/ot/ - off-topic

>>449542
>Why the fuck would a guy larp as a girl here?

Anyway, it's obvious you're a scrot because you made like five different retarded unsaged posts in the last 12 hours where you roleplay as a fucking teen movie queen bee stereotype.

>>449957
I’m literally not a dude. It’s amusing y’all won’t let that notion go. I thought this was an OT board, what’s the point of saging? Anyways, did it for yah this time!

>>449944
Because they worship me when I do. It’s just a power play. I’m lonely

>>449960
Pfffpt no they don't. You're just lying now.

Every time I've seen a woman enter an incel/mgtow space online, she's gotten torn to shreds regardless of what she says.

Jesus Christ, if you're actually telling the truth, that's sad as hell. You're literally wasting your time trying to impress the lowliest, ugliest, meanest bottom-feeders on the internet. If you're really a girl, you need to get the hell off the internet and see therapist, because your self-esteem is in the toilet.

>>449962
I feel that my self-esteem is forever shattered and that’s why I do these things.

Has anyone ever been to /soc/? Or /r9k/? The incels there will orbit literally anyone, so being attractive means yes… when I agree with them, they worship me.

Lol when drunk I like to read and post in the meta threads for fun

>>440901
That explains a lot.

WOOOOOOOOO saturday night tequila

>>449801
YO! get yours boo boo! plain vodka for me but ill raise my shot to you lol remember to stay hydrated tho. hangovers are no joke

Im sorry im raeally drunk but my ex always ficked me or took advantage of me when i was drunk. I still miss him

Last night I had a dream where I had a turtle, and suddenly a wild animal came into my garden and bit the turtle. I remember chasing the animal away somehow, but I saw the moment when it took its fangs off of my turtle's neck. It looked like a deep wound, the turtle seemed fine and was moving but I had to stop the bleeding and go to the vet asap. I remember taking the turtle to my chest and saying "I won't let anyone hurt you now".
When I woke up the first thing I thought was "Oh, god", because that dream didn't have any closure. It was sad.
Might be related to the fact that I had a turtle when I was 10-12, that died mysteriously (I still have no idea of how she died) and in some way I still feel guilty about that. It's not the first time I dream of a dying turtle.

>>442739
Should also add, I've been thinking of getting a bird recently. Maybe my subconscious wants to punish me for that turtle, or warning me about the pain of loss, idk.

Last year, my mother told me she had a dream about her ex (my bio-dad) and couldn’t understand what it meant. Idk if the answers on google are legit and that revelation has been stuck with me since then (I’ve never met the guy and asshole stepfather forced him to cut off contact with me 20+ years ago because jealousy towards him and my mom).

>>442741
oh anon, what a bitter-sweet memory! that turtle still has meaning for you but it doesn't have to be bad. things that go unprocessed emotionally for children have a way of turning into great guilt. but you need to be understanding of yourself and that child you were and also process that experience. I'd suggest going deep into your memory and feeling the love and joy and confusion and pain alike and getting some closure.
It sounds like your subconscious has just revealed an old wound that didn't heal properly. And now that you're considering allowing a new animal companion into your life, it's surfacing in a dream again.

a relative abandoned my cat far away from our home one day while I was at school when I was a child. that was a long time ago. Just this year, I realised how guilty I had felt and how sorry I had felt for the cat despite it being out of my control and I grieved it intensely but I also feel a little lighter now.

I really frequently have dreams about the house I used to live in. It used to be my grandparent's house and I only lived there for two years and haven't been in there in over a decade but I have so many dreams about there on a regular basis. Can't figure out why.

I hate when people bring their dogs to street festivals. What exactly is the point, like the street is crowded, they're just gonna cause a nuisance and everyone has to walk around them. My grandma nearly goddamn tripped over them every 10 minutes. Stop bringing your annoying ass dogs to places wheres its totally unnecessary

I dont know how to even explain this, but my mom always has a bunch of spit in her mouth and when she talks I can like, hear it? Mostly when she makes a K sound. It makes my fucking skin crawl so much. She also has really bad vocal fry. I feel bad for getting irritated but it's just so fucking disgusting and irritating.

>>449818
why not both asshole. they're not mutually exclusive

>>449818
Nayrt but a lot of 'fact driven' people tend to be really blind to circumstance. They read an article that says A is caused by B and they stick to that story even when a person is trying to tell them about a situation where A is caused by C and D.

>>449910
this.

they are also typically blind to nuances, idiosyncrasies and other variables.

Cool thread idea.

I had a really strange upbringing, my parents were really strict and really lax at the same time. I posted about them in the vent thread once but I think it fits here more.

Basically my parents homeschooled me and my siblings for religious reasons. They never told us why exactly, when I was a kid I thought it was because schools taught evolution but now as an adult I'm pretty sure it had to do with sex education. They were really strict about what we could watch. We weren't allowed to watch any thing with magic in it, so no princess movies (cinderella, pocahauntas, snow white etc) or other kids movies with magic (pinocchio, sword in the stone etc). However, we were allowed to watch it if there was some kind of loophole, like we were allowed to watch pagemaster because it was imagination(I think?) and alice in wonderland because it was a dream.

But we were exposed to violent media way younger and my parents didn't seem to have a huge problem with it. When I was a little kid I played Castle Wolfenstein 3D, which has really bad graphics but still… you're going through a castle shooting Nazis. And there's this one level where you fight zombies, and my mom said that at first she wasn't okay with it because she thought they made the zombies with occult magic, but then was okay with it after she found out the zombies were made with science. Like…. okay.

They totally dropped the ball on homeschooling us and didn't teach us hardly anything beyond reading and writing and basic math. No history, science, or anything else I can think of, Idk what the fuck kids learn in normal school. They didn't even instill basic hygiene habits in us (I didn't know that you were supposed to change your underwear every day until I was like 18). The only things they really bothered to teach us were things relating to the bible/religion and the only time we got socialized was when we went to church. My parents never talked to us about sex, or almost any non superficial topic that wasn't religion, and now I feel really weird talking about these things as an adult. And what's funny is that my parents have a shit ton of old books and a lot of them are Christian "how to talk to your kids about sex" books. The only few times sex ever came up it was just "don't have sex til you're married or you'll go to hell".

And almost all of my memories of church are extremely negative because every time we went to church all thPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>449832
>They totally dropped the ball on homeschooling us and didn't teach us hardly anything beyond reading and writing and basic math. No history, science, or anything else I can think of, Idk what the fuck kids learn in normal school.

That sounds about the same as my public school experience

>>449832
>homeschooled
sorry to hear that anon. Hope you've caught up on history and other important topics adults should know about to have properly developed ideologies.

I have nothing nice to say about religion. I hate the idea that one is so afraid of dying that they have to make shit up and act like they know the answers to anything. I also hate that they act like it's impossible to be a good person without religion. I respect an atheist trying to do the ethical thing over a religious person who is mainly doing it bc they think sky dad will punish them.

>>449823
that's what i found questionable as well. why would god dismiss the entire half of the species that he supposedly created the universe for? there is no reason for him to never address the half of human population like quran. it's always "you and your wives", "tell that to your wife" and shit. it's so obviously man made.

>>449866
The Bible says God created man to reap the rewards of the Earth and woman was created simply to keep men company. No wonder men are so fucking entitled when they're raised on a religion that teaches them we were literally created to please them.

can someone please explain to me why so many (it seems like most to me) animes/mangas center around characters who are under 18? not just that but it seems like they're usually very sexual and makes me extremely uncomfortable.

>>449825
japan is stuck in that marry your high school sweetheart phase, combined with having a rigorous college and work schedule, high school is easy to make appealing to ronery fags who watch. the expectation that you'll marry your first girlfriend and the larger amount of free time make it easy to shit out semi-realistic seeming love stories for people who didn't experience it.

japan in general is seeped in shitty escapism and has been for thousands of years so it's not surprising that their media is like 98% that.

>>449825

Because teenagers are the largest demographic of consumers of anime and manga. Teenagers are horny.

>>449850
I don't know if I believe this. Every man I've ever known who was a weeb, including guys I knew through other people, were always in their 20's or older.

>>449875
Well then it’s likely that they were first introduced to anime as teenagers. That’s generally how into goes. Some people grow out of it and some don’t.

>>446557
She looks like a donkey an has an oddly sloppy body despite being thin

>>446606
I feel like beauty standards for women has gone up and lowered at the same time. Up because ig thot or lolita is basically the only archetypes women have to fit into now to be considered universally hot, lower because people like Ariana and Selena are considered facially gorgeous.

>>446613
I think the only standard now is plastic pornstar. Standards of beauty are cyclical though. I’ll be happy when people are getting work done to look more natural instead of vice versa.

>>437881
She looks like a plainer version of Emma Watson.

Speaking of Emma Watson, she's not ugly, but only slightly above average to me. She's the kind of girl who looks better with casual makeup and clothes, whenever I see her all dolled up, it underscores how not-gorgeous she really is.

Same with Daisy Ridley, only she's just average.

>>445082
Holy shit, she should fire her stylist.

>>446863
Emma Watson is the definition of plain looking in my opinion. I never found her even slightly pretty

from her 'film ph' account if anyone is wondering, after her vacation with sisters and friends in Mykonos

>>448473
Ummh dont think so since Abella Danger and Small Hands are in it, she has like 400 movies under her belt and a contract star, I dont think other directors or co-talent would abuse their position with bad antics

>>448490
It's edgy lol
Is dumb tbh unless you have a contract with PH or partnered (and I'm not talking about their modelhub or community amateur porn program). Adult content creatorm and porn ppl have strong opinions about PH, not everyone is like 'if you can't beat them, join them' attitude (esp if is easier and lucrative in your case). Even Stoya.

>>448533

pic related, also:
https://www.instagram.com/p/BdqevCpATgO/
>I was sexually abused and physically growing up from the day I can remember till I was 14..when I finally had the courage to lock my door at night and sit by it.

>>449488
Her father (who liked that the women who worked with him were individuals like men, but were 'extensions of [him]self') engaged in a lot of fraud and got his money from very opaque sources that scream 'intelligence asset', like Epstein. When he died all his assets were seized and the Ghislaines ceased to be billionaires.

>>449488
Dr. Robert Hare, the criminal psychologist who developed the Hare Psychopathy Checklist, "considers newspaper tycoon Robert Maxwell to have been a strong candidate as a corporate psychopath" so she's probably a psychopath too or at least has a lot of the traits from his genes/upbringing.

And since he threw millions at Epstein to get him into positions of power he was probably a nonce too, so wouldn't surprise me if he molested his daughter which then she goes on to perpetuate thanks to the cycle of abuse. Fun fact: Robert Maxwell died under suspicious circumstances too.

>>449438
>Naomi Campbell

the least surprising name on that list tbh

>>449344
I’m not denying Courtney is a phoney but you need to provide a better source anon, exposingcourtneylove is nuts.

>>449599
The point of the link are her various quotes, not the opinions of the admins. Dunno what more proof do you need.

>>449192

Guy sounds like he's living in his own masturbatory fantasy land

>>449179

Looking like r/gaymen

>>449132
>bleed for weeks at a time
The average for me is 3 days, maybe 4 if it's a weird one. Why do guys have such weird interpretations of periods?

>>449192
>I have money I want to buy sluts
>but I don't want them to be sluts
Logic. Why does discord attract these types so much

>>449219
Nah he mentioned inner kittie as the only good type of vagina. I'd say he's a pedo who hates women. Or an anime fag. Same thing

>>449574
They try and create this idea that there are good and bad vaginas because they're bitter that penis size is judged meanwhile vaginas are generally all desirable