Choosing your passion as a career field isn't the best idea. After a while, it feels like a chore, and like a prison. I've done a writing-related job and I won't do it ever again; it took away all the joy for writing I'd had and I feel like I'm still recovering after it. Like I'm attempting to write and I immediately feel tired and annoyed. Wish I hadn't done that fucking job.
My problem is… I just don't have ideas. Everything I come up with, after thinking it over sounds like something else, something that's already out there. I make myself so angry, because I always thought I was creative but apparently I'm not. Seems like I can't come up with anything both original and coherent. >>369562
Would love to check it out too, anon. Do share, please