a tweet from a stranger brought you from 100 to 0? Log off, TAYLOR.
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She made the comparison between calling a person and a tattoo drawing ugly more than once. she's really just taking this shit metaphor and running with it.
This is bizarre to me. I know she's probably a narc, but the the amount of sperging out and caring what total strangers she will never meet think about her (trite and poorly-done) tattoo is exceptional even for her.
Protip: If you actually care about what people think about your tattoos (or anything else, really), maybe don't make a BFD about it to your thousands of best friends on Twitter.
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tEns oF ThOUsaNds!!
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No one has control over what their baby comes out looking like, but like she said herself, she put something on her body for life… she didn't do the research, she settled instead of actually seeking out somebody experienced because she's impulsive and wants things done ASAP. I don't feel bad over people criticizing her shitty tattoo. It's one thing to say it's ugly because it's someone's opinion or not their style, but objectively you CAN tattoo badly as an artist, and people into tattoos/other tattoo artists can see when a tattoo is shoddy.>>700820
…wha? It's really easy to find artists that can do snakes? I follow random tattoo artists and just going to one of their pages and bam, snakes. Here's one that's even really similar to hers but not as amateur.
Also, if this one guy is in the minority and everyone else lOoOoves it, why is she so bothered?
This is super clean work, her's looks half melted in comparison.>>700464
I mean the snakes and flowers look alright but the face and body ruin it.s It looks like a weird cat lady makeup.
Pretty sure you shouldn't get tattoos so soon after recovery, your skin is gonna be regenerating after the months of abuse. That and she has bad sensitive skin that rejects tattoos.
Because she knows it's bad. She did the same shit for the tattoo she now hates. But now she needs to double down because it's her entire arm that's ugly af
Within a few months she will start whining about how much she hates it.
Read it again. The 20% is referring to her bad tattoo (presuming the heart tattoo). She's saying only 20% of comments said it was good. So she's using that to justify why this Medusa tattoo is good.
Not saying your post is wrong. She's really obsessed with this one, negative comment.
This is super fucked up, bullying someone's kid who isn't even an adult.
Taylor is a psycho who only cares about herself no wonder she has to pay people to be her friend or date her. Run and hide back to mommy and daddy tay, your tattoo is trash and so are you.
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She admitted she knows it's bad and she ruined her arm
You know deep down that she’s starting to regret her tattoo as she complains on twitter about people that isn’t giving her positive attention. She’s a whiny, spoiled brat that had to go to the first tattoo artist that didn’t give a shit if Taylor just got out of a bad relationship and in recovery. Even my hairdresser likes to check if girls just came out of relationships and had something big happen in their lives before cutting their hair!
Just admit that your tattoo isn’t good and get it at least fixed by another artist while it’s still in line work
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I feel like this grammatically-correct, passive-aggressive sign is from her brother. His life has probably been turned upside down since she returned home.
Tricky to tell by the picture, but Taylor is super bad about holding her snakes comfortably or safely, and with Tofu's scales being what they are, she may well be hurting him or pinching him with her grip while she angles him this way and that way trying to get a pic of him.
She's so bad at handling all her animals, I always cringe when I see her taking pics of them in her hands. I wouldn't trust her to hold a fucking Biro competently at this point.
I know it's about the heart tattoo. Learn to read Taylor speak anon.
"I know I ruined my arm but I'm not gonna admit it until I have to"
I'm not saying they should never be held per say, but some species tolerate handling better balls/constrictors as opposed to coloubrids. I agree young reptiles in general are kinda spazzy/fearful.
She handles her snakes way to much imo. They're not really interactive pets, she's setting a terrible example that they're just flesh toys to poke and prod for entertainment.
She doesn't put in the work to socialize her animals properly, she should stick to type of pet and learn to raise it properly. All I see is her toying with animals lives till she gets bored.
>>700765>your comment brought my mood down from 100 to 0
damn she's so manipulative and guilt-trippy. I'm sure she's learned this from her mother. One comment out of "tens of thousands" makes your mood do a 180? sounds like you're too unstable to be giving people advice about anything, especially something as sensitive as recovery. hold off on those videos until you can deal with more than 1 negative comment.>>700854
idk, the parts that seem janky don't seem like they were done wrong (and therefore need to be fixed), but drawn wrong from the beginning on the stencil and she just didn't notice because she DOESN'T know what good tattoos look like. If Taylor said she was 100% happy with the stencil and then gets the tattoo, she can't be like "actually this is bad, fix it" because she literally okayed the design and asked for it. she had every moment until the needle touched her skin to correct any jankiness. now that it's permanent she doesn't get to complain that "actually she doesn't like the snake squeezing the circulation off of the noodle arm, change it for free"
Do you want it good? Fast? Or cheap? Pick any two.
Taylor went fast and cheap and it turned out shoddy. No way she spend two years on this, maybe she had the idea to get a sleeve two years ago but that's it. She just took the first sketch she saw and didn't spend anytime thinking about it.
Heavily tattooed anon here.
My first thought was that the artist who did her tattoo was not very experienced. I looked through her insta and this artist did her first tattoo June 21, 2017, so 2yrs and change. That in and of itself doesn't mean much, because there are artists who suck after 5, 10+ yrs and then there are artists who are amazing the first time they pick up a machine. This girl is ok. Surprisingly, she does have much better art on her insta. Her color tattoos with thicker outlines look better imo (and will also have better longevity- there is a reason for the phrase 'bold will hold').
Tinfoiling, Taylor asked this artist to do an upper arm piece (lol sleeve kek) in her 'dainty/fine line' style that this artist also does. Imo fine line tattoos look like garbage after a few years bc there is nothing to hold definition as ink slowly spreads out under the skin over time.
Taylor said she booked a full day, which can be common for big pieces. If this artist is slow it really might have taken 8hrs, or 8hrs could have been the total time Taylo spent in the shop, or she could be exaggerating lol. As far as price, she probably spent somewhere around $800 (lowball) to $1600, depending on the artists pricing. A full-day slot means the artist did not have any other clients that day and it was mostly likely a flat fee, instead of a per hour charge. Someone hear could probably message the artist to ask for her day rate; I can't be bothered and it might be cowtipping, idk.
The shading and anatomy on this tattoo is atrocious, though. Snakes that disappear into nothing and that noodle arm with a dog paw? These are ameteur mistakes that should have been corrected/improved while this artist was still an apprentice, before she ever even picked up a tattooing machine. Who knows if she had a formal apprenticeship, though.
I would've bailed seeing the sketch, but it doesn't surprise me that Taylor didn't notice/pay attention to these flaws in design.
In my tattoo group, we would advise someone with this result to go to a different artist for a rework. It's a mess, it could be fixed. I doubt Taylor will make any smart decisions regarding this tattoo.(blog here)
1 in 5 people think it's bad. That's being generous because most people would be too polite to say anything negative. Just because they aren't saying anything doesn't mean they ain't thinking it tho.
She got fleeced by a noob but she doesn't want to admit it because her ego is too big.
Y'all are still confused – she said only 20% of her followers thought the elbow tattoo looked good
, not bad. that was her justification on why this tattoo must be good – she only saw "one" critical comment out of "tens of thousands" complimenting it.
Taylor logic: if it was really bad, only 20% of her followers would be complimenting it, like with the other tattoo, rather than all of them complimenting except for the one comment that brought her from 100 to 0.
If Taylor was actually confident that her tattoo is amazing then she wouldn't even care what other people say but here she is throwing people under the bus because they think her tattoo is shit. Instead of just ignoring anyone who talks shit about her tattoo, she puts this guys kid under the bus. She tries so hard to act like the bigger person but in reality, she's a whiny child in an adult body with a shitty ass personality. >>700976
Taylor is the first person I've seen that has a single-needle work as a sleeve and even if the art was AmAzInG, it'll start looking horrible in a few months to a year because single-needle work always blur out. Usually if it's a line tattoo, they'll bold out the lines. Taylor is a complete idiot.. just like in real life, she doesn't know what tattoo style she wants so everything is random things (unless someone tells her what to do) then complain about it after the attention dies down.
Not to mention the person who criticized the tattoo expressed genuine hope for the tattoo to look better when Taylor goes back.
It's like Taylor chooses to only look at the negatives. Since she's "planning" to go back to finish it, she may as well take the critiques to fix whatever is salvageable.
that's a great point. I agree that the artist likely knows she didn't do a good job.>>700854
it'll only get worse if the same artist keeps fiddling with it imo. and it's on taylor anyway that she approved the sketch and the stencil. inb4 see felt ~pressured~ to go through with it (like with the heart tattoo, iirc).
No wonder she has no friends and always ends up isolated. She will stoop as low as to find some personal information about some random person and use it to compare to her shitty tattoo? I’m sorry but there is NO comparison between your ugly tattoo, which you said yes to getting permanently put on your skin and PAID FOR.
This persons child has no say in their looks, may not even know what Twitter is, and was never brought up in the conversation in the first place. There should be ZERO mention or insinuation that a non-consenting child be brought into her mess. Now her stans are going to go hate message this guy, who WASNT EVEN BEING MEAN, and insult his child.
On every level that is messed up and borderline evil.
She is a narc who only cares about herself and her ego. She obviously only got this tattoo for the attention she’d get in return, and now it’s biting her in the ass, deservedly.
Looks like she deleted the tweets.
Of course, sounds just like the toxic
POS she is. Impulsively hurt someone who was giving their opinion, deal all the damage to them and their family, then delete the evidence so you can act all “I’m innocent! I only want the best for people! Don’t be rude to me I have insecurities!”
Like sHUT UP and maybe stop posting pictures of your tattoo if you can’t handle anything remotely negative??
poor cats. poor Star. if they are all stuck in her room that's a recipe for fighting over territory eventually, if not already.>>701368
she's probably just asleep and will use that as her latest excuse "omg I was just sooo sad from the one critical tweet about my tattoo out of tens of thousands that I ended up sleeping for 16 hours lol I'm so quirky"
I can't wait to hear the pity-party finger-pointing blame-game she plays if/when she does admit to relapsing (I only say "if" because we know
she's going to relapse if she hasn't already, but she might not announce it. like the common tinfoil that she was using meth/other non-opiates a month ago when she left sober living.)
isn't that like the first thing you learn in NA/AA? don't blame others for your addiction/relapses? I can just see her blaming the "one" critical tweet about her tattoo for forcing the needle into her skin.
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It’s so funny how her video was supposed to be out by Sunday, and now it won’t be up until Thursday.
If she was serious about her YouTube career she would’ve uploaded her video she has been apparently working on for daayysss instead of get an 8 hour long tattoo. Her priorities are comically childish.
She has the looks of 22 going on 52, and the mentality of 22 going on 12 years old.
She probably paid so much for that shitty tattoo, too.
If she had EDS, shouldn’t that have caused complications with her whole addiction story? She said she at one point fell on the floor convulsing (she also claimed it was a “seizure”) and was like that for hours. I assume she would’ve dislocated something, since she’s claimed even in early videos that she would sometimes just go to sleep and wake up with a dislocated shoulder or something. If she was that fragile, she wouldn’t be able to just not talk about all the daily struggles she has with EDS.
She’s soooooooooo educated on addiction now that she’s forgotten that EDS is also a daily, lifelong disease and realistically she’d be getting flare ups like mad if she seriously suffered with it.
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what random on twitter? she was publicly tweeting a guy that said he wanted to do H?
(for those "lurk more" peeps - save it. Missed it.)
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Umm.. the eye on this.. thing literally surpasses it's head and somehow is also on the hair… much anatomically correct.. and covering this major fuck up will only make this whole thing look even more blotchy than it already is.
How does taylor not see these major flaws? ITS EYE IS LITERALLY COMING OFF ITS FACE TAYLOR!
watch her also post photos the day she uploads with the same clothes she has in a vid - which will also be a dead giveaway that she filmed that day. (hope that made sense lol)
I saw a YT preview on her vid and looks like she doesn’t have her new tat in the beginning intro at least. But I’m sure it’ll come up later in the video.
She doesn’t look as trashy as on her other vids since she didn’t make her lips look like balloons.
I almost feel bad for her because it’s clear that she has no friends or anyone in her life that care enough to tell her things like maybe don’t do this stupid thing, maybe try another tattoo artist, and maybe don’t wear that outfit because it doesn’t look good on you. Instead, she’s surrounded by people who will let her look like a whole ass clown because they don’t want to detach their lips from her butt. I don’t feel sorry for her because this is the community that she created for herself.
James Charles has his issues and is hardly the poster by for how a Youtuber should behave, but he did have a lot of his viewers constantly getting on him about his foundation not matching. Eventually, he did make a video admitting that he has issues trying to match his foundation and he tried his best to find a shade that works for him. I feel like something like that would never happen with Taylor because she always breaks down when she gets any form of criticism, no matter how honest it is. She likes to whine that she has no control over her fan base, ignoring the fact that she has control over herself. She knows that her fans will go dog pile on anyone criticizing her, but instead of ignoring the criticism or addressing it in a way that doesn’t single a person out, she always always always quotes them on Twitter, spergs out, and then deletes her shit so she has no ownership in what happens.
Hopefully, it will be just a few more months for most of the people patting her ass about being UWU sober to forget about her or stop caring. She’ll start losing subs again then hopefully.
It’s been said before many times, but she is definitely lonely. But that’s not something to feel bad for her about because she literally isolated herself, by herself.
I know narcs like her and she will never stop playing victim
so that she will always continue to get ass pats. She still has stans who are “mental health advocates” backing her sob story, and hopefully they’ll all see eventually that she is a trash person but knowing the internet she’ll always have stupid ignorant fans.
> No new tat, which confirms she did record it when she said she recorded it (Just totally missed like 3 uploading dates)
> Finally mentioned Zazu dying in a video
> Admits to promptly buying another one (To replace him perhaps?)
> Fish arrives dead. Receives refund. Happens three times in a row before she stops ordering fish.
> Brings up when she received her 300 gallon fish, and how they're all still alive, except a pair of wrasse
> Forgets the name of the company, mentions it was the company for Tanked (which Tanked is a horrible show with all the wrong requirements)
> Mentions how they don't sell to people directly, and how it was a ~*~*~Special Thing Just For Her~*~*~
> Has a video up in the middle of her heroin video, which "accidentally" plays and she purposely name drops it again
> Says "I Don't Want To Hear The Heroin Story Again"
> Opens up on Pewdiepie's Minecraft series and starts talking about her binging it in the Quirky Guurrrll Way again
> Confirms no longer having freshwater tanks
> Says she can just go down the street and buy fish, but she has to order them in the mail for the video, despite talking mainly about how her fish arrive dead when she orders them via mail
> Mentions yet again Fish Shes Wanted For So Long to jump around the impulse buying
> Also side note, she's adding more fish to her already overcrowded 150? What?
> Basing all information off the Aquaria Site despite it not being accurate aka No research on these fish beforehand
> This is the 10th time she's done O face at the camera.
> Talks about how she's feeding her fish 3 times a day
> Sudden mention of the Medusa worm? Let's see how long she mentions her Medusa tattoo
> Admits she doesn't get it yet just because she doesn't know about it and the video cuts to why Medusa worms are bad
> Has Bryopsis and Cheese merch bookmarked on her browser (Just a thing to note, I guess, the only thing I saw of worth there that would interest anyone)
> Sees boxfish for sale and starts talking about cheese
> Test results DID come in ages ago, but theyre were "inconclusive" because of so much tissue damage
> Admits that it's because of her keeping him for a "DAY" to do that weird viking funeral, but I'm pretty sure she had him for a few days if I remember correctly in the freezer?
> Talks about how she's trying to not be so reckless with her money for spending $560, promptly spends $530 with taxes after just removing 1 item down to make it $490
> Date confirmed she recorded it September 2nd at 6 pm
> She went and ordered a bunch more corals and another fish right afterwards
> Hedgehog cages and some glass aquariums turned upright spotted in dining room/den or living room area
> Despite saying she's only bought fish once, drops the "yeah the box always has a bunch of discounts and codes on top of everything else"
> 3 New Emerald Crabs arrived alive
> 2 New Cardinal Fish arrived alive but pale from stress of shipment or the darkness in the box
> She isn't rinsing the bags that have just been in a bunch of packing peanuts before putting them in her tank to float. That's how you kill your sensitive fish and corals with whatever chemicals are sitting on the outside of the bags.
> 1 New Scissortail Dartfish arrived alive
> New Purple Star Polyps arrived alive
> New Tube Coral arrived alive
> Another Scissortail Dartfish arrived alive
> The last Scissortail arrived alive
> Haphazardly opening all these bags with a steak knife
> New Pygmy Angler Fish arrived alive, do I smell a cheese replacement?
> Still have yet to see Irwin
> Says drip acclimation is the best and safest, but she had an appointment so thats why she just decided to not do it, instead of waiting until she's back home
> Finally saw Irwin, her tank has a lot of algae on it, but that's not a big deal.
> Feeding Irwin seaweed again
> Rest of her shipment arrives
> Promptly breaks her camera
> Two other fish arrived alive
> Squat Lobster arrived dead
> All other corals presumed to arrive alive
> Hair line is looking thin and bad
> Ends the video going on about how she's ~3 Months sober~ so that got added in once more
> Promotes her second channel, twitter and instagram to watch her continue to be a "recovering" addict
> Mentions it repeatedly in a span of like 15 seconds
> Tells her watchers to click a new video, still playing obviously with her tags
Sorry it took so long, didn't want to miss anything
I thought Tofu was the new cheese lmao.
Gotta have the money maker meme pet amiright
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Dumping all that water from those bags especially in a saltwater tank is a fucking no.
Not quarantining those fish is a no also.
Treating a smaller tank is always better than infecting a established saltwater tank.
This is why most her saltwater fish died in the first place.
She didn't check if any of those corals are poisonous to her fish.
Impulse buying was shown heavily in this video.
Posting a forum picture and the URL to it if anyone wants a read https://www.nano-reef.com/forums/topic/213658-dwarf-angler/
Taylor's fish care is abysmal. Picking random saltwater fish online is just fucking dumb. She'd be better off going to a local store and getting healthy specimens, but I bet she pissed off the local store when they found all her needles.
Her saltwater tank is gonna make her broke, that's way too big a tank for her to manage and she's not gonna get it in an apartment. It doesn't even look good, it's just got a shit ton of one of the easiest corals GSP. Irwin is far too large for that tank, too much rockwork. She'd be better off downsizing and making it look nice, the 150 will take all her money if she want's it to look "good".
the minecraft bit was so fucking cringe oh my gooooooood. "oh im gonna screenrecord now please ignore the fact im watching pewdiepie's minecraft series HEHEHEH it's not like i am having it up on purpose just to show you all how quirky i am HHEHEEHEH"
i cannot believe she's in her 20s.
She won't see the angler much, likes to hide in rock work and is an ambush predator.>>701931
They are opportunistic eaters and prone to killing themselves through overeating, this fish doesn't have a chance.
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Buying a lot of fish isn't like buying a lot of snakes. It isn't impulsive since I already have the tank. Duh!
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Could have used a 20% off coupon on her $500 order, and didn't.
Freshwater fish keeper here: just because it’s a fish and not a snake does not mean it’s easier to care for. My goldfish tank is easily the most taxing for me to upkeep, and that’s just freshwater and not a 300 gallon salt water tank. I wouldn’t be surprised if all she does with the tank is over feed and video it, and hires someone else to do anything laborious.
It’s just weird how nonchalantly she can say that taking care of fish is easy, when i can say for a fact that keeping water conditions perfect and maintaining a healthy ecosystem is not simple nor easy in the slightest.
And these fish she’s getting are expensive as fuck, and yet she still says they’re just things and allude to them being valued less as lives than other animals like snakes.
If you truly cared about animals, you’d value a feeder goldfish as much as you value a designer snake. Monetary value shouldn’t determine whether an animal is a “thing” or a living being.(fresh blog here)
What happened to Oscar?>>701936
Don't know much about fish but a fucking anglerfish? Really? Just cause it's ~unique~ probably. I doubt it's going to last long.
>>702005>hires someone else to do anything laborious
Pretty sure she paid someone to help reset her tank, looks pretty clean in the video and it was infested with algae a couple months ago. No way mama dean was looking after it in rehab, she probably just added it to the list of expenses. She obviously doesn't water change if at all, she probably does pay someone to maintain it.
Does this mean mushu is dead/rehomed as well? She seemed pretty bored with her on the last vid.
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"the store lied to me"
classic TND response. she seems incapable of taking accountability for her shit husbandry.
yet she continued to buy captive bred animals from that same store….
try again, taylor.
>>701827>begging people to watch the ads on her videos
So she's broke, has confirmed on twitter she's in massive debt, yet she keeps spending money as if she had the income of a year ago. She could go and say that the fish are part of her "job", but homegirl had to rehome a huge chunk of her hoard because her parents weren't able to care for them. Why is she getting more animals? Because "it's just a fish, bro"?
As a "recovering" addict with a fucked up financial situation, she should be focusing on getting her shit together instead of still living in her bubble that she can do whatever she wants with no consequences.
From the looks of it, living with her parents is going to be for a hot minute, so she should fucking stop spending money on animals she'll kill because she has no idea what she's doing. I don't doubt that in the very near future she'll start borrowing money from her parents to try to keep that shit lifestyle she has.
Almost all saltwater fish/creatures are wild caught, part of the reason why they are so expensive.
This bitch is a psychopath, killing pets and lying so much.Another one about the seahorses.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_pp73ONt53M#t=33m53s
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Her dumb stans going back through the house video. These idiots will never get it, anons here called it for months, the breathing, shady behavior, ciders, clothes.
ya the ammonia burns on mushu pretty much prove you have no idea what your doing.
Sensitive my ass, It's not difficult, refugiums, macro algae, water changes, not overfeeding, testing regularly. It's what any reef keeper should be doing anyway.
the way she uses "perfect" and "amazing" is so triggering
. Also, just because you see couples being funny and laughing together doesn't mean they're in a healthy relationship. Time to start DMing boys again Taylor?>>702115
Funny how she only has the first and the 90 days one but not the two in between. You would think she'll want to show off all of it together so she can act as though she's better than any recovery person. I'm starting to believe that she left the sober house to relapse and now she's here pretending to be 90 days sober. I mean, her own mother even spilled the milk
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Oscar posted a <3 on some cute spooky chick's bathroom selfie last week(?), but deleted it. Taylor has been IrOnIcALLy tweeting him. He had the courtesy to retweet… because he has already felt the paoer of her stans.
Maybe a slight hint towards Oscar? >>702130
Just imagine the constant texting/calling/messages from a girl that's so desperate for attention that would feed you to her stans if you ever do her dirty. lol goodluck to Oscar
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I don't think this sperg about veins has been posted yet.
Is she trying to defend herself by saying all her veins in her arm is not working even after 90 days of being sober? LOL
I also never heard or seen nurses doing blood draws from a person's wrist and almost everyone in my family is an RN. >>702139
I think she meant the needle had to go in 6 inches under her skin which is exaggerating unless she's dumb enough to think that her veins are 6 inches deep.
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Apparently she’s sperging about how someone has made a video about her and zoomed in to show her arms and other obvious signs she was using (in old vids). Tbh this seems like less of a complaint and more of a “hey look SEE I was sooo addicted, I was such a druggie guise some1 even made a ViDeO about it!”
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She knows her stans will jump all over anyone, she just deletes hsr signs and pretends ignorance.
Here she is warning keemstar about pissing off K-pop stans because crossing anyone with rabid stans is a bad move!
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Thinking of getting a smaller tank for her anglerfish because the other is too big for him (but what about the other fish?)
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Someone uploaded a video of all the times in Taylor’s videos that you can tell she was using H or her track marks etc it’s pretty interesting. Shows a reflection of someone other than Jonny bout to shoot up in a reflection of Mushus aquarium..I watched that part a couple times and I def think that’s what they were doing it’s just crazy though
that sounds like the Taylor we know!>>702160
God, all her stans sounds like the typical child that wants something but will ignore/lose interest in a few days. LOL at "keep lovin them just as much who cares what people say." always gotta go back to you huh Taylor?
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Omg she is def high in her newest video her pupils are gone!!! She’s acting different and weird and her face is already semi sunken in..wtf she’s such a lying bitch, I’ve done heroin for years so I know what it looks like and she’s wasted in the intro at least if not the whole video. Watch her try to lie and hide it for as long as possible while posting recovery stuff everywhere and being a recovered QuEen!
Not for nothing, but this can happen when people abuse/mismanage their subs, too. She seems out of it though.
The old lady in me feels real sympathy for Taylor. She seems painfully insecure, lonely, and relies on the internet (complete strangers) for validation. Her initial animal care turned into animal hoarding when she figured out that she can gain income AND popularity from it. It seems to have only gotten worse since her recovery arc.
I feel bad for her animals and the poor care they have received. However, this young woman needs a positive and stable support system in her life, which seems to be completely nonexistent.
I know this board is for shitting all over her, but the whole situation is just sad.
the keywords are positive and stable. her family is neither of those things, and yeah she probably doesn't like going to meetings because no one at the meetings likes her. I'm sure she goes and acts like the baddest bitch most experienced hardcore junkie to ever live. she probably triggers
the shit out of everyone at the meetings and makes it incredibly uncomfortable. we've all seen how much she romanticizes drug use.
I don't know if/how she'd be able to smuggle h into her parents' house (I feel like they're smart enough to notice, plus the cooking and syringes n shit) so I think she's just abusing her subs. much easier to keep her parents off her back that way while still getting lifted.
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Well that was quick oof bet she read it on her first lmao
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Hahaha cuz she takes it so mwuah seriousnessly
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Cuz she’s so special and different that her pupils leave her whole ass eye when she takes subs and sit in front of sunlight…no hunny I don’t think so I’ve seen it a million times ..u might think u are the best most addicted addict there is but some of us have been on the Ferris wheel a little longer..mwah it makes me feel so good to say that about myself wonder if Taylor will be my friend now uwu
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Yeah, positive and stable seem to be lacking in the home environment even though her parents likely love her. It seems that they are enabling, but I can’t pretend to know too much about her home life.
She definitely strikes me as someone who would be a boastful and annoying baby junkie in meetings. But of all the things to pick on, it’s weird that people here are gatekeeping how “hardcore” of a drug addict she is. She ONLY did heroin for X months, her arms look fine, etc etc. Just because she wasn’t homeless or lost every penny or has a relatively cushy life doesn’t make getting clean any less important. It’s also very common for people to romanticize and deify their drugs while in the early stages of recovery.
Like I said, I know this is the place to vent and maybe it’s the old lady in me, but she needs guidance and support. Not in the form of people tearing her apart anonymously or 13 year old YouTube stans that agree with everything she says.
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Really trying hard to push the narrative that you're not still an impulsive child ok tay
Kek, I'm sure that angler's going to want to be friends with her schooling fish.
Your stupid is showing, Taylor. You can't just throw whatever you want in a tank together and expect a great outcome. Do some fucking research you twat.
Just like what >>702317
said, she always tries to one up everyone's story and she, what we know so far, started a few months ago yet acts as though it was the most damaging ever in her life but clearly she would still be using if people didn't call her out on it.
She also blocks and throw people to her rapid fans if they ever tweet/comment her with the slightest constructive criticism and by how it looks, >>702325
>>702329, she's on a rapid typing mood for anyone who even questions her.
No matter how much guidance and support, we the random anons do, there's no helping her unless the people in her real life environment gives her that. By the way her parents and friends treat her, she will never get any adult guidance or any REAL support. She will continue to be enabled and she'll continue being a spoiled white girl that acts as though she's the most fragile human being in the world and that everyone should treat her like she's the most important person in the world.
You're hundreds of thousands in debt to the IRS and admitted you didn't pay your bills and are in debt from that too.
So no, you're an idiot for still spending money regardless of your state of mind.
“Document it for my YouTube channel”
i.e. Needs the money/views. In the end I wonder if she isn’t senselessly buying more fish again because she’s filling a void, but because she’s getting desperate for views and money. She must have got a pretty good surge of cash from her first couple videos when she came back, but the views are already dropping again because nobody cares. She’s back to the same person she was.
She really needs the cash and I guess she hopes that being qUiRkY and buying more pets is what will increase her views for the money. Too bad it’s just stupid as fuck because she doesn’t do proper research, and not to mention cringy as hell the way she acts.
JFC where to even begin? it’s truly the blind leading the blind. She has absolutely no fucking clue what “healthy” versus “unhealthy” choices are. Her entire life seems to be composed of unhealthy choices. She doesn’t realize that buying a bunch of fish is unnecessary because she justifies it in her head like this. I’m sure while she was using heroin that she was her justification too. She needs to realize that her justification of her choices is part of the problem.
I never knew about TND pre-Jonny (so correct me if I’m wrong), but what I gather from older threads is that her spending became problematic
when she met Jonny. Wasn’t it when she snuck out to LA that she bought her Cartier bracelet and we now know that right after that, she started using heroin and was never really sober from that point on and continued to spend unnecessary amounts of money on shit she probably doesn’t even care about now. And previously her parents were in control of her money.
Maybe one day she’ll learn when she’s 40 years old and living in her parents basement with a hoard of animals.
No, Taylor has always been problematic
, even before she met Jonny. She already had like 20+ animals (not counting fish) while living at home with her family. Jen had just set some rules like no snakes etc for a long time so when Taylor moved out she went totally ham.
She also had a coke problem before she met him, he really didn't ruin some kind of pure uwu girl or anything lol
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Not about Jonny but about being a terrible person before her YT fame.
Might have posted before because I had it cropped, but I cba to look back, and is relevant.
I’m not saying Taylor was never problematic
before Jonny lol I’m saying that’s when her spending habits got out of control. I was trying to correlate her spending money foolishly with her not being sober.
I take Taylor claiming to have a cocaine addiction with a grain of salt. I highly doubt she had a cocaine problem. Just like now, she exaggerates things. I’m sure she probably did cocaine here and there bc of YT parties, but seriously, when else has this girl ever had any social interactions that were not exclusively because of YT/social media? Was she doing bumps in her bedroom or the bathroom all night long? What was she telling Mama Dean when she would go meet her dealer because we all know how overbearing she seems to be. Idk she seems way too sheltered to have ever been a coke head. Who really knows but I doubt it’s as bad as she claims and everyone makes it out to be. Feel like she would have milked the addiction train a long time ago or maybe she knew she wouldn’t get asspats for being sober from cocaine and heroin was a better way to go.
I agree, she never had a coke problem. She had 1 sip of vodka and did a couple bumps at some parties. She was in highschool with no money and a cocaine addiction is expensive AF.
Her spending was pretty bad pre-jonny as well, 20+ animals while working a $9hr job at petco just screams irresponsible. Probably living at her parents rent free, so she didn't save it, no drivers licence or car.
Her spending got outta control because she thought the YT money would last forever. With YT monetization going down the shitter she struggling to maintain the lifestyle she once had.
I gave her the benefit of the doubt with jonny, but now I think the bitch deserves what she got.
I doubt her coke issue was as bad as she makes it seem. But when you correlate coke with going out, it can turn into an issue. Every time you go to a party and kill a gram, that’s still an issue. You can see in her photos a nostril is a little messed up, but you can’t tell if she just has a deviated septum or what.
I’d love to know what she sounds like on a day to day basis though instead of that fake shit in her videos, you’d probably be able to tell only then if she’s ever had a cocaine issue.
She constantly talks about getting the vivitrol shot to make it impossible for her to get high, but she always pusses out. In the back of her mind she’s scared to get it because she wants to be able to relapse and get high. It’s honestly sad… she needs to be in actual therapy, she has some crazy issues to work out and running to drugs as a coping mechanism isn’t good, unless she wants to eventually die.
Just my opinion on how she really needs help and I’m actually starting to feel sorry for her.
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I just saw that Twitter is trying a new feature so the people can hide certain replies on their thread. Taylor is going to love this lmao. Instead of just blocking the hate, she’s now going to hide it so people can’t see the truth. Censoring the people who call you out on your bullshit only makes you look worse.
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I see she’s still using the bag that Johnny got her. She’s only triggered and traumatized when it’s most convenient for her I guess
shes already said she still has her dealer's #'s. Like, really? If your actually serious about getting sober you'd delete those fast as fuck. She still wants to get high, I'm convinced she's relapsed already, on something else if not heroin.
She thinks drugs are what the cool kids do, she's in recovery and recovery is for losers in her mind. She's 22 basically living in the basement cause she fucked the easiest gig known to man. She's a colossal failure of a person. If mama dean was smart she'd take away her phone and wipe it.
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She still wants that Jonny peen.
He trained her like a dog
>get her addicted to heroin
>have her associate that feeling with him
>Any time she craves drugs she'll crave him too
Classic Pavlovian response. She's still mad Jonny outplayed her.
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I dunno, Taylor likes to self insert herself as the heroine, pun intended.
She wouldn't post it if she wasn't fishing for people to make connections.
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Today on Things That Didn't Happen
more fishing for attention, it gives her a high when people talk about her, why do you think she checks here daily?
She's not being an interesting cow these days, it's the same old shit. Go big or go home Taylor.
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Motley doesn't wobble, he is qUiRkY and can't right himself!
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I'm so unique and know that nobody has ever met someone with addiction, even though it is a CRISIS, and it is my job to be patient and educate. I don't want to give them a BAD example of an addict.
I can't with this savior complex and no self awareness.
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More dumbass reckless spending. But she’s not feeding her spending addiction, right? Just like she wasn’t exercising her addiction when she impulsively bought a $300 fish she didn’t need. And more bullshit for her tank that isn’t necessary after she filmed herself initially buying useless shit. But it’s not her addiction because it’s not unhealthy! She needs it, guys!
Wow, I thought he did that himself trying to move, what a cunt.
Ive also learned from lolcow that a tongue not forking is an indicator of a respiratory infection. Are all of her snakes sick?
Ugh I agree completely! It's really bold of some anons to assume that because she said something it's real or even based on something real. She completely pulls shit out of her ass and she's so sheltered and has no friends, so there's no one to say otherwise. We've seen that she thinks addiction is the coolest thing ever, and there are so many girls who view cocaine as glamorous. Tay is exactly that type. She probably did it a handful of times but cocaine isn't like it used to be, it's all cut to shit with baby laxative, even the "high quality" shit. I don't believe for one second she had a "problem" with it, I think it just fits her so0 siCk narrative. Her septum isn't a good indication of anything, the girl obviously gets lots of plastic surgery and/or fillers. I've seen actual extreme cokeheads who have completely fine nostrils and a straight septum. Cocaine corrodes the septum normally after heavy extended use, which would change someone's voice rather than cause a deviated septum or uneven nostrils. She probably loves that anyone thinks her nostril is a sign of drug use. >>702611
I feel like she's setting up a relapse here. Suboxone is damn near impossible to wean off of, even slow, and you have to be off it for a long ass time to get Vivitrol. She's either going to relapse the second she starts tapering and say her cravings came back really bad, or she's going to drag her taper out and say it was too hard to get off it long enough to get the Vivitrol. Or that she didn't need it anymore. I'm just extremely skeptical of anything she says, so we'll see I guess.
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"So many people said so many nice things about my tattoo. Everyone I met said it was PERFECT and FLAWLESS."
Missed one dose and was puking?? Am I reading this right??
No way she is not abusing the shit out of her subs. One missed dose should not have her basically relapsing from being on only 6.
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Star is still pretty chubby
Damn that's a chunky cat. Kinda hard to regulate their food when they're all crammed in to one room, probably still eats all the food.
It's been discussed but she is a stray and they overeat because they're used to irregular meals. Star probably would've had a better life out in the streets than with Taylor, basically taking an animal living happily in the wild.
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This video is her carrying him outside and even after he starts to gape and try to intimidate her she puts him down. He takes off into a bush, she tries to reach in and he lunges repeatedly to bite her, then takes off again across the yard while she’s left chasing him.
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Taylor: "There is a weightloss show for animals?" Dolla signs in her eyes!
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"My other reptile was okay with this once. I'm completely surprised that this completely different species is acting completely differently!"
Taylor's bearded dragon making a run for it, away from crazy times.
as if anyone can even see her arm in the passenger seat while handing her dad a bag of food at a drive thru
she is seriously delusional
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Taylor Nicole Dean, doing research after the fuck up, and still finding ways to monetize it.
I’m with you, I can’t with this bitch either. WTF Tay and you dumb stans? Patience, education, concise?>>702627
Suboxone is hell to wean off of. But if she ever does it couldn’t happen to a better person. She is done if she really is on subs. The only way to get off of them is by going thru months of some serious dedication and I don’t think she can do it when the time comes, if it ever comes. This is just the beginning of a for real opiate addiction tbh. And we are documenting it.
i hate this bitch so much. who does something like this to their exotic pet and THEN researches whether or not it was okay to do it? i've got exotic birds and research carefully before i feed them household foods or introduce a new plant. this is what normal pet owners do when you care about the welfare and safety of your animal. you don't haphazardly do whatever the fuck you want with them and then after you get bad results run to the internet to see what went wrong.
i want her in jail
Yeah lizards in general often flip out going outside, because uv spectrum part of their vision is at full capacity that a normal uvb light just can't replicate. So everything looks more intense and different to what they're used to.
Not really surprised she doesn't know this.
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I laughed about addiction the whole time I was in rehab, because humor.
She must have. been. insufferable.
"No wobble yet, Just can't figure out how to flip himself over"
"bc he sily and has has no idea how to turn his body back upright"
Yes Taylor, he does that because he has a wobble. You fucking idiot, do some research. A spider ball python "wobble" does not only correspond with a shaky head. The word corresponds with the entire neurological disorder. We call it a wobble because that is the main symptom. He can't turn himself over? it's because of his wobble. He stargazes? Because of his wobble. He corkscrews? Because of his wobble. Everything he is doing is because he has a wobble.
Stop spreading harmful misinformation. Your young stans will think this is cute, buy a spider and say it doesn't have a wobble, it's just quirky and silly because they're as blind and stupid as you are.Grow up and learn how to do reearch before spewing all of the shit that comes out of your mouth.
If this isn't some mighty rationalization. The problem isn't that you're spending money on things, Taylor. The problem is the amount of times you buy shit and the quantity of items you buy in one purchase despite being in debt, by your own admission
Both of her examples are unhealthy. Healthy thinking should be "improve the setups and conditions of animals I already own but neglected due to drug addiction, possibly rehome more animals so I can focus even more on the wellbeing of the rest of my animals, and come up with a budget plan to pay off my debt".
There is a reason your parents had to rehome part of your hoard, and it's because you have too many animals to care for. You have three cats crammed in your room, plus whatever else is left of your hoard scattered around the house, and if I'm not mistaken, some of your tanks are already overcrowded.
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This is anxiety inducing. She’s owned a beardie for ~2 years and is just now learning about this? Not that we didn’t already know, but it’s clear that she is skimming over a care sheet for each species she owns and then acting like a know it all. She hardly considers her reptiles different from each other and needs to do more in depth research or talk with experts in each hobby, fellow Pet tubers dont count. Honestly it’s not just the sheer number of pets she has, but the variety that is too big for a person to focus on, like a jack of all trades but expert of none. Meaning no single animal of hers is getting the optimum care it deserves. It is so sad.
The point is, decent beardie owners don’t just chuck their dragon on to the ground for the first time. You can take them out on a harness until you can better gauge their reactions, there are actually plenty of cute little harnesses just for beardies out there. Would love to see her order one instead of more ugly clothes for herself. I wish to god she would do some fucking research before she gets an idea, this is so frustrating.
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Lets not soon forget she joked about being a heroin addict to avoid the fact that you know she was actually shooting up tar. She’s a fucking preteen that doesn’t know how to process or cope with her emotions. What a waste of time, money energy and resources this girl is. Anon is right, she must of been fucking insufferable to be around. Not only are people dealing with some serious shit in rehab, withdrawing and on top of that having to listen to this cum dumpster make heinous jokes about addiction. I couldn’t even fathom.
It’s almost as if she wishes she was actually at a bar three times per day. When she even steps foot outside her front yard, the internet knows because she can’t stop posting pics with her location. What kind of mental illness can one be suffering from when they actually wish they had alcohol and substance abuse issues. She is so grimy JFC.
It’s often as you think. I’ll probably get banned or whatever on this but imagine being addicted to a substance for years and finally you grow balls to bring yourself to a rehab. After being strong and recover, you begin your life at a sober home to get support and suddenly… a girl that’s completely lacking self awareness comes in and romanticizes drugs while probably nonstop talking about it reminds you how amazing it was. It’ll probably trigger
alot of people by how much she loves talking about it while they’re trying to forget about it.
I know someone who relapsed the moment he stepped out of rehab after a year of hard work and another that is in a sober home for a year or two that hates talking about his past addictions because it just triggers
him when he just wants to forget everything and move on, so i doubt she’s even clean while talking about addiction 24/7 and joking about it.
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So she’s clearly reading here…shew wearing ALL her tags on a necklace now. How much was that Amazon purchase?
Because she's trying so hard to make addiction/recovery her thing. It has to be her personality trait. If she's not consumed with recovery being her "thing" she's going to relapse from boredom/loneliness from her lack of an actual life.
She's boring. That's why she got into drugs. Being high makes you happy doing absolutely nothing.
So it's either do drugs to be okay doing nothing, or make recovery her hobby. It's really fucking disgusting how drugs/recovery is a hobby to her, which is why I feel no sympathy for her and only contempt. Spoiled privileged brat who was driven to drugs out of boredom.
People relapse a lot. But they drop like flies around TND and it doesn’t seem like normal relapses. Relapses usually happen during the first year but I also have known a person to relapse after 21 years. IMO she is very triggering
and even after a decade I sometimes have to avoid this thread. So if she is triggering
to me, over the Internet and indirectly through LC, I can’t imagine being directly involved with her early in recovery. She is dangerous whether she realizes or not. I think she does and enjoys being able to talk about everybody relapsing around her for asspats. The most addicted addict that ever lived being able to say no to those evil opiates while everybody around her says yes. The heroine of heroin. Although, TND is a selfish twat and a proven liar so the relapses may be just a story to further her agenda.
A bunch of tacky-ass keychains on a necklace.
That's one of the stupidest things I've seen in a long time. Yes I can understand being proud of reaching milestones but God, she's ridiculous. >>702897
I don't have the time right now to go back through threads, but I think her first 2 were chips.
Exactly, and the common denominator between all that is the people sporting them want attention and pity. Similar to munchies using canes unnecessarily too.
She wouldn't even have to buy AA key tags online, you can walk into any meeting they don't know you at and lie and say you're clean however long. A lot of meetings even do cakes for multiple years clean. You can ask someone for chips/tags too, lots of addicts have them sitting around because you're supposed to pick up a new one if you relapse, it's basically starting from scratch. And addicts don't need the attention of wearing the tags front and center like Tay does.
I kinda believe she is sober, but only because I don't believe she was even a fraction of as badly addicted as she claims.
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So she is going to have that half sleeve on her right arm. Full color right leg, and some on her torso.
But her left arm and leg are going to be almost bare? Trashy tattoos in a mix of color and style is a sure sign of a stable, recovering addict.
Sorry anons, I'm spatially challenged.
The fact still stands, her tattoo ideas are not thought out, and will look dumb as a mishmash of talent and style.
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LOL I love how she doesnt just walk over and talk to her daughter and instead vague tweets.
Yeah I've never seen someone wear them like they're an accessory or a statement necklace lol
Reminds me of tryhard highschool kids with fake dog tags hanging out of their shirt necks to show how hard and badass they were
Taylor is as always a walking exhibit of "can't buy class or style, no matter what your income bracket"
I would think the key chains are a subtle reminder to yourself to put on your keys. Wearing it around as a necklace is disgusting and a big flag not to approach that person. She put it on a nice chain,too. Bitch if you wanna be gang
sa, put it on a dog chain.
The way she talks about drugs is absolutely triggering
. She talks about the positives of the drugs she used more than the harmful effects of it, unless it's with the intention to make herself look like a victim
Otherwise, she bonds with people about drugs in a way that reminisces about the good highs she had with x and y drug. There's more to the story about her getting kicked out of both sober facilities and I wouldn't doubt that one of the reasons was that she was triggering
others and prompting them to relapse.
She sounds like people who suffer from depression and romanticize the shit out of it to make themselves look deep.
just fucking wow. her entire life revolves around what she sees on this website.
what a sad existence. she pays more attention to bored gossip hounds typing while taking a shit than she does to anything else. bravo, taylor, bravo. you are the best toilet read ever.
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This popped up on my explore page and wow, glad to see twitter didn't even bother reading the responses to her tweet or looking into what was going on here (not that they should be seen as a reliably reliable source) I don't think it takes a rocket scientist to see that this is NOT an excited animal. I guess some people think that every animal is a dog kek. The blind leading the blind as always with this trainwreck
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What's her problem with not knowing where her supplies are? Not knowing where her feeding tongs are when she's making a feeding video and not knowing where his harness is? Those are just the things I can think of off the top of my head. Maybe don't do the thing if you don't have the equipment to safely do it?
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Okay and now she's talking about it like she knew he would be scared/what was going on even though she was laughing during the video because she believed (wrongly) that there was nooo way he could escape
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so basically she admits she knew that he was scared and still put him on the ground despite this. See Taylor this is how we know you're full of shit when you backpedal. If you knew he was scared and that it was because of beardies reaction to being in real sunlight for the first time and and you still put him on the ground that is NEGLIGENT of you and he could have ran away/been attacked by a bird idk what there is in Texas. Even if there are no holes (that you could see/felt were big enough) in the fence.
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Ok if this is real her old Jake from rehab he is a super creepy mo fo and I’m really thinkin it is because he commented this to Taylor 5 minutes ago and the second pic will be the only other thing on his profile wtf?!
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2nd pic about the rehab Jakey boi conspiracy
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Def rehab Jakie what a fucking creep..all his replies are to Taylor?!!! And future bf what u mean, he seems like a fuckin stalker
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She really knows how to pick the weirdest of the weird I tell ya
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Idk what the fuck that dark pic was on his profile but what the actual fuck??? In love with him? If it’s really him ..she must have led him on hard
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Sorry to blow up the feed but I can’t believe I’m actually seeing this..he is a fuckin psychopath ..but by all means Taylor get you some rehab bro dick lmaoooo he has more baggage than Taylor I never thought I’d say that
if this is actually him that's creepy af and he must be the one she was talking about not being able to give her space to grow/waiting to get into a relationship to improve yourself (granted that may just be her excuse). From the vid with her spider ball python in the hotel when he "doesn't like your attitude" and she responded with a meek okay, it was clear that he was abusive
and basically Jonny 2.0. This is all tinfoil but I've always felt that she left that in almost as a "cry for help" (albeit a very dramatic one) as it was at the very end of the video - like she wanted people to know it was happening again. I thought that because she claimed with Jonny she was trapped from day 1 and I wouldn't be surprised if it was the same with Jake. Ik I may be projecting here and it is a major tinfoil but he just reeks of typical abusive
behaviour. While I do feel some empathy for her she manages to remind me daily of why she's an insufferable cow.
Yess I feel the same as well! I really think it’s him because all his profile is nothing but stuff reaching out to her and only following her and now retweeting her heroin post!? He seems extremely abusive
and mentally unwell to be honest. She was right to distance herself if our tinfoil is right. Holy crap I never thought she would make a good decision when it comes to guys judging by her relationship w/ Jonny but I think she dodged a bullet quiet maybe literally when it comes to this one, that is if she stays away.
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brightened the pic but still can’t tell what it is
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Now id love for him to sperge some milk, but I'd be genuinely afraid of him if I was Taylor. This doesn't come off as stable at all and as someone who could really do some crazy shit. And remember she had a gun around him…
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He's so creepy but also I can't stop laughing at his typing
I doubt he has anything interesting to spill. Probably just nudes.
He was never around her animals.
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Why do I feel this is fake and these posts here are from her stans? I think this is a ploy to make her the victim
I think that he has a real page on Twitter if that's the case he would have used that. This is just dumb. Joined the Twitter this month. Something isnt right with the buttermilk.
I don't think it was ever nailed down exactly where that happened, both options (hotel and sober living) were theorised.
I personally think they were the white hotel sheets from when she took the snake there, since the dorm beds and bedding looked different and there wouldn't be a male staffer in there. So probably Jake.
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theyre still at it
really? he types like every other failed sobriety man. Look at street suboxone/methadone facebook groups for instance lol. I could believe it. Druggies are emotionally unstable.
If it is fake then her stan is hilariously good at this junkie impression.
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I feel like it's someone from here or a stan that reads here. Sort of funny the dude appeared out of nowhere, commented on few of Taylor's posts and was found.
It doesn't add up and we have no actual proof is him, so surely no reason to plug the thread with some random account.
Also with her lurking here, and multiple people now who have pointed out she's starting to become boring she might be shit stirring herself. She's addicted to the narc supply she gets from reading here and whining about it.
Entertaining the thought IF (big if) it's really him, I have a tinfoil they relapsed together. Possibly used meth with him first time. And now he is acting psycho because she moved back to living her same old life. Though I doubt this is really him.
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ok but this is fucking disturbing though.