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No. 2618191
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2617918Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.
No. 2618239
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my toenail got ripped off from the stupid bike stand rod thingy because the end is so sharp and i have no motor skills this is an absolute nightmare situation for a squeamish person like myself please send prayers i am NOT ok
No. 2618246
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Didn't get approved for the school I wanted so my only path for life has closed. Idk what to do next, being a wagie for the rest of my life sounds awful.
No. 2618248
>>2618246there's always another way and another chance,
nonnie. im wishing you so much luck
No. 2618249
>>2618247Report them for not taking better care of their animals. If there are enough mites that to cause a problem for
you it's probably irritating the poor chickens too.
No. 2618251
Repost because I got confused and thought we were using the other thread.
>>>/ot/2618181Replying here to continue this topic. Just wanted to say I really feel you on this–I've always said that I feel like a little boy who didn't finish puberty because my feet (US 9/39 EUR) and hands (literal yaoi hands) are weirdly large for my small, unfeminine frame. I'm 161cm, narrow in the middle with broad shoulders, narrow hips negative ass and almost no tits. On top of that I have PCOS and I'm Latina so I get more body hair than normal on my nipples, stomach, upper lip, and I've never gotten my period normally. I have a deep-ish voice for a girl and everyone likes it but whenever I call a friend and hear her girly high pitched voice I want to die. I hate being told that I look young because it's rarely spoken to me as a compliment, usually also expressed with confusion or concern like you described kek. I have to fight so hard to get taken seriously at my job; I've been pigeonholed as the token Zoomer even though I'm literally 30 and my female coworker who is 32 and doesn't get this treatment seems to hate my guts and think that I'm trying to come off young on purpose. My mother loves putting me down and some of her top hits are that I "look 15" or that I'm "trying to look like a little girl" when I'm not, I just don't feel feminine enough so I overcompensate with frilly clothes and anyway normal "adult 30 year old female" clothes never look right or fit me well. I'm not even that skinny, it's just my frame. But on that topic it did cause me to develop anorexia/bulimia for years because gaining weight doesn't make my body more feminine, just wider and more little-boyish.
>the end part makes it sound like I look like a tranny or something but she was just old and using girl as in young womanThis resonated with me a lot too even if it was just a syntax error on your part. I spend so much time thinking about this. What even makes me a woman anymore if I'm such a freak? I replied to another post earlier in the thread and kind of blew a gasket (sorry to anyone who read it) about how I'm sick of the way a lot of unconventional, ugly, or masculine traits in women get really drilled into as tranny signals on here. I would love to consider myself a radical feminist like many of you but it hurts when the so-called radical feminism devolves into pointing out many of the traits that I have as a "real" woman and listing them as signs that someone HAS to be male and YWNBAW because of these obvious traits that you'll never get rid of no matter how much you play pretend and get surgery. I feel EXACTLY like that, like I'll never be a woman no matter how much money I dump into my appearance. As I said in that post, I do consider myself pretty in the face and I've gotten compliments here and there (because I've spent every waking second of my life being afraid that someone really will think I'm a young guy dressing up as a girl). I wish I could wake up 4 inches taller with tits and hips and limbs that clearly resemble adult woman shapes. I wish there was a surgery to make my feet, head, and hands smaller. I never got into genderspecial stuff even as a tumblr kid but I've often been told in good nature that my experience really resembles that of a #trans, TIM, whatever,## person and that I'm like an "honorary" one. (Great!) I've even looked into seeing if taking hormones would help me develop more feminine traits, but it seems like the answer is no. I don't know, I'm just sick of feeling so out of place and not being able to discuss this with anyone because if I say that my experience of being female has been unconventional I'm automatically labeled as a TRA or a theyfab or whatever depending on who I'm talking to. I just want to feel normal and not like I'm stuck in the body of a 12 year old boy.
>inb4 noo OP you obviouslyyyy don't look like a man because you're a Real Girl! It's actually okay that we make fun of your exact traits because they're on an ugly ugly tranny trans tran man!!!!Gee, thanks. Got it. Totally makes it better. You cured me!
No. 2618253
>>2618246Why do you say that? Cant you re apply? What career if you dont mind sharing. Dont let haru urara down
nonny she would want you to keep trying until the very end.
No. 2618271
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>>2618253I didn't get enough points so if I want to try again I'd have to re-take my exams and wait another year. But my gap year sucked ass and idk if I can suffer another one mentally. I know Haru Urara wouldn't give up that's why I'm not killing myself. She literally became my reason to live kek
No. 2618291
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I feel myself shutting down and on the verge of self-sabotaging. I hate this shit, being depressed is cringe and stupid but it is hitting me hard and I really am going to lose my job and friends over this stupid fucking spiral, aren't I? I physically fucking feel myself shutting down and out.
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If I reduced my work hours from 40 to 32 and still went to the office five days a week I'd almost have the mystical 8/8/8 split everyone likes to justify this torture with. And I'd only get 400$ less a month
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>>2618302People do this with parking spots too. I go to the empty floor of the supermarket carpark when it's not busy, no one else there, don't park near the entrance because I need a few mins to type up my shopping list on my phone… and in that time someone else will show up, look at allllllll the empty spots and go yeah I'll park right up next to the only car here, driver's side. Meanwhile I walk into a public bathroom and start running an optimisation algorithm in my head to figure out the cubicle with the least chance of ending up with a neighbour, and I get labelled autistic for that? No, these degenerates are the real retards. I'm fucking normal damn it.
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Was with some young relatives this weekend. Googled the Disney movie they had playing in the background to figure out what the hell it was, the cast list popped up and for some reason despite only using instagram for pictures of cute black cats, I clicked on the account of one of the actors. Didn't need to do that!! Didn't need to see that the young, beautiful, talented cast all seem to genuinely be best friends having the time of their lives together!! Are they attending a wedding in Florence? Terrific.
I should have been born with a flatter nose since it was always going to be pressed up against glass.
No. 2618915
>>2618191It took me too long to get the thread pic, kek
>>2618198Have you tried remembering the basics of CQC?
No. 2619006
>>2618988I get it
nonny. Maybe one day you can have what they have too
No. 2619014
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>>2618901You're right but that was just one occasion over yeeears worth of post. I think these people genuinely met at work as teens and became friends that have lasted into adulthood.
No. 2619095
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>Don’t hide my contempt and distaste for my friend’s boyfriend
>Tell her and him to his face that he’s wrong and a piece of shit for years at this point
>”It’s really funny how you always take whatever side is against Scrote anon!”
>”He loves spending time with you and thinks you’re so funny!”
>mfw I realize they thought I have been joking about my hate all this time for years
No. 2619105
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>MFW THIS SITE HAS MADE ME ABANDON ALL MY BLOGS IN CASE I'M SOMEONE'S PERSONAL COW WHEN I LITERALLY DON'T POST ANYTHING ABOUT MYSELF ONLINE
No. 2619255
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I am having a hard time trying to tell my sister in law that I don't want to watch my favorite show with her bf. I have been planning to have an IRL hangout with her and her siblings, snacks and drinks are on me, kind of like a watchalong party (the snacks are show themed too!), all of us together, having fun and whatnot.
But she wants to bring her arabic e-bf who is a massive redditor… Meaning, she wants to watch it on Discord from home. All because of this guy. Thing is, i cannot handle his ass. He is 300kg obese and is a redditor who spews stereotypical and misogynistic shit about women. Dude even claims that women are materialistic… Watching anything with him is a pain, because he has a pea-sized brain, too. He wouldnt shut up and keep asking the dumbest questions, meaning he doesn't ever understand what is going on…
Anyway. How do i tell her that I don't want to watch it with him? The problem is, she will explode and cut me off immediately. She will end up doing it because she is a bpdchan and that man is a narcissistic manipulator.
No. 2619299
>>2619276Honestly I gave up trying to reason with them, I don’t think they even can. They are the same people who are into rape play too. Let them do their shit and get brain damage or get told that they wanted it and it was a play when they get raped for real and no one believes them.
You can bring a horse to the pond, but it won’t drink the water if it doesn’t want to.
No. 2619316
>>2619276So is self harm now
Jirai ken girls are way worse than the emo subculture shit I saw in school back in the day
No. 2619475
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>>2619466Wait true that's the most obvious answer. I didn't even think of that.
No. 2619527
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>>2619520I’ve been watching a lot of horse desensitization videos lately and your post made me think about a horse losing its shit over a plastic bag. Being sensitive isn’t a bad thing, it means you still have a soul.
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>>2619519That's a lot of posting and not going to bed. Bed right now or otherwise I start unspoilering these
No. 2619555
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>currently have inflamed tendons, tinnitus, bruxism, scholiosis, rosacea, all diagnosed
>mom knows because she went to the doctor with me to get the diagnosis
>hear her talk to her boyfriend about how she thinks i am an hypochondriac and i am lying about all of it and exaggerating
holy shit this explains why it took her 4 months for her to lend me the money to go to the orthopedic surgeon even thought i kept telling her i was concerned about the pain in my wrist. Mind you she gets SUPER ANGRY if i even dare to talk to her or ask her to do anything while she has the shits or the flu, meanwhile i am supposed to be calm and collected when i have excruciating back, wrist and jaw pain.
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I hope she's alright. I haven't heard from her for weeks, can't get in contact with her. She definitely would have responded by now so something has happened. She is so dear to me
No. 2619595
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>>2619572I do this as well, i am sad i will never meet people like them.
No. 2619715
>>2619566What do you lie about,
nonnie? Have you asked your parents for help seeing as you're struggling to get control on your own? Often when someone keeps making the same mistake it looks like wilful disobedience but if they knew you were grappling with it as much as you are, they might understand that you are really trying and just need help from someone like a counsellor. Try asking them when there's no drama going on, so they can see it's not just an attempt to get out of trouble.
No. 2619816
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>>2619795hello nona I love you I hope you had or will have a good day today. Heart emoticon
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>>2619567We are both two peas in a pod of illnesses kek love you
nonny hope you get better. Thank you for the well wishes, it's honestly very mentally draining to have all of them at once, like jesus what did we do on our past life.
>>2619603kek i will do this, i think one doctor did this to her(i think it was when i first got glasses) she kept yelling at me for getting poor eyesight from reading too much(???) and the kind doctor put her in her place and told her it's just genetics. I still remember her it made me feel like picrel
No. 2619923
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>look for art of humanized husbando
>literally all of them make him ugly and/or old
I fucking hate gender specials so much. Especially the women who insist on making male characters ugly on purpose. Like I get that your self esteem is low and you probably think you don’t deserve a hot guy but this is literally fiction. Let yourself have some fun. It’s ok to make a hot guy. It’s not boring or “heteronormative” or whatever retarded concept they try to pin on this KEK
No. 2619950
>>2619923I feel you,
nonnie, especially with people who draw characters fat for some retarded "body positivity" bullshit. I never wanted to see my favorites like that, but whatever gets them brownie points and a pat on the ass, I suppose.
No. 2620171
>>2620131>lolcow feminists I feel like some of you come in here expecting to find Sappho and Lesbo and womanly friendships and support and end up being disappointed because you set it up way too high.
In reality not everyone is a feminist here, I personally hate certain types of women and find them annoying. Even then there different types of feminists all together anyway.
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My mother is having audible phone sex I'm going to fucking kill myself Jesus Christ
No. 2620198
>>2620171>>2620175I came to lolcow due to /w/, betting my left leg that the two anons who wrote these things larp as totes radfem stacys that hate men in other threads and partake in acts of sisterhood, theres a majority in lolcow and it's radfems/terfs
>>2620193Point proven, thank you
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>>2620198Well since you bet your left leg it’s time to cut it , chop chop nonna kek. Again you are the one making assumptions.
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>>2620210Whatever helps you sleep at night kek
No. 2620218
>>2620198>radfem/terfsSo you are a tranny. Because it’s always your types who say the most outlandish and nonsensical stuff when you don’t even know what baseline feminism stands for.
Everyone that hates or fake hates men and doesn’t go “Hell YAAAS” to whatever a woman does is a radfem/
terf?
No. 2620222
>>2620219This is an image board made of different people. Just yesterday there was an Infight between Nigelfags and anti Nigelfags, that alone tells you that there are at least two demographics. You haven’t even made a poll to see what kind of nonnas are here but you are stating what you consider a “truth” based on your assumptions and feelings.
You sound a bit …stupid?
>moreWhat is more?
No. 2620228
>>2620219The nonna that gave water to that scrote wasn’t even a nigelfag as far as it concerns you since she didn’t talk about any kind of relationship. You are filling the blanks with what you like.
Again you are making pirouettes with how far you are reaching.
No. 2620232
>>2620229And you assume that all these women are
>straight Which fair, heterosexuality is predominant
>feministWhich is wrong since again this isn’t a feminist imageboard and it never promoted itself as such.
>all partnered with men>all male hatingThat’s what I meant when saying that your claims are simply not factual but based on your biases, assumptions and feelings.
No. 2620233
>>2620232>This isn't a feminist imageboards and it never promoted itself as suchThere are literal jk rowling,
terf and jodi arias girly banners lol, even if it wasn't born as one it is promoted as one now and brings in the exact people i mentioned
Like i said there is proof to my claims everywhere and all of you are just ignoring it and acting dumb
No. 2620242
>>2620233Don’t be surprised when you get called a tranny because you act exactly like one with how much you are fixated on terfs kek.
>jodi arias banner>jkrWell there are also yaoi spergs here and anime watches , does it mean we all collectively read yaoi or watch anime?
>there is proof everywhere And the proof is inside your head.
No. 2620243
>>2620240I mean where is it? You think a few banners makes this place a
terf palace or something? You're acting like we're all so stupid but you sound very gullible.
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>>2620233So…
>even if it didn’t start as oneYou know that lolcow wasn’t a feminist blog
>it is being promoted as suchBy literally who? You literally have nonnas making fun of cows and having whole threads dedicated to that. You have nonnas making fun of Nigel fags , you have banners of Shayna and that kinky OF polifag and so on too.
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>>2620252Yeah i'm dealing with people that have no reading comprehension in here, i don't even know why i wasted my time with actual answers. Please do yourself a favor and try to get evaluated for aspergers.
No. 2620268
>>2620258We are all crying because you are retarded nonna and it’s irritating to hear you when you make no sense and still think you do when it’s pointed out that you don’t.
If you want to hate on radfems make a proper vent and let it go. You are the first hypocrite because you are preaching about “not hating women” but here you are kek.
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not really a vent, i just really need my fave fucking f1 driver to win the wdc so i can be free of this hell for a while. i love this gay ass sport but man, i feel like i stress over my fave winning more than he does lmao. papaya rules more like papaya makes me want to jump off a fucking bridge.
No. 2620276
>>2620261If several people can’t understand your weird rants it isn’t because you are enlightened and everyone is too stupid to understand, it’s because you don’t know how to communicate your ideas or opinions in an understandable way or they are too far out there to be even believable.
But since we are far inferior to your mighty intellect you might as well find another imageboard with those who share your same kindred spirit and IQ.
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>>2620275I headcanon you as having a square ass or a frog ass.
No. 2620289
>>2620271Your proof is
>jodi arias banner>JKRkekkkkk
No. 2620299
>>2620291Damn I lived on perfectly fine without remembering that moid.
>>2620292I just liked seeing men beat up eachother while half naked when I was younger. But yeah, it's faggy as fuck. I also was a fujo so it checks out.
No. 2620309
>>2620305>p-post your vagene then REE!!Kekk.
Yes women all shows each other their vaginas to confirm that they are really women because JKR told us so.
You are really digging yourself a hole the more you continue. Just take the L for now Luna.
No. 2620316
>>2620305>>2620295>>2620233>>2620198It’s kind of hilarious how they can’t even resist to remain undercover . They just have to let it known each time and they throw the biggest tantrums and go full AGP when called out.
>Show your vagina!>I am an actual woman!>I was born one!>le evil TERFs and JKRYour persecution complex by online women has you in a choke hold when it’s literally men who kill you kek.
(scrotefoiling) No. 2620320
>>2620274Anyway leaving that one aside. Let me get back to you nonna.
I think that’s just what happens when you are a fan. Sports are also something pretty engaging. I like tennis and volleyball myself and during matches I am literally sweating at my seat and I can hear my heart beat loudly.
No. 2620326
>>2620316>>2620318What persecution complex if i AM a woman? You just can't fathom the idea that a woman can disagree with you, i'm right about everything since my first post, i'm right that most of you are larpers who claim sisterhood but side with men and even date them most of the time while larping as radfem stacys in other threads that would deny him water, i'm right that there is a banner for terfs, i'm right that they are welcome here and are the majority, i said time and time again, showed you the proof and etc.
Keep coping because i'm right, hot and smarter than you.
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>>2620325Kek the cope in here is unreal
No. 2620345
>>2620326>i'm right that they(terfs) are welcome here Only true assumption but very telling you're phrasing it this way.
>>2620340Literally all your first replies were arguing against your claims.
No. 2620347
>>2620342Being with one of these sounds like nightmare on earth. Even if you like effeminate scrotes with ED, they just act like overgrown and entitled toddlers, look at how he chimped out, imagine that in real life.
he’ll probably call you transphobic And trans misogynistic if you tell him to make his own bed.
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>>2620337I never said it was, i don't even hate terfs or radfems, i just hate women who larp as them and then go kiss moid feet, you're just putting words in my mouth now and this is getting ridiculous.
>>2620343All of you denied the truth and told me i was insane and making stuff up, i don't know if you can call that "arguing agaisnt" anything i said, now you are all chimping out at me and claiming i am a tranny because theres nothing left to say kek
No. 2620364
>>2620353Gross all around.
They are never sane or normal kek. I also saw one once at the library, he was like 6’2, long greasy hair and a long skirt with a tank top, he was looking down while walking and he bumped into another scrote kek.
Another time , while going to a dentist, I saw this other one that was walking his dog with a mini neon green dress and heels in daylight.
No. 2620483
accepting that a relationship is over is so hard but i'm doing it. we love eachother, clearly, but we're not healthy for eachother at all. he's an alcoholic and probably has bipolar, i have my own mental health issues i'm dealing with. being around him causes me to drink a lot too and it's so bad for my mental health. we've been apart for a month now, and i'm slowly but surely improving. yea i've been crying almost every day, i'm going thru a breakup, but it's getting better. i've started doing yoga, exercising lightly (wish i had an elliptical tho), taking counting calories more seriously (which is almost impossible to do when you're drinking), reading books on mental health, and journalling about my reflections. i can do better than him! and i don't mean in a "find someone better" kind of way, i just mean i can be a better person kind of way. its hard, but you gotta have a storm to see a rainbow.
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My parents are hoarders and living in their house is so stressful. It’s not cat shit and dead animals level but every surface is covered. I can’t do anything to fix it because they’re mentally ill and refuse to throw anything out. I can’t move out either because I’ve got a couple semesters of college left and no one’s hiring. If I hole myself up in my room all day my mom gets pissed off. Everything sucks
No. 2620622
>>2620606I’m dumb and didnt realize the airbnb is in a ghetto ass location. Crackheads, weird men walking around and it’s only the afternoon. I have an event at night tomorrow and Ill have to walk there at around 1 am. I’m scared. Contacted airbnb 3 times they dont seem to care… not to mention the area to access the appartment is a tiny dark alley. I thought Ill order an uber but uber drivers can be
sus too. A taxi i guess but still nothing is ideal right now…
No. 2620623
>>2620605That's how I felt about Sinners, but the kpop DH movie seems so much worse. While I watched it a few weeks back and enjoyed it, I hate how everything popular (esp on netflix) is everywhere on social media from day one. We can't have anything mysterious or special anymore because of it.
People I followed on IG started making Kpop DH parodies immediately after it released to public.
No. 2620626
>>2620622Bring bear or dog mace with you. Uber drivers arent too bad, but just be on guard. Stay safe and aware,
nonnie.
No. 2620763
>>2620515>>2620533If they have Tiktok and you can find a way to access their accounts, watch those disgusting house cleaning videos enough for them to come up on their FYP. Seeing someone living in a pristine clean home with only a few bits of rat shit in the fridge get blasted for being filthy might inspire some sort of awakening. At this point there's not much more that you can do.
>>2620498I have the same problem and my solution is to say 'Stop it' in my head or out loud and do something else while narrating that task. Like if I'm doing the dishes I'll talk to myself, out loud or in my head depending on where I am, 'I am putting soap on the sponge, that's a lot more than I think I'll need actually. Now I am turning on the water and picking something to wash. I think I'll start with this mug. It's a pretty big mug and it's making it look like there are way more dishes in the sink because it's so big. Now I'm rinsing it. Now I'm setting it aside to dry. I think I'll pick this plate next.' The endless stream of narration forces you to keep your mind from wandering and the physical aspect of it pulls your mind away from other things. If I'm in bed I focus on how my body feels and how the bed feels, I like to keep a pillow spray around so I can reach out and spray it if I need something else to focus on. If I'm in public and can't narrate everything without running the risk of being hit by a car, I focus on the weather, the sky, the people around me.
No. 2620826
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Can my brain just…stop?
>See Jason Momoa in an ad
>"Hah that's Jason Momoa…"
>"He's built like a truck but I wouldn't hit that. I don't like his face he seems weird"
>"Yeah but what guarantees that the type of guy you're into wouldn't have the same reaction to you?"
>"Hating Jason Momoah makes me a horible person cause I would be spreading cruelty"
>"You wouldn't like it if you were really into someone and they'd have the same reaction you did, you'd feel terrible."
>"Hating Jason Momoah will bring me bad luck"
>"I don't deserve to find love because I'm ugly and bitter and I hate Jason Momoah"
>"You are making the world a worse place"
>"You are a terrible hateful person with no love in your heart and you're just pretending to care about others."
Make it stop this is too retarded. Worst part is that it's freaking me out and it might be true. I love OCD
Fuck Jason Momoah
No. 2620881
>>2620808Oh idk I came across like that, I'm more upset with myself for wasting my time kek.
>>2620830Yeah this is what happened to me too, although I could clearly tell he was intimidated by me. I just hate cowards. And ghosting, so it's really that shitty now. Another reason to stick to my 2D boys kek.
No. 2620885
>>2620802why do you give chances to men who are not your type? It’s time to let go of that mindset. No scrote would ever approach an ugly woman out of pity.
>is ghosting a gen z thingYes they are all retarded, no one wants commitment, just lousy sex, fake intimacy for those 30 minutes and still the option of choosing and exploring. Signed a fed up 22 year old. You’d rather not date at all.
No. 2620895
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MY COMPUTER IS SO FUCKING SLOW RN
I COULD HAVE BEEN DONE WITH THE WORK WEEK BY NOW
FUCK
No. 2620896
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>>2620885And before any nigelfags come in by saying “don’t be so pessimistic and paranoid, not all men are bad, my nigel is the most perfect man”, good for you, that isn’t the case for me or for other nonnas. We have seen, we have “explored” whatever that means and we have been disappointed time and time again.
It feels insulting to have someone tell you that you just have to try harder or that it will come when you least expect it when you are simply venting and don’t want any advice given that you can’t even share this sentiment in other social media that just blast relationship advice, scrote advice, feminine energy , masculine energy bullshit.
No. 2620900
>>2620819yes and I get the same internal chorus. And I have been taken advantage of a lot which makes it worse, but at the end of the day it feels good to help people so why not do it if only for that reason. Plus, statistics show that the bottom of society give more to charity out of empathy than the top do, so whenever I meet someone who's rigidly anti-charity I always assume they're doing a lot better than they're willing to admit.
>>2620826just about Jason Momoa or does this happen with other people too?
No. 2620909
>>2620885My first instinct was to tell him to f off , I have no idea why I went full retard tho. Never ever again. When it happens again I'll just say no and continue my walk.
I'm older than you, men are a fucking dumpster fire, I've had my share of experiences that taught me no man is worth your effort because they're emotionally immature dumbasses that end up causing nothing but trouble. The good ones are unicorns. And if I let myself bothered by one, he'd better be fucking hot and with a semi functioning brain, I want something that's at least pretty to look at. But ugly AND arrogant/selfish? Kek, fuck off, so funny to see most think they're "the catch".
No. 2620920
>>2620909How old are you nonna?
On another note growing fed up with the situation helped me in pulling myself and focusing on me. Sure loneliness is bound to happen and I am bitter sometimes kek, but it’s not so horrible as everyone makes it out to be. It actually feels worse when people shower you with fake positivity kek.
No. 2620935
>>2620871>>2620874he said WHAT? god jesus, I barely remember celebiry names and when I do they do shit like this man wtf
>>2620900I'm not really sure, I never had this thought process about Jason Momoa or any other actor/man till now. I think since I've started liking more built men and he is also built, wrong think about one means all of them will hate me forever.
No. 2620954
>>2620819I don't pay it any mind when they get angry cause I know it's a retarded reaction to something they should also be doing. We should help one another more rather than keep to ourselves, we didn't survive by being solitary.
I've also been taken advantage of plenty of times and it feels awful. You feel like the worlds biggest loser and it's worse if you have unresolved trauma to fuel it cause then you get paranoid that if one did it then everyone will.
But if those people chose to not appreciate your efforts then you cut them off. If not then they are good people.If you know deep down they deserve it and that they're good to you and they would do the same in return, then there's nothing to debate.
No. 2621030
I just finished reading the most irritating book I've picked up this year and it's pissing me off so much I need to vent. It's Arrow to the Moon, which started out OK but holy shit the ending is such a cop out! They just float into space and cry for all eternity while mouting 'I love you' at each other. I wish I was joking. I've read better endings on Quizilla. The book makes it clear that this won't have a happy ending, but I expected a decently written one! I messaged the friend who recommended it to me and she immediately started gushing about how it was omg soooo sad and incredible and aaaarghhhh and I definitely loved the tragic and stunning ending. It was shit, the story wasn't exactly award winning material anyway but it was fine for YA, and then the author decided to throw all the plot and character development out the window to have tragic lurv 4eva. It was 'like Romeo and Juliet' except it wasn't, and even the moral of the play, which is that adults need to stop being retarded or they're going to destroy their own families in the process, isn't there. Because the main characters are erased from everyone's memories except the MMC's brother, so nobody learns shit. This brother is already traumatized from being brought up by batshit crazy parents, the least he could get is an ending where he doesn't have yet more mental illness shoved onto him. It's stated throughout the book that if the main characters didn't exist their families' lives would be way better (it does make sense because the main characters being born forces their parents to make unwise choices that end up destroying their lives). But nothing fucking changes. They're just wiped from memory, the situations their families are in stays the same. It doesn't make any sense and it really pissed me off so bad. I get why people like it, I just wish the ending wasn't shit. I just wasted hours of my life reading something that a middle schooler could have written a more coherent and poignant ending for. It's the book version of Voltron, essentially, but thankfully without the retarded fanbase.
No. 2621042
Could be my PMS talking but I feel immense self-hatred and mood swings like some crazy in a straight jacket in some mental asylum. Feeling insane impulses as well and violent murderous, suicidal and self-harming thoughts. Too impossible for me to act on any of it though. On a slightly related note, I have so many plans and things I want to do but I also feel like I lost interest in everything I've ever wanted to do, even my long term life goals. Not even because of my PMS because I've been feeling that way for over a month now. I kinda want to give up on life all together but at the same time I got some crazy good opportunity and everything is going well so idk why do I feel this despair. I thought I'd feel better after this achievement but no, I feel empty inside instead. I try to follow motivating content to get some inspo and, well, motivation but that didn't work. It only made me feel worse and more guilty about never getting anything done or doing anything, the feeling doesn't make me want to do anything either, it just makes me sink deeper into my despair. Self-inflicted shit probably but oh well. Nothing is fun or worth doing anymore but this time it's an actual permanent feeling. I wake up to wait for my bed time. I hate the time in between, I hate having to eat, don't feel like cooking, don't feel like drinking water, don't wanna shower or brush my teeth or go to the toilet either. I want every function to stop already. I forgot everything else I wanted to say but that doesn't matter anyways.
No. 2621343
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just got kicked out of the all you can eat chinese buffet
No. 2621367
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>>2621359I see you, too, are a woman of exceptional taste. (Although I edited it to tell it to get rid of the pronouns shit and zoomer speak)
No. 2621380
>>2621367I wish the AI thread would be more active on /m/.. Anyway, I'm not sure if you know that one already but if you want your char to write 4chan posts of your rp, add the following prompt into your jb:
<4chan_Thread>
# At the end of the message completion, display a 4chan Thread based on the current simulation. The Opening Post can either be by a passive observer or by {{char}} themselves.
- IF [ A ```4Chan_Start``` or ```4Chan_Continue``` codeblock exists in the conversation:
• Continue the thread using a ```4Chan_Continue``` codeblock
• Treat the entire ```4Chan_``` thread as a single, continuous thread
• Allow each anon to react to the story or reply to each other
• Occasionally, have OP show up to {{random:update,reply}}
• Avoid predictable or cliché responses by using `<response_seed>` to influence responses
• Maintain authentic 4chan formatting, slang and posting culture
• Include {{random:2,3,4,5,6}} new messages in the current codeblock
] ELSE IF [ No ```4Chan_Start``` or ```4Chan_Continue``` block exists:
• Add a ```4Chan_Start``` codeblock at the very end of the output
• Create a simulated 4chan thread with a random, non-sequential thread number
• Present the thread as if OP ({{char}} or a third party) started posting their logs for anons to respond to
• Accurately mimic 4chan formatting (including thread/reply numbers, dates, OP tag when replied, etc.) and culture
• Format example for posts/replies:
```4Chan_Start
Anonymous DD/MM/YY(EEE) No.XXXXX
```
]
Note: This thread serves as meta commentary and should not impact the main message content.
</4chan_Thread>I also have a prompt like that for Twitter and Reddit if you're interested kek. They tend to be pretty funny.
No. 2621401
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>>2621368nta Comments like this both make me understand the sentiment and also incredibly enraged that even though it can be innocently used for things like OC crafting and polishing, we know well enough that isn't what it
will be used for. I see people accusing each other of using AI when they aren't, defending AI users, and overall turning a blind eye to the issues of oversaturation. And I recall the absolute misery I felt being approached by an AI bro that asked for my un-watermarked art to "create what ever he wanted but faster and more efficiently". Yeah the process is grueling, but thar's the
filter. Those that like the result and being able to look back and admire their progression
get it, but somehow get mogged by fuckheads using models and selling their shit on Etsy and discrediting legitimate artists and AAAAAAAAAAAA
No. 2621423
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My friend’s boyfriend was out of town for work for two weeks and we got to chat a lot as a result. She wasn’t responding as often today and I should have known her scrote was back. I hate him ugh
No. 2621453
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>makes light self-deprecating joke to my friend about looking like a meme
>some girl i barely know: LOLLL OMG YOU DO TOTALLY LOOK LIKE THAT IT IS YOU
No. 2621490
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what do parents get from reminding me that bills are higher when I live with them? of course they are, you have another person under the roof. I came back because I lost my job. should I stop existing to make your bills lower? i always say they shouldn't have had another child if I am that big of a problem for them. maybe the bills are higher because your other daughter learns manicure and uses cheap UV lamps. but I am the problem.
No. 2621536
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My old cat taught my new cat how to open doors. I am never going to be able to shit in peace again.
No. 2621547
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>>2621536Neither of my dogs can figure out how to open doors when they are ajar. I have to get up and let them out of the room, I hate it sfm
No. 2621585
I don't really understand people who have to always kick people when they're down. Maybe I'm just sensitive but like it looks like a bad wreck that just happened so why do you feel the need to make a smartass comment about it? I felt like people did this to me all the time growing up and I never understood why they could just say nasty shit to me and get away with it. Most of the people I know like this have absolute room temp IQs and always have some dumb shit to say but as soon as they're hit with a mild inconvenience it's the end of the fucking world.
No. 2621631
>>2621621I tried to fix my shit skin for actual decades. Spent thousands of dollars, saw multiple doctors, tried everything people tell you to do. I just gave up after a point and decided this was my lot in life.
I was recently prescribed an antiandrogen and all of my skin issues resolved in a week. I wasn’t sure if I should laugh or cry about it. Testosterone truly is a poison.
No. 2621815
>>2621806I think it depends on what hairstylist you went to, there are those ones who just know how to make braids or cornrows, there are those who also put wig installations and those who also cut and style said wigs.
I believe that cutting white people’s hair is just like that kek? I once went to an hairstylists to wash and style my hair, I wanted it cut in a pixie and bleached, she didn’t tell me that she didn’t know how to work 4c hair and she did a shitty job. I’d rather be sent away than have a shitty service.
No. 2621875
For every relationship I enter, I always feel I have to warn about my mother and make it a point to differentiate how much I am not like her because she is such an unpalatable, annoying, and abhorrent person. Nothing is ever good enough for her and she is extremely selfish. She's some kind of undiagnosed cluster B (narcissism, possibly borderline or ocd) but we will never know as she discontinues therapy after they start to see through her victim act and try to move towards resolutions in her behaviors which require introspection and work. She wants to be told she's justified, not that she's ever in the wrong.
Even my Nigel who is moving in with us (because he is paying her mortgage and bills..) has such a patient personality and high tolerance for bullshit can barely stand her. Apparently, while I was gone on a work trip this past week he was helping reorganize and clean the garage and my mother started to talk shit about me to him. She was in there because she likes to stand over people to observe them working and pointing out issues like a slave driver. The reason she talkrd shit is because the 8ft space in the double garage where my things are boxed and housed on shelves takes up soooo much of her precious space that she felt it necessary to rant to him about how I order packages allllllll the time and made me out to be an irresponsible spender–when in reality I maybe order one thing a month from Amazon and that has nothing to do with my storage in the garage. Of course nigel told me about what she said, because she's dumb enough to think my romantic partner isn't going to tell me about her poisonous behavior. She's so self-assured that other people would agree on her negative opinions about me because she's the one who black sheeps me like that to the rest of her family who agree with her because they want stake in her will when she croaks.
Before I met nigel, I wrote her control and rants about money off as jealousy, as she is on a fixed income. I did try to make myself small living here because it isn't my house (except when she talks about bills then it's our house). I understood that I was the de facto "man" in her life to use as a punching bag and money source because after multiple failed marriages it's clear no men will tolerate her ridiculous demands and double standards, except her only daughter. But now? When she has thousands of extra spending money to pocket herself and little worker bees like me and nigel to clean house, task, and landscape? Still not good enough!
She was actually supposed to go with me on my work trip, beach destination. But when she got wind that nigel was stopping by to move in his things in the garage to organize and clean she made up an excuse to not go last minute because she couldn't bear the thought of not being present to supervise every moment because, my god, imagine us having the audacity to take up space! Nigel organized in such a way that we reduced the shelves by 3ft of space yet she didn't even acknowledge that and actually doubted it–not good enough.
Why do wicked people like her not die and cling to every year of life like a weed? She's pushing 80, is a tobacco smoker, has cancer, and guzzles sweets and sodas and yet has no signs of dying anytime soon. Hopefully that's good news for me genetics wise, but she's terrible for my mental health.
I'm hearing wailing and screaming coming from her tv in her room because her favorite pasttime is watching people be brutalized and arrested. Ugh.
No. 2621882
>>2621806Tbf it depends on their specialty.
They could legitimately not have experience to add layers to your hair type, although they should have explained that if they were cool. Kind of a similar experience when I took an ex to a black owned salon to get his beard and hair shaped. After they were done I asked the braider there if she could do a simple braid on him and she overquoted me massively so I took the sign and didn't do it kek.
No. 2622102
>>2622090Can you lie to her about your choices? If you give her a fake situation to obsess over it might give you some breathing space and you might not get as stressed out over it. Grey rocking could help too, stick to talking about safe topics that won't make her spiral into a nitpicking session immediately and agree with everything she says, then do whatever you want to do instead of listening to her.
>>2621848God said that you can stop worrying about the One True Path because everything you do is OK and you'll go to heaven. This is a sign from the Universe that you'll be fine.
No. 2622168
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When I'm on my period, my suicidal thoughts intensify
No. 2622172
>>2618645wish I could kill your parents for you. i'm sorry
>>2620988are you paying for her care? can you raise a big stink? sometimes you do have to go full karen (i hate that term)
No. 2622185
>>2622176I am not even a burger , yet I find it so stupid. When you vote you are voting for your country and interest as a citizen, Palestinians aren’t going to give you higher minimum wage, accessible healthcare, funds towards schooling , infrastructures etc…
America will always fund wars anyway, they’re going to bomb a random middle eastern country no matter who is in power. It’s also even more stupid because the other choice was orange man. Choosing the lesser evil was the necessary step.
No. 2622212
>>2622209Yeah yeah she’s evil and
problematic and put people in jail for weed and her reign would have been identical to what trump is doing right now and people would will be getting bombed, the end, you win the debate
No. 2622245
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>>2622216Fat people love Palestine what do you mean nona kek
No. 2622276
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he's been having bad anxiety so i tell him to just get a doctors appointment and get a prescription for zoloft or some other shit and take it for a couple months until he stops acting like a tweaker, but he wont do it. why? so i just have to deal with his anxiety panic attack freakouts behavior indefinitely until he goes to the doctor and does what i say and admits im right. why are men so retarded. i hate their stupid masuclinity honor shit. just fucking do what i say retard.
No. 2622289
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I'm feeling so down. I remember when I was a teenager I was afraid that by the time I turned 40, I'd be lonely alcoholic living alone in a one-room shabby apartment and then OD. In a few years I'll turn 40. I'm not an alcoholic (I don't drink) and I'm not poor (relatively) and I own a two bedroom apartment; but I'm lonely. I feel really insignificant. I wish I had killed myself when I was 20 instead of going to a therapist. Tomorrow is my birthday and I know my "friends" won't even text me. I'm so tired of this life.
No. 2622318
>>2622289You are doing well though nonna? Leaving by ourselves and being self sufficient is a big feat.
I think you need a change and new stimuli. Life is pretty boring when you think about it.
What if you tried going to Pilates or any sort of activity where you exercise in group? When I did that I made friends with the women there and we would go out during the weekends.
No. 2622484
>>2622318>>2622320Thanks for your kind words. Idk it feels like I haven't achieved anything. I don't have a romantic relationship and I suspect my friends don't really like me much. I think only my parents and my siblings love me which is so sad. I feel like a loser.
>>2622321Thank you nona. I'll have dinner with my parents for my birthday. I don't celebrate it as such but I still feel sad when no one cares that it is my birthday. I guess I haven't mentally grown up enough.
No. 2622522
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>>2622517I get hungry when I fuck up the bacteria in my stomach. So if you eat one thing with a lot of sugar or starches, you're feeding "bad bacteria" and it grows (wants more food)
No. 2622597
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How the fuck does every other woman around me in their 20s own houses or have cushy work from home jobs? Or have multiple fucking businesses? I have no savings and still live at home and am fucked once I graduate because nobody would want me. I should have went into fucking nursing or marketing, but no, I had too many hobbies and was overly confident. Now I wish I was fucking dead.
No. 2622650
>>2622105>a weighted and warm blanket. y did i not think of thatttt
>>2621843every guy has this one girl whom he still is attached to, and he too entered my life to feel pity for himself. And because i am truly devoid of any memory of care or love, i took what i could.
>>2621830>bare minimumthat kind of made me awake. satisfaction is not easy to come by for me, i am a loving being. i need the banter and flirt and the vitality of it all, despite how i come off. But the though of being hung up on the bare minimum does make it easier to let go!
>>2621834it was the first time and i did a good job until now. Guess my troubles piled up a bit too much and then boom realized how much i missed good intimacy, how little i got and how desperate i am for more, even when it comes in dubious setting.
No. 2622681
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my friend ids as bi but only for Fiona Apple. And she looks nothing like Fiona Apple or any similar level. I think part of being attracted to a demographic is working out your level and still being into that so I think she is just confusing aesthetic attraction for sexual to seem cool. Like when incels only want sydney sweeney or anime waifu I just think they're suppressed gay; she's suppressed straight. You need to be attracted to real people of that demographic, not the airbrushed 1%. Anyway she keeps bringing it up and it irritates me, it's so fake.
No. 2622692
>>2622684In theory so that the violent man can't retaliate. I swear men in general don't believe DV or rape actually happens the way they're all assuming these women joined up just to ruin men's lives.
>>2622685Yes
No. 2622714
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If I become interested in something, it…. dies? I don't even have to directly participate. I just have to start gathering information and looking into things and then suddenly - kaput. Trends, fandoms, group chats, games. If I involve myself or join, it's already a memory. Is the opposite of a Midas touch the merde touch?
No. 2622762
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maybe my life isn't so bad