This is pretty much what the frustration with her stems from at least imo: she seemingly does nothing or does pretty much low effort things all day, she doesn’t have another job nor treats her YouTube and pin stuff like one so she’s privileged enough to have all this time to learn and become a better artist, which she DOES recognize. And yet?
She has people in her social spheres and streams telling her to do better but she doesn’t. She’s “friends” with other artists like Waffles who are always on a constant journey to improve but does she follow their examples? No. She loses hundreds of subs every time she posts a video and just goes to cheap gimmicks and tricks to try to boost numbers.
Like it must be really disappointing to be one of her non-delusional stans and watching her not improve, even getting worse, knowing she’s capable of learning and getting better but being too lazy to learn properly. Cuz the only way to improve at art is by doing it and she seemingly avoids that at all possible