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I go through insane phases where I'm VERY obsessed with a person and try to do everything in my power to get them to notice me, and the only way I ever get over my obsessions is by moving onto another one,
Had an obsession with an artist, got into everything she was into, talked to her as much as possible, met her irl, and we became friends. She was married so I then I had an obsession with a musician and I got all her cds, got into everything she was into, met her irl, talked to her as much as possible and we became friends and I stayed very obsessed with her for a long time. I didn't ever let her know because I didn't want to mess up our friendship with my literal insanity.
I eventually for some reason grew a giant crush on a movie character and spent years fawning over him. I knew this was different than the other two because the other two were people I knew I could become close to, and he was an ultra famous movie star who is also married and way older than me. He's really ugly and the character is really trashy but he is your typical bad boy but with a soft heart, and I like to day dream that my love would make him a better man.
I'm over him too and I guess the focus of my attention became my boyfriend. I definitely become easily infatuated with people but at least with my boyfriend it feels extremely different, mutual, and not insane.
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where did you find those gifs?