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No. 2601319

A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.

Previous vent thread: >>>/ot/2592932

Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.

Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.

No. 2601323

I never noticed Neptune lying next to her in the threadpic, cute.

No. 2601338

I feel suffocated… im married and have a kid. I love my baby but it takes up sooo much time, hes too young for daycare still. I dont get much freetime… my family is also constantly up in my business, my dad visits once a month for a few days, my sister is constantly asking to hang out, my mom is always wanting to visit and stay for months at a time, my husband's family does vacations for 2 weeks at a time that I have to go to, my parents are getting old too and are both beginning to say ominous things about how they need cared for. I think my dad is really gunning to live in my house… my mother has 3 other kids but none of the others have the means or want to house her. I feel so suffocated by responsibility and appeasing everyone… I get maybe an hour a day to myself, and there is no time to watch a tv show or read a comic or do my hobbies, because by the time I get settled and concentrated time is up. Im so suffocated I want more freedom… individually I love all these people and want to give them my time but all together its just an onslaught

No. 2601343

>>2601338
Why not make a new rule that if your family is imposing on you and your home then they have to take care of the baby for X amount of time? That’s only fair since they’re eating into your free time and energy, which they should understand is in short supply since you’re a new mom.

No. 2601345

>>2601338
Can you get your relatives involved in taking care of the baby to give yourself some free time? My sister is kinda in a similar situation but when she hangs out with me or any grandparents she gives us the baby and we're happy to play with him. It sounds like you need to put some boundaries in place and babysitting duty seems the least hostile way to do it.

No. 2601351

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I am begging for someone to bully me into drawing. I want to draw. I know what I will draw. I have my references for drawing. But I can’t take the final step and just do it for some reason

No. 2601356

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>>2601351
You should draw pictures of nice things with ethereal dreamy colours and interesting freehand linework…Or else

No. 2601358

>>2601351
You need to draw NOW you fucking faggot or you’ll be on your deathbed regretting it

No. 2601369

Flashback to the iconic dumbass shit threadpic

No. 2601377

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>>2601351
Do it FAGGOT.

No. 2601381

i can't stop fixating on the moid who assaulted me 4 years ago i'm obsessed with him basically have stockholm syndrome and i feel like hes the only one who loves and understands me but i havent messaged him in 11 months. have seen him irl though (lets just say mutual friends) and when i see him i can't help but smile and talk to him with enthusiasm and feel like we're meant for eachother. i am a victim of csa/incest too and i feel like this is why, because i want to revictimize myself for some reason

No. 2601386

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The fact that someone would sell something like this on the Internet is vile. This is absolutely disgusting and disrespectful, why would anyone buy this??? This same website sells real human bones from mummies too (another way to get cursed for life) no sane or rational person would buy any of this especially something as a human baby fetus. It may be something for medical purposes yes but putting something like this for sale online doesn't sit right with me at all. Warning don't unspoiler if you are sensitive to this.

No. 2601403

I hate my life. I hate where I'm living. I was unloading the dishes from the dishwasher and putting them away in the utensil drawer like I routinely do. all of a sudden a nasty cockroach crawls out from under the utensils as I'm loading them into the drawer. of course I start screaming for help. nigel takes his sweet time getting off his ass so when he gets to the kitchen it's crawled somewhere else. he went through the utensil drawer looking for it. didn't see it and thought I was schizo. I started putting the utensils away again and of course it crawled back out. he had to take all the utensils out of the drawer to find it and kill it. I cannot live like this.

No. 2601404

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I'm going to kiss a woodchipper. My kitchen has flour mites, they're everywhere! All over my bread, wraps, buns and the celebratory cupcakes my mom had gotten me. They're in cupboards that click shut too, with my tinned food and packet meals. I feel so disgusted I have no idea how long they've been there, but it must've been a while with how many there are. I am so nauseous I think I lost my appetite for a few weeks.

No. 2601408

>>2601386
…is that fetus their own or did they steal that from a hospital or something?

No. 2601411

>>2601386
I wonder where this fetuses mom is? Like did the mom sell this as some kind of novelty item or how did this come about?

No. 2601413

just had a weird sex dream that involved a tape of two women and one gross scrote, and me trying to edit him out of the picture, very unsettling

No. 2601414

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Truly what is the point of being alive if I can't have him (he's fictional)

No. 2601415

>>2601414
You should turn him into a tulpa

No. 2601424

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I don't fucking want to watch talladega nights let me out of this hell

No. 2601427

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>>2601408
>>2601411

No. 2601436

>>2601427
That’s interesting. Kind of reminds me of cremation but I can’t really describe why? I consider that to be super fucked up

No. 2601444

girl i barely have friends because i’m shy and private but i met a really amazing girl at rehab but i don’t know if i can be friends as much anymore bc she started doing drugs again.
i’m sad

No. 2601452

I hate who I am when I smoke weed so why do I still fucking smoke it?

No. 2601480

Where do men get this idea that only men are capable of liking underground music and that women only like top 40 stuff?

No. 2601481

I hate my broken ass brain so bad. It's never satisfied or happy with anything ever and keeps malfunctioning then punishing me for it as if it's my fault. I don't have control over it. It's like we're 2 separate entities fighting for the right to live in the same body or something. Neither of us wants what the other wants, we're always at odds. Fuck this bullshit. I need a brain transplant at this point.

No. 2601516

>>2601356
This is so heartwarming. Sometimes I wish I had a daughter to dote on and love. Mom-daughter relationships are so dear to me. Children deserve better than this cruel and corrupt world.

No. 2601536

>>2601319
Not a vent, I'm just curious as to what her tattoo says.

No. 2601539

>>2601536
"May you find your worth in the waking world" it's a Bloodborne quote and that symbol underneath is from Bloodborne too

No. 2601541

>>2601480
They're still doing that? They were doing that shit 30 years ago too. I guess men also need to be reassured that they're not like other girls.

No. 2601543

We are fostering cats for a neighbor while we help them get adopted and have adopted two so far with two to go and one of these cats is a real problem. SUPER sweet but super needy and possessive. She needs to be locked in her own room with her own human because she hates the other cats but she despairs and whines if she can tell that you are home and not with her. We could foster the other cat for longer just fine because it gets along with our own cats but this other cat is just too much of a diva. She lived with these other cats before so I know she's acting out due to stress but it's just difficult to deal with.

No. 2601544

>>2601539
I did not expect a Bloodborne ref kek. She's awesome

No. 2601582

worried i'll never be good at art and i'll just be stuck in intermediate limbo forever. i just wanna be a good artist

No. 2601588

I work customer service at a gym and I like my coworkers but I noticed the one thing that feeds my autism the most is when they tell me to do spreadsheets, lite-office type of work, the inventory and any type of PC focused work. That's the only time I can focus 100% and it hits the right dopamine receptors however I don't see myself having an actual office job either. How do I fix this? I'm in my late 20s, too old and shit at math to get into IT/tech…

No. 2601596

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Watching smallvile for the hottie. Man I love good looking men, we should have more eye candy around. I don’t get why scrotes are so ugly.

No. 2601597

I can't even get enough sleep because of this fucking heatwave I feel like I'm actually dying

No. 2601609

Dear Lord, please never let me become the kind of person who says "I don't have that kind of money to pay for my own mother's nursing home care" while sitting in a million dollar home. If you can guarantee this, I might actually try out church for a change. Thank you. Amen.

No. 2601647

Looking up where these fucking backrolls came from. Every source sahs genetics after ruling out diet and sedentary lifestyle. This shit spawned out of nowhere. I no longer have the ability to feel sexy as these fucking things are hanging off me got the first time in my life. And only my back. I asked family about it.
It's hereditary.
Freaking out and considering cosmetic surgery if new workout routine and dietary restrictions don't work. I don't wanna be a fucking anachan again. But this shit is eating me alive.

No. 2601652

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im using my ex boyfriend for money bc he is rich and can afford it also he lied to me our WHOLE relationship. but GOD he is so fucking autistic i cannot stand him and i cringe everytime we speak. feels like he is putting on a persona and it's so gross. the constant love bombing is annoying like we broke up SIX MONTHS ago!!!!!! i cant wait to be well enough to work so i can block this pathetic loser and live my life in peace

No. 2601654

I hate being romantically alone I wish I was more likely to run into cute white or east Asian moids in my country instead of the usual bearded polygamist scrote

No. 2601660

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I wanna post in the rpf thread but its pretty much just full of the oasis incest couple and I feel like I'm intruding on someone's conversation lmao. Good for them though, I'm just jealous

No. 2601675

I want to cut, but if I do, everyone will know I’m doing bad enough to be cutting again. And it’s too damn hot to wear long pants. I don’t want to worry people, I just need this pain out where I can fucking see it, and eating healthy and exercising doesn’t help with stress when it’s already your lifestyle.

No. 2601676

>>2601652
>>2601654
Wrong thread

No. 2601678

Idk why I've been in a bad mood the few past days. Dwelling over the same bullshit more and more and even more intensely than I ever did. That seeing anything ever makes me fall into this spiral again and harder than last time. I can't stop obsessing over the same upsetting topics/events from my life because I feel like I missed out on having a normal life and childhood, and it makes it feel like my trajectory in life is gonna be downhill from here on because of this. Sometimes I wish I could be reborn into the kind of life I always wanted and get to catch up with everything but with my current memories so I'd be grateful for it.

No. 2601686

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i'm doing so bad right now. self harmed for the first time in 3 1/2 years. pushing my bf away. he won't let me come to his place anymore because i self harmed so i'm stuck at my abusive mothers house. she literally hit me yesterday. bf can't come visit me cuz he's been working a lot and having car troubles and we live 45 mins apart. my dog lives at his place so i haven't seen my dog in two weeks. putting distance between us and forcing me to stay at my moms is just making me act out more, i'm on lolcow and tumblr all day dwelling on how horrible my life is, and abusing substances every day. fighting with my mom and my brother because they're crazy. i want to self harm more but that would make my bf even more upset so i can't. i am already self harming in the form of drinking and drug abuse so it doesn't matter. hopefully today can be a good day but i'm already starting out with negative thoughts. whatever.

No. 2601709

>Get nails done for cousin’s wedding
>End up being over $100 for removal of old set, builder gel, and a FRENCH MANICURE
>3 days later and my tips are already halfway gone
>Nail tech gave me his number for absolutely no reason
I paid £120 for a set with super intricate art in London and that shit lasted me an entire month. I hate shitty hometown nail salons who charge you out the ass for sloppy work. Of course I’d never bring intricate pinterest art to these kinds of salons but a french mani that doesn’t chip within 24 hours is the bare minimum.

No. 2601713

western europeans are the biggest contributors to human civilization and I can't get rid of my inferiority complex as a slav. Also the fact IQ is genetics and it determines your future performance, your personality and mental illness is also mostly genetics, that would explain why no matter how hard I try to be normal and make something out of myself I always fail. I feel like I lost on the genetic lottery and it was over for me the day I was born. I wish I wasn't so afraid of offing myself, I tried once but I was saved

No. 2601714

>>2601596
get into kpop


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