/ot/ - off-topic

Please fuck off, you insufferable fag.

>>204455

go there

This post would be better off in the vent thread. We don't make whole threads for sub-topics like this. There's like ten threads that circulate: Take part in one of them.

>>336275
Same Anon. Actually the thread linked above is better. Just don't make whole threads for personal problems.

My boyfriend and his best friends are all competitive smash players, I wanna have fun and play with them but there’s no point, obvi I just need to play more and get better but they’ve been competitive since melee days. I feel so awkward just sitting in the room.

>>335967
same fam. I'm gonna git gud at isabelle in secret.

>>335967
I hope they wear deodorant
Seriously tho anon, talk to your bf to help you get in the game. Go out there and kick everyone’s ass

>>329429
Careful anon, the angry lesbians are gonna go on a screechfest about how whiny bisexuals are regularly invading lesbian spaces and they're all faking it for attention like shoeonhead– oh it happened already.

Don't give a fuck about lesbian spaces or attending them, I just want the activists to stop with their stupid "straight passing bullshit" and thinking that bisexuals are attracted 50/50 to both genders when the bias can be way more slanted towards their own gender.

>>335967
ew, how can you stand to be around them? smash bois are the worst.

anyways… if you want some advice, getting gud at a game isn't that difficult. but if your reflexes are shit it might take you a long time. since you only need to be as good as your bf and his friends (at the newest game in the series, I presume), it shouldn't be as hard for you to get there. start by familiarizing yourself with the basics and playing often, then go from there. but if playing feels more like a chore than something you really enjoy doing, you should probably drop it. don't waste your time on a game you don't love just to spend time with your bf and his stinky bros.

>>333990
Bad art at times but was actually good and engaging.

>>333990
I liked it. I was expecting some uber Tumblr-ey shit but it was fine.

>>334001
Catra and her scorpion friend were great!

>>333990 i don't mind the character design i just don't like the art style… it's meh

>>333990
I enjoyed it. Catra's character arc into villiany was really well done imo. Also, a bit off topic but the amount of aurora/catra shipping is pretty weird to me. I got a sibling vibe from the whole time. They even both refer to shadow weaver as their mom at one point.

>>204459
holy shit are you me
yeah i know old post yeah

>>326602
You have to track them down the old fashioned way. Best way is asking others who knew them most recently. It may be possible to track them via a criminal record/background check or court documents.

But if such a person doesn't go on social media, doesn't have a particularly public job, doesn't get photographed frequently, it's not feasible for one person.

>>335281
I see. I don't think we have any mutual friends.

This girl was my friend in elementary school and transferred in middle school. She had Aspergers and was obsessed with dinosaurs. I guess we were both autistic lol? However, she wasn't academically gifted, or at least she wasn't in high school. I wanted to see if she ever managed to transfer her passion for dinosaurs into a career during college like some people do but I never found anything with her name so I doubt it.

The only things I did find out by googling her was that she had moved houses and that her dad died. When I looked at the new house on Google streetview, it seemed a lot smaller than the old one which had a swimming pool. Since her mom was a stay at home mom to help take care of their daughter and her dad was the sole breadwinner, it seems likely they had to downsize after the death of their dad. I wonder what happened. It is pretty sad because the guy was only in his 50s. I will always remember him as the guy who introduced me to MMORPGs even though I never really got into them. I hope they are doing ok.

I was just curious what she was up to now because a lot of people who aren't super talented in high school do well in uni. But I think the majority of people with high functioning autism can't turn their passions into a job due to a lack of work ethic/talent/soft skills/etc.

i used to have an unhealthy obsession with a classmate of mine, she was the valedictorian - someone my dad wanted me to be and i used to stalk her fb to the point i actually found her wattpad account and the story she wrote… but then i began to stalk another girl who was also as smart as her and did the same, found her wattpad account and sees she was better writer than i am and began a self hatred that made me think it was better for me to think i didn't exist…

i only came to terms of accepting my own mediocrity and hope the girls for the best with their lives as I deal with my own. I hated myself for wanting their heads… for being someone i should have been from the very beginning but at least now i see different light than angry and jealousy. I became an acquaintance of the latter and hope she doesn't see through the facade i used to wore back in the days…

>Girls who live like I used to and post it all over social media
>Exes and their current girlfriends (or even their exes if they had kids together)
>Extreme subculture women: heavy cosmetic surgery, heavy tattooing, etc

I need to get out more. I'm bored and want more excitement in my life.

>>322846
first and foremost, its not necessarily pathological.

>>322949
Good answer, anon.

This is kind of a dead thread but I just really feel like venting/blog posting about this in particular.

I thought I handled being autistic exceptionally well. I felt relief after a diagnosis (in adulthood), as it was justification/explanation for why I did the things I did and was the was the way I was. I admit it became sort of a tumblr mentality for me, I didn't understand the extent to which my autism effected me and would continue to effect me. It's not like people talk about the aspects discussed ITT a whole lot. I told my friends (online and built from special interests, so talking to them wasn't a problem most of the time. Though with the way I can react to things, ie. breakdowns/small tantrums and isolating myself, there have been some problems here and there) about it, mostly because of the relief, but also because I like to be as straight forward in communicating as I possibly can be with people to avoid misconstruing situations and conversation. Mostly, it was in the context of "I need you to be honest with me and say things as bluntly as possible to me when you feel this way because I won't understand passive aggressiveness" whenever their passive aggression about something I did would manifest into an actual fight. I now regret telling them, I wish I could hide it from everyone, it's the most embarrassing thing.

I guess I just never attributed a lot of the really shitty aspects of myself/my life to it. Always to other things, things I hoped I could change. Like my depression, for instance. But the inability to finish education, or to even leave my house because of the embarrassment and fear I feel, or the inability to even make conversations as simple as greeting someone or thanking them without feeling awkward or misplaced, or being a NEET (now trying to finish adult high school online) who is incredibly reliant on my mom, or being distant from family and never caring that much about it because I never thought I was supposed to care, or pretty much any of the other things talked about ITT. Now I feel like I'm just destined to be a shitty person because of something I could never help. Even if I try really really hard with people, to be interested for them or show empathy, or even try in a career or even finish the education I feel I'm required to do to be a contributing member of society (which I feel I will never be), it will be fake. Masking, coping. So either I live a life of NEETdom and isolation from society which I dPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>335525
hey anon? i hope things get easier for you soon. i really mean this.

>>335552
Thank you, it felt good to get all that out. But, it feels better that someone listened.

hey anons it me I love you all and I love mods and I love this site.

>>335068
Love you too nigga. Have a good night

does weed drunk count

>>335284
yeet homie. im raisin my glass to you! hope you had a good time

im drunk and ily all

>>332035
The redo of the redo looks so much better. Good job

>>332022
No matter how good your art is, the people on this thread are going to throw out random insults. I'm sorry but most people on this site are negative and this thread is the worst place to get an honest critique. You're definitely new here so I don't blame you but this site is literally dedicated to making fun of people. I could be mistaken but by the way you're typing you seem underage, and this imageboard is 18+ so the art is held to a higher standard.

>>332022
Leaving you email here is a very bad idea because it's super easy to find your art accounts using this email. Judging from some of your other works, you seem to be very young, this place is not for you.

While looking at stuff on tapas to see how holly's stuff ranked I found this terrible series called "Where's My BL Story"
It's a gold mine of terrible

>>331918
I wish my body liked coffee still! I get really bad anxiety even after one cup now. Coffee was my miracle juice. I used to poop at least once a day, now since I can't drink coffee anymore, I can only poop once or twice a week.

>>329494
Do you take any medication with your IBS? A lot of my cramping and shits are from anxiety driven, but also not going daily. I went back to a new gastro doctor last month who told me to stop taking my hyosycamine and docustat, and start taking 2 doses of basically Metamucil. If that didn't help they would introduce a fiber supplement, except the issue after trying the Metamucil for a week and the fiber supplement is I started to get the shits way more. Took one fiber pill and boom, next day on the toilet for several hours with tons of pain, 3 times in one week. I went back to taking my docustat but the past few days I've been going normal.

My doctor say if there was still cramping he would start me on a low dosage antidepressant but I still think the anxiety should be addressed as well. I have IBS-M(mixed, constipation and diarrhea. I've been trying to phone him all week to discuss what to try next but no luck.. I can't get a job with this up and down randomness of never be able to have a proper routine and the stress/anxiety of the cramping prevents me from holding a full time job. I got fired from my one job for calling off too much.

Someone once told me they do this experimental test where you basically swallow a pill that is someone else's shit, and your bowel system takes on that persons bowel movements but it's only used in extreme cases like celiac or chrons disease.

shit thread

>>334087
Bye.

>>330967
She's really hot. Does she have any poop vids?(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

>>333521
Gros klaxon petit moteur comme dirait l'expression pourrave.

Il se prend pour le roi du monde, se compare à Jupiter et finalement… mdr

ça ne va faire que s'envenimer.et les flics vont encore plus s'en donner à coeur joie (le jeune avec un oeil crevé, les deux lycéens blessés grièvement à cause de tirs de flashballs (dont un qui a toujours un pronostic vital engagé))

Le jdg se prend vraiment pas pour de la merde.

>>335510
j'aimerai bien voir le jdg demander le contexte pour le décès de la dame de 80 ans en manif aussi

>>327701
I weigh myself every day because if I don't, I have no idea if I'm on the right track or not.
Somehow I just don't notice the difference in myself until it's a lot.
This is how I initially got fat and when I lost all the weight, I only realised how much I had lost when I went into a plus size store and everything was too big lol.
On the other hand, I only noticed that I was losing too much when people started to ask concerned questions about my weight.
I just weigh myself every day now or I will very likely get fat again.

>>327701
It's a very quick and simple way to check weight loss progress. But I've been taking even the tiniest increase of a number on the scale way too seriously.

Sorry for intruding. I'm not so much into weight loss as much as in muscle gain.
I really want to achieve the figure as the muscular woman in the last of us 2 trailer. I was told that it's basically a lean and muscular look but I have no idea where to start.
I only do so far jogging and a bit of cardio. I ordered body weight equipment so I'm really looking forward to starting my training. What else should I look for?

>>334726
I follow the IG person named faithlfit and she's really good with doing weight lifting stuff that anyone can do. she also looks fantastic!! I am ordering weights soon and can't wait to start. diet is obviously a huge factor in lean body/muscle build.

>>334938
Thanks anon! btw her home glutes exercise is fantastic. And yeah, she looks great. I hope I get a defined body like hers in time.

> diet is obviously a huge factor in lean body/muscle build.

Which diet are you following? I presume it's the low carb and high protein diet, no?

> I am ordering weights soon and can't wait to start.

Noice. Mine have arrived just today. All together the plates weigh 20 kg. I barely lifted the case in which the weights arrived, but I'm starting small and my arms are already hurting but it feels so good.