/ot/ - off-topic

>>784636
Shanti e Serena non erano state accusate di queerbaiting o come cazzo si dice per tutti i video di Shanti dove facevano finta di stare assieme? o mi sbaglio? quando ancora Shanti doveva avere la faccia di ragazza alternativa bisessuale e bipolare
>>785407
immaginare essere iscritti di yuriko e aspettarsi contenuti impegnati

>>786374
Quando erano ancora con la casta fingevano di avere una relazione, ma sicuramente era un'esca per visualizzazioni. Anche se la gente non ci credeva, due ragazze in un video = molte visual.

>>786445
oddio la casta me la ricordo vagamente, Serena non stava poi con Human Safari e poi lo ha sputtanato in un video?

>>786453
Si erano una coppia. Poi si sono lasciati.
Il periodo d'oro della casta era intorno al 2015-2016, dopo è iniziato il declino. Passare i 25 anni d'età è sempre brutto.

Nessuno segue la Paradisa, che sta costruendo uno zoo in casa con un ex amico di Dudubbi?

I had an incubus type of dream last night, where I was sexual with a demon and it fucked me up. He was invisible, but I could feel the pressure of him on me, and as he touched and kissed me. He wasn't forceful and needed my consent, and I ended up allowing it. I could feel his erection rub against my clit and in the dream it felt amazing, I arched my back. I sort of wondered since he was invisible how hot or ugly he would be but was obviously distracted.

I felt guilty in the dream and weird when I woke up. I know it's probably due to sleep paralysis and having many heavy blankets on me, but I had a similar dream where a demon came to my bed and was on me two years ago. Also not aggressive and needed my consent, it was more clear he was incubus and going to feed (he was emaciated). Even though I was lonely I said no, because if I had sex it would be with someone I could connect with. Dream interpretation please explain.

>>785992
It sounds like you're just horny and have anxieties about sex, which tbh who doesn't. Your post gave me an interesting thought. I'm guessing that historically the succubus/incubus lore was a way of explaining wet dreams and sleep paralysis, and when demons explicitly manifest in those perhaps it was the dreamer's anxiety about religion and sexuality causing it to be a demon? And blaming them on demonic activity both ensures the stigma remained around lustful dreams and assures the dreamer that even with that shame, it was from an external source that they could seek protection against. Just interesting to wonder

I dreamed I met Luna and Lurch the other day, they were driving a shitty car (but we're both seating in the backseat for some reason) and they were as unhinged as they are IRL. I think it's the second time I've dreamed of a lolcow, first time I dreamed that Jerry Peet killed himself.

I keep having dreams with Jeremy Fragrance in them. I don't even fucking like him or his content.

>>785774
>we were in a psych ward of sorts
This made me laugh so much but I'm glad you had a cozy time

>>786371
nah, they're all still together. My mom was trying to convince one of the women to leave and she would lie to him that she's off shopping and come to my parents house to research her options, I guess he was checking her internet history, but he was threatening to take the kids back to his country and he completely destroyed her self esteem so she is still with him.

>>786210
>Problem is the matches. I get them, but unfortunately I'm not physically attracted to them.
So he's allowed to have physical standards but women are evil whores for wanting Chad? Men are retarded.

>>786574
Why did he swipe right on them in the first place if there was no attraction? Sounds like a cope to me

>>786210
>I have a law degree, dog and apartment
So do a lot of women, why do they need yours? What are you actually adding bringing to the relationship? Are you a good person? Are you thoughtful? Are you funny? Are you a good communicator?

>>786210
> "Chads"
> lists tick box reasons for being a supposed catch that don't include personal attributes as if women only care about material considerations
> friends haven't stuck around after transitioning into the next stage of adult life
> male redditor

Individually these foibles don't mean much and even decent people can have trouble finding The One, but in combination I think this is a red piller who, instead of realising his lack of dating success is because RP is bullshit, will just slide into incelery and hookers.

>>786216
If one migrant population was established earlier than another, they've had more time to improve socio-economically and they've gotten to the generation that thinks of themselves as American/British rather than as outsiders. That could explain it, if the pattern of immigration has been different.

>>784859
i wanna say alia but i'm probably more of a serena

I've had like 4 gin and tonics and I feel great. It scares me because I see how people become alcoholics; I would happily live this way.

I love how brave I am when I'm drunk. All my fears and anxiety about stupid shit go away. If only there was a medication that worked like alcohol did without being poison to my blood and a strictly night-time/weekend habit. anyway, cheers

>>785148
I know this is a good vibes thread but it's always good to keep on top of that stuff nonny. It can catch up with you and become an issue faster than you think.

Gin and tonics rule tho

lol anon in stupid questions thread told me to get a drink so here I am. It's a mango lime flavoured cider, good but not as good as the watermelon one

I read through Canyon's thread and holy shit was it entertaining. From his tiny dick, to his cowtipping (that got annoying), to the rise and fall of Tesah(however you spell it).
I'm the type that lowkey roots for most cows even if I shit on them.
Like I want to see Shayna, Tesah and Luna get help, I want them to escape their horrible scrotes.

Especially Shayna, because the other two are in serious shit, Shayna's situation is just her being a huge lonely dumb ass who could easily fix her life.

I don't even follow Momokun but her recent art attempts are really giving me laughs. It's so fucking bad and she's so proud of it

>>786155
>>786307
Ngl, I think that shayna is overrated. My opinion about her is the opposite of yours, even. I don't go to her thread because I don't want to A-log, she is that much of an awful person inside and out.

Sage for this absolute sperg but EmpathP reminds me of cwc for some reason. Probably because she's fat, (chris is fat) and has an autistic obsession with the fact that she has her own vocaloid (chris is somewhat different; he has never gotten noticed by Nintendo or Sega for his shenanigans but he has tried which is something). Also, Aki has her own weens judging by some of her tweets. She seems to have very little recent milk though (her shota oliver model bullshit was… Maybe several months ago?), unless you count the vocamerica fiasco.

Also, she's a way more entertaining cow than Ghost. Crusher doesn't count as her only drama is the dumb calalini shit she did when she was 16. The creep-p drama is just a big nothingburger with no proof and Ghost has essentially left the community.

To be honest, I hope Ghost actually gets mental help. They are almost certainly lying about their did but I do believe that they aren't lying about their bpd given how they usually act.

The Vic thread is so cringe right now with the stupid eye color comparisons and barely legible posts. It reads like 14 year olds talking shit about each other. I get it, she edits her eyes and wears contacts because she’s obsessed with having ~icy blues~ but posting your own close up eye photo is so embarrassing.

>>785683
Tbh they should get paid more, about 110 usd per illustration for marketing intent is pretty low

Anon grow a pair

>>785746
I didnt mean to shit on them, sorry if my english came up badly. I meant that I didnt know that kind of art sell, I always pushed myself to do realism and such because I thought I wouldnt be taken seriously, when I actually enjoy more simple art.

>>784996
>>784997
I normally don't approve of a-logging but this bitch deserves a fist in the face. Seek some fucking help instead of taking out your mental illness on absolute randos on Twitter you crazy fuck. The French were too nice to her seeing how she didn't learn her fucking lesson.

>>786031
Where do you live? IME 95% of editorial and marketing illustration and the like is more simple styles (for aesthetic and fashion reasons but also because it's usually faster and that sort of work has low-ish budgets and tight deadlines). I'd say not working in a very naturalistic style actually gives you an advantage in the field.

>>786055
From France, but I guess I didn't search enough before hand. Was retarded from my part.

>>786184
1. I went for a diagnosis once. 2. I said I gave up on therapy. 3. I saged this post. You are being a bitch.

>>786172
I spent 3 years on a public waiting list (from 29 to 32 lol) because while I did have savings..I was way too scared that this could happen. To spend over a grand and get "well I'm reluctant to say" That's an expensive gamble.

>>785466
IR gave me too many side effects, I was crying all the time and was super irritable.
>>785546
How are you feeling on Vyvanse 30mg? I'm just wanting to know what "working well" might look like. I think in the grand scheme (over the course of months) I'm doing better (like I've picked up my language learning again, finished the book I took months to read on/off, started writing again) but I still have hyperactive moments, have no idea what's going on around me when I'm doing something, don't listen in conversations, etc. In regards to productivity I might have to take >>784131 anon's advice. I always tell myself I'm going to make a schedule or plan out my day but never do it. In the past I've never been able to be consistent with a planner, idk if anyone has any suggestions. I'm not even good with journaling, mood tracking, or even my period tracker kek.

sage for word vomit but oh my god i'm so fucking annoyed. i just aged out of my fam's insurance so it was going to be expensive no matter what but man i really did my research finding the best possible resources in my area so i could finally get a proper ADHD diagnosis, the place i went with had great reviews and were even CHADD recommended. one appointment with the psychiatrist was a few hundred even with sliding scale and at the time I thought it went really well because she was nice and confirmed that I have it, but this particular doctor doesn't "believe" in prescribing stimulants for any reason, she put me on a mixture of meds including effexor instead, which (didn't know at the time) can be an extreme med to be on and especially hard to withdraw from. it's not even traditionally FOR adhd so there wasn't a guarantee it would help the most important thing i need help with. the last couple weeks have been a huge waste of time and energy. i was heavily fatigued, nauseous, more stuck than usual and also developed intense, empty, heavy depression which i haven't struggled with much since like 2019. it GAVE me depression and made my adhd worse, my anxiety was only gona because i stopped caring about anything. i told them i was quitting their plan because i physically can't take being on effexor and only a couple weeks later i'm finally feeling good again on my regular meds, the withdrawals took forever and i was only on the lowest dose. i just recently made the connection that the reason my doctor has a stigma against stimulant meds is prob because their treatment center doubles as a rehab facility so they're like, anal about anything thought of as "addictive". i don't have an addictive personality and adderall works for my mom and cousins and ADHD is ruining my life way more than anxiety/ depression but they don't care, they're not budging on it and it's so discouraging because it took me a LOT of effort just to call and get treated after months of putting it off, only for my own doctor to have the same stigma/ misunderstanding of ADHD treatment that so much of the public does.

it's fine though. i don't have time to go back to them and risk them trying to put me on even more antidepressants because i'm going on a trip next week so i just looked into those Ahead/ Done companies and set up a quick online appointment in a couple days, it's cheaper and more ADHD focused so hopefully they'll be more understanding this time. i'm just frustrated that i wPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>783014
Ayrt, olikin valemuisto että Isa olisi identifioitunut muusuksi. Pahoittelen fake newsiä.

>>782731
>>782888
>>782891

Nyt tekee vaan mieli imeä munaa. yhyy

>>782731
Isahan on vittuillut myös esim. parituksen uhriksi joutuneelle muslimi-transnaiselle :D Haluaisin nähdä miten Katju Aro yrittäisi sen vääntää. en ymmärrä miten nää pellet voi edelleen puolustella tota koulukiusaamismeininkiä.

>>774788

Vastaan vanhaan viestiin kun löysin langan vasta tänään, mutta jos seuraat tätä yhä, oisko tän nimi ollut Ashley? Sellanen muidu joka gyaruili Japanissa Shiena(?)-nimisen tyypin kanssa?

Ylempänä langassa keskusteltiin Temppareista, onko kukaan seurannu Mitte-Anna VS Sonja -draamaa? Esim Annan podcastissa puhuttu tästä, aika sekava keissi ja muutenkin ihan mitähelvettiä-settiä

>>786003
Lol @ the Telegraph. Megan's obnoxious but here's a prime example of how anti-Megans manage to be even more insufferable.

>>785612
Camilla must suck some mad dick, hey.

>>786003
They're making out that this is some weird thing but it's standard practice to send flowers when you can't attend a funeral.
>how meghan ensure she had a part in Prince Philip's funeral
And the telegraph could have foiled all of her perceived evil schemes by simply not commenting on it but oh well

>>786069
It's crazy how many of them think she's a fame hungry leech and so continue to draw attention to her and publish stories about her and make sure we can't have one day without hearing her name or seeing her photo

sage for old milk, but I still am baffled by the visit of Charles and Camilla in Athens for the Independence anniversary and his proclamation of being Greek while his father did not wish to be associated with the country and never made an official visit after Eli's coronation.

>>786134
charles and phil never really got along so maybe that was his idea of rebellion kek

Spooky Astronauts! I'm a horror fan and she's my favorite horror channel ever. She's very genuine and down-to-earth, has good taste, and doesn't try to be too much of a "personality" but is still entertaining. IF you're into horror she's a great channel to watch, lots of cool recommendations.

This channels uploads professional recordings of runway shows and digital lookbooks (and lots of it, multiple videos everyday). I fucking love watching these, it's so relaxing to look at these beautiful, masterly made clothes.

Miziziziz is pretty fun to follow, short simple game dev tutorials. He's probably most famous for his ".io and the rise of fake multiplayer" video essay. But I love his "four game developers jam off the same art kit" series, which is exactly what it sounds like. Great to see how creative small-time devs can be.

>>786066
This looks really interesting, anon! Do you have any other developer channels (any type of dev, not just gaming) you can recommend?

>>786090
Sorry, I actually don't really have any other recs, Miziziziz is more of an exception than a rule for me tbh! But I do also enjoy Game Maker's Toolkit, though that's still about game dev (obvi)