>>417347You don't have anything to be paranoid about you will be fine.
>Who you are - III of CupsI have a feeling this card is mental, and represents that you are in a highly creative mental state. It could also be literal, that you are a friendly, sociable person with lots of friends. But this reading gives me the feeling of actions done on a stage. Overall, you are living in somewhat of a comfort zone now, living your life like an actor performs on stage. Perhaps it feels a bit like a performance and that is what is causing the uncanny feeling: that reality might tear down the set any moment now.
>Your shield - II of cupsThe next act: It is time for you to integrate with your opposite. This will most likely be mental. You have been stubborn, and i feel like there is something big you have been repressing, trying to run away from, forget, or disown. Your protection will be to integrate this into yourself, come to terms with it, and make it a part of who you are. Think of it in the alchemical sense, two opposite parts will join to create a third, better than the previous two.
>What you are afraid of - VI of pentacles reversedInjustice. Especially when it comes to wealth, and you are afraid to be on the losing end. Perhaps you have been on the recieving end of injustice and are afraid to let it happen again, so you are trying to keep things status quo. However, the universe doesnt work that way. Energy has inertia, and when it doesnt move it stagnates and becomes putrid. Especially when it comes to money, energy likes to move like a stream, leaving and being replenished quickly. Of course with no rain and too quick of a current the stream will soon dry up, but attempting to hoard it and not let it flow will only leave you with swampy water.
Your environment - II of swords reversed
The time is right to unblock this energy flow. This will require vulnerability, as you have put up your defenses and created a stalemate. Look to your shield on how to move forward, as your swords fall, the caduceus rises. The time is right and you may see signs soon on how to proceed if you dont already know.
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