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In the course of the last thread:>When asked in a private message about Raven's wellbeing since her profiles had been deactivated, Josh replied, "I don't wanna talk about it.">The next day, when asked in private messages by several farmers what had happened, Raven replied with copy pasta saying that "Josh had stepped aside" and that she was "keeping as much stuff deactivated as possible" to fulfill her promise to Logan to keep their relationship off of the internet. She then says that they filmed a video about their reunion and includes a screencap.>Dorian's Lovely Fiancee stopped by one last time.>The buyer of the "unwanted gift" S8 on TradeMe left negative feedback stating that they have not received the phone and that Raven has not replied to several emails.>Meanwhile, she continued to slash and burn her known internet presence but created several new Facebook accounts (notated below).>Each time the thread languished it would be revived by rampant shitposting and suspected selfposting.>After the thread locked and exactly a month after she was due to have arrived in Couchland, she (re)launched her Patreon account with the goal to raise money for Lasik surgery in New Zealand, stating that most future videos will be Patreon-only because of the haters. She tinkered with her primary Youtube account by reposting a very old video and making a large number of old videos public again including those about Logan except the videos about their break-up. Her playlist about Josh remained private. >Farmers agreed to delay creating a new thread and starve her of attention until she presented milk. During this hiatus farmers utilised tempcow.>A week later she posted two videos on Youtube to promote her Patreon account and launched her vid.me account where she posted a video to deride the haters and accuse two of her Facebook friends of posting private communiques on lolcow (the first two entries in this summary).>Despite stating, "The video of where I've been and what happened to me will be uploaded on or around the 1st of the month on Patreon, and a week or so later here" to thwart the haters from getting free milk by rescinding their pledges, she posted it on Youtube two days after making that declaration.
* closed accounts
~ new account created during Fatchelorettehttps://www.facebook.com/Official.Raven.Sparks
YouTube and Videos:http://vid.me/-Raven-https://www.youtube.com/c/RavenStarblood
(unlinked video about being cyber-bullied by a fake website) *https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLj9C5ZUyNC5_kBK2A8-93hEIOfQ2F0S9g
(10-part "My Story") *https://www.youtube.com/c/RavensGastricSleeveJourneyhttps://www.youtube.com/user/LeonbergerLoverNZ
(her pets and Ryan's dogs)http://www.dailymotion.com/raven-sparkshttps://vimeo.com/starbl00d
Archived Leaked Videos:http://vid.me/ravensparkshttp://vid.me/rsparks
Joshua Manning Bradley:https://www.facebook.com/j.bradley.80.sixhttps://www.instagram.com/jbradley80sixhttps://www.twitter.com/jbradley80sixhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCt9lj5U7JQS_F_hinzqaRlQhttp://www.facebook.com/joshua.bradley.3133719
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In which she derides the haters and accuses two of her Facebook friends of posting private communiques on lolcow (the first two entries in the summary).
I know she's always looked bad, but she looks especially bad in this video?
>I've known about lolcow for about 6 years
She is HUGE. She is way fatter than I expected her to be in one month. But hey, she and Josh said in >>462995
that they have already been to Taco Bell twice, had pizza and went to Aubreys, also two times in the movies which I guess involves a lot of buttery popcorn.
She is also cooking breakfast and dinner everyday… do we remember her cooking vids? YUMMY grease.
Oh, Craven, you old, saggy, floppy, fat mess. I missed you.
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In the "Exposed!" video she swears up and down that she would never, ever lie to her friends and followers and that even when she is testing people she suspects are from the hatesites she tells only the truth.
Then what was this?
Transcript anon here.
Shall I post the subtitles? The video is over 70 minutes long which will take a long while to edit and proofread. Extracting the subtitles and stripping the html is automatic, but the timestamps for each line must be removed manually as I currently don't have a computer with which to write a shell script, and punctuation must be added since the subtitles are auto-generated.
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HAHAHAHAHAHA Josh: there's no couch, we don't even have a couch
Also, an hour long? Fuck. I have to watch this laugh riot later.
She won't take that vid down. If it's too much trouble for you, don't do it.
To other anons, I got this "resume" from KF (credit 666EVE666):
She's in couch land, the space around her looks very messy. Josh says he's been losing sleep since Raven arrived. The blinds on the window are bent and broken. They have their own place, they don't own a couch, and are not in a hotel room. Talking about haters going crazy while she was gone, she's not jealous of his ex-girlfriend, Josh reached out to Dorian and Dorian refused–much to Raven's dismay. Josh and Raven talk shit about Dorian because he was talking on lolcow.
Josh hasn't got his tattoo for Raven yet because he will when HE wants to, on HIS time because there is this thing called BILLS. Raven demands Josh tells the audience what her tail bone and the back of her head feels like, apparently both are very weird. Josh said Raven could gain or lose 100 lbs and he wouldn't care–she's beautiful no matter what!! He even lets her leave lipstick marks on him in public and doesn't wash them off.
Raven talks shit about Dorian's girlfriend, calling her a cunt, pretentious, and that she needs to shave her armpits because she looks like a lesbian. Josh wrote to Dorian from his own account apparently, it was NOT Raven–her and Josh type exactly them same guys. Raven makes sure to let us know that Logan doesn't want the sluts that keep hitting him up, so don't even try it sluts!
Josh says Raven doesn't need to work if she doesn't want to because he makes enough for both of them, if she wants an online job that's fine. People there don't find Raven weird looking, but then they got stopped for pictures at a store the other day? And NOBODY is mean to Raven, they think her tattoos, hair, and outfits look amazing and she doesn't look old AT ALL. Josh's family is very accepting, Raven has most of them on her FaceBook friends list! They don't eat fast food (then list off all the times they had fast food).
Their relationship isn't based on sex, and Josh watches ZERO porn. Not even on the couch (that they don't own)! Josh has a lot to offer everyone, Claudia is a LIAR and Josh has NEVER cheated before. EVER.
Josh on Dorian:"One day, he will need her (Raven), and she won't be there for him", and he "doesn't want to be his fucking step-daddy". Raven IS NOT a bad mother because she didn't work or tells her kid she wishes she had an abortion. She just doesn't want kids, if she made Dorian she wants NO MORE KIDS. SHE'S NOT A BAD MOTHER!!! ("I don't want another Dorian, I don't even want Dorian").
Raven is convinced Dorian's girlfriend makes him evil, she thinks "the pussy must be awful good". Raven is totally NOT jealous Dorian's girlfriend who sleeps with other guys outside of their relationship. Both Raven and Josh talk shit on Dorian's relationship and his girlfriends hairy armpits.
Raven is NOT FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A fake Emily Boo account apparently emailed her and it was SOOPER pathetic. She's only adding people she knows and trusts to her new FB account. The mattress she's sitting on at this point looks like it has no sheets on it and is just straight up on the floor, no box spring or platform. She's rambling about how beautiful Josh is.
Josh is leaning/laying on her shoulder throughout most of the video, Raven keeps rolling her head on his in an affectionate (cringey) manner. The last ten or so minutes are her saying that the screenshot of her saying she's pregnant is just her gaming profile and she never logs on to that profile and never talks to people from that profile, so it's totally a fake screenshot.
The entire video is basically Josh and Raven talking about lolcow and Facebook. Raven goes on about the haters and how all they want is attention (lol) and demonizing Dorian, his girlfriend, and Claudia. Then at the very end she says her decision to be offline has not been influenced by ANYTHING :lol:. She only made this video bc lolcow found her secret FB profile that she "didn't even try to hide" tho
Raven: "If we ever split up, your never gonna get away from this."
Josh: "We're never splitting up."
im only 16 mins in, is there really any time in this when shes not refrencing lolcow or talking to lolcow almost directly?
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Ray ray, you had no one fooled with your shitposting. We all knew you were going to Couchland no matter what. KEK
And she claims that Logan will never trust anyone ever again or be able to move on, oh please. That man is only what, 21? He’s young and will eventually recover from all that toxic brainwashing. The anon that posted her convo with Logan wasn’t being a good friend, but I doubt that’s enough to make him swear off talking to another woman ever again.
What happend to meeee? Was tough to get thru mang.
No information pertaining to "what happened to meeee?" Just a lot of prompting Joshua to say she doesn't look old or fat IN PERSON, she looks LESS OLD AND FAT than he thought she would, so that's nice. Explaining multiple times she hates Dorian because he's a piece of shit and some day her child will need her and she can't wait to not be there for him to which Joshua agrees it is best for a mother to not be there for their child and she is NOT jealous of Dorians FUCKING SLUT BITCH girlfriend because she apparently speaks like she has cerebral palsy, drinks coffee and is NOT beautiful, like she is. So that's not creepy at all.
The rest of the video is regurgitating farmers comments, some that were said and some that she just made up ( thanks for the shout out tho). BTW, she admits being here and reading along the day people realized she was posting and some of us we're baiting her with "Logan is hawt" but she swears it wasn't HER posting, because her hands were all over Joshua's wiener. Which is a pretty weird fetish but masochists gunna masochist.
All in all, we don't find out anything that has happened to her, because nothing has happened to her. Should have titled the video "Same shit, new puppet".
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Compare to pic related.
Please give timestamp, that's hilarious.
Also quote of the video "I'm posting here making a video for my fans, not for fucking lolcow" haha
Leave them alone. They know they were ripped off, and I'm sure they've already contacted their bank or credit card company to report it, and received a refund thru their financial institutions fraud claims department. It's a common thing. They were already savvy enough to ask her questions, trying to see if she was scamming in the first place.
If it were me I wouldn't want some stranger weirdo contacting me over this shit.
If you can't stand it, maybe contact the website and let them handle it from there.
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She won't take the video down…until she dumps Josh in 5 years!
If pic related is genuine, then was the video >>441499
she made moaning about her regret over splitting up with Logan and gushing over his undying love for her a fabrication and part of a long con on the hatesites?
Library talk is in Exposed vid >>462992
in the first two minutes of it.
So, I got about forty something minutes in before I decided to give up since it started to repeat at that point.
Blah blah blah. Ravey Gravy and Joshie Poo forever. "The pastttttt guys!" The past doesn't stop getting brought up because they're super shitty things. You didn't do some mild shit, Raven. That's why it won't be let go. And since you never let it go either.
The shit with Dorian is the stuff that mostly annoyed me tho. Because the shit Dorian said is all shit Raven herself has admitted to in the past. She has admitted exes have abused Dorian and shit she has done to him makes her an abuser, as well.
Hell, some of the shit she admitted to he had said "I don't remember that" which would, for anyone with any fucking sense, would take that as an out, but no.
And along with her constant attack on him makes her a shit person. Dorian didn't say anything really bad, he just went "yeah, that happened as she said it did". He literally just sat here and comfired shit she has admitted to in the past. Honestly, as much as I enjoyed reading it – him posting here or not was all just shit we already knew because of past screen shots and videos Raven herself has put out.
A normal, decent mother would be like "I know what he said, but he's my kid and I'm disappointed but what's said is said". He's not a backstabber, he's your child. Stop talking shit about him like he's an ex roommate.
No one who isn't pure trash is going to see that as anything but emotional and verbal abuse on a child she allowed to get abused and who she did drugs in front of and treated like shit over the years. The comments she makes aren't that of a good mother, it's from someone who doesn't see her child as her child but as someone who sees the life she brought into the world as a burden and a constant source of annoyance. She is clearly the abuser and the guilty party here, by her own words, screen shots and videos over the years.
Although, I wish Raven could see this and think "damn, I am a horrible mother" when she will obviously come back to read all of this (which we all know she will because she can't stop herself).
I just cannot even begin to fathom, as a parent myself, saying this shit about my own child. Especially a child she has admitted to abusing and let being abused. But of course, that's all in the past so it somehow doesn't count.
Guess Edmund Kemper isn't a murderer anymore, it's in the past.
Transcript anon here.
I found a site that strips the timecodes. Full transcript coming soon!
I don't think her talking about regretting splitting with Logan was fabrication tbh. She probably wants us to think that, but I have no doubt that as her trip was closing in on her she was feeling some regret.
You know she had no where to stay when she finally got over there. The only reason she's posting videos now is because a) her thread died here and b) Josh was able to scrap together enough money to get some shithole they could play house in.
I think Doe Deere is the best example of how to be a cow, quit putting your shit out there and then eventually get forgotten. Her shitty line, Lime Crime isn't as popular as it used to be, but you don't get any of the Xenia drama. Any cow could do the same. You simply stop producing milk, stop being a venomous bitch, or shut the fuck up on social media. Raven seems to think this proliferation of hate is because of lies, but no way is that possible. >>463075
She claims to have lied about staying with Logan (poor guy. she cucks him into going along with her dumb scams)so she could have time with Josh and "start over." Except she comes online after only a month and shit talks every comment ever made on lolcow with her retard of a boyfriend, while he giggles like a faggot. I'm guessing she did it to starve us of milk thinking that we'd be desperate for her patreon garbage. I wonder if the only person who subscribed to the 30 dollar tier was Ryan?
That’s exactly it, now she’s no longer married to a teenager, she would have to do new shit to maintain her attention here.
She might live on in /snow/ if people still want to see her bad tattoos, her inevitable weight gain, or hauls of Walmart toys, or her fast food complaints, or her views on abortion, but to stay in /pt/ now requires effort, like bitching about Dorian and lovelygf, breastfeeding lifelike dolls, broadcasting relationship drama, scamming people.
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She is either bad at math or thinks personal drama counts. lolcow isn’t that old, when it started Dakota was Pt material and was new to Japan. I think 2014 is when the first Raven thread here started. But she already had married Logan, had a falling out with friends over it, got called a pedo, etc. She forgets that a lot of drama was from her talking shit about people she knew not sites like this.
Anyways she is milking the video hard. She is not smart enough to realize it shows on YouTube, it wasn’t unlisted or anything it is in my sub box as it was minutes after she uploaded it.
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Taking this screenshot from raven on fb which shows that she lurked kiwi for their responses to the video. Nothing from here because we were not here for a bit when she made this comment. Take note that she actively is reading for reactions. Hi raven!!
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Yet she cannot tell the difference between them and us like always. So close yet so far.
i wat he’s like 2 min of the video and holy fuck josh looks like he’s wasting away from stress already.
also we totally called the hotel thing lolol
Dorian's situation is pretty chill now. His awful mother has left the country which is a pretty sweet outcome. He's in his first serious relationship; he has access to free mental health care and a supportive welfare system while he picks up the pieces from his terrible upbringing. He lives in a safe and pretty progressive, well-off country.
When Raven says he's going to need someone to depend on one day, yes that's true. But even if she were present in NZ, she wouldn't be there for him. In fact, she will never be there for him, thus her words have no power at all.
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depression palace highlights. sort of looks like an airbed on the floor? living the dream.
"we don't even own a couch"
Like that's something to brag about lmaoo
Topic should be changed to Floorland
Transcript Part 1
Okay, so it's been a really long time. I think it's been, it's been, by the time I release this, it'll probably be almost a month since I've been seen online, and I have a reason for that. I've got a video that I made, it's actually…I think I've got like two or three videos. They're super super long, but I'm probably gonna release this one first before I release those ones just because this is the better one. The other ones are gonna be really really bad, a lot of shit talking, a lot of drama, bullshit, but as you can guess I've been absent because I've got crazy amounts of stalking going on and lies, and the other video we'll get into that.
But everybody is wanting to know where I went and where I am and what happened and if I left, because there's a lot of debate going on online on whether or not Josh and I broke up, me and Logan got back together again, I'm using Logan, I stayed with Ryan, I'm in New Zealand, I'm hiding, all that bullshit. Anyway, I'm gonna answer some questions in this video. I'll try not to make it too long, probably will because all my videos are long anyway.
[pans to Josh]
J: Hello. There is no couch. We don't even have a couch.
[she runs her fingers through his hair]
R: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. So, so, so obviously I made it to Josh.
J: She sure did.
R: I sure did. [adjusts camera and sighs over his hair while petting it] So, so um I want to let you talk a bit about all this shit because I did plenty of talking in my other video. You start off with our meeting. When I got off the plane and you saw my fat old ass waddling towards you, did you run in the other direction?
J: No, I ran towards her.
R: So we were not able to have it recorded because it was just a long rush, rush, rush.
J: It was late at night, it was around midnight…
R: It wasn't midnight, was it? It was like 10 o'clock, 11 o'clock, but it was rush, rush and we were fucking tired, and we just, we couldn't, we just…all we wanted to do is just get together, get home, and just get to know each other and spend time together and stuff like that so…
Can you describe in your words our meeting? Because I think I did on my video.
J: Well, I was waiting at the airport for about an hour, and I heard her flight was uh…had just landed, so I was getting ready. I was just sitting there. We wanted her to come up to me so I wouldn't see her walking out, so when I did I jumped up, and I was so happy, and I hugged her for like five minutes straight. She wanted to let me go to do…she had to go do something.
R: I was sweaty and stinky.
J: I didn't care though.
R: Can you just go away! I'm hot and gross!
J: I didn't care. I just kept holding on to her. It was a good five minutes or so at least. I was really happy. I was shocked. She was more beautiful in person than I thought she would be. You really are.
[exchange meaningful glances]
R: Did you think that I was disgustingly fat?
J: No, of course not.
R: And old-looking?
J: No. Nowhere close.
R: So you've seen me obviously without makeup on right. Now what are your thoughts? We're addressing everything that lolcow has said, by the way, in case you're wondering.
J: I love her with or without makeup. I actually prefer her without makeup. I prefer that better. She's more beautiful that way I think. I know her style and all this. We've went around town. We have our own place, by the way. We don't even have a couch here.
R: We don't own a couch. And we don't live in a motel room. A motel was just a backup idea because it is extremely hard to find a place to live, and so the timeframe we were working with was really short, well, he was working with was really short, and so getting a hotel room was just a last-ditch effort. Oh, can you explain your other house and why you didn't want me there, because there's a lot of confusion about, "Well, if he has a house…" They think you owned it. I never said you owned it. But there's a lot of confusion as to why we couldn't just stay there.
J: I didn't own it. My mom, she originally got it, and I was staying in another place, and for reasons…for personal reasons I couldn't stay at that place, and so I moved back in with her for a few days, and she ended up getting her another place, cuz she wanted me to be on my own and I wanted to be on my own. And the water was…the water was bad. There are always problems with the water. The place was falling apart, and it's in a bad spot. I mean it was big, it had rooms, but there were holes in the walls and stuff like that, and it was real drafty and breezy, and it was in a bad spot in the neighborhood. We had people ridin' by on four-wheelers, loud trucks every night, stuff like that keeping me up, it was just in a bad spot. The water especially, the water was bad. It wasn't always bad, most of the time it was really bad and it was…it was messing up my skin which has healed since then.
R: Yeah, they were like, "What's that all over his arms? Are those moles or are they track marks?" [Laughter]
J: No, those weren't track marks. Um god, um you know, I'm sure you don't put track marks on the outside of your arms.
R: They'll say, "Well, of course he would know that cuz he's such a meth head."
[she plays with his hair more than she plays with her own]
J: Everybody knows that, I'm sure. It was just…it was just a place I didn't want her to stay. I didn't even want to stay there. I'm now getting me a new place. This is it, and we're enjoying it. I was lucky enough to get this place. The person who owns this is a good friend of mine so I got really lucky. I was very fortunate. And it's nice. It's still a work in progress, but we have clothes, we have everything set up for the most part. We need a few more things.
R: We have the essentials, we don't have a couch.
J: We don't even need a couch anyways.
R: And um…and I tried to explain many times why you were on the couch over there. It was because you had given one bedroom to your brother and the other one was, what, for your mom whenever she visited. Not everyone is materialistic or like me who needs a lot of stuff. He doesn't own hardly anything, doesn't care.
J: I don't need stuff. I mean, I have an Xbox and TV and all that and clothes and shoes. That's all I need.
R: The whole living on your mom's couch, doesn't have a job…
J: That was my couch.
R: That all came from his ex.
J: Yeah, she's jealous, spiteful, vengeful I guess. That was a toxic relationship, and nobody at lolcow even knows. All they saw was "couch." They ran away with that for fucking weeks.
R: They're still going. It's been months.
J: We don't even have a couch. I could have brought the couch here, but I didn't…we don't need a couch. It's still there. Lolcow, there just…and I've seen them myself. I've seen people messaging…in boxing me worrying about her, "Oh my god, where is she? I'm so worried. I miss her." And I say, "I don't wanna talk about it." And, what, 25 seconds later we saw, we saw it posted on lolcow.
R: We were together when he was getting the messages. He would show me, every message he gets he shows me. "Look at this, look at this, look at this. Message requests. Somebody trying to add me." And the reason he didn't want to talk about is because he knows it's lolcow. He doesn't want to talk about it. I mean, it's it's a no-brainer. It's not…they're the ones who ran away with the whole "we're not together" thing, so we decided to fuck with them and run away with the whole "we're not together thing" for our own privacy and enjoyment.
J: And we would always see messages like, "You know what Raven, you're not making a fool of us" or something, "We don't need you and blah blah blah." I was like, yeah, fuck 'em, all right. All they do is talk about Raven. They were, there was a few days when they were like, "I'm bored, Raven's not here, and I'm bored…"
R: "I'm just gonna go look at her old shit from 2009 and lie."
R: So I know it hasn't been long, but how is our relationship?
J: Great, great. Right?
J: Ok. We don't abuse each other. I haven't laid a hand…I haven't laid a hurtful hand on her.
R: Everybody thought that you would kick my ass and be real abusive and angry, and that you're, you're an idiot, and you deserve everything I'm gonna give you because if you're stupid enough to be with someone like me, knowing what a horrible person I am, you deserve me to shit all over me.
Transcript Part 2
J: For the record, I know for a fact that Dorian is full of shit, full of shit. He thinks he's big and bad, going to people who accept…accept him, but I'm sure they all talk shit behind his back.
R: They did for a little while. They said, "Oh, if what…if what she said is true and he refuses to work and do this and do that, then maybe she has a right for being angry or she's justified." But now, I don't know, he's a golden child because…by the way, for those of you that don't know, my own son went to lolcow, him and his girlfriend, and spewed a whole bunch of lies about me. He fed into all that shit, trying to say there's a restraining order against me and that's why I didn't mention his name in my last video. I didn't mention their names because I was trying to take the high ground, and I didn't fucking want to talk about them because fuck both of them. They're in the past. I have a new life. I don't need all the drama or the bullshit from them. If he's gonna be like that he's no son of mine. And I got more into that in the other video but I…I don't want to make this video a downer. This is just to fill people in because it's been so long since I've been around.
The reason I went offline wasn't actually because of the haters, it's because we have a new relationship here, a new life. We want time together. We don't want to be like, I'm gonna come over here and jump online. I want to come over here and be with him. I had said I was gonna get offline. We're gonna for real life. We don't get to do much cuz he works a lot, but we still go out every weekend. We've gone to the movies, what, twice.
J: At least twice. We saw "It" and "Annabelle." That was kind of shitty. It was alright.
R: I mean, we spend time together. Every…every moment we can we're together, and um…everything is just great. We don't ever stop touching each other. We're very physical, we're very complimentary. I mean, all through the day I can't even count how many times you say, "I love you, you're beautiful, I love you, you're beautiful, I love you so much." And you know, we just…we're very, very close. We have a lot in common, lots to talk about…
J: More than I thought we would have.
R: And [strokes his hair] I'm super happy.
Can you talk about the tattoo, cuz they're using that as why…oh the look on your face when I told you about the ticket.
J: I wanted to address that myself.
R: It was, it was…hold on, cuz it's a little group of things. It's the look on your face, the fact that while you were in the passenger seat you would have gotten fired because you're not supposed to be on your phone, and you were talking to me on the slick…on the sly, being on drugs again, and why you haven't got my name tattooed, and that, that, that just proves that you don't love me enough, and that's why you didn't want me to come here because I wanted it more than you ever did. You never showed, and a look on your face said it all.
J: Well, the look at my face was a tired look. Ever since we met I've lost sleep. There's been many a time…there's been many a time I've went to work driving nine, eight, nine, ten hours on three, four hours of sleep. My own choice cuz I love talking to her so much. So that look wasn't "Oh god, what the fuck." It was "Yay." But I was tired. Yeah, I was in the passenger seat because I was continuing to be trained. I can be on my phone anytime I want to. I can do whatever I want to while I'm working. I'm on my own hours. It's whatever time I get done is what time I get done, that's on me, so they have no idea what the hell they're talking about. They would…they think they do, but they really don't.
R: They're wrong about everything.
J: They're wrong about everything. It's just with…
R: All the people that they think were me talking on the site were not me. Like, I'm, I'm sitting here watching these comments come in, "Oh that's Raven, that's Raven, that's Raven, that's Raven's friends." It's like, no it fucking wasn't, you know. I was reading it. I usually don't read it. I usually don't sit there, but this time I was because the debate over where I was was just, it was too much, it was funny. They were going batshit crazy.
J: "I saw, I saw her with Logan." You obviously fucking didn't.
R: They've been attacking each other like rabid dogs because they don't know where I am. Oh, so tattoo.
J: Oh yeah, the tattoo thing. Well, it's a little thing called bills. Bills have to be paid. That's how you know you're responsible. I'll get the tattoo whenever I want to, whenever I feel like it, whenever I can.
R: That's much better. Whenever you can.
J: That's what I meant, that's what I meant.
R: Yeah, cuz before that it was trying to get sorted and settled, get ready for me to come, you know.
J: It cost a lot to move, and it cost a lot for us to keep up with.
R: Yeah, it was just bam, bam, bam. It was…everything happened so fast. And it was like, he knew the time was ready for me to come, it was just, he needed a place is all, or else he would have wanted me here a lot sooner. It was just trying to get approved for a place and get a place.
J: If anything I would have kept her and the old place until I got…
R: But you didn't want me there.
J: I didn't want myself there.
R: I still haven't stepped foot inside that house because it's apparently so bad nobody wants to let anybody inside. Yeah, so I mean, it wasn't like that. And whereas $50 or $100 might not be a lot in New Zealand for tattoos, here it is, so you know that comes out of bill money and things like that. And he was just trying to organize and get our life ready, or his life ready for us, and the tattoo just wasn't important. Maybe it was important to me, it wasn't essential.
J: That can wait. It can wait.
R: And I spent a lot of money over there, yeah, but I still had money to come here obviously, and I…
J: More than enough.
R: Yeah, I bought stuff there, I brought stuff here, I bought him stuff, I bought me stuff. I like to buy stuff, so fucking what. It's my money, you know what I mean. None of the money I got from anybody went into the bullshit. It went into the fucking bills. And they're talking shit about me because I said I don't want to take your money. And I brought stuff [he kisses her shoulder] so that I didn't have to live off of you, and they're like, "Oh, but she could live off of Logan, and you could lay on your ass and be a lazy bitch and, and…" I'm not lazy. Like, I clean every day and do dishes and…
J: I know, I know what you're doing.
R: Oh, this goes on to what Dorian has said as well about how I lied about everything. You felt my tailbone. What does my tailbone feel like?
J: Like, uh, there's something wrong with it. Like, uh, like if you had no ass it would hurt you, like it…I don't know how to explain it, it pokes out.
R: You can feel it.
J: You can feel it obviously. I know that it pokes out.
R: It's in the wrong place.
J: Yeah, it's not in the right place at all.
R: What about, like, the back of my head?
J: Yeah there's a dip there or something.
R: That dent. Everything that I can prove and have proved. Oh, and um are you a feeder? Are you trying to feed me and get me fat?
J: No. That whole thing is I don't, I don't really care what way she is. I love her no matter what. I think she's beautiful just the way she is. She can gain a hundred pounds, I wouldn't care. She can lose a hundred pounds, I really wouldn't care.
R: So happy. I'd been pretty sick if I lost a hundred pounds. And then there goes lolcow, "You could lose two hundred pounds and still be fat, sausage fingers."
J: That's just not true. They're idiots. They're just losers.
R: It's a really ugly picture of me, shit that's not true based on lies, twisted truths, fucking bullshit bullshit bullshit bullshit all around.
Yeah I've said this shit that I've said to Dorian, I'm not gonna deny that, and he deserves every bit of it. He still does. I'm not gonna take that back. He's a fucking asshole and so is his girlfriend. She's a fucking cunt. I hate both of them. And it's not because I'm jealous of her. Have you seen her? I'm not jealous of that. If I wanted to look like a fucking lesbian or a fucking little boy all I'd have to do is shave my head.
J: And not shave your armpits.
R: [mocks Dorian's girlfriend] She's pretentious. Oh my fucking god. I don't want to talk about them anymore. I really don't.
J: One thing Dorian, shave armpits. That's so gross.
R: Oh what about the message that was sent to Dorian. Was that me on your account? Tell them how much control I have over your account.
J: Zero control over my account. Zero.
R: How many times have I said we write almost exactly alike? So they couldn't even tell the difference. They thought it was…What he did was, he wrote to Dorian and he said, "Dorian, who the fuck do you think you are? You don't go and betray your mom like that. You don't do that." You know, he basically scolded him.
J: I know the truth, I know the truth about the whole thing. He's so full of shit.
R: Yeah, and you know, it wasn't like we were trying to get him to be like, "Daddy, Josh is my daddy." We weren't doing that. It was just, Josh said hi. They'd already spoken, they'd spoken on cam live and so he added Josh. And then Josh said, "Hi, Dorian. Dorian what's up?" And Dorian never answered. I said, "Dorian, I raised you better than that. Just say hi back. You don't have a conversation. Just say, 'What's up?' That's it." And he refused to even just say hi. And I said, "You know, that's just so rude." That's it, end of story, that's all it was.
J: And that didn't even bother me. It was the fact that I saw the lolcow thing. He was, guess he was, he was so sad that his mommy was going away, and if that's the case he could've…
R: Oh he wasn't sad, he didn't care, he wanted attention, he wanted attention. And when he posted on there he got so much attention. "Oh, thank god you're away from that monster, blah blah blah."
J: It was coming from the same people who in the past would put him down. So there you go, Dorian.
R: And the same people that uh pretended to be Logan's best friends so that they could hit on him, and they're all trying to fuck him. He knows all of that. He's not gonna talk to you or add anybody. He's, he's still pissed off. He's over the whole thing. And anything I've done or talked about him he knows, and it's with his blessing, because the more people think I'm with him the less they will bother him, and so it helps him, it saves him, until this of course. But knowing that I'm with Josh obviously…
Transcript Part 3
J: [looks at camera] They're gonna be like, "Oh my god, they're the same, they're the same height. How the fuck is that going to work?" I'm slouching.
R: "He's not over six feet."
J: I'm pretty sure I am.
R: Where does my head go to on you…
J: Right here. [measures to the center of his chest] Something like that.
R: Yeah, but all in all we've just been sitting back together and watching the drama, watching the friend requests and the message requests and…
J: Stephanie Gardini.
R: Oh yeah.
J: Is that her name? Stupid bitch.
R: Yeah, "I'm so worried about her, I follow her all the time." And then…
J: I don't want to talk about it. Then 20, 30 seconds at most…
R: Not even a half minute later, "Guess what…"
J: "Guess what, I just got the scoop" or whatever.
R: Yeah [shows screencaps] and oh, they're on it because he changed his cover photo. Like, oh no, you're not allowed to change your cover photo?
[shows screencaps of "girl who was trying to hit on Logan under false pretenses, writing to Josh because his cover photo changed. She never even replied to Josh."]
Fuck my life. And then that Stephanie Gardini says that I called her a trailer trash whore and all that. I recognize her pictures, but I would have never said anything about her. And if you guys knew who she was you would talk so much shit. She looks like she's got fucking AIDS. She looks like a diseased whore. I never knew her before, but I know now. [shows pictures over canned mocking laughter and music]
They're all exposing themselves. Oh, there's another girl. I fed her a story, only her, that me and Josh broke up and I was staying, and she wrote, "I can't say who I am because she knows." Yeah we know, and especially because you're the only one I've ever told, you dumb bitch. All those screenshots are in the other video, everything, all the…
J: We have all the screenshots on our phones and laptops.
R: It just shows that they're desperate, they're losers, they're attention whore hungry fucks. They think I'm being an attention whore by posting on my own YouTube. I'm posting here making a video for my fans and the people that are watching, not for fucking lolcow or attention. If they want to come and spy on me, they'll spy on me…
J: Oh, they will.
R: Oh, they do. Do I shut down all my accounts cuz I'm just trying to streamline my life? I really don't want all that shit up, there's no reason for it. I'm not using it. I'm here with him. I'm only gonna be updating. I want to keep my circle very small. I want a new life. I want to try to fix the mistakes I made before. He's not bothered by lolcow, but I don't want to, I don't wanna take that risk. I don't want them to become a focus in our life.
J: You don't got to worry about that.
R: [she cups his chin in her hand] I know I just…I'm not gonna let anything ruin this, and so I just…I delete stuff. But I have some accounts I play games on, so I logged in once to get a store link that I had on my other account. I was logged in maybe five minutes and then I see, "Oh her…this account's online." What the fuck? And then people…ooh you look sexy…people um, have commented on my YouTube, and I haven't accepted all, only some comments, and nobody would get notification if I accepted comments, they'd have to go and…[he strokes her arm] what are you doing?…they'd have to go and refresh and check all my videos, all the comments, to see what's new. And they've done that because they screenshot and talk about comments that I've just accepted or accepted a day or two ago. So they're going to all my videos and checking. Like, what the fuck? That's extreme. The shit that they've done is really extreme. And they say that I need them and I'm an attention whore. I'm just living my life and they're stalking my every move. This round is the only time I've haunted them and just checked and checked just because it's funny, cuz they've been so desperate to find me, like they've been going fucking batshit crazy. So it's worth watching their debates and their polls.
J: They're even making stuff up like, "I saw her here in New Zealand…"
R: When I was doing right here. "I just saw her." No, you fucking didn't. "Oh, that's Raven posting." No, it wasn't…
J: No, it wasn't…
R: Because my hands were on him.
What else? There was something else, um fuck fuck fuck. I don't remember. Oh my god, it was important too. And then they said I killed Marmalade.
J: Yeah, I know what happened that day. I mean…
R: Yeah, I wrote as soon as it happened. Oh, your dog. I got bashed because I shared the photo of your dog. It's because I hid it from you at first because I didn't want you to have to see it, and they're like, "Oh, she hid it from him so she's…she has to get attention from everything, doesn't she? He doesn't even know." It wasn't that…
J: I didn't know but she knew..
R: Yeah, well, I told you that I made a post, I just didn't want you to see it so I blocked you from it.
J: …because you said they were saying, "She hid it from him so he doesn't even know…"
R: They were saying like, you didn't know at the time and I was only posting at the time to get attention for myself.
J: I know the reason behind it, the same reason my brother did it.
R: And because I said I don't even like dogs. That made me sad. Like, why did she even need to say that? I said it because it showed that it was like a shocking event.
J: Because it was fucking unreal. He ended up dying in the next morning, by the way. I got up to go to work and he was dead. I couldn't take him to the hospital, the emergency vet, they were closing and too far away. I had to go to work in a few hours. I was up to 2 or 3am, wasn't I. I had to be up at 6:30am. I got no sleep that night. And that was a terrible thing. He was the youngest dog there, and he died first. He should have outlived all those dogs. Man, that was sad.
R: Those fucking people.
J: They're just cruel people, that's what they are. They're just unhappy with their spouse and their jobs so they need…they find the need to go ahead and make other people…try to make other people feel like shit.
R: Um, what about me working?
J: What about you working?
R: Um what are your thoughts on me working or not working?
J: She can work if she wants to. She doesn't have to. I make enough money to support us. I've told her if she wanted to there are plenty of online jobs that she can do. She can type stuff. She can uh…I have even done uh…you can type out subtitles for movies. You get all the movies in early. Fuckin' you can do that. You can type instruction manuals. That make good good good money. You make your own hours.
R: How did the people here react to me? You know they're gonna burn me at the stake and call me a witch and everybody here will hate me because I look so weird.
[Those were your words, not ours.]
J: They're all polite. Like, we've had many a conversation with people just interested in her look. We went to the mall, and this tattoo artist, she took a picture of us in front of everybody. I kind of felt like a celebrity for a second. That was weird.
R: It's weirder for us to go out and somebody not to talk to me.
J: Yeah, we're always, we're always getting talked to.
J: Always. When we're gonna get food or groceries or whatever, she always, we always get talked to.
R: And nobody's ever mean.
J: Nobody's mean here.
R: They're very accepting. They think, oh, my hair looks amazing, my tattoos look amazing, and my outfits and all that, and I don't look ridiculous for being my age and looking the way that I look. Like, because they say, you know, I look so saggy and rough and old and…
J: Oh, she doesn't.
R: …you know. How do I look in person?
J: You look ten times better in person. I say eleven times better. [she pulls a face] I saw that face. You look great. You look beautiful. You really are. [he snuggles her even closer]
R: And I guess lastly, how is my attitude and person like how…what kind of person am I offline? Am I weird or bad or
mean or manipulative?
J: Nah, we get along great. We laugh, we laugh a lot, actually. We have a lot of common. She's sweet, she's so sweet. Dorian's a dipshit. But she is so sweet, she really is. There could be two sides to every person maybe, but I'm not worried. I'm not worried. She's very sweet. She's, I don't know, she's talkative. We're both talkative. We laugh a lot. We watch movies. We talk about us, ourselves, our lives.
R: Except that in public, in public I'm super shy, so when, when I don't say anything to people in public it's not that I'm being a bitch or I'm rude. I smile at everybody. I hide, like I hold on to his jacket and I just…I've got massive social anxiety. I'm really fucking shy. And you can tell I'm not rude though because I'm smiling. I look right at them, I smile, I wave. I just, I'm just shy. Some people are shy. I'm just shy. I'm not rude or mean, I just…Oh, your family.
J: Oh yeah, what about my family?
R: What about your family?
J: We're not racist, for one, or sexism..?
R: Sexist, racist and sexist.
J: Oh my god, idiots.
R: And um, what does your family think of me?
J: They love her. They were accepting right away, just like I told her forever. I told her that they would be. There was one day she texted my…she was texting my mom and my sister simultaneously half the fucking day which is a good feeling for me, and I know for her.
R: His mom always says, I love you, how are you doing? His mom's real sweet. They've all, they, they asked him for my Facebook and my phone number so that they could keep in contact with me cuz I didn't want to impose and add them or whatever. But his stepdad, um your mom did, didn't she? Your sister. Your brother I had already had on my friends list. But yeah, they've got no problem with me that I see. We're already talking about what we're gonna do for Thanksgiving. We're gonna go to his sister's house and have Thanksgiving dinner.
J: She's gonna cook what she wants, and they're gonna cook what they want. We already have it all planned out.
R: How much fast food do we live off of?
J: None. Rarely. We got a pizza the other night.
R: And I did get my Taco Bell the first night. I love Taco Bell.
J: We've eaten…that's about it. I think, uh, Taco Bell and that pizza.
R: And then we got Arby's once because I really wanted Arby's. And Wendy's once.
J: That was it. We ate at Taco Bell twice, but that's it.
R: Because we were going to take your brother, we were on a long trip.
J: The what, the night, the night after we got here, well it was the night we got here, we spent like, five, six hundred dollars on groceries. That was a lot of money. But we still have that food. We're still eating off that rood.
R: Yeah. And I make him dinner almost every night, and I've made him breakfast, and you know, he comes home from work and there's dinner made or being made or already ready, and yeah, so I'm enjoying cooking stuff, and everything I cook he loves. And I can't eat much of it at all, so usually it's just like, uh I can't eat it, will you eat it, and he doesn't like leftovers, so I'm kind of like, I'm struggling with trying to cook smaller portions.
J: I like some leftovers, but it just depends on what it is.
R: I haven't lived off fast-food and gained a hundred pounds or anything like that. Just…
J: We're doing good, we're doing good for ourselves. Like I said, if she wants to work she can, she doesn't have to, she doesn't have to, that's it.
R: Not going to control me or anything.
J: I'm just saying I gave you the option. I gave you the choice. I don't have a problem either way. I mean, it's so much easier than what people thought it would be like, you know, abusive. Yeah, apparently I'm a druggie, Jesus Christ.
R: You can't string two words together, I can't understand you.
J: Right. They're just…uh…just…they're stupid. They're just afraid that she might be happy, that's all.
R: I don't know why. I don't know how it affects them, you know.
J: It doesn't, it doesn't. They're…I guess they need to be the center of attention on that site. They say you need to be a center of attention though, you don't.
R: And like, they said that I rewoke my thread because I posted on my YouTube that Logan and I had split up and I cheated on Logan with you, you know.
J: I've known logan since we started talking. I've talked with Logan plenty of times, months ago.
R: You knew when we started dating, and it wasn't an issue.
J: No, it was not at all.
R: And if I was cheating, Logan…Logan's not the idiotic pussy-whipped child they think he is. He's a pretty strong-willed guy. He wouldn't just roll over and be like, "Okay, she cheated." No, he's not like that. And he wasn't raped. I didn't take him from the cradle. I mean, what the fuck. He was, you know, he was young, but he knew what he was getting into. He wasn't a fucking child. And I don't care what anybody says. Two people should not be punished for being in love. But we were, and it's fucking bullshit. And now they say that I ruined his life. But you know what, lolcow ruined his life because now he can't add anybody, he can't be friends with anybody,. They're talking about trying to fuck the Raven out of him in person.
J: I couldn't believe that when I saw that.
R: Yeah, like they want to fuck him.
J: They wouldn't dare, they wouldn't dare.
R: And so now he has to be on his guard for like, the rest of his life. He's so depressed. He is depressed now because he's like, he's got no future. He can't make a move without having to second guess, and that's…now that we're not together he shouldn't have to live like that.
Correction. When they mock Dorian's girlfriend, it should have read
J: One thing Dorian, shave her armpits. That's so gross.
GOD is she delusional.
>they said that I rewoke my thread because I posted on my YouTube that Logan and I had split up and I cheated on Logan with you, you know.
Are you divorced, you cow? Were you divorced when you started this shit with Josh? No? Then sit the fuck down and shut up.
>he was young, but he knew what he was getting into. He wasn't a fucking child. And I don't care what anybody says. Two people should not be punished for being in love. But we were, and it's fucking bullshit. And now they say that I ruined his life.
A 16 year old is not capable of understanding what marriage entails. YOU SOW. You are fully aware of this, you just don't care, because everything is or has to be about you, you, YOU. If you didn't ruin his life, you definitely blighted 5 years of it, 5 years hwen he should have been out with his friends and acting like any other teenager. Instead he had to support your lazy, entitled ass because MUH TAILBONE. Fuck off. God you're disgusting.
I'm sure she's talking about a pilonidal cyst. They're pretty common and they can get inflamed.
>Risk factors include obesity, family history, prolonged sitting, greater amounts of hair, and not enough exercise
They're filled with hair. It's like having an ingrown hair in your ass that keeps growing and fills up and it's disgusting and…yeah. Sounds like Raven.
Here's what you do: get it removed. Tailbone problems end forever.
So glad to have you back, baby rapist!
Her eyes match the carpet.
This is a shitty horrible rental. It's never a good sign when your rental house in Bumfuck, SC has the sort of carpet that hides repeated vomit and blood stains.
Living the dream, Raven?
I'm so fucking happy right now. I can't even get mad. I smiled like an idiot through the whole video. New Zealand! You're free!
Raven is a tard but seriously I can't tell what the hell the carpet or walls look like. I nitpick as much as the next anon but I'm sure this apartment (or house or whatever it is) will look as retarded as her old place in NZ before too long, filled with tacky glow ithe dark fuzzy tarantulas and shit.
This was my major point of contention with this bitch, but I'm very grateful that Logan is finally out from under her. Praise the lord. Hopefully over the next few years this kid will get a chance to mature emotionally, instead of being stunted by Raven's constant manipulation, child grooming and molestation. The guy's been mommied all his life and hasn't ever had the chance at a true romantic relationship. I wish all the NZ crew the best.
It looks like Josh hasn't slept in months. He's never been a good looking dude, but my god does he look worn out. Those circles under his eyes! They were never that dark before. Having that harpy yacking at you into the wee hours of the night and then having to get up and go to work, all while she's still slobbering frantically on his dick as he runs out the door? Dude is going to be a husk in a month.
gg Raven, gg
Yeah I noticed that.. And I found it highly peculiar that she's so quick to deny eeeeeeeverything else, all the other speculations down to a tee, with screenshots of our comments even. But not even a single word mentioned about that..
it absolutely IS disgusting, this piece of shit loser telling ANYBODY how they should look is a fucking joke
the fact that he has an opinion on a teenage girl's body is repulsive enough, the fact that he feels like it's his business to say it out loud, ON CAMERA, is just gobsmacking.
i shouldn't be shocked though - perverted pedo men like him are fucking filth and should be put down
It's probably best for both of their sanity to leave each other in the dust. There's only slut rot that connected them and now that it has finally vamoosed they are free to forget and move on to happy lives. >>463459
It was the only thing I was hoping to get an excuse for considering it was our main shit to hate her over for the last month, but Raven fails to provide as per usual. She's so predictable. lel >>463457
Like an even more garbage version of Onision. Then he's all "I ain't a sexist or whatevurrr". I love how retarded he is.
the fucking irony is so beautiful though. like she and Josh are sperging so hard about people telling Raven she looks old, or haggard, or fat, or whatever. she gets so fucking butthurt over it, and as per her MO, she immediately does exactly the same to someone else without realising what a giant steaming pile of hypocritical shit that makes her.
not to mention that the people she attacks are invariably not deserving of it, unlike her. Lovely GF doesn't air her dirty laundry all over the internet or post fucking hideous nudes everywhere, or call other women sluts and whores in a public forum. if she wants to have hairy armpits, or anything else for that matter, that's her business. Raven is fair game because she literally puts allllll this shit out there as though she should be praised for it.
she is so fucking blind to her own hypocrisy, it's always impressive.
imagine if she made 'valid' criticisms of LGf.
"Look at this slut, treating D like a human being and loving him. What a giant bitch, supporting him into education and a brighter future! I can't believe what a cow she is, treating him so decently. I bet one day he gets sick of all that love and support and feels like being abused and treated like absolute shit and that'll be his tough luck because I won't be there to do it."
haggard fat old cunt.
A grown man insulting a teenage girl because his fat goblin of a girlfriend doesn't like her is probably one of the most pathetic things I've seen this year.
And okay Josh, we get it, the old house tooootttaaaallly was your living situation until you were oh so gracious to let your brother and mother live there. So kind you gave them the rooms and slept on the couch. The couch you insist you own. Not only do you own it, YOU LEFT IT THERE. You're so far above that couch that you don't even own one anymore. Fuck couches, right? Hell I'm sure you won't even look at another couch for the rest of your life. Couches are beneath you. Not literally because you don't own one. That's how wrong the haters were for calling you couch boy. God are we embarrassed.
Transcript Part 4
R: Oh, and um, how much do I hate sex? Cuz apparently I hate sex.
J: She hates sex scenes in movies. She loves sex. So do I. We both love sex, as we both know.
R: With each other, not with the other people. I'm not repressed. I don't like sex scenes in movies that don't belong there because they don't belong there. A movie, you know, it doesn't need it, it doesn't need sex if the movie or the show is good enough, that's all it is.
How much stalking of other girls have you seen me do? Like, because Dorian said that too, I sit around all day and I stalk other girls like, "Ugh! Look at that bitch, look at that whore, I'm so jealous of every girl out there." I'm not like that. God, he's so full of shit.
J: I know. And he knows it, too. That's the thing, he knows it.
R: "I can verify that she copies everything that Emily Boo does."
J: "According to my calculations I can verify…" No, you cannot. Emily Boo. Pfft.
R: Nothing we have, except for one thing, is the same. Oh, and a pair of leggings and I think a dress that I got first. You know, lots of people have the leggings, lots of people have the dresses, lots of people have the same color hair. She's the one who helped me dye my hair in the first place because we were on good terms until they started stepping in, you know. And just like, what the fuck? Two alternative people can't share the same interests? What the fuck is that all about?
J: I don't know. Lolcow is just…they're uh…they're pathetic. I've seen with my own eyes. They stalk, stalk, stalk her.
R: And lie.
J: They stalk her. 23/6. 24/6 I'm sure.
R: "Where's Raven? I don't know where she is. Let's make a poll. Is she in Couchland? Spilling over Josh's mom's couch?"
J: That was my couch, my couch. I don't even want it anymore, we don't even need a couch right now. Just one less thing to bring over here.
R: We're just happy being in bed. For many reasons. [laughs]
J: For more than four, I'll tell you that.
R: Anyway, I know our relationship is not based on sex.
J: No, it's not. And I was just thinking. They're going to be like…
R: "All they do is fuck, fucking whore, he's probably out fucking everybody else. Let's see how much porn couchie's watching."
J: Nah. Try, "Zero." Not even on the couch. Claudia just said that…
R: She's jealous.
J: She's jealous. The whole video with, "I wish I could punch her in the fucking face," I don't take that back.
R: Yeah, because they were like, "Oh my god, that means she was set up, poor innocent beautiful Claudia, and she didn't know what was happening…"
J: She knew exactly what was going on.
R: You made threats to her that she should have called the cops on you for because you abused her.
J: [mockingly] "Oh no!"
R: She tried to ruin our relationship because she couldn't understand that two people could meet and fall in love and be close. It does happen. She decided to post that he was cheating and he has nothing to offer.
J: I have never cheated. I'm not even worried about that, nothing like that.
R: And he has a lot to offer.
J: Oh, yeah. I think I do, too.
R: You know what, it's uh, it's all about finding the right person that you, you, that's worth it, that inspires you to do more and be better, you know what I mean? Like, I wanted, like I've said it to him, I wanted to come back home for so long, but I can never get my shit together and do it. I didn't want to do it without Logan, but we could have made it if it was that important, but we didn't. And um, you know, he [Josh], he could have gotten a better job or whatever…
J: I'm very happy with my job, it's a good job, it's a laid back job, it's good money, good benefits, blah blah blah.
R: And he could have done whatever, and he just had to find the person that just gave him the will to, to do that stuff, and he found that in me for whatever reason.
J: Cuz I could have stayed at the house I was and have him not come here. I'd have been fine working the job I was at, just going day by day, week by week, but I wanted something different, I wanted a change. [they kiss] And it was a change for the better, I'll tell you that.
R: Yeah. And his whole family sees how happy he is.
J: They're all happy for me, so, that's all that matters. I don't care what some anonymous momos, which means morons by the way. "What is does 'momo' mean?" [she laughs] What the fuck do you think "momo" means? It doesn't mean "idiot." "Retard." Idiots. "I wonder what 'momo' means?" Yeah, oh well. Now they know.
R: He doesn't care if I kiss him and leave lipstick on him. We'll go to the store and he'll have like, red smears all over here and here, and he's just like…
J: I don't give a shit. But , just the whole…I really want to say something about the lolcow and Dorian thing.
R: Go ahead if you want to say it. I've said plenty in my other video. It really makes you mad.
J: It does, but I know there's really nothing I can do about it. He'll learn, he'll learn one day. There'll be a time when he'll, when he'll need her, and she won't be there for him, and I don't blame her. I don't care how that makes me look, I know what's going on, I know what's going on. I'm think I know what will go on, maybe.
R: Cuz all I've said to him was, "Don't lie to her." I encouraged them to be together. I said, "I'm happy for you. Treat her right." All he did was lie to her. He turned me and her against each other. And I said, "Get a job because I'm not always gonna be here, and you can't survive without an education or a job." And apparently that makes me the world's worst mother because since I was in New Zealand I wasn't working. Forgetting all the times that I raised him as a single mother and I was the one who worked and took care of the family in the States the whole rest of his life. None of that mattered, though. And then, you know, I got, I got pissed off at him and I said the abortion thing once. I fucking went off on him that last time…
J: They need to drop that shit. I mean, oh no, so she said she should've had an abortion. Big fucking woof.
R: Now, now, you know, I don't want kids. I don't, if that's what I'm gonna reproduce, or I'm gonna spit up, I don't fucking want kids. I don't, I don't fucking want…
J: That'll show up on the fucking thread. Watch. Wait five minutes and, what, sixteen seconds…
R: "She said she doesn't want kids, that fat cow with her barren womb said she doesn't want kids, thank fuck for that. She doesn't deserve kids." You know what, whether I do or don't, I don't want kids, I don't want another Dorian, I don't even want Dorian, I don't want [Josh laughs] I don't want to go through giving everything you have to a child that's gonna be a backstabbing bastard like that. I should have left him in El Paso with his dad instead of having him, you know, risking everything and taking him everywhere with me because I didn't want to leave my kid behind because I missed him. No, I'm a bad mom, right? I've tried way too hard for that fucking ungrateful shit, and you know what? It's not even him, it's her. She will be pushing him to do it because he, he was never like that. He wasn't that kind of vengeful person, not until he got with her. The pussy must be awfully good.
J: Who, by the way, openly admits to break…threatening to break up with him if she doesn't get to sleep with other guys or cuddle with them or whatever. Get the fuck out of here.
R: I'm so jealous of that.
J: He'll learn one day. She'll fuck him over and he'll cry.
R: Might not be this year, might not be next year, might be five, ten years down the line, but a relationship like that is not gonna last.
J: I don't think it'll be even five years, that's not gonna last. She needs to shave her fucking armpits, too. That's fucking disgusting.
R: You know we're gonna get slammed for that. [mockingly] "Women have a right to have hairy everything."
J: Okay, well, I have a right to my opinions.
R: "What about, what about Raven and her disgusting…" or Craven or Gravy or whatever they call me and my disgusting eyeball that looks like hair.
J: But it's not hair, it's not hair.
R: And why would I have to get a touch-up on a tattoo that's less than a month old? Because it's in your armpit and it fades, you know. Duh.
J: "What's a 'momo'?" [they giggle] That's a fucking momo. They just try to be clever and say Craven, Gravy…
R: They act as if I'm the fattest person on the face of this earth.
J: She is not fat. Idiots.
R: I'm not skinny, but I'm not like they say I am. He's skinny. And sexy.
J: They have been wasting their own times.
R: Well, they were waiting for me to come back online because I crave the attention so much. The only reason that I'm actually gonna upload this is because they found my profile that I wasn't really trying to hide. I mean, I made a new profile and he made a new profile to lock them down so that we only know, like, we only have people we really trust on there and nobody else, like a close friend and family profiles is what it is, that's the only reason. And they found it, and they're gonna be debating and talking, and the thread's gonna get renewed all over again, so I figured, "Fuck it."
And I was emailed today by another company asking me to review some stuff so I'm gonna have some video reviews and I'm gonna get paid for it [he kisses her shoulder repeatedly] so I'm gonna have to release videos anyway, so I figured, "Fuck it."
J: They'll get over it.
R: No, they won't. It's been, it's been over six years now, and now this is gonna follow you the rest of your life, too. If we ever split up you're never gonna get away from it because they're just gonna add you to the list.
J: I'm not gonna split up. Let's see what reason you would split up.
R: Lolcow or porn or other girls.
J: So you're saying lolcow, right? Don't worry about that.
R: No, those are the reasons that ruined my last relationship.
J: Well, don't worry about those.
R: I mean, other girls didn't, uh, he didn't fuck around with other girls, it's just…
J: I know.
R: Lowcal and porn. He hated having to justify everything. We're not, we're not gonna be spending our lives justifying everything. If we make videos together it's just because we're together and we like being together. This is the only justification video, which it's not even that, it's just addressing everything that's been happening in the last, like, month.
J: Idiots. I just want, I dunno, maybe they'll get bored one day. [she shakes her head] Or they won't…
R: You're new to this. They won't.
J: I'm ot that new to it. They won't get to me. They won't wear me down. I'm uh…
R: You're a man.
J: I'm not saying Logan's not a man, but I mean, I won't let it get to me. It won't wear me down. I'm not even worried about that shit. Oh god, so they said, what, I slept on a couch. Oh, okay, I did. [frantically wipes nose] I was, I mean, I wasn't even sleeping on it for that long. It was my choice. I gave up two rooms, so, it was my choice.
R: And you were still all-American handsome before you ruined your looks with drugs.
J: I used to smoke weed, I don't even smoke weed anymore for my job.
R: I do have to thank Claudia for your beautiful hair though cuz she…
J: Claudia wanted me to grow it out. [he shakes his head]
R: Yeah, and he wasn't used to it, he never…he grew it out but he always kept it tied back, and so with me, I'm like, take your hair down, so he's not used to feeling it, so a lot of times too he'll be like this so that's why he's shaking his head around because he's not used to it, but now he is more used to it.
J: I do keep it clean and I am a clean person. Idiots.
R: …greasy, dirty. They tried to say once that you, or you'd go like this [touches hair] and then [sniffs fingers]. You never did that. You never fucking did that.
J: Even if I did, I wasn't smelling my hair. I know my hair smells good. I stay clean. I would scratch my nose, maybe.
R: Well yeah, yeah, probably, cuz you do that a lot. But he showers every single day, even if it's like early in the morning or late at night, he showers every day, brushes his teeth twice a day, he's a really clean fucking guy. I was, I actually, I said, what, yesterday, no, a couple days ago, I said you don't even have like morning breath. I have never smelled bad breath on him, BO or armpits, I don't smell anything on him ever, no stinky toilet, nothing.
J: I wonder why. The walk of shame. Don't tell them about the walk of shame.
R: You just did.
J: They can just play around with that one.
R: No, he didn't shit his pants.
J: Shut up.
R: Well, they'll say what the walk of shame would have been because you shit his pants.
J: Nah, it's something else.
R: It's something simple, just the walk of shame is walking to the toilet to take a shit. You're embarrassed and you don't want the other person to know you're gonna go take a shit and it's like, oh no, I don't want the other person to know that I'm going to take a shit, and then it's like, you take a lot of shits. [laughing]
J: We have a good time, we're always laughing and talking.
R: But yeah, so uh, so no, he's very clean and he doesn't sniff his fingers or anything like that.
J: Nah. Where do they come up with this shit? [from watching the videos Raven accidentally made public]
R: Like, that you're a druggie, and that uh, I control all of your accounts.
J: No, she doesn't control one of my accounts.
R: But I control the other ones? [laughs] No. You have two accounts and I don't control any of them.
J: Yeah, she doesn't control anything of mine. She doesn't control anything. I don't know why it would matter, it'd be our business…
R: Because I'm manipulative and I have to have control over everything and you aren't man enough to speak for yourself, it's all me, because that's how I am apparently.
J: Nah, it's not how you are.
Transcript Part 5
R: Oh, and we've got doggies here. He has two dogs. And sometimes this beautiful big white dog will come. I really want him…
J: He's like a wolf.
R: But he keeps leaving. He's fucking gorgeous. He comes here for a couple days and then he leaves for a day or two, then he comes back. He could put his paws on my shoulder. He's all white, white and kind of cream, but he's…he looks like a wolf.
J: He does, he has the face of a wolf. It's pretty cool.
R: Yeah, I love that dog. He's so fucking pretty.
J: He's big, he's long, too. I'm sure he's full grown.
R: And I've got no problems with his dogs. They actually love me, too.
J: Surprisingly fast, too, cuz…
R: Within like a day.
J: Within like a day, the first time they met her they were fucking all over her.
R: You know animals know people are good or not, animals can sense, they don't always…
J: One of those dogs took a while to get around my brother.
R: Over a month, you said.
J: Yeah, about a month. And they came up to her right away. And I was like, huh? What?
R: He lay down, put his head in my lap, and now they come up to me. Sometimes, like when I get out of the truck, your boy comes over to my side more. They, uh…
J: Oh, and speaking of truck, I love how they…lolcow found out that I rated, I gave Saluda One Sales a five-star rating.
R: Oh yeah, they were googling him.
J: Oh my fucking god, I could not believe my eyes.
R: They were so desperate to find info on me they started googling Josh…
J: And I accidentally rated a place on my route for work, I [unintelligble] with maps, certain places I need to know where I'm going I type it in my GPS, and then it'll have say take a picture of so-and-so, and I accidentally typed the five-star rating and it disappeared, and I didn't think nothing else about it. About a week or two later I found out that it was being used to spy on me or whatever.
R: Trying to say that you just bought a car, so yeah, you and my fat ass are gonna be driving all around, so that's proof that I'm here cuz you just bought a car. Like, wow.
J: I couldn't believe it.
R: That's some crazy, crazy stalking. Like, it really is.
J: That's a whole nother level of stalking.
R: Yeah. And then when I shut down my accounts, cuz I used the links that they share to know what accounts I have cuz I don't even know what accounts all I have up, I use their links to know what accounts I have [You're welcome!] and I was going around to shut them down because I don't need them, I don't want them up, and I've shut down what I can or what I care to. The other ones it's just not worth it because they've got shit backed up so many times it's kind of, it's not even worth the struggle trying to find out the logins anymore. And they're like, "She shut down her this and this and this and this and this. Oh, and then that and that and that's gone." And the only way they'd know that is that they were constantly checking and refreshing all of links to see if they're still up. Like, what the fuck.
[she fondles his hair]
J: How does it smell? It smells pretty good. It mells like Mane and Tail. It's growing pretty fast, and it's grown a lot since we met. It was probably half this when we met, I'd say. Not half that, say it was about right here.
R: No, it was to your shoulders.
J: It was?
R: Yeah, cuz you said that you were gonna stop when I hit your armpits, and it was like at the top of your shoulders.
J: Yeah, you're right.
R: So now we can cut this video off. I think we've addressed everything pretty much?
J: I'm trying to think. I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I can't do drugs with my job. That's about it.
R: You see any problems with me at all?
J: Nah. Nope.
R: Cuz you live with me and you're new to me.
R: I keep forgetting that the phone cuts out at like an hour or just under an hour, so actually the last 10, 15 minutes of the video isn't there, so we're gonna…we left, then we came back, and it's obviously late and bedtime, as you can tell [looks at his face]. So I'm gonna backtrack just to the end so he can finish the last question I was the middle of saying, and then, and then we'll just stay by him.
So last thing I had said was…well, the last two things I said was, what do you think of me in person because you're new to me in my life and now you know me? And then I'd said, do you have anything else to say? And that was it.
J: She's really sweet, and you're really sweet in person, more sweet than I thought you'd be. We laugh all the time, we're always joking around and laughing. We talk about serious stuff sometimes. We're still getting to know each other. We do laugh a lot. We have a good time.
R: We had a whole chunk of the video where we just start cracking up about something stupid, I don't even know what it was, and all that's gone, too.
J: We do have a good time. We enjoy each other's company.
R: But everything's just streamlined, it's just, we get along so well in every, every aspect. And since you look so beat and tired, did I force you to finish the video?
J: No, you didn't.
R: Cuz that's something I'll get accused of as well.
J: I wanted to.
R: I said, we don't have to do this today, we could do this tomorrow. I literally just said that.
J: I wanted to.
R: [smugly with a huge grin] Because he enjoys being on camera.
J: Yeah, I do.
R: You're so tired. And so, yeah, so it sucks that we lost so much of the fucking video, but is there anything else that you want to say?
J: Just, kids, stay away from lolcow. Idiots.
R: The debating right now, the debating right now, and where I am still, and what a horrible person I am for using this person, using that person, and they're…they got my URL for my new Facebook which is an Acid Bath lyric like most of my quotes, URLs, screen names, they are all Acid Bath, always Acid Bath lyrics, like "sex and sex and sex and death", that's from one of their songs. "Rape me with your eyes", that's a lyric from another song from another band, a song that was supposedly written for me. And you know they're just quotes from songs I like, and they're always used against . "Why is she always talking about sex?" They're like, "Has she ever mentioned that she likes Acid Bath because it's an Acid Bath lyric." I've only ever always said Acid Bath is my number one favorite fucking band of all time, so that shows for people that pay attention to everything they actually pay attention to nothing.
[We have discussed it in at least two previous threads. You weren't paying attention.]
J: Seems like.
R: But um, I'm gurgling now. I hate having to add on to videos because you lose the whole flow of what you were doing. But there'll be more videos to come.
J: We'll make them. And we know to keep them about 45 minutes.
R: That sad, that we should have to say that, keep them down to 45 minutes. It's bed time. So I guess just say bye.
J: Bye. We enjoyed it. It was nice to be on camera.
R: So again, stay tuned for my other videos and the video coming after this one and whatever else we decide share. No matter what we share we're sharing cuz we want to you. No matter what we say it's cuz we want to you. We're not being tricked into it, and we're not too stupid to know who the fuck is fake and who isn't. We know who's fake, who isn't. It's just a game to us to see who is stupid enough to fucking…what do they say, "I'm sincerely, I'm sincerely, I'm sincerely worried, I'm sincerely concerned about her." I'm so fucking sure.
J: That's just how it is.
R: Oh, well. We have each other at least.
Transcript Part 6
[cuts to Raven alone]
God, my work is never done. Every time I think that I'm finished adding to my videos there's more and more and more and more that comes up that I need to add to. I woke up this morning and there's like this huge debate going on on lolcow now saying that I had a conversation with some random person saying that I was pregnant, fuck I'm pregnant, or something like that. Uh, for one, the conversation that happened happened on a profile that I do not use that is deactivated. I know the profile picture, it is not a profile I ever write anybody on. I don't know why they thought, probably because they mentioned that I log on that profile to play games and it is my gaming profile, but I don't really log on, and when I do log on I don't talk to anybody. God, it's been since the beginning of the year since I've actually used that profile. I had started deactivating it and just kind of keeping it because I had gotten banned from that one. I had a ban for some reason or other, for fighting with somebody or some shit, pussies reporting me, so I had made other profiles while I was on the 30-day ban. By the time I came back, like, everybody had forgotten me and there was no interaction on my posts or anything, and it was kind of like, well, why bother using it if everybody's talking to me on my other profile? I'll just keep this one for games and I'll just keep to myself. So the only thing I would do was occasionally post memories when my memories would pop up, but I definitely wasn't active on it. So they said that on this faked screenshot between me and, I don't know, there's not even a picture of the other person or anything, not a blocked out picture, it's just a conversation with no bubble on their side which is really weird, and it said that I said I'd been offline because I was pregnant. So there's is a debate going on about that.
And then aside from that, I got an email today from Emily Boo. Now I know this is not Emily. I haven't double-checked her email but I will, and I'll put a screenshot here. I know that they did blue tentacles at something something, but there's numbers behind it. I'm pretty sure Emily's email address doesn't have numbers with it. I'm fairly certain. Emily would be the very last person to message me asking if I'm okay, how I am, oh my Instagram is gone, my facebook is gone, and my youtube is almost gone, which it's not. Only the Josh videos are gone for the meantime you know, only they were gone, "were" because by the time I put this up I would have probably re-released them if they are good enough. I'm not sure cuz you know, early days of relationship are kind of, a little embarrassing sometimes, and I don't know, I'll see If I'll put them up, I might. But yeah, she would not be concerned with me, she would not be concerned on where I am and how I'm doing. That was like, the worst thing they could have done was to pretend that Emily gave a shit about me and was writing to see where I was and how I was. And to the extent of making a fake hotmail account similar to her real hotmail account just to try to contact me. Like, the desperation is unbelievable. So I just wanted to add that little thing in. It's just like, every day it's a new surprise.
They're gonna have a field day when I come back online, and they're gonna say, "It's because she's such an attention whore, she can't survive without attention, she needs it so bad, blah blah blah blah blah." And that's definitely not it at all. I have added people that I know and trust to my new Facebook account, and a lot of people have actually denied my request because with a different last name and no profile picture they don't know who I am, so I'm finding it a bit hard to reach out to the people that I need to reach out to let them know I'm okay.
And the ones who had donated money, they all know where I am. They've known since I got here. I…I wouldn't do that to somebody who had donated money for my trip and then just vanish and not fill them in. It's their money, of course I would. The first thing I did when I got here was to tell people I'm here, I've landed, everything's fine. And then when we got Internet I fully caught up with all of them. The only people I haven't done that to are the people that are just fans or just followers to which I've already explained, you never know if that's a lolcow or not. So I'm not going to go out of my way and expose myself before I'm ready and stress myself out or what the fuck ever, have my new fledgling relationship ripped apart before it's even got its hooks in. I'm waiting till I'm ready. So I've done it. And they can't stand it. I can stand it. I'm fine.
I…I have a great, great life with him. I'm so fucking happy with him. He is, he is beautiful. There's a picture, there's two pictures of him I'm completely fucking obsessed with at the moment. They're screenshots from the video. I don't know which video I'm going to attach this to, ours or my own, but probably ours because I think it's slightly shorter, but it's from the video of us together. I took screenshots from it, and I'll put them here. But fuck! I'm like, obsessed with the way he looks. He is, he is…Wow. Like, I have it as my background on my phone and I just…I look at it and I'm like, holy shit! He wants to be with me. Like, he's in love with me. Holy, holy fuck!
And um, I mean, I appreciate him so much. Everything he does. He opens car doors for me. He'll bring me stuff in bed. Whenever we go to the stores, like, "Do you want anything?" Like, he's such a giving, sweet kind person. He's everything. Like, he's just head to toe, inside and out, he's everything I've ever wanted, and he's so much more than I could have ever hoped and dreamed of or expected him to be.
And um, yeah, so I…I'm not gonna let anybody or anything stand in our way, and so I've just wanted to be offline. That's all it was, has nothing to do with…with anything. And you know, give it enough time. I know it's not a lot of time, but it's enough time that he and I have gotten to know each other a bit. We've kind of gotten into our daily routine. He's been exposed to lolcow, he knows what they're capable of, what they're gonna do, what they have done, the extent of their stalking. He's not fazed by it, that's the important thing, and now we can just all move on with our lives. And it's time to let other people know, you know, how things are going. And then like I said, I was contacted by some companies to do some reviews which of course I agreed to, and to do the reviews I'd have to make videos anyway, so I might as well just start getting ready to come back online. Tone down for sure, but back online you know.
He really liked making a video with me. He definitely wants to make more which is pretty cool. We both talked a lot so that's kind of…we've got to get used to letting the other one talk. I'm used to making my videos myself and just blabbing, and it's weird for me to be on a video with somebody else who also likes to talk, and so we've got to kind of…I've got to learn to pull it back a little and let him get some words in. So forgive me for over talking on him. Sometimes they're talking when it was supposed to just be him, but as we make more videos together we'll get into our groove and we'll kind of, well, we'll figure it out.
Um, I don't really want to add more to this video, there's already been way too much added on constant constant constant. It was just the Emily thing was just so mind-boggling that they would fake being her to reach out to me just to find out where I am and how I'm doing. Like, just leave it alone. How can you possibly sit there and try to say that it's me who wants your attention when you do this stuff? You know, it's not me that wants your attention. I'm just living my life. You are taking everything and running with it. So many lies lies lies lies lies. I can count on one hand the amount of truths there are there. And it's just, as soon as you guys get told something you believe it. You don't question it, you just run with it. That's so ignorant and it's just, it's just a classic sign of a bored little mind who doesn't have the capacity to think for themselves. It's just like, "Ooh I heard this, it must be true. Ooh she had her son take pictures of her vagina." That's the only thing, one of the only things Dorian told the truth about was that he never took nudes of me. I don't know who the fuck started that or said that. That's fucking disgusting. Lolcow's run with that for years. "Oh, he had to take close-up photos of her nasty flappy vagina." Dorian has never been around me naked so uh…That's fuckin' sick. I don't know who the fuck you think you are to start something like that, but a rumor is nothing without people to follow it, and all you got to do is go to lolcow or kiwi farms and they'll believe anything you dangle in front of them. So, I just want to get that all out of the way. I will talk to you guys later. Looking forward to making more videos with Josh. I am head over heels for him, super stoked, super happy. And thanks for watching!
She really fucking waffles on. She overexplains everything. Like who cares why logged into your gaming Facebook account, no one is going to think “why did she log into that account if she said she only uses it for games” because it’s easy to infer and it doesn’t matter anyway.
It’s usually a tell for when someone is lying but why even lie about this kind of detail?
Right? Even if Dorian was a shitty person like she claims he is… Can you fucking blame him? Raven, you yourself wrote through what kind of shit you and him had to go through (and it's 99% your fault btw) so why are you acting surprised that he's damaged?? You are from a fucked up family and you also live like trash, eat one burrito for 3 days, etc. It's not like he was raised in a normal household where he could see how normal families act. You married his friend who was 16 years old!! No matter how much you "luffed" one another it's still traumatising for a kid that you married his fucking underage friend.
Raven is just mad that he finally has someone normal in his life who is reprogramming him from all the abuse that was his whole life.
You have no right to speak up about his gfs appearance, you filthy cow. You're delusional.
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She didn't just say, "Fuck you" to him. She didn't just say "I don't even want Dorian."
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Who the fuck is Karol Ann
I don't think so… that Josh Bradley looks a lot like our itches his butt and smells his finger Josh. Also, I find it hard to believe Serial is a legit middle name. Age is off, but meh.
How many Josh Bradleys could live in a tiny town? Probably tons.
I bet it's nothing.
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Dammit, we’ve been outsmarted once again by Graven. #momos
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This was posted in thread #6 a few hours ago.
So clawlike, both of them, befitting her conception of how healthy relationships develop.
>So I'm not going to go out of my way and expose myself before I'm ready and stress myself out or what the fuck ever, have my new fledgling relationship ripped apart before it's even got its hooks in.
>R: You knew when we started dating, and it wasn't an issue.
R: And Logan knew when we started dating, and it wasn't an issue.
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And what happened to the huge haul look book she so enthusiastically promised before she left NZ?
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The screencaps she was gushing over like a teenager.
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Seeing this video again made me realize how fat she is now. I know this video is from 2016 but she wasn't that fat before going to floorland.
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uhm she was never "small" anon. Less fat? yes, but never small or anything close. Though in her deluded mind she was "anorexic skinny" before and thinks this
is too big for her kek
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Oh man, its like a Christmas ham.
This actually kills me, she can't bring herself to admit she was ~cheating.~
Raven! You are ~still married to one man while you are fucking another,~ ← That is the def of cheating, btw. And in fact skipped continents to be with him. FFS, just stop lying to yourself. It's OK, we're good with you letting Logan get on with his life.
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So I'm pretty close to raven and would love to give Our Lady a welcome to the wonderful state if I ever happen to come across her. I know she's lazy and doesn't travel much but do you guys think anything would bring her up? would the state comic con do that? could you guys think of things she'd possibly be into where she would travel? Do I just need to spend a day in Saluda at the mall in hot topic with a net?
OT but dogs don't 'instinctively know goodness'. What they do sense is calm. If you're a good person with nervous energy, some dogs get stressed out by that. Raven is calm about being a fucking awful person, so dogs think 'Eh, lemme get a scratch from this shit.'
Sorry, but I get triggered
every single time I see this. It's like an old wives tale or something and it drives me nuts.
sage for talking about Raven's stupid beliefs.
this really fucking gets me too. so many people will say shit like this. if animals really knew a bad person, no one with a pet would ever get abused/killed/whatever by someone close to them. of course animals don't know inherent "goodness".
Obviously that was her.
I mean doesn't it seem pretty strange that all these different people kept showing up with screenshots and weird stories "proving" Raven was in NZ? I don't think there was anyone posting "proof" she was in the US, was there? A lot of us decided she was, just from how everything was playing out, but no one was like "yeah I saw her and josh at the mall here's a screenshot" or whatever, right? Plus she admitted to being here and reading along when we were baiting her with wanting to fuck Logan, but swears she wasn't posting because her "hands were all over" Josh. Mmmhmmm. A few of the Logan is gross posts were so painfully obviously Raven.
I think she was here the whole time, tarding the fuck out over herself.
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He's really super into dogs. He's in a bunch of dog groups, he posts about dogs in non dog groups, and he started a group for stray dogs in Slauda, but nobody gave a shit.
Maybe he's one of those people who finds dogs needing homes takes them in and sells them like a dog flipper or whatever.
I caught that too. If she read those Logan baitposts, there's no way she could have kept herself from responding to Logan baitposts. Of course she'd interrupt sexytime with the Neanderthal to post here.
It was so painfully obvious the Logan posts were bait, and I don't think anyone here is that much of a tosser that they would have bothered to get so heated over them.
Pretty sure she enlisted the library on that one because she was also crowing about how we were 'attacking each other.' Nah, Raven, it was just you doing that. Thanks for the temp ban, Granny!
Well, at least there's something good about the guy. Just don't pay too much attention to the ones in your new place, because Fatty is going to get jealous and they're going to go missing or somehow end up with antifreeze in the water bowl.
It's not a proper antidote, but you can prevent it from doing fatal damage by giving the dog vodka. No lie, look it up. It can save your dog's life. The moar you know.
High five anon, I got temp banned for a week, how much time did you do?
We shouldn't have gotten anything in my opinion, posting about wanting Logans penis was a punishment in itself.
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Super tinfoil but in a few videos raven shows her phone to the camera. She also had her phone set with one of those hideous fonts. An anon bumped the last thread with this image. Is she stupid or what?
I got a week too!
I know, right?
Where in the rules does it say we aren't allowed to fuck with the cows, especially when the cows have stampeded into our house? Why is that unacceptable, but cow Grannies telling the great farmers of our land how to post and what we can and can not say, blatantly causing in fighting totes acceptable?
I legit wondered if Raven had gotten an admin position, because that shit was bizarre.
She's also conveniently leaving out our continual criticism of her being a child groomer and baby fucker. I guess she thinks it's not so bad to fuck little kids. I mean, he's an adult now
, so how bad could it have been for him?
Always has been and always will be a nasty pig, is our Raven.
Which account was it? The 9.Dum.Spiro.Spero.9 account, which used the same profile pic, has been deactivated/deleted.
Since she runs so many accounts we really need to include URLs with screenshots.
Except for the part where you were cheating emotionally, and he had to live with that, and the part where you're cheating physically while still being married to him.
Logan was groomed. Because she groomed him, it can't be anything but baby rape. Nice try, though
Raven - I mean what 16 year old boy doesn't
know what they're getting into marrying some psycho twice their age, with a kid the same age as they are? It happened all the time in the 1800's and laws that say a person must be 18 to enter into a legally binding contract without parental consent are real stupid and soooo momo, huh Joshua Hahahaha
Joshua- Uhummm, yeah, the 1800's were better times. He knew.
modding has been patchy as fuck for a while. that being said, all that bait was so fucking cringey. >>464022
it doesn't seem like she does know how any of it works. didn't she say she'd put videos up there then (youtube/vid.me/wherever) a few days later, thus defeating the purpose of the patreon anyway? She's so low effort with everything else, I can't see her giving a shit about this or even keeping it alive for very long.
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Saged for boring commentary but
In the "what happened to me" vid I like how Josh ruined Gravy's reveal in the beginning by sniffing so she couldn't hide him any longer; you know that bitch would have rambled on and on otherwise.
And all throughout the video, the way she stares into the camera while Josh is answering questions or prompts on his own, she has the look of an actor who knows the other actor's lines and is just listening intensely for any fuck ups. Just as we rehearsed, motherfucker.
The sudden edits are delicious, too. She probably went back and removed all the times he sniffed his finger on camera kek
anon that pic is filtered to shit
love yourself more
Speaking of hank hill ass, did any of you catch Gravy’s smile when Josh was talking about her tail bone and he said “it looks like it would hurt if you didn’t have a butt” or some shit like that, lmfao.
Raven, since I know you’re reading this. Your fat and your ass isn’t nice, don’t get your hopes up silly lard.
What you need to understand about people like Raven is that they have a spidey sense for weak-willed people who they can slowly break down and mould into their doormat.
She's just like any abuser, really. She reels them in by showering them with love and devotion and then slowly turns on them and before they know it, she's running off to America to go and fuck the guy she's been emotionally cheating on you with for months and she makes you buy her an ugly-ass 200NZD teddy bear as a souvenir.
I can't understand the appeal of Raven, but she definitely has a predator mentality about men. I've seen women get men half their age, while they're horrid, shriveled prunes. However, with Josh, he seems to have the same judgmental disgusting two faced attitude so they might actually match in personality. Logan really doesn't count because he was a kid. Not only a kid, but alternative/goth/whatever. That identity as a teen comes with the idea of isolation so when you see someone that's alternative you tend to think you can develop a connection based off of superficiality. Afterward, Raven simply groomed him.
Speaking of Logan, Raven mentioned the friend that was here talking about him even though multiple anons told her not to. She then freaked when Logan blocked her. Raven tried using that as an excuse as to why Logan is depressed and can't trust people. Uh, maybe it's because his wife of five years cheated on him, left him for another man and jetted off to another country? Hmmm? Maybe that could solicit feelings of mistrust and depression rather than some rando he talked to every now and again?
I said it in the last thread and I'll say it again: dudes with a fetish for alt chicks will look past ugliness/plainness and weight etc because it's rare to find and the style is enough of an attraction. Imagine beer goggles that only show hair/clothes/tattoos/piercings in clarity and the rest is blurred. Imo it's similar to dudes with yellow fever who'll marry an uggo because she's Asian (see the yumi king thread).
Also some dudes will just do anything for the pussy and by the time they get it, they don't realize they bit a big rusty hook for that bait
Meant to reply to >>464186
Pls don't crucify me, first time here on mobile
You don't want the sort of dudes she pulls.
Logan doesn't really count because he was a child when she nabbed him and she molded him into a cuck, but the rest of them are weak, insecure, pushovers. Most women want a guy who is ambitious and has his own set of ideas and values who will protect and provide and be a real partner in life. Those type of men want the same in their partner and would run far and fast from our mangy cow.
I mean, they live in a shed.
No thank you.
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New video on Youtube. I seriously thought it was the start of the animal hoarding again but it's just the 'Exposed' video with a new title.
>My next few videos are going to be drama/hate site filled catch up videos, as I had recorded a few different videos while I was gone. After everything is out, I'll get off the topic and onwards to much better things!
Sure, you will.
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The nose, the dead hair, the blotchy eyebrows and make up.. she reminds me of madam mim here
I've got something to share with you. I was laughing so hard I like, lost my voice.
So when I had my downtime and I was gone I haunted lolcow. I didn't want to post online, I didn't want to be online, and I knew they were looking for me. It was actually drawn to my attention because I was getting messages before I shut everything down saying check lolcow, and I knew that they were like, actively talking about me. And Logan was getting lots of messages, and my ex was getting lots of messages, and it was like, come on.
So I went there and it was just, the stuff they're saying was so fucking, just extreme and so stupid. And then they got bored because they didn't know where I was, and they started faking screenshots of me saying that I'm pregnant and um, I was with Josh and he left me for someone at Taco Bell or the library or something stupid like that. And like, I mean, it's just, it's just outrageous is what it is, the stuff that they are saying about me.
And there was one girl I had been talking to before I shut my account down. Now, I always suspected she was lolcow. I wasn't a hundred percent sure, but I just got a feeling, so everything I've said to her from the start of our conversations to the end was knowing that she was part of them and it would end up on the site at some point or other,. So I was always really careful about what I said, and that includes how I felt about being bullied, how I felt about being stalked, everything I did, everything I said.
The one genuine moment was when my cat was killed and I was flipping out. I was like, oh my god, I can't believe this happened. I was like, I was in shock and disbelief, and I just I lost my fucking mind. She was like my baby, you know? And there was two people I was talking to, someone who was like a brother to me, and I was like, oh my god, my god, this just happened, you know, just that, that feeling, and I sent him a picture. And then she happened to write me right then and I was like, like, I need someone to talk to, oh my god, this just happened, and I sent her a picture, and I'm just like oh my god, my god like, because I just didn't know how else to express my disbelief and I wasn't really thinking, you know. I mean, I didn't think there's anything wrong with, with it at the time because I was just out of my fucking mind. Just, that's the last thing I ever expected to happen. I was like, I was so miserable that day. And that was the only genuine moment was when I was panicking and really depressed about what happened to her.
Aside from that, I told her something, and she is the only one I told, the one and only person that I told. [screenshots of chat in which Raven says that she stayed with Logan which were posted on lolcow, screenshots of chat with Jill Spivak] And sure enough, it shows up on lolcow, and I just confronted her about it. And I was like…She was like, "Huh? I'm not on this site. What are you talking about?" And I'm like, I'm not a fucking idiot, so don't treat me like one. You are the one and only person I told this to. I told a handful of people that I wasn't sure about different parts of where I was and what had happened. I told her the main part because she's the one that I've been talking to the longest and the most. She's the one I had the highest suspicions of, so I did tell her more than I told everybody else, and that is what showed up. The other, the other stuff from other people that I told her the people wasn't the same kind of topic, so it couldn't have been anybody else. I told them different things about different situations I was going through. Her I told the big stuff to, and it showed up on the site.
So I showed her screenshots of it, and she was like, I don't go to the site, if I went to this site I would tell you. And I said, you know, you're not even adult enough to admit that you've been on there shit talking me. And I said, you know, how does it feel? Does it make you feel so much better about your life to go onto a site like that, to pretend to befriend somebody and talk to somebody just to go on a site like that and fucking shit post about them? I said, is your life that much improved? And she kept denying it and denying it.I said, I told you I'm done with this conversation, I'm not humoring you anymore. I'm not fucking stupid. I know the one person I told this to goes and posts it on lolcow. Don't fucking talk down to me like I'm a stupid. Idiot. And then I fucking blocked her. And my message is, you know, I might not catch out everybody. There's, there's her….her name is Jill Spivak or some shit like that.
And then there's a Stephanie Gardini as well. And she swears that I talk so much shit about her and all that. I don't even know who the fuck that bitch is. [screenshots of Stephanie's account and of her chat with Josh asking about Raven to which he replied, "I don't wanna talk about it."] But she was caught.
Other people have been under aliases or haven't given themselves away yet, so I might not know who most of the people are, who 99 percent of the people are, but if you're like the one percent that gets called out, the least you could do is just man up and admit it. If you can go behind somebody's back and go to a hate site and shit-talk them, then you know what, the least you can do is be like, yeah, you know what, I did it. When you get fucking called out, don't be a pussy bitch like her. I mean, come on. What's the point? And betraying somebody. If you're gonna fucking lie about it later. I'm not stupid. I test everybody, everybody. Unless I know who you are like, face to face, or I've known you for many many many years, and I've fed you information that has never shown up on the site, you're a suspect otherwise, and I'll feed you shit here and there, here and there, just to see if it shows up on the site. That is my own game. It is what I do. And that is how I find out who is lolcow and who isn't, because they're, they're here on my page to get info on me and to betray me. They pretend to be my friend, get close to me, betray me, and then they go post it on the site. So it's unheard of for them to have dirt on me and not post it on the site. I'm not saying I feed them false information, but I feed them stuff that I know the site would love to hear, you know. I talk about Dorian or Logan or, you know, if I'm working or, you know, little things like that, and it's stuff that they would, they would love to hear. And most of the people I've been wrong about. This one I was right on the dot.
So yeah, if you're gonna fucking betray somebody and be on a site like that, fucking man up, stand behind your convictions. It's bad enough you do everything anonymously because you don't want to be called out, but if you are called out, fucking man up, man. Don't be a pussy bitch. Come fuck on you're nothing but a joke. Ha ha!
Did you guys see that she posted pictures of matching shirts she bought with Josh, with that clown from IT? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XA028DKCQbY
In this video you can also see that she did almost the exact same thing, with Logan.
What the hell even?
kek gravey, Get some new ideas, jeez.
Sage goes in the email field.
Please post screencaps of the matching Pennywise shirts for keks.
She applies the same formula to every relationship, and her relationships have a 5-year cycle, like a malignant BPD locust.
The heady five-year narc relationship - just like onion!
i was wondering about her ability to pull men, and i can see that she has a good nose for insecure dudes to groom, but her other ex? the fat one with the hair that she was staying with prior to jokes-on-you-we-don't-even-have-a-couch-land, what's his damage? is he insecure or can he just smell the mental illness on gravy?
That would be Ryan Cradock. He appears to be from a financially comfortable family and more than a bit spoilt. When they were together he used money from his parents to support her before she even moved to NZ, they lived in a good-size house with a pool in the suburbs owned by his parents, and she used money provided by his parents to woo and support Cj.
When they split she unleashed no end of vitriol about him: accusing him of assaulting and raping her, holding her captive and restricting her interactions with other people, verbally abusing her and Dorian, and criticising his intellect and hygiene (see the screencaps in the first thread). Her tune changed completely and she deleted those posts and videos after she got together with Logan and Ryan began supporting her tattoo, toy, and clothes habit.
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I know how to sage, but in my total laughing fit i typed it in the wrong field.
Sadly I can't find the image she posted anymore, and I didn't think of grabbing them cuz I didn't think I'd find this. But I'm quite sure it was this image on black shirts.
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The video has been removed from both Youtube and vid.me.
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This isn't Patreon content. She said she would continue to post reviews and trite shit on Youtube.
It's so funny she always says she's going to stop talking about the haters and never truely does.
I've followed lolcow/encyclopaedia dramatical and PULL (although I don't follow the last two much anymore) for years. I've read a lot of threads but always skipped past the raven one, no reason, just never clicked on it. Anyways, one day I was just surfing the net and decided to type in 'lolcow' in youtube to see what would come up. One of Raven's videos popped up and it was aimed at lolcow and kiwi farms. I clicked on it and came across the most self centred, chubby goth chick I'd ever seen. Lacking any sort of self awareness in some aspects but being over apologetic in other ways to the point it was annoying as fuck. This is basically how I found Raven. Sage for blogpost, but Raven, this is how you get found out. Quit posting shit online if you can't deal with critics. Hell, 90% of the YouTube community is vapid narcissists, but they don't air every bit of dirty laundry or scandal that they have. They especially don't make giant video responses to haters or make large biographical videos complete with cheezy music about themselves marrying 16 year olds. If you came forward and actually admitted you are mentally ill and made an effort to make videos with decent content without dragging your previous relationships and leaving miserable toxic shit all over the Internet, people might quit bullying you. But that won't happen because nothing is EVER your fault. So keep deleting and making more videos to your haters, because they are the only audience you'll ever have. You are far from a celebrity, and the more you carry on about haters, the more they appear, you fucking idiot. Either look up the 'Streisand effect' or get working on some new content. Or don't. Just keep doing what you are doing and be your miserable self, we all find it fucking hilarious.
yeah, this. her 'fan page' was a joke, her relationships are always a trainwreck and/or a tyre fire, and she couldn't keep a friend if she paid them. she's admitted she's been reading along for as long as she's been talked about, she bumps the thread if it seems like it's dying, and now she's fully indulging her stunted-development self with all this teenage girl bullshit. everyone else in her life comes and goes, where we are a constant, and something she can set herself against so she feels badass fighting the haydurrrzzz.>>464599
he's definitely not quite right. it would be easy enough to write off the shit he says as just 'dumb hick' but the finger smelling and weird little tics make it seem pretty definite there's more to it than just that.
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I went to dig up the links to those videos, and this happened.
Vid.me anon, did you save the videos?
SHE IS HUGE, OMFG.
Say goodbye to that gastric sleeve, Gravy.
At least those filters cover her nose.
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Scratch the other reply, I was actually able to find it after all hahah, the shirts are eerily similar..
But guuuyyyssss Josh is so spushciaaaaaaaalll, he is different from all her 20 ex-husbandsssss, he is loved with a love that is more than loveeeee.
Also, her instagram is back on https://www.instagram.com/crimson.rapture/
She literally says the same thing about all of her exes lol. God she's stupid.
Listening to Josh talk makes my iq drop. Thanks anon for the transcript.
Matching shirts, matching tattoos, matching hair…
Taking BPD possessiveness and idealisation to new heights (or depths).
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Underrated post. Nominated for the next thread OP.
All the more funny because she made Logan model mermaid blankets.
Also what do you mean by sage?
I feel kinda dumb for asking but like I already said, never posted here before.
Pot smoking doesn't give you dark circles.
Smoking cigarettes can. But I think lack of sleep is the cause in this case. He looks exhausted, not just the eyes but he can't sit up and he slow blinks like it's ninight time.
He really doesn't look normal for his age. I'm older than him and he looks haggard. That's the face of some hard core hard drug use and / or a close and personal relationship with Jack Daniels.
He's a junkie of some sort.
quoting the leaked video in which they discuss having kids:
At 9:30 Josh says, "If you can't give me kids, that doesn't bother me" but that if she did get pregnant "that would be pretty amazing."
Raven spends the next ten minutes recounting her reproductive history in all its gory detail, taking the opportunity to criticise Logan for his reaction to her miscarriage.
Because we’re her only viewers. That’s why her patreon didn’t work out, we don’t need to pay for her milk. She’s constantly busting at the seams to spill her life story and every stupid detail of her past/present.
Sure farmers care about what she produces, but she isn’t our life. Instead of her living her life and moving on, she is determined to find out who we are and to prove us wrong.
It’s kind of sad the amount of time she spends making these long winded videos and making up stories to get back at us.
There’s a reason she is here, there’s plenty of “vloggers” that no one gives a shit about and is totally off our radar.
You’re a cow ravie, you’re a cow.
don't even worry about it, that anon is just being a dickhead. >>464835
I'd agree that it's sad how much time she spends on this, but she's such a cunt and her life is so empty, I think it's kind of nice she has something to keep her busy.
I was having a bit of fun anon, no need to be salty. Our newfriend >>464799
needs to read https://lolcow.farm/info
where they will learn the art of sage, and how/why not to blog.
I'm always salty, that's why I'm here. It spilled over from a couple of other threads I watch that get a lot of 'hi cow'. my bad, sorry anon.>>464903
As if Raven ever puts any effort into anything. A lot of people don't know how to do a successful or worthwhile patreon, but they're trying to get the money. with Granny, it was always about making a point to us.
No harm done, I was trying my hand at a meme.
Raven seriously thought we'd each sign up, a bunch on the $5 tier and a handful on the $30 tier? I mean, really.
It sure ain't.>>464940
Of course she touhgt that, she thinks we're so thirsty that we cant wait a week tops for her to let the milk floweth forth, that we would not have the patience. But we do.
Also who does she think she is? $30, seriously? That's a lot of money, from $5 to $30? That escalated quickly.
If it was like $10 it might be arguably okay if one can't wait for the milk, but even that is a stretch.
She just wants to have her Taco Bell and eat it too.
And let's be real, it's not like Ryan wasn't gonna give her the $30 a month anyways.
Let's not forget that she said she would TRY and make ONE video a month for those who pay $30, da fuck?! All of her subs look like trash or kids who are obsessed with a goth granny, no way that they have that kind of money monthly for her "offensive" video lol.
I follow some much bigger youtubers on Patreon and they have from 5 to 15 dollars. And Gravy is asking for 30? She's delusional.
>>465019>”You’re going to miss out on all the good stuff!”
Lmfao Raven, you are so dumb. We can easily live without watching your tween grade drama the second it hits the internet. She sounds so dumb whenever she says, “I knew she was lolcow!”
Ray Ray claims that she doesn’t need people to look up her drama on the farms and yet, she keeps bringing it up??? She’s got to be mentally retarded because no one can be this unintentionally
This comment fucking kills
me because of how true that image is.
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can we talk about these incredible digs though?>>465028
sry mate, reposted it.
I just need this to be a quick video to say I know my recent uploads have been all lolcow lolcow lolcow. Why are you paying attention to the haters, why don't you just ignore them, yada yada yada yada.
I recorded all of my videos before I came back online. I recorded them as the shit was happening and I recorded my thoughts on it. I recorded what was going on. I recorded my own retaliation to it etc etc etc etc. Me and Josh both experienced all this together because they were trying to get to him and then they talked so badly about him. They trashed the fuck out of him and they don't even know him, so, so much for not attacking innocent people, right? They say he's not innocent because of something he did which is going to be talked about in one of those videos.
But um, yeah, I'm not gonna be making videos about those fuckheads. They don't deserve it. The most recent one I made was one where I called out those two rats, and more specifically it was about the first one. If you caught her name, good for you, because the pussies didn't like that I exposed them the way that they exposed me, and they instantly reported the video, so I had to blur their identities which is like, wow. I've almost got no words for that it's so goddamn hypocritical that they could put my entire life, every photo of me, ugly screenshots, links, my relationships, everything out there. But oh, lo and behold, if I expose one or two of them for being a rat hiding on my friends list pretending to be my best friend, be still concerned about me, just writing to make sure I'm okay, check in with Josh to see if I'm okay, etcetera etcetera. Oh heavens no, they cannot be exposed for who they are, but I can be exposed for what they think I am. yeah who that is. Wow. Anyhoo, so that's the most recent video I made.
My videos are not going to be about them. I haven't actually been to the site since I came back online. I did the Patreon thing and I shared the link to where I've been and I saw my views go up to and I was like, hmm. I've got seven patreons, no way are they gonna watch it times. I bet one of them is fucking lolcow. And I went, I checked, it wasn't a lolcow, it was on Kiwi Farms, and sure enough the bitch grabbed my link, shared it on the site, exposed that I was here, and ran away from my Patreon. She's gonna miss out on the good stuff so, you know, you might want to come back again.
That one was gonna be released to everybody anyway, so really you didn't really do anything to me. I was going to release…this is the public one that was going to go to everybody, the "Where have I been?" The drama-filled ones I haven't released yet. Those are gonna be released after cards are charged. So yeah, only fucked yourself, dumb shit. You only showed me that I was right and that they will go to my Patreon. So yeah, thanks for the heads up, not that I needed it. But I'll be damned sure I don't release any sensitive information till after you've been charged. Then you cannot do anything about it. And if you try to get a refund, all I have to do is write to Patreon, show them the links to lolcow, show them what they've done, and it's not gonna happen.
So yeah, my videos will be released. I still have about two videos coming out. I've edited the same video down in two parts. One of them talks about really bad shit that's Patreon only, and one of them talks about when I first got here, my initial reaction, how the flight was, all that stuff I didn't show, and our first meeting, everything from my words before I recorded that video with Josh, and that will be released. That's all from the same video, but I cut it into portions because they're really really negative stuff I was talking about. There's three parts to that. One of those parts is pay china only because of this that I say. The other two will eventually be released to everybody. And there's a lot of talk about lolcow, Kiwi Farms, that trolls talking about the accusations against me etc etc.
Like the the phone and how apparently I robbed this guy which, by the way, I did not. And by the way, by the way, he got a refund, by the way, by the way, by the way, it was lost in the mail. I went there, I showed pictures of the phone at the post office etc etc etc, so I'll put a picture here because y'all are fucking stupid, lolcow getting involved in shit that doesn't actually involve them, trying to make me out to be this horrible person again. I'm like, I need that tattooed on my forehead, horrible person. Fuck off.
But yeah, since I've gotten all that out there's no need to keep going over and over and over it, so there's a lot of repetition in the videos that I will upload just because I was making them when I didn't have internet, I didn't really have anything to do. I was talking about them and everything, I didn't have internet but I had a little bit of data on my phone, so just to clear that up. And yeah, I was talking about the stuff they were talking about me. And now that that's over with, that's over and done with.
So after those old videos are uploaded, I'm gonna move on to other things. So please don't worry about it. You guys are so fucking cool. There's so many of you that have been supportive and just so goddamn sweet. I'm like, wow, I, I really missed you guys. And seeing these comments it's like, wow, I feel so welcome and wanted and cared about. It's an unbelievably great feeling. And the support for me and Josh is just like, oh it's, it's beautiful.
I'm going to show you guys this real quick since I'm on camera. This is the engagement ring he bought me. Isn't that beautiful? It's actually not the one I wanted, it's a it's an opal. This isn't the design I wanted, the design I wanted, it isn't opal, but she got the orders mixed up, so in the meantime while she's correcting the orders she let me wear this one, so I get to decide if I want to keep this one or move on to the one I actually did order. But it'll be like a week or two before that comes in. But I thought that was the sweetest thing. And then he asked me to marry him again, and it's like, cool. So there'll be more details on the wedding stuff as the time comes up for that.
For now we're just enjoying each other enjoying each other's company. He feels kind of like a pseudo celebrity. He's, he's like, overwhelmed by the support. He's never been in a relationship like this where there are followers and haters and trolls and stalkers and fans and things like that, so it's all new to him. And I tell him about the comments he's just like, wow, so many people, like, wow, and you've never done anything for them, you've never sent them anything or or done anything for them to follow you or like you. And I'm like, I haven't actually done anything. Like, I, I don't deserve all this, you know. And he's like, wow, those people are really nice. And then, you know, he is a really nice guy, he really is.
And just thank you guys for your support, thank you for being here, thank you for watching, thank you for not forgetting me when I was gone, thank you for understanding, especially those of you that I misled in other ways and said I didn't go just to see if you were lolow. You guys are awesome because you obviously either were not lolcow or you didn't have time to go to this site. But I like to think that there are some people out there I can trust, and I appreciate it. You've got no idea. This will all be over very soon. I will title my new videos "Onwards to better things" and you'll know from that point on it will not be lolcow related if you want to skip over the drama, so that just a heads up for those of you that are just really tired of hearing about it.
The reason I talk about them, to put it as simply as possible, is I don't like having my name out there being slandered the way it is. There's people out there that follow me, there's people out there that look me up, and I don't need people that don't know me finding sites like that, reading this shit about me, and thinking for a second that it might be true. I've got to stick up for myself to a certain extent. I can't just sit there and let things that are that bad be out there and have shit that horrible thought of me. It's not good for my future, it's not good for my self-esteem, it's not good for my potential friendships or networking or anything like that. It's just me trying to set the story straight for the people that are smart enough to realize, wow, that's a hate site, they've got nothing better to do with their lives, I can see very clearly they are obsessed with her, they can't live without her, all they do is talk about her, and yeah no, I don't believe that for a second. So at least I get my site out there and I get the enjoyment of being able to be like, look how stupid they are. You know it's just me. I enjoy doing it, I really do, so it's enjoyment for me.
This ran over just a little bit, I'm very sorry about that. I'll try to cut it, see if it's ten minutes, around minutes. I'm trying really hard to shut the fuck up. But I will see you guys soon. I'm gonna go make dinner for Josh now, and take care. I will see you around, hopefully soon, and better videos. Love you guys so much, you are fucking awesome. Please remember to go to my vid.me and follow me if possible and subscribe to me. And I've reopened an Instagram account which is in my about, and I've reopened my fan page which is going to be more share stuff, not personal stuff, so you can check that out as well if you want to if not it's all good guys and take care.
Can confirm that engagement ring sells for under $10 wholesale. .925 silver with a synthetic stone.
Sage for former jewelry store owner fagging.
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>>465029>I knew she was lolcow
She says this exact sentence too many times for it to be a mistake… she doesn’t get that it should be “from lolcow”
She looks manic in this video. Good for us, she is pretty bothered by the video report and if only 2 videos in her “fans” want her to shut up about drama not sure what else they expect her to make.
Anyways her other fb Is one- year? Likely what she was using when offline but still reading lolcow and kiwi all day.
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Even the comments are telling her to stfu
This is my favorite video yet! Raven is such a moron.
>The reason I talk about them, to put it as simply as possible, is I don't like having my name out there being slandered the way that it is. There's people out there that follow me, there's people out there that look me up, and I don't need people who don't know me finding sites like that, reading that shit about me and thinking for a second that it might be true.<
proceeds to make five videos directing all her viewers straight to lolcow fucking kek.
Also, dem titties so saggy they don't even make it into frame.
And Gravy, at the very least move all your shit out of the background, you lazy bitch. Put some effort in!>>464942
I had carpeting like that at the apartment we lived in when I was five.
In the seventies.
Dumbass. You put yourself on the internet. You tell us everything. You drop your own damn dox. Sensitive information? Like how many burrito supremes you picked up at Taco Bell? We already know everything there is to know about you, you dumb baby fucker, etc. etc.etc. and anyhoo.
lol didn't have anything to do? Shouldn't you have been fucking and sucking your new true love nonstop?
Look at my engagement ring! Listen to me bitch about how it's the wrong one!
She is high off her delusions. Raven, you're a fat garbage troll and no one actually likes you. We all hate watch you.
As if the drama will ever end for you, Diana. No matter what name you use, people will always know that you're a woman who groomed a child to be her fucktoy. We'll make sure of it.
Nothing to do with hypocrisy Raven! Its about following YT TOS and if they think you're breaking it then they can take your shit down.
You're more than welcome to try and take lolcow down huehue
Dear vid.me anon, please tell us you're still here, and that you still have the milky vids downloaded?
Next there will be "Post script to Addendum", "Epilogue", "Re:re:re:re:Addendum"… this is all she ever talks about, and the only people who want to hear her talk about lolcow are us.
And the triumphant tone of finding out that the only people interested in her are actually phishing for drama. That's sad, Raven. If I found out someone I thought was a friend was actually getting dirt on me, I'd be sad, not bragging about it.
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Presumably the front door of their lovethatwasgreaterthanloveshack.
She is already claiming the stray as hers <3.>>463757
smh she lies about even the smallest things.
personally, I am looking forward to it biting her.
Agreed! No stray is that healthy and good looking. He is friendly and not a feral animal (feral animals tend to be more healthy looking because they can survive but they wouldn't go near people)
Raven just stop with the animals. Focus on your podunk ape of a man… though I caution you not to smell his finger when he offers…
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Hoarding: Project Columbia is underway, with"a cute gift from Josh".
Ideal for the 40+ woman in your life. The video is just ten seconds of her modelling it in the hovel.
Im not the biggest Raven regular so sage in case this has been brought up before. But is that a fucking drainage grate in the middle of their carpet?
Also do they only have one room, or is Raven skulking in her bedroom like a tween?
Oh, my bad. Non-American here, I've never seen central heating like that. Would a hotel rent an empty room without a bed? That seems skeevy as hell lol.
Ngl this is a perfect place for her, i feel a little bit of joy knowing she's trapped somewhere crappy, in a town she doesn't know, with nobody local except her Neanderthal. Karmas a bitch lmao
>>465905>Those vents are pretty common in trailers.
Yeah, that picture reinforces my belief that they are in fact staying in a trailer.
The carpet quality/type is along those lines too.
They said Josh's friend owns it.>>465907
Does the outside image support this? >>465557
I'm not familiar with them.
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I think I answered my own question by googling images. It does look like the mobile homes I saw in search, the vent, carpet, outside cladding, door and step. Pic related,
As someone who was trailer trash until they hit their teens, you can tell just from >>465557
that it's a trailer because of the cheap siding and the white skirt falling apart underneath the steps. The skirt is there to cover up all the cinderblocks/stuff that's keeping the trailer in place and you don't really find that on houses. Considering how beat up and cheap everything looks, it's not a nice modern trailer either.
lmao she's finally become the trailer trash we always knew she could be.
video bawwing about how it's a real house in 3, 2, 1 …
"stupid haters, we're just staying here for a little bit while our REAL place gets fixed up extra nice." off-camera
meltdown at Couchy
YAS, was just about to point this out! At first I thought it was an old, run down house. But I noticed the skirting, the vents. Also the porch is obviously one of those cheap wooden ones they just plop in front of the trailers, not connected at all to the building.
God, how fitting that they live in such a run down trailer. They're both trash.
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And not even a nice one.
This is what Raven could be staying in versus what she's probably living in right now.
Stop ree-ing at that anon about it. Some countries don't do forced air heating. I knew what that vent was but I have never seen a trailer in real life so I needed that part.>>466096
"They tried to find pictures of my trailer but joke's on them!!". She'll say this even though we just posted generic images.
Emily and Cj (Carl Jaggard) are known for their appearance on an episode of "Snog Marry Avoid" in England. She made a video about being on the show and about their relationship in which she obliquely talks about Raven.
Raven has made several videos and written screeds about Emily and Carl and his betrayal. She prostituted herself and spent Ryan's parents $ to woo Carl, including stocking her freezer with his favorite coffee. She got a tattoo of his name and bought wedding rings. In the first thread is a dump of chats between her and Carl in which she drags Ryan and brags about spending his parents money; the conversations are nearly word-for-word the same as those between her and Josh.
Emily and Raven were amicable for a while. Emily sent her hair bleach and clothing (Raven purchased a dress from her on Depop), but they hardly seemed to be true friends as Raven has claimed since.
i count two assblasted cunts in here and ravens gonna have a field day with this and i can't even blame her
srsly tho yes it's a shit trailer but that is kind of stupid i hope she mentions how dumb you are in her next vid kek
think about it should you respond or shut the fuck up for the sake of lolcows image will you give gravy ammo or?
I think green suits her. Like an ogre or a sea hag. >>466103
I have never seen one of those vent things either lol, the other anons seem to be getting really angry with the anon who thought it was a grate hahaha who cares? >>466166
A simple mistake isn't ammo. I don't give a fuck if she thinks we are stupid for a grate in the floor, some anon made an ignorant mistake because they are from another country. How is that one mistake ammo? Compare it to all the dumb shit Raven has ever said and it's quite tame. The only ammo she'll have is that you are getting so worked up about this kek
Josh is a meth head redneck who lives in a trailer park who does not even own a couch?
Raven is now a certified whitewashed asian trash, congrats.
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She dyed her hair green but wore the wig only in the "How to use Patreon" video. But at the rate her hair is breaking and thinning from bleaching it too frequently, she will be wearing wigs fulltime soon.
Holy shit I own this actual comic book.
sage for no1curr
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googled sea hag and this popped up, even has the same wide ass nose hahaha
Jesus, all her piercings are crooked, and her nose is HUGE.
No amount of makeup will ever fix that.
so she's becoming a goff margo palermo?
the comments under her videos are always a trip. people are so fucked, how could you sit through even one of her videos and not realise how irredeemably awful she is?
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those split ends!
"So, it wasn't like I've EVER moved in with somebody and been like here, pay for me, take care of me, do everything for me….The closest when I went to New Zealand with Ryan….so that's when, um, you know….he pretty much foot the bill for everything…"
Lol at immediately contradicting yourself, Gravy.
"The only option I had was a salad or lasagna. So I chose lasagna." Shocker
"And I had, uh…my cushion smells like, um, cupcakes, so, the smell, like, relaxed me and stuff."
(15:11) Reminisces about her first meal at Taco Bell
(17:30) Wanks on about being a local celebrity
(18:20) Trying to tell a story but can't remember which fast food place it took place at. kek
(18:30) Wanking on about how hot Couchboi is and how everyone wants his dick.
>(19:00) Couchboi's sister text him "she was really proud of him for, you know, having this job, and for, you know, getting this place, and like, getting his life on track again."<
(20:15) How Couchmum feels about Gravy. Note - Couchmum likes Gravy better than Claudia (no one is buying that, Raven)
(21:10) "I've said it before, I don't like dogs." Tries to provide proof as to why she now likes them (does not mention her past animal torture - please ask Josh what he thinks of this, Gravy)
(23:15) Talks about why America is better than NZ "America is outrageously cheap….People that live in America don't realize what you have"
(24:42) Has already wasted money on cheap shit she doesn't need
(26:31) "I can appreciate what good this country has" i.e. Taco Bell and XXXL sizing
(27:17) Is paying 500$ a month for rent
(27:34) Logan is living with his mom
(29:30) They do laundry at momma couches' house
(29:56) Is going to show a few of the useless things she's bought, but will have to make a separate video to show the rest of her useless shit haul.
(30:15) She bought a Jack Skellington chap stick that smells like pumpkin spice lol! Basic goth bitch.
She talks about how bad she smelled and how greased her hair was. She must be disgusting.
Their first interaction was Raven tapping on Josh and calling for attention. Fitting. He was looking down at his phone, not looking for her at all. Pathethic.
>>466281>"I don't want to be a burden to Josh. I want to start my new life properly and not come over here with someone I hardly know and be like 'feed me, pay for me, buy me stuff, take care of me'"
lmaooo this bitch actually just admitted she hardly knows
Josh, yet she flew all the way back to the US for him? Which is Gravey, are you two soulmates that are sooo alike, or do you hardly know the guy? Keep your story straight ffs it's embarrassing
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Raven commented on a post where a new mother who struggled to have a child had to deal with an MRI. She was told that she was ok to breastfeed until almost the time to do the MRI when she was then told that the dye is toxic. Mom didn’t want to stop breastfeeding so wanted to reschedule.
Clearly Raven cannot sympathize with wanting to keep that mom/baby bond breastfeeding gives.
those swamp noises in the background kekeke
she truly is the trailer park swamp troll queen of saluda
it's absolutely insane. and we know she brought nothing of value for their daily lives because their trailer is still empty and they're buying shit from Walmart to fill it up.
how much makeup, shitty clothes, and overpriced toys can she possibly have?
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>>466281>looks like Thor>like Thor>Thor
Either that bitch was blind or Gravy is full of shit. I'm going with shit
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she misheard what the girl said
Is there a Walmart or big shopping center where she was at in NZ? A lot of people get surprised by Walmart when they've not been to one before or in a while.
Target is just Walmart with the prices slightly raised. They're both big shopping centers with trashy people. Target just gathers a "but it's classy! Unlike Walmarttttt" being surprised or amazed by either is embarrassing if you've been around them.
One week in America - how my flight was and other things
Note: The offensive chunk was cut out and will only be uploaded to Patreon. The part where I address what the hate sites have been doing is also going to be a separate video
Hi! Hey guys! Wow, by the time I upload this it would have been quite some time since I've been online. This is gonna probably be a long video because I've got a lot of explaining to do, a lot of questions to answer, a lot of things to talk about, so please bear with me. Not all of it's gonna be pleasant. And, as a matter of fact, a huge chunk after my initial explanation here is gonna be really miserable. Not miserable for me but miserable as that I'm gonna say a lot of nasty things. And you know what, I don't regret it, I'm not gonna regret it, and I'm not gonna take any of it back. It is what it is. And the people involved deserve everything I say about them and then some. So don't worry lolcow, I haven't forgotten you. Of course I'm gonna talk about you as well. But let me get on to the important stuff first.
Firstly I'm very sorry for my prolonged absence. I moved, obviously. I'm in a different place, and I wanted to enjoy my life a little bit and take some time away from the internet which is what I had kind of said I was gonna do [adjusts camera] which is what I said I was going to do. So I did that, and then I kind of saw that lolcow was going absolutely batshit frantic looking for me. Like, they were like rabid dogs. And I'll get more into that in a little bit. And because they were going so batshit crazy I decided, well, I'm gonna stay offline a little bit longer and let them run around and drive themselves crazy. They started turning on each other, second-guessing each other, accusing everybody of being me. Like, they were just losing the fucking plot and losing their shit, and it was hilarious to watch. People that I suspected as being lolcow outted themselves. They were outing themselves left and right in absolute desperation to find out where I was, so it was kind of a field day for me, so I just sat back and I watched it and focused on having a real life here.
Obviously I'm with Josh. I made it to America. I've been in America…[picks at the corners of her mouth] mouths cracking up…and not in a hotel room. We have a fucking house. We live in a two-bedroom, two-bathroom. There's…that's Josh's bathroom back there. That's a walk-in closet there. That's Josh's shit back there. And this is, you know, our bed that I'm on here. And then his shoes and lingerie and shit over there.
So, let's see. I will firstly answer what I know everybody's gonna want to know, and that is how did my trip go, how was the meeting, how are me and him? Me and him will make a video together, just, he's at work right now. I've got no internet. I'm bored off my ass, and I thought it would be a good time to make a video. Today is October 17th, so I've been here just over a week. I arrived on Friday the 6th, so I've been here, how long have I been here, I've been here a little while…um I know I've been here, this is heading towards the second week. Wow, time passes really fucking fast.
So the trip over was pretty uneventful. I was really tired. I hadn't slept beforehand. I made a series of videos on the way over, goodbye videos, and then just videos thinking, you know, how is my life gonna be, how am I feeling in the moment. I'm probably not gonna upload any of those as they're kind of private, I guess.
But I had trouble with my packages…not my packages, my suitcases. Um, I, I was trying desperately to fit everything. [coughs] Sorry, obviously I haven't talked for a while. Um, I, I had loaded up my suitcases, but I hadn't weighed them. So now when I weighed them before leaving they were all overweight, and so I took out about a suitcase's worth, but I still had too much stuff, so I had to actually add an additional suitcase, so I came over here with seven suitcases. Seven suitcases of shit. And that cost me a lot of money. It cost me 915 New Zealand Dollars to bring over. And I was like, holy fuck, that's a lot. But I was already at the airport, there was nothing I could do. I mean, it's gonna be a while before I could send for my stuff. This is everything I've got to live, live on, so it's worth it to bring the shit over.
I don't want to be a burden to Josh, and I want to start my new life properly and not come over here with someone I hardly know and be like, feed me, pay for me, buy me stuff, take care of me. It's not fair on him. With Logan and everybody else I've been with I was actually the one who had money first. They moved in with me, I took care of them, and then in the middle somewhere they ended up taking care of me. So it wasn't like I've ever just moved in with somebody, been like, here, pay for me, take care of me, do everything for me. The closest was when I went to New Zealand with Ryan because I had just lost everything, I had nothing, I had no money, I had nothing, and so that's when, you know, he pretty much footed the bill for everything. Well, not him, his parents did, but that's when, that's when that happened. Aside from that, no, I've actually been the one to take care of everybody, and I don't care what anybody says, that's how it's always been, so it's no different now. I don't want to come here and make Josh take care of me, so I have my own stuff.
Anyway, so the first flight was, it was actually pretty good. The pilot was really good. It was a smooth takeoff, it was a smooth landing. The layover was alright, it wasn't anything extreme. The 16-hour flight was boring as all hell. It's different flying a long flight like that now that I've had the surgery because I can't eat, so I slept right away because I hadn't actually slept. It took me six hours to do my my luggage, to get it ready to go, and I couldn't sleep all day, all night, couldn't sleep during the three-hour flight. I couldn't actually sleep until the 16-hour flight, so that's…when I woke up spent the whole day up, spent the whole night up waiting at the airport, had a three hour flight, had a five-hour layover, then I was able to sleep, so I crashed out.
I woke up after they had served dinner. I didn't know they were gonna serve dinner, like, as soon as we took off, so all I had, the only option I had was like a salad or lasagna, so I chose lasagna. I only was able to eat like two or three bites, and I asked him to put it in a cup, so they put in a cup, and I just basically snacked on that the whole 16 hours, that was all I was able to fit in, that and I think it it came with a piece of, like, garlic bread stuff, so I had that.
And I got a whole row to myself so I was able to lay down and stretch out, like, they actually arranged it so I could have the entire row to myself which was fucking amazing. I laid down, stretched out, and just waited and waited and waited and waited. And then I had uh…I landed in Dallas, and then I had another three, no, five-hour layover, something like that. And I was exhausted again, I don't know why. I guess I didn't sleep too well on the plane because my tailbone was hurting, my back was hurting, and I just felt, just rough, you know. And so I was just really eager to get off the plane, get the last flight done with. That was the shortest flight of them all. I did film the whole takeoff which was pretty cool. That was an itty-bitty bullshit plane, though. It was so small. I mean, it was like me and a person…like me and a person next to me and then an aisle and then two more people, and we were, like, crunched together, and I just kind of laid my head on the window and like dozed off. And I woke up, and the chick next to me was talking to me. And I was super nervous. Like, I get off the plane, what's it gonna look like, it's a tiny little airport, how am I gonna find him, I don't want him to see me coming before I'm, like, all tidied up and clean. I just want to get off, go to the bathroom, tidy myself up, and then come out where he could see me because I knew that I looked really rough. I had put a wig on because I knew my hair would be a fucking greasy hot mess from just 30-something hours of flying, and it's just…I was just fucking done. And so we were talking about that and the move and all that stuff. She was really nice.
I got off the plane, went straight to the bathroom. She said, around the corner there's an escalator, you're gonna go down the escalator and there'll be the baggage area so he might be around there. And I was like, okay, cool. So I've got to go, and I've got to go down the escalator, and I spoke to him. I called him up and I was like, okay I'm here, I'm in the bathroom, where are you? He said he was by the baggage stuff so that matched with what she said, so I'm like, cool, I'll come out, go downstairs. So, grabbing all my shit cuz I had my laptop and I had a…I had my laptop, and I had a backpack, and I had my purse, and I had my cushion that smells like cupcakes cuz, you know, the smell, like, relaxed me and stuff.
And I walk down the hallway and there was no escalator, I was already on the baggage area floor and I was like, oh my god. And, and in the distance, cuz I can't really see, so in the distance I see people and I'm like, oh my god, he's probably watching me walk towards him. I was mortified. What do I do, what do I do, I can't turn around, I can't stop, I'm just gonna put my head down and just keep walking. None of those people were him. And I get closer and I see a guy sitting on a chair and he is, you know, he's on his phone, and then he's doing this, like shaking his head, that's what Josh does, and I was like, that's him. And I walked up to him and I was like, hey, hey. And he didn't hear me because it was really loud in there. And I dropped my bags and I say, hey, and I tapped him, and he looked up and his eyes got big and he was like, [gasp] my baby! And he jumped up and he grabbed me and he hugged me. He's like, oh my god, I can't believe you're here. And I was like, oh my god. And he had his hair down and everything, and he looked so gorgeous. I was like, holy fuck, wow, cuz you know people online could look a little bit different. I was, I was a mess, I did not look good at all. But he was like, you look so much more beautiful in person than I thought you looked online. Like, he was, he was floored by me somehow in person. He like, wouldn't let me go. He kept hugging me, kissing me, and, and I like…Instantly when I got off the plane all I felt was humidity. It was like stepping into a sauna. It was so hot, and I had a scarf on, I had a hoodie on, I had a wig on, and I had a big long heavy dress on, and I had tights on, and I had boots on, so I was sweltering. And I actually, like, pushed him away, like, it's hot, can we go outside please, I can't breathe in here, let's just…can we get my stuff, I just want to go outside. And he's just like, well, I just can't stop hugging, and he just kept hugging me and hugging me. And he was like, oh I'm so happy, I'm so happy. He was, oh my god, he was over the moon, it was amazing.
And in person he looks so much different than he looks online. Like, I thought he was gorgeous online but in person, cuz, cuz online he kind of looks like a big guy, like a big kind of tough looking guy, but in person he's actually petite, like, he's really daint…I call him dainty, and he's like, oh shut the fuck up. But he's, like, dainty, he's got little bones, he's skinny, he's little, but he's tall. Like, my head only goes up to about here on him, and so he, like, could put his whole head on my head. And he has to bend over and hug me. He's like, oh my god, you are so fucking short. And I'm like, oh my god, you are so fucking tall. And he's just beautiful. Like, he is, he is gorgeous in person. Like, I thought that he was gorgeous before, but he is so fucking gorgeous.
And every single day he tells me that he loves me, he tells me I'm beautiful. I take my makeup off and he's like, oh my god, look at your eyes, you're so beautiful, you are so gorgeous. And then I put my makeup on, he's like, oh you look so nice today. And it doesn't matter what I wear. I came out last night after a shower and I had a big fuzzy huge bathrobe on, and he's like, oh look at you and your bathrobe, you look so cute, you look so nice. Like, he has a compliment for me every single day. And he just, like, he he goes into a store, do you want something to eat, do you want something to drink, do you want something, do you want something, do you? Like, he's always offering me something. Like, he is such a fucking sweetheart.
And any way that he was online he is not in person. Like, he seemed sometimes kind of overbearing, a little overprotective, a little jealous, because I was getting comments and messages. And sometimes online it would say I was online when I wasn't online, and we'd argue about that. Like, you said you're asleep, why does it say you're online? And I'm like, I don't fucking know, I'm not online. And we'd argue about that because I wouldn't be online but it would say that I was. And in person he's not like that at all. He is such a sweetheart. Like, he is so fucking sweet. He just hugs me and holds me all day long, all day is just spent, like, kissing and talking and everything else.
And like, anything I cook, you know, he'll eat, he'll try. Like, I made him ramen with, like, egg and pork rinds because he had never had that, and my mom always made it like that, and he demolished the whole bowl. And I've made him spaghetti and sausages, and made him French toast, and made him eggs, eggs and chorizo, shit like that.
I did have my first meal at Taco Bell. And I've gotten mocked for wanting Taco Bell, but you know what, I fucking love Taco Bell, and I'm not gonna be ashamed of it. I don't care, I loved it. Taco Bell was amazing.
We went to Walmart, and the first night I bought, I bought us the bed, I bought us pillows, sheets, mattress topper, filled up the fridge with food, pots and pans, silverware and all that stuff, because he had gotten this place and he had paid the deposit and all that stuff. And he took us out to eat and everything, so he's, he's been paying for the food every day. And then we'd gone out two separate times to buy stuff for the house cuz there was really nothing here, so we're still in the process of filling this place out, fleshing it out. And while things are really cheap here, when you're buying big-name stuff like that it gets a bit expensive, so it's gonna take some time. So I'm not gonna do a tour because there's nothing to show at the moment.
It's just a, it's a big house, not huge. It's a good sized two-bedroom, two-bathroom, and it's got, like, a deck in the back, like a big deck. It's got a massive fucking yard. It's got a deck and stairs in the front, and it's by the road. You could probably…I don't know if you can hear cars going by. But, um, I'm happy here. It feels like home. I'm so glad it's got two bathrooms, two full bathrooms, so I've got a tub and a shower, he's got a tub and a shower, toilet, toilet, you know. Mine's by the other bedroom at the other end of the house, so, so that's awesome. It's got a nice big open kitchen, big living room, ceiling fans in every room, central heat and air. I mean, it's, it's got everything.
And um, the people…so I haven't been out that much. We've gone, we've gone out, we've gone to, like, Walmart and other stores, 7-Elevens and places. I try to get out and go into as many stores as possible because I just want to look at everything, you know. I don't even feel like I'm from here. I feel like a stranger in, in America. It's been so long, everything seems so different, and every place we've gone to I've gotten stopped. Every single place. And they're either like, oh my god I love your hair, oh my god you look amazing, oh my god look at you, oh my god I love your tattoos, did they hurt, oh my god you…do piercings hurt? Like, everybody here is so nice, so so so so nice.
The worst reaction I've gotten was at Walmart one night. I, I was bored so I sat here just fucking with makeup. I did, like, all this green shit on my eyes, green lipstick, shit that people here probably wouldn't have seen. I had just dyed my hair and it was green green green. It is actually green, it still looks kind of blue on camera but it is green. But it was, like, tree green and shit. And these two girls walked by and they're like, tsk. That's about it. And everybody else has been super nice.
And then we went to Taco Bell, no, was it Taco Bell or was it Arby's? We were out with Josh's brother and nephew, and we went to another Taco Bell in Georgia because we travel back and forth to Georgia sometimes. And this girl was there, and she's like, she told Josh, oh my god, you looks like Thor, Thor's so sexy. I was like, yeah, yeah he is. I don't think he looks like Thor, but my friends have said he looks like a Viking cuz he's so tall and he's got that long blonde hair and those blue eyes and, um, and she was just like, mmm he's so sexy. And I'm like, yeah. And josh is, like, crazy uncomfortable with it which was so fucking cute. But uh, he is a handsome guy, he really is.
So his nephew talks to me a lot. His brother had already talked to me cuz he was on my friends list. His brother's cool with me. His sister texted him a really nice message saying that, you know, she, she was really proud of him for, you know, for having his job and for, you know, getting this place and, like, getting his life on track again. Because I guess if something means something to you, you'll find the motivation to do it, you know. And sometimes if things don't mean enough, you'll tell yourself you, you want to do something but you won't actually do it. You need the proper motivation, something that you care about enough. And he cares about me enough, so he's done everything that he just kind of laid around not really doing before. And we've all been there at some point in our lives, I know, and so it makes me feel really good that he's just busted his ass to get everything so that we could have this life together, get married, and all that stuff. And she said that she, she's really happy. She hopes my life is going well as well. Like, she's, she's supporting me as well. I haven't met her yet. She's the only one I haven't met, she's like a nurse, she's really busy and stuff.
His mom I've met. She was actually texting me or facebooking me on my flight date, wishing me well, asking me how I was feeling, saying she hopes the flights go good, and she's catching up with me here and there. And then I met her in person. And as soon as I saw her she came up to me and gave me a big old hug, and she's like, so good to finally meet you. And, you know, she asked for my number so I…I'm like, looking at my phone case down here but, like, my phone's up here…she asked for my number so she has…because I have an American number now so she's got my number. His sister's got my number. And so I'm texting his mom. And, you know, whenever we go over there she'll be like, love you guys, love you. And he's just, like, wow she's never acted like that, she's never interacted…like with Claudia, his ex. She wasn't that close to Claudia. She tolerated her but she didn't say I love you, she said I love you, like, once, and that was, like, a year in. And she says that, you know, to me and to me and him, and wanting my number, wanted to talk to me, and we have a lot in common. And so it looks like everything's gonna be so great here. Like, his family accepts me.
Even his dogs. Like, I've said it before, I don't like dogs. Various things over the course of my life have made me not like dogs. I used to like dogs. I've tried having dogs. My little Skellie, I loved him so much. And then, like, the Leonbergers were all right. They weren't my dogs, though, they were my exes. I've had dogs in the past that I've loved to death. And then we had the little fucking bitch that attacked my Marmalade, and she just, she just kind of turned me against dogs. That, and then the neighbor's dog just was always barking and barking and barking and barking and barking and barking and barking. It just…I just get tired of noise. I don't like noise and I don't like barking. I'm like, fuck dogs. But Josh had, like, five fucking dogs. Then there was the one that got shot with an arrow and died. And he's still really upset about that. But he brought two of them here, and they like me. Like, one of them he warned me, he said, you know, he's really shy, he didn't even let my brother come near him for a month, you're probably not gonna get close to him. Second time I saw him, like, cuz the first time we just dropped something off and I didn't really…I wasn't out of the car, but the second time, which is the first time I was out of the car, he came right up to me. He comes and puts his big paw on me and lays down on my lap. And I always go visit with him and sit with him and pet him. And then there's a little one that even Josh didn't like before cuz he was like a little asshole, kind of real skittish as well. He comes right up to me, too, they all do, they're all, all over me. And so those two are here, the little one and the um, and his big boy. And so I, I go out there and pat them, make sure they've got food and water and everything. We just brought them here yesterday but they're doing really good, like, they're really, really happy here. And it's like we've got our own little family, you know. Everything's, everything's just amazing.
And the prices here are outrageously low. Like, I had gotten used to the prices in New Zealand, and some stuff I was like, that's really cheap. But compared to here, it's nothing. Here something's like $7, you're like, what $7, you know. Over there you're like, whoa $7, that's cheap. It's, it's like night and day, you know. It is, it is so different and, you know, I've gotten mocked so much over the years for wanting to come back here, oh America's a shithole, America this, America that, you should be happy to be in beautiful New Zealand. You know what, having lived a substantial amount of time in America and then New Zealand and then now coming back to America, people that live in America don't realize what you have, you don't know what you've got. Yeah, your president, the president might be shit, the cops might be point…going crazy. Then there's, you know, there's the shootings and things like that. Those all fucking suck. Every country has got its problems, I know that. But it's beautiful here. It's big. Everything is big. I'm not living in exactly a big city, but it still, it feels like a city, it's a…you know, there's places that are open late.
I mean, I bought a can of hairspray that's fucking about as long as my arm and it was $3. Like, what the fuck. And, oh, I've got these two cool things, I, I should go get them, I'll get them in a second. They're Lip Smackers. Because it's, like, Halloween time here. I haven't even been focused on Halloween because I'm so happy with Josh. I just, like, I don't care about Halloween anything, I haven't even walked down the Halloween aisles. I saw this in the makeup section when I was going to go get, like, deodorant cuz I don't like the deodorant I had to bring over. I like sprays or gels which they don't have gels in New Zealand, but I can't bring aerosol, so I had to make do with what I had, and I wanted to update so I got deodorant and I found these which is cool. But everything, they've got, like, Halloween everything, they've got Christmas everything, they've got like so much stuff. The sizes are so big and the prices are so cheap. Like, it's just…I'm, I'm…my mind is boggled at the moment.
Like, I haven't even gone crazy on fast food like people think I would have. He's like, he's used to living on fast food, so he's like, where do you want to go to eat? And I'm like, we've got food at home. Like, I want to make steak, I want to make lasagna, I want to make, you know, real meals. And he wants, like, he's adjusting to it. Whatever I make, he eats, and he loves, loves my cooking. And we've got food, like, the whole fridge and freezers full. We actually have too much food and it's overwhelming because I know I can't eat, I can't eat it at all. But it just goes to show, like, god dammit it's so cheap. And the variety, the variety of stuff here. Like, you guys just don't understand what you have, you really don't, a lot of you don't.
And I don't care what you say about New Zealand. I would never go back there. I'm, I'm happy here. I might not be a native-born American but I am an American, and I never want to leave America again. You know, I can appreciate what good this country has. I can also see what bad the country has, but it's not enough to sway me and make me want to leave, not at all. It's just, you just don't know, you know. I mean, I get mocked, oh you want fast food over healthy food? You can find healthy food here, go to a fucking health food shop, there's fruits, there's veggies, there's shit like that here as well. You know, going to a shithole country where everything's extremely overpriced and you can never dig yourself out of a hole, it's not worth, you know, it's not worth living there for healthy food that you can't even afford anyway, living in a place that you can't afford to live in.
This place here, two-bedroom, two-bathroom, I can't even tell you how big the fucking land around it is, five hundred a month. You know, a month, five hundred a month. We'd pay probably about 650, 700 a week in New Zealand for a place this size. You know, how the fuck can you manage to live on that, and you can't.
Logan lives alone…well, he lives with his mom, but he pays rent and everything. But he doesn't answer to anybody. He doesn't have me over there or anybody else, and he still has trouble. He doesn't have many bills, you know, and he still has trouble. It is so goddamn hard to survive. You can find a 55-inch TV here at Walmart, Panasonic 55-inch for not even 400, it's like $373. What the fuck. Do you how much that shit would be New Zealand? Then there's a 60-inch or something, I mean, it's even bigger, and that's about $700. And I showed that picture to Ryan. He said over there that would be about ten grand. You know, you can't justify the fucking price increase. I got milk, gallons of milk, not just like a two liter or three liter, I have an actual gallon of milk. At Walmart it was a dollar seventy four. I can buy three litres of milk in New Zealand for like almost $6. I mean, fuck me up the ass. It is so goddamn cheap.
I'm, like, in heaven here. I'm, like, this is the best thing I've ever done. I am over, over the moon with just being back home, being here, being with him, having this life with this person that loves me so much. He goes out of his way to right any wrongs he does, to tell me, to hold me, to hug me. When he comes home from work I hear the door open and he's like, where's my baby? And I jump up and I run and we hug each other. And it's, you know what I mean? It's like, it's the kind of life I've always wanted. Like, someone that interacts with me and talks to me and that appreciates me and that tells me I'm beautiful. And, you know, he doesn't care if I have makeup on, don't have makeup on, gained weight, lost weight, he doesn't care about any of that.
We go the laundromat, we're all husband and wife, fucking folding our clothes together. And then, you know, we do his mom and brother's wash, too, because we wash it at their house and then take it to the laundromat to dry it. And, you know, everything we do is, is so husband and wife, you know. And it's just such an amazing feeling to actually have that for the first time. Even though so many people have wished bad of me it's just great to actually have it.
I'm gonna pause this. I'm gonna show you those two things I've got. And then I've got to make a separate video for the other shit because it turns out this is 30 minutes and even I didn't want to upload a video that long. Be right back.
[cuts to kitchen]
Okay, so I found these Lip Smackers in the makeup section of Walmart like I said. This is a huge chapstick. So this one is pumpkin spice latte flavor. I'm kind of, I don't really want to open him, but it's pretty cool. And this is the first one I found, Maleficent. So I thought that was so fucking cool. These were, like, about five dollars, and I was like, [shows the back of Maleficent] whoa, that is so fucking amazing. That's the back of him. And they had, like, Ursula and other ones, but I didn't want to, like, buy all of them. If I found a second one of these I would probably buy them and open them, but for now I just kind of want to keep it closed. This is blackberry magic flavor. So these are, like, the cutest things ever.
And there's so much Halloween shit here. It's like, oh my god, I would go crazy, but I'm being responsible. And every money…all the money I've gotten is going into, like, we bought that, I bought that microwave back there, fucking nice microwave, right, I'm pointing at it over there. That microwave was only, like, $53 or some shit, and it's a thousand watt microwave, like fifty something dollars. What the fuck, you know?
So I'm gonna cut it now. Josh is, has just texted me, so I'm gonna check and see what he said. He might be home from work, so if he is I will do the other part of my video at some other time. If he's not then I will make it once I get back to the bedroom.
[cuts to outside on the deck with the dogs]
These are Josh's doggies. This is the big one. You guys are having fun out there, weren't you? You're having fun out in the yard. This is the little one. You guys doin' in the woods? Aw, I know, I know you're having a good old time, huh? Yeah. I don't know why half my screen is dark for some reason. That's part of our yard. Okay, okay you guys. I'll pet you, too.
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Why are the floor air vents positioned in the middle of the rooms? Typically they are positioned about six inches away from the wall.
The stove is missing a rear burner and all four burner drip bowls.
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Typical ductwork layout in a double wide mobile home.
Well anon, is actually kinda funny.
She told everybody that they would be living in a motel while Josh fixed their "dream house" for them.
But now she lives in a trailer park, by the road, in a asbestos filled hell hole, with no couch…
Also, trailer are super commom among white trash redneck people, like Mr. Momo himself. So yeah, everytime I see those vents, I laugh.
Fucking chill, it's okay if you live in a trailer, anon.
It's a shithole that they had to quickly snatch up because Raven would have been on his ass(and probably was) if he didn't get something fast. But seeing as how they've been planning this for a "while", they should have had plenty of time to find a better place.
Hagraven likes to brag which is why people are on her ass about it.
Thanks for transcript.
>So his nephew talks to me a lot.
Ewwwwwwww, creepy how couchboy's nephew gets first mention in family connections. Stay away from him Gravy.
Goddamn, this woman is such a fucking gasbag! I mean, bad enough she has to go into minute detail about even the dullest bits of her life, but she repeats every fucking thing three times!!
Bless the anon that is transcribing these videos. Because not only can I not watch the damn things, but I can’t even read the entire transcript. Listening to her blather on about herself bores the shit outta me.
TBH, it's better than motel living. Most of those live in motels are sketchy af and super gross. There's one in the town over that is actually legitimately scary. Meth labs and all. I think the local news just hangs out over there waiting for a story because it's on the news damn near every night.>>466589
Nah. I live in a house. I have lived in a trailer before tho. It's not a big deal. Some of the trailer parks around here are super nice, not the one I lived in (which was just okay) but some of the other ones. There's one sort of nearby that is actually lovely. Manicured lawns, a park, etc. looks better than some of the HOA neighborhoods tbh.
Trailers on land are really common in the south. I can't speak for her trailer as we haven't gotten a lot of pictures yet. It's not strange down here to spend good money on land and just plop a trailer on it either for the time being or forever. Most people living in trailers in my state don't live in parks, but just a trailer. As parks cost way more than owning your own or renting away from one. Lot fees and maintenance and paying for the privilege of having a maintenance team on site, etc etc.
I just don't think her living in a trailer is the worst she's done or is doing. She's still shit talking her kid, still stirring up drama and still obsessing over lolcow. Plus we all know damn well she isn't going to be contributing to this online relationship gone too damn far.
She could be living in a lot worse. As from what we've seen so far, it's really not that bad. Especially since older trailers are usually falling in by this point and hers seems okay.
The way she talks about Josh being more ‘boyish’ looking irl is so fucking creepy imo. Even the way she constantly pets his hair gives me the heebie jeebies. I can’t even tell if she’s trully a cho-mo or if she’s just so damaged to the point that she really thinks she’s still a child. She seems to think that acting like she’s shy will make her appear cute/quirky, which I find comical considering she’s in her fucking 40s and looks haggard af? Gravy, leave that shit to 15 year old girls who can actually pull off being awkward/cute, you stupid ball of grease. >>466598
I think it’s fucking hilarious and I grew up in a trailer, lol. Let the anons joke around, it’s not like Raven wasn’t already trailer trash before moving into an actual trailer, lmfao.
>>466579>And I get closer and I see a guy sitting on a chair and he is, you know, he's on his phone, and then he's doing this, like shaking his head, that's what Josh does, and I was like, that's him. And I walked up to him and I was like, hey, hey. And he didn't hear me because it was really loud in there. And I dropped my bags and I say, hey, and I tapped him, and he looked up and his eyes got big and he was like, [gasp] my baby
So romantic! Wow! I travel a bit for an LDR and one of my favourite things is not only my own airport reunion, but watching everyone else's as well. But goshdamn this is a new one. Can't even stand in a designated spot for his love of a love that was more than love with like a big sign or whatever. Nope. Raven deserves this level of romance lol.
>like, they actually arranged it so I could have the entire row to myself which was fucking amazing.
eheheh no bitch you got really lucky and maybe were on a quiet route. and Idk but like Raven is sounding in this video like one of those really awful demanding passengers but that's not unsurprising.
Doing God's work, Anon. Thank you!
>as that I'm gonna say a lot of nasty things.
Wow. I know I am shocked!
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profile pc flashing the tattoo of the boy youre married to but cheated on with a redneck who you are gonna marry while still married. marriage number 8? does this bitch not learn?
she looks skinny here >>466636
those arent cankles tbh. too much definition in her calves to be cankles
umm have you not seen her other pictures? she doesnt look like a lardass in this one, just like a normal sized lady in terrible dress.>>466640
tf, you guys seriously don't see that that's a comparatively flattering photo of her? she looks like shapeless mound of dogshit. she actually has a waist here.
In the >>404705
"omg he is beautiful" video in which they were Skyping while he was preening in the mirror she exclaimed, "You actually look really fucking young right now!"
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Her new profile pic for her community page.
The glare from that cheap Walmart polyester microfiber comforter.
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The new face meld pic. He is even more subsumed than in the last one.
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Her engagement ring.
this is like the couch all over again.
>I own my own place>lives on mom's couch
>I'll treat you like you deserve>$15 walmart ring
wait, the second one is accurate, my bad. gg josh
>This is the engagement ring he bought me. Isn't that beautiful? It's actually not the one I wanted, it's a, it's an opal. This isn't the design I wanted, the design I wanted, it isn't opal, but she got the orders mixed up, so in the meantime while she's correcting the orders she let me wear this one, so I get to decide if I want to keep this one or move on to the one I actually did order. But it'll be like a week or two before that comes in.
The silver Celtic triskele or triquetra knot ring with a center stone is a very popular design, made and sold by a large number of companies and jewelers. The examples I found all sell for under $50. I matched her ring specifically to the one sold at Walmart (and other large retailers) based on the four-prong setting, the proportions and bevelling of the knot, and the size of the stone which is clearly simulated (synthetic).
If the ring she wanted was ordered from the same company that produces and/or sells the opal ring, then her ring is likely also a less expensive mass-produced silver ring.
.925 silver will not turn green; it will oxidize, but the oxide wears away when the jewelry is worn continuously. It is a soft metal that will scratch, ding, and wear down over time, faster than the karats of gold used for rings.
Raven says that the seller will allow her to return this ring when the ring that she ordered arrived. Does this mean that the seller will resell the returned ring? A silver ring that has been worn continuously will show signs of wear.
Sage for former jewelry store owner fagging.
Maybe that's a 'Murican thing? over where I live, it's common not to have a dryer. But anyway, how is it saving a buck by washing at mom's house, hey still have to drive there etc? Plus them taking every person's washing to the dryers. It's probably more about encouraging dependences on each other than any practical purpose. It'll all end in tears one day with Raven accusing them of being ungrateful for all the times she folded their smalls.
What I notice more in terms of 'lifestyle' is they have a broken stove, a fridge that looks like hungry wolves have been trying to get into it, and no furniture beyond an airbed, a microwave and some halloween chapsticks.
I know some laundromats let you run the dryers for free.. in some areas it;s not totally uncommon to wash your stuff at home in the tub and then take it over to the free dryers
source: i'm white trash
Goddam I pay $1 for 10 minutes. America really is the land of the free.>>466935
How did I forget the most important cushion.
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'I don't know why half the screens covered' well gravy it looks like theres shit all on the porch. You do nothing all day clean it
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Having a shit. Holy fuck she's been in America a month and has put on so much weight and aged 10 years. She looks unbelievably awful
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her cheek piercings are great because it doesn't matter what angles she tries to use, or how she tries to hide it, you can see the weight gain immediately because the bars are now far too small and actually look painful.
that being said, it shows everywhere. her arms especially look huge to me.
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kek what the fuck do people think we are? Some kind of super genius cult that revolves around making Ravens life hell? Because I'm pretty sure she does a great job at doing that herself.
So she's skinnier in America because she's eating more, and she was fatter in NZ because she was starving herself.
>>467048>it's not my account!>I use it though>no address>someone stole it from the counter!>fuel crisis!>too busy!>I put the address though
Oh, she totally scammed that person. Maybe they got their money back anyway (hopefully) but not through her efforts.
>I haven't been on welfare!>I got off it
Why does she even do this?
kek it's wannabe goth miss piggy, jfc the state of her. Even fatter face and arms, you can see the fishnet top digging in. It's going to be glorious as she continues to pile on the weight, keep scoffing down that Taco Bell Ray ray>>467038
what the actual fuck is that thumbnail pic?
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She's asking people to help her name the breed of wolf dog on instagram. Beautiful dog though, shame all he has for company 'every couple of days' is her.
She's talking about Dorian being a porn addict and always bringing porn to the house and him being the reason it's talked about by Logan
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Hey Raven, since you’re so bored because you don’t have WiFi and don’t work, why don’t you up the clothes you have on the floor (which I bet have been there since you arrived) or at least make the fucking bed you’re sitting on, you filthy fat fuck slob. The fact that you think ANYONE would be jealous of a lazy disgusting slob like you BLOWS my mind. Who in their right mind would look at you and want to be like you?!
Lmao, PLEASE the only thing you make me want to do is
2. Clean my house
3. Scrub the shit out of myself, because looking at you makes me feel like I’m the one who’s dirty.
>>467039>>Wait, was it the library or Taco Bell?<<
That is Ravens eternal question. And she included a screen shot of the "that blowjob was worth a tortilla at best" status!?
Holy fucking kek, Christmas came early anons.
agreed. this is the only fame she has, so she clings to it hard. loving that she's finally desperate enough for it to just sperg on and on and on … >>467111
Oh this is just fucking glorious.
I love that in one part of the video she says she tells lies to A LOT of people because they might be lolcow and then later she says "I never lie!! Why would I???"
lol ofc we believe Claudia more than her, ofc we believe Dorian and his smart gf over her, who wouldn't?
Week 1 in America Part 2: Responding to many accusations and insults
Published on Nov 22, 2017
There's just the offensive video which will be uploaded for Patreon only left, and then the rest are non-hate site related (finally!) Thank you guys for all of your support and bearing with me!
So, since I had vanished for so long lolcow has been out of their minds looking for me. Like, they have been going so goddamn crazy. I've never seen anything like it. They're like feral dogs or some shit. I made a little list here just to kind of…cuz there's so much I want to talk about, but I want to be careful and not talk about too much.
Okay, first of all they found and checked on a Trade.me account. They think it's mine. It's under dot raven dot, but it's actually not my account. It's an account that I used, but the owner of the account and the address and the information, none of that's mine. So they found that account. They found everything that was bought and everything that was sold. They even had a running tally of how much stuff was bought and sold from that account.
I sold my S8 and my S8+, the broken one, and the person that I sent the S8 to never got it. He says he never got it. I went to the post office, I sent him a picture of the package, I sent him a picture of the package and the tracking number, I sent him a picture from within the post office. I left it on the counter as I was instructed to do. I was told, it's kind of weird that there's no address on this, it just says pacemakers or place makers or something like that, but that's all I was given, so I wrote down exactly he gave me. When I paid for it they said, that's weird that there's no address on it, but maybe the people that are local to them will know, maybe there's only one store so they'll get it. I was like, I don't know, this is all I have. I left it on the counter like I was told to do and I left. So he says the tracking number doesn't exist. The only thing that could have happened would have been if somebody had grabbed the package. I would not have ripped somebody off like that. There's no fucking way me, who complains all the time, would have willingly ripped off somebody like that. I actually sent the fucking parcel to him, and I don't know why he didn't get it. I left the country soon after that. I tried writing to the post office. They had that uh, what the fuck was it called, that fuel crisis, and every time I called, because I was missing packages as well, every time I called I was told, you know, well, with the fuel crisis things haven't been…things aren't being shipped at the same time, some things are taking longer, some things, you know, I don't know, you just be patient be patient be patient be patient. Like, fucking hell, there's nothing I could do about it. They just told me wait be patient wait be patient. Um, the tracking number hadn't updated, like, at all. My tracking numbers for the stuff I was waiting for hadn't updated at all. So I thought it was the same as that. I answered him, I told him it was sent out, this is what I did, of course it was sent out, I sent you pictures. And he kept writing me like, why won't you answer me about my package? And I'm like, I answered you, I've told you everything, I've got nothing else I can possibly tell you, when I call the post office they tell me there's a fuel shortage has screwed up some of the packaging and the mailing or whatnot, and give it some time give it some time give it some time and then wait. And I did what they said. And then I was distracted with my own move and my own stuff. But I definitely sent him that motherfucking phone. I sent it to him. I sold it for less than I wanted to sell it for as it was. He won it fair and square. We spoke about it. The only delay on it was that he wanted the receipt which I was trying to find, and that's for the warranty information. I gave him that IMEIM, whatever, the code for it, so he could see that it was a perfectly fine phone. It was unlocked, errr it was not blocked or blacklisted or breaked or anything like that, everything was fine. Took it in, mailed it out, sent him a picture of the package, of his address to make sure I got it right, sent a picture of it on the counter, and then I left. That's all I know about it. But lolcow has taken it upon themselves to say that I robbed him and they are going to help him bring me to justice, so they are trying to contact him and give him all my New Zealand contact details. That's how far they're going. They want to contact Logan's mom and Logan and Dorian and everybody else to find out where I am because they didn't know where I was.
They had a running poll to see where I was, who thought I was where. Their thread reached its 1200 limit within three days and they had to start a whole new thread. But then they say so often on there, we don't care about her, we're not talking about her, this is just…we're just biding our time, I mean, we're just bored. Seriously, you're bored so it's over 1200 posts in three days? Right. Please, you're in denial. Just stop already, it's…you're embarrassing yourself, seriously. They've gone so far as to look at my videos and see if I've approved comments. They've had to go video by video to see what comments are new because I've approved some comments but not all comments because I know a lot of the comments are lolcow, so I've left it while I've been in, on my hiatus or whatever.
They've written to Josh. They've written to Logan. They've infiltrated Logan for a very very short time when that stupid little slut, she really thought she got to him but she didn't. They…to amuse themselves they've gone digging on the internet. They found, they found my sister who is like notoriously private. She doesn't even have the same last name as me. They found her. They found my dad's memorial which I didn't even know was online. Then they're debating over why I'm from Germany but it says my dad's from Indiana. That's my stepdad. I call him dad cuz he adopted me and he was like a father to me. My real dad is a piece of shit that I've got nothing to do with. So, I didn't even know that shit could be found and viewed online, but they found it and they viewed it.
They know all my last…almost all, there's a couple they're missing…but they know almost all my last names. They've got a list. They've gone and found websites that I didn't even know still existed, shit that I didn't even know was still online from like 2009. They're digging up shit from early, like my early early early life, my early online life, and bringing it up and sharing it and using all that against me. But they don't care about me.
They're also trying to get me for benefit fraud because they think I'm on welfare. I wasn't on welfare. I wasn't committing welfare fraud. I didn't lie about anything. I was on welfare when Dorian was living with me. We were both on welfare and we were both, you know, listing expenses and rents and bills and things like that. And then he left. And without his help I couldn't do it because that was where my income was coming from that I had listed. And without income I can't cover my bills. Without being able to cover my bills they're just gonna be questioning and questioning and questioning so I got off of it. I haven't been on it. I haven't had any money. Any money I've had has been from selling my own stuff, people giving me shit, or little jobs here and there. None of it has been sexual. None of it has been hand jobs, blowjobs, fucking, prostitution, webcamming, none of that shit, nothing fucking sexual.
They've brought up the fact that I don't like sluts and whores but I have naked pictures. I've explained this I don't even know how many times. When I was with my ex he…I wouldn't say pressured me, but he wanted me to take naked photos. He was into that, he liked it. He was my husband at the time. He made me feel like I was beautiful. He told me, oh you're so hot, you're so hot, I like it when other guys say you're hot, whatever. So I did it for him. That was something between two married people that has nothing to do with anybody else. Normally I would not have done anything like that on my own. I don't approve of it, I don't like it, and I don't like my naked body. I did it when I was with him. This was back again, 2007, '08, '09, something like that. And I've tried to get the pictures removed. I photoshopped them heavily so that's not even my body. Everything has changed from skin color to areola color to vagina color to the sizes of stuff, everything is edited, so that is not even what I look like. It was a lapse in judgment because I felt this pressure from him and I didn't care. I was in the frame of mind where I was like, everybody does it, I'm never gonna get away from here, I'm depressed, I just want to die, my life sucks, fuck it, I might as well, there you go, I didn't care, so I did it, I didn't care. I care now, I would not do it now. I don't…it's not that I don't like sluts and whores and I hate all women, it's not that. I used to be like that. I am not like that anymore. I don't like sluts and whores that try to break apart my marriage or my relationships or whatever because fuck those bitches. But that goes for male and female. If you want to still think I'm the same as I used to be, the problem is with you, it is not with me, as I always fucking say.
So they're going crazy trying to get me for benefit fraud, trying to get me for Trade.me fraud, trying to get me for everything and contacting everybody trying to find out…
Some of these bitches have written to me, and what they didn't realize is that I was feeding them a line. I faked screenshots, I faked videos, I faked a lot of stuff, and I said it only…each story to one person, and I let them believe that I said it to a bunch of people, so I knew whenever they posted on lolcow exactly who it was that was betraying me. And then I would go on and act like I didn't know and feed them more bullshit which they fed to lolcow. So I'm looking at you, what the fuck was your name, fuck I don't have your name. Oh, and a screenshot here just for you. So bitch, I knew all along you were fucking lolcow, you stupid fucking cunt. Seriously, um, oh my god, people are so stupid. I've said before I'm aware that anybody I talk to, you could be lolcow. I'm on guard and I throw out feelers for, like, everybody. I tell them all a version of things unless I know them a hundred percent, I've known them for years, I know they're not lolcow, they've never betrayed me, I've never seen anything I've told them pop up on lolcow. That is the only time I don't test them. Otherwise I test everybody. I throw them something irresistible that the rest of lolcow would love to know, and I watch and I wait. That's my own little game. And they expose themselves sooner or later.
So they also talk about Logan being under my control because there's this girl that had added him and he had added her and talked to her. And then out of the blue he blocked her and she doesn't know why. Well, I'll tell you why. Because I found out you're lolcow, you fucking bitch, and as soon as I found out I told him, and I told him, block that fucking cunt, and he did. So yeah, I guess he could say he is under my control and for good reason, because I'm looking out for him. I went back and I saw more comments from this fucking bitch trying to get questions from people to feed him, so she was trying to betray him and get dirt on our relationship and things like that. And that's not what a friend does. You might have shown your true face by holding up a sign for him or whatever. But um, the only reason he talked to you is because he was depressed about me because he loves me, loves, not loved, he loved me, and he was depressed because I was leaving and he didn't know how to handle it. And you wrote him at just the right time so he wrote you back. And he was liking having a conversation with somebody to get his mind off of me. He didn't like you, he didn't care about you, he was rebounding. He's never been in a real relationship, he was rebounding. And now he's never gonna let any of you guys back in no matter who writes him or his mom, messages, adds. He's done accepting anybody.
And we still have a connection, and he knows, you know, that what we had was real. You guys like to think I had him from the cradle. Are you fucking serious? He was 16 years old when I got with him. Yeah, that was young, but it was hardly from the fucking cradle. I hardly raised him, and I did not groom him. He is who he is, he does what he wants to do. And if you can't accept or understand that two people of different age groups can love each other, then you've got issues, because what we had was real. He might move to America, he might not, I don't know what he's gonna do. Um, he wanted to go to school. I said, go ahead and go to school, and if you're gonna meet somebody you should meet them in person, meet them face to face. And then, you know, warn them about lolcow because whoever you meet, she's probably gonna have internet, of course, and a Facebook, so just tell her, warn her ahead of time, and you guys have got to keep your relationship private.
You know, I support him, believe it or not, in having a relationship. It would hurt, I'm not gonna lie. I kind of can't picture him ever being with anybody else, but I know he will, and it's only right that he does. It is. He has a right to move on with his life, and he has the right to be with somebody, somebody real who could care for him and love him, not lolcow who's gonna milk him for details, someone who will respect the fact that we're going through this. Me and him, we're in this together now, and he's always gonna have a shadow on his back because of me, and it really fucking sucks and it's not fair on him. And the reason that I did the whole fake, fake out thing that I'm still there with him or whatever was also to protect him, because the more people thought I was there with him the less they try to write him and get to him because they think, oh fuck, he's under her control. I didn't like the bad-mouthing he was getting, he didn't deserved that either. But the whole thinking he's under my control, he's under my influence, he's never gonna get away from me, I'm there with him watching everything he does, has stopped people from trying to reach out to him and get to him. Whereas knowing that he's on his own, you'll think just like that stupid little bitch did, that you matter to him and you're gonna get in somehow. You're not getting in, trust me. I've shown him plenty of screenshots. I've shown him everything you guys have said. I've shown him little fucking thirsty whore, I've shown him everything you've said, and yeah, you're not getting back in. I've even warned him you'll probably try to make a fake account to get in or a separate account to try to talk to him. It's not gonna work, so give up. I'll keep my claws in him as long as I have to to protect him from you lot.
Moving on…oh, they also think that to get money what I've done is I've taken out a bunch of loans and credit cards. This goes along with the whole scamming thing. I haven't done that. I did try to get, like, loans and credit cards for my ticket and I got denied left and right and rightfully so because I would have left the country. And stupid me couldn't think of a proper lie so I was like, I want it for a flight. And they're like, well if you're gonna fly away how are you gonna pay for it? And I'm like, I didn't think about that. So um, yeah, that didn't work for me.
So again, anything that I fought has been from buying and selling my own shit or gifts. I'm not gonna name names, but one person sended…sended…oh my god, what the fuck, one person sent me about $800. Another person had sent me fifty. Another person had sent me about 400, 500. So I've gotten money. First thing was I paid ticket, paid for the ticket, had money for my baggage. Everything else came afterwards. Everything else was from me, on me. I did not use any money from anybody else for tattoos, for snacks, for food, for anything aside from what I said it was gonna be for. Because believe it or not, I know you don't, believe it or not, I don't scam people. I'm open and upfront about what I'm doing with the money, where I've gotten that money from, yada yada fucking yada. So there's that. No credit, no credit cards, no benefit fraud, no ripping people off, none of that has happened. So feel free to keep wasting your time, please. Please.
All lolcow does really is age shame and fat shame. Now, I know I'm not the skinniest girl. I'm not skinny, I'm, I'm average. I've got pajamas on here so it's bulking me out a bit, I just wanted to throw on a different top for the top. I'm still roughly about the same weight I was when I was in New Zealand, I think. Oh, I've lost a little bit because I can eat consistently here, I can actually eat. There's a variety of food I cook for Josh, and I eat when I cook for him, and it's a more, yeah, it's a more consistent diet than what I was on. What I was on before was frozen cherries day and night, and occasionally I'd have McDonald's or something if I wanted some meat or whatever. But I wasn't cooking. I've already explained all that, why wasn't, but cherries. I was basically starving myself and so I was…I'd eat the cherries, starved myself, when I'd have fast food my body would just go, keeping all of it, and so that's what happened.
But like, they like to say that Josh's ex Claudia's so much more beautiful than me, she was a catch, oh he downgraded, why would he even turn away from her and go with me, and all that shit. Um, she's like twice my size and they don't fat shame her, conveniently enough. They only fat shamed me. And they age shame me. She's, uh, close to my age, she's maybe one to two years younger than me, but she doesn't get age shamed.
She was not a very nice person. She lied. She's full of shit. I fucking hate the bitch, and I can't wait till she sees me and Josh. One day she will see us together and I'm gonna be like, come here [mimes kissing Josh]. You know, I'm gonna, I'm gonna rub it in that bitch's face because of what she did. Her and Josh were together for two years, three years, something like that. I think for the last year they were engaged. They fought constantly. He told me all they did was fight. She was a fucking bitch to him, and finally he said, you know, all we do is fight, I can't do it anymore, I don't want to be with you anymore. And she didn't want to break up with him. But I mean, what is she gonna do? She can't keep him. They kind of had a falling out. After they cooled down they stayed friends. They kept in communication and they talked from time to time on but not very often, just kept in touch, hey how are you? That's about it, as people do.
And about seven months passed, and then he and I met. And as soon as we met we hit it off like BAM, faster than I've ever had. And I move really fast. I have a history of having fast relationships. This is faster than that. Day one he told me he loved me. Day two he asked me to marry him. Four months later here I am, you know, and it just worked out for us, that's just how it's happened. It's worked out for us and everything's great. I wouldn't have it any other way. Sometimes life works out like that. I mean, you know, everything I thought I felt for him, the love that I thought I had for him, that's nothing compared to what I feel for him now. So just because the love isn't the same doesn't mean it's not love, it just means that it grows and blossoms from there, and that's what's happened. We loved each other, what we knew of each other, what we felt from each other, but it's just grown exponentially since then. Especially being in person, it's grown so much more since then.
And she couldn't handle it, so she try to say that, oh you live on your mom's couch, you don't have a job, you don't have a car, you don't do anything, blah blah blah. And lolcow ran with that, so that's why they say Couchland, I'm living on a couch. You know, he was motivated to do more with me, and she couldn't handle that either. She couldn't believe that, knowing me for such a short amount of time he could have loved me, so she accused him of cheating. Lolcow is not interested in the truth, so they ran away with it. And she gave them ammo that was false, that they can't get off of, so that's what happened with that. And I fucking hate the bitch for that.
They also like to sit there and say that, why don't I contour my nose to make it smaller, the big black heavy eyebrows I do just accentuates my sagging jowls, and my old face and my wrinkles, and fuck, I look so rough. Oh, and that the only people tell me I look young is because I dress like an idiot and because they're just lying to me. So I would like you to tell me who has made up the rule that once you hit a certain age you have to dress a certain way? It's society that puts that pressure on people. There's no, you know, set steadfast rule that you have to look or act a certain way because you are a certain age. That is fucking bullshit, and I will never conform to that. I am who I am and who I have always been. I don't contour my nose because why should I? For one, I don't like contouring, I hate the way it looks. I always see when people are contouring on and it just looks like…I know it's ironic for me to say, but it looks like too much makeup. I don't like it. Two, I don't know how to contour and I've got no interest in learning. Three, I was born like this, I'm not gonna go get plastic surgery and have to contour my nose down because you don't like my nose. Noses are ugly in general. If you look at anybody and you just kind of separate and you just look, you just stare at their nose…noses, are ugly. I was born with this nose. Love it or hate it, there's nothing I can do about it. I'm not gonna go and get plastic surgery. I'm not gonna go and try to contour and hide it. I'm not gonna change the way I like doing my own makeup because you don't like seeing my big black heavy brows or my lots of panda eyes or whatever. I generally make up this way because it's how I like it. I dress this way because it's how I like it. I don't care if you think I look like a ridiculous 41 year old mall goth or whatever, and I should grow up. You can't fake the surprise you see in people's faces when I tell them how old I am, eyes gaping, disbelief in their face. You cannot fake that. I've seen fakeness and it's when I was fat and I'd be like, oh I'm so fat, and they're trying to be polite and they're like, no, but you know they're lying and I knew they were lying. You know, I've gone through the whole fake, fake polite lie thing before. That age thing I've heard most of my life, well, pretty much my entire adult life I've heard it. I hear it from Josh all the time. He's seen me with makeup and without makeup. He says my skin is remarkable, I look very very young, especially in person, in person is so much different than on, on camera. And he sees no wrinkles, no nothing.
And, you know, lolcow, what they do is they'll go to my videos and they'll get screenshots of the most unflattering, you know, faces and stills, and it's like, you have to go out of your way to take unflattering screenshots of me. It's bullshit, you know. Looking up, they're like, oh, you know, I've got wrinkles when I look up. Doesn't everybody? You know, I don't have Botox, I've got a movable fucking face.
They also don't believe that my tailbone miraculously stopped hurting. They don't seem to understand that when you go through weight loss surgery you lose muscle. You lose everything substantial along with the fat. So what had happened was, I lost my tits and I lost my ass, so when I sat I was only sitting on bone, on my tailbone, because I had no ass to lift me off of it. I gained weight, I've got meat on my ass again, it lifts me off of my tailbone so my tailbone no longer hurts like it did. It still causes me pain. It is hurting me right now. I can't sit for long periods of time. I can't be in one position for long periods of time. And I can't sit on my tailbone. But it does not cause me the excruciating pain it used to. I don't care if you believe me or not. Look up, go to Google and look up tailbone pain weight loss surgery, and you will see many many people talking about it. It is a thing, it happens. I don't fucking lie. I'm not Dorian. I don't need to lie for attention.
Oh, they also pick on me because I don't paint my nails all the time. I've got cheap nail polish and as soon as I paint my nails it chips. I'm not concerned. I don't care. Who the fuck do I have to keep up appearances for? Nails aren't that important to me. If they're important to you, I think you need a hobby. Oh wait, you have one, it's me.
Anyway, lastly I'd just like to say I don't care if you like me or if you don't like me. I know where the source of your hatred comes from, and it's because I have people that like me, I have people that follow me. You try to say, no no Diana, we don't like…we don't hate you because of that, we hate you because you're a narcissist, you're evil, you're a pedophile, you're a kiddie groomer, you're abusive, you've done this, you've done this, you've done that. All of that is just lolcow's opinion. None of that is fact. Not one single bit of fact. It's all their opinion or their opinion on how they think I should live my life. Every single thing that they talk about does not impact them or affect them in one iota, one tiny meager bit. None of what I do affects them, none of it.
So they say my thread was closed until I posted and I woke it back up again. You know what I did? Logan and I split up and I made a video about it and I posted it on my YouTube. Because I did that, it's my fault lolcow's started talking about me again. Um, excuse you. They would have had to have been watching me to report on it. I can post whatever the fuck I want. I'm not gonna stop posting for them. Now, lots of people obviously like me. Lolcow can't handle that. They've said it before.
I saw one comment, it was, it was pretty awesome, actually, it gave me great insights. They said, how the hell does she keep landing these guys, it's not fair. So that leads me to believe that they're also jealous because I do find these guys that fall completely in love with me, they are completely dedicated to me, they love me, they're dedicated to me, they want to be with me, and lolcow can't understand how someone like me, apparently, can get guys consistently to love me or want to be with me. I don't know how I do it, I don't try to. I just know that I've been very fortunate in my life to find friends, friends that are like family, fans, followers, and guys that would almost do anything for me. And they're intimidated by it, they hate it, and frankly I don't really care what they think of it.
I don't want to have the same mistakes in this relationship that I had. Josh, he honestly doesn't care about lolcow. He's not fazed at all. He thinks it's fucking hilarious. He loves to fuck with them. And we sit back and we've watched their comments and then we've seen him getting messaged. He showed me, he shows me the messages that he gets, and I'll tell him if he should answer or not or what to do or not or whatever. I don't have control over his account, but I do have the wife control of telling him delete this person or remove this or do that, let's fuck with them, and he'll do it for me. So I have wife control, I don't have physical control. And so one girl wrote, oh I follow her and I blah blah, I'm so worried about her. And I'm like, oh yeah, tell her this, tell her that, whatever, and he did, okay let's go to lolcow and let's look. It wasn't even a full 60 seconds later that that bitch posted, and I'll probably put it here. So we had a great laugh over that. So he likes it, he thinks it's funny because it's so ridiculous it's funny. He comes up with shit on his own, like, oh we should do this, you know, we should do that to fuck with lolcow. And so, you know, that's pretty cool.
I do want to show him, though, because he is so beautiful, and when we go out and just do stuff it's just…I just love being in America so much. I just, I just love it here so much, I would like to show some of that. And if we go out and we go to, like, the fair or we do things like that, I'll want to show all that stuff, too. So those are the kind of videos you can expect. Maybe updates here and there, maybe still, I still have fashion shows I need to do for you guys, look books or whatever. And I've got, like, video…Like, I've got this [holds up a 15 color collection of lip stains] that I'm wearing one of them, that's why I have this here. But I kind of want to try on some of these and some of the other makeups that I have. I actually got this because of this Devils color that's nowhere else, but I'm kind of disappointed because it turns out this is a very orange based red which is not nice at all. Something called Devils, I guess Devils does fit, doesn't it, how orangey red, I don't know. But um, you know I'll be doing some stuff like that here and there.
I knew everything I said and did was going on lolcow so that was my way of fucking with them. I just…I'd post misleading information here and there just to keep them confused and it worked every time. It was like, you know, it's like fishing, you know, throw something out and they fucking jump right on it. They're very very very easy. Like, I know what they're gonna say to everything I've said here. I know everything they're gonna say. And it's just ridiculous how far some people will go to bring other people down while judging other people for doing nothing more than living their lives. How about you try something interesting? how about you try to get offline? Back away from my life and live your own for once. Let's try that, shall we? Let's try the live our own life game, and see how that works out for you. My life is my life, and you can't have it, as much as you want it, you can't have it.
And as much as you like to lie about me and make me out to be this horrible god-awful person, it's just not true, it's not. And I don't care what you say. You guys are fucking batshit crazy. Look at the lengths you have gone through to try to find me because I've been offline for a while. You can't live without me. Look at what you're doing. And you are in such denial. You're like, she thinks we care about her, she thinks we care about her. 1200 posts later, we don't care about her. Another 1200 post later. There's about seven threads about me, each thread is limited to 1200 posts. That's just on lolcow, and that's just on one topic. There are other threads and other topics out there about me. And then there's Kiwi Farms as well. And you tell me these people are not obsessed with me. They will stoop to any, any level to talk about me. They will make up so much shit to make me seem to be the worst person on the face of the planet. But they don't care about me. It's all in my head, right? I don't think so. You're delusional and you all need to fucking be locked up. Seriously. Let me live my fucking life.
Or, you know, continue to sit back and dedicate all your time because, you know what, you say you don't take time, it's just toilet reading. But then if you read further you see all these links, links that I don't even remember having because I make links over time and I make…I would make different Facebooks because Facebook would delete me and so I'd like to have a backup in case that happened, you know, at the time that's what I did, but uh, I deactivate because I don't really want that many, you know. I tried to have one for friends, one for family, one for games, you know, shit like that. It just didn't work out. I like making accounts. I don't like keeping accounts. But they've gone into accounts that I didn't even remember having made, just old old shit, you know, for what? Like, to spy on me? For what? Honestly. And they have lists so long of everything I've ever had, and they've said, I might like research, but fuck, this was a lot of work, god damn, this was so much work. And they've even talked about how hard it was going through and researching everything they can find on me. So on the one hand they try to say that they just talk about me, toilet time, it's nothing really major, I don't matter to them. But on the other hand they'll talk about how hard it is to locate every bit of dirt on me that's on the Internet. Which one is it? You guys have been called out for lying so many times. I don't lie. I live my life and you're threatened by it, so whatever, whatever.
Hey guys, hey guys! I keep saying it, I really need to think of something else to say when I first start recording…I'm like, where the fuck is my camera? Um, here's an addition to the video. There's some stuff I forgot to add last time, there was just so much at once, there's no way I could have possibly said everything. This is just a very very short very quick out on. But I'd like to say lolcow and Kiwi Farms or whoever also are trying to say that I have killed Marmalade. Yeah, there's a debate going on where most of them believe that I actually kicked her head in or I was the one responsible for killing her, and this is because I posted a photo of her. Now the reason I did that wasn't because I was an attention whore, I wanted whah whah poor me. I was, like, in shock. Now, I've seen people that I know and people that I don't know posting photos of their animals after their animals have died. [cut] Sorry, Josh called me so I had to answer…Anyway, as I was saying, I've seen people that I know, people that I don't know posting photos of their animals, oh my god my animal just got hit by a car, oh my god I just came out and I just found my dog dead, or you know, whatever, and they'll her pictures their animals before they, before they bury them or when they first find them. So I didn't think what I did was completely out of the ordinary. She was really bloody, um, so I tried to add a black and white photo. And there was a couple of people I sent the photo to because, for some reason in my head, I thought that they would think I was lying, and so I was like, I'm not lying, I can't fucking believe this, look at this, what the fuck is going on, what the fuck just happened. It's like finding your kid dead or something, oh my fucking god. And I sent a couple of people who wrote me right at that moment a picture of her. Not because that's China whatever but just because I was in shock myself, and I didn't think anything was that different because I've seen people, you know, taking and posting photos of their newly dead pets. I was like, it's a bad picture to have, but it's, like, literally the last photo I will ever have of her. So it's kind of, you know what I mean, like, it's kind of my way of feeling like I was there for her because I wasn't there for her. Logan was the one who was there for her. I missed, I missed the whole thing. I couldn't come for her, I couldn't be there for her, and I took a picture, and it is what it is, that's it. I didn't fucking kill her. The boot that was next to her was Logan standing there because he was trying to take a picture, and he was still, like, in shock, and he couldn't do it so he asked me to do it, so I did it.
Secondly, it's…this is days and days obviously after I've made the first video because I, I'm still not uploading yet, not until a while's past. But now that they can't find me they're googling Josh and they found…I've been here 11 days so far, and they've googled him and found that he left a review at a car place a month ago. So apparently him leaving a review of a car place a month ago means that he recently bought a car now within the last 11 days or, you know what I mean, so that he and I can go out and I can ride around being fat and going to Taco Bell in his car. Oh god, they are so fucking stupid, they really are. They have got no life at all. If they can't Google me, they'll Google anybody that knows me, now they're googling Josh. Jesus fucking christ, what a fucking laugh, what a joke, it is such a fucking joke.
They also like to make fun of me and mock me and say I've got haters and they spell it like, don't quote me on this cuz it's really hard to be illiterate, for me, but they say "h-a-d-u-r-r-z-z-z-z" or something like that, you know, you see how people spell "haters" wrong. I actually don't use the word "haters" as much, as such, I use "stalkers" which is what they are, although they are haters as well because all they do is hate on every single thing I say or I do in my life. They don't like that I blab and I go off-topic. Oh fucking well. How about you stop watching my videos? There are other people out there way worse than me. And I showed Josh some of these other people. I'm not gonna name names because I'm not lolcow, but I showed Josh some last night, as a matter of fact, and he just sat there like, why aren't, why aren't they picked on? And he's like, sweetheart, you're nowhere near on the level these people, you don't deserve it, they're just, they're just against you, you don't deserve it. And I was like, are you sure, like honestly a hundred percent, living with me now, being with me, have you seen anything, anything, any truth in what they've said? I don't, I don't mind because, I've said it before and I'll say it again, I use them as a learning experience sometimes. I've used…
When I went through my surgery and stuff I used a lot of what they said to turn it around and try to fix my life. And then you've got to kind of reach a point where you can take some constructive criticism. But other stuff is just pure unadulterated hatred, and so you've got to learn to separate hatred from non-hatred. Like them acting like I'm the fattest person in the world, throw that whale back in the ocean. I know that I am NOT fat. I mean, I'm not skinny, I'm, I'm average. You know, I don't sit down and have fucking rolls everywhere. I'm not that big for what they're saying I am. Sausage fingers and shit. You know, my fingers aren't, aren't little. I mean, fuck, what are you gonna do? They don't like my nose, they don't like my face, they don't like my hanging jowls or whatever, they don't like anything. Nothing I say, nothing I do is gonna change it, so I can't focus on that. All I can focus on is, you know, the things that I can change about myself that I deem necessary to change. I tried some of that, I tried some more of that, some stuff failed, some stuff was good.
But Josh says he can't see anything wrong with me, nothing. Not physically, not emotionally, mentally, none of that. He's completely happy with me. And you know what, that's, that's what matters to me, so that's what I'm gonna stick with.
And lastly, I've had people commenting, messaging, messaging me, messaging Josh, some people frantically looking for me, and most of those, I'd say, are lolcow, Kiwi Farms, stalkers, "hadurrzz". And other ones are genuine people that have been following me for a while that are worried about me, and to you, I might have said this in my other video but I'm gonna say it again, I'm really sorry if, if you are one of the ones that is honestly worried about me or that has been really worried about me and you've been really really wanting to know. As you can see from this whole video or even if you go onto the site and have a look at the, the stuff that they say, the, the ups and downs, the lies. They're attacking each other because they don't know who's telling the truth, who isn't. People are on there accusing me of going on there talking. Just all kinds of bullshit. Like, nobody really knows what's going on, all they're doing is talking shit. And like I said, with Dorian adding to it and that stupid little bitch adding to that as well, they take their word as gospel when those two are the last two they should be listening to. And they've made me out to be just the most awful, god-awful human being on the face of this fucking earth, and that is just not true. So with the amount of stalking and lies and, you know, twisting and mixing lies with the truth and everything else that they're doing, there's no real way for me to tell who is friend and who is foe. There are some people that I know I can trust, but that came from years and years of testing them and talking to them or, you know, if they've been there for me and I haven't seen anything I've said on the sites, things like that. But for everybody else, whether I'm nice to you or not, whether I write to you or not, they come on they act like they're so concerned for my well-being, oh I've watched her on Instagram and YouTube for years, I really care about her, can you please tell me if she's okay? Like, they act like…they are sickly-sweet, my best friends ever, and they're so worried about me because they're my number one fan and, you know, all they want to know is that I'm safe, and they're lolcow. They pretend so hard that they give a shit but they don't, they only want their next new bit of gossip. So I can't just trust anybody and just go on and be like, hey, I'll pick you and you and you and you, don't worry, I'm okay, and I'll ignore the rest, because there is no way of knowing. So I'm sorry that the honest and genuine people have to be lumped together with that fucking scum, but there's nothing I can do about it.
That is why I've got my new Facebook locked the fuck down. Nobody is getting in. Don't even bother trying to add me because you're not getting in. And the only thing that will be released publicly about my life is whatever is on video, whatever I choose to share on video. And don't worry, I'm not gonna be removing my videos anymore. Whatever goes up is going to be going up. I take them down when I do my disappearing things, take it down because some stuff I don't want up there, some stuff, you know, like this time I took down all the Josh shit because I really was trying to throw them off. This is the most interactive I've personally been with them and on the site as far as taking down what they've talked about, actually checking back with what they've said, yada yada yada. I don't normally do that. Usually I let them just do their own thing. People come to me because they need my reaction so bad they've got to go out of their way to comment or post, check lolcow, go to lolcow, how about you check lolcow, go over here, look at what they're saying about you. Like, they can't just leave it, they need me to see what they're saying about them so they can have more shit to talk about which is just fucking pathetic. And usually I don't do that, I ignore them. Like, I don't care what they're saying. I don't want to see. They come to me and make me look, want me to look. I don't look. This time though because I am so bored and I'm having so much fun watching them just stumble over each other going crazy, this is the time that I've looked. Aside from that I don't. So um, yeah, there's just, there's just no way of knowing friend from foe, so I'm very very very sorry. But I'm here now and I will post whenever I think of something to post, something that's worth it, because I'm still not gonna do just random fillers just to have a video. And I will see you guys probably in a video with Josh next cuz I promised him he could be in a video with me. And I'm so looking forward to that cuz, oh my god, he is so fucking beautiful! And I'll see you guys around.
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Yeah you guys! People are in disbelief when I tell them my age and they're NOT lying, I can tell!
The very last addition to my troll videos
Published on Nov 22, 2017
Most of this has been said before, but there's also a lot of previously unknown information spoken about here
All right, so I'm going to address some things here that really need to be addressed. Well, they kind of don't, it should be a no-brainer for so much of this. But as this is my life, I'm gonna have to address this bullshit.
So first of all, this pregnancy thing. Somebody faked a screen shot, a conversation with me saying that I said I was pregnant. Okay, first of all, not only do I not want kids. But secondly, I damn sure wouldn't tell a random stranger if I was pregnant. And thirdly, I wouldn't tell anybody actually. That screenshot was fake, as were the rest of the screenshots saying that I left Josh or, or I got left for somebody at the library…it was a library or Taco Bell or something like that, it was something ridiculous. They've proven that they can fake screenshots. Somebody's faked a fucking screenshot. It's, it's a fucking no-brainer.
They are also saying that I faked miscarriages, that I faked pregnancies and I faked miscarriages. I don't know who the fuck you think you're dealing with, but I don't fake pregnancies and I don't fake miscarriages. I've had every miscarriage I have ever said that I've had. As far as keeping my dead babies in a jar, I was given my babies after my surgeries, my DNC and my ectopic surgery. The doctors did that. They said they always offer the tissue or the baby back to the parents so that you can properly bury your baby. What the fuck is so wrong with that? I got little wax encased blocks with my babies' remains in it to bury. Logan and I had no home of our own. We had nowhere special that we knew our babies would be safe, so therefore we were told just to leave them in the freezer until we knew what to do with them. We had no fucking idea. I'm damn sure you're not gonna throw my babies away. Whether they were alive for long or not, they were still alive, they were in me, they were growing, they were something that could have been. They were children we could have had together. And it was very hard on us to lose those babies for whatever reason. And when we were given their remains, of course we're gonna keep them. We're not gonna just say, oh, this is just the remains of our babies. Pfft, trash. Who the fuck does that? So we were given these two, and they were in a brown bag, sealed in wax, in hospital sterile containers, little little things. And they were left in the freezer until came a time when we had somewhere to bury them. End of story. I don't keep babies in jars, and it's nothing sick or disgusting to be ashamed of. They were my babies for however long they were in my body. And the doctors in New Zealand offer you your returned tissue so that you can bury your babies.
As far as the whole Dorian causing me a miscarriage thing. Way back when I first lost the twins. I've also explained that. I didn't say a hundred percent he did. But, you know, when you go through a loss you always question, you look for answers wherever you can. It's part of the grieving process to try to put an answer to why. How did this happen to me. You try to just look for something in your world that makes sense. And I was reading online different things that could cause it, blah-blah-blah-blah-blah. Wondering if I did something wrong, wondering what the fuck could have happened, cuz I felt so pregnant. Everything was going along swimmingly, and then suddenly they were gone. And it mentioned drain cleaner, poisons, things like that. Well, conveniently right before I lost the babies we had had a stopped up drain. We filled the sink full of drain cleaner, and next thing was Dorian's turn to do dishes. I asked Dorian, did you scrub the sink before you did dishes, did you clean the sink at all? He said, no, he did not. So every dish we were eating off of pretty much was covered in drain cleaner. He didn't even rinse it down. Come a couple days, a week later, whatever, my babies are dead. In my grieving mind it made sense. If you can't understand that, then you're a fucking idiot. End of story as far as that goes as well.
As far as me cheating on Logan. I did not cheat on Logan ever. I never cheated on him. I loved him. I love him, I loved him. I love him in a different way now obviously, but there's still love there. I love him for everything we've been through. We went through a fucking lot together. But I would have never cheated on him. He, he violated our relationship. He…you guys know already because I'm being stalked, being stalked mercilessly. So he…I caught him watching porn. He knows I'm completely anti-porn.
And by the way, on the topic, it's not that I hate sex. I hate sex and nudity in movies. It's not necessary. You can show that two people are in love or that they have had sex without having to show all the gritty details. If you want to see something like that you go and you watch porn. If the person you're with is okay with porn, then obviously there's nothing wrong with you watching it. But if you're in a relationship with somebody that doesn't like it and that's, that views it as cheating, then you shouldn't do it. Or if you know it's gonna be an issue in your relationship, it's something you should talk about and work through together. You don't go behind their back and do shit, because obviously it's gonna hurt them when they find out. It's completely logical. I don't agree with porn.
I was willing to do anything he wanted. I loved him. You know, he was my husband. I'll do whatever you want, you don't need to go to porn, and he did anyway. I didn't know about it. I um…his gmail or his, uh, his Google was attached to my computer, so I logged in and I was able to see everything he had looked at. And he usually deleted it. This time he forgot, and I saw all this shit, all this shit. And it wasn't boring guys fucking girls, it was it was other stuff. And gaping. He likes big gaping holes. I don't know why, that's just what he was into. And I just saw gaping gaping gaping gaping. And I was like, were you fucking looking at porn? And he was like, yeah, I'll admit it. And I was like, I thought it was just a one-off. And it wasn't a one-off. He had been doing it for years, years and years behind my back.
Even knowing Dorian was doing it. And I, I caught him so many times. Like, god, Dorian, why do you need to watch so much porn? But he wasn't…I wasn't dating him so it was different. It was just kind of like, god, Dorian, you know, get a girlfriend kind of thing, not a, oh my god, you know, how dare you. It was totally different. But it was still brought up quite often cuz anytime Dorian had access to a phone or computer or whatever, just miles of porn, nothing but porn, porn fucking addict ever since I can remember. It was either in magazines or books or videos.
And Logan knew. Porn was always a topic in our household because of Dorian, because of my fears, because of my baggage, my issues, because of my ex's doing that behind my back. And I said, you know, to me personally porn is cheating because you're looking at another person, you're getting horny for them, you're desiring them, you know you're feeling these things that should really only be feeling for the person that you're with. This is my opinion, not everybody else's opinion, this is just the way I feel about it. I'm not saying this is right, this is just how I personally view it. You know, if, if you're looking at somebody, some other girl and you're like, damn her pussy looks nice, wow, look at that, and you get hot and horny, you want to fuck her, that's cheating. You're feeling these things with somebody else that should only be for the person that you're with. And I've told him that countless times. And he always used to scoff and turn his nose up at it.
Turns out pretty much the whole time we were together he was looking at it. So I felt like that was a huge betrayal, completely stabbed in my heart. And when I found that out it was like my whole world ended, like he violated our marriage, you know. He had been betraying me for years and years and years. It was like everything I thought I knew, I didn't. Like every, every part of him I thought I knew, I suddenly felt like he was a stranger to me. And we tried to get through it. I went through this massive grieving process. Like, I went batshit crazy for a little while, and I couldn't cope. It was like I, I went on one hand fucking his brains out to just crying. And it was just…I was so confused, I didn't know what to do. I offered, you know, if, if you really need it maybe we can watch it together if that's what you need. And he's like, no, I don't want it, I don't need it. He said it was the biggest mistake he ever made and he regretted it. And I'm like, I don't even know if I can believe you.
So many times he wouldn't get his snoring fixed, you know, or looked at. Because he snored, and not just a little bit of snoring, it was like sleep apnea, like he'd start choking in his sleep, and I, I couldn't sleep. I'd be so worried something would happen to him, and so, like, I'd stay awake to watch over him, make sure he was okay. And after a while it got so bad, like, I couldn't, I just couldn't be in the same room as him. And we, we slept separately. I didn't want to sleep separately from him because he was, he was everything to me. And um, late at night I'd be cold and lonely in this big ol' super king bed. And then he'd be, like, in another room. And I'm just like, you know, I'm married, I love my husband so much, and we can't even sleep in the same room, I can't even roll over and just hold him and hug him. And it was such a sad thing. And I would tell him that all the time. And meanwhile he's in the other room watching porn. You know, I mean, how the fuck is that supposed to make me feel?
I lost a whole bunch of weight. He didn't notice, he didn't acknowledge. A lot of things tore us apart, made us drift apart, and these are things I've never spoke about publicly because it was nobody else's business. I was not a fan of doing what I did with Ryan, and, and just spouting our, our business to everybody who ever could hear it. This was between me and him to work out, and it was really hard, and it was really sad. And then later on it switched to where he felt like that. He really wanted to be with me and in the room with me, and all I could think was, yeah, how about when I felt like that? How about when this is what I was going through and I was alone and he left me alone in the room while you watched porn? And now you want to be in here with me because you're lonely? Doesn't fucking feel good. And I was, I was resentful, and I was bitchy, and I knew right then when I felt that and I didn't feel any sympathy for him that our marriage was over.
And we did talk about it, and we were just kind of hanging on to threads of nothing, and we were both ready to give up, and we both did give up. That is when I started kind of looking at other options-ish, not really until we actually did call it quits. We did fully call it quits, and I got his blessing to move on because he was trying to be selfless. He was like, I know I fucked up, I know I did all the shit to you, I…it's the biggest mistake I've ever made, if there's anything I could take back that is the number one thing I would take back, I'm so sorry, you didn't deserve that, I know that it ruined our marriage. And he wanted me to be happy, move on. He knew the thing I wanted most in the world was to come back home, and so he told me, find somebody in America, if possible, and make your plans, and you should go, you should go home, I know it's what you've always wanted, and you deserve that, you weren't able to go with me, I wasn't the husband that you, you deserved and you needed, and now it's time for you to have the life that you wanted.
And then I just met Josh out of like, out of the blue, and, and this thing I wasn't even looking for turned into this…blossomed into this beautiful thing, and here I am, you know, that's just how it happened. And, and Logan was…he was ok with it at first. Then he got kind of angry because…not angry, but I guess hurt, because he would hear me and Josh talking and laughing. I mean, I would close the door and put headphones on and try to spare him hearing me talking to somebody else, but he still heard me laughing and he saw in general I was really happy. He said, I've never seen you so happy, it just goes to show I guess I wasn't the right one for you because I never made you laugh like that. And I was like, I'm pretty sure we've laughed together. But he's like, no, I can tell, you know, it's not the same. And he just kind of realized that…I don't know, we loved each other, but it was different. Like, we had no base for our love. Like, we had nothing in common and we couldn't talk. I don't know why we loved each other so much, but we did. It was just the feeling that was attached to nothing. I can't really explain it.
And for a while we kind of were really at ends…at odds with each other. We, we fought. We almost hated each other. We were doing really bad. And then we separated. We moved out, went our own separate ways, and as soon as that happened it was like, I miss you, I really missed you. And I'd see him sometimes. He'd write to me pretty much every day. And then as things calmed down he started missing me more more more and telling me, I thought I wanted this, I don't want this, I really regret this, this is so hard on me, I feel like my whole world has just ended. And he would have taken it back and tried again. So it's kind of…it was borderline between this was what was best for us, but at the same time it was really hard to let go.
And I've moved on. I still, I still think about him, and I worry about him. I don't want anybody to hurt him. And he's really depressed. He thinks that he's worthless and nobody will ever look twice at him. And he sees this shit lolcow has said, and he feels like he can't trust anybody, he's gonna be alone his entire life. So he's paying for being with me which he shouldn't have to.
You know, we had our own relationship, we had our ups and downs, we had our problems. We always came back together. We wanted to be together. It was our choice, not my choice, not his choice, it was our choice. And there was a lot more to it than just he was watching porn. I mean, he was neglectful in a lot of other ways, and I was clingy in a lot of ways. And we were, we were two totally different people who wanted to be together. And we tried and we tried and we tried and we tried, and it just it didn't work for us. It could have maybe if it wasn't for all the outside influences, if he was a little bit older. You know, there, there's a lot of maybes there, but for the most part overall we had a really good relationship. There was no name-calling, there was no hitting. You know, there was a lot of love there. I don't know what the love was based on, but there was a lot of love there. But end of story there, I did not cheat on him. I would have never hurt him like that. And you can believe what you want about that.
As far as Dorian, Dorian, all he has done is tell lies. Basically the only thing he's really told the truth about was that he did not take naked photos of me. I don't know who the fuck made that disgusting rumor up, but he never took close-up photos of my vagina or whatever. Sometimes he would take photos of me when I was dressed up and I'd get embarrassed, because the only one I wasn't really embarrassed in front of was Ryan because in the end I didn't really care what he thought of me, so it was just like, take pictures, it was like I was taking pictures of myself. A lot of times I'd use, you know, a selfie stick or a timer or a remote control for my photos. Or I would get smart and I would make a video and I would just sit there, you know, you know, pose for the video and then I take screenshots off the video, and those would be my pictures.
When Dorian was younger, and I mean, in El Paso before we moved here, I had him take some photos, but what I did was I'd set the camera up, and it was a proper camera, not a phone. I'd set the camera up and I'd say, leave the camera right here. I'd turn the viewfinder to me. I'd put a blanket over his head, turn sideways, I wasn't naked and I wasn't, you know, like mostly undressed, I was just, I was shy. And I'd say, when I say when just click click click click click click click. And that's what he would do. He wouldn't look and he'd just click click click click click. And that's how I got some of my early photos. I started trying to do that with Ryan as well because that's how I would have people take photos of me, it wasn't just Dorian. But he said no right away, he wasn't down for that. And he wanted to look at what pictures he was taking, so it turned into that.
As far as posting on lolcow goes, I didn't post on lolcow like they think I did. You can go and you can do an IP search or whatever you do on every single post that you thought was me. I guarantee it will not show up as me. It was not me. I watched and I laughed and I used that to know what they were up to, what they're currently looking at, what sites I needed to delete, etc etc. But I did no posting on that site, none. As far as I know I was banned a long time ago back when I did post on the site, like, fucking ages ago. I was tricked into posting on the site to defend myself and I did. And then I was, like, completely fucking mocked and laughed at, which is also why Josh doesn't go to the site to defend me or white-knight me, because he won't even get a word in edgewise. He'd get one sentence in and then they'd ban him. What's the fucking point, you know, it's what they want is for me to go on there. So yeah, I was always banned, and I just…it's not a site I would want to post on, so that wasn't me. I don't know who the fuck was on there. But some of the stuff was really funny, really really funny. I mean, Josh just sits here like, what the fuck is going on?
And I think, I think that's about it. I think I've addressed everything I really wanted to address. Except for the fact that if they keep saying that I'm an attention whore and I need them I need them I need them I need them I need them. I don't fucking need you. You need me. Yeah, you have other people on the site, other people you talk about, people that apparently are more talked about than I am. But I am one of the top people. If you search my name on the site I'm everywhere. Even threads that aren't about me mention me. All the time. Full of lies. Everything is lies about what a horrible mother I am, what a horrible this and a horrible that and a horrible everything. And none of that's fucking true. But you run with it because you just want to believe that you have a right to tear my life apart, and you fucking don't. All you are is hating on lies. The only thing that's been true is the shit I've said about Dorian because he's a little shithead. That's it.
Um, I'm not scared to speak my mind. I'm not scared to say what needs to be said. I'm not gonna go hide behind a fake screenshot or write shit down instead of speaking my mind. You guys have followed me for so long, you should know this by now. If I've got something to say, I'm gonna fucking say it. I don't need to sneak around and hide it or pretend to be somebody else. I'm gonna fucking say it, and I'll stay in a video that shows my face.
My son is an asshole. He is no son of mine. He joined your ranks and lied just to get fucking attention. Fuck him up his stupid ass. He can kiss my ass and go right to hell. Take that with you. You can have that. I'm not ashamed to say that. I tried to raise him right. You don't know because you weren't there. You only know what you've read or what you've heard or what you think you've heard from other people who are lying. You haven't been there, you don't fucking know. I know for a fact everybody that's met him in person hates his fucking guts except for his little friends that are just like him. Everybody else hates his guts.
Whereas everybody that's met me in person, aside from maybe one percent of people, if that, like me. So what does that fucking tell you? You know, online everybody hates me because they read all this bullshit about me. In person nobody's got an issue with me. I have people from El Paso, old old old friends that have, that have been on my side for almost 20 years. I must not be that bad of a person if I can still have that many friends. And these are people that used to hang out with me and that know me. It's called real life, not fucking lies on the internet.
I don't need you to justify or validate my life. I live my own life. I post what I post for other people. I don't post for lolcow. Lolcow just happens to be there because they're thirsty for details about my life. They want to know everything that I'm doing, so they take whatever I post on my own site and they say, oh she needs us, it's attention. No, it's me being on my site posting my own shit. That's all it is. If I wanted attention as you say, I'd go on your site as me and be like, hey you're wrong about this, you're wrong about that, hey I want to talk to you about this, hey don't hate me please, or something. I, I'd be there as me talking to you. But I don't at all because you don't rate in my life at all. I don't need you. I don't. I do what I do because I want to do it for my own site and my own fans, not for you fuckheads. That's about all I've got to say about that.
Thank you guys for watching and listening. I'm really gonna cut with the lolcow shit. Like, I've just had so much to say because I've been gone for so long, and they've been going rabid, just talking talking talking talking. There's just so much stuff that they're bringing up from the past and just falsehoods that I felt I needed to address. But I want to move on with my life and not acknowledge the stupid fucking shit they're saying. I just don't want people that I know going on there, falling into it, oh, well, I had a look and oh my god, I didn't know she was that bad. You know why you didn't know? Cuz I'm not that bad. Cuz it's all a fucking lie. Use your fucking brain.
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>Nothing more hilarious than an angry old Asian!
Racism is so fucking hilarious. Or should I say "hirarious" since I am of Asian descent?
She just had to mention that ONE post, but didn't mention the million other ones that say that she has those partners because they're dumb. Not because she is soo amazing or beautiful.
Raven, you yourself said all your previous partners were BAD. They cheated on you one way or another. I would rather have ONE good person interested in me than 10 really stupid and bad ones. All your exes abused you (you said it yourself) and Logan was a stupid child that ofc couldn't give you want you wanted. No need to feel good about youself, trust me.
Raven: “Because believe it or not, I know you don't, believe it or not, I don't scam people.”
Also Raven: “I did try to get, like, loans and credit cards for my ticket and I got denied left and right and rightfully so because I would have left the country. And stupid me couldn't think of a proper lie so I was like, I want it for a flight. And they're like, well if you're gonna fly away how are you gonna pay for it? And I'm like, I didn't think about that. So um, yeah, that didn't work for me.”
(So basically she would have scammed if she could have, what a hypocrite)
LMAO yes I was dead at that point. She is soo stupid she doesn't even understand she is exposing her own damn self.
That and all the other stuff, nothing was digged up, everything was right there on your channel lol.
Did you notice how she was glowing when she was talking about Logan probably NEVER trusting anyyyyyoneee ever again? I was on the floor
She is really pathetic
Please don't take anything said about Raven as a reflection on you. Are you Raven? No? Then it's not about you.
Some posters are Asian. Some posters are fat. Some posters are goffic. Some posters are old. Some posters have armpit tattoos that also look like hair. You don't see them tripping out because this thread isn't about them. Relax.
Shut up Raven.
God, she looks horrible. She's all bloated and her skin tone has no life in it. It can't be just the Taco Bell. Maybe the shed has black mold or the well water has some lethal parasites.
She looks like she's actually dying, which I know, that's her look, but she looks like she actually actually for reals is.
I love how Raven aaaaalmost gets it when she starts saying how we "conveniently" don't talk about Claudia's weight or age, but we talk about how old and fat Raven is.
You're so close to the truth, Gravy! So close, and yet far too little self-awareness to get there. Let me help you out:
Raven, we don't dislike you because of how you look or how old you are. Plenty of people are overweight and plenty of people are 40+ and they don't even have a thread here, let alone multiple threads.
We talk about you because you are a narcissistic, rude, mean, dramatic, dishonest, manipulative, hateful person. That's why almost every person here has a thread. If you were just how you are, living your life and being a normal person, sure some people IRL would laugh at you, but you wouldn't have "haterz".
So yeah, we don't make fun of how Claudia looks because, even if she isn't a nice person, she hasn't broadcast that publicly online. You, on the other had, are publicly awful to people constantly, and so your outer ugliness is fair game too.
I just wanna make clear that there are a few different anons who discussed the race thing. Like that last anon was once again not me. It's not just some snowflake who 'tripped out' k. Anyway, moving on.>>467201
She's gained weight for sure. I don't get it… After such a major surgery like she went through, why would you ruin the results and over-eat again? Why even go through with the surgery if you don't intend on sticking through with the lifestyle change? What a waste of time, energy and effort.
I thought she was totally over lolcow. That's what she told that commenter a week or so back. Shes going to lose a lot of watchers over this.
I did enjoy watching her actual rage during that last video though. Absolutely lovely. The existence of this site doesn't get to her but she is actually raging.>>467127
Luna lives in a literal drug sty with an actual dying person laying amongst the trash and filth.
I wouldn't call Luna in a better situation, by any stretch. Holy shit.
especially when your surgery was funded by the NZ government, a country you talk shit about constantly. hope she realizes that she would never get surgery like that for free in her beloved US.
sage for sperging about NZ.
>There's just the offensive video which will be uploaded for Patreon only left
What else could she possibly have left to say? How many of her followers does she think would want to fill their ear canals with further vitriol?
>Okay, first of all they found and checked on a Trade.me account … It's under dot raven dot, but it's actually not my account. It's an account that I used, but the owner of the account and the address and the information, none of that's mine.
How did we find that account? Did she post the link on Facebook when she was moving out of their shared home?
How was it not her account? Is she trying to get by on a technicality, ie. it was under Logan's name? Everything bought and sold was hers and she administrated the transactions.
>They found my sister who is like notoriously private.
TBF, posting her sister's name and info did violate the rules.
>They've gone and found websites that I didn't even know still existed
OP anon here. Finding the sites I listed required a few simple Google searches.
>I was on welfare when Dorian was living with me … without his help I couldn't do it because that was where my income was coming from that I had listed. And without income I can't cover my bills. Without being able to cover my bills they're just gonna be questioning … so I got off of it.
Isn't the point of welfare to help you pay bills when you have no money?
>When I was with my ex he…I wouldn't say pressured me, but he wanted me to take naked photos … That was something between two married people that has nothing to do with anybody else
But you made them public.
>2007, '08, '09 … And I've tried to get the pictures removed.
With your lengthy history online you could not have been so naïve.
>I photoshopped them heavily so that's not even my body.
Not enough that they are unrecognizable.
>Logan … warn her [about lolcow] ahead of time, and you guys have got to keep your relationship private … he's always gonna have a shadow on his back because of me, and it really fucking sucks and it's not fair on him.
You are the cow, not Logan. We have no interest in and no intention of following him ever again.
>I did not use any money from anybody else for tattoos, for snacks, for food, for anything aside from what I said it was gonna be for.
But had you not used your money for extraneous purchases, you would not have had to rely so heavily on donations.
>Claudia tried to say that, oh you live on your mom's couch, you don't have a job, you don't have a car … And lolcow ran with that … And she gave them ammo that was false
She didn't give us that "ammo", you did when you leaked the "Ugh" video. We have had no interactions with her.
>They don't seem to understand that when you go through weight loss surgery you lose muscle.
You won't lose a deleterious amount of muscle if you consume protein and exercise throughout the weight loss process.
>I saw one comment … They said, how the hell does she keep landing these guys, it's not fair. So that leads me to believe that they're also jealous
One comment does not represent the group, and the person who made that comment was ribbed for it.
>I don't have control over his account, but I do have the wife control of telling him delete this person or remove this or do that
That is still a level of control many people would find invasive and overbearing, but if he acquiesces, then so be it.
>I'd post misleading information here and there … It was like, you know, it's like fishing, you know, throw something out and they fucking jump right on it.
The literal definition of "trolling."
>I would make different Facebooks because Facebook would delete me and so I'd like to have a backup in case that happened
Which is in clear violation of the TOS.
>And I will see you guys probably in a video with Josh next cuz I promised him he could be in a video with me. And I'm so looking forward to that cuz, oh my god, he is so fucking beautiful!
She objectifies Josh to cringe-worthy levels.
>Somebody faked a screen shot, a conversation with me saying that I said I was pregnant …
>And it was met with skepticism and quickly called-out as being fake.
>That screenshot was fake, as were the rest of the screenshots saying that I left Josh or, or I got left for somebody at the library…
The first screenshot in which you said that you left Josh was of a chat you admitted to writing.
The screenshot about the library was obviously a joke and intentionally posted as an example of the ease with which screenshots can be faked.
The great majority of us do not approve of shitposting.
>And it wasn't boring guys fucking girls, it was it was other stuff. And gaping. He likes big gaping holes.
If you love him so much, why do you publicly humiliate him by disclosing such personal information to the very people from whom you want to protect him?
>As far as I know I was banned a long time ago back when I did post on the site, like, fucking ages ago. I was tricked into posting on the site to defend myself and I did.
If you changed IPs since then, you would no longer be banned.
Did she post here? I know she made an appearance on KF two or three years ago.
Congrats to Logan for watching porn for years and knowing Raven hates it. Best thing he did in that relationship is to do it despite her. >>467373
She routinely mixes up things. I don’t think she was confirmed to post here ever. She has read and screencapped stuff since the faking death era, but not banned. She isn’t smart enough to understand that the 2 sites work differently.
>>467369>And it wasn't boring guys fucking girls, it was other stuff. And gaping. He likes big gaping holes.
Poor Logan. She rants and raves about how she wants to lolcow to leave him alone yet she continues to disclose extremely personal information. There was no point in spilling that specific information. She enjoys the fact that she has permanently damaged him for life and still has control of him. She never loved him, she loved/loves the control she has over him. The only person that will be damaging him further, is you. Not lolcow. I'm curious to see what happens when he gets a girlfriend that isn't going to stand for him still speaking to her and he'll ultimately cut her out of his life for good.
>When I was with my ex he…I wouldn't say pressured me, but he wanted me to take naked photos … That was something between two married people that has nothing to do with anybody else
Yeah, except it's not as soon as you hit the upload button. Take responsibility. I find it hilarious that you stand in judgement of other women that you are quick to call other women "sluts" and "whores" yet here you are posting provocative photos even as recently as this week. Can't have it both ways, Gravy.
Sums my ideas of videos. Special shout out to transcript anon because fuck. I can't listen to that god damn garbage and rambling. Hell, I skim through paragraphs because she speaks like an idiot. The rambling and over explanations are a good indicator of how much she lies.
I especially feel bad for Logan. She claims we made him depressed, then proceeds to brag that he's depressed because she left him for another man. THEN she talks about being jealous of him getting someone else. How is that respectful to Josh or Logan? I can't even. She admits she has her claws in him to protect him while the windbag proceeds to talk about an embarrassing porn addiction to justify her cheating. She married a teen and wonders why he watches porn? Because he's just a kid.
I love how she opens up a direct dialogue with us. Overly compensating on how much she doesn't need us and how obsessed we are with her that she's mentioned in every thread. Oooooooookay, Raven, if you want to believe that, go ahead. It brings us delicious videos and content. We're just a group of people with varying interest in your life. One person here wonders how you manage to get gross men to buy you a Walmart palace and you get excited. Yes, there are women here that are grosser than you Raven. But probably still better people in general.
For anyone who doesn't yet know, Archiveanon has created a fab system for archiving all of a cow's videos as they're posted. They also host it themselves. This has been targeting Onision so far: >>>/pt/466122
They posted an open call to add another cow to the archive and I suggested Raven, there isn't much video volume with her but purely because she plays switcheroo with videos at times. Videos do get lost or pulled down.
Could an experienced anon with the right words introduce our archivist to what Raven is all about?
Diana "Raven" Sparks is a 40+yo "goth" from the USA.
She used to live with her ex-husband, the childbride LOGAN, on NZ (Logan was 16 when she, already 36+yo, married him).
Raven and her child bride met when Raven's son, Dorian brought Logan home for a playdate after school. Dorian is her only son from a casual sex when she was younger. She married 6+ times, Logan being her last legal husband. Dorian is a year older than Logan.
All her marriages ended with cries of rape and abuse, her never being the guilty part. With Logan, he "cheated" on her by watching "gapping porn".
She hates nudity and sex, but have a series of nude exploitation porn in the internet, that she blames on her ex-husbands (especially on Ryan, the one before Logan, who "saved her" from killing herself in the USA and took her in in NZ).
Upon discovering Logans porn, she decided to cheat on her and found a 'new' husband, in USA. That one being Josh, a 30+yo redneck who used to live in his moms couch. Now he bought a trailer, and they are living together.
Dorian came to the farms and told the truth about all the abuse she put him through while he was a kid. She repeatly said she wish she had him aborted, and continues to say he is dead for her, and is no son of hers. In the process, she slut-shames his 18yo girlfriend.
She is obssessed with fellow youtuber Emily Boo, who's ex-husband she tried to snatch, but he tripped her into getting a tattoo of his name and vanished. All that doing, while married to Ryan.
There are a lot of proof of animal abuse. She sold her kittens babies to buy fast food, and confessed to murder small animals while in a satanic cult in Texas.
Also, she faked her own death once, to "fool da h8durzzz", but could not stay dead for a long time, since she is such a attwhore.
In NZ, constatly would make rant videos about food and prices over there, while ebegging for money, all of that which went into nasty cheap ass tattoos.
Also, while in NZ, she had a weightloss surgery paid for by the government, but now is eating Taco Bell once a month, getting all that weight back, but claims to be "skinnier".
Now that she is in USA she created a patreon, so she could 'keep the h8derzzz at bay', but she is still posting everything on youtube.
And if anyone wish to add, feel free.
She is a BPD narcissistic, rude, mean, dramatic, dishonest, manipulative, hateful person (thanks other anon for that description) who loves to stir up drama.
The main reason having an archive would be cool is that she knows about us, and about Kiwifarms, and almost all of her content are milk directed to us.
Whenever we comment something in this site, she makes a video addressing the most stupid trolling and bullshit - anything.
She also doxxs herself all the time, leaks her on sensitive info and, whenever we start to make fun of her for something, she deletes that content.
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Raven is TRASH. Who goes into detail about what kind of porn her husband was into? So embarrassing, does she not realize it paints her in a bad light too?
Also, she looks haggard as fuck in plain daylight. Very last time she'll talk about lolcow? Sureraven.jpg
Wow that really sums everything up pretty well. Someone should save that and include that in the next banner or something. >>467422
Yeah, I’m pretty sure he’d be gutted if he knew she shared that about his sexual interests. Like why share that? It could have been anything even totally vanilla and plain, but why tell people about it? That’s really private and personal, and just, wow. Can’t imagine if an ex shared any sexual preferences of mine publicly, that’s just fucked up.
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>>only 1% of people who met me hated me, everyone likes me! >>REEEEE EVERYONE BULLIED AND RAPED ME MY ENTIRE LIFE I HAD TO SLEEP ON THE FLOOR LIKE A DOG EVERYONE HATED ME PEOPLE USED TO CROSS THE STREET WHEN I WAS WALKING JUST TO SPIT ON ME THEY HATED ME SO MUCH
Which one is it?
>>if i was really an attention whore i'd go on lolcow as myself and be like: "hey, you're wrong about this, you're wrong about that" but I don't!
You'd get SMASHED on this board. You'd be confronted with the truth that's been exposed about you here and you're smart and conniving enough to know that it is in your best interest to stay away from that kind of confrontation, because the amount of dirt we have on you is quite frankly staggering. Remember the time that you went to kiwifarms to defend yourself? You've been doing this shit for 40 years, and you still haven't learned to keep your lies straight.
You're a self-serving cunt, but most importantly: You're dead wrong. You're always welcome to come here and be flooded with screenshots and saved videos you deleted
nice write-up anon.
one small correction: he hasn't bought shit lol. he moved from his mom's couch to his brother's trailer.
he's suffered enough. and I am fairly sure that despite the 'he hates social media', she does stuff like that counting on him seeing it.
also, she spent years using his accounts to impersonate him, including to his family. She also used his identity in the great fake death scam of '14, and for fuck only knows what else. but yeah, we're the ones who ruined his trusting nature.
wonder if Claudia has started getting messages from any socks with Josh's name on them.
Hello, archive anon!
I am the OP anon of this and the previous two threads. I am confident that I have tracked down all of her video accounts. I am also the transcript anon.
The two vid.me archive accounts which contained precious leaked videos were recently closed. They have not replied to queries asking if they still have the videos saved. One of those anons also saved the unlinked video (birthday 2014) listed in the OP.
A third anon >>465581
replied saying that they have the leaked videos and others which she has deleted.
There is a lengthy thread for her on Kiwi Farms as well.
She turned 41 in September. Logan is 21 and 9 months younger than Dorian. Josh is 35 and will be her fifth husband.
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Goes on and on about how she is done with lolcow/kiwifarms etc in her last video. Can't resist mentioning 'the hate sites' in an instagram post though. Just one last time….
Transcript anon here. I felt icky posting what she said, knowing that it would be archived in the amber of the internet. But I knew that the subject would be discussed regardless of whether I posted or not.
Raven, by disclosing what should have been kept private, you are doing far more damage to his future than we are. You told Logan to tell future partners about lolcow. Did you consider that his future partners might at that point hear or read what you said about him? This isn't the first time you have made such disclosures about him, but it is certainly the most egregious.
And only minutes prior, you had said in relation to your photos and Ryan,>That was something between two married people that has nothing to do with anybody else.
Your lack of insight, consideration, and propriety is astounding.
I'm surprised your followers haven't called you out as they did when you posted screencaps of text messages between Dorian and his gf.
Sorry to delete and repost (grammatical correction).
When did she say the bit about his mom?
I think someone should as well so he could do something to take this shit off the internet.
I also think that we should stop discussing him and maybe even have stuff about him taken off of here. He never wanted his personal life out there on the internet in the first place so I think the least we could do is let him have that.
if you guys have those videos, I'll host them. but I'll go ahead and add the links in the OP now.
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samefag but double kek, raven BRADLEY when she still has her and Logan's wedding pics in her banner. What a whore.
Jesus what is with her and rushing into marriage? She's not even divorced and she's already using rednecks last name.
My bets are that Josh will never marry her. He will avoid it till his last breath, like the tattoo.
An old video for those of you interested in an overview her family and relationship history without having to endure a lengthy monologue. She shows photos of her all of her exes.>>467554>>467574
She had already changed her surname on her Vv.Raven.vV Facebook account within a few weeks of meeting Josh.>>467576
Lolcow and KF have been a primary topic of her videos for years. Scrolling through her videos, I can't even count how many videos are dedicated to us. I'm surprised she hasn't created a playlist.
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Good deal, thanks anon. I'm on shit internet so it may be a tad. I think I might have a couple of the Q&A's or some shit. I'll comb through again.
Bunch in random order playlists posted up now. https://archive.org/details/RavenJoshuahttps://archive.org/details/ravenjoshua2
Couldn't find part 1, 2, and 4 of her Q&A, but at least there are the transcripts for those.
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Thanksgiving photo! The most left couple is Josh’s sister and her husband from her caption. She tagged them but I’ll say now to leave them be unless they are relevant.
Josh looks like he is strangling her though.
Nothing says "true love" like a sleeper hold.
Shhhhhh no tears Gravy, only dreams
No disrespect kind anon, but we need to lay the constant 'a girl will fix Logan' thing to rest. No girl deserves the emotional labour of untangling Raven's work and Logan will be stronger as a person if he pushes through it himself. You're right that he needs a therapist but then he needs some time to be hiself and unpack, and maybe some friends to help him along. It's going to be a long time before he learns how relationships work>>467620
Josh actually does look a lot younger than her there, I bet her paedo ass is happy