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After several threads filled with blogposting, infighting, and the posting of off-topic (yet still effusive with milk) cows due to low pro-ana cow activity, nonnies of the Pro-Ana Scumbag threads were finally able to agree on something: we need a separate thread for these Cluster B(itches).
This psych ward is open to: diagnosis-in-bio oversharers, headbangers and scratchers, revolving door patients (not munchies), cows with personality disorders, lurkers/posters, and probably some other criteria that are yet to be determined.
Do some of these cows have eating disorders? Yes. Maybe. Kind of.
Does the majority of their milky behaviour have to do with their eating disorder? No.
The Pro-Ana Scumbags thread will inevitably have some cow crossover with the Cluster B(itches) thread from time to time, but please refrain from posting cows whose antics aren't primarily related to their eating disorder in the Scumbags thread.
Last thread:
>>>/snow/1904806Main herd & latest milk:
> Laura: Leg-lifter, sock-swallower, face-scratcher, and [insert future diagnosis here] extraordinaire. Loves being inpatient and also loves a Starbucks barista nearly 10 years her senior. Something of a Pro-Ana Scumbags graduate, as her antics have evolved and are no longer primarily related to her eating…disorder.
- Already back from a pathetically short attempt at not posting everything online after finally leaving ip after 4 years. There were a lot of "I used to be skinny" and "look I had a toob" throwback posts plus current selfies which are too boring to link. The first things she did with her new freedom was get a really bad and expensive dye job
>>1911762 and have a terrible passport photo taken.
- Apparently she thinks a bakery will hold your job while you're "off sick" for FOUR YEARS
- For those keeping count, there were 6.5 leg lifts (including 5 half-leg-lifts which get 0.5 points each) and 1 splits. Here's a funny edit where she's farting a sock
>>1930406Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/flourishingfxiry/
> Enara: Another Scumbags alumnus with BPD, and probably our top milk producer. Known hospital shopper and ED LARPer who overdoses and self-harms for attention. She once even called for an ambulance before overdosing. After being discharged the next day, she totalled her car, then swallowed batteries to get back into the hospital again shortly thereafter. Has a 3rd place ribbon from a pony club and is a Very Serious Academic. You'll find some of her greatest hits here (>>1768412 and in the last thread starting here
>>1907947), but there will always be more to come because she never shuts up.
- Spent the first half of the last thread trying to get back into Pro-Ana Scumbags with toob selfies
>>1905127 >>1906368
>>1907543, notes to herself about the toob
>>1906369, and complaining about having to eat food that isn't pure sugar
>>1908971- Enara's allegedly eyebrow-obsessed mom is kinda based actually
>>1906967- Went back to sh after the ED LARP stopped working
>>1912962 >>1914008
- Unfortunately that actually worked and Enara's dream of endless
all you can eat hospital admissions finally came true
>>1916187 but even that wasn't enough to satisfy her so she started experimenting with bloodletting
>>1923291 and whining about nurses not validating her enough while they're physically restraining her from killing herself
>>1930425Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/enaralouise
> Daylia: Serial arsonist, ice-smoker, deodorant-huffer, and gleeful thief who bathes about twice a month. Doctors don't feel comfortable working with her. Best known as the star of the hit drama Brown v The Queen (2020). Her goal is to be arrested for shoplifting and sent back to prison, but she keeps getting thwarted cartoonishly by overly kind police officers, pharmacy staff giving her discounted deoderant to huff, and random people giving her money and free food to trick her mom.
- Her support workers are also cowish. At least one of them is giving her shoplifting tips
>>198938, coming to the farm to medfag
>>1923368, and taking her to the police station to harass cops
>>1916543, which really makes you wonder what the other one did to get fired.
- Daylia put her apparently real email address in the email field
>>1919296 and started furiously cowtipping. She then did the totally unexpected and unheard-of: she started a campaign to shut down cyberbullying website lolcow.farm! She also promised to shower more and keep shit to herself. Sure, Jan.
Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/lostallsanityx/
> Becca: Obese headbanger and malingerer who has been in hospital for six years. Used to be kind of skinny and even had a nose hose, like that means anything. Gained 80kg in 3 years (that has to be some kind of record). Her most notable features are a really tiny, no-lip mouth and pasta sauce all over her face.
Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/trying_to_recover_becca_2k17/
> Colours/Laura: Basically a personalityfagging farmer now. Read her old thread here
>>1759128Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/coloursofthedark_bpd_aspd_npd/https://www.instagram.com/abandoned_borderline_aspd_narc/
> Emily J: Headbanger and formerly-aspiring nurse that likes to physically assault NHS staff.Socials:
https://www.instagram.com/emisfighting
> Fish Shoes/Helena: A cow for the lighthearted, relatively speaking. Alcohol and substance abuse issues, has an ED, gets bird psychosis when she stops taking her meds and ends up in the hospital (she thinks birds are following her, and she has an emergency suitcase for when she's on the run from birds, fish shoes to attract cats, drawings of cats to scare birds, and a secret key to hide money in so the birds don't rob her).
Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@unwholesomehelenaNewer cows with descriptions donated by farmers in the last thread:
> Hayley: She has BPD and likes to remind everyone that she’s spent most of life in psychiatric hospital (it’s even in her bio). She’s currently inpatient and self harms regularly which is often ‘so severe she could have died’. She has a cast on her leg and is in a wheelchair from a recent self harm incident. She refuses to take accountability for herself and constantly shits on staff. She refuses to change or try to recover. Is constantly baiting suicide which garners many sympathy posts.
>>1905920Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@iknowyouarewatching888
> Alex Moorhouse: been in some kind of rehab or pd unit for years, constantly “choosing recovery” then quits days later, posts a lot of depressing, attention seeking stuff, serial headbanger and face scratcher, not THE milkiest but does have some moments and i think she could be interesting here
Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@recovering.alex8
> Holly Wilcox: schizophrenic alcoholic & many other issues, her tiktoks are absolutely wild in a way i can’t quite describe, her friend died of a stroke and she filmed him on life support, posts tiktoks of herself drinking in the street, she was hospitalised but got out at some point and has managed to stay out but she’s been in a million times so i doubt this will last much longer as she seems to be deteriorating already but she is one of my favourite tiktok crazies
Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@schizofabulousbackuphttps://www.instagram.com/hollyamy9
> Katya: i don’t actually know the full lore with this one but she has beef with Holly above because Holly sent her money and she didn’t send it back? or something along those lines. Holly frequently makes tiktoks about how Katya is copying her and everything she does which actually might have some credibility as Katya is a massive attention seeker who seems to just jump on anything she can and repeatedly tries to get herself sectioned by calling police on herself and general antics along those lines
Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@katsrecovery2023
> Chloe Louckx: (26yo from Belgium don't post hospital name bands with your details on them) [note: pronouns have been corrected] Her page is full cream. Self admittedly has BPD. Has had a tube almost constantly with her weight fluctuating quite a bit but still has the tube at higher weight (thinking she b/p) ofc SH, pictures of inside ambulances, crying photos galore saying she's trying, has had 3 birthdays IP, she basically ticks every criteria. She's out of IP atm but says she's not good and was lieing to people. A lot lot more but cbf typing everything out rn, go lurk there and see what I've missed. Got a bunch of photos coz image board.
>>1918100Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@messy_indy
> Sharown Maxwell: She's one of the many obese women on instagram who claim to have had terrible restrictive eating disorders for years without losing any weight and just reeee about fatphobia if you point out how little sense that makes. Her latest drama is that she needs a hysterectomy because she's having menstrual issues that she insists have nothing to do with her weight and she's busy blaming it on doctors who wouldn't stop hurting her feelings by telling her that her periods would probably become more regular if she lost weight so her BMI wasn't over 30.
>>1918519Socials:
https://www.tiktok.com/@heysharownmaxwellCome get your daily helping of headbangers and mash, nonnies.
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it looks like laura shooped her head on kek
No. 1933403
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Oh wow Enara, what a revelation!
No. 1933487
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>>1933259Why does she keep doing this Captain Morgan pose? It’s making me laugh so much: looks like she’s expecting to be knighted.
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>>1933487Also ‘the difference 4 months makes? Bitch is posting the flaky lipped crying pics at least once a week, not 4 months ago!
No. 1933493
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Abby being a basic Abby
No. 1933495
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>>1933494Has literally no shame about going out with the head bandage like fucking Humpty Dumpty.
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Oh Laura, you make it so easy
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>>1933588I might be reaching here but………..Is it a coincidence that Mary (@daydreamingbird456) was mentioned in the ana thread (although not talked about now as doing well and seemingly graduated), her 2nd most recent post is about ‘opening up’ about b/p and the shame, stigma etc and being 1 year b/p free………She gets almost 300 likes and 58 comments……..A day after her name is mentioned here, Laura makes her own ‘b/p opening up’ post…………?
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>>1933606Mary’s post was very long but you get the idea. Coincidence that Laura decided to bandwagon?! I swear nothing she does is her own idea and everything is just copying someone else.
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Enara is bored of her recent crisis, I guess
No. 1933729
>>1933655I've only seen it (and yea I had it, it was awesome) with metal bits you twist around the base of a few strands of hair. Guess she'd probably eat that though, I'm surprised she's allowed this and hasn't decided to eat it tbh. Her 'team' or whatever are really just making the weirdest decisions and Aussie hospitals seem so lax it's untrue. Looks like you can just walk in and ask for whatever and you'll get it: 'I want to live here 5 days a week at least until halfway through next year' 'Sure, no problem!' 'Actually no I want more.' 'Well……That's a bit much'
cuts neck 'OK you can have more. Just keep doing that.'
No. 1933830
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This had to sting, hence Colours went on a spree of oversharing documents that show she currently has crisis support and that IP doesn't work for her so she isn't being offered DBT IP/IP Treatment.
No. 1933920
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>>1933832Ah didn't realize she made the two shared up thread private. She's been whining a lot about issues, some of them are caused directly by her asking her GP to refer her back to services, they made an appointment not realizing it was her and then had to contact and say "Sorry we tried before, nothing more we can do".
And having to bend over backwards writing back to her every time she stomped her feet anything in a letter was written incorrectly (correcting minor pedantic crap like she had
DBT IP and it didn't work, not DBT
and IP, because in her head simply sticking her in IP and drugging her up like her namesake twin will surely cure her). I really don't get the jealousy.
No. 1934036
>>1934030>We have received your referral>We reviewed your GP referral and convened that interventions and-previously explored with you without success.This one wasn't sent needlessly, it's just her GP referred her back and obviously they turned her down.
>>1934033Not really. They kicked you out for a very good reason. If they can't help you, they can't help you.
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Why is Laura selling the sweater vest she literally bought last week?! (The post is deleted but she was raving about it last Tuesday).
No. 1934561
>>1934306Oh but she doesn’t have any PDs
Nonnie, she has PTSD, or is it CPTSD?
No. 1934574
>>1934386I wonder what happened about the ‘back to work’ thing?
And she is apparently obsessed with dance and misses it so much she posts dance pictures every day, but every time she’s in supported living she’s offered the chance to go and she never does. Obviously doesn’t love it that much then or she’d be jumping (or leg lifting) at the chance to do what was supposedly her whole life. But she’s not doing it. Obviously she’d be not as fit or whatever as when she was doing it before and her body is different but if you really love something that much then going back is what you want, even though you know you’ll have to build up to your best again, it’s really doing it that counts if it brings you joy, surely?
And what does the UK actually do with these people while they’re locked up for years and years? It seems they don’t give them any therapy or treatment at all as Laura is apparently only now getting therapy for the first time….. (What?!) So what is the point of these units that they just put people to sit in for years at a time if they don’t do any actual treatment? Acute psych fair enough: they stabilise you and it’s a few weeks or months but when someone is in some unit for years …….I thought they would be doing something during that time to supposedly get the person better and prepared to live a life outside? Am I missing something?
No. 1935035
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So Enara bought about 5 million books: a massive box of them. All about mental illness.
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>>1935035I didn’t have the sound on and now the stories are gone but it was a LOT of mental illness books.
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Han as usual had the most traumatic month ever. For reasons unknown as usual.
No. 1935449
>>1935434So why are you allowed to hate on people but when I do it (and have actual reasons, instead of just hating everyone for no reason) I’m ‘cancer’?
You are all hypocritical, pathetic idiots hiding behind your screens and you actually know nothing. Everything you think you know about me is stuff that you have made up. I don’t know why you spend so much time thinking about me and making up this whole imaginary life for me in your heads to be honest. It’s pretty weird.
No. 1935455
>>1935435You aren’t interested in seeing the truth, you prefer all these lies you’ve made up for some reason. But I’ve never ‘terrorised’ anybody in the nhs; they have been
abusive and negligent to me for years. Why would I let you get enjoyment and entertainment from my suffering? I don’t think so.
No. 1935706
>>1935675Oh no that didn’t really upset me. This place has at least made me a bit thicker skinned, and I’ve been discussed and had my very own thread (wow lucky me) so definitively I am, or have been, a cow. I know people like messing with me because they know I hate lies being told and I’ll fight back, although now I know it’s pointless, sometimes I can’t help it.
Now I’m really derailing and blogging and whatever and people will yell but, rightly or wrongly, (well ok: it’s wrong, it’s not nice) this place has a lot less milk when I’m not farming it.
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1935725
>>1935706>>1935707I know what you mean, I've been trying to quit this site for a while. It's mean but it's fun to post about cows, my usual hangout is the scumbags thread and ot, but ot is less fun lately because almost every post sets some anon off on an infight attempt. For what it's worth I've recognized your posts before and I agree with a lot of what you say, and you've made a lot of funny responses that I've noticed people don't have a rebuttal for because they just resort to telling you to shut up kek.
>Now I’m really derailing and blogging and whatever and people will yellSame but at this point idc, I've gotten so many bans for dumb shit like that I have an entire folder filled with screenshots of all my ban notices kek. But anyway it's been nice talking to you again, I really relate to you and what you're going through so I hope you're doing okay and I'm rooting for both us to find some semblance of peace and happiness, whatever that might look like for us
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1935746
>>1935725Thanks Anon! Yea apparently people think I’m really funny when they don’t know it’s me; the amount of times people have laughed at my jokes makes it all the more ironic how much they hate on me. But at the end of the day it’s still nasty to post about people here (even when they’ve posted themselves and want it).
I’ve had a lot of bans that weren’t even me and were from like 3 years ago on another thread I’ve never been on. Also had bans for non-reasons but oh well.
I hope we both find what we need too. Most of my hate is about the unfairness of everything here and what some get vs others. I know, life’s not fair etc but yea it really isn’t!
No. 1935762
>>1935725It's not really off topic when the "anon" you're replying to is clearly histrionic/bpd and literally has her own thread.
What's the difference? Look in her thread. She directly posts(posted) on her public story her responses to lolcow and the arrogance is astonishing, as if begging and whinging constantly about how much you "need" that bedspace is any less milky than LLL being detained in one. That's the difference. We sure all cows to some degree on here but you don't see the majority of us directly referencing LC publicly
No. 1935797
>>1935784Ayrt it wasn't just you, but the whole conversation. Yours was just the most recent contribution and agreeing with colours that it's a derail (disrupt discussion, not on topic. Off topic, you could say)
>>1935706(Derail&blog)
>>1935449 >>1935421 No. 1936092
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Somethings going on over at Becca’s
No idea who would post on her account but the wording seems too grammatically correct for Becca
No. 1937235
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Enara is done.
No. 1937249
>>1937235Finally, some (skimmed) milk!
She’s “done” approximately 366 days of the year. Maybe if she heaved herself off her gigantic ass and got a job/hobby she wouldn’t feel so invawidated uwu. For once gain some positive attention by making decent choices. But nah, she won’t because Cluster Bs fucking LOVE being miserable. I just wish they didn’t try to inflict it on the rest of the world around them (she’s probably yelled at 15 nurses already today)
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>Reluctant to post
Except she posts selfies everyday
Also "that's the reality of having an eating disorder I guess" KEK
No. 1937439
>>1937425This lump probably IS “physically struggling” though…..with (pre)diabetes, high cholesterol, fatty liver, take your pick basically. Which is ironically more than she ever did as a mildly underweight supposed ‘anorexic’. Well done Laura, only took you gaining to the size of a small planet to be finally physically **~
vALiD~** in your ~ED~
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Enara can't cope with having to wait for attention without attention.
No. 1937778
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With the ambulance shortages, reading her gloating about ambulances turning up on a daily basis and having her on speed dial is pretty sickening. But hey she's well enough to be doing all these races. If she's that medically stable from whatever she is supposedly doing to herself why can't she just ring a taxi to fare her around?
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Her hospital presentations increased? What the fuck is her weekly average?
No. 1937923
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When you weren’t pretty in the first place.
But yeah, fish for some more compliments Laura. Shame the 10 filters you’ve used don’t stop you looking like a stroke victim who was already capital R Retarded
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She looks like she's adjusting her diaper, kek.
No. 1938148
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Anyone know who Anoushka is? A therapist?
No. 1938149
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Did she get accused of doing something to a kid or is this a weird metaphor?
No. 1938203
>>1938149Kim there's people that are
actually dying
No. 1938233
>>1938149>Denied basic human rights.Good grief please, which basic human rights are you being denied?
>Everyone thinks i'm a pedophileI'm wondering what on earth she did and if full details would be leaked anywhere. I'm assuming it's either to do with CAHMS, or the running club, (she doesn't seem like the sort who'd be messaging minors, but who knows) because she is actually a risk to children with her outbursts especially kids mental health if they're around her. Parents wouldn't want their kids around someone who is openly slashing herself, carving names into her arm. especially with the whole Blue Whale challenge (and similar) outrage that went on. Or was her or her dad recording/taking pictures of the kiddos during their runs? Given she's not been booted from the RA FB group on her new facebook profile i assume it's not
that bad, shudder to think about though.
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>>1938215Sorry to samefag but it seems as though she also works for the NHS, so her paranoia would probably be sky-high about her and her partner in general. Can imagine the "they're all contributing to the NHS doing XYZ against me (when it's my fault). They're all evul!"
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Given namesake twin says her dad takes pictures & videos for her - is he taking these for her?
>>1938300She has been slender/underweight, but not emaciated from pictures she's shared, there's nothing glaringly new added recently though on there. Guessing the poster was a newfag.
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LauraB#2 has been reminiscing about her IP stay in Canada, how she misses it, and saying how treatment/DBT failed. I don't get why she's obsessed with getting back into an IP setting when the treatment they will use is DBT (if anything) outside of validation and drug seeking behaviour. Given she believes in horoscopes though, does bottom rel. mean she's going to force herself to have a 'breakthrough' and stop being obsessed with cows & the nhs and move on with life? Probably not, but we have to ~believe~.
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What the actual fuck
No. 1939912
>>1939711Jesus christ it's 9am and I'm reading that mosaics into feet with a free foot picture to confirm
What's with the rainbows as well
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>I definitely deserve to eat a meal after that
Kek who is she fooling
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>>1941615 “definitely deserve to eat a meal” lmao ok
>>1941792All she ever posts is throwbacks, none of which she actually appears to be underweight in (maybe borderline in a few). It’s just embarrassing at this point
No. 1941876
>>1941848Ngl I absolutely creased at the elephant storybook screenshots. Thank you for cheering me up on this miserable winter morning
nonnie!
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the four coffees with whipped cream a day must be really nourishing, they’re vegan duh. I also noticed that Laura used to at least get a few comments on her pictures, she really doesn’t get anything anymore. It’s like 40 likes and complete silence, even her followers are sick of the piggy ballet, and the post and delete.
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It’s not rly milk but nonnas were asking how she affords new clothes every few days…it’s all shein of course! gross
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It seems Colours wasn't only obsessed with people actually needing help in hospitals with the NHS, it spread historically to Canada too.
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Stef is back to making herself sick for the hospital (after being in PHP??) and sucking in her cheeks! Looks like she’s not going to use her thousands of go fund me to pay for a place and actually work, such a surprise
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>>1942430Like tbh if someone really HAD to stay out of treatment and get a job they wouldn’t sabotage it before they even get a job . She is truly out of touch
No. 1943268
>>1943265oh, are you that
>>1935964 mega butthurt anon? personally, I think it's slowed down a lot because enara hasn't been posting and she was one of the milkiest cows
No. 1943421
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I might have just missed it but is no one here talking about this Katya girl? She's apparently attention seeking and getting hospitalized so much that she's getting shit for it even on TikTok
No. 1943439
>>1943421No she hasn't been mentioned and I'm not sure why (I didn't think to post her either)
What a COW!
Travels to London to stage attempts because her local police division don't fall for her shit anymore. She gets detained, sectioned and then discharged every other week.
She's known for saying some of the most abhorrent things, one that comes to mind is an acquaintance of mines mum died from cancer and Katya said "I'd kill myself I had you for a daughter too" or something to that effect. The lassies mum didn't kill herself, or choose to die, she literally had cancer.
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Pot. Kettle. Black.
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No. 1943756
>>1943647Don't use any field except "sage" in the email field and your reply in the comments box.
>>1943675In all fairness, she's had hundreds of accounts and does a lot of her bullying on private shapchat accounts so you've got to rely on people making them public if you know what I mean? I'll have a sleuth and see what else I can bring to the board. Ntayrt but
>>1943439 this anon
No. 1943792
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>>1943439So I wasn't entirely correct in my recollection of this controversy but here's the proof
No. 1943969
>>1943860My bad, I need to lurkmoar clearly.
Delete&repost to add that I didn't know about the vape part. Wild woman.
No. 1944524
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Guess she sent herself to the hospital with purging (and dehydration)
No. 1944627
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Not sure who Enara is addressing this to, but looks like she's alive
No. 1944634
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>>1944627Came here to post the same thing. Can’t forget the follow up though nonna
No. 1944953
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guys, does anyone else think this sounds a lot like … Enara?
No. 1945011
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>>1945008seems quite possible, given that their post history includes asking about balancing meds for pots/ptsd (see pic), posting in a chronic pain sub, and posting in an endo sub. There's also a loooooot of emjoi use which seems a little young.
No. 1945154
>>1944953If it was about Enera, the person doing the post doesn't really keep themselves anonymous on reddit so if she does lurk it'd be easy for her to know who if she knows the staff (posts about his failing relationship with kids and now he's looking for a fem twink to do fem twink stuff with).
>>1945011They claim to be 39, so not that young. I was sceptical though given anon captured it within the hour of it being posted with a prior post being removed for violating guidelines around verification or something.
No. 1945194
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Jumpscare from momsfavdisappointment
No. 1945490
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No words
No. 1945512
>>1945490I don't think that word means what she thinks it does?
Like was she told "If you keep taking all these at once we're gonna take them away/give them to someone compliant" and decided that means "You're sooper dooper sick and we have to put you on the sooper dooper sick plan also no medications because sooper sick"?
Or does "have access" mean "have access to the whole bottle to chug down when the nurse turns around" and they're going to just be administering her meds in a controlled setting?
I don't see anywhere that this kind of program is outlined, and I don't believe it exists.
Usually palliative care entails "whatever makes the patient most comfortable" which often translates to "loads of drugs", ESPECIALLY opioids and benzos.
No. 1945606
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>>1945603It sounds like they just told her that they're aiming for harm reduction at the moment, but I'm not an ausfag so I don't know the language that they would have used
No. 1946028
>>1946025well, comfort doesn't necessarily mean encouraging substance dependence or addiction which honestly she's bordering on. It's normal to give, say, terminal cancer patients as many opiates as they need because it's not like they're going to live long enough to have problems with addiction. I honestly don't know what palliative care for borderline personality disorder should look like (my understanding is that the idea of palliative care for mental illness is an emerging field so it's not well-defined at all) but I would guess that it's supposed to focus on increasing functioning, increasing her ability to do stuff that she says matters to her (so, studying mental illness kek), etc, and focus less on the idea of "full recovery" or return to normal function. Even though she doesn't like it, those goals might involve reducing the frequency of her hospital admissions and stuff like that. I'm just guessing, though, since she's mega vague and we'll never get more concrete details.
No. 1946531
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the real reason she stopped posting for a bit is that she’s getting the colours treatment she kinda deserves
No. 1946558
>>1946531>ASD assessmentI hate this “noOoOo my shitty behaviour is aUtiSm aCKshully” trend with BPD bitches
>hardly eating (surprise surprise)This is hilarious, like I get she’s being sarcastic and tryna give the dainty ana uwu impression but if she WASN’T eating I truly WOULD be surprised. Does she not think people have eyes?
I’m glad all that unnecessary shit has been taken away and she’s no longer wasting so many resources. If she genuinely wanted to off herself she’s have found a way by now but now her little hospital vacations have been cancelled this just reiterates the fact it’s all for show. She could have been “treating herself” at home all this time!
No. 1946616
>>1946531Bahahahaha stopped her vyvanse which she’s clearly on for her BED.
How’s it taken them so long to do this?
Funny though she’s so fucking insufferable already she’s gonna become worse kek - I’d love a cow crossover of her & Porgie.
No. 1946787
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Send me food reeeeeeeeeeeee(emoji)
No. 1946815
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thought you guys might enjoy Becca’s horribly facetuned selfie. She even facetuned the friend in it with her, how kind of her
No. 1947123
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Genuinely what the fuck. Mosaic's wife put a cat treat in her mouth to try to get the cat to grab it out of her mouth.
No. 1947199
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Laura celebrating “pinkmas” in what looks like a robe? A sad shapeless dress? I can’t tell what it’s made out of but the fabric looks off, almost like the stuff they make those biodegradable scrubs they have at psych wards(this is not milk, sage it)
No. 1947429
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>>1947425Pics for proof. Old post is nowhere in sight
No. 1947430
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>1947425
No. 1947705
>>1947629i can’t believe i forgot about the sock incident. she’s been so normal lately when compared to that.
>>1947633isn’t that basically what they should have done all along, like how theyre supposed to ignore munchies?
No. 1948943
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>>1948883Enara's list of accomplishments includes having an IO for the fourth time in her life (for those who don't know, this is essentially a line directly into the marrow of a bone, used to deliver medication when you can't get an IV and urgently need to give medication. Usually used in emergencies, where you're not able to take the time to place a different type of line.)
What a bpd inclusion
No. 1948953
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Becca is getting close to discharge … will Lyn the dietitian come say goodbye??
No. 1949035
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Poor little Enara
No. 1949251
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or impulsively spend while wasting hospital resources
No. 1949493
>>1949258Well she fucked around and found out. She was such a huge drain and wanting more and more, and finally someone saw fit to cut her off. What she was getting was ridiculous and now she'll find out how it is for the non-privileged majority.
It really makes me mad that she has contributed so much to the damaging stigma that people with bpd shouldn't be given help though. She will probably appear in another textbook, held up as an example to justify why people with PDs are denied help……But not everyone is like that!
No. 1949639
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imagine enara with a medical license, kek
No. 1949657
>>1949639How can she say "I could now do well" with a straight face after posting her 2023 summaries?
>Had over 20 surgeries I caused>Spent over 100 days in hospitalThose alone should tell any sane person she really would not do well at school atm. Unless she could magically choose not to swallow batteries whenever there's something she wants to do. Oh wait, that's exactly what she does every time there is something fun planned for her, like seminars and trips abroad!
I would never want Enara to have a medical license though, there's been enough attention hungry nurses severely harming and killing their patients already. At minimum I can see her coworkers having to patch her up after a shift when a terminally ill patient got attention and she didn't kek.
No. 1949926
>>1949657She blames adhd as the reason she didn't go to medical school but thinks that she 'could now do well' ?! Now that she just spent most of the year in hospital and fucked up so much that she got all treatment taken away, including her adhd meds?! So NOW she can go to med school? This does not add up. What makes her think she could possibly be in a better position now, after what she just posted?
I have no idea how she was actually a practising nurse.
No. 1950129
>>1950127based on
>>1946531 it seems like the answer is yes?
No. 1950244
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hanah/Lilly used to be talked about in the proana thread but since shes healthy im putting her here. Kek seems like these “autistic” bitches on tiktok r using their “autism” to mask their raging bpd
No. 1950246
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>>1950244kek. She constantly claims autism when it’s clear she has raging bpd instead. Won’t stop posting about her
sooper scary attempt like girl get over it it’s been almost a year
No. 1950287
>>1950246Let not forget how she’s always the
victim. ALWAYS. She never takes accountability for her actions, and it’s always caused by someone else - her ex boyfriend, her parents, her “bullies” at college. When her therapist called her out on her
victim mentality she had a complete mental breakdown and couldn’t believe her therapist would say such a thing kek she’s about to have another breakdown because she has to go back to college and is “burnt out” after 2+ week holiday.
No. 1950289
>>1950287it’s so tragic honestly and how she changed her name bc it’s “traumatic” kek she needs some serious dbt. She is the problem not a poor
victim like she thinks she is. And what kind of fake psych would diagnose this bpd bitch with autism when she’s clearly just an attention seeking manipulator
No. 1950372
>>1950289The same breed of moron who diagnosed Fi, encouraged Jillian Vessey to get a ‘diagnostic impression’ etc. There are loads of them out there, especially if a cow familiarises themself with the tests and can pay. This “BPD was actually missed female autism” thing has given so many of them a pass, and it’s a shame those who it’s true for have to be lumped in with the attention hogs
I don’t know much about this one yet but her crocodile tears are annoying me already
No. 1950573
>>1950569even if lets say she’s good at the school part. sure whatever i guess i could buy it, but she hasn’t even gotten any mileage out of her nursing degree which she
already has. i hope she uses getting cut off to prove us wrong and become a functional member of society, but i’m not holding my breath. imagine googling her as a doctor and this is the first thing that comes up
No. 1951042
>>1950699Years? Try less than 12 months. Then the board of nursing got involved and told her she can't with unsupervised because she is a danger to patients and herself. She rage quit and never returned to work.
Now she has super limited work options because no-one wants to hire her (and she considers any viable options to be beneath her).
No. 1952992
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Usual mixed messages from Laura. Says everyone felt sorry for her in IP (and obviously has to use a tube picture from when she had one for about 5 minutes) but now she’s so much happier and has real friends. (But not all those followers who ‘felt sorry for her’ apparently as she proceeds to do a few post and deletes and then makes a story begging people to go and like a banal selfie post).
No. 1952996
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>>1952992Original picture that was later deleted.
No. 1952997
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>>1952996Replacement picture.
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No. 1953211
>>1953148I think it’s make up (see all the highlighter in her cheekbones), angles and filters. Although I must admit she looks a bit slimmer now in the body comparison photo where she shows the picture with the black tracksuit from a year ago. But again that could be clothing choice and her doing her hair and make up better now).
I think she is not naturally slim and that’s why she constantly posts those pictures that are all from 4 years ago; those were the glory days for her and for her that was an unnaturally low weight.
No. 1953354
>>1950419it's cause there's been a legitimate diagnostic boom lately in hyperverbal high functioning adults who did not qualify 30 years ago but do qualify under current new criteria, which is fine. but meanwhile attention grifters are jumping on that opportunity en masse because they think it works as an excuse.
the gag is dbt therapy is still the recommended therapy for high functioning autism and they are still very much expected to manage their feelings and impulses and not indulge in psycho outbursts. the only difference with autism emotion regulation and dbt emotion regulation is identifying if you're autism upset because of a sensory thing or dbt upset because a perceived rejection thing. either way you are obligated to redirect and regulate the feeling and not lash out.
i think grifters do not realize that any autistic person high functioning enough to be highly verbal and mask most of their life can learn skills to control themselves and will be expected to do as such lol. high functioning autism means understanding you have
triggers over unusual things like schedule changes. but not so you can get your way, it's just so you can better identify and calm down those emotions and not have outbursts. none of these adult dx people are low functioning enough to need special patience for this behavior regardless lol you're gonna have to do the DBT either way bitch
No. 1953704
>>1953565She didn’t properly ‘do’ schizophrenia yet though. She started but where did all the spiders and the voices go?
Also where is all her money coming from?! That perfume she bought is more than £100 and she seems to get new clothes every day.
No. 1953708
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>>1953565I haven’t seen posts about ‘scary things’. Apparently she has a whole new team though. She also said on a tell that her last supported accommodation (with the invisible spiders) was all people over 60 apart from her. Didn’t know that before!
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No. 1953808
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let’s go round again
No. 1953880
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>>1953723Not a spider in sight. I’m still appalled at the stunts she’s pulled.
No. 1954406
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How can she look so different? Really quite piggish here, and did she mean she got her hair done again?!
No. 1954625
>>1954487100% agree,
nonnie! I used to follow this one years ago (I haven’t had insta since 2021 however)….. I see she hasn’t changed or made any effort to move on with her life whatsoever, kek… just another drain on the systems using ~super severe autism~ as an excuse to act like a petulant child. Seems to be a recurring theme and gold star diagnosis amongst the cows now.
No. 1954768
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Dween in back in the grips of laura. She’s also using accounts right now, I assume bc her following is bigger on the other?
No. 1954812
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>>1954799Sure is nonna. I don’t understand, she doubled down so hard that she was straight. She purposefully uses phrases like “my love” to be coy too. Also seems to be on a vegan kick. It’s hard not to see this as her mimicking her ig posts from SIX years ago. She’s stunted.
No. 1954857
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>>1954812Deleted and reposted again with a new caption, as per. Anyway why the hell go on and on about how she is straight and never had a gf, deny, deny, deny, ‘just friends’ ……And now post multiple updates on how much she loves being back with this woman? How is Dween ok with this?
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No. 1955038
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>>1954812Delete and repost AGAIN with new caption. Best friend.
No. 1955044
>>1955038I think it’s just attention seeking as usual and trying to garner interest. I just wonder what Dween understands the situation to be. Either way it doesn’t seem as if she’s been at Laura’s side throughout all these years of admissions, as a partner or as a best friend. Not criticising her, I know nothing about her and keeping up any relationship with Laura would have been very difficult when for years her life was just hospital dancing selfies and ‘I’m on 2:1’ , ‘I’m off 2:1’ , ‘
TW, today I swallowed a sock.’
No. 1955395
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Enara's stories are a gold mine rn. Talking about more useless degrees, being stupidly confident about her abilities, exploring her professional career. Right.
No. 1955505
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>>1955395Also apparently taking away all her admissions and treatment helped and she doesn’t need all the hospital and stuff anyway now.
I’m glad she’s not draining the system anymore but actually livid that she is perpetuating the stereotype that people with Personality Disorders should be left alone with no help.
No. 1955510
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She couldn’t do this until everything was taken away?! I hate the precedent this sets for other Cluster B patients.
No. 1955711
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Enara last night. Her own doctor has told her to stop with the mental health lived experience shit and do some real study. She doesn’t seem keen. Gotta make it all about her
No. 1956187
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How it’s going with no meds (although obviously they haven’t taken them ALL as she previously said.
No. 1956189
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Self advertisement.
No. 1956190
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>>1956189Laura might be really moving on.
No. 1956205
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>>1956190She cycles back so much it's hard to believe, but that's definitely a better outlook/position. Some day eating socks will be just a faint memory.
No. 1956276
>>1956205To this day I can't comprehend how can you eat a sock as a human. Did she chop it to small tiny pieces, was it nylon was it cotton or polyester? Or did she swallow it whole? How did she shit it afterwards? And how did it not get stuck somewhere. We'll never know and I don't think that I want to know. My sister's dog that did swallow a sock of hers did chew it and chop it in pieces but he spit it immediately after.
Whatever Laura, i believe in you make a change and make a difference! Graduate live your life and stay away from socks please. Just wear them don't eat them.
No. 1956706
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Why do so many uk cows end up inpatient so long? 7 years sounds obsessive
No. 1956720
>>1956608Why even make up something like that and then never mention it again? I don’t believe it either though. She said when she fucked up her supported housing about 3 attempts ago that she swallowed a hair clip. Maybe like a tiny hair grip thing? Possible in theory. But the only way you could swallow a sock would be cutting it up or (what I think she means if she eve attempted it) it was one of those tiny, thin socks that go inside ballerina style flats, are made of pantyhose and basically just cover a bit of your heel, your toes and the sole of your foot. Possibly she could roll that up tiny and swallow it? Or cut that into bits and roll up a tiny bit and swallow it? But most likely she just lied imo.
Whoever said about swallowing a tampon though……….Yikes! Obviously it’s going to soak up any liquid around it and hugely increase in size, causing a big fucking issue.
No. 1956892
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I am absolutely disgusted. ‘Lack of support’ ?! ‘Wouldn’t usually reach out’ ?! This cow is the absolute limit. We know she’s in a supported accommodation and now has specialised trauma therapy and also therapy groups: all provided and funded by the nhs. After 4 or 5 years of inpatient. Talk about draining the country dry. All the resources funnel fed into a few special favourites like this one.
No. 1957102
>>1956990I think you’ve got it exactly right. Maybe that’s the only part of the nhs mental health services that works: the kid part. Now they’re all about taking control and getting kids in IP before it’s even that bad, and then they like it because it’s all social media brags and sleepovers and hair braiding, and they stay in.
Back in the day you could be a kid in an awful state but you just had the GP, nowhere else to go, nobody really specialised. If your parents even took you there. And even if the GP actually took action, told you you’re literally dying and have to go to hospital, obviously you don’t want to go because you have an ed, because you’re a child, because there’s no social media etc so you think you’re all alone in this illness you don’t understand and you don’t want to talk about it and you don’t want to leave your family. Hospital sounded terrifying. If you cried enough and promised you’d eat, the GP would be relieved and hand you back to your parents, for them to take responsibility. Which of course means the kid didn’t get help at the crucial stage but might eat a bit more out of fear, might look like they’re getting better but probably just being more sly and switching around between Ed’s. Kid just goes through teens etc never getting real help, never knowing it’s an option, just trying to deal on their own, until eventually the untreated Ed or some other mental illness just takes them down in adulthood. And then it’s too late because there isn’t any help for adults who haven’t gotten into the system as children. And the younger generation who have are still in there using all the resources. Plus the nhs doesn’t want to try and unwind 30+ years of mental illness in someone who never got help as a child because the system wasn’t even there when they got sick! They’d rather a quick fix for a teenager who’s had some issues for a couple of months and lost a bit of weight because they’ll have a much better outcome.
I think you’ve explained it in a way I never got before,
Nonnie, thank-you! It’s all the CAMHS stuff. I don’t think that even existed in the 90s and if you didn’t really push for treatment (and what kid with an Ed would?) Then you could fly mostly under the radar and congratulations: that backfired because if you survived, you’re a really fucked up adult and nobody wants to start a whole process of trying to treat you at this point, much easier to keep the younger ones they’ve already got.
No. 1957306
>>1957129Amen.
And they say personality disorders just get better when you get older. I wonder if that’s a get out clause to not treat people because I’ve only seen them get worse (and get diagnosed with more).
No. 1957317
>>1957129You can be ‘fit to work’, but not really……As in able to do it but with a lot of struggles and burning yourself out for many, many years without help. You can be really high achieving with a lot of mental health struggles for a long time if you have that type A personality so you just keep pushing even though you’re really burned. Because again, you don’t know there is an alternative and you don’t know you have all these conditions because you didn’t get mental health treatment as a kid. Or if you did it was admissions just about gaining weight and maybe getting a meal plan and being weighed by the GP once you’re out.
After years, decades of just pushing through and struggling with everything undiagnosed, some people just break and literally can’t work anymore. And everyone thinks ‘well you could do all that before for years so you can’t be really sick’, not realising how much of a struggle it was and how far outside your ‘window of tolerance’ you actually were for all that time. But you just kind of had to get on with it at the time because there was no alternative.
There’s a documentary been floating around on YouTube for years from the UK called something like ‘desperately hungry housewives’, about women in later life who have had Ed’s their whole lives and just shut up and lived with it because there were no resources etc. Sorry blog but my mother has had an Ed at least my whole life and I suspect undiagnosed bpd and who knows what else? She’s 69. That’s been her whole life and like the women on this show: they just pushed through and that is their life. It’s pretty miserable. And that generation REALLY won’t get help.
No. 1957482
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Alex Moorhouse has relapsed again
No. 1957486
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And her friend Rebekah who is in the same PD unit relapsed around the same time. They are literally receiving the highest level of care you can get as a PD patients, yet are constantly "struggling" and "relapsing". Is the PD unit that bad?
No. 1958914
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Laura is going back to work. Will any amount of taxes ever pay for the amount she has drained the system?
No. 1958967
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>>1958914Laura posts this:
No. 1959129
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>>1958985Also Laura still using a picture from 5 years ago as her tiktok photo
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>>1959129Right after saying she will stop posting what she calls 'low weight pictures.'
No. 1959449
>>1959436I remember her sharing a supposed clinical document where a professional apparently said that Laura dresses 'provocatively' or 'sexually' or something and puts herself at risk of SA by doing that. Gonna say first; that sounds like a man slut shaming and
victim blaming, and rapists cause rape, not clothes; clothing shouldn't even come into it……..BUT the leg lifting and almost every dance pose she does, in public places, almost always legs wide apart and in clothing where you often can actually see her underwear or her butt etc: I think this is what they meant. It's not how she dresses but what she does in those outfits in pblic. It would be fine at home, in a dance class or even a gym; but in the middle of busy streets, parks, in shops and cafes, in a hospital common area way back where she was self posting doing splits on top of a tv and being swung around with her legs wide open in see through leggings……That's what's inappropriate. I'm not saying she deserves for anything to happen to her or anything like that but the constant vagina airing and leg spreading in public; I wonder if she's doing it on purpose.
No. 1959450
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>>1959056She certainly never seems to be short of money. Most people with full time jobs aren't buying themselves clothes and luxury items as often as these cows are.
No. 1959505
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>>1959436Very mixed messages.
No. 1959510
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>>1959449they didn't say she dresses sexually or provocatively, they were saying she dresses childlike for her age
No. 1959661
>>1959510Where are you getting childlike from? It just says 'inappropriately'.
I agree with
>>1959449 , wearing shorts is normal but wearing shorts when you lift your leg above your head a dozen times in public is inappropriate
No. 1959816
>>1959510This made me laugh! 'I don't even dress inappropriately': posts picture of herself in extremely short Daisy Dukes with her leg over her head, in some kind of park or public gardens. If you happened to be standing behind her, you would definitely see something inappropriate as the shorts barely cover her crotch when she does that.
>>1959661 Weirdly I also seem to recall that the professional said she dresses in a childlike way. But I assumed I remembered wrongly and that they said 'provocatively' instead, because that seemed to make more sense. But here we have the post and it says neither.
No. 1960403
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>>1960298Enara addresses the Docs and few other questions, including multiple people apparently claiming to have been IP with her and telling her that she is universally hated by patients and staff alike.
She has also has no treatment plan, her psychiatrist and psychologist keep cancelling her, her scale is broken and she might buy a new $300 one, and she cannot eat solid food because of ‘(multiple) oesophageal strictures’ and is now on a liquid diet.
She also deleted all grid posts and started posting book reviews instead.
No. 1960405
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>>1960403I wonder if these people are for real or just baiting her.
No. 1960408
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>>1960405Just trying to give an update overview. If anyone wanted it.
No. 1960412
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>>1960408Ok last one out of her. Sorry if it’s too much for hell week but she’s been quiet a while. Maybe ‘palliative’ has been doing her good in some ways. Who can really tell?
No. 1960422
>>1960408Maybe I'm just being autistic but is she implying she is finding it hard to not restrict/to not purge? I don't get it, clearly she hasn't had any trouble consuming enough calories.
I wonder if she'll try and become skelly now that the self harm isn't getting her any asspats.
No. 1960626
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>>1960606I think I remember her saying that her pharmacy is literally across the street. She was saying she had agoraphobia and could barely go to the pharmacy just across the street (but she can fly all over the world to conferences and go to hospitals all the time).
No. 1960629
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>>1960606Apparently all her every night trips to hospital, 2 days a week admissions, respite admissions and special casts to stop her self harming weren’t needed. She just stopped. Just like that. She’s now ‘more than capable of communicating her needs in other ways.’
No. 1960651
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Enara posted some video stories. Weird hearing a cow’s voice for the first time when you’ve followed their posts a lot but not actually heard them speak.
Also this story which seems to contradict the earlier one about her throat strictures being SO bad she couldn’t eat. Now she apparently has only ‘minor regurgitation’. And ‘you may remember’ she’s had an NG tube……..
No. 1961505
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She posted this a few hours after she posted a video of herself from years ago
No. 1961577
>>1961505Laura types like she's genuinely intelectually disabled. Actually her whole whole existance screams intelectual disability, I know she's desperate for attention but the loop of "oh I was so skinny" to "I need to accept myself" is so off-putting. Maybe it's the antipsychotics.
She feels different from Enara, Enara is clearly manipulating the system to get the maximum amount off ass-pats possible, I feel like Laura doesn't know wtf she's doing other than if she acts out she doesn't have to be an actual adult.
I don't know how she was before in terms of intelligence but as of now she doesn't look very bright.
No. 1961690
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Looks like Laura isn’t vegan anymore. Drinks oat milk whatevers but adds cheese to her quorn dinner.
No. 1961692
>>1961626The ballet thing is still there. Saying how far she’s come since she started……But the video is a really old one so it makes zero sense.
Now I guess she’s starting again almost from the bottom as she was ‘off sick’ for 4/5 years Kek. But honestly, good for her if she’s actually going back to dance instead of just going on about how much she loves it and posting 5 year old pictures of herself. She can actually go and do it if she loves it that much. Sure she got herself obese but if she loves it that much she’d still do it and be proud of showing the progress she’s making NOW, instead of harping on about 5 years ago. (And I don’t mean weight loss, I mean actual dance improvements. If she’s starting from scratch again then she should, in theory, improve quite quickly, as opposed to someone who’s been doing something forever and finds it hard to make any more improvements after doing it for so long).
No. 1961891
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Long time no whining.
No. 1962165
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Our capable queen Enara.
No. 1962168
>>1962165How the fuck can she be doing any subjects at all when half the time she's in the hospital? It's a bit impressive, (sorry for blogging) but when my mental health was fucked I almost had to drop out.
But then, it shows how all of this is a show for attention. I find it hard to believe someone that is suicidal, going in and out of hospital, self-harming and with a sooper serious ED (kek) can function enough to go to university.
Or maybe I'm just jealous for being more of a failure than Enara, kek.
No. 1962483
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May’s first post in her newly assigned thread. Zopiclone stopped without consulting her. Who are the health care professionals here? Not May. She’s a health care assistant at a children’s hospital at best. Zopiclone is a highly addictive medication. Doctors prescribe it for 5 days maximum. Obviously they’re not going to consult a hospital patient who’s constantly whining and demanding to talk to doctors on whether to stop a medication or not
No. 1962484
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>>1962165She’s been reading all the millions of books she keeps buying. And they’re all mental illness themed of course. Bit of bragging about this one too: she knows SO much about anorexia so she skipped over all the factual bits.
No. 1962488
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>>1962484She’s obsessed with any and all things mental illness. Or just any illness at this point.
No. 1962509
>>1962486They’re addictive drugs and can cause rebound insomnia, so patients who have been taking them like you need to continue taking them because they can’t sleep without them. May will eventually sleep if she doesn’t get her pills.
Also, the NHS heavily subsidises medication. A prescription charge is only £9.65 so the NHS will be paying the rest, so it’s not in their interest to prescribe drugs that aren’t really needed. Unlike the US where patients/insurance pay the fees so drs hand pills out more freely
No. 1962553
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May is yet again posting how her life is in danger, how physically unwell she is (yet they let her out of the hospital to go shopping), how she fears for her life. She is absolutely insufferable and doing the most to be a pest. It’s almost guaranteed that everybody else in that ward is waiting and waiting for their own treatment. The nhs is fucked and underfunded. People die in hospitals waiting for treatment. May isn’t going to be one of them. She didn’t eat for five days so she presented to A&E? What person does that that doesn’t crave attention?
1/5
No. 1962686
>>1962560So scared she's going to die because she's so unwell, or she's going to soon lose mental capacity…..Writes novel after novel with correct spelling and grammar plus medical terminology. She really picked the right name for her Twitter, didn't she?1 I thought she was kind of mouse-y and boring but someone unleashed a fucking demon in her. Also 'final request'. Kek.
I think there's an option c) here: be kicked out because why did they even admit you in the first place and you're being very ungrateful and '
problematic' here too? You can leave and go grocery shopping? You can go home. I genuinely do not understand British hospitals and their logic.
No. 1962694
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>>1962686What malnutrition?? She’s acting like she’s a few days away from dying when the body check she posted here the other day proves otherwise
No. 1962787
>>1962686You were correct with option C.
She's being discharged home. From Twitter, sounds like she's also lost the support she did have from ED service too.
(still hasn't learned how to sage) No. 1962791
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>>1962787Ward rounds do only tend to last 5 minutes in hospital, im afraid to tell you May. Especially if you’re not even unwell to begin with! Shock! Go home and suffer the consequences of your own demanding, bratty actions
No. 1962797
>>1962793Yep, and I think her not wanting to be weighed in A&E was totally
sus. Almost as if she knows her weight is pretty much fine
No. 1962815
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>>1962803Here May is whining and catastrophising again. Apparently her mum is going to have to be her nurse when she’s fully capable of taking care of herself. Again, I refer to being let out of hospital to go shopping. And why can’t she just say fainting? Using the medical jargon does nothing but make her look like the bratty, hypochondriac she is. Oh no, what if you faint?? How dangerous!! I hope her mum is as sick of her as we are. She’s 26 and expecting her mum to nurse her. Grow up
No. 1962841
>>1962790It’s not and you guys are hilarious that you don’t know who you’re talking to most of the time. You agree with the comments and opinions of the person you then drag in the same fucking breath.
May is a cunt and she’s actually had and having a fuck ton of help from services. She GETS admissions and care and acts like an ungrateful shit. There’s a huge fucking difference between someone who’s an attention seeking cunt, faking and malingering her way into loads of help and treatment and then complains about it; and someone who has NEVER received any help at all in this country and desperately wants to just quietly go and get into treatment, work hard, get out and go have a life.
No. 1962847
>>1962843Clearly not because I have so many conversations on these boards with people who agree with everything I say and appreciated my stuff.
Oh and the perma-bans? They run out on their own in a few weeks: there’s no ‘ban evading’, you just one day aren’t banned anymore so idk what to tell you about that.
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1962854
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>>1962815Back to day patient May goes. Commence the onslaught on complaining and whining once she starts
No. 1962855
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>>1962847I'm still wondering if you're posting from your ipod on one IP, and posting using your phone on a second (mobo data). Because you were banned earlier today for your wall of text with talking about your ex-friend Sally). And kek at the temper tantrum on your insta following being banned again.
No. 1962860
>>1962854Probably just to shut her up rather than any clinical need for it, especially as she literally named/tagged her local trust. Any lurkers from St Ann’s DP might want to prepare themselves for the onslaught of shit coming their way, Godspeed kek
>>1962847Go away you fucking sociopath
(stop giving attention whores attention) No. 1963239
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>>1963043The way she’s including her medical notes to let everyone know how super wuper mentally ill she is. And just to clarify guys it was 1+kg a week, god, can’t the medical professionals get anything right
No. 1963631
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Where does all Laura's money come from? She seems to get her hair cut and colored about every 2 months, and that looks suspiciously like the latest iphone.
No. 1964269
>>1963657As someone who’s been in hospital, esa is reduced after spending 6 months in hospital but you still get a certain amount. If she’s on universal credit opposed to esa you generally get more and with her being in supported living and ~history~ I imagine she’s getting the highest rate with is £700+ and if she’s claiming pip and exaggerating her issues/struggles and getting the highest rate on there that’s £650+ so near on £1500 to spend however she wants. Also I’ve heard of supported livings giving money each week to residents for food or ‘activities’.
If she is starting to work she would need to tell universal credit and PIP and would more than likely lose both of those payments if not it’s technically benefits fraud if she doesn’t tell them her change of circumstances…
No. 1964272
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Possible new milk? (I think she’s been posted in previous threads though)
(New farmer so sorry if I saged this wrong)
Look who I found, BPD cow up to the same old shit, having ‘life threatening’ incidents multiple times a week, hates staff staff hate her, yet she’s still informal and threatens to off herself daily
No. 1964274
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Unsure of if she’s been posted before, but even the mh side of TikTok cows hate her
Names Katya, uk cow, BPD, overall attention seeker and liar. Posts videos of her attempting it on a bridge and then gets picked up by the police. Lies constantly and makes shit up also can’t lip sync to save her life - it’s embarrassing. Says she doesn’t want to be in hospital but complains when they discharge her. Been accused of killing past pets and animal abuse. Most recently (i think she deleted the video) but posted a TikTok stating she thinks her dr has seen her TikTok about wanting to go home as he’s discharging her Monday but was miming to the sound ‘you’re a mean mean man’ guarantee she’ll ’do something’ over the weekend to stop her discharge but don’t forget she doesn’t want to be in hospital at all!!!!
No. 1964275
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Possible new cow?
Lottie, another uk cow currently sectioned. Posts a lot of herself with dressings and bandages also known to post a lot about wanting to die and self harming. Been in and out of hospital A LOT.
Not sure if she’s a cow contender, I have access to a lot of the UK cows (undercover farmer here) so let me know if there’s anyone in particular you’ve been wondering about because I probably know their account (even if they get deleted regularly and make new ones)
No. 1964295
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Alex moorhouse - another UK cow, been in hospital for 2+ years, does a lot of days in the life on a psych ward. Currently in another ‘relapse’ was doing really well for a while close to being informal had unescorted leave and now back to square one. Posts a lot of depressing posts and shit
No. 1964301
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Why is this cow still under the impression she’ll get refeeding syndrome?
No. 1964372
>>1964275Yes actually, if you're farming to order: Ceylon. @cha0tic_creature. Fat 'anorexic' meth head with terrible dress sense and a penchant for reposting her
triggering poetry and her scars. Last seen cross dressing with glitter mustache.
@theyngel_ : apparently former AN, now fat. Aussie but last I heard was moving to the UK specifically because she thought the healthcare was so good and she would get specialist DID treatment, because she was 'ready to accept treatment'. Love to know how that went.
Katie, @given.uppppppppp. Always in and out of hospital, and
abusive relationships. Has a kid.
@perfectly.imperfect.xx Mel? Aussie though. Fat 'atypical anorexia' and bpd.
That's probably enough for now.
No. 1964528
Everyone who's having a bitch about a farmer presenting new milk, how bout you contribute. Someone can be very ill and still be a cow. BPD has 100s of possible variations in symptoms. But also, those choosing to be extra for attention and not moving towards improvement and posting for ass pats is core behavior. They're weight has nothing to do with it. If anything, those with BPD are prone to binge/ comfort eating. If you're caught up on someone's weight, go to the anachan thread.
>>1964274 Thanks Nona for bringing some milk. This chick has killed pets wtf?!
>>1964295 and 2+ yrs in Hospital is a pisstake. If you're in that long you're not doing shit to try to recover. These cows are choosing to be defiant and extra SiCk due the views and sympathy. Keep posting
No. 1964612
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Latest photo of Ceylan (cha0tic_creature) from what I understand she is back in hospital after attempting multiple times in the last 6-8 months, goes on leave a lot with her friends to go for food. I think she’s going to a long term hospital, still writing/posting triggering poetry and I can confirm her fashion sense has not inproved
No. 1964617
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>>1964528More milk on this Katya (katstruggling23) she constantly posts on TikTok and Snapchat asking people for money saying she has bills to pay or needs food to eat (she is currently inpatient so isn’t exactly without food) I’m talking every few days asking people for money. She’s notorious for not paying people back and Hollie (other uk fag) has gone online saying how she thinks Katya has a gambling problem hence the constant need for money
She has also reportedly lied about losing a child even using pictures of another persons dead baby claiming it was hers (sick) regarding the killing of past pets she was regularly getting reported to the rspca by people on TikTok, most recently she got a puppy (this was last year before she was sectioned) her supported living wouldn’t let her have a pet there so the dog stayed at her dads and apparently was always in a cage and she would ‘go missing’ every other day and attempt and then go to A&E would get sent home by crisis and repeat multiple times a week and the poor dog was just neglected constantly
No. 1964621
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One thing I will NEVER understand is when people willingly put up videos or pictures with something like this stuck to their head. Why would you do that? It’s giving sanitary towel vibes that em used to do over on the pro ana scumbag thread back when she was inpatient years back. For context this video was about being able to stop self harm whenever she wants to and then coming back and saying ‘welcome back to watch mojo where we are counting down the top 10 stupidest people’ (TikTok sound)
I know I didn’t bring the milk last night when I posted these, I was half asleep but this thread is dryyyy and scrolling on my TikTok fyp I roll my eyes at so many cows I thought I would share.
The biggest thing with a lot of these uk cows is the constant posts during ‘crisis’ where they’ve either attempted or are going to which immediately erupts with countless comments of people who are worried. OR they post some depressing post and then that’s quickly followed by another post saying ‘don’t worry I’m safe’ it’s like none of these people can struggle without telling the internet
No. 1964623
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>>1964619Her fashion sense is definitely ‘unique’ and I wouldn’t think it was the same person at all!
No. 1964626
>>1943647>>1964617She is an absolute cow. Constantly going to hospital for one thing or another. Makes up physical health problems and “drs are
so concerned” etc. then there is nothing wrong with her.
Goes “missing” but then posts videos and photos next to London landmarks and acts surprised when she is “found”. Threatens to jump, never actually does anything but gets a 136 in different areas and discharged as soon as a consultant looks at her notes.
She only ever has headbanging marks when she’s in or has been near any hospitals else she has a normal forehead.
Gets a lot of hate online but also seems to absolutely thrive off it. Hardcore BPDchan
No. 1964628
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>>1964624Unable to find any proper posts on her instagram about her book as she restarted her insta so it doesn’t go all the way back. Found this post which is art that someone drew about her poems so might be linked? From what I understand Ceylan has been in and out of inpatient for years, she also struggled with drugs and alcohol. She used to be underweight due to anorexia and her drug addiction and has also self harmed on almost every single part of her body. She is now more than likely overweight and struggles with sobriety and self harm still with attempts and sectioning. Her ‘poems’ are
triggering as fuck about sexual assault and what happened to her. I wasn’t on any of her pages during the time she first published her book but I know it was a collection of some of her poems so I can’t comment on the mixed reviews that people may have had.
No. 1964629
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(This is my best attempt at getting 2 photos in 1 photo)
But for comparison the bottom photo is what she used to look like and the top photo one of her semi recent photos on instagram
No. 1964655
>>1964612I hate this one. Seriously takes the fucking piss. She should be thrown out forever and I don't get why some people are but cunts like this are kept and given more and more. Still fat af I see.
Is she still cross dressing? She had a whole other account as a male alter ego but I forgot the name.
No. 1964667
>>1964629Why? Just why? There is no need. The meth must have rotted her brain right out.
Thanks for the pictures
Nonnie, I'm guessing she still thinks she's 'redefining normal', but this really ain't it.
No. 1964678
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Extremely old milk that Laura is still trying to revive/relive/I don't even know.
She really 'still gets people thanking her' for being in this tv show?
No. 1964679
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>>1964678Did anyone ever say 'you're so strong' about her 'not eating' ?
No. 1964680
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>>1964679Is this Laura made by AI?
No. 1964681
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>>1964680Also the ring is on her engagement finger/hand. Coincidence?
No. 1964689
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>>1964679Laura really does need to have this conversation with herself. But dying? Come on now.
No. 1964699
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Emily educating staff
No. 1964845
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All is not actually well with Enara. She’s still constantly going to hospital, so she says.
No. 1964856
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if that ain't the sad ass pitiful, shameful fuckin truth
No. 1964858
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Some skimmed May milk. Pretending mushrooms are a ‘fear’ (no gurl, you are nowhere near baby bicep level) and asking for dietetic advice on Twitter, because we all know clinicians love dealing with rando Cluster B whiners in their spare time..
>>1964845It’s a shame they can’t like, ban her from ER. Imagine you’re in there with your kid who’s caught meningitis or your leg’s hanging off after a car wreck or something and you hear this fat lump crying about their poor feefees. I wouldn’t usually judge people presenting for MH reasons (if they’re not a munchie, that is) but this bitch might as well move in for all the resources she hogs
No. 1964869
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>>1964858She also thinks the hospital gave her a serious GI infection. Of course something else had to happen to her whilst she was in hospital. Obviously the negligence and mistreatment wasn’t enough. I hate this cow so fucking much
No. 1964917
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>>1964869Now she’s contemplating a go fund me for eating disorder treatment. Seriously what it is with these cows begging for other people’s money? Just go to work like the rest of us
No. 1964921
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based ED consultant
No. 1964923
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Can’t talk bc dripping tap but has a job on a presumably busy? paediatric ward. It’s these little slip ups (like when she said she was buzzing on ADD meds) that make it so easy for anyone with knowledge/experience to see how completely full of shit she is
No. 1964990
>>1964984If she's in the UK she will be eligible for benefits. She is probably on high rate but is still begging for money which is disgusting! Also she can access food banks which may not have her "safe" foods but would give her grocery essentials so she could then spend money on her "safe" foods.
Noone in the UK that is unable to work due to mental illness with no dependants etc needs to ask followers for money, groceries, gifts etc. They will be getting rent paid, highest benefits so uez they would have to pay utilities but if a single mum on the same and in some cases less benefits can survive without begging these cows can too!
No. 1964991
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>>1964990She claims to be entitled to nothing. After looking up the rules since I'm not a UKfag, does this imply she must have savings she's not mentioning or that she hasn't been told she can't work?
No. 1965071
>>1964991(Uk farmer here) If she's not able to get UC she either has savings or hasn’t been signed off unable to work OR she doesn’t meet any of the criteria that means she’s unable to work, if she’s filled out the form to apply for UC and they’ve got nope sorry she is fully able to work and has no evidence to support her claim that she can’t. With her saying PIP is her only option then all I can say is good luck haha, PIP is so so much harder to qualify for and if UC turned her down then more than likely pip will. Not only does it take months to get a PIP claim you also have to give loads of evidence supporting your claim including doctors notes explaining your conditions and how it impacts you daily and if you’ve managed to supply those you will then have an interview with someone from PIP to get you signed off and even then the claim amounts differ from the lower pay bracket to the large pay bracket.
She can work, she has no evidence to support her being unable to she’s just being a lazy bitch.
No. 1965082
This is about incest Becca so replying on here to keep the proana thread neat and because Becca is the biggest narc I've ever met so fits here more than the other thread
>>1965065But I'm scared to KEK some of us have got chatting off the thread to work out who each other are. Rambly one, strap in…
She tells everyone different versions of her "trauma" (her grandad WAS the pedo ring leader of the church for me, but they were two seperate men to someone else. She told me her closest call suicide attempt was on train tracks, and the G force pushed her out the way and she injured her ankle falling. She told someone else she jumped out the way a little late and hurt her shin. She told her parents and closest friends
at the time that some random man ran over pushed her out the way. Her parents got the guy flowers and thank you gifts and turned up at his door. Turns out she was just normal. Stood next to the tracks and got chatting about how she was going to do it but there's a kids park not too far from the jump site so she didn't want to traumatise them.)
The ongoing theory is that she does that on purpose, so we all have our own version of events, and that she can work out who's gossiping.
Wee tidbits of milk though, Star is a diabetic and when they moved into the same supported accomodation, Becca got one of her monitors and posted a selfie with it boasting that she has non diabetic hypoglycemia as a result of long term anorexia. Never saw another monitor after that. She does carry around a finger prick test, though. It's the carry case she allegedly keeps her benzos in now.
Her sister is just as strange and walks around the house with her tits out regardless of what guests are in the house. They were clearly sexually exploited growing up, as there's no other explaination.
This ones a bit tricky to explain without outing the ex-friend so I'll try my best, but Becca/Star/Libby/Abby or someone in that group (>>1964454) have been posting screenshots of the chats between Becca and an ex-friend to this thread, from the ex-friends POV, pretending to be posting to the thread AS the ex-friend. If you follow? Me and one other person have used the name drop to work out who the ex-friend is and she genuinely didn't know she was getting spoken about on/"exposed" on the thread. I think she's lurking again now though for obvious reasons, she thinks Star/'Grace'/Libby are going to start posting her private social media posts out of spite (which wouldn't be suprising).
So ex-friend basically sent screenshots of her and Beccas chats to about a dozen people when they stopped being friends last October. The ex friend was introduced to lolcow by Becca(she knows her as Grace) so hasn't lurked since October/November, and again didn't even know someone was posting pretending to be her. (>>1962769)
Our current tinfoil is that Becca has run out of current excuses to be mollycoddled in hospital, so her and her new friends banded together and started "exposing" her on here, immediately trying to back track when they realised how many others have stories to share that Becca can't control the narrative of. The ex-friend was best friends with Becca and Libby at one point, fell out with them both last year over the two of them being liars (I haven't asked for more details), and then suddenly the two of them became thick as theives. Libby got sent a bunch of screenshots of chats between Becca and the ex-friend, so we think that when Libby and Becca started bonding over their mutual hate for the ex-friend, and Libby sent the screenshots like "look, she's been bitching about you behind your back the whole time", Becca then saved the screenshots from the ex-friends POV and started posting them alongside milky details she didn't mind sharing, then getting Star (or maybe Libby) to backtrack and try to make her seem less of a predator once she realised how dumb that was, because of how many people hate her and have been waiting on their chance to post about her.
We're all now nervous about posting because we realise that we've all been told different details about each "trauma". She voice records EVERYTHING so it'd be no suprise if she had a journal where she took note of which "details" she told which person and will know who's saying what on here.
Again I know that was a rambly response but this wee group of us are now all nervous to keep posting in case she can work out which ones have posted, and what each person said. Hopefully someone still in her followers list can start providing recent milk as I bet you she's having a "breakdown" over being posted, likely back inpatient too.
I've not read this over for grammar/punctuation issues so ignore them if there is any, I think if I read it I'll back out of posting it, and I've lurked for a while but never posted by myself before so hope I got the right format.
No. 1965142
>>1964617This bitch…. I feel almost irrationally angry, or maybe it's
valid in dunno. But pretending to lose a child and using someone else's picture is fucking psychotic, pair that with the animal abuse and grifting and possible gambling addiction and she starting to sound more sociopathic or NPD. Please keep posting her milk. This cow is fascinating
No. 1965238
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Looks like the doctors are fully on to munchie May
No. 1965240
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>>1965105shes not special or unique or the only one who has an eating disorder so why does she act like she is? just engage in your endless support from ed services rather than whining about it
No. 1965241
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>>1965240Spoke too soon oops
No. 1965242
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>>1965241Doesn’t seem like lies from what she posted last week. Also the badly scribbled out personal info so we can see she’s BMI 17 and her doctor was dr evans
No. 1965304
>>1965242You must have good eyes; I cannot see that! But I believe you.
>>1965238'Absolute food refusal is not typical of AN' KEK I love it. She's so full of shit. Nobody told May or Laura that anorexics don't just completely not eat; that's what attention seekers do.
No. 1965496
>>1965488The majority of us
are "scorned old friends", the person who's stuck around Becca/Grace the longest so far is Star. We're all just worried about speaking out because she probably knows who is saying what.
Any milk being brought up is historic (4+ months minimum) for the sole reason that we cut her off /
got cut off for pointing out her hypocrisy so can't see what she's up to right now (other than exchanging roses on the beach and going ice skating with Abby)
I've only noticed one anon say that they're still "friends" so far but I'm almost certain there are others reading this who want to say something but don't want caught / not sure how to post on here
No. 1965586
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Laura does not have one unique thought in her head, ever.
1/2
No. 1965675
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>>1965495What is it with anachans and larpers eating baby food? I get it if you have children but the fact she went out and bought them for herself?? I’ve seen people eat actual baby food pouches as well. How long until May starts that and blames it on her sooper sewious autism?
No. 1965878
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>>1965675the deleted comment was someone asking what it felt like for may when she eats. here’s a hot take: if eating makes you feel that bad, engage in the services you begged for!
No. 1965898
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>>1965878Poor May, her life is so hard. How can she have refeeding oedema if she’s not recovering?
No. 1966041
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>>1965918She now has ARFID and not anorexia. Hmm very fitting
No. 1966229
>>1966041When the ana wont get you a tube so youve got to switch it up and try another angle
Hopefully they see through this
No. 1966245
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Absolutely not delusional.
No. 1966367
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is becca hinting a somewhat type of friendship with a male?
No. 1966390
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ew her hand and her face and her hair. everything about her is cringe and attention seeking
No. 1966457
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>>1966319No idea what this picture is of but you’d think Enara would be used to people seeing and reacting to her scars by now. And she did it to herself so I don’t think she can really complain . If you don’t want people to see then cut where they can’t see.
No. 1966557
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>>1966446don't be a lazy farmer, post it yourself. anyways, here is Laura being sillay
No. 1966625
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>>1966557I just didn’t know if anyone cared but here you go:
No. 1966754
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keep reaching for that tube May
No. 1966759
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>>1966754Why is she so melodramatic?? She’s been offered more support than a lot of others but discharges herself every time and then complains she has no one??
No. 1966903
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>>1966759That reminds me, I forgot to post this the other day. 1/2
No. 1966906
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2/2 Definitely a grounded take to have, no idea why she’s been described as “attached” before.
No. 1966917
>>1966903>>1966906She’s such a bitch. That’s actually quite a respectful message and definitely doesn’t deserve that level of vitriol when I’m guessing she was getting bombarded with
triggering shit from May 24/7. She’s textbook BPD and I’ll take the ban for armchairing idc, the way she starves herself for attention is disgusting and I hope her team continue to wise up and take away her precious ana diagnosis bc she’s a pure malingerer.
No. 1966932
>>1966917Anon, I agree. If her IG is anything to go by, this pal was getting bombarded with
triggering shit/ vile comments about the nursing staff. Some of what she posted when in A&E that first time was truly abhorrent, particularly when she wasn't getting her own way.
Considering her BMI is 17 (>>1965242) It won't be long before that actually happens, and I think May knows this, with the way this ARFID+ has suddenly popped up.
Trying so hard to not blogpost here: There are many cities in the UK where she wouldn't be under ED service at all, and yet she does nothing but moan that what she is getting isn't right/enough.
No. 1966944
>>1966903>>1966906This is exactly how narcissists react when people set boundaries with them. They can’t grasp the fact they’re not the main character in everyone’s lives. Imagine putting such a gentle respectful message on blast and believing you’re the
victim. The girl needs to just block her.
No. 1966966
>>1966944You guys>>1966965
Thankfully, you have no idea about my friendships, my life, my treatment or anything and thankfully I have other things to do rather than stalk and bitch about people online. Maybe I’m your FP as you are so obsessed with me?! Honestly it is the saddest thing I’ve seen in a while.
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1966994
>>1966966You bitch about your “friends”.
You bitch about your colleagues.
You bitch about your treatment team
You bitch about nursing staff.
You bitch about doctors.
You bitch about your mum.
You bitch about ~the system~.
You bitch about your finances.
You bitch about your living situation.
You bitch about everything, all the time.
Go be a whiny BPD bitch somewhere else.
No. 1967030
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>>1966994Why does she have to label this as ADHD? She’s having a “hard time” right now, as she puts it. Perhaps it’s related to that? Not everything comes back to ADHD or autism, May.
No. 1967094
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>>1967035The anorexic patient is laughable. Bed 10 is standard for hospitals. You can’t expect all staff to learn your name when you’re there for a few days, especially when the turnaround for patients is so fast. Surely she should know this having worked in hospitals for 5 years
No. 1967133
>>1966966lol i thought either i or the
nonny who wrote this was having a stroke before i realized it was may
>>1967094severe main character syndrome
No. 1967211
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>>1967094Surely you’d prefer them to ask you your name rather than giving you random drugs?? God, she needs to get over herself
No. 1967228
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>>1967037Right? May is always banging on about how everyone on here is so "obsessed with her" while failing to consider the fact that she seems equally obsessed with us, kek
No. 1967674
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Laura thinks she had a lot of friends when she was ‘really unwell’ and now she is better, she doesn’t get many likes or comments but she doesn’t care at all. Clearly she actually cares a whole lot. She even said before that she liked how much more attention she got online for ‘relapsing’ and posting her antics.
No. 1967676
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>>1967674She’s extremely flip-floppy between ‘I’m so much happier now, recovery is great’ and still posting old pictures and content romanticising Ed’s……….So which ARE you happier in, Laura? (Also lots of post, delete, repost as usual).
No. 1967680
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>>1967676Teasing the lesbian storyline again? Actually going to Paris with a hot date, or just a future dream? She posted about spending Valentine’s with Dween: out for dinner and drinks and shopping but called it ‘Galentine’s’ to continue the ‘we’re just friends’ arc.
No. 1967682
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>>1967680Just friends………..
No. 1967683
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>>1967682…………….Friends who go out for dinner and drinks on Valentine’s and give each other a huge bunch of red roses.
No. 1967694
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No. 1967721
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>>1967694No pony club for Enara. She also made her super expensive scale come back to life by charging it from her computer, so that’s one thing.
No. 1967727
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>>1967714Riske! I don’t know how to make the thing on top of the e but oh well.
No. 1967729
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Maybe now she’ll get that tube she wants so badly
No. 1967811
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Enara is ready to jump on the autism bandwagon. I wonder if May would argue that Enara is misdiagnosed with BPD, kek
No. 1967812
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>>1967811also her OT seems to agree that she needs to stop buying stuff to shove into her apartment
No. 1967853
>>1967680I really want to see her in this dress
>>1967727Her bangs are like dried hay that have been chopped with an axe
No. 1968362
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Of course May is going to try to sue her uni for disability discrimination. She took time out because of her mental health. The amount of time that passed between her taking time out and returning to uni was too much that her place on the course was removed. Hardly discriminatory
No. 1968377
>>1968362And if that's what happened, it's really common. Different course, different uni but also happened to a friend of mine - she chose to withdraw when it was clear completing in time didn't look likely.
I get the impression she seems to think they'll let her back on the course? But that last email to her tutor(?) was absolutely unhinged.
No. 1968403
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>>1968362How kind of May to keep an eye on this thread and to clarify the disability discrimination that happened to her at uni. So it turns out she wasn’t even kicked out of uni? She just got a suspension and she’s kicking off like she’s been barred from the grounds for life? Christ, she really must have nothing better to do than victimise herself in every situation ever.
No. 1968414
>>1968408When does anything ever add up or make sense with May?
The "over-reliance on [X] to accompany you on late night walks" is just completely bizarre?
No. 1968440
>>1968403Get off the cross May, they need the wood.
Sounds like she’s just an obnoxious arsehole. If she can’t suppress her natural inclination to be a snotty cow to get along with peers in babby’s first year of med school, what makes her think she could work as a doctor on a busy ward? Permanently the
victim but takes no responsibility for the fact she’s genuinely unpleasant to be around. She’d probably get ~
triggered~ by every patient with a BMI of under 17 anyway. So what if the cancer’s eating away at their body, it’s clearly
discrimination!
No. 1968671
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No May you don’t need super special residential care for your super complex needs
No. 1968674
>>1968555Off the top of my head, no link. If I get time/get bored, I'll go looking for it. This place definitely has it somewhere.
>>1968671Beat me to it. If you look at the link, this place is for women who have been in and out and in and out of IP, who despite trying so hard can't get recovery to stick in the outside world. This isn't May. May hasn't had an IP admission since she was a child. May is someone who throws a temper tantrum when she can't get her own way - that's why she's been offered DP twice in less than a year. Her inability to be nice to others is part why uni suspended her; why she's been told to sort her behaviour out if she wants to do DP this time.
She's been moaning she's got fuck all money until the end of the month - yet has spent £10 on pretty (but unnecessary) crockery, bought the cute bao buns from M&S (expensive at £3.75, fuck all calories), and been out for itsu, which again is expensive for fuck all calories. She's cutting corners at every opportunity, vile comments about her mum. Claiming she "won't last the 5 week wait for DP" Basically, she's on her usual overdramatic bullshit.
No. 1968678
>>1968555Got bored.
It is this one.
>>1908017 No. 1968728
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kekekekke
No. 1968741
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>>1968671She’s friggin’ delusional, she fits literally none of their criteria other than being medically stable and able to consent.
No. 1968750
>>1968740>>1968744>>1968747I'm reading through this now and found this bit:
> It was also relevant to consider what Ms Abrahart’s reaction might have been. When she had been told that she need not speak at the laboratory conference,she had not reacted well and had said that she was going to participate. She would probably have reacted equally reluctantly in response to other suggestions that she should be treated differently from other students.and now I'm really confused by the court finding because it sounds like they offered to let her not do the presentation?
No. 1968868
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Sometimes i wonder if Colours is on some sort of watchlist. And she wonders why no one thinks her being in IP with other vulnerable people is a good thing? Surprised her GP hasn't prescribed her high-dose tranquillizers instead of whatever upper she's on.
No. 1968894
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Oh here she goes again. Narcissistic mother? More like narcissistic 26 year old daughter living at home, being a drain on society and throwing away her countless ED support services
No. 1968896
>>1968868jesus i had no idea she was thiS fucked up…that’s disturbing
>>1968894boo hoo may….acts like she’s on the brink of death with that barely underweight bmi. i can’t stand her
No. 1968913
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>>1968894In episode 20384729 of may being overly histrionic: she wants to be euthanised. Imagine saying you have anorexia for 16 years and not having the capacity to recover. She’s not special or unique. All she needs to do is put in the fucking effort, yet here she is saying she wants to be medically euthanised. Grow up May
No. 1969022
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this OT sounds really perceptive and potentially helpful for enara, so no wonder she stopped seeing him. (this screenshot is a day or two old, I sat on it so she couldn't try to guess who I am if she's reading here)
No. 1969023
>>1968913No wonder her friend cut her off. All she does is spew negativity 24/7. At no point does she take any responsibility for her health, she’s just an eternal
victim and everyone must pity her at all times. People like this are exhausting to be around.
No. 1969037
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ausfags, is picking up a prescription and paying later a thing in australia? it seems ridiculous to me that she expected this to be okay, but maybe that's my american perspective showing. Too bad she didn't follow the OT's advice to save money and therefore can't pay for a $7 prescription
No. 1969107
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you will never discharge yourself
No. 1969115
>>1969107She never will, she likes the attention she gets too much. She's seen GP twice this week already, seems to see dietetics every week (she's very upset she currently doesn't have an appt to see dietetics next week - this has meant she's been asking folks to DM her, so she can ask
triggering and unnecessary questions about her current meal plan/ brag about how little she's eating - and therefore make it clear she's not following the meal plan as she should be). She's got the CMC every week and just 3 more weeks to wait before DP starts, and that means she'll get attention EVERY DAY!!
Bets on how long she'll last in DP this time, before she jacks it in because they "won't accomodate my sooper srs autisms".
No. 1969122
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Does this bitch ever do anything but whine? It's honestly just embarrassing at this point
No. 1969123
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>>1969115I give her one week at DP before she blames them for not accommodating her ‘needs’..That is if she even makes it DP before she backs out again and ends up presenting to a&e for fluids and to berate the staff for not taking care of her
Also kek at May telling someone else their daughter isn’t in proper recovery
No. 1969127
>>1969122So this gives the impression that part of why "my mum hates me, my mum wants me dead, my mum would rather I starve to death" is because she obviously uses the kitchen, leaves it in a state and expects others to tidy up her mess.
This would drive anyone who lived with her nuts. Like, this is how you speedrun fucking off all your housemates whilst in halls.
No. 1969138
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>>1968913May every fucking day kek
No. 1969199
>>1969022This is so funny to me. She tells on herself constantly. She thinks
he got defensive when pointing out all of her admissions are her own fault? Projection 101.
>>1969037Maybe if she had saved 1k a week like he said even
once or had any concept of budgeting 101 she would have $7 for something that is apparently necessary? The dumb bitch takes medicine every fucking day, it’s not like the expense came out of the blue or she’s an american where the price is stupid high either. $7 aus is the cost of a coffee she probably bought last week and forgot about. But somehow it’s the pharmacist’s fault for stressing her out before surgery because she’s the main character.
>>1969122Honestly I do feel bad bc her mom seems kind of insane but to go from talking about how insane her mom is to “why won’t anyone let me die blah blah blah” really hammers in the BPDchan.
No. 1969238
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She really wants that tube
No. 1969254
>>1969238She's desperate for it. But if eating under your own steam makes you sui, surely NG feeding would be just the same, if not worse?
>>1969244Has May even got any friends though?
No. 1969278
>>1969254Not in her world which is yet more evidence of her raging pd, she just wants it for the *~AnA cReD~* selfie opportunities and asspats regardless of nutritional content. Guarantee if there was some insane kind of formula that was like 100 cal per ml she would still be absolutely frothing at the mouth. Anyway she’s not going to get one for a mild eating disorder at a BMI of 17 so keep dreaming May, doctors know what you’re all about. They’ve probably got EUPD in 72pt font on those notes you
don’t see.
No. 1969387
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May must be delusional if she expects people to believe that she was ever "extremely underweight," kek. She's posted tons of body pics/videos on her personal account and has never once looked more than slightly UW
No. 1969421
>>1969387Why doesn’t these gnarly bitches ever take a dermaplaner to their hairy troll faces? It’s like they want to look as disgusting and dirty as possible.
I don’t buy May’s claims that her mom is
abusive. Quite the opposite, May seems
abusive to her mom. Move out if it’s so fkn bad. Get help from a domestic violence resource. Anything but bitch and complain on social media and do nothing to try and improve it.
And any idea you offer to help her she has an excuse for why she can’t/wont do it. She likes being miserable and she will exist in misery until the day she dies.
No. 1969469
>>1969244Her mom doesn’t seem right in the head, admitting to your kid that they remind you of their
abusive dad is pretty shitty no matter what. I don’t doubt that May has also been shitty back, but that situation is unfortunate all around. That doesn’t mean she’s not a dumbass for not moving out. If it were me I’d be saving every paycheck to do so instead of buying overpriced baby food.
>>1969387She posted a body check in a fit of BPD insanity to prove the haydurs wrong that ended up proving them right. Deranged behavior
No. 1969470
>>1969469it's here
>>1961942 in case any anons in this thread don't also read the pro-ana thread.
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>>1969533Here she goes again with wasting her treatment options. Not only has she been given numerous ED recovery options in the past, she’s currently waiting for a repeat of day patient that she threw a tantrum over and dropped out of last time because they “weren’t accepting” of her autism, wah wah wah. Now she’s threatening to drop out of this one before day 1 even begins? And she’s been offered SSCM (specialist supportive clinical management). Why do they keep piling resources onto this BPD cow who loves the attention it’s getting her? If she wanted to recover from her ED, she would. Yeah, mental illness isn’t a choice, but she has to make the decision to recover. Nobody is going to do it for her. Throwing resources at her is only going to provide her with even more opportunities for attention and to throw them away when they don’t pander to her poor self-diagnoses.
No. 1969594
>>1969576I think it's because, as a HCA, services see her as "one of them", mixed in with how she knows she can kick off and get her own way.
I used to wonder why I never seemed to manage to get help to drop out from services. Now seeing May's behaviour, I think I get it. The help goes to she who screams loudest/ who makes a spectacle of herself.
No. 1969596
>>1969594Not true, colours is living proof that kicking, screaming and being
abusive gets you nowhere kek.
No. 1969597
>>1969596oh colours has definitely dug herself a hole with her own behaviour. Not asking to be spoonfed, but is she still disturbingly obsessed with Laura?
I think May is heading this way if she's not careful.
No. 1969676
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>>1969673she winds me up to no end. she constantly complains about how hard everything is but won’t do anything about it. why can’t she get a job somewhere whilst she works out going back to healthcare? she posted saying that being out during the day helped her feel better. she could get a cafe job or something to get her out of the house. even two days a week. that would help take her mind off herself and maybe she wouldn’t be so insufferable to everybody around her. but no. she has to be the worst and have the worst life and have absolutely no options available to her
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>>1969825More proof that May doesn’t actually want help or suggestions. She responded to most of the asspatting replies to her post about living with her narcissistic mother and not being able to continue with recovery. But she didn’t reply to this one that actually gave her free options for eating disorder support. All she wants is attention and people to show their concern for her without actually putting in any effort to recover or change things
No. 1969836
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>>1969829The post in which we probably find out that she's been lying about wanting to get better, plus gratuitously unnecessary details about what she is eating, fully knowing 90% of her followers will automatically do the necessary calculations to work out how much this is?
No. 1969853
>>1969829She refuses to help herself she has an excuse for why she can’t do anything suggested to her. Needs meal support but can’t do day program because
autism and can’t do online support groups because
autism. What she wants is exactly what is stated above - to be signed off work to live a life of no responsibility sucking from the government tit. She’s ruining any future career in healthcare she might have to be shitty at an eating disorder kek. Is that really worth it, may?!
No. 1969900
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oh no the horror. now imagine actually having to get off your ass and earn all that bill money like the rest of us.
No. 1969954
>>1969836Deluding herself into believing she’s drastically emaciated and unwell?
Deluding herself into believing she doesn’t have a “cluster B” flag in her chart?
Deluding herself into believing she is capable of excelling in any kind of professional clinical setting?
Please don’t leave us hanging, anon!
No. 1970110
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>>1970041So from an autistic perspective, safe foods are the ones you can do on repeat for anything from several days to several years. From an ED perspective, these are the ones you can get down (and keep there). Not necessarily low cal.
She's posted this, this morning. Consider my piss thoroughly boiled. Very normal, very recovery oriented breakfast there May!
No. 1970116
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May feeling sorry for herself again when it was her own insufferable actions that caused her friends to step back from her
No. 1970122
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Hasn't even made it to day program and is already figuring out how to back out.
No. 1970125
>>1970122So she’s saying she doesn’t want to go to day programme and then changes her mind saying that she does want to go. How would a return to work be a beneficial thing? Firstly for her patients who are vulnerable children with cancer. Secondly for her colleagues who have to deal with her BPD and
victim mentality again. Also, wasn’t she crying about how she lost her only friend? Yet she’s saying she’s been able to eat snacks whilst out with friends. Hmmm doesn’t seem to add up, does it, may?
No. 1970189
>>1970115So her veganism is purely performative too! Nice! (inb4 she reads this and says bUt muH tEeEeeAm sAiD i HaVe To EaT iT!!1!)
>>1970127THIS. Does she have some weird kind of reverse dysmorphia? Sorry nonnas if this sounds bone rattling but 3kg can be a considered a normal fluctuation within a day or two. She is genuinely unwell, munchie unwell, not the uwu smol soft spoken delicate dying skeleton uwu she wants to be. I hate how she lumps herself in with SEED patients too, that is absolutely not and has never been her or her situation and she’s always jabbering on about the topic like she’s some kind of authority.
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No. 1970218
>>1970215I think it's referring to her mum telling her to stop making so much mess in the kitchen/ that she can't use the kitchen. But of course, being super dramatic about it, because May.
>>1970216One of the doctors did offer to go and get some of her safe foods - which she did turn down.
I still maintain she cannot have been that unwell if the nurses were allowing her to leave the ward on her own, go gallivanting off to H&B/Aldis unsupervised. She didn't nearly die, she fainted because dehydrated - the reason why the nurses will have looked panicked when she first came round is because the temporary loss of consciousness protocol has it so the first thing they're trying to rule out is a seizure.
No. 1970254
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MAH NEER DETH EXPERIENCE fucking hell May
No. 1970309
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May: cries about finances and not having enough money to make ends meet
Also May: posts photos from a shopping haul that includes a new Jellycat (not pictured here), a bunch of fancy vegan food and other random shit that she definitely doesn't need
No. 1970431
>>1970309And for anyone who doesn't know, even the smallest Jellycats are nearly £20 a go at this point. Her tendency towards protein this, protein that and protein the other, she knows DP will be on her arse to choose just a chocolate bar, or a normal cereal bar for snack - probably a large part of why she doesn't want to do it. Her two miso soups yesterday because she wanted the tofu in the spicy miso from itsu "for the protein" was absolutely hilarious. She ended up with her entire daily intake of salt, for all of 10g of protein - she'd have been better off with the edamame. For someone who's had so much ED service input, she still wouldn't recognise sensible food choices if it smashed her in the face?
>>1970373Like the other
nonnie, takeaway salads etc have wooden cutlery. IMHO they feel awful in your mouth and make everything taste funny. But also "don't want to harm the environment by using plastic cutlery - just cos it's meant to be disposable, doesn't mean it has to be single use. I've used a plastic spoon from pret for a good couple of months before the actual spoon bit fell off. And then 5 mins later she's bought a lamp that runs of batteries???