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Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly abusive
husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness– which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.
She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past year, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.
Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a victim
who fled from a terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an abusive
husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She is now living back at home with her parents and has a job and a car, but continues all her usual crazy and continues putting all her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers.
She has tried to start up her Youtube channel again, but doesn’t seem to have any consistent plans despite claiming otherwise.
Other characters (because the “Ryans” can get confusing)>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019.>Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfreind’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.>Ryan 5: Clay. Alleged new boyfriend?>Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedastal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Is now living with them, but doesn’t admit to it.
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they are still together
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>>929121>Heather took advantage of this and used Juliet to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re no longer friends.
Excuse the typos. I wrote this up fast.>>929138>the contrast between her smiling and him looking 200% dead inside.>>929139
She went from happy, to meltdown, to happy again, and likely only because she went on a date. But she's clearly not mentally ill.>>929144
Yeah, there was another shot but he kinda just had an awkward shit-eating toothless grin.
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>>929146>>Yeah, there was another shot but he kinda just had an awkward shit-eating toothless grin.
here it is for those interested in seeing his smile
>Adam’s New Gf:
Fun facet to this part of the tale:
Apparently, when this ‘went down’ Heather suddenly pulled the ‘I’m your wife not her. I belong in that apartment and she doesn’t. She needs to leave.’
So, what makes me lol the most about this is that Adam is ‘so abusive
’ until heather realizes she’s been replaced, and now suddenly she wants to play wifey again, rather than taking this opportunity to ‘escape her abuse.’ This is why I do not believe she was ever actually in any danger. Thoughts…?
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His hairline is tragic. Dude's got a haircut like a blonde bert.
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Mommy’s playing chauffeur for her 30 year old daughter again. So much for “adulting,” huh?
I can understand being a new driver and feeling daunted by driving in certain weather or at night, but she needs to practice and it's better to get that practice in now than in the coming weeks where it's likely to be worse and more frequent.
Honestly, it's like she's a STRONG INDEPENDENT WOMAN until it better servers her to be a helpless scared baby so she can make people do things for her.
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Remember what you put juliet through? It'll come around in full circle.
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Lol I was thinking the same thing. She wants to complain about driving in this, but girl forced someone to drive in worse than this so she could stalk Ryan Z.
Also we get it Heather, you lurk.
Same kinda. I no longer qualify as legally blind but I don't have a license because it's more financially feasible for me to use public transport than to buy a car. A lot of these things don't even take experiential knowledge, just rudimentary common sense and she still manages to fail at them.
Those icicles indicate her car's been sitting there for a little while, too.
Watching Heather fumble over things most people have a basic grasp on in their teens would almost make me feel sorry for her, but the way she broadcasts this stuff purely to prove something to internet strangers, she really isn't deserving of any pity.
Honestly I don't even know what Clay, Craig, or any of these other guys even see in her. She's not very bright, she's inept, she lies, she's wildly unstable, she's extremely codependent, she's completely unmotivated. She has no social life, no viable future plans; keeps putting all her energy towards validation from strangers and pipe-dreams that won't go anywhere. Like they can all do leagues better, so I don't get why they stick around.
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Her younger sister looks more accomplished then her, but I don't think that's saying much.
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99.9% percent sure it's her younger sister…
Pun intended for the 99.9%
She’s 30, looks 40, and acts 20. I don’t think her brain has developed past the level of high school. It’s astounding she even has any following left at this point. But most of her life recently has been like a car accident, it’s too difficult not to look away. It even baffles me as to why any proud man out there would even want to be with this parasite. She offers nothing, works hardly, can’t drive herself anywhere, is in massive amounts of debt, lives with her mother, and is still legally married. That’s not exactly prime dating material. These ‘men’ are either past the state of desperate, or have a hard case of ignorance towards narcs. Ryan #5 seems to be running the gauntlet with her though, and if I calculated right has already lasted longer than Ryans #4 and #3. So maybe our little gun toting cowboy will be the one to take her in when no one else wanted her around.
>>929734>>929735>She's so desperate for male attention that she'll do whatever it takes to get them to stick around.
A couple days ago she was suddenly excited over a signed Anne Rice novel when she's admitted multiple times in the past she's not a reader. Anne Rice and RL Stine are probably the only "gothy" authors she knows. Reading is really the only one of Clay's primary hobbies that's accessible to her.
It's coincidental because Rice is universally hated for shitting on her fanbase multiple times.
>She showed up at that guys job iirc and took photos of him looking terrified.
Yeah, Ryan 2, and that wasn't all she did. The person who drove her from PGH to WV was a random Tinder guy who was never seen or heard of again. The reason Dera was driving in a blizzard was because Heather wanted to go stalk Ryan to another event, and he ended up not even going so it was "the worst birthday ever". I think there was another time she tried to stalk him. She was using one of her side-profiles to interact with his, which means he probably had her main blocked.
Then she posted the leg photo in the OP image, and I wouldn't doubt that and the dinner photo were taken without his knowledge. My guess as to what happened was that he was trying to get her to knock it the fuck off in the most polite way he could manage in hopes of damage control, and she didn't like that, so she put him on blast so she could spin it as him being some kind of shitbird fuckboy instead of just some guy she unhealthily obsessed over to the point of changing herself for his approval and repeatedly stalking him in person.>>929840>our little gun toting cowboy will be the one to take her in when no one else wanted her around.
He won't be able to take her in because he doesn't live by himself or own the place he lives. Unless he plans on moving out and getting a place with her, but her issues with instability, lying, motivation, codependency, etc would wear into him fast. He has over a dozen guns and tons of ammo out in the open, several knives and swords. As unstable as she's shown herself to be, that's just a sad, shoddy third grade baking soda volcano ready to blow.
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Finally a normal pic instead of a mirror pic of the two of them. They don't look good together as a couple.
If that's Target, I'm gonna assume he must have picked her up from work because snow is scary n stuff, and she had a co-worker take it.
He's 5'10" ish, she's just always wearing her Killstar debt boots and he always stands like he's trying to unstick his balls from his thighs.
kek. My sides anon.>>929929>>929933
Does Ryan #5 wear circle lenses or something? Why does he look straight possessed in every photo of him she takes? His bone structure is almost handsome, but it's entirely ruined by the cringe ren faire tattoo taking up his entire neck/jawline, whatever the hell that haircut is supposed to be, and that god awful soulless stare. Heather just looks like miss potato head or something. Those glasses really do her no favors.
Holy crap anon i think you're 100% right. Creepy!
As an aside I appreciate that wrinkles ribbon on her neck that looks like it just came out of the plastic.
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Did some digging. Here’s him not looking dead inside, and stage one of that tattoo. He wears contacts but not circle lenses. I think part of it is that she keeps getting him facing forward and his eyes are kinda close together and his Mohawk and completed neck tat just elongate his face to the point of being visually jarring.
Man, how many filters does she use on her selfies. He looks like a completely different person here. kek.
He looks like idubbz ugly edgelord brother or something. I just can't get over the receding hairline and necktat.>>930096>boy toy who looks barely 20
Nah, dude is balding and uggo. It's the 50 layers of filters she's using to smooth everything out.
She'd look much better with dark hair and better glasses. I'm not sure why she insists on the white hair and glasses commonly worn by middle aged men. It ages her badly and don't match her "goff queen" aesthetic.
New guy has hair like Sloth from the Goonies.
>>930099>sloth from the goonies
Some of these roasts are gold.
He’s 34 by the way. I think his Facebook has some photos from the days he used to dye his hair brown and wear a ponytail mullet with emo bangs.
Ouch. That neck tattoo. When you want yoyr neck to look like the side of a stoner's van.
He doesn't look chiselled so much as sandblasted.
>>930171>binge eating and too depressed to clean her room because of anxiety about youtube.
>having to explain why I dress this way now, bla blavalidating myself…
Heather. Nobody cares about how you dress. They care about how you act.
>all this misinformation going around….
Uhhuh. Sure. If you have any kind of proof that what's being said about you is misinformation I'd love to hear it.
>and then I get a nasty message from somebody online because I didn't reply to their DM. I mean, really, can I get some personal space? It's not all about you, you're just some stranger on the internet!
Ah, Heather appreciating her fanbase.
Also refers to her boyfriend, presumably LurchRyan.
>>930119>Is this dude into poetry or was that Ryan 4 (Craig)? She is posting a bunch of poetry in her stories today.
No that's him.
One of her poems today was about how love is finding someone just as weird as you. I know Clay has this self-defeating mindset that he's just too weird to have a successful relationship– he told me this once. In a previous thread, Heather stated multiple times that she's also too weird and no man will ever find her attractive. They both seem to suffer from, I guess "Special snowflake" syndrome.
With Heather it's kind of like she's the female equivalent of Reddit Incels, "People don't like me because I like [hobby]" but it's actually because they're an absolute paint-chugging muppet.>>930199
The span of ONE week:>Happy to be doing youtube again, doesn't need to prove herself, has so many plans>Asking her followers for video ideas, posts some unsettling self-focused answers and segues into two paragraphs of breakdown.>So happy again. Patently obvious it's because of the dude.>Horribly depressed again, for all the same reasons. But everything is because of the internet.
Also how did she get a nasty message from someone because she didn't reply to their DM? She's said multiple times in the past month alone that she doesn't check her messages because of the "haters".
But Anon, then she'll have no one to seek approval from aside from her boyfriend who is going to get tired of her emotional baggage and instability and realize she doesn't actually see him as anything other than an object to be used, flaunted, and treated like her spine due to being unable to grow her own.
Looks like she's editing another boring video that won't break 1k views in a week.
She sounds like a kid who rehearsed a monologue to audition for the school play, and is trying way too hard to sell it.
>bla bla take back my power and bring back my creativity.
>social media is not a good place. It's an easy place to vent, and it's an easy place for just anyone to react to it.
Heather the fucking genius. This took you awhile hun. Too bad you don't seem eager to get off the internet for a while.
>keeps mentioning "I'll be driving to work" because she's adulting y'all!
>bold new chapter. Life is finally mine. Can't quit social media because she is just so creative.
>not justifying changing my style anymore. Whenever I was a teenager this was me. Everybody started hating me when I changed my style.
Bitch, nobody cares. We care about the gofundme scam and you talking shit about your old cummunity.
>starts to cry when talking about her drivers' license and "buying her own car."
>has a "fulltime job" but the hours have dropped a lot. Was working day and night.
Which is what we call a parttime job.
>switches back and forth between soft meak sad little girl voice and angry Karen wanting to speak to the manager voice.
>"I don't want to sit here and talk about myself. This is the last video I'm making like this"
>shows off her "art."
That was exhausting.
Rant from earlier today.
Being cocky and arrogant doesn't make you right or smart, nor does it negate the stalking, harassment, theft, and lying, which she continues to deny even though this thread is now the second result upon Googling both her alias', and the only saving grace is that it's a clusterfuck of commentary and difficult to sort through, on a site many people would turn away from purely because of its reputation.
If your mantra is “Fuck the haters!” and not “I’m going to assess where this criticism comes from, and either improve and grow, or ignore it.”
Then “the haters” probably have a fucking point.>>930645
Heather, no one cares about you being "fake", even though you have previously said "I'm still Heather Sparkles, I'm just trying out new things" and constantly complained that your cutesy aesthetic was preventing you from being appealing to men.
We care about you stalking someone who wouldn't return your affections, and you putting him on blast when he tried to give you closure and make you give him space.
We care about you routinely saying one thing and then contradicting it a week later solely for pity, like how you said you were getting help driving, then said no one was helping you, or that you had your learners permit, and then that you spent 500$ of crowdfunded money on driving lessons.
We care about the fact that you have routinely taken advantage of people, even using people for free rides so you could stalk Ryan at least three times, and coerced someone to drive in a Blizzard just so you could see this guy.
We care about the fact that you have alienated or shit-talked every single person who has attempted to even so much as offer you simple advice to get out of that bad situation, and how you turned down all that advice and the programs you yourself said were suggested to you.
We care about the fact that you go through enormous mood swings regularly, but deny the fact that you're mentally ill and in the process, belittle people with mental illness by implying its this dreaded, shameful thing.
We care about how you continually called the toy collecting and fairy kei communities cringey, childish, weird, etc because you were busy trying to prove yourself.
>"Because of other people"
No, because of YOU. Stop blaming others, stop seeking approval from others.
Everything you have gone through is self-created drama, or embellished. You weren't starving or in danger, you were offered multiple services to help you get out of there, and you turned every one of them down.
You don't need to constantly go back and talk about who you were as a teenager. Are we all supposed to go back to whatever we were as teenagers or else we're inauthentic?
>genuinely into those things
But you kept saying that was just a phase, you were never comfortable, you just felt accepted.
>Doing very bad things to me
If he was doing "very bad things to you" you wouldn't have turned down the programs suggested to you by followers and by the marriage counselor.
>people said I'd never be able to do
You yourself said you'd never be able to afford your own car, but now suddenly it's other people.
>bought myself a little something
No you went on massive spending sprees and admitted yourself that you were in debt with Killstar.
>you're not going to have this power over me anymore
If that were true, you'd just fucking create. You wouldn't feel the need to make these videos or your quickly deleted Insta stories at all. The video alone PROVES people still have power over you.
Aaaahaha awesome, you caught the bit at the end that she abridged for the video! Was>"Sometimes you just gotta put the hat on, fix your hair a little bit, and tell the haters to fuck off"
a little too edgy for youtube, heather?
Does the Download button on videos work for anyone? I think we should be collecting this and other videos in case she ends up deleting them.>>930662>This took you awhile hun. Too bad you don't seem eager to get off the internet for a while
A lot of this sudden self-awareness is likely less Heather, and more Heather regurgitating what her boyfriend tells her. She's done this before where she'll quote something she read or what someone said to her in order to sound like she knows what she's talking about, but she'll never actually ruminate on it and take it to heart.>>930690>going on Killstar shopping sprees and rewarding yourself every two seconds>you aren’t fooling anyone with how you bought your car.
These two things also happened at the same time, and she'd only just started at Target. She wouldn't have been able to afford her car yet.
>her troubles at home-everyone turned their back on her.
It boils my blood, as someone who has actually been in a very dangerous situation before, that she keeps exaggerating what Adam did and painting him as this horrendous monster who abused her rather than just some guy with a saviour complex. I really wish he'd sue her for defamation at this point. She posted those chop-shopped videos of his "abuse" and claimed the only reason she never shared them before was that she was taking him to court, but that never happened.
She has a platform and a voice, and she claims to have been abused so horribly and she clearly is able to be vocal about it, rather than repressing it. If she's so pressed for content ideas, why not make videos to offer advice and support for other victims
and survivors of domestic violence? Oh, right, because she's lying about it for public pity.
What a fucking toilet person.
Do Anons want screenshots of Ryan 5 lying about his involvement with my former friend to downplay it and make her look crazy? Or is that too OT?>>930737
Her pumpkin carving video still has comments enabled and the only things there are the exact things said in this thread. No one is criticizing her fashion there.
She looks like "the hitcher" from the Mighty Boosh. But that's the only problem I have with her style. I actually didn't find her channel until after her "re as l Heathet" phase. Sorry to blogpost, but I was in an abusive
relationship with a gaslighting Narc for about 12 years (15-26) so I really felt for her. I actually believed her "nobody wants me to grow up and change" bullshit for a short while because that had happened to me. So I approached her from a position of sympathy. It was her own manipulation, lies, and unhinged behaviour that made me dislike her.
Heather, the problem isn'tvyour style or interests. The problem is you.
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I forgot to share this, which was just before her rants. Idk if she deleted it. “Seems like a waste of time” but did it anyway. Opted to make a video filled with her contradicting herself instead of creating content, even though she still hasn’t opened her print shop, was shown editing a video yesterday, and could have gone out to take more redundant photos of trees like a high school student in their first day of photography class. Instead she chose to devote upwards of an hour to getting dressed and made up, recording, and editing that video which regardless of content, was completely unnecessary and self-serving.
Content creators create CONTENT, things that appeal to others. If she’s doing these for herself and doesn’t care about public reaction, she’s not a content creator, she’s just a hobbyist with an inflated sense of importance.
I'm starting to get the impression that her playing-victim
videos are her new form of expression and art lol, she seems to get powered up by ranting against the haters
She probably sees it like those channels for self-empowerment and helping others now. Girl acts like she's giving a Ted Talk whenever she whines ugh
lol! beat me to it anon.
this qween of fashun tho and let's not forget what a "badass," she is because she wears cheap ass killstar boots.
Former friend's an objectively shittier person than Heather, but Clay also lead her on, backed away, rinse repeat for several years. She put him on a pedestal and ruined a couple friendships over the guy, so she's not entirely innocent, but there was never any excuse for how he treated her (or me, but that's a long, OT story).
Things I have logs of her saying he did:>Cuddled during a Christmas visit and they talked about how they're still interested in each other but he needs to get over his ex and she needs to get her shit together>Held hands for hours on at least two occasions>Planned dates, he did most of the event planning since it was her coming out to PGH>Almost went on a road trip to NOLA just the two of them>Sent him a long confession of her feelings, and "the way Clay responded was positively while at the same time not really giving me a straight response to my admission" and "the relationship I had with him did change toward progress">Shared a private room and bed during a convention I was present for and witnessed, only three months after sending her confession>Kissed, and he insisted on cuddling
In 2017 she quit trying for him and went around calling him a douche again, and got involved with her fiance.
Clay and I discussed his involvement with her, but every time, what he said didn't match up with anything she'd told me. His claims:>"She came out for the 4th, nothing happened because I just wasn't feeling it.">"We were never together, she wanted us to be and I don't think she handles being told no very well.">"I kept having to keep sporadic contact with her because any time I would try to be friends she would start pushing and it was making me really uncomfortable.">"I felt really uncomfortable the whole weekend. I felt like I was only there with the expectation I was going to hook up with her." (re: the convention he shared a bed with, kissed, and cuddled her 3mo after she sent her confession)
Clay's an incredibly lonely person and it's mostly because of a lot of self-defeating behaviour and habits. He does things that cause people to get fed up and leave, but every time someone does something as a direct consequence of what he does, he plays it off and/or shirks/dodges responsibility instead of actually examining the ways he hurts people and working on those aspects of himself. He's wants to be wanted, and it backfires on him tremendously because it's an incredibly selfish want where he's also prone to rose-tinted goggles. He told me all his relationships were just "one bad decision after another" but when that's the case, usually the underlying is YOU.
I know Clay well enough to know that once the novelty and high wears off, he's going to start seeing the reality in that she's not actually the person she tries to portray herself as, and he'll become exhausted and overwhelmed by her rampant toxicity she aggressively denies. Clay really sucks at communication especially when he gets in his moods and Heather will not take well to that. Likewise, he will not be her backbone. She seems to have already put him in the same "mentor" position she's put a couple Ryans in, which means he's trapped. He's the next Ryan Z and her codependency will turn nuclear. >>930982
Black Friday or not, I'm going to guess that's all at least 300$. She has next to no social life, doesn't leave the house, none of those heels or platforms are good for rough terrain or abandoned buildings. She's likely only doing this because she still wants Killstar to notice her, but she's gone above and beyond to absolutely tank her reputation so that will never happen.
She has no plans for the future. She has no goals other than teenage pipe dreams that will not cover the cost of living.
New Insta stories rant. She regrets her video from yesterday but says they were thoughts that needed to be said. She made that statement in yesterday's video about how the internet is a bad place to vent- she says one thing while doing the opposite. She cannot differentiate between needs and wants.https://streamable.com/ol566
Since she said she's thinking about taking down her video from yesterday, here it is for archiving.https://streamable.com/p787ghttps://streamable.com/1xje5
Huh, weird. I wonder if it nuked the audio when it made me split it. The file itself is fine, so I'll just Dropbox it.https://www.dropbox.com/s/0ujn9musyqdyuwr/I%27m%20Moving%20Forward.mp4?dl=0>>931011
She won't because it's not about buying good boots, it's about being noticed by Killstar-sempai.
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So how long before we see a post showing she bought this ($54) and an explanation as to how she ‘EARNED IT’
Lol of course not. That would actually be respectable and nor self-fulfilling.
She's locked in her own bubble. She could pay it forward, she could actually work on self-assessment and self-improvement and use her platform as something good, wholesome, and beneficial. She could become an incredibly respectable person by being someone who is actually honest with herself and works on her flaws and tries to assess where they come from, but instead she just aggressively denies them while blaming everyone else and she'll never donate her money to charity because she could be hoarding useless shit instead.
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This is both hilarious and therapeutic to watch.
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Heather you’ve known this guy for like a month. Maybe two.
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“Independence” your boyfriend is the root of your happiness right now because your codependent. You live with your mom and aren’t working on finding your own place.
Imagine the blow up when this relationship inevitably falls apart. Oh boy.
How did she even meet Ryan #5?
>>931949>Imagine the blow up when this relationship inevitably falls apart. Oh boy.
Someone theorized in a previous thread that she'll try to go after his shooting hobbies to paint him as a violent monster, and I don't think that's too much of a reach.
She keeps pushing the envelope further and further with her accusations towards Adam. Her last video said he did "very bad things to her", which is a pretty fucking obvious allusion to physical/sexual violence even though we all know that's a steaming crock.
It's also pitifully obvious she's devoting more energy to this than to literally any other, far more important thing in her life and hasn't gone on any actual "adventures" despite continually talking about how adventurous she is.
Don't forget she also shared recordings of one of their arguments and her horrendous acting and equally horrendous attempts to edit the videos to omit stuff.>>892069
Back then she said she wasn't sharing them because she needed them for a court case. Of course, nothing of that sort has actually happened.
Aren't they still legally married? I remember some business in a previous thread about how her maiden name was Novak or something and she never changed it to Faylor when they got married. Is he still paying for the storage facility, since she seemingly hasn't done anything with her old stuff and complained about a month ago that he'd try to take her stuff in the divorce.
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And she just posted a video about it. Nice coincidence.
Another case of zero self awareness talking about the haters. Grabbed a recording. Gimme an hour or so and I’ll post it when I’m free.
Tracklist for Heather's newest album:https://streamable.com/ninjp
> 1. I'm gonna sell my stuff> 2. People hate me (they just don't understand me)> 3. Not going to explain myself> 4. Hold up let me explain myself> 5. Everybody hates me nobody likes me I guess I'll go eat worms (cover)> 6. Manic rambling Feat. Heather's ego> 7. I'm moving on I swear> 8. Pipedreams> 9. I have to work all the time (even though I JUST said my hours were massively cut)> 10. I'm moving on I swear (the remix)> 11. People think I'm crazy!> 12. I'M NOT CRAZY!!! I'm a HUMAN BEING!!!
She has had three of these mood swings in the past week and every upswing involves visiting him. She's so wildly codependent and has done nothing to address the core issues that keep impacting her life.
She had another but I didn't grab it in time and its already deleted. Just started talking about putting together a new video and I didn't get anything after that point.
I really, truly hope she tries to post another
video trying to sell her vintage toys and gets showered with downvotes and people angry that she's yet again
trying to suck money out of the toy collecting community after disparaging them and calling them creepy and childish. She really just can't "move on" like she so often claims she is doing because she just wants our damn money so bad she just can't
let it go. If she would just stop trying to milk the toy community for all they've got, people would forget eventually. But she just can't resist the easy money she could make from the last few naive souls in the toy collecting community and doesn't mind taking advantage of them for her own financial gain one bit.
Oh FUCK no. She says she's thinking about starting up thrifting for toys again in order to flip them online. Heather, absolutely not. Leave those toys in the thrift stores for the collectors and hobbyists, the people with children that they want to have the toys they had when they were kids, and the people who will ACTUALLY ENJOY THEM. Imagine being a toy collector in her area now having to compete with her greedy flipper ass. This shit is why people hate you, Heather, because you don't mind stepping on other people's toes if it can benefit you.
Rather than get a second job, she wants to revert back to what she knows and what is fun and easy. Thrifting all week is much more fun than working another part time job, and we all know spending is Heather's favorite activity. I just don't understand why she thinks starting up a vintage toy flipping business is a wonderful idea, when she literally was just going on about how she doesn't have space and doesn't want to keep paying for this storage unit. This woman is unhinged, narcissistic, and dumb as fuck.
>>932832>these toys are archeology to me, and so is climbing into old buildings.
Cool. Some people get a four year archeology degree and do either physically demanding fieldwork or painstaking labwork. But I guess they could also just go to goodwill and pose for selfies next to some flaking plaster.
>I want to start my own business. I've never been able to figure out tax stuff.
Oh here we go.
She obsesses over this guy and she hasn't even known him two months yet. Oof
She's not even going to get anywhere with that, nor is she going to even begin if she can hardly drive herself anywhere.
She keeps focusing on a dozen different pipe dreams and never pulling through with any of them, or just doesn't have the skill or knowledge. I sold stuff online (Ebay) for several years, it's neither stable nor reliable income unless you're going the whole nine yards to get yard/garage and estate sales first thing or bidding on storage units. One of the reasons the BJD community disliked her was because she'd flake on sales or take forever shipping stuff. Considering how her behaviour largely hasn't changed much and she's been flaking on literally everything else, it's bound to be a repeat of that.
She is making almost every single mistake I made ten years ago and aggressively (and publicly) deluding herself into believing she's this stable, mature, strong woman when really she's just dangerously unstable, pitifully codependent, and frightfully stubborn. She refuses to assess any of her horrible habits and actually fix her life. She keeps being an absolute pissbaby to mentally ill people by crying "I'm not crazy!" in the middle of a breakdown instead of accepting the fact that she has some sort of emotional regulation and Cluster B disorder, and she is going to continue ruining her life and her relationship.
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>>this post of hers is old as hell but I laugh now because of how ironic it is
No, the toy community will never take her back. Not only did she insult them, she showed everyone how mentality insane she is and they don’t want that in their community. I’m sure a lot of them have come here and are now informed. the only supporters she’d have are people who are too stupid to see what’s going on.
She’s on her own as far as communities. No one will take her.
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She went to a black metal coffee shop once and now she’s becoming Corpsegrinder.
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>“Until I settle into another place”
you have zero concept of budgeting and just showed off your room that you spent money decorating instead of prioritizing saving for an apartment and nest egg. You said your hours were cut and even though you later lied through your teeth (which you also waste money whitening) and used that “I work all the time” line, it’s patently obvious you’re trying to find alternative income because of the latter.
>“Not welcome to”
Wonder whose fault that is. Why does she feel the need to bring this up all the time? This person asked about your collection not whether or not you’ll post them again. Jesus Heather.
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New Instagram stories up. Just the same old story all over again:
- she’s “back on YouTube” for the 300th time this year, and she’s serious this time guys. Ok?
- has to figure out what kind of a content creator she is since urbex isnt panning our
- says that most of her new content will have to be filmed in her room because it’s too costly to travel out and film in other locations especially for urbex.
- she’s basically having to start from the ground up again as a YouTube creator. Granted she’s doing it on a solid foundation from “whenever” she was a toy collector….Still banking on that YouTube money because she has ZERO faith in her own ability to really start over again.
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Girls need not apply. Spoopy boys and those willing to provide transportation to the front of the line.
I gotchu, Anon.https://streamable.com/32n4y
She needs to learn to stop wasting her time on these videos. Other, successful content creators don't spend five minutes every three days talking about their plans, they set up a release schedule and spend their time creating.
Half of this video is just excuses as to why she can't do something. Heather just admit you don't actually want to do anything other than sit at home because it's what you're used to since Adam let you get away with it throughout your 20s and you don't want to step outside of your comfort zone.
She says the house she wants to take photos of is on a busy road and she doesn't know what people will think with her standing there with her "big ol camera" Heather where do you think real estate photos come from? People are too caught up in their own lives to care about some chick with a camera they see for two seconds on their way to wherever.
She says she has no idea what her new thing is going to be, despite having said several times she has plans.
Good looking out anon.
Also “busy road” sounds like code for many cars and her being afraid to drive there and people honking at her for being slow.
Her face looks fatter. All that binging and sleeping all day isn't doing her any favourd.
Only Heather can talk about how much "creative passion" she has one day, and then admit she has no idea what to film the next.
Update. She wasn't satisfied with the video she recorded of her antiques collection but since she got all dressed and made up she might drive to Sheetz and do an "eating video". She might not though and she might make it at home. Either she's trolling or she's so desperate for cash she's trying to hit up the niche fetish scene.
I thought she was totally done eating crap food though?
Heather one day you'll realize that you're the root of literally every single struggle in your life and that your continued denial of this fact and screaming "I'm not crazy!" in the middle of your third public meltdown of the week is a surefire sign you need therapy and medication, not youtube and dick.
Already has two cameras but might buy another at nearly 500$ because it's on sale, but still has Paypal credit debt (Killstar debt probably). The expensive camera will be "a treat" if she can dedicate herself to Youtube.
She has two other cameras. One is small but apparently not good quality. The other is her DSLR and its huge and heavy so she doesn't want to use it.
"I'm trying to be a youtuber but I don't know what I'm doing. I want to come back. I want to film my life and adventures but the truth is I don't really have a life or go on adventures. […] I don't really know what I want to make. So that's why I want to just start being a vlogger."
So basically, Heather latching onto pipedreams instead of living in the real world and wanting to blow more money on something she doesn't actually need but is trying to justify getting herself further in debt with.
After this she posted a preview of that room tour video.
If she has supposedly moved on from the toy collecting hobby because it's supposedly childish and fellow toy collectors suck etc (she herself was critical of the hobby and the people who are devoted to it) why is she holding onto them? She's trying to play victim
again by saying she's not welcome to show her pony collection but the idiot brought that on herself by bad mouthing the hobby because she's now all grown up and supposedly moved on. She'll always be terribly immature, the toy collecting hobby and its community has nothing to do with that. She's also super impulsive and wasteful with money, she needs to make more money not spend it on stuff she doesn't really need such as another camera. There are people on youtube that don't use expensive equipment yet they are still popular because they have watchable, interesting content. She needs to come up with original content, not just shopping hauls and room tours.
What an embarrassing humblebrag.
She spends a remarkable amount of time lamenting about her financials (and lying throughout) then flashes her multiple equipment options like they’re simply not good enough to document her shockingly simplistic life and trivial pursuits she touts as extraordinary.
She then has the gall to announce her intentions of spending yet more money she doesn’t have so that viewers can somehow be rewarded with an improvement in the quality of her vlogging efforts. Which is, in itself extraordinary because she routinely claims she’s universally hated for such efforts.
If she were homeless, she’d be vlogging about which of three cars to sleep in that night while giving strong consideration to begin claiming a fourth option.
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So many adds in one video…
I don't know if it works to prevent views/revenue, but it's worth a try even if it just skips ads.>>934250>>934232>>934231
I thought he was "the one" after knowing him for years and finally giving him a chance, because he and I related on a lot of levels and it felt uncanny. My friend of nine years thought he was "the one", and in the end, him and I dating caused her to throw an enormous shitfit even though she said she wasn't into him, and she tried to alienate me from friends because his and my involvement was a jolt to her ego because it said "you were never good enough but she was". My childhood best friend thought he was "the one" but hit a really bad spot in life and latched onto both him and I to a creepy degree, and it just added a self-inflicted layer to their suffering and I almost lost them.
He's just not THAT great, and I really don't know what it is that grants him this weird, "senpai" status that causes people to fall so head over heels in a month or so of knowing him, where lives are so negatively impacted. I think it's because he gets caught up in the dopamine rush of the "honeymoon phase" so he draws people in and he's unique enough that they think they've struck gold, and it becomes like an addiction.
It's obvious he's the next Ryan Z except he's given her more than Ryan Z did. If he ever wants out or starts backing away things are likely to get real volatile.(no1curr abour ur relationships)
Someone count how many times she says “mmmm!!”
Take a shot every time you hear mmmm!!
This might be good for her since she wants to make videos but doesn’t have any ideas what to make, also she likes to talk about pointless shit. She can eat and constantly repeat herself AND get a video to post about it all at the same time.
Also, she has the personality of a 70yr old lady. Constantly repeating herself and pointless conversation to go along with the way she talks and the kind of words she uses. It’s cringey, dated, and feels forced.