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No. 1245479
What ails you, my
nonnie?
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i use this theme
No. 1245557
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>>1245547Lmfao I just exist and get attention and I don’t even want it. Wish I could donate you some so you can stop being so pathetic.
No. 1245575
>>1245570NAYRT but what are you talking about? She's not bragging about getting male attention, she's just making fun of someone who wants male attention that desperately.
>moefagit's just a reaction image, holy shit. Such a weird response.
No. 1245620
>>1245597Someone I know finding my vents. Someone picking up on my writing style. What happened to creepshow. Becoming a cow.
It’s a miracle that I still come here and vent but I appreciate the feedback and I feel less lonely.
No. 1245788
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>>1245692Nonnie, this is so, so cute!! I hope you get the chance to cosplay him someday. As a fellow cosplayer, I hope I can run into someone like you someday.
No. 1245849
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>>1245788Thanks a lot. I'll keep heading towards my dream, small as it is.
(Pic rel)
No. 1245892
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I only just now just relaized that the szalet theme has skulls in the backround and not a solid color.
No. 1246051
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I've become an idolfag. The breed I once hated, I've became. Please God get me out I swear I won't sexualize Jesus anymore
No. 1246064
>>1245892>>1246056I'll be damned. I had to turn on the brightness on my phone all the way to see them in the background.
Apologies nonnies, I have seent the skulls.
No. 1246068
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>>1246059I realized it when someone asked what themes people are using and someone said 'szalet cause im edgy' and i was like huh and then, i saw it
No. 1246286
>>1245862Haha, funny you could tell somehow.
That's one of my motivations to be honest. It drives me insane.
I spent my first con hanging out with a girl I barely knew to keep ugly moids from upskirting her. She was an OC magical girl (think sailor senshi).
Every escalator we went up I had to stick to her back so they wouldn't take pictures under her skirt. I've never wanted to beat faces in so bad.
No. 1247089
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Seeing super hot women complain about not feeling pretty enough for their bf makes me feel better. Because I’ve been there. I remember seeing egirls, Instagram models and thinking I needed a BBL, boob job, rhinoplasty, etc. and then just feeling like I needed to be prettier. The problem isn’t us. Yeah those girls edit their pics or whatever maybe they’re just as average as me irl but deep down I am just not gorgeous. And I don’t feel like wearing lashes and stuff, I’m sorry if it sound NLOGy but its really a lot of work. The problem doesn’t lie with me it lies with men because nothing will EVER be enough for them, it makes me sad too because I am still optimistic to find love, this girl is literally so sexy and her boyfriend is an ugly ass man. And he makes her feel like that. It’s the man. Not you
No. 1247106
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>>1247089The worst part about this is that you can be the hottest woman around and the moid will still cheat.
Low self esteem kills
No. 1247147
>>1247089Straight women are so sad. Insecure she doesn’t fit his ideal, you think he gives a fuck about what she wants? She seems like such a brainwashed pick me she probably never even thinks about what she would actually like in a man, anyone with a penis willing to give her attention will do.
>>1247092OH GOD NO
she looks like a creepypasta monster No. 1247154
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sometimes i look at the Chris Chan pussy licking gif and my bean gets hard
No. 1247185
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Sometimes I see a vtuber make my college tuition cost in a single stream and I get overcome with a indescribable amount of jealousy because they get to play video games, draw, or act cute all day and don't even have to show their face.
I feel like it's too late to be one too because you either have to join a corporation to make it or you have to find a way to stand out against 50,000 other people who want a piece of the vtuber pie.
Also I tried doing a cutesy voice and I immediately wanted to hang myself
No. 1247509
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>>1247206The trick is garnering a fan base that is at least 50% women.
>>1247210Let’s do it. Unapologetic brand risk shoujo.
No. 1247594
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I use to have private lesson with a math teacher who looked exactly like picrel but without the glasses. I was 17 at the time and I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted her kek. She had kids but lived all alone. I never tried anything fortunately but she did awaken my weird attraction to teachers. Nonnies she was so smart, cold and strict, every little smile counted for me and I wondered if she knew how I felt. I remember when she learned that I ended up having great result at the final exam, she was so proud, and she kissed me on the cheeks (quite normal for my country but not normal for her at all) and I was blushing so hard. Sorry for getting into de/g/enerate territory I just needed to get this out of my chest kek, a bit ot but I can't believe men don't want older women, more for me I guess.
No. 1247602
>>1247594kek I get it.
I'm mostly straight so for me it's usually men, but I also find the appeal in strict older women who occasionally show you their soft, caring side. That's so endearing and hot but I feel guilty saying it. Unfortunately it's less likely for a woman (especially one with kids) to be into women.
>>1247596The only reason I haven't done it yet is because my PC sucks ass, so I can't stream in high quality, or pirate the software that I need to make my avatar, nor do I have a camera. But even before Vtubers became super popular I've been planning to do it, though I don't want to fake a character, I'd just be myself.
I don't think having a cool/non-coomer female avatar would be enough to keep scrotes off your streams because males will coom to everything that seems female. Maybe basing your channel on typical female interests and hot 2D men will scare them off.
No. 1247621
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I want to look like eugenia cooney
No. 1247843
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>>1247837
Fake and gay. Go back.
No. 1247903
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I'm still salty over a friend of my cousin that called him one afternoon, I was feeling down that day because of my shitty grades, so my cousin asked if I wanted to go to the cinema to cheer me up, so he called a friend of his and I heard his conversation because he was walking around the house while talking by the phone on speaker mode
>if you want to go to the cinema with my cousin
>[name of another cousin of his]?
>no the other one
>ah the ugly one
I was honestly mad, so I refused to go out that day and tried to stop eating for a few days but my family wouldn't let me.
After a few years I came back home and suddenly an aunt of ours asked for my cousin's friend and he said that his friend was really depressed and almost killed himself, I was apathetic outside but inside I thought
>how sad, he didn't die after all
No. 1247998
>>1247986In class too, but it's particularly evident online
I guess I could say "when I visit anywhere on the internet" but I tend to assume most stupid people elsewhere are just children
That being said, I'm pretty fucking dumb so it's just funny to me
No. 1248176
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I have the regular urge to get full body plastic surgery. I just want to change everything about me, even down to the bones and cells.
The only things stopping me is money and the technology for radical body modification. Maybe I just want to be a cyborg?
No. 1248213
>>1248176If you get plastic surgery, only get a few areas done. If you get too much done you will look botched like the other anon said.
Although if you really want to get your entire body done, you may need actual mental help instead of surgery. If you ever come across the money for PS, I suggest you use it to talk to someone first.
No. 1248327
>>1248176A surgeon will botch you and then go on TikTok afterwards to lure in more
victims.
No. 1248341
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>>1248339Pic related, how anon imagined the author of that vent
No. 1248344
>>1248339Didn’t mean it literally, just that it spawns some extremely undesirable qualities that eat you from the inside. Also many people like this develop a god complex and destroy the relationships around them.
>>1248341No, that’s how anon sees herself
No. 1248349
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>>1248344Naw fuck that, seek revenge OP.
No. 1248361
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>>1248339I do a lot more than seethe, hence why I felt the need to confess
I need to stop being such a shitty person
>>1248341Kek'd hard irl
>>1248344>Also many people like this develop a god complex and destroy the relationships around them. Yeah I get it and I'd like to stop
But.. against a moid who wronged me, yes or no..? Moid in question is my bf
No. 1248384
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sometimes i think about stalking some people that have power over me, like managers, and doctors. i want to feel a bit less threatened, you know? to just have this little secret of, knowing a bit more about them than they know about me. i think job applications and forms at the doctor give them way too much information about me. so, it would be a little like, balancing the scales.
No. 1248407
>>1248372He wants to crossdress and suck cock and is flippant about my feelings after I have given him everything
I'm not enough
No. 1248482
>>1248457>>1248461>>1248475>>1248480Ugh but I love him
Why can't moids just be normal ffs
No. 1248490
>>1248482But you don’t or him being a cross dressing cock sucker wouldn’t bother you Noni. That’s who he’s decided he is and who he’s going to be.
The y is a defective
No. 1248493
>>1248347Anon is probably lazy and watches too many online dramas. Koreans always look botched and uncanny to me when they get that same looking plastic surgery. that ad is photoshopped to hell and back. there is so such thing as an easy and fast fix. Remember the model that sued because her cool sculpting became hard fat pockets in her body over time?
It's better just to eat better and work out. It isn't even that hard but people really want to be that lazy.
No. 1248497
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>>1248358hey, i found out one of my fiance's friends was a bi pickme this way. don't hate the player, hate the game. and people will get uncomfortable and defensive around me. which is funny because i have social anxiety.
No. 1248500
>>1248490Well I told him there will be no cock sucking because I don't want an "open relationship", the crossdressing is probably my fault so I can deal
Maybe I will leave eventually, but I still want to abuse him for daring to bring it up
No. 1248573
>>1248566You probably view her as a person who happens to be 21 not a "21 year old barely in college hottie" like a moid would so don't stress.
She might be too immature for a relationship with you but be healthy and feel it out for the two of you. Make this decision on your own and ignore Twitter. Especially if it's just a crush, don't stress yourself out.
No. 1248674
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I stopped drinking a week ago on a whim after two years of drinking daily and even though I didn't want my partners mom to know about my alcoholism it made me happy to hear that she's proud of me for stopping.
No. 1248850
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Just gonna spoiler this whole mess. I found the address and phone number of the scrote I have a crush on. Yes I just went to the map app to see where he lives. I know I’m creepy and insane. At my old job I wrote down the license plate number of the scrote I liked there and considered following him after work. Why do I do this? Obviously extremely socially retarded, haven’t had any friends for 6 years. I think I just want to know as much as I can without having to talk to him to flesh out my fantasies more. I don’t know. I don’t know what to do. Why am I even confessing to this? Maybe nonnas can fix me. Thank fuck this is anonymous, I should kill myself. I’m starting to regret writing this out so I’m just gonna go to sleep, afraid to see responses if there are any.
No. 1248895
>>1248850Kek I did that to my bf before we started dating. I never told him about it either. I have his parents' and siblings' phone numbers and addresses too.
Anyway, calm down anon. It's harmless.
No. 1248905
>>1248850>googling your crushnormal
>wanting to know about your crush but too shy to talknormal
Anon, just avoid vocabulary like 'fleshing out my fantasies' when explaining yourself and you won't be creepy.
No. 1249093
>>1249086Well, now I don't feel so autistic. I hope you've read some of my walls of text
nonny. Hope you enjoyed them
>>1247758Well, my confession is that when I was a young weeb still discovering anime, yaoi and yuri (I wanted to try both things because I saw them on a wikipedia list of anime genres, plz no bully) I was already into pretty explicit anime porn and yaoi but when I tried watching Strawberry Panic, I was loving it at first but then I pacnicked
kek when it got to the first sex scene and dropped the anime. I wasn't expecting a yuri anime to go that far, and I still haven't finished it to this day. It made me blush like crazy, but I didn't like how it turned, it was cute before that part though.
No. 1249132
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>read or hear about bad thing happening to a man
>feel bad for that man
>remember that there are many more women in the same or similar situation that got it even worse but far fewer people pay attention because they're not men
>stop feeling bad for men lol
No. 1249138
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after hanging with ppl that are actually confident/attractive, i’m planning on drifting from my long term friend group. i’m not even saying this as a humblebrag, but i’ve just befriended some real uggo ppl with bottom tier socializing skills and it’s actually been really annoying. they’re too insecure to shop, too insecure to go out into public, too insecure to fucking live. And to make matters worse, they’re not ugly by default, they just don’t work on themselves/work out. like how have i been friends with these girls since college and we’ve never gone shopping ONCE?
we went to fucking Rome together and after a day of seeing the important stuff and taking in the art, they didn’t wanna go out for a fucking glass of wine at night because then they’d have to dress up and it’s not “fair” because i allegedly “don’t understand their concerns” ????
i’ve been there for them for so long but i need new confident friends. idc if we’ve been friends for 10 years, i want to be shallow for once and have fun.
pic unrelated just based
No. 1249150
>>1249138Regardless of if they're ugly, pretty, nerds, Stacy's… People like that are a drag and you need to find friends that don't let their insecurities rule them and the people around them.
GL nonna.
No. 1249250
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I'm SOOOO attracted to pic rel
I find myself looking inside to see what the driver looks like and being disappointed often but I still feel blushy when I drive past or am near one in general lol
No. 1249269
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>>1249250I live by a historic district and I get the same feeling but for these
No. 1249405
>>1247089If women learned to want and demand male partners that are good looking and put in effort in their looks for their gfs (in addition to good behaviour) instead trying with all their might to be pretty for ugly trolls like
>>1247092 The world would unironically be a better place because it'd require men to step up and be better creatures.
Men need to be beautiful for women not vice versa.
No. 1249440
>>1249062This is himbo energy and I’m honestly here for
It
No. 1249581
>>1249319yeah it's so dorky lol
>>1249397I've never thought they're bad or whatever you mean by that personally
No. 1250009
>>1249722i know that it might sound shitty to say she should keep your circumstances in mind when she talks about that kind of stuff, but doesn’t she feel awkward gushing about herself when you have nothing to offer back? sounds like one sided convo.
i have a friend who has had it infinitely worse than me in every way, she’s so sweet and smart but she doesn’t have much in options. i haven’t been thru nearly what she has so i try not to constantly talk about college, my mom, travels, or other shit she doesn’t have. your friends seems a little inconsiderate at the bare minimum.
No. 1250392
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>>1247185Here anon, here is why you should never become a vtuber.
No. 1250848
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>>1249572What a miserable life you must live then, can't relate. I don't understand how you don't question the fact that your attitude will directly affect the conversation. Most women can sense that you are judging them so of course they will refrain from having any sort of deep or interesting conversation with someone like you. You say that you prefer women on this site but most of us would absolutely despise you irl for being a pick me.
No. 1251006
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sad but true: my hip size seems to be the same as it was in primary school because i just tried on some pants from fifth grade and they fit just the same even without messing with the already adjusted elastic.
i did not lose weight in fact i think i weigh about the same as i did then just taller.
absolutely depressing yet hilarious at the same time. dont know if i should laugh or cry.
to the anachans no this is not a flex or humblebrag i look ridiculous and not cute at all. i am an absolute womanlet. everyone point and laugh…
No. 1251044
>>1251023oh i meant womanlet in the same way as hairlet kek, as in i am not/barely am womanly, not height.
i am actually average if not slightly taller
but to be fair my country is one of the top 3 shortest in the world… No. 1251054
>>1251031>>1250848The fact you guys automatically assumed i
must prefer men just because i don't vibe with a subset of women is actually insane but predictable tbh
No. 1251086
>>1251054you are the problem
>>1251078kek, exactly
No. 1251134
>>1251120With most women i was referring to normies or at least to
toxic kind, those who play a big part on the patriarchy happily supporting people and institutions who want to erase us and have next to no backbone, that's why I don't vibe with them, they're too self-flaggelating, sometimes for selfish purposes and our priorities are not the same, got it already?
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>>1251081I’m sorry nonna I’m pretty sure my neighbours are conspiring to climb over my fence and batter me with metal poles I know because of the way they where moving bins around. We can be paranoid together.
No. 1251452
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>>1251385>weebshit everywhere >pepe memes>retarded pickmes>nitpicks and pornposts Oh yeah a couple of picrel is really gonna ruin the place
No. 1251578
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I don't hate Steven Universe. I get why people would hate it, I get that it was bad for the animation industry, but the first seasons bring me to a much simpler time. I remember when everyone was excited for the mysteries and wanted to create fan content, when it was something "special" to put it on a way. It sort of hurts the reputation the series has now tbh.
No. 1251608
>>1251578Or you could try watching a
good show.
No. 1251623
>>1251188>>1251452Ironically I've seen nonas post about how cute they thought "
poc wojacks" were and post the fem ones non ironically on multiple occasions, even commenting on finding the braindead male ones funny. Not every nona has a stick up their ass with moid paranoia but a lot of them love to be anal retentive internet police for the most asinine subjects
No. 1251654
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Can't tell if I'm retarded but just saw this on twitter with a lot of qrts calling the woman evil/ableist/whatever and I honestly don't see anything wrong with this joke, other than maybe being in poor taste. Is there something I'm missing?
No. 1251661
>>1251654kek she's right, this is one of the main reasons I don't want to be pregnant ever. Having a mentally or developmentally disabled child is easily life ruining and everyone thinks so but nobody wants to admit it because according to god women are just baby making machines an nothing else, so they harass the women who have enough guts to admit it. Reminds me of a former coworker who's a muslim woman who thought telling pregnant women that their future kid has downs syndrome and that they can abort if they want is horrible, it's discrimination, the poor, cute little baby (not even born yet in that context, remember) didn't do anything wrong uwu, mothers should ALWAYS love their kids no matter what (no mention of the father or on actual issues like the lack of special needs classes and schools, or how they're dependant on you their whole lives and die in their 50s at the very most because of cardiac issues of course), etc. Iirc in places where people don't give a fuck about religions women abort their disabled fetuses way more often but I don't remember the example I was given, like Norway or something like that? While Ireland has a shit ton of downs syndrom patients because of catholicism and abortion being banned until very recently.
No. 1251676
>>1251639But I said:
>I get why people would hate it.I didn't ask a question…
No. 1251679
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>>1251670Here's one of the most recent examples. Anon grasping for a tiny small graphic that comes in only for a few seconds in the OP.
No. 1251684
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>>1251679Just to give more context I have never seen merch with this outfit and it never comes in the actual show. All the merch I always see are of the girls just hanging around doing girly stuff
No. 1251700
>>1251696Yeah I agree that people should be able to have an abortion. Like I said, I just don't think neglect jokes are funny either way.
>I don't care.I didn't ask you to anon
No. 1251706
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>>1251704Are you a janny?
No. 1251723
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>>1251710Whatever you are, let me be!
No. 1251728
>>1251715I like reading discussions and when someone makes a claim, I'm curious to see actual examples. I love madoka too, but you shouldn't take simple critique or ill informed opinions personal.
>>1251718They didn't say it's just for scrotes, they said it's aimed at them, which is debatable but still not the same.
No. 1251756
>>1251721I feel like with someone who's more distant than me, it would
trigger me to be the 'pursuer', basically having the opposite roles than what we have now. More space would mean I'd have the chance to actually yearn after soneone
No. 1251942
>>1251925Manlet’s in my country have a complex and are negging pieces of shit. They are more likely to be
abusive, insecure,
toxic babies in my area, but go ahead. Men under 5’6 make up for it in a foot of rage anon
No. 1251950
>>1251902I think men who are really loud about their dating preferences just like to see women insecure and competing/trying to impress them. There is definitely someone for you.
My favourite teacher had five kids with a man whilst in her twenties, and he left her, she had nothing. She studied whilst looking after them all, got a degree, and now she’s wealthier and has a fulfilling life. Now she spends summers on a boat with an athletic man in his late twenties whilst she’s in her fifties, and she’s genuinely loved by him, and vice versa. This totally isn’t the end for you. Carry yourself like you’re worthy, because you are, do stuff you find interesting and brings you joy, and you’ll find someone. Plus, good friendships will always help with feeling lonely, they’re often better. Good luck queen.
No. 1251960
>>1251942Sadly this is true I think in most places, here they're sometimes trying to cope by being loud and obnoxious wannabe gangsters. Some are alright though, insecure moids are the best moids. When they don't try to cope anyway.
>>1251946I always see anons here talking about manlets and how they wouldn't date them, never got it. But yes it is really just something men made up, that goes for most beauty standards though male or female.
>>1251937I know right. I live in a country where the average male height is about 25 cm above mine, they kind of freak me out when they're not sitting down kek.
No. 1252749
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>>1252731Are all CS or programmers such coomers?
No. 1252769
>>1252731I find this so insulting. It's also very much a power dynamic thing with the scrote self-inserting himself as the "boss" who can use his secretary. You really should talk with him about how degrading you find it, fuck that shit
>>1252749They spend too much time on the computer and by extension internet
No. 1253668
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>>1249250Nona, is this an extension of a transformers fetish?
No. 1253694
>>1253688Got to get you a remote job then
nonnie! It’s the best.
No. 1253702
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The only reason I'm investing time and money into my appearance is so that I can one day fulfil my fantasy of marrying a handsome husband who loves me unconditionally and will never age badly. Ugly men just gross me out and the idea of settling for one disgusts me and motivates me to look better
No. 1253812
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Having bigger breasts and a feminine face makes me feel so insecure when I interact with women romantically. It feels like it'll be impossible for them to see me as masculine/gnc after they put together my face with the rest of my body. I'm still trying to embrace female masculinity/my body but it's so difficult right now and I'm retarded for even feeling this way.
No. 1253859
>>1253746You can look at how his parents age, it's a decent indicator if they aren't alcoholics or smoke a lot.
Look at his habits too, if he eats like shit, smokes, drinks, doesn't have a skin care routine and doesn't use sunscreen etc, he's gonna age like milk.
No. 1253912
>>1253902Is it
a yakuza guy?
No. 1253937
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>>1253922not into yakuza but just hide the images. bypassing bans is easy anyway.
No. 1254371
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I like the smell of smoke, gasoline, bathroom cleaner items, chemicals and laundry detergent more than the smell of food. Sometimes food smells make me nauseated even when I like the food.
No. 1254384
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Nonnies, I'm ashamed to admit that but sometimes I feel like something is protecting me and "wants" me to be here for some reason, because there were so many situations before I was born that could prevent my birth but didn't, especially from my mom's side because she didn't want me and tried to abort me two times, and complications with my birth, and so many traumatic evens in my childhood I survived, and yet I'm still here. But if that would be the case, I don't understand why would my life still be so hard and lonely. So I constantly question the nature of my existence here. I think one of the weirdest situations was when I was seriously considering suicide, the first and the last time in my life. It was a few months after my mother died. I prepared all the pills I wanted to take, it was very late, almost midnight, sunday. And at that exact moment I got a phonecall from my teacher (a gay man who was like the only person who supported me) and I was surprised because he never called me that late, actually he rarely called me because he knew I don't like talking on the phone. I hestitated to answer the call but I finally answered it and he was like hey what are you doing. And I said "nothing". Then I asked "why are you calling me this late, did something happen?" And he said he was just coming back from his friends and he felt like he should call me and ask what I'm doing. I said ok. Maybe he felt something was off from my voice, but after that he just said that everything was going to be allright and he wanted to see me in the class on monday. And that was the whole conversation. I got so weirded out by this it basically scared me off and I decided not to kill myself, I just cried for a while. It could be a simple coincidence, it probably was. Because if "something" was really holding me here, I don't see why would my existence be devoid of any meaning and still full of grief associated with past trauma. It would be almost sadistic, to torture me like that. Anyway, I'm ashamed to talk about this to anyone because I don't want to sound like a schizo or something.
No. 1254402
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10+ years ago when I was a kid I used to write Wikihow articles on random topics I knew nothing about. I wasn't even doing it to troll, I would just go through the requested articles page, do less than 5 minutes of research on the topic, and then earnestly write some complete bullshit and publish it. Throughout the years before I finally closed my account I would get email notifications that some of the articles had millions of views which is extremely embarrassing. I assume by that point they'd all been heavily edited by people who actually knew the topics so that none of my original contributions remained, at least I hope so.
No. 1254443
>>1252572>>1252572Ughhhh I just watched Mrs. Winterbourne (I’m a very devoted fraserfag) and I get such a hollow feeling of happiness in my belly because I will never have that. Blast from the past gives me the same feeling, I just want a nice himbo who genuinely loves me is that too much to ask?
>>1252848This. I can’t stand this life. Every man you’ve ever met jerks off to porn….
No. 1254648
I hate my cousin more and more everday. He was my favorite cousin, we didn't grow up together but we spent holidays together at out grandma's place. I really enjoyed that, we were always joking around and talk about deep shit, sing together… i stayed friendly as i got older, he turned out to be a shy faggot, which i thought was ok. One day i found out from his sister that he thinks i look like a goblin, it hurt me but i forgave him for the sake of the good times we had. Couple of years go by, i did my own thing, he tried to go to uni, didn't make it even half a year and moved into his boyfriend's place and started doing commission art. We see eachother only in chatrooms we both visit and he turned out to be such a braindead idiot. I blame it on the boyfriend since they live together, he has the power to manipulate my cousin. He was always very easy to influence being a shy fag. it's too late for my cousin to change, i don't think people can change after their early 20's since their brain is set already. So i feel like i lost the cousin i was friends with, instead there's this little fetish consumed weirdo who wants to make everyone feel stupid because his big daddy is always right. Motherfuckers still have Ukraine flag in their profile pictures but they'd never wanna fight themselves, they are against any guns obviousleeeh. I hope i'll never see him again, he isn't my family anymore and i'd honestly prefer him dissapear than be realted to someone with an obesity fetish. He's a fucking embarrassment and he's exactly what's wrong with people today. Can't even think for himself… he probably never could and i just didn't see that.
No. 1254658
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>>1253768Perhaps they deserve it?
No. 1255042
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I sometimes think about the literal model that posted in the plastic surgery thread once
No. 1255083
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Someone my friend knows started a GoFund Me for her to go on a "University trip" to the other side of the country. She's charging around 3.5k USD.
She said she needed to raise the funds by July. Her donations dropped off about a week after the fund raiser started. She raised around $250 between when it was started and the start of July. We check the programs cost online to see if what she's charging is "fair game".
>Program itself costs around $1000 but I'll round that to $1250 to include spending money.
>Transport, food and housing is included but I'll add $500 in case of an emergency and they might want to eat out.
>Flights - they're included if you're granted a scholarship (which I assume she has as she says she "auditioned") but perhaps that's something else. Going rate in July is around $500.
Total is around $2250 at the most. She is upcharging by at least $1000. Donations "randomly" picked up again this week for smaller donations of $5 or $20 which raises even more questions.
I feel like I should report it but I don't know on what grounds I could. I feel immoral knowing she's using a platform people use for emergency operations for her own gain. It seems even more weird knowing she is still accepting donations despite it being past the deadline.
No. 1255117
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>>1255087She "re-routed" money from her dad's pension and was investigated for it
No. 1255133
>>1255087nta but how tf is that evil? isn't scamming others out of money for a fucking fun little trip worse? It's not medical bills, it's what sounds like a completely optional study trip
you sound personally offended nona
No. 1255134
I grew up as a lesbian because I always denied my attraction to men, men in their teenage years are obnoxious as fuck, and I live in a country where no man is even close to my type (both physically, mentally, and emotionally) and everyone is a misogynistic macho piece of shit.
Everytime I felt attracted towards something clearly male, like Kakashi from Naruto, or watched porn involving dicks, I knew there was something wrong with me and I wasn't a real lesbian, but still I was no interested in dating men, they disgusted me, and I hated men.
But anyways, my confession is, I wish my mom never punished me for being gnc as a teen. As a child she of course dressed me in girly clothes and such, restricting my movement and telling me not to run etc. But when I started not wanting to dress femenine, she would just say that I dress like a man and that I want to be a man and that my testosterone levels were so wrong that's why my normal teen hair growth was more obvious etc.
What I'm trying to say is that I hate my mom for not letting me be. I always try to forget these memories, live in the now. But I still have so much resentment towards her, I wish I was freed from this hell.
No. 1255137
>>1255134Not denying your sexuality but liking Kakashi from Naruto doesn't exactly mean much. I know plenty of lesbians (myself included) who have husbandos and "are into" anime men.
Your moms treatment was shitty though and you have every right to resent her for it
No. 1255166
>>1255130I completely agree. That's the first thing that came to our minds when we first saw those new donations. What me and a few other friends have started to think is that either her and/or her partner are using an outlet to "fund" this trip. The fundraiser started in June, and a few big donations came in from relatives. Her friends confirmed this to me because they recognised the name and they'd linked it on Facebook. The donations I mentioned came in earlier this week were from accounts with no affiliation to her and some had nonsensical names. They also all came in within a short period of time after the supposed "deadline".
I don't think they've pulled a Walter White JR and had it be paid in by bots, it looks like accounts set up by one person flooding in small donations.
As previously mentioned, there was an ordeal with her dad's pension having funds missing and also another incident involving a government payout for unemployment.
>>1255133Of course the platform can be used for smaller things like
>>1255155Mentioned but that is exactly our main concern that this is a scam. It's got to the point her friends (including one I'm close with) is trying to figure out what steps to take because it's quite evidently a scam on their platform given the random donations all within the span of a week, some within 30 minutes of each other and the over charging. This is a non educational trip. It's a private "excursion" that is linked to the university and offers no credits. It's a private company that offers dance classes over the summer.
No. 1255182
>>1255179Same person here. I’d like to add on two things:
1. I am also a lesbian
2. I forgot what I was gonna fucking say next goddamn it
No. 1255190
>>1255169Lesbian here too, I personally don’t feel anything for fictional men or anything built like a man. When i look at them i think ‘they’re built straight up goofy lmao’ because they just look
off to me. Even ‘husbandos’. Men look like they’re missing something, flowing curves, softness, mystery- all that a woman has-so they just register as boring, invisible. I don’t really care if husandofags want to call themselves lesbians, it’s just that i know some of them may grow out of their issues with men and get a bf/husband, which will reinforce the stereotype that lesbianism is a phase.
No. 1255214
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>>1255134>restricting my movement and telling me not to run etc.>she would just say that I dress like a man and that I want to be a man and that my testosterone levels were so wrong that's why my normal teen hair growth was more obvious etc.anon, you are not alone. i was like this too. my mother accused me of being a tranny and whatever i did she kept accusing me of trying to make myself into a man even though i wasnt, my walk, my speech, the way i move my arms, anything. she even banned me from watching male youtubers at a certain point and shouted at me kek, like wtf ? i wasnt even trying to be more masculine, its just the way i am. her behavior became even worse when i had my hair cut into a pixie/boy haircut when i was 13. at that stage i started believing her because i had not developed like the other girls, no curves anywhere no hip growth etc. so i thought maybe i was intersex or something but of course i am not or well i sure hope not, do intersex people have periods ?
anyway, about the moid attraction i kind of grew up the same. but i may have been influenced by tumblr type people at age 11 (i am a zoomer) into thinking i was gay, but i really felt in real life that i was and still do to this day. i mean i always hated boys i was a known misandrist at school even before i knew of this term i just hated males, all of them. never hung out with boys ever despite being outwardly a tomboy and if they approached me i would feel rage and beat them up for disgusting me.
once i became a teenager and started thinking about sex i thought penises were absolutely repulsive no matter what and even when i was porn addicted i would never ever look at men in fact i thought they looked ridiculous, like animals, and i still do. like i cant look at a man trying to be sexy without getting major second hand embarrassment whereas i never feel this way about women. but in middle school my bestfriend as an anime fan had a husbando that she genuinely deluded herself into making him her boyfriend and i would play into her little fantasy because i liked her and because i was a teenager and wanted to fit in with whoever i liked i took up my own "husbando", i guess you could say, of my own as well. but it felt totally fake, i just liked to be able to relate to her even if i didnt really feel any way towards that character, i even told her a few years back that i could never feel attraction for fictional characters as they all looked like lines to me
but i was crazy about lucy from elfen lied amongst others but mostly her.
now, i feel like a fake lesbian because after age 17, i started finding certain moids attractive. it totally baffled me and honestly i was so ashamed i havent told anybody yet to this day. but of course as soon as the week or four days were over i would feel nothing for them again. nothing sexual though but something intense.
idk what that means for me, ive only ever liked girls and women before, female anatomy i mean. i dont know why this started happening to me after highschool. i still feel disgusted when a moid talks to me irl though
in general i mean, nobody approaches me in real life for being interested in me. ive never been in a romantic setting much less a relationship or anything beyond that either No. 1255296
>>1255214I’m really sorry your mom was so controlling nonna. Some parents definitely want malleable children, it’s creepy. I definitely get pretending to like a guy to fit in. And you’re not a fake lesbian, you sound bi-which is fine. 17 year olds aren’t finished growing, and I can understand if changing attraction at that age can feel like whiplash yk? But no one will force you to date dudes anyway. It still sounds like you’re bi but greatly prefer women, and that may sound unlike you as a lot of women who call themselves bi don’t really like women, or use it as an accessory to personality, so I know the label may feel wrong, but it’s accurate. I think many of the minority of homosexually partnered bisexuals are like you, with a homosexual preference. But you don’t have to use a label or date anyone you don’t want to. No biggie.
Also, this website may kind of be a little pro lesbian because of the radfem politics- but being bisexual is fine. Sexuality isn’t a personality trait or defining feature, live on your own terms.
No. 1255441
>>1253902Reporting someone as a moid and hoping they get banned is lolcow's version of "WITCH, WITCH I SAW HER DOING WITCHCRAFT I SAW HER"
Cool userbase.
No. 1255455
>>1255371Have you tried empathizing with other women or do you enjoy having a moid leaning brain that also cripples your own self esteem?
>>1255441I’ve feel like I’ve seen more of it than ever, but it’s never to clear bait which is even more confusing.
No. 1255490
>>1255484He got plastic surgery to
not be ugly. Still a psychopathic incel that’s better off dead.
No. 1255491
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My sister bullied me all my childhood and teenage years about weight, I've lost a lot of weight now and my sister has gained a lot. Today I asked if she wanted some of my old fatty clothes and I have never felt better.
No. 1255508
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>>1255491This post made me shed a tear of happiness
No. 1255606
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>>1255491SAME kek we love to see it.
No. 1255666
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I have a fetish for Catholic guys. I'm a tokophobic demi-agnostic who has issues with authority. I'm basically the worst person ever. But man, Catholics are just so hot. (Protestants do nothing for me, massive turn off.) I want to date a Catholic and tease him while he's trying to convert me. Or a priest. God I want to fuck a priest. Thornbirds and Vanitas have ruined me.
No. 1255687
>>1255685And yet her identity is still
valid! Don't be hierophobic
No. 1255694
>>1255689I was
>>1255685 and I was just joking anon kek. I'm pretty sure the other anons were too.
No. 1255766
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I know it's no use comparing your academic success to anyone elses but I just can't help but feel bad for not finishing my studies fast enough or as fast as my peers or friends. I always feel like people will gossip behind my back about it if I ever tell them how far behind I am, because it's seen as such great thing when someone finishes quickly and I feel weak and retarded for struggling so much.
No. 1255802
>>1255666priestfuckers assemble.
nice trips also.
No. 1255901
>>1255710Something is wrong with him. Leave him. I can't believe you're about to marry someone you can't even fuck. Best believe if this were the other way around, he would've already cheated on you. He probably is doing something he shouldn't be considering men want nothing more than to fuck. He's not into you for some reason, I'm sure he's talking to other girls or looking at porn like men do in a relationship. My ex never initiated and made me feel unwanted so when he broke up with me and I had sex with a guy, he still played the
victim. You won't be happy without a good sex life and that's human nature.
No. 1255944
>>1255901for some reason i don't think anon's sexless boyfriend would cheat on her kek.
>>1255710leave him. this happened with me and my fiance and my current bf of 3 years is the best sex i ever had.
No. 1255961
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i want to disengage from my family entirely. me and my husband live more than a 2 days drive from the rest of my them and its been amazing the past 2 years, but i still have a relationship with my parents and they will guilt me if i havent called them each once a week. theyve moved my grandmother in with them since she has dementia and even having to talk to her very briefly over the phone is painful for me (not my first grandparent to forget me completely due to the disease, her & i used to be close tho) and as bad as it feels im just not interested in trying to maintain any relationship to someone who doesnt even kno who theyre talking to. there are a handful of other problems developing in my family and tbh i wish i could just forget them and live my own life and not feel guilty that i cant help things because some things just cant be helped. i love them still but their actions exhaust me & they refuse to take any advice, refuse to do anything differently even if it would help them immensely.
i feel like i worked really hard thru therapy to get to a much better place and develop better coping mechanisms, but im still being forced to watch court-side as they continue struggle but wont accept help. i love my family, but i wish i could forget them.
No. 1256994
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I'm sorry to be mean but my mom is very obese and could had lost weight all these years but never did. She also has very restricted movement due to scoliosis. Today I thought "she really looks like a walrus when she lies down" but it made me extremely sad, because I know soon enough she won't be able to walk, just like one. And that's fucked up! I love my mom, I don't want to be this mean, sorry. I'm just very mortified for the future.
No. 1257005
>>1256994I’m so sorry
nonny, having a morbidly obese family member is awful.
No. 1257334
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When I was younger I used to be obsessed with magical girl shit but I still am, I want shit like picrel again
No. 1257429
>>1257080>>1257398Ok, I've just went to search for them one by one, here's the tl;dr, also thanks to anons who helped!
>>1257416 >>1257410
1. Riley June Williams - stole a laptop from Nancy Pelosi's office during capitol riot
2. Lindsay Souvannarath - planned to commit a mass shooting with two moids she met on tumblr
3. Brenda Ann Spencer - school shooter, two dead
4. Yuka Takaoka - stabbed a man "out of love", he survived though
5. Jodi Arias - killed a man
6. Anna Sorokin - con artist
7. Bella Janke - cow associated with chris-chan,
>>1257416 summarized it best
8. Sol Pais - columbiner, planned a school shooting but ended up commiting suicide
9. Andrea Yates - severely mentally ill, murdered her five children
No. 1257448
>>1257437Wait I wanted to look this up once more to make sure the photo I described was related to that girl and I wasn't confusing her with someone else and I found out that the guy is alive as
>>1257429 said but he holds no grudge and apologized for cheating on her to begin with (not sure if he actually cheated on her or if he meant that he apologized for having too many fangirls online because he was some kind of idol or something idk). And he gave himself a horrible nickname (Phoenix Luna) as a reference to not dying from the stabbing wound on top of that.
Which reminds me of Nabilla and Thomas, two French reality tv stars. They started dating at some point, Nabilla had her own (shitty) show, started some memes for saying stupid shit in a funny way on camera, they had a petty argument at some point at their house, Nabilla stabbed him, went to jail for a very short time because she was a very good prisoner, Thomas forgave her after recovering, married her and they now have kids. Even her stabbing and nearly killing her bf, now husband, was turned into a huge meme/running gag, it was even referenced in one of my tests for a law class in university at the time. She even did some promotional video for Orange is the new black where she literally plays her own role, vid related. So anons, if you want to make sure your bf stays with you forever, you know what to do.
I'm joking, do NOT commit murders. I wonder if that Phoenix guy is still dating her now.
No. 1257457
>>1257080I just read about Andrea and while it is so sad for the children, I do feel some sympathy for her as well. If you read more about her husband and his ideas about mental health and procreation, I can see him having some fault in this. She basically wasn’t given the proper help/support she needed from him and his mother while having psychotic episodes and, well.. mental illness is gonna do it’s thing unchecked.
>>1257429Thank you!
No. 1257495
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>>1257472He even changed his host name to "Phoenix Luna" after the incident. He was an orphan with no family to help him out so he just continued being a host. Makes me kind of root for him.
No. 1257637
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I kind of want to start a blog to post some of the most politically incorrect opinions I have (anonymously of course, and it's never really crazy, retarded opinions) just to see how people would react and perceive me. Just out of (morbid?) curiosity. It would be my venting space when I feel I can't talk about some stuff to my rl friends. I'd also post schizo rants about things that interest me. I tried that last year on tumblr but gave up and deleted my account not long after. What do? I just want to start shit for fun.
No. 1257681
>>1257662>>1257639It's nothing too out there for LC, I'd absolutely be considered a
terf, I'd be insulted by everyone in every fandoms, I can't stand seeing American soft power and politics anywhere, and I hate the current state of the internet, etc. So I could piss off a lot of people in many different ways. You're right, tumblr is the best place for that. I don't know how to tag my (potential) future posts for them to reach an audience though.
No. 1257689
Warning to any lurkers this is about skin picking and probably kinda gross to read.
I can't stop picking at my scalp. I don't know exactly what started it; it began less than a year ago. As far as I can see I don't have any dandruff or anything causing it - I've tried various different shampoos and conditioners and things. medicated ones and ones made for dandruff or with/without ingredients that could be irritating, baby shampoo, even tried going with nothing but apple cider vinegar and a little baking soda here n there, blah blah blah.
The only thing I'd changed I could really think of is that I grew my natural hair out - I'd previously been dyeing and bleaching it consistently for nearly 20 years. I thought maybe the natural oils or something had made it itch… Maybe my body wasn't used to it, something, I don't know. I eventually caved and bleached my hair to the point of no return damage thinking that'd somehow fix it. Honestly, it did. Kind of. It doesn't "itch" anymore.. but now I can't stop. I feel any little dry skin or scab or anything and without even realizing it sometimes I have to get it. I can't stop feeling it or thinking about it. It's gotten so bad in some areas there's quarter sized bald spots where no hair grows. They're easily covered because I have generally thick hair, but I'm so disgusted and embarrassed by it. It's almost orgasmic now to pull off the skin, even if it hurts to, and I know I could cause myself infections or something - I'm actually shocked that hasn't happened yet.
I'm too embarrassed to go to a hair dresser to get my hair fixed because those spots will be clearly visible. I hope I can just… Stop for long enough they heal and then maybe I wouldn't make new areas if those are gone? Maybe?
I don't know. I feel so gross, but the shame and disgust mean nothing in the moment/compared to how good it feels in those few seconds.
Ew. Just typing this makes me hate myself a little. At least maybe now that I'm acknowledging how gross I feel for it, it'll help motivate me to just.. not… Touch.. my scalp…
No. 1257742
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I’m 27 but I still have to phone my mum and ask her how to cook sausages. I don’t trust google with regards to cooking and always phone my mum about the most simple things. Usually I just eat ready meals or have a sandwich for dinner. Google makes it out like you have to do EXACTLY what they’re saying or you’ll die but my mum just explains it as if it’s easy and NBD, as long as they’re not pink in the middle.
No. 1257985
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i just watched all of fleabag in one sitting and i did not expect to like it as much as i did since i hate sex filled shows but this was different. season two was the best but season one made me cry too. boo was so precious and i saw myself in her in a certain sense. and i liked the unreliable narrator aspect as well as the fourth wall breaking.
anyway my real confession is that the scenes with the priest gave me actual butterflies in my stomach, i felt so juvenile gripping my face in embarrassment (good way) i was red as a tomato. even the scene with the business woman had me screaming. the tension in this show is something beyond palpable. but the priest especially had me shocked since i hated the actor in sherlock when that show was popular i sincerely did not think i was going to like him here. well i still dont find him attractive but his character sure is hot that would be the first and last time i am ever using that word to describe a moid fictional or not. but i am seriously still fanning myself i mean really i was sweating out here
i sincerely genuinely hope this doesnt awaken anything in me. seriously. i am embarrassed and ashamed of myself beyond belief for experiencing that. but it was nice while it lasted. and btw i kept replaying the scenes
No. 1258098
>>1258084>simulating disgusting moid PIV rape sex.What kind of masturbation have you been reading about wtf. Plenty of nonnas talk about doing it without sex toys anyway, even without penertration
>Modern life (hellscape created by men who need to kill themselves) represses our energy so much it causes sexual frustration and then masturbation.but women have been doing it since the olden times..as long as they're not getting off to porn, what's the issue? A lot of things in life are unproductive, why single this one out?
No. 1258100
>>1258080>these huge "BBC" dildos nonnies seem to love.What the fuck are you even talking about?
>>1258084You honestly sound like you have some kind of personal problem rather than this being something wrong with anyone else. Masturbating isn't simulating fucking rape, are you really gonna tell me that rubbing your clit, using a vibrator or spraying it with a shower head is like trying to "reclaim rape"? Even if you do use a dildo, it doesn't mean you're simulating rape. Masturbating doesn't have to be productive, it's something you do for your own enjoyment. Not every waking moment you spend has to be productive. Is being on lolcow productive? And if you're against having sex with men, it makes no sense to shame women who masturbate instead of having sex with men. Should we just be pure virginal nuns who never think about sex ever? Shaming women for daring to do or talk about something sexual makes you sound like a moid yourself.
No. 1258109
>>1258100Samefag, but I also have to point out the hypocrisy of talking about sexual frustration while also criticizing women who masturbate.
>>1258106Thank you for proving that you think like a scrote. Goodnight anon.
No. 1258183
>>1258073Pff spirituality is something I take seriously. It's not retarded if some poster calling people psychopath is labeling herself as an empath.
>>1258177No point besides the satisfaction of jinxing someone who may deserve it. Sometimes I miss witchcraft.
No. 1258247
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Trying to escape during shitty childhood I began to spend so much time pretending to be my OC from whatever hyperfixation I’m currently stuck in. Problem is Ive never been able to stop.
Currently shipping a m/m pairing so I just imagine myself as their daughter (from one character and a woman), so I can get attention and affection from these characters without any sexual elements (I’m a KHV by choice, I hate irl men)
I’m super lonely and depressed for no reason (I have a lot of casual friends and a good job now), so I’m not sure why I never stopped, or if I even want to.
No. 1258435
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I'm weirded out, my family from my dad's side is fawning over one of the kids more than over the others just because he's now on second grade. I've always had the impression that he's got Down's Syndrome because he has that Down's Syndrome face, but it's too late to ask now.
Why is my dad's side so fucked genetically? If he really has Down's, that would be the second family member from that side with Down's.
No. 1258439
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>>1258163You are what and got what? I hate to use twitter terms, but this is the clearest instance of "touch some fucking gras" I have ever seen.
No. 1258790
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I posted something about some comphet shit earlier today to a thread I was 100% sure to be the troon thread but I guess not, I can't even find it now, I feel like I'm going insane for realsies.
No. 1258895
>>1258891Nietzsche used animals. Killed them in front of his audience. Or kept them there until they died.
I'm highly aware I'm a bit of a shit show when it comes to art. But already realized that blood won't be an option. I learned a thing today. I'm not a narcissistic scrote. Am I willing to bleed myself dry for making some radfem points? Yes. Did I realize this is bullshit and I can't do it? Also yes. Literally in the story.
No. 1258906
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I want to hit on a professor (he's single).
You guys should help me, I can message him… what should I say?
No. 1258937
>>1258930Best time to plant a tree was thirty years ago. Next best time? Right now. You can do this. You will do this. One step after the other and suddenly you'll find yourself outside your comfort zone. One step at a time.
Take walks. In the mornings, afternoons, just feel safe. Sit down at a new cafe every day, even if you order the same water. Feel comfortable with your surroundings. Take some pleasures. Take it slow and easy. We all believe in you
nonnie.
No. 1258973
>>1258163>casting shit on someone because of a 4chan argumentI don't think this is ever worth it, nona. I get pissed off at dumbasses too, but at the end of the day, this sort of BS is material and temporary in nature. It's like fighting with someone while you're both in kindergarten and then bringing a knife. Just no point
Focus on what will actually bring happiness to you and your personal life
No. 1259055
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>>1259032that the funny part
No. 1259179
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I honestly think I'm a fake bi but I don't know how to reverse come out. I used to be attracted to women, in middle school and high school I know I was attracted to them. But I just don't feel it anymore. I don't have any serious desire to be in a relationship with a woman. I guess I would be interested in having sex with a woman in an abstract sense but I think I'm more bi-curious than anything else, and am mostly only interested in women because I'm scared of men. Maybe someday the pendulum will swing the other way eventually but I doubt it. In the meantime it feels stupid to call myself bisexual and be another bihet. On one hand I'm glad I have enough self awareness to realize this, on the other it's going to be so embarrassing to admit I was wrong kek.
No. 1259260
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When I see everyone being nice to someone I feel the need to be mean to them to balance things out, is that demented?
No. 1259338
>>1259308the conviction in his voice when he says '
terf gang' is actually inspiring
No. 1259412
I think I have a personality deficit that makes me prone to stalking, and a hard obsession with particular people. There have been less than ten - it's only a small handful, and it endures forever. It's been like this for as long as I can remember. Like I find a girl that I find so interesting I need to find out every detail about them and the smallest workings of their mind to catalogue and parse. It's like I want to have a full model of them for only me to access.
Two of them have died, and I find myself in a state of constant mourning. One of the two I hadn't spoken with in a decade, and the other one I only ever had impersonal relations with on a forum. But I still look through their pages and find myself filled with an incredibly deep sadness for their short lives, for not saving more of their posts before they deleted them, for not having archived a full version of them in my mind to cherish their memories forever.
One of them dropped off the face of the earth thirteen years ago and I resorted to stalking their ex's posts on an 'anonymous' forum, and searching local Instagram pages of places they might frequent for a mere cameo. I am disturbingly successful at this. This is the one that filled me with the most guilt. I completely dominated her time and smothered her, and when she finally managed to pull away from me, she 'rebelled' and ended up becoming a blue-haired FTM.
The most active of all of them still posts constantly, and I have been procrastinating responding to a brave message I sent her for the past four years, because I need to wait for the right moment and make sure I get all the right words so she will like me and want to talk to me.
I'm literally married and live in another country and I still think of these girls from so long ago every single day, pondering their lives as I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep, searching the pages I check daily for evidence of their continuing actions from my phone in the morning over a cup of coffee.
What is this? I have no sense of self, even as a small child I remember there was a girl in my class that I just chose to wholly embody. Like Robert Ford in The Assassination of Jess James. What actions have I had that have been self-directed, and not just a bizarre attempt to make someone from afar notice me and comment on the similarity, even the ones that I never even spoke to?
No. 1259446
>>1259440Say it's a doppelganger if it ever comes up and if they won't shut up about it tell them it's very weird that they want that random girl to be you, idk. Just deflect and shame them for even being on a porn site in the first place. I'm sure you'll be fine,
nonnie.
No. 1259452
>>1259433>>1259435Knew the thread sounded familiar, I actually posted there three years ago. I'ver wrote more detailed descriptions elsewhere.
>>277579This post is in reference to 'the most active of them all' in my post in this thread. Yes, I still do the listed activities. I just don't post as much online anymore and am no longer accustomed to writing such detail.
No. 1259460
>>1259445I kind of assumed because the sex work thread has a lot of people on it and there's a lot of stories on the old discord about those of us who were in the con scene getting involved with porn.
He despises them because he thinks they're immoral and he doesn't like women who "glorify being a hoe".
No. 1259499
>>1259498Stop giving so much weight to what a dumb scrote thinks
nonnie. They're not the morality police. They comsume the very thing they condemn and then you're meant to be the only dirty one while they pretend their hands are clean. That's the point everyones is getting at.
No. 1259524
>>1259440Also
nonnie why won’t you hang out with people who are like you? Tbh. It’s amazing to see a couple who used to be filthy whores and then renounced.
No. 1259573
>>1259548Because the fem part of radfem is feminist. If you don’t understand that the majority of women in sex work are
victims of some sort and the whole industry is largely the fault of
abusive and predatory men, you aren’t a feminist. If you just like shitting on women you see as less than you, you aren’t a feminist. If you blame the women involved in a predatory industry but not the men, you aren’t a feminist. Simple as.
No. 1259611
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I’m the anon who feels the need to be mean to someone when everyone is nice to them, in order to balance things out.
Usually I feel this need because everyone is not just being nice, they are SIMPING and ORBITING and I can’t stand it
No. 1259622
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There is absolutely nothing wrong with trashtalking and gossiping as long as everyone participating has seen the actions of the person with their own eyes. Why should we keep our opinions to ourselves and be fakely polite? Especially online, I'd draw the line at job related settings, but in online hobby communities nothing is sacred.
No. 1259629
>>1259616I am so paranoid you are the person I feel the need to be mean to
In which case:
Fuck u stinky
No. 1259645
>>1259637>>1259640Okay hear me out-
What if she is an uwu fake nice girl?
No. 1259655
File: 1657637700447.gif (556.63 KB, 220x175, ohshiet.gif)
Not a kpopfag, but some of the summery songs by girl groups make life kind of fun despite everything being dogshit. And it makes reading the worst posts on here fun. I'm sorry.
No. 1259691
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My boyfriend and I do caving as a hobby and over the weekend we crawled through a long cave that had an area that opened up into a "room" the size of a walk-in closet. We had sex about 50m deep in the ground in that little room and it was really cool, I was kinda hoping that I'd have dreams about it the nights after but I didn't. I'd never tell a soul if I wasn't anonymous, but it made me feel so risqué and adventurous. Plus it felt amazing to exercise so hard and then have sex, and then go right back to the grueling crawl. picrel is just a photo of how the ceiling looked in that particular area, it was roughly 11' at its highest point. I feel like this is cathartic, like using a non-religious confessional kek
No. 1259726
>>1259719I honestly don’t even blame other women for doing this anymore
nonny, the only way to get attention is using your body and even so you’re still going to be called a useless whore like her dumbass brother called her. I had enough of blaming people because honestly.. do we really even care or want to know why she did it? Fuck the scrotes who spread that shit around, should have been a test for their decency and they always hilariously fail.
No. 1259728
>>1259692We read those too, it's actually what propelled us to start caving ourselves! You have good tastes.
>>1259701It was surprisingly comfortable, the air was cool and the cave for that stretch had been very dry, plus the room we were in was quite large for what it was. You could have fit maybe 8 people in there to sit in a circle, and the rocks were formed in such a way where it looked like a circle of seats with a shelf above. I literally thought about early human life the whole time, it was funny. Neanderthal-style is so perfect, I'm stealing that!
No. 1259877
>>1259585Yeah these posts above (
anti-sexwork work 'girlboss' who watches two lesbian porns a year for 'cummies' and 'auto-sex' but is straight, and blames sex workers but not the men, pimps, johns and viewers) are so obviously a terrible male larping his absolute nonsense, they never get their attempts at sounding female right
No. 1259917
>>1259901I have never had sex so miss me with that shit, I watch it because I’m seeking the pleasure I will never get (and too scared to get irl).
And yes they’re being raped but they’ll defend themselves in ways you see itt so what can we even do?
No. 1259922
>>1259877This is the confession thread right? The anon who said nobody asked is a retard, I totally forgot this is the confession thread.
Also samefagging, but ever since I moved out I’ve been fapping 3 times a week and at my worst daily. I’m a coomer and I fucking hate it. It drains my energy, it’s a mess. I would never ever have this much sex with a man but most definitely with a woman. i may be a repressed lesbian but idc lmfao. End of confession.
No. 1259936
>>1259805I've been detran for about a decade but I wasn't a loud or screechy tran att and I was equally quiet when I left that all behind and just moved on with life. It was a mistake and I own it for what it was. Turns out what I actually needed was some csa counselling more than anything.
I've seen examples of detranners who were all for those quick and easy 'informed consent' forms… and then years later they wanted to sue docs for letting them sign the form and transition.. after they fought so hard for it in the first place. Own your own shit. How much can you expect others to protect you from your own will?
No. 1260257
>>1259917Idgaf if you’re a virgin or a retard, especially if you’re both. Lesbian porn is made for males by males, it still exploits and objectifies women. You are not excused of shit.
>>1259984>So I can’t watch their stuff but I should support them?Lmao male moment. How the fuck are you “supporting” whores by jerking it to them for free on twitter? You’re fucking lost? We don’t “support” SJW brain dead hoes who glorify prostitution, the same hoes who shit on and silence actually traumatized anti-porn ex-performers who were actually forced and trafficked into those circumstances. So what? Do you seek out porn made by women who are actually
victims so you can “support” them by cumming to their rape on tape? You’d do more to support victimized women by bullying stupid fucks who participate in female oppression for muh cummies. Get off my board.
No. 1260276
>>1260261NTA but
>tone-policingEvery fake sensitive man's favorite weapon lmao. Set your dick over a lighter faggot
No. 1260282
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>>1259651I like /lit/. I also make fun of fat boomers on /pol/ and bully them whenever I detect one. How dare they be fat. /a/ is hard to use because it's 90% coomers but sometimes there are good threads.
No. 1260336
>>1259651I frequent /x/ all the time, there is barely any gender discourse there, just insane theories, leaks and politics and interesting mythology facts.
I also look at /fa/ to laugh and used to look at /fit/ to thirst but nobody posts goal threads full of nude men anymore
sigh. I remember when /fit/ used to raid us, they were pretty innocent about it kek
No. 1260426
>>1260391Online. I assume she lurks here too tbh. iirc she glorified homosexuality in historical men and fapped at it, loved little boys and old men couples a tad bit too much but she said it’s ok because she never touched little boys. Good lord the search function on this website sucks or else she’d bombard me in my dms.
>>1260396That, or that female pedo I “knew”. Then again I may be generalizing but a lot of fujos are generic pedos and may sound like OP and my retarded online “friend”.
No. 1260447
>>1259847'ate troons
'ate moids
'ate coomers
No. 1260466
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>>1260277My mom eats salad with her hands in front of people. It's very simian.
No. 1261051
>>1261022I haven't been back in awhile. This is my first time posting anything like this in ages. calmmes the fuccdown
>>1261006Men truly have nothing better to do than to try and bring women to their knees in any way they can. We never would do this to them.
No. 1261278
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>>1261259>implying that any cat isn't perfectHow dare you.
No. 1262307
>>1262221I agree with you nona. It's probably better for unpopular opinions but I seem to get on better with men in their mid 30s. Even when they don't have their life all together they have hobbies that aren't video games and being inside all day.
My last ex was an autistic scrote in his early 30s, though he was literally so insufferable he almost put me off men as a whole.
No. 1262313
>>1262223Mid 30s are millenials lmao they're more likely to be collecting funko pops and obsessing over marvel than remodeling a fucking home.
Older men are hideous and make my vag shrivel up so frankly idgaf what their hobbies are, there is no physical trait more unattractive than hair loss so it's a hard no for me. Also I would never enable older men thinking they deserve younger women, so even if I were attracted to one it would still be a no.
No. 1262558
>>1262221>At least older men are useful and know how to do shit like fix your car or remodel a homeThe men who had these kinds of skills are well into their late 50s or 60s now. lmao. Is this the demographic you're talking about?
Also most of men of any age group are addicted to porn, why do you only care about anime porn? Doesn't normal porn disgust you? Because your middle aged chad is probably jerking off to socially acceptable women torture porn somewhere…
No. 1262569
>>1262223I'm approaching my mid thirties myself and I'm going through the reverse of this.. I'm suddenly looking at men with nice intact hairlines and slim bodies and appreciating that like I never did before.
Men don't grow up, they just get fatter and balder and more stubborn. ime
No. 1263007
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whenever I see her it makes me question if I'm autistic because I embody this. except I'm not, it's from being a shut-in who can't style myself for shit. does anyone relate
No. 1263316
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I've seen girl interrupted maybe three times when I was too young to watch it and I just now realised it's set in the 60s, I feel stupid.
No. 1263792
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sometimes i make a really ugly grimace and hold it in front to of a mirror thinkin to myself "wow this is me in the mirror. i made that face. as a matter of fact, i am making it right now. i am capable of this and nobody knows." all while holding the face immobile
No. 1263844
>>1263269i hope he dies slowly and painfully.
you should do the censored part tbh.
No. 1263881
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I hate shopping, I hate getting dressed up, I hate talking to people, I hate traveling, I just hate going outside in general, all of these things make me tired, angry, and bored easily and I hate how people probably hate me for hating these but I probably already hate them too.
No. 1263891
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Feel less Americanized and more relaxed since leaving 4chan. I can use yankee without someone jumping down my throat or someone assuming I'm a vapid nonna from LA. Good riddance to the moids and femnanzis.
No. 1264011
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Anon who confessed she wanted to shitpost on tumblr by stating unpopular problematic opinions here: I started receiving comments from angry trannies already despite just posting 3 times. I'm laughing pretty hard right now, I think I'll keep posting like once in a while, use as many relevant tags as possible and see how far it goes before I get banned.
No. 1264048
>>1264014Why. They're the ugliest and smelliest type of men in the world.
>>1264045But you still have to fuck them first
No. 1264066
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>>1263893NTA but the artist is Loputyn. Not sure why that other anon said not to ask kek
No. 1264237
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>>1264236Oops I forgot picrel
No. 1264277
>>1264273My main concern about cheating is that like, you're already putting up with one moid- why are you punishing yourself with more? Being single >>>
Your post reminds me of one I saw earlier on /g/ where an anon was self flagellating about how she cheated (sent a guy an underwear pic with no actual physical cheating, then admitted it to her bf right away and was forgiven). Then reveals at the time they were on a break because he was neglecting her, wouldn't touch her and resented her because he wanted to be single. Like girl… what kind of low self esteem would make you feel guilty about that?? Insane.
No. 1264301
>>1264011Tumblr trannies be like: ✨ proud neo nazi✨ this is a safe space for MAPs✨ DDLG ✨ CNC ✨ 💖 I like to fuck dogs 💖 in a throuple with a 16 year old femboy who is paralysed from the neck down and his dead grandma ✨ I make my living by selling heroin to children and grave robbing ✨ my hobby is shoplifting 💕 🥊PUNCH A FUCKING
TERF!!!!🥊 DNI TERFS!!!! 🥊
No. 1264351
>>1264350Omfg you
triggered an awful repressed memory. When I was in middle school I had to do the presidential fitness test or whatever that bullshit is called and I had massive anxiety about it and got a very upset stomach. It was my turn to do sit-ups and literally after every. single. sit-up. there was an audible toot. Jfc that was one of the most humiliating moments of my life.
No. 1264425
>>1264352This. Some anons simultaneously hate men while also apparently being incapable of going without dick for more than a month (I've seen posts that quite explicitly state this).
While I don't blame anyone for hating men, as I don't trust them myself. I just get weird second hand embarrassment from the latter thing. If you're well into your adult years and you can't go without mediocre casual sex with strangers every few months then you're basically malebrained to begin with.
No. 1264445
>>1264425They’re like
>I hate all men except my Nigel!! Then slither over to the relationship thread to complain that he won’t stop exchanging flirty messages with his colleague or some benign shit like that. Motherfucker my fucking grandpa is a better person than that piece of shit and you’re dumping all over him. I’m not saying I get offended on behalf of my grandpa every time but the logic just isn’t adding up.
No. 1264460
>>1264273I don't cheat out of fear of a scrote losing his shit and murdering me but I agree. Most men deserve to be cheated on for constantly lusting after every girl except their own gf and being very vocal about it. Most scrotes are extremely emotionally
abusive at the very least and then being cheated on is just karma.
Honestly? Even non-pinkpilled ladies cheat on their man for good reasons, men are often emotionally neglectful and selfish in bed so women seek out a moid that actually makes them feel physically attractive and that you don't have to fake orgasms with. On top of that they'll just use cheating gfs as a way to be extremely controlling of other girls. Don't trust any man that claims he's been cheated on by multiple women, it's always for a good reason
No. 1264482
>>1264473I don't have sex with men so
>>1264470You'd be surprised at how many men are on the verge of a mental breakdown because their fuck buddy is fucking other people/doesnt like them that much/ignores them
No. 1264491
>>1264445Nonnie, I know you know there are hundreds of unique posters on lolcor…
Should hetero women who are disgusted by men in general stop having sex? Should we stop talking about how much we hate men? I honestly understand your confusion/outrage but what would you have us do
nonnie(s)????
No. 1264555
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My boss and his mean witch of a wife are gone for a whole week, and it fees like I am the one on vacation. Honestly, they are never there when I need them anyways. At least I get to go a whole week without her catty comments and 2005 mean girl esque attempts to play mind games.
She works MLM scams and then waltzes into my work, undoing anything I did just to show me. I hate her. Her husband is no better, because he has zero spine.
A WHOLE WEEK OF PEACE! what a gift.
please get lost a sea to never return. Or sunburned and poisoned. Thank you
No. 1264612
File: 1657982198726.gif (1.41 MB, 498x280, 711.gif)
i love nonnies who type giant useless essays, it IS fun and i actually do read their posts, fuck the haters
No. 1264640
File: 1657984326294.jpg (44.68 KB, 565x407, 1613297613858.jpg)
>>1264612I always write walls of text without even noticing, god bless you anon.
No. 1264841
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When I was 14-15 there was this random chat site I used, and I became close with one guy in particular, I would talk with him all day and all night. One day I don’t know why, I made a catfish account, messaged him and turned it sexual very quickly and asked him to send me a dick pic, but it was literally the size of his thumb so I said something like “aw, it’s cute” and he immediately blocked me. I think i was even talking to him from my main account while this was happening. I did have a crush on him so that could be why I asked for the pic but i didn’t even save it, i feel like I did it specifically to make fun of him and I don’t know why. confession over.
No. 1264856
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>>1264612Me too, surprisingly many of them are fascinating and have managed to change my mind or the way I look at things. God bless the original Manifesto-chan, not the FDS-brained one.
No. 1265149
>>1264612do you read my manifestos
nonnie….
No. 1265268
>>1265190Nta but the post said
>I'm constantly betweenso it sounded literal kek. I didn't get it either.
No. 1265329
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I still love my ex but I have no idea what would happen if he said he wanted me too. We've been through too much and it's been a year since we broke up. I'd also never be able to talk to my friends and family again because they all hate him.
No. 1266006
>>1265854Dont feel bad about it
nonny that happened to my dad as well back in like, 2008. Your ex boss doesn't know it was a scam, so keep that in mind. At least you got to leave the
toxic job and still found something else.
No. 1267197
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I only infight before my period starts. It's in fact the only time I truly enjoy infighting, it makes me feel better.
No. 1267256
>>1266452When I was inpatient a few years ago I was on a ward with a woman who was about 3 foot tall and in an electric wheelchair. By the end of my stay there I had reached the assumption that her issue was mainly extreme frustration with her living situation. Her mobility was fairly affected bu whatever she had.
I'll never forget getting up one morning. I could hear her calling for nurses a few mins earlier from a distance. By the time I was up I realised no nurse had answered her calls and she was in a corridor in the middle of pissing herself because she needed assistance that never came.
No. 1267298
>>1267277Not really. One friend in particular will come back every few years, love bomb me and offer all this stuff, then forget about me and go back to some other friends. Makes a bunch of promises and then just ghosts. I act completely normally. I just say thanks for being there that means a lot etc. I don't know what else I can do or say. The only thing I can think of is me turning down help, because it's non applicable to my situation, and them taking it personally.
As for the rest, I don't even beg for help, some people just go out of their way to do so because they take pity on my situation. It makes me feel awkward. I can only thank people but I feel like they want more, which I can't really provide.
This doesn't happen to literally every person in my life, for what it's worth, I didn't mean to come off that way. I'm just saying, when it does, it makes me uncomfortable.
No. 1267401
File: 1658175358302.jpg (113.87 KB, 1280x720, maxresdefault (2).jpg)
So um i have some issues when it come to cheating and i think im dating 5 different people currently.
Im cheating on my boyfriend with a acquaintance, im cheating on that acquaintance with my ex, im cheating on my ex with my coworker, and i am cheating on my coworker with my 2d husbando.
No. 1267408
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>>1267401>and i am cheating on my coworker with my 2d husbando.KEK
No. 1267426
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Men with this body type are very attractive and no I'm not that Nannie who likes John.
He just has the shape I enjoy but not the look. I believe that this shape is amazing on both men and women.
No. 1267449
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>>1267443Here's the pear shape but it's "roided pear"though or "extreme rippled pear". I don't like this type though. I prefer a soft pear
No. 1267453
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>>1267443i can understand a thin torso with defined waist that's waifish and feminine with some natural hips, but not fat creating a womanly figure, but that looks legitimately terrible
No. 1267484
>>1267480kek same
nonnie, that's why i posted
No. 1267635
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>>1267453Okay don't judge but I created a sim that is what I'd want my dream scrote to look like. I don't see this as "womanly" shape on a scrote.
No. 1267642
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>>1267635the thighs and hips are very womanly, anon. like, very womanly. it's very different from just having a little bit of wider natural hipbones as a male, there's a lot of actual fat there. picrel is nice because the hip bones themselves are actually wider with a small ribcage/frame without having fatty womanly thighs. feminine but not overly feminine
No. 1267707
>>1267642God he's so fucking ugly and hairy and gross, i can literally smell this picture
>>1267690Same
No. 1267716
>>1267707i like a little hair on a feminine man. it's not that much hair tbh. i like a happy trail. the guy above that i posted had too little hair and shaved his pubes, even. it's a little too gay feeling for me to be ideal. need a happy trail for sure
>>1267654agreed, i love how sticky he was. i wish i could find more guys this thin and slightly fem but they're rarely so thin with such a nice build
No. 1268519
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You people are my only friends. You make me laugh, you make me cry, you piss me off sometimes but you always support me when I’m down. You say things I relate to. You relate to the things I say. I fantasise about having a group of friends like you people. I go on /g/ and look at the threads on there to determine what some of you might look like so I can better imagine it in my head. We would go hiking, camping, nightclubbing, shopping. We could even just stay at home and play some sort of vidya. The whole time we will be saying autistic and unhinged shit irl and reacting to it, laughing, calling each other retarded and autistic, making fun of men until our sides hurt from laughter. Having similar conversations that we have here. I don’t get along with anyone, really. I’m socially awkward, I blurt out unhinged and offensive things just for shock value because I crave attention, I have niche interests that nobody else cares about, I get angry and rant about things that don’t matter, every single person I’ve interacted with on a regular basis has called me either weird, annoying or stupid at some point, either directly or indirectly. I’m a deranged terf, the list goes on but I see myself in the posters here. I’ve never really had a good friendship group and I’ve not had any friends for a long time.
God I’m so fucking lonely and pathetic.
No. 1268533
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>>1268519I wanna maxresdefault trying out women's self defense or MMA, trust me you will find a lot of "wierd"(In a good way) women who have niche interests in these communities and are also into weeb shit by default, they are also 'TERFs' more often then not, though I have encountered some handmaidens here and there
No. 1268546
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>>1268519>I’m a deranged terfExcellent. I'm trying to terfpill my irl friends but they are annoyingly libfem.
> We would go hiking, camping, nightclubbing, shopping. We could even just stay at home and play some sort of vidya. The whole time we will be saying autistic and unhinged shit irl and reacting to it, laughing, calling each other retarded and autistic, making fun of men until our sides hurt from laughter. Having similar conversations that we have here. Sounds amazing, I wish I could be your friend nona.
No. 1268843
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I lost faith in my race.
Let's start this off with a vent. First of all, I was bullied for "acting" and "talking white" time and time again, every time I was around other blacks. If you think it's fucked that blacks bully the nerdy ones for talking properly, that's just the tip of the iceberg.
You see, there is a strong sense of anti-intellectualism among African Americans. When was the last time you listened to a black person sing or make a music video about taking care of their family and becoming accomplished? It's all just dick-sucking, misogynistic, booty-shaking retard shit. I'm not a psychologist, but I think this is clearly a big factor in why basically half of all black women in the USA has a fucking STD. Too many black people seem to be too stupid to understand their own health, or too jaded to even care.
Step out of the STD rate and look at the way blacks always act. Acting like dumb dogs whenever a cop gets involved, then cry about it when they get treated worse off. Go around, act like violent animals, then cry about how it's literally everyone else's fault when incarceration and a bad reputation happens. It's less common that black people strive to do anything with their lives other than getting knocked up, having bastard children, and (if they're lucky) barely passing high school. College? Marriage? Good careers? For the majority of black people, you can forget it. Blacks think all of those goals are "too white".
"Black girl magic"? Where? Obesity hits black people the worst so even if the "black don't crack" shit wasn't a myth, black people REALLY let themselves go downhill when it comes to looks. Got Cheetos, fried chicken, "lean"..all this bullshit junk blacks regularly gorge themselves on, then have the audacity to scream "oppression" when nobody wants to fuck them. Even when there are black people that look naturally handsome or gorgeous, blacks find a way to fuck this up with a large amount of assault and murders going on towards one another. Too many promising black people have been killed or beaten unrecognizable at the hands of another black, and over the most retarded reasons.
Reparations? Black Lives Matter is a bullshit organization that made it clear that even blacks don't value black lives. Look at how the fund money went straight to building a fucking mansion instead of helping schools and facilities in absolute "nigger" cities like Detroit. Reparations? Please. If black people did get the reparations they whine for all the time, I bet they would find a way to royally fuck that up too.
I can get past society telling black people that they score low on IQ tests, that they look like turds, and all that other shit, but the fact that black people actively destroy themselves and each other is what made me lose faith in my racial background. Absolutely disgusting, and depressing is what black people have fallen into. It used to not be like this. In the past, black people were known to be very married, with almost no bastard children being born. Entrepreneurs, sweet businesses. Now? Blacks have taken a big fall from grace mostly because of their own hands, and that's what hurts the most.
No. 1268860
>>1268843Some
valid points, the rest are self hatred. Maybe find a community of black women that is pinkpilled and based, who value black women excellence and independence.
No. 1268908
>>1268843I'm white, not involved with the Black Community whatsoever, and about to put my tinfoil on. I do feel like rap was rapidly and forcefully turned away from legitimate social issues to gangster and whore glamorization that indirectly lead to yet more bad press for the Black Community and a stifling of political action amongst potentially politically-active youths. I do think there was a concerted effort to reduce the art form of rap into yet another bread and circus.
Sorry, I won't derail anymore, just something I have been thinking about after reading about the history of the Black Panther Party and the FBI's COINTELPRO.
No. 1268917
>>1268843I get your frustration to an extent, yet you shouldn't lose fate in your race as a whole cause all these problems you just described are mainly african
american related issues, black people around the world differ a lot from their american counterparts
No. 1268929
>>1268860She should check out LSA in all seriousness. It's also being overrun by trolls, idiots and moids, but there's definitely a good black woman population on there.
>>1268843I remember feeling a lot like you when I was younger, then I looked into how much of the issues you've listened were purposely put into play in the black community. Even down to why gangs first developed. The gang members were the only ones protecting their neighborhoods from threats, because the police literally would not help.
I'm going to be honest and say I didn't read through all of your post because it was about
triggering, but I just want to say I hope you can get to a point where this won't affect your own personal life as a black woman. It shouldn't. We are not a monolith, and anyone who acts like we are is an idiot. I used to get called Oreo all the time, but now most of the people who called me that aren't in my life. Now the people in my life accept me as a black woman who has interests outside of what society and the black community deem acceptable for a black woman. Anyone who can't, they can go choke on a big ole dick and die for all I care. I'm mindful of the STD rates in my community and act accordingly. I live my life knowing that I made it to 26 without a kid like everyone in the school system thought would happen. And most of all, I've decided that I don't care about the black community overall. My energy is only for black women, but not all. It's easier tbh, black men I view as lost and conquered. But, I'm not saving anyone but myself and maybe if I meet my own
tyrone-Nigel I'll consider putting him on game if he isn't already.
Tl;Dr: Don't take the issues of the black community as your own.
No. 1268973
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>>1268843kys retarded boomer scrote and take your shitty larp with you
No. 1269488
>>1269223The Earth has gone through greenhouse periods before, when there were no polar ice caps whatsoever
These have occurred throughout the Earths history including the last ~540 million years when multicellular life really kicked off, even as early as 55-35 million years ago when primates and shit were in Europe
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eocene#Atmospheric_greenhouse_gas_evolutionThere were temperate forests and Crocodilians in the Arctic/Antarctic, there were adaptations to the high latitude and extreme seasonality that may have later migrated toward the equator as the Earth cooled
We won't irrevocably destroy the Earth merely through releasing CO2 into the atmosphere, it isn't an existential threat to life on Earth. I don't think it will even extinguish humanity
That doesn't even go into how warming and cooling cycles are completely natural, or the fact that life itself has drastically changed the chemical composition of the atmosphere and oceans multiple times
No. 1269526
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>>1269488>comparing an extremely rapid change in co2 that occurred in less than 2 centuries to a gradual shift during 1000 centuries in early Eocene period where the ecosystem could slowly adapt through normal natural selection retard
No. 1269579
>>1269568I know it sounds cringe. That's why I mentioned I do have empathy and am a softie in other ways. I'm not edgy at my big age and I enjoy being a gentle, boring, law-abiding person. I don't even drink lmao. I'm round, absolutely no edges.
Just wanted to confess a thing I didn't think twice of when I was a kid but is kind of odd to look back on. Is it pretty normal then?
No. 1269901
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There is days when I make 0 effort while making posts here ( like today ). I will forget almost all my english knowledge and not look up any corrections for my vocabulary but will post my stupid posts anyways. I will have full conversation while probably making barely any sens kek. I'm sorry nonnies, I'm just too tired but I still want to participate.
No. 1269959
>>1269947the hell? im not blushing at his beauty or whatever, im just embarrassed that i found a
possibly ps ridden and i am oblivious to it moid attractive for the first time in years or possibly ever. thats what im going red in the face about. but yeah you're right it is weird kek just wanted to let it out my system.
No. 1270103
>>1269977Don’t like kpop
Never gonna like kpop
But he is cute.
No. 1270164
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>>1269923love you too
nonnie!
No. 1270939
>>1268843i get the frustration
nonny (i'm not black but from a muslim country), i really do.
but from what i observe, there is so much hope for black women - once they stopped getting memed into the "shakin ass and being a whore is empowering" bullshit. as far as i know, black women are getting far beyond black men in academics. they're leveling up so much despite the fact that they get shitted on much more than black men. i understand the self-hatred but i believe you can find based black women around you and connect with them. but yeah, pick-meism seems to be a disease rn among black women (almost at the same level as FTM and enbys). black men throw black women under the bus frequently, but black women seem to hold this loyalty towards black men which i will never ever get.
No. 1270972
>>1269526All that CO2 was once in the atmosphere anyway and I doubt human activity can restore all of it, the Earth has been in greenhouse periods longer than it has been in ice age periods
I am just addressing alarmism or doomism wrt climate change, it's really not as extreme as some people make it out to be
IDK if species really adapt until they need to - this is the gradualism vs saltation debate
CO2 is a pretty weak greenhouse gas compared to what was present in Earth's past, the oxidation of CH4 to CO2 might have been responsible for early ice ages (the sun was also weaker in the past)
No. 1270994
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I got (rightfully) banned for a couple days back when I came here for being a newfag. I feel sympathy for others who do the same now. I report them of course, but bless the idiots.
No. 1273095
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After avoiding it for my whole life, a year ago I started wearing makeup and clothes that are form-fitting. I hated makeup for political reasons and I found it just plain uncomfortable as well, and to be honest I still prefer how I look without it. I hated clothes that didn't completely hide my body because the idea of being sexualized against my will disgusted me. I wound up looking way too young to everyone, and as someone with a terminal baby face, it was just annoying and I got mistaken for an actual middle schooler.
Now that I'm approaching mid twenties I've started going all out with eyeliner, lipstick (I fucking love Charlotte Tilbury and Chanel), and finding the right products that accentuate glow instead of completely hiding my skin. I've begun wearing tighter dresses, shorter skirts, and low cut tops that suit my body type. The difference in how both men and women treat me is staggering. I love it and hate it at the same time. I hate that these stupid products actually have such a huge role in how we're perceived, not only sexually but in platonic social situations. I hate that in order to be seen and respected as a woman you basically have to play this dumb game and objectify yourself. I hate seeing men leer at me even more. I hate knowing I'm sending the message to other women in my life that makeup is good and normal and should be worn.
But I love that people approach me more now. I love feeling desirable. I love feeling more like my age instead of a naive person doomed to be mistaken as a kid forever. Sometimes I install tinder for a day just to see what men say about me before I delete the app.