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No. 1189390

A stan from Luna Slater's thread that has been simping in her tumblr notes for at least a year. Has shown up multiple times in her threads, asked to not be discussed because they think it's bullying, mean and disrespectful to "harass!" someone like that while also happily acknowledging they partake in Luna's threads. Claims to just want to "be kind to someone struggling," is happy to ignore all of Luna's sins and merely says "I don't judge" and "is just atoning for reading here".

> Despite claiming to want no attention drawn to them, seems very pleased with the attention drawn to them whenever they show up in the threads, and keeps showing up despite claiming they just want to be left alone even though it without exception always leads to the opposite.

> Is a "detransitioned" FTM (said they "lived as a man from 15 to 20" which probably translates to "wore jeans and vans for a few years" rather than actually transitioning) and now a rabid radfem, terf, hater of trans people and believer in a transgender conspiracy against women, while also claiming to respect all pronouns as long as they're not "infringing on femininity" and reblogging posts mocking people who go by she/them, claiming they hate women

> best online friend goes under the username "xannexfrankx"

> Imgur album with some Choice Quotes from their blog with more info about all the above https://imgur.com/a/4ZongxA

> Also claims to be a sexworker, thinks Lurch looks like Joseph Gordon-Levitt >>>/pt/725609

> Thinks Luna is a victim of booollying due to her asking for handouts to fund her heroin addiction >>>/pt/773738

> has encouraged Luna to shoplift >>>/pt/787578

> thinks luna is just "a poor suicidal person being boolied" >>>/pt/773738

The last post they made in the luna thread, c&p below for archival >>>/pt/827386
im fakeboitherottengirl, I lurk here. Im not a simp, I have never sent her money or material possessions, I literally am that nice to anybody who I see post about struggling, shes just very public with her struggles and so I feel compelled to be kind to her because I know that anybody posting that candidly about their struggles needs reassurance and support and if I can make somebody in a shitty situation feel a little less shitty at no cost to myself other than the 2 minutes it takes to reply to a post, then I do. I know she has BPD and attention/reassurance is important to her. I don't expect anything in return, other than the fact that being nice to her makes me feel a little less guilty about snooping in these threads (but im not above it and Im not going to pretend like I am).
I promise that im the least interesting person, Im sorry that the milk is dry but I thought as far as these threads go Ive already been designated "fat and unimportant" and I'd prefer if weirdos didn't post screencaps of my tumblr on hate forums for the crime of being too kind.

Also "v8 pussy and Cadillac ass" is a reference to a line in the movie "Gummo" I swear im not interesting, or worth posting here, Im not worth discussing, I'm literally just a retarded kid who spergs about horror movies and reblogs gay GTAV fanart and if this could be the last time I had to post a message like this in one of these threads that would be really swell. I know Im probably going to catch a b& for this novel of a post but I'd prefer to stay a spectator in all of this.

> proceeded to immediately whine about people talking about them on lolcow after they posted there >>>/pt/827434

> quickly turned around into being excited about becoming an internet celebrity >>>/pt/827932

Tumblr: https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/
Selfie tag: https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/tagged/face%20reveal
Inkitt ("novel") page: https://www.inkitt.com/blisterswrites
Reedsy ("flash fiction") page: https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/blisters-wournos/

No. 1189400

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Nice haircut.

No. 1189419

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Reposting her asks from imgur in case they disappear.

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No. 1189457

She doesn't seem "rabid" at all about the trans stuff, neither does she seem like a "hater of trans people". She said she believes in using people's pronouns/chosen names to make them feel comfortable, but also that it shouldn't encroach or infringe on women's liberation (not "femininity"). What the fuck, OP?

No. 1189467

>now a rabid radfem, terf, hater of trans people and believer in a transgender conspiracy against women
You do know what website this is right?
Shes cowish but isnt a "rabid terf" kek

No. 1189474

That's an infection, baby.

No. 1189493

thanks for the thread anon! i don't expect this to be TOO milky but i'm sure there'll be a little sperg when she inevitably stumbles across this thread.

>does femdom, which is inherently sexual
>does feederism, which is also typically sexual
>both being fetishes mostly existing for and enjoyed by scrotes
>'it's more weird performance art!!!! i'm a good radfem i promise!!!!'
the state of tumblr radfems

No. 1189506

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Adore her love/hate relaytionship with Nicole. She spergs at Nicole and yet would love to wear her skin. 100% farmer behavior lmfao

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Just look at this shit. Sorry for almost all pictures being highlighted as well but I'm not screencapping one by one

No. 1189518

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Brave and stunning. Much empowerment

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No. 1189523

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Fuck Blisters, I'm so sorry

No. 1189526

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Is this pregnancy starvation a real thing or a meme?

No. 1189529

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No. 1189535

She chooses to be a fatty. And it's no surprise that she follows Luna, her behavior is just as embarrassing. Both of them act like their appearance is out of their control but they both choose to be sloppy and gross as hell.

No. 1189537

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Here's what she says on why she's fat

No. 1189544

haha get it

No. 1189585

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No. 1189587

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No. 1189596

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why is she doing this to herself, i'm crying

No. 1189625

so her metabolism or whatever is ruined forever and hard drugs don't make her lose weight? in that case, why is she skinny (or at least not >300lb) in these pictures? she sounds like such a munchie.

what's saddest is that she actually doesn't look too bad in that bottom picture if you look past the fact she obviously looks like a druggie

No. 1189637

I'm assuming stopped taking those drugs that made her lose weight or whatever made her skinny stopped working after that period but IDK how probable that is

No. 1189706

If you don’t eat, which you don’t much if you regularly take amphetamines, you lose weight. This is clearly demonstrated by the pics she posted. What a jackass.

No. 1189711

that's exactly what i was thinking! it seems to me like she just makes shit up to make her sound as oppressed and edgy as possible and hopes nobody will call her out on it. no wonder she loves luna so much.

also unrelated, but i hope the anon from the luna thread who mentioned being stalked by her on tumblr comes here and tells us a bit more about what happened. i'm not involved in her side of tumblr bc it's full of absolute freaks like this, but even just from a glance at random 'radfem' blogs, i've seen a few of her posts get big, posts with lots of notes having commentary from her, and a decent amount of people reblogging from her. is she a big figure on that side of tumblr?

No. 1189745

>She chooses to be a fatty.
Eh, I cannot agree with statements like this. Fakeboi is unhappy as hell with her weight, but has difficulty losing it. She clearly has a lot of mental issues (like being a csa survivor) that could make it difficult for her to get out of whatever toxic patterns she has going on.
I would honestly say that being as ugly as possible is her choice in the name of feminism and being lazy.
She apparently has over 3000 followers. Didn't make it to any terf list yet, so she's not that big.

No. 1189824

wow it's really pathetic that this is probably the most attention she's ever received and she's practically begging for it to continue

No. 1189832

FYI, that screencap is from months ago, probably back when she was discussed on lolcow for the first time. She doesn't really enjoy having a thread but is trying to reverse psychology us

No. 1189974

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Same Luna? Blisters said she went to an art school in NY and studied creative writing (I am assuming Pratt but could be SVA) and I know Luna went to Pratt for a very short amount of time, so maybe?

No. 1189993

tumblr anon here, but there isn't a whole lot more to say. i'm not into everything she even follows on tumblr so I didn't even know about the radfem stuff, and I've been off the site for a year so if it's something that she's recently started mentioning I wouldn't know. she's just obsessive and goes through people's blogs and comments on every single personal post and sends weird dms and she simps for way more than just our stinky Tuna. if you wanted to know more I'd bother the poor anon that has scoured her blog recently for some screenshots.

No. 1190055

>i don't expect this to be TOO milky
Not OP, but I've been peripherally following this woman like a personal lolcow for a while now, and she always struck me as the kind of person who'd exhibit cow behavior if given the opportunity. She's officially been given the opportunity, and it kind of seems like she wanted it. I expect even milkier behavior than usual for her to ensue, which is saying a lot.

>i'm sure there'll be a little sperg when she inevitably stumbles across this thread

I get the impression from her recent posts that she's probably going to be lurking here 24/7 (with Luna's thread open in another tab, of course.)

Along with Bronson and Dollanganger, she's just as obsessed with Courtney Love/Hole as Luna is.

No. 1190058

>acts like being fat isn't a choice
>is on the higher end of an average BMI in her "eating disordered" "lowest weight" pictures
>"muh starvation mode"
Looks like we got a wannarexic/"recovery" cow on our hands.

No. 1190120

I think it's a different person.
The cow Luna is clearly an internet stranger to fakeboi.
>sends weird dms
Like what? We know she simps for other people because she always mentions it as a defence of posting all this shit on Luna's tumblr.

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No. 1190338

That's just called "a diet". And underweight doesn't mean "I was smaller than my current weight".

No. 1190366

Can't believe this woman is still going. It would've been so easy to just shut up and lay low for a while, why did she come to her own defense and is now continuing to post about lolcow? Is she desperate for attention or something?

No. 1190378

And to think I purposefully skipped on a quite significant post about shit thing that happened to her because I felt that it would be in extremely poor taste to discuss it on lolcow. I still do and I won't post it here, but I beg you fakeboi hide this thread and stop daring us to dig deeper. If you want the attention, you are free to sperg out kek
Back at it with the Nicole obsession. That cow really is living rent free in fakeboi's head. She's not wrong about seeking help for ED even if you are 'not that bad', though.

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No. 1190399

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antiporn doesn't exist, just say that you're an edgelord that enjoys gore and go… no need to moralfag about it

No. 1190446

Since yall can't stay out of my inbox I guess Ill just respond here even though Im going to get b& anyway. If you're referring to the fact that Im open about my history of sexual abuse then yeah, that would be pretty tasteless to joke about, so tasteless that you don't get moralfag points for abstaining, because honestly if you want to make fun of my survivor status that just looks bad on you not me.

The infamous "puppy smell" post was written when I was taking hormones to try and re-start my period after a year of not having it, i stank like pheromones no matter how much I washed and no longer smell bad now that Im not on the hormones anymore. I actually smell of mint and rosemary because that's the shampoo i just used.

I don't know how yall went from designating me "fat and unimportant" to dedicating an entire thread to me but, aside from the fact that Im not afraid to be interactive, Im really sorry to disappoint but Im not exactly milky. I don't rob people or have some crazy snuff backstory or pretend to be trailer trash, Im just a broke fat bitch with autism trying to enjoy my petty little special interests on my run-of-the-mill tumblr. Also Im not "obsessed" with Nicole and Ginger I just love their music and hate them as people. As an autisic, my interests can come off as "obsessive". And Im not obsessed with/trying to be Courtney Love, Im obsessed with/trying to be Jt Leroy lmfao get it right.
I wonder if this will even post or if im already blocked from posting here but im a very open/friendly person, if you have questions about me or think something is worth discussing hit me up and we can discuss it, there's no need to speculate from the farms, Im an open book and asking me will get you a more entertaining/satisfying answer than posting about it on here.

No. 1190568

completely unrelated lmao but what’s with the last name wournos? is that your real last name or do you stan a batshit insane serial killer?

No. 1190573

I stan Saint Aileen

No. 1190633

And Blisters is from the one Hole song about a Pee Girl, right? Wow

Anyway why do you want to be JT Leroy? Do you fetishize gay men or what? Sorry, but your taste in music, art etc. is very cowish. By which I mean that you like art by people who are cows AF. The old lolcow truth proves once more.

No. 1190634

"My name is Blisters" is from Slaughtered Vomit Dolls. Its just a pen name, its supposed to be kind of dumb and edgy

No. 1190647

I want to be JT Leroy because I love Albert's writing but I loved the whole scandal I found it really fascinating. And to a degree I probably fetishize gay men, I used to be a "gay trans man" but literally every aspect of my existence as a woman is fetishized to some degree so you give some and you get some in this world lol. But in high school I literally bleached my hair and wore giant sunglasses because I wanted to look like Jt Leroy, and I went by the name "Sarah" in some circles where I wasn't out as trans, and when I was trans all I wanted in the world was to be a Dennis Cooper character, IDK I've just always really liked the books and found the whole style very interesting and I identify with a lot of stuff she said in interviews, like the idea of projecting your trauma on a different-bodied avatar as somebody who struggles with body image issues because you can't stand to talk about your trauma in terms of your own body. Idk I relate to her a lot and i like the character she created and the whole thing is a big spergy interest of mine

No. 1190651

This damaged ass bitch has Main Character illness.

No. 1190652

The doctors call it NPD but I like "Main Character Illness" much better

No. 1190693

>Main Character Illness
How would you define it and what are the signs of it? And yes, I googled

No. 1191302

>My body never had a chance to develop healthy fat tissue and im the shortest of my sisters
But in >>1189596, she said she's "pushing 6 feet"… is she lying, or does she legitimately think she's short? No wonder she looks up to Luna. They have quite similar physiques - tall, but somehow obese, with their metabolism and fat distribution fucked up by years of drug use and shitty diets.

>Im naturally fat
There is no such thing as being "naturally" fat.

No. 1191308

Im just under 6 feet. My sisters are 6'2" and 6'4". I've been on crash diets since preschool (mom had an ED), and was bulimic for over a decade (mostly clean but I still struggle with episodes sometimes.). I was also addicted to and abusing amphetamines for around 5 years, then immediately went on psych meds after getting clean which made me gain a lot of weight in a really short period of time. About a year and a half ago I started Zyprexa and it made me balloon to where I am now. There are steps I could be taking to be healthier but it doesnt really feel worth it when I can eat what I want and be fat OR spend all my energy counting calories and denying myself and still only be slightly less fat.

And you can be naturally fat just like you can be naturally thin. I have a friend who is completely sedentary and eats entire cakes in a single sitting and is still rail thin. If people like that exist, why is it so hard to believe that somebody could naturally be bigger? Even at the absolute depths of my ED, where I was walking 10+ miles a day and eating ~3000 cal a week you can see from my ED pics that I was never spoopy small like i should have been(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1191586

This is the worst lolcow thread of all time who did this you suck

No. 1191608

ok fakeboi chill out and the thread will die on it own

No. 1191925

if I wasn't me and knew I didn't self-post, I would assume this was a self-post

No. 1191964

OP must have a lot of free time on her hands lol. People stopped talking about Blisters on the Luna thread like a day after that initial post. This thread should just be deleted, especially since Blisters was banned again

No. 1191976

Not OP or the same anon but yeah, I sort of agree. I thought this would be more entertaining initially but the only really milky thing about her is how obsessively desperate she is to be a cow and keep getting anon hate on tumblr. Other than that she's pretty cringey and pathetic, but unremarkable.

No. 1191978

Im probably crazy n this is totally tinfoil but i feel like they are so attention starved they made one for themselves to milk their attention they where getting on the luna thread for as long as possible

No. 1191982

Interesting idea but I just think OP is a bit of a cow herself tbh

No. 1191992

Nah I earned my bovine status the honest way, somebody else made the thread, If I made the thread myself there is plenty of much more cringy shit I could have said than "uwu ebil TERF" and I would have given Chaya a bigger shoutout. I also wouldn't have chosen a picture i had to spoiler (which, you really dont, im fat so theres a lot of me but my bikini areas are covered). I would have dug deeper than just screenshotting the keyword "fat" on my blog and posting the results. I wouldn't have screenshotted reblogs. All in all its fun to have people talking about me im cluster B i like the attention to a degree and don't take this site or the opinions of the people on it particularly seriously but yeah i have a lo of constructive crit for whoever made this thread

No. 1192000

Oh you’re still posting here. Why? This thread isn’t an accomplishment, surely there must be better ways of getting attention.

No. 1192007

I mean i just kind of think its funny to be posted on here and im kind of having fun with the attention as long as nobody Doxes me or anything fucked up like that I know Im cringe-worthy and can laugh at myself

No. 1192011

All I’m gonna say is that you’re playing with fire. I think this thread is unnecessary but at this point if you end up getting doxxed I wouldn’t feel bad for you. Hope that doesn’t happen but yeah, just be careful.

No. 1192015

Isn't doxxing illegal? Like yeah please dont commit crimes against me but if you want a cringe-clown im not unwilling to be that

No. 1192018

you’re under the impression that by posting here, you’re laughing with us instead of getting laughed at. admitting that you’re ‘cringe’ doesn’t remove the fact that multiple people across this website have called you out for being a weird, obsessive stalker, or the fact that you’re an absolute munchie who loves to use typical tumblr SJW larping to prove how oppressed you are while also trying to pretend that you’re not like the other tumblrites

No. 1192023

It’s not funny. Most people would be mortified to have their profile posted on here.

No. 1192038

Ive done my fair share of lurking/browsing so like I said Im not above it, Im not goin to freak out and cry and beg for my page to be taken down like Im somehow better than all the other cringy spergs yall post on here

No. 1192076

I followed her for a while just because she came across my dash due to radfem shit, so idk anything about this drama. I will say 99% of her opinions are brain dead and watching her argue with some sperg about gun control while obviously not having researched it beyond "guns bad" a couple months ago was what caused me to unfollow. Tumblr radfems as a whole are disproportionately retarded compared to how many posts they make about "critical thinking"but coupled with the 3edgy5me amphetamine abuse and peepposting, girl was a migraine trigger.

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never thought I will see a radfem/gc woman not only hardcore caping for Srpski film (a gore pornfest made by a sick scrote with daddy's money), but also genuinely thinking it's radical feminist cinema… yet here we are. I wanna get off this mad ride

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just say that you are too fat/ugly/lazy/poor for those and go

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>I also wouldn't have chosen a picture i had to spoiler (which, you really dont, im fat so theres a lot of me but my bikini areas are covered)
the mods literally spoiled that pic in the Luna thread. It's considered NSFW for lolcow despite you being covered

No. 1192104

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I have no opinion on this case, just dropping it here in case someone has something to say on the topic. Also cause I found the post interesting. Wouldn't be surprised if fakeboi is right this time and the woman was unfairly incarcerated. I know zero shit about this though. Whole thing sounds fishy and I do not trust scrotes

>“She admitted that she made up the allegation of sexual assault against (the football players) because it was the first thing that came to mind and she didn’t want to lose (another male student) as a friend and potential boyfriend,” according to the arrest warrant affidavit. “She stated that she believed when (the other male student) heard the allegation, it would make him angry and sympathetic to her.”


No. 1192105

Anything is radfem cinema when you're terminally online and don't actually know how to apply critical thought to a subject. The "ftmtf" to "terf" pipeline is real, and it's just a bunch of self loathing Tumblr retards who became irrelevant when people grew up and lost interest in their trauma narratives, don't be too surprised.

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No. 1192146

the part you said about ftmtf terves is so fucking true. they’re literally the exact thing they mock so much but they think calling themselves retarded trannies on - gasp - terfy tumblr! makes them any different, and it really doesn’t. it’s so fucking embarrassing watching them go on about how much better they are than whatever fakeboi they’re laughing at to fit in when they’re just as self loathing but slightly less delusional

No. 1192161

Wow, A Serbian Film? Salo? Slaughtered Vomit Dolls? Imagine being over the age of 13 and believing you’re cool and 3edgy5me for pretending to enjoy the movies on IMDB “20 Most Shocking Films Evar!!” list. This isn’t milky, it’s just sad.

No. 1192314

im an astrologyfag (i know) and this is kinda silly but she says shes an aries in her bio but says her birthday is may 16? that would make her a taurus. i feel like she lied about being an aries because luna is one and clearly fakeboi wants to skinwalk her, even to the point of being excited that she has a lolcow thread just like luna. idk guys i have a feeling this is gonna get interesting….

No. 1192320

No, it was a tag meme and I forgot to erase the answer of the person before me and didn't realize I never put my own answer in that part until just now. My birthday is in early april, the person i reblogged from has the may 16 birthday

Also I don't want to be Luna, if anything I see her as sort of a "There but for the grace of god go I" situation which is probably why I have so much sympathy for her.

No. 1192342

“so much sympathy” but you post anon messages that talk shit about her KNOWING she follows you and will see it on her dash even after she expressed that she hates having to see anything related to her lolcow thread. you are such a hypocrite it’s ridiculous

No. 1192346

i know enough to sage my posts so it doesn't bump. I don't have a problem with having a thread or people making fun of the cringy shit I do, I know Im sort of eccentric and very TMI and like I said Im not going to cry and beg to be left alone or an hero over some mild cyberbullying. But no, Im not so obsessed with an internet acquaintance that I'd lie about my birthday to have the same sign. Ask Xannexfrank/Chaya if you don't believe me, our birthdays are 3 days apart.

Minus the grime I like her aesthetic and I know what its like to be a lonely person with BPD so I compliment her and we've had a few short conversations about shallow shit like Bojack and Astrology but that is as far as my relationship with Luna goes, she didn't have much interest in friendship when she learned I was poor and other than commenting kindness when she pops up on my feed and reblogging some of her art (because I genuinely like it) Ive sort of given up on our "friendship" ever being a 2 way street. I don't want to be her/be like her, I actually feel really bad for her. I know it is two-faced of me to try to befriend her while reading/knowing about her lolcow but my feelings on her are very conflicted.

Also Im curious as to who I've supposedly "stalked", I'd like the receipts on that. Sometimes I have really poor social skills and can come off as overzealous but nobody has ever told me off or asked that I leave them alone (if I was annoying somebody and they told me, Id respect that and leave them alone)

Like I said before, if Im trying to be anybody, its JT Leroy

No. 1192356

are you using a vpn or another computer? you were banned but you keep posting…

No. 1192358

I appealed the ban because I was directly answering questions relevant to the thread and the appeal was approved

No. 1192371

im astonished. ive never seen this level of mental illness in my life wowee. i hope you come into a lot of money someday so you and luna can actually become friends.

No. 1192379

I mean I have plenty of friends in real life, I don't need to buy them.

Like I said, as somebody with BPD I know how happy something small like a compliment can make me and that is why I compliment her, not because Im expecting anything in return but because I genuinely enjoy complimenting and posting supportive messages to people. Is that really the worst way my retardation could manifest?

Also "wowee"? Are you Soren?

No. 1192389


again, you post anons talking mad shit about luna and about her thread, knowing she will see them on her dash even though clearly said she hates seeing anything about it. you could very easily delete those messages, but you don’t, all because you love that attention, so all that fake “”positivity”” bullshit doesn’t fly. you are a hypocrite. stop using you mental illness to justify it.

No. 1192390

The fuck? Soren, is that you? If you're OP, it'd even explain the "she's a rabid TERF" thing.

No. 1192399

As a rule I post anything that anybody sends me. I highly doubt shes combing through every ask on my blog, or even cares, but yeah if people specifically ask something about her im not going to be like "this is the one ask that I will not publish" i literally publish people calling me a "fat retard" Luna criticism isnt where Im going to draw my line of censorship

No. 1192401

>"hi cow" for a dead person

This thread is already a trainwreck

No. 1192406

im not soren or the op. i dont follow soren i so i dont know what the fuck you are talking about. she doesn’t have to “comb through your asks” if she follows you it will show up on her dash and you know that. pretty shitty “rule” you have posting shit you know will trigger her. good job dodging actual criticism by harping on dumb word i used in post that took 10 seconds to write. no wonder luna doesn’t fuck with you its not because you’re broke like you tell yourself it’s because you’re fucking insufferable jesus christ

No. 1192409

Honestly, like I said, I have very complicated feelings about her and they shift often

No. 1192416

She’s dead, anon. Dead.

No. 1192474

nah, we’ve seen the worst way. it’s the thread pic.

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Was this ever posted? Grabbed from Kiwifarms. Apologies if yes. A good example of hipocrisy kek

No. 1192511

I’d like to know which white trash trailer park this chick is from if she thinks we all drop out of college, start fucking our mom’s drug dealer and ebeg for shitty little hello kitty trinkets.

No. 1192543

tbh this autist should just fuck off to the other farms anyway. They'll be happy to give it the attention it craves and we can let this cancer thread die off. Not sure why it even got started, all we needed was an answer to who would be sad enough to simp for Luna and the answer was obvious: other Lunas.

No. 1192575

>what is a joke
I know she's dead, it's just that no one says "wowee".

No. 1192605

Kek, you should calm down. I'm not the OP that made this thread, or fakeboi that took the photo. Also, please sage your milkless posts.

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No. 1195079

fe-fi-fo-fum vibes

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No. 1195527

Learning from Luna, I see. Why would I waste my hard-earned money on two gross internet nobodies? Delusional.

No. 1195943

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I couldn't figure out why this whole thread and photos looked so familiar and I just realised she reminds me exactly of the woman from the Objectum Sexual documentary who is obsessed with and has sex with an amusement park ride called 1001 Nacht.

No. 1196229

The love child of that lady and Chris chan (christine weston chandler)

No. 1196549

Okay usually Id be like "fuck you" but minus the chin area that lady is a dead ringer for me. When I first saw it I was like "where did they find that horribly unflattering picture of me". Also I don't look anything like CWC we just both have the same 1000 yard stare of barely-functioning autism and don't know how to look into a camera without making psycho eyes.

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this you?

No. 1196691

Oh, another fat joke, stay classy, yall sure have a lot of unique shit to say. And Im sure you are all delicate little Thumbelina anachans and not other fat girls projecting. I may be cow-sized but at least be origional and call me out on my bovine behavior (Ill hand you a freebie, go back in my archives to around 2019 and you can find pics of me smearing my blood all over myself during a suicidal meltdown. Something to ACTUALLY discuss lol. Youre welcome you boring fucks)

No. 1196924

If this thread is so boring and unoriginal, why are you still here responding to every new post? As other anons have said multiple times now, this thread would have died awhile ago if you'd stop obsessing over it.

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Why do they talk through public tunglr posts

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No. 1197046

Go for the Coricidan next time

No. 1197077

she has even tried provoking farmers with try hard shit on her tumblr. IDK why she isn't banned for attention whoring

No. 1197107

Apparently, this cow has a YouTube channel. She joined in June of last year, has 6 subscribers and has uploaded 3 videos (one titled "My Transition/Detransition", one titled "My Stim Toys", and one titled "Another Autistic Woman Ranting About Sia's "Music"".) The most recent one was uploaded three weeks ago. OP either didn't know or didn't drop a link, so I'll post the videos here.


Vidrel is "My Transition/Detransition", uploaded on June 25 of last year. It's 26 minutes of rambling about how she always wanted to "be a boy" when she was younger and how she became disillusioned with the kweer communities she was active in as a teenager, obscured by some strange green filter. She mentions stuff about growing up in a conservative Christian household, being sexually assaulted, discovering transgenderism as a preteen through a meth addict TiM on a proana forum (who was unsurprisingly a pedophile, and groomed her) and getting into drugs. At points she says she's been "incarcerated and institutionalized", has self-harmed since she was 11, and has "had every eating disorder on the spectrum". I found it funny that the only comment is from someone saying they found her channel through a comment on Blaire White's video about JK Rowling.

(I know she has this thread open 24/7 and she's probably going to leave some snarky reply, or whine on Tumblr about these videos being posted, but whatever. When will farmhands finally permaban her?)

No. 1197109

Here's "My Stim Toys", from July 2 of last year.

No. 1197112

…And here's "Another Autistic Woman Ranting About Sia's "Music"". (Spoiler: She didn't like it.)

From the peeks you get of her room in her YT videos, it's not unlike this one.

No. 1197126

If she didn’t reply, you would probably be a little disappointed right? All of that research and time spent for nothing :’((:’()

No. 1197162

>all that research and time
you mean finding her channel from her blog, then clicking on the link and being directed to her channel, then seeing her grand total of three (3) videos? a whole five minutes in total to find them and link them here? this isn’t the comeback you think it is

No. 1197266

Wow what a Munchie. Sounds like they have nothing interesting to offer the world so just attention whore by going on about "muh mental illness" i really wouldn't b suprised if they where posting the tumblr screenshots ala kelly and the chompurrs show style derogitary self posting just to bump this shit show of a threat for a tiny little bit of sweet sweet attention and rights to cry opressed victim all over tumblr

No. 1197270

Your not that special, unlike u we don't live for being talked about on a thread, nobody gives a fuck if you reply or not your replies are a train wreck, and you don't sound half as good as you think you do but your too spergy to realize just what a needy attention hungry cretin your coming across ass. Just stfu and let this thread die. It reaks of narcissism

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No. 1197432

I’m not her, I just think you guys are retarded lol

No. 1197452

So you're just one of her retarded tumblr friends.

No. 1197457

Nah I don’t know her at all lol. I follow Luna’s thread and I was amused that some exceptional individual went out their way to make this absolute failure of a thread. It’s funny watching people dig through her blog trying to find “milk” to keep this page alive. That’s it. Be mad kek

No. 1197512

Personally I do think she's a cow (even without drama) and with a huge victim complex at that. At the same time, I find her so repulsive that I don't even want to check on her to see what retarded bullshit she's on this time. It's like willingly throwing yourself into a septic tank.

No. 1197572

>is the only one routinely posting in it for multiple days now
you really showed us anon!

No. 1197579

It’s okay, don’t have an attack.

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No. 1199148

Kek at expecting better from “Lucifer Valentine”

No. 1199191

Buying a DVD player to watch a movie but not going to a thrift store…. bitch aren’t you poor?

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Why didn't she just watch this shit online first? I bet it's uploaded somewhere or can be downloaded at least. WTF.
Okay, googled and apparently movie is hard to find, but look at this info about Lucifer Valentine. Not very feminist uwu to support this piece of shit.
She's a great apologist of Slaughtered Vomit Dolls and probably considers it a major feminist work. Literally Soren tier taste in media.

No. 1199520

I purchased it to use once and then return, it was a European DVD so none of the old ones in my house would play it

Also I thought the movies were a lot more feminist/antiporn before I read the interviews with the director but I still think that at least the first 4 hold up as unique and interesting horror movies

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My internet sucks for some reason today, it's going to take a while to upload everything.

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No. 1199608

>I-I don't jerk off to degenerate porn! I just like looking at it, in a totally artistic and deep kinda way!

No. 1199609

Lmao, sure. Poorly made fetish porn about a bulimic stripper vomiting and hallucinating violence and gore for an hour is a feminist masterpiece. How woke.

No. 1199617

It took me >2 min to Google "Lucifer Valentine" and find several interviews where he described himself as an emetophile and explicitly stated his films are based on his sexual fantasies. Here's just one; good luck reading the "deep" thoughts of this mentally deranged scrote without wanting to vomit yourself:


You'd have to be an EXTRA dumb cow to believe dude is making any type of anti-porn/radfem statement. It's just gross porn with an art house gloss. Imagine caping this hard for some weirdo's rape/vomit/snuff fetish and calling yourself ANY type of feminist. Fucking kek

No. 1199635

Like I said, I liked him a lot more before I read his interviews, which I hadn't done until recently. I sort of grew up with his movies and made my own interpretations, regardless of his intentions.

No. 1199643

Ok, so why are you still defending his movies? He openly admits to exploiting the lead actress when she was homeless, destitute and violently detoxing off hard drugs, and forcing her into a "submissive" relationship where he made her do degrading acts and filmed it. And even if that isn't true and he's just being "edgy" for the interview, he clearly wants people to believe this film was created by exploiting a desperate junkie who was near death. And who is now dead, while "fans" like you are still wanking to her on-camera abuse. None of that sounds very feminist or anti-porn to me, so I'm not getting the point of continuing to defend this sick shit on the basis of "musical score" and "it's horrifying" (yeah no shit lol)

No. 1199660

I wouldn't defend what went into making his movies any more than I would defend what went into making some of Hitchcock or Kubrick's movies or what went into making movies like Cannibal Holocaust which I can sill recognize the end results as legitimate pieces of art. I also believed that it was a lot more fictional/staged than what Im now finding out. And nobody is wanking to anything. If its as real as you're alleging then it not only holds up as a horror but as a gonzo documentary. Thats art, not porn.

No. 1199676

Fucking kek. Imagine putting Cannibal Holocaust in the same category as Hitchcock. No wonder you have no fucking friends and are caping for attention here. This is pathetic behavior and Ree-ing about your mental illnesses makes it even worse. Go take a community college film class.

No. 1199688

But aren't you constantly (re)blogging how porn harms women, how scrotes are disgusting for not caring what happens to the actresses participating in rape on tape and how your nigel is special for not enjoying women suffer for his entertainment. All of that is valid maybe except for nigel shit except you are 100% fine with watching vomit porn made by abusing the lead 'actress' for the director's pleasure. I feel like a person that really cares about women not being abused on camera would stop liking those movies. I find it sketchy as hell you could even enjoy them, honestly. Say what you want, but those movies are considered gore porn. Much different than regular horror movies that people watch. Besides, as a supposedly GC you should know better than to believe the old scrote bullshit of 'I am showing violent abuse and degradation of women in lush detail to portray how horrible that is! It's a social commentary!'. Honestly, I didn't think I would ever say it, but goddamn Suckerpunch is a feminist masterpiece compared to vomitgorn trash.
>If its as real as you're alleging then it not only holds up as a horror but as a gonzo documentary. Thats art, not porn
Do you hear yourself? You sound like the meme about scrotes abusing women vs bdsm.
>I like to film women getting brutally slaughtered, abused oh and also vomiting fluids (food doesn't make my peepee hard). Oh and btw I rape them orally if they have a problem with vomiting
>You are a disgusting piece of shit
>No, but I do it all for an artsy xxx horror film!
>Ah okies, that's fine them! Go rape some more uwu
You will be agreeing with radfems analyzing how viewing misogynistic media affects the viewer and how it's inhuman for women to be abused for entertainment yet 'vomit gore' is apparently not supposed to be scrutinized in the same way. Ok.

No. 1199699

b-but anon, actually my favourite director Evil RapistMan is different because he totally centers women in his literal torture porn which makes it super radical AND feminist and doesn't at ALL make me a hypocrite! plus as an ex-anorexic purger with 20 disabilities it's super empowering because i can relate to my fellow womxn throwing up!

No. 1199702

Her whole argument is "…b-b-but abusing women is ok if it's for ArTiStIc PuRpOsEs!!!" Lmaooo not even scrotes cape this hard for their tastes in weird porn.

No. 1199827

Im against porn but, again, porn is made to cum to and condition your brain through orgasm. Material produced with the intent of shocking and upsetting you is called horror. You sound like the chodes who say "Crossed" is porn. Just because art is sexually explicit doesn't make it porn.

I think it's fucked up if those movies weren't staged, I thought they were fake, im genuinely bummed out to learn that any real abuse went into it, but I still think the films have some artistic value (other than the most recent installment). I can be critical of how a film was made/who made it and of the final product separately. What I read in those interviews was fucked and I like him less for it. But most male artists let me down by writing/directing with their dicks so excuse me if Im a little bit jaded to the news

No. 1199835

These movies were made for this guy and people with similar fetishes to jerk off to. They're not art. They're porn. It's amazing that this is still going over your head.

No. 1199841

I agree about his last set of short films but from the sound design/editing/etc of most of the series its supposed to be disorienting and horrifying not arousing. They were always marketed as horror films, not porn.

No. 1199843

Sex on camera is porn.

No. 1199848

no, porn is devoid of artistic value and made to be jerked off to. there is legitimate art (the movie "Ken Park" for example) that contains real sex acts

No. 1199934

They’re marketed as horror films because if they were marketed as porn there’d be outrage. People watch that shit to jerk off. You’re in a minority (for now). It’s not something to be proud of. You’re literally watching extremely abusive porn that’s relabeled so it’s allowed to exist.

No. 1200073

Oh, look at that, a new video by ours truly. Uploaded yesterday, a review of Lucifer Valentine's "The Angela Chapters" (largely negative, because there was too much "boring" porn instead of gore, and "only" two vomit scenes.)

I didn't realize she'd have time to film a video in between whiteknighting herself in her own thread.

No. 1200135

Lucifer Valentine is a disgusting psychopath who has groomed his fans. He gets off to vomit, says so anytime anyone asks him, and makes these movies for his own sexual and monetary benefit. Supporting him is genuinely supporting some of the worst scrotekind has to offer and anyone who considers herself a feminist in the slightest should really think why she thinks it is okay to exploit mentally ill, drug-addicted women into performing crude sex acts. Women who are in no way able to give consent given how fucked up they are. If you've seen his movies you know. user deleted this reddit post but the text was saved.


> For some backstory, Lucifer Valentine is the director of the infamous Vomit Gore Trilogy (there are five films now) that depict really graphic scenes of women being mutilated and legit vomiting. Think a pretentious horror movie version of Lars Von Trier that’s very fetish pornographic-like.I first discovered Lucifer Valentine years ago right when I turned 14 (I will be 20 next week). At the time, I didn’t think anything of his controversies (re: allegations of sexual abuse and him just being creepy). I was fully immersed in the eating disorder scene of Tumblr (given that I had a battle with bulimia at the time) and was recommended to watch his movies by a friend, given that his movies revolve around eating disorders. I knew they were made for adults but as a horror fan, I thought he was pretty cool. I wish I had better judgement at the time but I was also young and at an incredibly vulnerable age. Despite his movies being borderline pornographic, we became very close and he would always contact me asking if I’d want artwork from him or if I’d want to star in one of his movies when I turned 18. I was estatic that a director I loved was reaching out to me so I did anything he asked. There was one instance where he asked me to purge on camera while holding a box set of one of his films. I obliged to his request, despite me being 14. I realize that asking someone underage to puke their guts out on camera is not illegal and I’m NOT insinuating this - but it’s another story if someone much older than you with a vocal puke fetish asks you to do that. I later found out he asked various women, both underage and of legal age, to do these things. While I was in various VGT related FB groups, I spoke with girls who told me very disturbing stories about how he groomed them. They told me how he scouts female fans right after they turn 18 and manipulate them into starring into his movies. Most of the women who are fans of him have eating disorders and throughout his films, he depicts his fetish for women having bulimia. Pretty fucked up.As I’ve gotten older, I’ve left that part of my life behind me. However, there have been some pretty disturbing allegations against LV on Twitter in the past few months. This twitter thread brings into question the safety of the actresses involved in those films. As someone who watched all the behind the scenes features, all the actresses looked very incoherent when talking to LV in the middle of shooting. People are speculating that something very sinister was happening on set and I believe it. This comment on YouTube really unsettled me in particular:“I’ve met people in the sex worker industry saying he is an absolute monster and breaks contracts and goes after minors. They were genuinely shaken up and scared even mentioning him.”Even more disturbing, The Soska Sisters (American Mary/See No Evil 2) starred in one of his movies way back in 2008. They completely deny that they were in the movie despite them being credited. I had a friend who reviewed American Mary years ago and when he mentioned that they starred in one of his films, they begged him to remove it out of his review. I also heard that they were stalked by a LV “hater” at a horror convention, asking them for his personal information which brought them to tears.I hope that more information comes out about him and that we find out the real truth. It must mean something if all the actresses that starred in his film have gone without a trace (no social media pages or anything) and that the Soska Sisters, who are very famous in the horror community, have disavowed their involvement in his films. I just hope all of his victims find justice and peace. I’m still trying to find mine despite being groomed at such a young age.

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samefag but no wonder she defends him so much, she got one of her usernames from these shitty vomit movies. must be a huge fan. Wonder if she was active on these FB groups where he talked girls and women into puking for his erotic entertainment?

No. 1200189

Well, what exactly is the artistic value of those movies? As far as I'm informed, Ken Park at least has some semblance of plot. The Vomit Gore trilogy doesn't seem to have anything a lose sequence of torture scenes. What is an artistic value of the below scenes, from one of the movies that you defend:
>We are next introduced to Miss Lake Washington 1994, played by Amy Lee. She is tortured by the twins who again depict the erotic veil between sex and death as well as a demonic aspect to the ushering of the soul and consciousness between dimensions. With masturbatory sensuality, they massage the body with the blood and guts and strangle and gag her with her own entrails until she vomits.
>Our next journey brings us to the Twins and Hank Skinny torturing and gagging her as she is strapped to a chair. This scene has perhaps one of the most disturbing scenes to not involve blood or bile. A tarantula is inserted into her vagina and sewed inside of her.
I'm absolutely not buying the 'it's metaphysical commentary on feminine power' explanation. You will not change my mind that this is anything but vomit/gore/regular sex porn. Anyway even if those movies somehow magically were not porn, the mechanism of their making is the same as in the non-ethical porn that radfems criticize. So what difference does it really make?

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Move on, blisters

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No. 1200223

so she was watching her super feminist artistic definitely not a torture porn film with a scrote? another very radical choice, wow

No. 1200238

>I'm trying to sell it to one of Luke's creepy friends
Oh wait! I misread and was under wrong assumption that you would return the Angela Chapters DVD. The abusive rapist scrote aka Lucifer Valentine is thankful for your money. Very feminist to fund his abuse porn.
>b-but entire hollywood consists of abusers
I fell like in the case of such niche 'productions' like Lucifer Valentine's porn it really makes a difference to not pay money for them. Probably not that many degenerates buy this filth anyway.
It's her nigel who was supposed to shoot her feederism totally artistic not-porn for onlyfans kek

No. 1200261

This cow immerses herself in misogynistic porn genres (feederism, vomit fetish etc.) that EXPLICITLY revolve around disordered eating, and participates in them with her scrote friends. Yet she claims to be a “recovering” bulimic and an anti-porn feminist. She spends hours online defending these hobbies as artistic/social commentary, and even tries to gaslight other people that they’re powerful anti-porn feminist statements (lmao.) The projection and denial are through the roof. She’s not in a position to listen to logic. I’ll wish her healing and keep it moving.

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She's against BDSM unless it's her nigel cutting her during sex because she literally needs that to live. If other women are 'kinky' or want to get choked or slapped in their bedroom, they are brainwashed supporters of patriarchy. But when it's fakeboi, then
>Im not going to deny myself pleasure for the comfort of bystanders
Like jesus, pick a side and stick to it instead of moralfagging while doing the exact shit that you criticize, or at least stop reblogging radfem content that contradicts your actual values. Something tells me that either the therapy is not working yet or her therapist is Soren tier quack.

No. 1200271

this is what makes me laugh about this calf - she surrounds herself entirely with other unhinged radfems and all of them parrot each other and go on about how ‘against the grain’ they are, how totally radical they are and how they hate males and troons sooooo much… yet absolutely none of them see the irony of making their enjoyment of torture pornography that exists purely for men and entirely at the expensive of women into a ‘political’ thing linked completely with their identity as women/radfems/whatever the fuck. they want to be so edgy and not like the other evil libfems and try and prove it by calling troons slurs on tumblr dot com, but when it comes down to it, they just can’t stop from making everything they enjoy an extension of themselves and their own totally never seen before, groundbreaking political beliefs. it’s so embarrassing how genuinely un-self aware they are

No. 1200299

fucking nlog

No. 1200322

It’s “the personal is political” ideology taken to extremes. Whatever turns them on personally is feminist and woke, and whatever turns them off is bad and unwoke. Thus their misogyny porn is better than the bad misogyny porn over there because it makes them feel brave & empowered and the other stuff doesn’t. In this cow’s case, she’s defending eating disorder porn bc she has an eating disorder.

No. 1200330

To be fair, fakeboi is against troon ideology rather than individual troons provided they are not harrassing others, especially women and children. Maybe I was lucky, but never before have I ran into a radfem (or gc individual) that was contradicting herself so much.

No. 1200334

exactly! yet they’re the same people criticising sjws and libfems for doing the exact same things. it’s correct to criticise this type of ideology that means everything you like is an extension of yourself and has to reflect all your correct and good opinions, but it’s just so ironic when someone who makes a big deal out of criticising that kind of thing does it herself - and especially with something as vile as fucking puke porn, christ.

sorry you got your feelings hurt anon! did it hit too close to home?

No. 1200347

>it’s just so ironic when someone who makes a big deal out of criticising that kind of thing does it herself - and especially with something as vile as fucking puke porn, christ
And to think that she spergs how Nicole Dollanganger is a horrible person and yet she hasn't done anything nowhere near as bad as vomit porn scrote. But that scrote? Fakeboi just 'wouldn't see eye to eye with him in a discussion'. Totes normal to watch illegal beastiality porn and admit to it in an interview like it's nothing, because eDgY. I don't feel like looking through fakeboi's tumblr, but I bet that she reblogged outraged posts canceling Marilyn Manson. That's some cognitive dissonance.

No. 1200348

I tried, they don't take returns of open products, so the next best chance at recouping my money is to sell it secondhand to this creep who will want it. I didn't pay money to watch the rest of his movies, those were always online for free. And the first 4 vomitgore movies have as much of a plot as "Ken Park". I didn't know you were all such pearl-clutchers here to be so triggered by a horror movie that you demote it to porn. Disgusting porn has no trouble marketing itself as porn, it doesnt need to hide behind the horror label.

Also, I don't tell other women how to live their lives. I share information and people can make their own choices. Im not calling anybody a "brainwashed supporter of patriarchy" for not living up to radfem purity politics. Im only vaguely a radfem anyway, Im about following what makes sense to me not following an ideology like a religion. You can be critical of something without being "against" it in the case of things like BDSM.

Also I decided against the onlyfans months ago so idk why yall are harping on it

No. 1200378

Holy shit I did not know any of this. Completely changes my mind on him. I had no idea that his whole edgelord thing was not just an act. I didn't even really read any extensive interview with him until yesterday. Im no longer a fan.

No. 1200411

But it's almost the same shit that he told about himself in his interviews, except the grooming minors thing. IDK why would anyone be shocked.

No. 1200413

sorry you hate women

No. 1200422

the first time I read an interview with him was yesterday, all I knew about him was his work, I believed the disclaimers that it was "an artistic collaboration between friends" as advertised, I believed the disclaimer that it was a complete work of fiction. Im really bummed out. And the child grooming is what takes it from "creepy BDSM chud" to "criminal creep" levels

No. 1200475

In his interviews he describes grooming and sexually abusing his younger mentally handicapped sister until she killed herself, then making his partner re-enact her suicide for his sexual gratification. And explains that his movies are based on his fucked up fetishes in extremely graphic detail. I guess it's good that this is finally sinking in for you, but either you didn't actually read the interviews or you can excuse the abhorrent other shit he's done yet draw the line at grooming minors. This is.. mind boggling.

No. 1200487

Imagine being such a fan of someone's work that you name yourself after his main character and write whole essays defending/shilling for his movies online, yet claim to have no clue who he is or what motivates him until anons who literally just spent 5 minutes Googling his name educate you. Either she's bullshitting (my vote) or this is the most ignorant cow ever kek

No. 1200496

Definitely a liar.

No. 1200505

>purity politics

lmao not a thing but keep thinking you're "vaguely a radfem" without doing any of the work luv

No. 1200518

And this is individual that admitted to being obsessive about her interests due to autism. Hard to believe such person wouldn't read an interview with a director of movies that are so important to her. I just don't know how it's possible to reconcile being feminist with liking Lucifer Valentine's work. I mean, it's not like a situation where an artist is being outed for being a creep and everyone is shocked and disturbed, cause their art and public behavior shown no warning signs at all.

No. 1200537

My favourite part is how she says it's not porn because the music and camera angles make it "scary," when LV and countless other men obviously get off on women's fear and powerlessness? It's not possible to be so oblivious to that when you've grown up on the "dark side" of the internet and read enough radfem criticisms of porn to connect the dots. Sometimes I feel so embarrassed by her.

No. 1200559

Like I said, I didn't actually read his interviews until yesterday. I totally disown him as a fan after what I read. Im really bummed and disappointed because those movies meant a lot to me growing up, i feel like I felt when I found out about the Jeepers Creepers guy

No. 1200568

you read them yesterday yet you were here earlier today calling everyone pearl-clutchers for having an issue with everything mentioned? kek, try again.

No. 1200574

I said that before I read the post about him grooming teens. I don't fuck with nonces. If a guy wants to make a movie about people puking thats not any more morally abhorrent than other films like Cannibal Holocaust that are still considered legitimate art even though most people would agree that the production of that film was immoral. But I draw a hard line at pedophiles, and also the stuff i read about his sister is fucked and not okay even if that is just an act. Yall have successfully convinced me to no longer like him

No. 1200604

The difference was Cannibal Holocaust was definitely not 'art', but it also wasn't porn. The director wasn't hard while making it, and the participants were not all just women he drugged up and exploited. Not to beat a dead horse, I think it is good that you no longer like Lucifer Valentine. You just need to work on critical thinking wrt shit like this. I see the Vomit Gore Trilogy and I never even needed to read an interview with the guy to know it was some fetish bullshit, just like the Japanese gore pornos where women hurt themselves or eat disgusting things. They may be called 'horror movies', but the "gaze" is not one of "ewww gross! I'm scared!" but "ewww gross! I'm horny!"

No. 1203388

Cannibal Holocaust was art, do you just think horror can't be art? The director of Cannibal Holocaust terrorized his female lead and tried to coerce her into an unsimulated sex scene. Kubrick terrorized Shelly Duval in The Shining to the point where her hair was coming out. Hitchcock terrorized the lead actress of The Birds and ruined her career for rejecting his sexual advances. If you're going to enjoy any art by males, you're probably going to have to separate the art from the artist to some degree.

I still stand by the opinion that Vomitore is not porn (with the exception of the most recent installment, which I absolutely hated). It is visually inspired by porn, and it is a horror movie about the sex industry so it is sexually explicit, but things like the camera work and sound design and trippy/disorienting aesthetics and the dialog all make the movie into something that is supposed to disturb you, not arouse you. That was one of my biggest complaints about "the Angela Chapters" was that it was just porn-ey and didn't use any of the trippy shit like backmasking or smashcutting to gore/cartoons or any of the things that made the previous movies art instead of porn. I have no doubt that the director was aroused while he was making it, just like Quentin Tarantino or Takashi Miike are no doubt aroused when they insert their fetishes into their films. But I think that, with all the installments other than "The Angela Chapters" the divide between art and porn, as thin as it may be in this case, still stands. I don't support the material from a radical feminist standpoint, but as an artist I can see that there is some artistic value

No. 1203862

It took what, like three days for you to go back to arguing that there was artistic value to what sounds like the filmed sexual assaults of multiple women. The mental gymnastics required to write that off as a male artist problem must take a lot of your brain power. How is this any different fríos that studio that uploads “horrorporn”? There has been simulated rape porn and horror themed kink porn for a while now.

No. 1203969

that stuff is uploaded sold and advertised as porn. Porn doesnt need to hide behind the horror label, like you said there is plenty of porn out there that advertises itself as such. I didn't say I agree with the films production, like I dont agree with the production of many films that we have no problem considering art. But i see artistic value at least in the early installments. I think Lucifer Valentine is a shitty creep person and no longer want to support him or wear his merch but his art has been very important to me since I was a young teen and first saw Slaughtered Vomit Dolls. Also people who have not seen the films for themselves should probably reserve judgment.

No. 1203983

The personal importance you place on the series does not negate that it's porn and was produced for sexual gratification purposes, not artistic. The sooner you come to terms with that and move on instead of continuing to mentally coax yourself into thinking otherwise, the better.

No. 1203989

"The Angela Chapters" was porn i won't defend that as anything else but it was devoid of all the trippy editing and had no story, unlike the earlier installments. But I think anybody who has actually viewed it would agree that it is a horror movie. It is a case of the barrier between art and porn being thin in some places, but I wouldn't call it porn because porn has no artistic value.

No. 1205251

Imagine being this scrotepilled into defending shitty horrorporn series. I don't get how Tarantino etc. also doing some shitty things is supposed to be a mitigating argument for a movie that is 100% filmed abuse and exploitation of mentally ill, homeless woman that was addicted to drugs nonetheless. At least Tarantino's movie is actually a movie that could exist without the abuse happening offscreen. Can't say that about vomitgore trash.
>but his art has been very important to me since I was a young teen and first saw Slaughtered Vomit Dolls.
This is why retarded children shouldn't watch M/R-rated movies. Get a better taste and some brain while we're at it.
>Also people who have not seen the films for themselves should probably reserve judgment.
Omg totally need to see a scene of a spider being sewn into a woman's vagina to judge it's artistic worth. No thank you, a thorough description of the movie by a fan is enough for me.

No. 1207589

Should I also watch two girls one cup in order to confirm that scat porn is disgusting? What a fucking stupid argument.

No. 1209428

if you have not seen the movies yourself then it is impossible for you to judge their artistic merit, which fluctuates throughout the series. Is this the LV thread now or something?

No. 1215005

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Fakeboi is getting roasted by her fellow radfems for basically the same thing as in this thread (defending gore/cp porn on the basis of it being 'vent art'). Also she hides behind being a CSA survivor in order to not look at the 'art' that she is defending even though she claimed you have to see Lucifer Valentine's porn in order to have an opinion on it. Amazing

No. 1215017

sorry to ask for spoonfeeding but this screenshot is near unreadable on mobile. is it essentially any old regular slap fight you see daily on twitter and fatboi being a hypocrite as per?

No. 1215071

What exactly was the art they were all arguing about?

No. 1215089

i would link but that shit is pretty fucking foul. scroll through her blog a bit and you’ll find the artist

No. 1215092

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Found it. Gross.

No. 1215113

Not very radical feminist to defend a picture of fetish “art”, blisters.
Someone should let her know that even CSA survivors can make art that is disturbing and perpetuates child abuse. Just compare 120 days or the last house on the left to The War Zone.

No. 1215240

She doesn't care about anyone but herself and it's actually hilarious that she considers herself any type of feminist. Her entire stance comes down to "drawn child porn is ok because I was censored once!"

No. 1215293

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TL,DR: Blisters defended explicit sexual fanart of an adult character raping a child character under the pretense that the artist (@K3MaMi on Newgrounds, a hentai artist and according to Blisters a CSA victim) claimed that it was "vent art", and therefore the art was defendable on principle… even though she hadn't actually seen the fanart. When people asked that she at least look at the fanart before defending it, she refused to and suggested that the people who wanted her to look at it were in the wrong because they'd be "forcing a CSA victim" to look at sexual content that they didn't want to see. A bunch of Tumblr radfems dogpiled her and are continuing to.

>it's actually hilarious that she considers herself any type of feminist
I guess after this, she doesn't consider herself a radical feminist anymore.

No. 1215309

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It’s a pretty amusing level of cognitive dissonance. “I was mocked because of ableism, not due to my behavior. So because I was mocked, we shouldn’t mock or shun anybody. Even if you meanies won’t tolerate open pedophilia, or (at the most generous possible) fetishization of toddlers”. In a way, I’m reminded of schmorky.

No. 1215312

How is this "vent art"? What is this venting exactly? People will truly bend over backwards to defend pedophiles.

No. 1215352

Blogposting a bit so Im saging for non milk. cant believe I was thinking of defending this girl cause I thought she wasnt milky, Jesus fucking christ what a shitty person and I eat my words. Shes a danger to society and needs help.

No. 1215367

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Samefag, I get MAJOR Soren vibes tbh. The pride in her trauma, the way she writes off ALL depictions of sexual abuse as “worth consideration”, the LARPing as a threatening edge lord when she’s really just a broken woman who refuses to find healing… I’d say it’s sad, but she’s 28. If watching other women get sexually abused on camera is “entertaining, of artistic value” now, what the fuck is she gonna be doing in two years?

Forgive my tinfoil, but I feel like shes inadvertently normalizing snuff and the consumption of it. Hope the majority of the people that read thru that busted ass blog are at least adults and not impressionable teenagers.

No. 1215408

Soren? I haven’t heard that name in 50 years… my first cow

No. 1215421

Soren died

No. 1215495

sorry, fakeboi's blog is unreadable in the first place and that was sadly the best I could do without taking million screencaps on my phone (which I wasn't sure would be wasting my time since IDK if anyone cares about fakeboi being a retard). If anyone knows if there is a way of viewing tumblr blogs in a mobile mode on a desktop, fullpage please let me know.
and she admitted to following the Soren thread here. It usually wouldn't mean anything but this is clearly the case of a cow following a bigger cow because they can relate to them. She also romanticizes the ~soft csa victim uwu~ aesthetic and wishes she could skinwalk Nicole and other girls who can pull it of IRL (or at least try to). Hate how she constantly hides behind "but im csa victim/autistic/whatever!!!". Also her pride in not only consuming but also exposing others to gore porn/disgusting shock content is vile as hell.

No. 1215497

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This bitch really will be defending degradation porn on the basis of it's artistic merit. I can't with this brain rot. This is why children shouldn't be on the internet.

No. 1215504

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Careful anon, having a problem with pedophile fetish art is literally fascism apparently

No. 1215515

It's just sick, I thought it was going to be a moody and dark illustration, but its just DeviantArt tier fetish shit. Who the fuck wastes their time defending things like that? Its obviously just meant to jack off to. Defend Cuties if you want so desperately to defend something 'artistic' that was tarred with a pedo brush.

No. 1215662

for anons who don’t know: the plot of Metamorphosis is that a high school girl has sex with a guy she meets who gives her drugs, gets her addicted, she starts prostituting, gets raped by all the guys at her school, her dad starts raping her, her mom finds out and kicks her out for “seducing” him, she moves in with the first guy she slept with who uses her for sex and her prostitution money, she starts taking drugs instead of money as payment, he gets mad and kicks her out into the street, she ends up pregnant, her old classmates see her on the street and beat/rape her into a miscarriage, and then she commits suicide via heroin overdose. that’s the PORN that fakeboi is defending as having “artistic merit”. apparently even literally being created and marketed as something to jerk off to, which is the excuse she was using about why Slaughtered Vomit Dolls was fine, can be excused under “artistic merit” if… it makes her feel a sad? just admit you also jerk off to this stuff and go, bitch.

No. 1215666

I don't though, I actually glossed over the sex scenes when i read it. And art is anything created to insight emotion.

No. 1215686


there's a wholesome jojo alternate fan ending-i preferred reading that instead of the actual manga

No. 1215689

I think what happened here is that she wanted to defend her friend, the "apostle-of-sapphos" poster (who's friends with the artist of >>1215092, and generally seems pretty unhinged and hypocritical). Fakeboi hadn't seen the drawing, so she automatically defaulted to "It's vent art". When shown the picture, it was too late to go back on her word, so she's just doubling down and making it a "freeze peach" argument to save face.
Like, this originally started because someone sent Fakeboi an ask that was like "Why do you support AOS, she defends CP?", Fakeboi was like "@apostle-of-sapphos Why are people saying this?", they had a "private conversation in DMs", and it kicked off from there with them both being called out.
This isn't the first time Fakeboi has defended some degenerate shit on the basis of it being "art", though, so I guess it's just par for the course for her.

No. 1215704

Like clockwork. So I guess crush videos also should be considered art, since their very existence makes me feel sad as well as think deeply about the relationship between humans and animals. Fuck off, nobody will agree with your cognitive disonance here. And just try to say once more that someone should watch your favorite vile shit before judging it, I dare you. You have some guts stating that bullshit while hiding behind your uwu trauma victim status when others use the same argument against you.

No. 1215708

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porn isn't porn if fakeboi likes it

No. 1215940

okay even aside from the stupidity of claiming you skimmed the sex scenes (aka the entire fucking thing, because it is non-stop rape)… horny is a feeling. guess that means literally all porn is art, and therefore there is no porn and literally any drawing or film or photo can be defended? do you even hear yourself, sis?

No. 1216300

Out of curiosity I searched that hentai manga and read it. It's one of the fucking worst things i've ever discovered. I cant believe there's people out there that are aroused by this. It's fucking disgusting, actual male depravity fantasy. And any woman who enjoys that content has internalised misogyny, low self worth, is insecure and has been brainwashed, programmed by depraved scrote sexuality/ sexual fantasies and been traumatised by it. Trauma and absolute porn sickness.
That was very dark for me to read. And I believe if any woman wants to peak regarding men/ scrotes, this material should be recommended because I truly believe this is what scrotes think of girls and women, it's really how scrotes see and view us. Male depravity, pure sickness.

No. 1216306

And just to add, this fucking land whale is fucked up. Seriously something wrong with this bitch. Get therapy, get off the internet, lose weight and get some fucking self esteem and self worth jfc

No. 1216332

You're right but saying this is probably just an ego boost in her desperation to be ~dArk aNd tWisT3d~

No. 1216354

>Get therapy
She supposedly is in therapy, which really makes me start doubting the whole process. I realize that it's not a magical fix it button, but still… it doesn't seem to be doing anything for our tuna calf.

No. 1216436


Theres a difference between enjoying content and respecting its right to exist under freeze peach

No. 1216448

but no one is trying to debate the latter

No. 1216466

NTA, I don't think anyone in this thread was, but several Tumblr users arguing with Fakeboi were.

No. 1216568

i genuinely don’t understand why you even come here anymore. all you do is stalk this thread so you can weigh in every single time it’s bumped to explain with Facts and Logic about why your rape torture abuse murder porn is actually super woke and feminist and artistic. get a fucking job and stop frying your brain from the internet

No. 1216811

Assuming it's fakeboi herself, what's your point here? You admitted to enjoying Metamorphosis as art or something.
this, nobody agrees with your brainrot excuses anyway

No. 1216908

I didn't say I enjoyed it, I said it had artistic merit. Maybe im just brainrotted from growing up on 4chan and seeing ACTUALLY shocking things but no arrangement of words or brush strokes will ever be enough to shock me into not believing against censorship in art.

yeah thats pretty much the long and short of it, I was told the art in question was vent art and was not expecting it to be as explicit as it was. It disgusted me and I wish it didn't exist, but as an artist I respect its right to under freeze peach. I never said I liked it or supported it or thought it was a good coping mechanism, i just said it should be allowed to exist especially if creating it provides catharsis

No. 1216916

My sweet summer child, snuff does not exist, the FBI still has a multimillion dollar reward for anybody who can present them with a real example of snuff.
Unless youre talking about like… bestgore and Ogrish and shit like that, which I grew out of a long time ago.

No. 1216950

If by "catharsis" you mean, "jill-off material" for the "artist", that is indeed what the piece did

No. 1216964

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It’s fascinating that you’re comfortable condescending to anyone given you consider the sexual abuse of multiple women worth enough artistic merit to have freely promoted.

No. 1216968

>I didn't say I enjoyed it, I said it had artistic merit.
Same difference, except it's even worse. At least scrotes masturbating to that shit while crying "manly tears" aren't denying that this is nothing but trashy porn

No. 1216972

If you're referring to vomitgore I grew up with the series and was under the impression that it was completely fictional, as soon as I found out it wasn't I was no longer a fan

Not "same difference" at all. Liking something and respecting an artwork's right to exist are totally different. I didn't like the comic at all, it upset me for days after reading it, but Im also not going to deny that as a piece of art i found it emotionally moving.

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the woman she's referring to here is a woman who ran a ddlg sideblog when she was 15 because an older adult man groomed her into the kink, who has since renouced it and talked about how involvement in the kink harmed her furthur. The blog wasn't ran "well into adulthood" and comparing it to a 28 year old woman who drew hardcore porn of a toddler getting raped who is, TO THIS DAY still consuming that material is beyond disgusting and it another example of her making statements her friends saying based on pure gossip that her friends regurgitated to her without getting the full story

No. 1217095

>I didn't like the comic at all, it upset me for days after reading it, but Im also not going to deny that as a piece of art i found it emotionally moving
Same can be said about crush videos.
Fakeboi is the only special wittle victim who can supporf disgusting things. BTW ddlg is art porn has "artistic merit" so idk what's fakeboi's problem with it

No. 1217101

porn is literally defined by its lack of artistic merit, if it has artistic merit then it isnt porn

And it's not my cake to bake if this girl is or isnt looking at/involved in DDLG, I just said that if it is true she should have a little more sympathy for people who cope through art since she has/had bad coping mechanisms of her own.

No. 1217106

>ackshually, all porn is good and should never be criticised because it has artistic merit and can always be a good coping mechanism for somebody
>gets criticised by a grown woman who, at some point in time, had the audacity to run a ddlg porn blog
good to know that torture vomit porn with unwilling abused women is acceptable, but young women who get too into calling their ugly bfs ‘daddy’ are where the line needs to be drawn

No. 1217107

"artistic merit" is a vauge and subjective term. I can make "slutty house housewife cumwhores 3: the gang-raping" and if I give it "plot" and put it some political commentary (maybe have one of them say, "fuck me like biden is fucking the economy") then it is no longer porn

No. 1217110

Dang. The fat bitch finally made it. Got her own thread, lmao.

No. 1217116

I can fucking argue that any porn has "artistic merit" because it took effort to create and elicits feelings in the viewer (horny is a feeling)

No. 1217119

Again, I don't support ANY porn, I was supporting the concept of vent art as a whole and yall are completely putting words in my mouth. And for the 100th time, Im not an LV fan anymore after finding out what he did.
And "horny" is not an emotion you fucking cumbrains, if the only reaction something incites is "horny" then yeah its porn. Artistic merit is the line between "Cockwhore Teen Assgape" and "Ken Park"

No. 1217121

None of the people were arguing against vent art as a whole lol, they were aruging against one specific person who draw a specific piece of child rape hentai and proceed to consume several more pieces of child rape hentai.
Ok so if I decide to have "Cockwhore Teen Assgape" end with titualiar teen's dog dying, it's no longer porn because they makes the viewers sad.

No. 1217124

give a clear definition of artistic merit lol

No. 1217127

I wasn't shown the image in question until a day after Id already been defending it, I actually requested not to see it because A) Im a csa survivor and that shit is triggering and B) I wanted to keep the conversation about vent art in theory, not center the debate around any specific piece.

And artistic merit is notoriously hard to define, obscenity laws have tried for centuries, but the closest definition I can give to "artistic Merrit" is that you would still be looking at it if you didn't have your dick in your hand and it took some artistic skill to create.

No. 1217131

Well that's the problem. No one else was discussing nor cared to discuss anything "in theory" and it wasn't vent art. You cannot discuss hypotheticals in a situation that is not hypothetical.
That's not at all a vauge definition that pornographers could easily skirt around to continue exploiting women. Anti-porn activism isn't compatible with free speech absolutism, you are going to need to pick one otherwise one or the other is going to end a up being and empty claim.

No. 1217135

so if the director of "Cockwhore Teen Assgape" wrote that the film was a "realistic portrayal of the abuse teens face everyday blah blah" and slapped some artsy filters and music on it, with your definition its no longer porn, its art.

No. 1217139

A lot of porn has stuff like "political satire" as a selling point and that might just be enough for someone somewhere to watch without a dick in their hand so it is no longer pornography.

No. 1217155

Id have to pick free speech, so if its that important Ill stop calling myself anti-porn and just say "I don't like porn" i guess. And no definition that isnt exploitable by fascists is free from exploitation from pornographers, thats the price we pay for free speech. We can choose if we give it our views/money/etc to it but honestly I don't think the solution to even porn itself is to make it illegal because that leads to exploitable obscenity laws where the people in power decide what is obscene. I wasn't name-dropping "Beloved" for woke cred, it was declared obscene and taken out of print, it was a banned book, THOSE are the works we lose when we let ourselves get shocked/repulsed into giving up our freedom. Because the people at the top are all pedos and rapists, they're not going to use their power to go after pedos and rapists, they will manipulate obscenity laws to silence marginalized voices because that is what has happened every other time that we let obscenity laws get out of control, which they do VERY quickly. Free speech isn't always convenient to defend.

I mean technically kind of? How much did they alter the footage? How far is that from "Ken Park?" It doesnt mean its art id necessarily view myself or take part in or give my money to but there is plenty of art out there that i dont consume that is still art

No. 1217169

give us a coherent definition of “emotion” that doesn’t include arousal

No. 1217173

Then by your own definition, the "art" that you were defending does not hold artistic merit as there are absolutely people out there who would view it with their dick in their hand. You can't claim to have grown up being exposed to gross shit on the internet and honestly try to act niave to that fact. Overall, you sound like you havent actually put much critical thought into your stances on any of these topics before jumping to argue about them.

No. 1217195

>but the closest definition I can give to "artistic Merrit" is that you would still be looking at it if you didn't have your dick in your hand and it took some artistic skill to create.
Nobody except for you would read Metamorphosis for it's supposed artistic value and not porn kek

No. 1217201

barely know who this bitch is but honestly this thread is just making me kind of like what she has to say. i would get high and have a convo with her about why porn is bad for society. she may be cringe but shes based.

No. 1217222

Perhaps changing the people at the top is the correct solution rather than free speech absolutism

No. 1217244

Even with a free speech absolutist postion, free speech isn't freedom from the consequence of that speech. A person who is caught rad handed drawing child rape porn, even if we go by the standards of free speech absolutism, is still not having their rights violated by people correctly calling them a pedophile, losing membership in a community (rad and rad leaning feminists) that promotes itself as anti-child exploitation, losing friends for consuming that shit and possibly a whole lot of people not letting you babysit their kids because that backlash is also free speech as well as freedom of association

No. 1217271

>if the only reaction something incites is "horny" then yeah its porn

you are stupid

No. 1217614

Honestly I wouldn't want a person obsessed with gore and sexualized violence taking care of my kids

No. 1217637

Yet you're still here defending what is LITERALLY Gerudo child porn. It's fucking absurd, not only because you chose to defend something as "vent art" before even seeing it, but also because you're trying to have an earnest discussion about free speech in regards to drawn child porn that most definitely is used towards normalizing pedophilia. Like… do you think it's a coincidence that so much drawn child porn features very childish and Disneyesque art styles? I don't.

No. 1217763

Im not defending it on any level other than freedom of speech. I find it deplorable and wish I was never shown it. It deeply upset me and, had I seen the art to bein with, I wouldn't have gone out of my way to defend it because as much as id like to believe that its just very graphic vent art, further research is showing differently. I dont support it, I don't want to consume it, I dont believe there shouldn't be social consequences to that kind of drawing, I just literally don't believe that fiction should be censored because the people doing the censoring will use our disgust at one thing to blanket-ban another (again, Beloved comes to mind as my favorite banned book). I got in over my head in a theoretical conversation because I was trying to keep the conversation theoretical. I dont support that shit.

No. 1217788

y'all correct me if i’m wrong but didn’t brooke shields go to court to get the pictures of herself taken by playboy when she was a literal child taken down, but the judge ruled that the pictures had “artistic merit”, and her appeal was denied? obviously this DoNT CEnSOR MuH ARt is the real slippery slope that has actual consequences

No. 1217792

Thats fucked up if true, Playboy probably greased the judge in that case so they wouldn't have a CP scandal on their hands but thats fucked that she couldnt get pictures of herself retracted. But then again, if you declare all pictures of unclothes children to be obscene, where does the work of somebody like Sally Mann fall?
I think the best choice is to just be responsible for your own consumption of media. Don't give views/money to media you don't support and we can all decide on our own where we draw the often very thin line between art and porn. I don't think thats an unreasonable judgement call to ask of adults.

No. 1217806

Why shouldn't it be censored? It's art made for the sole purpose of enticing and exciting pedophiles while also normalizing pedophilia and child sexual abuse. Why should that be protected under free speech? I know this example turned out to just be straight up child porn, but even if it had been vent art it should be kept private and processed together with a therapist.

No matter what you've been through you can't just put anything out into the world, especially not when it contributes to the abuse of children. The obligatory "Where does it end?!?!?" argument used in relation to free speech and censorship isn't really relevant either 'cause child pornography is already excluded from free speech in several countries, including the US. That exception could and should be made to include drawn depictions of child porn and literally NO ONE should feel that the world is worse off because of that. NO ONE.

No. 1217807

You were the only one having a theorectical conversation though. Most of the other people had seen the image and knew the context and you mostly just came off as tone deaf because no one is interested in "theorectical" debates about specific material situations. And the conversation was not about censorship until you made it so, beforehand it was just "this woman is a pedophile and this other woman is defending this pedophile" which is groups of people enforcing social consequences for stuff you said it was acceptable to (these are losers on tumblr blog not the supreme court). Honestly had after you got more context, you probably should have just copped to it and said "yeah based of this info, its not vent aren't this woman is probably just a pedophile, carry on with the social consequence" rather than digging your heels in you probably would avoided a lot of the anger flung your way.

No. 1217816

Probably but Im stubborn and wanted to believe my friend was telling me the truth about the context of the drawing in question. Theres a whole bubble of tumblr drama that I wound up in the middle of for defending this friend, sort of how I wound up on lolcow in the first place for interacting too much with Luna Slater.
I had a serious incident of harassment a few years ago after I made some vent art (NOT porn-ey or erotic at all, just art about abuse) so Im very sensitive to the idea of art censorship and usually inclined to side with the artist. But in this case I was wrong, this was not vent-art it was wank-art and I shouldn't have rushed to defend it without getting all the information first,

No. 1217827

I'm going to be real with you, you should probably post an apology for being stubborn on this matter, and apologize personally to that woman who you posted incorrect information, and deeply damaging on without all the facts, based on hearsay. You decided to be blind towards a person's really bad behavior because you liked them, and while it won't make anyone who got frustrated with you for being obtuse and stubborn , it will go a long way towards healing bad blood (put yourself in your critic's shoes here, if you had info that idicated something was child hentai and they continued to insist it wasn't in the face of all the piles of evidence it was wouldn't you get frustrated too?). Also, shot at the dark here, but what I'm picking up on is that you're kind of a bad judge of character, maybe try to remedy that.

No. 1217828

learning how to take an L is a very valuable skill

No. 1217833

I think thats what im going to do because honestly this has gotten so out of control. I never intended to defend that kind of material for the entire first day of the conversation i thought i was defending something completely different

No. 1217843

Not to be that guy, but you should probably cut off contact with your "friend" who told you that in the first place. Most of the responsibility for this falls on you for not doing due dilgence before, but at the end of the day, she still left out large portions of information to make herself not look bad and you ended up making an ass of yourself as a result. People who do that aren't your friends, no matter how personable and friendly they may seem.

No. 1218986

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Things I can excuse: hentai of a toddler getting raped.
Things I cannot: a chibi drawing of someone, choker necklaces, and garter belts as well as grown women who shaved wearing underwear

No. 1219025

I didnt say I cant tolerate the content on melenez's blog I said it didn't mesh with what she preaches. I explain my contradictions, I just expect other people to explain theirs

No. 1219031

> I said it didn't mesh with what she preaches

very ironic coming from someone who has shown themselves to be quite the hypocrite

No. 1219035

one "contradiction" was pedophilia one was some women in underwear these are not on the same level lol. It just make you look like you're reaching for shit to take the heat off of you and your pals lol

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No. 1219051

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most of the drama in question (warning, large file)

No. 1219079

Like I said, I own up to my contradictions, its one of the reasons ive always rejected the formal radfem label, because im not totally in step with everything they believe and Ill openly admit that, its why I don't buy into purity politics, but somebody who rabidly enforces purity politics needs to be ready for their own impurities to be brought up and she blatantly lied about only using that blog as a minor when the simplest of math was checked so I really don't believe her that in the clusters of purged posts (not even counting the NSFW tag she kept full of real women's lewds thats still up) there was NOTHING pornographic on that blog, especially when shes had so much time to go back and delete it. I don't think that makes her a bad person for having had bad coping mechanisms but she acts like shes in an ivory tower of purity looking down on all the lower life forms, shes constantly causing infighting in the community and cares more about purity points and who is a better radfem than actually changing the world for the better of women.

No. 1219081

bud, this is pathetic and hypocritical

No. 1219091

Seconding this. Leave the girl alone. Or does her being cute trigger you and you trash her to feel better about yourself?
>she acts like shes in an ivory tower of purity looking down on all the lower life forms
Sounds like you

No. 1219093

That woman isn't even a fucking radfem, and she admitted she used the blog when she was an adult, she said she didn't reblog DDLG content and the only way you can get her on your case is if you are racist, homophobic, a literal demon (like the pedophile) or you defend on of those three. And even if she was a inflammatory holier-than-thou jackass, thats still less bad than being or defending a pedophile. The only interaction you personally seem to have had with her was yelling at you for defending the fact that you are nitpicking for "contradictions" in light of this feels like you are assblasted you were wrong and she called you to the carpet for it and now you've gotta nitpick so that maybe you can feel a little better about yourself.

No. 1219096

i was gonna ask why she doesn’t just turn off anon or asks and remove herself from the drama, but she’s the same dickhead checking in here every day to let us know how misunderstood she is and how wrong we all are, so i guess i have my answer kek

No. 1219100

>inb4 muh bpd makes me attention whore uwu

No. 1219110

Like, shit you admitted you were wrong, you admitted that with the info she had you wouldn'tve done what you did, you admitted you dug in your heels in continued defending a position you no longer held once you were given why are so goddamn allergic to taking the L and quitting while you're behind and insist upon keeping shit up by digging your fucking heals by finding little pebbles on the ground to prove that "see see she's not little ms perfect either". Grow up!

No. 1219114

I don't even know what she looks like other than she is Latina(?), thats the entirety of my knowledge of her physical appearance. SHE started harassing ME through anons because I reblogged from AoS, thats how this whole bullshit started, because SHE got up in my anons being nasty to me for interacting with somebody she didn't approve of. That was the start of all this, not me coming after her. Im sure shes sending 50 of her closest mutuals here to spam here if shes not posting herself

And I don't act like Im in any way superior to people? I have my own rules and beliefs that make sense to me regardless of where radical feminism falls on the issue and Im always open to having my mind changed and hearing new arguments. I dont even act superior to other lolcows, you literally posted me here in the first place for being too nice to Luna Slater, Ill be the first to say Im not above anybody

I mean you're not incorrect but its more the adderall making me over-engage than attention seeking. I only entertain drama when Im tweaking. Im MUCH less subtle in my retardation when im attention-seeking.

No. 1219117

how do you KNOW the anons were her? She wasn't the only one giving you grief, even publically.

Goddam you really do think no one would take issue with you if they didn't like her and that she spends all the time in the world sending people after you specifically. People think you were and currently are being a petty weirdo who can't handle being told she's wrong

No. 1219118

>i don’t act superior to other lolcows!
how is you not checking in EVERY single day to defend yourself against any little thing someone says about you not acting better than other cows? every single time you’re posted here, you can’t just ignore it. the fact you even know you’re being posted here speaks for itself. you really think that everything you do isn’t your fault, or is perfectly justified, or is normal and everybody else is wrong. you very clearly think you’re better than other people in general, never mind other cows - otherwise, you wouldn’t chat all this shit about being sooo ‘artistic’ and so misunderstood or whatever. it’s embarrassing, you pretentious cringey fuck.

No. 1219124

Like, you have to be fucking coaxed and hand-held and fucking dragged though hell and high water to admit you are WRONG and you made a mistake, and even then the people who called you on it are still "big old meanies" because someone who you can't even be 100% sure was that person had some minor flaws and nothing can ever ever be fully your fault and you can NEVER just take responsibility without someone else also having a hand in it. Christ, you are a grown ass woman who just two days ago was defending loli rape hentai as fucking "vent art" and a coping mechnism and now you're whinging and crying about some women in underwear and how mean the brown lady was about racism.

No. 1219134

So when anyone else does something you deem wrong (or whatever adjective you want to use here for your inevitable backpedal), they'd better have a good explanation even if it was from 7 years ago when they were a literal teenager. But when you do something wrong, it can easily be dismissed as your meds, bpd, autism, etc. causing you to act up or, on rare occasions, you'll admit you fucked up but you should be completely forgiven and redeemed because you admitted to fucking up.
This is beyond childish, fakeboi.

No. 1219146

>But when you do something wrong, it can easily be dismissed as your meds, bpd, autism, etc. causing you to act up
add trauma, lack of knowledge despite having access to google to that list kek. Also muh freeze peach.

No. 1219148

like for real, if I had spent all day shouting to the heavens that something a whole bunch of people had been yelling at me was pedo hentai and I insisted it wasn't without having looked at it and then when I showed that that piece and I realized it was a indeed pedo hentai, I would fucking apoligize and if the paramedics came in enough time to save me from dying from shame and embarrassment, crawl under a rock for a few months, not start nitpicking the people who were right because if I do that I might feel a little less like a boob.

No. 1219234

I was hit up by multiple separate people and told some version of "that melenez girl you were fighting with has a secret porn sideblog" and then linked to a blog with clusters of purged posts and NSFW being one of her most used tags and a bunch of pictures of teenagers in lingerie im not sure what other reaction i was supposed to have

No. 1219350

lmfao “i don’t accuse her of having CP” then accusing her of having by definition CP on her blog by calling them naked teenagers.

No. 1219377

Pretty sure someone brought up menalez's old blog before the porn ban, I remember looking at it and I don't think anything had been purged when I did. There was no hardcore porn, there was no CP, it was cringe but it was clearly just the blog of a teenage girl who was getting groomed and not some evil porn-obsessed pedophile. Tumblr purged a lot of pictures that just had a lot of skin tones, it wiped out tons of regular pictures or drawings of women with skin showing. I say this as someone who never had a porn blog and loved the porn ban.
This is all a blatant attempt to get people to shut up about fakeboi defending some pedo's right to draw futa rape hentai by making them defend a woman who's already addressed what was on her old blog half a dozen times.
On top of that, if it's hypocritical for multiple women to call out someone for doubling down on defending people's right to make and consume pedo shit just because one of those women had an uwu traumacore blog as a minor, how is it not hypocritical to be whining about some woman's childhood blog and insinuating she had images of naked teenagers (so, child pornography) when you've just defended someone's right to make and share pedo futa rape porn as long as it makes the freak feel better? I don't even particularly like menalez but this is all doing a great job of boosting my opinion of her when the people going after her are racist spergs like AOS and someone who'd rather die on the hill of rape hentai being fine as long as it makes someone "feel something".

No. 1219424

holy shit menalez drama has even spread to lolcow. I never thought radblr sperging would breach the container. my god am i tired of hearing about her.

No. 1219443

same. i had to unfollow her on tumblr because she kept getting into pointless back and forth arguments with the worst types of people. it kept clogging up my dash

No. 1219496

Sage for no contribution but holy shit. This fat bitch was a personal cow of mine back when I was on tumblr. I naively looked into the GTA V fandom expecting, well, I don't know what I was expecting but it certainly wasn't weird young women shipping two gross old men, one of whom is literally a cannibal and hinted at being a rapist. Her milk has increased tenfold since I last checked, bless this thread. Also good to know menahet is still sperging strong kek. Thank fuck I'm just a normal transphobe now and not radfem.

No. 1219532

do you have screenshots from her GTA shipping days? that sounds funny as fuck kek

No. 1219612

just search gtav or trevor on her blog

No. 1219618

Because you read here, here’s a message. Finally, a cow we can shape and mold with our autistic criticisms /s

You’re a fucking adult. Act like it. It’s bad enough you’re an ugly fat fuck, but if you didn’t spend so much time consuming shitty media and using an outdated website, you might actually be able to have friends and maintain a normal lifestyle instead of whatever this is. Cancel your WiFi for a month and switch to a flip phone. Stop being so involved with the online world. It’s unhealthy.

You’re defending porn and the men who abused people to make it. It’s not a cute look or edgy. It’s gross. It’s off putting. If any sane business knew you did this, they wouldn’t hire you. Stop while you’re already behind. Apologize to the person you’re doubling down on here and grow the fuck up. You’re not even a good cow, you’re just cringey and embarrassing.

No. 1219652

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>you might actually be able to have friends and maintain a normal lifestyle instead of whatever this is
She claims to have many friends but IDK. Otherwise I kinda agree

No. 1219663

She does seem to have a few people that she interacts with in a friendly way but that isn't inherently a good thing. If those people are befriending her currently given everything we know about fakeboi, what does that say about them?

No. 1219753

I've seen the people she's friends with ONLINE and if the people she hangs out with irl are anything like them, it wouldn't help and would only make her worse if anything. (the entire reason this debate happened was a friend of her's was called out on defending the pedo she decided to defend that friend. It's just a circle of people enabling and coddling the worst aspects of one another>>1219663

No. 1220373

You aren’t going to shape or mold her. She has a fetish for nonconsensually exposing people to disgusting rape & torture imagery, and then baiting them into long dumb pedantic debates about its artistic value. She brags about doing it throughout her life. Take the bait if you want to, but don’t think you’re going to change her mind by explaining why her arguments are wrong & stupid. She clearly gets off on the negative attention.

No. 1220764

Saint Fakeboi the Martyr. Was punished with a lolcow thread for the crime of “being too nice to Luna”. What an angel. Nvm the fact that she actively lurked Lunas thread and probably contributed to it. Hypocrite.

No. 1220765

Still liking Luna’s shit on Tumblr as well. It’s funny to me that Luna never responds to her comments or anything. Even she is probably creeped out by her kek

No. 1221608

Nooooo anon, Luna only ignores her for fear of their convos being posted on the farms! Even though she replied to the girl she knows from high school.

No. 1222282

Why is every shitty behavior automatically a sexual fetish? Part of my BPD is I like shocking/disgusting people because I was bullied as a kid for being squeamish and over-sensitive. Itsa mildly shitty NLOG defense mechanism ("I can watch what the other girls cant") but it isnt a sexual fetish I just think its funny. Its kind of a juvenile thing to do but theres no sexual component

No. 1223508

yes we get it, you have bpd and someone was mean to you 20 years ago so therefore you cannot be held responsible for your own actions

No. 1223980

Im completely responsible for my actions but they arent particularly milky. And the actions you speak of (trying to befriend Luna, being a free speech absolutist, general spergery) are not particularly damning or entertaining so I don't get the point in tracking/recording them unless youre one of the few weirdos on radblr that decided to fixate on me for reblogging the wrong people

And I did post in the luna threads but it was mostly WK bullshit, I thought she was interesting and legitimately thought we could be friends but shes not interested in friends with no money so I gave up other than liking her pictures when they come across my dash which i dont see as a big deal

No. 1224176

No. 1224793

Do you like having this thread?

No. 1225127

You pull a retarded attempt at self-defence like this and think you're not a cow? Tick the lack of self-awareness box on the cow checklist. (also KEK at defending pedos = 'free speech absolutist)

No. 1225214

Same anon and those obviously are not the actions I'm referring to. I directly responded to your excuse for shocking people, not your obsession with Luna. I know your reading comprehension is absolute shit but come on.

No. 1225225

You legit could stop responding to this thread and people would eventually leave you alone. Why do you insist on being a lolcow? I genuinely don’t understand.

No. 1225547

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This is so obnoxious.

No. 1225667

not trying to be rude, but how can you binge and purge for 15 years and still weigh so much. im honestly just curious

No. 1225680

love the classic "I do not condone!!! but let me tell you how great it is to have ED"
apparently bulimics get fatter because part of nutrient still gets absorbed.

No. 1225693

Not all bulimics purge all the food they eat or even purge every day. Bingeing and purging will fuck up your metabolism and your appetite regulation which can make it easier to gain weight, also it can stretch your stomach which can contribute as well. Also pretty much any ED includes food obsession which can also contribute to weight gain.

No. 1227497

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complaining like a petulant teenager that her mother won’t let her smoke weed in her house during the day, big oof. maybe time to be an adult and move out?

No. 1227536

We know you aren’t high functioning.

No. 1227729

She still lives with her mother at almost 30 and despite having boyfriend??? Now I see why she asskisses Luna whenever possible.
Either get a job (and your own flat) or respect the rules of the houseowner.

No. 1227785

she recently made multiple posts on her tumblr addressing this, guess she’s triggered

No. 1227821

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More whining about how nothing in her life could possibly be her fault because she refuses to work on herself, but my favorite is the irony of her throwing out a classic "you guys are just mad because you were bullied in school" despite that her being bullied as a child is one of her reoccurring excuses for her behavior.

No. 1227825

Why don't you record another clip in which you are mooing like a retard at the farmers, while you are at it?

No. 1227829

I don’t get why her having a boyfriend would make her ineligible for benefits? It’s not like they’re married.

No. 1227834

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All I hear is that amerifags have too good. In my country you either work or you fucking die. Or at least shut the fuck up when you live with your mommy. There is no 'uwu i'm too autistic too work cause it's haaaard for me'. Yeah, there is a disability payment, but it's not enough for food or anything lmfao.
Also, who the fuck is paying her for her writing?
Can any amerifag explain this? I also don't get it
>my favorite is the irony of her throwing out a classic "you guys are just mad because you were bullied in school" despite that her being bullied as a child is one of her reoccurring excuses for her behavior
to be honest same, she loves to present herself as the victimiest victim who ever victimed while acting like a bully herself. She's forever boiling that she's too disgusting to pull Nicole and be adored for being a ~soft trauma baby uwu~

No. 1227837

Which country?

No. 1227842

My understanding is that if they're living together, both of their incomes (or lack of) would still be reported as a household income regardless of their marital status and could push her out of the income bracket needed for disability. I'm not the most knowledgeable about disability though so feel free to correct me here. This is also assuming that she's not full of shit.

No. 1227845

ffs smoking weed during the day is going to impair your functioning even more, I don’t blame her mother for not allowing it

No. 1227848

That could be it, though I still think that if they’re not married it wouldn’t matter. Idk. I’m sure she’ll explain it in a Tumblr post later

No. 1227849

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This thread isn't for me, but I live in Eastern Europe. I feel like clarifying that by 'you work, or you die' I meant that you cannot hide your whole life behind mommy's skirt and an assburger's diagnosis. People that are seriously disabled have it hard. I don't have sympathy for someone who whines 24/7 and does nothing to improve her life because ~bullying, mental illness, disability, eating disorder, abuse~ etc. All of this is awful, but you cannot make it your entire identity or expect others to carry your weight your whole life.
Forgot to mention, but
>I wish I could just get paid to write
There absolutely is a way for you to be paid for writing. Problem is that it would have to be something else than self-indulgent trauma narrative novel, LT Jeroy rip-off style. I will not tell you what it is, though. You are clearly capable of doing your research, but don't want to work or do anything that isn't fun.

No. 1227856

for a self-proclaimed edgy radfem who isn't like the other tumblrinas, she LOVES to use the classic 'ACTUALLY I'M FAT AND DISABLED AND KWEER AND GNC AND MENTALLY ILL SO YOU LITERALLY CAN'T CRITICISE ME' that all other fat idiots on tumblr love to use whenever anyone dares to point out the fact they're probs only so mentally immature because they're constantly stoned off their fucking tits. get a job, fatboi

No. 1227875

>for a self-proclaimed edgy radfem
inb4 she jumps on you: she denounced being radfem (maybe even ITT), she's just gc and supposedly 'anti porn' now
(samefag) imagine shitting on grimes when you look like OP picture… Also I feel like her suddenly reposting a Kurt Cobain meme surprisingly conceides with the discussion about him on the farms. I wouldn't be surprised if she was lurking beyond this thread.

No. 1227877

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I finally skimmed some of her writing linked in the op and had to double check that I wasn't reading one of Soren's. Even the character name is the same.
No one is going to pay you for this, fakeboi.

No. 1227881

>The first time I saw her, she was eating the guts of a dead kid on the cement floor of the snuff studio that her daddy sold her to when she was a toddler.
What the fuck, did she steal from Soren?
>thank you so much for commenting. The story was actually inspired by the story of a girl I read about online and couldnt get out of my head
Or did she 'rework' his trauma narrative?
>No one is going to pay you for this, fakeboi.
She wants to get paid for this, I think.

No. 1227889

Kek you are so preachy, I bet you have never experienced hardships in your life.

No. 1227890

Then bet again lmfao. If you want to sympathize with fakeboi, there is a better place for it than this thread.

No. 1227891

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I think they're even, but yeah she lacks self-awareness

No. 1227902

that was something I wrote in 20 minutes for a practice exercise, I used to soren story because Id read it recently and it was fresh in my mind but nothing I put up on that website was anything more than a prompt exercise for practice and the novel on Inkitt was written about 10 years ago I just put it up for critique because i wanted to revise it. I dont put my finished products online for free.
Yeah no shit I don't take this or any of you seriously and me and Chaya read through this page and laugh. This is all absurdly dumb.

>>1227834 yeah a life of dependence on others and poverty is "having it too good" disability benefits in this country are shameful. Sorry that you live in a 3rd world hell hole but just because your shit country doesn't think disabled people should survive doesnt mean Im not entitled to the few meager programs and services that my country offers. Not to mention the post is literally about how Im in the process of getting a job? Its just a longer process when you're disabled.

No. 1227914

You know it's bad when you're a worse creative writer than Soren kek

No. 1227919

>that was something I wrote in 20 minutes for a practice exercise, I used to soren story because Id read it recently and it was fresh in my mind
Doesn't matter, still plagiarism and creepy skinwalking
>Sorry that you live in a 3rd world hell hole but just because your shit country
How about you check your privilege, bitch. Typical amerifag bullshit. USA is always a hell hole where you are sooo opressed until you want to dunk on other countries.
>I dont put my finished products online for free.
Don't worry, others will do that for you. That is, if you ever publish anything that anyone will notice.
Good luck with job search, you clearly need it. Maybe then you will stop refreshing this thread, attention whoring and whining how there is not enough gore on the net for you.

No. 1227920

Soren was actually a pretty talented writer, I always thought it was a shame that he didn't use his skills more productively

No. 1227923

Imagine admitting you ripped off Soren of all people. You really are a cow.

No. 1227931

Wow you are lodged completely inside of my ass speaking of refreshing pages all day it seems like yall can't stay off my tumblr. And the USA is a hell hole but if you're saying your country has WORSE accommodations for the disabled than the shitty USA you must be just straight up gassing them because the USA is a horrible place to be disabled.
And like I said it was something I shat out for the exercise of writing it, not something I took seriously or ever planned to publish, it was just fresh in my mind so I tried to re-create it to see how it would be to write in that style. like i said it was a practice exercise

No. 1227937

There's no indication in that post or your previous post that you're actively looking for a job. If anything, both posts are just lists of excuses as to why you can't get a job.

No. 1227942

>Wow you are lodged completely inside of my ass speaking of refreshing pages all day it seems like yall can't stay off my tumblr.
You know that your thread would die had you stopped making an ass out of yourself ITT every time? It goes silent for days until a farmer pokes fun at your newest bullshit. You arrive like clockwork on the same day, despite supposedly not browsing the evil farms uwu.

No. 1227945

I literally said Im on a waiting list to get accepted into a job placement agency for the disabled. Thats the process of getting employed when you have my level of disability. In the mean time Im still working, I am working on my writing and have a few families that I babysit for its not like im just doing nothing while I wait.
>>1227942 the thread will die when the post limit runs out, Im not milky enough to make a second thread about also I never said I don't browse the farms I follow Luna, I follow Nicole and Ginger because I like their music, and I followed Soren until his passing. Every now and then I will browse PT and look at the onesion or Shane threads but I never said I was above browsing the farms, in fact ive been very open about the opposite being true

No. 1227946

Either she's lurking her own thread hard, or deliberately self posting critisms so other anons join in and she gets the attention she craves. Either way, it's very sad.

No. 1227947

>the thread will die when the post limit runs out, Im not milky enough to make a second thread
You really want this thread to max out, don't you? Pretty sure you said something like "I used to browse the farms", implying you no longer do.

No. 1227949

I mean I have it open in one of my 100 tabs, I get a notification whenever somebody posts. Im self-obsessed of course Im going to follow my own thread lmfao

No. 1228066

No, she's right. Cohabiting with a partner when you claim welfare means their income counts as your support.

No. 1228072

Most likely something like stocking shelves overnight, or sitting at a security desk. And I learned my limits from my last job where I didn't put such restrictions in place and found that when I worked more than 2 shifts in a row it had severe negative impact on my mental health and my behavior (and my performance on the job) for the next few days and the stress built up until eventually I had a complete mental breakdown after about 8 months of working nearly full-time and had to be hospitalized so going back to work Im not going to get myself in that situation again. I don't have the mental capacity to attend more than 2 days of work without a recovery day, its beyond my ability as an autistic person. My scheduling accommodations are one of the reasons I need to go through this agency and can't just walk into a store and fill out an application like a less disabled person could.

No. 1228096

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>the drag at Nicola Dollanganger was completely unnecessary to her argument, an absolute COPE

>"im naturally fat, that was insanely underweight for me"
>"you dont need to look like" (some cow girl who had nothing to do with any of this)
>"and being fat and healthy most days feels so much better than being slim and sick"

hey fatso, you cant be fat and healthy, overweight means you eat like shit. you can be slim and healthy, most people are. most thin people you meet arent underweight, but she wouldnt know cause she's a fucking pig so it all looks the same to her

dont know her age but she looks way too old to be this retarded.

No. 1228102

Oh wow, Soren fanfic with bulimia porn sprinkled in for funsies? Fucking hilarious.

No. 1228117

Im on a high dose of heavy antipsychotics in addition to having PCOS and I have never been shy about the fact that ive struggled with binge eating/disordered eating in general. I don't have the best relationship with food and Ill probably always struggle with it in one way or another.
But yeah, being fat and on medication is better than becoming a manic rage-monster having multiple chimp-outs a week and smallfat, which is my option off medication.

Like for real this is me HEAVILY medicated, do yall really want to see what happens when I go OFF my medication?

Healthy, for me, is on my medication, even if that medication makes my body larger.

No. 1228124

so medication makes you crave food more or does it slow metabolism or both?

No. 1228132

both, its to treat severe autistic meltdowns so it freaks your whole system out. Its made me do things like sleep-eat (which im always afraid of because people have choked to death that way) and its made me feel hunger at levels that I didn't even feel when I was fasting for long periods of time during my ED. And then on top of that every calorie gets processed like five. It fucking sucks but without my medication im completely out of control.

No. 1228135

It barely qualifies as a fanfic, seeing as most of it is lifted word for word from Soren's writing. I'm not sure what's more disturbing, Soren larping as a cp babysnuff star or fakeboi plagiarizing her self-insert wank material out of all things.

No. 1228154

Its not a fanfic it was a practice exercise to write in Soren's style because I liked how he wrote his descriptions for his 8tracks playlists and wanted to give it a try. I thought it fit the prompt and because I was playing with style I kept the same plot because plot wasnt part of the exercise I was doing. If we want to get into controversial things Ive written at least look at my 19 year old self's attempt at an edgy novel and not some random collection of pointless plotless practice exercises that saw less than a half hour's worth of effort

No. 1228158

Have you considered trying intermittent fasting instead of eating whenever and purging? It can make you stop constantly craving food and you get full earlier.
Well, you shouldn't have published that online as your piece of work. I do thing the Soren obsession is kinda disturbing.

No. 1228167

I actually fast most days and eat a my meal for the day in the evening I don't want to trigger anybody with calorie mentions but I don't eat many of them in an average day. But I usually have at least one bad binge day a week so that offsets it. I was actually doing really good and losing a lot of weight before I switched medications, I was the smallest ive ever been without using unhealthy means and then I started the meds and my body went to complete shit
Yeah I un-linked it from my tumblr for a reason, the website wouldn't let me delete the story once it was posted otherwise I would have when I came down from the manic state I wrote it in. Like I said I liked his writing style and thought it would be a good exercise, I didn't think anybody would actually look at it

No. 1228175

>do yall really want to see what happens when I go OFF my medication?
this is lolcow, so yes

No. 1228197

I rly wish someone would nuke this thread since it's just a fucking q&a with this "cow"

No. 1228199

hide the thread

No. 1228201

wow eat my fucking ass dipshit, do you actually enjoy hanging out in this weird fanclub for this nobody?

No. 1228217

why are you checking the thread then

No. 1228218

take a deep breath. go outside.

No. 1228225

Nobody asked this cow to interact in any way with this thread. Several anons actually recommended that she not interact with it, and that if she left the thread alone it'd die naturally, but for whatever reason she feels compelled to keep this tab open 24/7 and blog here.

No. 1228282

i mean…clearly you do. i was just suggesting that you hide the thread if it pisses you off so much.

No. 1228306

Dang I wish Shayna would allow a q&a in her thread instead of this pathetic retard

No. 1228409

Honestly I'm starting to think as soon as this thread gets quiet she deliberately bumps it.

No. 1228453

Shayna stans are the most annoying retards to ever exist on this planet. Go back to your containment thread.

No. 1228488

Nah Im pretty sure that the person who keeps screencapping my tumblr every time this thread dies is somebody i had an argument with a while back who won't let it go. A few people have hit me up with accusations, some overlapping, so I have some suspicion over who it might be

No. 1228489

Who is it? Call the bitch out

No. 1228491

If I had concrete evidence I would but Im not trying to make accusations/start rumors but one of the people in question is known to frequent the farms. Also I don't really like calling other women bitches

No. 1228493

It's funny how the word "bitch" is where you draw the line

No. 1228497

>But I usually have at least one bad binge day a week so that offsets it.
I guess therapy really is a meme and doesn't do shit. Or at least your therapist is useless.

No. 1228500

I mean I just said I don't really like it im not scandalized b it or anything its just something I try to keep out of my vocabulary.
At my worst I was having multiple BP episodes a day so an average on one comparatively small binge episode a week is progress, Ive made enormous strides in therapy, not being cured doesn't mean I wasn't helped.

No. 1228642

I noticed yesterday that she changed her desktop Tumblr theme (the one that was obnoxiously difficult to read, where you had to highlight the text for it to be visible in a screepcap, in >>1189515 and >>1189523) to be the same as her mobile theme, almost as if she wanted her blog to be easier for people to screencap.

No. 1228645

Tumblr did that, it just deleted my theme for no reason and Im too lazy to fix it. If I wanted my screencaps posted here (on this ANONOMOUS FORUM) I would simply post them myself

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No. 1229186

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No. 1229212

it's just an attention whorey, ~aesthetic~ text. Nothing to see here. Don't you know that suicide is a cool kids club on tumblr?

No. 1229220

Maybe she should just start planning a diet.

No. 1229222

fucking kek holy shit

No. 1229227

if this bitch had an actually debilitating disability she wouldn't have to work and would be on disability or SSI. trying not to blog here but I am severely physically disabled and these whiners make me want to a-log.

No. 1229241

I know of people with autism who receive SSI. Good for her if she’s actually looking for work.

No. 1231245

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>Gorn porn books should be considered as art, even if poor(of course)
>"I like my sex and violence mixed but formal BDSM was always too nerdy for me"
there you have it

No. 1231362

this comment is the sound of crickets. of someone clearing their throat. the long, drawn out brrrrrrp of an old man’s fart.

No. 1231527

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look what you did you faggots brrrrp

No. 1233695

Dont flatter yourselves it was an "Ill always be exploited and the only way out is death" attempt not "Im being cyberbullied so Im going to become an hero"

No. 1233733

Thank you. Im alive and working toward getting a job/my own place so I feel hopeful (I even have an interview tomorrow finally) so thats better than being dead i guess lol but thank you that is very kind of you

No. 1233769

you come out of the psych ward from a suicide attempt and the very first thing you do is come to lolcow?

No. 1233782

it was already one of the pulled-up tabs when I opened my laptop and I saw it had a notification so of course I checked it, I wouldnt leave my fandom hanging like that

No. 1233793

close the tab

No. 1233963

I mean Ive always been totally open about my participation in violent sex and being a masochists so you really didnt dig up anything I wasn't offering freely

Also its not GORN (slang for splatterpunk) its GOR which is a series of horrible fantasy novels that is pretty much "the handmaids tale but the chicks are cool with it"(close the tab)

No. 1233969

what part of ‘close the tab’ are you not understanding?

No. 1234001

Please let this thread die already

No. 1234104

Stop screencapping me and starting shit and they’ll be no thread to complain about

No. 1234111

this thread was completely inactive until you started replying to anons again. just let it die please.

No. 1234119

I mean I don't necessarily disagree with her though. That shit is all cringe.

No. 1234300

god you are such a fucking annoying male identified loser. close the fucking tab normie

No. 1234440

You are welcome. To be fair, it's a brainfart tautology but whatever
Now please fuck off

No. 1263211

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No. 1263218

That's a shame, it was funny as fuck watching her desperately simping for Tuna and getting ignored. (and then coming here to continue the asskissing)

No. 1263269

WTF are you talking about? It's not even the first time Luna reblogged something from her. It happened before this shitty thread became a thing. It means nothing, it's not personal connection, it's just resharing content. Tuna is still ignoring fakeboi in the comments lmfao

No. 1285957

just because she doent always reply in the comments doesnt mean she doesnt reply to me. I wouldn't keep talkin to her if she never replied. I just don't share DMs because im not a snake

No. 1285998

Why did you revive your threaddd jfc

No. 1286095

were you the one who called the wellness check on luna?

No. 1286129

No I would never call the cops on a suicidal person

No. 1351951

Just FYI to everybody who was calling me a NEET here and up in my inbox, Im working a full time job now and paying for my own apartment. Ive been in a stable relationship for going on a full decade. Im probably doing better than a lot of you who came here to make fun of me and drag me.

No. 1391739

I'm being serious when I say this - good for you, fake boi. I know how hard it is to find work with mental health issues. You never deserved a thread just for being nice to Luna.

No. 1398583

Thank you. Im actually looking for a new job at the moment because our store got bough out, stripped, and shut down (a week before Christmas with no notice), but if I can get unemployment I might take a month or so to bang out some writing since I haven't gotten any done since my suicide attempt this summer because Ive been so busy with work. So the annoying thing is that I have to start the process over again of getting on the waiting list, getting a job counselor, having them find workplaces looking to hire disabled people, interviewing through them, and then getting back into the workplace which is an annoyingly long process but its the steps I have to follow if I want a job. Im hoping to find something in security or maybe overnights at a hotel, something that would let me get writing done on the job. But Im open to any sort of shipping/stocking work as well, the only things I absolutely can't do are commission-based sales or food service (I can't work in a kitchen, too man bells/timers going off, I get a sensory meltdown, ive tried to work those jobs in the past and never lasted more than a few days). But Im excited to see what this next chapter in my life is going to hold. Also my best friend and my sister in law are both pregnant so Im going to have new little nieces/nephews on the way, something to hang in there for.

And Im a fat autistic with BPD, I know Im a little bit of a cow, but I never even really participated in the threads other than some mild wk-ing and saying that Lurch should burn in hell for selling fent which I lost a friend to around the same time I made the post. The only threads I watched are luna, nicole, ginger and soren and the only one I really participated in was Soren because that shit was banana fucking sandwich. I talk to Luna sometimes through DMs and shes nice we have a casual conversation every now and again and she might even be helping me get some temporary work since the company she works for is about helping autistic people and I have some really great ideas for sensory products that would make my life and other autistic lives easier. But Im not simping her, Im not trying to get with her, I just think shes cool and nice and pretty and interesting and like her art/aesthetic. I have plenty of people who like/comment all my posts it isn't that weird for tumblr culture to browse down somebody's blog and like/comment and if she said I was being creepy or asked me to stop I would just like I would respect the boundaries of anybody else.

But that's the most recent milk on me I guess. In summary I got laid off from my job and have to start my hunt over but I still have the support of an amazing partner and am possibly going into "business" with Luna while I look for more stable work

No. 1398596


Why would you bump your own thread when the last post was 8 days old? Happy for you but get off lolcow lmao

No. 1398602

OH SHIT I forgot to sage how embarrassing I didn't mean to bump this I just meant to respond to the post because I didn't see it until today. Is there a way to un-bump it?

No. 1398733


Yeah it's called stop replying. It will fade away in a few days since no one else really cares enough to post

No. 1403255

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but youre an innocent angel who would never cyber bully luna lol

No. 1403261

I was speaking in obvious hyperbole

No. 1403265

What happened to the mice? I imagined they all died right? :(

No. 1403272

I imagine she had to call an exterminator but they were feeder mice so they were going to die anyway, at least they got to live a little first and 50 is a little bit of an exaggeration again I was being hyperbolic. I was 19 and on a lot of drugs at the time it wasn't my brightest choice but I wasn't going to stand for some slumlord finding any excuse she could to keep my deposit.

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No. 1426347

thank you for bumping a dead thread with your insightful contribution.(idiot)

No. 1427007

I’d read the rules and learn to sage my shit if I were you

No. 1429147

>I talk to Luna sometimes through DMs and shes nice we have a casual conversation every now and again and she might even be helping me get some temporary work since the company she works for is about helping autistic people […]
>But Im not simping her, Im not trying to get with her, I just think shes cool and nice and pretty and interesting and like her art/aesthetic […]
>[…]am possibly going into "business" with Luna while I look for more stable work
Did you finally understand it wasn’t a real job and that’s why you’re now shitting up her thread whining about how unemployable she is? You’re lucky Luna is such a lazy person because if she were to read what you truly think of her, she’d never talk to you. I mean, unless she could get something from you, that is. Lastly, despite your protestations, you are obviously simping

No. 1458107

Fakeboi I hope things are going well for you and that you can laugh at this thread in therapy someday lmao

No. 1458114

(Idk I guess Please don’t respond to this thread I don’t want you to get any more hate I just think your views are valid af and that you don’t deserve the shit you get. Would love to maybe end this nasty thread on a positive note… rooting for you!)

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No. 1678255

File: 1666068817679.png (3.59 MB, 2369x2160, PICREL 01-02.PNG)

Our calf threw a tantrum today.

As you might have imagined, fakeboitherottengirl hasn’t stopped pining for Luna’s attention. She’s featured every once in a while in Luna’s thread >>>/pt/895458.

Luna is still grifting (or trying to). In one of her latest posts, she requested someone buy her a recovery chip >>>/pt/895517. For those not aware, Luna hasn’t stopped getting spending money from both her parents. She frequently showcases her cheapcheapcheap purchases.

fakeboitherottengirl tells her to treat herself (picrel 01), this is reported on Luna’s thread >>>/pt/895559 and a discussion ensues; it starts here >>>/pt/895565

After asking for the sobriety chip, Luna tells us right after she got off inpatient, she told off a previous (?) SW client as he’s into “hurtcore” >>>/pt/895548, nonas on Luna’s thread mention how Luna attracts really fucked people, like fakeboitherottengirl >>>/pt/895585

fakeboitherottengirl, of course, responds to Luna’s post with an even more fucked set of anecdotes >>>/pt/895609 (picrel 02)

Fuelled by her raging BPD, fakeboitherottengirl decides she’s going to respond to us >>>/pt/895615

No. 1678257

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Since it’d be unfair to keep this only on Luna’s thread, here is her outburst for the archives, in chronological order.

No. 1678327

>I don't browse lolcow anymore
Weird that her thread didn't catch on, she posts so many ridiculous things

No. 1678371

Her thread didn’t catch on because she kept responding to any post with justifications. Instead of ignoring her, kindhearted and I’d say naïve nonas kept believing she was self aware and willing to take criticism and change so it always felt like there was no “real” milk because there’s only so many “I kNoW i’M mEnTaLlY iLl!” posts you can can read.

No. 1678455

She overshares so much. What is she trying to prove? To whom? And why does she keep accusing farmers (nebulously, as a whole) of committing "literal sex crimes"?
Also in her initial selfpost
>"I'm literally just a retarded kid"
>Is an obese 30 year old
Fucking kek.

No. 1678538

same thing when she said she was 'just a kid' when talking about how she would willingly engage with nonces, only to slip in the fact that she was actually a full twenty-two years of age. that's a whole ass woman, not a 'kid'. she's sick

No. 1678543

She's just desperate for the attention. Any attention. She's a turbo sped and truly vile as a person so of course no one wants to know her irl.

No. 1678605

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Nonna, she's coming for you kek. She pretends to care about sex crimes, when we all know she thinks nothing is worse than fatphobia.

No. 1678611

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>Says she thinks you’re still a kid at age 22
>Legally renting at 22
>Going to nightclubs at 22

At least try and keep the contradictions to separate posts instead of in the same few sentences kek.

No. 1678627

She is so fucking weird oh my god. It's like she can't admit that engaging with pedos is bad lmao "it wasn't even the pedos that broke me" holy fuck just stop posting

No. 1678629

>diagnosed with ODD
Sure, Jan. For the squatting?
>these moid encounters had significantly negative effects on my mental health
>In the end it wasn't even the pedos that broke me, it was the male sadists requesting rape-snuff stories that eventually made me afraid of men
I thought fatphobia was the worst trauma you ever experienced and that rape is no big deal and that you don't remember everything which happened later anyway, because you were always on drugs?
>I became convinced that all men were dangerous after knowing what these men had in their heads
I thought you went through CSA? Did you really have to talk to male sadists in your 20's to figure out that scrotes are bad fucking news?
>but I thought I was bulletproof and that nothing shocking or upsetting could penetrate the wall Id built
You literally think fatphobia is worse than rape, where did you get the idea from that you're bulletproof? She'd call the cops over someone telling her to put the fork down, such oppression.

No. 1678632

Yet here she is, frequenting this site, talking to us deranged sex criminals, viewing said sex criminal content. This level of hypocrisy is almost as sad as her worshipping lucifer valentine and the torture fetish content he made under real world duress while claiming to be a radfem.

No. 1678649

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Yeah and a 30 year old retarded woman screeching she's a kid at a rave or a club isn't pathetic? Oh and the actors were portraying minors who got infected with HIV you fucking lunatic, it has nothing to do with the definition of "kids" or anything you're talking about wtf.

No. 1678651

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None of this is surprising she has defended a man publishing literal actual of a literal child before

No. 1678657

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She says she has "POCD" and supports "NOMAPs", meanwhile she defends the publishing of CP, guess that means she is one of the offending ones by her own definition kek

No. 1678658

This shit, especially that last sentence, actually concerns me and gives off some serious pedo vibes, being a kid is a lifestyle? What the fuck. Also I have seen plenty of people 40+ at raves, clubs, etc and it was not at all weird…

No. 1678660

She works at a daycare

No. 1678662

I guess the only one who needs to have the cops called on her for "sex crimes" is herself

No. 1678663

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this is what is really unsettling about her for me. she should not be around children in any capacity. I don’t know how she has a job caring for children given what she posts on the internet. Actually fucking scary, even scarier to me than Ellen from Shat’s thread working with children.

No. 1678664

Even more concerning that this drugged out pedophile apologist works with children…

No. 1678669

She fucking WHAT? Jesus this is the kind of shit you wish you could cowtip and show her employers. I absolutely know better tho don’t worry nonnas.

No. 1678673

Sorry, where is the fat phobia source? Genuinely don't remember that sperg

No. 1678676

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This bitch likes all of fakeboi's posts. Potentially a cow.

No. 1678677

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Here you go nonna

No. 1678683

Oh my God, I was hoping that it is some kind of misunderstanding. Nah, she legit said that. Jesus Christ

No. 1678688

Wait wait is she alleging in this sperg post that someone made CP of her and sold it?? She’s so disgusting in so many other regards that it really comes off like she just wishes that were true. Also…
>can’t even eat much bc muh bulimia throat injury
And the lie detector test determined THAT was a lie!

No. 1678690

I think fakeboi claimed to live through a realistic version of Soren's trauma narrative. Which is horrifying if true

No. 1678692

Idk, she's said before that she frequented Soren's threads and I really wouldn't put it past fakeboi to copy Soren and make up some disgusting backstories to make herself seem more tormented.

No. 1678695

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>But being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good is very different from finding out that a postal worker in my area has violent rape fantasies about women on his routs and wants a fic where he breaks into all of their houses and rapes then murders them, including their facebook profiles in the request “for appearance reference” and specific details of how he fantasized about killing these real life women (that one I actually did report to a tip line because real women were being involved) or a man claiming to be a teacher asking for a story about making his female students submit to sex with him for protection during a mass shooting.
Not making herself sound any less like a pedo apologist. Why didn't she call the tipline for the teacher? Interesting.
>I knew pedophiles were out there, I was literally an underage fetlife “star” pedophilia is an upsetting concept and a horrible crime but my skin had been thickened by my own experiences being groomed and preyed on by pedophiles all through my teens on fetlife
>I wasn’t afraid of pedophiles, they wanted to hurt kids not me, but these sadistic men made me feel like I couldn’t tell who around me was dangerous
Kinda contradictory, kinda pedo apologist
>For example, I have a very strong PTSD reaction to the cartoon Happy Tree Friends
But not to a Serbian Movie, or Lucifer Valentine movies, or literal CP from Sotos >>1678651 that is pure art to you. Ok then.
>I can’t imagine talking about somebody‘s trauma with such callousness.
I thought you had ODD? Well, I can't imagine being a pedo and a pedo apologist
I sincerely doubt that since she thinks telling her to put the fork down is "body terrorism", meanwhile describes CSA as "being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good". Any sympathy goes out of the window anyway with her being an obvious pedo.

No. 1678704

Liking a cow's post is not enough to make someone thread worthy. Curb your enthusiasm.

No. 1678711

I lurked more and the posts in the #pbm tag are quite milky:

No. 1678737

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compilation of some of her pedo posts

No. 1678746

This is so disgusting I don't even know what to say.

No. 1678749

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>I was an uwu late developer and very emotionally immature (just like I know pedos like teehee)
That part I highlighted extra made me barf in my mouth. It all just comes off so fucking bad. She’s just a fat autopedo getting off on LARPing this shit just like Soren did. What a disgusting person.

No. 1678794

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This is the best response to fakeboi's brain dead tirades

No. 1678907

Yeah, so much of her backstory is copy/paste from babby's first trauma fic. The real parts stand out because she speaks with such relish and detail. People point out how horrifying that is and then it's retreat to the Oh noes, it's because of my traumas uwu. Vile creature.
Just hoping the claims she works at a childcare are not true because fuck that.

No. 1678940

“Distributing a sex worker’s paid content without their consent falls under revenge porn”

Fakeboi, plz stfu. Luna literally posts her disgusting nudes on REDDIT for scraps of scrote attention. None of us nonnies are paying for her no-effort-low-quality nudes that you can smell through the screen and posting it online. She posts that shit everywhere herself, so no she will not be able to throw any of us in “big boy prison” my god you are so fucking delusional, kek

No. 1678958

this directly contradicts another post she made.
>and "kids seek out sex and have sex drives" not realizing that the "sex drive" i had as a child was completely abnormal.
but then in this excerpt she says
>i myself was a (late-developing, emotionally immature) minor at the time who was not yet sexually active or interested in sex.
which is it?

No. 1678975

What about this makes her an auto pedophile? I don't see it

No. 1678988

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Another contradiction, can’t be bothered to cap her essays but she’s really sperging out

No. 1678992

> “She’s a gross person”
Gross is being kind and polite.
> yeah that’s why my thread has been necro for over a year and ended with anons wishing me well
Does she honestly believe >>1458107 and >>1458114 are speaking for the majority of anons on her thread? In a world in which you have defenders for the most deplorable and despicable things imaginable, I wouldn’t be so happy there are (maybe) two losers who think “you’re not that bad”
Oh dear, Sarah is even more vile than I thought.

No. 1679097

I think anon was highlighting how she seems to relish the fact that she was a sex object for pedophiles. She's straight up waxing poetic about her online grooming here. For anyone who doesn't know, autopedo means fetishised child abuse where you self-insert as the child.
>worshipping lucifer valentine and the torture fetish content he made under real world duress while claiming to be a radfem
This will never not be funny to me. She would sperg on and on about how she was his biggest fan, but when anons showed her easily-found proof of him being a self-admitted rapist criminal freak, she said she had no idea and doesn't like his movies anymore. Always with the stupid ass contradictions. I think her brain is totally fried from the drugs. Thank god she's so fat, ugly, crazy, and off putting, she is much less likely to charm a child enough to abuse one.

No. 1679109

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>She's straight up waxing poetic about her online grooming here. For anyone who doesn't know, autopedo means fetishised child abuse where you self-insert as the child.
Exactly and she excuses with "I was traumatized!", so was practically every other woman, which she admits. Yet the majority of us don't write poetic CSA fics, where they describe CSA as
>being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good
Neither does the majority cope by making "hurtcore vent art" based on the gore movies she watched, when she admitted herself that she almost sees her trauma as a gentle experience, it's just the fatphobia which was soooo bad, which she mostly blames her mother for who had an eating disorder. Most women don't blame their mother over their fucked up father, uncle and literal whole ass rapists. Most women don't go around being a pedo apologist, defending the spread of CP, as a result of being traumatized. Most women don't show their little sister increasingly more fucked up, rapey and gorey movies, to desensitize her on purpose and make her fucked up like fakeboi herself, while bragging about how the only thing she's good at is childcare. She also has a strange obsession with Shirley Temple and said one of her fondest experiences was dancing on top of a bar while drinking a "Shirley Temple", that she lied about it to her mother and that it was the first lie she ever told. Yet she hates her mother more than her nazi pedo father, probably why she also defends scrotes like Lucifer Valentine. Absolute turbopickme, while pretending that if you don't buy her bullshit, you're exactly the same as a 19th century misogynist.
>Maybe I’m making it all up because I’m hysterical from wandering womb syndrome. Literally 19th century bullshit.

No. 1679195

File: 1666179021859.jpg (1.65 MB, 3248x1560, creepy.jpg)

She thinks everything in this thread is a fanfic, well here is another collection of creepy shit.
>I have a memory of being forgotten by my very drunken father in a Fire Island pool hall (my uncle had a house there so wed visit in the summers) and in the bar all the men were trying to teach me how to do old dances like the Charleston and giving me the cherries out of their drinks and somebody got me a Shirley Temple and somebody else ran to the stand on the pier the pool hall was on to get me a hat they thought would be cute on me and I was doted over by this pack of gay men for like 3 hours until my dad realized hed left the house with me and combed places had been and finally found me in this gay bar connected to the pool hall and its one of my fondest earliest memories
>If I accept the abuse I put my sister through had long term trauma results
>I'm always going to try to emulate what my father called attractive while growing up
>Siri, how do I keep my alcoholic father from hitting on my friends?
>When I watched Pulp Fiction with my baby sister this weekend the rape scene came on […] "yeah this has gone on for five more thrusts than I thought it did"
>"Hey remember when I was 7 and you looped the q-tip scene from "Freddy's dead", while physically holding my head in place as I sobbed like literally Clockwork Orange until I could watch it calmly?" and I'm like "yeah but have you ever been teased for being squeamish?"
>Scrolling through legal documents to see if it's legal to show my sister "a Serbian film"
Want me to keep going?

No. 1679245

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ah yes the classic "im not REALLY an edgelord pedo apologist who romanticizes my barely believable tales of csa! That's just my ~online persona~!"
I've never wanted to a-log more.

No. 1679270

Not to wk her but it's true. Do you act like a lolcow user at work, for example?

No. 1679278

I'm not criticizing her for being a cringe tumblr user. I'm criticizing her actual thoughts and opinions she decides to post, which make her an extremely questionable person to be left in charge of children given her stances on pedophilia. Thats not a "persona".

No. 1679286

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I mean, if the Sotos stuff had just stayed at "I thought he wrote was good and we have other pedophile artists so I don't think we should ban all his stuff" that would be one thing, but it's the bending over backwards to find excuses for why this dude who distributed kiddy porn was totally not a pedophile. The defense of the toddler rape hentai as "vent art" alone would have been enough to get shitcanned if it got to her employers.

No. 1679288

>hurr durr put me on team pedo then
Already have done, fakeboi kek. Disgusting piece of shit. Imagine if your kid was at that daycare and you found out this was what one of the employees posted like in their spare time.

No. 1679292

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Just capped from her tumblr.
>I’m protective because nobody protected me
Except of your sister, whom you forced to watch upsetting content at a young age? Spare me these diatribes in which you write long caping fanfiction about how your totes Mary Poppins around children. It just makes you seem even creepier and more sinister that this is your private life. Lock this bitch up in a psych ward smh

No. 1679295

File: 1666192064222.jpg (401.38 KB, 720x1600, Screenshot_20221019-100332_Sam…)

No one is upset that you like the exorcist. She did this same spiel when another female horror fan got into it with her

No. 1679337

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Lol, which is why you started spreading false info about one of the women who called you on that

No. 1679341

>humans are capable of compartmentalism when it comes to which aspects of our personality we show when
Oh so now she suddenly has full control of her "POCD" and she can fully control when she decides to be a pedo who also happens to defend CP and "NOMAPs" in her freetime and thinks CP both real and drawn is important to somehow prevent offending? It's like someone with an allergy wanting to work in a peanut factory, but way worse, what the fuck is she thinking?

No. 1679391

Love the reductionist tactic of intentionally misinterpreting statements here and downplaying them to her audience. What an honest approach that definitely doesn't come off like you're hiding something.

Fakeboi, no one thinks or said you're unfit to care for children because you "like horror movies". As stated multiple times, we (or at least I) don't think you should be allowed within a daycare, school, etc. because you're a pedo enabler who spends your free time doing mind bending levels of mental gymnastics to justify your thoughts and actions bc "twauma". Idk if you knew this or not, but trauma isn't a blanket excuse to do whatever you want forever. I'm sure you've been on tumblr long enough to have seen the quote "trauma is not your fault, but it is your responsibility". If you're so "twaumatized", you should actually get help and actually put the effort in to be better, or admit that you don't feel like it and would rather relish in what you've experienced and continue to hold on to it and never actually recover bc it fits your tortured soul narrative and shut up. I realize I'm wasting my time typing this out bc you're just going to cherry pick and misinterpret what I've said so you can spreg out to your audience that the big bad "sex criminals" on lolcow are giving you the attention you so desperately want so you can get asspats for your brain dead followers, but if you didn't know we were right deep down you wouldn't feel the need to so vehemently defend yourself.

No. 1679401

another reductionist thing she did is by claiming that she just showed intellectually stimulating movies or whatever to her little sister. Meanwhile she wanted to show a Serbian film and she sees it as her personal mission to desensitize everyone, because she thinks being squeamish is cringe. How can anyone trust her to not end up doing mental gymnastics that she has to desensitize the kids at the daycare "for their own good"? Just like she did to her little sister, which she holds up as an amazing example of her caretaker skills.
>justify your thoughts and actions bc "twauma"
Even the whole "it's vent art"! thing. Other trauma survivors write maybe fics fantasizing about taking revenge, maybe paint or draw fucked up shit they would want to do to their rapist, write a song about killing rapists etc. She describes her CSA trauma as being no big deal to her (in comparison to fatphobia kek) and almost as "gentle", meanwhile she makes drawings and fics about HURTCORE. It's fucking disturbing and it's almost like she's jealous of CSA victims who had it worse and they didn't even all end up as autopedos or pedo apologists like her. Then she has the gall to say everyone else but her just doesn't understand trauma responses.

No. 1679408

kinda fucking weird to say that she was still pure in god’s eyes for being a virgin at 19. but then she also said that she was an underage fetlife “star” so what is the truth? did she have no interest in sex until 19 or was she hypersexual as a child bc of csa? she has a harder time keeping her trauma porn story together than soren.

No. 1679424

This fat piece of shit just can't not defend fellow fat piece of shit Peter Sotos. To try and draw the comparison between Stephen King, who has a long & well regarded writing career with only ONE instance of including a creepy child orgy in a story and Peter Sotos who genuinely has a shitty failed artsy book guy career built entirely on some kind of "esoteric" child pornography and hamhanded essays about how "ackshully we're all the ones exploiting these kids for reading the newspaper" is just retarded. Sotos is a pedophile, Stephen King and RR Martin are writers who included content unfit to film in their written books. Sotos published actual child pornography and exclusively writes about how much he wants to have sex with kids - wait no, how much us NORMIES must want to have sex with kids because we follow true crime! He is fat, retarded, and would've been on the BBS version of lolcow in the early 90s if such a thing existed.

No. 1679427

If you want to see more of her weird hypocrisy when it comes to her sex life (and you can stomach someone like her talking about that in detail) scrolling the tmi tag on her tumblr is a pretty revolting example.

No. 1679432

It doesn't make any sense because the vast majority of her 'persona' is supposedly real experiences she's had and shit she has done. That speaks to who she is. She can mask it while she's at work but it doesn't change all the 'facts' of her life. I don't think anyone would be comforted to know their kids were being looked after by a pedo who knows how to behave appropriately in that setting.

No. 1679441

If parents hear that there's a hypersexual pedophile with NPD working at a daycare, they will immediately think of the Robert M. case, but they're probably "bigots" according to her for being protective of their kids.

No. 1679447

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nta but you weren't kidding
>Violent sex is no more immoral than boxing or MMA. If fighters can consent to a fight, I can consent to pain play.
Since when does she have a referee present to break things up the moment shit goes too far? Since when does she have an ambulance and first aid personnel stationed right outside of her home every time she does it? Even at smaller local (amateur) fights you're required to have those in place in many countries. Not like I actually care whether she gives herself even more brain damage than she already has. Just the hypocrisy.

No. 1679453

File: 1666206816986.jpg (66.53 KB, 712x340, autopedo.jpg)

>I miss being a minor when I could flash my tits real quick at older boys for cigs or men at the bus stop so theyd buy me vodka or other kids for their lunch money
Totally normal thing for a woman in her late 20's or early 30's to say, right? Not concerning at all.

No. 1679468

Does she like, know that posting about it on her public blog isn't "keeping it in the bedroom" lmao

No. 1679525

This thread feels like a 2013 time capsule I am so confused

No. 1679533

She’s nearly 30 and still has no concept of basic facets of life like “actions have consequences” and “adults are responsible for their own actions.” She blames everything she does on trauma and acts like anybody who criticizes her just doesn’t know how trauma commonly manifests itself. I don’t know how she doesn’t understand at her age that there are more people in the world who have trauma than there are people who don’t, and MANY people who have experienced painful trauma realize that excusing every single harmful thing they’ve done with the trauma they’ve experienced is not an acceptable way to live. It is the mindset of a predator.

Not only that, but I don’t know how she doesn’t understand how dangerous a game she’s playing by oversharing so much on a blog attached to her face. Posting pictures of herself tweaking on the same blog that she writes about her job at a daycare. Sarah, YOU are responsible for what you post on the internet and all it would take is one concerned parent to find your blog and you could kiss your job goodbye.

No. 1679560

I wonder what's her real name? She said she went by Sarah in the past but implied that's not her birth name, it was chosen.

No. 1679575

Very very well said, nonna. Also
>all it would take is one concerned parent and she could kiss her job goodbye.
Literally this. I’m extremely paranoid and will do as deep a background check as I can with regards to anyone involved in my kids’ lives. She better pray there are no moms like me in the community she serves. (I hope there are)

No. 1679589

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Shes the epitome of pedophiles who just.. look like pedophiles

No. 1679592

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Samefag and not new milk (from at least a day or two ago) but the way she has to go in and say all that shit in detail like
>rats eating babies blah blah gory disgusting details
And all of that, she’s retarded for thinking this is the way to make us believe she’s so uwu innocent bc of her trauma. She says she’s not like Soren but she clearly loves the details, or she wouldn’t type them into her idiotic sperg text walls. Try harder, fakeboi

No. 1679654

No. 1679670

Faksboi used to have the Nicole Dollanganger lyric "give it up for a milk carton angel" as a header and it was repulsive in a way that I couldn't explain. Auto pedophilia seems like the term. So much of the traumacore content seems like it's fetishizing being a victim of a pedo you know, all the my melody edits with text like "you were a monster and i was so tiny uwu"

No. 1679688

Oh speaking of, she has (albeit older) photos heavily referencing Melanie Martinez like the typical auto pedo she is. Give me a bit and I'll dig those up.

No. 1679699

File: 1666219833859.jpg (Spoiler Image, 267.23 KB, 1080x1359, Screenshot_20221019-154051_Tum…)

Didn't take me as long as I thought it would. Spoilered for her looking especially grimey

No. 1679701

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I'm also not sure what the fuck "kinderwhore" means (and I don't want to be put on a watchlist for googling it) but found this pretty weird. To be fair, this was posted 3 years ago… which would have made her 26.

No. 1679716

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New caps directly replying to the thread again. This sounds like the worst daycare ever or like she’s writing fanfic again. Feeling especially blessed to have a safe person who babysits when needed. 1/2

No. 1679718

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2/2 she really is repulsive. Imagine sitting on tumblr word vomiting all day about these things. Tumblr is such a cesspool and always has been.

No. 1679733

active heroin addicts shouldn't teach anyone when they can barely be responsible for themselves and their own behavior.

and weird fat bitches who like "kinderwhore" shit shouldn't be around children either, weird ass pedophile.

i don't know what kind of daycare would allow these freakshows to monitor their children but boy am i glad i don't have kids!

No. 1679734

She’s so dishonest, acting like people are either pearl clutching Catholics or degenerates like her with no inbetween.

No. 1679741

"Day cares are actually shit holed full of people who shouldn't be left in charge of kids so it's fine that they have a permafried pedophile like me working there" isn't the justification she thinks it is.

No. 1679758

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imagine being one of her casual followers and opening tumblr to see 10 spergs in a row of her desperately trying to convince someone she's not a pedo with 0 context

No. 1679760

God she's reminding me of Bill Clinton rn kek

No. 1679774

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Don’t care to post the full cap bc she clearly loves the attention, but kek forever because isn’t she only like, 30? The self-aggrandizing she does in the midst of all the insanity is so funny to me.
>muh 20+ years of “”””stunning”””” references uwu
Keep larping, you crazy cow

No. 1679783

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Kinderwhore is a fashion subculture popularised by the junkie pickme rockstar Courtney Love, who both Nicole Dollangager and Soren found inspiration in. You could argue the juvenile clothes (puffy sleeves, Peter Pan collars, knee socks, Mary Janes) paired with bold makeup, leather, and lingerie (not pictured in my shitty collage but Courtney was straight up half naked sometimes) is a weird mix of self infantilisation and hypersexuality. It would be a valid argument where fakeboi and other members of the subculture are concerned. But even though I personally think it's ugly trashy as fuck, it's just clothes. Nothing as bad as what you would assume based solely on the name.

No. 1679896

Wtf kek

No. 1679897

She suddenly has forgotten about her POCD and how she thinks "NOMAPs" are the most moral people on the planet for "resisting their urges", even though she also thinks CP should be fine based on muh freeze peach and she thinks it prevents offending (watching CP is also offending, retard). Meanwhile according to copious amounts of research it only makes it more likely they'll go after children. She literally was asking around how she could get her hands on more Sotos books, including the one with CP photocopies.

No. 1679903

File: 1666246137541.jpg (86.01 KB, 602x422, sure_jan.jpg)

Oh so she also told them about how she thinks about molesting and hurting children whenever she's around them? Maybe some people get worried they'll drop the baby when it's handed to them. However how common is POCD, how many people with POCD defend CP in their free time, how many of them actively look for CP material and are willing to pay for it under the guise of "collecting banned books"?
>I don’t think they’d be interested in “The mentally ill artist girl made art that made me uncomfortable in her own spare time under a pen name of a pen name”.
I think parents would be interested, since in your definition of "art", CP falls under it and you've made it your hill to die on to defend it.
>My adult persona in what is essentially a virtual diary, my existence as an artist, and my day job with children are 3 completely separate beings with very little overlap.
So you can turn your POCD on and off? Then it's not POCD and you're blatantly admitting you're a full blown pedophile.

No. 1679906

File: 1666246756796.jpg (32.97 KB, 583x156, POCD.jpg)

In case she claims again that "POCD" means Pure OCD and that she was totally talking about that. No, it means Pedophilia Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and she brought it up in a post defending "NOMAPs" >>1678737 (the ones she's defending aren't even non-offending, since she thinks CP is just art) and how she can relate to them because of her POCD. So obviously she did mean "pedophilia obsessive compulsive disorder". She definitely did want to purchase CP, since she's obsessed with Peter Sotos and doesn't merely "listen to Buyersmarket", she has posts saying she wants to buy physical copies of his books and is offering $70 for it, how it's the quintessential banned book and how she's upset that other banned books get more praise (maybe because they don't include photocopies of CP?).

No. 1679961

This isn't kinderwhore whatsoever. Reminds me of DDLG more

No. 1680127

Really telling that she will not acknowledge this at all and keeps asserting that we're all mad that she likes horror movies

No. 1680221

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She went from
>"I'm literally just a retarded kid"
>“I did not expect to get this far, it’s weird being a grown-up I thought I’d die a kid”
She's been trying to bury the pedo sperging a bit, also again reblogged traumacore "I deserved it" shit and apparently wants to foster kids.
Oh yeah she's really downplaying it hard.
>No, my taste in media might not be MCU and The Conjuring and I might be a little bit of a stubborn libertarian about shit like censorship especially in a theoretical debate
As if there's nothing in between the MCU, The Conjuring and wanting to show your little sister the Newborn Porn scene in a Serbian Film and wanting to buy photocopies of CP. Either you're a boring normie or you're a grooming pedo in her mind. If she wants to go the libertarian route, is she also the type to constantly argue about how the age of consent is bullshit? If she meant it in the anarchist way; the average person would do much worse to a pedo than the police ever would, they even get separated in prison. Her husbando Peter Sotos would've been long dead without the protection of the police.

No. 1680225

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You called it. Now she's really backpedalling

No. 1680249

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Also, this post is older but her being blatantly disingenuous is only getting more telling. She's demonstrated on her blog, the same place where she openly admits to having POCD, that she's aware of what she actually has and reblogged this post expressing concern for people with it. Especially shitty of her that shes an auto pedo who thinks drawn cp/media containing fictional child abuse is totally fine and has actively sought out media knowing it contained cp. Two things this post claims people with POCD dont do. The post goes on and on about uwu twauma, which would be one thing if there was any genuine indication that she actually intends to work on her trauma instead of using it as a scapegoat for her every thought and action. While also downplaying it. While also romanticizing it. She's so full of shit. She knows what she is. I'm sure she'll see this, wildly misinterpret it, and call us sex criminals again like she isn't one lying in wait.

No. 1680356

So one minute it's all about how the place she works is like a daycare for kids and degenerate junkies and no1curr but now it's all very reputable and above board. More convinced than ever she is just RPing about where she works.
Fucking kek. Get wrecked, you pedo freak.

No. 1680361

Because having intrusive thoughts about “yeeting babies” when you hold them is something parents would be totally okay with knowing about you. I hope anon above is right and she’s just pretending she works with kids. It’s all too horrid to contemplate deeply.

No. 1680411

Oh my god she's such a freak. I hope she lives the rest of her life ugly, fat, dirty, smelly, pig-like, rejected and friendless. I mean, imagine being such a failure that even Luna Slater doesn't pay attention to you. Bleak. Have a terrible life, Sarah The Rotten Pig.

No. 1680752

>thoughts of yeeting a baby when I hold one

That’s not really better than pedophile thoughts for someone who works with small children tbh

No. 1680911

Oh my god she actually backpedalled, it's like we're on "To Catch A Predator" or something since the other anon found a screenshot that has her acknowledge what POCD was

No. 1680929

It's super obvious she's just making up lies and backpedaling now to evade farmers. Too bad there's more than enough evidence of her pedo pandering and seeking out CP to know exactly what she is.

No. 1681008

Tinfoil that her sperging at us led to a bit of Streisand Effect and now she is panicked into damage control.

No. 1681017

Yeah she’s been awfully quiet today. Maybe she’s realized she said too much.

No. 1681094

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Did some boredom stalking and found possibly the real reason she left the radfem community. She also appears on a list someone made of racists in the radfem community, though I'm not sure what the context is there

No. 1681303

Not tinfoil, it's what happened. Her thread was inactive before she started sperging again.
>She also appears on a list someone made of racists in the radfem community, though I'm not sure what the context is there
Many people in those lists aren't even racist. They're made by pseudo sjws like menalez etc. who take things out of context for drama.

No. 1681430

File: 1666449100568.jpg (100.23 KB, 1080x772, fakeboi.jpg)

she's back online and reblogged some sad attention seeking stuff.

No. 1681476

Ayrt, that's why I didn't post it. Idk what would have lead up to that but I do find it interesting that she left the radfem community because of "the drama" but that "drama" appears to be similar to what's been posted here

No. 1681520

It could be related to her defending her nazi neglectful abusive father and woobifying him. She made a post explaining that she cannot accept the full gravity of what he is and has done, because then she would have to admit SHE also abused her little sister for years. She basically excused nazi scrotes by saying they are vulnerable, preyed upon and cannot help it. She also made a couple drawings with swastikas on them iirc

No. 1681529

I actually do know why she was on the list. She defended and downplayed another user's (by the name of apostle-of-sapphos, who also defended the toddler rape hentai) racist statements and repeatedly made excuses for that and other bad behavior.

No. 1681627

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She always calls her best friend her soulmate iirc. Imagine promoting the Onlyfans of your "soulmate". This is from last year.

No. 1681631

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I also looked her up, some of her takes are truly braindead

No. 1681652

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Still posting a lot traumacore and other "woe is me" shit today, nothing noteworthy. Now you have to scroll back for a bit to see any of her latest tangents though, which I'm sure is deliberate

No. 1681715

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ok fakeboi. keep trying to justify publicly posting feeder porn of yourself and selfies with captions where you openly admit you’re off your face while working with children bc “muh capitalism bad.” like it or not, it’s not 2005 anymore. being mindful of your online footprint is more necessary right now than ever, and posting the shit that you post can carry consequences. It’s not smart to keep an “online diary.” just keep a written diary ffs. Why do you need other people need to hear every gross thought that goes through your brain?

No. 1681735

You're right it's in >>1679195 and there are several mentions to him being a Nazi in her blog. I also found this in another post, which explains the "Manson girl by birthright" in her bio. I dont believe most of the shit she claims about her life but potentially being descendant from Manson isn't a brag.

sure fakeboi, suggesting you keep your pedophilic thoughts to yourself on a blog where you've posted pics of your face and announced that you work with children is just like owning slaves

No. 1681736

Lmfao she is the most ridiculous cow on this site. "Being advised not to buy CP and post pro-pedo rants online as a childcare professional is just like literal slavery, reee!"

No. 1681744

Agreed re the uptick in reblogging meant to bury her spergouts at us; I also get this feeling like she’s doing it to bait us into talking about her more. As I’ve said before, she clearly loves the attention. All those traumacore posts are so disgusting and attention seeking. No real survivors (at least none I know) want to keep reliving it like that “for the aesthetic” no less.

No. 1681745

Samefagging to say, imagine that picture used for the post was like your kid or something and you came across it being used in weird memes that people who wish they were molested share on their blogs. Nasty gross.

No. 1681752

With how disingenuous she's been about this, you might be right. She stopped responding directly after claiming to suddenly not know what POCD is, but she might be able twist criticisms of her posting traumacore back into "lolcow is picking on me for how I handle my totally real and not self fan fiction trauma again"

No. 1681753

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forgot the pic im dumb

No. 1681754

>Charles Manson
>being ‘just a sweet hippie dude’ at any point in his miserable little toad life
She’s really testing me with her Sorenesque fanfic rn lmao

No. 1681763

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It's also completely inaccurate. If anyone's interested in knowing, 32 year old Manson got out of jail in March 1967 (after doing 7 years for basically pimping and forgery) and within a month was recruiting a member of his cult. Two months after getting out he was fucking around with an 18 year old and a minor. totally sweet innocent hippie guy to fantasize about being related to

No. 1681789

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No. 1681861

So she wrote Walking Dead pedo rape fanfic? She solicits CP online, defends pedos, promotes pedo art, writes pedo stories, exposes kids to explicit adult content but nooo, definitely not a pedo. FFS I can’t with this utter horrorcow.

No. 1681864

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Everything she's posted has rape themes and half have csa. (1/2)

No. 1681865

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No. 1681868

yeah but did you see that she tagged it "Aged-Up Characters"? that means you can't call it pedo porn. even though she also tagged it "Underage Rape/Non-con"

No. 1681918

I CANNOT LMFAO this is especially hilarious to me because of my giant JDM/Negan crush but EW I CANT STOP LAUGHING IN DISCOMFORT why the fuck…..

No. 1681924

Does this weirdo not know that adult ODD is ASPD? She’s a psychopath LARPing as an autist.

No. 1681927

>tagged #nothing good happens here
I always wondered what kind of people were writing these and the “dead dove: do not eat” tagged fics on ao3…glad to know I was correct in my suppositions

No. 1682002

and even other (female) psychopaths have standards, nobody likes pedos

No. 1682156

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Shes posted a lot again today, none of it particularly noteworthy. Though some of the things she reblogs seem slightly questionable in the context that she's a pedo.

No. 1682177

tbf I agree with her, we should be careful with kids on the internet. You never know when a weirdo pedo like our Sarah will be on the prowl to show A Serbian Film or some Lucifer Valentine to an innocent little kid. Take care of your little sisters.

No. 1682194

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Well nonnas, it's 9am my time and I need a drink but I read a few chapters of fakeboi's first fan fic (last one in >>1681865) and its…. almost not surprising for fakeboi given that we know she's a pedophile and probably has a torture fetish but it's still disturbing. It's about Carl being brutally tortured to the point of physical deformity and kept as a sex slave, until he's given to Negan, who then thinks of himself as Carl's "savior" for being nice to him despite continuing to sexually assault him? Fakeboi even includes that consent is dubious before we get this? (Spoilered for being disgusting though trust me there were way worse parts of this story) also, she tagged this as Carl being aged up but implies that he's at most 16-17. I'm not going to continue reading it as she keeps implying in comments that it will get worse. Makes sense that she argued to death that drawn cp is "vent art" given that I'm sure she'd try to justify her pedo torture smut as "vent art" too.

No. 1682217

Aged up but still makes him a minor, she's so disgusting oh my god. With her other interests and this I really do think she's a pedophile. Maybe not an offending one but I wouldn't let her other children.

No. 1682232

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Here's the dialog about it in case she back pedals. She put in the tags that he's 18, so I guess that makes it ok even though the timeline she gives still makes him a minor

No. 1682302

Now read the first chapter of her novel Little Heck or however it's called.

No. 1682391

No. 1682628

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whatever you have to tell yourself to justify your pedophilic torture fetishes, fakeboi

No. 1682644

what a manipulative, whiny brat. people are free to criticize the bullshit you call “art” and critique your disgusting public persona.

No. 1682649

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Nonna, I hate you kek. The writing is just straight up bad.

(Also same anon as >>1682194, wanted to correct myself that the actual one I read some of was "I want to say I'm sorry")

No. 1682734

Sorry for the blogpost but I’m a CSA survivor and these stories are disgusting. She’s obsessed with violence toward children, especially gruesome sexual violence. She uses “muh trauma response” as a deflection, but it’s very obviously a fetish. No wonder she wrote hurtcore for moids and lurked the Soren thread. She’s doing nothing to manage her POCD and instead is actively feeding it with all the media she consumes and produces. I would never leave a child alone with this person. I don’t necessarily think she’d molest them, but she’d 100% expose them to explicit content to “desensitize” them and get her sick jollies.

No. 1682748

Kek good riddance, but I’m sure she’ll be back soon enough. Go to therapy.

No. 1682790

So she didn't mind being raped >>1678677 until she needed an excuse to write torture porn. Shouldn't she be writing fanfic where her self insert character is getting bullied for being obese?

No. 1683057

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Here is an example of actual trauma/vent art by Jane Orleman, which is different from just writing hurtcore pedo stories and just doodling stick figures while plastering swastikas all over it and writing hurtcore in big red letters (when fakeboi doesn't describe her CSA experiences like that at all, so it's obviously fetishizing) and photoshopping traumacore images. What Jane did is something encouraged by therapists and is a form of art therapy, what fakeboi is doing is just bullshit.
btw I also saw her reblog something from the losers club and it just hits different, knowing that she was reeeing about the children's groupsex part not being included in the IT movies, like who the fuck actually complains about that?

No. 1683058

The nona who said this lardo reminds her of Soren is right, sheesh. Wonder if she knows/has read Soren's pedo cp fetish story

No. 1683071

She knows and she said that Soren copied her story.

No. 1683110

That's what I get for skimming. Sorry for retarded newfaggery I missed that response

No. 1683138

She admitted to reading Soren's threads here and mentioned somewhere on her blog that she wishes she could be friends with her (or just talk, at the very least) cause Soren had similar interests to her

No. 1683151

posts like this are so stupid. like yes we should protect kids as much as we can but this post is speaking like there aren't abusive and neglectful parents out there. like a lot of parents don't even care if their child is hurt in real life not to mention online. these people just seem like they don't want to be at fault for their own actions. its up to more than just a childs parents to protect them. of course fakeboi would think its the parents fault that they send their children to a daycare where sickos like her work. not her fault for her pedo ass seeking out a job with children.

No. 1683193

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So much for blocking us from your browser. Don't like the truth, Sarah?

No. 1683206

I guess you haven't ran into zoomers calling adult fanfiction writers 'groomers' for daring to exist on the internet at the same time as their underage asses. Zoomers are 100% insane.

No. 1683233

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wow she made it less than 24 hours. sure your totally real therapist definitely said someone who has pedophilic thoughts should write sexual abuse Walking Dead fan fics to uwu cope

am i nitpicking or is is this the opposite of what she said previously though >>1227902? She admitted to copying Soren here

No. 1683240

Hey I have a question since you read your thread. Soren is suspected to still be alive after farmers managed to find out Sorwn was making a depop wishlist with items posted longer after she supposedly killer herself. Have you ever gotten in contact with Soren since the alleged suicide? It would be interesting if you could confirm anything, thank you

No. 1683242

Devil's advocate, but maybe she meant 2 different stories
Wasn't this dismissed as some Pinterest/Depop glitch?

No. 1683244

such ableism, maybe shitposting is our art and how we're coping with our trauma, did she ever think of that? We all have approval from our therapists too. this is a joke, for the spergs among us btw it's funny that she cares more about potential "slander" than literally her trying to buy CP photocopies for $70. Where is all that energy that she uses to fight for the freeze peach of pedo's? Nobody cares about the rights of the humble harmless farmer.

No. 1683251

She only addresses what she finds easiest to misconstrue so she can look like the biggest victim possible

No. 1683259

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No. 1683286

>And I WAS used in the production of CSAM as a child, as unfortunately were/are many children, but like I said it wasn’t violent rape or baby-eating like soren describes, it was an adult i trusted (a family friend of my soulmate) gently and friendly instructing us in a way that felt educational and safe and Id already been through so much sexual abuse at that age that more than anything I remember being excited to show off what I already knew how to do rather than traumatized by the experience, which I didnt even remember until my 20s.
is this some weird personal bias thing why she thinks CP is okay, "art" and preventative material? She keeps phrasing it as if it was a positive experience to her almost, similar to
>But being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good
very reminiscent of the writings coming from pedo associations and French philosophers. It's just fucking weird to keep bringing up how it was totally no big deal. While also using it as an excuse to write pedo fanfics, including commissions for pedo's in the past.
>If anything, Soren wanted to be ME, not the other way around. Id never want to be somebody who was plagued with those kind of thoughts of children, POCD is one of the reasons I agreed to go on the medication that made me gain 100lbs in 3 months, because I wanted the intrusive thoughts to stop I didn’t make fanfic of them and obsess on them to the point that they became fantasy. I do envy some of their prose in certain posts/captions but ive since been told that a lot of them were plagiarized so no I don’t want to be Soren either.
but she did make fanfics about her thoughts, since they don't line up with how she describes her experiences. Like another nonna said, if the fatphobia was the worst, why not write about bullying or if you want to be edgy something like Feed Me?

No. 1683396

No, people theorized her wishlist updating was a result of items being taken down by sellers however someone contacted the seller of a recent item added to the wishlist to confirm that the item had in fact been listed for sale months after the date Soren "died"

No. 1683500

This. She really enjoys being able to feel like she’s on a high horse, which coincidentally is why she cannot stop engaging with us in some form or another. It honestly makes me laugh that she thinks any of her bawwwwing is going to make us believe her or change our ebil boolying ways. Also I’m getting real sick of her
>muh trauma art is valid

No. 1683530

I don’t think she’s trying to frame it as positive, but clarifying that being used in CSAM wasn’t the worst thing that happens to her because it wasn’t a violent act. The way she words things is freaky though and she absolutely sounds like a pedophile. In case anyone is unaware, this is actually how a lot of CSAM is produced, especially these days over the internet. The pedo gains the child’s trust then instructs them to make CSAM, occasionally in exchange for gifts or gift cards. I can see a child not necessarily “feeling” traumatized after something like this. This was super common on Tumblr, too. Men would talk teenagers into taking sexually explicit photos/videos and numerous of those men went on to be arrested for producing CSAM.

She claims to have POCD but people with that tend to avoid being around children at all costs. She was obviously full of shit when she tried to backtrack and claim she meant Pure O an not POCD.

No. 1683538

She says it wasn't a violent act, yet at the same time all her "vent art" is extremely violent. I can understand saying that a ACE wasn't the worst bit, but as an example how the adults around you failed you, or the system. I've heard things like that often enough, but instead saying fatphobia was the worst that happened to her sets alarm bells off for me.
>This was super common on Tumblr, too. Men would talk teenagers into taking sexually explicit photos/videos and numerous of those men went on to be arrested for producing CSAM.
She said it was done irl though by an adult she trusted, that is a bit more direct than being groomed over the internet. It also baffles me that she can have CSAM produced of her and at the same time defend it as art and saying she remembers being excited to show off. Mentioning what you were thinking at the time isn't necessarily a problem, but at no point whenever she writes these things, she interjects with her now adult 20/20 hindsight opinion of it. Not even a slight hint of anger towards that family friend, pedo's or the spread of CP. Instead defending it and almost treating it like a necessary evil, because she has posted several times that she believes it prevents them from offending. Meanwhile when it comes to fatphobia and kids just being typical retarded kids, she acts like they were the absolute devil and as if they had almost worse intentions than the actual pedos who molested her. She keeps implying that all these fucked up adults totally had good intentions, were vulnerable and led astray somehow, but she doesn't lend the same empathy to kids.

No. 1683549

AYRT and I totally agree. I know hers was done by someone close to her but was just comparing it to common tactics used to get children to produce their own CSAM. She very obviously empathizes with pedos and not victims so I agree with everything you said. She makes me quite nervous because she seems to be in a mindset where she could easily justify abusing kids herself under the guise of “harm reduction” or some shit when she’d really just be creating more demand.

No. 1683566

She reminds me of Amanda "Meigh" Morris, Ethan Ralph's gf/baby mama and ex of a now-trooned-out YouTuber named DigiBro. Amanda is a big loli enthusiast (of really degenerate shit) and has defended actual CP, all in the name of coping with her own CSA. There are more women like this running around than we'd like to admit, I think.

No. 1683605

>morbidly obese poltard
>molested tardwife
>both shameless pedophiles
Imagine my shock.

No. 1683613

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Funny how poltards rant about Jewish pedos all day when his wife is one.

No. 1683660

She's not his wife, he never married her. They live in very not trad wedlock with a bastard child.

No. 1683723

The thing is, fakeboi is such an unreliable narrator and perpetual victim that I think we're mostly going to have to draw our own conclusions on what her actual thoughts and experiences are. All of that changes instantly when she needs to defend herself against someone pointing out one of the many inconsistencies in the shit she says. If she needs to defend her csa fanfic, she endured the worst abuse imaginable that inspired Soren. If she needs to backpedal away from saying fatphobia is worse than rape, then her experience meant nothing guys it's fine, totally gentle and not a big deal at all. We've got multiple examples of this shit happening in real time. What never fails to amaze me is that she acts like everything posted here is fake or we physically went into her room and read her secret diary despite that everything posted here is in her own words, that she chose to post usually unprompted, in the context that she posted them. Hell, not that I'm accusing her but it wouldn't shock me if she actually had a somewhat normal childhood without any sort of csa and passes off other people's lived experiences as hers.

It's also interesting to me that she never stops to consider that the people criticizing her "art" are also csa survivors just because we're not announcing it every other sentence. I experienced csa. It wasn't some minor event that boosted my writing skillz and got me artsy tortured soul cool kid points, the abuse and the years of aftermath were horrible and the thought of someone romanticizing what I went through or any form of csa makes me want to a-log. I also highly, highly doubt that any legitimate therapist who gave half a shit about their job would encourage fakeboi to write, again, Walking. Dead. child. sex. slave. fanfiction. to cope with their feelings. I have to emphasis that bc of how fucking stupid and incredibly irresponsible it would be for a therapist to look at a pedo client creating violent pedo art and working with children and brush everything off as "it's ok, you're just so traumatized you can do no wrong and don't have to worry about doing any kind of self reflection uwu write your Walking Dead fanfics kween"

sorry to go on a tangent, I just hate pedophiles, or "pro-maps" or whatever she wants to call herself today

No. 1683731

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she kind of operates on "if you're life sucks enough, that is justification."

No. 1683752

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Wow. Wow wow wow. This absolutely putrid cunt is trying to justify one of the most disgusting perpetrators of a female child being abused in American history. I had to like, rub my eyes because I couldn’t believe it. I remember the first time I read about that case it made me physically sick. I cried my eyes out watching that movie An American Crime. Also to the nonna a few above who experienced real CSA my heart breaks for you. I hope you have been able to find some peace in your adult life and I wish pain and torment on your abuser(s).

No. 1683762

pedophilic fanfiction about the kids from IT fucking and beating eachother up isn't art and neither is pedophilic fanfiction about the kid from the walking dead. it's just pedophilic fanfiction, and the only people that are going to read and write content like that are… pedophiles! surprise! hope this helps.

No. 1683769

>It's also interesting to me that she never stops to consider that the people criticizing her "art" are also csa survivors just because we're not announcing it every other sentence.

THIS. She uses “muh trauma” as a shield constantly and acts like she’s the only person who’s ever been abused, molested or bullied for her weight before. Unfortunately these are VERY common experiences shared by millions of people. What’s not common is obsessively defending pedophiles, consuming & producing pedophilic content, exposing minors to extreme sexual violence etc. This is grossly offensive to other survivors, and I don’t believe any therapist on earth would look at her behavior and call it a healthy coping mechanism. She tried to buy actual CP online ffs, on what planet is that therapeutic?

No. 1683774

I guess she’s too dumb to realize she’s making a perfect argument for why she shouldn’t be allowed to work with children herself. If she thinks “mental illness” and “poverty” is enough to excuse beating & raping a child to death, why should anyone trust their own kids around her?

No. 1683803

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you still have to be an adult if you have bpd

No. 1683898

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She's one of those people that treat true crime cases like a tv show, of course she has some hot takes

No. 1683930

It's about us but not for us. As you say, she loves both the high horse and the gutter. She's putting on a pantomime for her tumblr friends paint herself as the ultimate victim and excuse all her pedo rapefic.
She literally can't help but broadcast who she is all constantly. She wants so badly for it to be socially acceptable to be this vile and sick so she can be at the vanguard of it.

No. 1683950

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Shocking that she supports Gertrude Baniszewski, that horror story involved two of fakeboi's obsessions: prolonged torture of a child and vomiting. Spoiler for this screemshot containing exactly that.

No. 1683956

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The tcc tag on her tumblr is pretty revealing. Which prison stay, fakeboi? The one he did for raping a man or the other one for pimping out minors? 0% chance this actually happened but it's an extremely cringe thing to claim.

No. 1683987

agreed, and even if it’s a form of therapeutic release / coping mechanism like she claims (and claims her therapist backs her up on), can she not just keep it to herself? why make it public?

No. 1683993

I find this kind of behavior revolting. Being from the Midwest (and I'm sure not unlike others who grew up in locations impacted by serial killers) I know someone who was related to a gacy victim, and knowing the kind of trauma something like that inflicts on a family I cannot imagine trying to brag about a tertiary relationship to a serial killer. Fakeboi is just as disgusting as the people she supposedly admonishes. It's so obvious that she just sees true crime cases as wank material.

No. 1684002

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>It's also interesting to me that she never stops to consider that the people criticizing her "art" are also csa survivors just because we're not announcing it every other sentence.
While in my mind, how nobody did anything even though I told on him, was almost more traumatic. I will never describe it as gentle or no big deal, no matter how it was done. It was the violation of a child and in a sense violent. There are just different degrees of violation. I get being an edgy bastard as a result, towards pedos and rapists, the actual perpetrators. There's a whole horror movie genre about taking revenge on rapists, I'm not saying she's not allowed to watch anything edgier than The Conjuring. Instead she's excusing all their actions, because they were uwu vulnerable adults and redirecting all that hatred and edginess towards children. Yeah therapists encourage art therapy or journaling, but writing the kind of weird dead child sex slave fanfics and her retarded "hurtcore" stick figures (picrel), dead vomiting babies and saying "good christian girls have rape fantasies" (probably referring to her "POCD") or literal self harm isn't what is meant with that. It's obvious she has an easier time empathizing with pedo's, rapists, abusers, than with children. She constantly infantilizes herself, also says she's a super vulnerable kid adult, add the POCD to that, how she abused her little sister for years and tried to literally show her A Serbian Film to desensitize her and she's a ticking time bomb with enough mental gymnastics already to excuse any offending she may or may not do in the future.
It's possible she likes her BECAUSE of the prolonged torture and child vomiting. She didn't go through any of that, if you have to believe her own words, it's just something she gets off on, oh wait excuse me it's something she is "purely" obsessed with and it allows her therapist to understand her better.

No. 1684107

Everyone and their mothers have a "relative of a relative" who "met" Charles Manson for 3 days in the mid 60's and had sex with him so he "must be related to Charles Manson". Even Kim stupid Gordon made up a lie like that to put in her stupid book. Imagine thinking this is something to brag about, Jesus. Just get some personality.

No. 1684114

LOL you’re so right tho; it’s hard to understand people who boast/invent stories about small degrees of separation between themselves and serial killers/other such monsters. It’s such a bizarre way to attention seek. I suppose consider the rotten source in this case tho. Also,
>Kim stupid Gordon
Accurate and made me kek

No. 1684117

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Was browsing her nasty true crime tag and stumbled across this. How can she not choke to death on the irony is beyond me kek

No. 1684119

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Samefag because this made me want to a-log so fucking badly. Imagine being so fucked in the head you think this is funny or amusing in any way.

No. 1684160

correct me if i'm wrong, but isn't this the guy that killed his children and then buried them within an oil tank? imagine thinking anything to do with that is funny. she's sick in the fucking head.

No. 1684164

Can we PLEASE have her as our new cow I’m
so bored of everyone else on here and she seems milky >>1684160

No. 1684167

No you’re correct. That’s the motherfucker who crocodile-teared and then tried to blame the mother for the whole thing, like that SHE had killed the girls and he had to kill her or some bullshit. It’s one of those cases that made me and a lot of other people viscerally angry and to see this POS posting memes about it is disgusting.

No. 1684169

Samefag as the reply, his wife was also pregnant, hence the word banner over her stomach as well. Repulsive to make jokes about.

No. 1684277

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Ok now I know she’s trying to bait kek

No. 1684346

considering the Streisand effect she keeps causing, it wouldn't surprise me if there was actual damning evidence for more fucked up shit she's into and she's doing that thing again of making it smaller than it is. Every time Nonnas look deeper, it gets worse. Btw it was $70, not $700.

No. 1684357

AYRT and I agree. She keeps trying to excuse all of these gross, troubling things she talks about/enjoys because of MuhTrauma(TM) and it’s not adding up. I feel like this gross iceberg goes deep…I love how she wants to say we’re all horrible people because we don’t think her gross pedo “vent art” is valid and that we don’t think someone who has all these thoughts (never mind the baby yeeting kek) should work with kids let alone be near them. Her Carl Panzram and Columbine shooter love posts also are disgusting.

No. 1684361

The combo of ackshually the farmers are bad for being disgusted by stuff she says is supposed to be disgusting because muh therapy and the complete lack of introspection paints a very disturbing picture of her. Guaranteed she's got much worse shit going on.

No. 1684382

I have the day off and finished everything on my to-do list so I want to do some more digging on this freak but I’m not sure where to go from the tumblr tbh if anyone can help pls do!

No. 1684385

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that's a weird thing to encourage an 11 year old to do

No. 1684388

Ah yes because that’s totally healthy for an immature and growing mind to consume that kind of shit and create those things for god knows who. Who is that child interacting with to take those kinds of commissions? Oh yeah. Let’s encourage that. Does she even hear herself??? The momma in me is screeching rn this is vile. She really is the new horror cow.

No. 1684393

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samefag I think this is the same cousin she bragged about raising as part of her credentials as to why she's perfect to work at a daycare. She admits that the cousin has the exact same mental illnesses, also got into gore and even has been charged with possession of CP (will post pic in next post). She also ended up wanting to transition, not unlike fakeboi. I don't understand how she can't see how bad of an influence she is.

No. 1684398

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it wasn't CP in the way fakeboi wants to procure it and is obsessed with it, more innocent than that probably, but it does give the impression that she really shouldn't be raising children

No. 1684399

Sounds like she’s doing an excellent job of perpetuating the cycle of abuse.

No. 1684400

Gesù christi… first of all, just have to say that as an actual autistic woman, I’ve never felt “gender dysphoria”. That shit’s fake. Hating womanhood because of the scrote-created shit that comes with it is not dysphoria. God I wish there was a nonna who has seen this cow in the wild…

No. 1684408

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oh and she also gaslit the kid's mother about it and told her not too worry, not much later the cousin started threatening suicide if she wasn't given top surgery. I included bonus "I'm totally not like Shane Dawson!" sperging

No. 1684448

There is so much to unpack in this compilation wow. The way she just unabashedly drops in
>cousin and cousins siblings were molested by their father because mother cheated
Throw this entire family in the garbage. Also
>allowed child to live like a dog, eat out of actual dog bowl etc
Whoooooo the FUCK is going to let their child do this lmao

No. 1684455

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samefag, seems like she brought up the zoosadism thing, because it's the one thing she's not into, in the sense of "I might be a pedo who collects CP and watches vomit porn and wants to expose minors to Newborn Porn, but animals, that goes too far!". However she did watch Cannibal Holocaust several times and goes through lots of zoosadism gore videos to try to find the kind of gore she likes. She also used to torture bugs, but idk whether that is normal or not, a lot of children do stupid shit. She does admit that she has the same POCD thing, but then for crushing animals too, so she also has zoosadist OCD?

No. 1684460

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I don't buy that she didn't watch the uncut version of Cannibal Holocaust, but admittedly she did give it only 1 and a half stars rating. However she does put Salo, the movie with (real) nude minors who are made to eat (fake) shit and are (fake) raped and (fake) vomit all over the place, on the same level as "Get Out", "The Shining" and other more mainstream popular movies.

No. 1684469

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and this just made me kek, who the fuck gives an Onision book three stars?

No. 1684486

These are the most annoying kind of edgelords, the ones who pretend that animals are their line. If this bitch could somehow integrate animal abuse into her trauma story and have it be something other pedophiles and autopedophiles could enjoy, she would. She just pretends it's her line to look like the hundreds of bad guy psycho media-made dumbasses who want to pet the doggo but think watching real human beings get their heads run over in "gore mixtapes" is A-okay. retardo. It's all bad for your soul.

No. 1684493

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KEK anonita I died at this. Who indeed. >>1684486
This. I find it laughable that she’s pretending to have any kind of line at all. I couldn’t even read a synopsis of Srpsky Film without retching and feeling tainted, I can’t imagine enjoying it enough to want to show others, let alone minors. Picrel is from that image comp and it stood out to me as sooooo fucking sus.

No. 1684528

"How can I, a woman pushing 30, look as cool and edgy as possible for teenagers without leaving tangible evidence that I'm a fucking creep?"

No. 1684563

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this doesn't seem like a real ask that an actual farmer would send imo

No. 1684571

I thought the same. I feel like all the asks she’s getting are being sent to her by herself.

No. 1684621

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oh yeah it's all a part of self victimization and trying to get pity from her followers.
Speaking of that, she does the whole cluster B positivity thing, tries to excuse things as NPD, BPD or ASPD (which she sometimes tries to hide as ODD), keeps talking about how she's better than the rest and that she actually is in therapy and on meds. However I don't think I've seen many female cluster B fags worse than her. She's not one of the ones who needs positivity. Plus if she truly had so much empathy and no empathy issues, she would have trouble looking at gore (normal affective empathy would turn her off from that). How can she claim to have practically all cluster B disorders, autism and then still act like her empathy isn't affected in any way, besides the "uwu I feel empathy for objects" thing? There are cluster B women who are being too hard on themselves, but she is objectively an obese pro-pedo failure who abused her little sister, cousin and who knows who else and the way she's feeling about herself isn't a delusion or irrational. She also blatantly admits that whatever she claims to have gone through, she wants others to go through (blames it on NPD, but could explain the "POCD" too), which makes the forcibly desensitizing her little sister and trooning out her cousin even more disturbing.

No. 1684655

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Every fucking post in this collage just screams ME ME ME ME IM SPECIAL. NPD indeed. The bottom post in picrel is also mega disturbing. This is TOTALLY someone who should be working with kids….Topkek at the
>not everyone with NPD is an abuser IM SPECIAL & not like other narcs

No. 1684659

Samefag, how sick do you have to be to want other, more innocent people to experience abuse? Imagine bragging online that you don’t want your friends to succeed in life. Also NPD bitches only have “empathy” for themselves, she’s ridiculous and tells on herself constantly.

No. 1684720

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cognitive empathy is like a muscle she could train (if she had no 'tism), if she was serious about therapy and harm reduction, but the affective empathy is practically permanently not there and she probably has killed all remnants of it through desensitizing herself.

No. 1684732

Thank you for the helpful chart, nonotchka ily.
>probably killed what little she had by desensitizing herself
Yeah that sounds about right. What an ideal daycare employee!

No. 1684753

Kek it makes sense

No. 1684755

Also how it’s right below Marquis de Sade. She clearly just LIVES for edge points. Imagine making it more than one page into an Onision book without being like, drunk with friends and reading aloud together for the hilarity (the only valid reason for reading it at all)

No. 1684781

stoned for abbigale, mayhaps?

No. 1684792

Luna, Soren, and now Onision, huh? It's like she lurked here and aspired to be the cows she followed

No. 1684805

I kekked aloud most heartily, nonette

No. 1684896

That's exactly how she types lmao. And the cow emoji / moo just makes it too obvious. How is she this retarded.

No. 1685161

Bit rich—her precious husbando Pedo Sotos wrote a whole thing in Apocalypse Culture II about his disgusting inclinations towards Ramsay IIRC, complete with photographs.

No. 1685178

File: 1666783264890.jpeg (398.02 KB, 1125x1997, 1A3F2E55-CA80-470E-A7DC-63020E…)

And here we are, picrel is the point of her self-asks. I can’t believe she really thinks we are this stupid.

No. 1685181

Samefag for absolutely retarded tinfoil but what if Tuna was sending these asks kekkkkk

No. 1685236

File: 1666793001155.jpg (90.1 KB, 1080x963, Screenshot_20221026-070147_Tum…)

another totally real ask

No. 1685279

Omg I owned that book during a brief edgelord phase and remember the chapter about his sexual obsession with JonBenet as the most disgusting & off-putting part of the whole book. And that's really saying something since it also included interviews with serial killers and a woman who liked having sex with rotting corpses.

No. 1685284

Imagine being this close to middle age and still thinking bargain bin fake gore trash like "Faces of Death" is a cool thing to recommend to teenagers in 2022. They're probably just rolling their eyes at the weird old Karen trying to impress them with her Le EdGy film recommendations.

No. 1685401

File: 1666809053122.jpg (87 KB, 778x487, lel.jpg)

She's obsessed with Columbine shooters, Charles Manson and all sorts of scrote serial killers. She spergs about wanting to fix them, has lots of sympathy and empathy for them, has no problem making jokes at the expense of female victims even posts OJ Simpson Thanksgiving "carving white meat" memes. However, she seethes when radfems stan Jodi Arias

No. 1685403

Is her litter sister even asking for recommendations or is this fat creep just giving her lists of movies unprompted? It get the impression she’s just trying to shove it down the throats of her young family members. She seems like one of those people who will corner you and talk at you about things you couldn’t care less about. They probably interact with her as little as possible.

No. 1685418

I saw this while trawling through her blog; the complete lack of empathy she has for women and girls in general is extremely telling. Not gonna armchair but the urge is strong. The OJ post was so fucking tasteless, but I’m not surprised after the one with the guy who killed his young daughters and pregnant wife. I’m just waiting for even more disturbing shit to be dug up tbh

No. 1685445

I want to a-log and not just because she is edgy and has disgusting habits and opinions, but also because she is a loser. I mean, pick a struggle.

No. 1685459

File: 1666812919545.jpg (211.66 KB, 1080x1553, Screenshot_20221026-123325_Tum…)

Shes also created controversy in the tcc community. It's interesting but not surprising that she seems to piss off and be called out by every community she tries to involve herself in.

No. 1685474

>Never implied it was a joke
>also posted that video killed the radio star meme.
What is the truth? Do you find murder of women and children amusing or do you not? I think we all know the answer.
>>1685445 also kek at this nonna bc I agree. Like my god she is bottom of the barrel. Crackhouse Soren vibes.

No. 1685544

Cannot believe that this retard bought Travis' "good Mormon boi" persona when he was a cheater and a pedo

No. 1685556

The pedo part is prob why she’s on his side, nonna kek

No. 1685618

File: 1666824136978.jpg (198.7 KB, 1075x1387, Screenshot_20221026-154042_Tum…)

"She didn't molest MY son so she can't POSSIBLY be a pedo" is a great argument

No. 1685620

>people who don’t understand art
I just have to laff

No. 1685621

>defender’s username is xannexfrank.
Because someone who would use that as a tumblr url is a bastion of sanity kek

No. 1685628

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No. 1685630

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Uh oh she’s upset now guise!!!
>I’m not the pedo, THEY ARE!!!! Sex criminals too!!! Bawwwww
You made your nasty bed, fakeboi. Enjoy wallowing in it.

No. 1685634

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mobilefag so I can’t screenshot her entire run-on sentence of a post. I wonder why her sisters haven’t spoken to her in over a year?

No. 1685638

This all just sounds like she’s freaking out because she realized she cannot control any narratives here. The mental gymnastics she has to do to make us out to be getting off on any of her disgusting shit must be burning hella calories tho kek

No. 1685654

>I blocked the page from my devices
>continues to address the farms
shut up pedoboi, we know you're lurking. Also, your freakouts got 0 attention during the time they were posted but now you have tons of support? At the same time your sex worker but also radfem fellow crackhead also made a post defending you after not posting since March? Be less obvious at least

No. 1685673

File: 1666828358666.jpg (365.28 KB, 1079x1896, Screenshot_20221026-164808_Tum…)

No one accused you of that but congrats on not sexually abusing your siblings I guess

No. 1685675

File: 1666828451738.png (68.76 KB, 456x872, Capture.PNG)

why do people think I'm a pedophile? They must just hate edgy fiction?
Fr though just look at the way she talks about it.

No. 1685678

File: 1666828518062.jpg (782.93 KB, 1663x1981, Sarah, fakeboitherottengirl.jp…)

Here you go, Nona.

No. 1685685

File: 1666829090115.jpg (63.07 KB, 1080x767, Screenshot_20221026-164629_Tum…)

Funny thing is, this isn't the first or even second time she's been accused of being a pedo or map, as shown by this post from two years ago. Maybe people wouldn't think you're a map if you didn't openly announce that you're pro map and make long winded arguments defending cp like this >>1685675

No. 1685813

Jesus this woman is way too old (and I mean any age over 16) to spend this much time defending some ancient fucking moid for distributing ~disturbing content~, it is such teenage edgelord behavior if is embarassing. Sharing this word vomit on Tumblr, for what audience? the farms and other pedophiles I guess. Credit to Luna I think even she would see this as retarded & extremely disgusting, and transparently a pedophile trying to justify their evil thoughts. Or just as retarded and gross; a person pretending to be a pedophile to own some audience of normies living in her 30 year old brain.

No. 1685842

This is legally considered a form of non-contact CSA to expose minors (even if they're teenagers) to explicit content. I watched A Serbian Film with friends once when we were 18 and trying to "be cool", and even the censored version I was shown had graphic sex scenes. And she wonders why she's being accused of being a pedophile? Just because you aren't attracted to minors doesn't mean you can't be inappropriate towards them.

I remember skimming her archive and she talked about how she printed out pages from Mai-Chan's Daily Life and showed them to her classmates, which is also a form of sexual harassment to show people a literal comic about torture and rape, and there's a graphic pedo scene in it that made me sick when I saw it on 4chan in highschool (I'm not going to describe it but IFYKY). Actually, I'm searching for that post on her blog, and she talked about that manga often. And wanted to buy a physical copy of it to collect.

What the fuck is wrong with this woman? It's one thing to like taboo fiction because of trauma, but she keeps getting drawn to the most graphic and pornographic (despite being radfem-leaning) content.

No. 1685869

This bitch is fucking sick, I hope her and the mangaka rot in hell.
I want to unsee what I've seen with that manga.
Eye bleach is not enough for that one part.

No. 1685870

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No. 1685872

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No. 1685874

File: 1666847472645.png (79.25 KB, 625x717, wtf.png)

I forgot to attach the screenshot to the post. Her blog is searchable so I'm sure if anyone is bored enough they can find the post about showing this manga to classmates. It was around the time she got in a fight with one of the Stalinist radfems because she defended some hentai artist drawing stuff involving a baby, but she backpedaled when someone showed her the drawing because she thought it was "vent art".

The thing about "preferring to date boys a year or two younger", when you're a minor a gap like that can be a big deal, unlike in adulthood. Like what age is she talking about where the boys slightly younger would rather hold hands than want to fuck like the guys her age? 10? I have a hard time believing this. Even if she's not a pedo she's still prone to boundary issues with them.

No. 1685950

>NPD if managed with therapy
People with NPD are notorious for not wanting to get therapy, which is why if you do try to get therapy, they don't know what to do really unlike with BPD. So she's talking out of her ass, there is no clear treatment plan. You're not doomed to be an abuser, but if you refuse to become more self aware and keep excusing your actions, continue to desensitize yourself (and others) by trying to look for real gore and other retarded shit, yeah you're more likely to be an abuser. If she really wasn't that bad and "not like the other narcs", then they wouldn't try to put her on such heavy meds in the first place. If she's actually seeing a therapist, I doubt she's honest enough to even see any progress.
She's still literally describing pedophilia obsessive compulsive disorder. Which can be seen as a subtype of "pure" OCD, but it's not the most common type like she pretends it is. Also if she was actually super duper distressed by her thoughts, why does she defend pedos, defends the spread of CP based on muh freeze peach, try to get her hands on cp material, write weird child sex slave stories (including in the past commissions for pedos and rapists), encourage her minor cousin to make furry guro art for adults etc.? Those aren't the actions of someone who is actually disturbed by their thoughts and has avoidant behavior as a result. She's reinforcing it and actively seeking it out. Or is she claiming she needs to see CP as a form of "exposure therapy"? She also posts weird traumacore photo edits of herself as a toddler in a swimsuit and says it's fine because it's of herself, she really doesn't come across as paranoid about pedos as she describes herself.
>"childcare is one of the few things I'm truly competent at"
>abuses her little sister, sister hasn't talked to her in over a year because of it
>causes her little cousin to troon out, gaslights the mother about it, cousin threatens suicide, encourages her to make furry guro art for adults etc.
>tries to show minors a Serbian film and keeps trying to look for the legal border, a la Onision
yes, very competent kek
>It was around the time she got in a fight with one of the Stalinist radfems because she defended some hentai artist drawing stuff involving a baby, but she backpedaled when someone showed her the drawing because she thought it was "vent art".
Then she got upset that they showed her, even though she was defending it making it her hill to die on while never having seen it and went on a crusade against Menalez afterwards kek.

No. 1685957

She has a lot of nerve saying we’re the ones who are sick lmao can you see Texas up there on your high horse, fakeboi? She needs to stop engaging with us. Play stupid games etc

No. 1685962

>blah blah blah more self victimization to have the upper hand, just like a textbook narc would.
Same with trying to call farmers the ones who are sick. Also, posting pics of oneself as a small child (even without the weird edits) is odd to me as a survivor. I don’t post my own young children for the same reason I wouldn’t post them of myself; some sicko WILL use them to gratify themselves. Surely she knows this, being that she is such an expert.

No. 1685966

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>”only MY trauma is valid so fuck normal ass English language lit, but disgusting so-called vent art that upsets other survivors? It’s ART.”
Basically her vibe.
I read a little about that Sotos guy’s JonBenet fixation and it was truly disturbing. Art my fucking ass. I absolutely shan’t be looking up that guro manga, don’t need nightmares.

No. 1685969

Didn't she show a Serbian film in class? She did it to shock her teacher into not allowing to show R+ rated movies without him having to review the material beforehand. She did much worse to all her classmates than what happened during her English lit class. Does she feel guilty about that though? No she was proud.

No. 1685970

She did. And she was very proud of herself. I won’t deny that the novel Disgrace is extremely upsetting in some of its themes, but it’s the rules for thee/not for me shit that cements her cow status yet again.

No. 1685972

she gives me major vanessa george vibes, a nursery owner convicted and jailed for recording the abuse of infants for a pedo ring. look it up. i want to a-log so bad, people who deliberately do harm children are scum

No. 1685973

>(including in the past commissions for pedos and rapists)
Didn't she say she scammed them (took their money, purposely never delivered and when they threatened her, she also threatened to report them for their requests)? Not defending her, but that's not really the same

No. 1685978

No you’re right about that, and I agree with the point you made. I do think that it’s kind of sus to have done that though if she is such a victim of rape and pedophilia; my main question then is why would she want to expose herself to the no doubt vile fantasies of people like that, even if she never followed through in making the requested stories? Like what kind of fuckin math is that lol shit doesn’t add up.

No. 1685992

she writes child sex slave stories for free and posts them online, so I doubt she scammed them. I don't believe her word on that, it's probably minimizing it or backpedaling again. She also only reported the mailman, but not the teacher.

No. 1686016

B-but nonna! Those nasty fanfics are her trauma vent art! How dare you! Kek

No. 1686041

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You're right, this is weird. Especially when so much of her other "vent art" is like, stick figures being raped. There's a shit load of drawn "art" and scribbled diary pages under the "vent art" tag

No. 1686071

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I wish I hadn’t looked, nonette. There’s no need to take children’s media and do this with it and then POST IT PUBLICLY. Keep it in your diary or people are going to have certain notions about you.

No. 1686079

She also claimed that A Serbian Film is a "radical anti-porn film"… >>1192093 Even though it's extremely graphic, has on-screen violent misogyny/rape, a simulated pedo scene, and the director said it's commentary on political correctness.

She loves pulling a huge "death of the author" on her fucked up media fixations, since she did the same with that literal vomit porn series that named herself after and denied was porn until she was shown an interview about it. I'm sure Mai-Chan's Daily Life is actually a very radfem manga since it's about (hits crackpipe) the reality of misogyny and we're all too dumb to see.

>Then she got upset that they showed her, even though she was defending it making it her hill to die on while never having seen it and went on a crusade against Menalez afterwards kek.

Fakeboi: it's just art! Let people cope how they want! Censoring is bad!
Someone: maybe you should see what you're defending because this is a weird hill to die on?
Fakeboi: why are you showing a CSA SURVIVOR explicit artwork of a CHILD? I'M TRIGGERED!

She'd get along great with Stwawbewwymilk if she wasn't a "TERF" and he wasn't a TIM.

No. 1686090

File: 1666883517466.jpg (97.91 KB, 825x900, timsoup.jpg)

she still posts pro TiM content?

No. 1686100

AYRT, my mistake, I thought she was still "rad-leaning"/"gender critical" and only tolerates trans in the sense she uses their pronouns but doesn't think they're really women/men. She would get along great with Stwabewwymilk, I wouldn't be surprised if she found his cartoon lolicon "trauma art" to be deep and inspiring.

No. 1686210

OT but when I saw this my first thought was “I mean…I would throw a cup of boiling hot soup at a transwoman’s face?” kek

No. 1686221

File: 1666893548858.jpg (138.66 KB, 543x702, tw.jpg)

I thought that at first too, but then I checked the OP and also I doubt her stance has changed much from picrel

No. 1686245

Wow, another steaming hot take from fakeboi…I will never buy into the “but not ALL troons!” rhetoric. Just another strike against her in my book.

No. 1686265

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This is a pretty normie opinion, although I don't understand why she orbits radblr when she has views like this and stans misogynistic torture porn. She's defended using "it" pronouns and labels like "demisexual", her recent reblogs is some weird rope bondage around someone's neck, she's just a typical libfem that grew up on 4chan and had a trans phase.

This take also seems like a cope because she claims to have been molested by a TIM, but still calls him female pronouns, despite having a stance that "I respect pronouns unless you're a predator"

No. 1686271

But how do we tell the difference? Tell us how to tell the predators from the “good ones”, the true trans. How do they tell the real trans people from the exhibitionists and fetishists? How do we tell them apart from our true trans sister if the general wisdom is “if you say you’re a women, you’re a women”? Or are they the only ones who are allowed to say and get to make that call, in which case that’s tacit acceptance from them for those predators because that’s how it works right? If you don’t vehemently denounce the bad ones then you’re part of the problem, so until they start denouncing the nonces and rapists and going after them they’re complicit and signaling to everyone that they’re ok with those types of people hiding behind the name of trans.
So why should we give them the benefit of the doubt when our safety is at risk? They let in the predators, they sat and let them take over the movement, that’s on them and they should take responsibility for cleaning up their communities.

No. 1686316

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Replying to this post >>1685966

No. 1686332

Never thought I would see someone try to get sympathy points for relating to the false accuser in TKM kek

No. 1686378

imagine misreading this piece of classic literature so badly i'm dying

No. 1686453

Ew she’s so ugly!!!

No. 1686490

You're not wrong but I'd say that's the least of her problems

No. 1686494

Lmao! This is a reach even for her. But as usual, Sarah is the only person on earth who's ever experienced abuse and we're supposed to sympathize with her TrAuMa from reading classic literature in school, while simultaneously finding her cool & badass for exposing her classmates to literal rape porn. Sarah doesn't care that some of them are also abuse survivors who'd be traumatized by her stunt, because Sarah's TrAuMa is the only one that matters. Sarah's TrAuMA entitles her to stomp all over the boundaries of others while still seeing herself as the ultimate victim. The mental gymnastics narcissists go through to empathize only with themselves sure are fascinating.

No. 1686553

She is, you are correct, but I personally don’t care about her being fat or how she looks. I care far more (and I think most of the others in this thread care) that she’s a pedo or at the very least pedo adjacent while working with small children.

No. 1686556

You said this so well nonna. Imagine being in that class if you had experienced anything legitimately traumatic relating to any of the subject matter. It would be horrifying and invalidating and you may even be badly triggered by it. This is NOT someone who should be around children. She just proves that she has no regard for anyone else, just herself. But as she would say,
>Wahhh not all narcs! Boohoo! Muh therapist!

No. 1686577

Sage for newfag asking to be spoonfed, but is she always this vague when referring to her ~trauma? Because it just sounds like she retroactively decided she was "groomed" by ex boyfriends after they broke up, with her being much older than the CSA age range she writes about. To me it sounds like she had some awkward sexual experiences before she turned 18, but not long before? If her peers the same age as her were all sexually active?
Ive seen her vaguely allude to being molested as a young child, and that's why it killed her sex drive, but then why the fuck did she sign up to fetlife if she was actively avoiding sex?

>I was a virgin before meeting my current boyfriend because nothing else counted. Consensual experimentation was an extension of the abuse
Weird as fuck and gives off cringe Catholic purity ring vibes. She doesn't see a difference between the people who groomed her, and the people she consented with?

No. 1686589

There was a post a bit of a longish scroll on her blog but she details pretty much exactly what happened to her or what she wants people to think happened. It was really vile to just read it in plain detail so I didn’t cap but if you go to her tumblr and scroll for a bit you’ll find it. Warning, it is very disturbing especially with how blasé she is talking about it.

No. 1686814

>She doesn't see a difference between the people who groomed her, and the people she consented with?
Her post implies the exact opposite of what you are saying

No. 1687310

File: 1666987904203.jpg (24.96 KB, 442x252, obscure_catharsis_art.jpg)

Not a new post. Sometimes I wonder or hope that she's just trolling.

No. 1687311

File: 1666987937043.jpg (41.17 KB, 467x386, Baudelaire_fanfic.jpg)

samefag, yeah "fanfic"

No. 1687315

The sheer lack of self awareness

No. 1687317

No. 1687318

And this is precisely why I didn’t cap her detailed description of her so-called trauma. Shit like this makes it all seem like a gross larp. Not to mention she legit referred to the first instance of abuse as “being eaten out” at the age of 2 (vomit) Something about that just really makes my creep meter ping off the charts. I will continue to say, Soren Lite(TM)

No. 1687320

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samefag it gets worse, she supposedly laughed multiple at a girl who got raped in college, including by her friend
>She had a Ted Bundy locket and me and her were always in an edgy arms race so I particularly disliked her because she was small and cute AND liked gross stuff so I felt threatened (this was at the height of my ED)
>A group of boys we were friends with shared a house. She was sleeping with one of them, then went to another, and kept drinking/doing drugs so eventually they were just passing her from room to room, unconscious at this point (but it was ‘fine’ because it was T and she was sleeping with all of them anyway). One boy threw her off himself onto another boy who was passed out and said “your turn”. She threw up, shit herself, and menstruated when she landed on his bed. They told us, and we all laughed.
>At a rave, my friend slept with her behind the DJ booth. They were both on a lot of shit and when he finished she snapped into this psychosis and started crying and shoving at him and sobbed “fuck off you piece of shit, you’re not even my real dad!” so he got dressed and left her crying behind the booth.
He told us, and we all laughed.
>None of that shit was funny.
I'm sorry, but how can you be THAT retarded in college? This was around the same time I assume she was being so "based" and "scamming" pedo's.
yeah she also keeps calling that instance "gentle" and "just wanting to make you feel good", who the fuck says that about a chomo?

No. 1687322

What the fuck?? Of course she wants to pretend in this post that she has empathy in hindsight, when we know full well she gives not one single fuck about any woman who is raped or abused. She’s fucking vile to post this story, too. Like wow can you at least give that girl the dignity of not sharing what was probably one of the worst experiences of her life on your public blog? I find that so incredibly tasteless.

No. 1687329

There is a saying "so open minded that your brain falls out"
That's fakeboi.

No. 1687332

She really loves to parrot that MuH aRtIsTiC fReEdOm stuff and honestly you know the kinds of people who crow the loudest about free speech/artistic freedom? The sickest degenerates. She’s terminally retarded.

No. 1687372

Jesus fucking Christ this is horrifying. I cannot imagine having so little empathy for my fellow woman, no matter how jealous she would make me feel

No. 1687375

Nah, she’s way too obsessive and defensive about this topic to be trolling anyone but herself.

No. 1687378

>I wish I knew then what I knew now
What, that you have to pretend to empathize with people in order to not look like some sort of sociopathic freak?
>I wish I'd known rape wasn't just somebody holding you down
So she needed to be able to define this as rape (whatever qualifies as rape in her fucked up mind) in order to identify that shit was fucked? Jesus, you couldn't pay or torture me to admit any of this.
She just knows that she wasn't "supposed" to laugh now and wants to be absolved. I feel bad for the girl she posted this about too, I'd be so angry if I knew this bitch was crying on tumblr about feeling bad for laughing at my trauma for asspats and "catharsis". Struggling not to a-log tbh.

No. 1687379

She’s a disgusting piece of shit for sharing this story and her “now I know better” virtue signaling doesn’t change a damn thing. Again, Sarah is the worst possible exemplar for her “not all narcissists” spergouts since it’s clear she only has empathy for her own trauma and thinks everyone else’s is a joke.

No. 1687402

Second AYRT, and right? It’s just such a betrayal on the level of womanhood. Reminds me of a personal cow of mine on booktok who recently gave a detailed account of some little boy’s SA from her church because she wanted to brag about how the church called her a witch or something. It was so utterly self-serving and gross. It’s shit like this that makes it impossible for me to feel for fakeboi.

No. 1687403

Trying so hard not to a-log rn. She really tries to pretend like she’s this virtuous person, but posts like these really illustrate just how rotten her soul is.

No. 1687448

Was this around when Menalez and the Stalinst radfem (forgot her name lol) were getting on her for defending the hentai baby art, and when someone showed it to her for context on what she was defending, she had a triggered meltdown about it? Honestly, even if that drawing was "nonsexual venting", "vent art" isn't above criticism. If someone's venting over their trauma looks identical to a pedo's fap fantasy (see: the TIM that talks like a baby and draws boys pissing "to cope") then you need to take a hard look at yourself and the message you're putting out to the public.

As much as I support creative freedom and don't like censorship, people who actively defend the worst shit imaginable like pedo art always put a bad taste in my mouth. It's like being pro-free speech but exclusively defending QAnon believer's right to post propaganda on the internet.

No. 1687506

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This'll always make me kek, how she tries so hard in her writing to come across as "muh educated" but then proceeds to overshare details about her family that makes them come across as dumb white trash.

No. 1687512

Not wking but she has a college degree

No. 1687556

And? That sure got her far, kek

No. 1687657

Nta in art and both her "art", writing and interpretation of media sucks

No. 1687723

What, from a diploma mill? Even if it is legit, it means very little. Spend some time in tertiary education - especially in 'softer' subjects and areas - and you'll find some of the dumbest fucking people on the planet on their way to getting degrees.

No. 1687799

Fucking this. Sage for OT but I knew a scrote whose own turbo pickme boymother used to tell him “Cs earn degrees” and goddamn if he isn’t making a fuckload of money now with the degree I know for a fact he half cheated his way to. Many degrees don’t mean shit sadly.

No. 1687831

Her art looks like stick figures despite pushing (or is she already?) 30, and a lot of her defense of her media interests boil down to "it's not porn because the camera angles are creative! It's totally feminist!"

No. 1687901

I think she wants her drawings to look as if a child drew them. It's just another layer on her autopedo fantasy.

No. 1687937

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She has a degree in creative writing and there are other lengthy posts whining that it's everyone else's fault that she can't do anything with it (this post is from 2020). Not to mention that her writing is mediocre at best. As other anons said, you can have a degree and still be a useless idiot.

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I'm having trouble believing she's not sending these to herself.

No. 1688065

I agree. While I can see some anons being unhinged enough, her responses are too thought out for me to think it's genuine. Her actual genuine responses are usually giant emotional run on sentences

No. 1688066

Love that she’s at the “YOU all need help” point in this saga. No, fakeboi, you need better help than you’re getting. Padded cell candidate 2022. Imagine stanning male killers and thinking evil doesn’t exist. If someone supposedly molested her when she was a toddler, would that not make them evil? I don’t believe it’s just uwu sickness. I believe it’s a sickness deeper than just the mind but ig that’s open to personal interpretation.

No. 1688193

She absolutely is. They're too perfect as opportunities to backpedal and try to reframe herself in a more positive light. Also appeals to her ideas of herself as an intellectual.

No. 1688416

Wow, imagine going to school for a creative writing degree, and your only “creative” output since then is kiddie porn fanfic and pedo pandering Tumblr rants. What a waste of time and money.

No. 1688711

I'm not reading all this. Fakeboi, nut up and post here yourself you massive loser.
I'm surprised to hear this, not because of any preconceived notions about the cow herself, but because I took it upon myself to read the first two chapters of little heck and would not have assumed so based on her prose. Reads as very derivative of other pseudo-casual in your face shock narratives meant to convince that the author is worldly and deep. Look at me, look at me! I know words like puke and fractured! I don't normally judge hobby writers too hard but she's so far up her own ass to the point where she'll defend her own pedo tendencies and pretend her shit doesn't stink and is even high art when in fact she's slogging through the gutter the same as any other freak posting their underage rape fics on ao3.

No. 1688930

This. I’m the nonna who commented on how gross it is for her to post pictures of herself as a young child with her “vent/trauma edits” for the same reason. Pedos will absolutely use even the most innocent pictures of children to get off because they are disgusting. She can’t feign ignorance while also claiming to be some knowledgeable, above-it-all scholar.

No. 1689168

IDK if she has brain damage but that's exactly the thing. If your "trauma vent art" looks identical to something a pedo would make to jack off to, then you need to take a look at yourself, the media that influences you (since Fakeboi loves exploitative shock horror) and think about the message you're putting out.

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If this is actually some retard from here (or a KF refugee I wouldn’t doubt) FUCKING STOP. That being said tho, it just reeks of self post yet again…

No. 1689203

Fakeboi can't handle any critical thought like this and imo her arguments actually work against free speech and show that pedos like her could potentially label whatever they wanted as "muh art" and expect to be exempt from "censorship" (aka not producing real or drawn cp) or warranted criticism under the guise that theyre "just venting".

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No. 1689989

It’s not that deep sis kek we just hate pedos here.

No. 1690434

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Seems like she’s going through this thread again. Maybe you’re the one who needs to find something to do on Halloween fakeboi.

No. 1690504

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Kek. Keep writing run-on-paragraphs fatty. Admitting one of your relatives let her autistic daughter be called "sparkles the puppy", eat from a dog bowl, and wear a collar only for said daughter to troon out IS trashy.

No. 1690538

>muh working class background
don't you need a job to be working class?

No. 1690550

girl you're not white trash because your family is poor you're white trash because you're a freak and a pedophile that likes to make your dirty shitfilled life into an aesthetic. grow up.

No. 1690627

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more sperging she did today. she can’t stop verbally digging herself a deeper hole

No. 1690658

How is this digging a hole when it’s just a clarification of something that was psychoanalized?

No. 1690676

Yeah, some of you are nitpicking to a ridiculous degree

No. 1690720

I'm insulted, I've never interacted with a cow in my life. The last thing I'd want to do is risk exposing my actual social media account to someone from here.
>I never tried to come across as educated
Lol. You don't have to be educated or sophisticated to be a good writer, you just have to have something worth saying. Unhinged ramblings about sad baby dolls throwing up blood or whatever is not it. There are plenty of compelling trauma narratives out there, little heck was not one of them, neither are the ao3 fics about the walking dead kid getting raped. White trash are always the first to admit they're white trash too kek.

No. 1690740

Funny how she phrased it with the slashes, because 18 and 15 can be illegal, right? Honestly wouldn't give a shit if this was an isolated thing, but in combination with
>writing for pedos
>defending pedos, because she said she relates to them via her pedophilia ocd
>trying to purchase cp
>ao3 fics about child sex slaves
>desensitizing her 10 year younger little sister with extreme movies
>continuously looking up the legal border a la Onision when it comes to showing disturbing material to minors (mostly girls)
>working at a daycare
>encouraging her cousin to draw furry guro art on commission and running a gore blog since she was 11(?)
it is just another one for the pile

No. 1690770

There’s even more sperging after that, would cap but am on mobile. Basically survivors other than her ate invalid blah blah and we are sex criminals with bad reading comprehension kek. Meanwhile someone at her job left a baby outside and she was more mad about having to come in on her day off. #JustNPDThings I guess.

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No. 1690798

Thank you for capping, nonna! God she just has to stir things back up when her thread is dying down, doesn’t she?

No. 1690806

She desperately wants the attention but she's also realised how fucked up she looks (because she is) That's why she keeps sending herself asks and pretending it is us. Like 'tripcode' kek. She thinks she's blending in with chan-speak and missed the mark.
Might be worth saving up caps and dumping them later instead of giving her the back and forth she craves. Let her spin her wheels a bit and see how desperate she gets.
Forgot to sage, please forgive my autism.

No. 1690810

I think you might be right re saving up caps, I second this. That being said, I do want to try and do some digging on her (not to cowtip dw) but because this so-called daycare she works at sounds like a cesspool in general and I’m curious/concerned about it.

No. 1690982

Ah, I guess this was a response to me when I asked what she meant by dating younger guys as a minor. Like I said before, 1-2 (or even 3) years of an age difference is a non-issue if you're 20+, but when I was in school guys who dated girls (and vice versa) who were grade below were treated as creeps for a reason.

Where I live, the legal age is 17. 16+17 or 17+18 is legally fine, but 15+17 or 18 is statutory rape, yeah. I was creeped on by older teens at that age when I was 15/16. I'm not calling her a pedo for this, but it kind of shows how immature she is.

No. 1690988

This argument is fucking retarded. I get that a consumer has some level of personal responsibility when it comes to their response to art, but if you're going around producing crude depictions of toddler rape and other borderline fantasy content about csa, you can't lose your shit every time someone questions that. God, she really does have brain rot from being a Peter sotos fan.

No. 1690995

Nayrt but I agree. I think it just speaks to her always being behind her peers mentally and in terms of maturity. It's weird that she has to almost age up the sophomore she dated by adding in that he sold coke though. Supposedly. It's hard to believe that any detail she gives about anything isn't made up for extra edge points or shock value.

No. 1691003

No one is forcing you to write this crap on the internet, Sarah. If you write anything on an open blog and someone reads it, you are open to being criticized and perceived in a certain way. I don't know if retards understand this, if you need to, ask your mother to draw it for you or something. Surely there must be a Peppa Pig episode that explains this. Your actions have consequences and not everyone will think you're super cool for watching le extreme media from page 1 of the Edgy Manual. If you're that bothered, get a damn diary, write your depravities there and keep it under your pillow so no one will find out you're a complete nut who shouldn't be around kids.

No. 1691169

>Peppa Pig episode
KEK ily nonna. And I agree with everything you are saying. She doesn’t seem to get the concept of public posting meaning you are open to ANY AND ALL criticism that comes your way. It’s just how it is. Her content is disturbing as fuck and the more she cries about how we are sick and evil and also stupid bc we can’t “understand”, the more I don’t believe her.

No. 1691194

Late Samefagging to add, she follows a lot of ‘DID system’ trauma blogs so, giant fucking kek to that.

No. 1691549

This. Her posts are like reading what teenager finds edgy, cool, and insightful not some 20-something-year-old neet who supposedly works at some rinky dink daycare where tuna babies are left on stairs to become future addict neets.

I take a lot of what she says with a brick of salt, she could be some white trash lying BPD-chan that's secretly jealous of CSA survivors or she works in some shitty daycare where she sees abused kids on the daily, and steals their stories for pity points on tumblr while simultaneously jerking off to them.

No. 1691597

She's exactly 30

No. 1692347

I can only imagine a single person getting this defensive over such a loser. Put a trip on.

It's very abusing how this heifer tries to frame herself as an enlightened radfem when she's a run of the mill porn sick straight liberal woman who spent too much time on /b/ scrolling through gore threads to get picked by the weirdos in school. Her writing and posts reek of "mentally/intellectually stopped developing 15 years ago" and honestly so many of her stories sound almost fake, and she shares them in a way that makes me feel like she's looking to offend 'normies' and signal to the degenerates because she never learned how to genuinely interact with people. What a boring cow. Dime a dozen BPD chan that grew up with too much internet access and edge.

No. 1692678

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aww kek, you struck a nerve. Guess she can't handle not being deemed tortured and uwu special. You're exactly right though. The only thing that seperates fakeboi from your garden variety edgelord is her sticking up for pedos.

Can't properly screenshot on mobile but what a weird cope. We've mainly criticized the ao3 shit she's posted, which was far more recent than 15 years ago, but also she's extremely fixated on that point in her life. Most people who start writing at that age and continue on (especially if they've wasted money on a creative writing degree) try to actually improve their skills and polish up their old work. Fakeboi seems to wear it as a badge of honor that she wrote cringe shock content in high school and doesn't see a need to improve anything much less her actual writing abilities or really create anything with substance beyond "guys please pay attention to me please look GORE and STICK FIGURE RAPE i am so DARK and TWISTED guys isnt that cool please guys tell me im cool". Beyond pathetic for that to be one of the greatest achievements of a woman pushing 30.

No. 1692701

I wonder what kind of person she'd be if she actually wanted to heal her trauma instead of fixating on it and creating pornography "as a reaction" to it. Anybody with half a brain knows that writing TWD child rape fanfiction is not going to help you process your past abuse. It's psychologically self injurious. Even the dumbest person alive should know that "vent art" of this calibre shouldn't be shared with others. Everything she does is for attention. Clearly she's not even getting it because her fics have -2 hits, 0 notes on her MK ULTRA crayon scribbles, and her entire blog has essentially become a back and forth with Lolcow dot farm. Doesn't she have a moid or even one friend who could be giving her some social stimulation? I would say she should get off the internet and fix herself, but I don't care. She's a bad person who abuses her family members and capes for pedophiles. What she really needs is to kick the chair.

No. 1692772

>What she really needs is to kick the chair.
No offense anon but comments like this are why lolcows went after KF. So you should tone it down for the sake of the site.

No. 1692811

While I do agree with you Fakeboi calls herself a radfem- even though she clearly isn't one, nobody is coming to defend le evil terf

No. 1692950

The funniest thing about her response is that she clearly thinks I was referring to her "creative" fiction when in all honesty, I was referring to her blog posts. Those aren't from when you were 15, Sarah.
I don't care about your work being "tagged not to trigger uwu", I'm not a sex obsessed liberal who thinks porn sickness is all fun and good as long as you only display it to almost everyone instead of everyone. Sorry you never developed passed 15 but as someone who also endured years of childhood trauma I have to say: you will wake up one day and realize you're the only one holding yourself back from growing up. Do you really want to wake up at 46, and this be your life? Responding to a gossip board, still maintaining a fascination in hurt core style content and trying to balance the cognitive dissonance of calling it feminist so you don't have to ever face how complicit you are in your own suffering? You just want to be a victim forever. This cringe BPD shit stops being cute after your 20s, girl. Grow the fuck up.

No. 1692953

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Lmao. Specifically with this whispering one thing while someone whispers another. I've seen her do that quite a bit, I get being trusting and all, but at lot of the stuff she got involved in after "hearing about it from someone" was shit that went down on the internet and mostly people just got annoyed with her for not doing the work to independently verify shit or even ask for proof before getting involved or making statements

No. 1692965

>muh ableism
>muh fatphobia
>too toxic even for me
Kek, this is pretty much her saying "I got sick of lurking/posting on lolcow because the userbase is full of people acussing others of BPD, stupid prudes constantly shitting on my fetishes, and all these ding-dang skellies calling me fat!"

No. 1692986

Kek she's so retarded that she's confused farmers with radfems

No. 1693006

Projection. People who are actually trusting and kind don't say "I'm just so trusting, i get manipulated all the time!!" They just are and don't realize it (like actual autists). She's a manipulative cluster B and couldn't handle being called out.

No. 1693053

"They were toxic and there was infighting" you mean you spent hours passionately defending drawn cp and as a result, people thought you were a pedophile? Weird, can't imagine why that would start infighting

No. 1693056

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After rushing to Tuna's defense, fakeboi is now reblogging and responding to posts from the ana tumblr user who commented on Tuna's larp

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no 1 cares, fakeboi, your ed larp is worse than Tuna's

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>ana years
Lmao post pics of yourself when you were younger fakeboi, prove to all us toxic radfems you weren't always a cow and that these stories aren't just bullshit you spew from your ass.

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Then stop checking your and Tuna's threads, or actually block the site like you claimed you did awhile ago.

She's on another multi paragraph break down if anyone wants to screencap. I'm on mobile and suck at combining screenshots.

No. 1693207

Jesus Christ why does she still come here and read. I thought she had “blocked us on her browser” kek. She can’t give up the attention no matter how much she claims to hate us and it’s honestly just another gross thing about her. Grow the fuck up, Sarah.

No. 1693210

Samefag, it’s like…why does she WANT us to talk to her directly? If we are so horrible supposedly, why does she give a shit what we think and want someone to make a throwaway account to speak to her? I don’t want to speak to her. I want her to shut up and take her blog offline and get some actual therapy. PS, I don’t believe she was ever underweight ana.

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Am also on mobile but…lmao she can post all her stupid vent art and dumb hot takes that could be triggering but she can’t post one little picture of herself thinner than 300lbs or whatever. I’m bored of her tbh. Narcs are all the same at the end of the day.

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Wow, what a story mark.

No. 1693221

she can’t stop coming here. she needs a steady supply of horrorcows like Soren and Lucinda to siphon tragic backstories from them.

No. 1693225

Oh shit I never even thought about how much she would probably love suck up every morsel of info about Lucinda. Of course she fucking would be all over that.

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No. 1693234

This is apparently her as an underweight anachan, I'm assuming this is the pic she was telling us to look for kek.
>>1189523 (pic here)
You've gotta be working hard to be a tweaker and still have all that blubber.
Also I love how she has been defending her Adderall (ab)use when she was literally a tweaker. Bitch what

No. 1693237

She literally looks normal in the pic…like I know she’s 6 feet (I’m 5’10 so I know what thin looks like on a tall woman) and even if she has a large boned frame that’s…not anachan thin for that height.

No. 1693257

Never forget, she's just another attention starved bdp chan with nothing in her life. If she didn't want the attention, she'd ignore it. She's fanning the flames for the only dose of dopamine she gets during the day. This isn't even powered milk, she's so boring and predictable.

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The full post

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No. 1693327

Esp considering that Lucinda isn't even a 'real' cow, but a victim of ED and schizophrenia…fakeboi would be so jealous.

No. 1693346

Oooh I actually know that one! A long time ago I think circa 2020 a radfem by the name of apostle-of-sapphos posted some takes of questionable taste (george Floyd was a thug, jewish men are all pedos) and that got branded her as a big racist in the community (the fact she was brittish didn't help. She also said white fat women suffer the most) anyway, fakeboi came into her defense and got branded as a racist/racist excuser by all of radblr. Menalez was to one who bought her to light, she thinks being middle eastern makes her an authority of racism kek I can't be bothered to look for screenshots since this happened s long time ago, but if you ask fakeboi or apostle-of-sapphos (assuming she's still around?) they can confirm this.

No. 1693353

just wait, fakeboi will read the post and reply on her blog.

No. 1693388

Right exactly. I genuinely feel compassion toward Lucinda even though I know some anons don’t.
>inb4 fakeboi tries to say Lucinda also stole her stories from her, just like she did w Soren kek

No. 1693422

I think it’s because she’s never really came for anyone other than amberose, and amberrose made a huge ass of herself in comparison (Sage for derailing)

No. 1693424

Ambrose deserved it lol

No. 1693949

Oh please, fakeboi could never touch the milky madness of the unicorn queen. Lucinda is a genuine lunatic who gave zero fucks, that’s why farmers liked her. Fakeboi’s edgelord act is so forced and tryhard in comparison. Plus Lucinda never posed a threat to anyone but herself, which makes her more likeable than Fakeboi by definition. Fakeboi writes zombie child rape porn; Lucinda writes wholesome Harry Styles fanfic. Can you imagine Luci showing younger kids “A Serbian Film”? Or really any film besides “Chicken Run”?

No. 1693950

Her “woe is me nonnies are mean to me” act is all a larp. She always used to self-post here to drum up interest whenever her thread started to die down. Now that she’s been b&, her only way to keep the attention flowing is communicating with farmers via her blog. She’s a narcissist, she LOVES having haters bc it makes her feel seen and relevant.

No. 1693965

Kek you’re so right. Chicken Run, god I love that insane unicorn

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There is a picture of her skinny somewhere on her blog.

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Sadly, i have discovered something worse

No. 1694374

Again not to sound anachan but I’m also tall and that’s not thin. She looks like she is a healthy/normal weight here. When a tall person is underweight even a little there is a lot of bone visible right away. Sage for semi bone rattling I guess kek
This bothers me for a few reasons: I feel uncomfortable looking at pictures of her as a child knowing she claims to have been abused at such a young age, and because as I’ve said upthread it is very odd to me that a survivor of CSA would willingly post pictures of themselves so little online knowing full well what pedos will do even with the most innocent photo of a kid.

No. 1694405

… is she saying Charles Manson is her grandfather?

No. 1694416

Oh yeah she’s been saying it kek. She claims her grandma slept w him and the timeline adds up. Boring hibrystophile adjacent shit. It’s like that girl who was claiming to be Ted Bundy’s granddaughter on tiktok.

No. 1694507

Those captions really give me an autopedophilia vibe, like a lot of twaumacowe content

No. 1694740

every single time i skim this thread it has somehow gotten worse.. she seems to post the weird pedo shit a good amount does she not realize she probably has literal pedos following her for this shit? actually that probably gets her off. nasty

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No. 1694807

Just scrolling past to get to another thread and jfc this bitch is sick. Those hashtags are fucked it's like she's getting off to it

No. 1694950

It fits in with her obsession with victimhood. She's knowingly revictimizing herself when she posts those baby pictures for the pedophiles following her and when she writes child rape fanfiction.

No. 1695038

Gross. People who make traumacore uwuw edit their childhood pictures deserve nothing

No. 1695061

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probably because they can tell you'll abuse it

No. 1695068

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I also found a pic of her boyfriend if anyone was curious

No. 1695073

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Here's her encouraging other people to make edgy edits of a childhood photo of her and her dad

No. 1695201

he is too attractive for her and that is saying something because he is not attractive at all.

No. 1695217

KEK I thought the same thing tho
This is so disturbing because of her tags. You are correct she wants people to fetishize her as a child victim specifically it is ultra gross. Also isn’t she supposedly inpatient rn? Any updates on that?

No. 1695477

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I think she goes in tomorrow. She shaved her head in preparation though. (1/2)

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No. 1695558

I don't know what I was expecting but it wasn't this. I wonder what he gets out of the relationship. Maybe he's a DDLG freak

No. 1696208

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Looks like she did go into the psych ward, and was sure to spam post multiple memes and a selfie first. Really shows that she's taking this seriously and wants to improve…

No. 1696369

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The grime under those nails tho.

No. 1696689

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While the farms were down, fakeboi ended up not going to inpatient and is instead posting pictures of coloring books and more writing.

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No. 1696691

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No. 1697133

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Older but it wasn't posted

No. 1697244

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One anon speculated that, no one acted like it was confirmed. They're into weird enough shit as it is if you search her tmi tag.

No. 1699612

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From the Luna thread. Fakeboi is desperate.

No. 1699679

Is anybody surprised? Literally anybody?
She sends these to herself.

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No. 1700429

so disgustingly selfish and gross.
"he raped and murdered a woman but he didnt make me run an extra lap in PE so i just feel so conflicted!"

No. 1700477

I saw this on her tumblr and it made me want to a-log. She’s such a piece of shit but wants to cry that it’s not her fault bc muh childhood abuse. Pls go on a trip and never come back fakeboi.

No. 1700574

Luna must hate fakeboi so much kek like imagine just posting a self depreceating post and a random cunt commenting that… When ur bpd narcistist it totally sounds like fakeboi thinks she is in a much worse situation than Tuna

No. 1700576

She's so ugly. She has the face of someone who thinks it's impossible for an adult woman to have a bmi of 21.

No. 1700599

No, if you sent yourself anons, they'd be easy setups for you to excuse your pedo fantasies and rapefics. You know, like all the previous anon asks that definitely weren't you. Room temp iq.

No. 1700679

At this point they probably have a mutually beneficial relationships. Tuna gets someone obsessed with her and possibly gifts, fakeboi gets the attention of the farms she so desperately wants and another outlet to go on and on about herself. Neither of them seem to be capable of caring or at least talking about anything other than themselves so. Win-win for them.

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Close the tab

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No. 1701274

This bitch is so far up Luna's ass that I'm surprised she can breathe. Luna doesn't give a shit about you. She doesn't care about anyone but herself. Depending on the day of the week, she might care about Lurch or Peter but they have something to offer her. Fakeboi doesn't. Luna is not a "nice girl", she's a person who expects everyone else to take care of her while putting in zero effort herself. There's a reason why she's "hidden homeless".
Glad she's finally admitted it kek

No. 1701323

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did you guys know that fakeboi is the only mentally ill person to ever exist and none of us could possibly be mentally ill

No. 1701326

shes so fucking weird lol. i would be very creeped out if a tumblr mutual that i occasionally replied to wrote a paragraph about our "private friendship"

No. 1701342

Lmao this bullshit is cringe. You're an adult hanging onto your diagnoses like it is your core and sole identity to present to the world. BPD does not exist as a shield to do and be whoever you want without consequence just because you want to cheerlead about your trauma for the nth time. Your brand of BPD chases people away, and with good reason ; you are wildly me-centric and cannot look at and empathize with the world and the people around you without that lense, even when it's clocked here and spelled out for you. Grim. Keep making and defending those rape fics though. It definitely sounds like an enriching activity that will lead to forward progress. /s

No. 1701349

>once she finds stable housing and has the time for it
oh yes, we all know how busy luna is these days.

No. 1701441

I get it bpdchan, the reality is you don't want to be tuna's friend, you just want to skinwalk her even if that means kissing ass and being repeatedly ignored. Would not surprise me if in public she rides Tuna's dick but is just as catty and critical of her in Tuna's thread kek afterall, Fakeboi is the saddest and sickest person to bave ever lived!

No. 1701454

Yeah we know it's not milk, we just like to laugh at fat people