/g/ - girl talk

>>519004
How did they know this so far in advance, what information do they have?

>>519047
Jewish people keep tabs on each other

>>519047
Jewish people keep tabs on each other

>>519044
Pretty much, I cannot disagree
>>519047
Same, this was early days. Maybe it's the former prosecutor part. Also Luigi can't be her first defense case ever, did she screw someone else? I'm just wondering cause he sounds pretty sure of himself.

>>519050
There were probably lots of discussions about her in those New York tunnels.

>>518902
Quite a few I bet

>>519003
Is your husbando Mori from BSD lol

>>518893
Recently, I started drawing again after more than 5 years of literally not even picking up a pencil to sketch some stupid shit out of boredom. I'm not all that commited to drawing, but for me this still means a lot, because I'd never think that I would ever want to draw again.

>>518950
I'm sorry you had to see that nona but on the bright side at least he himself wasn't turned into FtM

I love his gap moe ass so much

>>511277
if it helps large groups usually end up toxic as fuck nona. Someone will always have drama going on. Small groups are better, and having different 1to1 relationships help explore different sides of yourself with different people. I hope you find your people soon.

I really mourn the loss of the best friends I ever had, which I havent talked to in 3 years. I remember how I met each of them and all the course of our friendship, I really want them back nonnies, I feel so lonely. Sometimes I dream about them, either we talk again and reconcile or they just act cold towards me. Today I dreamt that I was passing by and made eyecontact with one of them, then we both got so happy and started screaming and hugging, she changed her haircut in my dream and I made a few comments about it. Im very sad today! I feel I will never click with nobody else like I did with them and I just miss them. Every year when my birthday gets close I pray that they say happy birthday to me, but it never happens.
I want to update them about my life, that I had my first kiss and talk about the guy im dating now, see if they approve of him! I want to tell them that I hate my job and how college stresses me. I want them to tell me how their classes are going and how much they missed me. I want to discuss kdramas with one of them and husbandos with another one of them. I get worried when I visit their hometowns, even though a part of me wants to see them just to see if they would even smile at me if we saw eachother. Hopefully they still think about me and feel the same way, hopefully we get lucky and meet again someday!! If we do, we would have a drink and a sweet at a cute bakery, take a pic of our food and post it online (like we used to do when we met). I want to look at another dimension where we are still friends and watch it like a movie. Im done ranting now, sorry if this was cringe, just missing them!

>>511475
im confused why cant you just message them

>>511535
Dont have any of their numbers anymore! plus my last message was me begging them to answer me so maybe I wont do that again kek

I dont have anyone to talk to so bear with me. So apparently Im not allowed to leave the room, if it hurts my moid siblings feelings. Because only his feelings matter.

Just because I dared to walk away from my toxic misogynist moid sibling to avoid him for some peace of mind, now he brought it up to my other family members and they interrogated me basically. Asking if I hate him, if Im mad at him. The moid sibling denied not wishing me happy birthday, so he lied, and they believe him. Now Im blamed for upsetting him, BECAUSE I WALKED AWAY TOO MANY TIMES. So much gaslighting. I was even asked if I did what some strange guy creeping around the area did, as if Im some scumbag stranger.

My moid sibling is so overbearing I cant do anything without him walking in and ranting how he wants to hurt people, society is doomed, etc. Hes quick to anger, slams things, so I walk on eggshells but thats not good enough.

Ill never escape. Ill never have my own transportation. Ill never get past the interview stage when applying for a job. Ill never be able to relax in my own home. Ill never have a best friend ever again (my pets died), our current pets are always in the vicinity of the moid sibling so I cant even spend time with them. I hate being lonely.

>>510876
Nta but you're spreading negativity too.
>Some people's looks just can't be fixed
Everyone's looks can be fixed, there are even people whose faces were deformed in accidents and they were fixed.
You're probably good looking anyway so why are you here?

I'm a gross dysgenic creature. I can't even perceive myself as female. Some women are so ugly and disgusting they just aren't meant to have sex or be loved or get married and unfortunately I'm one of them. Why was I born I don't understand it, why do I have to go through so much trouble to end my own life when I'm sure I wasn't even supposed to be alive in the first place. I was an ugly child too I was never going to grow into my features and suddenly become beautiful. I wish I could just go missing or get into a terrible accident that killed me instantly.

>>515685
I could wrote this. Everything. What annoys me the most is how people gaslighting us, it makes me furious

>>514470
Project more, chinlet. We all know the male suicide rates KEK

I tried wearing makeup for an event the other day and took a picture of myself. Now every time I see it I can't help but think I either look like a tranny or remember Shane Dawson makeup guru era. The makeup look wasn't bad but I just look so ugly and it emphasized that even more.

>>511196
Maybe you should work on being perceived as confident. Perhaps you come across as someone with internalised racism problems.

I really hate how black moids tarnish the reputation of black people everywhere they go on this earth. And I hate how black women are always there to defend and enable them no matter how in the wrong they are. Because of that, people have a really hard time separating us(since we're kind of partners in crime) and it's doing us no favours. I don't even understand why they do what they do? Why are so many of them so enthralled by gang culture and rappers??

>>517288
Me too, mainly because i find her funny. But honestly, i feel this sentiment about all lefties. I don't understand how they don't see how Trump only won because most people who would have voted for democrats didn't bother voting and caping for troons some more isn't going to fix that issue, it's making it worse. I wish her and all black sjw stragglers would learn to give up on all identity politics completely and just focus on stuff like education and healthcare, normal shit. More people would listen, especially in times like this.

All of the racial tension in Minnesota is unbearable since the george floyd situation. I hate these mentally ill liberals so much for riling up the old (also mentally ill) conservatives. The weather genuinely makes you depressed and miserable so no one is all that pleasant here, but the forced diversity push makes it so much worse. Imagine living with senile racists that can’t retire because they’re too broke and their weirdo ass fake liberal children/grandchildren. So many of these people on both political sides have a personality disorder I swear to God. Don’t believe any of that bullshit about BLM or Minnesota becoming some kind of liberal paradise. 2017-2020 I minded my business just fine. I didn’t end up caring for the culture here so I didn’t expect to fit in, regardless of race. The past five years however, have been endless racial bullshit. I’m used to California classist racism and all the mental illness pouring out of that place. This Midwest experience is worse because there’s no good weather or amazing food to distract me from these crazy ass people. Even the black people here are strange. They speak like twitter activists and it freaks me out. Or they’re obsessed with competing with you for white validation, its embarrassing. Do any anons enjoy the state they live in and would recommend it?

>>517288
Here comes the fag whining about jasmine like clockwork. Please get a dayjob
>>517875
>>518959
Don't fall for bait.

>>518136
I am sorry to hear what you are going through, anon. I know it might be too soon to think about this, but it is something that has brought me comfort when I have been in a similar situation - if having kids is truly what you want, you have the financial stability and a good support system - considering a sperm donor might be something to keep in mind. It is definitely not for everyone, and might not be for you. However, being a "single mom" is not necessarily something negative and scary, depending on your life situation. Obviously, your future dating life will take a hit, but sometimes life is about making the right sacrifice. I hope you are able to move past this unfortunate situation quickly.

>>518136
Look into freezing your eggs, or even single motherhood via sperm donor. If having children is that important to you, don't let a moid fuck it up but also don't be complacent and keep putting it off trying to find someone, because there's no guarantees outside of what you can control.

>>518401
This is nonsensical. Younger women become single moms too

>>519015
Freezing eggs is a scam if you’re healthy though. unless you’re about to go through cancer treatment (radiation and some chemo drugs can damage the eggs), or you’re looking to put off kids until like a few years from menopause (50s for most women, but can vary). I grew up in a town where it was common for women to have kids older though. I can see why women would be worried if they’re from somewhere with younger mothers and it’s out of the norm, but if you’re healthy and have a regular cycle, there really is no need to waste money freezing them. A lot of the risks associated with older pregnancy are just fear mongering, most women still have healthy kids, and there is inherent risk with pregnancy at literally any age, younger women do have kids with health issues as well but that’s never discussed for some reason. I think some of it is ageism.

>>518324
I have noticed lot of people fear mongering women over having kids later are just loser guys who are mad at women. These same guys think it’s good for 80 year old celebrity men to father kids with one foot in the grave, as if that makes more sense than a healthy 40 year old woman having a child

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im so glad i never killed myself. i finally dont feel extreme anxiety and depression and panic attacks every day. i feel like a functioning member of society lately but i also feel a lot of emotional blunting. but at the moment idc cuz its better than extreme mental suffering

>>516553
I'm so sorry that happened to you nona, but having a physical disability as a woman significantly increases your likelihood of rape. So it wouldn't be instead it would be as well as.

>>516553
My chronic pain also relates to this. Because of what happened to me, I didn't like to touch myself, even to wash. Because I didn't wash properly, and because I never touched myself, I developed clitoral phimosis. At 24 I got my first bf and at 26 the sex I had with my bf at the time partially detached my phimosis. Because it didn't detach completely, it got infected and I developed a chronic UTI. The chronic UTI gave me vuvlodynia, nerve pain, pelvic floor dysfunction, plus clitorodynia from the phimosis. At 26 I became disabled with chronic pain and at 29 I still have pain, a chronic UTI, plus all the other issues that stem from it. Now I have to get surgery to remove the phimosis and hope that stops the UTIs from coming back.
And all of this because a deranged moid had to touch me. My ex bf also coerced me into sex while this was happening, so I got abused twice as well. Wish I could just kms honestly.

I am a dead fish in bed. I can't find it in myself to be responsive, and I can't really imagine changing. I don't want to express that the moid is giving me pleasure or that I'm reacting to anything he's doing.

>>518877
Either you've made up your mind that you don't want to show any vulnerability to a man and that's that- or you feel like you havent yet met a man that deserves the sexual respect of responding to pleasure. If its the former then that's your choice to make. If it's the latter than it's time to find someone who you aren't afraid to show that sort of vulnerability to.

i take zoloft for ptsd, anxiety and depression and it eases my symptoms so much during the day but i still keep having disturbing rape molestation nightmares. during the day i dont feel any negative thoughts related to my trauma anymore, but its like my deep subconscious is still in pain

>>518249
yeah, I can relate. my skin is probably 10x more broken out than when I was a teen…and people already gave me a lot of trouble over my skin back then. wish I had some advice but unfortunately my skin has only been getting worse and worse.

i’m so fucking pissed. i started face taping for the static wrinkles of my smile lines while i sleep. it works great, overnight improvement—on my left side. the right looks exactly the same. why!?

I feel like the only person on earth where paula's choice BHA doesn't do shit. I've been searching for similar experiences all over the web but all I find are people who claim to have amazing results, sometimes even after 1-2 days and who all swear it's a holy grail that cleared their skin.

I've been using it for two weeks now, every 3rd night to get my skin used to it, I even took before-pictures to compare. But nothing. My nose blackheads are still all there in full, my pores are still massive, my old pimple scars still vibrant, and my forehead still looks like crumb cake. In fact, my skin looks even more uneven in texture now but I have no bad reactions when applying it.
I'm just so disappointed, thank good I only bought the tester sizes.

>>518839
OK nonny I had the exact same experience. Here's the thing, when BHA works it works slowly. When you have acne and are starting a treatment you probably have some active acne . . . and microscropic baby acne lurking under the surface. You can't see it with the naked eye but you can see it with a microscope. In my experience with BHA it doesn't do much for already active acne, it just needs to live out its lifespan but BHA does work at preventing future acne. BHA is one of those actives that can cause purging because it's speeding up cell turnover meaning that baby acne gestating in your pores is forced to surface faster so it may seem like the BHA isn't working. It is though, that acne is being surfaced before it can get bigger and most importantly new baby acne isn't being formed.

I thought the BHA wasn't working for me either, I also was using it every 3 days but here's the thing: when you do that, you extend how long it takes to surface all that acne. BHA is NOT that strong, the majority of skincare advice online is just posted by women with super delicate petal skin. So I decided to start applying the Paula's Choice BHA daily and then eventually, between months 1 and 2 I realized I wasn't getting acne anymore. Like you I was also expecting to not have nose blackheads, I was also expecting smaller pores and a reduction in pimple scars. The BHA doesn't work for that, not even tretinoin works for that. That BHA product however, did in fact work at preventing acne. Once I stopped getting acne (using that product) I was able to start incorporating other products to help reduce hyperpigmentation. Pores however, are eternal.

>>518839
tbh two weeks is not enough time, you need to check after a month at the very least. Unless you are doing strong skin peels, skin care takes a long time. Even with strong peels, i personally don't see results until a month later.