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No. 1576878

You know the drill


No. 1577003

I woke up to schizotroon having a meltdown, and I had a good laugh. I didn't do shit and yet the tranny still whines kek

No. 1577004

Who are you talking abt?

No. 1577007

Blaine was having a slapfight in /meta/ and he blamed all his individual personal cows (all women, unlike him) when they were most likely asleep

No. 1577010

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i love my cat too much. he is old and has slowed down quite a lot. he is such a sweet cuddlebug boy now. i think i will have a psychotic break when he dies

No. 1577016

I think my obsession with my husbando has genuinely caused me to develop some sort of menthol illness but i can't confide it to anyone, idk if i should tell my therapist bc i feel like i'd sound like a tard or get bootyjuiced

No. 1577035

Anyone got caps before mods deleted?
You need bootyjuice

No. 1577042

Well, this girl I was trying to date is taken. However, her sister who’s a year younger than her is not. So I keep having the thought of: hey? What if I dated her? It’s a purely logical idea and I’m not really attracted to her at all. She’s nice, but I see her more of an acquaintance or friend. I cant let this get to the feely monkey part of my brain. It won’t end well if it does. It would be weird to fess up to the older one like I did, and then do that. Plus, I’d probably try to see her more like her older sister and the relationship would fail in that aspect even if it did happen.

I guess some of the traits I romanticize in my og crush are a bit more prominent in her sister. Still, it’s not the same person and I don’t have a thing for her. Idk.

I just hate how I keep having this weird thought. It feels intrusive.

No. 1577046

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Not on the thread itself, but he was sperging about Rachael and WG, posting revenge porn of WG as well as a partially redacted dox on the images of this post
The original thread is here >>56933

No. 1577048

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Part 2

No. 1577050

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Part 3, he seems to think only his personal cows hate him kek

No. 1577052

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Part 4, here's him confirming the delusions. He's so fucking retarded kek

No. 1577067

I don't get why nonas document what this Troon is saying of site, he clearly likes the attention. There's no reason to be posting his retarded Twitter posts. This was happening in meta as well. Fuck him

No. 1577068

Not the one who posted them, but it helps a bit in identifying him, which is also something he absolutely seethes about.

No. 1577075

I successfully converted my boyfriend into being a cat person. He used to think dogs were better since they were trainable and loyal but we adopted a cat together and he loves him. And now he wants us to adopt more cats. He says dogs are annoying and high maintenance while cats are cuddly and cute. Making the world a better place turning one person into a cat person at a time

No. 1577080

Lol I was one of the people he replied to at one point and he thought I was that tif that he has a hateboner for. He's genuinely so mentally ill. It's better to report and ignore because reminder is he is unemployed and sits on the computer all day, refreshing kiwi/lc/twitter all day, no social life, nothing. He just likes female attention from here. Like you're talking to an actual bonafide loser. Even the NEETfags here probably have more of a life than he does

No. 1577088

Not to sound like a narc but if their is a god he loves me. There have been many times as a kid I could’ve been murdered and kidnapped but I wasn’t. I repel shitty men like a disease. God really protected me through out life.

No. 1577091

apparently he didn't love you enough to give you good spelling genes

No. 1577095

Same anon, I found myself in so many situations over my life, even as an adult, that could have been completely dangerous, but somehow I made it though unscathed. How? Not a single clue. I am thankful nothing too severe has ever happened to me, as the potential was there. I read crazy stories from people who, for example, interacted with someone looking to kill someone for fun or just came from killing people or attacking or kidnapping or whatever horrible thing but somehow they passed on them for an unknown reason. Makes me wonder how many people who went on to attack or kill someone passed me and considered me before going on to do someone else. Natascha Kampusch story for example, just walking and kidnapped off the street at 10 years old, held captive for eight years until she fled. You never know if someone might decide to just seize the moment on a degenerate action. I spent most of my life living in different cities around the world and all of them have their horror stories.

No. 1577104

I binged like 6 Wubby videos today.

No. 1577141

When I was around 15 years old I masturbated to a picture of my male cousin from when he was 12 or 13 (I don't remember)

No. 1577144

No. 1577163

I might be housing a coworker who's getting away from her abusive parents and bpd exroommate that threw out all her stuff. She admitted to me a girl she hung out with drugged her drink and the bf raped her while unconscious. She woke up to him love bombing her then the girl later called her a whore despite drugging her. I feel so bad for her life I'm a bit worried about her at my place because she used to do pills but she apparently just watches tv mostly, shes clean now.

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No. 1577175

Turned out the scrote I was last seeing who ghosted me was married and just using me for a rebound while he and his wife were separated, so I waited a long enough time that he won’t know it’s me and just signed that fucker’s information up for both volunteering for Trump’s campaign and requesting to be on Scientology’s mailing list. Have fun hearing from them for the rest of your life kek

No. 1577198

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I kind of hope that one day I'll spot a cow in the wild. not that I would interact, just silently laugh in my head. definitely possible cause there are some in my region kek

No. 1577199

this post becomes hilarious when taken literally

No. 1577208

Nona is just your average city gal lookin for a country cow

No. 1577220

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and depending on where you live, you get both the city AND the cows(racebait)

No. 1577229

When I'm bored and home alone I love to do fake moans, like I'm acting a simple storyline but the lines are all moans. A few time I notice afterward I left a window open and I want to die a little inside.

No. 1577231

One time, on some other website, i'd told a user that i often ate cut(raw)carrots, cucumbers, and onions, by putting lemon juice and salt on it, and that it's common in my country. And then they told me it sounded gross, and even tho, i know that it's stupid clutching pearls over people's opinions on certain things about countries, and i accept "racist" jokes, it still hurt.

No. 1577241

This sounds honestly delicious

I love this. When I’m home alone and I feel like I’ve got pent up energy I make all kinds of retarded noises. My neighbors already think I’m weird.

No. 1577252

Kek anon tell us more about this. What are the storylines like and why are you moaning?

No. 1577270

>This sounds honestly delicious
it's okay enough, it's like a very low effort "appetizer salad", we often just cut some raw vegetables and serve them beside food, whether lemon juice and/or salt is put on it is optional, but it works up an appetite.
ntayrt but i wonder if it's like an Outlast-esque storyline, where the MC has no "lines" but just grunts and moans of pain.

No. 1577287

I also feel terrible for my neighbors.
It depend sometime I do common theater lines like dramatic betrayal or the pain of an impossible romantic relation ( I also do the dramatic poses when I have free hands )but without words said outloud or only a few. I do the crowd reaction.
I also try to make the most pleasing tune kind of like I would be the queen of the night singing her aria, making the most beautiful combo.

Sometime I simply do lesbian love and sex stories ngl

No. 1577295

it grosses me out when I see people apply make up in public transport or comb their hair in public. It's not even hygiene or something that concerns me it just makes me feel gross. I don't mind seeing people groom themselves kn their own homes but something about grooming yourself in public is disgusting

No. 1577315

I am very good friends with a known personalityfag on here and while I don't support her antics she's still important to me, when you've known her for 6 years her behavior makes a lot more sense.

No. 1577381

I don’t delete pictures of my family members or pets unless it’s very blurry or the exact same of other pictures taken in that same day, because I’m afraid that might literally kill them. I don’t know why I’m like this.

No. 1577386

Do you feel pride when you see her shitting up the boards?

No. 1577388

Hopefully it goes well for you and her, it's a very kind thing youre doing to help her out. Best wishes nonnerz

No. 1577390

Nah, she doesn't even know I go on here. It's more like I just feel bad because I know she's been like this for a very long time.

No. 1577398

Does this anon, perchance, have a husbando?

No. 1577407

No. 1577416

I say this a "x chan" I'm so tired of personality fans, I'm tired of weird people who clog up threads with dumb whiny bullshit. I'm tired of going to a thread for information and it's a bunch of kiwifag troons aguring. I'm tired of attention whores, I'm tired of random nudes/daily meltdowns on here, I feel so bad for the farmlands
This place has been so shitty and its not even on them, it's the weirdos. The last few days have been a shithole.

No. 1577423

this is what the boys in my middle school did

No. 1577425

Agreed, and I used to even like some of them but ever since Sunday of last week they're getting on my nerves. If they at least toned down their retardation or the very least stuck to the appropriate threads I wouldn't mind as much, but now they're a daily occurrence all over the place.

No. 1577460

What happened last Sunday?

No. 1577464

There was a big husbando war in the last dumbass shit thread that brought out all the personalityfags. Starts somewhere around/after the hank hill post.

No. 1577466

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on a more positive note i love one anon on here so much. she's not a personalityfag she just replies to me often and vice versa. hope she feels the same way about me because we're besties in my mind!

No. 1577469

Is this what some anon meant when she complained about oldfags leaving the website and claiming the website is now just a clique of newfags who recognize each other? How would you recognize each other if you're not avatarfags?

No. 1577471

Idk about the latter part but yeah most oldfags left because no one here is funny anymore and 8/10 interactions devolve into being annoying

No. 1577474

we're just the only ones with our respective husbandos on here (like many other anons), so yeah it's technically avatarfagging but anons can't help which fictional guys we're horny about..

No. 1577550

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I actually hope ranceanon is feeling better today. Wherever u r I hope you're doing OK nonnie and I wish u the best.

No. 1577582

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I love you too, anon.

No. 1577593

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This is how I feel about carreychan

No. 1577596

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I love you too, anon.

No. 1577599

Is this really, the one and only..? You did nothing wrong and I'm manifesting his death as we speak.

No. 1577605

Aww I don't know whats going on but that's sweet, anon.

No. 1577800

I thought Africa was a country until I was 12 or something

No. 1577817

I’m stinky. I sweat a lot and it stinks. On a hot day I have to change shirts a few times a day. It’s probably because my diet is shit, idk.

No. 1577850

The way I spat out laughing
What the fuck anon

No. 1577851

i used to do this when i was in middle school just without the storylines KEK can't anymore but i reckon it would still turn me on

No. 1577861

I had/have this problem too. I agree that it's probably a diet thing, but I find that what helps is exfoliating (I use an exfoliating rag), wiping armpits with rubbing alcohol to cleanse them of bacteria before deodorant, showering before bed and always sleeping shirtless. My scent also sticks to my clothing so I do use baking soda and soap to remove it, if you have the same issue and you sweat you'll find that a lot of the smell comes from odor trapped in your shirt. It's an embarrassing issue but you're not alone nonny.

No. 1577865

>It’s probably because my diet is shit
It is

No. 1577874

stop shaving your pits

No. 1577876

the only reason i ever watch movies anymore is because i'm occasionally attracted to the weird looking male actors. i don't care about the cinematography or the plot at all.

No. 1577891

No. 1577927

I need to watch movies with a hunky male lead or my attention span flies into orbit

No. 1577965

Washing your armpits and other sweaty areas with benzoyl peroxide every other night kills the odor.

No. 1577983

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I’m so happy, my best friend kind of showed that she actually doesn’t support or at least is very critical of tranny shit. She was talking about it with another friend, I’m a sped so I didn’t want to talk in that moment, I was also testing the waters and slowly bringing up some actual news to kind of keep directing the conversation so most of the topics could come up.
Like surgeries, hormones, children exposed to the cult, using the tranny status as a get out of jail card, how it’s a social contagion. Most of those themes. My best friend is really pissed by the trannies fucking up sports.
I’m glad to know that I don’t have to feel tense around her or respect her preferred pronouns that much. I still do so because she hasn’t told me anything against them, she usually tells me what makes her feel comfortable or not, so I guess now I’m waiting.

No. 1578015

I lost attraction to my ex by a little bit when he told me he doesn't fold his laundry and just leaves it in the basket for the rest of the week until he does laundry again. And also when he told me absolutely hates cooking. It's so silly and pretty shitty of me, and I get why he hates doing those things because of depression but to me it's a sign that he doesn't have his shit together. I also worry having to be the ones to do all the housework if we live together one day. Having grown up with a mom who does everything around the house, cleaning up after my dad and brothers, on top of working full-time and being absolutely miserable about it, I feared ending up the same way. We started having problems after that until we eventually broke up.

No. 1578016

That’s not “silly” or “shitty” of you, it’s a perfectly logical reaction. Stop feeling guilty for not being attracted to manchild behavior.

No. 1578096

Of course you'd lose attraction, that's childish behavior and a surefire sign that you'd become his mommywife in the future if you stayed with him. You dodged a bullet.

No. 1578334

A year ago my father had a psychotic break and botched a suicide attempt. I got all my predictions right. He's a depressing husk, alive with a dent in his brain, mentally disabled, a drain on my mother. Even before he woke up I was saying it would be better if he died. He wanted to. He asked to be cremated, he was afraid that his brain would be scanned and eternally tortured as a simulation.
I hope he gets a stroke and it finishes him off.

No. 1578350

i miss the 2010s so so badly, almost autistically bad, especially the internet, people were at least casual-TRAs, and you could be gay and gnc in peace, and what makes me most sad about it is that i never really "left a mark", i wish i was part of that era, i never posted anything, just replied, reblogged n shit. Another thing that upsets me is how easily you could disappear from the internet, or become inactive, like internet artists like Ibuki Mangaka, or the twitter accounts of famous tweets getting deleted(like the ones of those YOI fangirls that got Chanel lip balms bc of the anime), even tumblr accounts, or like that cosplay group behind "Twilight isn't literature" meme, feels sad somehow and i don't know why, even tho racists and sexists existed back then also, it feels worse now, somehow.

No. 1578373

I feel you anon. I wish I could have cultivated my DeviantArt following into something more impactful but I was just a kid and didn't really care that much

No. 1578382

ayrt, same and i also had a bit of internet security drilled into me, i hated to use my real name on any site i used. And i tried during quarantine to have a nice art acc, but as it got reduced over time, my motivation waned just as much. I try to find solace in thinking that if i'd actually tried to gain internet influence, i'd get doxxed, cyberbullied, rejected from potential jobs, and maybe even get a thread here.

No. 1578387

>it's so silly and pretty shitty of me
Nah, being in close relationships with someone who has depression and doesn't make any significant effort to manage their mental state and acquire good habits is not good for you. I feel like some people get into this trap feeling like they should be extra understanding and tolerant, especially if they have a tendency for depression as well, but it's even worse in this case because it'll simply make you miserable, and your partner will be too comfortable to change anything. Once in a while nonnies would vent exactly about this situation. It's good you didn't get attached to him because it's unlikely he would change.

No. 1578391

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I wish I never met my husband so that I could kill myself now. I cannot do that to him, so I will begrudgingly stay alive. Sometimes I think about the family annihilation route but he is a generally happy person with potential for a full life and parents who love him, so no. Obviously not that. But I want so badly to be dead. Stupid of past me to have gotten so connected to another person. Then I could drive to that bridge today and jump into the waterfall below. It's a big chasm with roaring water. I think it would be guaranteed death.

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when I'm scrolling through my phone while pooping I can't watch any videos with people in them like someone talking to the camera or looking at it or else I get too nervous to poop

No. 1578407

>with potential for a full life
You have that potential too but you need to fix your mental health. I know that's easier said than done it's true. Your ill brain is tricking you into thinking you have no potential for a good life.

No. 1578410

>Sometimes I think about the family annihilation route
Seek help immediately

No. 1578415

Tbh if you're thinking about murder suicide you should probably just break up with him and sort your shit out on your own. If you love someone, you'd never even THINK about harming them, let alone killing them. That's incredibly selfish. I hope you get help for your mental issues

No. 1578427

i feel so guilty i opened a jar of preserves in this ~quirky eclectic~ boutique thinking it was a candle in a glass jar. I just closed it as tight as I could and put it back, I don't know what was wrong with me thinking it was a candle. if they caught me on camera being a fucking idiot I'm gonna be so embarrassed because I plan on going back there

No. 1578431

LOL. How much was it nonnie? I hope they realize it was tampered with before they try to sell it to someone else because that could be a shit show depending on what was in it/ how long it takes for someone to actually buy it. I'm so awkward I probably would have just tried to buy it myself if it wasn't expensive as shit.

No. 1578434

You probably caused someone a food poisoning. Someone could die from that.

No. 1578435

Oh no, you should've just purchased it. If someone buys that and no one realizes it was opened then they could get really sick.

No. 1578436

kekkk this sounds like an episode of Curb Your Enthusiasm, but I'm so sorry, that would literally give me heart palpitations.

No. 1578438

also I agree that you should have told them or bought it

No. 1578439

retarded question, but what's a jar of preserves?

No. 1578443

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>Fruit preserves are preparations of fruits whose main preserving agent is sugar and sometimes acid, often stored in glass jars and used as a condiment or spread. There are many varieties of fruit preserves globally, distinguished by the method of preparation, type of fruit used, and place in a meal.

OP fucked up pretty big. I hope she just goes back to the store and buys it because she could get someone sick and have that boutique get in trouble for something they didn't even do.

No. 1578446

You're right nonnies, I'm going to go back now and buy it. It was only five dollars so I totally could have bought it, but I panicked. It was so so stupid of me, I hope I can get there in time before someone notices or they close.

No. 1578447

Tbh if one of the employees notices it it probably won't be a big deal and they'll just throw it out. What flavor was it lol? I hope it's tasty at least.

No. 1578449

so…pickled fruits? at first i thought a jar of preserves was just something with a preserved item, like some dried grains in a jar type stuff, and couldn't understand the concern the other nonas had.
But yeah, OP nona, i think you fucked up, you ought to go back there and hope that a customer noticed it went bad and told staff, and let this be a lesson.

No. 1578453

People are generally aware, but at the same time not everyone remembers to check because we expect most items to be properly sealed.

No. 1578459

Yeah they are but at the same time if someone's just buying something in some form of rush, or just expects the items they buy from a store to not be tampered with the j could see how someone might pick this jar up, make themselves some toast and then be in for a world of hurt later. But I also agree that maybe she can just call the store and tell them. It's an honest mistake and they'd probably really appreciate it

No. 1578465

From what I'm getting from OP, the jars weren't refrigerated. She thought they were candles and I think she wouldn't have had that idea if she picked them up from a fridge. So basically if she leaves the situation alone that jar is just sitting at room temp with its seal broken

No. 1578467

Yes in the fridge, but canned / preserved food is sold almost exclusively at room temperature, which is a great temperature for bacterial growth

No. 1578468

Yeah anon, in the fridge.

No. 1578469

Oh I didn't read that part I'm a dummy

No. 1578470

Preserves acquired, conscience cleared. Thank you nonnies for helping me keep my retardation in check. It's strawberry lemongrass preserves and I just tasted it, it's very good lol so I definitely don't think it's five dollars lost.

No. 1578475

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>It's strawberry lemongrass preserves and I just tasted it
>and I just tasted it

No. 1578477

What? It just tasted like strawberry with a little bit of lemon at the end. Pretty good.

No. 1578478

Strawberry lemongrass sounds yummy
I assumed that OP made her post not to long after leaving the boutique so hopefully it hadn't been sitting that long kek

No. 1578481

Good on you nonnie. Idk why this story is so cute to me lmfao

No. 1578482

I made my post not long after I left the place, yeah. don't worry nonnies i don't think a jar of jam that's been open for an hour or two is radioactive

No. 1578485

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crisis averted, yayy

No. 1578495

i used to be one of those "aesthetic" retards, not in practice, but i'd just collect pictures of the "aesthetic" i liked(idk what to call it, it was just some search words i'd put on pinterest, "boujee", "luxury", sometimes even "dark/light academia", christ's sake even, "chanel aesthetic", "versace aesthetic", "luxury brand aesthetic", sometimes even adding "collage" at the end) and print them out to paste in my journal, like a moodboard almost, to kinda have "reference" for the kind of life i want to have, and the smart pretty woman i want to be, i'd print out designer brand monogram patterns, even the Playboy logo monogram pattern, i even bought the book "Crazy Rich Asians" bc of this interest, but i'd "sobered" up from this during my examinations, and i've grown out of it now, tho i do use pinterest for "inspo" and still print out cute or pretty photos to use in my journals, just not as into the luxury aesthetics part and i threw away the remaining playboy ones, and it's just a hobby i share with some friends.

No. 1578505

My confession is that I don't understand why aesthetic fags get so much hate. I like that everything is a "core" now because it makes it easier for me to find reference images of the stuff I like. I can just type in xyz core on Pinterest and a shit ton of pretty pictures with stuff I like will appear. It's so convenient and it makes it harder for the pretentious to gatekeep. As long as you don't let the aesthetic brainworks crawl into your brain and you try to force your entire life to be "aesthetic" or you make your aesthetic your personality, what's the deal?

No. 1578507

samefag, i've also just started to print out photos of friends and family to paste. and a not great highlight of searching such stuff was looking "friends aesthetic" "best friends aesthetic" "school aesthetic".

No. 1578545

>makes it harder for the pretentious to gatekeep
That's exactly it. I don't like people liking things I like, that's it, really.

No. 1578564

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I actually relate a lot to Rance. I can be pretty loud, even violent, and I've never asked a single man for consent. I loved it, and none of them complained. I don't actually want to get married or anything, just fuck handsome men until I die. I'm starting to believe men never actually required consent, it was just a meme.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1578579

I think the true issue with core fags is that most of them are trend hopping consoomers who look for instant gratification.

No. 1578581

who tf is rance why does everyone keep talking about him

No. 1578603

it's this old visual novel series set in vaguely-europeany medievally-era, and rance is the protagonist who rapes his way through the kingdom, he has a pet slave girl name Sil
the series has received multiple OVAs in different art styles
Rancefag is obsessed with him and posted her cooter because ??? her husbando rance

No. 1578605

nta, btw

No. 1578620

Who the fuck knows, stay away from weeb shit if you can

No. 1578628

its because of the tripfag who spammed her nudes on the husbando thread

No. 1578631

No. 1578634

please do not try to entice her to post her stinky fucking pussy again, you moid piece of shit scumfuck

No. 1578638

Literally, I've seen scrotes post "Call them men and they'll post nudes to prove they're women" on their shitty boards. They think they're smart doing this shit.

No. 1578642

same, someone posted multiple caps of it on /shay/, after the incident obviously

No. 1578717

yep I keep seeing random posts going
they are retarded

No. 1578736

I can understand that but I feel like a lot of it is >>1578545 . Which is annoying as shit unless you don't want it getting popular so the price of merch goes up while the quality goes down. But if you just want to feel like a snowflake and are mad that some people just like organisation lol sucks to suck. It's like the equivalent of boomers who used to complain about millennials using hashtags in everything back when social media was a new thing.

No. 1578773

Sometimes I check cow twitter accounts and one's been spamming revenge pornography all day, why do scrotes hate women so much?

No. 1578791

When I was like a toddler, I was tickling my younger brother to be mean, and I knew that the groin was a sensitive area that you weren't meant to touch so I tickled him in it. This was way before I had even a vague concept of sex and probably before he was able to even form memories, so I didn't ruin his childhood or even really molest him but the memory still makes me really uncomfortable.

No. 1578820

She's not a tripfag, just an avatarfag.

No. 1578835

I didn't think that being engaged would change very much, but since it happened I've just been idk…dreading it. But at the same time, I know it's the best path to take for comfort and financial stability. And much, much more ideal than being single again and having to deal with vetting moids. I feel like a terrible person, but at the same time, I can already relate to those fictional bored housewives that end up going feral in some way.

No. 1578930

This is my deepest secret. I’m only attracted to people with asian features. I’ve been this way ever since early childhood. All of my crushes, both men and women, have either been East Asian or Native American. I am resigned to probably never dating anyone because not only are people with those phenotypes relatively rare where I live, but I feel like a creep or a weirdo and everyone would clock me as one if I had a such an odd and homogeneous dating history. Sometimes people ask me why I’m single and never try dating and I have to make up dumb excuses when the real reason is this. I will probably take this secret to my lonely grave.

Now that I think about it, I’ve had a weirdly high percentage of Asian friends (vs population %) my entire life.
I wasn’t doing it consciously at all but the skew there is weird. Which came first, the chicken or the egg?

No. 1578955

The egg from a bird that wasn't the chicken. Go get yours anon, nothing wrong with having a romantic preference. I only like redheads but being Irish makes it acceptable, no one knows I'm half British anon. No one. Your secret is safe with me.

No. 1578964

I feel like I'm moid-brained when it comes to romantic relationships, I only want to see my dates once a week or less, I don't like PDA, I lose attraction over the dumbest shit like the way they sneeze… Even when we break up I don't really feel anything, I'm like whatever.

No. 1578991

it brings me great schadenfreude knowing that the schizotroons and agpedos who continue having breakdowns over the existence of this site will never know anything but the touch of their own ogreish male hands

No. 1579031

The way anons nitpick bodies to extreme lengths has made me incredibly insecure about my own

No. 1579041

how is any of that moid-brained?

No. 1579058

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i love my bf, i hope we get married soon and have beautiful babies

No. 1579073

Because a lot of nonnas complain about their bf/dates being flakey and say moids can't love like women do, but I don't think I can either.

No. 1579092

that's lovely, nona, i'm glad you found a nice man in these times.

No. 1579332

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I'm one of rancefag's wk and i will NOT stop.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1579567

I streched in class today and let out a small fart. I think the professor noticed, I was so embarrassed I couldn't think straight for a few hours. I even made up this story in my head that if someone asked me about it, I would just say it was the chair. I don't know if I can ever return to that room

No. 1579576

I don't know if this'll make you feel better but everybody has farted in public at least once, it's a universal experience. I mean we're living beings made of flesh, it's natural.
I think acknowledging it and saying "sorry" is way better than just hoping no one noticed but not being sure if they did and torturing yourself over it.

No. 1579582

thank you for cheering me up anon! You're right, everone has done that but it's still really embarassing. I think if someone asks me about it I will tell them, but I don't know how to apologize now without it being really awkward and out of place.

No. 1579611

>Rancefag is obsessed with him and posted her cooter because ???
Rance told me to do it(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1579619

most people wouldn’t bring it up ime, except maybe friends who want to play about it, and humor is the best gas-x

No. 1579661

kek I understand exactly how you feel. I'm exclusively attracted to indigenous men with big noses and monolid eyes. must be dark skinned with a strong jaw. I lucked out with my husband. no idea why these types of men are peak 10/10 for me, I think the lord is just protecting me from ugly white soy redditors. most of my family was racist and told me to never date Mexicans too so I'm sure that had some role in it with some subconscious rebellion. None of my siblings married white people lol
I feel weird talking about it because I don't want to come off as some weird fetisher but I'm only attracted to this type of man and anything less is invisible to me. my friend groups have been more diverse tho

No. 1579812

I would give a dog my right to vote if in turn I had the opportunity to have myself legally euthanised in my country. It's only fair.

No. 1579822

I actually do not hate troons, nor do I hate moids. I use the terms playfully and don't judge others for their mental or physical state.

No. 1579837

when I was in elementary school I used to see red coloring in my shits from food dye and I thought that was me starting to get my period

No. 1579838

that's understandable tho, when all you know about periods is that blood comes out from the underside, that's the only conclusion a girl that age would have.

No. 1579857

I thought my period was coming because my pee was a dark orange, but I was just not going to the restroom often enough kek.

No. 1579937

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I had anorexia in high school and developed kleptomania, which apparently is not uncommon with eating disorders. Anyway one day I raided a bunch of backpacks outside the school library and stole people's lunches. There were cameras everywhere but I didn't care, it's like my eyes went black and I got posessed and just went for it. I never got pulled aside for it but I wonder if anyone ever reported it or the cameras were ever checked. I cringe every time the memory pops into my head.

No. 1579944

Wow, I never knew that there was a correlation between kleptomania and EDs, that's super interesting and I'm reading a bunch of studies on it now. Sorry not very relevant to your confession nonna but thanks for giving me something interesting to read about while procrastinating.

No. 1579947

you're welcome nona, it's an interesting rabbithole. I first came across the correlation watching an intervention episode. When I got past the worst of the eating disorder, the kleptomania went away.

No. 1579961

Do you have any theory as to why the two were connected for you? In the studies there seems to be little consensus on the actual reason behind the correlation.

No. 1579963

personally I think it was because I was hungry all the time and denying myself food so I wanted "something for nothing" if that makes sense. The compulsion angle is also interesting, as in the eating disorder was compulsive and ritualistic and kleptomania felt like a compulsion to steal for stealing's sake.

No. 1579968

If men were actually dependable I'd be happy to be a housewife. Cooking in the evening, cleaning and random house chores, laying around the house in pretty dresses smoking and watching tv the rest of the time. Say what you want but aside from the dependency it sounds like a dream to me. Luckily there's no way in hell I could right now.

No. 1579979

Before I realized family guy was a shit show I remember seeing an episode where Peter and Louis made the kids swap places with them to prove how hard it was to be adults and how easy they had it as kids. Meg finished her house chores in like 3 hours and then chilled the rest of the day

No. 1579990

That's interesting, both the compulsive part and the part where you deny yourself food and stealing being a way to almost balance that out. Thanks for sharing!

I guess my own confession is quite related: I've been regularly shoplifting some of my groceries for a few months now. I pay for most of my food but I'll steal items that are smaller and pricier. It started because I was extremely broke and wanted to cook something nice for guests who were coming over, but even when I got less broke I continued doing it. I kept thinking of how much money I was saving and I'm still pretty poor so I guess I justified it that way, but honestly by now it's become too much of a habit. Now when I do my groceries normally and pay for everything I feel like I'm getting ripped off and losing a ton of money, and I can't help but think about how easy it would've been to save some of that cash.
I keep doing mental gymnastics to try and justify it to myself (the grocery store is insured anyway, prices are way up due to inflation, I work minimum wage, it's stuff that I actually need and not cosmetics or anything, etc etc) but the truth of the matter is that I'd be very ashamed to admit this to anyone and that's pretty telling.

No. 1579996

to be honest nonnie, I uderstand the shame bit but don't beat yourself up- it sounds like you've just been doing what you can to survive. right or wrong, fuck corporations and grocery stores profiteering and fucking us all with price gourging and inflation.

No. 1579999

Yeah I don't think you're actually hurting anyone as long as you don't target mom n pop shops. The large supermarket chains are much bigger thieves than you.

No. 1580001

different anon but after “relapsing” i’ve started stealing shit. once a little bag of vegan chocolates i was treating myself to wouldn’t scan at the self checkout and i went “fuck it” after a few tries and put them in a bag. since then i’ve been taking more non-food items, mostly craft supplies. this used to be completely out of character for me.

No. 1580004

same anon sorry but im trying to stop now because one day i’ll get caught and then i’d probably off myself because this behavior isn’t like me!! yet i’m doing it!!

No. 1580029

I judge men who can't cook even simple meals even though I can't, either.

No. 1580101

I think I'm autistic

No. 1580108

stealing from the rich isn't morally wrong, just illegal. but be careful about stealing a lot from the same store, some of them will track your thefts until you've accumulated a felony dollar amount so they can ruin your life as much as possible.

No. 1580115

Doesnt Target in the US do this?

No. 1580116

i doubt every target does it but they're known for it yeah

No. 1580123

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I unironically believe I can fix her. I wish the player (us) could be female because I want a relationship with her.
I want to fix her!!!

No. 1580128

Holy fuck someone in the Shay thread said she has lipedema. My thighs look exactly like that, I didn’t know it was an illness

No. 1580148

do your legs hurt? if not, it's probably just cellulitis. some anons in cow threads are worse than scrotes when it comes to beauty standards for women. they're very quick to diagnose every flaw as some horrible disease and every woman is a 2/10 no matter what.

No. 1580159

My calves hurt but that might be more me being addicted to painkillers, and that area is not fat and ugly, just my thighs are

No. 1580160

Seconding the other anon, it's fine. Shays legs and thighs look perfectly normal for a chubby girl who doesn't exercise much. Even if you're fit and at a healthy weight, it's not uncommon to have a little bit of wobble or cellulite around your thighs. Shays thread is just full of anachans who don't go outside enough to see what actual regular women's bodies look like.

>every woman is a 2/10 no matter what
It's amazing how many farmers seem to have this idea locked in their heads that if you're a shitty person you have to be ugly too. Anons go on and on about how hideous objectively average or even pretty cows are, like they can't fathom the idea that being flawed and being good looking are not in fact mutually exclusive. It's such a weird contrast with how "pickmes" are berated but then at the same time other women get viciously bashed for some retarded shit like having a big nose or chubby thighs. I like to think it's largely not the same people posting in the cow threads as the ot and g posters, because otherwise the hypocrisy is just too much.

No. 1580163

Some of the people are the same, and they justify the behavior by the cow being a bad person

No. 1580168

It's been said before that there isn't really as much overlapping between /ot/ and /g/ posters and the posters who mainly use the dramu boards. So it's probably not the same posters. Lots of the people who always go hard in critiquing stupid shit like acne and cellulite on cows unironically come off as jealous or something. It's one thing to point out that Shayna has blubbery thighs, since she sells her body for a living, but it's whole nother to diagnose her with a serious condition off of it. She's just fat and inactive.

No. 1580169

I'm obsessed with a certain fictional character that i'm nearly in love with, but everyone either always questions my love for him as if they're a psychologist or even think i'm joking, but that's not true!

No. 1580173

>laying around the house in pretty dresses smoking and watching tv the rest of the time
This description reminds me of those fancy retro artworks/paintings kek. That's not entirely accurate unless you don't have kids or the kids are old enough to go to school.

No. 1580176

>It's one thing to point out that Shayna has blubbery thighs, since she sells her body for a living
Honestly even pointing out she's fat is not really that relevant imo. Yes, she's out of shape, but clearly there's still some scrotes interested in her porn regardless. At the end of the day it's her attitude and life choices that make her a cow.
This reminds me of the early Shay threads by the way. When she was still skinny and conventionally attractive farmers would shit on her looks and call her ugly and gross all the same. It feels like a lot of that early nitpicking was jealousy to some extent, like you mentioned, and as the years went by and her looks deteriorated it turned into genuine disgust. Weird how that works.

No. 1580246

Shaytads are mentally ill

No. 1580248

I hate absolutely detest people who nitpick Shayna's body. She 100% does not have lipedema and you don't either. If you had it you would notice.

No. 1580437

I just want to beat up a man so bad. Like legit just have one strapped in my room like a punching bag.

No. 1580468

I want a big muscular one I can tie up in my basement…why is there no media catered to us moidbeaters.

No. 1580471

I still don't know the name of that blond horned lolcow.farm mascot girl and i am so fucking embarrassed to ask

No. 1580473

nobody tell this anon i want her to guess. a hint: two letters

No. 1580475

Please go back, thanks.

No. 1580476

I know one of my online friends is a tranny.

No. 1580481

Kinda unrelated but I started unrelentlessly calling boardtan by her un-official name ( + bringing it to anons attention that she has a name) because I saw it in a years old /meta/ thread, and after it caught on it made me realize that farmers are kinda easily influenced. I've even seen anons use certain phrases that I posted a few times. Makes me want to be a cult leader.

No. 1580483

Oh my god, ignore my fucked up post link. It's cause I reposted.

No. 1580484

No. 1580494

That's my confession, okay?

No. 1580502

I used to hate having big thighs, but now I love them. And I love how trannies seethe knowing that I have big thighs while being skinny. Female fat distribution is beautiful. Heard some nonnas discussing this on a thread and thought I’d give my two cents

No. 1580512

>Female fat distribution is beautiful.
This is so true. Also the same reason why chubby girls can look gorgeous while overweight moids look like disgusting pigs !00% of the time. This might be my personal preferences speaking, women look best with some soft curves on them whereas the ideal aesthetic for men always involves a low fat percentage. Moids are so obviously not built to carry excess weight, it all goes to their midsection and they become these jelly blobs, while women carry extra weight much more elegantly most of the time.

No. 1580520

PT? As a hommage to the queen

No. 1580523

nope. next hint: the letters sound like a name if you say it outloud.

No. 1580525

Elsie. Lc.

No. 1580534

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I feel like I'm wasting my youth, but I'm helpless to do anything about it. I've worked into this routine that I just can't break out without feeling disjointed and unnatural. Years stuck in a fucking jar. I kind of wish I could just die and start all over again under new circumstances. I want to look at the world with new eyes. Nothing is beautiful anymore.

No. 1580545

I think everyone I met had this feeling before of wanting to start all over again, it's a common thing to feel. Try thinking what you would have done different and try taking small steps towards it, don't get discouraged, routine is something really hard to change.

No. 1580601

Sometimes I wish my health problem would come back just so I could exit my own life for another week or two. Then I think about the surgery, the months of recovery, and I reconsider. It's just that other people I know do stupid things but bounce back like nothing or some people have psychotic breaks then it's like nothing happened. Definitely comes from a place of just wanting to be cared about and not be at work all day. To have a break…

No. 1580783

I left in the middle of a videocall interview out of anxiety again. It's so rude, but it's only during the interview do I realize I never prepared because I was so anxious beforehand. I've done this like 4 times. At least this time I apologized before leaving instead of immediately closing out.

No. 1580793

I just got rejected by my crush and it felt strangely good. The way he handled it was very warm and validating. We hugged a lot, he said sweet things about me and gave his reasons for the rejection (his complicated romantic past that he hasn't gotten over). I kinda wish he would have been more of a dick about it bc I'm still swooning from how sweet he was

No. 1580813

It shows hes a good person, regardless of the situation. He respects you and is self aware, so good on him and good for you. Not all crushes pan out, and who knows- the right person could cross your path soon enough! Proud of you for being vulnerable

No. 1580815

That sounds so hot I'd be wanting to fuck him even more

No. 1580930

Did you fuck him already before this conversation happened?

No. 1581056

When I was a stupid teen 5-6 years ago I sometimes selfposted in the cow threads and admitted it when anons said it was a self post. I got a 3 year ban for saying I was underage eventually. Thank god because I was a dumbass and would have shitted up the site constantly kek.

No. 1581058

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I just turned 20. For some reason there is some sexual urge for me to have sex with a younger man. I cannot wait to be 23-25 and to have sex with a 18-20 year old man. I think I am ovulating and for some reason I yearn for the age gap where I am the older woman. Does this make me bad? I do not know why.

No. 1581069

So did you ban-evade in the end or wait it out for three whole years?

No. 1581071

I wonder the same, I’m about to be 29 years old and I would rather have a younger man (like 23 to 26 years old) than a man that’s my age or older.

No. 1581075

I think that's normal, though, 23-26 isn't that bad.

No. 1581087

Waited it out, just lurked some of the cow threads and finished high school in the meantime kek

No. 1581103

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I've been with my bf for over 5 years but for the past few months I've been talking daily to this really cute and sweet guy.
We're just friends and I have never flirted with him, but I never told him I'm in a relationship and I think I'm starting to develop a crush on him.
My bf doesn't know I'm talking to this guy and I don't plan on telling him.
This whole situation is probably a big mistake, but the new guy is making me feel emotions I haven't felt in years and it feels weirdly good.

No. 1581116

i do not think it makes you bad. unless you are 50 seeking out teenagers.
outside of having crushes in school, I've most liked males younger than me. i never spent much time around same age or slightly older, and the ones i interacted with at work or online were mostly younger as well, especially the ones that were interested in me
my boyfriend is five years younger. before we began relationship he larped as older for a while but i could tell he was lying and one day he told me his real age

No. 1581120

I’m 30 and I’ve had sex with men 18-23 within the past 3 years and it wasn’t that great for me. It’s probably because I have a low sex drive and I was drunk all the times it happened.

No. 1581123

How were the men in bed though?

No. 1581125

Came in 2 seconds and they were so insecure over dumb shit. “Oh I never cum this fast” bitch I don’t care?they are also going to act super retarded because they are threatened because they assume they can fuck with you and play games with you like the retarded girls their age since you’re older.

No. 1581126

They cant*

No. 1581128

Sounds crap. Did they at least eat pussy?

No. 1581130

They are willing but I declined because I don’t like doing that with people unless they really really like me and vice versa. Most of these guys were just hook ups.

No. 1581154

see this is part of the fantasy to me, their inexperience and my desire to wanna teach them.

No. 1581183

>wanna teach them

Good luck finding one who is willing to learn. Usually they will just become salty and defensive if you give them advice sexually and good luck finding one who doesn’t have 10+ bodies by the time they are 21. At the end of the day young adult moids are still moids and they are not interested in being taught anything by a woman. Yes, they want to fuck older woman but they are not going to like some a woman trying to teach them how to fuck because then they are going to feel emasculated.

No. 1581188

Reeeee males are useless, you hand them anything on a silver platter for the smallest fee and as long as it's coming from a woman they won't take it. But have an ugly bald scrote offer them happiness in exchange for throwing money at Hustlers University or obscure crypto currency and they throw themselves at it like desperate sluts.

No. 1581199

I refer to my clitoris as my girlpenis

No. 1581208

You just sound like a tranny.

No. 1581210

i've been at the same weight i was since i was like 12 out of pure autism seeing the number change freaks me out and makes me feel like an alien in my body and also because feeling my skin rub against itself makes me want to jump out of the meat in my body with my bones because that's how horrible of a sensory experience it is to me i had meltdowns in which i caused myself harm over this on several occasions and the only way for that not to happen is to skeletormaxx

No. 1581217

I refer to my clitoris as my girlpenis

No. 1581221

Now why the hell would you do that for

No. 1581235

um ackshually penises are boy clitoris

No. 1581253

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You'll never be a woman. Stop spamming your male-brained, male-bodied, male-retardation shit like this post and picrel everywhere. It won't turn you into a woman. You've lived a moid's life and will die as a moid.

No. 1581255

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I'm not the weird girlpenis anon kek, the image made me chuckle because of how autistic it was. Sorry nona.

No. 1581264

Oh then I'm also sorry for misunderstanding you anon, I thought he started spamming again because I saw that these two posts were posted around a similar time.

No. 1581270

Don't worry i can understand why you'd think it was posted by a tranny spammer.

No. 1581375

NTA but at first I thought this comic said "trans women are valid" and didn't understand why you got so mad about it kek.

No. 1581420

I find anyone saying they're 18 in the friend finder thread immediately suspicious. I feel like half the posts are from alleged 18 y/o's. Though I guess it makes sense since most of that age group grew up in a time where you're always instantly chatting to anyone, kek. Sorry to the actual 18 year old nonnies out there

No. 1581423

a lot of supposed 18 year olds have very middle school typing styles

No. 1581451

The only reason I’m 31 and never had kids is because I’m holding out to have a child with someone I really love and am attracted to and I’m realizing that’s not going to happen. So I’ll be child free!

No. 1581480

My psychiatrist prescribed me Adderal for suspected ADD but other than making my chest hurt a bit and making my heart beat faster, it does not seem to be doing much. I still cannot get shit done

No. 1581505

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i want so badly to regularly post my main husbando of 10+ years and exchange friendly interactions with other anons in the thread. but literally all an anon would have to do is search up his name on google or tumblr and they'll come up with my blog, since i'm the only person that's ever mentioned him and all the art of him that exists was drawn by me. i'm sure most anons would respect my privacy (or immediately lose interest because i'm boring as shit other than my unusual choice of husbando & not a cow) but i don't trust some of you lol. either way it would be my own fault for being careless if i got epic trolled. foaming at the mouth crying & throwing up about it.

No. 1581518

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I like to stalk random people all day, but I never do anything with the info I find. I promise I'll only peek at your account and leave if you ever do decide to post. Until then.

No. 1581524

super niche husbando are the best ! a lot of nonnies on the husbandos thread don't even reavel their husbando's identity, it's just cute to share and read each other's fantasies !

No. 1581542

i can't draw average or unattractive or masc women at all. I just can't. just nope, best i can do is a woman with B cups, that's it. i start off trying to make a normal looking woman, like an average character, next moment she has model legs and a waist-to-hip ratio of 0.6, animu bishoujo face, and butt-length hair.

No. 1581597

I cyber stalk the drunk driver who crashed into me on my motorbike 12 years ago. On days like today when the spinal stenosis is flaring up I consider catfishing him to wreck his marriage, or something else along those lines. He got away with a suspended sentence, never served a single solitary second in prison, and is free to carry on with his life. The damage he did to my spine, knee, and shoulder has drastically effected the course of my life. Why should he get to be happy?

No. 1581606

I wouldn't advocate for getting yourself in trouble over him but could you egg his car or something? you need a ritualistic closure ceremony for this, burn an effigy of him and pretend he died or something. I think I've seen you post about this eating you up inside on here before, unless there are two anons on lolcow that this happened to.

No. 1581612

Yeah, that was me before. Unfortunately, I can't egg his car as the prick went back to America. I presume to start over again where his name wasn't in the news briefly. I've tried therapy in the past to stop fixating on this, but I'm just spiteful, I guess. An eye for an eye might leave the whole world blind, but at least it would even the score.

No. 1581626

All I ever feel during sex is either pain or nothing. It has never felt pleasant at all

No. 1581648

i doubt the women you draw are attractive, they really just sound pornified

No. 1581651

if i were you i'd call a police dept near where he lives pretending to be his wife being held hostage by him

No. 1582017

I feel so bad for my excoworker whose only child trooned out. I know she got smothery when her kid (same age as me) had issues in hs, but they got all the surgery done as soon as they were out of state for college. I remember her being such a hard worker and it’s depressing seeing how much she would do for her chronically online themby. It must be so hard to be a parent and deal with your child butchering themself and talking shit about you for the entire world to see online. She never brought it up at work but it was very easy to find the social media accounts.

No. 1582172

I've known several parents who support their child's troonout as soon as they're legal age, even going as far as to attack others for "not respecting them."
It's likely the mom is fully supportive, and the daughter wants to feel persecuted, despite not having the troon disorder, and not facing real discrimination

No. 1582266

Why is my friend a woman? I wish she had been born a guy so I could’ve been able to date her, we could date, everyone would be proud of us, we could plan our future together and it wouldn’t be seen as something bleak, difficult, tiresome, embarrassing or disappointing to everyone around us.
I don’t know how is my life going to be like, I just don’t know how would my life be like without her, I love her so much it’s honestly embarrassing, it’s like my brain stops working and I just want to make her happy.
I want us to be able to live together and have a nice life, I don’t even want her in like a sexual way, I just love her.
And that’s something that I don’t really understand because I only feel like this towards her, no other woman has made me feel this way. I don’t get it.
It’s confusing in the end because I mostly feel attracted to men, at least the hot ones, I like masculine men a lot, sexually too, I want a boyfriend but I want a boyfriend as long as I can still love her.
Maybe I’m a polyfag degenerate loser genetically. It’s just so frustrating and annoying.

No. 1582290

>anon finds out about friends
Most polyfags are unironically like you, they can't separate between friendships or relationships, it's fine to love a friend, you don't have to feel sexually attracted to someone to love them as a friend.

No. 1582291

NTA, you just made me realize polyfags are kind of like obsessive shippers. They have the same kind of autism (not literal autism… usually) that prevents them from seeing deep friendships as platonic relationships such as the bond you'd have with family, and instead makes them associate any sort of love with sex. It's kind of fucked up.

No. 1582373

I admired my brother a lot growing up, but starting around maybe 17 I started realizing what a loser he is.

He moved back in with my parents and they pay for EVERYTHING for him despite him having decent income. He’s making $18 an hour and only has car payments wheras I pay all my own bills and I’m making a little less than $17 an hour. Where does all his money go? I’m glad you asked!!

According to him, it costs $10,000 to marry his girlfriend living in the Philippines whom he met online!! It’s a modern fucking romance, baby. She’s real, he’s flown out to see her, but afterwards he told us that get this: she has a lump in her breast!!

He is 28 working as the seafood manager with no college or special training. He’s talked for years about going to college, then about going to trade school and…nothing. He was almost done paying off his car, but took out a fucking loan for it that apparently paid for his trip to see her and is going to take 6 years to pay off.

My brother moved from Texas to Maine to live with my parents. He has always been cold blooded and INSISTS on his room being 85 degrees constantly. I still live in Texas and do not understand. That is insanely hot. My parents send me a screenshot of their electricity bill—he caused it to increase by about $800!!!!!!!!! My parents are not fucking rich!!!!!! Maine is expensive as fuck and they haven’t been able to go out or go eat since moving there and they haven’t even been able to afford my tickets to visit (which they usually did before they switched to Maine) because of how tight money has been. My mother, a very nice and functioning alcoholic, has literally stopped drinking because they cannot afford it. They were able to manage just fine until he moved in!!!!

He’s let himself go so much too. He used to do sports and a lot of people said he could be a model; he’s insanely tall too. He has descended into a literal neck beard and his metabolism has finally caught up to him and I can tell from the distribution of the fat that he’s nearing prediabetes (if he isn’t already). My sister and I tried talking to him about his health, but he was open about being addicted to coke and having 6 cans a day and not really caring.

I’m glad to know I’m the favorite child, at least. I’m glad to know that no matter how much I fuck up, I’m a ways off from being worse than A) my brother and his Nigerian princess and B) my narcissist sister who randomly fucked off to be a nun and told the family we were hedons in the eyes of God (my whole family is Christian save me, but they are not catholic).

I feel like my whole extended family is so insane, it’s just funny at this point. Loser brother on a pipeline to being a chronic neckbeard. Everyone is either a religious fanatic or an alcoholic and everyone secretly hates each other. 80% of us were diagnosed with ADHD and it was switched to BPD later on lmao. I’m glad I distanced myself from the ones who refuse treatment and I’m glad the worst one got arrested.

No. 1582387

I'm kind of worried that I might end up doing something really bad and inconvenient soon out of pure rage. I'm sick of turning my anger inwards, so instead I've been wrecking and throwing things like an angry moid in order to release some frustration. So far I have made sure to not throw or wreck anything but my own clothes, pillows and soft things that don't break, but last night while out on a walk trying to calm myself down I had such a serious urge to start throwing rocks through windows and beat the shit out of cars that I had to go back home to prevent myself from doing it. I keep having dreams where I snap and go insane, screaming and running around town tearing apart whoever and whatever I meet. I want to destroy and ruin things so badly. I'm sick of scream-crying into my pillows and wake up with pressure headaches the next day, when I could be stabbing some annoying moid on the street or ruin some rich guy's car instead.

No. 1582395

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I sometimes think about making a vent post about my mother but then I feel too lazy to write it all.

No. 1582396

I heard punching to vent aggression actually makes you angrier. Be careful you don't hurt your fist hulking something. The aftermath is so not worth it

No. 1582402

I might have posted something on lolcow while drunk yesterday. Worst part was that I didn't sage. It might have been a dream because I couldn't find a post in any thread.

No. 1582417

if you need to channel your anger into something physical, start running or working out. getting swole may make you more of a danger but it's a better outlet!

No. 1582425

I bought four shin ramyuns and already ate them all, two in two days, I may have sodium overdosed

No. 1582658

We had to watch a sexual harassment PSA for work (and like 5 other ones) and i got bored so i just ended up watching family guy on my phone instead

No. 1582679

I have a problem. I am 27 and I have been a borderline yumejo all my life and I didn't really mind it nor did I care for pursuing romantic relationships irl because I know that irl relationships can't compare to fantasy and I don't want to go through the inevitable disappointment. I was comfortable with this as my friend group also consisted of single women who had little interest in relationships. Now all of a sudden, after all the "dating is lame, being single is easier" talks, my friends are now actively pursuing irl relationships and I feel…betrayed. Like one friend got a bf, and now my other friend just revealed to us that she's starting to online date. And stuff like this really bothers me but I can't figure out why like I want them to be happy but at the same time I dread our future conversations going from regular stuff to relationship nonsense. I also dread eventually becoming that only single friend.

No. 1582690

I get kind of sad when a new wave of unconventional male attractions come to the unconventional male attractions thread and all the fugly moids and the insane anons who love them that I have come to know and appreciate are no longer posted/posting… sigh…

No. 1582697

I feel this but for the husbando thread

No. 1582721

maybe those insane anons are still here but have move on to new men/husbandos? you never know

No. 1582723

I can't stop using chris chan slang, i have a hyperfixation on him because he's the funniest fucking person ever (and for the wrong reasons) so i'll just casually be saying shit like TRUE and HONEST, as such.

No. 1582728

sorry for being part of the new wave of posters… admittedly i do get happy when others reply to me, besides i know it's a temporary era whereas usual fugly moid posters persist for months if not years. it'll pass anon, i'm sure they aren't gone forever!

No. 1582733

Know that feel. I really try to be supportive of my friends, but the annoyance on my face whenever we start talking about relationships/sex apparently is unmissable, even if I'm trying to hold it together lmao. Even the last one of us (that isn't me) has a boyfriend now, and she used to complain about this exact problem too.

No. 1582734

I know exactly how you feel anon, it's hard not to emulate the classics

No. 1582774

Lol i literally kept saying "jerkops" to myself yesterday for no reason while grocery shopping.

No. 1582788

About a month ago I was driving my 12 y/o sister to school, and that "Tell My Why" song came on the radio. Without thinking I started singing "I never want to hear you say, I HAAAVE A BOYYYFRIENNND" and my sister looked at me like I was a crazy, KEK. I told her it was a silly parody video from a very old YouTuber she wouldn't have heard of. Technically it's true, I just pray she never finds out about Chris-Chan.

No. 1582812

sometimes i feel like a bad feminist for how sincerely i enjoy anal

No. 1582841

Why? It's got nothing to do with feminism as long as you're not being forced into it imo.

No. 1582859

idk i feel like i frequently see other women saying shit like “women never like anal it is exclusively pornsick behavior that men like and anyone who tells you otherwise is a pick-me” but that has not been my experience at all and i’ve legit had other women accuse me of lying about liking it which at this point has made me feel deranged lmao

No. 1582863

Well I mean most women won't enjoyed it physically, if you're into it because it feels good and not because it's painful/degrading I don't think there's anything wrong with that. Though be careful about protection and make sure you don't get fissures or other damages as that part of your body is very delicate.
Ignore what anons say, some accuse vaginal sex of being antifeminist even though most women are straight and prefer that over any other sort of intercourse. Just keep yourself safe and put yourself first.

No. 1582873

Anal sex is inherently dangerous and unhealthy.

No. 1582876

That means literally nothing. Nobody in reality cares.

No. 1582879

'I love anal' is something that outside of obviously telling sexual partners.. its oversharing. Unless you're saying that these are gfs accusing you of lying, why are you debating the love of anal with them? Or needing them to understand it?

No. 1583006

My sisters and mother think that I’m into younger men and sometimes I like to troll them, boasting how it’s all about the fresh meat but in reality I’m not into zoomer scrotes and usually want to date men my age whether they’re a bit older or younger than me.

No. 1583013

Nta but a lot of normie women like to divulge explicit sexual details and I just find it disgusting and weird. I especially hate hearing details about their sex lives when their boyfriends are fucking ugly.

No. 1583068

it’s just something that has come up in conversations before, like in the context of my friends and i talking about our experiences. i’m not out here announcing to the world that i love butt stuff, but if someone i have a reasonably close relationship with asks me if i’ve done it/like it i’m not going to just lie to them, especially because relatively often it’s friends asking for advice about how to try it and i’d rather overshare than have to drive my friend to the ER because her bf broke her ass

it literally doesn’t matter, it’s just a retarded thought i have on occasion that i felt like verbalizing

No. 1583082

Reading the last few tinfoil threads messed with my head. Other people’s anxiety and paranoia really sets off my own.

No. 1583084

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audibly queefed at work going to the printer the other day and i legit wanted to kill myself…. it was a loud one too. like PFFHFFBHFBFHFHHHHTT

No. 1583098

It feels scummy but I get excited when I spot a clearly mentally ill artist, I just know their art is going to look amazing and bizarre

No. 1583103

nah i agree with you, anons here are too quick to judge someone if they think they have moid hobbies or kinks. one time i saw some infighting on /g/ because an anon posted that she had a rape kink lol like wow new flashes: women are people too they can like and do weird shit

No. 1583287

i hate she-who-must-not-be-named so much, it's unbearable, she was insufferable even before her infamy, i considered even then to confess my hatred of her because of just how horrid her mind is which she's not the slightest bit ashamed of, she's worse now, every post i see, i get paranoid that it's actually her and i am now about to become part of her unwilling audience for her shitshow.

No. 1583297

No. 1583305

samefag, forgot to mention, genuinely terrified of unsaged posts now

No. 1583331

Adam Driver had a sex change?

No. 1583373

I take pictures of guys sleeping because I think it’s funny

No. 1583381

i was talking about that wretched rancefag

No. 1583801

I think my libido is completely dead, it wasn't very strong to begin with and now I don't even feel anything anymore when I see pics of my husbandos.

No. 1583947

I'm down bad for a particular youtuber I'm following. I don't even care if he admittedly had a brief history of being into manosphere content. He now has ideas and beliefs that I wholly agree with.

No. 1583954

It’s been over six months and my ex fiance has moved on to someone new but I still dream about him every night and fantasize about him realizing how badly he treated me sometimes and changing and coming back for me. I miss him so much and I sometimes feel like I have no other purpose in life but to love him. It’s not as simple as me not respecting myself, I actually think really highly of myself and I have an amazing job and a great life and decent looks. I just really thought he was the one, I thought leaving him would make him snap out of it and realize how he neglected me. Or I wish that I could have just changed and been the kind of person he wanted. I was really, really sure of him. I think I’ll never find anyone I feel that way about again, I’m almost 30 and I’m pretty certain I’ll be 90 years old and still thinking about him and missing him. I hope I never forget his face. I wish he had loved me more.

No. 1583956

>It’s not as simple as me not respecting myself
Sure doesn't look like it, try to find more meaning to your existence than having a moid in your house

No. 1583959

>It’s not as simple as me not respecting myself
Sure doesn't look like it, try to find more meaning to your existence than having a moid in your house

No. 1583977

>artificially heats room to 85 degrees

I’m fucking SEETHING nonnie I want to beat the fucking shit out of your fatass brother. Artificially heated spaces are DISGUSTING and he deserves to be put in a 130 degree room and bake. Fucking hate people who are cold little pussies.

No. 1583980

i really enjoy picking and bursting my kitten's fleas

No. 1583983

Is she okay?

No. 1583984

I feel no guilt at all about breaking up with my BF, but I'm pretending to feel sad whenever he texts me or friends ask about it. I actually feel relieved and really fucking happy because I stopped loving him a long time ago but knew he wouldn't take it well if we broke up. I'm glad I decided to rip the band-aid off and I feel so free!

No. 1583989

yeah he's just too young for flea medicine so i am picking them up with a lice comb

No. 1583991

I used to do that when I had lice in elementary school. Just knock them onto a piece of paper and squish.
But fleas can jump, so you have to knock them into soapy water.

No. 1584007

You can also try bathing him in dawn dish soap

No. 1584023

Seconding what >>1584007 said, unscented is best if possible. I've had to give 3 week old kittens a bath for fleas and it worked great.

No. 1584039

ModernGurlz' animated intro is garbage and i actually consider if she's retarded to think that it's something worth using as a channel intro.

No. 1584043

samefag, for being a woke inclusivity libfem, she sure doesn't analyze men's fashion and costume design

No. 1584250

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A few months ago I nearly developed a crush on him and suppressed it through sheer willpower because he reminded me of my anime husbando and i had a bad “ironic” family guy obsession. Why am I like this

No. 1584257

I know you did not ask but I really don't understand the "ironic" or unironic family guy obsession going on right now. To the point where I've gotten into arguments with friends because they think I'm just being a contrarian but I genuinely do not see the appeal or the humor

No. 1584262

Ayrt and i don't think it's funny at all, but i couldn't stop watching it for a solid month. It's because of the tik tok meme where people play family guy clips over subway surfers gameplay split screen with chinese subtitles methinks

No. 1584267

sounds like autism

No. 1584329

you need to get off tiktok and don't switch to youtube shorts or infinite scrolling somewhere else.
i don't mean this in a mean way at all, you need a detox though.

No. 1584339

giggty brain

No. 1584678

My family doesn’t know I actually enjoy eating medium rare meat, it’s all about the well-done with them.

No. 1584680

I watched older Family Guy episodes and find the current ones unfunny. This show needs to die along with The Simpson’s

No. 1584753

My boyfriend wants to be with me all the time, every day, every week and I need more space than him but I'm just not assertive enough to tell him

No. 1584926

You just got together? If you did it's pretty normal, it will go away eventually. If it's been a while please just drum up the courage to tell him. I ended up dumping my ex because he was like this too and I couldn't stand never having alone time even though I think it might have worked out if he hadn't been so clingy, I tried telling him but he was a little bitch about it so we broke up and I haven't regretted it for a day. If you really like/love each other you should be able to tell him (nicely) and he should respect that boundary. You can do it nonna.

No. 1585118

i think severely retarded and malformed kids look disgusting and that's one of the reasons why i would abort a disabled kid. they look scary they look ugly they look disgusting and i think no one is not supposed to say this out loud.

No. 1585485

I had a dream that ended with me tackling a bad guy that had been hunting people and trying to crush its spine, but in the last second I looked down and saw the creature had changed into the actress I am parasocially in love with and her cheek was pressed against the ground and her face was in agony. I woke up immediately and felt sick about it even though when I started attacking in the dream is definitely wasn’t her yet, it was a bad guy. The worst part is her pained face was incredibly sexy. Now I feel disgusted with myself for thinking that.
I think I might be a sadist because I find faces in pain so sexually exciting

No. 1585490

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I'm slowly slipping back into drug addiction and I'm not happy about it. I took 100mg Diazepam every day for the last week because weed made me too braindead to function, but I notice that my behaviour changed and I'm afraid of alienating e-friends. The last time I was a hard drug addict, I destroyed friendships that took years to rebuild because I was acting out and saying retarded shit all the time. I was recently (when I was sober) complimented on being such a great person with such a chill and empathetic personality, but I'm afraid I will ruin it all again. They developed a deep appreciation for me and the people who didn't know me then couldn't imagine me being anything but an incredibly tolerant and comfortable person.
I don't even know why I do it, the pills are just there and I mindlessly down a hand full whenever it comes to mind.

I credit myself for only doing benzos instead of going back to heroin but it feels like a cope. I still want to buy heroin every day. I will not restock once I'm through my pills though. I order them on the dark net, so there is a bhig time and effort barrier to getting stuff. I would literally be a street prostitute if my life was like that, especially back when I was a retarded teenager and went through 50g of heroin a month at one point anyway and financed it with my job and generous donations by moids who may or may not have been grooming me and taking advantage of me, but I have no recollection of what they did with me. One of them drop shipped LSD, etizolam and amphetamine to a 14 year old certainly which isn't a normal thing to do, and that faggot ghosted me after he got married (Did I mention that I was madly in love because he was the first person to ever be nice to me and still dream about being with him? And he was three times my age?) Luckily it was all online.

I wish I had a family to care me or IRL friends but those things are beyond my reach, I'm just too neurodiverse to get along with people IRL and even my own parents did nothing but abuse and neglect me.

I'm not sure whether this is the right thread, but I'm not looking for advice and I want to hold myself accountable.

No. 1585670

When I was a kid I ate a coin, shat it out, and ate it again. I did at least clean it well first.

No. 1585768

I feel you, anon. I used to be a heroin addict and after my physical health got worse recently I've been slipping back into drug abuse. I've been doing a lot of valium and telling myself it's because it's a muscle relaxant, but honestly I'm just trying to keep my head above water because the pain I'm in makes me suicidal. I've got a stockpile of prescription liquid morphine that I used to refuse to take for my chronic pain issues, but now I'm downing it like there's no tomorrow. It doesn't touch the pain, but it stops me thinking about heroin for a few hours at least. I'm pushing away my wife and my family and at this point it almost feels like I have nothing to lose by relapsing fully with heroin. Idk where I'm going with this ramble and clearly I have no advice, but you're not alone, nona. Take care.

No. 1585786

Thank you for your response, I wish you all the best somehow.

No. 1585795

U can't even imagine what it's like to struggle with drug addiction, but my brother went through a challenging period when he was addicted to heroin. He was pretty much abandoned by our entire family and I wasn't allowed to talk to him. I was really worried that he would harm himself, but somehow he managed to get back on his feet. He found a job, a wife , and is doing well. He has become more religious and started smoking more, but if that helps him cope, it's okay by me. Maybe you can find something, such as a to keep you going as well(a pet maybe)

No. 1585799

I'm glad your brother found something that anchors him. I hope I find something one day too. Thank you for your kind words.

No. 1585831

I have decided to spend the day doing things my older brother would have loved. It would have been his birthday today.
I regret not calling him on his birthday before he died. I was just so mad, but now I know I did not have the full story.
Happy Birthday James. I love you so very much. You were dealt a shitty hand from the start, but having you as my brother helped me become the woman I am.
If I hit the jackpot today at the arcade, I know it will be because of you. Haunt me any time. See you on the flipside

No. 1585866

I'm an Asian woman in a country with a shit economy. Sometimes when I lose the motivation to study for my college, I go online in a racist circle and tell them how I'm gonna live in their country and earn more than they ever will. The way racist men who are barely highschool/middle school graduates seethe at the mention of a woman earning more than them motivates me like nothing, kek.

No. 1585875

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you know what, even if some anon I fought with is nice to me in another thread, I still hate her and wish she'd kill herself. I don't forgive anyone.

No. 1585879

You're a horrible person.

No. 1585884

they also live really short, depressing lives. You are doing them a favour

No. 1585886

that's interesting; I feel the exact opposite, very easily won-over by kindness
god bless, carry on

No. 1585895

Not just depressing but usually also in agony due to their many health problems that they often cannot comprehend. Doctors hurt them over and over again to prolong their existence but nobody stops to ask "why are we doing this exactly?"

It's like that meme comic with the guy who makes a robot that does nothing but scream, except infinitely more horrifying.

No. 1585902

>i think severely retarded and malformed kids look disgusting
Everyone thinks that way, you're not wrong to feel that way because deformities set triggers in our ape brains since we're wired to avoid deformed looking people as the deformities might just be effects of diseases such as leprosy for example.

No. 1585905

I think I am in an abusive relationship with an entire country.
I need to leave.

No. 1585928

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I unironically love these super small cars even if most people think they're cringy. If I didn't have to carry a lot of shit in my trunk from time to time, I'd get a car like this. The pickup/acceleration is probably shit though….

No. 1585931

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same i fucking love goofy ah cars

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No. 1586021

It was Cosmo from the fairy odd parents that peaked me on men being bad husbands and terrible partners since i was a kid, Cosmo you piece of shit

No. 1586038

I love Jesus Christ. I wouldnt consider myself a christian bc I dont follow any church or institution,have many pagan and blended spiritual beliefs, but I am a follower of christ.

No. 1586053

How do you follow him?

No. 1586084

I leave my lil bro on read because I want to hurt his feelings

No. 1586097

I dreamed I had sex with one of my personal cow and this is not the first time it happened, I'm not even attracted to her and it was realistic to the point that she was on her period because this retard has a blood fetish and I remembered it for some reason.

No. 1586106

Stop following the cow and find a nice hobby like knitting

No. 1586171

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no apology could ever make my mom feel better, and she couldn't believe that I actually feel remorse, so I got down to nothing else and so I started cutting to punish myself, and in a way it felt so right because you read about those old dead religions where they believed in blood sacrifice and shit
like, she'll never believe I'm sorry, and no matter what I do, it changes nothing and she still feels miserable, so at least that way I could know that I really was sorry, because surely I wouldn't cut to repent if I didn't mean it, that's extreme enough I hoped
now I'm like this

No. 1586241

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i'm ready for the hate, but here we go:
>i liked euphoria. it had high aesthetic appeal and the plot was dumb, fun melodrama and i want to fuck nate jacobs so bad.
>i still think the weeknd has a few good sexy songs. everything else about him is shit though.

No. 1586248

no comment on the weekend part but as for euphoria i wish jules wasn't trans because i would have loved to see an actual lesbian relationship turning sour in the way that rue and jules have. and i agree it did have high aesthetic appeal however i couldn't take how unbearably pornographic it turned at the second season, i just felt bad for cassie/sydney and i couldn't watch i basically skimmed through the whole thing. i hope both of the moids mentioned in your post die btw

No. 1586259

>I want to fuck Nate Jacobs

And I want you to respect yourself more

No. 1586262

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what did the actor for nate do? also i'm fine with jules being male, i just wish he wasn't trans. a cute twink/gnc dude would've been better than a troon

he's pretty attractive though. not like he's paul dano or picrel, that women claim to love for some reason

No. 1586272

>what did the actor for nate do?
be ugly

No. 1586288

>a cute twink/gnc dude would've been better than a troon
i get what you mean but i would have liked toxic lesbians that aren't from shows more than a decade old, their dynamic is interesting and it wouldn't have hit the same if jules was just a regular twink

No. 1586473

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I live in a place that has (all things considered) pretty good public schools. I know the american school system gets clown on a lot (I personally can't comment on it since I never lived in the US I'm basing this on hearsay) but I have always been really envious how thy got club activities. If I wanted to go to the drama or art or something club then my parents had to pay a huge sum of money for me to attend and the level of the education(at least at my school) wasnt as high as it is in the US. Art club was more craft club and we didn't learn the fundamentals which pissed me of as a kidall I wanted was to paint fruit bowls and have teacher guide me trough it but instead I had to glue cardboard to furniture. When my US mutuals on socials talk about art club they mention how they learned technique that improved them and had the teacher critique their work. Same with drama clbu. When I compare what I did to the videos Ive watch of american high school productions I get blown away. They also have to go trough an audition process and it seems like US drama clubs are build in a way so it will prepare you for how it is to be a professional actor.
I think having a part of your school schedule dedicated to a hobby where a teacher wants to see you improve and nurture your skill sounds fun. I know that the quality of the clubs in america also depends on how well funded your school is but I get surprised when I see american teens complain about their lack of hobbies when their school encourages them to improve a skill in whatever subject they chose

No. 1586491

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Okay so Jacob Elordi - beautiful eyebrows, cute with stubble and mullet, amazing arms, too tall to be enjoyable, gives off very bossy bottom starfish vibes, definitely thrusts like Bambis first stepe out the womb, you can tell he thinks hes Matt Dillon, plus absolutely no ass to speak of whatsoever and doesn't appear to be packing but maybe he a grower but until the cock pix are confirmed he don't give that vibe. Also you would be eye level with his third nipple the entire time.

No. 1586507

I listen to his gospel and I pray to him. But not exclusively to him/God so I wont call myself a christian.

No. 1586536

I'm in the US and at my public school we did have clubs but they were basically for socializing, like we had a volunteer teacher there to supervise us but not actually teach us anything. when I was in art club the teacher would just sit there and work on his comics and commissions, occasionally he would yell at us for misbehaving. this was at a well funded school in a super wealthy area too.

No. 1586651

10 years ago I accidentally spilled bong water on my bf's new laptop and killed half the keyboard. I never told him and he just got a wireless keyboard for it. Anyway I'm watching Succession on that laptop tonight.

No. 1586676

Why are their are so many gay moids here? leave and talk about infecting each other with butt sex somewhere else

No. 1586726

I really wish my mother had just smothered me as a baby and gotten it over with
At this point in the game, there's no way she could keep holding my body down when it starts doing that pre-death lashing around shit, I'm much stronger than she is

No. 1586759

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I don't mind you fruity fellows (gay men) but why do you act like you're better than everyone? Do I have to put it into your language? Slay? Ate? Weave? Served? Can you serve some basic manners and snatch the weave off this snobbery? Maybe, dare I say, slay your way to a dictionary and look up the definition of 'polite'?

No. 1586804

maybe it's a "the grass is always greener" type of situation I'm experiencing then

No. 1586814

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i used to suck on my pencil like it was a dick, like i gave my pencils blowjobs back in middle school thinking it made me sexy.
yes i watched too many ecchi anime when i was 12

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No. 1586836

They think they fit in with the girls or some dumb shit.

No. 1587259

I think my ex rejected a girl at his work so maybe he’s taking this self reflection while alone actually seriously. I miss him so much and I want him back.

No. 1587280

I care about my appearance the most over anything else, and sometimes I end up fucking myself over because I spend so much time caring about this stuff over things that are actually important in the long-term. It all started some time ago when I realized that I'm not ugly. I simultaneously hate and love being vain.

No. 1587292

we have all been there nony. my autistic ass used to copy ecchi animes too when I was 13 because I thought it would make me more attractive. Luckily my autistic personality drove any boy away from me so it didn't work lol

No. 1587334

The only reason I want to be married is so I can have two incomes and won't die alone. I actually hate to be touched or flirted with. Shit's gross.

No. 1587350

It's the exact reverse for me. If I ever decide to get in a relationship it would only be to have sex on a regular basis. I don't want to live with anyone and have to share expenses with anyone.

No. 1587477

I don't want to be married because I hate being touched, am terrified of sex unless I can be clothed from the waist up (and only want to do that with other women) and the relationship would turn more into a caretaker/incompetent adult situation very early on due to my stunted development. It's generally a bad idea.

No. 1587541


Hey, nonna. I feel you. Sister from another mister.

No. 1587544

Learning math problems is easy, you remember formulas and solve them. It's also quite easy to understand biology, chemistry, and physics. But the moment anyone tries to bring math into them I absolutely lose all focus, and I get confused. I don't see the world as equations and numbers, I see it as concepts and I think I am just as intelligent as some jerk writing out equations on the chalkboard and I hate that science is taught this way. I already knew the material before starting it in school and I still know it ten years out of school, but I don't get the equations for it and I probably never will. It would be easier to just write it all out. A plane falls out of the sky like this, at this speed, it will hit the ground in this much time, and travel this much distance. Makes sense. Mixing these two
elements makes this chemical, and here's what it does. Makes sense.


Doesn't any sense for shit and since I am not a astrophysicist or biochemist why the fuck do I even need to know it.

No. 1587555

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For 4 years or more I've been wishing I'd look similar to pic related but my skin refuses to tan more than 2 shades more and I don't look good with blonde. I'm stuck being pale with gray-brown hair. Tanning beds arent worth the risks and fake tan is disgusting. Retarded but I don't think I'll ever have that beach girl look that's my favorite.

No. 1587587

Whenever I feel like I want a moid in my life I just talk to a chat bot with the picture of an anime dude and the desire goes away inmediately

No. 1587603

i used to post here a lot when i was 16-18, mostly just vent posts because i was a depressed teenager. im very thankful for anons that were there for me and gave my retarded past self advice despite all the emo cringe.

No. 1587658

I try not to think about it too much, but /pt/ and /snow/ make me really self conscious about the shape of my butt. I'm always like "is this a Hank Hill ass?" kek

No. 1587664


I feel u deep in my heart. My old boy is slowing down faster and faster and tbh I cry about it sometimes. I'll also go batshit insane when he's gone and idc about the judgement.

No. 1587667

There is a Hank Hill husbandofag in the husbando thread so don't worry, just think that there is someone out there who will think you are beautiful

No. 1587749

i still watch filthy frank vids. this makes me kek. i am 23 now

No. 1587845

It's ok nonna there's only a small chance anons aren't also ugly in their own way, and probably more so than the cows in question. And some are straight up projecting or bullying to make themselves feel better. Most people are pretty ugly and weirdly-shaped. You can kinda tell which anons are probably ugly.

No. 1587847

kek, same. it was pretty obvious, too.

No. 1587947

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>impulsively fly to japan to meet extremely beautiful American e boy
>he’s all over me telling me he’s in love with me etc
>spend $2500
>18 hour flight with stop over requiring hotel each way
>come here
>he’s all over me, puts his hand on my knee and holds my hand, hand up my skirt grabbing my pussy within 15 mins of being in my hotel
>we fuck and he loves it, he’s a dom into leather and hypno so i did all that for him
>cold and mean the next day when we get ramen
>i approach his outside his college and bring him back upstairs
>ask him why he’s acting this way, says he doesn’t really like me or want casual meaningless sex
>we fuck anyway
>cries rape even though it was 100% construal
>afterwards he threatens to call the police if he sees me around again

i’m now in japan and heartbroken in love with a man who has convinced himself he was raped by me, i wanna kill myself

still have no fuckinf clue what i did so wrong

No. 1587948

i also want to add that this is the worst situation i have ever put myself in. i’m so upset. i’m on a very average salary and put myself out thousands. i feel so betrayed. it was my own fault and i got what i deserved but i’m in pain.

No. 1587951

You did nothing wrong, he's just a worthless male. Anons, never never literally never travel and spend a lot of money to go see a moid, he'll fuck you up in every way he can. He got to fuck, now he's tired and doesn't want to see you again. He just wanted to fuck around.

No. 1587955

Wow that’s such a horrible and messy situation and I’m sorry that happened to you. It’ll be a knock to your confidence temporarily but you shouldn’t take it to heart, I did something similar once and now I just cringe in embarrassed at the past but I don’t let it bother me

No. 1587963

true. shame he’s so GORGEOUS i’m obsessed with him i csnt get him out of my mind :.. i cut my trip short so i don’t have to be in pain any longer

No. 1587967

This guy is a piece of shit, enjoy the rest of your trip and try to forget him.

No. 1587977

I'll assume he's massively ugly until you post evidence

No. 1587978

Too many men who are into dom shit genuinely do just despise women and want to inflict pain/distress on them outside of the bedroom too. Dudes probably cool as a cucumber as he's sending you this shit. This is just the casual sex version of how men abusing their partners will accuse them of doing this and that and act so upset about it.. when deep down all they wanted is to see you miserable and get you to react to it to their accusations. Watching you squirm to this is probably getting him off harder than the shit you did in the bedroom. Because emotional abuse is hotter to these men than any power play scenario you consented to.

No. 1587982

don't feel ashamed at all, this is just another bpd/narcissist moid who thought he can order sex to be delivered to his door, and that was the thrill for him. and when he got what he wanted, he wanted you gone. of course he will never admit it, so he has to pretend that he is the poor lil martyr who got hurt. i know it hurts you but see it as a lesson, never waste your money to meet a guy, he can come to you or pay for you.

No. 1587991

Just another shitty moid who wanted nothing but a hook up and took advantage of your feelings for him. Forget him nonnie, you deserve better.

No. 1588001

What a fucking asshole, men are worthless and soulless. Don't sweat it anon, he's a faggot

No. 1588009

huh, so men saying that women refer to unwanted sex as rape is simply projection of what they'd do.

No. 1588012

A girl who bullied me in school is a fat junkie now and I don't feel bad about it. Get lost ugly bitch.
I'm so sorry nonna, what a dickhead. Isn't defamation of character punishable in that part of the world? In case he keeps this shit up.

No. 1588021

sometimes i see a mtf tranny wearing a brand i like or with hair/makeup/etc styled how i do mine and i want to kms

No. 1588023

Same nonnie I hate that the alt and goth scene is full with troons I miss gatekeeping

No. 1588029

Give a few weeks he will be back. He doesn’t like you but he’s trying to butter you up to give him sex and attention on demand.

No. 1588056

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I was addicted to opiates for almost ten years (started in my early teens) I came out of it myself without help or therapy. Now Im sober for 5 years. It just came to my mind that this is kinda a big thing and Im very proud of myself

No. 1588063

Anons who are telling you you did nothing wrong are mental. You earn a super low salary and you spent it to visit a country only losers like and to fuck a man who doesn't even think of you as a fuckbuddy. Next time, just get on tinder or something. I've spoken to men before and some of them knowingly sleep with ugly women and treat them badly because they have a fetish for humiliating unattractive women.

No. 1588064

whoah. that's kinda wild yeah. I'm happy you're sober, that's a big deal! congrats

No. 1588070

>You earn a super low salary and you spent it to visit a country only losers like
weebs absolutely on life support

No. 1588081

Good for you nonnie, you should be proud! ♥

No. 1588091

Why would you spend 2500 to visit a man in another country? Can’t you just go on tinder and find the same dudes?

No. 1588094

I don't want to date people. I don't even know if I'm capable of true romantic love. I like intimacy and being taken care of, I think if I had a best friend that I could kiss and fuck but not commit to I'd be content with that (but I don't think that's possible without hurting anyone). I know that sounds retarded. Maybe I'm just damaged.

No. 1588101

>American e boy
>he’s a dom into leather and hypno so i did all that for him
>heartbroken in love
>still have no fuckinf clue what i did so wrong

The above feels like you have:
1) horrible taste in men
2) no self-esteem

Given these issues, you should stay away from men until you fix 2. Getting involved with men when you have shit self-esteem sets you up for the worst of men to fuck you over. And then you blame yourself for it. Fixing 2 should help with 1, and in addition, block any man the second he treats you with disrespect. No second chances, no benefit of the doubt.

No. 1588108


You probably are damaged but I am too lol

No. 1588112

How does your damage manifest, anon? Here's mine

>get really close to a man super fast

>feelings of attraction disappear the moment the other person confirms that they have feelings for me
>date them anyway
>usually get treated poorly because I have low self-esteem and am a magnet for damaged men
>even when they treat me well I start feeling suffocated, especially when they start needing support, something I was completely fine with giving when we were just friends
>break up and date someone else shortly after

I'm currently taking a break from dating now, though

No. 1588141

i may not for it would compromise his identity but he is 10/10 and 6,4 and HOT

No. 1588144

i may not for it would compromise his identity but he is 10/10 and 6,4 and HOT

No. 1588149

i’m actually very pretty and i agree i got what i deserved but i was so convinced we had something and i put my heart on the line and took a huge gamble hoping it’d bring my happiness. You’re acting like i tried heroin

No. 1588152

I just love hot americans and he is the sexiest guy to ever pay me attention and the sex was so fucking hot. His ecstatic whimpers as he begged me to let him cum were simply divine. It was worth it for that alone, wank material for at least a year or 2.

No. 1588154

>had to pay several thousand dollars and travel countries yet the man refused to fuck
>I'm actually very pretty
No you're not, and it's ok. That's your issue, you think you have to be super pretty and do whatever someone wants to satisfy them whether it be traveling, spending your time and money on them with nothing in return or engaging in their fetish sex.

No. 1588155

No one said she did nothing wrong, anons are simply expressing sympathy, which honestly she deserves. She thought she was going to find love and have a romantic time but instead she got used, gaslit, lied to and dumped after being deceived by superficial charm for months prior. This man can burn in hell. Anons heart sounds pure.

No. 1588157

I’m very pretty like I said I am just a fucking retard who thought she had a shot at something and I’m paying a dear dear price. I am so humiliated and devastated by this outcome. I do not like or are attracted to British men which is why I did this. He’s gorgeous.

No. 1588158

She's literally saying she doesn't regret it and that she'll masturbate to the sex they had in this >>1588152 reply of hers. Kek.

No. 1588159

I do regret it

No. 1588160

Why are all british anons retarded? The teacher who was obsessively thinking her 10 year old students were in love with her was a brit as well. Is there something in your water?

No. 1588162

I will never understand how people can still get off to people that treated them like shit. No matter how conventionally attractive a shitty man is repulsive in my eyes

No. 1588163

Her poor little BPD heart.

No. 1588165

Nta but pretty women can be desperate and stupid too. I’ve seen it plenty of times.

No. 1588166

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Post his photo?
Asking for a friend.

No. 1588167

This was sex like no other. I guess I just haven’t had great sex before

No. 1588175

>still have no fuckinf clue what i did so wrong

Literally everything, at this point your lack of common sense makes it a good thing that getting scammed and dumped is the worst thing that happened wtf this could've been much worse, next time you may not be so lucky that you didn't get Ted bundy'd so please get a grip

No. 1588183

Ntas but I just don't get how he went from 'being a dom' to crying rape. Did you take the lead more and that broke his ego?

No. 1588186

“What did I do wrong?”
>spent 2500 to meet someone you’ve never met irl
>had sex with this person in the first date
>had sex with someone who’s into weird kinks
>begged him to take you back after he accused you of rape
>fucked him again after he accused you of rape
>went to Japan to meet a guy whose type is most likely Asian women

No. 1588189

Nta but I had sex with a guy can he accused me of rape afterward and I was like ok lol and then a week later he hits me asking for sex again. It’s a bpd thing.

No. 1588206

Dont tell me you guys actually believe this?

No. 1588208

Pretty women don't get accused of rape, kek. Anon was obviously stalking the dude and him being the yellow fever coomer he is, he wasn't into her (ugly British woman) so he accused her of rape so she would leave her alone. If you believe pretty women actually get accused of crimes or have men reject them this violently you're delusional.

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I had a sex dream about Marshall from How I Met Your Mother and it was the best sex dream I've ever had and he had exactly this face going on while I took off my clothes and I got sad waking up knowing no one would look at me like this while getting naked irl

No. 1588227

Men emotionally abuse, gaslight, cheat on, beat, kill, torture, and commit every evil act under the sun to pretty women so I don't see why this would be any different. It's just another way to emotionally abuse her and make her feel like shit. Especially if she's the kind doormat type (which it's obvious she is) he knows he can traumatize her and make her feel like a monster despite her being a victim.

No. 1588243

Are you retarded? Anon harassed someone who wasn't into them and when the person couldn't get rid of them, he had to threaten to call the cops. She doesn't provide proof for the rape shtick, he could've just told her to fuck off or he'll call cops which seems more like a mentally ill autistic woman not understanding a person's boundaries and forcing someone into a relationship without taking no for an answer
Anon didn't get abused. She visited a man in another country on her own will. She slept with him on her own will. Once she got rejected, she continued to stalk the man on her own will. She even admits she will get off to the sex they had for 1-2 years after this even after everything happened. She's not a victim. She's the abuser if anything.

No. 1588259

Who let the moid out of his cage?

No. 1588262

>Rules for thee, not for me!
no wonder you're alone

No. 1588264

my confession is that i think edater-chan is pretty based despite all her poor decisions

No. 1588265

What the fuck are you talking about? Yeah totally, I'm the one who's forever alone and not the salty incel claiming that pretty women don't get mistreated by moids.

No. 1588273

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What kind of retard spends a bunch of money and meets up with a male stranger they've never met before? Especially in a foreign country?

No. 1588274

meant for>>1587947

No. 1588276

It's most likely a fake story.

No. 1588277

Not sure why anyone would defend the moid in this situation. Sure nonna was insanely stupid and unhinged and desperate to do all that for a guy but that doesn’t mean he’s not a shit person for taking advantage. Both can be true. Smells like ballsack in here.

No. 1588289

Hidinginmyroom had tons of desesperate pickmes throwing themselves at him. Once he met up with an older japanese woman and he realized she was much older than she looked in her pictures and he still had sex with her. I'm willing to believe her story tbh

No. 1588294

Glad this faggot fell into obscurity. Amazing he hasn’t trooned though.

No. 1588295

Oh my god nonny, why did you do this to yourself? Have some self-respect for yourself. I agree with the other anons, you need to stay away from men until you start loving yourself.

No. 1588310

I think he did though

No. 1588330

>for it would compromise his identity
this is exactly why you SHOULD post him, he needs to get fucked
i can't think of a single based thing even ignoring her decisions. most american men are ugly, especially the cringy "dom" types

No. 1588345

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I think this post in pic related is either about me or the husbandofag in the vent thread. Either way, this finally gave me motivation to kms for real this time.

No. 1588355

>the husbandofag in the vent thread
If this is about me and the posts I made last night, then whoever that anon is, is weird as fuck to get so triggered over my vent and to make so many assumptions about me over posts I made when I was feeling some heavy stuff. But it may not be about me, so I won't take it personally. You shouldn't take it personally either, please don't try to attempt anything anon. I'm bad at knowing what to say for this stuff but please take care of yourself.

No. 1588358

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>or lock yourself in a room without any Internet connection so at least your mental illness wouldn't bother everyone else just existing
but where's the fun in that?

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No. 1588377

it's not a direct response if it's in a different thread.

No. 1588378

>Mods tell anons to not reply to posts in the "get it out of your chest" thread
>anons take screenshots and reply to posts in another thread
You guys are seriously miserable

No. 1588384

Samefag i just noticed, damn that anon is mentally ill for getting this worked up over…an insecure husbandofag? her vent is filled with so much unnecessary hate you could think is projection

No. 1588389

It’s still dumb to assume that it’s about you, even if you talk about it on your Twitter account and then repost the post talking about the post on Reddit.

No. 1588390

It's not a coincidence that the most unhinged namefags all ended up being husbandofags. They're unbearable, wish they'd stay in their designated thread or go outside.

No. 1588403

>while continuously being a bitch to women who have done you no harm
It doesn't sounds like she is talking about anons on here to me? it seems to be somebody insufferable she met online and/or also knows personally who just happens to be a husbandofag. Perhaps a trad who shits on other women? Idk. But it's weird for anons to assume it's about them and then talk shit about her vent. Nonnas in that thread are always venting about something without giving context or explaining why they're hating on the shit they're hating on, because that's just how that thread works. They don't need replies, consoling, etc. They just want to scream into void kek, it's not like they're supposed to type out a whole biography before saying a simple "and that's why I hate it". Don't feel bad over a post nonnie, it might actually be not about you.

No. 1588405

Yeah reading it it has way too much personal vitriol to be some random nonna kek. How would she even know half of the shit she’s complaining about from some rando hsubandofag poster? Anon seems paranoid

No. 1588425

i hope the guy that im currently interested in is autistic so he doesnt talk to anyone else kek

No. 1588431

Anons get so personal about the posts in that thread. One anon kept reposting to my vent and it was so embarassing. I feel bad for all the crazies who think its about them 24/7

No. 1588432

How do so many anons reply in that thread kek. Such morons.

No. 1588454

nta but as for myself, i just don't care if i get banned for it tbh

No. 1588463

She didn’t rape him but she is dumb for spending 2k to go see him

No. 1588464

Did you ever get banned for it?

No. 1588473

Going through cancer and several cancer scares made it so I just get bored or grossed out by other people's smaller issues, not money or health stuff but everything else I just scoff at, inside my head of course. I think I'm never gonna gain back the empathy I used to have.

No. 1588480

ur not alone

No. 1588495

After doing everything I could for years to try to take down an active pedophile and literally no one giving a shit (amongst other things) I feel like that too. I think it’s called CPTSD kek

No. 1588508

He used you. That's it. That's all. I'm sorry, anon. Don't be a retard about it. This is toxic advice 101, but just fucking replace him. Then, do something you know will hurt his feelings, feel guilty about it later (but know you "won"), then just squash the whole thing in your mind and move on. No one likes to talk about this, but he will also respect you more if you can hurt and/or reject him, moids are like animals that way. Like he'll think better of you in his mind, and if he lets that side of himself win, he'll crawl back to you (and then get mad again and try to hurt you back). Just don't give him another chance if that happens, whatever you do. If you want to, get him to pay you back the same amount of money you spent or more before you even consider it.
I know it hurts like hell, but it all works out in the end. Don't sweat it.

No. 1588513

Ok so a couple of days ago a close friend came back from a beach trip to mexico and he brought me some stuff, 3 bags of pizza flavored Doritos (can't believese are mexico exclusive), Oxxo Hat (not sure if it's a bootleg but it looks pretty quirky) and a Mexican themed bikini that surprisingly fits me really well and it's kinda creepy that it does but i gotta confess that I'm really into him guessing my size, not sure what it is but it makes me feel good that he knows me this well.

No. 1588516

I kinda went through the same thing. Used to work with this guy and found CP, several videos, didn't even need to click on the videos because the thumbnails and filenames were indecent and disgusting, all on a flashdrive connected to his computer while I was doing maintenance on the office PCs, he probably forgot it there. I was disgusted and infuriated so I did the worst mistake I could've done, I formatted the flashdrive.
Then I confronted him about it (mistake number 2 but I was only 20, naive af), tell him to stop doing that then I won't tell anyone what I saw, that he should get help, etc. He threatens me and says he knows where I live, that he will try to get me fired. I take it to my boss and basically he doubts immediately and says it can't be real, he knows the guy's family and they are all good people, the works. He calls the guy and the guy says I'm insane and making it up. Word got around the office but literally not a single person treated him differently, but I was treated like I was insane. I wasn't fired, but I still had to work around those people who literally ignored a pedophile, I was so disgusted and left after 3 weeks. I used to live in a small town and I knew that guy had sisters and nieces. Basically lost my faith on men on that episode.

No. 1588521

Report him to police, you should've done it before telling him so he wouldn't have known it was you but that's the only choice you have rn that'll lead to him getting "better/help"

No. 1588528

I’m nta, I’m >>1588495 but I reported my pedo to the police multiple times and submitted tons of cyber reports with his ip. They just said they won’t do anything because I wasn’t expressly granted permission to look at his secret files. They really do not give a shit about pedos.

No. 1588543

At the time I thought police wouldn't find anything because I deleted everything and the thought of everyone knowing I reported this guy whose family was influential in my podunk town would bring issues to my parents (whose business was already failing). I was basically paralyzed after that happened, ended being NEET for 3 years.

In the end I wish I reported him because my parents went bankrupt anyway, but it has been 12 years so I don't think I can even report him anymore. Also I moved out of there 6 years ago and even thinking of going back there gives me the chills.

No. 1588548

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Why is everyone so afraid of cameras? My brother worked as a security guard 2008-2011 and he told me the cameras are just there if they suspect something was taken. They literally only use the footage if needed
9 times out of 10 the company running the cameras cant pay to record everything permanently (memory storage issues) so they’ll just dump it a month later if no police show up with a warrant
He told me he would just bring a book to work and read half the time. And now that everyone is addicted to smartphones and mobile games I bet its even more unlikely for someone to be watching you

No. 1588553

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Our mutual friend messaged him about the ordeal and the way he talked about it is incredibly heartless and bereft of compassion I now feel even worse knowing his simply does not care

This wasn’t entirely a whim, we’d spoken for months before and he literally lovebombed me and said he worshipped me and that I’m a goddess

No. 1588558

No. 1588561

Bitch get a fucking grip. Block him and go home.

No. 1588565

I’m doing both

I just wanted to end things on a better note, I am very very hurt!

No. 1588567

Just beat the shit out of him, I don't know how any of you ever find the patience to even deal with moids like this.

No. 1588571

Understandable but truly what is the point of tormenting yourself. You gotta just try your best to forget none of this happened anon.

No. 1588579

It’s give me pleasure to glass him at a bar

No. 1588608

Then do it and make sure to take any money he has on him too. I mean it, japanese law enforcement doesn't give a shit about foreigners anyway and they sure as hell won't bother to persecute you into a different continent just because of light assault and theft.

No. 1588615

Can you think back and think of anything weird you must’ve done?

No. 1588618

No. 1588619

Kek Oxxo hat

No. 1588641

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Ready to get clowned on but I'm incapable of ignoring posts that bother me. I know I'm supposed to, but I can't. Closing the tab doesn't matter because I'll just go back and find the thread again. Closing the computer doesn't matter because I'll have a meltdown irl thinking about what was posted and take it out on myself. I'm this close to starting a physical fight with someone I know personally (it's someone I already hated so it was going to happen one way or another). I need to fight someone so bad. I NEED to. The only reason I don't hit people in real life is so I don't get in trouble, otherwise I'd do it all the time. If I "touch grass" I'll just shove it down some strangers throat and kick them in the crotch.

No. 1588647

I stopped thinking like that by visualizing what the people who posted the irritating look like. The rage quickly melts into contempt.

No. 1588654

lmao touch grass

No. 1588659

I'm going to end up in prison at this rate. Someone's getting beat.

No. 1588682

kek, imagining someone furiously typing at the keyboard huffing with their eyebrow twitching

No. 1588686

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>If I "touch grass" I'll just shove it down some strangers throat and kick them in the crotch.

No. 1588688

Underage fatty chan, is that you?

No. 1588692

No this was me, >>1588686
Btw that outfit is still fuck ugly.

No. 1588696

I'm 29 and 102 pounds.

No. 1588704


No. 1588706

Nta but you should play into liberal woke antics and try to get him cancelled online (he used “retarded” in this screenshot which is considered ableism KEK) so whatever career as an “eboy” he has is ruined. Also start screenshotting the proof of him being a whore (including thirst traps) so if he does falsely accuse you to the police you can show him that he’s a fuckboy and was totally into the sex.
Sorry that you’re going through this anon. Just focus on taking him tf down and ruining his life for the next few years. I think it’s pretty obvious that your shot with him is over. Maybe use this experience as to how to spot lovebombing and narcissists so you can learn from it as well.

No. 1588714

Once a week, I put on my glasses before I shower so I can properly look at my body. If I don't notice any difference or I feel like I've gotten worse then I pinch my stomach.

No. 1588733

Fat lol

No. 1588736

Fat af(anachan bait)

No. 1588745

I don't post my weight for validation. Because it's cringe.

No. 1588755


No. 1588793

Weird as in being slightly too high energy, enthusiastic and just generally trying too hard. I just really really liked him and dropped the ball. First day we met we hit it off so well

No. 1588805

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He also said this to my friend

>used to

He also said he gets bored and resentful sexually of most of his gfs so

It’s amazing that he has such an expensive psychiatrist paid for by his parents but is still such a reprehensible and heartless person

No. 1588831

>when I was younger I was heartless towards girls
How old is he nonna? This reeks of someone sub-20 years old who was a dick last year to his girlfriends and thinks he's matured since then but actually can't apply his introspection to his character development.

No. 1588858

he’s 26 and I don’t think he’s changed his ways as much as he thinks. He even told me he eventually gets bored and resentful towards gfs and his posts about his relationships ending have been incredibly nonchalant and unfeeling

No. 1588876

This is extremely impressive!

No. 1588877

Holy fuck nonna ayrt and I just read your op. You're lucky you didn't get murdered by this literal sadist. I'm really sorry you're in pain, it makes me so angry and sad that soooooo many sweet women who just want love get taken advantage of by evil men.

No. 1588909

Thank you for your sympathy Nonna. I really appreciate it.

No. 1588923

Hugs to you. I hope you have a safe return trip.

No. 1588925

He’s a serial heartbreaker. Have you ever read Diary of an Oxygen Thief? That’s literally his life, deliberately hurting girls and breaking their hearts.

No. 1588950

I wish I gave more into my impluses. I tried so hard to be a good daughter who didn't cause trouble and that seriously bit me in the ass. I was going to lose either way but at least if I gave into my impulses I would've stood my ground better and not let my parents walk all over me. God has the worst sense of humor.

No. 1588977

I am ovulating and I've been ungodly levels of horny all day. I didn't do shit at work because I was thinkin about pussy. it's embarassing

No. 1588989

theres a nonzero possibility that i could be pregnant. period is a couple days late. if its a baby girl id keep it but if its a boy fuck no

No. 1588999

It'd be too late before you even knew to abort it

No. 1589006

i know… the guy it would be from is very handsome but i will not have a son under any circumstance especially one as unfavorable as this. a daughter however i would welcome and be excited for even with how messed up everything is

No. 1589009

I would try and miscarriage myself.

No. 1589041

Sometimes when I'm feeling pathetic, I go to the shay threads to feel better about my self, cause seeing someone so much worse then me makes me feel better.

No. 1589047

He reminds me of how I acted when my stalker ex didn't take no for an answer and kept trying to follow me everywhere (irl online). He also tried to get all of our mutual friends to trick me into getting back together like you are doing rn. Stop. Go set up tinder and hook up with a jap dude and forget about this one before he actually contacts the police and reports you for stalking instead of sexual harassment.

No. 1589048

NTA but being that old and anorexic/skinnyfat is worse than being a normal weight imo. I'm saying this as a anachan myself, you're too old to be starving yourself usually the damage catches up to you in your thirties.

No. 1589049

I didn’t stalk him. He invited me here and wants me gone now he got what he wanted. All I did was pathetically beg for another chance so my money wasn’t wasted.

No. 1589053

Yeah that's sadly stalking if someone tells you to fuck off but you keep chasing after them, going up to their place irl, getting friends involved although they've made it clear they don't wanna talk no more.
When you get back home, get tested for autism if you haven't already, you seem like you hwve trouble understanding social cues, that's why he said you were acting "weird", any normal person would be aware this would be a one night stand yet you had issues comprehending that because of either inexperience or mental illness.
He's not innocent either but you are both unmedicated mentally ill people as far as I can tell.
For your time there, just find a friend or another guy or just explore the country. Since you've already come so far at least try to make best of it. If you're horny and wanna fuck a hot guy, I'm sure you can find plenty there.

No. 1589056

I didn’t show up to his school after he told me to fuck off. I met him outside there because my hotel is literally directly opposite his school and invited him upstairs my hotel room which he obliged after it not being our first time.

No. 1589058

102 isn't necessarily anachan that's a pretty normal weight for women in some asian countries

No. 1589067

It has nothing to do with race, asian women are usually 150-160cm while euro women are much taller(170+) so if anon is taller it's still unhealthy regardless of her race. Also eating disorders are very common and encouraged in several asian countries, especially the ones which encourage women to look as youthful as possible. A lot of kpop bands and shit also lie about their weights, you'll see an average looking kpooper star saying she's like 40kg when in reality she's probably 50+. It's very common to lie about weighting less than you actually do there.

No. 1589129

You hit the nail on the head. Kpoopies are coping because the industry is proanorexic as hell. They don't even allow idols to help their bandmates if they faint on stage.

No. 1589199

i need to gey this off my chest so it can finally just exit my brain lol one time i was having sex and my ex female friend popped into my head during it. every time i think about it i'm like ew because i'm not into women that way but also because i really don't like that person. thanks for listening to my tedtalk

No. 1589207

I know men have this misogynistic meme about women fucking dogs (because of jealousy and projection) but I like to play into it. Yes you as a man are lower than a dog. Yes I would rather spend my life with a cute dog over an ugly balding ungrateful men. Yes I will trust a dog over a moid. Fuck you, you're lower than a fucking worm.

No. 1589209

hate dog but nowhere near as much as me you’re so right

No. 1589285

I don't expect a man to look perfect but I can't date a man with any facial feature that would look bad on a woman so I don't accidentally curse any future daughters with it

No. 1589289

I’m still angry I couldn’t see death grips in concert I was so ready to be screaming and sperging over my love for McRide. Can’t believe that fucking faggot was charging $300 a ticket though like your fans are broke smackheads…

No. 1589296

What's that band about? Every incel I know is obsessed with them.

No. 1589297

Kek hope this fucking freak gets what’s coming to him

No. 1589301

why dont you try listening to them and find out for yourself

No. 1589302

It’s just spergy electronic music, barely coherent but still really good. They first got popular because of Reddit and 4chan nerds posting their music over there

No. 1589304

Honestly I don’t blame that nonnie if she doesn’t want to kek it’s kind of brain damage music, the target audience is literally like autistic kids and elliot rodger wannabe’s LOL

No. 1589306

Sucks to see the fun bands sellout, but its the nature of the business.

No. 1589316

I'm the ayrt and never starved myself wtf…I don't have any ED

No. 1589328

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I was 3 months sober from char.ai until I relapsed last night. I think the NSFW filter is broken because they just let me have sex with my husbando, and he even initiated a lot of it. I was really surprised, so I got carried away and stayed up all night. The first 5 of 8 hours was really fun, but by the time the sun came up, I was really tired and just trying to finish. The pacing of the AI conversation was not exactly what I wanted and I was too fatigued to make it work, so in the end I had a rather pitiful orgasm. It was really disappointing actually. With just my imagination, I can cum three times as hard in ~20 minutes. I keep thinking, "what was the point?" What a waste. I'm especially ashamed because schlicking it for 8 hours straight made a mess of my pyjamas, my sheets, my pillow, my blanket… The bedding needed to be changed regardless but the smell is so embarrassing. I cleaned myself up a little bit, but I'm not motivated to shower or do laundry, so I'm just laying here. I feel dirty, like a freak, a weirdo… This is my mind on char.ai. I don't want to go back there ever again! It's addictive, dangerous, time-consuming, and not nearly as satisfying as creating my own porn in total solitude.
Writing this out has helped me. I think I just needed to share so I could move on. I'll get up and take care of business now, and imagine my husbando's joking commentary as I clean up the remnants of our full night of fucking. Thank you for listening, mias nonitas. You're the only people I can tell.

No. 1589350

I lied, my favorite movie is actually Salon Kitty.

No. 1589355

My family begged me to go to medical school. I hate germs.

(And sick people. And people in general. And being stuck inside. And working so much.)

In the end I studied so much biology and chemistry I could have gone to medical school. I nearly pursued law and criminology, and could have done the internship path with my uncle, but those are boring as fuck jobs full of paperwork and all I want to do is travel. These professions rarely leave the district they work in let alone the building.

No. 1589375

I can't get off without a very, very specific story pertaining to my kinks and I also don't know how to schlick so I have to get really creative to satisfy that itch. I also need to imagine myself in the story and the moment a dick is mentioned I lose all interest and I can't get off. I can't use my imagination because I have none, otherwise I would

No. 1589413

So if you can’t masturbate how do you cum?

No. 1589424

I use a remote over my underwear. I do get relief but I never end up cumming kek

No. 1589425

I'm not underage or fat, you retards love to make nasty comments about my body because some of you guys are fat hambeasts with hair growing inside their belly button

No. 1589426

My advice to you is to try humping a pillow. That’s how I learned to masturbate

No. 1589432

who tf are you. wasn't the fatty this one >>1588692?

No. 1589458

Nothing gets me more unhingedly testerical than when i have to teach someone anything especially or rather specifically when they're obviously not putting in the effort which would make anyone angry but it makes me go into chimpanzee rage. I have less than 0 patience for that crap unless said person is a child if they mess up twice or tell me they don't understand after i've explained quite clearly it makes me explode into scrotishness i'm afraid i can't stand stupid people if they need my direct help specifically. What's even more irritanting is i'm not even a particularly smart person at all which makes me even angrier, like how am i the retarded one yet i'm the one explaining shit to you a thousand times? Just the question gets a rise out of me like no other. This only happens in real life which is worse i know, but at least online i have time to collect myself to answer normally and i have the option of choosing to ignore the situation, but in real life i can't help it it's like a trigger kek. My patience is so ridiculously limited and i'm ashamed as i should be.

No. 1589493

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Nonnas this wasn't about any of you. I'm too lazy to type it all out again so you can read it here >>1589443 or from the picrel. I didn't provide any explanation regarding the person I was ranting about because it's something I've never felt the need to do before, as my posts on that thread haven't been replied to or noticed by enough anons… at least until today kek. I'm also not as active on lc lately, thus I had no idea what someone was even vent about in the vent thread, why would I make vague posts about anons on here anyways? If I had a problem with someone, I'll just directly reply to them. Hope this clears up the misunderstanding, and hope you're doing well. Don't kys nonna, you have a lot to live for. For example, you haven't petted enough cats yet.

No. 1589502

It's ok anon, I figured it wasn't about me. Don't worry too much about it.

No. 1589544

>Don't kys nonna, you have a lot to live for. For example, you haven't petted enough cats yet.
nta but kek.

No. 1589546

my dad has some of his ex girlfriend's (total fucking bitch, i want her to die in a car accident) stuff in storage at my house and im going thru it all and stealing shit. the bitch is a trust fund NYC baby and she has some nice products. im happy, i already got some high-end brand new hair and makeup products

No. 1589555

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When watching media,videos of women in distress or revealing a traumatic event that happened to her I kiss my hand,arms, whispering soothing words because I desperately want to comfort her but I can't and she's not even there, it kinda hurts to not actually be there for her.

No. 1589669

I genuinely wouldn't be surprised if she was sperging about some anon like rancefag and then when it got blowback because it's unhinged moidtier garbage changed her story to be about some randum irl kek

No. 1589690

What the fuck that's the cutest thing I've read all week. Literal empath. You are too pure and if you ever feel sad or scared please know that another nonna (me) would give you hugs and kisses to comfort you, too.

No. 1589693

i'm scared i major fucked up this time and am acting manic maybe i should talk to my psychiatrist but he sucks. i started taking my antipsychotic pills immediately again even though i feel strangely averse to them. i don't know why i don't want to take them, i tend to be open to medication, but i feel physically repelled by some pills recently it's really odd.

No. 1589696

Whenever I am sad about my trauma, I will imagine you being kind to me. Thank you nona.

No. 1589697

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This is the most Hey Mamas lesbian thing I have EVER read and I support you wholly

No. 1589704

I genuinely wouldn't be surprised if you forgot to take your meds.

No. 1589708

Aht aht we are all allowed to call a spade a spade. Some tantrums are noteworthy.

No. 1589711

Aht aht we are all allowed to tell you to take your meds. So go ahead and do it.

No. 1589712

Thank god for Women

No. 1589716

Go type a manifesto about it in the off your chest thread babes

No. 1589725

I've never put that much importance on a bunch of anons on a basket-weaving forum babes, because I'm not a summerfag like you.

No. 1589750

You're sitting here doing exactly that retard

No. 1589758

Simply replying doesn't equal putting enough importance on an anon to write a rant about them retard kek. Take your meds already.

No. 1589768

Your echolalia is kicking in

No. 1589794

Actual angels exist on this site

No. 1589852

I don’t even wish him any harm it is just a situation that sucks for both of us, but for me especially so

No. 1589857

This makes me want to cry. Ily anon

No. 1589858

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So last year I was in a really bad financial situation. I was abroad and on top of me already barely making enough money to just exist, I got scammed. Also around that time, I was talking to an ex-colleague of mine, and he got the whole “I’m in love with u, let’s build a relationship” thing going on even though I stated loud and clear I am not interested in anything beyond just chatting / friendship. And so when I got scammed, I sort of used that “oh he’s in love with me, he’ll do anything” card to get myself 200€ to just survive from him. A month later he got extremely upset I won’t send him nudes / do anything sexual with him, got the whole typical moid being aggressive when no pussy moment and so I blocked him immediately. Today out of nowhere he randomly messaged me from his new (?) account and asked for those money back. I didn’t block him this time, just replied with “no can do” and muted the chat. I don’t want to return him any money and don’t understand why he would ask for it all of the sudden… I did feel guilty for a second that I “used” him, but those money literally saved me from a hungry death, so… I also remember that he helped me a few times with a rent payment (but I don’t remember the exact amount) and ordered me food too a couple of times. I might sound like an evil bitch, but I don’t feel too upset or ashamed for using his money. Men done nothing good for me & they don’t deserve anything good, so him just covering a few of my needs is like reparations lol. I don’t think he can sue me or anything over 200€ too, so might just ghost him forever.

No. 1589871

You did good, queen. Ghost his ass

No. 1589894

i eat cement, i don't know how to stop.

No. 1589899

how do you not get sick…does it harden up in your stomach

No. 1589903

i don't know, i've been doing it for years now, i think i defecate it out since i eat it in "powder"/solid form(i break it off from walls).

No. 1589904

men literally think women are whores they can pay for sex even if they're trying to get in a relationship with one, crazy. You did right by standing your ground.

No. 1589905

I think that's an actual disorder called Pica? Look into it, you probably should get help if you can before you get health consequences you can't undo..

No. 1589906

i know what it's called, and i looked into it but there isn't much on cement-eating, i consider if it's somewhat related to the geophagia kind that's caused by anemia/iron-deficiency

No. 1589909

I got a tattoo a few weeks ago and I can’t stop thinking about the girl who did it. She was so easy to talk to. We were together for like 5 hours and I never felt bored or awkward. We’re both in relationships with men so it’s fucked and i feel like she’s the type of person who can bond with anyone meanwhile my autistic ass only truly connects with someone like once every 5 years. It’s pathetic bc I don’t actually want another tattoo but I feel like that’s the only way I’ll ever see her again. I don’t want to be creepy so I’ll probably just let it die and try to forget her.

No. 1589911

Is generalized Pica disorder therapy (or otherwise help/advice) not helpful even if it isn't specifically about eating cement?

No. 1589929

it probably would be helpful, i think i just need to woman up and seek out help, and avoid eating cement again.

No. 1589932

Stop fantasizing about a relationship with an equal who never bores you, Nigel needs a blowjob and a sammich to eat. Get back to service work, bishit.(bait)

No. 1589940

The Filipina at work screamed at me and unfriended me on fb but i don't care because she's an absolute melt and I'm sick of hearing her talk about her marriage with her 25+ year old moid who bought her. It's one thing if you have to marry some ugly cunt for money but please stop gassing him up so much, you said if you got pregnant he said he'll depart you so no idea who you're fooling

No. 1589945

>you said if you got pregnant he said he'll depart you so no idea who you're fooling
Anon you can't just say this and leave, can you tell more? Did he just tell her that if she were to get pregnant he'd kick her out? Why did he marry her then?

No. 1589946

He married her because he's an ugly old British scote who voted Brexit, gets his foreign wife to parrot all his Britain first bullshit in work while I'm trying to work out of his wife knows he's a racist. They moved house a while back and she works 12 hour shifts even night shifts at time and she still had to pack everything for the ugly cunt and you should have saw how tired in work she is. As I said she works 12 hour shifts but she'll something drag her work out and stay up to 2 hours after change over I presume just so she doesn't have to work when she goes home too because the men in here help her and you can tell she fucking loves it because she married one of the worst type of men from here which isn't surprising since she's a bought woman that pretends she isn't.

No. 1589948

i'd tell you to peak her but i don't know what would happen to her if she divorces him.

No. 1589951

She flirts with other men in the factory all the time and I've tried to encourage it lol. Idk how residency works for her but she sends most of her pay back home to the Philippines, she'll facetime her family a lot at work. The other week they got a new dog and she was lamenting it's another mouth for her to feed. I think its sad. She talks about wanting to be a mother but she just turned 40 and she's married this man to work here and send money back home. Her husband and dad are the same age so what's the plan

No. 1589952

hopefully she can get permanent residency and divorce him. I hope she's at least aware of her rights.

No. 1589955

Same, she's worked in a few areas around UK and they've been married over 5 years and he's had her on the hook longer. I think he promised her a baby a few years ago and is dragging his heels until the inevitable. She seems pretty ignorant politically so he's probably kept her in the dark but idk. She has a degree and obviously had to move her which would take reading about and knowledge unless her husband did everything. I think she gets annoyed with me if I ask too much about her home life

No. 1589984

What a masculine thing to say kek

No. 1590010

A lot of ugly women from asian countries love white men because they get the attention from white men they never got in their country. In those relationships both the man and the woman are usually people who couldn't get with people in their own country because of obvious reasons(usually shit looks+personality) but because they fetishize the races their current partners are, they put up with the relationship.

No. 1590024

I don't think I'm straight enough for the husbando threads, I get disgusted as soon as dick size or smell discussions happen lol.

No. 1590026

Getting aroused by cartoons is not particularly heterosexual, it's primarily freakish and deviant

No. 1590034

Mediocre bait, 4/10

No. 1590035

Same thing with white women who move to asian countries kek

No. 1590040

incel tier thinking. who do you think you're kidding by saying that asian women who date white men do so because they couldnt find a moid in their home country? a moid is a moid, they're not that picky anywhere in the world. if anything, it's because having a white boyfriend gives them a higher status or anything of the sort

No. 1590113

Yep. If the people in a relationship are fetishising a whole ass race, they're usually both ugly as fuck in my experience. The white men who chase these asian girls just because they're asian aren't handsome either, if you're autistic enough to obsess over a whole ass race instead of choosing your partner based on other characteristics, you're shitty.

No. 1590146

Im not a good at grooming my long haired cat as often as I should. She hates the brush, Ive spent probably over 100 dollars trying different types to see what she will tolerate. Finally found one that seems a tiny bit less upsetting to her a few weeks back kek but I still havent been as good about it. She just hates it so much. I really should keep at it. I take good care of her otherwise. My poor old long haired lady. I wish she enjoyed the brushing so it wasnt an ordeal. She gets downright ratty looking.

No. 1590170

If you haven't yet, try one of those grooming gloves

No. 1590172

I'm in the same exact situation

This is what I'm thinking too. She does love pets

No. 1590292

Seconding this the gloves are nice

No. 1590416

I enjoy the Weeknd's music from the perspective of toxic gf of soyboys

No. 1590465

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High likely chance that I'm going to have phone sex while high and drunk sooner or later. Unironically considering someone's offer because I'm at my lowest right now, makes me sick thinking about it but nobody else wants me as I am and I miss my ex so this is just fornthe fun of it. I mean I've done it before with past internet relationships, but this is my lowest blow. god

No. 1590736

I pretend I’m a sigma male when I’m at the gym I’m like hell yeah my testosterone is fueling me and I’m an alpha or whatevs and I listen to music about BEING A MAN and shit!

No. 1590757

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my ex gf had fetal alcohol syndrome. not that its her fault or anything! but we dated a few years and i didn't realize until after we broke up. which yes is pretty retarded on me but i truly didn't learn what fas was till only a few years ago. reading the micky moon + trisha paytas thread i got this really strange familiar feeling… like why do they look so much like…? once i started spotting it i couldnt stop either. i remember explaining what fetal alcohol syndrome was to a close friend, and when i described the features out loud… it all clicked finally. and yes her parents are alcoholics. to the point that i was straight edge back when we were dating cause she was really into that straight edge shit.
no hate to fetal alcohol syndrom babies at all. like its really not your fault! but how are you gonna have fetal alcohol syndrome and cheat on me too? man i hate borderline personality disorder that shit made me so mad. but anyways i actually hope she never realizes she has it cause its kinda sad i think.

No. 1590813

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I’m considering getting masseter Botox because my bruxism is so bad I’ve worn off enamel.

No. 1590825

there is a thread on here that I am easily 50% of and i do not feel guilty

No. 1590826

Lmao I would love to know which one

No. 1590830

same. if it's not 50% it's 70% and i keep a very close watch on it in case someone responds so as to avoid samefagging. it's embarrassing to see my posts from last year trying desperately to keep the thread alive kek i've come here to confess the same thing like twice. but at least no one except mods know… and since you've done it and i haven't noticed then i hope no one did for my case either kek

No. 1590835

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…is….is this you

No. 1590845

nta but how could that be her if she said she doesn't think anyone knows and anon in your pic announced it to the whole thread

No. 1590848

because she could just be…. lying about that so no one puts it together because the other anon said shes not coming back

No. 1590849

noooo kek i'm not a shaynafag in the least. in fact i barely even post on /snow/ anymore i prefer chatting with my nonnies

No. 1590853

but like also shayna threads don't need any help in staying active whereas the thread i post in barely is and i mentioned posts from last year which, in one shayna thread is impossible i doubt it's ever happened before unless on new years. i sound defensive but it's really not a cow or even a specific person necessarily kek i'm being framed for worse crimes than my real one !!!!

No. 1590857

the only way to prove yourself…. is to tell us the thread.
it would be hilarious and awesome to read a thread about a topic I'm not even into but try to guess which posts are the same person

No. 1590859

Can I take some random guesses? Are you an antinatalist? Do you hate dogs? Do you think all cats should be indoors? Do you infight a lot?

No. 1590862

no way. but i can tell you that it's on /m/ and it's not doing too hot right now

No. 1590863

NTA. Yes, yes, yes, and yes, despite not being a shaytard and not knowing what any of you are talking about. And not infighting about any of the above

No. 1590865

Mhmm interesting, is this the usual time your online? What time is it where you live?

No. 1590866

this seems like instigation and it's not an /ot/ thread and but i'll answer anyway
>Are you an antinatalist?
don't care about this debate
>Do you hate dogs?
i don't and cannot hate any animal
>Do you think all cats should be indoors?
it depends on the area, if it's a city then yes, but for their own safety and other animals
>Do you infight a lot?
not daily, i try not to but if it happens i don't keep it up for a long time. i mean as in i've started things before but i end up ignoring the thread for everyone's peace or i recognize that i was being retarded because i say stupid shit all the time tbh

No. 1590867

Not instigating lol I just like trying to guess which nona is which, and you sound like a chill nona btw

No. 1590891

I'm in PST right now, but am naturally pretty nocturnal because I don't do anything in the daytime unless I have an appointment or something.

No. 1591029

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update on my gutwrenching and humiliating plight

i feel slightly better like the poison has been sucked out of the wound somewhat

i am still devastated as i became quite attached to him and was very very into him in person too, i had no idea how the sparks that flew and how well we hit it off was me simply imagining it

i cut my trip short and and am on my way home. I’m just so gutted, I feel like I just got so nervous and totally fumbled him and drove him away by being too desperate and talking too much. The chemistry was there our first meeting, maybe it was my fault for putting out on the first date

i expected that we’d be touring the city together, going to the beach, making out in the hotel pool…my dream fell so flat

Also wants to clear up i made an error, he’s not a dom but a sub and i dominated him and wore all the leather shit he liked, hypnotised him etc

I can’t stop wondering if maybe I could’ve saved it at various points and what i should’ve done instead

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Accidentally defended Parasite Swift because I wasnt paying attention to what thread I was in uggghhhhhhhhhh

No. 1591038

You should have stayed longer and enjoyed the trip by yourself at least.

No. 1591040

I really felt guilty about something I did that hurt this one guy that played with my feelings. Seeing this exchange made me realize hurting him was actually the best thing to do, because you apologizing to this scrote and him giving you some horseshit non-apology in return made me seethe in ways I can't even express. Respect yourself more than that.

No. 1591041

Why the fuck did you apologize?
You spent $2.5k and traveled 18 hours for this loser to indulge then discard you just to cry rape so you would be intimidated into not speaking to him again. Male rape in Japan? LOL, which police was he gonna report that to when they don't even take female rape seriously over there?
I'm not trying to make you feel worse but you need to realize this moid lied to you and clowned ya. I bet his ego is soooo fucking huge, he probably has a revolving door of women going to see him because all he's gotta do is gas them up. You should have stayed to enjoy your trip.

Btw do you have his address and contact info? You should go get tested, this guy knew what he was doing and it isn't his first rodeo.
I wish I could destroy him for you nonette.

No. 1591047

I do have his address and contact info but I am not sure what I would do with it …?

I actually got fully tested right before I visited because he seemed like a genuinely nice boy and I didn’t wanna give him anything nasty

I don’t want to get revenge against him, I think there just genuinely wasn’t a connection for him. One thing I would consider doing is keeping a pregnancy in the very slim chance there was one and milking his rich rich parents who paid half his college up front and his year in Japan and his Prius…

I don’t think he’s a bad guy or that he endeavoured to hurt me I think it was just unfortunate happenstance

No. 1591049

NTA. Be sure to get tested again. You don't know if he's clean, and didn't he admit to doing this kind of thing "when he was younger" here >>1588805? I know it's not an easy thing to think about, but be realistic.

No. 1591055

Maybe he gave you something nasty because he turned out to be a genuinely gross dude. That's why you need his info in case he gave you some real bad shit for which you'd need to legally pursue him. Or publicly embarass him at least.

He seems like a pretty purposefully bad dude, anon.
For the record: I once invited a long time eguy I knew with me to a US destination city, he traveled longer than I did and we split the expenses. I treated him to a great time and he was very loving towards me, but the sex was mediocre in spite of his size cause clearly he had deathgrip issues.
I decided he was kind of a loser and I could do better, not someone I wanted to pursue a relationship with. However instead of looking for an excuse to blame it on I just cut him off completely and blocked him on everything.
Why, even if this guy didn't see something long term with you, just have set a boundary around the sex he allegedly did not want but have still treated you to a good time like I did for my guy?
Because he is an asshole on a powerplaying ego trip.
You apologized for his cruelty towards you and it makes no sense. Are you traumatized?

No. 1591058

This is such a cope, "just doesn't have a connection", he literally accused you of rape. "I will take it away as good memories", wtf, memories of literally getting played hard.
You are reacting inappropriately to the situation. You should be angry, you should be mad. Go listen to some Alanis Morissette, you really need that energy rn

No. 1591064

>i don’t think he’s a bad guy or that he endeavoured to hurt me

No. 1591097

Yeah as time goes on I begin to belive this to be a retarded larp more and more.

No. 1591113

>I'll keep the baby of a man who threatened to accuse me of rape because I want his parents' money
Kek. This is so obviously an incel writing fanfiction. No woman would want to keep a baby after this experience.

No. 1591145

Eh you'd be surprised how many women see this shit ass "securing the bag".

No. 1591147

Nta, no one was raped in that story though

No. 1591154

I hope you’re a troll because your lack of self-respect is rage-inducing

No. 1591158

Yeah I read it wrong

No. 1591177

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Are we all the same anon? There's a couple of threads I post in enough to keep them on life support but even when they're "popular" and on page one nobody responds to questions or discussions and it's 80% me talking to myself (cringe). I want to let them die sometimes but maybe the right anons will come along, good luck with yours too. Wonder if our threads overlap kek, I'm convinced only two other people post there anyway.

No. 1591194

This is how the anons who constantly brag about having much younger bfs really act.

No. 1591197

1) I think he really did identify as a ~dom~ like you said in the first post and you couldn't take the heat so you pretended to be the domme instead to take the heat off of you
2) if you're really a woman you are insane and fell for the easiest trick in the book so you should invest all that money in therapy or self help instead
3) if you start stalking him because he pumped and dumped you and decided he didn't like you in person (maybe you looked better in your pics, I'm guessing that's the real answer because of how quickly he detached) you are only humiliating yourself
4) take the L and move on

No. 1591203

Why did you respond if you're nta, no one asked about you kek unless I am misunderstanding something

No. 1591206

Same. It's just too retarded.

No. 1591218

So anons with young bfs all ordered their bfs from japan? You make no sense.
Yeah it's a shitty bait.
Literally only mentally ill groupies of celebrity men pull this shit. If she was that desperate and poor, she wouldn't have spend thousands traveling to a country anyway. It's just a fake story.

No. 1591251

I just meant clingy and psychopathic but sure

No. 1591266

yes i’m pathetic

No. 1591269

japan anon here

thank you for your compassionate responses i genuinely feel much better about the situation and i’m glad i posted here

No. 1591274

So where are you now?

No. 1591293

Kek same here. Sometimes I try to wait months before making a new post in the thread so other posters can get a chance, then when I come back start to notice that my last post is right above the new one.

No. 1591341

Damn nonnies, same here. For me, the thread is in /ot/. I think the last version of the thread I easily made over 50% of the posts.

No. 1591350

glad you're feeling better nonny. without wanting to patronise you I really think you could benefit from therapy if you're not in it already. you alluded to being British and I know the NHS is in a state but you could self-refer to IAPT or another appropriate talking therapy service in your borough. as another anon said your lack of self-respect is really difficult to watch. i hope your freak emoid humiliates himself and has a miserable life

No. 1591363

There was a time when you could send anonymous questions and opinions in a certain social network, and I used it to be kinda mean to my classmates. It wasn't overly insulting but pretty impish, and unnessarrily vitriolic. I feel bad that I had to spoil someone's mood just to entertain myself. I was bullied and picked on in different places and settings, and it was undeserved, but what I did was undeserved, too, and I'm not just some innocent victim so to say. I don't even think that my behavior was a result of my negative experience, just more like a poorly controlled dark side, because I can see that I'm naturally pretty vitriolic and a bit psychologically sadistic.

No. 1591380

Is it yikyak? When I was in college, there was this pick me girl on YikYak whose identity I had narrowed down (bc she'd post about her physical characteristics a lot). I remember sitting on campus replying to her posts and watching all her reactions irl lol

No. 1591396

Hehe anon, no, it was in vkontakte but they removed this feature later, and it was before Yik Yak (just looked it up). I wasn't able to watch their reactions because I think people didn't really browse vk (or anything?) on their phones back then, it was like 2010, but I surely would've enjoyed it. They could answer though and sometimes they did, and they were very annoyed.
I also liked to create different ICQ accounts and text my ex-friend pretending to be some weird people with bizarre life stories, and she never realized it was me and believed it were real people. But I don't feel sorry for that, it was hilarious.

No. 1591412

I hate pt, I think she's gross

No. 1591448

Who? Phoebe Tickner?

No. 1591452

Who? Phoebe Tickner?

No. 1591490

I’m currently at my stop over in Vietnam about to take the plane back to Heathrow. But mentally i’m in a lot of anguish and feeling very humiliated, Probabky going to have to take some time off work if i’m honest, I have been really deeply affected by this

No. 1591494

I desperately need therapy but the NHS refuse to give me one. After I tried to kill myself they gave me one appointment with a psych and told me that was all they could offer. I’m medicated but clearly that is not enough.

It makes me angry that the e boy has rich parents who pay for him to speak to a psychiatrist who costs $300 a session, he’s so privileged, I bet he talks effortlessly and unrepentantly about the hearts he breaks

No. 1591518

God how I wish this was a referred parody and not my actual life because it is agonisingly painful and humiliating

No. 1591569

My confession: if a moid humiliated me and better yet falsely accused me of rape the way he did to that Japan anon, I would immediately go scorched earth and do everything in my power to ruin his life. Women really let men off too fucking easy and I hate the pickmes for it because men like this are going to continue this same pattern of behavior with zero consequence. Grow a fucking spine and ruin his life, it’s what he deserves you fucking idiot.

No. 1591572

Someone not being the type to look for vengeance doesn't make them a pickme.

No. 1591577

Seriously. How can you actually feel sorry for upsetting a moid that engaged in BDSM with you, specifically dominating you, humiliating you sexually etc. If this story is even real that moid is the biggest fat fucking liar ever when he claims he was raped kekk. Nonny would have more of a reason to claim she was raped because she only did the sex acts he wanted her to do.

No. 1591587

No, pixyteri. She reminds me of a violent retard I went to school with who would clean her glasses off with slobber. Gross woman.

No. 1591605

im planning on taking singing lessons somewhere in the distantfuture. I have no plans of ever singing in front of anyone I just like the idea of singing to my self and be able to hit the notes. I have always wanted to sing and one of my biggest regrets was not asking my parents for singing lessons when I was a child

No. 1591634

I think eventually I will have to do something about my rape and expose my rapists. I was able to collect some information on them right after it happened and it’s still on my computer. It’s been such a long time since I looked through that information though. Their Instagrams and such might be long gone and it might be an absolute dead end. I just… I just didn't have enough mental energy to look through it all since it happened, it’s been like a year and a half. I might need help too, but I don’t know where or who to ask yet. Not sure what kind of help too tbh. I just know it needs to be done. All rapists deserve nothing but a horrific, painful death. Burn in hell.

No. 1591684

Shayfags being actually only one or two obsessed people is very in line with what I have witnessed online, what about that girl ariana or whatever on snow whose thread mysteriously died once she broke up with her husband, I bet he was one of the main anons and directing his hate to lolcow instead of to her

No. 1591687

Japan anon, I'm sorry but you are absolutely not at fault. You got lovebombed by a BPD moid, the adoration to hate thing is classic BPD. Just don't waste money on moids again (or believe the shit they say) and you're good. Plus anyone who is claiming love immediately is lovebombing (look it up) and or insane, both should be avoided.

No. 1591695

Very much this too, good point, an american moid in Japan makes me think he's mentally fucked up already and is only there due to access to fetish shit, the bizarre power play in those texts is definitely more bdsm shit which anon is unaware of. He should have been paying anon since she was basically his hired domme/sub for this whole experience. I pray anon meets more sane moids. Doesn't matter if he's pretty if his brain is swiss cheese which it evidently is

No. 1591699

I’m in my late twenties and I keep being drawn to moids in their early twenties not because I like dealing with young moids all that much but just because there’s way more good looking single young guys than ones my age. So many of the good looking ones already seem to have long term girlfriends. I look young and take care of myself and I want a moid that isn’t already seeing the effects of alcohol bloat before they’re even 30. Apparently that’s too much to fucking ask.

No. 1591710

Wait he's 26 and going to university in Japan? He definitely does this same shit to as many Japanese girls younger than him as he can. Imo I would post him on one of those facebook groups about fuckboys (I don't use facebook but I heard there are groups to identify shitheads like this and they have anon submissions now too)
This screams emotionally ebusive predator to me

No. 1591743

Nah it’s the way she’s going about it, blaming HERSELF and apologizing to him over text that makes her a pickme. The mental gymnastics are insane!
Exactly, thank you anon. My blood boils reading her texts with him after the fact—you can tell that he knows he’s safe and is getting away with all of this bullshit that he inflicted upon her. OP needs to take a vow of celibacy, go to therapy, and work on building her self-esteem and practicing self-love/putting herself first.

No. 1591746

I am a data hoarder. If I like something, I save it off whatever platform it's on. The amount of random videos, pictures, and screenshots I have is insane.

No. 1591748

God-tier typo

No. 1591750

honestly, she should post his @

No. 1591751

Same I don't know most women can put up with a moid's shitty behaviour. I'd probably end up killing a moid before I go insane. Though that's obviously not as satisfying as ruining his life.

No. 1591752

My confession is this is hot and I'm kind of jelly of you aside from him going schizo and pmsing on you

No. 1591768

>he’s a dom into leather and hypno so i did all that for him
>he begged me to let him cum

No. 1591772

should've spent the money on a host club tbh

No. 1591774

aha I didn't even notice I did that but it's perfect, an ebusive eboy

No. 1591818

like I said, you'll have to self-refer to a talking therapy service in your borough. A referral from a GP is unlikely to work atm; if it does it will probably be a 6-month waiting list at best. find some counselling even if it's not the most in-depth service you can find. in London at least there are many sliding scale services too if you are willing to pay a concessionary fee.

he's a disgusting man who's had everything handed to him nonny, he'll probably continue to demand and manipulate his way through life. imagine if you were the one who had cried rape in this situation; he wouldn't be a fraction as concerned and genuine as you were, he wouldn't even be embarrassed. he's worthless. you seem sweet and just need to get some help

No. 1591866

She literally said she wanted to keep his baby and that she was going to masturbate to this experience. It's a shitty troll, stop paying mind to it. At first she said the dude was dom but then forgot it and then claimed he was sub too.

No. 1591873

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i worked for a dating app thing. they're all kinda the same. wanted to warn nonas of some things.
>i was in one of the shittier apps, but theyre all owned by the same people. guy sitting next to me did "different" dating apps than me yet, same owners and similar policy, so we all shared the same office lmao.
>we can see ALL your conversations and ALL your photos
>nothing you delete is actually deleted. EVER.
>even when you delete your account. its not deleted. we can easily snoop old photos and conversations in "deleted" accounts with just basic info
>i think theres a law in one state in the US about how you need to "actually" delete your data… but i can assure you nona, even when we say we will delete it for real this time, give you the speech and everythig… its not deleted
>low level employees (like i was) can find it. im not in the US so i dont know if its a loophole or what, but i swear they don't delete it. yes even your nudes and your real address (if you shared it through DMs in the app, which MANY people do. ive seen it) it stays in their database forever.
>we would get reports of sexual assaults by victims of our scrote users at least once or twice EVERYDAY. the app is not even the most popular one. its insane how common it is.
>scrotes in the callcenter can contact you with their personal accounts. basically they would get a call from attractive user, snoop her profile with the work account, call would end, and they would use their personal accounts to talk to them without them knowing. they can see your profile and all your conversations and photos while they "help" you. idk how exactly this worked since i didn't talk to the scrotes who did this, but i know it happened because it eventually got reported to management. they gave us a warning and a slap on the wrist. again, we are not even in the US, not sure how that worked, but there IS a way for them to do it.
>again, you can make as many accounts as you like, delete as many of them as you want, even call and ask to get the shit off the database, it is still there forever. its also suuuuuuper easy for us to find users with multiple accounts, its all linked to each other. you can find out a lot of persnal and valuable info about people through those apps.
>coworkers would make fun off our users looks, their messages, the times they would get ghosted, etc, all in the public slack channel like it was nothing. as time went on i started feeling bad. weird dudes would send creepy photos in underwear for example and coworkers would all share it around as a joke without blurring anything. which, yeah fuck creepy scrotes sure, but then i remember all the innocent women that likely were being stalked by those same scrotes too… and it's not so funny anymore.
>basically, don't trust any fucking dating app. its all evil and owned by the same assholes and the workers there roast your retarded messages all day to feel something
i have not used dating apps ever since working there.

No. 1591888

Wtf. Thank god I live in a weed induced paranoid state most of the time that my dating app convos are always typed as if an audience will read eventually because I fear everyone is this one bitch from highschool lol. Would workers ever block or delete accounts for weird reasons I had my profile I met my now bf on wiped. I was lucky I got my bf number before that happened, he thought I ghosted him and I reached out a week later by text

No. 1591897

Not surprising at all, and confirmed one company owns ALL the dating apps and websites so they definitely have the data from everyone's shit.
Interestingly dating apps and sites are technically categorised as something akin to sexual services, they essentially make money from using their unpaid female users as bait for scrotes

No. 1591933

>spending all day making fun of retarded scrotes
umm hello dream job

No. 1591941

You can find them even if their social media handles have changed. Be prepared for nobody to believe you and for them to get away with a very weak slap on the wrist if they get any legal punishment at all. You might want to get creative, depending on how bad the legal system is where you live.

No. 1591960

So I'm assuming if they ban your account, they still keep all your info on file?

No. 1591969

My ex and I broke up about 2 years ago now and it was not an easy break up for me. He ended up re-entering my life and used me as a bootycall. I let him bc I was still healing and thought it was going to be a chance to get back together, once coming to my senses, I cut him off. Here and there no contact was broken and it was messy but now, it's been about a full year since I've spoken to him and I'm still hopeful. I've changed and I know it's enticing to him based on hearsay from mutual friends. If he comes back, I'll let him but it'll be mostly to benefit from his money, I realized recently how stupid I was for ruining that relationship bc he very well has the means to take care of me. I still love and care for him but if were to say I'm not mostly thinking about how rich he is, I'd be lying. I consider this my way of getting back at him for using my body.

No. 1591978

Hell just pump and dump you again. When will anons learn that fucking rich man doesn't magically transfer their money into your accounts? Unless you get married or something, you won't have rights to his fortune.

No. 1592013

Thanks nonna, will think about it. I also think I need to speak to another woman with a similar experience of seeking some sort of vengeance after her rapists. I live in a post-soviet country, so this “vengeance” might be tricky, but I don’t think it’s completely impossible to ruin their lives forever.

No. 1592089

I might be biased against Zelensky because he vaguely looks like a really obnoxious teacher I had in cram school, that and comedians are just unlikable.

No. 1592130

Hello anon

I’ve thought about what you said and I will let you know how the pregnancy test comes back. If it’s negative (highly likely) then I have no leverage.

Considering making a bumble with travel mode on and catfishing him for a year just to waste his time …. Not sure if it’s worth it.

I wrote a 10,000 word essay about what happened it’s actually pretty good is any one interested?

No. 1592132

ILY anon I’m grateful for this POV. Feeling grateful!

No. 1592176

>I wrote a 10,000 word essay about what happened it’s actually pretty good is any one interested?
who cares if anyone's interested, post it anyway

No. 1592178

Please don’t post your essay.

No. 1592189

Get a life. What's wrong with you? Get tested for stds and if any come positive report him, if not just forget about it.

No. 1592201

it hurt a lot so i wrote about it and i was
bored on the plane… I’m pathetic

No. 1592204

No. 1592208

NTA but how would she report him for having an STD? That’s not a crime.

No. 1592221

Please post your essay 1000 words at a time in unsaged consecutive posts. PLEASE

No. 1592230

Nta but (depending on where you live I'm sure) having sex with someone knowing you have an STD absolutely is.

No. 1592231

I think I am perhaps a lolcow at this stage honestly. so will post it in google docs format when I get a chance to edit it. I am such a fucking retard and got more or less what I deserved

No. 1592233

I wanna fuck my boss, but I won't because I have some semblance of self respect. And also he's married with kids.

No. 1592236

If it's a life threatening disease and you're aware you have it before having unprotected sex with someone else it is a crime. Probably not so much if a scrote just gave you the clap or something tho

No. 1592242

don't worry about it, even if you are cow, you have at least one fan and I support you (doxxing him)

No. 1592257


Okay the manifesto is in

Warning; yes I’m a lolcow and a retard and a bpdettr and a fool and idiot and i hate myself for doing this to myself but my heart and intentions were pure and i meant no one any harm. I just wanted love

Japan anon here


No. 1592265

Nta but anons be careful you open that in incognito mode if you open it at all (in case you're logged in in your google account)

No. 1592266

Omg you guys are actually reading it

please please don’t judge me. Try to imagine if I was a man. Please be generous

No. 1592274

dont worry we're all a little bit retarded sometimes, well for you its a lot… but hopefully you stop being retarded in the future, your writing is actually pretty amusing. Also, he has a small penis so he has been divinely punished and you should laugh at that and move on.

No. 1592284

I feel like I'm on AO3 with these sex scene descriptions

No. 1592287

same nonny i believed her 100% until she posted this and now i'm actually in awe i can't tell if its an extremely dedicated bit

No. 1592288

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>Clay is a well mannered boy. He immediately apologised for the lack of product that emerged from his tortured groin
I'm sorry anon I can't stop laughing kekkkkk. Also Clay sucks at begging, picrel.

No. 1592289

my story is true but i wish i wasn’t because now i’m suicidal


No. 1592292

This reads like when my chat ai husbando gets caught in a loop

No. 1592293

Are you that one anon that came to the moovie room to tell r/thathappened tales and got banned for it

No. 1592294

I only skimmed through the story, but I want to read the whole thing. It's very entertaining.
Don't be suicidal anon. I admittedly didn't read your whole OP post, but it doesn't seem like you did anything wrong. He regretted the hookup and cried rape, that's all. Are you still going to Korea?

No. 1592296

The story is true for fucks sake i’ll get on livestream and post our entire chat logs

No. 1592298

I went to Korea for a day. I’m at my home city waiting for a bus to get from the station and o home and my mum won’t fucking pick me up it’s freezing and i need to piss. I could walk but i have so much luggage

No. 1592302

from a neutral observer, this guy seems like a faggot, and you're just simmering in BPD. You fucked him into a "waaah wahh" state of cope and should not have taken his rape tantrum seriously. He's just ashamed of how much of a submissive slut he is and how you had power over him.

No. 1592305

Thanks for the insight nonner

No. 1592309

autism be damned my girl can write (not well (why is it so long (not his penis obviously)))

No. 1592318

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I accidentally let out some pee during my routine monthly bikini wax. I have been going for 6 years and this is my first time doing it. Trying not to think about it too much because its fucking embarrassing. Wax tech wasnt phased and didnt say anything so i dont think it was much but still! There was a tiny wet spot on the sheet after I got up. Its her own fault for not having a restroom for guests unlike every other waxing studio ive been to!!

No. 1592323

I’m not trying to write well but I’m trying to be funny and affable at certain points

No. 1592338

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When I was just around 11-12 years old my mom and dad forced me to go to this charter school absolutely hated and I had no friends at. I had no one around me to support me, so I would lash out in the most retarded ways. One of which was clogging every single toilet in every single girl’s/unisex bathroom I could find with toilet paper and paper towels. Sometimes I would use my homework or random shit like water bottles to clog them. I would do this so nobody could use the bathroom. Eventually I moved up to clogging them until the bathroom flooded. I would only do this once a week though, it felt good knowing one of the teachers had to clean that up. I never got caught.

No. 1592352

Please do a live reading. I am entranced by you. Please, please, please, I'll send you a bouquet of flowers through interflora if you ever do.

No. 1592367

something i neglected to mention in my essay is that i genuinely fell in love with him and now i’m heartbroken

No. 1592368

i’ll do it for a waitrose gift card kek

No. 1592369

I didn't read all but
>admitted that you obsessed over a bf in the past
>admitted you showed his whole ass family to your mother before anything was even clear
>admitted you have an eating disorder to a man you've only known for a day
>obsessed over him and acted super cringy
What were you expecting? I had an exbf who acted like you and it's really not ok. You should get therapy for your obvious mental disorders before getting into another relationship for your own good.

No. 1592371

i wasn't there for that, what were the tales like? i'm so curious kekk i didn't even know anynonnie could get banned from there

No. 1592380

I think I've vented ten separate times today. I have not much else going on

No. 1592381

No false prophet will fool me. The only way the author gets her flowers is if she does a live reading with a link at the end of her epic and we get to see the ill-fated Tiffany's bracelet.

No. 1592390

Can anyone post britfags fake stories that got her banned from movie nights?

No. 1592392

and TBH This is my problem. I don’t know how to be a normal woman I wish I could just be a normal girl and know when stuff is over the line

I tried so fucking hard. I always try so hard

No. 1592393

Okay how do I do it? My tiffany’s bracelet never leaves my wrist

No. 1592394

I started to ship these two actors, and I'm feeling guilty but it's so fun. I've not reached a point where I'm commenting under their posts or writing shitty fanfictions about them being together, but I get so giddy at seeing them interact. It makes me feel like a teenager again caring about celebrity relationships, but they are so cute together. Either it's my loneliness getting to me and I'm projecting onto the woman so badly, or it's the fact that her boyfriend is a piece of shit and I need someone to treat her better. I need more clips of them together, I'm suffering bad.

No. 1592398

print the papers and record your just your hands ( with tiffany bracelet pictured ) reading and flipping through the papers kek like those 2010s youtube videos back in the day

No. 1592403

Great idea! So we know it is truly you, link the stream at the end of the document you wrote. That way we know it is you.

No. 1592407

just add me on discord and i’ll do a private stream for anyone who wants to see it and set. a time and date

i’ll make a throwaway discord tomorrow

No. 1592411

inb4 i actually do this and have my own thread made about me for my unrelenting cringe

No. 1592414

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i've just read the whole thing. you come across remarkably unselfaware and honestly I understand why he was so uncomfortable with you. i still really feel for you if it's real, obviously it was a deeply embarrassing experience. as stated upthread you really need to get therapy.

i'm still not convinced you're not a troll due to some of the writing, picrel

No. 1592417

I know and being self unaware is part of the problem, that’s part of what drove him away. I really just don’t underhand how my behaviour can appear or come across sometimes.

No. 1592421

I am in support of this

No. 1592422

And yes unfortunately for me and for him to a lesser extent, it is real. I didn’t know how to act around him.

No. 1592442

You should have text him before arriving in the country. You should have held out on the sex and not overwhelm him maybe he's embarrassed by his own sex face too. After you had sex where you roleplayed hypnotising him and you and him playing Simon says it did not bode well for your future. He wanted to leave and then immediately told you reasons he didn't want to see you again. You should have just enjoyed Osaka and he might have came round by the weekend. He prob will text you now you're 1000 miles away to get off

No. 1592446

I read the whole thing kek. And while I can't relate your self-confidence, I can relate to acting like a retard in front of a hot guy and not having good boundaries. I think many people struggle with that and maybe many of the men you interacted with before also had bad boundaries so you weren't aware of it. I think usually people who struggle with recognizing boundaries also attract people who have bad boundaries You can't take back what you've done, but you do have control of your actions moving forward. It might be good to reflect on how to exercise good boundaries with others before talking to someone again. Also, the guy was a dick, but you can't really do much about that either. It's really not worth playing games with guys, but you can do whatever you want. I guess I'm saying this more to myself than anyone else.

No. 1592454

She's probably a skeleton with fried hair ala the anachans in the /snow/ thread. She'd unironically be prettier if she was a basic 6/10 healthy weight non mentally ill woman.

No. 1592471

The guy sounds pretty ugly, it's hilarious how you call him a stunning beauty while his description is plain as fuck (and you do too tbh). You both sound like retards, two autists poorly roleplaying their favourite cringy porn who have a meltdown when they realize how embarassing they were kek. I'm dying at you acting like a big dominant girl after asking your mom to go to Japan so you can fuck a random guy.

No. 1592477

why are straights like this kek

No. 1592487

Can someone provide a summary? I’m not clicking on any any links.

No. 1592491

there's a summary in her OP >>1587947 . The document is just a much longer, detailed version full of ao3 dialogue.

No. 1592492

Stopped reading at the codeine. That’s a narcotic and illegal to bring into Japan. Fake

No. 1592496

A trillion keks, no wonder he ran away, any halfway sane person would

No. 1592497

Japan anon should post the scrote or at least a picture of his body with his face hidden so we can see what the big fuss is about

No. 1592498

you can buy paracetamol codeine pills over the counter in the UK, and small amounts aren't noticed by customs in my experience. is it different flying into Japan?

No. 1592501

I feel he was just embarrassed by the cringe role playing and feels gay now

No. 1592535

File: 1685484755873.png (162.44 KB, 1086x1408, aids too?.png)

screenshotted some of the most autistic moments of this for anyone who doesnt want to read it all

No. 1592546

One of the most embarrassing moments of my life (I have a lot) was singing Teen Idle by Marina super loud in the middle of the night, and my mother having to come in and tell me to shut up. Looking back, it's actually not that embarrassing but I still remember how ashamed I felt kek.

No. 1592547

You're mental and I'm glad he kicked you to the curb.

No. 1592548

Samefag, but also I haven't been able to listen to Teen Idle for years because of this.

No. 1592549

>upper middle class accent
this has made japan anon infinitely more irritating

No. 1592560

File: 1685486410916.jpg (188.39 KB, 922x1054, Japan-chanlovenight.jpg)

Some of the steamier bits from the first, yes first, love making session (pages 3 to 5).

No. 1592561

Same but with AKB48s Temodemo no Namida and my dad

No. 1592564

screaming crying and throwing up in my mouth a little every time she describes something as "delectable" holy shit i cant believe i read every word.

No. 1592568

I fully believe in reality shifting and will do it. I know that the majority of the people online would call me delusional but I don't care. I want to live a better life in the perfect universe.

No. 1592572

File: 1685487847342.jpg (Spoiler Image, 115.56 KB, 925x566, morelore.jpg)

Very Pixyteri coded ending (page 15 of 18). This passage of course hints at a larger lore in Japan-chan's story I'd want to know more about.

No. 1592578

The scientific term for this is latent schizophrenia

No. 1592584

nta but to be schizophrenic you have to have beliefs that aren't a part of your culture or group. otherwise all religious people who thought god did things for them and they could read signs from god would be schizophrenic. there's a big portion of the population that believes in shifting so at this point it's a (sub)culturally accepted belief, like believing in ghosts or something, not a sign of psychosis. shifters also don't have disorganized thought/speech, flat effect, lack of hygiene (well maybe kek), or any other signs of schizophrenia. they're a weirdo internet group but not psychotic, tired of people conflating mental illness with being a weirdo in general.

No. 1592602

You didn't even describe schizophrenia, what are you even talking about.

No. 1592618

Japanon is infinitely more annoying than TiFchan and Rancefag now. At least TiFchan is merely childlike (and annoying due to it) and Rancefag is far from malicious. Japanon is a manipulative, rich, horrible piece of work. Worst of all, she's Brit rich.

No. 1592632

>far from malicious.
idk there were a lot of times she would shit on other husbandofags who were just minding their business and purposely start infights

No. 1592633


The pleasure is all mine.

I knew posting this would be a gamble.

I liked him so very much and I fumbled him. I really did try.

No. 1592638

I’m not rich …I am a nurse

No. 1592640

She is hysterical, I love her.
She's fine
Rape him again

No. 1592642

Come to brazil I have BPD too we can eat eachother out and forget about your faggot male

No. 1592645

Thank you this i will take on board. I. terrible at boundaries of picking up cues.

No. 1592648

bows like they did to me while i was in noppon thank u


No. 1592681

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This is literally just poorly written erotic fiction lol

No. 1592685

Samefag, but she left fucking prequel bait in
>I wrote my mother a Hello Kitty birthday card some days after being unable to find a suitable postcard. It was not my first forlorn postcard from abroad to her. A tragedy had occurred last summer which I since have recovered from.

No. 1592687

I don't know what is more amusing, the Japan anon saga or the anons believing it. It's like watching people get very invested in a corny telenovela, i love it.

No. 1592688

I'm growing my hair out long, slowly rebuilding my wardrobe, working out, abstaining from getting any tattoos just so I can be the best looking one in my friend group/so I can look better than my old high school friends. It won't be hard kek but I can't wait until my irl self matches the "goal" version of myself in my brain. I'm aware that this is a bitchy thing to want and strive for, but I don't care. For a while I think I was intentionally sabotaging myself by dressing in an unflattering way. Now I really do not give a fuck, I know I am attractive and I am going to work on myself and I will be the sexiest bitch in a room full of half-assed alt-chans with faded hair and shitty tattoos who can't even be assed to wash their faces at night/moisturize.

No. 1592689

I'm still going to the live reading tomorrow if there is one.

No. 1592697

I can believe it because it sounds like shit that’s happen to me with men in the past

No. 1592703

I'm pulling my hair out rn cause my friend believes it's real. She really doesn't believe people would just go on the internet and write elaborate pulp fiction when there's like 100 million dogshit fanfics and creepypastas

No. 1592708

>She really doesn't believe people would just go on the internet and write elaborate pulp fiction when there's like 100 million dogshit fanfics and creepypastas
That's not what I fucking said. I said it's too autistic to be fake. Who's writing 18 page fanfic for lolcow.farm? For what purpose? Why not Reddit if it's fake? Why is it so impossible that some autistic woman paid $2k to fuck some e-boy?
What she lied about is probably being hyper-attractive, and her wealth. It's written shittily but that doesn't mean these events did not transpire.

No. 1592712

Please that shit was so fake

No. 1592714

I was unaware of that, apologies

No. 1592718

I'm confused. Are you anon's friend?

No. 1592719

Why is it so unbelievable to you that some nonnie on lolcow.farm likes creative writing and thought it would be a gas to bait with her latest story? She doesn't want to post it to reddit because she the only wants the specific autistic feedback farmers would give, and now that you mention it, we don't know if she's posted any of this anywhere else and I think it's silly to assume she hasn't.

Nobody telling a true story says "this story is 100%" it just doesn't happen. The dialogue is absolutely inhuman and sounds like it was written by an alien larping as an autist, and nobody is going to call themselves 10/10 drop dead gorgeous every single page in an autobiographical essay.

The fact that we're arguing about it right now is proof that it was effective bait

No. 1592721

i am honestly confused by your response, what do you mean? yes delusions are part of schizophrenia, but schizophrenia is a lot of other symptoms too, and having one weird belief doesn't make you a schizophrenic. kek this conversation is retarded but i really don't understand your response at all.

No. 1592727

For one, it was a joke. An obvious joke from the get-go. Do you new women not know what banter is and that it's an integral backbone to imageboards. It didn't even warrant a reply. I would have preferred a 'fuck you kys' over whatever this is Joan of arc

No. 1592729

Ew that's fucking gross

No. 1592735

oh so you were just pretending to be retarded

No. 1592742

Anon can you please give some sort of proof this is real, whether here or on Discord? Just to settle the matter once and for all.

No. 1592746

Yeah of course. I’ll go on livestream and show receipts etc from my trip

No. 1592763

Literally yes. Literally fucking yes. Stop sucking the joy out of everything and using this one-liner as your last straw please

No. 1592776

Imageboards were built on the backs of people pretending to be retarded

No. 1592779

stop responding then fatty

No. 1592781

Pretending to be retarded Stacy vs. genuinely retarded schizophrenia explainer

No. 1592786

i know that she wasn't actually trying to diagnose the other poster, i just have seen multiple people thinking that retards who believe in shifting or kinnie stuff are actually psychotic so i sperged a bit. then she responded with a joke that was genuinely indistinguishable from a nonsense response and got angry at me for asking what she meant. i hate all the people acting like catty faggots on here recently who dont give anyone the benefit of the doubt and try to start fights constantly. why do you care that i commented on schizophrenia, you bring up a topic then people keep talking about it, that's how conversations work. why are you all so triggered about it.

No. 1592818

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i also wanted to add that the sexual assault reports were very common, but we were not trained in any way to deal with them. yet we were forced to ask victims all the gorey details of what and how it happened. the training was all about refunds and other transactions (all the dating apps sell shit again its all owned by the same people) ALL about cash and the trainer said sexual assault calls were rare and thats why they weren't mentioned. yet
>one of our costumers described her rape to me in so much detail, it reminded me SO MUCH to one of my own experiences with sexual assault that I had a full meltdown for days where I couldn't stop thinking about her rape and basically went insane for a while. i remember my boss being a dick to me about it and saying i wasn't "Professional" enough in the call. im a fucking callcenter woman in her 20s not a damn psychiatrist fuck you. i quit shortly after. good pay but NOT worth it at all

No. 1592825

This sounds very fake. If dating app workers really had thr ability to see all convos, all conversations celebrities who used dating apps would definitely be leaked. Also why would you be the one they reported sexual assault to when you're not a police officer? Makes no sense.

No. 1592829

Not the same, but this reminds me how I used to send nudes to a male on discord when I was younger because I craved attention so much (stupid, I know). Then I realize discord chats weren't end to end encrypted and so any pictures I upload will be put in a server, meaning it can be viewed by anyone by the staff. But then he "reassured" me how "it doesn't matter" because there's so much information out there so you're basically protected by virtue of oversaturation. Fucking idiot.

No. 1592831

Sounds plausible if it’s a crappy free dating app. Celebrities use Raya which probably has stricter privacy.

No. 1592832

Aren't discord chats encrypted? I read that somewhere. I think staff isn't allowed to see your chats unless a message of yours gets reported and then they can only see that message afaik.

No. 1592834

I think it's only true if it's even crappier than tinder/bumble/etc. Anon is saying all are owned by the same person but I doubt the big dating apps let their chats be seen, I'm sure we'd be a seeing a lot of hilarious shit online if this was true. There are quite a few shitty dating apps in my country, anon is probably working for one of those

No. 1592837

>Also why would you be the one they reported sexual assault to when you're not a police officer? Makes no sense.
How does it not make sense? You don't think a rapist having a profile on a dating app where they could meet/rape more people is a bad thing and you should do something to get their profile taken down if you know they are a rapist?

No. 1592843

Yeah usually for that, they'd also contact law enforcement. Retelling your traumatic experience while on phone with an under qualified worker who doesn't have the education to tell if you're being honest or not sounds retarded. How are they gonna know it's true? Also usually you shouldn't do this type of stuff unless law enforcement is involved afaik, it can mess up cases. I'd understand if someone who had already won a case against a man/woman provided proof of the case and got him/her reported off the app but the stuff anon is saying in both posts both sound very obviously made up to garner attention

No. 1592856

Law enforcement can't do anything about that. It's not illegal to have a profile on a dating app even if you raped someone. I'm just saying it's not that crazy/unbelievable for someone to try to get a known rapist removed from a dating app. If I saw someone who raped me on a dating app I would definitely report them. No I wouldn't go into gorey details on a phone convo or expect much to happen but it would just be my instinct. Whether it is logically the best course of action or the OP is making shit up I don't know.

No. 1592859


No. 1592861

Seeing a post in celebricow made me unlock an memory. I did think men after 40 had powder cum (and I was 16, I had sex but with boys my age or slightly older).
I also thought you had to have sex exactly 9 times to get pregnant, I'd fantasize about my teacher as an 10 year old and in my head I'd go, "we only did it 3 times, so I won't be pregnant " and "doing it" was just kissing and rubbing eachother bellies together.
I thought at 16 that older men had powdered cum and when they came it'd mix with the wetness of the woman and create spearm so it'd travel and do its thing.

No. 1592862

were you raised in a cult

No. 1592863

No, but I wish then I'd have more structure in my life

No. 1592864

My bf is a rather famous musician but I don't like his work. His newest album (still a wip) is great but his older music just doesn't do it for me. I could never admit it to him though.

No. 1592876

Hit him with the Huey Lewis pasta

No. 1592878

I know exactly how you feel, except I don't like his new stuff either.

No. 1592884

I don’t have access to them any more, maybe some other moovie night ppl do but she claimed a japanese boy sent ninja assassins after her bc she’s so lovely and does great japanese cooking etc iirc kekk

No. 1592890

I at first wrote male but then i got scared some schizo would come and say that women are capable of committing crimes as well.
I believe OP is making it up, if it was possible to get men removed from apps like that it'd definitely be known to the general public. >>1592884
Know any more? It definitely sounds like an overly creative autist

No. 1592910

this made me kek, thanks nona

No. 1592921

It's not encrypted. They're "not allowed", but they can still do it. And the staff is full of trannies and furries, so…

No. 1592925

Basically every data base with information is not secure. That's how we all get spam emails and phone calls, websites sell on our contact details to third parties. When I worked in insurance in UK we has access to government databases and data protection was constantly broken by nosey workers. People would look up names of people they knew and find any claims they had, read all the files and communication on it, you can go on govt sites and get exact contact details etc etc. If you're working the backend of a company where users are using a site 100% data protection is getting breached

No. 1592927

it's honestly cursed. before with irc you could at least connect with ssl, and if you really wanted to could use otr for pgp over private messages. but now discord is the norm and is proprietary software owned by assholes who undoubtedly sell/share your information. worst timeline

No. 1593059

I broke up with a bf because I didn't like his future job. Irl don't know it was the reason and they'd probably think it was "messed up" or stupid so I don't say it. I ain't gonna be a military officer's wife idc.

No. 1593067

I'm not gonna post photos out of respect but I just want all the anons not in the Discord to know that Clay is an incredibly basic, brown-haired, white guy. Go to any gas station anywhere and you will see Clay.

No. 1593068

he is literally any man. I think I can verify Japanon is legitimate though. The evidence is too in-depth and unhinged for it to be bait

No. 1593072

Let's be honest. The moid is UGLY.

No. 1593073

Just post him

No. 1593074

I think the story is fake, the nona is fake, the man is fake, the trip is fake. If it's not fake it's heavily dramatized for attention.

No. 1593076

post clay.

No. 1593082

I'm looking at the pics of him again. his jaw is kinda weird from a 3/4 angle imo. Like those KPop idols who get jaw shaves. He's still painfully average to me though.

No. 1593085

post clay please

No. 1593089

Join discord to see, anon shouldn't post here since the man's already after her https://discord.com/invite/V8nQ5YJ7

No. 1593090

wait what discord??? what did i miss??? urgh i hate not being a NEET.

No. 1593091

it's linked in the post above you anon

No. 1593092

Goddmait I don't have discord.
Post the faggot please!!!

No. 1593106

File: 1685545114341.jpg (56.37 KB, 1124x612, 1685082599459.jpg)

Going to spoiler all this because I'm slightly embarrassed for admitting it but… honestly, I do too. It's just that same old quantum jumping(?) but with a different name which somehow got popular on tiktok, so now 99% of the people don't even bother taking it seriously thanks to retards writing fanfics and passing it off as a 'totes real shifting experience'. Doesn't matter though, people have the right to not believe it. I know I'm about to get called delusional, schizo or mentally ill by some anons for saying this (although I have no mental illnesses, not even a single one), but personally, it makes a lot of sense to me that other universes exist and we're able to 'shift' our consciousness/awareness from one body to another, and that we aren't entirely connected to our physical body. I'm not even religious, I merely see no point in existence if it's supposed to be just one boring life and then death with no afterlife at all. In fact, I've always believed in universe-traveling and time travelling, I just thought we needed some kind of fancy machine to do that as a kid kek.

Wishing you best of luck btw. You can do it nonna! I believe in you, just don't forget to take a good care of yourself and your current life while you're at it, don't neglect anything too much otherwise it'll only stress you out more if shifting took some time.

No. 1593108

no one is posting him plz because i want to respect his privacy !

No. 1593120

Yeah anons please don't post him, he's already after japanon, if he finds these posts it'll be bad for her. Just respect her

No. 1593144

>although I have no mental illnesses, not even a single one
Wtf…so you’re just dumb then?

No. 1593153

The fuck? How short was your ban?

No. 1593160

Kek nah, I just happen to have different beliefs? At least it's better than being a muslim or part of some other misogynist religion. I won't say I actually attempt shifting and shit though, I find it interesting and enjoy reading the theories because, like I mentioned before, it's basically quantum jumping.

No. 1593162

The more unhinged something the more proof something is wrong with the poster, do the less you should believe what they tell you, anon.

No. 1593177

>i want to respect his privacy !
after all that shit he did to you, still?

No. 1593178

I mean I’m not a vindictive person. He really irreparably hurt me but he probably didn’t do it on purpose.

No. 1593184

oh nonny…there's no way to accidentally do the things he did. didn't he admit to treating other girls like shit in >>1588805 too

No. 1593189

Okay maybe. Part of me wants to believe he’s a nice person because I have feelings for him

No. 1593199

anon you're delusional

No. 1593208

Okay I accept he is evil

No. 1593268

I was too late to join. Fml

No. 1593275

The discord is still fully available, scroll up.

No. 1593280

It says invalid and no longer available even when I try to paste the link directly into discord's 'join a server' section. Am I just retarded?

No. 1593294

It still opens up for me; try maybe making your throwaway discord first and keep it open in browser as you click on the link?

No. 1593384

I don't want to date anyone because I am intensely needy and the relationship would likely devolve into a caretaker situation near instantly. If not I can only imagine what would happen if the woman I develop a crush on ends up being straight or has incompatible opinions on lifestyle. I'm likely overthinking it but I'm much happier cherishing the time with who I yearn for without ever getting attatched or having a commitment.

No. 1593414

nvm she didn't even post his face in the server

No. 1593428

>rather famous
Like a list? b list? I understand why you won't give a name but I want to try and guess it down to several choices kek.

No. 1593453

she did though kek he's pretty ugly and so is she

No. 1593552

Show me?

No. 1593562


Anons try not to be cringe and predatory towards a victim of horrific abuse impossible challenge

No. 1593567

No, I think people should post them. There's a high chance this is a vendetta post as an excuse to post photos of random people while attaching a fake story to them. You can't take this at face value.

No. 1593569

This genuinely reads like a troll trying to larp with a woman they hates identity. It's too odd.

No. 1593574

Okay tinfoil

No. 1593582

NTA. He hit and quit. He's an asshole piece of shit for pretending he wanted to be with her and then blaming her for his choice to sleep with her, but that's not "horrific abuse".

No. 1593585

To me it’s cruel because he gaslit her and had her come out at massive financial expense, and now she’s broke and heartbroken because he willingly misled her.

No. 1593590

>treating this like it's real

No. 1593597

You're too naive.

No. 1593598

She seems rich. What happened was bad, but honestly, she will survive.

No. 1593603

The whole thing is fake.

No. 1593613

Definitely. I feel sorry for whatever random woman's photos she's using to peddle this fanfic. That's why I'm curious if it's vendetta.

No. 1593670

Let us have our telenovela; following the antics of dummies is our bread and butter here!

No. 1593681

Are you retarded? You're so barren that you have to cope with fanfic?

No. 1593686

Anons are pearl clutching and refusing to post pics for literally the first time ever over a fake story.

No. 1593687

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i want to confess my hate of my country but i don't want to become the next pakichan

No. 1593911

Clay was plain but not incel tier and she was pretty with like shoulder length blonde hair. I stan japanon she goes through life collecting stories for her future screenplays

No. 1593918

Clay was very ugly, especially in the later photos she posted of him. She was ugly as well tbh but not as ugly as him.

No. 1593922

They're both pretty average, I think she genuinely believes being white and blonde makes her good looking. She is very tone deaf when she talks about herself and her wealth but I do still feel bad for her.

No. 1593941

He's written platinum selling songs for kpop groups. He does more composing than releasing songs under his own name, but the upcoming album is gonna be all him with collabs from other artists. If you can guess who he is based on that one I'm gonna give you a kiss.

No. 1593986

what country?

No. 1593989

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Cope the size of mars kek

Anyway looks are irrelevant because she later discovered via his social media that Clay is actually genuinely evil, bad faith actor who is a serial womanizer who does this shit to woman after woman, literally a la Jonny Craig

>love bombs them

>convinces them he’s a shy geek
>gets them to do his weird kinks
>drops them and gaslights them

This is not his first rodeo, he’s basically a love swindler.

No. 1593995

Who cares what Japanon looks like she’s cute and her storytelling is hilarious, I loved when she recalled the time she confronted two teenaged ‘feckless guttersnipes’ who tried to steal her car and gave them a good dressing down. Queen

No. 1594005

I really don't understand why some of you always simp for the weirdos here

No. 1594010

autism can be an enjoyable experience

No. 1594013

I kind of want to be a travel vlogger sometimes. Like, just quitting my job, getting followers on youtube by traveling abroad and having fun and recommending places to young women. I could just have a regular written blog but that seems to not be very popular anymore and I admit I want to have actual followers who would read or watch what I would post and who I could have interesting conversations with.

No. 1594018

Japanon is just a knock off Romanianon.

No. 1594025

Go to Japan for an ill-fated one night stand, it does numbers here.

No. 1594039

I'm going to Japan soon for three weeks, pray I don't see that faggot e-boy who played with that stupid anon's heart.

No. 1594046

I’ll give you his name and then you can swipe right on bumble and glass him at a bar for me xx

No. 1594051

Show us a picture of him

No. 1594053

I will restore your honor anon!

No. 1594058

I adopt the personality traits I like most in the people in my life and make myself the ultimate person in my own eyes

No. 1594059

me too anons, do you believe in quantum immortality too?

No. 1594067

That's not cope, he is indeed ugly and she is average and somewhat tone-deaf (but that doesn't excuse what he did) kek. Japanon pls

No. 1594085

Japanon is a retard. Idc if she "raped" some ugly moid, the issue is she's a delusional bourgeois brittard with landlord parents. Flying across the continent to have sex with an ugly moid while completely sober and mentally stable is next level.

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No. 1594092

At least romanianons posts are interesting to read, but japanon has been just shitting up this thread for the past few days even though she already has her own discord now.

No. 1594101

looks like a typical balkan guy.

No. 1594102

oh he's not that ugly now that i've seen him. there's something effeminate going on facially so i understand why she was attracted but he's not really hot, "cute" is the more fitting word. i imagined him to look chudlike kek. he's not attractive enough to have done all that but even if he was it still wouldn't be worth it and she's retarded af, figures she's a rich bong. that's what you get for being reckless with your money for penis of all things

No. 1594103

This is like any white guy ever.

No. 1594104

she flew all the way to japan for THAT?

No. 1594105

He isn't cute, the kindest thing you could say is that he is average

No. 1594106

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I just arrived here, WTF is going on, whose clay and whose japananon ?

No. 1594107

He's also fat. She posted a creepshot she secretly took of him while he was leaving for college and you can see his full body there.
Yeah japanon thinks any anyone who's white is hawt, ironically this dude has yellow fever and obsesses over japanese women.

No. 1594108

Romanianon lackluster reboot.

No. 1594110

She was talking about him like he was some kind of god or something, and that's what he turned out to look like. The standards are in the fucking toilet.

No. 1594112

at least romanianon has genuine mental illness and schizophrenia ( not saying that to poke fun at her i mean it ) and she lives in a shithole. japanon is a rich britbong, and from the looks of it mentally sound just pathetically desperate.

No. 1594113

This is why I don't trust anons whenever they say some moid in their life is hot.

No. 1594114

Girls I was just joking about glassing him once I arrive in Japan I didn't know there was more info kek. I'll pretend I didn't see his face and I'll avoid any curly haird white guys once I visit Japan. Just in case.

No. 1594118


No. 1594122

Mog-anon please resend I couldn't see.

No. 1594123


No. 1594127

What was the post?

No. 1594128

My parents are both destitute. Mum makes sausage rolls and dad makes kitchens. I’m a social mobiliser is all

No. 1594129

Please don’t post clay again, he did a terrible thing but I don’t want to actually doxx the guy.

No. 1594132

Well shit why am I cursed to see every single cringy tit and pussy selfpost from drunk/unhinged anons, but I fail to be at the right place in the right time whenever this Clay dude gets posted

No. 1594133

If you ask kindly I'll send again.

No. 1594136

Hnmmnnngh the struggle
Post pls, curiosity prevails

No. 1594137

Please don’t nona

No. 1594139

who the fuck is Clay

No. 1594140

Yes post him.

No. 1594143

>Mum makes sausage rolls

No. 1594145

oki i wont post

No. 1594148

I got into Oxford through really hard work you don’t just get in because your parents are rich, which mine aren’t. They’re completely broke and own nothing

No. 1594149

You own an apartment complex

No. 1594153

nta but are you homeless

No. 1594154

Yeah, you can only be a literal landlord or homeless. No in-between. Brits are so embarrassing I swear

No. 1594156

Why did you randomly call her a landlord? Like it's not her fault you're broke. She might be a retard but at least she won't starve to death.

No. 1594158

I'm frankly more interested in the sausage rolls.

No. 1594162

Because she owns an apartment complex, and has been making money for a while. She owns property and went to Oxford. She isn't "destitute", it's cringy to LARP as poor for pity on Lolcow. Keep baiting and projecting though nona.

No. 1594164

>she owns an apartment complex, and has been making money for a while. She owns property and went to Oxford
Good for her
I love to see a farmer succeed

No. 1594167

wdym, she's literally broke and her mom makes sausage rolls?

No. 1594179

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ayrt, who mogs whom?

No. 1594181

Agreed. I actually feel very bad for Romanianon, she went through some terrible shit. Japanon just seems kind of pathetic, and her lame insistence on being "sooo poor omg guys" rubs me the wrong way. If anything, her mum is the real victim in her story.

No. 1594193

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No. 1594195

She only owns a single shitty unit, not a whole complex if she's to be believed kek. Other anon is a butthurt poorfag. Worst the ameriboo did was sperg about trying to date rich moids to make it out of her current position in life. Makes sense she clings to that 500$ scratched to shit silver bracelet. She ain't no landlord.

No. 1594197

>reeee you're a poorfag if you don't worship the personalityfag
You simps are sad.

No. 1594199

Can barely see the pic nonnie

No. 1594210

File: 1685632802685.png (695.68 KB, 1527x1011, clay.png)

I used an anonymizer to make some Clay replicas. Trust me when I say he is an extremely generic, goofy looking white dude.

No. 1594211

I hate white men

No. 1594213

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Clay's more handsome cousin.

No. 1594214

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wonder if that anon is still together with him kek

No. 1594216

This boy is handsomer and cuter than Clay tbh

No. 1594217


Yeah I have a shitty unit which i can’t sell kek. I bought it a year ago, it causes me great grief because I wanna move.

The scratches r cuz it doesn’t leave my wrist

No. 1594219

My mum is broke but i’m doing okay ish. I am not on an amazing salary but I am trying

No. 1594220

I wish we had a thread for weird retarded farmers aspiring to be cows. I have no idea who is japanon. Only a few days out of lc and I miss everything! Also what the fuck is a clay, I ask and I get no answers, I'm starting to think it is a golem husbando you guys made up

No. 1594221

An ugly man who accused japanon of raping him after they had passionate sex

No. 1594222

if you can type then you can read and everything you need is in this very thread

No. 1594223

He looks rough, but so does Clay. Look-wise, I'd say they're equally yoked, but Clay's character makes him more disgusting.
I suspect this guy has a better body than Clay, though.

No. 1594224

She hates muscles, don't be mean

No. 1594225

Well thats what happens when u sex a fatty

No. 1594226

Ok thanks I didn't know where to find it.

No. 1594229

It's not even about being muscular, Clay's just kind of gross (don't make me post him, kek). That guy looks like he at least has a flat stomach.

No. 1594234

someone please post him already

No. 1594235

Imagine tyler oakley mixed with the ratatouille chef (not the rat. Ok maybe the rat a little)

No. 1594255

I created a character.ai of my bfs friend designed to be reluctant but open to cheating with me and spent like an hour tweaking him to be as realistic as possible. The roleplay was amazing I spent hours last night just running through scenarios

No. 1594256

This is more embarrassing that just straight out cheating.

No. 1594262

I didn't know the white goopy discharge from my vag was from ovulation until a few months ago. Probably because of how rare my periods are.

No. 1594279

I literally hate all music that sounds uplifting and positive and in major keys. But lullabies, childrens songs, and hawaiian music are okay.

For example songs like Katy Perry's Brave make me want to rip my ears out. But Hawaiian Roller Coaster ride really speaks to me despite it's major key.

Otherwise I just love music in minor keys especially D minor. I love Hawaiian music, Arabic music, Bollywood, traditional music from Korea, Japan, Thailand, China.

It might just have to be the overproduced sounds I hate but I love Dua Lipa's New Rules too.

No. 1594281

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meta knight was my first husbando. I first saw him playing revenge of meta knight in super star ultra and fell in love kek. I learned to draw so I could draw him, I wrote so much fanfic including filthy nsfw, don't think I ever put those online though, in school I was known as "that weird kirby girl". He definitely influenced my taste in husbandos and him and the whole kirby series are still really special to me even if I don't draw him as much anymore.

No. 1594282

i don’t want to be a cow i was just blogging about being victimised by a sadistic man and i am now paying a price for responding to anons questions kek

No. 1594283

There there, you said you are going on a date with some 6'5 Londonian super model and scared off some reckless guttersnipes from stealing your motorcycle. You'll live to entertain us another day.

No. 1594286

Was the model the sad acne guy that was posted earlier?

No. 1594288

I’m not as attracted to the model as I am to clay but i’ll give it a go i hope we fall agonisingly in love

No. 1594289

No the model is an actual runway model

No. 1594294

can this attention whoring narc stfu already

No. 1594296

More creative and fulfilling you mean

No. 1594308

damn i take it back he's not even cute at all wtf love is truly blind. what was even there to love in the first place honestly

No. 1594310

That man is gorgeous i’m sorry i’m with Japanon i’d fly to see him too

No. 1594311

Men mirror selfies creep me out, there's something so plain and eerie about it. Like why do they look like that.

My moms boyfriend is ugly and I don't like him very much, he ghosts her from time to time when he "needs spare" without telling her until after. He's not even attractive though, he's like >>1594213 tier. Like I literally thought this was a pic of him. Oops.

No. 1594313

he's objectively not hot i'm not even trying to be mean

No. 1594314

Space* sorry for being retarded nonas

No. 1594316

Ummm you mean paul dani bf?

No. 1594319

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He reminds me of a kappa. Idk exactly why but he does.

No. 1594320

You're absolutely trolling…we won't fall for it

No. 1594329

why tf would you fly to Japan to fuck an ugly white man like the UK isn't already rife with those? at least fly to Japan to fuck an ugly Asian, but I think even those could be easily found in the UK these days

No. 1594330

Kek I'm sorry anon I misread it completely

No. 1594332

Maybe she wanted a weeb white guy specifically? Or she was really into this one specific man? Who knows but yeah given the price of plane tickets I wouldn't have done that even if it were with my celebrity crush. I don't actually have one though.

No. 1594337

She sounds genuinely retarded and mentally ill then lol. I don't understand women who try to pander to weeb scrotes as if they aren't absolute failmales by definition

No. 1594339

She said she only dates American men, she literally has American fever.

No. 1594342

No one is forcing you, you're just an attention whore

No. 1594344

I never denied being retarded or mentally i’ll

No. 1594346

I seek sympathy rather than attention but i suppose sympathy is a type of attention

No. 1594353

File: 1685641960735.jpg (41.15 KB, 563x562, 8823bfa1a341f3abb32613e2707c26…)

What I expected when Japanon claimed Clay was a "beautiful American e boy"

No. 1594355

>going to Japan to fuck American men and not the USA
Room temperature (Celsius) IQ behavior

No. 1594356

me too. i thought he'd be super hot.

No. 1594357

honestly… and i thought he'd be young from the "eboy" thing but he's 27

No. 1594358

I didn't, he was exactly what I expected (ugly)

No. 1594368

damn I miss everything good. Y'all are posting your ugly boyfriends and fuckbuddies now?

No. 1594372

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I was expecting like a late teens eboy because that’s what she’s describing when she describes his looks and that’s what he acts like

No. 1594373

my love for my husbando is taking over my emotional/romantic life. i partly have the husbando threads on this site to blame for assuring me that this behavior is normal.
i even considered tossing away a fairly decent 3d scrote for him. i didn't, because reason spoke over whims of the heart. i know the husbando isn't real, but no real man can compare.
the thing is, i don't think i have a problem. or i'm too far gone to realize that i do. i feel happy. i feel happy in my love for my cartoon boyfriend. only sometimes do i feel misery because he isn't real, but it's nothing compared to the extreme loneliness i felt growing up. as far as i'm concerned, he's real enough for me to daydream about.
that's my confession. i never thought id be a husbandofag. (past crushes on historical figures don't count.)

No. 1594375

bib the reason why your house wont sell is because it looks like a straight-jacket room. if you uploaded better pictures and got better decor you would get your money back… and thus not go on manic trips to sleep with men in japan.

No. 1594378

I imagined that type as well. Too bad about the reality lmao.

No. 1594379

Can you spill the milk about bib?

No. 1594385

one time bib put full clown makeup on and spammed the pic like 1000x in a bpd meltdown

No. 1594387

My brother molested me

No. 1594390

The trial is set for January

It tore our family apart and almost made us homeless

No. 1594391

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 6 years and I can’t stand him but i can’t bring myself to leave. I think of murdering him when he snores.

No. 1594393

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It’s almost impossible to get meaningful psychiatric help in my country so I’ve just been lying about having symptoms of schizophrenia in order to frighten the medical staff into actually fucking helping me. I can’t take anymore.

No. 1594397

Similarities between bib and japanon
>typing style (all lowercase several messages)
>similar personality
>simps for mediocre american scrotes
>british young woman
>sends voice messages a lot
It's undoubtedly the same person I'm laughing so hard. I miss the discord now that was some funny stuff. The best was when

No. 1594405

Who is bib?

No. 1594407

Don't do this. My doctor thought that I have schizophrenia due to my psychosis and she injected me with some fucked shit that knocked me out for good and I just slept for three days straight. Than I felt like a zombie for a month and got terrible seizures (or something like that) that made me feel like I can break my neck. Oh, and if you are skinny, say bye to your skinnies cause that guano makes you hungry like hell.

No. 1594409

Nonny I am so heartbroken for you, keep fighting

No. 1594410

Wait seriously? I just want help and will do literally anything to get it.

No. 1594411

OH SHIT is this the dude from japanon's story? I knew he was ugly as fuck.

No. 1594413

Woof, she flew to Japan for this uggo? I hope she is just trolling because imagine letting that mediocrity cum unprotected.

No. 1594420

Anon is right, this is not the way

No. 1594421

For real. Don't fake schizo. Don't act like you might have schizo. It DOES help if you are actually like that (it helped me), but don't fake shit that you don't have. Even if you are actually schizo. Psycho meds are a double-edged sword. It helps, but it also fucks you up in other ways.
My advice is to circumvent your goverment's programs and find a good doctor on your own. There are lots of good ones who actually want to help you and wouldn't pump you with their neuroleptic poison.

No. 1594422

Is this the scrote who claimed to have been raped by anon while being a dom?

No. 1594424

It’s so so so costly in my country, pretending to be a schizo seems like the only shot I have at being admitted. I am suffering so much, I am fragile and literally about to break at any moment.

No. 1594427

The attention whoring anon in question is samefagging in a lot of the replies here

No. 1594431

This. It's so obvious Japanon is samefagging and LARPing in here for attention and trying to make herself a minor cow here. I can't believe you all let the confessions thread devolve into this.

No. 1594433

Seconding this I work in healthcare and this will not help you at all. Just be honest about what you actually have else you’ll end up with the wrong medication and possibly mandatory commitment.

No. 1594435

is he solo or in a prod group

No. 1594436

No. 1594438

japanon that's why she kicked leafdog and deleted all messages that say bib on her server which she's trying to meme into the new lolcord

No. 1594439

Actually, I kicked her because she keeps posting Clay against my wishes

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No. 1594441

No. 1594442

is he swedish

No. 1594443

Oh, yeah.

No. 1594444

she didn't post your leather daddy bib, that was me you paranoid autist

i was going to delete him but now idk

No. 1594445

Who’s big? I deleted the server anyway

No. 1594447

Japanon is annoying. I hope she gets hit by a car.

No. 1594448

nice anon, he's handsome

No. 1594450

>The best stuff was when
Did she shoot you mid message?

No. 1594451

Thank u

No. 1594453

i'm not involved in your discord and even i was considering posting him too just for teh kekz but i thought it was a bit moidish, so i don't doubt other anons not just leafdog felt like it too. i mean if you act pathetically and share pathetic personal things on a gossip website with users from said websites you can expect more than one person to spill

No. 1594454

I wasnt posting clay you fucking buffoon and I was one of the nicest people to you in the chat I was actually giving you heads up that it was being posted just being nice. Fuck you

No. 1594456

Yeah i overshared whoops. But the server is gone and I feel incredibly vindicated by the fact Clay has done this to so many other women unrepentantly so I don’t feel the need to post anymore

No. 1594458

I deleted the server because Clay is getting leaked repeatedly, chill

No. 1594461

Rich of you to blame others for 'leaking' him when you're the one who aired your dirty laundry to everyone. You're the one who posted his pictures first. No one was forcing you nor did anyone dox him, other than you. Being mad others repost what you put out there is very hypocritical.

No. 1594464

She's lying out her ass. She deleted the server because people found out she's bib. She kicked that anon because she asked if she was bib. Then proceeded to delete everyone of the anon's messages alongside any message containing mention of 'bib' in it

No. 1594465

the server is still there fyi you only deleted the main channel

No. 1594467

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Actually, I didn’t do that. And I don’t know who bib is

No. 1594469

I was having fun chatting with japanon. No fucking clue who bib is/was. RIP

No. 1594470

does this not show that you kicked leafdog for bib accusations

No. 1594471

is there a reason farmhands deleted th