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No. 2525310
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
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Took a break from a drawing by starting another. It looked soo promising. The my dumb ass while closing reference images accidentally clicked x on the draw and then no, thinking it was asking me if I want to close.
It's gone.
No autosave.
Nothing.
No. 2525386
>>2525336Actually you need to speak up because it’s a safety concern for the kids. The parents are neglectful and need to be told to keep them off the court, if talking to them does nothing report this to someone who might know what to do like a coach.
If you see something, say something etc.
No. 2525404
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rip, guess that last downtime was the final nail on the coffin
No. 2525449
>>2525404What am I looking at?
>>2525393Nona. Drink some coffee. Go to the interview. Go home. Sleep.
Your not a screw up but you are very Sleep deprived and anxious which makes it 100x worse. Its gonna be ok just do your best at least you can rest knowing you tried despite your terrible condition. I believe in you.
No. 2525846
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my annoying moid flatmate is probably moving out soon, so after two years of retardation i'm free. he refuses to communicate with me or help with the house issues despite being 6 years older. eg the boiler broke, and instead of getting it fixed he ignores it and complains when i use the more expensive timer, try to get it fixed, even spending some of my own money to call a guy in when i'm on half his income and have little cash for this stuff.
he blames me for petty things, bottles everything up and when i try to discuss things politely he shuts down and ignores me. we can't even hang out because he has zero conversation skills and says disgusting things about women he's dated and wants to fuck. sadly when he leaves i'm going to have to pay increased rent and the boiler is still broken, which means higher electricity bills and council tax. currently unemployed and i have no clue when i'll find a new job, so i'm bricking it wondering if i'll end up homeless by the end of 2025. that said i'm still happy i might have the place to myself.
i could talk to him but i would have to force a conversation and he's likely to shift blame to me, take zero accountability and do nothing to help our situation. is it even worth it so i can wait until i have money before he fucks off??
No. 2525910
Went to the hospital for an appointment, came back out and some retard parked behind my car so I couldn't back out. They weren't even in a fucking parking space. It's free parking so there's no tow company signs posted anywhere, called the hospital and they passed me on to security. Waited an hour for security and no one came so I called back. This bitch picks up the phone and tells me "I just walked around that entire lot for 20 minutes" funny because I've been sitting here for an hour looking for someone and no one came. She finally comes out again, basically tells me it's my own fault for not being able to maneuver my way out, screaming at me while trying to guide me out while I'm making a million tiny 3 point turns moving an inch at a time, tells me "no wonder you keep getting stuck" like BITCH I'm in a fucking designated parking space unlike the person behind me, why are you getting mad at me as if this is my fault?
Finally after an hour and a half of sitting there, nearly scraping my front end against a cement wall and nearly coming in contact with both the car beside me and the car behind me multiple times, I'm able to twist and squeeze my way out. I still try to thank her because there is absolutely no chance I would have been able to do that without someone guiding me and she tells me "just so you know, it's free parking so people can do whatever the fuck they want." word for word. Good to fucking know thanks. I'll be sure to let everyone in town know that it's completely free reign at the hospital, park wherever the fuck you want because they won't tow you or do anything about it even if you're blocking other cars in. In fact it will be the other cars fault and not your own.
No. 2525934
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>>2525661I actually have been using a new 10% niacinamide serum, wtf. I also use a toner with niacinamide but It's been fine for my skin. My only other serum has niacinamide too, guess I'll have to stop using serum temporarily
No. 2525948
>>2525945I don't use a ton of products, i guess it would be better to say I replaced too many products at once. I changed my serum, cleanser and sunscreen
>>2525939Aaaahhh that fucking sucks. Both of my serums are 10% but my toner is only 3% so I'll stick with that. Thank you though anon, I'll cut out the serum and see if my skin reacts better
No. 2525951
>>2525736Nah you are absolutely right nonna. I’m an immigrant too and guess what? I get harassed by the same scrotes too. It’s an XY problem.
They see that we have the same color and they start calling me “sister” “pretty”, why the fuck should I talk to a 40 year old? They also harass you here because they want you to buy their bundles, glasses or whatever shit they sell, so they aggressively tell you that they are gifts only to ask money later. Some of them are at the supermarket waiting for you to give them money, others are in parking lots expecting you to give them money because they point out at free parking spots as if you don’t have fucking eyes kek, I was parking my car once and parked in an easier place, the retard followed me and waited outside and started shouting that I wasn’t grateful.
No. 2525954
>>2525646>>2525661NTA but niacinamide can cause a
lot of purging, yeah. but it’s temporary! it’s important to keep your face clean (but don’t overwash) and moisturized. i’ve used niacinamide since 2020 and when i first started it i had lots of zits pop up that went away by themselves without me trying to pop them, you just keep using the niacinamide as a spot treatment on zits.
No. 2525976
>>2525646did you introduce any actives like acids or vitamin c? those can fuck you up, especially exfoliating since it can dry your skin
I doubt it's the niacinamide, skincare is very fucking ymmv so it could be any ingredient, take it from a skincare obsessed nonna
No. 2525980
>>2525954 is incorrect because only actives ( retinol, tretinoin, vit C, AHA, BHA) can cause purging
>>2525978I know that, but there are other ingredients that can cause an even worse breakout
No. 2526495
>>2526492you're picking on this person for no reason? if the person's saying that it's to reaffirm that you should have felt comfortable to count on them, and that in the future you should know they have your back
your post really annoyed me lmfao people will really resent others for the dumbest fucking shit it's insane
No. 2526497
>>2526492Well, why didn't you tell them nona? They obviously think that your relationship was close enough that you should have been able to do that.
>You mustn't be that caring if people feel like they can't open up to you and be vunerableWell
you can't. This isn't about other people but about your relationship to this person.
No. 2526506
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> Had the worst fucking month of my life, stewing in rage
> Living with parents for my summer break, and my father orders pizza
> Delicious
> Ask father if he put it away after we eat since he gets easily distracted, he did
> 3 hours later
> Pizza is not in the fridge
> Spend 1-2 minutes deciding if the battle is worthy before asking where the pizza went
> He was pleasant, but ate it
> "What? I ate it, nonnie-insert."
> Having a bippie meltdown over not getting a pizza slice when he bought it with his own money
> The final straw with this month and all the police shit that came from it is not getting this stupid fucking pizza slice, I bottle everything up until one tiny setback makes me lose my shit
No. 2526562
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I could be at home, drawing. But I've been invited to a friend's place to hang. Last time I was there she complained about her dnd group and then sat in awkward silence when the rest came and I was the only one trying to make conversation.
Bf was drawing, not engaging she was on her phone, and the other girl was the only one chill enough.
I hate it, but I gotta show my support for her so she maybe becomes less socially retarded.
I feel bad for talking about her like that cause I was the same sort of shut in but damn, I made it my mission to not stay engaged.
No. 2526564
>>2526563I don't really know if this is helpful or useful for everyone but for me, developing some level of narcissism. Obviously not like
abusive tier but convincing myself they actually do love me, and that I'm right and important. It helps with general self-esteem for me
No. 2526566
>>2526563I either let it sit there in my head and not interact with it untill it gets tired and exhausts itself out. But you need some mental energy for that so that you're not completely depleted yourself, cause tiredness makes you overthink a lot.
Or I try to rationalise with it using myself as an example. Like, I'm equally a stranger to that person as they are to me and I don't see them with intense hate.
It's more likely people feel neutral twards you rather than hatred. That only happens if you did something, playing off of people's feelings for your benefit, destructive ha bits, violence, etc.
No. 2526599
>>2526577Was he like this before getting married? Not that it's relevant, just curious.
He sounds like he doesn't really do a lot searching but thats probably just the male mindset. Have you tried seriously talking to him about this and telling his how your relationship stands on your part?
No. 2526620
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>mom getting into making homemade ice cream
>it's good but i get tired of her pushing it on me. let her know she
>tells me ("""jokingly""") she wants me to eat ice cream every day so she can see if i gain weight (?)
>remember the first time i told her i was trying to seriously lose weight this year, she immediately bought a bunch of fried greasy shit i like (and i barely resisted)
>remember all the times she's been like "what are you eating? how much are you eating? okay i'll eat a little less than that haha"
>remember her habit of mocking me for even eating or snacking.
>remember that week she insisted on greasy, fattening food after i got sick, didn't eat for a few weeks, and lost a lot of weight + was visibly thinner
>explain to her that she's done all these things so the ice cream shit is weird
>very calmly: "all my life i'm pretty sure you've kept me fat because you felt bad about your own weight, or otherwise tried to compete with me when it came to losing weight.
>she blows up. gets furious, insists she had no idea i was trying to lose weight despite me having told her i was multiple times and her her saying shit like "let's count calories together haha!", just straight up attempts at gaslighting and lying
why are mothers so toxic? i know this isn't a unique story at all, i've read a few other women talking on their mothers sabotaging their attempts at weight loss. it's fucking nasty behavior
No. 2526674
>>2525158I don't even know if I can get over this, it's so fucking disturbing and pathetic. I have a happy relationship of almost 4 years and this cunt comes in and leaves the most disgusting taste in my mouth. I don't even want to continue this relationship, even if she is no longer welcome here. Stupid drunk cunt, YOU'RE the one ruining your sons life, by being a drunk slob, like how you ruined your own marriage, and relationship with your other kids. The fact that he's the only one who took pity on you and this is how you repay him? You were court ordered out of the house and he took you in.
YOU threaten me and want to call the police on ME for existing ? "Cross me" If you don't get your drunk ass away from my phone and my life, I will happily get a R.O on your ass and make your life a living hell, cunt.
No. 2526882
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I am
>>2525237I broke with him but idk how to cope for the next two days ain't his apparetmnt ?
Also I need to buy a train ticket to the airport and I am too depressed to rn
No. 2526885
>>2526696i’m so sorry
nonnie. can you keep some of his fur and put it in a locket? or maybe print his paw. i hope he will be at peace now.
No. 2526951
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Met up with an internet friend the other week. She’s a big stoner and I’m not, I only ever really smoke in social situations. When I came over she pulled out a bong and we started smoking. Then I realized she had a hamster in the room. I kind of started freaking out and insisted that she open the window and put a towel over the hamster’s cage at least. I spent the next hour going into a paranoid OCD spiral over the hamster and worrying that it was going to get lung cancer. I really care about animals, especially because I had pet rats I really loved as a kid, so it was making me emotional but at the same time I knew that if I spoke up about it it would “ruin the vibe” and I did anyways. I definitely weirded the fuck out of her, she hasn’t texted me in days. I’ve been here for almost a year and every attempt to make friends fails because I’m such a sperg
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>>2526981messaged my ex recently
No. 2526995
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I had a job interview last tuesday and it finally went well. They told me that they would call me at the end of the week and then I sat there yesterday and looked at my phone every 20 minutes but no call. Did they forget about me? Did they ghost me? Did they find a better person (like always somehow) in the span of a few days? Is the hr lady sick or on vacation? They only have one hr person. I just want a job and the people working there are all women except for two men. They seemed so nice….such a bummer. Should I just call them if they don't email or call me next monday?
No. 2527032
>>2526891I hear you, rn it is hard since I am still stuck at his place and I am still in love so it feels like I won't find anything better
>>2526899Thank you nona but how can you even tell a guy doesn't like you as much as you like him?
No. 2527170
>>2527075Right now? I don’t. Scrotes around me are so boring and the dick isn’t even worth it.
I wasn’t this much jaded two years ago and I went out with scrotes that approached me in real life , both strangers and people I knew, and some I matched on dating apps.
I can summarize all these guys in one
>they ask me out>date: they only talk about themselves >I don’t say much since they aren’t even asking me anything >nothing happens after , they tell me they aren’t ready, we talk for a couple of weeks or they ghost me. I felt like a psychiatrist most of the time. They all say the same shit too, about how they are driven and “different” kek. Most scrotes just want a pretty face to talk to and have sex with, they get intimated when you state your boundaries and stick by them or when you have your own goals and objectives that stray from “having kids” and “being married”.
No. 2527177
>>2527170And also the amount of retards who just dumped their own struggles first date is astounding kek
>one told me about his strained relationship with his father and how his father felt disappointed in him and he was scared about losing him since his father was old.>another retard talked to me about how his ex-girlfriend broke his heart and how he felt betrayed and afraid to open up again (mind you he is the one who asked me out kek)>another retard talked about how traumatic was the incident his father had and how afraid he was when he thought he lost himLike damn do I just have “therapist” written on my forehead? I deserve compensation.
No. 2527280
>>2527278i strongly advise you give up on moids, it'll make your life better
also no 4chan it'll rot your brain
No. 2527284
>>2527278From what I've seen, incels often say shit like 'If I had a gf I would never do x behavior'. But the whole point is they've never had a gf and so they can't even truthfully say whether they would or wouldn't. It's the same as when 4chan scrotes say stuff like 'All women only want abusechad, why wont they date nice guys who would cherish them and treat them nicely like me' when in fact most of them would be/are
abusive when they eventually do manage to reel some poor unsuspecting desperate femanon in.
I think there are men who are DISCREET enough to not openly check out other women in front of you, 100%. That's not too much to ask from a man and any decent man would agree to that anyway. But men who genuinely never look at any other women in a sexual light even when in a relationship? Doubtful, very doubtful. The best you can hope for in moids is a man who is considerate enough to lie to your face, and I don't recommend that either.
No. 2527291
>>2527278>my ex was a coomer piece of garbage who constantly looked at other women, watched porn, liked thirst traps, followed girls on social media, had a fansly and OF and even browsed it in front of me. Men will do shit like this and then wonder why they get cheated on by their gfs lol.
I'll never forget talking to this moid who was drunk and crying about how his ex cheated then suddenly left him for another man.
Then he started telling me about all his favorite cosplay thots and e-girls and 'mommy milker goddesses' and admitted to masturbating like 15 times a day and internally it clicked and I was like lmao yeah ok this is why she cheated, you fucking retard. Kek.
No. 2527296
>>2527291You know that feeling some people invoke in others, where even the nicest and most saintly individuals kinda get the urge to pick on them? I think coomer scrotes radiate the sexual equivalent of that. Their quality as a mate is just
so abysmal that it overrides all social shames and stigmas in women and it becomes a moral duty to reject/cheat on them kek
No. 2527363
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I've accepted I have rosacea. I hate makeup but I'm going to start wearing it again and actually start meeting women because I can't live this baka rosacea life in the shadows anymore.
>>2527342Nta but it's this, you can check other people's IPs with it
https://iknowwhatyoudownload.com/en/peer/ No. 2527364
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>>2527342i think i found it nonas…
i live in a dorm which makes it rather interesting.
so. much. MILF. porn.
and blacked. and also so much weeb torrents
No. 2527380
>>2527363NTA but thank you for the link nonna!
>>2527364Honestly, I'm shocked at how much porn I'm
not seeing for my area kek.
No. 2527396
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My bf was telling me about that Mexican girl that got shot on livestream. He said "apparently femicide is a huge problem there." We live in the country with the highest femicide rate in Europe, so I said "its really scary how dangerous the whole world is for women, femicide is a real danger here too" He immediately commented "well this isn't the same. Femicide is when a guy kills a random girl he doesn't know." I said its not, its quite literally a man killing a woman. (Most femicide here is death by partner, ex partner, or family member)
He started arguing with me that Mexico is different. I said both "types" of femicide comes from the exact same place, a feeling of a male feeling women are cunts that can be disposed of for upsetting them, and he told me its not. He said the issue here is guys not controlling their anger with someone they personally know upsetting them, but the femicide in Mexico is just men who completely hate women. I insisted again, both men just completely hate women. He argued back and I just told him to shut up.
I've been seething about this for days. Why the actual fuck is he even arguing over something like that??
No. 2527426
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How can I deal with brainfog and what I think is depression but I'm not sure is? Everything seems so boring and I barely have any motivation to do anything I want to do ever. Then I finally do 1 thing and lose energy to do anything else for days to come. I have random spurs of energy at some point and get so much done, then return to this lazy state. I'm so tried of living like this. I feel like I know the issue and reason but I'm not sure of it either. It's because I don't actually have anything important or big to do other than hobbies, personal hygiene, eating and surviving. Really bare minimum stuff, and it somehow became all too much for me to do. I can't remember if I was always like this or is it because of something bad happening a few months ago putting me in this state or at least exacerbating what was already there. Even when I have someone big to do like classes or work of any sort, I get distracted and bored quickly and slack around and wish I did have to do anything. Now my wish came true thanks to being a NEET at the moment, and it's somehow worse than actually working or studying. Maybe it's because my brain is used to the studying and working aspect idk. Iirc I felt similar during summer breaks back in the day, but even then, I got around to drawing and binge watching stuff and walking and exercising and cooking. While this whole time/past few months I go to sleep hungry because I don't have the energy to cook, and I prefer to eat leftovers in the fridge from whatever my family had. Sometimes it gets so bad I don't bother to warm the food up and eat it cold because I don't really want to eat mentally but I understand the need for it physically. I want to be done with. Same thing with brushes my teeth, which I skip sometimes and regret with all the visits to the dentist, but it feels like such a chore I don't wanna do it. All I wanna do is sleep all day long so I don't have to think or do anything. But I also hate being this way and wish I could change my brain and body and get some form of reset. Can anybody help? I do have vitamin deficiencies but I take my vitamins all the time and it wasn't this bad years ago and when I was still in college. This is probably one of the worst or straight up the worst "depressions" I've gone through if this is what it is. It's like the older I get the more I give up and get burned out. I'm not sure if I'm suicidal or not because the bad thing that happened a few months ago last year and may triggered all of this made me reconsider suicide, but there are times where I fantasize about getting lost in a desert or the woods and dying slowly from starvation, thirst, the elements or wild animals attacking me, disappearing away from everyone and everything. Or just dying in my sleep. Sometimes I wish I could walk up to an officer or gang member or something and ask them to shoot me, Johan Liebert style.
No. 2527434
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>>2527396Male Eurofags seem to be incapable of ever making any slight criticism against their own country no matter what(with the exception of the UK). But I think refusing to make any criticism against your own country is a common male trait internationally since Ive also seen men from the most unlivable third world countries praise their country as the best in the world
No. 2527455
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>>2527278If a moid is a sexual degen, it would not matter if you looked like a whole instathot or OF chick yourself. They tend to be insatiable, and will get bored pretty quick from having sex with you. Then will just try to move onto the next instathot or OF chick. This helps me be less bothered about not being a 10/10 for moids. Waiting (preferably a long time) before having sex, not wearing makeup, no plastic surgery, etc. can help filter many low-quality moids out. Get rid of as many of your conscious or unconscious pickmeisms as possible, emphasize your non-appearance-related values, and you may find a moid that is decent underneath.
No. 2527466
>>2527322And you know what the most horrible thing is? Some of the pedophile are fathers.
The XY needs to be eradicated.
No. 2527468
>>2527455This nona is correct.
Almost all the bfs and husbands of pornstars and OF whores are following other pornstars and OF whores on social media.
Even when these worthless moids have the real thing right beside them, they still go looking at other women.
You should never even attempt to please coomer moids because a) it wont work anyway, and b) you'll just have humiliated yourself in the process for nothing, too.
Men should be begging to eat you out and worshipping you, they are disposable dildos with a pulse.
No. 2527472
>>2527322I think the number of men who watch CP is way higher than official estimates say. I also think if the real figures were released then most normie women would immediately go into denial mode because their lives usually revolve around their husbands and sons and they need to lift scrotums like their life depends on it.
I remember reading on the news that during covid, searches for child porn skyrocketed.
Also, there are various 'famous' rape
victims from CP videos whose faces or social media updates get posted on imageboards like 4chan and every single moid in the replies seems to recognize these girls or comments about having watched their videos too, which is insanely gross.
No. 2527490
>>2527322I know how you feel, I'm
>>>/ot/2522970 and after finding what I did I've been having trouble sleeping and focusing. My mind just wanders about all the people I interact with in my day to day life, all the people I personally know who could be doing the same things.
>huge chunk of the male population are doing this and will likely never be caught for itI feel nauseous about that too. It's not the "few bad apples" that people love to say, there's obviously something very wrong with our society if men are easily accessing CP and not facing death for it. You will ask anyone on the street and they will tell you pedophilia is bad, so how is this still happening so much? It's like I peaked a second time but instead of anger and enlightenment, I feel sadness and defeat.
No. 2527645
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Why do all my friends cape for trannies… You can't be a true feminist and defend men who jerk off to wearing women's clothes and invade women's spaces.
No. 2527659
>>2527645Female socialization will do that to you. I think that most women don’t want to think of men as oppressors, so the thought of scrotes “admiring” women so much that they become one is noble and the ultimate feminism for them kek.
They’ll run in circles when you ask them how can a TIM possibly know what a woman feels like and how can you even describe what being a woman is like in the first place.
No. 2527669
>>2527659I’d just tell them to lurk in /MtF and /actuallesbians for a bit. At least that’s how I peaked. This movement doesn’t ask acceptance , it demands and demands that women cross their boundaries and self preservation to unite with their “sisters”, because feminism without transwomen is nothing!
>Lilith trooned out on his pregnant wife? forget that! He only felt comfortable and he had to struggle with his identity for so many years without telling his wife!
>Hera is taking pictures of you and copying you?She just admires you. Be kind to your trans sister!
>Artemis always talks about sex and asks invading questions and also acts condescendingly when talking about women?You trans sister is struggling with dysphoria! Help her!
>Venus was an abuser and a misogynist?Forget that sister? That was him struggling with internalized misogyny obviously. Teach your sisters who didn’t have the privilege of girlhood!
>what? Aphrodite raped a woman?Well we must have solid proof, you know how this can be bad for the reputation of poor transwomen?! Support your sister in these hard times! Maybe if lesbians were more open to girldick then transwomen wouldn’t feel the need to rape!
>what? You want to march for abortion rights?Sure! But make sure to include your sisters! You would be nothing without them, they paved the way! No don’t you dare say “no uterus, no opinion” that’s transphobic. You must also add trans rights are human rights every five signs
Scratch the fact that trans activists don’t even do Jack shit for women’s rights , hell they don’t even care about transmen kek.
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I am living at my parents' house for my third summer break, and despite my best efforts, my room smells like cigarettes since I've been chain-smoking (outside, but still a couple steps from our house). I'm probably going to get my ass whooped at twenty-one, like a fag. Wish me luck. My mom wakes up super early and I hear her rustling about, so consequences are impending.
No. 2527768
>>2527750Girl, are you retarded? One, either switch to vaping so there is no smell (and I don't want to hear about the health risks, you're smoking, you already don't care about your health), or two, make a sploof.
Have we all already forgotten how to not get caught by our parents when smoking weed at 16?
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anything that bothers me bothers me so deeply. not anything like someone offending me or something (doesn’t really happen) more like people’s character, moral things etc. i feel deeply uncomfortable. i think i am an overly sensitive person. i constantly feel pain, ocd-like thoughts and i spiral a lot. i just wish the world was rainbows and sunshine. i look at people, or go on twitter and think how can you live knowing you make the world a darker place? how do you live when you contribute to filth? there’s so much of it already… it’s already so dark… i can hardly handle it. it feels like some kind of sick joke. and these people cause all this? just why? i don’t understand. i wish i could love the world as much as i used to. i wish i still had the unsullied view of the world i had as a kid.
No. 2527869
>>2526599yes, we were younger so i thought it was "romantic" i think? im not the same woman i was even 2 years ago so all that has changed is my mentality really. i've talked to him soo many times over the years, i think thats in part why i'm so tired and ready to leave.
>>2526639it sure feels like it…he's 28.
No. 2527886
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Where the fuck do old scrotes get the audacity from?! I was walking to the train station and this retard slows his car and starts honking at me as if I’m a prostitute. I could care less that you have a Mercedes retard, leave me alone. If I ever have to resort to grovel at old men’s dick I will off myself before doing that.
There was another time where one was just gravitating towards me and then asking me questions regarding the train only to remain there and linger , saying that his wife left him, well duh hope that poor woman is living her best life!
No. 2527990
>>2527983Probably pourover from 4chan
I feel like during the shutdown a bunch of channyfaggots came and never left
No. 2527993
>>2527963just typical moid behavior here sadly. the "most likely to leave their sick spouses" gender
>>25279904chan accommodating trannies is still so surreal to me. even fucking 4chan, full of racists, actual offending pedophiles, and violent misogynists support trannies. but theyre actually the most oppressed class ever guiseee
No. 2527997
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>>2527993It's definitely leftovers who haven't gone back yet, we've always had a few /pol/ish anons who were able to keep it civil but ever since 4chan went down /ot/ and /g/ has been a mess. We can't even say we hate men without a troid getting angry There's also quite a few kiwifags who have been crossposting and complaining when their spergs get banned. It's all so aids
No. 2528009
>>2527993They'd welcome them before they'd welcome women
They'd even spawn them
No. 2528018
>>2526696OP here, he passed away in his little wooden house with his bunny gf next to him.
>>2526885Thank you Nona, I’m gonna keep his fur, he was really fluffy so it’ll be nice.
No. 2528072
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I developed tinnitus. Just what i needed, another health problem. And i dont have money to treat it either. I hate my life, not a good thing ever happens to me. Why tinnitus, fucking why? i am only 22. Thats going to lead to hearing loss eventually. It feels like life is pushing me to commit suicide and it doesnt matter how much i try that will always be my destiny.
No. 2528159
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I’m the anon who keeps growing taller even though I’m in my early 20s and I’m sick of it. Like it is really scary now. I thought it stopped already because I covered like 2 inches in 2 months which is how long the usual spurts last. It’s coming up to the third month now. I didn’t see my mother for a month and now I tower over her. I feel like a freak of nature, I look in the mirror and see a monster
No. 2528280
>>2527983It's true. Go read the Ethel Cain thread and see how many times a "
nonnie" defends that creep. Get a bingo card for the phrases
>hsts >he looks feminine>self insert>weird bottom not transbian>cisgender I reported it, took it to /meta/, and it's all still there with not even an "integrate" red text. One of the nonas responding got an infight red text though? I guess we're just accepting it with open arms? I feel a little unsafe now so I guess they won.
No. 2528284
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How the fuck do you tell people around you that you have turned apathetic to everything? Nothing is enjoyable, sure playing video games serves as something to pass the time but I'm not sure anymore if I'm actually having fun since it feels like a chore to start up the pc. Baking bread is ok, since I like the feeling of accomplishment I get when I make a really good loaf, but that doesn't last all that long. I don't particularly care to open up my chat messages because…well, I don't feel anything about it, so I just don't. I'm about to take my uni degree in a couple of days, and I don't feel anything particular about it nor about the fact that I'm about to go from student to unemployed during a still ongoing recession. I don't care. I'm already on mood stabilizers sine they are the only thing that keeps me from killing myself, but I've been on them for years without getting apathetic like this before.
No. 2528334
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My roommate gives off a narcissistic vibe and I just made her mad because I didn't seem interested enough in looking at the family photo collection she's been sorting through. I was in the kitchen hands deep making dinner and she brought a booklet over for me to look at and try to find her in…there seemed to be a split second of her realizing how ridiculous she was being and she said never mind, but when I was cleaning she starting saying "GEE I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO" and sarcastically called me a "life of the party" after I started heading towards my room.
No. 2528414
it's come back again and it hurts more. i thought i was really going somewhere. it was blooming i could even see the pink petals start to peek through the bud. everything makes me feel nothing only a fleeting moment of relief, if you can even call it that. i want to slip into nothing. to close my eyes and never wake up but never dying. i've thought about doing it so many times, even done several attempts but failed. why? because i don't want to make anyone i know sad. i hate it. i hate living. i wasn't supposed to be born. why do i care so much? why can't i be selfish like all those before me and just jump? why can't i be happy fuck it no why can't i be CONTENT with life? i've vented, confided, begged, wept, cried on a shoulder every time its the same "it'll pass". i've done it all, i went to therapy, yoga, pilates, meditation, diet change, going outside, drugs, gambling, relationships, going back to school. nothing works. why couldn't i have been born normal not even normal just not sad. i'm never listened to anyways. no one cares. well i care. that is why i won't do it to you guys. so why can't you care too. all i want is more than a hug, a pat on the shoulder. i want a hug to squeeze out all the bad things i want to be wrapped in a warm blanket to keep me safe for at least 6 months. thats all i ask for. it doesn't matter anymore. i give up. nothing will fix me and i'll be on my deathbed with nothing in my heart. anyways, loop hero is a great game and i recommend it to everyone for a bit of fun.
No. 2528467
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>>2528414>>2528435I care too anon. I hope you are able to see things from a new perspective soon
No. 2528719
>>2528715and not only are they physically hideous but theyre always terrible people too and usually have small dicks also kek.
like imagine being such a massive pickmeisha, getting all kinds of surgery to please your scrote, and he's still ugly and small dicked and faps to other women. meanwhile some basic becky who doesnt have to try even 1/100th as hard as you do still has a hot kind bf with a huge dick who mogs yours to hell and back.
No. 2528721
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I lost a lot of weight due to stress and health problems this past year and I look awful as a result. I want to gain back what I lost but it’s been difficult forcing myself to eat what I need to at the frequency I really should. I feel like this shouldn’t be that hard but it is…
No. 2528722
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>>2528721Eat oats and dry fruits, they are packed in calories and nutrients.
Good luck nonna.
No. 2528755
>>2528732The nonnas are exaggerating, it’s not as common as they are making it to be. Ii looked up some hockey players’s wives, most are still more attractive or as attractive as the men.
Even outside, how many uggos are you seeing with chads? Exactly. How many ogres are you seeing with angel looking women? Exactly.
No. 2528756
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>movies starring men vs movies starring women
dear diary, today my youtube homepage was blackpilling
No. 2528771
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Went to bed late cause of stress and not finding any other opportune time to draw for an event that I'm 6 days late on.
I feel like shit and I have a lot of places to run today.
Grandad came back home from a long stay at the hospital and is more or less immobile. I want to be there for my mom to take care of him cause she already has 2 jobs on her head. I want to do more and save her more money.
My thesis has to be done in a month and some change and I feel like I have no energy or creativity to push.
Bf is being annoying as usual. Bright side is, I'm starting to have a more positive connection with my husbando, its much easier for me to escape in my mind or in a convo. This sounds mentally ill but, I really need something to lean on and to feel like I can be reached.
I feel like a ghost these past months and my plans on finishing my work on time have been foiled bc I care too much about others.
What a waste.
At least I'm sticking to gym…with one of my main goals is to look better so I can imagine myself with my husband more naturally.
No. 2528873
>>2528732>some basic becky who doesnt have to try even 1/100th as hard as you do still has a hot kind bf with a huge dick who mogs yours to hell and back.>how do they do it thoThey don't settle for fat, deformed creeps and
toxic nerds in general? It's just a matter of not being an absolute bottom of the barrel loser fucking retard?
No. 2528878
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Sick of my mom throwing tantrums because I have hairy armpits and legs. God forbid I don't adhere to bullshit beauty standards by scrotes while she herself admitted she'd be fine with my underage sister dressing like a hooker. I can't fucking wait to move out. Why are pickmes like this?
No. 2528895
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After most of my life being generally not great for various reasons, I’m finally in a good spot with good things and now I live in constant fear that it’s all going to be taken away from me one day. I particularly have a fear of my boyfriend dying in a freak accident or something like that. I don’t know how to relax because it feels like the minute I let my guard down, something terrible is going to happen. As if worrying somehow keeps anything bad from happening.
No. 2528902
>>2527426This sounds like typical situational depression. A couple obvious causes based on what you’ve written:
1) neetdom is an inherently depressing existence, so get out of that as soon as you can. Even if it’s a low-commitment low-effort crap-wages job, or extended volunteer hours.
2) humans need a sense of purpose in life. If you don’t have this, it’ll be a huge roadblock in maintaining emotional stability and health. You need to do whatever you can to find a purpose to drive your existence, even if it’s a shorter term purpose and not a “life purpose.”
The nuances of this are probably very detailed and specific to you personally. This means not gonna find the exact answers by googling it or asking on a forum. I really recommend finding a good psychologist to be able to lay things out to and get some mentorship from. Antidepressants can help to stabilize you in a crisis but if you’re not in one I wouldn’t recommend going that route at this point. What they’d be doing is numbing the part of you that’s crying out for help, and while that can be a decent bandaid in certain circumstances, it doesn’t actually address the cause of the depression. Good luck.
No. 2529047
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ot is full of newfags tourists and 4troon retardfugees who dont understand lolcow culture and want to make lc another shitter and their stan fujocoomer twitter hangout (like the retard who wants to remove "cow" banners from the fucking lolcow gossip site and another who thinks we are too "harsh" on troons) ywnbaw/m seeth and dilate
No. 2529067
>>2526674Last following on this for a while, she came back today despite her son telling me that she is no longer welcome here. I went to stay at my mom's. Considering ending a 4 year relationship over this debacle and cunt. I might be schizo, but I can't help but feel like he lied about telling her that cause when she entered OUR home, he did not confront her.
I'm so fucking sick, physically and mentally sick. Is it the anxiety of wanting to tell him we're done? I'm not sure.
No. 2529107
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>>252909623 is nothing. You have so much time left to do all these things. You just need to figure out a way to start meeting new people irl, maybe through a job or club. There are tons of people in the same situation as you
No. 2529246
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3 hours into my Monday workday and I'm already so fucking overwhelmed. I still gotta go to the DMV. Still gotta go to social security office. Still gotta figure out how to sell or get rid of my broken down car. Still gotta hang these fucking poster frames I've had sitting on the floor because no arrangement looks right. Still gotta clean the fucking balcony somehow even though the neighbors' patio below extends beyond ours and any dirt and dust I sweep off will land right on theirs. Bought a small shop vac to help, the suction is too weak. The laundry pile has become a mountain despite doing 5 loads this weekend. My apartment looks like a hoarder's den, I have no fucking space for any organization solutions and by the time 5pm rolls around I will have no energy to tackle any of it besides maybe cleaning the sink and doing a single fucking load of laundry. I'm so fucking sick of this shit and I just want 2 weeks of uninterrupted time to clean and organize my life.
No. 2529276
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My nigel is a tennis coach and he just came home from work with homemade cupcakes that one of his students made for him because it was his birthday today…
No. 2529290
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How do you accept that you’ll always be a freak? I’m a sperg who’s always had weird interests and I can’t relate to 99% of normal people. I got sucked into the NLOG gender bullshit when I was a teenager but I detransitioned before I did anything too drastic. The dysphoria brainworms still plague me, though. If I doll myself up I look like a conventionally attractive thin woman but in every other way I’m a total freak.
Today I had to go to a doctor’s appointment right when teenagers were getting out of school. I got harassed by a horde of teenage moids who were laughing at me and singing “emo” songs. I don’t even look “emo”, if anything I dress more like a hippie, but it doesn’t matter. It’s all the same to them. I just yelled “ROCK ON FREAKY BRO” because I had no idea what the fuck to do and walked away.
It doesn’t really bother me anymore, I used to deal with this shit all the time in high school. Back then I was a wallflower who would just let people push me around, and every time I didn’t say something back I’d think about it for weeks afterwards. But sometimes I start thinking about how this is the only life I get and I go into an existential spiral. I just can’t believe that I could’ve been anyone else on earth and I’m me.
No. 2529291
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I hate people who are chronically late. It’s so disrespectful. Why the heck am I here waiting at 10:19 pm and you haven’t gotten your ass out yet when you are the one who said the time in the first place? You don’t even put makeup , but you are always so fucking late at everything it’s pissing me off. I take time to get ready too and you know what I do? I start preparing on time, it’s simple.
It’s not cute, it’s not quirky.
No. 2529391
>>2529276There is no reason I would ever put that amount of effort into a scrote that I didn't want to fuck. She's 100% hitting on him with an extra dose of "and look, I can
bake too!" You're completely justified for feeling that way
No. 2529403
>>2529276Like just for him and not for the whole team? That's fucked up
nonny I'm so sorry.
No. 2529425
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My friend’s moid gives me the creeps something crazy.
Over the few years I’ve known him he’s exhibited dozens of little red flags but each one is hidden behind a layer of plausible deniability. To make matters worse his friends are mine and they constantly defend him and make excuses for him, my friend included. Sadly they got married when she found out she’s pregnant and every bit of it is making me freak out for her because something is telling me he is a massive piece of shit.
>he whored around a bunch before they met
>is a software engineer career bro who is magically good at everything, super confident and everyone loves him
>used to go on frequent business trips, then moved to another country for muh career with his now wife where she knows nobody, doesn’t have a job and is now about to be a SAHM
>when I told her he should be worshipping her for giving up so much for him, she defended him and said it’s okay because he provides for them?? no shit bitch it’s his job you moved for, what else is he gonna do
>he “doesn’t believe in DEI” but totally not in a bigoted way
>is a frequent flyer, doesn’t care about the environment because “it isn’t his business”
>constantly plays devils advocate and loves being contrarian, pretending he knows more than everyone
>despite leaving his poor wife stranded in a foreign country where she went for him he is flying out for a buddy’s wedding a week before she gives birth
>bought his wife the cheapest pastry he could find instead of birthday cake on her birthday and bragged about it to our mutual friend
And of course his fellow moids-in-waiting had an excuse ready for every one of these things:
>nooo he’s a good guy I’m sure they had discussed this beforehand and she wants this too
>nooo he doesn’t mean it like that he just thinks the current DEI system is ineffective
>nooo ackshually he’s just well read on the environment
>nooo she just didn’t want a birthday cake cause she bought herself some that day
>nooo I’m sure they planned the birth schedule and it’ll all work out, he’s responsible
>but he’s such a good man, he helps her carry things even though he’s pregnant and he should be fucking doing it anyway!
I feel like a leashed doberman snarling and snapping at him while everyone is petting my head and telling me I’m just paranoid. Not to mention that this girl is WAY too good for his mediocre NPC ass, she’s funny, kind, smart, bubbly and all he does is mansplain and act smug about muh hobbies and muh career. He’s gonna be one of those fathers who trains for a marathon and goes on runs to avoid doing his share of the chores and childcare, I’m calling it now.
I can’t take it he’s just too smug and self-confident and still gets asspats for the bare minimum!!!! Grrrrrr BARK BARK BARK
No. 2529426
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my dad wants me to apply to work at a hobby store tomorrow and i really dont want to because i know the girls who work at those places get flirted with by fugly 30+ bearded nerd scrotes everyday. ughh
No. 2529470
>>2529391Oh, absolutely. Not the 1st time she's done it either, she brought him cookies and candy canes for christmas once kek knowing my nigel he's completely clueless, but it's pissed me off quite a bit.
And they don't even look that tasty, btw
>>2529403I imagine she brought enough for the rest of the class to eat too, there were just a couple left in the box he brought home.
No. 2529505
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>>2528902Thank you for your answer. I'm currently taking online courses in my career field to gain more skills but also to give my life more structure and it helped a bit. I even kept thinking "I missed this" during the online live class. It's not one of those prerecorded ones you watch on your own, but a Zoom call with an instructor and we work along with her and stuff at the same time every day for 2 weeks. This gives me a reason to sleep early and wake up early for the classes, to focus on something for a change, and learn new information which "awakens" my mind. Not sure about the purpose part though. There's not much to do at home and I can't really afford going out or anything. I'm working on my hobbies occasionally but the braindead-ness makes it impossible sometimes. I can't afford a pyschiatrist or therapist either and don't want to be put on any medications that can make my already bad hormonal health worse. I appreciate your advice though nonetheless.
No. 2529527
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>>2529425>software engineer career broThe truth is that software engineering is a career that is full of narcissistically smug intellectualists. They get slightly smart at one thing (not even usually that smart, either. otherwise you'd see more of them doing shit like building their own OS, starting their own company…or creating their own programming language, instead of bitching about the ones that exist. lol). Then, after getting high enough from their own programmer farts, start also thinking they're experts in other people's fields too. They get a fancy job at Google, then start thinking they have an IQ of 3297924923974 just because they get paid six figures to look things up, read documentation, and fix legacy code all day. I realized how insufferable they are as early as school. There aren't as many of these shitty moids in industry as there are in CS, but there still tend to be several left over. Just go on some place like r/cscareerquestions or Stack Overflow and see how the so-called "senior developers" reply to people. They are prime examples of people that have made it too far in life without having ever gotten their asses beat.
t. Software engineer
No. 2529591
>>2528873>don't settle for fat, deformed creeps and toxic nerds in generalntayrt but I don't get how often this happens either. Surely nonas sense of self-preservation can't possibly be that bad? Also there's a surprising large amount of nonas, especially on here, that claim alot of mental and social deficiencies, yet still mention their bfs (even a fucking husband!!!). I fail to understand how someone that claims to be that incapable has managed to get in ANY relationship in any capacity. I've only ever gone on one date with a moid and I was too scared to even so much as hold his hand. These are nonas claiming they are 10x worse but suddenly with a boyfriend of over 2 years. The amount of friends I've had claiming shit like "social anxiety" at me yet ending up with boyfriends is mind-boggling too.
How does the fuck does that happen? I feel like every single other person knows something secret about how to get in relationships and I'm the only retard that somehow missed it.
No. 2529726
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i tried watching the boys and i couldnt even finish the first episode. so fucking disgusting and mean-spirited for no reason. moid television
No. 2529730
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I am such a fucking clown and the people I care about most know it. I wish they liked me a tenth as much as I liked them. I wish they thought about me at all. I am way too old for this shit. Put me in the cubicle and make me do office work alone by myself forever.
No. 2529762
>>2529387you will do wonderful
nonnie!
No. 2529790
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If you haven't seen a really handsome young man ruined by alcoholism and looking 60 at barely 40 years old because of it then you haven't seen a true tragedy. I wish alcohol was illegal. I also always struggle to understand what has to happen in someone's mind, what kind of demons enter it, to be able to chronically inject this shit into their bodies to the point it ruins their organs, skin, face, mind…
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i cannot sleep peacefully, i peeked under my bed and there were at least 3 spiders resting on the bed frame. it's nightime so i can't use the vacuum to kill them, fuck
No. 2530010
>>2529527>>2529638Kek thank you for validating me nonnies.
>Then, after getting high enough from their own programmer farts, start also thinking they're experts in other people's fields too. Yep, many such cases including this guy.
I just remembered another time when this odious husk of a human being tried to talk my own scrote into taking a job with lots of travelling. I put my foot down and said absolutely not and he tried going “but it’s fuuuun”. Luckily my boyfriend listens to me because I’m not at all a cool girl so he knows I’d go postal. Meanwhile his wife told me she misses him a lot and goes shopping late at night to soothe her nerves when he’s away, poor girl.
Men like him are so self centered I’m surprised he hasn’t cheated on her yet. If he doesn’t I’ll eat my hat. I wish I could save her from her chill girl ways and find her a nice Jewish man to yell at.
No. 2530133
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>back fucking hurts
>asshole fucking hurts
>stomach fucking hurts
>I feel nauseous
>I hate everything
I hate my stupid period. Why do I have to have this shit every month? I took ibuprofen but it’s not working. I’ll be just stuck with the hot water bag. I feel like shit, I’m bent over my bed like a retard because lying down hurts so bad, it feels like someone stabbing me over and over again. And I have the flu on top of that too.
No. 2530141
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Since jannies don't read /meta/ I will air out my observations here. Remember when rancefag was driven off the site because she had a rapist husbando from a misogynist game series? And posted him everywhere? So how come 3dpd murderers are allowed to be posted in several threads all over /g/ including one that gets a new thread every 2 days? The murderscrote in question is also misogynist, he's a redpilled incel with yellow fever that up until recently was coined the husband of this website. Just goes to show how much the culture of the site has shifted. There's even a whole thread dedicated to 'hot criminals' now. Ironic we have cows we make fun of for being into this shit but when it's newfags it's suddenly fine. And you'd be naive to think those tourists aren't breaching containment and posting in other threads on the site
No. 2530153
How do you get over this anons?
>Be me
>On the verge of a mental breakdown
>Go on a tinder date
>Guy turns out to be a huge narc, racist, sexist etc.
>Lovebombs me at first, then devalues
>Constantly digs for my trauma
>Eventually we get in a huge fight because I didn't suck his dick after he ate me out and I kicked him out
>He comes back and apologizes
>Then, knowing I was sick (visibly underweight, scars etc) went full on with mindgames
>Kept telling me weird stories about psychosis, kept telling me things that weren't true to scare me
>It works, I have a huge psychotic break, try to kill myself, he blocks me everywhere
It took me almost 2 full years to recover from the psychosis. It was fucking awful, I lost pretty much everything. Apartment, all my things, friends. And now whenever I go outside I see his dumbass. I saw him with another girl the other day and it made me spiral. Like he's going to treat her like shit and she won't realize it until it's way too late. How the fuck do I deal with this intense urge for revenge?
I can't even tell him off for what he did as he blocked me everywhere, and the last time I spoke to him I was still psychotic and blaming myself and /I/ apologized to /HIM/. Fucking kill me anons
No. 2530163
>>2530150i'm not for the hybristofagging thread but tbh it's pretty dead, and nobody is drooling over woman-rapists and woman-killers afaik (i dont know every single serial killer so if theres exception my apologies but for most theyre not ted bundies).
the whole luigi hate is kind of annoying, just hide the thread.. if we start banning everyone who drools over a porn addict (which is basically every male), we might as well nuke /g/
the fact you dont get why its more disgusting to drool over a vidya exlusively about raping women than over a random killer makes you sound like a scrote. the problem isnt about the morality of killing or doing something illegal, its about misogyny. mangione might be a misogynist (idk his whole life story) but hes not famous for his misogynistic actions
(not to mention youre kind of cringe for moralfagging about killing a ceo but thats another conversation)
No. 2530178
>>2530170>g it's the irony of stanning a murderscrote and posting about wanting to get raped by him.literally nobody said that and i got shit on every time i made a post about dom luigi back when i browsed it, its a subby luigi thread
>yeah he's a misogynist like most scrotes, what do we do, nuke /g/ and ban every single straight woman?
also idc if luigi attracts newfags, the websites dead, if new women are coming into the website that's good? as long as they learn to integrate
youre just an annoying no-fun-allowed party pooper looking for shit to pick at and this sort of mentality is why deadcow.boring is so inactive
No. 2530189
>>2530181as long as youre posting in mostly female places i dont see the problem, am i going to be mad about the female/male ratio going back up?
>>2530182it's a moderation problem, new people with harsh moderation to force them to integrate is fine
No. 2530274
>>2530268Kekk
>>2530272They think hes the hottest thing ever and anyone who doesn’t want to get raped and strangled by him is a lesbian or a moid. Welcome to lolcow I guess.
No. 2530278
>>2530239You can look for government jobs with any degree. I’m a STEMfag too and I can work remotely and dick around all day several days a week, but with every job there are trade offs.
I get hella vacation days, good health insurance and my salary isn’t too bad either. The downside is I get assigned to random places in deepest darkest redneck country to measure water pollution for months at a time and I don’t get to decline or choose where to go. I’m my own family’s cryptid that they never see but always hear stories about. My brother is a SWE in a private company who makes crazy money but basically lives at work and has barely any PTO. If I were a starving teacher I’d probably envy people doing some other job.
No. 2530281
>>2530235>>2530275nta but i think anons mainly want it shut because of the type of tourists it attracts (like the same problem the kpop threads had) not solely because of the subject himself. even anons who used to be luigifags were asking for the thread to be locked last month.
also some anons who already hid the thread mention how pics of him keep flooding the front page, so that's probably another reason.
No. 2530323
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Lately I've been feeling really bad about how ugly I look. I've been fat literally all my life and have just an unfortunate looking face, which has always made me feel like an ogre. I at least wish that the self hatred would have manifested itself in me losing the weight, but it only made me spiral into a binge eating disorder.
I'm trying really hard to change things around for myself and to improve on my looks, but no matter what I do, I can't help but to feel like an pig with lipstick or like an ogre shoved in a pretty dress. I put in a good amount of effort just to end up still looking ugly.
No. 2530343
>>2530310>>2530321>>2530326Ntayrt but I feel like part of the reason why it's dead is precisely
because of tiktok/twitter/tumblr/redditors coming here, thus making the old posters want to leave, combined with shitty moderation rather than the lack of newcomers from those sites
>>2530336Plus with the drama from last year's eurovision and that they/them fag winning and returning once again to AGP out on stage I imagine less anons feel motivated to watch again. The past few years made it clear to everyone that it's rigged.
No. 2530350
>>2530343Exactly! I find myself coming to lolcow less and less because of how badly it's moderated, along with the influx very obvious tourists from reddit and tiktok. It's become insufferable. They aren't willing to integrate and bring their nigels along for the ride.
Eurovision is so rigged, but this year really proved they don't even want to try. Isreal bought every single vote. People outside of Europe should not have been allowed to vote. I'm a burger who watched, and I was really surprised they were able to, even if they had to pay. There are a lot of pro isreal people in burgerland, so I know that made a huge difference in votes.
No. 2530384
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I believed for my entire life that something was deeply wrong with me, and so did therapists. Now I’m realizing that I probably just have an extreme case of OCD that’s controlled my entire life for years. The “theme” has changed over time but it’s constant mental torture. I never even considered it before because I had this idea that everyone with OCD was a clean freak but after finding about moral OCD, relationship OCD, and even gender OCD (yes this is a real thing) everything makes sense.
When I was younger I became convinced I was trans and I eventually detransitioned but for years the idea that I’m still secretly trans and eventually I’ll just snap and troon out has continued to plague me. When I detransitioned I ended up developing an eating disorder and anorexia is a form of OCD. Obsessing over numbers, steps, calories. Then I developed this intense fear that I was a horrible person. I’d remember something I did 5 years ago and obsess over it every day for hours on end. I ended up nearly going broke because I was donating so much money to charity (I had this idea that if I donated enough money to charity it would make up for everything bad I’ve ever done). Then I became obsessed with my digital footprint. I’d create dozens of different email accounts and phone numbers so nothing I ever posted could ever be traced back to me.
At one point I ended up having a mental breakdown because my ex was a piece of shit (I found out that he had a history of abusing women and he had cheated on me). Around the same time I became fixated on the idea that one of my friends was wiretapping our conversations. I ended up getting locked up in a psych ward and they told me I had bipolar and BPD. They wanted to put me on Haldol. The thing is, I’ve never had another “manic episode” before or since. I’ve been in a stable long term relationship for a while now and I display no BPD symptoms whatsoever. I’ve never even had a real argument with my girlfriend. I’m still taking my meds just in case but I’m starting to think I’ve never had an actual psychotic episode at all. It was just OCD amplified by stress caused by outside issues.
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might had irreversibly damaged my relationship with my father's side of the family
>well off businesswoman aunt (dad's older sister) invites us to this countryside resort this is Latam, so its really nothing fancy.
>Idiot father had shared with his sister that i am having issues with finding a decent salary to finally move out, probably in hopes of making anyone from her circle hire me
>Aunt goes on a long rant about how I SHOULD had picked a better career and how I was stupid and naive for not noticing the red flags as a teen out of highschool. My father knows I've been so depressed to the point of wanting to take my life about this subject
>Goes on and on as the rest of the family agrees with her (without offering a solution)
Eventually I went outside to cool off, but i was fuming on the inside. Cried a bit, then I return to the table and this bitch is still going on about it.
>Me: well maybe if you had read the red flags on your first husband he wouldnt had raped your sons, auntie
So now i am sitting in my room after my mom slapped me. She's mad for having defended myself, because hey it wasnt a big deal!
No. 2530410
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Is a 18 year old mature enough to understand that her reckless behaviour affects her pregnant older sister who raised her since she was a baby (and worked her ass off as far as dropping out of school) or should I just be more comprehensive and hip and cool?
No. 2530412
>>2530395This.
>>2530390This. If that aspect of the culture, which is a small part of the whole all things considered, bothers you so much, and you find yourself wanting a "safe space" to discuss mundane hetty bettie celebricows type ish, you can go reclaim Crystal Cafe from the trannies, since those are the types you're wanting to import more of here. The people who are interested in discussing certain cows will find themselves here, you don't need to pollute this site with more low quality newfags like yourself who'll whine about "muh misogynistic lolcow culture" or whatever.
No. 2530418
>>2530380anti-tumblr/twitter/tiktok-newfags nonnies, WHERE are newfags supposed to come from then? you guys keep saying where theyre not supposed to come from (making sure to include 99% of the alive internet) but you never say where theyre supposed to be recruited
of course some oldfags are going to grow out of imageboards eventually so theres gotta be new blood so you can't just expect the website to live without any newcomers
No. 2530419
>>2530418Of course they're harvested directly from the
nonnie farm. How much of a newfag are you? Did you NOT come from the
nonnie farm?
No. 2530421
>>2530415Holy shit, you keep making shit up! You have no idea what threads I contribute to and what I post. Since you brought it up though
>>2530402, I assume you’re a bitter weegeefag that is resentful of the anons who want your pressious safe space deleted? Ahh… it all makes sense now. Kek.
No. 2530423
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>>2529988i dont care if its a fake accusation, i want this smug self-righteous fucker to get metoo'd
No. 2530437
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>mfw bringing in new nonnies organically
No. 2530438
>>2530418Via the cow boards, which you clearly detest. Not because some underaged autist linked the luigifag to you on Tumblr. Obviously plenty of anons use other sites here, or else we wouldn’t have tumblr/reddit/twitter hate threads. But the point is, you have to
integrate into our culture here, not bring your faggotry from outside in with you.
No. 2530461
>>2530431Obviously we want users coming here from Tumblr posts advertising LC as a
femcel 4chan
No. 2530482
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>>2530471And she linked it so no it’s not bait
No. 2530487
>>2530482oh ok my bad this is bad
for my defense the luigi threads didnt use to be like this, it used to be pretty funny
i dont think the thread itself should be wiped but moderation needs to ban retards
No. 2530514
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There is a Japanese girl I follow on Twitter who posts art of herself and her moid, which honestly makes me feel a bit jealous sometimes despite my lack of interest in 3D males. The guy is kinda cute too though that's probably my yellow fever speaking. I'm aware Asian males can be horrible so I hope she's being treated nicely.
No. 2530535
>>2530522They're threads, not chatrooms, you got that right.
>>2530515Being a redditor tends to lead to internalized misogyny.
No. 2530566
>>2530490Kek your post
triggered a zoomer, just look at the way they responded
>"bruh" No. 2530581
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I'm at the doctor's and this lady has 5 screaming children with her. You'd think at least one wouldn't be screaming but they all are
>>2530576That was my first time replying to you, psycho. I don't have a Twitter but i exists in the western world so I'm exposed to that personality type. They're talk just like you
No. 2530591
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>>2530570Girl, can you go back to Instagram now?
Bruh? Like be for real. You sound like you never seen heard of lurking, no cap. You need to like, lurk more so you can integratemaxx your typing on the board, get that shit on lock, you feel me? And that's on
period.
(baiting) No. 2530626
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i’m tired of being so negative and having so much self hatred. being so anxious and neurotic. obviously it isnt an easy fix, but it just ruins my day, especially if i compare myself my whole day goes to shit and i cant do any hobbies because im not fit and independent with a career. why does it matter? why cant i drill it into my head, it wont ever matter. i will die. and will i be happy saying at least i was living alone and making 100 figures but working all of my days away! or can i say that maybe i was a bit lonely and broke, but i managed and got to do what i loved? it just isnt fair. i hurt the only person who truly wants the best for me, myself. and when you get so wrapped up in your own issues, you neglect those of the people around you. all i can do is keep trying, and be kind and positive. Gay as hell… but it works
No. 2530681
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I shouldn't be so upset because objectively speaking things are going well in my life but I still am and wish this would all end.
No. 2530758
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I've complained in the vent threads before about feeling tired all the time, but my both my blood works and thyroid levels look fine. A few days ago I was lying in bed and realized that what I'm feeling is apathy - sure, I am tired too, but I feel nothing about everything. I have to force myself to start up my hobbies and going to the gym is just a chore. Problem solving is hard because I don't feel motivated to do it, I just stare at them blankly. I don't check the chats with my friends, can't be bothered to - they pretty much have to tag or call me to ask me if I'm on board on any plans with they make (which I always am), but even if they didn't count me in for whatever reason I wouldn't really care as I am right now. Just being home doing nothing is just as fine.
I booked an appointment with a nurse in hopes of…something, anything, idk really but I figured I should get some help. I just hope the fact that I can't turn off my regular "happy"/professional tone of voice during the appointment so they take me seriously.
No. 2530802
Being an invisible woman fucking sucks. I do not talk in terms of aging, or wanting to be noticed by men. But I am fairly plain, tall with a fairly wide build for a woman, so nothing really looks…great on me. At least clothes that I personally like. I come from a family with charming extroverts that everyone wants to be around, but somehow I was the only kid that inherited my dad's introvert nature and zero presence. While everyone pays attention to my siblings when they enter a room, I can come and go without anyone noticing I was there at all no matter how much I try to stand tall and attempt establishing my presence. I always try to make myself noticeable by being "the funny girl", luckily I rarely fail at making people laugh but it is clear I don't have the staying power of someone with more charisma. Going out I'm the only one in a group that doesn't get free drinks, and have been several times I've just been straight up ignored in social settings when anyone wants to join me and friend(s) in a conversation.
I wish I had more charisma, I was was prettier and I wish I wasn't ignored by the world. I can read as many self-help articles and books I can find, but I don't have a very good base to even start on imo, because I lack that basic stage presence that is required. I was born to be a wall flower, and I fucking hate it.
No. 2531037
I wanna type this tumblr girl style, but I won't, I will be a good imageboard user, but why do my emotions have to change on a dime like this? I can accept it when it's before my period, I can accept having stupid emotions during it too, sure, but why is after also some kind of thing? So it's basically constant. I feel so stabable. I wanna get impaled by beams of light. I don't know.
>>2526122 got me like "where's Cliffe Vessey when you need him" like I can smile at something stupid like that so I'm fine I guess.
No. 2531039
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I hate this stupid Japanese genital censorship shit. Moids gets to see their big titty waifus with uncensored nipples, but it's bullshit that I can't get a clear image of my husbando's dick. Every time I find some actually good femgaze ecchi or hentai the dick's all covered in black bars or some glowing white lightsaber shit. Everything in Japan is so perverted, there's anime pornography posted on the walls everywhere, there's literally vending machines where you can buy used panties, so what even is the point of censoring? I swear, this is some sort of nonsense timeline, and in the real universe you can see all the quality dicks.
No. 2531057
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>>2529988I have no solid evidence for this at all but author John Green (Looking for Alaska, The Fault in our Stars, Paper Towns) always gave me the creeps with how he writes these "ethereal, damaged" teenage girl characters and tries to write from their point of view. He also used to engage with fans on Tumblr a lot. Every few years I wonder if anything has come out about him, and if it does I won't be surprised kek
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>>2531057He was so weird. People act like he's a
victim of sexual harassment because of the cock post but he was a Grade A Freak judging by how he talked to his teen girl fans on tumblr.
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>>2531090Yeah, he was especially weird on tumblr. I mean, what kind of middle aged man says stuff like this to teenage girls?
No. 2531260
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I wish money weren't an issue in this world, and that I didn't have such a hunger for it. I would've followed my dream of working with animals if so. Just a bit sad. The bright side is, soon I will be able to afford to take care of some awesome pets and spoil them.
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Sometimes I get resentful about how I never got the chance to sleep around and now it’s too late. I’ve never had sex that I enjoyed, ever, and I’m starting to think I’ll die without knowing what that feels like. I’m far too autistic to get laid, especially considering I’m exclusively attracted to women and androgynous men.
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>>2530623Oh I'm painfully aware, nona. Males are the same anywhere in the world. Still, one can dream.
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Another one of those days where the only thing keeping me from killing myself is the possibility of surviving in an even more fucked up state. Chronic toothache from an incompetent orthodontist filing down my canines to look more "feminine", trying to recover from an eating disorder but it's hell because eating makes my teeth hurt more and gaining weight makes my body feel more similar to how it did when I was molested, and on top of it all I have no one who I feel I can truly confide to or even feel any sense of camaraderie with because every single one of my friendships is contingent upon me pretending that I believe men turn into women when they put on makeup and a dress.
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Overslept and now I'll have to stay super late at the office. I didn't go to sleep early enough to wake up at the time I wanted to and that's because I only had 4 hours of free time after work yesterday and I wanted some more. I really don't understand how anyone handles a 9-5. It was okay for the first week or so but I'm already starting to get exhausted. Right now I'm wasting even more time because I know my hair is an unfixable mess and I don't even want to look at a mirror. I don't even know what work hours I could manage, I tried 9-4/8-3 for a few months before and it also made me suicidal. I sometimes feel like I genuinely can't do anything. It doesn't help that I'm stupid and suck at my job. I take way too long to finish tasks and I don't understand half the words being said. It's insane I got hired in the first place. I should be using my free time to study more but I really don't want to. And I don't want to fix my hair and then go out to wait for a completely packed train. How does anyone survive this
No. 2531453
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if I'm not asleep by 2-3am then I start getting horrible anxiety about not getting enough sleep before i get up at 7am. Then the anxiety makes me stay awake longer
which makes the anxiety about not sleeping worse.
No. 2531461
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it looks like jannies heard the complaints
No. 2531465
>>2531453You need to start getting anxious by 9pm and then even if you stay up due to the anxiety you will get enough sleep
Not even joking I feel guilty af if I stay up past like 10pm even if I have nothing to do in the morning, 2am is unimaginable to me
No. 2531505
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Is there any hope for women? Like 2 months ago I heard a conversation from two people who work at my place, and it really pissed me off. It sounded like they recenty just met each other; a younger asian woman and a white dude who looked like he was 20 years older than her (and ugly). She was talking about discrimination in the workplace based on sex and about feminism in general and he was denying all her arguments and explaining to her why it's not the way she thinks but this and that, and how feminism is pointless and there's no sex based discimination and women just work less etc., and by the end she couldn't find any arguments so she was just quiet. Fast forward 2 months and they are dating now. Disgusting
No. 2531603
saving for divorce nonna here. I don't want to be that het woman that constantly whines about her man to her friends so expect me to be a regular here. sorry about that
typically I'm an ocd girly, actually diagnosed and I'm super insane with cleanliness in my home to the point where I regularly use toothpicks and q-tips to deep clean crevices I cannot reach with regular tools. typically our home is spotless but since from the beginning of the semester I've been too depressed to give a shit
>would be cleaning and look over and see my husband sitting on his ass playing video games and feel demotivated and stopped for "some reason"
>would feel demotivated after realizing I'm cleaning the exact same thing for 9 years (him leaving his clothes on the ground when showering, him forgetting to remove the water tank from the coffee machine so water leaks everywhere, his crumbs because he eats like a pig, etc)
this morning he said he was gonna make us breakfast, got grossed out by a few crumbs on the stove, actually used his head and looked around and realized how filthy the place is (at least to my standards. I still pick up trash, vacuum, and make sure the areas my cats constantly go to are clean for them), said he was ordering breakfast and going to clean up a little afterwards.
l o l
I've worked 2 part time jobs, gone to school, and still cleaned and cooked without having a fit over some "mess" for literally years. you know what I did? I cleaned, then cooked after. and my moid cannot even handle that. you can't handle what I've done for years, what a fucking joke. all those moments wasted begging him to help me then coping with him paying most of the bills so "its okay I do all the cooking and cleaning whilst juggling 2 jobs and school!" and he works full time, just started school, doing 2-3 classes per semester. still on his basics.
oh that's another thing. when I was losing sleep studying until 2am then passing out on the couch and he was upset over me not joining him in bed and "he has finals too". you literally have to write a 2 page paper for English 1, I have to memorize and understand regex, low-level IO, interprocesses communications, mathematical theories relating to CS, and computer architecture/pipelining/RISC/caches. literally shut the fuck up lmao fuck I'm so mad again
No. 2531725
Men are really ridiculous. Last time I went out with a couple of my friends from high school since we are in the same city.
There was also my (uni) friend with her friend group on the table near us. Among them there was also this guy , whom I am somehow friends with, since he’s from the same city of my uni friend, in the sense that I strike conversation when I’m with him since we are in the same faculty and he somehow niceish.
But the thing that really made me go “huh” was when he texted me the day after if I could make him meet one of my friends, I guess fair, it doesn’t hurt to try. I replied that my friend is already with someone else (she was actually with her girlfriend that night kek) and guess what the retard said?
>it’s okay, there are other potential suitors
As if he was shopping at a mall? It made me feel disgusted. First of all I would never pimp out any of my friends in this manner, second of all you should fly on your league.
>he’s like 166 cm
>wears platform sneakers and boots
>bad posture
>droopy eyes
>has acne scars
>ugly nose
>thin lips
He at least dresses well and he He’s a 5/10, at least to me , and he is still not over this girl, (she was very pretty by the way, I don’t know what got into her) whom he had a situationship with since she was too embarrassed to be officially with him basically, and also currently texting and going out with this other girl.
Why are scrotes so fucking greedy? It’s disgusting.
No. 2531797
>>2531766Why would Kojima even do that? Makes me so fucking mad. What a talentless hack. I think he’s just a woman hater at this point.
>>2531777>>2531781Sounds hot, but I’m so mad I don’t even want him as a husbando anymore. I don’t wanna finish the games. I was gonna get a body pillow of him and even have his codec number tattooed on my arm but now I don’t even wanna look at him. I am revolted.
>>2531791It’s cathartic knowing I’m not alone on this. I just finished 2 and was excited to continue the rest of the series but not anymore. Apparently he stops being a weeb in 4 even and sleeps with that slut Naomi which is bad enough, but knowing that he becomes a total disgusting degenerate used goods skank in RR? Fucking disgraceful. It’s so fucking out of character, can he not heal from his trauma while still retaining his nerdy and cute personality? I was angry crying not too long ago and sent at least a hundred angry messages to my bf who got me into the series telling him how I hate whores and called him one myself because he’s slept with other women before me. I am insane.
No. 2531829
>>2531818Literally the only option is to fully pour yourself into bettering yourself and doing things outside of your comfort zone. Another part of this is to acknowledge that
some small parts of the character you have of your mother in your head could actually be beneficial to keep, but there's not enough context to say what.
Like for example my parents are rude as fuck and horrible in social situations. I'm not going to pretend like the ability to be really mean and standoffish and quiet isn't a great ability to have in some scenarios. Find the parts of your mother within you and reconcile with those parts. Those parts can come in handy sometimes. Also don't be too harsh on yourself, the more you chase that blue dragon of "not becoming your mother", the more you become her. Make peace with the parts of her inside of you and push yourself out of your comfort zone and take control of those parts of your mother within you. It's all you, and you have more control than you even realize.
No. 2531830
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>>2531816nta but im scared of having to settle for a manwhore and every year i get older the chances of finding a guy whos never had sex and isnt a total disgusting retard gets lower… even the ugliest nerdiest guy i talked to before got a bj before, like what the fuck
No. 2531881
>>2531878i kind of like it unless im doing it too often then it HURTS because of endometriosis and the orgasms are too weak to compensate
god did punish women didn't he
i'm just so fucking horny
nonny No. 2531895
>>2531888> I always need lots of time to think of my husbando fantasies with ridiculously intricate plots because I hate porndamn i wish i was based like you imaginationnonna
>I really only like it when I'm completely alone and when I know no one will bother me, but that doesn't happen oftenthats so sad
No. 2531936
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>>2531928The "me so horny, somebody stop me" posts should be in tmi. No1curr
No. 2531953
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>>2531928It's always a waste of time when you add them on a whim, I would literally recommend trying to find random servers with a bunch of moids and
>bee urself So you can find a pet scrote to use from time to time, that's what I did, they're not useful most of the time, but it's better than nothing.
Just follow the basic rules so you don't get bored or end up fucking yourself over:
>never show your face>never show your body>never talk too much about yourself >only talk about horny shit with him>never accept pictures of him unless he's ridiculously hotSpoiler alert though
They're never hot>disengage whatever weird fetish he's into>shape him to be only into your fetishes >never accept any gifts from him>never give him shit>???>profit! No. 2532004
>>2531953>They're never hotthat's so sad
> I would literally recommend trying to find random servers with a bunch of moidswhat kind of server is that?
No. 2532026
>>2532021Moids are horny, nonna, they talk about sex stuff and post sex memes all of the time. Make sure to join a server that's only for adults btw, just the fact that kids aren't allowed makes moids think it's a porn server.
But also, as I said before, disengage any fetish they like. Like, idk, I just posted shit making fun of horny moids, I would post cursed pictures whenever they wanted to be horny and criticized their behavior a lot, suddenly I got a few random scrotes talking to me and befriending me and then I got a virtual pet moid that masturbates for me on command.
No. 2532031
>>2531770Dumbass question Nona, everyone is attracted to attractive people. That’s why they are ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE.
I could never date a super hot person thought, I’d feel super self conscious and way out of my league.
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I grew up hearing my grandmother worship her father, who supported her goals of becoming the first professional woman of her family but he died young and left her with her cruel, manipulative mother and a gaggle of younger siblings…well I decided to ask my father (her son) out of curiosity what was her dear daddy like and holy shit.
>Made his entire family move out of their countryside hometown into the fast paced capital
>pissed away most of his salary in clothing and outings for himself
>Kept making his wife pump out kid after kid, knowing his dear favourite daughter (my grandma) had to look after the younger ones because the mother had juggle odd jobs so the kids wouldnt starve
>He dedicated himself to hanging out in pseudo-intellectual circles in overpriced cafés whilst his wife and seven kids were crampted together in a tiny apartment.
>He died in a car accident with his drunken buddies and left a uneducated housewife alone with eight children, no wonder she was screaming and crying all the time
Talk about rose colored glasses
No. 2532064
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I just saw young pictures of my mom and I want to kill myself. She was so fucking beautiful, literal ethereal 70s model tier. Not only that but her bfs were also mostly handsome and she even dated an ultra rich one. WHY exactly did she have to have a kid with ths ugliest one who ditched her and had nothing to offer to her but """"being the love of her life""""???? I don't understand???? I cannot fucking imagine the kind of face card I could've had all my life. MOM EVEN YOUR SHIT DECISIONS BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN SET ME UP FOR MEDIOCRITY. It's so fucking unfair I cannot take this AAAARRRRGHHHH
No. 2532070
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>>2532064the same fucking thing happened to my mother, nonita, word by word. Fucking uncanny.
lets be spiritual sisters
No. 2532075
>>2532064I feel like procreating with an uggo is a disservice to your children. An average one is fine, but if you end up with the spawn of an ugly person then you just hate your child.
My mom is pretty and my father is normal, but somehow I came out pretty and took a bit of both features, I took my father’s nose which is pretty nice but I took his shitty teeth too (got braces thank god), but I took my mother’s skin tone although I wished I would have been lighter like my dad.
I just wish she got herself with a tall man, they are both 173 cm. I could have been tall too, instead I’m 165 cms, I feel so robbed.
No. 2532109
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>>2532106Aw this is very sweet of you, thank you
No. 2532116
>>2532072Well I admire you,
nonnie.
No. 2532162
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I have an autoimmune disorder and I want to kms so bad. I jumped from hyperthyroidism to hypothyroidism in less than a year. God please help me.
No. 2532165
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>>2532162When I think of both of these words the first word that comes to mind is "water". Therefore, the solution is swimming. You are welcome, anon
No. 2532172
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>>2532171How about a kiss instead nona
No. 2532177
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That's right anon, Isaiah 53:9(Learn2reply)
No. 2532194
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i like her so much, so so much. i am so dumb. i wish she would think of me!
No. 2532210
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>take notoriously tough professor i've never taken before that teaches a weed out class
>no one likes the subject because its niche yet important
>ive been warned by all my friends and other students that this class will break you
>its a semester event to wait for the post-exam meltdowns for this specific professor
>end up loving the subject
>i spend over 5 hours every day studying
>i lose over 10lbs from choosing to study instead of eating
>professor is impressed with my notes
>im bugging the professor all the time, we have conversations lasting up to an hour or two
>the professor ends up being the same flavor of autism and we think very similarly
>he has so much faith in me that he discusses higher level concepts as if i'll understand
>"i'm sure you'll solve this before i do haha"
>no the fuck i wont but thanks for believing in me anyways
>when i answer questions in class, one time he said i was correct and i'm "always correct.."
>yo?
>always laughing at my jokes (to be fair, i'm funny)
>get made fun of that i'm his favourite student
>to be fair no one likes the fucking subject so they barely interact with him when they show up, if they do
>feel immense pressure to do well on our final exam
>i failed, i still got one of the highest scores but i still failed and end the class with a C+
>decide i'm retaking it because i want my A, i don't care how much it costs. i get what i want always because i work for it
>after grades are finalized i send him a thank you letter and tell him im retaking this shit and how his course changed my life (it really did i cried so hard after the semester ended)
>get a notification today my grade has been changed in the gradebooks
>it's an A
>lose my shit in the school groupchat
>classmates are happy for me and said i deserved it but we're also like, wow. that's a fat fucking curve?
i was to a point where i was tutoring students in other sections, and they were all convinced i'd ace the exam, which made it more embarrassing. but they said even a C+ is impressive given how hard the course is.
the A though? i'm so happy. do some students probably think the professor wants to bang me? probably. i don't give a fuck. i got my A. i worked for it. i stayed up until i hallucinated and it paid off. i still wish i aced the exam, but i'll take this.
No. 2532254
>>2532248i agree with
>>2532251 you need to be honest and tell them its retarded
No. 2532255
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>>2532210You scared me
nonnie because you posted this in the vent thread when I feel it would be better suited in one of the "things you're proud of" type threads kek. Anyway CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!
No. 2532307
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I'm always praying for friends and then when I finally get friends I just want to go home. My main issue is I always end up in a friend group with the same toxic individual and it makes me feel insane. I'm literally Sisyphus. Recently I went through about a 4-5 year gap where I had 0 close friends and I think I'm fucked now and can't be around people anymore, along with the fact that I keep creating the same situation by being friends with the same unstable person. I should just be a lone wolf
No. 2532344
>>2532331I'm already diagnosed with autism/adhd (before it was cool) and my "bpd" manifests as "quiet bpd" so I'm probably more like the fakers than not, tbh
I can swing between wanting to top myself/cursing God for being born/believing the world is evil and out to get me and being Gautama Buddha himself over hours and someone looking at me wrong can send me into a spiral lasting days but I don't really take shit out on others and I avoid being "an attention whore" at all costs
No. 2532361
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>>2532344>>2532347I hope this doesn't sound too harsh but having the "quiet" type doesn't make you any better. I've met women like that and they were still manipulative and self absorbed, just not violent or confrontational. Not accusing you since I obviously don't know you at all, though. Do you internalise the pain you feel? Do you reserve yourself when you feel hurt by someone? If you do and don't talk about it, you can see how this becomes difficult to deal with. You could easily confuse the people around you and it makes them think they did something wrong (when usually bippie
triggers are unreasonable and not realistic, sorry). Surely if you relate enough to the symptoms/behaviors of BPD to think you have it, then you must be going through something serious with your mental health? It's still worth it to reach out even if you aren't convinced. Whatever it is you're going through, I do hope it gets better for you, you do have to reach out for that to be easier. Blog incoming but I have a close friend with BPD and she didn't get diagnosed until her late 20s, she has flourished a lot since then and looks so much happier, she got married recently too. Your posts reminded me of her. Also,
>I did post nudes on 4chan and do drugsno more of that, please. You can keep lashing out at moids though kek.
No. 2532363
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I wanna quit my job because of mental health reasons and want to finish my thesis in peace, but I’m so scared to do so because of how the job market is right now. I’m so scared, but also fuck this workplace that gives me minimum wage which is the equivalent of 650$
The only thing that can salvage my situation is the fact that I have 4 years experience and I’m almost finishing uni.
Fuuuuck, I should kms then.
No. 2532364
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>>2532172I forgot that I saw your post before and was so disgusted by that gif that I hid it. I just unhid it and was disgusted all over again. thank you
nonny No. 2532424
>>2532396that’s exactly how i feel in my case, especially with the autobiographical angle. like, why aren’t you telling your own life story in your own words? they’ve phrased it to me before like the ai “helped them” tell the story, but i’ve seen screenshots of the way they use ai chats and i know it had to have been a matter of just asking chatgpt “write a paragraph about how x happened to me and made me feel y” or something like that.
>>2532400you’re bolstering me lmao. unfortunately i can’t quite go scorched-earth with this (not yet), since there are a few other people who support the “author” and who’d give me shit for voicing my completely honest feelings. and theoretically, i could just weather the falling-out for however long it lasts, but i’d rather not at the moment.
No. 2532536
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My dad keeps trying to meddle into the very strained relationship I've with my mother and it's exhausting. I'm already mid 20s, wether I hate her or not he cannot possibly change the way I feel about her much less scold me about it atp, it's ridiculous and yet he keeps trying to force peace between us at the expense of my values and sanity, everyone has their limit and she crossed mine a long time ago, he cannot fix what she broke willingly. It's a very complex, chaotic situation and I don't understand why does he keep opening the damn can of worms over and over just to crash with the gruesome reality of her actions.
Dad has zero backbone himself, he forgave his own family for criminal shit several times and wants me to do the same, he doesn't understand these are personal choices and he cannot judge my choice regarding someone that has done so much damage. It's not his place to criticize me, this is our relationship: mother and daughter, whatever happens between us, concern us only, wtf has that to do with him?? She knows she fucked up and doesn't even try apologizing, she doesn't like me either, the dislike is mutual, that's our problem, not his. I'll never fucking like her nor respect her, she destroyed my trust in her and our relationship, if I do forgive her, what kind of person would that make me? He should be glad I stand my ground and I'm not down with fucked up shit. It's not happening!! Ever!!
No. 2532645
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if i have to read or hear the phrase 'inner child' one more time i'm going to go nuclear. it also almost exclusively goes alongside hyper consoomerism too. 'i had to buy these 16 jellycat plushies to heal my inner child!!' i feel like people need permission and asspats and to feel like their hobbies and hoarding are somehow morally correct. you can be an adult and enjoy childish things, it's really not that deep.
No. 2532857
I don't think I can ever regain my self-esteem and confidence no matter how well I perform academically, or at work, because the thing that shattered it was completely out of my control. I never "flourished" as a woman, physically speaking. I'm not talking about tits, just… my body in general. It doesn't feel like it belongs to a woman. I waited as a teen to develop but I barely did. Everything feels wrong, and it's not body dysmorphia. One big issue is that I have a bit of pectum excavatum that makes my rib cage stick too much and gives me pot belly, then the fact that I barely have any hips, wide shoulders, and a very angular, boney structure. I understand that we as women often find flaws when we look in the mirror, but I just… don't look like an adult woman with a womanly figure. I look so underdeveloped. I hate my body and it kills me.
No. 2532921
>>2532905I am slim and curvaceous too (calling it porn star body is gross and dehumanizing, it’s just a body).
But nonna it just seems like you are bragging here. Let nonna vent in peace without you saying “Reee you don’t know how hard it is to have a 90-60-90 shape!!! My ass is so fat reee and my boobs so big ree!” Kek , it just seems tone deaf.
No. 2532987
>>2532967Oh my god I feel like we know the same person. My friend does this too, guaranteed it’s not an hour (yet) but she also sometimes does 40 minutes of being late and it’s just so annoying. But she texts at least and tells me to wait before going out.
If she hasn’t texted you just go home nonna.
No. 2533061
>>2532255lmao I'm sorry
nonnie I forgot about that thread. thank you!!
No. 2533110
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the more i learn about how parents just do the shit they did not because of muh trauma but because they knew their children wouldnt fight back (otherwise they'd had had screaming matches with their bosses, friends, etc) makes sympathizing with their downfalls very hard. I've been called ungrateful and spoiled for having this view on parent-child dynamics and how they "just couldnt help it/control their anger" but they could mask it just fine for ANYONE who wasnt their helpless kid right?.
Your anger and trauma issues conveniently only showed all its ugly colors when you were with your child who walking on eggshells and convinced themselves wanting anything beyond the bare basics was just for spoiled, shallow children and thus they brainwash themselves into not ever aiming for more because thats materialistic. The more I think about my own upbringing, i wonder how many aspects and natural wants and desires i got squashed by my parents beating that out of me, because how dare you say you might want to move away from the shitty, crime-ridden neighborhood we brought you to the world in?
Does anyone else feel that way?
No. 2533223
>>2533198You need to call her out on it in a way that makes her explain why she says these things. Sounds like she doesn't expect you to say anything back so it will catch her off guard.
So if you asked her why you wouldn't understand that, she would have had to explain she thinks you're dumb in front of everyone. Others will see how she perceives her friends.
No. 2533265
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Hate how that poor lesbian teen got beat up. It’s just plain old lesbophobia. Trannies are already making it about themselves, acting as if they even care about women in the first place.
>see this is what they will do to people that don’t pass as cis!!
>transphobia hurts women too!!!
>see they’ll come after you
When it’s thanks to their fucking ideology that we are where we are now. Homophobia and lesbophobia has risen up these last couple of years and they are the culprit. Virtually most people were fine or neutral about same sex people being together , we were so fucking close. But this turd had to come in and shit on literally everything.
I fucking hate how they twist and make everything about themselves. That cult is a fucking cancer to everything it touches.
No. 2533276
>>2533252>>2533160Oh shit I guess I skipped where she said 20. Well shit anon, you're not getting over it now! It hasn't even been ten years. If you keep practicing controlling your emotions and making peace with that horrible time in your childhood, you will feel a lot better about it in three years (I'm not saying forgive anyone here, they're not the primary subject and also "forgiveness" will only come years and years after you have completely moved on and no longer have such a strong emotional reaction and in a lot of cases true forgiveness isn't really possible). Anyway, personifying these emotions as a young child that you have to babysit and keep calm is a good way to manage these emotions. For example:
>triggering thing>strong emotionYou might think to shrink away, or remove yourself, and you might be stuck thinking about this and it might ruin your mood. The behavior to implement here, to train and calm your emotions, is to imagine these emotions as an uncontrollable young child, that way you can efficiently separate emotional mind from thinking mind. Thinking mind observes emotional mind and thinking mind thinks of ways to soothe emotional mind, but not to give in to poor behaviors that could make the emotional mind stick in its upset mood.
This is gay and retarded but this is how I legit defeated my childhood demons and the way it would make me so emotional. Oddly enough now I feel like I have a stronger character and my self-esteem has improved. Also do not allow yourself to feel ashamed of these emotions. Shame is part of what made the hurt in childhood stick around, shame is the spirit killer. Replace shame with genuine compassion for who you are and who you once were. Shame is defeated by love and understanding.
No. 2533286
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>>2533275They are already using it as a way to say that we should absolutely let males in the bathroom because otherwise this is what happens, which makes me rage so damn much.
They completely and purposely miss out on the fact that this was an homophobic attack. Two scrotes waited for her outside of the bathroom to beat her up because she is a butch lesbian. There is no way to dispute that, they didn’t beat her up because they thought she was a man, but specifically because she’s a lesbian woman.
She probably has PTSD now , I hope she recovers and is able to sue the living hell out of these retards.
Here’s the article nonna, sorry about the rant.
https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/chicago/news/woman-brutally-attacked-carpentersville-because-lesbian/ No. 2533537
>>2533529He's 45 years old. Let's say you guys do get together and decide to start a family 3 years later. Your daughter is 0 and he is 48. She's graduating high school at 18 and he's 66. She gets married at 29 and he's 77. Not saying you want to start a family with this guy but in the long term he's going to be old and decrepit LONG before you are.
Has he been married before? What was his last serious relationship? Where is his career in relation to yours? Why isn't he dating women his own age? Food for thought.
No. 2533557
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Last day at the uni program yesterday, which meant there was a lot of farewells and good lucks when we had our final "after work" at the pub whenever anyone was leaving. The pub has both a small arcade and an area for playing pool and darts, so we were of course divided into the "nerdy" group and the "normie" group. So when I said goodbye to my friends at the arcade I went to the other group where I also shared my final platitudes, like us girls promising to stay in touch in the "girl chat" (we were studying programming so since there were so few of us women we would sometimes update each others about women-only events), there were a lot of hugs etc. then I turned to one of the guys to say my final goodbyes and well-wishes to, and he just stared at me going "Yeah? so what?" before turning away. I was so taken aback because I have NEVER been treated like that before, even by people I know aren't my biggest fans, so I just left. It was like one of those small things that can put a damper on a good evening, which it did for me.
I always had a feeling he was the type of guy that only give a shit about women he finds attractive, I have picked up on some micro-aggressions and rude behavior from him towards me and another girl but I figured it was just my paranoia and body dysmorphia talking so I needed to get over myself since had been nice on occasion. I know I shouldn't care about the opinion of a shitty worthless moid I'm never going to see again just because he couldn't be polite for five seconds, but I was just so taken aback by his attitude and miffed by it. Chatted with a couple of classmates I'm close to about it on my way home and they told me their previous experiences with him as well so now I know he's the biggest fucking clown and I can't wait to shit talk him with them and the others in our close-knit group when we have a movie night in a couple of weeks.
No. 2533603
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I used to think i was really ugly because people told me i was masculine but i swore i was normal and not trying to be a tomboy or anything, this made me really insecure during my teen years and eventually i stopped caring, and i feel better now but i still think about it sometimes and wonder what people think when they look at my face even if i know it doesnt really matter
No. 2533674
>>2533643this is cringe that no human should have to endure
if this was my friend id probably end up bursting out "WRITING A BOOK WITH AI IS LAZY AND STUPID" and hope they forgive me eventually
No. 2533680
>>2533652oh my god, i can’t imagine sitting through that with a straight face. i think i’d explode tbh. and calling it intimate is exactly how i see it. not to derail but i actually wrote a lot in my tweens/teens and even the shittiest of my old short stories are still charming to me, solely because they’re made up of my words and are reflective of who i was at the time. ai-generated stories lack that and i really wish i could convey this to them (the “author”) without it just coming off as “write a shitty book instead lol.”
>>2533674i’m really nearing this point honestly. like, i don’t want drama for drama’s sake, but this is such a weird and embarrassing situation and thus far, all of my suggestions have failed. i’m pretty sure that the “book” is getting published no matter what i say.
No. 2533687
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I fucking despise my wrinkly ass tits. They got full of strech marks when I was younger, and while the scars have faded the skin texture is awful due to them. I have also lost a significant amount of weight, and that has left my boobs saggy and empty. They used to be huge and much fuller. When I wear a bra the skin wrinkles and looks disgusting. When I have sex and lay down they look so bad, some men have asked me to keep my bra on during sex. I want a boob job so fucking bad but I can't afford it. There's other stuff about my body that I dislike but nothing comes close to the hatred I have for my boobs, I feel like crying.
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A male in my apartment this morning was coming out of the elevator with his aggressive husky while I was trying to get back from my walk so I pulled my wiener dog close to me and stepped back but this retard kept on coming towards me and his dog started to lunge and growl at my dog. My dog was getting frightened and he said he should let his dog go.
Fuck you and every other retard with untrained aggressive dogs. Moids especially. I swear I'm going to buy something like a cattle prong and always make sure I have it on hand so if any dogs charge at my dog or bite him I can protect him.
No. 2533830
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It's days like this i wish i had an irl friend. I would love to spoil a friend with a casual day out. Buy coffee for the both of us while we walk at our local park. Thrift shop together. My best friend lives across the globe, and I just wish I could teleport her here so we could hold hands and do nothing together. A flower shop opened up near me she would have loved it.
No. 2533934
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I have GOT to move out by the end of the year I can't stand living in the same house as my father anymore. Even my mom is just too much to be around.
No. 2534033
>>2534028did they check if youre gregnant?
what youre describing sounds like a vagal reaction which isnt bad (people dont die from it) although its scary, you were probably really anxious
No. 2534044
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Sometimes, when you choose to go to sleep instead of be there for me during a time when I really really need your support, I wish I could roll you into the street and lock the door behind you. One day I might do it. Let's not forget I lost my job because I was up with you all night, for no reason other than you "didn't want me to sleep yet". I fucking hate needy men that in return wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire. How you sleep so soundly while I'm struggling by myself in the other room is beyond me, but you act shocked when I don't provide for you, a grown man, as if it were my sole reason to be on this earth. I've never had a healthy or normal female relationship or role model in my life, I blame that and myself for letting this garbage into it, endlessly, over and over again. I desperately want even just ONE female friend that I can connect with. One that WON'T end up stalking me off the internet, try to live in my skin, or one that secretly hates me. One that doesn't see me as a therapist or an experiment or a personal cow. Since I was a kid, I've poured so much of myself into my friendships and relationships just for them to bite me in the ass, for no reason. I'm just too autistic to see the red flags, I'm genuine and open to a fault and I actually believe everybody has some good in them. FUCK. I hate so much of my life, mainly things about myself. I wish that friend finder thread wasn't dead, as bad as the outcomes were sometimes. And I wish I didn't feel like a prey animal on the internet, because I'm so beyond being surrounded by people that CHOOSE to misunderstand me. I've been trying since 2010 to make friends on the internet, since I am invisible or the butt of the joke irl, and I dont remember an instance it didn't end in some dramatic way, or where we ended on good terms. I just attract fucking freaks and losers, not the good kind. And it's not like I don't look inward, I know which interests attract those freaks so I stopped putting them at the forefront of my personality and really worked on being more of a "person" rather than a collection of likes and interests, and even looked at some of my interests at a different perspective, to see if they were even worth sticking with. Insanity and for what. When I do that, people and girls my age still ignore me but now they just skinwalk me and copy my artwork, while pretending I don't exist. So I'm isolating and hiding again, thinking none of this is really worth it and the "ideal" friendship I have in my head doesn't really exist on this earth. I'm happy for everybody and I'm ready to accelerate the apocalypse.
No. 2534050
>>2534033they had me pee in a cup so i assume they checked if i was pregnant but i had my tubes removed last year so unless my surgeon fucked up big time that shouldn’t be the problem
thank you for reassuring me that it wasn’t as dire as it felt though nonna, that does make me feel a bit better
No. 2534130
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I have been so cynical and depressed lately. I don’t want to be, I just never have energy. I am always too mentally and physically fatigued the past few months, I either sleep too much or can’t sleep at all yet my mind is too blank to do anything I love. My new job is making this worse, and this all feeds into OCD anxiety. I have spent hours researching and supplementing and speaking to all of my doctors. No answers. I’m considering going off of my medication, the trouble is I become suicidal during my period and I don’t want to ruin anything in my life. However, I am nor even able to live it now! I had to stop exercise due to breathing issues. I am too young for this. I keep praying, as if I am some poor homeless woman. I have many good things, just no energy or brain power. I’m tired of crying about it, but sometimes nobody understands how debilitating it is to feel this with no answer, having tests come back all good. I miss being in nature and going places, but now I just fall asleep or get dizzy if I try.
No. 2534161
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I have a friend who is quite literally skinwalking me kek. She once jokingly said she 'wanted to be me' which I just brushed off as one of those compliments people say to butter you up but she's admitted to checking my personal website daily before. I regret even telling her about it since it's like she used it as some kind of checklist to suddenly get into every single thing I like. She's never shown interest in any of this before in her life. She's also started to speak like me and even change her accent. She's even contemplating changing her uni course to mine and is secretly studying it or something because Instagram keeps showing me reels she liked related to it. We do completely different courses too. I know this might seem like some petty high-school drama shit but it's pretty unnerving. I guess I'm kind of crazy and childish too to let it affect me but I can't help it. Not to be dramatic, but it's like she's taking parts of my soul…
No. 2534188
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>invited to brother's wedding
>live a few hours drive away so i prepare and get my outfit sorted weeks in advance
>on the same week he proposes the idea of me getting a room at the hotel the wedding party will be in, says he will book it for me and i can send him the money afterwards
>i say sure cool sounds great, less driving for me and the bf and we dont have to worry about a place to stay
>that entire week i remind him multiple times just to send me a confirmation of the booking and if he can't do that then just let me know before the day of the wedding
>important that i see the confirmation before i set off because i dont want to be hours away from home and with no place to stay
>all i get is "yeah ill sort it out"
>day of the wedding arrives
>got everything planned
>i msg him saying im excited and can he send me the details so i can check in after i set off
>nothing was booked
>all i get is "i will book it when you get here"
>i dont end up going to the wedding at all
>the rest of my family dont even message me to ask what happened
>brother isnt mad at me at all but glosses over the issue and asks me some unrelated shit about me doing his tax return (i work as a bookkeeper)
don't even know where to start so i just give up. no doubt my other relatives made up some bs story about me being rude or lazy or some shit like they always do but this situation isn't even on me. i guess next time i should expect disappointment somewhere.
No. 2534202
>>2534130When did you notice it? Can you remember how that day/week was? Any particular events big or small?
I can relate too much to what you're saying also.
No. 2534210
>>2534197I hope you get the job! It sounds like you did really well, you deserve that chocolate.
>>2534161Excitedly announce your surprise move to a different country on your personal site, say that it's a biiiiiig secret and nobody can know, and wait for her to remove herself from your life.
No. 2534276
>>2534176That makes so much sense. She used to fake having tourettes in 2020 when faking tourettes was big, and now that faking autism is common among people, she claims to have autism kek. I just want to tell her she really has bpd.
>>2534202I've known her for years and she's always been a pathological liar but I brushed it off thinking she'd grow out of it someday. She's had very different personalities throughout the time I've known her, and now I think it's because she's been skinwalking other friends. She talks about how they stopped being friends with her 'for no reason' but now I can see why. I first noticed her skinwalking me in late 2023/early 2024. She stayed over at my house one night and before we went to bed, she started saying stuff like how I'm 'the coolest person' she knows and how she 'wants to be' me. She starts talking about my interests and uni course and that she could've done these things too. I brush it off as friendly flattery. That's around the time I started my website. She started copying the way I talk and type. Started expressing interest in making her own site and admitted to reading mine every day. She actually did make one but never outright told me. Instead, she tried to show me indirectly in a very strange way. She showed me her job CV under the guise that she just wanted me to look over it to spot any mistakes. At the very end, it mentioned her Neocities site which is weird as fuck because who would want their employer to see their personal website full of sparkly gifs kek? I pretended to just skim over it really fast and not notice the site and didn't mention anything about seeing it. But I did take a look at her site later and it was insane. It was packed to the brim with all my interests and hobbies, that she has never been into before in her
life. She even ripped off some parts of my site and the things and phrases I said, but reworded them slightly. There were some other things on there that were very out of character for her so I'm guessing she ripped them off from other Neocities sites. It was very half-assed. I felt sick to my stomach seeing that shit, physically sick. But one thing that made me laugh was that she made her homepage Windows XP themed and says on her site that she's going for a 'Microsoft 98 vibe'. Not even Windows 98, but 'Microsoft 98', epic fail. That killed me kek, she's larping as me and can't even get it right. After that, I barely talked to her anymore, saying I was busy with life, and when I do talk to her, I try to not say anything about myself because I know it just gives her something more to take from me. I barely use Instagram but I log on sometimes to talk to my classmates, then I accidentally get caught in the reels trap. I see her liking reels upon reels related to my course in uni, which is Computer Science, she doesn't know shit about it and has never expressed interest in it before. She's always been computer illiterate and didn't even know what an operating system was a month before all this skinwalking shit. But she doesn't mention any of this, like she's trying to take over my soul in secret. It's weird. She does other things like, lying and saying that her dad was into my favourite bands and used to play them in the car while driving her to school when she was a kid. Which is hilarious because if she really liked those bands, why would she never mention it before she started skinwalking me? She's known me for years. It's like she thinks I'm a fucking idiot with amnesia and she can rewrite the past and I'll fall for it. There was this other time she was staying over at my house, when I caught her taking pictures of my body washes and when she saw I noticed her, she just said she was checking the ingredients list. She told me to stop using them because they had too much fragrance and that I should get rid of them….And then she bought them. I don't know, there's just so much weird shit she's done and keeps doing. There's so much more she's done but this is long enough already. Sometimes I feel like I'm the crazy one or something by being so hurt but it just feels so horrible.
No. 2534284
This is kinda lame on my end. But vidrel made me a bit sad. I grew up in a country where music used to be illegal, and the aftermath of that is still at effect where people frown down upon music and musicians and equate singing or playing an instrument to whoring around because back in the day, music was played and sang by naked slaves to their rapist masters and they'd compose sexual or/and pedophilic songs, so the association stuck ever since and ruined music in the reigon. We didn't have music classes or courses at school because of this. We were punished or yelled at for listening to or liking music and singing or humming all the time, and it was the same at home, too. We had a TV though and I watched cartoons and child friendly songs and religious songs which were the exception and allowed for some reason, and they aired an idol anime that really stuck with me ever since I was 7 and made my life dream to become a musician and a famous singer one day. But all the circumstances from my environment, plus not having any financial stability or freedom/independence yet to try and get a music education got in my way for so long. I know we're never too old for learning or whatever but it's just not the same as practicing your passion since childhood and getting a head start that can make it your career. I do feel too old to learn and spend time on it because I can't understand music theory no matter how many videos I watch or articles I read, and I can't learn to play an instrument when I don't own one, which would get broken and destroyed if I get caught with one anyways, and I can't keep self-learning singing and stuck at the same amateur level forever. I want to see real progress and make music already. But I know I'll never get to do that and I'll die unfulfilled either way. What a sad existence. Never allowed to do anything and always punished for having an ounce of thoughts and feelings.
No. 2534292
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These past couple of months have been very tuff, especially now. I feel a big change coming that I don't feel equipped to handle.
It feels like it's on the tip of my tongue. My brain doesn't feel advanced enough to get it, even though I understand the words and I'm trying my best to imagine it but I just can't?
It feels soo wild. I've been going to therapy for years, and only now at 22 have I divulged something that apparently is concerning. Something that I thought was so normal that I didn't even think it was a core problem. My (accidental) exposure to porn at 6 and further was soo surprisingly devastating I couldn't have ever imagined it's consequences.
I don't know what to make of it. I feel disgust and sadness and yet, still have filthy needs but sex is uncomfortable.
I don't know how porn sick I am, if I knew it would ruin me this bad I would've stopped. I didn't know and no one told me otherwise. I feel soo filthy. I want to dissappear into the earth.
My horid dysmorphia growing up that I still have, how I see myself as a woman, my sexuality, all feeding into one another.
I'm soo lost nonas. At least I'm among more women and it feels a bit more healthy.
I don't know what to do. I feel unfixable. There's soo much going on other than this that I feel this low might be way worse than expected.
Sorry for length, thank you
No. 2534393
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>had my uni graduation yesterday afternoon
>registered myself at the employment center and for unemployment insurance during the morning of said graduation
>finished everything up all the last things I needed to do this morning so I can finally have a weekend to relax
>suddenly gets hit by a nasty cold during the afternoon
>can't sleep because of how much my throat and body hurts and nothing works against it
>everything is pain
>I'm so exhausted I can feel it in my bones
Why. Just why. I just wanted a weekend to do nothing but play some Oblivion Remastered and eat my favorite popcorn
No. 2534411
>>2534330>>2534028passing out is pretty much the closest thing to actually dying so yes its traumatic
when you die you essentially pass out just like that except you never regain consciousness obviously
so yeah its understandable why its so scary
No. 2534521
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I've never cut myself and never plan to but sometimes I get the weird urge to when I think about really embarrassing memories.
No. 2534526
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I AM so MAD!!!! I don't like my sister why cant she just go away and move out already if she hates us so much, she leaves the bathroom a disgusting mess on purpose and everyday we have to clean it and she always makes us walk on eggshells and every time she always has this big meltdown bpd bitch abusing her son at random and making him almost break things in anger, always wakes me up in the morning and then makes the loudest noises possible to try to ensure I can't go to sleep. And it's noticable to me physically whenever I don't have a full night of sleep because I don't wake up refreshed and shes been doing it the past 2-3 weeks. Skinwalking me and acting jealous and trying to pick a fight with me for no reason when I don't even say a damn word to her!!! Im just so sick of it. GO AWAY.
No. 2534553
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i'm so sooo sick of being nervous and anxious every time i get behind the wheel of my car. i passed my test back in february and since march i've driven to work and back every day but fuck i still hate it so so much.
i felt sick before every driving lesson and thought once i'd pass it'd get easier, but god why does this suck so much!! i don't know what else i can do to get over it other than just keep driving but i just want to stop feeling so nauseous all the damn time
No. 2534555
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Asking for help never doesn't feel like failure when not being able to do things on my own feels like incompetence. If I ask for help it's because I've already thrown in the towel
No. 2534610
my nigel is being retarded about abortion lately. i made my views very clear from the beginning of our relationship and he was understanding. we had talked about if an accident happens and i get pregnant, i would get an abortion, and he was fine with that. he knows i had an abortion from an ex stealthing me. he knows i am very anxious about the idea of getting knocked up before im ready. we're safe and use different methods of protections and i am borderline obsessive over my cycle, so it's not a huge worry. however around the time of the us election, my state implemented harsh abortion bans, and i was very upset. he started on some bullshit about how i shouldn't get one anyway, and how it's cruel when "women use them as birth control". HUH?? i explained how expensive and invasive they are, and how if there is any percentage of women who DO do that, it is very low, and it doesn't fucking matter anyway because it isn't a child. he at least agreed that yes if it happened and we caught it early, he'd be okay with that, but he'd seen something that made him change his views on abortion. it was some conservative shit about how babies feel pain and how the bundle of cells look at 10 weeks or something, from what i gather. whatever, we have a great relationship otherwise, we take precautions, and if we catch it early, he's fine with termination.
tonight we were having a really great time, he makes a joke about pregnancy, and i make a joke about abortion. he turns serious and i kid you not says "ick". i wanted to walk out and go home.
we've been together for 6 years. i'm worried he's going down some kind of conservative rabbit hole or something. admittedly i'm paranoid about that and we've talked about it and he assures me that isn't the case, and we agree on a lot politically. so i'm not sure where this came from or how to deal with it. am i being irrational with how much this pissed me off?
No. 2534644
>>2534610Not irrational in the slightest. He's watching propaganda and it's changing his views about something that affects you more than him. If he keeps watching propaganda, it's going to push him further into these beliefs.
>tonight we were having a really great time, he makes a joke about pregnancy, and i make a joke about abortion. he turns serious and i kid you not says "ick".This is super worrisome
nonny. Men don't really "joke" about things like that, they're testing the waters to gauge your reaction and make you more comfortable with an idea. Notice that he turned serious after you made a joke back. Sorry for unsolicited advice, but I'd really reconsider having sex with him while he's spouting these beliefs. He
says he's fine with early abortion, but is he really? Can you be sure that he's not going to pull some manipulative bullshit to make you keep it if he does impregnate you? It's just not worth the risk anymore.
No. 2534649
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My boss is late in paying my salary again. I should've been paid on Thursday but instead I don't even know if I will get it by tomorrow or not. I'm so sick of this. They always ask me to do urgent stuff in my off time but then they're late in paying. I must talk to them about it but I wfh and therefore have to set an in person meeting and even thinking about it makes me nervous
No. 2534682
>>2534644>>2534645thank you for the advice and caring! he actually apologized without me saying anything. he asked if i was okay (before i posted) and i didn't want to get into it and said i was. then maybe 10 minutes after i posted that he came and apologized to me anyway and said he thought it was mean and shouldn't have said that and if i was really okay or not so i explained how i felt.
i do believe him about the early term abortion thing, and even if i needed one i'm not sure how i'd get one anyway, that's why we double+ up on protection. but the potential propaganda is a good point. does anyone have anything debunking abortion myths and propaganda? i'm gonna google it myself, i looked up something on this once back when we first talked about it but i forgot all the arguments
No. 2534701
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moid i'm in a talking phase with just told me he had sex with a "femboy"
wtf we were getting along so much
No. 2534748
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idk why this has me so fucked up right now but I'm at work for some shitty retail job. I only stay for the scholarship I get from them. I hate this job so much, it feels so pointless. every time I work a shift here I feel like I'm wasting my time. I have another job at my school and I love it. even if there's nothing to really do, it still feels fulfilling being there.
I think I just hate my city in general. people here are so retarded. going full psychopath but most will not do anything meaningful with their lives beyond popping out 6 kids and crying about being broke.
I'm not trying to come off as classist because I grew up in the ghetto lol. I'm the only family member who has never abused drugs or alcohol. I worked so hard to get barely comfortable
I always loved academia because it was a way to escape the horrors of reality and a ticket out of my own shithole. then I see people like the above mentioned and they just disgust me.
this city disgusts me. it's nothing but single mothers chasing some unemployed pothead, fat short moids who can barely read 1 sentence and obsess over spreading their "legacy" of fatherless behavior I guess. they all disgust me. I hate this city. I hate the stupid men, the upper class pretentious men, any class of man is a host for stupidity. most of them are roaches who should die before getting the chance to breed.
the women are more tragic, because they center these loser men. these men with nothing to add to the world. the women here get knocked up hoping it'll ensure the man's loyalty and they never learn til they're over 3 kids in deep. women here go to college JUST to meet a husband. women here get pregnant right after college willingly. what a waste of a degree. all that hard work just to become a slave to a boring moid?
for a woman to have a clear plate, and willingly choose to throw her degree away, to throw her opportunities away, to stay in a dying city for an unremarkable man- it kills me to see.
my city is ranked one of the worst for singles, and has an epidemic of parents/single parents if you're wondering why I focus on that group so much. almost every woman I know has a kid, or goes into nursing and then has a kid, or gets married, or whatever causes her to center her life around a moid.
I'm rambling so much but I truly hate it. 1 in 4 adults here are functionally illiterate. many college students here can barely read 2 full pages. they give professors 1 star reviews if there's "too much reading". stupid everyone is stupid and I'm so tired of it. so tired of people who don't value education or the opportunities given to them. so tired of living in this fucking city with these fucking people. I hate these retards. weak willed retards. I started with nothing and created my own will and people who have it handed to them will do nothing with it.
The only way you are considered a stupid person is if you waste your potential. you can fail math 3 times but you tried 3 times and that's respectable. some won't even try and some will give up after the first try. I hate the willingly weak
No. 2534762
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So irritating when annoying little fuckers try to moralize my hobbies. I like to draw and write for the hell of it, but of course assholes gotta butt in and tell me to ‘make this a part of your hobbies or else you’re a homophobe/bigot/transphobe etc.’ Honestly I want to not give a fuck but it’s so tiring seeing everyone politicize and make an issue out of something I do for fun. I really really wish everyone learns to just separate hobby and fandom fun from moralfaggotry. Zoomers just can’t shut the fuck up about bringing idpol nonsense into things where you’re meant to turn your brain off and consume not in activism but all in good fun. They need to learn to close the tab instead of whining about it and making their grievances the creator’s problem.
No. 2534940
>>2534930Yeah but like imagine if you claim you've been in two relationships but they were bad so you don't want to talk about it.. but then you have dinner with your parents and your mom jokes "I'm so glad (anon) finally brought a partner home, I thought it'd never happen!". Or you're hanging out with your friends and they're talking about exes or whatever and one says "I wish I would've had only one relationship ever like (anon), would've saved me so much heart break!". You'd be constantly on edge scared your family or friends unintentionally reveal you've been lying about your relationship experience.
Just doesn't work if you have people in your life who know the truth imo.
No. 2534971
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>>2534284Reminds me of this youtube comment, it made so depressed when I read it, I hope wherever you are now you are at least free to listen to the music you want and that one day you'll be able to be a musician.
No. 2534993
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MY FAVOURITE FAN FIC WRITER WONT UPDATE HER STORY ALREADY I FEEL LIKE IM BEING CUCKED ITS BEEN MONTHS COME BACK YOU BITCH YOU CANT LEAVE ME HANGING HERE
No. 2535106
>>2534971Dude (or girl?) is my spiritual twin, wtf. I like 90% of genres but I'm also a bit of a metalhead, too. And I'm from a middle eastern shithole as well, still stuck there which made me even more sad in my initial post. I'm 23 and still unemployed atm. The irony of this is I live in the 2nd most liberal city of the country and they started hosting music shows a few years ago as an economic strategy under the guise of entertainment, but the people of the country are still conservatards who are against it and go and vandalize everything and ruin everyone's time. There are music academies but they're too expensive and my family would never let me go to one, as theg never took my hobby and interest seriously and they always ridiculed, belittled and even threatened me with death for it and told me my ears would be pierced with hot lava in hell when I die for my "sins". The extremist Islamic movement that caused all of this started in the 90s up to the 2000s, so this kind of thinking is sort of still fresh in people's minds over here. Thay movement used to have a powerful hold on the government and were given their own patrolling cars where they go around arresting and beating people on the streets for "indecency" such as wearing a t-shirt and jeans or women not covering their faces and ofcourse singing or playing music in public. They'd break into people's private property and parties to destroy speakers, instruments, microphones and arrest everybody for the crime of partying. This still lingers unfortunately in the form of thoughts, beliefs and fear in people's minds and it thwarted any effort to try and bring musical education into schools for kids because parents threatened to take their kids out of schools for this and sabotage their futures over this, and this happened like 4-6 years ago, not that long ago. Thank you for your sympathy though, much appreciated.
No. 2535124
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depressed because for the first time in a very, very long time - maybe years - last week I felt ok and not like I'm dying. going out and not feeling delirious and dizzy made me so happy and I even hyped myself up again to hang out with my childhood best friend for once. I even looked better because my lifelong dark circles were gone and my face looked less haggard, which is great because I've gotten so many insults about how I look like I'm dying and ill all the time and I really just thought that's how I look naturally. but then I rebounded back to feeling, and looking like shit. I really thought my healthier lifestyle was starting to pay off but now I just feel bad because I hate being reminded that things could be better. I have such low standards for life and just want to have fun for fuck's sake. can I even have that?
No. 2535133
I hate living in florida so much. there is not a single positive aspect of living in this cesspit. low salaries/wages, expensive housing, tons of traffic everywhere made worse by snowbirds who only live here half the year and ruin the housing market even more, dangerous shitty drivers and high car insurance rates, terrible weather with constant brutal heat/humidity, boring flat landscapes with no natural beauty and ugly fauna, roaches and palm rats and other disgusting vermin crawling all over the place that easily find their way into homes, whacko politicians who try their best to make the place even more hostile and uninhabitable to anyone who isn't a wealthy ultra-conservative boomer, an entire 6 months out of the year where you risk getting your home and possessions destroyed by hurricanes, an uneducated entitled populace, trashy crowded ugly beaches that attract dumb obnoxious tourists, an abundance of druggies both in cities and in rural areas, dangerous wildlife, high home insurance costs, high electricity bills due to having to constantly run the ac, no safe reliable public transportation, completely car-dependent… I can keep going on and on. get me out of this dump! please if there is a higher power or someone watching over me let me win enough money in the lottery to buy a house and get far away from here forever, my sanity depends on it, I cannot keep living here
No. 2535166
>>2534753You're absolutely right
>>2534769I didn't, thank you every god up there
I thought he was a virgin considering he's a redditor (1st red flag) but… considering he's a redditor I should've thought he was a faggot from the go
No. 2535221
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Skincare is such a rip off. I got some wart remover for a planters wart and realized it's salicylic acid, which is the same stuff I have for my face. This is literally exactly the same stuff same % but its like 3x as expensive.
No. 2535344
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I am going to try to convince myself I do not have feelings for someone, because embracing that I do has gone horrendously and I am extremely depressed about it. So whenever I start to think too much about her I am going to start thinking, "No no I don't even like her I barely even have feelings at all actually". I don't have any better solutions to stop feeling so fucking shitty about this. I am so depressed all the time. Somethings gotta give, I am gonna try it.
No. 2535555
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I'm a mess due to PMDD and I'm crying so there's a good chance all of this is crazy talk until my period, but I feel like when I'm not busy I go insane. I'm starting to like traveling and flying, I like planes a lot but I don't know what to really do to fulfill that other than a pilots license I still don't have time for. Right when I get home I'm always reality checked. I feel like I have so much more control of what I do when I travel alone for work and I don't know how to get that feeling here. Had a really retarded not even argument but back and forth today with my bf that I apologized for, blamed PMS, but everything that could have gone wrong today did. Got home from the airport late as shit, stuck in traffic, sick as shit, missed stuff we were supposed to do today, felt disgusting, he's avoidant and hates any kind of possible argument, I don't think he understood how I felt outside of "im afraid of catching what you have" which made me feel worse. At least he said I had nothing to apologize for but I didn't want to come across as an ungrateful bitch since he got me food. I feel like I masked a lot of my bullshit by trying to offer going out after work. Usually he's silent when shit goes wrong but at least he replied. His reply was probably an excuse but it's a step far ahead of literally hiding from people. Whatever, fuck me and fuck today. I'm dreading getting a new roommate as well because she has a dog I can't just turn down or kick out, and of course that had to be dropped on me today too. What the fuck man can I have a bad day in peace. I do love that I can at least cry alone at home where nobody can see me and pretend I'm fine in real life and I really don't want to lose that freedom with roommates again. FUCK AAAAAAAA
No. 2535647
>>2535639I'm honestly terrified after finding out how easy
hanging actually is, for a long while I was kind of prevented by the idea of it being really painful and complicated but I recently came across an article about Anthony Bourdain that straight up described in the headline he
offed himself with a bathrobe beltand it finally kinda clicked for me: Holy shit, it's not even hard. Anyone can do it
(integrate) No. 2535649
>>2535646Watching the world around me and trying to access services/sympathy while people "struggling with mental health" who got better all have people who care about them and/or are otherwise valued non-disabled non-ugly people
Like I'm kind of autistic so I take things at face value sometimes, such as everyone's life having a value and to get help, but I keep forgetting reality and whom this message is really meant for
No. 2535660
>>2535647Please put
TW:
suicide in addition to your spoilered words
(integrate) No. 2535671
>>2535660>>2535668Are we really doing
trigger warnings on lolcow? Come on now.
No. 2535675
>>2535660You should put a
TW retard alert in yours, now I'm
triggered now by your retardation you should be ashamed
No. 2535770
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Anons, please help. My cousin, which is currently living at my house, reeks constantly. When she goes take a pee at our bathroom it leaves such a stench afterwards I've to leave immediately, even her used clothes smell like hell. I asked her why does she smell so often, she told me she produces excess progesterone so her B.O is way stronger as well? I want to believe her, because she seems truly embarrassed for even bringing it up and she's a very shy girl. She also confessed she doesn't really shave and has an huge bush down there, but even then she bathes 4 times a week, somewhat regularly, so it doesn't make sense for her to smell that bad. Can hormonal issues cause such a strong B.O?
No. 2535807
>>2535803>can't stop having flashbacks to stupid social gaffes and it’s driving me insanethis is what woke me up at like 2am last night. i've been in hermit mode for like 8 months and it feels like i've completely forgotten how to talk to people and now i'm just worried about being obnoxious. i feel like i walk away from interactions feeling like i somehow annoyed the other person or embarrassed myself constantly. what's worse is if i didn't even receive a negative response
during the interaction, i'll make one up afterwards by overanalyzing it.
i don't have any solutions but i feel your pain.
No. 2535814
>>2535808Even as dads, moids are hit or miss
nonnie. Even if you had one, there's a 50% chance that he would be an emotionally unavailable retard who wouldn't bother to bond with you. Out of all the dads I know, I only know like 1 or 2 that aren't like this. So don't feel too bad, most of us might have Dads but emotionally just have a scrote who fixes our car and buys us things.
No. 2535889
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I love my artistic friends and how supportive they are, but it fucking infuriates me the way they just can't understand what a herculian task it is to "just start creating" when you haven't done art for 15 years.
They inspired me to start again and I'm trying to get my fundamentals down whenever I manage to have time, and signed up for an art course starting this fall (though, there might be a risk that I have to cancel it if I land one of the jobs I've applied to and really want). They are so sweet and supportive, but they seem to expect me to just be able to just sit down and whip up a comic along side them no matter how much I explain that I don't even have grasp of depth or anatomy anymore. They have all studied art and work with it in some capacity on top of being successful webcomic artists as well so I guess the fact that I as a fellow 30-year old can't just sit down and "do it" is kind of lost on them or something. It makes me feel so useless.
Recently they've also turned our meetups into "inspiration meetings", and bringing along other comic creators - both semi-established and people looking into publishing webcomics. It all seems to be escalating contact wise etc. at an extreme speed currently, and somehow I'm still getting dragged along into them planning a comic studio. I don't know why I'm in this plan, why I'm invited along, etc. They always say I have such great input and feedback on their writing that I'm practically their editor, but I don't think I'm doing that much and I don't know if my feedback is that useful really. Sure, it has made me look into what an actual editor does and what I could study on my free time so I can be more of an asset to the group. But idk I'm starting to feel stressed out.
I just wish I could talk to someone about this but right now it feels like wherever I turn it's just these lovely artists that don't understand what my hangup is.
No. 2535903
>>2535889nonnie, you're overthinking this.
pic rel is a comic lol. I'm sure you can do this with your friends right now! and they will love it/you just the same. people with skills understand it takes time to build them, they're not looking for perfection, they just want to hang out with you
No. 2535918
>>2535903>>2535904You're right, I'm most likely overthinking it. I'm just so frustrated with myself because I wish I could be at the same level as them. They are running while I'm still trying to figure out how to crawl, and I wish I could do more if I'm also somehow going to be part of the studio they're planning to start even if it's just going to be on our free time. I love seeing them create their comics, I love being able to read their scripts and give feedback, and I love being part of their future plans with all of this, it just feels like it is all running away from me lately.
I'm also so fucking frustrated with myself that is struggling to get over the hurdle of learning the basics in art, kek. I'm still at the "I HATE THIS EVERYTHING IS DUMB AND UGLY AND SHIT" hurdle that most people have at the start when they're learning something on their own.
No. 2535931
>>2535918you're in a much better position than the opposite (being the skilled one in a group of noobs). just find a cope for the insecurity and enjoy the ride. you can be a bit narcissistic here, it's very cool that they're included you on this venture, so you're clearly a valued member of the group.
maybe focus on the editing side while you get your art skills up. editing is an important skill, no body will care how cool the art of the comic is, if the story is incomprehensible
No. 2535939
This isn't gonna make sense but I just realised something may be up with one of my friends. I was staying over for multiple nights at our mutual friend's family home, I'm interested in this mutual friend so I was just focused on trying to figure out if there's anyway she's also into me. Other friends came over for a bbq and this one friend was surprised I had already been there overnight, then she keeps mentioning it a few times in different context but she did keep bringing it up. As she was was leaving with some other people, she asked me if I'm still gonna stay living there and so on, I asked the friend I'm interested in if we should've asked her to stay over too because she did keep bringing it up but she said this friend is a grown up and could've just asked, not she wanted her to stay over. I was thinking about this today, it's been almost a month and I just realised she also kept bringing up sexual stuff, no memory of how but at some point she made a big fuzz about one of our friends going "oh please no" when someone was talking about friends with benefits, she kept asking people why it's so nasty if we hooked up, like is that because we are not hot or why. I feel like a teenager, I swear I'm in my 30s but most of us are on the fucking spektrum and as a lesbian I never had crushes or shit like that so now I'm guessing this one friend might actually have feelings for me. Or she just was just offended that I was invited to stay over and she wasn't, who knows and I don't care that much, just a vent.
No. 2535989
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How to cope with being a 115 IQ midwit? I'm scared of going to university because I'm sure everyone there will be smarter than me. On top of that I'm autistic and I struggle with talking to people, which makes me seem even less smart. The struggle is not just about the fact I often don't know what to say, but even when I do, I switch words, or stutter, or repeat the same word, the syntax is just fucked up, and people literally can't understand what I say to them. If I had the money I would go to a speech therapist or something. Although I don't know if this can be fixed. I remember when I was like 12 years old and I heard my psychologist telling my mother "she has a very high intellectual potential, but her disorder makes it harder to show it in a day-to-day life" or something like that (that was before the IQ test btw). And I remember my mother hating me and every time I struggled with some basic task my mother was saying things like "oh I thought you were supposed to be sooo smart!" in an ironic tone, or just straight up telling me I behave like I was retarded… Because of the bullying I received from adults in my family and kids at school I reek with insecurity as an adult, and I'm 100% sure other people can feel that insecurity. I would be able to take everything; being considered a bad person, or ugly, or boring, or anything else, but I can't take being stupid.
No. 2536003
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I forgot my makeup bag at my mom’s house. I have always put make up whenever I was going out , granted it was minimal and with all the products, but it still took me a good 20 minutes. I have been going make up free in the day though these last month, because I want to abandon it all together. My skin is good overall , but I feel insecure being bare face and I don’t want that, I want to love myself.
I think I will challenge myself in not putting any. Old me would have either gone back home to pick up the bag or gone to buy at least foundation kek.
No. 2536012
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I don't hate my dad but sometimes I resent him because he's proof men are shit. He's smart and hardworking. But anytime I remember how when I was younger he used to ogle my siblings babysitter I want disappear. I remember seeing him saying stupid jokes to his friend's female employee, or that time he was observing this woman in bikini at gas station, while my mom and I were in the car with him. I remember back then when we shared computer I discovered the porn he watched, and I remember once I got mad at him and confronted him about it. I really envy those women who have a dad they admire, mine just make me say "yes, I don't want this".
No. 2536021
>>2536016Don’t you visit frequent spaces? The reason why it’s easy to have friends when you are younger is because you always frequent the same spaces.
>it’s embarrassing to talk to people who already have friendsI mean anything is embarrassing if you think too much about it. Conversing and making small talk with someone isn’t embarrassing and if you do that you’ll have more chances to click. You can’t make friends if you just stick to yourself and I’m saying that as someone who moved many times. It’s harder when you are older, very true, but not impossible.
No. 2536125
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My beloved childhood hobby is swamped with trannies and I hate it with all of my heart. I don't even want to go to offlines because they're fucking everywhere. They even leave the fucking toilet seats up. So grim.
No. 2536494
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Just got my stupid fucking period after procrastinating doing laundry so my only pair of undies is a polyester damn nappy that has a crotch the size of my pinkie finger. I'm going to wake up tomorrow with my pad flying down my leg and my stomach in knots I can feel it already.
No. 2536679
>>2536551Does he just have episodes out of nowhere? That's a bit weird. My husband sometimes has moods but I can usually tie them back to the stock market and I just leave him alone for a little bit, then he's normal again. The "I don't know how I feel right now" thing is also a bit retarded, even if you're feeling detached and unemotional you should still just give her a "don't worry of course I still love you" just to ease her mind. If I was going through it and feeling distant I don't think I would be dramatic and tell my husband "I wish I could say I love you" that's just kind of rude and unnecessary
>>2536640Ntas but I get where they're coming from, men sometimes pull back and begin to act distant and start saying cryptic things like "I need to explore myself for a while" and "I'm so confused. I need time to think" when they're prepping for an affair. Not saying that's what's happening there's just not enough information to go off but I see how they're coming to that conclusion
No. 2536789
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>>2536755You can also try one of these, or cook with a cast iron pan.
No. 2536794
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>>2536789You basically just put it into your kettle or pot, and iron is leeched into the boiling water for your tea or soup. It lasts for a lifetime because it's literally just a chunk of cast iron. There's only the fixed cost of your initial purchase.
No. 2536802
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>>2536789Ayart, I’ve heard of these and looked into them before. I do a decent amount of cooking with iron pans already but adding this probably wouldn’t hurt either. I like the fish version a lot, it’s quite charming
No. 2536812
Job interviews are a humiliation ritual and no one will convince me otherwise. Last week, my uncle offered me a wage slave job at the place his wife works at (she's the boss) and on friday, they called me to say they'll do some ridiculous personality test and if I match with the profile they're looking for, they'll call me for an interview. I did them and answered with what they probably wanted to hear (stable, social, proactive person and a good little obedient puppet. It's ridiculous because she knows I'm a literal sperg). I hope they don't call me, I suspect my uncle's insidious wife wants to humiliate me. Everything is absurd, why the FUCK do you need a personality and logical reasoning test with over 300 questions, a job interview, and a degree just to become a… receptionist for minimum wage KEK this country is completely fucked, next year you'll probably need a degree to become a street sweeper.
What do you mean "why do you want to work with us?" "what are your weaknesses and strengths?" when I know that you don't want real answers. I can't deal with everything being fake, it drives me insane. "uhmmm my strengths are that I love to work and my weakness is… that I love to work too much. tee hee." Just fuck off, I feel like I'm going to explode I can't handle this shitty act. I want to work because I NEED money, you retarded monkey. They asked for references and I have none because I ended on bad terms with the people at my last internship and I work under the table at my current job, I don't even know who the boss is. 25 with no job reference is embarrassing.
How humiliating… studying something and being condemned to working in jobs unrelated to your degree because you have no political ties to the current party in power. Hashem, strike me dead
No. 2536841
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>>2536813Wikipedia says a couple drops of lemon juice is fine.
No. 2536876
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My head hurts my nose is dripping my throat is sore and I keep coughing
No. 2536882
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i'm gonna go homeless. I'll take a bag, my mom's tent, everything I need and 200 bucks and i'll go travel down the road towards the United States. I'll see where the world brings me.
No. 2536886
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>>2536551>>2536616samefag
>tells me he's falling for another woman>tells me it's a new thing and it shouldn't affect our relationship>i tell him we should take a week apart so he can find out if he really loves me or not>he starts melting down>tells me she doesn't even matter compared to me and that he's only in this situation because he couldn't stop people pleasing and wouldn't have met her otherwise>tells me he loves me and everything is for me>want to believe him but actions speak louder than words>keeps melting down about how he deserves punishment>tells me about all the substance abuse he's been doing>tells me he'll write a declaration of love for me in blood if need be>apologizes for being a failure and soiling my garden with his weedsI don't know how the fuck to feel. I just want him to sort his emotions out. This doesn't have to be a dealbreaker, I just want him to think about his feelings and if he really loves me or not, or if he really loves this girl because he hasn't known her for very long. I don't want him to kill himself because I didn't talk to him, we're long distance right now so I can't check on him or anything. It's not slipping by me that he's only showing me any emotion once I show him potential consequences for his actions though. Nonnas, what do you make of this? My head hurts from crying my eyes out telling him how he's been making me feel the past month and he just keeps telling me about how he deserves punishment.
No. 2536903
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College could not end faster.
Sick and tired of my professors being useless 80% of the time and not doing their job.
Giving up on pursuing art as something serious was the best decision I've ever made. I'm free. Free of expectations and the rabid competition. Free of shitty critiques that change from day to day. I can literally not give a shit and draw what I like and not want to eat glass while doing it.
In 3 years of art school, I've only ever drawn 2 live models in the span of 2 weeks. First and last time it seems.
"Don't do it like that tweek this" days pas or at the day of exams "why does it look like that it should me like this".
Teaching graphic design by throwing the homework and nothing else.
I can finally breath easy that it literally doesn't matter. Nothing does. I can stop lying to myself that I'm confident in my future.
Truth is, I still don't know what I'm really made for to walk this earth but I'm curious if major I'm switching to will interest me. And if it fails me I know I'll find something fulfilling.
I don't want to be depressed anymore. I want to feel like my life is in my hands and actually live and not survive.
No. 2536905
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>>2536888I want to do a journey with my bike and see where i'll go. I hate my life and how it is, how everything is repitive and how I continue to do self destructive things to myself. I wasted my life in front of a screen. I want to just fuck off permanently from that and my mistakes and be forced to be along in a new situation and to fight for my own survival. It's a bit gay, but I need shock therapy and I need to bleed a little to make life worth living.
No. 2536913
>>2536889I don't want him to suffer though, he's suffered enough, he's been through some genuinely awful shit. I just want him to work out his feelings.
>>2536890I told him to be completely honest with me if it's gone any farther than him having emotions and that I would be pissed if it came out later, as he has people around him that would probably tell me when I go there to live with him, and he said no, so I have no choice but to believe him for now.
>>2536899He's in the military, wherever the military tells him to be, he has no choice. I'm stuck waiting my current lease out before I can follow.
>>2536901I don't, we wanted to be childless until our thirties, we're mid twenties right now.
No. 2536919
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I hate gay men irl and I hate lesbians. Both groups are really annoying. I wish they'd stop talking.(infight bait)
No. 2536923
>>2536903Samefag
It might be the time crunch talking but, I'm tired of my thesis. I hate it. I'm gonna do it just to finish it. Who cares at this point. I was left to do something I've never done before with 0 guidance to the immense amount if info I have gotten.
Also, life gets in our plans and ruins them, no problem in that. But fuck my moid for exhausting me.
Parasitising off of me like an affection mosquito. Bitching and moaning that "we don't spend enough time together" while I'm barely keeping up with all these rapid changes and familial responsibilities.
How do you go to sleep peacefully knowing you caused more problems for your partner over literally the most retarded fear you only tell me about MONTHS LATER.
I hate him for that. And now that the end is coming, he actually started working on his thesis instead of drowning in redesigns and sketches and sketches.
Moid the moid ego never fails to disgust me.
I hate him, bitch ass motherfucker. I hope I accept the responsibility of breaking up fast, cause I can't take it anymore.
Also, I'm moving in with whoever the fuck I want, fuck you. No. 2536955
>>2536951By chance I was on the current breakup thread and fist post might be good to look into
Here
>>445688 No. 2536970
>>2536951I know it must be extremely difficult for you, especially since you have a disability, but this man could do soo much worse. And they often do. This show he put of weather its geniuen or premeditated is a test to see your reaction. To push your buttons and see what he can get away with.
I know you love him, but if you already have doubts and he's causing you such headaches and can't even take proper responsibility for them it's time you reconsider.
No. 2537003
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Shit day, shit life, shit person. And now I've just found out one of my family members could have done something vile so yet another evil moid I'm related to and associated with just because we share some genes. I feel so sorry for the people involved and hope the both of them kill themselves soon.
No. 2537180
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Its been a month since i dropped out of college and i still miss him. I just want to die. I had three nightmares involving him. It bothers me so much, i am never getting over this. Maybe if the TIF hadnt been there, living the normie life i wish i could have had with him, it wouldnt be so hard on me. But it feels like the situation developed in the most traumatizing way possible. The only positive outcome is that it made me realize that i will never be a normalfag. I just accepted i am going to die as a neet, and thats fine. I have been hurting myself trying to become something i am not. I also dont want to settle down. I dont want to date a disgusting autistic scrote like me, i dont want to have a shitty job where i am going to be the outcast autist like in high school and college, i dont want autistic friends like me either so i dropped my only scrotoid friend and i have been friendless since then. If i cant be a normalfag then i dont want to try, there is nothing more depressing and lonely than being a failed normie. I learned the hard way. Some people just cannot achieve happiness.
No. 2537210
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10 hour shift
No. 2537211
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Never do friends with benefits and never send nudes, not that most of you even need this advice. Things ended badly with mine and we paranoidly refuse to delete each-other's shit in case we need something to prevent the other from leaking. I pressured him to and he got really mad, so he sperged out. He wrote several texts that are just paragraphs of gibberish, random numbers and symbols that make no sense, but that still took minutes to type out. Never again.
No. 2537296
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>You're being aggressive again, so I do not want to continue to talk to you.
>I'm not being aggressive!!
>completely doubles down and starts going on a rant about how she wasted her best years on "raising me"(putting it in quotes because my grandparents and kindergarten did that) and how she would've aborted me if she knew how it is now
>all because I gave her a vague answer about an exam I took
I'm not even hurt anymore, it's just funny at this point.
No. 2537300
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I always wondered why no man was ever interested in me. I thought I was ugly, but turns out it's literally my personality. I'm an avoidant schzoid with an interest in computers and books who genuinely dislikes people. Because of that, I only attracted nerds and weebs. But here is the thing. I'm not a gamer. I don't watch fucking anime. Yes, I'm an introvert but I hate stereotypical introvert hobbies like animu, marvel flicks or bibeo games. Normies run away from me when I talk about what I like or give me a side glance. Usually I get flooded with likes on dating apps and get approached on the street, but when I open my mouth IRL, men get disinterested.
I looked at advice on what I can do to change my situation and turns out I need "feminine energy" and "girly hobbies." Fuck. No. I'm not interested. If doing my nails and going out is what I need to attract a male, then I'll rather be single. But I want intimacy with a moid I'm comfortable with on a regular basis.
I don't want to change my integrity and core personality to be attractive to someone who is not an obese nerd who jerked off to too much futa hentai. But I'm basically a normie repellent.
Anyway, looking at what "personlity" men find attractive leads me to belive men like a slightly retarded child in a body of ab adult woman. Gross. I hate moids. I hate moids. I hate moids. I. Hate. Moids. Haaaate.
No. 2537312
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>normal childhood and good relationship with parents
>move states, go to college, get married, work different jobs, feels_good_man.png
>meanwhile, parents "retire" at 55 with no income, do nothing but drink all day and "caretake" for grandma (ie let her shit her depends until the pants she's wearing need to be thrown out)
>parents are now the two people i can't stand the most in this world
anyway, time for my weekly 1-hr phone call where all they do is argue with each other and can barely feign interest when topics from my life come up
No. 2537314
>>2537300it's incredible how i can find people so akin to me in this site, you could tell me i wrote this on my sleep and i'd believe it
>>2537312if your parents are barely mid 50s then how old are you?!
No. 2537327
>>2537320sorry, where i live at is not normal to get married in your 20s, unless you are mid to late 20s. cultural differences
>>2537322i think she's talking about an specific type of man she wants to attract? it reads like she wants to attract normies instead of weebs
No. 2537417
I hate men. I hate them so much. There is no one in my real life who I can express this too. It's so frustrating. And every man thinks they're one of the "good" ones only takes one small push to start spouting Andrew Tate talking points. They absolutely think that a few women posting about how men are the overwhelming majority of violent criminals, from rapists to serial killers, is equivalent to actually being a victim of these rapists and murderers. Any time I've ever disagreed with a man I've seen them make this tiny disgusted expression, especially when it's clear I'm smarter than them. Men always claim they want women with hobbies, who are intelligent and they can have a conversation with. But those hobbies better be male-coded, like video games or parasocially bonding with Star Wars or some shit. If you have any hobbies they consider "girly," like gardening or knitting, then that doesn't count as a hobby to them. And god forbid you're smarter than a man. They get so threatened and lash out like sociopathic babies.
They think they want a strong, independent, intelligent woman. But whenever they get one, they wear her down and destroy her because they want to control her. They want to have power over someone they feel threatened by.
No. 2537420
>>2537300Men don't like me because I'm quiet, serious and introverted. They just find me very boring, even though I have a lot of interests and hobbies. I don't have a problem attracting men with my appearance but it usually fizzles out after a few months because I'm just not interested in putting on an act for them.
I think men mostly like hyperactive, overly cheerful/smiley, and hyperextroverted normie women who try very hard to act cute and talk and giggle non-stop. That's basically the opposite of me so it makes sense why men always get bored of me after a little while.
It doesn't help that most of my hobbies are moid-repellant like BJD-making, doing repaints, playing classical music, collecting lolita fashion etc etc.
No. 2537426
>>2537417Are you American, nona? I feel like American men are insanely misogynistic and
toxic and I honestly can't interact with them. They're such hateful, spiteful, seething creatures. And always malding because they're cutfags too. I only know one nice American moid and he's attractive, muscular, and has his own self-made company, so he isn't as bitter as the rest I've met.
No. 2537430
>>2537312I used to view my dad as a hard worker but it's long dawned on me that outside of having a boss to answer to.. he puts no effort into anything. A decade into early retirement and living solo he still has no friends, hobbies. I worried he might be getting lonely but its by choice. He's in a great lil town for joining shit with other oldies. Him having no genuine interest in how his kids lives are now progressing has been the weirdest part.
If something big happened to you he'll stop you right there to tell you that it rained during his walk yesterday. Oh you're having surgery.. he had a dental checkup last month (that he already told you about) He's not depressed or senile. He's just not interested in other people. It was easier to hide it when he was busy.
No. 2537432
>>2537420Really? I’m an introvert and honestly borderline rude and I definitely attract men unfortunately, in fact it’s almost like the more standoffish you are the more worked up they get, which is pretty annoying. If they manage to talk to me I have a mix of masculine and feminine hobbies too (gaming & science but MLP & fashion - kind of mixed bag for repelling/attracting) but that seems to be stuff they find interesting about me.
There’s definitely a type of “feminine” (read:childish) personality that some moids want and most moids would prefer over say a butchy one but most moids just seem to care how you look like
No. 2537438
>>2537432I don't have any problem with getting interest or dates and they definitely like my aloofness at first but once I give in to their pushing I think it takes away the appeal for them as I'm no longer unattainable to them.
I also think it's because I attract very very immature men who usually have ADHD and also get bored super easily. Pretty sure all my exes had severe ADHD/hyperactivity disorder. They think they want a calm stern mommy figure but in reality still crave that womanchild energy because they are manchildren themselves and that's their energetic counterpart I guess. I wish I could meet a very boring and serious and studious man, I love men like that.
No. 2537442
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I’m leaving my study abroad country tomorrow and I’m really sad, especially because my Uni experience was ruined by a shitty abusive moid. I hope I can come back next year.
No. 2537475
>>2537300This is true lol i have tried dating normie moids before and they are super repulsed of masculine hobbies on women. The only people that like tomboys are deathfat nerd scrotes. I think most men want to be the ones with interesting hobbies, they hate the idea of actually havign to listen to their gfs sperg about their interests. Its sad. Become a wizard
nonny, you wont regret it.
No. 2537480
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I have law school exams soon and I've been through so much stress I'm consooming so much shit to cope. Literally every day I look at second-hand clothes and dream about making cute outfits I can't do right now cause I've been fucking slaving away for 5 months now. Looking at some Vivienne Westwood skirts rn. I feel like I've gained a new understanding of Brooke. It's fucking hard out here
No. 2537481
>>2536886Damn
nonny that sounds awful. Military scrotes are the worst.
No. 2537500
>>2537494and the secretly faggot boyfriend
>>2537493this
No. 2537507
>>2537501I honestly never believe the “stick through thick and thin” with men, because they WILL NEVER do that for you, they will cackle while leaving you high and dry when you need it the most without even looking back, that’s how much they love themselves. He will cry and beg for forgiveness when he was fucking this girl a day ago, please.
A scrote will leave at the first chance he gets, look at the statistics on cancer patient left by their husband, it’s staggering. Prioritize yourself.
>he has mental health problems Leave
>lost his job and can’t find anyLeave
>cheatedLeave and take his money
Leaving is always the best choice for women, always.
No. 2537509
>>2537506A tranny boyfriend is the worst shit you can have. Cut your losses before he impregnates you on purpose.
Don’t bother arguing with him because you might be in danger, just say some flavor of “oh I can’t be with you anymore because I respect your identity so much and I fell in love with a man and not a woman, uwuwuwuw, I am so sorry, good luck on your journey” kekk.
No. 2537520
>>2537517>>2537420The navel gazing on some of you is actually funny because you think that you are something so deeply different than the women you willingly look at in contempt kek. It’s also kind of misogynistic too imo.
Honey scrotes don’t see women as human beings in the first place, you are on the same exact shit boat as everyone else.
No. 2537574
>>2536886Contact anyone you can in his life and share what he's threatened to do. Tell them he's talking about killing himself. Tell them he's gonna write notes with his own blood and all that whacko shit. Say you're highly concerned and someone needs to do something because you feel overwhelmed dealing with this alone. If he's honestly that distraught he needs to be put away somewhere for his own safety. If he's just being an emotionally
abusive fuck.. he'll learn fast. Treat it like a real threat and make it clear threats like that will never stay private because of the seriousness of them.
Anyone in a relationship with someone threatening to kill themself or slice themself up (whenever you fight or when they cheat/fuck up) needs to get that shit forwarded onto their family, friends, work, anyone who can 'help' that's not you
No. 2537638
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Nonnas please wish me fucking strength. I need to break up with my stupid porn addict moid but I'm so weak and codependent. I'm trying so hard to be strong but fuck, I just want a life partner so badly. It's devastating to realize that the romantic and loving relationship with a man I've always wanted probably… does not exist. I'll be back in a few days and will break up with him then but I'm terrified I'll turn my back on it. It feels like I'm going to actually die.
No. 2537648
>>2537506If you care for him - tell him no. It's never your job to "save" a man but if you still want to try you have to tell him every terfy honest reason why he's not. That his image of being female is 100% male and not reality, that if he just wants to wear skirts and dresses that's something men can do and thinking that makes him a girl is regressive as fuck. And on top of female oppression, one of the worst things is that males then put on a skirt and pretend that makes them female so they talk over actual women.
Figure out where's it's coming from, is he a fail-male thinking he's not good enough and girls have it easier, did he think a female outfit looked cool and wants to wear it, or has he simply gotten porn addicted?
This way when you break up at least you can be at peace knowing you told him the reality of it and he still chose a coomer troon life over it.
No. 2537649
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>>2537638Being alone is literally better than being with a black hole who just steals your energy and makes you feel useless/ugly/not worth it. I’d rather wallow in self pity forever with my hitachi wand and rose toy over being with a retarded scrote who doesn’t respect me enough to put that shit down and who is literally addicted to watching strangers fuck, dick , booty hole and pussy in his face everyday, let that sink in. It’s pathetic and it should make you recoil in visceral disgust over it.
You need to love yourself more than you love anyone in this world, maybe not more than your kids or your mom if she’s a good one I guess, but that’s literally it. The only loyalty you need to give is the loyalty towards yourself.
I really don’t get you nonnas sometimes, you will be describing the worst demon on earth and then finishing it up with “I love him too much, I can’t leave him”. STAND UP.
No. 2537655
>>2537648This is shit advice, a straight man who troons out does so because he is a porn addict. A retarded ogre who thinks he is a woman because he totes feel feminine and wants to be “fucked” is already far too gone. Who know what perverted shit goes in his mind.
>tell him noSo he will lash out at her or badmouth to their circle of friends/workplace? She should play the long game here if she is in burgerland. It’s still not safe to be openly against gender ideology for women.
Nonna needs to run away far from him and keep herself safe, no point in making an insane retard reason.
No. 2537665
>>2537660We already know that most women would rather close their eyes if they feel that they found the “good” man and the “misandrists” are actually waiting on the Prince Charming. Female solidarity is an utopia. You are not bringing in anything new here nonna.
Also if you think that tumblrinas are the only true radfems then my friend you are simply retarded. It’s also kind of telling that you can forgive and explain people having different opinions in the same circles , but not in radfem circles kek.
No. 2537672
>>2537660I have my own opinions about het women partnered with men who call themselves radfems, but I won’t share them. But I’ll say that you aren’t oppressed or bullied for having a boyfriend kek. You dumbasses want to be
victims so bad.