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No. 2266222

shout it out
previous thread >>>/ot/2251560

No. 2266225

it isn't supposed to be 70 degrees in November I'm gonna fucking lose it

No. 2266233

it is my birthday today and yet I feel like dying, I hate having anxiety, I hate feeling like I should die.

No. 2266235

>>2266233
Happy birthday nonnie. I wish away your worry woes.

No. 2266248

>>2266233
I mean you are not wrong. We are quite literally getting closer to death with every passing moment. Happy birthday anon.

No. 2266254

>>2266233
Ok pixy

No. 2266257

Never forget my ex telling me he watches gay porn when he broke up with me and said he was never attracted to me in the first place, we were together for YEARS.

No. 2266262

Nonnas I need your opinion. I found out why a certain friend group (we are talking adults, 34+ yr olds) excluded me. We weren't great friends,but I'd be called for events sometimes. Last year when I went to their place for the NYE party I jokingly asked for a certain food/meal,to note that I usually make jokes. Well apparently this stressed out the woman host (it's a couple) so much that they flat out ghosted me afterwards,this whole year and I had no fucking clue until a mutual friend,a guy who's really ok,told me in a nice way that's the reason they haven't been engaging with me at all. Am I ignorant for thinking that's a bit too much to ghost a person? I can understand the stress of planning an event but it seems too much given that I'd already pop these silly jokes every now and then. But maybe I really am more socially retarded than I thought.
Also I'm a bit sad because I miss the gatherings,even if some of the people there aren't too chill and boardgames can result in war kek.

No. 2266264

>>2266225
You should move to the north, it's 40 degrees and nice and orange and chili like it should be

No. 2266266

>>2266262
You’re not wrong, it’s a weird thing to ghost someone. They probably were already uncomfortable fr whatever reason and this was their excuse

No. 2266267

>>2266233
Omg happy birthday nonna, so many Scorpio anons. Not surprising kek

No. 2266282

>>2266254
i don't know who that is but that's not me, google says it's some kind of k-pop group.
>>2266235
>>2266248
>>2266267
thank you nonnas

No. 2266291

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I’m so fucking tired of how much my almost 30 year old autistic older brother who doesn’t even live with us is fucking coddled by my mother. So fucking tired. I have to give extra money because he’s like 400lbs and eats the entire house even though he’s had a job for YEARS, owns a house that was given to
him by his grandmother and has so much fucking money that he can afford to buy every new video game and console with 0 worries. Why can’t he fucking chip in? Why do we have to pay for gas because he can’t drive to visit us and my mom does. Why do we have to pay extra for so much extra food? Why do we have to plan everything around him? Fucking why? I’m also autistic and I’ve never had this level of coddling. It’s not fucking fair.
Also, he’s so fucking THANKLESS. My mother bends her back and he always yells and talks to her with such attitude when she doesn’t understand something or is genuinely trying to help. I’m gonna lose it and if I talk to my mom about this I’m going to get guilted.

No. 2266293

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>>2263872
can't even make a light hearted trailer park boys joke on lolcow. feels bad.
i just didn't wanna say muh suicide attempt cause it sounds so dramatic. come on you mean bitches it sucks to be called your bf's ex's name 3 times in a row let me vent…

No. 2266306

I'm in a bad place and my only hobby is mental masturbation fuckkkkkk I just want to be normal again

No. 2266308

>>2266306
Isn't mental masturbation just psychologically shhlicking your own ego

No. 2266310

>>2266308
In this instance it's just thinking about doing literally anything butm staying in bed crying instead

No. 2266312

>>2266306
>mental masturbation
? is this just fantasizing about jilling off

No. 2266313

I'm an atheist, but I'm thinking about gaslighting myself into believing there is a god so I'll feel less lonely. I don't blame religious people for being so attached to faith, the world is a hopeless and lonely place.

No. 2266314

>>2266310
is bed rotting a better term? mental masturbation brings mind to… other thoughts

No. 2266334

Should i just suck it up and see a therapist? Will it work? Is it worth it? Ever since i was 12 i have just been depressed on and off. I thought it would improve after i left school but no. I think of suicide constantly everyday for no reason. I will feel happy and fine one section but then the next in a flash i want to kill myself. Theres nothing wrong with my life currently. My past was shit but its the past i should be over it by now.

No. 2266339

>>2266334
finding a good therapist itself can be hard. i would say try it if you have the money but don't expect things to instantly work out.
>Theres nothing wrong with my life currently. My past was shit but its the past i should be over it by now.
it's when getting out of tough situations we often struggle with mental suffering, because our brains can now process what we went through and isn't in a panic state. it can take time to process the past and maybe someone can help you.

No. 2266358

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>ask mom for ideas for a Christmas present for my grandma
>she says "how about a domino set?"
>decide to buy a nice and fancy one, show my mom to get her opinion
>she says it's nice
>next day she buys a $2 set and mocks me about how much money I'm spending when they can be so cheap
I'm not giving my grandma a $2 present what the fuck is this really something to mock me for? Does she want me to not buy it? I won't buy it if she thinks it's dumb.

No. 2266359

>>2266339
Thats my big issue with therapy. Its so fucking expensive with a huge chance of not working. I saved up 1000 dollars over the course of 2 years by cleaning my grandparents homes for some cash. It pains me thinking of having to give it up for something that may not even work but i want to get over my social anxiety And other issues. Its been 10 years that ive been like this its killing me.

No. 2266361

>>2266358
Ignore your cheapskate mom. Its sweet that you're willing to spend extra on quality for grandma.

No. 2266362

>>2266334
i would say why not try it, you've tried going without, and you're still not where you want to be. what else do you have to lose? maybe it could help. but it has to be someone decent and that can be a challenge to find.

No. 2266364

>>2266359
in this case it sounds like it could be worth it to give it a shot to address some of those issues. no therapist is perfect but they could give you some tools to help with these things or help you reframe some things in order to facilitate healing.

No. 2266381

Had an argument with my boyfriend earlier over him trying to leave the house in ill fitting clothing (his whole dick was on display like a faggot)
Mom walks in and takes his side, tells him I'm just mean like that, combs his hair????? He did end up fixing his clothes but what the fuck
Now we're home and she's accussing me of buying drugs (No clue where she got this idea from) and my boyfriend who is a guest right now practically took over my room using my fucking TV says I'm making too much noise (I'm sitting at my desk quietly) and to leave
I feel like she just enabled him into acting worse, of course I'm the real idiot getting into this relationship where my mother somehow expects this very evil woman to give her grandkids
Hope he just dumps me out of his own will for some faggot cock or something. I can't stand this shit. He's just been the worst the entire time and I can't fucking even articulate everything thats happened over the last few days. I think I'm genuinely going to hurt myself over this

No. 2266384

Had an argument with my boyfriend earlier over him trying to leave the house in ill fitting clothing (his whole dick was on display like a faggot)
Mom walks in and takes his side, tells him I'm just mean like that, combs his hair????? He did end up fixing his clothes but what the fuck
Now we're home and she's accussing me of buying drugs (No clue where she got this idea from) and my boyfriend who is a guest right now practically took over my room using my fucking TV says I'm making too much noise (I'm sitting at my desk quietly) and to leave
I feel like she just enabled him into acting worse, of course I'm the real idiot getting into this relationship where my mother somehow expects this very evil woman to give her grandkids
Hope he just dumps me out of his own will for some faggot cock or something. I can't stand this shit. He's just been the worst the entire time and I can't fucking even articulate everything thats happened over the last few days. I think I'm genuinely going to hurt myself over this

No. 2266386

Mods pls delete my phone shat itself switching from 5g to wifi I didn't save the password sorry >>2266381

No. 2266396

>>2266282
How can you be on lc and not know who the queen is… Newfags.

No. 2266397

Classic case of passing through everything without studying and getting hit in the ass with it later. How do I do this? I just stare the book for an hour and can't retain anything.

No. 2266398

fucken ridiculous. whatever. ill do my own shit the rest of the time

No. 2266407

>>2266381
I'm sorry anon but
>>his whole dick was on display like a faggot
is making me laugh so much, i don't even understand was he in leggings or something kek

No. 2266411

>>2266407
Leggings with pockets I think, I don't know mens fashion too well but it was very thin and tight. On an attractive male it'd be worth posting on /m/

No. 2266418

>>2266411
>On an attractive male
Jokes on you for dating an uggo

No. 2266420

>>2266411
Oh my god dump him wtf. Ntayrt but he literally kicked you out of your own room and your mom is flirting with him. Just no. Also a moid who wears leggings with pockets in public is definitely NEVER a reason to hurt yourself

No. 2266423

>>2266384
>Had an argument with my boyfriend earlier over him trying to leave the house in ill fitting clothing (his whole dick was on display like a faggot)
>Mom walks in and takes his side, tells him I'm just mean like that, combs his hair?????
You have to be 18 years of age to post here. If you are 18+ (probably lying if you say you are anyways) is this really what nigelfags are constantly bragging about to be something to envy? Kekk

No. 2266424

>>2266418
I have a perchant for agreeing to date men because they won't leave me alone and it makes my mom happy that I look Normal by dating men and not like some lesbian. Gets me into stupid situations all the fucking time. At least anons can laugh
>>2266420
I sat in the kitchen to mald and he's over here now staring at me not saying anything like a weird flex. I will throw out the leggings later probably.

No. 2266426

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>>2266411
KEKKKK this almost made me fall over like an autist. You can’t make this shit up, nigelfags never disappoint.

No. 2266427

>On an attractive male it'd be worth posting on /m/
Dating an ugly man and instead of dumping him you allow yourself to be fem-cucked by your own mom and throw out his EMO skinny jeans? Holy shit stand the fuck up sister

No. 2266428

>>2266427
I'm trying but very poorly

No. 2266430

>>2266381
don't hurt yourself over that retard nona, is there a reason that you're waiting for him to break up with you instead of just dumping him? don't let some fag treat you like that honestly

No. 2266439

>>2266430
A mix of him threatening suicide and other family issues, both his and mine. I don't want to deal with the outcome

No. 2266448

>>2266262
They're the weird ones. Not you. The fuck is their problem? Reminds me of my friend of 2 decades ghosting me and unfollowing me everywhere because of a joke. Some people are just crazy

No. 2266464

>>2266381
break up with him?

No. 2266467

>>2266439
Get over it and dump him or accept you chose this. You sound like a brat and just as lame as him. The two of you threaten to hurt yourself when things don’t go your way, the truth is you’re two peas in a pod.

No. 2266468

>>2266262
>I jokingly asked for a certain meal
I mean why, sounds like the kind of joke an old man makes to service workers. Maybe that was just the straw that broke the camels back.

No. 2266470

>>2266448
Idk anon said she makes those jokes all the time and given the absolute shit state of LC posts lately, I'm not quick to assume the venter is in the right. Maybe she's super annoying and they were over it kek

No. 2266471

>>2266397
also me rn lol. if i dont get atleast an 80 on this exam on wednesday im kinda screwed!

No. 2266472

>>2266467
Yeah I suppose you're right. I keep allowing this to happen.

No. 2266480

>>2266448
Kekkkk

No. 2266483

browsing through a website that gears towards artists and saw one opened up a thread about how awesome it is to be an aroace lesbian. and it's like. how does that work, exactly? it just sounds like a straight girl with a very low libido but wants to be close friends with girls and that's it.

No. 2266498

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I'm off my medication for a couple months
I Just cried my eyes out because I don't have milk and my sister got goat milk. Then I started laughing manically because I'm literally crying over milk. Help

No. 2266499

I always laugh when I see a female gendie on xitter with “any pronouns” or “she/they/he” in her bio and the only pronoun that gets used with her are female ones anyway. All this shit is literally just for a show.

No. 2266502

>>2266498
you should steal her milk

No. 2266504

>>2266502
Steal milk I don't even want? Sounds crazy
I'm doing it right now.

No. 2266550

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i feel like a freak because im literally not interested in having sex at all but it feels like its the only thing SO many people care about. i feel content just being an autistic virgin forever who masturbates to her fictional husbands sometimes. (picrel i think theyre sexy)

No. 2266566

I feel like I’m becoming a bpdemon and I need something to slap me out of it.

No. 2266591

when I think about what I really want, right now, at this moment… I want to go to rehab. But only because it's one place where I can get several things done at once:
>get sober
>fix my shit sleep schedule
>start an exercise routine of some kind
>eat more than garbage and have a normal appetite
>start piecing together reality as I know it totally sober while learning rudimentary ways to cope with it before being thrown back into the workforce
but I'm actually scared about doing it for a lot of reasons:
>not sure if I'll keep my job, although they do offer pay for "medical leave" at 60% of my current income for 3o days, it won't be enough to cover all the expenses I have and I'm not sure if they would try and covertly retaliate against me or try and lay me off as a result of this
>I'm afraid that I'll crash and burn my entire life if I become more emotionally volatile as a result
>I'm really just afraid of the possible negatives and can't conceive of the "positives"
>I'm afraid the place I go to is going to be a bullshit rehab with bullshit workers or programs and it's going to piss me off and be a huge waste of money
Fuck. I hate what I'm doing to myself and my brain and my body but clearly not enough to stop because I'm drinking right now and I'm going to eat some garbage food and smoke a joint and then wake up to my hellscape job and do that stupid shit and then I'll be back here at 930 AM sharp, ladies, trying to wring the last drops of powdered milk from the crusty udders of anonymous soycial media

No. 2266596


No. 2266612

Been having bad cramps and bloating the last couple of days even though my period is over. I hate having endo/pcos.

No. 2266617

>>2266591
Damn nona. You really sold me on rehab and I don't even use substances. I too wish I could do an intensive program that involved fixing my diet, sleep, and exercise routines but I just don't. I'm gonna try to remember this post and use my time after work tomorrow better. I hope you can get your life on track.

No. 2266622

>>2266550
I love you, nona. I get you.

No. 2266662

>>2266591
I can't afford rehab but I keep thinking about going to one for my various addictions including self harm the only problem is it's hard to tell around here what mental inpatient hospitals are shit and I'm going to assume it's most of them, and who wants to get fired from her job just for needing help and having a side of her life where she breaks down in private but when someone's covertly hiding scars under her arms all the damn time and dosing herself in various other addictions to deter the pain… albeit not traditional or consistent addictions… maybe she needs it

No. 2266670

>>2266596
NO LOL but i used to lurk her tumblr blog back when she was active, kinda like a trainwreck you cant turn away from
>>2266622
mwah

No. 2266686

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i'm so mad at this ugly autistic scrote irl right now it's been making my cortisol spike all day. i genuinely want to break something i want him to die. i can't calm down it's genuinely ruining my day.

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Reminder that it was a kike who popularized and normalized violent pornography and these were his views on women. This faggots bloodline should’ve been eradicated in the Holocaust long ago. Ban me for racebaiting, this is fucking repugnant.(global rule #7)

No. 2266690

>>2266689
Neo nazis and Jews hate women more than they hate eachother. Scrotes are always yue enemy never forget

No. 2266722

>>2266686
I'm mad at you using nazi cock ball gargling woman's art as reaction pic but here we are. God imagine sucking a scrote's cock who is an actual nazi and trying to frame yourself as the victim. You know she went bleblebleble in those balls like a scrote in boobs and she wants us to have sympathy? Aww the scrote you put all your eggs into that you knew was a pos was SUDDENLY a pos to you? Wow so shocking wow I have no sympathy sorry(infighting )

No. 2266731

>>2266722
nta but what an annoying post moralfagging about a reaction pic of all things

No. 2266733

. I still want to kil myself so bad i cant wait to turn 21 mext uear and biy a gun so this noghtmare can end i wish i could give up my life to save a sweet child dying from cancer. Im so sad and pathetic. I don't deserve the rare gift of life. This world is so unfair and retarded. These poor little girls who are smarter better people then me dying and suffering and losing their blessed lives for no reason while i live wasting earths resources and being and embarrassent to the human race. I will contact a family of a child in need who needs my organs befor ei die because i need to make up for the damaged i have caused. I wnat a perfect world but its immpossible. I want to atleast practice what i preach before i die. I feel so bad for my parents who wanted a normal smart child but got this retard. Im sorry for being annoying both irl and online. Please leave the internet and improve your life if youbhave hope improve the world at least. I have lost my way so bad. Its maybe the lead in the water or early smoke exposure but i was doomed from the early start. Please be nice to people and animals in your life.

No. 2266738

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>>2266731
It's not moralfagging it's hatred.

No. 2266740

>>2266733
Please show yourself the same compassion you’d show to a little animal. You deserve that kindness too. I promise you. You sound so considerate and good hearted. I’d heal you if I could.

No. 2266741

>>2266738
Can you explain the backstory I’m curious, I always got a weird vibe from those reaction images

No. 2266745

>>2266741
Are you retarded or baiting me for aggro response to report? The ugly is in a costume

No. 2266755

I love my husband, he's normally extremely good to me, he's very patient, I am pretty unstable mentally and tend to spiral from anxiety a lot and he puts up with it and said that I've taught him a lot of patience, on top of all that he pays for basically everything for me including my rent but lately he's just been hurting my feelings a lot. I know he doesn't mean it, I'm autistic and lately I've been feeling extra so, so it's been harder than normal for me to catch jokes and he keeps calling me retarded and slow and it really hurts my feelings. He's also not really all that affectionate so I've been asking for a bit of reassurance lately and he just straight up called me insecure and that he loves me and he shows it and I just sat there crying for 2 hours and he ignored me the whole time. He apologized and acknowledged he has mental problems of his own but I guess I'm just at the point where I want to be used to the fact that spending money on me is his prime way of showing affection and I shouldn't ask for anything more, but I just wish I felt emotionally loved rather than just financially loved, yknow? This post paints him in a pretty bad light and I promise it's not all there is to our relationship, he's helped me to regain a lot of confidence in myself but I just wish he was a bit nicer sometimes or maybe just called me pretty or something

No. 2266783

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My work colleagues talking about their sex life and calling me a prude for not joining in is annoying the shit out of me.
>Uh you're so boring anon, I guess you must have a shitty sex life. I'm young and healthy and I love to have sex with my boyfriend, and I'm proud of it !
Good for you dumbass I still don't wanna hear about your ugly balding scrote getting his dick sucked in the bowling alley's restroom or you getting fucked in a public park on the ping pong table… I DON'T CARE I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY SEX LIFE WITH YOU I DON'T WANNA KNOW ABOUT YOUR SEX LIFE EITHER YOUR SCROTE IS UGLY, and right near an ugly middle aged scrote too, mind you this woman is 24 yrs old, why the hell is she sharing her intimate life with her overweight 40 yrs old moid work colleague ??? Almost forgot but while she talked about her sex life he keept saying little things like "oh you're a naughty one, aren't you ?" "hmmm sexy" "woaw my wife would never…"

No. 2266791

>>2266591
Absolutely go to rehab if you can afford it, don't think twice about it. It's worth it and it's a clean rinse just like you're imagining. 30 days is a good time frame.

No. 2266793

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No. 2266794

>>2266617
They have behavioral inpatient programs too, it's pretty similar, maybe even better. I went to a dual treatment facility, it was like a mirror image building with behavioral on one side and rehab on the other. It was so peaceful. I know some people have bad experiences but I think some people are involuntarily committed to state wards and stuff like that. Voluntary insurance covered facilities are for sure a step up. You don't necessarily have to be having a total melty or suicide attempt either, and some people in my program were literally just coming back a second time for a tune up. Just expect a waitlist, thats about it

No. 2266797

>>2266793
nayrt but i just looked this artist up out of curiosity after that anons sperging and she is so obviously mentally unwell that her views don't even feel threatening, just ignorable mentally ill schizo ramblings

No. 2266825

>>2266755
Your husband is retarded I’m sorry

No. 2266835

God im the worlds biggest retard kek yesterday night i drank knowing i have to go to the dentist tomorrow. I slept basically not at all, maybe in short broken intervals. I have to go first thing in the morning. I regret it so much.

No. 2266886

Nonas give me the strength to report to my manager (old white male) a coworker (old white male) who seems to personally hate me and there's been several incidents now when he's went off on my completely innocuous behaviour and built up a fantasy that I'm personally attacking him (I avoid him because he's unhinged but last time he attacked me during a meeting for smiling saying I was laughing at him. Like fully delusional). He's given his notice to leave so I'm wondering if I should bother. The whole thing gives me anxiety. Ofc risk of not being taken seriously, then he's leaving anyway and truthfully I only want to do it if there's a positive outcome for me. I don't want to do something that's tremendously emotionally difficult just because it's the "right" thing to do.

This is so fucking unfair. And I was the only person in this office who was friendly to him until he pulled that shit because he's a fucking ghoul. And yes it's to ME. He's unpleasant to others but really has it out for me. God knows why.

No. 2266887

>>2266783
It's always either groomed people or social outcasts who have just started having sex for the first time ever who loudly act smug about their sex lives kek

No. 2266922

>>2266887
I knew a girl who lived on twitter who did this who saw being told to do the dishes and clean up after herself as abuse and had never had a job and she moved in with the guy who she met up with like 3 months prior specifically to lose her virginity saying he was her soulmate. AFAIK they’re still together. Modern day love story kek

No. 2266929

>>2266886
I don't know how these things work but if you report it, it's noted only in the company or can a future employer get to the information somehow? Because if they could he could have more difficult time finding his next job, or if he already has one they would know he's sus. That's like a positive outcome i think, for you and for other people who would work with him. If it's only information within the company since he's leaving i wouldn't bother.

No. 2266940

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i live with my boyfriend and a mutual friend right now in a sharehouse situation, mutual friend/retard housemate is doing my fucking head in. i genuinely hate him. i'm only in this situation right now because of uni, interning and the housing and rental crisis making moving anywhere else almost impossible.

retard housemate's thought processes throughout the day are basically just:
>ME DON'T LIKE DOING CHORES, IF I DO THE LAWN REALLY FAST I CAN GO PLAY VIDEO GAME!!!
broke the fucking lawnmower, the third one he's broken, we're on our second weedwacker too because of him.
>IF I TURN TAP ON REAL HARD AND WASH DISH FAST, ME CAN GO PLAY VIDEO GAME!!!
mfw he's chipped plates, put smashed glasses back into the draws, fucked up a cast iron utensil, and 9/10 times will get water all over the floor of the kitchen.
>UH OHHH, ME RAN OUT OF MUH 13 IN ONE!!!
proceeds to use my unopened bottle of 40 dollar shampoo, i now have to hide it in my room.
>GUYS, DO WE NEED ANYTHING FROM THE SUPERMARKET??
asks this when we have a constantly updated shopping list on the fridge.
>OOOH, IT'S A HOT SUNNY DAY? I NEED TO USE THE DRYER NOW!!! NOT THE CLOTHESLINE!!!
i then gaslight him into paying more of the electric bill.
>I NEED TO WASH 3 SOCKS IN ONE LOAD, SO I'M JUST GONNA DO 3 SEPARATE LOADS OF WASHING TODAY INSTEAD OF ONE FULL LOAD!!

everyone tells me the same thing - "just tell him not to do xyz!!" as if i'm not doing that already! he's a retarded fucking weed smoker, the second you tell him something, he'll go smoke a cone and forget about it. he's also a frantic liar and will deny, deny, deny if you catch him out. I wanted to kick him out but my boyfriend won't let me because they're friends.

I have a lockbox in the fridge where my expensive stuff goes because he can't keep his grubby, shitty hands off of it.

Living with men means you can't have any nice shit, he's fucked up my pans, he breaks gardening equipment because he just yanks the electric mower around like a fuckwit so hard that he breaks the handles that turn it on, he clearly doesn't like using my ceramic egg tray and would rather just lazily shove a carton of eggs into the fridge. He uses so much fucking toilet paper you'd think he was eating that shit.

the second i'm able to finish uni next year and get a proper job with a good income, i'm moving out and getting a two-bedroom place with my boyfriend and leaving this lazy fuckhead to fend for himself. i am so sick of how stupid men are, he genuinely belongs in disability housing where he's living with a tard wrangler despite the fact that he isn't profoundly disabled.

I hate men and i hate them even more when they smoke weed.

No. 2266943

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if we don't get the dumbass shit thread back i'm going to START LOSING IT. I FUCKING SWEAR

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>>2266722
ayrt here. for someone who claims to hate men you sure do hate women who are their victims. i think you need this rn.

No. 2266948

>>2266943
go join a discord server or something you fags arent suited to ib culture anyways

No. 2266955

I have to wait 40 more minutes with this headache. Talking with the psychologist doesn't even really help and I bet she even forgot about it in her useless agenda.

No. 2266959

>>2266948
Nta are you retarded? IB boards are literally the perfect place to shitpost, dumbass shit created a bunch of site lore, culture and inside jokes, what are you on about??

No. 2266961

>>2266943
I miss her too, nonnie.

No. 2266964

>>2266943
OK good time to ask - what actually happened to the dumbass shit threads? They were such a good catch-all. I was gone for 2 weeks, came back and was scouring the catalogue for the newest version. Checked meta for updates but couldn't find anything either.

No. 2266977

>>2266948
>ib culture
Ah yes, because imageboards are historically a bastion of intellectual conversation and maturity.

No. 2266980

>>2266964
IIRC, the mods put it on autosage because it attracted way too many infights.

No. 2266981

>>2266943
i miss it too anon. this is such horseshit. how do we contact the farmhands about this?

No. 2266987

>>2266948
are you for real? you filthy zoomer, i'll curbstomp you. stopped shitting your diapers yesterday and suddenly you know all about how the internet works? don't pretend to know anything about board culture again.

No. 2267005

>>2266964
The admin explanation is in the Hellweek 2024 thread. Apparently frequent Dumbass Shit posters were the worst offenders when it came to rule breaking

No. 2267006

>>2266987
Nta but this is cringe

No. 2267007

>>2266977
This is the same website where somebody wrote a paragraph about how she ate her own discharge. We are occupied by glue eaters and autists kek. I can’t believe shitposting is banned on an imageboard, that is so incredibly fucking sad. Women can’t laugh or have fun, we always need to be tone policed and told what to talk about while scrotes get to do whatever the hell they want.

No. 2267011

>>2266987
Thanks for proving my point kek.

No. 2267028

>>2267006
it was sperge not cringe, you fetus

No. 2267044

Was just hit with the realization that my only job experience was a short mandatory internship for school seven years ago… My uni grades aren't good enough to explain why I couldn't manage to even get a simple part time job or something during breaks. I'm so embarassed and ashamed, I wish I could just die. I should've registered as a freelancer when I was doing art commissions but I only made a couple hundred before I quit so it didn't feel worth the hassle. Even now I could be making money with artwork but I just don't want to. I haven't bought any new clothes in the last few years because I don't have money to spend when I should've just gotten a job and wasted whatever I got. Even when I don't do anything I'm doing something wrong and being a burden on everyone around me

No. 2267055

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Why is management so incompetent when it comes to training? I’ve been at my job for 2 years now and they started to shift my duties to another area about 3 months ago and in that time I’ve gotten a half hour meeting where they essentially told me what buttons to push and click then sent a bunch of PDFs that are so vague and sometimes outdated I have to wonder how anyone gets shit done here. Why is the responsibility on me to train myself? I can only reach out to my team so many times a day before it gets annoying and even then I get a “oh idk how to do that go ask this person” rinse and repeat. It’s not like it’s inconsequential work either as you can only mess up so many times before some overpaid government goon steps in and tells you the account is fucked. My boss makes a big fuss and consistently emails us everyday about our late bills and accounts but maybe we would work more efficiently if we knew what the fuck was going on. Like if our numbers have been fucked for years maybe it’s time to take a step back and look at reorganizing operations but I guess that would hurt her ego too much to know that she’s just as retarded as the rest of us. At this point I’m just clocking in, trying my best, fucking with my productivity reports then clocking out.

No. 2267058

Scrotes always whine about how all they really want is to be loved and taken care of and then you give them that and they hate you for it. Retard world and I'm the queen.

No. 2267075

>>2266225
It was 85 here the other day. I'm so sick of this. I need to move.

No. 2267096

I want to stop trying, for a bit. Stop trying to resist patriarchy as much as i can, stop trying to not wear makeup, stop trying to like the people around me, stop trying my best even though i dont know if i'll win, stop trying to resist the pull of the void calling me, i don't want to make a single decision tomorrow. I want muscle memory to take over me just for a day or too, like it seems to for other people. I've always felt this way.

No. 2267102

>>2267096
>Stop trying to not wear make up
What? Just don't?

No. 2267105

>>2267102
I don't and haven't for years, I meant i never stopped being insecure about my face, so i still have the temptation to wear makeup.

No. 2267112

go to hell. you boil my guts to soap, slimey potpourri for the civilized, highspeedtrain in loops with nowhere to go, cant do shit, watching my teeth grindd into finest laundry powder, let me feel stupid like an ant before a mounting trying to move it with soggy, slippery feelers.

anger is bane of my existence.
noones fault, no one to blame, god hides behind clouds, and i cant be bothered to pick up glassware from the ground.
anger is the retarded child and venting its pathetic comfort blanket. fuck you anger and fuck this thread.

No. 2267113

>>2267105
Ok. Sorry for the misunderstanding. You sound like you need sleep. Rest well nonnie.

No. 2267114

>>2267113
aw thank you

No. 2267138

>>2266783
She has an exhibition "fetish", she wants to shock people with her sex life because she gets a thrill out of it

No. 2267141

>>2266955
>so what did you do
>stayed on bed
>you know it's not acceptable for your age
>yeah
>you need to choose your own comfort
>I know
>then what happened
>I don't know
>I know it's hard for you but you need to work on that
>I guess so
Every week at the therapist, thankfully I don't have to pay it. I wonder how many times I have to hear that I'm a lazy ass choosing to feel awful but that I should also have to prioritise anything that makes me feel fine, before my brain chemistry changes a little.

No. 2267155

I fucking hate how men want to give "advice" and they always spout generic basic platitudes, they lack the emotional intelligence to tailor their "advice" and personalize it to that specific person. What's worse is the notion that men want to fix things, while women only want to vent and complain and have someone else listen. Men don't want to fix things; they want to feel useful and wise in their own minds even if they don't even known what the fuck they're talking about. Women give advice too, but they also know better to shut up and listen when the other person needs it, or not give advice about a topic/situation they know nothing about. It's such a meme that men are the logical and unemotional sex; try turning down a man's advice even gently and watch him have a melty because you didn't validate his ego.

No. 2267157

>>2267141
No offense nonna but your therapist does not sound very helpful and kind of enabling? Like she's giving you two conflicting goals and no nuance to bridge them. And sorry for unsolicited advice but she's wrong about the prioritizing comfort thing. Like sometimes the thing that will make you feel better is walking around the block, but that sure as heck isn't comfortable when all you want to do is lay in bed.

No. 2267165

>>2267157
But why wouldn't the therapist find the reason behind why she's staying in bed all day, and instead shame her? Yeah, she can force herself to walk around the block or force herself into situations that are out of her comfort zone, but that doesn't fix the root emotional problem she's having. Shame and guilt are not good motivators, and force only leads to burnout. She needs to help nonna find her purpose to get out of bed and pursue the things she wants.

No. 2267167

Dreaming of making enough money to afford all of the utilities and essentials bills like insurance and biannual car repairs so I can move back to the city. I don't care if it means I have to pay $1200 or more per month without any utilities included for a studio apartment. I want to be back in a place where I can walk to the mall, I can see the ocean, I can use my car only for highway travel and even then I still have an option for the bus. If I'm in the city I can walk to work. I don't have to be stuck in my room in rural fuckistan for 8 hours a day and then log off and be stuck in the room unless I want to walk around a town where people are afraid to see a stranger on the sidewalk outside their home. I want this, I should get it. I shouldn't resign myself to living in the rural part of the state because what, I feel like I can't do better? Fuck that. I can do better. I want to be back in the city. I want to at least be surrounded by activity before I have to move back home and take care of my sick parents.

No. 2267180

>>2267138
Thanks that makes it a thousand times worse

No. 2267183

>>2267165
Probably because most therapists aren't any good at their jobs. She should be addressing whatever the root problem is, but she isn't and is instead giving nonna conflicting advice and then shaming her when she follows it.

No. 2267189

>>2267183
Checks out. I had a lot of issues following through with uni and work when I was 18, and instead of tackling the issues I've had with my abusive family and self-esteem, my therapist was more of a go-getter and she wanted me to just "work harder." Looking back on it now, I realized I was really struggling emotionally and needed help and understanding, not to shove my emotions down and work harder.

No. 2267215

My life is a shitshow because I actively allow myself to be a victim. I could have said no when I was being molseted or being groomed but I didn't, and when minor stupid things occur I don't say no or stop. Actual victims say no. If I exercised my right to say no, stop, leave, etc, I'd be living a happier life but instead I choose not to. I only have myself to blame in the end. One day I'll get my shit together, but probably not.

No. 2267242

>>2266783
this is literal sexual harassment and i would get her ass fired so fast for trying to gaslight you that it’s normal for your coworker to tell you these kinds of stories. it’s not and she’s specifically doing it in front of that gross man to get male attention. the other comment about being an exhibitionist is clearly right based on the amount of public sex alone. doing that shit in public could have her end up as a sex offender if she’s doing it in parks which could be good for society if she’s on a list. i would report her to HR and then if she keeps sexually harassing people or ends up with charges there’s a paper trail. fuck people like that it’s so gross and they clearly enjoy making people uncomfortable.

No. 2267280

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My desktop is running SO FUCKING SLOW REEEE

No. 2267302

>>2267183
Yeah I'm blackpilled about therapists after back to back terrible experiences. I have no idea who is telling these people they can help anyone. Therapists either get overly friendly and start enabling you, actively dislike you and castigate you for your problems without offering solutions, or just passively sit there week after week while offering zero insight or advice beyond fortune cookie platitudes. I don't even know who the target audience of therapy is. It feels like the only people who get any utility from it are well-adjusted people who just want to vent and be validated, but people who are struggling to function need actual, practical, grounded advice and structured plans and accountability checks to help them get back on their feet. It's so frustrating.

No. 2267317

everything reminds me of my ex and its haunting me. whether its me seeing a tv show he liked while going through netflix or even simply seeing a post about the country he’s from makes me feel like i wanna scrape my skin off. i might go insane nonas

No. 2267346

I'm so fucking overwhelmed it's like my life never stops

No. 2267406

I just want to cut through my entire arm and watch myself bleed out

No. 2267407

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I sent my friend this image and he said "please don't send me pictures like this" lmfao

No. 2267415

I was about to take a nice bath but there's a power outage ATM, fuck my life

No. 2267417

Does anyone else listen to music you used to listen to a few years ago and think about good times once in a while? Yeah life sucks.

No. 2267456

My ex's current fiancee has been continuously stalking me on every social media. They have contacted my family and I'm afraid that they might do something to me in real life.

No. 2267462

>>2267407
I would laugh if I received this kek, keep sending him weird stuff

No. 2267490

>>2267407
kekkkk i love this pic

No. 2267537

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Nonnas, my company is closing in a few months and I hate it so much ffs. I've been working there for over ten years and I swear I will never get such chill and comfy job ever again. Yeah, the payment was all right but it had so many aspects that I loved about it and so many colleagues that became friends and family and soon I won't see them on a daily basis. This shit breaks my heart more than I want to admin. I just got a flat not far away from work, so the location, working times etc were perfect but it will end soon. It makes me sad to go to work now, knowing it won't be around anymore. I also can't plan shit for next year because I have no idea how things will go so this annoys me as well. I thought I will never have to search for a job again because the place has been around since the 1920s. Annoying shit, I hate this timeline.

No. 2267658

I don't have any friends. I used to have a dog around a year ago. I miss her daily. I don't care about anything. The world could end, I could end up on the streets. Don't care. I just want my dog back.

No. 2267684

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i don't want to be popular but seeing retarded people be popular and well-liked annoys me

No. 2267695

>>2266783
People have stopped being embarrassed and scared of losing their jobs, retards like her think that they’re so cool for having sex kek, when they’re just disgusting because they always go overly into details you didn’t even ask for.

No. 2267715

I'm so tired of being flat broke and I know it's my fault. my card declined for the first time ever while buying cat food and I had to transfer my last amount from savings over.
It's just embarrassing. I had thousands of dollars in savings but my piece of shit brother in law and his wife dumped their cats on us under the guise of "petsitting" and these cats completely drained my savings the first year I had them. I didn't qualify for reduced cost spay so I had to pay $500 for the male who ended up getting the female pregnant anyways, but something went wrong and she needed surgery before she went septic. That was $1000 and that's when they ghosted us.
The cats developed various random illnesses and I spent another 1k+ over the course of the year for vet bills. The girl has anxiety, probably from her previous dogshit owners letting the male be a sexpest and torment her for an entire year while their brat daughter kept grabbing at her, so she's on special prebiotics that cost about 50/mo. Their food is expensive, it's sort of a trade off to me. I feed them high quality food for less vet visits, I spent probably 60 bucks every 2 weeks on wet food for then.
I love the cats to death and they're so much happier and healthier with us, but I hate those in laws for dumping them on us. I refused to put them down, I can't do it. Couldn't let them die or rehome them because all our shelters are maxed out to the point where we ship animals to other counties or states to make room. Everyone here loves dogs so you know, it would just be extremely difficult for cats that are already traumatized.
I can't keep up with the grocery bills and the rent. I can't work more because my job implemented a new system that cut everyone's hours. I would get 35/wk now I get 21/wk. I help other departments and locations to atleast bring it up to 28. It's the holidays now so I'm finally getting atleast 32/week. I also go to school full time.
I received financial aid but that was pissed away to help my husband pay for his semester because FAFSA claimed his info was wrong, and the school claimed it was FAFSA's fault, etc etc. basically bullshit to try and fuck us over but it finally went through. Then his mom's car battery died and she called me crying because no one else was picking up and she was stranded (she is an angel and always helps us. my husband didn't have the money because he already pays a majority of the bills). So I sent her a good chunk of that aid.
It's my fault because I accrued a decent amount of credit card debt which I now dropped to $400 out of a $2500 limit. I put 400 in it this month which is also why I'm broke as shit.
I get paid tomorrow so I will be OK, it just sucks. It's my fault most definitely, but I still wanted to vent. Things will be okay, I know they will be.

No. 2267717

>>2267715
That sucks anon, I would have put the septic cat down. I also can't believe you were charged 500 for a neuter, I believe you were overcharged and ripped off.

You need to stop paying other people's bills and fixing their problems. Learn to say no. If you had the money to help it would be different, you're ruining your own life taking care of your husband's family.

No. 2267726

>>2267715
You should have pestered them for money in some way. Something similar will happen again so you need to learn from it, just because you have savings doesn't mean others don't have to rightfully pay for their things.

No. 2267773

>>2267717
Thank you nonnie you're completely right. My husband has also been putting his foot down and telling his family to basically fuck off bc 99% of the time they ask him, his mom rarely asks me as well which is why I was willing. The entire family bullied the loser brother in law for fucking me over if that helps. That was quickly overshadowed by his other antics bc hes a failure in general tho.
$500 is the standard here unfortunately. I had to call a bunch of places recently for my friend who has never owned a cat before so I said I'd get quotes from places for her. Nothing was under $500. Luckily her zipcode qualified for reduced spay & neuter so she didn't have to pay as much as I did.
A lot of vets in my city are ripping people off you are def right. I think it's been a thing since covid. What is specifically happening is corporations have been investing in pet care because of the pandemic pets situation and increased popularity in "pet parent" shit. They buy up a bunch of small vet places then raise the prices.
The enthusia was not an option to me I am autistically obsessed with cats and didnt have the heart. The year before that i had to put down my childhood cat and i couldnt go through that again.
>>2267726
I did!! The wife was even texting me some shit like "OK between all of us that's only like 250 so not bad" and I was like "fym all of us, you're gonna pay me back no?" and that's when she started acting weird. They didn't have the money to pay me back asap so I said they could do a little bit every month like 50-100 bucks atleast.
Thank you tho I needed to hear this.

No. 2267784

>>2267456
delete your socials then she can't stalk you

No. 2267785

>>2267784
ye, I've been working on just deleting/rebranding for a bit but the irl stalking is getting tiresome. authorities are shit so I'm just waiting on them to move onto the next target

No. 2267786

it’s a pretty day

No. 2267822

i know that i should feel bad about being a waste of earth’s resources due to being dysgenic, but i can’t bring myself to feel any remorse, and i’m too afraid to die

No. 2267826

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I got my comfort album CD stuck in my car's CD player and I've tried everything and it won't come out

No. 2267833

>>2267822
Oh, nona… you'll never be the waste of space most moids are. You shouldn't feel bad for hanging out while you're here, idk who told you that kek.
>>2267826
Have you tried banging your fist on top of the dash, right above where the CD player is? Sometimes the plastics kind of overlap each other and they need to be physically unstuck.

No. 2267839

>>2267822
At the end of the day nobody really cares. Please live your life and make the best of it. There's no point apologising for something out of your control

No. 2267844

>>2267826
idk about car CD players but in others there's often a small button inside a hole that opens the tray manually. you'd have to push it with something like a bobby pin or a paperclip

No. 2267863

>>2267537
Oh my god nona this happened to be 2 months ago. I lost my long time comfy dream job due to them closing and I'm so depressed that I can't ever get it back and that no other job will ever be even near as good, and I never get to see or work with those people again. I don't know what to do, I don't even want to look for another job. I'm just lost in limbo, waiting for my money to run out to become homeless eventually…

No. 2267878

>Have issues with sleeping too much
>Make doctor appointment
>Sleep through it
I sleep 24-30 hours every-time I sleep. I can't even make doctors's appointments because I just sleep through them. I don't know what to do anymore. A week has 168 hours and I'm only awake for maybe 30 of those. It's like I can't even control myself no matter how many alarm clocks I set I just sleep through them.

No. 2267883

I have such bad anxiety about the apocalypse I can't sleep tonight because of the wind

No. 2267886

Everything I've ever loved has been ruined by men and more specifically male sexuality

No. 2267901

i constantly feel like im running out of time. that sylvia plath poem about a fig tree puts my thoughts into words. i worry its too late to pursue things and im not sure what i’ll actually be doing in the future. but i feel like the longer i take thinking about it and putting them into consideration, the options are gonna eventually run out.

No. 2267905

The noise in my home is getting unbearable what a shitty birthday.

No. 2267961

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god, i probably don't deserve to even vent because i really brought this on myself.
>in poor health in general, getting fit had 0 impact, and deathly tired constantly, and also develop scary, painful and often TMI digestive issues in the past month or so
>find out maybe i ate a contaminated, recalled product and just telling myself that maybe my stomach just got temporarily fucked up…at least it's been okish for the past two days?
>finally have an appointment and end up too tired, panicked, and torn up on what to say to doc
>retardedly turn down a referral to a specialist, a nagging voice in my head kept saying the problem was nothing and it's over with
holy shit. if there is something wrong (again I don't believe there is but still) I deserve it tbh.

also found out that I lost, like…8 pounds in the past month in spite of eating my usual quantity of food - a ton - and not being overweight. i thought i did because i look much skinnier, but it is a bit scary…

No. 2267984

Today I got off work, and some days my boss will have me take the deposit to the bank's night drop off box. I do this a lot, and so I'm quite used to this.
Well today, I parked on the street and got ready to walk up to the front of the bank, when I hear some loud glass breaking, and basically other stuff being broken and thrown. It was across the street, and I glance that way, and it was four teenage boys breaking shit in they alleyway across from the bank. I was already weirded out, but then one of them shouted, 'Hey lady', and I was the only person around, and he started to cross the street towards me and all his friends came with.
Now luckily, the bank was still open (just barely at five) and so I ran in there and stood in there until I saw that the workers were getting ready to leave. I put my stuff in the night deposit box and left when a group of the bank people were walking to the parking lot, I walked kind of close to them so I could get back to my car.
When I was getting in my car, however, I saw the same group of boys surrounding a minivan in the bank parking lot shouting at whoever was inside.
WTF was that?? I can't even make sense of it. Even before the boy started making his way toward me, I wanted to get out my pepper spray. I might have had to, had I not been able to get inside the bank. The boys weren't super old- maybe only fourteen-ish, but why the hell did they call out to me and start running towards me? After they were breaking some shit… It gave me a horrid feeling. I feel like I just nearly missed something bad happen to me.

No. 2267985

>>2266396
then say her whole fucking name peasant, not just "pixy" say Queen Pixyteri

No. 2268010

>>2267984
>14
doesn't matter, boys younger have raped and killed. they'd probably have harassed you and taken your shit at the least. y chromo is the reason evil exists (religion is them projecting this onto us)

No. 2268015

>>2266257
This feels like a lie, at the most he was probably a bi scrote.

No. 2268025

Some random, insanely attractive looking Korean man followed me and then messaged on Instagram yesterday. I thought he was another one of the thousands of BTS catfishers that message people who think they're BTS to try and pull them into a romance scam, but I'm not finding anything when I reverse image search any of his profile pictures. He claims to be a marine biologist and does in fact seem to have one picture with him behind a boat, not that that really means anything.
Oh, I also checked who he is following and there does seem to be quite a few Korean accounts. Not just following a bunch of other Pajeet accounts like the other scammers did. So maybe not lying about being Korean, at least.

No. 2268041

>>2268025
korean men think all foreign women are sluts. they are huge degenerates be careful nona. they are really hot though, but ngl its not worth it

No. 2268047

>>2268041
I will, no worries. He wrote to me in Japanese and I'm responding in Japanese back. If nothing else, I at least got to practice some Japanese off of him. lul

No. 2268090

>>2268047
>Korean man.
>He wrote to me in Japanese.
This most likely means that he is an agent of the North Korean regime. Block him on all accounts as soon as you can. He will try to kidnap you to bring into North Korea to act in films or to teach the youth. Don't trust Chongryon.

No. 2268113

I hope that people who try to claim that the mental disorder that affects every aspect of my life because they don't want to believe it actually exists out of "I don't experience any of these symptoms so it obviously can't be real because my tiny brain can't fathom it!" syndrome are violently and systematically gunned down in the streets like the worthless dogs they are. Then I hope they are thrown into a landfill and buried in unmarked graves because they do not deserve a place to be properly mourned, the only value that can be gotten out of their worthless lives is to fertilize the ground so that more trees can be planted to help replace the oxygen they wasted with their filthy mouths.

No. 2268117

wear a bra

No. 2268124

My fucking neighbors parked in my spot even though I was only gone for like 10 minutes. I honestly feel so gangstalked by them lately.

No. 2268135

>>2266254
>>2266396
The vent had nothing to do with pixyteri kek

No. 2268139


No. 2268146

being able to have a girlfriend would fix me but homophobia makes me evil instead.

No. 2268156

Love anthropology, hate the male centric illustrations. Oh yes all the hominids were much smaller in stature and the men all had small dicks but all the women had huge bouncy gravity defying titties. Fuck off.

No. 2268158

>>2268156
Kek and then you look at women from remote tribes who walk around braless and go through child rearing and breastfeeding and they have saggy boobs. Shocker.

No. 2268166

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>forced to lend my mother's husband my bike since I didn’t use it anymore after finishing school and having to commute hours to uni
>fast forward several years, he uses it a handful of times
>feel like biking for fun again, go pick up bike
>the seat is literally ripped open from his fat ass, handles are disgustingly grimy/sticky and have browm dried sweat between its pattern, several scuffs and two dents on the metal, the gear shift isn't working properly, bike is cracking loudly when using it
>ask him about it
>he says it wasn't him
I hate moids so much it's unreal. You're lucky I still have responsibilitirs, otherwise I'd just slit your throat you disgusting fat pig. This bike was my youth, it was dear to me even when I didn't use it anymore. It's not yours.

No. 2268168

i need to kiss and smooch and cuddle so bad or i'll rip my skin off oh my godddddddddaaaaarrgghhhhhhh

No. 2268175

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tranny rapist at it again, trying to subtle DM me by using this app options for encrypting chats. leave me alone, your pickme gf has done everything to look like the alt girls you like, yet you are still pestering me? radio silence does really triggers bpd-kuns this much kek

No. 2268180

I wish I liked vibrators. I feel like I cant relate to other women…

No. 2268193

>>2268180
its ok i dont like them either. very unnatural feeling

No. 2268197

>>2268180
Don't insert it, use it on the outside

No. 2268219

IM
SO
CRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(sperging across multiple threads)

No. 2268221

>>2268025
>>2268047
90% chance it's a catfish. Good luck nona.

No. 2268294

>>2268197
oh okay i was eating it

No. 2268301

I hate how angry everyone is on /ot/ lately.

No. 2268303

>>2268301
Its gonna get a lot better once they ban vpns

No. 2268314

>>2267905
Happy Birthday, anon. I hope the noise settled down for you.

No. 2268321

My laptop crashed in the middle of an assignment and I just lost 5000 words and 8 hours of work. I'm so tired.

No. 2268355

>visit mom semi frequently
>is immediately reminded why i moved away
>mom does something wrong or unsanitary and does not correct herself until she is scolded
>apologizes as curtly as she can before fixing what she was supposed to fix in the first place
>scolds you for staying or being annoying when she's already 'fixed the issue'
>speaking nicely won't work
>it absolutely won't work she will keep pressing the issue until the point somebody snaps and she gets berated
>sets herself up to get yelled at each time
>entire childhood in a nutshell before i moved out
>develop deep seated hatred for middle aged women because of my brat mother
aside the irrational hatred of boomers is there any way to actually fix or converse with someone who does this or does she have npd bpd or whatever the hell? I am not hugging her if she smells of urine she needs to understand that kek. Some parents lack the fundamental understanding that if they don't have shit worth to look up to their kids just won't like them

No. 2268370

I just realized that I’m going to be turning the same age my ex was when we were dating. She was 24 and I was 18. She dropped out of art school after 2 years and was a NEET for 4 when I met her. She was a grade A retard who had racked up a ton of student loan debt for an unfinished degree and when I told her she needed to figure out how to pay it off, she’d say she didn’t want to think about it. She did furry art commissions on the side and spent all of the money she made on vidya games like a scrote. She was a certified braphog too, she was huge and couldn’t stop farting to save her sorry life. Her elderly parents were getting tired of her and she didn’t give a shit. She never planned on moving out, I guess she was hoping her parents would live forever. Her mom still made her bed for her and cooked and drove her to everything. Now almost at the same age, I’ve been working full time for 2 years and just paid off my student loans and want to start saving to buy a house. I shudder to think about what could have been if I had stayed shackled to her obese ass. I would have been retarded enough to stay and pay everything for her if she had at least been good to me.

No. 2268400

>>2268370
Not judging you, but why did you date her in the first place?

No. 2268416

>>2268370
Aren't you a good girl

No. 2268417

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No. 2268420

>>2268400
nta but when you're that young, you just kinda let anything slide because you don't have enough life experience to go "this is kinda fucked up", especially if the person is significantly older as older people have this sort of mystique to them

No. 2268425

>>2268180
Me too, the orgasms feel forced and unnatural, I never felt how mind blowing they are supposed to be. I feel they are mostly for women who can't get off with their fingers and who always had shitty het sex.

No. 2268440

I'm fucking quitting next month when my contract expires.

No. 2268441

swear to god im gonna lose my shit. i work at a gas station. corporate tells us we MUST scan id every time regardless of age (unless its a passport or something). guy walks up. says i cannot scan his id. i ask again and he refuses to even take it out of his wallet. i say "ok well im not selling to you then. sorry." and he starts arguing about how theres no law about it. yeah buddy law also says i can refuse service to whoever i want. AFTER i refuse him service my nosy ass coworker walks up. asks why he looks pissy and why im putting cigs back on the shelf. i tell her he refused to let me scan his id. she says "ohh just enter in the birthday its fineee". im still a little new there so i think "jesus fuck did i mix something up? i thought i was told to scan EVERY id and refuse if they wouldnt let me?" so i reluctantly do it bc now shes hovering over my shoulder and i dont wanna deal. after he leaves i say "i was told to scan ID". she says "yeah were supposed to but that guy is an asshole he always argues and its easier to just do it." MOTHERFUCKER. WAY TO HAVE MY FUCKING BACK??? i said "well now i wish i hadnt sold to him". she says "you didnt have to" bitch WHY DID YOU CHALLENGE ME THEN. you implied i was WRONG in front of the customer and told me to enter in his id. AFTER YOU HEARD ME SAY I WASNT GOING TO SELL TO HIM. you made me assume i was in the wrong when i WASNT. and now mr "the gubmint is gonna track meh because im the specialest little bitch on the planet" is going to keep being an entitled little pissbaby and hes gonna be WORSE next time he drags his ugly decrepit ass in and i refuse him again (this time without someone hovering over my shoulder being a fucking asshole because i know for ONE HUNDRED PERCENT SURE i am supposed to scan ID). im so fucking mad bc honestly if i saw this happen to a coworker EVEN IF THEY WERE IN THE WRONG and i heard them say "i cant sell to you." id tell the customer "sorry, cashiers are allowed to refuse service at any time" BECAUSE WE ARE. even if its for a stupid reason. why the fuck wouldnt you have my back there. shes not even the manager she has no power so idk why i even listened i think i was just flustered from dealing with the guy refusing to walk the fuck away when i told him no repeatedly and not responding when i asked him if he still wanted to buy his non-age-restricted items. you retarded boomer if the government cared so much about what ciggies you buy theyd check the fucking cameras youre on right now. you had to register your car to drive here and, in order to have a drivers license to begin with, you have to be documented as a citizen and go to the DMV to begin with. so fucking stupid. and yeah tbh i think ID scanning is annoying but even if the manager herself tells me its ok id still fucking decline it because these guys are rude as fuck to me and i hate them. people already think they can walk all over me because i have a soft voice and i look young and now bc of my FUCKING coworker theyre even more emboldened to try shit with me. literally why couldnt she have just shut up im STILL mad and this was hours ago now. when customers piss me off i imagine them going home to blow their brains out so im playing that on repeat in my head. i dare that motherfucker to come back in because i am NOT playing nice again. oh and on top of that the bastard paid with a hundred dollar bill for his 13 dollar ciggies. so i had to stand there and wait 2 minutes to vend change for his precious ass because our safe has a timer on it. kill yourself NOW!!!

No. 2268460

>>2268015
Nta but lots of full homos do the same thing, along with having multiple children (and even multiple ex-wives sometimes like Ricky Martin). Idk how they do it but they're capable of full on fucking women without actually being attracted to them/not feeling any pleasure in the act (probably because they're getting what they're really into on the side, or jerking it to men when no one's looking)

No. 2268478

thought i was ahead of my bills but it turns out two of them were delayed in being taken out so now i am behind on the money that was supposed to be rent, great. i might get more hours again but im looking to quit this place. hope it burns to the ground without me locking the place up most of the week.

No. 2268497

ouuugh i feel like my nigel doesn’t really like me anymore. i know he’s mentally struggling a little because he’s currently unemployed but im supporting him and it doesn’t feel like it’s enough…worst part is he moved across the country for me a while ago. maybe i should just give him money to go back home. i’m trying so hard. suddenly thinking about mistakes ive made in the relationship and i must be terrible.

No. 2268499

I don't want to go to work, I just want to sleep all day long or until I have to go to my second job.

No. 2268500

>>2268499
Me neither. I want to quit already so I can go back to being a semi-NEET until I get a better job in programming.

No. 2268501

>>2268497
He needs to get a job ASAP, a lot of guys feels paradoxically resentful in situations like this

No. 2268505

>>2268501
>paradoxically resentful
i understand guilt but im trying really hard to reassure him that it’s okay and there’s no pressure…thankfully he has an interview today though.

No. 2268518

I hate gays so much! Every fucking time, whatever conversation topic is going on they will always say some pedo shit, approve of some pedo shit and can't get into their thick skulls that their point of view isn't the only holy truth. Jesus fucking christ. Who wants to have a picture muscly wolf pouring milk on his steroid titties ON A CEREAL BOX?! Cereal if for little chldren! They don't see how pedo this shit is? "Only a deranged christian would find this offensive" Like are you real you autist?? Gay men don't deserve any rights regarding children. If there's 2 among them who are good, it's not worth it and they should understand that.

No. 2268541

>>2267863
ayrt
Sorry nonna that It happened to you too. Losing a Job sucks big time, but it sucks even more when you worked there for such a long with people that you really liked. I don't know what to do either when everything will be over. Yeah, there are Jobs out there but it's not this job anymore.I thought I will do this forever and never had a plan after this. Feel hugged for being in the same shit Situation like me.

No. 2268560

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Why is there a tranny in the Harry Potter game?????

No. 2268564

>>2268497
You will regret doing this. Men hate it when women support them during hard times. He feels financially cucked by you and hates you for it. Stop helping him immediately or else he will leave you after getting a job.

No. 2268584

>>2268497
Listen to >>2268564
Instead of being grateful for all that you've done for him, he takes it out on you and loses respect for you. He is not a good person. You'll find that most moids act like this. You find out a man's true personality during times when he's dependent on you, or when you need to be dependent on him. Almost 99% of the time men will use these situations to emotionally abuse their girlfriends/wives (or physically, in the worst case scenario). Send him back home.

No. 2268593

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Just found out this woman from that weird SJW/Anti SJW hysteria like 8 years ago is doing porn now. She's so autistic it truly seems exploitative, and she used to say she was asexual. I'm really starting to think retards shouldn't be allowed to use the internet, for their own sake.

No. 2268603

I caught impetigo again from rubbing and blowing my nose too much. I feel like such a retard for catching diseases only a kindergartner would get. It's a pain in the ass and it takes ages to heal too

No. 2268631


No. 2268633

>>2268631
Milo Stewart, she was everywhere during 2015/2016, or at least on my timelines she was everywhere.

No. 2268637

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>>2266733
Nonna, unfortunately you dying won’t save any kid that has cancer or any other terminal illness, it doesn’t work like that.
I know it sounds corny, but time actually heals stuff and I can confirm this, I wanted to end it all before 15 (I’m 25 now) and said a good chunk of the words you wrote in this post, even thought of donating my organs to people in need. And I know for sure you’re not wasting resources, there are scrotes who are worse than you, living a cushy ass life in prison, all that on taxpayer money, I think they are a bigger waste of resources and oxygen, you’re good.
I see what you mean with factors that set you up for a shitty start in life, but it ain’t your fault, and you aren’t retarded, you sound very compassionate. If you were genuinely retarded you couldn’t put these words together, think about it.
What worked for me was getting angry and starting to live out of spite for a couple of years until I started to like life. Also, think about the cow threads and shitposting from this website you’d miss if you were to kys.

No. 2268644

>>2268593
this made me sad.

No. 2268645

>>2268633
Holy shit that's a name I haven't heard in a long time. And wtf at what she's doing now

No. 2268655

I hate porn and its industry so fucking much it is unreal. i hate every man who participates in it and i hate how it is leaking over into normal culture. i do not want to see porn on my pinterest MOTHER FUCKER I have begun reporting every questionable post or advertisement I see. I am so over people justifying and making excuses, if you're going to act like life revolves around sex I will call you out for being a degenerate loser and I don't care anymore. Think I'm a fucking prude. I don't give a single FUCK

No. 2268659

>>2268593
you weren't kidding, she really does have that special needs face. thats sad.

No. 2268665

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Maybe I have gotten too old for internet drama, but I don't enjoy coming to lc as much nowadays. I find most /snow/ threads kinda boring and milkless. Whenever I come around I just shitpost on /ot/ and contribute nothing of value.

No. 2268692

I've grown into an extremely cruel and paranoid person and I don't know if there's any fixing it. Sometimes I care and I'm burdened with nauseating guilt, but then I remember I'm pretty much stuck like this and selfishness is the only tool I have.

No. 2268705

>>2266783
This happened to me too except not with work colleagues, just friends and people I knew in general. Nowadays it feels like people basically have no shame at all about doing shit like this and have to tell you all about their fetishes and sex life when you never asked, then turn it on you and act like you're the weird one if you're just normal and don't want to share your sex life and intimate details with strangers.

No. 2268708

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I don't use this word lightly but if another bitch leaves the rest stop bathroom without washing her hands I am going to throw hands. I stopped in there for less than five minutes and two different ladies didn't wash. Imagine the state of their nails. Or don't.

No. 2268717

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>>2268593
If it makes you nonnies feel better she hasn't really been active online in months and updated her of bio to this. Hopefully she's woken up and won't continue in the future. I checked her thread on the moidfarms sometimes and it seemed like she was slowly feeling out femininity again so hopefully she drops all the enby shit and gets therapy.

No. 2268727

>>2268717
She was always just a goofball. I think it was the other gendie retards who used to give her the most shit.

No. 2268739

>>2266222
I've been procrastinating too much lately and I think I'm gonna lose my job over this lol

No. 2268744

has anyone ever had a genuinely intelligent bf? how common are they? is it a law of attraction thing? i exclusively seem to attract retards

No. 2268747

I need a sign

No. 2268750

>>2268744
Yes. They're still retarded asf. Like there is something in the Y chromosome that makes even the smartest guys completely and utterly useless idgi.

No. 2268754

>>2268744
Yes but I’m not going to bother telling you about it because I’ll immediately get dogpiled by rabid femcels for talking about muh nigel. Kek

No. 2268755

>>2268708
nothing happens to our hands, you should worry more about your boyfriend

No. 2268756

>>2268755
nta but are you admitting to not washing your hands in public restrooms?

No. 2268757

>>2268754
I can tell he's ugly and obese by the way you type alone

No. 2268759

>>2268750
This, a man can be MENSA levels of intelligent but he is still a man and governed by male instincts.

No. 2268765

>>2268755
Op didn't even imply she had a boyfriend, this is the lamest "what about the moids" attempt yet. Besides even if there's no piss your hands there's still all the millions of garbage on the stall door, the door knob, etc.

No. 2268767

>>2268757
Like clockwork lmao. Get therapy.

No. 2268773

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even my incel brother pulls and i don't, this discovery has been extremely upsetting to me, as it confirms how undesirable i am, and how most women have no standards.
i legit thought he had made that girl up, like when you're in middle school and some guy says ''yeah, i have a girlfriend but she doesn't go here teheee''. she's not even from here, she TRAVELLED to see him. insane shit. he is ugly, doesn't shower, face full of blackheads and refuses to remove them because muh face hurts, he has never had any type of job and relies on my parents to give him some shekels, he never cleans his room and it smells like fucking balls and smelly armpits in there. he has nothing to offer and she's an engineer from the best university in our country and won a national chess championship too, just fucking lol. why would a woman like that pay attention to him? maybe he fakes a good personality in front of her? he has no redeeming qualities whatsoever, i just can't wrap my mind around it.

i wil never, ever in my life again take serious an alleged incel and his grievances, because this has shown me that if my disgraceful brother can get a non-loser woman, any moid can do it.

No. 2268776

i'm fucking tired of pretending that having a boyfriend is good. i don't even hate him, just i fucking hate how much of a time leeches they are and how they pretend to EVERYTHING just to have sex with you. fucking soulless animals. being wronged once was enough to drop the mask and stop seeing them as pure angels that just love me sooo much! that i'd EVERYTHING for them! he isn't even bad, he does everything an above decent moid does, but i can't keep up with this shit, i can barely tolerate them. i've never seen myself living with one and nigelfags here go crazy about the idea of living with their princes uwu, to what? to be a live-in slave? seriously can't keep up with this anymore, my mother (who is married) warned me about never marrying, my two grandmas also did, my auntie told me they aren't shit, yet you still go crazy about these ugly fucks?? how can you pretend so much? i don't want to think it is because i'm not totally straight and maybe they were right when they said that the love of my life is another woman

No. 2268777

>>2268773
it was wrap my head around it. whatever, i hate deleting posts

No. 2268779

>>2268776
Got two sentences in. Ain’t gonna read the rest. Dump him already.

No. 2268780

>>2268779
it isn't about him it's about how cucked straight women are to do everything for moids and how i can't stand them

No. 2268781

>>2268755
1.) I don't have a boyfriend.
2.) Your fingers stink.

No. 2268782

>>2268776
I know what you mean, nona. I've had boyfriends because I'm tired of being alone and it's what straight women are "supposed to do". Even the "good ones" are so fucking exhausting to be around and it's just not worth it

No. 2268786

>>2268773
tragic, I feel your pain. I have two brothers and one of them is nice and does fun stuff and is super handy and helpful, but is single for some reason. the other is emotionally unstable, useless around the house, smelly, and a gamer, but he has a wife and child somehow. make it make sense.

No. 2268804

>>2268776
This is how I'm feeling right now. Today was supposed to be a super clean day for me cuz we have a guest coming this weekend and it's my day off to clean. I told him like three times about this over the week and he KNOWS I extremely struggle with cleaning when someone else is home (ADHD). He decided to stay home from work today "not feeling well" "haven't just stayed home in a while" He's not even going to go do his Outdoor Manly Activity which he's obsessed with he "just wants to stay home." Did he do this on purpose to fuck up my entire day or something? Like he's FINE he's not fucking sick. I'm about to banish him to the bedroom because I was supposed to watch my favorite streamer live today on the TV and clean AND WHY THE FUCK DID HE STAY HOME TODAY I HATE HIM

No. 2268806

>>2268804
Do it. If he wants to fake sick just so he can laze about at home, then he can rot in the bedroom while the rest of the world moves on without him. Don't let your bf get in the way of you listening to your fave streamer and getting shit done.

No. 2268809

>>2268804
Why the fuck is he not helping you clean? You gotta take him out back like Ol' Yeller. This is a teachable moment

No. 2268810

>>2268804
>>2268776
This is making me wanna cry. Your boyfriends sound like assholes!!

No. 2268812

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>>2268804
KEKK these are the nonnas who sperg about femcels. Enjoy your weaponized incompetence Nigel(infight bait)

No. 2268813

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I was dumped over discord at the start of the year, I thought I’d never get over him and I was really depressed and it’s kind of nuts how much my life has changed since then
I got a job, I made tons of friends, I went out more, I flirted with guys just for fun and I’m learning to drive
So to frank, thanks faggot, you did me a favor

No. 2268818

>>2268812
not me, i'm not retarded enough to blame the stinky jealous femcels!! about the stupid decisions i take, and i'd never defend my boyfriend of not being like the other moids™, that's being way too delusional and retarded for the sake of being attached to a glorified neanderthal. i just hate being born a natural man hater and not being able to pretend they are god's given gift to earth

No. 2268819

I really can’t relate to nonnas that complain about their nigels not pulling their weight around the house. Pretty much every boyfriend I’ve cohabitated with has always cooked and cleaned for me without being asked. You guys need to stop giving loser men the time of day. (And yes, you can tell who’s going to be a bum before you move in with him.)

No. 2268821

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>>2268809
Oh he's going to. And he's going to ACTUALLY clean what I tell him to this time instead of half-assing it like last time. It's days like this where I question if Nigels stay Nigels or if they're even real….

>>2268812
Not me girl, I hate men and fully support women leaving their shitty boyfriends. It's just harder for me to enact it in my own life especially when I thought I had someone good. I know I shouldn't complain but hey this is the vent thread.

No. 2268824

>>2268819
and yet they keep at it, something something you choose the bad moid! i already said there's nothing wrong with him, he also cooks and cleans for me, has protected me, listens to my spergs outs, bla bla the whole package and i still can't stand him or any other moid. i wasn't born with the delusional boycrazy gene or something

No. 2268829

>>2268812
imagine using the word femcel unironically on lolcow

No. 2268830

>>2268824
I wasn’t talking to you specifically, but for real just fucking break up if you’re not happy to be in the relationship. You’re clearly not compatible, even if he does all the “right” things. I can’t fathom staying with someone I can’t stand.

No. 2268831

I am so tired of trying out things for other people and yet they won't do the same thing for me. "I don't like it" or "I'm not good at it" or some other excuse like that. I DON'T LIKE YOUR THING EITHER!!! But I want to spend time with you and do it out of love!!! Only time I've done this is with a friend who really wants to play Fortnite together but I for the life of me can't get into that game no matter how much I try, so yes I'm a little hypocritical but my vent still stands. My boyfriend does it, my friends do it, my family do it, from today on I'm going to stop trying to please them holy shit

No. 2268834

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there’s a pissed off shirtless woman walking in circles around the dunkin donuts I’m in and I need to leave but I don’t want to run into her and her bare breasts in the parking lot

No. 2268835

Tired of anachans playing the victim and everyone eating it up

No. 2268840

I have received expensive dildos as a present and I don't know wtf to think or feel or do.

No. 2268841

>>2268840
Who sent it???

No. 2268843

>>2268812
Nah the anons who call us evil bitter lesbian femcels are the ones who have a perfect relationship with their nigels, they'd never complain about them.

No. 2268845

>>2268843
Anyone who says the word femcel is fucking cringe

No. 2268847

Mimi and Josh were the absolute worst choice to win Love Island. Didn't want Nicole and Ciaran either. Hated all 4 of them. It should've been Ayo and Jessy. Sorry but Mimi is so boring and Josh is just plain phony.

No. 2268848

>>2268841
a very good friend (male) who knows me a bit too well

No. 2268853

bdsm shit is so cringe and uncomfortable to me. if i see one more puppygirl tranny or abdl incest larper follow me on my art account im gonna a-log.

No. 2268858

>>2268853
It's so fucking cheesy too. I don't know how anyone could keep a straight face during it.

No. 2268859

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My mom has a history of overfeeding cats to the point where they are obese. Like, super morbidly obese. My parents have a cat right now who is morbidly obese and won't listen to me when I tell them he is way too fat. My mom gets offended and sensitive because she really loves the cat. She also started feeding the him three treats a night as a ""bedtime ritual"" and it makes me so mad. JFK my parents are also both fat themselves and terrible at dieting or determining portion control themselves. I really don't want to let my mom have a cat when she's older.

No. 2268864

>>2268859
I'm so sorry nona this is one of the worst things because you really can't do anything about it. It's not like you can take the cat away and the more you fight for it the more defensive the owners get. My heart goes out to you it is so frustrating to have to witness

No. 2268871

>>2268804
Dump his ass, it will only get worse. My mom is in a relationship that started like that and now she's essentially his second mother.

No. 2268874

>>2268786
it's brutal, nonnita. useless moids shouldn't be able to reproduce and yet…

No. 2268875

>>2268835
I agree and I hate that I've been called an angry fat pig or cow for saying something like this. (Am not fat for the record) Going off track, I just think anorexic women on any part of the internet are fucking insufferable with how mean-spirited they are but then run to their ED and retarded followers for defense

No. 2268876

>>2268776
I genuinely think the best solution for heterosexual women is to stay single and just occasionally fuck hot men if you're itching for it. If you want children, it's probably better to get ivf and raise them alone or in a female-only commune. Once you see all of the lies we were fed about about living with a moid and just look at the reality, men really are just leeches in one way or another - even the super nice sweet nigel who seems to kiss your feet. In the end, the y chromosome is just too strong.

No. 2268877

>>2268875
They are the nastiest cunts and then cry at the slightest pushback about how they’re sooooooooooo mentally ill. People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones.

No. 2268883

>there is no way to escape the human condition other than to suppress desire
But I don't want to do that

No. 2268888

This stupid "flood detection" shit is retarded, and then you get punished for not deleting and reposting it without errors? The site prevents it. It makes more sense to doublepost at this point, but I won't.

No. 2268893

>>2268888
pisses me off too

No. 2268907

>>2268888
Just add more shit to your post before re posting

No. 2268908

>>2268888
Just add more shit to your post before re posting
Real life hack hours

No. 2268909

I finally decided to embrace having broad shoulders and telling myself its a good quality and of course immediately after this resolution I decide my shoulders are actually too narrow now. There is no winning, I am so fucking stupid.

No. 2268911

I hate my boyfriend and his family, everything he did good he destroyed in a matter of days, I really can't stand this mothefucker and his retard male relative

No. 2268913

I don't see myself marrying into his family because of that one motherfucker and his sister is also sus and I can tell she's fake nice too, fuck this shit

No. 2268916

My boyfriend yelled at me twice in a row just days before my birthday. No amount of cake bought by him is going to make me feel better, I had panic attacks thanks to him

No. 2268919

>>2268909
Maybe they're just average

No. 2268923

this thread always makes me want to stay single for life

No. 2268924

>>2268909
Some people have fucked up shoulders and can't even lift their arms. It doesn't matter how they look; they're functional and that's what matters.

No. 2268926

it's great that 4chan has this 15 minutes cooldown that prevents you from posting a thread
I haven't been able to use 4chan for the past months and it's a good thing

No. 2268927

>>2268909
Maybe you have body dysmorphia

No. 2268929

>>2268859
no animal should be obese and IMO it's low key animal abuse when they overfeed them to that point. I was pet sitting for someone once who had the fattest cats i have ever seen and they were still so paranoid about making sure there was food out at all times for them. Poor kitties. Maybe it's fat people who have fat animals because they don't understand regulation and portion control but I knew a fit gay couple who had fat cats because they like to "spoil" them, but i never got that either, just seems unfair that you get to be fit but then you make your cat fat, assholes.

No. 2268933

>>2268923
have you been in relationship advice, that one is even more blackpilling

No. 2268937

>talk to husband about horrible day i had with a shitty mood
>"tell me what's bothering you"
>refuse to knowing he won't say anything
>he insists that i tell him, says that he can help cheer me up
>tell him what's bothering me
>"oh…. hmm…"
and then he says nothing. nothing!… i appreciate his care to even ask but i've told him about this shit before- that i don't like telling him what's upsetting me because of how emotionally absent he is. says he will try harder to "help" next time. i don't need your help i didn't want to tell you in the first place this just makes me feel worse! am i married to a fucking npc???

No. 2268939

>>2268848
Gross. I also would be worried he put it in his ass.

No. 2268940

>>2268909
stop over analyzing your body and just live. like the nonny above me says, at least you have shoulders that work to move your arms around, that is their function, they don't need a certain appearance, accept yourself

No. 2268942

>>2268937
So you're married to him and he doesn't even know how to comfort you? Does he even know you? Like, as a person?

No. 2268955


No. 2268963

>>2268961
She's the one with ADHD.
But the stupidest thing is, when the male partner has ADHD, the woman has to clean and pick up after him. So even when the woman has ADHD she still has to clean too?

No. 2268965

>>2268942
We've known each other for a good 13+ years, so I figured he knows me but ugh.. I really wonder sometimes. I think he's just one of those people who are not great at dealing with emotions but the comforting part goes out the window everytime. I can comfort myself at the end of the day atleast…

No. 2268969

>>2268876
I second this honestly. But even bothering to find a scrote to fuck is still annoying though.
I wanted to do that and put on an app but they somehow lack even any seductiveness kek. I think that I also put an app that isn’t very much used where I live , few were from my place and most were far (I’m an eurofag)

No. 2269003

I thought this girl I work with was a lesbian because her husband (formerly thought to be wife) has a female name by all standards, but he's Italian so it also sorta makes sense. But she's always been standoffish to me and idk framing her behavior in the context of "being" a lesbian I wasn't offended by it, but now knowing she's straight I think she's sandoffish because she actually doesn't like me. We had an interaction just now where I said to her "oh I was about to call you!" because her interviewee was up front, and she went "Call me? You have my number?" as if her work phone isn't listed on Outlook lol. I have my theories as to why she doesn't like me, but overall I just think it's gay. People in office settings thrive on being catty and having someone to shit on. And the engineering department here in particular is filled with a bunch of people who suck each other off. I can't wait to get tf out!

No. 2269004

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I fucking hate people who pretend to be stupid and feign incompetence. And now I have coworker who acts this way every day at work. "Hurr what do you mean you want me to sweep the floor, I don't understand durr"

No. 2269024

>>2268965
No offense but is he autistic or something?

No. 2269048

File: 1732130328754.png (26.43 KB, 633x78, Capture.PNG)

Why the fuck do I have to read and annotate this for an English class?

No. 2269052

I made a really good friend over five years ago. She's genuinely such a cool person and we have a rare hobby in common. We moved away from each other two years ago but have stayed in touch and met in the middle a few times.
Earlier this year, she invited me to visit near my birthday in late December for a hobby event, and I eagerly accepted. Last week, I sent her my travel itinerary, and she asked me to come two weeks later for the big New Year holiday instead, and I agreed, and I've bought my tickets.
But I don't feel excited anymore. The reason she asked me to delay is because she'd going to have a different girl from our online hobby group visit her from another country during our original timeline. And she can't have me stay long or go to a hobby event together because she can't work ahead for school enough in the two weeks between. We're just going to do holiday stuff with her local friends, AKA strangers.
I don't even think I'm being clingy or that she's trying to get me to change my mind; she just doesn't see it the way I do. But it's still hurtful, and a part of me feels I might as well have booked a solo tropical vacation instead.

No. 2269056

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>>2269048
Respectfully asking as a whitey, what the FUCK does "raced-white" mean?

No. 2269058

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>>2269048
You should just edit it like picrel and/or talk about how all this world salad is unnecessary. I would hate to be a student in these times, I left college right as stating your pronouns in an academic setting began. I feel for you

No. 2269064

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>>2269056
>>2269058
Nonnies I'm crying I looked up the guy who wrote this piece and this is his banner. I cannot take this seriously at all. This is an upper level course that has nothing to do with gender studies.

No. 2269067

i fucking hate all the bitches who make "im just a girl" a thing its so demeaning you have absolutely no foresight for how this will be used against us by moids fuck you all

No. 2269069

>>2269064
>literally just a man in a wig
whew
i go to community college and its not too bad, but one time my algebra teacher said "latinx" and i was just sitting there shocked.

No. 2269097

I hate being a poorfag. I can't find a job and I've been looking for a year and I've applied to over 300 different places with 40+ resume variations and always a unique cover letter, and I've never even been offered an interview. My social worker from welfare told me that welfare would cover a dental cleaning and check-up since I lost my insurance when I lost my job. I was stupid and I believed her. I was really excited because I really wanted an exam and a cleaning but it's $500 and I can't afford that because I can't even afford food for myself and I only eat what's at the food-bank. I went to the dentist office and I asked them if they accepted welfare recipients and they don't, they actually told me that my social worker was lying to me and that no dentists in my city offer a free cleaning or exam. The women at the desk were really nice but I felt their pity and I wanted to cry because I hate my life right now. I feel so defeated and sad. Why'd my manager have to touch me and why'd I have to get fired for it and why won't anyone hire me and why do social workers lie?

No. 2269098

>>2269024
Think he might be somewhere on the spectrum. Definitely has always come off like that to me, he doesn't know though he's never gotten checked up for it. Would explain some things..

No. 2269102

>>2269064
This image radiates Deviantart-tier autism.

No. 2269111

i dont understand how people do not realize that the only people who are faking disabilities, walking around with brightly colored canes decorated with stickers, and having 500 alters (30 of which are from the dream smp) are WHITE WOMEN. i have never seen a man or even a tim or a woman of color engaging in this buffoonery. i honestly think the modern american white woman is having an identity crisis but i don’t know what is behind it. has anyone else noticed this phenomonon or have thoughts behind it? i go to a predominantly white historically women’s college so it may just be visibility bias but i do feel like i see it everywhere online these days too

No. 2269119

The US dollar and economy will collapse, it's another great depression. I should fucking end it haha

No. 2269122

another day in my shitty life listening to type o negative while smoking and grieving the past i had with her

No. 2269127

>>2269111
nah there's all sorts of people who are crazy, you're seeing confirmation bias

No. 2269129

File: 1732133872492.gif (2.29 MB, 498x279, spunch.gif)

i just feel incredibly sad about my art. i dont think ill ever get popular or recognized. and you could say "oh that doesnt matter" and yeah it doesnt really, i draw for myself foremost, but it would be nice to have my talent recognized. i see accounts with 10s of thousands of followers who literally just post cartoony 10 minute doodles and i dont get it. is that what people want?

No. 2269130

>>2269111
Women need a new movement or common identity like how white men are getting into manosphere shit.

No. 2269142

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How nice of America to give back the money it stole from those countries back to them. How could we ever survive without the generosity of America who destroyed my country with its retarded proxy wars

No. 2269150

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>goes online
>clicks lolcow.farm link
>tries to start convo
>no replies
>other replies talking right over my posts
>sad and a little bit disheartened
>realizes the entire website has now been taken over by zoomers and young people
am I getting too old for the internet? dead internet theory is getting too real. when i decide to give to others everybody lined up to use me, dry me, throw me away but when i want to talk to somebody no one replies or I come across a bot-like “person” telling me i’m retarded for saying “hi” wrong or something. i’m so exhausted and lonely, it’s like every time i try to shine it’s always dimmed. whenever I want some kind of hope or peace it’s always ripped away from me, i’m in a decent mood and then i’m ignored and then i’m not longer in that mood. pleasure and happiness is fleeting and borderline nonexistent while suffering is just cold hard reality always waiting for you when the emotions are all gone

No. 2269152

>>2268175
this interesting can you provide more context

No. 2269156

>>2269150
I feel the same, the internet feels dead. Look, sites like these are not getting enough new blood. The internet is barely used by most people, centralized. Shit's dead and divided, done for.

No. 2269158

>>2269150
what do zoomers have to do with it? maybe just nobody had anything to say to your post. it happens to me all the time lol

No. 2269177

Whenever i read negative posts about anons in their relationships I get so sad for a second and I feel so grateful to be in such an easy and close relationship with my moid. I pray you all find your soulmate

No. 2269179

I reply to her and she ignores me. I post and I am ignored yet I don't complain. I should fucking end it.

No. 2269210

>>2268460
Nta but ricky martin is admitted bi but says he's gay for social cred, also he was molested by the creator of the boygroup he was in when he debuted in the music industry as a teen (Google "menudo sexual abuse scandal" the entire group was raped basically and used as personal prostitutes by the creator(s) of the group, some members eventually killed themselves). He probably has dysfunctional relationships and that's why he has a string of ex wives who he never loved deeply. He could probably only relate to another man who had been through the same thing.

No. 2269216

>>2268370
I’m always on women’s side most of the time, but damn. That really sounds like a scrote in a woman’s body kek, glad you got out.

No. 2269234

I'm the anon from the mundane thread with the friend who is going through cancer treatment. I visited her today, and god I missed her so much… luckily we have really good cancer treatments in my country, so she is doing most of the chemo treatment at home with full days at the hospital a couple of times a week. She was pretty energic despite her current situation, and she was glad my roommate asked all the hard questions about the procedure and what's going on. This is her second time with cancer, and this time they can't even tell her where the tumor is… it's so big they can't really figure out where exactly it originates. And even if she makes it through this round too, statistics show that she might not make it the next five years so she still has to do preparations. It's so hard to take in, we were talking and laughing and having a great time and the thought of her possibly not being here anymore within five years is so painful…
She also told me that a couple of her friends doesn't believe she has cancer, simply because she still has all her hair. It's so infuriating. She is someone that has succeeded with so many fucking amazing things in her life and career on her own merit, lying about something like this would lead her fucking nowhere.

No. 2269318

>>2269150
You need serious mental help if having your posts ignored in an anonymous imageboard affects you like this

No. 2269326

>>2269150
I'll talk to you nonny, whats on your mind?

No. 2269329

>>2269234
I remember this, I will be praying for you both. So sad, cancer hurts.

No. 2269351

>>2269177
where did you meet yours?

No. 2269383

I am only now realising how messed up my mother was when I was a child and I have no idea how to have a relationship with her. She cheated on my father when I was 8 and he was living in a different country (he was physically abusive to her before I was born so I can see why she thought he deserved it but I only found out about this when I was a lot older). Because she had few friends at the time, she started treating me like her best friend and showing me texts with her "boyfriend" when I was 9. Completely broke my view of our family and my parents' relationship. I began to treat her more like my child, making sure she ate properly (lifelong ED) and didn't lie in bed all day (depression) etc. Then my parents got divorced and she got super mad at him when she found out he had been cheating on her too. She made me take her side and help her get divorced. Ruined my relationship with my father (which was already bad anyways so not a huge loss at the time). After the divorce, I start doing therapy which is often focused on disentangling me from my mother (can't change her, shouldn't try etc). I realise how difficult she is as a person (but I compensated for a bad father with a surface level better mother) and suspect she has NPD or narcissistic traits from being so traumatised by my father. She refuses to do anything about her mental health and so we grow further apart because I can't deal with her trying to manipulate me now that I am aware of what she's doing. 5 years later, I start talking to my father again and talk to my mother infrequently. I don't view either of them as parents, more like cousins or something. My mother clearly notices that I have grown distant and is using my father to try to manipulate me into seeing her/speaking to her more. Problem is on top of all of this, she never actually wants to talk about anything but herself and her interests and never initiates contact anyways. I just don't care about her anymore - she doesn't take an interest in my life at all, doesn't ask me any questions ever, and expects me to want a closer relationship. I find her draining, I feel like she's always on edge around me and definitely talking about me behind her back to her (new) boyfriend. I have no idea where to go from here because less of her in my life is better for me (as long as she refuses to see someone for her mental health). On the other hand, I appreciate that she will die one day and I don't really want our relationship to be like this forever. I kind of hope she lives to old age so that I can at least have a relationship with her when she realises her own mortality and chills out a bit. But I don't know if that will happen either.

No. 2269401

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Damn is anyone else just having a really shitty week?

No. 2269475

The Thanksgiving posts are once again making me wish I had a big, jovial family to visit for the holidays instead of returning home as an only child in a cold, stilted household with parents who hate each other. I want big group holiday shenanigans with cringey cousins and wine aunts and weirdo siblings. Anything other than opening the door to my childhood home to find my BPD mom screaming and crying while trying to clean and decorate the house to look like an Architectural Digest magazine photo (that literally just 4 people will see - myself, my husband, and my mom and dad). And then the shrieking and cursing that "NOBODY EVER HELPS!!!", and then the 4 of us sitting at the dinner table in awkward silence other than our forks clinking against our plates while we collectively try to ignore my mom silently seething and and starting to cry because someone hurt her feelings by making the wrong face or something.

No. 2269479

>>2269150
you are giving others and their responses which are out of your control too much control over your own mood and mental state.

No. 2269487

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>>2269401
Yeah I am and it sucks. I can't wait to get out of this place and just be on my own away from all the bullshit. Even though it feels like I'm repeating all the same old mistakes, I know in the end this is just part of my journey towards a higher level of being. I hope your week gets better soon nona.

No. 2269490

>>2269177
this is so insensitive kek
>>i feel so sad for all you losers who were unlucky in the lottery, but at least I'm happy with my perfect easy nigel!!!
My nigel was also easy and close and told me we were soulmates, he still cheated

No. 2269492

To the anon who just complained about her BPD mother, this isn't about you, I don't doubt that she's awful, it's just an unfortunate coincidence that I was already coming here to complain about this.

Mother hate is something that bothers me in society. You don't see fathers being criticized half as much for being deadbeats and basically a second child that the mother has to raise. Even the most present fathers don't do half of the process of raising a child, but the bar for men is basically in hell in every aspect, so they get passes on every situation. The bar for women however is the opposite, it's unclearable. The most perfect mother will always be hated because she's the one who scolded you, corrected your behavior, and inevitable made mistakes when raising you. Fathers are only there for the good times: playing, eating at restaurants, going to parks. I wish people would be more discerning about the role of a mother and the cruelty of judging them in ways they would never judge a father simply because he's a man and men don't have to do anything to be admired and loved but women have to earn it every step of the way and will never be forgiven for their mistakes.

No. 2269497

>>2269401
Hell yeah! Shittiest week in ages! Spiraling and just trying not to lose my mind. fun times

No. 2269501

>>2269318
>>2269479
I can relate to ayrt. Sometimes you're in a funk and anything just brings you down even more. I've had days where I just wanted to interact with people online, no one responded, and I felt ignored and unseen.
>>2269150
I'll chat with you too nona.

No. 2269507

I’m furious over a mistake because of wrong information. It will cost $500 because a doctor couldn’t be bothered calling me back and the dumbass receptionist didn’t know what they were talking about.

No. 2269518

>>2269492
I also completely agree (im the anon complaining about my mom, kek). That's one of the many reasons I'm apprehensive about having kids, I can already picture becoming a tired, frustrated, overworked mom while my husband falls into the role of being the "fun dad". I hate it when dads take their kids out on errands and people oooh and aww "Wow, what a SuperDad! Look at you babysitting!" and kiss their asses because he's doing one simple errand with their kid. Or those fucking viral videos of "cool" dads letting their little daughters paint their nails and getting accolades for being a perfect "girl dad" that's comfortable with their masculinity or something. Just the bare minimum of 5 minutes of a fun activity is all it takes for everyone to bend over backwards applauding men while the women are always doing all of the work and holding everything together.

No. 2269535

>>2269177
Kek , I can hear your gloating. Women who put their Nigel on a pedestal always end up disappointed, so nonna look at your basket and shut up.

No. 2269537

>>2269401
YES
it feels like purgatory

No. 2269549

I have this codependent toxic but fond relationship with my ex bf. We broke up over a year ago. Shortly after the breakup, he sexually assaulted me. I went down an awful depression spiral costing me thousands in student loan debt due to repeating the year got really suicidal and self harming; in turn he ended up confessing to his friends and he fell out with all of them, had to move out of shared student apartment, got depressed etc. We had tumultuous daily contact where one day I'm telling him how much I hate him and how terrible he is for what he did and the next I'm telling him how I know he's a good person at heart, how much I appreciate him being there for me. He kind of cows, very apologetic and self hating about how he treated me. I'm lonely and addicted to the drama, I guess.
>Was I abusing him? He says his therapists thinks I was being very manipulative during this time period.
FF current day, we talk on and off. He's objectively a loser now, without going into too much detail. Lately he's less in love with me (up until the past few months he believed himself to still have feelings for me) and into this girl he is dating. I think he is well skilled at using muh wounded male mental health to get other bippie women to see him regularly and get their attention and acceptance to sustain him where his social life is otherwise severely lacking, but hey, maybe I'm just bitter my rapist-kun doesn't like me anymore. I wonder why? And then he offered her what I offered him, stay exclusive until one of us graduates and leaves first, for company and understanding otherwise not found elsewhere. This offended me because the offer only works because I know what he did - he is frightened of telling her and hasn't yet - and accept him wholly regardless, who better to say this than the victim of all people??? He told me there are a couple dates who found out what happened through female mutual social circles at college and ghosted him. I feel bad for kind of ruining his life and yet also want him to myself, at least he's an international student so he can return to a normal life in his home country, I just want him while he is here. Why do I do this? Am I the abuser be honest anons.

No. 2269563

>>2269401
last week. I must be a week ahead of you in the shitty week rotation.

No. 2269567

>>2269558
Is this supposed to be a threat? Like am I the glasses? Or is the glasses the cycle of samsara that you're breaking? Sorry I have autism I just want to understand.

No. 2269569

>>2269549
Wait so he sexually assaulted you after you broke up but you still want to see him and he has his therapist (if she even said it) convinced it's your fault? Why do you want him around you if he's capable of sexual assault and not taking responsibility? Why do you think it's your fault? Is there something you're leaving out?

No. 2269571

>>2268939
kek nonna, it's really fancy vibrators actually and they are wrapped and sealed,since they can't be returned I have no fucking clue what to do with them since I have never used such an item in my life

No. 2269575

>>2269549
>Am I the abuser
No.

No. 2269577

>>2269549
>I wonder why?
Defense mechanism I guess. Feeling like he assaulted you because he just loves you so much is less painful than admitting that the assault is the main aspect of this issue, not his feelings for you.
>I feel bad for kind of ruining his life
You didn't. It hurts but you have to accept that you're a victim. It's sucks to feel like you have no agency, but in that moment you truly didn't.
>yet also want him to myself
Focus on the rational side, look at the facts: He hurt you, he assaulted you, he was toxic towards you after that. Your emotional side is trying to justify and spin a narrative in your mind, in order to override this you need to retrain it by focusing on your rational side.

No. 2269580

>>2269569
The therapist thing is understandable tbh. They only have his pov to go by, and the moid probably already has a solid fantasy in his mind where she's at fault, even if it means bending what actually happened. From what I understand narcissists and abusers are the most difficult patients because they themselves believe they're doing nothing wrong, so they rebuild reality to suit their needs.

No. 2269583

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I have a job and I work like a dog, but unless I find a better paying job I would really struggle to move out of my parents house. I search for a new job every other day, and I apply pretty indiscriminately but I still suffer for my sins of being alive. Haha…

No. 2269584

>>2269573
This is why nobody likes depressed people

No. 2269585

>>2269569 >>2269580
Obviously I can't give you the full play by play of everything but there is nothing I'm leaving out that I can logically reasonably say makes this my fault. I just feel that way. Oh but he did plant this seed, now that I think of it. He told me his female therapist thinks its suspicious or odd that no authority, not the police or his university council, took my allegations seriously. As if that is my fault. But he said it so delicately, so ingenious (at least to my retard brain) he said, "probably has more to do with them than you though, she thinks" as if it has ANYTHING to do with me, but it got me thinking that some rational, objective, trained observer thinks I'm some liar. Talking about this is igniting my anger, thanks nona. I'm too ashamed to even tell my therapist about any of this.
>>2269575
Ly nona, would love elaboration because I truly feel so strung out by everything that I can't think straight, I want to think myself out of this.
>>2269577
Nona ily. You might be right.

No. 2269587

>>2269549
The best choice is to cut contact with him altogether. Trust me. It's the healthiest option for you. Right now you're still very involved with someone who is an ex for a reason. You're putting a lot of value on how he feels about you and it sounds like it's affecting how you feel about yourself. It may get lonely at first without him around, but you will adjust and find someone new. It's best to remove the filth out of your life now and allow yourself time to heal.

No. 2269600

>>2269326
>>2269501
This is so retarded but I bought sour candy and it tastes so good.. yeah ik so interesting but it’s so addictive I haven’t had proper candy in awhile

No. 2269603

>>2269583
The job market makes communism seem attractive. I feel you hard anon

No. 2269605

>>2269600
Fuuuckkk I love sour things. The other day my friend (we met recently) gave me super sour candy trying to prank me and she ate it as well so I wouldn't get suspicious. Her eyes were watering and I was enjoying it so much, it was really funny.

No. 2269610

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>>2269549
>”women have the time to develop themselves and be in a relationship”
>ok
>reads this vent
>picrel reaction
Oh nonna… idk where to start with you but you’re just a goddamn mess. Hope you fix yourself up, nothing good comes when a scrote gets in the way of your education and success.

No. 2269617

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>>2269605
>fucckkkkkk I love sour candy
Ily. What’s your favorite candy

No. 2269622

>>2269583
Relatable af. It used to be meaningful to work harder, get paid more, but now it's like work hard, get paid less. I fucking hate it. Sending you lots of positive vibes and luck to find a better paying job.

No. 2269634

Steams block function sucks, it only blocks messages but not if someone you blocked tries gifting you games.

No. 2269635

>>2269610
To be fair I was already fragile with weak self esteem and nonexistent support system before he derailed my life. Kekkk I really had no business being around the emotional risk that is dating moids

No. 2269639

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>>2269401
I'm glad i'm not alone with this. I'm working hard to get myself back on my feet though. Today was relatively good after bringing myself back from a depressive episode.

No. 2269672

>>2269401
This whole year has been a dumpster fire for me,just when I thought it couldn't get worse than 2023.
Please tell me I'm not the only one.

No. 2269678

>>2269490
That sounds really traumatizing, Im sorry nonny
>>2269535
Well actually our relationship is only so magical because he's the one who puts me on a pedestal KEK

No. 2269710

>>2269585
>would love elaboration
I'm sorry but there's nothing to elaborate on. You're not the abuser. If you think you are, he got to you. Stop listening to him and get away from him.

No. 2269723

>>2269549
you’ve been trauma bonded to a person using your attachment to him to manipulate you to believe he has already suffered enough internally and socially and romantically that you think he now deserves to move to a new country and live a new life after he literally raped you. he’s been manipulating you since he SA’d you.
>>2269585
if he’s telling the truth, she’s terrible and a pickme for saying something so out of pocket. he might be manipulating you though. trying to make it out like he really did nothing wrong but is such a nice guy he believes you, even if authorities and his therapist don’t. he’s going to tell a really different version of these events someday.

No. 2269746

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a man will really spend his resources to fly all the way to your country for a week after months of convincing you to give him a chance just to give you the most underwhelming 2-minute sex of your life without even looking at you once and then tell you hes still 'numb' from his bpd ex and so he cant give you the affection you deserve (my ex literally killed our animals and tried to kill me for 3 years and i still got past that somehow to let you in my house but ok) and then after ALL that while im crying cus wtaf he'll be like 'its like my body put up this wall to protect itself…but behind that wall…is big love' i told him to shut up literally how dare he insert himself with such persistence into my life during a heavy transitional period just to go 'numb' the Literal Minute he got his dick wet and then like push me off him to shower afterwards and then tell me he was hung up on his ex
literally the 2nd man ive ever slept with other than my rapist ex btw horrific streak so far & im genuinely considering just cloistering myself

No. 2269780

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nonas i have the worst most throbbing toothache ever i dont think im gonna survive this

No. 2269781

on tiktok ive been getting some vids that are criticizing the book A Little Life. The vids are mainly just going over what a ridiculous story it is and how it's just gay truma porn written by a fujo and the comments on these are so unbelievable. there's comments with 100's of upvotes saying shit like "um actually my life has been almost identical to Judes! These kind of things do happen in the real world they happen every day!" fucking kek imagine if Soren was still around I swear the tiktokies would eat her up and believe everything she said.

No. 2269784

>>2269780
I dare you to smudge some chocolate on the infected tooth

No. 2269789

>>2269780
Just go take care of it nona the infection could spread to your brain.

No. 2269790

>>2269780
If you can get whiskey to swishyou should use it. It works better than oragel, mouthwash, or ibuprofen. Praying you can get quick dental care soon before it goes septic

No. 2269802

>>2269672
I’m in the boat with you nona
Someone pray for us

No. 2269807

>>2269780
Hot saltwater swish nonnie

No. 2269820

>>2269790
Whisky or alcohol is not good for an open tooth infection. You inroduce it straight into your bloodstream and it can give you vertigo. She needs to chew a couple Tylenol. .

No. 2269836

>>2269780
Dentist, now. Until then rinse with hot salt water to reduce infection load and gently chew on cloves if you need to numb the pain locally. (Not joking. Cloves were used back in the old timey days as a dental analgesic and speaking from experience it works better than swallowing multiple tylenols.)

No. 2269841

>>2269820
>alcohol makes you dizzy
Not to be rude but uh yeah? It's better than writhing in pain on the bathroom tile and actually works

No. 2269845

>>2269780
if you can't get a dentist appt soon go to urgent care and they can at least give you some broad-spectrum antibiotics and some kind of pain management to hold you over my sister had to do this

No. 2269867

thank you for the advice nonnies ♥ i’m gonna book a dentist appointment asap but for now i’ll just try to bear through the pain and take your advice

No. 2269874

>>2269585
Anon you should tell your therapist about what happened. She can help you make sense of the confusion you are feeling, what you would tell her isn't anywhere near the worst thing she will have heard and I'm certain she will believe everything you tell her.

No. 2269878

>>2269841
oh my god, any open wound in your mouth, especially any tooth with a hole in it, will introduce the alcohol directly into your blood stream fuck you moron

No. 2269917

>>2269867
Praying the pain lessens and you get seen soon sweet nonushka ♥

No. 2270046

My left jaw hurts and it's making an awful noise when I move it, like it has sand in the joint. Wtf.

No. 2270056

>>2270046
If it goes on for a bit of time it sounds like the beginning of TMJ.

No. 2270068

I feel ill all the time. My back and joints hurt, I feel dizzy, I have frequent stomach issues. I feel uncomfortable and unwell all the time. I'm very young (21) and thin (around 88lbs), although physically inactive. I don't know how to explain it but I have no energy to even try to exercise in order to help my pain/tiredness. I eat a lot, and I indulge on junk food often, so I'm not starving myself at all, even if I'm not the healthiest. I want to go to a doctor but they never take me seriously, even at the ER. I've gone to the ER thrice this year: once due to an hemorrhage (they didn't give a shit, I was put on birth control and told to get a blood transplant), another one because I was strangled by my abusive ex (just gave me some more pills and not much else), and the last time because I had bronchitis (they gave me an injection… and some pills.) Honestly, if they won't treat my near death experiences at the ER, why even bother making an appointment? Who would give a damn about some joint pain and headaches? I hate being a woman. They make me feel like a munchie even when I leave the waiting room covered in blood.

No. 2270095

I miss my dad

No. 2270098

>>2269401
me. is the moon in venus or whatever?

No. 2270101

>>2270046
Go to the dentist and get a mouth guard and do those tmj exercises on youtube

No. 2270112

I fucking hate moids. My doctor received a request for his notes pertaining to a specific part of my case and this stupid faggot sent ALL OF THEM. Including personal, private discussions between us about the abuse in my family that was relevant for treatment. And he submitted them to a COURT RECORD.
And of course I have an extremely time sensitive workload I have to pull a double all nighter on, and all I can think about is how furious I am and how much I want to alog this disgusting ape. Unbelievable.

No. 2270114

places do not hire me, i hate having no job. It is really starting to bum me out.

No. 2270137

>>2270114
also in the job application trenches with you, lets hope we pull through this together, I root for you nona.

No. 2270186

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I really wish you would just knock it off.
I can’t make you feel the way you want. I can’t be a man, nor be your father. You’re not gay, so stop flirting with me just to blow off steam. Just buy a vibrator at this point.

No. 2270234

I got reminded of the assholes who spread false rumors that I'm a pedophile literally based off a bpdemon splitting on me deciding it was the easiest way to ruin my reputation. The only reason my career was saved was because one of them went "now wait a minute, we can't go public without proof" and no callout was ever posted so I think it's safe to say that they realized they're retards but I'm so angry I never got the chance to defend myself, I knew if I said anything it'd just backfire but holy shit it makes me so mad. People saying they weren't surprised, that I'm just like drake, literally based on someone deciding they were angry and wanted to lie a little bit. I always knew I wanted to be an artist and I was extremely paranoid about people trying to ruin me so I would obsessively make sure I NEVER spoke to minors online and yet it was all for fucking nothing because these fucks will just lie anyway. God fucking damn it. I guess it's just part of being popular online and was a good trial run of what to expect because I'm not going anywhere.

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>>2270068
I'm so sorry to hear how they've treated you Nonna… What you described sounds like your body has become so stressed your body is attacking itself like an autoimmune condition. I suggest having a blood test done for an autoantibody screen.

No. 2270265

>be me
>be reading fanfiction
>tags are m/m and f/m
>the "f" was actually a shapeshifter who kept a male torso but grew a vagina
>fucking Ew
>read different part
>the shapeshifting happens again but it's a female torso with boobs and then a dick on the bottom half
ENOUGH.

No. 2270282

unironically i miss when tumblr was popular. twitter is just a cesspool and only has the worst of what tumblr had to offer. tumblr had an appropriate tagging system and it was easy to filter out things you didn't wanna see. i loved being able to just collect pretty pictures, have cute themes and be able to post art that would reach the entirety of a fandom. it also felt a lot more personal as i could make large posts to reach people who genuinely cared.

i think i'll make a neocities.

No. 2270329

>>2270282
Kek I agree with you. Was it all cringe? Yep. But the tagging system was very nice. I'm still amazed they crippled it in recent years. I see a lot of "everyone knows the search on tumblr sucks" but it didn't used to be like that! Tumblr blogs are much easier to snoop than any other socmed, too. And of course the shift means customizing your tumblr theme has died out. (Did you know they lock your ability to use js? You must message staff with your blog, a copy of the code, and an explanation of what you want to do. For every single individual sideblog.)
The porn ban was so sad. Say what you will about tumblr autists, at least you could scroll an nsfw tag and have a great time beholding sped made horrors.

I did make a neocities because of the frustration kek. It was a good way to redirect the energy. Hope to see you in the smallweb thread soon, anon!

No. 2270343

Not my sister telling me I should be checked for lupus after telling her how I have been feeling lately then proceeding to remind me I am the same age as our cousin found out she had it. Please don’t wish that shit on me. Thx.

No. 2270395

>>2270068
>I indulge on junk food often
Stop doing that, it's a huge contributor to feeling like shit

No. 2270456

>>2270068
You should definitely try taking a multivitamin, vit D, and some iron and see if that helps. Believe it or not, but having vitamin deficiencies can make your body literally fall apart. I was having intense heart palpitations and my hair was falling out in chunks at one point. There was an anon a while back whose fingernails were coming apart because she was only eating bread.
Keep us updated, I hope you feel better soon

No. 2270466

>>2270456
She should start eating actual food that has the necessary micro and macro nutrients
Sure, supplements are a welcome crutch, but if she keeps having a shit diet she will keep feeling like shit

No. 2270470

>>2268755
imagine getting fingered by a bitch with poo pee and doorknub bacteria on her nails and fingers. this is the worst "but men" i've ever seen.

No. 2270473

>>2270466
Anon, she says she indulges on junk food, not that she only eats junk food. She was clearly establishing that she is not anachan
>I eat a lot, and I indulge on junk food often, so I'm not starving myself at all
I think you are being aggressive and a bit rude to her. She needs help, not you judging her eating habits we have only passing info on.

No. 2270485

>>2270473
>I indulge in junk food OFTEN
My nutrition judgement is good.

No. 2270488

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>>2257492
finally took my id photo, i stood outside from 7 am and was the first one standing in line. no more excuses for these lazy ass workers saying that it's too late or that the system isn't reflecting the change cause i know that it is. i was prepared to chimp out but it wasn't needed this time.
i also look quite good in the photo, i expected worse, since i look like a hemifacial microsomia victim. i feel positive

No. 2270496

>>2270488
>i also look quite good in the photo
Lucky you, I'm not photogenic in the first place and on my passport pic I look like a school shooter mugshot, can't believe I'm stuck with that shit for the next 10 years.

No. 2270505

>>2270068
make an appointment with a primary care doctor, stop using the emergency room as your doctor. It sounds like they did treat you when you went so I’m not sure what else you wanted from them and bronchitis is not a near death experience. A family or private practice doctor (preferably female) will take more time to listen and possibly help you figure things out. They can run labs or offer dietary suggestions. Just do it

No. 2270510

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>>2270496
kekkk i laughed at school shooter mugshot, i wish passports were cheaper so you could change your photo easily. and i'm not photogenic either, i practiced in the mirror like a retard for the entire week to at least register as human. i looked like picrel on my last one

No. 2270512

>>2266222
My antispasmodics wore off in my sleep and I peed myself before I could make it to the bathroom because of it. I'm too tired to rage at my body this morning, so I'm just disappointed. I'd like to go back to just limb spasms now, at least those I can feel happening.

No. 2270536

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Oh my fucking god, I hate late people. People that are a few minutes late are okay, but this doordash tard is straight up twenty fucking minutes late with what's supposed to be my brunch for my break at work. My break is about to end in fifteen minutes, and this bitch is still nowhere near my fucking job. I fucking hate late bitches. I hate doordash drivers.

No. 2270541

>>2270536
Doordash drivers need to be studied in a lab. They're genuinely retarded and can't follow basic directions.

No. 2270558

>>2270541
I hate when they show up to restaurants high as fuck and like…nonverbal. Like they just grunt at you and don't understand words. Rude ass motherfuckers

No. 2270569

He’s so fucking fat and greasy and ugly I need to claw my eyes out I cannot believe she’s married to him and fucking him he’s wearing an PATTERNED TRACKSUIT and SHAVED HIS EYEBROWS OFF and his teeth are YELLOW. CRUEL FUCKING WORLD.

No. 2270580

Went to a doctor to get a consultation and they basically told me I'm at the wrong doctor and then sent me a bill for $120. This can't be legal

No. 2270647

As I get older, the emotional roller coaster I experience during my period is getting even more insane kek

No. 2270652

>>2270647
same, nona. I'm literally suicidal now when i pms. what the fuck

No. 2270655

>>2270647
Don't worry, it's totally going to stop as you get even older

No. 2270674

I continuously pick fights and make up with my situationship over dumb shit when all he's done is make it clear that he wants to be with me and all I have to do is say the word. I'm trying to stand by the boundaries I set (not ready for another committed relationship) but it's hard when we have so much fun together and I'm addicted to the attention kek. One of these days he'll stop being so patient waiting for me to come around and then I'll have a meltdown; I'm aware of this but it doesn't stop me from bugging out constantly. I'm exhausting and toxic.

No. 2270680

passed a class that i almost failed due to depression but i cant even be really happy about it because im pms'ing so bad lmao

No. 2270723

>>2269129
genuinely feels like i will never be popular without posting pictures of myself or drawing porn or doing other e-girl shit. i hate the internet so much

No. 2270752

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I'm so tired all the time. It doesn't matter if I sleep 6, 8, or 14 hours, I still wake up tired and have to force myself to get up.
Fuck this sleepy life I hate it.

No. 2270802

>>2270752
i feel you, idgaf about doing anything else but sleeping. That being said, I dont think im depressed.
We both should maybe get a blood test done lol

No. 2270816

>>2270752
Same. It ruins my life. I can’t do anything because I am napping at every spare moment

No. 2270820

>>2270752
Same nona, and the other way around I have to force myself to go to sleep when I'm wide awake. It's fucking horrible

No. 2270836

I don't even know wtf is going on and if my instagram is just glitching, someone blocked me a while ago then their profile disappeared then their profile picture (the same as before) appeared again, their account appeared again in my searches unlike before but I was still blocked and then it disappeared again and now it appeared again? Are they unblocking and blocking me multiple times or is my instagram messing with me

No. 2270839

It annoys me so much when I see faggots brag about using lolcow like they're sooo edgy and unbothered. Literally I do not understand the appeal at all.

No. 2270848

I’m trying out new recipes so our dinners are more healthy but its hard doing that when you live with ungrateful people who dont want to cook themselves and hate giving new meals a chance and get scared at the sight of a vegetable. Enjoy your same 3 dishes with you plate consisting of 95% pasta or rice

No. 2270862

>>2270848
Sure hope you’re not talking about your moid and children

No. 2270870

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I overheard guy that I like talking shit about me and making fun of me with together with another woman

i was nothing but nice to both of them

No. 2270877

>>2270870
that's so cruel. i'm so sorry. what were they saying out of curiosity? you don't have to say if it makes you uncomfortable

No. 2270883

I am a retard who accepted a stupid job to run from a dynamic in my own family that has been ruining my mental stability my entire life only to find the exact same dynamic in the family I work for, just fucking kill me. This 10 month contract is like prison now

No. 2270884

>>2270870
I had this happen to me too so I told them to fuck off and never talk to me again even though it was "just a joke". People are assholes no matter, sorry nonnie you experinced that

No. 2270888

>>2270877
I am into learning foreign languages and cultures. Day before I was explaining some stuff about how grammar works in some languages compared to my native language to other people. Basically they were making fun of that and shit talked about me as I am some kind of a show-off. (Showing off was never my intention). Later he acted nice towards me and I was too weak to call him out. Then she would appear and start hardcore flirting with him, just sickening feeling all around. I'm kind of shocked because I never expected of him to shit talk someone else, he always seemes kind and would reject gossip..

No. 2270911

>>2270536
once i tried to make friends with a girl and every time we made plans to meet, she would be an hour late. even when SHE would set the meeting time that works for her. it didn't last

No. 2270917

>>2270723
try venturing away from the internet

No. 2270951

I cut back my skincare routine to find out what was breaking me out. I thought it was the HA serum but it seems like . . . it's the lotion I've been using for almost 10 years? I didn't have acne with it before, did I become sensitive to it? What a bummer! I'm taking a break again and will try the lotion out again in another month.

No. 2270978

>>2268441
Your coworker and manager are idiots who are violating a huge company policy. Report their ass before you start selling alcohol to a mentally ill felon with an addiction problem or a minor.

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No. 2270994

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Why do people on Discord get so pissed when I leave their server? I'll leave a server because I'm bored with it, but there's no point in me announcing to everyone that I'm bored with their discussions (or lack thereof)
We aren't automatically friends because I was in your server for a couple weeks, I have told you nothing about my personal life, I avoided VC even when I was online, I never go out of my way to communicate beyond a casual level, what else is there to say? Do I have to outright tell people that I just because I'm not mean to them, that doesn't make us friends? Do they want me to be harsh like that so they can vilify me instead of wondering why I left? I've tried out telling people that I left their server because I didn't feel motivated to chat in it anymore (phrased just like that) and of course, they always went apeshit over it
It's not that I dislike people, or that I cut ties like that with actual friends, but I don't see the purpose in rationalizing anything I do to pixels on a screen from strangers I will never meet irl
Someone tried to pull the "it's the least you could do to explain why you left" Uhhh actually, the least I could do is just leave, it's your problem if you feel driven to psychoanalyze me over it
It's not being fake, it's Discord users projecting friendship onto me just because I give everyone a fundamental level of respect, and it gives me creepy cult vibes the way people I don't even know act out over a public server
I'm neurotypical btw

>>2270951
That sucks, I hope that you don't have to toss your lotion

No. 2271006

>>2270994
Christ that sounds exhausting. No wonder you left. Everyone's terminally online and too under socialized to understand why this is retarded. I'm sorry you had to deal with that, I've dealt with similar things and it's so draining.

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i have really bad anxiety rn

No. 2271062

This feels so stupid, if just I didn't act like an impulsive moidbrained dumbass I wouldn't be locked here like prison would have been better. I can't be with my dying cat and she's getting worse all alone because my family are all incompetent idiots but who am I to give instructions? I'm not fucking there fuck this life and him he should've died way before this shit I should've done a better job or I should've just endure it a little more. It's happening again I'm a useless lump of shit, shit decisions and a lazy bum oh I'm so going to kill myself when my grandma dies

No. 2271072

Yet another scrotoid who broke my heart became bald. This is three times in a row now -I am carrying a moid curse !!! hahahahahahhaha ENJOY YOUR UGLY LIFE

No. 2271125

>omfg I'm leaving lolcow amd never doing your retarded card readings again because you bitches cross my boundaries all the time!
>bitch stfu this is literally retarded just tell us what you don't want to be asked
>FUCK YOU I'M NEVER COMING BACK!!!!!
>days later
>Okay anons hi it's me I'm back also here's a list of things not to ask me!
Was it really that hard you weirdo?

No. 2271126

I could have been with her the whole time just cuddling under the blankets and surrounded with cats

No. 2271131

>>2271072
may every man who harms a woman meet this fate

No. 2271177

i really miss my ex but she broke my heart first

No. 2271189

>>2270240
Thanks nonna, I appreciate it. I asked my mom for support and she said she'd help me out if they don't take me seriously.
>>2270395
>>2270456
>>2270466
>>2270473
>>2270485
I eat real food too, it's not like I only eat junk. And by junk food I mean crackers with cheese, a slice of cake, an occasional candy bar. Nothing too insane or excessive. I just meant to illustrate that I eat a treat a day, even though I have stomach issues/unusual weight loss. My nails and hair are perfectly fine, my skin looks okay, too, thankfully.
I should probably eat more meat and avoid crackers with cheese, they're just so nice… Like I'm not saying I eat perfectly, I should probably spend more time cooking balanced meals instead of a classic tuna rice, egg omelette, or quick salad.
>>2270505
Aren't you a ray of sunshine?
I obviously meant near death experience when I was a victim of attempted homicide, nonna.
I used the ER because I had emergencies, such a murder attempt. It's not like my ex and I scheduled.
And I meant that I didn't get proper treatment in the sense that they gave me pills but no proper treatment for the harm I got from strangling (which can be a lot to deal with, especially since I couldn't swallow!) and that they never diagnosed the cause of my hemorrhages or addressed the anemia caused by it, even during follow up visits.

No. 2271210

just found actual female-targeted porn thanks to lolcow and it's the best thing ever
like i get to see an actual guy taking up most of the picture and intending every move in order to appeal to me
pretty amazing

No. 2271214

>>2271210
Link? That shit is as rare as a unicorn

No. 2271231

>>2270888
At the end of the day they’re the ignorant retards while you actually know more than them , people who make fun of other’s interests are just dumb and lack any hobbies of their own and therefore they project.

No. 2271239

>>2270917
i would more if i didnt live in a boring small nothing town

No. 2271244

>>2271214
ilikeitlots on pornhub
hes using a doll though i have yet to find a female gaze porn channel that actually features a female actress with the male actor

No. 2271272

I was supposed to work on the thing today. And instead I spent literally all day doomscrolling because I genuinely dread working on the thing. I know I can't keep procrastinating anymore but it's like there a mental block preventing me from working on the thing, as soon as I try my mental fortitude just nopes out. But I still need to do the thing, this is time-sensitive, I can't keep doing this. Maybe I just am a literal retard

No. 2271274

I have a doctor appointment tomorrow after work and I'm very worried about what he'll tell me. I've had this weird sensation in my leg for over a month now and I already posted about it before, but instead of staying the same or going away it feels very different now. I hope I don't have anything dangerous.

No. 2271278

Haven't showered since sunday… Everything sucks, I'm hating every single day. I'm studying and trying hard to get my life back on track, and up to last week I was really excited about the future, but this weekend something hit me and now I'm terrified. Nothing bad happened. I went out, socialized, had fun. At first I thought it was just low social battery, but it's spreading. I cooked some food today, studied a lot. I hope I can feel better soon.

No. 2271288

Don't get the love for nipple play or cunnilingus.
Nipple play is such an instant turn off for me I don't even have words to describe it. And granted, I've never been given oral sex but I feel like it's way overrated, probably because I prefer and can orgasm from penetration alone.

No. 2271289

I'm not shocked but my ex, together 9 years, cheated on me, I found his go bag and he lied about where he was going to be overnight kek I was looking out for his safety and he had no problem lying like a psychopath. Funny because he always said he'd never care about other women or relationships if anything happened to us. At this point I have accepted I will never be committed to another man, at least not that deeply and never getting married for sure. All guys cheat and it's so obvious and exhausting. They all read from the same playbook of promises but then go back on them in an instant for selfish reasons and try to turn it all on you and blame you for knowing the signs of their distance and betrayals. They're immature and have no humanity. Sucks being straight but all I can do after being blackpilled is accept it and treat men like the temporary playthings they are.

No. 2271297

>>2271272
take a walk, then come back put down the phone and do it i believe in you

No. 2271300

>>2269129
>>2270723
I feel this. It sucks to know someone else can just draw something shitty or low effort and get all that attention so easily. I had some posts get slightly more likes than others and it always just feels totally random and hard to predict. It annoys me how people who are shit at anatomy and make the most retarded proportions can get tons of attention on their stuff too if they just render it well enough or something. And how popular really badly drawn coomslop is.
>>2269150
I actually don't mind when people don't reply to me on this site (usually it's just to start infights anyway) but I can see where you're coming from because I also just feel like people use me for whatever they want to talk about and then don't give a shit when I want to talk about my own stuff or engage with it at all. I relate on being ignored ruining my mood too, even when it's something small. It does feel like life is just 99% feeling bad like you described with barely any happy feelings that always get randomly and inevitably trampled. To the point that whenever I'm feeling "happy" in the slightest I'm already expecting it to be ruined soon after and get scared of how I'm just going to go back to feeling like shit.

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I miss being able to enjoy things. Nothing I used to enjoy gives me the same child-like wonder and excitement that it used to. I literally don't feel anything about anything that I used to be into. Late stage depression + adulthood sucks.

No. 2271314

>>2271289
Samefag just realized he did the same thing my dad did to my mom years ago. When I was freaking out about that, he said I was jumping to conclusions because I assume the worst KEKKKK please. Moids can't deal with emotions without putting their dick in someone to cheer themselves up.

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>>2271304
Me too. I used to be super into anime and lots of other media and be so excited for them and look forward to things coming out and it would help me get through my days, but now I barely care and take forever to read/watch things. Cute Kasumi picture btw, didn't expect to see her here.

No. 2271318

>>2271189
sorry, I was not trying to be rude I was only attempting to offer practical advice. Which is still to see a doctor. It does sound like it could be auto immune. Hope you feel better.

No. 2271319

>>2271274
Could be something simple like a pinched nerve or sciatica. Could also be something more serious. But you're doing the best thing you can do at this moment, which is get it looked at so you can work on it as fast as possible. You're not ignoring the problem, and that's already positive.

I hope it's something simple nona, but even if it's not, try to focus on the fact that you're treating it as early as you can.

No. 2271322

>>2271239
excuses excuses

No. 2271328

>>2270723
In art, talent and skill are actually not as important as connections and luck. If you feel like your art is good but you're not evolving in terms of following, try to get in touch with other artists, do collabs or exchanges. As for luck, the more you put yourself out there, the more chances you have to get lucky and get the attention of the right people i.e. people with lots of followers.

No. 2271351

my boyfriend and i want different things but won't break up with each other and the resentment is growing, i alienated myself from all my friends by being weird and boring, i hate my job and am a disappointment to my family. im scared to change anything because i feel so insecure and im afraid to be alone (more alone than i already am), and i cant quit my job because i have to pay rent and i cant move back in with my parents. can someone tell me what the point is.

No. 2271357

>>2271317
With anime, I haven't really been into any in years to be honest. My main interest has been VNs, since I like to read. But I've been dropping even those left and right nowadays due to severe anhedonia. Well, there is food. It is probably one of the last things I can still enjoy. I've become some kind of foodie recently as I often watch food videos and constantly want to eat out.
>Cute Kasumi picture btw, didn't expect to see her here.
Thank you, she is my favorite MLA character!

No. 2271364

>>2271304
this is 1000% how I feel,if anyone told me when I was a teenager that I will grow out of gaming I would have never believed them.

No. 2271369

I've relapsed from my eating disorder, I'm going to start fasting again. I hate how I look so much

No. 2271380

>>2271369
You've probably heard of intermittent fasting before. It worked well for me and after about a month or suffering, it became super easy and natural. Please don't fall into ED nona!

No. 2271392

I hate my neighbors the woman is rude and the guy is weirdly aggressive. My last neighbors ended up being all working single individuals that slept or worked a lot. I became minorly friends with the one across me it was great. Now I realize that's rare of people. It's hard to avoid someone who lives across from you but I really try not to run into the scrote. He looks like the type to go off on someone from a bad day of work.

No. 2271400

>go to /g/
>read a few posts
>instantly feel nauseous
Why does this happen every time I go there.

No. 2271404

>>2270994
I’ve stopped playing ff xiv for similar reasons. Both FCs and statics act like you pissed all over them personally if you decide to leave, regardless of how little you interacted with the fc/how shit the static is. It’s a fucking video game.

No. 2271411

i hate being autistic and i hate being bullied as a grown woman by teenagers because my existence is so fucking weird and off putting and i try so hard to come off as a normie but it doesn’t work and i am always perceived as strange. literally some teenage coworkers were being mean to me for no reason like i think i should kill myself

No. 2271413

>>2271400
Because its filled with moid-aligned farmers

No. 2271414

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I’m crying because this world sucks. Whenever you have something it wants to rip everything away from you. It wants almost nobody to succeed but those who already come from rich families. I’m practically dealing with all of my problems alone. It really is just me vs the world. I have nobody. There is no lessons to learn from this, this just feels like cruel and unusual punishment. People who do shit way worse than me get everything in the world and when I want to rebel against retardation I am punished. I don’t have boyfriend problems and I’m not a mother or a wife therefore I barely exist as a woman, my problems aren’t considered and only seen through my selfishness. Being a single woman is worse than being a mother.

No. 2271415

i found one of my old forum accounts where i used to say things like "epic boobage", "sweater puppies", and "chesticles". i want to kill myself.

No. 2271416

>>2271411
Teenagers are mean to everyone because they’re little psychopaths. Why threaten to off yourself because of some children who are literally retarded because their brains are half developed.

No. 2271418

>>2271415
girl i am just so relieved to know that people who used to do that are capable of looking back and realizing it was terminal levels of cringe. i forgive you because you are sorry and i want to have hope that people can change.

No. 2271419

>>2271414
i hear you. i do want to gently perhaps offer you some advice, and to me it sounds like you are going through a depression of some sort. please realize that you have worth in this world even if you don't have a romantic partner. i understand that it seems like the world hates single women, but i promise you that it also hates partnered up women too. there are men who beat their gfs and cheat on their wives and everyone pardons the man while blaming the victim. the world is hostile to you because sadly, this is still a man's world.

No. 2271420

>>2271416
i used to do cosmetic sales and the first time a teenager froze when i greeted them, looked me up and down, and walked away without saying anything my boss could see by my mortified expression that i thought i had done something wrong and she was just like no. you’ll see. teenagers are socially retarded 99 percent of the ones you encounter will not be capable of holding a normal conversation. and she was right. teenagers in packs at a mall unsupervised are feral, they are literally experiencing that freedom for the first time and ABUSING IT and it’s fine honestly. by the second time it happened i was just like oh well duh and would just smile and say hi and ignore them from then on. it’s just teenagers. they’re acting that way because they can and they’re experimenting with social behavior not under the watch of teachers and parents. the second you realize how fucking funny it actually is you will be free.

No. 2271424

>>2271419
thank you for you advice anon, but why do people treat me like shit if i have worth? people treat people and things like they have no worth usually because they are worthless

No. 2271425

>>2271416
unfortunately i have very extreme anxiety and rejection sensitivity, but you are right that teens are actually just retarded

No. 2271429

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I keep pacing around, my mind keeps racing, and I'm not eating. I've blocked phone numbers and deleted social media accounts because I don't want anyone to reach out to me. I hate feeling scared and guilty for no reason, all day long. But then there's the what if I actually do deserve to feel this way. I sound so self-involved. I know the answer is less caffeine and internet, and obviously not pushing people away. I wish the sun didn't set at fucking 4pm.

No. 2271436

i had to start using tampons in 5th grade because i got my period at 10 years old and there were no trash cans in the restroom stalls. i felt so ashamed for having my period too so didn't think to ask for help from the nurses office or whatever. so i would just put a tampon in in the morning and leave it all day. i'm still upset about it, i remember it hurting so bad. and of course my mother didn't help me when i told her. lol lol

No. 2271440

>>2271411
What? You got bullied by teenagers?! Oh man, anon, I'm sorry those underdeveloped sociopaths targeted you. I would verbally abuse teenage scrotelets in their DMs whenever they harassed my little sister. I wish I could do that for you.

No. 2271441

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I won't truly be happy until I see the day when animal abusers are sent to detention camps. I'm not kidding when I say I want some (many) people to die for what they've been doing.
Forever praying for mass graves until we can successfully cleanse humanity of zoosadists and rapists. Maybe they can be used for vivisection instead of animals.

No. 2271443

>>2271424
the reasons are more complicated than that, i'm afraid. people might mistreat you because they themselves have some kind of issue with themselves. but instead of reflecting on what the fuck's wrong with them, they target you and make themselves feel better by making you miserable. its a tale as old as time tbh. the happiest people i've known never put other people down, if anything, they enjoy uplifting people and make people feel good.

i used to have thoughts about myself like you do with yourself right now, but i recognize that it becomes an addiction with seeing myself with such a harsh way. misery can feel almost too good to quit, but it has to be done. and you deserve to be happy, nonita.

No. 2271448

I love my mom I don't want her to ever die

No. 2271453

>>2271424
>but why do people treat me like shit if i have worth
Because most people are judgemental fuckwads. I get treated like this alot too but then I go to sleep comforted by the fact they most likely have a child/mom/dad/sibling that hates them too.

No. 2271454

>>2271304
Sometimes you literally have to force yourself to do fun things. Stress and work and shit will fill up your head and make you too tired and apathetic to do shit, but sometimes you'll find forcing yourself to have fun gets you back into it. That and occasional thc can help. Just don't make it a habit.

No. 2271456

>>2271441
i’ve heard to get into heaven you have to walk past all the animals you’ve harmed and they get to decide.

No. 2271460

>>2271443
thank you so much for your replies anon, it really made feel a little bit better and less alone. ♥ i wish we could be friends
>>2271453
sadly a lot of those people have supportive families, especially if they are male. males get the ultimate passes for being shitty useless parasites because he may be an asshole but hey, at least he brings money to the table for these people which sucks. your value as a woman is how much shit you can produce, breed, and how passive and compassionate you can be. daughter-mom relationships have absolutely eaten up my entire soul… i don’t think therapy (which ive gone to during high school) can even fix it.. your first enemy and first betrayal happens with your own mom. and then if you have a sister you’re very close with you eventually lose her when she moves away and it makes me sad. i just want a close connection with someone, someone to actually make me feel alive.. i’ve felt like an animatronic my entire life. dissociated and excluded from everything. a literal phantom being everywhere i go… ive even delved into spirituality to fill in the gap but there’s nothing there too, these gods and spirits don’t care either. it makes me really sad

No. 2271464

>>2269571
>I wish I had male friends buying me extremely fancy vibrators…

No. 2271471

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I'm in hospital for suspected pelvic inflammatory disease and I think I have aminoglycoside induced hearing loss, which is permanent. I'm waiting for the doctor to come to my room so I can ask what kind of antibiotics they gave me. If I end up losing my hearing I genuinely think I will kill myself. To whoever is reading this, never ever let a doctor prescribe you this shit.

No. 2271488

>>2271471
do not kill yourself over this shit. go to walmart and buy some hearing aids and start harassing people full time on the internet. get out there and make a difference.

No. 2271498

>>2271456
>tfw i am denied access to heaven for that time i threw away my cat's favourite chewed out hair tie because it was starting to smell and he wouldnt stop meowing and looking for it for 2 days

No. 2271502

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The astrological report I bought just arrived and fuck, it's negative on marriage and relationships. At best, friendship is the trend. But no marriage, no anything. I want love.

I am depressed again, anger rising.

No. 2271506

>>2271502
Samefag
The thought of others getting to experience what I can't. Most marriages are shit and nothing but I still want something good

No. 2271510

one of my classmates is autistic and it gets on my nerves a lot, I kind of wish I could get over it since we're both women but idk she's annoying and her jokes suck

No. 2271513

>>2271502
what’s your venus sign

No. 2271516

Was recommended this short by YouTube. It's about a parallel universe where the heroes are all fucked by their powers. The hulk is a cancerous mass, spiderman developed a rash and jean grey……. Is a prostitute. I fucking hate moids so much.

No. 2271521

One of my coworkers said that themselves and a male coworker I despise are my "only friends". It threw me off. I've been putting up with her talking to me non stop, asking me stupid questions that aren't my job to know, and just tolerating her in general, and she says something like that. Fuck her. And fuck that disgusting incel moid. I try everything I can to avoid that attention seeking scrote every day, if I even look at him he will lurk around me, vying for attention and will them bother me all day. I hate that faggot and now I remember why I avoided the coworker who said that until she was put in my area and I'm forced to deal with her. Fuck her. I'm going back to not saying a single word to anyone that isn't about work. I'm not smiling and tolerating conversations. They both take and take and take from me, it drains me mentally and emotionally. I come in here to work. Why do I have to play babysitter to two faced idiots. She has been complaining for days about the other woman yet not giving me any actual evidence of what they did or said. I tell her to ignore them. She goes directly over to both of them and talks to them right after she talks to me. Fuck off. Quit wasting my time with your retardation. I'm sick of having anxiety every day at work over them bothering me. And God forbid I tell them to stop or my manager tells them to stay in their area, they'll throw a fit and turn it into "me me me" with their victim complexes. Fuck

No. 2271522

>>2271516
Jean Grey would be a serial killer not a prostitute.

No. 2271533

>>2271471
I’m sorry nonna… I hope this doesn’t happen but there is still hope. Antibiotics are extremely fucked especially the stronger ones, look into the Cipro floxxed community one of these days, shit almost got me and I never was so scared in my life.

No. 2271536

>>2271513
Pisces

No. 2271538

>>2271533
is cephalexen safe

No. 2271541

It seems I'm destined to not be normal forever. never fit in. It's not like I make an effort to change this, I'm exhausted.
I'm tired of everything, when I see normies I just wish I was born normal so I could be their friend. Instead I'm a weirdo that spends too much time drawing cartoons that won't get me anywhere because what I do it's not real art neither I would get an illustration job ever. If my fixations aren't the usual dumb drawing ones, then they are the creepy ones like harassing a guy.
I have no idea how to improve myself. I want to believe somehow I'm not that useless because I get good grades at uni, but I don't see I'm being productive enough. I'm so tired to do anything about it but seeing the years pass and not accomplish anything makes me want to puke. Sorry my period is about to come.

No. 2271544

My fucking stovetop. On medium low heat it glows bright red and the pots that use it melt the floor.
I'll pessimistically look up how to fix it but I have a sense that I'll just have to deal with it or replace it. Siiigh

No. 2271572

>>2271538
yeah it’s definitely one of the more safer ones. you can still get funky side effects for sure but nothing super life altering/threatning

No. 2271583

>be me
>had a mild childhood crush on some movie character
>years pass
>find out about some AI chatbot site
>see a bot of that character there
>try it out
>coom
>try to rewatch parts of the movie 2 days later
>start getting butterflies and feeling weird whenever the character comes on
>can't watch it
What did I do to myself

No. 2271587

>>2271572
thank you nona that is a relief to hear at almost the end of my bottle ♥

No. 2271595

I hate this so much but anime and the anime my abuser was watching specifically literally caused them to sexually abuse me. Animes like this one and others. I was a minor and loved anime too but they told me I was "too immature" to watch anime with them. They gatekept it a lot from me but I enjoyed anime/mangas for my age group at the time (Yotsuba, Pokemon, Tokyo Mew Mew etc). Shit all changed when I discovered shipping so I liked to draw ship comics between 2 Naruto characters and my OC. Abuser used that as a way to groom me and abuse me. Cherry on top was that none of my parents believed me and I was coached to tell CPS that I made it all up so I would not be taken away. Abuser is a forever alone with no friends or gf to this day because he's a pedo, which is validating to hear because my family defended them and all I got was screaming.

No. 2271603

why is the wicked movie two parts this fucking sucks, i wanted something fun to see with my friend but a two parter is so lame.

No. 2271621


No. 2271652

>VPN posting is currently disabled in this thread due to prolonged infighting and ban evasion.
Nooooo I had autism to unload in there, come on.

No. 2271655

im going to start veiling

No. 2271657

I want to shitpost so bad. I want to ask chatgpt to generate me a shitpost and then make it generate a response to it and do this back and forth for a while but there is no thread I can do this at. Also I would get banned for schizoposting and samefagging probably kek

No. 2271659

>>2271652
Kek, which thread?

No. 2271683

Nothing feels good. Nothing. For as long as I can remember

No. 2271690

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The more I shop for makeup, the more I hate it because 99% of the "before" pictures look better than the "after" pictures.

No. 2271693

>>2271690
Weird that they chose two completely different angles. All I can focus on is how much larger her jaw looks, didn't even think to notice her skin.

No. 2271694

>>2271690
Literally what changed?

No. 2271696

>>2271694
It removed depth from her skin by dulling it. Which is desirable because ???

No. 2271699

>>2271696
>Which is desirable because ???
Now you have to buy their other products like blush, bronzer, highlighter, to bring it back. I hate it.

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>>2271683
Sitting target
Sitting, praying
God is saying
Nothing
Nothing

No. 2271704

>>2271699
Unrelated I think? Idk what this translucent light thing is, but I wish there was some kind of setting powder that didn't completely dull the foundation. Idc if some people think it looks oily, I really prefer it when there's some reflectiveness to my face.

No. 2271756

i hate that my parents keep falling for right-wing bullshit and refuse to think critically about literally anything they see online. we're not even burgerfags, yet they're religiously watching fox news and praising trump's every move & talking about how they "need to end wokeness". i got dragged into watching a biased interview about te pati maori and the haka in nz parliament where they were very clearly painted in a much more aggressive light than they actually were acting (described as pointing their fingers "like guns" by the interviewer at one point which is dead obvious inflammatory imagery). im just so sick and tired of having to hear them agree with all this misinfo & stick their fingers in their ears whenever i bring up another perspective, all while whining about how the left never cares about any perspective but their own. like for god's sake, i've tried to explain my perspective and why i take things from both sides with a grain of salt for years and they won't listen because they think "university and the internet made me too woke" or whatever. i really just think i might avoid talking to them once i move out and start my own life, its infuriating

No. 2271760

>>2271319
Thanks. I already saw some GP who gave me notes and told me he's not too worried but since then symptoms changed. So this time I'll see a specialist who will either check my nerves or veins and he'll tell me more about it.

No. 2271768

>>2271756
>university
are you at otago?

No. 2271770

>>2271659
Fandom discourse thread (#25). It's because the yume weirdos keep reigniting the goddamn infight since asshurt anons can't stop themselves from taking fucking bait. The thread got a warning from a farmhand kek
>>>/ot/2270782
It's been 14 hours, but I guess everything is still locked down.

Wanted to let anon know that one of the writers was voicing the love interest in a podcast, and it was meant to be temporary until there was an available VA bc the character wasn't prominently featured yet anyways. It wasn't a case of being forced into "woke casting" by sperg fans like anon assumed.

No. 2271781

Total and complete dumb rant bullshit incoming.


My boyfriend is making me want to rip my face off. Yes, annoying, I am aware. I try to share his interests. Anger. I try to be sober. Anger. Job. Anger. No job, anger. Drink with him? Anger. Sex seems to be a big issue, but it doesn’t solve anything, he’s still mad. Clean, mad. Not clean, mad. Hang with people? Mad. Isolate? Mad. Sleep next to him at night, mad I’m looking at my phone. Sit in living room while he sleeps; oh he’s mad. Nothing fixes anything. Like really, seriously, what do they want. I see all this bullshit from everyone everywhere say this and that about men. Really at this point what the fuck is wrong with them. Am I supposed to be a mindless doll. Anything about being a normal human seems to piss him off. At this point I barely remember how to work this website, I just don’t a single fucking person to talk to because I’m too fucking old to anymore to be a dramatic whining bitch. And there’s no one that would even listen in my personal life anyways.
(This still feels like an abyss, with maybe some angry ass woman that will tell me to stfu, which is welcomed)


Who’s care, this is literally such annoying garbage bullshit. I wish I had anything else to do with my life but it’s currently filled with making sure some 26 year old dick picker had something for dinner every night. And the catch is! I can’t get myself to not care.


Somebody fucking shoot me.

No. 2271783

>>2271781
Since breaking up is such an obvious solution here, is there a circumstance preventing it?

No. 2271784

>>2271783
Yes. I’m an idiot who let him be the only income. A lot of pets of my ownership that I don’t want to give up, big house I get to live in.

No. 2271800

>>2271781
you're in a domestic violence situation. it's going to get worse. since you rely on him for money, this is obviously not going to be easy, but you're going to have to see if there are battered women's shelters that can take you in even if you just have pennies to your name.

No. 2271805

>>2271800
I know he's still abusing her even if he isn't hitting her, but wouldn't it be more practical for her to save up money and try to achieve financial independence so she can get her own home? Instead of going to a woman's shelter and dealing with all those difficulties + troons? It's much easier to job hunt and persist from a warm bed and stable housing with meals. She can move out once she finds something sustainable.
>>2271784
Other anon is correct, you should really be trying to leave asap. It will be a nightmare if he decides he wants to get you pregnant.

No. 2271812

Idk why everyone keeps telling me a service dog would be a good idea. This shit is almost a fucking scam but at least there’s a dog. There’s no helping my ass in anyway. It would just be easier for me to like I dunno.. not go anywhere ever again. I already am a borderline neet anyway. I’m not bad enough to need mobility aids (despite some insistence it wouldn’t hurt or be a bad idea but I don’t wanna fuck myself over MORE). I just wish I could have a different body this is so ass.

No. 2271815

>>2271768
no sorry nonnie im in central north island :( im actually graduating next week!(integrate)

No. 2271834

>>2271420
the feral packs are the worst because of how violent they get. a few weeks ago I saw some stomping on top of cars in a parking lot

No. 2271853

>>2271781
I’ll never get women like you, you’re supposed to always love yourself more than a scrote. Men have no qualms in leaving immediately at the first sign of difficulty, you shall do the same kek. If a man isn’t bettering your life and if removing them from your life is actually better you do that with hesitation.
>He cheats?
You leave
>He’s always mad?
You leave
>he’s dirty?
You leave
>he doesn’t eat your pussy?
You leave
>he doesn’t have a job or loses his job?
You leave
>but I love him nonna!
Love passes, time makes you forget anything.
I’m straight too so I’m not saying this from a different pov.

No. 2271855

I FORGOT HOW TO SPEAK BECAUSE OF ISOLATION HOW EMBARRASSING

No. 2271905

It’s the first day I didn’t wake up with a fever after a week or so and I’m finally coughing less so now my body thought i should have my period fucking 8 days too early!!!! I’m so pisssed and tired I can’t anymore!!

No. 2271915

Yesterday's appointment was so disappointing to be honest. I've been waiting for that appointment for like months, just to get told the same old "you're just mentally ill" bullshit, no one has managed to get me out of this neverending hell. I've been sick for a year now it's insane, prolly weight less than Ariana atp yet everyone keeps pushing the idea that it's just "chronic anxiety" and I did this to myself, something is seriously wrong and I don't care if I get diagnosed with fucking schizophrenia at this point I just want to get my body and life back, this is shit has destroyed my life

No. 2271924

>>2266940
your bf won't let you kick out a guy who breaks your stuff and does things that make you uncomfortable? i hate to say it nonny but you should dump him, if he's ok with his friend's retarded and dangerous behaviour there's a high chance he'll end up like that himself.

No. 2271925

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You know, if men didn't exist, I doubt sex would be as demonized as it is in our society. Look at picrel, it's almost like moids know either consciously or unconsciously that their sexuality is inherently corrupted as it permeates their every thought with ill intent, then they project this corruption onto us and the very act of sex, they've portrayed women as these "succubus" and evil beings for millennia, even though they statistically and historically have been the ones with warped views on sex, to the point they fuck corpses, animals and kids, they're the sexually degenerate demons, they're the incubus, not us. Sex could be more than just corruption, shame and violence, most women want and seek sex not only for pleasure, but also for intimacy and connection, which are healthy concepts, moids are literally unable to do the same thing and they know they're inhuman for this very fact, that's why they blame us for "corrupting them" when their internal thought process is nefarious to begin with

No. 2271926

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I've bouts of neetdom although through out of my life but I've had phases of ultimate normiedom too.i dont like being a neet but my life circumstances has forced me too..I want to join the real world again because even online I cant assimilate I dont make friends delete accounts that get popular and get burnt out quickly…I feel like all my aspirations are dying and my willpower too everyone tells me I'm still young so I can make something of myself but I feel so old and obsolete..I've gotten job offers one would only dream of but I've squandered it…I know I have adhd but is life really supposed to be this hard with it? Why do I feel theres some major thing missing that I cant take the step to be finally a successful person? Am I doomed to be a neet? Did burying all that mental and physical trauma did the opposite for me and made me shut down? I dont know anymore and I'm tired so fucking tired of trying again and again

No. 2271928

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>>2271925
>Pregnant women don't bleed, but women who haven't been insemnated DO! COINCIDENCE?!
Nobody tell him. This level of actual unironic retardation is hysterical. I hope he schizo's himself into never reproducing.

No. 2271936

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TODAY is the concert of a band that I want to see since 2019 but every DAMN TIME there is something that stopped me or them to make it happen. So I was hype that today I would finally see them live because it the fourth or fifth attempt to see them in concert, even got my day off today to have chill day and what happens? A huge train accident happens this night on the railroad line, which means that almost all trains are cancelled for a few days. I have no car, nobody to drive me there, all busses to this town are of course booked, so are other options of people who offer a ride to the town LIKE FUCK THIS I'm so upset and mad about it reeeeeeeeee
I have currently a shitty time and looking forward towards this concert was the only thing that kept me going.

No. 2271946

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I read horror stories about bed bugs and now I'm so fucking paranoid that I will finally clean my whole apartment.

No. 2271957

>>2271925
Man is talking about a medical drawing of the uterus looking like a goat, what a fucking moron. That's not how it sits in the body you brain dead fuckhead. How about God gave women wombs cause men can't rear shit or be good examples

No. 2271973

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in that state where i need to get shit done but im too anxious to starting doing it so i procrastinate which makes it worst.

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>>2271925
>Scrote thinks women need sperm to survive
>More women are choosing to be single
>4B movement is taking off
>But surely this would kill the feminine vehicles of Baphomet?
>Mfw scrote implies that women would rather kill themselves en masse than deal with his curdled sperm

No. 2271993

I used whitening strips and I swear it made my teeth more yellow. I'm pissed.

No. 2271995

>>2271925
>Moid places a lot of importance in his excretory organ and writes manfiction about it

No. 2272002

>>2271690
I feel this way about plastic surgery before and afters. Natural is always better. It’s all a trick

No. 2272005

Accidentally aggravated my old cornea scars and open air is agony again. I don't want to wear the fucking patch again I'm so sick of people making jokes about it. I have a meeting later today and there's this one lady who is very friendly and I like her, but I know she's going to make a pirate joke (because she did it last time I had to patch up) and I don't think I'll be able to stop myself from bursting into tears if she does.

No. 2272008

>>2271853
I completely agree with you, but to be fair it is much easier to say this from the outside.

No. 2272012

>>2271936
I’m sorry anon that is so shitty and frustrating. I’ve had to miss some of my favorites that I was so excited I had a chance to see and then couldn’t get there. it sucks I feel your pain.

No. 2272017

i just got all the achievements in elden ring and im rly proud of myself

No. 2272019

>>2272017
Good job nonna! You should post this in the positivity thread so we can celebrate with you

No. 2272020

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my partner is great except the fact they snore. it isn't just snoring, it's cartoonishly loud, wall rattling snoring partnered with violently tossing and turning and sleep talking. i would do anything for a good nights sleep cuddling with my beloved

No. 2272022

>>2272020
Have they been checked for sleep apnea? Really bad snoring is usually a sign.

No. 2272096

Someone is moving in next door…

No. 2272105

I'm trying to plan a vacation and I'm going to scream it's so frustrating. I was ready to book it all last night and as I was in the checkout the price went up almost $400 per person. Every single time I check it's a drastically different price, or the good flights will disappear and suddenly the only options it's giving me have overnight layovers for a 6 hour flight, which also cuts my vacation time down from 7 days to 6 days. I'm considering just speaking to a travel agent but I think I can get better deals booking myself online because when I check on the travel agents websites the packages they offer for the same dates/hotel/flights are always way more expensive than I find on other vacation booking websites. UGH why is this so hard and stressful.

No. 2272110

>>2272020
Get earplugs

No. 2272120

>>2272110
Nta but it's not good for your ears to sleep every night with earplugs, and he's not just making noise, je apparently moves a lot.

No. 2272121

I've lived in my country for 7 years and I still can't hold a conversation in the language without freezing up and switching to English after a couple sentences. Apparently it is very obvious that my sentence construction is that of an Englishwoman. I've been told to just speak the language more, but it's so difficult to sustain someones attention when I pause between each word!

No. 2272127

Some beggar approached me right as I left the train station asking for money or food. I didn't have anything but an opened bottle of water so I gave her what little change I had left and she got mad it wasn't more, walking away complaining without even saying thanks. I used to just avoid male ones, now I'll avoid all of them. Fuck her, I'm a student and could've used those 2 dollars she didn't want. That spoiled my entire day, I originally planned to take some pictures and go shopping but I just walked to the nearest station and drove back home. Maybe if I stay inside I won't upset anyone.

No. 2272131

>>2272105
you have to look it up on multiple phones and computers until you find the best deal and then just book that one. it does weird shit when it has your cookies and offers different people different prices.

No. 2272136

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I bumped into some guy's truck and broke my dad's sideview mirror. the guy let me go but I still have to pay for the mirror. I have not gotten any interviews or offers from the wagie jobs I applied to. And I got a cold. And I'm getting discharged from the army. Probably a good thing but it's the only thing that's given me a chance (and a paycheck) despite my retardation (evidenced my lack of ability to even get a fucking retail job, PLEASE give me an offer what the fuck) I have to wait months until I can reenlist. home depot please call me back

No. 2272143

>>2271925
this is actually true for me and i really did steal those men’s souls. and i’ll do it again.

No. 2272170

nobody likes me on here. any time I post, I get extremely negative replies. it bums me out that even anonymously I am disliked. even amongst those I thought were like-minded peers, I am on the outside looking in. I guess maybe I should just stop posting.

No. 2272176

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>>2271925
KEK oh my fucking god

No. 2272258

>>2272170
I like you nonna

No. 2272268

I wanted to shut off my mind and I saw there's a movie festival dedicated to women directors, but the picks were all about sexual assaults and patriarchy like can we really not make something worthy that's not denouncing shit? Of course the few normal ones had male protagonists or girls thirsting over their neighbour the plot. Might just stay in bed and rot.

No. 2272295

>>2272170
You're not one of our resident personalityfags, are you

No. 2272303

>>2272170
>anonymously
>can't put capitals
retard and attention seeker

No. 2272320

>>2272170
A lot of nonnies come here to take their anger out on each other and feel like they're "one upping" someone, I wouldn't take it personally Nonna. There's also a lot of spergs here.

No. 2272326

>>2271925
>and the cum never comes out, it is absorbed into the vagina
They really know nothing about vaginas and rely on 4chan bros to teach them. The majority of cum just leaks out of the vagina upon standing up or after walking around for a bit and going pee. They're so fucking dumb.

No. 2272377

I had an online friend of four years dump me out of the blue a few months ago. she would always say that I was her closest friend and how much she loved the stories we wrote together we met through rp, cringe I know and how she'd always remember our stuff as the best characters and stories she ever wrote with anyone. at the beginning of the year she suddenly stopped talking to me and I found out that she had moved on to someone new. she messaged me once on my birthday but I was so hurt at that point that I only thanked her and didn't say anything else. she didn't try to continue the conversation either. I still kept her on discord because I guess a part of me thought she might apologize one day. but today I noticed that she had removed me from her friends list. it makes me so sad to know that I'm that easily forgettable and replacable. it happens over and over again, both online and irl. I wonder what it is about me that makes people toss me out of their lives like trash.

No. 2272412

>>2272320
ty nona, I'll keep trying not to take it personally and ignore the mean girls
>>2272295
no

No. 2272413

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I wish there was a human remote control to completely mute and silence another human being. That fat tard right across me yaps like a fucking chihuahua on his shitbox vidya machine like it’s a job while being jobless, broke and disgusting. I absolutely hate males with all of my life and I wish for them to all be eradicated, I have to prevent myself from crashing into that room and smashing that stupid fucking tv/scrotebox/scrotecomputer whatever the fuck it is into unrecognizable pieces of scrap metal and slam his stupid face into the ground. I do desperately want a fucking war and obligatory draft for males only. All of my problems could be fixed by committing a crime honestly.

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>>2270536
This reminds me of like 2 weeks ago when I ordered my usual patented Chipotle bowl. I order doordashed Chipotle religiously from the same Chipotle that's a few blocks away/in the next neighborhood over. I'm like a "phantom regular", I don't go inside but my name must pop up on the order request screen or whatever so often they have to know me right?? I get the same fucking bowl every time. Last time I ordered the same thing and they gave a me a fucking burrito/wrap. I almost threw up on the spot and got it refunded but I went on a personal little strike from it for these past weeks (which made me realize that's the #1 thing i get from doordash and that i should start cooking at home and now i have more money so actually a win) but the fact that it happened pissed me off and I even texted the driver afterwards. Though I assume they didn't know because they didn't look in the bag/tamper with my food so I guess I can't be mad.
To this day I assume it was some kind of dig against me specifically and that it was some kind of warning/telling me not to order from them anymore because they don't like me sending them an order or something (???). It can't be that hard to make a white rice, steak, cheese, lettuce, pico/tomato, bowl with literally nothing else. No drink or chips or anything. some fucking retarded imbecile put it in a burrito instead and honestly i still plan to schedule a pick up instead of a delivery one day for the location so I can walk in and say my name and see who reacts the most
(and if I'm their personal microcelebrity) and end them.

No. 2272469

TW sex with men

Male cum is so fucking nasty. It smells awful, has the consistency of old snot, and the way it spreads when you try to clean it off………… Legit makes me wanna vomit. I can't believe there are people out there who are okay with that crap going in their mouth. Don't reply to this just to shit on me for having sexual relations with men, I put the tw for a reason.

No. 2272476

>>2272447
are you that retard who had a breakdown in the McDonald's drive through a few days ago?

No. 2272483

>>2272469
It's fucking gross. It smells really bad later, too. I don't mean on me, I mean if a guy jacks off and cums a lot of them don't clean up after and just wipe off with like a tissue but don't wash it. And it SMELLS a very specific disgusting smell. I've smelled it on men my whole life, when I realized what I was smelling (after witnessing it first hand) it made me hate men even more.

No. 2272493

>>2272469
I wish I could unread your post. At the same time it makes me glad I'm a virgin loser.

No. 2272496

>>2272469
>smells awful
I'll be real I've never had this problem with my boyfriend. It doesn't smell like roses but it doesn't have a super strong horrible smell, it's just like a salty neutral kind of bodily excretion odor scent. Maybe you should tell whatever scrote you're fucking to drink more water?

No. 2272502

>>2272469
Not gonna disagree but that's in part due to a shit diet/lifestyle

No. 2272504

>>2272493
Sorry, I should have put it behind a spoiler. Like I said, some people like it, maybe you won't find it as gross as I do.
>>2272496
The moid I'm currently sleeping with does drink a LOT of soda which probably contributes to the smell, but otoh some people are probably just more sensitive to it.
The texture though, even if that can be changed with diet, I don't think I'll ever be able to withstand it.

No. 2272505

>>2272469
Ewww, I remember when my ex would cum it would separate into a white part and a clear part. One time I tried to clean it off of him with a tissue I wanted to gag because of the way it was separating as it dripped down his torso. I stopped after the first time because it made me queasy.
>>2272496
Yeah if a man is healthy is very neutral and maybe a bit salty, much like how vaginal discharge is. If a man's cum smells maybe it's time to break up. So nasty.

No. 2272538

>>2272469
I remember the only 2 times my ex came in my mouth (I was young and had low self esteem) I wretched so loudly and he looked truly heartbroken kek. He didn't take care of himself at all and he didn't even drink much water and he expected his spunk to taste delicious and for me to drink it up like gatorade, men are so delusional.

No. 2272540

>>2272538
Samefag and the second time he got me in the eye with it and it literally burned like acid and my eye was bloodshot and swollen for like half a day.

No. 2272562

>>2272504
>maybe you won't find it as gross as I do.
No clue, all I know is that how it tastes and smells depends on the guy's diet so if they eat plenty of fruits and veggies it's less disgusting. Especially if it's pineapple. No clue if that's true but that's believable, body odor and sweat works the same way. I've seen people saying it tastes like coconut water or smells like squid, but that sounds very vague to me.

No. 2272573

>>2272562
It does kind of taste like coconut water if instead of a sweet profile it was a salty profile and the texture was like eggnog.

No. 2272574

TW this is really gross

>>2272540
Jesus christ, I never had the cum-in-eye experience but just the though of little sperm cells swimming around on my eye is nightmarish. Actually the concept of sperm cells is also so fucking disgusting. Imagine them writhing around in your mouth, in contact with yout tongue.(integrate)

No. 2272584

>>2272573
I never tasted coconut water or eggnog so this is gibberish to me kek

No. 2272616

>>2271853
didnt read the other post but how do you expect your relationship to last with this kind of mindsey where any mistake is a killer?
honest question, please try to answer honestly, because i do think men are awful to date for the most part and i'm actually wondering how you draw the line without being too abrasive

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>>2272584
Imagine almond skins with a slightly metallic aftertaste, but mixed with the smell of Elmer's glue and a similar texture.

No. 2272665

>>2272493
being a virgin is actually based
i should never have lost my virginity, sex fucking sucks, i had it like twice then never again and never wanted it because fapping is much better
that's how bad it sucks

No. 2272672

>>2272447
what the actual fuck this is like a new level of narcissism

No. 2272688

>>2272665
Being a virgin is only based if you want to be one. Otherwise it's just neutral. If good looking men with decent personalities existed and if I weren't terrified of an unwanted pregnancy or STDs or my insane religious family finding out somehow that I had sex I would have had sex already at that point, I'm still a virgin because I don't want to lower my expectation just to say I'm not a virgin anymore with all the risks associated to it.

>because fapping is much better

I barely feel anything these past few years, no clue why.

No. 2272698

>>2272616
there are some basic requirements like washing themselves and not being a spastic. that's not "any mistake", that's just standards.

No. 2272717

Fuck this shoddy periods. My back hurts like hell, I’m constipated as hell, I have shitty cramps and I hate everything.
Fuck this shit.

No. 2272726

>>2272540
Ew, in order to taste like a normal person you just need a proper diet. I’ve only given bjs twice and both of them had impeccable taste as in it tasted like nothing, I don’t think anyone has genitals that taste yummy anyway , neutrality is what you shall aspire.
If you entertain scrotes who play video games 24/7, who only drink monster drinks , who smoke and have a gut it’s on you if you get battery acid on your tongue kek.

No. 2272727

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>goes outside
>decides to go and walk to the store like I always do
>stupid fucking cracked out scrote with his piece of shit dogs in the way just standing in one of the pathways
>curses at me because I clearly said “keep your dogs away from me” because they were growling and getting near me despite me walking around them
>stupid fucking scrote yells at me saying “hey don’t walk around that way on the grass because there’s dog shit littered all over that place”
>this is a place where you’re required to use those green baggies to use pick up after your dog’s shit
>ofc they didn’t do that
>he calls me a bitch
>and I yell at him back
>I get all up in his face
>so close to throwing hands on that stupid annoying retard
>just terrible and shitty experience
I risked my life yelling at a scrote while already having a shitty day enough as it is. That stupid thing already looked cracked and doped out with his stupid tiny chihuahuas so who knows what fucking weapons he could’ve had, scrotes are so annoying and dangerous and I seriously hate them all. And now I’m crying after all of that yelling, I seriously hate this world.

No. 2272738

>>2272688
Exactly. Being a virgin for a man means nothing since sex poses virtually no risk or threat to them. I have a lot of respect for any woman who doesnt want to have sex just to say they did it.

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>>2272738
>Being a virgin for a man means nothing
I disagree. If sex feels better for a man than for a woman, then it shows even greater character to be willing to turn down sex. Of course, this doesn't apply to incels who want to have sex but can't.

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>>2272717
Those asshole shocks are always deadly. They get me like this each time.

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I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU. i try to be okay with how things are now but it sucks. you suck.

No. 2272755

I had to get a filling in my front top tooth and now whenever I put ANY pressure on it or bite down it sends shock waves through my mouth. It hurts so bad nonas. I’m gonna go to the doctors to hopefully be put on more painful medication than paracetamol and ibuprofen but for now pray for me.

No. 2272767

>>2272413
just the other day i was wishing i could block people irl. i spend too much time online.

No. 2272769

>>2270580
Don't pay it.

No. 2272781

>>2270580
I don't pay the ones who were no help at all and every bill I get goes straight into the trash.

No. 2272783

>>2272755
Did they even do the procedure correctly?

No. 2272800

I have a friend I don't see often, who is part of a big friend group I'm in, and for whatever reason sometimes when I do see her it's obvious I annoy her. Today another friend said it was obvious she was annoyed at me too. I don't blame her because I am kind of annoying, and tomorrow I'll just try to be less annoying, but I just want to cry because I like her so much DVR it's so hard that sometimes I can't do anything right
The others say that I try too hard to make her like me and to stop caring because if she didn't want to hang out with me then she wouldn't but being casual doesn't work either, it feels like a slot machine and I just really want to be liked by her sometimes we talk online for a really long time so I know she doesn't hate me, I'm just annoying in person to her, but it hurts so much when I get home and think about every interaction that I got wrong
I can't believe I'm actually crying about this, I'm too old for this

No. 2272801

i just got braces today and it kind of hurt and now im so sore and it sucks. can't even eat anything or brush my teeth without it being hell. painkillers aren't even helping. tell me it's gonna get better nonnies

No. 2272807

>>2272801
are you 14? fuck off

No. 2272809

>>2272807
People get braces at 40 these days calm down

No. 2272813

>>2272807
what the fuck does that even have to do with anything

No. 2272814

>>2272813
nona is retarded but you have to be 18+ to post on lolcow

No. 2272820

>>2272814
im 20 though. do people not get braces as adults im confused

No. 2272822

>>2272801
When I had braces I liked the pain it gave me kek. I was always excited when I would go to the dentist to tighten them.
Not in the sexual way though , I want to clarify that.

No. 2272824

>>2272807
Some people can only afford braces once they’re older, classic or invasilign. It’s actually a privilege to have your braces paid by your parents.
My mom paid for mine and it was 3K euro, I kept them for 5 years.

No. 2272825

>>2272820
yeah its not uncommon, nona is just retarded and thinks braces are limited to children

No. 2272830

>>2272822
i could really use being a little masochistic kek
>>2272825
wish i had gotten them younger tbh. being broke and a burgerfag without healthcare is the worst

No. 2272838

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I am trying to use the 333 technique to calm and ground myself and stop flying off the handle. I'm a calm and normal woman in typically typical situations. In an atypical situation why should I be forced to calm myself and not get crazy on some dickhead. I'm doing my best here to not bite out your jugular through your neck and you give me no such curtesy. However I'm the bad guy if I respond to you're rudeness in kind.
Fuck scrotes, fuck trams, double fuck taxis run by scrotes etc.
I'm drunk and pissed off fuck them all

No. 2272842

>>2272727
Sigh. Life sucks

No. 2272845

>>2272830
Don’t feel ashamed nonna. You’ll remove them and have better teeth, better than getting crowns kek.

No. 2272851

I hate being an adult so much. Had to spend $500 before I even got home from work today. On gas, an oil change, cat food and groceries. Not even anything fun. And the rest of my paycheque will go to bills. Life sucks and I miss when i could spend my money on fun things

No. 2272856

I'm constantly terrified that my grandfather is going to die before I get to visit him next year. He's the family member I truly connect t the most, aside from my mom. It'll be soul crushing if I don't get to hang out with him for at least one more time.

No. 2272859

>>2272801
Nonny it will get better and you will get more used to them eventually. I got mine on 6 months ago. The first week was painful and then it got better, after that really the only time I feel pain from them is when I go in to get them adjusted lol. Make sure to stock up on dental wax though, they slice up your lips pretty easily

No. 2272865

>>2272476
No but now I need a link/to see the screencap thanks

No. 2272875

>>2272859
And don’t eat curry if you have clear elastics kek.

No. 2272881

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Today my moid texted me asking me when we will live together, and I cried because I really don't want to.

He's good (by scrote standards) and he says he loves me, yet I feel trapped inside the relationship. I feel like I can only tolerate him in small doses. Usually I go visit him for the weekend and then go home. I absolutely dread the thought of living with him, of coming home to him every afternoon, of spending too much time with him. He's asked to visit me many times, and I made up every excuse in the book (my parents are visiting, I have ants in my kitchen, i have to renovate first, my home is disorganized) to try to stop him from coming over for the weekend, because my space is Mine. I need my own space and I don't want to share it with anyone, even for a night. But he thinks I must be hiding something or probably live with another guy because I only let him visit for a few hours max.

I know this relationship is bad for my mental health but I hate the thought of being alone. But maybe I was meant to be alone. Maybe being alone is better than being stressed, unhappy, and slowly dying on the inside.

This is my first "real" relationship, and it taught me that I probably can't handle being in relationships after all. I'm 26 years old and somewhat of a late bloomer. My only previous "relationship" was with a obese abusive scrote twice my age who never loved me and was only using me for sex. This guy I'm dating now is conventionally attractive, age appropriate, and actually seems to care about me, and he's probably the best I'm going to get, because I'm plain faced, slightly chubby, and socially awkward, so I can't let him go because I may never find another. I'm autistic too, which makes dating really hard because I don't really understand things like appropriate amounts of affection to show, or how to "act feminine"/relationship gender roles. Plus, masking and trying to act like a normie is wearing me down a lot, but if I ever let my guard down and acted too autistic, I'd be ridiculed. Which is why I think I'm not cut out for relationships after all, I should just embrace the loneliness and enjoy my sperg hobbies: woodworking, model trains, vintage computers, 70s outlaw country music, Nascar, and math.

In conclusion I think I need to break up with my scrote, but sometimes I think that maybe I can put up with it. I'll never be able to live with someone else because I need my own space. Masking 24/7 would become too taxing on me. I love him but I just can't do it anymore. But maybe pain is the price of not being lonely….

No. 2272889

>>2272845
you're right and yeah thank god i don't have to get crowns. that shit sounds painful from what i've heard
>>2272859
>>2272875
thanks nonny. i guess i'll just have to get used to them and good thing i don't really eat curry kek

No. 2272894

>>2272881
The right guy for you will understand you need your own space.

No. 2272895

i'm still salty at how little there was to do in most of the cities i went to while i was visiting america. outside of bar hopping and spending a ton of money there wasn't much to see (so many cities across different states just blended together) and since i barely drink, bar hopping was out of the question. outside of new york i unironically have the most memorable moments in small towns. in the cities there would usually only be 1 point of interest that i'd have to pay for and then that was my activity for that day.

No. 2272930

>>2272895
Did you try the fentanyl? It's all the rage really you must try it

No. 2272940

>>2266222
what happened to cc!

No. 2272949

>>2272940
It's been down: >>1529567
Join us.

No. 2272952

We have a coworker that everyone knows is a bitch but she controls the schedule so we're expected to be nice to her. I finally snapped today, at my male coworkers saying "but anon she's pregnant!" I finally said back way too loud that she probably heard "so what? I can get pregnant, who cares" I'm sick of her shitty attitude treating everyone there like dirt where she deserves the world. She's just another selfish bitch with no education that got knocked up by 20 to an almost 30 year old scrote. I wish she'd leave faster for maternity. I'll be quitting but I wish the worst for her with how she treats everyone else.

No. 2272953

>>2272952
Ngl I kind of feel like if you're in a state where you're capable of making the decision to be the bigger person then you should be. Pregnancy is hard, being mean to a woman who's going through a drastic change in her life such as becoming a mother just feels like scummy behavior.

No. 2272954

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I fucking hate my roommates so much. I also hate how my past friendgroup is. My roommates are two fat disgusting moids. It used to be myself, one fat ugly moid, and my female friend. The fat ugly moid is her close friend and I didn't mind living with him at first even though he is kind of embarrassing. He is a D&D and Magic the Gathering player and is basically the epitome of ugly Reddit scrote. living with him was tolerable at first but it's now become a fucking nightmare. she moved out and his best friend moved in, two fat ugly gangly moids. they are dirty, barely do dishes or clean. i do most of the vacuuming even though his retarded cat destroys everything including our furniture, but my cat is the only one who is registered on the lease so i will get the flack for it even though she does not scratch furniture. they are both passive aggressive towards me for asking them to do basic shit but all they do is get high and sit on their fat asses all day. as for my friend group, i've come to realize as i'm maturing that they are all fucking retarded. the female friend in question i was living with is genuinely tiktok brain rotted and intolerable as is her retarded philosophyfag boyfriend. i fucking hate them all so goddamn much. there's so much more but i hate all of them, and they keep letting coomer faggots into their friendgroup. i left their discord server i used to play games on because they invited a fucking strip club manager. i literally hope they all die so bad

No. 2272955

>>2272953
She has repeatedly fucked me over in hours and commission money by taking over things that should've been mine or others. She doesn't treat others with respect I couldn't care that she got knocked up. She could've at any point even before being pregnant acted as a better person but she never has.

No. 2272959

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I hate artificial HEATERS it’s 45 degrees outside it’s perfect. I hate the heater in the car. I’m so hot. I wanna roll the window down and put my face out like a dog. I was so hot I took my shoes and socks off and my pants. If I could take my shirt off I would. I want an ice pack. It’s like 60 degrees in this car and the artificial heat makes me feel like it’s 80 in here. Why is artificial heat so disgusting? Why are people pussies? 45 degrees is beautiful. I keep putting my face and hands against the cold window cause I can’t roll it down cause my bf is all cold and shit. I think I have hyperthyroid cause I’m burning up and feeling heat sickness. I hate heaters!!!!! Just wear clothes!!!! It’s not even freezing outside it’s 45!!! I keep being like plz let me roll the window down for a breath. I’m so hot and uncomfortable. I hate this!!!! I hope the heater breaks!!!
>inb4 ur fat
I’m actually clinically underweight! My bf is the cold pussy and he’s overweight! LET ME BE AN ICE QUEEN the furnace burns inside me!!’

No. 2272968

>>2272800
Hey nonnie, I'm really sorry to hear you are struggling. Have you ever talked to her about this? What did she say if you did? Some people like to pick on the visibly weaker friends of the group, whether that's socially or emotionally. When more than one person gets like this, they pick a friend to collectively shit on "jokingly". This happened to me and other anons on this site.
But it sounds like you have a few friends in this group who support you and have even tried to give you advice. The first thing I'd recommend is putting time aside to hang out with them one on one. We should always strive to cultivate better relationships in our lives.
There are a number of ways we can try to fix things with your problem friend, but you mentioned that you really like her and it hurts when she doesn't like you in return. Sometimes, there will be people in our lives who we should be friends with, they've done nothing wrong, and they like us. But for some reason we just can't make ourselves like them. And that's okay. Nobody on this earth was made for each other and that's what makes us all unique. So don't worry about it if friendship with her doesn't work out. You should let people out of your life if they don't fit in it, and welcome people in who do.

No. 2272972

>>2272959
same (and also skelly) yet my fat family members act like they're in the arctic and turn that shit up to 80 making it feel like 100. it doesn't even snow here and they have extra body heat kek what are they cold for?

No. 2272977

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I’m so tired. I worked so hard this week but I had to submit an assignment 25 minutes past the deadline so I am getting a deduction. I had the day mostly free but I was so exhausted I slept for about 14 hours and could bring myself to do nothing until 9pm. If I had started an hour or even 30 minutes earlier I would have submitted it in time. I’m tired of always disappointing myself but I am exhausted on a foundational level and cannot being myself to do literally anything. I’m only hurting myself and the opportunities others have fought to give me. Maybe if it was just me I wouldn’t feel as bad but I hate that I am hurting them too.

No. 2273018

old lady that works where i did my internship texted me yesterday and i refuse to open the message. maybe my anger is misdirected but i don't care. i hate that these people still try to keep in contact with me. they said they would call me to offer me a job back in june and that never happened kek. during my almost four months there i did a shit ton of stuff, i even had to teach this old lady how to send a fucking email or use excel but she has a job and i don't because of her political affiliations? what a fucking joke. im not opening her shit message, she'll probably ask me to go visit them, or try to set me up with her compsci piece of shit son, go to hell.

i had a feeling they wouldn't call me after an argument with the boss, so when i left i stole some gel pens and hardcover notebooks as payback.

there's this other 39 year old suicidal fat bug eyed moid who still texts me but i ignore him. i'm convinced he liked me and was trying to groom me. can you get groomed as a young adult? that's what it felt like. you are weird and your daughter is four years younger than me. he would act so weird and buy me linzer cookies everyday cause they're my favorites, bought me a the smiths shirt out of nowhere and invited me to a morrissey concert which ended up being canceled like 20 days after meeting eachother. he was asphyxiating. whatever, now he texts me trying to talk about conspiracy theories kek. fuck you, you utter subhuman. you were not being kind, i know what you were trying to do and you're creepy as fuck. im glad i told him he was norwood 3 and created a new insecurity for him

whatever, point is: i want people from that place to stop speaking to me, if you're not going to give me a job then what's the point of keeping contact? i am broke and every souce of income i had has been stripped away from me and you want me not to be hateful? i don't want to be friends i want MONEY. YOU ARE CREEPY LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE

my mom thinks im being weird for not wanting to speak to them, especially to the latter but it's because she doesn't know how weird he was

No. 2273023

>>2273018
>my mom thinks im being weird for not wanting to speak to them, especially to the latter but it's because she doesn't know how weird he was
your mom sounds dumb, why would you ever want your daughter speaking to some middle aged man, she shouldn't need details to see it's cause he's a freak

No. 2273057

>>2272881
I'm in exactly the same boat as you nonna. I grew up in an abusive home where I wasn't allowed to even have a door and now that I finally got my own place at age 25 the last thing I want is for someone to come into My Space. Maybe for other people who've had their autonomy and their space respected their entire lives they're ready by their 20s to give that up and share it with another person. I'm not. My moid is very understanding of it but he is also autistic and if it bothered him, he would never tell me. I also need to break up with him but he's the only one who respects my history of abuse and is ok with me being completely celibate. All of this to say there are men out there who will respect your need for your own space, maybe some who even like having their own space too. Relationships are contracts for mutual aid and support and aren't meant to completely invade your life if you don't want them to, that's the advantage of female sexual liberation.

No. 2273105

Absolutely enraging moid at my lab, what is it with stem moids being the most insufferable pieces of shit somehow? I have to talk to this loser because the pi fucking loves him and I'm trying to stay on their good sides but he's so infuriating. He pretty much tries to debate me almost every other day on why I'm not a fucking Christian and then goes ahead and tells me he's a Christian because his girlfriend broke up with him because he was a disrespectful rude little shit to her, but he "loved" her so much that he felt he needed to find purpose. Yesterday he told me that because I'm not a jesustard I'm immature and don't have the ability to think ahead or plan for my future. That one day my hobbies won't be fulfilling or make me happy because my dopamine receptors will be so fried and that the fulfilling love of christ and discipline is gonna save me, I was in awe like I couldn't even come up with anything to say because how deranged and narcissistic do you have to be to think that working out and being a weirdo to girls while preaching about Christian values makes you a better person. Hes so rude I can't believe it the fucker had the balls to tell me that I would never have kids because of my "lack" of ambition or leave a legacy, he's such a textbook example of a conniving piece of shit that only sees family as a self-serving way to further yourself I hate him I hope whatever poor woman he gaslights into marrying him divorces him and leaves him destitute. And it's so frustrating that I can't say anything because the pi agrees w this retard religion wise and I'm still new to the lab so I just put up with him.

No. 2273111

>>2273105
this sounds illegal and like discrimination, sorry you can't report or do anything about it.

No. 2273121

>>2273105
What's up with religious people projecting their own personal issues on others? He thinks you're a piece of shit because he saw himself as a piece of shit until he became a born again christian. I hope you can report him and not have more problems later. Is he like this with other coworkers?

No. 2273136

>>2273121
With my female coworkers, he only talks abt lab-related work with them but he said some pretty misogynistic stuff to an undergrad who had come for the summer. Before she left
she had told me that he said to her face that women were lesser than men because they're weak and emotional and followed it up with but don't get mad at me those are just the facts. He keeps it work-related with my male coworkers too, but I guess it's because I'm new??

No. 2273139

>>2273136
It's because you didn't set professional boundaries and keep engaging with his retarded debates
>I need to talk to him
Yeah, about work

No. 2273143

I hate work sm I'm getting suicidal again. I'm gonna start coming in high, I'm so fucking miserable, I hate being a blubbering retard that's only capable of holding down entry level jobs I wish I could just die.

No. 2273154

>>2272881
If you're calling him a moid and a scrote already you might as well dump him. It's not getting better. Unless you want to grind your teeth for years to come, and for what?

No. 2273179

Cannot wait until the geriatric fuck that looks like he's rotting from the outside out dies because if I have to keep hearing his disgusting ass refer to me by "Beauty" for much longer, I'll bury him myself

No. 2273205

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>>2272881
Relatable, this is why I don't date, an anon was sad because she wanted to see her bf more than once a week and I couldn't help but think "that's already too much for me". I also have this weird shit where I need to compartmentalize every relationship in my life and the perspective that a partner would have to meet my parents or my friends makes me panic.

No. 2273226

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I had a happy dream about my old best friend in which we were having fun like we used to and talking with each other about anything and everything. She was being very loving and nice to me. I was so sad when I woke up and realised it was just a dream. I really want another female best friend like her, someone I'm that close with again, but I've never managed to have a friendship like that again even though I desperately want it. I'm afraid that I'll never be able to get over her.
When we last spoke, she told me that even though she has and will always love me, that she doesn't "need" me anymore and it hurt so fucking much. Meanwhile I feel like I still "need" her. I've never been able to connect and be that close with anyone else again, even though I've been trying and I'd like to.

That being said, months ago now I saw that she randomly sent me a friend request on steam. But steam also shows that she hasn't been online since then (and I don't think steam told me when she even sent that). I feel like I'm always waiting for someone that won't even arrive. We haven't spoken in years. At the very least it means she thought of me.

No. 2273227

>>2273023
right? she knows most of the people working there so she thought i was completely safe, but they worked in different sections and couldn't be watching me all day as i'm not a child. although bitter, i'm still glad i left that place, as all the things i knew about him pointed to him being a degenerate, like having stickers on his work laptop of a genshin impact character he "loved", when i googled her, she was supposed to be 8. like, people see this as normal? are we crazy? i feel disgusted just thinking about it

No. 2273242

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>struggled all my life with finding a style where I feel like I look good
>feel like a poser in most types of outfits and aesthetics
>one day I just happened to put together my only pair of "boyfriend sized" jeans and oversize t-shirt when I was lounging around at home
>stares at myself in the mirror
>dang, out of everything I'm one of those women that REALLY pulls off the oversized outfit style
>I'm almost 2m tall, finding anything that keeps it oversize or long fit on me that isn't something super basic is close to impossible
>fml

No. 2273243

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I've been staring in the mirror and things feel off. Like really staring, I can count the pores on my nose level of staring. I've tripped before and it's kinda like that but not quite.
I think I'm getting jamais vu. I'm happy to get a new experience but I hope this is a temporary thing and it doesn't mean I've fully lost it.

No. 2273247

>>2272959
Why are you dating a deathfat

No. 2273248

it feels like no matter what anybody does or says we will ever escape the evil of humans, especially moids, but pickmes too, I wish this could all just be a nightmare and I could wake up in a kinder world

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>>2273248
A kinder world made of chocolate?

No. 2273255

>>2272688
you only want sex because youre a virgin
if fapping doesnt make you feel much, having sex will make you feel even less
i remember how bad i wanted to try and have sex back wheni was a virgin (and didn't go through for the same reasons as you), because i thought the "real thing" was going to be 10x better, turns out it's 10x worse (without even accounting for the risks)

No. 2273265

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>tfw trannies ruin everything
My beloved Ulala, even these dickwounds couldn’t keep their grubby little moid hands away from you.. I’m sorry

No. 2273268

This reminds me when I was 16 and I heard from a girl that men's dicks are extremely warm. For some reason the thought of that made me gag. Safe to say 10 years later I am celibate. If I ever had to encounter a dick in real life I think I'd have a panic attack.

No. 2273271

>>2273255
>if fapping doesnt make you feel much, having sex will make you feel even less
Come on, having sex with someone you care about (and who cares about you) is in another stratosphere to masturbation. Sex is more than just getting off, it's the most intimate thing you can do with another human so a lot of positive feelings come into play you wouldn't experience when you're touching yourself.

No. 2273275

>>2273271
Nta but some of us unfortunately don't have this opportunity so masturbating will have to make do.

No. 2273276

>>2273255
Many of my friends told me there's no point in having sex with a random guy and doing it with a man I love and who loves me should feel way better.

No. 2273277

>>2273271
Nta but it felt like nothing to me

No. 2273279

>>2273275
And that's totally fine, great even, I just hate to see women who haven't experience sex at all be told it's worthless because some anons have slept with people who didn't care enough about them to make them feel loved and satisfied.

>>2273276
They're right - sex with strangers will be terrible, do not do it. Don't rush it, you've got your entire life to experience sex and whoever your future man might be, if you know he cares about you, no doubt you'll have a good time.

>>2273277
You felt no arousal? Stop sleeping with ugly men.

No. 2273282

>>2273279
I'm not sure if pretty ones even exist anymore. It's like they went extinct after 1999.

No. 2273354

>>2272672
>t. chipotle worker

No. 2273358

>>2273354
top kek

No. 2273377

What otc medicines can I use to kill myself

No. 2273381

My personality disordered parent has offered to help me buy my own place so I don't have to rent. I've considered taking her up on it but I worry it's just another manipulation tactic, either it will never happen and she will string me along with the promise forever, or she will do it and hold it over my head forever. Should I just find a shitty apartment and cut ties? I also worry about the blowup that will surely happen when I tell her I'll be a "loser" that's choosing to rent an apartment instead of taking her offer

No. 2273384

>>2273377
None really. Failure rate is too high to be worth a try

No. 2273392

>>2273377
none! itll just hurt a lot and you'll get permanent damage and not even die. im sorry that you feel like you want to do that and i hope the feeling passes soon for you…
>>2273381
genuinely the only thing shitty parents are good for is giving you money, soo i would take the offer personally. and housing is so expensive rn. you could always just block or ignore her later

No. 2273402

>>2270994
that is the truth.
its everyones birthright to talk shit on the internet, but we wuold be damned if we take it for face value.
just remember what those did during the rona, drinking bleach, snorting baking powder with basil, buying magnetic finger rings off facebook to "redirect" the virus. the internet is the marketplace in mediavel times. anyone can hop on a soap box and claim their chickepox have been cured by eating sox. who in their right minds follow the recipe.

>>2270883
that is covering the top 2 of my living, breathing nightmare fuel. last workplace was that exploitative and im not going to sign for a sweatshop no more.

No. 2273414

>>2273381
>forever
I have news for you, people die

In all seriousness, in whose name is the apartment going to be? If it's in yours, hell yeah.
If it's in her name, you can still accept and move if things between you become too sour.
If it's split property, uh-oh. If you own part of an apartment you need the permission of the other owner to sell or do anything with it. It ties you up together in a legal way and

No. 2273434

>>2273414
I know girl I'm worried she will string me along until she's sick and I'll have to be a caretaker. She's hinted at it before

I think her name would have to be on it

No. 2273440

I am absolutely rotting from the topics that are discussed…. It’s always stupid retarded anime infighting or some fandom crap nobody who’s employed and busy cares about. This website used to be fun years ago…

No. 2273441

>>2273381
My personality disordered parent made me the same offer rn nona, I understand how you feel. Personally, I would take it but do absolutely 0% of the work. She buys it and puts it 100% in your name, and if she stalls then you refuse contact until she buys it. Worst (or best) case scenario it was just a play but you cut ties with her for refusing to buy your place. If she tries to buy it but legally attach herself to it then you refuse and cut ties with her. And if you do manage to get it and it's 100% real, if she tries to hold it over your head you can cut her off too in that case. My parent put me through so much shit she is only good for throwing money my way, and that's exactly what she does when she feels me slipping away. Always remember they need you more than you need them, even if you have to find another place you will survive and maybe even be better off without her.

No. 2273449

>>2273381
It depends, in whose name will the apartment be?

If in yours, hell yeah
If in hers, you can still move out anytime

If it's joint property, uh-oh. If you own a part of an apartment you will need approval from the other owner of you want to sell or do literally anything with your part, like rent out or upgrade. It ties you together legally and you can end up in long drawn out expensive court battles if you end up disagreeing.

At least this is the case in my country, I strongly advise you to look up local property laws if you are financing it together

No. 2273560

>>2273384
>>2273392
Alright, thanks ig. I'm nervous to buy a gun, but…

No. 2273561

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>waiting on street to be picked up
>heavy foot traffic
>car full of uggo moids drives past
>they open a window and scream "HOW MUCH?" at me repeatedly
>Everyone near me laughs
>Mfw

No. 2273610

I feel so retarded for this, but I just hate Mihoyo so much it's unreal. I was part of a nice community for a niche series and it was one of the best things ever. We had a server where we talked and shared art and had fun, I loved it because the people were nice and the fandom was already small so finding people who weren't autistic 12 year old and trannies who were part of it was also a delight.

All was well until one by one they started to get into Mihoyo games (particularly Genshin and Honkai Star Rail), and then it all went to shit. It spread like a fucking disease, and now the nice niche community of friends I have turned into one more Mihoyo garbage bin where all they talk about is how hot the latest pastel haired overdesigned twink is and their gacha luck. I already disliked Genshin for the shitty fandom and the awful designs but watching my friend group and community peel away for the sake of Hoyo shit was the final drop for me and now I feel irrational hatred for that fucking franchise. It makes me so fucking sad and angry, I hate this so much. I can't even get into Hoyo games to catch up and be with them again because I hate it too much to become genuinely invested in it to the point where it wouldn't feel like pulling all my teeth out. I feel so alone.

No. 2273628

>>2273561
even the women laughed? what a sick society we live in. I'm sorry

No. 2273631

>>2273610
I feel this in my soul. every weeb I meet nowadays is into gacha trash, even women in my age range (+30). basically you can't exist as a weeb now without having to meet people who are into some type of gacha. mihoyo is the main culprit definitely.

No. 2273646

>>2273610
I feel you so much nona. I have a best friend who I love with all my heart. We often drew together (streaming for each other) and we also roleplayed a lot with our favorite characters and ships, but a while ago she started playing HSR because some character was released that featured a Seiyuu that she liked. And just like that, poof. We still talk, but she has definitely grown more distant because she joined some HSR roleplay server on discord and she spends most of her time in there now. I can tell that she has gotten more and more disinterested in the characters we used to love and play together because now all she wants is to talk about HSR and her fav from it, and she knows I hate Hoyo games which I guess caused her to become even more distant. I miss my friend so much but at the same time I don't want to make her feel bad by shitting on something she clearly likes. Right now I'm getting by and just continuing with engaging with the games and series I like but every time I see her talk about HSR or notice her playing HSR through Discord I feel a wave of sadness.

No. 2273653

>>2273646
I guess it's petty but I am looking forward for the moment these games go out of service kek I guess there will be always more but I want to see these people seethe for losing their pngs.

No. 2273660

>>2273653
i personally hope one day one of those games gets hacked or gets a security breach and everyone's credic card information gets leaked. i know it's awful but my timeline is so filled with those cookie cutter shitty character designs and retarded discussions about "THE DEEP LORE" (the lore is bullshit) that at this point i just want it to burn.

No. 2273670

I hate waking up first thing in the morning and already people are snapping at me. Why can't we all just chill

No. 2273686

sewing patterns overlap. so you got to follow your own size, but the more sizes, the more challenging it becomes to follow your unique pattern. and lets say you can trace your own line, once you realize those other lines are not arbitrary, you can not blend them out easily. everything is made of patterns.

>>2271072
if my heart gets broken, can you pls take him?

No. 2273687

>>2273449
Wait, I didn't even consider the option that you could jointly finance it but she would put just her name on it. Totally don't let her do that

No. 2273769

Just sent an inquiry to a therapy practice that accepts my insurance. I could vent on lolcow but fuck I think it’s time for professional help. Hoping therapy works for me. I’m gonna try to read some success stories from other people to calm the anxiety.

No. 2273775

>>2273560
baby you don’t need to do any of that shit. there’s a problem in your life and it isn’t you. i didn’t believe i could live a good life and i am living a better life than i could have ever imagined. and i regret trying to kill myself when i was young. it was incredibly traumatic to live through and you can’t tell anyone you know that because you did it to yourself and it makes you feel stupid and like everything is all your fault. i recommend figuring out what in your life you need to escape from and escaping it. i wasn’t trying to end my life i was trying to escape my life and i thought that was the only way and it wasn’t. it was the worst way. i could have been happier years sooner. cut out every single person who has ever hurt you. you need to get a place of your own and it seems impossible and it took me years but you can. make those two things your singular focus and you’ll be standing in a clean space where you can relax and breathe cos no one is hurting you in like two months flat with enough determination. you can do it. you’re literally thinking you can put a gun to your head and pull the trigger, you can absolutely get a job and work it long enough to get a place. that’s so much easier than blowing your own brains out. can you imagine how disturbing your head will look? seriously imagine the bodily trauma. you don’t wanna do that. you want to relax in a nice soft spot in your own space with your things and a cute pet and some take out and watch a movie. you want to smoke weed and look at the stars and moon. you want to cuddle with someone and tell them everything you had to do to survive long enough to be in their arms and for them to tell you that you didn’t deserve any of that but they’re so glad you’re still there and didn’t take away their soulmate. you won’t get to get stoned and eat food ever again if you kill yourself. don’t get to go to the ocean. please just stay. it’ll be better soon.

No. 2273779

>>2273775
ntayrt but this is helpful anon. Thank you. I had a bad argument with a family member today and am left with the feeling of "I can never do anything right, no matter what I do I'll be a failure to them" and this helps. This helps because fuck them. They're one person in my entire life. I don't need their approval. I hope the anon you were replying to is affected similarly. Thank you thank you. More than you know, you've helped just with this one comment. It's the alcohol talking now but thank you.

No. 2273790

I miss my gf so much, it hurts to know she is struggling and tired and I can't do much but try to be there and listen to her. I wish I could take care of her, she is my baby and she is tired and I am so far right now. Why did she have to move… come back… I wanna smell you…

No. 2273803

How do I stop feeling like everything I do is absolute dogshit? I can't even start my projects because I'm so damn anxious and when I make any progress, I feel like it's the worst thing anyone has ever made. All I do is beat myself up over not doing things, then when I do things I beat myself up over it being bad. I know you have to enjoy the process and whatnot but I feel like there's something uniquely shit about anything I touch. My therapist told me to get over myself kek. I wish I knew what my fucking problem was.

No. 2273819

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>Only use IG for eye-candy
>Come across a seemingly attractive e-boy who also streams/posts vods
>Decides to check it out
>Obvious egregious content
>Click on one of them
>He looks and speaks more like a chimpanzee than Hasan
I audibly said "What the fuck" out loud and this straight up ruined my fucking day WTF

No. 2273825

>>2273779
i love you and remember what joan of arc said: you say you are my judge, but i don’t believe you are. seriously do not let abusive people tell ANY of you ANYTHING and do not leave this world to these abusers and scumbags and rapists.

No. 2273826

>>2273819
Oh my fucking GOD look at the absolute hideousness of his mug on the far right. Taking catfish to a whole other level. When I clicked on this image on the front page I thought I was in the corpse husband thread and he finally did a face reveal kekkk

No. 2273828

>>2273819
KEK WAIT THATS THE SHOOP MOID COW KEKKK

No. 2273832

>>2273828
I can see why he does it now.

No. 2273836

>>2273803
to get better you have to start somewhere and to accept the reality of where you are, so you can learn to develop your eye and learn how to improve. maybe looking at artist's before and after of their work over the years will help you. my stuff is also shit but the more i do, the more i can see what i like to do now and gravitate towards, what i want to do, and then look into how to get there.

No. 2273837

>>2273828
KEK I didn't know he was on there

No. 2273839

>>2273825
fuuuuuuuuuuck anon you just hit my heart with a piercing white hot arrow of understanding and love. thank you.

No. 2273854

>>2273836
Thank you for the reply but I'm not talking about art and I'm not a beginner at what I'm trying to do either.

No. 2273858

I'm so sick of how much fucking clothing my family owns. I have 5 jackets and there's no room for me to put them somewhere. Why is my father such a lazy faggot and owns 100 dress shirts?

No. 2273863

>>227385
i suggested art since it's easy to see the visual difference in what years of practice will do, if you can find examples in what you're trying to do that also works. even if you're not a beginner, you know your work is flawed/needs improvement, and you have to accept where you are to then improve on it and stop making the same mistakes.

No. 2273870

I’ve been dealing with such bad derealization and what feels like OCD lately and I have no idea what to do about it

No. 2273878

>>2273870
I have the exact same problems. We can suffer together.

No. 2273922

>>2270951
Update:

I immediately stopped using the face lotion and the acne is calming down. I'm gonna wait another two weeks and then I'm giving it one more shot. I will be in shock if it really is the face lotion.

No. 2273928

>>2273858
How did you get a dad

No. 2273930

i used to work in berlin for a while and during that time i always offered friends a place to stay if they ever wanted to drop by. they usually lived in smaller german cities so they were excited to go to berlin and have someone guide them. only that they never came over. whenever i offered, they had an excuse. and when i offered to come to their city instead they also had an excuse so that i couldn't visit them. now that i've moved again for work several friends (not related to each other) have been to berlin multiple times. to visit other friends, for concerts, just for shopping and hanging out, etc. it's probably stupid to be sad about it but wow. why bother keeping in touch with someone when you plain don't like them enough to see them once a year.

No. 2273936

When I was young, I was exposed to a lot of gore because of being on imageboards. I browsed some site called "fucked up shit" or something like that daily just looking for gore. I stopped when I was on twitter casually browsing and saw a random man who was just sleeping get shot. I've avoided gore for years and years and years now because it was so upsetting to me. I don't even like to see it in movies or games anymore when it's too realistic.

But today I was looking up some old marine accidents to get inspiration for my story and found the autopsy of one of the victims. It was horrible and I feel disgusting for looking at it. I feel so bad and want to go back to keeping up my good streak. Seeing gore nowadays is enough to make me start crying and send me into a panic attack. I hate my own morbid curiosity. I don't understand why people want to traumatize themselves and look at gore this much. We weren't meant to see our own bodies like this its horrifying.

No. 2273942

when the night comes the loneliness chokes me up

No. 2273951

>>2273936
I'm so sorry nonna that you went through that I think I was very lucky to never seen that part of the internet for myself because I saw my mums medical autopsy books instead so I wasnt exposed to that kind of cruelty. I hope you dont relapse again stay strong nona! You can crub this morbid addiction

No. 2273959

I saw a post on instagram where a woman warns 20yo girls that the men 10 years older than them who like them or who're they with are not ok, I think the wording was "they don't like you because you're mature for your age, but because they're immature for their age", and the comments blew up with dudes calling her expired, offending 30+ women, stating that 20 yo girls aren't used and they're fertile, more attractive etc and it just made me roll my eyes so hard. Who the fuck is feeding these older men the delusion that they,as 30+, are definitely entitled to 20yo hot girls kek. This is so fucking delusional. Not to mention this is predatory behavior.
It reminded me when as a 21 yo I had a 32 year old MARRIED guy hit one, that shit was disturbing.

No. 2273960

>>2271357
Late reply but I prefer VNs to anime as well. I didn't know the word anhedonia (I'm ESL) but it kinda feels similar to me too now that I've looked it up. I don't like food very much nowadays, used to use it as comfort in the past but I stopped enjoying it. Nice that you still have that though.
>Thank you, she is my favorite MLA character!
Same here, she's adorable.

No. 2273975

I want to smoke cigarettes and cut myself

No. 2273999

>>2273959
NTA, I also don't understand when guys bring up 30+ women as "spoiled". Even if they do get some unfortunate younger woman under their hands she's still going to age too, that "18 yo JB" is going to become a an icky thirty-year-old anyway.

No. 2274045

>>2273975
Don’t do it those things are bad for you

No. 2274049

>>2273440
What would you prefer to discuss. Start a conversation

No. 2274061

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Went to gym. Been having an off week. Go onto stairmaster and while putting my shit onto the little trays on the machine, manage to drop my keys INTO the machine. Have to go up front and bother the guy at the counter the help get my keys out. He's nice enough (probably super annoyed with me internally) and him and another guy manage to lift up the machine so I can get my keys from under it. I apologize to them and start working out on the same machine. The lady next to me keeps making rude comments like "I should have got my flashlight on my phone out for them sooner to see under the machine" and how she was "shaking her head" at me. Before she left she said, "have a good day. You seem to be having a good one, keep it up". Like she might have been joking with me or something. But most people would understand Im having a minor embarrassing situation going on, so fuck off and don't bother me about it. Im practically a recluse outside of work and small shit like this makes me wonder why I ever try going out anywhere else. Why do random people bother me out of nowhere. Like I cant have a positive interaction.

No. 2274075

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>Meet moid
>Very cute, my type
>Younger than me
>Same humor
>Have really good chemistry and banter
>Remembers things about me and asks me questions
>Same interests
>Like being around him but gut feeling tells me something is off
>Realize he’s pulling away and being nervous around me but flirting with every other girl
>Has tons of female friends yet has been single for awhile
Disappointed but not surprised. He was too good to be true. Really weird that he acts all shy and reserved around me after some good conversations but whatever. One woman is never good enough for these types of moids, they’re just too insecure.

No. 2274085

>>2272968
Unfortunately one time I tried to ask her about if she wanted me to see her less and she was evasive and told me that it's not that deep, so I don't want to try talking to her about it again even though others have confirmed it's not all in my head. I will try your other suggestions.
Thank you for writing such kindly considerate but also constructive things anon, it really helped to read. I have been feeling so low about it all that it meant a lot that someone would take the time to write a response like that, I wish you the best.

No. 2274100

>>2274075 Maybe he's not sure if you're into him for real or just being nice? Him treating you differently from other girls sounds like he sees you differently from other girls. Yeah, maybe he is insecure and feels shy around the interesting older woman who laughs at his jokes and who he feels understood by enough to have deeper conversations with. Speaking from personal experience, if I could go back in time to when I was in a similar situation with a boy I really liked, I would say some small things to let him know I also see him differently from other boys: "I never have these conversations with other people" "I missed you at [school/work/hangout] the other day, it wasn't as much fun without you." See if he reciprocates. Don't write him off just yet.

>1:00 - 2: 36 I wish I knew this when I was younger.

No. 2274104

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Why are they always so proud of their moids being gross, lazy and disappointing? What's the goal?

No. 2274105

>>2274104
isn't it just public shaming?

No. 2274115

>>2274100
The nerves isn’t the red flag it’s the fact that he is obviously flirting with women he’s not that attracted to for an ego boost. Even if he is genuinely interested in me he’s probably broken and will need to seek validation elsewhere once he feels he’s locked me down. I think I know what you are but whatever

No. 2274117

>>2274104
She met her moid on 4chan what do you expect?

No. 2274120

>>2274105
Nah, OP thinks it's just quirky

No. 2274122

>>2274100
Did you unironically link a Jordan Peterson video?

No. 2274138

>>2274100
Porn and the internet kind of killed that novelty wouldn’t you say?

No. 2274139

>>2274104
Why do pickmes always have the same miku poster

No. 2274165

We have been looking at rings for 6 MONTHS NOW When the fuck is he gonna pop the question??

No. 2274168

>>2274061
I feel like that lady was trying? to interact with you in a somewhat positive way, but clearly was too retarded to say something normal like "I hope your day is better than it has been" or "oh no, that's the worst situation to deal with when you're trying to work out!" and instead was like "i should have helped" and "shake mah damn head" lol
>>2274122
LOL

Okay so… why do I feel like I am trapped in habits? I know that if I really, really wanted to, I could pile ten different layers of clothing on me, run out into the night screaming, and try and live off the land for as long as possible. But I also know how stupid that would be considering I have bills to pay and a cat to feed. But why do I still feel so trapped knowing that there is a spectrum of behavior from the most servile (following social norms and job requirements) to the most chaotic and insane? (acting on my every impulse, living in the woods until someone ousts me, driving to the edge of the state and staring into the ocean)
I just wish I wasn't such a little scaredy cat. My sibling travels all over the country for work. I'm older than him and I've been in the same state my entire life. Why can't I cut loose and just get my roommate to take care of my cat? What is my fucking damage?

No. 2274254

>>2274168
You’re not damaged, it’s called having responsibilities. To yourself, to your cat, your roommate, your work. Your life won’t necessarily always be so mundane, eventually you might hit a point where things are chaotic and you long for these days of rote responsibilities.
Maybe the next time an opportunity presents itself to do something outside your comfort zone you should try it? Or seek it out? Maybe you’d benefit from just romanticizing your life and stopping to smell the roses? Maybe you just need a hobby nonna?

No. 2274260

I may be long past my teenage years
the feelings of inadequacy and intense jealousy never went away
I keep falling back into depression and still got no friend

No. 2274291

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I just want to quit just kill me already I hate this fucking job. But I also don't want to be a bitch and leave unprompted like the moids that used to work here too, I don't want the coordinator to feel like shit just because I feel like shit.
But I also am so sick of these fucking idiots that I just want to tell the coordinator that I'm done and give her all of the shit I've been scoring.
I'm so sick of committing retarded mistakes and being humiliated because of that, I'm tired.

No. 2274298

>>2274260
I wish I was over being jealous too, it's embarrassing

No. 2274328

i need to take painkillers for my periods since nothing else works but they all mess up my heart rate even at the lowest dosage i feel like i'm gonna die, i can't breathe properly. this was a problem until recently. i already saw the hospital a month ago for a similar issue (not caused by medication then) but they didn't find anything wrong. this may be my last post nonnas.

No. 2274331

>>2274328
*WASN'T a problem
i'm not going to repost sorry mods but this is an emergency

No. 2274398

(Some) Gay moids disgust me so much. They have all the sexual perversion of straight men while moving under the mantle of harmlessness, because they aren't apparent threat to women or something. Feels a bit wrong to mention this though being a gay woman myself

No. 2274403

>>2274398
Honestly moid on moid shit grosses me out. I have some friends who are fujos and I tell them to just not bring it up around me kek. I think thats pretty normal for a lesbian though, we literally do not like scrotes

No. 2274405

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>>2274328
>but they all mess up my heart rate
nonna tachy/bradycardia and shortness of breath are fucking serious medication reactions holy shit ER NOW

No. 2274412

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i'm reading fics for the first time in months and i'm crying a little, ok yes the canon is sad but it's mostly because i really relate to this character. some of the writers manage to capture the mindset and feelings i have that i thought almost no one else understood. they probably only like him because he's a male character so he's allowed to be awkward and unlikable but maybe they write him so well because they relate to him too. or maybe they find the shittiness endearing and maybe they'd think mine is also endearing, idk.

No. 2274413

I just came across a tiktok page where a woman serves food to her husband and then makes her BBL ass clap for like 20 seconds while staring into the camera. And the husband is the one filming all of this. So now I'm way more irritated than I should be.

No. 2274422

>>2274328
You NEED to go to a doctor to discuss this. If you can't get to an ER at least consider calling 911.

In the future talk to your doctor about going on anti-spasmodic medication if regular OTC pain meds like advil/tylenol etc aren't enough.

No. 2274451

>>2274413
I think I know which video it is and seeing it pissed me off too.

No. 2274455

Petty vent, but why are tank stands so expensive? I'm already spending over $100 on the tank, I don't want to also spend almost $100 on just the stand for it. I might just see if I can find a sturdy desk in the right dimensions.

No. 2274462

Woke up with from an anxiety inducing nightmare again

No. 2274472

That thread linking to the incel site was up for over 3 hours and only got deleted after I said it being up so long confirms that the mods have micropenises

No. 2274477

my wrist has been in pain and minorly swollen for two months and my autistic ass believed my dad (who is retarded) when he said it was probably carpal tunnel forming. now i am almost positive i broke my scaphoid bone in my right wrist two months ago and i keep reinjuring it because i dont have insurance and i keep forgetting to keep it wrapped or in a brace because i finally googled what carpal tunnel is and my fingers arent numb my thumb and wrist are killing me and make it difficult to do simple tasks even to get up from sitting. This is not my only health concern it’s just the most pressing at this second. Grew up with separated parents who are anti modern medicine (but were street drug addicts riddle me that Batman) so almost never went to the doctor my whole life. After years of struggling with every day and being positive i have Adhd if it’s real i have it i sought professional help two years ago and was told my previous dx of ptsd i got from cps being involved in high school i couldnt be dxed with adhd because trauma can cause attention issues too. I Have completely failed to establish care to treat my ptsd because i am not motivated or functional enough to do that. Ok so i am just rotting every day starting things and not finishing them and i guess ill just die a failure with a short life because i wasnt born with attentive parents and i wasnt a total fucking spastic as a child so i dont get life saving care i need to properly function. If you want me to play your capitalist game give me the artificial motivation to do it bastards! despite this rant coming across unintelligent and emotional i am a moderately skilled artist and good with numbers so if i could properly focus i really think i wouldnt be such a waste of space. Ive tried helping myself as much as i can and every day i see everyone and their 7 year old on god damn vyvanse and i wonder what ive done in a past life that im so different. I just used so much effort to type an integrated reply to the grimes thread on snow because as much as i loathe who i found out she was, i liked her as an indie youth and someone said that all of her followers came from being with elon which is demonstrably false and misogynistic so i had to i destroy them with facts and logic (sarcasm) etc and i got hi cowed for it kek.today was really long with a lot of hand focused activities so finding the articles and making the pic collage and typing an integrated post; and now typing this total meltdown it hurts it hurts okay this was better than calling a suicide hotline sorry to any nonas reading this i am ashamed but not enough to feel all of this alone.

No. 2274480

>>2274472
And I mean it was deleted with the swiftness after I made that post.

No. 2274504

>>2274472
>>2274480
And then I copped a ban for a post I made 6 hours ago after making these posts even though mods have been silent and ignoring everything for several hours. I believe the schizos now kek.

No. 2274515

One of my internet friends stopped sending me messages four days ago. I have no way of contacting her besides her social media. I really like her, so it feels weird to not send her those daily messages about our special interest. She isn't a neet so at least she has people to look after her. But it's just so weird. It could be anything. Internet only friendship sucks in that way. I hope she is doing well.

No. 2274516

I know everyone here is autistic and that's like, normal. But I'm seriously worried I might be actually autistic for real. I'm too much of a failure at several things: I'm a kissless virgin at 24, no friends, awful social skills, too sensitive to noises and sounds to the point I get enraged and lash out or cover up my ears, I'm similarly sensitive to food, i eat a variation of the same meal every damn day, at the same hour and the same exact portion. Don't get me started on clothes, it's nightmarish, I gotta always wear something stretchy or I may get stressed. I just feel so…raw, so so raw, like my senses are at edge at all times. Despite being very bubbly, people have been mean to me, called me immature or juvenile, like a female MJ

No. 2274521

>>2274477
>i sought professional help two years ago and was told my previous dx of ptsd i got from cps being involved in high school i couldnt be dxed with adhd because trauma can cause attention issues too.
Go to another doctor. It’s true trauma can mimic adhd symptoms but misdiagnosis is common in women and their approach invalidates that ptsd and adhd can be co-occuring conditions that also have a high overlap. Adhd women are at an increase risk of abuse so negating the diagnosis of one for the other is dumb.

No. 2274534

>>2274472
>>2274480
Yeah, I saw that keeeek

No. 2274548

>>2274516
Yeah, if we're measuring you against a baseline normie, everything you've mentioned is abnormal. Are you upset about realizing you're autistic?
Wrt to your senses being raw, try turning the lights off in your living area or at least dimming them. Get f.lux for your pc and try to get "highest" possible setting eventually (there is a similar setting on your phone called eye comfort shield). I also recommend trying a weighted blanket out. These things might help mitigate your problems in the way getting a night's sleep will refresh your energy in the morning.

No. 2274551

>>2274504
>And then I copped a ban for a post I made 6 hours ago after making these posts even though mods have been silent and ignoring everything for several hours. I believe the schizos now kek.
no seriously what the fuck is happening with the modding on this site, i recently got banned for some shit i wasn't even doing yet that retarded thread was up for hours, celebricows is derail central, i saw a retarded pointless infight/slapfight that ended up in alogging that i reported that ended up getting taken care of like 6 hours later. it's crazy because i tried taking it to meta and no one does anything about it

No. 2274556

i dont know if its seasonal or hormonal or what, but i feel so dead and unmotivated lately. like no passion or drive to do anything at all. i bought some vitamins but days later still feeling empty. this sucks

No. 2274568

my friend is visiting me for a week and i love her but i'm so tired of her being here. she's extremely autistic and can't do anything by herself, i have to make all our decisions and can't have a single minute of alone time because she has to be by my side always. i feel bad but i'm a little resentful and i cannot wait for her to leave, this week was supposed to be fun but it's just been stressful

No. 2274572

I hate when I've got hurt feelings and have to do mental work to get over it and can't control the behaviour of others. Stop upsetting me and making me feel so useless and replaceable.

No. 2274574

>>2274548
>f.lux
I see you, fellow blue light-blocked Stacy.

No. 2274575

>>2274556
Have you gone on a walk recently? May not help but you never know

No. 2274577

>>2274104
What's going on with this girl recently anyways

No. 2274579

>>2274551
They ban people for posting milk on snow.

No. 2274618

>join bsky with groupchat friends
>groupchat friends are making new friends on bsky
>try and talk to groupchat friends
>feels like i'm being grey rock'd, they're active but don't respond to me, talk about stuff with others on bsky and not me
This is humiliating kek. I'm just gonna stop using it and pretend this never happened. It hurts when I see them having fun without me. I still need to return a switch console that I borrowed from one of them.

No. 2274628

>>2274548
Wow I wasn't expecting an actual reply, thank you anon!
>Are you upset about realizing you're autistic?
I'm not mad, moreso worried because damn it's been so long, I thought I would've grown out of these issues by now but they didn't go away. I struggle heavily with stuff that should be just…normal at my age, I got referred to a psychiatrist for young adults a week ago because I'm starting to lose control in my ability to regulate my feelings when overstimulated and it's ruining my personal life
>Wrt to your senses being raw, try turning the lights off in your living area or at least dimming them
That explains why I feel better at night or why I prefer eating with the lights off. When I go out, everything seems so bright and loud I start clenching my hands out of frustration, it literally hurts
>Get f.lux for your pc and try to get "highest" possible setting eventually (there is a similar setting on your phone called eye comfort shield)
Lol I already got that one installed! And I'm always using my phone at low brightness, I thought it was something normal
>I also recommend trying a weighted blanket out
I hope I can actually find one of these, it seems like a rare item

No. 2274639

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I don't know if I can keep doing this.

No. 2274645

>>2273276
nah not even with a guy you love it doesn't feel that great

No. 2274663

>>2274628
Of course! I'm glad I saw your message and that I could maybe help a little bit.
I ended up writing a lot, so I answered in the Autism/ADHD thread. I hope you don't mind! I know this thread technically has no rules, but I don't want us to get slapped with derail/shitting up the thread redtexts kek
>>>/ot/2274662

No. 2274666

From Monday to Friday I fast a couple of times and eat very little like 1200cal Max. On Saturday and Sunday I eat massive amounts and drink alcohol until I vomit. This is allowing me to maintain this 70kg (not great but not the worst) without much effort.

But idk what the health effects of binging one day to fasting the next, repeatedly every week.

No. 2274676

>>2274666
Well you are definitely damaging your esophagus, mouth, and teeth. Good lord, anon, every week?
I don't know your situation, but the repeated fasting and binging is putting untold amounts of stress on your body and it will show itself soon. And I don't mean in a "you will look ugly" way, I mean you're going to have some kind of breakdown or serious health issue soon. Why are you doing this to yourself?

No. 2274690

>>2274676
Oh no that really scares me. I've noticed that I can't do saunas anymore without my body feeling like shutting down and I used to do sauna everyday. Maybe it's too harsh on my already stressed body.

I don't even now why… always had weight problems but I mostly grew up from my eating problems. I'm medically and relatively skinny now, I think I do this because my life is boring..no job, no friends. If I starve Monday to Friday it gives me something to look forward to, the binge eating on sat and sun. I guess it just keeps me going from week to week.

No. 2274698

>>2274666
this is dumb as fuck when 70kg isn't hard to maintain at all, even when you eat shit during the week and don't fast. is vomiting fun to you or why do you hassle yourself like that? idgi

No. 2274705

>>2274698
It's not hard to maintain? Wdym? I'm 5'8" for reference. I'm really worried I'll gain weight if I eat normally during the week. Yeah i know its a pathetic weight to maintain. I just can't do better right now. I probably am stupid. No, I don't like it. It's just something that happens sometimes after eating a lot.

No. 2274708

>>2274690
Why don't you start going to the gym instead then? It would up the amount of calories you can eat in a day and maybe you could make some friends through it down the line. You could have your binges without fear of gaining weight as well

No. 2274726

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>>2274666
Hey there miachan, picrel is the approximate shade of my teeth as a long term bulimic. Best time to stop was when you started, second best time is now!

No. 2274731

>>2274666
Fasting and boozing can spike your insulin and make you more likely to develop alcoholic pancreatitis. I blew my pancreas through just drinking but they warned me about it in the hospital.

No. 2274735

>>2274698
It's literally mental illness, anon, a brain with a legitimate ED can't think rationally about weight.

No. 2274761

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I've never met or even seen my moid neighbor, but he's so fucking loud in their bathroom in the morning. I keep forgetting to bring my headphones with me so I'm stuck shitting and hearing him. The woman who lives there is so quiet in comparison! I can hear when they're talking in the bathroom and she is never as loud as him. The only time he was quieter was after I started blasting grindcore like? So, you clearly know I can hear you cause you heard that? Shut up! He's always in their bathroom when I have to shit it's so annoying.

No. 2274763

>>2274666
This is the most fucking retarded shit I've ever read in my whole life
1) 70 kg is fucking fat, I don't know your height but unless youre 180 cm you're a fucking fat pig
2) It's so fucking stupid to starve yourself then binge like a retard on the MOST CALORIC SHIT ever (ALCOHOL???) hoping you'll… vomit enough of what you ingested???

Eat 2000-2500 kcal of NORMAL FOOD throughout the whole week and stop being such a fucking stupid retarded slob, I swear to god I'm so fucking infuriated by how fucking retarded this is, I can't believe an actual adult human being with a brain functional enough to type sentences came up with that "plan" and thinks it's "decent"(integrate)

No. 2274773

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>>2274763
NTA but calm down nonna jeez

No. 2274780

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>>2274763
>70 kg is fucking fat, I don't know your height but unless youre 180 cm you're a fucking fat pig
First of all this is like the complete opposite way to get an anachan or miachan to listen to you. Secondly (spoilers for body image talk) I just googled what 70kg looks like and based on the results it seems to range from perfectly fine average weight to kinda chubby? Hardly "fat pig" territory.

No. 2274787

>>2274780
Please learn about BMIs, at above average female height (165cm), 70 kg puts you in the "overweight" range which is enough to be a risk factor for cardiovascular, orthopedic, rhumatismal, gynecologic, respiratory issues among others

Fuck this "be empathetic" shit, sometimes people need to seriously stop being retarded, if it was just a compulsory thing I wouldn't be so infuriated but I fucking hate reading people coming up with intellectualization of their stupid behaviour like they're planning it or something.
You're not planning anything, you're a retard, everything about your "plan" is stupid as fuck.(weightsperging derail)

No. 2274794

>>2274763
she is mentally ill and you sound like you are too

No. 2274796

>>2274763
>bulimia won't make you lose weight idiot!and that's why bulimia is bad!
Meh. It does "work", pretending it doesn't isn't much of a deterrence tactic and is besides the point (the point being heart arrhythmias, osteoporosis, tooth decay, etc ad infinitum).(rattle rattle)

No. 2274797

>>2274787
Nyart but nonna could be dutch. They're tall af

No. 2274798

>>2274796
Take your meds

No. 2274800

>>2274796
then why are most people with bulimia fat as fuck, miss smartypants? please educate us

No. 2274801

>>2274780
kek I'm heavier than this and smaller than the model at my height. 70 is nothing.

No. 2274804

>>2274800
Because underweight bulimics get diagnosed as "binge/purge anorexics" regardless of whether they actually are anorexic.

No. 2274807

>>2274780
Depends on the height of the person. If you’re 10-15 kg over your height you’re overweight, there is no sugarcoating it kek.
If you’re 150cm and weight 70 kg you’re fat, if you’re 160 cm or 165cm you’re chubby. But if you’re 170 your BMI is on the normal range already.

No. 2274808

>>2274805
I don't think you know how fat/muscle ratio and height/weight distribution work

No. 2274809

>>2274787
>>2274763
theres no point, theyre dumb as hell, over the past few years I've been appalled by the peek into nonnies health, financial, fashion, and relationship lives, theyre really all either underaged or some sort of sheltered/self-inflicted disabled. Thinking that eating garbage, but only a little bit of it, is the key to body goals is almost funny if it weren't echoed by millions of metabolically unhealthy retards. We have the entirety of the internet, you can even ask chatgpt to make a super easy nutritious mealplan for degenerates who barely leave their bed. same with workouts. I stuff myself with airfried chicken salad at lunch and still have enough calories remaining for a good dinner. eat an egg bitch

No. 2274810

>>2273775
All my siblings had to come back home because it's too expensive. I already have a job and it's the thing that's making me miserable. This is the rest of my life and I can't take it.

No. 2274831

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I wanna get drunk and high and do some degen shit but I have work tomorrow and responsibilities now. It's not fair that when I have money to get really unhinged I can't abuse it

No. 2274837

>>2274831
don't do it now. put it off when you can afford to. it'll feel like 10 times better when it happens. Besides, booze and weed and the degen stuff can always wait

No. 2274841

Anyone else a NEET from latam? I want to integrate into normie culture but im just not interested. I also barely have hobbies or really anything im "passionate" about, so i could at least work some job with the intent of supporting myself and just having friendship and family but i just don't care much anymore. Im someone who is not interested in having a boyfriend, getting married and having children, so what will i do when i get older? Is it possible to be 40 years old and have actual friendships with women? I got a vocacional test and im apparently suited for arts but i don't want to be a neet. Maybe i will have to emigrate to another country less hypersocial and hypersexual. Males are pointless, so how can i have relationships with women? So many topics are ruined for me because misogyny is so rampant and so many women are pro-moid. At some point most women want to get married and have children, so what will become of me? Most women want and will have boyfriends so they will prioritize a male over me. Should i become a sociopath and stem-maxx and try my hardest to become super smart and gain as much money and accomplishments as possible? When i was younger i used to be like this and felt accomplished and calm so maybe i should come back to this. I don't want to keep being a neet and melting my brain away but i just don't have a reason to quit and i literally don't know what to do or where to start, but the most important thing is i want a reason to live.

No. 2274847

>>2274841
Dont ignore me nonas

No. 2274849

Why do periods have to be so fucking excruciating? I used to pass out from the pain and low blood pressure in high school. Ow. Owww.

No. 2274851

>>2274787
>>2274763
Woah woah. I know what I'm doing is stupid. I'm 5'8" and 70kg. I'm in a normal BMI range. I could be skinner but I wouldn't call myself a fat slob. I can post a picture of my arm to prove that.

I don't have bulimia. I never intend to vomit. It naturally happens as a consequence of eating large amounts.

No. 2274852

>>2274837
I know. I have a big event planned on the Dec 14th and I'll stay sober until then but I wanna get fucked up now

No. 2274855

>>2274763
ngl this triggered me

No. 2274858

>>2274841
i thought latam had some active radfem movements
>Should i become a sociopath and stem-maxx and try my hardest to become super smart and gain as much money and accomplishments as possible
you don't have to be a sociopath to stem-maxx. you should make money for yourself to survive.

No. 2274859

>>2274855
Welcome to lolcow

No. 2274865

>>2274855
Why does it trigger you? They are clearly insane. Randoms shouldn't effect you. I'm the anon they were talking to and I'm not triggered.

No. 2274866

>>2274841
>what will i do when i get older?
Anything you want. World's your oyster. Obviously you have to get something to care about first. But if you don't want to get a husband or kids, whos going to stop you? You will have to be careful esp if where you live has high rates of femicides. Emigration is a good idea.
Not exactly what you're thinking of becoming, but my mom used to leave me at home when i was like 8-14 and party in clubs til the early morning and make tons of friends - she was in her late 30, early 40s. I was on the internet and doing homework and didnt really care, so it wasn't like she was neglecting me. Whether you think this is good parenting or not, the point is, if you have a lust for life or any sort of desire to be adventurous, or want to live by your own rules, if you truly want it, you'll find a way. It's never too late to live how you wanna live.
Find some hobby communities that are made of women, for example fiber arts and fashion (esp thread spinning and vintage fashion) have a ton of weirdo women in them. So just try everything. Pick up a weird book, take a pottery course, visit a different city, fuck it, do your research and try some psychedelics. Just try SOMETHING. That way you'll know what you like to do, or at least you'll find something to care about.

No. 2274870

>>2274865
>eating yourself to death every weekend
>calling other insane
yeah those are incompatible nonna i'm sorry

No. 2274879

>>2274851
if you’re vomiting consistently then it’s probably still considered bulimia nona. binge and purging repeatedly has a ton of negative effects even if your weight is stable and your teeth are being taken care of. it really fucked up my insulin regulation and now I have to be super careful about diabetes even at a normal bmi.
This may not be good advice but have you tried adding a complete fast day to your schedule? It helps reset your insulin and glucose levels so your hunger is better regulated as well as freeing up calories for the rest of your week. The one thing that finally broke me out of a yearslong b/p cycle was fasting for two whole days per week and binging (without purging) on Friday.

No. 2274889

my friends are starting to get on my nerves and I want to block them all, but at the same time I kinda don't want too, and if I distance myself from them I'll be so lonely, I think I should try finding a different friend group then maybe trying to leave the first one but I have no clue how to find another one

No. 2274930

>>2274879
>This may not be good advice but have you tried adding a complete fast day to your schedule?

Don't do that
Just. Fucking. Eat. Normally.

No. 2274957

>>2272881
Being single -/- being lonely, nonita. Respectfully, it sounds like you bought into the psyop too much and you'd be much, much happier with your own space. If you feel depressed and anxious around your partner that's only going to get worse over time, and wouldn't you rather be alone and content with your space and hobbies? You don't have to act feminine when you're alone, nor do you have to mask. Tbf having been in your place (same age too) I felt so trapped and afraid, but as soon as I let go of the relationship I felt my real, spergy self come back and everything was smooth sailing from then on. You can adapt to a life without men - they add basically nothing useful to our lives, trust me - just put the energy you spend on conforming and pleasing your Nigel into developing yourself and being there for your female friends!

No. 2274960

Today a male said to me that there will never be a female da Vinci or female Mozart and that women will never create anything as great as men and I felt bad because I literally didn't know what to say to it except that women didn't have the same opportunities to develop for the majority of our history, and then he was like so what is stopping you now, and I didn't know what to say

No. 2274966

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God…. once again I'm going to be fired from my job because my sperg brain refuses to let me live a normal life. I get paid peanuts and it's garbage but I'm terrified about being unemployed again. This was my chance, I had professional exams to do, I could finally have a chance at earning a living wage, but no, my shitty retard brain had to go and ruin it. Failed two exams and failed the resits, and I can't explain to my manager that it was all my autism because I'm still on the waiting list for a diagnosis. Not sure what to do and my usual go-getter resilience has faded into depression. I can't get up, I can't eat properly, this job is so boring and dumb and the managers watch everything I do so they can report it to the higher-ups. I want out but if I don't stay in I'll be so poor I can barely afford rent, and will let my loved ones down. For the first time since HS i just want to die. Can't stand this socially awkward, retard life where people hate me on sight and I can't even pass a basic exam. The fact it's only going to get worse from here, and I might end up like my failure of a dad, makes me want to end it all. If I wasn't such a pussy I'd hang myself.

No. 2274971

>>2274960
>female mozart
marianne mozart, his sister, was literally a female mozart herself, she was also very skilled at playing the piano but her parents didn't allow her to continue, if I were you I would've mentioned that

No. 2274972

>>2274960
>implying things have improved at all for women
We literally just had 2 big male figures in the music world outted for being sex pests.

No. 2274976

>>2274972
Like they have. It isn't great but I think I have more rights than I would have than in Mozart or Da Vinci's time. Denying it hasn't belittles the women who fought for those rights.

No. 2274984

>>2274960
A genius like Mozart will spawn every 100 years max
Women have had the pill, the right to open bank accounts, the right to abort for like 50 years ; not to mention, the burden of child-raising is still predominantly female which will slow down a career

There's already been great females that made leading scientific discoveries
I'm in biology so I'd name Marie Curie, Emmanuelle Charpentier for example ;
I'm less well versed in music but surely there are a bunch of female musical geniuses, nowadays the music is more pop-music or rap and many of the worldwide known artists are female ; for more "noble" references I'll let my music-loving nonnas help

Anyways he's a stupid cunt

No. 2274987

>>2274980
you kys(report and ignore)

No. 2274988

>>2274960
I mean, there's many things stopping women nowadays and many things that are making women go unrecognized.
First off, we're alienated from each other by the not like other girls phenomenon.
Second, we're always put aside when there's any boys in the family, so we're still supposed to sacrifice our interests and to be quiet and not bother others.
Thirdly, when achieving something, we're told that we're not that special and that some other moid or younger woman or even some child did something better, so many women stop recognizing their own talents.
There are plenty of amazing women out there, but if he stopped consooming porn and retarded shit, maybe he could be able to see their achievements.
Also, another issue is that nowadays everything and everyone moves on so quickly, that any amazing achievement only has like 2 days of fame at best in niche communities, people don't really watch the news anymore and everything is so curated that you won't know anything about the new paintings in a museum if you don't actively look for the content that talks about museums.
If anything, he showed you how fucking retarded and useless he is by showing how much of an ignorant beast he is.
Also,
>what's stopping you
Well think about it, do you live in a first world country? Did you get to have a high quality education but also a supportive family since the very beginning? Did your family push you to hone your skills and enjoy your hobbies alike? Did they ever tell you to explore and be creative?
If most of them are no, then of course you won't be the next mozart this year, if most of them are yes, then think about what you could do to become the next Mozart before the year ends.

No. 2274997

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I am starting to think settling with a rich moid is the only way to achieve my goals. I just want to draw and have an easy going life without worrying about money, but i have so many health problems and a shitty family. I want to girlboss my way out of poverty but i am too retarded and weak. I wish i was born into a better family on a better country.

No. 2274999

>>2274997
which country do you live in? its possible. my grandma did it and she came from latin america (i was born in canada)

No. 2275003

>>2274999
Argentina. Sadly things arent easy nowadays and i have no skills besides english and art, and the latter is utterly useless nowadays. I am going to start college next year but i dont think i will ever make enough to have an easy going life. I wish my faggoy dad had moved to the USA when we had the chance, my mom wanted to give me a better life but he was afraid. I resent him for that.

No. 2275006

>>2275003
I will be praying for you nonna, a better life is possible for you I believe. Stay strong. You can do this

No. 2275009

>>2275006
Thank you nonny! I will try my hardest.

No. 2275017

>>2275003
so fucking true la cosa está díficil

No. 2275025

>>2274960
>women didn't have the same opportunities to develop for the majority of our history, and then he was like so what is stopping you now, and I didn't know what to say
You are still in the right. Do you think that if women had actual equal opportunities now that we would have any reason for a feminist movement? Little girls can't even go to school without moidlets sexually harassing them, 17 year old girls and young women can't even exist on the internet without moids sexually harassing her to create OF, porn (including cp) is everywhere on the internet, I've never followed a lesbian artist that wasn't eventually sexually harassed by moids until she drew moidcoom fetishes, and even in the olympics girls and women can't compete without moids giving them literal concussions and brain damage. Even in normie workplaces women are constantly bullied and scapegoated, I knew a woman at my office who was more competent than the manager but because the manager had a house in london and didn't like being shown up, the woman employee was forced to take the fall for the manager's incompetence after a mistake. She should've been promoted but instead she was treated as disposable. She couldn't even build a report against that manager because who was to expect that a co-worker everyone liked would be treated like shit like that? She'd also confided in me that at her previous job during a work visit, one of her old bosses that accompanied her came onto her when she was in his car. She obviously rejected him and after that he stole her work and claimed she was clocking in just to slack off when he was the one who had to steal because he was slacking off. Moids literally won't stop terrorising GIRLS and women and then ask "What's stopping you now?" This moid should have acid poured in his eyes because he's clearly not using them. Literally a part of the problem.

No. 2275029

>>2274960
Even if a woman is talented as davincunt or mofart they would insist she isn't that talented, critize her 10000x times more than if she was male which would hinder and slow down her recognition and success. J.K. Rowling made a billion dollar franchise and even she had to sell books with only her initials with hopes of being assumed as a male because boys and men wouldn't want to buy books from a woman.

No. 2275036

>>2275029
Samefag a man can be a literal rapist and keep their career in any field and even become president of a country. Justice is fake and this world is gay. No respect for any of these faggots. Jodi Aria's "KillzÉ Le Moid" is a better art piece than anything DavinChud and MoFaggot ever created.

No. 2275046

>>2274960
that’s always such a shifty and dishonest argument. ask him to name a mozart or da vinci of either gender from the latter half of the 20th century and onwards. they never can because culture broadly shifted toward things like non-representational art/atonal music around that time, creating a distinct break from earlier artistic traditions. it was only around then that women started having any sizable presence in the institutional arts, and since then there have been plenty of notable female artists and composers, albeit less traditional ones.

mozarts and da vincis stopped being produced long before women got rights. there are modern female geniuses, but they aren’t mozart or da vinci because no one is anymore. the premise of the question is retarded and lazy current day moids with no cultural eduction have no greater claim to mozart’s output than any woman does.

No. 2275072

insane things happening in the family this weekend nonas. my sister has a family of her own and she studied and started a new career, I would hate to live her life but she does have it all seemingly together. Yeah she drinks and we both have daddy issues but on paper, I am the sister who almost died due to a few illnesses and just started studying my bachelors at 31. I've always felt like I was an academic failure, but both my sister and I have studied trades after high school, neither of us was some university grad or a bookworm so it doesn't really matter but for me, I found myself lame for it. She has had a steady career in her field before this new one, the kids, the house yano. This weekend we were at my moms and I have been crocheting christmas presents all weekend, just simple plushies I have jazzed up a bit to personalise them. No one in my family is a crafty person, I'm the only one who can sew and crochet, do art and that stuff, so no one hS ever even really brought it up other than the occasional "Anon, I have no idea how you have the energy to do that, that is so tidious" "Anon, that's cute" but I don't bring it up, I just watch tv with the and crochet away. I was bringing a new finished plushie into my tote I keep all the finished presents in and she suddenly says something along the lines of "Great, I look like a fucking idiot buying that shit, it's not fair I don't know how to do that shit, no one ever taught me!".
My autistic ass just told her that I learned this year on YouTube and that you can always learn new shit, just like with us studying in our adulthood but not everyone has to do crafts. She seemed so fucking angry, I guess she wants to do it all but she went on this weird ass "it's easy to just be good at that stuff, I can't even make socks" and as I told her I don't knit either and that everyone has to learn it, she went on to basically yell how grandma never taught her anything and I yelled back laughing how she never taught me none of this shit either. I think she is under a lot of pressure but the fact that she would look at my fell-behind-life-almost-died-still-in-school ass and she still has to make it into some weird competition? Eventually she just shut up and my mom didn't really say shit other than that she would never learn that stuff but she appreciated it, fucking weird.

No. 2275075

>>2275072
I think i worded this weirdly, I don't drink and I do think she drinks a bit too much and around the kids even when our dad drank himself to death. she's not an alcoholic as far as I know and she was sober when this happened

No. 2275088

Why am I paying a delivery fee if my packages get left in the wrong place every fucking time

No. 2275101

I’m super hurt and confused. My best friend of 8 years, who literally sent me a meme just a few days ago completely quietly uninvited me from her photo shoot for her clothing line coming out. I sleep over at her place all the time, and I was the one who found the studio for her to rent. She said she wanted me to model as well as help make stickers to ship out with the clothes. She said she wanted me to be there and everything. I knew it was today, but she didn’t message me yesterday to let me know what time to be there, what the address was, and what to wear. I checked her location and she’s in the city , at the studio with a bunch of other people.

I don’t understand. I’m such a fucking loner that I don’t want to even confront her because I’m scared she’ll cut me off or something. She’s my only friend. We’ve travelled , we tell each other everything; I’m so hurt.

I’m dealing with severe depression and have been dealing with really intense health issues for the past 5 years. Her friendship is the only thing that helps ease the pain , even if it’s just a little.

This always happens to me. I think I’m close to someone, I think someone would never do something to me, and they always leave or do something to blindside me. Maybe I’m being dramatic..

No. 2275113

>>2275101
confront her tf

No. 2275124

>>2272483
>And it SMELLS a very specific disgusting smell. I've smelled it on men my whole life, when I realized what I was smelling (after witnessing it first hand) it made me hate men even more.
Fuck…

No. 2275153

I love my mother but she is overreacts to everything to a point I can't talk to her
>I'm really stressed at work
>Quit
>I'm feeling hungover
>You should stop by the AA class. They have one for women now
>I'm just feeling a little anxious today
>You should try my dubiously sourced essential oils
>I'm arguing with bf
>I can help plan the murder
Chill out woman. I have to plan everything I say carefully to her so she won't go crazy. I'm almost 30 have some faith in your ability to raise a mostly capable child.

No. 2275169

Ugh I just got written up for the 2nd time in 1 week for the most retarded reasons ever. My new managers are such cunts. I’ve been working here for 6 months with no issue and now that these bitches have been working here for a month I get written up lol. The 1st was because I was late and I used the scheduling app that they make announcements and message you to cover shifts to communicate that I would be late. Not even for being late, just for using the scheduling app when before they came on it was never an issue. Today’s was bc yesterday a couple came in near the end of service and sat next to each other at a two top. The restaurant was literally empty with no one else after them so I moved the table next to them to meet theirs but I was questioned about why I did that. Today I planned on moving 4 and 2 top together (once again at the end of service) to accommodate a six top since they would’ve been right next to another party and it would’ve made closing easier. I didn't even fucking seat them but the one bitch noticed and stopped it.

I questioned them bc after the on 2nd write up paper it says final warning and the 3rd is termination. They told me it was non linear (they’re too retarded to say that but just paraphrasing) and documentation for any future mistakes. The energy is obviously hostile and strict but idk if they would even to bother to write me up when they’re known to just stop scheduling ppl. Idk what to think. I am being scheduled less but it’s also winter so less hours for everyone. Either way finding a new job lol

No. 2275175

My brother's girlfriend is once again causing a scene insisting I don't go to my own family's Thanksgiving because it makes her "uncomfortable". Maybe don't tell your scrote's sister you cheated on him fully expecting me to keep the secret, he's my brother. Fuck moids but I don't want him knocking up or marrying a BPDemon. No one fucking likes her or wants her there, including my idiot sibling who still can't muster the strength to leave. This delusional retard actually expects my family to side with her

No. 2275200

>>2275175
Why would she even tell you kek, has she done anything else that's milky? She sounds crazy.

No. 2275212

>>2272469
I don't want to shit on you, but I genuinely don't understand why, if men are so gross (which they are) and they body produces this disgusting shit, why are women ok with having sex with them and with their sperm inside their vaginas or anywhere on their bodies? I just don't get it

No. 2275217

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Thinking about how my mom never loved me and my dad let her do all that fucked up stuff to me and did absolutely nothing but give himself wet brain with alcohol

No. 2275219

Paypal not working reeee

No. 2275228

>>2275175
genuinely screaming that someone else is also going through this. if i were you, i'd show up anyway and just ignore her stupid ass. she doesn't get to dictate when, where or if you want to spend time with your own family members like wtf that's insane kek. i don't know what my brother's girlfriend's mental issue is but she's been going around causing drama with my immediate family, including my poor mother. she will set up situations that will either hurt you emotionally, endanger you with her shitbulls, or just outright insult you and then play it off as a joke. she acts holier than everyone around her and would literally cut you off mid-sentence if she deems you stupider than her, which the bar on that is low anyway since she's quite religious and tried to refuse to get vaccinated during the pandemic. i'm thinking she might be cluster b but i just don't know which kind. anyway nonnie i'm so sorry you're going through this.

No. 2275229

>>2275200
She's insane and has a serious issue with oversharing/trauma dumping. All of this happened because I agreed to go with her to her therapy appointments because she "can't drive alone". Next thing I know I'm trapped in a vehicle with a maniac listening to her confess her sins and talk shit about my entire family. She would be an amazing cow if she wasn't an absolute who/currently holding my brother at gun point

No. 2275231

>>2275175
Not only should you go, but you should do your best to be in a pleasant and friendly mood so people enjoy being around you and you make her look even crazier

No. 2275233

>>2275228
Don't worry, nonna. I'm going. I have the full support of my family and my brother has no hard feelings. She's going to sit there awkwardly all night while we all ignore her, this is every fucking holiday.

No. 2275234

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I want to have sex so bad but not with my boyfriend, he’s become fat and physically unattractive to me kek

No. 2275235

>>2275212
Nayrt but it's evolution nonna. The women who put up with it or forced to endure it had children and the ones that couldn't didn't. It's not exclusive to humans, look up ducks and cats penises for more fucked up shit for procreation.

No. 2275236

>>2275228
Also fucking kek they always have shitbulls. Her shitty dog ALWAYS has to come because muh emotional support animal

No. 2275238

>>2275234
Break up with him

No. 2275241

>>2275234
dump him. if this situation was reversed and it was a scrote sighing about his girl gaining weight and being unattractive, other moids would encourage him to leave her. or cheat and then leave for the thinner woman.

No. 2275243

I hate when my mom yells at people on the phone, it puts me right back into the mindset of being a scared little girl walking on eggshells around her.

No. 2275247

>>2275234
Dump him and cheat on him first

No. 2275253

>>2275234
Why are you with someone you’re not attracted to? He’s probably mentally checked out the relationship now that he’s secured you and feels no need to put in effort

No. 2275254

Went to a convention as a vendor in my small town and brought a bunch of lolita & otome clothes to sell. Bunch of brand stuff. AP, BTSSB, ETC, Liz Lisa, a few handmade pieces, and all that.
Cheap as fuck prices. 40$ - 80$ for most pieces.

Tons of people show up.

Sold 1 Bodyline dress, a pair of socks, and a stuffed animal.

I worked for months on this and didn't even make my booth money back.
I'm so frustrated I could cry.

No. 2275260

>>2275234
>having an ugly, fat boyfriend
Murder him

No. 2275269

I just want this walking red flag so bad. He's all I think about. I hate it.

No. 2275272

>>2275253
he‘s a quite nice and funny guy and I used to be sexually attracted to him but now he doesn’t take care of his looks and his health (especially the weight gain and acne (he says seeing a dermatologist is gay kek))
So yeah he’s a great person but doesn’t put any effort into looking good. This might sound superficial as fuck but I take care of myself so I expect my partner to do that as well

No. 2275274

Every time after an argument with my moid, I'm the one who reaches out and tries to talk things out and reconcile. But this one time I told him that I'm seriously upset at him and sick of always being the one fixing things and he just… stopped talking to me. It's been 5 days and he still hasn't apologized or anything. I might as well not exist. I should probably just block him on everything and never speak to him again. There was a nonna here who said your moid should never argue with you and she was right. I should have broken up with him immediately after the first argument

No. 2275279

>>2275272
Yet you’re still staying with him kek. Retards like you talk shit about their moids yet you happily jump on their dicks night and day. Once you close the LC tab you’ll go back to his fat and stinky arms.(infight bait)

No. 2275282

Idk if this is a problem of mentos illness or some anxious shit but I'm afraid of getting people dirty if I touch them. Even if they're my friends, I don't like when they touch me not because I dislike them, in fact quite the opposite, but I think that they're going to get dirty if they touch me. I have no idea from where this comes from. I was never bullied for being "smelly" or "dirty", in fact I was a nice, clean kid and my long hair was always nice, my clothes were nice (not high end clothes but as in clean and nicely fitting to my body) and I had a basic normal hygiene, nothing over the top as doing a 10-step everything shower everyday but yes, normal. In particular, I liked and still like perfumes and shit like that but I don't know. I feel dirty by existing.
Now that I'm a grown up, in fact people compliment me, I kept the nice long hair and it's well kept, I wash it with the right products and take care of it so it's long, I shower with care and also exfoliate (dry skin) and I like to do my makeup in yes, some outdated japanese fashion style so I might look "out of fashion" but I'm…pretty okay on the outside, I know I'm not a monster or anything like that, I look like your standard 20something girl that follows some alt fashion rules but that's it. And yet I'm dirty. Something tells me that people shouldn't touch/be near me. It's everything my mind thinks when I go out. I might need to be checked by someone but it's tiring and it makes me feel so overwhelmed I sometimes break down. Make it stop. It's so burned in my brain that I would rather people tell me that I'm dirty so I can confirm some sort of delusions and I feel that all the compliments are lies. Why am I like this, why must I live with this worm in my brain.

No. 2275288

idk how i got this fat
really tired of this shit

No. 2275292

>>2275279
I know I‘m retarded kek I‘m just venting. I wish it was that easy to just break up after 3 years of being in a relationship with him.

No. 2275293

>>2275272
Nyart but is he putting any effort in? If he's forgoing basic things like shaving (above and below) it might be a sign of depression.
However calling seeing a dermatologist gay would make me think you're better off without him

No. 2275297

>>2275235
But women who don't want kids still put up with this.

No. 2275298

>>2275272
He's not a great person, he's likes humiliating you. A great man would think "I want to be the best for my partner, I'm going to take care of myself" not "I'm going to turn into a fat ugly ogre and humiliate my long-term girlfriend because she dared to give me a chance"

No. 2275305

>>2275254
I'm so sorry nona. Hold onto that stuff, the cost will go up with tariffs. You will be able to sell it then.

No. 2275313

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I'm never performing CPR on a man who's not my dad. Ever. Let them drop like flies. I'm not trying to catch a sexual assault charge bro!

No. 2275318

>>2275175
It's female code to never tell men about cheating. He might chimp out and kill her. You better keep your mouth shut

No. 2275328

>>2275217
Damn, are you me? Hugs nonna, I'm really sorry.

No. 2275333

I hate slutty moids.

No. 2275336

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I dont WANNA do my sociology paper FUCCCCCCKKKKKKK

No. 2275343

Found a chick on reddit posting pro rape, supporting hamas (as in not pro Palestine, pro killing people), encouraging people to commit suicide, encouraging people not to report rapes/assault etc bc they’d be ‘supporting the police system’ and a whole bunch of other alarming shit. What caught my attention was this dipshit is active in foster kids subreddits and mentions having some.

Vent is that she didn’t give out enough personal info so I can’t make a report and get her kids taken off her.

No. 2275350

>>2275343
Not trying to sound mean but it's probably just bait or creative writing. I don't know how people can still use mainstream social media or forums like Reddit when we all know how rage is the internet's hottest commodity right now.

No. 2275351

>>2275343
>chick
sounds like a larping scrote

No. 2275356

>>2275351
I’m a woman nonnie lol just Australian

No. 2275357

>>2275336
I'm curious anon, what's the paper about?
I'm a sociology major so I gotta know

No. 2275365

>>2275318
I hope he does considering she threatened to intentionally get pregnant and keep my mother from ever seeing the child just to cause her emotional distress. I care much more about my mom and any potential niece/nephew I might have, my retard brother brought this on himself

No. 2275366

>>2275343
That is a male
>>2275356
The anon you're replying to is letting you know that the Redditor is male, not you.

No. 2275367

>>2275254
>in my small town
This is your #1 issue. You can have the best stuff and the best prices, but if you don't have a wide audience it won't work. I know it can be really frustrating working booths, especially when we don't get our money back. Sorry if this is advice you didn't ask for or anything but I just wanted to throw it out there for future reference - it's super cheap to buy a domain (like 10 dollars for a year), and there are lot's of free website builders now too. I always suggest that if you're going to a booth to sell, have a QR code visibly posted that links back to a personal site where you advertise your merchandise for sale. Only bring out the best of your wares to a booth, like the BEST items you have that you strongly suspect people will buy. Have the rest listed for sale on your website and direct customers to check it out (I usually do this by offering 20% off on things bought through my site - but ofc since I make the prices myself, really I just say it's 10% off because people love a bargain). Having a site makes it so that you when you get to a convention, not only are you showing your wares off to the con-goers, but you're also giving them the ability to "come back" to shop more even once the con is over, plus they can share your website with their friends ("hey X, I saw this super cute dress at a con yesterday that I thought you'd like! I took a picture of the seller's website for you!"). Keep your chin up though nona! Not every con is a success, there have been times when I've come back from cons with a full wallet and other times when I've come back from them with a maxed out credit card. Part of selling is learning to roll with the punches and adapt. Don't give up! Especially if you know your wares are valuable and can earn you money!

No. 2275368

All I want to do is eat carbs. And thankfully I have them. But I know it's unhealthy. Here's what I've eaten today: a bowl of chicken noodle soup, two blueberry muffins, a plate of pasta with shrimp, peas and white sauce… and now I'm going to dive into yet ANOTHER plate of pasta with shrimp peas and white sauce.. ooooogh my only saving grace is that i am not overweight (yet)

No. 2275381

>>2275365
What a fucking pick me bitch lmao(bait)

No. 2275388

>>2275381
it was completely inevitable that some similarly deranged retard would see this and scream NLOG. classic vent thread infight bait kek(report and ignore)

No. 2275395

college is kicking my ass. i feel incredibly irritatesd all of the time. my roommate always has her "partner" over and they hangout in my room so much. I have so much work to do and then i come home to two mfs in my room it makes me want to smash their heads together. I have to be her roommate next semester too. Theres alot of stressright now. I transferred to my current school from a school full of frat moids where i had no friends. this is the biggest woe is me ever but here i know too many people. some of these connections i feel are genuine, but some feel like im just being used. its hard to explain why. i couldn't get up the courage to tell my roommate that i dont want their s/o over anymore. i feel like a total doormat ready to withdraw from everyone. Its such a small school, i just want to stop talking to everyone. no, i don't want to eat dinner with you. no you can't come to my room. no i don't wanna include you in my plans. i swear everyone here is just bitter, sensitive, and full of themselves. they all think they deserve to never be annoyed. always complaining. everyone's always talking about how poor they are and how much financial aid they need and its like the oppression olympics everyday. im sick of talking about my class and culture. i wish i existed in a big vacuum. oh did i mention that my roommates partner has a single room? with no roommate? and yet they still come over constantly just to hangout? retard.

No. 2275412

I'm in my late 20s but any time I realize I find a man attractive, I start getting intense anxiety and become extremely nervous around them. I feel childish. The funny thing is it usually doesn't hit me until later so even if I was cool and not really paying attention to them before, I start becoming a shivering nervous wreck. I'm such a retard. The only reason for this is my PTSD and extreme low self esteem but I wish I could get over it instead of acting like a weird kid.

No. 2275420

I hate you so much I take such a great pleasure in knowing that you’re slowing killing yourself. You’re a rapist freak who trooned out as a shield from being held accountable. I hope you choke in your sleep or die of multiple organ failure. You deserve every bad thing that’s come your way. You will receive worse. I will ensure it.

No. 2275438

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I hate my anxiety, I'm on my second attempt of anti anxieties but amitriptyline and diazepam doesn't bring me back to myself. Valium is in the cards, maybe that can fix me. I was fine, I was ok, I could go out and do stuff but something flipped a year and a half ago and now I can't do anything. I want to get back to where I was.
>Hey nonna you want to go to a music festival with loads of people tomorrow?
>No problem, I don't mind let me through some extra pairs of socks in the wash in case it's rainy.
I went to crazy busy events no bother and now I need to psych myself up to go to fucking Tesco. Tesco. Fucking Tesco is my Mount Everest.
My job is getting strict on ending WFH so now I'm going to lose that and my private health insurance and I'm going to have to wait ages to get more treatment and I'm going to lose everything. I don't know what happened. I have friends who endured actual trauma and they were ok but my brain just decided to flip one day. My problems are legitimately insulting to them. I'm not ok and I want to know what the fucking cause was. I just want to re-enage with life without getting myself high enough that I'm just shy of kissing a k-hole.

No. 2275449

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my brother believes in aliens now. what the fuck. he genuinely believes that aliens somehow went to ancient egypt (and only egypt??) to show the egyptians their cool tech n shit just to fly away again. i had the most mindnumbing discussion with him about it until i realized that it's no use and just stopped engaging.
it's not his biggest issue but i'm still flabbergasted. this guy has a college degree and instead of doing anything with it he's picking up shitty min wage jobs and watching youtube videos about aliens and conspiracy theories.

i'm so ashamed that we share blood. now i have to get a good degree and get my life together to support our mom in retirement one day. because my brother is a fucking retard. i hate this

No. 2275450

I’ve always been so weak and pathetic. I would never want my daughter to accept this sort of treatment, to be so desperate for love. She’s not even here yet and I’m already failing her, I don’t deserve her. This was always a horrible idea and I was stupid to think I was capable or that he could or would do right by us. I’ve already wrecked my own life, but it’s so painfully obvious that I already have or am going to wreck hers as well.

No. 2275452

>>2275449
Why are men like this? Same thing happened to my older brother and dad.

No. 2275466

>>2274104
Both sides are hideous. What the fuck am I looking at? They deserve each other kek

No. 2275467

>>2274412
This exact thing happened to me last night, what the fuck. Are we connected?

No. 2275470

>>2274763
Blunt nonnies with common sense are the best marry me

No. 2275480

>>2275450
Your daughter will thrive if you do the right thing for you.

No. 2275494

Went back to the gym after being away for months and I couldnt continue running past 1km… I will never ever be skinny and wear all the nice clothes/fashion I want if I cant stay consistent at this

No. 2275505

Why do men breathe, grunt and are just so damn loud? My dad keeps sighing all day and its so disgusting, shut the fuck up why does he breathe so loud

No. 2275511

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I've been into manga for a fairly long time, and I saw the boom in South Korea's popularity kind of take off over the years. It kind of puzzled me, but I gave it a chance, and I was disappointed. Taking another look at it, I'm disappointed again.
My question is: Why have South Koreans consistently failed to make anything that compares to Japanese manga, as far as "deep" or dark subjects go? Movies like Parasite aren't bad or anything, so it's not necessarily that they somehow lack depth as a people (IMO). So, what's going on?
I remember trying to read manwha as a kid before I had any biases about either culture, and it was just horrible. Nowadays, webtoons are the big thing, and they're mostly bad too. Very shallow. Even the art in both tend to be subpar.
Don't get me wrong. Japan has its share of pure slop too (just look at isekai and harem garbage), but it's not difficult to find the decent stuff.
Where are the South Korean equivalents to someone like Shuzo Oshimi, Ching Nakamura, Go Nagai or Inio Asano? None of those people are gods or anything (there are scrotey themes in some of the male one's works that piss me off), but switching from their work to literally any of the well-known manwha or webtoons is like night and day. Media-wise, what sets these two cultures apart so drastically that there's such a huge gap in their creative output? Do Koreans just hit their kids more or something so they don't think outside the box as much? I don't get it.

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>>2275511
Manhwa industry didn't have a foundation for darker/serious/mature subjects like manga did, these types of manga got published in horror or indie magazines (picrel is monthly ikki) in the 70s-00s and reached further than their initial niche due do quality.

Korean comics are confined to online webtoon publishing which isn't a good environment for stories that are extremely complex in terms of art and/or story, so those themes tend to be relegated to traditionally published novels and film.

No. 2275557

>>2275505
Attention whores.

No. 2275588

When I was like 16-17 I saw a male therapist over my social anxiety and he was asking about my (non-existent) sex life and kept pushing talking about romantic/sexual relationships even though it wasn't what I was there for and I was clearly very uncomfortable and uninterested. I was a virgin autistic kid with a practically non-existent libido, no interest in dating. I've tried to see it as "well a therapist is supposed to make you a bit uncomfortable and make you think about things and sex is usually a hot topic for teens" but at the same time it really made me SO deeply uncomfortable and it felt like he got way too much joy out of it, and it truly didn't seem relevant to me being too anxious to go to school. And NONE of the therapists I've seen after that have done anything like it. Thinking about it I can't tell if he was acting wrong or if I'm over-reacting about it…

No. 2275596

>>2275588
he was acting wrong, it's sleazy in and of itself and he should have picked up on you being uncomfortable

No. 2275608

>>2275505
Many men lack self-awareness to a ridiculous degree. It CAN help if you bring their attention to it with faked concern asking "why do you always sigh/grunt/cough SO loudly all the time, maybe you should have that looked at by a doctor?".
You can't just go "shut the fuck up stop doing that all the time" because they'll get defensive or think it's funny that you're annoyed and do it even more on purpose. You have to socially embarrass them without starting a fight, they have to think "oh shit do I do that?" and try to correct it on their own.

No. 2275613

Shannon Watts was a narcissist attention whore with munchausen by proxy who put her family in debt and wa