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Post and discuss all of your sexual fantasies! Don't turn this into "fetishes you're ashamed of #2" though.
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soo.. where do I even start with this one.
my "best friend" through out most of my teen years (she was a little bit older than me) came out as bi, I knew for a fact she had a crush on me at one point which made me uneasy but at the same time kind of aroused by it. I really wanted to experiment with her but was way too afraid to actually do anything, I don't remember at the time what I wanted to with her (it at least included fingering and probably spanking) but the closest I ever did to that was "accidentally" falling asleep next to her with my skirt hiked up really high (I was just pretending to be asleep) to see if she'd do anything. in my adulthood I'd hardly ever think of her except occasionally when I got really horny and masturbated she'd pop into my head, but for the most part didn't really think of her that much. but now that I've been on and off antidepressants a few times this seems to be the only thing that turns me on enough to have an orgasm. I have all these twisted fantasies of being in the house I used to live in and having her sleep over and we end up doing sexual stuff. I always think about inviting my imaginary boyfriend over and having him fuck her while I either watch and masturbate or make out with her and fondle her, or us watching porn together then decided to experiment, or me being naked in a room waiting for her to walk in and then pretend to be surprised, or I think about us just cuddling naked etc. sometimes I legitimately regret not doing anything like that, but also it's probably a good thing we didn't. our friendship was really toxic and she was basically just my bully, also we haven't talked in years and she has 2 kids now. the other day I came across a porn gif of 2 women vaguely dressed like schoolgirls making out with each other, I actually downloaded it which is the first time in a very long time that I've downloaded anything pornographic on my phone then deleted it the next day. ugh, I feel so disgusted with myself, why am I like this