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No. 967636
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>>929121Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly
abusive husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness– which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.
She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past year, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.
Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a
victim who fled from a terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an
abusive husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She is now living back at home with her parents and has a job and a car, but continues all her usual crazy and continues putting all her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers.
She has tried to start up her Youtube channel again, but doesn’t seem to have any consistent plans despite claiming otherwise.
Other characters (because the “Ryans” can get confusing)
>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019. >Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfriend’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.>Ryan 5: Clay. Ex-boyfriend who broke up with her because she was negative. Tried to lure him back by being negative on her instagram stories. >Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedestal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Is now living with them, but doesn’t admit to it.Last thread:
>Broke up with ClayRyan. Immediately went on her instagram stories to cry about it>Decides to take a sexy lingerie photoshoot. Photoshoot isn’t very sexy>Heather tried to allude to Adam hacking her despite having no proof of this>Trying to get people to pay her for her mediocre photography. Maybe she’ll finally donate to the women’s shelter? >Back on YouTube for the 1474939th time>Thirsted hard for HarleyquinnRyan. Turns out he has a girlfriend>Chase is a possible new Ryan candidate>Still ranting on her stories and deleting them shortly after>Still no plans to move out of her mother’s house>Still desperate for a spoopy boyfriendInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/heather_explores No. 967778
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>>967636>>967655I second that, I’d lost count so appreciate it.
In other news, did anyone catch Hagther revealing her true angry self at her microwave earlier?
Whilst trying to cook a - microwave meal - her food apparently caught fire and the microwave started smoking. Kek.
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>>967636Hello and welcome to self obsession 101.
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>>967778She got way too angry at the meal when it was her fault for being too dumb to realise that instructions don't mean anything since different microwaves have different wattage.
>>967782She's still commenting on grimryan's instagram so I wonder if she actually friendzoned chase or if she's using him as a back-up. He doesn't look like her type but heather will go for any guy that gives her attention.
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>>967843Chase looks way different in his IG profile pic than he does from his fb pics. He's probably not really her type, but he's a spoopy photographer boy who showers her with attention, so she'll definitely at least string him along for the benefits. He's already been shouting her out.
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She would never lose interest in a hobby
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>>967877Yeah I found his other accounts and he looks completely different than his instagram picture.
He seems like a wannabe fake deep artist so he'd make a good match with heather. Here's one of his poems:
https://powerpoetry.org/poet/Chase%20Gagnon1/poems And heather is already dropping hints about wanting a photographer boyfriend
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Why is she acting like its some sort of impressive feat to get lots of likes on tinder?
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>>968000She goes on to say…
No. 968095
>>967997And most people on tinder are there to get laid so I doubt they want to out effort into their first date.
>>968000She's posted a version of that answer in all of her recent q and a's. I'm starting to wonder if she sends these questions herself to brag about how she's not like other girls. Either way, having 14,000 likes and no date isn't something good. It's incredible how much she lacks of self-awareness. She doesn't even consider once that her lack of dates is due to her awful personality.
>>968047She pays for them. One time she was complaining about how she's paying money but she still couldn't find anyone.
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These are tough times. Consider donating money to a women's shelter.
She's definitely using Chase to teach her because she's too lazy to learn on her own.
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Ugh…
No. 968233
>>968230No Heather. Your bullshit caught up with you. You left Adam for another guy, and that didn't work out
Not that leaving Adam was a bad decision, because he's no prize either and you two were clearly miserable together. But let's not rewrite history here.
No. 968262
>>968230Does she ever shut the fuck up? She has no idea what ‘gaslighting’ is, first of all, so she needs to stop using that term to try and play the
victim. And why does she keep pretending she was trapped in that apartment? She’s the one who didn’t want to leave her cushy responsibility free life. She had keys. She was allowed to come and go as she pleased. That was evident in the fact that she went ghost hunting and hung out with friends. Not to mention I’m certain it wasn’t Adam who took her to her tinder dates to cheat. So to say she was trapped is absolutely disgusting and disrespectful to anyone who was in an actual
abusive situation. Just because she was too lazy to get a job or learn how to drive does not mean she was being held hostage, or held back in any way. She didn’t WANT to do anything. How does she convince herself of any of this bullshit? How delusional do you have to be?
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>>968230I drew a pic of heather. Her nose reminds me of a muppet.
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>>969086Actually,
>>968780 said what we were all thinking. Then got a ban slapped on because fanart, sooo…
Surprisingly Heather seems to actually be concentrating on content. No rants. No whinging about what she wants to do. Bad news for us.
No. 969209
>>969092i dont get the "fanart" ban. every other thread has anons who make art of the cows, and often it's used for the thread pic.
>>968617 made me laugh
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>>969312I’m not sold on ChaseRyan ever making it out if the friend zone…
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>>969343Although…
The comments on this were hopeful
No. 969369
>>969343We know Hagther lurks here. She might be trying to keep it on the downlow.
Fortunately, she has the impulse controll of a hyperactive ferret. So things will unfold one way or the other soon enough. Heather can't keep quiet about her "boys" and she can't keep her friends. The milk will come.
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>>969348She hasn't thirsted on any of grim's photos either.
However, she's still complain about being alone.
No. 969993
>>969949I'm wondering… surely Hagther has mentioned her "haters" to this guy by now. So he knows there is a lot of milk on her on the internet. She mivht even have brought up lolcow specifically, since we know she lurks here.
So is Chase physically incapable of using google for some reason, or gullible enough to buy all of Heather's bullshit
I don't make it a point to google everyone I meet. But if somebody mentioned that a large part of the internet has a vendetta against them through no fault of their own, I'd have a look…
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>>970055And they were posted only a few minutes apart and the writing style is very similar.
Anyway, looks like chase is the new Ryan.
No. 970306
>>970281She said she’s still setting up the store site.
I don’t know, it doesn’t seem right that she’s commercializing the memorials and actual images of deceased people. Maybe the cemetery markers are one thing but surely the actual images of individuals should be off limits. Like have some respect for them and their families.
No. 970373
>>970306>>970361this. sorry for blogpost but i also take a lot of photos in cemeteries and i would never dream of using a grave with an actual picture of the deceased on it, unless they were my own family member. it's just so obviously disrespectful.
also i noticed her photos say they were taken at an impossible time - for example the one of the woman says it was 2020-05-01 at 21:49:40. 9:49pm? in PA? it was pitch black. how was she taking these pictures?
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>>967636You could try putting the antenna down?
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It begins…
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Not so subtle are we?
No. 970676
>>970373I feel like it's generally poor graveyard etiquette to be prancing around, sitting on markers, rubbing random headstones and acting like an obnoxious tourist as she gerself has shown that she does too. Absolutely doesn't surprise me that she'd post the woman's picture on her public site given how she treats graves like her personal props.
Also, you are absolutely right about the time being off on the photos too. There's one of two headstones that are marked at 8:43pm, but the sky is bright and sunny. I'm assuming she just never set her camera up properly. Very professional.
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Speak for yourself, fuck face.
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>>9713242/2
And gtfo with that ‘my abuser’ shit. Jesus wept.
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Heather.. you do not write poetry. You didn’t even seem to take an interest in it until a few months ago to impress your ex. Don’t pretend like you know
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>>971324>>971325She has already deleted both of these stories. If she puts them up why doesn't she leave them up and own it? The moment someone in here posts and responds to it she removes it.
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She Decorated "her studio" lol. Bitch, you should have a picture of your mom up there and not yourself.
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>>971909This bitch. I noticed this in the previous thread >> 929121. You’re welcome.
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Surprised she hasn’t posted all over insta about this. Unless it’s just to deter assholes on Facebook. Or, maybe she’s finally started to learn and is keeping her life private? For her sake I hope so
No. 972339
>>972324I wonder how long she’ll be able to maintain an actually private, private life.
As
>>972329 days, RIP buddy. Lol.
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Looks like chase is the new victim this was posted yesterday
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Barf…
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Uh oh, that didn't last longl
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>>974229Aw fuck was lurking this hard like ten mins ago, thought that it was odd that she’s become more reticent to ChaseRyan’s recent comments. Then decided I was just wishful thinking.
She’s already deleted that story though?
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>>974243Tinfoil but guessing Hagther was angling for a visit from/to ChaseRyan or vice versa and they had an argument. lol. This girl and her online bf acting like they are in their teens.
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>>974300They’ve already unfollowed each other. Lol.
No. 974489
>>974350Oh no Heather you got rid of your spooky photographer boy of your dreams so quickly. Now who will compliment your stupid photos anymore?!
She couldn’t even keep him longer than a month. Just cuz a boy likes the same shit as you doesn’t make him compatible with you. Moron.
No. 974501
>>974499There’s no way she’ll be able to keep this contained to her private life. The count down is on to her next public passive-aggressive rant. I can’t wait.
Tinfoil on what happened, anyone?
No. 974963
>>974779No. She was just rambling about her photos while editing them, moaning about being alone, wanting a boyfriend and how daing sucks, and asking if anyone wanted to hang out over the weekend.
The usual.
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The grave marker is literally just a prop for her shitty photography. Everything about her screams thoughtless and superficial.
Imagine driving to a graveyard - where an actual body lives - armed with bleach to clean up a headstone that doesn’t even belong to you. Gtfo.
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She needs to seriously STFU about not being able to get a date. We're in a pandemic, Heather… No one wants to go be around random people. Maybe it would help if she didn't whine, and throw a hissy fit, when a Ryan doesn't fall into her lap, in 5 seconds. JFC, give it time maybe?? Learn to be alone, and not smother people! Plus, as we all know, if everyone is done w your shit, maybe take a look and yourself? And, she also wants a very specific type of boy. Guess spooky ametuer photographer, whoops, I mean over-editor boys, are in short supply in her area of PA. I know she use to live close to Pittsburgh, is she still somewhat close? I'm sure there's desperate spooky boys in the city.
No. 975419
>>975391She reminds me of the pretty blonde girl who has a thread on here somewhere and is always looking for a "mummy" and now a daddy, #foreveralone
They get plenty of offers but the crazy/needy/self deprecating personality always gets rid of them
No. 975444
>>975325She absolutely should not be cleaning the graves with any sort of cleaning supplies. Bitch is going to erode and deface graves just for the aesthetic.
Not to mention how easy it should be to edit something that simple out. It's a pale streak, Heather, nothing complicated.
>>975391>>975419Heather isn't outright ugly and can pull decent enough looking guys if she wasn't obviously crazy. It definitely seems she can hook them at first, but her erratic behavior and obsessive neediness always ends up chasing them away within a few weeks to a month or so. You'd think she'd have enough self awareness to realize it's an endless cycle for her and try to resolve it, but she just blames it on the boys and her "bad reputation" and keeps on it. It's crazy to think she's in her 30s when she behaves like this.
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No. 975494
>>975487I absolutely have money on this
>>975476.
Tinfoil but that’s totally it. I’m sure of it.
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Heather Explains is explaining.
>says she has been to hell and back and rebuilt her life all on her own
>she recognises bad influences and cuts them out
>must love herself the most, has a big heart but has to care about herself first
Sorry but she broke up with ClayRyan like a month or two ago. Then the void. Enter ChaseRyan. All good for like a week. Then catastrophe. Jesus fuck, what an intense thing for an unsuspecting Ryan to go through. It’s been what, a couple of weeks? Girl is a maniac.
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>>> “and why is Heather depr she’s? Oh it couldn’t be because I was in love with someone and they decided to ghost me”
>>> “goodbye to you. Goodbye to that person who meant so much to me”
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>>> “I don’t allow myself to get attached to anyone anymore. Because everyone leaves. I only get attached to my art.”
No. 975596
>>975444Makes you wonder how much of a fluke is heather's personality to chase off (hah) every ryan she encountered.
There were plenty of uglier cows here that have longer lasting relationship than her
No. 975623
>>975458>>975480>>975502>>975572She's been online dating this dude for what, a week or two now? Is she really that hard pressed that he wouldn't make a 10hr drive one way to her during a pandemic? Bitch is insane. I don't blame the poor guy for blowing her off.
I wonder who is her next target. Back to obsessing over the married 20yo from Seattle?
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" i have this rule that I don't stay down about this stuff"
Bitch you made a whole long rant video yesterday about chase, then you delete of course, and today you're still obsessing over someone you never met in person.
And she wonders why she can't keep a guy?
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She had a panic attack…and of course, deleted her 2nd rant video from earlier today lol oye Heather…
No. 975829
>>975819So do goths. That hasn't stopped her. If anything, it will appeal to her need to play the
victim. "They hate me for being a witch" sounds a lot better than " they hate me becausr I am a covert narcissist who drives away everyone who gets to know me."
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so much for “not wasting my time,” huh Heather?
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>>976403>The accident was crazy, I am so glad I got out because I didn’t want to wait there. No shits given about anyone caught up in ‘crazy accident’. Nice on Hagther.
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This perfectly sums up Hagther’s take on what a relationship is.
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She posted this “thirst trap” yesterday.
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And now this.
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Is this the new dude?
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>>967636Lol she’s such a fuckwit. Found her favourite ever grave which “speaks to her” and doesn’t realise the clasped hands is a stock image that literally hundreds of Victorian graves had.
She does this with everything - Heather Explains becomes an expert on something in two seconds flat but really has zero knowledge.
Providing the lols.
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trouble in paradise already?
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>>978298But with who?
ChaseRyan or GraveyardRyan?
So subtle Heather…cap 1/2 “let’s be friends”
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>>978945In case you missed it, text top right
Here’s 2/2, the “here’s what you’re missing” photo. lol.
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No. 979483
>>979394Nice anon. I salute you.
>>979453She’s such a yawn.
>>979464Hold my beer…while absolutely nothing changes.
No. 979549
>>979453She's such an idiot.
What happened to
>>977671 ? Did they break up or did they just go on a date and heather made it seem like they were in a relationship?
No. 979597
>>979549Oh god. Wouldn't it be funny if he didn't even know her, and was just some stranger who happened to also be at the cemetery?
Do we add him to the Tally of Ryans or not?
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here we go, photoshoot round 2 coming soon
No. 979780
>>979597There was a new guy
>>977671 but i just find it strange how she had a new guy less than a week after she broke up with chase and that she wasn't showing off the new guy like she usually does. Either she was talking to him while talking to chase or they went out on a date and her warped ideas of relationships made her think they were together now.
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>>979657You mean this god awful thing?
Paired with the winemom basque, I can’t wait to see this…
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>>979788Tell me about it. But hey, “things are about to get really damn good.”
Okay.
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Heather Explains…again.
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Aaaand she’s back! Lurking hard I think, as she is saying the same old, now blaming “taking time off” on “internet hate”.
The big news is, she’s allergic to something “in the air”…how long is it going be be until she declares Rona.
No. 980427
>>980425Samefag, sorry, meant to add she’s in super negative mode (I hear you, ClayRyan), saying she’s unhappy with everything she’s done on her website, she has all these ideas, but now she’s ill… “on her day off” eye roll “I’ve got loads of shit to do…on my day off” another eye roll.
Poor baby.
No. 981098
>>980871Oh for sure, the way she edits with colors is pretty barf, but yeah, you don't get better sticking to the same easy shit either. You have to experiment, and I agree, taking in content from others is important too.
You can tell she's never watched a proper photography course or video series or anything, even free stuff is great if you know where to look. It's even so easy to learn with YouTube or something, but she doesn't bother.
I see so many self-taught photographers that produce loads of interesting and great results, improving more quickly too, through experimentation and research. Both are important.
Seeing the same locations, edited the same way every time, with the same props… extreme yawn competition.
No. 981158
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>>980871Regarding composition, did you see the story a couple of weeks ago where she’s editing a tree, but can’t work out how to change the crop parameters (or something like that)? She tries to work it out for about ten seconds, then her hand is forced by her own ignorance so she’s like “oh yeah okay well that will do. I mean I kind of like that anyway.”
I
No. 981402
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Damn, getting thicc…wonder why?
No. 981538
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Just spotted this little exchange on the Warhol grave pic (also, not pictured here, “why are are soup tins on his grave” made me snort).
So, yes, I tried to scroll through previous days of the Warhol grave cam so we could see Hagther in candid action, but couldn’t find anything.
No. 981932
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>>981780Momzilla strikes again
No. 981968
>>981750To be fair, it wasn't Heather who didn't know why there were soup cans, but I doubt heather knows anything on Andy Warhol than generic stuff.
>>981932why does she have a ventriloquist doll chin?
>>981963For an artist, she's really uncreative. Her photography is just like her - trying too hard to be dark and different but still manages to be bland and uninteresting.
If she wants to make a career out of, photography like she claims, then she needs to get out of her comfort zone. No one will spend money on the same, boring, over-processed, black and white photos of graveyards and abandoned buildings.
No. 982002
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So on brand for her to quote herself in her captions
No. 982103
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>>982002“…and under here we have this massive print of the picture of meeee So this is a 16x20 of ME at my favourite mausoleum, it’s my most favourite picture of myself, I want to hang it in a nice frame above my bed…okay so I am going to open this now, I wanted to do it with you guys, I already know I’m going to love it and…oh my god…oh. My. God. WOW! This is breathtaking.”
Kek. I love this cow. Never change, Hagther.
No. 983287
>>983235They are clearly all about her love life/experience (to her). And if they are not even about love, she’ll take her own meaning from it, which will be relatable to her love life.
She’s an absolute narcissist.
No. 983311
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>>967636>I need to start this morning with a rant>I’m an old soul and I need love>sick of fuckboys sperg #6273849She did a story update. So basically she hasn’t been ill at all, just got pumped and dump by some other spoopy boi. Fuckin kek.
No. 983405
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>>983372Rose West managed to snag herself a man though…
She strikes me more as a Diane Downs type, doing horrible dumb shit to please some fling…
No. 983423
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>>983405>managed to snag herself a man though Kek
The photo I always think of when Heather is Explaining.
Can see the Diane Downs too.
No. 983443
>>983423Yup. The eyes and the nose. I see it.
Wonder if the new "fuckboy" was the neckbearded spectre seen in
>>977957 No. 983459
>>983443Yeah I reckon so.
I also think something went down with ChaseRyan.
No. 983605
>>983357And tinder is known for hookups so I don't know how she's surprised people on there only want to fuck her, especially considering she has nothing else to offer. I remember she was on some other dating site that wasn't used as much for sex but she doesn't mention it anymore, probably because she can only get dates when she offers sex as a return.
>>983377Because she actually believes that will happen. She has the mentality of a young teen. Look at the stereotypes about teenage relationships and they match exactly heather's "relationships".
No. 983636
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Wonder if Hagther will give a damn.
No. 983733
>>983636Of course she won’t; she’s just performing right now. We all know she doesn’t give a crap about police brutality, BLM, social justice, etc.
She’s a sheep; she’ll follow the trend just to save face. Nowhere in her history has she ever shown any interest in anything other than herself.
No. 983779
>>983636killstar has had prior scandals, including stealing from small artists like her, but it never stopped her from giving them her pay check. She'll probably be hush about it until it blows over and then she'll be back to positing her weekly killstar haul. It's not like she cares about anything but herself. She wouldn't even donate to a women's shelter despite claiming she's an abuse
victim and that she got very close to needing their service.
No. 983793
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Would have been great if she had donated that money to one of the many organizations collecting for George Floyd, protester defense fund, etc; like the ones she posted about yesterday.
But no, she needed to stroke her fragile ego instead.
No. 983818
>>983812Heather wasn't the one who posted about the verbal abuse, the anon just posted a screenshot of someone who said that killstar was verbally
abusive and then anon asked if heather would continue to support them. Killstar has a history of being shitty and so far heather still supports them.
No. 983824
>>983812I am the Anon who posted that screenshot. And like
>>983818 said, Heather didn't post that
It was just on a twitter thread discussing killstar being dicks. The twitter screenshot was posted on the altcows forum.
No. 983831
>>983793Can this bitch not even breathe without buying herself a little something? I fucking hate those lazy fucktard people who always roll out this kind of sentiment, cause you can bet they neither need it nor ‘deserve’ it.
“Ooh and I thought why not spoil myself” no, you literally have spoilt yourself.
Anyway, she just treated herself to giant pictures of herself to frame and display over her bed.
No. 983980
>>983831>>983837Just imagine being one of her random tinder dates. She invites you out for a fun stroll through her favorite graveyard. Conversation consists of her blabbering on about haters and how badly she wants to take you to some abandoned place. She brings you back to her mom's place, lights some candles and puts on Taylor Swift. Above her bed you see a big picture of her, in her finest killstar, posing against someone's grave, smiling down at you.
I can't for the life of me imagine why these guys won't stick around.
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>>984022cant display pictures with friends when you don't have any
No. 984123
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Says…
>realises that with everything going on in the world right now she doesn’t want to make all her videos about her
>goes on to make her video all about her by saying she wants to share her story to inspire others, if she can overcome, if she can have the life she wants, so can they
>does her hair
>picks out some clothes
So inspired you guys.
No. 984126
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>talks about how she has to edit 3 videos
>instead keeps posting stories of her hair
>hair looking very thin
>new video is about her photography and her shilling her prints
>says she doesn't want it to be all about herself because of everything going on in the world right now
>probably will make everything going on about her self and her inspirational abuse story
No. 984152
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>>984126She’s gone full crazy eye finger wagging Karen in the last few stories. I love it.
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>>984154Lol she made the “promise me one thing” speech from her stories an IG post. No sense of irony. Vapid. Humourless. Love it.
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No. 984446
>>984154I, I, I, me, my…. shut the fuck up! OMG!
I'm lonely! I can't get my fucking vitamins open! I need to go on an adventure (to the same fucking places I've been before).
I, I, I, me, my.
Has there ever been anymore more in love with herself?
No. 984483
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>>984453For my Crazy Eye Crew.
No. 984568
>>984548Haha, that I would like to see.
I imagine her mom to be piss weak and hiding from Hagther most of the time.
No. 984613
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>>984607B-but, you aren’t inspired and motivated by this? Black people aren’t inspired and motivated by this? I just don’t understand.
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>>967636Kek at her latest ‘bando’ adventure being someone’s unfinished house. What a joke.
The very apex of 20+ years urban exploration. Nice one Hev.
No. 984694
>>984692I don’t actually know, just going off the fact that most urbex people try to really push it and get photos inside asylums, churches, factories etc, trespassing being part of the allure and edge points.
She’s creeping around a semi built house with clear entry points, maybe it’s abandoned, but defo trespass still. The point is that it’s just so half hearted…like everything she does. Instead of pushing it, it’s just like “oh this’ll do”. Coupled with the fact she can’t stop posting selfies with motivational shitquotes that she obviously thinks are written exclusively for her, she is, as we already know, a self-absorbed faker.
No. 985033
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21:12 into the new video
"this is where this is no longer about ME" kek
No. 985534
>>985033Wonderfull work Anon!
Heather, you're not supposed to try and date the flying monkeys…
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>>985542FWIW anon she seemed to be poking fun at herself. Maybe because she lurked here and saw us saying exactly what you were saying, here
>>984694.
Her latest IG story is yet more Heather Explains train of thought about wanting to make a come back, but maybe she doesn’t want to, but no she absolutely does want to.
It’s like the penny is dropping that making videos containing more content than her just blabbing about plushies actually takes a lot of work and is too hard for her to do.
Constantly making apologies for not being good at memorising history and facts when she wants to put out vids that rest on giving facts and history…well, learn how to do it then, Heather!
Take some time to actually be good at what you do and stop updating the world every two seconds about what you need to do. Or, is that impossible, because all you really want to do is get attention without putting any of the required hard work in?
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>>985676But in the meantime baby girl has gone shopping…to Hot Topic. Lol.
She’s deleted her stories about that, but has just shared her anxiety about going to a new town in her car, driving 40 mins, then congratulating herself getting to her destination. Big achievement.
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>>985772>gonna drive to union town to buy antiques as I have no social life and need new friends (referring to her tintypes etc) >need summer clothes so will stop by hot topic (at 30+ years old)>scared of driving cause last time got stuck in a jam>yay I made it>describes shopping trip as an ‘adventure’>buys an antique moustache cup (describes the engraving as ‘carving’ which is quite fitting with her clunky moomin-like gracelessness)>bought dresses from Rue21, black teenage tat that you know will fall apart after one wash>looks like a pudding in the dress>goes on to say the duster is unflattering for her figure but 40% off so bought it>went live because loneliness >live fucked up and hasn’t saved so can’t share it again >does an Oscar style speech thanking her supporters for being there Upshot: She’s lonely as hell, spending money on crap and piling on the heft.
No. 986119
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Big news. Heather needs to get new glasses, which will be “quite the expense”.
>must also buy contacts for modelling
No. 986143
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Stories update as of 11 mins ago…
>having a weird mental health day
>you guys know I don’t hold back with sharing my feelings
>had a bad dream about past trauma
>dreamt I was trapped in my old life and I was asking why, why can’t I go
>posted about it on FB
>person commented that the dreams are happening because she visits cemeteries and is messing with the spirits, now they are trying to hurt her
>“I don’t believe that’s the case. It’s the living that haunt me.”
Eye roll
>says she’s done a lot of healing through the paranormal, photography and visiting these places
>says she has good experiences with the spirit world
>goes on to say she only been attacked three times
>but it was cool because it validates her beliefs
>spirit word reaches out to her to communicate very rarely has hurt her but she has been attacked a few times
>tries to push through and make her life better every day
>but can’t erase the memories of real life things that have hurt her
>these people continue to haunt her (in her dreams) but she continues to fight for her independence and happiness “despite it all”
Despite it all? Dis bitch. Kek.
No. 986181
>>986171That’s it. That’s what the terrible contrast is…trying to be soft and spooky cute with those cold, dead shark, Rose West bead eyes.
The end result is frightening.
No. 986234
>>986171This will be her tenth attempt at trying contacts; and she can never get through a week with them on without bitching about how uncomfortable they are.
As with everything Heather can’t commit.
No. 987178
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What's her obsession with finding love? I've never seen adults be so obsessed with love unless they had rampant mental issues. Her one week flings wouldn't even be considered love my most people's standards. But at least we'll have more milk for this thread soon.
No. 987559
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>>967636Midnight coffee sperg from Karen is immaculate.
Same old but, again, with feeling.
>ready to come back>my ex ruined my life>rebuilt my life from ashes>motherfuckers, you’ll see what I can do Peak Hagther.
No. 987954
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>>98795010:10:
"a lot of guys needs are very simple
and my needs are not simple
and I'm not a simple person
and I need someone that's as complex as I am"
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No. 987977
>>987950Oh God that Nero
trigger dude in the comments is such a sad loser. I saw this live stream he was trying so hard to get her attention
kek. Calling her wifey, asking her to check his DMs that she never checks and asked her to hang out multiple times. " I'm not scared of ghosts anymore…". Heather you mind as well date him if he can overlook your crazy ass.
No. 988083
>>987954>>987965Lol anon/s.
The thing Hagther doesn’t understand, and will probably never understand, isn’t that people aren’t “incapable” of loving her back, it’s just that they don’t actually want to, because she’s a fucking intense chore drudge with no chill.
How on earth does this cow think she is any more complicated than anyone else?
I called it right about ChaseRyan then. They had some kind of loose arrangement to maybe meet up on their coincidental days off, then he flaked.
So she sends him a flurry of “omg where are you are you dead I’m crying OMG CHASE” messages. To which he thinks “fuck this” and hits block.
Lucky escape.
No. 988107
>>988083Reminds me of how she had a mental breakdown over Ryan z wanting sex only when he had told her that he only wanted to have sex and she agreed to it.
She expects people to love her as soon as they agree to go on a date with her. It's like when she went on one or two graveyard dates with this dude after chase ghosted her and then acted all heartbroken about. why is she expecting guys she's known for less than a week to love her. she cant seem to understand that the issue isnt that she has high expectations and needs, its that they are completely unrealistic to anyone who isnt batshit insane like her. whatever is wrong with her mentally is the problem but shed rather blame everyone and everything else than fixing herself.
No. 988111
>>987950World: we really need to discuss police reform and maybe reconsider the police as an institution…
Heather: The cop who showed up at my work was super hot!
>I won't be able to forgive the people who mistreated me on youtube…I think we'll live…
>All of the guys I was talking to are ghosting me…All of them? How many men have you scared off in the last 24 hours?
No. 988136
>>988107Yes anon. Totally this.
>>988111Yes other anon. Totally this also.
I’ve noticed that she’s totally deaf to any criticism whatsoever. The people who criticised her on YouTube were probably quite right to. She was a content provider. Stopped providing. Had a meltdown. They’re not there for her, they were there for the content. But she still harbours this seething, unforgiving rage. And all the
abuse bullshit…it’s not like she just got bored of her non spoopy oaf of a husband and cheated, is it…oh.
No. 988165
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"I make a dollar a day off Youtube
I used to make like 5200 a day
now I make a dollar a day"
-Heather Explains
No. 988184
>>988161Haha yes she does. Good call.
>>988165A
chef’s kiss to you, dear anon.
Yes please for next thread image.
No. 988201
>>988165Anon, you beautiful bastard!
>>988184Seconded. Next thread pic for sure.
No. 989227
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New Ryan?
No. 989245
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>>989227she tagged him a few days ago. Could be a contender.
No. 989288
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so shes found a new victim
shes live now
No. 989906
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No. 990023
>>989970She’s never fully addressed the drama she had with the gaming community; or the bjd community; nor the lolita community; why would she address the toy community stuff?
She’s so scared to even show a toy in her videos because she knows it’ll bring everything up again.
No. 990075
>>989461You’re not wrong.
I may do what
>>989970 has done, and go back to the beginning for some nostalgia.
No. 991387
>>991370Being more active on youtube won't help her get actual real-life friends because as soon as they meet her off camera and see her true personality & dumb behaviour, most will run a mile. Instead of doing selfies of herself in underwear she needs to grow up and rectify her s
* attitude.
No. 991519
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>>991371I’m calling it - OF account before the year is out. Pitched as “tasteful” and “artistic”.
No. 991690
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Kind of looks like each eye is looking in two different directions.
No. 991691
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>>991690And the courtship begins!
No. 991699
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>>991691Excellent. Now we wait.
No. 991813
>>991691Ah, the game is on!
Apparently his type is "mom begrudgingly volunteering at kindergarden fieldtrip."
No. 991907
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Guess who just bought some new lingerie and is considering doing a photo shoot tonight?
No. 992035
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No. 992920
>>992892Ah, you beat me to it, anon.
Gaslighting…
>never get a job>never be able to driveAdam was a douche and for sure there was a bit of gaslighting going on, but bet you he said these things because she was/is a lazy, codependent, ditzy airhead.
She takes zero responsibility for any shit things she’s done and also can not learn from any criticism at all.
Now she’s milking the fuck out of being abused. Get real Hagther.
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She’s re-sharing her old confessionals…excellent.
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An influencer?
No. 993719
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Heather Explains….her trauma; dealing with it, overcoming it, and being ready to “move in” from it.
No. 996365
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>blames haters for her being too lazy to upload on youtube
>doesn't care about haters but posts a 10 story long rant
>doesn't have anything against people who dress colourful but proceeds to describe it with things like immature
>collecting toys was expensive and hoarding but buying 50 pairs of the same killstar boots is okay
>adam was abusive and didn't let her go out, drive and she had no money of her own, despite being able to go out to cheat on him and never looking for a job
>talks about how her family rejected her wearing dark clothes in her teens, even though they have no problem with it now and let her live with them rent free
>poor heather has been prosecuted by evil people all her life, almost like she's the problem
No. 996398
>>996365So she contends that Adam didn’t let her have her own money, but wasnt she making a few hundred dollars off of YouTube? And also her random clothes sales?
I mean if you’re going to lie Heather at least have the lies match up with the other ones you’ve spewed.
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>>996365Is she growing a wart on her nose? Really going all in on that witchy aesthetic.
No. 996508
>>996365Thanks anon, I totally missed this earlier, apart from one clip she accidentally left up. Saw the follow on story bullshit, where she mentions the rant, then says the same “want to come back to YT but scared of
toxic people” bullshit.
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>>996538>>996538Whilst blissfully ignorant that this is exactly what she’s describing… the tragic costume of a spoopy 30 something. The bag is just the worst.
No. 996695
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Apparently she spent an hour sitting in her car having a panic attack over a vlog she tried to do but couldn’t complete because of the haters and how toxic YouTube is.
Fast forward a few hours and lonand behold she finished a video for YouTube.
So what is it, Heather? Is YouTube a toxic place or not? I swear she posts these long winded rants as a way to save face for her viewers in case the video doesn’t do well. She knows her content is shit, but as long as she has the haters to use as an excuse she’ll never admit that the reason she doesn’t get views is because the content is crap.
No. 997370
>>996925She just cannot dress herself.
She complained that pastel clothes were immature and then admitted she shopped for kids clothing.
The funny thing is that she thinks her current clothes are chic.
No. 998571
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>>967636Hagther is still giving me a good laugh, despite drama drought.
The disabled chicken that she’s trilling at, whilst walking it around the garden in the contraption her mother has rigged up sent me. Also illustrates her passive aggressive faux cutesy aesthetic to a tee. Trilling and cooing, then flatly states
>yeah don’t know how long it will live tbhor something like that.
>goes to look at her “bug friend” before work and knocks down all her Victorian ghoul photos kek
>announces she’s going back on a plant based diet and can’t wait to be thriving again Even with less drama Hag still so deluded and hilarious. She’s still my favourite cow.
No. 998572
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>>998571Whoops accidental spoiler
No. 998832
>>998690Already in her stories she is complaining about how uncomfortable she is while wearing them, it's disorienting and she can't see, and she accidentally cut someone in line at the grocery store because she couldn't see (not sure how that happens? sounds like a weird quirky lie)
This whiny ass bitch doesn't need to be adding needless difficult things to her life like contacts. She already finds so much to complain about in the easiest things. Contacts are a pain but you get used to them quickly… Why do I have a feeling she's gonna use this as a constant quick draw complaint from now on.
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>>998690I love that she has the price tag prominently-yet-not on display. Kek.
No. 998864
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What I love about Heather is she claims to be a “visual creative” yet she can’t figure out how to make a display of 2D objects on shelves without sticking everything to the frame of it.
No. 998902
>>998858finally left behind my
abusive contacts, can’t wait to start living for ME
No. 998970
>>998864lmao every time she posts her stupid Ikea shelf I just want to shake her and scream, "for the love of god just buy some frames!!!"
they're practically free at thrift stores if you replace what's inside, and you can find wonky sizes easily. learn how to mat things with paper so you don't have to worry about sizing much at all. you can even take some of the little feathers and nature bits and make some dioramas. it would be a huge improvement and only an afternoon or two of work and very little cost, but she's so goddamn lazy she would obviously rather spend the money on more sameface photos to haphazardly pile in there.
she wants to call herself a photographer and collector but she's so painfully amateur and makes no moves to improve, she doesn't even see how unprofessional she comes off.
No. 999156
>>999111>Lauren: I am going to be a TRUE VIKING and meekly obey my big strong husband and have all of his white babies!
>Old Norse scholars: Hey, remember how in the Saga's Gudrun got pissed off at her husband for killing her brothers? So she murdered their children, fed them to him, and then burned his fucking house down? And was celebrated for it?I'd feel sorry for her for drinking the mead-flavoured kool-aid. But she clearly knows what she's doing is wrong. Otherwise she wouldn't be so sneaky about it. If she really was a helpless
victim she wouldn't cover up what she's doing.
No. 999308
>>999254Her lack of passion in her displays makes it obvious it's all just another reason to shop and hoard. It's so strange because it seems like another primary goal of hers is to show off, you'd think these would conflict in her head and displaying them properly would be natural.
Thinking back, her toy collection was always very lazily arranged too. It all just looked plopped in there and didn't fill the space efficiently and it drove me nuts. Girl needs to learn to use shelves properly.
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Big news in Hag Town, she’s been to the hair salon for the first time in 6 months.
Before…
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>>999695…After.
Thoughts?
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>>999749>>999769 Yeah. Had her roots done. But the colour is so off. She’s been doing teasers all evening, before and after, getting ready, so we can have the pleasure of this big reveal.
>hey, remember me, fuckboys? Those who cheated on me, those who wasted my time, those who ghosted me for no good reason? This is me now, and it’s just gonna keep on getting better. I hope you’re enjoying the taste of regret! No. 999913
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>>999792She’s lurking hard.
Has deleted that story and shared a new one explaining wtf her new hair looks so
shit different.
Her profoundly considered plan is basically to go for a gentler colour plus highlights, and grow out the bleach. It’s still going to look
shit different.
For those of you,
>>998970 and
>>999308, like me, who love her utterly talentless shelf arrangements, despite being a ‘visual creative’, she’s got a new video coming out about her ‘curiosity shelf’. Can’t wait.
She’s also wearing these twat spectacles.
No. 999923
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I hope she didn't spend a lot of money on this because it literally looks the same.
No. 1000338
>>1000312In the last thread someone posted pictures of her with brown hair and she looked way more youthful and pretty. The white hair doesn't even fit the witchy dark goth aesthetic.
>>999920They look a little lighter but they're still not blended in and when her roots grow more they will not even blend with her current roots because they're different colours.
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>>1000282So conceited. This caption just says it all really. What the fuck is she even thinking?
No. 1000358
>>1000312Not gonna lie, I quite liked the pink. She looked cheerful and youthful.
This harsh white looks the actual worst. Especially when she’s running through the list of all the chores she has to do before she can go snore herself to sleep - basically just make dinner and wash. My favourite whinge of hers.
No. 1000601
>>1000409She stopped collecting toys NOT because of the toy community but because she was going around chasing different fuck boys and a guy wouldn't go out with her if they knew she collected toys. Her mind was focused on spending money on killstar at the time so toys weren't an issue.
Deep down, she definitely doesn't want to let go of the toys, but, she also didn't pay for those toys either. Hubby bought those toys for her at the thrift store or on ebay.
She was going hard on trying to be jade the libra. The blonde ugly ass hair, the stupid hat, everything "black" there are other youtube goths that do wear black but also collect toys too.
Heather has been doing good so far in the sense of not spilling her every movement in life which good for her! She's progressing with something. But the hair…she wasted money big time on that. Looks no different. She could of done that bullshit herself and spent less money on the garbage that lady did.
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>>1000409>>1000601She maintains she was bullied out of the community.
Still lurkin’ here.
No. 1000737
>>1000706People weren't bulling her about toys. There was ONE comment on her video about why her toys were in a bag. Also, she needs to keep in mind that not everyone who comments or who watched her videos were 1. Mature adult collectors, there were a lot of kids watching her videos. And 2. This is going to sound wrong but I'm going to say it as politely as I can. You have a lot of special needs people who watch these toy videos. Not everyone has the right mental state.
Either you keep the toys or you don't. Don't blame the community. No one is putting a gun to your head. If you like them, keep them. Not fuckin hard. Be a big girl and make your decisions.
No. 1001005
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>>967636Big weepy story on IG.
Same old stuff including
>was trapped in a terrible life>managed to escape by working my ass off>people said I was crazy but was being my true self Turns on the tears. Works really hard to get one particular tear to roll sadly down her cheek. Makes the most of it when it does.
Does a bit of an Oscars speech to all her fans and supporters. Tells a tale of how this coworker followers her on IG and is so pleased to see Heather’s brilliant, inspiring work.
All in all quite pathetic.
No. 1001101
>>1001005I think we all know at least one woman who has left a (genuinely) controlling and unhealthy relationship.. and you don't see them get stuck in time like this, constantly referencing it like no time has passed at all. While also claiming to be a totally different person now, which is it?
Actual beaten women move on with more dignity than this, but it's like groundhog day with heather. A bad thing happened years ago? Watch me cry like the pain is fresh and raw! And not even with my loved ones or in front of a therapist but for the benefit of strangers on the internet. Rinse and repeat.
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>>967636Sperg incoming…
1/3
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>>> “And I hope that my ex boyfriends who creep on my Instagram story, I hope that they see me and regret the fact that they lost me.”
No. 1002512
>>1002505Even the dumbest guy being drawn in by her trashy cleavage shots and her desperation (that screams easy sex to them) is bound to see the many layers of crazy going on there and choose to be done with her. Big difference between losing something and throwing it away. Every short lived 'relationship' since the orig ryan has been a guy wanting easy sex and quickly realising she's nowhere near hot enough to make up for all the crazy.
She loves to rewrite events like this in her head though. Whatever helps her cope!
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Rambling stories for a few hours ago. A brief recap:
- she’s realized that she is enough for live right now, but the “divine timing” isn’t right and that instead of trying to control everything and putting energy to find/attract her spoopy boy through dating apps she needs to relinquish that to the “divine power” that looks over and sets her path into motion.
- all her bad past relationships have not been the right one, but they have prepared her for the right one that will come along.
- said she needs to get out of the house for a while otherwise depression will kick in. Also saysbshe should be going to her storage unit to organize things to resell (when haven’t we heard that before?).
- instead of doing that she goes to the cemetery (the same one she always goes to) and tries to take pictures of a deer and crow.
- next she tries to take pictures of the full moon and goes on a long ass ramble about how better she feels about reconnecting with Wicca.
- says she doesn’t get why people spend their time in front of a screen when there’s sonkcuh more tondonout there like teocnmectingbwith nature. Not very self aware given that this is the girl who practically lives in front of a camera and airs out all of her mess for the world to consume.
- working in video content because she’s going to come back to YouTube.
No. 1002530
>>1002515So Hagther is a wiccan now! Haha. Called it! Looks like she skipped maiden and mother, and headed straight for crone.
Can't wait to see her burn bridges with that cummunity too.
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Feeling under the weather on account of her PMS issues. Feel like it’s been years since we last had Heather complaining about her period and using it as an excuse to not be productive (how convenient that this happens the minute she’s said she’s going to sort her storage unit and start listing stuff). She only lasted one or two hours at her job until she had to call her mom to pick her up and drive her back home. What a great mom she has that is willing to put her own errands aside to help her adult daughter. Not at all like the insensitive and cold monster she pointed her out to be.
She says she hopes she can one day be properly diagnosed and not just be prescribed birth control because for her hat didn’t work and only made “ her suicidal and lost her mind.”
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>>1002577The stories continue…
>I’ve been robbed of my life at times because of this illness>why don’t the doctors cut me open and see what’s wrong No. 1002863
>>1002839Be…because that's not what doctors do? They use scans and ultrasounds and labtests? Surgery is a last resort, at least outside of shitty horror movies and a few horrible historical incidents.
Stop spending your money on hoarding, and spend it on a gyno visit.
No. 1002984
>>1002745>>1002839>>1002863She's almost definitely talking about endometriosis. It can cause extreme pain during periods and sex, and it's very very common among women in Heather's age group. However, a true endometriosis diagnosis can't be fully confirmed without an exploratory surgery (laparoscopy). So instead, doctors will commonly say, "you most likely have endo but it would take a surgery to confirm, so instead we're going to prescribe you birth control and see if that helps." Birth control is an effective way to manage endometriosis symptoms. Not to blog but this exact thing happened to me, and it's not uncommon.
No idea if Heather actually has it or if she self-diagnosed because she had a bad period. But what she's talking about here isn't completely off the wall.
No. 1002999
>>1002984Medfag aside, I guessed the same about possible endo. What’s irritating is that she must surely have come across this as a possible reason, but instead of just saying that, she wraps it up in layers of drama.
>>1002896Kek, exactly why I love this cow, anon.
No. 1003081
>>1002839If she is dealing with endo like other anons have speculated I wonder if this is the reason behind her recent lecture on how 'she's not just easy sex' I know from experience having endo that if it's bad it affects sex and can make it painful or cause breakthrough bleeding.
I was confused that someone trying so hard to be sexy online (pushing her boobs together and making sure they're in frame for pics) would then shout at people for y'know.. thinking she's looking for sex when she dates?
No. 1003121
>>1003081Didn’t Adam mention once in one of those leaked texts between him and another girl that Heather doesn’t like having sex because of her period problems? And Heather would tell him it was because he had a small dick.
I do find it interesting that Heather is quick to say she’s not here for casual sex but was more than willing to let Ryan Z. “use me for my body” (her direct quote from one of her many rants). Sounds like casual sex to me.
No. 1003234
>>1003193I don't think she's lying about her period issues. She probably posts pictures in lingerie because she knows that's the only way she'll get attention from men and she's desperate for male attention.
>>1003081>>1003084I think she meant that she doesn't want to be used only for sex not that she minds having sex if she's in a serious relationship. Her refusal of the dinner date has more to do with her not wanting go on traditional dates because she thinks she's special.
No. 1003263
>>1003234My guess is that her endo could very well be real and an issue going back years. I know you need a patient partner with it, it eventually starts to complicate sex and what you can comfortably take. Casual sex is definitely not appealing if you have it to that degree.
Only days after the sex rant she's doubled up in pain so my theory is she had pelvic pain building up pre-period (my endo is like that) those 'horny sounding comments' (as she perceived them) hit a nerve with her so given the poor timing she lashed out because it's always other people somehow victimizing her. If she has sex-affecting levels of endo and is trying to lure guys in through sex she's kind of fucked there
No. 1003658
she goes on and on about the same things over and over again i know it's her pattern but still she whines about these basic boys on tinder not being interesting, or spooky enough for her and complains that they all are lame and want go to bars, or dinner dates and are put off by her ~wEiRd~ interests (again she's not special, or rare for liking urbex, gothy aesthetics, travelling to explore, or history) she wants a very specific type of boy yet she's so desperate it seems like she's going after anyone who shows her attention, and then gets all annoyed, pissed, and bummed out that they don't share her interests stop being so pathetically desperate and only talk to any alt boys, or ones that say they like to hike, or explore in their profiles that you come across she also comes on too strong, and falls too hard we saw that with chase ryan she was saying she was in love with him when they had been talking for like two weeks or something, and never had met then he peaced, or got spooked by her, and it didn't even sound like they even had solid plans to meet, and explore together she needs to grow up, and face facts that you can't sit around pining for friends, and boyfriends, that share the same interests as you, if you want to go out, and do something, just go do it yeah it sucks to not be able to share experiences with like minded people, but you can't live in your day dreams and whine that you can't do your activities because you can't learn to be by yourself
No. 1003884
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Looks like she did a very minimal thing…
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No. 1004243
>>1004184When her hours were reduced, she said she was going to sell her hoard and live off her savings instead of getting another job. She's lazy and doesn't want to work yet wants to keep buying shit she'll probably throw away in a few years when she goes through another phase.
Anyway, she went on another rant
https://www.dropbox.com/s/6kh31nandorkpns/Heather%20Rants.mov?dl=0 No. 1004249
>>1004243Apparently tinder crashing all the time is a sign from "her guides" indicating she doesn't need to go on there anymore because they have something planned for her.
I pity the next Ryan who comes along and has to deal with that little nugget of crazy.
No. 1004594
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>>>”I just took some personal time to cry a little bit…”
No. 1004595
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Heather: “I’m unique. I have so much love to give. I’m not one to be for casual sex.”
Also Heather: Thirst trap to forstbfor conpliments and attract the fellas that are only in it for the casual sex.
No. 1004654
>>1004595She attributed the quote to "Raymond CHANDLE", I'm dying. When you're pulling "aesthetic" quotes, at least bother to correctly name the author you've likely never read, you uneducated yinzer.
Saged for bookfagging
No. 1004663
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>opens by saying psycho heather rants (someone’s reading here)
>brags about having 20,000 likes on tinder
>talks about dating someone for 3 months like its some important feat
>can only date on the internet because she can’t date anyone in real life
>she’s sooooo deep
>laughs at people
>”everyone’s boring”
>urges her followers to find someone for her
>debates deleting the apps but concludes she won’t
>feels sad and lonely because she feels like an alien
>she’s so special no one is like her
>she’s such an empath
>wants to date someone who is exactly just like her
No. 1004679
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>>1004663>>1004663>there was one guy from an anime convention but he turned out to be grossI’m sorry Heather, you mean the guy you cheated on your husband with, created a fucking psycho shit storm, then ended up in a psych ward? Or am I misremembering?
How she has the gall to judge, shame and slam people for being creepy/insecure/boring and whatever else, when she has been all of those things and more?
Get some fucking humility before your miserable soul withers and dies.
No. 1004682
>>1004679Samefag sorry, but lmao at
>I don’t want to talk about physical stuff, or even cuddling, something I love. I want to talk about these are our interests, our theories, and why, and our childhood trauma…Jesus tucking christ, you are killing me girl. Absolute kek.
Her utterly retarded Karen rants, peppered with those stupid white trash hand snatches and banging the table. It sent me.
No. 1004813
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someone's craving attention again
No. 1004828
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Fridge momma doing a lingerie shoot.
The inside of her head is one hot mess
For example…
>am deep not superficial
>talks to dolls
>muh trauma from marriage
>I ain’t no mans bitch
>here is my ass in frills
>need to lose weight
>don’t care am doing lingerie shoot
WHAT
No. 1004921
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Bet that lingerie shot is for Ryan Steven, who she convinced to drive her lazy ass to Pittsburgh today.
Poor fool is in for such a disappointment when he realizes she can’t put it because she’s on her period.
No. 1004922
>>1004921Stevenryan is still around even after witnessing the crazy?
Fly you fool!
No. 1004927
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He looks so thrilled. yikes
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>>1005114Kek anon
Here’s a Crazy Eye special for you…
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No. 1005435
>>1005416and having someone from high school comment on them! Mortifying.
She seems thrilled with herself for revealing more and more though, can’t wait for her to reach new desperate thirstposting heights. Sorry I mean ~empowerment~
No. 1005461
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Someone commented on Heather's bikini picture that said the quote she used contradicted the photo. It sent her into a Heather Rants spiral.
> She is so fucking misunderstood
> She has been struggling with so many things
> Bikini picture is personal growth
> Youtuber and in an abusive relationship
> Ex controlled her image and she had to keep everyone happy
> She was shamed, harassed and was treated like garbage. She never had her own voice.
> Ex would tell her the horrible things people said on the internet
> She needed to prove that everyone was wrong about her
> her posting lingerie photos was a giant "fuck you" to the haters
> Lost everything when she started doing urbex
> She is so proud that she bought her phone, car and has a job
> She fought hard for the life she has now
> She is not going to let anyone slut shame her now
> Shes going to do what she wants because good things are ahead for her. Things are going to get better and better.
lather, rinse, repeat.
>
No. 1005496
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Heather: “I don’t fucking care what anyone has to say about me. I’ll do whatever I want.”
Also Heather: disables the comments from her bikini picture because she’s too thin skinned and weak to read any slight criticism one might have.
If you didn’t really care Heather one stupid comment wouldn’t spiral you into yet another “Heather Explains…”.
No. 1005536
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Flat like a pancake.
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No. 1005584
>>967636>>1005557Ffs kept meaning to watch this, then forgot.
Did anyone record?
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No. 1005608
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Heads up everyone!
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>>1005608While I’m waiting for the shitshow to start, I just noticed how utterly incongruous her bikini and lingerie shots are in a mass of graves.
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>>> “I haven’t put up a lot of effort into this room because it’s only temporary…”
Right, until she gets forced out by her mom like Adam did back in the apartment.
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Had a live where she moaned about being lonely, haters, dating apps, and wine ton about mundane subjects like graveyards, and haunted objects. Basically your typical Heather rants. And yes she wore “sexy” Halloween pjs with a peekaboo bralette because she’s desperate for compliments and needs her ego to be stroked.
And for the billionth time she’s announced hatbahes coming back to YouTube.
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>>1005608So she goes from totally depressed, weeping, and distraught to the live (which I missed), but then, praise be, I did catch the following
> trying out different filters, of which the first, I swear, is her true self. It sent me. > more filters which showed her deteriorating mental state kek> Tinder run down, dragged men’s profiles> shit eating grin I’m drinking a cucumber and banana smoothie (wtf)> now I’m eating avocado on toastHer head is a whirlwind
No. 1006381
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She had a religious revelation where she is finally returning to Wicca. Her big breakthrough message from her guides? delete her dating apps. kek.
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Modeling.
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>>1006675She deleted a bunch of stories where she bitched and moaned about what cheap killstar dress to wear and how hot it was, and how she was sweating and her bra kept falling off, and of course how her contacts are a pain and she cant see and they wouldn’t work.
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On this episode of “Heather Checks In”…
- recaps last nights photoshoot with her latest victim—err, I mean photographer friend—that she’s leeching off of. Compliments him for how talented and knoowdgeable he is, saying that she learned so much….but that she didn’t retain anything because of how complicated it all is. Says she really needs to do become more knowledgeable about photography because all she knows is how to “take pretty pictures.”
- she enjoyed modeling but that she needs to learn how to pose better if she wants to be professional. So she’s going to use insta stories to practice lol
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>>1006710I don't follow Heather so I apologize if this has been posted before, but her resemblance to a proboscis monkey is uncanny.
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I'm watching a paranormal show right now on the travel Channel and Heather's ex Ryan Z is on it! Lmao. The show is called paranormal caught on camera and people can submit videos. He submitted a video he did with his paranormal group.
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>>1007913He is so hot he makes me want to give up my toy collection, dress black and go ghost hunting.
In Heather news she has new glasses and bought a new lens for her camera. She took us for a live stream date to her favorite cemetery and had a car wash.
She also said in her last relationship the dude didn't want to talk to her. Do we think this was Chase Ryan or the Neck Tattoo Ryan?
No. 1008162
>>1005496If she goes swimming all that toilet paper she stuffs with will melt. Seen her in her gaming days and her boobs are not like that. I doubt she puts out because if she ever really did i think she would have trapped these guys with pregnancy. I'm surprised she hasn't pulled that card, she seems that unstable. The only tme its ok to not work or have a two shift job is when you have a kid so you can raise it. Not being a 29 tear old leech who has no potential in anything. Legit her photos look like an edgy teen who took photo class so they could sit in the corner because it was the elective available because you couldn't sign up for your classes because your mommy had to do it for you while she works 3 jobs so you can buy trashy outfits and yell at her to "let you express yourself more because its not a phase." Legit think the reason why her mom hasn't kicked her out is because she knows Heather is mentally unstable and doesn't want her daughter to further damage herself. I'm sure Heather just blindly yells and rages at her possibly saying " I was in an
abusive relationship because of you you owe me" and being a caring mom feels like its her fault. But from knowing Heather back in the day, she will say and do anything to get a free ride. The possibility of the drastic change in her is probably due to the fact her grandfather WAS going to leave her A large sum of money, IF SHE CLEANED UP HER ACT, hence the pastle phase, but her grandfather most likely told her no so she decided that being married and bubbly is no longer needed and she needed to burn it all down. She's a terrible person who is only driven by greed. She will never change only get worse and honestly its hilarious to watch.
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There’s more rhatbfollows but saging so as to not fill the thread.
No. 1008288
>>1008266Wants someone to love her for her personality rather than just sex.. acts psycho and repeats over and over again
YOu're dead! Dead to me!"
Yeah great personality, that'll lure all the men in for sure.
No. 1008306
>>1008273At this point I wonder if she even wants a bf. She seems addicted to the high of being able to point the finger at a man and blame him for using and abusing her. It's like she got a bunch of support after the first breakup and now she needs a steady flow of horndog men to put on blast.
And it's beyond weird how she's putting 'sex with heather' on this pedestal where it's the grand prize that'll be given to the chosen one, only after she's been on a million unsuccessful dates first. Turn down sex all you want, that's cool, but why is she acting like a pure virgin about to be robbed of something precious?
No. 1008375
>>1008346 > In Heather's universe guys are the only ones who want sex, and it's a woman's job to allocate it at the most beneficial momentThis. She has said multiple times lately that she's not here to play games but I think she protests too much. She has convinced herself that using sex appeal for now and timing actual sex carefully will allow her to somehow wrap a guy around her finger.
There's nothing organic about her plans when dating and sex is something to barter with. It's just a shame these guys can go get sex off of 'other women in this town' Guess that ruins her game.
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>>1008346Great point anon. Heather complains about guys wanting sex from her and not wanting to really get to know her; but then look at the pictures she posts on her dating apps. Crazy eyes Heather in tight lingerie.
Like, you get what you put out there.
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No. 1008538
>>1008091Obviously anon. Please.
>>1008265>>1008266>>1008270>>1008273>>1008277>>1008281>>1008380>>1008384>Decides there's no connection, rejects him>Deeply upset when he moves onto another girl and has sex with herWhat exactly was she expecting from these tinder guys? Also, kek at her being mad at someone she didn't even like for sleeping with someone else.
>DEAD TOOOOOO MEEEEE No. 1008568
>>1008559Kek anon was just catching up on this latest rant. Not to wk but she actually came across less crazy than usual. I almost was rooting for her. Yikes.
>>1008339Yeah this was Steven (but she says Stephan?) who is pascoephoto. The dude that drove her to Pittsburg.
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>>1008568Okay so any sympathy I had with her has just withered and died. Like
>>1008646 and
>>1008661 say, her new rant is fucking cringe.
>if I was boring and normal life would have been so much easier>When exes see my ’boudoir’ shots they’ll really regret losing me and my love and loyalty Jfc Heather, you’re not a catch because you’re annoying as fuck. Not to mention judgemental, egotistical and, the sooner you realise you’re just not that interesting, is a day closer to settling for that normie bf you were always destined to be with.
Also, quit bitching about these ‘friends’ you make who hurt you because they only want to hook up. You meet them on Tinder. You know them for two mins then think you’re good friends, after you’ve zoned them, when all they want is a hook-up anyway…it’s Tinder.
Basing a future ‘friendship’ on hook-up foundations isn’t gonna get you very far. It’s just another route to rejection, which you’ll then feel sorry for yourself about, and end up looking like a twat.
No. 1008992
>>1008816Exactly. There are so many girls who share her interests, and have zero problems dating. Mostly because they're not terrible people.
But being "too unique" sounds a lot easier than having to work on your flawz or deal with your crippling mental issues.
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>>1009693Heather, it's your personallity. Stay single or not. But the only relationship you need to worry about is finding a therapist.
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Massive instastory post of visiting two antique stores and a new cemetery. Bought quite a lot of stuff that, although cheap as it was, adds up to a bit.
Thought she was in such dire financial need this month? Wasn’t she harping on about havibh to go to her storage unit to get her collection and sell it because she needs the money and the storage unit sucks up way too much of what she makes at work? And yet she has the funds to add to her hoard at her moms house.
Oh and at some point she had a cringey series of stories where she has a pity party about having all these adventures but not a “cute boy” to share it with; hence her pointing to her passenger seat. She even says that all she needs is a boy to tell her directions and she’ll drive them to cemeteries and antique stores.
No. 1010209
>>1010089If she got hate for the picture at all. She probably just said something insensitive or self-absorbed, got called out for it, and used her heather logic to translate that into "I got hate just for showing a picture." It fits her pattern.
Given her engagement with the topic {mostly ignoring it but still supporting Jeffrey Star and Killstar) I really don't trust heather to handle this kind of topic tactfully.
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>>1010209I agree anon, she’s not known for her sensitivity. Pic related.
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She bought these granny ceramics to use as offering plates because
>I’m getting back into my Wiccan faith
No. 1010348
>>1010343Exactly. Instagram never does that. It's so weird how Heather always has to act like she is some kind of
victim or is being attacked, even if it's about something as stupid an inconsequential as instagram stories. She lies about the dumbest, pettiest shit.
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Followed by videos of her bouncing her tits.
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>>967636>>1010391>got a message to say they liked the boobs so here I am doing my public service You weren’t kidding anon, huh! She is literally jiggling her titties on request.
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>>1010409But wait there’s more!
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>>1010429but wait, there is even more! She is doing an unboxing in her bikini top with boobs in full view.
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>>1010429… And this… Ryan hunting! Where all the spooky boys at??
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So much for letting her “spirit guides” direct the course of her love life.
Maybe she just loves the chasing and groveling for the “boys” too much to let it go. That or she needs her ego to be stroked even if it’s from creepy guys.
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When cows collide. Now Heather is cool with cutesy pink dresses?? I wish she got this dress from target cuz she’d look ridiculous.
No. 1011661
>>1011572Cool. We can add another thing to her long list of delusions.
Bet the ghost is a "hater" too.
No. 1011678
>>1011669She said in the past that she’s been grabbed and choked by one.
Who knows maybe this ghost will be her new Ryan. Unless it’s a female ghost in which case Heather won’t want to have anything to do with her.
No. 1011752
>>1011731I was gonna say it…
God. Imagine being a ghost tied to a haunted object. Forever sundered from the afterlife, eternal peace, and the spirits of those you once held dear.
And you get stuck in a room with Heather.
Truly, hell is other people.
Though ghostRyan can't drive her around and buy her things. So I don't see it lasting.
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From her long winded rant/inspirational instastory about being independent, and wanting a boy to share her passions with. Found the lighting and lack of filter particularly revealing.
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>>1011900To the Anon who brought up the comparison before, it's kind of uncanny.
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She’s in normie clothes. Her we go!
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>>> “I’m getting really strange vibes from this place, like it doesn’t want me here.”
- Apparently a tree branch fell off and almost killed her.
- A bunch of wasps kept following her.
- Her shoe got untied as she was walking around.
- and she almost had a panic attack because she lost sight of her car and thought it got towed.
Let the dead rest in peace, Heather. Thenlast thing they need is a whiny, annoying bitch disturbing their resting place.
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looks like she won't leave her mother's house unless she gets a man to fund the move.
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>>1013167I also missed it. She deleted it fast. Here is Heather contemplating if she should stop and ask a construction worker if she could see the inside of the crematorium he was working on.
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So, I’m confused. She was ranting about Adam packing the storage unit to the point that it jammed the door. But she’s been able to access it several times without any issues in the past few months for her sales items. So how is the door being jammed by her hoard Adams fault?
Heather, your inability and laziness to organize the space is the reason why it jammed the door. She probably stacked boxes to the point where they toppled.
No. 1013248
>>1013225Oh my god what a weak person, blaming someone she hasn't been with
for a year for her own piles of shit and filth toppling over. She has in fact accessed the storage unit at least once to my memory, so unless Adam is often bringing
more stuff to the storage unit and he's been back since Heather was last there, this is the biggest load of horseshit Heather has tried to feed to her audience yet.
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Her hair looks so bad already. Steele, you're Ridiculous.
No. 1013369
>>1013225I caught it. She went to get some things out, and Adam, had been there sometime recently. And put more of her stuff into the unit. There was a big bin, jamming the door, and wasn’t able to move it. She cut her hand. She got into her car, and cried because she couldn’t un-jam the door. She felt weak, and was done with the whole thing. It’s a financial drain ($200), all that stuff is from her old life. Same old rant, with her years. She once again, said she wants to take all the things, except for a few, and throw it all away. Isn’t that why the toy collecting community was upset with her?
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She’s going off on instastories right now about the haters, and how she’s invalidated and not welcomed.
She’s quitting YouTube yet again because it’s not worth the hate, abuse, stalking, etc
she’s getting. She says that people never supported her, never supported the positive changes she was making in her life and just wanted her to be stay stuck in one phase forever.
Then she starts claiming that her YouTube has only made $12,000 in its lifetime and that it’s just not worth it anymore: the fame and popularity is not worth it.
She wanted to come back to Yourube to heal and to connect with likeminded people on the platform and to let her art speak for itself. Says her photos is “the only place [she] feels safe expressing her feelings.” But it’s not worth it. And she’s also quitting posting instastories/rants and just letting the photos speak for her.
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>>1013411
>>> “You don’t fucking know me. But go ahead, think what you want.
Take all you want from me like you just take and take and take.
I don’t care. I’m just going to keep living my life and pushing forward.”
No. 1013417
>>1013369You mean to tell me that a year after she was kicked out and finally divorced Adam is still having to deal with Heather’s hoard? Really don’t want to WK but any other ex would have thrown out her shit without so much as a courtesy call.
She is incapable of taking responsibility. Wouldn’t be surprised of it turns out that Adam is paying for at least half of the storage unit. Interesting that he has a key to a storage unit that Heather supposedly got on her own.
No. 1013418
>>1013415Yeah she had it up for 40 miniutes. Only caught the later and didn’t pick up on what exactly
triggered it.
Granted any little criticism
triggers this woman-child/
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No. 1013432
>>1013420Lots of people are social outcasts for whatever reason. You either quietly live your life as a loner (without constantly mentioning it and reiterating that you're a
victim) or you figure out that as the common denominator in the siatuation you need to get help and improve something about yourself.
She's so fucking repetitive. Me me me
No. 1013442
>>1013420She's so fucking draining, no wonder why Clay ditched her for being negative. All she ever does is complain and bitch about how mean her haters are. Poor blameless Heather is always a
victim. Your ex husband kicks you out of the apartment HE pays for? He's
abusive. The guy you went on two dates with doesn't want to go on a third date? why can no one love me. Someone questions your use of gofund me money? the haters criticise everything you do. The only time she'll point at her having any faults is to humble brag about how she's such an empath and not like the other girls.
She's full of woo woo bullshit on how good things will come to her if she speaks them out in the universe but she's 30 years old and it's about time she grows the fuck up and starts putting ACTUAL work in the things she wants to achieve. She can make all these grandiose plans as a replacement for working on improving her situation.
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how dare they talk about their interests instead of focusing only on her interests. And how dare they kiss her on the first date when she'll bounce her tits for random strangers on instagram.
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>>1013998she's willing to move even for a random guy but won't leave her mother's house
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>>1014000bonus heather giving off luna slater vibes
No. 1014036
>>1014000If the random guy supports her…
She's not moving out of her mom's house because she can't take care of herself and spends all her money on crap. Her dreamboy would be a spookier version of what she had before
No. 1014038
>>1013998Imagine if the guys she's talking about posted opposing stories
>I just want a girl who is interested in me>not one who makes me walk around graveyards and acts bored when I talk about my hobbiesBodybuilders are boring af but you should be able to vet a guy before meeting, unless he pretended to be into witches and dolls before meeting and then turned up talking about bodybuilding.
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Another Heather Rants while parked on her moms driveway.
- she’s back on the dating apps because she’s bored and frustrated that love isn’t coming her way. This after proclaiming last week that her spiritual guides came to her in a dream and told her to delete all of her dating apps and to let them take care of that in due time.
- says no one in Pittsburgh isninterested in her (shocker), and brags that when she branches put her location she gets dozens and dozens of likes and messages from guys who are interested.
- asks if she needs to move to find love, claiming she’ll do it because she’s desperate.
- goes on a tangent about how the one question she gets asked a lot is if she’s into horror movies. Says she’s not because she doesn’t have a tv or Netflix, and basically only watches YouTube videos.
- says she’s not your pop culture kind of spooky; she’s more into the paranormal, Historical, and “aesthetical” kind of spooky.
- says she’s >>> “not someone who likes to consume; i like to create.” This coming from someone who is basically a hoarder.
- wants to be in a horror movie as an actress, despite not knowing a thing about them or even being into them. Would love to create a horror movie but at the same time she doesn’t care about the genre.
- really wants to move but admits she doesn’t have a job that would allow her to move and be on her own (without mommy to supplement every other living expense).
->>> “I’m tired of being fucking single. I’m tired of having my passenger seat just have
my camera sitting in it.” Guess this confirms she doesn’t want a ghost boyfriend after all.
- says she doesn’t do “the hook up thing” or “friends with benefits.” Admits she’s done that thinking it was a healthy way for her to open up her heart to someone. Maybe she thinks her heart is between her legs?
- Satan she dates guys like her but they meet up once or twice and they lose interest and don’t even text. Wants to be loved but says her being eccentric and dramatic (aka crazy and clingy) is what turns them off. Says guys just see her as a piece of ass (that she doesn’t have) but feels like she’d be a great girlfriend.
-concludes by saying that maybe she should just let them find her instead, but then brags that her dating profile has been blowing up especially form guys in Ohio. She’s willing to drive hours away for love.
No. 1014350
>>1014161Wow another one way conversation with herself.. about herself.. grinning and wide eyed as she repeats herself for the millionth time. She should just conjure up a tulpa bf already.
>>1013998So even when a guy goes to the exact location that suits her interests and the date is centred around that, he's not allowed to even discuss his own interests while they're there? lol she's doomed
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Heather doesn’t want an actual relationship, she wants to live in a tableau where she and a sPoOkY bOy are sitting on a gravestone in their doc martens, staring into each other’s eyes forever. No conversations, no sharing of interests, just the same trip to the fucking graveyard over and over. Kind of reminds me of luna in that sense.
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She sounds like she’s 14…
No. 1014685
>>1014635Lol that’s not a new breed they’ve been around since at least the 90’s. Every Marilyn Manson fan was this.
Can’t believe there’s still people gatekeeping goth like there’s acceptable brands of black lipstick and pretension.
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Character “assination.”
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No. 1014760
>>1014735Good one!
Looks like she's been reading here with the apology for being negative and looking stupid. Posted a bunch of selfies, got a few compliments and is on the upswing back toward mania. How long before that "new beginning" comes to a crashing halt when the tiniest (and true) thing spirals her again? Two hours? Four? It's every other freakin day with her.
No. 1014763
>>1014724Have anyone ever lied about her? People here called her psycho and so on but that's not even slanderous considering she actually acts that way. Also, it's funny that she talks about being stalked when she showed up at Ryan Z's workplace and posted a bunch of videos of him on her insta stories because she was obsessed with him. And who are these loved ones? the friends she doesn't have? the family that she claimed hater her? the boyfriends that were all terrible to her? She acts like people who questioned why she went from cutesy pastel to goff queen were bullying her but what does she expect.
>>1014728i'm pretty sure she was depressed around this time because she was rejected by ryan z or some other spoopy boy
No. 1014806
>>1014470wow …
the relentless negativity
the tears
the follow-up apology/grovel
just watching her insta stories is like running an
Abusive Relationship Simulation
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Sage because Old as hell but I found this while doing some reminiscing and lurking:
>> “don’t know what I would do”
Well apparently, live your best life and be the ‘happiest you’ve ever been’. Poor cat
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Not too long ago she was telling people to not buy from a particular business because they stole from artists. However, it's okay for Heather to support Killstar, which is known for stealing from other artists and just being a shitty company in general. I guess not supporting shitty business should only be done when it doesn't inconvenience her.
>>1014881I agree that she uses people and vilifies people but a far as I know she's always been the dumpee. She only goes on one or two dates with them because they sense her crazy and they decide to dip out, especially since she takes but doesn't give anything back.
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Her guides have communicated with her…
No. 1015099
Homegirl needs to get herself tested for some personality disorder. Her over the top "motivational" rants, the hyperfixation on Ryans as a fix to all her problems, the oversharing and flip-flopping between extreme emotions are starting to sound seriously mentally ill.
>>1010702Yes I did because I actually like most of her videos, including all the metadata. Should I upload them all on MEGA or somewhere else? Or can I just put them all into a zip/rar file and upload that?
No. 1015265
>>1013369>>1013369Why is she wasting money for this storage unit when she claims she'd be happy to throw most of it away treating it as garbage? Absolute baloney. If you're genuinely strapped for cash you don't waste money on things you don't care about, you sell them off pronto. She could easily get someone to come to the unit and offer her a bulk price for the lot because if those items mean so little to her that she'd be prepared to throw them away, making a profit doesn't matter. Why does Adam have a key and why was he still taking her stuff to the unit? It doesn't make much sense. She is obviously still thinking about the possibility of resuming toy-related videos hence why she hasn't got rid of them. She only needs to keep a few toys that she keep at home so she has to have an agenda. Someone who is living at home with their mom apparently short of cash isn't going to keep at that stuff unless they have an ulterior motive. She has deleted most of the toy-related videos she had on youtube but not all of them. If she's genuinely moved on she should delete them all and start completely over from scratch. She's reached the point of no return with regards to the toy collecting community with her shitty comments which continue so why is she clinging on to stuff she has such little regard for? Personally as a toy collector I found her stereotypically childish and fake so it's no great loss but why she continues to pay out on a storage unit that contains stuff she would like to throw away (yet cried like a baby over when she couldn't get inside) shows she's a woman of contradictions. She's hysterical, puerile and a pretender. Surely she understands that people following her can see her bulls
* for what it is or is she really that mentally unbalanced???
No. 1015299
>>1015265I think deep down she still likes toys and cutesy things and she obviously has a "collecting" (i.e. hoarding) problem so now she finds it difficult to actually part with them. She made a rash decision and now she feels like she can't go back to toys because she alienated them and can't handle criticism. Apart from that, she has completely black and white thinking and, therefore, can't phantom the idea of of enjoying dark things AND pastels.
>>1015297She claimed that toys took too much space and she spent a lot of money on them but she's doing the same thing now. It's obvious that she has some mental issues but she'd rather blame it on a hobby.
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I love that she said once again she was going quit rambling on ig stores. As if it looks any less pathetic, to have the same kinda of rants, through text paragraphs. Lmao
No. 1015466
>>1015444"Someone who will do only what
I want. Someone who will admire and worship
ME and ask for nothing in return. Someone who will never bore me with horrible tortures like
movies … or talking about having any interests that are different from
mine. So boring! Someone who is so submissive that they'll validate my extreme mood swings and let me treat them like shit whenever I feel like it. Because anything else is not ~respect~."
No. 1015605
>>1015325That doesn't really explain why a man she no longer lives with and can't abide has access to HER storage unit unless he's the one paying for it. Why would she give him the key to her stuff if she mistrusts and hates him so much? Has she still been seeing him in person?
Plus are they actually divorced??? I can't remember her declaring that a divorce had gone through. We wouldn't hear the end of it if she had and unless someone on here knows her personally to state otherwise I am confused as to why they divorced when neither one of them wanted to spend the money required on attorneys' fees and court costs etc.
She's a hypocrite to claim she isn't after men who primarily want sex when she ultimately was unfaithful while married. There's no getting away from that. At the end of the day she can make as many excuses as she likes badmouthing Adam, if she wanted out she could have just moved/left him not behaved like a whore. She went from being seemingly innocent and cheery to trampy and gloomy in a relatively short space of time. BIZARRE to say the least. She went from one end of the spectrum to the other. Everything went downhill for her really when she cheated on her husband, karma's a bitch!!!
Oh and she isn't really after a man, rather she seeks the attention of men in general. I'm doubtful that she's capable of being faithful to any fella she ends up in a relationship with. She's too good for any of them and gets bored easily.
No. 1015607
>>1015325If she obtained and paid for the storage unit of her own doing AFTER they'd broken up why does Adam (the person who supposedly was scary and
abusive) have a key? If she couldn't be bothered to pick up her stuff when she hired the storage unit he could just leave it outside the apartment for her to pick up and take there. He's under no obligation to take her stuff there. When exactly did she give him the key? This is supposed to be a hired storage unit facility not the garage they had at the flat so why would he have anything to do with it. If it's costing HER so much money why has he got keys, it's not simple really, none of it makes sense unless he's really really stupid and offered a wife who cheated on him, to pay for a storage unit. There's no way in hell i'd give an ex keys to MY storage unit that has my valuable stuff in it.
No. 1015625
>>1015619He should. But can you imagine the shitstorm? Also, if they are still going through divorce proceedings, or were at the time, that might have backfired for him. She might have accused him of "destroying her property." My guess is he's trying to present himself as the "reasonable one." So Heather has less ammo to use against him. Remember, she is trying to paint him as an abuser. Trashing her stuff would not help with that.
My guess is they are either divorced or still going through the process. But Heather is trying to keep quiet about it, because the courts probably don't support her abuse claims, and the outcome contradicts her narrative.
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She literally switches from “I’m officially back on YouTube guys!” to “woe is me. I have no boyfriend. I will die alone.”
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Moaning about not being able to buy a $500 antique bisque doll.
Thought she was strapped for cash this past month? That “times were hard” and she was struggling to pay bills, hence why she had to sell her shit to get by. The funds she made from that BJD sale she had went to a new camera lens, go figure. She probably going to kickstart her sales page soon enough.
No. 1016138
>>1015892>>1015894Why does she always have to be so negative? She always has to bring up he haters or how lonely she is. Just say thanks for the compliment and move on.
>>1016069I'm pretty sure she was in debt in the past from overspending on killstar so i wouldn't be surprised if she started doing it again
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>>1016069those undereye bags though
No. 1017934
>>1015930LOL so you're saying the man she hates so much (and is supposedly afraid of as he's
abusive) she met in person and had the nerve to give him the key and ask him to move her stuff? He didn't need to do anything but arrange for HER to pick it up and after asking several times, donate it to goodwill if she refused to come and pick it up. That is what is somewhat hard to understand because after all she's done and said about him it makes no SENSE WHATSOEVER that he would be given a key to her storage unit (either in person or shoved in the mail box) and then make the effort of bagging all her stuff up and hauling it there unless he's an absolute sucker. No one gives access to their possessions to someone if they can't stand the person or trust them. It makes a little more sense that he'd had enough and afraid of donating the stuff away in case she tried to sue him (doubtful as she's not made of money, right?), he decided to pay for a storage unit (or rather the initial payment) and has since stopped making the payments and told her to get on with it or lose her stuff. It depends how leasing a unit like that works, hopefully he didn't sign any form of contract binding him to the storage lock-up so if he stops paying and she refuses to keep up the payments, the storage company will just sell the stuff off and he's finally free of her property. I wouldn't have thought she's met him at all in person as she's a gutless wonder and if she was happy to get so close as to put the key through his mail box then she might as well ventured just a little further into the apartment and picked up her stuff she thinks so highly of….not. Bet most of it is the freebies she was sent through her sparkle mail (youtube) PO box as she clearly has no use for it now she's gone over to the dark side.
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Heather is “rediscovering” her cutesy past by revisiting her old Flickr where she would post her BJD collection. Apparently the doll in this picture is wh reason why she is hated by the BJD community. Apparently she was a birthday gift by Adam, and she claims that because she didn’t bond with her until she got some facework done Adam was butthurt and apparently made it so that everyone in the community turned on her until she was driven off the hobby.
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Per her stories yesterday, Heather apparently got a bunch of hate from the BJD community because of how much she complained about her teeth needing to be fixed. People felt it was hypocritical of her to incessantly complain about not having the funds to fix her teeth yet in the same breath would show off her expensive BJD purchases. She basically had to post a picture of her gnarly teeth to “validate” why she needed braces.
Granted I can see why she would want to get her teeth fixed. Adams insurance came in handy.
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- admits that if she’s going to attract someone justvliek her she’s going to have to build herself up; and by that she means work on her YouTube so that she can attract potential spoopy boys.
So basically YouTube will be her new dating app.
- also plans onfilmknv herself ramble about stuff just to get it out of her chest.
- moans about feeling hopeless over her lovelife and thinks she’ll be alone forever.
- questions whether or not she should call it quits on love and focus on reviving her brand.
- against starts harping on about the “fuckboy” and how he’s dead to her. Saysbshes still mad about that.
- once again proclaims she’s going to be a full time YouTuber despite work and adulting getting in the way. Says she’s going to film YET ANOTHER cabinet update for YouTube.
No. 1018933
>>1018832>once again proclaims she’s going to be a full time YouTuber despite work and adulting getting in the way. Says she’s going to film YET ANOTHER cabinet update for YouTube.She's trying to make her cabinet her new toy collection. Remember when she used to film her toy shelves over and over again?
It's just that nobody cares about her current collection. As someone who collects antiques myself I find her stuff boring as fuck she doesn't know anything about it and really tries to hit the "spoopy antiques" bingo card.
No. 1019207
>>1019155She needs to just admit that what she wants is what she had with Adam; someone that will financially support her and her endeavors to be a full time youtuber, amateur photographer, and urban explorer.
Her checklist for a spoopy boyfriend is so unrealistic for a 30 year old woman. She sounds like a pinning 14 year old writing in her diary.
No. 1019214
>>1019141And like her toy collection she doesn’t know how to properly display her antiques. Everything looks so cluttered and all over the place, there’s no way anything can be properly appreciated.
I remember her collection looking so dusty on film and camera because despite not working she somehow never found the time or energy to clean the shelves regularly.
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Heather Checks In…
- woke up with so much anxiety today, to the point where she was shaking and crying while eating breakfast.
- At work she thinks about a lot of things and at one point she heard someone do a clicking sound with their mouth (like an owner signaling to their dog), and it triggered her PTSD. Adam would do that her in public instead of saying her name, and she’d follow him.
- When she heard the sound she was afraid that Adam might be around watching.
- she was with a friend (female, shockingly)who was having an argument with her husband over the phone, and that apparently also triggered her anxiety because it gave her flashbacks to her abusive and controlling relationship with Adam.
- She never wants to be controlled by a man and thinks that’s why she’s having difficulty finding a relationship. She wants to be seen as an equal and not property.
-Goes on about how even seeing a police car is triggering because when she’s go out with friends in the past (Juliet most likely) Adam would have the cops track Heather down with the excuse that Heather was a danger to herself and others.
- She rehashes the drama of a year and half ago with original Ryan form YouTube and how they all conspired with Adam to get her locked up and told her she was crazy.
- Claims she was told for years that a disorder to severe she’d never be able to drive, take care of herself, and that she’d have to be locked up long term; all because she said she wanted to leave Adam.
-Also claims she has weekly nightmares about finding herself back in her old life with Adam as his property.
- Says that for months she reached out for help online to friends, her following, etc. and that everyone turned on her and started hating her.
- Keeps being deceitful about being homeless and how she had to opened a GFM and that all that caused even more harassing and a slew of death threats for months afterward. This also “ended” her YouTube career.
- Has been healing ever since and begins reflecting on how much she has “grown.”
- Starts crying because of how her life is finally hers, how she loves her job, finally making “real” friends, and that she loves fall and is excited for the creative opportunities it brings.
No. 1019506
>>1019272Is she ever going to stop fucking spinning this same old lie? It’s very clear, by how she treats all of her flings, that she is the controlling and
abusive one. It’s getting old and no one feels bad for this old crone anymore.
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Heather checks in (with tits on full display):
- has a bridal shower tomorrow for her coworker where shes going to photograph.
- to the boys out there: don’t tell her she’s pretty; check out her photos instead. She rolls her eyes when guys tell her she’s hot because she knows exactly what they’re after. Seeing a boy like and comment on her picture gets her wet.
- she’s been very depressed and has been eating junk food as a way to cope with her feelings.
- says she’s realized that she’s chasing people away by going on her instastories and consoling about how depressed she is and wanting a boyfriend.
- says she needs to pull herself out of it and fall in love with the creativity again.
- after promising not to be negative she follows with a rant about how she’s reached 40,000 people on the apps since March and she still hasn’t met anyone; and that she’s clearly destined to be alone forever.
- proceeds to advertise herself as a creative for people to collab with. Wants to model
and shoot.
- says she’s so lonely that she puts on YouTube videos just to drown out her loneliness and depression. Apparently when she sits at home all she does is cry and cry her eyes out. She can’t listen to us if because all she has is love songs and they depress her.
- ends with a whole spiel about Taylor Swift’s new album and how she didn’t realize it was out.
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Heather checks in:
- bridal shower went great, but feels weird about asking people to smile and couldn’t figure out the settings to capture moving objects. Sure hope her friend has a backup photographer just in case.
- apparently she gets nervous driving through towns but not highways. She’s a pro on highways.
- found locations while driving thatbshebolns on visiting. Thought about stopping by on the way home but she “can’t see” during the afternoon? Such an odd excuse.
- reflects on the year hatbjas shaped her and credits her “Friends, job, and Capricorn traits” for getting her through it all. No mention of mommy because as we all know without her she’d really be “homeless.” Plus mom co-signed her car.
- realized that she wants to be a photographer even though she admits she knows nothing about photography.
- boasts about checking her phone after the bridal shower and seeing she got 1000 likes on tinder. But feels like nothing will manifest from that. Wants to go on a date but no one is interested, blah blah blah…same old story.
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>>>”now I’m just listening to all the sounds of the nighttime insects…I just realized all the screaming is insects trying to get laid, but it’s very nice because I am also screaming and trying to get laid. But don’t get the wrong idea about me.”
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>>1021195>this is just be expressing my creativity. Do you like it?I wonder if she'll spend the wedding complaining about being single and trying to pick up a Ryan.
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Heather Rants:
- moaning and at the verge of crying because she woke up very late and can’t go out exporing like she planned to.
- tempted to glad to several locations but those would require a “partner” aka a Ryan, to drive her around because she has panic attacks while driving when she can’t figure out what lane to switch onto.
- she’s afraid of town roads but not much the highway, even though she shakes so much while on them.
- talked about a cemetery that she’s considering visiting because it’s where they filmed a horror movie. But andits she’s not interested in horror movies to begin with so she’s not invested in going.
-briefly complained about not having someone to share her adventures with.
- says that one reason she’s lagging it on restarting her YouTube career is because she finds it annoying having to dress up and wear make up for YouTube. Says thats what takes so much time out of her exploring days; puttingon pasty Halloween make up and dressing up like a killstar reject.
- complained about the exploring community and how no one wants to tell her where the good abandoned locations are.
- backtracked a bit after complaining about only photographing “boring” tombstones lately, saying the cemetery photography community has been the kindest to her in comparison to the exploring community (gee, I wonder why??).
- complains about a past Ryan who she explored with and shot great pictures with, but didn’t credit her for finding the house in the first place. Heather only took picture of the exterior but he ended up going back witthout her and photographed the inside.
- says that hurt ber because she feels connected to the Victorian era and says beibgbinside one would have been a “spiritual expeuerince” for her; and thatbfir Ryan to hide that from her was shitty.
- shits more on the exploring community and how her so called friends would withhold locations from her even when they knew she wanted to find places to explore.
- says she's shunned from the exploring community because of the drama her ex boyfriend got her in.
- admits she wants to start her YouTube channel because maybe then the exploring community will be interested in her again work with her because “there’s something in it for them.”
- >>>”I can’t get on a paranormal team, nobody wants to explore with me, nobody wants to fucking film with me… I just want to be part of a community again” (holding back tears here)
- moans about not wanting to be a nature photographer. Says people hate her for doing what she does; and people who do what she does also don’t like her. Says she just drives around alone and crying half the time because she’s a loner and doesn’t have a “soul tribe” to call her own.
No. 1021337
>>1021333“no one wants to tell her where the good abandoned places are.”
Um. Girl. The whole point of Urbex is to find and discover these places on your OWN. You’re not exploring if you park right outside and walk in. Just go driving and explore a town or look on google maps or something. Omfg she really does half ass her ‘hobbies’ and fake it. What a poser.
No. 1021361
>>1021337Also, it's a thing in urbex communities to keep locations quiet so people aren't going there and destroying the property.
Why does she have a fight with one person from a community and think that the entire community is against her? There are thousands of urbex and exploring communities out there but no, one little fight and her dreams and hobbies are destroyed.
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Heather checks in:
- cemetery trip was a success apparently. Says there’s nothing quite like coming home to edit photos from new adventures. Meanwhile isn’t she suppose to finish editing her friends bridal shower photos?
- apparently she went to Sheetz to grab a bite to eat (guess that diet is no more) and she accidentally drove into the exit lane and got honked at by someone exiting.
- revealed she’s afraid that she’ll end up driving into incoming traffic because it’s happened a few times already.
- made it abundantly clear that she doesn’t need someone to help her get around, but still wants to have a companion to share her adventures with. Says she’ll do the driving and pay for everything as long as she has someone to share with. At this point she should just pay a male escort for the boyfriend experience.
- a tinge or depression hit her on her way back home and cried most of the way. Says she feels the empty space next to her and it hits her that she’ll be forever alone.
- plans to go to Ohio or Gettysburg next week and try to link up with friends there.
-goes on a rant about how she love bloc and white photography, how it sher passion, and she finds color “superficial” whereas black and white is more emotional.
- doesn’t like color because she had to be a colorful person for years and the black and white firs with how she is now (in other words an emotional wreck)
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Heather unloads yet again.
- states her instastories scare people off.
- “whenever I’m alone the ghosts of my past haunt me…”
- she edits photos because it’s therapeutic. Claims she “tries to put memories or feelings into each edit.”
- feels hopeless, like an alien who will always be alone.
- thinks she could have fucked things up with potential guys by being so emotional and erratic through her instastories.
- “feels like the beginning of this year was the beginning of my life. I can’t really remember anything before the end of 2019.”
- feels lazy when it comes to filming formyputube because it takes so much time to set up. spends two hours on hair and make up and and has to be perfect whereas with photography she can just half ass it.
- regrets that her journey has to be a lonely one. Comes to regret “walking away from the crowd.”
- “I’ve come to accept that I’m too much for everyone. I’m eitner too much or not enough”
- dating apps are hopeless. She “thousands upon thousands upon thousands upon thousands upon thousands” of likes every time she changes her location, but nothing comes of it.
- spends a lot of time refreshing her feed on insta in the hopes of someone will want to talk to her.
- goes from “I can take care of myself” to crying and saying that “emotionally and spiritually my soul needs that special someone.”
- remembers that a year ago when she started working at Target she was so happy that she finally had human interaction that she cried most of the day and on her way back home, even in the offices when she expressed how happy she was.
- for years her social interactions have been via text or talking to a camera. Hence why she comes off as a narcissist.
- “ I know Instagram stories makes it seem otherwise but I really am a very nice, loving caring person.”
- says she's made peace with people from her past she’s had trouble with. Says she’s not the person she was a year ago and handled things better.
No. 1022235
>>1022184That's because Heather can never do anything wrong. It's everyone else who keeps fuckin things up, not heather! Its been two years and she repeats the same pattern over and over. Notice there aren't anymore girls in the picture? Mommy bought her a car so no need for girlfriends anymore. She's gone through every boy in her local area. Karma is a bitch, and heather is recording that for us.
That's what you get for screwing your actual loyal friends over.
No. 1022267
>>1021601"doesn’t like color because she had to be a colorful person for years and the black and white firs with how she is now (in other words an emotional wreck)"
So she's saying that she was FORCED to wear colorful clothes (by whom exactly lol?), confirming that her days of dressing up kawaii style was in fact FAKE. The "look" she had claimed at the time was her true self, that she'd wanted colorful fantasy hair for years was in fact a lie because someone was actually making her dress that way. Crazy talk. She's put her mouth in it yet again. She contradicts herself so much no one is going to legitimately believe anything she says. That includes anyone watching her on youtube because she's most likely being fake again and later we will learn she was forced to reject colorful clothes and that she had to wear predominately black and white clothing. Only when she's gets professional help will she possibly be able to change her life around. Without addressing her unhealthy obsession and reliance on men and social media in general, she's just going round in circles alienating those that get close to her.
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No. 1022599
>>1022463I love how she's pretending like she has no social life and a boyfriend by choice, even when she was crying on her stories about she hated being alone the day before.
>making moneyShe wishes lmao
No. 1022938
>>1022463I love when she goes on one of her big redundant whiny rants, to the point where she ends up deleting it. Then the next day, she posts selfies, with text, saying the same thing. As if, it's any better, LOL. Also, the frequency of her lonely whiny rants, has increased. Usually she could go off once, or twice weekly. The big one from the other day, she rambled about the same thing three times, in the same day. She really needs to talk to a therapist.
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One step closer to starting an Only Fans
No. 1023278
>>1023140She would be better off doing but she’s too lazy to put effort into it and she would just turn it into a personal diary like she does to instagram.
>>1023265The photo is a screenshot from a video so anon probably took the screenshot while she was mid-speech and it made her look weird
No. 1023379
>>1023268She bought a pair yesterday and spent 45 minutes talking about them on her instastories yesterday.
and yes the boob picture was from her stories too.
No. 1023534
>>1023278Most people will be turned off by expecting porn and getting a hysterically sobbing woman talking about how clingy she is and how she really want some other guys dick.
But maybe she'll find a niche audience who's into that kind of thing. It's a big internet. It might finally be a job she's qualified for.
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- looking for “serious” people who would be willing to go exploring with her because she’s too scared and uncomfortable going to abandoned locations alone.
-goes without saying….guys only.
- at work all she tbinkis about is how she wishes she had a boyfriend that would travel with her and have adventures.
- also she gets anxiety when she hears couples arguing in the store becaus etjat was her life at one point.
- “most people don’t interest me. I feel like I fall in love with interesting people. Unique people, people who are passionate. And most people don’t interest me. They’re just boring, and I think that’s also a reason why I’m single.”
- doesn’t believe that there isn’t somebody out there for her. Says that he exists and that at night she wishes him, whoever and wherever he is, goodnight.
- “so I just wanted to say goodnight and I love you tk whiever this soul is tha I’m connected to by an invisible string is. I love you so much and I have so much love to give you. And I can’t wait to see you, and snuggle you, and kiss you and shower younwoth the affection you deserve. And we’re goinb to make so many memories in this lifetime together. I love you.”
- cannot see herself being into someone who isn’t into photography. It’s her passion and it should be his as well.
- super hard to date photographers because their either super hot and taken, unapproachable because they have a flock of girls to pick from, or assholes.
- all the apps have are guys that are boring because they like beer.
- “what the fuck is wrong with me that I can’t get a boyfriend right now??? Why do I have to go through all these trials and suffering?”
- “I am looking for someone who takes pictures and is crazy for me!”
No. 1023733
>>1023635Full on imaginary boyfriend levels. Hope any potential Ryans see this!
>Are you the guy I've been saying goodnight to every night?There's a red flag for you.
No. 1024052
>>1023635ty for summary anon
this is legit sad, and more than a little scary.
everyone knows what it's like to really want a partner, and to feel lonely being single. but this is total obsession. this kind of thing would scare the aboslute bejeezus out of any and all potential suitors (who are not complete psychopaths or semi-retarded). i just … i agree with all who say she needs professional help. this is too, too far.
No. 1024094
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Here we go with the fuckin cry me a river pictures, the "look at me and feel sorry for me"
You know why know man wants you?
This: this is exactly why. You are DESPERATE AND CLINGY. Stop this shit already, it's not attractive.
No. 1024096
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Really? And you added a sparkle next to your tear? Her mindset is stuck at a 12 year old age…
No. 1024232
>>1024228We don't really know what her mother is like at all, do we? I'm not counting Heather's word (she's
abusive! she's pro-Trump! she wants me dead!) for anything.
The only thing I'm sure isn't a lie is that Heather's mom raises chickens.
No. 1024235
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Nitpick- Wtf is with the 80's side pony?? Does she not see that she looks like a deranged overgrown toddler?? Especially with those crazy eyes more defined by the hideous glasses….
No. 1024243
>>1024096the sparkle is just from the filter
>>1024228I don't think she regrets leaving Adam. It's pretty obvious that she has some sort of mental disorder that makes her codependent af and unable to be alone. I do agree that her family needs to stop enabling her. When Adam kicked her out she immediately got a job, learned how to drive and bought a car. She's able to actually be an adult but she will only do it if it's her only option.
>>1024232I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't have a great family life (the apple doesn't fall far from the tree) but I also wouldn't be surprised if she exaggerated how awful she is. She often dramatises things and categorises people as evil if they do anything other than kiss her ass.
No. 1024359
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Some highlights from her live last night:
- for the most part she was advertising herself as a likely exploring buddy for anyone interested.
- bitched about how she’s shunned by the exploring community because they won’t share any locations for her.
-miner extensively about the apps, wanting a boyfriend, etc. basically a typical heather rant.
-bitched about how she has haters and that she doesn’t care because she’s living her life and has so much going for her now.
- on her rnusic taste: she likes anything that will make her feel something. More feminine music like Taylor Swift, Halsey, and birthday massacre is her favorite band of all time. Says she doesn’t have to listen to just one genre of music to fit a particular label because that’s so boring.
- relates to butterflies because she feels like she’s now a full blown butterfly; free of everything. Plans on getting an entire arm sleeve full of butterflies.
- showed off her “works/editingbsoce” and it’s a clutter of her own prints.
- thinking about creating merch using her photos, if not pillows if people are interested.
-talked about Halloween and how she’s going to decorate her room for it. Plans on buying decor from michaels that is a mix of feminine and spooky: ie pastel colored skulls. Looks like she’s inching back into pastels.
- when asked about Timmy she said she had to detach and abandon him because he was a link to her past life and she wanted to start new.
No. 1024366
>>1024359Forgot to add that she boasted about how the one good thing she got out of her Instagram boyfriend from a while back who ghosted her out of the blue was that he taught her what programs to use to edit.
which just confirms what we all knew: she uses these guys to get something out of them.
No. 1024377
>>1024359She talks about how great her life is when yesterday she was crying about not being enough. She needs serious psychological help.
>>1024366I doubt she sets out to use them to learn but it highlights how lazy she is. Photography is her passion and saved her life but she won't bother to use all of the free or cheap tutorials available online. She'd rather wait until someone else terribly teaches her how to edit them. You can tell she didn't build on what chase taught her to learn more because her photos have the similar over-edited look like Chase's photos except more amateurish.
No. 1024457
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She bought lockets, for when her soul mate comes along. So that they can wear each other’s hair.
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“Side note, I’m really looking to get into modeling so if anyone wants to take my picture please let me know. I would love to work with someone. I have so many ideas cool ideas, but all I take is self portraits.”
No. 1024508
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There were a few potential new Ryans on her live yesterday…
No. 1024518
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- asking for advice on what other dating apps to try. She’s on two and none of them have been fruitful in finding any Ryan’s.
- confirms bag she is indeed “throwing money” at these apps to get the full features.
- met “the man of her dreams” in tinder two years ago and lost him twice. (Ryan Z?)
- desperate enough for a guy that she is willing to drive to a different state just to meet up. So much for letting the guy do the chasing.
- says that her last boyfriend broke up with her because of her (crazy/obsessive/clingy) personality but also because of the distance between them (they live 50 min apart).
- “the guys on my area gross, they’re fuckboys, and I hate them.”
- deleted Facebook dating this morning after trying it out for 8 hours last nights. Says all she attracted were creepers.
- Says okcupid was stupid and that she dated one guy last November that was a weirdo.
- tried Hinged but it was boring: “theres just normal guys there and when they see me they’re like, eewww wtf?”
- hasn’t tried match[dot]com: “I am legit willing to pay a matchmaker at this point.”
- says that is fucks with her head when she sees these guys who have used and discarded her move on very quickly.
- on not finding anyone: “I don’t understand. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. Why do I have to change? I’ve come so far…”
- “I’m Heather! I’m the girl who cried in the bathtub for two hours last night while texting a friend.”
- there’s a guy who was going to date her but changed his mind. Has praised her for being healthy and looking good and Heather has asked him to just date her then. But he still says no.
- “I might cry a little bit and then I’m going to hit the road.”
- says that thebjbstagrma issies she’s been havingbwith stories botnloodnh are her guides telling her to shut the hell up and not make an ass of herself.
No. 1024593
>>1024457That's fucking insane. She's really getting worse and needs help.
>>1024575It's not you. She hooked up with Ryan Z right as her marriage was really ending. He wasn't the Ryan that broke up her and Adam but he was the Ryan that was there when the split became serious. She was hoping to transition from Adam to Ryan Z. That's why she mod er lled her whole personality around him, with the exploring and the wardrobe change etc. So when that Ryan broke up with her, the future she had planned kind of collapsed. She frll into a manless hole, which is the worst thing she can imagine for some reason. And she burned down her cutesy image for him.
No. 1024784
>>1024662She deleted the stories about the creepy hair filled lockets so maybe she realized how insane she sounded. Heather went on an adventure tonight to a cemetery where she found a shiny new pinecone she is excited about.
Also, I somehow managed to translate what anon said here but I do agree that it is really hard to understand with all of the typos.
>says that thebjbstagrma issies she’s been havingbwith stories botnloodnh is "says that the Instagram issues she's been having with stories not loading"
No. 1024820
>>1024662Oh God, yes. So sorry about that! I’m typing these as fast as I can because we all know how Heather Iikes to delete them as soon as she posts. If this platform had the option to edit our posts I could have easily corrected it. Or if I had any clue how to record these that would save me the trouble as well. I will do better in the future.
Anyway as the anon that followed you said what I was trying to articulate is that Heather thinks that all of the Instagram issues she has been having with her stories not loading are her guides somehow intervening for her best interest.
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Sage because it’s nothing we haven’t heard from her so many times already.
“ Sometimes I wonder if I’m legit cursed because someone will date me or talk to me for a week and then they’re gone. It must be something I’m doing, it must be something that’s terribly wrong with me for no one to stick around or to be in my life or to be around me and I don’t understand what I do wrong.”
“A couple of months ago I dated this guy on Instagram. And we would edit photos together for hours, and he taught me how to take pictures. And that was so wonderful to have. And then he got distant and some shit happened and he ghosted me. And I just don’t understand how we went from falling asleep on the phone together every night to now it’s like we never knew each other.”
“Why am I so forgettable? Why am I so easy to discard? Why am I not enough? I’ll never understand.”
No. 1025166
>>1025087Might be because of spending hours doing x every day, it's a lot of time to take out of anyone's day
All relationships are about happily coexisting, not draining from the other person like an emotional vampire. She genuinely needs a hobby rather than expect a love interest to be her main source of entertainment.
No. 1025222
>>1025212No. She's had a few in the past. But she drove them all away by being Heather. And she seems to view other women as either not useful to her, or competition.
She claims to have "friends" now but it kind of just sounds like they're her colleagues who occasionally feel sorry for her.
No. 1025418
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- drove to West Virginia today and faced construction detours along the highway. Feels that since she made it past that alright she can now drive through Pittsburgh on her own.
- arrived to the “graffiti castle” location to reshoot. It’s the sight where she and one of the many Ryan’s would explore.
- Had a dream about her ex last night where she wanted to hug him and he was like, “uh, no.” So instead she told him thank you, and that she’s a better person because of what she went through with him. Feels now that she’s let go of thy relationship now.
- Does a “bunch of self reflection and self portraits in the graffiti castle.” And by self reflection she means taking pictures of random spray painted broken hearts, flowers, and “love doesn’t exist/fuck feelings” quotes all over the place.
- Also recorded herself running up and down the staircase.
- Moves on to her “favorite cemetery,” Mountwood Cemetery, where she claims she saw a real ghost and a statue growl at her.
- Brought her vlog camera and feels she should record, but passes on that because she needs to “reflect” some more and take pictures; ie she didn’t get all spooky glam so there’s no point in vlogging
- Lots of footage of her huffing and puffing up a steep hill.
- On her ghost encounter: “I saw a curtain appear and disappear” in the middle of some gravestones. Brought her spirit box in the hopes of catching something.
- Randomly in front of a mausoleum she gives us a TedTalks: “I may have lost him, but I found my way back to myself and in the end that’s all that really matters. I feel like the universe puts us on a course to meet certain people that are going to shape our lives. And then we lose them. But we didn’t just waste our time, we gained so much more. We learn self love, we learn lessons. We go to new places. We break out of our comfort zone and we heal. And I think I’m finally healed.”
- “A long time ago I was in love with a boy who showed me the magic of adventure. Who showed me that if I quit being so damn scared of everything I could make incredible experiences. I met him around the time that I decided to change my life. The time that I started taking pictures. The time that I grew some self love. And I’ll never forget this place (mountwood cemetery) and I’ll never forget that night here and that next morning here. And I know that I have so many incredible places and people to meet. And that just because one story ends doesn’t mean shit: it’s the start of a whole new one. It’s the start of MY story. MY adventures, Heather Explores. And I’m going to take YOU guys along in this journey.”
- “I’ll never be forget this land where I fell in love with adventure. Where I fell in love with everything I do. Where I fell in love with the person who embodied everything I love. I’ll never forget this place, and I’m really ducking happy I came back and let myself heal and come back and now I can enjoy it again. It doesn’t matter who it makes me think of because when I’m here all I can think of is, Wow amazing cemetery! It’s so beautiful! I’m so excited to come back with a new lens and take new pictures of it and make my own adventure. And this will always be my adventure. I’ll never have to push this memory at the back of my head because of a boy I loved or anything like that and I’m so happy I came here today. It’s just the beginning.”
- “One thing I learned in the past two years is that just because you had one bad chapter doesn’t mean your entire life is over.sometimes things are set into motion in those earlier chapters and those events will shape the future later. So don’t let one bad chapter make you think your life is over. I completely reset my life. I found the courage, worked hard each day and I’m not where I was a year ago. Just like I said in my dream last night, I’m not where I was a year ago and I’m so grateful for it. And I’m so grateful that I can come here and not cry and I was able to get myself here. So one bad chapter doesn’t define your whole story, it’s not over it’s just beginning. You can start again. I love you.”
No. 1025440
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Crying in her car:
- Looks back to a year ago when she reconnected with someone she cared about (Ryan Z.) and a group of friends that she wanted to spend Halloween with in Moundsville.
- She was taking driving lessons and strove hard to take as many lessons to pass the exam so she could drive down to hang out with them.
- She passed on the first try, but didn’t get to go down to Moundsville because she exploded on them when she found out that Ryan really wasn’t into Heather in the same way she was of him. Basically went crazy on them and they all distanced themselves from her.
- Ended up spending Halloween alone, but it’s ok because it was the beginning of her healing.
- Has a full on, ugly crying breakdown about losing her love, friends, about how coming back to the graffiti castle and cemetery was traumatic for her, and how all of that has allowed her to finally heal and lead her to her passion of photography.
- Rehashes the whole narrative about her family disowning her and hating her for her creepy aesthetic as a teen and how she used color and cute stuff because the rejection she got was too painful.
- Nov. 2018 with her first Urbex video and photos sparked her interest again and meeting Ryan Z. who “embodied everything she loved” opened her up to new adventures “a long with another boy (Ryan #3).
- “Today showed me that I must moved forward, but that it’s good to face things”
- She has learned how to be happy alone and find joy in photography (starts to really break down at this point.)
- “I’m coming back to Youtube”
- “I’m not the girl I was a year ago; I’m better. I’m so much more mature. I have my priorities straight I have life skills. I can go on adventures alone”
- “I’m never letting anyone hurt me again. Or use me or treat me like I’m second place and they’re just waiting for their ex girlfriend to take them back.”
- “So yeah I’m fucking crazy like everyone else says. I fall in love with boys and beg break my heart. And I’m ‘crazy’ because how dare I get attached to them, right? But you know what? I love being crazy. Being crazy with passion, crazy for life, crazy for self love. And the love I have inside of me is nothing to be ashamed of. I put it into my photos, but someday I’ll put it into the right person. But for now I’m giving it all to myself.”
- “the Nightmare is over and now is time for the butterfly to spread her wings and see this world. So its a long dark dream in that cocoon, but she’s ready to fly and see all the pretty flowers.”
No. 1025527
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I don't get it. I don't understand how someone can cry so much on instagram and think it's ok. She must really not have anyone to talk to because this is a continuous pattern for her to do.
It's ok to be happy and proud to see how far you have come. But to constantly cry and post it on instagram? That's a problem. She is ALWAYS crying. She really needs help. She has a lot of emotional baggage she has to work through and she can't do it by herself.
She'll never establish a healthy relationship with anyone if she can't establish a healthy relationship with herself
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No. 1025543
>>1025418>>1025440Anon you are amazing with these recaps! That lower left pic of her is hilarious.
>>1025477Usually, her ugly crying rants are sad so this one is different.
This bitches emotions are wilder than a rollercoaster and I can't get enough.
No. 1025583
>>1025527I wonder if she is on hormonal contraception? That led to me constantly crying for no reason. (But y'know silently and hidden, not recorded on Instagram live)
Taylor R recently had a bout of depression over her grandpa dying which was more likely because of taking hormone shots for IVF.
If so, quit that shit Heather, this is not healthy. If not, I agree with this anon
>>1025477Crying every day like this is not normal at all. Like that should be 1. on the list of things to fix, she does not need another Ryan right now.
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- heading over to a Greenwood cemetery in Newcastle, hour and a half away to “start a new chapter” in her adventures with “long distance driving.”
- hosted about how confident she is driving long distances.
- half way to the location she has to stop because she’s feeling shaky, anxious, with numb hands because she had to drive non stop on the highway. Basically at brink of a panic attack.
- after arriving to her destination: “so my worst nigtmare just happened. This is not a good area. Definitely not a good area. I’m actually scared to be here alone, I’m shaking real bad.”
- GPS sent her a few blocks last tbe cenetery and feels “sketched out being here.”
- ends with: “ok bye guys I’m here at Newcastle. So if I disappear you guys know where I am!”