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Support for nonas going through breakups/divorce and moving on.
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Finally left my BPDemon boyfriend the other day. I cannot believe at my big age I thought I could fix a man. He really made me believe it was possible. He was so sweet in the beginning, he worshipped me. He swore off porn and let me check his phone and promised to work on himself, but eventually he began snapping at me and demeaning my intelligence. He developed a habit of accusing me of saying things he himself had said, sometimes within minutes of saying it (i.e. "you told me to fuck off and have a nice life" minutes after he told me to fuck off and have a nice life). Real psycho shit. I reached a point of apathy where it no longer made me sad to think about him falling apart in my absence. I am just depressed it took me as long as it did.
Today I logged into an old social media account of mine and could see that he he has been reposting weird fetish porn for months to a locked account that I believed he no longer used. I feel pathetic. Why? Why did I spend a year with him? Why does some part of me still feel a little hurt?
I had to block him everywhere. I fortunately did not have any of his shit at my apartment, but I'm sure I'll never get my belongings back from his place. He threatened to tell everyone we know that I swindled him. I don't care anymore. He is so obviously deranged, I don't know who would believe him. I'm so ashamed of myself. I cannot believe I put myself into this situation. I might be retarded.