You are a bad friend. Right now I hate you so much, I'm bursting into rage fits randomly. I've put up with you for such a long time, because I genuinely thought we were friends, and I can ignore weird thing my friend says, right?
Yet it's one time I directly tell you that you're wrong, not being able to hold my emotions anymore - you stop messaging me altogether. I muted you everywhere, because I still couldn't believe that a friend can say these things and your avatar made me nervous, but didn't unfriend or block you. Now I don't have to see you in my timeline but I'm still able to receive messages from you. In case, you know, you want to actually apologise instead of brushing it off as you did that time, blaming everything else except yourself.
But you just won't apologise. You won't even just write to me as usual. You decided to ignore me back for months now, and that means you understand that you did something wrong just fine. You probably never valued me as a friend, nevermind all these moments when we shared our pain, tears, when I was here for you, supporting you through your shit relationship. You have no money for the week? Here you go, i got you. It's 3 am and your
abusive partner fucked off in the night and left you alone crying? I'm on my fucking way sis, be at your place in fives. Talk about how our parents fucked up our lives? Mutual interests? Let's discuss it until the sun rises. I was here almost every day, for three years, and our friendship lasted many years before that.
But how dare I say that what you said to me once was bad and untrue, right?
I peeked to your social media, and, of course, you go on just fine. You're not really busy.
There are people that share your fujoshi interests, and I, yeah, couldn't care less about yaoi or slash. You always told me how much you cared about that one person who is obsessed with fucking firefighter anime as much as you, and I didn't think about that - until I realised, that all that bullshit is much more important for you than actual human interaction. You never cared about me as much as you cared about those people who are "famous anime artists obsessed with fandoms", who may not even be interested in you at all.
I was there. I wanted to be your friend, genuinely. You made me very uncomfortable once, I told you that you're wrong, you whatever'd, never actually apologised and now ignore me. And that's it. friendship of m
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