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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and has been majorly struggling to maintain the LARP.
>Began her lolcow run over 5 years ago as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears or acknowledges. She now looks like an overweight clown, and has abandoned j-fashion entirely.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent.>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise.>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day smoking weed. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without further medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her major trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill ‘started her own brand’, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything, but planned to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact. She doesn’t seem to clean her space full of cat fur and shit either.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning (and faking) stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics,pretending she can only eat one type of food (and acting like an anachan on one of her twitter accounts). Currently saving up for her autism diagnosis, but it's over $3000>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s a constantly growing number of alters living inside her head with some of them being “fragments”.
MEET THE ALTERS:>Jerrick: 14-16 year old emo boy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Claims to be sex repulsed and anti- eating disorder, but follows or posts things involving either, signs with a snake emoji>Jax: 19 year old girl who speaks with a Brooklyn accent, and types with one too, which is normal. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane/LoL), and Spinel (Steven Universe), which goes against typical DID lore/logic. Is going to get seriously into drag. Signs with a test tube emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 21 years old, has a twitter where she posts tiktoks using the voice of a popular e-bimbo, and retweets twitter sexworkers. Potential onlyfans saga incoming. signs with a flame emoji>currently unnamed 6 year old alter who is always “co-fronting” (incl. when smoking or drinking), talks like a baby, signs with the strawberry emoji>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" Kind of like her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Certifiably too old for social media, but his emoji is a club. Last seen>Flora: just a "fragment" who is not just a carbon copy of cure flora, but is all the positive cures, and is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom.>Sandwich emoji. Also a fragment. Is a cat! Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city.>piano emoji: ??? Silently added to her tiktok bio.
Stamps from last thread:>>>/w/203669
Jill's therapist is made aware of Jax>>>/w/204371
nitpicking moon knight for not being about DID>>>/w/204604
being an anachan on the jerrick account>>>/w/204649
being anachan about song lyrics>>>/w/204745
Jill considers herself "probably autistic, but not yet diagnosed">>>/w/204856
Instagram selfie with less clown-like makeup>>>/w/204981
‘Jerrick' calls tweeting a stim.>>>/w/205468
Uses years-old images as proof she's a fashion designer.>>>/w/205592
video about why there's been nothing about her fashion collection from craft college. using either a filter or fisheye lens to look less obese>>>/w/205685
summary of fashion collection video >>>/w/205924
admits to "triggering
[her] eating disorder" with youtube videos>>>/w/206031
claiming to actively have an eating disorder>>>/w/206064
claiming to be a CSA survivor>>>/w/206260
smoking weed while co-fronting as the child alter>>>/w/207061
veronnica gets a twitter account (despite "not understanding social media" in the past?) as a wanna-be chrissy chlapecka>>>/w/207516
putting a content warning for food on her main>>>/w/207673
summary of march livestream>>>/w/207645
summary of april livestream>>>/w/208012
fashion haul video. she spent at least $140, likely more, depending on sales/coupon, at an overseas brand.>>>/w/208039
in said haul, shows off a shirt that she already gave pit stains >>>/w/208138
pretending not to know basic phrases/common metaphors, for her autism larp >>>/w/208345
OT infighting/derail about a TiF anon that announced themself>>>/w/208486
retweeting fat twitter sexworkers on the veronica account, that jerrick (“sex repulsed”, “14-16”) follows>>>/w/208628
jill does some voice over for a precure (japanese children's cartoon) video essay, and inserts herself as important in the community>>>/w/208835
grody tiktok with fake stimming>>>/w/208960
>>>/w/209144 OT-ish autism armchairing>>>/w/208960
OT discussion about if jill should be in /w/ or /snow/ or /pt/ because she isn't any kind of weeb anymore
Last thread >>>/w/203669
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Is this how DID works
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jerrica alter intro video coming soon
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ugly new banner
Thank you kind nonnie
. This is cosplay at it's finest.
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>>210223>wtf is kawaii about her lifestyle???????
You mean her collecting mental illnesses and acting like an edgy teenager while drinking and toking in her rainbow dungeon isn't cute? In all seriousness, there is nothing kawaii about her lifestyle. She clings to the title because that's what she was famous
for. She needs off the internet, deep clean her house, brush her cats, stop all drug use, follow a schedule, eat balanced meals, and a simple fitness routine. I know it'll never happen. I think it's funnier that she put fashion design on the intro. So how's that wedding dress coming, Jill?
To use a British phrase, she looks like a slapped arse, and wtf with the pixie system
label (clothes label like you have at school except for your OCs?)
Imagine being this woman's mother and checking in on her Twitter to see what's she's up to
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It's a picrew of Jerrick, is what I'm getting out of it
Sorry for double posting, but it really is just so gross how Jill seems unable to deem herself mentally ill enough (or at all) unless she is visibly unwell. She can't be an emaciated ana-chan, and she doesn't visibly self-harm, but she can wear costumes and fake tics and stim on cue.
So much of mental health advocacy involves challenging the idea that a person needs to be visibly unwell in order to be deserving of help of compassion - everything Jill says and does directly challenges what people who actually want to challenge stigma around mental illness want to do. She wants the spectacle of it all - the Hollywood version of DID or BPD of whatever her mental illness flavor-of-the-day is, when if she really had to live with and cope with any of these issues she LARPS, she wouldn't be able to live in her rainby house with her cats and boyfriend.
lmao>>210295>If she's already happily "co-con" with so little effort it should be a breeze for her to move on to fully realizing this is a normal aspect of her personality and isn't a separate person at all.
This. She should just "integrate" already. That's the least she can do to get better. But being a munchie loser is better for her I guess.
>>210331>What stops male alters from cutting their hair short? Why does only jill and the other female alters get to gatekeep what style they wear?B-b-because Jill co-fronts with all alters therefore no mishaps can occur.
In reality she doesn't want to commit on anything permanent (for hair it'd take a while to grow back). The septum piercing can easily close up without any repercussions.>Why can’t jerrica get a fuck you black tattoo like jill can get magical girl shit on their joint body?
I'll eat my shoe if she gets a real black tattoo with no anime/kawaii/cartoon/MCR type emo music references. Jerrica is based on what Jill
thinks an edgy teenager boy would be like.
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She "masks" on TikTok now. I feel like even if she would drop the money to get tested and end up testing negative for autism, we would never hear about it because that would mean she'd have to explain why she was pretending like this so hard.
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Wow… my whole own anime magic girl team, all living inside my head. Is this….what love feels like?
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Is Cliff a factive of Steve Jobs?
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Cliff is a factive of Sasha Velour, but the idea that she'd have a Steve Jobs alter is pretty hilarious.
also she needs to commit and buy a bald cap for cliffarina
If he doesn't know about technology then why is he able to pay taxes lmao
Also wtf would he retweet? Finances? KEK
at 17 mins in she shows pictures of her and her cousin and the mock up wedding dress, family is on her dad's side and says they're not close because of 'religious differences' but her cousin is also witchy
At roughly 22 mins in she talks briefly about jax splitting to be a 'sexual and social protector' to help jerrick with his first drag show, which the first song is going to be other friends from steven universe
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Is this an lolcow reference kek
All of them, nonny
. They're all the fat one.
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She's going to be making a new master list of her ocs soon
>>210491>At roughly 22 mins in she talks briefly about jax splitting to be a 'sexual and social protector' to help jerrick with his first drag show, which the first song is going to be other friends from steven universe
Why the obsession with SU? Is it because of fusing? >>210507
Mandatory no fun rule rolls out. You can't show your ankles anymore.
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Summary anon back again, this is the May livestream summary
>>"yesterdays drag is today's hag"
>>Filmed the Jerrick video, she recorded for 60 minutes. Said she c-con edited it.
>>Hopes to have it up on Wednesday, May 4th
>>Jerricka was worried about filming because of muh dysphoria and dysmorphia
>>Thinks Veronica might go 3rd but "there's no real order"
>>"Jerr is co-host"
>>Showed more of her switching alters blanket. One strip of Jax. "Cliff like took a big snooze"
>>Got a My Violet Easter cardigan for free because she saw it on the directors facebook (they are friends apparently) and commented "Ah!". They asked if she wanted one as PR to just say the word, responded "The word! The word!"
>>Thinks her "witchy" parts are Jillian and Flora
>>Said that she and her brother used to do egg hunts at her parents every year until they moved out
>>Had a fitting for her cousins wedding dress she is making when she visited her family
>>Was surprised it went so well, "wait, I didn't forget everything I learned in college, wait, I'm a fashion designer"
>>Saw her aunt that she hasn't seen in "probably 10 years"
>>Cousin's "mood board" for the dress was like "Elven, ethereal, prismatic, like natural rainbows, rainbows cast from crystals"
>>Doesn't think she's allowed to show the dress yet, she'll show it after the wedding
>>Cousin is very accepting of the DID, "any family that is like extremely accepting I'm like [kissy noises]"
>>One day she wants to drop music
>>"I need to like do EDMR and then start my fashion brand and then become a pop star [laughing]"
>>Said she played guitar, bass, and piano with piano being her main
>>"Piano for like the first, uh, 12 years of my life was like the only that I had to like cling my identity to because it was like the only thing I was really good at, um, and then my identity like obviously blossomed after that but for awhile I was just like this is all I have"
>>Going to have her drag debut during Pride
>>"First Veronica was going to help but then literally Jax split to be a social and sexual protector so we were like hey, there ya go!"
>>First performance will be to "Other Friends" from the SU movie soundtrack
>>Her two "besties" M and B will be helping to choreograph it
>>Wants to make "at least" a jacket for the performance - a cropped, motorcycle styled jacket. Going to be making it out of a green thrifted curtain.
>>Jax split off because Jerr was having a hard time and "was made to feel like he couldn't exist and like he needs to mask all the time" because his "natural social way of being was like offensive"
>>"He's a man of few words but he's not angry"
>>Says the splitting was starting to happen back in late January, described it like someone stabbing a screwdriver into a plank of wood
>>Jax is the most recent split, the last one before that was in 2019. Says this is the first time she's "aware of splitting"
>>Describes Jax as extremely loud and active, "swinging on the monkey bars of our brain" - described her as funny, squeaky but also slightly threatening
>>Jax is not a fragment, she is fully formed. Said she was fully fronting without her knowledge kek also that she has a really strong accent that Jill is embarrassed of but Jax isn't
>>"We already have DID, can we not be talking like Harley Quinn"
>>Still hasn't finished her taxes
>>Wants to get to uploading weekly
>>Said she first started to want to play DnD at 12 but didn't find a group until 20
>>Cliff loves DnD
>>Two new DnD characters are cats, jokes about that sounding like she's a furry. "We are pro furry on this channel"
>>Bought a rosemary plant because she uses fresh rosemary in all her cooking, called herself a rosemary freak
>>Steve's parents gave them a bunch of groceries to go home with because "times are tough"
>>Mentions all the plants from her old planting video are dead now
>>Someone commented that if she can't keep her plants alive she must be killing her cats and she said "jesus christ, what a reach" and "the reaching is so severe"
>>"I know with my whole soul how untruthful it is so it's just funny"
>>Wants to upload a cooking vlog at some point. Has older footage of making stir fry, which is one of her "safe foods" but didn't upload because it was too long. Doesn't know what she'll do yet, maybe baking.
We appreciate your summaries nonnie
. Ty for your hard work.
Why doesn't she just make a carrd like all of the other dumb ass DID kids. >>210539>"Piano for like the first, uh, 12 years of my life was like the only that I had to like cling my identity to because it was like the only thing I was really good at,
Okay, so this shows that Jill doesn't really understand what an identity or a personality is. She thinks things that give her praise are who she is. A narcissist since childhood.
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Kek at how thin she draws herself compared to her fanart, picrel
So is the drag show going to be Jerrick presenting as a man, or is she actually going to dress up feminine? Like is it """Jerrick doing drag""" or Jill doing drag as Jerrick?
The mental gymnastics on this one. So fucking dumb.
And if I'm trying to go with her logic again why was Jax needed for a drag show if she already has the 35 y/o drag queen collectible to help?
>>210539>>Jerricka was worried about filming because of muh dysphoria and dysmorphia
Then why is does she wear makeup while roleplaying as him? Why draw him wearing makeup if he's so worried about it and has such awful dysphoria?
Mental LARP gymnastics is a full-time job, huh Jillian.
Thank you summary anon. I appreciate you so much ♥>>210584>Like is it """Jerrick doing drag""" or Jill doing drag as Jerrick?
The mental gymnastics on this one. So fucking dumb.
Andy Kaufman level of crazy. She'll probably remember half-way through she needs to be Jerrick. I'm expecting jarring moments and weird faces.
I knew she would kill those plants. If you don't have the capacity to check on a living thing and give it water once a week, maybe you shouldn't have two cats after almost killing one.>>210589
Not sure if it's different in Canada, but in the US all of June is pride month with a week or weekend of festivities. There is no single pride day. If she gets a gig, I would be shocked if it was at an actual establishment gay adults frequent. It's wild all of the fucking hoops she jumped through just to be a straight woman doing "drag."
Gotcha, thanks nonnie
. Likely she is doing a beginners night type deal, where she’ll do one song or whatever. I’m imagining it’ll be a schitzo mix of her MCR tik tok lipsyncing and her anime con performances.
Who wants to place bets on how slutty she’ll act, despite being “”sex repulsed”” Jerrick. I’m guessing that’s what Jax has been invented for, to jump ahead of that
I feel like there's no way we're gonna get the drag performance. Calling it now we will get an excuse like that jerrick wasn't fronting or whatever, and so she couldn't do it.
I do hope it happens and we get some footage of it though. If her tiktoks to the SU music are anything to judge by it should really be something.
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Pride month is the capitalist shitshow you're referring. Pride Day is June 28th, in commemoration of Stonewall riots by the end of the month.
And my bet is our Jillybean/Jerrica will never perform in front of a real audience. Not only because she lacks talent to do a Drag Show (drunkenly dancing on Tiktok isn't a talent), but because of her anxiety and mental issues: She's an attention whore, but only between her safe-spaces were she knows she'll be celebrated (a.k.a. Her munchies club).
BTW found this art piece by one of her fans and I just can't with how old they made her look, specially compared of her own version of herself… Why haven't you liked/shared this masterpiece, Jilly-willy? Why are you neglecting your little army of clowns?
Also Jerrick has done multiple tik toks. Be honest Jillian the real issue is that you can’t convincingly act for longer than the very short run time of a tik tok. We have only seen cliffe in a tik tok too I’m guessing for the same reason. >>210616
I feel like we are all forgetting that she was a theatre kid and then in bands and did open mic nights and cosplay dances. She has and probably will get on stage. I don’t think she will give us the footage though, maybe a brief couple of seconds. Any nonnies local to her and able to get footage? Kek
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This is the pic she shows of her cousin in a mock up of the dress Jill is making, so nonnies don’t have to watch the vid (1)
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I would kill for local anons to capture the cringe in all it's glory. I really hope we get that milk somehow, whether from a farmer or her obliviously posting it herself.>>210630
If Jerrick is a totes real and valid
teenage boy then why would it be okay to be in a bar, performing amongst adults? She never actually thinks these things through, she picks and chooses when they are "real people". Bet she gets messy drunk if she does perform at a bar, though kek
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>>210637>If Jerrick is a totes real and valid teenage boy then why would it be okay to be in a bar, performing amongst adults?
She’ll probably say that drag is for all ages because of kids like Desmond is amazing. Kek
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Sandwich got replaced by Jax.>>210746
Notice how anons were talking about Jill not having any gigs and all the sudden she has one?
Wait so there’s another
drag persona besides Villainy and Cliffe the Sasha Velour factive? Three drag personas on top of all the alters? I hope she has some kind of spreadsheet to keep track of all these ocs.
Also seconding the anons wondering why the famous drag queen supposedly living in her brain isn’t mentoring Jerk in his baby drag routine. What’s the point of even having Cliffe if she’s not going to use him?>>210773
Maybe Sandwich ate too much tinsel and now Jill is hoping everyone forgets about it ever existing.
I think she meant Cliffe when she mentioned her "other drag persona".
Still 2 is too much, especially if you consider the fuckfest of 3 alters cocooning a drag show. Not that it ever made any sense, but damn does it really make no sense.
I doubt someone who is actually sick with this stuff would actually be able to perform at all. "3 alters" just means her usual self, Jillian. There's nothing else about this.
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sweet angel therapist goes bye bye
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he cant because he won’t be licensed in her province anymore
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LMAO this is the milk we deserve
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this picture bothers me so fucking much. everytime it pops up on this thread im so bothered with how jill drew herself it is just truly the WORST understanding of figure drawing ive seen in a while. as an art anon i dont claim to be the best ever but i did go to a real top art college and not a craft college. saging for autism ahead. see picrel.
going off of the placement of the knees and direction of the calves and thighs, you can see how jill understands nothing about figures.
1, if the position of the knees is that one is faced forward and one is pointed inwards, with the angle she has drawn the upper body at, it would mean the figure is leaning back and at an angle. you can see how i drew the black outline to show the hips angled forward.
2, if the knees and calves are 'correct', there is no way , literally physically at all, that the right foot would be sit back than the left foot. the left foot would have to be farther back as the body is angled and its literally farther away AND its front facing, which means it is not as elongated. and since the other leg's knee is bent at an angle, it would have signficantly less weight placed on it, and the foot would naturally pivot inwards to a more rested position. you'd have to really flex your ankle uncomfortably to get it to sit forward as she drew it.
3, because of how far angled the hips are, THERES LITERALLY NO WAY the shoulders can sit where they are as she drew them. it would mean the spine is completely warped into an S shape to meet the pelvic bone and shoulders. not to mention she drew her shoulders insanely close together…do you think you're that skinny jill? you can see from #4 that i drew in grey that the only correct way to get such a small shoulder distance is if the entire body is angled to the left, so the shoulders are foreshortened by the angle. it would be impossible to be forward facing with that hip and shoulder angle unless you had severe scoliosis.
and lastly, 5, jill just literally forgot that necks exist i guess, but any elongated pose where the figure is leaning back so much is going to have an extended neck, even with jill's weight. i've placed the correct placement in grey.
autism rant over. carry on, nonas.(autism)
i live in the states but its common. when either a patient moves or the therapist moves states (or provinces i guess) they dont have a license to practice for people who were in the previous state/province depending on what state/province they moved from/moved to. It applies to both the person receiving treatment moving (where the therapist cant work on someone living in x state since the patient moved) or vice versa. (i went through this moving to college and even video visits across state lines are not allowed)
i dont give jil any credibility for anything she says to be honest but this is a very common story for those getting therapy and for once jillybean isnt lying for sympathy and something mildly inconvenient actually happened lol jill telling the truth for once??? i never thought id see the day kek
She's currently coping with the twauma of losing here angel thewapist, have some compassion, nonnie
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He's actually leaving the profession altogether kek
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Lmao dealing with Jill made him quit the business
Translation: The only therapist who has enabled her and hasn't called her out on her bullshit. Remember when she bitched about her last therapist actually trying to point out her flaws so she could work on them? Yea totally problematic
. She wants someone to yas queen her. She said she got recommendations from this guy so I don't expect any of them to be any better.
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Imagine being a fly on the wall and seeing this play out:>>troon therapist coddling and explaining to big grown ass rainby clown queen Jill that he's leaving his current practice and will no longer be able to see her or her 7 other personalities as clients.>>Jill LARPing as a retarded child including a dramatic baby voice, "UwU W-what wou're going bye bye mr thewapist angel. Why??"
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Imo it's her right leg that's throwing the whole thing off because she wanted a kawaii knocked knees pose. Flip it and it looks a lot more balanced, but admittedly I'm not a trained artist.
That’s not the point anon is making. Jill pointing out that she’s bad with change fits her pattern of leaving breadcrumbs from autism symptom checklists all over her Twitter. Instead of letting her distress speak for itself she is making sure to explicitly state she is Bad With Change [X] so she can later point back at this tweet and say see? The signs were clear all along!
Anyway does this mean we’re getting a new alter? Moving town caused her to become a cat and the nervousness around her drag debut caused Jarley Quinx to split off so surely the trauma of losing her perfect angel enabler should result in a split too. I’m hoping >>210861
is right and she absorbs his essence into herself. He deserves to be skinwalked by the monster he helped create.
sage for OT explination of DID logic
I usually see it treated as "part of the body", that is, something alters can't individually be/not be. If the full person has autism, then so do the individual alters, even if they experience it differently. which makes some sense. a mental splinter that happened to deal with a horrific repeated trauma would deal differently with the 'stresses' of being autistic than ome of the ones that's meant to act normal and get through day to day life. That's what I've seen from the stuff grounded at least somewhat on a believable idea.
I just don't see it. She obviously was counselor/therapist shopping. Exactly like >>210911
said>Remember when she bitched about her last therapist actually trying to point out her flaws so she could work on them? Yea totally problematic. She wants someone to yas queen her.
I think she's going to descent faster into madness. She just lost her sweet validation without having to work hard. Her world
took a hit. Ego hits aren't pretty.
She's absolutely trying to hint at at autism. I'm always left speechless by how little she understands about autism while trying to pretend she has it. Unfortunately because she's a non-autistic theatre kid who knows some basic symptoms I think she could fake it enough to get a diagnosis if she wanted to.
It's not hard to fake it for a normie like her at all.>>210869
I enjoyed this Authentic Autism(TM) kek
Exactly, autism like a physical disability is literally how your body is set up there is no some alters and not others, they all share the brain and the brain is autistic. The fakers aren’t smart enough for this. The way that the alters handle it differently would be the levels they are able to mask at so you know ofc the six year old would be less adept at masking than an adult alter. She seems to treat Jerrick as more autistic though and I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s because she drinks the ableist coolaid that boys are more autistic than girls. >>210957
Exactly and the therapist she shits on all the time wasn’t problematic
, the complaints she had was literally the therapist following the normal route for ED treatment. She threw her toys out of the pram because the therapist wanted to talk about the way she dresses when treating her for an image related mental illness. Her narcissism trumps logic every time.
Jill going from emphasizing memory gaps, to explaining it with split identities, only to end it off with showing how connected she actually is with these alters.
She’s always co-con, has no issue recalling events from when other alters where fronting & even how other alters interact with each other without her presence. She even makes it known how confident she is in her always being present looking at all the drugs/alcohol usage.
i agree with you nonna. my drawing was creating the figure from the knee position as-is, and you did it from the ribcage position as-is. both overlay doodles are correct, showing just how much jill actually did mess up and how disharmonious the upper and lower body are.
saged for off topic pls no more bans o powerful farmhands
My pregnant ass laughing and reading about Jill needing her "baby" to be calmed and reassured. Jill is old enough to be a parent herself, though I hope never does!>>211016
It's honestly wild to me how easy half the farmers here can access and bandy about DID "lore" and terminology thanks to things like twitter and tiktok. I still think it's utterly fake and the product of misdiagnosis even in the "real" cases. Some people out there, Jill's therapist included, are really all-in on buying into it.
Part of the problem is Jill can't act for shit. Just because she did some theatre kid stuff as a preteen/teen doesn't mean she's good. >>211075
She's getting her dopamine rush and validation. Acting is a second thought not first.
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That's what I would assume. Something like pic related, which is a painting from someone who was trafficked and ritually abused as a child. When you put it into perspective, Jill's SUPER HORRIBLE, HUGELY TRAUMATIC TRAUMA ABUSE is nothing, and parading it around and putting on a front and buying these horribly tacky clothes, decorating herself and presenting these ~quirky~ characters in her head like she's an uwu victim
is disgusting. She has a comfortable, middle-class, mundane life that just isn't enough for her, for whatever reason. It's a shame.
"I feel . . . AFAB. But trans in some way from that?"
How in the ever-loving-fuck can you possibly know if you feel like these fucking things? This all just seems like Jill's over the top way to be able to finally be just a queer person. GOD this is just sickening. SICKENING.
15:30 - "Picrew is DID and trans culture" lmao
15:50 - (talking about her self-given nickname, "Jer-bear") "I'm not happy about it smiles
" "…Maybe I am. Maybe I'm not." She can't even decide how she feels about a nick-name she gave herself.
16:37 - Even her coffee mug has to be ~AESTHETIC~ and on-point
Even when presenting as Jer, she can't stop with the stupid tongue faces and (like another anon pointed out) she can't stop smiling either.
I dunno how to break this to you, Jill, but
it's normal to have a whole range of emotions. I'm so sorry. You're normal.
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Absolutely pathetic. Her acting is so bad it’s laughable. It’s 90% her normal self and 10% a bad impression of an edgy teenager.
Also, how insanely fucked is it that she says someone in her past (clearly an ex) wasn’t an abuser and she doesn’t hate them and yet they “really, really TRAUMATIZED” her. Going through a breakup isn’t trauma, especially if they did nothing legitimately wrong. What a spoiled brat with a blissful life.
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sage for ot but the fact that this DID artist (if DID is real) calls it a "creative" way to cope kind of rings true for jillians ridiculous need to have artsy aesthetic OCs for every emotion she has, without the "unbearable pain" of course
So I read about this woman…>There’s a little boy called Diabalus who only writes in Latin
then why can't he spell Diabolus? I've studied Latin for years and would love to read these "fluent" letters kek
anon, thank you for becoming a patreon user for our sake. what a woman you are.
It's nice to hear Jill's voice when she's not putting on airs, this tone feels so much more natural and mature for her.
Yeah, the constant co-coning and no memory gap are the biggest tell it's all bullshit.
You know when you watch shows, movies or other medias you tend to identify as the characters/persons - as it's intended. I think that she has so much time on her hand that that all she does is consume media nonstop she now thinks that feeling of identification is being a different person - of course plus the appeal of bonus SpEsHuL cHiLd
for being DID.
Im sorry but >ate a nibble
kek. Don't downplay your BED jill
Newfag here, hopefully this is saged.
The Jinx from arcane/lol self insert is just way too obv?
It's like one of those oc remakes of a popular character and claiming its yours
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Not Jill-milk, but I thought this article might be of interest because it outlines each step self-diagnosed TikTok DID posters go through, and why it’s bullshit and damaging. https://freddiedeboer.substack.com/p/multiple-personality-disorder-probably
She's far more bearable on the ears here but god, how is she not embarrassed? The acting is so bad. Also she said she was sexually assaulted at one point then immediately makes a joke and laughs. Wtf.>>211098>>Reposting over an hour late>>"you're welcome"
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She actually talks and acts like a normal person her age would. There's no "teen" feeling in this. If I had to guess, I would say this is her actual real self and the over the top emotionally stunted kawiwi rainbow persona who acts like a fake tard is the fake. And she actually looks very cute. I wish she actually saw this. She looks so goddamn happy when she isn't clinging to her old pixielocks persona.
>>211138>Ideas core to the toxic mental health ideology that kids are absorbing on TikTok include:
>That intense childhood trauma is universal or near-universal, despite the fact that it simply isn’t, and thank god>That trauma is somehow ennobling, a maker of meaning, a creator of identity, a way to be unique and special, rather than something terrible we should do everything we can to prevent>Correspondingly, that to be mentally healthy is undesirable, when it’s a condition we should aspire to secure for everyone>That mental illness is an identity, the most important and central element of someone’s self, rather than an unfortunate detail, and that the right way to have a mental illness is to revel in it, celebrate it, fixate on it completely, act as though there’s nothing else interesting or meaningful about you than your mental illness>That any critical thinking or questioning of their rhetoric about mental illness is inherently a matter of “stigma” and thus illegitimate, and that the job of doctors and therapists is always to affirm their self-diagnoses, not to act as independent and dispassionate agents>That anything they feel is valid, that their emotions are a perfect guide to their reality, and that anything that contradicts their intuitions or their desires is by definition the hand of oppression.
It checks, thanks for sharing.
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samefag, maybe her voice is a bit too low pitched than normal, but idk. Can't she just get better already? this is the least cringe she has been in such a big while, she looks fun.
>>"Jillian has this wonderful grasp and total acceptance and understanding of body positivity and fat acceptance and stuff like that that I don't fucking get, um, at all. Um and she used to think she was like a fraud or a liar because one day she would be like I love my body, I love how it looks, I love how it moves… Bleh. Like just so- like the most body positive like, I'm posting like art of like women with their rolls out on the beach, like sweet stuff. Um and, that I approve of, I'm not like [pause] I have internalized fatphobia towards myself. Um. And she has taught me all this, like even two years ago I would not even be saying this because I didn't fucking understand. But um yeah I- I struggle with the eating disorder still unfortunately."
Jill, stfu. Just say you regret what you have done to your body and take responsibility for it. This might be the most honest she's been about how she truly feels about becoming fat. She hates it. She always has and we knew this already but she has tried so hard to deny it because she doesn't have the self control to not eat like shit. She has to spread bullshit body positivity because the alternative is actually getting off her ass and doing something about it. She has ample free time at home that people would dream of having, she has no excuse for her weight and she only has herself to blame. So spare me the sob story about muh poor self esteem and dysphoria or whatever.
Literally admitting being body positive was a cope and a show to make herself look like a better person while doing nothing for her health and an excuse to be extremely unhealthy.
She's finally saying shes actually fatphobic and playing the you can't be fatphobic if your fat card
Jerrick feels afab/trans
so Jill decided he loved makeup despite his soul crushing dysphoria. In reality, no. Maybe some kohl liner and painted nails, but can't see a supposed edge lord do more than that.
Came to say exactly this. I lf I had to guess, I would assume she talks/acts like this when at home and not ‘on’. She’s pathologized having a low and a high energy self, like everyone does when they’re not around others. Her pixie personality is probably even more over the top because it’s literally a persona that she hightens for the camera.
Someone needs to get this girl an actual therapist who can help her come to terms with normal feelings
>>211241>it's crazy to me health professionals haven't seen through that.
They probably have but they are well aware that she'll screech at them for being "problematic
" until they go away
6:05 "afab person who is extremely masculine" *is wearing winged eyeliner, sparkly eyeshadow, and lipstick">>211161
people don't really call it junior high here, it's just middle school
I mean, with severe EDs (which Jill seems to claim) you'll often be transferred from psych to a regular medical ward where you can remain for weeks to month (I was on the pediatrics floor for a month and that was short compared to other people).
With restrictive eating disorders like anorexia (again, what she claims), even if you are at a normal weight, your body freaks out when you start eating again and it's vital that you be monitored closely by health professionals.
TLDR: Her mom found her suicide note, put her on a psych hold, and she was promptly let go because the eating disorder wasn't seen as a life-threatening issue. Of course we already knew that, but it's annoying how tightly she holds onto the whole "I had SEVERE anorexia!!" thing - you don't have to be the best at every illness Jill.
lmao i dont see u posting the link, also >>211098
sorry for not embedding lol>>211172
for me it's when she starts going on a tangent and her old mannerisms come out (like when she held her hands up while explaining something) before she quickly taking them down
Sorry but I can’t watch the video at the moment - is she now claiming to have had anorexia again? A while ago she admitted she’d never been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and instead had an EDNOS diagnosis, which means she had disordered eating but was never severely underweight. Spreadsheets, Jill!>>211250
>>211252>>lmao i dont see u posting the link
Why would I post something that has already been posted, anon? Wouldn't it be smarter to…. read the thread first before posting? Hmm? Kek>>211249
Jill said when she was at the psych ward they said she had bulimia AND anorexia which is huge doubt. Skipping a few meals will get you an EDNOS diagnosis. You are right, she wants to be the "best" at every illness, it's gross.
More evidence that this stuff is always misdiagnosis of things like schizophrenia from predatory therapists who want this particular disorder to exist or it comes from people who need excessive amounts of attention and have watched too much television. The speaking in latin despite "not knowing it" thing is so obviously lifted from the Exorcist.>>211151>>"I look like a chubby girl doing Jerrick cosplay"
It's honestly so sad to go to this effort instead of working out, cutting down on her weed use and just buying some things for all her different aesthetics. She looked actually somewhat miserable talking about her self-image.
Sorry for the school sperge, I am from the prairies and they are called junior high here. I looked at PEI's public school board and it says 7-9 schools are called "Intermediate schools" and are very common (at least for public).
Link to website that shows public schools and their grade ranges.https://www.princeedwardisland.ca/en/information/education-and-lifelong-learning/public-schools(derailing)
This made me want to gouge my eyes out.
“I struggle with so much dysphoria” “I feel afab but trans”
Why does the alter have to be trans and in dysphoric pain if you’re the one who made them up? Literally they could have been a male character. It’s entirely just so she can claim a queer experience that she has no right to, since we all know she is painfully hetero and about as spicy as vanilla pudding.
I hope she chokes on a tendie.
>>211264>>"I ended up in the psych ward for five days. I was admitted and I was actually in there because of my eating disorder. I was really severely anorexic and bulimic and um I was in there because they were like um please eat."
You don't get admitted to psych wards for an ED lol. They'd put you in the ed unit. Which are long term as >>211249
No you're prob right anon I just interpret someone who is>Low-functioning>makes obviously autistic content>would follow SM trends like makeup/clothes to 'signify an altar' because they're literally mentally ill
Compared to Jill who>is larping DID and shooting for an autism diagnosis for attention>no history of delayed development/went to college/drives/owns a home>diagnosed by someone who just so happens to be 'leaving the practice'
don't get me wrong Jill is definitely unstable but everything she does seems to lean BPD/spoiled-child and not at the severity of what you would have if you actually had DID
sorry for the word vomit
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At around 7:56 she specifically says that "Jerrick" formed as a result of sexual assault, but also says that "Jerrick" has been around since 13/14ish, she doesn't really know when.
How can you know that you were sexually assaulted but not know when?
Maybe I'm clutching pearls and overreacting, but fuck the way she has been announcing that she is a supposed victim
of SA feels so extremely fetishising. I'm not entirely gonna rule out the possibility, because you never know, but her announcing it everywhere lately along with this did larp really feels like she is not understanding the weight of how serious an experience like SA truly is and thus extremely fake.
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2 days and no one else have done it yet so i took one for the team and tried to transcribe the video for future documentation. It was a bit more bearable to watch than most of her other videos, but about half way through she started to sound more and more like her normal self. I have no insight in DID lore but tried to catch the moments that doesnt seem to add up.
> "i guess i will try to do an introduction video, ive seen jills, ive seen a lot of other peoples and other systems online"> 00:48 first mention she doesnt like how the body is looking today, "feels like jill doing a cosplay of me" no shit > 1:10 Says she has been around since 13-14 era "all a blur"> 1:56 Talking about how she chose her name, had some options but the figured out they were close to the name of someone who traumitized her in the past, not an abuser tho> 3:20 Talks about her age, how she felt like 14-16 but then due to recent changes in the last months she has aged somehow? claims to have been going through a lot of trauma en the past couple motnhs. So she is now 17-18.
Could this be to get away with drinking and driving whilst "underage"?> 3:29 mention in video 2019 november that cliff split off, but then in vid has correction that it was 2018 november.
This could be interesting. Might go back in threads and se what traumatic event poor jill was going through at those dates. > 4:35 Forgets to keep the lower voice, has added text "omg this is jill passive influence here"> Apparently Jerrickas birthday is april 17th. > 5:00 And forward some talk about body and gender, she hates herself> 7:57 "i split off from dealing with sexual assault"> claims to be EP alter (from my understanding it means emotional part?) but that she can have many feelings. Is very happy for the mcr concert. smiling alot.> 10:00 Now says she split off at 13. "probably the most clear cut split" of entitre life. "We were abused, badly truamatized graduating elementary/starting middle school. Really clear that i split off right then"
In the beginning of the video she claimed it was all a blur. But now she claims to know exactly when it happened. So if the birthday is april 17th, which ought to be at the end of the school year so it fits with the narrative, and she was 13. That must mean the big twauma happened what april 17th 2010? Or 2011? > At aboit 11:00 she talks about how Jerrick was the host for 3 years. She has a lot of memories from that time, "going to punk shows and doing roller derby with my mum". Also being sad in her bedroom and drwaing/writing in sketchbooks. Wants to do a video about those sketchbooks when she dares open them, because she hopes there is plenty of proof about her plurality to find there. But also mentions there is pages where she wrote with her own blood. > Went to the psych ward for her "severe" anorexia and bulimia. After coming back from the psych ward is when jill became host again and the youtube was started. the proof is how her "style changed" and she started to be in musicals
Does this match up in time? If Jerrick was formed at 13 and hosted for 3 years that wouldve meant she was 16 during her precious 5 day visit to a mental hospital. I thought she was younger? But might be me not remembering well. > 14:30 Talks more about dysphoria. Ahows the picture she drawn again. The mohawk was her proof of her being host earlier. Says picrew is trans and did culture> 16:26 whatever this is pic > Has been working on transfering memories from college from jill to jerr?
Holy shit as if she learnt anything in that college. > 19:00 Around here the acting is really all gone. She acts completely normal for most of the rest of the video. > Says her fav thing is driving and singing very loudly in the car. Claims to do this if she about to freak out "but in a safe enough way that i can drive"
If jerrick is the alter that comes out when she has terrible breakdown, this really does say a lot about how very severe her mental health issues is that the most emotional and twauma handleing alter still has a coping strategy for mental breakdowns where she is in a good enough state to be able to drive on the high way. > 24:40 start a q&a from twitter> jer and steve watch movies together that "jill cant stomach" and plays smash> 26:05 Claims steve helps her a lot. "Being someone that experiences a lot a lot a lot of traaaauuumaaa constantly" she is thankful for him. Says she deals with a lot a lot of the bordeline issues and anger. Also goes on about how personality disorders work with DID. Says that "the little" doesnt experience any bordeline symptoms, but that she thinks that if the body has a personality disorder then every alter also has it but it expresses in different ways.> 29:40 More about the eating disorder. Claims that jill thought that it went away from one day to the next after the visit to the mental hospital, but that was just jerrick not being host anymore. > Is upset about tiktok and did being linked. > Has a closet in the house that is jerricks area.
Her suddenly claiming abuse and sexual assault may be the most revolting thing she has ever done.
Coming to terms with abuse or SA can take a long time, so it's not impossible. But with how much oversharing she has done over the years, the idea that not so much of a hint
of anything ever being wrong has ever come up just makes it feel like she took a messy relationship and made it trauma, and then abuse, and now assault. She genuinely sickens me at this point.
November 2018 would be thread #29 >>>/snow/720365
This is the thread resume taken from #30
In the last thread:
-May possibly be self-diagnosing BPD; has not been seeing any professionals to even get this diagnosis properly
-Was Pizzazz for Halloween; couldn't be assed to do it right
-Officially presents her new boyfriend Stephen in full pastel regalia to the fanbase via Instagram; complete opposite of her prior treatment of ex-gf Alyssa; also states she is "relieved to finally know she is bisexual"
-Stephen and Jill are now living in the apartment together; Stephen traded places with a girl that lived in the basement when Jill previously said she was living alone; said girl now lives with Stephen's former roommate Morgan; they do not share the same bedroom, as Stephen's parents are super religious
-Jill makes a new video admitting she has relapsed into cutting and eating disorder, alongside having anorexic thoughts and depression; she also admits that she has gained weight and has been shooping her pics to remove the new scars despite preaching body positivity
-New tattoo is posted; it's a CCS tattoo despite previously not liking the series
-Buys a new cat, its name is Stickers (of all fucking things)
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so do y'all think she's going to use this as an excuse to not publicly post any more meet the alter videos?
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For gods sake, the brain rot.
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Does she genuinely believe she, oh sorry, that JILL is still only slightly chubby? Not trying to bonerattle but she hasn't been "slightly chubby" for years now, she's fully into the fat/obese category.
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>>211430>17:29>We've been working to kinda transfer some memory, because I don't have all of the knowledge, that she has from college.
Lmao this is some scifi shit.
100% this and the other alters talk up Jillian so much, how great and positive she is. Anything negative or potentially off brand/messy she says or does is attributed to an alter. Jillian is a perfect being who is only a victim
never an aggressor.
Yeah she has this inability to admit, that there are some faults in her core character and has to seperate those faults to these other personas, which have totally different names and personalities than the '''real pixie'''.
I feel like this is like a root of this DID ark she's on.
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Kek these are suppose to be "Jerrick's" sketches and handwriting. Looks not very different from her regular stuff, just more rushed and messy.
Love when she first says >"Oh, I've been around since when Jill was 13-14 it's all a blur lol"
but then later says>"I split when we were 13. It was the most obvious and clear cut split"
??? make it make sense
Nonna, she changes the rules as pleases. She's fickle because she has to be the bestest
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in case anyone missed it, this was in her teeth for the entire video. Jerrick is a true crust punk kek
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Don’t know how to link TikTok’s but Jill is posting one asking about a new therapist since her *~supportive queer angel~* is retiring. It really proves a lot of anons points that she only liked him because he yaasss queen’d her constantly
Has she tried any of the referrals her angel therapist
gave her? She tweeted he gave her some >>210855
Just look at her face anon. She's absolutely gained weight although I agree her style has also gotten worse >>211430
I want to alog solely based on the way she pronounces traaaaauma holy shit. Also anyone who has ever experienced a psych hospital stay knows that it's not just a pleasant vacation trip where they tell you nicely to eat more, it's a bunch of blood tests, urine tests, ekg monitors, evaluations by multiple professionals where they grill you about every aspect of your medical history, and you're constantly monitored so that you don't hurt yourself. She could have probably watched youtube videos about being admitted to a psych ward but she is literally too lazy even for that.
I've been to a psych ward and I don't feel like it was that intense, although they wouldn't let me use a spiral notebook because it was "too sharp" and also they basically watch you piss and shower. I've been told if you're there for an ED they force you to eat everything on your plate, but I don't know if that's every place. I would say it's kind of like prison just with more therapy, but I wouldn't know because I've never been to prison.
Anyway, does this bitch think EVERYTHING negative is trauma? Like it's cute or whatever to call daydreaming dissociation but if you're gonna have emotional trauma from like, stubbing your toe, that's a bit much.
Sounds like an excuse for not really having learned much in college.>It’s not that I wasn’t paying attention, it’s just that my other personality was fronting at the time!>>211503
They do if the ’disorder’ is 100% under her control and being used to manipulate people around her. When she gets what she wants, poof! Disordered eating gone.>>211531
The amnesia is too much of a bother to keep up with so she dropped it as soon as she felt she could get away with it. Watch it come back when she wants to get out of some obligation though.
It's not "the way you dress" Jill it's the fact that you see dressing up as a performance, and it brings you the attention and love you crave. But you'd rather be mentally ill than even explore the possibility of it.
She really made a dumb move larping DID because she's now claiming/admitting she's been dressing for all of these made up roles this whole time. Even if she honestly and truly believes she really has DID and we play along for a second and say she does, people with DID are still just a single person like everyone else. She's a person who's pretending to be different roles and express them by dressing differently. She's literally putting up a performance whether it's consciously or subconsciously. So they were right, if Jill stops dressing up she's got nothing left because the performance is all she is.
"Stop dressing weird and you won't be bullied" I mean I feel like even a therapist who was into alt fashion would say this. if you can't deal with attention, dont go out in weird clothes. the emo kids do this shit because they don't care what people think but she cares SO MUCH. Not to armchair but it might literally be that she craves positive attention so bad that she risks negative attention even to the detriment of her own mental health. she's not secure in her identity (obviously) because if she was, she wouldn't care what people thought of how she looks. she's not hideous by any means and if she was, Jill would totally drop thousands on plastic surgery, like she already buys frivolous stuff as it is.
Like, if you are the type of person who is bullied for something you legitimately can't change about yourself, then you would be taught self esteem, but I think Jill knows more than anyone else that she's nothing without alt fashion. She doesn't have an identity because she is so addicted to attention that she doesn't know who she is.
This is such blatant baiting. Trans men don’t tend to show their binders as fashion accessories, they’re supposed to be discreet and draw attention away from the chest area ffs
Like she couldn’t do some shitty doodles without having to remind everyone my oc is trans so that makes me for real queer now
Maybe a nitpick but whoever did her septum fucked her up, it's pierced way
too low and that jewelry is making it more obvious
She literally invested a year of her time into grooming (not the right word, sorta intense persuasion, presenting an image consistently) this therapist, acting out for him, he also oversaw part of her "diagnosis" and now he's runnin'
So that's another year of effort to try and convince another therapist of her bullshit. She wants to maintain connection with a therapist for further diagnosis purposes, I assume, so simply not getting a new one isn't an option.
The best thing to do would be suddenly 'fuse' or whatever shit and give up the LARP, it's so unlikely a new person will fall for/tolerate this. Maybe her angel therapist always planned on dipping, like a scrote who humors and promises a girl whatever she wants when he knows he'll be out of the picture soon.
But she isn't taking any prescribed mediation and doesn't have an official diagnosis. Can't she just fuck off and claim she is done with the abusive
medical system and will do her own weed therapy with her queer angels?
I think the things that absolutely make me most irritated about this video is "my heart is pooouuunnnding, can we stop?" and that ugly ass highlighter on her nose that looks like fucking coke
So much secondhand embarrassment
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Tik tok is so toxix until she gets views and attention kek she even has to bring up the infamous cake video ofc
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Also she's losing her mind over some fanart of Moonknight that she deems problematic because we all know Jillian has to be the authority for DID
This is exactly what I’ve been thinking, but all that would take effort and time away from scrolling TikTok while high and drunk I guess?>>211721
I’d say that on a technical level Jill and Rachel are pretty close, which is kind of embarrassing for Jill since afaik Rachel never had formal training and is purely going by trial and error. Nobody watches Rachel for her sewing skills (at least, I hope not) but for her creativity and personality. Jill has no creativity and her personality is grating and fake, but she already has an established audience and an aesthetic that would make a certain subset of people click on her videos regardless. It’s frustrating how all these opportunities are right there
and she’s choosing to waste them.
I don’t know what moon knight is but I can’t imagine those tame fujo drawings are somehow infinitely worse than an entire tv show where the plot is a character having multiple personalities. Like there wasn’t one thing she deemed problematic
during its entire run time but these generic drawings are the devil kek
Christ. For someone who claims their major trauma, that caused her mental health issues, was experience of being bullied she sure can bully other people damn well.
What does she even get from this? Is it moral policing? Does she purge her angry thoughts into others, since she can't show feelings because of her angel act.
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The Veronica twitter is pretty dead, she rarely does anything on there. It's like she forgets about it.
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>>AHAHAHA WE LITERALLY ARE
Jill: LARPs a mental illness associated with serial killers in popular fiction
Also Jill: no no no don't associate it with serial killers! I'm rebranding it as kawaii!
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Apparently because she made an ebil oc alter?
One thing i find funny is that they're saying that evil alters aren't real. Then how do you explain system prosecutors? Their entire role is to cause harm to the system and body. Isn't that technically an evil alter because they harm the body and sometimes other real people?
All of these kids have massive holes in their brains.
Dontcha know nonnie
that the artist is stigmatizing
DID by this detective AU they came up with? Poor people with DID
are already stigmatized
enough! How dare this artist say some of the alters/or alters are serial killers/murders. There are no evil
alters!! Only fun, quirky, and wacky ones like a Seinfeld episode.
TLDR: No alter can be evil
bullshit. Brain rot at it's finest.>>211830
She likes making/changing rules and backtracking. Mental gymnastics champ. Kek.
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Who's creepy p?>>211841
I thought DID was super special and rare, so why would thousands have it? Unless they lived through a war or some shit
Ugh the privileged little bitch, she has never been close to being marginalised. Why does she feel the need to co-opt every single type of struggle when she’s lived such a spoiled suburban dream life?
At least shes humiliating herself acting like a bratty child and having a hissy fit that the op is ignoring her. Maybe she’ll split a new alter of a pop up ad from the trauma of being ignored kek
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it was called pixie et cherie im pretty sure>>211806
because she doesn't have to shower or wash her face when she uses filters kek
Even if it was a “valid
” complaint, the season finale of MK introduces a calculating and fully capable of committing murder pErSonAliTy which means jill either has to shun the show too or apologize to the artist? The au is even more accurate with the season finale reveal kek
>>211073>she says she split because she was "A B U S E D, B A D L Y T R A U M A T I Z E D , H U G E L Y […]" in a pivotal point in her life - graduating elementary school and starting middle school
I wonder if this is part of her autism larp, given the research into how school can be traumatic for autistic kids. >>211078>Wouldn't middle school be too late for trauma that could result in a DID diagnosis?
It would be, lmao. The general consensus is that it requires repeated trauma before age 9. I don’t think her “trauma” would even count as causing her BPD.
Yeah. She’s said before that she doesn’t experience many of the really negative symptoms of BPD, but now explains it as that it’s just all Jerrick when she’s self-destructive and acts badly. And when she’s hypersexual it’s Veronica because it doesn’t fit her perfect bubbly angel kaweewee persona, and when she throws hysterical childish BPD tantrums (over things, for instance, like her therapist moving—typical BPD attachment tantrum) it’s her four year old fronting. And so on. It’s all narcissistic ways of removing herself from her BPD symptoms and claiming that Jillian is still a perfect angel victim
Hey Jill, how about YOU crop out all the fake alters on your oc alter art so it's not problematic
. Thanks <3
What a cunt.
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This artist is super talented and Jill could never with her Muppet anatomy. I swear that's half the reason she stalked this person–jealousy. >>211886
Classic Jill and her sobbing or pleading emoji when she's secretly narc raging behind the screen.
Samefag, from looking at the tagged replies (the artist has deleted the post now) it is wall to wall retardation from people calling it ableist despite, from what I can tell, the character killing people in the actual show!! You couldn't make it up. I guess lesson learned from that artist not to make art about DID characters because your mentions will be filled with the dumbest conversations.
So not entirely Jill's doing but she certainly took the opportunity to add to the pile-on for this artist.
And when is not DID it's autism. She's only talks about negative symptoms of bpd when they have crossovers with autism.
Having tantrums about not getting what she wanted and simple comments that lead her to blowing up and sending fans hate messages. Which is all very much bpd in her case but she loves to talk about it in a way that makes people tell her that omg that sounds like autism so that it's other people's idea and definitely not self diegnosed. Which is yet another manipulative symptom of bpd
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This might seem a strange nitpick but why has she ever acted like an authority on the game or like a huge fan then proved she hasn’t ever actually played it at any length. This isn’t an achievement that takes a lot especially if you have played most of them like she claims to have. Sperging a little but it’s just another example to me of her acting like she is the biggest fan and an authority on something she in reality has just all of a sudden decided she liked when it became the popular thing.
I would say thats the whole reason for her rainbow vomit garb. She plays up the waif side of personality to her followers or to the people she bullies in order to make them feel bad for questioning her (like the overuse of the sobbing emoji after shes been aggressive).
Whenever she complains to her fans over livestream about comments she gets, its always posed as absurd that she could ever do something wrong, compounded with her childish "gentle flower uwu" mode of speaking, and wearing a big ol' pink moomoo. She needs to swap character outfits to say something truly mean or "immoral" like admitting to hating her body. But it seems as though in the last year or so her uwu waif mask has been slipping up because she thought she could successfully trade it in for perpetually mentally ill victim
. I don't think it's working outside her echochamber, I just think she filters her comments heavily.
I am really starting to hate this emoji by now.
Whenever she uses it, it makes me wanna punch something, it's so damn obnoxious because of the nasty undertones.
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>>211973>This personality was only introduced during the stinger for a few seconds. They have no personality trait aside from "is a ruthless murderer."
That's actually hysterical. There's nothing notable about this alter other than being a murderer which the show uses to it's advantage to entice the viewer to watch s2. There is no ground to stand on. >I guess she wants all show fans to reject what the show presents and come up with a more sympathetic portrayal, or else they're abelist. This is like demanding Hannibal fan artists portray him in a less violent light.
Jill wants to be the spokesman for DID. She craves to be the absolute authority. She likes bullying people which is evident by how many times these threads have shown evidence. I honestly doubt she cares about portrayal. The mental illnesses/neurodivergent are a shield she uses to avoid all criticism. She wants to be untouchable plain and simple
Not only is the artists rendition pretty accurate (in tone at least) but in the comic the 3rd alter Jake is described as a demon possession at times. Which is a far cry from the PC hugbox these new gen larpers have grown to expect/demand.
If stevviekins cheated on her, it would probably be the most traumatic thing to ever happen. Imagine living such a privileged life.
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Original post of the MK detective au is gone. Booling worked, Jill. Congrats.
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I reckon Jill and people like her will never have or desire children because they're too busy raising their "little" alters kek. But if they did >>212120
is probably right.
Also some fresh Jill and Jerr (Jerrick drawn skinny so of course Jolly retweeted it) fanart. It's from an ftm who apparently made this for her while recovering from top surgery. The jokes really write themselves.
Imagine them when they're old enough to be in office. World is already doomed.>>212099
Add this to the list of people she bullied
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First she wants to be part of the community
Then she's the biggest fan
And now she's a trendsetter, in less than a year
Just like with lolita, just like with party kei, just like with Precure, it's the same all the fucking time
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Acting like she is all rainbow and sunshine and that its Jerrick, not her, whose got all the negative BPD symptoms. Really trying to get away with being a bitch while still having her positivity persona.
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Also wtf is this lmao you mean you changed your behaviour to fit the situations throughout the day? Like a normal fucking person?
so.. not switching when she's emotionally triggered
by something from her past, just one to shop and one to water the plants. Much trauma. She really knows who to shoot herself in the foot
Basic mood changes throughout the day? Jill, human beings are complex. You can experience more than one mood at once. I find it hard to believe she's 24 with how low brow her takes are. >>212293
I think she means too
>>212323>Jillian isn't alterHear my theory out nonna:
I think her -kawaii positivity sunshine & rainbows- personality has always been fake as shit and she's been pretending to be like this for years, I think there's evidence for this. She basically got into kawaii jfashion etc as a trend and now the trend is either dead or she shifted it towards other things.
But then, enter "Jerrica": When being "Jerrica", Jillian is actually being true to herself after years and years of hiding how she really feels about things. She speaks her mind, she is rude, she goes to concerts, and she is happy looking. She does fake an accent but kek at least it isn't her usual pretending to be kawiwi voice. All I'm trying to say is, maybe Jerrica is a twisted version of what actual Jillian is, just with extra steps. And the "Jillian" everyone knows was her faking all along.
You put it perfectly, anon. I think the same.>>212343
Kek I only have a Twitter to follow cows for screenshots/milk so that makes sense
He only shows up to prepare food, run necessary errands and generally seems to take on a parental role for the rest of the system. So why is he a drag queen? He doesn’t even seem to do anything drag related. Veronica and Jax are the ones helping Jerrick with his act, not Cliffe. If he was created to be the mature, nurturing, responsible adult who only handles boring chores wouldn’t it make more sense for this persona to be more like an older version of Jill herself (or her mom) instead of a weird bald gay guy? Is being old, boring and technologically inept part of Sasha Velour’s shtick?
I wonder what came first - the decision to have a Sasha Velour factive or the decision to have a separate silent alter to do all the Boring Adult Things. My guess is that she came up with the factive thing first, then realised that LARPing as a gay ‘old man’ who is a real existing person is awkward and weird even by DID standards. So she decided to shelve him and give the drag thing to Jerrick. But then she realised she needed a responsible adult (possibly to balance out the child alter?) and figured she might as well assign that role to the unused Cliffe character rather than come up with yet another alter. It really doesn’t make sense to me otherwise.
The whole thing reminds me of playing The Sims as a kid and making a whole household full of characters, then assigning all the chores to the least interesting one so the others can get on with building rocket ships or whatever.
Do you think people in middle school called her a poser when she was going through her punk phase? Maybe that's why now she has to be 100% the best
at everything to prove that she's not a fake.
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Also what does this imply (dropped image at first, sorry)
That’s amazing nonna, did your grandchildren show you how to post on lolcow? (I kid, I kid)
I was the one who started calling her alter Jerrica kek. My phone autocorrected from Jerrick to Jerrica, but it sounded funny so I left it. It obviously is mockery because she's not actually ftm and Jerrick doesn not exist.>>212528
Kek no, Veronica wasn't revealed until very recently.>>212529>>212557
Basically this. Now back to the discussion please.
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Sometimes shes so close yet so far in terms of self critical reflection
>>212575>At least some parts are normal
Jill, stop huffing your own farts. None of your act reads normal. It reads woman went off the rails for admiration and attention.>Sometimes shes so close yet so far in terms of self critical reflection
You think it eats at her that there are people who don't believe her grade schooler level acting? That's why she doubles down on the dumbest details?
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NTAYRT but here ya go
I swear to god next time learn to download and convert tiktok videos:https://ssstik.io/https://cloudconvert.com/mp4-to-webm>>212646
damn you beat me up to it kek
Can Jill stop spreading misinformation for 5 seconds please. I fully wholeheartedly believe Jill has never met a person who actually stims, is autistic or has DID. A most she's met other fakers like herself.
It's like watching an anime where one character is supposed to be a native English speaker, but the one time they give them a line in English it's grammatically incorrect and said with a heavy Japanese accent. It's a bit funny, but it's not believable in the slightest and takes me right out of the show.
OT but what fucking browser does webm even work on. I’m a mobilefag so that’s expected but I have a normie friend who does computer design complaining about them to me the other day. >>212645
I stim by typing hate messages to trannies and retards, are you going to tell me i’m wrong and should suppress my stims? That’s the same as genocide!
saged for explanation but I have ADD and I vocally stim, but it's not a full on little jingle where you set up a camera to record you like jillian is doing with this bullshit. you squeak and hum and do random sounds. I also try not to, cause it isn't cute.
jill, just, stop with the shit please you're embarrassing and making people with actual issues look worse
, in reality people usually find it annoying so it’s something I and I imagine you mask and it’s shitty for Jillian to just play act like it’s fun quirky and cute. She does this with so many traits that she clearly thinks are so fun to get attention for and thats not the reality for legit people. Apologies for blog but I wear sleeves that are too long so I can hide my hands in public if I can’t stop stimming, seeing Jillian carry around a giant sack of stim toys she loves to show off just again proves that she doesn’t understand our reality and the stigma we face. We try so hard to be treated like normal adults and she just goes ham acting like a fucking baby who is special and needs coddled, stuff like this actively sets us back and makes people see us in the wrong way. She will never care though, her little narc brain only sees herself and what attention she can gain, she doesn’t care about us or any marginalised people she mimics and never has.
Bingo and a happy 35th party at my place, girls! >>212646
Damn wash your hair. I don't know what's more revolting, the makeup or the grease>>212665>That’s the same as genocide!
Bless you nonny
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I cannot IMAGINE talking about myself like this. And what life goals, Jill? Sitting around the house smoking pot all day isn't a very magical girl thing to be doing, is it?
>>212737>she's the host she's a magical girl I love that for her
this is fueling her delusions and not letting her grow into herself, because she keeps thinking she needs to be an actual magical girl (like she has been pretending all this time, well kind of). This is going to end in her being more confused and delusional, and since Jerrica is more authentic than her Pixielocks persona, she might end up atually transitioning, because she's dumb.
Also basing her morals on anime is scary.
>>212737>Basing morals and life goals off a kid's show
She should have grown out of that. She's stunting herself by pigeonholing into this fantasy. No wonder she's having identity issues. Who holds them self to cartoon standards? Kek.>>212745>This is going to end in her being more confused and delusional, and since Jerrica is more authentic than her Pixielocks persona, she might end up atually transitioning, because she's dumb.
Yet when people try to help, the bad therapist
for example, she got enraged. The therapist saw through her and she didn't like that. It'll be interesting to see her next therapist/counselor. Most likely shopping for a perfect one at the moment.
Thiiiis lmao. I'm going to say it again for the newfags in this thread:You need to post the webm so we can watch it, this is an image board after all. Posting a random link with no context, no real discussion, and no picture or video doesn't count. If you're too dumb to download and convert shit, just upload the screenshot and someone more skilled will help you out.
Here's some tools so you can download and convert:>For TikTokhttps://ssstik.io/>For Twitterhttps://www.savetweetvid.com/>Convert to webmhttps://cloudconvert.com/mp4-to-webm>Make a gif from a YouTube videohttps://gifrun.com/
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How drunk does she get on an average night out, sure every now and then you smash a glass but every time? I really wonder how long it will be before she suffers some health issues from her drinking. It’s like she switched drinking too often to just binge drinking. I imagine she gets very sweet and aesthetic drinks so the empty calories won’t help either. Sure drinking on a weekend is normal for someone her age but binge drinking, weed every day, a poor diet and napping every day and generally being sedentary can’t lead anywhere good.
She's reaching TwoSoulsOneBod levels of clownery here. Can't wait for her to start having conversations with herself on video.
Definitely grateful that she doesn't have a larger audience though, acting like she's an authority on mental health while acting like this is dangerous.
Also you can't drink and and use most of psych medicines simultaniously, since they can have dangerous side-effects mixed with alcohol.
This leads me to believe Jill isn't medicated for her "super serious mental illnessess", which would need medication for proper rehabilitation.
I was on SSRIs at some point and I still take antidepressants and I was pretty much told not to drink, I thought that was common with everyone who takes meds like that?>>212835
This basically, like, leaving the med situation aside, having trauma and using alcohol is extremely risky and you could become an alcoholic in a blink. A lot of people with trauma use alcohol to cope and then use it too much.
I think so too anon. She's also pushing the weed = medication super hard.>>212823
How come she didn't tell her kweer angel therapist about her alcohol and weed habits? Or did he tell her that it is a ok?
My theory here is the therapist knew all along he would change provinces and careers after being recently graduated and only 1 year of work experience so he enabled the shit out of her. As a test subject. For a paper. After all she's kind of one of a kind patient tbh with the YouTube shit. Specially where she lives.
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Is ""Veronica"" a lesbian now??? I mean, I guess she already has G and T covered with Cliffe and Jerrick. Might as well complete the acronym.
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she looks so fucking bad. that wig is awful.
So this is suppose to be representative of a teenage edgy boy who feels """afab/trans""". This just looks like someone needed a last minute Halloween costume and threw shit on that was in their closet. Bizarre larp. >>212905
Looks like it.
Nayrt but I always do, I bet she means Stevie.>>212912
Just from the hairline to the lips? I see all the nice Nonas hang out in this area of lolcow >>212904> head shots for drag promo> Don't pay attention to the fit or lack of nails this was just a quickie for the photo
Saying she looks ridiculous is an understatement. Wigs are so popular now, there’s no excuse for someone, who’s as terminally online as she is, to use a wig like this. Lastly, what is that ring?
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Her prime is seriously over, how will she ever recover. Also>using a binder as a tanktop
attention whore much?
Okay, let me gets this straight. An ""alter"" that is an edgy teenage boy that feels ""dsyphoria"" about being afab/feeling trans would do a drag show looking more feminine despite having huge hang ups about looking feminine. Seems plausible
. Insanity, thy name is Jillian.
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Tried to see how well they aligned
Probably because she’s too large for it to noticeably flatten her chest, so she has to label it in drawings and wear it as visibly as possible so no one forgets she’s a for real queer trans angel baby
She’s such an attention whore it’s seriously cringe and offensive to look at. The fact she dresses Jerricka as a feminine blob shows that she doesn’t want to be a boy, she wants to be “trans” just to add another label.
rhe jaw/cheek and mouth area does her absolutely no favourites. did she really look at this and go "ah yes perfect promo material, i hope you don't mind I don't care enough to have a proper outfit or nails on for my promo pictures
which i took in a hurry btw because i actually don't care"…
because if she did, i would suggest her next diagnosis target to be a super serious eye disorder that makes her borderline blind.
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Does anyone know what happened between her and Jillian or what stream she's talking about?
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The Drew Monson obsession continues
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Jill probably used the activision diversity chart to make her OCs.
Publicly/to her face they can't do anything. They know she'd just attack them for being ableist.
I'm sure the crowd will be filled with her friends/fans so I don't think she will get any kickback from the performance. And no one boos for the newbie at drag shows anyway, it just wouldn't be polite. Tons of femboys preform then disappear from the scene.
The place she is (probably) preforming is currently at a high woke level, lots of very young people and an owner who tries too hard to be inclusive.
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I got bingo! We gotta update this lol.
Has he ever even responded to her? I like to watch his videos occasionally and he pretends to have a little british boy inside of him kek, I'm surprised she's not screeching at him for DID misrepresentation.
A few threads back I remember he also called out people who make their entire online presence about their mental illness.
Yeah the only time he’s mentioned her is because he was financially obligated kek I don’t know how she’s not embarrassed continually replying to him and literally never getting a response. And she knows he sees it, because there’s often not heaps of comments and she’s verified so he’d get notifications. It’s pretty clear he’s probably got her muted. He doesn’t respond to the Jerrick account either. >>213121
That’s rich coming from Jill who was lapping up DID content herself prior to her ‘diagnosis’. Vangelina’s videos aren’t even that gossipy as far as drama channels go, she’s fairly unbiased and just talks about things that have happened without being obnoxiously over the top
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Iirc:>Jillian/Pixie: used to identify as bisexual, now just ~kweer~, she/they>Jerrick: FtM, asexual, drag king/queen(?)>Cliffe: "cis" gay male>Veronica: now maybe lesbian???>Sandwich: ~otherkin/non human~, cat>The little: 6 yo child
Also I don't remember about which alter it was but at some point she hinted about being intersex too.
Tldr bitch is claiming to be a (gay) cis man, trans man, woman, genderqueer, she/he/they, cat, adult, teen, child, possibly lesbian and intersex. Basically every fucking identity that exists (like homosexual male/female) and doesn't exist (like troon/otherkin).
Shes God (of narcissists).
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Yeah sure Jillian, justify not going to a proper fashion school because it's a "money sucker" and not because you couldn't get in because you have no skill and you're too lazy to learn. At least if she had gone she'd be able to make more than one silhouette. >>213137
Vangelina said Jillian thinks her fans are superior, makes sense that she would think she has the most special amazing angel baby fanbase on the internet kek.
Also interesting that she was watching gossip videos about dissociadid. Not like we didn't already know but she was so clearly influenced by did youtubers and she's not even trying to hide it. It's sad that she watched all that content but still can't make her larp believable
100% I mean she used to watch Trisha Paytas un ironically for years, it’s probably one of the reasons she called her out that time, she feels guilty about the bad content she consumes because it doesn’t fit her fake sunshine persona.>>213178
She actually never specified which alter is intersex she just said that she has a trans alter (Jerrick) and an intersex alter. Which is vulgar because intersex isn’t a feeling, it’s a physical state of being. Intersex people often have very extreme trauma as well which she could never relate to.
During a mental hospital stay, one of the nurses told me and a group of other patients that a beer here and there is fine while on meds.
Obviously Pixie's drinking is on a different scale, but if it's not giving a person any trouble, the occasional drink while on meds doesn't seem like a big deal at all.
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The troon in question.
And one of the rules is not derailing. moving on.
I hope Vangelina calls her out in a video anyways since its already publicized drama.
>>213201>forgetting things means you have multiple personalities
Yeah, or maybe just having a bad memory, or perhaps being a heavy drinker and weed user, who's to know Jill? >>213137
Seem a bit heated for a thread about an overweight weeb with OCs, maybe calm down a bit. If there's something important there are ways to save videos, crop and upload as webm but we're supposed to be happy about random description and a timestamp.
Troons are always insufferable, you really had to gender the fact you play chess, huh
Man does not pass at all even when trying to be kawaii. Praying for the day men can just wear makeup without it being part of some shitass "journey" ending in castration.
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A painting of Jill's
How is that derailing but not this?>>213209>>213245
It's "good" compared to the other shit she does.
Jill really reads what she wants doesn't she? The person is asking specifically about romantic relationship advice and she's explaining it like she would to a stranger. >>213212
That's John her "best friend from PEI". IIRC he's younger than her by a year or two. >>213244
She can sell stationary sets with her art printed on it. It's kitch enough that grannies with odd tastes would enjoy it.
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To no one's surprise, Jill's friend acts exactly like every other AGP on twitter. How much of an influence do we think he's having on Stevie?
Having a stressful day and>Women are pretty and I would wuv some kisses, hehehe~~~ xo
next to the photo of him is fucking sending me, thank you nonna.
It's shitty acrylics on cheap sketch paper with her pencil lines still showing through. It's not good and if she can't even whole ass a painting for her mom, there's no way in hell she can pull it together enough to make content or merch out of it.>>213362
This seems more likely.
Sure, like I said with refinement, I was more talking about the style. This kind of styling on homewares is something you can find elsewhere and is semi popular, she has the means to draw it digitally. If you think about her other art like the get your fat rolls out on the beach fake body posi image she was trying to sell prints of, who wants that? This has way more mass market appeal. >>213362
I couldn’t say if it’s a direct copy but you can find things in this style already, it’s a style of art at this point. If you think about those earrings she made to go with her collection there is multiple people making and selling things in that exact style. It’s the kind of lucy and yak, big bud press kind of aesthetic, it’s not unique to Jill and she likes and is clearly inspired by those brands.
>>213305>don’t worry if ur anxious or uncomfortable paranoid we’ll go gentle on u uwu~ lower ur boundaries and ignore ur instincts uwu~
Honestly it’s a good thing Jill always wants to be the most special and unique one because otherwise I’d be worried about her grooming vulnerable people in her orbit into thinking they have DID. She’s already halfway doing it to her audience by claiming that mundane shit everyone experiences = different personalities but at least she isn’t targeting anyone in particular.>>213308
No one tell him that headband is accentuating his male pattern baldness.>>213359
He has called out behaviour like hers before but she acts like it doesn’t apply to her/it’s okay when she does it. For it to truly affect her he’d have to call her out by name.
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Besides the awkward old younow livestream I don't know if he's acknowledged her further than this.
>>213313>Someone reached out to her about doing a video about every reason people hate her and interviewing her but she declined for muh mental health
So that's what Jillian said, but Vangeline here:>>213214
Said the way Jillian worded it was pretty insulting. So this is yet ANOTHER example on how Jillian spins the narrative to make herself look better.
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>>213370>She’s already halfway doing it to her audience by claiming that mundane shit everyone experiences = different personalities
Not even halfway, all the way now. She's making other people think that daydreaming is DID and singing is stimming.
>>don’t worry if ur anxious or uncomfortable paranoid we'll go gentle on u uwu
this is exactly how they sound like holy shit>>213368
I know exactly what style you're talking about and trust me it's not as good.
I can't believe how much speshul and oonique Jillian thinks she is seriously. She's the most special:>weed user>sexy drag queen>kawaii clown>DID system>autism haver>fashion designer>precure fan
It's like everyday she remembers one new label that she hasn't talked about in a while and uses it>>213404>And forgetting things means you actually SwiTcheD AlterS (meanwhile she coincidentally remembers everything her "alters" do)
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nonas. i had a friend who went to visit her boyfriend's family in frederickton and mentioned to me that they had went to this area where there were a ton of cannabis shops and they were all quaint and stuff. she pulled it up on google maps to show me, and i fully laughed when i saw a street running parallel.
yep, 'cliffe' st. I always thought something about that spelling was super weird to me, like i've met cliffords who go by "cliff" but never seen it with an e at the end. so, jill got cliffe's name from a street in frederickton that's conveniently next to all the weed shops? so original, definitely came straight from the brain, eh?
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>>213422>doing my eye makeup to got o EMDR so my therapist still knows I am an icon while I get my memories re-processed
CRINGEEEEE AS FUCKKKKK!!!!
imagine being so traumatized (like she says) that you need EMDR and your biggest concern is doing your eye makeup. This is so retarded. >>213178
It's soooooooo obvious this is just a fashion accesory to her.
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Kek, fake death. Not going to derail the thread but Soren was found adding shit to her lists on Depop.
From real opinion on cows thread #4 if you wanted to look>>213446
He looks like picrel.
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8 mins from her college, probably about the same distance from her house. I can't believe this anon, great find.
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Not trying to doxx but it was so easy to find her place after this. She has no imagination.
okay but i have been reading for ages and even re read some of the old ones, where'd drew vaguepost about jillybean? im so interested
(sage for asking to be spoonfed im sorry i swear i cant find it in the thread)
Why did I unspoil>>213467
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huh?? Is this about her angel therapist again or what?
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And she's posting about Drew fucking Monson yet again lmaoo
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Thanks for the heads up guys, seems like pixie is a popular online name that attracts cows
This has to be about a different Pixie. When was Jill kicked out of her house? Is one of the glaring examples this has to be about someone else.>>213602
I agree. Perhaps there’s something about the name? Whomever this Pixie is, she sounds milky too.
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Alright, can we stop clogging up the thread now?
Another Jill/troon crossover. I hatehatehate the way this fucker types.
It depends on your country, but generally psychologist is a person, who has a degree in psychology. They can then specialize in the field to do various jobs, like conducting psychological testing, when a patient needs an evaluation. Psychologists aren't doctors and do not possess the ability to prescribe medicine.
You can become a therapist without degree in psychology, since many other degrees suffice. People who've studied social sciences or similar topics are also able to get trained as a professional therapist.
What Jill's therapist is doing is propably moving to some other part of psychology field, having first studied to become therapist. Why they're doing this is unknown.
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Let me guess she brought a strap on to peg Stevie with
Not to blog but I still have noticeable scarring from SH almost 20 years later. I'm just kind of curious as to where this has supposedly been happening because you do kind of run out of room eventually and she tattooed over the worst spot so like…???
Also doing that in and of itself into your 20s is a giant ass fucking red flag off deeper issues and you need to move the fuck back home and do some serious inpatient work. Like I can't imagine having a loving family and long term bf and them just being cool with that kind of behavior continuing for so long without serious intervention because it's kind of a serious issue to cut up your body for years?? So many parts of her larp make no fucking sense.
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She has a vlog of getting the tattoo that covers them, it’s worth noting that immediately after tattooing over scars they look irritated and more obvious. The scars are white though and don’t look like keloid scars (they become visibly more raised when you get the tattoo then they go back down after a little while). The vlog was four years ago though so that’s her teenage era scars I don’t know if there is any images of the cutting she claims to have done since. I am guessing she isn’t completely truthful about her inpatient time being because she was totally a skelly ana chan I think the cutting is probably related , if you haven’t really gone to town though they won’t hold you long for shallow or more superficial cuts.
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I can’t remember what video it was, but I think I remember her mentioning scars on her forearm and that was the reason she used to swatch make up on her hand? (I hope I’m not mixing up my cows)
She ended up explaining that and then shows her arms while swatching and had some visible, but very old/faint scars.
She likely just cuts yknow, on her other leg now. At least she’s not that
insufferable to be one of those tards that will barely scratch their arms up and show off their ‘cuts’ to the world, she’s self aware enough to know that shit doesn’t fly irl when you’re an adult. Now if only she’d stop acting like a child on Twitter
She would totally go to one of those weird dildo bingos that store advertises, too, I can see it>>213838
This is just the truth. And honestly she seems to be faring somewhat better these days, as opposed to Jillian
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I think she does that to make fun of people kek.
I don't like her but atleast she owns being a bitch.
Jill wishes she could be that sarcastic.
who? I'm curious, post the screencap where they met>>213726
why does she insert herself into the conversation kek>>213867
that's even more based then kek
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She had every fucking way to do it too. Despite her looks she could have done it due to her audience; what makes it 10x funnier is that this girl is now emo/goth too, yet she didn't need to make up an entire fake mental illness and alter for it kek.
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she really treats mental illness as an accessory
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She really comes off as one of those people who have deep rooted anger issues and they use cute and things as an unhealthy way to cope.
Take up boxing or something that requires full body movement Jill, you'll feel much better.
>>213914>>213916>Hi! I'm a walking red flag. Please avoid me!>>213918>She really comes off as one of those people who have deep rooted anger issues and they use cute and things as an unhealthy way to cope.
Agreed. I wonder how bad those tantrums are behind the scene. No wonder she cycles through friends.>>213920>I wonder if she'll ever find a therapist willing to partake in her larp, or if she severely burned herself by making up a whole thing that only someone as ~angelic~ as her old one could handle.
I say severely burned herself out.
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What the fuck is she on. I don’t understand how she gets to just Larp like this but 2soulsonebod was ran off the internet.
She’s always felt bizarrely passive aggressive to me, I feel like lately she’s been outwardly showing more of her pure aggression. >>213965
It’s bizarre. She sure has a lot of energy to do all this shit being so ~mentally ill~. There have always been nlogs trying to make mental disorders appear aesthetic, but her take on doing it has always seemed so forced. If DID is real, it’s still hard for me to imagine someone with it could be planning so much and creating all this shit while simultaneously supposedly dealing with severe trauma they experienced.