>>518878I like this kind of thinking. Even if I'm not the nonn you replied to. Always feel like I haven't found a man I fully respect nor trust yet. Unlike reading books or mangas about the ideal guy who loves and protects the girl.
Had some experiences I'd like to forget. Went abroad and was forced to stay with shitty relatives for several months. It's illegal to work without a visa, so brightest idea ever to find a dude to shill money. Guy is suspicious as fuck. Thank God he wasn't
abusive or anything and that his dick was so micro-sized, it was impossible to do anything. But it was a sketchy experience and he was broke as fuck and kept trying to text me. I was more scared that an older guy was so desperate for teen me. Never again.
Then with my ex-boyfriend, he's actually sweet. We're still on good terms but I always felt like he focused too much on sex. His fatal flaw is being porn obsessed and too horny for my liking. He took my virginity and technically unconsensual. Because I said no and he kept pushing for it. "You know why you came here" but I genuinely only wanted to watch a movie and hang out. Forgot that fucking men are horn dogs and that Netflix and Chill is a joke for a reason. Can't find myself relaxing around men when it seems like my only worth to them is my body.