>>516553My chronic pain also relates to this. Because of what happened to me, I didn't like to touch myself, even to wash. Because I didn't wash properly, and because I never touched myself, I developed clitoral phimosis. At 24 I got my first bf and at 26 the sex I had with my bf at the time partially detached my phimosis. Because it didn't detach completely, it got infected and I developed a chronic UTI. The chronic UTI gave me vuvlodynia, nerve pain, pelvic floor dysfunction, plus clitorodynia from the phimosis. At 26 I became disabled with chronic pain and at 29 I still have pain, a chronic UTI, plus all the other issues that stem from it. Now I have to get surgery to remove the phimosis and hope that stops the UTIs from coming back.
And all of this because a deranged moid had to touch me. My ex bf also coerced me into sex while this was happening, so I got abused twice as well. Wish I could just kms honestly.