Honestly, I hope he just gets help. All of this is a fetish to him, he doesn't even love himself, so I doubt he fell in "love" with a transwomen, seeing as he's always fetishized transwomen and women (imo), and that is why he transed in the first place.I feel porn has a lot to do with it to.
I don't know why people look up to an obviously broken self centered person. That person he was in "love with" probably saw that and we all know transwomen don't know how to take rejection esp ones like Nick, so it hurts MORE that not only was he not taken seriously, but he wasn't taken seriously by a fellow transwoman, who I feel he feels are all like him, horny dogs who'll fuck anything and want to be with anyone.
Nothing relationship wise seems to be based upon anything "normal" for him, it's all about sex and how he feels. Getting with a transwoman is natural progression for men like him.
Eventually, he'll either get some help. Or go deeper, aka getting a neo vagina, more surgeries and probably be in a throuple or something.
he's going to keep going because he's bored, he has no personality except for being trans and sex, he has money but he's bitter, depressed and sick in the head.
So I seriously doubt he was in "love". He just has access to transwomen and now that he is one, a sexual high would be to fuck one and be with one.
He knows it's all a fetish and that's why he's always trying to explain it.
Also, Contra's head is extremely small, he's not passing at all to me. In fact, he looks even more like a man because of his huge shoulders and weird face, than ever before. He'll keep getting surgery and I won't be surpised if he starts an only fans for more attention.