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A stan from Luna Slater's thread that has been simping in her tumblr notes for at least a year. Has shown up multiple times in her threads, asked to not be discussed because they think it's bullying, mean and disrespectful to "harass!" someone like that while also happily acknowledging they partake in Luna's threads. Claims to just want to "be kind to someone struggling," is happy to ignore all of Luna's sins and merely says "I don't judge" and "is just atoning for reading here".
> Despite claiming to want no attention drawn to them, seems very pleased with the attention drawn to them whenever they show up in the threads, and keeps showing up despite claiming they just want to be left alone even though it without exception always leads to the opposite.
> Is a "detransitioned" FTM (said they "lived as a man from 15 to 20" which probably translates to "wore jeans and vans for a few years" rather than actually transitioning) and now a rabid radfem, terf, hater of trans people and believer in a transgender conspiracy against women, while also claiming to respect all pronouns as long as they're not "infringing on femininity" and reblogging posts mocking people who go by she/them, claiming they hate women
> best online friend goes under the username "xannexfrankx"
> Imgur album with some Choice Quotes from their blog with more info about all the above https://imgur.com/a/4ZongxA
> Also claims to be a sexworker, thinks Lurch looks like Joseph Gordon-Levitt >>>/pt/725609
> Thinks Luna is a victim of booollying due to her asking for handouts to fund her heroin addiction >>>/pt/773738
> has encouraged Luna to shoplift >>>/pt/787578
> thinks luna is just "a poor suicidal person being boolied" >>>/pt/773738
The last post they made in the luna thread, c&p below for archival >>>/pt/827386
im fakeboitherottengirl, I lurk here. Im not a simp, I have never sent her money or material possessions, I literally am that nice to anybody who I see post about struggling, shes just very public with her struggles and so I feel compelled to be kind to her because I know that anybody posting that candidly about their struggles needs reassurance and support and if I can make somebody in a shitty situation feel a little less shitty at no cost to myself other than the 2 minutes it takes to reply to a post, then I do. I know she has BPD and attention/reassurance is important to her. I don't expect anything in return, other than the fact that being nice to her makes me feel a little less guilty about snooping in these threads (but im not above it and Im not going to pretend like I am).
I promise that im the least interesting person, Im sorry that the milk is dry but I thought as far as these threads go Ive already been designated "fat and unimportant" and I'd prefer if weirdos didn't post screencaps of my tumblr on hate forums for the crime of being too kind.
Also "v8 pussy and Cadillac ass" is a reference to a line in the movie "Gummo" I swear im not interesting, or worth posting here, Im not worth discussing, I'm literally just a retarded kid who spergs about horror movies and reblogs gay GTAV fanart and if this could be the last time I had to post a message like this in one of these threads that would be really swell. I know Im probably going to catch a b& for this novel of a post but I'd prefer to stay a spectator in all of this.
> proceeded to immediately whine about people talking about them on lolcow after they posted there >>>/pt/827434
> quickly turned around into being excited about becoming an internet celebrity >>>/pt/827932
Selfie tag: https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/tagged/face%20reveal
Inkitt ("novel") page: https://www.inkitt.com/blisterswrites
Reedsy ("flash fiction") page: https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/author/blisters-wournos/
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Reposting her asks from imgur in case they disappear.
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>>1189390>now a rabid radfem, terf, hater of trans people and believer in a transgender conspiracy against women
You do know what website this is right?
Shes cowish but isnt a "rabid terf
thanks for the thread anon! i don't expect this to be TOO milky but i'm sure there'll be a little sperg when she inevitably stumbles across this thread.>>1189439>does femdom, which is inherently sexual>does feederism, which is also typically sexual>both being fetishes mostly existing for and enjoyed by scrotes>'it's more weird performance art!!!! i'm a good radfem i promise!!!!'
the state of tumblr radfems
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Adore her love/hate relaytionship with Nicole. She spergs at Nicole and yet would love to wear her skin. 100% farmer behavior lmfao
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Just look at this shit. Sorry for almost all pictures being highlighted as well but I'm not screencapping one by one
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Brave and stunning. Much empowerment
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Fuck Blisters, I'm so sorry
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Is this pregnancy starvation a real thing or a meme?
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Here's what she says on why she's fat
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why is she doing this to herself, i'm crying
that's exactly what i was thinking! it seems to me like she just makes shit up to make her sound as oppressed and edgy as possible and hopes nobody will call her out on it. no wonder she loves luna so much.
also unrelated, but i hope the anon from the luna thread who mentioned being stalked by her on tumblr comes here and tells us a bit more about what happened. i'm not involved in her side of tumblr bc it's full of absolute freaks like this, but even just from a glance at random 'radfem' blogs, i've seen a few of her posts get big, posts with lots of notes having commentary from her, and a decent amount of people reblogging from her. is she a big figure on that side of tumblr?
>>1189535>She chooses to be a fatty.
Eh, I cannot agree with statements like this. Fakeboi is unhappy as hell with her weight, but has difficulty losing it. She clearly has a lot of mental issues (like being a csa survivor) that could make it difficult for her to get out of whatever toxic
patterns she has going on.
I would honestly say that being as ugly as possible is her choice in the name of feminism and being lazy.>>1189711
She apparently has over 3000 followers. Didn't make it to any terf
list yet, so she's not that big.
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Same Luna? Blisters said she went to an art school in NY and studied creative writing (I am assuming Pratt but could be SVA) and I know Luna went to Pratt for a very short amount of time, so maybe?
>>1189493>i don't expect this to be TOO milky
Not OP, but I've been peripherally following this woman like a personal lolcow for a while now, and she always struck me as the kind of person who'd exhibit cow behavior if given the opportunity. She's officially been given the opportunity, and it kind of seems like she wanted it. I expect even milkier behavior than usual for her to ensue, which is saying a lot.
>i'm sure there'll be a little sperg when she inevitably stumbles across this thread
I get the impression from her recent posts that she's probably going to be lurking here 24/7 (with Luna's thread open in another tab, of course.)>>1189506>>1189522>>1189529
Along with Bronson and Dollanganger, she's just as obsessed with Courtney Love/Hole as Luna is.
I think it's a different person.
The cow Luna is clearly an internet stranger to fakeboi. >>1189993>sends weird dms
Like what? We know she simps for other people because she always mentions it as a defence of posting all this shit on Luna's tumblr.
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And to think I purposefully skipped on a quite significant post about shit thing that happened to her because I felt that it would be in extremely poor taste to discuss it on lolcow. I still do and I won't post it here, but I beg you fakeboi hide this thread and stop daring us to dig deeper. If you want the attention, you are free to sperg out kek>>1190319
Back at it with the Nicole obsession. That cow really is living rent free in fakeboi's head. She's not wrong about seeking help for ED even if you are 'not that bad', though.
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antiporn doesn't exist, just say that you're an edgelord that enjoys gore and go… no need to moralfag about it
Since yall can't stay out of my inbox I guess Ill just respond here even though Im going to get b& anyway. If you're referring to the fact that Im open about my history of sexual abuse then yeah, that would be pretty tasteless to joke about, so tasteless that you don't get moralfag points for abstaining, because honestly if you want to make fun of my survivor status that just looks bad on you not me.
The infamous "puppy smell" post was written when I was taking hormones to try and re-start my period after a year of not having it, i stank like pheromones no matter how much I washed and no longer smell bad now that Im not on the hormones anymore. I actually smell of mint and rosemary because that's the shampoo i just used.
I don't know how yall went from designating me "fat and unimportant" to dedicating an entire thread to me but, aside from the fact that Im not afraid to be interactive, Im really sorry to disappoint but Im not exactly milky. I don't rob people or have some crazy snuff backstory or pretend to be trailer trash, Im just a broke fat bitch with autism trying to enjoy my petty little special interests on my run-of-the-mill tumblr. Also Im not "obsessed" with Nicole and Ginger I just love their music and hate them as people. As an autisic, my interests can come off as "obsessive". And Im not obsessed with/trying to be Courtney Love, Im obsessed with/trying to be Jt Leroy lmfao get it right.
I wonder if this will even post or if im already blocked from posting here but im a very open/friendly person, if you have questions about me or think something is worth discussing hit me up and we can discuss it, there's no need to speculate from the farms, Im an open book and asking me will get you a more entertaining/satisfying answer than posting about it on here.
And Blisters is from the one Hole song about a Pee Girl, right? Wow
Anyway why do you want to be JT Leroy? Do you fetishize gay men or what? Sorry, but your taste in music, art etc. is very cowish. By which I mean that you like art by people who are cows AF. The old lolcow truth proves once more.
>>1189529>My body never had a chance to develop healthy fat tissue and im the shortest of my sisters
But in >>1189596
, she said she's "pushing 6 feet"… is she lying, or does she legitimately think she's short? No wonder she looks up to Luna. They have quite similar physiques - tall, but somehow obese, with their metabolism and fat distribution fucked up by years of drug use and shitty diets.>>1190319>Im naturally fat
There is no such thing as being "naturally" fat.
Im just under 6 feet. My sisters are 6'2" and 6'4". I've been on crash diets since preschool (mom had an ED), and was bulimic for over a decade (mostly clean but I still struggle with episodes sometimes.). I was also addicted to and abusing amphetamines for around 5 years, then immediately went on psych meds after getting clean which made me gain a lot of weight in a really short period of time. About a year and a half ago I started Zyprexa and it made me balloon to where I am now. There are steps I could be taking to be healthier but it doesnt really feel worth it when I can eat what I want and be fat OR spend all my energy counting calories and denying myself and still only be slightly less fat.
And you can be naturally fat just like you can be naturally thin. I have a friend who is completely sedentary and eats entire cakes in a single sitting and is still rail thin. If people like that exist, why is it so hard to believe that somebody could naturally be bigger? Even at the absolute depths of my ED, where I was walking 10+ miles a day and eating ~3000 cal a week you can see from my ED pics that I was never spoopy small like i should have been(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
Nah I earned my bovine status the honest way, somebody else made the thread, If I made the thread myself there is plenty of much more cringy shit I could have said than "uwu ebil TERF
" and I would have given Chaya a bigger shoutout. I also wouldn't have chosen a picture i had to spoiler (which, you really dont, im fat so theres a lot of me but my bikini areas are covered). I would have dug deeper than just screenshotting the keyword "fat" on my blog and posting the results. I wouldn't have screenshotted reblogs. All in all its fun to have people talking about me im cluster B i like the attention to a degree and don't take this site or the opinions of the people on it particularly seriously but yeah i have a lo of constructive crit for whoever made this thread
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never thought I will see a radfem/gc woman not only hardcore caping for Srpski film (a gore pornfest made by a sick scrote with daddy's money), but also genuinely thinking it's radical feminist cinema… yet here we are. I wanna get off this mad ride
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just say that you are too fat/ugly/lazy/poor for those and go
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>>1191992>I also wouldn't have chosen a picture i had to spoiler (which, you really dont, im fat so theres a lot of me but my bikini areas are covered)
the mods literally spoiled that pic in the Luna thread. It's considered NSFW for lolcow despite you being covered
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I have no opinion on this case, just dropping it here in case someone has something to say on the topic. Also cause I found the post interesting. Wouldn't be surprised if fakeboi is right this time and the woman was unfairly incarcerated. I know zero shit about this though. Whole thing sounds fishy and I do not trust scrotes
>“She admitted that she made up the allegation of sexual assault against (the football players) because it was the first thing that came to mind and she didn’t want to lose (another male student) as a friend and potential boyfriend,” according to the arrest warrant affidavit. “She stated that she believed when (the other male student) heard the allegation, it would make him angry and sympathetic to her.”https://www.ctpost.com/policereports/article/Woman-convicted-of-false-rape-claims-is-denied-15514302.php
Anything is radfem cinema when you're terminally online and don't actually know how to apply critical thought to a subject. The "ftmtf" to "terf
" pipeline is real, and it's just a bunch of self loathing Tumblr retards who became irrelevant when people grew up and lost interest in their trauma narratives, don't be too surprised.
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No, it was a tag meme and I forgot to erase the answer of the person before me and didn't realize I never put my own answer in that part until just now. My birthday is in early april, the person i reblogged from has the may 16 birthday
Also I don't want to be Luna, if anything I see her as sort of a "There but for the grace of god go I" situation which is probably why I have so much sympathy for her.
I mean I have plenty of friends in real life, I don't need to buy them.
Like I said, as somebody with BPD I know how happy something small like a compliment can make me and that is why I compliment her, not because Im expecting anything in return but because I genuinely enjoy complimenting and posting supportive messages to people. Is that really the worst way my retardation could manifest?
Also "wowee"? Are you Soren?
The fuck? Soren, is that you? If you're OP, it'd even explain the "she's a rabid TERF
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Was this ever posted? Grabbed from Kiwifarms. Apologies if yes. A good example of hipocrisy kek
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I couldn't figure out why this whole thread and photos looked so familiar and I just realised she reminds me exactly of the woman from the Objectum Sexual documentary who is obsessed with and has sex with an amusement park ride called 1001 Nacht.
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Why do they talk through public tunglr posts
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Apparently, this cow has a YouTube channel. She joined in June of last year, has 6 subscribers and has uploaded 3 videos (one titled "My Transition/Detransition", one titled "My Stim Toys", and one titled "Another Autistic Woman Ranting About Sia's "Music"".) The most recent one was uploaded three weeks ago. OP either didn't know or didn't drop a link, so I'll post the videos here.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiRSO8AGQvD0yt3t9gnNrWA
Vidrel is "My Transition/Detransition", uploaded on June 25 of last year. It's 26 minutes of rambling about how she always wanted to "be a boy" when she was younger and how she became disillusioned with the kweer communities she was active in as a teenager, obscured by some strange green filter. She mentions stuff about growing up in a conservative Christian household, being sexually assaulted, discovering transgenderism as a preteen through a meth addict TiM on a proana forum (who was unsurprisingly a pedophile, and groomed her) and getting into drugs. At points she says she's been "incarcerated and institutionalized", has self-harmed since she was 11, and has "had every eating disorder on the spectrum". I found it funny that the only comment is from someone saying they found her channel through a comment on Blaire White's video about JK Rowling.
(I know she has this thread open 24/7 and she's probably going to leave some snarky reply, or whine on Tumblr about these videos being posted, but whatever. When will farmhands finally permaban her?)
…And here's "Another Autistic Woman Ranting About Sia's "Music"". (Spoiler: She didn't like it.)>>1196672
From the peeks you get of her room in her YT videos, it's not unlike this one.
Wow what a Munchie. Sounds like they have nothing interesting to offer the world so just attention whore by going on about "muh mental illness" i really wouldn't b suprised if they where posting the tumblr screenshots ala kelly and the chompurrs show style derogitary self posting just to bump this shit show of a threat for a tiny little bit of sweet sweet attention and rights to cry opressed victim
all over tumblr
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Personally I do think she's a cow (even without drama) and with a huge victim
complex at that. At the same time, I find her so repulsive that I don't even want to check on her to see what retarded bullshit she's on this time. It's like willingly throwing yourself into a septic tank.
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Why didn't she just watch this shit online first? I bet it's uploaded somewhere or can be downloaded at least. WTF.
Okay, googled and apparently movie is hard to find, but look at this info about Lucifer Valentine. Not very feminist uwu to support this piece of shit.>>1199148
She's a great apologist of Slaughtered Vomit Dolls and probably considers it a major feminist work. Literally Soren tier taste in media.
I purchased it to use once and then return, it was a European DVD so none of the old ones in my house would play it
Also I thought the movies were a lot more feminist/antiporn before I read the interviews with the director but I still think that at least the first 4 hold up as unique and interesting horror movies
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My internet sucks for some reason today, it's going to take a while to upload everything.
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It took me >2 min to Google "Lucifer Valentine" and find several interviews where he described himself as an emetophile and explicitly stated his films are based on his sexual fantasies. Here's just one; good luck reading the "deep" thoughts of this mentally deranged scrote without wanting to vomit yourself:https://www.punkglobe.com/lucifervalentineinterview1110.html
You'd have to be an EXTRA dumb cow to believe dude is making any type of anti-porn/radfem statement. It's just gross porn with an art house gloss. Imagine caping this hard for some weirdo's rape/vomit/snuff fetish and calling yourself ANY type of feminist. Fucking kek
But aren't you constantly (re)blogging how porn harms women, how scrotes are disgusting for not caring what happens to the actresses participating in rape on tape and how your nigel is special for not enjoying women suffer for his entertainment. All of that is valid maybe except for nigel shit
except you are 100% fine with watching vomit porn made by abusing the lead 'actress' for the director's pleasure. I feel like a person that really cares about women not being abused on camera would stop liking those movies. I find it sketchy as hell you could even enjoy them, honestly. Say what you want, but those movies are considered gore porn. Much different than regular horror movies that people watch. Besides, as a supposedly GC you should know better than to believe the old scrote bullshit of 'I am showing violent abuse and degradation of women in lush detail to portray how horrible that is! It's a social commentary!'. Honestly, I didn't think I would ever say it, but goddamn Suckerpunch is a feminist masterpiece compared to vomitgorn trash. >If its as real as you're alleging then it not only holds up as a horror but as a gonzo documentary. Thats art, not porn
Do you hear yourself? You sound like the meme about scrotes abusing women vs bdsm.>I like to film women getting brutally slaughtered, abused oh and also vomiting fluids (food doesn't make my peepee hard). Oh and btw I rape them orally if they have a problem with vomiting>You are a disgusting piece of shit>No, but I do it all for an artsy xxx horror film! >Ah okies, that's fine them! Go rape some more uwu
You will be agreeing with radfems analyzing how viewing misogynistic media affects the viewer and how it's inhuman for women to be abused for entertainment yet 'vomit gore' is apparently not supposed to be scrutinized in the same way. Ok.
Im against porn but, again, porn is made to cum to and condition your brain through orgasm. Material produced with the intent of shocking and upsetting you is called horror. You sound like the chodes who say "Crossed" is porn. Just because art is sexually explicit doesn't make it porn.
I think it's fucked up if those movies weren't staged, I thought they were fake, im genuinely bummed out to learn that any real abuse went into it, but I still think the films have some artistic value (other than the most recent installment). I can be critical of how a film was made/who made it and of the final product separately. What I read in those interviews was fucked and I like him less for it. But most male artists let me down by writing/directing with their dicks so excuse me if Im a little bit jaded to the news
They’re marketed as horror films because if they were marketed as porn there’d be outrage. People watch that shit to jerk off. You’re in a minority (for now). It’s not something to be proud of. You’re literally watching extremely abusive
porn that’s relabeled so it’s allowed to exist.
Lucifer Valentine is a disgusting psychopath who has groomed his fans. He gets off to vomit, says so anytime anyone asks him, and makes these movies for his own sexual and monetary benefit. Supporting him is genuinely supporting some of the worst scrotekind has to offer and anyone who considers herself a feminist in the slightest should really think why she thinks it is okay to exploit mentally ill, drug-addicted women into performing crude sex acts. Women who are in no way able to give consent given how fucked up they are. If you've seen his movies you know. user deleted this reddit post but the text was saved.https://www.reddit.com/r/movies/comments/hs3qnu/i_my_friends_and_many_other_people_were_abused_by/?utm_source=ifttt
> For some backstory, Lucifer Valentine is the director of the infamous Vomit Gore Trilogy (there are five films now) that depict really graphic scenes of women being mutilated and legit vomiting. Think a pretentious horror movie version of Lars Von Trier that’s very fetish pornographic-like.I first discovered Lucifer Valentine years ago right when I turned 14 (I will be 20 next week). At the time, I didn’t think anything of his controversies (re: allegations of sexual abuse and him just being creepy). I was fully immersed in the eating disorder scene of Tumblr (given that I had a battle with bulimia at the time) and was recommended to watch his movies by a friend, given that his movies revolve around eating disorders. I knew they were made for adults but as a horror fan, I thought he was pretty cool. I wish I had better judgement at the time but I was also young and at an incredibly vulnerable age. Despite his movies being borderline pornographic, we became very close and he would always contact me asking if I’d want artwork from him or if I’d want to star in one of his movies when I turned 18. I was estatic that a director I loved was reaching out to me so I did anything he asked. There was one instance where he asked me to purge on camera while holding a box set of one of his films. I obliged to his request, despite me being 14. I realize that asking someone underage to puke their guts out on camera is not illegal and I’m NOT insinuating this - but it’s another story if someone much older than you with a vocal puke fetish asks you to do that. I later found out he asked various women, both underage and of legal age, to do these things. While I was in various VGT related FB groups, I spoke with girls who told me very disturbing stories about how he groomed them. They told me how he scouts female fans right after they turn 18 and manipulate them into starring into his movies. Most of the women who are fans of him have eating disorders and throughout his films, he depicts his fetish for women having bulimia. Pretty fucked up.As I’ve gotten older, I’ve left that part of my life behind me. However, there have been some pretty disturbing allegations against LV on Twitter in the past few months. This twitter thread brings into question the safety of the actresses involved in those films. As someone who watched all the behind the scenes features, all the actresses looked very incoherent when talking to LV in the middle of shooting. People are speculating that something very sinister was happening on set and I believe it. This comment on YouTube really unsettled me in particular:“I’ve met people in the sex worker industry saying he is an absolute monster and breaks contracts and goes after minors. They were genuinely shaken up and scared even mentioning him.”Even more disturbing, The Soska Sisters (American Mary/See No Evil 2) starred in one of his movies way back in 2008. They completely deny that they were in the movie despite them being credited. I had a friend who reviewed American Mary years ago and when he mentioned that they starred in one of his films, they begged him to remove it out of his review. I also heard that they were stalked by a LV “hater” at a horror convention, asking them for his personal information which brought them to tears.I hope that more information comes out about him and that we find out the real truth. It must mean something if all the actresses that starred in his film have gone without a trace (no social media pages or anything) and that the Soska Sisters, who are very famous in the horror community, have disavowed their involvement in his films. I just hope all of his victims find justice and peace. I’m still trying to find mine despite being groomed at such a young age.
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samefag but no wonder she defends him so much, she got one of her usernames from these shitty vomit movies. must be a huge fan. Wonder if she was active on these FB groups where he talked girls and women into puking for his erotic entertainment?
Well, what exactly is the artistic value of those movies? As far as I'm informed, Ken Park at least has some semblance of plot. The Vomit Gore trilogy doesn't seem to have anything a lose sequence of torture scenes. What is an artistic value of the below scenes, from one of the movies that you defend:>We are next introduced to Miss Lake Washington 1994, played by Amy Lee. She is tortured by the twins who again depict the erotic veil between sex and death as well as a demonic aspect to the ushering of the soul and consciousness between dimensions. With masturbatory sensuality, they massage the body with the blood and guts and strangle and gag her with her own entrails until she vomits.>Our next journey brings us to the Twins and Hank Skinny torturing and gagging her as she is strapped to a chair. This scene has perhaps one of the most disturbing scenes to not involve blood or bile. A tarantula is inserted into her vagina and sewed inside of her.
I'm absolutely not buying the 'it's metaphysical commentary on feminine power' explanation. You will not change my mind that this is anything but vomit/gore/regular sex porn. Anyway even if those movies somehow magically were not porn, the mechanism of their making is the same as in the non-ethical porn that radfems criticize. So what difference does it really make?
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Move on, blisters
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>>1200219>I'm trying to sell it to one of Luke's creepy friends
Oh wait! I misread and was under wrong assumption that you would return the Angela Chapters DVD. The abusive
rapist scrote aka Lucifer Valentine is thankful for your money. Very feminist to fund his abuse porn.>b-but entire hollywood consists of abusers
I fell like in the case of such niche 'productions' like Lucifer Valentine's porn it really makes a difference to not pay money for them. Probably not that many degenerates buy this filth anyway.>>1200223
It's her nigel who was supposed to shoot her feederism totally artistic not-porn for onlyfans kek
This cow immerses herself in misogynistic porn genres (feederism, vomit fetish etc.) that EXPLICITLY revolve around disordered eating, and participates in them with her scrote friends. Yet she claims to be a “recovering” bulimic and an anti-porn feminist. She spends hours
online defending these hobbies as artistic/social commentary, and even tries to gaslight other people that they’re powerful anti-porn feminist statements (lmao.) The projection and denial are through the roof. She’s not in a position to listen to logic. I’ll wish her healing and keep it moving.
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She's against BDSM unless it's her nigel cutting her during sex because she literally needs that to live. If other women are 'kinky' or want to get choked or slapped in their bedroom, they are brainwashed supporters of patriarchy. But when it's fakeboi, then>Im not going to deny myself pleasure for the comfort of bystanders
Like jesus, pick a side and stick to it instead of moralfagging while doing the exact shit that you criticize, or at least stop reblogging radfem content that contradicts your actual values. Something tells me that either the therapy is not working yet or her therapist is Soren tier quack.
It’s “the personal is political” ideology taken to extremes. Whatever turns them on personally is feminist and woke, and whatever turns them off is bad and unwoke. Thus their
misogyny porn is better than the bad
misogyny porn over there because it makes them feel brave & empowered and the other stuff doesn’t. In this cow’s case, she’s defending eating disorder porn bc she has an eating disorder.
exactly! yet they’re the same people criticising sjws and libfems for doing the exact same things. it’s correct to criticise this type of ideology that means everything you like is an extension of yourself and has to reflect all your correct and good opinions, but it’s just so ironic when someone who makes a big deal out of criticising that kind of thing does it herself - and especially with something as vile as fucking puke porn, christ. >>1200299
sorry you got your feelings hurt anon! did it hit too close to home?
I tried, they don't take returns of open products, so the next best chance at recouping my money is to sell it secondhand to this creep who will want it. I didn't pay money to watch the rest of his movies, those were always online for free. And the first 4 vomitgore movies have as much of a plot as "Ken Park". I didn't know you were all such pearl-clutchers here to be so triggered
by a horror movie that you demote it to porn. Disgusting porn has no trouble marketing itself as porn, it doesnt need to hide behind the horror label.
Also, I don't tell other women how to live their lives. I share information and people can make their own choices. Im not calling anybody a "brainwashed supporter of patriarchy" for not living up to radfem purity politics. Im only vaguely a radfem anyway, Im about following what makes sense to me not following an ideology like a religion. You can be critical of something without being "against" it in the case of things like BDSM.
Also I decided against the onlyfans months ago so idk why yall are harping on it
Cannibal Holocaust was art, do you just think horror can't be art? The director of Cannibal Holocaust terrorized his female lead and tried to coerce her into an unsimulated sex scene. Kubrick terrorized Shelly Duval in The Shining to the point where her hair was coming out. Hitchcock terrorized the lead actress of The Birds and ruined her career for rejecting his sexual advances. If you're going to enjoy any art by males, you're probably going to have to separate the art from the artist to some degree.
I still stand by the opinion that Vomitore is not porn (with the exception of the most recent installment, which I absolutely hated). It is visually inspired by porn, and it is a horror movie about the sex industry so it is sexually explicit, but things like the camera work and sound design and trippy/disorienting aesthetics and the dialog all make the movie into something that is supposed to disturb you, not arouse you. That was one of my biggest complaints about "the Angela Chapters" was that it was just porn-ey and didn't use any of the trippy shit like backmasking or smashcutting to gore/cartoons or any of the things that made the previous movies art instead of porn. I have no doubt that the director was aroused while he was making it, just like Quentin Tarantino or Takashi Miike are no doubt aroused when they insert their fetishes into their films. But I think that, with all the installments other than "The Angela Chapters" the divide between art and porn, as thin as it may be in this case, still stands. I don't support the material from a radical feminist standpoint, but as an artist I can see that there is some artistic value
Imagine being this scrotepilled into defending shitty horrorporn series. I don't get how Tarantino etc. also doing some shitty things is supposed to be a mitigating argument for a movie that is 100% filmed abuse and exploitation of mentally ill, homeless woman that was addicted to drugs nonetheless. At least Tarantino's movie is actually a movie that could exist without the abuse happening offscreen. Can't say that about vomitgore trash.>>1203969>but his art has been very important to me since I was a young teen and first saw Slaughtered Vomit Dolls.
This is why retarded children shouldn't watch M/R-rated movies. Get a better taste and some brain while we're at it. >Also people who have not seen the films for themselves should probably reserve judgment.
Omg totally need to see a scene of a spider being sewn into a woman's vagina to judge it's artistic worth. No thank you, a thorough description of the movie by a fan is enough for me.
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Fakeboi is getting roasted by her fellow radfems for basically the same thing as in this thread (defending gore/cp porn on the basis of it being 'vent art'). Also she hides behind being a CSA survivor in order to not look at the 'art' that she is defending even though she claimed you have to see Lucifer Valentine's porn in order to have an opinion on it. Amazing
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Found it. Gross.
Not very radical feminist to defend a picture of fetish “art”, blisters.
Someone should let her know that even CSA survivors can make art that is disturbing and perpetuates child abuse. Just compare 120 days or the last house on the left to The War Zone.
She doesn't care about anyone but herself and it's actually hilarious that she considers herself any type of feminist. Her entire stance comes down to "drawn child porn is ok because I
was censored once!"
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TL,DR: Blisters defended explicit sexual fanart of an adult character raping a child character under the pretense that the artist (@K3MaMi on Newgrounds, a hentai artist and according to Blisters a CSA victim
) claimed that it was "vent art", and therefore the art was defendable on principle… even though she hadn't actually seen the fanart. When people asked that she at least look at the fanart before defending it, she refused to and suggested that the people who wanted her to look at it were in the wrong because they'd be "forcing a CSA victim
" to look at sexual content that they didn't want to see. A bunch of Tumblr radfems dogpiled her and are continuing to.>>1215240>it's actually hilarious that she considers herself any type of feminist
I guess after this, she doesn't consider herself a radical feminist anymore.https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/post/649294770025480192/if-the-right-of-pedophilac-rape-art-read
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It’s a pretty amusing level of cognitive dissonance. “I was mocked because of ableism, not due to my behavior. So because I was mocked, we shouldn’t mock or shun anybody. Even if you meanies won’t tolerate open pedophilia, or (at the most generous possible) fetishization of toddlers”. In a way, I’m reminded of schmorky.
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Samefag, I get MAJOR Soren vibes tbh. The pride in her trauma, the way she writes off ALL depictions of sexual abuse as “worth consideration”, the LARPing as a threatening edge lord when she’s really just a broken woman who refuses to find healing… I’d say it’s sad, but she’s 28. If watching other women get sexually abused on camera is “entertaining, of artistic value” now, what the fuck is she gonna be doing in two years?
Forgive my tinfoil, but I feel like shes inadvertently normalizing snuff and the consumption of it. Hope the majority of the people that read thru that busted ass blog are at least adults and not impressionable teenagers.
sorry, fakeboi's blog is unreadable in the first place and that was sadly the best I could do without taking million screencaps on my phone (which I wasn't sure would be wasting my time since IDK if anyone cares about fakeboi being a retard). If anyone knows if there is a way of viewing tumblr blogs in a mobile mode on a desktop, fullpage please let me know. >>1215367
and she admitted to following the Soren thread here. It usually wouldn't mean anything but this is clearly the case of a cow following a bigger cow because they can relate to them. She also romanticizes the ~soft csa victim
uwu~ aesthetic and wishes she could skinwalk Nicole and other girls who can pull it of IRL (or at least try to). Hate how she constantly hides behind "but im csa victim
/autistic/whatever!!!". Also her pride in not only consuming but also exposing others to gore porn/disgusting shock content is vile as hell.
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This bitch really will be defending degradation porn on the basis of it's artistic merit. I can't with this brain rot. This is why children shouldn't be on the internet.
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Careful anon, having a problem with pedophile fetish art is literally fascism apparently
for anons who don’t know: the plot of Metamorphosis is that a high school girl has sex with a guy she meets who gives her drugs, gets her addicted, she starts prostituting, gets raped by all the guys at her school, her dad starts raping her, her mom finds out and kicks her out for “seducing” him, she moves in with the first guy she slept with who uses her for sex and her prostitution money, she starts taking drugs instead of money as payment, he gets mad and kicks her out into the street, she ends up pregnant, her old classmates see her on the street and beat/rape her into a miscarriage, and then she commits suicide via heroin overdose. that’s the PORN that fakeboi is defending as having “artistic merit”. apparently even literally being created and marketed as something to jerk off to, which is the excuse she was using about why Slaughtered Vomit Dolls was fine, can be excused under “artistic merit” if… it makes her feel a sad? just admit you also jerk off to this stuff and go, bitch.
I think what happened here is that she wanted to defend her friend, the "apostle-of-sapphos" poster (who's friends with the artist of >>1215092
, and generally seems pretty unhinged and hypocritical). Fakeboi hadn't seen the drawing, so she automatically defaulted to "It's vent art". When shown the picture, it was too late to go back on her word, so she's just doubling down and making it a "freeze peach" argument to save face.
Like, this originally started because someone sent Fakeboi an ask that was like "Why do you support AOS, she defends CP?", Fakeboi was like "@apostle-of-sapphos Why are people saying this?", they had a "private conversation in DMs", and it kicked off from there with them both being called out.
This isn't the first time Fakeboi has defended some degenerate shit on the basis of it being "art", though, so I guess it's just par for the course for her.
Like clockwork. So I guess crush videos also should be considered art, since their very existence makes me feel sad as well as think deeply about the relationship between humans and animals. Fuck off, nobody will agree with your cognitive disonance here. And just try to say once more that someone should watch your favorite vile shit before judging it, I dare you. You have some guts stating that bullshit while hiding behind your uwu trauma victim
status when others use the same argument against you.
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porn isn't porn if fakeboi likes it
Out of curiosity I searched that hentai manga and read it. It's one of the fucking worst things i've ever discovered. I cant believe there's people out there that are aroused by this. It's fucking disgusting, actual male depravity fantasy. And any woman who enjoys that content has internalised misogyny, low self worth, is insecure and has been brainwashed, programmed by depraved scrote sexuality/ sexual fantasies and been traumatised by it. Trauma and absolute porn sickness.
That was very dark for me to read. And I believe if any woman wants to peak regarding men/ scrotes, this material should be recommended because I truly believe this is what scrotes think of girls and women, it's really how scrotes see and view us. Male depravity, pure sickness.
Assuming it's fakeboi herself, what's your point here? You admitted to enjoying Metamorphosis as art or something.>>1216568
this, nobody agrees with your brainrot excuses anyway
I didn't say I enjoyed it, I said it had artistic merit. Maybe im just brainrotted from growing up on 4chan and seeing ACTUALLY shocking things but no arrangement of words or brush strokes will ever be enough to shock me into not believing against censorship in art.>>1215689
yeah thats pretty much the long and short of it, I was told the art in question was vent art and was not expecting it to be as explicit as it was. It disgusted me and I wish it didn't exist, but as an artist I respect its right to under freeze peach. I never said I liked it or supported it or thought it was a good coping mechanism, i just said it should be allowed to exist especially if creating it provides catharsis
My sweet summer child, snuff does not exist, the FBI still has a multimillion dollar reward for anybody who can present them with a real example of snuff.
Unless youre talking about like… bestgore and Ogrish and shit like that, which I grew out of a long time ago.
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It’s fascinating that you’re comfortable condescending to anyone given you consider the sexual abuse of multiple women worth enough artistic merit to have freely promoted.
If you're referring to vomitgore I grew up with the series and was under the impression that it was completely fictional, as soon as I found out it wasn't I was no longer a fan>>1216968
Not "same difference" at all. Liking something and respecting an artwork's right to exist are totally different. I didn't like the comic at all, it upset me for days after reading it, but Im also not going to deny that as a piece of art i found it emotionally moving.
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the woman she's referring to here is a woman who ran a ddlg sideblog when she was 15 because an older adult man groomed her into the kink, who has since renouced it and talked about how involvement in the kink harmed her furthur. The blog wasn't ran "well into adulthood" and comparing it to a 28 year old woman who drew hardcore porn of a toddler getting raped who is, TO THIS DAY still consuming that material is beyond disgusting and it another example of her making statements her friends saying based on pure gossip that her friends regurgitated to her without getting the full story
>>1216972>I didn't like the comic at all, it upset me for days after reading it, but Im also not going to deny that as a piece of art i found it emotionally moving
Same can be said about crush videos. >>1216985
Fakeboi is the only special wittle victim
who can supporf disgusting things. BTW ddlg is art porn has "artistic merit" so idk what's fakeboi's problem with it
porn is literally defined by its lack of artistic merit, if it has artistic merit then it isnt porn
And it's not my cake to bake if this girl is or isnt looking at/involved in DDLG, I just said that if it is true she should have a little more sympathy for people who cope through art since she has/had bad coping mechanisms of her own.
Again, I don't support ANY porn, I was supporting the concept of vent art as a whole and yall are completely putting words in my mouth. And for the 100th time, Im not an LV fan anymore after finding out what he did.
And "horny" is not an emotion you fucking cumbrains, if the only reaction something incites is "horny" then yeah its porn. Artistic merit is the line between "Cockwhore Teen Assgape" and "Ken Park"
None of the people were arguing against vent art as a whole lol, they were aruging against one specific person who draw a specific piece of child rape hentai and proceed to consume several more pieces of child rape hentai.
Ok so if I decide to have "Cockwhore Teen Assgape" end with titualiar teen's dog dying, it's no longer porn because they makes the viewers sad.
I wasn't shown the image in question until a day after Id already been defending it, I actually requested not to see it because A) Im a csa survivor and that shit is triggering
and B) I wanted to keep the conversation about vent art in theory, not center the debate around any specific piece.
And artistic merit is notoriously hard to define, obscenity laws have tried for centuries, but the closest definition I can give to "artistic Merrit" is that you would still be looking at it if you didn't have your dick in your hand and it took some artistic skill to create.
Well that's the problem. No one else was discussing nor cared to discuss anything "in theory" and it wasn't vent art. You cannot discuss hypotheticals in a situation that is not hypothetical.
That's not at all a vauge definition that pornographers could easily skirt around to continue exploiting women. Anti-porn activism isn't compatible with free speech absolutism, you are going to need to pick one otherwise one or the other is going to end a up being and empty claim.
Id have to pick free speech, so if its that important Ill stop calling myself anti-porn and just say "I don't like porn" i guess. And no definition that isnt exploitable by fascists is free from exploitation from pornographers, thats the price we pay for free speech. We can choose if we give it our views/money/etc to it but honestly I don't think the solution to even porn itself is to make it illegal because that leads to exploitable obscenity laws where the people in power decide what is obscene. I wasn't name-dropping "Beloved" for woke cred, it was declared obscene and taken out of print, it was a banned book, THOSE are the works we lose when we let ourselves get shocked/repulsed into giving up our freedom. Because the people at the top are all pedos and rapists, they're not going to use their power to go after pedos and rapists, they will manipulate obscenity laws to silence marginalized voices because that is what has happened every other time that we let obscenity laws get out of control, which they do VERY quickly. Free speech isn't always convenient to defend.>>1217135
I mean technically kind of? How much did they alter the footage? How far is that from "Ken Park?" It doesnt mean its art id necessarily view myself or take part in or give my money to but there is plenty of art out there that i dont consume that is still art
Thats fucked up if true, Playboy probably greased the judge in that case so they wouldn't have a CP scandal on their hands but thats fucked that she couldnt get pictures of herself retracted. But then again, if you declare all pictures of unclothes children to be obscene, where does the work of somebody like Sally Mann fall?
I think the best choice is to just be responsible for your own consumption of media. Don't give views/money to media you don't support and we can all decide on our own where we draw the often very thin line between art and porn. I don't think thats an unreasonable judgement call to ask of adults.
Why shouldn't it be censored? It's art made for the sole purpose of enticing and exciting pedophiles while also normalizing pedophilia and child sexual abuse. Why should that be protected under free speech? I know this example turned out to just be straight up child porn, but even if it had been vent art it should be kept private and processed together with a therapist.
No matter what you've been through you can't just put anything out into the world, especially not when it contributes to the abuse of children. The obligatory "Where does it end?!?!?" argument used in relation to free speech and censorship isn't really relevant either 'cause child pornography is already excluded from free speech in several countries, including the US. That exception could and should be made to include drawn depictions of child porn and literally NO ONE should feel that the world is worse off because of that. NO ONE.
Probably but Im stubborn and wanted to believe my friend was telling me the truth about the context of the drawing in question. Theres a whole bubble of tumblr drama that I wound up in the middle of for defending this friend, sort of how I wound up on lolcow in the first place for interacting too much with Luna Slater.
I had a serious incident of harassment a few years ago after I made some vent art (NOT porn-ey or erotic at all, just art about abuse) so Im very sensitive to the idea of art censorship and usually inclined to side with the artist. But in this case I was wrong, this was not vent-art it was wank-art and I shouldn't have rushed to defend it without getting all the information first,
I'm going to be real with you, you should probably post an apology for being stubborn on this matter, and apologize personally to that woman who you posted incorrect information, and deeply damaging on without all the facts, based on hearsay. You decided to be blind towards a person's really bad behavior because you liked them, and while it won't make anyone who got frustrated with you for being obtuse and stubborn , it will go a long way towards healing bad blood (put yourself in your critic's shoes here, if you had info that idicated something was child hentai and they continued to insist it wasn't in the face of all the piles of evidence it was wouldn't you get frustrated too?). Also, shot at the dark here, but what I'm picking up on is that you're kind of a bad judge of character, maybe try to remedy that.
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Things I can excuse: hentai of a toddler getting raped.
Things I cannot: a chibi drawing of someone, choker necklaces, and garter belts as well as grown women who shaved wearing underwear
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most of the drama in question (warning, large file)
Seconding this. Leave the girl alone. Or does her being cute trigger
you and you trash her to feel better about yourself?>she acts like shes in an ivory tower of purity looking down on all the lower life forms
Sounds like you
I don't even know what she looks like other than she is Latina(?), thats the entirety of my knowledge of her physical appearance. SHE started harassing ME through anons because I reblogged from AoS, thats how this whole bullshit started, because SHE got up in my anons being nasty to me for interacting with somebody she didn't approve of. That was the start of all this, not me coming after her. Im sure shes sending 50 of her closest mutuals here to spam here if shes not posting herself
And I don't act like Im in any way superior to people? I have my own rules and beliefs that make sense to me regardless of where radical feminism falls on the issue and Im always open to having my mind changed and hearing new arguments. I dont even act superior to other lolcows, you literally posted me here in the first place for being too nice to Luna Slater, Ill be the first to say Im not above anybody>>1219100
I mean you're not incorrect but its more the adderall making me over-engage than attention seeking. I only entertain drama when Im tweaking. Im MUCH less subtle in my retardation when im attention-seeking.
how do you KNOW the anons were her? She wasn't the only one giving you grief, even publically.
Goddam you really do think no one would take issue with you if they didn't like her and that she spends all the time in the world sending people after you specifically. People think you were and currently are being a petty weirdo who can't handle being told she's wrong
So when anyone else does something you deem wrong (or whatever adjective you want to use here for your inevitable backpedal), they'd better have a good explanation even if it was from 7 years ago when they were a literal teenager. But when you do something wrong, it can easily be dismissed as your meds, bpd, autism, etc. causing you to act up or, on rare occasions, you'll admit you fucked up but you should be completely forgiven and redeemed because you admitted to fucking up.
This is beyond childish, fakeboi.
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>>1219618>you might actually be able to have friends and maintain a normal lifestyle instead of whatever this is
She claims to have many friends but IDK. Otherwise I kinda agree
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This is so obnoxious.
love the classic "I do not condone!!! but let me tell you how great it is to have ED">>1225667
apparently bulimics get fatter because part of nutrient still gets absorbed.
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complaining like a petulant teenager that her mother won’t let her smoke weed in her house during the day, big oof. maybe time to be an adult and move out?
She still lives with her mother at almost 30 and despite having boyfriend??? Now I see why she asskisses Luna whenever possible.
Either get a job (and your own flat) or respect the rules of the houseowner.
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More whining about how nothing in her life could possibly be her fault because she refuses to work on herself, but my favorite is the irony of her throwing out a classic "you guys are just mad because you were bullied in school" despite that her being bullied as a child is one of her reoccurring excuses for her behavior.
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All I hear is that amerifags have too good. In my country you either work or you fucking die. Or at least shut the fuck up when you live with your mommy. There is no 'uwu i'm too autistic too work cause it's haaaard for me'. Yeah, there is a disability payment, but it's not enough for food or anything lmfao.
Also, who the fuck is paying her for her writing? >>1227829
Can any amerifag explain this? I also don't get it>>1227821>my favorite is the irony of her throwing out a classic "you guys are just mad because you were bullied in school" despite that her being bullied as a child is one of her reoccurring excuses for her behavior
to be honest same, she loves to present herself as the victimiest victim
who ever victimed while acting like a bully herself. She's forever boiling that she's too disgusting to pull Nicole and be adored for being a ~soft trauma baby uwu~
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This thread isn't for me, but I live in Eastern Europe. I feel like clarifying that by 'you work, or you die' I meant that you cannot hide your whole life behind mommy's skirt and an assburger's diagnosis. People that are seriously disabled have it hard. I don't have sympathy for someone who whines 24/7 and does nothing to improve her life because ~bullying, mental illness, disability, eating disorder, abuse~ etc. All of this is awful, but you cannot make it your entire identity or expect others to carry your weight your whole life.>>1227834
Forgot to mention, but>I wish I could just get paid to write
There absolutely is a way for you to be paid for writing. Problem is that it would have to be something else than self-indulgent trauma narrative novel, LT Jeroy rip-off style. I will not tell you what it is, though. You are clearly capable of doing your research, but don't want to work or do anything that isn't fun.
>>1227856>for a self-proclaimed edgy radfem
inb4 she jumps on you: she denounced being radfem (maybe even ITT), she's just gc and supposedly 'anti porn' now>>1227849
(samefag) imagine shitting on grimes when you look like OP picture… Also I feel like her suddenly reposting a Kurt Cobain meme surprisingly conceides with the discussion about him on the farms. I wouldn't be surprised if she was lurking beyond this thread.
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I finally skimmed some of her writing linked in the op and had to double check that I wasn't reading one of Soren's. Even the character name is the same.
No one is going to pay you for this, fakeboi. https://blog.reedsy.com/creative-writing-prompts/contests/58/submissions/33585/
>>1227877>The first time I saw her, she was eating the guts of a dead kid on the cement floor of the snuff studio that her daddy sold her to when she was a toddler.
What the fuck, did she steal from Soren?>thank you so much for commenting. The story was actually inspired by the story of a girl I read about online and couldnt get out of my head
Or did she 'rework' his trauma narrative?>No one is going to pay you for this, fakeboi.
She wants to get paid for this, I think.https://www.inkitt.com/stories/horror/633677/chapters/1
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I think they're even, but yeah she lacks self-awareness
that was something I wrote in 20 minutes for a practice exercise, I used to soren story because Id read it recently and it was fresh in my mind but nothing I put up on that website was anything more than a prompt exercise for practice and the novel on Inkitt was written about 10 years ago I just put it up for critique because i wanted to revise it. I dont put my finished products online for free.>>1227825
Yeah no shit I don't take this or any of you seriously and me and Chaya read through this page and laugh. This is all absurdly dumb.>>1227834
yeah a life of dependence on others and poverty is "having it too good" disability benefits in this country are shameful. Sorry that you live in a 3rd world hell hole but just because your shit country doesn't think disabled people should survive doesnt mean Im not entitled to the few meager programs and services that my country offers. Not to mention the post is literally about how Im in the process of getting a job? Its just a longer process when you're disabled.
>>1227902>that was something I wrote in 20 minutes for a practice exercise, I used to soren story because Id read it recently and it was fresh in my mind
Doesn't matter, still plagiarism and creepy skinwalking >Sorry that you live in a 3rd world hell hole but just because your shit country
How about you check your privilege, bitch. Typical amerifag bullshit. USA is always a hell hole where you are sooo opressed until you want to dunk on other countries.>I dont put my finished products online for free.
Don't worry, others will do that for you. That is, if you ever publish anything that anyone will notice.
Good luck with job search, you clearly need it. Maybe then you will stop refreshing this thread, attention whoring and whining how there is not enough gore on the net for you.
Wow you are lodged completely inside of my ass speaking of refreshing pages all day it seems like yall can't stay off my tumblr. And the USA is a hell hole but if you're saying your country has WORSE accommodations for the disabled than the shitty USA you must be just straight up gassing them because the USA is a horrible place to be disabled.
And like I said it was something I shat out for the exercise of writing it, not something I took seriously or ever planned to publish, it was just fresh in my mind so I tried to re-create it to see how it would be to write in that style. like i said it was a practice exercise
I literally said Im on a waiting list to get accepted into a job placement agency for the disabled. Thats the process of getting employed when you have my level of disability. In the mean time Im still working, I am working on my writing and have a few families that I babysit for its not like im just doing nothing while I wait.>>1227942
the thread will die when the post limit runs out, Im not milky enough to make a second thread about also I never said I don't browse the farms I follow Luna, I follow Nicole and Ginger because I like their music, and I followed Soren until his passing. Every now and then I will browse PT and look at the onesion or Shane threads but I never said I was above browsing the farms, in fact ive been very open about the opposite being true
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>the drag at Nicola Dollanganger was completely unnecessary to her argument, an absolute COPE>"im naturally fat, that was insanely underweight for me">"you dont need to look like" (some cow girl who had nothing to do with any of this)>"and being fat and healthy most days feels so much better than being slim and sick"
hey fatso, you cant be fat and healthy, overweight means you eat like shit. you can be slim and healthy, most people are. most thin people you meet arent underweight, but she wouldnt know cause she's a fucking pig so it all looks the same to her
dont know her age but she looks way too old to be this retarded.
Im on a high dose of heavy antipsychotics in addition to having PCOS and I have never been shy about the fact that ive struggled with binge eating/disordered eating in general. I don't have the best relationship with food and Ill probably always struggle with it in one way or another.
But yeah, being fat and on medication is better than becoming a manic rage-monster having multiple chimp-outs a week and smallfat, which is my option off medication.
Like for real this is me HEAVILY medicated, do yall really want to see what happens when I go OFF my medication?
Healthy, for me, is on my medication, even if that medication makes my body larger.
Have you considered trying intermittent fasting instead of eating whenever and purging? It can make you stop constantly craving food and you get full earlier.>>1228154
Well, you shouldn't have published that online as your piece of work. I do thing the Soren obsession is kinda disturbing.
I mean I just said I don't really like it im not scandalized b it or anything its just something I try to keep out of my vocabulary.>>1228497
At my worst I was having multiple BP episodes a day so an average on one comparatively small binge episode a week is progress, Ive made enormous strides in therapy, not being cured doesn't mean I wasn't helped.
I noticed yesterday that she changed her desktop Tumblr theme (the one that was obnoxiously difficult to read, where you had to highlight the text for it to be visible in a screepcap, in >>1189515
) to be the same as her mobile theme, almost as if she wanted her blog to be easier for people to screencap.
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>Gorn porn books should be considered as art, even if poor(of course)
>"I like my sex and violence mixed but formal BDSM was always too nerdy for me"
there you have it
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look what you did you faggots brrrrp
I mean Ive always been totally open about my participation in violent sex and being a masochists so you really didnt dig up anything I wasn't offering freely
Also its not GORN (slang for splatterpunk) its GOR which is a series of horrible fantasy novels that is pretty much "the handmaids tale but the chicks are cool with it"(close the tab)
You are welcome. To be fair, it's a brainfart tautology but whatever
Now please fuck off
Thank you. Im actually looking for a new job at the moment because our store got bough out, stripped, and shut down (a week before Christmas with no notice), but if I can get unemployment I might take a month or so to bang out some writing since I haven't gotten any done since my suicide attempt this summer because Ive been so busy with work. So the annoying thing is that I have to start the process over again of getting on the waiting list, getting a job counselor, having them find workplaces looking to hire disabled people, interviewing through them, and then getting back into the workplace which is an annoyingly long process but its the steps I have to follow if I want a job. Im hoping to find something in security or maybe overnights at a hotel, something that would let me get writing done on the job. But Im open to any sort of shipping/stocking work as well, the only things I absolutely can't do are commission-based sales or food service (I can't work in a kitchen, too man bells/timers going off, I get a sensory meltdown, ive tried to work those jobs in the past and never lasted more than a few days). But Im excited to see what this next chapter in my life is going to hold. Also my best friend and my sister in law are both pregnant so Im going to have new little nieces/nephews on the way, something to hang in there for.
And Im a fat autistic with BPD, I know Im a little bit of a cow, but I never even really participated in the threads other than some mild wk-ing and saying that Lurch should burn in hell for selling fent which I lost a friend to around the same time I made the post. The only threads I watched are luna, nicole, ginger and soren and the only one I really participated in was Soren because that shit was banana fucking sandwich. I talk to Luna sometimes through DMs and shes nice we have a casual conversation every now and again and she might even be helping me get some temporary work since the company she works for is about helping autistic people and I have some really great ideas for sensory products that would make my life and other autistic lives easier. But Im not simping her, Im not trying to get with her, I just think shes cool and nice and pretty and interesting and like her art/aesthetic. I have plenty of people who like/comment all my posts it isn't that weird for tumblr culture to browse down somebody's blog and like/comment and if she said I was being creepy or asked me to stop I would just like I would respect the boundaries of anybody else.
But that's the most recent milk on me I guess. In summary I got laid off from my job and have to start my hunt over but I still have the support of an amazing partner and am possibly going into "business" with Luna while I look for more stable work
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but youre an innocent angel who would never cyber bully luna lol
(Idk I guess Please don’t respond to this thread I don’t want you to get any more hate I just think your views are valid
af and that you don’t deserve the shit you get. Would love to maybe end this nasty thread on a positive note… rooting for you!)
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Our calf threw a tantrum today.
As you might have imagined, fakeboitherottengirl hasn’t stopped pining for Luna’s attention. She’s featured every once in a while in Luna’s thread >>>/pt/895458
Luna is still grifting (or trying to). In one of her latest posts, she requested someone buy her a recovery chip >>>/pt/895517
. For those not aware, Luna hasn’t stopped getting spending money from both her parents. She frequently showcases her cheapcheapcheap purchases.
fakeboitherottengirl tells her to treat herself (picrel 01), this is reported on Luna’s thread >>>/pt/895559
and a discussion ensues; it starts here >>>/pt/895565
After asking for the sobriety chip, Luna tells us right after she got off inpatient, she told off a previous (?) SW client as he’s into “hurtcore” >>>/pt/895548
, nonas on Luna’s thread mention how Luna attracts really fucked people, like fakeboitherottengirl >>>/pt/895585
fakeboitherottengirl, of course, responds to Luna’s post with an even more fucked set of anecdotes >>>/pt/895609
Fuelled by her raging BPD, fakeboitherottengirl decides she’s going to respond to us >>>/pt/895615
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Since it’d be unfair to keep this only on Luna’s thread, here is her outburst for the archives, in chronological order.
Her thread didn’t catch on because she kept responding to any post with justifications. Instead of ignoring her, kindhearted and I’d say naïve nonas
kept believing she was self aware and willing to take criticism and change so it always felt like there was no “real” milk because there’s only so many “I kNoW i’M mEnTaLlY iLl!” posts you can can read.
She overshares so much. What is she trying to prove? To whom? And why does she keep accusing farmers (nebulously, as a whole) of committing "literal sex crimes"?
Also in her initial selfpost >"I'm literally just a retarded kid">Is an obese 30 year old
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Nonna, she's coming for you kek. She pretends to care about sex crimes, when we all know she thinks nothing is worse than fatphobia.
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>Says she thinks you’re still a kid at age 22
>Legally renting at 22
>Going to nightclubs at 22
At least try and keep the contradictions to separate posts instead of in the same few sentences kek.
>>1678611>diagnosed with ODD
Sure, Jan. For the squatting?>these moid encounters had significantly negative effects on my mental health>In the end it wasn't even the pedos that broke me, it was the male sadists requesting rape-snuff stories that eventually made me afraid of men
I thought fatphobia was the worst trauma you ever experienced and that rape is no big deal and that you don't remember everything which happened later anyway, because you were always on drugs?>I became convinced that all men were dangerous after knowing what these men had in their heads
I thought you went through CSA? Did you really have to talk to male sadists in your 20's to figure out that scrotes are bad fucking news?>but I thought I was bulletproof and that nothing shocking or upsetting could penetrate the wall Id built
You literally think fatphobia is worse than rape, where did you get the idea from that you're bulletproof? She'd call the cops over someone telling her to put the fork down, such oppression.
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Yeah and a 30 year old retarded woman screeching she's a kid at a rave or a club isn't pathetic? Oh and the actors were portraying minors who got infected with HIV you fucking lunatic, it has nothing to do with the definition of "kids" or anything you're talking about wtf.
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None of this is surprising she has defended a man publishing literal actual of a literal child before
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She says she has "POCD" and supports "NOMAPs", meanwhile she defends the publishing of CP, guess that means she is one of the offending ones by her own definition kek
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this is what is really unsettling about her for me. she should not be around children in any capacity. I don’t know how she has a job caring for children given what she posts on the internet. Actually fucking scary, even scarier to me than Ellen from Shat’s thread working with children.
She fucking WHAT?
Jesus this is the kind of shit you wish you could cowtip and show her employers. I absolutely know better tho don’t worry nonnas.
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This bitch likes all of fakeboi's posts. Potentially a cow.
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Here you go nonna
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>But being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good is very different from finding out that a postal worker in my area has violent rape fantasies about women on his routs and wants a fic where he breaks into all of their houses and rapes then murders them, including their facebook profiles in the request “for appearance reference” and specific details of how he fantasized about killing these real life women (that one I actually did report to a tip line because real women were being involved) or a man claiming to be a teacher asking for a story about making his female students submit to sex with him for protection during a mass shooting.
Not making herself sound any less like a pedo apologist. Why didn't she call the tipline for the teacher? Interesting.>I knew pedophiles were out there, I was literally an underage fetlife “star” pedophilia is an upsetting concept and a horrible crime but my skin had been thickened by my own experiences being groomed and preyed on by pedophiles all through my teens on fetlife>I wasn’t afraid of pedophiles, they wanted to hurt kids not me, but these sadistic men made me feel like I couldn’t tell who around me was dangerous
Kinda contradictory, kinda pedo apologist>For example, I have a very strong PTSD reaction to the cartoon Happy Tree Friends
But not to a Serbian Movie, or Lucifer Valentine movies, or literal CP from Sotos >>1678651
that is pure art to you. Ok then.>I can’t imagine talking about somebody‘s trauma with such callousness.
I thought you had ODD? Well, I can't imagine being a pedo and a pedo apologist>>1678692>>1678690
I sincerely doubt that since she thinks telling her to put the fork down is "body terrorism", meanwhile describes CSA as "being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good". Any sympathy goes out of the window anyway with her being an obvious pedo.
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compilation of some of her pedo posts
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>>1678737>I was an uwu late developer and very emotionally immature (just like I know pedos like teehee)
That part I highlighted extra made me barf in my mouth. It all just comes off so fucking bad. She’s just a fat autopedo getting off on LARPing this shit just like Soren did. What a disgusting person.
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This is the best response to fakeboi's brain dead tirades
Yeah, so much of her backstory is copy/paste from babby's first trauma fic. The real parts stand out because she speaks with such relish and detail. People point out how horrifying that is and then it's retreat to the Oh noes, it's because of my traumas uwu. Vile creature.
Just hoping the claims she works at a childcare are not true because fuck that.
“Distributing a sex worker’s paid content without their consent falls under revenge porn”
Fakeboi, plz stfu. Luna literally posts her disgusting nudes on REDDIT for scraps of scrote attention. None of us nonnies are paying for her no-effort-low-quality nudes that you can smell through the screen and posting it online. She posts that shit everywhere herself, so no she will not be able to throw any of us in “big boy prison” my god you are so fucking delusional, kek
this directly contradicts another post she made. >and "kids seek out sex and have sex drives" not realizing that the "sex drive" i had as a child was completely abnormal.
but then in this excerpt she says >i myself was a (late-developing, emotionally immature) minor at the time who was not yet sexually active or interested in sex.
which is it?
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Another contradiction, can’t be bothered to cap her essays but she’s really sperging out
> “She’s a gross person”
Gross is being kind and polite.> yeah that’s why my thread has been necro for over a year and ended with anons wishing me well
Does she honestly believe >>1458107
are speaking for the majority of anons on her thread? In a world in which you have defenders for the most deplorable and despicable things imaginable, I wouldn’t be so happy there are (maybe) two losers who think “you’re not that
Oh dear, Sarah is even more vile than I thought.
I think anon was highlighting how she seems to relish the fact that she was a sex object for pedophiles. She's straight up waxing poetic about her online grooming here. For anyone who doesn't know, autopedo means fetishised child abuse where you self-insert as the child. >>1678632>worshipping lucifer valentine and the torture fetish content he made under real world duress while claiming to be a radfem
This will never not be funny to me. She would sperg on and on about how she was his biggest fan, but when anons showed her easily-found proof of him being a self-admitted rapist criminal freak, she said she had no idea and doesn't like his movies anymore. Always with the stupid ass contradictions. I think her brain is totally fried from the drugs. Thank god she's so fat, ugly, crazy, and off putting, she is much less likely to charm a child enough to abuse one.
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>>1679097>She's straight up waxing poetic about her online grooming here. For anyone who doesn't know, autopedo means fetishised child abuse where you self-insert as the child.
Exactly and she excuses with "I was traumatized!", so was practically every other woman, which she admits. Yet the majority of us don't write poetic CSA fics, where they describe CSA as >being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good
Neither does the majority cope by making "hurtcore vent art" based on the gore movies she watched, when she admitted herself that she almost sees her trauma as a gentle experience, it's just the fatphobia which was soooo bad, which she mostly blames her mother for who had an eating disorder. Most women don't blame their mother over their fucked up father, uncle and literal whole ass rapists. Most women don't go around being a pedo apologist, defending the spread of CP, as a result of being traumatized. Most women don't show their little sister increasingly more fucked up, rapey and gorey movies, to desensitize her on purpose and make her fucked up like fakeboi herself, while bragging about how the only thing she's good at is childcare. She also has a strange obsession with Shirley Temple and said one of her fondest experiences was dancing on top of a bar while drinking a "Shirley Temple", that she lied about it to her mother and that it was the first lie she ever told. Yet she hates her mother more than her nazi pedo father, probably why she also defends scrotes like Lucifer Valentine. Absolute turbopickme, while pretending that if you don't buy her bullshit, you're exactly the same as a 19th century misogynist.>Maybe I’m making it all up because I’m hysterical from wandering womb syndrome. Literally 19th century bullshit.
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She thinks everything in this thread is a fanfic, well here is another collection of creepy shit.
>I have a memory of being forgotten by my very drunken father in a Fire Island pool hall (my uncle had a house there so wed visit in the summers) and in the bar all the men were trying to teach me how to do old dances like the Charleston and giving me the cherries out of their drinks and somebody got me a Shirley Temple and somebody else ran to the stand on the pier the pool hall was on to get me a hat they thought would be cute on me and I was doted over by this pack of gay men for like 3 hours until my dad realized hed left the house with me and combed places had been and finally found me in this gay bar connected to the pool hall and its one of my fondest earliest memories
>If I accept the abuse I put my sister through had long term trauma results
>I'm always going to try to emulate what my father called attractive while growing up
>Siri, how do I keep my alcoholic father from hitting on my friends?
>When I watched Pulp Fiction with my baby sister this weekend the rape scene came on […] "yeah this has gone on for five more thrusts than I thought it did"
>"Hey remember when I was 7 and you looped the q-tip scene from "Freddy's dead", while physically holding my head in place as I sobbed like literally Clockwork Orange until I could watch it calmly?" and I'm like "yeah but have you ever been teased for being squeamish?"
>Scrolling through legal documents to see if it's legal to show my sister "a Serbian film"
Want me to keep going?
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ah yes the classic "im not REALLY an edgelord pedo apologist who romanticizes my barely believable tales of csa! That's just my ~online persona~!"
I've never wanted to a-log more.
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I mean, if the Sotos stuff had just stayed at "I thought he wrote was good and we have other pedophile artists so I don't think we should ban all his stuff" that would be one thing, but it's the bending over backwards to find excuses for why this dude who distributed kiddy porn was totally not a pedophile. The defense of the toddler rape hentai as "vent art" alone would have been enough to get shitcanned if it got to her employers.
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Just capped from her tumblr.
>I’m protective because nobody protected me
Except of your sister, whom you forced to watch upsetting content at a young age? Spare me these diatribes in which you write long caping fanfiction about how your totes Mary Poppins around children. It just makes you seem even creepier and more sinister that this is your private life. Lock this bitch up in a psych ward smh
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No one is upset that you like the exorcist. She did this same spiel when another female horror fan got into it with her
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Lol, which is why you started spreading false info about one of the women who called you on that
Love the reductionist tactic of intentionally misinterpreting statements here and downplaying them to her audience. What an honest approach that definitely doesn't come off like you're hiding something.
Fakeboi, no one thinks or said you're unfit to care for children because you "like horror movies". As stated multiple times, we (or at least I) don't think you should be allowed within a daycare, school, etc. because you're a pedo enabler who spends your free time doing mind bending levels of mental gymnastics to justify your thoughts and actions bc "twauma". Idk if you knew this or not, but trauma isn't a blanket excuse to do whatever you want forever. I'm sure you've been on tumblr long enough to have seen the quote "trauma is not your fault, but it is your responsibility". If you're so "twaumatized", you should actually get help and actually put the effort in to be better, or admit that you don't feel like it and would rather relish in what you've experienced and continue to hold on to it and never actually recover bc it fits your tortured soul narrative and shut up. I realize I'm wasting my time typing this out bc you're just going to cherry pick and misinterpret what I've said so you can spreg out to your audience that the big bad "sex criminals" on lolcow are giving you the attention you so desperately want so you can get asspats for your brain dead followers, but if you didn't know we were right deep down you wouldn't feel the need to so vehemently defend yourself.
another reductionist thing she did is by claiming that she just showed intellectually stimulating movies or whatever to her little sister. Meanwhile she wanted to show a Serbian film and she sees it as her personal mission to desensitize everyone, because she thinks being squeamish is cringe. How can anyone trust her to not end up doing mental gymnastics that she has to desensitize the kids at the daycare "for their own good"? Just like she did to her little sister, which she holds up as an amazing example of her caretaker skills.>justify your thoughts and actions bc "twauma"
Even the whole "it's vent art"! thing. Other trauma survivors write maybe fics fantasizing about taking revenge, maybe paint or draw fucked up shit they would want to do to their rapist, write a song about killing rapists etc. She describes her CSA trauma as being no big deal to her (in comparison to fatphobia kek) and almost as "gentle", meanwhile she makes drawings and fics about HURTCORE. It's fucking disturbing and it's almost like she's jealous of CSA victims
who had it worse and they didn't even all end up as autopedos or pedo apologists like her. Then she has the gall to say everyone else but her just doesn't understand trauma responses.
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nta but you weren't kidding>Violent sex is no more immoral than boxing or MMA. If fighters can consent to a fight, I can consent to pain play.
Since when does she have a referee present to break things up the moment shit goes too far? Since when does she have an ambulance and first aid personnel stationed right outside of her home every time she does it? Even at smaller local (amateur) fights you're required to have those in place in many countries. Not like I actually care whether she gives herself even more brain damage than she already has. Just the hypocrisy.
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>>1679447>I miss being a minor when I could flash my tits real quick at older boys for cigs or men at the bus stop so theyd buy me vodka or other kids for their lunch money
Totally normal thing for a woman in her late 20's or early 30's to say, right? Not concerning at all.
She’s nearly 30 and still has no concept of basic facets of life like “actions have consequences” and “adults are responsible for their own actions.” She blames everything she does on trauma and acts like anybody who criticizes her just doesn’t know how trauma commonly manifests itself. I don’t know how she doesn’t understand at her age that there are more people in the world who have trauma than there are people who don’t, and MANY people who have experienced painful trauma realize that excusing every single harmful thing they’ve done with the trauma they’ve experienced is not an acceptable way to live. It is the mindset of a predator.
Not only that, but I don’t know how she doesn’t understand how dangerous a game she’s playing by oversharing so much on a blog attached to her face. Posting pictures of herself tweaking on the same blog that she writes about her job at a daycare. Sarah, YOU are responsible for what you post on the internet and all it would take is one concerned parent to find your blog and you could kiss your job goodbye.
Very very well said, nonna. Also>all it would take is one concerned parent and she could kiss her job goodbye.
Literally this. I’m extremely paranoid and will do as deep a background check as I can with regards to anyone involved in my kids’ lives. She better pray there are no moms like me in the community she serves. (I hope there are)
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Shes the epitome of pedophiles who just.. look like pedophiles
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Samefag and not new milk (from at least a day or two ago) but the way she has to go in and say all that shit in detail like
>rats eating babies blah blah gory disgusting details
And all of that, she’s retarded for thinking this is the way to make us believe she’s so uwu innocent bc of her trauma. She says she’s not like Soren but she clearly loves the details, or she wouldn’t type them into her idiotic sperg text walls. Try harder, fakeboi
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Didn't take me as long as I thought it would. Spoilered for her looking especially grimey
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I'm also not sure what the fuck "kinderwhore" means (and I don't want to be put on a watchlist for googling it) but found this pretty weird. To be fair, this was posted 3 years ago… which would have made her 26.
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New caps directly replying to the thread again. This sounds like the worst daycare ever or like she’s writing fanfic again. Feeling especially blessed to have a safe person who babysits when needed. 1/2
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2/2 she really is repulsive. Imagine sitting on tumblr word vomiting all day about these things. Tumblr is such a cesspool and always has been.
active heroin addicts shouldn't teach anyone when they can barely be responsible for themselves and their own behavior.
and weird fat bitches who like "kinderwhore" shit shouldn't be around children either, weird ass pedophile.
i don't know what kind of daycare would allow these freakshows to monitor their children but boy am i glad i don't have kids!
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imagine being one of her casual followers and opening tumblr to see 10 spergs in a row of her desperately trying to convince someone she's not a pedo with 0 context
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Don’t care to post the full cap bc she clearly loves the attention, but kek forever because isn’t she only like, 30? The self-aggrandizing she does in the midst of all the insanity is so funny to me.
>muh 20+ years of “”””stunning”””” references uwu
Keep larping, you crazy cow
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Kinderwhore is a fashion subculture popularised by the junkie pickme rockstar Courtney Love, who both Nicole Dollangager and Soren found inspiration in. You could argue the juvenile clothes (puffy sleeves, Peter Pan collars, knee socks, Mary Janes) paired with bold makeup, leather, and lingerie (not pictured in my shitty collage but Courtney was straight up half naked sometimes) is a weird mix of self infantilisation and hypersexuality. It would be a valid
argument where fakeboi and other members of the subculture are concerned. But even though I personally think it's ugly trashy as fuck, it's just clothes. Nothing as bad as what you would assume based solely on the name.
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Oh so she also told them about how she thinks about molesting and hurting children whenever she's around them? Maybe some people get worried they'll drop the baby when it's handed to them. However how common is POCD, how many people with POCD defend CP in their free time, how many of them actively look for CP material and are willing to pay for it under the guise of "collecting banned books"?
>I don’t think they’d be interested in “The mentally ill artist girl made art that made me uncomfortable in her own spare time under a pen name of a pen name”.
I think parents would be interested, since in your definition of "art", CP falls under it and you've made it your hill to die on to defend it.
>My adult persona in what is essentially a virtual diary, my existence as an artist, and my day job with children are 3 completely separate beings with very little overlap.
So you can turn your POCD on and off? Then it's not POCD and you're blatantly admitting you're a full blown pedophile.
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In case she claims again that "POCD" means Pure OCD and that she was totally talking about that. No, it means Pedophilia Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and she brought it up in a post defending "NOMAPs" >>1678737
(the ones she's defending aren't even non-offending, since she thinks CP is just art) and how she can relate to them because of her POCD. So obviously she did mean "pedophilia obsessive compulsive disorder". She definitely did want to purchase CP, since she's obsessed with Peter Sotos and doesn't merely "listen to Buyersmarket", she has posts saying she wants to buy physical copies of his books and is offering $70 for it, how it's the quintessential banned book and how she's upset that other banned books get more praise (maybe because they don't include photocopies of CP?).
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She went from>"I'm literally just a retarded kid"
to>“I did not expect to get this far, it’s weird being a grown-up I thought I’d die a kid”
She's been trying to bury the pedo sperging a bit, also again reblogged traumacore "I deserved it" shit and apparently wants to foster kids.>>1680127
Oh yeah she's really downplaying it hard.>No, my taste in media might not be MCU and The Conjuring and I might be a little bit of a stubborn libertarian about shit like censorship especially in a theoretical debate
As if there's nothing in between the MCU, The Conjuring and wanting to show your little sister the Newborn Porn scene in a Serbian Film and wanting to buy photocopies of CP. Either you're a boring normie or you're a grooming pedo in her mind. If she wants to go the libertarian route, is she also the type to constantly argue about how the age of consent is bullshit? If she meant it in the anarchist way; the average person would do much worse to a pedo than the police ever would, they even get separated in prison. Her husbando Peter Sotos would've been long dead without the protection of the police.
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You called it. Now she's really backpedalling
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Also, this post is older but her being blatantly disingenuous is only getting more telling. She's demonstrated on her blog, the same place where she openly admits to having POCD, that she's aware of what she actually has and reblogged this post expressing concern for people with it. Especially shitty of her that shes an auto pedo who thinks drawn cp/media containing fictional child abuse is totally fine and has actively sought out media knowing it contained cp. Two things this post claims people with POCD dont do. The post goes on and on about uwu twauma, which would be one thing if there was any genuine indication that she actually intends to work on her trauma instead of using it as a scapegoat for her every thought and action. While also downplaying it. While also romanticizing it. She's so full of shit. She knows what she is. I'm sure she'll see this, wildly misinterpret it, and call us sex criminals again like she isn't one lying in wait.
So one minute it's all about how the place she works is like a daycare for kids and degenerate junkies and no1curr but now it's all very reputable and above board. More convinced than ever she is just RPing about where she works. >>1680225
Fucking kek. Get wrecked, you pedo freak.
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Did some boredom stalking and found possibly the real reason she left the radfem community. She also appears on a list someone made of racists in the radfem community, though I'm not sure what the context is there
Not tinfoil, it's what happened. Her thread was inactive before she started sperging again.>>1681094>She also appears on a list someone made of racists in the radfem community, though I'm not sure what the context is there
Many people in those lists aren't even racist. They're made by pseudo sjws like menalez etc. who take things out of context for drama.
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she's back online and reblogged some sad attention seeking stuff.
It could be related to her defending her nazi neglectful abusive
father and woobifying him. She made a post explaining that she cannot accept the full gravity of what he is and has done, because then she would have to admit SHE also abused her little sister for years. She basically excused nazi scrotes by saying they are vulnerable, preyed upon and cannot help it. She also made a couple drawings with swastikas on them iirc
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She always calls her best friend her soulmate iirc. Imagine promoting the Onlyfans of your "soulmate". This is from last year.
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I also looked her up, some of her takes are truly braindead
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Still posting a lot traumacore and other "woe is me" shit today, nothing noteworthy. Now you have to scroll back for a bit to see any of her latest tangents though, which I'm sure is deliberate
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ok fakeboi. keep trying to justify publicly posting feeder porn of yourself and selfies with captions where you openly admit you’re off your face while working with children bc “muh capitalism bad.” like it or not, it’s not 2005 anymore. being mindful of your online footprint is more necessary right now than ever, and posting the shit that you post can carry consequences. It’s not smart to keep an “online diary.” just keep a written diary ffs. Why do you need other people need to hear every gross thought that goes through your brain?
You're right it's in >>1679195
and there are several mentions to him being a Nazi in her blog. I also found this in another post, which explains the "Manson girl by birthright" in her bio. I dont believe most of the shit she claims about her life but potentially being descendant from Manson isn't a brag. >>1681715
sure fakeboi, suggesting you keep your pedophilic thoughts to yourself on a blog where you've posted pics of your face and announced that you work with children is just like owning slaves
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forgot the pic im dumb
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It's also completely inaccurate. If anyone's interested in knowing, 32 year old Manson got out of jail in March 1967 (after doing 7 years for basically pimping and forgery) and within a month was recruiting a member of his cult. Two months after getting out he was fucking around with an 18 year old and a minor. totally sweet innocent hippie guy to fantasize about being related to
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Everything she's posted has rape themes and half have csa. (1/2)
I CANNOT LMFAO this is especially hilarious to me because of my giant JDM/Negan crush but EW I CANT STOP LAUGHING IN DISCOMFORT why the fuck…..
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Shes posted a lot again today, none of it particularly noteworthy. Though some of the things she reblogs seem slightly questionable in the context that she's a pedo.
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Well nonnas, it's 9am my time and I need a drink but I read a few chapters of fakeboi's first fan fic (last one in >>1681865
) and its…. almost not surprising for fakeboi given that we know she's a pedophile and probably has a torture fetish but it's still disturbing. It's about Carl being brutally tortured to the point of physical deformity and kept as a sex slave, until he's given to Negan, who then thinks of himself as Carl's "savior" for being nice to him despite continuing to sexually assault him? Fakeboi even includes that consent is dubious before we get this? (Spoilered for being disgusting though trust me there were way worse parts of this story) also, she tagged this as Carl being aged up but implies that he's at most 16-17. I'm not going to continue reading it as she keeps implying in comments that it will get worse. Makes sense that she argued to death that drawn cp is "vent art" given that I'm sure she'd try to justify her pedo torture smut as "vent art" too.
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Here's the dialog about it in case she back pedals. She put in the tags that he's 18, so I guess that makes it ok even though the timeline she gives still makes him a minor
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whatever you have to tell yourself to justify your pedophilic torture fetishes, fakeboi
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Nonna, I hate you kek. The writing is just straight up bad.
(Also same anon as >>1682194
, wanted to correct myself that the actual one I read some of was "I want to say I'm sorry")
So she didn't mind being raped >>1678677
until she needed an excuse to write torture porn. Shouldn't she be writing fanfic where her self insert character is getting bullied for being obese?
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Here is an example of actual trauma/vent art by Jane Orleman, which is different from just writing hurtcore pedo stories and just doodling stick figures while plastering swastikas all over it and writing hurtcore in big red letters (when fakeboi doesn't describe her CSA experiences like that at all, so it's obviously fetishizing) and photoshopping traumacore images. What Jane did is something encouraged by therapists and is a form of art therapy, what fakeboi is doing is just bullshit.
btw I also saw her reblog something from the losers club and it just hits different, knowing that she was reeeing about the children's groupsex part not being included in the IT movies, like who the fuck actually complains about that?
posts like this are so stupid. like yes we should protect kids as much as we can but this post is speaking like there aren't abusive
and neglectful parents out there. like a lot of parents don't even care if their child is hurt in real life not to mention online. these people just seem like they don't want to be at fault for their own actions. its up to more than just a childs parents to protect them. of course fakeboi would think its the parents fault that they send their children to a daycare where sickos like her work. not her fault for her pedo ass seeking out a job with children.
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So much for blocking us from your browser. Don't like the truth, Sarah?
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wow she made it less than 24 hours. sure your totally real therapist definitely said someone who has pedophilic thoughts should write sexual abuse Walking Dead fan fics to uwu cope >>1683071
am i nitpicking or is is this the opposite of what she said previously though >>1227902
? She admitted to copying Soren here
Devil's advocate, but maybe she meant 2 different stories>>1683240
Wasn't this dismissed as some Pinterest/Depop glitch?
such ableism, maybe shitposting is our art and how we're coping with our trauma, did she ever think of that? We all have approval from our therapists too. this is a joke, for the spergs among us
btw it's funny that she cares more about potential "slander" than literally her trying to buy CP photocopies for $70. Where is all that energy that she uses to fight for the freeze peach of pedo's? Nobody cares about the rights of the humble harmless farmer.
She only addresses what she finds easiest to misconstrue so she can look like the biggest victim
>>1683259>And I WAS used in the production of CSAM as a child, as unfortunately were/are many children, but like I said it wasn’t violent rape or baby-eating like soren describes, it was an adult i trusted (a family friend of my soulmate) gently and friendly instructing us in a way that felt educational and safe and Id already been through so much sexual abuse at that age that more than anything I remember being excited to show off what I already knew how to do rather than traumatized by the experience, which I didnt even remember until my 20s.
is this some weird personal bias thing why she thinks CP is okay, "art" and preventative material? She keeps phrasing it as if it was a positive experience to her almost, similar to>But being touched in a non-violent way by somebody who tells u they just want to show u how to feel good
very reminiscent of the writings coming from pedo associations and French philosophers. It's just fucking weird to keep bringing up how it was totally no big deal. While also using it as an excuse to write pedo fanfics, including commissions for pedo's in the past.>If anything, Soren wanted to be ME, not the other way around. Id never want to be somebody who was plagued with those kind of thoughts of children, POCD is one of the reasons I agreed to go on the medication that made me gain 100lbs in 3 months, because I wanted the intrusive thoughts to stop I didn’t make fanfic of them and obsess on them to the point that they became fantasy. I do envy some of their prose in certain posts/captions but ive since been told that a lot of them were plagiarized so no I don’t want to be Soren either.
but she did make fanfics about her thoughts, since they don't line up with how she describes her experiences. Like another nonna said, if the fatphobia was the worst, why not write about bullying or if you want to be edgy something like Feed Me?
This. She really enjoys being able to feel like she’s on a high horse, which coincidentally is why she cannot stop engaging with us in some form or another. It honestly makes me laugh that she thinks any of her bawwwwing is going to make us believe her or change our ebil boolying ways. Also I’m getting real sick of her >muh trauma art is valid
I don’t think she’s trying to frame it as positive, but clarifying that being used in CSAM wasn’t the worst thing that happens to her because it wasn’t a violent act. The way she words things is freaky though and she absolutely sounds like a pedophile. In case anyone is unaware, this is actually how a lot of CSAM is produced, especially these days over the internet. The pedo gains the child’s trust then instructs them to make CSAM, occasionally in exchange for gifts or gift cards. I can see a child not necessarily “feeling” traumatized after something like this. This was super common on Tumblr, too. Men would talk teenagers into taking sexually explicit photos/videos and numerous of those men went on to be arrested for producing CSAM.
She claims to have POCD but people with that tend to avoid being around children at all costs. She was obviously full of shit when she tried to backtrack and claim she meant Pure O an not POCD.
She says it wasn't a violent act, yet at the same time all her "vent art" is extremely violent. I can understand saying that a ACE wasn't the worst bit, but as an example how the adults around you failed you, or the system. I've heard things like that often enough, but instead saying fatphobia was the worst that happened to her sets alarm bells off for me.>This was super common on Tumblr, too. Men would talk teenagers into taking sexually explicit photos/videos and numerous of those men went on to be arrested for producing CSAM.
She said it was done irl though by an adult she trusted, that is a bit more direct than being groomed over the internet. It also baffles me that she can have CSAM produced of her and at the same time defend it as art and saying she remembers being excited to show off. Mentioning what you were thinking at the time isn't necessarily a problem, but at no point whenever she writes these things, she interjects with her now adult 20/20 hindsight opinion of it. Not even a slight hint of anger towards that family friend, pedo's or the spread of CP. Instead defending it and almost treating it like a necessary evil, because she has posted several times that she believes it prevents them from offending. Meanwhile when it comes to fatphobia and kids just being typical retarded kids, she acts like they were the absolute devil and as if they had almost worse intentions than the actual pedos who molested her. She keeps implying that all these fucked up adults totally had good intentions, were vulnerable and led astray somehow, but she doesn't lend the same empathy to kids.
AYRT and I totally agree. I know hers was done by someone close to her but was just comparing it to common tactics used to get children to produce their own CSAM. She very obviously empathizes with pedos and not victims
so I agree with everything you said. She makes me quite nervous because she seems to be in a mindset where she could easily justify abusing kids herself under the guise of “harm reduction” or some shit when she’d really just be creating more demand.
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Funny how poltards rant about Jewish pedos all day when his wife is one.
The thing is, fakeboi is such an unreliable narrator and perpetual victim that I think we're mostly going to have to draw our own conclusions on what her actual thoughts and experiences are. All of that changes instantly when she needs to defend herself against someone pointing out one of the many inconsistencies in the shit she says. If she needs to defend her csa fanfic, she endured the worst abuse imaginable that inspired Soren. If she needs to backpedal away from saying fatphobia is worse than rape, then her experience meant nothing guys it's fine, totally gentle and not a big deal at all. We've got multiple examples of this shit happening in real time. What never fails to amaze me is that she acts like everything posted here is fake or we physically went into her room and read her secret diary despite that everything posted here is in her own words, that she chose to post usually unprompted, in the context that she posted them. Hell, not that I'm accusing her but it wouldn't shock me if she actually had a somewhat normal childhood without any sort of csa and passes off other people's lived experiences as hers.
It's also interesting to me that she never stops to consider that the people criticizing her "art" are also csa survivors just because we're not announcing it every other sentence. I experienced csa. It wasn't some minor event that boosted my writing skillz and got me artsy tortured soul cool kid points, the abuse and the years of aftermath were horrible and the thought of someone romanticizing what I went through or any form of csa makes me want to a-log. I also highly, highly doubt that any legitimate therapist who gave half a shit about their job would encourage fakeboi to write, again, Walking. Dead. child. sex. slave. fanfiction. to cope with their feelings. I have to emphasis that bc of how fucking stupid and incredibly irresponsible it would be for a therapist to look at a pedo client creating violent pedo art and working with children and brush everything off as "it's ok, you're just so traumatized you can do no wrong and don't have to worry about doing any kind of self reflection uwu write your Walking Dead fanfics kween"
sorry to go on a tangent, I just hate pedophiles, or "pro-maps" or whatever she wants to call herself today
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she kind of operates on "if you're life sucks enough, that is justification."
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Wow. Wow wow wow. This absolutely putrid cunt is trying to justify one of the most disgusting perpetrators of a female child being abused in American history. I had to like, rub my eyes because I couldn’t believe it. I remember the first time I read about that case it made me physically sick. I cried my eyes out watching that movie An American Crime. Also to the nonna a few above who experienced real CSA my heart breaks for you. I hope you have been able to find some peace in your adult life and I wish pain and torment on your abuser(s).
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you still have to be an adult if you have bpd
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She's one of those people that treat true crime cases like a tv show, of course she has some hot takes
It's about us but not for us. As you say, she loves both the high horse and the gutter. She's putting on a pantomime for her tumblr friends paint herself as the ultimate victim
and excuse all her pedo rapefic. >>1683731
She literally can't help but broadcast who she is all constantly. She wants so badly for it to be socially acceptable to be this vile and sick so she can be at the vanguard of it.
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Shocking that she supports Gertrude Baniszewski, that horror story involved two of fakeboi's obsessions: prolonged torture of a child and vomiting. Spoiler for this screemshot containing exactly that.
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The tcc tag on her tumblr is pretty revealing. Which prison stay, fakeboi? The one he did for raping a man or the other one for pimping out minors? 0% chance this actually happened but it's an extremely cringe thing to claim.
I find this kind of behavior revolting. Being from the Midwest (and I'm sure not unlike others who grew up in locations impacted by serial killers) I know someone who was related to a gacy victim
, and knowing the kind of trauma something like that inflicts on a family I cannot imagine trying to brag about a tertiary relationship to a serial killer. Fakeboi is just as disgusting as the people she supposedly admonishes. It's so obvious that she just sees true crime cases as wank material.
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>>1683723>It's also interesting to me that she never stops to consider that the people criticizing her "art" are also csa survivors just because we're not announcing it every other sentence.
While in my mind, how nobody did anything even though I told on him, was almost more traumatic. I will never describe it as gentle or no big deal, no matter how it was done. It was the violation of a child and in a sense violent. There are just different degrees of violation. I get being an edgy bastard as a result, towards pedos and rapists, the actual perpetrators. There's a whole horror movie genre about taking revenge on rapists, I'm not saying she's not allowed to watch anything edgier than The Conjuring. Instead she's excusing all their actions, because they were uwu vulnerable adults and redirecting all that hatred and edginess towards children. Yeah therapists encourage art therapy or journaling, but writing the kind of weird dead child sex slave fanfics and her retarded "hurtcore" stick figures (picrel), dead vomiting babies and saying "good christian girls have rape fantasies" (probably referring to her "POCD") or literal self harm isn't what is meant with that. It's obvious she has an easier time empathizing with pedo's, rapists, abusers, than with children. She constantly infantilizes herself, also says she's a super vulnerable kid adult, add the POCD to that, how she abused her little sister for years and tried to literally show her A Serbian Film to desensitize her and she's a ticking time bomb with enough mental gymnastics already to excuse any offending she may or may not do in the future.>>1683950
It's possible she likes her BECAUSE of the prolonged torture and child vomiting. She didn't go through any of that, if you have to believe her own words, it's just something she gets off on, oh wait excuse me it's something she is "purely" obsessed with and it allows her therapist to understand her better.
LOL you’re so right tho; it’s hard to understand people who boast/invent stories about small degrees of separation between themselves and serial killers/other such monsters. It’s such a bizarre way to attention seek. I suppose consider the rotten source in this case tho. Also,>Kim stupid Gordon
Accurate and made me kek
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Was browsing her nasty true crime tag and stumbled across this. How can she not choke to death on the irony is beyond me kek
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Samefag because this made me want to a-log so fucking badly. Imagine being so fucked in the head you think this is funny or amusing in any way.
Can we PLEASE have her as our new cow I’m
so bored of everyone else on here and she seems milky >>1684160
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Ok now I know she’s trying to bait kek
AYRT and I agree. She keeps trying to excuse all of these gross, troubling things she talks about/enjoys because of MuhTrauma(TM) and it’s not adding up. I feel like this gross iceberg goes deep…I love how she wants to say we’re all horrible people because we don’t think her gross pedo “vent art” is valid
and that we don’t think someone who has all these thoughts (never mind the baby yeeting kek) should work with kids let alone be near them. Her Carl Panzram and Columbine shooter love posts also are disgusting.
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that's a weird thing to encourage an 11 year old to do
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samefag I think this is the same cousin she bragged about raising as part of her credentials as to why she's perfect to work at a daycare. She admits that the cousin has the exact same mental illnesses, also got into gore and even has been charged with possession of CP (will post pic in next post). She also ended up wanting to transition, not unlike fakeboi. I don't understand how she can't see how bad of an influence she is.
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it wasn't CP in the way fakeboi wants to procure it and is obsessed with it, more innocent than that probably, but it does give the impression that she really shouldn't be raising children
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oh and she also gaslit the kid's mother about it and told her not too worry, not much later the cousin started threatening suicide if she wasn't given top surgery. I included bonus "I'm totally not like Shane Dawson!" sperging
There is so much to unpack in this compilation wow. The way she just unabashedly drops in >cousin and cousins siblings were molested by their father because mother cheated
Throw this entire family in the garbage. Also >allowed child to live like a dog, eat out of actual dog bowl etc
Whoooooo the FUCK is going to let their child do this lmao
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samefag, seems like she brought up the zoosadism thing, because it's the one thing she's not into, in the sense of "I might be a pedo who collects CP and watches vomit porn and wants to expose minors to Newborn Porn, but animals, that goes too far!". However she did watch Cannibal Holocaust several times and goes through lots of zoosadism gore videos to try to find the kind of gore she likes. She also used to torture bugs, but idk whether that is normal or not, a lot of children do stupid shit. She does admit that she has the same POCD thing, but then for crushing animals too, so she also has zoosadist OCD?
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I don't buy that she didn't watch the uncut version of Cannibal Holocaust, but admittedly she did give it only 1 and a half stars rating. However she does put Salo, the movie with (real) nude minors who are made to eat (fake) shit and are (fake) raped and (fake) vomit all over the place, on the same level as "Get Out", "The Shining" and other more mainstream popular movies.
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and this just made me kek, who the fuck gives an Onision book three stars?
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KEK anonita I died at this. Who indeed. >>1684486
This. I find it laughable that she’s pretending to have any kind of line at all. I couldn’t even read a synopsis of Srpsky Film without retching and feeling tainted, I can’t imagine enjoying it enough to want to show others, let alone minors. Picrel is from that image comp and it stood out to me as sooooo fucking sus.
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this doesn't seem like a real ask that an actual farmer would send imo
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oh yeah it's all a part of self victimization and trying to get pity from her followers.
Speaking of that, she does the whole cluster B positivity thing, tries to excuse things as NPD, BPD or ASPD (which she sometimes tries to hide as ODD), keeps talking about how she's better than the rest and that she actually is in therapy and on meds. However I don't think I've seen many female cluster B fags worse than her. She's not one of the ones who needs positivity. Plus if she truly had so much empathy and no empathy issues, she would have trouble looking at gore (normal affective empathy would turn her off from that). How can she claim to have practically all cluster B disorders, autism and then still act like her empathy isn't affected in any way, besides the "uwu I feel empathy for objects" thing? There are cluster B women who are being too hard on themselves, but she is objectively an obese pro-pedo failure who abused her little sister, cousin and who knows who else and the way she's feeling about herself isn't a delusion or irrational. She also blatantly admits that whatever she claims to have gone through, she wants others to go through (blames it on NPD, but could explain the "POCD" too), which makes the forcibly desensitizing her little sister and trooning out her cousin even more disturbing.
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Every fucking post in this collage just screams ME ME ME ME IM SPECIAL. NPD indeed. The bottom post in picrel is also mega disturbing. This is TOTALLY someone who should be working with kids….Topkek at the >not everyone with NPD is an abuser IM SPECIAL & not like other narcs
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cognitive empathy is like a muscle she could train (if she had no 'tism), if she was serious about therapy and harm reduction, but the affective empathy is practically permanently not there and she probably has killed all remnants of it through desensitizing herself.
Thank you for the helpful chart, nonotchka ily. >probably killed what little she had by desensitizing herself
Yeah that sounds about right. What an ideal daycare employee!
Also how it’s right below Marquis de Sade. She clearly just LIVES for edge points. Imagine making it more than one page into an Onision book without being like, drunk with friends and reading aloud together for the hilarity (the only valid
reason for reading it at all)
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And here we are, picrel is the point of her self-asks. I can’t believe she really thinks we are this stupid.
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another totally real ask
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She's obsessed with Columbine shooters, Charles Manson and all sorts of scrote serial killers. She spergs about wanting to fix them, has lots of sympathy and empathy for them, has no problem making jokes at the expense of female victims even posts OJ Simpson Thanksgiving "carving white meat" memes. However, she seethes when radfems stan Jodi Arias
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Shes also created controversy in the tcc community. It's interesting but not surprising that she seems to piss off and be called out by every community she tries to involve herself in.
>>1685459>Never implied it was a joke >also posted that video killed the radio star meme.
What is the truth? Do you find murder of women and children amusing or do you not? I think we all know the answer. >>1685445
also kek at this nonna bc I agree. Like my god she is bottom of the barrel. Crackhouse Soren vibes.
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"She didn't molest MY son so she can't POSSIBLY be a pedo" is a great argument
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Uh oh she’s upset now guise!!!>I’m not the pedo, THEY ARE!!!! Sex criminals too!!! Bawwwww
You made your nasty bed, fakeboi. Enjoy wallowing in it.
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mobilefag so I can’t screenshot her entire run-on sentence of a post. I wonder why her sisters haven’t spoken to her in over a year?
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No one accused you of that but congrats on not sexually abusing your siblings I guess
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why do people think I'm a pedophile? They must just hate edgy fiction?
Fr though just look at the way she talks about it.
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Here you go, Nona.
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Funny thing is, this isn't the first or even second time she's been accused of being a pedo or map, as shown by this post from two years ago. Maybe people wouldn't think you're a map if you didn't openly announce that you're pro map and make long winded arguments defending cp like this >>1685675
Jesus this woman is way too old (and I mean any age over 16) to spend this much time defending some ancient fucking moid for distributing ~disturbing content~, it is such teenage edgelord behavior if is embarassing. Sharing this word vomit on Tumblr, for what audience? the farms and other pedophiles I guess. Credit to Luna I think even she would see this as retarded & extremely disgusting, and transparently a pedophile trying to justify their evil thoughts. Or just as retarded and gross; a person pretending
to be a pedophile to own some audience of normies living in her 30 year old brain.
This is legally considered a form of non-contact CSA to expose minors (even if they're teenagers) to explicit content. I watched A Serbian Film with friends once when we were 18 and trying to "be cool", and even the censored version I was shown had graphic sex scenes. And she wonders why she's being accused of being a pedophile? Just because you aren't attracted to minors doesn't mean you can't be inappropriate towards them.
I remember skimming her archive and she talked about how she printed out pages from Mai-Chan's Daily Life and showed them to her classmates, which is also a form of sexual harassment to show people a literal comic about torture and rape, and there's a graphic pedo scene in it that made me sick when I saw it on 4chan in highschool (I'm not going to describe it but IFYKY). Actually, I'm searching for that post on her blog, and she talked about that manga often. And wanted to buy a physical copy of it to collect.https://fakeboitherottengirl.tumblr.com/search/mai%20chan
What the fuck is wrong with this woman? It's one thing to like taboo fiction because of trauma, but she keeps getting drawn to the most graphic and pornographic (despite being radfem-leaning) content.
This bitch is fucking sick, I hope her and the mangaka rot in hell.
I want to unsee what I've seen with that manga.
Eye bleach is not enough for that one part.
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I forgot to attach the screenshot to the post. Her blog is searchable so I'm sure if anyone is bored enough they can find the post about showing this manga to classmates. It was around the time she got in a fight with one of the Stalinist radfems because she defended some hentai artist drawing stuff involving a baby, but she backpedaled when someone showed her the drawing because she thought it was "vent art".>>1685872
The thing about "preferring to date boys a year or two younger", when you're a minor a gap like that can be a big deal, unlike in adulthood. Like what age is she talking about where the boys slightly younger would rather hold hands than want to fuck like the guys her age? 10? I have a hard time believing this. Even if she's not a pedo she's still prone to boundary issues with them.
>>1685870>NPD if managed with therapy
People with NPD are notorious for not wanting to get therapy, which is why if you do try to get therapy, they don't know what to do really unlike with BPD. So she's talking out of her ass, there is no clear treatment plan. You're not doomed to be an abuser, but if you refuse to become more self aware and keep excusing your actions, continue to desensitize yourself (and others) by trying to look for real gore and other retarded shit, yeah you're more likely to be an abuser. If she really wasn't that bad and "not like the other narcs", then they wouldn't try to put her on such heavy meds in the first place. If she's actually seeing a therapist, I doubt she's honest enough to even see any progress.>>1685872
She's still literally describing pedophilia obsessive compulsive disorder. Which can be seen as a subtype of "pure" OCD, but it's not the most common type like she pretends it is. Also if she was actually super duper distressed by her thoughts, why does she defend pedos, defends the spread of CP based on muh freeze peach, try to get her hands on cp material, write weird child sex slave stories (including in the past commissions for pedos and rapists), encourage her minor cousin to make furry guro art for adults etc.? Those aren't the actions of someone who is actually disturbed by their thoughts and has avoidant behavior as a result. She's reinforcing it and actively seeking it out. Or is she claiming she needs to see CP as a form of "exposure therapy"? She also posts weird traumacore photo edits of herself as a toddler in a swimsuit and says it's fine because it's of herself, she really doesn't come across as paranoid about pedos as she describes herself.>"childcare is one of the few things I'm truly competent at">abuses her little sister, sister hasn't talked to her in over a year because of it>causes her little cousin to troon out, gaslights the mother about it, cousin threatens suicide, encourages her to make furry guro art for adults etc.>tries to show minors a Serbian film and keeps trying to look for the legal border, a la Onision
yes, very competent kek>>1685874>It was around the time she got in a fight with one of the Stalinist radfems because she defended some hentai artist drawing stuff involving a baby, but she backpedaled when someone showed her the drawing because she thought it was "vent art".
Then she got upset that they showed her, even though she was defending it making it her hill to die on while never having seen it and went on a crusade against Menalez afterwards kek.
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>”only MY trauma is valid so fuck normal ass English language lit, but disgusting so-called vent art that upsets other survivors? It’s ART.”
Basically her vibe.
I read a little about that Sotos guy’s JonBenet fixation and it was truly disturbing. Art my fucking ass. I absolutely shan’t be looking up that guro manga, don’t need nightmares.
No you’re right about that, and I agree with the point you made. I do think that it’s kind of sus to have done that though if she is such a victim
of rape and pedophilia; my main question then is why would she want to expose herself to the no doubt vile fantasies of people like that, even if she never followed through in making the requested stories? Like what kind of fuckin math is that lol shit doesn’t add up.
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You're right, this is weird. Especially when so much of her other "vent art" is like, stick figures being raped. There's a shit load of drawn "art" and scribbled diary pages under the "vent art" tag
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I wish I hadn’t looked, nonette. There’s no need to take children’s media and do this with it and then POST IT PUBLICLY. Keep it in your diary or people are going to have certain notions about you.
She also claimed that A Serbian Film is a "radical anti-porn film"… >>1192093
Even though it's extremely graphic, has on-screen violent misogyny/rape, a simulated pedo scene, and the director said it's commentary on political correctness.
She loves pulling a huge "death of the author" on her fucked up media fixations, since she did the same with that literal vomit porn series that named herself after and denied was porn until she was shown an interview about it. I'm sure Mai-Chan's Daily Life is actually a very radfem manga since it's about (hits crackpipe) the reality of misogyny and we're all too dumb to see.>>1685950>Then she got upset that they showed her, even though she was defending it making it her hill to die on while never having seen it and went on a crusade against Menalez afterwards kek.
Fakeboi: it's just art! Let people cope how they want! Censoring is bad!
Someone: maybe you should see what you're defending because this is a weird hill to die on?
Fakeboi: why are you showing a CSA SURVIVOR explicit artwork of a CHILD? I'M TRIGGERED
She'd get along great with Stwawbewwymilk if she wasn't a "TERF
" and he wasn't a TIM.
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she still posts pro TiM content?
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I thought that at first too, but then I checked the OP and also I doubt her stance has changed much from picrel
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This is a pretty normie opinion, although I don't understand why she orbits radblr when she has views like this and stans misogynistic torture porn. She's defended using "it" pronouns and labels like "demisexual", her recent reblogs is some weird rope bondage around someone's neck, she's just a typical libfem that grew up on 4chan and had a trans phase.
This take also seems like a cope because she claims to have been molested by a TIM, but still calls him female pronouns, despite having a stance that "I respect pronouns unless you're a predator"
But how do we tell the difference? Tell us how to tell the predators from the “good ones”, the true trans. How do they tell the real trans people from the exhibitionists and fetishists? How do we tell them apart from our true trans sister if the general wisdom is “if you say you’re a women, you’re a women”? Or are they the only ones who are allowed to say and get to make that call, in which case that’s tacit acceptance from them for those predators because that’s how it works right? If you don’t vehemently denounce the bad ones then you’re part of the problem, so until they start denouncing the nonces and rapists and going after them they’re complicit and signaling to everyone that they’re ok with those types of people hiding behind the name of trans.
So why should we give them the benefit of the doubt when our safety is at risk? They let in the predators, they sat and let them take over the movement, that’s on them and they should take responsibility for cleaning up their communities.
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Lmao! This is a reach even for her. But as usual, Sarah is the only person on earth who's ever experienced abuse and we're supposed to sympathize with her TrAuMa from reading classic literature in school, while simultaneously finding her cool & badass for exposing her classmates to literal rape porn. Sarah doesn't care that some of them are also abuse survivors who'd be traumatized by her stunt, because Sarah's TrAuMa is the only one that matters. Sarah's TrAuMA entitles her to stomp all over the boundaries of others while still seeing herself as the ultimate victim
. The mental gymnastics narcissists go through to empathize only with themselves sure are fascinating.
You said this so well nonna. Imagine being in that class if you had experienced anything legitimately traumatic relating to any of the subject matter. It would be horrifying and invalidating and you may even be badly triggered
by it. This is NOT someone who should be around children. She just proves that she has no regard for anyone else, just herself. But as she would say, >Wahhh not all narcs! Boohoo! Muh therapist!
Sage for newfag asking to be spoonfed, but is she always this vague when referring to her ~trauma? Because it just sounds like she retroactively decided she was "groomed" by ex boyfriends after they broke up, with her being much older than the CSA age range she writes about. To me it sounds like she had some awkward sexual experiences before she turned 18, but not long before? If her peers the same age as her were all sexually active?
Ive seen her vaguely allude to being molested as a young child, and that's why it killed her sex drive, but then why the fuck did she sign up to fetlife if she was actively avoiding sex?>>1678988>I was a virgin before meeting my current boyfriend because nothing else counted. Consensual experimentation was an extension of the abuse
Weird as fuck and gives off cringe Catholic purity ring vibes. She doesn't see a difference between the people who groomed her, and the people she consented with?
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Not a new post. Sometimes I wonder or hope that she's just trolling.
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samefag, yeah "fanfic"
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samefag it gets worse, she supposedly laughed multiple at a girl who got raped in college, including by her friend>She had a Ted Bundy locket and me and her were always in an edgy arms race so I particularly disliked her because she was small and cute AND liked gross stuff so I felt threatened (this was at the height of my ED)>A group of boys we were friends with shared a house. She was sleeping with one of them, then went to another, and kept drinking/doing drugs so eventually they were just passing her from room to room, unconscious at this point (but it was ‘fine’ because it was T and she was sleeping with all of them anyway). One boy threw her off himself onto another boy who was passed out and said “your turn”. She threw up, shit herself, and menstruated when she landed on his bed. They told us, and we all laughed.>At a rave, my friend slept with her behind the DJ booth. They were both on a lot of shit and when he finished she snapped into this psychosis and started crying and shoving at him and sobbed “fuck off you piece of shit, you’re not even my real dad!” so he got dressed and left her crying behind the booth.
He told us, and we all laughed.>None of that shit was funny.
I'm sorry, but how can you be THAT retarded in college? This was around the same time I assume she was being so "based" and "scamming" pedo's.>>1687318
yeah she also keeps calling that instance "gentle" and "just wanting to make you feel good", who the fuck says that about a chomo?
There is a saying "so open minded that your brain falls out"
>>1687320>I wish I knew then what I knew now
What, that you have to pretend to empathize with people in order to not look like some sort of sociopathic freak? >I wish I'd known rape wasn't just somebody holding you down
So she needed to be able to define this as rape (whatever qualifies as rape in her fucked up mind) in order to identify that shit was fucked? Jesus, you couldn't pay or torture me to admit any of this.>>1687322
She just knows that she wasn't "supposed" to laugh now and wants to be absolved. I feel bad for the girl she posted this about too, I'd be so angry if I knew this bitch was crying on tumblr about feeling bad for laughing at my trauma for asspats and "catharsis". Struggling not to a-log tbh.
Was this around when Menalez and the Stalinst radfem (forgot her name lol) were getting on her for defending the hentai baby art, and when someone showed it to her for context on what she was defending, she had a triggered
meltdown about it? Honestly, even if that drawing was "nonsexual venting", "vent art" isn't above criticism. If someone's venting over their trauma looks identical to a pedo's fap fantasy (see: the TIM that talks like a baby and draws boys pissing "to cope") then you need to take a hard look at yourself and the message you're putting out to the public.>>1687332
As much as I support creative freedom and don't like censorship, people who actively defend the worst shit imaginable like pedo art always put a bad taste in my mouth. It's like being pro-free speech but exclusively defending QAnon believer's right to post propaganda on the internet.
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This'll always make me kek, how she tries so hard in her writing to come across as "muh educated" but then proceeds to overshare details about her family that makes them come across as dumb white trash.
I think she wants
her drawings to look as if a child drew them. It's just another layer on her autopedo fantasy.
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She has a degree in creative writing and there are other lengthy posts whining that it's everyone else's fault that she can't do anything with it (this post is from 2020). Not to mention that her writing is mediocre at best. As other anons said, you can have a degree and still be a useless idiot.
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I'm having trouble believing she's not sending these to herself.
I'm not reading all this. Fakeboi, nut up and post here yourself you massive loser. >>1687512
I'm surprised to hear this, not because of any preconceived notions about the cow herself, but because I took it upon myself to read the first two chapters of little heck and would not have assumed so based on her prose. Reads as very derivative of other pseudo-casual in your face shock narratives meant to convince that the author is worldly and deep. Look at me, look at me! I know words like puke and fractured! I don't normally judge hobby writers too hard but she's so far up her own ass to the point where she'll defend her own pedo tendencies and pretend her shit doesn't stink and is even high art when in fact she's slogging through the gutter the same as any other freak posting their underage rape fics on ao3.
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If this is actually some retard from here (or a KF refugee I wouldn’t doubt) FUCKING STOP. That being said tho, it just reeks of self post yet again…
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Seems like she’s going through this thread again. Maybe you’re the one who needs to find something to do on Halloween fakeboi.
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Kek. Keep writing run-on-paragraphs fatty. Admitting one of your relatives let her autistic daughter be called "sparkles the puppy", eat from a dog bowl, and wear a collar only for said daughter to troon out IS trashy.
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more sperging she did today. she can’t stop verbally digging herself a deeper hole
I'm insulted, I've never interacted with a cow in my life. The last thing I'd want to do is risk exposing my actual social media account to someone from here.>>1690434>I never tried to come across as educated
Lol. You don't have to be educated or sophisticated to be a good writer, you just have to have something worth saying. Unhinged ramblings about sad baby dolls throwing up blood or whatever is not it. There are plenty of compelling trauma narratives out there, little heck was not one of them, neither are the ao3 fics about the walking dead kid getting raped. White trash are always the first to admit they're white trash too kek.
Funny how she phrased it with the slashes, because 18 and 15 can be illegal, right? Honestly wouldn't give a shit if this was an isolated thing, but in combination with >writing for pedos>defending pedos, because she said she relates to them via her pedophilia ocd>trying to purchase cp>ao3 fics about child sex slaves>desensitizing her 10 year younger little sister with extreme movies>continuously looking up the legal border a la Onision when it comes to showing disturbing material to minors (mostly girls)>working at a daycare>encouraging her cousin to draw furry guro art on commission and running a gore blog since she was 11(?)
it is just another one for the pile
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She desperately wants the attention but she's also realised how fucked up she looks (because she is) That's why she keeps sending herself asks and pretending it is us. Like 'tripcode' kek. She thinks she's blending in with chan-speak and missed the mark.
Might be worth saving up caps and dumping them later instead of giving her the back and forth she craves. Let her spin her wheels a bit and see how desperate she gets.
Forgot to sage, please forgive my autism.
Ah, I guess this was a response to me when I asked what she meant by dating younger guys as a minor. Like I said before, 1-2 (or even 3) years of an age difference is a non-issue if you're 20+, but when I was in school guys who dated girls (and vice versa) who were grade below were treated as creeps for a reason.>>1690740
Where I live, the legal age is 17. 16+17 or 17+18 is legally fine, but 15+17 or 18 is statutory rape, yeah. I was creeped on by older teens at that age when I was 15/16. I'm not calling her a pedo for this, but it kind of shows how immature she is.
This. Her posts are like reading what teenager finds edgy, cool, and insightful not some 20-something-year-old neet who supposedly works at some rinky dink daycare where tuna babies are left on stairs to become future addict neets.>>1690810
I take a lot of what she says with a brick of salt, she could be some white trash lying BPD-chan that's secretly jealous of CSA survivors or she works in some shitty daycare where she sees abused kids on the daily, and steals their stories for pity points on tumblr while simultaneously jerking off to them.
I can only imagine a single person getting this defensive over such a loser. Put a trip on.
It's very abusing how this heifer tries to frame herself as an enlightened radfem when she's a run of the mill porn sick straight liberal woman who spent too much time on /b/ scrolling through gore threads to get picked by the weirdos in school. Her writing and posts reek of "mentally/intellectually stopped developing 15 years ago" and honestly so many of her stories sound almost fake, and she shares them in a way that makes me feel like she's looking to offend 'normies' and signal to the degenerates because she never learned how to genuinely interact with people. What a boring cow. Dime a dozen BPD chan that grew up with too much internet access and edge.
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aww kek, you struck a nerve. Guess she can't handle not being deemed tortured and uwu special. You're exactly right though. The only thing that seperates fakeboi from your garden variety edgelord is her sticking up for pedos.
Can't properly screenshot on mobile but what a weird cope. We've mainly criticized the ao3 shit she's posted, which was far more recent than 15 years ago, but also she's extremely fixated on that point in her life. Most people who start writing at that age and continue on (especially if they've wasted money on a creative writing degree) try to actually improve their skills and polish up their old work. Fakeboi seems to wear it as a badge of honor that she wrote cringe shock content in high school and doesn't see a need to improve anything much less her actual writing abilities or really create anything with substance beyond "guys please pay attention to me please look GORE and STICK FIGURE RAPE i am so DARK and TWISTED guys isnt that cool please guys tell me im cool". Beyond pathetic for that to be one of the greatest achievements of a woman pushing 30.
The funniest thing about her response is that she clearly thinks I was referring to her "creative" fiction when in all honesty, I was referring to her blog posts. Those aren't from when you were 15, Sarah.
I don't care about your work being "tagged not to trigger
uwu", I'm not a sex obsessed liberal who thinks porn sickness is all fun and good as long as you only display it to almost everyone instead of everyone. Sorry you never developed passed 15 but as someone who also endured years of childhood trauma I have to say: you will wake up one day and realize you're the only one holding yourself back from growing up. Do you really want to wake up at 46, and this be your life? Responding to a gossip board, still maintaining a fascination in hurt core style content and trying to balance the cognitive dissonance of calling it feminist so you don't have to ever face how complicit you are in your own suffering? You just want to be a victim
forever. This cringe BPD shit stops being cute after your 20s, girl. Grow the fuck up.
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Lmao. Specifically with this whispering one thing while someone whispers another. I've seen her do that quite a bit, I get being trusting and all, but at lot of the stuff she got involved in after "hearing about it from someone" was shit that went down on the internet and mostly people just got annoyed with her for not doing the work to independently verify shit or even ask for proof before getting involved or making statements
"They were toxic
and there was infighting" you mean you spent hours passionately defending drawn cp and as a result, people thought you were a pedophile? Weird, can't imagine why that would start infighting
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After rushing to Tuna's defense, fakeboi is now reblogging and responding to posts from the ana tumblr user who commented on Tuna's larp
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no 1 cares, fakeboi, your ed larp is worse than Tuna's
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Lmao post pics of yourself when you were younger fakeboi, prove to all us toxic
radfems you weren't always a cow and that these stories aren't just bullshit you spew from your ass.
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Then stop checking your and Tuna's threads, or actually block the site like you claimed you did awhile ago.
She's on another multi paragraph break down if anyone wants to screencap. I'm on mobile and suck at combining screenshots.
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Am also on mobile but…lmao she can post all her stupid vent art and dumb hot takes that could be triggering but she can’t post one little picture of herself thinner than 300lbs or whatever. I’m bored of her tbh. Narcs are all the same at the end of the day.
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Wow, what a story mark.
This is apparently her as an underweight anachan, I'm assuming this is the pic she was telling us to look for kek. >>1189523
You've gotta be working hard to be a tweaker and still have all that blubber.
Also I love how she has been defending her Adderall (ab)use when she was literally a tweaker. Bitch what
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Esp considering that Lucinda isn't even a 'real' cow, but a victim
of ED and schizophrenia…fakeboi would be so jealous.
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There is a picture of her skinny somewhere on her blog.
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Sadly, i have discovered something worse
Again not to sound anachan but I’m also tall and that’s not thin. She looks like she is a healthy/normal weight here. When a tall person is underweight even a little there is a lot of bone visible right away. Sage for semi bone rattling I guess kek>>1694285
This bothers me for a few reasons: I feel uncomfortable looking at pictures of her as a child knowing she claims to have been abused at such a young age, and because as I’ve said upthread it is very odd to me that a survivor of CSA would willingly post pictures of themselves so little online knowing full well what pedos will do even with the most innocent photo of a kid.
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probably because they can tell you'll abuse it
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I also found a pic of her boyfriend if anyone was curious
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Here's her encouraging other people to make edgy edits of a childhood photo of her and her dad
KEK I thought the same thing tho >>1695073
This is so disturbing because of her tags. You are correct she wants people to fetishize her as a child victim
specifically it is ultra gross. Also isn’t she supposedly inpatient rn? Any updates on that?
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I think she goes in tomorrow. She shaved her head in preparation though. (1/2)
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Looks like she did go into the psych ward, and was sure to spam post multiple memes and a selfie first. Really shows that she's taking this seriously and wants to improve…
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The grime under those nails tho.
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While the farms were down, fakeboi ended up not going to inpatient and is instead posting pictures of coloring books and more writing.
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Older but it wasn't posted
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One anon speculated that, no one acted like it was confirmed. They're into weird enough shit as it is if you search her tmi tag.
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From the Luna thread. Fakeboi is desperate.
Is anybody surprised? Literally anybody? >>1697244
She sends these to herself.
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so disgustingly selfish and gross.
"he raped and murdered a woman but he didnt make me run an extra lap in PE so i just feel so conflicted!"
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Close the tab
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This bitch is so far up Luna's ass that I'm surprised she can breathe. Luna doesn't give a shit about you. She doesn't care about anyone but herself. Depending on the day of the week, she might care about Lurch or Peter but they have something to offer her. Fakeboi doesn't. Luna is not a "nice girl", she's a person who expects everyone else to take care of her while putting in zero effort herself. There's a reason why she's "hidden homeless".>>1701229
Glad she's finally admitted it kek