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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears, she now looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent. >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without futher medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her major trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything yet, but plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, and pretending she can only eat one type of food. Currently saving up for her autism diagnosis, but it's over $3000>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s a constantly growing number of alters living inside her head with some of them being “fragments”.
MEET THE ALTERS:
>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits, signs with a snake emoji>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, might make a twitter, signs with a flame emoji>currently unnamed 6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting”, talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" Kind of like her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Certifiably too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. >Flora: just a "fragment" who is not just a carbon copy of cure flora, but is all the positive cures, and is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. Is a cat! Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city.>Jax: 19 year old girl who speaks with a Brooklyn accent, and types with one too, which is normal. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane/LoL), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Is going to get seriously into drag. Signs with a test tube emoji. >piano emoji: ??? Silently added to her tiktok bio.
Stamps from last thread:>>197612
Feb Live stream >>197629
transcript here. >>197910
she follows up on her previous video re: racism. Mentions reparations. >>197951
summary here. >>197974
dumb Veronica tiktok where she can't even do a second take to correctly join her heart hands. >>197996
silently adds a piano to her list of emojis>>198037
claims she has stretch marks from… Weight loss>>198159
she's starting a podcast>>198109
and she's going to be on a Barcroft video >>198184
we need more education on DID and Jill's the one to teach us>>198488
advertising "our autistic selves" YouTube channel.>>199105
Jill tweets her alters names and pronouns, and then what their roles are >>199165
spergs about NFTs on some youtubers video, she's UNFOLLOWING>>199295
switching from jerr to flora. Can't believe flora can fully front. >>199441
"how we use the emotion wheel" >>199512
alanis parody tiktok followed by >>199513
"muh did gives me amnesia and makes me a bad friend" >>199579
it's did awareness day, are you aware of pixie? Did you know she has did?>>199617
it's Jill's birthday. Her party includes a jeopardy game all about her. >>199623
>>199637 she invited a tiktoker to her home for the first time for the party. Said tiktoker has schizophrenia, so Jill thinks he's cool. >>199754 >>199850
Canadian news wants to interview her. >>200629
who is and isn't attracted to stebie>>200631
going to do drag and be super serious >>200847
MEET THE ALTERS VIDEO. This one is focused on uh. Jillian. Transcripts start here >>200868>>201171
debut of the sunflower lanyard (note it's for people with hidden disabilities who may need extra support in public places) >>202374
She wears it to check the mail. >>201754
leaving mean comments on tiktok causes enough trauma to form new alters>>202045
anon finds Jill's collab dress on a clearance rack>>202197
new emoji dropped. Test tube. Jerrick's Twitter age is now 14-19>>202306
test tube is going to make their drag debut>>202373
tiktok bullies are too much. She's taking a break from tiktok. >>202501
test tube has been posting on jerrick's account without permission. >>202721
birthday vlog. >>202758
she's working on a meet the alters episode for jerrick. >>203067
test tube emoji drops some picrews. Her name is Jax. >>203068
she talks in a Brooklyn accent (and types in one, too) she's a partial fictive of three characters. Jinx from arcane. Harley Quinn. And spinel, from Steven universe. >>203544
her graduate page from her craft college. Makes sure everyone knows she's neurodivergent, and I guess looking the part comes naturally. She's the only one who's collection isn't shown.
Last thread >>197246
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/
Twitter 2: https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/?ref=py_c
Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://anony.link/https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com/
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she needs to seriously have a makeover. She looks like fucking tekashi.
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More of her usual flexing. Maybe she could afford to donate to BLM causes if she bought a couch from ikea like every other student.
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Fun little Stevie moment
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Steves DID saga thrown out of the window, he is a confirmed greener.
Had to search what this even means.
So they both have issues with cannabis I guess
This, she wants to be the ~speshul~ one.
I know Jillian is annoying, but Steven is no better. I wonder what other issues he has when no one is looking.
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I checked out her university’s website again and I kekked so bad. So not only does she look special ed in her own graduate photos, she looks even more special ed in her classmates graduate collection
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Samefag for another image drop, but her weight gain is very apparent in her legs. The way she drew the “body” (herself) in the Jillian alter video is way skinnier, it’s like she’s in denial
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not my best editing work but i had to make something for this
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i have too much free time rn
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Glimmer in her eyes, well kept colorful hair, nice simple makeup (no ugly eyebrows), big eyes
Ugly fried hair, bloated face, literally a goblin, constantly high face
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did y'all see that jillian modeled for another student?
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Looking at this pic and comparing her to other graduates, Jills really reminds me of this post. Oof
. It's really obvious all of this is happening because of her addictions (alcohol, weed, sugar).
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the face shoop on the right lol. even pre landwhale her features didnt look like that.
shes wasn't ugly but she wasnt pretty either..
this photo taken from her
2016 FULL FACE WITH CANDY CHALLENGE
if she lost the weight and stopped drinking/smoking she could look like this again
stop pretending she used to be better. back in the /snow/ days she was so milky her threads would barely last a few days before getting locked.
the only difference is her mommy was coddling her and she at least tried to be a normal human being. since she discovered faking autism she's realized she can do whatever she wants as long as she has some mental illness or disability to blame for it. id say she started getting worse since her bpd diagnosis because it let her embrace being a piece of shit person
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>>203955>she looks like the no bitches meme
kekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk ANON I'm fucking laughing so hard!
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she did have a pretty-to-average face though, pretty cute in the "quirky" way
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Eye editing confirmed, to no one’s surprise(cowtipping)
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Get yourself a therapist who humours you having a Harley Quinn alter that formed because you were called racist.
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yeah, no. you were (barely) underweight for like 5 minutes, Jill.
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so of course Moonlight Knight is out and Jill makes it all about herself as per usual.
The first way to know someone is faking it, is that they make their disorder everything about media. She's transparent but expects people to believe her.>>204388
This. I still haven't forgotten that she thought daydreaming was literally dissociation.
The people who follows her are going to think they have DID as well thanks to the retarded shit she says.
I wish someone confronted her 1 on 1 with her delusions. Her circlet of enablers and fans won't do it.
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Literally Jillian and her therapist.
Good point and typical gross behavior from her. I hope that kid has the sense to stay away. Her munchie disorder collecting has gotten extremely transparent. You definitely can't be mean to a schizo autist or expect them to get a job or do anything but smoke and drink and online shop all day! She might even lean into weed triggering
schizophrenia in people genetically predisposed to it, whoopsie!
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These books that are in her new pic on Twitter are so…. lmfao. Body positive POWER!
Excessive weed and LSD was one of the exact triggers
for my family member, if she's going to LARP that she's going to need to change everything about herself and quit YouTube/social media almost entirely. You're a different person on the other side of a psychotic break and you basically never come back and lucid moments are rare even with meds. She's a terrible actress, I don't think she could pull that off to save her life.
>>204461>I cannot understand why anyone would aspire to schizophrenia.
Me neither, it ruins your life, it affects your loved ones.
She just wants a bunch of mental illnesses, she's obsessed with them, I just can't with this. Imagine wanting to have life multiple altering diagnosis, imagine wanting to have trauma, imagine obsessing over mental illnesses, imagine making them your personality. She's so fucking sad, I can't believe she's for real.
I'm honestly afraid of Jillian going through that path. I'm sure she will double down on the weed and alcohol and she won't get better because everyone enables her (fucking steven being the grossest one of them all. Fucking "it's okay to explore your age regressions at our house" shit he pulled out recently. ITS NOT EVEN HIS HOUSE).
Plus, didn't she say she wanted to try ketamine for ptsd? that therapy is experimental and for war veterans. I'm not joking here. She doesn't need it.
>You're a different person on the other side of a psychotic break and you basically never come back and lucid moments are rare even with meds.
Can someone please post the names of these books? My sight is very bad and they look super blurry. I want to look into them.
Also>the art of drag
and she wants me to take her seriously? come the fuck oooonnnn.
From left to right:
The Art of Drag
The Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie
Kawaii! Japan's Culture of Cute
Where We Belong
Body Positive Power
Does she seriously think that schizophrenia is actually fun and some kind of wacky adventure?
Put my friend in hospital for a couple of months, and she’s doing better now, but it is a lifelong condition. She will need medication for the rest of her life.
And there are still people who don’t believe psychosis is a real thing, nor do they have realistic ideas of what it entails.
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is she saying that she still has an eating disorder when jerrick fronts but no one cares because she’s fat? i don’t believe her
this is so funny to me. Maybe Jerrick forgets that he eats during his greenouts, so he thinks he's ana.
I have to say the sheer cringe of this DID saga is so entertaining that I hope it lasts until summer at least. I want a whole video with Veronica, who is like a cursed offspring of a Care Bear and Jessica Rabbit.
>>204577>Maybe this really did all stem from her mom having cancer when Jill was young, but Jill getting bizarrely jealous of the attention mom got rather than being concerned, and becoming a full-fledged munchie as a consequence.
I’m starting to think this, too. While she was a teenager Jill could get attention for being quirky and dressing weird but that doesn’t cut it in the long run, especially when nearly all of your classmates at craft school fit the same mold. She needed something new and from personal experience she knows that being sick is a tried and true way to get attention and sympathy. I’ve read that a lot of Munchausen cases are triggered
by a real illness.>>204604
Literally >>204254>I was anorexic for a good three hours while I fronted. Then I switched to Jill and she made us a sandwich.>>204628
Same, I really want to see more of Veronica.
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> IF those arent the lyrics dont correct me
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She doesnt seen to understand that she ought to be ashamed of her two weeks of Tumblr pro ana. Or is it not cringe anymore?
>>204604>I am my worst nightmare at 14.
So you know right, you know you're obese and you rather pretend to still have an ED while eating like shit, sitting on your ass drinking and smoking weed
You're truly your own worst nightmare.
She’s condemning herself to a slow death with overeating anyway, it’s just that she’s female so her body can handle it a little better for longer but no doubt all that weight is worsening her physical and mental conditions. If she was fat but still worked out/was active it’d be less concerning but the fact her life seems so sedentary is the worst possible thing for her in combination with the shit eating habit, weed and alcohol (and age play).
Maybe she’ll split off an alter for the express purpose of going for a walk each day. Surprised her old man alter doesn’t do that kind of thing already.
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Tiktok made Jill deny Jax.
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anon left out the other part of the tweet. it was some stupid DID bingo.
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aggressively pursuing a shiny new autism diagnosis
I think she's trying to call out DID TikTok. But she has done a lot of these especially the >Educational threads from someone with zero research and was diagnosed a week ago.
She literally got her diagnosis and made a video "educating" people about DID. She can't play problematic
BINGO when she does almost everything on the card.
I’m so lost, she’s saying this is what ran her off tiktok but she did a lot of this? She treats her little as an actual child, she won’t give her name to protect her; she will never say that something isn’t valid
; her hyperfixation is Pretty Cure and she has a Pretty Cure fictive (based off of one she even cosplayed in the past); Flora and Jax’s nationalities were already mentioned, but Cliffe is a gay man, I’m pretty sure that counts as “claiming an experience that isn’t theirs” as well; and her tiktok was PURELY to showcase her alters, not seek support for the serious issues DID causes. Does she not realize she’s throwing stones in glass houses?
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She's just fucking sad that tiktok didn't accept her DID charade, kek. She's not getting the views she wanted so she dipped out.
What she wants is enabler.
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considering she's larping DID to feel special, she really does make every human experience into "omg that is just like DID"
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At least she’s not wearing the god awful “drag makeup” anymore.
jillian at 14: has a self diagnosed quirky mental disorder
jillian at 24: has a self diagnosed quirky mental disorder
my theory is that she can't keep up with her own DID bs and wants a space where she can completely drop it when she can't be bothered with it, but without getting rid of it completely and proving her haterz right. And she was getting called out on tiktok JUST enough for that to become her "DID-less space" and just claim "oh it's because of the bullies on here, that's why I don't show anything DID related anymore" not because she is already tired of keeping track of it and only "switches" when she's high or drunk as fuck.
you watch. re-integration saga within the year
You think she'd use this as an excuse to give into her shopping addiction (she can always lie and say they were gifts or thrifted); I mean it could be a whole series, a vlog/thrift with insert alter of the hour
then a get ready with me alter version
and a look book/style, or a thrift flip depending on the alter; hell a whole series of the other alters "spoiling" the kid alter, I know a huge part of therapy is giving your inner child what they need, which for Jill seems to be endless attention and anime toys
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just leaving this here, being unattentive can be mislabeled as DID
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Jill you are throwing $3k at an autism diagnosis
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of course jill is blaming her unprofessionalism on her DID. i genuinely do not understand how she plans to continue her lifestyle when she never wants to work and never tries at anything.
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didn’t jill say that MM reminds her of her trauma and doesn’t like people mentioning her? why is she seeking out content about people who remind her of her trauma? her trauma larp is so fake
Because, dear nonnie
, it doesn't give her the asspats she craves. She's special and not some normie loser.
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As anons have said many times: "she's sick but not in the way she believes"
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Just some Twitter spam ft retweeting Jerrick because she can’t say negative shit as herself and forgetting what account she is logged into again with a bonus what religion are alters question.
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How wonderfully convenient.
If she's just Jillian 90% of the time and then she behaves like an edgy retard the other 10%, you would think she would had realized something by now>>205094>WRONG ACCOUNT ASDFGHJKL
Proof that this is all just an elaborate excuse to be edgy and still have her "kawaiiuwu" persona
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So you admit it? You just want to post to your pre-established echo chamber
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She could get so much respect back if she gained some maturity and was like "Hey look, I was in a bad place mentally and unable to reflect on my actions in a critical way, so I went full munchie. It was wrong and I am now working with a therapist who challenges me to work through my issues instead of encouraging me to perform being multiple non-existent people online while getting fucked up in my privileged rainbow nightmare house all day with zero responsibilities or accountability. I will not be as active online indefinitely."
Her remaining patreons would probably appreciate the honesty and continue to support her as they can clearly afford it and still like her for some reason. It's just sad she refuses to realize you can grow up and make mistakes, A LOT of mistakes, and still have people in your corner. Nobody has to be perfect to be worthy of love and attention. It really seems like narc behavior to be responsible for literally nothing bad you do and a perpetual victim
and double, triple, quadruple, etc down on that with everything.
I mean her using the phrase masking just further confirms she’s full of it.
If she had true DID (setting aside the debate about whether or not it’s even real), her alters would almost certainly not care about “masking” ie pretending to be neurotypical. She wouldn’t be able to “mask” because she wouldn’t be in control. And I would argue that if she has more than one person in control, rather than separate unique identities who switch out according to their roles, that’s not DID.
I’m not a psych tho, but then again neither is she. She’s stealing a term that is almost exclusively used by autistic people for something that is not a neurodevelopmental condition.
>>205112>I was pretty deep into this online space for years before I decided I wanted to play a more active part in it
I mean, she’s almost being honest here. Almost
From what I understand, “masking” as used by DID people means the alters are pretending to be the main host (Jill) to fly under the radar when they front. I’m losing track of Jill’s own DID lore. She only found out the had DID in the past year but were the alters aware that they were alters before that? If not, how could they have been pretending to be Jill for years? How do alters learn how to mimic each other? Supposedly they’re co-fronting all the time now but did they ever co-front before the diagnosis? Could Jerrick co-front with Jill to learn her mannerisms without Jill being aware of him?
I know it’s all bullshit but considering how she’s basing her entire life around this lie now, she should at least try to be consistent.
If Jerrick only fronts when she’s in a bad mood but also only acts like himself (a jerk) when he’s comfortable doing so, she’s basically saying that Jerrick is a cowardly bully who only acts like his douchey true self when he knows he can get away with it. She’s throwing her own excuse that “I couldn’t help being an ass to you, it was Jerrick and he can’t control himself” out the window.>>205234
I know, I’m just trying to make sense of Jill’s own narrative here and trying pinpoint where she’s tripping over her lies.
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I think the lore goes thus far: The 'alters' developed at different times throughout Jill's life in response to 'trauma' (not getting McDonalds or not getting her ass kissed enough that day or something like that. The 'alters' discretely 'fronted' (i.e., took over) Jill for many years. It is only recently, through the help of her witch doctor - I mean, "therapist," that Jill has become aware of these 'alters' and now chooses to indulge in them to 'integrate' (i.e., fix) herself. At times, her 'alters' still front without her knowing - which she refers to as 'masking.'
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so for example here early april 2nd she just used the verb "stimulate"
i think to just test the waters and see if anyone would call her out, but again it would be easily deniable because stimulate is a regular verb. when nobody called it out, however, it gave her the green light to use the term "stim" (adhd/autism connotations) later in the day
Isn’t it that these alters were created at various times due to trauma, her first one being when she was a teen in the form of Jerrick. Then others came, some older then her and even a child one and fictives because she’s gotta be the biggest collector of things. Jill introduces herself like she’s an alter and co-fronts with her other personas who never seem to act solo. All her alters interact in their alter space so it’s easy to “mask”/pretend to be jillian, does this extend to the child I wonder or does the child only take control when it can co-con with Jill? She doesn’t suffer memory loss but does experience dissociation, her biggest symptom! All while doing weed and getting drunk.
So she’s always jill but sometimes not, though when’s she’s not her alters know how to pretend to be her and she still remembers things and if she doesn’t she can communicate with her alters in their shared headspace to find out or they can just co-con allowing jillian to always be present.
Shes pathologised her boring life because she can’t handle not being special. Sad.
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I was curious about Steven's transformation over the years
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both of them are so annoying
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Proof he's just a replacement for Colin
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The narcissism it takes to turn your partner's into you.
I think her identity crisis is that she's full of herself
Being her partner must be a nightmare. Imagine slowly morphing into whatever she wants you to be, all in the name of aesthetic. She's just not okay with making everything rainbows, she wants to turn her partners into walking rainbows. Imagine being with someone so obnoxious and self centered that she diy's you into her matching aesthetic.
I don't think she's capable of loving anyone but herself then. You're supposed to love your partner and not turn them into an idealized mirror version. Stepford BPD narc shit. This is why she's so obsessed with marriage but once things aren't perfect in her head she flips the fuck out.
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When was the last time she actually designed or made a piece of clothing - at least six months ago right? The green dress is at least a year old, if not two
My tinfoil = Jill worked out during her fashion course that she wasn't a gifted seamstress or designer, and is using DID to take on the dream job title with an absolute minimum of actual input, time, creativity, and skill
(Forgot to sage sorry)>>205475
She can't grasp that her personal enjoyment of fashion doesn't necessarily translate to the gift of creating fashion. Tbh the whole "kawaii" zeitgeist was dying out by the time she started fashion school, but it was always a very small niche market anyway. How much $$$ does she expect to make in a career as a fashion designer when the market for "kawaii" clothes is already sooo small AND saturated by more reputable designers (whom she herself attempts to emulate)? She should have diversified her portfolio looooong ago.
Nah, I'm pretty sure all her alters are just things she wishes she could be or just simple larping. She doesn't care about anyone but herself.>>205468
Jillian stop reusing the same 3 shitty pics challenge.
If she loved fashion she would have more projects to show. So dumb. Just do other shit then.
Her My Violet collab came out last summer if I remember correctly, right after she graduated. The patchwork? Smock? dress was the first thing she posted as Five Petal Flower, which was summer 2020, and that was the last thing she posted other than her final portfolio that she had actually made herself. The green dress is 4 years old, from before she went to “fashion school,” as the other anon said. I also find it pretty telling that she didn’t actually include one thing from her portfolio since she clearly has no problem showing off old designs.
She hasn’t so much as posted a sketch or a “cheeky” sneak peek of a design in almost a year, yet calls herself a designer. Even if you struggle with mental health, if you have no other job you could find time to at least post some drawings of something other than your OCs if you are going to say you are a fashion designer. But she mostly just wants to spend her time building up a fantasy world to live in because she knows she can’t compete where she doesn’t compare.
Sad considering she had a captive audience at least for the time of her my Violet collab, and that dress looks like it’s made of paper. Highly doubt she could replicate that scenario.
does her cousin also wear this pathetic shit? she is not
going to be able to make a wedding dress.
since it's a wedding dress it makes sense as to why she wouldn't post progress pics. But that still doesn't mean that she can't post other projects. Like the cardigan she knitted here >>204804
but since she's such a spoonie she's just showing her cousin that she's focusing on herself rather than something important for family.
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8 years. 3 images. oh boy.
She extra sucks because she clearly does have a "style" that she could have developed into something refined if she had put in the work. It's not the most commercial style, but it could work for niche markets, pop stars often have wacky colorful clothes that stand out.
But she doesn't want to take the blame for being lazy so she larps as having a quirky mental illness so she doesn't have to confront her own flaws. In fact it's almost impressive how much work she spends on making up mental illness
I share this tinfoil and have been yelling about it for a while. She grew up as a big fish in a little pond, with a mother and later an audience constantly telling her how amazing she was and how successful she was going to be. When success didn’t magically fall into her lap she gave up and went to look for something else that 1) would make her interesting and unique and 2) would give her an excuse to stop working towards her so-called dream career. I think fashion school really drove it home but that she was having doubts before that; the reason she applied to this particular school was because it was close by and they didn’t require any kind of portfolio or skill. At one point she was telling her followers that she wanted to attend Bunka (lmao) but alas, they have actual entry requirements. She had an entire gap year to work on a portfolio but would rather do literally anything else. She wants the title of Fashion Designer without doing any of the work.>>205512
IIRC it’s the skinwalker cousin so she’d probably be happy to wear any of those monstrosities. I bet five internet dollars that Jill fails to deliver a custom dress and the cousin wears the My Violet collab as a wedding dress and they’ll all pretend it totally counts.
Fun fact because I know how the school works and because she said so.
She applied to the "fashion school" aka shitty craft college with a portfolio in order to advance into the fashion program. But it was so shit they made her take the foundation year.
It's funny to see her go through 3 years in that place. be absent for half of it because she couldn't be bothered to leave the house and see absolutely no improvements in her "passion" aka attention seeking costumes.
I've seen the pamphlets for that place. It's just an extended expensive summer school that gives you a piece of paper when you leave saying: you did it!!!!
sage, but the school rules changed a few years ago so its required to take the foundation year now. (which is a general art course covering a bunch of different mediums, color theory, history etc. briefly)
Everything else ('craft classes') is correct. Some good designers have some out of it, but that because they were naturally good designers and the course teaches all the construction basics to make something. It just doesn't criticize bad designs.
you say this but her entire existence online has been trying to grift in 'niches'
Hime Gyaru, Sweet Lolita, the 'pastel goth band girl', then we were hit with the beginning of the rainbow vomit hoarder when she was actually productive but tbh looking at it, really seems like her going to Japan has the beginning of the spiral.
Before japan it still leaned towards pink + rainbow and then after was when she seemed to lose her way even more? Tattoos started, it became more and more obnoxious jewel tone rainbows. It does ALSO line up with her starting 'fashion school' but I think it was that combo that popped her bubble.
She just comes back form being an 'uwu kawaii ambassador', going to japan, meeting these big name harajuku fashion designers and the japan youtubers probably feeling like this was 'her level' only for it to all come crashing down by going to fashion school and realizing that no, she's not even on the same level as these people in this nowhere craft corner school.
She knew that she would never actually be a 'kawaii fashion designer' like she thought she would so she saw the newest 'niche' thing for fat white girls with a bunch of colorful shit to do: Drag and Thottery.
I know there's a bunch of weed usage and other things but
tl;dr - Going to Japan ruined her by making her realize how actually 'successful' kawaii fashion people lived.
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She's definitely lurking.
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Final collection photos are now up on her college profile - not sure whether these were posted before?https://nbccd.ca/nbccd-fashion-week/collections/jillian-vessey/
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Her arms really jumped at me, wtf. Take care of your health, fatty, jeez.>>205593
They were indeed already posted before but it was quite some time back so it's good to get another look. She's really trying to make excuses and said several times she's "so proud" of this but we all know deep down she is fully aware how bad these are. I wonder if a narcissist like her feels shame because imagine hyping yourself up as a fashion designer for years just to spit this out?
Tbh I feel like I’m gonna be an asshole for trashing this but the pictures reek of laziness. For one thing, there’s a number of small issues she failed to adjust, things like bras showing, the wigs looking cheap, etc. it’s funny that the hair of the only model not wearing a wig (on the left) completely clashes with the color scheme of her dress.
This brings me to the bigger issue, she didn’t take any time or care into making what the models wore suit them. For example, the pink ensemble of the middle blonde model would have much better suited the model on the right, whose purple getup is far too bright on her. The blue dress would have also better suited the middle blonde model, as aline skirts are mode suited towards pulse size women. But the makeup definitely is the worst part, she clearly didn’t know or consider what it would look like on skin tones that weren’t hers.
They look like she never did a mock up or first pass to establish what works and doesn’t. Like the city skyline dress with the picnic blanket on the inside, cute detail but poorly executed.
Its like that with everything she does now. I feel like once upon a time she actually did put more attention into the details, she did the multiple passes and determined what she liked and worked which led to her best results. Now it’s like she gets it done and that’s it even if it was her first attempt. She gives up and looks for the easy way out or avoids mentioning/thinking about it ever again. Instead all she thinks about is her mental health and ailments that would explain away her declining capacity but really the problem is she just doesn’t put in the work/time any more and she’s too addled from substances to concentrate.
I have light ones on my boobs and my back (wtf) so not trying to make a big deal out of them. They just looked so red that I wasn't sure what I was seeing. They must be pretty fresh.
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Kek I think you are right. Idk how to make a gif, some kind gif anon would be great right now. But look at the the shadow of the mug next to her glitching out like crazy. Especially noticeable at around the 9 minute mark. Or am I crazy? I don't know enough about these kinds of video editing programs.>>205592
At like the 11:50 mark she mentions that she "toiletted her iPhone" so she lost all her progress photos from making the collection which is so retarded because don't most phones autosave to the cloud at this point? And even if they don't, wouldn't you as an artist make sure to back up all the progress files of your work? She's so bad at her job.
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She's begging for PR again. I hope she ended up burning all the bridges with the stunt she pulled with Wet&Wild and ColourPop tells her to fuck off because she's an ungreatful brat.
Blogpost but i have allergies and dermatitis and sometimes i have marks like that from scratching. I mostly wear skin colourd tights to hide it.
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The pieces are so shit i think no one has even noticed the actual hatecrime the makeup was.. she really cant even get the smallest most basic stuff to look decent
those aren't jill's legs nonnie
They're stretchmarks from weight loss, nonny
, keep up.
summary but not really because i dont usually do these so i might miss stuff
>her fashion shoot got cancelled because of coronavirus>her videographer bailed and also i guess they didn't have the correct lights (only flashing lights?)>her models all lived in different provinces, so she had to keep rescheduling>has a video of one model but would have to otherwise contact everyone else again>might consider just doing a video of the clothes themselves>lost a bunch of progress photos because of her old iphone falling into the toilet>has been dealing with a lot of artist block since graduating>says this video is a huge weight off her chest>no longer uses instagram because it stresses her out>apologizes for the radio silence on this issue, says we deserve an answer but was procrastinating considering how upsetting it would be to watch her clarify all the mishaps
she very occasionally brings up DID stuff but its not at all a focus and is a strangely normal video
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3 weeks ago vs present day
It could just be the light and makeup, that double chin tho
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samefag, I looked up the correct term and found the photo I was thinking about. I was actually thinking of the focal length. I assume Jill uses a good camera and considering her mother is literally a photographer I’m sure she could figure out how to change the focal length. The effect can be really dramatic (see picrel)
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It’s not subtle at all. She’s using a face and body sliming filter. This is one of here most recent post and she has the similar “flattering” make up and still looks like a fat toad. She’s outright lying about her face and body in this video.
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I'm 100% sure that if they didn't mock an aspect that Jill resonated with she would be at the forefront of the harassment.
Also does anyone know who she's talking about?
"I didn't realize how much twitter traumatized me"–then get off of twitter! There is literally no reason why her other alters should even be on the internet.
Also i hate takes like this. Most social media allow you to put your profile on private and it allows you to block people.
I’m just theorizing, but is this about that one tik tok they did where they sang along to a rap with the n word but clearly didn’t say it, only for people to accuse them of saying it anyway (and when they were disproven harass them for supposedly getting close to saying it). Pixie was making tweets basically contributing to that dog piling against them (despite them being the founder of the did community in the first place) and their fans may have possibly fought back.
That being said, while dogpiling can at times be traumatic, Pixie was literally contributing to a harassment campaign against another creator. So it’s okay for her to harass other people but not for them to call her out on it.
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She was on one tonight.
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Happy about being called skinny combined with passive aggressive emojis and Jerrick ED larping!
DissociaDID posted a video introducing her "demon alter", Mara, while wearing goth girl makeup that "Mara did".
I couldn't find anyone talking shit on Twitter, but apparently people were laughing at her makeup, so Jill stepped in to defend her (obviously only so she could talk about her own trauma being bullied by the internet).
I watched the video out of curiosity and DissociaDID actually mentions lots of people having Harley Quinn fictions because her character is so relatable to DID. They're all the same.
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Why did she retweet this? Thought she got along well with her dad
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she would also like to remind everyone that her piano teacher sexually assaulted somebody (not her tho)
Her name is Jillian, anon. And sage your thoughts.>>205925
How did she ever claim to be fat posi (which is retarded to begin with) or whatever when she shows how excited she is at the thought of being even perceived as thinner? She really tells on herself, she hates being fat and knows other fat people don't look good. She was never okay with it and it was always obvious no matter how much she projected. From day one of her starting the "fat positive" shit, you could see how much it pained her to be a fattie, it never felt genuine but she's fully going mask off now.
These were literally just posted, read the thread lazy newfags.
I thought Dorian would talk about how anorexia ruined her life or is she one of those covert pro-anas that makes "recovery" content that's actually just constant body checks?>>205935
This is just fucking gross! The fact that she keeps trying to coopt some one else's traumas. Her constantly saying that she's trying to contact past abusers is the opposite of what she should be doing. Where the fuck is her therapist to tell her that she's being a fucking idiot and is recommending harmful tactics to her brain dead audience?
Oh shit I didn’t know this at all, thanks for clarifying. Seems like dissociadid can’t catch a break, I forgot how fast the internet moves. >>205937
I’m used to calling people by their usernames, completely forgot about her name shit. I would have called disscoaidid by their username but, as I have demonstrated, I cannot spell for shit.
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Kek this is her thinspo?
This lady is pretty well known for her destructive behavior & ed’s… maybe instead of whining abt how triggering
she is dont fucking watch her jill?? You dont see ppl getting coddled for choosing to watch Eugenia and trigger
themselves how is this different
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That's what happens when you use a wide angle lens
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She retweeted this but….is it just me or is her dress visibly not zipped up.
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I don’t think so, the zipper pull is visible but some dresses have side zips that don’t go all the way up to stop them interfering with the sleeves. It does however look like the zip is not long for this world but hey, maybe now she’s a graduated FaShUn DeZiNeR she can replace a zip…
She’s been on the decline for a while but her angel therapist sure has fucking accelerated the race to the bottom.
Now she’s sharing thinspo shit on her teen account that I’m sure she uses to follow teens and who she’s followed back on by teens. So shes sharing harmful content to her audience with the express purpose of them using it to harm themselves.
I’m getting such groomer vibes from her and Steve lately, their home is a safe space to lower boundaries, teehee thinspo, child alter and the like. The common thread really does seem to be this therapist and his use of the “affirm every whim my client has and never challenge anything” approach, wonder how his other clients are faring.
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First of all, disgusting. Second, can she fucking stop with the weird "sending emails to the people I hate" bullshit? It's not okay, it's harassment. Like, does she think they will apologize to her?
Also, Jillian. Your teacher never fucked you. It comes across as if you wished he did. It comes across as "omg I was this close to being raped, I sadly wasn't though:(". Please stop being this cringe.
It's just her chair
Not that she is any less fat, but her clothing looks zipped up to me
So she's back to telling lies about her ED and using camera tricks, filters, and editing herself. Fucking pathetic. Jillian you can lose weight the healthy way, not this fucking retarded shit lmao.>>205975
I think old Jillian would never share thinspo on her twitter (main or not), she was very focused on her positive persona. Now she doesn't give a fuck. It's weird. >>205924
jillian tries to be anorexic for 1 week and she's already being overly dramatic about it. Some things never change.
Jillian remember when you laughed at a girl on tiktok and made her quit? Yeah, you ain't no saint lady.>>205931
I bet her biggest problem with her dad is that he actually settled boundaries and rules with her, and then Louise would just constantly spoil her. Plus it wasn't that long ago when he made her some acrylic flower lights or whatever.>>205947>>205959
This, kek. She has been hyping it up for a while now. She just needed the right comment to project herself and get that sweet, sweet """"I'm totes anorexic guysss" validation.
>>205975>I’m getting such groomer vibes from her and Steve lately, their home is a safe space to lower boundaries, teehee thinspo, child alter and the like.
This. And Steven was the one who found the counselor for Jill.>>205883
Ewww, fucking gross! Steven is so fucking porn brainrotted.
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She’s literally Trisha paytas
exactly, nonna. i can't imagine what it must be like in her circle. first she intended to send an email to her "abuser" uma, then some distant aunt across canada, now her ex piano teacher that didn't even molest her. EVERYBODY goes through some sort of trauma in their life, but imagine being so self-centred that out of everyone on earth you feel that everyone who has once wronged you in some way needs to receive an in depth report on that years later.>>205985
i fucking can't. you would think jill can at least unclench her ass cheeks behind closed doors, but having to keep up this charade by badly acting in front of your bf and family 24/7 must be exhausting.
I’m gonna nitpick because I need a break from life. As problematic
as DissociaDID is, at least her new alter Mara follows the “laws” of DID: she was a fictive came from ONE source, the character Mara on tiktok (not Harley Quinn). She’s not a blend of three different characters like Jill claims Jax is. Later on in the video they say the “original” Mara fused with another non fictive alter so Mara 2.0 isn’t a fictive anymore, but that’s not the point. The point is, Mara’s creation falls in line with the rules of fictives. Jax’s does not. Just make three separate fictives, it would be more believable and consistent with established DID conduct. DissociaDID said they have 40 alters now, Jill bumping it up to 9 instead of 7 wouldn’t outrageous (or 10 instead of 8 if the piano emoji is an alter)
Nothing happened to her. I'm sure this guy is a piece of shit, but he never harmed her in any way. She's taking someone else's trauma and making it all about her. Hope his actual victim
never has to see this.
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These replies are hilarious by the way, if you really cared about the TW you'd just delete the post and repost it, or better yet, not post it at all. But instead I guess she just Has to mention how angry and dissociated she is because she's soo mentally ill.
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Here it is folks, she is claiming csa.
Wonder how her parents will feel about this.
Yeah, you know like, pretty much what I said in my post. I fully believe and can see how something like this exists having had my own experiences with trauma as a result which are crazy enough (so I can only imagine what it does to a child's mind) - but again, this shit ain't it. I call 100% bullshit on DissociaDID and I'm sure she's doing more damage than good.
Jill is pretty fucking obviously inspired by / emulating her.
I second these creepy vibes>>206028
Tinfoil but the piano emoji alter will be related to the piano teacher trauma-by-proxy (as if)
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With the recent anachan posts she's been making, I'm sure looking at her teen photos kills her inside. This trend is extra funny with her photos as they clearly show how much worse looking and unhinged she is now compared to her younger self. (reposting as the last one didn't have sound, sorry!)
In her house tour video, she shows off her cactus bowl of tampons, and even says she used to use them. If they're so triggering
, why would she leave them out on display?
Either just lying or perhaps her therapist has made her “remember” trauma she never really had.
I wonder what this says about her relationship with Steebie though. How can he possibly ever be sleeping with her if she claims just using a tampon gives her flashbacks?
Ok she better have a good explanation for that claim. Claiming csa is no fucking joke. Is this one of her implanted memories situation?
I don't like blaming victims
, I just would like to know.
>>206125>It’s not brave, it’s a desperate grab for attention at the expense of others.
A perfect description of all her mental illness larping. It helps nobody, uses the experiences of the people she's larping for her personal benefit, mischaracterises them and the disorders or experiences she claims to have, spreads false info and probably triggers
people too since she insists on doing this larp in public and making casual references to ed and abuse (with no evidence or basis in reality) in a manner which would be offensive to actual victims
So having penetrative sex is fine but tampons are triggering
? Lmao ok Jill.
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Super OT but the fact that the biggest DID icon created and "alter" based on a tiktoker's OC tells you enough about how crazy these white girls are. Don't bully Chloe for her makeup, she's doing it herself!
Who wants to bet how long does it takes to our Jilly Bean to create an alter with "demonic" make-up???
THIS. What the fuck. She literally said that she loves dick too much to be a lesbian or something. And don't come at me with "omg but csa victims
are hypersexual!!!" etc. She's clearly making shit up.
>>206025>first she intended to send an email to her "abuser" uma, then some distant aunt across canada, now her ex piano teacher that didn't even molest her.
nona! dont forget that she also wanted to email the female therapist on PEI that didnt give her asspats for being uwu the most mentally ill & told her she was "performative" kek
but seriously, her obsession with emailing those who have wronged her is so unhealthy. and the fact that she always says her mom and therapist encourages it is bizarre to me. dont you think an actual healthy coping mechanism, is to, ya know, NOT reach out to those people on your one sided perspective and just work out the feelings on your own?
I'm going to choose to believe Jill experienced CSA on principle, but I can't believe it would be enough to cause DID. For it to result in DID there would have to be other factors involved, it would have to be severe and ongoing with no support from a caregiver and at a young age. I can't believe she would experience abuse that severe and that there would be NO signs of it or that there were signs and her parents didn't care enough to take her to a doctor. She is clearly able to express herself to them and they clearly give everything to support her. For all her research I don't know how she doesn't understand the type of abuse that causes DID and what she's implying when she claims to have it. It's such a bizarre situation, for her parents to go along with the narrative that she experienced extreme abuse maybe something did actually happen to her that they know of. Coddling your child to such an intense degree is one thing, but surely to encourage these extreme beliefs you would need some kind of proof of what happened. Especially when it's being heavily implied that you were an abusive
parent either by abusing her yourself or by not getting her medical care or noticing when she was severely abused.
Personally, I don't think Jill will be effected whether I believe her or not and that the only people who can be harmed by not believing claims of CSA are myself and people who have actually experienced CSA, who are the only people I care about in this situation. I know she lies about everything and is manipulative but I know you can do both those things and also have experienced CSA, so that's not a reason for me personally to not believe her. Of course I 110% understand why you would not believe her and I'm absolutely not saying you should or that my take is the right one, it's just my choice.>>206203
That's the only explanation that could make any sense to me. The guilt definitely plays a big part. She could have been convinced that no one noticed how much Jill was suffering or that she couldn't turn to them because of the cancer.
As a CSA victim
I actually don't believe all claims of sexual abuse right out of the gate because I've seen too many people just like Jill who clearly never display the characteristics of anyone who's gone through it but suddenly dredge them up for attention in the most overwrought, fake way. Jill was obviously mad that she couldn't add her piano teacher to her trauma narrative. Her relationship with Uma may have embarrassed her in hindsight, but that's not the equivalent of being molested/raped. I promise you, it looks and feels different in a person when it's actually taken place. The way she blurts her sudden claim on her public social media and then is defensive about the details is unlike anything a real survivor would do.
Repressed memories are definitely less of a thing than media makes them out to be.
A lot of the repressed memory shit came out during the Satanic Panic of the 1980’s. In fact, there was a young woman who was convinced her father assaulted her, and he was such a strong believer in satanic ritual abuse, he please guilty. He was later exonerated. I forget the case, but it was really upsetting.
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i find it very odd that no one calls her out for getting high with multiple minors in her system
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like what the actual fuck? isn’t the little one 4-6 years old?
God she looks like a fucking troon.
Thinning ugly color hair, fat, big forehead, the ugly ill fitting clothes, the shitty nose ring, "the little one", ugh.
It is a gotcha in her bubble. If any one were to put two and two together they could cancel her for allowing her "little" around drugs because the "DID community" is ready to teardown and cancel any one that isn't perfect representation of a fake mental illness. >>206293
from day one Jill would use Jerrick's account to dump what ever. That's why her DID LARP is so infuriating because she's not even good at it.
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>>206293>Has the Jerrick account just turned into an everything-that’s-not-on-brand account?
it always has been
But if they’re triggering
, why would she even have them out where she can see them?
She needs an audience. Normally she’d publish something like this on social media or her website, but in this case that would reveal to the world how minor these people’s transgressions really were. By vagueposting she can make everything seem much worse than it really is.>>206300
Maybe those are for guests too? After all their home is a safe space to agere, no matter the occasion UwU
Within DID lore it’s presented that alters are real legitimate people/entities separate from the host, they understand things in the capacity of their individual lived experiences. So a child alter is a legitimate child, when they switch to children they are claiming to legitimately have the mindset of a child and are often treated like children by the host, many even going so far as to not allow their child alters to have social media because they are under 13.
So the gotcha is either it’s totally real in which case jill is exposing a child with a child’s understand of the world and possible trauma to adult things, that’s completely degen and super groomer shit, or the little isn’t actually a legitimate child in which case is this even DID?
Knowing Jill though there is probably a super special reason as to why her little can be exposed to those things and it be completely ok!
Really wish they’d keep the lore consistent. So alters aren’t actually really legitimately the things they claim they are, so why are child alters given toys and not allowed online?
This shit is so dumb. These people realise that if they want to play with childrens toys they totally can and just keep it private so people don’t find out, they don’t have to develope alternative personalities to enjoy each individual interest that’s not on brand for them?
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jill’s excuse for smoking weed
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This comment made me think about some feelings I have towards Jillian:
Comparing her to other cows on this website, she doesn't do much to be super milky. It's not like she steals shit or hangs out with rapists, etc.
But every little infuriating thing she does adds up. Giving weed to autistic children, sending harassment emails, etc, it's super fucking annoying and wild. It's like, she has the potential to be a healthy quirky straight girl who just has fun. But she choses every single miserable thing, she victimizes herself, there's no growth, she's obnoxious and annoying and there's never an introspection, she's obsessed with her past and doesn't let herself mature and get into new ventures, she wants to get worse, and every visit to her therapist + steven the groomer are not helping. She reminds me of the eight of swords so much, as a metaphore. Blind in a self imposed prision. She can't get past her own self hatred and delusions because she loves the attention it gets her. Plus I'm sure she has never ever considered herself as the bad person in her relationships before or even thought "damn I'm kinda doing fucked up stuff now ain't I". This is all just so wack to me.
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I sacrificed my eyes to screen record this. She posted it on Twitter last night, probably after her school meetup.
There goes all the "she's been starving herself to lose weight" tinfoils.
Nitpick but the pants look so tight around the waist, her fat is literally spilling over, how is that not uncomfortable??
>>206379>I'm sure she has never ever considered herself as the bad person in her relationships before or even thought "damn I'm kinda doing fucked up stuff now ain't I"
It’s a while ago now but she’s come right out and said that while she may be diagnosed with BPD, hers is not the icky
kind of BPD that makes you wreck relationships. All her wrecked relationships were actually the other party’s fault. The DID is this taken up to eleven; it may have looked
like it was Jillian who screamed at you or ignored you or otherwise mistreated you, but it was actually [insert alter here] oops! Jillian would never!
She reminds me of an eight year old who snubs their friend when they run into each other on the weekend and later at school claims “that wasn’t me, that was my identical twin who goes to another school”, then doubles down on it for months until most people forget. Unfortunately for Jill, though, all her lies are being documented.
AYRT and who would be jealous of this hamplanet? Do you know where you are? She's gotten fat at an insanely fast rate, lives with a troon agp and is doubling down wanting to marry it, went to a craft school instead of getting a real education, hoards garbage, can't hold onto friends, can't complete even simple projects, doesn't clean her house regularly, can't even do full time work clearly with her lack of uploading, hasn't done anything towards achieving her dream job but expects it to fall into her lap, hasn't accomplished anything in her adult life worth noting, mental health in severe decline and refuses to get real help, lies about even the littlest things due to massive insecurity. Everything about her is sad and pathetic. Every anon in this thread is doing better than Jillian in their personal lives, I guarantee it. The only thing Jill has that literally anyone could be even a smidge jealous of is a financially stable, loving family who gives her anything / everything and provides the biggest safety net of any adult I've ever seen. And despite being so blessed, she's throwing it all away to claim childhood abuse that never happened so she can be the biggest victim
of them all. What a bleak existence.
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Nothing to add, but jeez is she much larger than I thought. I don't see how people around her (especially her mother that she's so close to) isn't concerned. It's not even as much about her size, but more how quickly she has ballooned.
Honestly, that kind of thing would even concern a normal therapist. Rapid shifts in weight are never healthy.
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This just in: if you joking about someone being cringy online you’re a straight up abuser
In reference to the dissociaDID make up tweet
Makeup critique is abuse and Tweeting is stimming, Jill is so wise
Jillian, criticizing something that can be changed, like makeup, clothes, hair, is not abuse. Criticizing something unchangeable like a health condition, skin color, sexuality is abuse. Hope that helped.
This actually pisses me off. When you label something as minuscule as someone laughing at a person’s makeup as “abuser behavior”, you’re minimizing real abuse and invalidating real survivors. I don’t want her and her posse to popularize throwing the word “abuse” around willy nilly so much that it loses its actual meaning like “triggered
” has. If that happens, that’s dangerous for people who are actually being abused.
I'm pretty sure you can't abuse someone you have no regular contact with but this bitch wouldnt know trauma if it hit her in the head. ot, but its the same where people call ships of characters who have never spoken to eachother abusive
. you literally can't be abused by someone who you interact with once and never again. that's literally just called harassment, not abuse.
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more defending herself
>>206477>she's histrionic and will do literally anything for scraps of attention from minors, her insane therapist, and her troon boyfriend. i think getting with steebie was a major part of her downfall. he seems just as attention seeking as her, and he may be an actual pedophile.
didn't she bully people herself not too long ago?
Jillian gets triggered
at fucking tampons (even though she has no problem using dildos and steven's dick) but someone saying "hey your minor audience who follows you might be unconfortable with drug use" is just straight up fake. Hypocrite.>>206482
Likewise… her harassing a random tiktok person out of the platform and celebrating it is not bullying… but saying "cringe" is literal abuse?
Funny thing is outside her little zoomercore bubble not everyone gets cancelled so easily. If she wanted to be a professional adult this would had been easier. But she just wants to share her shitty takes and ugly pictures on twitter I guess. Terminally online disease + validation is one hell of a drug.
Also, she's not a teen anymore. This is all super cringe.>>206537
Jerrick comes out when she's edgy and mean somewhere outside her main account (gotta keep the image!)
Veronica comes out when she's horny
The "little" comes out when she's high and playing with toys
The geriatric 35 year old comes out when she needs to pay bills
Seriously how the fuck doesn't she realise this is all a shitty larp
*If she wanted to be a professional adult this would had been easier.
meant as in, if she wanted to be a mature adult and actually be a professional, no one would care and nobody would say shit to her. But twitter pity points and posting retarded shit is more important to her I guess
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Jill is so original she designs dresses that already exist, this version is cute and at least creates a figure, not the blob that she designed. Her blob dress was made during her “fat acceptance” fase were I don’t think she really accepted the way she looked… to the point of creating some other characters to become and wear clown makeup. Now that she’s quickly loosing weight (as she mentioned in a tweet in the last thread) let’s see if the blanket dress is still in the making.
>>206700>quickly losing weight
Literally where kek. This video >>206465
is new and she looks fatter than usual
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oh boy… just what her fans wanted… an animal crossing video
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I was refering to this tweet in the last thread. I guess, she has actually been losing weight even.
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>>206697>What's your secret to success Jill?!
<I don't know. I just eat well, drink water and do drugs!
I'm assuming she slept for a whole day instead of eating and woke up to take a shit and a long piss
Looked in the mirror and went >Omg skinny
Yeah, at her huge weight she could easily fluctuate by a lot by just skipping half her junk food intake for a few days because the sheer volume of food and salt in her system must usually be massive.
Her stretch marks are almost definitely from how rapidly she's gained weight over the past year or so, not from any recent starvation caused by supposedly being a 14 year old boy for a portion of the day. If that were the cause anyway she could easily counteract it the second she returned to being uwu bodyposi Jill every day kek.
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I don't mean to continuously sound like one of "those" people; a lot of what jill descibes just sounds like adhd or bipolar disorder. Racing thoughts aren't just akin to one thing–i know this but the way she talks about a lot of her symptoms makes it sound like it only relates to DID when in actauality this could be more than one thing.
Like her saying if the character doesn't have DID she would be gutted, but thats so selfish and single minded. Because having an inner monolgue or other symptoms that moonknight portrays can be symptomatic to a whole array of things: mdd, adhd, bipolar, just pure loneliness.
I saw a Twitter thread about this ages ago, some people have a constantly running monologue for their whole lives, some don't, some people visualize images and memories and can even overlay them onto their present reality, some people see nothing when they close their eyes, all these things are totally normal and not a sign of some exceedingly rare and contested mental illness.
It's strange to me how she highlights relatively ordinary things as "signs" of her DID, like no shit thoughts occur inside your head?!
Not to mention how having an internal monologue is perfectly normal and an experience most people have!
Also I can’t be the only Normie who has internal conversations with myself? Like it’s not that fucking weird, even hearing the conversations in someone else’s voice isn’t weird. I think she’s just pathologised being a person because it’s not special enough to just be jill.
Can’t wait for the radical rebellious thing to swing back to being a functional human being.
The character does have DID, though. It's not an "if," I think she's just saying she wants them to say the disorder name out loud. I think that's less selfish than demanding it exist in the show, when it already does.
Reading the plot of the show, apparently the main character switches his accent depending on who is fronting. Wonder what Jill was watching when that new alter "appeared."
And as discussed by prior anons, if your symptoms can be attributed to a substance, you must rule out the substance first. And she consumes alcohol & weed enough for it to account for her symptoms.
I know, and most other anons can probably attest to, the dissociative affects of alcohol and pot.
When I learned that there are some people who don’t have an internal monologue or can imagine pictures I was really thrown through a loop because I didn’t really consider that the way I internally processed things could be different to others. However what I didn’t do was immediately try and diagnose myself with a rare or possibly totally bogus mental disorder.>>206961
That’s because jill has no idea what an accurate portrayal of DID looks like either kek.
I hate that she LARPs this specifically. Auditory hallucinations are debilitating for those who have them and she tells on herself by saying she could ever quiet them by "listening to a podcast." >>206987
This is true but she's absolutely not psychotic. She's an extremely competent social media presence who is simply lazy as shit–too lazy to rejoin society post-lockdown.
Yeah my schizoaffective friend cannot consume any substances, weed or otherwise, or she will go into psychosis.
Weirdly enough, it kind of saved her life. She was a meth/heroin addict. Now she’s been sober for several years, works a steady job, and has two kids. She’s one of my heroes.(no1curr)
This is one of many things that makes me see red flags. It’s like he’s using her for a paper or something.
I could be remembering incorrectly, but Sybil’s therapist & the writer got a lot of attention for her book. It was supposed to be groundbreaking.
It just gives me bad vibes.
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Veronica’s account just dropped, get ready for the OF saga
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Why is she retweeting this on her pixielocks account lol didn’t she just post fanmail from a child
This set of words in this context is so wrong and disgusting, at least coming from her.
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does it look like her boot isn’t zipped up all the way or is it just me? have her legs gotten so fat that she can’t wear boots anymore?
I doubt it.>>207070
Interesting she now larps to be a bimbo, thanks to bimbos being currently popular. And she also larps being an emo eboy jerk thanks to that being popular as well.
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i'm the world's most bumbling farmhand, jeez.
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also her icon a is multiple years old picture of her, kek
How is publicly posting suggestive pictures of yourself/inappropriate tweets being a "sexual protector"? You'd think an identity meant to protect you from sexual abuse would be sex negative. Onlyfans saga coming soon and following that is "Sending me dick pics is traumatic and abusive
!!" Jillian, you are literally doing it to yourself!
B-b-but nona, her posting thirsttrap
photos are helping her through the trauma! Can't you see? /s >Onlyfans saga coming soon and following that is "Sending me dick pics is traumatic and abusive!!"
OF saga incoming indeed nona. She'll absolutely do this. The better questions are how far is she willing to take this and how will her mother support this.
>>207061>>207104>So she made this account in May 2021, and made the jerrick/villainy account in June 2021.
Wasn't around that time she posted the red underwear "spicy pictures"? My best bet is that she actually wanted to make an onlyfans but didn't because it would be very off-brand. But now she can blame being horny into an alter or whatever.
Also… Didn't she just say she suffered CSA now?
Why tf did she not quickly accept having BPD or any other type of advice from her previous "bitch therapist" but then she quickly and openly accepted having "DID" with a celebration cake?
Going to fake therapy was a mistake. It's also so painfully OBVIOUS she and Steven chose a rookie mentally unwell "queer" counselor because she doesn't actually want to improve, she wants to be ENABLED. Narcissistic bitch.
This was what I thought too. How far is she willing to go to prove her larp? How shallow is her understanding that she’d do something drastic in an attempt to confirm to herself she really is truly multiple people.
My speculations are: Veronica will start an only fans (no full nudes at first but we all know how that goes), Jerrick will dye her hair black or neon green and cue meltdown or randomly accepting jill, cliff will fade away (be forgotten), jill will go to an actual child’s playground and pretend to be a child. Who else has the impression that once jill dyes her hair that’s it for her brand? That’ll be her ultimate form of proof. Probably also a first step into growing the fuck up and hopefully trying to build an actual life for herself.
If this account was made May 2021, I now wonder what other usernames she has locked down for future accounts. Any guesses which other alter will get their own twitter? Can't let her actual personality on her Pixie account, after all. She's forced herself into a box with her shitty brand.>>207095
Mods are farmhands, you are a farmer, anon. Your newfaggotry is showing.
Oh so she’s just a wannabe Chrissy from Tik Tok.
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This stupid book about DID has the same origin story. A lot of women are taken advantage of by their therapists with implanting false memories and pushing a narrative about alters for the sake of publishing something. Ot, but this is a fascinating read. A psych professor of mine in undergrad who didn't believe in DID assigned this one and asked us to basically refute its claims kek. I don't think Jill would go so far as to claim Satanic ritual abuse resulting in alters, but it does give you pause…
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i find it interesting that she added this to her bio after saying she watches certain content creators to trigger her ed on purpose
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oh my god fresh milk in the mornin nonas>>207156
I was just about to write this too. veronica allegedly didnt know how to comment and post a video to tiktok, but somehow a year before, snagged a TWITTER handle.
the only way jill can save face is to say she was "co con" and advised veronica to get a twitter handle. but what a god damn stretch. what a fucking waste of priorities to make sure your uwu trauma alters all have their ideal twitter handles. im fucking sick of jill.
anyway, what is the reason for jilleronica being 21? was that when colin dumped her?
She uploaded these two videos in the past week to her main tik tok account>>206084>>207070
She did say that she would only be making "singlet" content on tik tok because people "weren't nice". But if that's the case, why even upload anything there, hmm? She still wants the tik tok views and validation but also doesn't like the drama around DID on there (aka people telling her how fake her DID is)? She's so transparent in her desire for attention, good or bad.
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This attitude of hers creeps me out, yet I am not suprised in the slightless. She screams "IM SO FUCKING HOOOOT" while making a toddler-like tantrum. I am certain this is how she acts behind closed doors when something pisses her off.Also, sorry for saying this, but she honestly looks much better with form fitting clothes than whatever the fuck she wears lately. She looks obese and toddler like with the other clothes.
I wonder what people like her would do without easily accessible social media platforms to show off this narcy behavior.
Reminds me of when otakins would make multiple LJ accounts to RP with themselves or defend their totally real existence. Pathetic doesn't even begin to cover it.
Who in their right mind makes up a bimbo alter? Like imagine you have trauma. Would you
make a bimbo alter? Just because they're currently popular?
It also feels like the whole emo and bimbo thing isn't as popular as it used to be last year. Why is she so late to trends?
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This is literally what Jilian wants out of therapy.
She peaked at 20 and is trying to cling to it. >>207239
This is the stupid thing with these larpers, they take one tiny nugget of ‘fact’ and turn it up way past all logic. DID debate aside, there’s the idea that there may be an alter in a system that essentially ‘handles’ sex with the host’s partner etc because the host isn’t able to experience themselves because it’s too triggering
. In the same way that an alter would be used to protect from any other trauma-like event.
In no way would it be helpful to the system/host to have a hyper-sexual part that actively sought out sexualized scenarios, especially in a public forum where Jill and Jerrick would see it and it have it be extremely troubling to them. Jill is copying dissociaDID in every way, from the male co-host to the hyper sexual Jessica rabbit-esque skank. When does Steve start his DID-turned-pedo arch?
Sage for DID sperg
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new jerric dropped(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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jillified new jerric
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This makes her make a little more sense to me
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I thought the "bimbo revolution" in her bio might just be a joke, but nope
>>207348>another friend is in town so that will be cute [weary pain emoji]>But somebody free me
Lmao what a bitchy thing to say. Imagine being that friend and seeing her talk condescendingly about spending time with you and how she'd really rather not. But then you can't even say anything because "it's not really Jill saying it!!!"
She throws her friends under the bus just to make her larp "realistic". But they probably accept her excuses.
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i wonder what she means by this
OT but do you happen to have a pdf link for this? >>207239
I can't believe that nobody is calling her on this, this is the same woman who supposedly can't use tampons because of csa trauma apparently but trying
to be a bargin bin Chrissy is perfectly fine. She missed the boat by a year and a half though. what a train wreck.
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she got over it within an hour i guess
I'm sorry, anon, I can't find it for free online anywhere. I picked up the used paperback on Amazon for like a couple bucks. Unintentionally fascinating look into the ways in which "therapists" like Jill's push a narrative.>>207391
I've always suspected this. Especially in the wake of Satanic Panic, suddenly trans kids, and that assisted typing for catatonic thing. So many scandals. Jill is being taken for a ride.
You know why i think is an special technique/school? Because most of the retarded psychologists take refuge in some of those to keep half-assing shit, is a very common technique among grifters & shit therapists.
But well i agree that there are probably many causes for jills shit therapy. One factor that keeps getting overlooked is that probably her therapist just dislikes her, even more what we do. That is also a thing that shit psychologists overlook on themselves a lot, is true that you don't need to like
your patients but if you don't have even the tiniest desiree to actually see your patient improve then is not going to work at all.
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of course she only puts trigger warnings for food and not for actual drugs
: food is the type of shit people post to make fun of trigger warnings
, jill. if u couldn't even stand to look at a picture of food you couldn't be online. to people with genuine triggers
it just shows a total lack of understanding. 9/10s we understand u have to manage yourself online if u have specific triggers
. the only reason someone should actually use a tw
is for shit like gore that's pretty universally gonna get a bad reaction, not FOOD. rant over but there's a thing called being Too Woke sometimes
In her head weed and alcohol = good and food = triggering
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She publicly kins a cat now
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This is very disgusting to me. Apologize for what? Not making you the center of the universe?>>207393
Having a meltdown because someone said no to her I guess lmao.
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Creepy self infantilizing behavior
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Apologies because I'm sure this was already posted but her saying come here mentally ill people is creepy, self absorbed, and feels like she's using said people for views
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Lastly here's some more proof all this DID shit is fake. I'm sure that people with real DID if that even exists and isn't just complex trauma don't just go deciding outfits for their alters, neither pretend they're OCs that they need to draw and present to the world. Seriously Jillian is one of the dumbest people I know, I don't think she has a critical brain at all. Also, comparing herself to an underage anime girl just feels odd. Infantilizing and weird.>>207509
I don't think he hates her, remember he's woke, queer, and a "witch".
that was in her livestream, she only mentioned it was her dream to be on and not that she would actually be on SBSK. but she said she is doing some barcroft TV special but hasn't given any update yet.
where was the nonna that provided the livestreams leak? havent seen one in a while. but also totally possible jill just hasnt posted since shes so busy being mentally ill and larping autism.
I feel like it does the opposite of what it's supposed to. Like, you're letting it out there that food is triggering
and stuff, it'll probably be bad for someone on the cusp of an ed seeing trigger warnings
for simple mentions of food. Like it's a bad thing. Idk though.
thank u for the info - i can't tell if she genuinely believes she would deserve a place on that channel or if it would just be the ultimate validation for her disablility larp.
atp i'm just so tired of this woman.
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Currently watching April and jesus. Those chins.
Also listening to her feels like losing brain cells. Jill and Steve have been paying for two separate online accounts for Nintendo and just recently noticed. They only have the 1 system. They also just cancelled 4 streaming subscriptions they had gotten for watching drag and forgot to cancel. How financially comfy must life be for her to be able to drain money without noticing? I'm only 10 min in but god. Her voice keeps shifting between her real voice and her attempt at a "guy" voice. She's so annoying.
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remember when she said she's feeling "the best she's ever felt" and having the best mental health since 'discovering her did' and 'managing her system'???
doesn't sound like she's feeling the best…to be 24 and psychotically screaming and crying for no reason sounds like things have gotten SIGNIFICANTLY worse for jillybean.
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Samefag. Making a summary for those who don't wanna deal with listening to her for over an hour. Kept being interrupted, sorry. Apologies for any typos, my O key is broken so I have to push down hard on it to work lol
>>admits to not being good at paying her taxes on time>>whispers "I still need to do last years" but says the CRA knows>>crocheting a weather blanket but instead of tracking weather, she's tracking the switches and each alter has their own color, calls it "so fun">>brings up how tik tok is bad for mental health while sperging about Peeps nail polish>>"I'll probably come back to it someday">>"Jerr at some point might just make his own account and not say- might just be like hi my name is Jerrick">>Admits she is the stereotype that people think of when they think of people faking DID (like no shit kek) but she's "not 14, I'm 24">>Someone reached out to her about doing a video about every reason people hate her and interviewing her but she declined for muh mental health>>Might come back to tik tok but have her account private / for followers only so she can just block people calling her fake>>Says her friend Molly is "based">>Wants to do an egg hunt for Easter and make a vide for it but knows the child alter will come out so not sure about it>>"We can imagine what a 24 acting like a 4 yr old would be">>Says her alters have their own account when talking about Animal Crossing>>Recreating her "inner world" on her AC:NH island>>Jerrick is using Steve's account because he hasn't touched it since basically launch apparently (and it uses Steve's "dead name" kek)>>Steve is sick but not with covid>>May or may not have something coming up soon regarding drag and did nasty tongue noises>>Next con might be Animaritime, with cosplay, or maybe Hal-con, with no cosplay>>Might cosplay Cure Summer; Jerrick wants to cosplay Black Rock Shooter>>Mentions Jax might want to do an Arcane cosplay kek>>When a new alter "drops" she feels "so ashamed">>Wants to react to old sewing projects because she believes some she did well and others were "misguided">>"Trisha Paytas really needs to be stopped" rich coming from her kek>>Trying to replace saying "tea" with "gossip">>Something about how she had written a song called "Starry Girl or something" at 16 with a lyric regarding taking off her glasses so she wouldn't "be trigged by like looking around at our bedroom and like seeing the same things that we saw during like - things. Anyway.">>Referred to 35 as being old. "I think you can be old and cool">>Says she thinks the lyrics for the song were: "I much prefer this place when everything's a blur; with my vision skewed I don't have to think of her"
Pics or it didn't happen, Jerrica.
But for real, this is such a nasty thing to put on public social media, if its true I hope the neighbors call the cops on her for being a disturbance
Video not vide, and triggered
not trigged. Sorry, nonnies. And I only summarized that I found notable, she was rambling about the most boring shit at some parts. I can't believe she has so many people paying for this still. How many backers does she still have? Getting paid to do barely anything.
Kek I wish I knew these tards irl, it'd be so funny. >Don't call my enbyfriend by zir deadname! Their new name is the diminutive version of hir deadname!
Kek I hope the tranny saga comes soon!
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Fuck it, I'll do the March one, too. I'm watching these at 1.5 and 1.75 speed, though, because I can not deal with her voice rambling and it just takes forever kek
>>Has a fashion haul from MingaLondon as a "birthday treat">>Had to scroll down really far for rainbow shit because it's "out of trend now" but "no, this is the way we live forever, bitch">>Got tickets for MCR, Steve got them while she was at therapy>>Says they kind of got scammed because it was so overpriced, had to call her bank. Didn't say amount but said it was comparable to a month's rent. But said it was worth it.>>Steve has never been to a concert>>Old car "cherry" got scrapped. Admits they barely leave home anyway so it's fine>>Said it had mold bad in the back seats because she bought it "as is" and didn't really think about what that meant>>Will be getting $200 for the parts>>Dream car is Volkswagen ID Buzz>>Said she realized people could find out where she lives because her car was recognizable and thats bad, she didn't think about it until someone told her they knew where she lived because of her car>>Talks about some doxxing scares including someone running about to her at Animaritime and talking about how they live near her and said her street name very loudly. Says she and her friends thought it was a "targeted attack" because they didn't say hi or nice to meet you or anything.>>Says after that she started going to cons incognito but now she doesn't care abut that. "Just come kill me! JK don't, literally please don't.">>Mentions watching Suicide Squad and Batman recently then says Steve has turned her into a Marvel loving little gremlin ??? it's DC retard>>Shows a box of Crayola crayon bandaids and says it was part of her DID criteria. They asked if she had bought things without remembering and says this was one of those items, she got it from Amazon and apparently didn't remember buying it when it arrived (imo she was probably drunk/high and thats actually why)>>Mentions a Peep's Lore tik tok account and she was singing "I'm annoying, and I tell everyone about this; my mom, my dad, my therapist, the person at the bar">>Loves the account and says she "didn't know other people were mentally ill in this way">>"Anyway, I'm excited, I have mental illness and I love it. Only when it's about this, though.">>Mentions she needs to clean the giant Peep Jennifer because she has a "lot of stains">>Sings extremely loud in the car and worries people are looking at her crazy>>Child alter came out while making a snowman, apparently>>When she visits her mom, she might going sledding by her old middle school because thats where a lot of people go. "I need to be careful going around my old middle school, god. But not like dissociate and explode.">>Childhood friend's mom responded to her DID post with "Oh sweet J">>We see her YouTube recommended, picrel>>Gushes about the Pixar movie Turning Red>>Therapist recommended a cheaper Autism evaluation that's online>>Says the cost of ALL her other diagnoses collectively was $2000>>They confirmed she doesn't have ADHD during that>>It would take about 10 months to get an answer regarding the Autism eval>>Not in a rush to get the eval, though, because her friends, family, partners ?? and therapist all just work with her under the assumption that she probably has Autism (which is so fucked up, this bitch)>>Says that's why they understand when she says she's "having a meltdown" or when she's rocking back and forth>>"The autistic community is much more open to self diagnosis">>"I did not want to self diagnose with DID or BPD because I was like- I was less certain">>"My dad has definitely come around">>Insinuates Precure obsession has something to do with the autism
plus a mingalondon haul…and a shopping list of diagnoses…and all the impulse purchases she forgets she bought…
i really can't stand her my god
That's clearly not DID… That's your run of the mill BPD
Did she forget she has BPD or does she prefer blaming her shitty antics on the fake illness that doesn't label her as abusive
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Girl needs to calm down, all anyone needs to do is teach her how to manage her emotions but instead she was cursed to be surrounded by enablers. Giving your emotions names and personalities is not the way to manage them, clearly, her mental health is constantly getting worse.
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Why doesn't she just hire an accountant, she'll need one eventually if she ever does manage to do something about her "fashion brand">>207645>Jerr wants to cosplay black rock shoter
I do not want to see Jill walking around in a bikini top and booty shorts.>>207738
She's always liked MCR. Ironically Uma is the person who got her into them. Odd how going to see a band her "abuser" showed her isn't triggering
>>207755>Odd how going to see a band her "abuser" showed her isn't triggering.
I know right? You would think this, drugs and dildos would be super triggering
>>207755>Why doesn't she just hire an accountant
, that'll require her to spend money on something that actually makes sense and is responsible!
Not all autistic children struggle with language, many are hyperlexic and have extensive vocabularies.
Autism is more like a color wheel, some folks highly struggle in certain areas, while not struggling as much in others. My friend is on the spectrum, and pretty much no one would be able to tell solely because she’s verbal.
>>207645>>>Jerrick is using Steve's account because he hasn't touched it since basically launch apparently (and it uses Steve's "dead name" kek)
What the fuck is Steve's 'dead name?'>>>Wants to do an egg hunt for Easter and make a vide for it but knows the child alter will come out so not sure about it
This is so creepy.
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she liked this tweet regarding polyamory. she’s definitely letting steve fuck other men, no way he’d be able to stay in a straight relationship his whole life. she’s probably letting her alters date other people too.
and she’s in a much better place than a lot of current school grads. She has a fully furnished house and a job that would generate passive income and could easily be the basis for a shopfront if she’d put the work into it. Most recent grads would kill for that sense of stability, but no, she wants to act mentally ill on the internet for twitter points.>>207802
It’s okay old-chan, you’re definitely cooler than jill is kek.
A lot of anons on here tend to think the same way jill thinks about autism; they all think autism=full blown retard when that's not the case. Autism is definitely on a spectrum and a lot of people who are being diagnosed with autism are "high functioning"
For jill sake, i think she only wants an autism diagnosis because she also sees autistic people as mentally inept and clearly she infantilises those who do have the diagnosis and wants to be treated the same way. She wants to be treated with kiddie gloves, which is gross because most people with autism hate to be infantilised.
POLYAMORY SAGA WHEN
I cant wait for the "meet my boyfriends boyfriend!" video
I think I loose IQ points everytime I read shit like this. What does this even meeeeean, the fuck does capitalism have to do with being poly?
Of all the retarded shit that Jill & Steve do, his bullshit woke communism schtick is up there with the worst
She said they got scalped, she kept saying that they were soooo scalped, yada yada. They definitely paid at least 1k if not 2k based on what she was saying. The fact that she compared it to rent says everything. She wouldn't flinch at $200 because thats nothing to her spoiled ass. Idk how tf they got scalped if it was "dropping" while she was at the EMDR, per her words.>>207803
It's Stevie now, apparently. When do you think he'll fully ditch that to be Stevanie or something kek
Her recommended gives us at least some insight into the kind of content she regularly consumes, which is interesting:
Middle School Boys vs Girls: Are Boys Stronger than Girls?…
Life of a Female Dealer
How Are New Alters Formed? An Explanation of Structural…
Would A World War Really Be So Bad?
Turning Red is already getting HATE… #SHORTS
JOSHUA ???? MESSED UP THAI GREEN CURRY
RUSSIA IS CANCELED every company is leaving Russia
I Get It Now
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She always has to be the absolute biggest fan and make sure other people know it. This started as a reply to some else posting their old teenage room dedicated to Muse.
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Ayrt, there's a character that is BRS's companion named Ron.>Ron is a serpent-like creature >Companion in the manga series, Black Rock Shooter: Innocent Soul >Able to form various weapons such as a blade or Rock's infamous Rock Cannon.
It's actually>JOSHUA WEISSMAN MESSED UP THAI GREEN CURRY
I wonder why she was recommended Uncle Roger. It's not like she is interested in Asian food or culture outside of weeb stuff
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>Pretending to not understand figurative speech
Laying breadcrumbs for that autism diagnosis
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The Cheetah Girls are not accepting applications from deranged fat white women at this time, Jillian.
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You think she looks…. absolutely adorable
in these photos….?
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"Dissociative identity what now? Oh honey don't be silly, pass the syrup."
1.Her bfs are either bicurious or actually gay and use her as a beard
2.She makes them drink the woke koolaid on purpose
3.Dating someone who is a troon/queer is more woke and interesting to her than just dating your run of the mill white hetero "cis" guy
3.Rainbows are her "aesthetic" and she needs her bfs to match her aesthetic always
4.She likes dick too much to be a lesbian, but a transbian would simply fix this so she can be a "queer lesbian queen"
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Back on tiktok already
Fuck off Jillian this only works with new or obscure idioms or phrases, this is a common one you will have had explained to you. Stop making a mockery of us real autistic people. >>207918
If jax is American what’s to say that Veronica isn’t Latina, these larpers frequently have alters that are other ethnicities. Latina women are very over sexualised in media and we know she is a racist idiot. >>207957
Also how is it a dead name when he clearly still uses it and doesn’t use whatever new secret name he apparently has. She actively calls him Stevie everywhere too not whatever name he apparently has that isn’t public.
Jill already got canceled for wascism uwu, I sincerely doubt even she isn't this dumb. I am, however, intrigued by the teasing of a Veronica video. Come on, Jilly! We wanna Meet the Alters
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Maybe post the link next time. So much for giving up tik tok because of the boolies. Doesn't want to be harassed but acts full retard.https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie/video/7088024333783665926
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Samefag. She also just uploaded another one, she is proud of her YouTube button despite the fact she barely uploads anymore.https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie/video/7088712696568302854
Any time I remember ever hearing about her dad>bought her a fabric cutting thing>helped with light up cosplay skirt>3d printed flower hoops for the collection
Yeah he is pretty much ever mentioned when she can use him
I know some nona was saying she missed haul content but it's still insufferable. She looks like a stuffed sausage in all on these looks. I'm so tired of that fake grimace smile she puts on and her makeup and septum combo makes her nose look so severe and long and witchy.
She's the same old cringey, fake nice, spoiled Pixielocks performance with """DID""" sprinkled in when she remembers that's supposed to be a thing she has. Most unemployed, deeply mentally disturbed people don't really have the funds to do clothing hauls, especially when they allegedly can't afford a diagnosis (somehow with well off parents in a country with free healthcare). At least back then she attempted to look cute and not like spazzing and flailing her best impression of autism. Gross.
her attempts at being funny are just extremely cringe every time.>>208014
yea i was gonna mention the fabric scissors thing too, and she hardly seemed excited about it, although its an actual useful product, unlike all her plastic garbage she gets. poor man just gets used by the women in his life. his face in that photo says it all.
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Lol and don't forget she has always loved the cheetah girls apparently and her sad straight girl attempt at thirsting over Raven Symone's TikTok. She can't even look directly at the camera when she lies. LMAO can you imagine her sheltered, hair touching ass actively watching or caring about a piece of vaguely POC
media back when cheetah girls was actually popular and relevant? Like 15+ years ago? And somehow has managed to not mention that at all until Veronica appeared and wanted a tacky dress?
I looked up the clothes n the site. In CAD, these are the prices, many are on sale now but idk how much they were when she bought them:
PINK LEOPARD LACE TRIM CAMI DRESS
Regular price $78.21 Sale price $23.46
HEART CUT-OUT STRIPED RIBBED TOP
Regular price $79.47 Sale price $55.63
BLUE MIST RUFFLE BUTTON-DOWN TOP
Regular price $50.46 Sale price $15.14
ORANGE GARDEN LACE CAMI TOP
Regular price $45.41 Sale price $13.62
MAISIE YELLOW GINGHAM FRILL CORSET TOP
Regular price $63.07 Sale price $31.53
If she got them ALL on sale, she spent at least $139.38 + taxes + shipping (You need to spend over $150 for free shipping) + customs importing cost.
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Is it just me or are the armpits on this top literally yellow
sage for nitpick but "Veronica" "Corrects" her when she calls something leopard print, saying it's actually cheetah print…when it literally is just leopard print.
Being so retarded that you "correct" yourself with the wrong info
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The fabrics are probably made in sweatshops.
The other armpit looks the same though if you watch the video and it’s yellow no matter how she moves it.
Could be the light but I really stuck out to me when I saw the top
those are pit stains alright. this cow's got some seriously toxic
secretions if they'll molecularly alter a new garment like that
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I think anon edited it with high contrast, it isn't quite that terrifying. There's a bit of derangement inherited from mama vessey but she does look cute.
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Samefag, she did fuck up in the edit and give herself a double row of front teeth, aha, but aside from that.
This one she looks cute in also:
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And current Jill with her multiple personality branding on Youtube. The internet was a mistake
If she really was deep into DID content two years before “diagnosis,” she would have been there for the major drama of white people having poc
alters. It doesn’t matter what the alter identifies as, at the end of the day you’re still a white girl so it’s appropriation.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but didn’t Axolotls In A Trench Coat get semi cancelled for something during that big DID drama? I thought people dug up something problematic
on them too and they had to leave the internet for a while
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Apologies if it was already posted, but she changed her tiktok to multipetalpixie
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samefag but that dress is so ugly and outdated, this style of crosslace cami tanks was at it’s peak in early 2020 when tiktok first became popular and it looked cheap/tacky then. Here’s a crop top version of it being sold for $3.95 on aliexpress, quality looks the same. I’m not saying that everyone needs to be following current micro trends all of the time and throw away whatever’s not popular anymore, but she should at very least pick between buying something around the time it’s popular or better yet buy pieces that are classic and can be worn for a long time if she’s so worried about sustainability.
>>208070>>Apologies if it was already posted
OT but I really wonder what causes anons to not bother just… reading the thread before posting? This applies to all threads on lolcow, honestly, it's been happening a lot lately all over. Jill's thread doesn't even move that fast so it would require peak laziness to not read everything before posting something. It's so odd to me.>>208077
Agree. Everything she bought looks cheap and the materials look awful. Crazy the original prices are so high. And people in her comments mentioned that Minga London's clothes can be found on Dollskill's website kek thats not so ethical
God…. Speaking as a graphic designer, I just want to say this is the worst attempt at branding yourself there is. I just can't. She treats this shit as an accessory for her larp and I feel so disgusted for people who actually suffer from a disease this severe.>>208070>LOOK AT ME IM SO QUIRKY AND AUTISTIC LOL IM USING STIM TOYS AND I LOOK LIKE A CLOWN!!!! HAHA I LOVE BEING SO AUTISTIC IM JUST LIKE A LITTLE KID!! DID YOU KNOW I STIM AND DONT UNDERSTAND SARCASM HAHA IM SOOOO TOTALLY AUTISTIC
Offensive. How come no one has told her to fuck off?
My tinfoil thoughts exactly.
Sorry for my sperging but I think she knows her channel/revenue sources were dying out (following the general 'kawaii' trend's slow decline) so she's been fighting to gain relevancy through the "mental health" community, when that didn't work enough she started appealing to niche communities like the online-DID/autism-larper fandom. I think she's given herself munchie syndrumb because she refuses to admit that her heyday on Youtube, and indeed online, is over. She will never be as popular/influential/relevant as she was in the early 2010s because… it's been a decade. The entire culture has changed, online and in real-life.
>>208116>She will never be as popular/influential/relevant as she was in the early 2010s
This is kind of true to some extent but she's not too old for TikTok and completely able to make content more appropriate for someone in their early 20s who finished school and pretended to be passionate about being a designer. She has knowledge and experience on a lot of platforms and a decent sized audience somehow, it's baffling to me to me that she chooses to be this lazy.
If she had the tiniest bit of motivation and emotional maturity, she could let her online presence evolve instead of regressing into an "autistic" womanchild. She's never going to be a teen again, but she's entirely capable of losing weight of she misses the way she used to look so badly. It seems like she was so vain and self absorbed and used to being praised for her uwu special mpdg appearance that she gave up on literally everything the second she got fat and couldn't lean into the kawaii bullshit.
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Doubling down on not understanding idioms
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And implying people are policing her autism when she gets called out
They posted two different responses nonna calm down.
I was fully in the camp that she was just trying to make a dumb joke, but Jill constantly exceeds expectations in her retardedness
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Example of her speech from a 2019 article from CBC about her. She has NO problems using figurative language then lmao. To larp like her: "Jump in what Jill?"
>>208107>Neurodivergent angels uwu
I'm not a fucking angel you fucking stunted womanchild. I'm a full blown adult with responsibilities with a deep hatred for pieces of shit like you. I'm not a kid you infantilizing bitch. You and everyone who has ever treated me differently without understanding my needs make me feel so fucking sick. You calling me a "littol neuwodiwegent bwaby angel uwu" feels the same as other people calling me retarded simply because I'm different in the head. I DID NOT AGREE to participate in your fucking gross neurodivergency fetishizing. Fuck off.
Sorry you want to be a fucking baby forever but don't fucking blame it on us.(blogpost)
Her therapist or whoever makes the future autism diagnosis should be aware of this.
I feel like this bitch exaggerates her autism symptoms without realizing how autism looks irl. All for a shiny autism paper so she can own the haters. Plus she smokes weed. Shit you do on weed =/= autism Jill. I know you want to make yourself retarded on purpose but come on.
It grosses me out so much that she's basically like>Omg moving mountains??? XDDD I DONT GET IT XDDD IM SO LEGIT AUTISTIC AND QUIRKY AIN'T I GUYS?? XDD
This is just a fashion accessory to her.
>>207964>>run of the mill white hetero "cis" guy
This made me wonder, if she and Stevie ever broke up, do you think she'd purposefully go for a POC
for woke points? Or a disabled person?
Iirc she did milk it when Stevie was in the hospital.
The thing is the first tweet could just have been her being silly for fun. But SHE confirmed she IS doing it to larp/make fun of autism by replying to the tweet calling her out for it and not denying it.
If she did it to seem autistic she is being a ableist cunt who's pretending to be stupid because to her autism = childish stupid person who doesn't understand common idioms. Her reply is also clearly making fun of autistic people.
If she had honestly done the first tweet completely unrelated to autism (which I doubt but let's give her the benefit of the doubt for a second), her reply is then still making fun of autism. So in that case she literally chose to be a cunt to autists for no reason.
Jill is an ableist cunt either way you look at it.