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No. 2251560

You know what to do
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No. 2251672

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amerifats and europoors fighting in mundane shit is making me sad

No. 2251679

>>2251672
i’m damn near suicidal and unhappy to the point i can’t feel any joy anymore but this pic never fails to make me laugh, thanks nonny
>>2251560
i’m so attracted to anons who post those cute ass kirby pics it gives me cute aggression for whoever keeps posting them

No. 2251684

>>2251672
I just wish everyone would get along…

No. 2251687

>>2251684
why can’t we be friends, why can’t we be friends!

No. 2251773

>>2250933
Stop projecting. There are literally STDs named after the vagina. There are literally Cheese producing bacteria inside the vagina. A(ban evading)

No. 2251778

>>2251773
I accidently put my mouse over this i hate you.

No. 2251780

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Straight up wanna give up on politics forever. I feel like I have no energy left

No. 2251801

I have no energy to study for a 3-hour exam in two days which is worth 50% of my grade kill me

No. 2251818

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i've been married since high school but im not sure if i love my partner anymore. we've grown apart overtime, but lately, it feels like we're entirely incompatible

i don't have friends or family and haven't since i left home as a teenager, so we did have a weird codependency thing, but she used to see other people throughout our relationship and while that did effect me to an extent, now that she's not anymore, im realizing that i miss not having to be together all of the time.

this is made worse by the fact that im sometimes a little annoyed by her interests. she's a furry, but in such a way that its a complete lifestyle thing for her. like making loud animal sounds, but i feel like i can't say anything about it even though loud sounds are distressing for me because it's something that she likes doing. i think it's fine when she acts like an animal if it makes her happy, but it gets aggravating when she's being loud or if we're together and it draws attention to both of us

im also increasingly frustrated by how different we are when it comes to cleaning. we have separate rooms and slept apart for a few days a week when she was seeing other people, but now that we're monogamous, she no longer wants to do that anymore.

i don't like sleeping in her room. it's often covered in laundry and cat litter, a dirty cat food bowl, and can get a little smelly or grimy. i've found that talking to her about anything at all can make her feel attacked, so i don't say anything about things like this anymore. Not just with telling her when something is dirty, but anything in general. it feels like i just can't say anything at all without inviting a storm. i used to clean up for her now and then (she gets overwhelmed when it's dirty and sometimes cleaning encourages her), but i've been tired lately.

im frustrated because i've been in an out of a depression that leaves me feeling like i can barely take care of myself. I also take care of our other two cats (she has one of her own that she keeps in her room, and i take care of the other two) and my room is the only place i feel safe (severe social anxiety—if not for work, i don't usually leave our rooms), but now she doesn't respect the lock on it anymore. she doesn't wear slippers around the house and because our home is shared, she picks up a lot of dirt and it bothers me because i wash the floor frequently but if I tell her to either wear slippers so that she can take them off before coming in, or put something clean on before coming in, it offends her and it also makes me feel like a germaphobe for complaining. tbf, i like sewing and crafting and end up using the floor as a workspace, so the idea of kneeling on a dirty floor grosses me out. like, her feet get a patina and it also makes me feel uncomfortable because we share a bed every night now

it also bothers me when i walk into my room, not expecting her to be there, and smelling the scent of her sweat. she's against deodorant and thinks natural human smell is good, but when she sweats a lot, it permeates my whole room. im sensitive about smell (i probably sound sensitive about a lot of things, but this is a vent thread) and try to keep it smelling nice because, as i've said, i thought of it as a safe space for me. i just wish she didn't go in there like she used to because now i just feel like i have no where to go

idk, i feel defeated. i feel like the easiest thing would be to just be quiet and keep everything as calm as possible because i have no where else to go and i can't really picture a situation any better than this. if anything, i feel ungrateful for complaining about little things that don't really matter. i just wish she'd wear slippers and wash her sandals at least

No. 2251821

>>2251818
I'm sorry but this is a complete disaster. start saving money and leave

No. 2251827

>>2251821
i've been trying to, but our financial situation is such that whatever savings we make end up going to a surprise expense. car repairs, health issues. if im in a position where that's possible, for sure, but that's just a pipe dream. i could go to a shelter or something, but i'd be giving up my cats and everything i have left

that probably sounds defeatist, but tbh, im not looking for an answer right now. just venting because it doesn't feel great

No. 2251832

>>2251818
>and smelling the scent of her sweat
Massive red flag right there. If you don't like the scent of your wife or husbands natural body odor, you're definitely incompatible and shouldn't be around each other. Pheromones are very real nonny. Maybe its time to ditch her.

No. 2251840

>>2251827
>i could go to a shelter or something, but i'd be giving up my cats and everything i have left

maybe this sounds heartless but those things can be replaced. people have to leave pets behind for all sorts of reasons, and it's the hardest thing in the world, but if you're seriously this unhappy then it's worth leaving the cats behind. she refuses to change or compromise, and you're at your wits ends. you've tried communication, you've tried bending some things so that she can meet you halfway yet refuses to, and you've tried being patient for far too long.

it's over. time to divorce and move on.

No. 2251857

>>2251818
im sorry you're going through this. your partner reminds me of a much more unstable version of me. if you can't think of a time where she was able to accept your gentle criticism without blowing up she has no intention of changing. you have to leave. at least it seems she has friends unless she burnt bridges with them

No. 2251860

>>2251832
This was so bizarre that I laughed

No. 2251869

>>2251827
>No family
Do you not have anyone alive or did you lose contact with them? Or did you cut them off? If you just lost contact, it may be worth trying to reconnect and ask for help. It's a bit shitty to come back to them only when you need something but I do think you're in a bad situation and need any help you can get.
>(i probably sound sensitive about a lot of things…
You don't sound overly sensitive, everything you mentioned is very understandable. Does she tell you you're too sensitive when you try to talk to her?
Delete and repost because I simply cannot grasp that I need to remove the video from the field

No. 2251876

>>2251818
i'm sorry the part about her making loud animal sounds is killing me kek wtf. she sounds like a nightmare to live with.

No. 2251881

>>2251867
as someone who lived on that site for a couple of years in my youth i am saddened but not shocked that this happened to you. i can't imagine how starstruck i would be if i would have been able to talk to any body i looked up to on there. do you think you could come forward anonymously? i would not be surprised if there were many other kids who experienced something similar.
i just want to say you can't blame your shit taste in men. you were a child who was preyed on. you did nothing wrong.

No. 2251883

>>2251840
i get it, but again, im not really looking for advice at this time. it does sound like leaving everything behind is the best solution, but it doesn't actually sound like a change that drastic would make life any better. i'd just go from a relationship im unhappy with, to being alone in a situation with no guarantee of things getting any better. i've been in positions where i've been abruptly plucked from a place and have lost a lot—i can't describe how hard it feels leaving parts of you behind when it feels like you hardly have anything left to care about.

things aren't as bad as it probably seems, these are just the things that have been bothering me lately. if it gets to the point that i can't bear living like this anymore, then im not really that enthusiastic about living anyway. not enough to continue suffering for the sake of living in a different way, at least

>>2251857
i hope it doesn't bother you that she reminds you of yourself in some way, but she's still a good person despite everything. she has things that she struggles with and i genuinely am glad that she's found friends that care about her, a community she belongs in, and a hobby she's passionate about. I do think she wants to change, but i don't know what to do with what we have anymore

>>2251869

I have my mom, but she's not someone i can reconcile with. We haven't spoken since the day I left home and that was nearly a decade ago and while she wasn't as bad as my dad, she ignored everything he did at best and would support and justify his actions at worst. I understand going to a shelter, but living with her would not be an improvement. She has a new husband and family anyway, so I think it's safe to say that we're not really family anymore

No. 2251890

>>2251869
Oh, she doesn't say that, it's just something I'd get a lot when I was younger so it's something I try to be mindful of. She does tease me and says I'm a germaphobe though, but i admit I might be too particular and picky about how clean things are. not to the point of sanitizing constantly, but I get overwhelmed when things don't feel as if they're cleaned properly

No. 2251893

>>2251818
there's no way that this isn't larp

No. 2251898

>>2251818
You sound just like my coworker. I'm not convinced you're not my coworker. Anyways, you should break up with her immediately.

No. 2251903

>>2251898
tell us about how your cowoker is similar to nona

No. 2251909

>>2251893
NTA but jfc anon this is the vent thread

No. 2251910

>>2251898
thats terrifying. doubly terrifying that were both on lolcow and im worried the vent was too specific now lol. are you comfortable with sharing the field you work as vaguely as you want?

No. 2251914

After Trump won a few days ago, I started….stress spending? I was blowing money frivolously with little regard of how much I have or if I'm making smart financial decisions. I'm already a shopaholic so that was very bad and I'm regretting it. At least some of the stuff is returnable.

No. 2251923

>>2251914
Yeah, this election was rough… What did you end up buying?

No. 2251926

Despite having PCOS, my period is back. I would be glad, if I wasn't feeling so sore. I want to eat something but my belly hurts too much still. If my body needs fuel and hydration it better let me eat, I need it to cooperate. I don't know what to do, my periods are so scarce nowadays I literally forgot how to cope with them, I feel like a teen all over again

No. 2251928

>>2251914
i've been stress cleaning kek. its nice having a clean house and room and stuff but once you have nothing left to clean you just start doing weird shit

No. 2251934

>>2251923
Clothes, arts and crafts shit, furniture, skincare, hair products, foods I don't usually eat, etc… It's like waking up after getting blackout drunk or something. I'm just looking around my house and at my bank account like wtf did I do.

No. 2251950

I love my nigel but he's been getting more recent spells of just disappearing and stewing on things. I think the election really got to him since he was worried I some how manchurian candidate 180'd my political views or hate him for some shit he's imagining. We have similar political views, minus some stupid minutia on taxes, so what the fuck. Got upset at him in front of his friend recently because he scheduled a cable guy to come over, then completely blew it off and assumed I'd just get to it while having never told me the time he was supposed to show up. I feel bad for yelling all of 2 sentences but I couldn't give less of a shit about bruising his ego, he barely gets flak for dumb shit he does - people just think he's some homer simpson type in return. We talked about it but I can't help but worry he'll just get upset over something and convince himself we have nothing in common about some other retarded issue. We end up forcing the conversation and hash it out pretty quickly but it's annoying.

No. 2251958

My roommate is wasted and brought people over from a bar, I'm so fucking annoyed right now and I can't leave my room to confront them because they're all drunk and it's almost 1am

No. 2251960

>>2251958
Start playing dog whistle as loud as you can?

No. 2251964

>>2251958
max volume, on a loop, they'll be gone within 5 minutes.

No. 2251968

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god art college students PISS ME OFF. i hate that you got to have opportunities ill never have. yes im being a jealous loser here. yes im sad that i grew up in the middle of nowhere with parents that didnt care about my future. my art is way higher quality than some of these graduates and it pisses me off. i want to have your opportunities but instead the only income i make from art is maybe 100$ a month from commissions ohhh but you can make a living because you were born in some big city and went to an art university and you draw boring doodles of generic anime girls sucking dick on twitter god just fuck off

No. 2252021

My bf is just completely disgusting and I'm starting to deeply resent him. Im pretty much doing most of the cleaning because he refuses to do anything at all and just smokes weed all day and plays video games like a fucking retard. He doesn’t even bother being hygienic and can’t properly wash his ass which I've called him out on multiple times. Literally starting seeing stains on the bed sheets and that was the last straw so I’ve just refused to share a bed with him. He got laid off a few months ago and has been a bum ever since and doesn’t even bother to look for another job. It’s always him saying that he’ll go and search but ends up playing games instead. His savings and parents money are pretty much what we live on and I can only work part time due to going to school. I have to be the one who manages his savings or else he’ll spend it on meaningless shit like doordashing. I just can’t believe I actually loved this man at some point. I realized he feels like a stranger to me now and I can’t even recognize him. But It’s so hard for me to just let go of the past 5 years like it was nothing. I know that this can’t keep going on for much longer but I just feel hopeless and dumb

No. 2252029

>>2251818
Why do I kind of feel like this is a straight anon pretending to have a wife instead of a husband

No. 2252031

I keep having dreams about my ex boyfriend and how he isn't interested in me, is better than me and that I am not good enough to even look in my direction. I always wake up tired and sad. What can I do?

No. 2252037

>>2252021
At this point sounds like you're only with him for the sunk cost and financial stability, I think you should dump him but I get why you don't. You've already stopped sharing a bed with him now it's time to stop sharing any affection or intimacy with him (no more sex, or cuddling or kissing or whatever). It's actually good this is happening and happening now because imagine if you'd married him or had kids with him? Just continue to mooch off him until you can get away from him whether that means a better job, more work hours, or moving in with someone else.

>for the cleaning

Start making a list of everything in the household that needs to be cleaned regularly. Update it every time you touch something new. From there comb through your list and see what you can stop doing and just leave for him to deal with. Laundry for example. Stop doing his laundry. Get separate laundry bins if you don't have them. Dishes? You're using cheap disposable plates now. If he gets a dish dirty you don't wash it. If it gets gross, don't wash it just throw it out. Anything he neglects long enough for you to clean gets thrown away. When I was feeling overwhelmed with cleaning I took inventory and just threw away what I didn't absolutely need and kept a very minimalist home after.

Otherwise ignore him as much as possible, avoid looking in his direction or making eye contact and talk as little as you can get away with until you can get away.

No. 2252039

>>2252021
He sounds awful and way too comfortable in his relationship with you. How does he not feel humiliated by this? You deserve so much better, I'm so sorry he let you down in such a gross way.

No. 2252042

>>2251827
I would be maxxing out my credit cards to get out of there, or asking for a small loan from the bank.

No. 2252065

I wish lesbians and bis would stop going to each other's threads just to get triggered and infight. Just stop. Get some help.

No. 2252072

>friend complains about other people in the group project doing shitty work
>same friend asks me to do parts of the work set out for her specifically
classic. This is why I never take her seriously, 0 self awareness.

No. 2252076

>>2251964
I'm stupid - is this what they actually played?

No. 2252080

>>2252021
This is the second time I read about an anon having a bf who leaves shit stains in the bed what the heck

No. 2252081

I hate attention ugh stop looking at me just leave me alone. You want invisibility potions in real life so you can be a pervert creep, I want invisibility potions so nobody looks at me and I can do things in comfort and peace for once

No. 2252083

>>2252029
my thoughts too

No. 2252090

Why do hairstylists think it’s okay to decide what hairstyle to give a client? I went to a new stylist, asked for 10 cm off, and we even agreed on the length for the longest and shortest layers. But then she goes and chops off at least 10 inches. Like, how did she even make that mistake? We don’t use the imperial system here. Then she has the nerve to ask if the length is okay. If I say it’s not, am I getting the length back? And then, she starts gaslighting me, saying my haircut looks perfect and asking if she can take a photo to post on Instagram. Why would I help her advertise when she butchered my hair? I don’t care if it’s the prettiest cut in the world, it’s not what I wanted, and it’s not what I asked for.
Really wish my old stylist hadn’t moved away. Can’t believe I paid an arm and a leg for a haircut just to cry myself to sleep.

No. 2252092

>>2251968
might be a stretch, but find and pander to Anti-AI people. They love a real cover

No. 2252099

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>friend often takes photos of me without me knowing
>it’s always during spontaneous funny moments and she sends the photos to me so I don’t mind, it’s like getting more keepsakes of memories
>One day we’re hanging out with friends
>Scenery and atmosphere looks cool and everyone is having fun, I ask if I can take a photo of them
>She jokingly tells the others “If [myname] was a guy, that would be sooo creepy! Like ‘can I take a photo of you?’ And she’s my ride home! Oh god!” and they laugh
Okay… (It’d be ok if they just said no, but being compared to a creepy moid hurt)

No. 2252104

>>2252099
You need new friends, this made me almost cry for you..

No. 2252107

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>loved playing games ever since I was young
>always drawn to weeb and weird games on the ds
>poorfag kid too so forced to throw away game cases or merchandise because mom said they took up space
>they didn’t and she had the tendency to throw away sentimental things of mine for no reason
>be me now
>still poor and love games but I pirate them all or have a friend of mine rip the cartridges
>now those ds games I still have are worth fuckloads and they’re rare
>realize I lost profit because they’re loose and not cib
All those childhood autismo tantrums over people touching them and it was for nothing. fuck me

No. 2252123

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me realizing tonight that pretty much all my emotional problems are caused by the fact no one loves me

No. 2252129

This fuckass retarded scrote is going to try to get me charged with trespassing because I helped move my friend out of his house because he was acting fucking psycho. I gave a witness statement at the police station today. He's literally going to be arrested on 3 different charges because hes been harassing her since she left and hes gonna try to get me for trespassing even though he never told me to leave. I can't afford a lawyer for this shit. I dont think any charges will stick but I dont want to deal with this. The thing is my friend isnt entirely in the right but his behavior is fucking insane in comparison because hes an unmedicated bipolar cokehead.

No. 2252130

I can't stand it when my mom treats me like I'm retarded, she's always acted like I can't do the tiniest things on my own like sending a fucking package. I wish my parents just got a divorce when they should have I can't fucking stand to be around her. I'm 20 yet she treats me like I'm still 8 years old. She blames me for being molested and said I tore apart her family with it, took me to a criminal facility, told me she'd send me to jail and told me to kill myself numerous times. I'm your only child what the fuck is wrong with you, why does she think of me like this? Why am I never good enough for her?

No. 2252131

I can't say what I'm gonna do but maybe don't gloat in the faces of people that make your food.

No. 2252132

>>2252107
I'm angry on your behalf. This reminds me of my mom getting rid of my sisters and I's pokemon cards when we put them aside somewhere, she sold them for cheap and started complaining that she should have waited until consoomers online started spending hundreds of dollars on them to sell them.

No. 2252133

I'm struggling a lot and my life is falling apart before my very eyes

No. 2252134

>>2252107
My aunt has been working as a doctor's secretary for decades so they're weirdly close. The doc sometimes gives my aunt things for free because he's rich. When I was a kid, he gave her some model cars (not to be played with) and she gave them to me and my parents. My parents let any small child who visited play with the model cars, but I always told them not to, because those weren't toys and the children would break them since they were too young and dumb. You think they ever listened to me? Lo and behold, the model cars have broken and missing parts now. Years later when I'm already an adult, one day, my mom casually says it was a mistake to let children play with the cars. Now that she has realized those cars are quite expensive and wants to use them for decoration, kek. And no, she didn't apologize or even remember all my attempts to stop them from letting the boys destroy the cars.
>she had the tendency to throw away sentimental things of mine for no reason
I fucking hated this too. My mother threw away my childhood pillowcase, but I think I'd put some childhood art inside the pillow, I'm not sure. And I'll never be sure because my mother threw it away one day without asking me. Many parents are unaware of the sentimental value things hold for their children, or the reason why they do, and it's like they don't even care to know. Shouldn't they be trying to understand their children better? I swear.

No. 2252137

Had a flashback during sex. I’m so deeply embarrassed lmao

No. 2252138

>>2252132
im even angrier on your behalf what the fuck? the audacity to complain she couldve gotten an extra dime from the things that arent even hers in the first place nor ask to even sell. sorry that happened that fucking sucks

No. 2252140

Learning about the "your body, my choice" slogan and how popular it is among moids in the US at the moment makes me want to open up my home for any nonna that wants to leave the country, even if it's just for a bit.

No. 2252143

>>2252140
i wish i could tip off the cocky scrotes parroting that statement into some arab slave trade where they'd be forced into hard labour or ass raped for the rest of their days. at least there their menial pathetic post wall existence would be of use instead of shitting up the developed country. these pigs dont deserve luxury.

No. 2252144

>most stressful situation of my life is ongoing and is out of my control
>no support system but this is kinda my fault because i don’t try
>relapsed on DOC after a month
>borderline suicidal
>don’t really want things to get better

No. 2252145

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I got turned into a social media-obsessed freak ever since I started creating content, even went as far as left lc and stopped doing anything that could not be related to creating content and consuming content…That is related to said content.
I did not realise how much it started eatng me alive until it become too late. I lost myself and my own intellegence. I got so used to being the butt of the joke, being nothing but a screaming streamer and video editor, and all because people liked it and it gave me more money and statistics…

Have anyone had the same problem? I feel so fucking illiterate, my speech and writing is nothing but unholy mess. I want to go back to being my old self, to a point that I even came back to lc. Over time, I have lost all of my desire to exist, as I started being so chronically online and dependant on social media, that my attention span went to zero.

How do i turn myself back to normal? What books do you think would fit me?
I started taking it easy by reading something as simple as The Cat Chronicles, but god…I miss my non-fiction books deeply. Even better it you send me some radfem ones.
Thank you in advance, nonnies. Fuck social media, I am going back to being a hermit. No money is worth being eaten alive for peoples amusement. I hope it is the right thread…

No. 2252152

>>2252140
I tell myself they say it as a joke to cope but you just know they don't

No. 2252162

I know the original Nick Fuentes guy was just ragebaiting his "your body my choice" tweet but seeing zoomer moids everywhere quote it like it's a Bible verse is making me lose hope. I'm desensitised as all hell at this point but god women save me we need to live all alone together on another planet.

No. 2252166

>>2252145
It is not the same, and I am sure you have already thought about this. But I have a friend that worked in marketing for a recognized brand, specifically the department aimed towards content creators and social media, and after a few years she completely lost her empathy and ties to reality. For example: during the Logan Paul suicide forest debacle she couldn't grasp why people were upset, because all she thought was a production crew, views, and a recognized name the company she worked with could use to earn money if they could land a collaboration with him. No matter how I tried to explain the issues people had with it to her she just looked at me all "…so what's your point?"*. She couldn't even use her own private social medias because her mind was constantly occupied by numbers and statistics despite not having any personal interests in becoming an influencer.
The only thing that turned her back to normal was quitting that job, go on a social media detox and travel so she could distance herself from it all. As I said, you have probably already thought about this but I think it is the way to go - just disconnecting yourself from it all for a while.
*Admittedly, she has some pick-me tendencies that I think also somewhat played into this specific situation

No. 2252169

>>2251950
ew how do you people even get into relationships where you can't even yell at your moid and you have to walk on eggshells around him? have a little yell and all of a sudden he's spending a little too much time outside? whenever i hear stories of "nigels" on this website, especially given where we are, its always so funny how the women hate every man allegedly except her nigel, and then when she describes her relationship it sounds like the most typical, man-serving relationship. you should dump him immediately and grow a spine.

No. 2252175

>>2252138
I'm not too upset about it because at the time nobody knew how to play the pokemon TGC except me thanks to the game on the gameboy so it didn't really feel like a huge waste at the time, but seeing her seething after seeing pewdiepie or someone like that in the news selling cards for a lot of money was funny as fuck. That was the weirdest crossover I've seen in my life. I think I would have been mad at her if I could have played with the cards with other kids back then though.

No. 2252181

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Growing up I was always told I was stupid and retarded, always getting compared to my siblings that are 10 and 13 years older than me (yes, I would literally get yelled at for not being as studious as my 17 year old sister when I was 7). I just kinda accepted that I must simply be an idiot, and sort of leaned into it as I was growing up, even for many years surrounded myself with toxic "friends" that would point out how stupid I am - among other degrading things that I would just laugh off. Not all that surprising really, I'm not always all that eloquent when it comes to expressing complex thoughts, and I suffer from anxiety and a lot of brain fog; of course I come off as a fool.
But now as I am getting older I realize I'm definitely not as stupid as I've been brought up to believe. I keep catching myself informing and teaching people around me about subjects I sort of took for granted people knew, I realize how much people have relied on me over the years and now allow myself recognize that I have a very high EQ. My mom has even gone from considering me her dumbest child to the most intelligent (god I hate that she has this sort of totem pole ranking that she is very verbal about).
It is partially sort of changing my own relationship with myself, but idk how to feel about it. It's like a part of my entire existence is being reevaluated. It's tough to figure out how to feel about this when I've always heard how dumb I am from when I was a small kid, to suddenly looking at myself in the mirror in my 30's and recognizing there is perhaps more to me than I always thought.

No. 2252183

>>2252181
Damn, we lived the same childhood. My father had three super successful sons from another marriage and would pick out all my flaws when I was like 6 saying I wasn't like some moid in his 30s I never met. Stop crying you stupid child, this 30yo successful adult never cries so why are you?
I also relate to the eventual changing part, and it's been refreshing. Glad to hear you're feeling better as of recent

No. 2252189

>>2252099
please break up with them

No. 2252205

>>2252162
I wonder how many of those moids are circumcised and blame their mothers for it. If we started "joking" like that back they'd be whining, crying and malding endlessly about how women don't care about men's feefees!!1! We should and I really wish more women didn't give a fuck about moids ""struggles"" and ""feelings"". They have never and will never suffer like women have for all of eternity.

No. 2252224

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>>2252029
im a woman and have a wife. pretending wouldn't really change my situation anyway. i do have a husbando, though

No. 2252230

trying to figure out how to boycott being polite to men while still keeping my customer service job where i've excelled at people pleasing. i think it starts with training myself to smile less. wish me luck or let me know if you have any tips.

No. 2252236

>>2252230
>any tips
Be professional, but only professional. Don't emotionally validate them (no need for the "I'm sorry you're experiencing that" unless your manager forces that as part of the script). If you're allowed discrepancy on things like refunds, reserve the majority of those for women but give enough to men so management won't notice. Good luck nonna, you're doing great work!

No. 2252256

>>2252236
thanks, this is good! just being professional and stick to task without the extra friendliness. no apologies or validations. we don't have a script or anything, I just can't be straight out rude lol

No. 2252305

>>2252183
I'm happy for you too nona! Personally I'm in a very confused state, I'm so used to devaluing myself and base my entire existence on self-hatred so learning to appreciate something about myself is a very weird sensation. Like, not only being kinda "ok" but actually go "huh, I guess I actually am kinda intelligent?"

No. 2252337

Damn I think I'm getting yet another herpes pimple on my lips, I should start looking into those patches.

No. 2252353

is there actually a moid equivalent to porn deepfakes where moids can be filtered over gay porn…. i want every single "your body, my choice" scroteling mirrored onto bbc gay porno gangbangs.
I wish I had access to the technology, I would get a thrill out of qrting these faggots onto butt secks porn and watch them seethe. the tech will exist to terrorize women regardless so i may as well turn the tables and make sure moids are not exempt from the exploitation.

No. 2252366

>>2252353
1. Regular deepfake tech can do this
2. Gay porn is fine but beastiality videos are better
3. Do it or gay

No. 2252381

>>2252366
nona you are genius, hopefully the mr hands video is still around on the clearweb….

No. 2252468

>>2252353
its incredibly easy to do this already but I dont want to deal with the legal bullshit of being caught with deepfakes of men. all you need is a decent graphics card and a willingness to stare at disgusting generated fag porn as you streamline the results. i would honestly tutor women in how to do this but idk there's no way i can guarentee that im not teaching scrotes too if its all anonymous

No. 2252474

>>2252144
replying to myself bc i just signed up for addiction counseling nonas wish me luck. i am so embarrassed and have no idea what to expect. i’m terrified of stimulant withdrawal but i don’t want to let cocaine rule my fucking life anymore. i feel like posting this because i don’t really want to tell anybody i know, and it makes it feel more real somehow to say it? idk kek

No. 2252480

Anybody else can’t write for males? I can’t even maladaptive daydreaming plots and scenarios of men, it’s always female characters that I put so much thought, effort and complexity into because women just seem so much more interesting and I’m also a woman so maybe that’s the only POV I know. This is the same thing when I started drawing, I only drew women and never males, I could only think of plots exclusively with women in it. I feel like something is wrong with me kek

No. 2252487

>>2252480
nothing is wrong with you you actually have "based syndrome" doctor told me. im the exact same way. good writing is wasted on microgametes

No. 2252495

>>2252474
Good luck nona, it's always brave to face your fears head-on. I hope it goes well!

No. 2252496

I just can't make friends for the life of me. I go outside and do things but it has never landed me any lasting connections. I just don't get it. I even have a hobby I've invested almost a decade of my life into and I get complimented for the work I do often. Yet, it just feels like it has all been in vain because nobody gives a shit and I'm still alone at the end of the day. I've lost motivation to do much since I just feel like it's all pointless.

No. 2252499

>>2252468
Friend finder thread if you're serious about it

No. 2252502

It feels like my body is naturally producing ozempic because for the last month or so my appetite went way down and I get full quickly and bad stomach pain and nausea if I eat more

No. 2252504


No. 2252506

>>2252499
ya sure, ill drop an email in the thread later today if i remember

No. 2252517

not a day goes by that i dont look at the empty space on the couch and think "my dog should be here"

No. 2252522

>>2252468
i wish i was more tech savvy on hiding internet tracks cause Im capable of looking at nasty shit, moreso if it means harassing scrotes but im completely hopeless with hiding my identity online; cant imagine what a moid would do if i ever get doxxed. if youre willing to teach how internet anonymity id love to learn.

No. 2252533

>>2252502
That is a parasite

No. 2252534

>>2252517
Me but with her spot under the table I wish our dogs were here nonna

No. 2252540

>>2252522
I don't understand, do you compulsively post your name and address online?

No. 2252555

>>2252533
Nona…

No. 2252580

>>2252522
No offense but you can't be this retarded.

No. 2252606

>>2252366
The thing with bestiality and pedo shit is that well, you still have to consume it in order to use it. If you eat shit as a joke you still ate shit.

No. 2252641

sometimes reading the vents makes me really sad because a lot of you are dating total shitheads and deserve better..

No. 2252653

>>2252641
I honestly think if housing was more affordable no one would be staying with their shitty moid.

No. 2252655

Kek I love it when the retarded management at work gets their jimmies in a heccin rustle because the seasonal employees they trained for 1 day are shit at their jobs and have no idea what to do. KEK and them they go an blame the entire department for it. Fuck off retard. Not my problem. We do this EVERY. YEAR. Every year the seasonals are shit because they get shit training. And you faggots have the nerve to bitch and moan about it? Kek fuck you. And they never ask me to do shit either because they're scared of me, makes me fucking laugh. I feel bad for the seasonals but all I can hope for is that they get pissed off and angry and don't care about what some smarmy little faggot says. I get paid minimum wage I'm not a manager so I could not care less about our metrics. Suck my pussy bitch!!!!!!

No. 2252657

I'm starting to realize I'll never have a happy marriage and I find that devastating

No. 2252663

Everyone told me to just do it again, I know it's the logical and materially better thing to do but I just want to wallow in my comfort and not think about it for the time being. Living is so tiring

No. 2252675

>>2252653
you guys need to find better nigels!! where the hell do you find these trashy moids?

No. 2252692

>>2252657
I feel so sad for anyone who finds themselves in an unhappy marriage because it’s such a betrayal of expectations

No. 2252705

>>2252076
i wouldn't be surprised if it was kek
>>2252099
do you want me to kill them for you anon…

No. 2252719

My mom just died. I feel like shit.

No. 2252721

>>2252719
Oh nonna, my deepest condolences to you.

No. 2252722

no matter how hard I look, no one is more pathetic than I am

No. 2252727

>>2252719
Oh anon I'm so sorry, that's my worst nightmare. Do you have anyone with you right now?

No. 2252728

>>2252099
horrible people, just awful. having no friends is better than this

No. 2252730

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I'm >>2237641
Still barely sleeping. I'm starting an internship at my dream company on monday. Pray for me nonas.

No. 2252734

>>2252657
me too nona. I'm sorry. Commisserating with you, it feels so isolating to realize this.

No. 2252735

>>2252107
I know how you feel nonnie, my mom either threw away my stuff (and denies it) OR she made me give them away to my younger cousins. Two days ago I was searching for the Barbie house that I owned but still can't find it. Why are mothers like this? I've never heard of fathers doing it. It's like they want to punish us for having a childhood…

No. 2252736

>>2252675
there aren't any…they're all trash.

No. 2252737

>>2252730
Have you talked to a doctor? There are some very effective meds for sleep.

No. 2252740

>>2252719
im so sorry nonna. i hope you are not grieving alone right now, my heart goes out to you

No. 2252741

>>2252735
>I've never heard of fathers doing it.
It's because father abuse is completely different. It's either violence (physical and or sexual), or complete apathy and detachment. Men who don't want kids or don't love their kids are allowed to distance themselves but mothers arent.

No. 2252742

I think they made the up and down arrows' "hitbox" larger because now when I try to close the quick reply window I always end up hitting the up arrow and sent to the top of the page.

No. 2252743

>>2252735
My friend's dad threw out all of her photos because she didn't put them away. He wasn't even trying to be mean he just thought she didn't want them.

No. 2252745

>>2252743
>He wasn't even trying to be mean
Would you believe that if it was her mother? Honestly the double standard against mothers and for fathers is so pernicious. We see fathers as better, kinder, etc, because when they do bad things, we immediately remove any malice, and we believe what they say blindly.

No. 2252746

>>2252721
>>2252727
>>2252740
Thank you. I'm with my father and siblings. But I'm the one who's grieving the most since I'm the elder daughter and now my entire family is my responsibility. We're preparing for the funeral now and I'm getting phone calls and text messages of people giving their condolences. My uncles, aunts and grandma are all coming right now, too.
My mom was sick for 4 months now and this was inevitable, I just can't believe it happened this fast, right now. I'm the anon from a previous thread with a mom who was dying of cancer.

No. 2252750

>>2252746
Its not your responsibility to uphold your entire family nonna, leave that to your father and grandmother. They're the actual elders. I know its very hard not to default to it doing times like this but please, try not to put any unnecessary pressure on yourself.

No. 2252753

>>2252737
I should, because this is ridiculous now. I just hope they'll listen when I tell them melatonin doesn't work.

No. 2252762

>>2252735
My dad did this to me. I was a poorfag like ayrt and I had some pony toys that were expensive. I only got them because my mom won a lottery for a couple thousand that year. My dad randomly threw them out, they were in the shed for a long time and I had spent many years begging him to let me take them or to just not throw them out. I had to find out a while after moving through my mom. It is such a shitty feeling especially when you don't have confirmation so you still have a little hope, parents like this are shitty I wish they thought about it a little more. Sorry you anons have experiences with this too.

No. 2252779

>>2252745
In this one case her mother was very abusive and constantly called her fat and gave her no affection. Her father was incredibly kind and caring in comparison. It's possible he got fed up after asking her to put her stuff away over and over, she was 20 years old when this happened. I think he was just a neat freak.

No. 2252789

>>2252753
Do you keep any sort of sleep journals? Like what time you try to fall asleep, times you wake up, etc? You should start compiling some data for them so they don't try and turn you away immediately.

No. 2252792

>>2252789
>so they don't try and turn you away immediately
Is doctors turning away patients with common symptoms a common thing in america? I thought they'd be jumping at the chance to prescribe something. Complaints about not being able to sleep are very common where I'm from at least, I'd be shocked if someone went to a doctor for sleep problems and the dr immediately dismissed it as fake.

No. 2252808

Female-on-female rejection is actually extremely painful and I feel like it's not talked enough how so many girls have this tendency to dislike and avoid other shy and sensitive girls. Like some girls are actually really really mean for no reason other than "you look frail and weak", which is unironically a moid mindset of excluding beta males. We women always say we should be more compassionate and caring for each other and stick to each other, but in reality it's very common for girls to be extremely cruel towards those deemed as weak or different. If you don't smile enough, and you're more melancholic they'll take it as an offense very quickly.

No. 2252809

>>2252789
I don't, but maybe I should if I end up meeting someone with a more dismissive attitude
>>2252792
I'm a scandifag, but I've had a lot of struggles with seeking new medication whenever what I have doesn't work. Probably because I have a pretty extensive history of suicide attempts. I've also had quite a few docs through the years dismissing some of my issues as part of my 'tism or anxiety.

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all of my bagels molded. can’t have anything

No. 2252811

>>2252808
I got called arrogant because I have social anxiety. Women think they're entitled to your social energy and take it as an insult if you're unable to provide it.

No. 2252813

>>2252792
Doctors everywhere love to dismiss women and our health struggles. It's so upsetting.

No. 2252814

>>2252811
Yeah we always talk about how annoying it is when men tell women to smile more, but women do the same shit and take it as an ever bigger offense and will put you through a lot of shit and drama solely because you're not cheerful enough. Although the funny thing is, in many situations cheerful positive girls are also put down by other girls so basically you can't win kek

No. 2252817

>>2252750
I understand what you mean, but my father is too old and sick himself, and my grandmother lives in another city all together with my single middle aged uncle and in the same neighborhood of another uncle and his family, to stay close to her sons in case she needed anything since she's old and sick as well. My siblings are all grown ups, the youngest is 16 yo. All they need is someone to cook for them, we can split the chores or whatever. I just want to make them feel like we're still a family or something, I don't want them to suffer because of this loss. My mom didn't get to see my graduation. They'll probably all feel the same way I do right now when they achieve something big and realize she won't be there for them. My dad probably always thought he'd die before her, but he ended up outliving her and that must make him feel horrible himself. It's just a whole mess.

No. 2252818

>>2252808
>>2252811
I feel like certain groups of women have fallen for the socialization that they can only accept women that are similar to them - no matter how fake it might come off, if you are lucky you can be the pet autist but even then you'll really feel like they're just humoring you because the group weirdo. Personally I'm very blunt and straightforward, which can be a bit off-putting for some. I know how much it hurts nonas, but the people for you guys are out there! And it will feel absolutely great and validating when you find the people that accept and appreciate you for who you are!

No. 2252821

I think I'm a little hypomanic. Not fun and now I can't tell if my desire to do x or y is real or just the mental illness talking.

No. 2252822

>>2252814
And this creates of cycle of trauma, where the rejected girls loathe other girls and turn into NLOGs and pick mes, and some end up even more fearful. In my case I'm terribly afraid of female superiors and female authority because I was emotionally abused by them in my childhood and here is another thing to consider, older women inflicting trauma on little girls is probably one of the cruelest and despicable thing you could do.

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>>2252808
>>2252811
Idk if it's about being "Frail and Weak" it's probably more about autism clocking/not performing femininity/being awkward/being shy. Women dislike these kinds of different women just like they dislike autistic/awkward men. It gives off a "different, danger" warning, they're herd animals who want to have only people like them in their group.

No. 2252825

>>2252811
This behavior isn't exclusive to women. Males also bully men who aren't as assertive, who are shy or weak, etc. I'm not defending this, just saying it's nothing to do with any evil inherent to women.

No. 2252831

>>2252818
People who are aware they are "blunt and straightforward" or brag about having no tact are always kept at arms length because other people aren't as othering as you think, they just have the respect and self control to avoid saying the rude shit you do

No. 2252833

>>2252825
I always find it super funny how men seethe really hard if there's a remotely attractive dude like say in the workplace and you can hear the pain in their subtle digs

No. 2252839

>>2252825
It makes sense when moids do it cause they're primitive animals but we as women are supposed to be more intelligent, understanding and emotionally mature

No. 2252851

>>2252831
Dang, talk about making assumptions. I did not mean to come off as bragging, and I am very mindful of other people's feelings and situations so it's not like I start shit or open my mouth unnecessarily. It's just that I don't really censor myself.

No. 2252863

>>2252851
Oh I didn't mean to point that at you, that's why I put "or" in the sentence because people tend to group that in the same boat. You didn't come off as proud or anything at all. I think people get very, very bored of bluntness and tactlessness especially now.

No. 2252865

>>2252808
Speak on it louder. I’m an autistic woman who has always been othered by women because of my mannerisms and how I act and my hobbies. I have learned to mask and create this whole larp that helps me get by and due to the bullying I received all my life by girls I tend to avoid normie looking girls because I feel like they’ll talk shit about me to each other if I accidentally look in their direction. Some girls are just mean. I still try to be, and am a girl’s girl but I do have that conflict because I know most women would not be like that for me.

No. 2252866

>>2252468
please send to vu in fft

No. 2252868

>>2252810
Right? You either eat them all immediately and get fat or they all mold. I hate this world.

No. 2252870

>>2252865
It's really hard. I don't like men at all, but then women don't like me and I end up alone in the end. I just can't walk the tightrope that expected of women. Anything you do is the wrong thing to do, always.

No. 2252873

My dad has the worst TDS I've ever witnessed. He can't stop bringing it up… we walk down the street and he yells about republicans, sit down and every conversation steers back to how much america sucks and trump is a nazi, our neighbor had a trump flag and "I guess your neighbor is proud of being a nazi!" I don't care anymore… I'm not really into politics, and it makes me sad it's consumed so much of him. I just want my dad to be normal and sit down without trump coming up. He just watches the news constantly so it occupies so much of his mind.

No. 2252882

>>2252865
I think a lot of modern female frienships have somehow managed to become even more patronizing than before, to be fair. Maybe not everywhere but there's weird expectations of friendship now and people flip their shit and try to micromanage every tiny thing they can about a person. It's harder to make friends, too, even with the internet. I think that's why more younger people keep trying to find places to fit and create all these stupid aesthetics, it's all anyone cares about. A lonely way to curate life

No. 2252885

>>2252851
nta and not saying you're like this but in my experience a lot of people who self describe as "straightforward", "no filter", are just assholes who use that as a free pass to be rude. like I'm friends with some proudly "blunt" autistic women and I don't think they realize how being so argumentative and needing to say how much they dislike whatever I'm excited about is hurtful, and makes me want to distance myself. sure they're just ~speaking their mind~ but the total lack of consideration makes me wonder if they even like me. I know they don't mean it like that, and I'm working on growing a thicker skin and not taking it so personally but it's hard kek. there's a happy middle between being a meek yesman and telling your friends their taste is shit because you're outspoken idk. socializing is hard

No. 2252892

>>2252863
Oh, sorry for misunderstanding you! I totally get what you mean though, I used to know someone that would brag about how she was "just speaking her mind"/"super honest" as an excuse to put people down. So I started being blunt back to see if she could take what she dishes out she couldn't and a part of that habit kind of stuck kek so I agree that people like that need to be avoided.

No. 2252896

>>2252870
Literally so true. You’re either not pretty enough, too awkward, not funny enough, not feminine, too autistic, you’re too “weird”, you are seen as an alien for not being into sports or whatever. I remember I had this neighbor across the street from me my age in my grade and I went to play with her a few times, eventually I transferred to her school and she pretended like I didn’t exist and othered me to the girls at school.

No. 2252898

>>2252896
I feel really grateful I never experienced this behavior but I imagine what it would be like having a little sister going through this kind of thing and it really makes my heart hurt.

No. 2252899

>>2252892
To clear up any other misunderstandings about character on an anonymous forum megakek. It's more that I am blunt about situations rather than people, and I want to use my perceived bluntness and honesty as a way to hype my friends up so they know that I'm not just blowing smoke up their asses. But if someone needs to know they are causing their own misery by being in relationships/friendships that make them unhappy I will straight up tell them what I think about it

No. 2252901

Binged again! I keep binging! Fuckkkkkkkk

No. 2252902

>>2252892
People just assume everything is shade. It's edgefags having imaginary competitions vs real autists who just have nooo idea what's going on. The flippant pettiness makes friendship difficult. Most people want to sit and scroll their phones or use you as a prop.

No. 2252903

>>2252810
Keep them in the fridge

No. 2252911

>>2252808
Are you talking about girls, women or both? Because in hindsight I get why that happens with kids and even younger teenage girls, typically you're going to meet other girls mostly in school or maybe sports club or other types of club, and who you're going to meet will simply depend on if you were born the same year and if you live more or less in the same area and school feels like jail. Some classmates are really fucking rude for no reason and would avoid me for being "shy" when I simply had nothing in common with them, but then some of the actual shy, awkward girls were a huge source of problems even when I was nice to them at first so I assume the other girls wanted to avoid that in the first place. Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't have been more rude to them as well just for my own peace of mind. I found getting along with other women my age so much easier as soon as I graduated from high school and started studying in university because by then people picked their courses based on something they're interested in and most people are mature enough to not act like school bullies ime.

No. 2252914

>>2252810
Freeze it, bread is one of those things that reheat super well and fast too.

No. 2252926

Staying at my bf's friend's house for a trip and it's so nasty here I am considering paying for a hotel. Why are men so disgusting? It's not hard to put toilet cleaner in a toilet once a month, jesus christ

No. 2252930

>>2252824
I’m austic as shit and in my small country was considered weird, annoying and to be avoided at all costs, then I moved to a capital city in a different country and am now considering funny and charming.
Ultimately I think it all depends on the culture of the country or city you’re in.
Have hope nonnas!

No. 2252939

>>2252930
I also had this experience, at a normie job I had a hard time fitting in, but at a creative job everyone thinks I'm quirky and fun. Sometimes it just takes time to find a space that sees being weird as a strength.

No. 2253002

Am I just very weak or are even the most mild period cramps bad enough to make you not want to do anything because of the pain? I have had several horrific ones that were actually so bad they made me unable to move, but even the ones I usually get - which aren't anywhere near as bad - make me not want to eat, always think about the pain, and not want to move. I hate moids and misogynistic women that make out women with period cramps to be dramatic, but it's hard not feel like it myself when I always make a whole day completely unproductive no matter what kind of cramps I have.

No. 2253020

I genuinely dream about benevolent alien overlords who have been observing us to invade earth, conquer us and make earth into a utopia by governing us and fixing this shit ass planet and all its troubles. I have no faith in humanity anymore and I want a bunch of vulcans or ayylmaos or whatever to come here. Alternatively I want aliens to abduct me and keep me as their guest. This is a genuine fucking dream I have had since I was a teenager and each year I want that more and more.

No. 2253021

my mom is an abusive piece of shit. she gets so crazy and annoyed when my kittens are playing, she wants to beat them and lock them in a cage because “they’re too loud”. the way she wants to treat them reminds me of my childhood so much. she never allowed me to have any friends, speak loudly, play around with my toys or have fun in general. ugh, i hate her, she’s a monster. i’m so sorry for saying that, but that’s how i feel rn.

No. 2253037

I wish I was normal for once. I wish I wasn’t malpracticed as a toddler and got a diagnosis for mental retardation just because I was scared of doctors, didn’t like to eat that much and started talking coherently (kinda) a few months later than my peers or rather, I wish I never found out about this incident almost 20 years later, idk. Luckily, when I was around 2 weeks in treatment, my mom took me to another doctor who was quick to call that treatment bullshit and prescribe me vitamins as I was severely deficient in some of them which stunted parts of my development apparently.
I sometimes wonder if I’m genuinely autistic, I had this feeling that something is inherently wrong with me pretty much most of my life, but I also don’t want to get an official diagnosis as most medics hand that diagnosis like candy at this point in time imo.
I wish I wasn’t a sickly child and spent most of my early childhood years in hospitals and doctor’s offices, so much so that my first childhood memory I can remember is waking up during surgery and seeing my arm cut open at the age of 4 and I think that this surgery wasn’t necessary (it’s a common practice in my country for surgeons to cut some people for pretty much nothing, as the number of surgeries done is an increase in salary for them and another doctor told me years later that what happened back then with my arm could’ve been fixed without surgery). I wish I never stepped foot in those buildings, my life and my parents’ would’ve been different if it weren’t for some of the bullshit diagnoses that I got because of medics’ greed and some of the mistreatment that I got, I wouldn’t have been like a dog scared of bombs by the age of 5/6. I genuinely think that all of this somehow fucked up my brain and perception of the world at the time so early too and I’m so mad about it.
Now, I am grateful for that dude for saving my ass, could've been worse and generally my life is better, but I still have doubts and some “what if?” questions.

>>2252808
Ooof, that attitude and disdain shaped a good chunk of my school life, even down to the “small and frail” part (although I was tall, lanky and very lightweight - still considered out of place and undesirable). I admit that at some point it was my attitude too when I had my NLOG phase, but to be fair, I didn’t get to that point out of nowhere - I was the weird, socially awkward kid who was good at English by having unsupervised internet access and had interests that were considered childish by the standards of the bumfuckville I lived in and as a result, I got bullied to the point of being scared to go to school. Boys pushed me on hallways and girls treated me as the weird exotic pet, got personal info about me that eventually was turned against me. But like >>2252930 said, there is hope for weird girls to find other women like them, even though getting to that point takes more time and is mostly lonely or it takes moving out bumfuckville or even the country.

No. 2253050

I want to scream

No. 2253077

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i asked my mom to buy me frozen raspberries for my oatmeal and she bought me a berry mix by mistake but i hate all berries besides raspberries and strawberries aaaaaaaaa fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. i hate being so picky and ripping my hair off after a minor inconvenience (grown ass woman btw). i need to stop being so dumb and ungrateful, i'll force myself to eat them

No. 2253080

>>2253077
Would it be easier if you made a smoothie or something so they're more disguised?

No. 2253086

>>2253080
nonny… you're so right thank you kek i can't believe i ripped my hair off for that. berry smoothie bowl loadington for tomorrow

No. 2253113

>>2252719
i'm sorry. rest in peace

No. 2253230

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Is it bad my mother will only say she loves me when she's plastered drunk? I feel ungreatful for saying this but I kind of resent it. It's insincere to me, when sober she insults me, ignores me, and does the usual emotionally manipulative stuff that moms often do. I actually don't mind her doing a lot of that because given her past she can be a lot worse, but when she drinks and starts becoming sappy that's when I get a bit mad. I never express that I'm upset (I do get visibly uncomfortable with the touching) so she doesn't know. I feel guilty since many people will never hear nice words coming from their moms. Hell, my dad doesn't say nice things sober or drunk, so it feels weird to hate my mom for doing something that seems nice. Thankfully my mom almost never drinks, so I don't hear it or have to deal with it that much.

No. 2253232

I was babysitting my little cousin the other day, she's 7. At one point she mentioned she likes Taylor Swift and then today my dad said little kids shouldn't be listening or paying attention to Taylor Swift. I asked why and he said she's too glamorous and flamboyant????? Like wtf, I get Taylor might not be the best singer for a 7 year old to listen too but she's certainly not the worse. And the songs kids usually listen too of hers is like Shake It Off and G rated stuff like that. I kept pressing him on what he meant by glamorous, and why that's bad for a little girl to see? Taylor doesn't wear anything that she wouldn't see a doll wearing, it's very colorful and glittery. I don't see anything wrong with that. And then he said Taylor is inappropriate for kids because she sings about relationships, but like it's not as if she's going into detail about sexuality. Kids know what a relationship is, the 7 year old was telling me one of my cousins has a new boyfriend. They hear the word "wife" "husband" "boyfriend" "girlfriend" everywhere, it's in their lives, their friends lives, on TV, it's everywhere. They obviously don't know that includes sex and everything like that, but they obviously know that people have boyfriends and girlfriends. You'd have to grow up completely isolated from everyone and everything to never hear that word or learn that people have relationships. He's so retarded, why would a creepy old ass shut in retard male know how a little girl thinks and what she needs in her life. Men are so fucking dumb.

No. 2253257

>>2252735
My father did it as well, wanted me to become a successful business-starting adult when I was like 8 years old. He threw away all my toys when I was 7 because 7 is an adult age to him, unironically. My lost childhood is probably why I'm a pessimistic avoidant schizoid with little materialistic attachment now.

No. 2253292

>>2253232
Samefag and this coming from a man who only thinks girls as valuable as humans and once they're women they're worthless if there not jerk off material, this coming from a man who sexualises young girls and assumes them to be very aware hypersexual nymphet types, this coming from a man who sexualised me throughout childhood, this coming from a man who looks for real voyeurism of teen girls online, YOU are the one damaging to little girls you dumb fucking cunt. It's YOU, not fucking Taylor Swift singing about being 22 and wearing leotards with sparkles. Jfc

No. 2253314

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I hate the fact that it has become trendy to moralise fujos and yaoi consumption, it's so annoying because it's such a non-issue. The fact that people are clutching their pearls and crying about ~het women fetishising gay men~ is incredibly embarrassing. Especially because it's always tifs with some kind of internalised fujo shame doing the crying. I get so much second hand embarrassment when I see someone with the username bug_boi_aiden throwing a fit over some rando woman making G-rated fanart of Naruto and Sasuke. Men out there are destroying society by funnelling money into an industry that, amongst other degenerate things, abuses real teenage girls. But god forbid a woman looks at pictures of two fictional adult men kissing.

No. 2253337

>>2253330
I knew of a man with the last name Peanisbreath when I was in elementary school. If I remember correctly it wasn't supposed to be pronounced like it looked, but I don't remember the pronunication

No. 2253351

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>>2253337
>Peanisbreath
Was it possibly Scandinavian?

No. 2253355

>>2253351
I'm not sure. "-breath" surnames are Irish or Scottish iirc

No. 2253382

my art is so inconsistent and i need to go thru my past pieces to figure out what i like best, but i know i'll cringe at how much ugly shit there is.

No. 2253400

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>>2253330
There was a famous children's book illustrator named Trina Schart Hyman.
SHART. HYMEN.

No. 2253416

no matter how much i diet and exercise im not happy with my body (bmi 20), no matter how much money i spend on nails/hair/skin im not happy with how i look, no matter how much i study i never feel smart , and despite spending at least an hour a day cleaning my apartment is always a nasty mess. how can i accept myself? im tired of the dissatisfaction.

No. 2253522

My cat just had a seizure right in my arms, I'm so horrified right now this has never happened to me and I had no idea what was happening. He's okay at the moment but I am so worried I don't want my baby to go.

No. 2253566

so annoying how i can eat so healthy and feel full but then crave something unhealthy immediately. i ate two cupcakes and seriously regret it

No. 2253608

>>2253382
most of it is bad, but there are more than a few i still find cute or like looking at even in their raw autism and amateur nature. pleasantly surprised.

No. 2253638

I woke up at 1am to throw up chocolate milk (that I took lactaid with). I’ve known I’m lactose intolerant for years now but I’ve never had it escalate to vomiting before RAAAGHHH

No. 2253649

>new at job
>first closing shift
>ask older lady coworker very kindly about if we’re allowed to leave at closing time or if we have to do something else before we leave, ask her this 3 minutes before closing and she said in the rudest meanest way
>”well is it time yet???”
>”ah no, but i just wanted to know how it works…”
>”is it 11 o clock??”
>”well no but soon….”
>”then it’s not time to leave yet”
okay i’ll just kill myself sorry for asking

No. 2253650

>>2253522
I hope he's OK

No. 2253651

>>2253400
There's also Richard (dick) brestoff and, also, dick hyman

No. 2253654

>>2253649
from now on, leave right on the dot and don't stay behind for shit. what an asshole.

No. 2253691

My parents ingrained in me that money is a measure of one's worth and it's probably one of the worst beliefs I have. I can't help but feel inferior when I see people I knew buying expensive cars or having careers that make them a lot of money. I need to get rid of this mindset.

No. 2253722

I have bad OCD and today i peed in a container because i didnt want to pee in the toilet because it has some shit specks, but the smell was bad so i took the container to the bathroom and put it in the bathtub but my dad is geriatric and there is always pubic hairs everywhere and k know i worry that i touched a pubic hair even tho i didnt touch the bathtub itself. Im too lazy to wash my hands because his toothbrush and shaver are too close to the soap dispenser and the

No. 2253789

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person i thought was a tif and had a bit of a crush on which is already embarrassing enough actually turned out to be a tim all along. ffs this would only happen to me… i didn't even think i'd ever see one irl given where i live (it's illegal to even be gay here and you'll get shit just for being a little gnc) but here we are. i'm never getting a tomboy gf. it's over for me. fuck my stupid lesbian incel life

No. 2253814

woman sleeps with more than 10 guys = whore
men sleeps with more than 10 women = god
why is society still like this in 2024

No. 2253852

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>Just slept for 4 hours
>Read about several people getting cancer at celebricows
>think I'm going to get it and I'm going to die
>think I'm going to get it and I'm going to die
>think I'm going to get it and I'm going to die
>think I'm going to get it and I'm going to die
>think I'm going to get i-

No. 2253873

a doctor fucked up my paperwork really bad and i’ve been crying for 3 days about it like a bitch

No. 2253965

local "friend" doesn't talk to me for almost 3 months, no text chat, nothing. Haven't seen her in more than 6 months, puts zero effort into the friendship. idk if she is even alive. Texted me today for my birthday that she is wishing for me to find friends that keep in touch LMAO

No. 2253975

My ex killed our fucking cat through callous neglect. He was sick but should have gotten better. He just let him fucking die. He left him with a fucking stranger for over a week to go on some fucking road trip when he needed to be being taken care of still. I want to alog so bad. I hope he gets what he deserves. RIP my sweet darling kitty man. You deserved so much better.

No. 2253987

Ive lost 30 lbs in 3 months but damnmit my period this month has been so painful. My abdomen feels inflamed

No. 2253988

my friend since high school is in a cult now and i saw her so much over the summer, but later on she went to a "retreat" for said cult and came back a different person. she also claims she healed her allergies bc of that cult's teachings. she's in too deep and i don't know if i'll ever get her back.

No. 2254001

I checked out a thread I knew I had posted in like a year and half ago or so, only to find out that post is only 5 months old. Not even half a year. I'm losing my mind nonas, is lc in a timeless vacuum what is going on

No. 2254007

>>2253965
I'm like that with a lot of friends and we're all fine about it. We'll see each other like once every 3-4 months and still send birthday and holiday greetings.

No. 2254014

>>2254001
I have the exact opposite problem 5 months ago feels like a week or two

No. 2254018

>>2254007
my situation is a bit different and she didn't have to wish that while actively neglecting the friendship (she sits on her ass all day and has no responsibilities so nothing is stopping her from reaching out)

No. 2254024

I find both of them gross tbh. I wasn't always like this, it just hit me one day when my generally always horny friend told me she slept with a guy friend who got a new girlfriend the next week after that. My friend was like "aww good for them, they had been flirting for a while, they're so cute together" and I'm silently there thinking "and you still chose to fuck him??". If my bf had fucked another girl while we were so close we were just one week away from making it official I just wouldn't have dated him at all. And my friend chose to fuck this guy fully knowing his almost-gf was in love with him and wouldn't approve if she knew. I found both of them gross.

No. 2254026

>>2254018
She’s probably super depressed

No. 2254027

>>2254024
Maybe he’s a really good lay kek

No. 2254092

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Invited the fam over and spent this morning cooking a nice Sunday dinner and everyone bailed as soon as I put the chicken in the oven
>Sister - too hung over
>Other sister - no reply, phones dead or something
>Dad - on call and got called out
If it happens, it happens. I'll have lots of chicken and vegetables for meal prepping at least.

No. 2254189

>>2253002
cramps are excruciating because they're so constant and the pain rarely lets up. it's valid to feel like shit when you're in any pain nonny, pls don't beat yourself up about it!

No. 2254192

I have yet another inflaned cyst/lymph node/(whatever idk what it is) under my armpit. It's a tiny hard lump but it freaking hurts. At least it'll go away in a few days. I thought that switching deodorants would change my problemo but I guess not. I'm gonna try going deodorant free and only using glycolic acid.

No. 2254214

>>2254192
You might want to try rock salt deodorant. It's completely natural and doesn't contain aluminium or block pores like traditional antiperspirant. The only issue is that it works very well some people but doesn't work at all for others. I've been using for years and the only downside that I've found is that I have to shave my arm pits for it to work because it needs to be applied directly to skin.

No. 2254228

I really wanna cut again even though I've been almost a week clean time for me to do something else less dumb

No. 2254241

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My close friend is letting this mtf motherfucker push her around and making her feel like shit and I'm gradually feeling more and more done with it. They're in the same friend group, and she is desperate to connect with other lesbians so she is taking what she can get even though she is semi-peaked. I keep telling her she shouldn't let this tranny define her, because no matter your opinions on troons why would you let someone that wasn't born a woman decide what's feminine or not? Why would she be friends with someone that acts catty and treats her like shit the moment she doesn't fall in line? I keep telling her she needs to cut him off or grow thicker skin if she is gonna stay around in that group, they aren't even that close but she still lets him get under her skin time and time again and I end up being the one spending hours trying to console her because her confidence is down the gutter.
I love her, and she is someone that is very kind and sensitive despite having a very tough outer shell. She gives jackasses way too much leeway all the fucking time, and there is just so many times I can tell her she needs to prioritize her own feelings and comfort more. Especially since it puts her in unfavorable situations over and over again. I don't know what else I can do or say really. I'm getting sorta fed up but at the same time I want her to be able to talk to me about all this because idk who else she can turn to about it, and I want to be there for her and let her spill her guts out so she doesn't internalize it even if I get a bit annoyed that it's the same thing over and over again.

No. 2254247

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>>2254228
Eat a sandwich or take a long shower nona! You can do it, it's a struggle to get over the need but take it moment by moment. I believe in you!

No. 2254251

>>2254247
Thanks nona im going to try and distract myself

No. 2254254

>>2254251
What usually works for me is finding a new video essay about a subject I'm into, since it would require enough focus to distract at least enough to not do it. Would that work for you perhaps? What are your hobbies, what do you like?

No. 2254259

>>2254254
I may doodle to to try and distract myself or watch a movie, show or video essay

No. 2254268

>>2254241
is the troon an AGP or HSTS gay type? if it's an AGP the man is probably jealous of her and wants to wear her skin to act out his lesbian fantasies, if it's an HSTS he wants to wear her skin and get fucked by hot straight men (so he pushes her to be more feminine/appeal to male gaze).

No. 2254287

>>2254268
I'm not quite sure since I haven't met him myself, though I think one of the reasons he is mean to her is because she has rejected him more than once. But I honestly also think he is jealous of her, she is very pretty and petite - the complete opposite of his hulking frame from what I've seen from pictures.

No. 2254295

Fuck life fuck living ughhhh

No. 2254307

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>have two online friends
>talk all day, play games together for years
>they both live in Europe but I don't
>they started to meet up this year
>they're now instantly closer to each other
>group chat is dead with the occasional hi how are you chat every two months
>they make new friends irl who are, again, instantly closer just due to the fact that they've seen eachother irl
I know they still care for me but the distance makes it hard to keep up the friendship and yeah, I got ditched. Before anyone tells me to just go and see them I can't. Visa issues + strict parents. It's not the first time I've lost people because of where I live. lonely once again and I can't do anything about it..

No. 2254308

>>2254214
That shit doesn’t work and you stink

No. 2254312

I feel lonely and without escape.

No. 2254338

Whenever I bring up my weightlifting hobby to older women in my life their first comment is “Don’t get too big. It doesn’t look good on women!” Fucking why are they like this? It’s not YOUR body I’m putting muscle onto. I’ve been told its unwomanly or looks like a roast chicken. So weird.

No. 2254364

>>2254360
God damn go help her, asshole

No. 2254367

>>2254364
I’ve offered my house so she can ditch her family and have a safe space for herself, but she says she’d be too guilty to leave her mom by herself. She’ll go no contact with me if I call the police on her situation because she loves her mom so much. She has help and a way out which I’ve offered but she refuses. Dumbass

No. 2254369

>>2254214
Oh you stink kek

No. 2254371

>>2254360
it sounds like her mom is a vulnerable narcissist type who is abusing her by acting needy and trying to isolate her from you by delaying your date. if she's simply chronically ill, she should be able to handle a couple hours alone. it's sad but makes sense she still will stick by her abusive mom. women stay and stick with abusers in romantic relationships, it's going to be similar or even worse when it's her mother.

No. 2254372

>>2254241
Why is she letting a literal male in a dress who likely looks like an ogre or a pig with lipstick dictate how she should like. Opinions from uggos who are lesser than you don’t count.
If an ugly retard tells you that you need to dress up more and put make up you laugh in their face.

No. 2254373

>>2254024
>If my bf had fucked another girl while we were so close we were just one week away from making it official I just wouldn't have dated him at all.
I agree with you nonna, it’s pretty gross.

No. 2254377

>>2254308
>>2254369
Works for me. The only time I smell of sweat is after a work out which would also happen if I was using antiperspirant.

No. 2254380

>>2253814
10 is not whoring, 20+ is whore territory. Public bike for males and retard for women, that’s my definition. It’s gross on both sides, men more though.

No. 2254381

>>2254377
You wouldn’t know if you smelled kek, that’s the trick mrs onions

No. 2254383

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Used to be a Vinesauce Vinny enjoyer when I was younger but after the sex pest scandal thing I stopped watching but my friend who still watches him showed me he retweeted something an 18-year-old fan posted and said fan posts pics with her cleavage out while holding vinesauce keychains and has bracelets with his band/twitch name. You figure he would be more careful who he gives attention to but I guess male e-celebs really cannot resist having open email fuck a fan contests or indulging in the pathetic ego stroke of 18 year olds drooling over them.

Vinny is almost 40 and I’d bet he has another scandal one of these days and now that I’m older men that old fucking their freshly legal fans makes me so mad. It's fucking disgusting even if they consent to it and I feel dumb it took growing up to realize that.

No. 2254389

>>2254380
Woah NTAYRT but
>Sleeping with 10 men isn’t whoring
You seriously have to be joking

No. 2254391

>>2254371
Yeah, it sucks because in moments of clarity, she’s told me “you know what, it’s weirdly coincidental how she seems to get sicker right when I’m about to go outside anywhere”. She has brothers who can help but her mother specifically wants HER around (even though she’s specifically the one who gets abused by her) and it’s incredibly depressing that she’s into this situation, and I can’t make her leave her terrible house… and in a selfish way I guess it pisses me the fuck off to feel so irrelevant, so unimportant, that she’d rather let herself be berated for hours than be like “okay enough” get out of her house even if at least for some hours and be with me. I hate that she’s okay with me being outside four hours at night on her dangerous neighborhood because someone who abuses her terribly gets priority. She literally won’t have lunch if I don’t invite her out (which I always do ofc) because her family controls her food intake. But you’re right, at the end of the day that’s her mom and she’s too deep into this, and no matter how much help I offer I can’t fight for her attention vs her mother lol. This probably won’t last much longer. Depressing as hell at every angle. (Deleting OP because I might get recognized lol)

No. 2254395

>>2253814
are there even 10 different attractive guys who can exist at once in the world? unless this is over a long period, there aren’t that many guys worth sleeping with. I wouldn’t call a woman a whore, regardless. more than 2 for a guy is whoreish.

No. 2254400

I honestly want to have sex right now. I lost my virginity last year and never did it again because who I was dating at the time ghosted me despite the fact that he was the one who approached me first, I wish I could beat him up. I’m this close to putting a damn app and have a ONS, it’s easy to get one, but I feel like it’s kind of lame and ultimately not a good idea.
Should I buy a dildo nonnas?

No. 2254403

>>2254389
If you have lived for 30 years and you’re attractive it isn’t a high number kek

No. 2254405

>>2254018
maybe she is ashamed of her uninteresting life and doesn't feel like she can entertain you appropriately because there's nothing for her to talk about.

No. 2254406

>>2254381
>mrs onions
Kekking at this nonna

No. 2254407

>>2254403
What the fuck anon? Thats absolutely disgusting.

No. 2254409

>>2254381
I don't eat a lot of onions so I doubt I would smell of onions. If I were to smell like food, it would be garlic because everything tastes better with garlic.

No. 2254410

>>2254403
Have all of those men even given you an orgasm?

No. 2254411

>>2254407
Do you believe in the true love building a family meme kek

No. 2254412

>>2254408
Nta but 10 doesn't sound high at all

No. 2254413

>>2254411
What? Having sex with 10 dudes doesn’t sound like falling in true love and building a family. That sounds like the opposite of it.

No. 2254415

>>2254412
So what do you consider to be a high number of sexual partners

No. 2254423

>>2254414
As a virgin, I say never do it or take advantage of your succubus powers. But the problem is there are probably only 10 attractive men in the world right now spread out across different continents. So it’s a matter of tracking them down.

No. 2254424

>>2254422
Make an animation about these guys or at least making fun of the Meatcanyon samey humor. I’m sure many people are already tired of the gross-out schtick. But put a lot of effort into it and make sure you go for the throat. Rooting for you.

No. 2254427

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I was that anon that was complaining about industry animators being generally shitty. The ones that work for meat canyon and Alan Becker. So I got a shit ton of messages this morning basically saying to keep my mouth shut, don't talk shit because they actually have a rep and a career and they respect all forms of animation even though they said it doesn't count and all this shit. Saying that animation memes is a cheap way to get followers and all this shit. So yuh I'm being hounded by these guys now. Trying to say I'm a drama whore and stuff like that never happened.

No. 2254430

>>2254424
I'd rather not since it's moretrouble for me. It isn't so much Meat Canyon himself. It's the smaller animators that work fr him that are insecure as fuck. They're mad because they thought working for him would make them famous, but they're still nobodies. But then they get mad at other creators with over 2k followers and doing fandom, meme and smut stuff and saying it's stupid and it isn't fair. Apperently so many underlings are bitter and salty

No. 2254431

The fact of the matter is, I'm having a rough time but everyone is telling me I don't. I hate that shit. Just because the time I'm having doesn't meet your criteria for what deserves a little empathy doesn't mean it's not still a struggle for me. Damn. Also, the pc game I've been loving and playing a ton keeps crashing on me!

No. 2254444

>>2254427
My dm's are still filling up with these guys messaging me. I'm getting kinda stressed tbh. They're trying to paint it as "friendly" advice, that they were joking and nothing ever happened. But they were telling smaller creators in the VC "Oh stick to your level and just shove your characters hands in your pocket" or harassing another girl who was practicing anatomy and mocking her… for not knowing anatomy as well as them. They even told another animator who had more followers than them that "lol animation memes? What, three frames of head bobbing? No wonder you can push out so many animations a month"

Sorry for the rant. It's just I didn't like how these "professionals" were talking so much shit to others.

No. 2254446

>>2254413
Are you autistic? Im saying trying to find "true lovez and build a family" is retarded because all men suck, theyre only good if theyre good in the eyes

No. 2254449

>>2253988
I have a friend in a cult too. Although this cult was finally raided and dissolved after being tied to GI benefits fraud in the state of Georgia, to the best of my knowledge anyway. She's still avoiding friends and family though. Been 10 years since I've seen her. Always stay hopeful.

No. 2254451

I want to meet new people but I hate the process of learning to know someone new. I have also developed this stupid fear of getting hurt so I never allow anyone to get close anymore, so I end up sabotaging any new friendships I develop.
It's not like I'm lonely, I have friends. But I want to widen my circle and have people of varying backgrounds and learning about different opinions and perceptions.

No. 2254464

>>2254446
But if you think men suck so much why would you have sex with a bunch of them? Also, why are you calling me autistic? You responded to my post with “do you believe in true love and building a family meme” and I responded with how that doesn’t relate to whoring yourself out to moids.

No. 2254494

>>2254464
Realistically, a lot of women find themselves going from man to man because they fail to find a good man. Sorry, but finding a good man isn't a given, even if you shield your pussy as much as you can. And if you do, you should be open to the idea that it won't be forever since we are mortal and romantic love is usually temporary because we are always changing as people.

No. 2254501

>>2254494
But nonna going from relationship to relationship doesn’t mean you need to have sex with every single guy you go on a blind date with

No. 2254552

I spent a year painstakingly rebuilding my life after losing everything and I can't even enjoy it because I'm afraid I'm just going to lose everything again. Fuck

No. 2254562

the worst most vile kinds of women are the petty bitches who disguise their animosity and bullying behaviour in layers upon layers of toxic positivity/femininity. just call me a bitch, don't act like a victim and cry for your army of pastel-pink narc buddies to save you from the big bad autistic woman who dares to (mildly) criticise your behaviour

No. 2254579

>>2254214
Honestly I'm hesitant to try natural stuff, especially because I have a strong odor, but I will try it if glycolic/salicylic acid doesn't work out.

No. 2254580

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>memories of what happened to me hit me this morning
>cried and slept away this day and I feel like shit because of it, I should’ve done more things
>barely managed to finish an assignment and even music is not that enjoyable right now, it even made me angry
>my hair is falling off so much now too and I have to wait to do blood tests in mid December, despite making an appointment in fucking October
>I know something’s wrong with my health for quite a few months, thus these changes in mental health too
>suicidal ideation was more frequent this year
>some symptoms I have right now are the same as the ones around the time of my last suicide attempt from a couple of years ago
>fucking be it December already, I wanna start treatment and know what it is (already placed my bet on severe iron and calcium deficiencies)

No. 2254582

there are no less than 3 signs on the front door of the gas station i work at, on the door to the beer fridge, and near the register saying we ID all ages. and yet. people still bitch about it. i understand that you are over 21. i agree that you look old as fuck! but if youre buying age restricted items you should be prepared to show ID. especially since we have so much signage about it. oh, your drivers license is expired? how the fuck did you drive here then? literally not my problem buying booze is not a human right and its not my fault you can't stay on top of renewing your shit. oh you left your ID at home 30 minutes away? well why did you drive 30 minutes to a shitty gas station when theres grocery stores with cheaper options in every cardinal direction thats probably closer to your house? and once again why did you leave your license at home when you DROVE HERE? do you not keep your license in your wallet like everybody else on the planet? its just the fact that they think im gonna let their bullshit excuses slide that bothers me. do you honestly think im stupid enough to risk getting fired for YOU? you think youre that special? you think im gonna take pity on you? you dont need a 24 pack of beer to survive. youll live without it.

No. 2254597

I accidentally stepped on a tiny splinter of glass and now it’s been stuck in my foot for hours. It looks pretty easy to pull out, but I haven’t done that because I’m afraid it will hurt like a syringe when I pull it out. I want to go to the kitchen to eat because I haven’t eaten all day, but I can’t because I haven’t taken the glass out and putting my socks on will probably push it in more.

Any advice?

No. 2254598

>>2254562
I know a woman like this except she calls anyone who criticizes her fucked up pathological lying and schizo behavior "anti black" like..

No. 2254600

>>2254597
Pull it out. Fuck how it feels. If you don't do it soon your foot will start to create some uncomfy inflammation to push it out and you won't like that

No. 2254603

>>2254600
I’m too much of a coward

No. 2254652

>>2254603
Then what advice could you possibly be asking for, are you 14

No. 2254655

>>2254652
it's not the advice thread

No. 2254659

why am I so fucking lethargic and apathetic this week what the FUCK is wrong with me I just want to continue my quilting and knitting projects but no we've gotta lie in bed and be miserable instead

No. 2254663

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>>2254655
Fuck off bitch(infighting)

No. 2254678

>>2254603
Get over it jfc it’s a half second of pain.

No. 2254811

File: 1731282710779.png (226.88 KB, 500x375, guess Ill drink and go to bed.…)

I found the most perfect listing on rightmove but couldn't get it right away because my new job hadn't given me a start date and I didn't want to jump the gun. Checked up on it again just now and it has been removed.
How the fuck do I cope with this. The only downsides were that it was 20 minutes away by car from my workplace and the area looked a bit run-down, but where else will I find a 3 room apartment with wooden floors for only £550 a month?
There's literally nothing else on the market in the area and I want to cry.

No. 2254816

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why do some people randomly get to have love in their lives and other people dont? why did i deserve having an abusive psycho mom that i dont talk to anymore so i basically dont have a mom anymore? why do some people get to find good kind partners while the only guy ive ever loved just tore my heart out? i dont get it. i dont get this life. i just want it to be over with already

No. 2254940

I want to recover from being an anachan because I think it's cringe but I know that when I let go and start gaining weight I will eventually have to deal with the sexualisation that comes with it. I know it happens at any weight and wouldn't really be my fault, but if I can help to avoid it why wouldn't I? I mean it literally when I say I'd rather die than have moid eyes on me. I still get harassed now but it happens far less than it used to, and I think now most people just think I look gross or ugly. I hate having such a doomer mentality but I hate the sex I was cursed with and I wish there was some place I could go that would let me be free and live in peace. I feel I can't heal and grow to be a healthy and loving person when I'm surrounded by moids who are capable of and defend rapeape behavior.

No. 2254942

>>2254811
Something else will definitely come your way.

No. 2254959

>>2254940
I know this is way harder said than done, but you gotta think about your own health and longevity first and foremost. What you said is right, men will sexualize you no matter what but you can’t let that be the center and what stops you from achieving mental and physical health. Your body will love and thank you, and you get the nice bonus of being able to outlive those gross moids which is the ultimate win I think.

No. 2255073

I'm up 15k in CAD stocks and crypto. I'm thinking about selling. 15k doesn't do fucking anything in today's life like wtf man.

No. 2255082

File: 1731292214909.gif (1.27 MB, 500x500, 11668933_a879c.gif)

i just realized this screenshot shows my username of this very popular MMORPG and you can actually look up my stats, so it wasn't a coincidence this tranny rapist named another of his shitclout songs after my skill with the highest XP. the skinwalking saga continues.

No. 2255086

>>2255082
Please screenshot

No. 2255087

>>2255082
picrel is what I wish what happens to every husbandofag, weeaboo and nerd

No. 2255107

>>2251560
I've been close to rotting the past month, doing only like half my assignments still showing up to class but. it's bad. And I need to beg my profs to let me turn in late assignments but I'm scared it's just going to be humiliating. I don't know what do nonnas

No. 2255119

>>2255107
Take time to stabilize your mental health before doing the next semester. If your profs don't let you submit late then it is what it is.

No. 2255123

>>2254405
I mean, people are in control over their lives so someone being ashamed because of how boring their life is due to their own actions is extremely retarded. From my side it looks like she wants to stay friends while doing absolutely nothing to maintain it and also rubs it in with these birthday wishes. Starting to think she is a psychopath honestly

No. 2255132

>>2255123
She doesn’t care enough to maintain the friendship it’s really that simple.

No. 2255134

>>2255119
My scholarship requirement is that I have to keep going or I'll get kicked off, but I desperately want to a gap semester and just have a job in the interim. My current plan is to keep attending until the scholarship is out (looking likely with my hellish course schedule) and then just take a gap and build up some money until I can finish my degree. I'm so tired of being in college, I've been in school my whole life and I'm sick of it. But you're right in the end, if they don't let me submit it then that's that and I'll just try to squeak by with a C or D or something. I hope that she doesn't fail me

No. 2255141

Trump won cause people are sick of trannies and actually don't want to live in a world where they get more rights and protections than a woman who only in the late last century were allowed to vote but because gen z were desperate to find their niche on tumblr in 2014/5 the Democrats started to pander to them with the most cringe election campaign before Harris. It took trannies less than a decade to thought police us all to death and accept some perverts or autistic retards are born in the wrong body. Women's health and autonomy is still debated when there has never been a question if a female human exists and I'm suppose to feel sad some ugly cunt is upset people are going to feel more bold to call him a freak for thinking he's a woman? Fuck off

No. 2255145

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I think through unbelievably bizarre happenstance I may have stumbled across the vent blog of someone I e-dated 6 years ago oh no oh god fuck me why this

No. 2255146

>>2255141
Not a burger so I may just be misinformed, but I thought neither candidate had brought up trannies? Except for Trump's nonsense about illegal aliens getting breast implants kek. But is his government actually gonna affect trannies negatively at all? It's not like he promised to stop giving them access to hrt, which would've been a based start.

No. 2255148

>>2255146
Candidates don't have to bring up shit for people to remember how the last decade went

No. 2255152

>>2254403
I agree. It all comes down to age.

>>2254423
true, sadly

No. 2255154

>>2255148
Okay… So where's people's proof Trump is actually gonna do something to keep trannies in their place? It's not like things were much better during his previous presidency. Assuming that republican automatically equals transphobic is the most retarded thing in the world when so many republican moids are chasers or future trannies, plus they've already shown not to give a single shit about women's rights.(derail)

No. 2255156

>>2254444
can't you just ignore them?

No. 2255162

>>2255154
Abortion laws are different per state laws. Why hasn't any party done anything for women? They focus on minority issues, lackluster research and implementation, can look like they're doing something good while neglecting the majority and having living conditions plummet but retards are fighting over how others think about them. People voted economically and not histrionics. If you don't get how the Democrats have failed as a party that's for you to overcome.(derail)

No. 2255524

whyyyyy can’t i hold a job why did god have to make me autistic? why? within a month of any job i start to hate it and it makes me depressed whether its schedules or management. i’m why 80% of autistic people are unemployed

No. 2255528

>coerced, SAd regularly by kids at school when 15
>come out to parents about it
>they call me a liar, they can't believe I've been such a narcissistic psychopathic liar this entire time, throw me into a psych ward and get slapped with a half-assed attention seeking/sociopath/npd/bullshit diagnosis
>I get raped there as well by a moid who was working there
>Try to talk about that but my "diagnosis" immediately nullified that for obvious reasons, after all who would believe the sociopath
>Get discharged, claimed I'm an untreatable case
>Parents threaten to throw me into foster care but nobody would've taken in a supposed narcissistic liar anyway
The worst part is that they spread that story to almost everyone they knew and everyone corroborated that opinion to the point where it fucked with my sense of reality and made me wonder whether I was actually lying and misremembered things.
A part of me has even grown to love the hatred. If I'm seen as a narcissistic sociopathic liar by people then at least they leave me the hell alone, that kind of thing.

No. 2255547

>>2255524
speak for yourself, as a fellow autist I know it's hard, but once you get into a routine after a few months you can do it without any problem

No. 2255592

File: 1731317476178.jpg (5.33 KB, 275x183, images.jpg)

tfw i realised i have more fun at work than home and that my crush on the quiet co-worker is more of a cope for my shitty life rather than genuine interest

No. 2255603

I've never had a lower sex drive than now I've lost my virginity
Sex was so boring, tiresome and unsatisfying ; there really was a before and after

Before, I thought I would experience pleasure beyond imagination, that'd make me crave it and I'd get really horny thinking about it
now I know it's just an awkward guy trying to move inside you
He was really handsome, well endowed, it was a lovely place, I was very in love, so it couldn't have gone any better

I'm glad I lost my virginity, I'm less of a pervert, I coom once every other week to release the tension (versus nearly everyday before), I don't crave male companionship anymore

I've finally understood they really don't have much to offer

No. 2255605

>been seriously considering downloading koikatsu party
>come across some art by a popular GL fanartist, nice
>click on account
>jumpscared by futa art
>it’s actually the artist’s secret side account where she draws her favorite lesbian couple as het futashit art and posts koikatsu and sims porn gifs of it too
Cringed so hard it killed my horniness and I have no interest in koikatsu anymore, so I guess I can thank her for that

No. 2255606

>>2253852
yes you're going to get it and die. but probably at 70 or something because you probably don't shoot up drugs and various cosmetic chemicals into you 24/7. so relax

No. 2255619

>>2255603
Ngl I have no interest in sex but I kinda want to lose my virginity just to be able to get pelvic exams at the obgyn.

No. 2255633

>>2255619
You can get one without having sex tf anon. Have you never put anything up there so you're scared of the instrument?

No. 2255640

>>2255633
Nta but when i went for an obgyn exam and asked for a pap smear she was like "you're a virgin i can't exam you". I hadn't told her I've been using a merstrual cup for the last 10 years but still idk wtf is up with that

No. 2255644

>>2255640
>>2255633
honestly just tell her you've had sex before
unless your hymen is perfectly untouched they wwon't be able to tell the difference with a menstrual cup or fingering yourself

No. 2255649

I'm so goddamn tired of trying to find a specific picture/meme/whatever on google and the only fucking results being online stores t-shirts/stickers/mugs/posters of that particular picture. Can I just get the picture please jesus fucking christ

No. 2255650

>>2255649
research by recognition

No. 2255664

Either kill the male in this house or me I swear. Then my mom defends this retard for beating me. He hates you too bitch

No. 2255669

Dammit why are moids so jealous. We arent even dating yet i can kiss and hug all my male friends i have known for longer than you. Now i am not going to date you because you acted like a faggot.

No. 2255675

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i hate shitty holidays like veterans day everything important is closed. Jobs are not checking their emails like that if they are open, and all the kids are not in school. Makes 0 sense fuck the veterans they are all glorified rapists with mental issues what's to celebrate!?

No. 2255680

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Pulled up to work today just for me and my two coworkers to find that our manager literally grabbed all of her shit on Sunday (when we're not open) and sent an email from her computer to confirm that she was resigning effective immediately. no warning or nothing.

this was after she promised me a bunch of shit and now we're without a manager AGAIN for the second time this year. fucking idiot.

I've literally never seen someone run out of a job so fast and out of nowhere.

No. 2255690

>>2255675
In an ideal world veterans wouldn't exist. Battlefield deaths >>> broken violent rapists.

No. 2255693

File: 1731331600306.gif (1.24 MB, 257x200, 1730754818382.gif)

>big sister who stopped smoking for a long time went back to smoking cigarettes because muh addiction you wouldn't get it even though our father has lung cancer from being exposed to dangerous chemicals for a few years and she knows how it's ruining his body
>youngest sister, who has a baby face and absolutely no wrinkles whatsoever, decided to get some botox injections in her chin and jaw at a shady "clinic" with no qualified doctor that's being sued by a shit ton of former customers because "no you don't get it I'm so ugly I can't not go outside without makeup boohoo"
>mom compared my physical health issues that required a strictly monitored medical treatment for several years to my other little sister getting a nose job before being an adult because "everyone is calling her ugly and bullying her at school"
I swear to god I'm surrounded by retards, get me out of here.

No. 2255700

my whole life i've been preparing myself to cut off and stop speaking to my family. i never trusted them past a young age and never will. i pretended i do to them and myself until i was ready to accept it. now all i have is to do it.

No. 2255707

File: 1731333288637.jpg (25.99 KB, 480x464, skdkdksjah.jpg)

i sleep, wake up, feel tired, sleep, wake up, still tired. ???

No. 2255711

>>2255680
Damn, what do you do for work that she went running?

No. 2255713

>>2255675
I work for the government, so I have the day off. I'm happy

No. 2255728

>>2255700
As someone with no family: half died and I cut the other half off, I have never felt so free in my life and can now do things that I was so sure I was scared of and don't like, but really it's just because i became scared by my family and i needed to lose their bad opinions in order to realise i wasnt scared and i can do what i want

No. 2255784

>>2255707
you need to force yourself to do things nonna, thats the only way the tired goes away sometimes

No. 2255795

File: 1731337827817.jpg (149.78 KB, 831x1545, 000505.jpg)

>want husband eventually
>cant get over husband means hell be male therefore a porn addict
only way i cope is i tell myself its a problem for later (have to finish my studies before lookign for a husband)

No. 2255824

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I'm going on a not date date with my ex today. All I can see is picrel but I was the happiest during the period of my life when I was with him. Maybe I can get back to there.

No. 2255831

File: 1731341466432.png (378.8 KB, 500x380, IMG_0140.png)

I hate myself. I have a crush on a moid who has red flags but like not hard red flags just stereotypical stuff. Ear piercing, plays guitar, art school etc. He seems nice and normal and I feel calm and not scared when I’m talking to him but when I’m by myself I start to panic. My last ex seemed so normal too but definitely wasn’t and I’m terrified of it happening again. These past two years I’ve been single and I like it in some ways but in others I am still extremely lonely. Doesn’t matter how many times moids disappoint me I still don’t seem to learn.

No. 2255852

>>2255605
futa is so garbage i hate when i go to look for yuri fanfic on ao3 and its literally all futashit or they make one of the characters a tranny. bitch if im looking up yuri fanfiction i only want two vaginas involved and i guess thats asking for too much. so many people literally cant imagine romance or sex without a penis involved, its sad

No. 2255864

I’m in a better relationship now (with a woman, embracing febfem lifestyle), but I keep dreaming about my ex. I just don’t understand what happened with him and I know I just need to accept that I’ll never have an answer to why he did what he did. I know that men are fundamentally broken and fucked up mentally, but I keep coming back to that. I want to never think about him again, he should mean less than nothing to me. But I had like 4 dreams about him last week while literally being in bed with my gf. Scrotes should be avoided at all costs.

No. 2255872

>>2255864
what's keeping you wondering?

No. 2255873

File: 1731345171704.png (155.69 KB, 300x300, smoking.png)

I work in tech as part of an internal security team. Once a year some team members are chosen to sneakily sneak a service that breaks all the rules to dogfood ourselves. Myself and a couple others were chosen. I pushed up absolute dogshit and it got passed. My manager said don't report it so we don't look bad. I'm absolutely furious. I do a good job, I block any bad shit I see and now I realize that the whole team doesn't gf. I'm a box ticker. Should I just approve any requests I see then? I doesn't matter, why should I care if PII data gets leaked?

No. 2255874

File: 1731345263368.jpg (213.25 KB, 1080x1080, anti trapitos.jpg)

>>2255852
I wish madoka magica was real so I could wish kyubey to kill all futa artists before they are born. Sadly I think we are just going to have to resort to cyberbullying these people instead. Make people afraid to post futa.

No. 2255887

>>2255669
>kiss and hug my male friends
I think the euro kiss kiss thing between men and women is just a social norm set by sluts to get away with kissing their affair partners in front of their mains

No. 2256005

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i know how retarded and chronically online this is. but i’m extremely enviou i know how chronically online this is, but i’m extremely envious of the cast of that percy jackson tv show. i don’t even think the show was good; i just wish i had the cast’s lives. they already have a long-term career despite being teenagers, they get to have a job doing shit they’re actually passionate about, and every post i see about them is either their fans worshipping the ground they walk on or one of the adult production members talking about how “professional” and amazing they are. i’m a first-year college student (19yo—mods don’t ban me), so i know i have my “whole life ahead of me” or some shit, but it still hurts to think that some people around my age already have a career set out for them that isn’t some boring slog. social media is fake, so i know my issues have more to do with the growing lack of purpose, high cost of living, all that shit people worry about nowadays, etc., etc. but i just feel trapped in school, feeling like nothing i ever do will be as worthwhile or meaningful. i found myself crying last night over not being an insanely lucky, media-trained 15-year-old, instead having to be in college and struggle with whatever the economy, job, and housing market looks like once i graduate.

No. 2256064

File: 1731353071610.gif (1.76 MB, 498x377, duck-weed.gif)

>At anime convention looking at doujins in a very crowded and narrow area
>Group of loud annoying people loitering nearby
>Faggy moid dressed as astolfo in the group exclaims "OOOH!" and runs to the yaoi section while wiggling his fingers
>Girl who is with him follows and sees kawoshin doujins as he is browsing, they're grouped by pairing so she pulls almost all of them out of the box
>Their entire group goes over there, crowding everything up and multiple people are looking at the covers of the kawoshin doujins and start actually screaming something about child porn
>Guy at the booth asks to see their IDs
>They start getting really aggressive and tell him that hes selling child porn so why does he care about their IDs
>Astolfofag joins in on the screeching and egging on but he's laughing really hard while doing so
>Two girls are genuinely super fucking mad now and they're pulling shit out of the plastic and asking booth guy why he's selling child porn
>They all get told to leave because nobody is showing ID and they're pulling things out of the plastic sleeves without paying
>Whole time I'm just trying to browse
I wish I was making this up. What the fuck kek I started getting secondhand embarrassment

No. 2256084

>>2255640
That's so weird my obgyn gave me a pap smear while I was a virgin, but maybe it was because I was 21 at the time and that's the recommended age to get one?

No. 2256139

>>2255640
So if I never have sex am I supposed to just do nothing kek?

No. 2256142

>>2255640
just lie and say you had sex

No. 2256163

>>2256064
i scoured denver fan expo for doujinshi this year but they only had capeshit comics. im so jealous. big kek at encountering people with the anti mindset irl

No. 2256202

File: 1731356500139.jpeg (69.52 KB, 735x752, IMG_3032.jpeg)

Is anyone else just annoyed and irritated by the slightest things. Even watching videos on the internet makes me want to fling myself into a rage because of the way they breathe or their stupid ugly shitbeast looking at them with fake doe eyes just to get food out of them or their horrendous tiktok accents. The worst offenders are the grown women who either have a baby voice with their radioactive dyed hair and gamer girl attire or the other ones who look gauntly like they shit out pounds of diarrhea out of them from a diet tea while whispering in some soft gurl~ voice to make everyone know they are submissive or something. Then the fat ones, the fat ones almost give me a heart attack and then the ones on here who aren’t fat and always have such an annoying, nice nasty attitude to their posts as if posting a bunch of cat pictures and dumbass shitpost images are surely going to make you the nice girl when we all don’t know each other and hate each other. Then the ones who know they don’t know jackshit and quickly turn on their grammar nazi tower sniper persona and try to say you’re an uneducated fool for making sense. In real life it’s the same, every little thing a person does drives nuts, it’s almost like I have those same goggles that the guy has from movie They Live and it’s always on all the time. I’m not even autistic it’s just become even more of a hassle to be around people, I rather isolate myself entirely.

No. 2256211

>>2256163
Usually only anime cons have doujins sadly. They also tend to be upcharged a lot at cons so you're better off buying online. At my local cons they're like 30 bucks for a medium-length one. Oddly enough I go to multiple anime cons per year and this is far from the first time I've met an obnoxious "anti" kind of person irl but this was the most egregious one I've witnessed. I wish I knew why it was always zoomer girls kek. One time I saw a fujo trying to literally haggle for yaoi and she was trying to buy like $400 worth of shit kekk. These events bring out the weirdest people.

No. 2256213

>>2256005
shit i realized how much i fucked up the start of the post. i copy and pasted it from my notes so poorly, oh well

No. 2256217

>>2256064
And this is the moment where anon realizes she has to give up the japanese slop and get real taste. I feel you

No. 2256233

>>2256217
Nah those retards need to give up the Japanese slop if they're going to screech about something relatively tame irl and cause a scene

No. 2256243

>>2256202
I usually feel less like this after exercise. Try that.

No. 2256260

>>2256243
Are you insulting me

No. 2256272

>>2256202
Watch less videos on the internet then, to control what you can. Tbh I second the exercise thing. Some days I just need more stimulation that's real, and the physical dopamine and sense of achievement it gives makes me feel better.

No. 2256273

i have the misfortune of living with two scrote roommates because i was initially living with my female friend and her scrote friend, now she moved out without telling me and the scrote invited his other male friend to move in. holy fuck if i wasn't saving my money i would break my lease. they are so filthy and absolutely disgusting, also incredibly retarded despite being stemfags. living with them is nauseating and it makes me depressed. idk i just had to complain about it somewhere because i literally cannot leave my bedroom without being assaulted by their filth. also today one of them broke the washing machine and did not tell me nor did he put in for maintenance… god i fucking hate my life. my lease ends in july. how the fuck do i cope with this shit.

No. 2256321

>absolutely exhausted from a long day
>so tired my eyes hurt
>time to go to bed
>about to fall asleep
>suddenly, invasive embarrassing high school memory pops into my head
>am now wide awake
>fuck this brain and it's contents

No. 2256342

There's something so profound about reaching the age your abusers were when you first met them that I don't think enough people talk about.
You can do all this healing and growing for years, then you finally reach their age and the realisation of how significantly bad these people were is almost like a wave crashing over you.
It's not that I'm mad at them? It's more confusion than anything else… Like, "How could you do that to anyone, let alone someone that young and new and naive and innocent? And I mean that literally because if I met that child I couldn't physically bring myself to behave that way towards them. I can't look at someone so young and "want" anything from them the way you did?"
The only conclusion I can come to is that they had to have been so broken and twisted inside, but so was I after they were done with me and I still healed and did everything I could to become a better person, and now I'm that age and I can't imagine hurting anyone the way I was hurt. So I can't help but think they just never did the work of healing themselves and trying to be a good person who means well. They never meant well, there was never any love, and everything was a lie and I just wonder how they live with themselves?
A part of me wants to be angry but I only feel sorry for them? I pity them and I pity everyone still in their lives because it's all just so sad.

No. 2256368

File: 1731361192143.jpeg (71.91 KB, 850x594, IMG_3054.jpeg)

>>2256202
Nah I feel the same way. I don’t know why because I thought id calm down after thirty but I’m just filled with more rage, resentment and misanthropy.

No. 2256391

I have a lot to get tested for. I hope everything ends up okay.

No. 2256430

>>2255711
A community centre that runs activities for the elderly and parents of kids under 3 lel

No. 2256435

I'm in a place where my loneliness is more obvious and depressing again. Being unemployed and miserably lonely, I could worry on not having a job and distract myself constantly with the internet. Now that I'm employed it's more apparent, I come off work and have fucking nothing to look forward to. It's due to my decisions to stay with my controlling parents due to abused mindset and financial reasons. I don't even know how to make friends.

No. 2256440

I'm so upset that my """best friend""" forgot my birthday. I wished her happy birthday over text for the past 6 years and she only did once. She never liked me. I've known her for way longer than a decade and she never really liked me. I know this sounds retarded and I keep repeating myself but I care a lot about her, and also based on other things its clear that she hasnt liked me for years and I was just blind to it.

No. 2256457

>>2256440
I'm sorry to hear it nonny. Matching someone else's energy is freeing, I suggest doing it if you're still open to being friends with her. You can be acquintances or still be friends, but if she doesn't consider you that close why should you?

No. 2256459

>>2254383
Vinny is annoying as fuck i can't stand his streams anymore, he is unfunny and like the worst stereotype of a millenial scrote that i can imagine

No. 2256506

>>2255864
dreams are part of emotional processing, dreaming about him IS your brain getting over him. it sucks but hopefully it lessens.

No. 2256604

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Hiding that I'm barely keeping it together because apparently I'm the only one in this family who can larp that I'm happy.

>Mam stop being racist and talking shite for one afternoon

>Dad you're dead, you get a pass
>Sister 1 stop crying about the BF you broke up with 2 years ago. I'm sympathetic and I know he was your love and your light but come on
>Sister 2 stop with the bag ffs. It's not you
>Brother get your finger out of your arse and help mom with gardening or something. Call it horticulture if you don't want to actualize what a useless man child you are.

I'm pilled up to the eyeballs so I can leave my place and function and help people. I'm miserable. Life is misery. At least use the small amount to time we have to help each other. You're all so self-absorbed you don't care about the woman who raised you.

No. 2256642

I can't wait until I'm tapered off benzo's, then I can finally get a job. I'm so stressed, I don't have any formal education post high school so the best job I could get that isn't customer service is being a factory slave. Can't even get my drivers license because my country has to make it 2500 euros minimum. I feel like killing myself is the best option sometimes honestly, eery single job I've had I haven't been able to keep for more than half a year because I just get so burnt out even though they were the simplest jobs imaginable. The only job I'm good at is selling my old stuff online and freeloading off of my parents. Working 40 hours a week with people screaming in my face for some price being 20 cents off is what got me addicted to this shit anyway, talk about a vicious cycle. I hate being a neet but working makes me want to kill myself, I'm starting to think I'll never be happy. I wish I didn't believe in god so I could off myself and be done with it.

No. 2256650

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I'm sick and tired of trying to enjoy mind-numbing blissful escapism only to have it ruined by other people around me trying to constantly fucking insert their dumb ass political or social identity opinions into something. I DO NOT CARE, I AM PLAYING A VIDEO GAME. Please just let me enjoy escapism without being distracted by irl drama or issues for two fucking minutes. If it's in a context outside of enjoying stuff like RP or games then I don't care, speak your mind, but I'm playing a fucking fantasy game please leave your personal issues at the door and just kill this fucking dragon already. Holy shit.

No. 2256667

Wish I was as stoic as I used to be. I started meditating again and realized I used to be so controlled with my stress levels, I got stressed but I could almost switch it off usually. Anxiety is killing me now.

No. 2256743

I really want to be honest with my therapist, but I fear I might come out as too schizophrenic.

No. 2256769

Kinda sad rn. Don't know why.

No. 2256791

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>tfw she keeps talking about your body (even though she's not skinny herself), so you lose a bunch of weight out of spite and now she's
concerned

No. 2256794

>>2256791
oh the joys of mothers lol…

No. 2256805

>>2256667
It's better to find a balance where you aren't repressing your emotions all the time, but you know when it's appropriate to defer from feeling too much. I am also like this (having a basically stoic disposition) but realistically I would flop back and forth. I got tired of the flopping. Learn to identify whats underneath that empty uneasy feeling, (or maybe it's contempt) meditate on it I guess, whatever you need to do.

No. 2256832

>>2255145
I need to know more anon

No. 2256862

>>2255872
>>2256506
Thank you. Most of the dreams have been me confronting him over how much of a piece of shit he is. I honestly think that's what has me so stuck. We have been friends for a while before we dated, and he ended it after we slept together and he told me that everything was fake. Even our friendship was fake. And I'm just so stuck thinking that it's not fake, he just said that to be avoidant. But it was all fake. It really was. He is just a hollow, empty person who hurts other people to make himself feel better because he hates himself. Him hating himself is perfectly valid because he is a worthless sack of shit who hurts others instead of working on himself.

I was just one of the people that he hurt. I don't mean anything more than that to him and all of my effort and kindness was wasted on him during our friendship. That's just the truth and I have to face it. He wasted my time and my energy just for a confidence boost and used me for a cumrag both literally and emotionally. The idea that another feeling, thinking human being can do something like this to another feeling, thinking human being really just underlines to me that men AREN'T human and AREN'T capable of being anything but parasites. I just hope at some point that I can get to a place where the actions of parasites can't hurt my feelings. And I guess I feel a little childish that I ever believed that our friendship was real. I should have known already that men are less than animals. And maybe also I feel a little childish that my feelings could even be hurt. But, feeling those feelings is part of getting over it I guess. I should really just be over it I feel like. Even if during those dreams I'm basically just scolding him for being such a piece of shit, I don't even want to do that anymore. I don't want to think about him ever again. I want this chapter of my life with him being any part of it to be over. I want nothing to do with him. I don't want him in my dreams. I don't want him in my thoughts. I don't want him in my posts. He should be as dead as possible to me.

But here I am posting about him. But here I am dreaming about him. It really is pathetic. Whatever! I know I will get over it eventually.

No. 2256902

Social normals is why everything people say online is so fucking retarded and a hivemind of the same stupid ass fucking ass sucking opinions. Social norms are the reason why teenagers are a stupid brutal tyrant. anyone abnormal is a better person than the normals because to be normal you follow the same social norms that makes teenagers the most disgusting vile animalistic ass spreading in Instagram cunts

No. 2256904

>>2256902
Ass spreading on Instagram

No. 2256947

My coworker is extremely fucking annoying
We work most days of the week together and he does not let me have a moment of peace
He’s constantly talking and the stories that he tells me do not provide me with knowledge that I should have nor do they have any entertainment value
He will walk over to me and tell me about how he changed his Tesla charging spots and it is just like .. what do you want me to do with this information?
or he will tell me about a random person on Facebook that he went to school with 15 years ago who’s going through a breakup. Like, okay?
It is not just brief moments of yapping, this goes on for hours and it drains my social battery to the point where I am pissed off and tired by the time I clock out.
I never met someone who is so visibly uncomfortable in silence. Some people truly do not have a mental world, he’s a literal fucking npc
Wearing headphones do NOT help, he still talks.

No. 2256956

she’s so sweet to me, but i know how she truly feels about me. i can’t fulfill her i don’t know how to get better at talking. i love her so much and i know logically that if she did hate me she wouldn't want to talk to me, but i can’t stop thinking about how much she despises me.

No. 2257046

The results of the US election is making me spiral. I will never be able to afford to live on my own. I will never be able to afford any luxuries because our country is a corporate oligarchy. If Trump shuts down the Department of Education, I won't be able to afford to finish my degree, much less go to grad school. I feel like my only chance at a good life would require me to move out of the country. I finally pulled my shit together after covid to get my degree and now I'm back into chaos. I don't want to actually kill myself but I just feel fucking miserable. I don't want to live here anymore.

No. 2257052

>>2256260
No I’m really not, it just helps regulate my emotions and it could help you. I’m not calling you fat sorry if it came off that wya

No. 2257068

>>2257046
The world really isn't getting better. It's getting worse. Our climate is ruined, our environment is full of microplastics, our science is underfunded and censored. The three world powers are fucked up horrible counties with no interest in improving the world. Maybe I do want to kill myself just a little bit. There's no hope for the future. Humans are evil and illogical.

No. 2257085

I'M SUCH A BABY

I booted up my old 360 and decided to give it a test run with Resident Evil Revelations 2 and I don't remember being such a little weenie. Maybe it's been too long since I've last game but I was doing badly and everything was scaring me and grossing me out and I was getting too stressed, I've grown SOFT!

No. 2257104

>>2257046
>if trump shuts down the department of education
Burgers are so fucking gullible, do you seriously think they would shut down one of their major MONEY MAKERS? Holy shit… stop getting all of that fear mongering garbage from the news, the amerifag thread, etc. and turn it off because the propaganda seems to be working. The economy being fucked isn’t even Trump’s fault anyways, the Biden administration has been denying the tanking economy and the unsustainable inflation for 4 years and they will continue to do it no matter who’s in office, so just be prepared for what happens with shit hits the fan eventually

No. 2257107

I genuinely fucking hate the most banal and cliche shit being paraded around as "shocking" and "edgy". You are subverting fucking NOTHING by posting "le edgy gore pussy being fucked by masculine moid" or "hehe hello kitty/young girl stuff is sexy" it's literally the fucking status quo. It's how shit's been for AGES.

No. 2257111

>>2257107
It’s typical bpdemon stuff, just ignore it

No. 2257121

>>2257111
Yes, I know that almost every single bippie girl is into that shit, and I honestly wouldn't mind if it was just them enjoying it in niche groups, but what I've described goes beyond that and is actively praised by artfags as being "subversive" and "novel" despite being extremely conformant in its ideas. A little sprinkle of blood or an exposed organ doesn't automatically make it subversive if the whole scene is banal heterosexual malegaze trash.

No. 2257151

Been under an immense amount of stress lately- my mum ran off at one point, family member death, in the throes of making a massive life decision career wise and have no one to ‘hold my hand’ etc. I’m usually pretty good at regulating things, but it boiled over today in the most embarrassing way possible.

> be me, working retail job as I undergo application process for real job

> pussy starts to hurt on the weekend
> ignore it, goes away for awhile
> at work today, pain comes back big time
> empty store, so I get my phone out to google pussy pain symptoms
> get invested reading about how it’s definitely cancer and I’m gonna die tomorrow
> don’t notice customers come in
> managers emerges
> softly tells me off
> feel guilty, make up some lie that I was talking to a family member about products in our store that they wanted me to buy as a gift for someone
> on edge whole shift
> paranoid about looking like a retard to the point where I can’t focus and do retarded stuff
> leave shift crying

My manager is one of my referees for the super heavy background check I need for this real job and I’m so worried he’s gonna tell them I’m a dickhead

No. 2257161

>>2257151
I'm sorry that sound stressful, hope you can find a way to unwind after all that

No. 2257163

Currently going through pregnancy scare in my early 20s. Pretty scared but trying to stay levelheaded about it. I won’t know for certain until next week.

No. 2257167

>>2257104
Did you not see the clip of him saying he’s going to shut down the federal dept of education? He wants to make education a state jurisdiction like abortion. She has a right to be concerned. He has control of all three branches this time. It’s not helpful to deny reality. I do think anybody concerned should just do their best to prepare financially and def prioritize getting a full night’s rest every night

No. 2257174

>>2257161
Thankyou anon, currently listening to the rain and I made myself a chocolate milkshake.

No. 2257193

I'm going through another bout of depression and at full force I find myself feeling like I hate everything again i hate this

No. 2257203

I feel like I've lost all passion in life. Nothing interests me or inspires me anymore. I do nothing creative or expressive, I simply wake, eat, work, sleep, repeat. It should probably bother me more, but I can't bring myself to care enough to try and change it.

No. 2257212

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i feel sick, i hate the first day of my period because my cramps are more painful

No. 2257214

>my mom is going to die one day and then i will have no one
wat do

No. 2257217

I got a bad grade and it doesn’t mean anything really but I still worry I’m gonna keep betting bad grades now. For reference I have never gotten this bad of a grade before. I’m trying to stay calm but I really feel like I’ve lost control of myself because of this.

No. 2257231

>>2257104
>talking down to US anon about politics while being ignorant of the president literally saying he's going to remove the DoE
The European education system at work. We're afraid of becoming you.(bait)

No. 2257233

I'm so tired of watching people in my social circle get huge outpourings of sympathy and encouragement for run of the mill hardships like job layoffs or fights with their partners when this same social group had fuck all to say when my dad died and ignored me until I stopped mentioning it. I get it, it's a big downer and none of them can relate, but would it kill them to pretend to care?

No. 2257234

Kiwi moids who were constantly reeing over homos and minorities turning out to be weirdos into incest and possible pedos..why is this so common

No. 2257239

>>2257217
Don’t beat yourself up for it, nona. Happens to even some of the brightest students. Was the grade on an assignment or a final grade for the course?

No. 2257304

I've had my current phone for over eight years. It's getting seriously past it, apps run slow, the back is cracked and I covered the cameras with black electrical tape so it looks schizo. I can afford to get a new phone, I just can't be bothered. New phones also suck donkey dick because there's no headphone jack and they have shit battery life.

No. 2257395

>>2257231
anyone else noticed there have been a lot more seemingly arbitrary bans for "bait" whenever people bring up legitimate criticisms of trump?

No. 2257397

my boss won't stop talking

No. 2257400

i'm losing the fight against the zaza. i need a fucking job to do something else than smoking my brain cells

No. 2257407

I worked 7 days in a row, today was the last one and my boss had the audacity to ask if I would stay an extra hour. The same scrote is taking a week off in December and guess what, I ain't gonna cover it! Fuckers. I thought it was only gonna be six days, he came back two days ago anyway so I don't know why they didn't switch us around. Fuck this job all the way to the moon and back.

No. 2257418

>>2251560
He's way out of my league and even if he wasn't there are 1000000 reasons why it wouldn't work and I still can't help getting butterflies around him…

No. 2257420

Whining about anons disagreeing with you by accusing them of infighting while also being passive aggressive and insulting them in the same post COMPLAINING about infighting should be bannable, it's literally the peak definition of infighting to shut down a discussion. God forbid somebody disagrees with you without insulting you at all, it's like someone will say something that disagrees with a post and then another anon will start calling them an angry infighting turboautist and tell them to stop infighting in the next post. Like they didn't say anything, calm down. Not talking about any controversial threads btw.

No. 2257435

I hate that I'm such a people pleaser. I get myself into such sticky, unpleasant situations just by being unable to tell someone no. I'm also well aware that many people realize this and use it to take advantage of me which pisses me off even more but I just can't bring myself to do anything about it. I wish I could stand up for myself more but I feel like I've been conditioned my whole life to be quiet and do as I'm told to stay out of trouble. Funny how it's actually been the one thing GETTING me in trouble in my adult years.

No. 2257438

Right wing moids seem to be more likely to be DL and into trans/men.Theres even edgy bros dating troops right now kek. Its like all of them are super gay.
Like they seem more bisexual than liberal moids who support troons/gay rights.
And I'm not just saying this because the side of the political spectrum im on, they in general seem super fucking gay. Obessed with gay sex, trans, not in a way that we women are worried but in a different way.

No. 2257440

>>2257438
the misogyny to troon fetishism pipeline is real and logically coherent

No. 2257445

I forcefully hit my brow ridge on the cupboard when picking up some socks two days ago. I wasn't drunk or anything, I'm just always uncoordinated when I'm about to get my period. It bled a little and was a bit swollen. Well today the swelling is down but my eyelid is purple, I guess the blood pooled down. I was shocked when I saw myself in the mirror, I look as if someone punched me in the eye and people are doing double takes and giving me uncomfortable looks. I don't wear makeup so I don't have anything to hide it, and I cancelled visiting a friend today until it goes away because I don't want to put in contacts until it heals and I don't want those weird looks from strangers

No. 2257472

Day 4 without pooping. It's gonna be so painful when it finally comes out…

No. 2257480

yesterday I had 5 seizures and I’m in so, so much pain. My head feels like someone dropped a brick on it. My hair is so tangled it looks like I have an afro. I’ve been having seizures every single month and it’s destroying my life.

No. 2257492

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just fucking lol at this utter disgrace of a life. después de 6 meses esperando la rectificación de mi apellido (se pasaron del tiempo de espera por tres meses) llegó hace un mes. al ir al registro civil, me dijeron que „no aparecía el cambio en el sistema” PERO CUANDO PIDO UN CERTIFICADO POR INTERNET, APARECE CON EL APELLIDO CORREGIDO. ese día, pedí hora a las 9 de la mañana y me atendieron a las 2 de la tarde, no había aire acondicionado, hacía calor, olía horrible porque estaba lleno de larvas inmundas que no conocen el jabón y el agua. fue una verdadera tortura china.
hace dos semanas me dijeron que vaya al registro civil de un pueblo que está cerca para sacar mi documento de identificación, ya que siempre está vacío y atienden sin tener que pedir hora, llegué de allá hace casi 1 hora y la MIERDA que atiende, me dice „no estamos atendiendo sin hora, solo atendemos a 20 personas por día” a pesar de que NO HABÍA NADIE ESPERANDO, estaba vacío y se supone que no se necesita hora. ¿SIQUIERA ESTA GENTE DE MIERDA TRABAJA? que perra más desagradable, pero cuando fue mi hermano a hacer el trámite a la misma hora la semana pasada, lo atendió y le dijo que no había problema, no se necesita pedir hora, bla bla bla.
qué puta rabia tengo, hacer trámites es imposible en este puto país de mierda y necesito cambiar el nombre en mi diploma urgente Y NO PUEDO HACERLO SIN EL DOCUMENTO DE IDENTIFICACIÓN. solo me queda reírme

No. 2257497

I'm trying to be compassionate and sympathetic to my friend who is going through a pseudo-breakup (similar to a situationship that never turned into a relationship), but I'm getting tired of her bullshit. We've tried everything we can to help her, but she's still sabotaging herself because of that stupid scrote. She went so far as to attempt suicide over him. It's gnarly. We have scheduled her mental checkups and therapy sessions, but she will not make an effort to go. To be honest, her home life is a mess, but sinking herself like this over a scrote that wasn't even her boyfriend when the resources to improve her situation are right there feels frustrating.

No. 2257510

I want to tell my husband that I find his habit of "erm akshally"ing his way into, through or out of conversations very fucking annoying but at the same time it's just how his brain works and even though he's aware of how he is he doesn't like when it's pointed out. Intelligent retardation… what an oxymoron

No. 2257512

>>2257492
Qué país???? Suena a México. Así es nonny, tener que pasar for oficinas y eso es una verdadera mierda

No. 2257513

>>2257492
>>2257507
you guys might wanna take it to the espanol thread

No. 2257531

>>2257512
parece que todo latam es igual, aunque he escuchado que en europa es peor. soy de chile, nonnita. no hay esperanza de avance, muerte a la burocracia y el papeleo
>>2257513
sorry nonny, i was going to type it in english but i was too furious and couldn't think straight. i had nowhere to vent this complete disgrace to

No. 2257540

>>2257492
We speak English around these parts.

No. 2257550

>>2257492
Why are bureaucratic and government workers always so lazy? It doesn't matter which country you're from, they always take so fucking long to do a simple job. They just don't wanna work while collecting a cushy paycheck. I don't feel bad when the government decides to cut down budget by slashing these useless, lazy fucks.

No. 2257555

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scrolled past the dog hate thread and nonas are talking about eating dogs

No. 2257576

>>2257531
it’s ok nonny lmao

No. 2257580

I'm sick of people repeating "art isn't political necessarily".
That's not what "all art is political" means you dumbshit. It means that all art is produced within a political system.
Politics influence everyday life and even what's published. Of course an artist is influenced and that's why it is "political".

Kids are entitled to high quality products geared towards them. That's why younger generations are screwed and tasteless.

No. 2257584

>>2257580
>It means that all art is produced within a political system.
That's just a truism, about as profound as saying "all men depend on food", why do you keep repeating that dumbass statement? Are you a first year college student or something, lmao.

No. 2257591

>>2257584
Nta but why do you think Daniil Ivanovich Kharms was put into a gulag for writing children's books
Anon has a strong point, particularly when it comes to materials geared towards kids
You just had a knee-jerk reply without thinking it through

No. 2257613

>>2257591
I wasn't even talking about the last sentence of her post. "All art is political" is an extremely trite truism.

No. 2257614

>>2257480
I'm so sorry, this must be incredibly painful. I hope you find some treatment that at least stops the seizures or treats what's causing them. Can someone help you with detangling your hair? Depending where it is it might be hard for you to do it alone. Hoping you feel better soon.

No. 2257635

>>2257584
>why do you keep repeating that dumbass statement?
Yet people keep on using it when it doesn't even mean what they think it means. It's not me using it.
Reading comprehension.

No. 2257645

>>2257613
So you just took a sentence out of context so you could laugh at her and make yourself feel superior

No. 2257656

>>2257580
>Of course an artist is influenced and that's why it is "political"
This is so retarded, it must hurt being this stupid and devoid of any thought besides "muh politics", truly pathetic

No. 2257677

>>2257555
It was confirmed that half of those people aren't even nonas

No. 2257683

>>2257656
You should have watched better shows as a kid, kek.

No. 2257712

>>2257438
lmao youre right, i actually saw a collage of male trannies in nazi uniforms yesterday, i wish i saved it now

No. 2257718

>>2257540
we don't cotton to freaks or chinamen round these parts.. taste the pain!

No. 2257728

I really like spending time with you and you’re a very great friend who I appreciate but for the love of god stop chewing your mouth like that when you eat a banana, stop making smacking noises, it’s so gross, I hate that sound, I hate it. It’s so damn annoying. I just want to scream “STOP CHEWING LIKE A RETARD”

No. 2257770

I’m trying not to get attached to this moid, but my friends are all busy and haven’t been reaching out at all and he is so responsive to my texts that it is hard not to feel this way.

No. 2257794

>>2257770
That’s just because it’s the start, they get bored after 2 weeks maximum, they’re all the same.

No. 2257809

I usually love /ot/, but these past few months what little fun is left has just been sucked out of it. There has been this rise in anons that are so self-involved they insulting and almost aggressive whenever some other nonnie doesn't share the same lifestyles, priorities or needs as they do, especially with the influx of puritan anons. I can't tell if it's just narcissism, main-character syndrome or they just hate other women. It's like they literally try to pick fight with other anons while still not understanding how they can be in the wrong for acting high-and-mighty over things they don't understand or have no part in.
A part of me wants to pinpoint it to zoomers, since there is this very specific type of smugness to their confrontational attitudes while millenials tend to sound more whiney and immature kek, but I could be way off course in my need to point fingers at made-up boogeymen that ruins my lolcor experience.

No. 2257828

>>2257809
I'm sorry but I have been reading this exact same complaint for years
It's not lolcor, it's you
You've become sentisised to it, this place isn't it for you at the moment

No. 2257887

im so stressed i hate my life and i barely have any friends and one of my only friends who i have known since 6th grade is losing her mind. firstly she spends all her time with a moid and only uses me at this point when she needs something or wants to complain since he fulfills all her needs like watching tv or talking about anime which i cant do because im a full time student and employed. now she believes that she is plural and has fictional characters in her brain. i feel like this is so fucking stupid like am i really expected to put up with this. god i hate postmodernism

No. 2257891

>>2257809
>>2257828
Since 2020 /ot/ has become gradually into no fun allowed.
I kinda get why so many oldfags left, the new cows are boring and we are not allowed to comment on drama anyways, in /m/ the active threads are less about discussion and more about images, /g/ it's useful aside from the hornyposting, but overall I feel like the quality of posting has changed a lot and I'm not able to relate to other anons like I used to. And kinda sucks because if you go around lurking other imageboards the quality is 10000 worse.
But I always come back

No. 2257896

>>2257614
My mom helped me detangle my hair, I’ve been laying down all day. Unfortunately I’ve had seizures for the last 5 years, but I don’t suffer from epilepsy. They’re something called psychogenic seizures

No. 2257898

>>2257891
And recently I got banned for “double posting” after only posting once? I think sometimes mods do shit just to do shit.

No. 2257901

>>2257891
The no fun allowed is a moderation issue, where they first closed the absolutely retarded shit post thread, then the shit post thread, and kept locking interesting new threads and funneling conversation into the few threads on established chewed out topics

No. 2257917

>>2257901
>shit post thread
Wait, it was called the dumbass shit thread. And it was autosaged and died
I most often have the urge to post something that would fit there
Like, I don't come here to have cerebral conversations, I just wanna banter and have fun

No. 2257918

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I hate being female so much, there are so many things i want to do but can't because there is a high chance i will end up raped and dead on a ditch. Fucking hate lazy scrotes who could be camping and hiking by themselves but instead waste their time on their asses playing shitty games. Recently 2 female tourists were found raped and murdered in a hiking trail in my country and they havent found the culprit yet because there were no security cameras. I hate it so much i just want to be free but instead i feel like i am on a cage, either i am safe or i choose to take a risk in my shithole country and go alone and risk ending up dead. I wish i could at least be tall so i could crossdress and pass a moid. Fucking hate scrotes so much, i wish i could tame a bear to come along with me and murder any scrote who tries to harm me.

No. 2257927

i’m convinced that i’m intellectually disabled, but my dad believes that i’m a super smart perfectionist because i got good grades in elementary and middle school, and absolutely none of the evidence against this that i’ve given him so far has been able to convince him. i think i should take an actual, in-person iq test to finally confirm my fear and disabuse him of this ridiculous notion. i wish i had taken one when i was still in school; my life would’ve been much easier if my stupidity had been officially confirmed. this sucks

No. 2257936

>>2257927
>iq test to finally confirm my fear
You will confirm it because you choose to. I know you have heard it like a thousand times by now, but it's still true: You will score bad because your low self-esteem WILL get in the way. You are at least average, you are giving the average human too much credit. Negativity and anxiety blocking your mind to think clearly WILL hinder your test performance.

No. 2257943

>>2257927
If you were cognitively disabled it would have been picked up on the test for elementary school enrollment
I encourage you to take an IQ test just to quit your bullshit

No. 2257948

>>2257927
Hate to break it to you but the fact you could string that sentence together, use this site and even think to get an IQ test because you fear you’re retarded means you’re perfectly average.
What makes you think you’re deficient?

No. 2257952

>>2257233
The same situation happened to me recently, except with another family member. I got ignored for the most part and people didn't care much that I was going through that, but when someone else whines about some dumb shit like idk they didn't have dinner today or something, they're immediately coddled. It's why I find it so laughable when men say shit like oh you're a woman so you instantly get sympathy and support, when the reality is all I've gotten was a) fake sympathy (from scrotes trying to fuck me), b) apathy and c) scrotes telling me acskually since I'm female my problems don't exist and I'm privileged or some other shit like that because uhh moids want to stick their dick in me or whatever and that fixes everything apparently, think of the men who have it soo much worse than me, etc. Can't even complain about this bizarre apathy towards me without just getting gaslit like this, being told I'm unreasonable for wanting basic empathy, or having them tell me ackshually they care so much! Yet they never fucking show it when I need it and still expect me to give a fuck about them somehow. It's just made me grow distant from my social circles and go through everything on my own and never share anything about me or my life in general since it's better than just getting ignored or treated like shit. I used to think the problem was my personality or my looks or something causing others to be so shitty towards me so I improved on those but not much changed, so it leaves me with no answer other than that a lot of people are just selfish assholes and it sucks.

No. 2257982

>>2257435
oh man, this was me for most of my life so far, but I just want to tell you that it's been a few years since I've been working on changing this about myself and it is possible. I used to be so terrified of confrontation I would have panic attacks thinking about it beforehand. Now I have no fear when I tell people no and setting boundaries is getting addicting. It's possible! Stand up for yourself anon, it will be okay!

No. 2257983

>>2257234
Projection. They know what they know. If you experience deviant behavior it makes it easier to spot in others. In the same way sometimes you see it in others, even if it isn’t there, because you’re looking for it. When people are angry they’ll often think others are, same for being sad or happy, etc. It’s why people sometimes don’t notice if you’re sad because they’re expecting to see a reflection of their feelings.

No. 2257984

>>2257440
why do they want to become what they hate?

No. 2257993

>>2257984
Because they hate themselves

No. 2257998

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so i won today on my crusade against the zaza superpower because the only 2 plugs i know are in the seca it seems and i'm banned from grindr. this is how god wanted it i guess

No. 2258016

>>2257998
Are you having a stroke or a brain bleed

No. 2258017

>>2257948
for starters, my good grades in elementary and middle school, which is a cakewalk for anyone with an iq of 100 or above, were mostly a result of industriousness, not raw intelligence. most of my peers would finish before me while having grades as good as or even better than mine. i also have many traits that are strongly correlated to low iq (impulsivity, poor emotional regulation, poor memory, poor ability to reflect, poor self-awareness, executive dysfunction, difficulty imagining things, etc.). on top of all that, i dropped out of high school and have never taken the sat, and whenever i try, i always end up bursting into tears at how difficult so many of the questions are, even though it’s been dumbed down and apparently no longer correlates with g. i’ve seen plenty of low iq string together complex and grammatically correct sentences as well, so my ability to write coherently and with correct grammar doesn’t assuage my suspicions about my intelligence. maybe i’m just a mentally ill midwit who has been greatly overestimating the intelligence of the average person, but when you put all of these things together, it doesn’t look good for me

No. 2258021

>>2258016
no i just couldn't buy weed today and i'm trying to not seethe and keep it cool because otherwise it means i'm addicted to a plant that makes you retarded

No. 2258024

>>2257998
>i'm banned from grindr
are you using it to find gay drug dealers

No. 2258028

>>2258024
no, there were dealers among faggots but police noticed and grindr had to ban all of them and their clients

No. 2258031

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>hmm I wonder if reddit has information about why I've never been able to burp
>it's actually a disorder caused by the inability for a muscle in the throat to relax
>also the reason why I also get super painful chest pressure and nausea whenever I'm sick
holy shit

No. 2258042

I was reading this article about some British woman who was beheaded randomly in a grocery store by a local schizo and when I looked for more info every comment section was inundated with retards spamming “FYI 99.9% of people with schizophrenia are not violent or dangerous!!!!!” Stfu what a midwit thing to say. Anyone who is in active psychosis is potentially dangerous and most schizophrenics resist treatment or have a hard time sticking to their meds.

No. 2258062

>>2258017
Oh I assure you you're greatly overestimated the intelligence of the average person
Remember how the initial reaction to a virus pandemic was to stock up on toilet paper?

No. 2258066

When my mom was younger, she was beautiful. I've seen pictures of her from her twenties. Back then, tons of men were interested in her, and she has a reputation among her peer group for being "the pretty one." I feel like I'm a huge disappointment looks-wise. For as long as I can remember, she has indirectly made it clear to me that I'm ugly. Unfortunately, I feel that I have inherited almost zero features from her, and that we look nothing alike.

According to her, every noticeable feature I have comes from my dad's side of the family. My nose projects too far out from my face just like his mom's, my eye shape is masculine like his dad's, my face is a little too long like his grandma's, ect. I'm also somewhere on the "dramatic" side of the Kibbe body types scale (I'm long, lanky, and skinny with no obviously feminine body features.)

She has never liked anything I wear or any style I try. No matter what clothes I wear, she says they don't flatter my body shape. No matter what hairstyle I have, she says it doesn't work with my face. Same with any glasses I wear or any color scheme I try out. This used to fuck with me pretty badly when I was in gradeschool and then college. It also didn't help that I was a weird autist who was allergic to everything that floats in the air, so I had a reputation for being the weird, gross kid. Knowing that I was also the ugly kid was just another shitty thing on top of the pile. As I got older, I just accepted that I was a solid 3/10. It never stopped me from making good friends, getting good jobs, having fun hobbies, etc. As most uglies do, I also developed a good sense of humor to compensate. Now, I'm often one of the first people that my co-workers choose to work with just because I'm good company. Some men have also expressed attraction to me, so I suppose I'm not disgusting to everyone.

So here's the point of this post. Something weird has started happening in the past year and a half. Because of some specific events, I showed some of my family pictures to a few people I know (new friends, old schoolmates, co-workers, etc.) The first thing they say when they see the pictures is that I look exactly like my mom?

I also started going to the same dentist that my parents do. When I walked in the door, the first thing the receptionist said was, "Oh, you must be [REDACTED]'s daughter!" I have never interacted with her before.
Another strange situation happened a couple of months ago at work. During downtime, I was sitting with a bunch of my female coworkers. Idk how this came up, but they were looking at a vintage picture of a beautiful flapper. One of them said "She looks just like [my name]!" and the others instantly agreed. I disagreed because I just didn't see it…but I said that she did look a lot like my mom. They just kind of stared at me for a second, and then one of them said, "Okay then she looks like you and also your mom."

No. 2258075

welp, she's back. you'd think she'd try the door to see if it's unlocked before ringing. god.

No. 2258083

>>2258066
It's common for women to start start resembling their mom more and more as they age

No. 2258086

>>2258083
God no…

No. 2258090

I lie and I don't. I lie and then I don't. Ok?

No. 2258093

Shut the fuck up omg

No. 2258116

>>2258083
Ayrt. I don't think I'm old enough for age to have changed my face very significantly. Aside from my hairstyle, my face in my newest workplace ID looks literally the same as my highschool ID (same expression and everything) and it's become an inside joke among my coworkers. When I'm making small talk with random poeple, they still occasionally ask me where I'm planning to go to college after graduation, lol.

No. 2258117

>>2257898
>>2257901
There are moderation issues of course, but the no fun allowed in /ot/ is due to all the raging under 25 spergs with their black and white thinking.

No. 2258124

I can't stand Mike Sheffer from the Good Influences podcast and being Matt King's manager. I hate sectarian and annoying people that drastically overestimate how smart they are. He's a little political shill that needs to go to a dentist and stop pretending he wants to date women.

No. 2258130

To the person or people who evidentially threw a kitten out of their car on the highway since its poor little body was broken in the lefthand shoulder: I curse your life to be filled with nothing but ruin and that you experience a torturous death.

No. 2258140

>>2258066
you are your own unique person and you probably have traits from both of your parents. "good" or "Bad" traits are completely subjective and in the eye of the beholder, which could be why you get different feedback from different people. your looks can change throughout your life and sometimes it is subtle. maybe other people notice changes because they don't see you as often as you see your own face so you kind of become blind to yourself in a way. anyway, I think you're spending too much time thinking your appearance. just accept your beautiful face and go live life.

No. 2258146

>>2258066
i'm sorry your mom sucks. try to realize she is projecting her own insecurities, please don't take her opinions as facts. it's hard but you have to try not to internalize all those shitty comments she made. she doesnt define you

No. 2258152

>>2257214
relatable
god bless mommy
maybe theyll have invented immortality by then

No. 2258164

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I hate newfags for real they always think they're being clever and badass and that they're making everyone mad just because their own heart is beating rapidly at the unusual amount of attention (aka 2 replies). Meanwhile the rest of us just think they're retarded and devoid of self awareness.

No. 2258183

>>2258140
Thanks for being supportive. I usually try not to think about appearance - like I said, I pretty much accepted that whatever I look like doesn't really affect my life and happiness that much. Not in the adult world, at least. This is actually the most that I've thought about it in a few years, and it's only because my script for how I view myself has been flipped, and it's just a really weird thing to have happened.

I still have moments of insecurity, though, which caused me to make my original post. I literally saw my mom just today, and the first thing she said to me was "UGHH, you HAVE to CUT OFF that HAIR!" No hello or anything, lol. For context, I have the same hair texture as her (thick + wavy.) She cut it off because she always hated putting up with it, and she hates it on me, too. It's hard not to have a moment of negativity towards yourself when you're getting face-to-face, aggressive criticism directly from a loved one.

Lately, when she says rude things to me, I take a minute to be like "Okay, that's her preference, but everyone else disagrees. I'm probably fine."

This is actually the first time that I've had a lot of people see me with her, even in picture. All throughout my childhood, I never brought my friends home. Most of our extended family is dead, and the living ones that we see on occasion don't really comment on things like looks.

>>2258146
Thank you, friend. I am in the process of deconstructing all sorts of weird shit I learned as a kid. If anyone wants to share therapy tips or something for these kinds of situations, I am open to suggestions.

No. 2258207

It's ridiculous to me how popular the lesbian masterdoc is with gendies given how much they hate anything that is radfem-adjacent. The entire document can basically be summed up as "even if you're attracted to men, fantasize about them, want to date and fuck them, as long as you don't actually act on it you're still a lesbian teehee" which is political lesbianism 101 but retards eat it up. I had little hope for them to begin with but I'm genuinely starting to believe they have no brains and can only comprehend something is bad when their troon friends call it TERFy. Not expecting anything to get better for lesbians considering straight women like Julia Fox and that bimbo feminist girl are calling themselves lesbians now too. Wishing the worst on all of these people forever.

No. 2258211

>>2258031
KEEEK I love when this pic gets posted

No. 2258219

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>OTP is popular but content creation is pretty slow releasing
>mfw I see there's a new ao3 fiction but it's just the resident a/b/o autismo starting up another poorly written romcom au where they're abducted by aliens or work in a tattoo parlor or some shit
Every time. I'm so sick of this bitch go hyperfixate on another pairing!!!! We don't need your SLOP!!!!

No. 2258234

>>2258219
i feel you. thank gawd for the mute button on ao3

No. 2258244

File: 1731462316045.png (1.35 MB, 2150x2242, The Barbie and the Fujo.png)

Had an argument yesterday with this kind of creature. I drew this as vent art.

Yes, you can argue both of us are golddiggers and pickme's.

I think it's just ridiculous she assumed I needed help from her and "every woman wants a provider man" I didn't want to get married and she took HUGE offense to that. Why would I?! All my chores are taken care of by housekeepers and handymen. My bills are paid by an "army of men" through real estate, dividends, and stocks. I have a thriving circle of friends. I don't work either! Plus I am well educated and don't need to shill my body and argue for crumbs from a man. Look, I don't look down on these kinds of women, until they strike first. Until she started calling me "lazy" and "unambitious" for not chasing a man, and putting women down for being useless, (yes we're SO useless because we don't give money to girls like her - I think it's projection) I considered us all friends and equals. These types of women who say "women are so catty" and "I can't be friends with women" are the problem. I promise you, the more female friends you have, the better life gets.

And honestly, I had to fudge the numbers DOWN on the picture to make it believable.

No. 2258246

>>2258244
how do you get into stocks, stacy fujo nonny?

No. 2258247

>>2258244
I want you

No. 2258248

>>2258066
Bro your mom is projecting and insecure
>you don't look like me, you look weird blah blah blah
Just because you look different, doesn't mean you're not beautiful. Your mom sounds like she's in a competition with you. Or if you look like her, and she hates herself, she can't stand you. If you don't look like her, perhaps she thinks she's the only beautiful woman that can exist, so she tears you down. Or she feels insecure that you two look so similar. We can't tell because it's subjective whether you do or don't look like your mom. The bottom line is, you don't need to look like your mom to be beautiful. You received some beautiful and unique traits from your dad and grandma. Just because they're different doesn't mean they're ugly.
And if nothing looks good on you as a child, that's on your mom for her lack of styling ability, not your body for being "wrongly shaped" there is NOTHING wrong with you, that feeling comes from your m other rejecting you because she's too insecure and wasn't ready to be a mother.

No. 2258250

>>2258244
You're living an enviable life anon. Good for you making a successful career for yourself. The future is fujo!

No. 2258251

>>2258244
Generational wealth must be nice

No. 2258252

>>2258246
I read "The Intelligent Investor", "Richest Man In Babylon" and a bunch of meme books, but year after year I've turned a profit and beat the market, so they actually work. The most important lesson is to start young - 18 if you can. It's better to make a mistake and have time to make your money back, than to start later and can't take as many risks. Risk makes you rich, and wisdom reduces risk. You have to think differently than what you instinctively think (like how most people are afraid to invest for fear of loss, when it is statistically safer to invest than not to)

No. 2258253

>>2258251
Nope, my parents were poor. I taught myself. I am the richest one in the family. Honestly, it was /biz/ that taught me.

No. 2258255

>>2258253
Where'd you get money to invest

No. 2258258

I fucking hate my c++ class. the textbook is not informative at all, I don't like the subject matter to begin with so no drive to work on it out of passion or some shit. The professor is a boomer who doesn't respond to e-mails and I'm a pussy who's terrified of professors and teachers anyways after past experiences so I'm petrified to ask for help. My very patient friend is helping me and without that help I'd be nowhere. But I still don't get it. I have a test tomorrow and the past 5 days have been filled with dread and studying and crying the moment I start studying and feeling so fucking stupid and a failure loser. I hate this class I hate school I hate myself. Why can't I be smart.

No. 2258260

>>2258244
How much money did you start investing with in the beginning?

No. 2258261

>>2258255
You don't need to start big. I started with $500.

No. 2258262

>>2258261
I just had a lot of time. I started when I was 18. I'm 28 now.

No. 2258263

>>2258244
I know this is a vent thread but plz give me a basic rundown of you financial path (I want to become the based fujo)

Did you start out with a job, begin investing in stocks, and then buy real estate? Or did you go the other way around? Do you work with a management company to take care of your properties for you?

Also, I agree that women like that are largely projecting. I find that most of them really don't have the chops to survive without help, and flounder when left to fend for themselves. Since the married life is the only lifestyle that actually works for them, they rationalize their situation as them having found the true secret key to happiness (since they failed at everything else.) Most of us do this to some extent, but those women are pretty extreme versions of it.

No. 2258268

>>2258262
So you started at 18 and 10 years later you have a rota of housekeepers and handyman that do your chores. Did you live with your poor parents until you could buy property or were you renting while investing? How do you have a property portfolio. You say you're very educated. Where you studying in student accommodation how'd you manage your education, housing, income and investment so well

No. 2258270

>start counting calories
>gain 3kg
the world doesnt want me to see me thin it seems

No. 2258271

>>2258244
Anon I can be your trophy wife…

No. 2258283

>>2258270
That's barely a significant amount of weight. Idk how long you've been dieting, but something like that can be attributed to changes in water retention and metabolism as you go through your hormone cycle. Women's hormone cycles are unfortunately something that very few diet resources even mention.

If your diet is working, you'll see an overall downwards trend in your weight over many months. On a day-to-day or even week-to-week basis, it's common for it to seem like nothing is changing. Hang in there, nonna.

No. 2258288

All I want is an all female friend group. I can find an all male group that actually identifies as men but all female friend groups are full of TIFs. Where are the fucking women?

No. 2258296

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>>2258244
Pickmes obsessed with moids are fucking annoying and your caricature of them is funny but I can't help but see this

No. 2258301

>>2258263
I'm not sure if people can repeat my success, I invested in something that did a 100x and I also invested in NVDA with the gains before the AI boom. I was obsessive with /biz/ and I've seen many stories like mine, people with NW of 6 mil up to 90 mil. I learned a lot from there, I literally tell people 4chan changed my life.
>>2258271
I've been on lolcow since I was in my early 20s, back when Luna was still on tumblr (she's my favorite cow) You are all my wives

No. 2258303

>>2258296
I'm aware
>Yes, you can argue both of us are golddiggers and pickme's.

No. 2258308

>>2258258
What’s your test over nona? I’m also in a c++ class

No. 2258309

>>2258303
Read what I wrote again with the same eyes you used to read about your stonks. I never implied you were either I was just poking fun at your format

No. 2258313

>>2258309
you kinda did imply that

No. 2258315

File: 1731464929258.jpeg (78.37 KB, 466x537, IMG_3050.jpeg)

>bored
>man i really wanna play sims
>in depressive dissociative slumber though
>boots up game
>ready to finally make some builds for my empty save file
>opens the game and starts fiddling with cas
>closes the game after 5 minutes
>laptop overheating anyways
>my joy is always robbed
making save files are so daunting, i hace a beautiful build but my autistic self is so annoyed by how it looks in the map that i want everything to look beautiful and perfect on the map when i boot it up. i’m tired of my hideous ugly life and my body i just want one thing to look pretty and give me some sense of joy lord have mercy

No. 2258316

>>2258301
1st ayrt. Those were damn good calls, congratulations. Thanks for the resource, I might check out /biz/ and monitor for any good information. I'm cool with a slower financial incline; I know that everyone's path is different and I'm just getting started on mine. Any good tips that you've learned over the years would be appreciated, if you're willing to share.

Don't worry, I won't do anything retarded. A lot of my relatives and family friends IRL are accountants or otherwise work with money, so I have people to run ideas by.

No. 2258317

>>2258313
Not sure how my post could be interpreted that way. All I said was that the caricature on the left was a funny depiction of annoying gold digger pickmes but your format itself reminded me of "me vs other girls" 2010s memes.

No. 2258324

>>2258309
Different anon. I thought it was pretty likely that you were just joking and not attacking her, but tone doesn't always carry through the internet. If you read it in a different tone, your post can have a "disappointed" tinge to it, like you're annoyed with her for using a format that's usually misogynistic, even if you agree with her message.

No. 2258327

>>2258296
There is nothing wrong with this tbh the only reason why men are able to put 0 effort into anything and still get pussy and fame and everything else is because they always put down other men. Putting down pickmes is based.

No. 2258332

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>>2258327
I literally began my post with a disclaimer that I think the artwork is funny and accurate but it just reminded me of something else. Holy shit.

No. 2258336

>>2258332
i wasnt attacking you i was commenting on the meme format

No. 2258341

>>2258313
>>2258332
>>2258336
I think we've all clarified now that none of us were attacking each other. The whole thing was just a miscommunication/misreading, as often occurs on anonymous message boards. Since no one is mad and no one cares that much, I think we're all good now.

No. 2258350

>>2258244
How did you make it? It's increasingly hard for me to even dream of this life

No. 2258352

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my bf punched a hole in the wall the other day and I don’t know what to do. he knows that it scares me and he promised he wouldn’t punch the wall again the first time he did it, but now he’s made an ugly dent that I have to walk past every day. i love him so much but this is making me not want to be around him anymore

No. 2258355

>>2258090
It’s not ok

No. 2258356

>>2258352
Break up for the love of god
I have a brother that punches walls when he's mad and be it not for the walls being made of brick, that house would have so many holes
Get away while you can because it will only escalate

No. 2258360

>>2257891
The average anon age is like 18-24 nowadays

No. 2258363

>>2258352
dump him holy shit he's insane

No. 2258364

>>2258352
>my bf is a violent tard
>but I wuvs him soooo much
You are retarded beyond hope. I don't feel bad for you.

No. 2258367

>>2258352
that kind of man is genuinely dangerous nona i would seriously recommend you get out of there
>>2258315
cant you download premade families/houses online?

No. 2258371

>>2258352
Dump him and make sure to tell him why you're doing it. He's a violent sped and will never change, but maybe he'll think twice before tarding out like that again

No. 2258373

>>2258352
Please leave him, that’s scary

No. 2258376

Experimental surgery should be fucking illegal

No. 2258377

>>2258352
it never stays at the wall. please get rid of him before he turns on you.

No. 2258379

>>2258356
>>2258363
>>2258367
>>2258371
>>2258373
thank you nonas, it’s just hard because we live together and i can’t move away because my job is here, i also don't have friends that i can talk to about it so im scared that if i leave i wont really have anyone else to turn to if that makes sense

i hope you’re all having a great night

No. 2258382

>>2258376
Did something specific happen that drove you to post this? I've seen a lot of fucked up medical shit, too. Go off about it if you need to, nonna.

No. 2258383

>>2258367
yeah but i like the satisfaction of building a beautiful house tailored to the households i’m going to create kek

No. 2258387

>>2258352
My life would be worth living again if we could hide posts like this. Imagine never having to see another nigel vent ever again and you see the ones worth reading about because they have actual real legitimate problems…. too good to be true

No. 2258395

>>2258379
i hope you stay safe nona
>>2258383
thats fair

No. 2258398

>>2258387
learn to scroll and you won't have this problem. would love it if the only thing keeping my life from being worth living was reading about bad moids. would prefer it if nonnie was thriving far away from her abusive no-good stinky scrote bf though

No. 2258403

>>2258387
Ok here's something not nigel related, my agoraphobia is super bad lately and I have paranoia and fear towards my neighbors because the old neighbor on my left tried to get me evicted out of impotent scrote rage for no reason, posted about it in the neighbor hate thread earlier this year. and now I'm afraid to open the blinds or even use the sink in my own house because I swear to god the people on the right bang on the wall if I do literally anything and follow me from room to room and do crazy shit like use a leafblower for a half hour at 11pm on a 6x6 piece of front yard. and the girl that moved into the scrote's place is a weirdo and will leave her place at the exact same time as me like simultaneously open her door but refuses to say hi or make eye contact so I am afraid of her as well. I'm going bald from stress

No. 2258426

>>2258379
https://ia600108.us.archive.org/30/items/LundyWhyDoesHeDoThat/Lundy_Why-does-he-do-that.pdf
You should read “Why Does He Do That”, link above is a free pdf. I use to be in a bad relationship too anon, things are better on the other side no matter how different. Feel free to vent in the break up or abusive relationships threads. Stay safe nonnie
>>>/g/121656
>>>/g/377685

No. 2258436

>>2258426
thank you so much nona, i really mean it. ill have a read through that pdf and look at the threads, thank you for sending me them

No. 2258442

brain swelling is so, so fucking painful

No. 2258453

>>2258379
I just want to say I understand, I’m one of the anons telling you to leave him, and I’m also living with someone I’m trying to leave and feel live I don’t have much of a suppport system right now. It’s so hard. but it’s possible. Good luck and stay safe Nona

No. 2258469

>>2258387
this is just over dramatic and needlessly mean to a victim of abuse. Rethink what you are saying, have some empathy or just scroll and ignore. If this is what’s making your life “not worth living” then get offline

No. 2258475

I hope I can cry tomorrow, I have so much dealing in my head that I cannot break myself down in front of everybody.

No. 2258486

>>2258352
Punch your own hole in the wall

No. 2258487

>>2257917
It being autosaged wouldn't have been an issue if they let people pin threads

No. 2258533

>>2258352
Anon I was in the same situation and he ended up beating me up so bad I have permanent problems from it and my life is completely different as a result. If you can find a way to leave you need to leave. I know it's really hard, read about trauma bonds so you can understand why it seems so impossible. It can be harder than a normal break up but I think it would be worth researching his behavior and the psychological effects it can have on you that can keep you stuck in the relationship. I hope you leave, I wish I had left.

No. 2258577

>>2258352
I’ve stopped feeling sorry for people like you. The red flags are there, he’s showing you, you can literally leave before you become the wall.
You’ll get over the heartbreak, at least it’s easier than getting over a fracture and bruises kek.
No self preservation bone in you at all.

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No. 2258589

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i wish i was less overly polite because if i was i would just take advantage of guys who like me to get them to buy me lots of stuff. like video games and expensive clothes i want. but i feel like thats kinda evil and fucked up to lead somebody on like that.. but also theyre men so they kinda deserve it? ew and they might start pressuring me to send pics. i dunno its conflicting

No. 2258593

>>2258352
leave. prepare your exit in advance and close off communications. he is only going to get worse

No. 2258597

I fell stupid hard for a bippie and knew it was ill-fated from the start, but the attention just felt too good and I couldn’t quit. He was obsessed with me for months, stalked me, all that crap. He wasn't especially mean, usually he was positive and supportive. sometimes he would press my buttons to get a rise out of me but it was usually helpful because I'm schizoid and I repress my emotions pathologically. He's gone now because I'm celibate by choice. He cared about me so much in his weirdo ways, but ultimately cared about sex more. I couldn't have given him that. I'll miss him. What an ugly world.

No. 2258598

im itchy

No. 2258635

All it took to mostly get over of my crush on a guy was realising it's for distraction and learning stuff like him being a younger and lowkey a gymbro. I still think he is cute but I hope I stop feeling like this altogether because it would go nowhere anyway.

No. 2258640

bf of almost 10 years is leaving me, happened very suddenly and he started putting all my stuff into the other room after having a frustrating week and saying hes done. Week later, firmly and soullessly over text said he's moving out and I'll have to find my own place or move back home across the country to a family he knows I don't like being with. I can't go back. Now I have no one and nothing here. I am sorry I know anons will clown on me for trusting a man this way and basing my life around him in a way but I've never had a closer bond with anyone and I really trusted him. I can't even kms bc he'll be able to victimize himself as the sad guilty guy with the bitch crazy ex or whatever. All his friends are on his side and probably think I'm some worthless emotional wreck so that's great, I have never felt more alone and lost in life and I have no clue what to do. I can't even vent to anyone. I go out to my car in the middle of the night to call the suicide hotline. At times I feel this delusion that I can come out stronger but then the next wave comes that I am scared and have never been alone like this, that all my hopes and dreams are erased. I supported him when he threatened suicide nightly and cut himself to the point of bleeding past gauze and denim. But me needing basic emotional support is too much I guess. Me needing some extra time to build myself up is a burden even though I try to lift him up in the meantime. To think that I had this permanent stability and comfort I could count on and that's fucking gone now is the worst pain I've felt. I keep thinking of little moments like when I'd wake up and go hug him and he'd say how warm I am or when we'd make up nonsense lyrics to songs in his playlists. Just having someone who really knew me better than anyone. This is so traumatizing it's like he's a different person now, just some casual roommate that I don't know how to interact with in case I overstep some boundary. What a horrible fucking year. My best friend also died months ago so that's cool. I never imagined it could get this fucking bad.

No. 2258646

>>2258640
Such is life when putting all the eggs in one basket and the basket breaks down completely, now you have to start over with all the experience and maturity you've gained in those years

No. 2258651

>>2255524
Try to get a job where you are mostly alone doing your stuff. You can try with cleaning bathrooms or delivery services, they're jobs with minimal interactions with people

No. 2258654

I’m trying so hard to move on from my past faults and be better. I don’t know if anyone can see it but I’m trying. I’m more honest now, I got into a relationship I’m happy in and stopped cheating and leading men on. I feel really bad and I just want to keep doing better and reforming, but does someone like me deserve forgiveness? Do I deserve the chance to repent?

No. 2258659

My dumb moid friend won't stop writing all as au

No. 2258662

>>2258640
That's horrible, I'm sorry nona. In the short term could you find a roommate? Consider taking up volunteering and when you feel a bit better maybe get a pet? I used to help out at the animal shelter with the bottle babies, it always made me feel better.

If you're in a position to move sometimes a change of scenery is worth trying too.

No. 2258673

Ex unblocked me for the first time and then blocked me again on IG. He's the one who broke up with me 2 months ago, I wonder why he suddenly got curious about me again considering he told me he doesn't give a shit anymore

No. 2258692

How the fuck do people commit to getting a pet?? I'm always thinking about it and doing research on different types of animals/breeds and always coming to the conclusion that I would be an unsuitable pet owner, that I need to wait until I'm retired so I can dedicate all my time to looking after an animal, then I can never travel again and my home will be dirty and/or smelly. There's always some aspect of pet ownership I know I'd fail at or resent. When I talk to people irl they're constantly getting pets without a second thought and never act like it's a big deal, and when I look on the internet people are fearmongering about all the ways you can accidentally be cruel to an animal and all the ways they can ruin your life. I hate the thought of being a bad owner or ever rehoming an animal so it's not like I can just try it and see how I go, I'll probably never take the plunge. So depressing…

No. 2258718

>>2258640
I am praying for your safety and for things to get better for you nonna. I have been in a very similar situation to you especially with the issue of not getting along with family back home. I hope something works for you and you can be safe. I don't judge you for the relationship with the man and anyone who does is a retard, these things happen, and no-one asks to be put in this situation.

>I supported him when he threatened suicide nightly and cut himself to the point of bleeding past gauze and denim. But me needing basic emotional support is too much I guess. Me needing some extra time to build myself up is a burden even though I try to lift him up in the meantime.

This is a longer version of why women used to have all their private and secret wealth in gold jewellery or cash or secret bank accounts back in the day. You can't rely on men for any sort of stability, physically or emotionally. Unfortunately, many of them will use you as a stepping stone. You needing the bare minimum support is too much for men because they are emotional leeches and the modern male is not a provider nor a giver anymore. I am sorry you had to go through this.
I hope at the very least you might be able to work something out with your family or a roommate even just for a short amount of time, and I am very sorry to hear about your friend too.

No. 2258719

>>2258692
if you take advice from reddit you'll spend your whole life preparing to do anything. if you have a lot of free time and can come home to walk it during the day you could get a dog. the dog will be better off if other people live there too. it will be needy like a kid. if you don't have time for that and are more low key, you could get a cat. get a female cat.

No. 2258746

>>2258742
the way this helped no one and you just responded to an unrelated post as a bouncing off point to go on an unhinged rant that benefited absolutely no one. you didn’t even have helpful advice to offer. we get it, you’re bitter you’ve never had a relationship with anyone. go take it out on someone else other than abuse victims - like a man, if you supposedly hate them so much and not other women you’re jealous of. it’s obvious you take delight in women being mistreated because you think that anyone who has something you don’t doesn’t deserve it and deserves to have it go wrong. it’s so transparent.

No. 2258747

>>2258719
>get a female cat
this is bad advice. they period blood everywhere on all your furniture and are meaner to women than male cats. its a general rule to always get the opposite sex animal of what you are.

No. 2258752

>>2258747
Cats don't get periods if you're responsible enough to get them fixed, retard

No. 2258760

>>2258747
>get the opposite sex pet that you are
what's the logic behind this

No. 2258761

>>2258752
you don't "fix" a female cat, you spay it. and spayed cats get extremely depressed.

No. 2258764

>>2258746
>>2258746
I think female abuse victims seriously need to get a grip and empower themselves. Sorry if that’s non-PC and feels scrote-like but there are certain types of women who seek abusive relationships like moths to a flame, because she’s just as shitty and unstable as her abusive nigel. Unless he’s holding you hostage with straight up guns and enslaving you inside of your house, you take every opportunity to remove yourself from being victimized.

No. 2258769

>>2258747
Something about this feels odd but honestly I don’t care, any cat is better than a human scrote

No. 2258770

>>2258761
Fix is an interchangeable term for spaying/neutering. Cats don't get "depressed" after being fixed or give a single shit about the sex of their owner. Dogshit advice, never get a cat

No. 2258794

>>2258761
NTA but most of the spayed cats I've known have gotten more energetic after. I know of a single case where a cat seemed depressed after spay; it also lived in a tiny ass apartment with no playtime from owner, didn't have a friend and was fed shitty sugary cat food. Now, have you seen a cat that just had 10 kittens?? That, is a truly fucking depressed cat- Bald patches, loses it's color and the energy is directly sucked out of it's tits every day.

No. 2258801

>>2258764
i mean i agree that you can try to not let that happen, but what happens when that man tricks you, you tie your life to his, and THEN the abuse begins? which is how most of these women get trapped? do you seriously think women with long term partners are going to run the first time he hits an object? how long do these women have before you decide they’ve stayed a week too long to deserve compassion? of course they should leave their abusive partners but i don’t think someone like you could understand how hard it gets when you have a bond with another human being. when that abusive person cries and apologizes and love bombs you after and then nothing else happens for a long time. the cycle gets faster but seriously you can go months without an incident, sometimes it starts with one or two events a year and the rest is good. i don’t think you have enough life experience to understand how these relationships actually work and how difficult it is to financially and physically separate from somehow who does not want to let you in a terrible economy. often with no savings. do the women who have to save up to leave get no compassion from you either?

No. 2258811

all you bitches talk about is men men men men men men

No. 2258816

I'm getting calls and messages from my exfriendgroup. It's funny, they spend the greater part of this year ignoring me, isolating me, and laughing at my behind my back and too my face. Now they want to call me, now they want to act like they hadn't been ghosting me. I moved on and I'm spending time with people who aren't jerks.
The latest one to message me is the asshole I met a whole of one time. We had sent memes and talks to each other for a few month. The last message in our chat was from me, he didn't respond and it's been 4 months since. We were never that close. I just got a message from him asking me, "why haven't I heard from you?" Hey bastard, you're the one who didn't respond to me. Now fuck off, I don't have the time or energy to be dragged back into to their passive aggressive nonsense.

I know who put him up to it. She tried calling me two days ago and I blocked her. I'm not dealing with her

No. 2258817

>>2258811
they were talking about spaying cats and female abuse victims before you tried to change the subject back to men

No. 2258825

i still cant believe that the dog i held in my arms every day for the last 7 years is gone. I don't cry much anymore, but last night in the dark some discarded clothes on the bed kind of looked like him and i reached out to pet it. fucking sad nonnas

No. 2258828

>>2258817
whos abusing the females

No. 2258829

I'm housesitting for my brother and his fiancée and although she's coming back in about a couple of hours from now to pick up the dogs, they are already fucking annoying me with their screaming, whining, and crying. They're pitbull mixes and I know they want to kill me if they ever escape from their cages and I just can't for the life of me understand why people even like having them as pets. The last time I tried to housesit for them, the dogs just acted aggressive for no reason towards me and I had to lock myself in a room just to make sure nothing happens. I really just can't see the appeal in having dogs like that unless you live in some shithole urban city where crime is rampant and you need protection.

No. 2258840

>>2258829
People own pitbulls for an ego boost, they either want to be the tough guy who tames unpredictable animals or a philanthropist who takes pity on "misunderstood" breeds.

No. 2258843

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>>2258840
And it's so fucking stupid because literally there are so many breeds out there who are also in shelters and need love too but NOOOOOOO people only seem to wanna shill shitbulls as the one breed that deserves all of the attention and act holier than thou when they own a few in their homes and you are evil enough to get a small dog that doesn't bite.

God can they just shut the fuck up

No. 2258844

>>2258589
I also thought like you nonna, but the problem is that once you accept things from men they feel like you owe them kek. I’d rather pay for my own things at that point.

No. 2258845

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ashamed to admit i am self harming over someone i meant on the friend finder thread i need an end to my mental retardation fast

No. 2258846

>>2258825
My deepest condolences anon
I know how you feel. It's been five years since my dog died, last night I dreamt of talking him for a walk. I love when I dream of him, it feels like he's really still with me

No. 2258847

My roommates are so fucking dirty, I put a literal timetable every month on the fridge for the turns.
I asked to do the bathroom twice a week since it gets dirty more fast, since the woman loses hair like crazy (and clogs the shower too, I fucking hate it), but they can’t even get to clean once a week. I feel like a damn mom each time I have to remind these 28 and 29 year olds to fucking clean.
At least one of them is going away , thank god.

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>>2258843
It's a total shit show. Tiktok is starting to popularize uncommon breeds like anatolian shepherds and cane corsos, now we have retards trying to turn these aggressive guardian breeds into house pets. I think most people are too stupid or egotistical to own animals.

No. 2258857

>>2258816

I went out last Sunday with a new friend. It was to a beer garden that one of my ex friends visits a lot with her sports team. I feel like see saw me and now want to start shit and is getting b everyone to call and message me.

I just got 3 more voicemails and one more text. I'm so fucking tired and I feel paranoid and crazy like I'm the bad one for ignoring them, but I know how they are and I know what it's gonna be like. This bullshit happened before when I tried to get out last two years ago.
Before I deleted the message, one friend was telling me that she wanted me to come to her birthday, but I know it's a trap. You never texted me for a whole year and you want to see me know? I wasn't invited to the other birthday road trip you both went to. I wasn't invited to the 4th of July party. And you were the one who drunk called me to mock me about being left out. Fuck off!

I have half a nerve to call them just to tell them to fuck up but them going to be dragged back into the mess.

Should I bother? Should I talk to them and give them a reason? Should I just continue to ghost and try to more on with my life? They keep finding ways to contact me and I just want to be left alone.

No. 2258858

>>2258857
No. Just ignore them, block them, and keep it pushing. If you go back to them, all that tells them that you are a weak person deserving of more bullying and abuse from them.

No. 2258859

>>2258811
go give some love to the bechdel thread!

No. 2258861

>>2258857
if they've fucked up multiple times before and you dislike them, keep on ignoring them. every time you delete or ignore a message, remind yourself how life is better without them.

No. 2258863

>>2258846
thank you nonna. its been a few weeks now. im almost glad i havent had any dreams about my dog so far, b/c waking up from that dream would make me way too sad. i wish i could stop missing him, but i kind of need comments like yours to remind me that it doesnt stop.

No. 2258867

I was walking through the city on the part of the sidewalk that's closer to the buildings when suddenly a huge group came around the corner right before me. I didn't have time to move out of the way and that retarded moid at the front saw this and instead of moving aside he shoulder-checked me so hard I almost fell. The rest of the group did make way to let me pass but that one interaction almost made me cry for some reason. I probably would have if there had been a public restroom anywhere close by. I should've shouted something at him at least but it just took me by surprise because it's been years since something like that had happened. I hope he fucking slips and breaks his neck today.

No. 2258871

>>2258858
>>2258861

Thank you, I'm going crazy about this. My last two messages were all over the place, and I'm just losing my mind. But you're both right, I can't let this continue. I deserve better and if I go back they'll only continue.

Last time this happen, one of the exfriends (the ringleader) actually came to my apartment just to fucking blow up on me. She always trying to controll everything and everyone. She nuked our larger friend group by treating her ex badly and spreading gossip about the ex and the ex's friends. And she just thought that everone would side with her. No one did, including me. We we're friends in high school, but I'm not going to side with some awful asshole. She's a schitzo mess. And in the end made it my fault for wanting to put distance from her. (And started spreading rumors to our high school friend group) Our highbschool friends still kiss her ass, and have been helping her to contact me. I've since moved away from the apartment, they shouldn't know where I'm living now.

I also got a call from my sister, I didn't respond to her either but I'm afraid that they might have gotten to her too. I'm going to give her a call after I've called down. And if my suspicions are true, I need to tell her to block them too.

No. 2258881

My ex moid is brainwashed by his gendie libtard girlfriend. He never had strong sense of self and he's mentally ill too so I think that's why. I feel conflicted because even though he's an asshole he was someone I cared about and I can't help but feel sorry him. But that's not my problem anymore.

No. 2258888

Got asked by a female acquaintance when is my birthday, says she wrote it down because she "has to and will" get me a gift, something reaaaally cool, then on my birthday she didn't even send me a happy birthday message or liked my birthday story on instagram that she viewed lol Why do this dumb bitch

No. 2258901

>>2258244
Do you want a mail order bride, nonnita?
Jokes aside, I admire you, thank you for some of your insight and tips for that, too bad I’m in my mid 20’s and things are shit globally kek.
Have a blessed life, that woman seethes internally so there’s that.

No. 2258904

My mom talks to me like I'm a mental patient when I'm staring out of my eyes the wrong way and wonders why I never tell her anything. Because you treat me like I'm insane for having any kind of feelings.

No. 2258909

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i think it's time i finally accept that i will never have friends. i had maybe one friend my senior year and nothing ever since graduating, i never go out, my anxiety is out of control, even online friends don't work for me. i will never find "my people/tribe/whatthefuckever" because they don't exist. im done for.

No. 2258911

I hate male entitlement, I hate their unwarranted pride and inflated egos. They can't just kill themselves, they have to take others with them: strangers, family, their wives and children.
I wish them nothing but a constant state of paranoia and humiliation, they deserve all of their subconscious fears to be identified, laid bare, and exploitited.

No. 2258913

>>2258244
if you were just starting out, where would you put $500 right now?

No. 2258918

>>2258760
There is none, ignore it

No. 2258920

>>2258761
You don’t know what you’re talking about. Stop

No. 2258921

>>2258350
>increasingly hard for me to even dream of this life
i'm the same and it feels terrible tbh. i come from a poor family and it feels painful to want a better life when i feel like i will never achieve it because class mobility in my country is pretty much nonexistent and the class divide is massive. the worst thing is i have a fair amount of cultural capital and can blend in with richer people and they assume im from wealth, it's like being close but not quite there, and the hope feels like self torture. i also am still trying to get over my feelings of being a class traitor for wanting to be wealthy and comfortable. i feel like i'm running out of time to actually do something, i hate the rat race but i hate being poor too.

No. 2258927

>>2258640
I’m sorry Nona, I’ve been there. I understand how incredibly hard and how isolating being there feels. It’s a shame there are always going to be victim shamers wherever you go, but try to ignore them. I don’t really know what else to say just wanted to add some support. I don’t know why people find pleasure in kicking others when they are down at their lowest.

No. 2258928

>>2258761
My female cat got spayed and she's fine. You're weird

No. 2258929

>>2258909
Same nonnie, it sucks. Feels like you're behind glass by yourself and the whole world is unable to be reached. I hope you find friends soon.

No. 2258941

Lady behind me please stop sucking your fucking teeth

No. 2258942

>>2258252
>>2258301
I know a few people who got super lucky with a stock or coin really taking off and then they act like genius expert investors who made it happen but that's really not something anyone can replicate even with all the knowledge in the world. Those same biz dudes will lose hundreds of thousands on failures and bad calls. I worked with a cryptobro and he showed me how he lost all his gains, I would honestly spiral if I did that. I'm never going to dissuade investments but any nonas who read these and think "wow how can I also make millions from stocks or get this rich" have to deal with the fact it does not work that way. It's usually a slow climb and you often lose money on certain risks. Like I'm glad for anyone who uses this to their benefit especially to improve their life and not just become a hedonistic addict but it's not as easy as choosing and waiting to make your mega gains. Be ready to lose money and for things not to pan out as expected.

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>Anons using the word sapphic
>Anons misusing the greentext format
>Rise of spoonfeeding
>Rise of identityfagging
At this point I only stay on this website out of self harm

No. 2258964

i broke up with muh nigel i moved in with and now have to wait for him to move out. it feels like it's been a million years since i dumped him (probably because i'm a month sober now and time moves incredibly slow) but it was only like 10 days ago, and there's 10 more to go. he seems so unphased and planning huge events all of a sudden, even though he BEGGED me not to break up with him many times before and made it almost impossible, until i pushed it. why tf couldn't it just have been this easy months ago?? i know he's bitchless so it's not that. either way, i just want him out. i'm seriously going to lose my mind i hate having to share a space all day with this subhuman since he works at home. nonas please never move in with a moid, never make the same mistake i did.

No. 2258966

gonna spazz if I get unwillingly exposed to any more FDS/vindicta retardation on this site. stop larping as a stacy online and go outside, you're not fooling anyone.

No. 2258980

I'm so angry. Someone I knew jumped down an overpass for political protest. I wasn't friends with him just knew him. He had posted about his intention on twitter yesterday. I can't believe his friends didn't do anything. It is so pointless. Why is life like this.

No. 2258987

Everyone thinks I'm some genius when I'm literally retarded and it makes me want to go out of my way to fail so they stop expecting anything of me.

No. 2259012

I hate having big boobs. I hate having big areolas. I hate having uneven, saggy boobs.

No. 2259029

I miss nicotine. Why do cigarettes and vaping have to be so bad for you?

No. 2259045

I finally have a day off and I'm wasting it away. What should I do with myself? I feel like I am losing my mind. I feel hurt and alone. I've always been a work to live, not live to work type of person but right now i have nothing else going on in life, should i just become a work a holic? I don't know how to connect with people anymore, and I don't trust anyone. Feels like there's no point to anything.

No. 2259091

I wish I had close friends that enjoyed Xavier: Renegade Angel so we could just parrot quotes at each other all day. It's a cringe show to try and get people to enjoy, you're either repulsed by it or you think it's funny, I'm the latter, and I know I will ruin my relationships with certain people if I go on about liking it. It's just a show but it's the PFR guys so it's filled with "ironic racism" and "meta statements on soyciety" type humor so I don't blame anyone for hating it but I feel alone in enjoying it. I tried to show "The Heart She Holler" to someone but when Patten Oswald did a racist Chinese impression within the first minute of the first episode, my friend bailed immediately.

No. 2259093

Dumbass handmaiden that takes everything as a personal offense

No. 2259111

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Is any other European bothered by the age of consent laws? They should raise them to 18 like in the US.

No. 2259112

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>>2259111

Women in Europe are upset btw.

No. 2259113

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>>2259112

A lot of countries like Germany and Italy has it at 14.

No. 2259126

>>2258761
> spayed cats get extremely depressed

It's only 41% of them, nonny

No. 2259127

>>2259111
>>2259112
>>2259113
>this is what Europoors think is a civilized society

No. 2259132

I wanted to write how bad I feel seeing clean freak girls having new herpes when they get a boyfriend but they really have just worms for brains

No. 2259134

>>2259113
I know Germany has several seperate laws that make the average grooming situation pretty much a crime. It's also seen as pedophilia by society like everywhere else.

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>>2259127

It does get better. Spain for instance raised theirs from 13 to 16. Romania from 14 to 16.

>>2259134

Oh yes, you cannot be their teacher for instance. But it is legal if you are a teacher from another school.

No. 2259162

My friend lost in court.

She was hit, raped, abused, had to pay for everything.. he got her bc he wanted an easy "asian" wife. The abuse I've witnessed and testified to, the shit she had to go through, an entire child lost due to his abuse.. and he fucking won. My thoughts are a mess. I want to drive out, find him and put an end to it. I'd like to put that judge on blast, I feel so angry and done with it. I was there, I watched their relationship and this gross old fuck says nothing she claimed happened.. I want them all to die.

No. 2259171

>>2259111
There is the law as written in the Napoleonic Code and then there's the law as applied by people
A 28 year old dating a 15 year old is possibile but kind of unnerving and the age gap appears to be too wide, just like businesses earning money and not paying taxes in large amounts
>>2259113
I remember a case where 13 year old girls were getting paid in smartphone money for personal services, and when they were caught they said "who's really being exploited here? I'm getting the money from them, who's the sucker here?"

No. 2259180

I'm so tired and worried about everything. On one hand, I dread the feeling of confiding to anyone because I'm scared of annoying or burdening people with my problems. On the other hand, I do feel alone and sacred sometimes. It's selfish of me to expect people to care, but sometimes I wish someone did. It's been overwhelming, the idea of being listened to and comforted seems like a dream right now, but I can't find the courage to subject anyone to this.

No. 2259221

>>2259171
This is why i hate liberal feminism, they use the same cope all the time. "Who's really the sucker?" Still you. Especially when it comes to contributing to the sex industry.

No. 2259246

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I've got to say it…I'm into gilfs. Old ass women who aren't afraid to hide it. Geriatric but still ferocious and glamorous old lady. Not quite Maud from the nursing home but definitely needs some wrinkles with the glamour. Delightf ul

No. 2259292

>>2259012
Don’t forget the sweat from the end of the day, back pain, not sleeping on stomach, pretty much every outfit making your boobs stand out, ugh. We’re in this together nonna, it’s gonna be ok I guess.

No. 2259318

I hate my classmate that I do clinicals with. Of all people why did I have to be paired with her? She’s causing so many problems with the workers at the clinic, and it makes me feel awkward. She constantly gets offended when someone tells her she isn’t doing something correctly and acts like they’re wrong (despite them being in the field for 40 years and her literally just being a student)
She always asks our instructor to go home from clinics because there’s “nothing to do” when there literally is stuff for us to do and plenty of patients.
Almost everyday she rants to me about certain workers or this student there for internship from another school being “bitches”. When in reality no one there is rude which is shocking for a hospital, so I have no idea what she’s even talking about.
She also gets jealous very VERY easily. She’s always jealous of the student from a different college than us, because she’s really good at the skills we are learning. Yet she somehow spins it into her being a “know it all” or a stuck up bitch somehow??
She complains about the hospital so much and literally makes up problems about the place being a shit hole. I’m so confused because the hospital has special accreditations and does everything gold standard.
Lately she doesn’t even talk to me during clinicals when I say something. This started after I didn’t need help with dental radiographs anymore.
She always says the most retarded shit to my instructor asking if we can go home and that there’s nothing to do and I hate being grouped into it. The workers have started acting awkward around us because of her bullshit and it’s so annoying.

No. 2259330

>>2258845
This is juicy. More details please

No. 2259339

>>2259091
That's one of my favourite shows nonnie. In college I tried to force my classmates to watch it with me. I was the only one really laughing and everyone else looked like I was holding them hostage…

No. 2259341

I don't understand how most people around me socialise with each other with such ease. Is it because I'm ugly? or stupid? or abrasive? What's wrong with me in particular that forces them to treat me like an alien or an animal?

No. 2259362

"Well, if I was in your place, I'd do–" notttttthing; I've seen you in my position and that's the very thing you did–nothing at all, just like me. I swear to god, personification of barking dogs don't bite, just that this one does neither while claiming to do both.

No. 2259420

>>2259341
Well, I'm all of those things and autistic and that's more or less why people can't stand me kek

No. 2259438

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Waited until i was married to become sexually active and now everytime me and my husband have sex i either get a yeast infection, UTI or BV. My results came clean for any STDs and ureo/mycoplasma. He has pretty good hygiene for a man so its not really his fault, my vagina apparently just doesnt like anything going anywhere near it, i also get the same reaction from using toys with any type of lube be it either water or silicon base.
Trying Boric Acid supplements this week, if that doesnt work im gonna start looking into pseudoscience woo woo like going on a keto diet because im at my fucking wits end, im physically exhausted everyday and the itching drives me fucking insane.

No. 2259448

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God I hate anime and disney for making me have the most retarded body dysmorphia, I get suicidal over my nose and profile not looking like some freaky rat creature without a nose bridge like picrel and it's absolutely retarded but I can't help finding my big bad witch nose to be a crime against humanity

No. 2259453

I worry so much about my Niece. She is only two but she is the most perfect human being i have ever seen. Shes so kind to everyone, animals, insects, etc. she isn't annoying or bratty like many kids are.
Thats why I worry about her so much. I worry she will get bullied in school once she starts. I worry she'll get sick. I worry a scrote will kidnap her. I worry a dog will attack her. Shes so tiny and Theres just so much that can hurt her and it worries me so much.
These intrusive thoughts keep me up at night. I have started carrying a knife with me whenever i bring her to the park because my biggest fear is that a scrote will try to kidnap her. It just seems like the worst thing that can happen to someone.
It's so unfair that she has to live in a world as chaotic and violent as this one.

No. 2259465

>>2259111
Why is the headline that he was not forced to quit when the text then literally says he was kicked out…?

Anyway that's consistent with I see in my own low age consent country. Nobody really cares about the legal "age of consent", it's literally not a common topic like it is in America. People are just naturally disgusted and mistrusting of any adult man dating teenagers anyway, and there are no creepy countdowns to someone "becoming legal" or using "they were 18" as an excuse. I think maybe 18 being the age of consent has backfired and put WAY too much focus on it for you guys, while for us the socially accepted age is instead somewhere around 20+. It's hard to explain the cultural difference but it seems like thanks to your laws preying on 18 year old girls is "legal and ok", while here it never was about the legally defined age of consent so it never got to that point. Instead if something like your picrel happens people are very grossed out and kick those men out. But I also think the US absolutely can NOT remove it now because of the gross culture it created, people would flock to abuse teenagers if you changed it now. And I do worry because of the internet and my country being such fanboys of the US that your culture will spread here and create a problem.

No. 2259486

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>I'm HUNGRY for meme posts like never before
>The constraints of the farm surely have a backdoor
>Once I figure out how to unclip our wings,
>GUESS WHO'LL BE SHITPOSTING ALLLL THE THINGS?!

No. 2259493

>>2259486
>shitty hazbeen whore-tel reaction pic
You give dumbass shit thread a very bad name

No. 2259499

>>2259453
You have a very motherly love and that’s beautiful. I am surprised too, having looked after kids that someone so young can be so kind and considerate. It makes me feel hopeful about the world. Can you ask your sister or brother to teach her about safety before she starts school?

No. 2259515

I wish my mom wasn't a fucking retard

No. 2259523

I wish I felt any sexual gratification I feel so jealous of all my friends sucking and fucking like it's normal. My body isn't sensitive at all I think about someone raping and murdering me (in whatever order) so often I hope someone gets some enjoyment out of me before I die.

No. 2259525

>>2259486
I hear you and I feel you but the hazbing shit is cringe as fuck

No. 2259532

>>2259525
Bing or Google?

No. 2259541

>>2259525
>>2259493
See? This is why we need the shitposting containment threads!

No. 2259544

>>2259523
Didn't somebody already post this before

No. 2259547

>>2259438
That used to happen to me every time I had sex with my previous boyfriend and then I started peeing immediately after sex and I never got a uti again, sorry anon. I hope the answer to your problem is easily fixable.

No. 2259551

>>2258941
No I don't think I will

No. 2259552

>>2251560
Complaining about my sped wrangling job again because it's just getting harder and harder. They moved the verbal, high-functioning kids from our class and brought in 3 low-functioning kids.
They all fucking cry and scream non-stop when they don't get their way. Their one-to-ones just sit on their asses while the kids wander the room and fuck shit up.

One of the boys shrieks non-stop on the top of his lungs when he's upset. They fucking suck so much. I hate hate hate hate hate retarded male children with behavior problems like this. Just take them straight to D-75 6-1-1 classes. They have no fucking purpose in a public school.
I hate to think it but with that one screaming kid, I see why some parents just slap them around because its so fucking awful to deal with. I would lose my mind having to hear that shit as a neighbor even.

No. 2259590

>>2259438
look into D-mannose

No. 2259603

>>2259552
I wish you the best if you need to make a job transition, nona. My short-lived stint as a public school teacher taught me that I'm not nearly as cut out for that shit as I thought I was, even with the "mainstream" classes which are full of attention-seeking, low performing boys and IEP students with hardly any support. I truly don't know how special education teachers do it, as you're definitely more stressed and exhausted than we were. And the SHRIEKING and hitting! Holy shit. I always wanted to be a parent, but teaching made me realize that I'm too scared of having a disabled kid. The risks of pregnancy, plus the thought of having a shrieking autistic boy that grows up to be a shrieking autistic man with retard-strength is too scary for me.

No. 2259618

>>2259438
lmao at women having sex with gross men
literally getting repeated infections from getting penetrated, sorry that's vile

No. 2259631

I can't seem to have anything containing tomato without getting diarrhea. All I want to do is be lazy and buy myself a hot meal somewhere but I'm scared to. I want to love food but I have a few allergies that make me hate eating to live.

No. 2259634

I have shit to do but I can't stop reading old threads AAAAAAHHHGGGGG

No. 2259648

>>2259438
Seconding the peeing thing, but also I recommend bringing a pre-sex shower into your foreplay if not just hand washing
Semen can be an irritant so if you aren't using a condom try that, and if you are then swap to latex free
Another thing is that if you are getting UTIs frequently then you might be getting too much friction on your uretha during sex, try to be careful of that. Lots of water based lube can help too.
I had this problem when I was younger too, this probably isn't what you want to hear but having sex when you aren't that turned on can make it worse

No. 2259649

If anyone was wondering men in their 40s are absolutely big whiny faggots

No. 2259652

>>2259438
Your husband probably has a dirty dick he doesn't wash and rinse properly and he could also be shite at foreplay and doing what a lot of men do and go in to far with their hands and don't wash their fucking hands or clean nails and they think too much friction and force will make up for their shite technique and someone never knowing where anything is even though they're glued to porn

No. 2259655

>>2259652
Also some men are absolutely dunces and will try and poke and prod your asshole then go back to vagina. That shit causes infection.

No. 2259677

>>2259547
I always pee after sex and wash with water after sex, usually full blown shower after, didnt make much of a difference.
>>2259648
Thanks nona, noted before i also pee before sex, my gyno suggested it might be anatomical because there isnt much space in between my urethra and the actual vagina opening, probably just bad luck on my case.
>>2259652
>>2259618
I know "dirty dick" Is usually the cause but its 100% not in my case, hes quite fussy about cleaning himself and really gets down at it. Guy literally has a full blown lab-grade cleaning cabinet for his hands because of his work.

I still have the same problem when using toys like i said in my post, and i clean them very well with boiling water.

No. 2259682

>>2259438
I used to have this and idk what changed but I shower before/after, take ibuprofen for swelling, make sure I'm relaxed, and it's fine now. I noticed it was wayyyy worse before I put foreplay as a priority. Something about muscles tensing and stress has a big effect down there too. Maybe get some probiotics, and make sure any previous infections are all gone because they can linger and reappear for a long time. Make sure your man is all clean too, including dick, hands, and mouth.

No. 2259700

>>2259677
Try going 100% gluten free for a bit. I got yeast infections as a virgin when I was still consuming gluten.

No. 2259711

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I give up on having moid friends.
>befriended two men who treat me like a normal human being without any creepiness attached
>they turn out to be 4chan anonspregs and coomers who reply to baits
Why am I even trying. I should only talk to my friends who barely spend any time online. Fucking hell.

No. 2259716

>>2259499
I have been teaching her a bit about stranger danger, but I don't want to over do it and make her a paranoid mess like me lol.

No. 2259721

>>2259552
I find it hard to believe that the parents of these screeching retarded scrotlets actually love them. I couldn't live with myself knowing that my child isa a retard who will never talk, cant love me and will never been independent so im stuck with it for ever.
All they can do is break shit and scream. I am so happy that my niece is healthy and not male. I couldn't imagine a disabled child, let alone a scrotlet, being cute and friendly.

No. 2259723

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im so sad and frustrated. i really want to learn to use lolcow mindfully. theres so much i can learn and interact with—the ms paint thread, fashion or cooking, web development, university, mundane thread, etc. yet i hop on for 20-60 minutes a day just to consume junk food threads on cows and celebrities and so forth. but i also dont think id be happy cutting lc out entirely. im so very doomed. i cant figure it out

No. 2259724

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The Publix worker put Turkey on my sub rather than the ham I asked for. They don’t even sound remotely similar. What the fuck.

No. 2259726

>>2259723
nevermind new game plan. block it on my phone and only allow “good threads” to be unblocked for 30 min. a day on my computer!

No. 2259728

>>2259724
Be grateful. Turkey is the healthier deli meat.

No. 2259731

>>2259723
honestly my lc experience has improved now i use /ot/ less often. it's a very fast moving board so you're always tempydw to respond or kepp up with threads. maybe try and stick to the less active boards if you want to spend less time in here? it's worked for me

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>>2259728
I don’t eat turkey because I once had food poisoning from turkey. I can’t eat it without becoming nauseous now nona.

No. 2259734

>>2259728
Ntayrt but you are stupid. Anon paid money for that sandwich, and the transaction was incorrect through no fault of her own

No. 2259736

>>2259728
But ham yummy

No. 2259741

I'm trying to build up the nerve to confront someone about something. My social anxiety is kicking my ass, I'm nervous.

No. 2259749

>>2259736
You are what you eat as they say.

No. 2259750

>>2259749
Omg did you just call her fat?????

No. 2259765

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>>2259734
>>2259736
Thank you for supporting me in this difficult time nonnies.

>>2259749
Oink oink I’m sublime on a Publix sub sandwich and cost $1.50 more than my gobbling compatriots then.

No. 2259774

This is so stressful I should have never talked to her

No. 2259777

I have met lots of people with awful childhoods. Some have suffered abuse, grooming and really fucked up stuff. They have hobbies, friends, go partying and have normal social media and they exist outside of their trauma and you can't even tell they have mental illness unless they tell you themselves. Then there's fucking Jillian whose had enough money to change aesthetics every two months in her teens, could afford a Japan trip, had expensive hauls weekly, has been able to have normal relationships (friends and boyfriends) BUT suddenly she's just not functional enough to do normal stuff and can't exist outside her mental illness. We are letting priviledged people be comfortable crying about their first world problems on twitter under the disguise of "My life has been hard as well! i had gender issues! I have a child living in my head and even though my mom is always buying her 200usd toys on amazon for her it has been really debilitating."
Jill, there's people that are dying.

No. 2259851

Mom got off her medication so she can drink again so of course she immediately gets into tipsy ranting mode. At least it's 'kind' ranting but still, I can't deal with drunk people. You can't just tell them to leave you alone cause you know all this already.

No. 2259858

>finally has a day where my brain isn’t filled with terror and stress
>realizes that everybody ignores me and I’m practically invisible even on the internet nobody ever responds to me
>stuck using this website where nobody gives a shit about anyone
this ruined the little happiness i enjoyed for a little bit

No. 2259877

>>2259858
Same
I started crochet recently and it has been helping when my mind like that. Do you have any hobbies to distract yourself with?
>>2259741
What are you confronting them about?

No. 2259882

Great, just got told I gotta go to a doctor's appointment tomorrow. Waking up early and going through all the hassle just to get told I'm still ugly, underweight and that my hormones suck, real cool I guess, I'm so excited

No. 2259890

I hate having shit I wanna talk about feel insane for even on here. I have noticed something that has bothered me for so long but man it feels shitty to talk about. I feel like I got set up to live a life where I feel like a fucking faker and be grouped in with crazies. Like damn.

No. 2259891

>doing a favor for my mother
>she comes home
>"anon, if I said something, would you get mad?"
>tell her no, just say it
>"you should stick a lemon up your vagina because you smell like shit"
Being clear, obviously I wash every day but what the fuck man.

No. 2259904

>>2259891
She sounds fun
>>2259890
You should have typed what you really wanted to say

No. 2259914

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I really didn't care about the elections and seeing that both candidates were garbage I thought everyone would just not give a fuck either hut seeing everyone freak out and get suicidal over trump makes me feel weird, is there something wrong with me for not sympathizing with them? Am I part of the problem?

No. 2259919

>>2259914
No those people are hysterical retards and instead of being productive about the loss and seeing what they can do different they'd rather give in to propaganda and kill themselves.

No. 2259922

>>2259904 but nonna.. I’m shy. Tdlr. I was diagnosed with a munchie favorite disorder as a child. This was like early 00s before the surge. I have some health issues from it but not the severity munchies claim. It’s manageable in some aspects and just annoying in others. it’s eating me alive to the point I’m considering being reassessed to see if the diagnosis is even correct.

No. 2259932

>>2259922
How is it a munchie disorder if you're getting health issues from it?
You should get reassessed though if it'll ease the stress. Hope it doesn't cost much as I'm assuming it'll cost you

No. 2259953

>>2259932
It’s one they cling onto and claim a lot. I feel weird out right saying it but it’s easy to deduct. I can say it’s not as bad as they claim. I have had so any weird encounters over the years that has made me feel weird imposter syndrome. I don’t talk about it unless I feel the need and sometimes I need to but it makes me feel weird. I was diagnosed as a small child. Shit tons of testing was done on me. I have health issues from it but it’s just. Heck. I don’t even know. Talking about this is weird. Oh, it’s gonna be hard to even get into a doctor let alone a specialist for it that isn’t a hack. I’m just tired of this weird guilt I live with for sometimes needing a brace on a bad day but push myself anyway while these girls claim to be dainty bubble girls in their wheel chair and have their service dogs at Disney every weekend.

No. 2259958

>>2259953
It's okay that you need a brace some days, you shouldn't push yourself

No. 2259999

I just can't anymore. My brother is going to keep being abusive towards me and my mom. My mom is going to get more old and fragile and I'm scared of losing her. I'm probably going to get worse physically as well as mentally. My plans for the future aren't working. I need a job asap even if I sacrifice my dreams. I feel like I should just kill myself. I really should. I can't live in peace as long as my environment keeps killing me. I just want to die.

No. 2260008

If someone pulls up in the other drive thru lane AFTER me they should not get served first you shit for brains wagie skank. As in the person in front of me ordered and went to the first window, I pulled up, the person in the other lane ordered and went to the first window, then another person pulled up into the other lane and got served and pulled ahead of me even though I was there first. She tells me to go ahead, I place my order, then she says nevermind please wait and I'm sitting there while she takes the other guys order. What the fuck, ugly? After sitting there being ignored even longer I just left. There were loud scrotes in the parking lot being gay with their cars I hope one of them crashes into the building and it shuts down

No. 2260010

>>2260008
You sound like a lovely little princess who has no idea how stuff like that works.

No. 2260013

>>2260010
I also will not pull ahead for the retarded timer I don't care if it makes you look bad. Work faster and you won't look bad simple as

No. 2260040

>>2260008
Sausage fingers typed this shit. Walk inside then fatty.

No. 2260043

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>>2260008
>what the fuck, ugly?
Kek it's so funny when some of you expose what insults hurt you the most because you throw around words like ugly where it doesn't even make sense. Raging over a drive-thru meal, big backed as fuck.

No. 2260074

>>2260013
You’re raging because your fatass wasn’t served high sodium slop fast enough. I wish to take all of the anachans starvation/suffering and give it to you

No. 2260075

>>2259877
I try to play cute little fun games to pass the time but I have up my hobbies a long time ago sadly… crocheting sounds nice but it seems to complex and hard to do for my small brain

No. 2260077

kek I literally felt like i was tipped over the edge enough to call the suicide hotline (I have no one to talk to) and they literally hung up the instant i asked to be "anonymous please" while crying. Wtf if I actually wanted to end it that might have been my reason.

No. 2260078

>>2260074
Noo I don't want to be afraid of bread and bash my head for attention noooo

No. 2260088

>>2260077
why do you want to kys?

No. 2260093

>>2260075
What games do you play?
If you think crochet sounds nice you should look up some beginner tutorials on YouTube. You'll see it's not difficult and more just practicing the stitch patterns

No. 2260096

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my 19th is coming up soon and im a bit pissed,i dont want to get older, why is being an adult so boring sometimes. i get people grow out of their old styles and whatnot but i just want to have fun godammit

No. 2260103

>>2260096
bitch you are turning 19 not 55

No. 2260104

>>2260096
You've been an adult for a second, calm it or you'll get wrinkles

No. 2260105

>>2260096
life isn't over at 25 and you're not old when you hit 20, 30, even 40. worry about this at 50, at the earliest. you're a teenager, enjoy your birthday.

No. 2260112

>>2260096
kek I remember feeling like this when I turned 18-19

No. 2260113

>>2260096
More and more I see why people treat people 18-25 like idiots because they totally are

No. 2260115

>>2260078
Bashing your head may rearrange your neuroses, little miss spergout over a fast food drive thru

No. 2260124

>>2260115
>little miss
Stop flirting with me heehee

No. 2260141

>>2260124
Yeah I'm sure this kwuirky attitude is all you have between McDonald's binges

No. 2260142

Why is every healthy recipe so hard to make and requieres weird ingredients i have never heard of. I hate being a fatty but i dont have money to try new weird stuff. I guess its chicken salad until i lost 10kg from now on.

No. 2260146

>>2260088
My life is changing for the worse. My bf of 9 years that said he would marry me ended up leaving me, now I'm all alone having to scramble and find the basics to live somewhere in the timeframe of barely 2 months while still job searching. So yeah I have some times where I feel hopeless and literally have no one and nothing except the few belongings in my spare temporary room in the apartment. I wouldnt actually kms but I feel sad and lonely as hell grappling with the feeling of my entire world changing. Fuck me for trusting a moid. Never fucking make the same mistake, none of us are special.

No. 2260150

>>2259711
Why would you even befriend men kek

No. 2260151

>>2260142
It isn’t that hard nonna, you literally need olive oil, onion and garlic, that’s the perfect base for everything, you don’t need to add anything else.

No. 2260162

>>2258692
If you live someplace with street cats you can take care of street cats. I set out food and water for them and would set up places for them to sleep and found how to administer basic medicine when they got sick. Over time I've tamed many of them and have helped several of them find homes. It's like having a cat but not having a cat.

No. 2260166

>>2259438
Your husband needs to shower before sex. He can keep passing infections to you, he needs to start washing with antibacterial and antifungal bodywash. If you start taking something for a yeast infection he needs to be applying antifungal cream.

It's also possible you are allergic to his semen.

No. 2260172

>>2260151
but how do i turn that into food

No. 2260177

>>2260172
When I was trying to lose weight I kept a small rotation of recipes I didn't mind a lot of. Trying to make something new every time was too much.

No. 2260179

Chronic emptiness type of night

No. 2260182

>>2260177
what recipes nonny? please tell me

No. 2260188

I think I’m a wee manic from anxiety or smthin. Kek.

No. 2260200

>>2260182
I ate a variation of this meal every day for a month:

I would buy salad green mix and add shredded bagged carrots and chop up cucumber and I would eat that dressed with olive oil, salt and balsamic vinegar and slivered almonds. It was fast to put together compared to fancier salads. I would put a bit of olive oil and balsamic vinegar into a shallow dish and dipped bread into it to go with my salad. I bought this bigass bag of frozen tilapia fillets and I would cook those fillets with butter, garlic and lemon (wrapped in foil or baking paper). So I had my meal of fish, salad, bread with dipping oil and if I was still hungry I would have dessert. The dessert would either be a scoop of ice cream or I would make a parfait with sugar free vanilla yogurt, granola and frozen berries.

For work lunch bc I was too lazy to cook I'd pack baby carrots, an fruit to slice, a palmful of almonds, and some dried fruit.

Overall pretty satisfying and easy to prepare especially once I'd made it a few times. I thought it was tasty too. I was avoiding my usual mid day fatigue and losing weight without thinking about it.

No. 2260212

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I'm bipolar. Saw my psychiatrist Tuesday and she said I was having a manic episode. I told her I was fine cause I was in the end of it. But she still upped my dosage and told me to contact her if its not getting better (She thought I should have called her when I realized I was manic 2 week ago but I didn't cause I didn't feel it was a big deal). It's not stopping. I'm legitimately angry cause I CANNOT stand myself when I'm like this. I'm so annoying and won't shut up and act weird and I think I'm being totally normal then realize I'm really fucking weird. Stopped texting friends cause I can't stop sending 15 minute voice memos and long paragraphs about random shit and I'm so annoying. So I'm on lolcow. Now I can't stop going on random threads and throwing really long tangents. I'm kinda embarrassed too cause I'm realizing I always do this when I'm manic. So if you ever see someone rambling a lot and repeating herself about random cows well… It's either an autistic farmer or a bipolar farmer maybe could be a bpd farmer too I guess.

No. 2260215

>>2260212
>either an autistic farmer of a bipolar farmer or a bpd farmer
Hey it could be a farmer with a combo or even all 3

No. 2260216

Middle of the night and I'm remembering the time I nearly lost my eyeball due to a sleep study test and subsequent medical negligence. Fuckin assholes.

No. 2260217

Haven’t gotten fucked since Monday afternoon and I’m ovulating and super horny. I shouldn’t have given my bf a handjob yesterday morning. Before you say he’s addicted to porn, he’s not, we basically share a studio, he’s just got a low libido for some reason (maybe cause he’s fat? I should convince him to work out and be hornier, I don’t care that he’s fat but I want to fuck everyday).

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>>2260212
I think I’m bipolar because I do this exact shit. Some times I just want to talk about a topic but legit no one cares or it’s controversial and can turn into an argument due to how loud and passionate I get when I just want to talk about this thing. I’ve learned to just use my voice recording app and just record myself talking about whatever topic that won’t leave my head. It’s really embarrassing. I just pretend I’m on the phone if someone is home but really I’m just talking to myself. I listen back to it like a personal podcast. Personally I think I’m fun when I’m manic but the world doesn’t like opinionated women I’m noticing.

No. 2260221

>>2260217
Make him go to the doctor to lose weight and get his testosterone checked

No. 2260222

>psychosis on both sides of the family
It's joever

No. 2260228

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jesus christ pinkpilled yet another time. i should've known every single hollywood man was a creep, but this guy's podcasts and movies gave me so much joy. he was one of the things keeping me going through my depression so i let myself think he was different, like i wasn't even attracted to him but he came off so fun and charismatic, everyone seemed to adore him (except the women in the industry apparently. of course).

hated men before but i actually fully hate them now, can't have shit, they always ruin everything. now that i know he sucks i will dedicate all my energy to my other parasocial obsession who is female, i always liked her better so whatever.

No. 2260232

I’ve been with my bf for 4 years and he’s perfect for me, exactly my type and always goes out of his way to do things for me and he’ll basically do anything I tell him and I love him and my family loves him, but I’m upset at him for not having a place of his own where we can live together yet. He’s still in college and should graduate soon for decent paying jobs and he works outside of classes, but it’s getting really hard to live at home because I hate it here and he knows that. I wish he’d do something to get us a place sooner.

No. 2260236


No. 2260242

>>2260232
Are you also working for it? You can't really expect him to handle everything

No. 2260243

>>2260219
I do similar things too nona. And I also enjoyed it like you at the beginning. It is kinda fun in a way. It's easy to stop taking it seriously when at times you're feeling yourself like that. I've been diagnosed for 7 years. So I've gone through phases where I've stopped taking meds cause "I wanna be creative again", "i wanna be confident again!" and "mania is not so bad!" etc. With the years they've stopped being fun, they are draining, embarrassing and you can get off the rails. When I was 19 I told my doctor I liked mania cause I was confident, friendlier, chattier, could make friends, could write short stories, go out etc. Almost 30 now and the last mania I had ruined my life. I had stopped taking my meds (like I did a few years ago, which also got so bad I was assaulted). Before I would think "whatever it's not even that bad!" and its Always what happens before I stop taking them, getting episodes frequently and few months later losing it.
If you're interested in getting diagnosed I'd advice it cause the meds make the episodes less frequent and milder. You WILL miss being manic nona (it's part of the experience). But if bipolar runs in your family or it starts getting bad with you, please do consider it. I've met other bipolar with similar experiences. Met a man married with children who was bipolar and stable for years (older man) stopped taking meds, "disappeared" and killed himself. An uncle of mine (didn't met him) also bipolar killed himself (also had a wife and kids). As far as women friend of the family was bipolar, had a job and fully functional for years. Stopped taking meds and now fully dependent on her family cause she lost her job, cant afford meds, too dysfunctional to work, went off the rails and now moved back with her family, friends don't know how to help her, being isolated doesn't help etc. I've always feared I would end up like them. And while thankfully my symptoms are not that bad. Bipolar is a degenerative disease. Like I said I also went from "eh whatever" to "holy shit what the fuck is wrong with me" the way my episodes progressed. It's legit dangerous to let it go unattended as you get older. You'll get like Kanye. Don't do it. Look after yourself.

No. 2260246

>>2260236
Nta but it better not be Jim Carrey kek.

No. 2260248

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>>2260246
>>2260236
im too upset to discuss

No. 2260255

>>2260228
Who's your other parasocial obsession nonna? Would love to tune in to more female podcasters

No. 2260266

>>2260243
That’s why you shouldn’t bother with bpd-chans nonnas, leave that train wreck alone. If they’re ever good they’ll stop taking their meds and shit on their life and in turn yours too.

No. 2260268

>>2260232
Raise your ass and work for it yourself retard, with two incomes is easier to rent. That or be patient and wait for him to have a stable income, but you’ll be depending on him.

No. 2260269

>>2260232
Are you not upset by yourself? you’re a bum.

No. 2260271

>>2260217
Fatties with fatties unite!

No. 2260275

>>2260172
> breast chicken
>any green vegetables of your choice. Sauté onions and garlic in warm oil and then add your vegetables after blanching them for a bit. Add salt to finish it up
Meal n1
>grain rice
>broccoli sautéed in the pan like before
>bites of chicken , dipped in flour and cooked in oil along with some orange juice and a tiny bit of sugar with corn starch to make it saucy
meal.2
>quinoa or black rice
>pumpkin cooked in the oven with oil and rosemary
>shrimp
Meal n.3
>pumpkin cooked in the oven with oil and rosemary
>continue cooking in the pan with garlic and onion, add some cream and a potato
> blend everything
Meal n4
>boil your farro
>sauté zucchini with oil and garlic
>blend a bit of it with water and keep some
>mix everything with the farro and add shrimp
Meal n5

No. 2260283

To sage or not to sage.

No. 2260328

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>>2259162
>he got her bc he wanted an easy "asian" wife.

I know that type very well. They cannot get a young conservative white woman (their own preference). Since those type of girls go for young white conservative men. Young catholic virgins marry other young catholic virgins. So these gross dudes prey on asians.

No. 2260334

>>2260328
his head shape and balloon stomach is really offensive

No. 2260340

Growing up isolated from peers by my family while said family never helped me with anything really pushed me into my own bubble permanently. I have to be able to do everything alone, be hyperindependent after being forced to fend for myself, or else it doesn't feel right or "safe". The only thing stopping me from being diagnosed with SzPD is that I still crave and engage in plenty of friendships and relationships but the introversion shut-in tendencies are real

No. 2260355

Getting fed up of being meek all the time. I'm not meek. I literally think most people are far more retarded than me. I genuinely think I'm smarter than most and I got abused by my mother growing up and I've got a very sharp tongue and nasty streak that I keep underwraps because I know how to function and conduct myself in the world but omg when people are rude to me or someone close to me is out of line I just want to actually burn every bridge and go fucking mental on them and release 30 years of pent up anger from being victimised but not allowed to call myself a victim because that triggers people that were abusive to me. Anyway. I hate you and I want to make you cry again

No. 2260361

My rage grows even stronger. I feel a lot of anger towards other women and it comes out of major disgust for them. I have nothing in common with scrotes and women, this sucks

No. 2260374

>>2260328
She looks like she's about to cry.

No. 2260386

I just woke up in the middle of the night to smoke a joint and I dont know what to do. I'm dying from PTSD, my health is getting deeper in the shitter as I'm typing this, and I don't even know if I will survive to my 23rd year of life. I am so fucking horrified.

No. 2260409

>>2260386
Try kava kava tablets to help you sleep at night. Sorry I don't what else to say.

No. 2260433

>>2259448
these are not even real people. they are drawings. real people have diverse features, and it's okay. get a grip

No. 2260438

>>2259649
men of all ages, have this quality actually. can confirm

No. 2260447

>>2260409
Kek thank you nonny

No. 2260454

I fear this tranny shit will not die down. God, I was really hoping it would slowly go away, some other fad taking its place, but I think it's here to stay.

No. 2260502

I would be the most gorgeous man if I was a man but now I'm stuck looking like a freakish woman.

No. 2260503

>>2260460
Confusion = a desire for clarity
Distressing thoughts = a desire for peace

The idea is, suffering comes from wishing things were different than how they are. Not necessarily desiring tangible things.

No. 2260504

>>2260361
t. enby

No. 2260508

>>2260460
i thought it was attachment or expectation is the root of suffering. you're attached to those thoughts that are troubling you. or you're expecting life to be a way (easy, happy, etc), that it is not. Desiring something different than what is, causes the suffering.

No. 2260510

>>2260502
i doubt this is true. i'm sure you look fine.

No. 2260532

>>2260502
Handsome women are metal. I bet you're cute asf nonny

No. 2260547

Another say another instance of becoming enraged listening to men and women talk in the workplace. Why are YOU, an adult woman pitching your voice up to sound like a snotty little girl when talking to your male coworkers? Why do you laugh obnoxiously loud when with male coworkers as opposed to your female coworkers? Literally what the fuck is wrong with you woman? You're so annoying holy shit. I hate working wagie jobs it really opens your eyes to the special treatment the most mediocre and annoying males get from female coworkers on account of having a fucking penis. KILL YOURSELVES!!!!

No. 2260551

I was raised to only speak when spoken to and now I'm the most boring person alive. Thanks.

No. 2260553

Being sick at work is literally humiliating.

No. 2260554

>>2260553
Coughing and wheezing in the break room kill me.

No. 2260565

>>2260554
me right now

No. 2260567

Ugh, having period cramps this morning but I have to get my ass to work. I wish we could take sick days for menstruation.

No. 2260574

>>2260565
Ayrt, it's so fucking embarrassing don't even get me started on trying to hold in your cough and then shaking and vibrating and then the dreaded involuntary moaning because the cough has to come out but you don't want to be annoying. I need to shoot myself right now. I sound legit retarded.

No. 2260582

>>2260567
We should get at least 2 paid sick days for our periods every month. If men had periods they wouldn't be working during them, guaranteed.

No. 2260597

I hate my boyfriend because he isn't sending messages as passionately as usual.
I'm never good enough or entertaining enough for anyone. People are fucking vile and evil.

No. 2260615

I haven't slept well in days and everything is making me cry. I want to sleep so badly but I'm too busy pitying myself to knock out. This is so annoying

No. 2260617

777

No. 2260620

>>2260597
Bippie alert

No. 2260633

>>2260597
me but with my best friend, trying to stay sane

No. 2260638

>>2260629
There was no reason to autosage it, they just got shocked that they actually have to do their jobs to moderate. Mass reporting doesn’t mean you have to believe all of the mass reports, such a ridiculous and stupid excuse they seriously hate everyone and I fucking hate them too

No. 2260641

Anyone noticing how much the internet is turning into a cesspit where you can’t even shitpost anymore…. so only zoomers get to shitpost but not the people who are trying to shitpost on a fucking imageboard??? Roundhouse and judo kick the farmhands muffin tops

No. 2260643

My shitty ex boyfriend who cheated on me is an edgy atheist that hates religion and creams his pants over anything that has to do with capitalism so I am going to use his email address to subscribe to a bunch of super annoying christian themed newsletters. He is also a vegan. Any more ideas? He teaches comp sci but is a stupid idiot who uses the same email address for everything so he'll probably think that it's one of his students. His birthday is in a few days so it is basically an early birthday gift.

No. 2260649

>>2260643
Church of Scientology

No. 2260653

I know I speak weirdly, I always talk too quietly and with an abnormal cadence. Ever since I was a child I have been told I have stilted speech but I cannot make my voice sound normal. I try to imitate average speaking patterns but I just sound even weirder. It bothers me so much because I am aware of it but can't do anything about it. I hate the action of speaking anyway so knowing this makes it even worse. I can't wait until everyone is forcibly chipped by fuhrer Musk and we only communicate non-verbally via electromagnetic signals.

No. 2260654

>>2260629
More than I hate them, I hate the anons that suck their inverted dicks "oooh good job mods thank you for your hard work" what work? They barely do anything besides taking sides in the unpopular opinions infights and power tripping on the most retarded bans.

No. 2260662

>>2260228
Sorry to piggyback off of your vent but I feel this way with Michael Jackson. I idealized him as a kid because of how gentle and kind he seemed and how he sang of wanting to make the world a better place. Now as an adult I can see him for what he really was.

No. 2260668

>>2260643
If he’s an ex why are you still talking about him

No. 2260674

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You will never understand my urge to troll the fuck out of internet trannies. I so badly want to say “how does it feel knowing you will never be a woman no matter how much you try? how does it feel knowing you can’t even be a woman who doesn’t even exist?” I’m trying so hard to refrain myself

No. 2260675

>>2260664
Where tf are you dumbass shitters whenever this website becomes boring?? What websites do you guys go on now? I need some recs because the options are becoming smaller and smaller each day and crystal.cafe is barely active like this place

No. 2260691

>>2260674
I know how you feel anon. But it's tiring getting banned off of everything.

No. 2260709

>>2260674
I just want to beat them up sometimes, like shit the fuck up stupid male, you know nothing about women or their struggles.
They always act so righteous and condescending without knowing shit.

No. 2260712

>>2260597
Nonna people can’t be uppity 24/7 365.

No. 2260734

I fucking hate myself I'm so useless and a total waste of resource in every regard. I wish I wish I wish I was never born. The world doesn't deserve yet another dysgenic monster in it and yet here I am.

No. 2260738

>>2260597
Lmfao this is the shit some of you post and you expect to be taken seriously or seen as "based"

No. 2260747

>>2260675
i go on bus stop and shit post. i go on reddit with a fake account and do some chimpingway shit. uboachan, hell I'll even browse the sharty to see if they're doing anything worth paying attention to, unfortunately they never fucking are. I used to go on KF but clicking through "highlights" just to read another autist's unfunny joke gets old. I find PDFs of nonfiction books that interest me and take notes on them and upload them to googledocs. Uhh… and that's that on that

No. 2260762

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I haven't been able to draw or write for months. Life is especially hard right now with a loved one in a cricital condition in the hospital with the very same autoimmune disorder that I was just diagnosed with (so basically a look into my future). So as I finally managed to distract myself and draw today, my laptop fucked and gave me a bluescreen, causing the file to be corrupted and gone forever. I've been holding it together for the sake of work, but that little thing just broke me and I'm just sitting here like

No. 2260775

TikTok is so annoying with their hate comment policy kek. I want to comment on my personal cow's account to call her out but my comments keep getting deleted

No. 2260815

>>2260629
agree dumbass shit was nothing compared to the radioactive waste pool that is unpop opinions. all that over one (1) naked anime boy photo

No. 2260816

>>2260275
I gave my nice recipes and I got ignored, I’m sad now

No. 2260831

>>2260816
Anon, everyone saying healthy food is too complicated/expensive for them is just coping

No. 2260837

So Im old for my age.
my dumbass couldn't find a job on my own so my dad helped me to get one as an intern for 6 months, It was good, I did alright for those 6 months and they asked me to stay for 6 months more and increased my pay, it's been 5 months since that, and my boss told me to look for something so we can do more with the work i have already made, they haven't asked me to stay for longer yet.
I don't know what I'm going to do if I lose my job, I already got used to this routine, I won't be able to help my parents with the bills, I graduated 2 years ago and AI might replace me, Im just so done.
If I lose my job, I don't know if I'll be able to keep going, I think I'll just jump off a bridge or shoot myself or something.

No. 2260842

>>2252808
Oh my god I'm late I was just skimming from the top but this is so true and made me give up trying to have female friends recently. I have had multiple women call me a pickme when I'm the furthest from it. Funny bc these same women had history of sex work/stripping/support e-whoring (which I never outwardly judge) but call ME the pickme? It's like women can't actually be weird or different in personality. I don't have my sense of humor or interests for anyone but myself. The worst part is I support these women and then get told they always talked shit about me. Moids in the group are allowed to be retarded and edgy and say reddit tier unfunny shit and get zero judgement or pushback. Fml we really can't escape misogyny anywhere.

No. 2260844

Stopped messaging first. Two weeks and counting lol.

No. 2260854

When I have downtime at work I scroll on the FBI website and read about the cases. I just found the ECAP page and was scrolling the images of adults in cp videos found online and I feel sick now. I hope they are all caught and beaten to death

No. 2260858

>>2260837
stop being dramatic, sit your ass down and go look for jobs. you have professional experience now so use it to your advantage. finding a job is hell these days but you can do it if you stop crying like a baby and act like an adult woman for once.

No. 2260887

>>2260837
Have you ever considered flagging nonna? You won't be replaced, its in high demand and pays a living wage if you can stand for 8 hours. It can be boring too. Don't die pls.

No. 2260901

>>2260266
I'm bipolar on lithium for years. Not borderline. Thank you for listening to my sad rant last night I guess.

No. 2260912

My stupid brother is already 32 years old and refuses to get a job. He never had a job but has a masters degree in physics but still refuses to work and get a job and continues to mooch off the government. He looks like a retarded hippie or hobo now because he also refuses to shave his beard or do anything the normal way like wearing deodorant or washing your hair with shampoo or wearing shoes. He is also obsessed with women and sex and is now trying polyamory. I fucking hate him so much. The most infuriating part of him is his grandiosity and he strongly believes that he will be rich and famous one day kek

No. 2260934

>>2260887
Nta and esl what's flagging?

No. 2260940

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>>2260934
Traffic control. The people who hold the stop sign.

No. 2260941

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i think being a NEET is kind of a special talent. i've had a month off from graduating and applying for programs to start working, and i want to neck myself from the sadness and boredom and stagnant feeling. i feel like all of my knowledge from school is rotting the more i'm not in a hospital doing stuff. i can't even make myself put on deodorant and i just pace around my house alone in the dark i'm literally losing my mind. you're telling me some people choose this and thrive in it? what the fuck?

No. 2260951

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I have a really strained relationship with my older brother. He's had anger issues that started to get bad when he was in his early teen years. 7 or so years ago his anger issues got worse and since he's a big, strong guy, it makes it hard to deal with him. My mother also became really scared of him during this period, partly because of the explosive anger and partly because of cognitive decline.
During this period, I would walk on egg shells to avoid angering him (trad fem socialization) but I would still manage to do it by making a genuine mistake or offending him somehow. I would try to apologize to calm him down but he would give me the silent treatment and eventually come back to me (hours/days/weeks after) and act like nothing happened. No apology or anything like that. I won't go into detail as to why we stopped talking definitively 5 years ago but it's related to a family member's hospitalization. That, along with him being an atypical scrote that will complain about how things are and make no effort to change them. It was a very easy choice to jump ship and move countries when the opportunity presented itself. I am happy to say that this was probably the best choice for my mental health although I do wish it were easy to visit my family.
Sometimes I really miss my brother. We had a lot in common, and always managed to do even though we had different friend circles. We are close in age and grew up together. But my family has never been the type to talk about things. Hence why when he would fight with me, he would act like nothing happened.
It's difficult for me to think about it but I now understand he was groomed by a 'family friend' (therein referred to as Pred) for many years. Pred was around 15 at the time when my brother was around 8 when he introduced us to the site in related. Seemingly innocent flash games along with hentai/porn games. I was younger and a snitch back then and would tell my parents about my brother looking up porn. Pred would then invite my brother alone to his house and apart from the normal games and tv they would watch, my brother would accidentally mention they played porn games together. I wonder if Pred told him to do this to see if I would be interested in going to his house too.
Pred also introduced me to a LITERAL ONLINE PEDOPHILE at the time. I think he claimed to be around 30 while I was around 8 at the time. Because of that I have no way of knowing if this was Pred on another account.
I remember my mom wondering "is Pred gay?? why does he keep our son at his house until dark?" and I'd say "mom, you're silly". Because I was a kid and had no idea how to connect the dots. I'm not aware if my parents ever intervened but they were very concerned with him being kept out till late.
The relationship my brother had with Pred probably lasted until he was around 12 since he moved away but I didn't do a good job of keeping track of time.
Sometimes I wonder if I can ever talk to my family about this. If my mom hadn't gotten so sick I know we would've been able to. My dad sucks and I resent him for many things so I feel less inclined to talk to him even though we are on 'good' terms.
My brother is a deeply messed up person and I pray for him because I can't imagine what went on during the years he was friends with pred. I also pray for his friends and girlfriend(s) and hope that he is never rude to them. I hope he can get the help he needs but I highly doubt it. So few moids are able to admit a problem and overcome their toxic masculinity.
If anyone is aware of "EPI - Early Porn Indoctrination" reading those threads was what made me connect the dots. Especially the type of disgusting porn that those pedos like to brag about exposing kids to. One of the kinds that popped up a lot when I've read those threads in the past is one I have seen on his devices in the last 10 years. It's disgusting and sickens me thinking of it.

No. 2260988

>>2260941
God I wish I was like you. I'm about to start an internship after some months of break and thinking about having to be around people and talk to them and look presentable is making me want to kill myself. I just want to stay home and be on the computer

No. 2261000

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Oh my god I feel sick, I been getting gaza spam messages like every day but this one had pics attached and they were blurred but you could still make out a lot of the images and. I don't even know what that last one was I want to claw my eyes out it was of a kid but….it felt very illegal i don't even want to describe it why tf did they send that to me messages are turned off now I hate this so much what the hell

No. 2261001

>>2260988
>>2260941
It's really interesting how rich people never have this problem of hating that they're NEET, isn't it

No. 2261028

>>2260547
This is why I’m so glad I got to leave my shitty ass wagie job and now work in a female dominated industry. I hate this dynamic so much

No. 2261031

>>2261001
tbh if i was a rich neet i would have the money to get the train to random cities, or the bus, go to the gym to make some semblance of a routine, have money to hang out and go for drinks, or try random sports, like being a neet with money sounds temporarily great! my friend has funds saved and people to live with in a trendy central european city, and she's honestly just trying things all the time.
>>2260941
but yes nonnie i feel you. like the feeling so slow and stagnant and listless really sucks. for me what helped was having a schedule, a time to wake up daily, goals that set you challenges- for instance learning x that interests you, and writing about it, or playing an instrument, just schedules and goals luv, and ofc making sure you don't cut off contact with the world or stop washing. i found it hard too dont worry

No. 2261045

Went to the gyno because of a yeast infection, did a six day treatment with those long applicators that go all the way in, and it didn't work. It's so itchy, outside and in… Next appointment is in 8 days, I'm gonna fucking die. Never had an infection this bad.

No. 2261052

>>2261031
Indeed
Fulfillment is easy when you have money. So don't say you hate being NEET. You hate being unfulfilled and not having money to do something about it
NEET hate is capitalist propaganda

No. 2261058

>>2261001
I hated being a NEET even when I was financially very comfortable. It sucks feeling stagnant, like a summer vacation that just won't end. However, being rich affords you the privilege to wallow in the misery instead of doing anything about it. Losing the financial safety net made it totally untenable to keep NEETing, but I see it as a good thing because being too comfortable was what made it possible for me to languish. Way less depressed now, even with all the added money stress.

No. 2261072

>>2261058
>feeling stagnant
What do you strive for if you have everything
Just a good time
When you're out of the rat race, you just enjoy life
There's nothing to chase

No. 2261095

I'm so sick of being invisible, I want positive attention at least once in my fucking life.

No. 2261109

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felt tingles over a 2D woman again. i fucking hate being bisexual and feeling like this why couldn't i be straight or a fake bi or a lesbian idk i hate this stupid sexuality and everybody else hates me too for something i didn't choose to be and i cannot control my sexual attraction i feel like a weirdo for feeling that

No. 2261111

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>be extremely desperate for job
>fall for whatsapp scam because of desperation
>luckily didn't send them any money or my banking information
>did send my phone number
>call out person on the scam
>person scamming me threatens me with being hunted by gang members and that they'll kill me
>freak the fuck out and pretend to be criminal that totally wants in on the scam to placate the scammer
>scammer is now pleased with my professionalism and liked the advice I've given, saying I'm "a good fit"
I'm so fucked. What do I do? I'm hyperventilating and feel like vomiting they have my phone number they could find out where I live, right? Personally, I don't mind if they kill me as I'm already passively suicidal but I worry about my family I don't want them involved. Someone please help me

No. 2261125

>>2261111
Nona it is okay, calm down, they aren't going to kill you or do anything. This is a common occurence with scammers, some even go as far as sending shit like gore, but they're just baseless threats. Have a look around on reddit and you'll find countless examples of other situations just like this, here's one post I quickly found on google for example : https://www.reddit.com/r/Scams/comments/1fomgnq/scammers_threaten_to_kill_me_thoughts/

No. 2261128

>>2261111
Just block the number and change yours when you get a chance so they can't bug you anymore even if try to circumvent the block. They absolutely aren't gonna kill you, it's just a thing they say. I'm from somewhere full of scammers, and they just want to intimidate you into giving them money. Sorry someone did this to you nona, I know how much it sucks trying to look for a job right now, especially since there are so many scammers trying to take advantage of people's burnout and desperation. Everything will be okay, you didn't give them anything they can really hurt you with and they'll probably get bored and move on to the next potential victim soon enough.

No. 2261129

It's been one day since my ex broke up with me and I literally can't eat, i didn't came to work, i cried all day, i took some xans to reduce the anxiety, my stomach is turned and i feel my heart shattered into million pieces. I spent the whole day crying in my friend's arm and smoking cigarettes. Why. Why. Why. Why should it end like this. I loved her so much, i still love her. She went through a lot that i can't fix by myself. I was kind and did my best for her, i did everything i could, gave everything i had. We promised a ring, we promised a future together, we promised to never leave each other, we promised to have our best moments in person. None of that happened because we are both in hardships. I wish I wasn't depressed, i wish i wasn't living far away. I just can't see myself with someone else, i thought i found the one i adored the most.

No. 2261133

>>2261111
Nonna the moids behind these kind of scams are mouth breathing retards who are one advice away from being scammed themselves by their fellow moids. Just block.

No. 2261137

I'm just sad and scared because I turned 26 last month so I have no health insurance and I don't know what I'm gonna do.

No. 2261139

>>2261128
>>2261125
>>2261133
I see, thank you nonnies. I feel like such a retard now. I've been so desperate and so depressed about not getting a job it's causing me to have suicidal thoughts and get more and more desperate for any chance at a job. Usually I'd be more aware about getting scammed. I was more so worried because my phone number was given and that's what caused me to freak out.

No. 2261140

me and my big mouth,I should have watched a tv show and gone straight to bed

No. 2261141

>>2261137
Get a wagie job at a retailers or something, they offer Healthcare usually.

No. 2261232

>>2257918
Fucking same. I hate that I can't even walk out of my apartment at night to get the fucking mail at the front of my complex without worrying if I'm being watched or followed by a scrote. Men get to travel alone and walk around at night and they don't know how fucking good they have it.

No. 2261239

I'm finally feeling like I'm ready/want a second kid. 3 years after my husband got a vasectomy.
Don't get me wrong, he got it cause first pregnancy not only took a lot of time trying, I also got hyperemesis gravidarum, had to be on hormones due to a miscarriage scare the first trimester, and almost died at childbirth. Second pregnancy was so bad the doctors told me that it was most likely to end up in a miscarriage unless I was checked into a hospital since the first trimester. I chose to terminate cause I couldn't bear the idea to be away from my kid.
After some years and lots of dialogue, we decided it would be for the best. I didn't have the health to be pregnant, that much was obvious. And even if I did, it was going to be expensive AF and I would have to be away from my kid. And anticonceptives were hell. I feel like I don't have to expand on that lol.
It was for the best. We have saved so much on birth control, I live in peace knowing I won't have to pay for a surprise termination, I take meds that I would not be able to take if I had to consider getting pregnant, I took a promotion at work.
But now I feel like this would be the perfect timing for a second kid. I'm absolutely delulu cause I know it would possibly kill me. But I feel so sad knowing I won't ever have another kid. I feel like I lost a lot of time with my kid because I was always sick and dealing with the aftermath of both pregnancies, but I also think that having another kid to make up for lost time would be stupid and selfish as fuck. I can't stop thinking that I felt the happiest when I was pregnant, despite everything. I had never looked towards something so much. I was so excited, and my husband really showed me why I chose him during both pregnancies. Now I'm past mid thirties and I know that trying for a kid, even if it was possible, would an awful idea. I know I wouldn't be where I was if I hadn't chose to not have more kids, but it sucks knowing be can't have it both. It feels like the world was telling me I should not have kids and I just accepted it. I know I could adopt a child, but is not the same. I feel like a fucking idiot.

No. 2261257

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>>2261232
I once dated a moid who got really upset with me when I flat out refused the idea of going on a vacation in India. He just could not conceptualize why I, a woman, may not want to go there.

No. 2261258

>>2257918
>tame a bear
Get a big dog and dedicate a year to training it. It will be your best friend.

No. 2261283

one of my very close friends is currently still living with her (ex?) scrote while he fucks an absolute psycho on the side. she's the primary breadwinner with a very good job in STEM, extremely accomplished, very kind and bright and he's extremely ugly, broke, and fucking retarded. to her credit she is fucking a side moid of her own but again, he's extremely ugly, broke, and retarded. why do amazing women allow these subhumans near them at all? I'll never understand. I want my friend to be happy and I genuinely wish both these creatures would die so she could be free

No. 2261301

>>2261257
Men are so retarded. You couldn't pay me to go to India, that's not a vacation, that's hell.

No. 2261309

Why would you ask a woman you HAVENT MET IN REAL LIFE if she would be willing to date you, and also sleep with other people in an “ethical, one sided way”?????
Honestly, I already had a goodbye text ready in my notes to end this, but really? We talked for 5 days and haven't even met for coffee yet, but the absolute audacity of expecting me to meet your sexual fantasies before you even know me??? The fucking audacity?
OHH OH ALSO: he hid his height and bald ass head in the photos and started calling me the amazon woman of his dreams? Because I am 5’11?!
I didnt even want to meet him I KNEW he was lovebombing me. I knew it, god i fucking hate men. Porn sick fucking idiots who have no care for anything else in the world.
Thats it. Im giving up and never giving men the benefit of doubt like a clown again.
I WANT OUT OF THIS FUCKING TIMELINE. Crtl+ ALT DELETE ESC ESC ESC

No. 2261316

>>2257918
Makes me so angry women are literally unable to travel for safety issues. There are so many travel vlogs ran by men because they dont have to fear for being raped or ending up dead somewhere. The locals usually respect them more because of their own shitty sexist cultures too. I hate it all
Taming a bear to murder scrotes would be based af

No. 2261319

>>2260217
>lazy, fat, can't get hard
why, just why

No. 2261339

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>be me
>work late
>have to get up early tomorrow
>go to read favourite eromanga at 2am
>some N4 retard has deleted the good translations and replaced them with her own shitty translations because she wants her 5 minutes of attention
>message her asking her to put them back
>she's responds "it wasn't me, they must have deleted themselves!!"
I hate the internet. I even tried searching for the translations elsewhere but not a single site has them.

No. 2261359

>>2261339
What's with so many shitty Japanese translations anyway? I never noticed just how bad even so many official translations are until I started getting better at Japanese. There's so many ESLs translating that are so ESL that they should actually learn English before even thinking of learning Japanese if they're going to translate JP->EN.

Yet I've also read Yen Press translations that make normal characters use such fancy and literary words I'm not sure most English speakers would even know. I always wondered why trying to understand translated Japanese was always such a bitch for me but now I understand. It's really hard for people to not transliterate everything with Japanese. It's ok to just localize something and accept some expressions and terms will never fully capture the original, people, seriously.

No. 2261401

i feel like i give off negative energy to people i meet or something. i do know why i do it, but i do. i hate my bad vibes and i dont know how to change it. like, and this is so apparent whenever im around my cousin who is positive vibes immediately in every interaction she has with people, which is reciprocated literally in front of me
i dont know how to change this about myself

No. 2261403

>>2261401
What exactly makes you feel as thought you have negative energy? Do you carry a lot of hurt, negative emotions or negative thoughts? Do you feel anxious and/or scared when you speak to people?

No. 2261405

i honestly just hate that rudeness is so normalized and embraced around the world and i'm so tired that i have to just accept it. as much as i am not a fan of the bigotry and ignorance of previous generations, i've always felt envy that my grandparents and their parents and their grandparents got to live in societies where rudeness was very much frowned upon. that social etiquette was made into a religion almost, and if you toe out of line in any way, you would lose your place in society. maybe there was a strictness back then, but at least it isn't an everyday occurrence that someone would just ruin your day with their nastiness and other people would just laugh and be like oh that's based and cool.

i just wish people could just be normal instead of like. that.

No. 2261410

>>2261405
Fuckin preach

No. 2261413

Members of both sides of my family have incredibly strong depression, I have grown up hearing the news from my mother about estranged uncles or sisters committing suicide. My mental health has always been poor but I think I can finally face the fact that I need a genuine lobotomy, or anything else similar. Thousands of dollars have been spent on therapy and ER visits for me so I don't think I can kill myself, but I tried to get myself chemically lobotomized but failed to get my appeal through. It's suffering, it's all suffering. I'm either going to join the military or find some other way to learn how to ruin myself from the inside out. I hate my brain and what it's done to me, and I wish I was aborted so I could never be able to process the absolute nightmare the material world is.

No. 2261494

my dark circles are already so shit and i still keep waking up at 2am in the morning without being able to go back to sleep. ive tried almost everything ugh

No. 2261514

>>2261405
Ahh, so true anon. It’s all so tiresome.

No. 2261530

>>2257918
I’ve always wanted to do the whole digital nomad, solo travel thing for a while but it’s just really fucking dangerous for a woman. I still might do it one day, maybe after getting a gun lol.

No. 2261531

I fucking hate men so much, it's unreal. The way they seem to always conveniently make sure that women never win the game that they've rigged from the start just so they can always have a one up over us. How in the world do you, a man, stand there and tell us with your entire chest that it is the woman's sole responsibility to take care of the children and that if she asks for help from her husband, that she's a bad mother and a horrible wife or just plain lazy. But then when a divorce happens, suddenly that same woman is incompetent and shouldn't be given full custody of the children she spent nearly 24/7 on when you was with her. So she's competent when she's with YOU, but suddenly not when she's had enough of you. Which is it, you worthless scum of the Earth?

No. 2261555

Uhm I willl probably post about this later in one of the tiktok threads but i saw a video of a monkey masturbating as a meme. no nsfw warning,just jumpscare, tbf i was looking through a sound but oh my god

No. 2261585

I hate that feeling like I'm about to cry but nothing happens

No. 2261604

So crazy how people will have dedicated group chats to talk shit about others and assume the worst about them and then still act all buddy-buddy in public. One day they're acting like this person did the worst crimes and the other they comment nice stuff under their posts. How did they expect me to feel safe around them, I always suspected they'd make another chat to talk shit about me too if I ever slipped up. I like stupid internet discourse but only if it's people I don't and will never know. They're so obsessed with curating their public image to not look problematic that they'd throw anyone under the bus. And once a situation blows over they come crawling back kek it's so stupid

No. 2261609

>>2261405
Big agree

No. 2261612

I'd rather be physically abused like I have been before than be with a guy that is a fucking doormat, can't solve conflict for shit, can't do things right, is not romantic, fumbles his shit all the time, etc. I've come to hate my current partner sometimes. I wish he was assertive and a real man not this fucking priviledged manchild that runs away with conflict. I really hate him sometimes, and I hate some people in his family too. But I will never have anything better than him. In fact he makes me wish he abused me rather than all the emotional and psychological distress he has caused me through the years. I resent him, yes I do. I resent all he's done that has hurt me. Like streaming videogames instead of wanting to be with me. Or saying shit he later regrets. He's so tiresome.

No. 2261614

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>>2261612
>emotional and psychological distress
unless you're relying on him for something in your life you should dump him, no man is worth that kind of stress. you are better off being single and hanging out with friends

No. 2261617

>>2261614
I agree but I literally have no friends thanks to COVID shit and I've been struggling since that shit ended to make new ones

No. 2261625

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>>2261617
You would be happier with just yourself than being stuck with a man you hate. Every. Time. This is not an opinion, it is fact.

No. 2261628

>>2261617
You would probably find it easier to make friends without some emotional drainage tumour attached to you.

No. 2261643

Sex trafficker Mat Gaetz as the AG,
Brain worms RFK as health secretary, Creating a new office so First Buddy and fellow gurdle enthusiast Elon Musk can be close by to suck his dick… godddamnit nonnies I feel so sick to my stomach and bleak.. how the fuck do I cope?

No. 2261656

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Real tired of the justification society and specially men use for other pathetic men like "he's just a sensitive boy". First of all the "sensitive boy" is close to 30. Second, he hurts people with his "uwu sensitive" "uwu concerned" shit. I don't know how to explain but this irks me a lot and I really think of it as the root of all evil. I don't give a shit about how "sensitive" a whole ass grown man is. I wish nothing but horrible things on men that justify themselves with "sensitivity". Cry me a river ffs.

No. 2261657

I'm an adult still living with my abusive mother because I have crippling social anxiety and can't even leave my house, my life is a complete dead end, I have been depressed for literally as long as I can remember (was put on SSRIs at 10) and I can't even get away from my mother to see if there's any chance I can live a normal life outside of that environment.

No. 2261661

>>2261643
The other day I bought a whole chocolate fudge cake from a cake shop and spent the whole evening and next morning eating it. Wouldn't recommend, but at some point in the cake carnage everything felt alright for a few minutes.

No. 2261662

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Boyfriend says at the start of the year "I'm not a marriage kind of guy" despite knowing that I want marriage so we can be together and hurts me very deeply with this.
Now he says he's ready and wants to marry me but I don't believe him. There's no tangible evidence, he hurt me a lot, he hasn't given me anything, I'm tired. And I'm cautious.
Am I being unreasonable? I would say more but I'm tired of thinking about it. Maybe I'll vent more about it later.

No. 2261665

>>2261661
Sometimes just eating cake and ice cream helps immensely. I wonder why that is.

No. 2261670

>>2261662
Why are you with someone who has big the same idea of what being in a relationship is? Your boyfriend will give you a shut up ring and you'll keep being unhappy. Dump him and find someone that aligns with you better.

No. 2261671

My retarded ESL immigrant dad always gets meanings of words wrong when he's insulting people and when he gets called out he always uses his bad English as an excuse. Like he'll call a little child a whore or slut because he thinks those words are just synonymous with idiot or silly, and if you correct him he'll reee with "Look, my English is not good, you KNOW what I meant". How the fuck are people supposed to know? If you say words, people will naturally interpret them with the most commonly known meaning, retard. With that mentality he might as well scream slurs in public and say "Well I thought it meant hello".
At this point he might be somewhat aware and just doesn't care. He's happened to call lots of women and kids misogynistic shit and doesn't understand how calling me a "dirty whore" when I was 12 because I was getting average grades at school might have hurt.

No. 2261676

>>2261657
You need to run. Like actual physical exercise. You can walk around your room listening to audio like an anachan until you gain enough stamina to walk around your yard. Then you will find it more convenient to walk around outside. You will gather enough health to work some labour job and have an excuse to be free for 8 hours a day (I recommend isolated jobs like landscaping or horticulture or other jobs where old people work) lie that you were caregiving for a sibling on your resume. Use the amount of steps as a notation of achievement. I was living in the same circumstances and now I earn minimum wage but still it is not over. I will have saved enough money to move out next year. If hopes not enough spite will get you there. I am still a person who spends all my time anxiously attached to lurking social media sites and I have no friends I still think about killing myself pretty regularly. My thoughts on satisfaction: before I would of just killed my abuser and been a comfortable neet in prison forever or offed myself, but that would of satisfied her victim complex and she could profit out of it somehow. If you please imagine your pig mothers face and imagine how good it will feel to slam it's door on it as you enjoy a life of freedom as it withers with nothing to parasitize off on. Take a few steps

No. 2261678

>>2261661
Why can't we just expell men and handmaidens? Shit would be so great.. I know I and my loved ones will be ok financially, I just am so sick over what this means for other women I don't know. I recently read that the Korean introduced 4B movement is spreading here in Burger land. I welcome it.

No. 2261679

>>2261656
It especially annoys me because women never get this treatment. If a woman is sensitive, pick at her until she ropes herself. If a woman is mentally ill, she's a crazy bpd whore and should be burned at the stake.

No. 2261680

>>2261612
I hate people who can't deal with conflict, especially those who never communicate their issues as a result. I get struggling to assert your needs if you were punished for it as a kid for example but it makes things so much harder on us. Also as a result of them being unable to communicate they're INSANELY passive-aggressive and micromanaging. At least yell at me, beat me for the slight you see in me, I'll at least know what the fuck I supposedly did.

No. 2261681

>>2261662
Jesus. Just break up already. What a waste of life you’re willingly choosing. You got dicked down by this guy all year?

No. 2261683

I honestly can't understand how people will listen to K-pop girl groups while seeing their emancipated, anorexia ridden bodies and read about their diet routines and coerced plastic surgery. I honestly can't stomach looking at them thinking about how much abuse they're put through yet there are hordes of teenagers and young women who stan their looks and want to emulate them, and thus support this industry and its standards. Nightmarish stuff.

No. 2261691

>>2261683
So many of them are absolutely braindead. They'd watch documentaries how everything in kpop industry is fake, how the entire industry is one big ponzi scheme based upon preying upon and fucking up kids lives, how idol personalities are absolutely made up and friendships not real , how it fucks up body image issues of young girls who proceed to spiral into eating disorders …
and yet they'd still be like "I LOVE CHINWOO SO PERFECT IN EVERYTHING, YOU INFLUENCE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THANK YOU FOR NOT MAKING ME KILL MYSELF"

No. 2261694

>>2261691
I will never forget the kpopfags on Lolcow who dead fucking ass said that "they knew what they signed up for" in retaliation to all these things being brought up. Like these kids are scouted when they're 15 and a lot of them are made to prostitute themselves to higher ups and forced to train until they faint of exhaustion and then live on a starvation diet to look dainty and skinny. And hearing about all this you just say "they knew what they were getting into, they consented to all of this so shut up". It's so sick, like K-pop fans are their own breed of low empathy ultraconsoomers and the industry is built around pandering to them and their delusions. The worst are the ones who think the girls are secretly based lesbian korean radfems because they… exist together I guess, when in real life your agency would kick you out immediately and you would be relentlessly hauled over coals in the industry.

No. 2261695

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This year has sucked so much and it's still sucking. I don't really know why I'm still here.

No. 2261696

>>2261612
I suppose because it feels more like neglect? A lot of people would rather receive negative attention than be outright ignored and neglected.

No. 2261701

>>2258888
lol something similar just happened to me, some people just love presenting themselves as super nice and warm publicly but are fake as hell

(I know I sound like an 8th grader but I still meet people like these in my 30s and it baffles me every time)

No. 2261704

>>2261683
Seeing their skinless bony arms freaks me out.

No. 2261711

>>2260547
Love working full remote because everytime I have to spend the day in the office I start wishing I'm a suicide bomber

No. 2261744

>>2261695
You have to outlive donald trump, cant miss out on those memes

No. 2261749

>meets a guy once 2 years ago
>he crushes on me hard
>I reject him but we still exchange our facebook handles because I want to have concert pals
>I put Interested on various upcoming concerts
>he reacts with a heart almost everytime
Dude I will never have sex with you, get this through your head.

No. 2261759

tfw i did all the work for a project while the other members gossiped and when we presented the results to our boss they kept saying "WE" did this and that when talking about things only i did lmao fuck these people, and afterwards they act like they did nothing wrong, absolutely no conscience in these people, it's like a reflex to steal credit and act they did nothing wrong

No. 2261767

I don't know how to control my anger. Growing up, I was never allowed to express my emotions, especially anger. As an adult, I have issues confronting people. I'm usually non-confrontational because I'm used to that but when I can't control my feelings, I explode. I say very hurtful things and I've been told that my delivery is very mean and hurts their feelings. I actually just lost a friend over my anger. I could've handled it better instead of rage texting them. They want nothing to do with me now and I don't blame them. I said really hurtful things. Not name calling but it might as well be with how angry and aggressive I came across. I almost screamed at my bf a few years ago and I have a tendency to break things in privacy and family members have seen the aftermath. When I get angry, my heart races and I feel like I'm about to pass out. I try to conceal it but I do explode occasionally and now I've lost 3 friends because of it

No. 2261769

>>2259132
After learning that 50-80% of people have oral herpes, I stopped caring about getting it. If it were that noticeable or life-changing, you'd see it.

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No. 2261774

>>2261680
It's like they expect everyone to make their feelings a priority. They refuse to communicate like an adult and somehow everything is everyone else's problem. They are some of the most selfish, self absorbed people you'll ever meet. I fucking hate people like this. I'm chimping out just reading that post keek

No. 2261781

>>2261774
>They are some of the most selfish, self absorbed people you'll ever meet
Unironically they genuinely believe they're good savior types because they stay quiet whenever they have an issue so that must mean they're kind and nonchalant and unbothered and "peaceful". But should you disturb their sense of "peace" they go utter fucking apeshit

No. 2261787

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I'm a fashion girl and I hate the whole Shein-tier trend and in general, low quality, costume tier shit.
First of all, I'm not rich myself, I know that sometimes people can only afford Shein but its not poor people that keep it up, it's low to mid class with a shopping problema (and influencers). It makes me sad and sick because, personality discourse to the side, I could see a nice girl with nails, hair and makeup all done then I can feel the plastic on her clothes. Usually Sheingirls wear clothes that look like what anime Kids would wear in middle school and seeing those on adult women Is weird? Uncanny?
As I said, I'm not rich myself but I go out and thrift for good quality, yes, I know that thrifting got gentrified but its only big popular brands but if you're good with fashion, you could also style a plain black t-shirt and make it cool and, ngl, my clothes look better than any girl that shop on Shein and I wish they could ditch that shit, when I see a cute outfit but I get close and see the poor manufacturing is sad because it makes the girls look cheap and without personality too.

No. 2261793

>>2261604
Makes me glad my friends’ groupchat is just a bunch of retarded memes and shitposts

No. 2261800

Uuurgh I am 99% sure this guy is not only a narc but is probably a shitty person and that I'm not actually the bitch for distancing myself and choosing to not have a friendship with him. Can I greentext about it to somebody? Love from a recovering autist people pleaser

No. 2261801

>>2261800
Let it loose, I have also been getting over my autistic people pleasing and life's been so much better for it. I did a lot of retarded NLOG cool girl stuff not even out if hatred for women but just because I had male friends for a while. Shit was retarded and things have been a lot better after dumping them.

No. 2261808

>>2261665
cacao/cocoa bean has magical properties

No. 2261815

>>2261801
Thank you nonna….I ended up posting in another thread about it unsure if I'd gone on the wrong one but I'm gonna let it out here too, thank you again, villain arcs but it's ending people pleasing habits for good:

TLDR: Guy working at the gym I have gone to for years started a friendship with me, knew very early in I have a long-term long distance partner. Quickly got too controlling and weirdly obsessive with me and confessed to me, of which I rejected him and realized all the nice things he'd been doing for me were with hope that I would (???) let him get in my pants.

I have since been gradually distancing myself, but he acts like I am horrible and cold for remaining polite but not engaging with him, literally sent me paragraphs guilt tripping me for having other friends and a life and victimises himself every time I go to see said partner, so now I have advised that he take time to get over me and gives me space. He also tried to convince me while I was very drunk to come over to his, of which I declined and said I was going to bed and he also guilt tripped about that. He insists all his controlling and unsolicited advice is "because he cares" but nonnas I'm guessing I'm right that this guy is the one being the asshole?

The thing is I had been clear from the beginning that I was happy to be friends but he just seems so entitled and seems to think that he deserves any woman he fancies. Bonus red flag points, he says both his exes were crazy and he got bored of them after three years each. Dumps sudden rants on me about his hopeless dad all whilst being the hopeless narcisstic man and thinks he's a bippie and I honestly think he may be too.

I refuse to change gyms or move house (he lives annoyingly close, I've been here ten years) so I'm guessing I'm doing the right thing in distancing myself but not setting him off in any way that feels dangerous?

Honestly as much as he insists he's so nice to me and 'you're safe with me see?????' I don't think anybody who's genuinely safe or nice has ever told me how to feel. He also paragraphed me saying he thinks it would 'benefit us both' to hang out but I've also been blunt that it wouldn't benefit me right now as I KNOW it's going to turn into him monologuing me about how sad and sexy he is and how sad it is that I have this same partner that I've BEEN OPEN ABOUT since the beginning.

Sorry for the wall nonnas. I'm just tired of being antagonised but moids will really make us out to be bitches when they don't get what they want. I'm trying to keep messages and contact minimal and I ignore him at the gym because him interrupting my workouts just because he works there feels fucking invasive and predatory to me now I know his intentions.

I will add to this because I need to vent it out additionally but it makes me feel so gross knowing that the whole couple months we've been friends (which is thankfully not long) he had what feels like ulterior motives from the start and when I called him out on it and how he can't whinge at me when I'd always been very open about my partner, his view was that long distance is something he couldn't do as if that makes my relationship invalid. I see my Nigel once a month and he's genuinely one of my best friends and all of this BS makes me even more appreciative of the fact that he's never once treated me poorly the way this dude has in such a short time. He'd pick arguments with me over the stupidest shit, like constantly complaining he had a mouse infestation and I suggested maybe he tell his letting agent and he told me to shut up and took it out on me. Or the time I was having a fucking allergic reaction to a nut and he was too busy laughing and making jokes about "that's what women tell me" (about his dick) whilst I was coughing and trying to find my epipen and allergy pills to care, I showed my best friend his texts and I was so worried I'd been to blame but she's made me realize I did nothing wrong and this man is probably predatory. He was also weirdly vocal and controlling about me like "NEVER cut your hair short. NEVER lose weight, I don't like that" "I don't like it when you go out at night", "I'm pissed off you're seeing (partner) this week so be gentle with me", and stuff like "(nonna) it's normal to fight, it's because I care" after going on a verbally abusive tirade, I just get bad vibes and if he didn't strike me as an unstable moid and didn't live so close to me and work where I go to gym I'd probably block him alltogether but I'm having to do it gently because my gut tells me the little attention and contact I give him will cement me as some ugly bitch and he'll probably go and hyperfixate on a random OF or Twitch thot again.

Sorry this is so messy and long. I thought I was being mean at first and what if I'm crazy but I don't think I am. Man is thirty three and should ACT IT

No. 2261821

>>2261781
They have a perpetual victim complex that absolves them of guilt and makes everyone else the problem, and their view of themselves as a victim means they always feel justified in whatever passive aggressive cruelty they inflict on others. I wish someone had warned me about people like this before I had to learn it the hard way. OP should break up ASAP

No. 2261831

>>2261787
Nothing about that outfit goes together whatsoever so I agree with you lol

No. 2261832

>>2261781
If you’re incapable of picking up on nonverbal cues that something is wrong with somebody and not every single human interaction is done through speech but through body language, facial expressions, touching, etc. then you are already fucked. If you seriously can’t understand why somebody doesn’t want to “”voice”” their feelings it’s because they probably are, you’re just not picking up on obvious nonverbal cues. I swear humans are becoming lazier and lazier mainly relying on retarded socializing to know what another person is feeling or communicating, I honestly blame the internet for that aspect. The internet is mostly a bunch of symbols and words and so people view human communication solely through abstract symbols and text, not the touch, feel and observation of another human being. Sad

No. 2261833

>>2261832
we got one kek

No. 2261834

it's crazy as fuck to me that after i stopped taking the allergy pill i'd been on for my entire life, i completely stopped self harming and feeling suicidal. i was on it for 21 years. i tried to commit suicide twice in the past, was prescribed so many types of psych meds, institutionalized against my will as a teen 6 times, self harm scars all over my body. my entire life my doctors and my parents told me the allergy pill was basically just a sugar pill but in 2020 it came out that it actually crosses the blood brain barrier so it received a black box warning. shit like this just makes me feel fucking sick and distrustful of everything now. my life might have been so much better if i'd never taken that fucking pill. my childhood/teens years were so goddamn miserable and i constantly felt like shit. my family would always give me shit about questioning medications and being hesitant to take them. it makes me so upset to think about. the allergy med was montelukast, aka singulair btw. what's extra fucked is that my allergies aren't even any worse after quitting it. and none of my very numerous doctors or psychiatrists ever suspected that one of my medications could be giving me adverse reactions. it's such a fucking joke.

No. 2261836

>>2261833
Most human communication isn’t words, so idk what to tell you anon… people get insulted for everything so I guess I’m “selfish” or “passive aggressive” for people not even understanding nonverbal social cues.

No. 2261837

>>2261832
Ayrt that's true and all but these people literally do not show it with body language or facial expressions. That's why I call them narcissistic because they mask it with genuine-looking smiles and calm body language as well. If you're brightly smiling and saying you're totally fine and happy then a reasonable person will think you're totally fine and happy. We got one here

No. 2261845

>>2261837
Then I think they’re just narcissists tbh, if they’re hiding their true emotions don’t you think they’re trying to get something out of somebody, rather than it just being someone who’s frustrated about others being impatient with their emotions? Or maybe they just don’t want to upset others when they finally do admit their true feelings, human motivations aren’t that easy to understand but they are predictable.

No. 2261849

I'm finally done with this semester's grueling workload mixed with a fuckton of family stressors and now it's all done I just feel empty. I planned to have fun, do hobbies after but I was more into the planning fantasy I think. I can't bring myself to do anything. It's odd

No. 2261886

I don't know where to post this but I need to vent so I guess here is the best place. I'm kind of addicted to watching and consuming dark disturbing content in a very negative and depressing way, sort of as a self-harm method I guess. Like I'll be having a good day and I feel an itch to binge some awful true crime content on Youtube just to feel something and it makes my depression way worse and I don't really know how to stop. I think this started when I was about 11 years old and was being bullied at school and discovered 4chan through the /cgl/ board and I thought that being able to see gore without flinching made me a stronger and cooler person than the kids in my class. Sort of an NLOG thing. I also started self-harming and developed an eating disorder and some weird kinks in this period because I obviously ended up getting groomed by adult men on the internet. Anyway I'm kind of in this headspace again because I'm unemployed and isolating myself. I wake up and feel like today is going to be a good productive day but I end up psychologically self-harming by searching up disturbing things and going on some fucked up websites just to see how awful people are. How do I even stop this. I'm not a sociopath, not an edgelord, never hurt anyone and I actually feel empathy and sometimes this content makes me cry, which is a release I crave. Yes I've been to therapy (with two different therapists) and it didn't really help. I also self-harm in other ways but I feel like this is the most soul crushing one

No. 2261888

>>2261886
normal addiction to chemical release in the brain these images cause. you have to stop and your brain will reset.

No. 2261892

>>2261671
He knows. He wants to say those things.

No. 2261897

>>2261671
you should call him a filthy pervert and tell him you know what i meant

No. 2261924

>>2261888
I'll try nonnie.

No. 2261928

I'm finding it really hard to find the motivation to weight lift and exercise overall. I find it boring and unpleasant. I hate sweating at all too. I enjoy life a lot more when I don't do it but I still want to be strong and gain muscle. I've been a scrawny twig all my life and I don't want to be that anymore. But damn it I don't want to weight lift either! I hate every second of it. It makes me feel miserable.

No. 2261929

>>2261928
try work on your endurance as well

No. 2261932

>>2261928
hiking is fun for exercise

No. 2261933

>>2261928
You need to find the right music to exercise to.

No. 2261943

>>2261928
This is going to be obnoxious advice but you may just need to adjust your attitude. I’ve got similar issues to you, sweat/discomfort but I find if I don’t think about it and instead focus on the positive outcomes it helps a lot. It’s like the whole “you need to get comfortable being uncomfortable”, not to say you should hurt yourself but just that you may find making peace with your discomfort helps you get through it. It’s like how the more frequently you exercise the easier it gets, the more you have a positive attitude the easier being positive about it gets. Also high energy power ballads are mega helpful so like >>2261933 said the right kind of music might help you get in the right mindset.

No. 2261944

>>2261928
>>2261943
And I forgot to add that if after exercising you feel absolutely miserable, like a mood crash, that could be a sign you’re overdoing it. Maybe slow down? Let your body and mindset adjust to the new activity and required energy levels. You have time to get comfortable, don’t rush it for results.

No. 2261950

>>2261928
1) exercise needs to be hard enough and long enough so it gives you the endorphin rush afterwards. Many people make the mistake of not exercising hard enough to get to that point.
2) you just need discipline to push through it for 2 weeks, then it becomes a habit and you will start craving it and missing it. The endorphins create an addiction by this time, they're a natural drug. Your brain now more strongly connects exercise with the positive endorphin release instead of the negative sweat and effort. Voilà, exercise is now enjoyable

No. 2261958

I can't vent in her DMs, because the wounds are fresh on both sides. I feel hurt. Deeply hurt. It's my first real relationship, and i couldn't see it fading that way. I feel like I failed everything. I feel like it's my fault. I couldn't see a world without you after falling deeply inlove with you. I couldn't see a breakup after all the promises we did. The promise rings, the promise to visit each other countries, the promise to wake up in the bed cuddling, the promise to see a lawyer, the promise to make our life happier. It might sound ridiculous since it's all virtual, but i have a deep connection with you, i missed you every single time, i thought about you daily. I talked about you to my surroundings and showed how proud I was for being in a relationship with you. I felt motivated when I saw your text messages that you love me in the morning. I felt strong when you tell me that i was everything to you, that i made you happy, i felt like I couldn't deceive you. Your joy was everything to me, I loved hearing you laughing, I loved when you acted quirky on the camera, I loved everything single bits of you. We were holding our relationship even with the distance and we had hopes and dreams. I had butterflies in my stomach. I was loving these moments when we were watching dumb stuffs together, we were playing games together, we joked about a game that i showed you and that you loved. Your voice was comforting me, you looked beautiful in my eyes. My eyes were only on you. No one elses. My heart, now shattered in pieces, was meant to give it to you. I felt like my mission was to protect you and care for you, supporting and loving you the most. And I feel like I failed everything.

No. 2261968

>>2261943
>instead focus on the positive outcomes it helps a lot.
I guess that's the problem. The fact that it takes a while for the positive outcomes to be visible is also demotivating (and I haven't seen any yet of course). I didn't feel this way when I've tried to become better at other skills, probably because I actually enjoyed the process of those things whereas I don't with exercise. And you don't sound obnoxious at all nonna don't worry. I'm grateful that you sympathised with me. I just don't know how to change my mindset regarding it.
>>2261944
>>2261950
Maybe that's another thing I struggle with, how much to actually do in a session. So far I've just been stopping when I feel my form getting bad. I have done it for 2 weeks+ but I still feel this way. I wish I enjoyed it.

No. 2261998

>>2261924
I believe in you, nona. If you can abstain and distract yourself with something else for a longish period of time, if you do look at them again you'll find it just doesn't hit the same. Whatever you do just don't build it up into a big taboo thing because that just makes your mind react more strongly to it. Ideally you should find that you feel a little disdain for it and find it odd you were ever infatuated with it should you ever look at it again. Like I said, it's really normal to get addicted to that stuff with repeated viewings because it causes a chemical reaction in the brain.

No. 2262076

Even after 9 years since I first told my mother, she still doesn't believe I'm lesbian. I'm not even sure what to do at this point. I was never attracted to men in the first place. I'm scared she might actually disown me one of these days because of who I love. I'm so lost at this point.

No. 2262086

Decided to reinstall Instagram and the first reel I see is a woman making a random video and another woman in the comments telling her to get a nose job. That's already fucking horrible. But what's worse is that instead of people calling her a fucking retard, they start being racist to her instead. I just know all of these women don't give a fuck when men are ugly. This is blackpilling as fuck. Even women hate women. What's the fucking point

No. 2262099

I’m freaking tired of people lecturing me when I know they’re wrong. I can’t ever win with her. No matter how hard I try, or how much I put my effort on it. It’s never enough, it will never be enough. I will never be enough in her eyes.
I wish it didn’t hurt me as much as it does.
I’m at my worst since early this year and she’s not helping at all, exactly she’s doing the opposite. I wonder if she sleeps well at night, knowing how much it hurts.

No. 2262106

I hate my stupid proportions. I look like a sized up child, not an adult woman. Not even in the skinny waif way, I'm still gross and chubby, it just goes to my abdomen and neglects my hips entirely. I am built fucking retarded and for what?

No. 2262116

i will never forgive you for blocking me on everything instead of having an adult conversation about why you were upset with me and also for saying i that looked like shayna when we were shopping together one time and i tried on a pink shirt with a skirt fuck you don't think i fucking forgot that it lives rent free in my head.

No. 2262118

>>2261928
Sometimes I like it but ngl I'm so sick of lifting at the moment. Unfortunately it's something you've just gotta do imo. Not to look a certain way, but so when you're an old lady you won't be falling and breaking your hip and you can carry your groceries and so on.

The good thing about weightlifting is that it's the most direct way to get fit, it's cheap and low time investment, it's like a shortcut. Sports can be more fun but it can be a slow, expensive, indirect process so I'm glad I've got lifting as an alternative and I try to appreciate that. What works for me is a) accepting it's a lifelong thing that I have no choice in, like flossing and b) making it easy on myself. I have a super minimalist full body routine, I don't work out for more than 45 mins, if I'm tired I lower the weights, if I really don't want to go I won't go that day. I'm not trying to be a powerlifter or body builder so I'm not holding myself to their standards.

No. 2262128

>>2262116
>and also for saying i that looked like shayna when we were shopping together one time and i tried on a pink shirt with a skirt
That is immensely fucked up

No. 2262131

>>2262116
So you’re whining about them telling the truth instead of hitting the gym and proving them wrong?

No. 2262133

I’m truly at my lowest point and I have no one to talk to.

No. 2262135

My new boss has probably already noticed that I am a turbo retard antisocial woman. I feel so ashamed, she's super nice to me. She's really trying to build a close relationship (I'm sort of a personal assistant) with me and I just fucked it all up saying that I was laughing at some racist review I was reading on my phone. I brushed it off saying it was actually a complaint about Chinese and Irish exports on my country but I'm not sure if she actually believed me. I literally used the word "racist" to describe the thing and it will haunt me for months. All this took place right in front of his husband by the way. I want to kms

No. 2262136

>>2262135
Girl you really need to start up on your code switching, this was kind of painful to read. But maybe you can own up to it in a devil may care kind of way.

No. 2262137

I just found out the gender of my second baby (first was a girl) and its a boy. I feel really scared sad and disappointed. Does anyone have any positive stories of older sister younger brother? I feel like I ruined her life and shouldnt have had another kid.

No. 2262138

>>2262136
Yeah I know, it doesn't help that we're in a trilingual environment and I am still relatively new to the position. She acted like she didn't care and we talked about a lot of shit after that so I hope she has completed forgotten.

No. 2262139

>>2262137
this is probably not bait but the responses to it will be. i would ask elsewhere

No. 2262141

>>2261886
maybe you need to install parental blocks on your internet.

>>2261834
horrifying

No. 2262146

>>2262137
The most important thing is to make sure you aren't relying on the older sister to take care of the younger one especially when you aren't there (it's really stressful for the older one and it can be dangerous for the younger because children don't have a good gauge of risk). Also be mindful of how you set limitations on your kid, a lot of parents place restrictions on their eldest that they they don't impose on the younger kid because they are tired/lazy and that build resentment.

Kids need breaks from each other and their things need to be respected, a high percentage of fights happen because parents try to force their kids to spend too much time together and to share their things.

No. 2262148

There's a lot of awful messed up stuff I see at my daycare job that makes me lose faith in humanity but one of the more irritating things to me is seeing how much people fuss over and prefer the pale blonde blue-eyed children

No. 2262149

>>2262137
My brother dunked my head in the trashcan when I was a kid.
Well actually it was my retard stepfather but he was somebody's brother.

No. 2262153

>>2262146
*gotta clarify the sharing thing, it matters depending on the age gap between kids. The more of an age gap the more likely that the younger child will be rougher with toys than the older child. If they're both the same age they are probably playing with toys the same way.

No. 2262159

>>2262137
You have to be extremely strict with boys. I know from working with young kids aggressive behavior like hitting, pushing kids, etc. starts really young (under 2) and you have to give children consequences when they show this type of behavior so they understand it's not acceptable. Don't be one of those parents that says "but he's just a toddler, he doesn't understand it's wrong" or "it's just how boys play" because young kids will understand a parent raising their voice and taking away their favorite toy. On the other side of this good social behavior is also learned to make sure to positively reinforce being polite, cleaning up toys, playing gently with other children. I see to many awful permissive parents especially with boys. It is possible to raise a son that isn't a nightmare but you have to research effective discipline. Also find as many healthy outlets as possible, keep your child physically active and eating healthy because this also impacts behavior more than you realize.

No. 2262175

i feel so empty. i have a void instead of a heart now. break ups sucks. she was everything i wished for.

No. 2262176

i wish my scrote brother and his pickme girlfriend could stop telling my parents that they want to come over to their place for whatever reason (dinner, party, events, etc) and have my parents invite me over all so that my brother and the girlfriend doesn't show up at all. they always do this and i honestly don't get it. it's like they enjoy putting my parents (especially my mom) in anticipation mode for nothing. and the sad thing is, my parents keep falling for it everytime. my brother is the type that ignores your texts when you show up to where the thing will happen at the time he tells you to and you're just stranded out there feeling foolish. i honestly don't get it. my parents never did anything bad to them.

No. 2262179

Everything feels so pointless I don't even know what I'm here for. I provide nothing to anybody.

No. 2262183

>>2262137
My younger brother tried to strangle me when we were teens but he hasn’t tried anything since then as long as we don’t acknowledge each other

No. 2262192

Got mocked and belittled by my father again for suffering a panic attack for the 5th time in the day and struggling with my mental health in general (haven't sleep, nor eat properly in months) yet his mother literally died of schizophrenia and anxious bipolar, this retard will never learn, will he? he's willing to accept I inherited diabetuuus from my grandpa but refuses to ever entertain the possibility I got cursed with his own mom's mental health issues, even though he knows the odds are quite dangerous if left untreated. He knows something's up but literally pretends nothing's going on and it makes me feel crazy because what's happening to me it's not normal at all

Got a psychiatrist appointment next week, I want to be responsible, untreated bipolar is dangerous and it can skip a generation, if he still wants to pretend this is a child's game and it's just me making shit up then I'm taking this to a damn professional, if they tell me I'm fine then I'll stfu, but I cannot risk crashing and burning like my poor grandma did in her youth

No. 2262198

>>2261832
These are the type of women who will bounce off walls if you aren't self regulating them with verbal discipline or placation 24/7, and then accuse you of being psycho (or fake) when you do.. they need everyone around them to be perfect to pick up their slack and wonder why people aren't talking to them. look inwards, ladies!

No. 2262203

I might have the coof

No. 2262208

>>2262198
We got another one

No. 2262209

>>2261704
NTA but I'm not an anachan and have always had skinless bony arms. It still freaks me out seeing other people with those.

No. 2262217

>>2261886
There aren't any easy answers to developing willpower that can be explained in a paragraph over the internet, but the root of all addictions are kinda the same, so you can start by looking into that. imo 12 step recovery is really useful and can be applied to just about anything. It's a personal journey and you'll have to figure out what works best for you. Good luck nona

No. 2262221

>>2262203
I'm afraid I might too, but I am going to wait to freak out until I get a positive test result which I have to wait to get done… So for now I'm chilling in my home.

No. 2262222

>>2262198
I won't deny that passive aggressive non-confrontational types can be super annoying, but I've also noticed that the most unstable individuals love to preach about how "nobody just communicates with me, I'm so chill but nobody will give me open criticism so I can grow" kek

No. 2262310

>>2261683
at this rate I mostly listen to the music and avoid watching the videos or any content that triggers my BDD or anachan feels

No. 2262312

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>Be me, depressed.
>Call doctor to get anti-depressants.
>The voicemail answers; ask the office to call me back.
>Secretary calls me back an hour later and leaves a message telling me to call back.
>It's been 10 days and I still haven't called back.
Sometimes it feels like I'm stuck in this loop and I can't break out of it no matter how hard I try. All I ever do is read. It's difficult because I feel like I'm not an active participant in my own life sometimes. I'd like to move to a warm country where it's always sunny. Maybe then I wouldn't be so unstable and Björkian for half of the year.

No. 2262325

>>2262137
I have a younger brother and i'm fine except im retarded but i don't think having a sister would have prevented that. The only thing i hated was that my parents would baby him and take his side in any arguments because i was so "smart and mature" and he was just a little innocent boy (not). So don't do that i guess.

No. 2262330

>>2262203
i had it too girl, 6 months ago and i'm still majorly fucked up from it. hope you don't get long covid!!

No. 2262367

My boyfriend keeps making threats of leaving me; he leaves me in a vulnerable spot and then he makes me panic. I beg him to stay because I'm in pain. I beg him profusely. And then I beg again, reminding him that he's thinking in absolutes and escalating things to a thousand. I'm pathetic. I've been putting up with this for two days in a row. I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of screaming, I'm tired of convincing him, but without him I have nothing.

No. 2262370

>>2262312
Just call back.
>Björkian
Same.

No. 2262371

>>2262175
Let's help each other forget each other's lover, nonna. I'm willing if you are.

No. 2262380

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>reach out to friends and ask to hang out
>no response
>days later see them hanging out together close to where I live
I am going to hang myself

No. 2262399

>ordered itabag from aliexpress
>they attempt to deliver bag while i’m
at work, fails
>????
>check site
>”we need more information, address verification or details”
Okay what fucking information do you need?? Like yes my house is in a weird spot but it has a mailbox and it has a porch and the address is correct. Don’t be fucking retarded maybe???

No. 2262406

>>2262367
That sounds exhausting nonny… it does come across like you got into the relationship hoping it would fix things in your life tho. At this point wouldn't you thrive more without him? Is he really the right answer to your problems? Is he supportive of them? He sounds more like a drug you take to cope than a friend. Threatening to break up sounds like he's cowardly just waiting for you to end it.

No. 2262415

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I think a part of me will always regret not going after an art related degree. I know people out there love to clown on it and say that the only jobs available for an art degree are either barista or as a bagger, but I honestly feel some type of way when I find out an accomplished artist or an educator has an art educational background because they at least got the experience of being at an art school and learned some things. I am going to graduate with another kind of degree, and some classes did have artsy stuff in it, but it's just not the same and I don't know how to feel about it. I just wish I wasn't such a coward and went after things I wanted in life even if people would laugh at me.

No. 2262434

>>2262415
why not just get a second degree

No. 2262529

>>2262415
Why not minor in art? You can be an art teacher or freelance graphic design or commissioner. Yes it is harder to get your foot in the door with art but it’s not impossible, especially if you can tap into an insane market like vtubing or something.

No. 2262531

>>2262415
Most art careers dont teach you shit nowadays, unless you live in china or russia.

No. 2262613

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i am just very sad, like little kid sad. haven't felt like this in a long time. i may have to move soon to somewhere ive never been and know no one, totally alone. ive been sitting at home applying to jobs. i have my boyfriend and my best friend and ive mentioned how bad i feel to both but yknow they have lives too. so i've just been sitting at home crying often. it just makes me think i'd feel the same if i was home or far away no matter what. maybe it is an omen that i've been feeling so deeply alone with everyone i love around me? i dont even know what goals or what i want to eek out of life anymore. im just moving forward because i dont know what else to do. im exhausted and i cant sleep. and i wish i had someone to talk to. burning at both ends

No. 2262615

>>2262613
I felt the same and I moved away too. The feeling stays unfortunately

No. 2262637

>>2262615
im sorry you feel the same way nona. i wouldnt wish it on anyone.

No. 2262651

>>2262415
If you're really serious, you could always minor in art, get a second BA, put together a strong portfolio and even jump straight to an MFA program, or take local courses at community college if they're available to you. That said, don't let the FOMO blind you to the reality of what an art program will likely be like: expensive, frustrating, exhausting, and with precious little payoff. At best, an art undergrad program will provide you with structure, materials, and connections you wouldn't otherwise have access to. And this is certainly valuable (I found out I liked making art that I never would even attempted if I hadn't needed to do it for a class), but it is nowhere near valuable enough to justify…everything else.

Art programs are typically underfunded and many instructors are resentful that they're teaching you instead of being a world-famous artist. So they do the bare mininum and expect you to self-teach pretty much everything, which you do not need a professor to do. In fact, even if you ask them for help, they will often give you bad or outdated advice and you realize you would've been better off just looking it up on Youtube. Studio classes are 3-4 hours long and often absolutely miserable, especially if the assignment is boring. You're subjected to peer review from people who often have nothing insightful to say and no advice to offer. There is little career support, probably because the job prospects are so bleak that they don't even bother trying.

I would only recommend a BA in art to someone who plans to go on and get an MFA (for teaching), or to someone who is rich and has enough free time to shop around for a truly excellent program that you know will be worth your while. But if you just want to make art and start trying to put together a practice, all you really need is a studio (can be rented), some materials, practice, and to get involved with local art communities so you can start networking. If you want to pursue art, I really think you should go for it, but art programs are so anemic and atrophied that it's a very difficult degree to recommend. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't do it again knowing what I know now.

No. 2262677

>>2262106
I feel you
I've just accepted angrily and with immense BDD that I'm stuck with this weird childish adult look no matter what I do. There is no way to fix my fucking proportions. I'm not even that short, but my fucking body makes me look it.

No. 2262707

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I was actually dumb enough to watch the Mike Tyson vs Jake Paul fight. I thought it was going to be an actual fight but it was just a money grab for both assholes. The most boring shit ever. More annoying is Jake Paul will never shut up about beating Mike Tyson even though the man is 60. Asshole has no wins against ranked fighters his own age. What a bitch. I put shame on Tyson for even accepting this fight when he can barely walk now. Hope the pay out was worth it for some 28 year old millionare to shit all over your legacy. What a fucking stressful ass fight. Fuck this.

No. 2262711

My mind erased so much of the memory that I can't even tell if it's real anymore

No. 2262712

>>2262707
I feel this. I can’t believe I watched it.

No. 2262726

>>2262707
It's actually kind of sad that over 70,000 people paid to sit in that stadium to watch it when it ended up being boring as shit

No. 2262727

>>2262712
Jake Paul in his prime could barely beat an old man. Won by 4 points, no knock out. The two women before them put up a more aggressive fight.
Also to add, fuck netflix. That was the worst streaming experiance ever. 99% will haunt my dreams.

No. 2262729

>>2262726
It was almost three rounds of Paul hugging Tyson which sadly gave him points because hugging counts as a "grab." Then him running away for the next few rounds and going in when he's tired. Either way, it wasn't really a fight. Like the announcers said it's just a way for Jake Paul to get attention, even if it's bad attention. What a joke.

No. 2262735

i wish i can stop self harming but im a retard and have no other way to cope

No. 2262744

i just wish he'd love me

No. 2262761

>>2261886
Understandable tbh.

No. 2262785

You don't bother communicating your problems because you want to hold them over my head, I don't bother communicating mine because I'm not stupid enough to think you'll change or even understand, you retarded scrote. We are not the same.

No. 2262807

I wish I had no conscience. I wish I could do all the selfish things I want to do. Horrible person trapped in the body of a moral person, kek.

No. 2262811

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I really hate being a zoomer. I just wish I could've at least entered the work force and stuff a bit earlier before the economy got so difficult. People make it sound like before the internet you could work basically anywhere just by asking. I have applied everywhere but no one wants me around. I understand, I'm a little slow and it takes me longer to learn routines. I become overwhelmed but I think I hide it decently when I do. I just want a shitty minimum wage job so I can help my mom. I don't want her to have to work herself to death. I'm trying my best but not even McDonald's will give me a chance to show I can be a decent worker. I can't even land an interview. I don't know why I bother talking about this to people they always ask the same questions and when I further explain why this is my situation they just tell me "chin up" or "your time will come eventually". Someone told me I should just join the military and I'm starting to think they're right. I used to want to be an artist. I've accepted that a lot of the stuff I'd wanted in life just isn't gonna be possible this time around and I can come to terms with not being able to do frivolous things like go to disney land or travel abroad. It's not in the cards for me but can't I at least be allowed to make life easier for my mom? Can I secure independence. I'm sick of having to stomach abuse to maintain a stable living situation. I'm scared because the economy in the US doesn't look like it's gonna be getting better so lifting myself up through education as I planned might be pointless. For now I guess I've just gotta go donate more Plasma so I can give my mom SOMETHING for groceries. I've thought about doing sex work and thinking about doing sex work sickens me but when my cousin talks about the money and how much she can make really quickly I wonder if I'm being selfish or stupid when money that could possibly make my life better is there and the bar for entry is so low.

No. 2262871

I am so tired of being the initiator in my friendships and feeling that the effort I put in won't be reciprocated. They probably don't care as much it sucks.

No. 2262906


No. 2262908

I am literally Mary from Silent Hill 2

No. 2262916

>talk with a girl on snap for a week
>she's lesbian, i'm straight, say i'm bi since i wanna see where things might go
>send picture of myself where i'm wearing makeup and photoshopped my nose to be smaller, that's it
>seems into me but not 100% sure
>says "i don't have any ugly friends" and i tell her i am objectively ugly and she's like "no you're not"
>we meet up at her dorm since we go to the same college
>not wearing any makeup at all
>urges me to get out after basically 5 minutes because she's "sick" and throwing up
>blocks me on every social
Being an ugly woman is so fucking hard and no one gets it. My mom and sister are both pretty meanwhile I got the short end of the stick where I got my dad's humongous nose, a butt chin yet no jaw whatsoever, small eyes, and bushy eyebrows. It's fucking miserable. She can't even just hang out with me as a friend: I'm that fucking ugly.

No. 2262918

>>2262916
this has got to be bait

No. 2262920

>>2262916
>talk with a girl on snap for a week
>she's lesbian, i'm straight, say i'm bi since i wanna see where things might go
Now I get that what happened to you was still hurtful, though you are aware that you helped created room for that event, right?

No. 2262928

>>2262918
>ugly woman talks about her experience being ugly
>b-bait!
Fuck you.
>>2262920
I didn't realize she could've had feelings for me until way after, I thought it was just a friendship thing. I dismissed any clues as just me being narcissistic.

No. 2262932

>>2262916
>On snap
Could have just stopped there tbh

No. 2262936

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My birthday is in a few days and I'm probably going to attempt suicide. I'm trying to not think about it too hard. What I hate about my preferred method is that I have to fast for two days, which is very uncomfortable. I wish euthanasia and assisted suicide were considered a human right everywhere in the world.

No. 2262955

>>2262936
Anon please stay, I mean it. The amount of effort you’re putting into offing yourself could be spent doing something amazing for yourself. Please hang in there

No. 2262956

>>2262955
>Please hang in there
That's not my preferred method though. kek

No. 2262959

>>2262956
its interesting you use james as a reaction image because no matter what shit that moid will go through he never considered suicide even when his wife asked him to…but you seem weaker than that moid, you arent more feeble than that moid are you?

No. 2262965

>>2262959
He literally kills himself in one of the endings
The reason why I used the picture is not because I relate to him, but to Mary, his wife. I don't want to explain more when it literally doesn't matter.

No. 2262974

>>2262956
Kek I walked into that one. See, you’re funny, you should stick around.

No. 2262976

>>2262965
>He literally kills himself in one of the endings
yes one of the "bad" endings but unlike you the player can redo the ending but you cant. tbh i dont really care if you go through with it because in the end it depends on you and your will power you may say youre going to kill yourself regardless but you still felt a need to post you were if you truly were resolute why tell us? because you want someone to talk you out of it? for someone to say it really isnt worth it? if someone can live through war and still want to be alive why cant you? whats stopping you from living?

No. 2262987

>>2262976
>because you want someone to talk you out of it? for someone to say it really isnt worth it?
Not really no, I don't want to be talked out of it, and I don't want anyone close to me to know, and I have a big post history here so may as well add some final lore to it kek. It's just venting, I know you are concerned but there's nothing else to it, I've also tried to comfort other suicidal anons before as well so I understand how you feel but I'm ok with passing away

No. 2262994

>>2262916
She was literally throwing up?

No. 2262998

I just keep wondering if me messing up with my ex and his asshole fuckboy edgelord emo friend who taunted me and made fun of me will send me bad karma eventually. I don't really want bad things to happen to my ex but his friend is truly a shithead and a terrible person overall, misogynistic, racist, nazi sympathizer with a bad case of yellow fever. I have my own shady ways of inflicting damage to his friend, but I feel guilty if this will get back to me and I'll end up in hell or idk something bad will happen to me as a result. I know I shouldn't seek revenge and let destiny do its job but I'm mad that fag is really having a nice life fucking women left and right and having a job that makes him feel cocky and superior cause he can literally beat up people while being a terrible fucking human being

No. 2263039

invited a new friend to my apartment for the first time last night, we got into the topic of inappropriate age gaps in relationships and after telling him I was groomed by someone 5 years older than me from the age of 10 to 17, he revealed he groomed a 14 year old girl and then had sex with her when she was 16 and he was 21. and when I made it clear I thought that was wrong he doubled down, said "age of consent is 16" multiple times, said it was a gray area, and that it was OK because he just "wasn't emotionally ready to leave high school" at the time. and then refused to let the conversation topic move to something other than sex/age gaps in sexual relationships. for the whole night.

he stayed in my apartment for another 1.5 hours, peed and left the toilet seat up, didn't wash his hands after using the bathroom, and ignored all my hints I wanted him gone and only left when I said "I'm gonna have to kick you out now".

I will never invite a straight man into my home ever again jesus christ what the fuck

No. 2263040

Any nonas disconected from their country's culture? I want to assimilate into normies but i just hate how extroverted and hypersexual the culture arpund here is. My mom always wants me to go outside and meet people but everyone is so uggo and the streets are full of trash, the scenery is ugly, the buildings are torn up, you can't sit in a park because there are homeless schizos… what do people do with their lives really? I don't know if i was born in an anglo country or korea or japan i would bare any different because i just don't have hobbies, barely any interests, i don't really think i can make female friends. People are nice to me for some reason but i just feel like i have to force myself to interact with people, i just don't care about anything. My mom keeps pushing me to college and ive already had to dropout twice because i clearly don't have a life goal or really interested in said career and now she wants me to take a oratory course that im not interested in. yes im already on SSRIS for depression and OCD if youre wondering

No. 2263054

>>2263040
Nonna, if it makes you feel better I would be friends with someone without any hobbies or interests. I don't think such a thing defines a person, and there are a plethora of reasons why perhaps someone may not have not ultimately cultivated said things. More and more these days I feel like relationships are transactional and that people just fill a role for the kind of person someone wants to be friends with (what makes sense for their all-subsuming identity, etc), but irl I've noticed people care about this less than it may seem on the Internet. I'm sort of in the same position as you but possibly older. Just keep at it.

No. 2263061

>>2262209
>>skinless arms
>>skinless
are you a skeleton

No. 2263068

>>2262677
i have this body type too, it is frustrating and i feel like it keeps people from taking me seriously as an adult. but i try to make peace and accept myself. figuring out how to style yourself makes a big difference but i feel like it will always be a work in progress trying to look like a woman instead of an oversized child

No. 2263086

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i hate having PCOS and oily skin, can't stop picking my face and sometimes i look like a meth-head because of it

No. 2263120

I hate how all advice on being less online essentially boils down to "Stop using your phone". This is useless advice, I've never had a phone, I still don't know what to do with my time without the internet. When looking up what people did before the internet, all I see is meeting up with friends, but what if you don't have any of those, either? It's like all the useless diet advice telling you to replace soda with water and snacks with fruit when you're already only drinking water and eat fruits as if they're skittles lol.

No. 2263130

I'm in danger of losing my job that I worked really hard for and I probably won't ever get another one because the economy is horrible and my peers are struggling to find employment too, my mental health is already in shambles and trying to look for a new one fills me with so much dread I just want to up and die sometimes. I've lost my appetite yet still gain weight, I constantly feel either numb or horrified of the future. I have health issues that I just can't dig up the energy to treat because all of it goes into just getting up from the bed in the morning. I want to just leave it all and walk out and never return. I want to start over with my life and make better decisions. I want to be at peace with myself instead of constantly being paralyzed with fear and anxiety. I want to be healthy and doing things that feel fulfilling. I want to feel genuine happiness, belonging and tranquility just once before I die.

No. 2263134

I would be okay if someone else came into my life and loved me more than him

No. 2263136

>>2263134
in fact, I wish it happened

No. 2263194

>>2263054
But youre not the majority nonita…

No. 2263215

>>2263120
Start reading books or pick up some hobby or game. I recently got into podcasts (actually interesting ones with storylines) and now all the youtube drama shit I used to watch has become so boring, I just open youtube and close it again because nothing interests me. And when I picked up cross stitching I suddenly didn't have time to doomscroll anymore. I still browse lolcow during breaks but even that is becoming less and less appealing

No. 2263236

>>2263130
I'm scared of this too. I work on a project involving the GI Bill as a contractor so hearing about Project 2025's plans regarding education and the VA scared me. Nonas, how likely is it Drump admin is going to nuke all the contractors jobs involved in those departments?

No. 2263305

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I'm in my mid-30's and I still can't stop thinking about how ugly I am and how much I hate myself every day. I constantly think about what a mess my hair is, how ugly my face is, that I need to lose weight, etc. It's causing me so much misery, but nothing helps and I keep getting denied mental help for it. Whenever I see someone getting special treatment because of their pretty privilege I don't really get jealous, I get upset at myself for not being pretty enough to get the same treatment.
Hopefully if everything goes as I want I'll get a good paying job next year, and hopefully it will be enough to hire a personal trainer and perhaps do a couple of minor surgeries to fix the two things that is always making me hate my mirror image.

No. 2263335

Bought something for my friend because I'm sure she'll love it but now I think she hates me again and doesn't want anything to do with me with very little proof. I hate my fucking brain it's always convincing me of the worst possible outcome of literally anything. I wish I could be constantly reassured, especially by her but that's also fucking annoying. I have about a month until I can see her again and every day my brain tells me that we won't be speaking any more by then. I'm dreading it so much as if it's a guarantee even though nothing has indicated that so far.

No. 2263386

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Red hair is fucking gross and the ugliest color a human can naturally have, especially the gross orange-blonde hybrid. It looks like shit in all artificial lighting and it looks really fucking stupid if you don't have light colored eyes. I fucking hate having to dye my hair all the time but I look like a fucking inbred medieval peasant with piss orange hair if I don't. It looks like I fucked up bleaching my hair, like that nasty dark yellow orange shade

No. 2263390

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I would rather have the most common shade of brown than this mess, the roots look terrible when it grows into your normal colored dye hair.

No. 2263398

Im an anemic neet that barely moves and have a habit of scratching myself with dull items so I don’t cut my skin and now I have dark bruises all over my thighs. They’re so annoying to deal with because no matter what vitamins I take they don’t seem to go away as quick as they used to, now I’m worried that I have stupid shit like lipedema because my bruises are the same

No. 2263420

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>>2263390
Some ginger moid at my work bragged about being a ginger because "the nordic ancestry that comes intertwined with the redhead genes braces his body for the cold". Gingeranons, how true even is that shit?

No. 2263431

>>2263420
It's a cope because he's ugly AF. We try to find retarded facts about redheads to cope with fact that everybody across all races find us hideous.

No. 2263438

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Question for older women. Do you truly find men your age more attractive than younger men? I sometimes look at young men and compare them to older men. And I cannot imagine any woman of any age finding the latter more attractive? Are you all faking it?

No. 2263448

>>2263420
Not a ginger myself but they are actually proven to be more efficient at making Vitamin D, so they need less sunlight. However they are also at higher risk of skin cancer if they get lots of sunlight, so essentially it's either a penalty or a benefit depending on where they live

I also remember reading that they are more likely to wake up in surgery when under anaesthetic but don't quote me on that one, might be pop sci

No. 2263451

i fucking hate men so much it's unreal like it's really getting unreal

No. 2263454

>>2263451
like i used to hate men because i thought they were evil but now i hate them because theyre gross and a major annoyance not even out of evilness but out of pure animalistic reasons like theyre fucking primal animalsn
i seriously think if it wasnt for pregnancy and child bearing women would achieve 10x more than men for the mere reason that our sexual instincts don't overpower us the same way
we're the sex that's closer to god

i said what i said

No. 2263455

>>2263438
When I look at these charts I feel that women imagine themselves dating men of a specific age, and go for an age similar to theirs because they aren't paedophiles, whereas men are fantasizing about the hottest women they remember becoming obsessed with that they never developed their tastes further on from

No. 2263468

>>2263386
I've seen cute ginger moids irl though

No. 2263476

>>2263438
women get socially pressured and shamed out of admitting that younger men are more attractive. just look at the way that women who date and marry younger men get publicly pilloried and made examples of. over time, many women end up rationalizing their fear of social rejection into a supposed appreciation for walled moids.

No. 2263493

>>2263451
I hate to say this but I find older men more attractive. On average I think it's because attraction for women is more complex than just the purely physical. I hate myself for saying that and it feels anti-feminist but I can't get into a younger man because I care more about the quality of my life/prospects for my future children rather than just physical appearance. I think on average women are just not as sex-obsessed as men are. We're just more evolved in that respect and it sucks in a lot of ways

No. 2263514

>>2263386
nonna this feels like a cope. Red hair is very cute on most women and I think we just have to accept that

No. 2263517

>>2263438
Obviously younger men are better looking. Most women can never admit the true importance of men's looks and youth, even to themselves. They anticipate an implicit hurtful rejection at the very idea, they assume an old moid is their best chance at being loved and appreciated so they just psyop themselves into 'preferring' it.

For me, if I ever see a good looking older man I think "I wouldn't mind being married to a guy like that when I'm old". I have continued thinking this into my 30s and will probably think it about men in their 40s when I am also in my 40s kek. But I've soured on the idea of 'growing old together' now that I know moids are incapable of accepting their and their wife's aging, why would I give them the grace they can't give us?

No. 2263527

>>2263438
I think it's because, as another anon said, women are more complex when it comes to what we are attracted to. Whenever I see a younger, good-looking moid I think about how I would have been really attracted to him if I had been younger but at where I am I don't feel anything, I can only see it from an objective point of view. I've always been attracted to men around my age because I want to have someone that can relate to the same things as me, that remembers things from the same era we grew up in, etc. while I want to wake up every morning next to someone that looks really good, I also put a lot of value in what I can converse with him and that he has a stable career.
Scrotes want younger women because moids aren't interested in these aspects. They want someone young because not only because they want a good-looking partner that makes their peers feel jealous of their brand new child bride, but younger partners are also more easily manipulated (or at least more likely to put up with their bullshit) and dependent on them. They aren't interested in someone that can have an intelligent conversation with them or can challenge them in any way.

No. 2263534

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>>2263438
I feel like women are also more encouraged to enjoy older men through the ugly man psyop
For the longest time, media such as movies, music videos and whatnot has been produced by men, protraying their own fantasies of being old and having a hot young girl for themselves
This has washed onto women who are used to seeing older men protrayed in media as the main love interest and made us more tolerant to older scrotes
When you watch movies produced by women you'll see young men protrayed, just take "we need to talk about kevin", one of the best pieces of eye candy out there for women, think we'd have had that 30 years ago?
I think as women are taking over media production more and more we'll see more women embracing their desires for younger men

No. 2263545

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>>2263534
Samefag
I also recently learned that Howl's moving castle, a movie where a really handsome man learns to love a woman who was turned into a crone by a witch, is based on a novel written in 1986 by a woman
Compare that to the novels we grew up with.. The beauty and the beast, the prince and the frog ; it was always the woman who had to learn to accept her partner's ugliness
We had to wait to have women writing stories to see a story like the one of Howl's moving castle appear

No. 2263556

>>2263390
I know I shouldn’t reply but nonna you’re breaking my heart. It’s one of the most beautiful hair colors if it’s anything like your picrel.

No. 2263560

>>2263534
This is so sad because when I saw this film I was young too so he was my ideal of male beauty, and that stayed my as my memory of the film until now because I never rewatched it, but now I look at this picture and only see a little teenage boy. Obviously I'm not attracted to him anymore, he's a child.
It's nice that I'm not a paedophile but it's also a sad thing to think about because if I'm only attracted to men my own age, then I will never get to enjoy the attributes I personally see beautiful in men again because they grow out of them. Stupid bald rectangle shaped idiots that can't take care of their skin.

No. 2263567

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My niece is going borderline no-contact with my mom, and mom is of course going full surprised pikachu face over it since they've always been close. Idk mom, maybe it's because now that she's an adult and doesn't live 7 hours away she's had to face the reality that you are a clingy, pessimistic doomer with main character syndrome that talks down on anyone younger than you and is completely unable to apologize. She probably got fed up with you talking about how the world is going to hell and that you are soooo glad that you will not live long enough to see the worst of it while we still have to live it. Probably because you make every ongoing trauma in others' lives your business. Probably because she's watched you attempt at guilting her dad and her aunts (me and my sister) whenever you don't get enough attention and money. Maybe the last drop was my sister calling you out for giving us both eating disorders while you were trying to trash talk her mom for criticizing her body the same way you did to us. Maybe it all is because she realized you are an overdramatic hypocritical bully and not the strong, independent feminist she always thought you were and looked up to you as.

No. 2263615

>>2263545
The book is a lot better, too; the movie deviates from the book at about half-way through, around the part where Sophie poses as Howls mother.

No. 2263626

I hate that I hate my body so fucking much. Bought a pair of really adorable boots, but I can't bring myself to wear anything that would show them off because my legs disgust me too much.

No. 2263668

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Never had sex in my life and it's consuming me. I need to feel a monster cock deep in me right now or i'll implode. Sukuna where are you

No. 2263670

>>2263545
i feel like my brain is so rotted that i can't even experience being attracted to a man in a physical way without considering what else he has to offer

No. 2263671

>>2263670
This sounds like a survival mechanism.

No. 2263680

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AGHHH MY BACK FUCK, MY BACK MAN

No. 2263683

>>2263670
This is normal, nonna. Moids are a detriment to our physical and mental health, if they can't offer us anything to mitigate that they should fuck off

No. 2263689

My boyfriend giving me panic attacks is not normal and it's not healthy at all

No. 2263693

>>2262936
Unnecessary update but I binged eated again just to prevent this. It makes me feel extremely guilty and shitty.

No. 2263695

>>2263040
Me, I hate my country's party music and party culture, plus the blatant misogyny everywhere

No. 2263697

>>2263693
Get on GLP-1s or vyvanse, please. It's a really hard thing to beat on your own

No. 2263699

>>2262994
Ntayrt but sometimes when I see really ugly people I gag or dry retch as well because I'm an empath so I believe her story

No. 2263707

>>2262916
I have a really hard time wrapping my mind around a straight woman doing this to a lesbian.. that you chapel roan?

No. 2263708

>>2262916
A man posted this BTW

No. 2263712

>>2262928
You told her you're "bi" to "see where things go" don't backpedal now.

No. 2263715

>>2262916
Anon, if you just wanted a friend, why on Earth would you lie about being bisexual
>>2263708
Kek I wouldn't be surprised tbh

No. 2263724

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>>2262916
How nice of you to grace us with your schizo pathological lies for female attention

No. 2263738

>>2263454
u r 100% right

No. 2263740

Old men are so fucking weird about Taylor Swift, shut the fuck about her being ~flashy~ and "showing leg" like that's some fucking crime. You are so fucking critical of women and everything they do, as if showing leg is some horrific crime. Why don't you hold that same vitriol for Travis Scott and Kanye instead of acting like a woman half your age is some evil whore for dressing like a glittery gymnast. Shut the fuck up already, your one of the main reasons I hate men so much you dumb fucking gross old man. Get your fucking shit together, you are a 70 year old loser who can't even manage to keep a sleep schedule or clean up after yourself. Shut the fuck up, why do you think your retarded sheltered loser opinion has any value whatsoever. Stop talking about young women, jfc.

No. 2263742

>>2263670
that's actually based

No. 2263745

>>2263683
honestly i was so baffled when i learned some women get repeated utis from having sex with their boyfriends let alone multiple men
and theyre out here trying how to stop getting UTIs after sex
like bitch stop having sex with these nasty moids and sufferring all of that literally whats the point???

No. 2263747

Mom didn't take her mood pills and now everyone else has to suffer for it! Yay!

No. 2263753

>>2263534
His tummy.

No. 2263767

Ive been here like 5 years and I keep getting called a newfags
It's kind of obnoxious how some nonas are nitpicky and trying to assert they belong here more than you or something.. Idk there's just this annoying vibe

No. 2263770

>>2263767
its just the typical response when they don't like what you're saying. ignore it. sad you can't report people for newfag sperging but you can get banned in an instant for being accused of being a moid.
>say something
>some retard accuses me of being a moid
>they don't get banned for scrotefoiling
>i get banned for being "male"
>fine i guess i'll keep that in mind
>some point in the future
>see someome say exactly what i had said that time i got banned
>okay i guess i'll report them
>nothing fucking happens to them
>i get banned for scrotefoiling
it just makes no sense and mods are banning people half the time depending on their mood it seems

No. 2263771

>>2263745
I used to get that from having sex with just one man, I think they're all just dirty and have poor grooming habits. I used to make sure to pee right after and that would cut it down to a 50/50 chance of maybe not getting a uti. And then I would chug water and take cranberry pills after just to make sure. And even after telling him he didn't make any changes to his hygiene. I was retarded for putting up with that. Now that I avoid moids entirely I haven't had a uti in like 7 years, and I masturbate every night and don't pee afterwards. They're just dirty and gross.

No. 2263772

>>2263767
Anon… if you keep getting called a newfag then what's the common denominator there? It's more likely you're posting like a newfag than everyone else being a hivemind trying to assert dominance over perfectly reasonable posts.

No. 2263773

I talked a few threads ago about my doomer boomer mom that does all this doomsday prepping all the time, and how insufferable she is about it.
I'm going to see her tomorrow (or today, rather), because she has bought these new emergency sets that she wants to give me. Very nice of her, of course. But she is going all "well we all know it's not a matter of if things blow up, but when". I just can't take it anymore. I think I'm about to fucking tell her how much fucking anxiety this shit from her is giving me, that I already know the world is fucked up beyond repair at this point - it's keeping me up almost every night.
I've already talked about her before about how the way this obsession of hers is seeping into most of our conversation in one way or other is affecting my mental health and our relationship. Do I really need to sit her down again and explain that unlike her I don't go into survival mode: I go "okay what's the smoothest way to leave this meat cage?"? I don't want to do that, I don't want to have that conversation. But this is all she talks about now and I can't handle it anymore.

No. 2263775

so paranoid that i might be being watched and laughed at that i cant do anything productive fml i feel like im living in the truman show

No. 2263783

>>2263772
so you think it's more likely that a 5 year poster is somehow "posting like a newfag" (what does that even mean besides not integrating and misusing board features?) than it is that some people are just bitter and annoying?

No. 2263787

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There is so much misinformation going on with the 4B movement. I just saw a post on my ig feed about a woman who does wigs for girls who have alopecia. However, she was trying to speak up against the 4b movement, saying women are shaving their heads for it. Where and when did this even happen?
On top of that, she is trying to state that women who have hair loss unwillingly will feel awful about this. Even though all kinds of women have been shaving their heads for centuries. Nothing to do with cancer or alopecia. interesting on misinformation on the 4B movement is suddenly triggering these kind of pick mes. On top of that, random TRAs are trying to chime in saying the 4b movement in Korea is transphobic. Like what the FUCK

No. 2263825

>>2263787
>On top of that, she is trying to state that women who have hair loss unwillingly will feel awful about this.
I had no idea about this but I fully agree with your post. I have alopecia and I don't feel upset about that at all, more power to them. I support whatever women want to do with their hair, shave it, grow it, dye it. Do whatever, yeah I wish I had hair but I'm not going to seethe over women with hair shaving it off. It's all just preference. And if they're shaving it off to try to appeal to men less I still am not upset about it, most men don't see shaved headed girls as "fuckable." That's just life.

No. 2263834

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Please respond. You reached out and all I can think about all week is you.
I just want things to work out. I want to go back to that stupid place where we could play our stupid songs and I wasn't this nihilistic (life is worthless, the only pleasure is what you make it. Edge lord much?) bitch I am now.
I want to come home and here you're playing some stupid indie rock bands completely out of tune and I love that.
It's never good to get back with exes but I was happy then. I shouldn't depend on him for my future happiness but it can't hurt to try. Nothing else is working. It'll be an experience at least and for the last 6 years I have got nothing of that. Just grinding and ticking boxes. I hate this corpo life.

No. 2263839

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bf called me his ex's name on accident this morning during an argument…not once…not twice….three fucking times.
they were together 16 years. when we first met he was too afraid to admit this and told me it was 6 years. they had been together since high school and known each other since third grade. today is the 18th anniversary of my sewerslide attempt too. and im one week off the cigrits during all this. feels bad.(integrate)

No. 2263849

>>2263839
I refuse to believe you're as old as you're implying yourself to be.

No. 2263857

>>2263849
if he was with his ex since high school, let's say 15yo, they broke up when he was 31, he's probably 33 now. anom is probably the same age if she attempted slue of slide at 16. its not even old. come on now…(do not self censor on lolcow)

No. 2263860

>>2263839
>sewerslide
Can you not

No. 2263872

>>2263839
>sewerslide
>cigrits
>>2263857
>slue of slide
The state of this website… I'm sorry OP that you are going through things and I hope your day gets better so you'll be in a better headspace, but it is impossible to take you seriously with this babytalk and self-censoring. Get off tiktok or whatever social media you use that has brainwashed you into typing like a toddler.

No. 2263873

I can't fucking stand my boyfriend's former roommate. We had a party today and she was also invited. She is one of those people who just don't know when to go home. I excused myself at 1 am because I had work in the morning and she stayed till fucking 5 am with my boyfriend and three other guests. There is just something about her that I cannot stand. She has the typical loud party girl personality with a very loud, bubbly screeching voice. Idk I just can't stand her and I don't want that bitch to visit my house ever again. She also hugged my boyfriend really long when she left. Maybe I am over exaggerating because I am fucking tired and pissed that I have work in a few hours idk

No. 2263875

>>2263872
anon when people say silly things like sue of side they're just making light of a terrible thing. it's funny. no need to take it so sers as if we're on tiktok and people are actively ##CENSORING!!! themselves to not get banned.

No. 2263884

>>2262434
>>2262529
>>2262531
Thank you for the suggestions.

>>2262651
I really hope this doesn't break any rules, but just wanted to get personal with you with a semi-long response kek.

This is super helpful, actually, thank you so much. It's funny, but I did actually enrolled in an art school before the pandemic hit and we were forced to go online. The professors had no idea how to deal with it all, and I ended up dropping all but one class that I got an A in, but I could tell the teacher just didn't cared what we sent in and just wanted to collect his paycheck. Then I got into another online art program that was nice at first, but then… I ran into the exact teachers you described, only they were also nasty on top of it because they knew what a total beginner I was, and I graduated with certificates that really… I don't know, I regret it. Yes, ultimately, if doing art as a business is what I want to do, its better to just bite the bullet and upload my portfolio on a social media website. My art has improved tensfold since teaching myself, with the help of books, YouTube, and pre-recorded stuff that a famous artist put together for his students that helped me a lot. I guess maybe I'm just having a weird image in my head that I need to be super educated or something, to justify going into art in the first place. I realize this is purely psychological and I need to get over myself, and just create art.

Thank you, again!

No. 2263887

>>2263875
>it's funny
no it just makes you sound like a retard

No. 2263889

>>2263887
humor is subjective and there's no need to be a downer

No. 2263892

>>2263875
>>2263889
Nta but they're right. It's stupid and it's actually rooted in monetization for the most part. It makes light of topics that have no business being light, underage bitch.

No. 2263904

>>2258640 here speaking kek hard to believe it's only been a few days.
My bf who dumped me continues to be all whiny sad depresso boy to everyone meanwhile I'm pretty much over it and accepted I have to make a new life in a new place on my own AND I'm the fucking one who got dumped in the first place out of nowhere by someone who said they'd marry me after having been given the cold shoulder for weeks. I have nothing and no one here so I'm focusing on making work connections and he's in his room getting drunk and crying to his friends about how hard it is. He's been going out pretty much every night and day even though he supposedly hated doing that before. WTF like ok you did this to yourself dude. Also I know from past experience when guys get really guilty and weird like this it's because they did something wrong so I'm assuming he cheated or some shit and will victimize himself that akshually I made him do it because I rejected him somehow, he had somewhat of an emotional affair a long time ago and I know men are weak and retarded like that in general. Or that he's mad he got snipped and changed his mind about having kids. Whatever. Maybe in a few weeks I'll ask him to spill the reasons but the way he and his friends talk about me is so hurtful and unsympathetic when I was going through the worst years of my life that I don't want the possibility of hearing that shit again. Like why are you sending me sad crying gifs and wtf do you want me to do about it when you don't even want to be around me. Go rot and play video games in your room like you always did.

No. 2263908

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I HATE SILVERFISH AHHHHH BEGONE FROM MY HOUSE

No. 2263931

>>2263875
SUICIDE

No. 2263935

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>>2263931
THEY’LL HAVE
SUICIDAL
SUICIDAL
WHEN YOU SAY IT’S OVER

DAMN ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS

No. 2263938

>>2263872
The tiktok and twittertots have found this website, just like they’ve found 4chan. Now they use it as a personal diary, I really wish parents would actually watch their children to prevent them from shitting up our beloved website.

No. 2263940

>>2263938
hating people younger than you isn't replacement for a personality you old bat(infighting)

No. 2263948

>>2263935
Should have been the Big Backed of Notre Dam

No. 2263949

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>>2263940
Go do your homework the weekend is almost over. I drink prune juice and tell children to get off my lawn while you’re busy slitting your wrists contemplating transitioning because an internet tranny groomer said so while getting money from your discord bf. Now get, you wippersnapper!

No. 2263956

>>2263940
Damn you're just big and annoying and loud huh

No. 2264004

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A bald moid cut in line, right in front of me, at the coffeeshop today, right before I was about to order. I got my coffee and sat outside the coffeeshop, waited for him to come outside, and yelled "BALD" right at him. I hate moids so much. They bring such suffering into my life even when I try to keep them out of it. I have no idea of what to do with this hatred for them and it grows everyday. What can I do to make the world more unpleasant for moids?

No. 2264018

>>2263857
I intended to imply that she is acting very young, you interpreted the word old as an insult.

No. 2264104

I'm worried that I like my friend more than she likes me. I think she likes me fine and all, but if it were up to me we'd be close best friends. I had a nice dream about her and I feel a little embarrassed about it because I don't think she'd dream of me like that. I really do want a close best friend but I know that's something that you can't force. Feels like friendships like that just come naturally.

No. 2264115

>>2264104
I've been in your place before (with her having another girl she considered her best friend included) and it sucks, but it's pointless wishing you were closer to someone when like you said it's impossible to force it. Loving someone even if you suspect they may not reciprocate as much is a beautiful feeling on its own. Enjoy your friendship with her and take it easy, you'll either become closer naturally or you'll find a best friend you instantly click with eventually

No. 2264116

Getting stuck in an OCD cycle in front of other people is so damn embarrassing. Like people at the supermarket are probably thinking "why the fuck does she keep picking up and putting down that pack of meat"

No. 2264118

I'm worried my boyfriend will lose his feelings for me when he starts his new mood stabilizers.

No. 2264119

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Anons, I'm scared. I got PCOS and I'm insulin resistant (runs in the family). My endo wants to put me on metformin, but I'm scared because since developing these "glycemic" problems last year I've become pretty underweight and I don't want that pill to K.O me for good. Every other doctor was hesitant to put me on metformin, but Doc told me I shouldn't worry and that "she knows what she's doing" but I'm seriously not sure about this, she told me I could actually help me gain it all back but like, I'm not sure man

No. 2264125

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i'm just so fucking sick and tired of women still fucking defending men and trannies even in the face of the election results that will probably make our lives a living nightmare for the foreseeable future. i was so happy to see a woman getting popular on tiktok because she is refreshingly honest and harsh in her criticism against men and is a huge supporter of the 4b movement. but then she suddenly posts a video about how we all have to care for our trans siblings and that there is no excuse to be transphobic against trans women because they are women just like us. like fuuuuuck offfffff, they are still male and they still benefit from the fucking patriarchy, they still benefit off of the oppression against actual women, they still fucking benefit from cutting women off from public society should the trump administration feel like going for the full ride in stripping us of everything we've fought for. i'm tired of having to think about the mensfolk. i'm tired of having to care for their made up problems. i'm tired of seeing women coming SO CLOSE TO CLASS CONSCIOUSNESS only to see it all blown up into pieces anyway. because think about the men. think about the men are you thinking about men yet what about the men have you supported your local scrote yet are you thinking about men are you thinking about men ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT MEN

No. 2264132

>>2264119
Can you get another doctor’s opinion or are you American?

No. 2264135

>>2264116
YES!!!!!!
It makes me look mentally handicapped…

No. 2264180

I wanted a trim and the hairstylist cut way more than she said she would. I have a short French bob now when all I wanted my hair cut shoulder length. I'm never letting anyone touch my hair again
>>2264004
KEK

No. 2264191

>>2263040
Are you in Latin America?

>>2263120
Impressing you get by without a cellphone. As a hag:
>I used to read more books
>I would play more video games
>I would watch more TV
But the truth is, we really did used to spend more time being bored. I really don't know what I'd be doing before vidya or TV.

No. 2264199

>>2264004
I let out my farts if I'm standing in front of one in line somewhere and if a woman is behind me I hold it. It's all I got.

No. 2264200

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No. 2264208

>>2263040
I could have literally written your exact post nonna. I live in Latin American and the culture here is so hypersexualized its ridiculous.

No. 2264211

>>2263775
i'm watching you fyi

No. 2264213

>>2263120
Go outside and do something new. Try finding interest in something mundane. There are many things you could be trying. Go to the park, the library or the mall, idk.

No. 2264225

i don't want to dwell on the fact that when my dad talks to me when he's drunk he always eventually makes incest jokes or implications that i'm not actually a lesbian but the discomfort about it is lasting enough that i can't let it sit and fester in my brain

No. 2264232

I get unusually bothered by retarded inconsequential things not like anxious but unending rumination current tormentuos topic is social media divide because I don't like blusky being gendy leaning censorous so I'm fundamentally against using it. The problem is that I get obsessive about the topic and don't know how to stop thinking about it even though it's extremely stupid. Urgh

No. 2264235

I've been on antidepressants for a few months now and the only side effects I got are night sweats and weird ass dreams. People that I just got to know mix inside my dreams with other people and I also dream of situations that just happened that day. Before I took antidepressants I just had dreams about random bullshit

No. 2264239

>>2263775
you're my personal cow

No. 2264240

>>2264225
This makes me want to puke

No. 2264244

>>2258387
There's an extension called 4chan X (which works on LC too) that lets you filter words. You can use it to hide nigel posts kek.

No. 2264253

all I want is her comfort right now but I don't want to burden her with my bullshit

No. 2264255

Fuck men, all of them. Fuck old scrotes, fuck younger scrotes , fuck priests, fuck professore, fuck shopkeepers, fuck drives, fuck grandpas, fathers, fuck sons, fuck straight scrotes, fuck bi scrotes, fuck faggots, fuck TIMs. They can all fuck off.

No. 2264256

>>2264225
Sign him up on Grindr

No. 2264263

>>2263908
Same nona, I hate them so much that last night I even had a nightmare about one crawling around in my bed. Gross little abominations I swear

No. 2264271

>>2252144
What is DOC?

No. 2264326

I so wish sarcasm landed through text. There is nothing that can replace it and it is an invaluable social tool
/s just doesn't do it, it conveys a joke or distancing without the biting effect of actual sarcasm

No. 2264331

just woke up and i slept so good knowing the moid i used to like when i was a teen is now fat as fuck and actively balding as he's approaching the male wall (turning 27), i don't know how it happened so fast, but he deserves eternal suffering. i left my house yesterday to go to an extended family and friends reunion and i didn't even recognize him at first kek. you have no idea how many times i wished he'd go bald and fat. i used to pray for times like this. i wish brutal balding and fatness on all moids i dislike

No. 2264369

I had no father or mother, I hate procreation, yuck. I was also never a child, children are nasty. As my sexuality started to develop I suppressed it for ideological reasons. I never grew old because that went against the script.
I'm pretty sure I'm never gonna die

No. 2264380

My friendship is slowly turning toxic and shitty and it's the worst thing fucking ever. Why can't we just be happy together

No. 2264384

Girl I befriended at public place we both go hit me with a “oh yes I’m an empath”. It’s so fucking over nonnas. I only attract clusterbee female friends.

No. 2264386

I never feel any sense of accomplishment. I finished something I've been working on for two years, and when I saw the final result I just thought to myself "Huh, cool." and went on with my day. Same with another thing I worked extremely long and hard on, I finally finished after a lot of stress and all I thought afterwards was "Neat-o. Anyways…". Finished schooling? Got my drivers license? Hit another milestone in life? "Nice lol". What's the point? I might as well hibernate under some rock like some kind of centipede.

No. 2264393

My mom genuinely values her dog over me, her daughter and it makes me feel like shit

No. 2264402


No. 2264409

I deserve to rot for everything I did, why am I incapable of just being a normal person that people actually want to be around. My retard brain always has to make me act out and push everyone away

No. 2264411

I feel like I'm too insecure to be properly attracted to women. Whenever I experience a draw I inevitably start comparing myself to her get insecure and the arousal withers away. I'm doomed.

No. 2264418


No. 2264444

>>2264409
what did you do?

No. 2264482

>>2263493
>I can't get into a younger man because I care more about the quality of my life/prospects for my future children rather than just physical appearance
Wouldn't an older one give your future kids autism tho

No. 2264508

>>2264225
it’s time to get rid of your dad. you no longer have a need for a father.
>>2264409
confess your sins child and i will tell you how many hail mary’s to do. maybe an act of service.

No. 2264566

i need to stop getting high

No. 2264620

I hate all ugliness in this world including myself and its ruining my life how can i recover?

No. 2264623

>>2263493
giving your children an old father is bad because he will have less energy and be less able to do things and connect with them.

No. 2264624

>>2264620
you have to begin seeing the beauty in everyone

No. 2264631

I keep not doing the things I need to do in order to actually start to feel better about my life (like applying to jobs and cleaning my fucking apartment) and I hate myself for it and it feels so juvenile to still be engaging in scrolling to avoid things at 30 years old.

No. 2264634

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LC just isnt the same since retarded shitposting threads gone, wish they'd come back

No. 2264637

>>2259711
Yeah it's not worth it, you'll think they're normal then they suddenly show their coomer side or act in shitty ways randomly and you can't see them the same. Being friends with them always means tolerating some amount of bullshit and misogyny and it fucking sucks. You're lucky you have irl friends to fall back on though. I've basically just resigned myself to having no friends outside of my relationship at this point.
>>2259723
This is me, I want to actually cut out lc for real though. I was trying to but kind of relapsed since I have no actual female friends to talk to and this is the closest to that. I left this place for months at a time before and would just post (not bait or anything, just replying normally or giving an opinion) then immediately leave threads so I wouldn't inevitably get sucked in responding to retards trying to fight me since people here love to start fights no matter what you said. I would just use this place as a dump for my feelings and to lurk ocasionally and I should either cut it off entirely or just go back to doing that again.

No. 2264640

>>2264225
Whenever people ask me why I hate men I would just refer them to this post. This is straight up disgusting, TMD (total male death) pls

No. 2264647

Must i address a scrote who has said x anime character reminds him of me and has liked hentai/has bodypillows of said character? It makes me feel very uncomfortable

No. 2264648

>>2264647
please tell me he said this somewhere you can screenshot

No. 2264649

boyfriend invited me to brunch, and right now im puking in the bathroom. idk why food makes me puke randomly. i puked up 100$ worth of food in the fucking bathroom of restaurant. feels bad

No. 2264650

>>2264647
ghost that creep

No. 2264654

>>2264649
Could you have a gluten intolerance? I've heard that can cause you to be sick

No. 2264714

I dislike children so much it's unreal. Even the well-behaved ones are so annoying to be around. I just want to go home and be alone.

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>>2264647
GHOST. It wasn't an anime character, but some random scrote who I'd known for all of 10 minutes once told me I reminded him of a TV show character, and then he went on to describe it as very sexual in a porny way. Needless to say I didn't talk to him again. The character looked nothing like me btw kek

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put sunscreen on in the car because i forgot mine at home and now i look like a loaf of flour dusted rye bread and it's too late to fix it. it's over

No. 2264785

>>2264225
samefag because i need to vent out some related stuff i've never admitted, sorry for the dump
as early as preschool or kindergarten he would watch porn on his computer knowing i was close by and would get angry at me whenever he noticed me trying to look at it, but then he would just keep looking at it with me nearby anyways
i have some really vague memories(?) from around the same age of him getting into my bed with me a few times, either while i was trying to go to sleep or i got woken up by him getting in. no other distinct details, i also don't even know if they're real so it feels like a nothingburger, but given his behavior in the present day the fact that it always stuck with me doesn't sit well with me at all
much more recently, last year or the year before, i woke up to my alarm but let it keep going because i didn't want to get up yet and he came in and grabbed my waist then slid down to my hip/basically on my ass. i almost immediately confronted him about that and he yelled at me saying i "always try to make everything weird" and made the excuse that he was trying to wake me up and couldn't tell where my shoulder was under the covers (but it's not like my head was covered). i can't help but believe he assumed that since i wasn't waking up to the alarm i was sleeping deep enough for something like that to not wake me up either
he once let me borrow his amazon account to use his prime for something, i got nosy and looked in his purchase history and he had bought a small hidden camera. some months later, i forget how it got brought up but my mom told me that he had set up hidden cameras (she said it plurally, even though it looked like he only bought 1 on amazon) in their room and said it in a hushed voice like it was something she wasn't supposed to know. i still have no idea if he really does have multiple and if he placed them anywhere else and it honestly might be the part of all this that fucks me up the most
there are also plenty of instances of him saying some off-color things as well but that's not really anything done directly to me so i wont bother detailing them all, you get the idea
it's all so uncertain i'd risk coming across as a schizo if i ever actually brought this all up to someone irl. luckily i've learned to avoid him enough so this stuff doesn't really come up in my mind often but when i do get reminded of it i get physically ill. it makes me feel insane that something generally irrelevant to my daily life can take such a toll on me when it does come up, especially since the instances of it all seem either too vague or mild when i put them into words. i hardly take it seriously if i get catcalled or creeped on when i go out but understandably it's a lot different when that type of behavior is coming from your own father and goes back to when you were too young to understand it

No. 2264798

>>2264785
my dad did some of these things too and i always thought it was normal or never really thought about it all together like how you listed out until. i feel really uneasy now

No. 2264815

I feel like a loser for not being a druggie like apparently all my peers are. Why am I retarded?

No. 2264816

Forced to play 30 rounds of Mario party even though I don't wanna be doing this, I never even agreed to it my bf just decide after a full day trip alone I should be totally down to play with his friends with about 2 minutes notice

No. 2264818

>>2264815
It’s so hard to make friends when you don’t do drugs or drink

No. 2264821

I don't get why it is said that women handle stress worse than men, but at the same time the same people will tell you a woman will get over a breakup quicker and is less liekly to kill herself
>women handling stress = crying, seeking help
>men handling stress = fucking killing themselves

No. 2264840

>>2264815
I'm in the same position kek but truly they are the losers, I mean they seriously can't imagine having fun unless they fuck their brains up. How absolutely dull do you have to be to for that

No. 2264843

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I almost used the word moid in a work chat…I should visit LC less..

No. 2264852

>>2264843
I accidentally used the word "troon" in a super woke anime space, I had to cover it up by playing dumb while pretending I meant "toon" like cartoons

No. 2264853

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I hate my fucking life. Just lost everything from my childhood to my current adulthood in a fire. All of my clothes, accessories, husbando merch, everything is gone. Everyone is safe but I have been abandoned by my family and none of my friends have come in person to check up on me. My boyfriend did not come to me, my best friends did not come and ask where I am and check up on me, my boss and coworkers were being rude to me when I was explaining why I had to leave early when I was notified about the fire, no one has given me a hug or gesture of care and kindness.

Everyone is only telling me "well at least everyone is okay", yes that is true, everyone is okay. But I literally have the same clothes on from 4 days ago, I do not have a change of clothes. I left my bedroom, my house, thinking about how at the end of the day I will get on my PC and play some games or watch some anime. But I just came back to nothing.

All of my lolita is gone, 15 years worth of collecting, buying, wearing all gone in a flash. My prints, posters, autographs all gone. No one has offered me a plate of a simple home cooked meal. My brother and sister went to friends house, my mother and her husband went to a family's house, I was just left in a motel alone. No one has come for me, I do not even have a place to go after Friday when I will be displaced again.

I finally thought I was going to go through come up, save up to buy myself my first used car, go to Japan, travel a little bit, but now that dream is gone.

No. 2264859

>>2264853
I'm so sorry nonna, that's absolutely horrible of everyone to disregard you, I'm sure they wouldn't be so flippant if it was THEIR stuff that got lost forever. I've lost most of the stuff from my childhood too and it's so heartbreaking. Is there a shelter or charity nearby you can go to for food/clothes? Can you possibly take out a small loan just to get some supplies together?

No. 2264897

>>2264859
Thanks for understanding. I feel like I am being ungrateful about everyone being okay and safe but realizing everything is gone is so surreal. Changing into fresh clothes and underwear, able to look at my childhood games, go through childhood photos when the topic would come up is all gone.

I am sorry you went through losing most of your stuff from childhood too nonna. How do/did you learn to cope from that or is it something you just cannot?

I am looking into resources but because the first day I was left in shock and Friday afternoon rolled around, all recourses centers locally were closed, as well as food banks. Unforunately I did not take my car to work that day so now I have spend money on lyfts/uber going 60 miles to and back. I have to walk around in a very unwalkable city. Hopefully I can ask for Monday off and get some resources together.

I feel awful and selfish to say this but I am jealous of my friends being able to just go back to their normal lives despite the fact they know of my situation. I do not expect them to hand me everything I want and need or that they should have dropped everything. But surely one or two could have cancelled their plans of going out or checked up on me after the fact, right?

I would and have rushed to my friends before whenever they are going through a tough time, why did they not do the same? My boyfriend is struggling financially but surely he could have sent me $20 and told me to atleast buy some new underwear and socks, right?

I proberly need therapy after all this but who knows if I will even find the energy to.

No. 2264908

>>2264853
I'm so, so sorry nona, this is absolutely horrible, I can't imagine. You're not being ungrateful at all, I can't believe your friends and everyone disregarded you like that, you deserve so much better. I really hope you get a lot of money back soon, and maybe some better friends.

No. 2264912

>>2264853
I know this is going to sound fucking horrible but that fire really exposed you to how everybody around you really doesn’t give a shit about you and it’s time to surround yourself with people who do.

No. 2264928

day 3 of the breakup : i finally changed my hair, i got bangs and dyed it black and shaved the sides of my hair (but it's not obvious bc theres hair that hides it). Listening to type-o-negative and swallowed 4 xanax while smoking weed, it'll be the last night ill be this high, i hope it gets better.

No. 2264934

very silly, but i weep when someone deletes their vocaloid cover. i had very lovingly saved it in my fav playlist, but now i can't hear it anymore ouuhghhh

No. 2264938

>>2264852
i'm sorry anon but KEK can just imagine them all hyperventilating

No. 2264945

I hate how he acts so superior to me because he lives in london and like i just can't understand his super deep life going to pretentious events and virtue signalling about muslims and druggy tramps and acting like your group of friends are soooo sophisticated purely because they're foreigners and ofc therefore white british me could never live up to that!!! no bitch. i understand what polyamory is. and i believe it is the behaviour of degenerates and cucks. also, bitch you're spending double what i am on a 1 bedroom flat. i am buying a 2 bed house. enjoy those leasehold charges you pretentious fuck.

No. 2264950

>>2264853
I'm so sorry that happened to you anon. I really hope you can rebuild your life again. that just fucking sucks. sending virtual well wishes your way

No. 2264962

i got a friend who only ever messages me when she has an argument with her siblings, her new friends or her boyfriend and there's silence between both parties. i wouldn't mind, but she just keeeeps saying the same shit and refuses my blunt advice but hates anything reassuring. i instantly get tired whenever i see it! "i've lost people before to the point i don't care anymore", "i'm mentally cooked rnnn", "i'm just not likable nobody stays in my life forever" or "nobody is fair to me"… you're not a teenager anymore, woman. you are 30!!! i know i sound like a shit friend for feeling this way but she has done this repeatedly since we met in high school. she wants ME to tell her why these things are happening to her… and anytime she asks if she's being a bother, i usually say no- but she really should stop self pitying and try think about why she's on rocky terms with her peoples because i can't read their minds, in turn she decides that means i have no love or care for her and her problems. it's weird

No. 2264970

>>2264945
Let me guess, this scrote is either a white guy or "ethnic" with paper coloured skin? Poly scrotes are whores of the lowest calibre, and ones who fell for the "muh London is so refined" psyop are even more worthless because they can't be trusted with money. You won in the long term, let him contract his STDs in peace.

No. 2264979

can someone motivate me to do my homework? it's low stakes but i get so stressed out.

No. 2264996

>>2264979
If you do your homework now, you won't have to do it later.

No. 2264998

>>2264979
Do you want mean style or positive motivation?

No. 2264999

>>2264853
Damn nonnie I'm so sorry, literally my worst nightmare I can't even imagine how your feeling right now. Do you know how the fire started at all?

>>2264785
>it's all so uncertain i'd risk coming across as a schizo if i ever actually brought this all up to someone irl
You don't sound schizo at all, even just one of those scenarios is cause for concern. And the fact your getting that vibe from him is honestly enough proof, those feelings don't come out of nowhere.

No. 2265015

Honestly everyone in my life is fucking retarded and I'm tired of bending over backwards for them

No. 2265019

>>2264191
>Are you in Latin America?
yes

No. 2265026

>>2264996
Do your homework or I'll do your mom

No. 2265040

>>2264996
thanks, but see the problem is i try to put it off because i'm scared if i finish early i'll endlessly be anxious about how i did. i did manage to start at least.

>>2264998
whatever is more natural to you!

>>2265026
kek i'll keep it in mind

No. 2265058

My skins been so shit lately. I bought some stuff to try and fix it and it just made me break out and made it worse. Maybe I'm drinking too much milk, idk

No. 2265061

A security guard went to check on me at the event I was at after someone spotted me alone outside in the freezing cold rain, shivering and crying. He asked if I was ok and I told him I was trying to calm down from the anxiety attack the event gave me, I could barely speak and stuttered the word through tears. He took that as "Yes I'm ok, no worries here!" and he left me alone again lmao thanks mate

No. 2265064

>>2265058
I feel you nonna, I got two huge ass pimple , the kind who are painful and don’t have the white head and small pimples on my forehead. I stopped using a product that I started to use and it’s been getting better.
The less you use the better it is sometimes.

No. 2265073

>>2265058
do you usually get acne depending on your menstrual cycle, is it related to that?

No. 2265074

>>2265040
>whatever is more natural to you!
Just do it you bitch. It's a minute of effort and a lifetime of results. You've done it before, you can do it now. Stop overthinking everything and just write. You're lost in your thoughts, just do something.
I'm really sorry being mean and sardonic is how I motivate myself. It probably isn't healthy but it makes me do stuff

No. 2265092

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Saw an episodes of Rizzoli&Isles where the wife killed the mistress of the husband kek, she was so based and the retard was so pathetic , she hurt him good since he was almost framed and almost killed himself, too bad she got caught before she killed him too.
Carol you were so based my dear, I was rooting for you.
Do any nonnas know of any shows or movies where the wife successfully ruins the husband’s life? I love seeing women win.

No. 2265102

I have a super fucking bad headache, it's probably because I'm at the end of my period and I only have tylenol. This sucks

No. 2265114

Whenever I see bad reviews of medical professionals that are written by people with personality disorders I just think "good". You know why they're abandoning you? Because you take the effort of 10 patients and they're already overworked and overbooked. They got sick of your bullshit, and thankfully they'll probably be able to help their other patients more now. Every time I see someone whining and complaining like a child about the "bedside manner" at hospitals I want to strangle them. This isn't a spa you stupid bitch, these people are surrounded by death, possibly multiple times a day, and have to take abuse by everybody and everyone, their fellow coworkers and bosses included. Sorry the nurse didn't put on a big show for you because of your mental health booboos.

No. 2265134

i can't use a single moisturizer without breaking out in pimples. i'm just so over this. i'm a few years shy of 30 and the only way my skin won't look like a hormonal teenager is if i don't put anything on it, not even wash it. the moment i apply anything i break out (and no it's not even temporary it's lasted months before). like ok cool that's great i guess but that's not helpful for anti-aging at all??? i need to be able to AT LEAST put on one moisturizer. i just don't know what to do anymore.

No. 2265150

>>2265134
Don't they make moisturizers specifically for people with sensitive or oily skin? Maybe you need to do a deep dive on them idk

No. 2265166

>>2265150
idk man i'm probably just allergic to something they put in 99% of skincare because its not just pimples but weird hives around my cheekbones and under my eyes and temples. i might just start putting vaseline on my face at this point

No. 2265169

>>2264928
>type o negative
nice

No. 2265172

I don't want to fucking call you. I just want to text infrequently after years of hearing you say I'm a worthless retard who's going to die miserably. Why is it so hard for you to accept that you fucked up bad. No, everything has to be my fault and you let your wife run herself ragged trying to pull a whole PR campaign about you. She looks stupid doing it. You look stupid doing it. I truly think what you both did to me diminished my ability to love you for forever.

No. 2265179

it feels so hopeless and i don't know what to do. i have two options and both sound miserable.

No. 2265199

What the fuck she's so beautiful what the fuck. I spoke two sentences to her and i sounded and looked like such a dork but she said she wanted to talk to me too since I "seem cool". I feel so silly overthinking this. maybe, most likely she's just being polite but uugggghhh I need to stop being an autismo NOW. I cant believe this is all I'm thinking about when I basically am losing my job rn. Oops

No. 2265209

>>2265166
Woah not that, you'll probably break out even worse because of how heavy Vaseline is.

No. 2265219

>>2265134
Have you gone to the dermatologist? They probably have some better options for you, might need something prescribed

No. 2265225

>>2265179
Same tbh

No. 2265227

just got dumped nonnies, after a year and 3 months. he said we lacked a deeper connection. im heartbroken.

No. 2265236

>>2265227
there were probably deeper problems that 1) he didn't want to verbalize out loud to you or 2) he doesn't even know what exactly the problems were, so it just comes down to "deeper connection". i'm sorry you're feeling so down. do you not know what could be behind this?

No. 2265242

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I've tried to make the new unpopular thread like 5 times and everytime something is wrong and it downed on me once again how fucking incompetent I am lmao

No. 2265244

>>2265242
>downed
anon…..

No. 2265247

>>2265244
dawned?
anyway I am ESL and english doesn't matter to me. like most things.

No. 2265252

Went to a lesbian event and this shethey spent the entire time raving about her husband.

No. 2265285

>>2265252
women cant have shit anymore. I'm bi but married to a man and have the self awareness to stay the fuck out of lesbian spaces now. if I was single sure but with a scrote in my life I dont belong there.

No. 2265293

>>2263767
>>2263783
I hate you pandemic era anons so much

No. 2265294

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No. 2265327

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Anon why did you delete this? You're right and you should say it, being a medical professional doesn't justify abusing and nearly killing (plus molesting/sexually abusing in some cases with male doctors) patients, being stressed and tired is not an excuse

No. 2265340

>>2265327
Samefag (jannies i know how to repost but don't feel like it kek) this reminded me of a screenshot of some book that was teaching doctors how patients of certain races had "higher pain tolerance" and how some races "over dramatize", weird shit like that

No. 2265350

>>2265340
Doctors and nurses are often either born emotionally bereft or made that way. They're egotistical and think their jobs make them God, quite often. People who trust the medical industry are insane to me.

No. 2265373

>>2265350
Some of the absolute meanest girls from my highschool went on to become nurses…
I used to online date too and doctor quickly became a redflag. Ive met exceptions but healthcare seems to attract psychos for some reason.

No. 2265397

The main reason I get mad at porn thots or e girls is they always run out of money. Bitch how? Some of them make millions and then you find out a few years later they're broke because they spent their money in the dumbest way trying to out flex each other. 10k would change my life. Like damn it if you're going to show your pussy on the internet you may as well get enough money to retire.

No. 2265400

>>2265397
Being an e-thot and having bad financial habits are both comorbidities of being retarded



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