/g/ - girl talk

the only psychologically complex thing about men is their propensity for violence, misogyny, and lack of basic empathy. They will also project their neuroses onto you and women in general. you can't just like a show, a youtuber, a content creator etc. They try to create some bizarrely incorrect profile of you and convoluted reasons for why you do very mundane and meaningless things because they think they're level10000 genius IQ–because they covet and obsess over other people intensely they think that means you do to. they cannot fathom the idea of having any sort of neutrality or that you can watch something or enjoy something without tethering yourself to it. deeply pathological and psychotic behavior.

>>589828
>they cannot fathom the idea of having any sort of neutrality or that you can watch something or enjoy something without tethering yourself to it

You know, I think this is more of a millenial thing tbh

>>589866
A gooner thing.

>>589975
Can we add
>the way they skinwalk the everliving fuck out of women but try to repackage it in a more male way rendering it completely soulless and boring
to the mix

>>589976
why is half her cooch out in your picrel

>>590002
Nta but it's an illustration of a one piece swimsuit and there's a stylistic shine mark on her leg. Are you a fucking child

>>590006
Nta but the shine is white like the background. So it’s not unbelievable that someone thought that?

>>590007
Yes, it was a stupid question made by a stupid user.

>>590006
>>590008
I thought that was the background too kek

>>589748
please seek your local professional, an obgyn/gynecologist anon. sounds like it might help you a lot to find out if there’s something going on

I actually love it when I get my period now. For me the worst is the lead up to it because I have terrible PMS. I get irritable, moody, depressed, get headaches, have insomnia and will pull all-nighters. This could be like two weeks before and it gets worse and worse until I get it. Then all the symptoms dissipate so I've associated actually getting my period with that hellishness being over. When I was younger though, I couldn't handle it and it was debilitating. Or maybe my pain tolerance and access to ibuprofen has increased kek. I also like how I smell.
I sense it's near now because I can't fucking sleep. I'm tired, but for some reason, I just don't want to lay down and sleep. I've also been cramping after masturbating. I cramped so severely one time after masturbating a day before my period that I embarrassingly called the ambulance. I broke out into a cold sweat, vomited and thought one of my ovaries exploded that's how fucked the pain was. I don't know what causes that. Maybe the contractions after orgasm? Anyways this is me kind of venting because I really don't want to spiral again for the next 7 days.

>>589923
My cycle is irregular, but I a lot of times one of the signs it was near (besides being more depressed and tired) was the masturbation cramps. I'm pretty sure it's just the contractions like you said. To me they're not horrible, but actually a relieving sign personally.

>>589923
I am kind of jealous of people who get instant relief when their period starts. My PMS sucks but the first day or two of my period is always hellish

>>589999
For me I get a horrible period week. I never get any pms symptoms the week before. I guess my progesterone levels are good if I feel nothing the week leading up to period but the first week of the cycle, I’m out of commission and literally can’t get out of bed.

>>589733
Thanks for the questions!
>Do you have a conventionally attractive type of husbando or an unconventional high stakes autism type of husbando? Or something in between? If so, what do you think about your husbando broad/niche appeal?
I'm afraid it's the latter. I posted about it before so I won't go on end but I'm kinda embarrassed about my waifu because she's from stuff that would get me bullied even on here by the other yumes. I wish I could openly post about her but we also have annoying lurkers and people who might recognize me so I'm better off not bothering. Anyways I like that she's niche because I get to gatekeep her.
>What's the most autstic thing you did for your husbando? Like reverse engineering his birth sign (if it's unknown) or something similar.
Uhh let me remember…
>one time I was walking in my own home thinking about her and I walked straight into a wall like a cartoon chatacter
>reverse engineer what her parents might be like
>bought a bracelet that looks exactly like the one she canonically wears
>got my braces in the same colors as her color palette
>made a website shrine to her (deleted now because I wanna overhaul it)
>have over 300 saved pics of her on my phone
>married her in tomodachi life
>>589927
Yes but I didn't get to actually play with her. I should make the two of us living together it would be so cute.

>>589733
niche? I'm not sure how to answer that anymore. so I really do believe my husbando is very charming in a unique, freaky way and has a serendipity around his character, probably why plenty of wonderful artists and yumes get obsessions with him for many years even though he's peculiar and hated…
>death threats and attempted cancellations towards his fans are commonplace
>not worse than the other baddies yet people treat him as if he personally victimized them
>retarded, neverending turf wars over whether or not he's attractive even though his design is beautiful
it's a mess. I fell for him at first sight though and I wouldn't call him high stakes because to me he's a never-ending buffet at a 5 star Michelin restaurant. plus I like that he's his own normie filtration device.
>autistic
this isn't the weirdest thing I've done but my interpretation of him is pretty much its own triangulation from the canon of his story. yeah, it actually does make sense and fill in a lot of character writing issues, plot holes, and makes so much of his character come alive…but I also wouldn't run around saying my interpretation in public either because I know that it wasn't the author's intent to make him so complex, though I know that its that uncertainty that makes him compelling to so many people whether it's in a positive or negative way.

>>589943
Wish you the best, nonnie, hope your relationship stays strong despite everything. Women into waifus are truly the strongest soldiers in yume world imho.

>>589927
Yes! I made him myself since uploads were meh and I'm super happy with how he turned out. I recently drew myself crying in his arms (an emo moment) and I felt cringe, but whatever. There's nothing wrong with women loving their husbandos.

>Do you have a conventionally attractive type of husbando or an unconventional high stakes autism type of husbando? Or something in between? If so, what do you think about your husbando broad/niche appeal?
I'm not sure. I think in between. He's conventionally attractive body wise. Personality and the features on his face? A little ugly and creepy. Like, would a pretty face be immediately ugly just because it belongs to a monster and has eyes a little too wide or a mouth a little too large? The western fandom hates him for being creepy but he's pretty popular with the eastern side.
>For those who don't have any creative talents, do you feel bad for not making art of him/writing about your husbando? How do you show your devotion instead?
I write but I wish I could do art. I'm too lazy to learn. So I write.
>What's the most autistic thing you did for your husbando? Like reverse engineering his birth sign (if it's unknown) or something similar.
I did try and calculate his rough birthday using astrology but I have zero knowledge of astrology. I think probably spending over 1.2K on him is worse.

Any "mommy" fetishes. Hurr durr goth mommy dommy mommy muscle mommy. Actually worthless freaks.
>oh it's just a joke and we're mostly chill about it
Yeah why do I hear it all the time then faggots? Men are children.

Might be weird, but energy drinks. If you genuinely can't function without them you're beyond pathetic.

>>589970
No I agree. Men love to post pics of themselves flexing the tendons in their hands while holding an energy drink, grow up faggot

>>589972
One accidental papercut and it's all over

>>546841
absolutely amazing thread js

>>589637
I remember realizing this one time when hanging out with my bf and his friends. They were interacting normally with each other but as soon as this one guy was out of the picture, they were complaining about this and that thing he did and what an asshole he was etc. As soon as he came back they were all smiles again. Friendship my ass, they never talk about anythibg serious with each other, they just joke around and talk badly behind each others backs

>>589637
I think probably to some people here a shallow friendship is better than no friendship/

A lot of women where I'm from are just huge pushovers for moids, victim-blamers. Obligatory not all of them and I've met plenty of normal ones but I have to admit I'm pretty disillusioned about the whole "girl's girl" bullshit because whenever women and girls get abused or harassed by moids in public or the like, the women around them just give them dirty looks like they just got tainted. When I was assaulted right in public when I was what, 9, I had women stare at me like I was some sort of dirty child prostitute when the moid left.
I hate to sound like an nlog but I can't trust women being potential enablers as much as I can't trust men sometimes.

>>589979
That's a normal and fair reaction to consistent betrayal. I hope you are able to find someone you trust in future. You deserve a break.

>ex-TIFs who have come to terms with being female but are now adrift
that’s me kek. peaked because gendies peer pressured me into doing retarded shit until it bit me in the ass and eventually realized how annoying even the less retarded people are. i would say that i wish i had a radfem leaning friend to be myself around but i don’t even know if i would be able to do that either. it’s either being crypto around more “laid back” people which i’m fine with when they’re not doomposting about trump coming after them for being slightly autistic or not talking about certain things so i don’t start an argument. i just want a good middle ground

I was completely unable to experience pain-free sexual arousal or masturbation from ages 13-21. This changed recently when I got a genital procedure that completely cured my chronic pain and restored my ability to feel sexual pleasure.

Not to be dramatic but I had the worst 24/7 chronic pain I’ve ever felt in my life for an entire year and a half before getting my surgery, and I feel slightly traumatized from it. I could not move an inch without being in horrific pain and the meds they prescribed me barely worked (and also made me catastrophically suicidal for some reason). Even before it was 24/7, I experienced on and off pain when I wasn’t touching myself or anything. This type of thing is called persistent genital arousal disorder, and it felt like I was on the verge of an excruciatingly painful orgasm all the time. In public, around family members, around males I hated and felt 0 attraction towards, etc. such a mind fuck, and before I was diagnosed with a physical genital condition that was causing it I thought I had finally gone completely insane. That it was all in my head, which lead to self medicating with alcohol and clonazepam before seeking out a doctor.

But even the local gynecologists misdiagnosed me and discouraged me from seeing one of the only specialists for my condition in the country. I had to shell out thousands of dollars out of pocket because this female medical condition isn’t covered by insurance! Once the surgery was done, my specialist said it was the most shocking and severe case of (insert genital condition) she’s ever seen in her life.

I don’t have pain anymore but I also don’t know how to move on from this. If someone were to attempt to have sex with me I’d become enraged, it would just remind me of the endless torture I went through before anyone bothered to believe me. I still hate becoming aroused now and I only associate it with pain and humiliation. I also worry that I won’t find a female that’s okay with me preferring penetration (my clit was what was operated on and the main source of my pain). I’m also ashamed of being a virgin and I hate all of my peers for being able to build romantic relationships/have sex while I was in my own personal hell

>>588786
I interpreted it as anon finding an old ipod from years ago, and that they're adults now.

People who try to psyop you or condescend you into forgiving your abuser can die

>>588693
im familiar with men within the family being violent and sexually deviant. i would confront him about it, aswell as talking to your sister. anything that you take upon yourself is stored in your body and both the memory as well as the mistrust is a huge hinderence in your own sexulity and relationships towards men and as a woman. Sick conduct needs to be called out, end of discussion.

as for your guilt to not have sex, it has been their fault, you merely deal with the aftermath, and trust that you do it as best as you can. you dont owe anyone sexuality, its only your relationship with yourself and you can take your time with it as long as it is necessary.

>>589909
You know nothing about anons family or family dynamics and flippantly giving this advice without more details under the guise of familiarity with her situation is shitty.

>>589881
you have serious problems

why do so many nonnies have so much hatred towards their race/ethnicity? I see so much white worship in every thread. Im middle eastern and i love my country and culture, sure it has flaws but thats with every country.

>>589916
Lucky you you're not on death row and jail for existing I guess. You have to be in this specific retarded situation to understand this mindset. You need to live through it to see the truth. Pray for me and that my inevitable execution is painless and quick. That or I kill myself before they get me.

>>589916
I live in the only country in the world that has banned paypal for no fucking reason. No it's not the saudia. Even north korea communist shithole uses paypal

>>590131
Well I checked it out now but it's banned in there too but anyway

>>589755
He absolutely did it on purpose. Making rice is like boiling tea, it’s pretty easy, I knew how to make rice at 12.
You didn’t ask him to make you a chiffon cake.

This vent is about an ex. I just had a flashback to this. He was terrible at initiating sex and never got me in the mood. He's just take his pants off in another room and walk into the room I'm in naked and then stick his boner in my face. He'd like wave it around trying to get me to suck it or something. It was such a fucking turn off. I look back and I'm like cringing at how embarrassing it was to see a grown man behave this way. He never the entire time actually turned me on. I thought he did at first but that was really all me and my enthusiasm. He also would like randomly honk my breast really hard to turn me on. It did not work. Another thing, anytime I would bend over to get something he would make a karate chop style hand and then stick it right in my vulva or buttcrack from behind. When I said it hurts or got mad he'd act upset and offended and tell me I don't like him. I think he raped me a bunch of times if you count coercive sex as rape. Like pouting and picking fights when I said no. I kind of wanted this to be a funny vent about him wagging his dick around and then all of this anger and disgust came flooding back as I remembered more and more. I've never had a good lover in my life.

>>589915
>He's just take his pants off in another room and walk into the room I'm in naked and then stick his boner in my face. He'd like wave it around trying to get me to suck it or something.
ew what the fuck
the more i read these threads the less i want a moid

>>589915
What the hell? Glad you left him nonna. There are actually so many scrotes who think that they can just present their dick and the woman gets instantly wet and ready, they lack sex appeal and in general respect for women.

>>589915
my ex would randomly grab me when he wanted sex. I eventually started doing everything I didn't like back to him.

when he was in the middle of talking happily about something I would painfully grab his crotch, tweak his nipple in public, spank him whenever he bent down, I even pushed him on his back and yoked his legs up aggressively during sex once. every single time he was bewildered and uncomfortable and it was sad how he only got the message then.

>>589710
vibes

>>589741
She’s 100% take that as a compliment

new aatp

>>589907
Kek I thought of posting it

>>589741
kekk that was my first thought