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GREETINGS FROM HELL. MY BLOOD BOILS WITH SUCH REGRET, THAT IM SURE THAT A CRIMSON MIST WILL START TO EMIT FROM MY SKIN, WHICH CURRENTLY FEELS LIKE WET PAPER ABOUT TO SLIDE OFF MY BONES. I HATE EVERYWHERE I HAVE EVER BEEN AND I HATE EVERYWHERE I’LL GO. THIS IS IT. I GUESS IM CRAZY. ILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO A PAIR OF GREEN EYES AGAIN. I’D DISEMBOWEL MYSELF FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AT WHAT THIS HOLIDAY WAS MEANT TO BE
I hate every retarded moid in this world and all the idiot bitches who think they know true suffering just because one moid dumped them. No one has any fucking empathy, all they want to do is enact violence on anyone weaker than themselves. I am the weakest. I am abused and tormented daily by worthless fucking scrotes. Other women can easily find love and understanding, but I get nothing. It's like I don't fucking exist, I am an automatic femcel FROM BIRTH and both women and men delight in torturing me. They are HAPPY to ghost me and cause me emotional terror. Men on the fucking street can't even look me in the eye. As a woman living in California, I suffer more than most of you can ever imagine. You think it's a nice place? Kys. Endless hot weather, no fucking jobs and high cost of living turned me into a modern slave living hand to mouth on the brink of roping. I will drown myself at the beach. I used to want to become a siren and take revenge on men. I am so far at my limit I don't even pity anyone in the third world. You have war in your country? That's fucking nothing, try having an endless war in your mind and heart. Try having random people add to your suffering because they are demons in human skin. Try having to do vtuber GFE just to make ends meet.
One thing most don't even realize is that the men in Cali are the most evil, vapid cunts on the face of earth. You can't just "fall in love", your life will be destroyed. I hate whiny bitches like Japanon. You spent $2k? Cry me a fucking river, British broad. I spent my entire life. Do you understand? I am damned to hell. Even if I die, there's no escape. Pain has become my very existence. You can incinerate my dead body. My ashes will still cry out, blackened from sheer misery. I helped a male with 3 months of rent in San Francisco when he was laid off from Twitter, just to be dumped when he became financially stable. You can't possibly comprehend how that destroyed me financially and mentally. We didn't even live together. I was paying for both our rents. My mother has blocked me on all social media, and she told my father to do the same. No one fucking understands. I won't ever be granted the peace of dying alone, because the voices and glares of every person that has looked in my direction and utterly rejected me will be there to my last breath.